1 00:00:00,160 --> 00:00:03,520 Speaker 1: Big Bang. It is what it is. You don't be 2 00:00:03,560 --> 00:00:06,320 Speaker 1: on nothing. I'll be okay. So let me ask this 3 00:00:06,640 --> 00:00:11,440 Speaker 1: bring you big big right now. Visit the new website. Today, 4 00:00:11,720 --> 00:00:14,840 Speaker 1: Big Facts Paul dot Com live from the Trap Music 5 00:00:14,920 --> 00:00:17,880 Speaker 1: Museum and a Tell is DJ screen Big Bankershire Baby 6 00:00:17,960 --> 00:00:20,480 Speaker 1: Jay is here. We are Team Big Facts and today 7 00:00:20,600 --> 00:00:23,520 Speaker 1: we are welcoming the one and only Jeezy Jeezy, don't 8 00:00:23,520 --> 00:00:29,560 Speaker 1: pull up the big the Baby's brother fan. I'm a fan. 9 00:00:32,600 --> 00:00:35,279 Speaker 1: We're hearing things in the streets man a Snowfall ten 10 00:00:35,360 --> 00:00:38,080 Speaker 1: twenty one, right, we're hearing that you're taking it back 11 00:00:38,120 --> 00:00:43,840 Speaker 1: to like that raw jeezy. Man. What's the like that? 12 00:00:44,159 --> 00:00:46,600 Speaker 1: I think it's because like for me, it's like me 13 00:00:46,640 --> 00:00:49,640 Speaker 1: and Druma always had an amazing chemistry because there was 14 00:00:49,680 --> 00:00:51,519 Speaker 1: no judgment. Like it wasn't like you're trying to get 15 00:00:51,520 --> 00:00:54,360 Speaker 1: into makeup rerecord for a label. You know what I'm saying. 16 00:00:54,400 --> 00:00:57,320 Speaker 1: You just go back to the bear, like getting beach 17 00:00:57,400 --> 00:01:01,440 Speaker 1: from your partners. You know the music you really like 18 00:01:01,560 --> 00:01:04,440 Speaker 1: that probably doesn't you know chart because it's street, you 19 00:01:04,520 --> 00:01:06,760 Speaker 1: know what I mean. So it was more so like 20 00:01:06,800 --> 00:01:08,640 Speaker 1: getting back with drama and just getting back in that 21 00:01:08,760 --> 00:01:11,000 Speaker 1: mode or just like making what I want to make 22 00:01:11,160 --> 00:01:14,240 Speaker 1: versus trying to turn. I'm not really giving about I 23 00:01:14,240 --> 00:01:15,920 Speaker 1: don't even you know what I mean, because it's been that, 24 00:01:16,120 --> 00:01:18,880 Speaker 1: you know, I dropped, so survivty one another one you drop, 25 00:01:19,000 --> 00:01:20,600 Speaker 1: you know, I love it, one another one and just 26 00:01:20,680 --> 00:01:24,880 Speaker 1: keep going. So it is just like my natural It's 27 00:01:24,920 --> 00:01:27,640 Speaker 1: like my natural element, you know what I'm saying. Did 28 00:01:27,680 --> 00:01:29,280 Speaker 1: you have to do some ship like with your day 29 00:01:29,319 --> 00:01:31,520 Speaker 1: to day life? Like sometimes like if somebody getting ready 30 00:01:31,560 --> 00:01:33,279 Speaker 1: for a movie, they had to go back to the element, 31 00:01:33,319 --> 00:01:35,039 Speaker 1: you do some of that? Yeah, yeah, I had to 32 00:01:35,040 --> 00:01:37,320 Speaker 1: swap out all their Mary Janes for Dickies. I had to, 33 00:01:38,200 --> 00:01:40,400 Speaker 1: know what I'm saying, going to safe, get the change out. 34 00:01:40,880 --> 00:01:42,240 Speaker 1: But I love it though, you know what I'm saying. 35 00:01:42,240 --> 00:01:45,120 Speaker 1: I think a lot of people don't understand, like you know, 36 00:01:45,240 --> 00:01:48,200 Speaker 1: just where I came from to now. Of course life 37 00:01:48,240 --> 00:01:51,120 Speaker 1: has changed a lot, but you know you still got 38 00:01:51,360 --> 00:01:54,279 Speaker 1: certain things in you the fulfilling like I like to steal, 39 00:01:54,840 --> 00:01:56,680 Speaker 1: look and feel like who I am. But you know, 40 00:01:56,760 --> 00:01:59,400 Speaker 1: sometimes you have to clean up a little bit, like 41 00:01:59,480 --> 00:02:01,760 Speaker 1: you know it feel good the thorns change step and 42 00:02:01,840 --> 00:02:03,680 Speaker 1: pull your cars out. You know, don't get a chance 43 00:02:03,720 --> 00:02:06,320 Speaker 1: to driving since I'd be so busy, Ryan, and so 44 00:02:06,360 --> 00:02:08,040 Speaker 1: it's just like you get back in the city and 45 00:02:08,040 --> 00:02:10,679 Speaker 1: move around. So it feel good. I feel I just 46 00:02:10,760 --> 00:02:13,680 Speaker 1: left drum just now, man doing doing the last little 47 00:02:13,680 --> 00:02:15,880 Speaker 1: listen to you. You know, I was doing actually doing 48 00:02:16,000 --> 00:02:22,320 Speaker 1: um the was doing the documentary, the show for the 49 00:02:22,840 --> 00:02:27,560 Speaker 1: B side show play list. You know, shout out the drama. Dude, 50 00:02:27,760 --> 00:02:29,840 Speaker 1: they're killing it right now. They're doing good. I love 51 00:02:29,880 --> 00:02:33,000 Speaker 1: to see it. But a little came from mixtape. Yeah, 52 00:02:33,040 --> 00:02:35,560 Speaker 1: when you first jumped into booth like way back before, 53 00:02:35,560 --> 00:02:37,480 Speaker 1: I'm talking about We're going all the way back to 54 00:02:37,680 --> 00:02:40,320 Speaker 1: the hardest soft this and all that ship? Did you 55 00:02:40,400 --> 00:02:42,760 Speaker 1: did you ever imagine the visualize that you have so 56 00:02:42,840 --> 00:02:45,720 Speaker 1: much influence and become who you are. I'm gonna keep 57 00:02:45,720 --> 00:02:47,800 Speaker 1: it a book like I just I didn't have a choice. 58 00:02:47,840 --> 00:02:49,560 Speaker 1: Like for me, it was just like do a die. 59 00:02:50,120 --> 00:02:52,080 Speaker 1: I knew music was the only thing that I could 60 00:02:52,080 --> 00:02:55,600 Speaker 1: do and still be myself and maybe getting myself out 61 00:02:55,639 --> 00:02:57,680 Speaker 1: of the predicament I was in because it was just 62 00:02:57,720 --> 00:03:01,240 Speaker 1: like that to go to the penitentiary. So all my 63 00:03:01,400 --> 00:03:04,720 Speaker 1: first music was basically me saying, even if I went 64 00:03:04,760 --> 00:03:07,679 Speaker 1: to prison, I'm gonna leave something out here. So people 65 00:03:07,720 --> 00:03:11,359 Speaker 1: can at least here, you know what, what how I 66 00:03:11,400 --> 00:03:14,720 Speaker 1: see this ship and that's what Trapper died watching was 67 00:03:14,760 --> 00:03:16,720 Speaker 1: it was like everything I had, you know what I'm saying. 68 00:03:16,720 --> 00:03:18,640 Speaker 1: It was like the best bars ever because it was 69 00:03:18,680 --> 00:03:21,600 Speaker 1: like that of jail. They're like to be writing to 70 00:03:21,680 --> 00:03:27,760 Speaker 1: stay free. Um. And the realization was one thing I 71 00:03:28,200 --> 00:03:30,600 Speaker 1: noticed early on is it kept me out of a 72 00:03:30,600 --> 00:03:33,080 Speaker 1: lot of the bullshit, you know what I'm saying. Like 73 00:03:33,760 --> 00:03:36,520 Speaker 1: when ship would happen in the streets or whatever, I 74 00:03:36,560 --> 00:03:38,160 Speaker 1: was kind of out of it because I was in 75 00:03:38,200 --> 00:03:40,520 Speaker 1: the studio. It is my Saints Barry, so I already 76 00:03:40,560 --> 00:03:43,160 Speaker 1: knew right then, you know what I'm saying. That that 77 00:03:43,240 --> 00:03:45,560 Speaker 1: was that was a plus, you know what I'm saying. 78 00:03:45,600 --> 00:03:49,280 Speaker 1: So and from there, just like when I would be 79 00:03:49,320 --> 00:03:51,320 Speaker 1: out and it's first started to pick up and people 80 00:03:51,320 --> 00:03:52,800 Speaker 1: would step up to me, but like you, I like 81 00:03:52,840 --> 00:03:55,680 Speaker 1: your you know, your music or whatever. I did feel 82 00:03:55,720 --> 00:03:57,960 Speaker 1: like niggas like coaching them, was paying niggas to say 83 00:03:57,960 --> 00:04:00,600 Speaker 1: that time to give me some comfortable know what I'm saying, 84 00:04:00,640 --> 00:04:04,040 Speaker 1: because it was unreal, you know what I'm saying. So, 85 00:04:04,560 --> 00:04:08,240 Speaker 1: and when I got that that feeling of like that 86 00:04:08,360 --> 00:04:10,440 Speaker 1: this ship might work, you know what I mean. That's 87 00:04:10,440 --> 00:04:13,000 Speaker 1: when I started really like like taking that ship serious, 88 00:04:13,040 --> 00:04:15,280 Speaker 1: Like what what do you think the first what you 89 00:04:15,320 --> 00:04:17,960 Speaker 1: think in the first step is to transition from a 90 00:04:18,000 --> 00:04:22,440 Speaker 1: street nigti being a man all mindset for so and 91 00:04:22,480 --> 00:04:24,400 Speaker 1: it's crazy. I was just talking about, you know, how 92 00:04:24,560 --> 00:04:26,400 Speaker 1: how we knew each other and to see where you 93 00:04:26,440 --> 00:04:29,359 Speaker 1: at now is like I can tell your mindset shifted somewhere, 94 00:04:29,960 --> 00:04:34,200 Speaker 1: and I think it's like, you know, music was my talent, 95 00:04:35,000 --> 00:04:37,400 Speaker 1: but business was my passion. Like I always wanted to 96 00:04:37,400 --> 00:04:39,400 Speaker 1: do business. I always wanted to be in a situation 97 00:04:39,440 --> 00:04:41,320 Speaker 1: where I can run a company, and I knew I 98 00:04:41,360 --> 00:04:44,839 Speaker 1: just couldn't come from the streets straight to business. So that, 99 00:04:45,360 --> 00:04:47,360 Speaker 1: you know, the music was kind of like the bridge, 100 00:04:47,360 --> 00:04:50,040 Speaker 1: I would say, because I wasn't like I ain't get 101 00:04:50,120 --> 00:04:51,479 Speaker 1: up and be like, yeah, I'm gonna be a rapper. 102 00:04:51,520 --> 00:04:53,120 Speaker 1: I want like my thing. You know what I'm saying. 103 00:04:53,120 --> 00:04:55,000 Speaker 1: It just like ship. If it's gonna give me some money, 104 00:04:55,279 --> 00:04:57,200 Speaker 1: I'm gonna go to jail. I'm gonna do it, what 105 00:04:57,200 --> 00:05:00,680 Speaker 1: I'm saying. So that was my mindset. But as I 106 00:05:00,720 --> 00:05:03,960 Speaker 1: saw getting me close to the business, um, that's when 107 00:05:03,960 --> 00:05:05,560 Speaker 1: I was just like damn, like this ship is real, 108 00:05:05,680 --> 00:05:07,600 Speaker 1: Like now I can actually go sit in the room 109 00:05:08,000 --> 00:05:10,560 Speaker 1: and have a conversation with somebody because I just turned 110 00:05:11,279 --> 00:05:14,080 Speaker 1: a snowman into a brand, you know what I'm saying, 111 00:05:14,080 --> 00:05:17,080 Speaker 1: into a something that was solid and tangible. Ye know 112 00:05:17,160 --> 00:05:19,800 Speaker 1: what I'm saying. So it's like my marketing skills was up, 113 00:05:19,880 --> 00:05:21,919 Speaker 1: you know what I mean. Laughing at me when I 114 00:05:21,960 --> 00:05:24,400 Speaker 1: was giving out you know, five six hundred thousand mixtapes 115 00:05:24,440 --> 00:05:28,240 Speaker 1: like that, she was dumb marketing, you know. It was like, 116 00:05:28,800 --> 00:05:30,520 Speaker 1: you know, it's like I was doing the grass Root 117 00:05:30,600 --> 00:05:34,440 Speaker 1: ship as many people um that heard the music, and 118 00:05:34,480 --> 00:05:36,279 Speaker 1: it was my best music at the time, So I 119 00:05:36,279 --> 00:05:38,559 Speaker 1: meaning like I put my money in my heart working 120 00:05:38,640 --> 00:05:39,880 Speaker 1: to it. But I'm like, you know, I go on 121 00:05:39,920 --> 00:05:42,040 Speaker 1: the block, you get somebody some good weed, They're coming back, 122 00:05:42,560 --> 00:05:44,120 Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying. So that's how I was, like, 123 00:05:44,160 --> 00:05:45,760 Speaker 1: you know what I mean, Like there was like little pacts, 124 00:05:46,680 --> 00:05:50,160 Speaker 1: I mean. So yeah, So like just going back to 125 00:05:50,040 --> 00:05:52,600 Speaker 1: touch on how you were saying when you were making 126 00:05:52,600 --> 00:05:56,320 Speaker 1: your music in the beginning, it was like it was 127 00:05:56,320 --> 00:05:58,280 Speaker 1: your best music at the time, because it was either 128 00:05:58,360 --> 00:06:03,320 Speaker 1: that or jail. How was it when you started seeing 129 00:06:03,360 --> 00:06:06,160 Speaker 1: like the effects from Streets Is Watching and trapp Or 130 00:06:06,200 --> 00:06:08,440 Speaker 1: Die and you saw your music taking over the world, 131 00:06:09,000 --> 00:06:11,680 Speaker 1: and then you went on to record your album and 132 00:06:11,760 --> 00:06:15,560 Speaker 1: you lost your voice. Yeah, whoa, Well that's the real one. 133 00:06:15,560 --> 00:06:19,080 Speaker 1: So first of all, um, when it was starting to 134 00:06:19,720 --> 00:06:21,920 Speaker 1: warm up and I started to get what they called 135 00:06:22,000 --> 00:06:24,520 Speaker 1: momentum that I didn't know about. Then I did a 136 00:06:24,560 --> 00:06:27,799 Speaker 1: lot of business stuff in between, so I did Street 137 00:06:27,920 --> 00:06:31,000 Speaker 1: Is Watching, and then I started to get a little momentum. 