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Speaker 2: I mean, say you got like a paper airplane or

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Speaker 2: some what is that? What did the paper airplane say?

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Speaker 2: If I fly? So are you done?

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Speaker 1: Now?

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Speaker 2: No? Well, you ain't got nothing.

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Speaker 1: What I do only get my nose too. Well, I'm

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Speaker 1: still like trying to figure out what what like? What

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Speaker 1: will be? You know? Working nothing?

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Speaker 2: I thank you nothing, all my.

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Speaker 3: Life, grinding all my life, sacrifics, hustle, p pricing, want

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Speaker 3: a slice? Got the bron all my life? Poppy grinding

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Speaker 3: all my life, all my life, grinning all my light, sacrifics, hustle,

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Speaker 3: pea price one slice, doctor brons all my life, Poppy

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Speaker 2: Hello, welcome to another episode of Club shad Shape. I

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Speaker 2: am your host, Shedding Sharp. I'm also the propride of

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Speaker 2: Club shap Shake stopping buy for conversation today as a

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Speaker 2: platinum selling rapper, a West Coach recording artist, a polarizing

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Speaker 2: media figure, a buyer Internet sensation of charismatic said the

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Speaker 2: voted with a devoted fan base. He's a household name,

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Speaker 2: Harry Els Blue Faith.

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Speaker 1: But if I brought you good for that introduction, I

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Speaker 1: love it.

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Speaker 2: You love that.

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Speaker 1: I love that man.

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Speaker 2: Let's get right into it. I saw the other day

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Speaker 2: that you had stopped smoking and stopped drinking. What went

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Speaker 2: into that decision.

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Speaker 1: This, joie? I guess I kind of went a long

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Speaker 1: time without it, so it stuck with it? Working out now?

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Speaker 2: Right? You look healthy? I mean when you walked in,

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Speaker 2: I'm looking at him like, well, damn, he don't look

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Speaker 2: all thin and emaciated. It I mean you, I mean

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Speaker 2: you look like I can tell you've been working out,

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Speaker 2: but you look healthy. You look you look happy.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, yeah, yeah, definitely healthy, definitely hasy. I'm in my

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Speaker 1: prime right now, and you're in your prime, my prime.

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Speaker 2: You're about to turn twenty eight, right, twenty nine, twenty nine.

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Speaker 1: That's a lot.

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Speaker 2: That's a very short life. What do you think the

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Speaker 2: fifty year old moving forward twenty plus years would look

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Speaker 2: back until that a twenty eight, twenty nine year old

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Speaker 2: blue face?

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Speaker 1: Mm? Well, you would have been better without that one.

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Speaker 2: That was what that tattoo? That young lady? What? What? What?

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Speaker 2: What would you have been better without?

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Speaker 1: Probably a few ladies, you know, better without them, A

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Speaker 2: You say you stopped because when you went you went

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Speaker 2: it in there, and so you realized that you could

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Speaker 2: you could live without it, you could do without it.

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Speaker 2: Exactly was that had you not had to go through

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Speaker 1: Definitely? Not?

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Speaker 2: Oh do you think you drinking smoking? Do you think

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Speaker 2: that led to some of the bad decisions that you made?

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Speaker 1: Mm hmm yeah, probably not smoking necessarily, but drinking. Yeah. Yeah,

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Speaker 1: because I'm a reactor, you know, Yeah, I react. I

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Speaker 2: Don't really think about it. You just reacting at the.

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Speaker 1: Time, exactly so. But I think maybe the liquor maybe

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Speaker 2: Right, what do you think some of the worst decisions

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Speaker 1: Uh, probably have gave a couple of passes, you know,

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Speaker 1: willing to put my hands on a couple of people. Right,

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Speaker 1: that's all really, I mean, it's never really got me

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Speaker 2: Have you ever partaking in hard drugs? Just sweet and liquor,

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Speaker 2: But how let me ask you this, when you still

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Speaker 2: But when you're in that situation and they're smoking, their

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Speaker 2: drinking and you were like, damn, I remember the times

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Speaker 2: I used to be able to do that? Is it hard?

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Speaker 1: No? That's when you know you truly are like over

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Speaker 1: just because you're around it, that's when you truly like

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Speaker 2: When you when you're incarcerated, and I've talked to a

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Speaker 2: here and he was saying like that, you really get

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Speaker 2: an opportunity to literally just think, because that's really all

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Speaker 2: you have is time, literally just you and your thoughts

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Speaker 2: literally about man, I'm not coming back here and everybody,

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Speaker 2: a lot of people say that blue face, and they

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Speaker 2: end up right back there. Have you told yourself that

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Speaker 2: I ain't going I ain't been back, I'm not gonna

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Speaker 1: Definitely, a hundred times every night, every day, every phone call,

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Speaker 1: you know, people acting funny. I always told myself only

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Speaker 1: I'll never come back here unless it's life or this.

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Speaker 2: Wow, Do people switch up phone you once you went in?

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Speaker 2: People that you thought was cool, that was down with

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Speaker 2: they're like they ain't answering the calls, they're not calling

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Speaker 2: and not check it in.

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Speaker 1: That's that's that's what makes the difference, right then, that's

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Speaker 1: what wakes you up. You know, it makes you want

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Speaker 1: to better yourself, you know, get in shape, work out.

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Speaker 1: No prison is pretty like up to date these days.

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Speaker 1: They got classes and whatnot, you know, self help groups

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Speaker 1: just that. You know, you don't be thinking about that

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Speaker 2: Know, because then you're in there. You got I don't

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Speaker 2: know twenty four months, thirty six months. I haven't made

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Speaker 2: how much time you had in there. And like you said,

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Speaker 2: you have classes. But when you go in there, I

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Speaker 2: mean you probably they probably shut it down. What five, six.

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Speaker 1: O'clock, Yeah, about eight o'clock, probably eight o'clock.

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Speaker 2: And then basically you there, what time is wake up

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Speaker 1: Five? Yeah, No place I was at we had a child,

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Speaker 1: like eight o'clock. Damn eight am to eight pm.

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Speaker 2: You might have been home. Well you sure you weren't home.

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Speaker 2: Damn you go to.

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Speaker 1: Bed at eight, wake up at eight and type stuff.

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Speaker 2: That ain't that ain't That ain't what I've used to

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Speaker 2: hear it about, like they get you up earth first

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Speaker 2: big in the morning, five o'clock.

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Speaker 1: Me. Neither, it was. It was. It was like it

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Speaker 1: like programmed.

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Speaker 2: They weren't on your head or anything like that.

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Speaker 1: Huh. Definitely, they weren't just saying the schedule. They was

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Speaker 1: like on black time. It was on black time for sure.

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Speaker 1: Usually when I was in delayed or interception, you know,

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Speaker 1: it's the same thing at the same time every day.

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Speaker 1: This prison was like we might get y'all at eight,

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Speaker 1: we might get y'all at nine, damn exactly. So you're

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Speaker 2: What was the food like, didn't make you miss home?

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Speaker 1: Definitely? Yeah, that's all I could think about. Was just

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Speaker 1: a McDonald's home cooked meal anything really, but it's a

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Speaker 1: lot of rice and beans, damn.

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Speaker 2: So what's what's the typical break when you wake up

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Speaker 2: that normal day? What's the typical breakfast consist of?

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Speaker 1: So when I go to child, there'll probably be some

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Speaker 1: old meal on the tray, a banana, some piece of

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Speaker 1: bread and a piece of chicken, like a chicken pat

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Speaker 2: That's it.

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Speaker 1: That's it.

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Speaker 2: You can't get seconds.

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Speaker 1: They watching too.

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Speaker 2: Oh, so you get a piece of bread, maybe some oatmeal,

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Speaker 2: a banana, and a chicken patty, water to drink, milk

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Speaker 2: to drink milk if that's it.

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Speaker 1: That's it.

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Speaker 2: So grown there. So okay, that's at eight o'clock when

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Speaker 2: is lunch.

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Speaker 1: They give you lunch right there too, So they give.

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Speaker 2: You how about you get breakfast?

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Speaker 1: They lunch to get so you only get two hot

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Speaker 1: so you get when you go to get the breakfast,

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Speaker 1: they're gonna give you a bag with yeah, with a

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Speaker 1: peanut butter and jelly in there and some peanuts and

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Speaker 1: an orange trolley. Damn. Yeah, it's pretty. They give you

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Speaker 1: just enough, I guess right.

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Speaker 2: But if you got stuff on the books, you can

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Speaker 2: go to the commentsary and you can stack up get

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Speaker 2: stuff like that.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, there's some people that don't even go to child

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Speaker 1: They all off the commentary. They don't even I was

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Speaker 1: doing shit right thinking I ain't too bougie. I'm meaning

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Speaker 1: everything on this trail. Ain't your trade, all right? You

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Speaker 1: don't want to sit over here, right, But everybody was like,

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Speaker 1: I'm not eating this, all right.

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Speaker 2: But something But you can have a hot plate, do

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Speaker 2: some people have. Some guys have hot places in their room.

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Speaker 2: And I see them because I see they be cooking

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Speaker 2: stuff and that this is what you make. And they

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Speaker 1: You know, they can make their own breakfast. You know.

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Speaker 1: I just don't cook. So it's like I need that milk.

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Speaker 2: But the internet didn't understand that moment, did they. They

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Speaker 1: Yeah, you know how they do. Yeah, But Noah, it

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Speaker 1: I ain't never been this close. You know.

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Speaker 2: Right, you're the father of three. What type of father

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Speaker 1: I am a fun dad, you know, I just come

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Speaker 2: No discipline.

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Speaker 1: It's hard for me. For me.

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Speaker 2: Why the hard, I don't know. I just because you know,

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Speaker 1: I feel like it'll get easier for me. Once they

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Speaker 2: It's gonna be too far gone blue face.

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Speaker 1: No, no, no, the mom is is doing it. Okay, okay,

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Speaker 1: they're doing the disciplined part. I just come in and

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Speaker 1: you know, mommy, mimmy was being mean to me today.

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Speaker 1: Oh yeah, don't be mean to him. Stop telling that's

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Speaker 1: me right. But uh yeah, Like once they get older,

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Speaker 2: How different are you as a father as opposed to

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Speaker 1: Mm hmm. I don't think how much differences crazy though,

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Speaker 1: I feel like I'm kind of like my dad in

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Speaker 1: I just somehow did. Like he had a messkin baby

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Speaker 2: You don't know how that happened.

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Speaker 1: It just repeated it. So so I see my I

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Speaker 1: see a lot like it's like they drive, right.

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Speaker 2: What type of example are you trying to sit for

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Speaker 2: although they might not be old enough to understand. Now,

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Speaker 2: eventually they will come of age and they'll understand what

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Speaker 2: to sit moving forward because you can't go back in

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Speaker 1: Yeah, so my example was just like you know, Provider,

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Speaker 1: I'm not really going for how can I say it?

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Speaker 1: Just want them to have what they need. You know,

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Speaker 1: I'm not really too focused on the later part cause

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Speaker 1: I know later, once they get older, just like I did,

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Speaker 2: How old are the kid now?

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Speaker 1: My youngest is two three and eight, so not old enough.

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Speaker 2: Not old enough. You've got some trouble. You had a

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Speaker 2: regret anything that you've done? Let's say, obviously, you know,

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Speaker 2: you train, you know, you stop drinking, you stop smoking,

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Speaker 2: and you're trying to live a different life than what

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Speaker 1: No, not at all, because, like I said, I'm a reactor.

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Speaker 1: So a lot of my actions it's just mirrored, you know,

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Speaker 1: I'm just gonna mirror it.

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Speaker 2: Okay, So so you on what you whatever time they owned,

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Speaker 2: that's what you own.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, if you get that close, you know, right, I'm

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Speaker 1: not out to hurt anybody. I'm not out to get anybody.

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Speaker 1: I'm living too good. I'm having my way too much

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Speaker 1: to be mad or sad, you know, but real life

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Speaker 1: is real life. You know what's in front of me.

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Speaker 1: It will ultimately supersede social media.

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Speaker 2: Right.

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Speaker 1: Well, I think late at night in my bed, you know,

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Speaker 2: Yeah, man, I was, and I wasn't even drinking, That's.

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Speaker 1: What I'm saying, you know that. I feel like they

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Speaker 1: what you're gonna blame? You know?

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Speaker 2: Deep down that's probably who we are, literally, Yeah.

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Speaker 1: And the only way we can fix that is for

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Speaker 1: her to expose it, identifying what it is, yet realize it, yeah,

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Speaker 2: You said if your daughter didn't like your tattoos, you'd

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Speaker 2: get them removed. Yeah, I don't know face you can

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Speaker 2: get all those removed, bro.

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Speaker 1: But yeah, but I know she loves it.

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Speaker 2: So would you be okay when she becomes of age

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Speaker 2: to date somebody with as many tattoos as somebody if

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Speaker 2: what you are, how you Behave you okay with that

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Speaker 1: I asked this question all the time, and I always

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Speaker 1: I'm not dealing with them to bring them down or

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Speaker 1: you know, social media is what it is. But in

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Speaker 1: my my mom actually asked me a question. She said, uh, like,

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Speaker 1: so if your if your daughter was with a crackhead

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Speaker 1: you wouldn't ah try to get her away.

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Speaker 2: From him, you said, your mom ask.

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Speaker 1: You, yeah, yeah, And my answer is no, I would

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Speaker 1: try to get him off crack, okay, because I'm not

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Speaker 1: If she loves this person, y'all know how that's gonna go.

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Speaker 1: Right interesting, I'm not gonna drive her away. I'm gonna

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Speaker 1: bring them closer, right and.

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Speaker 2: You're gonna try to get him help because clearly that's

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Speaker 2: who she wanted to be with, and so I don't

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Speaker 2: want to upset her by trying to remove her. Maybe

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Speaker 2: I get him help and they'll become even better.

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Speaker 1: There you go. That's my theology on it, Okay. But

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Speaker 1: some people will be like, no, we need to go

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Speaker 1: kill them or get them ahead. Threatening you do that,

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Speaker 1: you're just gonna push. She's just gonna right now she

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Speaker 2: And and and you're probably it seems like you're looking

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Speaker 2: at it, well, you don't know what drove him to

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Speaker 2: try crack in the first place. Maybe it was something

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Speaker 2: more than on the surface level than what we see exactly.

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Speaker 1: Life is like all about understanding. Now, it's a numbers game,

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Speaker 1: and once the numbers go up, you have to update

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Speaker 1: with it. You know, you don't have to be with it,

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Speaker 1: but you don't have to be against it.

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Speaker 2: Right, how were you when you started getting tatted?

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Speaker 1: My first tattoo probably like sixteen. I was like a

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Speaker 1: junior high school. Okay, I had a whole high sleeve.

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Speaker 1: I'm at school playing football. They're like, how old is he?

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Speaker 2: Right there?

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Speaker 1: I don't know about him.

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Speaker 2: It's right, you know.

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Speaker 1: And I was just you know, just ahead of the time,

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Speaker 2: So when you did your mom agree to it or

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Speaker 2: you just came home with a tattoo?

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Speaker 1: Agrees?

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Speaker 2: So you just came home with a tattoo.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, I just came home wearing shirts.

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Speaker 2: So you had a long sleep. She didn't know you

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Speaker 1: No.

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Speaker 2: No, So when she found out, she's like, what is this?

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Speaker 1: You know, typical mom? Shit boy, when did you get that?

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Speaker 1: Where'd you get the Oh?

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Speaker 2: Mama, I had this thing a long.

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Speaker 1: Time, this whole thing exactly right.

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Speaker 2: And so I hear tattoos are addicted. Is that true?

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Speaker 1: Hell, they're very influential. I feel like everybody's influenced by

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Speaker 1: Would you get old enough to get tattoos everywhere? Right?

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Speaker 1: You know? So it was already kind of like a

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Speaker 1: I noticed some people come around me and then they

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Speaker 2: You know, you got patted in jail. Isn't that illegal?

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Speaker 2: You're not supposed to be able.

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Speaker 1: To do that? Yeah? Yeah, I got it right up

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Speaker 2: Yeah, so they gave you more time, right, extra thirty days.

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Speaker 1: Yeah you know I've been in jail.

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Speaker 2: Hell don.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, I got one fifteen for the tattoo and I

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Speaker 2: But hold on, how do you know what I mean?

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Speaker 2: I mean, you get like hepatitis and stuff in there

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Speaker 2: with unsanitary because it's not like that's like a tattoo

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Speaker 1: Yeah no, no, no, no, no no, they're literally tattooing you

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Speaker 2: On, come on now, you wanted to tattoo that bad.

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Speaker 1: Hen, Yeah, it's amazing.

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Speaker 2: It's amazing you wanted a tattoo that bad that you

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Speaker 2: you just wanted a prison tack.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, I just want to prison tat. I wanted to

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Speaker 2: Well, you could have got it outside and said I

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Speaker 1: Know, Yeah, I don't know. So my I was kind

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00:20:41,600 --> 00:20:43,600
Speaker 1: of Russian. I'm like, I'm all shit, I got like

440
00:20:43,640 --> 00:20:46,280
Speaker 1: how much time I got shut? I need more? Come on,

441
00:20:46,320 --> 00:20:48,280
Speaker 1: come on, Like, I don't know. I didn't want to

442
00:20:48,280 --> 00:20:50,280
Speaker 1: get out and have to like, I don't know. It

443
00:20:50,320 --> 00:20:53,040
Speaker 1: just wouldn't hit the same to me, right?

444
00:20:53,560 --> 00:20:55,199
Speaker 2: Does it hurt? Did it hurt the same as a

445
00:20:55,200 --> 00:20:57,800
Speaker 2: normal tattoo? Like if you go to a tattoo parlor

446
00:20:57,800 --> 00:21:02,040
Speaker 2: here in la as a poet, is anything that does

447
00:21:02,080 --> 00:21:02,800
Speaker 2: it feel different?

448
00:21:02,880 --> 00:21:03,399
Speaker 1: Is it do that?

449
00:21:03,400 --> 00:21:04,879
Speaker 2: They ain't got the numbing cream? Clearly?

450
00:21:05,960 --> 00:21:10,040
Speaker 1: Nah, it's about the same. It's about the same. You know,

451
00:21:10,080 --> 00:21:12,560
Speaker 1: they sticking then on your skin.

452
00:21:12,440 --> 00:21:14,040
Speaker 2: And you trusted that.

453
00:21:15,040 --> 00:21:17,920
Speaker 1: Yeah, I had a little essay essay south side of

454
00:21:18,000 --> 00:21:19,960
Speaker 1: doing that. I trust them the mess canst attack me.

455
00:21:20,200 --> 00:21:23,399
Speaker 1: I ain't really get to no blacks attacking, none of

456
00:21:23,440 --> 00:21:24,200
Speaker 1: the homies or nothing.

457
00:21:24,440 --> 00:21:27,240
Speaker 2: So when when did the facial tattoos start?

