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Speaker 1: Scrubbing In with Bec Tilly and Tanya rap an iHeartRadio podcast.

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Speaker 2: Hello, everybody, we are scrubbing it scrub a dub. This

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Speaker 2: is a Dear Bonya episode. It is back to back weeks.

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Speaker 3: Different from Ask Banya. We've discussed this.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, yeah, yeah, it's not Ask Banya, it's Dear Bonie.

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Speaker 2: These are in depth questions that need in depth answers. Yes,

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Speaker 2: and again this is just our experience. We're just answering unprofessionally, yes,

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Speaker 2: but honestly about how we would handle the situations that

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Speaker 2: y'all are going through if we.

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Speaker 1: Were in your shoes, So like if you put your

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Speaker 1: feet in our shoes, well, if we put our feet

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Speaker 1: in your shoes, right, what we would do in that

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Speaker 1: situation exactly? And we can only gauge from our.

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Speaker 2: Perspective exactly, from our personal experience exactly, And that's where

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Speaker 2: our answers come from the heart, all of us here

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Speaker 2: in the scrubbing In.

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Speaker 1: But I do feel wiser, if I must say so,

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Speaker 1: because I'm older now, So I do tell you so

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Speaker 1: much how quickly we forget? Yeah, yeah, but I do

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Speaker 1: feel smarter and wiser.

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Speaker 2: What time were you born? Though?

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Speaker 1: On the eighteen nine something PM.

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Speaker 2: So it's technically you haven't gotten there yet.

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Speaker 1: It goes by the time I heard.

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Speaker 2: Challenge, or just like because you forgot, I didn't forget.

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Speaker 1: Where's my text message? Smarter?

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Speaker 2: We're having a small day. So, yeah, you do feel wiser.

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Speaker 2: I do.

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Speaker 1: I feel exponentially wiser than I did yesterday. Wow, you

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Speaker 1: get ready for this advice.

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Speaker 2: I can't wait to hear what you offered the Rubbers today.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, watch what I do this year?

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Speaker 2: Stay tuned.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, Sonic the Hedgehog just zooming around you.

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Speaker 2: We have referenced Sonic on this podcast a lot, which

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Speaker 2: is so unexpected.

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Speaker 1: I know, I can't tell you why I want to

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Speaker 1: be on that movie. I want to be a character.

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Speaker 1: I want to be like the modern woman Hedgehog. I

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Speaker 1: don't know if she exists, but if she does, I

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Speaker 1: so badly want to voice her.

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Speaker 2: You did an audition, you remember for the character and

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Speaker 2: how your voice would sound if you.

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Speaker 1: Get to be a I don't know if that made

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Speaker 1: it to the movie company that makes those.

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Speaker 3: Can we hear that again?

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Speaker 1: I can't remember exactly how I did it. But she's

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Speaker 1: kind of like this.

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Speaker 2: She was really cute.

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Speaker 1: She was have like a high, big voice, and she

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Speaker 1: was like, come on, Sonic, my god, this it's cute.

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Speaker 3: Right, Why can't you just be your regular voice. You've

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Speaker 3: kind of a high pitch.

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Speaker 2: Now you need to go back to your voice that

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Speaker 2: used to have with air R.

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Speaker 1: Rose. So I'm saving that.

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Speaker 3: For I also want to have that. I think I

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Speaker 3: have that.

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Speaker 1: We have a packed by the time I'm thirty three,

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Speaker 1: so I have you have for about six years. Well

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Speaker 1: here's the thing. I think Andy is attractive.

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Speaker 3: Andy, come here for a second. Thank you. He is

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Speaker 3: a good looking guy.

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Speaker 2: You think he's smart.

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Speaker 1: I think he's attractive and smart, and I do think

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Speaker 1: he's nice. Yeah, but we work together, so that's weird.

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Speaker 3: That's a good Amy Rose voice right there. Yeah, Gypsy Rose.

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Speaker 1: I also realized. I also realized, did you end up

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Speaker 1: seeing Inside Out too? No?

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Speaker 2: But I'm really excited too, Okay.

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Speaker 1: So I also just want to put it in the

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Speaker 1: universe that when Inside Out three comes out, I really

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Speaker 1: want there to be a delulu emotion and I need.

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Speaker 2: And I want to.

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Speaker 1: Right, yes, I need this to happen.

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Speaker 2: How do who makes some is that Pixar?

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Speaker 1: Pixar? Yeah, well, we got.

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Speaker 2: To find someone who works there because that's good.

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Speaker 1: There, and like because think about what other emotions can

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Speaker 1: there be, Like, there's only so many emotions, delusional has

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Speaker 1: to be one of them, right.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, you're a cute idea.

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Speaker 1: I like it, de Lulu. And then I'll come up

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Speaker 1: with an amazing voice for that.

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Speaker 2: I think you just be yourself.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, thank you. So anyways, you know, just just dreaming

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Speaker 1: big on this day.

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Speaker 2: I love that manifesting big things in her voiceover.

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Speaker 1: World career that is non existent at this point. But

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Speaker 1: you know, reach for the stars and you land. Oh wait,

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Speaker 1: what is it?

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Speaker 2: Yeah, reach for the stars, you land on the moon.

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Speaker 1: No, it's reach for the moon and you land amongst

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Speaker 4: Keep your feet on the ground.

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Speaker 1: No is that carest is my American Top forty host.

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Speaker 2: Do you know what I was thinking about?

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Speaker 1: What?

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Speaker 2: I was watching Friends last night and it was an

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Speaker 2: episode where Monica and Richard had just broken up and

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Speaker 2: she gets a voicemail and then she like can't figure

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Speaker 2: out if it's from like when they were together, or

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Speaker 2: if it was like if he had contacted her after

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Speaker 2: the breakup, and so she's like freaking out and then

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Speaker 2: she tries to call him back and she's like, I'm breezy,

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Speaker 2: and I was like, this is so tawn.

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Speaker 1: I am Monica.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, you have a lot of Monica, a lot of Monica.

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Speaker 1: Tendancies like truly, and I I consider myself a catch.

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Speaker 1: When I look back on certain things in my relationship

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Speaker 1: with Robbie, I'm like, God, bless that man, because I

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Speaker 1: was a lottimes a lot.

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Speaker 3: You will be a lot. It's a lot. It's a lot.

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Speaker 1: Not too much, but not not not not for him.

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Speaker 3: Let's let him answer that the perfect amount.

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Speaker 2: You're the perfect amount for Robbie. Yeah. Have we talked

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Speaker 2: about during the break up, the not the Lulu things

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Speaker 2: you did? But just like saying, yeah, have we talked

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Speaker 1: I don't know.

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Speaker 2: But when you went to the snow, No, I didn't

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Speaker 1: I didn't even go to the snow.

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Speaker 2: Pretended he went to the snow, rob you must have

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Speaker 2: talked about obsessed with the snow like he loves he's

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Speaker 1: And I know this, and uh, we were broken up

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Speaker 3: Always broken up at this point, no contact, Yeah.

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Speaker 4: Because following you or was he just watching your stories?

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Speaker 1: No? No, we never un followed each other. Okay, yeah,

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Speaker 1: it was like ear and all that gear. I was like,

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Speaker 1: Tory is very tall, very tall, and her hair is

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Speaker 1: chuck things. And I was like, you gotta do your

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Speaker 1: you writing like a heart in the snow, or like

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Speaker 1: be me in the snow. And she delivered. She sent

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Speaker 1: me exclusive pictures that I posted.

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Speaker 2: Immediately went up, immediately went right up, and guess what,

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Speaker 1: Just like something like so cool? Jealous? Where are you?

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Speaker 1: And guess what I did?

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Speaker 2: Left him on red?

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Speaker 1: Didn't even open it?

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Speaker 3: Oh ball exactly?

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Speaker 2: Wait? Is that more baller than left him on Red?

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Speaker 4: I think so.

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Speaker 1: I think so too, because I doesn't even care to

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Speaker 4: Yes, it also implies you're getting so many dms you don't.

