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Speaker 2: You know what, I sure I'll do this. Yeah, we

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Speaker 2: can do this. Do you want do you hold on?

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Speaker 2: Do you really want to do this? How? What's their

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Speaker 2: motivation behind this? I'm fine? Oh yes, oh yes, hold on,

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Speaker 2: hold on, hold on. I want you to know I'll

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Speaker 2: I appreciate the commitment that you're putting behind this. But

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Speaker 2: and so i'll match it if you're if you if

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Speaker 2: you're willing to commit fully to it, I'll match the

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Speaker 2: commitment level as well. But I'm just giving you this disclaimer.

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Speaker 3: I'll let you have it.

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Speaker 4: Baby. Now.

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Speaker 1: My name is Matthilde. I'm about sixty five years old.

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Speaker 2: And he beat me. He was more committed than me.

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Speaker 2: I didn't want to do that at all. Hello. Hello,

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Speaker 2: Buenos nochest or Buenos Grandees or whatever it is. This

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Speaker 2: is Lyle. This is the Gecko man. This it's the

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Speaker 2: guy in the suit, the guy talking and yes, all right.

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Speaker 2: We got an episode today, oh man, today, very interesting episode.

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Speaker 2: We got a classic first half, funny second half more

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Speaker 2: serious ish, you know, I got into it a little

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Speaker 2: this is not real therapy, and I keep breaking that rule. Well,

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Speaker 2: I guess not really. I mean, I'm not giving therapy,

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Speaker 2: but I am. You know again, I've said this all

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Speaker 2: though I don't feel remotely qualified to give it, it

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Speaker 2: is there. So so we got a serious second half,

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Speaker 2: but a light hearted first half. Topics include having sex

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Speaker 2: in both a church and a synagogue. Someone called in

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Speaker 2: to tell me about a insane person that they work

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Speaker 2: who told me that I was the first person he'd

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Speaker 2: we really got into it, really dug deep. He you know,

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Speaker 2: he was. He gave a lot of himself, so I

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Speaker 2: was an interesting conversation. So anyway, as you all know,

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Speaker 2: you can call the Gecko every Monday Wednesday Friday at

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Speaker 2: ten pm Eastern Standard Time on twitch dot tv slash

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Speaker 2: Lyle forever and without further ado, enough of me, let's

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Speaker 2: get into the pod.

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Speaker 5: All from Gabby.

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Speaker 6: Heik, Gabby, Hi gi geg what's up?

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Speaker 4: You know?

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Speaker 2: Not a whole lot, honestly, okay, An.

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Speaker 6: I think this is the night of Jews telling Sinn stories.

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Speaker 2: Can you say that again?

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Speaker 1: Now?

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Speaker 2: Okay, can you say that again? Because I can't might freak.

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Speaker 2: I hate this audio thing you said, this is a

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Speaker 6: Telling Sinn stories. We're all Jews here, aren't we.

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Speaker 2: I'm a little Jewish, yes, I'm you know, it might

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Speaker 6: I got I got ancestors DNA, like you know, my

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Speaker 6: DNA tested. It came back one hundred percent Ashknazi Jewish.

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Speaker 2: And I was like, book, bro, Gabbie, how have you sinned?

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Speaker 6: I had sex in a church and a synagogue, so

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Speaker 6: I've crossed those bases.

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Speaker 2: Which which was the better sex, the synagogue sex or

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Speaker 6: The dude was circumcised because he was Jewish, so I'd

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Speaker 2: So the circum the the synagogue.

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Speaker 6: One, oh yeah, you know, bathroom, very romantic.

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Speaker 2: How did you meet this, uh, this this Jewish man?

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Speaker 6: So his name was Josh and we went to the

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Speaker 6: same synagogue and the rest is history. And he got

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Speaker 2: So he had sex with you and your friend? Yeah,

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Speaker 2: how how close? How closely?

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Speaker 6: How close did we have sex to each other?

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Speaker 2: Like how when? Well, give me, give me the give

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Speaker 2: me the give me the timeline.

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Speaker 6: Of this all right? Well I was sixteen and it

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Speaker 7: Who who who?

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Speaker 4: Who?

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Speaker 2: Who first?

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Speaker 2: So she gave him going into it.

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Speaker 6: No, he didn't have a tip. He was circumcised.

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Speaker 2: No, I mean like tips, Like yeah.

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Speaker 6: No, I didn't know it was going on. He was

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Speaker 2: What's your favorite part about being Jewish?

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Speaker 6: Well, my parents just owned me for getting tattoos. That's

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Speaker 6: not very religious. Actually, I like connecting with other Jews

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Speaker 6: Aren't Jewish, who are Jewish but they don't consider themselves Jewish.

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Speaker 2: How do your parents feel about the fact that you

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Speaker 7: Like?

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Speaker 2: How Jewish are they? Are they really Jewish?

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Speaker 6: No, we grew up reformed. Last time I went to

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Speaker 6: the synagogue was when I got vomitz bad. Well, actually

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Speaker 6: that's not true. I guess I had sex, but that

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Speaker 6: was for another bar mitzvah. Oh yeah, that's that's where

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Speaker 6: it was during a bar mitzvah, a synagogue. I should

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Speaker 6: have mentioned that when I was sixteen.

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Speaker 2: Why were you at when you were sixteen?

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Speaker 6: It was my family friends bar mitzvah, you know, during

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Speaker 2: Oh wait, you had sex with with someone in the

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Speaker 6: Yeah. Sorry, I'm a little anxious. If you cann't tell,

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Speaker 6: I'm nervous. But this is breaking up my monotonous life,

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Speaker 6: and I appreciate you for that, you know.

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Speaker 2: What, Gabby, I'm happy, but I'm happy that I could

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Speaker 2: be here, you know, as a scepter for this story

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Speaker 2: because it I mean I can tell that this story

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Speaker 6: Well, I very appreciate it.

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Speaker 2: Okay, how did this how did this logistically go down?

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Speaker 6: The sex in the in the bar Mitzvah service?

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Speaker 2: Yes, I mean, tell me every aspect of this story.

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Speaker 6: Okay, all right, let's start. Okay, So Josh, I've known

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Speaker 6: he went to We went to preschool together, and the

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Speaker 6: SAME's than of God. So you know, it's a long

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Speaker 6: time coming kind of thing, no pun intended, and you know,

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Speaker 6: sixteen year olds, you gotta do what you gotta do.

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Speaker 6: You know, we're friends, are texting, you know all that, Hey,

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Speaker 6: are you going to? I don't really want to name

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Speaker 6: the bar Mitzvah?

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Speaker 8: Yeah?

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Speaker 6: Yeah, let's let's sit next to each other, but the watch,

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Speaker 6: you know, together and you know, we went to the bathroom,

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Speaker 6: you know, the one that was far away, not the

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Speaker 6: I don't know the terms anymore, honestly, but far away

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Speaker 6: and yeah, the rest is history.

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Speaker 2: Was it in the bathroom.

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Speaker 6: Yeah during it actually, yeah he was because.

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Speaker 4: He was.

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Speaker 6: Yeah, we were in the service. You didn't take it off.

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Speaker 6: I mean it wasn't. It wasn't a handicaps stall. So

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Speaker 6: there there's enough room for us. Guys. Whoever think I'm

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Speaker 6: not under age. I'm turning twenty one October fourth.

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Speaker 2: Don't read the chat? It does it? Who cares about?

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Speaker 8: You know?

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Speaker 2: Who's watching this?

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Speaker 8: Yeah?

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Speaker 6: Well I think Jude goes to like Michigan. So all right,

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Speaker 6: get what what's your favorite part about being Jewish?

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Speaker 2: My favorite part about being Jewish is that I don't

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Speaker 2: know what my favorite part of being Jewish is. I

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Speaker 2: like the I like the soups and the salads that

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Speaker 6: Oh yeah, you like the dense mansile balls or the

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Speaker 2: I like the softer ones, you know, because I'm a

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Speaker 6: Yes, you need your mommy to chew it up for

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Speaker 2: She did my mom. Boy, what when I was younger,

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Speaker 2: my mom used to, you know, eat massa balls and

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Speaker 6: Oh, we have her passover for when you dip your

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Speaker 6: You know what, Yes, what's your prize when you find

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Speaker 6: the afie Comen.

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Speaker 2: Ten dollars?

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Speaker 8: That's it.

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Speaker 6: Yes, you know what my mom used to do.

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Speaker 1: She would me what your mom used to do. She

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Speaker 6: Kid in the family an Offie Comen like cover bag,

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Speaker 2: That ruins the competitive nature of finding the afric omen

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Speaker 2: and creates a world in which there are no winners

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Speaker 6: Oh, I thought it was sweet.

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Speaker 2: Well, Gabby, you know, look, thank you for confessing your sins.

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Speaker 2: Thank you for letting me know you know how terrible

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Speaker 2: And you know, look, I love you. I don't think

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Speaker 2: that our love is powerful enough to rise us from

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Speaker 6: All right, appreciate it.

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Speaker 2: Man, All right, Gabby, I love you. I'll talk to

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Speaker 2: you soon.

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Speaker 6: I love you.

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Speaker 9: Bye.

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Speaker 10: Hello, Hello, Hello.

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Speaker 1: How's the going?

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Speaker 2: You know it's going? All right? What you ever been to?

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Speaker 2: What are you? What are you doing right now?

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Speaker 1: I just got home and I'm laying.

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Speaker 2: On my couch where we're home from?

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Speaker 11: Where home from?

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Speaker 7: I got?

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Speaker 1: I got home from from going to dinner with my family.

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Speaker 1: I recently shaved off my hair and my eyebrows and

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Speaker 1: had never seen it. And when I went there, they

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Speaker 1: told me I looked like a serial killer.

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Speaker 11: And I was very flattered.

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Speaker 2: You were flattered? Does that is that? Was that your goal?

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Speaker 2: Did you want to look like a serial killer?

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Speaker 1: I think it's cool that, like at a full time job,

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Speaker 2: I do that sometimes. I try to. I yell at people,

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Speaker 1: That's actually very funny because there's this kid that I

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Speaker 1: Yeah. He he acts as if he's the center of attention.

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Speaker 12: Because the other day.

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Speaker 2: That person's issue. I would say, yeah, yeah.

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Speaker 1: And so he's been pulled multiple times not to do that,

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Speaker 2: So yeah, yeah, this is terrifying. What what? How many?

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Speaker 7: This is?

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Speaker 2: This is I might be the most warnings anyone has

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Speaker 1: Yes, welcome to Hunted House season.

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Speaker 11: It's a lot.

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Speaker 1: Especially Yeah.

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Speaker 2: Wait, so you're telling me this man is swinging on

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Speaker 2: All right, if you do that again, then you get

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Speaker 11: Basically.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, so like, well, so he's had a talk with

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Speaker 1: Yeah, the entire team.

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Speaker 2: There's entire team that just does chainsaws.

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Speaker 1: There's there's one guy and then like security that kind

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Speaker 2: I'm so bad. How the fuck has he gone this

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Speaker 2: long able to do this? Like that's that? I almost

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Speaker 2: I don't not like him. I mean, he's a fucking

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Speaker 2: crazy person. But the management, everyone and everyone involved in

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Speaker 2: What the hell are they doing? How are they allowing

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Speaker 2: this to happen? Well, it's like you guy's gonna rich

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Speaker 1: Well, we told him he could do it, and like

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Speaker 1: if he's standing far enough away from people, like at

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Speaker 1: there's like a there's like the metal part. There's no

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Speaker 2: So if it hits, if let's say he hits someone,

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Speaker 1: If he hits somebody, he could seriously hurt somebody.

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Speaker 2: Jesus Christ. Yeah, all right, so you're gonna you're gonna

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Speaker 12: And you know what's funny about this, this this man

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Speaker 2: Of the chain saw the command the thirties. Yeah, tell

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Speaker 1: I will, oh, I will.

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Speaker 2: Okay, So your grand plan? Can I give you a

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Speaker 2: different Can I suggest a different grand plan? And look,

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Speaker 2: I know you're gonna do what you're gonna.

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Speaker 7: Do, but.

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Speaker 2: Can I suggest alerting the highest power possible within the

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Speaker 1: Oh yeah, no, And it's it's definitely not like me

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Speaker 1: spreading rumors about him. It's him spreading rumors about other

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Speaker 1: But I definitely like mention it too.

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Speaker 2: You are you're you're concerningly unconcerned with the change. You're

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Speaker 8: Situations very strange.

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Speaker 1: It's like, I I do know that because he's been

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Speaker 1: doing it for years, Like we've we've been doing this

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Speaker 11: But it's just like he.

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Speaker 1: Continues to do the wrong thing, especially now since there's

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Speaker 11: And all that kind of stuff, and.

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Speaker 1: And it's yeah, so it's just getting to a point

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Speaker 2: Yeah, I you know, I don't like this guy either,

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Speaker 2: I'll sign yeah, yeah.

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Speaker 1: I really don't like him. And he has just been

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Speaker 1: somebody who I've known for like two years. He told

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Speaker 1: he's known him for years. Although he couldn't even mention

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Speaker 1: to me his name because he didn't know it.

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Speaker 2: What does someone have to do to make the owner

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Speaker 1: I have no idea. This man just told me he

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Speaker 1: came up with some like he called me some like

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Speaker 1: bullshit one liner that I've said in my like first

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Speaker 1: but that is just that is the absolute opposite of

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Speaker 2: I'm loving discovering how much like high school drama clubs,

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Speaker 2: haunted houses are.

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Speaker 1: Oh, it's fantastic. We can get into it.

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Speaker 11: Sure, I don't.

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Speaker 4: I don't.

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Speaker 2: I think I think that would have to be an

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Speaker 2: entire week of streams to uncover all these stories.

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Speaker 1: But honestly, you let me know, like a date in

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Speaker 1: the time, we'll plan something. I'll like, I'll like call in.

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Speaker 1: We'll make it like a podcast where we just talk

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Speaker 2: Oh, I'd love to hear that maybe on maybe on Halloween.

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Speaker 1: I would love that.

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Speaker 2: What'd you say your name was?

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Speaker 1: I'm just gonna go with Charles. We talked before, but

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Speaker 1: since I've disclosed some information, I'm gonna say my name

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Speaker 1: is Charles.

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Speaker 2: Well all right, spooky Charles. Thank you, thank you for

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Speaker 2: calling in and sharing that with us.

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Speaker 1: Thank you for having me.

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Speaker 2: Absolutely take take care and stay away from live chainsaws.

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Speaker 1: I will definitely try my my heart.

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Speaker 2: Please do all right, man, take care of have a

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Speaker 2: good name.

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Speaker 7: Have a good one.

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Speaker 1: Bye.

450
00:27:52,480 --> 00:28:00,720
Speaker 2: The guy's a psychopath, the chainsaw man. That's the most

451
00:28:01,000 --> 00:28:09,960
Speaker 2: dangerous theater kid of all time. That's how that's how

452
00:28:09,960 --> 00:28:12,160
Speaker 2: bad it can get, ladies and gentlemen. And next time

453
00:28:12,240 --> 00:28:16,520
Speaker 2: you see someone killing it at a high school play

454
00:28:19,240 --> 00:28:23,000
Speaker 2: or a high school musical or whatever, they could one

455
00:28:23,080 --> 00:28:26,320
Speaker 2: day turn into a thirty year old chainsaw wielding man

456
00:28:28,920 --> 00:28:29,720
Speaker 2: and kill people.

457
00:28:34,520 --> 00:28:42,560
Speaker 14: Call from Rebecca, Rebecca, I need.

458
00:28:42,480 --> 00:28:42,920
Speaker 4: You to help me.

459
00:28:43,680 --> 00:28:44,480
Speaker 14: Oh my god.

460
00:28:44,760 --> 00:28:47,920
Speaker 4: Okay, wait, why are you?

461
00:28:48,120 --> 00:28:53,760
Speaker 2: Why are you? You seem a little flustered. You seem

462
00:28:53,760 --> 00:28:54,480
Speaker 2: a little flustered.

463
00:28:55,200 --> 00:28:55,720
Speaker 1: A little bit.

464
00:28:57,160 --> 00:29:00,800
Speaker 2: I can give you some time, you see, sure?

465
00:29:01,560 --> 00:29:03,880
Speaker 14: Yeah, yeah, I talked to you before. This is like

466
00:29:03,960 --> 00:29:04,760
Speaker 14: I can talk of you.

467
00:29:06,080 --> 00:29:08,360
Speaker 2: What what did we talk about.

468
00:29:08,160 --> 00:29:10,640
Speaker 14: Before I painted a bird bath?

