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Speaker 1: Hello, Hey, can you hear me? Yeah, Taylor, you texted

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Speaker 1: me and you said give me a ring. I need

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Speaker 1: some help after visiting a certain store in Akihabara. For

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Speaker 1: those who do not know, aki Abara is known as

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Speaker 1: the Eccentric let's call it the Eccentric anime pop culture

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Speaker 1: neighborhood of Tokyo, Japan. Are you currently in Tokyo, Japan?

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Speaker 2: Yeah, man, I'm I'm staying in in Shinjugu right now.

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Speaker 1: Oh cool, I'm also in Japan at this very moment.

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Speaker 2: Oh cool, man, very nice.

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Speaker 3: Yeah.

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Speaker 2: Are you liking it?

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Speaker 1: It's it's it's awesome. Tokyo is a great, great town.

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Speaker 1: I'm doing a show here at the Tokyo Comedy Bar

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Speaker 1: in a week. Come through. That'll be fun. I don't

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Speaker 1: know if you're still.

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Speaker 3: No.

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Speaker 2: I leave on Wednesday, but I'm sure it will be

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Speaker 2: a good time.

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Speaker 1: That's I love. I love it's funny. There's something funny

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Speaker 1: about just like I feel like I'm going door to

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Speaker 1: door asking whoever is in Tokyo if they want to

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Speaker 1: come to the show. Nah, it'll be a good time. Okay,

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Speaker 1: what store did you go to?

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Speaker 2: Dude? I don't know.

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Speaker 4: I went to this one with like this green sign.

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Speaker 4: It's like kind of off the main road, and they're

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Speaker 4: like they like set you up, and they have these

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Speaker 4: like anime girl like.

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Speaker 2: Post like like face cards you can kind of like

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Speaker 2: go in and like and so me and my buddy,

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Speaker 2: you know, we took a flick in the front and

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Speaker 2: we like walked in the store thinking it was like

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Speaker 2: one of those uh, like you know, regular anime stories

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Speaker 2: that sell like merch. Turns out it's like an eight

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Speaker 2: story like sex store, okay, And there's just like salary

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Speaker 2: men like everywhere, like on every floor, and everyone's super

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Speaker 2: casual about it, you know. And so you're kind of

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Speaker 2: like fucking around and they have this like gotcha machine

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Speaker 2: in the front and so like obviously, you know, I

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Speaker 2: turn it because I'm fucking wore for gotcha machines, okay,

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Speaker 2: And turning out it was like a pocket pussy, right.

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Speaker 5: Hold on?

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Speaker 1: What lets listen, listen, listen. What what's the problem here?

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Speaker 5: Man?

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Speaker 1: What do you need help with? This is? This is

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Speaker 1: all we're getting.

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Speaker 2: We're getting there.

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Speaker 1: Okay, all right, we're getting there. We're getting Where was

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Speaker 1: your was your corrupted at the eight? How old are you?

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Speaker 2: I'm twenty three.

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Speaker 1: You're twenty three, Okay, you know you know what a

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Speaker 1: pocket pussy is.

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Speaker 2: Of course, of course, Well okay, but okay, little egg.

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Speaker 1: Have you ever It's okay if you have. You also

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Speaker 1: have you ever used one of the homemade ones. I

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Speaker 1: feel like I've talked about this at least three times

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Speaker 1: on the podcast.

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Speaker 2: No, bro, No, I haven't a dead ass, I haven't.

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Speaker 2: I just really love pringles and stealing its stealing sponges and.

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Speaker 1: Go ahead.

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Speaker 2: Yeah. Uh so it's like shaped like an egg. It's like,

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Speaker 2: you know, I'm on like a trip with like my

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Speaker 2: a bunch of my buddies, and so you know, obviously

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Speaker 2: I like I open it up, but I forguret what

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Speaker 2: it is. I take one of my secret showers and

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Speaker 2: I'm like, fuck, this is pretty good, you know. And

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Speaker 2: so I went back the next day and I got

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Speaker 2: another one, and like, like, I got an actual one,

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Speaker 2: and like I've jerked like all my buddies, but I've

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Speaker 2: jerked off like five times today, dude, Like these things

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Speaker 2: are really good.

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Speaker 1: So what's the problem.

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Speaker 2: And I don't know the problem is I can't stop

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Speaker 2: jerking it, and we has a rash, like a like irritation.

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Speaker 1: Listen, you bought a product that was meant to to

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Speaker 1: increase the enjoyment of your masturbation sessions. I think, why

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Speaker 1: are you disappointed in yourself? There's a break.

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Speaker 2: You're You're so You're My name's Taylor.

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Speaker 1: Taylor, Taylor. There's an eight story building. There's multiple of them.

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Speaker 1: There's building not eight stories maybe, but all over the

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Speaker 1: world there are these shops that are dedicated to creating

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Speaker 1: products to increase the people's sexual enjoyment of the time

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Speaker 1: spent either by themselves or with others. You're You're not

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Speaker 1: the only what what are you ashamed of? This is

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Speaker 1: a classic thing, Like I just what are you ashamed of?

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Speaker 1: You know? This is good. It's like if you told

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Speaker 1: me it's like it's like it's like, no, no, It's

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Speaker 1: like if you told me that you bought a DVD

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Speaker 1: player and now you're you You've watched five movies on

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Speaker 1: your new DVD player, I'd be like, what the fuck

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Speaker 1: are you talking about?

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Speaker 2: This is like, dude, the analogy that this is like, oh,

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Speaker 2: I bought I'm buying some booze that I drink every day, like,

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Speaker 2: and I love taking fourteen shots today and you're telling

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Speaker 2: me Oh that's great, dude, keep doing it.

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Speaker 1: Like, come on, now, this is different. It's a little different. Okay,

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Speaker 1: so you did this all, by the way, Also, you're

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Speaker 1: gonna get bored too, like what you jerked off five

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Speaker 2: No, dude, that's I think I'm jerking off because I

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Speaker 2: am bored. But I don't know why I'm bored because

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Speaker 2: I'm in fucking Tokyo Oka.

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Speaker 1: Well okay, actually, I actually, actually, now I think about it,

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Speaker 1: the worst part of this is that, uh, how long

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Speaker 1: I'm in a.

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Speaker 2: Bored dude, I've been. I've been here fucking fucking about

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Speaker 2: a week. I'm here till Wednesday, and I'm like, I

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Speaker 2: just like because my buddies are all they all last,

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Speaker 2: because like I'm staying longer, and I'm like, wow, I

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Speaker 2: really just spent all the time fucking chirking my dick

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Speaker 2: in my hotel.

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Speaker 1: Look, oh, listen, listen, listen, listen, listen, listen. Okay, it's

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Speaker 1: your first time in Tokyo.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, dude, it's my first times America, and I spent

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Speaker 2: one of my days with the pocket.

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Speaker 1: Is your fra Okay, since your is your first trip

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Speaker 1: out of the side of America, oh yeah, and okay,

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Speaker 1: the day that you spent with the pocket pussy. Uh

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Speaker 1: what number day was that?

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Speaker 5: Was that?

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Speaker 1: Your fourth day? First day, second day? Third day?

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Speaker 2: This is uh, this is day number eight?

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Speaker 1: Oh, day number eight?

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Speaker 2: Is it cool after? Is it? Is it cool after

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Speaker 5: Like, of course it's.

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Speaker 1: Cool, It's totally. If you've been in Tokyo for eight days, okay,

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Speaker 1: whatever you saw the stupid cherry blossoms, you walked around,

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Speaker 1: you had some ramen, you had your little adventure, you

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Speaker 1: you saw the sites, you took the pictures, you did

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Speaker 1: the whole Yeah, spend the day jerking off. It's okay.

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Speaker 1: It's fine if this if it was like your like

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Speaker 1: I'd be like, you got you got like what ten

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Speaker 1: more days? You got your You know, it's okay, listen,

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Speaker 1: eight days.

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Speaker 2: What you're telling me what I want to but what

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Speaker 2: I what I want to hear?

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Speaker 1: You've been there for eight days already, have a break

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Speaker 1: to jerk off? What if you know, neighbor, have you

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Speaker 1: you've done all this stuff, efone else is there to do?

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Speaker 5: Man?

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Speaker 2: Yeah, I guess we're getting it done. I mean do Fuji.

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Speaker 2: I guess I could go to Mount Fuji then jerk

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Speaker 1: Go to go to Mount Fuji, go to climb to

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Speaker 1: the top and jerk off there. That's just that's a

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Speaker 1: real story. That's a real thing you can do.

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Speaker 2: No, that's a good That might be a good one.

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Speaker 2: All right, maybe that maybe I'll do that.

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Speaker 5: Mm hmm.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, you're okay, man, don't worry about yourself.

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Speaker 5: Appreciate it, bro.

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Speaker 1: Honestly, it's honestly more of a waste of time that

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Speaker 2: Well, you know, honestly, I was about to go to

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Speaker 2: no way, I've been tucking watching these guys clubs for years.

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Speaker 2: I'm so happy you can help me with like a

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Speaker 2: real thing that's actually happened. You know. I feel like

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Speaker 2: a lot of people probably come on this and like

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Speaker 2: make some ship up, but like, no, I jerked off

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Speaker 2: five times today.

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Speaker 1: You're saying it like like it's an incredible, rare, unique thing.

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Speaker 1: That you couldn't making up.

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Speaker 2: No, dude, I got to talk I got it. I

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Speaker 2: got to talk to the therapy geto about the pocket

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Speaker 2: pussy I bought in Tokyo.

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Speaker 1: You bought this, you got this. You bought this pockat

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Speaker 2: No, no, no, that was the first one. That's what

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Speaker 5: Same store, good store.

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Speaker 2: I mean, it's it's it's kind of a trip, like

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Speaker 2: which is like, no, I've.

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Speaker 1: Been to me, I've been. I've been to this story

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Speaker 2: There's one with a green sign, right, I don't. I

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Speaker 2: think there's a couple of them though.

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Speaker 1: That's the thing. There's a couple of them, so I

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Speaker 1: don't know if I've been too this specific one. Did

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Speaker 1: Did you see the period blood panties gotch upon machine?

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Speaker 2: No, but I saw panties gotcha gotcha machine?

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Speaker 1: Did they all have the panties gotchash But there was

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Speaker 1: Ill I don't know if it freaked me out because

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Speaker 1: says like real, Yeah, there's there's no way. It's yeah,

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Speaker 1: it's got to be like yeah, food coloring or whatever the.

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Speaker 2: Yeah. I don't Yeah, I don't only buy that, I mean,

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Speaker 2: but like also they're pretty They're obviously pretty good at

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Speaker 2: like recreating things because they have like they have like

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Speaker 2: all those like scent smells, but it's like like women's

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Speaker 2: armpit and it's like, I don't know who really wants that,

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Speaker 2: but I guess they know what a woman's armpit smells like,

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Speaker 2: like at least a certain persons, and they start selling it.

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Speaker 2: So I don't know, they're pretty good at creating this ship.

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Speaker 1: I guess they wait, they created the artificial smell of

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Speaker 1: a woman's armpit.

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Speaker 2: Of a woman's arm pit. Yeah, they have like what

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Speaker 2: was the product, Like, it's like a perfume. It's like

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Speaker 2: a spray. They like have it at the sex store.

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Speaker 1: There's a perfume that you can spray that smells like

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Speaker 1: a woman's arm pit.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, if you're I mean, if you're into that obviously interesting. Yeah,

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Speaker 2: You know, I guess don't. Don't be ashamed of touching

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Speaker 1: Right, see you later. Man Sionaro, he's out man, see

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Speaker 1: yea Sionara bro Cyonara Broski. I really do believe that,

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Speaker 1: Yeah? Who is this?

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Speaker 5: Fuck? What the fuck are you live?

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Speaker 1: I mean, I'm I'm live enough. What's your name?