138 00:06:31,040 --> 00:06:33,039 Speaker 1: I started to feel like people kind of like the music, 139 00:06:33,040 --> 00:06:35,279 Speaker 1: but they don't know what I looked like. My second 140 00:06:35,320 --> 00:06:37,400 Speaker 1: thing was like when I put out Trapper Die, I'm 141 00:06:37,400 --> 00:06:39,400 Speaker 1: gonna get all this footage I have and put out 142 00:06:39,400 --> 00:06:42,839 Speaker 1: a DVD. And that was a part of right shout 143 00:06:42,880 --> 00:06:46,000 Speaker 1: at the report. And what it was was now that 144 00:06:46,040 --> 00:06:48,239 Speaker 1: I'm running in and out, you know, the traphouse, hodlight, 145 00:06:48,360 --> 00:06:51,600 Speaker 1: my partners, you know, I'm seeing me on their screen. 146 00:06:51,880 --> 00:06:53,840 Speaker 1: I know they saw it. Something like damn, they're watching me, 147 00:06:54,000 --> 00:06:56,039 Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying. So I was like, it's 148 00:06:56,040 --> 00:06:59,960 Speaker 1: getting real. And then when I got to um uh, 149 00:07:00,200 --> 00:07:04,720 Speaker 1: like you know, between traffic Din Thug motivation, I had 150 00:07:04,760 --> 00:07:06,880 Speaker 1: a lot of things going on health wise. You know 151 00:07:06,880 --> 00:07:09,960 Speaker 1: what I'm saying. So I lost my voice, which was 152 00:07:10,000 --> 00:07:11,920 Speaker 1: one so I had piled up. So I had to 153 00:07:11,920 --> 00:07:14,560 Speaker 1: get a surgery, which I didn't have insurance, so I 154 00:07:14,560 --> 00:07:17,080 Speaker 1: had to pay for with cat remember, and I had 155 00:07:17,120 --> 00:07:19,200 Speaker 1: to do, you know, vocal training. So imagine me in 156 00:07:19,240 --> 00:07:21,760 Speaker 1: the house full of Je's I'm upstairs follow a lot 157 00:07:21,880 --> 00:07:23,720 Speaker 1: line in the shower and she trying to get my 158 00:07:23,760 --> 00:07:31,480 Speaker 1: voice back after the surgery. Yeah, so the reality of 159 00:07:31,840 --> 00:07:35,160 Speaker 1: was that that was happening at the same time. And 160 00:07:35,200 --> 00:07:40,760 Speaker 1: then also an intern from Passwork leaked the album. Yeah, 161 00:07:41,160 --> 00:07:44,640 Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying. Somehow just like it's all 162 00:07:44,720 --> 00:07:50,280 Speaker 1: bad and and I just remember sitting there like damn, 163 00:07:50,320 --> 00:07:55,000 Speaker 1: like it's a rap. You know, I gotta go back 164 00:07:55,000 --> 00:07:56,520 Speaker 1: to the street. They go on me money, I gotta 165 00:07:56,520 --> 00:07:57,920 Speaker 1: go get that a little shit, you know what I'm saying. 166 00:07:57,960 --> 00:07:59,800 Speaker 1: So that's what that was my mind was telling me. 167 00:08:00,560 --> 00:08:04,800 Speaker 1: And again like you know, I believe God always. It's 168 00:08:04,840 --> 00:08:09,000 Speaker 1: just like I remember we loaded up and was riding around, 169 00:08:09,480 --> 00:08:11,480 Speaker 1: running up in bootleg as you know, trying to lay 170 00:08:11,520 --> 00:08:14,600 Speaker 1: him down to get our CDs back, and I just 171 00:08:14,640 --> 00:08:19,960 Speaker 1: remember people call me from like Tennessee, Detroit, Chicago, like man, 172 00:08:20,040 --> 00:08:22,360 Speaker 1: your albums out was crazy. We got it from the bootleg. 173 00:08:22,840 --> 00:08:24,800 Speaker 1: But the whole time, I'm thinking I'm losing. But that's 174 00:08:24,800 --> 00:08:26,760 Speaker 1: why I said, you gotta always believe in begin me. 175 00:08:27,280 --> 00:08:30,040 Speaker 1: The whole time I was winning. Because I didn't, I 176 00:08:30,080 --> 00:08:34,040 Speaker 1: wouldn't have never got these people at that time. And 177 00:08:34,080 --> 00:08:36,400 Speaker 1: I had records like Trapp or Died that I felt 178 00:08:36,440 --> 00:08:42,000 Speaker 1: like we're the smashes. But here you go. So Survivor 179 00:08:42,040 --> 00:08:45,959 Speaker 1: is blowing up on the bootleg. So now the labels like, yo, 180 00:08:46,000 --> 00:08:48,400 Speaker 1: we got a single that my voice is coming back, 181 00:08:49,000 --> 00:08:51,840 Speaker 1: I'm getting better and now I come out. Of course, 182 00:08:52,440 --> 00:08:54,400 Speaker 1: I think the album did like maybe three three and 183 00:08:54,440 --> 00:08:58,520 Speaker 1: a half million UM, but it was it was a 184 00:08:58,559 --> 00:09:02,040 Speaker 1: hard process, like it wasn't like easy. But if we 185 00:09:02,080 --> 00:09:13,160 Speaker 1: count the streets and probably did right right, yeah, right. 186 00:09:13,760 --> 00:09:15,959 Speaker 1: So you hear a lot of people say, man, we 187 00:09:16,040 --> 00:09:18,040 Speaker 1: got a lot of money to Jez, whether they was 188 00:09:18,080 --> 00:09:20,760 Speaker 1: in the streets or just regular hustle or whatever. Who 189 00:09:20,840 --> 00:09:22,560 Speaker 1: was that person to you? And you was out there 190 00:09:22,600 --> 00:09:25,040 Speaker 1: like that you listened to there was a soundtrack that 191 00:09:25,120 --> 00:09:30,559 Speaker 1: you getting your money. Tupac. Tupac because he had morals, values, 192 00:09:31,400 --> 00:09:35,000 Speaker 1: um integrity from what I see, and he was he 193 00:09:35,120 --> 00:09:38,000 Speaker 1: still for something. So all the people that I was around, 194 00:09:38,040 --> 00:09:40,760 Speaker 1: they didn't they didn't really stand for anything what I'm saying. 195 00:09:40,760 --> 00:09:43,600 Speaker 1: They just was working their jobs or you know, had 196 00:09:43,640 --> 00:09:47,040 Speaker 1: their vices, but there wasn't no like principles. So everything 197 00:09:47,040 --> 00:09:51,280 Speaker 1: I really learned about hustling, about you know, holding my 198 00:09:51,360 --> 00:09:55,120 Speaker 1: own how to handle certain situations was what I was 199 00:09:55,120 --> 00:09:58,360 Speaker 1: listening to from Tupac saying or you g K, you 200 00:09:58,440 --> 00:10:01,760 Speaker 1: know what I'm saying, or master p and cash money. Right, 201 00:10:02,920 --> 00:10:04,480 Speaker 1: That's why I was getting my info from. But then 202 00:10:04,520 --> 00:10:13,560 Speaker 1: I come back to the homies like I'm just a genius. 203 00:10:13,920 --> 00:10:18,120 Speaker 1: I got it right and and and that that was 204 00:10:18,400 --> 00:10:20,520 Speaker 1: how I really had a love of music because I 205 00:10:20,559 --> 00:10:22,560 Speaker 1: was learning through it. So I just figured, if I 206 00:10:22,559 --> 00:10:24,600 Speaker 1: ever got a shot, you know what I'm saying, I want, 207 00:10:24,679 --> 00:10:26,679 Speaker 1: I want to you know, get niggas a game as 208 00:10:26,720 --> 00:10:29,320 Speaker 1: much as I could. We had we had the trap 209 00:10:29,400 --> 00:10:32,120 Speaker 1: music right right when you feel like if you could 210 00:10:32,120 --> 00:10:35,840 Speaker 1: write the trap music story, like, how you would how 211 00:10:35,840 --> 00:10:38,400 Speaker 1: would you write it? How I started and elevated, How 212 00:10:38,400 --> 00:10:43,240 Speaker 1: would you write that as far as when it took off? 213 00:10:43,360 --> 00:10:46,439 Speaker 1: And where would your place in that story? Yeah? Exactly. 214 00:10:46,520 --> 00:10:50,720 Speaker 1: I feel like if for months I feel like part 215 00:10:50,800 --> 00:10:55,680 Speaker 1: kind of touched on hustling from a poetic place. Um, 216 00:10:55,720 --> 00:10:57,680 Speaker 1: I feel like you g K was talking that ship 217 00:10:57,920 --> 00:10:59,400 Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying, Like they made you like 218 00:10:59,440 --> 00:11:02,320 Speaker 1: I ain't do nothing about Don Perry Young. It's supposed 219 00:11:02,360 --> 00:11:15,040 Speaker 1: to bubbles, right, and then um definitely, uh like MASTERP 220 00:11:16,120 --> 00:11:18,200 Speaker 1: when he came, and then like cash Money was just 221 00:11:18,280 --> 00:11:20,240 Speaker 1: like talking about the role Lexus and Lexus and I 222 00:11:20,280 --> 00:11:22,320 Speaker 1: ain't started hustling toil. I had two roll Lexus and 223 00:11:22,320 --> 00:11:24,920 Speaker 1: two Lexus like my thing, you know what I'm saying. 224 00:11:24,920 --> 00:11:27,480 Speaker 1: But I think if I had to write a story. 225 00:11:27,480 --> 00:11:30,040 Speaker 1: The first time I heard trap trap music, like the 226 00:11:30,679 --> 00:11:36,160 Speaker 1: actual words was Tipped. Yeah, what I'm saying, And I 227 00:11:36,200 --> 00:11:37,880 Speaker 1: was on the block when Tip was doing like I'm 228 00:11:37,920 --> 00:11:43,000 Speaker 1: serious and what I'm saying. So for me, I'm not 229 00:11:43,080 --> 00:11:45,880 Speaker 1: a carping them, not a you know, I'm not a 230 00:11:45,880 --> 00:11:48,080 Speaker 1: mechanic and none of those things. But I do understand 231 00:11:48,080 --> 00:11:51,200 Speaker 1: the streets in the way that I can articulate, you know, 232 00:11:51,960 --> 00:11:54,280 Speaker 1: what I'm seeing or what I'm going through. So I 233 00:11:54,360 --> 00:11:59,000 Speaker 1: kind of felt like for me likeminating way. So I thought, yeah, 234 00:12:01,000 --> 00:12:04,880 Speaker 1: I thought, but but what it was was I kind 235 00:12:04,880 --> 00:12:07,160 Speaker 1: of felt like they weren't talking for us because it 236 00:12:07,280 --> 00:12:09,280 Speaker 1: was just like on the surface, like you can hear 237 00:12:09,320 --> 00:12:11,640 Speaker 1: about the how I made you feel like you know, 238 00:12:11,679 --> 00:12:13,880 Speaker 1: if you read something to make you feel like you're 239 00:12:13,920 --> 00:12:16,920 Speaker 1: like damn, like, yeah, I feel that I wanted that, 240 00:12:17,200 --> 00:12:18,760 Speaker 1: and I was like, the only way I'm gonna get 241 00:12:18,760 --> 00:12:21,880 Speaker 1: that if I do it. And I wasn't trying to 242 00:12:21,920 --> 00:12:23,880 Speaker 1: wrap in the beginnings. That's what it was kind of 243 00:12:23,920 --> 00:12:26,240 Speaker 1: weird because I was trying to put you know, other 244 00:12:26,280 --> 00:12:29,520 Speaker 1: people on it was in the yeah and the mac 245 00:12:29,640 --> 00:12:31,439 Speaker 1: and and it just didn't work out that way, and 246 00:12:32,000 --> 00:12:35,400 Speaker 1: I was kind of stuck and didn't have outlet, so 247 00:12:35,440 --> 00:12:37,320 Speaker 1: I kind of had to do it myself, so to speak. 