469
00:29:14,400 --> 00:29:18,760
Speaker 2: It was like a yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes

470
00:29:18,800 --> 00:29:21,880
Speaker 2: I remember this. You painted a bird bath for the

471
00:29:21,920 --> 00:29:27,320
Speaker 2: birds I finished. Are the birds bathing in it right now?

472
00:29:27,760 --> 00:29:28,880
Speaker 14: It's still in my kitchen?

473
00:29:33,200 --> 00:29:36,200
Speaker 2: What would you do if you saw birds, you know

474
00:29:36,200 --> 00:29:38,920
Speaker 2: how there's like make out hill or whatever?

475
00:29:39,480 --> 00:29:39,880
Speaker 14: Mm hmm.

476
00:29:40,560 --> 00:29:42,240
Speaker 2: What would you do if your bird bath became a

477
00:29:42,280 --> 00:29:46,120
Speaker 2: central hub for birds in your area to have forbidden sex?

478
00:29:47,080 --> 00:29:48,840
Speaker 2: Would you be alright with that? Or would you?

479
00:29:49,800 --> 00:29:51,800
Speaker 14: Yeah, as long as you pay admission, Yeah, I'm.

480
00:29:51,720 --> 00:29:59,760
Speaker 2: Totally you're not concerned with the moral implications of it.

481
00:30:00,600 --> 00:30:02,920
Speaker 14: I mean being safe about it?

482
00:30:03,320 --> 00:30:05,840
Speaker 4: No, a bit.

483
00:30:05,840 --> 00:30:07,120
Speaker 2: What does it mean to be safe about it?

484
00:30:08,760 --> 00:30:11,840
Speaker 14: I mean as long as they're not maybe a bunch

485
00:30:11,840 --> 00:30:13,200
Speaker 14: of baby birds in my house?

486
00:30:15,760 --> 00:30:19,120
Speaker 2: You know what you could do? What you could provide

487
00:30:19,720 --> 00:30:23,360
Speaker 2: a little dispenser or something like that. M h free

488
00:30:23,400 --> 00:30:31,680
Speaker 2: free uh free bird condoms, tiny little uh for a cute, little,

489
00:30:31,680 --> 00:30:32,760
Speaker 2: tiny little bird penis.

490
00:30:36,960 --> 00:30:43,160
Speaker 14: The birds actually have those. Say it again, the birds

491
00:30:43,160 --> 00:30:44,760
Speaker 14: actually have like tiny.

492
00:30:44,520 --> 00:30:48,840
Speaker 2: Little well, they're definitely they've got to be well, they're well, okay,

493
00:30:48,840 --> 00:30:53,360
Speaker 2: so birds are smaller than humans. So they're penises would

494
00:30:54,360 --> 00:30:56,840
Speaker 2: I guess proportionately be smaller than that of a human

495
00:30:56,880 --> 00:31:08,920
Speaker 2: Penis's true, they probably have smaller penises now what would

496
00:31:08,960 --> 00:31:10,280
Speaker 2: now what would you do if.

497
00:31:11,920 --> 00:31:12,240
Speaker 1: It got?

498
00:31:12,280 --> 00:31:14,440
Speaker 2: All right? So, all right, so you start letting birds

499
00:31:14,640 --> 00:31:18,040
Speaker 2: have sex in your backyard, but then within your backyard

500
00:31:18,080 --> 00:31:23,040
Speaker 2: becomes known as a place where all sin.

501
00:31:27,040 --> 00:31:27,280
Speaker 4: Is on.

502
00:31:28,200 --> 00:31:30,640
Speaker 14: Mm hmmm what with the birds?

503
00:31:31,160 --> 00:31:34,680
Speaker 2: So then so then okay, so then people are like, well, well, okay,

504
00:31:34,680 --> 00:31:37,480
Speaker 2: why don't we go why don't we start dealing drugs here?

505
00:31:37,560 --> 00:31:40,440
Speaker 2: And then this becomes kind of the spot, you know,

506
00:31:40,520 --> 00:31:43,200
Speaker 2: this becomes kind of the bird bath street corner.

507
00:31:43,760 --> 00:31:47,120
Speaker 14: Yeah, I mean, we'll be honest, that's not that's not

508
00:31:47,160 --> 00:31:49,080
Speaker 14: too far from how am I parking lot is?

509
00:31:54,080 --> 00:31:56,120
Speaker 2: Would you would you? Would you try to take a cut?

510
00:31:58,360 --> 00:31:58,520
Speaker 4: Oh?

511
00:31:58,680 --> 00:31:59,320
Speaker 11: Drug money?

512
00:31:59,440 --> 00:32:02,920
Speaker 8: No? Yeah?

513
00:32:02,920 --> 00:32:04,320
Speaker 2: What if it what if it was more of like

514
00:32:04,360 --> 00:32:05,600
Speaker 2: a brothel situation?

515
00:32:07,920 --> 00:32:08,720
Speaker 8: I don't need people?

516
00:32:12,120 --> 00:32:21,400
Speaker 2: What you know, were male birds paid or or female

517
00:32:21,440 --> 00:32:24,840
Speaker 2: birds or people paid to have sex with not well

518
00:32:24,880 --> 00:32:28,200
Speaker 2: not people. That would actually be pretty bad. If people

519
00:32:30,480 --> 00:32:34,240
Speaker 2: came to the bird bath and paid you money to

520
00:32:34,360 --> 00:32:35,120
Speaker 2: have sex with.

521
00:32:35,040 --> 00:32:37,640
Speaker 14: Your birds, that that's where we cross the line.

522
00:32:38,200 --> 00:32:41,520
Speaker 2: That would be Yeah, that would be across the line.

523
00:32:50,480 --> 00:32:51,320
Speaker 14: Answer your question.

524
00:32:53,080 --> 00:32:55,520
Speaker 2: You can ask me anything you want.

525
00:32:55,880 --> 00:32:58,840
Speaker 5: Rebecca, how are you?

526
00:32:59,280 --> 00:32:59,680
Speaker 1: How have you?

527
00:32:59,720 --> 00:32:59,880
Speaker 2: Then?

528
00:33:00,040 --> 00:33:04,240
Speaker 14: It's been a lot since I've watched your stream.

529
00:33:04,280 --> 00:33:05,920
Speaker 2: I'm okay, I'm all right.

530
00:33:07,280 --> 00:33:08,680
Speaker 14: You know, I'm feeling too confident that.

531
00:33:10,560 --> 00:33:14,040
Speaker 2: What is confidence? Really? Where has confidence got me? It's

532
00:33:14,040 --> 00:33:16,600
Speaker 2: got confidence has gotten me here, Rebecca, It's gotten me

533
00:33:16,680 --> 00:33:20,120
Speaker 2: talking to you wearing a giant green gecko costume in

534
00:33:20,120 --> 00:33:21,280
Speaker 2: the middle of New York City.

535
00:33:22,000 --> 00:33:22,600
Speaker 3: I like it.

536
00:33:22,880 --> 00:33:24,560
Speaker 14: I mean, you have been in New York City. It's

537
00:33:24,600 --> 00:33:25,640
Speaker 14: not too far off.

538
00:33:29,320 --> 00:33:30,920
Speaker 2: You there, could just walk around the streets.

539
00:33:30,680 --> 00:33:32,880
Speaker 3: In New York like this, Yeah, I would.

540
00:33:33,040 --> 00:33:33,320
Speaker 14: Why not?

541
00:33:38,800 --> 00:33:42,480
Speaker 2: Nobody's maybe that's maybe that's what's going and maybe that's

542
00:33:42,480 --> 00:33:46,360
Speaker 2: that's what's next for me is to to do that.

543
00:33:47,200 --> 00:33:51,040
Speaker 14: Actually, like live walking through New York City.

544
00:33:51,080 --> 00:33:51,800
Speaker 3: This is true.

545
00:33:52,640 --> 00:33:54,680
Speaker 1: You should. I don't think anyone's gonna care.

546
00:33:55,000 --> 00:33:56,840
Speaker 14: That's probably not the strangest thing I've ever seen in

547
00:33:56,880 --> 00:34:00,400
Speaker 14: New York City.

548
00:34:02,560 --> 00:34:03,640
Speaker 2: Well, it's happening, Rebecca.

549
00:34:03,680 --> 00:34:05,320
Speaker 3: I'm doing it, okay.

550
00:34:06,280 --> 00:34:09,040
Speaker 14: I would love to see that. I'm actually painting my

551
00:34:09,120 --> 00:34:11,960
Speaker 14: nails green just because you gave me the inspiration for

552
00:34:12,000 --> 00:34:12,600
Speaker 14: green today.

553
00:34:13,440 --> 00:34:16,080
Speaker 2: I'm I'm happy to hear that. I'm happy to hear

554
00:34:16,120 --> 00:34:23,000
Speaker 2: that I was able to inspire Rebecca.

555
00:34:23,840 --> 00:34:24,239
Speaker 11: Mm hmm.

556
00:34:24,960 --> 00:34:29,319
Speaker 2: You seem you seem like you got a good life

557
00:34:29,520 --> 00:34:37,279
Speaker 2: and and I love you too to the moon and

558
00:34:37,440 --> 00:34:43,480
Speaker 2: the stars and and uh, you know, good luck with

559
00:34:43,520 --> 00:34:49,600
Speaker 2: your bird bathing business. And I'll talk to you soon.

560
00:34:50,400 --> 00:34:58,360
Speaker 14: Okay, good night, Rebecca, Hey, goodnight.

561
00:35:00,080 --> 00:35:04,759
Speaker 4: M M.

562
00:35:09,960 --> 00:35:11,960
Speaker 2: Do you like hen Ti? I used to when I

563
00:35:12,120 --> 00:35:14,640
Speaker 2: was I've grown out of hen Tie, but I really

564
00:35:14,680 --> 00:35:16,440
Speaker 2: liked when I like when I was like in middle

565
00:35:16,440 --> 00:35:20,360
Speaker 2: school and I first kind of started getting into porn.

566
00:35:20,400 --> 00:35:22,840
Speaker 2: I was into HENTI like I would Google search, like

567
00:35:23,600 --> 00:35:28,239
Speaker 2: Samus Aaron from Brawl from Super Smash Brothers Naked, but

568
00:35:28,320 --> 00:35:29,520
Speaker 2: I but not since.

569
00:35:29,320 --> 00:35:47,560
Speaker 5: Now come from James, James, James can fire me?

570
00:35:48,480 --> 00:35:49,279
Speaker 4: James? Are you there?

571
00:35:50,280 --> 00:35:51,120
Speaker 10: Yes, I am here.

572
00:35:52,239 --> 00:35:53,560
Speaker 4: What's up? Best? That's gone?

573
00:35:54,520 --> 00:35:57,160
Speaker 10: I'm doing okay. You scare the ship out of me?

574
00:35:57,200 --> 00:35:57,359
Speaker 7: Though?

575
00:35:57,880 --> 00:35:59,239
Speaker 4: Why did I scare the ship out of you?

576
00:36:00,040 --> 00:36:02,879
Speaker 10: Because you're very quiet and I did not expect this.

577
00:36:04,000 --> 00:36:08,799
Speaker 4: Why is it more scary that I'm quiet than if

578
00:36:08,880 --> 00:36:09,640
Speaker 4: I were allowed.

579
00:36:11,239 --> 00:36:14,200
Speaker 10: I am here in my dark basement all alone.

580
00:36:16,960 --> 00:36:19,800
Speaker 4: Why are you alone in your basement right now?

581
00:36:21,480 --> 00:36:25,080
Speaker 10: That's because that's where my room is and my brother

582
00:36:25,160 --> 00:36:26,280
Speaker 10: is not here at the moment.

583
00:36:28,160 --> 00:36:30,000
Speaker 4: Do you like living in your basement?

584
00:36:31,320 --> 00:36:34,800
Speaker 10: I mean it's pretty cool, like, but The main problem

585
00:36:34,880 --> 00:36:39,080
Speaker 10: is at the temperature. In the winter, it's it's not

586
00:36:39,239 --> 00:36:42,600
Speaker 10: as a fuck, But in the summer it's cold. And

587
00:36:42,640 --> 00:36:43,839
Speaker 10: I'm phrasing all the time.

588
00:36:45,600 --> 00:36:48,200
Speaker 4: Why why is it hot in the winter and gold

589
00:36:48,280 --> 00:36:48,920
Speaker 4: in the summer?

590
00:36:49,920 --> 00:36:56,440
Speaker 10: There is right next to my room.

591
00:36:56,520 --> 00:36:57,880
Speaker 4: I think you need to get out of there. I

592
00:36:57,880 --> 00:36:59,799
Speaker 4: think you need to move. I think you gotta go

593
00:36:59,840 --> 00:37:00,520
Speaker 4: sowhere else.

594
00:37:02,160 --> 00:37:05,600
Speaker 10: My way I could, but with the current way that

595
00:37:05,760 --> 00:37:10,440
Speaker 10: my college is going through, I'm living with my parents.

596
00:37:11,760 --> 00:37:13,480
Speaker 4: I think you should drop out of college and I

597
00:37:13,480 --> 00:37:17,400
Speaker 4: think that you should move somewhere into Wait, what are

598
00:37:17,400 --> 00:37:18,239
Speaker 4: you going to college for?

599
00:37:19,440 --> 00:37:19,600
Speaker 7: Uh?

600
00:37:19,800 --> 00:37:20,919
Speaker 10: Network is bature list?

601
00:37:23,719 --> 00:37:24,080
Speaker 4: You work?

602
00:37:24,160 --> 00:37:28,320
Speaker 10: What I plan on being a network is bature list?

603
00:37:29,640 --> 00:37:34,040
Speaker 4: Oh, duke, are you excited to do that?

604
00:37:35,560 --> 00:37:37,960
Speaker 10: I mean, yeah, I've always wanted to be able to

605
00:37:38,200 --> 00:37:42,400
Speaker 10: work with the computers ever since I was little. And yeah,

606
00:37:42,440 --> 00:37:44,880
Speaker 10: it's just something i'd be able to do. Only go

607
00:37:44,960 --> 00:37:47,919
Speaker 10: to college for two years, just be over and done

608
00:37:47,920 --> 00:37:48,239
Speaker 10: with it.

609
00:37:51,360 --> 00:37:52,680
Speaker 4: That's that sounds kind of cool.

610
00:37:54,760 --> 00:37:56,360
Speaker 10: Then it kind of isn't.

611
00:37:56,400 --> 00:37:59,719
Speaker 4: But you know, I mean, it's cool except for the

612
00:37:59,760 --> 00:38:02,680
Speaker 4: park where you have to live in in a cold,

613
00:38:02,840 --> 00:38:04,680
Speaker 4: dark basement the entire time.

614
00:38:06,040 --> 00:38:07,600
Speaker 10: I mean it doesn't have to be dark. I just

615
00:38:07,600 --> 00:38:08,560
Speaker 10: have to driven on the light.

616
00:38:09,360 --> 00:38:11,160
Speaker 4: Do you want to draw the light?

617
00:38:11,840 --> 00:38:12,040
Speaker 7: Yeah?

618
00:38:12,480 --> 00:38:16,440
Speaker 3: Get me, let me say.

619
00:38:17,800 --> 00:38:18,279
Speaker 7: The lights on?

620
00:38:24,480 --> 00:38:29,239
Speaker 2: Mm hmmm, James, what how long were you in the

621
00:38:29,320 --> 00:38:34,799
Speaker 2: dark before? How long were you in the dark before that?

622
00:38:35,840 --> 00:38:40,080
Speaker 7: It's but ten, probably about maybe an hour or two.

623
00:38:40,120 --> 00:38:41,600
Speaker 7: I'm just here sitting on my computer.

624
00:38:42,360 --> 00:38:44,200
Speaker 2: What were you doing in the dark.

625
00:38:45,560 --> 00:38:49,600
Speaker 7: I'm just hearing at my computer. Why would I just

626
00:38:49,640 --> 00:38:52,160
Speaker 7: trying to avoid wasting as much electricity as I need?

627
00:38:52,200 --> 00:38:54,239
Speaker 7: I don't need to really see all that much.

628
00:38:58,200 --> 00:39:01,359
Speaker 2: God, damn it. Do you know the big corporations out

629
00:39:01,360 --> 00:39:05,279
Speaker 2: here using up all of our petroleum and shit have

630
00:39:05,440 --> 00:39:10,080
Speaker 2: convinced you that you need to suffer and sit in

631
00:39:10,120 --> 00:39:13,759
Speaker 2: the dark for our environment. It's really it's really, it's

632
00:39:13,760 --> 00:39:14,600
Speaker 2: really just sad.

