1 00:00:00,120 --> 00:00:01,840 Speaker 1: The Nikki Gliser Podcast. 2 00:00:07,400 --> 00:00:07,800 Speaker 2: Glaser. 3 00:00:08,760 --> 00:00:09,840 Speaker 3: Here's Nikki. 4 00:00:10,600 --> 00:00:13,440 Speaker 1: Hello, Here I am, It's Nicky Glazer podcast. I'm Nicki Glazer. 5 00:00:13,520 --> 00:00:17,160 Speaker 1: Welcome to the show. We're doing one a week, two 6 00:00:17,200 --> 00:00:19,840 Speaker 1: weeks in a row. Is that correct? Noah, Yes, one 7 00:00:19,880 --> 00:00:22,280 Speaker 1: a week because you and I are both on vacation. 8 00:00:22,680 --> 00:00:24,600 Speaker 1: I'm in Australia right now. And where are you? 9 00:00:24,960 --> 00:00:25,840 Speaker 3: I'm getting married? 10 00:00:26,360 --> 00:00:30,760 Speaker 1: Oh you, Liza. I'm so glad we dedicated half an 11 00:00:30,760 --> 00:00:34,519 Speaker 1: episode of my Australia trip and didn't even mention what 12 00:00:34,600 --> 00:00:37,080 Speaker 1: a good friend I am. Not knowing the timeline of 13 00:00:37,080 --> 00:00:37,919 Speaker 1: my friend's lives the. 14 00:00:37,840 --> 00:00:40,800 Speaker 3: Most important it's me. I don't talk about myself. I 15 00:00:40,800 --> 00:00:44,080 Speaker 3: don't know how to talk about so okay, let me 16 00:00:44,120 --> 00:00:45,720 Speaker 3: ask you about that. If you're someone who doesn't talk 17 00:00:45,720 --> 00:00:47,159 Speaker 3: about themselves a lot. Brian's here as well. 18 00:00:47,240 --> 00:00:52,320 Speaker 1: Hi Brian, Hello, So okay, someone who doesn't talk about 19 00:00:52,320 --> 00:00:56,400 Speaker 1: themselves a lot? You I project what I experience when 20 00:00:56,400 --> 00:00:58,560 Speaker 1: people don't know things about my life that I feel 21 00:00:58,560 --> 00:01:00,959 Speaker 1: like they should. I don't. I don't. I'm not really 22 00:01:01,000 --> 00:01:02,680 Speaker 1: bad about it. I actually am very forgiving and I 23 00:01:02,760 --> 00:01:05,560 Speaker 1: understand like if someone doesn't I've maybe gotten hurt one 24 00:01:05,640 --> 00:01:07,600 Speaker 1: or two times. When someone doesn't remember something that I 25 00:01:07,600 --> 00:01:10,559 Speaker 1: think they should. But as someone who doesn't expect feeble 26 00:01:10,800 --> 00:01:14,200 Speaker 1: or it, doesn't talk about it very openly. Do you 27 00:01:14,360 --> 00:01:17,399 Speaker 1: get hurt when people don't remember significant things in your life? 28 00:01:17,760 --> 00:01:19,080 Speaker 1: Like friends that are like. 29 00:01:19,640 --> 00:01:22,080 Speaker 3: You know, No you don't, you're not so. 30 00:01:22,120 --> 00:01:25,080 Speaker 1: That's interesting, So that works. Then you don't reveal a 31 00:01:25,080 --> 00:01:26,720 Speaker 1: lot you don't expect a lot back. 32 00:01:27,480 --> 00:01:32,080 Speaker 3: Right, Well, I try to have any expectations of people 33 00:01:32,560 --> 00:01:35,319 Speaker 3: because it always leads into disappointment. 34 00:01:35,959 --> 00:01:37,480 Speaker 1: But it's so healthy. 35 00:01:37,800 --> 00:01:41,440 Speaker 3: I should be better at talking about myself, and I learned. 36 00:01:42,319 --> 00:01:44,000 Speaker 3: I had to learn how to do that in therapy. 37 00:01:44,040 --> 00:01:45,319 Speaker 3: I did not learn how to do that at home 38 00:01:45,400 --> 00:01:45,920 Speaker 3: or growing up. 39 00:01:46,120 --> 00:01:49,080 Speaker 1: Yes, back to therapy, A little bit better at it. 40 00:01:49,120 --> 00:01:51,160 Speaker 3: But like when it's like big occasions where I'm the 41 00:01:51,200 --> 00:01:53,840 Speaker 3: center of attention, I don't know how. 42 00:01:53,680 --> 00:01:55,760 Speaker 1: To do it. What's uncomfortable about it? 43 00:01:55,760 --> 00:01:59,800 Speaker 3: For you? I think it's like all eyes on me 44 00:02:00,160 --> 00:02:01,800 Speaker 3: makes me feel very uncomfortable. 45 00:02:02,320 --> 00:02:04,480 Speaker 1: So what but what is that fear? Like what's going 46 00:02:04,520 --> 00:02:06,880 Speaker 1: to happen if all thyes are on you? Or like 47 00:02:06,880 --> 00:02:09,600 Speaker 1: do you even know how to articulate it? It's just scared. 48 00:02:10,040 --> 00:02:14,200 Speaker 1: It is scary. Yeah, you're waiting for your reply. 49 00:02:14,440 --> 00:02:15,440 Speaker 2: Yes, what's your reply? 50 00:02:17,240 --> 00:02:21,240 Speaker 1: We're all wearing sunglasses. I'm wearing sunglasses, nos wearing swim goggles, 51 00:02:21,280 --> 00:02:27,320 Speaker 1: and Brian is wearing like science lab goggles or nerd 52 00:02:27,400 --> 00:02:32,519 Speaker 1: on a basketball court goggles. Robert or yeah, that guy, 53 00:02:32,919 --> 00:02:35,240 Speaker 1: he's probably doing the right thing. I've been in ten years. 54 00:02:35,280 --> 00:02:37,200 Speaker 1: Everyone's gonna wear goggles and be like. It's like the 55 00:02:37,240 --> 00:02:40,560 Speaker 1: ski helmet thing if you go skiing. There was We'll 56 00:02:40,560 --> 00:02:44,960 Speaker 1: get back to Noah's wedding eventually, but there is if 57 00:02:45,000 --> 00:02:47,639 Speaker 1: you go skiing, if you were someone who skied frequently 58 00:02:47,680 --> 00:02:49,959 Speaker 1: in the past fifteen years, I would say fifteen to 59 00:02:50,040 --> 00:02:52,640 Speaker 1: twenty years, there was a time where no one wore 60 00:02:53,240 --> 00:02:56,080 Speaker 1: a protective gear on their heads. No one wore helmets 61 00:02:56,400 --> 00:02:59,799 Speaker 1: at all. It's like children to like adults, but pros 62 00:03:00,120 --> 00:03:02,560 Speaker 1: no one did it. And then like so you know, 63 00:03:02,800 --> 00:03:08,240 Speaker 1: we lost Sunny Bono, Natasha Richardson, Liam Neeson's wife also 64 00:03:08,320 --> 00:03:11,080 Speaker 1: died from falling. Seeing there was some like couples, there 65 00:03:11,200 --> 00:03:14,440 Speaker 1: was some Kennedy I think skat into a tree or something. 66 00:03:14,919 --> 00:03:18,799 Speaker 1: There's been so there was like awareness about it. But 67 00:03:18,880 --> 00:03:21,239 Speaker 1: then there was a shift overnight. I mean, there was 68 00:03:21,400 --> 00:03:23,360 Speaker 1: maybe a period of ten fifteen years that I didn't 69 00:03:23,360 --> 00:03:25,840 Speaker 1: go skiing regularly, But it went from no one wear 70 00:03:25,919 --> 00:03:28,600 Speaker 1: summits to everyone, and we go like, how could It's 71 00:03:28,639 --> 00:03:30,880 Speaker 1: like smoking on planes? How could we have thought this 72 00:03:31,040 --> 00:03:33,960 Speaker 1: was good? But smoking on planes that took like decades 73 00:03:34,000 --> 00:03:34,359 Speaker 1: to happen. 74 00:03:34,720 --> 00:03:36,600 Speaker 2: Well, it was overnight except for the fact that you 75 00:03:36,720 --> 00:03:38,160 Speaker 2: didn't ski for fifteen years. 76 00:03:38,840 --> 00:03:40,960 Speaker 1: Yes, I know, but like, that's still a short amount 77 00:03:40,960 --> 00:03:43,800 Speaker 1: of time for something to shift so drastically. I do 78 00:03:43,920 --> 00:03:46,920 Speaker 1: acknowledge that, yes, that's part of it, that I did 79 00:03:47,480 --> 00:03:49,600 Speaker 1: miss a big window there, But doesn't that seem pretty 80 00:03:49,640 --> 00:03:53,400 Speaker 1: fast for something to be that overhauled. 81 00:03:53,640 --> 00:03:56,520 Speaker 2: Back in the seventies, like hardly anybody wore seat belts. 82 00:03:57,240 --> 00:03:59,000 Speaker 1: Yeah, that's a good point, I guess. By the nineties 83 00:03:59,120 --> 00:04:03,600 Speaker 1: seatbelts were like absolutely ubiquitous. And by the way, if 84 00:04:03,600 --> 00:04:05,560 Speaker 1: you don't wear a seatbelt, you're such an idiot? 85 00:04:06,600 --> 00:04:07,200 Speaker 2: Are you forget? 86 00:04:07,360 --> 00:04:08,520 Speaker 1: We're the biggest idiot. 87 00:04:08,960 --> 00:04:10,920 Speaker 2: I keep forgetting this, And then every like five or 88 00:04:11,000 --> 00:04:13,720 Speaker 2: six years, I look this piece of information up and 89 00:04:13,800 --> 00:04:16,800 Speaker 2: I relearn it and I go, what and that piece 90 00:04:16,839 --> 00:04:21,160 Speaker 2: of information is that you know, Sam Kennison died in 91 00:04:21,240 --> 00:04:23,800 Speaker 2: a yeah crash, and oh yeah, every five years, I 92 00:04:23,880 --> 00:04:25,240 Speaker 2: forget that and every five years. 93 00:04:26,400 --> 00:04:28,040 Speaker 1: Dude, that story behind that? 94 00:04:28,200 --> 00:04:28,680 Speaker 4: Have you do? 95 00:04:28,760 --> 00:04:29,559 Speaker 1: You know the whole story? 96 00:04:29,839 --> 00:04:31,800 Speaker 2: So he was driving. What I know is this he 97 00:04:31,920 --> 00:04:35,640 Speaker 2: was driving back from Vegas after getting married. It was 98 00:04:36,080 --> 00:04:38,440 Speaker 2: he got married for like the second or maybe third time. 99 00:04:38,680 --> 00:04:40,640 Speaker 1: I'm gonna have you guys pull up this clip on 100 00:04:40,680 --> 00:04:42,760 Speaker 1: YouTube of Sam Kennison, the story of him dying. 101 00:04:43,040 --> 00:04:45,160 Speaker 2: It was at the peak of his life. I think 102 00:04:45,200 --> 00:04:47,520 Speaker 2: he was so he was probably so happy and then 103 00:04:47,800 --> 00:04:52,000 Speaker 2: a drunk driver swerved into his lane, hit him head 104 00:04:52,040 --> 00:04:54,839 Speaker 2: on and hen plane highways. 105 00:04:54,880 --> 00:04:57,480 Speaker 1: It's probably the fucking story I saw on VAH one 106 00:04:57,680 --> 00:04:58,800 Speaker 1: one time about his death. 107 00:04:59,120 --> 00:05:00,520 Speaker 2: But he was not wearing a seat belt. 108 00:05:01,520 --> 00:05:04,600 Speaker 1: Yeah, big mistake. You're so stupid, Like I always tell 109 00:05:04,960 --> 00:05:06,760 Speaker 1: and I don't you're an idiot in the sense that 110 00:05:06,880 --> 00:05:08,400 Speaker 1: like you're just you're kind of an idiot if you 111 00:05:08,400 --> 00:05:10,679 Speaker 1: don't do it. And I mean that with love, because 112 00:05:10,760 --> 00:05:13,920 Speaker 1: Chris often doesn't wear a seatbelt because I think I 113 00:05:13,960 --> 00:05:15,680 Speaker 1: don't even know what it is. I just always try 114 00:05:15,760 --> 00:05:18,800 Speaker 1: to remind him. If you die because you weren't wearing 115 00:05:18,800 --> 00:05:22,360 Speaker 1: a seatbelt when you easily could have been, everyone kind 116 00:05:22,400 --> 00:05:24,839 Speaker 1: of goes, oh, is their fault, like you are looked 117 00:05:24,880 --> 00:05:26,920 Speaker 1: at as kind of an idiot, like it's you kind 118 00:05:26,960 --> 00:05:29,520 Speaker 1: of go, well, they had it common like not not really, 119 00:05:29,560 --> 00:05:31,560 Speaker 1: it's still tragic, but I go, you don't want to 120 00:05:31,600 --> 00:05:33,320 Speaker 1: die that way with a story. That's because you weren't 121 00:05:33,320 --> 00:05:37,040 Speaker 1: wearing a seatbelt. Were you also wearing a backpack with 122 00:05:37,200 --> 00:05:38,120 Speaker 1: one strap on? 123 00:05:38,839 --> 00:05:38,880 Speaker 4: Like? 124 00:05:39,560 --> 00:05:42,160 Speaker 1: Are you also wearing sunglasses and had your backwards cap 125 00:05:42,360 --> 00:05:45,000 Speaker 1: Like it's just like, it's all these dumb things. It's like, 126 00:05:45,160 --> 00:05:47,480 Speaker 1: it doesn't look we're you also smoking a cigarette. It 127 00:05:47,640 --> 00:05:49,000 Speaker 1: looks cool, but it's bad. 128 00:05:48,880 --> 00:05:53,120 Speaker 2: For you wear a seatbelt, you walk around your backpack 129 00:05:53,200 --> 00:05:55,120 Speaker 2: on zipped. So if somebody robs you, you. 130 00:05:56,760 --> 00:06:00,320 Speaker 1: That's true. I actually you're so right. I would not. 131 00:06:00,440 --> 00:06:02,640 Speaker 1: I don't I would think that I wouldn't complain. I'd 132 00:06:02,680 --> 00:06:04,800 Speaker 1: go I did it to myself. But I just don't 133 00:06:04,839 --> 00:06:07,880 Speaker 1: think that happens that often. But if you and also, 134 00:06:08,040 --> 00:06:10,960 Speaker 1: and I've said this point before, but it absolutely bears repeating. 135 00:06:11,680 --> 00:06:13,560 Speaker 1: When someone's not wearing a seatbelt in the car with you, 136 00:06:13,960 --> 00:06:16,200 Speaker 1: they are a threat to you because if the car flips, 137 00:06:16,320 --> 00:06:18,840 Speaker 1: their body flails all around and knocks you in the 138 00:06:18,880 --> 00:06:21,600 Speaker 1: face and you get head trauma. From their body that's 139 00:06:21,600 --> 00:06:23,800 Speaker 1: going sixty miles an hour or whatever it is in 140 00:06:23,920 --> 00:06:26,680 Speaker 1: your direction. That's what happens. So I always say to Chris, 141 00:06:27,040 --> 00:06:29,480 Speaker 1: I don't care about I'm not even asking you for 142 00:06:29,600 --> 00:06:31,560 Speaker 1: this for you. It's for me. I don't want to die, 143 00:06:31,640 --> 00:06:33,160 Speaker 1: so will you put this on for me? So because 144 00:06:33,200 --> 00:06:35,080 Speaker 1: sometimes people go, oh care if I died, It's like, 145 00:06:35,120 --> 00:06:37,520 Speaker 1: well then it will you care about me? And it's 146 00:06:37,640 --> 00:06:40,520 Speaker 1: it's nice to other people. It's like not looking at 147 00:06:40,560 --> 00:06:41,720 Speaker 1: your phone during a movie. 