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Speaker 1: Hello, gorgeous. It is La La Kent with Randall.

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Speaker 2: Yes, we are back.

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Speaker 3: I'm excited for today today.

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Speaker 4: People I think are going to be really really shocked

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Speaker 4: in like the best way because we have one of

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Speaker 4: my closest friends on and your friend Nick Ritchie.

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Speaker 3: Yes, Randa loves a good clap entrance.

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Speaker 4: All right, So before I bring Nick out, I just

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Speaker 4: want to say a couple of things. Nick is a entrepreneur,

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Speaker 4: very successful, has built big businesses, and he'll go into that.

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Speaker 4: And then also, there's a lot going on in the

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Speaker 4: media today with Nick that we've been reading about, and

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Speaker 4: I really want to kind of get underneath the hood

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Speaker 4: a lot because we're friends, but I think people will

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Speaker 4: be shocked to hear Nick Is also told me law

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Speaker 4: that today is the last day he's going to talk

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Speaker 4: about what is going on the press forever. He's wow, Yeah,

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Speaker 4: that's it, Like this is it. He wants to put

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Speaker 4: it all on the table today here at our podcast,

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Speaker 4: leave it out there, and that's it. So I commend

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Speaker 4: him for the bravery of coming out and talking about,

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Speaker 4: you know, his feelings.

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Speaker 2: And what's going on in this family.

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Speaker 4: Because people go through stuff all the time, but to

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Speaker 4: do it, you know, in a place like this, you know,

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Speaker 4: take some bravery. So I'm interested to hear. So let's

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Speaker 4: bring that up.

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Speaker 3: What's up?

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Speaker 1: Nick?

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Speaker 2: Hey? Guys? How are you hey? Nick?

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Speaker 1: Can I tell you Nick? His podcast? Do you remember you?

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Speaker 1: Were the first podcast that I ever did?

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Speaker 3: Yeah, it was James.

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Speaker 2: I was one of the tog podcasters before podcasting was

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Speaker 2: a thing. I invented podcasting.

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Speaker 1: Wow, you're also responsible for like why the Internet is

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Speaker 1: the way the Internet is today.

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Speaker 2: Yes, I invented the internet as well. In all seriousness. Yeah,

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Speaker 2: and it's crazy because I have been looking back at

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Speaker 2: my life over the past weeks and going into this

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Speaker 2: dark phase of trying to rediscover who I am because

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Speaker 2: I was so lost over the last decade in family

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Speaker 2: and marriage and whatnot. But yeah, I created that website,

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Speaker 2: the Dirty dot Com, which I'm not part of anymore.

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Speaker 2: I sold it like four years ago, so.

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Speaker 4: Real quick for people, because obviously if you've been living

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Speaker 4: under a rock you then don't know, but most people do,

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Speaker 4: just real quick in a snapshot. You started a site

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Speaker 4: called the Dirty dot Com? How many years ago? And

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Speaker 4: how did it start?

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Speaker 2: You know?

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Speaker 4: Give us a summary, and then how did it become

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Speaker 4: so big? And then why did you step away?

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Speaker 2: In two thousand and six was the rise of reality TV.

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Speaker 2: Survivor was going The Apprentice, different reality shows, and I thought,

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Speaker 2: was in Scottsdale, and at that time, Scottsdale was kind

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Speaker 2: the world, right. You know, everyone was gorgeous and the

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Speaker 2: you could be a millionaire in Scottsdale. Wow. So I

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Speaker 2: showcased it. I just cut it out there and it

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Speaker 2: went viral and it started Dirty scott Stile. I'm like, wow,

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Speaker 4: And it just became it became global because you were

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Speaker 4: all over the world. You weren't just in it in

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Speaker 2: So I got up to about three hundred and fifty

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Speaker 2: three hundred and thirty three hundred and fifty markets Australia, Europe. Yeah,

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Speaker 2: so you're talking about a site that was generating about

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Speaker 2: ten million nieks a day.

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Speaker 4: the time, yeah, it was like the world was exploding on.

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Speaker 2: Social media was just starting, you know, it was MySpace. Yeah,

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Speaker 2: And what I did was paved the way to open

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Speaker 2: Like whoever I posted became famous overnight. You were on

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Speaker 2: the dirty Your phone was blowing up in ten seconds. Crazy.

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Speaker 2: I so much had so much power, but when I

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Speaker 2: You know, I got outed. Like when I started the site,

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Speaker 4: I was batman. No one knew who I was, right

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Speaker 4: because all you knew was a site. I never even

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Speaker 2: Well, I got I got popped for a d UI.

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Speaker 2: I got set up by Sheriff Joe Opiro in Arizona.

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Speaker 2: He pled me in pink underwear showcase me inten City.

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Speaker 4: Wow, this is the guy that had the hard You know,

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Speaker 4: you did time in Arizona, you did it outside.

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Speaker 2: Yes, But it was cool though, because I started my

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Speaker 2: I can't lot. Familia fifty six was our ten and

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Speaker 2: these guys love me. Wow, because I just, you know,

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Speaker 1: Walking because because you blasted it everybody everybody.

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Speaker 2: And I was I had my own shield and I

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Speaker 1: Hold on, don't you find that very like ironic. It's like, no,

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Speaker 1: this is what the Internet is. You're now going to

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Speaker 1: be Privacy doesn't exist except for me, right, I want

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Speaker 4: But it's like a story that comes full circle now

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Speaker 2: There, well you know, Randall, because the underground stories of

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Speaker 2: the submissions of what I would get were so scary. Yeah,

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Speaker 2: And of course it did. I got death threats, I

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Speaker 2: Well, it's kind of twofold because I retired and I

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Speaker 2: once that happens, if I didn't have that same fight

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Speaker 2: because because everything was free, right, you know, you got

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Speaker 2: Can you imagine being a white tiger going to Vegas.

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Speaker 2: They're paying you twenty five thousand dollars to show up,

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Speaker 2: I wish somebody did.

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Speaker 2: my ex wife, Shane Lamis. I met her in Vegas

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Speaker 2: And then I met Onasis at the bar at the Venetian.

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Speaker 4: So you meet her on this trip, you see her

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Speaker 4: at the bar. Now tell us the story, because you

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Speaker 1: So you meet her in Vegas and you got married

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Speaker 1: eight hours a little later.

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Speaker 2: But I want to I want to hear the details.

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Speaker 4: You walk up to her, you see at the bar,

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Speaker 4: then what then what happens?

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Speaker 4: Right, So you guys moved to Scottsdale. I was in

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Speaker 4: So so when I was in Scotsland, you guys are power.

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Speaker 1: That's how Randal and I feel everywhere we go. We

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Speaker 2: Okay, stop it, we do fucking.

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Speaker 3: Not obviously, Randall obvious, but let.

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Speaker 1: And can I just say this, I'm hoping with this

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Speaker 1: Talking about these earlier years with her, Nick, I want

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Speaker 4: We get before we get to where we're right today,

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Speaker 1: Because this is going to be the final time that

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Speaker 4: His heart, not just from the place of anger and

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Speaker 4: And I think that the beauty of who you are, Nick,

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Speaker 2: than it hurts for myself. It doesn't hurt for her

438
00:20:33,880 --> 00:20:35,680
Speaker 2: because she doesn't see it in the bigger picture, in

439
00:20:35,720 --> 00:20:37,960
Speaker 2: the grand scheme of things. I gave her everything she wanted.

440
00:20:37,960 --> 00:20:39,480
Speaker 2: I got our g wagon, I got a Rolex, I

441
00:20:39,520 --> 00:20:43,439
Speaker 2: got her ten broken backs. Whatever she wanted to the

442
00:20:43,480 --> 00:20:49,520
Speaker 2: sacrifice of myself. She gave me nothing, nothing besides love children.

443
00:20:49,760 --> 00:20:51,800
Speaker 2: And now people are coming at me all over the

444
00:20:51,840 --> 00:20:54,000
Speaker 2: interirant saying, this is the mother of your children. Now,

445
00:20:54,040 --> 00:20:56,240
Speaker 2: this is the way I process because when I created

446
00:20:56,240 --> 00:20:59,400
Speaker 2: the greatest sight in the world in my eyes because

447
00:20:59,400 --> 00:21:01,800
Speaker 2: it held them here to people and help people accountable,

448
00:21:02,119 --> 00:21:05,040
Speaker 2: and everyone ridiculed me. This is the way I process

449
00:21:05,080 --> 00:21:07,960
Speaker 2: because now to me, she is a civilian, She is

450
00:21:08,000 --> 00:21:10,919
Speaker 2: a dirty celebrity. She is a person that I would

451
00:21:10,960 --> 00:21:13,280
Speaker 2: basically make fun of on that site back in the day.

452
00:21:13,280 --> 00:21:16,000
Speaker 2: And this is how I'm letting my emotions go. This

453
00:21:16,080 --> 00:21:18,480
Speaker 2: is me. This is old school, and there's a big

454
00:21:18,520 --> 00:21:22,360
Speaker 2: disconnect because this new generation of people, these new kids,

455
00:21:22,440 --> 00:21:24,240
Speaker 2: who have no idea who I am, which is fine.

456
00:21:24,440 --> 00:21:28,800
Speaker 2: I love that they see everything in the world of likes,

457
00:21:29,119 --> 00:21:31,320
Speaker 2: they see everything in the world of engagement, they see

458
00:21:31,359 --> 00:21:33,600
Speaker 2: everything in the world of their social media, and nothing

459
00:21:33,600 --> 00:21:37,359
Speaker 2: else matters. This is how they survive. They keep so

460
00:21:37,480 --> 00:21:42,119
Speaker 2: many secrets. Secrets are lies, secrets are lies. And I

461
00:21:42,119 --> 00:21:45,719
Speaker 2: cannot stress that more because in my heart it pains

462
00:21:45,800 --> 00:21:49,120
Speaker 2: me so much to see people basically just say, hey,

463
00:21:49,119 --> 00:21:51,439
Speaker 2: you know what this person was a bad person over lunch.

464
00:21:52,200 --> 00:21:53,800
Speaker 2: That's it, and then it goes away.

465
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Speaker 4: So let me just say something real quick. So you're

466
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Speaker 4: a great dad. I know that I have to assume

467
00:22:01,040 --> 00:22:04,040
Speaker 4: she's a good mother, correct, I have to assume she's

468
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Speaker 4: a good mother. I mean, I'm speaking an assumption that

469
00:22:06,640 --> 00:22:11,640
Speaker 4: she's I mean, it's all from an opinion, but I'm

470
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Speaker 4: saying she's not a horrible mother.

471
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Speaker 3: I take your feelings out of it.

472
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Speaker 1: Take your feelings out of it if you were just

473
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Speaker 1: if you were just some dude who saw a chick

474
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Speaker 1: with her her kids.

475
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Speaker 3: Is she a good mother too.

476
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Speaker 2: In the moment, In the moment, I'll give her credit

477
00:22:26,520 --> 00:22:29,320
Speaker 2: in the moment, But waking up at twelve o'clock, not

478
00:22:29,359 --> 00:22:32,120
Speaker 2: giving your kids breakfast, and basically yelling at your husband

479
00:22:32,160 --> 00:22:34,720
Speaker 2: to go to CBS to pick up her Adderall prescription,

480
00:22:35,080 --> 00:22:37,879
Speaker 2: then running out of adderall, and then making her husband

481
00:22:37,960 --> 00:22:40,560
Speaker 2: lie to a doctor and say he has add to

482
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Speaker 2: get more adderall. Like I'm telling.

483
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Speaker 1: You, So you're talking to somebody who also you know,

484
00:22:47,440 --> 00:22:50,720
Speaker 1: I struggle with addiction. I never popped a pill. I

485
00:22:50,800 --> 00:22:55,200
Speaker 1: never like drinking was my thing. And you know, Randall's

486
00:22:55,200 --> 00:22:57,240
Speaker 1: stuck by me, and you know I think he was

487
00:22:57,320 --> 00:22:59,600
Speaker 1: the one making right. You were the one making sure

488
00:22:59,640 --> 00:23:01,640
Speaker 1: the bark heart was full, or that there was champagne

489
00:23:01,640 --> 00:23:02,159
Speaker 1: in the fridge.

490
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Speaker 3: Like, I completely get that.

491
00:23:03,880 --> 00:23:06,600
Speaker 1: The difference is is at that point in my life,

492
00:23:06,760 --> 00:23:11,560
Speaker 1: thank God I was not a mother, you know, so

493
00:23:11,600 --> 00:23:15,280
Speaker 1: to hear you speak about her and I get it,

494
00:23:15,320 --> 00:23:17,879
Speaker 1: we're like wanting to shed truth in all of these things.

