WEBVTT - SCANDALS AND WHISPERS

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<v Speaker 1>I grieve me.

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<v Speaker 2>You know what, I sure I'll do this. Yeah, we

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<v Speaker 2>can do this. Do you want do you hold on?

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<v Speaker 2>Do you really want to do this? How? What's their

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<v Speaker 2>motivation behind this? I'm fine? Oh yes, oh yes, hold on,

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<v Speaker 2>hold on, hold on. I want you to know I'll

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<v Speaker 2>yes and this for you because that's a lot. You're

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<v Speaker 2>doing a lot right now. That's it is a heavy

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<v Speaker 2>commitment on your part, and I appreciate the comm hold on,

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<v Speaker 2>I appreciate the commitment that you're putting behind this. But

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<v Speaker 2>and so i'll match it if you're if you if

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<v Speaker 2>you're willing to commit fully to it, I'll match the

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<v Speaker 2>commitment level as well. But I'm just giving you this disclaimer.

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<v Speaker 3>I'll let you have it.

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<v Speaker 4>Baby. Now.

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<v Speaker 1>My name is Matthilde. I'm about sixty five years old.

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<v Speaker 2>And he beat me. He was more committed than me.

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<v Speaker 2>I didn't want to do that at all. Hello. Hello,

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<v Speaker 2>Buenos nochest or Buenos Grandees or whatever it is. This

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<v Speaker 2>is Lyle. This is the Gecko man. This it's the

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<v Speaker 2>guy in the suit, the guy talking and yes, all right.

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<v Speaker 2>We got an episode today, oh man, today, very interesting episode.

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<v Speaker 2>We got a classic first half, funny second half more

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<v Speaker 2>serious ish, you know, I got into it a little

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<v Speaker 2>bit more. I keep telling everyone all the time that

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<v Speaker 2>this is not real therapy, and I keep breaking that rule. Well,

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<v Speaker 2>I guess not really. I mean, I'm not giving therapy,

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<v Speaker 2>but I am. You know again, I've said this all

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<v Speaker 2>the time. I don't consider myself an advice person, but

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<v Speaker 2>it just EEPs out of me for some reason, even

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<v Speaker 2>though I don't feel remotely qualified to give it, it

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<v Speaker 2>is there. So so we got a serious second half,

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<v Speaker 2>but a light hearted first half. Topics include having sex

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<v Speaker 2>in both a church and a synagogue. Someone called in

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<v Speaker 2>to tell me about a insane person that they work

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<v Speaker 2>with at a haunted house attraction, very terrifying call for

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<v Speaker 2>many reasons. We did a little bit of a pillow talk,

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<v Speaker 2>a little bit of ASMR with the caller that was

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<v Speaker 2>very sensual, very beautiful, and then towards the end we

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<v Speaker 2>got we had a very long discussion with this guy

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<v Speaker 2>who told me that I was the first person he'd

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<v Speaker 2>had a real conversation with in like a year, and

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<v Speaker 2>we really got into it, really dug deep. He you know,

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<v Speaker 2>he was. He gave a lot of himself, so I

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<v Speaker 2>gave some of myself in return, and it was it

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<v Speaker 2>was an interesting conversation. So anyway, as you all know,

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<v Speaker 2>you can call the Gecko every Monday Wednesday Friday at

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<v Speaker 2>ten pm Eastern Standard Time on twitch dot tv slash

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<v Speaker 2>Lyle forever and without further ado, enough of me, let's

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<v Speaker 2>get into the pod.

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<v Speaker 5>All from Gabby.

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<v Speaker 6>Heik, Gabby, Hi gi geg what's up?

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<v Speaker 4>You know?

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<v Speaker 2>Not a whole lot, honestly, okay, An.

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<v Speaker 6>I think this is the night of Jews telling Sinn stories.

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<v Speaker 2>Can you say that again?

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<v Speaker 1>Now?

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<v Speaker 2>Okay, can you say that again? Because I can't might freak.

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<v Speaker 2>I hate this audio thing you said, this is a

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<v Speaker 2>night of Jews.

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<v Speaker 6>Telling Sinn stories. We're all Jews here, aren't we.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm a little Jewish, yes, I'm you know, it might

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<v Speaker 2>be jew I might be jewing it up.

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<v Speaker 6>I got I got ancestors DNA, like you know, my

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<v Speaker 6>DNA tested. It came back one hundred percent Ashknazi Jewish.

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<v Speaker 2>And I was like, book, bro, Gabbie, how have you sinned?

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<v Speaker 6>I had sex in a church and a synagogue, so

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<v Speaker 6>I've crossed those bases.

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<v Speaker 2>Which which was the better sex, the synagogue sex or

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<v Speaker 2>the church sex.

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<v Speaker 6>The dude was circumcised because he was Jewish, so I'd

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<v Speaker 6>say that nice.

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<v Speaker 2>So the circum the the synagogue.

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<v Speaker 6>One, oh yeah, you know, bathroom, very romantic.

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<v Speaker 2>How did you meet this, uh, this this Jewish man?

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<v Speaker 6>So his name was Josh and we went to the

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<v Speaker 6>same synagogue and the rest is history. And he got

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<v Speaker 6>herpes from my friend afterwards, and I thought he gave

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<v Speaker 6>it to me, but he didn't.

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<v Speaker 2>So he had sex with you and your friend? Yeah,

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<v Speaker 2>how how close? How closely?

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<v Speaker 6>How close did we have sex to each other?

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<v Speaker 2>Like how when? Well, give me, give me the give

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<v Speaker 2>me the give me the timeline.

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<v Speaker 6>Of this all right? Well I was sixteen and it

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<v Speaker 6>was I was a few weeks between each other when

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<v Speaker 6>he sucked us.

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<v Speaker 7>Who who who?

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<v Speaker 4>Who?

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<v Speaker 2>Who first?

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<v Speaker 4>Me?

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<v Speaker 2>So she gave him going into it.

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<v Speaker 6>No, he didn't have a tip. He was circumcised.

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<v Speaker 2>No, I mean like tips, Like yeah.

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<v Speaker 6>No, I didn't know it was going on. He was

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<v Speaker 6>talking to both of us. He was kind of playing it.

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<v Speaker 2>What's your favorite part about being Jewish?

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<v Speaker 6>Well, my parents just owned me for getting tattoos. That's

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<v Speaker 6>not my favorite. That just came to mind first. I'm

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<v Speaker 6>not very religious. Actually, I like connecting with other Jews

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<v Speaker 6>that aren't Jewish too, because I feel like that's a

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<v Speaker 6>very good connection to make.

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<v Speaker 2>You like connecting with other people who.

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<v Speaker 6>Aren't Jewish, who are Jewish but they don't consider themselves Jewish.

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<v Speaker 2>How do your parents feel about the fact that you

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<v Speaker 2>don't to yourself Jewish?

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<v Speaker 7>Like?

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<v Speaker 2>How Jewish are they? Are they really Jewish?

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<v Speaker 6>No, we grew up reformed. Last time I went to

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<v Speaker 6>the synagogue was when I got vomitz bad. Well, actually

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<v Speaker 6>that's not true. I guess I had sex, but that

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<v Speaker 6>was for another bar mitzvah. Oh yeah, that's that's where

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<v Speaker 6>it was during a bar mitzvah, a synagogue. I should

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<v Speaker 6>have mentioned that when I was sixteen.

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<v Speaker 2>Why were you at when you were sixteen?

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<v Speaker 6>It was my family friends bar mitzvah, you know, during

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<v Speaker 6>the service and it's a local word.

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<v Speaker 2>Oh wait, you had sex with with someone in the

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<v Speaker 2>synagogue during the third bar mitzvah service.

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<v Speaker 6>Yeah. Sorry, I'm a little anxious. If you cann't tell,

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<v Speaker 6>I'm nervous. But this is breaking up my monotonous life,

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<v Speaker 6>and I appreciate you for that, you know.

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<v Speaker 2>What, Gabby, I'm happy, but I'm happy that I could

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<v Speaker 2>be here, you know, as a scepter for this story

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<v Speaker 2>because it I mean I can tell that this story

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<v Speaker 2>had to go somewhere and it made it, It made

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<v Speaker 2>its home, you know my years.

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<v Speaker 6>Well, I very appreciate it.

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<v Speaker 2>Okay, how did this how did this logistically go down?

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<v Speaker 6>The sex in the in the bar Mitzvah service?

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<v Speaker 2>Yes, I mean, tell me every aspect of this story.

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<v Speaker 6>Okay, all right, let's start. Okay, So Josh, I've known

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<v Speaker 6>he went to We went to preschool together, and the

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<v Speaker 6>SAME's than of God. So you know, it's a long

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<v Speaker 6>time coming kind of thing, no pun intended, and you know,

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<v Speaker 6>sixteen year olds, you gotta do what you gotta do.

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<v Speaker 6>You know, we're friends, are texting, you know all that, Hey,

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<v Speaker 6>are you going to? I don't really want to name

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<v Speaker 6>the name of the barmits? Was that going to? You know,

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<v Speaker 6>the bar Mitzvah?

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<v Speaker 8>Yeah?

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<v Speaker 6>Yeah, let's let's sit next to each other, but the watch,

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<v Speaker 6>you know, together and you know, we went to the bathroom,

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<v Speaker 6>you know, the one that was far away, not the

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<v Speaker 6>one that was you know, close to the tema. The

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<v Speaker 6>I don't know the terms anymore, honestly, but far away

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<v Speaker 6>and yeah, the rest is history.

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<v Speaker 2>Was it in the bathroom.

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<v Speaker 6>Yeah during it actually, yeah he was because.

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<v Speaker 4>He was.

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<v Speaker 6>Yeah, we were in the service. You didn't take it off.

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<v Speaker 6>I mean it wasn't. It wasn't a handicaps stall. So

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<v Speaker 6>there there's enough room for us. Guys. Whoever think I'm

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<v Speaker 6>not under age. I'm turning twenty one October fourth.

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<v Speaker 2>Don't read the chat? It does it? Who cares about?

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<v Speaker 8>You know?

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<v Speaker 2>Who's watching this?

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<v Speaker 8>Yeah?

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<v Speaker 6>Well I think Jude goes to like Michigan. So all right,

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<v Speaker 6>get what what's your favorite part about being Jewish?

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<v Speaker 2>My favorite part about being Jewish is that I don't

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<v Speaker 2>know what my favorite part of being Jewish is. I

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<v Speaker 2>like the I like the soups and the salads that

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<v Speaker 2>we get.

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<v Speaker 6>Oh yeah, you like the dense mansile balls or the

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<v Speaker 6>softer ones.

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<v Speaker 2>I like the softer ones, you know, because I'm a

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<v Speaker 2>little really wow.

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<v Speaker 6>Yes, you need your mommy to chew it up for

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<v Speaker 6>you too.

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<v Speaker 2>She did my mom. Boy, what when I was younger,

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<v Speaker 2>my mom used to, you know, eat massa balls and

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<v Speaker 2>show them up and then spit them back into my

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<v Speaker 2>mouth like a bird. Mm hmm. She still does that

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<v Speaker 2>sometimes when we have dinners together for the Jewish holidays,

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<v Speaker 2>just friends.

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<v Speaker 6>Oh, we have her passover for when you dip your

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<v Speaker 6>finger in the wine, she just does it with your

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<v Speaker 6>tongue into your mouth, or her tongue into your mouth.

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<v Speaker 6>You know what, Yes, what's your prize when you find

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<v Speaker 6>the afie Comen.

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<v Speaker 2>Ten dollars?

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<v Speaker 8>That's it.

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<v Speaker 6>Yes, you know what my mom used to do.

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<v Speaker 1>She would me what your mom used to do. She

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<v Speaker 1>would make each.

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<v Speaker 6>Kid in the family an Offie Comen like cover bag,

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<v Speaker 6>you know, the special cloth, and then she'd give us

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<v Speaker 6>like a little square of the cloth that we were

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<v Speaker 6>supposed to find, and she would hide one Offie Comen

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<v Speaker 6>for each child so everyone could find it.

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<v Speaker 2>That ruins the competitive nature of finding the afric omen

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<v Speaker 2>and creates a world in which there are no winners

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<v Speaker 2>and no losers, which is not realistic depiction of the

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<v Speaker 2>world in which there are clear winners and clear losers.

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<v Speaker 6>Oh, I thought it was sweet.

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<v Speaker 2>Well, Gabby, you know, look, thank you for confessing your sins.

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<v Speaker 2>Thank you for letting me know you know how terrible

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<v Speaker 2>you are, so it makes me feel better about myself.

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<v Speaker 2>And you know, look, I love you. I don't think

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<v Speaker 2>that our love is powerful enough to rise us from

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<v Speaker 2>the depths of hell. But I think it will comfort

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<v Speaker 2>us as we burn down here, and it's for a tournament.

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<v Speaker 6>All right, appreciate it.

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<v Speaker 2>Man, All right, Gabby, I love you. I'll talk to

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<v Speaker 2>you soon.

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<v Speaker 6>I love you.

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<v Speaker 9>Bye.

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<v Speaker 10>Hello, Hello, Hello.

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<v Speaker 1>How's the going?

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<v Speaker 2>You know it's going? All right? What you ever been to?

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<v Speaker 2>What are you? What are you doing right now?

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<v Speaker 1>I just got home and I'm laying.

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<v Speaker 2>On my couch where we're home from?

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<v Speaker 11>Where home from?

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<v Speaker 7>I got?

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<v Speaker 1>I got home from from going to dinner with my family.

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<v Speaker 1>I recently shaved off my hair and my eyebrows and

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<v Speaker 1>had never seen it. And when I went there, they

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<v Speaker 1>told me I looked like a serial killer.

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<v Speaker 11>And I was very flattered.

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<v Speaker 2>You were flattered? Does that is that? Was that your goal?

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<v Speaker 2>Did you want to look like a serial killer?

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<v Speaker 7>Yeah?

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<v Speaker 1>I work at a haunted house, so so yeah, it's

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<v Speaker 1>a compliment when I get told that I look on

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<v Speaker 1>out of the ordinary.

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<v Speaker 2>That's good. Do you see you kind of get off

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<v Speaker 2>you kind of you kind of enjoy the idea of

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<v Speaker 2>looking frightful. Beneficial because it's beneficial for you in your career,

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<v Speaker 2>because your career is to frighten people.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, it's great.

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<v Speaker 4>What do you.

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<v Speaker 2>Enjoy about frightening people. What what what gives you pleasure

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<v Speaker 2>in doing that?