458
00:21:29,760 --> 00:21:32,840
Speaker 1: I already had like the blue face right here and

459
00:21:32,880 --> 00:21:34,320
Speaker 1: right right here with the strip right.

460
00:21:34,200 --> 00:21:35,800
Speaker 2: Here right you had blue face with the hundreds.

461
00:21:35,840 --> 00:21:37,879
Speaker 1: I already had probably like five face tattoos when I

462
00:21:37,880 --> 00:21:39,840
Speaker 1: went in there, you know, so it wasn't like I

463
00:21:39,960 --> 00:21:40,879
Speaker 1: just hold on.

464
00:21:40,960 --> 00:21:42,480
Speaker 2: So you got some face tattoos in there?

465
00:21:42,720 --> 00:21:44,640
Speaker 1: Yeah, that was all I got was face tattoos in there.

466
00:21:45,440 --> 00:21:48,960
Speaker 2: I would take you like an arm or something like.

467
00:21:49,560 --> 00:21:50,560
Speaker 1: All of this was in there.

468
00:21:53,680 --> 00:22:02,640
Speaker 2: Johnny, why sail? You got the MLB logo? Why Johnny Journey?

469
00:22:02,720 --> 00:22:06,480
Speaker 1: Journey asked my daughter George, Okay, got the uh sently

470
00:22:06,520 --> 00:22:09,680
Speaker 1: with to see no big sentineis and all that.

471
00:22:10,920 --> 00:22:11,240
Speaker 2: I don't know.

472
00:22:11,240 --> 00:22:16,600
Speaker 1: I don't know that big. Yeah. What else? I got

473
00:22:16,600 --> 00:22:17,399
Speaker 1: a lot of hood ship?

474
00:22:17,480 --> 00:22:19,200
Speaker 2: I mean, say you got like a pair a paper

475
00:22:19,240 --> 00:22:21,840
Speaker 2: airplane or something. What is that? What did the paper

476
00:22:21,880 --> 00:22:26,320
Speaker 2: airplane say? If I fly? You know, you could be

477
00:22:26,359 --> 00:22:31,760
Speaker 2: flying without getting tatted? Mhm, yes, So are you done now?

478
00:22:33,440 --> 00:22:33,760
Speaker 1: No?

479
00:22:34,480 --> 00:22:35,440
Speaker 2: Well, you ain't got nothing.

480
00:22:35,480 --> 00:22:39,040
Speaker 1: What you don't get my nose too? Well, I'm still

481
00:22:39,119 --> 00:22:41,200
Speaker 1: like trying to figure out what what like, what will

482
00:22:41,280 --> 00:22:42,840
Speaker 1: be you know? Worth kidding?

483
00:22:43,200 --> 00:22:49,600
Speaker 2: Nothing? I'm thinking nothing. So are your legs tatted?

484
00:22:49,800 --> 00:22:50,760
Speaker 1: Nah? No legs?

485
00:22:50,800 --> 00:22:52,240
Speaker 2: So you got nothing on your legs?

486
00:22:52,680 --> 00:22:54,240
Speaker 1: I don't know, damn tattoo?

487
00:22:55,200 --> 00:22:57,440
Speaker 2: Well, hell, I'm thinking why you want to go? Five tattoo?

488
00:22:57,480 --> 00:23:00,280
Speaker 2: Things more really and practical than the face face too.

489
00:23:01,000 --> 00:23:03,200
Speaker 2: So once you get the nose done, you're gonna be done.

490
00:23:03,520 --> 00:23:06,080
Speaker 1: Yeah. Probably my back. I don't got no back tattoos.

491
00:23:06,720 --> 00:23:08,480
Speaker 1: But I can't see my back, so you feel me.

492
00:23:09,000 --> 00:23:10,959
Speaker 2: You can't see your face either. Let you look at

493
00:23:10,960 --> 00:23:12,600
Speaker 2: the mirror exactly.

494
00:23:13,240 --> 00:23:15,480
Speaker 1: Well, I said in your back, I can't never see

495
00:23:15,560 --> 00:23:17,200
Speaker 1: my back, you feel me? So I feel like that's

496
00:23:17,240 --> 00:23:19,119
Speaker 1: kind of pointless. Like I'm getting my tattoos from me

497
00:23:19,640 --> 00:23:21,600
Speaker 1: all I get in them for people to look at them.

498
00:23:21,600 --> 00:23:24,880
Speaker 1: And you know, so the back is like what you.

499
00:23:24,840 --> 00:23:26,440
Speaker 2: Don't blue face? When you get a tattoo and you

500
00:23:26,480 --> 00:23:28,040
Speaker 2: put it on your face, you know people gonna see

501
00:23:28,080 --> 00:23:28,679
Speaker 2: that before you do.

502
00:23:29,520 --> 00:23:31,840
Speaker 1: No, they're not, because I'm put it on my face.

503
00:23:31,960 --> 00:23:34,360
Speaker 2: I know you did, but you can't see it. Let

504
00:23:34,400 --> 00:23:41,720
Speaker 2: you cross eye.

505
00:23:40,119 --> 00:23:40,560
Speaker 1: Be right?

506
00:23:40,880 --> 00:23:44,679
Speaker 2: Your childhood walking through it? What type of childhood did

507
00:23:44,680 --> 00:23:45,240
Speaker 2: blue face have?

508
00:23:46,680 --> 00:23:54,199
Speaker 1: M regular? So I went to started playing football at

509
00:23:54,240 --> 00:23:57,600
Speaker 1: Balling Hills, actually play with big small son. No, did

510
00:23:57,680 --> 00:24:04,080
Speaker 1: you Balling Hills Bruins? Then I went to Crenshaw, I

511
00:24:04,119 --> 00:24:06,159
Speaker 1: mean not Crinshaw. Uh what's your Crest Elementary?

512
00:24:06,200 --> 00:24:06,640
Speaker 2: Okay?

513
00:24:06,840 --> 00:24:10,600
Speaker 1: Then then I went to Marvin Elementary. Then I went

514
00:24:10,640 --> 00:24:12,800
Speaker 1: to John Burrows and then uh my brother. I had

515
00:24:12,800 --> 00:24:15,240
Speaker 1: a older brother who was like doing the street shit

516
00:24:15,600 --> 00:24:19,000
Speaker 1: at a very young age, and uh he caught some

517
00:24:19,080 --> 00:24:21,920
Speaker 1: time when he was like sixteen seventeen. So my mom

518
00:24:21,960 --> 00:24:23,640
Speaker 1: felt like she had to move us out the hood.

519
00:24:24,119 --> 00:24:28,760
Speaker 1: So she just stirred like a cock chasing you know,

520
00:24:29,280 --> 00:24:32,479
Speaker 1: oh my birthday, Yeah, me trying to find rich mend too.

521
00:24:33,320 --> 00:24:35,399
Speaker 1: But she got one, and she moved us out to

522
00:24:35,440 --> 00:24:36,200
Speaker 1: the valley.

523
00:24:36,080 --> 00:24:37,760
Speaker 2: Right, and so we would just like that.

524
00:24:39,160 --> 00:24:42,080
Speaker 1: Uh not at first, you know, at first I was

525
00:24:42,119 --> 00:24:47,880
Speaker 1: a little too aggressive, but uh no, got my ass

526
00:24:47,920 --> 00:24:53,040
Speaker 1: kicked one time, you know, I beat, so I got

527
00:24:53,080 --> 00:24:55,479
Speaker 1: I got used to it. I like the the the

528
00:24:55,520 --> 00:24:58,160
Speaker 1: girls out there, you know, right, valley girls is cool.

529
00:25:00,119 --> 00:25:03,760
Speaker 2: Outside of street activities. Is there any fond memories that

530
00:25:03,800 --> 00:25:10,240
Speaker 2: you have with your childhood fun like that? I like, yeah,

531
00:25:10,400 --> 00:25:12,120
Speaker 2: I mean, did you have friends going up? Did y'all

532
00:25:12,160 --> 00:25:12,760
Speaker 2: ride bikes?

533
00:25:12,760 --> 00:25:14,760
Speaker 1: You like playing football? Like Pop Warner?

534
00:25:14,960 --> 00:25:15,200
Speaker 2: Yeah?

535
00:25:15,400 --> 00:25:19,920
Speaker 1: Pop Warner was like a real big part of my childhood.

536
00:25:20,119 --> 00:25:22,639
Speaker 1: I used to go six months with my mom and

537
00:25:22,680 --> 00:25:24,919
Speaker 1: then pop like football season. I go six months with

538
00:25:24,960 --> 00:25:27,720
Speaker 1: my dad, right, and just go back and forth. So

539
00:25:28,000 --> 00:25:30,520
Speaker 1: throughout the year, I'm going back and forth from wherever

540
00:25:30,560 --> 00:25:32,119
Speaker 1: my mom was at, wherever my dad is at. So

541
00:25:32,160 --> 00:25:34,320
Speaker 1: I lived a lot of places, so I love I

542
00:25:34,320 --> 00:25:39,359
Speaker 1: picked up a lot of adaptive habits where I could

543
00:25:39,400 --> 00:25:41,840
Speaker 1: just you know, meet new people, be social.

544
00:25:42,800 --> 00:25:46,240
Speaker 2: Did you have to be two different kids or your mom?

545
00:25:46,400 --> 00:25:47,960
Speaker 2: You had to be a certain way? Your dad? Was

546
00:25:48,000 --> 00:25:50,200
Speaker 2: your dad more strict? Was your mom more strict?

547
00:25:50,359 --> 00:25:53,680
Speaker 1: How we Yeah, my mom was a little bit more loose,

548
00:25:53,720 --> 00:25:55,960
Speaker 1: you know, and my dad was a little bit more

549
00:25:56,040 --> 00:26:00,359
Speaker 1: like structured type. Stuff made me stay in the house, stuff,

550
00:26:00,920 --> 00:26:02,720
Speaker 1: go to work with them and write standards of shit

551
00:26:02,760 --> 00:26:06,199
Speaker 1: if I didn't do right shit. So I like my

552
00:26:06,240 --> 00:26:08,800
Speaker 1: mom better of course, you know, right, more free form.

553
00:26:09,440 --> 00:26:12,160
Speaker 2: But I mean, you didn't paint a very flattering picture

554
00:26:12,240 --> 00:26:14,879
Speaker 2: your mom to like her more. You said she was,

555
00:26:15,240 --> 00:26:17,360
Speaker 2: you know, chasing after me and trying to get you,

556
00:26:17,359 --> 00:26:19,480
Speaker 2: you know, get you out of that environment. What is

557
00:26:19,520 --> 00:26:20,920
Speaker 2: your relationship like with your mom?

558
00:26:21,000 --> 00:26:22,600
Speaker 1: I mean that was that was her best way of

559
00:26:23,560 --> 00:26:26,720
Speaker 1: doing what's best for us, you know. So it wasn't

560
00:26:26,760 --> 00:26:28,879
Speaker 1: like a I ain't mean to say it as if

561
00:26:28,880 --> 00:26:30,480
Speaker 1: it was like a bad thing. That's just what she

562
00:26:30,520 --> 00:26:33,080
Speaker 1: had to do to get us in a better environment

563
00:26:33,119 --> 00:26:36,399
Speaker 1: because she seen the environment that was in right, you know,

564
00:26:37,240 --> 00:26:41,520
Speaker 1: took her other son. So I appreciate her for it.

565
00:26:41,600 --> 00:26:45,920
Speaker 1: She wasn't a bad mom. She made me lunch, breakfast,

566
00:26:46,520 --> 00:26:48,359
Speaker 1: took me to school, you know, make sure I was

567
00:26:48,359 --> 00:26:51,359
Speaker 1: at practice and stuff. She did exactly what she was

568
00:26:51,359 --> 00:26:51,879
Speaker 1: supposed to do.

569
00:26:52,560 --> 00:26:56,399
Speaker 2: But did you see your mom have multiple mens like

570
00:26:56,480 --> 00:26:58,040
Speaker 2: in and out of the house. Did that affect you?

571
00:26:58,080 --> 00:26:59,959
Speaker 2: Did they have What type of relationship did you have

572
00:27:00,160 --> 00:27:01,639
Speaker 2: with some of the men that she brought around?

573
00:27:02,320 --> 00:27:05,760
Speaker 1: Uh? Yeah, affected me just a little bit, you know,

574
00:27:06,160 --> 00:27:09,920
Speaker 1: just just based on like when I say it affected

575
00:27:09,920 --> 00:27:11,760
Speaker 1: me now that I'm older. It didn't affect me as

576
00:27:11,760 --> 00:27:14,840
Speaker 1: a kid, but then when I got older, I'm like, oh, okay,

577
00:27:15,840 --> 00:27:17,560
Speaker 1: that's what you was doing. You know, I thought that

578
00:27:17,640 --> 00:27:25,320
Speaker 1: was your friend, your friend, I ain't, that's all, you know.

579
00:27:25,520 --> 00:27:25,879
Speaker 2: Yeah.

580
00:27:25,920 --> 00:27:27,399
Speaker 1: So when I was a kid, you know, I'm just

581
00:27:27,400 --> 00:27:29,600
Speaker 1: thinking that, Oh that's mommy's friend, mom friends. You know.

582
00:27:29,840 --> 00:27:31,440
Speaker 1: Now that I'm older, I'm like, oh, yeah, well he

583
00:27:31,600 --> 00:27:33,120
Speaker 1: was okay.

584
00:27:33,320 --> 00:27:35,760
Speaker 2: So how was the men where they were they? Did

585
00:27:35,760 --> 00:27:37,600
Speaker 2: they try to discipline you? Were they tough with you?

586
00:27:37,720 --> 00:27:39,639
Speaker 2: Were you like, you don't tell me what to do.

587
00:27:39,680 --> 00:27:41,639
Speaker 2: You're not my You're not my dad. I don't have

588
00:27:41,680 --> 00:27:42,240
Speaker 2: to listen to you.

589
00:27:43,359 --> 00:27:48,000
Speaker 1: Yeah. My mom kind of ran a strict program. She

590
00:27:48,040 --> 00:27:51,840
Speaker 1: didn't let them ever feel like they could talk to

591
00:27:51,920 --> 00:27:54,880
Speaker 1: us or discipline us. So she did a good job

592
00:27:54,920 --> 00:27:59,040
Speaker 1: on that. She didn't like, let them discipline us. Right,

593
00:27:59,160 --> 00:28:02,320
Speaker 1: she'll get up on on they bumper before. I don't

594
00:28:02,359 --> 00:28:04,200
Speaker 1: talk to him like that, you know type stuff.

595
00:28:04,280 --> 00:28:06,840
Speaker 2: Did your mom ever tell have to tell your dad? Well,

596
00:28:06,840 --> 00:28:09,040
Speaker 2: you know, he he's been acting up. You need you

597
00:28:09,080 --> 00:28:11,160
Speaker 2: need to talk to him, you need to check him.

598
00:28:11,640 --> 00:28:15,440
Speaker 1: Probably, Oh yeah, for sure, and vice versa.

599
00:28:16,440 --> 00:28:18,960
Speaker 2: You tweeted you said you need your mom to be

600
00:28:19,000 --> 00:28:23,480
Speaker 2: a mother, not a networker, not a baddie. Have you reconciled?

601
00:28:23,520 --> 00:28:26,440
Speaker 2: Do you think your mom is too invested in your relationships.

602
00:28:27,119 --> 00:28:30,359
Speaker 1: Yeah, oh yeah, it's it messes up all of them.

603
00:28:30,520 --> 00:28:32,840
Speaker 2: You know, why why do you Why do you say that?

604
00:28:33,800 --> 00:28:36,160
Speaker 1: Because it's too soon. If I just meet a young

605
00:28:36,240 --> 00:28:41,160
Speaker 1: lady and we're just dating and hitting it off, she

606
00:28:41,160 --> 00:28:43,080
Speaker 1: she shouldn't meet my mom. Yeah, you know, she shouldn't

607
00:28:43,120 --> 00:28:45,120
Speaker 1: know my mom yet until I feel it's time for

608
00:28:45,160 --> 00:28:45,960
Speaker 1: you to meet my mom.

609
00:28:46,080 --> 00:28:47,200
Speaker 2: But your mom inter jack.

610
00:28:47,280 --> 00:28:50,640
Speaker 1: My mom was dim and m let me come on now,

611
00:28:50,760 --> 00:28:52,680
Speaker 1: let me get your number, let me be caught. Yeah,

612
00:28:52,720 --> 00:28:56,440
Speaker 1: and then she just sabotages the relationship. Every single one

613
00:28:56,960 --> 00:28:59,280
Speaker 1: she started posting them, you know, because they start caring.

614
00:28:59,320 --> 00:29:01,880
Speaker 1: They care about what she thinks you. So it's like

615
00:29:03,000 --> 00:29:05,800
Speaker 1: she just overwhelms the honeymoon face.

616
00:29:07,120 --> 00:29:09,280
Speaker 2: Did you have a conversation with your mom? Says mom.

617
00:29:09,320 --> 00:29:11,680
Speaker 2: I'm just now, I'm just like, I just met this person.

618
00:29:12,040 --> 00:29:14,080
Speaker 2: I want to get to know them on a different level.

619
00:29:14,440 --> 00:29:16,680
Speaker 2: This might be someone I can see myself with being

620
00:29:16,720 --> 00:29:20,120
Speaker 2: long term. And by you coming in doing what you're doing,

621
00:29:20,480 --> 00:29:23,800
Speaker 2: you're undermining the relationship. You don't even give us an

622
00:29:23,840 --> 00:29:26,280
Speaker 2: opportunity to get to really know each other. You've already

623
00:29:26,280 --> 00:29:29,600
Speaker 2: made this thing public and hitting YadA YadA YadA and everything.

624
00:29:29,400 --> 00:29:31,440
Speaker 1: A hundred times. I'm trying to tell That's what I

625
00:29:31,440 --> 00:29:32,640
Speaker 1: mean when I tell her I don't need her to

626
00:29:32,640 --> 00:29:35,720
Speaker 1: be a Boddy, Like, if you see my girl, you

627
00:29:35,720 --> 00:29:39,040
Speaker 1: should have a little respect for me to at least

628
00:29:39,040 --> 00:29:42,560
Speaker 1: not swing on her, right, feel like she's swinging on

629
00:29:42,600 --> 00:29:45,400
Speaker 1: him and shit like me out of all the females

630
00:29:45,400 --> 00:29:47,800
Speaker 1: in this and stuff like in this club, you swinging

631
00:29:47,800 --> 00:29:48,320
Speaker 1: on my girl?

632
00:29:49,520 --> 00:29:53,000
Speaker 2: What did you did your mom? Did your mom ever

633
00:29:53,040 --> 00:29:54,280
Speaker 2: tell you why she swung on her?