495
00:23:18,240 --> 00:23:21,600
Speaker 1: It's absolutely heartbreaking because we're talking about a woman who, yes,

496
00:23:21,680 --> 00:23:24,480
Speaker 1: is the mother of your children, who has who has

497
00:23:24,560 --> 00:23:26,880
Speaker 1: done you dirty, no pun intended.

498
00:23:27,560 --> 00:23:28,040
Speaker 3: But you know.

499
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Speaker 1: She's if this is the case, it's a woman who

500
00:23:31,720 --> 00:23:37,560
Speaker 1: obviously needs professional help. And that to me is very heartbreaking.

501
00:23:38,320 --> 00:23:40,639
Speaker 2: It's heartbreaking for me. I cried all last night. I

502
00:23:40,640 --> 00:23:42,680
Speaker 2: couldn't sleep last night. I knew I was coming here

503
00:23:42,680 --> 00:23:45,560
Speaker 2: to close this chapter in my life and for me,

504
00:23:46,400 --> 00:23:50,600
Speaker 2: you know, knowing that I'm begging and begging her family,

505
00:23:50,760 --> 00:23:54,000
Speaker 2: I'm begging her please get her help. And whoever she's

506
00:23:54,000 --> 00:23:57,159
Speaker 2: with this new guy, I don't even care, Cupcakes or

507
00:23:57,160 --> 00:24:00,720
Speaker 2: whatever his name is, go get her professional. I'll save

508
00:24:00,760 --> 00:24:04,000
Speaker 2: her because I've done my best. I've done everything, and

509
00:24:04,080 --> 00:24:06,040
Speaker 2: I've sent it to her face and she just fires

510
00:24:06,119 --> 00:24:07,800
Speaker 2: back at me with vengeance.

511
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Speaker 4: Okay, but I think today, like, okay, so you were

512
00:24:12,200 --> 00:24:15,719
Speaker 4: married eleven years. You have two beautiful children, right, they're happy.

513
00:24:15,760 --> 00:24:17,320
Speaker 4: They seem like happy kids. I see them with.

514
00:24:17,320 --> 00:24:17,880
Speaker 2: You all the time.

515
00:24:18,000 --> 00:24:20,440
Speaker 4: They're great kids, say, they seem like really beautiful kids.

516
00:24:20,480 --> 00:24:23,080
Speaker 4: And and and I think at this point, though, what

517
00:24:23,200 --> 00:24:25,000
Speaker 4: I see is a lot of pain and a lot

518
00:24:25,000 --> 00:24:28,000
Speaker 4: of hurt. And I understand because I've I've got pain

519
00:24:28,080 --> 00:24:28,520
Speaker 4: in my life.

520
00:24:28,560 --> 00:24:31,800
Speaker 2: And I love this woman. I was. I literally.

521
00:24:33,359 --> 00:24:35,280
Speaker 4: That's it. That's what I think she needs to hear.

522
00:24:35,359 --> 00:24:39,240
Speaker 4: I'm saying, I know as the mother of your kids,

523
00:24:39,240 --> 00:24:40,159
Speaker 4: of anything.

524
00:24:40,119 --> 00:24:42,160
Speaker 2: I love her from the fact that she's been through

525
00:24:42,160 --> 00:24:45,600
Speaker 2: the battles. She's seen me fight for freedom of speech.

526
00:24:45,880 --> 00:24:49,560
Speaker 2: She's seen me go through hell and back, sued left right,

527
00:24:50,040 --> 00:24:53,720
Speaker 2: like she's seen it. She was there in bed me

528
00:24:53,760 --> 00:24:57,080
Speaker 2: getting her starbucks. But at least she saw the travel

529
00:24:57,480 --> 00:24:59,920
Speaker 2: of what I had to go through to basically give

530
00:25:00,080 --> 00:25:03,320
Speaker 2: the world their own platforms, their own freedom of speech.

531
00:25:03,800 --> 00:25:08,400
Speaker 2: Save Facebook. I saved Facebook, Instagram, YouTube, Google, all these

532
00:25:08,440 --> 00:25:11,840
Speaker 2: sights I won. I set precedents in court for these

533
00:25:11,880 --> 00:25:13,439
Speaker 2: sites to be able to do what they do, to

534
00:25:13,480 --> 00:25:16,560
Speaker 2: do what they do, for Zuckerberg to make billions of dollars.

535
00:25:16,359 --> 00:25:19,600
Speaker 2: That's that's my bad, right, you know, And then for

536
00:25:19,720 --> 00:25:23,480
Speaker 2: her to basically just say, hey, you know, never give

537
00:25:23,560 --> 00:25:26,800
Speaker 2: me back that appreciation and that love. That hurts my heart.

538
00:25:27,080 --> 00:25:28,560
Speaker 2: But she gave me. She gave me. She gave me

539
00:25:28,640 --> 00:25:30,600
Speaker 2: the children, which.

540
00:25:30,359 --> 00:25:32,800
Speaker 1: Are the best things that the best thing you could

541
00:25:32,880 --> 00:25:34,440
Speaker 1: ever gets.

542
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Speaker 4: And by the way, I see you happy when I

543
00:25:36,400 --> 00:25:38,199
Speaker 4: see you with your kids, I see you lit up.

544
00:25:38,200 --> 00:25:39,800
Speaker 4: I see you as a great dad. You brag about

545
00:25:39,800 --> 00:25:43,560
Speaker 4: your kids. I think for me, at least in this episode,

546
00:25:43,640 --> 00:25:45,600
Speaker 4: is to try to get to a place where at

547
00:25:45,640 --> 00:25:49,600
Speaker 4: the end of this you know you can let it

548
00:25:49,680 --> 00:25:52,800
Speaker 4: go and focus on the kids. I mean, at least

549
00:25:52,840 --> 00:25:54,600
Speaker 4: I want to focus on the kids. I want to

550
00:25:54,640 --> 00:25:57,119
Speaker 4: think you and focus on you in your next chapter,

551
00:25:57,160 --> 00:25:59,320
Speaker 4: because Nick, you have a big life ahead, you know

552
00:25:59,359 --> 00:26:00,879
Speaker 4: what I mean, You've already had a big life. Like

553
00:26:01,040 --> 00:26:04,359
Speaker 4: you and I are guys that are very blessed. Lalla too,

554
00:26:04,400 --> 00:26:06,200
Speaker 4: we've had really But I.

555
00:26:06,200 --> 00:26:10,920
Speaker 1: Also want for you, Nick, is you know there's sometimes

556
00:26:11,359 --> 00:26:13,959
Speaker 1: there's so much damage that can be done that cannot

557
00:26:14,000 --> 00:26:17,160
Speaker 1: be repaired, and you know there will be a day

558
00:26:17,720 --> 00:26:22,679
Speaker 1: where she becomes the person that she wants to become

559
00:26:22,840 --> 00:26:24,679
Speaker 1: and who you would like to see her become.

560
00:26:25,400 --> 00:26:28,080
Speaker 4: And yeah, as a mother specifically, because a woman, I

561
00:26:28,119 --> 00:26:29,200
Speaker 4: don't care about.

562
00:26:28,920 --> 00:26:32,400
Speaker 1: That, just as just as a person who thrives in

563
00:26:32,440 --> 00:26:34,000
Speaker 1: life is there will be a time.

564
00:26:33,720 --> 00:26:37,760
Speaker 4: Where they're sitting at a at a graduation of his

565
00:26:37,960 --> 00:26:40,800
Speaker 4: children exactly and together together.

566
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Speaker 2: No chance, I disagree at this point right now.

567
00:26:44,359 --> 00:26:47,679
Speaker 3: No, No, well, absolutely, you're you're in it. You're in

568
00:26:47,760 --> 00:26:51,160
Speaker 3: the middle of the fucking ocean. No one is around

569
00:26:51,200 --> 00:26:55,760
Speaker 3: and no life, raft nothing right, So no help, no help.

570
00:26:55,880 --> 00:26:58,639
Speaker 2: It hurts. And I just need my kids to know

571
00:26:58,720 --> 00:27:00,639
Speaker 2: because they're gonna listen this one day. I love you

572
00:27:00,720 --> 00:27:03,640
Speaker 2: so much, press in line and this this is literally

573
00:27:04,000 --> 00:27:07,720
Speaker 2: the most painful thing your father has ever ever experienced

574
00:27:07,760 --> 00:27:11,080
Speaker 2: in his life. I loved your mother so much, and

575
00:27:11,520 --> 00:27:14,200
Speaker 2: it pains me that I couldn't get over the threshold

576
00:27:14,320 --> 00:27:19,159
Speaker 2: of making her see reality. And that's probably my fault.

577
00:27:19,280 --> 00:27:23,040
Speaker 2: I gave her too much and it's going to pain

578
00:27:23,119 --> 00:27:25,760
Speaker 2: me for the rest of my life because we had

579
00:27:25,760 --> 00:27:30,320
Speaker 2: a beautiful family and I just couldn't. I couldn't fix her.

580
00:27:30,840 --> 00:27:34,400
Speaker 2: I couldn't like and that's probably because I couldn't fix myself.

581
00:27:34,960 --> 00:27:37,080
Speaker 2: So that's where I'm at in my life right now,

582
00:27:37,160 --> 00:27:40,360
Speaker 2: and it hurts, It hurts really bad. But I do

583
00:27:40,440 --> 00:27:44,720
Speaker 2: love you guys very much, and I think that both

584
00:27:44,800 --> 00:27:47,720
Speaker 2: you are very talented and very successful and you'll be fine.

585
00:27:48,000 --> 00:27:51,800
Speaker 2: And now my focus, Randall, is to create my succession

586
00:27:52,200 --> 00:27:55,119
Speaker 2: and just annihilate the world and just torture you.

587
00:27:56,200 --> 00:27:58,800
Speaker 4: So in a good way, in a good way, but

588
00:27:58,840 --> 00:28:01,359
Speaker 4: in a good way, because now, you know, what people

589
00:28:01,359 --> 00:28:03,320
Speaker 4: don't realize is you've built a new business which is

590
00:28:03,400 --> 00:28:07,639
Speaker 4: thriving and flourish and called celeb and I you know,

591
00:28:07,720 --> 00:28:12,120
Speaker 4: it's it's the new modern you know, a celeb culture

592
00:28:12,200 --> 00:28:14,639
Speaker 4: where you go and you read great news and Britain

593
00:28:14,960 --> 00:28:17,840
Speaker 4: groundbreaking news and and I just want people to know that,

594
00:28:18,000 --> 00:28:21,639
Speaker 4: like you know, uh, you know, this stuff is not easy.

595
00:28:21,680 --> 00:28:26,040
Speaker 4: People don't realize that pain even if you're the one,

596
00:28:26,320 --> 00:28:28,560
Speaker 4: like like your ex wife.

597
00:28:28,359 --> 00:28:30,520
Speaker 2: Soon to be ex wife is initiating this divorce.

598
00:28:31,160 --> 00:28:35,200
Speaker 4: Whether you're initiating the divorce or you're the being the divorce. See,

599
00:28:35,480 --> 00:28:38,640
Speaker 4: you know, whichever side you're on or it's mutual, it's

600
00:28:38,680 --> 00:28:41,280
Speaker 4: still painful. You have kids, you have to look at

601
00:28:41,280 --> 00:28:43,320
Speaker 4: them in the face every day, and.

602
00:28:43,360 --> 00:28:48,680
Speaker 2: The wake up of waking up not knowing it because

603
00:28:48,720 --> 00:28:52,240
Speaker 2: I had a routine. I would wake up like a zombie.

604
00:28:52,320 --> 00:28:55,440
Speaker 2: I would wake up, have my coffee, go make a

605
00:28:55,440 --> 00:28:59,360
Speaker 2: Starbucks run to wake her up, get her flowers every

606
00:28:59,440 --> 00:29:04,560
Speaker 2: other day, wow, and literally just pray that she didn't

607
00:29:04,560 --> 00:29:08,720
Speaker 2: abuse her prescriptions, that she would not crash for a week.

608
00:29:09,400 --> 00:29:11,280
Speaker 2: So and then I would take care of the kids

609
00:29:11,520 --> 00:29:13,360
Speaker 2: and I would go work. I would get you know,

610
00:29:13,760 --> 00:29:16,240
Speaker 2: it was just it was always me. But I thought

611
00:29:16,440 --> 00:29:16,840
Speaker 2: this was.

612
00:29:16,880 --> 00:29:21,400
Speaker 4: How life worked, you know, you just this was your routine.