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<v Speaker 1>I think it's cool that, like at a full time job,

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<v Speaker 1>you always get those people, like especially like in restaurant

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<v Speaker 1>industry or like any kind of service where you get

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<v Speaker 1>those people are just so mean and you've got to

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<v Speaker 1>keep a smile on your face. But when you're there,

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<v Speaker 1>you can just like yell and scream at people, just

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<v Speaker 1>get out all of that anger and they think it's

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<v Speaker 1>fun and then you get your yeah good time.

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<v Speaker 11>Yeah.

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<v Speaker 2>I do that sometimes. I try to. I yell at people,

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<v Speaker 2>scream good to scare people.

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<v Speaker 7>I like that.

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<v Speaker 1>Where do you do that just out in public or

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<v Speaker 1>not in public?

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<v Speaker 2>I do it on the stream as you know. Well,

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<v Speaker 2>let me ask you something. Okay, do you have a

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<v Speaker 2>signature like sound? Do you have a signature like growl?

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<v Speaker 8>Oh?

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<v Speaker 1>That's actually very funny because there's this kid that I

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<v Speaker 1>work with and he thinks he invented the snarl, the

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<v Speaker 1>kind of snarl, and and it's very funny to hear

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<v Speaker 1>him talk about it because he thinks he's absolutely everything.

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<v Speaker 1>And I just sit there and just kind of listen.

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<v Speaker 1>It's more of a psychology project than anything, because I

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<v Speaker 1>don't like the kid. But I hang out with him

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<v Speaker 1>to get inside of his head and see how he's thinking.

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<v Speaker 7>Fun.

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<v Speaker 2>Wait, wait, hold on, you I know a lot of information,

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<v Speaker 2>all right. So this is a coworker of yours. Yes,

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<v Speaker 2>and you and you think and you don't like him

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<v Speaker 2>because he thinks he's the ship and that he invented

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<v Speaker 2>the snorrel. Yeah, we all know he did not invent

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<v Speaker 2>the snorl.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah. He he acts as if he's the center of attention.

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<v Speaker 2>But so but you give him attention and be his

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<v Speaker 2>friend because you want in on the side. You you

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<v Speaker 2>want to know what he's doing, You want to know

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<v Speaker 2>what he's thinking.

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<v Speaker 1>Exactly.

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<v Speaker 2>What is this thirst for knowledge come from? Why do

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<v Speaker 2>you want those?

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<v Speaker 1>It comes from the fact that I really like just

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<v Speaker 1>about everybody, and I try to give everybody a chance.

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<v Speaker 1>And I tried to give him a chance. And then

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<v Speaker 1>when I went over to his house, I kind of

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<v Speaker 1>realized how much the pompous person this man is. And

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<v Speaker 1>so in turn, I decided, you know what, I'm not

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<v Speaker 1>going to mention to him that he sucks. I'm going

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<v Speaker 1>to take all of the all of the lies and

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<v Speaker 1>all the hateful rumors that he's spreading and instead I'm

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<v Speaker 1>going to repeat them back to the people that he's

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<v Speaker 1>spreading them about. And then at the end of the year,

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<v Speaker 1>we're gonna we're going to see what happens if he

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<v Speaker 1>makes it.

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<v Speaker 2>What do you mean if he makes it?

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<v Speaker 12>Because the other day.

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<v Speaker 1>I work I work at I work in this area

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<v Speaker 1>with chainsaws, and he bought his own chainsaw so that

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<v Speaker 1>he can do all sorts of things like reving it

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<v Speaker 1>really loud and all that kind of stuff, which is

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<v Speaker 1>really bad for it.

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<v Speaker 4>And so.

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<v Speaker 1>The other day I caught him swinging like two feet

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<v Speaker 1>in front of customer spaces, which is a little bit

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<v Speaker 1>of an issue because if that drops on somebody, then

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<v Speaker 1>it's the haunted houses issue, and so also.

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<v Speaker 2>That person's issue. I would say, yeah, yeah.

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<v Speaker 1>And so he's been pulled multiple times not to do that,

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<v Speaker 1>not not only by like me, but by the other

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<v Speaker 1>like heads of like training, and and he continues to

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<v Speaker 1>do it, and so they're threatening to basically let him

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<v Speaker 1>not use his chainsaw, and he said that if they

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<v Speaker 1>take away his chainsaw, he's just gonna quit.

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<v Speaker 2>So yeah, yeah, this is terrifying. What what? How many?

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<v Speaker 7>This is?

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<v Speaker 13>This?

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<v Speaker 2>This is I might be the most warnings anyone has

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<v Speaker 2>ever gotten to not throw a chainsaw at people at people.

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<v Speaker 1>Yes, welcome to Hunted House season.

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<v Speaker 11>It's a lot.

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<v Speaker 1>Especially Yeah.

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<v Speaker 2>Wait, so you're telling me this man is swinging on

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<v Speaker 2>a live chainsaw two feet in front of people.

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<v Speaker 7>Yeah, and without warned.

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<v Speaker 2>All right, if you do that again, then you get

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<v Speaker 2>a strike. And then if you do it, if you throw,

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<v Speaker 2>if you shove a chainsaw in someone's face a second time,

0:20:22.800 --> 0:20:24.679
<v Speaker 2>we will give you a second strike. And if you

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<v Speaker 2>get five strikes, we're taking away your chainsaw.

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<v Speaker 11>Basically.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, so like, well, so he's had a talk with

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<v Speaker 1>it's been two talks now with like the head of

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<v Speaker 1>like the security training chainsaw team. He's had two talks

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<v Speaker 1>with him about this issue. And I sat in there, like,

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<v Speaker 1>I sat in his area and watched him do his

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<v Speaker 1>scare him millings that I'm there, and I saw him

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<v Speaker 1>do it like and commented on it like five other times,

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<v Speaker 1>and he still continued to do it because.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm sorry, you say, the chainsaw training team.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, the entire team.

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<v Speaker 2>There's entire team that just does chainsaws.

0:21:10.760 --> 0:21:13.720
<v Speaker 1>There's there's one guy and then like security that kind

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<v Speaker 1>of watches over. But it's mainly just like the one,

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<v Speaker 1>the one guy.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm so bad. How the fuck has he gone this

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<v Speaker 2>long able to do this? Like that's that? I almost

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<v Speaker 2>I don't not like him. I mean, he's a fucking

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<v Speaker 2>crazy person. But the management, everyone and everyone involved in

0:21:33.560 --> 0:21:40.720
<v Speaker 2>this haunted everyone involved in this haunted house is insane.

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<v Speaker 2>What the hell are they doing? How are they allowing

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<v Speaker 2>this to happen? Well, it's like you guy's gonna rich

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<v Speaker 2>someone in half exactly.

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<v Speaker 1>Well, we told him he could do it, and like

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<v Speaker 1>there's no like chain on it, which is like the

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<v Speaker 1>big part. But we told him he could do it

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<v Speaker 1>if he's standing far enough away from people, like at

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<v Speaker 1>least ten feet and standing like against like a building

0:22:05.240 --> 0:22:08.480
<v Speaker 1>that way, like you can at least speak stable when

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<v Speaker 1>doing it, but just change a blade. No, there's so

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<v Speaker 1>there's like a there's like the metal part. There's no

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<v Speaker 1>like actual saw like turning song.

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<v Speaker 2>So if it hits, if let's say he hits someone,

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<v Speaker 2>are they gonna fucking die? Are they gonna get cut?

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<v Speaker 1>If he hits somebody, he could seriously hurt somebody.

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<v Speaker 2>Jesus Christ. Yeah, all right, so you're gonna you're gonna

0:22:38.400 --> 0:22:44.800
<v Speaker 2>socially sort of high school drama this man out of

0:22:44.960 --> 0:22:46.760
<v Speaker 2>murdering people with a chainsaw.

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<v Speaker 11>Yeah.

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<v Speaker 12>And you know what's funny about this, this this man

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<v Speaker 12>is almost in his thirties yet still talk shit like

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<v Speaker 12>a high schooler, and most.

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<v Speaker 2>Of the chain saw the command the thirties. Yeah, tell

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<v Speaker 2>this Manda social distance.

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<v Speaker 1>I will, oh, I will.

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<v Speaker 2>Okay, So your grand plan? Can I give you a

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<v Speaker 2>different Can I suggest a different grand plan? And look,

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<v Speaker 2>I know you're gonna do what you're gonna.

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<v Speaker 7>Do, but.

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<v Speaker 2>Can I suggest alerting the highest power possible within the

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<v Speaker 2>Haunted House chain of command about a person, you know,

0:23:42.080 --> 0:23:44.920
<v Speaker 2>throwing a live chainsaw around the people that he shouldn't

0:23:44.920 --> 0:23:47.720
<v Speaker 2>be doing. I think you should do that. I think

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<v Speaker 2>that I would. I think that that would be a

0:23:50.359 --> 0:23:58.040
<v Speaker 2>much more prompt and effective solution over spreading rumors about

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<v Speaker 2>this guy.

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<v Speaker 1>Oh yeah, no, And it's it's definitely not like me

0:24:02.400 --> 0:24:05.680
<v Speaker 1>spreading rumors about him. It's him spreading rumors about other

0:24:05.760 --> 0:24:07.919
<v Speaker 1>people that I just kind of sit there and listen on.

0:24:08.560 --> 0:24:10.760
<v Speaker 1>But I definitely like mention it too.

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<v Speaker 2>You are you're you're concerningly unconcerned with the change. You're

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<v Speaker 2>concerningly unconcerned with the chainsaw aspect of of this it's.

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<v Speaker 8>Situations very strange.

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<v Speaker 1>It's like, I I do know that because he's been

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<v Speaker 1>doing it for years, Like we've we've been doing this

0:24:34.119 --> 0:24:38.080
<v Speaker 1>line of work for years. So like it doesn't it

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<v Speaker 1>doesn't like scare me that he doesn't know what he's doing,

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<v Speaker 1>because I know that he knows what he's doing and

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<v Speaker 1>he's done it for the years prior.

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<v Speaker 11>But it's just like he.

0:24:49.920 --> 0:24:56.040
<v Speaker 1>Continues to do the wrong thing, especially now since there's

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<v Speaker 1>all these guidelines and restrictions.

0:24:57.880 --> 0:25:03.360
<v Speaker 11>And all that kind of stuff, and.

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<v Speaker 1>And it's yeah, so it's just getting to a point

0:25:03.520 --> 0:25:06.280
<v Speaker 1>where it's like now he's trying to get really testy

0:25:06.359 --> 0:25:08.320
<v Speaker 1>with it. He's kind of testing the limits on how

0:25:08.320 --> 0:25:12.800
<v Speaker 1>close he can get, how yeah, how scary he can

0:25:12.840 --> 0:25:15.680
<v Speaker 1>try to act, how over the top he can try

0:25:15.720 --> 0:25:15.879
<v Speaker 1>to be.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, I you know, I don't like this guy either,

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<v Speaker 2>I'll sign yeah, yeah.

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<v Speaker 1>I really don't like him. And he has just been

0:25:31.280 --> 0:25:35.080
<v Speaker 1>like consistently, like he told me, he told me something

0:25:35.119 --> 0:25:38.040
<v Speaker 1>about like my boss, that he made my boss like

0:25:38.119 --> 0:25:41.400
<v Speaker 1>somebody who I've known for like two years. He told

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<v Speaker 1>me that he made him cry at auditions and that

0:25:43.800 --> 0:25:46.480
<v Speaker 1>he's known him for years. Although he couldn't even mention

0:25:46.600 --> 0:25:48.720
<v Speaker 1>to me his name because he didn't know it.

0:25:50.080 --> 0:25:52.639
<v Speaker 2>What does someone have to do to make the owner

0:25:52.680 --> 0:25:55.560
<v Speaker 2>of a haunted house cry?

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<v Speaker 1>I have no idea. This man just told me he

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<v Speaker 1>came up with some like he called me some like

0:26:02.640 --> 0:26:06.760
<v Speaker 1>bullshit one liner that I've said in my like first

0:26:06.880 --> 0:26:11.480
<v Speaker 1>year haunting it's nothing special. And then he told me

0:26:11.600 --> 0:26:14.159
<v Speaker 1>that that made him cry, And I was like, I

0:26:14.200 --> 0:26:17.280
<v Speaker 1>don't know what kind of jaded reality you live in,

0:26:17.800 --> 0:26:21.960
<v Speaker 1>but that is just that is the absolute opposite of

0:26:22.040 --> 0:26:22.480
<v Speaker 1>the truth.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm loving discovering how much like high school drama clubs,

0:26:31.520 --> 0:26:32.520
<v Speaker 2>haunted houses are.

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<v Speaker 1>Oh, it's fantastic. We can get into it.

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<v Speaker 11>Sure, I don't.

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<v Speaker 4>I don't.

0:26:41.000 --> 0:26:42.760
<v Speaker 2>I think I think that would have to be an

0:26:43.000 --> 0:26:48.440
<v Speaker 2>entire week of streams to uncover all these stories.

0:26:48.440 --> 0:26:53.480
<v Speaker 1>But honestly, you let me know, like a date in

0:26:53.520 --> 0:26:56.560
<v Speaker 1>the time, we'll plan something. I'll like, I'll like call in.

0:26:56.880 --> 0:26:58.800
<v Speaker 1>We'll make it like a podcast where we just talk

0:26:58.880 --> 0:27:04.320
<v Speaker 1>about hunted house drama and what crazy things go on

0:27:04.480 --> 0:27:06.560
<v Speaker 1>in the hot community.

0:27:07.400 --> 0:27:10.040
<v Speaker 2>Oh, I'd love to hear that maybe on maybe on Halloween.

0:27:11.160 --> 0:27:12.080
<v Speaker 1>I would love that.

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<v Speaker 2>What'd you say your name was?

0:27:17.760 --> 0:27:21.960
<v Speaker 1>I'm just gonna go with Charles. We talked before, but

0:27:22.280 --> 0:27:27.120
<v Speaker 1>since I've disclosed some information, I'm gonna say my name

0:27:27.160 --> 0:27:28.000
<v Speaker 1>is Charles.

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<v Speaker 2>Well all right, spooky Charles. Thank you, thank you for

0:27:32.160 --> 0:27:33.680
<v Speaker 2>calling in and sharing that with us.

0:27:34.680 --> 0:27:36.080
<v Speaker 1>Thank you for having me.

0:27:36.760 --> 0:27:40.920
<v Speaker 2>Absolutely take take care and stay away from live chainsaws.

0:27:41.760 --> 0:27:44.000
<v Speaker 1>I will definitely try my my heart.

0:27:45.119 --> 0:27:47.320
<v Speaker 2>Please do all right, man, take care of have a

0:27:47.320 --> 0:27:47.840
<v Speaker 2>good name.