634
00:29:56,360 --> 00:29:58,640
Speaker 1: Yeah, but it was it wasn't true, you know, it

635
00:29:58,680 --> 00:30:00,800
Speaker 1: wasn't with the video. It wasvideo, so you know what

636
00:30:00,920 --> 00:30:03,720
Speaker 1: she said at first, she said she pulled my whole

637
00:30:03,720 --> 00:30:06,560
Speaker 1: wig off trying to get intersection and what do not.

638
00:30:07,280 --> 00:30:08,880
Speaker 2: But if that's your girl, she should be allowed in

639
00:30:08,920 --> 00:30:10,280
Speaker 2: this section right exactly.

640
00:30:10,480 --> 00:30:12,480
Speaker 1: That's why I'm telling my mom, like, okay, you once

641
00:30:12,520 --> 00:30:14,560
Speaker 1: you see it's her, you should address it. Hey, can

642
00:30:14,600 --> 00:30:17,360
Speaker 1: you can you not excuse me? You know, I'll just

643
00:30:17,400 --> 00:30:19,680
Speaker 1: swing on her. I feel like she only swung on

644
00:30:19,680 --> 00:30:20,760
Speaker 1: her because she knew she was with.

645
00:30:20,760 --> 00:30:25,400
Speaker 2: Me, right, well, that was gonna probably undermine the relationship.

646
00:30:25,480 --> 00:30:27,200
Speaker 2: Blue Face, be honest with you.

647
00:30:27,560 --> 00:30:29,479
Speaker 1: I know I've seen this. The other time, I was like,

648
00:30:29,840 --> 00:30:32,320
Speaker 1: why are you trying to get them on your show?

649
00:30:32,640 --> 00:30:33,520
Speaker 1: And trying to just.

650
00:30:34,000 --> 00:30:35,880
Speaker 2: Then why you? Why you? Why? How did your mom

651
00:30:35,920 --> 00:30:37,800
Speaker 2: find out that you Why you go bring your brain

652
00:30:37,920 --> 00:30:40,520
Speaker 2: your girl or the person that you're seeing. Maybe it's

653
00:30:40,560 --> 00:30:42,920
Speaker 2: not your girl, maybe the person that you're interested in.

654
00:30:43,280 --> 00:30:45,320
Speaker 2: Why are you bringing them around your mom where you

655
00:30:45,360 --> 00:30:47,600
Speaker 2: know she's gonna have to exhibit this type of behavior.

656
00:30:48,040 --> 00:30:50,479
Speaker 1: Well, it was just my homecoming party, so okay, it

657
00:30:50,520 --> 00:30:52,560
Speaker 1: was it was my day anyway. You know, I'm not

658
00:30:52,600 --> 00:30:55,160
Speaker 1: just bringing them over her house or in her presence.

659
00:30:55,200 --> 00:30:59,720
Speaker 1: But she's in the club. What can I do? She

660
00:30:59,760 --> 00:31:02,080
Speaker 1: didn't even come with me, right, She met me there

661
00:31:02,200 --> 00:31:05,960
Speaker 1: with her friends, so regular link up and mom's just tripping.

662
00:31:06,880 --> 00:31:09,840
Speaker 1: She wanted me to ask for my bike back. You

663
00:31:09,920 --> 00:31:10,800
Speaker 1: know I wouldn't trip.

664
00:31:13,400 --> 00:31:16,520
Speaker 2: So so all that being said, you feel your mom

665
00:31:16,600 --> 00:31:19,280
Speaker 2: is kind of undermined a few of your relationships and

666
00:31:19,400 --> 00:31:21,880
Speaker 2: you want her to to butt out.

667
00:31:22,520 --> 00:31:25,760
Speaker 1: Yeah, I don't do that to her relationships, right, that's

668
00:31:25,800 --> 00:31:27,880
Speaker 1: Mommy's friend. I ain't all up in there.

669
00:31:28,040 --> 00:31:28,720
Speaker 2: You're cool with that?

670
00:31:28,880 --> 00:31:30,440
Speaker 1: What you're doing with my mom in there? You know

671
00:31:30,520 --> 00:31:33,240
Speaker 1: what you're doing in that room, that said, man, you

672
00:31:33,240 --> 00:31:36,440
Speaker 1: feel me. I don't think she would like that. No,

673
00:31:36,520 --> 00:31:38,520
Speaker 1: she wouldn't if I was all of her boyfriend or

674
00:31:38,520 --> 00:31:42,280
Speaker 1: her husband feel me texting him, Hey, what what you're

675
00:31:42,280 --> 00:31:43,360
Speaker 1: doing with my mom over there?

676
00:31:44,200 --> 00:31:46,120
Speaker 2: That's what that's your mom be texted that to the

677
00:31:46,840 --> 00:31:47,320
Speaker 2: young ladies.

678
00:31:47,400 --> 00:31:49,920
Speaker 1: Man, she'd be trying to set up meetings with him

679
00:31:50,440 --> 00:31:57,120
Speaker 1: about what. That's what I'm saying. What that's weird? Right? Yeah,

680
00:31:57,160 --> 00:31:59,120
Speaker 1: And it's not just the ones that I'm serious with,

681
00:31:59,320 --> 00:32:02,560
Speaker 1: every single one I could post one tonight. She's gonna

682
00:32:02,560 --> 00:32:06,080
Speaker 1: be DM and M tomorrow. So if you're talking about

683
00:32:06,120 --> 00:32:08,760
Speaker 1: son like posting them and stuff, you know, it's just

684
00:32:08,840 --> 00:32:13,560
Speaker 1: like it's very strange, right, very very strange. And then

685
00:32:13,600 --> 00:32:15,320
Speaker 1: she likes to like play them against each other.

686
00:32:16,800 --> 00:32:18,680
Speaker 2: All but you know your mom is going to reality

687
00:32:18,720 --> 00:32:19,200
Speaker 2: show Inji.

688
00:32:20,000 --> 00:32:21,240
Speaker 1: Yeah, so she's kind of like.

689
00:32:21,200 --> 00:32:24,400
Speaker 2: So that's what's that drama that sells, I guess. But

690
00:32:24,520 --> 00:32:27,400
Speaker 2: she's doing it at the expense of her own son exactly.

691
00:32:28,120 --> 00:32:30,320
Speaker 2: And I don't know if she noticed this, but she's

692
00:32:30,360 --> 00:32:33,200
Speaker 2: causing conflict because I see it bothers you because you

693
00:32:33,360 --> 00:32:35,880
Speaker 2: ask her not to do it and she continuesly doing

694
00:32:35,920 --> 00:32:38,920
Speaker 2: it because you look at it as being disrespectful. You

695
00:32:38,960 --> 00:32:41,360
Speaker 2: are my mom. I can only say so much because

696
00:32:41,360 --> 00:32:43,920
Speaker 2: I'm never gonna disrespect you, mom, But show me the

697
00:32:43,920 --> 00:32:45,720
Speaker 2: same level of respect. When I ask you not to

698
00:32:45,760 --> 00:32:46,920
Speaker 2: do something, not to do it.

699
00:32:47,000 --> 00:32:51,640
Speaker 1: So I ain't asking her to do no more, no less.

700
00:32:51,760 --> 00:32:55,400
Speaker 1: Just let me introduce you to them, right, don't introduce

701
00:32:55,440 --> 00:32:58,800
Speaker 1: yourself to them, because they're not even that.

702
00:32:59,320 --> 00:33:01,120
Speaker 2: It might not even go no more than this day.

703
00:33:01,360 --> 00:33:03,400
Speaker 1: And you now you're gonna use this one for the

704
00:33:03,440 --> 00:33:07,120
Speaker 1: next one. And now you just just being messy. You know.

705
00:33:07,240 --> 00:33:10,280
Speaker 1: Oh he was just with she done that, she'd be

706
00:33:10,320 --> 00:33:14,880
Speaker 1: doing that too much advantaging and she'll be I'll be

707
00:33:15,000 --> 00:33:18,080
Speaker 1: with a young lady you know. Uh, you're not just one,

708
00:33:18,120 --> 00:33:20,440
Speaker 1: you just one of them. You're talking crazy to him,

709
00:33:20,600 --> 00:33:24,400
Speaker 1: Like then why are you talking crazy? On? Yeah, it's bad, bro.

710
00:33:24,520 --> 00:33:27,320
Speaker 1: It's like it gives the wrong vibes to me because

711
00:33:27,400 --> 00:33:31,560
Speaker 1: like I do a lot of women, so that her

712
00:33:31,600 --> 00:33:33,960
Speaker 1: body language, the signs that she does, it just makes

713
00:33:34,000 --> 00:33:34,600
Speaker 1: me think like.

714
00:33:35,640 --> 00:33:37,360
Speaker 2: She intentionally tried to do that, huh.

715
00:33:37,400 --> 00:33:39,880
Speaker 1: It just gives me the wrong idea of like what

716
00:33:39,960 --> 00:33:43,160
Speaker 1: women do when they're into when they're into somebody, you know,

717
00:33:43,480 --> 00:33:46,120
Speaker 1: like obviously if this woman likes me, and this woman's

718
00:33:46,160 --> 00:33:48,360
Speaker 1: right here. This woman's gonna sabotage what's right here because

719
00:33:48,400 --> 00:33:51,880
Speaker 1: she likes me. Right, So you know that's the weird part.

720
00:33:52,160 --> 00:33:55,480
Speaker 2: Do your mom think any any any woman female that

721
00:33:55,520 --> 00:33:58,520
Speaker 2: you woman female that you've been involved with, do she do?

722
00:33:58,520 --> 00:34:00,960
Speaker 2: Do she think they're good enough for you? I because

723
00:34:00,960 --> 00:34:01,880
Speaker 2: that happened.

724
00:34:02,720 --> 00:34:06,840
Speaker 1: We break up and they start following her herd.

725
00:34:06,720 --> 00:34:11,200
Speaker 2: Le Okay, then she'll oh, this was the perfect one

726
00:34:11,239 --> 00:34:11,680
Speaker 2: for you.

727
00:34:11,760 --> 00:34:15,399
Speaker 1: Yeah, but when I'm with them, she's yelling at doing

728
00:34:15,400 --> 00:34:17,680
Speaker 1: the same shit, yelling at him, screaming at him, throwing

729
00:34:17,719 --> 00:34:20,600
Speaker 1: ship on him, and then all right, we break up

730
00:34:21,920 --> 00:34:24,400
Speaker 1: six months later. Now he now she her manager and

731
00:34:24,480 --> 00:34:28,040
Speaker 1: she they cool, and that's that's her. That's her little

732
00:34:28,040 --> 00:34:29,520
Speaker 1: home girl and all the stuff.

733
00:34:29,600 --> 00:34:32,160
Speaker 2: So it's like, you know, if y'all know thought about

734
00:34:32,160 --> 00:34:33,560
Speaker 2: going to counseling together.

735
00:34:34,480 --> 00:34:35,200
Speaker 1: She's too old.

736
00:34:35,680 --> 00:34:39,040
Speaker 2: Oh you'll bother too old a counseling for therapy.

737
00:34:39,360 --> 00:34:41,600
Speaker 1: I feel like some people just be stuck in their ways,

738
00:34:41,640 --> 00:34:44,160
Speaker 1: you know, especially older people like you've been living a

739
00:34:44,160 --> 00:34:47,439
Speaker 1: certain way for fifty years plus. Yeah, it's not gonna

740
00:34:47,680 --> 00:34:49,279
Speaker 1: be too much that can get you to change, other

741
00:34:49,320 --> 00:34:50,680
Speaker 1: than life.

742
00:34:50,560 --> 00:34:54,040
Speaker 2: But doesn't she see that's it's hurting you, that is

743
00:34:54,120 --> 00:34:54,600
Speaker 2: bothering you.

744
00:34:54,880 --> 00:35:00,000
Speaker 1: Yeah, she doesn't care. She doesn't care. I tell her

745
00:35:00,040 --> 00:35:00,600
Speaker 1: all the time.

746
00:35:01,800 --> 00:35:03,400
Speaker 2: How did that make you feel when you tell her?

747
00:35:03,560 --> 00:35:04,120
Speaker 1: Mom?

748
00:35:04,400 --> 00:35:05,000
Speaker 2: Please stop?

749
00:35:05,920 --> 00:35:07,279
Speaker 1: You know, I didn't get to choose her, so something.

750
00:35:07,360 --> 00:35:09,440
Speaker 1: I just gotta learn how to live it, learn how

751
00:35:09,440 --> 00:35:11,319
Speaker 1: to accept her for her and vice versa. You know,

752
00:35:11,480 --> 00:35:15,239
Speaker 1: I might not be as respectful or as that she

753
00:35:15,280 --> 00:35:16,680
Speaker 1: would like me to be, and she would just to

754
00:35:16,719 --> 00:35:17,279
Speaker 1: learn to love me.

755
00:35:18,239 --> 00:35:20,040
Speaker 2: What type of relationship did you have with your father

756
00:35:20,120 --> 00:35:22,600
Speaker 2: coming up? Uh?

757
00:35:23,960 --> 00:35:26,040
Speaker 1: Fun dah, you know kind of like how I am.

758
00:35:26,360 --> 00:35:29,000
Speaker 1: Like he didn't Uh he never hit me or whooped

759
00:35:29,000 --> 00:35:32,200
Speaker 1: me or none. He just uh disciplined me. Like once

760
00:35:32,280 --> 00:35:34,600
Speaker 1: I got old enough to he used to take me

761
00:35:34,640 --> 00:35:36,960
Speaker 1: to work with him and make me be at work

762
00:35:37,000 --> 00:35:38,680
Speaker 1: right and standards all day, like if I didn't do

763
00:35:38,680 --> 00:35:42,000
Speaker 1: the right stuff. You know. So I appreciated his way

764
00:35:42,000 --> 00:35:44,360
Speaker 1: of doing it. You know, my mom would whoop me.

765
00:35:44,520 --> 00:35:47,879
Speaker 1: So it was different. Got a little bit of both,

766
00:35:48,360 --> 00:35:51,200
Speaker 1: and uh, his way was a little bit more logical,

767
00:35:51,239 --> 00:35:55,080
Speaker 1: you know, a little bit more stuck longer.

768
00:35:55,120 --> 00:35:57,479
Speaker 2: You know, what's the relationship now?

769
00:35:58,160 --> 00:35:58,279
Speaker 1: Uh?

770
00:35:58,520 --> 00:36:00,680
Speaker 2: We do? He lives with me or you live with you.

771
00:36:00,800 --> 00:36:01,960
Speaker 1: Yeah, that's my dog.

772
00:36:03,120 --> 00:36:07,320
Speaker 2: You live with me, so because.

773
00:36:07,120 --> 00:36:09,040
Speaker 1: He respects me, you know you like my mom doesn't

774
00:36:09,080 --> 00:36:11,280
Speaker 1: respect me as an adult.

775
00:36:12,800 --> 00:36:14,200
Speaker 2: She still see you as a little baby.

776
00:36:14,239 --> 00:36:17,560
Speaker 1: Hut exactly, that's how she cares it, you know.

777
00:36:17,760 --> 00:36:20,719
Speaker 2: Yeah, do you have your father tried to talk to

778
00:36:20,719 --> 00:36:22,640
Speaker 2: her about It's like, you know, the boy grown right.

779
00:36:22,880 --> 00:36:26,920
Speaker 1: And the whole America has tried to talk to her. Shanny,

780
00:36:27,000 --> 00:36:27,920
Speaker 1: you want to talk to her.

781
00:36:29,360 --> 00:36:32,319
Speaker 2: If she ain't listening, she ain't listen to your dad

782
00:36:32,480 --> 00:36:33,520
Speaker 2: might listen to you.

783
00:36:33,719 --> 00:36:36,440
Speaker 1: She might listen to Shenny Man, y'all might have an older,

784
00:36:36,600 --> 00:36:38,560
Speaker 1: older thing where you can break it down to her

785
00:36:38,600 --> 00:36:41,440
Speaker 1: in an older way because I guess I don't know.

786
00:36:41,600 --> 00:36:43,440
Speaker 1: I don't know how she's not getting it. I'm not

787
00:36:43,440 --> 00:36:44,360
Speaker 1: asking for much.

788
00:36:44,440 --> 00:36:46,600
Speaker 2: Not asking much. Do you want to get married?

789
00:36:48,200 --> 00:36:50,640
Speaker 1: Yeah? Eventually. Actually, prison's kind of told me that it's

790
00:36:50,680 --> 00:36:52,200
Speaker 1: a little bit more valuable to have a wife.

791
00:36:52,360 --> 00:36:57,160
Speaker 2: Yeah. When you were in who do people come to

792
00:36:57,400 --> 00:36:59,759
Speaker 2: end of the lady that you were dealing with before

793
00:36:59,800 --> 00:37:01,200
Speaker 2: you where they did they come visit you?

794
00:37:01,640 --> 00:37:04,040
Speaker 1: Uh? Yeah? A few of them. Yeah, some of them

795
00:37:04,040 --> 00:37:06,600
Speaker 1: will surprised me. Really didn't even let me know it

796
00:37:06,640 --> 00:37:08,640
Speaker 1: was coming. They just you got a visit to that. Yeah,

797
00:37:08,680 --> 00:37:09,120
Speaker 1: who the fuck?

798
00:37:09,680 --> 00:37:11,120
Speaker 2: Don't you have to put them down on the books

799
00:37:11,160 --> 00:37:12,080
Speaker 2: or you just like in the.

800
00:37:12,040 --> 00:37:14,120
Speaker 1: County when I was in the county, Yeah, that's when

801
00:37:14,120 --> 00:37:16,080
Speaker 1: I was getting visited, So you don't gotta put them down.

802
00:37:16,080 --> 00:37:19,319
Speaker 1: They could just show up get your unappointment. But in prison, yeah,

803
00:37:19,360 --> 00:37:22,000
Speaker 1: you gotta send them a visitor for him. But they

804
00:37:22,120 --> 00:37:24,319
Speaker 1: wasn't even approving my visiting for him, so the prison

805
00:37:24,440 --> 00:37:26,480
Speaker 1: kind of just had it out for me. So I

806
00:37:26,480 --> 00:37:28,080
Speaker 1: didn't get no visits in prison once.

807
00:37:27,960 --> 00:37:29,719
Speaker 2: You made that in approved before what so what would

808
00:37:29,719 --> 00:37:32,520
Speaker 2: you do with getting face tattoos? That's probably when I

809
00:37:32,600 --> 00:37:33,040
Speaker 2: turned you down.

810
00:37:33,080 --> 00:37:36,160
Speaker 1: Yeah, yeah, no, I was. I was kind of viral,

811
00:37:36,239 --> 00:37:38,440
Speaker 1: so they probably was just you know, trying to protect theirself.

812
00:37:38,800 --> 00:37:41,320
Speaker 1: We don't want him to visit the room.