633
00:39:15,760 --> 00:39:19,719
Speaker 7: I don't think it's an environment. We just fucking just

634
00:39:19,800 --> 00:39:23,680
Speaker 7: try to avoid wasting money. Helps me not get yelled at.

635
00:39:24,719 --> 00:39:27,840
Speaker 2: I think lights should be free, That's how God intended it.

636
00:39:28,200 --> 00:39:33,080
Speaker 7: That would be awesome if they were free. I swear

637
00:39:33,120 --> 00:39:35,920
Speaker 7: every time I turn on this like lamp on my desk,

638
00:39:36,040 --> 00:39:38,680
Speaker 7: I feel like I'm throwing one hundred dollars down the drain.

639
00:39:41,080 --> 00:39:42,799
Speaker 2: I don't think it should cost that much to turn

640
00:39:42,840 --> 00:39:44,319
Speaker 2: on your lamp. But that's just me.

641
00:39:44,400 --> 00:39:46,800
Speaker 7: I don't I don't think it is. I just assume

642
00:39:46,800 --> 00:39:47,080
Speaker 7: it is.

643
00:39:49,600 --> 00:39:52,040
Speaker 2: Hey, there's a fucking parade. Check that out. You see this?

644
00:39:52,080 --> 00:39:52,920
Speaker 2: You see this parade?

645
00:39:53,320 --> 00:39:56,319
Speaker 7: They're what are they parading for? Where's the band? I

646
00:39:56,360 --> 00:39:57,560
Speaker 7: want to band in the parade?

647
00:39:57,560 --> 00:39:59,520
Speaker 2: I want to I want to ban I want to

648
00:39:59,560 --> 00:40:00,680
Speaker 2: band in the parade too.

649
00:40:01,680 --> 00:40:05,160
Speaker 7: I'd be pretty epic. I mean, what are they even

650
00:40:05,200 --> 00:40:08,399
Speaker 7: parading for? Is it like? It'd be pretty I think

651
00:40:08,400 --> 00:40:11,960
Speaker 7: they're all pink balloons. So maybe cancer. I don't know,

652
00:40:13,920 --> 00:40:18,719
Speaker 7: that's a good guess you're going. I think ship they're

653
00:40:18,840 --> 00:40:20,680
Speaker 7: turning blue now, fuck, I don't know.

654
00:40:21,640 --> 00:40:24,000
Speaker 2: Maybe it's I mean, but there's a there's a blue cancer.

655
00:40:25,320 --> 00:40:28,080
Speaker 7: Is it? Is that like for guy cancer or something?

656
00:40:32,600 --> 00:40:36,880
Speaker 2: Uh? Well, now there's green. Hey, there's it's green.

657
00:40:37,080 --> 00:40:39,839
Speaker 7: Hey, it's it's for it's for gecko.

658
00:40:39,560 --> 00:40:41,520
Speaker 2: Cancer, for gecko cancer.

659
00:40:47,040 --> 00:40:47,680
Speaker 7: Spread aware.

660
00:40:49,360 --> 00:40:53,319
Speaker 2: Yeah of that. Not many people know about it because

661
00:40:53,320 --> 00:40:56,720
Speaker 2: it doesn't exist. And I think that something not existing

662
00:40:56,840 --> 00:40:58,560
Speaker 2: is not a good excuse for people to not be

663
00:40:58,600 --> 00:40:59,200
Speaker 2: aware of it.

664
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Speaker 7: I imagine there's there would be some sort of like

665
00:41:03,200 --> 00:41:07,120
Speaker 7: cancer and gets because like you know dogs could get cancer.

666
00:41:07,920 --> 00:41:15,000
Speaker 2: You know, now I'm thinking about dogs with cancer, James.

667
00:41:15,920 --> 00:41:21,120
Speaker 2: I and now and now I'm thinking about you sitting

668
00:41:21,160 --> 00:41:23,560
Speaker 2: in your dark basement thinking about dogs with cancer.

669
00:41:23,800 --> 00:41:29,200
Speaker 7: It's not dark anymore, but yeah.

670
00:41:29,960 --> 00:41:31,200
Speaker 2: Can you turn the light back off?

671
00:41:32,400 --> 00:41:33,440
Speaker 7: Yeah, give me a moment.

672
00:41:35,320 --> 00:41:45,680
Speaker 4: Okay, that light the back off, James. Yes, I think

673
00:41:45,880 --> 00:41:48,439
Speaker 4: that a dog having cancer is very sad.

674
00:41:49,239 --> 00:41:53,920
Speaker 10: It's very sad. It's very depressing.

675
00:41:57,040 --> 00:41:59,280
Speaker 4: Yeah, you know, I'm thinking about the family that loved

676
00:41:59,400 --> 00:41:59,800
Speaker 4: the dog.

677
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Speaker 3: You know, my one of my mom's is best friends.

678
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Speaker 3: I think her dog it might have been cancer, it

679
00:42:09,280 --> 00:42:12,080
Speaker 3: might have been something else. I think it was cancer

680
00:42:12,160 --> 00:42:15,640
Speaker 3: because he was struggling to like drink and eat. You

681
00:42:15,640 --> 00:42:18,399
Speaker 3: want to eat very much, you know. I was kind

682
00:42:18,400 --> 00:42:21,760
Speaker 3: of depressing with her or that whole ordeal.

683
00:42:27,239 --> 00:42:28,840
Speaker 4: I'm thinking about the dog going.

684
00:42:30,560 --> 00:42:36,160
Speaker 10: Mm hmmm, what do do do dog to make that noise?

685
00:42:37,400 --> 00:42:37,960
Speaker 5: Mm hmmm.

686
00:42:40,640 --> 00:42:44,200
Speaker 4: Probably not. They probably make a less stupid version of

687
00:42:44,200 --> 00:42:44,680
Speaker 4: that noise.

688
00:42:48,280 --> 00:42:48,320
Speaker 8: What?

689
00:42:49,000 --> 00:42:54,160
Speaker 7: Okay? All right?

690
00:42:54,280 --> 00:42:55,680
Speaker 4: You want to talk? You wanna.

691
00:43:01,040 --> 00:43:01,080
Speaker 8: What?

692
00:43:01,520 --> 00:43:02,760
Speaker 4: What should we do now?

693
00:43:04,600 --> 00:43:05,799
Speaker 10: I don't know what you are like.

694
00:43:07,239 --> 00:43:07,719
Speaker 4: I don't know.

695
00:43:12,239 --> 00:43:15,120
Speaker 10: I feel bad for everybody listening and talking about dead dogs.

696
00:43:15,160 --> 00:43:16,560
Speaker 7: Want to talk at something positive.

697
00:43:17,840 --> 00:43:23,400
Speaker 4: Okay, I agree, I'm sorry I triggered. Anyone wants to

698
00:43:23,400 --> 00:43:24,759
Speaker 4: talk with the dog thing.

699
00:43:28,480 --> 00:43:31,040
Speaker 10: I apologize, dude, yeah, and I feel bad.

700
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Speaker 4: James. You know what, man, I appreciate you calling in,

701
00:43:37,719 --> 00:43:43,799
Speaker 4: and I want to say one thing. Do you You

702
00:43:43,920 --> 00:43:45,680
Speaker 4: never have to apologize to me ever?

703
00:43:48,280 --> 00:43:49,480
Speaker 10: But what ado to like to do?

704
00:43:49,560 --> 00:43:50,160
Speaker 4: Something mean?

705
00:43:50,320 --> 00:43:50,400
Speaker 8: Like?

706
00:43:51,719 --> 00:43:54,839
Speaker 7: Uh? I don't know, it's fun like your get gos

707
00:43:54,840 --> 00:43:55,480
Speaker 7: either or something.

708
00:43:57,239 --> 00:44:00,640
Speaker 4: I'll accept it as the events that are current unfolding

709
00:44:00,640 --> 00:44:04,160
Speaker 4: in my life and I will stoically dredg forward whether

710
00:44:04,280 --> 00:44:06,600
Speaker 4: or not you offer me an apology.

711
00:44:07,719 --> 00:44:14,560
Speaker 10: Okay, I love you, James, I love you too. Get

712
00:44:15,040 --> 00:44:16,799
Speaker 10: I hope we get me again another time.

713
00:44:17,800 --> 00:44:20,520
Speaker 4: Absolutely, have a good night.

714
00:44:21,480 --> 00:44:26,040
Speaker 10: You do a good night, buddy.

715
00:44:31,000 --> 00:44:34,680
Speaker 2: Hey Hey, hey, it's me again. It's Lyle. It's the GEK.

716
00:44:35,320 --> 00:44:39,279
Speaker 2: How's it going. I just wanted to take a quick, brief,

717
00:44:40,040 --> 00:44:43,920
Speaker 2: ever so brief moment to say that if you are

718
00:44:44,080 --> 00:44:47,440
Speaker 2: enjoying the show, if you are having a good time,

719
00:44:47,480 --> 00:44:49,760
Speaker 2: if you like the podcast, if you like the stream,

720
00:44:50,360 --> 00:44:52,680
Speaker 2: if you like the little clips, and you want to

721
00:44:52,719 --> 00:44:56,320
Speaker 2: support you can head on over to patreon dot com,

722
00:44:56,360 --> 00:45:00,799
Speaker 2: slash Lyle forever and sign up for the Patreon patreons

723
00:45:00,840 --> 00:45:04,960
Speaker 2: get exclusive access to streams and content that I don't

724
00:45:05,000 --> 00:45:07,919
Speaker 2: trust other people with. They get access to the very

725
00:45:08,000 --> 00:45:14,440
Speaker 2: exclusive geck Legends discord server. In November, I think I

726
00:45:14,480 --> 00:45:17,640
Speaker 2: try to do at least one Patreon only stream a month,

727
00:45:17,960 --> 00:45:21,879
Speaker 2: and I believe the November first we're gonna go on

728
00:45:22,000 --> 00:45:25,640
Speaker 2: chat Roulette, which I can't do on Twitch because as

729
00:45:25,719 --> 00:45:27,440
Speaker 2: I don't know if you guys know anything about Omegle

730
00:45:27,960 --> 00:45:29,560
Speaker 2: or chat Rouletta or any of those sites. But like,

731
00:45:29,560 --> 00:45:32,239
Speaker 2: it's all just guys jacking off, So if I did

732
00:45:32,239 --> 00:45:34,480
Speaker 2: it on Twitch, I would get banned. So I'm gonna

733
00:45:34,480 --> 00:45:41,320
Speaker 2: do it on porn Hub only for the patreons. And yeah,

734
00:45:41,400 --> 00:45:44,479
Speaker 2: so if you like the show, if you want fun

735
00:45:44,480 --> 00:45:48,320
Speaker 2: little content like that, go ahead to patreon dot com,

736
00:45:48,360 --> 00:45:51,919
Speaker 2: slash lyle forever and I'll stop asking for money now.

737
00:45:52,280 --> 00:45:54,520
Speaker 2: And I love you and hail Satan, And back to

738
00:45:54,560 --> 00:45:55,120
Speaker 2: the show.

739
00:46:00,160 --> 00:46:02,280
Speaker 5: Call from Live.

740
00:46:05,200 --> 00:46:05,520
Speaker 2: Liz.

741
00:46:07,840 --> 00:46:11,120
Speaker 3: Yes, what are you?

742
00:46:11,160 --> 00:46:12,279
Speaker 2: What are you doing right now?

743
00:46:15,200 --> 00:46:16,000
Speaker 15: I'm laying in bed.

744
00:46:19,239 --> 00:46:26,919
Speaker 2: Do you think are you? Are you ridiculous?

745
00:46:26,960 --> 00:46:27,600
Speaker 15: Probably not.

746
00:46:29,280 --> 00:46:30,560
Speaker 1: Interesting, pretty conventional.

747
00:46:32,880 --> 00:46:35,040
Speaker 2: What I mean, what's the least ridiculous thing about you?

748
00:46:35,120 --> 00:46:36,840
Speaker 2: What do you think is the most normal thing that

749
00:46:36,880 --> 00:46:37,200
Speaker 2: you do?

750
00:46:45,040 --> 00:46:46,479
Speaker 14: God, what's the most normal thing?

751
00:46:46,680 --> 00:46:47,240
Speaker 15: I don't.

752
00:46:51,120 --> 00:46:52,439
Speaker 6: I like trash TV?

753
00:46:56,320 --> 00:46:56,520
Speaker 8: Is that?

754
00:46:58,000 --> 00:46:59,120
Speaker 2: What is trash TV?

755
00:47:00,760 --> 00:47:01,840
Speaker 15: Like reality TV?

756
00:47:03,320 --> 00:47:03,520
Speaker 4: Is that?

757
00:47:06,320 --> 00:47:07,400
Speaker 2: I guess that's pretty much like.

758
00:47:07,400 --> 00:47:08,279
Speaker 15: White Girls it is.

759
00:47:09,040 --> 00:47:10,919
Speaker 2: That's the most normal thing that you do?

760
00:47:14,360 --> 00:47:16,880
Speaker 15: Like, I guess depends what you mean by normal. Like

761
00:47:17,600 --> 00:47:21,600
Speaker 15: I breathe and I eat, that's pretty normal.

762
00:47:21,880 --> 00:47:24,200
Speaker 2: That is pretty normal. I would say that's more normal

763
00:47:24,200 --> 00:47:35,520
Speaker 2: than watching TV. Yeah, so in a way, what is so?

764
00:47:35,600 --> 00:47:39,920
Speaker 2: Maybe do you think that watching trash TV is maybe

765
00:47:39,960 --> 00:47:45,440
Speaker 2: the most ridiculous thing that you do? No, what is

766
00:47:45,480 --> 00:47:47,040
Speaker 2: the most ridiculous thing that you do?

767
00:47:51,040 --> 00:47:57,480
Speaker 15: I don't do anything ridiculous. I don't know, you know,

768
00:47:57,960 --> 00:47:59,480
Speaker 15: everything I do is pretty normal.

769
00:48:00,040 --> 00:48:00,239
Speaker 4: Kah.

770
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Speaker 2: I was thinking about this the other day. I think

771
00:48:03,239 --> 00:48:06,640
Speaker 2: it might be possible that someone can be so normal,

772
00:48:08,280 --> 00:48:11,600
Speaker 2: someone can be so Yeah, that's it's almost a little

773
00:48:11,680 --> 00:48:13,120
Speaker 2: ridiculous how normal you are.

774
00:48:16,440 --> 00:48:19,200
Speaker 15: Yeah, it's just hard because anything that I would have

775
00:48:19,320 --> 00:48:24,040
Speaker 15: done that would seem like odd is just like I

776
00:48:24,200 --> 00:48:25,280
Speaker 15: can't do it with COVID.

777
00:48:27,280 --> 00:48:29,160
Speaker 2: All right, what's the worst what is the.

778
00:48:32,360 --> 00:48:32,600
Speaker 7: What?

779
00:48:33,400 --> 00:48:35,319
Speaker 2: Okay, what what ridiculous thing would you want to do

780
00:48:35,360 --> 00:48:37,720
Speaker 2: if you had COVID? If you did there was no COVID.

781
00:48:41,280 --> 00:48:41,640
Speaker 8: I don't know.

782
00:48:41,880 --> 00:48:44,840
Speaker 15: Before COVID I was. I was taking some burlesque classes

783
00:48:44,840 --> 00:48:46,160
Speaker 15: and I learned how to tassle the world.

784
00:48:46,840 --> 00:48:48,719
Speaker 2: That's ridiculous.

785
00:48:50,200 --> 00:48:52,600
Speaker 15: Yeah, but I mean I guess I still technically can,

786
00:48:55,640 --> 00:48:59,880
Speaker 15: but I can't pursue that avenue of performance.

787
00:49:00,040 --> 00:49:02,600
Speaker 2: I mean well, I mean well, I mean you don't

788
00:49:02,600 --> 00:49:04,000
Speaker 2: need to. I mean, do you ever do you ever

789
00:49:04,120 --> 00:49:09,240
Speaker 2: just do that, like just alone? Yeah, that's a little

790
00:49:09,360 --> 00:49:14,280
Speaker 2: ridiculous to just tassle twirl in your house alone.

791
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Speaker 15: I've only done that like one that the frequency is irrelevant.

792
00:49:21,480 --> 00:49:21,640
Speaker 4: Yea.

793
00:49:23,680 --> 00:49:26,640
Speaker 15: So because of that one instance, I am now ridiculous.

794
00:49:26,880 --> 00:49:29,239
Speaker 2: I'm not, No, I'm just saying that that is that

795
00:49:29,440 --> 00:49:34,680
Speaker 2: one instance is might is a ridiculous thing that you

796
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Speaker 2: have done.

797
00:49:37,120 --> 00:49:37,720
Speaker 8: Mm hmm.