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<v Speaker 7>Have a good one.

0:27:49.119 --> 0:27:52.359
<v Speaker 1>Bye.

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<v Speaker 2>The guy's a psychopath, the chainsaw man. That's the most

0:28:01.000 --> 0:28:09.960
<v Speaker 2>dangerous theater kid of all time. That's how that's how

0:28:09.960 --> 0:28:12.160
<v Speaker 2>bad it can get, ladies and gentlemen. And next time

0:28:12.240 --> 0:28:16.520
<v Speaker 2>you see someone killing it at a high school play

0:28:19.240 --> 0:28:23.000
<v Speaker 2>or a high school musical or whatever, they could one

0:28:23.080 --> 0:28:26.320
<v Speaker 2>day turn into a thirty year old chainsaw wielding man

0:28:28.920 --> 0:28:29.720
<v Speaker 2>and kill people.

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<v Speaker 14>Call from Rebecca, Rebecca, I need.

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<v Speaker 4>You to help me.

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<v Speaker 14>Oh my god.

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<v Speaker 4>Okay, wait, why are you?

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<v Speaker 2>Why are you? You seem a little flustered. You seem

0:28:53.760 --> 0:28:54.480
<v Speaker 2>a little flustered.

0:28:55.200 --> 0:28:55.720
<v Speaker 1>A little bit.

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<v Speaker 2>I can give you some time, you see, sure?

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<v Speaker 14>Yeah, yeah, I talked to you before. This is like

0:29:03.960 --> 0:29:04.760
<v Speaker 14>I can talk of you.

0:29:06.080 --> 0:29:08.360
<v Speaker 2>What what did we talk about.

0:29:08.160 --> 0:29:10.640
<v Speaker 14>Before I painted a bird bath?

0:29:14.400 --> 0:29:18.760
<v Speaker 2>It was like a yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes

0:29:18.800 --> 0:29:21.880
<v Speaker 2>I remember this. You painted a bird bath for the

0:29:21.920 --> 0:29:27.320
<v Speaker 2>birds I finished. Are the birds bathing in it right now?

0:29:27.760 --> 0:29:28.880
<v Speaker 14>It's still in my kitchen?

0:29:33.200 --> 0:29:36.200
<v Speaker 2>What would you do if you saw birds, you know

0:29:36.200 --> 0:29:38.920
<v Speaker 2>how there's like make out hill or whatever?

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<v Speaker 14>Mm hmm.

0:29:40.560 --> 0:29:42.240
<v Speaker 2>What would you do if your bird bath became a

0:29:42.280 --> 0:29:46.120
<v Speaker 2>central hub for birds in your area to have forbidden sex?

0:29:47.080 --> 0:29:48.840
<v Speaker 2>Would you be alright with that? Or would you?

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<v Speaker 14>Yeah, as long as you pay admission, Yeah, I'm.

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<v Speaker 2>Totally you're not concerned with the moral implications of it.

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<v Speaker 14>I mean being safe about it?

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<v Speaker 4>No, a bit.

0:30:05.840 --> 0:30:07.120
<v Speaker 2>What does it mean to be safe about it?

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<v Speaker 14>I mean as long as they're not maybe a bunch

0:30:11.840 --> 0:30:13.200
<v Speaker 14>of baby birds in my house?

0:30:15.760 --> 0:30:19.120
<v Speaker 2>You know what you could do? What you could provide

0:30:19.720 --> 0:30:23.360
<v Speaker 2>a little dispenser or something like that. M h free

0:30:23.400 --> 0:30:31.680
<v Speaker 2>free uh free bird condoms, tiny little uh for a cute, little,

0:30:31.680 --> 0:30:32.760
<v Speaker 2>tiny little bird penis.

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<v Speaker 14>The birds actually have those. Say it again, the birds

0:30:43.160 --> 0:30:44.760
<v Speaker 14>actually have like tiny.

0:30:44.520 --> 0:30:48.840
<v Speaker 2>Little well, they're definitely they've got to be well, they're well, okay,

0:30:48.840 --> 0:30:53.360
<v Speaker 2>so birds are smaller than humans. So they're penises would

0:30:54.360 --> 0:30:56.840
<v Speaker 2>I guess proportionately be smaller than that of a human

0:30:56.880 --> 0:31:08.920
<v Speaker 2>Penis's true, they probably have smaller penises now what would

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<v Speaker 2>now what would you do if.

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<v Speaker 1>It got?

0:31:12.280 --> 0:31:14.440
<v Speaker 2>All right? So, all right, so you start letting birds

0:31:14.640 --> 0:31:18.040
<v Speaker 2>have sex in your backyard, but then within your backyard

0:31:18.080 --> 0:31:23.040
<v Speaker 2>becomes known as a place where all sin.

0:31:27.040 --> 0:31:27.280
<v Speaker 4>Is on.

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<v Speaker 14>Mm hmmm what with the birds?

0:31:31.160 --> 0:31:34.680
<v Speaker 2>So then so then okay, so then people are like, well, well, okay,

0:31:34.680 --> 0:31:37.480
<v Speaker 2>why don't we go why don't we start dealing drugs here?

0:31:37.560 --> 0:31:40.440
<v Speaker 2>And then this becomes kind of the spot, you know,

0:31:40.520 --> 0:31:43.200
<v Speaker 2>this becomes kind of the bird bath street corner.

0:31:43.760 --> 0:31:47.120
<v Speaker 14>Yeah, I mean, we'll be honest, that's not that's not

0:31:47.160 --> 0:31:49.080
<v Speaker 14>too far from how am I parking lot is?

0:31:54.080 --> 0:31:56.120
<v Speaker 2>Would you would you? Would you try to take a cut?

0:31:58.360 --> 0:31:58.520
<v Speaker 4>Oh?

0:31:58.680 --> 0:31:59.320
<v Speaker 11>Drug money?

0:31:59.440 --> 0:32:02.920
<v Speaker 8>No? Yeah?

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<v Speaker 2>What if it what if it was more of like

0:32:04.360 --> 0:32:05.600
<v Speaker 2>a brothel situation?

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<v Speaker 8>I don't need people?

0:32:12.120 --> 0:32:21.400
<v Speaker 2>What you know, were male birds paid or or female

0:32:21.440 --> 0:32:24.840
<v Speaker 2>birds or people paid to have sex with not well

0:32:24.880 --> 0:32:28.200
<v Speaker 2>not people. That would actually be pretty bad. If people

0:32:30.480 --> 0:32:34.240
<v Speaker 2>came to the bird bath and paid you money to

0:32:34.360 --> 0:32:35.120
<v Speaker 2>have sex with.

0:32:35.040 --> 0:32:37.640
<v Speaker 14>Your birds, that that's where we cross the line.

0:32:38.200 --> 0:32:41.520
<v Speaker 2>That would be Yeah, that would be across the line.

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<v Speaker 14>Answer your question.

0:32:53.080 --> 0:32:55.520
<v Speaker 2>You can ask me anything you want.

0:32:55.880 --> 0:32:58.840
<v Speaker 5>Rebecca, how are you?

0:32:59.280 --> 0:32:59.680
<v Speaker 1>How have you?

0:32:59.720 --> 0:32:59.880
<v Speaker 2>Then?

0:33:00.040 --> 0:33:04.240
<v Speaker 14>It's been a lot since I've watched your stream.

0:33:04.280 --> 0:33:05.920
<v Speaker 2>I'm okay, I'm all right.

0:33:07.280 --> 0:33:08.680
<v Speaker 14>You know, I'm feeling too confident that.

0:33:10.560 --> 0:33:14.040
<v Speaker 2>What is confidence? Really? Where has confidence got me? It's

0:33:14.040 --> 0:33:16.600
<v Speaker 2>got confidence has gotten me here, Rebecca, It's gotten me

0:33:16.680 --> 0:33:20.120
<v Speaker 2>talking to you wearing a giant green gecko costume in

0:33:20.120 --> 0:33:21.280
<v Speaker 2>the middle of New York City.

0:33:22.000 --> 0:33:22.600
<v Speaker 3>I like it.

0:33:22.880 --> 0:33:24.560
<v Speaker 14>I mean, you have been in New York City. It's

0:33:24.600 --> 0:33:25.640
<v Speaker 14>not too far off.

0:33:29.320 --> 0:33:30.920
<v Speaker 2>You there, could just walk around the streets.

0:33:30.680 --> 0:33:32.880
<v Speaker 3>In New York like this, Yeah, I would.

0:33:33.040 --> 0:33:33.320
<v Speaker 14>Why not?

0:33:38.800 --> 0:33:42.480
<v Speaker 2>Nobody's maybe that's maybe that's what's going and maybe that's

0:33:42.480 --> 0:33:46.360
<v Speaker 2>that's what's next for me is to to do that.

0:33:47.200 --> 0:33:51.040
<v Speaker 14>Actually, like live walking through New York City.

0:33:51.080 --> 0:33:51.800
<v Speaker 3>This is true.

0:33:52.640 --> 0:33:54.680
<v Speaker 1>You should. I don't think anyone's gonna care.

0:33:55.000 --> 0:33:56.840
<v Speaker 14>That's probably not the strangest thing I've ever seen in

0:33:56.880 --> 0:34:00.400
<v Speaker 14>New York City.

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<v Speaker 2>Well, it's happening, Rebecca.

0:34:03.680 --> 0:34:05.320
<v Speaker 3>I'm doing it, okay.

0:34:06.280 --> 0:34:09.040
<v Speaker 14>I would love to see that. I'm actually painting my

0:34:09.120 --> 0:34:11.960
<v Speaker 14>nails green just because you gave me the inspiration for

0:34:12.000 --> 0:34:12.600
<v Speaker 14>green today.

0:34:13.440 --> 0:34:16.080
<v Speaker 2>I'm I'm happy to hear that. I'm happy to hear

0:34:16.120 --> 0:34:23.000
<v Speaker 2>that I was able to inspire Rebecca.

0:34:23.840 --> 0:34:24.239
<v Speaker 11>Mm hmm.

0:34:24.960 --> 0:34:29.319
<v Speaker 2>You seem you seem like you got a good life

0:34:29.520 --> 0:34:37.279
<v Speaker 2>and and I love you too to the moon and

0:34:37.440 --> 0:34:43.480
<v Speaker 2>the stars and and uh, you know, good luck with

0:34:43.520 --> 0:34:49.600
<v Speaker 2>your bird bathing business. And I'll talk to you soon.

0:34:50.400 --> 0:34:58.360
<v Speaker 14>Okay, good night, Rebecca, Hey, goodnight.

0:35:00.080 --> 0:35:04.759
<v Speaker 4>M M.

0:35:09.960 --> 0:35:11.960
<v Speaker 2>Do you like hen Ti? I used to when I

0:35:12.120 --> 0:35:14.640
<v Speaker 2>was I've grown out of hen Tie, but I really

0:35:14.680 --> 0:35:16.440
<v Speaker 2>liked when I like when I was like in middle

0:35:16.440 --> 0:35:20.360
<v Speaker 2>school and I first kind of started getting into porn.

0:35:20.400 --> 0:35:22.840
<v Speaker 2>I was into HENTI like I would Google search, like

0:35:23.600 --> 0:35:28.239
<v Speaker 2>Samus Aaron from Brawl from Super Smash Brothers Naked, but

0:35:28.320 --> 0:35:29.520
<v Speaker 2>I but not since.

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<v Speaker 5>Now come from James, James, James can fire me?

0:35:48.480 --> 0:35:49.279
<v Speaker 4>James? Are you there?

0:35:50.280 --> 0:35:51.120
<v Speaker 10>Yes, I am here.

0:35:52.239 --> 0:35:53.560
<v Speaker 4>What's up? Best? That's gone?

0:35:54.520 --> 0:35:57.160
<v Speaker 10>I'm doing okay. You scare the ship out of me?

0:35:57.200 --> 0:35:57.359
<v Speaker 7>Though?

0:35:57.880 --> 0:35:59.239
<v Speaker 4>Why did I scare the ship out of you?

0:36:00.040 --> 0:36:02.879
<v Speaker 10>Because you're very quiet and I did not expect this.

0:36:04.000 --> 0:36:08.799
<v Speaker 4>Why is it more scary that I'm quiet than if

0:36:08.880 --> 0:36:09.640
<v Speaker 4>I were allowed.

0:36:11.239 --> 0:36:14.200
<v Speaker 10>I am here in my dark basement all alone.

0:36:16.960 --> 0:36:19.800
<v Speaker 4>Why are you alone in your basement right now?

0:36:21.480 --> 0:36:25.080
<v Speaker 10>That's because that's where my room is and my brother

0:36:25.160 --> 0:36:26.280
<v Speaker 10>is not here at the moment.

0:36:28.160 --> 0:36:30.000
<v Speaker 4>Do you like living in your basement?

0:36:31.320 --> 0:36:34.800
<v Speaker 10>I mean it's pretty cool, like, but The main problem

0:36:34.880 --> 0:36:39.080
<v Speaker 10>is at the temperature. In the winter, it's it's not

0:36:39.239 --> 0:36:42.600
<v Speaker 10>as a fuck, But in the summer it's cold. And

0:36:42.640 --> 0:36:43.839
<v Speaker 10>I'm phrasing all the time.

0:36:45.600 --> 0:36:48.200
<v Speaker 4>Why why is it hot in the winter and gold

0:36:48.280 --> 0:36:48.920
<v Speaker 4>in the summer?

0:36:49.920 --> 0:36:56.440
<v Speaker 10>There is right next to my room.

0:36:56.520 --> 0:36:57.880
<v Speaker 4>I think you need to get out of there. I

0:36:57.880 --> 0:36:59.799
<v Speaker 4>think you need to move. I think you gotta go

0:36:59.840 --> 0:37:00.520
<v Speaker 4>sowhere else.

0:37:02.160 --> 0:37:05.600
<v Speaker 10>My way I could, but with the current way that

0:37:05.760 --> 0:37:10.440
<v Speaker 10>my college is going through, I'm living with my parents.

0:37:11.760 --> 0:37:13.480
<v Speaker 4>I think you should drop out of college and I

0:37:13.480 --> 0:37:17.400
<v Speaker 4>think that you should move somewhere into Wait, what are

0:37:17.400 --> 0:37:18.239
<v Speaker 4>you going to college for?

0:37:19.440 --> 0:37:19.600
<v Speaker 7>Uh?

0:37:19.800 --> 0:37:20.919
<v Speaker 10>Network is bature list?

0:37:23.719 --> 0:37:24.080
<v Speaker 4>You work?