148 00:06:42,120 --> 00:06:44,920 Speaker 2: It's also for the person that hits you. 149 00:06:45,440 --> 00:06:47,680 Speaker 1: I've learned from that. What was it. 150 00:06:48,080 --> 00:06:49,920 Speaker 2: It's also you wear a seatbelt for the person that 151 00:06:50,040 --> 00:06:52,480 Speaker 2: hits you, because if they hit you and then you 152 00:06:52,720 --> 00:06:54,520 Speaker 2: die because you're not wearing a seatbelt and that person 153 00:06:54,680 --> 00:06:55,640 Speaker 2: just killed somebody. 154 00:06:57,320 --> 00:06:57,760 Speaker 1: Think about that. 155 00:06:57,839 --> 00:06:59,560 Speaker 2: If you're wearing a seatbelt, you might not have died. 156 00:06:59,800 --> 00:07:02,840 Speaker 1: Just so much trauma for that person. And also do 157 00:07:02,960 --> 00:07:06,640 Speaker 1: you really want to die going through a windshield? Does 158 00:07:06,680 --> 00:07:07,680 Speaker 1: that such good to you? 159 00:07:08,000 --> 00:07:11,480 Speaker 2: Windshields are pretty strong now you probably just hit the windshield. 160 00:07:11,600 --> 00:07:17,680 Speaker 1: Oh dear, let's change the subject. Yeah, oh god, it's 161 00:07:17,760 --> 00:07:20,240 Speaker 1: not like Sam Kennison. No, we can I say something 162 00:07:20,320 --> 00:07:21,880 Speaker 1: cool about the Sam Kennison thing, and this is the 163 00:07:21,960 --> 00:07:25,320 Speaker 1: thing that I like am really so he he's someone 164 00:07:25,360 --> 00:07:27,560 Speaker 1: that like saw God when he was dying. So like 165 00:07:27,880 --> 00:07:30,240 Speaker 1: I think it was who was opening for him was 166 00:07:30,360 --> 00:07:34,440 Speaker 1: right behind him? Was it Henry Rollins? Matt he was 167 00:07:34,440 --> 00:07:36,920 Speaker 1: around back then. He's that's that good his work is Yeah, 168 00:07:37,080 --> 00:07:41,239 Speaker 1: he is sixty seven. No, Uh, it was some comedian. 169 00:07:41,320 --> 00:07:43,280 Speaker 1: I think it was Henry Rollins. I'm remembering this vach 170 00:07:43,360 --> 00:07:45,240 Speaker 1: One thing that was calling, like called like behind the 171 00:07:45,280 --> 00:07:48,520 Speaker 1: Funny or something, and there was a clip about this guy. 172 00:07:48,800 --> 00:07:50,120 Speaker 1: It wasn't even clip. I saw the show when it 173 00:07:50,160 --> 00:07:52,120 Speaker 1: was on Beach one. I think it was Henry Rollins 174 00:07:52,200 --> 00:07:54,920 Speaker 1: for some reason. But someone that looked like him following 175 00:07:54,960 --> 00:07:57,920 Speaker 1: behind Sam Kinnison as as he crashed. So he came 176 00:07:58,000 --> 00:08:03,080 Speaker 1: upon the crash immediately and uh held him as he died. 177 00:08:03,120 --> 00:08:05,840 Speaker 1: And when Sam Kinnison was dying, he's what was his 178 00:08:05,920 --> 00:08:07,760 Speaker 1: last words? Noah or Brian? Will you look up his 179 00:08:07,840 --> 00:08:09,840 Speaker 1: last words because he said it beyond okay. 180 00:08:11,360 --> 00:08:12,840 Speaker 2: He said, I don't want to die, and then I 181 00:08:12,880 --> 00:08:13,640 Speaker 2: don't want to die. 182 00:08:13,800 --> 00:08:15,360 Speaker 1: And then he goes, oh, yes that was the story. 183 00:08:15,400 --> 00:08:16,920 Speaker 1: He goes, I don't want to die. I don't want to. 184 00:08:17,240 --> 00:08:19,600 Speaker 1: And then he just looked relaxed and he goes okay, 185 00:08:20,400 --> 00:08:23,440 Speaker 1: and just like drifted off. The story was sad. 186 00:08:24,000 --> 00:08:26,280 Speaker 3: It was a seventeen year old who was driving the 187 00:08:26,320 --> 00:08:26,720 Speaker 3: other car. 188 00:08:28,760 --> 00:08:31,840 Speaker 2: Seventeen year old but drunk driver. And I say this, 189 00:08:32,240 --> 00:08:34,760 Speaker 2: if you drive drunk, you should have your head cut off. 190 00:08:34,840 --> 00:08:36,560 Speaker 2: If you drive drunk one time, you should have your 191 00:08:36,600 --> 00:08:38,440 Speaker 2: head cut off, was. 192 00:08:38,480 --> 00:08:40,120 Speaker 3: His brother, who is following him. 193 00:08:41,440 --> 00:08:44,160 Speaker 1: No, I you know the drunk driving thing. I gotta say, 194 00:08:44,880 --> 00:08:49,600 Speaker 1: I yes, horrible, horrible, horrible. But the person who's deciding 195 00:08:49,640 --> 00:08:52,199 Speaker 1: to drive drunk is drunk, you know, like I have 196 00:08:52,800 --> 00:08:56,439 Speaker 1: compassion because they are hopefully an alcoholic. But the choice 197 00:08:56,480 --> 00:08:58,719 Speaker 1: to drink knowing that you could end up driving is 198 00:08:58,800 --> 00:09:01,079 Speaker 1: so reckless when you're your state of mind. And I 199 00:09:01,120 --> 00:09:02,960 Speaker 1: don't believe in free will, but when you're of your 200 00:09:03,040 --> 00:09:04,640 Speaker 1: right state of mind and you decide to drink when 201 00:09:04,679 --> 00:09:08,320 Speaker 1: you know you could drive, yeah, you're a total piece 202 00:09:08,360 --> 00:09:10,079 Speaker 1: of shit. But I do. 203 00:09:10,400 --> 00:09:14,319 Speaker 3: His last words, yes, so it wasn't okay, okay, okay, 204 00:09:14,440 --> 00:09:15,800 Speaker 3: it was before that, okay. 205 00:09:16,320 --> 00:09:17,319 Speaker 1: So basically. 206 00:09:18,960 --> 00:09:22,520 Speaker 2: Literally his oh wow, wow wow, oh. 207 00:09:22,600 --> 00:09:26,559 Speaker 1: He was seeing the iPhone seventeen in his head. He 208 00:09:26,679 --> 00:09:28,720 Speaker 1: was picturing the eighteen he was like, oh god, they're 209 00:09:28,720 --> 00:09:30,440 Speaker 1: gonna be so great, and then he died left us 210 00:09:30,480 --> 00:09:30,920 Speaker 1: with nothing. 211 00:09:31,120 --> 00:09:36,000 Speaker 3: Okay, okay. So his brother, with the help of friend 212 00:09:36,120 --> 00:09:41,000 Speaker 3: Carl Lebouve, so basically above, Yes, Kennison began to look 213 00:09:41,120 --> 00:09:44,720 Speaker 3: off into the distance and began talking to a force unseen. 214 00:09:44,920 --> 00:09:47,760 Speaker 3: He said, ye ready, I don't want to die. I 215 00:09:47,920 --> 00:09:51,640 Speaker 3: don't want to die, he told the force above. Explained 216 00:09:51,640 --> 00:09:53,840 Speaker 3: it was as if he was having a conversation talking 217 00:09:53,920 --> 00:09:57,640 Speaker 3: to someone unseen somebody else, but some unseen person. 218 00:09:58,720 --> 00:10:01,320 Speaker 1: Yeah, uh oh wow. 219 00:10:01,400 --> 00:10:04,439 Speaker 3: And then he asked, but why, then paused again and 220 00:10:04,559 --> 00:10:06,599 Speaker 3: then responded, okay, okay, okay. 221 00:10:07,360 --> 00:10:09,040 Speaker 1: Yeah, oh that was the story. He was like, you 222 00:10:09,200 --> 00:10:11,400 Speaker 1: saw him grappling with the idea of death, and then 223 00:10:11,480 --> 00:10:14,600 Speaker 1: when it suddenly was imminent, he was like so okay 224 00:10:14,640 --> 00:10:16,599 Speaker 1: with it. And I remember watching that and feeling like 225 00:10:16,920 --> 00:10:22,120 Speaker 1: really happy that that was the outcome, Like like I 226 00:10:22,240 --> 00:10:23,719 Speaker 1: was like, Okay, that made me not scared of death, 227 00:10:23,760 --> 00:10:26,200 Speaker 1: because he seemed they described him as so at peace, 228 00:10:26,240 --> 00:10:27,800 Speaker 1: and maybe that's the story they're telling themselves and they 229 00:10:27,800 --> 00:10:30,520 Speaker 1: don't remember it correctly, and this, you know, whatever, it's actually. 230 00:10:30,280 --> 00:10:34,719 Speaker 2: Going No, yeah, I mean that's what he did. He 231 00:10:34,920 --> 00:10:37,120 Speaker 2: was a screamer. He could go on stage and he'd 232 00:10:37,160 --> 00:10:39,760 Speaker 2: scream and then his last words were a whisper. That's 233 00:10:39,800 --> 00:10:44,959 Speaker 2: not an that's not his persona. Sounds fake to me, No, 234 00:10:45,080 --> 00:10:46,959 Speaker 2: but you know what it is. It's just DMT being 235 00:10:47,000 --> 00:10:48,839 Speaker 2: released in your brain. That's the last chemical that gets 236 00:10:48,880 --> 00:10:51,160 Speaker 2: released into your brain before they die, and you start 237 00:10:51,200 --> 00:10:53,560 Speaker 2: to see all these things and you generally this wave 238 00:10:53,640 --> 00:10:56,280 Speaker 2: of calm washes over you. That's the that's the one 239 00:10:56,360 --> 00:10:59,960 Speaker 2: thing that sucked about about being a suicide bomb. 240 00:11:01,000 --> 00:11:01,800 Speaker 1: Oh they don't get that. 241 00:11:02,120 --> 00:11:04,079 Speaker 2: They don't if you blow up or something like that, 242 00:11:04,240 --> 00:11:06,680 Speaker 2: you don't get that final d MT hit that makes 243 00:11:06,720 --> 00:11:08,719 Speaker 2: you feel calm and comfortable. 244 00:11:08,360 --> 00:11:11,400 Speaker 1: And potential, something where your body like knows it's going 245 00:11:11,480 --> 00:11:13,400 Speaker 1: so it sends off this chemical. But you don't have 246 00:11:13,480 --> 00:11:17,160 Speaker 1: that because it's so fast ship. Yeah, okay, that's a reason. 247 00:11:18,480 --> 00:11:20,280 Speaker 2: To not suicide bomber. 248 00:11:21,000 --> 00:11:24,000 Speaker 1: Yeah, that's that's such a reason to not. Yeah, do 249 00:11:24,120 --> 00:11:27,400 Speaker 1: not blow your brains up. You have to have that moment. Fuck, dude, 250 00:11:28,040 --> 00:11:30,120 Speaker 1: you just blew my mind because Yeah, I want to 251 00:11:30,120 --> 00:11:31,959 Speaker 1: trip DMT someday, but I want it to be when 252 00:11:31,960 --> 00:11:34,680 Speaker 1: I'm dying. I don't experience it, but I'm I would 253 00:11:34,679 --> 00:11:39,000 Speaker 1: be so scared before then that he said, I think 254 00:11:39,080 --> 00:11:43,280 Speaker 1: DMT was what Neil Brennan did, and he said it 255 00:11:43,480 --> 00:11:46,559 Speaker 1: was horrific. He can't describe what happened. He truly, like 256 00:11:46,800 --> 00:11:49,560 Speaker 1: I've tried. He's such an articulate person. He cannot describe 257 00:11:49,880 --> 00:11:51,679 Speaker 1: what happened. But he does not get depressed anymore. I 258 00:11:51,679 --> 00:11:55,199 Speaker 1: haven't checked on him since then, Is he okay? Actually no, 259 00:11:55,360 --> 00:11:57,440 Speaker 1: I haven't checked up. But he said that it switched 260 00:11:57,480 --> 00:11:59,360 Speaker 1: his brain off. It worked, It cured his depression, his 261 00:11:59,440 --> 00:12:02,760 Speaker 1: lifelong depre that he was seeking for treatment for for 262 00:12:02,920 --> 00:12:05,760 Speaker 1: so long. He did it, but he said the experience 263 00:12:05,800 --> 00:12:09,240 Speaker 1: he had he would never do again. For a billion dollars, 264 00:12:10,000 --> 00:12:11,600 Speaker 1: I believed him. He was like, it was the worst 265 00:12:11,640 --> 00:12:14,360 Speaker 1: thing ever. You couldn't really describe what was the worst thing, 266 00:12:14,400 --> 00:12:16,360 Speaker 1: but he suffered, like he would have like kind of 267 00:12:16,440 --> 00:12:19,400 Speaker 1: flashbacks to it for a couple of months, but that 268 00:12:19,559 --> 00:12:23,600 Speaker 1: it cured his depression, his like horrible, suicidal, manic depression. 269 00:12:24,400 --> 00:12:26,160 Speaker 1: But he also wouldn't wish it on his worst enemy. 270 00:12:26,200 --> 00:12:29,000 Speaker 1: So I'm like, okay, great, I'm glad there's a solution 271 00:12:29,080 --> 00:12:32,800 Speaker 1: out there. That's the worst thing possible. That's the other 272 00:12:32,880 --> 00:12:35,040 Speaker 1: side of it. You're fine, No, I don't know. I 273 00:12:35,080 --> 00:12:36,400 Speaker 1: don't like roller coasters. 274 00:12:36,960 --> 00:12:40,480 Speaker 2: People do shrooms and they have revelations. People do ayahuasca. 275 00:12:40,600 --> 00:12:42,559 Speaker 2: But the one drug where I've seen people take and 276 00:12:42,640 --> 00:12:48,960 Speaker 2: then legitimately permanently change its DMT, really DMT and may 277 00:12:49,040 --> 00:12:52,040 Speaker 2: become a different person. It's almost like, I mean, it 278 00:12:52,080 --> 00:12:54,520 Speaker 2: doesn't happen to everybody, obviously, but for some of some 279 00:12:54,640 --> 00:12:58,160 Speaker 2: people that I have known, they do DMT and then 280 00:12:58,200 --> 00:13:03,120 Speaker 2: they become just like totally disconnected from outcomes. Yeah, it 281 00:13:03,240 --> 00:13:06,800 Speaker 2: changes their personality, which is maybe healthy or whatever, but 282 00:13:06,880 --> 00:13:08,240 Speaker 2: it also makes from outcomes. 283 00:13:08,559 --> 00:13:10,480 Speaker 1: Yes, yeah, I wonder if I want to be I 284 00:13:10,520 --> 00:13:14,079 Speaker 1: would love to be disconnected from self and other judgment, 285 00:13:14,200 --> 00:13:16,800 Speaker 1: but from outcomes. I guess that would actually be pretty 286 00:13:16,880 --> 00:13:18,360 Speaker 1: freeing in a lot of ways. 287 00:13:19,000 --> 00:13:21,640 Speaker 2: Well, it's part of being disconnected from yourself because you're 288 00:13:21,679 --> 00:13:24,199 Speaker 2: now viewing yourself as part of the whole of the universe, 289 00:13:24,240 --> 00:13:27,880 Speaker 2: So your own personal success is not really a factor. 