613
00:29:21,440 --> 00:29:23,240
Speaker 2: And now I wake up and I'm like, what do

614
00:29:23,280 --> 00:29:25,760
Speaker 2: I do today, you know, besides take care of my

615
00:29:25,840 --> 00:29:27,080
Speaker 2: kids and whatnot.

616
00:29:27,120 --> 00:29:29,960
Speaker 4: Do you feel that you were and I say this

617
00:29:30,200 --> 00:29:32,600
Speaker 4: very kindly, do you feel you were somewhat of a codependent?

618
00:29:33,600 --> 00:29:36,400
Speaker 2: No? I felt like it was Stockholm syndrome. Okay, I

619
00:29:36,440 --> 00:29:40,280
Speaker 2: felt And I know there's guys out there, because guys

620
00:29:40,280 --> 00:29:42,800
Speaker 2: are built very tough, and they don't want a minute

621
00:29:42,880 --> 00:29:45,160
Speaker 2: and all of a sudden. What I've learned from this

622
00:29:45,280 --> 00:29:47,400
Speaker 2: is that I do have emotions. I can cry. It's

623
00:29:47,440 --> 00:29:50,480
Speaker 2: okay to cry. It's okay to be a normal human

624
00:29:50,560 --> 00:29:52,480
Speaker 2: being and not be fucking tough.

625
00:29:53,960 --> 00:29:55,880
Speaker 4: By the way, with Lawa, I mean, she can tell

626
00:29:55,880 --> 00:29:57,080
Speaker 4: you how many times I cry to her.

627
00:29:57,480 --> 00:30:02,400
Speaker 2: Yeah, but you're acting. That was mean as fuck.

628
00:30:03,240 --> 00:30:06,000
Speaker 4: We got to take a quick break because that was

629
00:30:06,040 --> 00:30:08,520
Speaker 4: really mean. But I'm glad you haven't lost your sets

630
00:30:08,560 --> 00:30:10,600
Speaker 4: to humor. That's one thing I've noticed, and I'm very

631
00:30:10,600 --> 00:30:12,640
Speaker 4: happy about that, because you call me up and you'll

632
00:30:12,680 --> 00:30:14,440
Speaker 4: be in tears and then two seconds.

633
00:30:14,200 --> 00:30:15,120
Speaker 2: Later you'll be bashing me.

634
00:30:15,160 --> 00:30:17,680
Speaker 4: So it's okay, all right, We'll be right back with

635
00:30:17,720 --> 00:30:18,920
Speaker 4: the epic nick Ritgie.

636
00:30:25,240 --> 00:30:28,680
Speaker 1: All right, y'all, we are back with a fun podcast.

637
00:30:28,760 --> 00:30:31,960
Speaker 3: But also it's it's it is realistic.

638
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Speaker 4: Can I tell you that in the hundred sorry, we're

639
00:30:35,280 --> 00:30:38,160
Speaker 4: not in one hundred episodes. In the seventy plus episodes

640
00:30:38,160 --> 00:30:39,920
Speaker 4: a year and a half we've been doing this, this

641
00:30:40,040 --> 00:30:44,600
Speaker 4: is probably the most raw, heavy, real you know.

642
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Speaker 2: I mean, I think, don't you think a lot of

643
00:30:46,760 --> 00:30:47,320
Speaker 2: this is pretty?

644
00:30:47,360 --> 00:30:50,280
Speaker 4: This is this is, this is We're usually a little

645
00:30:50,360 --> 00:30:53,320
Speaker 4: lighter on this podcast, but you're one of our best friends,

646
00:30:53,360 --> 00:30:55,640
Speaker 4: and I know this is an important day because we're

647
00:30:55,680 --> 00:30:58,080
Speaker 4: putting somebody behind us, and the fact that you would

648
00:30:58,120 --> 00:31:00,840
Speaker 4: even trust us to come here is a honor for us,

649
00:31:00,880 --> 00:31:04,040
Speaker 4: and we hope that this is getting you to the

650
00:31:04,080 --> 00:31:05,720
Speaker 4: place to kind of make.

651
00:31:06,200 --> 00:31:08,360
Speaker 2: It definitely is And thank you guys for giving me

652
00:31:08,360 --> 00:31:10,760
Speaker 2: the opportunity to actually say my piece because I just

653
00:31:10,800 --> 00:31:13,000
Speaker 2: need to get off my chest and just gone.

654
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Speaker 1: Well, I've found and this is what I noticed when

655
00:31:16,600 --> 00:31:20,280
Speaker 1: I started writing my book is when I would read

656
00:31:20,440 --> 00:31:25,160
Speaker 1: something that I had written versus when I actually say it,

657
00:31:25,160 --> 00:31:28,280
Speaker 1: it comes across so differently. And you know, people following

658
00:31:28,320 --> 00:31:31,120
Speaker 1: you they only see, you know, things that you've written

659
00:31:31,760 --> 00:31:35,320
Speaker 1: or screenshots, and you know it can come off very

660
00:31:35,360 --> 00:31:39,360
Speaker 1: differently than when you're actually hearing a person speak about it.

661
00:31:39,400 --> 00:31:40,240
Speaker 3: Does that make sense?

662
00:31:40,440 --> 00:31:41,160
Speaker 2: It totally does.

663
00:31:41,560 --> 00:31:44,040
Speaker 1: So that was my hope for today as well, having

664
00:31:44,040 --> 00:31:47,080
Speaker 1: you on is you know, not people not just seeing

665
00:31:47,120 --> 00:31:50,120
Speaker 1: like something that you've written online, but you know you

666
00:31:50,520 --> 00:31:53,960
Speaker 1: can't feel hard in words, No, it's hard, very it's

667
00:31:54,000 --> 00:31:57,560
Speaker 1: hard also, especially when there's a lot of posts, multiple posts,

668
00:31:57,640 --> 00:31:58,280
Speaker 1: multiple posts.

669
00:31:58,280 --> 00:32:00,880
Speaker 4: Correct, this is people hearing who you are as a

670
00:32:00,960 --> 00:32:04,280
Speaker 4: human and seeing because we were watching you struggle and

671
00:32:04,280 --> 00:32:06,360
Speaker 4: we're watching the emotions right now. But I think people

672
00:32:06,360 --> 00:32:08,560
Speaker 4: can hear it, and they can hear you know, the

673
00:32:08,600 --> 00:32:09,880
Speaker 4: sincerity of just what.

674
00:32:09,840 --> 00:32:10,480
Speaker 2: You're going through.

675
00:32:10,920 --> 00:32:13,680
Speaker 4: And I think anybody who's gone through any traumatic pain

676
00:32:13,720 --> 00:32:16,640
Speaker 4: in their life of any sort can relate to today

677
00:32:16,720 --> 00:32:20,040
Speaker 4: because it's there's always two sides to every story.

678
00:32:19,880 --> 00:32:24,200
Speaker 1: Absolutely, and there's the actual how it's really going down,

679
00:32:24,200 --> 00:32:26,480
Speaker 1: which no one really even knows.

680
00:32:26,600 --> 00:32:26,920
Speaker 2: Correct.

681
00:32:27,040 --> 00:32:33,520
Speaker 1: So I saw I looked up Shane obviously just to

682
00:32:33,560 --> 00:32:36,320
Speaker 1: see like what her posting was like. And I have

683
00:32:36,600 --> 00:32:40,560
Speaker 1: a very real and real question for you. Do you

684
00:32:40,640 --> 00:32:41,800
Speaker 1: believe you're a narcissist?

685
00:32:41,920 --> 00:32:44,600
Speaker 2: Okay? Can we talk about this like seriously, Like what

686
00:32:44,880 --> 00:32:45,680
Speaker 2: does that even mean?

687
00:32:46,320 --> 00:32:48,160
Speaker 1: Well? I know what it means because I've had to

688
00:32:48,200 --> 00:32:49,280
Speaker 1: deal with a lot of them.

689
00:32:49,440 --> 00:32:51,920
Speaker 2: Okay, but what does that mean that a bad person?

690
00:32:52,920 --> 00:32:53,840
Speaker 2: Because I love myself?

691
00:32:53,920 --> 00:32:55,160
Speaker 3: No, no, no, absolutely not.

692
00:32:55,200 --> 00:32:57,600
Speaker 1: There's a big difference between being a narcissist and someone

693
00:32:57,640 --> 00:33:02,120
Speaker 1: who's being confident and practicing self love, huge difference. A

694
00:33:02,200 --> 00:33:05,920
Speaker 1: narcissist is somebody who they really don't have a real

695
00:33:06,000 --> 00:33:09,400
Speaker 1: perception of reality and they always place blame on the

696
00:33:09,400 --> 00:33:14,240
Speaker 1: other person without taking on some responsibility as to why

697
00:33:14,400 --> 00:33:15,360
Speaker 1: things have happened.

698
00:33:15,680 --> 00:33:19,640
Speaker 2: Well, it's in my mind. I believe in creation. I

699
00:33:19,640 --> 00:33:21,840
Speaker 2: believe I create my own destiny. I believe I can

700
00:33:22,120 --> 00:33:24,480
Speaker 2: do anything I want to do, and I don't believe

701
00:33:24,480 --> 00:33:27,080
Speaker 2: I'm a narcissist. I think I'm a genius. I do

702
00:33:27,120 --> 00:33:29,800
Speaker 2: not think I'm a narcissist. It's two totally different worlds.

703
00:33:30,200 --> 00:33:32,800
Speaker 1: So, and by the way, I'm not pinning you as one.

704
00:33:32,920 --> 00:33:35,600
Speaker 1: I just saw a post that she claims that you

705
00:33:35,680 --> 00:33:38,040
Speaker 1: are one, and that I wanted to get your perspective

706
00:33:38,040 --> 00:33:38,240
Speaker 1: on that.

707
00:33:38,320 --> 00:33:40,000
Speaker 2: Okay, here's my perspective, because people.

708
00:33:39,800 --> 00:33:42,240
Speaker 3: I'm no doctor. I'm not here telling you you're a

709
00:33:42,560 --> 00:33:46,720
Speaker 3: way that I have no doctor.

710
00:33:46,760 --> 00:33:49,680
Speaker 1: I'm not diagnosing anybody with anything.

711
00:33:48,840 --> 00:33:51,840
Speaker 2: I want to put this out there right now because

712
00:33:52,680 --> 00:33:57,760
Speaker 2: sometimes people project something about someone else, it's because that's who.

713
00:33:57,640 --> 00:33:58,920
Speaker 3: They are, right right.

714
00:34:00,080 --> 00:34:03,960
Speaker 2: If you guys came into our home, and people who

715
00:34:04,000 --> 00:34:07,840
Speaker 2: have been in our home, which is very guarded, and

716
00:34:07,880 --> 00:34:10,879
Speaker 2: she really wouldn't let a lot of people visit, it's

717
00:34:10,920 --> 00:34:14,640
Speaker 2: just pictures of her everywhere. There was one picture of

718
00:34:14,640 --> 00:34:17,400
Speaker 2: me and my daughter in the entire house. No pictures

719
00:34:17,440 --> 00:34:20,440
Speaker 2: of my family, every single picture, La La. I'm not

720
00:34:20,480 --> 00:34:23,160
Speaker 2: even kidding you go into our home is it is

721
00:34:23,200 --> 00:34:28,040
Speaker 2: a museum. It is a museum shrine to Shane on Nassas.

722
00:34:28,760 --> 00:34:33,040
Speaker 2: So I don't like how she's portraying me as a

723
00:34:33,120 --> 00:34:36,160
Speaker 2: narcissist because in my mind, what I think of narcissist

724
00:34:36,200 --> 00:34:39,239
Speaker 2: is someone who's obsessed with themselves so much that they're

725
00:34:39,239 --> 00:34:41,480
Speaker 2: in a delusional state of mind. I am not in

726
00:34:41,520 --> 00:34:44,359
Speaker 2: any delusional state of mind whatsoever. I am a man

727
00:34:44,520 --> 00:34:47,719
Speaker 2: broken whose heart is broken and trying to recover and

728
00:34:47,800 --> 00:34:53,160
Speaker 2: repair today after finding out she is with someone else

729
00:34:53,960 --> 00:34:57,520
Speaker 2: in Awatuki or wherever that place is, I don't know.

730
00:34:57,560 --> 00:34:59,960
Speaker 2: It's where they fix the bayliner boats for the lake places.

731
00:35:00,160 --> 00:35:05,560
Speaker 2: I had no idea. I'm not going to stop because.