798
00:49:41,960 --> 00:49:43,480
Speaker 2: So lazy. I want you to know that if you

799
00:49:43,520 --> 00:49:45,359
Speaker 2: wanted to, and it doesn't sound like you want to,

800
00:49:46,160 --> 00:49:47,800
Speaker 2: but you could be ridiculous.

801
00:49:51,480 --> 00:49:52,040
Speaker 1: I could be.

802
00:49:56,719 --> 00:50:02,439
Speaker 2: Yes, Wow, what are you doing right now?

803
00:50:05,640 --> 00:50:05,799
Speaker 9: Uh?

804
00:50:06,640 --> 00:50:08,399
Speaker 15: I'm trying to figure out what I want to eat

805
00:50:08,440 --> 00:50:10,520
Speaker 15: for dinners? This is this is what I wanted to talk.

806
00:50:10,360 --> 00:50:10,960
Speaker 1: To you about.

807
00:50:12,440 --> 00:50:18,320
Speaker 15: So I've been talking to this guy I met through tender,

808
00:50:18,920 --> 00:50:22,640
Speaker 15: but he seems like really insecure about his body and

809
00:50:23,200 --> 00:50:26,840
Speaker 15: is on some weird like grilled chicken hype or I

810
00:50:26,880 --> 00:50:35,320
Speaker 15: guess he eats like exclusively grilled chicken and he's coming

811
00:50:35,320 --> 00:50:38,719
Speaker 15: over and like bringing his fucking chicken, but I just

812
00:50:38,760 --> 00:50:39,440
Speaker 15: want pizza.

813
00:50:40,200 --> 00:50:41,520
Speaker 14: But he's like so.

814
00:50:41,320 --> 00:50:44,839
Speaker 15: Insecure about himself that I feel like really uncomfortable eating

815
00:50:44,840 --> 00:50:49,480
Speaker 15: pizza around him.

816
00:50:49,719 --> 00:50:50,960
Speaker 2: Yeah, I think I don't think you should go on

817
00:50:51,000 --> 00:50:51,719
Speaker 2: the date with this guy.

818
00:50:53,160 --> 00:50:55,319
Speaker 15: Well, he's like, it's not really a date. We're gonna

819
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Speaker 15: just watch a documentary. I guess it's kind of a

820
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Speaker 15: date modern date.

821
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Speaker 2: I don't think you should see this guy because you

822
00:51:05,239 --> 00:51:08,200
Speaker 2: already because I think that because I think that if

823
00:51:08,239 --> 00:51:13,000
Speaker 2: you disagree with him on something, as you know, sort

824
00:51:13,040 --> 00:51:14,919
Speaker 2: of still I don't.

825
00:51:16,080 --> 00:51:18,520
Speaker 15: He wants to be healthier, and like I want to

826
00:51:18,560 --> 00:51:21,600
Speaker 15: support that, but at the same time, like I've also

827
00:51:21,640 --> 00:51:24,759
Speaker 15: had my own body issues and I feel like him

828
00:51:24,920 --> 00:51:28,640
Speaker 15: constantly talking about it and like bringing his bucking chicken

829
00:51:28,680 --> 00:51:30,960
Speaker 15: over is just like making it.

830
00:51:31,680 --> 00:51:34,200
Speaker 2: Listen, you're already mad at this guy you have you

831
00:51:34,239 --> 00:51:37,879
Speaker 2: haven't even met this guy yet, and you're a kissed off.

832
00:51:39,080 --> 00:51:41,200
Speaker 2: You already don't like him, and you why would you

833
00:51:41,239 --> 00:51:42,879
Speaker 2: go on a date with this guy. You clearly don't

834
00:51:42,960 --> 00:51:43,160
Speaker 2: like it.

835
00:51:45,239 --> 00:51:46,240
Speaker 15: Because I'm lonely.

836
00:51:47,360 --> 00:51:54,400
Speaker 2: That's not a good enough reason, though, is it. No,

837
00:51:55,520 --> 00:51:58,239
Speaker 2: I think you hate this grilled chicken man. I can

838
00:51:58,280 --> 00:52:00,799
Speaker 2: tell in your voice that you really do not like

839
00:52:00,840 --> 00:52:04,680
Speaker 2: this guy. I think that you could find a different

840
00:52:04,680 --> 00:52:08,920
Speaker 2: thing to do to help your loneliness, then to go

841
00:52:08,960 --> 00:52:11,279
Speaker 2: on days so people that you don't like. Do you

842
00:52:11,280 --> 00:52:12,000
Speaker 2: have any friends?

843
00:52:12,360 --> 00:52:14,279
Speaker 15: I don't know how?

844
00:52:14,920 --> 00:52:15,520
Speaker 12: See this is?

845
00:52:15,560 --> 00:52:17,600
Speaker 15: This is, you know, the even bigger problem though.

846
00:52:17,600 --> 00:52:19,600
Speaker 1: I just moved to this.

847
00:52:19,560 --> 00:52:25,560
Speaker 15: New place and I literally don't have friends. I have

848
00:52:25,640 --> 00:52:30,279
Speaker 15: roommates that are international and like actively ignore me.

849
00:52:31,480 --> 00:52:32,440
Speaker 1: And it's COVID.

850
00:52:33,000 --> 00:52:34,680
Speaker 15: What do you have any hobb Like the only people

851
00:52:34,719 --> 00:52:35,720
Speaker 15: have met have been on Tinder.

852
00:52:37,480 --> 00:52:38,320
Speaker 2: Do you have any hobbies?

853
00:52:40,200 --> 00:52:40,800
Speaker 14: I have hobbies?

854
00:52:40,880 --> 00:52:44,520
Speaker 2: Yeah, less duber less or less.

855
00:52:46,040 --> 00:52:46,279
Speaker 1: Yeah.

856
00:52:46,560 --> 00:52:49,160
Speaker 2: Start a b or less club in your city and

857
00:52:49,239 --> 00:52:54,759
Speaker 2: do less do like socially distanced or lesque club. And

858
00:52:54,760 --> 00:52:56,200
Speaker 2: then when you're the head of bur less club, you're

859
00:52:56,239 --> 00:52:58,680
Speaker 2: gonna meet all these other burlesque dancers and you're gonna

860
00:52:58,640 --> 00:53:03,799
Speaker 2: become friends with them. Okay, that's by the way, that's

861
00:53:03,840 --> 00:53:06,359
Speaker 2: an actual suggestion. That's I feel like I have. I

862
00:53:06,360 --> 00:53:08,040
Speaker 2: I actually I actually do believe that the key to

863
00:53:08,080 --> 00:53:11,880
Speaker 2: making friends is to starting clubs, because you literally go

864
00:53:11,880 --> 00:53:13,879
Speaker 2: to meetup dot com and you start a bar less

865
00:53:13,920 --> 00:53:16,279
Speaker 2: group and you go on Facebook and ship and then

866
00:53:16,320 --> 00:53:22,800
Speaker 2: that'll be your friends. I would do that with guys

867
00:53:22,800 --> 00:53:27,000
Speaker 2: that you hate who have grilled chicken, so.

868
00:53:27,040 --> 00:53:28,400
Speaker 14: You start your own clubs.

869
00:53:28,760 --> 00:53:41,200
Speaker 2: Yes, okay, Liz yep, I wish you good luck, and

870
00:53:41,239 --> 00:53:42,880
Speaker 2: I and I and I and I think that you

871
00:53:42,920 --> 00:53:46,239
Speaker 2: should do that. I think, you know, look, it'll be Look,

872
00:53:46,280 --> 00:53:49,279
Speaker 2: it's wait. Look, I'm gonna look. Hanging out with grilled

873
00:53:49,360 --> 00:53:51,640
Speaker 2: chicken guy way easier than starting a bur lesque club

874
00:53:51,920 --> 00:53:55,120
Speaker 2: hundred percent. But you're gonna hate it. You're gonna hate

875
00:53:55,120 --> 00:53:57,400
Speaker 2: every second of it because you hate this guy so

876
00:53:57,600 --> 00:54:01,280
Speaker 2: much and you hate him and you hate his chicken,

877
00:54:03,160 --> 00:54:05,120
Speaker 2: and you want him to die. I can tell. I

878
00:54:05,160 --> 00:54:07,640
Speaker 2: can tell that you are actively wishing for this man's death.

879
00:54:08,000 --> 00:54:10,360
Speaker 2: And I think that instead of doing that, you should

880
00:54:10,360 --> 00:54:15,600
Speaker 2: start up or less club and make new friends. Even

881
00:54:18,360 --> 00:54:20,480
Speaker 2: is it genuine I know, I know which I know

882
00:54:20,520 --> 00:54:22,719
Speaker 2: that this is ridiculous, This is a gecko man on

883
00:54:22,760 --> 00:54:24,480
Speaker 2: the internet telling you do this, But I actually genuinely

884
00:54:24,480 --> 00:54:26,160
Speaker 2: think you should do it because I think you will

885
00:54:26,200 --> 00:54:28,520
Speaker 2: make new friends in this new area.

886
00:54:31,120 --> 00:54:32,440
Speaker 14: All right, I'll give it a shot.

887
00:54:32,880 --> 00:54:34,919
Speaker 2: Alight, I'll talk to you soon.

888
00:54:35,600 --> 00:54:36,279
Speaker 14: Thank you, I.

889
00:54:36,280 --> 00:54:36,799
Speaker 4: Love you too.

890
00:54:37,440 --> 00:54:38,040
Speaker 2: Good Night.

891
00:54:45,719 --> 00:54:48,040
Speaker 5: Home from Logan.

892
00:54:50,880 --> 00:54:55,279
Speaker 8: Logan, Yo therapy.

893
00:54:55,840 --> 00:54:56,560
Speaker 2: What's up, Logan?

894
00:54:57,120 --> 00:54:59,400
Speaker 8: Did I get through my live on the stream?

895
00:54:59,760 --> 00:55:03,440
Speaker 2: Yeah, it doesn't matter whether who's live on the stream

896
00:55:03,960 --> 00:55:06,680
Speaker 2: or just you know. I mean, we can do this.

897
00:55:08,280 --> 00:55:09,200
Speaker 2: We can just be a sorry.

898
00:55:10,080 --> 00:55:12,359
Speaker 8: Yeah, I guess so. I mean, hey, it's probably more

899
00:55:12,400 --> 00:55:14,319
Speaker 8: comfortable for me if we're just in a room. But

900
00:55:15,280 --> 00:55:17,439
Speaker 8: I kind of know i'm live on the stream because

901
00:55:17,440 --> 00:55:19,600
Speaker 8: I was just watching the stream before I called five

902
00:55:19,600 --> 00:55:21,920
Speaker 8: minutes ago. So I'm glad to be on the street.

903
00:55:22,000 --> 00:55:23,160
Speaker 8: But anyways, how's it going?

904
00:55:25,880 --> 00:55:27,080
Speaker 2: Are you ridiculous? Logan?

905
00:55:28,160 --> 00:55:30,440
Speaker 8: You asked that to the last guy, the captain. That's

906
00:55:30,480 --> 00:55:33,399
Speaker 8: the last one I was listening to. I think there

907
00:55:33,400 --> 00:55:36,480
Speaker 8: are many ways that I'm ridiculous. I'm not trying to

908
00:55:36,480 --> 00:55:38,680
Speaker 8: be ridiculous right now, so I hope I'm not coming

909
00:55:38,760 --> 00:55:39,520
Speaker 8: across that way.

910
00:55:40,239 --> 00:55:43,080
Speaker 2: No, that's fine. Look, if you're trying, well, what do

911
00:55:43,120 --> 00:55:44,960
Speaker 2: you what are you like when you are trying to

912
00:55:44,960 --> 00:55:48,359
Speaker 2: be ridiculous? Let's say you wanted to actively be ridiculous.

913
00:55:49,280 --> 00:55:51,080
Speaker 8: I think some of the things that I do can

914
00:55:51,120 --> 00:55:58,320
Speaker 8: be considered ridiculous. Like, for example, you know, the reason

915
00:55:58,360 --> 00:56:00,840
Speaker 8: I'm calling you today might be ridiculous.

916
00:56:02,080 --> 00:56:03,440
Speaker 2: What's the reason you're calling me tonight?

917
00:56:04,320 --> 00:56:07,000
Speaker 8: So the reason I'm calling you is I don't even know,

918
00:56:07,080 --> 00:56:09,520
Speaker 8: Like is this are you? Like? Do you really give

919
00:56:09,719 --> 00:56:12,440
Speaker 8: therapy and advice? Because everything I've seen was people prank

920
00:56:12,480 --> 00:56:14,760
Speaker 8: calling or like you're just kind of struggling with people,

921
00:56:14,800 --> 00:56:18,040
Speaker 8: but I've never really seen much of your show.

922
00:56:18,640 --> 00:56:19,560
Speaker 7: Is this real?

923
00:56:20,480 --> 00:56:22,879
Speaker 8: Like, are people really supposed to call for advice from

924
00:56:22,920 --> 00:56:25,120
Speaker 8: the therapy get Go? Because that's what I'm doing. That

925
00:56:25,239 --> 00:56:26,640
Speaker 8: is that what this is supposed to be about?

926
00:56:27,200 --> 00:56:30,000
Speaker 2: You know, I feel like there's not there is no

927
00:56:30,120 --> 00:56:32,080
Speaker 2: such thing as anything that there is that this is

928
00:56:32,080 --> 00:56:32,719
Speaker 2: supposed to be.

929
00:56:33,440 --> 00:56:37,520
Speaker 8: I can appreciate that. So what I think it should

930
00:56:37,560 --> 00:56:41,640
Speaker 8: be is people who would never actually go to therapy

931
00:56:41,840 --> 00:56:45,160
Speaker 8: and would rather call a guy dressed like a get

932
00:56:45,200 --> 00:56:49,200
Speaker 8: go on the internet and do therapy with him. That's

933
00:56:49,239 --> 00:56:51,040
Speaker 8: what I think it should be about. So that's what

934
00:56:51,080 --> 00:56:53,960
Speaker 8: I wanted to be about for me. So my question

935
00:56:54,080 --> 00:56:59,200
Speaker 8: to my therapist get Go, is about this relationship that

936
00:56:59,200 --> 00:57:02,200
Speaker 8: I'm in right just kind of starting out with this

937
00:57:02,280 --> 00:57:10,080
Speaker 8: girl who I'm really attracted to physically and somewhat emotionally.

938
00:57:10,280 --> 00:57:16,560
Speaker 8: But the difficulty I'm having is that she almost seems

939
00:57:16,600 --> 00:57:20,280
Speaker 8: to have no personality. But I don't believe that she

940
00:57:20,320 --> 00:57:23,760
Speaker 8: doesn't have a personality. I think maybe she's just really

941
00:57:23,800 --> 00:57:27,360
Speaker 8: shy and kind of nervous because we've only been talking

942
00:57:27,400 --> 00:57:30,480
Speaker 8: to each other for a relatively short period of time.

943
00:57:31,240 --> 00:57:34,160
Speaker 8: So how do I know if I should continue to

944
00:57:34,240 --> 00:57:38,600
Speaker 8: invest my time and energy with this human being who

945
00:57:38,680 --> 00:57:41,640
Speaker 8: maybe doesn't even have much of a personality at all.

946
00:57:41,800 --> 00:57:44,040
Speaker 8: And I think that from our short conversation, you can

947
00:57:44,080 --> 00:57:47,920
Speaker 8: tell that I'm interested in people, and interested in people

948
00:57:47,960 --> 00:57:53,320
Speaker 8: who have some substance to them, So how do I

949
00:57:53,320 --> 00:57:54,120
Speaker 8: know what I'm doing?

950
00:57:55,160 --> 00:57:59,720
Speaker 2: So you feel like this person might have some substance

951
00:57:59,760 --> 00:58:01,680
Speaker 2: to that, but that they just haven't revealed it to

952
00:58:01,720 --> 00:58:03,520
Speaker 2: you yet because you're too.

953
00:58:03,400 --> 00:58:07,960
Speaker 8: Shy, correct, Yeah, Yeah, And like, I mean, there's something

954
00:58:08,200 --> 00:58:12,000
Speaker 8: other than the physical attraction that's really attractive here, and

955
00:58:12,040 --> 00:58:15,400
Speaker 8: I don't know exactly what that is, and so I

956
00:58:15,520 --> 00:58:18,480
Speaker 8: kind of want to put in the effort, but I

957
00:58:18,520 --> 00:58:21,200
Speaker 8: don't know if it's worth it, because you know, I've

958
00:58:21,200 --> 00:58:24,840
Speaker 8: been talking to her for like two months, let's say,

959
00:58:25,120 --> 00:58:28,280
Speaker 8: on the phone. Mostly we've met like a handful of times.