290 00:13:27,960 --> 00:13:30,480 Speaker 1: It's like your success, Oh my god, it would absolutely 291 00:13:30,559 --> 00:13:32,360 Speaker 1: change me that if that was the realization that I 292 00:13:32,600 --> 00:13:34,360 Speaker 1: was able to come to, I wouldn't be able to 293 00:13:34,400 --> 00:13:38,960 Speaker 1: do anything I do my life. It would be impossible 294 00:13:39,320 --> 00:13:43,079 Speaker 1: if I didn't feel like I was a special individual 295 00:13:43,559 --> 00:13:47,719 Speaker 1: that needed special or like need Like, I don't know, 296 00:13:47,920 --> 00:13:50,319 Speaker 1: do you think that you need love still? You just 297 00:13:50,360 --> 00:13:52,800 Speaker 1: don't seek it in validating ways or whatever. 298 00:13:52,920 --> 00:13:55,120 Speaker 2: I think you just feel the love of the universe. 299 00:13:55,160 --> 00:13:56,719 Speaker 2: I don't know. I've never done it from what the 300 00:13:56,760 --> 00:14:00,760 Speaker 2: people have described me. I know two people who changed dramatically, 301 00:14:00,800 --> 00:14:02,040 Speaker 2: and then a few other people who took it and 302 00:14:02,200 --> 00:14:05,720 Speaker 2: just like had revelations. But the two people that changed dramatically, 303 00:14:05,920 --> 00:14:08,319 Speaker 2: they just felt like they were constantly feeling the love 304 00:14:08,400 --> 00:14:10,200 Speaker 2: of the universe, and perhaps they were in a state 305 00:14:10,240 --> 00:14:13,319 Speaker 2: of bliss. But I have to say, from an outsider's perspective, 306 00:14:13,760 --> 00:14:15,960 Speaker 2: it makes you almost insufferable. 307 00:14:16,840 --> 00:14:19,200 Speaker 1: I don't want to become that, just this floaty like 308 00:14:20,160 --> 00:14:21,600 Speaker 1: you know, I'm just too happy. 309 00:14:21,920 --> 00:14:24,200 Speaker 2: What do you want for dinner tonight? You know, it 310 00:14:24,320 --> 00:14:27,000 Speaker 2: doesn't matter what we eat for dinner. Who cares, Let's 311 00:14:27,120 --> 00:14:28,760 Speaker 2: just eat enjoy the fruits of. 312 00:14:29,680 --> 00:14:34,520 Speaker 1: Of what they say, Yeah, like I don't care, But 313 00:14:34,600 --> 00:14:36,880 Speaker 1: it's just like I don't care, Like it's a different 314 00:14:36,960 --> 00:14:39,560 Speaker 1: side of yeah, like when you're depression, Like I don't care. 315 00:14:39,800 --> 00:14:42,600 Speaker 1: I don't know, everything's just yeah, it's. 316 00:14:42,480 --> 00:14:45,800 Speaker 2: One of these guys went really nuts though. He really so. 317 00:14:45,880 --> 00:14:49,240 Speaker 1: Much gratitude, too much gratitude, too much gratitude too Okay, 318 00:14:49,320 --> 00:14:53,920 Speaker 1: we all know this person on Instagram and TikTok, the 319 00:14:54,040 --> 00:14:56,920 Speaker 1: person that's just always like just able to conjure this, 320 00:14:57,120 --> 00:15:00,480 Speaker 1: like you need to love yourself. And as a woman 321 00:15:00,640 --> 00:15:03,160 Speaker 1: who's aging, it's your dude, And I'm like, you have 322 00:15:03,280 --> 00:15:05,320 Speaker 1: perfect hair and you have perfect skin. You're sixty, you 323 00:15:05,400 --> 00:15:07,280 Speaker 1: look thirty four. This is all very easy for you 324 00:15:07,400 --> 00:15:12,120 Speaker 1: to say, ma'am. But it's like, maybe that's what's behind. Maybe, Yeah, 325 00:15:13,920 --> 00:15:16,960 Speaker 1: she like is leaning into her. She's actually so beautiful 326 00:15:17,000 --> 00:15:18,840 Speaker 1: and I do get a lot from her videos. But 327 00:15:19,040 --> 00:15:21,040 Speaker 1: on days where I'm not feeling very good about myself, 328 00:15:21,080 --> 00:15:23,440 Speaker 1: this woman irritates me because I'm like, if I looked 329 00:15:23,520 --> 00:15:26,000 Speaker 1: like you, I wouldn't really give a shit about my 330 00:15:26,120 --> 00:15:28,120 Speaker 1: looks either. But that's not fair. She's still had to 331 00:15:28,120 --> 00:15:30,800 Speaker 1: have opinion about that stuff and try to promote, you know, 332 00:15:31,160 --> 00:15:35,720 Speaker 1: like Jamila, Jamila Jamil. I always always fuck of her name, 333 00:15:36,320 --> 00:15:38,720 Speaker 1: and that's so embarrassed. I just don't say her name fully. 334 00:15:38,800 --> 00:15:40,120 Speaker 1: I just call her Jamila. And then when I have 335 00:15:40,160 --> 00:15:42,880 Speaker 1: to throw in the next name that sounds very similar. 336 00:15:42,920 --> 00:15:45,560 Speaker 1: I'm not being not saying anything, I just mix it up. 337 00:15:46,080 --> 00:15:47,440 Speaker 1: I get nervous. It's the same as when I say 338 00:15:47,520 --> 00:15:52,400 Speaker 1: take for granted and grant. I want to say granted, 339 00:15:52,760 --> 00:15:55,480 Speaker 1: and I get so nervous that I want to say granted. 340 00:15:55,800 --> 00:15:57,800 Speaker 1: But I get so nervous when I'm about to say 341 00:15:57,800 --> 00:16:00,000 Speaker 1: it that I fuck it up. I struggle with people 342 00:16:00,280 --> 00:16:03,360 Speaker 1: names so much, and I'm always really embarrassed when I 343 00:16:03,360 --> 00:16:06,240 Speaker 1: have to bring someone up on stage that has a 344 00:16:06,280 --> 00:16:08,760 Speaker 1: weird name that I think I might mispronounce and therefore 345 00:16:08,880 --> 00:16:11,920 Speaker 1: insult their ethnicity. I get like, I get so nervous, 346 00:16:11,920 --> 00:16:15,240 Speaker 1: and then I end up doing it every time. It's 347 00:16:15,360 --> 00:16:16,120 Speaker 1: so embarrassing. 348 00:16:16,320 --> 00:16:18,840 Speaker 2: Yeah, people say my name wrong all the time, and 349 00:16:19,000 --> 00:16:20,680 Speaker 2: I don't get upset about it. 350 00:16:20,720 --> 00:16:22,280 Speaker 1: But I don't care at all. My dad is very 351 00:16:22,360 --> 00:16:25,080 Speaker 1: like they said Glosser, and I'm like, it doesn't matter. 352 00:16:25,160 --> 00:16:27,120 Speaker 1: I mean, it's it was just a it's a show 353 00:16:27,400 --> 00:16:30,200 Speaker 1: in a at the Funny Bone. It doesn't It's fine. 354 00:16:30,480 --> 00:16:34,600 Speaker 3: One time, in an email to Kelly, who edits our videos, 355 00:16:34,840 --> 00:16:39,280 Speaker 3: I said I'm missing brains because I didn't have Brian's 356 00:16:39,680 --> 00:16:40,360 Speaker 3: video or something. 357 00:16:40,400 --> 00:16:42,920 Speaker 1: Like brain must happen all the time to you, Like. 358 00:16:47,040 --> 00:16:51,320 Speaker 2: Yeah, sometimes I'll get like uh uh spam emails that 359 00:16:51,520 --> 00:16:54,680 Speaker 2: say dear brain, and it's like I couldn't even fucking. 360 00:16:56,680 --> 00:16:58,640 Speaker 1: Yeah, that would just be bots copy and pasting and 361 00:16:58,880 --> 00:16:59,320 Speaker 1: maybe me too. 362 00:16:59,320 --> 00:17:01,920 Speaker 2: You didn't get it right Somewhere that actually does bother me. 363 00:17:02,040 --> 00:17:04,560 Speaker 2: Brain bothers me for some reason, whereas it someone says 364 00:17:04,680 --> 00:17:08,080 Speaker 2: frange or or frangie or something like that. I'm not 365 00:17:08,200 --> 00:17:12,640 Speaker 2: brain should bother you, but brain that bothers me, because yeah, 366 00:17:12,920 --> 00:17:15,399 Speaker 2: that's why it bothers me, because people find it so 367 00:17:15,680 --> 00:17:19,520 Speaker 2: funny they say the brain frangie and it's like, what 368 00:17:20,600 --> 00:17:21,200 Speaker 2: is goggles? 369 00:17:21,600 --> 00:17:24,320 Speaker 1: Is that why it does? It? Kind of suits you? 370 00:17:24,520 --> 00:17:28,560 Speaker 1: You are a brainiac, I would say, yeah, you take 371 00:17:28,600 --> 00:17:30,480 Speaker 1: that as a compliment, right, Who doesn't want to be 372 00:17:30,520 --> 00:17:31,080 Speaker 1: a brainiac? 373 00:17:31,119 --> 00:17:33,360 Speaker 2: I would love to be a brainiact A brainiac means 374 00:17:33,359 --> 00:17:34,639 Speaker 2: I've never had sex though I. 375 00:17:37,400 --> 00:17:39,399 Speaker 1: That's when it does imply, but it doesn't have to 376 00:17:40,160 --> 00:17:42,560 Speaker 1: not the one that I you this, you are a 377 00:17:42,600 --> 00:17:45,520 Speaker 1: brainiact that sucks a lot for sure. Yeah, that's right, 378 00:17:46,520 --> 00:17:47,600 Speaker 1: they are out there. 379 00:17:47,840 --> 00:17:48,680 Speaker 2: That's my persona. 380 00:17:50,280 --> 00:17:53,200 Speaker 1: Isn't getting brain a sexual act? I got brain, she 381 00:17:53,320 --> 00:17:53,960 Speaker 1: gives good brain. 382 00:17:54,520 --> 00:17:57,239 Speaker 2: Oh, well, that's is that when your dicks goes all 383 00:17:57,240 --> 00:17:57,840 Speaker 2: the way up there? 384 00:17:59,080 --> 00:17:59,800 Speaker 1: Uh wha? 385 00:18:00,520 --> 00:18:03,000 Speaker 2: Is it getting brain like a term? And if that 386 00:18:03,200 --> 00:18:05,639 Speaker 2: gang's used when they're talking about killing somebody, when you 387 00:18:06,119 --> 00:18:07,240 Speaker 2: in the head, you brain them. 388 00:18:07,680 --> 00:18:08,960 Speaker 1: Oh shit, that's good. 389 00:18:09,359 --> 00:18:09,760 Speaker 2: I like that. 390 00:18:10,480 --> 00:18:12,960 Speaker 1: No, I think it's this. I think give good brain 391 00:18:13,480 --> 00:18:16,560 Speaker 1: means give a good head. We got to look it up. 392 00:18:16,840 --> 00:18:18,240 Speaker 2: Give good brain, I've never heard. 393 00:18:18,400 --> 00:18:20,720 Speaker 1: I think it's in. It's in whatever. You like this 394 00:18:20,880 --> 00:18:23,560 Speaker 1: The t I song that Anya does hold on give 395 00:18:23,640 --> 00:18:27,480 Speaker 1: good brain me give good brain is a slang term 396 00:18:27,680 --> 00:18:31,720 Speaker 1: usually referred to giving oral sex, usually to a person 397 00:18:31,800 --> 00:18:33,800 Speaker 1: with the penis. I'm hip with the kids. In two 398 00:18:33,800 --> 00:18:34,639 Speaker 1: thousand and one. 399 00:18:35,720 --> 00:18:42,280 Speaker 4: When that song was written, one was this article on 400 00:18:42,520 --> 00:18:45,280 Speaker 4: okay pop buzz dot com, recently. 401 00:18:45,359 --> 00:18:48,320 Speaker 2: The internet's most trusted viral news source. 402 00:18:49,920 --> 00:18:52,560 Speaker 1: What's the most recent like word you've heard that? 403 00:18:52,640 --> 00:18:52,920 Speaker 2: You're like? 404 00:18:53,119 --> 00:18:53,840 Speaker 3: What is that? 405 00:18:54,040 --> 00:18:57,320 Speaker 2: Oh, there's a bad one that's coming out that I 406 00:18:57,400 --> 00:18:59,160 Speaker 2: don't think is going to catch on. That Allie told 407 00:18:59,200 --> 00:19:02,960 Speaker 2: me the other day, and it is fuck. I just 408 00:19:03,040 --> 00:19:03,520 Speaker 2: forgot it. 409 00:19:04,240 --> 00:19:05,399 Speaker 1: Damn it. I hate when that happens. 410 00:19:05,480 --> 00:19:07,080 Speaker 2: God, damn it. You know what? 411 00:19:07,720 --> 00:19:10,320 Speaker 1: Yeah, say less. That's my favorite one. 412 00:19:10,600 --> 00:19:12,440 Speaker 2: Say less. I like say less. 413 00:19:12,720 --> 00:19:15,520 Speaker 1: It sounds almost insulting, but it's supposed to mean like no, 414 00:19:16,119 --> 00:19:18,680 Speaker 1: I got like, I got it right. I think that's 415 00:19:18,720 --> 00:19:19,080 Speaker 1: what it is. 416 00:19:19,440 --> 00:19:21,640 Speaker 2: Yeah, I came and went. 417 00:19:22,280 --> 00:19:23,440 Speaker 1: There was like a brief, there was like a no, 418 00:19:23,600 --> 00:19:25,280 Speaker 1: I think it's I think it's stuck around. 419 00:19:25,520 --> 00:19:27,280 Speaker 2: No, because too many adults are saying it. There was 420 00:19:27,320 --> 00:19:29,920 Speaker 2: a three week period where RIZ is it and now 421 00:19:30,400 --> 00:19:33,080 Speaker 2: and now you see on like Fox News where someone's 422 00:19:33,240 --> 00:19:37,239 Speaker 2: like or as the kids are saying, Ron DeSantis has 423 00:19:37,320 --> 00:19:40,440 Speaker 2: no Riz, and it's like, Okay, it's over. That's the 424 00:19:40,640 --> 00:19:42,640 Speaker 2: that when it's being said on Fox News, it's over. 425 00:19:42,960 --> 00:19:44,679 Speaker 1: I don't know. I don't know. I think it's going 426 00:19:44,760 --> 00:19:47,960 Speaker 1: to stick around. I predict. Let's revisit in six months. 427 00:19:49,280 --> 00:19:51,520 Speaker 1: Someone remind us in six months to revisit and see 428 00:19:51,520 --> 00:19:56,359 Speaker 1: if RIZ is on the RIZ or on the so okay, 429 00:19:56,840 --> 00:19:59,320 Speaker 1: say less. I was right. It is a slang way. 430 00:19:59,720 --> 00:20:02,600 Speaker 1: It's the concise way of expressing agreement or acknowledgement that 431 00:20:02,680 --> 00:20:05,200 Speaker 1: you understand what someone is saying without adding further comment. 