0:37:24.160 --> 0:37:28.320
<v Speaker 10>What I plan on being a network is bature list?

0:37:29.640 --> 0:37:34.040
<v Speaker 4>Oh, duke, are you excited to do that?

0:37:35.560 --> 0:37:37.960
<v Speaker 10>I mean, yeah, I've always wanted to be able to

0:37:38.200 --> 0:37:42.400
<v Speaker 10>work with the computers ever since I was little. And yeah,

0:37:42.440 --> 0:37:44.880
<v Speaker 10>it's just something i'd be able to do. Only go

0:37:44.960 --> 0:37:47.919
<v Speaker 10>to college for two years, just be over and done

0:37:47.920 --> 0:37:48.239
<v Speaker 10>with it.

0:37:51.360 --> 0:37:52.680
<v Speaker 4>That's that sounds kind of cool.

0:37:54.760 --> 0:37:56.360
<v Speaker 10>Then it kind of isn't.

0:37:56.400 --> 0:37:59.719
<v Speaker 4>But you know, I mean, it's cool except for the

0:37:59.760 --> 0:38:02.680
<v Speaker 4>park where you have to live in in a cold,

0:38:02.840 --> 0:38:04.680
<v Speaker 4>dark basement the entire time.

0:38:06.040 --> 0:38:07.600
<v Speaker 10>I mean it doesn't have to be dark. I just

0:38:07.600 --> 0:38:08.560
<v Speaker 10>have to driven on the light.

0:38:09.360 --> 0:38:11.160
<v Speaker 4>Do you want to draw the light?

0:38:11.840 --> 0:38:12.040
<v Speaker 7>Yeah?

0:38:12.480 --> 0:38:16.440
<v Speaker 3>Get me, let me say.

0:38:17.800 --> 0:38:18.279
<v Speaker 7>The lights on?

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<v Speaker 2>Mm hmmm, James, what how long were you in the

0:38:29.320 --> 0:38:34.799
<v Speaker 2>dark before? How long were you in the dark before that?

0:38:35.840 --> 0:38:40.080
<v Speaker 7>It's but ten, probably about maybe an hour or two.

0:38:40.120 --> 0:38:41.600
<v Speaker 7>I'm just here sitting on my computer.

0:38:42.360 --> 0:38:44.200
<v Speaker 2>What were you doing in the dark.

0:38:45.560 --> 0:38:49.600
<v Speaker 7>I'm just hearing at my computer. Why would I just

0:38:49.640 --> 0:38:52.160
<v Speaker 7>trying to avoid wasting as much electricity as I need?

0:38:52.200 --> 0:38:54.239
<v Speaker 7>I don't need to really see all that much.

0:38:58.200 --> 0:39:01.359
<v Speaker 2>God, damn it. Do you know the big corporations out

0:39:01.360 --> 0:39:05.279
<v Speaker 2>here using up all of our petroleum and shit have

0:39:05.440 --> 0:39:10.080
<v Speaker 2>convinced you that you need to suffer and sit in

0:39:10.120 --> 0:39:13.759
<v Speaker 2>the dark for our environment. It's really it's really, it's

0:39:13.760 --> 0:39:14.600
<v Speaker 2>really just sad.

0:39:15.760 --> 0:39:19.719
<v Speaker 7>I don't think it's an environment. We just fucking just

0:39:19.800 --> 0:39:23.680
<v Speaker 7>try to avoid wasting money. Helps me not get yelled at.

0:39:24.719 --> 0:39:27.840
<v Speaker 2>I think lights should be free, That's how God intended it.

0:39:28.200 --> 0:39:33.080
<v Speaker 7>That would be awesome if they were free. I swear

0:39:33.120 --> 0:39:35.920
<v Speaker 7>every time I turn on this like lamp on my desk,

0:39:36.040 --> 0:39:38.680
<v Speaker 7>I feel like I'm throwing one hundred dollars down the drain.

0:39:41.080 --> 0:39:42.799
<v Speaker 2>I don't think it should cost that much to turn

0:39:42.840 --> 0:39:44.319
<v Speaker 2>on your lamp. But that's just me.

0:39:44.400 --> 0:39:46.800
<v Speaker 7>I don't I don't think it is. I just assume

0:39:46.800 --> 0:39:47.080
<v Speaker 7>it is.

0:39:49.600 --> 0:39:52.040
<v Speaker 2>Hey, there's a fucking parade. Check that out. You see this?

0:39:52.080 --> 0:39:52.920
<v Speaker 2>You see this parade?

0:39:53.320 --> 0:39:56.319
<v Speaker 7>They're what are they parading for? Where's the band? I

0:39:56.360 --> 0:39:57.560
<v Speaker 7>want to band in the parade?

0:39:57.560 --> 0:39:59.520
<v Speaker 2>I want to I want to ban I want to

0:39:59.560 --> 0:40:00.680
<v Speaker 2>band in the parade too.

0:40:01.680 --> 0:40:05.160
<v Speaker 7>I'd be pretty epic. I mean, what are they even

0:40:05.200 --> 0:40:08.399
<v Speaker 7>parading for? Is it like? It'd be pretty I think

0:40:08.400 --> 0:40:11.960
<v Speaker 7>they're all pink balloons. So maybe cancer. I don't know,

0:40:13.920 --> 0:40:18.719
<v Speaker 7>that's a good guess you're going. I think ship they're

0:40:18.840 --> 0:40:20.680
<v Speaker 7>turning blue now, fuck, I don't know.

0:40:21.640 --> 0:40:24.000
<v Speaker 2>Maybe it's I mean, but there's a there's a blue cancer.

0:40:25.320 --> 0:40:28.080
<v Speaker 7>Is it? Is that like for guy cancer or something?

0:40:32.600 --> 0:40:36.880
<v Speaker 2>Uh? Well, now there's green. Hey, there's it's green.

0:40:37.080 --> 0:40:39.839
<v Speaker 7>Hey, it's it's for it's for gecko.

0:40:39.560 --> 0:40:41.520
<v Speaker 2>Cancer, for gecko cancer.

0:40:47.040 --> 0:40:47.680
<v Speaker 7>Spread aware.

0:40:49.360 --> 0:40:53.319
<v Speaker 2>Yeah of that. Not many people know about it because

0:40:53.320 --> 0:40:56.720
<v Speaker 2>it doesn't exist. And I think that something not existing

0:40:56.840 --> 0:40:58.560
<v Speaker 2>is not a good excuse for people to not be

0:40:58.600 --> 0:40:59.200
<v Speaker 2>aware of it.

0:40:59.760 --> 0:41:02.480
<v Speaker 7>I imagine there's there would be some sort of like

0:41:03.200 --> 0:41:07.120
<v Speaker 7>cancer and gets because like you know dogs could get cancer.

0:41:07.920 --> 0:41:15.000
<v Speaker 2>You know, now I'm thinking about dogs with cancer, James.

0:41:15.920 --> 0:41:21.120
<v Speaker 2>I and now and now I'm thinking about you sitting

0:41:21.160 --> 0:41:23.560
<v Speaker 2>in your dark basement thinking about dogs with cancer.

0:41:23.800 --> 0:41:29.200
<v Speaker 7>It's not dark anymore, but yeah.

0:41:29.960 --> 0:41:31.200
<v Speaker 2>Can you turn the light back off?

0:41:32.400 --> 0:41:33.440
<v Speaker 7>Yeah, give me a moment.

0:41:35.320 --> 0:41:45.680
<v Speaker 4>Okay, that light the back off, James. Yes, I think

0:41:45.880 --> 0:41:48.439
<v Speaker 4>that a dog having cancer is very sad.

0:41:49.239 --> 0:41:53.920
<v Speaker 10>It's very sad. It's very depressing.

0:41:57.040 --> 0:41:59.280
<v Speaker 4>Yeah, you know, I'm thinking about the family that loved

0:41:59.400 --> 0:41:59.800
<v Speaker 4>the dog.

0:42:01.120 --> 0:42:06.480
<v Speaker 3>You know, my one of my mom's is best friends.

0:42:07.120 --> 0:42:09.239
<v Speaker 3>I think her dog it might have been cancer, it

0:42:09.280 --> 0:42:12.080
<v Speaker 3>might have been something else. I think it was cancer

0:42:12.160 --> 0:42:15.640
<v Speaker 3>because he was struggling to like drink and eat. You

0:42:15.640 --> 0:42:18.399
<v Speaker 3>want to eat very much, you know. I was kind

0:42:18.400 --> 0:42:21.760
<v Speaker 3>of depressing with her or that whole ordeal.

0:42:27.239 --> 0:42:28.840
<v Speaker 4>I'm thinking about the dog going.

0:42:30.560 --> 0:42:36.160
<v Speaker 10>Mm hmmm, what do do do dog to make that noise?

0:42:37.400 --> 0:42:37.960
<v Speaker 5>Mm hmmm.

0:42:40.640 --> 0:42:44.200
<v Speaker 4>Probably not. They probably make a less stupid version of

0:42:44.200 --> 0:42:44.680
<v Speaker 4>that noise.

0:42:48.280 --> 0:42:48.320
<v Speaker 8>What?

0:42:49.000 --> 0:42:54.160
<v Speaker 7>Okay? All right?

0:42:54.280 --> 0:42:55.680
<v Speaker 4>You want to talk? You wanna.

0:43:01.040 --> 0:43:01.080
<v Speaker 8>What?

0:43:01.520 --> 0:43:02.760
<v Speaker 4>What should we do now?

0:43:04.600 --> 0:43:05.799
<v Speaker 10>I don't know what you are like.

0:43:07.239 --> 0:43:07.719
<v Speaker 4>I don't know.

0:43:12.239 --> 0:43:15.120
<v Speaker 10>I feel bad for everybody listening and talking about dead dogs.

0:43:15.160 --> 0:43:16.560
<v Speaker 7>Want to talk at something positive.

0:43:17.840 --> 0:43:23.400
<v Speaker 4>Okay, I agree, I'm sorry I triggered. Anyone wants to

0:43:23.400 --> 0:43:24.759
<v Speaker 4>talk with the dog thing.

0:43:28.480 --> 0:43:31.040
<v Speaker 10>I apologize, dude, yeah, and I feel bad.

0:43:32.520 --> 0:43:37.640
<v Speaker 4>James. You know what, man, I appreciate you calling in,

0:43:37.719 --> 0:43:43.799
<v Speaker 4>and I want to say one thing. Do you You

0:43:43.920 --> 0:43:45.680
<v Speaker 4>never have to apologize to me ever?

0:43:48.280 --> 0:43:49.480
<v Speaker 10>But what ado to like to do?

0:43:49.560 --> 0:43:50.160
<v Speaker 4>Something mean?

0:43:50.320 --> 0:43:50.400
<v Speaker 8>Like?

0:43:51.719 --> 0:43:54.839
<v Speaker 7>Uh? I don't know, it's fun like your get gos

0:43:54.840 --> 0:43:55.480
<v Speaker 7>either or something.

0:43:57.239 --> 0:44:00.640
<v Speaker 4>I'll accept it as the events that are current unfolding

0:44:00.640 --> 0:44:04.160
<v Speaker 4>in my life and I will stoically dredg forward whether

0:44:04.280 --> 0:44:06.600
<v Speaker 4>or not you offer me an apology.

0:44:07.719 --> 0:44:14.560
<v Speaker 10>Okay, I love you, James, I love you too. Get

0:44:15.040 --> 0:44:16.799
<v Speaker 10>I hope we get me again another time.

0:44:17.800 --> 0:44:20.520
<v Speaker 4>Absolutely, have a good night.

0:44:21.480 --> 0:44:26.040
<v Speaker 10>You do a good night, buddy.

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<v Speaker 2>Hey Hey, hey, it's me again. It's Lyle. It's the GEK.

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<v Speaker 2>How's it going. I just wanted to take a quick, brief,

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<v Speaker 2>get exclusive access to streams and content that I don't

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<v Speaker 2>exclusive geck Legends discord server. In November, I think I

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<v Speaker 2>try to do at least one Patreon only stream a month,

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<v Speaker 2>chat Roulette, which I can't do on Twitch because as

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<v Speaker 2>I don't know if you guys know anything about Omegle

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<v Speaker 2>or chat Rouletta or any of those sites. But like,

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<v Speaker 2>it's all just guys jacking off, So if I did

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<v Speaker 2>it on Twitch, I would get banned. So I'm gonna

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<v Speaker 2>so if you like the show, if you want fun

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<v Speaker 2>slash lyle forever and I'll stop asking for money now.

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<v Speaker 2>And I love you and hail Satan, And back to

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<v Speaker 2>the show.

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<v Speaker 5>Call from Live.

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<v Speaker 2>Liz.

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<v Speaker 3>Yes, what are you?

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<v Speaker 2>What are you doing right now?

0:46:15.200 --> 0:46:16.000
<v Speaker 15>I'm laying in bed.

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<v Speaker 2>Do you think are you? Are you ridiculous?

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<v Speaker 15>Probably not.

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<v Speaker 1>Interesting, pretty conventional.

0:46:32.880 --> 0:46:35.040
<v Speaker 2>What I mean, what's the least ridiculous thing about you?

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<v Speaker 2>What do you think is the most normal thing that

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<v Speaker 2>you do?

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<v Speaker 14>God, what's the most normal thing?

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<v Speaker 15>I don't.

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<v Speaker 6>I like trash TV?

0:46:56.320 --> 0:46:56.520
<v Speaker 8>Is that?

0:46:58.000 --> 0:46:59.120
<v Speaker 2>What is trash TV?

0:47:00.760 --> 0:47:01.840
<v Speaker 15>Like reality TV?

0:47:03.320 --> 0:47:03.520
<v Speaker 4>Is that?

0:47:06.320 --> 0:47:07.400
<v Speaker 2>I guess that's pretty much like.

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<v Speaker 15>White Girls it is.

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<v Speaker 2>That's the most normal thing that you do?

0:47:14.360 --> 0:47:16.880
<v Speaker 15>Like, I guess depends what you mean by normal. Like

0:47:17.600 --> 0:47:21.600
<v Speaker 15>I breathe and I eat, that's pretty normal.

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<v Speaker 2>That is pretty normal. I would say that's more normal

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<v Speaker 2>than watching TV. Yeah, so in a way, what is so?

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<v Speaker 2>Maybe do you think that watching trash TV is maybe

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<v Speaker 2>the most ridiculous thing that you do? No, what is

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<v Speaker 2>the most ridiculous thing that you do?

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<v Speaker 15>I don't do anything ridiculous. I don't know, you know,

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<v Speaker 15>everything I do is pretty normal.

