WEBVTT - Reel Life Problems 0:00:00.200 --> 0:00:03.159 Welcome to Can't Fully Reckless, the production of iHeart Radio 0:00:03.279 --> 0:00:16.759 and the Black Effects. And just like that, we're back 0:00:16.800 --> 0:00:19.040 with yet another carefully reckless episode with your girl. 0:00:19.120 --> 0:00:19.680 Just hilarious. 0:00:19.720 --> 0:00:21.919 What I be doing, I'll be fixing mess and it 0:00:21.960 --> 0:00:24.400 is what it is, okay, all right, and I'm here 0:00:24.440 --> 0:00:26.640 with my best friend of games. So I get I 0:00:26.680 --> 0:00:28.760 saw a lot of comments, y'all happier. 0:00:28.480 --> 0:00:28.960 When she on. 0:00:29.200 --> 0:00:32.040 The ratings is higher when she on because they love you, 0:00:32.120 --> 0:00:33.000 So say what's up? 0:00:33.360 --> 0:00:33.960 What's up? 0:00:36.960 --> 0:00:37.080 All? 0:00:37.680 --> 0:00:40.560 So that's what they say? Say it about it? I 0:00:40.600 --> 0:00:43.000 think you can do better than that. What's up? 0:00:44.040 --> 0:00:45.960 Do a little bit better? One more for the one time? 0:00:46.000 --> 0:00:48.440 Say it for the people on the back, baby, what's up? 0:00:48.640 --> 0:00:50.919 What's up? Guys? Now? 0:00:50.960 --> 0:00:52.440 If I say no, say it for the gays in 0:00:52.520 --> 0:00:55.160 the back, she'd have been standing screaming, shouting and hanging 0:00:55.200 --> 0:00:55.680 from the roof. 0:00:56.040 --> 0:00:58.040 All right, all right, so let me tell you something 0:00:58.080 --> 0:01:00.000 right now. We're not gonna do is talk about it, 0:01:00.680 --> 0:01:03.920 talk about us, the gays. Oh y'all, Oh O god, 0:01:04.040 --> 0:01:04.560 I know us. 0:01:05.080 --> 0:01:05.360 Baby. 0:01:05.400 --> 0:01:08.920 I'm not gay, not not gay. I was, but I 0:01:08.959 --> 0:01:10.840 am not now, thanks, all right? 0:01:10.959 --> 0:01:16.160 I mean it was cool, but I'm extreighty. All right, look, 0:01:16.920 --> 0:01:20.399 we're gonna jump straight in. We got a voice memo today. 0:01:20.600 --> 0:01:23.160 Y'all do not know how happy I am after reading 0:01:23.200 --> 0:01:27.440 them long ass, incomplete ass sentences that sya'all be sending me. 0:01:28.120 --> 0:01:30.760 But I can't help because I'm gonna be okay. I know, 0:01:31.040 --> 0:01:32.600 I know I'll be struggling to read over this. 0:01:32.640 --> 0:01:34.640 Motherfucker. You be struggling right with me. I don't know. 0:01:34.680 --> 0:01:35.080 I know. 0:01:36.080 --> 0:01:37.760 Listen, we ain't gonna struggle to day though. This is 0:01:37.760 --> 0:01:40.440 an update, the first one I'm gonna ump into. So 0:01:40.480 --> 0:01:45.360 she sent two paragraphs commenting on the last week's episode, 0:01:45.400 --> 0:01:47.240 and then she sent a voice memo so we can 0:01:47.319 --> 0:01:48.120 jump into our mess. 0:01:48.120 --> 0:01:49.440 So I'm gonna read her comment first. 0:01:49.480 --> 0:01:52.080 She said, I'm listening to the best the episode, and 0:01:52.120 --> 0:01:54.560 I'm listening to y'all joke about these voice notes bruh, 0:01:55.040 --> 0:01:59.680 and then sent a bunch of middle finger emojis and said, 0:01:59.760 --> 0:02:03.120 I sent some, but for real, the situation is worse 0:02:03.160 --> 0:02:04.840 now and I'm even more lost on what to do 0:02:04.960 --> 0:02:07.440 or maybe what not to do. Fuck these incomplete stories. 