432 00:20:05,560 --> 00:20:08,680 Speaker 1: It's I like it because it sounds insulting, because like 433 00:20:08,800 --> 00:20:12,440 Speaker 1: say less, like ugh, say last, just talk last. You're annoying, 434 00:20:12,800 --> 00:20:15,680 Speaker 1: but it's just like I got you. I love it. Okay, 435 00:20:16,080 --> 00:20:17,960 Speaker 1: we gotta go to break. We'll come back and I'll 436 00:20:18,000 --> 00:20:18,400 Speaker 1: say more. 437 00:20:20,960 --> 00:20:21,400 Speaker 3: We're back. 438 00:20:21,920 --> 00:20:25,320 Speaker 1: We're wearing sunglasses, or at least I was wearing glasses 439 00:20:25,800 --> 00:20:27,440 Speaker 1: and then noah, oh you gave up on those. 440 00:20:27,720 --> 00:20:30,119 Speaker 3: You know why because my goggles I felt like they 441 00:20:30,160 --> 00:20:31,600 Speaker 3: were sucking my eyes out. 442 00:20:32,880 --> 00:20:34,360 Speaker 1: Oh yeah, that has happened. 443 00:20:34,520 --> 00:20:37,359 Speaker 3: My My brother goes scuba diving and one time I 444 00:20:37,400 --> 00:20:39,399 Speaker 3: saw him and his eyes were all like bloodshot, and 445 00:20:39,440 --> 00:20:41,080 Speaker 3: I was like, what the fuck happened to your eyes? 446 00:20:41,080 --> 00:20:41,199 Speaker 2: Oh? 447 00:20:41,720 --> 00:20:44,520 Speaker 3: And He's like, I accidentally moved my goggles and the 448 00:20:44,600 --> 00:20:46,280 Speaker 3: pressure sucked his eyeballs. 449 00:20:47,480 --> 00:20:49,320 Speaker 1: And they straight his eyebrows. 450 00:20:49,400 --> 00:20:52,040 Speaker 2: He's underwater though that's not because of the goggles alone. 451 00:20:52,119 --> 00:20:53,119 Speaker 3: That's what was happening to me. 452 00:20:53,240 --> 00:20:54,760 Speaker 1: I feel my well, I just want to dress on 453 00:20:54,840 --> 00:20:58,240 Speaker 1: YouTube that I'm flipping up my glasses because these glasses 454 00:20:58,280 --> 00:20:59,840 Speaker 1: are polarized and they make it so I can't see this. 455 00:21:00,119 --> 00:21:01,959 Speaker 1: And so when I do this, you guys are literally 456 00:21:02,040 --> 00:21:04,640 Speaker 1: I can't see anything totally black on the screen. It's 457 00:21:04,680 --> 00:21:06,399 Speaker 1: like takes it away. So that's when that's why I 458 00:21:06,480 --> 00:21:07,359 Speaker 1: keep going back and forth. 459 00:21:09,320 --> 00:21:11,480 Speaker 2: We're able to do something. What. 460 00:21:11,920 --> 00:21:13,520 Speaker 1: Oh yeah, Yeah, it's good to have a little task. 461 00:21:13,560 --> 00:21:14,600 Speaker 2: It's like having a cigarette. 462 00:21:15,359 --> 00:21:18,840 Speaker 1: I keep dropping coffee on myself. I went we we 463 00:21:19,040 --> 00:21:21,440 Speaker 1: just recorded, We're not doing two back to back episodes, 464 00:21:21,480 --> 00:21:23,080 Speaker 1: and I like went to Starbucks to kind of break 465 00:21:23,200 --> 00:21:27,120 Speaker 1: up the just feel like I did. Yeah, I ran 466 00:21:27,160 --> 00:21:30,240 Speaker 1: over there and I'm trying to think of anything that 467 00:21:30,359 --> 00:21:32,879 Speaker 1: monumental aut but no, it was just my friend Laurens there. 468 00:21:33,080 --> 00:21:35,440 Speaker 2: I have the other word, just to keep it on 469 00:21:35,480 --> 00:21:38,800 Speaker 2: the for a second. Copium. Have you heard that yet? 470 00:21:39,080 --> 00:21:40,080 Speaker 2: Copium opium? 471 00:21:40,520 --> 00:21:41,800 Speaker 1: Are kids using that word? 472 00:21:42,320 --> 00:21:46,000 Speaker 2: It's on It's used on Twitch a lot. It's copium copium. 473 00:21:46,040 --> 00:21:50,520 Speaker 2: It's a combination of cope and opium. So it's used 474 00:21:50,640 --> 00:21:53,240 Speaker 2: satirically and is a joke term used to describe a 475 00:21:53,320 --> 00:21:57,040 Speaker 2: fictional drug that one consumes after suffering a loss, defeat, 476 00:21:57,160 --> 00:21:57,960 Speaker 2: or disappointment. 477 00:21:58,520 --> 00:22:01,560 Speaker 1: Oh so you need some copium, man? Yeah, because you just. 478 00:22:02,640 --> 00:22:04,600 Speaker 2: Often said when people try to make excuses for a 479 00:22:04,680 --> 00:22:07,320 Speaker 2: failure or who try to spin something that's decidedly negative 480 00:22:07,359 --> 00:22:11,600 Speaker 2: into a positive. What, So here's a I was just 481 00:22:11,680 --> 00:22:14,040 Speaker 2: trying a new dance move. Dude, Copium. I don't get 482 00:22:14,040 --> 00:22:16,119 Speaker 2: what that means. But no, I don't think copium is 483 00:22:16,160 --> 00:22:18,399 Speaker 2: going to catch on so much with the regular people 484 00:22:18,480 --> 00:22:21,040 Speaker 2: outside of twitch because it's just I don't think it 485 00:22:21,560 --> 00:22:22,200 Speaker 2: sounds very cool. 486 00:22:22,240 --> 00:22:24,119 Speaker 1: It sounds like, no, it sounds like a drug or 487 00:22:24,480 --> 00:22:28,639 Speaker 1: a genus have a type of flower. 488 00:22:28,720 --> 00:22:31,880 Speaker 2: It is being said copium because. 489 00:22:31,560 --> 00:22:33,720 Speaker 1: I guess it is a opium. It's a part is it? 490 00:22:33,760 --> 00:22:34,560 Speaker 1: Opium's a flower? 491 00:22:34,640 --> 00:22:34,760 Speaker 4: Right? 492 00:22:35,000 --> 00:22:39,040 Speaker 1: I think I smoked opium one time. The weirdest drugs 493 00:22:39,040 --> 00:22:40,520 Speaker 1: outside of pot that I've done. I think I did 494 00:22:40,600 --> 00:22:43,639 Speaker 1: opium in high school, but I don't remember. I just 495 00:22:43,680 --> 00:22:46,720 Speaker 1: remember a little black rock. Yeah, it didn't affect I 496 00:22:46,760 --> 00:22:48,920 Speaker 1: don't remember it affecting me in any certain way. And 497 00:22:48,960 --> 00:22:53,280 Speaker 1: then I did salvia, which is so stupid. I'm so mad. 498 00:22:53,320 --> 00:22:55,879 Speaker 3: I haven't heard about Why is it so stupid? 499 00:22:56,480 --> 00:22:58,600 Speaker 1: Because if you watch videos of people on it, people 500 00:22:58,680 --> 00:23:00,919 Speaker 1: get so weird at almos pass out and just their 501 00:23:00,960 --> 00:23:04,000 Speaker 1: bodies contort and they look like they're having an epileptic seizure. 502 00:23:04,040 --> 00:23:07,119 Speaker 1: They look horrified, and it lasts a very short amount 503 00:23:07,119 --> 00:23:08,720 Speaker 1: of time, but then you come out of it. Luckily 504 00:23:08,760 --> 00:23:10,920 Speaker 1: I did not have that reaction, but I could have. 505 00:23:11,119 --> 00:23:14,360 Speaker 1: Like it's very well documented all over YouTube. Watch people 506 00:23:14,440 --> 00:23:18,360 Speaker 1: on salvia. It's disturbing to watch and they are freaked out. 507 00:23:18,440 --> 00:23:20,200 Speaker 1: And I read on Reddit all the time, like what's 508 00:23:20,240 --> 00:23:22,040 Speaker 1: the one drug like you don't recommend, and people are 509 00:23:22,080 --> 00:23:24,560 Speaker 1: like salvia. It fucked like talking about DMT and stuff. 510 00:23:24,680 --> 00:23:26,840 Speaker 1: It fucked with me so hard. So I was lucky 511 00:23:26,880 --> 00:23:28,919 Speaker 1: that I didn't experience that with it. But I did 512 00:23:29,040 --> 00:23:34,680 Speaker 1: smoke the synthetic weed in Indiana, Oh, Dayton. I was 513 00:23:34,720 --> 00:23:37,560 Speaker 1: in Dayton. I remember it was the day of the 514 00:23:37,680 --> 00:23:42,040 Speaker 1: royal wedding that was I remember it was on TV. 515 00:23:42,160 --> 00:23:43,920 Speaker 1: But I was staying at this comedy condo in Dayton, 516 00:23:44,640 --> 00:23:48,200 Speaker 1: and there was this guy that I was working with 517 00:23:48,480 --> 00:23:51,240 Speaker 1: who had kids and was on like parole from like 518 00:23:51,280 --> 00:23:54,040 Speaker 1: a drunk driving thing, and so he couldn't smoke weed 519 00:23:54,040 --> 00:23:55,600 Speaker 1: because they drug tested him. So he was like, I 520 00:23:55,680 --> 00:23:58,600 Speaker 1: got the synthetic weed and it looked like easter basket 521 00:23:59,640 --> 00:24:03,000 Speaker 1: like stuffing, you know that, like grass plastic wrap, and 522 00:24:03,119 --> 00:24:05,520 Speaker 1: you smoked that. In my heart, I thought I was 523 00:24:05,560 --> 00:24:08,560 Speaker 1: gonna die. I literally was considering writing a note or 524 00:24:08,640 --> 00:24:11,159 Speaker 1: and I started like the joke I wrote after it 525 00:24:11,280 --> 00:24:12,920 Speaker 1: and this is not even a lie. I started like 526 00:24:13,000 --> 00:24:15,280 Speaker 1: cleaning up because I literally thought EMTs were gonna have 527 00:24:15,280 --> 00:24:17,040 Speaker 1: to be called because my heart was being so fast 528 00:24:17,040 --> 00:24:18,679 Speaker 1: and I felt so crazy. So that was the one 529 00:24:18,760 --> 00:24:20,159 Speaker 1: time I was like, holy shit, and I was like, 530 00:24:20,560 --> 00:24:22,920 Speaker 1: what are you doing? Why are you smoking something that 531 00:24:23,080 --> 00:24:26,159 Speaker 1: looks like plastic? Like what is wrong with you? But 532 00:24:26,280 --> 00:24:29,000 Speaker 1: I was just young and dumb man like I wasn't 533 00:24:29,119 --> 00:24:31,920 Speaker 1: trying to hurt myself, but like I was thinking. 534 00:24:31,960 --> 00:24:33,359 Speaker 3: Now everything has plastic in it. 535 00:24:33,760 --> 00:24:34,280 Speaker 1: That's true. 536 00:24:34,359 --> 00:24:34,560 Speaker 4: I was. 537 00:24:35,320 --> 00:24:38,360 Speaker 1: I was smoking microplastics before we were drinking them where 538 00:24:38,400 --> 00:24:41,560 Speaker 1: it was cool. Yeah, I mean yeah. And then I 539 00:24:41,600 --> 00:24:43,399 Speaker 1: smoked weed out of like a red bullcan, and then 540 00:24:43,400 --> 00:24:45,840 Speaker 1: I realized that I was just you know, smoking, You 541 00:24:46,000 --> 00:24:49,480 Speaker 1: just smoke aluminum, what the fuck? Or like a big 542 00:24:49,640 --> 00:24:52,960 Speaker 1: pen plastic? Yeah, what You're not even supposed to like 543 00:24:53,040 --> 00:24:55,680 Speaker 1: microwave a plastic thing for ten seconds that eats something 544 00:24:55,760 --> 00:24:59,000 Speaker 1: out of it. Yet you are inhaling the plastic fumes, 545 00:24:59,040 --> 00:25:02,080 Speaker 1: which I did many times, and Creek beds and Kirkwood, Missouri. 546 00:25:03,440 --> 00:25:04,040 Speaker 1: It's insane. 547 00:25:04,920 --> 00:25:08,800 Speaker 2: So if you if you look into Nikki's glasses, if 548 00:25:08,840 --> 00:25:10,880 Speaker 2: you hold them into a specific way, because the reflection 549 00:25:11,040 --> 00:25:13,960 Speaker 2: of the screens that we're on are in her glasses. 550 00:25:14,000 --> 00:25:17,280 Speaker 2: It looks like she has big giant cartoon eyes. Really 551 00:25:17,440 --> 00:25:19,239 Speaker 2: hould your head up and to the right a little bit. 552 00:25:20,560 --> 00:25:21,560 Speaker 1: Oh yeah, I see it. 553 00:25:21,880 --> 00:25:23,639 Speaker 2: She's got a big giant cartoon Oh, oh my god. 554 00:25:23,680 --> 00:25:25,240 Speaker 1: It does look like I can kind of see it 555 00:25:25,280 --> 00:25:28,960 Speaker 1: through it. It looks like almost like I'm on like ants. 556 00:25:28,920 --> 00:25:32,960 Speaker 2: The c G. I yeah, yeah, wow. So go to 557 00:25:33,040 --> 00:25:36,640 Speaker 2: YouTube if you want to see those wacky cartoon eyes. 558 00:25:37,320 --> 00:25:39,440 Speaker 1: I hope it looks good in on the thing. I'll 559 00:25:39,480 --> 00:25:41,160 Speaker 1: keep looking up this way because I actually can see 560 00:25:41,200 --> 00:25:44,360 Speaker 1: better because slightly less can this one. 561 00:25:44,880 --> 00:25:48,880 Speaker 2: That one's great. It looks like cartoon eyes. Oh my god, 562 00:25:50,400 --> 00:25:52,760 Speaker 2: it looks like we added a filter to nick. 563 00:25:52,760 --> 00:25:55,840 Speaker 1: Like if you can see it, because I can seriously 564 00:25:55,880 --> 00:25:58,280 Speaker 1: see it. My neck will start hurting. But it's good. 565 00:25:58,520 --> 00:26:00,280 Speaker 2: You can turn your head to the exact all the way. 566 00:26:00,359 --> 00:26:02,040 Speaker 2: And you also get cartoon nice because you have the 567 00:26:02,080 --> 00:26:02,520 Speaker 2: other screen. 568 00:26:02,560 --> 00:26:04,480 Speaker 1: Welld on, I'm trying to keep the dots in the 569 00:26:04,680 --> 00:26:05,200 Speaker 1: in the middle. 570 00:26:07,000 --> 00:26:09,000 Speaker 2: Yeah there's now there's two. Yeah, there we go, there 571 00:26:09,040 --> 00:26:10,320 Speaker 2: we go. Oh my god. 572 00:26:10,520 --> 00:26:13,440 Speaker 1: It really does really got to churn into our YouTube. Yeah, 573 00:26:13,720 --> 00:26:15,680 Speaker 1: experience this and I can't I can't be too aware. 