248 00:12:37,840 --> 00:12:40,880 Speaker 1: But um, you know, it took a while to get 249 00:12:40,880 --> 00:12:44,199 Speaker 1: it to a point where it didn't sound like corny, 250 00:12:44,600 --> 00:12:46,400 Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying. And once I figured it out, 251 00:12:46,400 --> 00:12:48,720 Speaker 1: I'm like, damn, And it was just like I'm gonna 252 00:12:48,760 --> 00:12:51,839 Speaker 1: talk about what I'm going through. But at the same time, 253 00:12:52,160 --> 00:12:54,960 Speaker 1: it was a little weird because like you said, it 254 00:12:55,080 --> 00:12:57,640 Speaker 1: was almost incriminating myself and the people around me, so 255 00:12:58,360 --> 00:13:00,840 Speaker 1: you know, it's a little push back there. Um. And 256 00:13:00,880 --> 00:13:02,840 Speaker 1: then also it was like ship, I'm gonna either do 257 00:13:02,920 --> 00:13:04,679 Speaker 1: this or that. So I really talk about this ship. 258 00:13:05,040 --> 00:13:07,319 Speaker 1: But then when you look at this generation now, you're like, damn, 259 00:13:07,360 --> 00:13:10,360 Speaker 1: they're talking about what they're doing. They're talking about what 260 00:13:11,280 --> 00:13:13,640 Speaker 1: You can't really look at them and be like, they 261 00:13:13,679 --> 00:13:16,040 Speaker 1: know that ship sale, you know, just like I knew 262 00:13:16,080 --> 00:13:18,640 Speaker 1: that the street ship was sale because people are only 263 00:13:18,640 --> 00:13:22,280 Speaker 1: gonna buy what they think is authentic, right, And that's 264 00:13:22,360 --> 00:13:24,640 Speaker 1: that's what I felt like my my lane was. And 265 00:13:24,679 --> 00:13:25,959 Speaker 1: when I kind of figured it out, it was like, 266 00:13:26,040 --> 00:13:28,760 Speaker 1: damn it stuf motivation because it ain't just about you know, 267 00:13:28,840 --> 00:13:31,080 Speaker 1: getting money and buying cars, just about like, no, I'm 268 00:13:31,080 --> 00:13:33,800 Speaker 1: gonna motivate y'all to go out here and do something 269 00:13:33,840 --> 00:13:37,760 Speaker 1: above and beyond what we all know. Your uncle Ricky 270 00:13:37,880 --> 00:13:39,440 Speaker 1: or your uncle this one, you know what I mean. People, 271 00:13:39,480 --> 00:13:40,959 Speaker 1: you just know it's like I want to be bigger 272 00:13:41,000 --> 00:13:44,400 Speaker 1: than him, because my cousin then was they was doing 273 00:13:44,440 --> 00:13:46,360 Speaker 1: their thing. But it's just like even and they even 274 00:13:46,440 --> 00:13:51,080 Speaker 1: dipped and dabbing music, I want to do it such 275 00:13:51,120 --> 00:13:54,280 Speaker 1: a different way and and and got it done. So 276 00:13:54,320 --> 00:13:55,959 Speaker 1: I even look at them and be like they kind 277 00:13:55,960 --> 00:13:58,679 Speaker 1: of gave me like a little bit of the playbook 278 00:13:58,880 --> 00:14:01,200 Speaker 1: set your tone right, want to be able to take off. 279 00:14:01,920 --> 00:14:10,640 Speaker 1: I just took it over when I got big do 280 00:14:10,800 --> 00:14:13,679 Speaker 1: Survivor's Remorse ever? Kicking on your something? Oh my god, bro, 281 00:14:13,960 --> 00:14:17,600 Speaker 1: the biggest ship ever. Um, I can say I dealt 282 00:14:17,600 --> 00:14:21,960 Speaker 1: with Survivor's Remorse into the recession. It's when I really 283 00:14:22,000 --> 00:14:24,240 Speaker 1: just sat there and I was like, I can't save everybody. 284 00:14:24,240 --> 00:14:27,480 Speaker 1: I tried a million times, Bro, It's not gonna work, 285 00:14:27,560 --> 00:14:30,160 Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying. I keep digging myself in 286 00:14:30,240 --> 00:14:35,280 Speaker 1: a deeper hole and I'm not well, I'm drinking, I'm smoking, 287 00:14:35,320 --> 00:14:38,680 Speaker 1: I'm not focused, you know what I'm saying. And it 288 00:14:38,760 --> 00:14:42,160 Speaker 1: just got to a point where I just kicked everything. 289 00:14:42,320 --> 00:14:44,000 Speaker 1: You know, for that time when I wrote to Ressessing, 290 00:14:44,040 --> 00:14:45,840 Speaker 1: it was like the first time I really sat back. 291 00:14:46,240 --> 00:14:50,560 Speaker 1: I started reading books, started figuring out my health because 292 00:14:50,560 --> 00:14:53,640 Speaker 1: it's just like I was drinking Champagne Ean wolf House 293 00:14:53,720 --> 00:14:55,800 Speaker 1: every night, you know what I'm saying. So I'm just like, 294 00:14:56,800 --> 00:14:58,920 Speaker 1: you know, and and and I just started to slowly 295 00:14:58,920 --> 00:15:00,480 Speaker 1: figure that out. And I started in a little bit 296 00:15:00,480 --> 00:15:02,920 Speaker 1: about politics, and that's how I wrote that record. But 297 00:15:02,920 --> 00:15:04,680 Speaker 1: it's the hardest thing ever downe, Bro, you know what 298 00:15:04,680 --> 00:15:06,760 Speaker 1: I'm saying, because everybody lived the mouse, you know, the 299 00:15:06,800 --> 00:15:09,800 Speaker 1: whole hood, whole block, you know, especially in my first 300 00:15:09,840 --> 00:15:11,640 Speaker 1: couple of hours, it was like it was like the 301 00:15:11,680 --> 00:15:13,280 Speaker 1: hood house. You know, you come, you get a bed, 302 00:15:13,360 --> 00:15:15,560 Speaker 1: you get a room, sleep on the floor or whatever. 303 00:15:15,640 --> 00:15:17,480 Speaker 1: So it's like I'm taking my whole hood around the 304 00:15:17,560 --> 00:15:20,720 Speaker 1: road for years, you know, at least the first ten years. 305 00:15:20,960 --> 00:15:23,160 Speaker 1: How you how you deal with resentment though, like mother 306 00:15:23,200 --> 00:15:26,680 Speaker 1: puker that might resent you for your choice. Um, I 307 00:15:26,720 --> 00:15:28,440 Speaker 1: had to learn how to deal with that. Bro Like, 308 00:15:29,120 --> 00:15:32,480 Speaker 1: a lot of that is knowing when you stand with yourself, 309 00:15:33,120 --> 00:15:35,840 Speaker 1: and then a lot of that is understanding like the 310 00:15:35,880 --> 00:15:38,640 Speaker 1: things that really matter. Because when I went to jail 311 00:15:38,680 --> 00:15:40,640 Speaker 1: the last time at l A, like I really thought 312 00:15:41,400 --> 00:15:43,120 Speaker 1: for the for the murder charge and trying to put 313 00:15:43,280 --> 00:15:45,840 Speaker 1: put on me in the bay, I really felt like 314 00:15:46,880 --> 00:15:48,800 Speaker 1: people are gonna stand up and do what they're supposed 315 00:15:48,840 --> 00:15:50,440 Speaker 1: to do for my people's while I was locked up. 316 00:15:51,040 --> 00:15:53,080 Speaker 1: But I ain't nobody do nothing, you know what I mean. 317 00:15:53,160 --> 00:15:55,560 Speaker 1: So that was like the last straw for me because 318 00:15:55,560 --> 00:15:57,440 Speaker 1: I was already in some ship that I ain't do 319 00:15:58,000 --> 00:15:59,880 Speaker 1: what I'm saying. So I'm at Leashall can do is 320 00:16:00,800 --> 00:16:02,520 Speaker 1: make sure that straight and it didn't happen, So it 321 00:16:02,600 --> 00:16:06,160 Speaker 1: just really it really just showed me that when everybody 322 00:16:06,200 --> 00:16:07,880 Speaker 1: else is in the jam, I'm the first one to 323 00:16:08,000 --> 00:16:10,320 Speaker 1: come to try to at least get him out. But 324 00:16:10,400 --> 00:16:12,120 Speaker 1: then when the fifth on me and I didn't really 325 00:16:12,160 --> 00:16:14,440 Speaker 1: have no way to maneuver, I was kind of on 326 00:16:14,480 --> 00:16:16,960 Speaker 1: my own. So it kind of it really made me 327 00:16:17,000 --> 00:16:18,560 Speaker 1: just be like, you know whatever, bro, you gotta make 328 00:16:18,600 --> 00:16:20,920 Speaker 1: sure you're good and take care of your kids and 329 00:16:21,480 --> 00:16:24,120 Speaker 1: your employees and the people around you that believe in 330 00:16:24,120 --> 00:16:27,480 Speaker 1: your vision. Like you can't make sure everybody else and 331 00:16:27,560 --> 00:16:29,480 Speaker 1: the same ship with you, like you like right now, 332 00:16:29,560 --> 00:16:38,720 Speaker 1: Like you can't have everybody on the podcast ain't like 333 00:16:39,560 --> 00:16:46,160 Speaker 1: what you're talking about. It's real, because it's like it's 334 00:16:46,200 --> 00:16:49,360 Speaker 1: everything I worked for, and it's crazy when you're paying 335 00:16:49,560 --> 00:16:53,440 Speaker 1: paying lawsuits and you know you're belding niggas out, nobody 336 00:16:53,480 --> 00:16:55,400 Speaker 1: really want to be around you. Because when I had 337 00:16:55,520 --> 00:16:57,200 Speaker 1: one time I was supposed to get this big deal. 338 00:16:57,280 --> 00:16:59,400 Speaker 1: Man dude say he came in the club and he 339 00:16:59,480 --> 00:17:01,040 Speaker 1: was trying to talk to me, said he couldn't get 340 00:17:01,040 --> 00:17:03,440 Speaker 1: through a hundred people. You know what I'm saying, had 341 00:17:03,440 --> 00:17:05,040 Speaker 1: a big check from me. You know what I'm saying. 342 00:17:05,080 --> 00:17:07,159 Speaker 1: He was just like, man, your people were so rude 343 00:17:07,200 --> 00:17:09,639 Speaker 1: and so just and I'm just like, damn, like, but 344 00:17:09,760 --> 00:17:11,960 Speaker 1: wasn't that the first was that the energy though at first, 345 00:17:12,000 --> 00:17:13,199 Speaker 1: Like you know what I'm saying, don't that. Don't they 346 00:17:13,280 --> 00:17:16,080 Speaker 1: get back to the gym. But the craziest thing is, bro, 347 00:17:16,200 --> 00:17:19,359 Speaker 1: I ain't never felt like that. I ain't never because 348 00:17:19,359 --> 00:17:21,240 Speaker 1: I don't go out hand just do No, I don't 349 00:17:21,240 --> 00:17:23,080 Speaker 1: don't nobody in the street. I ain't ran out with 350 00:17:23,119 --> 00:17:25,439 Speaker 1: nobody bag you know what I'm saying, Like, I ain't 351 00:17:25,520 --> 00:17:27,480 Speaker 1: bathering no rappers, you know what I'm saying, Like, so 352 00:17:27,800 --> 00:17:29,399 Speaker 1: I never felt it was like, let's go out and 353 00:17:29,440 --> 00:17:32,080 Speaker 1: have a good time. You know what, people we got 354 00:17:32,119 --> 00:17:34,199 Speaker 1: the hood, we're moving, so I ain't that like we 355 00:17:34,240 --> 00:17:36,399 Speaker 1: went out of town to been some instances. What's like 356 00:17:36,440 --> 00:17:38,280 Speaker 1: some ship happened, you know, and they got a handle. 