Speaker 1: H m hm.
Speaker 2: Welcome back to Good Mom's Bad Choices. I'm Erica and
Speaker 2: I'm Mela. Happy Wednesday, Yeah.
Speaker 3: Day. As you know, our stalking stills are stalking stills.
Speaker 3: As you know, our stalking skills are top notch. And
Speaker 3: so we have mutual friends. And I've been trying to
Speaker 3: stalk you for quite some time, maybe like one year.
Speaker 3: I was like, now's the time. I just I just
Speaker 3: saw them. We went out with Ashley for her birthday.
Speaker 3: Shout out to Ashley, right, Hannah, It's like perfect time.
Speaker 1: Now they're my friends. Yeah, we love a scorpio. Just
Speaker 1: what's your sign? We're both Aquarius? Oh you are.
Speaker 2: I'm always like Aquarius is our air signs? Right?
Speaker 1: Yeah? Water bearer the water bearers. Okay, that's why I
Speaker 1: was wondering.
Speaker 2: Everyone confused. I was confused about the water bearers. Mean,
Speaker 2: like what they hold water.
Speaker 1: They hold us, so you see Orlando's hold.
Speaker 2: And like the water represents truth telling and we're going
Speaker 2: to give you the truth.
Speaker 1: It represents a lot of freedom and truth and honesty.
Speaker 2: No, well, let's get to it. Then, let's get the
Speaker 2: truth out. Then I'm read at the file. We're out
Speaker 2: there and we hadn't filling out. You know, we've been
Speaker 2: doing these questions with the couples, and Adrian was like,
Speaker 2: how deep are we going to go?
Speaker 1: We're going to keep it surface. I was like, bitch,
Speaker 1: do you know what show you're on.
Speaker 2: I'm like, I'm glad I overheard this this plan over
Speaker 2: here because.
Speaker 1: She could go deep. I was like, no, we're going deep,
Speaker 1: not too much.
Speaker 3: You can't be too much over here. Already told you
Speaker 3: the story earlier. That's ready I was. I was telling
Speaker 3: I was telling them about our episode called you sacrificed
Speaker 3: to what.
Speaker 2: Oh yeah, lots of truth telling. Yeah, you know, thankfully
Speaker 2: Peter didn't come for us. Maybe they would come now.
Speaker 2: I'm glad we did that a few years ago. I
Speaker 2: don't think that's fair. I mean, people eat chicken every day.
Speaker 2: What's the difference.
Speaker 1: I don't even know if it's far chicken at this point.
Speaker 3: Because someone that sent me that ship, yes, bitch, yesterday
Speaker 3: I found out that the FDA has recently approved lab
Speaker 3: made meats for America that will launch next year. A KA,
Speaker 3: it's time to get the fuck out of this bitch.
Speaker 2: That's on God, I mean, that's really what like any
Speaker 2: of those like fake vegetarian meats are anyway.
Speaker 1: Too, and we learned that the hard. That's why I
Speaker 1: stopped eating that ship we were.
Speaker 2: We've been vegan now for eight years. I'm gonna say
Speaker 2: ish because we're from Florida, so we sometimes eat a
Speaker 2: crab leg.
Speaker 1: But no, we can't do the meat. That's like really bad.
Speaker 2: Yeah, it's like that's how we started out. You know,
Speaker 2: with you're transitioning, you eat a lot of the fake.
Speaker 2: But now, especially if you have TikTok, it's a video
Speaker 2: about everything.
Speaker 1: You just like, well, yeah, way too mony air. Yes,
Speaker 1: all we got so far irritated. You can't even trust
Speaker 1: the vegetables. The fruit you can't trust. No, listen. In
Speaker 1: twenty twenty three, I'm committed.
Speaker 2: I'm committed to finally starting a garden in my backyard.
Speaker 2: I have all this space in my backyard and that
Speaker 2: I'm doing nothing with. And I was like, I need
Speaker 2: to just go ahead and practice my off the grid
Speaker 2: living now and know how to fucking I don't even
Speaker 2: know how to plant a fucking tomato.
Speaker 1: I'm gonna die.
Speaker 2: And especially okay, I'm gonna have come over because she lives.
Speaker 2: She lives right down the street please help me set
Speaker 2: up my garden. Ashley, you're watching this and she will
Speaker 2: force me to care.
Speaker 1: That's true. Here's the gditor. So ladies, let us.
Speaker 2: I want to know how you guys met, How you
Speaker 2: guys became to be the Muses. Besides that being the
Speaker 2: best last name ever in the history of artists, which is.
Speaker 1: An actual real last name, I know you well. I'm
Speaker 1: sure it was like your cool Instagram.
Speaker 2: Like my daddy and his daddy and his daddy were
Speaker 2: all music. That's amazing.
Speaker 1: So you tell it, you So we met originally.
Speaker 2: We're both from Florida, and this was around twenty twelve.
Speaker 1: And back then Adrian was a.
Speaker 2: Club promoter and so one of my friends back then
Speaker 2: was a part of her house. She had a house.
Speaker 2: She was a house mother, ha Sabadini. And so it
Speaker 2: was an event in Orlando, and you didn't come because
Speaker 2: you're You stayed back because your girlfriend at the time
Speaker 2: was cot blocking it. Didn't want you to come. But
Speaker 2: I was in Orlando. They're my friend, and I was like,
Speaker 2: oh man, she ain't coming, and then out of nowhere,
Speaker 2: she pops up the ceiling. Oh absolutely, So because we
Speaker 2: draw on Instagram or what like, no so so this
Speaker 2: was like maybe around the summer, like around June July,
Speaker 2: but February run the Super Bowl, my friend cut hair
Speaker 2: and so I was just chilling at her barbershop and
Speaker 2: she had like a little Super Bowl party at her
Speaker 2: barber shop, and she came with a whole bunch of
Speaker 2: women and then I just remember sitting in the chair
Speaker 2: and it was just like who is that? And then
Speaker 2: you know, she kind of didn't want to tell me,
Speaker 2: you know, cop blocking to but you know, I'm gonna curious.
Speaker 1: I'm gonna find out.
Speaker 2: But ever since then I saw her from across the room,
Speaker 2: It's like when I instantly saw her, I felt something
Speaker 2: that I've never felt before, kind of like an energy
Speaker 2: pulled to the point where it's like I don't approach
Speaker 2: anyone I've never had when it came to a relationship
Speaker 2: were I talked to, you know, people always approaching me.
Speaker 2: But something about her was like, no, I have to
Speaker 2: find out who this is.
Speaker 1: So I stopped her.
Speaker 2: I found out what club she was promoting at in
Speaker 2: Jacksonville before the whole Orlando thing, and I would just
Speaker 2: show up and so Orlando, when she popped up, I
Speaker 2: was like, oh, this is your moment, like she's here,
Speaker 2: so you have to seal the deal. And so a
Speaker 2: few drinks, you know, got to get that liquor courage.
Speaker 2: And because I knew she had a girlfriend, I had
Speaker 2: to play it respectful. So they played Beyonce speechless, which
Speaker 2: we are huge behive and so yes, I saw.
Speaker 1: The witchy TikTok. Yeah we grew up together.
Speaker 2: Yeah, they played Beyonce speechless and I ended up doing
Speaker 2: a lap dance not on her, but to one of
Speaker 2: her friends that was like in her party, like look
Speaker 2: at these, but enough to where she knew that the
Speaker 2: dance was for her. You can hold like this could
Speaker 2: be you. Yes, like she knew I had to put
Speaker 2: it out there. And then to make a lone story short,
Speaker 2: you know, the after party went back her hotel. You know,
Speaker 2: I was just you know, being a little loosy or whatever,
Speaker 2: you know, just.
Speaker 1: You know, she came and lady, she had nothing pretty much.
Speaker 1: She came back to the hotel and no one was
Speaker 1: there yet.
Speaker 2: It was just she was the first to show up
Speaker 2: and she just laid down on my bed, like with
Speaker 2: the I can't even call him booty shops. At that point,
Speaker 2: they were just panties and stockings, but I also had
Speaker 2: like this long button down shirts. I kind of like
Speaker 2: cover my butt.
Speaker 1: But you know, yeah, we didn't. We didn't fuck, but
Speaker 1: I wanted to.
Speaker 3: And you're like, wow, this girl, this is like some
Speaker 3: groupie status.
Speaker 2: My story though, that's from her perspective. When she came
Speaker 2: into the hotel room and then like after people were
Speaker 2: coming in and out, we were having a good time
Speaker 2: or whatever, I had to pee. So they were in
Speaker 2: the bathroom. Her and her friend was in the bathroom
Speaker 2: and I was like, I'm gonna need you to get out.
Speaker 1: I gotta go. So she didn't want to leave.
Speaker 2: She was like, you're gonna pee right here in front
Speaker 2: of me, and I was like, police leave. So as
Speaker 2: I'm walking out, I pee.
Speaker 1: She didn't leave.
Speaker 2: As we were walking out, I happened to just kind
Speaker 2: of like look back, and we kind of caught each
Speaker 2: other's eye contact reflection in the mirror.
Speaker 1: And I'm a witch. I've always had it.
Speaker 2: I saw literally in the split second, our entire life
Speaker 2: in that one glance, and I was like, it was
Speaker 2: like it grabbed my heart. I was like, I shut
Speaker 2: the door, and I was like and I did not
Speaker 2: want to be with the bitch that was home and.
Speaker 1: I left her.
Speaker 2: I kicked her out, if we want to be honest,
Speaker 2: And she came the next night, and we have not
Speaker 2: spent a night apart for ten years.
Speaker 3: Wow, you just made a call. I was like, hey, bit,
Speaker 3: you gonna have to get out of my house.
Speaker 1: But she was already. She was already leaving the door
Speaker 1: wide open.
Speaker 2: I mean she would even come to the house and
Speaker 2: see us in her room. I'm laying on the bed
Speaker 2: with her at the foot of the bed. But you
Speaker 2: come in and you see your girlfriend laying in the
Speaker 2: bed with another girl. You just gonna take a shower
Speaker 2: and excuse yourself and go back in the living room.
Speaker 1: Oh, that was a normal thing that at my house.
Speaker 1: Like I used to throw a party so people would
Speaker 1: just you guys were open. Who in what way? You
Speaker 1: in the acts? Like okay, she was just dumbaships. Have
Speaker 1: I heard of any such passiveness. Actually, my first relationship
Speaker 1: was she doesn't hear this? She does? I mean, girl,
Speaker 1: thank you, I mean you love the girl wide up
Speaker 1: and I walked right in. She learned her lesson, girl,
Speaker 1: I wish she did. What did she say?
Speaker 2: We all have a few of those you know, yeah,
Speaker 2: well that's beautiful. Wow, he's my best friend to really
Speaker 2: to really know like that immediate like that that poll
Speaker 2: is like, yeah, that's something that's never happened, and to
Speaker 2: act on it really too, because a lot of people
Speaker 2: feel that way and then they're.
Speaker 1: Like, oh no, I'm tripping. That would have been sad
Speaker 1: because I know it's rare.
Speaker 2: It's so rare, and I'm already like naturally kind of
Speaker 2: anxious socially, so it could have happened, like I could
Speaker 2: have just been like you know, sometimes people aren't healed
Speaker 2: enough to even accept it, like you said, like not
Speaker 2: even paying attention. I was gonna make sure you accepted it,
Speaker 2: so you know.
Speaker 1: Well I needed it.
Speaker 3: Yeah, she was past, So you've moved the other bitch
Speaker 3: out you moved in yeah yeah, and then from from
Speaker 3: there like like how because you guys are married, right?
Speaker 1: Yes? When did when did you?
Speaker 2: Like?
Speaker 1: We need to be married? I want to be with you?
Speaker 1: This is this is that? So I think we were
Speaker 1: together for like two years? Yeah? Dating? Yeah, and then
Speaker 1: well you know you know what they say.
Speaker 3: I can say this as a former lesbian. I don't
Speaker 3: know if you guys know I'm a former lesbian's lesbian
Speaker 3: always a lesbian.
Speaker 1: Okay, well, I agree.
Speaker 2: I really want to hear from the lesbians because because
Speaker 2: she's been saying this for years and a former lesbian,
Speaker 2: I am, she just no longer lesbian anymore. I've had
Speaker 2: she had too many dramas and she had to get out.
Speaker 1: It happened a lot of access to men.
Speaker 3: Lesbians are a little bit of drama. And also like
Speaker 3: it's like dog years, Like if you've been with a
Speaker 3: lesbian for one year, and the lesbian years is five
Speaker 3: years because they haven't left each other's side the whole year.
Speaker 3: So if you all get there for ten years in
Speaker 3: lesbian years, that's thirty five.
Speaker 2: Okay yeah, But so like, how what was the journey
Speaker 2: into into marriage? Oh? Yeah, so we dated like maybe
Speaker 2: two years and then oh sorry, yeah, we dated for
Speaker 2: like two years and then my birthday came around in
Speaker 2: January twenty fourteen, and she was like, what you wanna
Speaker 2: do for your birthday? And I was like, you know what,
Speaker 2: I was like, let's get married. Let's just get married,
Speaker 2: like we kind of already do.