574 00:26:15,720 --> 00:26:15,840 Speaker 2: Of it. 575 00:26:16,160 --> 00:26:20,679 Speaker 1: Uh, it's hard. So Uh, Taylor Swift is coming out 576 00:26:20,720 --> 00:26:25,720 Speaker 1: with a new I'll be and yeah, and I haven't 577 00:26:25,760 --> 00:26:27,240 Speaker 1: talked about it yet, and I know it's been so 578 00:26:27,359 --> 00:26:29,719 Speaker 1: many weeks, but it just happened for me because we're 579 00:26:29,760 --> 00:26:32,920 Speaker 1: pretaping these episodes. It happened how many nights ago. Grammys 580 00:26:32,960 --> 00:26:36,720 Speaker 1: were Sunday and it is now Wednesday. So I just 581 00:26:36,760 --> 00:26:40,320 Speaker 1: want to walk you through my experience. I was on 582 00:26:40,480 --> 00:26:44,720 Speaker 1: the red carpet for the Jane's Fund Jane's Got a 583 00:26:44,960 --> 00:26:48,040 Speaker 1: Fund event, and there was a woman who interviewed me 584 00:26:48,040 --> 00:26:49,399 Speaker 1: and I was talking about I alread talked about I 585 00:26:49,440 --> 00:26:51,760 Speaker 1: was talking about the foster system and how foster care 586 00:26:51,920 --> 00:26:53,600 Speaker 1: system and how women get out of it and they 587 00:26:53,640 --> 00:26:56,040 Speaker 1: need help whatever answering those questions. And then this one 588 00:26:56,080 --> 00:26:58,320 Speaker 1: girl was like, can we talk about Taylor Swift or 589 00:26:58,359 --> 00:27:00,159 Speaker 1: some something like that. I was like yes, and I go, 590 00:27:00,320 --> 00:27:02,520 Speaker 1: I think tonight, I'm trying to find the video. I'm 591 00:27:02,600 --> 00:27:05,400 Speaker 1: desperate to find this red carpet interview it, or even 592 00:27:05,480 --> 00:27:07,159 Speaker 1: just find the girl who it was so I can go, hey, 593 00:27:07,240 --> 00:27:10,160 Speaker 1: can you give me that footage? I said, Taylor switches. 594 00:27:10,400 --> 00:27:12,520 Speaker 1: Everyone thinks she's gonna do a re announce of her 595 00:27:12,800 --> 00:27:16,080 Speaker 1: re recording of Reputation, because that's what's next. We just 596 00:27:16,160 --> 00:27:19,680 Speaker 1: know it. She's giving all the clues. But I said, 597 00:27:19,840 --> 00:27:22,720 Speaker 1: I actually think she's announcing a brand new album. I 598 00:27:23,320 --> 00:27:25,879 Speaker 1: know that's a lot to say, but I don't think 599 00:27:25,920 --> 00:27:27,719 Speaker 1: it's gonna be Reputation. I think it's a brand new 600 00:27:27,720 --> 00:27:29,960 Speaker 1: album because there's just been I just had a sense 601 00:27:30,000 --> 00:27:34,560 Speaker 1: because the hints were not giving over the top reputation. 602 00:27:34,680 --> 00:27:36,520 Speaker 1: There wasn't like a ton of snakes. There's been snakes 603 00:27:36,520 --> 00:27:38,600 Speaker 1: in her outfits and like she's dropping Easter eggs here 604 00:27:38,600 --> 00:27:41,119 Speaker 1: and there. All of her friends turned their profile pictures 605 00:27:41,119 --> 00:27:43,160 Speaker 1: to black and white about two or three weeks ago. 606 00:27:44,320 --> 00:27:46,800 Speaker 1: And this is again I'm talking to like two weeks 607 00:27:46,840 --> 00:27:49,480 Speaker 1: in the past right now, So this was five weeks 608 00:27:49,520 --> 00:27:52,280 Speaker 1: to you, but like right, I would say two weeks 609 00:27:52,280 --> 00:27:55,159 Speaker 1: before the Grammys, maybe three weeks. Everyone in her circle, 610 00:27:55,280 --> 00:27:58,280 Speaker 1: including Travis, turned their profile pictures to black and white. 611 00:27:59,400 --> 00:28:02,720 Speaker 1: And everyone's like, oh, that could be reputation because Reputation's 612 00:28:02,760 --> 00:28:05,560 Speaker 1: imaging is like black and dark and snakes and like 613 00:28:05,680 --> 00:28:09,119 Speaker 1: black sparkles and like it's that vibe. So everyone's like, oh, 614 00:28:09,200 --> 00:28:12,320 Speaker 1: this is her teasing reputation, it's coming up. But now 615 00:28:12,960 --> 00:28:14,879 Speaker 1: once you see what this album is about, this new 616 00:28:14,920 --> 00:28:18,400 Speaker 1: album called the Tortured Poets Department? Did I get that right? 617 00:28:20,119 --> 00:28:21,560 Speaker 1: Can you like have it up in front of Okay 618 00:28:21,640 --> 00:28:24,639 Speaker 1: for now, I just now memorized it. I don't know 619 00:28:24,680 --> 00:28:28,320 Speaker 1: about other Swifties, but Tortured Poet's Department was not sticky 620 00:28:28,520 --> 00:28:32,240 Speaker 1: in the brain in my Brian that night, I like 621 00:28:32,359 --> 00:28:34,200 Speaker 1: kept thinking it was the Tortured Poets. 622 00:28:34,000 --> 00:28:36,960 Speaker 2: Committee, the Dead Poets Society. 623 00:28:36,640 --> 00:28:39,280 Speaker 1: Dead Poets Society. Yeah, that's comes into it, and so 624 00:28:39,360 --> 00:28:41,160 Speaker 1: it was just really hard for me to get. But 625 00:28:41,200 --> 00:28:43,560 Speaker 1: I think I TPD. I think is what we're gonna 626 00:28:43,560 --> 00:28:46,240 Speaker 1: call it as Swifties because it's just a mouthful toilet 627 00:28:46,320 --> 00:28:50,240 Speaker 1: paper dick. But yeah, tepilet paper dick, that's what I'll 628 00:28:50,280 --> 00:28:53,560 Speaker 1: call it. And that's could be her next album. She 629 00:28:53,760 --> 00:28:56,120 Speaker 1: could Like Icepice just came out with a song about 630 00:28:56,120 --> 00:28:58,560 Speaker 1: fart and it's number one or it's like on the 631 00:28:58,600 --> 00:29:00,360 Speaker 1: Billboard charts. It's the first song with fart. 632 00:29:00,360 --> 00:29:04,120 Speaker 2: And I've always said that, you got what fart's number one? 633 00:29:05,280 --> 00:29:08,800 Speaker 2: You do fart songs number one? Always say it. I 634 00:29:08,880 --> 00:29:14,280 Speaker 2: said that podcast interview on almost one hundred episodes. I've 635 00:29:14,280 --> 00:29:16,080 Speaker 2: said it on everyone, you just got to find it. 636 00:29:17,880 --> 00:29:20,920 Speaker 1: But I predicted it and anyway, so because it just 637 00:29:21,000 --> 00:29:23,480 Speaker 1: felt like it didn't feel over the top reputation to me. 638 00:29:23,640 --> 00:29:25,440 Speaker 1: And it turns out if you look at the now 639 00:29:25,560 --> 00:29:27,680 Speaker 1: styles of these different albums, of what she's given us, 640 00:29:27,720 --> 00:29:29,200 Speaker 1: of this new one, it is not reputation at all, 641 00:29:29,280 --> 00:29:31,000 Speaker 1: but it's kind of could be. So we all got 642 00:29:31,080 --> 00:29:33,600 Speaker 1: clowned hard on this one, which is what we call 643 00:29:33,640 --> 00:29:35,920 Speaker 1: it in the swifty community when we think she's going 644 00:29:35,960 --> 00:29:37,760 Speaker 1: to do something then she doesn't, or we think one 645 00:29:37,800 --> 00:29:40,760 Speaker 1: thing and she does other things. The emoji is a clown. 646 00:29:40,840 --> 00:29:43,480 Speaker 1: You just go like me me on April nineteenth, and 647 00:29:43,560 --> 00:29:45,480 Speaker 1: I'll be like a clown, like we know she's gonna 648 00:29:45,520 --> 00:29:47,239 Speaker 1: clown us, Like we think she's gonna do this, she's 649 00:29:47,280 --> 00:29:49,120 Speaker 1: gonna go that way, and she totally clowned us. 650 00:29:49,080 --> 00:29:49,400 Speaker 2: But not me. 651 00:29:49,680 --> 00:29:51,840 Speaker 1: I knew, but I was coming out of the bathroom. 652 00:29:51,920 --> 00:29:53,880 Speaker 1: She won. I'm running down the bathroom in these like 653 00:29:54,200 --> 00:29:57,240 Speaker 1: seven inch heels, like from I'm at the Palladium. The 654 00:29:57,280 --> 00:29:59,520 Speaker 1: bathroom's like in the lobby, so imagine the Pladium's like 655 00:29:59,640 --> 00:30:02,120 Speaker 1: going to a place to see a play, you know, 656 00:30:02,200 --> 00:30:05,120 Speaker 1: and so it's like you the bathrooms are out in 657 00:30:05,200 --> 00:30:08,360 Speaker 1: the foyer area, like removed from where it's being shown 658 00:30:08,440 --> 00:30:10,640 Speaker 1: on the screen, and I just hear her win. I 659 00:30:10,680 --> 00:30:12,360 Speaker 1: don't see it because I'm in the bathroom. I'm running 660 00:30:12,360 --> 00:30:13,920 Speaker 1: out and I have to run down these marble stairs 661 00:30:13,960 --> 00:30:17,160 Speaker 1: like this whole staircase, like like I'm like Cinderella at midnight, 662 00:30:17,480 --> 00:30:20,680 Speaker 1: like oh before, and I'm running down and I hear 663 00:30:20,720 --> 00:30:23,200 Speaker 1: her win. But thankfully, while I was running, she was 664 00:30:23,240 --> 00:30:25,160 Speaker 1: getting to her seat, so I missed all of her 665 00:30:25,320 --> 00:30:28,120 Speaker 1: like you know, high fiving everyone and hugging someone. But 666 00:30:28,200 --> 00:30:30,160 Speaker 1: by the time I got in the room, she was 667 00:30:30,240 --> 00:30:32,560 Speaker 1: then perfectly on stage ready to talk, so I didn't 668 00:30:32,560 --> 00:30:34,320 Speaker 1: miss that. I was so excited so that I ran 669 00:30:34,360 --> 00:30:36,440 Speaker 1: and I gave Chris my camera because I was like, 670 00:30:36,480 --> 00:30:38,040 Speaker 1: I want to get a picture of me with her, 671 00:30:39,320 --> 00:30:41,120 Speaker 1: like you know, winning, And I was because I was 672 00:30:41,160 --> 00:30:43,600 Speaker 1: so excited because it is her first thing that she 673 00:30:43,680 --> 00:30:49,240 Speaker 1: won was best song, I think for Anti Hero. I'm sorry, 674 00:30:49,240 --> 00:30:50,560 Speaker 1: I don't remember it right now. I should do that 675 00:30:50,600 --> 00:30:54,400 Speaker 1: because she's my best friend. But she she looked so beautiful. 676 00:30:54,400 --> 00:30:56,720 Speaker 1: I was so excited and then she says, you know, 677 00:30:56,840 --> 00:30:58,680 Speaker 1: and I want to tell you something that I've kept 678 00:30:58,720 --> 00:31:00,920 Speaker 1: secret for two years and were still thinking, like could 679 00:31:00,920 --> 00:31:02,720 Speaker 1: it be reputation, because yeah, she could have been keeping 680 00:31:02,760 --> 00:31:04,600 Speaker 1: that secret to years, but I just knew. And she's like, 681 00:31:04,640 --> 00:31:07,920 Speaker 1: I have a new album coming out and I am 682 00:31:08,160 --> 00:31:11,600 Speaker 1: so fucking excited. And I know it's annoying. I know 683 00:31:11,680 --> 00:31:14,080 Speaker 1: swifties are annoying. I just have to tell you, as 684 00:31:14,160 --> 00:31:17,480 Speaker 1: a swiftie, I can be really obnoxious sometimes and I 685 00:31:17,560 --> 00:31:19,720 Speaker 1: know it's like overblown and over the top, and it's like, 686 00:31:19,880 --> 00:31:23,600 Speaker 1: roll your eyes. It feels so good when you hear 687 00:31:23,800 --> 00:31:26,120 Speaker 1: that your favorite thing is about to have more of 688 00:31:26,200 --> 00:31:29,920 Speaker 1: your favorite thing, Like just imagine that your team wins 689 00:31:29,960 --> 00:31:31,640 Speaker 1: and you get to watch them play more in the 690 00:31:31,720 --> 00:31:36,040 Speaker 1: playoffs or whatever. Like it's just more new things of 691 00:31:36,160 --> 00:31:37,600 Speaker 1: the thing you love the most. So it is a 692 00:31:38,360 --> 00:31:41,160 Speaker 1: amazing feeling that this bitch is so goddamn parl. 693 00:31:41,320 --> 00:31:43,680 Speaker 3: Is there anyone else at your table that was a swiftye? 694 00:31:44,120 --> 00:31:44,160 Speaker 2: No? 695 00:31:44,920 --> 00:31:47,880 Speaker 1: So you this was hard. I was looking around. I 696 00:31:48,000 --> 00:31:50,480 Speaker 1: was like I vibed my table to see if anyone 697 00:31:50,520 --> 00:31:52,760 Speaker 1: else was a little bit over that, like even like 698 00:31:52,880 --> 00:31:56,080 Speaker 1: you know, just really had a lot of respect for her, 699 00:31:56,320 --> 00:31:58,360 Speaker 1: or like not obviously everyone respects her, but I just 700 00:31:58,400 --> 00:32:01,440 Speaker 1: thought someone would be, you know, even a moderate. 701 00:32:02,080 --> 00:32:02,200 Speaker 3: Uh. 702 00:32:03,040 --> 00:32:05,680 Speaker 1: I was looking for moderate, a moderate to severe swifty. 703 00:32:06,280 --> 00:32:09,120 Speaker 1: It was the range that I would have liked. But 704 00:32:09,560 --> 00:32:11,960 Speaker 1: there was no one. But there was Chris, who knows 705 00:32:12,080 --> 00:32:15,000 Speaker 1: how much she means to me, so he was excited 706 00:32:15,040 --> 00:32:18,080 Speaker 1: that my friend won. And I know that feels stupid, 707 00:32:18,080 --> 00:32:19,720 Speaker 1: but I don't think she's my friend. I'm not saying 708 00:32:19,760 --> 00:32:22,040 Speaker 1: that in that way. I'm just saying, like, for I 709 00:32:22,240 --> 00:32:25,280 Speaker 1: have had friends win these awards. I've had friends, like 710 00:32:25,400 --> 00:32:29,040 Speaker 1: a best friend win an Emmy, and it's the same feeling. 