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Speaker 3: So far to bury.

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Speaker 1: That's buried.

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Speaker 2: Interesting. I feel more savage if someone leaves me on

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Speaker 2: red as opposed to them just never seeing.

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Speaker 1: It, because I think sometimes, like I know, sometimes I'll

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Speaker 3: I just you think someone on red feels more calculated.

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Speaker 1: To me.

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Speaker 3: It feels like they're playing a game. Oh they read it,

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Speaker 3: but they're not going to responding it. You can't assume

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Speaker 3: they're playing a game.

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Speaker 4: Like what you said on Monday, the opposite of love

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Speaker 4: is a different is not opening the DM.

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Speaker 2: That's all. That's a lumineer's lyric. I can't take credit

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Speaker 2: the opposite of loves and friends?

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Speaker 1: No, And then he reached back out on Valentine's Day.

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Speaker 1: Back out on Valentine's Day responded to one of my stories,

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Speaker 2: Did you postal?

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Speaker 2: One that got his peaked is interesting.

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Speaker 1: Heart shaped cookies with initials and I like blocked out

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Speaker 3: Oh my gosh, so one cookie said, or.

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Speaker 1: We don't know that, and then he and then he

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Speaker 2: It's my time.

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Speaker 3: Time.

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Speaker 2: Do you still check to see who watches your story?

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Speaker 1: I don't really like check to see, but like, if

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Speaker 4: No, I see the likes? Who likes my story? That's

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Speaker 2: Do you know I just didn't know because you I mean,

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Speaker 2: I do think that if that would be obsession check

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Speaker 2: and if I didn't see her name within the first

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Speaker 1: Yeah, well let me tell you. I'm not going to

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Speaker 1: name this friend because I'm just not going to name her.

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Speaker 1: But I wasn't even as bad as one of my

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Speaker 1: other friends. Because she would constantly she would look at

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Speaker 1: the number of followers that her ex had and if

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Speaker 1: it knew exactly followers. Yeah, so whoever he was following,

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Speaker 1: she had that number, okay, and if it went up

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Speaker 1: anytime she would find out who he added, and then

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Speaker 1: like look at that person? What person was? It's not

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Speaker 1: a bad idea, it's not. It's actually a great idea

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Speaker 1: if anyone out there needs that.

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Speaker 2: Hasn't hurt anyone. No, no, that maybe you're your own feelings.

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Speaker 1: Except your own sanity.

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Speaker 2: It only affects your own Sandy always.

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Speaker 4: I just love the idea of like seeing the number

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Speaker 2: I saw it go down one and didn't realize it

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Speaker 1: Oh that would be that would hurt, that would hurt.

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Speaker 2: All right, we gotta get to that. We're taking our

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Speaker 3: Are scrubbers, here we go. Follow up advice from Laura.

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Speaker 3: From Brianna. She says, I need help. There's a coworker

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Speaker 2: That is so cute, and there is a National Blueberry Day.

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Speaker 5: And it's a superfood, yeah yeah, but that is very

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Speaker 3: Superfood is a nutrient rich food kind official for health

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Speaker 2: Bloomberry is not super food.

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Speaker 2: Okay, okay, this feels she's giving Tanya energy.

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Speaker 2: Why do you think he's not into her? No?

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Speaker 3: I don't think this is going to work. Yeah, but

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Speaker 3: This feels like it's not going to end well.

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Speaker 4: I think he's also probably apprehensive of engaging because they worked,

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Speaker 1: Yeah, I mean that never stopped me.

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Speaker 1: And not case too.

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Speaker 2: But here's the thing. You know, if someone's interested like you,

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Speaker 1: Not really, I mean that they're not.

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Speaker 2: I feel like you can get a vibe if someone's interested,

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Speaker 3: On, haven't fired. I can't murder reassigned him to Siberia.

446
00:22:04,200 --> 00:22:06,280
Speaker 3: I say, pumped the brakes unless you get some real

447
00:22:06,320 --> 00:22:07,520
Speaker 3: evidence that he's interested back.

448
00:22:07,680 --> 00:22:08,640
Speaker 2: What's real evidence?

449
00:22:09,240 --> 00:22:09,359
Speaker 1: Uh?

450
00:22:09,960 --> 00:22:13,320
Speaker 3: You got in blueberries? Maybe National Rubarb Day is coming up.

451
00:22:13,400 --> 00:22:16,200
Speaker 3: He'll get you some rubarb pie. That would be evidence.

452
00:22:16,640 --> 00:22:19,040
Speaker 2: Yeah, so if he returned the favor, I think if he.

453
00:22:19,040 --> 00:22:21,160
Speaker 3: Returned to the favor, that's a positive sign. Or even

454
00:22:21,240 --> 00:22:25,360
Speaker 3: anything a lingering touch, you know, like there's something eye contact.

455
00:22:25,440 --> 00:22:27,440
Speaker 3: Eye contact is good contact.

456
00:22:27,920 --> 00:22:28,960
Speaker 1: A lot of eye contacts.

457
00:22:33,800 --> 00:22:39,719
Speaker 3: You actually feel assaulted from Ty's eye contact, exactly. Heartbroken

458
00:22:39,760 --> 00:22:43,160
Speaker 3: anonymous scrubber. My boyfriend and I dated for nine months.

459
00:22:43,200 --> 00:22:45,639
Speaker 3: We broke up in January. I felt he was the

460
00:22:45,720 --> 00:22:47,480
Speaker 3: one I was supposed to marry. He was everything I

461
00:22:47,600 --> 00:22:50,960
Speaker 3: prayed for. The breakup was unexpected, no cause, no arguments.

462
00:22:51,000 --> 00:22:53,000
Speaker 3: He started pulling away over the holidays. We broke up

463
00:22:53,040 --> 00:22:55,680
Speaker 3: a couple of weeks after he got back. The breakup

464
00:22:55,800 --> 00:22:57,840
Speaker 3: was emotional for both of us. We cried and held

465
00:22:57,840 --> 00:22:59,919
Speaker 3: each other. He felt he failed and leading a godly

466
00:23:00,160 --> 00:23:03,119
Speaker 3: relationship and wanted to focus on his goals. He mentioned

467
00:23:03,119 --> 00:23:04,960
Speaker 3: that who knows, maybe we'll get back together one day.

468
00:23:06,040 --> 00:23:08,119
Speaker 3: We've continued to talk a couple times months each other.

469
00:23:08,160 --> 00:23:09,960
Speaker 3: Once a month left time we met. It felt like

470
00:23:10,040 --> 00:23:12,640
Speaker 3: we never broke up. We kiss each time we see

471
00:23:12,640 --> 00:23:15,000
Speaker 3: each other. He knew I thought we would get married,

472
00:23:15,040 --> 00:23:17,400
Speaker 3: but he wasn't there yet. While we were dating. Recently,

473
00:23:17,400 --> 00:23:19,399
Speaker 3: he said he's getting closer to wanting to get back together.

474
00:23:19,520 --> 00:23:21,359
Speaker 3: He suggested that if we did get back together, we

475
00:23:21,400 --> 00:23:24,640
Speaker 3: would marry. In three months. He referenced Ross and Rachel

476
00:23:24,680 --> 00:23:26,880
Speaker 3: and implied we might get married, saying to give it time.

477
00:23:27,000 --> 00:23:29,639
Speaker 3: Do you think there's a chance we could get back together? Tanya?

478
00:23:29,960 --> 00:23:32,600
Speaker 3: How did you stay patient and hopeful with Robbie when

479
00:23:32,600 --> 00:23:36,160
Speaker 3: you knew he was the one? Thanks for your insight, Well,

480
00:23:36,240 --> 00:23:36,480
Speaker 3: have you.

481
00:23:36,600 --> 00:23:44,600
Speaker 1: Tried posting pictures? So no, First of all, I'm so sorry.