960
00:58:28,280 --> 00:58:30,560
Speaker 8: Because of the whole COVID thing, we like, you know,

961
00:58:30,720 --> 00:58:34,160
Speaker 8: haven't really met much, but we've spent quite a bit

962
00:58:34,200 --> 00:58:37,360
Speaker 8: of time on the phone. But I'm constantly carrying the

963
00:58:37,360 --> 00:58:42,240
Speaker 8: conversation and that's not that's not really common for me in.

964
00:58:42,200 --> 00:58:42,840
Speaker 11: The first place.

965
00:58:42,920 --> 00:58:50,320
Speaker 13: But yeah, you know, honestly, yeah, I actually do think that,

966
00:58:52,560 --> 00:58:59,240
Speaker 13: you know, if she's not like, how much do you value.

967
00:58:58,920 --> 00:59:02,440
Speaker 2: Open this in the people that you talk to huge?

968
00:59:03,080 --> 00:59:05,200
Speaker 2: If she's not displaying that, then it sounds like she's

969
00:59:05,200 --> 00:59:09,440
Speaker 2: not displaying the trait that you value. And then, uh,

970
00:59:09,640 --> 00:59:11,520
Speaker 2: I mean if you talked a lot, how if you've

971
00:59:11,520 --> 00:59:13,919
Speaker 2: been talking for like days on the phone and you've

972
00:59:13,920 --> 00:59:16,800
Speaker 2: met in person and you still feel like they haven't

973
00:59:16,840 --> 00:59:18,960
Speaker 2: revealed something to you, then they might just be shy,

974
00:59:19,600 --> 00:59:21,640
Speaker 2: which is fine on them. But I mean, you do

975
00:59:21,720 --> 00:59:23,720
Speaker 2: seem like you're very interested in people, and it does

976
00:59:23,760 --> 00:59:25,720
Speaker 2: seem like you're carrying a brunt of the conversation. I

977
00:59:25,720 --> 00:59:30,120
Speaker 2: don't see why you should expect that to change, you know,

978
00:59:31,320 --> 00:59:33,680
Speaker 2: I think there I think there is like a lot

979
00:59:33,720 --> 00:59:37,880
Speaker 2: that you can gleam out of first impressions you know

980
00:59:38,000 --> 00:59:40,040
Speaker 2: more than you could give. Then I feel like you're

981
00:59:40,080 --> 00:59:40,880
Speaker 2: giving credit.

982
00:59:40,600 --> 00:59:45,720
Speaker 8: To Yeah, I'm kind of worrying that that's exactly what's happening.

983
00:59:47,120 --> 00:59:48,560
Speaker 2: Well, I don't think you should be worried. I mean,

984
00:59:48,560 --> 00:59:51,200
Speaker 2: it's just you know, I mean, look, at the end

985
00:59:51,200 --> 00:59:53,760
Speaker 2: of the day, if you're just physically attracted to this person,

986
00:59:54,240 --> 00:59:56,840
Speaker 2: then you know, I mean, you don't have to date

987
00:59:56,880 --> 00:59:59,680
Speaker 2: them as long as you're you're clear about your intentions

988
00:59:59,720 --> 01:00:03,240
Speaker 2: and her intentions match up with yours and everyone's on

989
01:00:03,280 --> 01:00:05,439
Speaker 2: the same page. You know, you could you could say

990
01:00:05,480 --> 01:00:05,760
Speaker 2: that up.

991
01:00:05,840 --> 01:00:08,240
Speaker 8: Yeah, but I'm not interested in that, like at all,

992
01:00:08,360 --> 01:00:13,000
Speaker 8: Like I want a real relationship. But yeah, what I

993
01:00:13,040 --> 01:00:15,520
Speaker 8: mean when I say that I'm worried about I'm worried

994
01:00:15,600 --> 01:00:18,320
Speaker 8: that I that that that might be what I'm doing.

995
01:00:18,320 --> 01:00:21,400
Speaker 8: And you kind of mentioned that, you know, there's no

996
01:00:21,440 --> 01:00:24,080
Speaker 8: real reason that I would expect I should expect them

997
01:00:24,120 --> 01:00:26,320
Speaker 8: to change if that's if they're kind of showing me

998
01:00:26,360 --> 01:00:31,000
Speaker 8: who they are. And I feel I think I might

999
01:00:31,040 --> 01:00:33,680
Speaker 8: be secretly kind of hoping that this is going to

1000
01:00:34,160 --> 01:00:38,280
Speaker 8: change over time, and I honestly believe that it might.

1001
01:00:38,440 --> 01:00:39,080
Speaker 8: But I don't know.

1002
01:00:40,200 --> 01:00:41,280
Speaker 4: I don't know, dude.

1003
01:00:41,320 --> 01:00:42,960
Speaker 2: I almost I almost feel like this is like a

1004
01:00:43,040 --> 01:00:47,080
Speaker 2: microcosm for even something that would happen like later in relationships,

1005
01:00:47,480 --> 01:00:50,000
Speaker 2: you know, where you're like, yeah, so you're like dating

1006
01:00:50,040 --> 01:00:52,680
Speaker 2: someone and you're like, well, once I marry them, I

1007
01:00:52,720 --> 01:00:55,000
Speaker 2: can change this about them, or like maybe if I wait,

1008
01:00:55,040 --> 01:00:57,760
Speaker 2: they'll change, you know. I mean this probably happens to

1009
01:00:57,800 --> 01:01:01,919
Speaker 2: people who are like, you know, deep into relationships. It's

1010
01:01:01,960 --> 01:01:05,640
Speaker 2: just like you're you're projecting your expectations onto this person

1011
01:01:06,200 --> 01:01:08,440
Speaker 2: as opposed to seeing them for who they're showing you,

1012
01:01:09,200 --> 01:01:11,480
Speaker 2: who they are shoving to you themselves to be.

1013
01:01:12,920 --> 01:01:17,160
Speaker 8: Yeah, which I think might be an accurate and accurate

1014
01:01:17,240 --> 01:01:22,000
Speaker 8: criticism to how I maybe approach relationships generally. I think

1015
01:01:22,040 --> 01:01:24,160
Speaker 8: that I think that might be accurate.

1016
01:01:26,320 --> 01:01:29,240
Speaker 2: Yeah, But I mean, look, keep it's good. I think

1017
01:01:29,240 --> 01:01:31,320
Speaker 2: it's good that you know what you want, you know

1018
01:01:31,360 --> 01:01:33,360
Speaker 2: what you value. That's more. That's more than a lot

1019
01:01:33,360 --> 01:01:35,800
Speaker 2: of a lot of people can say. You know, so

1020
01:01:35,920 --> 01:01:37,760
Speaker 2: like look look out for that, look out for like

1021
01:01:37,920 --> 01:01:41,280
Speaker 2: when you're having conversations with people, you know this is good.

1022
01:01:41,320 --> 01:01:43,720
Speaker 2: This allows you to filter out through people quickly who

1023
01:01:43,800 --> 01:01:46,600
Speaker 2: you might not be compatible with. And it's good for

1024
01:01:46,640 --> 01:01:51,080
Speaker 2: her too, because you know she doesn't want to waste

1025
01:01:51,080 --> 01:01:54,040
Speaker 2: her time. You know, you don't want to waste her time.

1026
01:01:54,880 --> 01:01:57,040
Speaker 2: You know, if you guys aren't compatible, you're not compatible,

1027
01:01:57,040 --> 01:01:59,480
Speaker 2: you don't have to keep waiting, you know. So I

1028
01:01:59,480 --> 01:02:02,440
Speaker 2: would just keep going on on more dates and eventually,

1029
01:02:03,080 --> 01:02:07,360
Speaker 2: you know, through sheer frequency, you will find someone who

1030
01:02:07,400 --> 01:02:09,040
Speaker 2: matches up with with what you're looking for.

1031
01:02:09,840 --> 01:02:15,240
Speaker 8: Yeah, hopefully. It's tricky. It's uh tricky for all the

1032
01:02:15,480 --> 01:02:18,320
Speaker 8: all of all of the stars to align. You know,

1033
01:02:18,360 --> 01:02:22,440
Speaker 8: it's really tricky because I've been with several you know,

1034
01:02:22,520 --> 01:02:27,320
Speaker 8: I've been single for about too maybe two years, two

1035
01:02:27,400 --> 01:02:30,400
Speaker 8: or two and a half years, let's say, And I've

1036
01:02:30,480 --> 01:02:33,320
Speaker 8: dated quite a bit, and I've tried to kind of

1037
01:02:33,720 --> 01:02:37,640
Speaker 8: expand my horizons with who I'm dating and you know,

1038
01:02:37,720 --> 01:02:43,080
Speaker 8: give a more broad fish with a bigger net, let's say.

1039
01:02:43,520 --> 01:02:50,240
Speaker 2: And yeah, you're trying to open up your sort of

1040
01:02:50,480 --> 01:02:52,960
Speaker 2: what what it is you're looking for, you know, the

1041
01:02:53,000 --> 01:02:53,960
Speaker 2: type of person, you.

1042
01:02:53,920 --> 01:02:57,840
Speaker 8: Know, more people, the opportunity to try and you know,

1043
01:02:57,960 --> 01:03:00,439
Speaker 8: to see what, yeah, to give like you know, because

1044
01:03:00,440 --> 01:03:04,160
Speaker 8: I think before in my earlier in life, I was

1045
01:03:04,360 --> 01:03:07,320
Speaker 8: very specific as to what I thought I wanted, and

1046
01:03:07,440 --> 01:03:11,040
Speaker 8: I wouldn't really date anyone outside of that kind of demographic,

1047
01:03:11,120 --> 01:03:14,920
Speaker 8: let's call it. So recently, I've been trying to, like,

1048
01:03:15,000 --> 01:03:19,160
Speaker 8: you know, give give more of a chance to everyone

1049
01:03:19,240 --> 01:03:22,400
Speaker 8: to see if maybe I do like things that maybe

1050
01:03:22,440 --> 01:03:25,440
Speaker 8: I didn't think that I would. And you know what

1051
01:03:25,520 --> 01:03:29,760
Speaker 8: I found was that, uh, there's been a few people

1052
01:03:29,800 --> 01:03:32,240
Speaker 8: that I get along with and click with and mesh

1053
01:03:32,320 --> 01:03:36,760
Speaker 8: with personality wise, but the physical aspect is missing a

1054
01:03:36,800 --> 01:03:41,000
Speaker 8: lot of the time. Sure, and it may sound superficial

1055
01:03:41,080 --> 01:03:44,760
Speaker 8: to say it, but like with this girl, like the

1056
01:03:44,840 --> 01:03:48,200
Speaker 8: physical is there like one hundred percent for both of us,

1057
01:03:48,240 --> 01:03:51,120
Speaker 8: Like we're both super attracted to each other, and I

1058
01:03:51,120 --> 01:03:53,880
Speaker 8: think it's more than just a physical like there's there's

1059
01:03:53,880 --> 01:03:56,760
Speaker 8: obviously more than that, because I've also been with people

1060
01:03:56,760 --> 01:04:00,400
Speaker 8: that were like gorgeous and like it was just physical

1061
01:04:00,440 --> 01:04:02,480
Speaker 8: and it didn't work, Like my heart wasn't in it

1062
01:04:02,520 --> 01:04:04,840
Speaker 8: and it was just not happening, like I couldn't even

1063
01:04:04,880 --> 01:04:08,160
Speaker 8: continue it, like even just as like friends with benefits

1064
01:04:08,200 --> 01:04:11,400
Speaker 8: type of thing, I'm just not interested. And that may

1065
01:04:11,440 --> 01:04:13,560
Speaker 8: not be common to hear from a guide, but it's

1066
01:04:13,600 --> 01:04:13,959
Speaker 8: the case.

1067
01:04:16,880 --> 01:04:19,520
Speaker 2: So you know, I also, I'll say I'll I'll say

1068
01:04:19,560 --> 01:04:21,320
Speaker 2: this might being on popular opinion, I don't think that

1069
01:04:21,320 --> 01:04:26,320
Speaker 2: there's anything wrong with valuing physical attraction. I don't think

1070
01:04:26,320 --> 01:04:34,520
Speaker 2: there's anything inherently wrong with valuing physical attraction, So you know,

1071
01:04:34,880 --> 01:04:38,360
Speaker 2: I mean, but but it also sounds like I still

1072
01:04:38,400 --> 01:04:40,080
Speaker 2: I wouldn't hold that for this pert. I feel like,

1073
01:04:40,760 --> 01:04:43,360
Speaker 2: though I do feel like, you know, physical, if all

1074
01:04:43,520 --> 01:04:45,760
Speaker 2: you value is physical attraction, that's not going to be

1075
01:04:45,800 --> 01:04:49,960
Speaker 2: conducive to a long term yeah relationship.

1076
01:04:50,120 --> 01:04:52,919
Speaker 8: But yeah, but I'm saying that there must be even

1077
01:04:52,960 --> 01:04:55,080
Speaker 8: though I don't really know what it is and kind

1078
01:04:55,080 --> 01:04:59,560
Speaker 8: of really put my finger on it. There is certainly

1079
01:04:59,600 --> 01:05:04,160
Speaker 8: more than just physical here. But I don't know exactly

1080
01:05:04,200 --> 01:05:07,760
Speaker 8: what that is. But and I am somewhat bothered by

1081
01:05:07,840 --> 01:05:12,600
Speaker 8: the one sidedness of the whole social interaction type of

1082
01:05:12,640 --> 01:05:16,560
Speaker 8: like the whole conversation, and you know, I'm put off

1083
01:05:16,600 --> 01:05:21,880
Speaker 8: by that. But yeah, I don't know, it's not it's

1084
01:05:21,880 --> 01:05:24,360
Speaker 8: not only physical. Like she's a really good person, you know,

1085
01:05:24,800 --> 01:05:25,200
Speaker 8: she's a.

1086
01:05:28,080 --> 01:05:30,880
Speaker 2: Could be a cool person, and you know, you can

1087
01:05:31,080 --> 01:05:34,480
Speaker 2: like who they are, but they're not necessarily romantically compatible

1088
01:05:34,480 --> 01:05:34,680
Speaker 2: with you.

1089
01:05:35,680 --> 01:05:43,120
Speaker 8: Yeah, all right, Well, yeah that's cool. I think you

1090
01:05:44,520 --> 01:05:47,720
Speaker 8: definitely confirmed a lot of stuff more than yeah.

1091
01:05:47,880 --> 01:05:50,240
Speaker 2: I mean, we can do we can do so anyway, Yeah,

1092
01:05:50,240 --> 01:05:51,920
Speaker 2: we can do that, or we can do you know,

1093
01:05:52,080 --> 01:06:02,480
Speaker 2: fart and voices and ship. That's I guess that's the stream.

1094
01:05:59,320 --> 01:06:03,520
Speaker 8: Interesting, very interesting. Do your stream stay up forever on

1095
01:06:03,560 --> 01:06:04,360
Speaker 8: your profile?

1096
01:06:06,160 --> 01:06:06,400
Speaker 4: Uh?

1097
01:06:06,480 --> 01:06:09,320
Speaker 2: Yeah, well I stream on Reddit and then I stream

1098
01:06:08,720 --> 01:06:12,600
Speaker 2: on Twitch. That's where I mainly have been doing my streams.

1099
01:06:14,920 --> 01:06:17,400
Speaker 8: It's an interesting dynamic, the streaming. I've done it a

1100
01:06:17,400 --> 01:06:19,520
Speaker 8: couple of times myself just to see what it is,

1101
01:06:21,240 --> 01:06:24,840
Speaker 8: and I think a lot of what it is is

1102
01:06:24,920 --> 01:06:27,280
Speaker 8: just people looking like I think it's a lot of

1103
01:06:27,280 --> 01:06:30,800
Speaker 8: what streaming is aside from the whole like people like

1104
01:06:31,080 --> 01:06:34,600
Speaker 8: selling their bodies and doing video games. I think a

1105
01:06:34,600 --> 01:06:37,240
Speaker 8: lot of it is just people looking for some kind

1106
01:06:37,240 --> 01:06:41,280
Speaker 8: of social outlet, like nerds and introverts looking for a

1107
01:06:41,280 --> 01:06:41,960
Speaker 8: social outlet.