813
00:37:41,640 --> 00:37:44,160
Speaker 2: You said that you really love football coming up. You're

814
00:37:44,160 --> 00:37:46,200
Speaker 2: a pretty good quarterback. Led the team to the league

815
00:37:46,239 --> 00:37:50,080
Speaker 2: title through for twelve hundred yards seventeen touchdowns seven twenty

816
00:37:50,080 --> 00:37:51,560
Speaker 2: one touchdowns in twenty fourteen.

817
00:37:52,440 --> 00:37:55,920
Speaker 1: Yeah. Yeah, yeah, I even went to D two. We

818
00:37:56,080 --> 00:38:00,439
Speaker 1: see you you went to Pabo State, Yes, sir, why

819
00:38:00,440 --> 00:38:00,640
Speaker 1: did you?

820
00:38:00,719 --> 00:38:03,840
Speaker 2: I mean, you seem to like you like sports. You

821
00:38:03,840 --> 00:38:06,239
Speaker 2: seem like you were good at football. What happened? Why

822
00:38:06,239 --> 00:38:08,439
Speaker 2: did you? It was whether a culture shock because North

823
00:38:08,440 --> 00:38:10,040
Speaker 2: Carolina is a big difference in LA.

824
00:38:10,600 --> 00:38:13,160
Speaker 1: That and it just became to a business. Like you know,

825
00:38:13,400 --> 00:38:16,040
Speaker 1: first it was fun, you know, I was into you know,

826
00:38:16,080 --> 00:38:19,440
Speaker 1: the coaches actually cared about you a little bit. And

827
00:38:19,520 --> 00:38:21,560
Speaker 1: then when you get to colleges, you're just a number. Yeah,

828
00:38:21,840 --> 00:38:25,120
Speaker 1: just something on the board. You know, as soon as

829
00:38:25,760 --> 00:38:28,960
Speaker 1: it ain't your time or you're not in the best shit,

830
00:38:29,680 --> 00:38:33,759
Speaker 1: it just crossed you off the board. And yeah, like

831
00:38:33,840 --> 00:38:37,319
Speaker 1: you know, so that's cool, you know, that's fine. That's

832
00:38:37,360 --> 00:38:39,640
Speaker 1: just not how I.

833
00:38:38,840 --> 00:38:40,520
Speaker 2: That's kind of how life work, you know that. Right,

834
00:38:40,600 --> 00:38:42,239
Speaker 2: if you don't do the job, they're gonna hire somebody

835
00:38:42,239 --> 00:38:42,480
Speaker 2: else to.

836
00:38:42,520 --> 00:38:44,439
Speaker 1: Do it, for sure, unless you the hire.

837
00:38:44,840 --> 00:38:47,440
Speaker 2: Yeah unless so you like you want to be the boss.

838
00:38:47,520 --> 00:38:50,759
Speaker 1: Yeah, that's why I played quarter back. I'm calling the shop.

839
00:38:52,080 --> 00:38:54,360
Speaker 1: So I had it any but uh no, But originally

840
00:38:54,880 --> 00:38:56,640
Speaker 1: I was supposed to red shirt my freshman year, right,

841
00:38:57,280 --> 00:38:59,120
Speaker 1: so I was skinny, you know, want to get my

842
00:38:59,160 --> 00:39:01,040
Speaker 1: signs right? In my mind, they already had a red

843
00:39:01,040 --> 00:39:03,840
Speaker 1: shirt senior. He was twenty six, twenty five years old.

844
00:39:04,280 --> 00:39:08,040
Speaker 1: I'm eighteen. I'm obviously not gonna start over him. So cool.

845
00:39:08,239 --> 00:39:10,760
Speaker 1: I'm perfectly fine with that. Yes, I'm sure I'm dressing

846
00:39:10,800 --> 00:39:13,919
Speaker 1: out on the sideline. I'm not playing. He goes down

847
00:39:13,960 --> 00:39:18,440
Speaker 1: one game. Oh, they just yeah, I was the next best.

848
00:39:18,480 --> 00:39:21,160
Speaker 1: They had a second stream who was what came from

849
00:39:21,200 --> 00:39:23,440
Speaker 1: a junior college. He was a junior. But I was

850
00:39:23,480 --> 00:39:26,720
Speaker 1: just nice man. Honestly, it was yeah, like in practice,

851
00:39:26,760 --> 00:39:28,640
Speaker 1: you know, we're throwing it in the buckets. I'm hiding

852
00:39:29,200 --> 00:39:30,319
Speaker 1: in the bucket, dropping up.

853
00:39:30,840 --> 00:39:31,080
Speaker 2: Man.

854
00:39:31,760 --> 00:39:33,200
Speaker 1: That's why they threw me out there. You know, I

855
00:39:33,239 --> 00:39:35,520
Speaker 1: know it. Probably I probably couldn't see at the time

856
00:39:35,600 --> 00:39:36,839
Speaker 1: that they were just probably.

857
00:39:36,520 --> 00:39:38,439
Speaker 2: They saw something you didn't see in yourself.

858
00:39:38,160 --> 00:39:41,360
Speaker 1: Testing me out, you know type thing. But so boom

859
00:39:41,360 --> 00:39:45,600
Speaker 1: they put me in the game versus West Georgia. I

860
00:39:45,719 --> 00:39:48,319
Speaker 1: did did dcent You know, it was true freshman. You know,

861
00:39:48,320 --> 00:39:50,560
Speaker 1: I threw two touchdowns, probably one hundred and seventy yards.

862
00:39:51,120 --> 00:39:54,520
Speaker 1: I went like thirteen for twenty one. Next week, come.

863
00:39:54,400 --> 00:39:57,080
Speaker 2: Out what a guy came hold on?

864
00:39:57,400 --> 00:39:58,080
Speaker 1: He came back.

865
00:39:58,200 --> 00:40:00,440
Speaker 2: Yeah, Oh you thought he was going get to join.

866
00:40:00,440 --> 00:40:02,799
Speaker 2: You thought you were gonna keep a job. You are

867
00:40:02,880 --> 00:40:05,040
Speaker 2: after two, it's off the two teacher don't get to

868
00:40:05,120 --> 00:40:06,239
Speaker 2: keep a job for the whole year.

869
00:40:06,440 --> 00:40:08,879
Speaker 1: Now, if we already agreed that I'm a red shirt.

870
00:40:09,440 --> 00:40:10,960
Speaker 2: But that didn't mess up your red shirt, did it?

871
00:40:11,160 --> 00:40:11,480
Speaker 1: Yeah?

872
00:40:11,880 --> 00:40:14,160
Speaker 2: Oh, cause you played more of than snaps you played.

873
00:40:14,360 --> 00:40:16,720
Speaker 1: I played the whole game on TV.

874
00:40:18,880 --> 00:40:22,760
Speaker 2: So they just so they basically messed up your red shirt. Yeah,

875
00:40:22,800 --> 00:40:24,759
Speaker 2: and now you say, well, you messed up my red shirt,

876
00:40:24,760 --> 00:40:26,480
Speaker 2: at least let me go in and finish it out.

877
00:40:28,760 --> 00:40:30,759
Speaker 1: I wasn't even second stream, so.

878
00:40:30,680 --> 00:40:33,320
Speaker 2: They moved, so you was third string. It start of

879
00:40:33,360 --> 00:40:36,560
Speaker 2: gets hurt. They put they say, hey, go in, You

880
00:40:36,600 --> 00:40:39,960
Speaker 2: go in thirteen to twenty one, one seventy two touchdowns.

881
00:40:40,080 --> 00:40:42,760
Speaker 2: The next week he comes back, you back to third string.

882
00:40:43,760 --> 00:40:46,799
Speaker 1: MA ain't no fucking sense to me. Now, just it

883
00:40:46,960 --> 00:40:48,759
Speaker 1: just was like, okay.

884
00:40:49,600 --> 00:40:51,440
Speaker 2: Had they left you in, you think you would have stayed.

885
00:40:52,520 --> 00:41:00,200
Speaker 1: Oh yeah, of course I wouldn't have left plan. I

886
00:41:00,239 --> 00:41:01,720
Speaker 1: wasn't even second string, bro.

887
00:41:01,880 --> 00:41:04,879
Speaker 2: So okay, so now then put they put him back

888
00:41:04,880 --> 00:41:06,320
Speaker 2: in there and put you the second string.

889
00:41:06,680 --> 00:41:07,520
Speaker 1: That's even better.

890
00:41:07,640 --> 00:41:10,280
Speaker 2: Okay, it was the mere of fact that you started.

891
00:41:10,840 --> 00:41:12,960
Speaker 2: They put you in over the second string guy. But

892
00:41:13,000 --> 00:41:15,239
Speaker 2: when the guy gets back healthy, you go back to

893
00:41:15,320 --> 00:41:17,759
Speaker 2: third string. You thought you had showed enough to If

894
00:41:17,800 --> 00:41:19,360
Speaker 2: I'm not going to start, I should at least be

895
00:41:19,400 --> 00:41:20,560
Speaker 2: second string.

896
00:41:21,880 --> 00:41:24,400
Speaker 1: At least. Although the agreement was never for me to

897
00:41:24,400 --> 00:41:27,080
Speaker 1: play this year because I wanted to. I want to go.

898
00:41:27,160 --> 00:41:31,000
Speaker 1: You want to get a four years of me playing

899
00:41:31,040 --> 00:41:33,680
Speaker 1: every game? Yes, that's the only way you're gonna make it. Yeah,

900
00:41:33,880 --> 00:41:36,319
Speaker 1: I don't want to rely on my junior year senior

901
00:41:36,400 --> 00:41:39,160
Speaker 1: year season to get to the league. Plus, I'm already

902
00:41:39,200 --> 00:41:42,040
Speaker 1: D two, so I need to get some films I

903
00:41:42,080 --> 00:41:44,000
Speaker 1: can get, you know, I know the game.

904
00:41:44,440 --> 00:41:47,080
Speaker 2: Yeah, I was D two. I went to HBCU. We

905
00:41:47,160 --> 00:41:49,279
Speaker 2: used to play. We used to play Fairville State, Oh yeah,

906
00:41:49,280 --> 00:41:51,439
Speaker 2: which I went to. I went to Savannah State, Oh

907
00:41:51,480 --> 00:41:54,600
Speaker 2: Ship we used to be the break. Yeah.

908
00:41:54,640 --> 00:41:56,600
Speaker 1: Then they wasn't even that good, you know, they wasn't

909
00:41:56,640 --> 00:41:59,239
Speaker 1: like a top tier D two team. So I was like, man,

910
00:41:59,280 --> 00:42:01,600
Speaker 1: I'm trying to get in here, right, get a season

911
00:42:01,640 --> 00:42:03,719
Speaker 1: or two in men D one double A or D

912
00:42:04,000 --> 00:42:04,359
Speaker 1: D one.

913
00:42:04,400 --> 00:42:07,560
Speaker 2: You know, right, what did you get home sick? Because,

914
00:42:07,760 --> 00:42:11,080
Speaker 2: like I said, North Carolina Military and there's not a

915
00:42:11,120 --> 00:42:11,840
Speaker 2: whole lot going on.

916
00:42:11,920 --> 00:42:13,640
Speaker 1: Yeah, No, I ain't gonna lie ain't gonna lie. Okay,

917
00:42:14,280 --> 00:42:18,560
Speaker 1: I wasn't okay, you know, for a quarterback, it's a

918
00:42:18,600 --> 00:42:21,120
Speaker 1: little you know, slacky a little bit. Yeah, I wasn't

919
00:42:21,160 --> 00:42:24,279
Speaker 1: as the best leader. You know. As far as the

920
00:42:24,320 --> 00:42:26,000
Speaker 1: time zone, this is what happened. It was a time

921
00:42:26,080 --> 00:42:29,880
Speaker 1: zone three hours ahead three hours. Yeah, so in the beginning,

922
00:42:30,280 --> 00:42:32,560
Speaker 1: I was showing up late, you know, to the quarterback meetings,

923
00:42:33,040 --> 00:42:33,840
Speaker 1: to the practice.

924
00:42:34,239 --> 00:42:36,520
Speaker 2: See that that's the part that you conveniently left out

925
00:42:36,600 --> 00:42:37,480
Speaker 2: while you're asking.

926
00:42:37,680 --> 00:42:39,000
Speaker 1: I'm already red shirted.

927
00:42:40,120 --> 00:42:42,439
Speaker 2: Just because you red shirted, that doesn't mean you don't.

928
00:42:42,520 --> 00:42:44,239
Speaker 2: You get to come on your own time.

929
00:42:44,239 --> 00:42:46,440
Speaker 1: But I was, I was, I can't adjust to the

930
00:42:46,480 --> 00:42:47,080
Speaker 1: time difference.

931
00:42:47,120 --> 00:42:48,040
Speaker 2: What you mean you couldn't.

932
00:42:48,120 --> 00:42:51,480
Speaker 1: I went straight from California to North Carolina to four

933
00:42:51,520 --> 00:42:54,479
Speaker 1: or forty five practice. Am, I'm not going to sleep

934
00:42:54,520 --> 00:42:56,440
Speaker 1: till then the three in the morning because I'm thinking

935
00:42:56,480 --> 00:42:58,160
Speaker 1: it's twelve, or I'm not going to sleep to two

936
00:42:58,160 --> 00:42:59,040
Speaker 1: in the morning because it feels like.

937
00:42:59,400 --> 00:43:01,640
Speaker 2: I mean, you young then your body just real quick.

938
00:43:02,000 --> 00:43:04,920
Speaker 1: Not in days. This is I went straight from high

939
00:43:04,920 --> 00:43:05,520
Speaker 1: school to college.

940
00:43:05,560 --> 00:43:06,920
Speaker 2: Yeah, an alarm.

941
00:43:08,120 --> 00:43:12,000
Speaker 1: I've tried. I tried all of that. So basically, boom,

942
00:43:12,040 --> 00:43:15,319
Speaker 1: you late one time. You gotta run on a day

943
00:43:15,320 --> 00:43:17,960
Speaker 1: you guys don't have practice. You lay two times. Your

944
00:43:18,320 --> 00:43:21,080
Speaker 1: group pastor your position group pastor run. Yeah, you lay

945
00:43:21,160 --> 00:43:23,279
Speaker 1: three times. The whole offense got it run. You lay

946
00:43:23,360 --> 00:43:26,080
Speaker 1: four times. The defense got run. You lay five times.

947
00:43:26,120 --> 00:43:27,279
Speaker 1: The whole team is out there.

948
00:43:27,440 --> 00:43:29,200
Speaker 2: Well, they put a full metal jacket on you, like

949
00:43:29,200 --> 00:43:30,480
Speaker 2: they did pile. They beat your as.

950
00:43:30,880 --> 00:43:33,759
Speaker 1: Tell me why I got the whole team out there

951
00:43:33,760 --> 00:43:39,360
Speaker 1: and I'm late to the damn room. They were so

952
00:43:39,440 --> 00:43:41,799
Speaker 1: disappointed in me. I was disappointed to myself that day

953
00:43:41,840 --> 00:43:42,560
Speaker 1: just because I'm like.

954
00:43:42,560 --> 00:43:44,040
Speaker 2: Yeah, we had to be yeah, we had to we

955
00:43:44,160 --> 00:43:44,759
Speaker 2: had to do something bad.

956
00:43:44,840 --> 00:43:48,200
Speaker 1: Everybody on the field and I'm running up late, like

957
00:43:49,440 --> 00:43:52,560
Speaker 1: I'm sorry, y'all. I try to make it. They like, man,

958
00:43:52,800 --> 00:43:54,239
Speaker 1: you know they did. Can't even yell at me at

959
00:43:54,239 --> 00:43:54,520
Speaker 1: this point.

960
00:43:54,560 --> 00:43:59,239
Speaker 2: They was just man like, man, yeah, they should have

961
00:43:59,280 --> 00:44:00,319
Speaker 2: told your assan.

962
00:44:01,120 --> 00:44:02,719
Speaker 1: This was in the beginning though. It's like before the

963
00:44:02,760 --> 00:44:05,960
Speaker 1: season starts. It's like, you know, yeah, springball, like when

964
00:44:05,960 --> 00:44:08,200
Speaker 1: we not spring but like you know, yeah we screamage

965
00:44:08,200 --> 00:44:12,359
Speaker 1: and type shit. So training camp I adjusted as fast

966
00:44:12,400 --> 00:44:14,640
Speaker 1: as I could, so when the season started, I was

967
00:44:14,640 --> 00:44:16,960
Speaker 1: more on time and more which is why they probably

968
00:44:17,000 --> 00:44:19,279
Speaker 1: threw me in. You. It wasn't just what was.

969
00:44:19,280 --> 00:44:20,640
Speaker 2: It like getting over you go to class?

970
00:44:21,600 --> 00:44:23,000
Speaker 1: I wouldn't even going to class, Shannon.

971
00:44:24,200 --> 00:44:25,279
Speaker 2: So how long? How long?

972
00:44:25,480 --> 00:44:26,680
Speaker 1: That's another reason I left?

973
00:44:26,960 --> 00:44:30,920
Speaker 2: Yeah, okay start Yeah, because.

974
00:44:32,600 --> 00:44:35,200
Speaker 1: Man, if they see this report card, Shanning, They're gonna

975
00:44:35,239 --> 00:44:36,719
Speaker 1: think I'm a dumb ass. I just just need to

976
00:44:36,760 --> 00:44:37,600
Speaker 1: go ahead and go home.

977
00:44:39,840 --> 00:44:44,160
Speaker 2: Hey that burnt my ear, bro, But you had to

978
00:44:44,239 --> 00:44:47,520
Speaker 2: grade to get into school. You not a dummy. Yeah, No,

979
00:44:47,560 --> 00:44:49,400
Speaker 2: it's just you just apply yourself.

980
00:44:49,440 --> 00:44:51,239
Speaker 1: No, it's just college. They don't care about you. Bro.

981
00:44:51,680 --> 00:44:53,919
Speaker 1: They're not going to tell you there's no attendance list

982
00:44:54,440 --> 00:44:55,399
Speaker 1: if you don't show up.

983
00:44:55,640 --> 00:44:58,120
Speaker 2: No, they're getting you own scholarship. They're gonna get paid regardless.

984
00:44:58,200 --> 00:45:01,839
Speaker 1: Yeah, they don't know for sure. If they don't give God,

985
00:45:01,920 --> 00:45:03,840
Speaker 1: damn sure don't give fresh.

986
00:45:03,880 --> 00:45:05,680
Speaker 2: But that's how that's like. But that's how you showed

987
00:45:05,680 --> 00:45:06,120
Speaker 2: the football.

988
00:45:06,120 --> 00:45:08,600
Speaker 1: I'm living on campus, you know, so I really came

989
00:45:08,640 --> 00:45:12,759
Speaker 1: for football. I wasn't the smartest kid. I literally had

990
00:45:12,800 --> 00:45:15,640
Speaker 1: a two point I've just made the criteria two point

991
00:45:15,640 --> 00:45:18,680
Speaker 1: eight fourteen hundred sat all right, you can you barely

992
00:45:18,760 --> 00:45:19,640
Speaker 1: made it, like you know.