0:02:07.480 --> 0:02:09.680 I would like some help please. All right, I'm sorry, 0:02:10.360 --> 0:02:13.000 I'm always fussing about I ain't got no voice notes, 0:02:13.040 --> 0:02:15.679 and y'all keep typing these long progress and meanwhile, I 0:02:15.800 --> 0:02:18.359 motherfucking answers, like bitch, I said, voice notes, and you 0:02:18.440 --> 0:02:20.480 keep skipping over my shit. All right, So we're gonna 0:02:20.480 --> 0:02:22.679 get into our story, Okay, okay, I'm trying to figure 0:02:22.720 --> 0:02:25.880 out if I ever got into our story before or not. 0:02:26.080 --> 0:02:28.520 I felt like I did, and I feel like she 0:02:28.600 --> 0:02:31.360 missed that episode because I did this story before. But 0:02:31.440 --> 0:02:33.520 now she said some shit got worse. So we're going 0:02:33.560 --> 0:02:34.880 to jump into the news story. 0:02:34.919 --> 0:02:35.480 There we go. 0:02:37.360 --> 0:02:39.880 So after all of that happened, and I told you 0:02:41.720 --> 0:02:44.400 about her trying to do something while this, and I 0:02:44.400 --> 0:02:46.240 didn't know if I should tell her or not. I 0:02:46.280 --> 0:02:48.520 did end up telling her because she kept talking about 0:02:48.520 --> 0:02:50.760 it and I just was like, bro, like really and 0:02:50.840 --> 0:02:52.000 try like you really sound. 0:02:51.880 --> 0:02:52.680 Like a victim right. 0:02:52.600 --> 0:02:57.440 Now, And I I don't understand why, because nobody told 0:02:57.480 --> 0:03:00.800 you to go ahead and go chill with anybody. So now, 0:03:01.639 --> 0:03:04.519 fast forward, fast forward, fast forward, different situation. 0:03:04.960 --> 0:03:06.520 She sends a lot of reels. 0:03:06.600 --> 0:03:08.920 Right. I got tired of people sending me real so 0:03:09.040 --> 0:03:11.280 I started demanding for people to stop sending me You 0:03:11.280 --> 0:03:12.200 didn't got damn reels. 0:03:12.440 --> 0:03:13.320 It's getting too much. 0:03:13.400 --> 0:03:15.720 Notifications is out the ass every morning. 0:03:16.240 --> 0:03:17.359 Turn them off then, girl. 0:03:17.919 --> 0:03:21.120 I mean so like I saw the notification and I 0:03:21.160 --> 0:03:23.320 told her, like, bro, stop sending your reals minju. This 0:03:23.440 --> 0:03:25.640 is my friend of fifteen years pretty much, so like 0:03:26.320 --> 0:03:28.320 really I felt like I can just talk to her 0:03:28.360 --> 0:03:28.600 like I. 0:03:28.520 --> 0:03:30.880 Would talk to my brothers because she's pretty much. 0:03:30.720 --> 0:03:32.880 My sister, because she's around all of my family. 0:03:33.639 --> 0:03:36.840 Right, So so. 0:03:36.800 --> 0:03:38.320 Yeah, I was like, bro, so I'm sending me so 0:03:38.360 --> 0:03:40.040 many reels, Like it's at a point where I feel 0:03:40.080 --> 0:03:41.760 like I want to block you, and I really shouldn't 0:03:41.760 --> 0:03:44.320 have to, Like why I don't even watch these reels. 0:03:44.320 --> 0:03:46.680 We don't talk about them, we don't engage with them, like. 0:03:46.680 --> 0:03:48.800 You just sending them. And then that's it, just keep 0:03:48.840 --> 0:03:52.440 sending them. I don't even send you reels. So I 0:03:52.560 --> 0:03:53.160 was sending her. 0:03:53.240 --> 0:03:55.920 I'm like, I like spiritual stuff and her and I 0:03:56.040 --> 0:03:57.920 talk about a bunch of different things, and so like 0:03:58.000 --> 0:04:00.760 there's this one lady that I would send her a 0:04:00.800 --> 0:04:05.000 horoscope from. We're also I also have to same she 0:04:05.160 --> 0:04:07.920 is a Pisces and piss is in my birth turn. 0:04:08.600 --> 0:04:11.040 So yeah, like I had sent her a couple of things, 0:04:11.040 --> 0:04:12.480 so I went to the page to see if she 0:04:12.480 --> 0:04:14.960 had like looked at it, and the messages came up weird. 