732
00:35:07,080 --> 00:35:08,960
Speaker 3: There, because he googled it, obviously.

733
00:35:09,280 --> 00:35:10,359
Speaker 2: But what I'm saying is that.

734
00:35:14,880 --> 00:35:16,600
Speaker 4: So let's just catch up, because we want to get

735
00:35:16,600 --> 00:35:18,920
Speaker 4: to a place where where you can feel good about

736
00:35:19,520 --> 00:35:21,800
Speaker 4: leaving this out there and and moving forward.

737
00:35:22,520 --> 00:35:23,839
Speaker 2: She is with somebody else.

738
00:35:23,880 --> 00:35:28,520
Speaker 4: Now you're telling us, yes, okay, so that happened after

739
00:35:28,600 --> 00:35:29,520
Speaker 4: you guys split up.

740
00:35:29,719 --> 00:35:34,200
Speaker 2: It must have happened during. And here's why it's just

741
00:35:34,239 --> 00:35:38,120
Speaker 2: so painful, and this all started. It's just so crazy

742
00:35:38,120 --> 00:35:42,560
Speaker 2: because this all started with with her. She said, you know,

743
00:35:42,640 --> 00:35:45,279
Speaker 2: it was our anniversary. I got her a ring, I

744
00:35:45,320 --> 00:35:48,719
Speaker 2: got her all these things, and she came in because

745
00:35:48,719 --> 00:35:50,799
Speaker 2: we were in separate bedrooms at the time. I lived

746
00:35:50,800 --> 00:35:52,960
Speaker 2: in the West wing. She wouldn't let me in the

747
00:35:53,320 --> 00:35:54,040
Speaker 2: master bedroom.

748
00:35:54,080 --> 00:35:55,680
Speaker 3: Wow, you guys have wings at your house?

749
00:35:56,560 --> 00:35:59,520
Speaker 2: Not anymore, because I'm not. She's out of there, good luck.

750
00:36:00,160 --> 00:36:02,719
Speaker 2: So but I do have to say is that she

751
00:36:02,840 --> 00:36:06,640
Speaker 2: came into my room and I thought she was joking,

752
00:36:06,920 --> 00:36:08,759
Speaker 2: and she was like, hey, I need to figure out

753
00:36:08,800 --> 00:36:11,240
Speaker 2: who I am. I don't want to do this anymore.

754
00:36:11,960 --> 00:36:14,400
Speaker 2: And I was just like, Okay, that's weird whatever, Like

755
00:36:14,400 --> 00:36:16,479
Speaker 2: we've been fighting but not, but the last six months

756
00:36:16,520 --> 00:36:19,080
Speaker 2: have been The sex has been amazing, everything's been great.

757
00:36:19,280 --> 00:36:20,800
Speaker 2: You know. She's telling me how great of a husband

758
00:36:20,800 --> 00:36:24,440
Speaker 2: I've been, and then she bombs out to a watuki

759
00:36:24,520 --> 00:36:28,120
Speaker 2: or wherever she went, allegedly Palm Springs. I reach out

760
00:36:28,120 --> 00:36:30,080
Speaker 2: to her father and be like, hey, you know, I

761
00:36:30,080 --> 00:36:33,719
Speaker 2: had this weird feeling that Shane's on drugs. Okay, and

762
00:36:33,800 --> 00:36:37,520
Speaker 2: he discards me and goes straight to her, and all

763
00:36:37,560 --> 00:36:39,480
Speaker 2: of a sudden, she's got a lawyer, she's got his

764
00:36:39,600 --> 00:36:42,960
Speaker 2: whole legal team, she's got everything going. And I call

765
00:36:43,000 --> 00:36:46,839
Speaker 2: him Horenzo because he's been married a million times and

766
00:36:46,880 --> 00:36:50,160
Speaker 2: he's now he's engaged to a girl from Idaho and

767
00:36:50,200 --> 00:36:54,120
Speaker 2: that's a winner. So so now I'm in this state

768
00:36:54,200 --> 00:36:57,440
Speaker 2: of mind of like wow, like maybe I'm getting played.

769
00:36:57,640 --> 00:37:00,360
Speaker 2: Then she goes to page six Randall and shells the

770
00:37:00,400 --> 00:37:02,560
Speaker 2: whole world that we haven't had sex in a year,

771
00:37:03,080 --> 00:37:06,600
Speaker 2: and she hasn't been intimate, and we've grown apart and

772
00:37:06,680 --> 00:37:10,920
Speaker 2: all this stuff complete lies. And I still was like, Okay,

773
00:37:10,960 --> 00:37:12,759
Speaker 2: I'm gonna be the bigger person for my kids. I'm

774
00:37:12,760 --> 00:37:14,440
Speaker 2: gonna just be quiet. Okay.

775
00:37:14,719 --> 00:37:17,040
Speaker 4: See that's my See just like my thing in La

776
00:37:17,120 --> 00:37:20,880
Speaker 4: LA knows this is I believe in just keeping it

777
00:37:20,960 --> 00:37:23,880
Speaker 4: private for the children. That's how I've I've been. And

778
00:37:24,400 --> 00:37:26,440
Speaker 4: so you're saying you did this.

779
00:37:28,040 --> 00:37:30,640
Speaker 2: And and I hired and I spoke my ilegal and

780
00:37:30,640 --> 00:37:33,719
Speaker 2: they're like Nick, whatever you do, do not be nick,

781
00:37:34,160 --> 00:37:37,920
Speaker 2: Like just be just level, let this go. Let's get

782
00:37:37,920 --> 00:37:40,680
Speaker 2: out of this clean hay or whatever she wants, you

783
00:37:40,719 --> 00:37:45,000
Speaker 2: know whatever. And I, in my heart of hearts, I'm like, wow,

784
00:37:45,200 --> 00:37:48,120
Speaker 2: like this is just shocking, Like I just took an OL.

785
00:37:48,400 --> 00:37:51,000
Speaker 2: I've never taken an OL, Like this is an OL. See.

786
00:37:51,040 --> 00:37:53,040
Speaker 4: But I don't think I disagree with it as a win.

787
00:37:53,280 --> 00:37:54,719
Speaker 4: I take it as a win because I think for

788
00:37:54,760 --> 00:37:58,640
Speaker 4: the kids, going silent is the right thing in not

789
00:37:58,719 --> 00:38:00,360
Speaker 4: taking a public that's just me.

790
00:38:00,040 --> 00:38:03,279
Speaker 2: Okay, so here that way. So I went out that way.

791
00:38:03,520 --> 00:38:05,759
Speaker 2: The page six thing comes out. She puts out a

792
00:38:05,800 --> 00:38:09,000
Speaker 2: thing on Instagram basically saying we've grown apart, YadA YadA,

793
00:38:09,480 --> 00:38:14,160
Speaker 2: jacks the Christian capillary, you know, statement like I'm Jay Cutler,

794
00:38:14,719 --> 00:38:19,440
Speaker 2: not even true. So so yeah, that happens. And then

795
00:38:19,880 --> 00:38:23,480
Speaker 2: I'm still like okay, you know, I put on my

796
00:38:23,560 --> 00:38:25,960
Speaker 2: thing on my Instagram and said, you know, I concur

797
00:38:26,120 --> 00:38:28,040
Speaker 2: whatever she's saying, like, let her go.

798
00:38:28,239 --> 00:38:30,399
Speaker 4: Okay, So it was very cordial.

799
00:38:31,640 --> 00:38:33,440
Speaker 2: Then I went through this space and like, okay, well

800
00:38:33,480 --> 00:38:36,520
Speaker 2: I'm single, so let me put a picture of myself.

801
00:38:37,080 --> 00:38:39,040
Speaker 2: I was feeling good, I'm at the beach whatever, and

802
00:38:39,080 --> 00:38:42,520
Speaker 2: be like, hey here I am single, Nick, let's go,

803
00:38:42,960 --> 00:38:47,280
Speaker 2: you know, dm me, let's start seeing the world. Her

804
00:38:47,320 --> 00:38:51,560
Speaker 2: family went psycho like, how dare you you have children

805
00:38:51,680 --> 00:38:56,160
Speaker 2: with with my with our horenzos saying like you have

806
00:38:56,239 --> 00:38:58,759
Speaker 2: children with my daughter after eleven years, and then her

807
00:38:59,120 --> 00:39:03,720
Speaker 2: his fiance Idaho went at me, and I was just like, okay,

808
00:39:03,760 --> 00:39:06,680
Speaker 2: this is crazy. Then they reported me on Instagram like

809
00:39:07,400 --> 00:39:10,600
Speaker 2: as a sexual predator, and I'm like and a bad father,

810
00:39:10,719 --> 00:39:13,200
Speaker 2: and I'm just like this is insane. I'm like, and

811
00:39:13,280 --> 00:39:16,200
Speaker 2: I told on Asses, I go on, Asses, you don't

812
00:39:16,239 --> 00:39:18,759
Speaker 2: want to poke the bear, like, you know, I am

813
00:39:18,760 --> 00:39:20,840
Speaker 2: not the bully. I am the bull, right, you know,

814
00:39:21,080 --> 00:39:23,759
Speaker 2: so I will literally but say they all.

815
00:39:23,680 --> 00:39:26,520
Speaker 4: Should have gone quiet. Everybody should have just gone quiet.

816
00:39:26,560 --> 00:39:27,680
Speaker 4: Like that's really really that.

817
00:39:28,080 --> 00:39:28,920
Speaker 2: I'm not the bully.

818
00:39:29,080 --> 00:39:31,680
Speaker 4: I'm the bull, right, and I think everybody should have

819
00:39:31,719 --> 00:39:33,920
Speaker 4: just gone quiet. Like if I was to give advice,

820
00:39:34,560 --> 00:39:37,600
Speaker 4: it's everybody just go quiet, let the court handle the

821
00:39:37,760 --> 00:39:42,080
Speaker 4: divorce and go through the pain privately, and then and

822
00:39:42,120 --> 00:39:42,680
Speaker 4: then be there.

823
00:39:42,600 --> 00:39:43,120
Speaker 2: For your kids.

824
00:39:43,120 --> 00:39:47,920
Speaker 4: That's that's how I believe in doing things. But they

825
00:39:47,920 --> 00:39:48,840
Speaker 4: have dinosaur brains.

826
00:39:48,920 --> 00:39:51,520
Speaker 2: They have dinosaur brains, and they came after me, and

827
00:39:51,520 --> 00:39:54,359
Speaker 2: they're like, wow, I was shocked. I'm like, are you

828
00:39:54,360 --> 00:39:55,400
Speaker 2: guys crazy?

829
00:39:55,560 --> 00:39:59,120
Speaker 4: So she went to the press first. Yes, okay, okay,

830
00:39:59,160 --> 00:40:01,520
Speaker 4: so that's what star, because I didn't know what started

831
00:40:01,520 --> 00:40:04,680
Speaker 4: all of a sudden, I'm reading pages of you know,

832
00:40:04,880 --> 00:40:07,759
Speaker 4: just you going off. But this started because she went

833
00:40:07,800 --> 00:40:08,640
Speaker 4: to the press first.

834
00:40:08,840 --> 00:40:10,879
Speaker 2: It all started with them, and I want to make

835
00:40:10,880 --> 00:40:13,640
Speaker 2: that very clear. So one day when my kids do

836
00:40:13,760 --> 00:40:17,799
Speaker 2: listen to this, they understand their father actually said, you know, hey,

837
00:40:18,040 --> 00:40:19,560
Speaker 2: I'm gonna not do anything.

838
00:40:19,680 --> 00:40:22,000
Speaker 4: I'm gonna go quiet and be respectful to my children,

839
00:40:22,040 --> 00:40:24,480
Speaker 4: which I know you as a father, that's who you are,

840
00:40:24,960 --> 00:40:28,200
Speaker 4: So it makes sense now. The line of events makes sense,

841
00:40:28,280 --> 00:40:30,200
Speaker 4: law you know what I mean, because I only saw

842
00:40:30,239 --> 00:40:32,280
Speaker 4: one side, but I didn't know that he had already

843
00:40:32,320 --> 00:40:35,040
Speaker 4: you would agree to in your mind to just go

844
00:40:35,160 --> 00:40:38,080
Speaker 4: peacefully into the night for your children. And then they

845
00:40:38,160 --> 00:40:39,680
Speaker 4: kind of brought it to the press.