357 00:17:38,280 --> 00:17:39,840 Speaker 1: They've been I respect that, you know what I'm saying, 358 00:17:39,840 --> 00:17:43,119 Speaker 1: that you're careful, but I ain't looking for that. So 359 00:17:43,160 --> 00:17:46,520 Speaker 1: it's just like block them, but not the money, you 360 00:17:46,560 --> 00:17:48,080 Speaker 1: know what I'm saying, Like you know what I'm saying, like, 361 00:17:48,119 --> 00:17:50,480 Speaker 1: don't block the checker. This is how we all gonna 362 00:17:50,480 --> 00:17:53,760 Speaker 1: eat and especially don't do that and be costing us 363 00:17:53,800 --> 00:17:56,080 Speaker 1: money because now we got to pay all these lawsuits 364 00:17:56,119 --> 00:17:58,639 Speaker 1: because something that popped off and all these lawyers like 365 00:17:58,800 --> 00:18:01,040 Speaker 1: you know that ship ain't cheap, bro, So at least 366 00:18:01,160 --> 00:18:04,320 Speaker 1: let the money come in, you know, as I felt 367 00:18:04,440 --> 00:18:06,720 Speaker 1: one of one of our episodes that the streets love 368 00:18:06,800 --> 00:18:08,240 Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying that they probably want to 369 00:18:08,240 --> 00:18:11,000 Speaker 1: hear you speak on it was your brother former business 370 00:18:11,040 --> 00:18:13,000 Speaker 1: partner can't be you know, he came and chopped it 371 00:18:13,040 --> 00:18:15,040 Speaker 1: up with us. Where you're at what king be because 372 00:18:15,040 --> 00:18:18,600 Speaker 1: like I said, the history that you'll made can't be replaced. 373 00:18:18,960 --> 00:18:20,639 Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying, nobody can take away from that. 374 00:18:20,680 --> 00:18:24,119 Speaker 1: But where you currently all spoke or I'm no, we 375 00:18:24,200 --> 00:18:26,679 Speaker 1: haven't spoke. I'm in peace with it, you know what 376 00:18:26,680 --> 00:18:28,880 Speaker 1: I'm saying. I ain't on front. I called the episode. 377 00:18:28,960 --> 00:18:32,760 Speaker 1: I really you know, appreciate you keeping it even you 378 00:18:32,760 --> 00:18:36,359 Speaker 1: know what I'm saying, Like in solid um, I feel 379 00:18:36,359 --> 00:18:38,719 Speaker 1: like y'all brother you know how that brothers you know 380 00:18:38,760 --> 00:18:40,800 Speaker 1: they just did how I'd be feeling about that, and 381 00:18:41,080 --> 00:18:43,439 Speaker 1: it's and it's right, But my thing is like I 382 00:18:43,560 --> 00:18:46,880 Speaker 1: just kind of felt like come on. Let me about that. 383 00:18:47,560 --> 00:18:50,040 Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying, like, don't try to assassinate 384 00:18:50,080 --> 00:18:53,080 Speaker 1: my character with everything that I'm done with him for 385 00:18:53,240 --> 00:18:57,040 Speaker 1: you right, and my whole thing was and I'll tell 386 00:18:57,119 --> 00:18:59,359 Speaker 1: him that we haven't been through some real ship, Like 387 00:18:59,400 --> 00:19:01,240 Speaker 1: but do you feel you have any valid points? Were 388 00:19:01,240 --> 00:19:04,000 Speaker 1: anything he's saying? I feel yeah? Or is he does 389 00:19:04,040 --> 00:19:07,239 Speaker 1: he have a reason to be able to look at 390 00:19:07,240 --> 00:19:09,520 Speaker 1: it a different way if you took yourself outside of 391 00:19:09,560 --> 00:19:12,960 Speaker 1: yourself and looked at it from his perspective. Well, I 392 00:19:13,040 --> 00:19:15,320 Speaker 1: go to my perspective first, because we haven't been through 393 00:19:15,320 --> 00:19:17,560 Speaker 1: some ship. Like I said, clubs, you know what I mean. 394 00:19:17,600 --> 00:19:20,560 Speaker 1: We was younger, nig jumping me, didn't do nothing, you 395 00:19:20,640 --> 00:19:24,760 Speaker 1: know what I'm saying that, So that's that started. You 396 00:19:24,800 --> 00:19:27,160 Speaker 1: know what I'm saying, Like, bro, like you, we had 397 00:19:27,200 --> 00:19:30,440 Speaker 1: some things happen, but that's my little bro, you know 398 00:19:30,440 --> 00:19:33,199 Speaker 1: what I'm saying. So I got love for him, But 399 00:19:33,320 --> 00:19:36,000 Speaker 1: I'm like, bro, if you don't agree with something I do, 400 00:19:36,040 --> 00:19:38,760 Speaker 1: you gotta come holier at me. That's like with with 401 00:19:38,760 --> 00:19:41,840 Speaker 1: with you in day, like y'all going to talk before 402 00:19:41,880 --> 00:19:46,440 Speaker 1: you go public and make you know, make these what 403 00:19:46,480 --> 00:19:48,520 Speaker 1: you what you took what you took. What he said, 404 00:19:48,560 --> 00:19:51,520 Speaker 1: what you took like some kind of way I took. 405 00:19:51,920 --> 00:19:53,800 Speaker 1: I didn't even take nothing. He said some tipe where 406 00:19:53,840 --> 00:19:55,359 Speaker 1: I took the fact that he took me the court. 407 00:19:56,840 --> 00:19:59,679 Speaker 1: I had to get understand against somebody I slipt on 408 00:20:00,200 --> 00:20:04,000 Speaker 1: air matches with when I had a vision, I like 409 00:20:04,160 --> 00:20:06,439 Speaker 1: kink one in the music bro, like that was what 410 00:20:06,520 --> 00:20:08,120 Speaker 1: he was doing. I had a vision. I'm like, Yo, 411 00:20:08,160 --> 00:20:10,760 Speaker 1: you gotta come and we're gonna figure this out. But again, 412 00:20:11,040 --> 00:20:13,119 Speaker 1: you know, it's like the homies. Just tell me. Your 413 00:20:13,200 --> 00:20:15,040 Speaker 1: understanding is the best thing to have in the world, 414 00:20:15,400 --> 00:20:18,520 Speaker 1: meaning that we're doing certain things together. But I'm doing 415 00:20:18,560 --> 00:20:20,280 Speaker 1: more on my end because I'm out here and I'm 416 00:20:20,320 --> 00:20:22,840 Speaker 1: moving around. I'm spending bread here and there. So when 417 00:20:22,840 --> 00:20:26,680 Speaker 1: it popped off, we didn't have an understanding, you know 418 00:20:26,720 --> 00:20:29,600 Speaker 1: what I'm saying. But so you think that initial understanding 419 00:20:29,600 --> 00:20:33,480 Speaker 1: would have eliminated what's going on now because it's business 420 00:20:33,520 --> 00:20:36,760 Speaker 1: at this point, you know what I'm saying. So and 421 00:20:36,840 --> 00:20:38,679 Speaker 1: keep my brother, like I told Kick in the beginning, 422 00:20:38,720 --> 00:20:40,400 Speaker 1: like you don't got about these cars. You don't gotta 423 00:20:40,400 --> 00:20:42,679 Speaker 1: do all these things. Because it's like I'm the artist. 424 00:20:42,960 --> 00:20:44,359 Speaker 1: I have to look like this, I have to like 425 00:20:44,400 --> 00:20:46,399 Speaker 1: save all your money. Who do you think you know 426 00:20:46,400 --> 00:20:49,679 Speaker 1: what I'm saying, only any trip, But you know, whatever 427 00:20:49,760 --> 00:20:51,400 Speaker 1: that means to him, I don't know if he thought 428 00:20:51,480 --> 00:20:54,520 Speaker 1: that was meaning like you fall back, you know what 429 00:20:54,560 --> 00:20:56,960 Speaker 1: I'm saying, But I don't know. But at the same time, 430 00:20:57,160 --> 00:21:01,520 Speaker 1: just like I just did, and I'm not upset about it, 431 00:21:01,520 --> 00:21:03,960 Speaker 1: I just didn't understand, you know what I'm saying, why 432 00:21:04,000 --> 00:21:06,879 Speaker 1: he felt the need to be like you know, like 433 00:21:08,240 --> 00:21:10,960 Speaker 1: this is what it is like street crib, like crazy, 434 00:21:11,080 --> 00:21:15,800 Speaker 1: like what are we talking about? I invented the words 435 00:21:15,880 --> 00:21:17,920 Speaker 1: what I'm saying like, so for me, it's just like 436 00:21:18,800 --> 00:21:22,200 Speaker 1: that even a valid point, it's like it's the brotherhood. 437 00:21:22,600 --> 00:21:23,960 Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying. It is the respect is 438 00:21:23,960 --> 00:21:26,119 Speaker 1: the Lord's like come, come chopping up. You know what 439 00:21:26,119 --> 00:21:29,040 Speaker 1: I'm saying, wrong, right, I don't gotta I don't gotta agree, 440 00:21:29,560 --> 00:21:32,800 Speaker 1: but I can respect your position, you can respect mine. 441 00:21:32,840 --> 00:21:34,879 Speaker 1: We can move forward, probably don't get some more money together, 442 00:21:35,200 --> 00:21:37,280 Speaker 1: but absolutely like you said, you know, that's my brother. 443 00:21:37,320 --> 00:21:39,760 Speaker 1: So I can never say no, ill will. But at 444 00:21:39,760 --> 00:21:41,800 Speaker 1: the same time, it's been places where he hadn't been 445 00:21:41,920 --> 00:21:44,359 Speaker 1: right either that I ain't never get out of my head. 446 00:21:44,520 --> 00:21:47,560 Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying, Like, so is that you know. 447 00:21:47,600 --> 00:21:49,440 Speaker 1: I'm like, well you ain't all the way right, bro, 448 00:21:49,600 --> 00:21:51,199 Speaker 1: Like this happened, you know, and you know how to go. 449 00:21:51,240 --> 00:21:54,359 Speaker 1: It's like a relationship. I mean, you married to somebody, 450 00:21:54,440 --> 00:21:56,480 Speaker 1: you with somebody, things happening like you know, you didn't 451 00:21:56,480 --> 00:21:59,280 Speaker 1: handle that right, bro. But my point of cases, man, 452 00:21:59,320 --> 00:22:01,280 Speaker 1: I don't really got I know, malice of my heart 453 00:22:01,280 --> 00:22:04,359 Speaker 1: with anybody was everybody the best, you know, My only 454 00:22:04,400 --> 00:22:07,280 Speaker 1: great was sitting across from somebody that I know I 455 00:22:07,440 --> 00:22:10,119 Speaker 1: made a mean now a few times over in the 456 00:22:10,160 --> 00:22:13,520 Speaker 1: courtroom like that ship was like somebody taking a stand 457 00:22:13,560 --> 00:22:16,359 Speaker 1: against me. That's all I felt like, because that's my brother. 458 00:22:16,480 --> 00:22:20,520 Speaker 1: And didn't hurt you, of course, of course, because I 459 00:22:20,560 --> 00:22:23,320 Speaker 1: had to watch all the people that I put in 460 00:22:23,400 --> 00:22:26,960 Speaker 1: position look at me and say, you know you're wrong 461 00:22:27,080 --> 00:22:32,280 Speaker 1: for this again, it's the understanding. And the thing that 462 00:22:32,359 --> 00:22:35,280 Speaker 1: I say all the time that people might not understand 463 00:22:35,400 --> 00:22:37,719 Speaker 1: is and I tell any of these young cats coming up, 464 00:22:38,560 --> 00:22:41,160 Speaker 1: just make sure the business is right in the beginning. 