711 00:32:29,360 --> 00:32:32,400 Speaker 1: So you can say like, she's not your friend, like 712 00:32:32,440 --> 00:32:35,680 Speaker 1: when Swifty's are excited about Taylor winning these things. You 713 00:32:36,040 --> 00:32:39,600 Speaker 1: someone can always be like you don't. You don't really 714 00:32:40,040 --> 00:32:41,640 Speaker 1: she doesn't feel like This is not the way you 715 00:32:41,720 --> 00:32:44,600 Speaker 1: react if she's not your friend or whatever. But I'm 716 00:32:44,640 --> 00:32:46,840 Speaker 1: here to tell you I have had friends when iman 717 00:32:47,000 --> 00:32:49,200 Speaker 1: It is the same feeling. You are feeling a real 718 00:32:49,280 --> 00:32:51,840 Speaker 1: thing that is like, it means something. It makes you 719 00:32:51,880 --> 00:32:54,320 Speaker 1: feel good, so lean into it, Mitch. But I had 720 00:32:54,360 --> 00:32:55,800 Speaker 1: to pull back in a little bit because I just 721 00:32:55,920 --> 00:32:57,960 Speaker 1: was trying to be cool around my new famous friends, 722 00:32:58,400 --> 00:33:01,040 Speaker 1: and it just wasn't the vibe to be like, hey, yes, 723 00:33:02,600 --> 00:33:04,480 Speaker 1: people are like talking about their kids, showing pictures of 724 00:33:04,520 --> 00:33:06,560 Speaker 1: the kids, talking about other stuff like it was just 725 00:33:06,960 --> 00:33:08,800 Speaker 1: people weren't even watching and for me to be like, 726 00:33:09,080 --> 00:33:12,920 Speaker 1: she won, can you believe? So I was furiously texting 727 00:33:13,040 --> 00:33:16,160 Speaker 1: nor Hadidi, who is my uh my one friend who 728 00:33:16,320 --> 00:33:19,960 Speaker 1: is the biggest swifty that as big as I am, 729 00:33:20,520 --> 00:33:24,360 Speaker 1: and like right on the same level. She's severe, uh 730 00:33:24,800 --> 00:33:28,400 Speaker 1: chronic swifty, and so we were texting back and forth 731 00:33:28,400 --> 00:33:29,960 Speaker 1: about like, oh my god, she did it, and I 732 00:33:30,080 --> 00:33:31,720 Speaker 1: was like, nor I predicted it, and she was like, 733 00:33:32,440 --> 00:33:34,640 Speaker 1: you did, you said reputation. I go, oh fuck, I 734 00:33:34,680 --> 00:33:37,480 Speaker 1: didn't tell you my new prediction because I wanted it 735 00:33:37,600 --> 00:33:39,440 Speaker 1: in writing. I was searching our chat to be like, 736 00:33:39,520 --> 00:33:43,160 Speaker 1: I know I predicted this, but yeah, I was so excited. 737 00:33:43,280 --> 00:33:45,160 Speaker 2: And so then that's how I felt about nine to eleven. 738 00:33:45,960 --> 00:33:48,840 Speaker 2: What then I predicted it? But nobody. 739 00:33:51,200 --> 00:33:52,840 Speaker 1: You do wonder like if you went back in time 740 00:33:52,880 --> 00:33:54,480 Speaker 1: and could stop nine to eleven, like how you would 741 00:33:54,520 --> 00:33:56,840 Speaker 1: convince people. You would just go like, hey, well you 742 00:33:57,000 --> 00:33:59,760 Speaker 1: just like screen people extra hard at this airport today, 743 00:34:00,040 --> 00:34:02,520 Speaker 1: and you could have or these airports would ever believe 744 00:34:02,560 --> 00:34:04,760 Speaker 1: you no, especially no, but you could just be like, 745 00:34:04,920 --> 00:34:09,319 Speaker 1: I have I have you know information that uh. 746 00:34:09,360 --> 00:34:11,120 Speaker 2: And then you'd get arrested and you'd get yeah. 747 00:34:11,160 --> 00:34:12,440 Speaker 1: They'd be like, how do you know this, and you're like, 748 00:34:12,480 --> 00:34:16,759 Speaker 1: I'm from the future. It's a long story, Like it's 749 00:34:16,760 --> 00:34:19,000 Speaker 1: gonna be as crazy as American Nightmare when they were like, 750 00:34:19,280 --> 00:34:22,040 Speaker 1: these guys come in with wetsuits on and put headphones 751 00:34:22,120 --> 00:34:24,600 Speaker 1: over our ears and goggles speaking of goggles that you 752 00:34:24,680 --> 00:34:26,960 Speaker 1: were wearing. If you saw American Nightmare. The story, the 753 00:34:27,000 --> 00:34:28,840 Speaker 1: way in which this guy kidnapped these people was so 754 00:34:30,120 --> 00:34:33,319 Speaker 1: crazy that he definitely sounded like he had murdered her 755 00:34:33,360 --> 00:34:35,279 Speaker 1: because he said this guy was wearing wet suit and 756 00:34:35,360 --> 00:34:37,799 Speaker 1: put you know, music on in their headphones and then 757 00:34:38,040 --> 00:34:39,960 Speaker 1: made the little square for them to sit in like 758 00:34:40,040 --> 00:34:42,600 Speaker 1: it was everyone's just like oh yeah, And then did 759 00:34:42,680 --> 00:34:44,719 Speaker 1: the guys climb out of the seat and trying to 760 00:34:44,800 --> 00:34:46,920 Speaker 1: kidnap your girlfriend. It's like, we know you killed her. 761 00:34:47,000 --> 00:34:49,040 Speaker 1: This is ridiculous. It was as if he said I'm 762 00:34:49,080 --> 00:34:50,759 Speaker 1: from the future, so yeah, you'd be fucked with the 763 00:34:50,880 --> 00:34:51,800 Speaker 1: I'm from the future. 764 00:34:52,239 --> 00:34:54,440 Speaker 2: That would be a funny movie. If a guy's from 765 00:34:54,480 --> 00:34:57,400 Speaker 2: the future, he's trying to he'ps trying to prevent tragedies 766 00:34:57,440 --> 00:34:59,759 Speaker 2: from happening, and no one believes him, and then and 767 00:34:59,800 --> 00:35:02,160 Speaker 2: then keep happening. He's like, I told you I'm from 768 00:35:02,239 --> 00:35:02,760 Speaker 2: the future. 769 00:35:03,400 --> 00:35:05,520 Speaker 1: Yeah, that's interesting, and they're like, no, we think you're 770 00:35:05,600 --> 00:35:08,880 Speaker 1: the cause of it. Like what, oh that's good. Okay, 771 00:35:09,760 --> 00:35:13,680 Speaker 1: someone to make that someone Steele Brian's idea. 772 00:35:14,560 --> 00:35:17,640 Speaker 3: Okay, wait, I have have a conspiracy theory. Questions about this, 773 00:35:18,239 --> 00:35:20,320 Speaker 3: please before we go through the track listing, if you 774 00:35:20,360 --> 00:35:25,960 Speaker 3: have anything to say. So Joe Allen, is this album 775 00:35:26,640 --> 00:35:28,680 Speaker 3: about him? He says, not a. 776 00:35:28,719 --> 00:35:34,600 Speaker 1: Great week to be Joe Allen. Yeah, chat, Yes, that's okay, 777 00:35:34,680 --> 00:35:37,120 Speaker 1: So he did. Yes, this is the Man Club and 778 00:35:37,200 --> 00:35:39,040 Speaker 1: we all knew about this. This was in an interview 779 00:35:39,080 --> 00:35:41,560 Speaker 1: a while ago with Paul mess Cal that he did 780 00:35:41,800 --> 00:35:44,120 Speaker 1: where he said that they have a group chat called 781 00:35:44,120 --> 00:35:45,359 Speaker 1: the Tortured Man's Club. 782 00:35:46,440 --> 00:35:49,680 Speaker 3: Is that what it's going It's called the U the 783 00:35:49,840 --> 00:35:51,320 Speaker 3: Tortured Man Club. 784 00:35:51,560 --> 00:35:53,759 Speaker 1: Okay. So yes, they had done an interview where I 785 00:35:53,760 --> 00:35:55,719 Speaker 1: think it was for Vanity Fair, where they admitted that 786 00:35:55,840 --> 00:35:57,480 Speaker 1: they had this chat. And this was months ago. It 787 00:35:57,560 --> 00:35:59,560 Speaker 1: might have been even when Taylor was still with Joe. 788 00:36:00,200 --> 00:36:04,719 Speaker 1: Maybe a year or so ago, and yeah, that's that's 789 00:36:04,840 --> 00:36:08,040 Speaker 1: definitely possible that she could be hinting at that and 790 00:36:08,160 --> 00:36:11,320 Speaker 1: making fun of that a little bit. But because I 791 00:36:11,440 --> 00:36:15,560 Speaker 1: do think there's gonna be something, I think she's gonna 792 00:36:15,560 --> 00:36:17,520 Speaker 1: take herself, not so seriously as we all think she's 793 00:36:17,560 --> 00:36:20,040 Speaker 1: gonna take herself with this new like whole poetry thing, 794 00:36:20,160 --> 00:36:22,080 Speaker 1: Like I think she's she's gonna have like a wink 795 00:36:22,120 --> 00:36:23,759 Speaker 1: that she's gonna be winking at us throughout it, So 796 00:36:23,800 --> 00:36:25,760 Speaker 1: I don't I don't think she named it the Tortured 797 00:36:26,200 --> 00:36:29,680 Speaker 1: Poets Department because she's like, I'm a tortured pope poet 798 00:36:29,719 --> 00:36:31,840 Speaker 1: and I'm the commissioner of that, or like, you know, 799 00:36:31,920 --> 00:36:34,200 Speaker 1: the chairman, because she's she does have that listed chairman 800 00:36:34,280 --> 00:36:36,440 Speaker 1: Taylor Swift or whatever it is, which I think it's 801 00:36:36,520 --> 00:36:42,960 Speaker 1: all like fun funny. I think it's funny. Otherwise I'll 802 00:36:43,040 --> 00:36:45,640 Speaker 1: have to I'll have to, you know, reassess once I 803 00:36:45,719 --> 00:36:47,960 Speaker 1: hear the music. The music's gonna be amazing no matter what. 804 00:36:48,120 --> 00:36:50,799 Speaker 1: That's what we know. I don't care what she's doing 805 00:36:51,200 --> 00:36:54,120 Speaker 1: with the branding of it, like I actually it's not 806 00:36:54,200 --> 00:36:57,000 Speaker 1: that I don't care. I just whatever she means by it. 807 00:36:57,120 --> 00:36:59,920 Speaker 1: I love it all. I think it's gorgeous. Her photo 808 00:37:00,200 --> 00:37:04,279 Speaker 1: on the fucking cover of this new album is so good. 809 00:37:04,920 --> 00:37:07,759 Speaker 1: It's so sexy, but it's like not over the top 810 00:37:07,880 --> 00:37:10,040 Speaker 1: at all, but it's like she's wearing a sheer top. 811 00:37:10,680 --> 00:37:13,799 Speaker 1: Her mouth, her lips are partially opened in a perfect way. 812 00:37:14,000 --> 00:37:17,200 Speaker 1: She looks stunning. It's hot, it's sexy, but it's also 813 00:37:17,760 --> 00:37:21,000 Speaker 1: indie and cool. It's just she nailed it, nailed it 814 00:37:21,120 --> 00:37:23,799 Speaker 1: with this album cover. I think I love it so much. 815 00:37:24,440 --> 00:37:27,800 Speaker 1: And then the track listing got released. Last time with Midnights, 816 00:37:28,080 --> 00:37:32,280 Speaker 1: she would give us a new track like every twice 817 00:37:32,280 --> 00:37:34,319 Speaker 1: a week. I think it was all of a sudden, 818 00:37:34,320 --> 00:37:36,319 Speaker 1: she'd post on TikTok this midnight thing where she would 819 00:37:36,320 --> 00:37:37,480 Speaker 1: get a call. She'd be in this room and she'd 820 00:37:37,520 --> 00:37:39,439 Speaker 1: get a call and she'd be like, the next track 821 00:37:39,640 --> 00:37:43,040 Speaker 1: is Vigilante Shit. And then but it was Oh, she 822 00:37:43,080 --> 00:37:44,560 Speaker 1: would pick a ball out of this thing. She would 823 00:37:44,600 --> 00:37:46,239 Speaker 1: roll this like lottery ball, and then she'd be like, oh, 824 00:37:46,239 --> 00:37:48,319 Speaker 1: I'm gonna reveal check three. So you would just get 825 00:37:48,320 --> 00:37:50,000 Speaker 1: a random one every night, and we were freaking out 826 00:37:50,000 --> 00:37:52,440 Speaker 1: because we're like, she's a song called Vigilante Shit. She's 827 00:37:52,440 --> 00:37:55,000 Speaker 1: putting shit in the fuck. She just started cussing two 828 00:37:55,040 --> 00:37:58,000 Speaker 1: albums ago. Now she's saying shit. She like doesn't give 829 00:37:58,000 --> 00:37:59,840 Speaker 1: a fuck. That was so exciting and then you know, 830 00:38:00,000 --> 00:38:03,160 Speaker 1: so the track names are so important to being as 831 00:38:03,480 --> 00:38:05,560 Speaker 1: swifty because you get to like have this whole experience 832 00:38:05,600 --> 00:38:07,440 Speaker 1: of like imagining what it could be and being like, 833 00:38:07,560 --> 00:38:10,920 Speaker 1: oh fuck. And so we got all of them in 834 00:38:11,000 --> 00:38:12,719 Speaker 1: one night. We had to wait for so long, which 835 00:38:12,760 --> 00:38:14,239 Speaker 1: I'm a little bit sad about because it's fun to 836 00:38:14,320 --> 00:38:16,560 Speaker 1: just get something new every so often. But I think 837 00:38:16,600 --> 00:38:19,839 Speaker 1: the tracks got leaked on TikTok, which people are saying, 838 00:38:19,880 --> 00:38:22,719 Speaker 1: how could that happen? She keeps her circle so tight, 839 00:38:23,160 --> 00:38:24,960 Speaker 1: like if you want to listen to a tailor So song, 840 00:38:25,120 --> 00:38:27,520 Speaker 1: she is like, hey this other artist, will you listen 841 00:38:27,560 --> 00:38:30,560 Speaker 1: to a song? Someone flies to that city and brings 842 00:38:30,640 --> 00:38:32,960 Speaker 1: them the track to listen to and then takes it 843 00:38:33,040 --> 00:38:35,960 Speaker 1: away on a physical device. It does not get sent 844 00:38:36,080 --> 00:38:42,200 Speaker 1: digitally ever ever anywhere. So she doesn't fuck around. But 845 00:38:42,400 --> 00:38:45,040 Speaker 1: people are saying that because records take so long to print, 846 00:38:45,400 --> 00:38:48,320 Speaker 1: it's someone involved with the rec like some printing on 847 00:38:48,400 --> 00:38:53,160 Speaker 1: the record. He did it leaved both one. I'm so 848 00:38:53,280 --> 00:38:55,960 Speaker 1: excited he is on the first track called Fortnite, which 849 00:38:55,960 --> 00:38:58,640 Speaker 1: people are saying that Fortnite might be about how Joe 850 00:38:58,719 --> 00:39:03,440 Speaker 1: plays so much Fortnite. Oh brother, dude, can you imagine? 