482
00:23:44,840 --> 00:23:48,199
Speaker 1: That is like the worst thing ever when you are

483
00:23:48,280 --> 00:23:50,680
Speaker 1: broken up with and you feel like that person is

484
00:23:50,760 --> 00:23:53,800
Speaker 1: your person, there's no worse pain. So I'm sorry you're

485
00:23:53,800 --> 00:23:58,560
Speaker 1: going through that. I feel like in my situation, we

486
00:23:58,680 --> 00:24:00,920
Speaker 1: broke up around the holidays as well well, and that

487
00:24:01,119 --> 00:24:03,639
Speaker 1: was so dark because it was the holidays and I

488
00:24:03,760 --> 00:24:06,280
Speaker 1: was spending them alone. And then I remember my parents

489
00:24:06,320 --> 00:24:09,639
Speaker 1: both got COVID and so I was really alone and

490
00:24:09,800 --> 00:24:13,880
Speaker 1: it was such a dark time. But I still knew

491
00:24:13,920 --> 00:24:15,960
Speaker 1: he was the one, Like I remember when we broke up,

492
00:24:16,000 --> 00:24:18,520
Speaker 1: I was just like, this doesn't make sense, Like it

493
00:24:18,640 --> 00:24:22,520
Speaker 1: just doesn't make sense. It doesn't feel right, And I

494
00:24:22,600 --> 00:24:24,200
Speaker 1: think you kind of have to get to a place

495
00:24:24,400 --> 00:24:27,600
Speaker 1: where you keep a hopeful hard because I always felt

496
00:24:27,720 --> 00:24:31,720
Speaker 1: like we would get back together, but also have the

497
00:24:31,800 --> 00:24:34,440
Speaker 1: reality that it might not happen. And I think I

498
00:24:34,520 --> 00:24:36,800
Speaker 1: got to that point. I think once I cause we

499
00:24:36,920 --> 00:24:39,359
Speaker 1: two for the first i'd say month, month and a

500
00:24:39,400 --> 00:24:42,080
Speaker 1: half of our breakup, we still saw each other. We

501
00:24:42,160 --> 00:24:46,600
Speaker 1: would hug and kiss and like do all that. And

502
00:24:46,920 --> 00:24:50,200
Speaker 1: after a month and a half, yeah, like into January,

503
00:24:50,680 --> 00:24:52,880
Speaker 1: we still would like not often, we weren't like seeing

504
00:24:52,880 --> 00:24:55,040
Speaker 1: each other every day, but I saw him like once

505
00:24:55,160 --> 00:24:57,800
Speaker 1: or twice we still talked, Like on New Year's we talked.

506
00:25:00,080 --> 00:25:03,160
Speaker 1: I saw him in January we kissed. Uh. And then

507
00:25:03,440 --> 00:25:05,080
Speaker 1: at that point I just cut it off. I was like,

508
00:25:05,119 --> 00:25:07,280
Speaker 1: I can't do this. If we're like broken up and

509
00:25:07,760 --> 00:25:09,639
Speaker 1: that's what you want, then I really have to be

510
00:25:09,760 --> 00:25:12,480
Speaker 1: broken up. And that's when I started just cold turkeying it.

511
00:25:13,240 --> 00:25:15,040
Speaker 1: I didn't respond to any of his call I would

512
00:25:15,080 --> 00:25:17,360
Speaker 1: not answer his calls, I didn't respond to his dms.

513
00:25:17,600 --> 00:25:20,000
Speaker 1: Like I was just cold turkey because that's the way

514
00:25:20,040 --> 00:25:25,640
Speaker 1: that I had to move on process it. And then eventually, again,

515
00:25:25,680 --> 00:25:27,639
Speaker 1: like Beck always says, whatever's meant to be will be,

516
00:25:27,840 --> 00:25:31,960
Speaker 1: and then we ended up talking and we had a

517
00:25:32,119 --> 00:25:34,520
Speaker 1: really big fight before we got back together, and then

518
00:25:35,400 --> 00:25:36,800
Speaker 1: when then we got back together.

519
00:25:37,800 --> 00:25:40,560
Speaker 2: I feel like he's trying to have his cake and

520
00:25:40,680 --> 00:25:42,800
Speaker 2: eat it too. I feel like he has his cake

521
00:25:42,880 --> 00:25:45,480
Speaker 2: and he's eating it too because he wanted the breakup,

522
00:25:45,920 --> 00:25:47,840
Speaker 2: But then he's also getting to see you when he

523
00:25:47,960 --> 00:25:49,920
Speaker 2: wants to see you, and kiss you when he wants

524
00:25:49,960 --> 00:25:50,520
Speaker 2: to kiss you.

525
00:25:50,640 --> 00:25:53,000
Speaker 1: The same advice you gave me when this was happening

526
00:25:53,040 --> 00:25:54,480
Speaker 1: with Robbie, what he has.

527
00:25:54,920 --> 00:25:59,800
Speaker 2: Wants because I was like, you ended this, so leave

528
00:25:59,840 --> 00:26:00,720
Speaker 2: her alone. Leave me?

529
00:26:00,920 --> 00:26:02,639
Speaker 1: Yeah, yeah, leave her alone.

530
00:26:02,680 --> 00:26:03,520
Speaker 3: Love me, Robbie. I do.

531
00:26:03,680 --> 00:26:04,320
Speaker 1: I love Robbie.

532
00:26:04,320 --> 00:26:06,280
Speaker 2: I'm so happy I'm coming together. But in the moment,

533
00:26:06,359 --> 00:26:07,560
Speaker 2: I was like, leave her alone.

534
00:26:07,720 --> 00:26:07,920
Speaker 1: Yeah.

535
00:26:08,600 --> 00:26:10,760
Speaker 2: And that's how I feel because I feel like what's

536
00:26:10,800 --> 00:26:14,560
Speaker 2: happening is that if he is not there, and he's

537
00:26:14,840 --> 00:26:17,760
Speaker 2: if he doesn't see a genuine future with you, then

538
00:26:17,960 --> 00:26:20,600
Speaker 2: he is keeping you in a place of heartbreak and

539
00:26:21,400 --> 00:26:23,639
Speaker 2: a place of not being able to move on. And

540
00:26:23,760 --> 00:26:25,920
Speaker 2: I think it's a very selfish move. And I also

541
00:26:26,520 --> 00:26:29,120
Speaker 2: I come from like the religion world of like God

542
00:26:29,240 --> 00:26:30,920
Speaker 2: told me we're not supposed to be together, and it

543
00:26:31,080 --> 00:26:34,000
Speaker 2: is like my biggest ick. I'm sorry, I just do

544
00:26:34,160 --> 00:26:37,080
Speaker 2: not like it. I think it's such a cop out

545
00:26:37,480 --> 00:26:40,280
Speaker 2: and what he's doing is not godly to me, because

546
00:26:40,320 --> 00:26:42,920
Speaker 2: if he really loved you and loved what God was

547
00:26:42,960 --> 00:26:44,720
Speaker 2: telling him to do, he would let you move on,

548
00:26:45,080 --> 00:26:46,480
Speaker 2: or he would say, hey, I want to be with

549
00:26:46,600 --> 00:26:49,200
Speaker 2: you and be a man and be a partner to you.

550
00:26:49,600 --> 00:26:51,359
Speaker 1: Yeah, sounds like she needs to go cold Turkey.

551
00:26:52,280 --> 00:26:54,280
Speaker 2: I think you go cold Turkey because I think that

552
00:26:54,440 --> 00:26:56,560
Speaker 2: if you're meant to be, it'll happen. But I think

553
00:26:56,680 --> 00:27:00,760
Speaker 2: you give yourself a chance to move one from him.

554
00:27:00,960 --> 00:27:03,399
Speaker 1: Yeah, because I remember when I was cold Turkey, I

555
00:27:03,560 --> 00:27:05,920
Speaker 1: did somebody. Somebody did try to set me up with

556
00:27:06,000 --> 00:27:07,639
Speaker 1: someone and I did accept the date. It was like,

557
00:27:07,760 --> 00:27:10,200
Speaker 1: I think it was still kind of covidy times. We

558
00:27:10,240 --> 00:27:13,320
Speaker 1: did a FaceTime date. But the funny part is is

559
00:27:13,800 --> 00:27:15,600
Speaker 1: this date that I had with this guy, we end

560
00:27:15,720 --> 00:27:19,879
Speaker 1: up both talking about our exes the entire FaceTime. He

561
00:27:20,000 --> 00:27:22,280
Speaker 1: was talking about his ex girlfriend. I was talking about Robbie.