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<v Speaker 4>Kah.

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<v Speaker 2>I was thinking about this the other day. I think

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<v Speaker 2>it might be possible that someone can be so normal,

0:48:08.280 --> 0:48:11.600
<v Speaker 2>someone can be so Yeah, that's it's almost a little

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<v Speaker 2>ridiculous how normal you are.

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<v Speaker 15>Yeah, it's just hard because anything that I would have

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<v Speaker 15>done that would seem like odd is just like I

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<v Speaker 15>can't do it with COVID.

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<v Speaker 2>All right, what's the worst what is the.

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<v Speaker 7>What?

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<v Speaker 2>Okay, what what ridiculous thing would you want to do

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<v Speaker 2>if you had COVID? If you did there was no COVID.

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<v Speaker 8>I don't know.

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<v Speaker 15>Before COVID I was. I was taking some burlesque classes

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<v Speaker 15>and I learned how to tassle the world.

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<v Speaker 2>That's ridiculous.

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<v Speaker 15>Yeah, but I mean I guess I still technically can,

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<v Speaker 15>but I can't pursue that avenue of performance.

0:49:00.040 --> 0:49:02.600
<v Speaker 2>I mean well, I mean well, I mean you don't

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<v Speaker 2>need to. I mean, do you ever do you ever

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<v Speaker 2>just do that, like just alone? Yeah, that's a little

0:49:09.360 --> 0:49:14.280
<v Speaker 2>ridiculous to just tassle twirl in your house alone.

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<v Speaker 15>I've only done that like one that the frequency is irrelevant.

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<v Speaker 4>Yea.

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<v Speaker 15>So because of that one instance, I am now ridiculous.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm not, No, I'm just saying that that is that

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<v Speaker 2>one instance is might is a ridiculous thing that you

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<v Speaker 2>have done.

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<v Speaker 8>Mm hmm.

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<v Speaker 2>So lazy. I want you to know that if you

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<v Speaker 2>wanted to, and it doesn't sound like you want to,

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<v Speaker 2>but you could be ridiculous.

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<v Speaker 1>I could be.

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<v Speaker 2>Yes, Wow, what are you doing right now?

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<v Speaker 9>Uh?

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<v Speaker 15>I'm trying to figure out what I want to eat

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<v Speaker 15>for dinners? This is this is what I wanted to talk.

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<v Speaker 1>To you about.

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<v Speaker 15>So I've been talking to this guy I met through tender,

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<v Speaker 15>but he seems like really insecure about his body and

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<v Speaker 15>is on some weird like grilled chicken hype or I

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<v Speaker 15>guess he eats like exclusively grilled chicken and he's coming

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<v Speaker 15>over and like bringing his fucking chicken, but I just

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<v Speaker 15>want pizza.

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<v Speaker 14>But he's like so.

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<v Speaker 15>Insecure about himself that I feel like really uncomfortable eating

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<v Speaker 15>pizza around him.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, I think I don't think you should go on

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<v Speaker 2>the date with this guy.

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<v Speaker 15>Well, he's like, it's not really a date. We're gonna

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<v Speaker 15>just watch a documentary. I guess it's kind of a

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<v Speaker 15>date modern date.

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<v Speaker 2>I don't think you should see this guy because you

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<v Speaker 2>already because I think that because I think that if

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<v Speaker 2>you disagree with him on something, as you know, sort

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<v Speaker 2>of still I don't.

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<v Speaker 15>He wants to be healthier, and like I want to

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<v Speaker 15>support that, but at the same time, like I've also

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<v Speaker 15>had my own body issues and I feel like him

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<v Speaker 15>constantly talking about it and like bringing his bucking chicken

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<v Speaker 15>over is just like making it.

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<v Speaker 2>Listen, you're already mad at this guy you have you

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<v Speaker 2>haven't even met this guy yet, and you're a kissed off.

0:51:39.080 --> 0:51:41.200
<v Speaker 2>You already don't like him, and you why would you

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<v Speaker 2>go on a date with this guy. You clearly don't

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<v Speaker 2>like it.

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<v Speaker 15>Because I'm lonely.

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<v Speaker 2>That's not a good enough reason, though, is it. No,

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<v Speaker 2>I think you hate this grilled chicken man. I can

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<v Speaker 2>tell in your voice that you really do not like

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<v Speaker 2>this guy. I think that you could find a different

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<v Speaker 2>thing to do to help your loneliness, then to go

0:52:08.960 --> 0:52:11.279
<v Speaker 2>on days so people that you don't like. Do you

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<v Speaker 2>have any friends?

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<v Speaker 15>I don't know how?

0:52:14.920 --> 0:52:15.520
<v Speaker 12>See this is?

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<v Speaker 15>This is, you know, the even bigger problem though.

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<v Speaker 1>I just moved to this.

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<v Speaker 15>New place and I literally don't have friends. I have

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<v Speaker 15>roommates that are international and like actively ignore me.

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<v Speaker 1>And it's COVID.

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<v Speaker 15>What do you have any hobb Like the only people

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<v Speaker 15>have met have been on Tinder.

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<v Speaker 2>Do you have any hobbies?

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<v Speaker 14>I have hobbies?

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, less duber less or less.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah.

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<v Speaker 2>Start a b or less club in your city and

0:52:49.239 --> 0:52:54.759
<v Speaker 2>do less do like socially distanced or lesque club. And

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<v Speaker 2>then when you're the head of bur less club, you're

0:52:56.239 --> 0:52:58.680
<v Speaker 2>gonna meet all these other burlesque dancers and you're gonna

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<v Speaker 2>become friends with them. Okay, that's by the way, that's

0:53:03.840 --> 0:53:06.359
<v Speaker 2>an actual suggestion. That's I feel like I have. I

0:53:06.360 --> 0:53:08.040
<v Speaker 2>I actually I actually do believe that the key to

0:53:08.080 --> 0:53:11.880
<v Speaker 2>making friends is to starting clubs, because you literally go

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<v Speaker 2>to meetup dot com and you start a bar less

0:53:13.920 --> 0:53:16.279
<v Speaker 2>group and you go on Facebook and ship and then

0:53:16.320 --> 0:53:22.800
<v Speaker 2>that'll be your friends. I would do that with guys

0:53:22.800 --> 0:53:27.000
<v Speaker 2>that you hate who have grilled chicken, so.

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<v Speaker 14>You start your own clubs.

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<v Speaker 2>Yes, okay, Liz yep, I wish you good luck, and

0:53:41.239 --> 0:53:42.880
<v Speaker 2>I and I and I and I think that you

0:53:42.920 --> 0:53:46.239
<v Speaker 2>should do that. I think, you know, look, it'll be Look,

0:53:46.280 --> 0:53:49.279
<v Speaker 2>it's wait. Look, I'm gonna look. Hanging out with grilled

0:53:49.360 --> 0:53:51.640
<v Speaker 2>chicken guy way easier than starting a bur lesque club

0:53:51.920 --> 0:53:55.120
<v Speaker 2>hundred percent. But you're gonna hate it. You're gonna hate

0:53:55.120 --> 0:53:57.400
<v Speaker 2>every second of it because you hate this guy so

0:53:57.600 --> 0:54:01.280
<v Speaker 2>much and you hate him and you hate his chicken,

0:54:03.160 --> 0:54:05.120
<v Speaker 2>and you want him to die. I can tell. I

0:54:05.160 --> 0:54:07.640
<v Speaker 2>can tell that you are actively wishing for this man's death.

0:54:08.000 --> 0:54:10.360
<v Speaker 2>And I think that instead of doing that, you should

0:54:10.360 --> 0:54:15.600
<v Speaker 2>start up or less club and make new friends. Even

0:54:18.360 --> 0:54:20.480
<v Speaker 2>is it genuine I know, I know which I know

0:54:20.520 --> 0:54:22.719
<v Speaker 2>that this is ridiculous, This is a gecko man on

0:54:22.760 --> 0:54:24.480
<v Speaker 2>the internet telling you do this, But I actually genuinely

0:54:24.480 --> 0:54:26.160
<v Speaker 2>think you should do it because I think you will

0:54:26.200 --> 0:54:28.520
<v Speaker 2>make new friends in this new area.

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<v Speaker 14>All right, I'll give it a shot.

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<v Speaker 2>Alight, I'll talk to you soon.

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<v Speaker 14>Thank you, I.

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<v Speaker 4>Love you too.

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<v Speaker 2>Good Night.

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<v Speaker 5>Home from Logan.

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<v Speaker 8>Logan, Yo therapy.

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<v Speaker 2>What's up, Logan?

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<v Speaker 8>Did I get through my live on the stream?

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, it doesn't matter whether who's live on the stream

0:55:03.960 --> 0:55:06.680
<v Speaker 2>or just you know. I mean, we can do this.

0:55:08.280 --> 0:55:09.200
<v Speaker 2>We can just be a sorry.

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<v Speaker 8>Yeah, I guess so. I mean, hey, it's probably more

0:55:12.400 --> 0:55:14.319
<v Speaker 8>comfortable for me if we're just in a room. But

0:55:15.280 --> 0:55:17.439
<v Speaker 8>I kind of know i'm live on the stream because

0:55:17.440 --> 0:55:19.600
<v Speaker 8>I was just watching the stream before I called five

0:55:19.600 --> 0:55:21.920
<v Speaker 8>minutes ago. So I'm glad to be on the street.

0:55:22.000 --> 0:55:23.160
<v Speaker 8>But anyways, how's it going?

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<v Speaker 2>Are you ridiculous? Logan?

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<v Speaker 8>You asked that to the last guy, the captain. That's

0:55:30.480 --> 0:55:33.399
<v Speaker 8>the last one I was listening to. I think there

0:55:33.400 --> 0:55:36.480
<v Speaker 8>are many ways that I'm ridiculous. I'm not trying to

0:55:36.480 --> 0:55:38.680
<v Speaker 8>be ridiculous right now, so I hope I'm not coming

0:55:38.760 --> 0:55:39.520
<v Speaker 8>across that way.

0:55:40.239 --> 0:55:43.080
<v Speaker 2>No, that's fine. Look, if you're trying, well, what do

0:55:43.120 --> 0:55:44.960
<v Speaker 2>you what are you like when you are trying to

0:55:44.960 --> 0:55:48.359
<v Speaker 2>be ridiculous? Let's say you wanted to actively be ridiculous.

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<v Speaker 8>I think some of the things that I do can

0:55:51.120 --> 0:55:58.320
<v Speaker 8>be considered ridiculous. Like, for example, you know, the reason

0:55:58.360 --> 0:56:00.840
<v Speaker 8>I'm calling you today might be ridiculous.

0:56:02.080 --> 0:56:03.440
<v Speaker 2>What's the reason you're calling me tonight?

0:56:04.320 --> 0:56:07.000
<v Speaker 8>So the reason I'm calling you is I don't even know,

0:56:07.080 --> 0:56:09.520
<v Speaker 8>Like is this are you? Like? Do you really give

0:56:09.719 --> 0:56:12.440
<v Speaker 8>therapy and advice? Because everything I've seen was people prank

0:56:12.480 --> 0:56:14.760
<v Speaker 8>calling or like you're just kind of struggling with people,

0:56:14.800 --> 0:56:18.040
<v Speaker 8>but I've never really seen much of your show.

0:56:18.640 --> 0:56:19.560
<v Speaker 7>Is this real?

0:56:20.480 --> 0:56:22.879
<v Speaker 8>Like, are people really supposed to call for advice from

0:56:22.920 --> 0:56:25.120
<v Speaker 8>the therapy get Go? Because that's what I'm doing. That

0:56:25.239 --> 0:56:26.640
<v Speaker 8>is that what this is supposed to be about?

0:56:27.200 --> 0:56:30.000
<v Speaker 2>You know, I feel like there's not there is no

0:56:30.120 --> 0:56:32.080
<v Speaker 2>such thing as anything that there is that this is

0:56:32.080 --> 0:56:32.719
<v Speaker 2>supposed to be.

0:56:33.440 --> 0:56:37.520
<v Speaker 8>I can appreciate that. So what I think it should

0:56:37.560 --> 0:56:41.640
<v Speaker 8>be is people who would never actually go to therapy

0:56:41.840 --> 0:56:45.160
<v Speaker 8>and would rather call a guy dressed like a get

0:56:45.200 --> 0:56:49.200
<v Speaker 8>go on the internet and do therapy with him. That's

0:56:49.239 --> 0:56:51.040
<v Speaker 8>what I think it should be about. So that's what

0:56:51.080 --> 0:56:53.960
<v Speaker 8>I wanted to be about for me. So my question

0:56:54.080 --> 0:56:59.200
<v Speaker 8>to my therapist get Go, is about this relationship that

0:56:59.200 --> 0:57:02.200
<v Speaker 8>I'm in right just kind of starting out with this

0:57:02.280 --> 0:57:10.080
<v Speaker 8>girl who I'm really attracted to physically and somewhat emotionally.

0:57:10.280 --> 0:57:16.560
<v Speaker 8>But the difficulty I'm having is that she almost seems

0:57:16.600 --> 0:57:20.280
<v Speaker 8>to have no personality. But I don't believe that she

0:57:20.320 --> 0:57:23.760
<v Speaker 8>doesn't have a personality. I think maybe she's just really

0:57:23.800 --> 0:57:27.360
<v Speaker 8>shy and kind of nervous because we've only been talking

0:57:27.400 --> 0:57:30.480
<v Speaker 8>to each other for a relatively short period of time.

0:57:31.240 --> 0:57:34.160
<v Speaker 8>So how do I know if I should continue to

0:57:34.240 --> 0:57:38.600
<v Speaker 8>invest my time and energy with this human being who

0:57:38.680 --> 0:57:41.640
<v Speaker 8>maybe doesn't even have much of a personality at all.

0:57:41.800 --> 0:57:44.040
<v Speaker 8>And I think that from our short conversation, you can

0:57:44.080 --> 0:57:47.920
<v Speaker 8>tell that I'm interested in people, and interested in people

0:57:47.960 --> 0:57:53.320
<v Speaker 8>who have some substance to them, So how do I

0:57:53.320 --> 0:57:54.120
<v Speaker 8>know what I'm doing?

0:57:55.160 --> 0:57:59.720
<v Speaker 2>So you feel like this person might have some substance

0:57:59.760 --> 0:58:01.680
<v Speaker 2>to that, but that they just haven't revealed it to

0:58:01.720 --> 0:58:03.520
<v Speaker 2>you yet because you're too.