Speaker 4: Our relation should do that to get married, Yeah, but
Speaker 4: we kind of already do, Like we were going to
Speaker 4: be together forever.
Speaker 1: So she was like.
Speaker 2: All right, so you know, we bought real trip tickets.
Speaker 2: And this was before marriage was legal everywhere, but it
Speaker 2: was leeg with California. So we love Jacksonville to the girls.
Speaker 2: Of course they had to be there, just at the
Speaker 2: little courthouse marriage you you know, whatever.
Speaker 1: This is you and your two daughters.
Speaker 2: Yes, and then I guess you can go.
Speaker 1: I'm trying to decide if I want to say it
Speaker 1: or not. Hey, this is where you say. Okay, So
Speaker 1: I used to be married to a man.
Speaker 2: You know, we grew up in church together, so that's
Speaker 2: all I kind of knew. So there, my daughters are
Speaker 2: from my very young, young marriage.
Speaker 1: So you got you.
Speaker 3: Were married, you had kids at that point when you
Speaker 3: were in the relationship with him.
Speaker 1: Were you aware that you liked women or were you.
Speaker 2: I got my ass beat a lot as a little
Speaker 2: girl for being caught messing around with girls in church,
Speaker 2: absolutely funerals, everything was bad.
Speaker 1: So he knew.
Speaker 2: He was actually the first person that I came out to. Okay,
Speaker 2: So to me, it was just the close at least
Speaker 2: being able to have that. And he was also a
Speaker 2: really good friend. So we grew up together like he
Speaker 2: taught me how to ride a bike and ship like
Speaker 2: we knew each other, but I know his secrets too, So.
Speaker 1: Yeah, so we.
Speaker 2: Just definitely after about two years of being married to him,
Speaker 2: it was like, okay, I.
Speaker 1: Can't we can't fake this anymore.
Speaker 2: I'm just I'm tired of imagining you with titties, right, I.
Speaker 1: Needed so I need real titties.
Speaker 2: I just have this vision. I don't know, if you
Speaker 2: watch House of Dragon, you know what we started. It's
Speaker 2: so good, but we didn't finish, okay, because they have
Speaker 2: like an arrangement in marriage, like there's like a special arrangement.
Speaker 2: They're like, look, I know you like men, and I
Speaker 2: know that I like my my uncle.
Speaker 1: We all just get married. That's surprised, Larry teaser spoiler alert.
Speaker 2: It makes sense though, But I just had a vision
Speaker 2: of them like they made this agreement. They were like,
Speaker 2: look like you making this agreement with your husband, Like, look,
Speaker 2: you don't.
Speaker 1: Call him that sorry ex your baby's daddy?
Speaker 2: Yo?
Speaker 1: Yes, girl, the sperm donor thank thank you, that's the one.
Speaker 1: Do you guys still have a good relationship? Now? We
Speaker 1: don't talk, he outed me, so he's the girl. It
Speaker 1: gets dee.
Speaker 2: We ended up getting homeless because we got married, and
Speaker 2: so he just basically told anyone that would listen.
Speaker 3: So he divorced him, and then you guys got married,
Speaker 3: and because he was upset, he told everybody.
Speaker 2: No, he was mad because I decided to leave him.
Speaker 2: This was way before.
Speaker 1: Yeah, my children were.
Speaker 2: Little girls, very very young, and so I was like
Speaker 2: twenty maybe twenty three, twenty.
Speaker 1: Four at the time when you decide to leave him,
Speaker 1: to leave him, yeah, and he just couldn't handle that.
Speaker 1: He didn't want and you told him, I want to
Speaker 1: go be with women. And then he told everybody and
Speaker 1: he caught me cheating with a woman at the house
Speaker 1: at her house.
Speaker 2: I was supposed to be at work and he showed
Speaker 2: up at my job and I wasn't there.
Speaker 1: It's kind kindleous, okay.
Speaker 3: So then you left him, and he because you come
Speaker 3: from a religious background.
Speaker 1: Yes, both of my parents are pastors, okay, And then
Speaker 1: he told everybody listen.
Speaker 2: Oh yeah, he turns everyone against me. It was a
Speaker 2: whole debarcle.
Speaker 1: It was bad.
Speaker 3: And then your parents actually like they had no idea
Speaker 3: that was gonna like, yeah, but they were not happy
Speaker 3: about it.
Speaker 1: No, we didn't talk for maybe a year or two.
Speaker 3: And how about your parents.
Speaker 2: I've had like little situations like as a kid, WINNI
Speaker 2: koops too being lesbian. I think my mom thought it
Speaker 2: was a phase. Yeah, but I don't think she really
Speaker 2: came to terms with it until I met Adrian.
Speaker 1: Yeah, she's she's got the best mom in the world. Yeah, yeah,
Speaker 1: hey mom.
Speaker 3: And how how was that for your girls? Because obviously
Speaker 3: they were small, I mean, and kids they're like, okay, whatever,
Speaker 3: you're having me too, But like, was it a huge
Speaker 3: like shift because now mom has a girlfriend or like,
Speaker 3: how did you introduce that shift to your girls?
Speaker 1: Well?
Speaker 2: At first, initially I was very very like meticulously careful
Speaker 2: about who I brought in and out so they would
Speaker 2: like they didn't know for a long time. But my
Speaker 2: oldest daughter, the Scorpio, she's brilliant and always knew just emotional,
Speaker 2: you know, so she she could she could see it,
Speaker 2: and so she just was in the bathroom one day
Speaker 2: I was doing her hair. She's like six maybe, and
Speaker 2: she goes, Mom, are you gay?
Speaker 1: And I was no, seriously, it was.
Speaker 2: Frightening, And I was like yes, yeah, and she goes,
Speaker 2: it's okay, you're happy now and I'll never forget that.
Speaker 1: And they're now gay, so are they? Yeah? Because who
Speaker 1: has energy? No offense, but who has energy for that? Mens?
Speaker 2: I couldn't manner stress stress me. You'll see when your
Speaker 2: baby gets older, you'll see.
Speaker 3: A couple of boyfriends they did had you were like,
Speaker 3: I don't have time for this.
Speaker 2: I mean no, it's still Listen. With girls, you're to
Speaker 2: deal with the tears no matter who it is. That's
Speaker 2: the hard part. People don't like to think about that part. Heart,
Speaker 2: But oh my god, it's horrible watching your daughters just
Speaker 2: have to go through.
Speaker 1: And we were all dumb and young, you know.
Speaker 2: Everybody did your Did your daughters explore both sides and
Speaker 2: then made that choice? Yeah, I mean listen, I get it.
Speaker 2: It's it is. You're probably right. I just think it's
Speaker 2: in the generation too.
Speaker 1: They're just open. They don't know way more. Oh yeah,
Speaker 1: they're fluid like a guy next week.
Speaker 2: They don't want they like, yeah, no kids, they don't
Speaker 2: want anything. My daughter said the same thing, as it's
Speaker 2: the generation the kids want.
Speaker 1: I said that too, though growing up.
Speaker 2: I said that up until like basically I got pregnant.
Speaker 1: I was like, fine, I submit uh so okay.
Speaker 2: So so after that, it seems like did you kind
Speaker 2: of because your parents kind of well, how old were
Speaker 2: you like you said, we're about twenty three or twenty
Speaker 2: four when I was out it, yeah, and then you
Speaker 2: were homeless? Well then how did you kind of like
Speaker 2: recover from that space and then become a house my mother?
Speaker 2: So I was like, hey, if the city knows I'm going, now,
Speaker 2: let's be gay. And I started throwing like ladies' nights
Speaker 2: at my at my house. And then one weekend it
Speaker 2: went from like five girls to like fifty, and so
Speaker 2: we ended up doing venues and then that grew and
Speaker 2: then it just became this thing where in the South there,
Speaker 2: especially at the time, there was only one gay club
Speaker 2: and it was like this hole in the wall place,
Speaker 2: which ironically my ex husband ended up being a security
Speaker 2: guard there.
Speaker 1: To stalk me.
Speaker 2: Shut the fuss, I swear to God, stay there long aship.
Speaker 3: Like he wanted to just come to he was popping
Speaker 3: at the lesbian bar.
Speaker 1: Well, it wasn't a lesbian it was a gay bar.
Speaker 1: You wanted to see what was popping at the bar.
Speaker 2: These are facts, So I'm not even saying ship that
Speaker 2: people don't know, but yeah, so help me, adhd bad.
Speaker 1: What was I going with this?
Speaker 2: So I guess they want to know, like pretty much
Speaker 2: how everything led up to.
Speaker 1: Well, you started doing this.
Speaker 2: And then I just became a whore. It was like
Speaker 2: a kid in the candy stores. Major suppression my whole life,
Speaker 2: trying to push it down for the Lord, you know,
Speaker 2: do my due diligence and be fruitful and multiply. That
Speaker 2: was my programming, you know. I was brought up to
Speaker 2: be the next preacher.
Speaker 1: Takeover.
Speaker 2: Absolutely I'm the oldest and that was the thing, right,
Speaker 2: So it was like I'm just gonna live for the
Speaker 2: devil now and hallelojah.
Speaker 1: I did it big. Yeah. I was gonna say, like.
Speaker 3: Not only your sexuality, obviously that's like forbidden in the Christianity,
Speaker 3: but then to take it the next step is like,
Speaker 3: because I heard you identify as a witch, so do we,
Speaker 3: And you know, for like black women, that for just
Speaker 3: black people. For a long time, I feel like even
Speaker 3: till like yesterday, it's like.
Speaker 1: Yeah, it's still it's still a thing.
Speaker 3: And I even recently it's like this year where Erico
Speaker 3: lets me say it. She's like, stop saying that. People
Speaker 3: are gonna get the wrong idea. I'm like, She's like,
Speaker 3: not when everyone's comfortable with the word witch. I'm like,
Speaker 3: but I'm a witch, but like.
Speaker 2: What that's and I think you should hold on to
Speaker 2: that boldly because it took so many years for me
Speaker 2: to actually come out and say it, because I'd done
Speaker 2: it in secret.
Speaker 1: And silence and all my family and shit would know.
Speaker 1: But like, we are out here heavy and we need support.
Speaker 3: You know, did we need to like make a witch
Speaker 3: a black witch support group it needs. I just want
Speaker 3: to make an announcement. I'm coming out publicly.
Speaker 2: Today, November whatever day it is coming out publicly?
Speaker 1: Is a witch A witch? A witch?
Speaker 3: I told my daughter. She's like, you're a witch?
Speaker 2: Right.
Speaker 1: I was like yeah.
Speaker 3: She's like, if my friends at school ask you, you
Speaker 3: better say yeah.
Speaker 1: I was like, duh, See they get it. I love
Speaker 1: the younger generation. They get it. They have no question.
Speaker 1: She's like, I'm a fairy warewealth witch. I was like, okay,
Speaker 1: I love it. And see how many witches are in
Speaker 1: the church. People don't even realize.
Speaker 3: There's this there's a very thin veil. But I was
Speaker 3: going like between, like being a witch in the church,
Speaker 3: you know, like magic. You know, I sacrificed the fucking whatever.
Speaker 3: But you know where do you think like that comes from. Yeah,
Speaker 3: it's all rooted in like ritual and ceremony.
Speaker 2: Every everything in the church, the altar. I mean, I
Speaker 2: was a what did they call me growing up in
Speaker 2: the Church of Prophetess, the young prophetess.
Speaker 1: That's like that.
Speaker 2: I don't say it's for the Lord. I'm a psychic
Speaker 2: and I'm satanic.
Speaker 3: Well that's that's the thing when people are like witchiness
Speaker 3: or like tarot cards, you know, those CAUs in that
Speaker 3: second away from me. But it's like the whole motherfucking
Speaker 3: Bible was written by some things who had a like
Speaker 3: a prophecy.
Speaker 1: Literally it's a whole spell book in itself, right, So
Speaker 1: how did that come to be?
Speaker 3: Like how did you still like not only own your
Speaker 3: sexuality but then come out as a witch and like
Speaker 3: hone in on your like your ability to manifest and
Speaker 3: then tell people and not feel you know, away came
Speaker 3: up as lesbian and a witch.
Speaker 1: So it was a journey.
Speaker 2: And I'll say I had a lot of like d
Speaker 2: instructing of the church that I needed to do because
Speaker 2: I was born in it. So while the little girls
Speaker 2: were learning one plus one is two. I was learning
Speaker 2: I will spend eternity in a bottomless pit of hell,
Speaker 2: which caused like a lot of anxiety growing up. It's
Speaker 2: always like this subconscious feeling of impending doom.
Speaker 1: And I had to because the.