0:04:15.400 --> 0:04:18.800 So I asked her, hey, did you even follow me? 0:04:19.880 --> 0:04:21.960 And she was like, no, I am blocked you. I 0:04:22.000 --> 0:04:24.280 mean I blocked you. And I was like why why, 0:04:24.839 --> 0:04:27.760 she says, so to prevent you from getting reels. 0:04:28.160 --> 0:04:29.080 Yeah, I ain't gonna lie. 0:04:29.160 --> 0:04:30.839 You made that shit a big deal her sending you 0:04:30.920 --> 0:04:32.720 reels when all you gotta do is look at them 0:04:32.800 --> 0:04:34.200 or not look at them. You ain't got to open 0:04:34.279 --> 0:04:36.560 them and look at them boom. You know what I mean, 0:04:36.680 --> 0:04:39.520 cut them up, fucking okay, notifications off if you're trying 0:04:39.520 --> 0:04:42.080 to save your battery off is just plain and simple 0:04:42.680 --> 0:04:45.280 and simply annoying to you. You don't got to open 0:04:45.320 --> 0:04:48.200 them up boo. So, I mean, it was petty for 0:04:48.240 --> 0:04:50.400 how to block you, But that was just her being 0:04:50.440 --> 0:04:52.719 petty because you you made a petty argument of you 0:04:52.839 --> 0:04:54.960 not wanting reels being sent to you. Me and my 0:04:54.960 --> 0:04:57.240 best friend we sent reals all day and we never 0:04:57.279 --> 0:04:57.840 talk about them. 0:04:57.880 --> 0:04:59.840 We just send them. That's how we communicate them. That's 0:05:00.040 --> 0:05:04.040 what it is. And so yeah, so now. 0:05:05.279 --> 0:05:08.000 She so then I laughed at it, and I was like, 0:05:08.320 --> 0:05:10.760 that's mad petty, Like all you had to do is 0:05:10.800 --> 0:05:12.920 just stop clicking my name. And I felt the way 0:05:13.000 --> 0:05:16.040 more so because like you just blocked and didn't say nothing. 0:05:16.080 --> 0:05:17.719 Mind you, I'm a type of person that I will 0:05:17.760 --> 0:05:19.599 definitely block and say something. 0:05:19.880 --> 0:05:22.280 I would yeah, but oh you know what. 0:05:22.680 --> 0:05:24.760 I'm let me take that back, because I did block 0:05:24.839 --> 0:05:27.960 her a couple of years ago because she used to 0:05:27.960 --> 0:05:30.640 project like her size problems, saying to me like her 0:05:30.640 --> 0:05:32.800 size insecurities, and I'm. 0:05:32.480 --> 0:05:33.080 A city girl. 0:05:33.120 --> 0:05:34.920 I never really had a problem with my size. It's 0:05:34.920 --> 0:05:37.320 only some other people feel like they want to say 0:05:37.400 --> 0:05:39.960 something or clown about it. They want to really pay 0:05:40.000 --> 0:05:43.719 attention and so and I won't even say that's now, 0:05:43.800 --> 0:05:46.600 but like, you know, definitely around that time, so I 0:05:46.640 --> 0:05:48.400 did block her because I didn't know how to tell 0:05:48.440 --> 0:05:50.880 her nicely, and I would have just been rude. And 0:05:51.000 --> 0:05:53.120 I know that I can hit wave below the belt. 0:05:53.160 --> 0:05:55.560 I'll go to hell with yer's insults. So I didn't 0:05:55.560 --> 0:05:57.160 want to like do that because I. 0:05:57.080 --> 0:05:57.680 Do love her. 0:05:57.720 --> 0:06:00.520 I just didn't like what she was saying. Then wait, 0:06:00.560 --> 0:06:02.640 why are y'all go to hell? Though? That's how it 0:06:02.760 --> 0:06:04.159 be sometimes for your friend? 