562
00:27:22,760 --> 00:27:25,520
Speaker 1: And we followed each other on Instagram and we still

563
00:27:25,560 --> 00:27:27,320
Speaker 1: follow each other. He ended up getting back with his

564
00:27:27,480 --> 00:27:30,359
Speaker 1: ex girlfriend. He is now married to her with a baby,

565
00:27:30,960 --> 00:27:33,440
Speaker 1: and I ended up getting back with Robbie, we are engaged,

566
00:27:33,520 --> 00:27:35,800
Speaker 1: and so it's just very very funny. But like I

567
00:27:35,960 --> 00:27:38,040
Speaker 1: was open to it, Like I was like, yeah, let's

568
00:27:38,080 --> 00:27:39,600
Speaker 1: like have a FaceTime date. And we were chatting for

569
00:27:39,640 --> 00:27:40,320
Speaker 1: a couple of days.

570
00:27:40,440 --> 00:27:43,240
Speaker 2: But yeah, it just well, that's what I'm saying. I

571
00:27:43,440 --> 00:27:45,359
Speaker 2: don't I'm not saying you're never going to get back together.

572
00:27:45,400 --> 00:27:48,000
Speaker 2: I just think that he's getting way too much out

573
00:27:48,040 --> 00:27:50,080
Speaker 2: of this breakup and you're the one who's hurting.

574
00:27:50,359 --> 00:27:52,840
Speaker 1: Yeah, so you might have to cald Turkey it. I

575
00:27:52,920 --> 00:27:53,399
Speaker 1: hate to say it.

576
00:27:54,840 --> 00:27:59,200
Speaker 3: Yeah, and you'll never regret focusing on yourself and living

577
00:27:59,280 --> 00:27:59,760
Speaker 3: your life.

578
00:28:00,080 --> 00:28:00,240
Speaker 1: Yep.

579
00:28:00,320 --> 00:28:02,560
Speaker 3: You got to move on. And if you end up

580
00:28:02,600 --> 00:28:05,600
Speaker 3: together one day, glorious. But if you count on that,

581
00:28:05,760 --> 00:28:07,920
Speaker 3: you're only going to stay stagnant.

582
00:28:07,960 --> 00:28:09,760
Speaker 1: You're not going to And I'm not going to encourage

583
00:28:09,800 --> 00:28:11,879
Speaker 1: playing games because I don't think it's like a game.

584
00:28:12,240 --> 00:28:15,159
Speaker 1: But I know in our situation, because I went so

585
00:28:15,359 --> 00:28:17,920
Speaker 1: cold Turkey and Robbie, he thought that I had moved

586
00:28:17,960 --> 00:28:21,760
Speaker 1: on and that he lost me forever and that freaked

587
00:28:21,800 --> 00:28:22,120
Speaker 1: him back.

588
00:28:22,119 --> 00:28:25,639
Speaker 3: That's jarring. Absolutely thinks he's going to marry you in

589
00:28:25,720 --> 00:28:27,600
Speaker 3: three months if you get back together. First of all,

590
00:28:27,640 --> 00:28:29,840
Speaker 3: that's other all bs, or he really believes it. But

591
00:28:29,920 --> 00:28:32,560
Speaker 3: either way, you're better off focusing on you and moving on.

592
00:28:32,840 --> 00:28:34,920
Speaker 2: Yeah, and I don't think you should get married after

593
00:28:34,960 --> 00:28:37,520
Speaker 2: three months, even if you'll, even if you disregard our

594
00:28:37,560 --> 00:28:39,480
Speaker 2: advice and get back together with him, I would say,

595
00:28:39,560 --> 00:28:40,160
Speaker 2: don't do that.

596
00:28:40,720 --> 00:28:42,360
Speaker 3: Red flags plenty right here.

597
00:28:42,440 --> 00:28:47,080
Speaker 1: Yeaheah, well, not necessarily, not necessarily.

598
00:28:47,880 --> 00:28:54,280
Speaker 2: Yeah, from the information we're sing, I think you focus

599
00:28:54,360 --> 00:28:54,840
Speaker 2: on yourself.

600
00:28:55,440 --> 00:28:57,880
Speaker 3: I agree, you'll never regret doing that, and you're better.

601
00:28:58,000 --> 00:29:00,480
Speaker 2: You're better than being at his beck and cal whenever

602
00:29:00,560 --> 00:29:02,440
Speaker 2: he decides he's lonely and wants to see you and

603
00:29:02,520 --> 00:29:02,840
Speaker 2: kiss you.

604
00:29:03,000 --> 00:29:06,520
Speaker 3: That's not okay. Preach from anonymous. My husband and I

605
00:29:06,520 --> 00:29:08,479
Speaker 3: have been married fifteen years. We've got three kids. He's

606
00:29:08,480 --> 00:29:11,240
Speaker 3: a great husband, he's a great dad, but we struggled

607
00:29:11,240 --> 00:29:14,360
Speaker 3: for years with him having a porn addiction. I get it,

608
00:29:14,440 --> 00:29:16,160
Speaker 3: guys look at porn from time to time, even though

609
00:29:16,160 --> 00:29:18,200
Speaker 3: I don't love it. But I have found him so

610
00:29:18,320 --> 00:29:20,400
Speaker 3: many times in our home with the kids in the

611
00:29:20,480 --> 00:29:22,960
Speaker 3: next room on our family iPad, and I'm so tired

612
00:29:23,000 --> 00:29:26,160
Speaker 3: of fighting this battle with him. He agrees it's a problem,

613
00:29:26,240 --> 00:29:28,160
Speaker 3: then it'll stop for weeks and then later I'll find

614
00:29:28,160 --> 00:29:29,760
Speaker 3: it again. I love him so much. I don't want

615
00:29:29,800 --> 00:29:32,120
Speaker 3: it to rip our family apart, but I feel so disrespected.

616
00:29:32,600 --> 00:29:34,640
Speaker 3: We are going to start therapy together next week try

617
00:29:34,680 --> 00:29:36,560
Speaker 3: to work through this, but honestly, I'm afraid our problems

618
00:29:36,600 --> 00:29:39,120
Speaker 3: have gone past the porn and now into him not

619
00:29:39,200 --> 00:29:42,200
Speaker 3: respecting me enough to stop. Any advice you can give

620
00:29:42,280 --> 00:29:45,800
Speaker 3: me I would greatly appreciate, especially Mark and Easton's mail perspectives.

621
00:29:46,240 --> 00:29:51,280
Speaker 3: Oh oh nice. I mean, look, yes, it is a

622
00:29:51,360 --> 00:29:54,480
Speaker 3: respect issue. It's not. I mean I shouldn't be so

623
00:29:54,640 --> 00:29:57,840
Speaker 3: cavalier about actual porn addiction, sex addiction. These are things

624
00:29:57,880 --> 00:30:00,800
Speaker 3: that I am not terribly familiar with, understand very much.

625
00:30:00,880 --> 00:30:03,320
Speaker 3: So I don't want to be dismissive of those things, right.

626
00:30:03,240 --> 00:30:05,600
Speaker 1: Because I'm curious when she says porn addiction, because I

627
00:30:05,680 --> 00:30:10,560
Speaker 1: feel like there's a difference between what makes it porn addiction.

628
00:30:12,680 --> 00:30:13,600
Speaker 4: Using the family iPad?

629
00:30:13,720 --> 00:30:18,240
Speaker 3: Yeah, yeah, do sound like signs. But let's say it wasn't.