465 00:22:41,200 --> 00:22:45,000 Speaker 1: In the beginning, because everybody has expectations and when it 466 00:22:45,040 --> 00:22:48,160 Speaker 1: doesn't go the way they expected it, it's not gonna 467 00:22:48,359 --> 00:22:51,280 Speaker 1: it's gonna be all bad. And after the fact, most 468 00:22:51,280 --> 00:22:57,800 Speaker 1: people's expectations are unrealistic correct, And then everybody's looking at 469 00:22:57,880 --> 00:23:02,080 Speaker 1: it now because it's successful, going I need this and that, 470 00:23:02,160 --> 00:23:04,040 Speaker 1: and I'm like, you know what what juve and I said, 471 00:23:04,040 --> 00:23:06,320 Speaker 1: I can't please everybody, and I love my folks, but 472 00:23:06,359 --> 00:23:12,400 Speaker 1: if I get everything baby like, but you know, love 473 00:23:13,320 --> 00:23:20,200 Speaker 1: shout out the king man, you know bottom, Yeah, what's that? 474 00:23:21,720 --> 00:23:30,920 Speaker 1: You might want this? They gave me a recently, said 475 00:23:31,800 --> 00:23:37,680 Speaker 1: each other their yeah, I'm yeah right, yeah, I mean 476 00:23:37,720 --> 00:23:40,000 Speaker 1: you know the same thing. Communication, bro, Like, I'm not 477 00:23:40,040 --> 00:23:43,640 Speaker 1: ain't gonna like not percent anything I've ever been into 478 00:23:43,640 --> 00:23:48,120 Speaker 1: this game in the streets, in business and everything. It's communication, bro. 479 00:23:48,520 --> 00:23:52,280 Speaker 1: And you know, I ain't never had none but love 480 00:23:52,400 --> 00:23:55,239 Speaker 1: for gears. Man. You know, my whole thing was, you know, 481 00:23:55,359 --> 00:23:57,200 Speaker 1: give signed to me for me to get him a deal. 482 00:23:58,000 --> 00:23:59,760 Speaker 1: I had a lot of bad energy around me. I 483 00:24:00,000 --> 00:24:02,399 Speaker 1: and doing the right things by exact so they weren't 484 00:24:02,440 --> 00:24:04,400 Speaker 1: trying to look out for me because I was doing 485 00:24:04,440 --> 00:24:07,359 Speaker 1: there on some tupox it. I'm like a rebel. I 486 00:24:07,359 --> 00:24:08,880 Speaker 1: don't want to do this. I paid for a funk 487 00:24:08,920 --> 00:24:10,480 Speaker 1: out of it. So it's like I didn't have those 488 00:24:10,520 --> 00:24:12,480 Speaker 1: type of relationships, so I couldn't get him to deal. 489 00:24:13,119 --> 00:24:14,600 Speaker 1: And when it fell through and I kept with the 490 00:24:14,640 --> 00:24:16,320 Speaker 1: buck with him, I was like, bro, I can't. I 491 00:24:16,359 --> 00:24:19,080 Speaker 1: can't do it. And I think that he just took 492 00:24:19,080 --> 00:24:21,119 Speaker 1: that is I didn't want to help anymore, and I 493 00:24:21,119 --> 00:24:24,800 Speaker 1: don't think that's what it was. But again, communication, you 494 00:24:24,800 --> 00:24:28,240 Speaker 1: know what I'm saying, expectations, So even when this ship happened, 495 00:24:29,160 --> 00:24:32,280 Speaker 1: I didn't take it personal because I'm an artist too, 496 00:24:33,000 --> 00:24:34,919 Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying. So I've been a situations 497 00:24:34,920 --> 00:24:37,960 Speaker 1: where exacts don't do things I need. I'm exact now, 498 00:24:38,600 --> 00:24:40,359 Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying. So I can't he's an artist. 499 00:24:40,440 --> 00:24:42,080 Speaker 1: I can't look at it and be like I ain't 500 00:24:42,080 --> 00:24:44,639 Speaker 1: ever flipped out on nobody, you know what I'm saying. 501 00:24:44,720 --> 00:24:47,679 Speaker 1: I was just like, I'm like, all right, yeah, but 502 00:24:47,880 --> 00:24:50,040 Speaker 1: I can't say. You know, I go by how I 503 00:24:50,119 --> 00:24:52,359 Speaker 1: feeling energy. Even when I saw him, he saw me, 504 00:24:53,200 --> 00:24:55,359 Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying, it wouldn't. I didn't feel 505 00:24:55,400 --> 00:24:59,520 Speaker 1: like it was no issues. I'm just like, you know 506 00:25:00,040 --> 00:25:01,880 Speaker 1: up right, and it's crazy, but we was just getting 507 00:25:01,920 --> 00:25:03,600 Speaker 1: on the private jet, so it was just us on 508 00:25:03,640 --> 00:25:06,560 Speaker 1: the jet, you know. So it's like we smoke were there. 509 00:25:06,720 --> 00:25:15,359 Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying, Like, yeah, but you and 510 00:25:16,680 --> 00:25:18,600 Speaker 1: I heard the record, you know he put out. I 511 00:25:18,600 --> 00:25:20,680 Speaker 1: heard the statement he said, I can't do no respect 512 00:25:20,680 --> 00:25:25,280 Speaker 1: there because we all um should have the opportunity to grow, 513 00:25:26,240 --> 00:25:28,120 Speaker 1: you know, like I was telling him, like even when 514 00:25:28,119 --> 00:25:30,240 Speaker 1: I went in nas like that. It was the way 515 00:25:30,280 --> 00:25:33,400 Speaker 1: he handled the situation and made me be like when 516 00:25:33,400 --> 00:25:37,280 Speaker 1: I did hip hop, ain't then I flipped out. I 517 00:25:37,320 --> 00:25:39,399 Speaker 1: thought he was really talking about you agree, you'd be 518 00:25:39,400 --> 00:25:45,720 Speaker 1: flipping out. I'm better now, I'm better now to flip 519 00:25:45,760 --> 00:25:50,600 Speaker 1: it out. What do you think it is? Misunderstanding um communication? 520 00:25:50,720 --> 00:25:53,639 Speaker 1: But the biggest thing is trauma from the street. Bro, 521 00:25:54,200 --> 00:25:58,480 Speaker 1: nobody do you know smoking? You drink and that makes 522 00:25:58,520 --> 00:26:03,639 Speaker 1: you jump the gun before you avoid right. I had 523 00:26:03,640 --> 00:26:05,919 Speaker 1: to start like taking care of myself so I can 524 00:26:06,000 --> 00:26:08,520 Speaker 1: have clarity, right right, Like I got get the propert. 525 00:26:08,600 --> 00:26:12,240 Speaker 1: I wasn't sleeping. I wouldn't. You were like just on 526 00:26:12,560 --> 00:26:16,000 Speaker 1: edge everything. Yeah you can tell me something. He tells 527 00:26:16,040 --> 00:26:17,639 Speaker 1: me something. I'm like, oh, oh, so y'all trying to 528 00:26:17,640 --> 00:26:22,960 Speaker 1: play me now? Every yea, what relationship you can go 529 00:26:23,040 --> 00:26:24,680 Speaker 1: back in your mind would be like, Man, I funked 530 00:26:24,720 --> 00:26:35,320 Speaker 1: that one up all front all bro like, because because 531 00:26:35,359 --> 00:26:37,680 Speaker 1: I because because I didn't like one thing I learned, 532 00:26:37,760 --> 00:26:41,920 Speaker 1: I pride myself home. It's not reacting anymore, you know 533 00:26:41,960 --> 00:26:43,880 Speaker 1: what I'm say. I'm saying because even if people do 534 00:26:43,960 --> 00:26:46,720 Speaker 1: stuff just because they feel away, you ain't gotta get 535 00:26:46,720 --> 00:26:50,760 Speaker 1: on you. And that's just like I just found myself 536 00:26:50,800 --> 00:26:53,200 Speaker 1: matching the energy because I got my chest out because 537 00:26:53,200 --> 00:26:55,120 Speaker 1: I'm like, I'm did this, I made it. I'm making 538 00:26:55,119 --> 00:26:57,720 Speaker 1: sure everybody straight, y'all gonna respect something. But it ain't 539 00:26:57,720 --> 00:27:00,480 Speaker 1: about that. If you people the right way, they're gonna respect. 540 00:27:00,480 --> 00:27:02,400 Speaker 1: She's gonna be loyal. So you don't have to regardless. 541 00:27:02,800 --> 00:27:05,560 Speaker 1: You don't have to rule a fear coming from the streets. 542 00:27:05,720 --> 00:27:07,760 Speaker 1: You know, you like, your first thing is if you 543 00:27:07,800 --> 00:27:09,640 Speaker 1: don't think about this, she's gonna run on my bag. 544 00:27:09,720 --> 00:27:12,240 Speaker 1: So you're thinking, you think like the ship I did 545 00:27:12,359 --> 00:27:14,800 Speaker 1: to y'all made y'all do some ship that y'all can't 546 00:27:14,800 --> 00:27:17,800 Speaker 1: come back from. So that you did, okay, So the 547 00:27:17,880 --> 00:27:21,639 Speaker 1: ship I did to y'all, y'all understood what I was 548 00:27:21,680 --> 00:27:24,679 Speaker 1: going through. The ship I did to y'all, so basically, 549 00:27:24,760 --> 00:27:26,879 Speaker 1: the ship that y'all did to me that made me 550 00:27:26,960 --> 00:27:29,640 Speaker 1: flip was really my fault. But since y'all did it, 551 00:27:29,640 --> 00:27:32,480 Speaker 1: it's over. No. I think what it was we were 552 00:27:32,520 --> 00:27:37,040 Speaker 1: all trauma bonded, trauma Bundy. That's how I was hurting. 553 00:27:42,240 --> 00:27:48,399 Speaker 1: And now we got power and we all drinking and 554 00:27:48,440 --> 00:27:52,680 Speaker 1: smoking and and and you know, and things are happening 555 00:27:52,720 --> 00:27:54,960 Speaker 1: around us in the hood. People still dying, people still 556 00:27:54,960 --> 00:27:56,600 Speaker 1: going to jail, and we're all trying to make it. 557 00:27:56,640 --> 00:27:58,760 Speaker 1: And I'm just like, you know, we're happening to my 558 00:27:58,840 --> 00:28:00,560 Speaker 1: chain you had on other night. Don't know where is 559 00:28:00,600 --> 00:28:03,359 Speaker 1: that you might have really lost it. But now I'm like, 560 00:28:03,440 --> 00:28:07,639 Speaker 1: I'm like, I feeling like it from trying me. So 561 00:28:07,680 --> 00:28:09,639 Speaker 1: now I'm like, but now I gotta tell the other homie, 562 00:28:09,680 --> 00:28:12,520 Speaker 1: like hey man, you know, so now I'm getting him 563 00:28:12,520 --> 00:28:14,960 Speaker 1: on my side against him and now all of a sudden, 564 00:28:15,000 --> 00:28:16,080 Speaker 1: you know what I mean. So it's just a lot 565 00:28:16,119 --> 00:28:19,360 Speaker 1: of trauma bonding. And I just think when I started 566 00:28:19,359 --> 00:28:21,240 Speaker 1: to hear from my trauma, like, it was no need 567 00:28:21,280 --> 00:28:23,359 Speaker 1: to bond like that anymore, because I didn't need the energy, 568 00:28:23,400 --> 00:28:25,840 Speaker 1: Like I don't need you know, I just wanted to like, 569 00:28:26,480 --> 00:28:28,560 Speaker 1: you know, what I mean, like Gangsters Paradise. I don't 570 00:28:28,560 --> 00:28:31,600 Speaker 1: want to go travel be easy. Yeah, I don't the 571 00:28:31,680 --> 00:28:33,439 Speaker 1: niggers with me. I'm gonna they're gonna say thing what 572 00:28:33,520 --> 00:28:40,760 Speaker 1: happened to me by myself, like it ain't like it 573 00:28:40,760 --> 00:28:42,800 Speaker 1: he happened before, you know what I'm saying. And it 574 00:28:42,800 --> 00:28:45,360 Speaker 1: ain't got to be trying to be tough. It just 575 00:28:45,680 --> 00:28:49,440 Speaker 1: is what it is. I'm a man first, wrap anything 576 00:28:49,560 --> 00:28:52,480 Speaker 1: like bro that you just don't have to take that. 577 00:28:52,480 --> 00:28:54,080 Speaker 1: That's it. By the way, I can pay for my 578 00:28:54,160 --> 00:28:56,280 Speaker 1: own lawyer, like I only need to pay for ten 579 00:28:56,360 --> 00:28:58,480 Speaker 1: people's lawyers. And I just think it was a lot 580 00:28:58,560 --> 00:29:01,200 Speaker 1: of trauma bonding because you gotta think about it. Nobody's 581 00:29:01,280 --> 00:29:04,520 Speaker 1: really you know, even while I'm proud of y'all guys, 582 00:29:04,600 --> 00:29:07,600 Speaker 1: because I know you know, I know you'll personally this 583 00:29:07,640 --> 00:29:10,040 Speaker 1: is a platform you guys built, but you're only able 584 00:29:10,080 --> 00:29:14,720 Speaker 1: to connect with people through your trauma, what you understand 585 00:29:14,760 --> 00:29:16,960 Speaker 1: and what you know, and that's what makes it dope. 586 00:29:17,000 --> 00:29:19,400 Speaker 1: But the thing is if because but to me, this 587 00:29:19,520 --> 00:29:25,080 Speaker 1: is like a healing table minuster dealy. Yeah, but when 588 00:29:25,120 --> 00:29:27,240 Speaker 1: everybody ain't around the table trying to hear, it just 589 00:29:27,280 --> 00:29:29,720 Speaker 1: brings you back. Now, I gotta match your energy, you 590 00:29:29,760 --> 00:29:31,239 Speaker 1: know what I'm saying. No, I gotta watch you now, 591 00:29:31,280 --> 00:29:34,160 Speaker 1: I gotta you know, see how I'm really feeling. Now, 592 00:29:34,160 --> 00:29:36,040 Speaker 1: I can't really tell you my secrets because I know 593 00:29:36,080 --> 00:29:40,160 Speaker 1: you're gonna go tell somebody, so like what's the friendship? 