0:06:05.680 --> 0:06:07.480 I wish the fuck you would go to hell on me, bitch, 0:06:07.520 --> 0:06:08.880 and you already knew what's going on. 0:06:09.560 --> 0:06:11.599 Baby, y'all go to hell with you every time? Yeah, 0:06:12.920 --> 0:06:13.480 helln back? 0:06:14.640 --> 0:06:18.479 But yeah, I hey, look you see how you just 0:06:18.560 --> 0:06:22.960 said all you had to do was stop clicking my name? 0:06:23.720 --> 0:06:25.920 Why did you have to block me? And then don't 0:06:25.920 --> 0:06:27.719 say nothing? At least if you're gonna block me, be 0:06:27.800 --> 0:06:30.040 woman enough to tell me what's going on. Like, all right, 0:06:30.160 --> 0:06:32.680 you complaining about the reels, I'm blocking you. But just 0:06:32.720 --> 0:06:34.320 like you said, all she had to do was not 0:06:34.360 --> 0:06:36.560 click your name. That's all you had to do, was 0:06:36.640 --> 0:06:38.560 not click her name. When you see she's sending these 0:06:38.640 --> 0:06:39.800 childish ass rails. 0:06:40.800 --> 0:06:42.760 If she already told her that she don't want them, 0:06:43.279 --> 0:06:44.919 you know she don't like them. 0:06:46.120 --> 0:06:49.960 Yeah, I'm gonna know what you sent me. I have 0:06:50.080 --> 0:06:51.640 to click it to know that you said that to me. 0:06:51.880 --> 0:06:56.360 Yeah, I mean, well, she complaining about her sending her 0:06:56.440 --> 0:06:59.680 reels constantly. I don't look at them, I don't so 0:06:59.720 --> 0:07:02.760 stop like, don't send them to me. But she sends 0:07:02.839 --> 0:07:04.599 her shit and she expects for her to open it 0:07:04.640 --> 0:07:07.600 and look at it because she's spiritual. But because what 0:07:07.760 --> 0:07:10.239 she's sending is spiritual, it's okay. 0:07:10.280 --> 0:07:14.000 But did the girl so she didn't like the spiritual post. 0:07:14.160 --> 0:07:16.960 No, she just didn't like that. She said, what's the problem. 0:07:16.960 --> 0:07:18.800 She made a big deal of her sending her reels 0:07:19.000 --> 0:07:20.160 friends do it all day. 0:07:20.320 --> 0:07:20.520 Girl. 0:07:20.520 --> 0:07:23.040 I don't give a damn if she told her that 0:07:23.200 --> 0:07:25.520 she don't like the damn reels, don't send the randoms. 0:07:25.640 --> 0:07:27.480 Okay, Now, at the moment that you say I don't 0:07:27.520 --> 0:07:28.760 like the spiritual. 0:07:28.280 --> 0:07:31.640 Readings, then this friend came and you don't send it, 0:07:31.720 --> 0:07:33.360 and she can't get up saying you don't send it 0:07:33.440 --> 0:07:35.920 because I already voice to you and communicated with you 0:07:35.920 --> 0:07:38.040 without don't let's go, oh god. 0:07:38.320 --> 0:07:39.080 Hold up, hold up. 0:07:39.120 --> 0:07:41.080 I know this shit getting good, But listen to just 0:07:41.120 --> 0:07:42.560 a couple seconds of a commercial. 0:07:42.600 --> 0:07:43.760 If you love me, you'll listen. 0:07:45.520 --> 0:07:47.960 I also have had to work on my delivery, so 0:07:48.440 --> 0:07:50.120 you know, it's just like like the time that he 0:07:50.320 --> 0:07:52.440 wasn't talking and stuff like I'm just going through my. 0:07:52.400 --> 0:07:53.920 Life and then just realizing. 0:07:53.600 --> 0:07:57.240 Like, okay, well half the relationship. I just don't really 0:07:57.280 --> 0:07:59.120 don't have to tell her why we stopped talking, because 0:07:59.480 --> 0:08:02.800 how do you say somebody something like that? So anyways, 0:08:02.880 --> 0:08:04.320 and she didn't end up hit me up. I did 0:08:04.440 --> 0:08:05.760 end up telling her, and then we had a whole 0:08:05.800 --> 0:08:07.360 conversation and so now this. 0:08:07.240 --> 0:08:08.200 Is where we are. 0:08:08.840 --> 0:08:10.480 So yeah, so I told her, like, bro, like why 0:08:10.600 --> 0:08:12.360 you can't just not send me reels? 