846
00:40:39,719 --> 00:40:43,319
Speaker 2: And then the second I pulled back the curtain, I

847
00:40:43,440 --> 00:40:47,600
Speaker 2: felt a sense of not power, but a sense of

848
00:40:48,120 --> 00:40:54,080
Speaker 2: myself and I started having flashbacks to Nick Ritchie having

849
00:40:54,239 --> 00:40:58,120
Speaker 2: the ability to control the narrative and I was able

850
00:40:58,160 --> 00:41:01,520
Speaker 2: to say, Okay, you know what, these people need to

851
00:41:01,560 --> 00:41:04,759
Speaker 2: be outed as who they really are. And that's when

852
00:41:04,760 --> 00:41:06,800
Speaker 2: I was like, wow, Okay, I'm starting to feel truth.

853
00:41:06,920 --> 00:41:09,360
Speaker 2: I'm starting to feel honesty. I'm starting to feel authentic

854
00:41:09,840 --> 00:41:13,239
Speaker 2: and it might as bad as it looks for me.

855
00:41:14,160 --> 00:41:16,480
Speaker 2: And when a judge listens to this, I need the

856
00:41:16,560 --> 00:41:19,760
Speaker 2: judge to know that I did this for my own honor,

857
00:41:20,080 --> 00:41:22,239
Speaker 2: I did this for my children, I did this for her,

858
00:41:22,360 --> 00:41:25,240
Speaker 2: I did this for her family. Because I'm not living

859
00:41:25,280 --> 00:41:29,200
Speaker 2: in lies any more. It's done it's over. So you

860
00:41:29,239 --> 00:41:31,319
Speaker 2: guys can hate me, you can do whatever you want.

861
00:41:31,600 --> 00:41:34,240
Speaker 2: But at the end of the day, the anxiety is gone.

862
00:41:34,800 --> 00:41:38,920
Speaker 2: Right that eleven year prison sentence of purgatory, whatever it was,

863
00:41:39,000 --> 00:41:46,799
Speaker 2: shawshank I was literally stuck in a CBS prison and

864
00:41:47,000 --> 00:41:50,239
Speaker 2: it is done. So good luck, Cupcakes, you can have her.

865
00:41:50,920 --> 00:41:56,560
Speaker 2: Oh shit, who's cupcakes? I don't know the Bayliner dude,

866
00:41:57,400 --> 00:41:57,840
Speaker 2: the guy.

867
00:41:57,719 --> 00:41:59,680
Speaker 3: That lives in Okay.

868
00:42:00,320 --> 00:42:03,239
Speaker 4: So here's what I take away from this. You have

869
00:42:03,280 --> 00:42:06,120
Speaker 4: two beautiful children. You hat eleven year marriage that clearly

870
00:42:06,680 --> 00:42:09,960
Speaker 4: both of you. Both sides were not happy, right, You

871
00:42:10,280 --> 00:42:13,360
Speaker 4: were not happy, she wasn't happy. Whatever it may be.

872
00:42:13,400 --> 00:42:16,600
Speaker 4: I don't know the details. But today, looking at where

873
00:42:16,600 --> 00:42:19,120
Speaker 4: we are today is you still have two beautiful children,

874
00:42:19,480 --> 00:42:21,640
Speaker 4: You still are who you are. You haven't lost one

875
00:42:21,719 --> 00:42:24,560
Speaker 4: beat or skip to your step. That's for sure. That's

876
00:42:24,560 --> 00:42:28,560
Speaker 4: for sure. And now do we put it behind us

877
00:42:28,640 --> 00:42:32,080
Speaker 4: and move to the next chapter, which is Nick Ritchie's

878
00:42:32,160 --> 00:42:33,880
Speaker 4: next chapter of his life, which is going to be

879
00:42:34,440 --> 00:42:36,000
Speaker 4: fucking beautiful and brilliant.

880
00:42:36,320 --> 00:42:40,160
Speaker 2: So the goal is today, once you hear this, the

881
00:42:40,200 --> 00:42:44,440
Speaker 2: world hears this. This is it. She's erased. They're erased

882
00:42:44,760 --> 00:42:48,360
Speaker 2: from my syntax. And I move forward and focus on business,

883
00:42:48,840 --> 00:42:52,319
Speaker 2: celeb my brand. I'm filming Richie Rich, which is a

884
00:42:52,360 --> 00:42:54,720
Speaker 2: follow show that's only going to stream on the app.

885
00:42:55,280 --> 00:42:57,239
Speaker 2: I'm gonna do things that are just going to blow

886
00:42:57,320 --> 00:43:01,759
Speaker 2: media away, and my goal is to actually and this

887
00:43:01,800 --> 00:43:03,120
Speaker 2: is going to be sound, This is going to sound

888
00:43:03,160 --> 00:43:05,719
Speaker 2: so crazy. What this has taught me that you need

889
00:43:05,760 --> 00:43:07,920
Speaker 2: to lean on friends, and you need to you need

890
00:43:07,960 --> 00:43:10,239
Speaker 2: to bring your friends up with you and not be

891
00:43:10,320 --> 00:43:13,279
Speaker 2: against them. Because I've always been in the mentality that like.

892
00:43:13,200 --> 00:43:16,440
Speaker 4: Hey, you know, I'm here or I'm making my own success.

893
00:43:16,480 --> 00:43:17,759
Speaker 4: I don't need everybody around.

894
00:43:17,560 --> 00:43:19,960
Speaker 2: And you get that, Yeah, you know, and I think

895
00:43:20,000 --> 00:43:23,840
Speaker 2: you and I are the same place. It's lonely at

896
00:43:23,880 --> 00:43:25,680
Speaker 2: the top, right it is. But the only way to

897
00:43:25,719 --> 00:43:28,360
Speaker 2: stay at the top is to show the top the

898
00:43:28,440 --> 00:43:31,160
Speaker 2: friends that are with you at the top, to show

899
00:43:31,239 --> 00:43:33,520
Speaker 2: them what you see correct and say hey, what do

900
00:43:33,520 --> 00:43:36,200
Speaker 2: you see? And then you learn from that, so you know,

901
00:43:36,320 --> 00:43:38,439
Speaker 2: you get it. We've been to the top and we've

902
00:43:38,440 --> 00:43:40,919
Speaker 2: already done everything we've wanted to really do, and now

903
00:43:41,040 --> 00:43:43,320
Speaker 2: the chapter in our life is we look at things

904
00:43:43,360 --> 00:43:45,680
Speaker 2: and now we know where we're going because we've already

905
00:43:45,680 --> 00:43:48,680
Speaker 2: experienced the fails. We know how to stay away from

906
00:43:48,680 --> 00:43:52,120
Speaker 2: the fails. This was an internal fail by me. The

907
00:43:52,120 --> 00:43:55,040
Speaker 2: only positive of my the trophies are my children, and

908
00:43:55,080 --> 00:43:56,719
Speaker 2: I have to focus on those trophies and I have

909
00:43:56,760 --> 00:43:59,480
Speaker 2: to shine those trophies every single day and look at

910
00:43:59,480 --> 00:44:02,640
Speaker 2: them like they're oscars. And that's the only way I'm

911
00:44:02,640 --> 00:44:06,319
Speaker 2: going to survive out of this. Other than that, good luck,

912
00:44:06,560 --> 00:44:08,399
Speaker 2: good luck to them, good luck to them. And I'm

913
00:44:08,440 --> 00:44:13,000
Speaker 2: going to level the fuck up so fucking hard that literally,

914
00:44:13,480 --> 00:44:16,400
Speaker 2: I've literally I believe that so hard. The viager is

915
00:44:16,400 --> 00:44:20,320
Speaker 2: going to retreat and I am going to make a massacre,

916
00:44:21,080 --> 00:44:24,880
Speaker 2: a massacre in a positive light for everybody. And I

917
00:44:24,920 --> 00:44:27,680
Speaker 2: want to bring everyone with me. That's amazing, everyone with

918
00:44:27,760 --> 00:44:29,480
Speaker 2: me and this story, Laula. I know, as much as

919
00:44:29,520 --> 00:44:31,280
Speaker 2: it looks like a smear, it looks like this or whatever,

920
00:44:31,600 --> 00:44:34,799
Speaker 2: people are with me, and it's giving me power. It's

921
00:44:34,840 --> 00:44:36,719
Speaker 2: giving me my strength back, and it's giving me my

922
00:44:36,840 --> 00:44:41,120
Speaker 2: light back. Because I left everyone on her accord. It

923
00:44:41,160 --> 00:44:43,520
Speaker 2: wasn't just me, like, hey, you know, she made me

924
00:44:43,560 --> 00:44:45,920
Speaker 2: feel so bad about myself and the things that I

925
00:44:45,920 --> 00:44:47,879
Speaker 2: would do, and she would belittle me every single day,

926
00:44:47,880 --> 00:44:49,279
Speaker 2: and how terrible of a husband I am?

927
00:44:49,440 --> 00:44:50,759
Speaker 4: How terrible of a father I am?

928
00:44:51,080 --> 00:44:53,560
Speaker 2: And how how dare I not treat her like a queen?

929
00:44:53,960 --> 00:44:56,120
Speaker 2: And now I'm here sitting with you, guys, and I'm

930
00:44:56,160 --> 00:44:59,040
Speaker 2: telling you I am a king. I'm coming back on

931
00:44:59,120 --> 00:45:01,560
Speaker 2: my throne. This is where i want to be and

932
00:45:01,600 --> 00:45:05,160
Speaker 2: this is who I am, and I'm finally finally rising

933
00:45:05,200 --> 00:45:05,960
Speaker 2: from the ashes.

934
00:45:06,280 --> 00:45:09,560
Speaker 1: And by the way, Nixt, I know you personally, so

935
00:45:10,440 --> 00:45:13,080
Speaker 1: I'm not saying that when I see what you post

936
00:45:13,239 --> 00:45:17,160
Speaker 1: that I'm looking at it as like a smear campaign.

937
00:45:18,320 --> 00:45:21,200
Speaker 1: But there are other people who don't know you, so

938
00:45:21,280 --> 00:45:25,000
Speaker 1: from an outside perspective, that's what it does look like.

939
00:45:25,120 --> 00:45:27,760
Speaker 1: And that's why I wanted you to come and speak

940
00:45:27,800 --> 00:45:30,719
Speaker 1: your truth with your actual voice and tell us how

941
00:45:30,719 --> 00:45:31,720
Speaker 1: it really went down.

942
00:45:31,600 --> 00:45:35,640
Speaker 4: Because you're a very very level headed person. So I

943
00:45:35,680 --> 00:45:39,000
Speaker 4: feel like now people are hearing, like, Look, I was.

944
00:45:39,120 --> 00:45:42,200
Speaker 4: I was also responsible for this marriage. She was responsible.

945
00:45:42,200 --> 00:45:45,160
Speaker 4: We're both responsible and it didn't work. And there is

946
00:45:45,280 --> 00:45:48,239
Speaker 4: pain that I have and I'm sure she has pain too.

947
00:45:48,600 --> 00:45:52,319
Speaker 4: But the part is like we're both at an age, Nick,

948
00:45:52,400 --> 00:45:54,239
Speaker 4: and I'm older than you, but we're both in our

949
00:45:54,640 --> 00:45:55,520
Speaker 4: you know, you're in your forties.

950
00:45:55,560 --> 00:45:56,240
Speaker 2: I just said fifty.

951
00:45:56,520 --> 00:45:59,840
Speaker 4: But we're at an age where we've realized our mistakes,

952
00:46:00,040 --> 00:46:02,680
Speaker 4: we've we've fucked up, we can own it. Like I

953
00:46:02,880 --> 00:46:05,640
Speaker 4: don't have an ego anymore where I'm like, I'm perfect

954
00:46:05,680 --> 00:46:06,880
Speaker 4: and I don't make a decisions.

955
00:46:06,920 --> 00:46:07,600
Speaker 2: You just said it.

956
00:46:07,640 --> 00:46:09,319
Speaker 4: You made a lot of mistakes, but you also have

957
00:46:09,719 --> 00:46:12,400
Speaker 4: huge successes. And I'm the same. So I think that

958
00:46:12,520 --> 00:46:15,080
Speaker 4: people hearing that that that's the real Nick Ritchie that

959
00:46:15,120 --> 00:46:16,960
Speaker 4: I know. The real Nick Ritchie I know is a

960
00:46:17,000 --> 00:46:21,400
Speaker 4: baller successful person but also has failed tremendously, just like

961
00:46:21,480 --> 00:46:21,719
Speaker 4: I have.

962
00:46:21,960 --> 00:46:24,000
Speaker 2: You know and you we own that and we own that.