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Speaker 5: My name's Eric? Eric?

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Speaker 1: Well? Well, well Eric, Eric, Eric like Eric Adams, the

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Speaker 1: Park cartoon Eric Astro. That's the name of a guy

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Speaker 1: I went to high school with. Old friend of mine.

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Speaker 1: Shout out Eric, if you're listening, let's keep going. Eric

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Speaker 1: He was on the show a few years ago. Shout out, Eric, Uh,

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Speaker 1: you want to throw one in there? Throw one in there?

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Speaker 5: I think you got them all.

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Speaker 1: No, throw one in there. Come on, don't be shy.

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Speaker 1: Anyone doesn't matter. Their name, doesn't even have to be Eric.

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Speaker 1: all right, I'll do too. All right, I'll do two more.

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Speaker 1: I'll do two more. Bill Clinton, you don't have anyone sure,

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Speaker 1: Yes, yes you can, Yes, you absolutely can. Perfect all

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Speaker 5: All right.

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Speaker 1: You're Eric yourself, You're a person, You're alive.

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Speaker 5: Eric.

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Speaker 1: What did you want to call me today?

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Speaker 5: Uh? I guess I've been listening to your show for

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Speaker 5: My life's kind of weird, I guess, uh weird. Well,

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Speaker 5: Yeah, yeah, we we suked up with a couple.

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Speaker 1: Huh, I said, I know, Round one. Isn't that a jepands?

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Speaker 5: but like one of us has a seat pat machine. Yeah,

440
00:23:42,320 --> 00:23:44,200
Speaker 5: the I guess the guy in question has a seat

441
00:23:44,240 --> 00:23:49,000
Speaker 5: pat machine. But anyways, uh, like so like my partner,

442
00:23:49,040 --> 00:23:51,440
Speaker 5: my ex, he did not have a seatpat machine. He

443
00:23:51,480 --> 00:23:53,879
Speaker 5: would snore and like he'd sometimes talk in his sleep,

444
00:23:54,000 --> 00:23:58,280
Speaker 5: and he started saying this guy's name in his sleep,

445
00:23:58,920 --> 00:24:01,560
Speaker 5: and it kind of got to the point where he

446
00:24:01,640 --> 00:24:05,480
Speaker 5: was saying it like every night, and like I couldn't

447
00:24:05,520 --> 00:24:08,080
Speaker 5: sleep in the same bed as him, and he would

448
00:24:08,080 --> 00:24:11,800
Speaker 5: deny it. And it's really heartbreaking because like you know,

449
00:24:11,960 --> 00:24:13,879
Speaker 5: like I could tell he kind of didn't want to

450
00:24:14,320 --> 00:24:16,480
Speaker 5: like like he still like wanted to be with me,

451
00:24:16,600 --> 00:24:19,040
Speaker 5: like at least that's what he was saying I kind

452
00:24:19,040 --> 00:24:21,280
Speaker 5: of found out towards the end of that relationship that

453
00:24:21,320 --> 00:24:24,520
Speaker 5: there was a lot of stuff that he, like he

454
00:24:24,560 --> 00:24:26,480
Speaker 5: would say, but I wouldn't really know if it was

455
00:24:26,560 --> 00:24:31,600
Speaker 5: true or not, you know, like our whole intimacy issue thing.

456
00:24:31,880 --> 00:24:34,440
Speaker 5: Like I think he just didn't really like I mean,

457
00:24:34,440 --> 00:24:38,439
Speaker 5: I know there's people out there like and like, I guess,

458
00:24:38,600 --> 00:24:40,679
Speaker 5: excuse me if I get vulgar, but you know, like

459
00:24:40,720 --> 00:24:43,520
Speaker 5: there's people out there that like have different preferences, like

460
00:24:43,560 --> 00:24:46,399
Speaker 5: I know, fucking like DJ Khali doesn't eat pussy, you know,

461
00:24:46,600 --> 00:24:50,320
Speaker 5: so it's like there's like, you know, different shit out there.

462
00:24:50,400 --> 00:24:52,480
Speaker 5: But like that that was the main problem for me

463
00:24:52,640 --> 00:24:55,760
Speaker 5: because it didn't ever really seem like he was like

464
00:24:55,840 --> 00:24:57,919
Speaker 5: into that at least like doing it to me, you know.

465
00:25:00,119 --> 00:25:03,560
Speaker 5: So yeah, like there was a lot of stuff about

466
00:25:03,600 --> 00:25:05,720
Speaker 5: that relationship that I feel like it was just kind

467
00:25:05,720 --> 00:25:09,639
Speaker 5: of like brushed under the rug because like he wanted

468
00:25:09,640 --> 00:25:12,359
Speaker 5: to be like he like towards the end, we ended

469
00:25:12,440 --> 00:25:14,520
Speaker 5: up getting a dog, and like again, we were together

470
00:25:14,600 --> 00:25:17,800
Speaker 5: for like seven fucking years, so like those those were

471
00:25:17,800 --> 00:25:19,399
Speaker 5: I guess some of the last attempts to kind of

472
00:25:19,440 --> 00:25:23,080
Speaker 5: like keep us, you know together, and that shit was

473
00:25:23,080 --> 00:25:25,520
Speaker 5: really heartbreaking too, Like I fucking missed that dog man,

474
00:25:25,640 --> 00:25:31,439
Speaker 5: like fuck. But anyways, I guess back to like what

475
00:25:31,480 --> 00:25:33,399
Speaker 5: I was saying, So when that ended up happening, we

476
00:25:33,440 --> 00:25:36,080
Speaker 5: broke up, Like when the sleep talking thing ended up happening,

477
00:25:36,119 --> 00:25:37,879
Speaker 5: and he was trying to get a sea pat machine

478
00:25:38,320 --> 00:25:40,159
Speaker 5: because that would have helped with that. He would have

479
00:25:40,240 --> 00:25:42,960
Speaker 5: like you know, probably not talked as much into sleep,

480
00:25:43,040 --> 00:25:45,560
Speaker 5: you know, but that wouldn't have solved the problem, you know,

481
00:25:45,600 --> 00:25:47,600
Speaker 5: that wouldn't have Like I still kind of knew what

482
00:25:47,680 --> 00:25:50,040
Speaker 5: I knew, and I kind of had to like figure

483
00:25:50,080 --> 00:25:52,320
Speaker 5: out what I wanted to do. So we ended up

484
00:25:52,320 --> 00:25:55,879
Speaker 5: breaking up. And I did end up getting with this couple,

485
00:25:56,440 --> 00:26:00,520
Speaker 5: and things were great at first. They were also so open.

486
00:26:02,520 --> 00:26:08,159
Speaker 5: We started out kind of I guess, like you know,

487
00:26:08,280 --> 00:26:11,560
Speaker 5: like being together, but like also like you know, like

488
00:26:11,640 --> 00:26:17,119
Speaker 5: having other people come in. And I guess like I

489
00:26:17,160 --> 00:26:20,120
Speaker 5: was only really used to like you know, close relationship

490
00:26:20,320 --> 00:26:23,639
Speaker 5: like you know, like kind of like intimate type situations,

491
00:26:24,600 --> 00:26:27,600
Speaker 5: and like, so we dated a total of six months.

492
00:26:28,080 --> 00:26:30,280
Speaker 5: We did break up. We actually broke up a week ago.

493
00:26:32,040 --> 00:26:35,159
Speaker 5: But yeah, like it kind of got overwhelming for me,

494
00:26:35,440 --> 00:26:37,080
Speaker 5: Like it got to the point where, like you know,

495
00:26:37,200 --> 00:26:39,159
Speaker 5: not all the people that we would have over, like

496
00:26:39,200 --> 00:26:40,760
Speaker 5: you know, it's like there's three of us, so it's

497
00:26:40,800 --> 00:26:43,879
Speaker 5: like it's hard to find somebody that's like good for

498
00:26:44,040 --> 00:26:47,600
Speaker 5: like all three of us. I guess in the couple,

499
00:26:48,200 --> 00:26:50,360
Speaker 5: one of the one of the guys he likes kind

500
00:26:50,359 --> 00:26:52,800
Speaker 5: of like twinks and like me and the other guy

501
00:26:53,080 --> 00:26:55,920
Speaker 5: like we like bears. So there's like some conflict of

502
00:26:56,000 --> 00:26:58,919
Speaker 5: interest there, you know, like we're not always gonna like

503
00:26:59,000 --> 00:27:03,600
Speaker 5: find the right peace, you know. But yeah, it got

504
00:27:03,640 --> 00:27:05,399
Speaker 5: to the point where I was kind of like, I

505
00:27:05,400 --> 00:27:08,680
Speaker 5: guess I was like, you know, like I kind of

506
00:27:08,720 --> 00:27:10,639
Speaker 5: just want to spend time with like you guys, you know,

507
00:27:10,800 --> 00:27:12,840
Speaker 5: like I don't really want to like invite you know,

508
00:27:13,040 --> 00:27:16,240
Speaker 5: some fucking person over to do stuff with their hang

509
00:27:16,280 --> 00:27:18,080
Speaker 5: out with and then do stuff with or whatever.

510
00:27:18,119 --> 00:27:18,320
Speaker 2: You know.

511
00:27:18,920 --> 00:27:21,679
Speaker 5: Like they were respecting it at first, like they're like, okay,

512
00:27:21,840 --> 00:27:25,000
Speaker 5: like we'll take some time. There was one thing that

513
00:27:25,080 --> 00:27:28,080
Speaker 5: really fucked shuit up for me, though. I kind of

514
00:27:29,359 --> 00:27:33,159
Speaker 5: asked a question that I probably should not have asked because,

515
00:27:33,200 --> 00:27:35,240
Speaker 5: like I said, I was, I was really getting in

516
00:27:35,280 --> 00:27:37,640
Speaker 5: my feels for these guys, and I guess I still

517
00:27:37,720 --> 00:27:40,439
Speaker 5: kind of am. We're broken up, but I actually just

518
00:27:40,480 --> 00:27:43,760
Speaker 5: got back from their place to my brother's apartment where

519
00:27:43,760 --> 00:27:44,879
Speaker 5: I'm currently staying.

520
00:27:45,200 --> 00:27:47,000
Speaker 1: Wait, you're broken up, but he just got back from there.

521
00:27:47,560 --> 00:27:49,560
Speaker 1: I have so many questions for you about the situation.

522
00:27:49,960 --> 00:27:52,679
Speaker 1: You're broken up, but you just got back from their place.

523
00:27:54,000 --> 00:27:56,480
Speaker 5: Yeah, yeah, it's not healthy.

524
00:27:56,720 --> 00:27:59,080
Speaker 1: So did you leave something there or what were you doing?

525
00:28:02,160 --> 00:28:06,960
Speaker 5: I was, I was seeing them, We were seeing each other.

526
00:28:08,040 --> 00:28:11,760
Speaker 5: There's there's still feelings there. We still care about each other,

527
00:28:11,800 --> 00:28:12,639
Speaker 5: and we still you.

528
00:28:12,640 --> 00:28:15,160
Speaker 1: Guys, ever do like a human centipede type of thing.

529
00:28:19,560 --> 00:28:22,119
Speaker 5: We've We've done some stuff. Honestly, they're the ones kind

530
00:28:22,160 --> 00:28:24,160
Speaker 5: of exposing me to this because like this was new

531
00:28:24,200 --> 00:28:27,879
Speaker 5: to me. Kind of that's, you know, why things kind

532
00:28:27,880 --> 00:28:29,640
Speaker 5: of didn't work out or I don't know, I don't

533
00:28:29,680 --> 00:28:32,160
Speaker 5: know if I kind of hope, like I I guess,

534
00:28:32,280 --> 00:28:34,640
Speaker 5: like we lived together for six months, Like I lived

535
00:28:34,680 --> 00:28:38,080
Speaker 5: in their house and they were always around, and I

536
00:28:38,080 --> 00:28:41,920
Speaker 5: mean it's like I after we broke up, like I

537
00:28:42,040 --> 00:28:44,200
Speaker 5: kind of like put all the cards on the table,

538
00:28:44,240 --> 00:28:46,440
Speaker 5: I was just like fuck, like you know, like I

539
00:28:46,480 --> 00:28:49,000
Speaker 5: really want to get back together. Like I miss you guys.