0:08:12.440 --> 0:08:13.640 Like why is this so hard? 0:08:14.080 --> 0:08:16.720 She was like, oh, well, thank you for your understanding 0:08:17.600 --> 0:08:19.720 for or something like that, and so I was like, 0:08:19.960 --> 0:08:21.360 and I really didn't want to argue. I was like, 0:08:21.360 --> 0:08:25.240 all right, well cool, I copy pretty much copy all right, 0:08:25.600 --> 0:08:26.480 thank you, I understand. 0:08:26.520 --> 0:08:28.000 I appreciate your mind. 0:08:28.080 --> 0:08:29.960 You when I asked a couple of people to stop 0:08:30.000 --> 0:08:31.800 sending me real no, I told them I told him 0:08:31.800 --> 0:08:33.840 to stop sending me reals, I said, thank you, I 0:08:33.880 --> 0:08:36.120 love you, because I wasn't trying to be malicious. It's 0:08:36.120 --> 0:08:38.360 just like I never asked for all of this stuff, 0:08:38.400 --> 0:08:40.400 like I really didn't, and every time I did ask, 0:08:40.720 --> 0:08:41.680 she kept blowing it off. 0:08:41.679 --> 0:08:43.920 So I was like, all right, now I gotta give yo. 0:08:44.080 --> 0:08:46.960 What is the motherfucker is she sending you porn or 0:08:47.400 --> 0:08:51.920 the rituals? And what the how is she sending you? Here? 0:08:52.520 --> 0:08:54.280 Is that ship has tainted in your spirit? You do 0:08:54.400 --> 0:08:56.080 not like it? Lord? 0:08:56.920 --> 0:08:57.120 Yeah? 0:08:57.160 --> 0:09:01.400 All right, now I got to actually get I don't 0:09:01.400 --> 0:09:02.000 even know how to. 0:09:02.320 --> 0:09:03.960 I just got to put my foot down on it, 0:09:04.040 --> 0:09:06.840 like it's now it's just seeming like a joke and 0:09:06.880 --> 0:09:08.880 I really not here for it. I actually found out 0:09:08.880 --> 0:09:11.800 that my aunt blocked me too, which I just feel, 0:09:11.880 --> 0:09:12.959 in my opinion. 0:09:12.679 --> 0:09:14.880 Is weird. I get that everybody you know, like. 0:09:15.000 --> 0:09:17.120 Does things in their own way and stuff like that, 0:09:17.160 --> 0:09:18.880 but it's just like you just really don't have to 0:09:18.880 --> 0:09:22.840 click my name, like in my opinion, it's just my opinion. 0:09:22.920 --> 0:09:27.360 Now moving on, we haven't talked since then. Since that time, 0:09:27.440 --> 0:09:30.920 and I asked her, now, the next day, her and 0:09:30.960 --> 0:09:34.400 I was working an event, or maybe like the day after, 0:09:34.800 --> 0:09:37.560 her and I was working an event like a wedding 0:09:37.640 --> 0:09:40.680 and stuff. And so we're in the car, and I'm 0:09:40.679 --> 0:09:42.199 not the type of person that if you don't talk 0:09:42.240 --> 0:09:44.480 about something, we're not about to be back cool until 0:09:44.480 --> 0:09:46.520 we talk about the shit. So I got in the car, 0:09:46.640 --> 0:09:47.600 she said hello, I. 0:09:47.520 --> 0:09:48.240 Said, what's up. 0:09:48.679 --> 0:09:49.920 I put my headphones in because I. 0:09:49.880 --> 0:09:52.720 Started watching some videos and stuff like that, and she 0:09:52.960 --> 0:09:54.080 wasn't saying anything. 0:09:53.760 --> 0:09:55.680 To me, to my little child, I hope it wasn't 0:09:55.720 --> 0:09:58.040 real you was watching, because I knew you would have 0:09:58.080 --> 0:09:59.079 blew up in that car. 0:10:00.840 --> 0:10:05.280 So to my knowledge, she wasn't talking to me, and 0:10:05.520 --> 0:10:08.160 she didn't like tap me or anything like that to 0:10:08.320 --> 0:10:09.199 like make me like. 0:10:09.240 --> 0:10:10.920 Turn to her or acknowledge. 