963
00:46:24,040 --> 00:46:26,279
Speaker 2: And I think the difference with who I am now

964
00:46:26,320 --> 00:46:28,400
Speaker 2: compared to who I was in my thirties and my twenties,

965
00:46:28,440 --> 00:46:33,120
Speaker 2: whatever I can, I can let the pride go to

966
00:46:33,239 --> 00:46:33,959
Speaker 2: ask for help.

967
00:46:34,360 --> 00:46:37,120
Speaker 4: Yeah, that's important. That's the most important thing I think.

968
00:46:37,160 --> 00:46:39,359
Speaker 2: And you know that I was in Central Park. I

969
00:46:39,400 --> 00:46:43,359
Speaker 2: was like by myself so lost, and you called me

970
00:46:43,400 --> 00:46:45,680
Speaker 2: and you you're like, are you okay? Like, dude, I've

971
00:46:45,719 --> 00:46:47,279
Speaker 2: been there, let me help you, Let me help you.

972
00:46:47,640 --> 00:46:50,279
Speaker 2: And I accepted it. Yeah, I accepted it.

973
00:46:50,400 --> 00:46:53,520
Speaker 4: And you didn't want to you I've said, I said, Yeah,

974
00:46:53,560 --> 00:46:56,120
Speaker 4: I said what pride and pride when you're in pain

975
00:46:56,560 --> 00:46:59,799
Speaker 4: is what kills you. It destroys you emotionally, it makes

976
00:46:59,800 --> 00:47:03,880
Speaker 4: you make bad decisions, very bad. So I was very

977
00:47:03,960 --> 00:47:05,440
Speaker 4: happy because we are friends.

978
00:47:05,200 --> 00:47:08,399
Speaker 2: And I know, I know, and I told I told Lala,

979
00:47:08,480 --> 00:47:11,880
Speaker 2: I'm like, you're you're You're on my side, like you

980
00:47:12,280 --> 00:47:15,120
Speaker 2: literally had my back and you're my angel in this

981
00:47:15,160 --> 00:47:17,239
Speaker 2: whole situation because you've been there and you're giving me

982
00:47:17,280 --> 00:47:20,239
Speaker 2: good guidance. But it's so hard to take it. It's so

983
00:47:20,360 --> 00:47:23,480
Speaker 2: hard because the pride is so strong. But I've learned,

984
00:47:24,360 --> 00:47:27,320
Speaker 2: you know, thanks to you and thanks to other friends,

985
00:47:27,560 --> 00:47:30,520
Speaker 2: that it's okay to listen and it's okay to accept.

986
00:47:30,880 --> 00:47:33,920
Speaker 2: And for for me saying that as Nick Richie, that

987
00:47:34,120 --> 00:47:36,600
Speaker 2: is like literally stabbing my guts.

988
00:47:37,320 --> 00:47:40,279
Speaker 4: But but for me, it's you rising and and and

989
00:47:40,320 --> 00:47:45,600
Speaker 4: growing right because because when we when our pride kills us,

990
00:47:45,880 --> 00:47:48,560
Speaker 4: we don't grow and we're in pain and we just

991
00:47:48,840 --> 00:47:49,560
Speaker 4: it's horrible.

992
00:47:49,640 --> 00:47:51,239
Speaker 2: I just want to love again. That's it.

993
00:47:51,400 --> 00:47:53,360
Speaker 3: I totally feel you on that, so I have.

994
00:47:53,600 --> 00:47:59,880
Speaker 1: My My final question is if you could reverse time,

995
00:48:01,080 --> 00:48:05,320
Speaker 1: is there anything in this from the time it started

996
00:48:05,400 --> 00:48:08,160
Speaker 1: to where we're at right now that you would have

997
00:48:08,200 --> 00:48:08,880
Speaker 1: done differently.

998
00:48:09,880 --> 00:48:11,560
Speaker 2: I would have never created the dirty.

999
00:48:12,040 --> 00:48:15,840
Speaker 3: Really wow, never, that's crazy.

1000
00:48:16,360 --> 00:48:19,040
Speaker 2: I just would I would be a normal person. I

1001
00:48:19,080 --> 00:48:23,640
Speaker 2: would not be known. Pain is the you know, it

1002
00:48:23,680 --> 00:48:25,799
Speaker 2: comes from keeping up with the cycle of what we

1003
00:48:25,880 --> 00:48:28,120
Speaker 2: have to do. And we're in a different We're in

1004
00:48:28,160 --> 00:48:31,000
Speaker 2: a different place where we have to maintain our sense

1005
00:48:31,040 --> 00:48:33,399
Speaker 2: of celebrity and our sense of self and our sense

1006
00:48:33,440 --> 00:48:37,200
Speaker 2: of achievements, because if we don't, then people look at

1007
00:48:37,280 --> 00:48:40,000
Speaker 2: us very differently. Those aren't the friends you need, but

1008
00:48:40,040 --> 00:48:42,600
Speaker 2: they're the friends that you have to have. And the

1009
00:48:42,680 --> 00:48:46,400
Speaker 2: problem is is that if we don't maintain our relationships,

1010
00:48:46,440 --> 00:48:50,000
Speaker 2: especially in our industry and the entertainment industry, we're forgotten.

1011
00:48:50,400 --> 00:48:50,640
Speaker 1: Right.

1012
00:48:50,680 --> 00:48:55,040
Speaker 2: And my whole thing in this marriage was that I

1013
00:48:55,200 --> 00:48:59,719
Speaker 2: had to keep going because she was nobody. You know,

1014
00:48:59,840 --> 00:49:03,359
Speaker 2: she was living off her name, she was living off

1015
00:49:03,360 --> 00:49:08,120
Speaker 2: her past reality shows and whatever it was. So I

1016
00:49:08,120 --> 00:49:11,360
Speaker 2: had to keep going. I had to financially create this

1017
00:49:11,520 --> 00:49:14,680
Speaker 2: life for my kids. And if I could do it

1018
00:49:14,719 --> 00:49:17,600
Speaker 2: all over again, I would not cause pain on other

1019
00:49:17,640 --> 00:49:21,640
Speaker 2: people for financial success. And it eats in me, It

1020
00:49:21,719 --> 00:49:26,560
Speaker 2: eats at me. But I found that anxiety within myself

1021
00:49:26,640 --> 00:49:29,520
Speaker 2: comes from the fact that as long as I as

1022
00:49:29,560 --> 00:49:33,200
Speaker 2: long as I'm not hiding secrets, I'm not having to

1023
00:49:33,280 --> 00:49:35,640
Speaker 2: maintain a lie. And I don't want to be around

1024
00:49:35,680 --> 00:49:38,960
Speaker 2: those people anymore that have to keep maintaining the facade

1025
00:49:39,000 --> 00:49:41,839
Speaker 2: of who they are, the facade of the lie, even

1026
00:49:41,920 --> 00:49:44,120
Speaker 2: if it's a secret, even if it's a small lie,

1027
00:49:44,440 --> 00:49:48,319
Speaker 2: they're still creating this stack of anxiety and you can

1028
00:49:48,440 --> 00:49:51,400
Speaker 2: feel it. It's palpable. So I don't want to be

1029
00:49:51,440 --> 00:49:54,640
Speaker 2: that anymore. I'm done with that. But to answer your question,

1030
00:49:54,680 --> 00:49:56,600
Speaker 2: I would just be a normal person. I would just

1031
00:49:56,640 --> 00:49:58,239
Speaker 2: go to McDonald's, Like I just don't.

1032
00:49:58,440 --> 00:50:00,400
Speaker 1: It's so crazy that you say that, because there's so

1033
00:50:00,480 --> 00:50:04,240
Speaker 1: many times where you know, with with the the path

1034
00:50:04,280 --> 00:50:07,399
Speaker 1: that I've chosen, there's a lot of anxiety, and there's

1035
00:50:07,440 --> 00:50:09,319
Speaker 1: times where I feel the same way. I'm like, I

1036
00:50:09,400 --> 00:50:11,919
Speaker 1: just want to like live in Utah and a cute

1037
00:50:11,920 --> 00:50:15,120
Speaker 1: little house with my family, and then reality seeks in

1038
00:50:15,160 --> 00:50:18,080
Speaker 1: where it's like you stop doing what you're doing and

1039
00:50:18,320 --> 00:50:21,200
Speaker 1: you don't make any money, like you have to like

1040
00:50:21,600 --> 00:50:23,080
Speaker 1: what I do pays my bills.

1041
00:50:23,440 --> 00:50:24,160
Speaker 2: So yeah.

1042
00:50:24,160 --> 00:50:26,960
Speaker 4: But also I also think that you have a passion

1043
00:50:27,360 --> 00:50:31,759
Speaker 4: for acting and all. I love entertainment, But I think

1044
00:50:31,800 --> 00:50:35,040
Speaker 4: you as an artist. Enjoy that, and I think it's

1045
00:50:35,080 --> 00:50:37,400
Speaker 4: not just money for you. If it was just money,

1046
00:50:37,400 --> 00:50:38,879
Speaker 4: you would have left La a long time.

1047
00:50:38,960 --> 00:50:40,719
Speaker 2: But I know, but also you have a drive to

1048
00:50:40,880 --> 00:50:44,160
Speaker 2: La La Rice completely build it, to build a brand.

1049
00:50:43,520 --> 00:50:47,840
Speaker 2: You're not an Onassis. Onasis is a person that basically

1050
00:50:47,880 --> 00:50:50,640
Speaker 2: thinks they're Jackie O. Let me explain this Onasas thing,

1051
00:50:50,680 --> 00:50:52,680
Speaker 2: because it's it's really bothering me that people do not

1052
00:50:52,880 --> 00:50:57,080
Speaker 2: grasp why I call people certain things. Cupcake is called

1053
00:50:57,080 --> 00:50:58,600
Speaker 2: cupcake because his last name is Baker.

1054
00:50:59,120 --> 00:51:00,640
Speaker 3: Okay, okay, love it.

1055
00:51:01,040 --> 00:51:06,760
Speaker 2: Lorenzo is engaged to a girl from Idaho, Okay. Onasas

1056
00:51:07,200 --> 00:51:10,800
Speaker 2: is a playoff Jackio because Jackio is the first ever

1057
00:51:11,920 --> 00:51:14,399
Speaker 2: brought the medium, blew her up so big. She never

1058
00:51:14,440 --> 00:51:17,040
Speaker 2: had a real job. I know everyone loves her, they're obsessed.

1059
00:51:17,160 --> 00:51:20,440
Speaker 2: She wore these big sunglasses. My own asses wore these

1060
00:51:20,440 --> 00:51:24,200
Speaker 2: big sunglasses. So I always looked at her like she

1061
00:51:24,239 --> 00:51:30,799
Speaker 2: really thinks he's Jackio, right, So, and JACKIEO lived off Onassas,

1062
00:51:31,360 --> 00:51:34,279
Speaker 2: so to me, the money was all Onassis. So, so

1063
00:51:34,400 --> 00:51:35,800
Speaker 2: to me, I look at her like, wow, she's just

1064
00:51:35,800 --> 00:51:37,400
Speaker 2: trying to live off me, and now I have to

1065
00:51:37,400 --> 00:51:40,400
Speaker 2: support not only Onas, but to support all of Awatuki,

1066
00:51:40,400 --> 00:51:42,480
Speaker 2: I might as well be the maryor of Ahwatuki. So

1067
00:51:42,600 --> 00:51:46,520
Speaker 2: it bothers me a lot in that regard. So that's

1068
00:51:46,560 --> 00:51:48,600
Speaker 2: where I come up with these names. But it's therapy

1069
00:51:48,600 --> 00:51:52,000
Speaker 2: for me. It's therapeutic. It's it's not it's not in

1070
00:51:52,040 --> 00:51:53,759
Speaker 2: a vulgar way. It's to make people laugh at the

1071
00:51:53,800 --> 00:51:55,280
Speaker 2: situation and be like wow, okay.

1072
00:51:55,040 --> 00:51:56,800
Speaker 3: Well they're also pretty cute names.

1073
00:51:57,000 --> 00:52:00,280
Speaker 4: By the way, Onassas is flattering my opinion. It's second,

1074
00:52:00,280 --> 00:52:02,640
Speaker 4: it's not because your brainwashed. I think Jackie Oh is

1075
00:52:02,680 --> 00:52:03,960
Speaker 4: something crazy.

1076
00:52:04,880 --> 00:52:07,440
Speaker 3: I mean she was married to to Kennedy.

1077
00:52:07,520 --> 00:52:09,160
Speaker 2: I mean she was.

1078
00:52:10,120 --> 00:52:11,839
Speaker 3: You can call me own asks if you want.

1079
00:52:12,360 --> 00:52:13,000
Speaker 2: I'm not gonna call you.