Speaker 2: Rapture you're always just afraid of happened, right, So, like
Speaker 2: I had to work through that. So it took about
Speaker 2: I would say eight years, around eight years before I
Speaker 2: even was okay with it internally. And then finally my
Speaker 2: daughters they were just like, you need to fucking be
Speaker 2: real and just be authentic and people need to know
Speaker 2: who you are because you're a dope bitch. And I
Speaker 2: was like, and I usually listened to them, like I
Speaker 2: just listened to my kids. We don't do smarter, Yeah
Speaker 2: they are. So they were like, Mom, do the fucking
Speaker 2: TikTok and be witches. We had. We ignored her for
Speaker 2: like a month because it I'm gonna quarry some stubborn
Speaker 2: So I'm like, no, I'm an artist.
Speaker 1: I don't want to do that. I paint, Yeah, that's
Speaker 1: exactly what's the fair.
Speaker 2: Pain. It's so bad. But it was completely the opposite.
Speaker 2: My art soared afterwards and just living more authentically. Then
Speaker 2: it was like a whole community of people just on
Speaker 2: TikTok waiting like, yeah, where have you been aunties? Oh
Speaker 2: my god, like really like and a lot of people
Speaker 2: were coming to it saying like, oh my gosh, like
Speaker 2: we need guidance on you know, I'm lesbian or I'm
Speaker 2: gay or I'm dealing with this and like it's just like, Wow,
Speaker 2: you really don't know who your tribe is if you
Speaker 2: don't really put yourself out there like we all need
Speaker 2: each other. Or how do I secretly set up an
Speaker 2: altar without anyone in my family knowing? Stuff like that,
Speaker 2: Like damn, I wish I had that ship, you know
Speaker 2: growing up.
Speaker 1: So it worked.
Speaker 2: Wow, that's amazing. It's it's true you don't know until
Speaker 2: you do it. But even with us, like I had
Speaker 2: no idea, we had no idea that like women felt
Speaker 2: how we were feeling, and that like you know that
Speaker 2: us just speaking our truth would be I don't know,
Speaker 2: revolutionary in ways like because I'm like, so you're on it,
Speaker 2: because it's we now are entering into the age of Aquarius,
Speaker 2: and if you remember, that's what's happening. Old systems are
Speaker 2: crumbling everything, even the economy, money itself. So the old
Speaker 2: ways we were moving out of the piss era that
Speaker 2: was like heavy religion, heavy leadership, heavy like moralism and
Speaker 2: all this bullshit. Right, but now your power lies in
Speaker 2: being authentic. That represents the age of Aquarius. So we're
Speaker 2: all work walking in purpose right now. It feels good, right,
Speaker 2: And that's why your art started to soar too. I mean,
Speaker 2: you like open up this like portal for yourself. When
Speaker 2: you walk in your authenticity, like things just kind of
Speaker 2: start to lay out for you. And I know, like
Speaker 2: the moment you stop doing that, things start to go
Speaker 2: like absolutely, even my art started becoming witchy like it was.
Speaker 2: It was a whole demographic waiting.
Speaker 1: Yeah.
Speaker 3: And also I think when you walk in like authenticity,
Speaker 3: like you find your people.
Speaker 1: Oh my god.
Speaker 3: You know it's just so easy, you know, like your
Speaker 3: people will start to gravitate to. Your tribe gets bigger
Speaker 3: and stronger, and the people you're supposed to be around
Speaker 3: you don't have to hide for or just or like
Speaker 3: watch what you say because.
Speaker 1: Like, bitch, you know I'm a witch. Don't come around
Speaker 1: here if you've got a problem, don't be scared.
Speaker 3: Yeah, So it's like it's you people do such themselves.
Speaker 3: It's such a disservice of like not being themselves. And
Speaker 3: then I always I'm always sorry. I'm always like curious
Speaker 3: because people are like, Okay, how do you like? It's
Speaker 3: so it's so nice, how you're so able to be yourself.
Speaker 3: I'm like, bitch, I don't know any other way to be.
Speaker 3: How are you being anything else than yourself?
Speaker 1: I can't help.
Speaker 2: I think it's very easy to not be yourself, actually,
Speaker 2: because I think it's almost you have to fight to
Speaker 2: be yourself in this day and age, in this society,
Speaker 2: with religion, with even social media, wanting to look and
Speaker 2: be like other people and wanting to fit in, it's
Speaker 2: actually harder to be yourself and actually figure out who
Speaker 2: the fuck is anyway.
Speaker 1: Like is this myself? For? Is it like?
Speaker 2: And really get into that. So but but I think
Speaker 2: you've always really just had that.
Speaker 3: In you, naturally unfortunately, but fortunately it's been very difficult
Speaker 3: to reach refrain from.
Speaker 2: Yeah, I have to learn it the hard way, dropping
Speaker 2: those masks, Like I had to put on wear so
Speaker 2: many masks and it was just exhausting. You get burnt out,
Speaker 2: and then finally ya like I'm worshipping the devil, so
Speaker 2: that way you can just really stay.
Speaker 1: Away, right right right. I just want to say I
Speaker 1: don't think she worships the devil.
Speaker 2: To say that because niggas on the on the let's
Speaker 2: look her up, Adrian, I don't know there's the devil.
Speaker 1: Well, you know what.
Speaker 3: I once looked up like that, Like I once googled satan,
Speaker 3: like how do you say Satanism? And the definition when
Speaker 3: I read it, if I'm like remembering correctly, was very interesting.
Speaker 3: It was like basically believing in like both. It was
Speaker 3: like believing in like the darkness and the light.
Speaker 1: It's true. Yeah, it wasn't even like what we think.
Speaker 1: When I read it, I was like, this is not
Speaker 1: even bad. Lucifer means light bringer, it.
Speaker 3: Brings, it means like I always tell people that I'm like, Lucifer.
Speaker 1: Means like I'm about to look it up.
Speaker 2: Satan is a meaning in English to the worship of Satan,
Speaker 2: typically involving a travesty of Christian symbols and practices such
Speaker 2: as placing a cross upside down. Wait, we can't trust's dictionary. This,
Speaker 2: this is not I don't know, I don't know what
Speaker 2: I got the worship of Satan or the powers of evil.
Speaker 1: Maybe this is one under God.
Speaker 2: They're not gonna, They're not gonna. You got to get
Speaker 2: it out of the books because like they're gonna.
Speaker 1: Make session or affinity with evil. I'm obsessed with evil.
Speaker 3: Interesting, Okay, well, I think I think it's just it's
Speaker 3: acknowledging that, like you have to indul and some of
Speaker 3: the like the darkness or what people say is the
Speaker 3: darkness in order to like.
Speaker 2: Even in the I had one question growing up that
Speaker 2: none of the pastors could answer in church. I was
Speaker 2: the rebellious one, like, uh huh, that'll make sense because
Speaker 2: I studied the ship, right, So I'm like, why in
Speaker 2: heaven before Lucifer? Y'all know, Lucifer got kicked out of heaven, right,
Speaker 2: So I always have this question, like why who as
Speaker 2: he was getting jealous of God, he was jealous of
Speaker 2: God and you know, started thinking more highly of hisself
Speaker 2: and God kicked before God kicked him out. And my
Speaker 2: question was always well, who put the spirit of jealousy
Speaker 2: in mind?
Speaker 1: Who created the spirit of jealousy? He didn't do it hisself?
Speaker 1: Who made it?
Speaker 2: And no one wanted to answer, So when I started
Speaker 2: to reread the Bible for like the fourth time as
Speaker 2: an adult to study it, like, I realized I forgot
Speaker 2: the scripture where it is, but the God did. He goes,
Speaker 2: I create both the light and the dark. I create
Speaker 2: both good and evil. I do these things.
Speaker 3: Nigga, it's me, So you telling me to do some
Speaker 3: shit that he not for a reason. Thank you, so
Speaker 3: that you could experience the light when you can't. You
Speaker 3: can't live your life only like one sided. You can't
Speaker 3: like because it's yeah, like pleasure, even like Christianity calling
Speaker 3: like something like sexual pleasure, Like say like that is not.
Speaker 3: Why the funk would he make it feel this good
Speaker 3: if we ain't supposed to do it exactly.
Speaker 2: And also stop touching a little boys since you're concerned
Speaker 2: about it someone.
Speaker 3: Also, my biggest question was as in Christianity was like they're.
Speaker 1: Like and then Jesus God sacrifice.
Speaker 3: His only son, and I was like why. I was like,
Speaker 3: he's God, right, why would he make.
Speaker 1: That the rule? Like he could have made anything happen.
Speaker 3: He was like, I'm gonna get my only son, and
Speaker 3: I'm a cross save everybody.
Speaker 1: I'm like he can just saved everybody. The first abortion.
Speaker 1: I'm like, oh, lord, the first abortion. Why are you
Speaker 1: also against abortion? I don't. My parents don't like talking
Speaker 1: to me because what are you talking about? He was
Speaker 1: the first abortion as a grown man. Yeah, first time.
Speaker 2: Anyway, ladies, I'm going to steer us into another We
Speaker 2: usually asked our guests to share an affirmation. I was
Speaker 2: wondering if you guys have an affirmation that you like
Speaker 2: to share with our audience.
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Speaker 2: I've been saying lately is I wake up in the
Speaker 2: morning and I say I am consistently attracting the energy
Speaker 2: that flows with my highest good. I am consistently attracting
Speaker 2: the energy that flows with my highest good.
Speaker 1: I'm like that, you know, I don't. I don't have
Speaker 1: any day affirmations day. I feel like I need to
Speaker 1: step that up. Use that one. That one there you go,
Speaker 1: I use that one. That's a good one. I love that.
Speaker 2: So before we started the show, we asked you guys
Speaker 2: to answer some questions.
Speaker 1: It's question, are you ready? I'm going to test you
Speaker 1: guys to see how well you know.
Speaker 2: You guys have been together every single night for ten years. Yeah,
Speaker 2: don't funck this up right?
Speaker 1: What you'all been talking about over there? The qusture is
Speaker 1: do you want to go first?
Speaker 3: I can sure this is Adrian, so Janika, these questions are.
Speaker 2: For you together, Jesus, you want to just go ahead? Okay, Okay,
Speaker 2: I get it girl, Okay, this is for me, This
Speaker 2: is for you.
Speaker 1: What is Adrian's favorite color? Purple? Correct? What is her
Speaker 1: overall pet peeve of mine? No, just her pet peep.
Speaker 1: I have a lot you do. I'm trying to think.
Speaker 2: Uh, I feel like I will say that your pet
Speaker 2: peeve is.
Speaker 1: Meaningless.
Speaker 3: Conversations small talk, small talk with people you was.
Speaker 2: In there, girl, Yes, I literally know I do. And
Speaker 2: it took a minute to answer that. I'm like, hmm,
Speaker 2: let me see who she would go with this, Yeah,
Speaker 2: meaningless conversations.
Speaker 1: What is her biggest pet peep when it comes to you.
Speaker 2: Well, one thing she hates. It's not on my nose,
Speaker 2: I think she I think I'm that I'm stubborn.
Speaker 1: Snoring badly and snotty. Yeah a lot.
Speaker 2: Well, so I have a nasal polyps. Like when we
Speaker 2: moved out here in twenty sixteen, before COVID, I had
Speaker 2: lost my sense of taste and smell. And when I
Speaker 2: went to see an E and T doctor, he was like,
Speaker 2: more so like I probably got sick and never like
Speaker 2: actually healed from that. And so I started developing nasal
Speaker 2: polyps and that causes post NASER drip. I always so congested.
Speaker 2: I had the surgery, but the chances of nasal polops
Speaker 2: coming back is high.
Speaker 1: So and they are back. Yeah, so you're confirmed, you're
Speaker 1: the doctors. Yeah, so got it or baby?
Speaker 2: She can't help that, I know, but she she stuffered,
Speaker 2: like she said, And I tell her your ZR tech
Speaker 2: every day. She doesn't. I tell her to do everything
Speaker 2: she put on your medifier. She doesn't so irritating when she.
Speaker 1: Doesn't take the advice and you have to deal with this. Yeah,
Speaker 1: and I can't sleep at night. So do you have
Speaker 1: an earplex? I'm going to get them too.
Speaker 2: But she's annoyed because she shouldn't have to. Right.
Speaker 3: What is Adrian's childhood pet's name?
Speaker 1: Sasha? Childhood girl pet name? I don't know your pets
Speaker 1: have pets? Music kid? No pets? Growing up? Correct? What
Speaker 1: would what would you say?
Speaker 2: Is? Uh?
Speaker 1: What would Adrian say? It's her best quality? I don't know.
Speaker 2: I would say that she's she's very understanding.
Speaker 1: That's what I say.
Speaker 3: She said she's communication, that's her Yeah.
Speaker 1: Yeah. What would she say is her worst quality? Not
Speaker 1: staring into my soul? I don't know. I know answer
Speaker 1: and the soul? I know? Your worst quality? Would you
Speaker 1: say is worse about I forgot what I put? I
Speaker 1: don't know. I don't know that one overthinker? Oh?
Speaker 3: Yeah, what is something she's most sensitive about?