993
00:45:19,719 --> 00:45:21,280
Speaker 2: But that's a good that's a good party.

994
00:45:22,000 --> 00:45:23,520
Speaker 1: That's what I'm saying. That's the only reason I made

995
00:45:23,520 --> 00:45:25,040
Speaker 1: it with. Actually I think it was probably like a

996
00:45:25,080 --> 00:45:25,760
Speaker 1: two point three.

997
00:45:25,920 --> 00:45:28,920
Speaker 2: Yeah, like my GP eight and my SAT square was

998
00:45:29,000 --> 00:45:33,320
Speaker 2: just like you a sat Okay, Yeah, I got like

999
00:45:33,360 --> 00:45:34,200
Speaker 2: a thirteen forty.

1000
00:45:35,360 --> 00:45:35,520
Speaker 1: Bro.

1001
00:45:36,400 --> 00:45:38,520
Speaker 2: You know back then the purpose score with sixteen hundred.

1002
00:45:38,760 --> 00:45:39,960
Speaker 1: Yeah, I know that's how it is.

1003
00:45:40,080 --> 00:45:43,319
Speaker 2: So yeah, so you you've more than Bro, you made

1004
00:45:43,400 --> 00:45:45,640
Speaker 2: like six hundred, You made like seven hundred, eight hundred

1005
00:45:45,640 --> 00:45:48,160
Speaker 2: more better than I did. Yeah, you do realize that, right?

1006
00:45:48,239 --> 00:45:48,960
Speaker 1: I cheated though?

1007
00:45:49,440 --> 00:45:52,920
Speaker 2: Oh lord, you could have kept that when you had

1008
00:45:53,360 --> 00:45:55,840
Speaker 2: we were going so good. Just say, ma, how you

1009
00:45:55,960 --> 00:45:56,400
Speaker 2: cheating that?

1010
00:45:56,600 --> 00:45:58,920
Speaker 1: You up? Then let you thinking? You know, I'm I

1011
00:45:59,000 --> 00:46:02,239
Speaker 1: cheated like this, You.

1012
00:46:02,640 --> 00:46:04,919
Speaker 2: Cheat up somebody's paper off, just somebody's tests.

1013
00:46:05,160 --> 00:46:07,239
Speaker 1: I know how to cheat, man. So basically, man, I

1014
00:46:07,360 --> 00:46:10,600
Speaker 1: look at what section here on local? What section here on?

1015
00:46:11,000 --> 00:46:11,920
Speaker 1: What section she on?

1016
00:46:12,680 --> 00:46:18,880
Speaker 2: And you going to that section? Yeah, you know you do,

1017
00:46:19,120 --> 00:46:21,520
Speaker 2: because you know two point three and thirteen forty don't

1018
00:46:21,560 --> 00:46:23,080
Speaker 2: go They don't coincide.

1019
00:46:22,560 --> 00:46:25,120
Speaker 1: Exactly, So they got the boards up and everything. I'm

1020
00:46:25,120 --> 00:46:29,520
Speaker 1: a cold cheater, though, I cheat my whole life all

1021
00:46:29,560 --> 00:46:31,600
Speaker 1: through high school. You know, so I ain't doing the

1022
00:46:31,600 --> 00:46:33,160
Speaker 1: homework as soon as I get to school. Hey, let

1023
00:46:33,200 --> 00:46:33,960
Speaker 1: me see your home work.

1024
00:46:37,480 --> 00:46:39,080
Speaker 2: So how do you think you're gonna make it in football?

1025
00:46:39,239 --> 00:46:40,919
Speaker 2: Where you're gonna cheat on the football? Was it?

1026
00:46:41,960 --> 00:46:43,719
Speaker 1: Well? Football, I had a little passion for, you know,

1027
00:46:43,760 --> 00:46:46,120
Speaker 1: so I didn't mind you know, studying and getting the

1028
00:46:46,160 --> 00:46:49,280
Speaker 1: plays and watching film and stuff. I like watching myself,

1029
00:46:49,280 --> 00:46:51,560
Speaker 1: you know, right, But as far as the school part

1030
00:46:51,680 --> 00:46:53,480
Speaker 1: I was, you know, I wasn't my alley.

1031
00:46:53,800 --> 00:46:56,479
Speaker 2: You do realize, like like when you watch film, most

1032
00:46:56,520 --> 00:46:58,600
Speaker 2: of it is watching other team defense. It's not you.

1033
00:46:58,560 --> 00:46:59,560
Speaker 2: You're watching yourself.

1034
00:46:59,719 --> 00:47:02,439
Speaker 1: Yeah that's true too, But you know in the meeting,

1035
00:47:02,440 --> 00:47:03,600
Speaker 1: it's more like a practice.

1036
00:47:03,680 --> 00:47:06,279
Speaker 2: Yeah they watched. Yeah, you watching practice what you did

1037
00:47:06,320 --> 00:47:08,120
Speaker 2: and your steps, make sure you was right where you

1038
00:47:08,120 --> 00:47:10,600
Speaker 2: should have gone with the ball, take the down flat

1039
00:47:10,800 --> 00:47:12,000
Speaker 2: or take the you know out ball.

1040
00:47:12,760 --> 00:47:15,040
Speaker 1: Footage is only when the season started and were facing

1041
00:47:15,080 --> 00:47:17,160
Speaker 1: that opponent, right, But majority of the time, you know,

1042
00:47:17,200 --> 00:47:18,520
Speaker 1: they watching practice all day.

1043
00:47:19,360 --> 00:47:20,600
Speaker 2: You had a good arm. How far you threw it

1044
00:47:20,600 --> 00:47:21,600
Speaker 2: about about sixty seventy?

1045
00:47:22,040 --> 00:47:23,480
Speaker 1: Yeah, that was my thing. I had a good DP

1046
00:47:23,520 --> 00:47:26,600
Speaker 1: ball D ball. Yeah, that was like that was like God.

1047
00:47:26,640 --> 00:47:28,280
Speaker 2: I mean, if I had to compare you to somebody,

1048
00:47:28,280 --> 00:47:29,080
Speaker 2: what you look?

1049
00:47:29,120 --> 00:47:29,200
Speaker 1: You?

1050
00:47:29,280 --> 00:47:32,560
Speaker 2: Patrick Home, you you, Josh Allen, you, Lamar Jackson, who

1051
00:47:32,520 --> 00:47:33,400
Speaker 2: your combination of.

1052
00:47:35,239 --> 00:47:38,640
Speaker 1: No, I wasn't that fast. Well I was fast in

1053
00:47:38,719 --> 00:47:40,600
Speaker 1: high school. When I got to college, I wasn't that fast.

1054
00:47:40,920 --> 00:47:42,120
Speaker 2: I just down that quick.

1055
00:47:42,800 --> 00:47:44,600
Speaker 1: They got faster, you know what I mean?

1056
00:47:44,760 --> 00:47:46,600
Speaker 2: So you were fast, they were just faster.

1057
00:47:46,480 --> 00:47:48,480
Speaker 1: The d lineman. You know, they like your size, but

1058
00:47:48,480 --> 00:47:50,279
Speaker 1: they running as fast as me. Yeah, you know in

1059
00:47:50,360 --> 00:47:52,239
Speaker 1: high school they wasn't running as fast as me. They

1060
00:47:52,320 --> 00:47:54,960
Speaker 1: was a little slur so they catching me. I'm like, man,

1061
00:47:55,040 --> 00:47:59,360
Speaker 1: I thought I was fine. This nigga got me, you know. So, yeah,

1062
00:47:59,440 --> 00:48:01,239
Speaker 1: I wasn't a fast as I thought. I was more

1063
00:48:01,320 --> 00:48:05,160
Speaker 1: like a probably like a Dereck Henry, you know, more

1064
00:48:05,200 --> 00:48:06,040
Speaker 1: like I'm looking to throw.

1065
00:48:06,960 --> 00:48:09,239
Speaker 2: How do you dare Dad Heart running back? Dare Hereret

1066
00:48:09,280 --> 00:48:12,520
Speaker 2: don't throw no passes, not Dereck Henry for the Eagles.

1067
00:48:12,760 --> 00:48:15,520
Speaker 2: Oh oh, you're both like a Jalen Hurts.

1068
00:48:15,680 --> 00:48:19,359
Speaker 1: Yeah, I'm more like past first, like, oh run, It's

1069
00:48:19,440 --> 00:48:22,439
Speaker 1: like I can do it, but I'm gonna be looking

1070
00:48:22,480 --> 00:48:24,080
Speaker 1: around and then all right, I'm gonna run.

1071
00:48:25,239 --> 00:48:32,160
Speaker 2: Oh yeah, were you heartbroken that that football ended.

1072
00:48:34,960 --> 00:48:37,239
Speaker 1: Yeah, I was, because I came back and I tried

1073
00:48:37,239 --> 00:48:41,239
Speaker 1: to do junior college, try to go to JUCO. I

1074
00:48:41,320 --> 00:48:48,799
Speaker 1: tried Valley Pierce and CC and it's even more political there,

1075
00:48:48,840 --> 00:48:50,960
Speaker 1: like you know, it's it's hard to start in those

1076
00:48:50,960 --> 00:48:53,799
Speaker 1: two years when they got people that's coming down from

1077
00:48:53,880 --> 00:48:57,200
Speaker 1: d one school. Yes, I got people that's coming from

1078
00:48:57,560 --> 00:48:59,799
Speaker 1: boarding schools. You know. Right there, it's a little bit

1079
00:48:59,840 --> 00:49:03,839
Speaker 1: more like it's worse than college, like because you gotta

1080
00:49:03,920 --> 00:49:06,520
Speaker 1: you gotta be more hungry, and college is like all right,

1081
00:49:06,520 --> 00:49:08,080
Speaker 1: they feed you a little.

1082
00:49:08,160 --> 00:49:11,640
Speaker 2: Right, and Juko, they ain't feed called a step below. Yeah,

1083
00:49:11,640 --> 00:49:13,719
Speaker 2: you gotta go get it, Yeah, for sure. So I

1084
00:49:13,760 --> 00:49:16,040
Speaker 2: was trying to go get it, but uh, you know

1085
00:49:16,120 --> 00:49:18,200
Speaker 2: then I had a place that you could have got it,

1086
00:49:18,400 --> 00:49:19,960
Speaker 2: but you didn't want it there. And then when you

1087
00:49:20,080 --> 00:49:21,520
Speaker 2: realized that you had to go get it.

1088
00:49:22,280 --> 00:49:24,480
Speaker 1: Yeah, it was it was a revolving door. You know.

1089
00:49:25,440 --> 00:49:27,400
Speaker 1: If I could do it different, I would, you know,

1090
00:49:27,440 --> 00:49:30,319
Speaker 1: I would have stayed a little bit longer, but that's

1091
00:49:30,440 --> 00:49:32,160
Speaker 1: ultimately would push me to the streets because then it

1092
00:49:32,200 --> 00:49:34,960
Speaker 1: was like I ain't got nothing else going 'm just

1093
00:49:35,000 --> 00:49:38,600
Speaker 1: go beat up the best street dude.

1094
00:49:38,120 --> 00:49:41,399
Speaker 2: So you drop out of college. Did you tell your mom,

1095
00:49:41,480 --> 00:49:43,080
Speaker 2: you tell your dad that you're dropping out? Or you

1096
00:49:43,160 --> 00:49:43,919
Speaker 2: just came back home?

1097
00:49:44,760 --> 00:49:46,759
Speaker 1: Uh? Yeah I tried. I told I told him. You know,

1098
00:49:46,760 --> 00:49:49,400
Speaker 1: they tried to convince me to stay, but I was alright.

1099
00:49:49,200 --> 00:49:51,480
Speaker 2: Your mind was already made up that you're coming back home. Yeah.

1100
00:49:51,520 --> 00:49:54,279
Speaker 1: Once once once they put me back on the bench. Yeah,

1101
00:49:54,440 --> 00:49:55,160
Speaker 1: I was going home.

1102
00:49:55,719 --> 00:49:58,880
Speaker 2: But you finished that that season. No, hold on, when

1103
00:49:58,920 --> 00:50:00,520
Speaker 2: they put you back on the bench, you quit did.

1104
00:50:01,040 --> 00:50:06,839
Speaker 1: Out of here. I was like Antonio Brown out there.

1105
00:50:08,600 --> 00:50:13,000
Speaker 2: You pieced him. Hold on, you donet made us run.

1106
00:50:13,040 --> 00:50:14,960
Speaker 2: You done made the office run, You done made the

1107
00:50:14,960 --> 00:50:17,719
Speaker 2: defense run. And you mean to tell me we're not

1108
00:50:17,800 --> 00:50:20,520
Speaker 2: even done with the season and you pieced us out. Yeah,

1109
00:50:20,680 --> 00:50:21,719
Speaker 2: this should have brought you back.

1110
00:50:22,480 --> 00:50:25,920
Speaker 1: Yeah. I even tried to go back, but I think

1111
00:50:25,960 --> 00:50:28,160
Speaker 1: the coaches got fired that season because it didn't go

1112
00:50:28,520 --> 00:50:32,200
Speaker 1: that well, So the new staff was probably I think.

1113
00:50:33,200 --> 00:50:34,879
Speaker 2: So you came back home. You lived with your mom,

1114
00:50:34,920 --> 00:50:35,759
Speaker 2: you lived with your dad.

1115
00:50:36,680 --> 00:50:39,640
Speaker 1: My mom had I already moved with her husband to Ohio,

1116
00:50:39,920 --> 00:50:43,680
Speaker 1: and my dad was living I think in Orange County.

1117
00:50:43,719 --> 00:50:46,239
Speaker 1: So I was just stugging by myself. So where'd you

1118
00:50:46,320 --> 00:50:49,600
Speaker 1: live wherever I could live, wherever I can sleep.

1119
00:50:49,680 --> 00:50:52,279
Speaker 2: So you you find a wholeboy couch or you find

1120
00:50:52,320 --> 00:50:53,200
Speaker 2: your car.

1121
00:50:53,360 --> 00:50:55,959
Speaker 1: Banding apartments, car baby mama's house.

1122
00:50:56,840 --> 00:50:57,200
Speaker 2: Damn.

1123
00:50:57,600 --> 00:51:00,000
Speaker 1: Yeah that was cool though. That's what made me like

1124
00:51:01,080 --> 00:51:04,600
Speaker 1: more like life. Okay, no time to grow up.

1125
00:51:04,640 --> 00:51:08,000
Speaker 2: At a job, they had some nice dorms. I was

1126
00:51:08,120 --> 00:51:12,360
Speaker 2: ster heating and cooler, free food arcades, yep, yep, yeah.

1127
00:51:12,280 --> 00:51:15,719
Speaker 1: Trust me, I regretted it once. They're gonna lie. Once

1128
00:51:15,760 --> 00:51:18,759
Speaker 1: I got back, I'm like, damn, I ain't even missing ship, ship.

1129
00:51:18,880 --> 00:51:19,640
Speaker 1: I should have stayed.

1130
00:51:23,160 --> 00:51:25,759
Speaker 2: Did you have a plan once you got so you

1131
00:51:25,880 --> 00:51:28,680
Speaker 2: drop out of school? What was your plan? What you

1132
00:51:28,760 --> 00:51:30,719
Speaker 2: got back to La? What were you gonna do? Were

1133
00:51:30,719 --> 00:51:31,520
Speaker 2: you gonna get a job?

1134
00:51:31,600 --> 00:51:33,200
Speaker 1: So you know, the team was asking me, bro, what

1135
00:51:33,200 --> 00:51:35,200
Speaker 1: are you gonna do? Like you know they know I'm leaving. Yeah,

1136
00:51:35,239 --> 00:51:37,200
Speaker 1: coaches trying to get him to get me to stay, Like,

1137
00:51:37,400 --> 00:51:39,200
Speaker 1: I mean, I'm out of here. What are you gonna do?

1138
00:51:39,480 --> 00:51:41,440
Speaker 1: I was telling them some dubash. I'm like, man, I'm

1139
00:51:41,440 --> 00:51:45,040
Speaker 1: gonna go work at Ladies foot locker, crack all of it.

1140
00:51:45,360 --> 00:51:48,480
Speaker 2: Oh lord, you ain't try to sell no shoes. You

1141
00:51:48,600 --> 00:51:49,319
Speaker 2: just tried to crack.

1142
00:51:49,560 --> 00:51:52,200
Speaker 1: Yeah, you know, ladies, women's foot locker. You feeling that

1143
00:51:52,280 --> 00:51:55,400
Speaker 1: sounded like a good job to me. Talk to ladies

1144
00:51:55,440 --> 00:51:57,680
Speaker 1: all day. What size you wear a baby? Okay, I

1145
00:51:57,880 --> 00:52:03,160
Speaker 1: get your number. Were gonna send you the shoes shoes, yeah, yeah.

1146
00:52:04,000 --> 00:52:05,680
Speaker 1: And then I was gonna I was gonna try Juco.

1147
00:52:05,760 --> 00:52:06,840
Speaker 1: So I was like, man, I'm gonna go get a

1148
00:52:06,920 --> 00:52:08,520
Speaker 1: job and play Juco right.

1149
00:52:09,480 --> 00:52:10,040
Speaker 2: And not try.

1150
00:52:10,920 --> 00:52:13,560
Speaker 1: And then I crashed my car. And then now all

1151
00:52:13,600 --> 00:52:14,520
Speaker 1: that shit went over it.

1152
00:52:15,480 --> 00:52:18,200
Speaker 2: So now you ain't got no car, You ain't working

1153
00:52:18,200 --> 00:52:20,600
Speaker 2: that ladies foot locker, and Juco ain't happening.

1154
00:52:21,360 --> 00:52:26,640
Speaker 1: So now what So I start, well, this when I

1155
00:52:26,680 --> 00:52:29,400
Speaker 1: started living at my grandma house for a second. But

1156
00:52:29,520 --> 00:52:30,720
Speaker 1: she didn't want me to have no company.

1157
00:52:31,480 --> 00:52:32,600
Speaker 2: Now, man, you know the mote.

1158
00:52:33,200 --> 00:52:35,160
Speaker 1: Man, I'm paying three hundred a month.

1159
00:52:36,600 --> 00:52:38,399
Speaker 2: I don't care. If you're paying three thousand a month,

1160
00:52:38,440 --> 00:52:40,560
Speaker 2: you not fin to bring no not now You're not

1161
00:52:40,600 --> 00:52:41,279
Speaker 2: goin to do that.