540
00:28:49,240 --> 00:28:51,760
Speaker 5: I miss just being able to talk to you guys,

541
00:28:51,800 --> 00:28:58,600
Speaker 5: about anything and everything. But yeah, like so we're still

542
00:28:58,640 --> 00:29:01,840
Speaker 5: seeing each other, but yeah, we broke up. And the

543
00:29:01,880 --> 00:29:03,920
Speaker 5: reason we broke up is because, like I said, I

544
00:29:04,040 --> 00:29:07,480
Speaker 5: ended up asking this question that was really fucking stupid

545
00:29:07,520 --> 00:29:10,600
Speaker 5: of me, because I mean, when we met, we were open.

546
00:29:11,360 --> 00:29:13,680
Speaker 5: Yeah I'm about to say, like when we met, we

547
00:29:13,680 --> 00:29:16,560
Speaker 5: were open, Like you know, I was open with my

548
00:29:16,680 --> 00:29:19,959
Speaker 5: ex and they were open, and like when we got together,

549
00:29:20,080 --> 00:29:23,479
Speaker 5: we were open. In the middle of the relationship, I

550
00:29:23,720 --> 00:29:27,960
Speaker 5: got the fucking inkling that asked this question that if

551
00:29:28,120 --> 00:29:33,080
Speaker 5: it came between being open and being with me, which

552
00:29:33,400 --> 00:29:36,880
Speaker 5: one would they pick? And they kind of told me

553
00:29:37,120 --> 00:29:40,240
Speaker 5: in not so many words, that they would pick being open.

554
00:29:41,200 --> 00:29:44,880
Speaker 1: Okay, why is it so horrible that you asked that question?

555
00:29:45,120 --> 00:29:48,360
Speaker 1: You kind of you basically hinted at like closing the

556
00:29:48,400 --> 00:29:49,440
Speaker 1: open relationship.

557
00:29:50,840 --> 00:29:53,800
Speaker 5: I yeah, I'm realizing that now. I never really like

558
00:29:54,920 --> 00:29:58,720
Speaker 5: because like I'm a very agreeable guy, Like I don't

559
00:29:59,160 --> 00:30:01,479
Speaker 5: want to make it anybuddy do anything they don't want

560
00:30:01,520 --> 00:30:04,680
Speaker 5: to do. I don't want to like force like That's

561
00:30:04,680 --> 00:30:06,400
Speaker 5: why I guess I kind of asked it like that,

562
00:30:06,480 --> 00:30:08,520
Speaker 5: you know, because it was just kind of testing the waters,

563
00:30:08,560 --> 00:30:11,880
Speaker 5: you know, I kind of just wanted them to say

564
00:30:12,000 --> 00:30:14,840
Speaker 5: they would pick me, and like I kind of knew,

565
00:30:15,120 --> 00:30:17,960
Speaker 5: you know, but like it was mostly a thing of

566
00:30:18,040 --> 00:30:20,520
Speaker 5: just like I just wanted to feel like I just

567
00:30:20,560 --> 00:30:24,640
Speaker 5: wanted to know my place in this fucking situation.

568
00:30:24,840 --> 00:30:26,800
Speaker 1: You know you were you were kind of asking a

569
00:30:26,880 --> 00:30:28,040
Speaker 1: question you knew the answer to.

570
00:30:30,080 --> 00:30:32,080
Speaker 5: Yeah, I kind of did know the answer to it.

571
00:30:32,120 --> 00:30:37,120
Speaker 5: I mean, we had been doing stuff. You know. They

572
00:30:37,280 --> 00:30:39,800
Speaker 5: they have like a they have like a fucking network

573
00:30:39,840 --> 00:30:42,920
Speaker 5: of like friends, you know that they know in that way.

574
00:30:44,280 --> 00:30:48,080
Speaker 5: I don't. Like That's something I've been struggling with, Like

575
00:30:48,160 --> 00:30:50,800
Speaker 5: I've been trying, especially now that I'm single too, like

576
00:30:50,880 --> 00:30:53,200
Speaker 5: you know, like I'm I'm on the fucking apps, like

577
00:30:53,280 --> 00:30:56,560
Speaker 5: I'm on fucking I know, that's probably different frustraight people.

578
00:30:56,640 --> 00:30:59,440
Speaker 1: Like the way that you said, uh you said, it's

579
00:30:59,480 --> 00:31:00,000
Speaker 1: a network.

580
00:31:01,800 --> 00:31:04,800
Speaker 5: It is. It is like they have friends. We even

581
00:31:04,840 --> 00:31:06,960
Speaker 5: had mutual friends, like when I I had met people

582
00:31:07,000 --> 00:31:09,000
Speaker 5: when I was single that they like that they are

583
00:31:09,120 --> 00:31:12,120
Speaker 5: now friends with and that they like. It isn't that.

584
00:31:12,280 --> 00:31:14,840
Speaker 5: I mean, it's like the gay communities and network of people.

585
00:31:14,880 --> 00:31:18,960
Speaker 5: I mean, it's like you know, like you know, but

586
00:31:20,520 --> 00:31:23,280
Speaker 5: so yeah, I asked that question and that was the

587
00:31:23,320 --> 00:31:27,080
Speaker 5: start of like all of the problems after that question.

588
00:31:27,680 --> 00:31:29,840
Speaker 5: I guess it kind of I guess they kind of

589
00:31:29,840 --> 00:31:31,520
Speaker 5: felt like it fell on them to kind of prove

590
00:31:31,800 --> 00:31:35,160
Speaker 5: to me that like I am important, you know, and

591
00:31:35,400 --> 00:31:40,760
Speaker 5: I would just kind of keep like not like needing more,

592
00:31:40,800 --> 00:31:42,880
Speaker 5: but like kind of like I would express that it

593
00:31:42,920 --> 00:31:45,360
Speaker 5: would make me more comfortable, you know, like if we

594
00:31:45,440 --> 00:31:48,080
Speaker 5: like kind of like didn't like do stuff with other people.

595
00:31:48,600 --> 00:31:50,680
Speaker 5: But like all of these friends that they had were

596
00:31:50,760 --> 00:31:54,640
Speaker 5: like you know, like people that you know, they hooked

597
00:31:54,720 --> 00:31:56,960
Speaker 5: up with, so like we would like in order for

598
00:31:57,000 --> 00:31:58,920
Speaker 5: us to hang out with people, like it was like

599
00:31:59,280 --> 00:32:01,200
Speaker 5: the door was always kind of open, and they didn't

600
00:32:01,240 --> 00:32:03,560
Speaker 5: want to like tell these people either, you know that

601
00:32:03,720 --> 00:32:05,840
Speaker 5: Like I didn't want to, Like it was like nobody

602
00:32:05,920 --> 00:32:08,120
Speaker 5: wants like, you know, any anyone's feelings to get hurt

603
00:32:08,200 --> 00:32:10,440
Speaker 5: or upset or whatever the fuck. So it just kind

604
00:32:10,440 --> 00:32:13,960
Speaker 5: of ended up being this like disaster of like these

605
00:32:14,000 --> 00:32:17,120
Speaker 5: situations where like things would kind of like sort of

606
00:32:17,160 --> 00:32:20,920
Speaker 5: seem to start happening and then like I would kind

607
00:32:20,920 --> 00:32:22,880
Speaker 5: of shut down, like because I knew it was what

608
00:32:22,920 --> 00:32:24,840
Speaker 5: they wanted, but I didn't really want to do that.

609
00:32:24,920 --> 00:32:26,880
Speaker 5: I just wanted to do stuff with them, you know,

610
00:32:27,520 --> 00:32:29,120
Speaker 5: and like I said, it's just what I'm used to,

611
00:32:29,320 --> 00:32:30,840
Speaker 5: Like I just got to have of a fucking seven

612
00:32:30,920 --> 00:32:34,640
Speaker 5: year close relationship, you know. And I mean, I guess

613
00:32:34,720 --> 00:32:36,880
Speaker 5: I won't lie. Like it was open, Like there was

614
00:32:36,920 --> 00:32:38,760
Speaker 5: a time in the beginning kind of when it was open,

615
00:32:38,760 --> 00:32:41,360
Speaker 5: because we've always had those intimacy issues me like X,

616
00:32:41,520 --> 00:32:43,520
Speaker 5: But like there was a time in the beginning where

617
00:32:43,520 --> 00:32:44,800
Speaker 5: it was open, and then there was a time at

618
00:32:44,840 --> 00:32:46,760
Speaker 5: the end where it was open. And nothing really happened

619
00:32:46,760 --> 00:32:48,520
Speaker 5: in the beginning part, but like at the end part,

620
00:32:48,560 --> 00:32:50,720
Speaker 5: that was when we started, like when I started kind

621
00:32:50,720 --> 00:32:54,000
Speaker 5: of like you know, doing stuff and making moves. But anyway,

622
00:32:54,080 --> 00:32:55,880
Speaker 5: so all that shit happened. It kind of just kept

623
00:32:56,200 --> 00:32:59,600
Speaker 5: kept getting worse, like we kept fighting, and then like

624
00:32:59,680 --> 00:33:03,160
Speaker 5: last Saturday, I guess it was. It was started on

625
00:33:03,200 --> 00:33:07,160
Speaker 5: like I think it was like Thursday. We got into

626
00:33:07,240 --> 00:33:10,480
Speaker 5: an argument about it. We were like talking about closing it.

627
00:33:10,480 --> 00:33:12,760
Speaker 5: I knew that the time was coming or sorry, opening it.

628
00:33:12,760 --> 00:33:14,320
Speaker 5: I knew that the time was coming where we were

629
00:33:14,320 --> 00:33:16,719
Speaker 5: going to open it because we kind of temporarily closed it,

630
00:33:17,280 --> 00:33:19,320
Speaker 5: and so like I was kind of like throwing the towel.

631
00:33:19,440 --> 00:33:21,200
Speaker 5: I very much had the attitude of kind of like

632
00:33:21,200 --> 00:33:23,480
Speaker 5: who gives a shit, you know, like they just kind

633
00:33:23,520 --> 00:33:25,320
Speaker 5: of like want this and like you know it's gonna

634
00:33:25,320 --> 00:33:28,480
Speaker 5: happen like regardless. And like I think that that attitude

635
00:33:28,560 --> 00:33:32,040
Speaker 5: kind of like permeated everything, and like you know, like

636
00:33:32,240 --> 00:33:35,560
Speaker 5: it started getting a point where they're getting angry. And so, yeah,

637
00:33:35,600 --> 00:33:38,080
Speaker 5: we had a fight on Thursday last week, and then

638
00:33:39,440 --> 00:33:42,240
Speaker 5: Saturday came around and there's like an event that we

639
00:33:42,360 --> 00:33:45,800
Speaker 5: go to at this club. It's like a gear event,

640
00:33:46,000 --> 00:33:49,000
Speaker 5: so you know, people were like, you know, harnesses and

641
00:33:49,520 --> 00:33:53,280
Speaker 5: you know, like you know, the gear and shit, and

642
00:33:53,400 --> 00:33:55,800
Speaker 5: like I guess it has stems. And so the theme

643
00:33:55,880 --> 00:34:01,520
Speaker 5: for last week it was construction workers. And so like

644
00:34:01,560 --> 00:34:04,960
Speaker 5: when I got home from work, I noticed like that

645
00:34:05,000 --> 00:34:07,760
Speaker 5: they like had both bought vests like to go out.