594 00:29:40,240 --> 00:29:42,360 Speaker 1: And then now is now it's like you need me, 595 00:29:42,400 --> 00:29:44,200 Speaker 1: so you're gonna guess man me the deferen It's like 596 00:29:44,200 --> 00:29:47,280 Speaker 1: I don't need you're telling me to go out here 597 00:29:47,280 --> 00:29:49,680 Speaker 1: and do this. I'm gonna lose everything, you know what 598 00:29:49,680 --> 00:29:51,440 Speaker 1: I'm saying, But you don't care because guess what, you 599 00:29:51,560 --> 00:29:53,360 Speaker 1: rather me not have it than have it and share 600 00:29:53,360 --> 00:29:55,400 Speaker 1: it with you. You just don't want me to have 601 00:29:55,480 --> 00:29:58,400 Speaker 1: it because you don't have it, correct, you know what 602 00:29:58,440 --> 00:30:05,640 Speaker 1: I'm saying. That's I'm just yeah, it real. And one 603 00:30:05,640 --> 00:30:07,240 Speaker 1: of the reasons why now you know I feel for 604 00:30:07,280 --> 00:30:11,600 Speaker 1: these younger guys man, because just like the ship. So really, 605 00:30:12,200 --> 00:30:15,160 Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying, like, who can you trust? 606 00:30:15,240 --> 00:30:17,720 Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying, Like you know, and that's 607 00:30:17,760 --> 00:30:19,520 Speaker 1: the point. You got a bunch of young cats getting 608 00:30:19,520 --> 00:30:22,600 Speaker 1: his money and they're all trumme bond. Everybody that's around 609 00:30:23,080 --> 00:30:26,120 Speaker 1: they clicked up it's who whatever the balls say, that's 610 00:30:26,120 --> 00:30:28,760 Speaker 1: what we're gonna do. Yeah, they're ready onna go. So 611 00:30:28,840 --> 00:30:32,840 Speaker 1: let me ask you this. So, with your your growth 612 00:30:33,200 --> 00:30:36,080 Speaker 1: and you're getting older and you're having a different perspective 613 00:30:36,160 --> 00:30:41,320 Speaker 1: and understanding better how life works, what part did your 614 00:30:41,360 --> 00:30:45,160 Speaker 1: wife and your children playing too that? I think, um 615 00:30:45,200 --> 00:30:48,920 Speaker 1: A big part. I think that once you have a 616 00:30:48,920 --> 00:30:55,760 Speaker 1: real responsibility like in h a commitment to protect, provide, 617 00:30:55,840 --> 00:30:59,560 Speaker 1: and profess, it's real. I can't go out. Heead just 618 00:30:59,680 --> 00:31:03,200 Speaker 1: getting to anything. You know. I almost my daughter to 619 00:31:03,280 --> 00:31:05,000 Speaker 1: see that. You know what I'm saying. You and my son, 620 00:31:05,120 --> 00:31:07,440 Speaker 1: it's like yeah, because I know the Darius was like 621 00:31:07,560 --> 00:31:11,560 Speaker 1: y'all really basically grew up together. But your younger daughters 622 00:31:11,600 --> 00:31:17,080 Speaker 1: like they I know, they like changed you for the better. Well, 623 00:31:17,120 --> 00:31:21,760 Speaker 1: my first to Darius made me become a man. That 624 00:31:21,840 --> 00:31:23,360 Speaker 1: was the point where I said, I'm going to figure 625 00:31:23,360 --> 00:31:27,360 Speaker 1: out a way to make a way without going to prison. 626 00:31:27,440 --> 00:31:34,360 Speaker 1: Leaving him. My oldest daughter was like my my um, 627 00:31:34,520 --> 00:31:38,400 Speaker 1: she was my drive, like she was my purpose. You 628 00:31:38,440 --> 00:31:40,000 Speaker 1: know what I'm saying. She was like this is why 629 00:31:40,000 --> 00:31:42,960 Speaker 1: I'm here. I'm saying. My daughter now was like she 630 00:31:43,120 --> 00:31:46,440 Speaker 1: just brought it all together's like, you know, you gotta 631 00:31:46,520 --> 00:31:48,840 Speaker 1: keep this tight, bro. You don't ever want to leave 632 00:31:48,880 --> 00:31:51,840 Speaker 1: your girls out here and you aut here. You know, 633 00:31:52,440 --> 00:31:55,680 Speaker 1: it makes me a thousand more percent responsible because it's 634 00:31:55,840 --> 00:31:58,080 Speaker 1: like now, you know, I told my son the other 635 00:31:58,160 --> 00:31:59,720 Speaker 1: day we saw he was like, yeah, you know, such 636 00:31:59,880 --> 00:32:01,560 Speaker 1: us got a new chance. I said, I could dig that. 637 00:32:02,120 --> 00:32:04,160 Speaker 1: You know that sounds good. You know you got twenty 638 00:32:04,200 --> 00:32:06,000 Speaker 1: of them. I said, well, you know, we got forty buildings. 639 00:32:06,040 --> 00:32:07,920 Speaker 1: You know, just keep that in mind, you know, I'm 640 00:32:09,120 --> 00:32:11,440 Speaker 1: that's that's that's how I'm thinking now, because like I 641 00:32:11,440 --> 00:32:13,880 Speaker 1: don't have to show people, you know what I'm saying 642 00:32:13,960 --> 00:32:18,120 Speaker 1: what I have, because that's that different level of being 643 00:32:18,720 --> 00:32:22,160 Speaker 1: secured with who you are, not having to spend all 644 00:32:22,200 --> 00:32:24,600 Speaker 1: this Yeah, it spent all this paper to show people 645 00:32:24,600 --> 00:32:26,840 Speaker 1: I still got it. You know, I said that ship, 646 00:32:26,960 --> 00:32:28,680 Speaker 1: I got four million cars and know where to go? 647 00:32:29,080 --> 00:32:31,160 Speaker 1: Do you know the last time I drove my Ferrari 648 00:32:31,360 --> 00:32:36,160 Speaker 1: or my Mussein was to the Trap Museum. I'm saying, tip, 649 00:32:36,280 --> 00:32:38,440 Speaker 1: last time I came, I ain't been You know what 650 00:32:38,440 --> 00:32:41,880 Speaker 1: I'm saying, I ain't nowhere to go. You know what 651 00:32:41,880 --> 00:32:43,920 Speaker 1: I'm saying, And that's the truth. It's like there's no 652 00:32:43,960 --> 00:32:49,200 Speaker 1: word to go, ain't know where to go? Different yeah, 653 00:32:49,320 --> 00:32:51,280 Speaker 1: different goals. And I'm not saying that to be funny. 654 00:32:51,320 --> 00:32:52,680 Speaker 1: I'm just saying, when you're about to have been at 655 00:32:52,680 --> 00:32:55,160 Speaker 1: you ain't got time to do, no plant. You know 656 00:32:55,200 --> 00:32:56,960 Speaker 1: what I'm saying, this this, this is this is for 657 00:32:57,000 --> 00:32:59,760 Speaker 1: the money, like, this is real. It's gonna change generation 658 00:32:59,800 --> 00:33:02,480 Speaker 1: of and this is gonna change my outlook of life. 659 00:33:02,520 --> 00:33:05,120 Speaker 1: And you know my palette has changed. I like fine dining. 660 00:33:05,200 --> 00:33:07,920 Speaker 1: Now what I'm saying, no more warf hous to be 661 00:33:08,760 --> 00:33:14,920 Speaker 1: It'll be ye man for that versus Yeah, how do 662 00:33:14,920 --> 00:33:17,240 Speaker 1: you feel about that? Versus? Man? I feel like it 663 00:33:17,400 --> 00:33:20,560 Speaker 1: just had to have it, bro, I feel it. How 664 00:33:20,640 --> 00:33:23,960 Speaker 1: you feel about about the outcome of it? Like I 665 00:33:24,000 --> 00:33:27,920 Speaker 1: feel like the thing I realized that nobody wins and 666 00:33:27,960 --> 00:33:32,280 Speaker 1: nobody loses. I learned that for sure. Um, I feel 667 00:33:32,320 --> 00:33:38,640 Speaker 1: like the outcome was it was. It was the best 668 00:33:38,680 --> 00:33:40,680 Speaker 1: outcome it could possibly be. You know what I'm saying. 669 00:33:40,680 --> 00:33:43,959 Speaker 1: You've got two street Cats that them been through you know, 670 00:33:44,520 --> 00:33:47,440 Speaker 1: a lot over the last couple with the last decade 671 00:33:47,520 --> 00:33:51,480 Speaker 1: or so. But it takes Magic City Stage and the 672 00:33:51,640 --> 00:33:55,040 Speaker 1: multip being all the company to help us come together 673 00:33:55,080 --> 00:33:58,160 Speaker 1: and figure it out, you know what I'm saying. And 674 00:33:58,280 --> 00:34:03,640 Speaker 1: for me, you know, it was more about being in 675 00:34:03,640 --> 00:34:07,520 Speaker 1: the same room because there's so much time and history 676 00:34:07,920 --> 00:34:11,560 Speaker 1: between that nobody really knows what's what. And even for me, 677 00:34:11,680 --> 00:34:14,600 Speaker 1: I'm seeing him out, him seeing me out. We've have 678 00:34:14,719 --> 00:34:16,960 Speaker 1: been on the same flight together. You know what I'm saying, 679 00:34:17,000 --> 00:34:19,880 Speaker 1: Like this know what I'm saying. So it's like, I'm like, bro, 680 00:34:19,960 --> 00:34:22,480 Speaker 1: I can't you know, I can't walk around with this 681 00:34:23,680 --> 00:34:26,919 Speaker 1: bag on my back because people thinking a certain way, 682 00:34:27,080 --> 00:34:30,280 Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying. And I'm just like, yo, 683 00:34:31,960 --> 00:34:34,319 Speaker 1: you know he you know, He's like, let's do it. 684 00:34:34,800 --> 00:34:36,440 Speaker 1: How do you feel when from back home and take 685 00:34:36,440 --> 00:34:40,360 Speaker 1: that ship some kind of way? Though I think that 686 00:34:40,360 --> 00:34:42,359 Speaker 1: that's real. I think they have the right to feel 687 00:34:42,360 --> 00:34:45,400 Speaker 1: how they feel. But everybody who really knows the truth 688 00:34:45,400 --> 00:34:47,839 Speaker 1: about that situation and want of the homies from down 689 00:34:47,840 --> 00:34:49,759 Speaker 1: there solid. He told me, Man, keeping it real as 690 00:34:49,760 --> 00:34:52,440 Speaker 1: the hardest part of life. You know what I'm saying. 691 00:34:52,719 --> 00:34:55,040 Speaker 1: I'm a solid. I ain't. I ain't never opened my mouth. 692 00:34:55,160 --> 00:34:57,799 Speaker 1: I could and nobody would. I wouldn't even be in 693 00:34:57,800 --> 00:35:00,480 Speaker 1: that situation. But just for me being so solid, I 694 00:35:00,520 --> 00:35:03,040 Speaker 1: had to walk around with that bro like the real ones. No, 695 00:35:03,440 --> 00:35:04,719 Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying. If I just be like 696 00:35:04,800 --> 00:35:07,200 Speaker 1: YO and I and that's what I'm saying, Like if 697 00:35:07,200 --> 00:35:09,759 Speaker 1: you look at it like wrapped, yeah cool? What are 698 00:35:09,800 --> 00:35:11,560 Speaker 1: you looking at it? Like? Being a man? First is 699 00:35:12,040 --> 00:35:14,279 Speaker 1: I'm not going to disclose what I heard and what 700 00:35:14,400 --> 00:35:17,080 Speaker 1: I know because I'm solid, you know what I'm saying, 701 00:35:17,080 --> 00:35:19,279 Speaker 1: So I gotta wear that. You know what I mean? 702 00:35:19,360 --> 00:35:22,640 Speaker 1: That could be if I ever sat down and said that, 703 00:35:23,160 --> 00:35:26,080 Speaker 1: it wouldn't even be on my plate. You see what 704 00:35:26,080 --> 00:35:30,480 Speaker 1: I'm saying, But I cannot because I'm solid. So for me, 705 00:35:30,560 --> 00:35:32,720 Speaker 1: the verses was, we're gonna bring it to the music, 706 00:35:33,200 --> 00:35:34,920 Speaker 1: but the real ones know what it is. You know 707 00:35:34,960 --> 00:35:38,160 Speaker 1: what I'm saying. But I'm not gonna ever downplay how 708 00:35:38,200 --> 00:35:41,200 Speaker 1: people feel. But I just think they don't know what's 709 00:35:41,680 --> 00:35:45,040 Speaker 1: you know, what's solid, the truth? You feel me And 710 00:35:45,160 --> 00:35:48,200 Speaker 1: I don't think it's on me to say that because 711 00:35:48,239 --> 00:35:51,560 Speaker 1: then I'm going against everything I stand for with my integrity. 