0:10:10.440 --> 0:10:10.960 Her or something. 0:10:11.160 --> 0:10:14.040 I'm just in my phone at this point, so and 0:10:14.120 --> 0:10:16.920 I'm not really thinking anything of it. So now we 0:10:17.040 --> 0:10:19.520 get to the to the place we're taking out like 0:10:20.080 --> 0:10:23.280 the equipment that we need, and she drops something. Now 0:10:23.679 --> 0:10:25.840 the best friend at me. I wanted to make more 0:10:25.880 --> 0:10:27.720 fun of her, but I was just like, bro, why 0:10:27.720 --> 0:10:28.440 did you just wait? 0:10:28.480 --> 0:10:28.840 Mind you? 0:10:28.960 --> 0:10:31.040 This is like a cloud machine. I don't think you've 0:10:31.040 --> 0:10:34.120 ever seen a cloud machine or if you have, it's heavy, 0:10:34.320 --> 0:10:36.280 like it's a case that come with it and everything. 0:10:36.320 --> 0:10:37.880 So she trying to pick that up out of the 0:10:37.920 --> 0:10:42.320 trunk of a van. Why she's just about my size? 0:10:42.559 --> 0:10:43.800 Why are you doing that? 0:10:43.840 --> 0:10:45.080 So I was like, bro, why are you just in 0:10:45.160 --> 0:10:45.600 wait for me? 0:10:45.840 --> 0:10:47.600 And I kind of said it with like a little smirk, 0:10:47.600 --> 0:10:49.520 a little smile like I really wasn't being serious. She 0:10:49.600 --> 0:10:51.480 was like, well, you ain't have to say nothing, like. 0:10:51.400 --> 0:10:53.320 Why are you coming at me? What? 0:10:53.320 --> 0:10:53.760 What do you mean? 0:10:53.760 --> 0:10:55.319 Why am I coming at you? How am I coming 0:10:55.320 --> 0:10:55.559 at you? 0:10:55.800 --> 0:10:56.000 See? 0:10:56.280 --> 0:10:59.319 You had an attitude the whole time. Yeah, yeah, was 0:10:59.320 --> 0:10:59.960 supposed to talk. 0:11:00.360 --> 0:11:02.600 She said you have an attitude the whole time, the 0:11:02.600 --> 0:11:04.640 whole car ride and stuff like that. 0:11:04.760 --> 0:11:07.040 And I'm like, how how did I have an attitude? 0:11:07.200 --> 0:11:09.480 I said, Oh, so you assume you assume I had 0:11:09.480 --> 0:11:10.960 an attitude. Both of y'all. 0:11:11.200 --> 0:11:13.360 Answer, she just walked away or I don't know what 0:11:13.480 --> 0:11:16.479 she oh, And then when she said you had an attitude, 0:11:16.520 --> 0:11:19.400 she like banged on the case. And so I was like, 0:11:19.520 --> 0:11:21.720 what in the hell is your problem? Like why are 0:11:21.720 --> 0:11:24.679 you being so aggressive? And so she didn't say nothing, 0:11:24.840 --> 0:11:27.040 and she just walked away. So then. 0:11:28.400 --> 0:11:29.240 So then what happened? 0:11:30.120 --> 0:11:32.040 So we're in the spot. 0:11:32.600 --> 0:11:36.160 Yeah, y'all too was trying to figure out each other's temperature. 0:11:36.280 --> 0:11:37.559 Y'all can't. 0:11:37.960 --> 0:11:42.360 Y'all can't communicate mentally, like you know, unless y'all got 0:11:42.360 --> 0:11:44.320 some weird doctor stream shit. 0:11:44.160 --> 0:11:45.079 Going on, you know what I mean? 0:11:45.200 --> 0:11:48.080 Y'all both was trying to figure out each other's temperature. 0:11:48.760 --> 0:11:51.160 Whether you say, whether you admit it or not, you know, 0:11:51.800 --> 0:11:52.360 that's just how it. 0:11:52.520 --> 0:11:52.679 Y'all. 0:11:52.679 --> 0:11:54.880 Both was quiet, becau y'all didn't know the other what 0:11:54.960 --> 0:11:57.520 the other one was on. Y'all just know you from 0:11:57.600 --> 0:12:00.280 your understanding, you was blocked. So you assume that she 0:12:00.360 --> 0:12:02.720 an attitude with you, and she assumed you add an 0:12:02.720 --> 0:12:03.640 attitude because. 