Speaker 1: Her mental health? Her family? Oh?
Speaker 3: What is something that she's accomplished that she's most proud of?
Speaker 2: She has so many?
Speaker 1: Maybe the girls absolutely not. Oh, I'm just there A
Speaker 1: strong second and third.
Speaker 3: Right now her most recent art project, that will air
Speaker 3: on Hulu in twenty twenty three.
Speaker 1: About it, I could, I couldn't think of anything.
Speaker 2: What you said repeatedly that the girls are your best?
Speaker 1: They are? But but this is this is it right now?
Speaker 2: That's so exciting, exciting. I'm excited for When is that
Speaker 2: coming out? Do you know they're saying?
Speaker 1: Or what?
Speaker 2: Or how can we? How can people? I guess they
Speaker 2: can't find it until next year.
Speaker 1: She says, I shouldn't say you didn't.
Speaker 2: Feel like it's a problem. I didn't sign any NDA's
Speaker 2: or anything.
Speaker 1: You shouldn't.
Speaker 2: So just know that it's on Hulu and it's based
Speaker 2: on a New York Times bestseller, Oh Dope about an
Speaker 2: artist perfect love that.
Speaker 3: I'm going to ask you more questions in the Microsoft.
Speaker 3: What is Adrian's biggest insecurity?
Speaker 1: All right now, he's not saying it.
Speaker 3: It's like, don't expose me?
Speaker 2: Get it?
Speaker 1: Right? Is security? Yeah?
Speaker 2: You don't like your arms?
Speaker 1: Oh? Yeah I don't, but I'm working on it. What
Speaker 1: did I put? She put painter's posture? What the hell
Speaker 1: those painters? Yeah? So I've been drawing since I was
Speaker 1: like two, and then we just have horrible postures. So
Speaker 1: it's like you have to like the ballerina strength. Yeah,
Speaker 1: I'm learning to like because this is my co lunched.
Speaker 3: Over what would be a deal breaker in your relationship.
Speaker 2: This is funny, I would say if I cheated, but
Speaker 2: also if she doesn't trust me anymore.
Speaker 3: Cheating in parentheses, but with a nigga. I just want
Speaker 3: to clarify if I was a bit, you might be
Speaker 3: able to get over it, because you know, if you
Speaker 3: if you know she's her preference is not really.
Speaker 1: That's what I'm saying. That don't make sense to me.
Speaker 2: I don't really know you. Yeah, nothing against bisexual women,
Speaker 2: but like you like, come on, what is this?
Speaker 1: I thought maybe if it's not like your preference and
Speaker 1: you're like, go ahead and have a field day. I
Speaker 1: don't have one of those anyway. Oh god, No, I
Speaker 1: don't know was asking.
Speaker 3: I just it was it was very specific cheating with
Speaker 3: a nigga, so you can maybe get away if.
Speaker 1: She didn't want a bitch. Yeah. We talked about that
Speaker 1: all the time. You guy, are you guys? Okay? I mean,
Speaker 1: do you guys open? Do you guys play with other?
Speaker 2: We don't, but we talk about all the time, and
Speaker 2: I do think it's something we probably would do.
Speaker 1: Mm hmm. You take the lead on that one. I'm
Speaker 1: following your lady, buddy.
Speaker 3: She's like, that's all I want to.
Speaker 2: Forgot whatever you say to the witchy gods?
Speaker 1: What your god? On my birthday? You wanted marriage? I
Speaker 1: want to three? I know samaicorns? Where do you like?
Speaker 1: Where does she like to grocery shop? She doesn't, She don't.
Speaker 1: What do you just reads? I fucking hate it, Like seriously,
Speaker 1: I have mental health issues. I don't like it.
Speaker 2: I'm so over stimulated in there, the noises, the people,
Speaker 2: the sounds.
Speaker 1: It's too much, too cold to Yeah. Do you instacart? Absolutely?
Speaker 1: She does the grocery instat though. Do you cook? You cook? Yeah?
Speaker 2: Not the.
Speaker 3: Eat the who's your favorite musical artist of all time?
Speaker 1: Yes? That is right. What is her guilty pleasure?
Speaker 2: Oh, smooky weed and fucking.
Speaker 1: Mine to mind too, girls don't get along? Just fun.
Speaker 3: What is her favorite porn category?
Speaker 1: She loves gay?
Speaker 3: Oh God, meet too with you?
Speaker 2: Wait?
Speaker 1: You like gay and poor? But the mic in your
Speaker 1: face is dress. It's weird. Before we got.
Speaker 2: Episode, She's like, this phallic mic in my stressing me.
Speaker 1: Turn on the BBC, make it bear back.
Speaker 3: Gay porn in parentheses men slash BBC slash bear back.
Speaker 3: You know you gotta put the slashes on the porn category.
Speaker 1: Be specific ebony.
Speaker 3: Yeah, I like, I like a lot of M MF
Speaker 3: bisexual threesomes.
Speaker 1: Oh that's that's that's the second close.
Speaker 3: Yeah, I don't I don't know. Yeah, I don't know
Speaker 3: why I can't get over it. One time my friend
Speaker 3: showed me and I never never got back, and then
Speaker 3: it's so weird. A lot of straight women love lesbian porn.
Speaker 1: Which I can't say. I hate it. This is the.
Speaker 2: Yeah, I like lesbian porn. That's because you're not a
Speaker 2: lesbion yam by fun that's what she calls.
Speaker 3: She's by fun on like the weekends was a sorry
Speaker 3: amount of she'll she'll seek them out. If she said
Speaker 3: three tequilas in.
Speaker 1: Interesting, very specific.
Speaker 5: If a Saturday, Friday, midnight and six am hours me
Speaker 5: out those hours, you're not lesbian, I don't think.
Speaker 1: I was like, because it's Wednesday. I tried.
Speaker 2: I tried to be lesbian, and I was like, let
Speaker 2: me try this hour real quick. I went, I dated
Speaker 2: and I took a girl out on Valentine's Day I
Speaker 2: was like, Wow.
Speaker 1: A couple really taking her out. Oh, this is weird.
Speaker 1: I'm the prize. What the fun?
Speaker 3: Yes, right, my poor want to be lesbian. It's okay, baby,
Speaker 3: you can still be adjacent to us.
Speaker 1: Oh it's us. Now you're back.
Speaker 3: I said, I'm a former les spectrum, but I'm always
Speaker 3: going to be part of the community.
Speaker 1: Done it if I had I amount of puss be
Speaker 1: part because I'm by fun Yes, yes, that's the B.
Speaker 1: You are deep in the lifestyle like I'm a Jason,
Speaker 1: You're that's the B in l g BT.
Speaker 3: Okay, I'm gonna add a fun Q.
Speaker 1: I f forever added letters. I know, right, I can't
Speaker 1: keep up.
Speaker 3: How old was Adrian when she lost her virginity and where?
Speaker 2: I don't know what age she was. But she loves
Speaker 2: the stairs at school.
Speaker 1: That is true, school staircase at school. Wait, she said
Speaker 1: she liked to be was a preacher's kid. Okay, let's
Speaker 1: do bad ship. I was horrible. Did you enjoy it? It
Speaker 1: was it traumatizing? Okay?
Speaker 3: Yeah, but this is a really good message for like
Speaker 3: parents that are listening that like, I want to be
Speaker 3: helicopter parents are super super strict and you think you're
Speaker 3: gonna like something.
Speaker 2: Will stop your kids from they're actually they're gonna do
Speaker 2: it faster, harder, and a lot more.
Speaker 1: People and still bring home the straight a's. Yeah, and
Speaker 1: they're to be more secretive because they absolute so like
Speaker 1: just like so true. I learned that very fast.
Speaker 2: I think it would get away with being sneaky as
Speaker 2: long as I'm like compliant, it's going and shut the
Speaker 2: up and do it.
Speaker 1: You're gonna be fucking on the stairway. Absolutely.
Speaker 3: What moment did uh Adrian know she loved you?
Speaker 2: I don't know what moved that was, but I do
Speaker 2: remember we were Oh it is in the hotel room.
Speaker 1: You told me you love me. But I don't remember
Speaker 1: with close she said when I first listened to her.
Speaker 2: Oh my god, was it the mirror at the moment?
Speaker 1: Yeah, I knew I loved her then and she snatched
Speaker 1: her cliche. Mm hmmm. What is Adrian's biggest fear?
Speaker 2: Uh, I don't think you're gonna get it.
Speaker 1: I don't know if I am.
Speaker 3: I don't know, I'm not living up to her fullest potential.
Speaker 3: What what's her favorite sex position?
Speaker 1: Oh? I like this one too. I don't know if
Speaker 1: it's the same for her.
Speaker 2: I don't think it's sissory, but.
Speaker 1: I don't know that is. Oh yep.
Speaker 3: For those of you who don't know, sissoring is also
Speaker 3: known as tripping. Ye, there's an in case you're wondering,
Speaker 3: would she prefer to spend or save money?
Speaker 1: I prefer.
Speaker 3: She preferred to spend it, but underline yes, all capital,
Speaker 3: nothing else, all capital.
Speaker 1: Or underline. I did notice how my handwriting is like
Speaker 1: gradually changed. H yeah, they do. They went from like
Speaker 1: regular to cursive. Who is her celebrity crush? Oh?
Speaker 3: Ari Lennox, Ari, motherfucking Lennox, happy face with the heart.
Speaker 2: There is no discussion. If I see her and it's happening,
Speaker 2: I'll tell you later.
Speaker 1: She got her past.
Speaker 3: What if she if she's in the bathroom with Arian's
Speaker 3: giving her the eye, you're gonna turn out.
Speaker 1: You're gonna be like, yeah, go ahead, boo, can't it? Girl?
Speaker 1: Tell me about it when you're done taking a watch.
Speaker 1: I would. Okay, she's just having a whole visual moment.
Speaker 1: It's like my birthday is coming up. I'm trying to
Speaker 1: manifest it right now. Look, Ari, this might need to
Speaker 1: be a clip. She did sing to me. She did yeah,
Speaker 1: the concert, Which shape of a baby? Which one? What
Speaker 1: song was it? She was in days? She don't remember
Speaker 1: this on my Instagram to me? Okay, well are you
Speaker 1: hear that? Come find our friends, listen, get a free
Speaker 1: portrait out of it and everything you'll get free art,
Speaker 1: bitch work. You might need to come commodity badasses.
Speaker 3: How does Adrian feel about non monogamy?
Speaker 1: She's not against it.
Speaker 2: I think if it just works, She's always to.
Speaker 1: Each his own.
Speaker 3: Yeah, what is her favorite memory of you guys' relationship?
Speaker 1: That was so hard to answer? I don't know that answer.
Speaker 1: This is like, it's so cute. I know it's so corny,
Speaker 1: to be honest, I don't know.
Speaker 3: Her favorite memory of your relationship is when you guys
Speaker 3: first met and you spent the night and fell asleep
Speaker 3: on her chest and she used to have frequent sleep
Speaker 3: panic attacks, and she was having one that night and
Speaker 3: you placed your hand on her chest and she never
Speaker 3: had another one again.
Speaker 1: Are you crying, Orlando Aquarious?
Speaker 3: Our relationship a lot of tears? What what did Adrian?
Speaker 1: Okay, what do you wish? What dish? It's always? Why
Speaker 1: don't we re write it? I don't know. I'm confused again.
Speaker 2: Yeah, yeah, wait, what does Adrian wish?
Speaker 1: I got it before, but.
Speaker 2: M what do you do wish?
Speaker 1: You?
Speaker 3: You've done this ship three times this month?
Speaker 2: Okay, what do you What does Adrian wish you saw
Speaker 2: more of than yourself? Oh? Uh, my potential obviously, but
Speaker 2: I don't know, just say my potential whatever that is?
Speaker 1: That some short and short term, she said.
Speaker 3: I wish she trusted more in herself to explore and
Speaker 3: live out her truest dreams, to get past the fear
Speaker 3: and do it anyway. Yeah, you know, I love these
Speaker 3: are This has been the deepest answers we've had.
Speaker 1: It's clear we've been dealing with heateral normandy deep like sentences.
Speaker 1: You guys did really good. You might have got a
Speaker 1: ninety five percent thank you, but I'm going to fail
Speaker 1: those ten years back to back, you know? Is you ready?
Speaker 1: I'm trying to be don't judge yourself. Okay, let's go.
Speaker 1: What is Juanika's favorite color? Chral? Yes, chral slash mob.
Speaker 1: That's very specific.
Speaker 2: Well, we had to get her colors together. She needed
Speaker 2: to learn how to describe them correctly, artist like.
Speaker 1: Orange. I get you. What's her overall pet? Peeve pet peeve.
Speaker 1: I don't know, not being able to eat, being hungry.
Speaker 1: I don't know.
Speaker 2: You know this and you gonna be so many I
Speaker 2: get it.