1080
00:52:14,560 --> 00:52:16,000
Speaker 3: I don't wear big sunglasses.

1081
00:52:16,040 --> 00:52:18,000
Speaker 4: But but let me let me say this because you

1082
00:52:18,000 --> 00:52:20,399
Speaker 4: have good But I think nick I think I need.

1083
00:52:20,440 --> 00:52:23,560
Speaker 4: I think people have to understand that whatever you know

1084
00:52:23,680 --> 00:52:26,759
Speaker 4: nicknames you're you're giving people, it's through pain that you have.

1085
00:52:27,239 --> 00:52:27,880
Speaker 2: Let's be honest.

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00:52:27,920 --> 00:52:30,359
Speaker 4: I mean, I mean you're trying to find through your

1087
00:52:30,440 --> 00:52:32,839
Speaker 4: humor because I know you for a long time. Part

1088
00:52:32,880 --> 00:52:34,959
Speaker 4: of your the way you deal with pain is through

1089
00:52:35,000 --> 00:52:37,640
Speaker 4: your sarcasm and through your humor and through your wit.

1090
00:52:37,960 --> 00:52:39,960
Speaker 4: You're a very witty person. People don't realize. I mean

1091
00:52:40,000 --> 00:52:42,960
Speaker 4: you are high level with You're so witty that even

1092
00:52:43,000 --> 00:52:44,839
Speaker 4: before all this happened, you'd call me up and say

1093
00:52:44,840 --> 00:52:46,640
Speaker 4: some crazy ship and then like I hang up the phone,

1094
00:52:46,680 --> 00:52:48,800
Speaker 4: I realized, oh my god, he just he just he

1095
00:52:49,000 --> 00:52:53,879
Speaker 4: just like plastic, just like what the fun? I think

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00:52:54,080 --> 00:52:54,560
Speaker 4: very fast.

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00:52:54,680 --> 00:52:58,440
Speaker 1: I know if you were just a bad dude, you

1098
00:52:58,440 --> 00:53:01,160
Speaker 1: wouldn't be on your social media. You would be keeping

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00:53:01,200 --> 00:53:03,400
Speaker 1: this quiet and you would just be dragging her in

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00:53:03,600 --> 00:53:05,040
Speaker 1: other forms.

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00:53:05,480 --> 00:53:07,279
Speaker 3: You're coming from a place.

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00:53:07,440 --> 00:53:10,200
Speaker 4: Of a lot of pain, of pain, and I'm sure

1103
00:53:10,200 --> 00:53:10,879
Speaker 4: she's in pain.

1104
00:53:10,920 --> 00:53:12,480
Speaker 3: And if you deny that, I'm.

1105
00:53:12,280 --> 00:53:14,520
Speaker 4: Sure she's in pain too. Let's let's be honest, like,

1106
00:53:14,640 --> 00:53:19,600
Speaker 4: because it's both could you not? Because family's been you know,

1107
00:53:19,680 --> 00:53:21,080
Speaker 4: you guys are separating.

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00:53:21,360 --> 00:53:23,720
Speaker 1: Even if you sit there and you're like, I can't

1109
00:53:23,760 --> 00:53:28,279
Speaker 1: stand this person, it's still breaking up something that obviously

1110
00:53:28,360 --> 00:53:31,080
Speaker 1: started out greater. You never would have gotten fucking married.

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00:53:31,239 --> 00:53:32,839
Speaker 2: You know what the problem is too, is that I'm

1112
00:53:32,880 --> 00:53:36,279
Speaker 2: really in fear that I'm just like I just want

1113
00:53:36,280 --> 00:53:38,959
Speaker 2: to hold hands with somebody. I just want to walk

1114
00:53:39,000 --> 00:53:40,799
Speaker 2: the beach. But you're going to have that, Nick, I'm

1115
00:53:40,840 --> 00:53:44,359
Speaker 2: not because because I'm type cast, that's not true.

1116
00:53:44,400 --> 00:53:48,200
Speaker 3: I see where you're in it. You're in it.

1117
00:53:48,280 --> 00:53:49,759
Speaker 4: You're in it right now.

1118
00:53:49,920 --> 00:53:50,400
Speaker 2: I agree.

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00:53:50,560 --> 00:53:54,560
Speaker 4: I think Nick, if you give yourself, honestly, sixty days

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00:53:54,719 --> 00:53:57,520
Speaker 4: to just let now that this is the final.

1121
00:53:56,960 --> 00:53:59,520
Speaker 3: More time days.

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00:53:59,560 --> 00:54:01,800
Speaker 4: I don't mean sixty days for him to be okay

1123
00:54:01,920 --> 00:54:05,040
Speaker 4: and happy, but just sixty days to just have a

1124
00:54:05,040 --> 00:54:06,320
Speaker 4: little quiet to himself.

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00:54:06,360 --> 00:54:09,680
Speaker 1: Just I think every time you have a super negative thought,

1126
00:54:10,080 --> 00:54:12,359
Speaker 1: you need to put the phone down and you need

1127
00:54:12,400 --> 00:54:15,040
Speaker 1: to like you're talking, you're like preaching to make every

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00:54:15,080 --> 00:54:15,560
Speaker 1: single comment.

1129
00:54:15,600 --> 00:54:19,160
Speaker 2: I read every single DM. I read everything because it

1130
00:54:19,239 --> 00:54:19,799
Speaker 2: fuels me.

1131
00:54:20,040 --> 00:54:21,120
Speaker 3: Can that stop today?

1132
00:54:21,880 --> 00:54:22,400
Speaker 2: It has to.

1133
00:54:23,320 --> 00:54:26,600
Speaker 1: You're gonna go into the darkest abyss that you're never

1134
00:54:26,640 --> 00:54:28,960
Speaker 1: gonna be able to pull yourself out of. Because, like

1135
00:54:29,040 --> 00:54:32,640
Speaker 1: you said, when you were with Shane, it became like

1136
00:54:32,760 --> 00:54:35,920
Speaker 1: a just like your new norm. Right you woke up,

1137
00:54:35,960 --> 00:54:38,279
Speaker 1: you were on autopilot. That's it's gonna be the same

1138
00:54:38,320 --> 00:54:41,000
Speaker 1: thing with reading comments, reading dms. It's just gonna be

1139
00:54:41,040 --> 00:54:44,320
Speaker 1: something that you do every single day. It'll become a routine.

1140
00:54:45,120 --> 00:54:47,279
Speaker 2: And this is why I didn't, you know, when I

1141
00:54:47,280 --> 00:54:48,840
Speaker 2: look back I'm like, God, why did I start the

1142
00:54:48,880 --> 00:54:51,480
Speaker 2: dirty Because if there wasn't this, I don't think there

1143
00:54:51,480 --> 00:54:53,799
Speaker 2: would be Instagram. I don't think there would be. I

1144
00:54:53,840 --> 00:54:58,760
Speaker 2: think I caused a wave of ripple effect of hate

1145
00:54:59,480 --> 00:55:01,120
Speaker 2: and I'm sorry for that.

1146
00:55:01,680 --> 00:55:03,680
Speaker 4: Wow, that's big, that's big.

1147
00:55:04,440 --> 00:55:05,240
Speaker 2: I think.

1148
00:55:05,400 --> 00:55:09,200
Speaker 4: I think the takeaway today is starting your life in

1149
00:55:09,239 --> 00:55:14,160
Speaker 4: the next chapter and now protecting your kids and making

1150
00:55:14,200 --> 00:55:16,400
Speaker 4: sure they have rainbows and unicorns.

1151
00:55:16,400 --> 00:55:17,960
Speaker 2: Because I hear your podcast with them.

1152
00:55:18,280 --> 00:55:18,759
Speaker 4: It's what.

1153
00:55:20,560 --> 00:55:21,160
Speaker 2: Girl dad.

1154
00:55:21,200 --> 00:55:23,400
Speaker 4: Everyone's got to listen to this, girl dad. What a

1155
00:55:23,440 --> 00:55:26,120
Speaker 4: genius idea. A little jealous I didn't start it myself.

1156
00:55:26,440 --> 00:55:28,360
Speaker 4: It's actually genius, and I think it's got to be

1157
00:55:28,400 --> 00:55:31,840
Speaker 4: therapeutic to see someone who looks at the world through

1158
00:55:32,000 --> 00:55:33,279
Speaker 4: you know, kids.

1159
00:55:33,520 --> 00:55:36,239
Speaker 3: You know that's what kids live through.

1160
00:55:36,360 --> 00:55:38,880
Speaker 4: Yeah, And to hear you, who I know is in

1161
00:55:38,960 --> 00:55:42,439
Speaker 4: pain when you're on this with your daughter having these

1162
00:55:42,480 --> 00:55:44,680
Speaker 4: beautiful moments and her it's got to.

1163
00:55:44,600 --> 00:55:46,839
Speaker 2: Be because I feel like a failure as a father.

1164
00:55:47,000 --> 00:55:51,319
Speaker 4: No, the opposite. Who does a podcast, Who does a

1165
00:55:51,360 --> 00:55:54,319
Speaker 4: podcast with their kid? I'm actually envious and jealous. I

1166
00:55:54,360 --> 00:55:56,600
Speaker 4: wanted to rip that idea because it was so beautiful.

1167
00:55:56,680 --> 00:55:59,600
Speaker 2: I did it because we don't you know you're you're

1168
00:55:59,680 --> 00:56:01,600
Speaker 2: like me. We care about our kids so much and

1169
00:56:01,760 --> 00:56:03,680
Speaker 2: we want to give them the world. Yes, we spoil

1170
00:56:03,760 --> 00:56:06,480
Speaker 2: them when we shouldn't. Correct, I agree with that, and

1171
00:56:06,600 --> 00:56:11,719
Speaker 2: we shut that ship down daily and we put them

1172
00:56:11,880 --> 00:56:15,799
Speaker 2: you know, we show them worlds that their husbands will

1173
00:56:15,800 --> 00:56:19,000
Speaker 2: never achieve for them, right, and that's our fault because

1174
00:56:19,000 --> 00:56:21,680
Speaker 2: we love them so much. I wanted to have one

1175
00:56:21,719 --> 00:56:25,319
Speaker 2: hour with my daughter press or I can actually look

1176
00:56:25,360 --> 00:56:28,799
Speaker 2: her in the eyes and have a true conversation and

1177
00:56:28,880 --> 00:56:30,000
Speaker 2: to understand her mind.

1178
00:56:30,120 --> 00:56:32,640
Speaker 4: Yeah, and it's beautiful. I listened to it.

1179
00:56:32,640 --> 00:56:36,680
Speaker 2: It was the most powerful. It's going to blow up.

1180
00:56:36,800 --> 00:56:39,560
Speaker 2: It's next week is when I have the first couple episodes.

1181
00:56:40,480 --> 00:56:43,960
Speaker 2: I've just been doing teasers. I listened to the tea.

1182
00:56:44,000 --> 00:56:47,120
Speaker 4: I mean, I just can't believe how beautiful she.

1183
00:56:47,200 --> 00:56:48,000
Speaker 2: Is, so smart.

1184
00:56:48,160 --> 00:56:48,799
Speaker 3: How old is she?

1185
00:56:48,920 --> 00:56:52,040
Speaker 4: She's nine, yeah, going on probably fifty.

1186
00:56:52,160 --> 00:56:54,239
Speaker 2: She wants to be an actress, a singer that she

1187
00:56:54,239 --> 00:56:55,840
Speaker 2: wants to She just wants to conquer the world. But

1188
00:56:55,880 --> 00:56:57,439
Speaker 2: she doesn't see the world like we see the world.

1189
00:56:57,480 --> 00:56:59,359
Speaker 4: No, because she's because she's nine.

1190
00:56:59,560 --> 00:57:02,640
Speaker 3: Yeah, it's beautiful and have so much to like. It's

1191
00:57:02,800 --> 00:57:03,360
Speaker 3: her oyster.

1192
00:57:03,520 --> 00:57:04,960
Speaker 1: She looks at the world and she's like, I can

1193
00:57:05,000 --> 00:57:06,839
Speaker 1: have all of that. She hasn't been jaded, and.

1194
00:57:06,800 --> 00:57:09,640
Speaker 4: She's also you know, your child, which means she's got

1195
00:57:09,680 --> 00:57:11,960
Speaker 4: to be witty as fuck, right, She's gotta be you know,

1196
00:57:12,000 --> 00:57:15,880
Speaker 4: she's just gonna be sassy, sassy. But I think that

1197
00:57:15,880 --> 00:57:17,920
Speaker 4: that is something really unique and I think it's really

1198
00:57:17,920 --> 00:57:19,840
Speaker 4: beautiful and it shows who you are as a father.