851 00:39:03,680 --> 00:39:05,759 Speaker 1: It's such a good word too, and it fits with 852 00:39:05,840 --> 00:39:08,120 Speaker 1: the aesthetic and and like being a poet like saying 853 00:39:08,200 --> 00:39:11,239 Speaker 1: Fortnite but then being a song about him playing to 854 00:39:11,239 --> 00:39:16,360 Speaker 1: which Fortnite is fucking brilliant, and so just like, dude, 855 00:39:17,320 --> 00:39:19,840 Speaker 1: I really do feel bad for Joe Alwen, but like 856 00:39:21,040 --> 00:39:22,520 Speaker 1: he'll be okay, He'll be okay. 857 00:39:22,760 --> 00:39:23,239 Speaker 2: I don't. 858 00:39:23,320 --> 00:39:26,840 Speaker 1: I'm just like, what is he poor Joe Alwen? Because 859 00:39:26,880 --> 00:39:29,560 Speaker 1: what do you do in defense? Like you've signed all 860 00:39:29,600 --> 00:39:32,160 Speaker 1: the NDAs, you really can't give an interview in which 861 00:39:32,200 --> 00:39:33,719 Speaker 1: you talk about her. And if you want to talk 862 00:39:33,760 --> 00:39:35,719 Speaker 1: about her in your art as she's talking about you, 863 00:39:36,520 --> 00:39:39,399 Speaker 1: what are you going to act really mad one time? 864 00:39:39,680 --> 00:39:42,200 Speaker 1: Like what are you gonna you have to write a character. 865 00:39:45,200 --> 00:39:47,880 Speaker 2: Where he's from the future and he's coming back to 866 00:39:48,040 --> 00:39:49,720 Speaker 2: tell everyone about nine to eleven. 867 00:39:51,320 --> 00:39:53,600 Speaker 1: He has, you know, like artistically, I want him to 868 00:39:53,680 --> 00:39:56,799 Speaker 1: have the freedom to respond because I think it's fair. 869 00:39:57,080 --> 00:39:59,319 Speaker 1: Like Chris always wanted to start a podcast for men 870 00:39:59,440 --> 00:40:03,400 Speaker 1: who get talked about on podcasts like their girlfriends do podcasts, 871 00:40:03,719 --> 00:40:06,320 Speaker 1: and so they just go in and listen to the 872 00:40:06,440 --> 00:40:09,719 Speaker 1: podcast and then comment on their side of things. And 873 00:40:09,800 --> 00:40:12,720 Speaker 1: I'm like, do it. I think that's a great idea. 874 00:40:12,960 --> 00:40:15,719 Speaker 1: I will be I'll own up to this stuff. But 875 00:40:16,080 --> 00:40:19,000 Speaker 1: I think that it's it's it isn't fair if someone 876 00:40:19,160 --> 00:40:21,279 Speaker 1: is not able to reply. But it's like, what if 877 00:40:21,320 --> 00:40:23,560 Speaker 1: your girlfriend is a comedian and gets to talk all 878 00:40:23,560 --> 00:40:27,080 Speaker 1: about your relationship and your job is like you, you 879 00:40:27,239 --> 00:40:30,560 Speaker 1: tap dance and musicals like you? How are you gonna 880 00:40:30,680 --> 00:40:34,200 Speaker 1: like you don't write plays like or you are an 881 00:40:34,239 --> 00:40:36,560 Speaker 1: electricity like you? I guess you. But if you sign 882 00:40:36,600 --> 00:40:39,040 Speaker 1: it in DA you can't write about someone outright. 883 00:40:39,200 --> 00:40:44,760 Speaker 2: It's okay. As Jacquelin Novak said in her last special, 884 00:40:45,239 --> 00:40:47,560 Speaker 2: they got the blow jobs and isn't that enough? 885 00:40:49,200 --> 00:40:52,800 Speaker 1: Yeah, blow jobs are pretty These guys. 886 00:40:52,719 --> 00:40:55,840 Speaker 2: Dated Taylor Swift for a while and that's. 887 00:40:55,719 --> 00:40:58,560 Speaker 1: You know, is that what she's saying? Echlan says it 888 00:40:58,600 --> 00:40:59,880 Speaker 1: to is like she's talking. 889 00:40:59,680 --> 00:41:03,239 Speaker 2: About all these guys that she gave blowjobs to and that, 890 00:41:03,360 --> 00:41:05,440 Speaker 2: and she's like, but is it is it? Uh? Is 891 00:41:05,480 --> 00:41:08,520 Speaker 2: it offensive to them to be talking about them like this? 892 00:41:08,640 --> 00:41:10,319 Speaker 2: So intimately and She's like, I'm not gonna name them 893 00:41:10,320 --> 00:41:13,520 Speaker 2: by name, but also they got the blowjobs and isn't 894 00:41:13,560 --> 00:41:13,960 Speaker 2: that enough? 895 00:41:14,480 --> 00:41:18,040 Speaker 1: Yes, yeah, that is Oh god, I love that. Yeah, 896 00:41:18,920 --> 00:41:21,200 Speaker 1: we've I think Jacqueline and I have blown the same people, 897 00:41:21,320 --> 00:41:24,520 Speaker 1: So I think, uh, same person, one of the same people, 898 00:41:25,000 --> 00:41:27,080 Speaker 1: because I remember us both being this. 899 00:41:27,440 --> 00:41:27,560 Speaker 4: Uh. 900 00:41:28,040 --> 00:41:30,040 Speaker 1: I was very jealous of her at first because she 901 00:41:30,120 --> 00:41:33,760 Speaker 1: was just a beautiful girl my age, blonde hair, similar features, 902 00:41:33,800 --> 00:41:36,000 Speaker 1: I'm like, and so funny. So I remember being like, 903 00:41:36,080 --> 00:41:37,920 Speaker 1: who is she? And she had this amazing like I 904 00:41:37,960 --> 00:41:39,440 Speaker 1: think it was on MySpace. She had this photo that 905 00:41:39,520 --> 00:41:41,600 Speaker 1: she just looked like a fucking angel. And I'll tell 906 00:41:41,640 --> 00:41:46,520 Speaker 1: you more about it after the break. We're back. Jacqueline Novak, 907 00:41:46,520 --> 00:41:50,480 Speaker 1: who's new special Get on your Knees, Get on your knees. 908 00:41:50,840 --> 00:41:53,040 Speaker 1: Such a good name too, but I couldn't remember. But 909 00:41:53,680 --> 00:41:55,960 Speaker 1: she's amazing and I used to be Yeah, I used 910 00:41:56,000 --> 00:41:57,680 Speaker 1: to look at her from a farm and be like, cut, 911 00:41:57,800 --> 00:42:00,040 Speaker 1: she's like everything I want to be. She'd remind I 912 00:42:00,040 --> 00:42:01,400 Speaker 1: didn't me have this girl in high school who I 913 00:42:01,440 --> 00:42:08,120 Speaker 1: really admired Jen Shoemaker. No, Lisa Schumeyer. Lisa Schumeyer was 914 00:42:08,160 --> 00:42:10,920 Speaker 1: also a girl that I just was like, she's looks 915 00:42:11,320 --> 00:42:12,920 Speaker 1: like me. If I could figure out how to just 916 00:42:13,160 --> 00:42:15,480 Speaker 1: tweak myself a little bit, like I can see myself 917 00:42:15,560 --> 00:42:18,200 Speaker 1: looking exactly like this girl, if I just figure it out. 918 00:42:18,320 --> 00:42:24,280 Speaker 1: You know, Lisa Schumeyer's flares always hit on the ground perfectly, 919 00:42:24,440 --> 00:42:26,759 Speaker 1: like not too baggy, where it would be like you 920 00:42:26,800 --> 00:42:28,960 Speaker 1: would get like a fold at the bottom. There's a 921 00:42:29,080 --> 00:42:30,880 Speaker 1: name for that, my stylas just taught me, but I 922 00:42:30,920 --> 00:42:31,920 Speaker 1: don't know what it is, where it kind of like 923 00:42:32,120 --> 00:42:34,600 Speaker 1: crunkles at the bottom because it's too long. It's called 924 00:42:35,600 --> 00:42:38,279 Speaker 1: so there's two crunkles on the bottom usually for me 925 00:42:38,400 --> 00:42:40,640 Speaker 1: with either because they're too long. But hers would hit. 926 00:42:41,040 --> 00:42:43,200 Speaker 1: It would crunkle just that little seam, you know, the 927 00:42:43,239 --> 00:42:45,279 Speaker 1: little end part of the so it wouldn't even be 928 00:42:45,360 --> 00:42:47,160 Speaker 1: that be like half that that, but it would never 929 00:42:47,320 --> 00:42:49,160 Speaker 1: if she raised, if she crossed her legs, it would 930 00:42:49,239 --> 00:42:52,480 Speaker 1: still be at that level like they were. Just I 931 00:42:52,600 --> 00:42:56,319 Speaker 1: used to just stare at her the fit of her 932 00:42:56,400 --> 00:43:00,640 Speaker 1: jeans and how they would gracefully lay perfectly across her birkenstock, 933 00:43:00,800 --> 00:43:02,239 Speaker 1: and then they would crumple in the front because you 934 00:43:02,280 --> 00:43:03,680 Speaker 1: have to like a little crumble, but in the back 935 00:43:03,680 --> 00:43:05,960 Speaker 1: there wouldn't be too much crumpling. They were never dirty, 936 00:43:06,440 --> 00:43:08,320 Speaker 1: and she had this like hair that she could just 937 00:43:08,440 --> 00:43:11,600 Speaker 1: like put back. Like her hair you could tell dried straight. 938 00:43:12,600 --> 00:43:15,640 Speaker 1: Like fuck you. If you're a girl whose hair dries straight, 939 00:43:16,120 --> 00:43:19,120 Speaker 1: I'll just speak for frizzy haired bitches. We resent you, 940 00:43:19,800 --> 00:43:21,799 Speaker 1: and I know that you resent us because you want 941 00:43:21,800 --> 00:43:23,279 Speaker 1: to have curl in your hair. So it's like the 942 00:43:23,400 --> 00:43:25,520 Speaker 1: grass is greener. But man, I really admire girls like 943 00:43:25,560 --> 00:43:27,920 Speaker 1: can just their hair dries straight. Mine does now because 944 00:43:27,960 --> 00:43:30,000 Speaker 1: I have enough weight on it. But when you are 945 00:43:30,160 --> 00:43:32,480 Speaker 1: have short hair, as a girl with hair like it doesn't, 946 00:43:32,520 --> 00:43:37,440 Speaker 1: it drives dries crazy. Frizzle frizzle, Yeah, miss frizzle. It's 947 00:43:37,480 --> 00:43:41,200 Speaker 1: frizzling out. And but yeah, wait, who was I originally 948 00:43:41,200 --> 00:43:42,200 Speaker 1: talking about the reminding me of this. 949 00:43:42,200 --> 00:43:43,240 Speaker 2: Girl, Jaqueline Novak? 950 00:43:43,440 --> 00:43:46,839 Speaker 1: Yeah, so Jacqueline, So Jack Jackel. I remember finding out 951 00:43:46,840 --> 00:43:50,400 Speaker 1: about her because the guy I had blown and was 952 00:43:50,480 --> 00:43:56,320 Speaker 1: like I liked final thought, and like always wanted this. 953 00:43:56,440 --> 00:43:58,200 Speaker 1: I always wanted this guy to like come back around. 954 00:43:58,480 --> 00:44:00,560 Speaker 1: I saw him like hanging out with her, and I 955 00:44:00,640 --> 00:44:03,279 Speaker 1: was like, oh God, like she is the better version 956 00:44:03,320 --> 00:44:05,560 Speaker 1: of me, Like he did it, and I was really jealous, 957 00:44:05,800 --> 00:44:09,800 Speaker 1: but then I got to know her and she's so amazing. 958 00:44:10,440 --> 00:44:12,080 Speaker 2: Have we talked about her yet? 959 00:44:12,160 --> 00:44:16,319 Speaker 1: Nice? I haven't watched it, Oh, well, so I can't. Yeah, 960 00:44:16,360 --> 00:44:20,879 Speaker 1: and I'm so embarrassed I haven't because I owe sure 961 00:44:21,000 --> 00:44:24,200 Speaker 1: and I promoted it. Yeah, I will watch. I think 962 00:44:24,200 --> 00:44:26,200 Speaker 1: it's hard for me right now to watch other women's 963 00:44:26,200 --> 00:44:29,200 Speaker 1: specials because of that competitive nature in myself of being 964 00:44:29,280 --> 00:44:31,880 Speaker 1: I just don't. I'm avoiding things that I know are 965 00:44:31,960 --> 00:44:34,600 Speaker 1: going to be great because I have a special coming 966 00:44:34,640 --> 00:44:36,640 Speaker 1: out and I've just reviewed mine and I can't take 967 00:44:36,640 --> 00:44:38,719 Speaker 1: mine back like it's in it's in the chamber ready 968 00:44:38,760 --> 00:44:41,799 Speaker 1: to shoot, and once it's shot, I can watch other specials. Yeah, 969 00:44:41,840 --> 00:44:43,520 Speaker 1: but right now when I'm like, I could change it, 970 00:44:43,560 --> 00:44:46,439 Speaker 1: which I can't. Like, there's something in me that's making 971 00:44:46,480 --> 00:44:50,759 Speaker 1: me not watch good comedy specials, especially from beautiful blonde women, 972 00:44:50,840 --> 00:44:52,160 Speaker 1: which there seems to be only like. 973 00:44:52,760 --> 00:44:55,839 Speaker 2: She doesn't that blonde to me? I always fere as 974 00:44:55,840 --> 00:44:56,440 Speaker 2: a brunette. 975 00:44:56,800 --> 00:44:59,239 Speaker 1: Really, Okay, all right, well now I can watch it 976 00:44:59,360 --> 00:45:02,680 Speaker 1: like dark yess, wait, you can speak to it. How 977 00:45:02,719 --> 00:45:03,400 Speaker 1: did you feel about it? 978 00:45:04,040 --> 00:45:06,560 Speaker 2: I thought it was an incredible piece of art, hilarious, 979 00:45:06,760 --> 00:45:09,520 Speaker 2: and I feel like she you know, she's been working 980 00:45:09,600 --> 00:45:12,360 Speaker 2: on this special for five years, so I would expect 981 00:45:12,400 --> 00:45:16,279 Speaker 2: it to be like extremely particular and wording and things 982 00:45:16,320 --> 00:45:18,800 Speaker 2: like that, but this is like above and beyond. I 983 00:45:18,840 --> 00:45:23,840 Speaker 2: feel like she's somewhat invented a new form of comedy 984 00:45:23,920 --> 00:45:27,799 Speaker 2: that marries poetry and stand up in a way. It's 985 00:45:27,840 --> 00:45:31,880 Speaker 2: a genre of bending piece of work that totally as 986 00:45:32,000 --> 00:45:33,280 Speaker 2: inspire a new generation. 987 00:45:33,480 --> 00:45:36,640 Speaker 1: I think the clips I've seen it is absolutely it 988 00:45:36,800 --> 00:45:41,040 Speaker 1: is totally tortured Poet's Department. Yeah, it's funny poetry. Yeah, 989 00:45:41,520 --> 00:45:44,920 Speaker 1: it's like leaning into that style but also mocking it, 990 00:45:45,080 --> 00:45:49,920 Speaker 1: sort of having fun within it while also like honoring it. 991 00:45:50,480 --> 00:45:51,640 Speaker 1: It's totally TPD. 992 00:45:52,160 --> 00:45:55,239 Speaker 2: There's going to be a generation of barred graduates who 993 00:45:55,239 --> 00:45:57,320 Speaker 2: are going to try stand up comedy and do it 994 00:45:57,440 --> 00:45:59,879 Speaker 2: like Jacquelyn Novak, and they're not going to be able. 995 00:46:00,320 --> 00:46:01,759 Speaker 2: It's gonna be like when they were the baby Bird. 996 00:46:01,920 --> 00:46:04,120 Speaker 1: She's brilliant, dude. She wrote a book about depression. I 997 00:46:04,120 --> 00:46:06,600 Speaker 1: should read that book since I've been feeling depressed recently. 