0:58:03.400 --> 0:58:07.960
<v Speaker 8>Shy, correct, Yeah, Yeah, And like, I mean, there's something

0:58:08.200 --> 0:58:12.000
<v Speaker 8>other than the physical attraction that's really attractive here, and

0:58:12.040 --> 0:58:15.400
<v Speaker 8>I don't know exactly what that is, and so I

0:58:15.520 --> 0:58:18.480
<v Speaker 8>kind of want to put in the effort, but I

0:58:18.520 --> 0:58:21.200
<v Speaker 8>don't know if it's worth it, because you know, I've

0:58:21.200 --> 0:58:24.840
<v Speaker 8>been talking to her for like two months, let's say,

0:58:25.120 --> 0:58:28.280
<v Speaker 8>on the phone. Mostly we've met like a handful of times.

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<v Speaker 8>Because of the whole COVID thing, we like, you know,

0:58:30.720 --> 0:58:34.160
<v Speaker 8>haven't really met much, but we've spent quite a bit

0:58:34.200 --> 0:58:37.360
<v Speaker 8>of time on the phone. But I'm constantly carrying the

0:58:37.360 --> 0:58:42.240
<v Speaker 8>conversation and that's not that's not really common for me in.

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<v Speaker 11>The first place.

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<v Speaker 13>But yeah, you know, honestly, yeah, I actually do think that,

0:58:52.560 --> 0:58:59.240
<v Speaker 13>you know, if she's not like, how much do you value.

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<v Speaker 2>Open this in the people that you talk to huge?

0:59:03.080 --> 0:59:05.200
<v Speaker 2>If she's not displaying that, then it sounds like she's

0:59:05.200 --> 0:59:09.440
<v Speaker 2>not displaying the trait that you value. And then, uh,

0:59:09.640 --> 0:59:11.520
<v Speaker 2>I mean if you talked a lot, how if you've

0:59:11.520 --> 0:59:13.919
<v Speaker 2>been talking for like days on the phone and you've

0:59:13.920 --> 0:59:16.800
<v Speaker 2>met in person and you still feel like they haven't

0:59:16.840 --> 0:59:18.960
<v Speaker 2>revealed something to you, then they might just be shy,

0:59:19.600 --> 0:59:21.640
<v Speaker 2>which is fine on them. But I mean, you do

0:59:21.720 --> 0:59:23.720
<v Speaker 2>seem like you're very interested in people, and it does

0:59:23.760 --> 0:59:25.720
<v Speaker 2>seem like you're carrying a brunt of the conversation. I

0:59:25.720 --> 0:59:30.120
<v Speaker 2>don't see why you should expect that to change, you know,

0:59:31.320 --> 0:59:33.680
<v Speaker 2>I think there I think there is like a lot

0:59:33.720 --> 0:59:37.880
<v Speaker 2>that you can gleam out of first impressions you know

0:59:38.000 --> 0:59:40.040
<v Speaker 2>more than you could give. Then I feel like you're

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<v Speaker 2>giving credit.

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<v Speaker 8>To Yeah, I'm kind of worrying that that's exactly what's happening.

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<v Speaker 2>Well, I don't think you should be worried. I mean,

0:59:48.560 --> 0:59:51.200
<v Speaker 2>it's just you know, I mean, look, at the end

0:59:51.200 --> 0:59:53.760
<v Speaker 2>of the day, if you're just physically attracted to this person,

0:59:54.240 --> 0:59:56.840
<v Speaker 2>then you know, I mean, you don't have to date

0:59:56.880 --> 0:59:59.680
<v Speaker 2>them as long as you're you're clear about your intentions

0:59:59.720 --> 1:00:03.240
<v Speaker 2>and her intentions match up with yours and everyone's on

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<v Speaker 2>the same page. You know, you could you could say

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<v Speaker 2>that up.

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<v Speaker 8>Yeah, but I'm not interested in that, like at all,

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<v Speaker 8>Like I want a real relationship. But yeah, what I

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<v Speaker 8>mean when I say that I'm worried about I'm worried

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<v Speaker 8>that I that that that might be what I'm doing.

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<v Speaker 8>And you kind of mentioned that, you know, there's no

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<v Speaker 8>real reason that I would expect I should expect them

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<v Speaker 8>to change if that's if they're kind of showing me

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<v Speaker 8>who they are. And I feel I think I might

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<v Speaker 8>be secretly kind of hoping that this is going to

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<v Speaker 8>change over time, and I honestly believe that it might.

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<v Speaker 8>But I don't know.

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<v Speaker 4>I don't know, dude.

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<v Speaker 2>I almost I almost feel like this is like a

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<v Speaker 2>microcosm for even something that would happen like later in relationships,

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<v Speaker 2>you know, where you're like, yeah, so you're like dating

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<v Speaker 2>someone and you're like, well, once I marry them, I

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<v Speaker 2>can change this about them, or like maybe if I wait,

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<v Speaker 2>they'll change, you know. I mean this probably happens to

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<v Speaker 2>people who are like, you know, deep into relationships. It's

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<v Speaker 2>just like you're you're projecting your expectations onto this person

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<v Speaker 2>as opposed to seeing them for who they're showing you,

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<v Speaker 2>who they are shoving to you themselves to be.

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<v Speaker 8>Yeah, which I think might be an accurate and accurate

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<v Speaker 8>criticism to how I maybe approach relationships generally. I think

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<v Speaker 8>that I think that might be accurate.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, But I mean, look, keep it's good. I think

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<v Speaker 2>it's good that you know what you want, you know

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<v Speaker 2>what you value. That's more. That's more than a lot

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<v Speaker 2>of a lot of people can say. You know, so

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<v Speaker 2>like look look out for that, look out for like

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<v Speaker 2>when you're having conversations with people, you know this is good.

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<v Speaker 2>This allows you to filter out through people quickly who

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<v Speaker 2>you might not be compatible with. And it's good for

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<v Speaker 2>her too, because you know she doesn't want to waste

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<v Speaker 2>her time. You know, you don't want to waste her time.

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<v Speaker 2>You know, if you guys aren't compatible, you're not compatible,

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<v Speaker 2>you don't have to keep waiting, you know. So I

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<v Speaker 2>would just keep going on on more dates and eventually,

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<v Speaker 2>you know, through sheer frequency, you will find someone who

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<v Speaker 2>matches up with with what you're looking for.

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<v Speaker 8>Yeah, hopefully. It's tricky. It's uh tricky for all the

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<v Speaker 8>all of all of the stars to align. You know,

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<v Speaker 8>it's really tricky because I've been with several you know,

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<v Speaker 8>I've been single for about too maybe two years, two

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<v Speaker 8>or two and a half years, let's say, And I've

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<v Speaker 8>dated quite a bit, and I've tried to kind of

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<v Speaker 8>expand my horizons with who I'm dating and you know,

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<v Speaker 8>give a more broad fish with a bigger net, let's say.

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<v Speaker 2>And yeah, you're trying to open up your sort of

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<v Speaker 2>what what it is you're looking for, you know, the

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<v Speaker 2>type of person, you.

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<v Speaker 8>Know, more people, the opportunity to try and you know,

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<v Speaker 8>to see what, yeah, to give like you know, because

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<v Speaker 8>I think before in my earlier in life, I was

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<v Speaker 8>very specific as to what I thought I wanted, and

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<v Speaker 8>I wouldn't really date anyone outside of that kind of demographic,

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<v Speaker 8>let's call it. So recently, I've been trying to, like,

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<v Speaker 8>you know, give give more of a chance to everyone

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<v Speaker 8>to see if maybe I do like things that maybe

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<v Speaker 8>I didn't think that I would. And you know what

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<v Speaker 8>I found was that, uh, there's been a few people

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<v Speaker 8>that I get along with and click with and mesh

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<v Speaker 8>with personality wise, but the physical aspect is missing a

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<v Speaker 8>lot of the time. Sure, and it may sound superficial

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<v Speaker 8>to say it, but like with this girl, like the

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<v Speaker 8>physical is there like one hundred percent for both of us,

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<v Speaker 8>Like we're both super attracted to each other, and I

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<v Speaker 8>think it's more than just a physical like there's there's

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<v Speaker 8>obviously more than that, because I've also been with people

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<v Speaker 8>that were like gorgeous and like it was just physical

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<v Speaker 8>and it didn't work, Like my heart wasn't in it

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<v Speaker 8>and it was just not happening, like I couldn't even

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<v Speaker 8>continue it, like even just as like friends with benefits

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<v Speaker 8>type of thing, I'm just not interested. And that may

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<v Speaker 8>not be common to hear from a guide, but it's

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<v Speaker 8>the case.

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<v Speaker 2>So you know, I also, I'll say I'll I'll say

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<v Speaker 2>this might being on popular opinion, I don't think that

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<v Speaker 2>there's anything wrong with valuing physical attraction. I don't think

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<v Speaker 2>there's anything inherently wrong with valuing physical attraction, So you know,

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<v Speaker 2>I mean, but but it also sounds like I still

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<v Speaker 2>I wouldn't hold that for this pert. I feel like,

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<v Speaker 2>though I do feel like, you know, physical, if all

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<v Speaker 2>you value is physical attraction, that's not going to be

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<v Speaker 2>conducive to a long term yeah relationship.

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<v Speaker 8>But yeah, but I'm saying that there must be even

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<v Speaker 8>though I don't really know what it is and kind

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<v Speaker 8>of really put my finger on it. There is certainly

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<v Speaker 8>more than just physical here. But I don't know exactly

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<v Speaker 8>what that is. But and I am somewhat bothered by

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<v Speaker 8>the one sidedness of the whole social interaction type of

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<v Speaker 8>like the whole conversation, and you know, I'm put off

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<v Speaker 8>by that. But yeah, I don't know, it's not it's

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<v Speaker 8>not only physical. Like she's a really good person, you know,

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<v Speaker 8>she's a.

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<v Speaker 2>Could be a cool person, and you know, you can

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<v Speaker 2>like who they are, but they're not necessarily romantically compatible

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<v Speaker 2>with you.

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<v Speaker 8>Yeah, all right, Well, yeah that's cool. I think you

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<v Speaker 8>definitely confirmed a lot of stuff more than yeah.

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<v Speaker 2>I mean, we can do we can do so anyway, Yeah,

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<v Speaker 2>we can do that, or we can do you know,

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<v Speaker 2>fart and voices and ship. That's I guess that's the stream.

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<v Speaker 8>Interesting, very interesting. Do your stream stay up forever on

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<v Speaker 8>your profile?

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<v Speaker 4>Uh?

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, well I stream on Reddit and then I stream

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<v Speaker 2>on Twitch. That's where I mainly have been doing my streams.

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<v Speaker 8>It's an interesting dynamic, the streaming. I've done it a

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<v Speaker 8>couple of times myself just to see what it is,

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<v Speaker 8>and I think a lot of what it is is

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<v Speaker 8>just people looking like I think it's a lot of

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<v Speaker 8>what streaming is aside from the whole like people like

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<v Speaker 8>selling their bodies and doing video games. I think a

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<v Speaker 8>lot of it is just people looking for some kind

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<v Speaker 8>of social outlet, like nerds and introverts looking for a

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<v Speaker 8>social outlet.

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<v Speaker 2>It definitely can be I mean, I mean, I guess

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<v Speaker 2>that's the name of the subredd is distant socializing. But

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<v Speaker 2>it can be a lot of things. It can just

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<v Speaker 2>be like you know, media, like I don't know, I

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<v Speaker 2>don't know streaming anymore nerds than introverts looking for a

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<v Speaker 2>social outlet than like the Tonight Show is you know,

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<v Speaker 2>watch a guy that you kind of feel like you know,

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<v Speaker 2>because you've seen them on TV.

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<v Speaker 8>Yeah, but with like, I mean, your streams are pretty

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<v Speaker 8>popular in the comments go absolutely ballistic, so I'm sure

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<v Speaker 8>you don't read them. But like, I've streamed a few

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<v Speaker 8>times and have had pretty legitimate interactions with people just

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<v Speaker 8>through the comments. And it's not it's not like just

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<v Speaker 8>one side. It's like the Tonight.

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<v Speaker 7>Show, will you or whatever?

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<v Speaker 8>And you know what, It's interestingly enough, many of them

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<v Speaker 8>have actually messaged me privately after and I've kind of

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<v Speaker 8>developed some relationships through through streaming, which is interesting.

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<v Speaker 2>But yeah, well, man, dude, thank you for calling in

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<v Speaker 2>and I appreciate you you being open with us man

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<v Speaker 2>and uh, and I wish you the best of luck

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<v Speaker 2>in the future.

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<v Speaker 8>Cheers. Thank you for the advice.

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<v Speaker 2>Absolutely man. You take care. Logan, I love you very much.

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<v Speaker 8>We'll be too, Man, I'm a good night. I'll be

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<v Speaker 8>watching it.

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<v Speaker 2>Thanks, Brian, take care.

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<v Speaker 5>But oh.

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<v Speaker 11>How often Raymond?

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<v Speaker 7>Raymond, what's up?

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<v Speaker 5>Uh?

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<v Speaker 2>You know, not a whole lot?

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<v Speaker 11>No, this is uh the get go right.

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<v Speaker 2>Yes, and this is the one and only.

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<v Speaker 11>And this is Raymond.

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<v Speaker 7>M h.

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<v Speaker 2>What are you doing right now? Raymond?

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<v Speaker 11>I'm sitting in my room drawing.

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<v Speaker 2>What do you what are you drawing?

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<v Speaker 11>I like to draw like geometric art mixed with like

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<v Speaker 11>arctic swirld. I'm not I'm not like A.

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah, I'm sorry.

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<v Speaker 2>What you're gonna say?

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<v Speaker 11>Oh, I'm not like A. I do art in my

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<v Speaker 11>free time, you know. I'm not like A. I don't

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<v Speaker 11>I don't go to art school or nothing.

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<v Speaker 2>I think, well, well, what do you mean by your

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<v Speaker 2>not like A what? Well, what's the end of that sentence?

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<v Speaker 11>Oh, I'm not a professional. I don't like. I don't like.

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<v Speaker 11>I don't know what type of paint brush to use,

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<v Speaker 11>you know, I just I just swing it.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm saying, thing, though, is there a type of paint brush?

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<v Speaker 2>Why does that matter? The type of paint brushes?

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<v Speaker 11>Not?

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<v Speaker 4>What doesn't?

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<v Speaker 2>I feel like a certain point, the mediums and the

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<v Speaker 2>brushes and the whatever don't matter. All the matters is

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<v Speaker 2>the final thing that you put out.

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<v Speaker 11>Yeah, but I feel like that community is just so guarded,

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<v Speaker 11>you know, like it's like, oh, you have to go

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<v Speaker 11>to college to be an artist, you know.