1108
01:06:46,040 --> 01:06:48,160
Speaker 2: It definitely can be I mean, I mean, I guess

1109
01:06:48,160 --> 01:06:50,880
Speaker 2: that's the name of the subredd is distant socializing. But

1110
01:06:50,920 --> 01:06:52,560
Speaker 2: it can be a lot of things. It can just

1111
01:06:52,600 --> 01:06:54,840
Speaker 2: be like you know, media, like I don't know, I

1112
01:06:54,840 --> 01:06:58,760
Speaker 2: don't know streaming anymore nerds than introverts looking for a

1113
01:06:58,800 --> 01:07:02,600
Speaker 2: social outlet than like the Tonight Show is you know,

1114
01:07:04,040 --> 01:07:06,280
Speaker 2: watch a guy that you kind of feel like you know,

1115
01:07:06,320 --> 01:07:07,520
Speaker 2: because you've seen them on TV.

1116
01:07:08,680 --> 01:07:12,000
Speaker 8: Yeah, but with like, I mean, your streams are pretty

1117
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Speaker 8: popular in the comments go absolutely ballistic, so I'm sure

1118
01:07:14,560 --> 01:07:17,919
Speaker 8: you don't read them. But like, I've streamed a few

1119
01:07:18,000 --> 01:07:21,720
Speaker 8: times and have had pretty legitimate interactions with people just

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01:07:21,760 --> 01:07:24,720
Speaker 8: through the comments. And it's not it's not like just

1121
01:07:24,760 --> 01:07:26,640
Speaker 8: one side. It's like the Tonight.

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01:07:26,400 --> 01:07:27,400
Speaker 7: Show, will you or whatever?

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01:07:27,480 --> 01:07:30,600
Speaker 8: And you know what, It's interestingly enough, many of them

1124
01:07:30,600 --> 01:07:34,560
Speaker 8: have actually messaged me privately after and I've kind of

1125
01:07:34,560 --> 01:07:38,120
Speaker 8: developed some relationships through through streaming, which is interesting.

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01:07:39,600 --> 01:07:43,640
Speaker 2: But yeah, well, man, dude, thank you for calling in

1127
01:07:43,840 --> 01:07:48,840
Speaker 2: and I appreciate you you being open with us man

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01:07:48,880 --> 01:07:50,520
Speaker 2: and uh, and I wish you the best of luck

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01:07:50,520 --> 01:07:51,040
Speaker 2: in the future.

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Speaker 8: Cheers. Thank you for the advice.

1131
01:07:54,960 --> 01:07:57,600
Speaker 2: Absolutely man. You take care. Logan, I love you very much.

1132
01:07:58,280 --> 01:07:59,720
Speaker 8: We'll be too, Man, I'm a good night. I'll be

1133
01:07:59,760 --> 01:08:00,120
Speaker 8: watching it.

1134
01:08:00,680 --> 01:08:01,880
Speaker 2: Thanks, Brian, take care.

1135
01:08:02,640 --> 01:08:04,800
Speaker 5: But oh.

1136
01:08:11,360 --> 01:08:13,440
Speaker 11: How often Raymond?

1137
01:08:17,720 --> 01:08:20,240
Speaker 7: Raymond, what's up?

1138
01:08:23,040 --> 01:08:24,120
Speaker 5: Uh?

1139
01:08:24,160 --> 01:08:25,160
Speaker 2: You know, not a whole lot?

1140
01:08:28,360 --> 01:08:32,320
Speaker 11: No, this is uh the get go right.

1141
01:08:34,240 --> 01:08:36,680
Speaker 2: Yes, and this is the one and only.

1142
01:08:38,720 --> 01:08:39,679
Speaker 11: And this is Raymond.

1143
01:08:43,400 --> 01:08:43,720
Speaker 7: M h.

1144
01:08:44,840 --> 01:08:46,200
Speaker 2: What are you doing right now? Raymond?

1145
01:08:48,479 --> 01:08:51,120
Speaker 11: I'm sitting in my room drawing.

1146
01:08:52,800 --> 01:08:53,800
Speaker 2: What do you what are you drawing?

1147
01:08:55,479 --> 01:08:59,200
Speaker 11: I like to draw like geometric art mixed with like

1148
01:09:00,240 --> 01:09:05,640
Speaker 11: arctic swirld. I'm not I'm not like A.

1149
01:09:06,680 --> 01:09:07,960
Speaker 4: Yeah, I'm sorry.

1150
01:09:08,000 --> 01:09:08,679
Speaker 2: What you're gonna say?

1151
01:09:09,479 --> 01:09:12,080
Speaker 11: Oh, I'm not like A. I do art in my

1152
01:09:12,160 --> 01:09:14,639
Speaker 11: free time, you know. I'm not like A. I don't

1153
01:09:14,680 --> 01:09:16,240
Speaker 11: I don't go to art school or nothing.

1154
01:09:18,800 --> 01:09:21,800
Speaker 2: I think, well, well, what do you mean by your

1155
01:09:21,840 --> 01:09:23,719
Speaker 2: not like A what? Well, what's the end of that sentence?

1156
01:09:24,920 --> 01:09:27,880
Speaker 11: Oh, I'm not a professional. I don't like. I don't like.

1157
01:09:28,360 --> 01:09:30,320
Speaker 11: I don't know what type of paint brush to use,

1158
01:09:30,560 --> 01:09:32,439
Speaker 11: you know, I just I just swing it.

1159
01:09:35,680 --> 01:09:39,719
Speaker 2: I'm saying, thing, though, is there a type of paint brush?

1160
01:09:40,280 --> 01:09:42,240
Speaker 2: Why does that matter? The type of paint brushes?

1161
01:09:42,320 --> 01:09:42,439
Speaker 11: Not?

1162
01:09:42,479 --> 01:09:43,160
Speaker 4: What doesn't?

1163
01:09:44,400 --> 01:09:46,320
Speaker 2: I feel like a certain point, the mediums and the

1164
01:09:46,320 --> 01:09:48,559
Speaker 2: brushes and the whatever don't matter. All the matters is

1165
01:09:48,560 --> 01:09:50,439
Speaker 2: the final thing that you put out.

1166
01:09:51,640 --> 01:09:54,559
Speaker 11: Yeah, but I feel like that community is just so guarded,

1167
01:09:54,880 --> 01:09:56,720
Speaker 11: you know, like it's like, oh, you have to go

1168
01:09:56,800 --> 01:09:58,680
Speaker 11: to college to be an artist, you know.

1169
01:09:59,520 --> 01:10:01,080
Speaker 2: So I'm not what do you want to What do

1170
01:10:01,120 --> 01:10:07,320
Speaker 2: you want to do in terms of art?

1171
01:10:08,920 --> 01:10:11,280
Speaker 11: You know, as far as like my my art, my

1172
01:10:11,320 --> 01:10:13,439
Speaker 11: physical art, not too much.

1173
01:10:14,960 --> 01:10:15,200
Speaker 7: I do.

1174
01:10:15,439 --> 01:10:18,400
Speaker 11: I did start a screen printing company.

1175
01:10:18,120 --> 01:10:19,000
Speaker 7: Which is pretty cool.

1176
01:10:19,080 --> 01:10:22,360
Speaker 11: But I would say I take music even more seriously.

1177
01:10:26,200 --> 01:10:32,719
Speaker 11: But I have a good career right now? Well, I

1178
01:10:32,720 --> 01:10:35,920
Speaker 11: I honestly like, I don't. I don't want to like

1179
01:10:36,040 --> 01:10:39,240
Speaker 11: get myself into any trouble. So I'll just say that

1180
01:10:39,920 --> 01:10:43,240
Speaker 11: I have a I have a good job, very professional job,

1181
01:10:44,080 --> 01:10:46,599
Speaker 11: one that I work very hard for. Is that okay?

1182
01:10:48,120 --> 01:10:48,400
Speaker 2: Sure?

1183
01:10:49,479 --> 01:10:50,600
Speaker 7: Okay, thank you?

1184
01:10:54,040 --> 01:10:55,080
Speaker 2: I can I ask you something?

1185
01:10:56,320 --> 01:10:56,599
Speaker 7: Sure?

1186
01:10:57,360 --> 01:11:01,600
Speaker 2: Are you ridiculous?

1187
01:11:02,720 --> 01:11:02,960
Speaker 7: Well?

1188
01:11:03,880 --> 01:11:06,200
Speaker 11: Maybe I don't want to be the judge of that.

1189
01:11:08,080 --> 01:11:10,400
Speaker 2: All right, what do you think might be ridiculous about you?

1190
01:11:12,240 --> 01:11:19,479
Speaker 11: I'm kind of like a halfway hermit. This is this

1191
01:11:19,560 --> 01:11:22,919
Speaker 11: is like the first personal conversation I've had with anybody

1192
01:11:22,920 --> 01:11:26,520
Speaker 11: in like a year. I keep everything very professional.

1193
01:11:27,640 --> 01:11:30,040
Speaker 2: Really, this is the this is the most personal conversation

1194
01:11:30,120 --> 01:11:30,920
Speaker 2: you've had in a year.

1195
01:11:32,960 --> 01:11:36,800
Speaker 11: Probably, yes, unless I'm talking to maybe like the Starbucks

1196
01:11:36,880 --> 01:11:37,719
Speaker 11: lady or something.

1197
01:11:37,800 --> 01:11:44,360
Speaker 2: You know, right, but you don't really, I mean, does

1198
01:11:44,400 --> 01:11:48,360
Speaker 2: that bother you? Are you trying to have more personal conversations?

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Speaker 8: Uh?

1200
01:11:50,280 --> 01:11:50,840
Speaker 7: Somewhat?

1201
01:11:51,000 --> 01:11:51,240
Speaker 4: You know?

1202
01:11:51,479 --> 01:11:56,200
Speaker 11: I uh, like I want a girlfriend, you know, I

1203
01:11:56,200 --> 01:11:58,320
Speaker 11: want to I want to have like a real life

1204
01:11:58,760 --> 01:12:01,360
Speaker 11: and it's not that I'm not I'm afraid to talk

1205
01:12:01,400 --> 01:12:06,439
Speaker 11: to people because I'm pretty well adjusted. My problem is

1206
01:12:06,479 --> 01:12:09,840
Speaker 11: I just I really I don't. I don't want to

1207
01:12:09,840 --> 01:12:11,760
Speaker 11: put that time in like I don't. I don't want

1208
01:12:11,760 --> 01:12:15,360
Speaker 11: to deal with other people. I just want to do

1209
01:12:15,520 --> 01:12:16,840
Speaker 11: things exactly my way.

1210
01:12:17,080 --> 01:12:26,960
Speaker 2: You know what, can you describe exactly your way?

1211
01:12:28,160 --> 01:12:32,880
Speaker 11: Exactly my way? I mean that's pretty broad. I'm I

1212
01:12:33,400 --> 01:12:34,439
Speaker 11: guess what I'm saying.

1213
01:12:35,840 --> 01:12:37,200
Speaker 2: Sorry, what we're gonna say?

1214
01:12:37,800 --> 01:12:42,720
Speaker 11: Well, no, yeah, I know what you're saying. But in

1215
01:12:43,080 --> 01:12:46,880
Speaker 11: my mind at least it is. But I would just

1216
01:12:49,600 --> 01:12:52,519
Speaker 11: I I would say that I'm not a very good

1217
01:12:52,640 --> 01:12:56,160
Speaker 11: team worker. You know, I'm not. I'm I can be

1218
01:12:56,200 --> 01:12:58,559
Speaker 11: a good leader, and I can work in teams when

1219
01:12:58,560 --> 01:13:01,400
Speaker 11: I when I'm working on something I care about, But like,

1220
01:13:02,120 --> 01:13:05,559
Speaker 11: as far as life goes, I like, I don't want

1221
01:13:05,600 --> 01:13:07,080
Speaker 11: to I don't want to have I don't want to

1222
01:13:07,120 --> 01:13:09,600
Speaker 11: have influence from other people like I.

1223
01:13:12,840 --> 01:13:18,040
Speaker 2: You know, hm, you know I kind of have that

1224
01:13:18,120 --> 01:13:22,040
Speaker 2: myself in in uh sort of careery terms. But do

1225
01:13:22,080 --> 01:13:24,599
Speaker 2: you when you say you have that, like with career,

1226
01:13:24,640 --> 01:13:26,720
Speaker 2: you have that with like personal relationships. You don't want

1227
01:13:26,720 --> 01:13:29,400
Speaker 2: to work with other people. I mean, but you but

1228
01:13:29,520 --> 01:13:32,160
Speaker 2: you are. But you say that you are craving old relationships.

1229
01:13:32,200 --> 01:13:34,560
Speaker 2: I mean, what would like, what would your deal relationship

1230
01:13:34,600 --> 01:13:34,960
Speaker 2: look like?

1231
01:13:37,439 --> 01:13:40,320
Speaker 11: I gotta be honest, I have no idea. I haven't

1232
01:13:40,320 --> 01:13:40,920
Speaker 11: thought about that.

1233
01:13:43,240 --> 01:13:46,840
Speaker 2: So but then in that case, you want something that

1234
01:13:46,920 --> 01:13:48,680
Speaker 2: you don't even really know what it is.

1235
01:13:50,000 --> 01:13:52,320
Speaker 11: Yeah, I would, that's fair to say.

1236
01:13:53,400 --> 01:14:00,080
Speaker 2: So what's the sort of the origin of you wanting it?

1237
01:14:00,120 --> 01:14:03,240
Speaker 11: Well, there's a couple of things. So, first thing is,

1238
01:14:04,680 --> 01:14:10,280
Speaker 11: I'm the last male with my with my last name,

1239
01:14:10,320 --> 01:14:14,760
Speaker 11: with my family name, so it either keeps going with

1240
01:14:14,800 --> 01:14:18,559
Speaker 11: me or our family line just you know, ends, And

1241
01:14:18,640 --> 01:14:23,160
Speaker 11: I know like that it's not that's not exactly how

1242
01:14:23,200 --> 01:14:26,439
Speaker 11: it all will play out. But I'm just saying, like

1243
01:14:26,960 --> 01:14:31,559
Speaker 11: that name will be dead, you know. So that's one thing.

1244
01:14:32,640 --> 01:14:37,200
Speaker 11: The other thing is, I don't.

1245
01:14:37,040 --> 01:14:40,439
Speaker 2: Know, I kind of want first of all, okay, your

1246
01:14:40,560 --> 01:14:46,559
Speaker 2: name being dead. Yeah, how much like, be honest with yourself,

1247
01:14:46,880 --> 01:14:49,679
Speaker 2: how much do you really give a flock about your name?

1248
01:14:51,760 --> 01:14:53,080
Speaker 2: Then that's that's fine, Okay.

1249
01:14:53,080 --> 01:14:54,040
Speaker 7: A lot a lot.

1250
01:14:54,160 --> 01:15:00,640
Speaker 11: Yeah, Why, there there are a lot of sac convices

1251
01:15:00,720 --> 01:15:06,759
Speaker 11: that my that name went through. There's a lot of history,

1252
01:15:07,439 --> 01:15:10,920
Speaker 11: and there's a lot of there's a certain amount of

1253
01:15:11,160 --> 01:15:17,240
Speaker 11: success and toughness about that name. I'm not saying like, oh, ever,

1254
01:15:17,680 --> 01:15:21,640
Speaker 11: you know, you hear that name and you're like, oh,

1255
01:15:21,720 --> 01:15:22,839
Speaker 11: he's part of that family.

1256
01:15:22,920 --> 01:15:23,439
Speaker 7: Like whoa.

1257
01:15:23,920 --> 01:15:24,559
Speaker 11: I'm not saying that.

1258
01:15:24,600 --> 01:15:25,240
Speaker 7: I'm just saying, like.

1259
01:15:27,120 --> 01:15:33,240
Speaker 2: The history of it, Yes, do you feel pressure to

1260
01:15:33,280 --> 01:15:33,880
Speaker 2: live up to that?

1261
01:15:35,720 --> 01:15:42,559
Speaker 11: Yeah, I've fought with that all my life. I'm well,

1262
01:15:43,000 --> 01:15:46,840
Speaker 11: so I'm a youngest child. I mean, I'm not so

1263
01:15:47,000 --> 01:15:51,280
Speaker 11: young anymore. But growing up, like it was really tough

1264
01:15:51,320 --> 01:15:54,800
Speaker 11: for me because I was always kind of screw up.

1265
01:15:55,600 --> 01:15:58,120
Speaker 11: All my family, Like they went on to be doctors

1266
01:15:58,160 --> 01:16:02,080
Speaker 11: and lawyers and teachers and they did all this cool stuff,

1267
01:16:02,680 --> 01:16:04,559
Speaker 11: and then I was there and I was I dropped

1268
01:16:04,560 --> 01:16:07,880
Speaker 11: out of high school, and then I went to college,

1269
01:16:07,880 --> 01:16:10,439
Speaker 11: and then I dropped out of that too. So it

1270
01:16:10,520 --> 01:16:12,280
Speaker 11: was like it was always kind of hard for me

1271
01:16:12,400 --> 01:16:16,760
Speaker 11: to like be like I always felt like a screw up,

1272
01:16:16,840 --> 01:16:22,160
Speaker 11: Like you gotta do something good, you know, like you're

1273
01:16:22,240 --> 01:16:27,080
Speaker 11: nothing compared to your family. So yeah, I'm trying to

1274
01:16:27,080 --> 01:16:27,720
Speaker 11: live up to that.