1162
00:52:41,440 --> 00:52:45,439
Speaker 1: So exactly, so I'm like, dam have Greddy, Like all right,

1163
00:52:45,520 --> 00:52:47,600
Speaker 1: I can't do this, you know, Like, so I just

1164
00:52:48,000 --> 00:52:49,840
Speaker 1: that's when I just started roll running, you know, staying

1165
00:52:49,840 --> 00:52:53,680
Speaker 1: with the homies, staying in the hood, stand couch for

1166
00:52:54,239 --> 00:52:56,920
Speaker 1: my car, buk in a couple of bands.

1167
00:52:56,960 --> 00:52:58,399
Speaker 2: But I don't even know why you would even want

1168
00:52:58,400 --> 00:52:59,840
Speaker 2: to have a lady laying up in your house with

1169
00:52:59,880 --> 00:53:02,080
Speaker 2: your grandma right in the room down the hall. I'm

1170
00:53:02,080 --> 00:53:04,759
Speaker 2: rent in the room and that's your grandma.

1171
00:53:05,280 --> 00:53:06,759
Speaker 1: So what Granny probably in there with?

1172
00:53:07,280 --> 00:53:10,320
Speaker 2: Oh no, Granny ain't doing that bad then, so Granny

1173
00:53:10,320 --> 00:53:13,920
Speaker 2: can have company. But I yes that grandy, Yes, but

1174
00:53:14,000 --> 00:53:17,840
Speaker 2: I'm paying me and my brother bought my grandma house.

1175
00:53:18,040 --> 00:53:20,719
Speaker 2: We didn't even come in after midnight. We know I

1176
00:53:21,000 --> 00:53:22,640
Speaker 2: never had a woman at the house.

1177
00:53:23,040 --> 00:53:23,720
Speaker 1: That's crazy.

1178
00:53:24,360 --> 00:53:27,080
Speaker 2: No, that's that's I think that's a side of respect.

1179
00:53:27,520 --> 00:53:30,520
Speaker 1: No, not, we are ads. It's respect to respect you as.

1180
00:53:30,640 --> 00:53:33,520
Speaker 2: If you married. They ain't gonna help you're not finnah.

1181
00:53:33,520 --> 00:53:38,640
Speaker 1: Shock, but they've been shocking. How can you? How can

1182
00:53:38,680 --> 00:53:42,680
Speaker 1: you try to like me? I've been doing granny a

1183
00:53:42,719 --> 00:53:47,080
Speaker 1: long time, Shannon. You can't do that. You can't do that.

1184
00:53:47,320 --> 00:53:49,160
Speaker 2: So she lived a double life. You're telling you what

1185
00:53:49,200 --> 00:53:50,319
Speaker 2: you can't do with she do it.

1186
00:53:50,239 --> 00:53:55,520
Speaker 1: It can't do that, It don't work. Oh my goodness. Bad.

1187
00:53:55,920 --> 00:53:58,080
Speaker 2: Okay you lad with the hall? You you bunk it

1188
00:53:58,120 --> 00:53:59,839
Speaker 2: with the home? Is you get a job.

1189
00:54:00,360 --> 00:54:02,319
Speaker 1: Yeah, I got the job at a So I didn't

1190
00:54:02,320 --> 00:54:03,520
Speaker 1: get the ladies foot like a job.

1191
00:54:04,160 --> 00:54:05,000
Speaker 2: No surprise there.

1192
00:54:05,160 --> 00:54:07,960
Speaker 1: I didn't get the job, but I got hired the

1193
00:54:07,960 --> 00:54:12,919
Speaker 1: office depot. Okay, pretty cool.

1194
00:54:12,960 --> 00:54:15,320
Speaker 2: How many desks and chair do you give away?

1195
00:54:18,880 --> 00:54:22,120
Speaker 1: So I was more like unboxing. Okay, you know they

1196
00:54:22,160 --> 00:54:24,880
Speaker 1: bring the little shipments in, box him up, put them

1197
00:54:24,880 --> 00:54:28,160
Speaker 1: on the shlves and stuff. I worked behind the register

1198
00:54:28,560 --> 00:54:33,160
Speaker 1: a little bit. You know, I wasn't the best employee. Man,

1199
00:54:33,160 --> 00:54:35,680
Speaker 1: I ain't lie to you, bro, I was. So what

1200
00:54:35,719 --> 00:54:38,080
Speaker 1: I would do is somebody would buy something.

1201
00:54:38,160 --> 00:54:41,440
Speaker 2: I know, I know, I know what you did. Go ahead, I'll.

1202
00:54:41,280 --> 00:54:44,640
Speaker 1: Reprint the receipt. Still they bought, go take it to

1203
00:54:44,680 --> 00:54:48,759
Speaker 1: the next office deep or return it. You get the cash.

1204
00:54:48,840 --> 00:54:50,759
Speaker 1: So I was making like three hundred a day doing that.

1205
00:54:51,560 --> 00:54:53,399
Speaker 2: So you've always been about a hustle.

1206
00:54:53,480 --> 00:54:56,879
Speaker 1: Type ship type ship. But one day they caught me. Man,

1207
00:54:58,200 --> 00:55:00,239
Speaker 1: They caught me. Man. You know how life is, man,

1208
00:55:00,280 --> 00:55:03,600
Speaker 1: You don't get called yeah, keep doing doing what you're doing.

1209
00:55:04,080 --> 00:55:05,600
Speaker 2: Why you have to do that every day? Why you

1210
00:55:05,600 --> 00:55:06,880
Speaker 2: couldn't do it? Like you know, why I would do

1211
00:55:06,880 --> 00:55:08,480
Speaker 2: this thing once a week? Three hundred dollars. That's a

1212
00:55:08,520 --> 00:55:10,160
Speaker 2: lot of money back there. Three hundred dollars a week,

1213
00:55:10,480 --> 00:55:12,600
Speaker 2: that's twelve hundred dollars a month. That's a nice little

1214
00:55:12,600 --> 00:55:17,760
Speaker 2: come up. You tried to make three hundred dollars a day. Yeah,

1215
00:55:18,480 --> 00:55:20,359
Speaker 2: you've been trying to make fifteen hundred dollars a week.

1216
00:55:20,560 --> 00:55:22,399
Speaker 2: You trying to make six thousand dollars a year.

1217
00:55:22,520 --> 00:55:24,800
Speaker 1: Yeah. Yeah. So one day they caught me. Man. A

1218
00:55:25,080 --> 00:55:28,600
Speaker 1: lady left her damn card in the machine. It's crazy.

1219
00:55:28,680 --> 00:55:30,400
Speaker 1: I took it out. I walked out to give it

1220
00:55:30,440 --> 00:55:33,080
Speaker 1: to her. Seeing the car she got in, I was like,

1221
00:55:33,200 --> 00:55:36,040
Speaker 1: you know what you helped? I went straight to Target,

1222
00:55:36,560 --> 00:55:39,000
Speaker 1: got a two hundred dollars gift card. You know what

1223
00:55:39,000 --> 00:55:41,600
Speaker 1: I mean. She came back and told.

1224
00:55:41,480 --> 00:55:46,840
Speaker 2: Them, See see that. See that's a convenient part you

1225
00:55:46,920 --> 00:55:50,240
Speaker 2: left out. See you didn't get caught reprinting the receipts.

1226
00:55:50,480 --> 00:55:54,759
Speaker 2: You got caught with credit card. Yeah that's credit giving too.

1227
00:55:54,760 --> 00:55:57,600
Speaker 1: Fas Still, that's when you know, Yeah, I know how

1228
00:55:57,680 --> 00:55:59,640
Speaker 1: life works, man. I did a lot of stuff, and

1229
00:55:59,680 --> 00:56:00,120
Speaker 1: I seen.

1230
00:56:00,120 --> 00:56:02,719
Speaker 2: You had a nice little See you had a nice little.

1231
00:56:02,480 --> 00:56:07,319
Speaker 1: Getting greedy, got greedy? Don't you ain't gonna tell me?

1232
00:56:07,680 --> 00:56:13,279
Speaker 2: So obviously they fired They fired you Yeah, you're looking

1233
00:56:13,280 --> 00:56:15,040
Speaker 2: at him putting putting no charges on you.

1234
00:56:15,120 --> 00:56:16,520
Speaker 1: I know they didn't have enough.

1235
00:56:17,120 --> 00:56:18,960
Speaker 2: They had enough. You had a credit card.

1236
00:56:19,239 --> 00:56:22,040
Speaker 1: Because I ran out, so it looked it. It looked

1237
00:56:22,040 --> 00:56:24,359
Speaker 1: the good shot it. I took the card out, ran

1238
00:56:24,400 --> 00:56:26,560
Speaker 1: out to the lady, you know right, she jumped in

1239
00:56:26,560 --> 00:56:28,520
Speaker 1: the car, drove off, and I was just like ship.

1240
00:56:29,239 --> 00:56:30,719
Speaker 2: But when you got the gift card from.

1241
00:56:30,680 --> 00:56:32,839
Speaker 1: Target, yeah, I think that's how I got caught.

1242
00:56:32,880 --> 00:56:34,480
Speaker 2: Yeah, that is how you got caught. So they knew

1243
00:56:34,480 --> 00:56:36,440
Speaker 2: they could have put charges on you that credit card there,

1244
00:56:37,040 --> 00:56:40,840
Speaker 2: I guess not enough, so they let you. So you

1245
00:56:40,840 --> 00:56:42,960
Speaker 2: got off with dad. So they say, okay, you're fired.

1246
00:56:43,000 --> 00:56:44,360
Speaker 2: You can't don't work here anymore.

1247
00:56:44,560 --> 00:56:44,799
Speaker 1: Yep.

1248
00:56:45,440 --> 00:56:47,759
Speaker 2: Yeah, So what's your next move? What's your next play?

1249
00:56:48,960 --> 00:56:50,600
Speaker 1: So at this time, I was standing at my baby

1250
00:56:50,600 --> 00:56:55,960
Speaker 1: mama's mama's house and she was a leasing agent. So

1251
00:56:56,000 --> 00:56:58,600
Speaker 1: she hooked me up, got me in a little Porter drop.

1252
00:56:59,440 --> 00:57:02,359
Speaker 1: It's just funny because my last name is Porter. So

1253
00:57:02,400 --> 00:57:05,080
Speaker 1: now I'm working full time, Okay, forty hours a week,

1254
00:57:06,360 --> 00:57:06,959
Speaker 1: nine to five.

1255
00:57:07,080 --> 00:57:08,680
Speaker 2: You got a nice little host to see, a nice

1256
00:57:08,680 --> 00:57:12,360
Speaker 2: little honest Also, ain't hurt nobody. Yeah, but there's a

1257
00:57:12,400 --> 00:57:15,040
Speaker 2: butt coming. I feel I told you I wasn't the

1258
00:57:15,080 --> 00:57:15,600
Speaker 2: best worker.

1259
00:57:16,000 --> 00:57:19,200
Speaker 1: I cheated in high school. I cheated off as depot,

1260
00:57:19,400 --> 00:57:23,800
Speaker 1: you know, cheating on my baby mama. Right, So so

1261
00:57:23,880 --> 00:57:26,520
Speaker 1: basically what I would do is I just people move out.

1262
00:57:26,560 --> 00:57:28,320
Speaker 1: I go in there, take all the trash out and

1263
00:57:28,360 --> 00:57:33,240
Speaker 1: repaint whoop or clean up maintenance you know, cleaning though

1264
00:57:33,280 --> 00:57:35,479
Speaker 1: like a jander though not really the maintenance man. Right,

1265
00:57:36,480 --> 00:57:38,640
Speaker 1: So you feel me shaying this early? Man, I got

1266
00:57:38,760 --> 00:57:41,400
Speaker 1: to be the work at a man. I gotta be

1267
00:57:41,480 --> 00:57:44,280
Speaker 1: up at seven, you know what I mean? Okay, Yeah,

1268
00:57:44,680 --> 00:57:49,160
Speaker 1: I'm in there, sleep on the walkie talkie, man fee,

1269
00:57:49,160 --> 00:57:52,040
Speaker 1: I mean those and all I'm supposed to be painting

1270
00:57:52,080 --> 00:57:54,120
Speaker 1: and throwing trash away. I mean I'm on the floor,

1271
00:57:54,920 --> 00:57:58,560
Speaker 1: sleep on the walkie talking hey porter, Yeah, I'm in here.

1272
00:57:59,400 --> 00:58:01,959
Speaker 1: You know. So they started taking me a little too long.

1273
00:58:02,360 --> 00:58:04,400
Speaker 2: Yeah, so what should take you you know, a couple

1274
00:58:04,440 --> 00:58:07,200
Speaker 2: of hours? Yeah, two days.

1275
00:58:07,040 --> 00:58:09,360
Speaker 1: Three days? You know. So they're like, oh, man, you know,

1276
00:58:09,720 --> 00:58:10,480
Speaker 1: taking too long.

1277
00:58:11,280 --> 00:58:13,360
Speaker 2: So they let you go with that. No, they didn't

1278
00:58:13,440 --> 00:58:13,840
Speaker 2: let me go.

1279
00:58:13,920 --> 00:58:16,640
Speaker 1: I was cool. Then they switched managers, So now I

1280
00:58:16,680 --> 00:58:20,400
Speaker 1: got a new person that I can impress. Now, one

1281
00:58:20,480 --> 00:58:23,040
Speaker 1: day it was somebody had like took a ship on

1282
00:58:23,080 --> 00:58:27,560
Speaker 1: the floor, like in the gym. Yeah, damn. I was

1283
00:58:27,600 --> 00:58:30,640
Speaker 1: already kind of not really robbing with the new dude,

1284
00:58:30,680 --> 00:58:33,080
Speaker 1: so he told me to clean it up. Man, not

1285
00:58:33,120 --> 00:58:37,560
Speaker 1: cleaning that up. And that's how I got fired. Okay,

1286
00:58:37,800 --> 00:58:43,240
Speaker 1: two weekly right there, I guess you know. Actually I

1287
00:58:43,240 --> 00:58:45,320
Speaker 1: feel like I put a two week notice in or

1288
00:58:45,320 --> 00:58:47,800
Speaker 1: they gave me a two week notice, and then they

1289
00:58:47,800 --> 00:58:48,760
Speaker 1: told me to clean up the ship.

1290
00:58:48,840 --> 00:58:51,560
Speaker 2: Yeah yeah, yeah, probably they probably put that.

1291
00:58:51,880 --> 00:58:54,600
Speaker 1: Think they fired me first, Yeah yeah, And I was

1292
00:58:54,600 --> 00:58:55,160
Speaker 1: gonna work.

1293
00:58:55,040 --> 00:58:58,640
Speaker 2: Two weeks and clean up some ship. I'm like, man, okay,

1294
00:58:58,840 --> 00:59:01,040
Speaker 2: you got me. Okay, that's the second job that you

1295
00:59:01,040 --> 00:59:04,280
Speaker 2: had since you been home. Okay, that one ends, Okay,

1296
00:59:04,360 --> 00:59:05,480
Speaker 2: not what that's it.

1297
00:59:05,560 --> 00:59:12,800
Speaker 1: I started selling weed and crack after that. Damn. That's

1298
00:59:12,800 --> 00:59:15,680
Speaker 1: when I started going to jail. Went to jail for

1299
00:59:15,720 --> 00:59:19,840
Speaker 1: the first time for selling weed. Yeah, not even selling.

1300
00:59:19,920 --> 00:59:21,440
Speaker 1: I just got pulled over too much weed. This is

1301
00:59:21,480 --> 00:59:23,280
Speaker 1: when it was a legal at the time, Right. I

1302
00:59:23,280 --> 00:59:26,200
Speaker 1: had a jar weed probably like probably about the size

1303
00:59:26,200 --> 00:59:27,000
Speaker 1: of this bottle.

1304
00:59:27,000 --> 00:59:29,840
Speaker 2: Right, how they see it? So where would you smoking?

1305
00:59:30,200 --> 00:59:31,800
Speaker 1: Now? I was in the trunk, but I had a

1306
00:59:31,840 --> 00:59:34,000
Speaker 1: janky ass car at the time. Yeah, so they was

1307
00:59:34,040 --> 00:59:36,880
Speaker 1: already like, you know, get out the car, you know,

1308
00:59:37,000 --> 00:59:39,440
Speaker 1: searching the car and shit. And I was being an

1309
00:59:39,440 --> 00:59:41,280
Speaker 1: asshole at the time. This is my first running with

1310
00:59:41,280 --> 00:59:43,080
Speaker 1: the Lost, so I wasn't even too hip to like,

1311
00:59:43,160 --> 00:59:44,600
Speaker 1: you know, they might fuck with you if you don't

1312
00:59:44,640 --> 00:59:47,120
Speaker 1: be a dick to him, right, So I'm telling them

1313
00:59:47,200 --> 00:59:48,240
Speaker 1: to take me to jail.

1314
00:59:49,760 --> 00:59:53,040
Speaker 2: And you know you got you know, you'd ride dirty exactly.

1315
00:59:53,120 --> 00:59:55,360
Speaker 1: It took me straight to jail too. I never did

1316
00:59:55,360 --> 00:59:55,760
Speaker 1: that again.

1317
00:59:55,920 --> 00:59:58,439
Speaker 2: Yeah, probably gonna take.

1318
00:59:58,320 --> 01:00:00,640
Speaker 1: Me to jail. Come on, let's go, like all right,

1319
01:00:00,640 --> 01:00:00,880
Speaker 1: come on.

1320
01:00:01,800 --> 01:00:04,040
Speaker 2: Yeah, so now they empowered your car, they got reasons

1321
01:00:04,080 --> 01:00:04,760
Speaker 2: to search it now.

1322
01:00:05,080 --> 01:00:07,120
Speaker 1: Yeah, now I'm in jail. I'm feeling dumbest hell, like

1323
01:00:08,440 --> 01:00:09,960
Speaker 1: I just told this nigga to take me to jill.

1324
01:00:11,160 --> 01:00:12,040
Speaker 2: Did they find the weed?

1325
01:00:12,320 --> 01:00:14,280
Speaker 1: Yeah, yeah, that's why it took me to jail. So

1326
01:00:14,400 --> 01:00:16,200
Speaker 1: search the car, but it was in the trunk. Yeah,

1327
01:00:16,240 --> 01:00:19,360
Speaker 1: So once I started popping it, like man, they start

1328
01:00:19,440 --> 01:00:22,720
Speaker 1: checking or you know, now he's in the trunk. Oh yeah,

1329
01:00:22,920 --> 01:00:25,680
Speaker 1: all right, here we go. Yeah.

1330
01:00:26,280 --> 01:00:27,960
Speaker 2: How much time you get for that? That was your

1331
01:00:27,960 --> 01:00:28,479
Speaker 2: first time?

1332
01:00:28,560 --> 01:00:30,720
Speaker 1: Yeah, I got on r so okay, you know, I

1333
01:00:30,720 --> 01:00:32,520
Speaker 1: still didn't learn the lesson because they let me out

1334
01:00:32,560 --> 01:00:36,720
Speaker 1: for free. Just called somebody. Hey, it's my first time.