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<v Speaker 2>So I'm not what do you want to What do

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<v Speaker 2>you want to do in terms of art?

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<v Speaker 11>You know, as far as like my my art, my

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<v Speaker 11>physical art, not too much.

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<v Speaker 7>I do.

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<v Speaker 11>I did start a screen printing company.

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<v Speaker 7>Which is pretty cool.

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<v Speaker 11>But I would say I take music even more seriously.

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<v Speaker 11>But I have a good career right now? Well, I

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<v Speaker 11>I honestly like, I don't. I don't want to like

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<v Speaker 11>get myself into any trouble. So I'll just say that

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<v Speaker 11>I have a I have a good job, very professional job,

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<v Speaker 11>one that I work very hard for. Is that okay?

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<v Speaker 2>Sure?

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<v Speaker 7>Okay, thank you?

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<v Speaker 2>I can I ask you something?

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<v Speaker 7>Sure?

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<v Speaker 2>Are you ridiculous?

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<v Speaker 7>Well?

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<v Speaker 11>Maybe I don't want to be the judge of that.

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<v Speaker 2>All right, what do you think might be ridiculous about you?

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<v Speaker 11>I'm kind of like a halfway hermit. This is this

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<v Speaker 11>is like the first personal conversation I've had with anybody

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<v Speaker 11>in like a year. I keep everything very professional.

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<v Speaker 2>Really, this is the this is the most personal conversation

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<v Speaker 2>you've had in a year.

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<v Speaker 11>Probably, yes, unless I'm talking to maybe like the Starbucks

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<v Speaker 11>lady or something.

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<v Speaker 2>You know, right, but you don't really, I mean, does

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<v Speaker 2>that bother you? Are you trying to have more personal conversations?

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<v Speaker 8>Uh?

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<v Speaker 7>Somewhat?

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<v Speaker 4>You know?

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<v Speaker 11>I uh, like I want a girlfriend, you know, I

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<v Speaker 11>want to I want to have like a real life

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<v Speaker 11>and it's not that I'm not I'm afraid to talk

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<v Speaker 11>to people because I'm pretty well adjusted. My problem is

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<v Speaker 11>I just I really I don't. I don't want to

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<v Speaker 11>put that time in like I don't. I don't want

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<v Speaker 11>to deal with other people. I just want to do

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<v Speaker 11>things exactly my way.

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<v Speaker 2>You know what, can you describe exactly your way?

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<v Speaker 11>Exactly my way? I mean that's pretty broad. I'm I

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<v Speaker 11>guess what I'm saying.

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<v Speaker 2>Sorry, what we're gonna say?

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<v Speaker 11>Well, no, yeah, I know what you're saying. But in

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<v Speaker 11>my mind at least it is. But I would just

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<v Speaker 11>I I would say that I'm not a very good

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<v Speaker 11>team worker. You know, I'm not. I'm I can be

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<v Speaker 11>a good leader, and I can work in teams when

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<v Speaker 11>I when I'm working on something I care about, But like,

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<v Speaker 11>as far as life goes, I like, I don't want

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<v Speaker 11>to I don't want to have I don't want to

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<v Speaker 11>have influence from other people like I.

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<v Speaker 2>You know, hm, you know I kind of have that

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<v Speaker 2>myself in in uh sort of careery terms. But do

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<v Speaker 2>you when you say you have that, like with career,

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<v Speaker 2>you have that with like personal relationships. You don't want

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<v Speaker 2>to work with other people. I mean, but you but

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<v Speaker 2>you are. But you say that you are craving old relationships.

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<v Speaker 2>I mean, what would like, what would your deal relationship

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<v Speaker 2>look like?

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<v Speaker 11>I gotta be honest, I have no idea. I haven't

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<v Speaker 11>thought about that.

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<v Speaker 2>So but then in that case, you want something that

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<v Speaker 2>you don't even really know what it is.

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<v Speaker 11>Yeah, I would, that's fair to say.

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<v Speaker 2>So what's the sort of the origin of you wanting it?

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<v Speaker 11>Well, there's a couple of things. So, first thing is,

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<v Speaker 11>I'm the last male with my with my last name,

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<v Speaker 11>with my family name, so it either keeps going with

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<v Speaker 11>me or our family line just you know, ends, And

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<v Speaker 11>I know like that it's not that's not exactly how

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<v Speaker 11>it all will play out. But I'm just saying, like

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<v Speaker 11>that name will be dead, you know. So that's one thing.

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<v Speaker 11>The other thing is, I don't.

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<v Speaker 2>Know, I kind of want first of all, okay, your

1:14:40.560 --> 1:14:46.559
<v Speaker 2>name being dead. Yeah, how much like, be honest with yourself,

1:14:46.880 --> 1:14:49.679
<v Speaker 2>how much do you really give a flock about your name?

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<v Speaker 2>Then that's that's fine, Okay.

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<v Speaker 7>A lot a lot.

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<v Speaker 11>Yeah, Why, there there are a lot of sac convices

1:15:00.720 --> 1:15:06.759
<v Speaker 11>that my that name went through. There's a lot of history,

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<v Speaker 11>and there's a lot of there's a certain amount of

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<v Speaker 11>success and toughness about that name. I'm not saying like, oh, ever,

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<v Speaker 11>you know, you hear that name and you're like, oh,

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<v Speaker 11>he's part of that family.

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<v Speaker 7>Like whoa.

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<v Speaker 11>I'm not saying that.

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<v Speaker 7>I'm just saying, like.

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<v Speaker 2>The history of it, Yes, do you feel pressure to

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<v Speaker 2>live up to that?

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<v Speaker 11>Yeah, I've fought with that all my life. I'm well,

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<v Speaker 11>so I'm a youngest child. I mean, I'm not so

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<v Speaker 11>young anymore. But growing up, like it was really tough

1:15:51.320 --> 1:15:54.800
<v Speaker 11>for me because I was always kind of screw up.

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<v Speaker 11>All my family, Like they went on to be doctors

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<v Speaker 11>and lawyers and teachers and they did all this cool stuff,

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<v Speaker 11>and then I was there and I was I dropped

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<v Speaker 11>out of high school, and then I went to college,

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<v Speaker 11>and then I dropped out of that too. So it

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<v Speaker 11>was like it was always kind of hard for me

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<v Speaker 11>to like be like I always felt like a screw up,

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<v Speaker 11>Like you gotta do something good, you know, like you're

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<v Speaker 11>nothing compared to your family. So yeah, I'm trying to

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<v Speaker 11>live up to that.

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<v Speaker 2>But regardless of your family, I mean, like regardless of

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<v Speaker 2>your family, regardless of like comparing yourself to other people.

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<v Speaker 2>Let's say we're talking about you and your own insular

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<v Speaker 2>world in which you know you're a musician and you're

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<v Speaker 2>an artist. I mean, what forgetting about I mean, if

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<v Speaker 2>you can, I know, it's you know, it's hard because

1:16:45.240 --> 1:16:47.759
<v Speaker 2>it's like so baked into you. But if you can't

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<v Speaker 2>catch yourself for a second from those expectations from your family,

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<v Speaker 2>I mean, what would you say would be what you

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<v Speaker 2>would want to do?

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<v Speaker 11>To tell you the truth, Well, I haven't been lying

1:17:04.960 --> 1:17:08.479
<v Speaker 11>to you, but this is just not something I would

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<v Speaker 11>normally say. But my dream is to like have a horse,

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<v Speaker 11>have a dog, have some livestock, go move out to

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<v Speaker 11>the woods, you know, and just just live out in

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<v Speaker 11>the woods, off the grid.

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<v Speaker 7>You know.

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<v Speaker 11>That's like, ultimately that's what I want with my life.

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<v Speaker 2>What do you feel like is stopping you from doing that?

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<v Speaker 11>Well, it's just the whole I got time thing, Like

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<v Speaker 11>I don't need to do that right now. I'm I'm

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<v Speaker 11>also very career driven, so it's but also like I

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<v Speaker 11>don't I don't know, like I want that like super

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<v Speaker 11>bad right now. But I also really want to like

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<v Speaker 11>have a family in the future. You know, It's it's

1:18:16.400 --> 1:18:19.160
<v Speaker 11>it's hard to say, really, I don't know.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, you don't say, I mean, you don't sound super

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<v Speaker 2>old or anything. You know, I don't know, I'm not.

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<v Speaker 8>I'm pretty young.

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<v Speaker 3>Actually, yeah, I mean.

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<v Speaker 2>You couldn't do that. Yeah, I mean, but I don't

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<v Speaker 2>honestly why you know that's that's that's something that would

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<v Speaker 2>be you know, an unintangible to you.

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<v Speaker 7>No, not at all. Yeah, uh.

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<v Speaker 11>Yeah, it's just I'm trying to figure out a way

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<v Speaker 11>to put this, so please forgive me, but I'm going

1:19:05.240 --> 1:19:08.599
<v Speaker 11>to just try to put it out there. I feel

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<v Speaker 11>like because I really, truly, truly, truly want to have

1:19:14.600 --> 1:19:17.080
<v Speaker 11>a family. I want to I want to have a wife,

1:19:17.760 --> 1:19:21.759
<v Speaker 11>I want to have that life. At the same time,

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<v Speaker 11>I really really like being alone. And it's not like,

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<v Speaker 11>oh I like being alone, like I don't go out

1:19:30.840 --> 1:19:34.800
<v Speaker 11>and party and you know, I you know whatever, Like

1:19:34.880 --> 1:19:38.080
<v Speaker 11>I really like being alone. Like if I had it

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<v Speaker 11>my way right now, like I wouldn't be you know whatever.

1:19:45.120 --> 1:19:47.240
<v Speaker 11>But at the same time, I'm talking to you right now,

1:19:47.280 --> 1:19:48.200
<v Speaker 11>So that's kind of weird.

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<v Speaker 2>No, But I you know, I feel, yeah, this is

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<v Speaker 2>all a bullshit and I'm not not what you're not

1:19:55.680 --> 1:19:59.000
<v Speaker 2>what you said. But but like again, I don't consider

1:19:59.000 --> 1:20:01.720
<v Speaker 2>myself knowledgeable about shit or anything. But like, I do

1:20:01.800 --> 1:20:06.520
<v Speaker 2>feel like there are pressures. I mean, you've you've described

1:20:06.560 --> 1:20:10.839
<v Speaker 2>pressures of your family, You've described pressures of like society,

1:20:10.840 --> 1:20:13.360
<v Speaker 2>You've described all these different pressures that are kind of

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<v Speaker 2>maybe and I don't want to put this on you,

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<v Speaker 2>this is just sort of a hypothesis, but it's like,

1:20:18.560 --> 1:20:25.799
<v Speaker 2>are these pressures maybe leaning you in the direction of

1:20:26.000 --> 1:20:28.160
<v Speaker 2>not wanting to be alone even though you know truly

1:20:28.200 --> 1:20:30.920
<v Speaker 2>what you want it to be alone? And also you

1:20:30.920 --> 1:20:32.559
<v Speaker 2>have so much time. You have so much time, like

1:20:32.560 --> 1:20:38.880
<v Speaker 2>like you might meet someone who you like being with

1:20:39.360 --> 1:20:42.120
<v Speaker 2>more than you like being alone, but you just don't.

1:20:42.160 --> 1:20:44.120
<v Speaker 2>You have no idea, You have no fucking idea what

1:20:44.160 --> 1:20:47.280
<v Speaker 2>that feels like because you've never felt it anymore. But

1:20:49.439 --> 1:20:53.720
<v Speaker 2>but you have so much time to like experiment, you know.

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<v Speaker 11>Yeah, No, I absolutely, I like, I absolutely agree with that.

1:20:58.720 --> 1:21:05.880
<v Speaker 11>It's definitely that's definitely a part of that. Like, but

1:21:06.080 --> 1:21:09.120
<v Speaker 11>I I truly feel like something in me like really

1:21:09.160 --> 1:21:12.479
<v Speaker 11>wants to have a partner. But I just.

1:21:15.200 --> 1:21:16.160
<v Speaker 7>I don't know. It's like.

1:21:18.560 --> 1:21:24.480
<v Speaker 11>It's it's it's weird because it's so conflicting.

1:21:24.800 --> 1:21:25.080
<v Speaker 8>You know.

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<v Speaker 11>That I could have those two feelings at the same time.

1:21:32.760 --> 1:21:39.759
<v Speaker 11>But when it's been really tough is when when I'm like, Okay,

1:21:39.800 --> 1:21:42.360
<v Speaker 11>I'm ready, I'm gonna go date somebody, like I'm gonna

1:21:42.400 --> 1:21:45.000
<v Speaker 11>go try to find a girl's friend, and then like

1:21:46.360 --> 1:21:49.280
<v Speaker 11>a week before I I like, I'm like, okay, I'm

1:21:49.280 --> 1:21:52.880
<v Speaker 11>gonna go to you know, the bar or whatever. I'm like,

1:21:53.680 --> 1:21:57.559
<v Speaker 11>oh no, no, no, and then I get pissed off

1:21:57.560 --> 1:21:59.439
<v Speaker 11>at myself. I'm like, you know, why did you do that?

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<v Speaker 16>It's just like conflicting, right, but right, but but why

1:22:09.200 --> 1:22:11.439
<v Speaker 16>there's no real but like the fact that you have

1:22:11.560 --> 1:22:13.479
<v Speaker 16>like the number I think the number one thing, the

1:22:13.560 --> 1:22:15.360
<v Speaker 16>number one I sort of uh.

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<v Speaker 2>I want to say. Variable in this situation is that

1:22:19.920 --> 1:22:22.479
<v Speaker 2>you have time, like you like, why be pissed off

1:22:22.520 --> 1:22:25.240
<v Speaker 2>of yourself? Why be pissed off for yourself? The fact

1:22:25.280 --> 1:22:29.280
<v Speaker 2>that you tried to meet someone? Why be pissed off

1:22:29.320 --> 1:22:32.720
<v Speaker 2>at yourself? There's no there's no loge. It's illogical, Like

1:22:32.720 --> 1:22:35.760
<v Speaker 2>like you tried. You could go out and fuck and

1:22:35.840 --> 1:22:37.960
<v Speaker 2>just non stop try to meet people for two years.