1275
01:16:28,240 --> 01:16:30,280
Speaker 2: But regardless of your family, I mean, like regardless of

1276
01:16:30,320 --> 01:16:35,360
Speaker 2: your family, regardless of like comparing yourself to other people.

1277
01:16:35,439 --> 01:16:38,200
Speaker 2: Let's say we're talking about you and your own insular

1278
01:16:38,280 --> 01:16:40,320
Speaker 2: world in which you know you're a musician and you're

1279
01:16:40,360 --> 01:16:43,519
Speaker 2: an artist. I mean, what forgetting about I mean, if

1280
01:16:43,520 --> 01:16:45,240
Speaker 2: you can, I know, it's you know, it's hard because

1281
01:16:45,240 --> 01:16:47,759
Speaker 2: it's like so baked into you. But if you can't

1282
01:16:48,479 --> 01:16:52,719
Speaker 2: catch yourself for a second from those expectations from your family,

1283
01:16:52,760 --> 01:16:56,160
Speaker 2: I mean, what would you say would be what you

1284
01:16:56,240 --> 01:16:57,000
Speaker 2: would want to do?

1285
01:17:02,360 --> 01:17:04,920
Speaker 11: To tell you the truth, Well, I haven't been lying

1286
01:17:04,960 --> 01:17:08,479
Speaker 11: to you, but this is just not something I would

1287
01:17:08,520 --> 01:17:15,479
Speaker 11: normally say. But my dream is to like have a horse,

1288
01:17:16,400 --> 01:17:20,360
Speaker 11: have a dog, have some livestock, go move out to

1289
01:17:20,439 --> 01:17:25,720
Speaker 11: the woods, you know, and just just live out in

1290
01:17:25,720 --> 01:17:26,920
Speaker 11: the woods, off the grid.

1291
01:17:27,200 --> 01:17:27,400
Speaker 7: You know.

1292
01:17:27,760 --> 01:17:30,840
Speaker 11: That's like, ultimately that's what I want with my life.

1293
01:17:35,320 --> 01:17:38,400
Speaker 2: What do you feel like is stopping you from doing that?

1294
01:17:42,439 --> 01:17:51,960
Speaker 11: Well, it's just the whole I got time thing, Like

1295
01:17:52,080 --> 01:17:54,080
Speaker 11: I don't need to do that right now. I'm I'm

1296
01:17:54,080 --> 01:18:01,320
Speaker 11: also very career driven, so it's but also like I

1297
01:18:01,360 --> 01:18:04,559
Speaker 11: don't I don't know, like I want that like super

1298
01:18:04,600 --> 01:18:07,760
Speaker 11: bad right now. But I also really want to like

1299
01:18:07,840 --> 01:18:14,320
Speaker 11: have a family in the future. You know, It's it's

1300
01:18:16,400 --> 01:18:19,160
Speaker 11: it's hard to say, really, I don't know.

1301
01:18:24,479 --> 01:18:26,360
Speaker 2: Yeah, you don't say, I mean, you don't sound super

1302
01:18:26,439 --> 01:18:29,080
Speaker 2: old or anything. You know, I don't know, I'm not.

1303
01:18:29,560 --> 01:18:30,320
Speaker 8: I'm pretty young.

1304
01:18:30,400 --> 01:18:32,280
Speaker 3: Actually, yeah, I mean.

1305
01:18:32,600 --> 01:18:36,240
Speaker 2: You couldn't do that. Yeah, I mean, but I don't

1306
01:18:36,280 --> 01:18:39,000
Speaker 2: honestly why you know that's that's that's something that would

1307
01:18:39,080 --> 01:18:46,320
Speaker 2: be you know, an unintangible to you.

1308
01:18:46,360 --> 01:18:50,240
Speaker 7: No, not at all. Yeah, uh.

1309
01:18:52,720 --> 01:19:00,320
Speaker 11: Yeah, it's just I'm trying to figure out a way

1310
01:19:00,360 --> 01:19:05,160
Speaker 11: to put this, so please forgive me, but I'm going

1311
01:19:05,240 --> 01:19:08,599
Speaker 11: to just try to put it out there. I feel

1312
01:19:08,600 --> 01:19:14,559
Speaker 11: like because I really, truly, truly, truly want to have

1313
01:19:14,600 --> 01:19:17,080
Speaker 11: a family. I want to I want to have a wife,

1314
01:19:17,760 --> 01:19:21,759
Speaker 11: I want to have that life. At the same time,

1315
01:19:23,560 --> 01:19:26,400
Speaker 11: I really really like being alone. And it's not like,

1316
01:19:26,520 --> 01:19:30,800
Speaker 11: oh I like being alone, like I don't go out

1317
01:19:30,840 --> 01:19:34,800
Speaker 11: and party and you know, I you know whatever, Like

1318
01:19:34,880 --> 01:19:38,080
Speaker 11: I really like being alone. Like if I had it

1319
01:19:38,160 --> 01:19:44,839
Speaker 11: my way right now, like I wouldn't be you know whatever.

1320
01:19:45,120 --> 01:19:47,240
Speaker 11: But at the same time, I'm talking to you right now,

1321
01:19:47,280 --> 01:19:48,200
Speaker 11: So that's kind of weird.

1322
01:19:48,600 --> 01:19:53,240
Speaker 2: No, But I you know, I feel, yeah, this is

1323
01:19:53,280 --> 01:19:55,640
Speaker 2: all a bullshit and I'm not not what you're not

1324
01:19:55,680 --> 01:19:59,000
Speaker 2: what you said. But but like again, I don't consider

1325
01:19:59,000 --> 01:20:01,720
Speaker 2: myself knowledgeable about shit or anything. But like, I do

1326
01:20:01,800 --> 01:20:06,520
Speaker 2: feel like there are pressures. I mean, you've you've described

1327
01:20:06,560 --> 01:20:10,839
Speaker 2: pressures of your family, You've described pressures of like society,

1328
01:20:10,840 --> 01:20:13,360
Speaker 2: You've described all these different pressures that are kind of

1329
01:20:13,560 --> 01:20:15,760
Speaker 2: maybe and I don't want to put this on you,

1330
01:20:15,800 --> 01:20:18,280
Speaker 2: this is just sort of a hypothesis, but it's like,

1331
01:20:18,560 --> 01:20:25,799
Speaker 2: are these pressures maybe leaning you in the direction of

1332
01:20:26,000 --> 01:20:28,160
Speaker 2: not wanting to be alone even though you know truly

1333
01:20:28,200 --> 01:20:30,920
Speaker 2: what you want it to be alone? And also you

1334
01:20:30,920 --> 01:20:32,559
Speaker 2: have so much time. You have so much time, like

1335
01:20:32,560 --> 01:20:38,880
Speaker 2: like you might meet someone who you like being with

1336
01:20:39,360 --> 01:20:42,120
Speaker 2: more than you like being alone, but you just don't.

1337
01:20:42,160 --> 01:20:44,120
Speaker 2: You have no idea, You have no fucking idea what

1338
01:20:44,160 --> 01:20:47,280
Speaker 2: that feels like because you've never felt it anymore. But

1339
01:20:49,439 --> 01:20:53,720
Speaker 2: but you have so much time to like experiment, you know.

1340
01:20:54,920 --> 01:20:58,320
Speaker 11: Yeah, No, I absolutely, I like, I absolutely agree with that.

1341
01:20:58,720 --> 01:21:05,880
Speaker 11: It's definitely that's definitely a part of that. Like, but

1342
01:21:06,080 --> 01:21:09,120
Speaker 11: I I truly feel like something in me like really

1343
01:21:09,160 --> 01:21:12,479
Speaker 11: wants to have a partner. But I just.

1344
01:21:15,200 --> 01:21:16,160
Speaker 7: I don't know. It's like.

1345
01:21:18,560 --> 01:21:24,480
Speaker 11: It's it's it's weird because it's so conflicting.

1346
01:21:24,800 --> 01:21:25,080
Speaker 8: You know.

1347
01:21:27,160 --> 01:21:29,840
Speaker 11: That I could have those two feelings at the same time.

1348
01:21:32,760 --> 01:21:39,759
Speaker 11: But when it's been really tough is when when I'm like, Okay,

1349
01:21:39,800 --> 01:21:42,360
Speaker 11: I'm ready, I'm gonna go date somebody, like I'm gonna

1350
01:21:42,400 --> 01:21:45,000
Speaker 11: go try to find a girl's friend, and then like

1351
01:21:46,360 --> 01:21:49,280
Speaker 11: a week before I I like, I'm like, okay, I'm

1352
01:21:49,280 --> 01:21:52,880
Speaker 11: gonna go to you know, the bar or whatever. I'm like,

1353
01:21:53,680 --> 01:21:57,559
Speaker 11: oh no, no, no, and then I get pissed off

1354
01:21:57,560 --> 01:21:59,439
Speaker 11: at myself. I'm like, you know, why did you do that?

1355
01:22:02,320 --> 01:22:09,080
Speaker 16: It's just like conflicting, right, but right, but but why

1356
01:22:09,200 --> 01:22:11,439
Speaker 16: there's no real but like the fact that you have

1357
01:22:11,560 --> 01:22:13,479
Speaker 16: like the number I think the number one thing, the

1358
01:22:13,560 --> 01:22:15,360
Speaker 16: number one I sort of uh.

1359
01:22:16,400 --> 01:22:19,880
Speaker 2: I want to say. Variable in this situation is that

1360
01:22:19,920 --> 01:22:22,479
Speaker 2: you have time, like you like, why be pissed off

1361
01:22:22,520 --> 01:22:25,240
Speaker 2: of yourself? Why be pissed off for yourself? The fact

1362
01:22:25,280 --> 01:22:29,280
Speaker 2: that you tried to meet someone? Why be pissed off

1363
01:22:29,320 --> 01:22:32,720
Speaker 2: at yourself? There's no there's no loge. It's illogical, Like

1364
01:22:32,720 --> 01:22:35,760
Speaker 2: like you tried. You could go out and fuck and

1365
01:22:35,840 --> 01:22:37,960
Speaker 2: just non stop try to meet people for two years.

1366
01:22:38,439 --> 01:22:40,200
Speaker 2: You can fucking go ahead and stop just trying to

1367
01:22:40,200 --> 01:22:43,400
Speaker 2: meet you for a decade, and then when you're like fifty,

1368
01:22:43,920 --> 01:22:46,760
Speaker 2: be like, you know what, fuck all this shit, I'm

1369
01:22:46,760 --> 01:22:48,800
Speaker 2: gonna go lift to the woods and then you get

1370
01:22:48,840 --> 01:22:51,439
Speaker 2: to be happy for thirty years until you die. I'm

1371
01:22:51,479 --> 01:22:55,479
Speaker 2: just saying, like, time is super on your side for

1372
01:22:55,520 --> 01:22:57,800
Speaker 2: you to kind of figure this this this this stuff out,

1373
01:22:58,280 --> 01:23:00,280
Speaker 2: you know. I mean, you could even try to leave

1374
01:23:00,320 --> 01:23:03,600
Speaker 2: in the woods alone for a year and if you

1375
01:23:03,760 --> 01:23:06,280
Speaker 2: love it, you can stay. And if you don't go

1376
01:23:06,400 --> 01:23:08,640
Speaker 2: meet new people. I mean, I know that the way

1377
01:23:08,680 --> 01:23:10,320
Speaker 2: I'm talking about it makes it sound like, oh it's

1378
01:23:10,320 --> 01:23:12,599
Speaker 2: so easy, and I know it's not to just up

1379
01:23:12,640 --> 01:23:17,880
Speaker 2: and leave life like that, but you you have enough time, I.

1380
01:23:17,880 --> 01:23:23,320
Speaker 11: Think, yeah, I would. I just want to go back

1381
01:23:23,360 --> 01:23:26,000
Speaker 11: to like being the youngest coming up in a world

1382
01:23:26,120 --> 01:23:34,080
Speaker 11: like that. Uh, this is ingrained into my head. And

1383
01:23:34,160 --> 01:23:38,559
Speaker 11: I like whether this right or wrong that I think this,

1384
01:23:39,200 --> 01:23:44,040
Speaker 11: I have no idea, but nobody's really going to convince

1385
01:23:44,120 --> 01:23:48,240
Speaker 11: me that. I'm like maybe something, maybe I'll change my thinking,

1386
01:23:48,280 --> 01:23:52,400
Speaker 11: but right now, like I really believe in what I'm

1387
01:23:52,439 --> 01:23:58,400
Speaker 11: about to say, and that is that I need to

1388
01:23:58,439 --> 01:24:05,200
Speaker 11: be as successful as possi as soon as possible, and

1389
01:24:05,280 --> 01:24:10,360
Speaker 11: I need to be better than everybody. And it's not

1390
01:24:10,400 --> 01:24:12,439
Speaker 11: that I don't want to put other people down or

1391
01:24:12,479 --> 01:24:14,840
Speaker 11: I look down on other people. It's just like I

1392
01:24:15,320 --> 01:24:20,760
Speaker 11: I need to, like I really really need to be

1393
01:24:20,760 --> 01:24:27,400
Speaker 11: better than everybody. And like going through school like I was,

1394
01:24:27,560 --> 01:24:34,280
Speaker 11: I was a screw up. And then because I don't, dude,

1395
01:24:35,360 --> 01:24:38,000
Speaker 11: I've never actually gone into this a hard.

1396
01:24:45,880 --> 01:24:47,360
Speaker 2: Yeah, man, you can, you can take you can take

1397
01:24:47,360 --> 01:24:50,200
Speaker 2: your time, and like, you know, I mean, you know

1398
01:24:50,240 --> 01:24:53,880
Speaker 2: you can if if it makes you feel better to

1399
01:24:54,360 --> 01:24:56,439
Speaker 2: go through with this, you know, I'm I'm totally down

1400
01:24:56,439 --> 01:24:56,800
Speaker 2: to hear it.

1401
01:24:58,040 --> 01:25:03,160
Speaker 11: All right, well I'll do it. So when I was

1402
01:25:03,200 --> 01:25:08,639
Speaker 11: in high school, like I got, I got good grades

1403
01:25:08,680 --> 01:25:12,559
Speaker 11: if I wanted to, and I took hard classes and

1404
01:25:13,720 --> 01:25:14,960
Speaker 11: i'd care about things.

1405
01:25:15,040 --> 01:25:16,240
Speaker 7: But also.

1406
01:25:17,720 --> 01:25:23,400
Speaker 11: After a while, like I started hanging out with bad

1407
01:25:23,479 --> 01:25:30,320
Speaker 11: people and some stuff happened in my home life, so

1408
01:25:30,640 --> 01:25:32,400
Speaker 11: I was I was like fucking up.

1409
01:25:33,439 --> 01:25:34,000
Speaker 7: And then.

1410
01:25:37,120 --> 01:25:41,200
Speaker 11: I always had that eat up against my older siblings

1411
01:25:41,200 --> 01:25:43,760
Speaker 11: attitude about things like I had to be better than

1412
01:25:43,760 --> 01:25:46,400
Speaker 11: these guys. And then at that point I dropped so

1413
01:25:46,520 --> 01:25:48,479
Speaker 11: low that it felt like, oh, well, I can't come

1414
01:25:48,520 --> 01:25:53,320
Speaker 11: back from that, like might as well go deeper. And

1415
01:25:53,360 --> 01:25:55,439
Speaker 11: then it got to the point where it was just like, well,

1416
01:25:57,680 --> 01:26:03,080
Speaker 11: you know, this sucks. So I was like, Okay, well

1417
01:26:04,200 --> 01:26:06,120
Speaker 11: I got to find a way out of this. So

1418
01:26:06,400 --> 01:26:09,000
Speaker 11: what I decided to do was like I'm gonna leave

1419
01:26:09,080 --> 01:26:14,920
Speaker 11: high school and just go to college. And so that's

1420
01:26:14,920 --> 01:26:18,360
Speaker 11: what I did, and I think it was my sophomore year.

1421
01:26:19,400 --> 01:26:25,080
Speaker 11: And after a year of that, I just decided this

1422
01:26:25,200 --> 01:26:28,800
Speaker 11: wasn't quick enough, like it was taking too long, and

1423
01:26:28,880 --> 01:26:35,640
Speaker 11: so I left college and entered a trade school and

1424
01:26:36,560 --> 01:26:40,320
Speaker 11: just got it over with and joined a.