646
00:34:08,360 --> 00:34:12,040
Speaker 5: They hadn't bought me one, So that already was kind

647
00:34:12,040 --> 00:34:13,080
Speaker 5: of like what's going on.

648
00:34:13,160 --> 00:34:16,600
Speaker 1: Oh no, they didn't buy you a They were going

649
00:34:16,680 --> 00:34:21,400
Speaker 1: to the they were going to the swingers event without you.

650
00:34:21,640 --> 00:34:23,799
Speaker 5: Yeah, I mean well they they had told me, like

651
00:34:23,840 --> 00:34:26,080
Speaker 5: I guess, so the game Poco Pia had just come out,

652
00:34:26,120 --> 00:34:28,120
Speaker 5: and they're like, oh, you probably like you just got

653
00:34:28,160 --> 00:34:30,400
Speaker 5: that game. You probably want to play that or whatever, and.

654
00:34:35,320 --> 00:34:37,919
Speaker 1: But that they were like, you gotta you should stay

655
00:34:37,960 --> 00:34:39,840
Speaker 1: home and play the new video game you bought.

656
00:34:41,160 --> 00:34:45,880
Speaker 5: Yeah, goddamn, well it's I mean, I guess in their defense,

657
00:34:45,960 --> 00:34:48,560
Speaker 5: like whenever we went out, you know, like stuff would

658
00:34:48,600 --> 00:34:50,960
Speaker 5: happen and like I would just kind of like, you know,

659
00:34:51,520 --> 00:34:53,680
Speaker 5: get a little bummed because like I, you know, like

660
00:34:53,760 --> 00:34:57,440
Speaker 5: they we meet somebody and then like like I'm honestly

661
00:34:57,560 --> 00:35:00,319
Speaker 5: new to going out to clubs, like I never did

662
00:35:00,320 --> 00:35:02,880
Speaker 5: that in my past relationship, and like I kind of

663
00:35:03,040 --> 00:35:06,040
Speaker 5: like was hoping that they would kind of like hold

664
00:35:06,040 --> 00:35:08,120
Speaker 5: my hand a little bit through the process. I don't know,

665
00:35:08,160 --> 00:35:10,400
Speaker 5: like I kept telling them I thought things would be different,

666
00:35:10,440 --> 00:35:12,400
Speaker 5: you know, like I thought when we went out that

667
00:35:12,600 --> 00:35:15,000
Speaker 5: like you know, like if we were gonna like flirt

668
00:35:15,120 --> 00:35:16,719
Speaker 5: or you know, talk to people, that we would do

669
00:35:16,760 --> 00:35:18,840
Speaker 5: it together. That like I don't know, like it just

670
00:35:18,840 --> 00:35:21,399
Speaker 5: got to the point where like like we would talk

671
00:35:21,440 --> 00:35:23,480
Speaker 5: to people and like you know, like they would be

672
00:35:23,600 --> 00:35:27,120
Speaker 5: like super into the conversation and like I would just

673
00:35:27,239 --> 00:35:32,080
Speaker 5: kind of feel like a wallflower. I guess. So, like,

674
00:35:32,200 --> 00:35:34,040
Speaker 5: but yeah, that was I guess the reason for that.

675
00:35:34,680 --> 00:35:37,319
Speaker 5: I guess, like right now, we're kind of trying to

676
00:35:37,480 --> 00:35:39,759
Speaker 5: like see if like we can like get back to

677
00:35:39,800 --> 00:35:43,200
Speaker 5: that point. But like this past week, they've been hooking

678
00:35:43,280 --> 00:35:46,680
Speaker 5: up with people. I've been hooking up with people, and

679
00:35:46,760 --> 00:35:48,200
Speaker 5: they don't want to talk to me about it, I

680
00:35:48,200 --> 00:35:50,440
Speaker 5: guess because it's just think I'm too sensitive about it.

681
00:35:50,480 --> 00:35:52,640
Speaker 5: Like I tell them, like, you know, I'll talk about

682
00:35:52,640 --> 00:35:54,760
Speaker 5: it with you guys. I'm used to talking about everything

683
00:35:54,800 --> 00:35:57,680
Speaker 5: with you guys, you know, but like they don't want

684
00:35:57,719 --> 00:35:59,480
Speaker 5: to talk to me about it, and so I don't

685
00:35:59,480 --> 00:36:01,560
Speaker 5: want it to be one side it. So I'm just like, Okay,

686
00:36:01,600 --> 00:36:03,320
Speaker 5: I guess we're not talking about these things.

687
00:36:03,360 --> 00:36:09,480
Speaker 1: But so so, so are you are you like equally

688
00:36:09,640 --> 00:36:14,640
Speaker 1: in love with both of these guys or are you like,

689
00:36:15,920 --> 00:36:18,600
Speaker 1: is you like one over the other or they kind

690
00:36:18,600 --> 00:36:20,080
Speaker 1: of function as a unit to you.

691
00:36:21,719 --> 00:36:25,400
Speaker 5: So I mean I can say that I do love

692
00:36:25,840 --> 00:36:29,759
Speaker 5: both of them, like we have. I mean, at least

693
00:36:29,840 --> 00:36:32,919
Speaker 5: they they have sex with me, like both of them,

694
00:36:33,360 --> 00:36:36,040
Speaker 5: And in the in the last six months, like like

695
00:36:36,080 --> 00:36:38,920
Speaker 5: we would have sex like every fucking night, you know,

696
00:36:39,239 --> 00:36:44,000
Speaker 5: like it was fucking beautiful, Like I was really happy.

697
00:36:44,120 --> 00:36:46,440
Speaker 5: I Mean, there were things that obviously were bothering me,

698
00:36:46,560 --> 00:36:49,080
Speaker 5: but like I always would tell myself, like the pros

699
00:36:49,120 --> 00:36:51,040
Speaker 5: that way to comms, you know, because like that's something

700
00:36:51,080 --> 00:36:53,960
Speaker 5: that I wasn't getting in my last relationship like at all,

701
00:36:54,480 --> 00:36:58,560
Speaker 5: you know, So I don't know, I kind of justified

702
00:36:58,560 --> 00:37:01,640
Speaker 5: it in my head that way, but like I said,

703
00:37:01,680 --> 00:37:03,600
Speaker 5: things just kind of got to the point where it

704
00:37:03,640 --> 00:37:06,000
Speaker 5: was just like you know, and so yeah, I guess,

705
00:37:06,000 --> 00:37:10,440
Speaker 5: like going back to that the argument, like, yeah, I mean,

706
00:37:10,760 --> 00:37:12,600
Speaker 5: I guess there's not really much more to say about that.

707
00:37:12,640 --> 00:37:13,799
Speaker 5: I don't I don't think that I don't know if

708
00:37:13,800 --> 00:37:15,200
Speaker 5: they're ever gonna listen to this. I don't want to,

709
00:37:15,239 --> 00:37:16,799
Speaker 5: like I don't want to should talk to them too

710
00:37:16,880 --> 00:37:19,960
Speaker 5: much because I still love them and I think they

711
00:37:20,000 --> 00:37:21,759
Speaker 5: still love me. I mean they said that, but I

712
00:37:21,800 --> 00:37:26,360
Speaker 5: don't know. But yeah, basically something horrible like I said something,

713
00:37:26,400 --> 00:37:30,360
Speaker 5: I said something disrespectful and because they were basically throwing

714
00:37:30,360 --> 00:37:31,040
Speaker 5: me out, they were.

715
00:37:30,960 --> 00:37:33,960
Speaker 1: Like what did you What disrespectful thing did you say?

716
00:37:34,480 --> 00:37:36,680
Speaker 5: I don't want to say to be honest, because it

717
00:37:37,160 --> 00:37:40,759
Speaker 5: like I don't like it really hurt the one of

718
00:37:40,760 --> 00:37:45,680
Speaker 5: the guys and like it's not really important, Like it

719
00:37:45,760 --> 00:37:48,080
Speaker 5: was something that I said that was just mean because

720
00:37:48,239 --> 00:37:50,680
Speaker 5: like he was basically screaming at me at that point,

721
00:37:50,840 --> 00:37:52,920
Speaker 5: like he was like, if you're not happy, then like

722
00:37:53,040 --> 00:37:55,799
Speaker 5: get your ship and leave. And I just, you know,

723
00:37:55,840 --> 00:37:57,520
Speaker 5: I said something disrespectful.

724
00:37:59,320 --> 00:38:03,319
Speaker 1: So Eric, so, so where are you at now? Are

725
00:38:03,360 --> 00:38:07,600
Speaker 1: you single? Are you in a different pollocule? Where are

726
00:38:07,600 --> 00:38:08,160
Speaker 1: you at now?

727
00:38:09,960 --> 00:38:16,240
Speaker 5: I mean it's I'm single. I guess they're they're still together,

728
00:38:16,360 --> 00:38:19,439
Speaker 5: but I guess they're open. I think that they told

729
00:38:19,440 --> 00:38:22,439
Speaker 5: me yesterday when I came over that they still want

730
00:38:22,440 --> 00:38:25,759
Speaker 5: things to work with us. So I mean that made

731
00:38:25,840 --> 00:38:27,239
Speaker 5: me happy, you.

732
00:38:27,120 --> 00:38:29,719
Speaker 1: Know, So what do you wait?

733
00:38:29,760 --> 00:38:30,120
Speaker 5: So Eric?

734
00:38:30,160 --> 00:38:32,480
Speaker 1: So, so what do you what do you want? Like

735
00:38:32,920 --> 00:38:35,520
Speaker 1: do you want to be and do you want like

736
00:38:35,560 --> 00:38:38,600
Speaker 1: a forever boyfriend type of deal? Do you want to be?

737
00:38:39,520 --> 00:38:42,320
Speaker 1: In a pollocule? Like what do you what do you want?

738
00:38:43,280 --> 00:38:45,640
Speaker 5: Man? I don't fucking know, Like I don't know what

739
00:38:45,680 --> 00:38:48,080
Speaker 5: I'm doing here in life, Like I'm just fucking here,

740
00:38:48,719 --> 00:38:51,600
Speaker 5: Like I I want to have what we had, like

741
00:38:51,640 --> 00:38:54,200
Speaker 5: it was beautiful, Like I just when we broke up,

742
00:38:54,520 --> 00:38:56,920
Speaker 5: like I realized, like I don't give a shit like

743
00:38:57,160 --> 00:38:59,120
Speaker 5: about that, you know, like that they want to hook

744
00:38:59,200 --> 00:39:01,759
Speaker 5: up with other people, like as long as I can

745
00:39:01,800 --> 00:39:04,560
Speaker 5: still have like what we had, like I don't care

746
00:39:04,680 --> 00:39:05,760
Speaker 5: at least for right now.

747
00:39:05,760 --> 00:39:07,719
Speaker 1: Do you feel like that? But do you feel like,

748
00:39:07,840 --> 00:39:11,320
Speaker 1: I mean, these guys they went to a construction worker

749
00:39:11,360 --> 00:39:15,799
Speaker 1: party and and threw a Pokemon game at you and said,

750
00:39:15,800 --> 00:39:17,520
Speaker 1: go play with that. You know, do you feel like

751
00:39:17,640 --> 00:39:20,719
Speaker 1: they they fuck with you in the way that you

752
00:39:20,760 --> 00:39:22,600
Speaker 1: fuck with them, because that's important.