712 00:35:51,719 --> 00:35:56,720 Speaker 1: It's almost having my freedom, my freedom on this table 713 00:35:57,320 --> 00:35:58,960 Speaker 1: and somebody telling me all I gotta do is tell 714 00:35:59,000 --> 00:36:03,040 Speaker 1: them bank did it? Yeah, I can't do that. Yeah, 715 00:36:03,239 --> 00:36:05,759 Speaker 1: you see what I'm saying I cannot, so I gotta, 716 00:36:06,400 --> 00:36:09,239 Speaker 1: I gotta serve the sentence. And so I'm sir, I'm sir. 717 00:36:09,400 --> 00:36:13,680 Speaker 1: You know most of my career under that umbrella film 718 00:36:13,719 --> 00:36:23,000 Speaker 1: saying we're not get big. But let me ask you 719 00:36:23,040 --> 00:36:27,919 Speaker 1: this so in hindsight, because um, Gucci just did an 720 00:36:28,000 --> 00:36:33,960 Speaker 1: interview with Elliott Wilson, and in that interview he said that, UM, 721 00:36:34,000 --> 00:36:38,240 Speaker 1: if I'm not mistaken quoting, he regretted, you know, saying 722 00:36:38,280 --> 00:36:40,319 Speaker 1: some of the things that he said, like during the 723 00:36:40,440 --> 00:36:43,880 Speaker 1: verses that kind of heightened the tension and the energy 724 00:36:43,920 --> 00:36:45,759 Speaker 1: that was going on in the room. How does that 725 00:36:45,800 --> 00:36:49,960 Speaker 1: make you feel about the verses and the ten years 726 00:36:49,960 --> 00:36:53,480 Speaker 1: in the entire situation, knowing that you know, he has 727 00:36:53,520 --> 00:36:57,880 Speaker 1: a better understanding of the situation after the fact. I mean, again, 728 00:36:58,280 --> 00:37:00,200 Speaker 1: you got two people on the stage, Mama bun now 729 00:37:01,239 --> 00:37:04,480 Speaker 1: going on the one thing. We got history and we're 730 00:37:04,520 --> 00:37:06,279 Speaker 1: going back and forth and they're never gonna be a 731 00:37:06,400 --> 00:37:07,759 Speaker 1: right or wrong. You know what I'm saying again, I'll 732 00:37:07,760 --> 00:37:11,239 Speaker 1: never down and play anything. Um. But the biggest part 733 00:37:11,280 --> 00:37:13,239 Speaker 1: to me was when he said, and I don't even 734 00:37:13,239 --> 00:37:15,640 Speaker 1: know he knew that ship. He was like, I appreciate 735 00:37:15,680 --> 00:37:18,239 Speaker 1: you for extending the Olive brands. You know what I'm saying, 736 00:37:18,320 --> 00:37:20,480 Speaker 1: that was enough to let me know for me, just 737 00:37:20,600 --> 00:37:25,000 Speaker 1: knowing him like I know him, understand saying just like 738 00:37:25,120 --> 00:37:29,080 Speaker 1: you do, like I know him, I can tell that 739 00:37:29,080 --> 00:37:32,600 Speaker 1: that wanting the energy he wanted to bring it just 740 00:37:33,239 --> 00:37:36,560 Speaker 1: wasn't purposeful. He's got emotional and and and he got 741 00:37:36,560 --> 00:37:38,399 Speaker 1: the right to do that, you know. And I think 742 00:37:38,440 --> 00:37:40,279 Speaker 1: the kids is looking at and he did this your 743 00:37:40,360 --> 00:37:43,360 Speaker 1: face again, Bro, that's trauma. You want me, Timmy, you 744 00:37:43,360 --> 00:37:45,720 Speaker 1: may never look at your mom and said nothing crazy. 745 00:37:46,160 --> 00:37:48,759 Speaker 1: You want to take it back. You never looked at 746 00:37:48,800 --> 00:37:59,000 Speaker 1: your girl. And we had the pink side right over 747 00:37:59,080 --> 00:38:06,200 Speaker 1: here about ship, right, you know, we just inherited we had, 748 00:38:06,840 --> 00:38:09,479 Speaker 1: which is crazy, you know what I'm saying, even for me, 749 00:38:10,640 --> 00:38:12,680 Speaker 1: you know, everybody's like for the culture, for the coach. 750 00:38:12,719 --> 00:38:16,680 Speaker 1: I'm like, look, man, we're both richest ship, We're both 751 00:38:16,719 --> 00:38:20,439 Speaker 1: living our lives. We established married men. You mean, tim 752 00:38:20,440 --> 00:38:23,440 Speaker 1: we're gonna be out here telling the kids to keep 753 00:38:23,520 --> 00:38:28,200 Speaker 1: killing themselves when they're the ones just next. It was 754 00:38:28,280 --> 00:38:30,000 Speaker 1: who gonna take this ship? Though? We know? So that's 755 00:38:30,040 --> 00:38:31,759 Speaker 1: the message we're gonna I ain't gonna tell you I'm 756 00:38:31,760 --> 00:38:34,799 Speaker 1: not about my issue, but I'm not gonna preach that. 757 00:38:34,800 --> 00:38:39,440 Speaker 1: It's like you're going to the right. You had to 758 00:38:39,440 --> 00:38:41,919 Speaker 1: practice that though, like if he played this, I'm gonna 759 00:38:41,960 --> 00:38:44,880 Speaker 1: do this. No, no, I did not. You had to, 760 00:38:45,360 --> 00:38:48,440 Speaker 1: you had to, But no, I didn't practice. I was. 761 00:38:48,520 --> 00:38:55,600 Speaker 1: I was ready though I know him, you're gonna leave 762 00:38:55,640 --> 00:38:58,239 Speaker 1: it sets up there. I know Hill, somebody can see it, 763 00:38:58,520 --> 00:39:00,040 Speaker 1: can tell me he doing it at this record, I 764 00:39:00,080 --> 00:39:05,040 Speaker 1: was like, you must don't know he didn't try and 765 00:39:05,120 --> 00:39:09,840 Speaker 1: move he had when it came out. When at first 766 00:39:09,880 --> 00:39:16,080 Speaker 1: I was like, man boy, something never changed. But again, bro, 767 00:39:16,200 --> 00:39:20,120 Speaker 1: like tell what made you again not want to do 768 00:39:20,200 --> 00:39:23,799 Speaker 1: your this record? You just because it's integrity. Bro, Like, 769 00:39:23,840 --> 00:39:25,160 Speaker 1: at the end of the day, if it was if 770 00:39:25,200 --> 00:39:26,640 Speaker 1: I was on that type of time, we weren't go 771 00:39:26,920 --> 00:39:28,720 Speaker 1: make it in the building. Like they get a cracking 772 00:39:28,880 --> 00:39:31,400 Speaker 1: like what we're doing, we're wasting time and money. If 773 00:39:31,400 --> 00:39:33,960 Speaker 1: it's like that, It's not like that, it's not you 774 00:39:34,000 --> 00:39:35,919 Speaker 1: know what I'm saying. I'm not trying to know him, 775 00:39:36,120 --> 00:39:42,080 Speaker 1: but try and move like I know, I don't know. 776 00:39:42,880 --> 00:39:44,680 Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying. Ain't cool. And then they said, 777 00:39:44,719 --> 00:39:46,359 Speaker 1: you know what this you know what I'm saying. I'm like, man, 778 00:39:47,239 --> 00:39:53,640 Speaker 1: and I'll call you. You know what I'm saying. Yeah, 779 00:39:53,800 --> 00:39:56,320 Speaker 1: I'm saying like, but that's that, bro, you know what 780 00:39:56,360 --> 00:39:58,239 Speaker 1: I'm saying. So I'm not you know, that's that's who 781 00:39:58,280 --> 00:40:00,799 Speaker 1: he is. So I get that. But at the same time, 782 00:40:00,880 --> 00:40:04,160 Speaker 1: it was like, you know, and and the holiday them too, 783 00:40:04,160 --> 00:40:05,960 Speaker 1: because I gotta tell him. You gotta tell Swiss the 784 00:40:05,960 --> 00:40:08,280 Speaker 1: holiday because you know, right after that they sold versus 785 00:40:08,480 --> 00:40:12,279 Speaker 1: because we was the highest. It's like nine point nine 786 00:40:12,400 --> 00:40:14,799 Speaker 1: million in pressons, you know what I'm saying. So yeah, 787 00:40:14,880 --> 00:40:20,839 Speaker 1: Swiss holid Us gotta be something gotta be. They gave 788 00:40:20,880 --> 00:40:23,520 Speaker 1: me some stock in it. They gave me some stock, 789 00:40:23,560 --> 00:40:29,319 Speaker 1: but I would like more. I like that. Yeah, with 790 00:40:29,480 --> 00:40:32,319 Speaker 1: so many accomplishments, man, like what what What's what's next 791 00:40:32,320 --> 00:40:36,000 Speaker 1: for je z Man? What's next? Man? I just feel 792 00:40:36,040 --> 00:40:39,560 Speaker 1: like lean by example, bro, Like I ain't you know, 793 00:40:39,600 --> 00:40:41,560 Speaker 1: I ain't not here for a kick, Like I'm just 794 00:40:42,040 --> 00:40:47,840 Speaker 1: you know, just perfect. But the whole I told people 795 00:40:47,840 --> 00:40:49,800 Speaker 1: from the gate, I was callpor thug. You know what 796 00:40:49,840 --> 00:40:51,920 Speaker 1: I'm saying, Like that was who I was and it 797 00:40:52,000 --> 00:40:54,919 Speaker 1: was still motivation. But that ain't just in music. That's 798 00:40:54,960 --> 00:40:56,759 Speaker 1: like in life. Like so when people see me out 799 00:40:56,800 --> 00:40:59,279 Speaker 1: here living my life and doing the things that I do, 800 00:40:59,360 --> 00:41:02,000 Speaker 1: I just hope that motivated Streetcat or somebody who's in 801 00:41:02,000 --> 00:41:04,839 Speaker 1: the red game to go when I'm fifteen twenty years 802 00:41:04,840 --> 00:41:06,799 Speaker 1: into this, how do I want to live? You know, 803 00:41:07,080 --> 00:41:09,080 Speaker 1: see the jay z s in the puffs, but we 804 00:41:09,120 --> 00:41:10,759 Speaker 1: don't see that from where we at. You know what 805 00:41:10,800 --> 00:41:12,880 Speaker 1: I'm saying, And it's just like I just feel like 806 00:41:12,960 --> 00:41:15,960 Speaker 1: for me, that's and I said again real talk us 807 00:41:15,960 --> 00:41:18,600 Speaker 1: why I always take it back to the big homie 808 00:41:18,680 --> 00:41:21,480 Speaker 1: Because every situation I don't been in that could have 809 00:41:21,520 --> 00:41:24,279 Speaker 1: took me out of here, I managed to ease out 810 00:41:24,320 --> 00:41:25,799 Speaker 1: of it some type of way. So that means I'm 811 00:41:25,840 --> 00:41:28,239 Speaker 1: supposed to be here. I'm supposed to be doing this. 812 00:41:28,640 --> 00:41:30,920 Speaker 1: So as long as I don't lose my values and 813 00:41:31,040 --> 00:41:34,480 Speaker 1: my morals and I continue to push forward, that's that's 814 00:41:34,520 --> 00:41:36,920 Speaker 1: what's next for me. So you know, you see the NOD, 815 00:41:37,040 --> 00:41:40,319 Speaker 1: which is a big deal. We got coney, we got vodka, 816 00:41:40,360 --> 00:41:44,160 Speaker 1: we got GM. You see my water definds feel I mean. 817 00:41:44,239 --> 00:41:46,400 Speaker 1: And when I said I was on half Atlanta, I 818 00:41:46,560 --> 00:41:50,560 Speaker 1: was not capping at all. No ball capping, LLC shouting 819 00:41:50,680 --> 00:41:53,440 Speaker 1: that's me, you know what I'm saying, asked about and 820 00:41:53,520 --> 00:41:55,600 Speaker 1: it's just business for me, bro, And it's like business 821 00:41:55,600 --> 00:41:58,120 Speaker 1: and keeping the coach in a place where they know 822 00:41:58,239 --> 00:42:00,200 Speaker 1: they can push forward, bro, because at the end of 823 00:42:00,239 --> 00:42:04,319 Speaker 1: the day, like I don't think coming from where we 824 00:42:04,400 --> 00:42:09,920 Speaker 1: come from, like the type of money these this generation 825 00:42:09,960 --> 00:42:13,760 Speaker 1: is seeing, you don't this is you can't even fandom 826 00:42:13,760 --> 00:42:17,879 Speaker 1: this right, So it's almost like just y'all just do right, Yeah, y'all, 827 00:42:17,880 --> 00:42:20,040 Speaker 1: just do the right thing because you got it, you 828 00:42:20,120 --> 00:42:22,719 Speaker 1: got it, you got don't suck it up because you 829 00:42:22,800 --> 00:42:24,719 Speaker 1: got it this and never come around. I don't think 830 00:42:24,719 --> 00:42:26,759 Speaker 1: they'll ever come back again, you know, I'm saying. You 831 00:42:26,760 --> 00:42:28,960 Speaker 1: gotta know how joy looking to Lebron and like now, 832 00:42:28,960 --> 00:42:30,239 Speaker 1: like what the funk? You know what I'm saying, Like 833 00:42:30,239 --> 00:42:33,399 Speaker 1: it's real. It will never come back. And they got it, yeah, 834 00:42:33,520 --> 00:42:36,440 Speaker 1: and they got so much power and so much influence, 835 00:42:37,000 --> 00:42:39,319 Speaker 1: you know. And it'd be hard to talk to him 836 00:42:39,360 --> 00:42:41,080 Speaker 1: because I don't want to feel like nobody because I 837 00:42:41,080 --> 00:42:43,640 Speaker 1: remember when Cat just trying to talk to me, you 838 00:42:43,640 --> 00:42:45,520 Speaker 1: know what I mean. Like, but I'll just be like, Bro, 839 00:42:45,640 --> 00:42:47,200 Speaker 1: just keep it in the middle of the road, man, 840 00:42:47,320 --> 00:42:49,800 Speaker 1: Like just that's all you gotta do, you know what 841 00:42:49,800 --> 00:42:51,520 Speaker 1: I mean, Just stay focused because it like ain't no 842 00:42:51,680 --> 00:42:55,640 Speaker 1: coming back. He shout out to thug and gunning everybody 843 00:42:55,680 --> 00:42:58,520 Speaker 1: going through what they're going like, I mean all that, 844 00:42:58,640 --> 00:43:01,080 Speaker 1: you know, even when we have issues like it wouldn't 845 00:43:01,120 --> 00:43:03,360 Speaker 1: even that, you know what I'm saying. It's like you 846 00:43:03,520 --> 00:43:05,560 Speaker 1: brought right up to my videos. You first time I've 847 00:43:05,600 --> 00:43:07,400 Speaker 1: seen him in my wife and when he said what 848 00:43:07,480 --> 00:43:09,319 Speaker 1: he's saying, I'm like, God, damn, come like I don't 849 00:43:09,320 --> 00:43:12,520 Speaker 1: even know you. However, you know, he reached out and 850 00:43:12,600 --> 00:43:15,480 Speaker 1: he made it clear like bro, like again a mistake. Communication, 851 00:43:16,640 --> 00:43:20,160 Speaker 1: all good, But just think about that picture that you 852 00:43:20,239 --> 00:43:26,959 Speaker 1: came and you brought bank Road Fresh, Dolfo, all those 853 00:43:26,960 --> 00:43:31,960 Speaker 1: guys dolf In bank Road Fresh is gone. You just 854 00:43:32,080 --> 00:43:35,879 Speaker 1: think about that. Yeah, but just think about how that 855 00:43:35,920 --> 00:43:38,840 Speaker 1: picture keeps a racing people, you know what I'm saying. 