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Speaker 1: What would you talk about on your on your podcast

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Speaker 1: Firms Minute Morning show. You know, I thought being gone

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Speaker 1: for six weeks things would change its better. Nothing has

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Speaker 1: changed the record. It was almost seven It's exact exact

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Speaker 1: it was. It's exactly the same, the same arguments. I'm

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Speaker 1: gonna be honest. I was worried for you to come

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Speaker 1: back too soon because I was like, he's going to

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Speaker 1: walk into this ship show and he's going to get stress.

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Speaker 1: You know when when the doctors were talking to me,

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Speaker 1: they say you've got to eliminate stress, and you're like,

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Speaker 1: because stress can seriously affect your recovery. I don't know

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Speaker 1: if I should really go back to work at all.

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Speaker 1: But did you honestly think about not returning based off

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Speaker 1: of what the doctor said? No, I definitely wanted to return,

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Speaker 1: but I know I need to change things how I

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Speaker 1: do things because it's very stressful, and you know the

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Speaker 1: stress that we all go through to do this this

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Speaker 1: show every day, even just waking up. I think that's

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Speaker 1: half of the stress. A lot of stress on your body.

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Speaker 1: And I didn't think you were coming back at all.

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Speaker 1: Why now I heard there was a lot of rumors.

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Speaker 1: Kathleen thinks I was going to go to get my

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Speaker 1: m b A and not come back, and and somebody said, uh,

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Speaker 1: I don't know who said I won the lottery or something.

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Speaker 1: You and Heather are we're getting eloped in Vegas and

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Speaker 1: you're moving back to California to start your life out there.

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Speaker 1: Originally you were coming back, you said first week of March.

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Speaker 1: So when you didn't, the joke was, oh, he's still interviewing. Yeah. Great.

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Speaker 1: Speculation was he's gonna come back for a couple of days,

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Speaker 1: and then announced, give us two weeks and I'm gonna

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Speaker 1: throw a goodbye party for I felt when someone when

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Speaker 1: when someone is away from their job for quite for

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Speaker 1: a significant amount of time, like you were, and go

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Speaker 1: through what you went through, I felt like that person

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Speaker 1: kind of like you know, has new perspective on life

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Speaker 1: and what they want to do. Maybe they want to travel,

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Speaker 1: they want to live, they want to do different things,

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Speaker 1: and that you know, coming back to work is not

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Speaker 1: necessarily the thing that you want to do. I agree

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Speaker 1: with him. I thought you would be gone. I don't

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Speaker 1: think you come back. I definitely thought about that. I

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Speaker 1: don't know absolutely, because you're away from this, you know,

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Speaker 1: that's the longest I've been away from work since I

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Speaker 1: was probably twenty two. And you're away from work for

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Speaker 1: that long and you start to think about life and

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Speaker 1: what's next and what you could be doing with your life,

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Speaker 1: because you it's time. Whether you're at work or you're

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Speaker 1: doing something fun, or you're recovering on the couch watching Netflix,

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Speaker 1: it's all time, and you decide to do what you

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Speaker 1: want with it. And I think that's why people bounce

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Speaker 1: back even stronger if they're out of a job. Let's

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Speaker 1: say you get fired from a job, a job that

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Speaker 1: you've put up with for years that you've always wanted

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Speaker 1: you finally get fired. And then you're sitting there and

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Speaker 1: a few weeks later you're like, oh my god, a

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Speaker 1: bigger door just opened from me. Why would I worry

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Speaker 1: At which point made did you have that? Like? I mean,

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Speaker 1: because you went through something that was very scary, you know,

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Speaker 1: something they do every single day, but you know it's

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Speaker 1: still scary. So now you're recovering in your home. Did

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Speaker 1: you at any time say you know, life is fast,

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Speaker 1: life is quick? Maybe I should do different things. I'll

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Speaker 1: tell you. Everybody is different and I know, uh well,

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Speaker 1: I'll tell the story. So the first day that I

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Speaker 1: tubes and wires coming out of every part of your body.

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Speaker 1: And at seven or eight when they allow visitors in

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Speaker 1: to see you, uh, I was in such pain and

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Speaker 1: than anybody in the world, and I said, just get out,

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Speaker 1: even want to see these three people. Were they insulted? No,

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Speaker 1: people to worry about me, and that's probably why I

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Speaker 1: didn't reach out to you, guys. I just don't like

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Speaker 1: people fussing over me. I hate it, but you gotta

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Speaker 1: But you never responding like everybody sent like their heartfelt

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Speaker 1: text he's problem. He's just like setting us up for

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Speaker 1: the future future without When his girlfriend had to start

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Speaker 1: returning text messages, there were people saying, maybe you had

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Speaker 1: to carbon monoxide poison both dead, Like, well, we understand

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Speaker 1: because we're begging her to return a message and she wouldn't. Um,

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Speaker 1: that didn't happen. But when do you have the coming

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Speaker 1: to light? So here let me continue. So, you know,

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Speaker 1: came to this realization. You realized that, um, you know,

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Speaker 1: started to think about all these things about if I

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Speaker 1: do something different with my life. And and you realize that,

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Speaker 1: you know, I'm getting to a certain age where you

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Speaker 1: I realized, with physical limitations, can I even do them?

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Speaker 1: And then I got even more depressed, and so it's

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Speaker 1: it's no, it's tough, you know. And I did definitely

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Speaker 1: have that realization. And then when I realized the six

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Speaker 1: I was even more excited. And then on the way here,

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Speaker 1: So I think you have to get closer to something

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Speaker 1: very hard to to feel that. So ask you a question.

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Speaker 1: While coming to all these realizations, did you kind of

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Speaker 1: come up with some bucketless stuff that accomplished No, I

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Speaker 1: but I think get a less stressful job. No, I think,

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Speaker 1: and you know, I think one of those things, and

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Speaker 1: that I've had. And Brodie, I know you probably dealt

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Speaker 1: tell people know, and you know, listen know as part

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Speaker 1: of the job, I love to tell people yes. But

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Speaker 1: And I think all of those times I had to

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Speaker 1: What happened happened. And I'm just keeping things in perspective,

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Speaker 1: that's the other thing I realized. I was so happy

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Speaker 1: that things worked out the way they did. I didn't

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Speaker 1: I didn't want that because I know that you guys

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Speaker 1: don't want that. You know, this is a this is

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Speaker 1: a living breathing all of these fourteen fifteen people working here,

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Speaker 1: and moving one person out shouldn't have that effect, but

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Speaker 1: And I got the from Elvis Brody fixed us. It

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Speaker 1: I didn't want to tell him, but I hadn't. He

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Speaker 1: Elvis has got his own things going on. Any time

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Speaker 1: petty things like we didn't, yes, but we agreed that

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Speaker 1: Don't go to Elvis on this. We so Scary when

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Speaker 1: that needed to be addressed. When that meaning was called,

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Speaker 1: did you have any idea what you were walking into?

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Speaker 1: A a punch in the fire. But the thing I

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Speaker 1: also learned is sometimes you have stuff come up in

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Speaker 1: and it's just gonna make things easier. I said, this

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Speaker 1: with it. Well, let me ask you guys all something,

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Speaker 1: this issue, this thing that happened was t ultimately in

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Speaker 1: the right, and you were being a jerk and this

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Speaker 1: needed to get done. He's been talking about a question.

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Speaker 1: It was miscommunication. It's a good thing the ball was

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Speaker 1: rubber because Scary dropped it. Alright. One thing I want

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Speaker 1: to learn from from your surgery. So right before you

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