753
00:39:23,880 --> 00:39:26,200
Speaker 5: I don't know. I mean I think so, like I

754
00:39:26,280 --> 00:39:28,520
Speaker 5: lived with them for six months, Like they gave me

755
00:39:28,560 --> 00:39:32,520
Speaker 5: a key to their house. Like I slept in their

756
00:39:32,560 --> 00:39:35,359
Speaker 5: bed every single night. You know, we had sex every

757
00:39:35,360 --> 00:39:37,560
Speaker 5: single night. I don't fucking know, like I've never had

758
00:39:37,600 --> 00:39:41,600
Speaker 5: that before, you know, Like I don't know, Like I

759
00:39:41,840 --> 00:39:44,680
Speaker 5: just I miss it, you know, I miss like talking

760
00:39:44,719 --> 00:39:47,440
Speaker 5: to them about like everything, like you know, my fears,

761
00:39:47,520 --> 00:39:50,759
Speaker 5: my goals, my dreams, Like I just I fuck, I'm

762
00:39:51,200 --> 00:39:54,640
Speaker 5: I'm fucking like just yearning for that again. Like I

763
00:39:55,080 --> 00:39:57,239
Speaker 5: don't know, I don't know what I want, you know,

764
00:39:57,440 --> 00:40:01,120
Speaker 5: Like obviously I'm very used to something different, you know.

765
00:40:01,680 --> 00:40:05,520
Speaker 1: Okay, let me ask you, let me ask him. And

766
00:40:05,640 --> 00:40:10,200
Speaker 1: maybe I'm being assumptive here, but and actually you can

767
00:40:10,320 --> 00:40:16,319
Speaker 1: educate me if about this. It seems to me that

768
00:40:16,440 --> 00:40:20,640
Speaker 1: like what is it true that in the gay community,

769
00:40:21,120 --> 00:40:25,560
Speaker 1: all right, Like you're a bear, right, Like are there not?

770
00:40:27,080 --> 00:40:30,960
Speaker 1: Are there not? Like like an infinite number of like

771
00:40:31,800 --> 00:40:35,240
Speaker 1: other guys out there that are like a swipe away

772
00:40:35,880 --> 00:40:37,560
Speaker 1: that you could go and connect with.

773
00:40:39,120 --> 00:40:41,200
Speaker 5: That's what I've That's what I've been doing. But like

774
00:40:41,360 --> 00:40:44,920
Speaker 5: I'm i still fucking miss them, Like there's like that.

775
00:40:44,920 --> 00:40:47,399
Speaker 5: That's what I told them too through textas past week,

776
00:40:47,640 --> 00:40:50,120
Speaker 5: Like you know, like I've been trying to distract myself

777
00:40:50,400 --> 00:40:53,160
Speaker 5: and like it feels good in the moment, but like

778
00:40:53,400 --> 00:40:56,440
Speaker 5: after I'm like back in my feelings again.

779
00:40:56,760 --> 00:41:03,200
Speaker 1: You know, hmm, you haven't developed feelings for anyone else

780
00:41:03,239 --> 00:41:07,240
Speaker 1: that you've met on any of the h your your event,

781
00:41:07,280 --> 00:41:10,520
Speaker 1: your grinder, vet life.

782
00:41:09,480 --> 00:41:13,759
Speaker 5: It's only been a week, give it more?

783
00:41:14,200 --> 00:41:16,759
Speaker 1: How many? How many? How many of these guys in

784
00:41:16,800 --> 00:41:18,439
Speaker 1: a week? How many more dudes in a week?

785
00:41:20,120 --> 00:41:23,920
Speaker 5: I mean I've I've met like three or four people,

786
00:41:24,400 --> 00:41:28,839
Speaker 5: dude in one week. I'm fucking hurting, man.

787
00:41:28,960 --> 00:41:32,359
Speaker 1: I'm no, no, no, no, I'm not saying that. No no, I'm

788
00:41:32,400 --> 00:41:34,040
Speaker 1: not saying that like it's a bad thing. I'm saying

789
00:41:34,080 --> 00:41:38,680
Speaker 1: that and like I'm amazed by that way. That's pretty good.

790
00:41:39,080 --> 00:41:42,319
Speaker 1: That's pretty good. Four dudes in one week. Dude, you know.

791
00:41:44,440 --> 00:41:45,920
Speaker 5: Is very sexually repressed.

792
00:41:46,640 --> 00:41:54,120
Speaker 1: That that's exciting, that's very exciting. Bro give it some time.

793
00:41:54,160 --> 00:41:55,799
Speaker 1: Give it some time, man. I mean if you're meaning four,

794
00:41:55,800 --> 00:42:00,200
Speaker 1: if you're able to get four dates a week, you know,

795
00:42:00,600 --> 00:42:05,359
Speaker 1: like of course, but you know what, listen, sex dates, whatever,

796
00:42:05,400 --> 00:42:08,680
Speaker 1: you're you're meeting new people. You're meeting new people. Let's

797
00:42:08,680 --> 00:42:11,600
Speaker 1: call it that. We can say that with confidence. You're

798
00:42:11,640 --> 00:42:14,720
Speaker 1: meeting new people. Okay, whether you're meeting them over dinner

799
00:42:14,840 --> 00:42:20,600
Speaker 1: or over you know, them blowing you, it's it's you're

800
00:42:20,680 --> 00:42:26,279
Speaker 1: meeting them. That could be the date, you know, that's okay,

801
00:42:29,160 --> 00:42:31,319
Speaker 1: But you're still you're meeting all these new people. And

802
00:42:31,680 --> 00:42:37,359
Speaker 1: I think that over time you kind of probably have

803
00:42:37,360 --> 00:42:41,360
Speaker 1: tricked yourself into believing that this is the only connection

804
00:42:42,120 --> 00:42:46,200
Speaker 1: that you will have for a long time. But it

805
00:42:46,239 --> 00:42:49,520
Speaker 1: sounds to me like you're having no problem putting yourself

806
00:42:49,520 --> 00:42:51,879
Speaker 1: out there meeting new people. And so I'm sure that

807
00:42:52,320 --> 00:42:55,640
Speaker 1: by natural way of you living your life, you will

808
00:42:57,640 --> 00:43:00,759
Speaker 1: find new connections. It might take a very long time,

809
00:43:00,800 --> 00:43:04,640
Speaker 1: and it might still it'll still be difficult, but I

810
00:43:04,760 --> 00:43:07,799
Speaker 1: believe that you have no problem putting yourself out there

811
00:43:07,840 --> 00:43:12,799
Speaker 1: and so you should totally have the faith that you

812
00:43:12,800 --> 00:43:16,719
Speaker 1: will find new connections out in the world and not.

813
00:43:17,120 --> 00:43:18,839
Speaker 1: And you know, you don't want to settle for these guys.

814
00:43:18,840 --> 00:43:21,560
Speaker 1: And I listen, these guys. I don't know, man, I

815
00:43:21,600 --> 00:43:23,680
Speaker 1: don't know anything about these guys. I've never met him.

816
00:43:23,680 --> 00:43:26,799
Speaker 1: I'm only know what you but it sounds like they're

817
00:43:26,880 --> 00:43:33,319
Speaker 1: not you know, they they really didn't choose you. You know,

818
00:43:34,040 --> 00:43:37,920
Speaker 1: they really didn't choose you. And you don't want to

819
00:43:38,000 --> 00:43:40,839
Speaker 1: be with people who aren't choosing.

820
00:43:40,520 --> 00:43:45,720
Speaker 5: You, you know, Yeah, I mean I feel like they did,

821
00:43:45,800 --> 00:43:50,880
Speaker 5: but in their own way. Like it's just like I

822
00:43:50,920 --> 00:43:53,359
Speaker 5: don't know, like I get what you're saying. I do

823
00:43:53,680 --> 00:43:58,800
Speaker 5: like and like, you know, but it's like it's like

824
00:43:58,840 --> 00:44:00,560
Speaker 5: one of those things where it's like I don't like

825
00:44:02,680 --> 00:44:07,720
Speaker 5: I could hold out for like I guess like something

826
00:44:08,040 --> 00:44:13,160
Speaker 5: like like perfect perfect, but like I like, this was

827
00:44:13,880 --> 00:44:15,080
Speaker 5: hold on what do you mean?

828
00:44:15,160 --> 00:44:18,840
Speaker 1: But no, it wasn't What do you mean perfect?

829
00:44:18,840 --> 00:44:20,360
Speaker 5: I mean it was perfect.

830
00:44:20,400 --> 00:44:24,520
Speaker 1: They did, but dude, they they they but it's not perfect.

831
00:44:24,640 --> 00:44:29,200
Speaker 1: They wanted an open thing and you did not. That's

832
00:44:29,200 --> 00:44:32,319
Speaker 1: a very It's not like, dude, it's not like it's

833
00:44:32,360 --> 00:44:36,160
Speaker 1: not like it's like they're snoring and you're like, well,

834
00:44:36,200 --> 00:44:39,160
Speaker 1: it's like, well it's not perfect, you know, but it's

835
00:44:39,200 --> 00:44:41,480
Speaker 1: like this is that's a big thing, whether or not

836
00:44:41,480 --> 00:44:44,440
Speaker 1: they want to not only not only that, but also

837
00:44:44,480 --> 00:44:47,000
Speaker 1: the fact that they they didn't even want you to

838
00:44:47,239 --> 00:44:50,840
Speaker 1: like really be a part of there, because also like

839
00:44:50,880 --> 00:44:53,360
Speaker 1: they're a couple right like there, they seem to be

840
00:44:53,440 --> 00:44:57,000
Speaker 1: a unit of each other. All right, who knows what's

841
00:44:57,040 --> 00:44:58,920
Speaker 1: going on in their dynamic, but they seemed like they

842
00:45:00,480 --> 00:45:03,480
Speaker 1: they weren't keen to add you. And I'm sorry for

843
00:45:03,520 --> 00:45:07,000
Speaker 1: the tough you know love here, but listen, you uh,

844
00:45:07,880 --> 00:45:11,680
Speaker 1: they didn't they didn't want to add you into the couple.

845
00:45:12,200 --> 00:45:16,040
Speaker 1: You were a member of the swing.

846
00:45:17,280 --> 00:45:19,320
Speaker 5: It was like a vote kind of and like it

847
00:45:19,440 --> 00:45:25,440
Speaker 5: was two against one. You know, I was the boyfriend.

848
00:45:25,560 --> 00:45:29,000
Speaker 5: I mean, they were the two. I was the one.

849
00:45:30,040 --> 00:45:30,759
Speaker 5: I was the one.

850
00:45:31,400 --> 00:45:34,239
Speaker 1: So they did so listen, man, they they didn't let

851
00:45:34,280 --> 00:45:37,560
Speaker 1: you join their polycule. And it's listen, here's the thing

852
00:45:37,719 --> 00:45:40,719
Speaker 1: least I'm gonna start. I'm gonna dude, But dude, these

853
00:45:40,719 --> 00:45:44,200
Speaker 1: guys and look you you know these guys whatever, you've

854
00:45:44,200 --> 00:45:46,280
Speaker 1: been in the bed with them and had the feelings

855
00:45:46,280 --> 00:45:50,520
Speaker 1: and been there. But like, dude, these two guys, like

856
00:45:50,560 --> 00:45:53,920
Speaker 1: they have their couple things going on, right, and they

857
00:45:53,960 --> 00:45:57,080
Speaker 1: have their adventures where they go to the construction worker

858
00:45:57,280 --> 00:46:02,880
Speaker 1: sex party ship, right, and and you you it sounds

859
00:46:02,960 --> 00:46:08,160
Speaker 1: a little like you were, you know, part of their

860
00:46:08,400 --> 00:46:12,919
Speaker 1: adventure and part of their thing. But you're not. You're

861
00:46:12,960 --> 00:46:15,600
Speaker 1: not in the main club. And it might not and

862
00:46:15,680 --> 00:46:17,560
Speaker 1: listen and listen, you're not but you're not the main club.