Speaker 1: Spit, I hate oh my mouth. She would never and
Speaker 1: I try to make her like even during sex, like
Speaker 1: pull her head back on. She would slap. It's been
Speaker 1: on body parts. Nothing the body part. No, I have
Speaker 1: to be the one that this spitting. And I can't.
Speaker 2: Stand it looking at other people.
Speaker 1: You can't this video later, I do it all the time.
Speaker 1: She does. You're gonna hate video.
Speaker 2: You're gonna hate it slow, she's gonna throw out. It's
Speaker 2: very it's very sexy though recolarizing video on the internet.
Speaker 1: I don't know about that. People do love it or
Speaker 1: hate it. That did not for you, page. I appreciate it,
Speaker 1: all right, appreciate that.
Speaker 2: What is her childhood's it's name?
Speaker 1: I don't think you had a dog?
Speaker 2: Oh wait, ship, I skipped skipped on. What is her
Speaker 2: pet peeve?
Speaker 1: When it comes to.
Speaker 2: You, holy ship, there's so many pet pee when it
Speaker 2: comes to me, and it's you didn't write the same answers?
Speaker 1: Right? No, I get that. How she is mostly always right?
Speaker 1: Damn that's true. Damn I always right, have.
Speaker 2: Lived, I can help not Damn what is her childhood
Speaker 2: pet's name? Yeah, I don't think we talked about that.
Speaker 1: Yeah, I said briefly, But you're not yourself? Is serious?
Speaker 2: I'm still learning her Chandler. You not supposed to smoke
Speaker 2: one Chandler. They were like this TikTok's like if you
Speaker 2: hold and you're smoking with people and you hold it
Speaker 2: like this, Really, what.
Speaker 1: Does that mean? Are you supposed to hold it like this?
Speaker 1: I guess what I need to get back in the
Speaker 1: TikTok verse. I'm I'm missing.
Speaker 2: A lot of life skills and things TikTok University that
Speaker 2: is to do Google.
Speaker 1: Okay, we I'm gonna look up there the moment we
Speaker 1: got our TikTok back, y'all get it back?
Speaker 2: Yeah, what would you say? What would she say? It's
Speaker 2: her best quality? You're just always so bubbly and you're
Speaker 2: full of light, and you're just like a fairy. And
Speaker 2: she's so happy all the time and optimistic, very supportive
Speaker 2: and understanding. What is her worst quality? Oh man, she
Speaker 2: starts stuff and doesn't finish it.
Speaker 1: Stubborn.
Speaker 2: You always say that that is, but you know, I'm
Speaker 2: an a quarry, So I kind of get that.
Speaker 1: I'm stubborn too. So what is something she is most
Speaker 1: sensitive about? Now we're getting deep here. I just wanted them.
Speaker 1: I'm gonna begin. I'm gonna just give you a little teaser.
Speaker 1: It's deeper. What are you most sensitive about? Yeah, I
Speaker 1: would say your.
Speaker 2: Mom or your family, but I have more. But I'm
Speaker 2: gonna stop there. Growing up without a father, and how
Speaker 2: that childhood trauma is affecting, is trauma is affect I.
Speaker 1: Didn't want to go to I didn't know if you
Speaker 1: wanted to. Okay, we're working on. I'm proud of answer.
Speaker 3: Thank you doing the work getting to the root of thing,
Speaker 3: to the beginning.
Speaker 2: What has she accomplished that she is most proud of?
Speaker 2: Oh my god, because if I say this and that's
Speaker 2: not the answer, it's going to make you look so bad.
Speaker 1: Oh my god. Maybe I don't know. Maybe the fact
Speaker 1: that you're like a wife and a mom, I don't know,
Speaker 1: that's it.
Speaker 2: I am most proud of my wife. She's my best accomplishment.
Speaker 1: I love you, right, you say all the right ship
Speaker 1: on that podcast. Please think.
Speaker 2: What is her biggest insecurity?
Speaker 1: Hair or your body? Yep, my facial hair, neck hair.
Speaker 1: I feel you. I mean I've been getting I.
Speaker 2: Gotta like I'm gonna go to because because it kills
Speaker 2: it at the root.
Speaker 1: I know you can handle that and it's not that expensive.
Speaker 1: I'll send you the contact.
Speaker 2: Yeah, listen, I'm vain.
Speaker 1: It doesn't bother me.
Speaker 2: But what would be a deal breaker in your relationship
Speaker 2: for her?
Speaker 1: I don't think you'll leave me for anything. I don't
Speaker 1: think I have any.
Speaker 3: Not even not even cheating with a nigga.
Speaker 2: She's like, that would be rare, you know, Boris Kojo.
Speaker 2: Now I will say this, He's this is hypothetical.
Speaker 1: He's so funes.
Speaker 3: Listen you wors Kojo.
Speaker 2: He looks just like, Okay, I'm okay. This is going
Speaker 2: to make me seem so by, but I'm not.
Speaker 1: I was the arts.
Speaker 2: We were coming in the elevator of my art studio,
Speaker 2: and I'm just focused on my fucking phone, not even looking.
Speaker 2: It's a really tight small space. It's packed as usual,
Speaker 2: and so it's like twelve maybe twelve us on there.
Speaker 1: I'mrating.
Speaker 2: So I'm like, I happened to look up at this
Speaker 2: beast of a man. He's so huge, and I'm just
Speaker 2: like stunned. Flabbergasted by his beauty. I left that elevator
Speaker 2: walking into my studio questioning my section.
Speaker 1: Yes, how he is that man? Television does him no justice?
Speaker 1: Are you for sure?
Speaker 3: Like you would never you have no interest in any penis.
Speaker 2: If you ever hear or see me involved with a
Speaker 2: dick understand millions were involved. She paid Unless it's borest maybe.
Speaker 3: If it's Monday, Monday, Wednesday.
Speaker 1: I'll let him be in the room. That's it. Oh
Speaker 1: my god.
Speaker 2: Okay, where does she like to grocery shop?
Speaker 1: Whole Food slash Sprouts?
Speaker 3: Yeah, I've never been to Sprouts.
Speaker 1: Is like Whole Food is just cheaper, cheaper.
Speaker 3: Yeah, I thought it was more expensive, No, more expensive.
Speaker 1: I think that Sprout expensive for some reason. It was crazy.
Speaker 1: You can't leave with you can't four hundred? What bag?
Speaker 2: Like?
Speaker 1: There won't be she in there either.
Speaker 2: Favorite musical artists what's her favorite musical artists of all time?
Speaker 2: It's Beyonce, you guys, what is your favorite Beyonce album?
Speaker 2: It's a time but now it's Renaissance, Renaissance and Beyonce.
Speaker 1: For sure Renaissance. This is a recent one, yes, yes,
Speaker 1: and it was the last one or she dropped a
Speaker 1: video for every song Beyonce.
Speaker 2: No No with Rocket Yeah, she said the tone of
Speaker 2: how people released music. Of course, I know, absolutely, and
Speaker 2: that's why when she released Renaissance and she didn't release
Speaker 2: a video for every song, I was thoroughly like, we
Speaker 2: are very a little irritated with Miss Carter. I was like,
Speaker 2: is it over? Like is this like like we just
Speaker 2: got another sipment of our orders from her packages yesterday?
Speaker 2: Like it's this rollout has to be like it's it's
Speaker 2: like ongoing but slow.
Speaker 1: I don't know what's happening, but she's keeping us on
Speaker 1: the edge, right package? What kind of package we bought?
Speaker 2: The limited edition, like all the records we bought, the
Speaker 2: fan the gloves, I have a weed, rolling.
Speaker 1: Tracks, rolling everything. I believe so because she she wrapped sold.
Speaker 2: Smoking, I feel like she has to smoke some I
Speaker 2: don't know. I don't know the exact word, but it
Speaker 2: feels familiar.
Speaker 1: Okay, well, I don't even know.
Speaker 3: Her middle name is Giselle. I thank you it is.
Speaker 1: I'm going to turn you into as casually.
Speaker 2: Within the first few days of meeting her, we met
Speaker 2: her little cute little babies at the time, and I
Speaker 2: was like, are you guys excited to see Beyonce on
Speaker 2: TV tonight and there was like, what's Beyonce? And I
Speaker 2: looked at Ashley and I said, do better?
Speaker 1: Do they know now?
Speaker 2: Oh? She calls me crying and sending videos because of
Speaker 2: how empowering her daughters are staring at her like that.
Speaker 2: I told you black mothers, raise your daughters on Beyonce. Yeah,
Speaker 2: she is super empowering when I saw it, Black as
Speaker 2: King ship artists.
Speaker 1: All Right, what is Janica's guilty pleasure? Girl will say
Speaker 1: yogurt food? Is it a specific kind of food though? Right,
Speaker 1: it's food?
Speaker 2: Slash Lucy sweets that sweet pussy, Sweet.
Speaker 1: Pussy the title of the show today. What is her
Speaker 1: favorite born category? Scorting me too? I love squirrel. That's different. Yeah,
Speaker 1: always one of the slashes.
Speaker 2: I'm always like if it has squirting like it's it's
Speaker 2: a plus.
Speaker 1: It's always a plus. Yeah, okay, dash y'all I do
Speaker 1: I did once?
Speaker 2: Yeah, yeah, I think That's why I was like, well
Speaker 2: my body can do this Sunday to see more, but
Speaker 2: other bitches do this ship And then.
Speaker 3: I'm like, well you discovered it. That's when you started
Speaker 3: dashing it.
Speaker 1: How old was she when she lost her virginity? And
Speaker 1: where was she? I know you were in high school.
Speaker 2: It was maybe sixteen, okay, sixteen, I'm trying to tap in.
Speaker 1: And then what was the second half of the cross
Speaker 1: where was she? Were you at his house? Yeah? Okay,
Speaker 1: at her boyfriend's house. Yeah? What moment did she know
Speaker 1: she loved you?
Speaker 2: Which is strange because I said I love you and
Speaker 2: you did not say it back for a few days days.
Speaker 1: I was concerned. I don't remember though. I can't. I can't,
Speaker 1: I can't lie. I don't remember. It's too long ago.
Speaker 2: Uh, how she paid it? I don't know if this
Speaker 2: is a location, but she said how she paid attention
Speaker 2: to me and took care of me with no judgment.
Speaker 2: She allowed me the space to be me freely.
Speaker 1: Oh this is like current. I was thinking more past tense.
Speaker 1: My bad? What is in that weed? And I'm gonna
Speaker 1: need something? I told you. I don't know that you
Speaker 1: could find it, like three different types of weed.
Speaker 2: I just scrambled together. That's probably why it's so good.
Speaker 2: You're welcome, great cocktail. So I guess it's not an
Speaker 2: exact location, but basically, you when that feet, when you
Speaker 2: felt that way, that's when you knew that you loved her.
Speaker 1: I got it when I met her.
Speaker 2: She told me I could quep my job so I
Speaker 2: could figure out what it is I want to do life. Wow,
Speaker 2: we all need an Adrian? Where is shirt? We all
Speaker 2: need Adrians life. What is her biggest fear.
Speaker 1: Losing? No, losing your mom. No, it's not death. Nope,
Speaker 1: I'm so.
Speaker 2: Morbid death everyone dying, impending every day?
Speaker 1: Your biggest fear? Growing old with regrets.
Speaker 2: Having regrets and not doing everything I want to do
Speaker 2: in this life.
Speaker 1: Okay? What is her favorite sex position? No, yep, Okay,
Speaker 1: why y'all was stalling? What is tribbing and scissoring? What's
Speaker 1: the difference? The same shape? It's like the correct term.
Speaker 1: What is tripping? Where does that wrecked? I'm curious word?
Speaker 1: What is the trip?
Speaker 2: But you know we've renamed it. I've renamed it. So
Speaker 2: what I just did a comic on it. It's called
Speaker 2: lip sinking.
Speaker 1: Now little like that. Yeah, let's lip sync. It's a joke.
Speaker 1: It's like a lesbian joke. Y'all were just put it on.
Speaker 1: Thank you, thank you? And what's part of the community
Speaker 1: I'm trying to help? Okay?
Speaker 2: Well, would she prefer to spend or save money save?
Speaker 2: That's true, looks this is why you guys are great.
Speaker 1: Yeah, she's my balance for sure. Who's her celebrity crush? Beyonce? No,
Speaker 1: Gabrielle Union? Really sorry, I know girl, me too. I'm
Speaker 1: not offend you. I just I mean, I'm it's very specific,
Speaker 1: since they one very specific about her. Okay, so but
Speaker 1: it would you give her a help? Absolutely? Absolutely? She
Speaker 1: she can do what she wants. Gabriel is beautiful. She
Speaker 1: just always played the bitch. I think that's what I think.
Speaker 1: That's it's set her up.
Speaker 3: She looks wholesome, but I feel like she has like
Speaker 3: a dirty, little nasty.
Speaker 1: I feel like she's yeah I heard that. She doesn't
Speaker 1: give me wholesome at all. Actually, I feel like she's
Speaker 1: a scorpio. You know what is her song? I feel
Speaker 1: like she's a scorpio. I don't know why.