0:12:03.400 --> 0:12:04.079 You ain't say shit. 0:12:04.160 --> 0:12:06.840 You put the headphones in, head down, and then she 0:12:06.920 --> 0:12:09.000 dropped the cloud machine and you laughed, you know what 0:12:09.040 --> 0:12:09.360 I mean. 0:12:09.480 --> 0:12:13.240 So but yeah, like I said, fifteen years of friendship, 0:12:13.280 --> 0:12:15.160 I'm gonna talk to you like you're my sister because 0:12:15.160 --> 0:12:16.720 we know each other for just that. 0:12:16.800 --> 0:12:19.959 Damn well, you know and so and then I still 0:12:20.000 --> 0:12:23.120 I'm still confused that to what attitude or like how 0:12:23.320 --> 0:12:25.080 I was coming at her and stuff like that. 0:12:25.120 --> 0:12:27.040 So I just felt like she felt away from that. 0:12:27.840 --> 0:12:30.880 So now moving on, that's why you're talking out And. 0:12:30.800 --> 0:12:33.400 I was like, hey, so did you not do you 0:12:33.440 --> 0:12:34.880 have a problem with me, like you don't want to 0:12:34.880 --> 0:12:36.920 be friends anymore? Or what's going on? 0:12:36.960 --> 0:12:38.880 Because I'm I'm truly lost. 0:12:38.640 --> 0:12:41.720 Like you were clearly bothered and you accusing me of 0:12:41.800 --> 0:12:43.760 having an attitude and stuff when you're the one that 0:12:43.880 --> 0:12:46.360 dropped this machine and you banging on the thing and 0:12:46.400 --> 0:12:48.880 everything and talking to me that aggressive. Now, mind you, 0:12:48.920 --> 0:12:51.360 I'm the one to first step up and start trying 0:12:51.400 --> 0:12:56.839 to fight in my technically because I'm I'm pretty straightforward person. 0:12:56.920 --> 0:12:59.320 So there's no reason for going to mean for us 0:12:59.360 --> 0:13:04.520 to be say youre like having animosity and nobody says anything. 0:13:04.760 --> 0:13:08.120 So but but why step up and try to fight? 0:13:12.520 --> 0:13:16.200 So really and truly it's more so like really to 0:13:16.240 --> 0:13:18.560 ask you the same question I asked you from the 0:13:18.640 --> 0:13:25.200 first time. Really with like a friend, how how. 0:13:27.679 --> 0:13:29.760 Do you maneuver with this type of situation? 0:13:30.040 --> 0:13:32.360 Like I don't I don't have a problem with her, 0:13:32.400 --> 0:13:34.240 I would like to be her friend, but at the 0:13:34.280 --> 0:13:36.719 same time, oh, I'm sorry, I'm leaving out a park. 0:13:36.920 --> 0:13:40.160 So when I texted her, she did text me back, 0:13:40.360 --> 0:13:43.120 but she was basically like, oh, well, if you were 0:13:43.200 --> 0:13:44.920 my best friend, you knew that you didn't have to 0:13:44.960 --> 0:13:47.600 say anything, or like, if you're supposed to be my 0:13:47.600 --> 0:13:49.400 best friend, why did you say anything? It was so 0:13:49.480 --> 0:13:53.640 unnecessary and you had an attitude the whole time, and 0:13:53.679 --> 0:13:55.400 you wasn't talking to me and stuff and I was. 0:13:55.520 --> 0:13:58.360 And so then I texted her some long messages and stuff, 0:13:58.440 --> 0:14:02.319 right but like really and truly like for me. Oh, 0:14:02.360 --> 0:14:05.320 and then after the messages she said, oh, I don't 0:14:05.360 --> 0:14:09.679 have the capacity to go deeper right now, And I said, okay. 0:14:09.840 --> 0:14:11.880 Yeah, no, what the fuck was in the messages? What 0:14:12.000 --> 0:14:14.560 