1:22:38.439 --> 1:22:40.200
<v Speaker 2>You can fucking go ahead and stop just trying to

1:22:40.200 --> 1:22:43.400
<v Speaker 2>meet you for a decade, and then when you're like fifty,

1:22:43.920 --> 1:22:46.760
<v Speaker 2>be like, you know what, fuck all this shit, I'm

1:22:46.760 --> 1:22:48.800
<v Speaker 2>gonna go lift to the woods and then you get

1:22:48.840 --> 1:22:51.439
<v Speaker 2>to be happy for thirty years until you die. I'm

1:22:51.479 --> 1:22:55.479
<v Speaker 2>just saying, like, time is super on your side for

1:22:55.520 --> 1:22:57.800
<v Speaker 2>you to kind of figure this this this this stuff out,

1:22:58.280 --> 1:23:00.280
<v Speaker 2>you know. I mean, you could even try to leave

1:23:00.320 --> 1:23:03.600
<v Speaker 2>in the woods alone for a year and if you

1:23:03.760 --> 1:23:06.280
<v Speaker 2>love it, you can stay. And if you don't go

1:23:06.400 --> 1:23:08.640
<v Speaker 2>meet new people. I mean, I know that the way

1:23:08.680 --> 1:23:10.320
<v Speaker 2>I'm talking about it makes it sound like, oh it's

1:23:10.320 --> 1:23:12.599
<v Speaker 2>so easy, and I know it's not to just up

1:23:12.640 --> 1:23:17.880
<v Speaker 2>and leave life like that, but you you have enough time, I.

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<v Speaker 11>Think, yeah, I would. I just want to go back

1:23:23.360 --> 1:23:26.000
<v Speaker 11>to like being the youngest coming up in a world

1:23:26.120 --> 1:23:34.080
<v Speaker 11>like that. Uh, this is ingrained into my head. And

1:23:34.160 --> 1:23:38.559
<v Speaker 11>I like whether this right or wrong that I think this,

1:23:39.200 --> 1:23:44.040
<v Speaker 11>I have no idea, but nobody's really going to convince

1:23:44.120 --> 1:23:48.240
<v Speaker 11>me that. I'm like maybe something, maybe I'll change my thinking,

1:23:48.280 --> 1:23:52.400
<v Speaker 11>but right now, like I really believe in what I'm

1:23:52.439 --> 1:23:58.400
<v Speaker 11>about to say, and that is that I need to

1:23:58.439 --> 1:24:05.200
<v Speaker 11>be as successful as possi as soon as possible, and

1:24:05.280 --> 1:24:10.360
<v Speaker 11>I need to be better than everybody. And it's not

1:24:10.400 --> 1:24:12.439
<v Speaker 11>that I don't want to put other people down or

1:24:12.479 --> 1:24:14.840
<v Speaker 11>I look down on other people. It's just like I

1:24:15.320 --> 1:24:20.760
<v Speaker 11>I need to, like I really really need to be

1:24:20.760 --> 1:24:27.400
<v Speaker 11>better than everybody. And like going through school like I was,

1:24:27.560 --> 1:24:34.280
<v Speaker 11>I was a screw up. And then because I don't, dude,

1:24:35.360 --> 1:24:38.000
<v Speaker 11>I've never actually gone into this a hard.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, man, you can, you can take you can take

1:24:47.360 --> 1:24:50.200
<v Speaker 2>your time, and like, you know, I mean, you know

1:24:50.240 --> 1:24:53.880
<v Speaker 2>you can if if it makes you feel better to

1:24:54.360 --> 1:24:56.439
<v Speaker 2>go through with this, you know, I'm I'm totally down

1:24:56.439 --> 1:24:56.800
<v Speaker 2>to hear it.

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<v Speaker 11>All right, well I'll do it. So when I was

1:25:03.200 --> 1:25:08.639
<v Speaker 11>in high school, like I got, I got good grades

1:25:08.680 --> 1:25:12.559
<v Speaker 11>if I wanted to, and I took hard classes and

1:25:13.720 --> 1:25:14.960
<v Speaker 11>i'd care about things.

1:25:15.040 --> 1:25:16.240
<v Speaker 7>But also.

1:25:17.720 --> 1:25:23.400
<v Speaker 11>After a while, like I started hanging out with bad

1:25:23.479 --> 1:25:30.320
<v Speaker 11>people and some stuff happened in my home life, so

1:25:30.640 --> 1:25:32.400
<v Speaker 11>I was I was like fucking up.

1:25:33.439 --> 1:25:34.000
<v Speaker 7>And then.

1:25:37.120 --> 1:25:41.200
<v Speaker 11>I always had that eat up against my older siblings

1:25:41.200 --> 1:25:43.760
<v Speaker 11>attitude about things like I had to be better than

1:25:43.760 --> 1:25:46.400
<v Speaker 11>these guys. And then at that point I dropped so

1:25:46.520 --> 1:25:48.479
<v Speaker 11>low that it felt like, oh, well, I can't come

1:25:48.520 --> 1:25:53.320
<v Speaker 11>back from that, like might as well go deeper. And

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<v Speaker 11>then it got to the point where it was just like, well,

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<v Speaker 11>you know, this sucks. So I was like, Okay, well

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<v Speaker 11>I got to find a way out of this. So

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<v Speaker 11>what I decided to do was like I'm gonna leave

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<v Speaker 11>high school and just go to college. And so that's

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<v Speaker 11>what I did, and I think it was my sophomore year.

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<v Speaker 11>And after a year of that, I just decided this

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<v Speaker 11>wasn't quick enough, like it was taking too long, and

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<v Speaker 11>so I left college and entered a trade school and

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<v Speaker 11>just got it over with and joined a.

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<v Speaker 7>Field.

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<v Speaker 11>And now my main concern is just like moving up,

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<v Speaker 11>like get a better job, get a better job, and

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<v Speaker 11>I don't know, I'm kind of lost right now.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm sorry, No, be sorry, Yeah, I understand, and like

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<v Speaker 2>my only thing, the only thing that would concern me,

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<v Speaker 2>and like like dude, I'm honestly I'm I'm I'm kind

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<v Speaker 2>of like that too. Like I'm very like success driven,

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<v Speaker 2>and I always feel like I need to be doing something,

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<v Speaker 2>you know, in my life better when I'm doing something,

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<v Speaker 2>I feel like it's again, people are wired very differently.

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<v Speaker 2>I also, you know, live pretty insularly, and I also

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<v Speaker 2>try really hard to like always be doing something you know,

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<v Speaker 2>But and I don't think you should shame yourself for that.

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<v Speaker 2>That said, I do feel like for your own benefit,

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<v Speaker 2>you should be cognizant of like where those intentions are

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<v Speaker 2>born from. If that makes.

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<v Speaker 11>Sense, Yeah, that's why, you know, That's definitely part of

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<v Speaker 11>the reason why I'm like unsure about this whole thing

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<v Speaker 11>is because I know for a fact that that does

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<v Speaker 11>not come from a good place for me. So what, Like,

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<v Speaker 11>I it's like, okay, yeah, I'm I'm making money. It's good.

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<v Speaker 11>Might like things look good, but like, could this actually

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<v Speaker 11>be very unhealthy?

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<v Speaker 2>You know, well, why do you want to be better

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<v Speaker 2>than everyone else? Is it like because you want to

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<v Speaker 2>prove people? I think if you want to prove people wrong,

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<v Speaker 2>it's a shitty reason. But if you just want to,

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<v Speaker 2>like if you enjoy the process of self actualization and

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<v Speaker 2>moving towards that that I don't think there's anything wrong

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<v Speaker 2>with that. But if you're doing it for like other people,

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<v Speaker 2>then I would just I would just not not I'm

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<v Speaker 2>not saying that you're doing this. I would just say that,

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<v Speaker 2>like it's important to be you know, constantly keeping that

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<v Speaker 2>in check.

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<v Speaker 11>It's it's honestly because I want to be better than people,

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<v Speaker 11>like I want to be better than everybody else. I

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<v Speaker 11>guess part of it might be like I want to

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<v Speaker 11>prove people wrong, but I don't feel like I really

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<v Speaker 11>have anything to prove to anybody. But I do really

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<v Speaker 11>like I want to in my mind be better than

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<v Speaker 11>everybody else, and right now I'm not, you know so,

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<v Speaker 11>and I don't know if I'll ever reach that point

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<v Speaker 11>where I actually like am satisfied where with where I

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<v Speaker 11>am and like do it Am I better than anybody?

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<v Speaker 11>Because like, fuck, dude, I'm just like right now, like

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<v Speaker 11>I'm like the way I see myself in the world

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<v Speaker 11>is like you're lower than dirt, you know, Like I'm not.

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<v Speaker 11>I'm not anywhere yet like this, like you're still a

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<v Speaker 11>fuck up, you know. So whether or not, I'll just

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<v Speaker 11>stay right here no matter how far I move up, Like,

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<v Speaker 11>I don't know, but that's the goal, to be better the.

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<v Speaker 2>Best, dude, I think again, man, I would say this

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<v Speaker 2>this will be you know, because again I'm not. I

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<v Speaker 2>don't want to, you know. I I've I haven't. I've enjoyed,

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<v Speaker 2>I've enjoyed having this conversation. I don't want to posture

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<v Speaker 2>myself too much as like a guy who actually knows

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<v Speaker 2>ship or gives advice in any way, shape or form,

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<v Speaker 2>but I'll say, you know, I think that could be

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<v Speaker 2>something that that is, you know, worth working on, is

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<v Speaker 2>trying to switch the gears on those intentions from like

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<v Speaker 2>you know, doing things for other people and just trying

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<v Speaker 2>to be the best because you want to be the

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<v Speaker 2>best for yourself. You want to be the best version

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<v Speaker 2>of yourself, you know. I mean there's a cliche of like,

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<v Speaker 2>you know, the only person you're really in competition with

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<v Speaker 2>is who you are yesterday, and that's true, you know,

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<v Speaker 2>so I would focus try to try to focus more

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<v Speaker 2>on that mindset than than the mindset of doing it.

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<v Speaker 2>Because you want to be.

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<v Speaker 11>Better other people, well, I want to I want to

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<v Speaker 11>say something really quick, just because that probably made me

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<v Speaker 11>sound like a really bad person.

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<v Speaker 4>No, I don't know.

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<v Speaker 11>What I'm saying right now, is this is like, this

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<v Speaker 11>is very true. This is how I honestly feel. It's

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<v Speaker 11>like when I say, like I want to be better

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<v Speaker 11>than everybody else, I'm not saying like when I see

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<v Speaker 11>other people that I'm I think they're worse than me.

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<v Speaker 11>I don't think anybody's worse than me. Like to me,

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<v Speaker 11>when I see most people like I put myself below

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<v Speaker 11>them like that, like I'm not. I'm not claiming to

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<v Speaker 11>be superior or anything.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, No, I I respect everybody.

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<v Speaker 11>And I'm not saying anybody is uncapable of being like me,

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<v Speaker 11>like I'm not like a.

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<v Speaker 2>No, I don't think. I don't think. I don't think

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<v Speaker 2>you said. I don't think you sound any.

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<v Speaker 11>I don't think I'm trying.

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<v Speaker 2>I don't think you sound like I don't think you

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<v Speaker 2>sound like arcis at all. I totally understand. I've had

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<v Speaker 2>what you are talking about. I understand it. I don't

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<v Speaker 2>think you're a narcisist at all, totally. I know what

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<v Speaker 2>you're saying. This is a battle that you're having with yourself.

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<v Speaker 2>I don't think you're you're you don't you don't you

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<v Speaker 2>don't remotely sound like a narcisist. But yeah, man, I

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<v Speaker 2>that that'll be the that that's kind of if I

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<v Speaker 2>had to leave you with like an actual sort of thing,

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<v Speaker 2>it would be like, I think you should try to

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<v Speaker 2>focus on your intentions for life coming from yourself as

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<v Speaker 2>supposed to the people.

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<v Speaker 11>I dig it, dig it, how do.

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<v Speaker 2>You feel, man, I know you haven't really talked to

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<v Speaker 2>people in a long time.

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<v Speaker 11>Well, since there's a certain anonymity to this, like it's

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<v Speaker 11>not that big of a deal, you.

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<v Speaker 7>Know, m hm.

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<v Speaker 11>At the same time, like it is like strange. Normally

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<v Speaker 11>I would have this dialogue in my head. It's definitely

1:33:41.320 --> 1:33:45.080
<v Speaker 11>really strange to have this conversation out loud with somebody else.

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<v Speaker 11>M yeah. Also the other thing is like, all right,

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<v Speaker 11>first of all, I like what you do. This is

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<v Speaker 11>tight as fuck do I'm about to follow you on everything.

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<v Speaker 2>Oh, thank you man, for real.

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<v Speaker 11>So uh but I just opened up readit, Like I

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<v Speaker 11>never go on Reddit, so I just opened up Reddit

1:34:12.880 --> 1:34:15.800
<v Speaker 11>and I saw this and I was like, oh that dude,

1:34:15.800 --> 1:34:19.800
<v Speaker 11>it's kind of cool. You know, it's pretty sweet. So

1:34:21.560 --> 1:34:26.080
<v Speaker 11>it's a little shocking that, like I literally just saw

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<v Speaker 11>you like ten minutes ago, and I'm like talking to you.

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<v Speaker 7>I know.

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<v Speaker 2>It's strange, it's it's interesting, you know.

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<v Speaker 8>Yeah.

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<v Speaker 2>I started doing this in quarantine, and I've talked to

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<v Speaker 2>way more people than I ever did when the world

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<v Speaker 2>was not locked down, I'll say, which has been iron

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<v Speaker 2>But but dude, again, man, thank you for calling in.

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<v Speaker 2>And I'm you know, I hope to talk with you

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<v Speaker 2>again and keep keep going. Man. I know thing you've

1:35:00.320 --> 1:35:02.960
<v Speaker 2>said is like you know, I have like you know,

1:35:03.760 --> 1:35:05.200
<v Speaker 2>I have a lot of what you said in me

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<v Speaker 2>as well, and I totally don't think you're an artist.

1:35:07.439 --> 1:35:12.559
<v Speaker 2>I totally am rooting for you, you know, as you

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<v Speaker 2>try to switch those intentions.

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<v Speaker 7>MM.

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<v Speaker 11>Well yeah, this has been both a fun, entertaining and

1:35:29.040 --> 1:35:34.080
<v Speaker 11>also strange experience, but overall a good one.

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<v Speaker 2>So thank you absolutely man. I'm happy to hear that.

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<v Speaker 2>I'll be have a good night and I'll talk to

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<v Speaker 2>you again soon.

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<v Speaker 11>Okay, take care, take care of him.

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<v Speaker 2>There's gonna be lots of guys jacking off, hopefully not.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm actually hoping that there's not a lot of people

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<v Speaker 2>jacking off. I hope we can have actual conversations with strangers,

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<v Speaker 2>but either way, it'll be a good time. All right,

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