Speaker 2: She just feels like she has a little bit of that.
Speaker 1: Yeah, something like that would come out. Well, she actually
Speaker 1: admitted it. She admitted she used to be a bitch.
Speaker 1: She did.
Speaker 2: She said, yeah, I'm red table talking. I was a
Speaker 2: terrible person.
Speaker 1: She has to learn how to be a better woman. Yea.
Speaker 2: Why she was like, I was mean on perfect She said.
Speaker 1: Whoa, Well, that takes a lot of balls to say.
Speaker 1: I was a bit consciously there it is.
Speaker 2: I feel even as a child, I was like, this
Speaker 2: seems like me sort of, I see myself. I was like,
Speaker 2: she's not taking no ship. She's like, no, okay, So
Speaker 2: how do you feel? How does she feel about nominogamy.
Speaker 2: I think she's okay with me doing it, but she
Speaker 2: doesn't want to do it, not yet. She like, that's mine.
Speaker 2: No thanks, I'm selfish, that's what you know what. Me
Speaker 2: and Mila were both very like pro nominogamy the podcast.
Speaker 2: We're like, yeah, never doing monogamy again, and then we
Speaker 2: found and then we found it because we actually like
Speaker 2: or like maybe only with.
Speaker 1: Me one sentimeter. I don't any dates.
Speaker 2: For you, you know, I thought about that.
Speaker 1: I still could be open. I just.
Speaker 2: No, yeah, like jealousy recovery or something jealous season, Yeah
Speaker 2: will get back maybe like yeah when I'm old, like
Speaker 2: you guys, I already told him that he I'm gonna
Speaker 2: probably have to hire a woman to like party with
Speaker 2: him because I can't keep up like he like, he
Speaker 2: has so much energy and my partner. He was like,
Speaker 2: he's just like a people person, and I'm like, nigga,
Speaker 2: I need to go home and go to bed.
Speaker 1: I get that, and he's like one last party. What's
Speaker 1: his son Scorpion?
Speaker 2: Oh wow, Scorpio Scorpio, scorpio balance, Like we're query query
Speaker 2: but he's a Leo Moon like me too.
Speaker 1: No, I'm I'm sorry that rising.
Speaker 2: Oh yeah, I'm a Leo Moon. It's already on Google.
Speaker 1: That's my daughter. I was pissed.
Speaker 2: Oh what you were trying to hide your Yeah, I'm
Speaker 2: very secreted figure my other two signs, but it's definitely online.
Speaker 1: Yeah, everybody knows. What is her favorite relate memory of
Speaker 1: your relationship? What I mean just when we got married.
Speaker 1: I don't know. Follow your guys are trying to read you.
Speaker 2: What do you wish? Okay, what does she wish that
Speaker 2: you saw more of yourself? So?
Speaker 1: What does she there's that question again.
Speaker 2: I swear four weeks and I'm trying to figure it
Speaker 2: out for you. What does she wish you saw more
Speaker 2: of in yourself? Mm hmm, because I know you tell
Speaker 2: me every night. I don't know how to word it,
Speaker 2: but I feel it. I don't know how to word
Speaker 2: it so high too. It's such a bad idea.
Speaker 1: Okay, let me think.
Speaker 2: That I will live up in my fullest potential. Basically,
Speaker 2: I wish she saw more of her gift that she
Speaker 2: has to give to the world. She can sometimes doubt
Speaker 2: her abilities or who she is, and she is the
Speaker 2: best person I've ever met.
Speaker 1: You really get it. I know you guys are so
Speaker 1: no and we're toning it down.
Speaker 2: We are so gay. I'm over please, it's so bad.
Speaker 2: Our daughters are like enough.
Speaker 1: Yeah, stop, that's so puny too much. I love it.
Speaker 1: I love that for you.
Speaker 3: And you guys, I know you've been listening to us
Speaker 3: ask these questions all month, and now we're gonna put
Speaker 3: the PDF on Patreon.
Speaker 1: The PDF? Any other way you could explain it? What
Speaker 1: the what the fuck? Yeah, I guess the guess it's
Speaker 1: the PDF. It's a cooler way to say. I feel
Speaker 1: like there has to be you guys.
Speaker 2: That is a joke on TikTok. They're picking up millennials
Speaker 2: for saying shit like that. Literally, PDF. You can print
Speaker 2: it down, though, I questions your partner and play the games. Yeah,
Speaker 2: for sure.
Speaker 1: Because I said PDF. You're the one who know you
Speaker 1: hold on to that, but I don't think I've ever
Speaker 1: called it.
Speaker 3: Get the PDF now, guys, it's out nonto. You're gonna
Speaker 3: be corrected all the questions they're actually read correctly.
Speaker 1: Don't worry. It's a great game.
Speaker 2: You might be surprised how well or not well you
Speaker 2: know your partner, which you know, that means there's always
Speaker 2: more to know. And that's and that's the point where
Speaker 2: maybe you're still alerting each other exactly exactly, always be
Speaker 2: students of each other.
Speaker 1: You could still be mysterious even after ten years. I
Speaker 1: find it sexy. Yeah, because I'm gonna get bored.
Speaker 2: Yeah, she's like a new woman every time, Like it's
Speaker 2: like a peeling of layers. And then for me, like
Speaker 2: every day it's just it's always add is ever the
Speaker 2: same even if we do the same thing.
Speaker 1: Yeah, or we'll like so I have ADHD.
Speaker 2: So I just recently found out for my therapist that
Speaker 2: it's not so much of like codependency, which some people
Speaker 2: like to say, but it's what they call parallel play.
Speaker 2: Or so when I'm creating or working, I had to
Speaker 2: she's literally my muse.
Speaker 1: I had to have her around just around, you know, like.
Speaker 2: And she's It just makes it easier for me to
Speaker 2: focus and be more creative.
Speaker 1: And it's literally an actual thing.
Speaker 3: Wow, adhd is is it like a comfort item? Not
Speaker 3: item that's not like a comfort like, yeah, she's home
Speaker 3: like a comfort like.
Speaker 1: Yeah, I would say that.
Speaker 2: Yeah, that makes sense, that makes sense. That's beautiful though. Yeah,
Speaker 2: but my daughters are kind of in the same way too,
Speaker 2: without the whole extra ship. But like I love when
Speaker 2: they're around, like, don't it relieve, please please live with me.
Speaker 2: I have the best conversations.
Speaker 1: Yeah, they're the dopest motherfuckers.
Speaker 2: They will get in her ass too.
Speaker 3: Though, How has that been for you as like, since
Speaker 3: you like being a stepmother, and because what's your age difference?
Speaker 1: I'm thirty three. Are we talking about age? Okay, yes,
Speaker 1: you know, I'll be I'm forty one, so h yeah
Speaker 1: a little bit.
Speaker 3: How was that coming for you because obviously ten years
Speaker 3: ago you were twenty three and like growing up with
Speaker 3: them and you know, seeing them grow it.
Speaker 2: Was definitely something uh new for me for sure, Like
Speaker 2: you said, I was young, so I was like, oh, wow,
Speaker 2: these are like older kids, so I had to like
Speaker 2: really grasp my head around at but they're like she said,
Speaker 2: they're amazing. They're like the best kids we got a
Speaker 2: little so well, Oh, they loved her. They loved the
Speaker 2: feminine energy she came and brought in. So it was
Speaker 2: nail polished everywhere and make up now. And she taught
Speaker 2: my youngest daughter like how to model, how to walk,
Speaker 2: how she taught them like just confidence.
Speaker 1: I didn't really have the best relations to my mom, so.
Speaker 2: It was always Jesus, Jesus, Jesus, and I didn't want
Speaker 2: to bring that. So when she came into our lives,
Speaker 2: it was just like just a blessing for everybody. Yeah,
Speaker 2: it feels like it was like a true like balance
Speaker 2: and like life for sure, for sure just flowed. And
Speaker 2: that look in that bathroom really you knew locked in. Yeah,
Speaker 2: it's a lot of hormones though, don't get me, don't
Speaker 2: get it twisted. I was gonna say four, that's a
Speaker 2: lot horrible. And what are your daughter's signs? Aquarius and Scorpia. Wow,
Speaker 2: the one you don't see. She hates the camera, She's
Speaker 2: always hated it. Don't put me in ships, so she's
Speaker 2: behind it. She's a mysterious one, but she's the techie,
Speaker 2: so she does our video she she helps plan the lighting,
Speaker 2: the sounds, the trips, the editing.
Speaker 1: She's a writer, so she's like our best kept secrets.
Speaker 1: This beautiful little contreating house. Are kidding? Is art it?
Speaker 1: Everybody will do it. It's like we tattoo each other.
Speaker 1: It's fun. Who tattoos me? Oh? I didn't know that.
Speaker 3: And you also do art. You help her with her
Speaker 3: art too.
Speaker 2: Your sister, well, she taught to pay and so that's
Speaker 2: how everything started. But I don't pay as much. But
Speaker 2: I enjoyed it for for for a little bit.
Speaker 1: Yeah you explored.
Speaker 2: Yeah, I think it's cool to kind of tap into
Speaker 2: your partners like desires.
Speaker 1: To Yeah, like, what is it though? You love about this,
Speaker 1: even if it's not necessarily yours.
Speaker 2: Same with dancing, every single dancing TikTok. You see, it's
Speaker 2: she made me do it, but I.
Speaker 1: Do it for her. So fun hate dancing. Do your
Speaker 1: daughters identify as which is? They will read your chart
Speaker 1: like they study it.
Speaker 2: They hyper focus it on it, especially like I'm more
Speaker 2: of a metaphysics type ancestral type shit way right, they're
Speaker 2: more or of like definitely astrology based.
Speaker 1: Taro. Speaking of Tara, is it tterot time? It's terot
Speaker 1: tyme tarot time.
Speaker 2: Okay, so Adrian, you pulled the King of Swords.
Speaker 1: I believe right all right? And the King of Swords
Speaker 1: why is this doing this? Bitty taro is getting too famous.
Speaker 2: Because yeah, whoa bitty really grown.
Speaker 1: Upright?
Speaker 2: Mental clarity, intellectual power, authority, truth.
Speaker 1: Earlier, it's crazy.
Speaker 2: The King of Swords is a symbol of intellectual power
Speaker 2: and authority and has the courage and intellect to achieve
Speaker 2: all that he desires. When this card appears in a
Speaker 2: tarror reading, you are in your power, ruling from a
Speaker 2: place of authority and respect. You stand firm in your
Speaker 2: truth and express yourself with deep conviction. As a results,
Speaker 2: pay attention to what you have to say. The King
Speaker 2: of Swords indicates that you have clarity of mind and
Speaker 2: can perceive the truth. So it's up to you to
Speaker 2: take the lead with providing an objective point of view
Speaker 2: and making decisions based on impartial judgment. The King of
Speaker 2: Swords encourages you to use your logic and intellect to
Speaker 2: navigate the path ahead. You will need to make firm
Speaker 2: and well researched decisions and stay fair in your dealings
Speaker 2: with others. You need to be able to say to
Speaker 2: take any situation, look at it with total impartial impartiality, impartiality, impartiality, wow,
Speaker 2: thank you, and then come to a balanced and insightful decision. Often,
Speaker 2: the king of swords represents a professional adviser, such as
Speaker 2: a solicitator or attorney, financial advisor, or taxation consultant. This
Speaker 2: advisor has a solid reputation and vast amount of knowledge
Speaker 2: in this particular field. He may come across as detached
Speaker 2: or disinterested in your personal circumstances unless it relates specifically
Speaker 2: to his skill set. This is so he can use
Speaker 2: small you don't care, let me say uh. If you
Speaker 2: have not engaged the help of an expert, the arrival
Speaker 2: of king of swards suggests that it may be worthwhile
Speaker 2: getting legal or financial advice. If you're experiencing changes or
Speaker 2: particular circumstances that will require an expert opinion. You can
Speaker 2: be on the front foot by seeking help before they happen.
Speaker 2: That way, when they do roll through, you're ready to
Speaker 2: demand your right and and find an outcome that benefits you. Basically,
Speaker 2: a lawyer up, get ready. Things are about to change
Speaker 2: that you know. Be prepared, be overly prepared. A lot
Speaker 2: of contracts and stick with your intuition if it says no,
Speaker 2: it's not enough. What's the legit?
Speaker 1: Sorry, it's a whole lot of it. No, I'm receiving it.
Speaker 1: And what's mag the stallion? No? But yeah, actually it.
Speaker 2: Is my top three. She is literally the same top three.
Speaker 2: Oh my god. But but yeah. So just stand true
Speaker 2: in who you are and what you stand for.
Speaker 1: I love that.
Speaker 3: Jannika pulled the four of wands I did. And it
Speaker 3: looks like like two people like celebrating almost is like
Speaker 3: a wedding.
Speaker 1: Oh looks like yeah, looks like it wasn't the final.
Speaker 3: The four of Wandes is a card of joyful celebration,
Speaker 3: blissful happiness, and appreciation for the good things in life.