630
00:30:18,320 --> 00:30:20,520
Speaker 3: Let's say it was alcohol. Would you say he doesn't

631
00:30:20,560 --> 00:30:22,480
Speaker 3: respect me enough to quit alcohol? So if it's a

632
00:30:22,600 --> 00:30:25,880
Speaker 3: legitimate addition addiction, then I think we need to have

633
00:30:26,040 --> 00:30:28,200
Speaker 3: some patients and go through the process, and therapy is

634
00:30:28,200 --> 00:30:30,640
Speaker 3: the right thing, right, But if you don't feel like

635
00:30:30,720 --> 00:30:33,400
Speaker 3: it's an actual addiction, which you would know better than we,

636
00:30:34,720 --> 00:30:36,960
Speaker 3: then then yeah, then it sounds like a respect issue

637
00:30:37,040 --> 00:30:40,160
Speaker 3: and he needs to understand where your boundaries are because

638
00:30:40,240 --> 00:30:42,720
Speaker 3: there is no right and wrong in relationships. It's respecting

639
00:30:42,760 --> 00:30:45,040
Speaker 3: the other person's wishes for what is right and wrong

640
00:30:45,120 --> 00:30:45,880
Speaker 3: in a relationship.

641
00:30:48,480 --> 00:30:52,200
Speaker 4: I agree completely, But they say addiction is when you

642
00:30:52,640 --> 00:30:55,680
Speaker 4: continue the behavior in the face of like severe consequences

643
00:30:55,840 --> 00:30:58,200
Speaker 4: or something like you you get drunk at work or like,

644
00:30:58,320 --> 00:31:01,200
Speaker 4: you know, you drive drunk, something like that. And I

645
00:31:01,360 --> 00:31:04,000
Speaker 4: think that he's again I don't know too much about

646
00:31:04,000 --> 00:31:06,840
Speaker 4: it either, but I think that it probably fits the bill.

647
00:31:06,960 --> 00:31:08,800
Speaker 4: And she probably said like, hey, if you keep doing this,

648
00:31:09,080 --> 00:31:12,640
Speaker 4: I'm gonna leave. Maybe maybe she said that, and that

649
00:31:12,720 --> 00:31:15,120
Speaker 4: on some level, yeah, that he keeps doing it, keeps

650
00:31:15,120 --> 00:31:16,760
Speaker 4: doing to try probably trying to hide it from her,

651
00:31:18,200 --> 00:31:20,800
Speaker 4: And uh, I don't know that that needs to be addressed.

652
00:31:20,800 --> 00:31:23,240
Speaker 4: That's that's you know, I'm not saying porn is bad,

653
00:31:24,320 --> 00:31:27,000
Speaker 4: but like, I don't know if he if this is

654
00:31:27,040 --> 00:31:31,880
Speaker 4: like really affecting their intimacy, affecting his personal life, like

655
00:31:32,040 --> 00:31:33,400
Speaker 4: is he like that's.

656
00:31:33,200 --> 00:31:35,520
Speaker 1: The whole thing. Like I think you have to take

657
00:31:35,760 --> 00:31:38,080
Speaker 1: take like a what's it called bird's eye. I've had many,

658
00:31:38,520 --> 00:31:43,720
Speaker 1: weirdly many conversations with men about porn. I was like

659
00:31:43,880 --> 00:31:47,080
Speaker 1: very into this topic. I don't remember when, but maybe

660
00:31:47,160 --> 00:31:48,000
Speaker 1: like ten years ago it.

661
00:31:48,040 --> 00:31:49,800
Speaker 3: Was in your porn era it was porn Area.

662
00:31:50,000 --> 00:31:53,160
Speaker 1: Yeah, we will because I'm fascinated with like why men

663
00:31:53,320 --> 00:31:56,960
Speaker 1: like why women are like not or maybe I shouldn't generalize,

664
00:31:57,160 --> 00:31:59,400
Speaker 1: but that's true. Yeah, I feel like it doesn't do

665
00:31:59,560 --> 00:32:01,480
Speaker 1: for women what it does for men, Like why, I

666
00:32:01,560 --> 00:32:04,000
Speaker 1: don't know. I just feel like men just do like

667
00:32:04,120 --> 00:32:04,960
Speaker 1: it for some reason.

668
00:32:05,360 --> 00:32:06,840
Speaker 3: Men are much more visual than women.

669
00:32:07,160 --> 00:32:12,040
Speaker 1: Yeah, whatever. But so what I've gathered is if it's

670
00:32:12,080 --> 00:32:16,080
Speaker 1: something that is impacting your sex life with your husband,

671
00:32:16,680 --> 00:32:19,120
Speaker 1: then it's definitely something that he needs to take into

672
00:32:19,120 --> 00:32:22,880
Speaker 1: account and he should, you know, respect your wishes. If

673
00:32:22,920 --> 00:32:26,400
Speaker 1: it's if he's doing it on the family iPads and

674
00:32:26,520 --> 00:32:28,520
Speaker 1: the kids can see it or hear it or whatever, like,

675
00:32:28,680 --> 00:32:32,280
Speaker 1: that's also a major problem. If it's something that he's

676
00:32:32,400 --> 00:32:34,560
Speaker 1: doing that he does from time to time that's not

677
00:32:34,680 --> 00:32:38,120
Speaker 1: affecting your kids, your sex life, anything like that, it's

678
00:32:38,280 --> 00:32:40,440
Speaker 1: it's like golfing or something, you know, something that he

679
00:32:40,600 --> 00:32:43,160
Speaker 1: likes to do or whatever. If you don't like it,

680
00:32:43,320 --> 00:32:45,360
Speaker 1: you just have to just like everyone's going to have

681
00:32:45,440 --> 00:32:47,200
Speaker 1: some of those things that you don't like. But I

682
00:32:47,280 --> 00:32:49,360
Speaker 1: think if it's affecting your kids, your family, and your

683
00:32:49,440 --> 00:32:51,760
Speaker 1: sex life, then you have to set boundaries and you

684
00:32:51,840 --> 00:32:52,840
Speaker 1: have to like figure that out.

685
00:32:53,960 --> 00:32:56,480
Speaker 2: I'm just really I mean, I feel hopeful that y'all

686
00:32:56,520 --> 00:32:58,360
Speaker 2: are going to therapy because a lot of people if

687
00:32:58,440 --> 00:33:01,520
Speaker 2: he was like, I'm not going to therapy, I don't

688
00:33:01,560 --> 00:33:03,680
Speaker 2: need therapy, then I would be like, I don't really

689
00:33:03,800 --> 00:33:05,720
Speaker 2: know what to say to encourage you. But I do

690
00:33:05,880 --> 00:33:08,720
Speaker 2: feel like there could be I think him the willingness

691
00:33:08,920 --> 00:33:12,040
Speaker 2: to go and like have these conversations with a professional

692
00:33:12,600 --> 00:33:15,080
Speaker 2: I think will be very helpful. And I think you'll

693
00:33:15,120 --> 00:33:20,400
Speaker 2: also be able to express feelings in a safe setting

694
00:33:20,600 --> 00:33:22,720
Speaker 2: that maybe you haven't even been able to get through

695
00:33:22,760 --> 00:33:24,880
Speaker 2: to him about. And I think it'll be good for

696
00:33:25,320 --> 00:33:28,040
Speaker 2: your relationship in general. But I really, I really feel

697
00:33:28,120 --> 00:33:32,360
Speaker 2: for you because whether it's porn or alcohol or drugs, like,

698
00:33:32,400 --> 00:33:36,400
Speaker 2: addiction is a disease, and yeah, it overtakes people, and

699
00:33:36,480 --> 00:33:38,680
Speaker 2: I think it's I think you're at a point where

700
00:33:38,720 --> 00:33:39,440
Speaker 2: you're able to.

701
00:33:39,920 --> 00:33:44,320
Speaker 1: Hopefully and like when someone's off the especially your partner

702
00:33:44,360 --> 00:33:46,320
Speaker 1: in life, you don't want to just abandon them, you

703
00:33:46,400 --> 00:33:46,800
Speaker 1: know what I mean.