1425
01:26:41,880 --> 01:26:42,240
Speaker 7: Field.

1426
01:26:43,160 --> 01:26:46,880
Speaker 11: And now my main concern is just like moving up,

1427
01:26:47,000 --> 01:26:50,400
Speaker 11: like get a better job, get a better job, and

1428
01:26:52,560 --> 01:26:54,559
Speaker 11: I don't know, I'm kind of lost right now.

1429
01:26:54,560 --> 01:27:00,360
Speaker 2: I'm sorry, No, be sorry, Yeah, I understand, and like

1430
01:27:02,320 --> 01:27:04,439
Speaker 2: my only thing, the only thing that would concern me,

1431
01:27:04,479 --> 01:27:06,880
Speaker 2: and like like dude, I'm honestly I'm I'm I'm kind

1432
01:27:06,920 --> 01:27:10,360
Speaker 2: of like that too. Like I'm very like success driven,

1433
01:27:10,400 --> 01:27:12,080
Speaker 2: and I always feel like I need to be doing something,

1434
01:27:12,640 --> 01:27:14,880
Speaker 2: you know, in my life better when I'm doing something,

1435
01:27:14,920 --> 01:27:17,400
Speaker 2: I feel like it's again, people are wired very differently.

1436
01:27:17,880 --> 01:27:23,120
Speaker 2: I also, you know, live pretty insularly, and I also

1437
01:27:23,920 --> 01:27:27,800
Speaker 2: try really hard to like always be doing something you know,

1438
01:27:28,760 --> 01:27:32,280
Speaker 2: But and I don't think you should shame yourself for that.

1439
01:27:32,280 --> 01:27:36,040
Speaker 2: That said, I do feel like for your own benefit,

1440
01:27:37,240 --> 01:27:42,120
Speaker 2: you should be cognizant of like where those intentions are

1441
01:27:42,160 --> 01:27:44,080
Speaker 2: born from. If that makes.

1442
01:27:43,920 --> 01:27:50,400
Speaker 11: Sense, Yeah, that's why, you know, That's definitely part of

1443
01:27:50,439 --> 01:27:53,200
Speaker 11: the reason why I'm like unsure about this whole thing

1444
01:27:53,240 --> 01:27:55,439
Speaker 11: is because I know for a fact that that does

1445
01:27:55,520 --> 01:28:02,040
Speaker 11: not come from a good place for me. So what, Like,

1446
01:28:02,080 --> 01:28:07,559
Speaker 11: I it's like, okay, yeah, I'm I'm making money. It's good.

1447
01:28:07,760 --> 01:28:14,280
Speaker 11: Might like things look good, but like, could this actually

1448
01:28:14,320 --> 01:28:15,720
Speaker 11: be very unhealthy?

1449
01:28:15,920 --> 01:28:19,880
Speaker 2: You know, well, why do you want to be better

1450
01:28:19,920 --> 01:28:22,400
Speaker 2: than everyone else? Is it like because you want to

1451
01:28:22,439 --> 01:28:24,320
Speaker 2: prove people? I think if you want to prove people wrong,

1452
01:28:24,320 --> 01:28:26,600
Speaker 2: it's a shitty reason. But if you just want to,

1453
01:28:26,680 --> 01:28:32,000
Speaker 2: like if you enjoy the process of self actualization and

1454
01:28:32,080 --> 01:28:36,080
Speaker 2: moving towards that that I don't think there's anything wrong

1455
01:28:36,080 --> 01:28:38,400
Speaker 2: with that. But if you're doing it for like other people,

1456
01:28:39,000 --> 01:28:41,400
Speaker 2: then I would just I would just not not I'm

1457
01:28:41,400 --> 01:28:43,040
Speaker 2: not saying that you're doing this. I would just say that,

1458
01:28:43,160 --> 01:28:48,479
Speaker 2: like it's important to be you know, constantly keeping that

1459
01:28:48,600 --> 01:28:49,040
Speaker 2: in check.

1460
01:28:52,080 --> 01:28:55,439
Speaker 11: It's it's honestly because I want to be better than people,

1461
01:28:55,600 --> 01:29:01,400
Speaker 11: like I want to be better than everybody else. I

1462
01:29:01,439 --> 01:29:03,680
Speaker 11: guess part of it might be like I want to

1463
01:29:03,720 --> 01:29:07,479
Speaker 11: prove people wrong, but I don't feel like I really

1464
01:29:07,479 --> 01:29:14,320
Speaker 11: have anything to prove to anybody. But I do really

1465
01:29:14,439 --> 01:29:17,439
Speaker 11: like I want to in my mind be better than

1466
01:29:17,439 --> 01:29:24,439
Speaker 11: everybody else, and right now I'm not, you know so,

1467
01:29:25,880 --> 01:29:27,800
Speaker 11: and I don't know if I'll ever reach that point

1468
01:29:27,840 --> 01:29:32,840
Speaker 11: where I actually like am satisfied where with where I

1469
01:29:32,880 --> 01:29:36,719
Speaker 11: am and like do it Am I better than anybody?

1470
01:29:36,960 --> 01:29:41,080
Speaker 11: Because like, fuck, dude, I'm just like right now, like

1471
01:29:41,120 --> 01:29:44,439
Speaker 11: I'm like the way I see myself in the world

1472
01:29:44,520 --> 01:29:49,800
Speaker 11: is like you're lower than dirt, you know, Like I'm not.

1473
01:29:50,200 --> 01:29:55,240
Speaker 11: I'm not anywhere yet like this, like you're still a

1474
01:29:55,280 --> 01:30:01,320
Speaker 11: fuck up, you know. So whether or not, I'll just

1475
01:30:01,360 --> 01:30:04,960
Speaker 11: stay right here no matter how far I move up, Like,

1476
01:30:05,080 --> 01:30:11,639
Speaker 11: I don't know, but that's the goal, to be better the.

1477
01:30:11,520 --> 01:30:24,160
Speaker 2: Best, dude, I think again, man, I would say this

1478
01:30:24,160 --> 01:30:26,120
Speaker 2: this will be you know, because again I'm not. I

1479
01:30:26,360 --> 01:30:31,280
Speaker 2: don't want to, you know. I I've I haven't. I've enjoyed,

1480
01:30:31,320 --> 01:30:33,679
Speaker 2: I've enjoyed having this conversation. I don't want to posture

1481
01:30:33,720 --> 01:30:35,840
Speaker 2: myself too much as like a guy who actually knows

1482
01:30:35,880 --> 01:30:38,840
Speaker 2: ship or gives advice in any way, shape or form,

1483
01:30:38,920 --> 01:30:44,800
Speaker 2: but I'll say, you know, I think that could be

1484
01:30:44,880 --> 01:30:48,160
Speaker 2: something that that is, you know, worth working on, is

1485
01:30:48,200 --> 01:30:55,040
Speaker 2: trying to switch the gears on those intentions from like

1486
01:30:57,280 --> 01:31:02,719
Speaker 2: you know, doing things for other people and just trying

1487
01:31:02,760 --> 01:31:04,439
Speaker 2: to be the best because you want to be the

1488
01:31:04,439 --> 01:31:06,519
Speaker 2: best for yourself. You want to be the best version

1489
01:31:06,520 --> 01:31:09,120
Speaker 2: of yourself, you know. I mean there's a cliche of like,

1490
01:31:09,240 --> 01:31:11,280
Speaker 2: you know, the only person you're really in competition with

1491
01:31:11,360 --> 01:31:14,240
Speaker 2: is who you are yesterday, and that's true, you know,

1492
01:31:14,280 --> 01:31:16,479
Speaker 2: so I would focus try to try to focus more

1493
01:31:16,520 --> 01:31:21,280
Speaker 2: on that mindset than than the mindset of doing it.

1494
01:31:21,280 --> 01:31:21,920
Speaker 2: Because you want to be.

1495
01:31:21,840 --> 01:31:24,439
Speaker 11: Better other people, well, I want to I want to

1496
01:31:24,479 --> 01:31:27,439
Speaker 11: say something really quick, just because that probably made me

1497
01:31:27,479 --> 01:31:29,559
Speaker 11: sound like a really bad person.

1498
01:31:29,960 --> 01:31:30,960
Speaker 4: No, I don't know.

1499
01:31:32,200 --> 01:31:34,559
Speaker 11: What I'm saying right now, is this is like, this

1500
01:31:34,640 --> 01:31:37,680
Speaker 11: is very true. This is how I honestly feel. It's

1501
01:31:37,760 --> 01:31:40,400
Speaker 11: like when I say, like I want to be better

1502
01:31:40,439 --> 01:31:43,400
Speaker 11: than everybody else, I'm not saying like when I see

1503
01:31:43,439 --> 01:31:46,720
Speaker 11: other people that I'm I think they're worse than me.

1504
01:31:46,880 --> 01:31:52,240
Speaker 11: I don't think anybody's worse than me. Like to me,

1505
01:31:53,040 --> 01:31:56,240
Speaker 11: when I see most people like I put myself below

1506
01:31:56,320 --> 01:32:02,600
Speaker 11: them like that, like I'm not. I'm not claiming to

1507
01:32:02,640 --> 01:32:04,360
Speaker 11: be superior or anything.

1508
01:32:06,040 --> 01:32:09,320
Speaker 2: Yeah, No, I I respect everybody.

1509
01:32:08,920 --> 01:32:11,840
Speaker 11: And I'm not saying anybody is uncapable of being like me,

1510
01:32:12,439 --> 01:32:13,800
Speaker 11: like I'm not like a.

1511
01:32:14,720 --> 01:32:16,760
Speaker 2: No, I don't think. I don't think. I don't think

1512
01:32:16,800 --> 01:32:18,320
Speaker 2: you said. I don't think you sound any.

1513
01:32:19,800 --> 01:32:21,679
Speaker 11: I don't think I'm trying.

1514
01:32:21,720 --> 01:32:23,400
Speaker 2: I don't think you sound like I don't think you

1515
01:32:23,439 --> 01:32:26,719
Speaker 2: sound like arcis at all. I totally understand. I've had

1516
01:32:27,400 --> 01:32:29,920
Speaker 2: what you are talking about. I understand it. I don't

1517
01:32:29,960 --> 01:32:34,479
Speaker 2: think you're a narcisist at all, totally. I know what

1518
01:32:34,520 --> 01:32:36,559
Speaker 2: you're saying. This is a battle that you're having with yourself.

1519
01:32:36,560 --> 01:32:38,800
Speaker 2: I don't think you're you're you don't you don't you

1520
01:32:38,800 --> 01:32:46,320
Speaker 2: don't remotely sound like a narcisist. But yeah, man, I

1521
01:32:46,360 --> 01:32:49,920
Speaker 2: that that'll be the that that's kind of if I

1522
01:32:49,960 --> 01:32:54,080
Speaker 2: had to leave you with like an actual sort of thing,

1523
01:32:54,120 --> 01:32:55,600
Speaker 2: it would be like, I think you should try to

1524
01:32:55,640 --> 01:32:59,600
Speaker 2: focus on your intentions for life coming from yourself as

1525
01:32:59,600 --> 01:33:00,479
Speaker 2: supposed to the people.

1526
01:33:04,120 --> 01:33:09,479
Speaker 11: I dig it, dig it, how do.

1527
01:33:09,439 --> 01:33:11,640
Speaker 2: You feel, man, I know you haven't really talked to

1528
01:33:11,720 --> 01:33:13,559
Speaker 2: people in a long time.

1529
01:33:16,200 --> 01:33:23,400
Speaker 11: Well, since there's a certain anonymity to this, like it's

1530
01:33:23,439 --> 01:33:25,080
Speaker 11: not that big of a deal, you.

1531
01:33:25,040 --> 01:33:26,120
Speaker 7: Know, m hm.

1532
01:33:27,640 --> 01:33:33,839
Speaker 11: At the same time, like it is like strange. Normally

1533
01:33:33,880 --> 01:33:41,280
Speaker 11: I would have this dialogue in my head. It's definitely

1534
01:33:41,320 --> 01:33:45,080
Speaker 11: really strange to have this conversation out loud with somebody else.

1535
01:33:45,960 --> 01:33:56,000
Speaker 11: M yeah. Also the other thing is like, all right,

1536
01:33:56,120 --> 01:33:59,120
Speaker 11: first of all, I like what you do. This is

1537
01:33:59,200 --> 01:34:02,200
Speaker 11: tight as fuck do I'm about to follow you on everything.

1538
01:34:02,680 --> 01:34:03,720
Speaker 2: Oh, thank you man, for real.

1539
01:34:04,360 --> 01:34:10,280
Speaker 11: So uh but I just opened up readit, Like I

1540
01:34:10,360 --> 01:34:12,840
Speaker 11: never go on Reddit, so I just opened up Reddit

1541
01:34:12,880 --> 01:34:15,800
Speaker 11: and I saw this and I was like, oh that dude,

1542
01:34:15,800 --> 01:34:19,800
Speaker 11: it's kind of cool. You know, it's pretty sweet. So

1543
01:34:21,560 --> 01:34:26,080
Speaker 11: it's a little shocking that, like I literally just saw

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Speaker 11: you like ten minutes ago, and I'm like talking to you.

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Speaker 7: I know.

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Speaker 2: It's strange, it's it's interesting, you know.

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Speaker 8: Yeah.

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01:34:35,439 --> 01:34:38,840
Speaker 2: I started doing this in quarantine, and I've talked to

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Speaker 2: way more people than I ever did when the world

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Speaker 2: was not locked down, I'll say, which has been iron

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Speaker 2: But but dude, again, man, thank you for calling in.

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01:34:50,439 --> 01:34:52,800
Speaker 2: And I'm you know, I hope to talk with you

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01:34:52,840 --> 01:35:00,320
Speaker 2: again and keep keep going. Man. I know thing you've

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Speaker 2: said is like you know, I have like you know,

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01:35:03,760 --> 01:35:05,200
Speaker 2: I have a lot of what you said in me

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Speaker 2: as well, and I totally don't think you're an artist.

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01:35:07,439 --> 01:35:12,559
Speaker 2: I totally am rooting for you, you know, as you

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01:35:12,640 --> 01:35:16,520
Speaker 2: try to switch those intentions.

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Speaker 7: MM.

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Speaker 11: Well yeah, this has been both a fun, entertaining and

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Speaker 11: also strange experience, but overall a good one.

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Speaker 2: So thank you absolutely man. I'm happy to hear that.

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01:35:38,120 --> 01:35:39,320
Speaker 2: I'll be have a good night and I'll talk to

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Speaker 2: you again soon.

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01:35:40,880 --> 01:35:42,840
Speaker 11: Okay, take care, take care of him.

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Speaker 17: Okay, ladies and gentlemen, that was therapy Gecko, thanks for

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01:35:54,600 --> 01:35:58,640
Speaker 17: joining me and and all of us, all of these callers,

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01:35:59,240 --> 01:36:04,080
Speaker 17: all of these beauty souls on this on this beautiful ride.

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Speaker 2: As always, you can call the Gecko every Monday, Wednesday

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Speaker 2: Friday at ten pm Eastern Standard Time on twitch dot

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Speaker 2: tv slash Lyle Forever. There's a video version of the

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Speaker 2: podcast every week on YouTube dot com slash lyle forever.

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Speaker 2: You can follow me on Instagram at lyle forever. It's

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Speaker 2: with the number four L Y l E the number

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Speaker 2: four E V E er. And of course, if you

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Speaker 2: enjoyed the show, if you had a fun time, if

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Speaker 2: you want to support the show so that I can

1578
01:36:37,560 --> 01:36:41,280
Speaker 2: keep on doing it, you can go to patreon dot com,

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01:36:41,320 --> 01:36:45,639
Speaker 2: slash lyle forever, and in November, I'm doing the porn

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01:36:45,680 --> 01:36:49,120
Speaker 2: Hub stream. It's gonna be insane, it's gonna be ridiculous.

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01:36:49,160 --> 01:36:52,720
Speaker 2: There's gonna be lots of guys jacking off, hopefully not.

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01:36:53,040 --> 01:36:54,599
Speaker 2: I'm actually hoping that there's not a lot of people

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01:36:54,720 --> 01:36:57,960
Speaker 2: jacking off. I hope we can have actual conversations with strangers,

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01:36:58,400 --> 01:37:00,840
Speaker 2: but either way, it'll be a good time. All right,

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Speaker 2: thank you for watching. I'll be back next week. I

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Speaker 2: love you, Hail Satan, talk to you soon.