Speaker 3: When this card appears in a tyro reading, it is
Speaker 3: perfect time to celebrate with those you love most. You
Speaker 3: may commemorate a significant event or milestone, such as a wedding, birthday, homecoming,
Speaker 3: or reunion.
Speaker 4: Or you may.
Speaker 3: Invite a few of your favorite friends for an intimate
Speaker 3: dinner for no particular reason except to revel in each
Speaker 3: other's company, Relax and let your hair down. Enjoy the
Speaker 3: special time together. The Four of wands can show you
Speaker 3: that returning home to the people and places that are
Speaker 3: familiar to you, you feel supported and secure, knowing you
Speaker 3: are with those who love you and care about you.
Speaker 3: Because the four of Wands associates so closely with the
Speaker 3: home environment, you may work on improving or renovating your
Speaker 3: house or close to finding a new one. Perhaps you
Speaker 3: have recently purchased a home and you're getting ready to
Speaker 3: settle down in your new habitat. The four of Wands
Speaker 3: tells you that after a period of rapid growth and
Speaker 3: expansion the energy of the three wands, it's now time
Speaker 3: to pause and celebrate what you have achieved so far.
Speaker 3: Step back in a moment and enjoy the fruits of
Speaker 3: your labor. Acknowledge your heartbreak, work, and give yourself permission
Speaker 3: to take a small break before embarking on the next
Speaker 3: phase of your journey. It's essential you observe these familiar milestones.
Speaker 3: As form symbolizes the number four, neurology, stability, firm foundations,
Speaker 3: and the four of wes. You are now enjoying a
Speaker 3: period of happiness and security.
Speaker 1: Oh so beautiful. That is amazing, and.
Speaker 2: It's actually TikTok that's told me that aquarius Is and
Speaker 2: Scorpios next year around May, we're going to finally get
Speaker 2: breakthroughs because we've been kind of dealing with ship for
Speaker 2: five heavy because.
Speaker 1: It's said.
Speaker 2: No, but you know, I researched it after because TikTok
Speaker 2: will show you some bullshit? Yes, well should I receive
Speaker 2: that as a Scorpio. That's what I've been reading. My
Speaker 2: sign to this next year is very transformational, very transformation
Speaker 2: for us. Yeah, but also I think it speaks to
Speaker 2: this card. I think speaks also to the stability and
Speaker 2: your foundation together and your relationship because from an outsider
Speaker 2: looking in, I mean, I just met y'all, but I
Speaker 2: really feel the love and I feel like the caring
Speaker 2: and the support and like the real like I don't know,
Speaker 2: it just feels like this feels infinite.
Speaker 1: Oh for sure, We've lived many lifetimes together. I'm aware
Speaker 1: of it.
Speaker 2: I feel that, like I feel like we're find each other.
Speaker 2: It's crazy, but and I wish this for everybody. I
Speaker 2: just wish it because I I hear how hard it
Speaker 2: is right now that are just.
Speaker 1: So that's all. We tone it down a lot too,
Speaker 1: so we're like, let's be less.
Speaker 3: Gi oh my God, That's how it feels sometimes me
Speaker 3: in Orlando, I'm like, stop, everyone's gonna think.
Speaker 2: I have so rare, but I do. I wish it
Speaker 2: for everybody. Everybody deserves to feel a love.
Speaker 1: Like if you love me, you'll let me spin in
Speaker 1: your mouth. Okay, please do it today. Just let her
Speaker 1: do it. I'll hold your hand and we'll put it
Speaker 1: on SloMo. What's the wrong with me? I have such
Speaker 1: like I love. I just like to push people like, like,
Speaker 1: are you sure? Come on?
Speaker 2: Just you don't have no or any aquarius placements in
Speaker 2: your charge.
Speaker 1: This is her aquarious placement. Definitely sad though somewhere has
Speaker 1: to be. I don't know about that. I gotta look.
Speaker 2: Speaking of spinning in mouths, we always ask our guests
Speaker 2: if they have a horror story they'd like to share,
Speaker 2: you know, Like I said, I'm just I was a cheater.
Speaker 1: In the past, so you know that you're a reform
Speaker 1: cheater too, Yeah, girl.
Speaker 3: Adrian tried to Surgeony under the bus, saying she was
Speaker 3: vanilla when she when she was like, she don't have
Speaker 3: no stories.
Speaker 1: No, I really don't.
Speaker 2: Like I dealt with a lot of like you know,
Speaker 2: when I was young, so of course at the time,
Speaker 2: I was attracting young unevolved people at same time too,
Speaker 2: so we did a lot of dumb stuff. But no,
Speaker 2: I just you know, it's not it's not hard to
Speaker 2: be loyal, but you know the situation and it's not
Speaker 2: for you, and you know this is a situation where
Speaker 2: you should be loyal. Okay, I'm gonna cheat until I
Speaker 2: get through whatever. Just I get through it and runs
Speaker 2: and scores. So I just I cheated a lot. I
Speaker 2: cheated dirty too.
Speaker 1: I cheated like, yeah, we'll her best friends type.
Speaker 2: Yeah with the Yeah, my girlfriend at the time's best friend.
Speaker 2: We had a whole like, we had a whole emotional
Speaker 2: relationship outside of the relationship I had with her, And
Speaker 2: so yeah, for.
Speaker 1: Like the year side. Know what it's those bad, it's unhealed.
Speaker 3: I guess any unhealed sign it can be the worst
Speaker 3: of the words.
Speaker 1: That's true. Yeah, but no, I think there's specific signe. Actually,
Speaker 1: cancer is the one.
Speaker 3: Cancer men unhealed treacherous scorpio serial killers.
Speaker 2: Yeah, like I believe that they are the number one
Speaker 2: the act sign for serial.
Speaker 1: Killers because we're super sensitive.
Speaker 3: And now y'all go, there is crazy that scor is
Speaker 3: a second serial killer.
Speaker 2: It's top three that makes sense for sure, Top three
Speaker 2: aquari maybe Arias because.
Speaker 1: Yeah we are.
Speaker 3: We're humanitarians for the now you're knowing the list and
Speaker 3: on your last and we're yeah.
Speaker 1: So also a PDIA for going to make.
Speaker 2: It's a list of all the serial killers signed to order.
Speaker 3: I'm so happy we're not serial Killers' notable.
Speaker 1: I'm not kidding. There's a bonus. Okay, So did you
Speaker 1: think of it?
Speaker 3: If not?
Speaker 2: If not, we can share one. But I don't. I
Speaker 2: feel like one.
Speaker 1: I do, But which do you feel like I should tell?
Speaker 1: Which one? Do you think it's the juiciest, because I'd
Speaker 1: be liking a talk. Just pick the top one to
Speaker 1: make sure it's the top o the video shoot.
Speaker 2: Yeah, so okay, So it was like basically suppression Preacher's kid, right,
Speaker 2: remember that now, because I was I was, I was
Speaker 2: a lady hoe, but I didn't they okay, whatever. So
Speaker 2: I was working at the bank, trying to keep her
Speaker 2: identity private. She's not out, definitely heavily in a relationship,
Speaker 2: and we had been friends for a lot of years.
Speaker 2: She would even come to the parties. But she was
Speaker 2: the only straight girl that was just around. She never
Speaker 2: showed any signs whatsoever at all, right, strictly Dickley.
Speaker 1: And so.
Speaker 2: One day she was just like, Hey, if you have
Speaker 2: me on your college, what would you do? And I
Speaker 2: text her so where I'm flurting back and forth. We
Speaker 2: start fucking long story short, like all in his car
Speaker 2: and stuff.
Speaker 1: It was bad.
Speaker 2: I wanted to go to jail because he was like violent,
Speaker 2: violently homophobic.
Speaker 1: I got into the point that was probably why it
Speaker 1: was even more thrilling.
Speaker 2: Probably yeah, yeah, most most likely and so and I
Speaker 2: guess because I was the gay promoter, and I was
Speaker 2: the one that was bringing the gay parties to the
Speaker 2: straight clubs. I was getting rumors that people would be like, hey,
Speaker 2: stay away from her. They the dudes would tell their
Speaker 2: girls that stay away from her, as if I was
Speaker 2: a fucking issue, right, like you were trying to tell
Speaker 2: their girls.
Speaker 3: Yeah, the gays are, they're populating the regular clusbs.
Speaker 1: It was horrible. Like she she told me that.
Speaker 2: She was like, yeah, he knows who you are, and
Speaker 2: he does not like that I know you. So yeah,
Speaker 2: So she's on the phone with him and I'm just
Speaker 2: like eat anyway, So one day we're at work, we
Speaker 2: worked at the same bank. One day, we're at work
Speaker 2: and she's like, I had a girlfriend, so I was
Speaker 2: shooting on her as well. So I was like, well,
Speaker 2: we ought to go to get a room. So we
Speaker 2: got a room after work and I had a video
Speaker 2: shoot later where we were shooting a promo video for
Speaker 2: the club or an event I was about to do,
Speaker 2: and so it was like a lingerie party and so
Speaker 2: I had all these models Neir lingerie or whatever whatever,
Speaker 2: and so she was like, Okay, after this, I'm gonna
Speaker 2: come with you. So we ended up going. She was like,
Speaker 2: damn Adrian. During the shoot, She's like, damn Adrian, Like,
Speaker 2: it's a lot of sexy women in here. I was like,
Speaker 2: I thought you're not gay. I thought she wasn't gay though,
Speaker 2: and then she was like, nah, they're sexy. And I
Speaker 2: was like, which one do you want? And she was
Speaker 2: like her and her and her, and we all went
Speaker 2: home together.
Speaker 1: Wow with the straight girl. They were all straight.
Speaker 2: Oh, how did you pull this off?
Speaker 1: That's why the niggas are scared. Watch out for her.
Speaker 2: That was in my FIM days. I didn't I didn't
Speaker 2: present masks. I used to be really really really really
Speaker 2: film I.
Speaker 1: Would like to see. Let me say, picture you picture.
Speaker 1: She had some bad photos. Yeah, I'm sure.
Speaker 2: I mean you're beautiful now yeah, yeah, well I had
Speaker 2: to unpack that.
Speaker 1: It's not so.
Speaker 2: I used to like dress up in my brother's clothes
Speaker 2: and secret in the bathroom for.
Speaker 1: Like hours really just to feel comfortable, just to feel me. Yeah.
Speaker 3: Oh actually, I know. You just got top surgery. Congratulations,
Speaker 3: Thank you so much.
Speaker 1: How are you. How does feeling I'm feeling amazing. You
Speaker 1: feel good? Oh yeah, I feel amazing. Were you scared
Speaker 1: to make that decision or.
Speaker 2: Like, oh yeah, it's like ten years to make, like
Speaker 2: going back and forth whether you wanted to do that.
Speaker 1: Not that, but just not wanting.
Speaker 2: I had c sections with my daughters, so and they
Speaker 2: were traumatic experiences as a black woman in the hospital
Speaker 2: and literally almost died. So I was terrified. I just
Speaker 2: didn't want. I was just like, and I'm married, She'll
Speaker 2: just deal.
Speaker 1: With it for years dealing with the.
Speaker 2: And not breastfed. So you want to paint that picture.
Speaker 2: And I hated them. I've always hated them even before that.
Speaker 2: And I had some nice duties. I was very very
Speaker 2: well complimented on that. I've never been attached to ever.
Speaker 1: Yeah, I mean to be.
Speaker 2: Able to feel like yourself walking this life as yourself
Speaker 2: authentically all the ways, physically, emotionally, mentally. It's like I
Speaker 2: have to this life is so short. You have to
Speaker 2: do the things you must do.
Speaker 1: To the doing that make you feel free.
Speaker 3: Yeah.
Speaker 2: Yeah, because that, to me is the definition of breaking
Speaker 2: generational curses. Our ancestors wish they could have lived like that.
Speaker 2: So I feel like I'm doing at least my lineage
Speaker 2: honor by being myself and they helped me for it.
Speaker 2: It is a privilege. We are privileged in that way.
Speaker 2: I know, like there's a spectrum of privilege, right, but
Speaker 2: like just that we get to even be here.
Speaker 1: Yeah, there's a lot more work to do. We're move
Speaker 1: to Costa Rica.
Speaker 3: I don't know how you guys feel should come because
Speaker 3: they're serving real food out there.
Speaker 1: Yeah I have. I've never been and I recently just
Speaker 1: got over my fear flying. You know what we have
Speaker 1: we do.
Speaker 3: We do a retreat in Costa Rica, the Caribbean side,
Speaker 3: like where the black people be at all women and
Speaker 3: it's switchy and it's like well.
Speaker 1: We well we'd have to bring the whole click. We
Speaker 1: have the best travel and we do like mushrooms.
Speaker 3: We have take over the whole property, frolic and cartwell
Speaker 3: topless there. Okay, I'll send you guys the pdf.
Speaker 1: You know we got one, We actually do.
Speaker 2: We have links also find in this episode description, but
Speaker 2: we also have a PDF which you will get upon booking.