1335
01:00:36,760 --> 01:00:39,160
Speaker 1: You know, they got this charge. Okay, we're gonna are

1336
01:00:39,200 --> 01:00:42,000
Speaker 1: you just go to court boom right or means own

1337
01:00:42,040 --> 01:00:46,880
Speaker 1: recognil boom. I'm thinking it's a game. I do some

1338
01:00:46,960 --> 01:00:50,160
Speaker 1: dumbassh it again, but you do. Got the weed in

1339
01:00:50,160 --> 01:00:53,800
Speaker 1: the car, but this time I'm on a freeway, bro,

1340
01:00:54,040 --> 01:00:54,400
Speaker 1: and with.

1341
01:00:54,440 --> 01:00:56,400
Speaker 2: That same jab car, same junking car.

1342
01:00:56,560 --> 01:01:01,080
Speaker 1: Man, but it's construction. The police just driving next. My

1343
01:01:01,120 --> 01:01:03,840
Speaker 1: dumb ass drive right past them like fast type shit.

1344
01:01:04,400 --> 01:01:08,280
Speaker 1: They pulled my dumb ass over and take me to

1345
01:01:08,360 --> 01:01:08,800
Speaker 1: jail again.

1346
01:01:09,520 --> 01:01:10,920
Speaker 2: And you got more weed in the car and.

1347
01:01:10,960 --> 01:01:12,800
Speaker 1: I got through. Yeah, that's why they took me to jail.

1348
01:01:12,840 --> 01:01:16,560
Speaker 1: So I drive past fast thinking, I'm.

1349
01:01:15,760 --> 01:01:17,480
Speaker 2: You didn't see the police right neck to I.

1350
01:01:17,440 --> 01:01:20,280
Speaker 1: Did, but I'm thinking what you thought. I don't know, man,

1351
01:01:20,320 --> 01:01:22,720
Speaker 1: I was thinking I was a white lady or something. Man,

1352
01:01:24,320 --> 01:01:26,520
Speaker 1: I thought I was white, feel me, I ain't. No,

1353
01:01:27,320 --> 01:01:30,240
Speaker 1: I ain't know I was black yet, Shon. I told you,

1354
01:01:30,280 --> 01:01:32,880
Speaker 1: this was my first time, you know, interacting with the police.

1355
01:01:32,920 --> 01:01:35,600
Speaker 1: You know, usually I'm playing football, not the way right

1356
01:01:35,680 --> 01:01:40,120
Speaker 1: with the female or with the homie or something. Man,

1357
01:01:40,760 --> 01:01:44,600
Speaker 1: I tried to orr this time, they like, shouldn't have

1358
01:01:44,600 --> 01:01:46,440
Speaker 1: did it? They hang up on my face. That's when

1359
01:01:46,480 --> 01:01:50,240
Speaker 1: I'm like, oh you were. That's when they kind of

1360
01:01:50,280 --> 01:01:52,040
Speaker 1: hit a little different. You know. They didn't ower me

1361
01:01:52,120 --> 01:01:52,480
Speaker 1: this time.

1362
01:01:52,680 --> 01:01:55,160
Speaker 2: Yeah, because you had a h and they got.

1363
01:01:55,000 --> 01:01:58,600
Speaker 1: Smart with me too. So I was like, oh yeah,

1364
01:01:58,880 --> 01:02:00,080
Speaker 1: so I had to sit there a little bit this

1365
01:02:00,200 --> 01:02:04,720
Speaker 1: time because you had a quarter pointed exactly. So then

1366
01:02:04,760 --> 01:02:07,720
Speaker 1: I went to court and then that's when I've seen

1367
01:02:07,760 --> 01:02:09,720
Speaker 1: it was real like, because you know, when when you

1368
01:02:09,800 --> 01:02:12,440
Speaker 1: got the quarter pointed, you go to court with everybody else.

1369
01:02:12,480 --> 01:02:13,200
Speaker 1: They got a quarter.

1370
01:02:13,040 --> 01:02:15,680
Speaker 2: Pointed, yeah, and we we just damned to everybody.

1371
01:02:16,000 --> 01:02:17,920
Speaker 1: Yeah, we piggyback and oh what they say, Man, you

1372
01:02:18,040 --> 01:02:20,360
Speaker 1: go into the county or you're getting out on all.

1373
01:02:20,280 --> 01:02:24,760
Speaker 2: The So I got a whole last time they got yeah,

1374
01:02:25,000 --> 01:02:27,880
Speaker 2: but my quarter point it got me out, you know, probation, right.

1375
01:02:28,200 --> 01:02:30,520
Speaker 1: So I'm watching everybody else they come back crying, oh

1376
01:02:30,680 --> 01:02:33,320
Speaker 1: I gotta go to the I was like, fuck, bro ship,

1377
01:02:34,040 --> 01:02:36,920
Speaker 1: I'm about to leave. Yeah. So that's when I was like, oh, yeah,

1378
01:02:36,920 --> 01:02:38,760
Speaker 1: it's a little bit serious, right. They ain't gonna just

1379
01:02:38,840 --> 01:02:41,880
Speaker 1: let me out. So then I started, you know, just

1380
01:02:41,960 --> 01:02:47,600
Speaker 1: moving a little bit smarter. No. Yeah, that was my

1381
01:02:47,640 --> 01:02:48,760
Speaker 1: first experience with Jodo.

1382
01:02:50,000 --> 01:02:52,280
Speaker 2: So what made you decide say, you know what, damn this,

1383
01:02:52,600 --> 01:02:54,720
Speaker 2: I ain't selling no more this issue. You know, I

1384
01:02:54,800 --> 01:02:56,480
Speaker 2: might smoke a little weed, but I know.

1385
01:02:56,560 --> 01:02:58,160
Speaker 1: I kept selling. I just stopped delivering.

1386
01:02:59,200 --> 01:03:04,920
Speaker 2: So you had your head hard, your head.

1387
01:03:04,800 --> 01:03:05,640
Speaker 1: Head strong man.

1388
01:03:06,560 --> 01:03:10,560
Speaker 2: You feel your hair they harder than prison doors.

1389
01:03:11,000 --> 01:03:11,640
Speaker 1: No, I don't know.

1390
01:03:11,920 --> 01:03:16,000
Speaker 2: See you know if you keep doing this, I know.

1391
01:03:16,160 --> 01:03:18,320
Speaker 1: I learned my listen, you learn your lesson. Got it,

1392
01:03:18,440 --> 01:03:26,160
Speaker 1: I've seen it. It's real. It's hot. It's hot in there. Uh.

1393
01:03:26,360 --> 01:03:28,080
Speaker 2: You and Mike Gams had a back and forth while

1394
01:03:28,080 --> 01:03:32,280
Speaker 2: people being celebrated once they come home. Mike did a

1395
01:03:32,320 --> 01:03:34,720
Speaker 2: little time where he didn't do the time. I think

1396
01:03:34,760 --> 01:03:40,120
Speaker 2: he had that scared straight situation. When do you think

1397
01:03:40,120 --> 01:03:45,440
Speaker 2: people should be celebrated? I mean, you had a high

1398
01:03:45,480 --> 01:03:46,760
Speaker 2: foremn party when you got out.

1399
01:03:47,080 --> 01:03:49,800
Speaker 1: Yeah, no, I think I think yeah, I think definitely should.

1400
01:03:49,800 --> 01:03:51,880
Speaker 2: I think now I throw you, well, when you got

1401
01:03:51,880 --> 01:03:54,200
Speaker 2: out from college, when you graduated from college.

1402
01:03:53,920 --> 01:03:56,880
Speaker 1: That's not a throw right, Nah. I think anybody that's

1403
01:03:58,520 --> 01:04:02,360
Speaker 1: living their truth should be So, you know, anybody that's

1404
01:04:03,920 --> 01:04:05,480
Speaker 1: doing it the right way. So the don't even gott

1405
01:04:05,480 --> 01:04:05,720
Speaker 1: to be.

1406
01:04:05,800 --> 01:04:07,240
Speaker 2: Come home from prison, meaning you didn't do it the

1407
01:04:07,320 --> 01:04:09,240
Speaker 2: right way.

1408
01:04:08,400 --> 01:04:10,760
Speaker 1: But you but you coming home from a from an

1409
01:04:10,880 --> 01:04:14,520
Speaker 1: environment that you're not gonna appreciate life if they don't

1410
01:04:14,520 --> 01:04:16,520
Speaker 1: appreciate you coming home, you know what I mean. So

1411
01:04:16,560 --> 01:04:20,640
Speaker 1: it's more of a celebration thing. You know, that's especially

1412
01:04:20,920 --> 01:04:23,400
Speaker 1: in the hood, that's like a regular to everybody. We've

1413
01:04:23,400 --> 01:04:27,080
Speaker 1: seen boys in the hood. These make movies about jail.

1414
01:04:27,400 --> 01:04:29,200
Speaker 1: That's a part of the glorifying they feel me. So

1415
01:04:29,240 --> 01:04:31,360
Speaker 1: you don't get to just you don't get to decide

1416
01:04:31,360 --> 01:04:32,040
Speaker 1: who we clap for.

1417
01:04:32,640 --> 01:04:34,320
Speaker 2: But let me ask you this. You say you got

1418
01:04:34,320 --> 01:04:36,960
Speaker 2: the tattoos. The tattoos are for you. Why do you

1419
01:04:37,040 --> 01:04:39,560
Speaker 2: come at home mean something to somebody else instead of

1420
01:04:39,640 --> 01:04:43,120
Speaker 2: just you. Why do you need to be celebrating because

1421
01:04:43,360 --> 01:04:45,880
Speaker 2: it was just me and jail exactly. So why do

1422
01:04:45,920 --> 01:04:47,000
Speaker 2: you celebrate you?

1423
01:04:47,520 --> 01:04:48,800
Speaker 1: Because why would I want to come home?

1424
01:04:49,720 --> 01:04:50,560
Speaker 2: You want to stay there.

1425
01:04:51,360 --> 01:04:54,800
Speaker 1: What I'm saying, if it's all about me, what's the

1426
01:04:54,800 --> 01:04:56,280
Speaker 1: difference from being in jail and being free.

1427
01:04:57,920 --> 01:05:01,120
Speaker 2: I didn't celebrate you going here, But I mean, let's

1428
01:05:01,160 --> 01:05:03,600
Speaker 2: just say, for the sake of argument. You going to college,

1429
01:05:03,840 --> 01:05:06,160
Speaker 2: that's a celebration. I'm gonna call everybody. Man, you know,

1430
01:05:06,240 --> 01:05:07,320
Speaker 2: jun you're going to college.

1431
01:05:07,400 --> 01:05:11,040
Speaker 1: Yeah for what that's all about me? Right, But can't

1432
01:05:11,040 --> 01:05:14,000
Speaker 1: say it's an accomplishment. But you can't go into jail

1433
01:05:14,040 --> 01:05:17,000
Speaker 1: and coming home that's not you have an accomplishment. But

1434
01:05:17,120 --> 01:05:20,640
Speaker 1: you do realize, blue face, you're not supposed to be there. Correct.

1435
01:05:20,880 --> 01:05:23,600
Speaker 1: But anytime you go through hardship and you make it out, okay,

1436
01:05:24,440 --> 01:05:26,800
Speaker 1: you don't get to decide which which one is more

1437
01:05:26,840 --> 01:05:30,040
Speaker 1: incredible or valuable. Okay, Like I said, life is. It's

1438
01:05:30,040 --> 01:05:31,960
Speaker 1: the numbers game right now. It's about understanding.

1439
01:05:32,000 --> 01:05:34,120
Speaker 2: It's not about how many celebrations do I throw you,

1440
01:05:34,240 --> 01:05:36,160
Speaker 2: because when you got one, you only get one. No,

1441
01:05:36,200 --> 01:05:38,160
Speaker 2: But when you got out of or R, I.

1442
01:05:38,080 --> 01:05:41,840
Speaker 1: Said, nobody celebrated me for none of that because I

1443
01:05:41,840 --> 01:05:44,120
Speaker 1: didn't do no time. You know, when somebody does time

1444
01:05:44,560 --> 01:05:47,600
Speaker 1: and they they do it the right way, they walk

1445
01:05:47,640 --> 01:05:51,480
Speaker 1: it and like how they're talking it. Okay, you celebrate

1446
01:05:51,520 --> 01:05:53,280
Speaker 1: them because that's how they ultimately want to stay free.

1447
01:05:53,320 --> 01:05:55,360
Speaker 1: That's what makes them appreciate.

1448
01:05:55,560 --> 01:05:58,040
Speaker 2: No, you coming home this time and having the celebration

1449
01:05:58,120 --> 01:06:00,320
Speaker 2: your family, friends and loved ones there to celebrate you

1450
01:06:00,640 --> 01:06:02,560
Speaker 2: that made you not want to go back exactly.

1451
01:06:04,520 --> 01:06:06,000
Speaker 1: You know, of course not wanting to go back is

1452
01:06:06,000 --> 01:06:08,320
Speaker 1: already a thing, but all of you not wanted me

1453
01:06:08,360 --> 01:06:11,160
Speaker 1: to go back, yes, makes it even more of a thing. Okay,

1454
01:06:11,440 --> 01:06:14,720
Speaker 1: that's all. Okay, I'm numbers game, you know. And not

1455
01:06:14,760 --> 01:06:16,200
Speaker 1: even to keep it about jail. You know, we can

1456
01:06:16,240 --> 01:06:19,960
Speaker 1: go to other topics with anybody like I just like

1457
01:06:20,000 --> 01:06:22,360
Speaker 1: to use the LGBTQ community because they've come such a

1458
01:06:22,360 --> 01:06:26,480
Speaker 1: long way. Okay, we don't got to get with it, right,

1459
01:06:27,120 --> 01:06:29,040
Speaker 1: but we have to respect.

1460
01:06:29,080 --> 01:06:32,439
Speaker 2: Their numbers, no problem with it, So.

1461
01:06:33,160 --> 01:06:35,560
Speaker 1: We don't get to say that, oh, they shouldn't be celebrated,

1462
01:06:35,560 --> 01:06:38,720
Speaker 1: because they should. They got their numbers up. Yeah, they

1463
01:06:38,840 --> 01:06:42,000
Speaker 1: living in truth. Yes, if they're gutting people down that way,

1464
01:06:42,040 --> 01:06:45,760
Speaker 1: the right way, right, why not? There's too many people

1465
01:06:45,800 --> 01:06:48,400
Speaker 1: are doing it the wrong way, tricking us, making us

1466
01:06:48,400 --> 01:06:51,919
Speaker 1: believe that it's you know, it's like a stripper telling

1467
01:06:51,920 --> 01:06:53,520
Speaker 1: you to go work at the club because she making

1468
01:06:53,880 --> 01:06:57,000
Speaker 1: ten thousand dollars every night, right knowing damn well, she's not.

1469
01:06:57,400 --> 01:06:59,560
Speaker 2: She's not making that cin of bread and she just

1470
01:06:59,600 --> 01:07:00,760
Speaker 2: influence and shoe.

1471
01:07:01,080 --> 01:07:04,720
Speaker 1: And now you think that was which or I'd rather

1472
01:07:04,960 --> 01:07:07,120
Speaker 1: have a stripper tell you, hey, girl, you go you

1473
01:07:07,200 --> 01:07:10,360
Speaker 1: might only make two fifty every night, that's what I make.

1474
01:07:11,000 --> 01:07:12,920
Speaker 1: That's this x y Z how I get by and

1475
01:07:12,960 --> 01:07:16,280
Speaker 1: how I adjust and deal with it. She should be

1476
01:07:16,320 --> 01:07:18,840
Speaker 1: a part of her right at least telling you the

1477
01:07:18,880 --> 01:07:21,640
Speaker 1: right way. If you want to choose to indulge, at

1478
01:07:21,760 --> 01:07:29,000
Speaker 1: least yeah, we'll be straight up with it. That's all.

1479
01:07:29,000 --> 01:07:30,280
Speaker 2: Why did you go to prison.

1480
01:07:31,840 --> 01:07:34,840
Speaker 1: Getting away with too many crimes, too many probations, too

1481
01:07:34,840 --> 01:07:39,760
Speaker 1: many cases pending. You know, there's always one specific thing

1482
01:07:39,800 --> 01:07:42,160
Speaker 1: that tips the skill, which was I was on probation

1483
01:07:43,280 --> 01:07:46,560
Speaker 1: and my baby mama had a show on U Tah.

1484
01:07:46,880 --> 01:07:49,000
Speaker 1: So I didn't tell my po because I knew he

1485
01:07:49,040 --> 01:07:51,280
Speaker 1: wasn't gonna let me go. So I try to sneak

1486
01:07:51,320 --> 01:07:54,560
Speaker 1: out there, you know, you know.

1487
01:07:54,920 --> 01:07:57,320
Speaker 2: But you don't. You don't want to do right for each.

1488
01:07:57,600 --> 01:07:59,960
Speaker 1: Got caught on TMZ. You know, he showed up the

1489
01:08:00,080 --> 01:08:03,000
Speaker 1: court my next my next court day, and he just

1490
01:08:03,040 --> 01:08:06,680
Speaker 1: pressed like good on top of this, this, that and

1491
01:08:06,760 --> 01:08:09,000
Speaker 1: the that he did this right here, this is what

1492
01:08:09,040 --> 01:08:11,840
Speaker 1: we want, and the judge just had to granted.

1493
01:08:12,160 --> 01:08:13,640
Speaker 2: So what happened by the car to the car that

1494
01:08:13,680 --> 01:08:14,520
Speaker 2: you was riding in.

1495
01:08:16,000 --> 01:08:16,040
Speaker 1: With.

1496
01:08:16,160 --> 01:08:18,960
Speaker 2: Somebody made fun of the car, Oh the little the shooting,

1497
01:08:19,200 --> 01:08:21,440
Speaker 2: yeah in Vegas. Yeah.

1498
01:08:21,880 --> 01:08:25,559
Speaker 1: To be honest, I didn't know anything about the jokes

1499
01:08:25,640 --> 01:08:28,040
Speaker 1: or anything prior or All I know is when he

1500
01:08:28,080 --> 01:08:30,679
Speaker 1: pulled up and the tires were screeching and the window

1501
01:08:30,760 --> 01:08:33,760
Speaker 1: was down, he was yelling. That was the only part

1502
01:08:33,840 --> 01:08:36,080
Speaker 1: that I got of the situation and why I reacted

1503
01:08:36,120 --> 01:08:38,160
Speaker 1: the way I reacted. I felt like my life was

1504
01:08:38,200 --> 01:08:40,800
Speaker 1: in danger, you know, somebody pulled up. You know, It's

1505
01:08:40,840 --> 01:08:44,240
Speaker 1: just I've been there before, So I just did what

1506
01:08:44,280 --> 01:08:45,599
Speaker 1: I known to do at that moment.