863
00:46:17,719 --> 00:46:19,520
Speaker 1: But it's not. It's just evithing. You shouldn't take it

864
00:46:19,560 --> 00:46:24,000
Speaker 1: as a personal reflection of who you are, right, You're

865
00:46:24,040 --> 00:46:29,000
Speaker 1: just not in the main club. And so there might

866
00:46:29,040 --> 00:46:30,680
Speaker 1: not be enough room in the main club. It might

867
00:46:30,719 --> 00:46:35,920
Speaker 1: there might only in most of these fucking things, like

868
00:46:36,400 --> 00:46:39,319
Speaker 1: there's only room for two in the club. And so

869
00:46:39,680 --> 00:46:43,399
Speaker 1: for them it might be like, listen, we want to

870
00:46:43,440 --> 00:46:47,440
Speaker 1: be in a couple like we're we love we we

871
00:46:47,480 --> 00:46:51,800
Speaker 1: have enough bandwidth for each other. And then perifer people

872
00:46:51,920 --> 00:46:55,280
Speaker 1: on the peripheral to be in the club. It sounds

873
00:46:55,320 --> 00:46:56,560
Speaker 1: like you want it to be in like a whole

874
00:46:56,560 --> 00:46:59,600
Speaker 1: ass polecule. But they were kind of keeping you on

875
00:46:59,719 --> 00:47:06,520
Speaker 1: the erpherl and you know that that is what it is,

876
00:47:06,560 --> 00:47:09,120
Speaker 1: what it is, but like it just sounds like they

877
00:47:09,120 --> 00:47:12,200
Speaker 1: don't have the bandwidth, and like you could sit there

878
00:47:12,239 --> 00:47:17,160
Speaker 1: and like be on the peripheral of their club. But

879
00:47:17,719 --> 00:47:21,440
Speaker 1: it's just not it's this, this situation is just not

880
00:47:21,560 --> 00:47:23,439
Speaker 1: working for you, man, and you know it's not working

881
00:47:23,440 --> 00:47:25,560
Speaker 1: for you. So just like whatever, like you can. You

882
00:47:25,560 --> 00:47:27,840
Speaker 1: can keep fucking these guys if you want, that's fine,

883
00:47:28,239 --> 00:47:30,799
Speaker 1: but like, keep fucking these guys. But like, but the

884
00:47:30,840 --> 00:47:32,880
Speaker 1: things are open, man, So like keep sucking these guys,

885
00:47:33,200 --> 00:47:35,560
Speaker 1: but stay on grinders, stay on field, stay on all

886
00:47:35,600 --> 00:47:38,920
Speaker 1: the apps, and like keep meeting people. Keep putting yourself

887
00:47:38,920 --> 00:47:40,680
Speaker 1: out there. And who fucking you don't know you have

888
00:47:40,840 --> 00:47:45,600
Speaker 1: met all the all the all the gay guys in

889
00:47:45,760 --> 00:47:48,560
Speaker 1: whatever fucking state you live in. Yeah, so you don't know.

890
00:47:48,600 --> 00:47:50,680
Speaker 1: You don't know what the fuck is out there. So listen, man,

891
00:47:50,800 --> 00:47:53,680
Speaker 1: just keep putting yourself out there. If you really want

892
00:47:53,719 --> 00:47:56,600
Speaker 1: to keep sucking these guys, then then fuck these guys

893
00:47:56,640 --> 00:47:59,600
Speaker 1: as much as you want. Who cares? And uh, But

894
00:47:59,719 --> 00:48:02,359
Speaker 1: in the meantime, keep put yourself out there and try

895
00:48:02,360 --> 00:48:08,080
Speaker 1: to make yourself emotionally available to you know, other people

896
00:48:08,640 --> 00:48:12,799
Speaker 1: that may or may not come into your orbit, you know,

897
00:48:13,040 --> 00:48:15,600
Speaker 1: but like don't but don't don't. But these guys, but like,

898
00:48:15,640 --> 00:48:20,080
Speaker 1: don't fucking sit here and like wait for these dudes

899
00:48:20,120 --> 00:48:24,919
Speaker 1: who didn't like who who who you know didn't want

900
00:48:24,960 --> 00:48:27,680
Speaker 1: you to come with them to the to the orgy.

901
00:48:27,800 --> 00:48:30,480
Speaker 1: You know, that's what you want, someone who wants you.

902
00:48:30,920 --> 00:48:34,520
Speaker 1: You want someone who wants you with them at the orgy.

903
00:48:35,120 --> 00:48:38,239
Speaker 7: Okay, So it's all so if you really want things

904
00:48:38,400 --> 00:48:40,640
Speaker 7: had gone, like if you like, the thing is Like

905
00:48:41,080 --> 00:48:42,640
Speaker 7: what I was trying to explain was that like I'm

906
00:48:42,640 --> 00:48:45,280
Speaker 7: getting used to this new kind of like like living

907
00:48:45,360 --> 00:48:47,359
Speaker 7: like this, you know, like it's something I'm like, I'm

908
00:48:47,360 --> 00:48:49,759
Speaker 7: only used to this context being single, you know, Like

909
00:48:49,800 --> 00:48:54,320
Speaker 7: I'm only used to like random random people hooking up,

910
00:48:54,719 --> 00:48:57,000
Speaker 7: like being like a single person. I wasn't used to

911
00:48:57,040 --> 00:48:59,240
Speaker 7: it in a relationship when I have feelings for somebody,

912
00:48:59,280 --> 00:49:01,920
Speaker 7: and it's something that I kind of like trying to adjust.

913
00:49:02,000 --> 00:49:05,360
Speaker 7: I do want to keep an open mind. I I

914
00:49:05,360 --> 00:49:07,640
Speaker 7: guess it scares me that they might be wanting to

915
00:49:07,760 --> 00:49:10,080
Speaker 7: keep an open mind because like I do love them,

916
00:49:10,320 --> 00:49:12,400
Speaker 7: you know, but I get what you're saying. I do,

917
00:49:12,520 --> 00:49:15,640
Speaker 7: And like I've talked to this, like to like everybody

918
00:49:15,880 --> 00:49:18,560
Speaker 7: like in my direct life, and like they've told me

919
00:49:18,640 --> 00:49:21,080
Speaker 7: the same thing. You know, they've told me like like

920
00:49:21,280 --> 00:49:25,040
Speaker 7: it's different, you know, like it's it's different, Like it's awkward.

921
00:49:25,160 --> 00:49:27,160
Speaker 7: It was awkward telling people like you know, like I

922
00:49:27,200 --> 00:49:28,239
Speaker 7: have two boyfriends.

923
00:49:28,320 --> 00:49:30,360
Speaker 1: Yeah like that. Yeah, yeah, but that's not that's not

924
00:49:30,360 --> 00:49:31,640
Speaker 1: what we're talking. We're not talking. But that's not what

925
00:49:31,719 --> 00:49:35,120
Speaker 1: we're talking about. You know, that's not where they were.

926
00:49:35,120 --> 00:49:36,759
Speaker 1: We're talking. We're not talking about how weird. We're not

927
00:49:36,760 --> 00:49:39,600
Speaker 1: talking about like the weirdness or not of the polycule.

928
00:49:39,600 --> 00:49:43,120
Speaker 1: We're just talking about like kind of normal relationship dynamics

929
00:49:43,160 --> 00:49:47,360
Speaker 1: in the context of this abnormal relationship that you have

930
00:49:47,400 --> 00:49:52,480
Speaker 1: found yourself in. So like listen, if this was one guy,

931
00:49:52,680 --> 00:49:56,120
Speaker 1: right and the guy on the one dude didn't want

932
00:49:56,160 --> 00:50:00,879
Speaker 1: to be in a relationship with you, but I want

933
00:50:00,920 --> 00:50:03,279
Speaker 1: to do all this. It's just like a weird thing

934
00:50:03,320 --> 00:50:05,080
Speaker 1: that it's just like not the thing to be holding

935
00:50:05,080 --> 00:50:07,560
Speaker 1: out for, whether or not it's one guy or two guys.

936
00:50:08,239 --> 00:50:11,759
Speaker 1: You know, they don't want you in the relationships, So like,

937
00:50:11,960 --> 00:50:19,200
Speaker 1: don't fucking uh uh like hold out, don't keep holding out,

938
00:50:19,280 --> 00:50:20,839
Speaker 1: just like go live it, Go live your life. Eric,

939
00:50:23,200 --> 00:50:28,279
Speaker 1: you know, so Eric, listen, just because we're talking in

940
00:50:28,320 --> 00:50:28,960
Speaker 1: circles here.

941
00:50:32,320 --> 00:50:37,400
Speaker 5: No making recay, it's valid, you know, like, okay, I

942
00:50:37,440 --> 00:50:40,359
Speaker 5: deserve Yeah, yeah, I'm okay. I'm just I'm hitting my dude.

943
00:50:42,480 --> 00:50:43,120
Speaker 1: I'm crying.

944
00:50:43,520 --> 00:50:46,279
Speaker 5: No, I feel like I'm crying. No, I'm not crying. Man,

945
00:50:46,560 --> 00:50:49,000
Speaker 5: I'm good. I'm good. I have been going through a

946
00:50:49,040 --> 00:50:51,640
Speaker 5: lot of emotions this last week, but I'm not crying

947
00:50:51,719 --> 00:50:54,239
Speaker 5: right now. I'm like, it's been good, like it was.

948
00:50:54,280 --> 00:50:56,040
Speaker 5: I didn't even know if they wanted to see me.

949
00:50:56,120 --> 00:50:57,960
Speaker 5: I didn't even know if they wanted to still make

950
00:50:58,000 --> 00:51:00,239
Speaker 5: things work. That was something that they said yesterday, and

951
00:51:00,280 --> 00:51:02,839
Speaker 5: I was like, well, ship, Like, so do.

952
00:51:02,880 --> 00:51:06,799
Speaker 1: I know, Eric, I'm gonna I'll let I'll let this

953
00:51:06,880 --> 00:51:09,759
Speaker 1: be uh the final thing before we get out of here.

954
00:51:09,760 --> 00:51:13,520
Speaker 1: But like, just just to reiterate, listen, if you want

955
00:51:13,520 --> 00:51:15,360
Speaker 1: to keep sucking these guys, keep sucking these guys, but

956
00:51:15,400 --> 00:51:18,759
Speaker 1: don't stop sucking other guys, you know, because they're fucking

957
00:51:18,800 --> 00:51:21,680
Speaker 1: other guys, so you should fuck other guys and you

958
00:51:21,760 --> 00:51:25,279
Speaker 1: know whatever, like fuck all the guys you want, and

959
00:51:25,320 --> 00:51:28,680
Speaker 1: then you know, eventually the journey of fucking all the

960
00:51:28,719 --> 00:51:32,600
Speaker 1: guys you want and being and living the full, unapology,

961
00:51:33,080 --> 00:51:37,360
Speaker 1: unapologetic life of Eric, I think will lead you to

962
00:51:37,920 --> 00:51:40,719
Speaker 1: whatever it is that you do truly want. So that's

963
00:51:41,000 --> 00:51:41,560
Speaker 1: my two cents.

964
00:51:41,640 --> 00:51:46,880
Speaker 5: Eric. You know that that I know. I know, that's

965
00:51:46,920 --> 00:51:49,400
Speaker 5: like what I should do, and it's what I've been doing.

966
00:51:49,920 --> 00:51:54,080
Speaker 5: I guess it's obviously it's still very fresh, but it's

967
00:51:54,120 --> 00:51:59,840
Speaker 5: what I've been doing. Yeah you uh, I guess, yeah, hello.

968
00:52:00,560 --> 00:52:03,520
Speaker 1: Yeah, go ahead.

969
00:52:04,360 --> 00:52:06,440
Speaker 5: There was something that I wanted to ask you. I

970
00:52:07,040 --> 00:52:11,480
Speaker 5: didn't know if I would ever like call crazy because

971
00:52:12,239 --> 00:52:15,839
Speaker 5: I guess this is fake because I I didn't call

972
00:52:15,920 --> 00:52:18,799
Speaker 5: more than once. I just called once and then you know,

973
00:52:18,880 --> 00:52:23,400
Speaker 5: I got on. But I guess, like I'm sure you

974
00:52:23,480 --> 00:52:25,440
Speaker 5: probably I don't know if you play Pokemon or not,

975
00:52:25,640 --> 00:52:28,359
Speaker 5: but I guess I have a shiny treaco I would

976
00:52:28,400 --> 00:52:29,279
Speaker 5: love to give to you.