704
00:33:46,960 --> 00:33:48,960
Speaker 2: Yeah, but you also don't want to be disrespected for

705
00:33:49,000 --> 00:33:50,920
Speaker 2: the rest of your life. So you have to be

706
00:33:51,000 --> 00:33:55,040
Speaker 2: able to set that boundary and know that going into

707
00:33:55,120 --> 00:33:58,560
Speaker 2: therapy that you're doing everything you can and you can't

708
00:33:58,680 --> 00:34:01,920
Speaker 2: change him, right, you can't. You can't make him stop,

709
00:34:02,080 --> 00:34:04,960
Speaker 2: And that's the that's the part about control with your

710
00:34:05,000 --> 00:34:06,880
Speaker 2: partner that's really hard.

711
00:34:07,120 --> 00:34:07,320
Speaker 1: Yeah.

712
00:34:07,400 --> 00:34:09,560
Speaker 3: I think therapy really help you understand where he's coming

713
00:34:09,560 --> 00:34:11,480
Speaker 3: from and help him understand where you're coming from.

714
00:34:11,560 --> 00:34:11,960
Speaker 2: I agree.

715
00:34:12,080 --> 00:34:15,560
Speaker 3: Yes, Becca, it's time for a break. Can you do

716
00:34:15,719 --> 00:34:16,640
Speaker 3: the dusty honors?

717
00:34:16,760 --> 00:34:20,440
Speaker 2: My gosh? Well, we have one more email and then

718
00:34:20,719 --> 00:34:24,200
Speaker 2: who is most likely to superlative fun at the end

719
00:34:24,200 --> 00:34:26,040
Speaker 2: of the episode. But we're going to take a break,

720
00:34:26,080 --> 00:34:46,680
Speaker 2: so we'll be right back. All right, we are back.

721
00:34:46,800 --> 00:34:49,360
Speaker 2: We have one more email from anonymous.

722
00:34:50,680 --> 00:34:53,439
Speaker 3: All right, here we go. An email from anonymous. She says,

723
00:34:54,280 --> 00:34:56,680
Speaker 3: my friend of almost thirty years cheated on her husband.

724
00:34:57,480 --> 00:34:59,680
Speaker 3: My husband and I were very much friends with her husband.

725
00:34:59,680 --> 00:35:02,000
Speaker 3: We've been on trips with them, and back in April

726
00:35:02,080 --> 00:35:04,360
Speaker 3: of twenty three, my friend cheated on her husband with

727
00:35:04,440 --> 00:35:06,680
Speaker 3: one of my husband's friends who she met at our house.

728
00:35:07,520 --> 00:35:09,880
Speaker 3: My husband I knew about the affair and felt complicit

729
00:35:09,960 --> 00:35:12,240
Speaker 3: because we would continue to see her with her husband

730
00:35:12,560 --> 00:35:14,839
Speaker 3: and we continue to see her with the other guy.

731
00:35:15,600 --> 00:35:18,640
Speaker 3: My friend's marriage ended shortly thereafter once she found out

732
00:35:18,680 --> 00:35:20,839
Speaker 3: she was pregnant with the other man's baby, and now

733
00:35:20,880 --> 00:35:23,640
Speaker 3: she's divorced. But my friend and a new partner have

734
00:35:23,760 --> 00:35:26,480
Speaker 3: rewritten the timeline. They act like it wasn't an affair,

735
00:35:26,600 --> 00:35:29,359
Speaker 3: and their husband knew she wanted a divorce. And I've

736
00:35:29,360 --> 00:35:32,279
Speaker 3: struggled with this because we socialized with them as a

737
00:35:32,360 --> 00:35:34,919
Speaker 3: couple during the affair and I was her sounding board

738
00:35:35,000 --> 00:35:38,120
Speaker 3: during that time. Her new partner jokes about breaking up

739
00:35:38,200 --> 00:35:41,080
Speaker 3: marriages and getting with married women, which bothers me. He

740
00:35:41,239 --> 00:35:44,279
Speaker 3: previously cheated on his wife like a decade ago. I

741
00:35:44,280 --> 00:35:45,839
Speaker 3: don't know if we should stay friends with these people

742
00:35:46,080 --> 00:35:47,960
Speaker 3: or not be around them at all. When I expressed

743
00:35:48,000 --> 00:35:50,399
Speaker 3: my guilt to her, she denied the affair and said

744
00:35:50,440 --> 00:35:52,960
Speaker 3: she thought I was okay with it. I'm questioning how

745
00:35:53,000 --> 00:35:55,400
Speaker 3: long to stay friends with someone before deciding their relationship

746
00:35:55,480 --> 00:35:58,640
Speaker 3: is toxic due to differing life values. Should I consider

747
00:35:58,719 --> 00:36:01,680
Speaker 3: a hard cut off or a soft cut off? Moving forward?

748
00:36:01,760 --> 00:36:04,240
Speaker 3: So it sounds like decided because I'm.

749
00:36:04,120 --> 00:36:07,439
Speaker 2: Glad you know what you need to do because you're

750
00:36:08,680 --> 00:36:11,239
Speaker 2: the what's the quote about the company you keep?

751
00:36:11,480 --> 00:36:13,439
Speaker 1: Yeah, ships don't sink because there's water.

752
00:36:13,560 --> 00:36:15,040
Speaker 3: Eat, that's the one.

753
00:36:15,520 --> 00:36:18,719
Speaker 1: Ships don't sink because there's water outside their boat. They

754
00:36:18,880 --> 00:36:20,879
Speaker 1: sink because there's water inside their boat.

755
00:36:20,960 --> 00:36:23,640
Speaker 2: Well, no way that goes with this, but that's beautiful. Ye,

756
00:36:23,680 --> 00:36:23,960
Speaker 2: it does.

757
00:36:24,840 --> 00:36:26,560
Speaker 1: Get them out, Get them out of your boat.

758
00:36:26,640 --> 00:36:28,480
Speaker 2: Oh, they're they're the water and they're the water.

759
00:36:28,760 --> 00:36:30,320
Speaker 1: Get that water out of your boat.

760
00:36:30,520 --> 00:36:32,600
Speaker 2: Well, you know, I was just going to say something about,

761
00:36:32,680 --> 00:36:37,080
Speaker 2: like the company you keep is a reflection of you

762
00:36:37,520 --> 00:36:40,880
Speaker 2: and your husband, And I think that the fact that

763
00:36:41,160 --> 00:36:44,080
Speaker 2: you listen to her talk about the affair and then

764
00:36:44,160 --> 00:36:47,840
Speaker 2: she feels comfortable enough denying it to your face is

765
00:36:47,920 --> 00:36:51,880
Speaker 2: a a red flag bigger than let me.

766
00:36:51,920 --> 00:36:57,120
Speaker 1: Tell you she's a narcissist. Yeah, And it's very obvious

767
00:36:57,239 --> 00:37:01,080
Speaker 1: to me because these people, these narcissists, they will make

768
00:37:01,200 --> 00:37:04,400
Speaker 1: up these stories in their head and they'll believe them

769
00:37:04,480 --> 00:37:07,759
Speaker 1: to be true because it pertains to their narrative or

770
00:37:07,800 --> 00:37:11,080
Speaker 1: what they want, and it's very scary and it's very weird,

771
00:37:11,320 --> 00:37:14,600
Speaker 1: and I also would just like again, but it's not

772
00:37:14,640 --> 00:37:16,920
Speaker 1: a blanket statement. I don't think cheaters are bad. I

773
00:37:17,080 --> 00:37:20,239
Speaker 1: just think cheaters there's a character flaw in there.

774
00:37:20,880 --> 00:37:24,160
Speaker 2: Well, to me, there's there's cheating and having remorse and

775
00:37:24,280 --> 00:37:27,040
Speaker 2: regret and shame about it. And then I think there's

776
00:37:27,120 --> 00:37:29,839
Speaker 2: cheating and laughing and bragging about it talking about breaking

777
00:37:29,920 --> 00:37:30,160
Speaker 2: up there.

778
00:37:30,320 --> 00:37:32,640
Speaker 1: But that's only part of the story. I'm sure I can.