856 00:43:38,920 --> 00:43:41,840 Speaker 1: And it's just like these guys are like they the guys, 857 00:43:42,680 --> 00:43:46,120 Speaker 1: they're the ones, you know what I'm saying, Like they ones. 858 00:43:47,920 --> 00:43:50,839 Speaker 1: So my thing is just always understand that this ship 859 00:43:50,960 --> 00:43:54,160 Speaker 1: is like temper cent tempera cent music and not need 860 00:43:54,200 --> 00:43:58,440 Speaker 1: percent survival even all brother trouble love trouble call me 861 00:43:58,480 --> 00:44:00,800 Speaker 1: all the time, you know I'm saying. And we didn't 862 00:44:00,840 --> 00:44:05,360 Speaker 1: have the best beginning, but as I saw him start 863 00:44:05,400 --> 00:44:08,640 Speaker 1: to wisen up and starting to you know, yeah, he 864 00:44:08,680 --> 00:44:11,160 Speaker 1: called me come around, you know close he kept that thing, 865 00:44:11,239 --> 00:44:13,400 Speaker 1: or he come to my family Fox show, Like, damn, bro, 866 00:44:13,440 --> 00:44:19,680 Speaker 1: you gotta gotta put that up. But that that's I 867 00:44:19,800 --> 00:44:22,040 Speaker 1: love to see, like, you know, when they start to 868 00:44:22,040 --> 00:44:23,960 Speaker 1: get it, but at the same time, like looking bro, 869 00:44:24,120 --> 00:44:27,480 Speaker 1: like I get the rapper part about, you know, just 870 00:44:28,239 --> 00:44:29,840 Speaker 1: one of the hand of your business with your ops, 871 00:44:29,840 --> 00:44:32,719 Speaker 1: and I get it, you know, y'all. And always been 872 00:44:32,800 --> 00:44:37,280 Speaker 1: on offense, and I always been on defense and offense 873 00:44:37,320 --> 00:44:39,239 Speaker 1: like I'm not going out here looking for that, you 874 00:44:39,280 --> 00:44:41,080 Speaker 1: know what I'm saying. But at the same time it comes. 875 00:44:41,160 --> 00:44:43,520 Speaker 1: I know how to handle that. But my thing is 876 00:44:43,520 --> 00:44:47,120 Speaker 1: when you see these cats out here and there doing 877 00:44:47,160 --> 00:44:49,360 Speaker 1: what they love to do, but then they're losing their lives, 878 00:44:49,520 --> 00:44:51,239 Speaker 1: just make you think because at the end of the day, 879 00:44:51,280 --> 00:44:53,880 Speaker 1: they are artists, they are rappers, but they are brothers 880 00:44:55,080 --> 00:44:57,319 Speaker 1: in life people, you know what I mean, And they're 881 00:44:57,320 --> 00:45:00,040 Speaker 1: just like I don't see Harvard grabbers graduates had to 882 00:45:00,120 --> 00:45:01,799 Speaker 1: kill each other to get money. That's what I'm saying. 883 00:45:02,480 --> 00:45:05,880 Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying, Like somebody you know do 884 00:45:06,000 --> 00:45:08,200 Speaker 1: something to you. Of course, you know, say in your ground, 885 00:45:08,200 --> 00:45:10,920 Speaker 1: but it's like I can't be out here like that's 886 00:45:11,280 --> 00:45:14,160 Speaker 1: the culture of what we're inviting, that energy. Yeah, because 887 00:45:14,200 --> 00:45:15,560 Speaker 1: at the end of the day, these are the guys, 888 00:45:15,600 --> 00:45:17,160 Speaker 1: they're gonna be the ones that how we're gonna get 889 00:45:17,160 --> 00:45:19,160 Speaker 1: the next puff In jay Z. How we're gonna get 890 00:45:19,160 --> 00:45:21,960 Speaker 1: the next j Z and Tip and Ross and you 891 00:45:21,960 --> 00:45:23,600 Speaker 1: know what I'm saying. So just again like I don't 892 00:45:23,600 --> 00:45:25,120 Speaker 1: want to preach because they ain't want I'm here for. 893 00:45:25,280 --> 00:45:27,080 Speaker 1: But I'm just like that's how I feel. I don't 894 00:45:27,080 --> 00:45:28,279 Speaker 1: look at them like, oh this, I look at him 895 00:45:28,320 --> 00:45:29,920 Speaker 1: like you just saying somebody y s t G. That's 896 00:45:29,960 --> 00:45:33,040 Speaker 1: my brother. Yeah, I just saw my chang peace. Ain't 897 00:45:33,040 --> 00:45:36,239 Speaker 1: nobody never gave me no piece to shout out to 898 00:45:36,480 --> 00:45:42,840 Speaker 1: STV gave a piece. I've been giving the pieces out baby, 899 00:45:43,000 --> 00:45:47,200 Speaker 1: I'm saying, nobody never pulled up or me l Right. 900 00:45:48,120 --> 00:45:50,399 Speaker 1: I love it, Yeah, I love it when you walk 901 00:45:50,480 --> 00:45:52,520 Speaker 1: there in the energy was I ain't never had a 902 00:45:52,560 --> 00:45:55,440 Speaker 1: bad day never, right, I ain't never had a bad 903 00:45:55,480 --> 00:45:58,040 Speaker 1: day in my life. Never had a bad day in 904 00:45:58,040 --> 00:46:02,520 Speaker 1: your life. Yeah, all right, So do you have any 905 00:46:02,840 --> 00:46:06,520 Speaker 1: just life regrets? Yeah, like a main one that you're 906 00:46:06,520 --> 00:46:09,080 Speaker 1: just like, Man, I know I can't fix that. Well, 907 00:46:09,239 --> 00:46:11,200 Speaker 1: I'm here. That's one of the reason why I'm here. 908 00:46:11,560 --> 00:46:13,880 Speaker 1: We had a great relationship, you know that. It was 909 00:46:13,920 --> 00:46:15,160 Speaker 1: like when I was wild, and so we got a 910 00:46:15,239 --> 00:46:16,759 Speaker 1: little tricky. You know what I'm saying. I don't like 911 00:46:16,800 --> 00:46:18,839 Speaker 1: to see Baby Jay because I know what Baby Jay 912 00:46:18,880 --> 00:46:21,200 Speaker 1: cook cupcakes and cookies and all this ship Like I think, 913 00:46:21,680 --> 00:46:23,920 Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying. I had some cooking myself, 914 00:46:24,800 --> 00:46:27,160 Speaker 1: but it's like that. I'm just really like on the 915 00:46:27,200 --> 00:46:29,200 Speaker 1: mission and fix my relationship. I just wish I would 916 00:46:29,200 --> 00:46:33,040 Speaker 1: have nursed my relationships better because again, trauma, all the 917 00:46:33,080 --> 00:46:35,360 Speaker 1: things you're going through, paranoia, all these different things. You 918 00:46:35,360 --> 00:46:38,680 Speaker 1: just don't trust anybody or anything, you know what I'm saying. 919 00:46:38,760 --> 00:46:43,000 Speaker 1: And I never knew that ten years later, fifteen years later, 920 00:46:43,160 --> 00:46:46,400 Speaker 1: my decisions would affect me now what I'm saying that 921 00:46:46,520 --> 00:46:49,239 Speaker 1: and that kind of So as much as I can, 922 00:46:49,480 --> 00:46:50,920 Speaker 1: I just try to, you know, sit down and let 923 00:46:50,920 --> 00:46:54,120 Speaker 1: people I'm in a different space say I'm I'm I'm 924 00:46:54,400 --> 00:46:57,359 Speaker 1: I'm in a good space, right, you know what I'm saying, 925 00:46:57,560 --> 00:47:02,439 Speaker 1: rather than again reacting, Yeah, I'm saying you know, flipping out. 926 00:47:02,600 --> 00:47:04,760 Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying. What I'm saying, like he happens. 927 00:47:05,480 --> 00:47:07,719 Speaker 1: But now just like you know that that's my thing. 928 00:47:07,800 --> 00:47:10,840 Speaker 1: Like I just I'm buying positive energy. So if I 929 00:47:10,880 --> 00:47:12,719 Speaker 1: had say one regret, I just wish I would have 930 00:47:12,800 --> 00:47:15,799 Speaker 1: nurshed a lot of my relationship is better because I 931 00:47:15,840 --> 00:47:19,400 Speaker 1: feel like that would have been a game changing for me. 932 00:47:19,560 --> 00:47:22,840 Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying, because you know, even like 933 00:47:22,920 --> 00:47:26,400 Speaker 1: you know me and drama went through me and drama 934 00:47:26,440 --> 00:47:28,400 Speaker 1: went through some ship. You know what I'm saying, a 935 00:47:28,400 --> 00:47:32,719 Speaker 1: lot of people don't know. But the fact that I 936 00:47:32,719 --> 00:47:35,520 Speaker 1: can go over to his studio see how successful they're doing, 937 00:47:36,239 --> 00:47:38,480 Speaker 1: catch a vibe with them. You know, he's good talk 938 00:47:38,560 --> 00:47:41,719 Speaker 1: ship makes him laughs. You know, that's my brother's never 939 00:47:41,800 --> 00:47:44,399 Speaker 1: too late. But but that's but that's why I'm at 940 00:47:44,400 --> 00:47:46,080 Speaker 1: with it now. So you know, y'all give a shout 941 00:47:46,080 --> 00:47:50,680 Speaker 1: out to Big Jay for getting me here. Because, by 942 00:47:50,719 --> 00:47:56,719 Speaker 1: the way, thank you appreciate him. Anything you want to 943 00:47:56,760 --> 00:48:00,160 Speaker 1: say to the people about snowfall, snowfall in the street 944 00:48:00,239 --> 00:48:04,359 Speaker 1: should be about now, right, because Falling ten, twenty one, 945 00:48:04,880 --> 00:48:07,279 Speaker 1: and uh, man, I just you know, and it's real talk, bro, 946 00:48:07,360 --> 00:48:10,000 Speaker 1: Like I'm I'm a fan of what you guys do. Um, 947 00:48:10,040 --> 00:48:12,000 Speaker 1: I know y'all we've done the tapes together, Me and 948 00:48:12,040 --> 00:48:14,240 Speaker 1: Bank them standing the club, smoke a few blunts together. 949 00:48:14,280 --> 00:48:16,440 Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying. Me and Jaden kicked it. Man. 950 00:48:16,480 --> 00:48:19,319 Speaker 1: I gotta say like, I'm really proud of what y'all doing. 951 00:48:19,360 --> 00:48:23,719 Speaker 1: Appreciate like that's what I'm talking. You know what I'm saying, Yeah, 952 00:48:23,960 --> 00:48:27,279 Speaker 1: because like it's what we need. You know, y'all be 953 00:48:27,320 --> 00:48:30,000 Speaker 1: keeping the setting up here and y'all definitely be giving 954 00:48:30,040 --> 00:48:32,040 Speaker 1: back to the coaches and shout out and you know 955 00:48:32,080 --> 00:48:33,560 Speaker 1: what it is cast me in the street, baby, it's 956 00:48:33,600 --> 00:48:45,800 Speaker 1: big facts that Paris dot com. Yeah, it's Fitch