the just super deep belong messages? What was going on? 0:14:14.600 --> 0:14:16.200 Because you did just admit that you will be the 0:14:16.200 --> 0:14:18.720 first to step up and fight cause niggas is quiet, 0:14:18.760 --> 0:14:20.440 and you, like me, you're trying to hit them with them, 0:14:21.400 --> 0:14:25.920 You're trying to get active and shit on your sister. Basically, now, 0:14:25.920 --> 0:14:28.320 we got a commercial and if you click off this podcast, 0:14:28.360 --> 0:14:29.600 I swear I'm gonna beat your ass. 0:14:29.960 --> 0:14:30.280 Listen. 0:14:33.160 --> 0:14:34.720 So my thing is like, how is it that you 0:14:34.920 --> 0:14:37.040 had all of this to say when I asked you? 0:14:37.040 --> 0:14:38.120 You know the thing like this. 0:14:38.120 --> 0:14:40.560 Is now about to be a conversation, So what because 0:14:40.600 --> 0:14:42.920 I had so much more to say, like you can't 0:14:42.920 --> 0:14:45.200 go deeper into it now or whatever it is. I 0:14:45.240 --> 0:14:47.520 also feel like I don't really want to assume anybody's 0:14:47.600 --> 0:14:49.240 like feelings, so I didn't. 0:14:49.000 --> 0:14:50.880 Really like believing that part of it. But yeah, you're 0:14:50.920 --> 0:14:53.360 still just like, yeah, what type of thing? 0:14:53.680 --> 0:14:55.240 I'm starting to feel like, what type of best friend 0:14:55.280 --> 0:14:56.920 are you? You feel like you can't talk to me 0:14:56.960 --> 0:14:59.520 and we already had a whole falling out, Yeah, so 0:14:59.640 --> 0:15:03.320 now why are you not talking? So yeah, I'm feeling 0:15:03.320 --> 0:15:04.880 away from that and. 0:15:04.880 --> 0:15:06.600 So yeah, like just how would you moveing with this 0:15:06.640 --> 0:15:08.440 type of situation? Like, because I. 0:15:08.320 --> 0:15:10.200 Feel like this is a time limit type of thing, 0:15:10.400 --> 0:15:12.080 and I really feel like this is more of, like, 0:15:12.680 --> 0:15:15.400 I don't know, it's maybe a boundary, because what the like, 0:15:15.960 --> 0:15:18.000 why are you acting like we're new friends? 0:15:18.280 --> 0:15:19.120 You get what I'm. 0:15:18.960 --> 0:15:23.480 Saying, So please, please please if you can see this, 0:15:23.640 --> 0:15:27.320 I hope so, because all these incomplete messages and stories 0:15:27.440 --> 0:15:29.440 is getting on my nerves, like this is taking up 0:15:29.440 --> 0:15:31.000 whole episodes of nonsense. 0:15:31.920 --> 0:15:34.400 Oh and let me bring this up to. 0:15:35.160 --> 0:15:37.760 I am a person who I'm sorry I gotta yell 0:15:37.800 --> 0:15:38.440 because I'm. 0:15:38.240 --> 0:15:40.240 Back on the work floor. 0:15:40.280 --> 0:15:44.720 I am a person who has always vividly dreamt. I 0:15:44.720 --> 0:15:46.840 don't know how else to explain it. If you've never 0:15:46.920 --> 0:15:49.640 heard of it, I'm really too sure. It's just real 0:15:49.680 --> 0:15:52.120 life shit. Okay. I had a dream with her and 0:15:52.160 --> 0:15:56.320 I that we basically were like talking to each other, 0:15:56.720 --> 0:15:59.120 but no words were coming out, and we were just 0:15:59.240 --> 0:16:01.240 like confused, Like I was like, what the. 0:16:01.160 --> 0:16:01.960 Fuck is she saying? 0:16:02.120 --> 0:16:04.000 She looking at me like what the fuck is she saying? 0:16:04.280 --> 0:16:06.120 And I told her to dream. 0:16:06.720 --> 0:16:09.280 And now I don't know what that would have really 0:16:09.280 --> 0:16:11.640 done or anything, but I just feel like that was 0:16:11.680 --> 0:16:14.120