779
00:37:32,920 --> 00:37:35,640
Speaker 1: I feel like very confident in saying that. I'd say

780
00:37:35,719 --> 00:37:38,680
Speaker 1: like eighty percent of people who cheat have some sort

781
00:37:38,719 --> 00:37:40,120
Speaker 1: of guilt or shame or remorse.

782
00:37:40,280 --> 00:37:42,319
Speaker 2: I know. I'm saying this guy does not the god

783
00:37:42,480 --> 00:37:42,920
Speaker 2: she cheated.

784
00:37:43,040 --> 00:37:45,600
Speaker 1: I'm sure that he does. Behind closed doors, he's probably

785
00:37:45,719 --> 00:37:47,480
Speaker 1: just like making a joke of it, blah blah blah blah,

786
00:37:47,480 --> 00:37:49,680
Speaker 1: and where she doesn't know him one hundred percent of

787
00:37:49,760 --> 00:37:50,000
Speaker 1: the time.

788
00:37:50,440 --> 00:37:53,000
Speaker 2: She said her new partner jokes about breaking up marriages

789
00:37:53,080 --> 00:37:54,200
Speaker 2: and getting with married women.

790
00:37:54,320 --> 00:37:56,880
Speaker 1: I know, but I'm saying he maybe just does that outwardly,

791
00:37:56,960 --> 00:37:58,560
Speaker 1: but we don't know what he feels inwardly.

792
00:37:58,880 --> 00:38:03,640
Speaker 2: Yeah, but that's his that's the character that he's presenting right,

793
00:38:03,880 --> 00:38:06,000
Speaker 2: I'm not saying character, you're surrounding yourself.

794
00:38:06,239 --> 00:38:07,279
Speaker 3: This all is just.

795
00:38:07,480 --> 00:38:10,879
Speaker 1: Bad and I don't like her, I don't like him,

796
00:38:11,040 --> 00:38:14,279
Speaker 1: and I just feel like you need to distance yourself asap.

797
00:38:14,719 --> 00:38:16,959
Speaker 2: I agree. I think the hard cut off or soft

798
00:38:17,040 --> 00:38:19,080
Speaker 2: cut off, I think you just have a conversation and

799
00:38:19,200 --> 00:38:21,960
Speaker 2: say I love you. We've been through so much together,

800
00:38:22,040 --> 00:38:23,799
Speaker 2: but I've had a really hard time with how you've

801
00:38:23,840 --> 00:38:27,400
Speaker 2: handled this and and denying the truth that I was

802
00:38:27,800 --> 00:38:29,680
Speaker 2: a part of during this time of your life and.

803
00:38:30,520 --> 00:38:33,360
Speaker 1: What I appreciate your soft approach, but a narcissist is

804
00:38:33,440 --> 00:38:34,080
Speaker 1: not going to hear that.

805
00:38:34,880 --> 00:38:37,160
Speaker 2: Well, they're not going to hear anything, So it doesn't matter.

806
00:38:37,200 --> 00:38:39,040
Speaker 2: I'm saying, what what's going to make her feel good

807
00:38:39,080 --> 00:38:39,720
Speaker 2: to move forward?

808
00:38:40,280 --> 00:38:40,520
Speaker 1: Sure?

809
00:38:40,840 --> 00:38:43,040
Speaker 3: You saying you're saying hard cut off? Just stop?

810
00:38:43,440 --> 00:38:44,440
Speaker 2: Yeah, oh, just ignore.

811
00:38:45,360 --> 00:38:47,080
Speaker 1: I mean, it's all bad.

812
00:38:47,840 --> 00:38:50,000
Speaker 2: I just think we don't know if they're best friends.

813
00:38:50,040 --> 00:38:52,200
Speaker 2: It kind of seems like they were a couple friends, right,

814
00:38:52,360 --> 00:38:54,120
Speaker 2: So if she's your best friend, like it was me

815
00:38:54,239 --> 00:38:56,360
Speaker 2: and you, I think I would have a conversation.

816
00:38:56,960 --> 00:38:58,960
Speaker 1: If it was me and you and you were having

817
00:38:59,000 --> 00:39:03,080
Speaker 1: an affair on Haley, I would step in before any

818
00:39:03,120 --> 00:39:04,719
Speaker 1: of this, I'd be like, this is not right.

819
00:39:04,800 --> 00:39:06,400
Speaker 2: Yeah, But if I was like I'm not, that's not

820
00:39:07,320 --> 00:39:08,480
Speaker 2: I'm fine, We're fine.

821
00:39:08,520 --> 00:39:11,280
Speaker 1: Don't worry about us murder. I'm kidding.

822
00:39:11,280 --> 00:39:13,520
Speaker 2: I'm kidding, But I'm just saying, like, we don't know

823
00:39:13,600 --> 00:39:15,359
Speaker 2: how close they are, they're like best friends. I think

824
00:39:15,400 --> 00:39:17,640
Speaker 2: it's warrants a conversation of like, hey, I love you

825
00:39:17,760 --> 00:39:19,640
Speaker 2: and I don't agree with this, so I don't I

826
00:39:19,640 --> 00:39:21,520
Speaker 2: don't see this being friends and if it's if it's

827
00:39:21,560 --> 00:39:24,160
Speaker 2: not that, then yeah, just cut it off.

828
00:39:24,360 --> 00:39:24,560
Speaker 3: Yeah.

829
00:39:24,680 --> 00:39:26,920
Speaker 1: I just feel like narcissist are very scary people to

830
00:39:27,000 --> 00:39:29,400
Speaker 1: deal with, so like trying to have a rational conversation

831
00:39:29,520 --> 00:39:32,800
Speaker 1: with one is gonna it's gonna send you into a tailspin.

832
00:39:33,080 --> 00:39:34,920
Speaker 1: So just say yourself, she knows.

833
00:39:34,800 --> 00:39:37,600
Speaker 2: If she's a if she's someone who is receptive to

834
00:39:37,680 --> 00:39:38,240
Speaker 2: a conversation.

835
00:39:38,360 --> 00:39:39,000
Speaker 1: Yeah, yeah, Yeah.

836
00:39:39,239 --> 00:39:42,759
Speaker 3: This is from Jazz. Love the name jazz by the way.

837
00:39:42,800 --> 00:39:45,920
Speaker 3: I like that jazzmine can become jazz or jazz or

838
00:39:46,000 --> 00:39:49,800
Speaker 3: men a lot of men's or jazz me.

839
00:39:52,280 --> 00:39:54,920
Speaker 1: Really it's a jazz me jazzy.

840
00:39:55,440 --> 00:39:59,200
Speaker 3: I mean, I really enjoyed this segment where you didn't

841
00:39:59,200 --> 00:40:01,239
Speaker 3: know who is most likely to and thought i'd offer

842
00:40:01,320 --> 00:40:03,320
Speaker 3: some questions from a similar game we play at parties.

843
00:40:03,320 --> 00:40:05,480
Speaker 3: So here you go, so i'll read the question that

844
00:40:05,520 --> 00:40:06,719
Speaker 3: we'll do. The three two one is that we did

845
00:40:06,800 --> 00:40:08,680
Speaker 3: last time? Yeah, the same time.

846
00:40:08,800 --> 00:40:09,120
Speaker 2: Okay.

847
00:40:10,040 --> 00:40:13,880
Speaker 3: Who is most likely to be pulled over for driving

848
00:40:13,960 --> 00:40:20,120
Speaker 3: too slow? Three two one? Wow? What did you say?

849
00:40:20,960 --> 00:40:21,000
Speaker 2: So?

850
00:40:22,040 --> 00:40:25,960
Speaker 3: I said? Becca? Becca said my shocked. I'm very speeds

851
00:40:26,560 --> 00:40:28,000
Speaker 3: said that because you're always late for stuff.

852
00:40:28,239 --> 00:40:33,000
Speaker 2: That's not because of no, I'm just see you being

853
00:40:33,200 --> 00:40:38,160
Speaker 2: very rule follower. I give you your follower vibe. I've

854
00:40:38,200 --> 00:40:38,960
Speaker 2: driven with Tanya.