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00:57:20,200 --> 00:57:21,560
Speaker 2: The fact that you took the time.

1200
00:57:21,800 --> 00:57:24,160
Speaker 4: You could do one hundred podcasts, Nicky, come on, you

1201
00:57:24,160 --> 00:57:26,520
Speaker 4: could start thirty different podcasts if you wanted. Instead you

1202
00:57:26,600 --> 00:57:28,520
Speaker 4: chose to do with your daughter, Yeah, which I think

1203
00:57:28,640 --> 00:57:33,000
Speaker 4: people are really it's something very special and I think parents,

1204
00:57:34,080 --> 00:57:35,440
Speaker 4: you know, are gonna love this.

1205
00:57:35,800 --> 00:57:37,680
Speaker 2: Kids are going to love kids. That's what I mean. Kids,

1206
00:57:37,920 --> 00:57:38,680
Speaker 2: kids and parents.

1207
00:57:38,760 --> 00:57:40,360
Speaker 4: I mean, I mean this is something I could sit

1208
00:57:40,440 --> 00:57:43,520
Speaker 4: down with London, Yes, you know, and and and and

1209
00:57:43,560 --> 00:57:46,040
Speaker 4: say listen to listen to my friend and talk to

1210
00:57:46,240 --> 00:57:47,000
Speaker 4: talk to his daughter.

1211
00:57:47,080 --> 00:57:48,120
Speaker 3: Yeah, it's pretty cute.

1212
00:57:49,040 --> 00:57:50,880
Speaker 2: And I you know, I was always thinking how am

1213
00:57:50,920 --> 00:57:52,760
Speaker 2: I going to come back into the podcast world now

1214
00:57:52,760 --> 00:57:55,520
Speaker 2: that it's blowing up, right, and I'm seeing like, wow,

1215
00:57:55,760 --> 00:57:58,520
Speaker 2: you know, your your guys show is like working and

1216
00:57:58,560 --> 00:57:59,960
Speaker 2: I'm like, yeah, we don't.

1217
00:58:00,440 --> 00:58:02,360
Speaker 4: We don't know how it happened because we started and

1218
00:58:02,400 --> 00:58:04,760
Speaker 4: we were both like, we're gonna last about four episodes

1219
00:58:04,760 --> 00:58:07,160
Speaker 4: and then they're gonna kick us off the air. But anyway,

1220
00:58:07,160 --> 00:58:07,880
Speaker 4: it's it's fun.

1221
00:58:07,960 --> 00:58:08,160
Speaker 2: You know.

1222
00:58:08,520 --> 00:58:10,880
Speaker 4: It's like you have that therapeut the moment with your daughter.

1223
00:58:11,360 --> 00:58:14,680
Speaker 4: Lala and I have a very similar relationship through our podcast.

1224
00:58:14,720 --> 00:58:17,720
Speaker 4: It's like our moment in a moment to just talk

1225
00:58:17,760 --> 00:58:20,040
Speaker 4: to each other and if we're having a good day

1226
00:58:20,080 --> 00:58:21,520
Speaker 4: or a bad day, it all comes out.

1227
00:58:21,680 --> 00:58:23,080
Speaker 2: It all comes out in the pocket. The thing that

1228
00:58:23,080 --> 00:58:26,120
Speaker 2: I'm trying to do is actually own the content instead

1229
00:58:26,120 --> 00:58:29,040
Speaker 2: of distributing it. So it's all gonna be STILLIB at

1230
00:58:29,080 --> 00:58:29,720
Speaker 2: base all.

1231
00:58:29,760 --> 00:58:31,320
Speaker 3: That's so brilliant.

1232
00:58:31,400 --> 00:58:33,800
Speaker 2: That's good. So now everyone's gonna come to me and

1233
00:58:33,800 --> 00:58:37,479
Speaker 2: you're gonna take podcasts on Yeah, that's amazing. That's great,

1234
00:58:37,800 --> 00:58:40,400
Speaker 2: and video movies, everything like it's gonna be full. It's

1235
00:58:40,440 --> 00:58:44,240
Speaker 2: like I'm trying to create this Netflix meets media. So

1236
00:58:44,320 --> 00:58:47,000
Speaker 2: you have your stories, you have your podcast. It's kind

1237
00:58:47,000 --> 00:58:50,880
Speaker 2: of like three dimensional experience. Oh I love that. So

1238
00:58:50,960 --> 00:58:54,040
Speaker 2: you see video, you see just NonStop contact with the dirty.

1239
00:58:54,080 --> 00:58:55,760
Speaker 2: When I created it, people were coming there twenty five

1240
00:58:55,840 --> 00:58:58,920
Speaker 2: thirty times a day. Wow're all obsessed.

1241
00:58:59,080 --> 00:58:59,440
Speaker 4: Oh my.

1242
00:58:59,720 --> 00:59:02,680
Speaker 2: So now I'm trying to create the obsession.

1243
00:59:02,880 --> 00:59:05,520
Speaker 4: Of about a different platform from.

1244
00:59:05,160 --> 00:59:08,600
Speaker 2: An older audience, but also create bring the younger generation

1245
00:59:08,680 --> 00:59:10,240
Speaker 2: who have no idea who I am, because it's so

1246
00:59:10,320 --> 00:59:12,960
Speaker 2: refreshing that people are looking at me that don't know

1247
00:59:13,080 --> 00:59:16,040
Speaker 2: my past and they're like, wow, this guy's cool. Right,

1248
00:59:16,240 --> 00:59:17,960
Speaker 2: you know, so I'm going.

1249
00:59:17,760 --> 00:59:20,120
Speaker 4: To But you also have that you also have such

1250
00:59:20,160 --> 00:59:25,000
Speaker 4: a huge following of industry people, celebrities. Yeah, I mean,

1251
00:59:25,600 --> 00:59:27,680
Speaker 4: I mean you have deep relationships. I mean I've come

1252
00:59:27,720 --> 00:59:31,920
Speaker 4: to you for introductions to people. You just know everybody

1253
00:59:31,960 --> 00:59:34,160
Speaker 4: knows you. You know everybody, and I think that gives

1254
00:59:34,160 --> 00:59:36,400
Speaker 4: you a lot of currency and obviously the business that

1255
00:59:36,400 --> 00:59:37,120
Speaker 4: you're building right now.

1256
00:59:37,160 --> 00:59:38,920
Speaker 2: Yeah, and I've never taken advantage of any of the

1257
00:59:39,000 --> 00:59:46,480
Speaker 2: higher profile people. So be ready, because David Grutman, everybody, everybody,

1258
00:59:46,680 --> 00:59:48,800
Speaker 2: all my best friends, it's time to be best friends.

1259
00:59:51,040 --> 00:59:53,840
Speaker 4: Well, listen, it's an honor to have you. I mean,

1260
00:59:53,880 --> 00:59:55,919
Speaker 4: you're my friend, but it's honored for you to come

1261
00:59:55,920 --> 00:59:58,720
Speaker 4: here and be brave and to talk about things and

1262
00:59:58,920 --> 01:00:00,600
Speaker 4: to do it in such an honest slight Because I

1263
01:00:00,640 --> 01:00:03,200
Speaker 4: really feel like you were honest today and you were

1264
01:00:03,240 --> 01:00:05,880
Speaker 4: fair to your ex today in this conversation.

1265
01:00:06,000 --> 01:00:08,400
Speaker 1: Well, I heard things that I've never seen you post

1266
01:00:08,720 --> 01:00:11,520
Speaker 1: like you acknowledged a lot of things that I don't think.

1267
01:00:11,520 --> 01:00:15,320
Speaker 4: He's like his own Instagram, you know, in the marriage,

1268
01:00:15,320 --> 01:00:18,840
Speaker 4: and I just think that, Look, I'm rooting for your

1269
01:00:18,920 --> 01:00:21,440
Speaker 4: family because I want to see your kids happy and

1270
01:00:21,520 --> 01:00:24,760
Speaker 4: thrive and you thrive, and hopefully one day you two

1271
01:00:24,800 --> 01:00:26,760
Speaker 4: will be able to sit at a graduation. I know

1272
01:00:26,800 --> 01:00:29,320
Speaker 4: you can't see it today. I'm telling you, one day

1273
01:00:29,400 --> 01:00:32,680
Speaker 4: you will call me and say, I went to whatever

1274
01:00:32,720 --> 01:00:35,080
Speaker 4: his sixth grade graduation and she was sitting right.

1275
01:00:35,000 --> 01:00:37,520
Speaker 2: Next to me, and no shot, no shot. I'll be

1276
01:00:37,560 --> 01:00:38,920
Speaker 2: in a helicopter taking pictures.

1277
01:00:40,440 --> 01:00:43,320
Speaker 3: I don't doubt. I don't doubt that about that.

1278
01:00:43,800 --> 01:00:47,600
Speaker 4: All right, Well, listen the Celeb It's it's to say

1279
01:00:47,600 --> 01:00:48,480
Speaker 4: it one more time to sober.

1280
01:00:48,720 --> 01:00:52,800
Speaker 2: So everyone go download Celeb It's on Android and iPhone.

1281
01:00:53,000 --> 01:00:58,040
Speaker 2: It's celeb Magazine or CELEBTM. Instagram's at celebtm, but celebmagazine

1282
01:00:58,080 --> 01:01:03,280
Speaker 2: dot com for people that's still you computers. But we're

1283
01:01:03,320 --> 01:01:06,520
Speaker 2: focused on on app app life and and uh. And

1284
01:01:06,640 --> 01:01:09,439
Speaker 2: the podcast is called the podcast is called girl Dad.

1285
01:01:09,920 --> 01:01:12,640
Speaker 2: It's the original podcast that we're going to start first.

1286
01:01:12,840 --> 01:01:14,960
Speaker 2: And then I have seven shows in production that are

1287
01:01:14,960 --> 01:01:17,560
Speaker 2: going to stream. Ten M is the travel show Richie

1288
01:01:17,640 --> 01:01:19,440
Speaker 2: rich Is the follow show, which I can't wait to

1289
01:01:19,440 --> 01:01:22,320
Speaker 2: have you on. And then I have Richie Rides where

1290
01:01:22,320 --> 01:01:27,520
Speaker 2: we showcase everyone's sick cars. Yeah, it's gonna be a

1291
01:01:27,520 --> 01:01:30,080
Speaker 2: lot of fun stuff that I'm really excited about, and

1292
01:01:30,480 --> 01:01:32,920
Speaker 2: I'm excited to bring my friends on and show like

1293
01:01:33,280 --> 01:01:36,120
Speaker 2: this level of life where it can be achieved if

1294
01:01:36,120 --> 01:01:38,720
Speaker 2: you have a dream and just don't fall in love,

1295
01:01:39,000 --> 01:01:40,040
Speaker 2: you know, and Free.

1296
01:01:39,960 --> 01:01:47,280
Speaker 1: Nick Free, I love it, Nick. We really fucking love you.

1297
01:01:47,640 --> 01:01:49,960
Speaker 1: And you know, I think today was a good day.

1298
01:01:50,120 --> 01:01:51,280
Speaker 1: It was a great episode.

1299
01:01:51,440 --> 01:01:54,720
Speaker 2: Okay, well we'll see about that. And then also I

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Speaker 2: love no one more question. Can I be in the

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Speaker 2: what is the cucumber ball? What's what's the pickleballball?

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Speaker 4: Could you could be a celebrity in the Progress and

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Speaker 4: the Kinta. We will provide travel an hotel for you.

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Speaker 2: You will be on center for one hundred percent in

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Speaker 2: so you're number one in the world. I am number

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Speaker 2: one in in.

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Speaker 3: My He's number one on court. Emmett on court emit

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Speaker 3: at my house on number one.

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Speaker 4: I am not number one of the world, Ben Jons.

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Speaker 4: My friend who will be there that night is number

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Speaker 4: one in the world. Okay, I'm number one in my head.

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Speaker 2: I'm totally in for cucumber Ball.

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Speaker 3: It's pickleball, pickle It really is all right.

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Speaker 4: But by the way, it's gonna be fun. There'll be

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Speaker 4: so many fun celebrities, so you definitely play.

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Speaker 2: I'm one hundred percent playing all right. I'm reading it

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Speaker 2: back out with the world like let's go.

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Speaker 1: All right, you guys, thank you so much for tuning

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Speaker 1: into another episode of Give Them Laala with Randall, and

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Speaker 1: we will catch you gorgeous people next week.