977
00:52:31,280 --> 00:52:36,000
Speaker 1: I that's very very sweet of you, but I have

978
00:52:36,080 --> 00:52:37,960
Speaker 1: no way to take your shiny treaco. I'm not a

979
00:52:38,000 --> 00:52:43,080
Speaker 1: Pokemon guy. I don't like did Pokemon without like I don't.

980
00:52:43,200 --> 00:52:46,640
Speaker 1: Pokemon is like an RP turn based like part like

981
00:52:46,680 --> 00:52:49,440
Speaker 1: it's I know, it's like the most popular thing ever,

982
00:52:51,680 --> 00:52:56,360
Speaker 1: but I'm not like that big into number ye turn

983
00:52:56,400 --> 00:53:00,000
Speaker 1: based RPGs. But the Poketopia ship that it does look

984
00:53:00,080 --> 00:53:02,200
Speaker 1: kind of cool, but it's it's not something I would

985
00:53:02,200 --> 00:53:04,359
Speaker 1: ever really play or get into. I'm not a big

986
00:53:04,360 --> 00:53:07,560
Speaker 1: Pokemon dude. I don't even know. Like I look back

987
00:53:07,600 --> 00:53:10,200
Speaker 1: at uh when I was a kid, and I'm like,

988
00:53:10,239 --> 00:53:12,800
Speaker 1: how the fuck did I play this? Like it doesn't

989
00:53:12,960 --> 00:53:16,000
Speaker 1: it's it's kind of complicated for like a like a kid.

990
00:53:16,640 --> 00:53:19,640
Speaker 1: You know that I love the numbers.

991
00:53:20,239 --> 00:53:22,480
Speaker 5: It has something for kids, but it's also like something

992
00:53:22,719 --> 00:53:25,080
Speaker 5: like that's the ship that keeps it interesting, like you know,

993
00:53:25,239 --> 00:53:26,200
Speaker 5: like when you get older.

994
00:53:26,320 --> 00:53:30,440
Speaker 1: You know, Eric, is there anything else you want to

995
00:53:30,480 --> 00:53:32,279
Speaker 1: say to the people of the computer before we go?

996
00:53:34,640 --> 00:53:41,839
Speaker 5: Oh, man, I have no idea. I guess, Uh, gay

997
00:53:41,880 --> 00:53:43,440
Speaker 5: bears out there listening.

998
00:53:44,280 --> 00:53:49,960
Speaker 1: I'm single, dude, all of the gay bears listening, please

999
00:53:50,040 --> 00:53:54,080
Speaker 1: go fuck this guy. I endorse fucking this guy who

1000
00:53:54,120 --> 00:53:57,040
Speaker 1: is on the phone as if you're a gay bear.

1001
00:53:57,120 --> 00:54:05,359
Speaker 1: I endorse making a uh comment on the Spotify comments

1002
00:54:05,480 --> 00:54:09,120
Speaker 1: and saying hey, here's my email address. If you're Eric

1003
00:54:09,160 --> 00:54:13,520
Speaker 1: and you're listening, you know, feel free to message me

1004
00:54:13,560 --> 00:54:17,279
Speaker 1: and we'll have sex. I endorse that happening for you.

1005
00:54:19,560 --> 00:54:20,759
Speaker 5: Thank you for your endorsement.

1006
00:54:22,760 --> 00:54:26,080
Speaker 1: Thank you, Eric. Having the rest of the night you too.

1007
00:54:27,080 --> 00:54:32,759
Speaker 5: By Eric by boy, and.

1008
00:54:32,719 --> 00:54:36,560
Speaker 1: Hey, maybe after maybe after you and Eric have sex,

1009
00:54:36,880 --> 00:54:43,960
Speaker 1: he can give you that shiny treaco. Hello. Hi, Hello,

1010
00:54:44,040 --> 00:54:44,680
Speaker 1: what's your name?

1011
00:54:45,920 --> 00:54:46,760
Speaker 3: My name's Denma.

1012
00:54:47,560 --> 00:54:49,520
Speaker 1: What's up? House life.

1013
00:54:50,840 --> 00:54:54,040
Speaker 3: So crazy? I saw your little posting and I woke

1014
00:54:54,080 --> 00:54:56,800
Speaker 3: straight up asleep. I was like, in a stand call Ceci.

1015
00:55:00,080 --> 00:55:01,160
Speaker 1: So you were asleep just now?

1016
00:55:02,400 --> 00:55:02,880
Speaker 3: Yeah?

1017
00:55:03,080 --> 00:55:03,399
Speaker 8: I was.

1018
00:55:03,719 --> 00:55:06,760
Speaker 3: I was out and I woke up, went on Instagram.

1019
00:55:06,880 --> 00:55:10,279
Speaker 3: Sorry little post. I was like, let's try because I

1020
00:55:10,320 --> 00:55:12,239
Speaker 3: haven't actually tried to call you, but I have been

1021
00:55:13,400 --> 00:55:15,640
Speaker 3: listening to your podcast for a really long time.

1022
00:55:16,200 --> 00:55:24,480
Speaker 1: Oh fuck, yah, thank you Bella. Well, now that we're connected, Uh,

1023
00:55:25,600 --> 00:55:27,680
Speaker 1: was there anything in particular you wanted to talk about today?

1024
00:55:28,440 --> 00:55:28,560
Speaker 5: Well?

1025
00:55:28,560 --> 00:55:31,040
Speaker 3: I feel like the only interesting thing to talk about

1026
00:55:31,280 --> 00:55:33,360
Speaker 3: was that I work with rats.

1027
00:55:33,920 --> 00:55:36,120
Speaker 1: You work with rats? Do you?

1028
00:55:37,480 --> 00:55:37,680
Speaker 5: Do? You?

1029
00:55:37,680 --> 00:55:37,759
Speaker 2: But?

1030
00:55:37,880 --> 00:55:37,960
Speaker 1: Did?

1031
00:55:38,120 --> 00:55:38,160
Speaker 2: No?

1032
00:55:38,480 --> 00:55:41,480
Speaker 1: Do you buy chance? Work in an arcade that serves pizza?

1033
00:55:43,080 --> 00:55:45,600
Speaker 3: No? I don't. They're not cute rats like those.

1034
00:55:46,440 --> 00:55:49,879
Speaker 1: Oh do you buy chance? Work in a lab that

1035
00:55:50,040 --> 00:55:56,799
Speaker 1: tests various U medical slash cosmetic products?

1036
00:55:58,520 --> 00:56:01,279
Speaker 3: No, because then they'd still be pretty rats. Right?

1037
00:56:02,239 --> 00:56:04,640
Speaker 1: Oh? No, okay, what kind of rats are you working

1038
00:56:04,680 --> 00:56:05,040
Speaker 1: with here?

1039
00:56:06,280 --> 00:56:14,360
Speaker 3: So think of like a rat farm, a rat like yeah,

1040
00:56:14,640 --> 00:56:20,239
Speaker 3: like a So it's like a facility where we grow

1041
00:56:20,320 --> 00:56:24,640
Speaker 3: up the rats from pinkies which are babies, and then

1042
00:56:25,120 --> 00:56:29,200
Speaker 3: mice and then whit no, I lied fuzzies, and then

1043
00:56:29,800 --> 00:56:33,760
Speaker 3: wean and then small and then medium and then medium

1044
00:56:33,880 --> 00:56:39,160
Speaker 3: large and then large and then mammoth and then colossal.

1045
00:56:39,760 --> 00:56:43,040
Speaker 3: So they all go to like they're for reptile feeders

1046
00:56:43,080 --> 00:56:45,799
Speaker 3: and stuff, and then some people buy them for pets.

1047
00:56:46,400 --> 00:56:50,719
Speaker 1: Oh, so you breed them to be eaten by snakes.

1048
00:56:50,719 --> 00:56:56,200
Speaker 3: Snakes and cota mundies and whatever other stuff people have

1049
00:56:56,280 --> 00:56:57,080
Speaker 3: to feed them too.

1050
00:56:58,120 --> 00:57:03,440
Speaker 1: Does it ever? Do you ever feel bad for the

1051
00:57:03,560 --> 00:57:07,880
Speaker 1: rats because you know that you're birthing them for the

1052
00:57:07,960 --> 00:57:12,920
Speaker 1: sole purpose of being eaten as food.

1053
00:57:14,440 --> 00:57:17,520
Speaker 3: No, not really, because they're like so they're like super

1054
00:57:17,560 --> 00:57:20,800
Speaker 3: emotional creatures, which I guess in theories you say that, Yeah,

1055
00:57:20,840 --> 00:57:24,080
Speaker 3: maybe I'm maybe I feel a little bad about it,

1056
00:57:24,160 --> 00:57:28,080
Speaker 3: but they're super They get treated with a lot of

1057
00:57:28,320 --> 00:57:32,800
Speaker 3: respect before they gotta go, so it's not like we're

1058
00:57:32,840 --> 00:57:36,520
Speaker 3: torturing them. So it's like they don't know what's coming.

1059
00:57:36,800 --> 00:57:38,840
Speaker 3: So maybe it's a bummers, maybe it's a little fucked up.

1060
00:57:39,680 --> 00:57:42,400
Speaker 1: Do you have a lot of respect for rats in general?

1061
00:57:44,600 --> 00:57:47,800
Speaker 3: Oh? I don't think I could if I worked here,

1062
00:57:47,840 --> 00:57:50,240
Speaker 3: because I see somebody die all the time. But I

1063
00:57:50,320 --> 00:57:52,960
Speaker 3: have respect for the life that they have while they're there.

1064
00:57:53,600 --> 00:57:57,120
Speaker 1: Do you think that your life is inherently more valuable

1065
00:57:57,480 --> 00:57:58,760
Speaker 1: than the life of a rat?

1066
00:58:01,000 --> 00:58:03,600
Speaker 3: No, I just feel like it's a power dynamic thing.

1067
00:58:04,720 --> 00:58:09,200
Speaker 1: Oh do you feel powerful leading the rats to their death?

1068
00:58:11,520 --> 00:58:15,800
Speaker 3: No? I feel like uh oh no. I want to say,

1069
00:58:15,840 --> 00:58:16,960
Speaker 3: I'm just doing my job.

1070
00:58:17,040 --> 00:58:20,760
Speaker 1: But if one of the rats started talking and begged

1071
00:58:20,840 --> 00:58:25,040
Speaker 1: you not to feed them to the snakes, what would

1072
00:58:25,080 --> 00:58:25,400
Speaker 1: you do?

1073
00:58:27,200 --> 00:58:29,680
Speaker 3: I would grant it's release of course.

1074
00:58:29,880 --> 00:58:32,560
Speaker 1: Really you get fired though, if I was you, if

1075
00:58:32,600 --> 00:58:36,120
Speaker 1: I was your boss, what's your name? Bella?

1076
00:58:36,320 --> 00:58:37,160
Speaker 3: Yeah?

1077
00:58:37,240 --> 00:58:41,600
Speaker 1: If what do you? What do you exactly do? Uh?

1078
00:58:41,920 --> 00:58:44,560
Speaker 3: So, there's like so many parts to the shop right now,

1079
00:58:44,840 --> 00:58:47,040
Speaker 3: and it's kind of like in a weird spot. I

1080
00:58:47,040 --> 00:58:48,800
Speaker 3: don't even know if it's going to see it past

1081
00:58:48,920 --> 00:58:51,200
Speaker 3: like three or four months, because it got underneath it.