Speaker 3: We have beautiful videos. We have beautiful footage from this trip.
Speaker 3: Look on our website honestly like good Mom's Bad Choices
Speaker 3: dot com.
Speaker 2: Actually we played one. We played an ad from the
Speaker 2: Good Fibe retreat. So that's it. It's it's the most
Speaker 2: amazing experience that I feel like we've I've ever even
Speaker 2: experienced too.
Speaker 1: Where do you guys go? Where do we go? With February?
Speaker 2: So well, this the ones that's coming up is at
Speaker 2: the very beginning of February. We have two retreats back
Speaker 2: to back. It's the same experience.
Speaker 1: So we're doing that.
Speaker 2: Oh my god, please come Like when I tell you
Speaker 2: there's something so I never like Costa Rica wasn't really
Speaker 2: on my bucket list.
Speaker 1: I was like, I'll get there when I get there.
Speaker 2: And then I got there and I was like, why
Speaker 2: the fuck did I wait so long?
Speaker 1: There's something like.
Speaker 2: Listen the motherland is a motherland, but there's something like
Speaker 2: calls you. I think it's just humans in general. It's
Speaker 2: just like the nature is overwhelming and there's just so much.
Speaker 3: Like like like mother Earth energy that's like it just
Speaker 3: spiritually like opens you up quickly. It's like, yeah, it
Speaker 3: just like the cracks you open, like, oh there you are, bitch.
Speaker 1: Well, y'all, y'all had me at all? Women, Well, ladies,
Speaker 1: thank you guys. Watching.
Speaker 3: One piece of advice for people in the long term
Speaker 3: relationships or wanting to get married, what is your one
Speaker 3: piece of relationship advice that you take away?
Speaker 2: What piece of advice I would say is to.
Speaker 1: Communicate.
Speaker 2: I have a hard time communicating, clearly. I suppress a
Speaker 2: lot of my emotions. But be with someone who communication
Speaker 2: is a really big thing for her. It's teaching me
Speaker 2: to try to be more vocal about my emotions and expressions.
Speaker 2: But I would say communication, for sure. You have to
Speaker 2: constantly be in talks with your partner. And if you're
Speaker 2: not talking, then how can you even begin to even
Speaker 2: understand the person that you're with or know what they're
Speaker 2: fearing are or their stress or what they're worried about,
Speaker 2: or what they love, and before I met her, I
Speaker 2: never thought that those things were important. Let me, no
Speaker 2: one cared to communicate with me. But it's just like, oh, wow,
Speaker 2: like you really do.
Speaker 1: Want to know, you really are interested.
Speaker 2: And then it's like and she just always has a
Speaker 2: listening ear and always there to give advice or to
Speaker 2: you know, help support me through whatever it is that
Speaker 2: I'm going through. So I'm learning that communication is a big, big,
Speaker 2: big thing, and I know that communication can be an
Speaker 2: issue for a lot of relationships, which is why you
Speaker 2: know a lot of people fail at them sometimes because
Speaker 2: oh you didn't know this person was feeling this way
Speaker 2: or that. It's like if you're not talking, you don't know.
Speaker 2: So always just be open to communication, definitely, And to
Speaker 2: piggyback off that, I would say, heal your childhood trauma
Speaker 2: before you bring it into your current and present day relationships,
Speaker 2: because no matter how well you think you're doing it,
Speaker 2: you're not. And it's a constant just learning and unlearning.
Speaker 2: And so there were a lot of hidden things that
Speaker 2: I thought i'd heal from, but they definitely show up
Speaker 2: subconsciously throughout your day. So if you can deal like
Speaker 2: I feel like you were emotionally emotionally like neglected that
Speaker 2: for example, could actually cause you to have like really
Speaker 2: toxic attachment styles or just be cold hearted or you know.
Speaker 1: To protect to protect yourself.
Speaker 2: So it helps to heal you if you go back
Speaker 2: and heal yourself before you try to get too involved
Speaker 2: with someone else. I think constantly in on the journey
Speaker 2: of healing as a partnership should kind of be priority.
Speaker 1: That's definitely true.
Speaker 2: Is that something you learned while being this relationship because
Speaker 2: you did that before or you didn't do that before.
Speaker 1: You know.
Speaker 2: I asked myself that a lot, and I do think
Speaker 2: I kind of got a little upper hand experience on it.
Speaker 2: But also ooh, almost almost said that.
Speaker 1: We do that.
Speaker 2: In the growing up, I learned a lot of what
Speaker 2: not to do in a relationship in marriages, you see
Speaker 2: the examples of things. Absolutely hell no, m h, well
Speaker 2: amen to that.
Speaker 1: Well, thank you guys so much. Thank you.
Speaker 3: You're not getting rid of us now, Okay, it's right,
Speaker 3: deal bro. I know we say this all the time,
Speaker 3: but for real.
Speaker 2: No, seriously, I told her. I told her yesterday. I
Speaker 2: know I was drunk, but I was like, she was like,
Speaker 2: I'm so excited you guys are coming. I was like, yeah,
Speaker 2: my manager hit us up and was like, y'all want
Speaker 2: to do this podcast? And I never I'm not logistics,
Speaker 2: so I hate that ship. So she's telling me and
Speaker 2: she's like I was like, well, yeah, but how much
Speaker 2: are they what are they trying? I'm not gonna just
Speaker 2: come to sit on a podcast like what the fuck?
Speaker 3: Who?
Speaker 2: And they were like, no, is this podcast? Like I
Speaker 2: was like, oh, fuck, yes, I'm doing it.
Speaker 1: And she was like, I'm how much you want to charge?
Speaker 1: What do you mean? Nothing? So I felt pulled to it. Yeah,
Speaker 1: I felt it.
Speaker 3: I'm so grateful you're supposed to be here, You're supposed
Speaker 3: to go absolutly.
Speaker 2: It's it's an energy. They did you feel sometimes you
Speaker 2: feel like you said, listeners, we need to issues like yeah.
Speaker 1: Listen, the energy is currency.
Speaker 2: Maybe so it doesn't always show up in the ways
Speaker 2: that you know, a payment or sometimes energy most of
Speaker 2: the time, hopefully it's richer than that. No, it is,
Speaker 2: so it's more important. Yeah, I'm just I'm really I
Speaker 2: really hate leaving my house.
Speaker 1: Where do you live? Like, yeah, you live down the street.
Speaker 1: She's like, you never see me on this They don't
Speaker 1: we're we're in a private location.
Speaker 2: We are an we're a few a few miles away. Yeah, okay,
Speaker 2: got it cool, you're right here. Yeah, but if you
Speaker 2: see me, like I cycle a lot, so I'm like
Speaker 2: always on my bike.
Speaker 1: I have a bike. Should I come riding with you?
Speaker 1: I loved that bike. I was like a business pitch.
Speaker 1: We might have to like upgrade your bike though.
Speaker 2: It's a good bike because I got it in COVID
Speaker 2: and my figure, my practice boyfriend at the time, was
Speaker 2: like the bike a lot, and so he made sure
Speaker 2: I got the bike, got the skinny wheels and ship.
Speaker 1: Mountain bike. Bitch. It's like a real I'll be there
Speaker 1: next to you.
Speaker 2: So slow, but yeah, we we love to ride our
Speaker 2: bikes just to your crib and then we'll take it
Speaker 2: from the last week. Okay, I don't like that Equinox.
Speaker 1: It's not the best. It's not that, but it's close.
Speaker 1: But also have O c D. So I don't. I
Speaker 1: like the fact that they're extra clean, like you working
Speaker 1: out on the floor, you see the clean people. No,
Speaker 1: there is no sweat on this.
Speaker 2: And I went that my friend has a membership at Equinox,
Speaker 2: and I went to the one in West Hollywood this week.
Speaker 2: I was like, this is literally l A. And I'm like,
Speaker 2: this is what you think l A is. It was
Speaker 2: like perfectly like rushed skinny bodies. There was just like
Speaker 2: gay guy and his like he had this like a
Speaker 2: pop his beard. I was like, he's fine as fun A.
Speaker 1: This I came.
Speaker 2: I forgot what my sweat said, are not like sweat proofs.
Speaker 2: My whole crotches wet I have like they like every
Speaker 2: sweat market they like, they like it not. I didn't
Speaker 2: come prepared, but you know what, this is low key
Speaker 2: the secret good one. If you like want a network,
Speaker 2: especially with y'all, it's worth it. I mean we've turned
Speaker 2: around and Chloe Kardashian was behind us, Sizza, Kanye, DJ
Speaker 2: Mustard and any way, random day.
Speaker 1: Really equinoxis for networking.
Speaker 2: I work out.
Speaker 1: When I went there, it was nice, but I was
Speaker 1: just like boxing great classes. They do have good classes.
Speaker 1: They do. Okay, this was bougie l A talk. It
Speaker 1: really sponsorship. Matter of fact, they don't get out ship.
Speaker 1: They don't. We try to get see their clients.
Speaker 3: They're like, like you gets like a partnership like combo membership,
Speaker 3: Like they don't.
Speaker 1: Have that, I know, but we're married.
Speaker 2: I know, like the best thing I don't tell you
Speaker 2: to do. It's just like post your workouts and maybe
Speaker 2: they'll like see you know.
Speaker 1: But we do have a cool contact though. Ye cool,
Speaker 1: we'll be hooking us up.
Speaker 2: Okay us some Fendquinox.
Speaker 1: Oh yeah yeah, okay.
Speaker 2: Well, now that we've done pre promo for Equinox, I know,
Speaker 2: can you tell the people where they can find you.
Speaker 2: You can find us on Instagram. My Instagram is j
Speaker 2: dot Muse and uh you also find us on TikTok.
Speaker 1: We are the Muses.
Speaker 2: And my Instagram is I am dot Muse amazing. And
Speaker 2: then I have a Patreon it's called a Querious Comics
Speaker 2: that's just launched. Shout out to Patreon. We're partners, yes,
Speaker 2: and announcement coming soon with that and what else. My
Speaker 2: art is Madam Muse dot l a without an E
Speaker 2: no e at the end of madam and I think
Speaker 2: that's it.
Speaker 1: We we had we fans when we stopped Wait what
Speaker 1: was on there? Hold on now, gonna slide it in
Speaker 1: there real quick.
Speaker 2: So we're we're we actually stopped it, but and it's
Speaker 2: on Patreon now, so we put it on I put
Speaker 2: it on.
Speaker 1: It's not that much. It's not no, no, they it
Speaker 1: ain't me. It's animations. I animate us.
Speaker 3: Yeah, so you were doing like intimate animations of you guys.
Speaker 1: Yeah, we're tripping. I can show you. Okay, wow, we're
Speaker 1: tripping on and then she does the voiceovers and then yeah,
Speaker 1: I don need to get up phone.
Speaker 2: Then my god, it's like dipsy but your own ship.
Speaker 1: Yeah, you're making money. Yeah. No, I didn't think it
Speaker 1: was gonna pop off like that.
Speaker 3: Were they expecting Did they know it was animated or
Speaker 3: they thought it was going to be human?
Speaker 1: No, I was.
Speaker 2: I would never like click thing. I would, but you
Speaker 2: know what everyone's telling me to do that. I am
Speaker 2: considering foot porn. Everyone's telling me to do it.
Speaker 1: Beautiful feet.
Speaker 2: I mean, I've been tempted to do foot porn too.
Speaker 2: I have a nice feed. Also, maybe we could do
Speaker 2: a collab.
Speaker 1: Yeah, there was some pain on there with your approval,
Speaker 1: of course. Just let me do foot porn with your wife.
Speaker 1: We're just talking about that last night with Quen. Yeah,
Speaker 1: oh my god.
Speaker 2: All right, y'all, well, thank you so much for coming on,
Speaker 2: and we'll put all their info in this episode description
Speaker 2: make sure you go check out the good Viber tree
Speaker 2: and come with us to Costa Rica. Follow us on Instagram,
Speaker 2: join our Patreon. We have a bunch of bonus clips
Speaker 2: over there and when you enter, when you get when
Speaker 2: you join Patreon, you get access to our Discord community,
Speaker 2: which is poppington all the time. There's always things happening.
Speaker 2: There's tons of hories. We didn't share one today, but
Speaker 2: we need.
Speaker 1: We have like a list of horses and they're so unfair.
Speaker 1: We didn't even get to hear y'all horse stories.
Speaker 2: Of these are other people's horse stories that they share.
Speaker 2: So we have a whole channel at Discord called Hories
Speaker 2: where people just share an updated horries like I want
Speaker 2: to Yeah, there's like a truck driver in there. He's
Speaker 2: been doing some freaky ship over there.
Speaker 3: Don't forget to go also into Patreon to get your
Speaker 3: PDFs for the question, so you two can play at home.
Speaker 3: PDFs coming soon, all the PDFs you can think of.
Speaker 1: Oh my god. Okay, we'll see you guys next week.
Speaker 1: Bye bye bye
Speaker 2: M