998 00:46:06,680 --> 00:46:06,880 Speaker 2: I did. 999 00:46:06,920 --> 00:46:09,160 Speaker 1: I never read that book either. It's like, I just 1000 00:46:09,200 --> 00:46:10,520 Speaker 1: have to say I have a lot of talented friends 1001 00:46:10,520 --> 00:46:12,400 Speaker 1: that do a lot of things, and I don't always 1002 00:46:12,400 --> 00:46:14,120 Speaker 1: get to all of them, and I feel bad admitting that, 1003 00:46:14,200 --> 00:46:16,560 Speaker 1: but I'm gonna read that book because that's actually what 1004 00:46:16,640 --> 00:46:18,200 Speaker 1: I need right now. 1005 00:46:18,480 --> 00:46:21,640 Speaker 2: But can we just Great Depression? Maybe that? 1006 00:46:21,719 --> 00:46:24,200 Speaker 1: Oh yeah, yeah, Gary's I loved that. I loved that 1007 00:46:24,280 --> 00:46:28,640 Speaker 1: a lot, Gary Gary Goldman Special. Yeah, The Great Depress. Yeah, 1008 00:46:28,640 --> 00:46:30,719 Speaker 1: I should watch that again. You're right and Neil talk 1009 00:46:30,760 --> 00:46:34,800 Speaker 1: about Neil Brennan. He has a lot of coming about depression. 1010 00:46:34,840 --> 00:46:39,759 Speaker 1: But uh Tortured Poet's Department track listings. I just want 1011 00:46:39,760 --> 00:46:42,840 Speaker 1: to say, we're about to get a really good album, 1012 00:46:43,440 --> 00:46:46,080 Speaker 1: Like it's gonna be so much fun. Some of these 1013 00:46:46,160 --> 00:46:50,239 Speaker 1: titles are just like someone kind of talked about how 1014 00:46:50,480 --> 00:46:52,880 Speaker 1: this album is probably the stages of grief and her 1015 00:46:53,080 --> 00:46:55,920 Speaker 1: breakup because she only gave us the song You're Losing 1016 00:46:56,040 --> 00:46:58,480 Speaker 1: Me as the song about her breakup with Joe, and 1017 00:46:58,760 --> 00:47:01,880 Speaker 1: she probably wrote it about him before they broke up 1018 00:47:01,920 --> 00:47:05,239 Speaker 1: this last time. It's probably written between two breakups or 1019 00:47:05,280 --> 00:47:09,800 Speaker 1: before the first breakup, So that song's amazing, You're Losing Me, 1020 00:47:09,920 --> 00:47:12,960 Speaker 1: it's like perfect for anyone who's going through a breakup 1021 00:47:13,080 --> 00:47:15,920 Speaker 1: and this struggles of like it's it's written from the 1022 00:47:15,960 --> 00:47:18,320 Speaker 1: perspective of someone who's like telling someone the first time, Like, 1023 00:47:18,520 --> 00:47:20,320 Speaker 1: I have a question, we have to end this. 1024 00:47:20,520 --> 00:47:23,840 Speaker 3: Yeah, about Taylor's history, has she ever released an album 1025 00:47:24,000 --> 00:47:27,640 Speaker 3: while in a relationship with a new guy where this 1026 00:47:27,719 --> 00:47:28,239 Speaker 3: is kind of new? 1027 00:47:29,120 --> 00:47:32,120 Speaker 1: No, There's Lover was all about falling in love with Joe, 1028 00:47:33,600 --> 00:47:38,880 Speaker 1: but she with yeah, huh no, like now she's with 1029 00:47:39,239 --> 00:47:41,800 Speaker 1: Travis Travis, and let's say some of the songs in 1030 00:47:41,880 --> 00:47:45,000 Speaker 1: this album are about her relationship with Joe Allen. 1031 00:47:45,040 --> 00:47:46,840 Speaker 3: Has she been in this kind of situation or was 1032 00:47:46,840 --> 00:47:48,799 Speaker 3: she always broken up when the album came out. 1033 00:47:49,840 --> 00:47:51,360 Speaker 1: She's been in this situation and she's been on the 1034 00:47:51,440 --> 00:47:54,800 Speaker 1: next one. So Joe definitely dealt with well, she was 1035 00:47:54,840 --> 00:47:57,000 Speaker 1: more coming out of the Kanye Kim stuff that he 1036 00:47:57,120 --> 00:47:59,719 Speaker 1: dealt with that. But I think, yes, There's Travis is 1037 00:47:59,719 --> 00:48:02,520 Speaker 1: gonna have to be okay with her writing about other 1038 00:48:02,560 --> 00:48:04,880 Speaker 1: guys and being sad or whatever. Like part of me 1039 00:48:05,000 --> 00:48:08,160 Speaker 1: was like, can you like this? Yeah, because she's fucking 1040 00:48:08,920 --> 00:48:11,880 Speaker 1: I mean, because it's gonna be undeniably musically fucking perfect. 1041 00:48:12,200 --> 00:48:17,759 Speaker 1: But it's like he's she's over that guy, so she's 1042 00:48:17,760 --> 00:48:20,000 Speaker 1: writing about being over him because the first part there's 1043 00:48:20,080 --> 00:48:22,520 Speaker 1: like four quadrants. People are kind of separating them into 1044 00:48:22,600 --> 00:48:25,600 Speaker 1: I think she actually separated them Side A, side B, whatever, 1045 00:48:26,400 --> 00:48:29,839 Speaker 1: CD and then but it's like the stages of going 1046 00:48:29,840 --> 00:48:31,719 Speaker 1: through relationships. So the first part is about breaking up 1047 00:48:31,760 --> 00:48:35,640 Speaker 1: with Joe, the second part is about or like when 1048 00:48:35,680 --> 00:48:37,719 Speaker 1: they broke. We're talking about breaking up, breaking up, and 1049 00:48:37,800 --> 00:48:40,560 Speaker 1: then her rebound with Matt. Heally, what is the third 1050 00:48:40,640 --> 00:48:44,480 Speaker 1: What are the tracks in the third quadrant called so 1051 00:48:44,719 --> 00:48:47,799 Speaker 1: Long London? Oh again, that's him her leaving Joe. Joe 1052 00:48:47,920 --> 00:48:50,239 Speaker 1: is London, He's from London. He's he's the guy from 1053 00:48:50,280 --> 00:48:52,839 Speaker 1: the song London Boy. So that is straight up going 1054 00:48:52,920 --> 00:48:55,799 Speaker 1: to be like by Joe. Yeah, I can't wait. 1055 00:48:56,520 --> 00:48:57,680 Speaker 3: But Daddy I love him. 1056 00:48:58,520 --> 00:49:00,040 Speaker 1: But Daddy I Love Him is a shirt that that 1057 00:49:00,200 --> 00:49:03,560 Speaker 1: was Harry styles War. He is pictured with it, maybe 1058 00:49:03,600 --> 00:49:05,279 Speaker 1: more than once. It says, but Daddy I love him. 1059 00:49:05,440 --> 00:49:08,360 Speaker 1: It's also from The Little Mermaid. She says Daddy, I 1060 00:49:08,400 --> 00:49:10,360 Speaker 1: love him. She doesn't say but Daddy says, Daddy, I 1061 00:49:10,400 --> 00:49:12,359 Speaker 1: Love Him, which is released in nineteen eighty nine, which 1062 00:49:12,400 --> 00:49:14,320 Speaker 1: is Taylor's birth year, so people think it could be 1063 00:49:14,400 --> 00:49:17,000 Speaker 1: and that is a story of a woman who lost 1064 00:49:17,080 --> 00:49:20,600 Speaker 1: her voice because she was so in love people are 1065 00:49:20,600 --> 00:49:23,400 Speaker 1: speculating that the Little Mermaid could be related to that 1066 00:49:24,120 --> 00:49:27,719 Speaker 1: was Fresh Out the Slammer. Fresh Out the Slammer is 1067 00:49:28,040 --> 00:49:30,400 Speaker 1: she's out of the prison she was in, So this 1068 00:49:30,560 --> 00:49:32,640 Speaker 1: is the first this is when she's out. She's and 1069 00:49:32,800 --> 00:49:34,440 Speaker 1: by the way, this is all I get this all 1070 00:49:34,520 --> 00:49:37,160 Speaker 1: from a TikTok guy who broke it down and he's amazing, 1071 00:49:37,160 --> 00:49:38,560 Speaker 1: and I wish I could credit him, but I don't 1072 00:49:38,600 --> 00:49:40,719 Speaker 1: remember him, but he kind of put this all together, 1073 00:49:40,800 --> 00:49:42,359 Speaker 1: not all of what I'm saying, but the thing about 1074 00:49:42,400 --> 00:49:44,640 Speaker 1: fresh out of the Slammer, because after Fresh out of 1075 00:49:44,640 --> 00:49:49,040 Speaker 1: the Slammer, it's Florida, right, Yeah, so Florida is the 1076 00:49:49,160 --> 00:49:51,400 Speaker 1: date because there's one song called something Florida. What is 1077 00:49:51,440 --> 00:49:51,719 Speaker 1: it called. 1078 00:49:52,360 --> 00:49:55,200 Speaker 3: It's just called Florida with three exclamations, three excamation points 1079 00:49:55,200 --> 00:49:57,920 Speaker 3: and it's featuring Florence and the Machine. 1080 00:49:58,160 --> 00:50:00,000 Speaker 1: Yes, so florencea Machine is gonna be hon it. That's 1081 00:50:00,000 --> 00:50:02,960 Speaker 1: going to be amazing. And Florida, Swifties have discovered is 1082 00:50:03,040 --> 00:50:05,640 Speaker 1: the first date that she had after her breakup, like 1083 00:50:05,800 --> 00:50:08,880 Speaker 1: that she was performing in Florida, So that's like something 1084 00:50:08,920 --> 00:50:12,160 Speaker 1: happens in Florida. And then comes the Matt Healey stuff, 1085 00:50:12,200 --> 00:50:14,319 Speaker 1: but Daddy I love him might also be Matt Healey, 1086 00:50:14,320 --> 00:50:19,120 Speaker 1: We're not sure. And then uh, and then the ending. 1087 00:50:19,200 --> 00:50:20,800 Speaker 1: I think the last couple of songs were on. The 1088 00:50:21,040 --> 00:50:22,520 Speaker 1: fourth part is going to be her coming out of 1089 00:50:22,560 --> 00:50:24,080 Speaker 1: it and meeting Travis, so we might get like a 1090 00:50:24,160 --> 00:50:28,919 Speaker 1: whole life cycle of a breakup into the new life, 1091 00:50:29,000 --> 00:50:32,360 Speaker 1: which I'm so excited about. I knew this so badly. 1092 00:50:33,080 --> 00:50:36,080 Speaker 1: I just cannot wait this long. It's the It's the fourth, 1093 00:50:36,360 --> 00:50:38,320 Speaker 1: the nineteenth of April. When are you do? 1094 00:50:38,480 --> 00:50:42,319 Speaker 3: Noah, end of April? I might, but who knows. 1095 00:50:42,440 --> 00:50:44,320 Speaker 1: I got two things for me to look forward to. 1096 00:50:44,960 --> 00:50:47,359 Speaker 2: I mean, I get that this is such a great 1097 00:50:47,400 --> 00:50:49,000 Speaker 2: win for the Grammy. It's gonna be such a good 1098 00:50:49,440 --> 00:50:52,200 Speaker 2: yeah that they you know, Taylor Swift announces her album 1099 00:50:52,320 --> 00:50:53,720 Speaker 2: dropping at the Grammys. 1100 00:50:53,320 --> 00:50:55,480 Speaker 1: And no people said it was lame that she did that, 1101 00:50:55,560 --> 00:50:56,960 Speaker 1: and I'm like, why. 1102 00:50:57,080 --> 00:50:58,880 Speaker 2: Well, there is a there is one thing that that 1103 00:50:59,040 --> 00:51:02,320 Speaker 2: bothers me. It's that boyfriend's in the super Bowl this weekend. 1104 00:51:02,360 --> 00:51:04,560 Speaker 2: And now this is being totally overshadowed because she just 1105 00:51:04,760 --> 00:51:07,680 Speaker 2: did an album thing the same weekend that he's going 1106 00:51:07,760 --> 00:51:08,560 Speaker 2: to be in the super Bowl. 1107 00:51:11,080 --> 00:51:12,319 Speaker 3: They both have the moment. 1108 00:51:12,440 --> 00:51:16,960 Speaker 2: Everybody's talking about her album, but the super Bowl. Uh, Now, 1109 00:51:17,040 --> 00:51:20,040 Speaker 2: nobody cares about the super Bowl anymore. No one's talking about. 1110 00:51:19,840 --> 00:51:24,640 Speaker 1: It, no one's everyone's always so much that no one's 1111 00:51:24,680 --> 00:51:25,440 Speaker 1: talking about. 1112 00:51:25,320 --> 00:51:27,960 Speaker 2: Sports, no one's talking about the sports, and then one's 1113 00:51:28,000 --> 00:51:32,360 Speaker 2: talking about Joe. I'm sick of that is. 1114 00:51:32,440 --> 00:51:34,800 Speaker 1: Really interesting, Brian, that you think that she's stealing a 1115 00:51:34,840 --> 00:51:38,840 Speaker 1: spotlight listen. Not a horrible theory, interesting theory, but I 1116 00:51:39,000 --> 00:51:40,120 Speaker 1: just don't think that's it. 1117 00:51:40,960 --> 00:51:43,480 Speaker 2: But I also this is this episode is coming out 1118 00:51:43,520 --> 00:51:44,920 Speaker 2: five weeks after the super Bowl. 1119 00:51:45,239 --> 00:51:48,440 Speaker 1: Okay, maybe yeah, but maybe by now it's been proven 1120 00:51:48,719 --> 00:51:49,480 Speaker 1: either right or wrong. 1121 00:51:50,040 --> 00:51:54,719 Speaker 3: I dress to the Grammys, especially with everyone talking about 1122 00:51:54,760 --> 00:51:57,880 Speaker 3: engagement and all that. I don't know if it's interesting. 1123 00:51:58,080 --> 00:52:00,080 Speaker 1: I didn't even think of that. I've so much to 1124 00:52:00,080 --> 00:52:02,160 Speaker 1: say about the tracks, but we have to go. We 1125 00:52:02,719 --> 00:52:05,520 Speaker 1: learned a lot today. Thank you for tuning in. I'm 1126 00:52:05,560 --> 00:52:07,600 Speaker 1: gonna I'm still in Australia right now. Next week we'll 1127 00:52:07,640 --> 00:52:09,880 Speaker 1: be back with fresh episodes two a week. Thank you 1128 00:52:09,960 --> 00:52:12,279 Speaker 1: guys so much for holding out. We might not have 1129 00:52:12,360 --> 00:52:14,600 Speaker 1: commented on a huge thing that's happened in the world 1130 00:52:15,080 --> 00:52:18,439 Speaker 1: since four weeks ago. Clear War yeah, if you're listening 1131 00:52:18,480 --> 00:52:20,160 Speaker 1: to this from a bunker. Oh my god, can you 1132 00:52:20,239 --> 00:52:23,000 Speaker 1: believe this fucking happened? I know me too, I predicted 1133 00:52:23,040 --> 00:52:27,239 Speaker 1: it all right. Bye, guys, have a good weekend. We'll 1134 00:52:27,239 --> 00:52:27,839 Speaker 1: see you next week