1082
00:58:51,520 --> 00:58:53,440
Speaker 1: But what do you? But what do you? What do

1083
00:58:53,520 --> 00:58:55,439
Speaker 1: you do in the process?

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00:58:56,000 --> 00:59:02,560
Speaker 3: Oh? Like everything? So yeah, it's really complicated, it's really weird.

1085
00:59:04,200 --> 00:59:07,520
Speaker 3: So like the easiest parts are like prepping all the

1086
00:59:07,760 --> 00:59:10,200
Speaker 3: things that they live in so they lay on bedding

1087
00:59:10,280 --> 00:59:13,720
Speaker 3: and stuff, and different sizes need different sizes containeers, and

1088
00:59:13,760 --> 00:59:15,200
Speaker 3: then you got to take them out and clean them

1089
00:59:15,200 --> 00:59:17,480
Speaker 3: because they get all nasty and covered in doodoo.

1090
00:59:19,880 --> 00:59:22,000
Speaker 1: If I just wanted to say, if I was your

1091
00:59:22,040 --> 00:59:25,120
Speaker 1: boss and I heard that you let a rat go

1092
00:59:26,560 --> 00:59:29,760
Speaker 1: because it spoke to you, I would you would be

1093
00:59:29,880 --> 00:59:33,720
Speaker 1: so fired you, really, I would be so furious at you.

1094
00:59:33,800 --> 00:59:37,360
Speaker 1: I would be like, did it is? I don't care

1095
00:59:37,840 --> 00:59:41,520
Speaker 1: if the rat did a tap dance and sang a song.

1096
00:59:41,960 --> 00:59:44,400
Speaker 1: All right, I don't pay you to make friends with

1097
00:59:44,480 --> 00:59:47,840
Speaker 1: the rats. That's what That's what I tell everyone who

1098
00:59:47,840 --> 00:59:52,480
Speaker 1: gets into this business. You never ever ever make friends

1099
00:59:52,880 --> 00:59:59,200
Speaker 1: with the rats. Okay. Your job is to feed the rats,

1100
00:59:59,240 --> 01:00:03,000
Speaker 1: to make them all fatty and juicy for the snakes.

1101
01:00:03,240 --> 01:00:08,400
Speaker 1: Your job is not to uh let the rats sing

1102
01:00:08,440 --> 01:00:12,920
Speaker 1: a song that clutches at your heart. Okay. This is

1103
01:00:13,000 --> 01:00:17,680
Speaker 1: not a job for for weak people who can be

1104
01:00:17,760 --> 01:00:25,760
Speaker 1: so easily swayed by by by a Mickey Mouse performance. Okay,

1105
01:00:26,160 --> 01:00:30,600
Speaker 1: you're not cut out for this industry, sister. That's what

1106
01:00:30,600 --> 01:00:32,360
Speaker 1: I would say. I would say. I would say something

1107
01:00:32,440 --> 01:00:32,960
Speaker 1: like that to you.

1108
01:00:33,160 --> 01:00:41,160
Speaker 8: If you let a rat, well, well, i'd say, well, boss,

1109
01:00:41,720 --> 01:00:43,680
Speaker 8: I just just got to going in the process.

1110
01:00:43,720 --> 01:00:46,640
Speaker 3: I'd take a handful and we'd go frolicking, and they'd

1111
01:00:46,640 --> 01:00:52,640
Speaker 3: be free, and I'd be jobless. But at least the

1112
01:00:52,640 --> 01:00:55,680
Speaker 3: bisentient rats got freedom.

1113
01:00:56,520 --> 01:01:02,840
Speaker 1: Freedom doesn't pay the bills. Okay, freedom doesn't pay the bills.

1114
01:01:03,240 --> 01:01:06,760
Speaker 1: What pays the bills is uh is murdered?

1115
01:01:07,960 --> 01:01:08,480
Speaker 3: Yeah?

1116
01:01:09,560 --> 01:01:14,800
Speaker 1: What pays the bills? Uh? Okay? You work with the rats.

1117
01:01:15,320 --> 01:01:16,560
Speaker 1: How's the rest of your life going?

1118
01:01:16,760 --> 01:01:17,000
Speaker 5: Are you?

1119
01:01:17,040 --> 01:01:19,200
Speaker 1: Okay?

1120
01:01:19,440 --> 01:01:22,720
Speaker 3: Oh yeah, it's it's gone. It's gone.

1121
01:01:23,040 --> 01:01:23,480
Speaker 2: Awesome.

1122
01:01:25,880 --> 01:01:28,720
Speaker 3: So I live on the same property that I work at,

1123
01:01:29,720 --> 01:01:32,600
Speaker 3: so it's like I kind of live with the rats too,

1124
01:01:33,160 --> 01:01:36,480
Speaker 3: if you want to think about it that way. So

1125
01:01:36,640 --> 01:01:40,760
Speaker 3: it walks like, oh yeah, I walk like three feet

1126
01:01:41,040 --> 01:01:42,000
Speaker 3: and they're there.

1127
01:01:42,560 --> 01:01:44,280
Speaker 5: So mm hmmm.

1128
01:01:46,200 --> 01:01:49,640
Speaker 1: Uh so is okay? So you're living with the rats

1129
01:01:49,640 --> 01:01:54,040
Speaker 1: and you really you haven't formed deep emotional bonds with them.

1130
01:01:55,680 --> 01:01:58,560
Speaker 3: Yeah, So, like I would say about like getting to

1131
01:01:58,760 --> 01:02:01,240
Speaker 3: like keep in my own because they're really sweet.

1132
01:02:01,560 --> 01:02:04,720
Speaker 1: Actually, could you tell that? Would you ask your boss

1133
01:02:04,760 --> 01:02:06,200
Speaker 1: if you can have the rats? Or would you just

1134
01:02:06,280 --> 01:02:07,200
Speaker 1: kind of lift them?

1135
01:02:08,800 --> 01:02:14,160
Speaker 3: So the interesting thing is is that my father is

1136
01:02:14,160 --> 01:02:20,200
Speaker 3: the owner and then his girlfriend's my boss. Oh yeah,

1137
01:02:20,840 --> 01:02:23,880
Speaker 3: we're all in the pretty same page about things. And

1138
01:02:23,920 --> 01:02:27,000
Speaker 3: if I was like, hey, I'm gonna like Jackie's two rats,

1139
01:02:27,080 --> 01:02:31,000
Speaker 3: they'd be like, all right, just like just like, don't

1140
01:02:31,040 --> 01:02:32,320
Speaker 3: forget to take them when you leave.

1141
01:02:34,160 --> 01:02:38,680
Speaker 5: Mmmmmm hmmm.

1142
01:02:40,280 --> 01:02:42,919
Speaker 1: Do you have what are your general life aspirations?

1143
01:02:45,520 --> 01:02:53,360
Speaker 3: Uh, to learn how to be happy, to have a

1144
01:02:53,400 --> 01:03:01,440
Speaker 3: life outside of make money, and yeah, to learn how

1145
01:03:01,480 --> 01:03:02,040
Speaker 3: to be happy.

1146
01:03:03,800 --> 01:03:05,600
Speaker 1: What do you think is preventing you from being happy?

1147
01:03:08,680 --> 01:03:12,360
Speaker 3: I had some stuff happened on trying to I can't

1148
01:03:12,400 --> 01:03:15,040
Speaker 3: remember it, but it's just dormant in my mind, and

1149
01:03:15,160 --> 01:03:19,760
Speaker 3: it kind of like it makes things difficult to be

1150
01:03:19,920 --> 01:03:21,720
Speaker 3: hopeful for, if that makes sense.

1151
01:03:22,160 --> 01:03:26,080
Speaker 1: Oh, sure, sure, are you hopeful about anything?

1152
01:03:30,000 --> 01:03:32,560
Speaker 3: I'm hopeful that I'll keep moving forward because I know

1153
01:03:33,000 --> 01:03:34,360
Speaker 3: that I can't stop.

1154
01:03:35,720 --> 01:03:40,440
Speaker 1: Okay, you can't stop. You can, you shouldn't, but you

1155
01:03:40,520 --> 01:03:45,320
Speaker 1: totally can. In fact, it's actually important, that's important to remember.

1156
01:03:45,880 --> 01:03:48,280
Speaker 1: It's very important to remember that you act you totally

1157
01:03:48,440 --> 01:03:52,160
Speaker 1: can stop. I feel like if you can't stay, I

1158
01:03:52,160 --> 01:03:54,800
Speaker 1: feel like if you really couldn't stop, it would make

1159
01:03:54,920 --> 01:03:58,560
Speaker 1: not stopping less impressive. But I'm impressed that you don't

1160
01:03:58,640 --> 01:04:02,920
Speaker 1: stop because you totally can't. You can always stop. You

1161
01:04:02,960 --> 01:04:07,240
Speaker 1: can always stop, but you don't, which makes you which

1162
01:04:07,280 --> 01:04:11,200
Speaker 1: makes you strong, It makes.

1163
01:04:10,960 --> 01:04:14,080
Speaker 3: You really tired, but yeah strong. There's one way to

1164
01:04:14,080 --> 01:04:14,440
Speaker 3: put it.

1165
01:04:15,400 --> 01:04:15,800
Speaker 2: M m.

1166
01:04:18,080 --> 01:04:25,280
Speaker 1: Mmmmmmmmm. What are you going to not stop doing?

1167
01:04:27,840 --> 01:04:32,720
Speaker 3: Uh? Working and being productive? We're also just dead rod

1168
01:04:32,760 --> 01:04:35,480
Speaker 3: all day. I sleep fourteen hours and still wake up

1169
01:04:35,480 --> 01:04:39,040
Speaker 3: and be tired. I love sleep.

1170
01:04:41,240 --> 01:04:45,960
Speaker 1: What's your name again, Bella? Bella? Is there anything else

1171
01:04:46,000 --> 01:04:47,400
Speaker 1: you want to say to the people of the computer

1172
01:04:47,480 --> 01:04:47,960
Speaker 1: before we go?

1173
01:04:50,200 --> 01:04:53,080
Speaker 3: No, I appreciate you answering after I stand called you

1174
01:04:53,120 --> 01:04:54,680
Speaker 3: twenty times. You're a cool guy.

1175
01:04:55,400 --> 01:05:00,000
Speaker 1: Hey, uh, you're a cool rat. That didn't make any sense,

1176
01:05:00,120 --> 01:05:04,080
Speaker 1: but gek, bless you, Bella, ghak bless.

1177
01:05:03,840 --> 01:05:04,560
Speaker 3: You, Bella.

1178
01:05:05,000 --> 01:05:06,640
Speaker 2: Have a good rest of have a.

1179
01:05:06,560 --> 01:05:08,520
Speaker 1: Good rest of your life. And uh, you know what,

1180
01:05:09,080 --> 01:05:11,959
Speaker 1: Free those m F rats all right? Free? Free a couple,

1181
01:05:13,080 --> 01:05:16,120
Speaker 1: free a couple of them? Yeah, free couple of them?

1182
01:05:16,640 --> 01:05:21,760
Speaker 1: Name one Lyle and the other Jenny. If it's a girl,

1183
01:05:23,480 --> 01:05:24,600
Speaker 1: good boy who cares?

1184
01:05:25,440 --> 01:05:30,480
Speaker 3: Seeing pictures of my new uh cucko rat children on Instagram?

1185
01:05:30,680 --> 01:05:33,920
Speaker 1: I got you, beautiful, beautiful, have a good rest of

1186
01:05:33,960 --> 01:05:34,280
Speaker 1: your life.

1187
01:05:35,560 --> 01:05:40,680
Speaker 3: You too, goes on the.

1188
01:05:40,680 --> 01:05:42,440
Speaker 5: Line, making your phone calls

1189
01:05:42,560 --> 01:05:49,320
Speaker 8: Every night, everyones's teaching you in the of your life

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01:05:49,640 --> 01:05:50,040
Speaker 8: exper