855
00:40:38,960 --> 00:40:42,120
Speaker 3: It's so scary and Tanya East both said.

856
00:40:41,960 --> 00:40:45,080
Speaker 1: Tanya, I mean, I'm pretty grandma vibes.

857
00:40:45,080 --> 00:40:45,880
Speaker 3: Okay, yeah, I get that.

858
00:40:46,040 --> 00:40:49,799
Speaker 2: But she also is like chaotic, so it's it might

859
00:40:49,880 --> 00:40:51,760
Speaker 2: be slow, but you're moving around.

860
00:40:52,320 --> 00:40:56,600
Speaker 1: I'm gonna use it.

861
00:40:56,880 --> 00:40:59,760
Speaker 2: One song and that's all she plays for your drives,

862
00:40:59,800 --> 00:41:00,680
Speaker 2: so's a lot.

863
00:41:00,880 --> 00:41:01,080
Speaker 1: Yeah.

864
00:41:01,280 --> 00:41:03,759
Speaker 3: Who is most likely to have a twenty minute conversation

865
00:41:03,960 --> 00:41:06,680
Speaker 3: with Siri? Three two one time?

866
00:41:09,360 --> 00:41:10,280
Speaker 2: Just being bored?

867
00:41:10,360 --> 00:41:16,480
Speaker 1: And I don't even have Siri? Thank you everyone? I

868
00:41:16,600 --> 00:41:17,239
Speaker 1: disabled mine?

869
00:41:17,400 --> 00:41:22,080
Speaker 3: Oh wow, and everything iPhone, your iPad, your Apple TV,

870
00:41:22,320 --> 00:41:23,200
Speaker 3: no serious.

871
00:41:23,000 --> 00:41:24,919
Speaker 1: SERI wow by Siri?

872
00:41:25,239 --> 00:41:27,000
Speaker 3: I guess we were wrong on that one. Yeah, whould

873
00:41:27,000 --> 00:41:29,560
Speaker 3: you say, Mark, why why would I do that?

874
00:41:30,239 --> 00:41:31,600
Speaker 1: East's too smart.

875
00:41:33,400 --> 00:41:36,279
Speaker 2: Though I almost said he think he would know how

876
00:41:36,280 --> 00:41:38,880
Speaker 2: to shut it up because Easton knows how to Like.

877
00:41:39,520 --> 00:41:42,279
Speaker 2: Eastern's curious, so I could see him just asking questions like.

878
00:41:43,120 --> 00:41:44,759
Speaker 4: Once you first came out, I talked to you for

879
00:41:44,800 --> 00:41:45,080
Speaker 4: a week.

880
00:41:45,640 --> 00:41:45,960
Speaker 2: There you go.

881
00:41:46,480 --> 00:41:48,120
Speaker 3: That's like he was right.

882
00:41:48,760 --> 00:41:48,880
Speaker 2: Uh.

883
00:41:49,239 --> 00:41:52,560
Speaker 3: Who is most likely to just want to cuddle three

884
00:41:52,960 --> 00:42:02,319
Speaker 3: two one? I don't know, wow A willing time? Yeah,

885
00:42:02,600 --> 00:42:05,040
Speaker 3: well that's true, but you also like to go beyond cuddling.

886
00:42:05,320 --> 00:42:07,200
Speaker 3: You don't want to limit it to cuddling very often?

887
00:42:07,280 --> 00:42:09,640
Speaker 1: I think, mind just a cuddle?

888
00:42:12,280 --> 00:42:19,040
Speaker 3: Can I do that? Who was most likely to traple

889
00:42:19,120 --> 00:42:22,240
Speaker 3: a kid on Black Friday? Three to one.

890
00:42:26,760 --> 00:42:28,400
Speaker 2: Item that you've been eyeing.

891
00:42:29,400 --> 00:42:31,800
Speaker 1: On sale that was like a post malone circuit.

892
00:42:33,239 --> 00:42:34,120
Speaker 3: Yeah you would you.

893
00:42:34,440 --> 00:42:38,120
Speaker 2: I would never do Black Friday. That's scary, all right?

894
00:42:38,200 --> 00:42:40,399
Speaker 4: Yeah, yeah, I would hurt someone.

895
00:42:40,480 --> 00:42:46,120
Speaker 3: Okay, okay. Who is most likely to drive three plus

896
00:42:46,239 --> 00:42:49,160
Speaker 3: hours in the hopes of hooking up three to one?

897
00:42:52,040 --> 00:42:52,279
Speaker 2: Wow?

898
00:42:52,600 --> 00:42:52,799
Speaker 1: Yeah?

899
00:42:55,040 --> 00:42:58,200
Speaker 3: Who is most likely to play just one song at

900
00:42:58,239 --> 00:43:00,319
Speaker 3: every party? Three two one?

901
00:43:01,040 --> 00:43:01,279
Speaker 1: Yeah.

902
00:43:02,480 --> 00:43:05,520
Speaker 3: Who is most likely to be mentally undressing you right now?

903
00:43:05,760 --> 00:43:13,640
Speaker 3: Three two one? Who most likely you want to be

904
00:43:13,760 --> 00:43:16,239
Speaker 3: exclusive after just one day? Three too?

905
00:43:16,560 --> 00:43:16,759
Speaker 2: Why?

906
00:43:19,280 --> 00:43:22,839
Speaker 3: Who was most likely to Facebook or instagram? Stock? Three two?

907
00:43:23,080 --> 00:43:23,719
Speaker 2: One time?

908
00:43:23,920 --> 00:43:27,759
Speaker 3: Yeah, it is so easy. Who is most likely to

909
00:43:27,840 --> 00:43:30,560
Speaker 3: sit at a stop sign waiting for the turn greene?

910
00:43:30,800 --> 00:43:33,839
Speaker 3: Three too? One time? That's our show.

911
00:43:34,440 --> 00:43:37,520
Speaker 2: I think Jazz set you up to be targeted like

912
00:43:37,680 --> 00:43:38,360
Speaker 2: that jazz.

913
00:43:38,400 --> 00:43:41,680
Speaker 1: Are you gonna do me like that? Jazz? Me super food?

914
00:43:43,320 --> 00:43:51,640
Speaker 1: Come on? Speaking of man, I saw a meme the

915
00:43:51,640 --> 00:43:53,440
Speaker 1: other day that was like, it was for Love Island

916
00:43:53,520 --> 00:43:55,640
Speaker 1: and she goes, I wonder what my sims are doing

917
00:43:55,760 --> 00:43:57,759
Speaker 1: right now, And that's like exactly how I feel about

918
00:43:57,760 --> 00:43:59,920
Speaker 1: that show. Oh yeah, yeah, it does feel like that.

919
00:44:00,040 --> 00:44:03,880
Speaker 1: Uh yeah, anyway, all right, well you guys would have

920
00:44:03,920 --> 00:44:10,840
Speaker 1: laughed if you watch AnyWho that's watching.

921
00:44:10,960 --> 00:44:12,879
Speaker 2: It was a tough because I gave you a lat

922
00:44:13,000 --> 00:44:20,600
Speaker 2: but it was dark. Happy birthday, Tanya the Scrubbers. I

923
00:44:20,680 --> 00:44:24,399
Speaker 2: know you'll already be wishing her happy birthday, but here's

924
00:44:24,440 --> 00:44:25,040
Speaker 2: your reminder.

925
00:44:25,200 --> 00:44:25,920
Speaker 1: Thank you so much.

926
00:44:26,360 --> 00:44:28,920
Speaker 2: We love y'all. Have a great weekend. We'll be back Monday.

927
00:44:28,960 --> 00:44:30,720
Speaker 2: Well I don't know Monday, Tuesday.

928
00:44:31,080 --> 00:44:39,200
Speaker 1: We could Wednesday Friday, all right. We love you so much,

929
00:44:39,400 --> 00:44:40,040
Speaker 1: love you bye.