1507
01:08:48,280 --> 01:08:50,800
Speaker 2: Is there was there a better way you felt you

1508
01:08:50,840 --> 01:08:52,800
Speaker 2: felt that your life was gonna be in danger? Do

1509
01:08:52,840 --> 01:08:54,639
Speaker 2: you feel that there's a better way that we at

1510
01:08:54,760 --> 01:08:58,760
Speaker 2: us as black men can handle situations that it doesn't

1511
01:08:58,800 --> 01:09:00,519
Speaker 2: always have to be life or death. It doesn't have

1512
01:09:00,520 --> 01:09:02,520
Speaker 2: to always beat me versus you.

1513
01:09:02,600 --> 01:09:07,080
Speaker 1: Definitely, Definitely. I think a conversation it's the best way.

1514
01:09:07,439 --> 01:09:10,479
Speaker 1: Or boxing gloves. You know, if the conversation doesn't get

1515
01:09:10,920 --> 01:09:12,760
Speaker 1: as progressive as it shit, you.

1516
01:09:12,680 --> 01:09:14,960
Speaker 2: Try to glove up anybody. So in other words, now,

1517
01:09:15,000 --> 01:09:16,960
Speaker 2: if you have a disagreement with somebody, you want to

1518
01:09:16,960 --> 01:09:17,479
Speaker 2: glove up.

1519
01:09:17,800 --> 01:09:21,840
Speaker 1: Yeah, if we can't talk it up right, Yeah, if

1520
01:09:21,880 --> 01:09:24,639
Speaker 1: we got to see who's dick is longer, let's do it.

1521
01:09:26,320 --> 01:09:28,560
Speaker 1: You know, you know how you know how niggas? You know,

1522
01:09:28,680 --> 01:09:30,559
Speaker 1: some just want to see how far they can piss

1523
01:09:30,840 --> 01:09:34,960
Speaker 1: next to you. Sometimes you gotta, I'll piss them. You

1524
01:09:35,040 --> 01:09:36,840
Speaker 1: can't talk them, can't you feel me? You cain't talk

1525
01:09:36,880 --> 01:09:37,280
Speaker 1: them down?

1526
01:09:37,320 --> 01:09:39,320
Speaker 2: Hey, you can't look, bro, I ain't really tried to

1527
01:09:39,320 --> 01:09:42,880
Speaker 2: go this wreck, rob, but hey, it seems like we're

1528
01:09:42,880 --> 01:09:47,760
Speaker 2: here now. Yeah, I read what you said. Prison gave

1529
01:09:47,800 --> 01:09:53,680
Speaker 2: you a break from responsibility. Yeah I did so wad

1530
01:09:53,720 --> 01:09:55,719
Speaker 2: You ain't gotta pay no rent, You ain't got no card, note,

1531
01:09:55,800 --> 01:09:58,640
Speaker 2: you ain't got no utilities. Everything is taken care of.

1532
01:09:59,439 --> 01:10:02,599
Speaker 1: Yeah in there, Yeah no physically, you know. I'm sorry.

1533
01:10:02,640 --> 01:10:07,280
Speaker 1: I'm still paying my own bills. But I'm not worried

1534
01:10:07,280 --> 01:10:10,200
Speaker 1: about it all day, or chasing after a check to

1535
01:10:10,360 --> 01:10:10,640
Speaker 1: do it.

1536
01:10:10,960 --> 01:10:13,439
Speaker 2: You know, I rather worry about responsibility to eat a

1537
01:10:13,479 --> 01:10:17,200
Speaker 2: slice of bread and a banana, me too, and that

1538
01:10:17,320 --> 01:10:19,679
Speaker 2: chicken Patty? Does you bet that's your beat? Faith?

1539
01:10:19,800 --> 01:10:21,920
Speaker 1: Me too? But I'm you know, I don't know how

1540
01:10:21,960 --> 01:10:24,400
Speaker 1: to I just I don't know. Sometimes I just keep

1541
01:10:24,439 --> 01:10:26,880
Speaker 1: it too honest. You know two of them, so I

1542
01:10:27,040 --> 01:10:29,600
Speaker 1: much rather have responsibility. But being in jail is a

1543
01:10:29,600 --> 01:10:30,160
Speaker 1: break from it.

1544
01:10:31,120 --> 01:10:36,120
Speaker 2: Do you feel sometimes you be overwhelmed that life overwhelmed you?

1545
01:10:36,800 --> 01:10:40,040
Speaker 1: M hm, nah, I've been living this way for a

1546
01:10:40,080 --> 01:10:40,759
Speaker 1: long time.

1547
01:10:40,640 --> 01:10:42,800
Speaker 2: So you're not tired of living this way?

1548
01:10:43,560 --> 01:10:51,719
Speaker 1: Nah, I haven't had enough rest in jail. I'm wide away.

1549
01:10:52,680 --> 01:10:55,200
Speaker 2: But you do realize that you have kids, and you

1550
01:10:55,280 --> 01:10:57,559
Speaker 2: have people that are depending on you, that are counting

1551
01:10:57,600 --> 01:10:59,800
Speaker 2: on you, and you can't be in and out of

1552
01:10:59,800 --> 01:11:00,479
Speaker 2: that situation.

1553
01:11:01,280 --> 01:11:03,760
Speaker 1: Not the jail situation, but the life I live is

1554
01:11:03,840 --> 01:11:07,439
Speaker 1: ultimately I provide for my kids, so I never get

1555
01:11:07,479 --> 01:11:10,400
Speaker 1: tired of provider. But I'll definitely watch my stuff, right.

1556
01:11:10,800 --> 01:11:13,880
Speaker 1: I ain't going back for no. Female, for no. As

1557
01:11:13,880 --> 01:11:16,519
Speaker 1: soon as you even start talking like that, you have

1558
01:11:16,600 --> 01:11:20,000
Speaker 1: a nice You have a nice day, baby girl. I

1559
01:11:20,000 --> 01:11:21,120
Speaker 1: will never see you again.

1560
01:11:21,520 --> 01:11:23,800
Speaker 2: You mentioned earlier that there are classes that you could

1561
01:11:23,800 --> 01:11:25,639
Speaker 2: take in prison. Did you take any classes?

1562
01:11:25,720 --> 01:11:28,640
Speaker 1: Yep. It's a compassion prison project or what kind of

1563
01:11:28,800 --> 01:11:29,559
Speaker 1: compassion prison?

1564
01:11:29,600 --> 01:11:31,280
Speaker 2: Okay, okay, what is that the ball?

1565
01:11:32,720 --> 01:11:35,639
Speaker 1: It's like teach you how to have compassion in prison,

1566
01:11:35,680 --> 01:11:39,880
Speaker 1: you know, more victim awareness you know, more self help,

1567
01:11:40,040 --> 01:11:43,840
Speaker 1: Like you could apologize to a victim, would you, We

1568
01:11:43,920 --> 01:11:46,439
Speaker 1: could talk to their family, starts up, you know, just

1569
01:11:46,800 --> 01:11:50,479
Speaker 1: opens you up a little bit more to the other,

1570
01:11:50,680 --> 01:11:52,679
Speaker 1: to the other side, to the other side of the gun,

1571
01:11:52,720 --> 01:11:57,760
Speaker 1: you know, which was dope. I took a theater class,

1572
01:11:58,439 --> 01:12:00,920
Speaker 1: which is like improv though, like no talking. We're just

1573
01:12:00,960 --> 01:12:05,360
Speaker 1: walking around doing this, you know type thing. That was

1574
01:12:05,400 --> 01:12:08,519
Speaker 1: pretty cool. What else did I take? I took a

1575
01:12:08,560 --> 01:12:13,880
Speaker 1: computer class, typing class you go with computers. Nah, I

1576
01:12:13,960 --> 01:12:17,080
Speaker 1: was pretty I was pretty terrible, but I was doing

1577
01:12:17,120 --> 01:12:18,760
Speaker 1: whatever to get out the sale, you know, right, So

1578
01:12:18,880 --> 01:12:20,120
Speaker 1: these classes.

1579
01:12:19,840 --> 01:12:21,599
Speaker 2: So all these classes kept you out of the sale.

1580
01:12:21,680 --> 01:12:25,120
Speaker 1: Classes obligate this door to open, you know, with all that,

1581
01:12:25,479 --> 01:12:27,840
Speaker 1: my ship was never open. I'm like, man, how are

1582
01:12:27,840 --> 01:12:30,519
Speaker 1: you out walking around? You know cause everywhere like it's

1583
01:12:30,560 --> 01:12:33,479
Speaker 1: like a college campus, right, so some people working, they

1584
01:12:33,520 --> 01:12:35,720
Speaker 1: got their work sweater on and backpacks and they out

1585
01:12:35,760 --> 01:12:38,759
Speaker 1: roaming around and you just in a cell window watching like, nigga,

1586
01:12:38,800 --> 01:12:42,679
Speaker 1: how are you out every day to get in that class?

1587
01:12:42,720 --> 01:12:44,880
Speaker 1: And you know, put me in there, and then you

1588
01:12:44,920 --> 01:12:46,479
Speaker 1: know that's how I start moving around.

1589
01:12:47,479 --> 01:12:50,160
Speaker 2: But you work good? Have you gotten better at Yeah?

1590
01:12:50,200 --> 01:12:52,240
Speaker 1: I typing. Yeah, yeah, I learned a little bit of that.

1591
01:12:53,360 --> 01:12:57,959
Speaker 1: It was actually more like drawing up like insurance papers,

1592
01:12:58,000 --> 01:13:01,080
Speaker 1: and it just showed you like how to do more

1593
01:13:01,080 --> 01:13:04,479
Speaker 1: like Docky signed type stuff documents necessarily type.

1594
01:13:04,320 --> 01:13:07,559
Speaker 2: Of you on a restaurant rock not right, yeah, seafood restaurant,

1595
01:13:07,760 --> 01:13:09,240
Speaker 2: it's sir, king of crab.

1596
01:13:09,720 --> 01:13:10,440
Speaker 1: Yeah.

1597
01:13:10,520 --> 01:13:12,840
Speaker 2: What made you get into hospitality? What made you have

1598
01:13:12,920 --> 01:13:16,559
Speaker 2: to decide to open up a business, a reputable, a

1599
01:13:16,680 --> 01:13:19,080
Speaker 2: real business and not be a street farmer?

1600
01:13:19,200 --> 01:13:22,679
Speaker 1: Right right? Nah? So at this time I was kind

1601
01:13:22,680 --> 01:13:28,519
Speaker 1: of kind of falling off my little my little music shit.

1602
01:13:29,520 --> 01:13:31,920
Speaker 1: I had a few dollars. I'm like, damn, what should

1603
01:13:31,920 --> 01:13:37,040
Speaker 1: I do with these dollars? So I started looking at

1604
01:13:37,040 --> 01:13:40,479
Speaker 1: the franchising stuff, and that stuff is hard, man. They

1605
01:13:40,479 --> 01:13:42,800
Speaker 1: want you to down kindergarten and port card, you know.

1606
01:13:43,479 --> 01:13:45,400
Speaker 1: So I'm like, I ain't got all that, you know, right,

1607
01:13:46,040 --> 01:13:49,200
Speaker 1: start looking into weed shops all right, they want too much,

1608
01:13:50,000 --> 01:13:53,880
Speaker 1: gotta buy one hundred pounds, and the store and this

1609
01:13:54,000 --> 01:13:56,960
Speaker 1: farmers oh yeah, I don't even make money too fast?

1610
01:13:58,320 --> 01:14:02,120
Speaker 1: So uh, I walked to this fish place.

1611
01:14:02,640 --> 01:14:02,840
Speaker 2: You know.

1612
01:14:03,160 --> 01:14:05,599
Speaker 1: I was actually buying a car from a place across

1613
01:14:05,640 --> 01:14:09,519
Speaker 1: the street. Somebody stole my car. Damn, somebody stole my

1614
01:14:09,560 --> 01:14:12,800
Speaker 1: car from the airport. So I'm stuck at the airport.

1615
01:14:12,800 --> 01:14:14,120
Speaker 1: I'm like, man, I'm about to go get another car,

1616
01:14:14,760 --> 01:14:17,680
Speaker 1: go to Mercedes. Uh well, you know how takes a

1617
01:14:17,720 --> 01:14:20,280
Speaker 1: minute to buy a car. Yeah, Like, man, I'm hungry. Wrong,

1618
01:14:20,280 --> 01:14:22,120
Speaker 1: I'm about to go to this fish by right here.

1619
01:14:22,720 --> 01:14:27,200
Speaker 1: Go in there, eat the food. Well, yeah, that's good.

1620
01:14:27,200 --> 01:14:29,280
Speaker 1: How much how much y'all want? Let me let me

1621
01:14:29,320 --> 01:14:31,080
Speaker 1: buy into this, Let me get a percent? You know

1622
01:14:31,720 --> 01:14:34,160
Speaker 1: they turned me down. Oh no, man, we ain't doing that.

1623
01:14:34,200 --> 01:14:36,160
Speaker 1: You know, we got it going on. They got their

1624
01:14:36,200 --> 01:14:38,600
Speaker 1: family business whatever. All right, all right, bet we'll just

1625
01:14:38,640 --> 01:14:41,400
Speaker 1: take my number, you know, just the case, just the case.

1626
01:14:42,040 --> 01:14:46,040
Speaker 1: Sure enough. They Hey, we were tired. We ready to

1627
01:14:46,040 --> 01:14:51,800
Speaker 1: sell spoon eighty thousand, give eighty thousand cash. Now, I

1628
01:14:51,840 --> 01:14:55,599
Speaker 1: got a fish plot, right. I don't got no recipe. Yeah,

1629
01:14:55,600 --> 01:14:57,720
Speaker 1: I don't got no me and you. I don't got

1630
01:14:57,800 --> 01:15:01,920
Speaker 1: nothing feel me. But I'm like, man, and call my mom. Hey, mom,

1631
01:15:02,000 --> 01:15:03,639
Speaker 1: I just got this fish fighting. You to come down

1632
01:15:03,640 --> 01:15:06,280
Speaker 1: here and run this right boom.

1633
01:15:06,280 --> 01:15:08,200
Speaker 2: I know the people that was cooking, they still stay there,

1634
01:15:08,200 --> 01:15:10,000
Speaker 2: ready to cook the cooks and stuff still side.

1635
01:15:10,160 --> 01:15:13,599
Speaker 1: So they was like the owners was working in there cooking.

1636
01:15:13,880 --> 01:15:16,920
Speaker 1: Oh okay, okay, So they was tired. They were like, man,

1637
01:15:17,040 --> 01:15:18,920
Speaker 1: we want to sell. Were about to go and invest

1638
01:15:18,960 --> 01:15:21,280
Speaker 1: in this and that? Right, bet alright, here's the money?

1639
01:15:22,160 --> 01:15:22,519
Speaker 1: All right?

1640
01:15:22,560 --> 01:15:22,800
Speaker 2: Mom?

1641
01:15:22,880 --> 01:15:26,800
Speaker 1: Should uh? I got this Fitch restaurant. I'm ready for me.

1642
01:15:26,800 --> 01:15:29,280
Speaker 1: You know, do they know how to cook? She had

1643
01:15:29,320 --> 01:15:32,360
Speaker 1: a couple of a restaurant out in Ohio. So I'm thinking, like,

1644
01:15:32,920 --> 01:15:39,840
Speaker 1: it's a perfect family mom. You know, I was paying her,

1645
01:15:40,880 --> 01:15:44,600
Speaker 1: her husband and the rent. I'm like, oh, you know

1646
01:15:44,640 --> 01:15:48,000
Speaker 1: the first couple of months. Okay, about six months later,

1647
01:15:48,080 --> 01:15:50,920
Speaker 1: I'm like, hey, no, no, where are the money going.

1648
01:15:50,960 --> 01:15:53,840
Speaker 1: How I'm paying you and the rent? At least one

1649
01:15:53,880 --> 01:15:55,759
Speaker 1: of them should be covered. You should be paying yourself.

1650
01:15:55,760 --> 01:15:59,600
Speaker 1: And I paid the rent right or vice versa. She

1651
01:15:59,720 --> 01:16:03,120
Speaker 1: taken out loans, credit cards and the business name you know,

1652
01:16:03,360 --> 01:16:06,600
Speaker 1: Oh my goodness, without me knowing approving, right, So she

1653
01:16:06,720 --> 01:16:08,360
Speaker 1: just hit me with the debt like, oh, I owe

1654
01:16:08,400 --> 01:16:12,200
Speaker 1: this on the taxes of this and that. Oh nothing,

1655
01:16:12,240 --> 01:16:16,559
Speaker 1: you pay that. So that kind of then she got

1656
01:16:16,600 --> 01:16:21,240
Speaker 1: tired and a kind of quit on me, right, So

1657
01:16:21,439 --> 01:16:25,240
Speaker 1: boom she put on me. So now I just got

1658
01:16:25,240 --> 01:16:28,519
Speaker 1: this place now, no nothing, So.

1659
01:16:29,320 --> 01:16:32,439
Speaker 2: How did that make you feel? You got this investment spot.

1660
01:16:32,640 --> 01:16:35,519
Speaker 2: You're trying to do the right thing, you know, and

1661
01:16:35,600 --> 01:16:38,680
Speaker 2: you like, you know, Mom, I trust you, and you know,

1662
01:16:38,720 --> 01:16:40,559
Speaker 2: I know you can cook a little bit. So come

1663
01:16:40,600 --> 01:16:43,400
Speaker 2: down in and help me run it. And you mentioned

1664
01:16:43,439 --> 01:16:46,200
Speaker 2: that you're paying the lease on the building, you're paying

1665
01:16:46,240 --> 01:16:49,040
Speaker 2: her salary. Ain't no money coming in and now she's

1666
01:16:49,040 --> 01:16:52,240
Speaker 2: taking out loans and credit cards in the business name

1667
01:16:52,560 --> 01:16:54,280
Speaker 2: in which is you're responsible for.

1668
01:16:54,400 --> 01:16:56,920
Speaker 1: Yeah, but we making like thirty thousand a month, Okay,

1669
01:16:57,040 --> 01:16:59,000
Speaker 1: obviously not all profit. You know, A lot of that

1670
01:16:59,040 --> 01:17:00,880
Speaker 1: margin is going into daily.

1671
01:17:00,640 --> 01:17:03,559
Speaker 2: Up key yet food and stuff like that food.

1672
01:17:04,520 --> 01:17:08,160
Speaker 1: Yeah, so off the back we probably making at least

1673
01:17:08,320 --> 01:17:12,360
Speaker 1: five to ten thousand, just some profit, you know. Yeah, Hey, look,

1674
01:17:12,400 --> 01:17:16,040
Speaker 1: get we're doing comedy nights, you know, we start telling

1675
01:17:16,320 --> 01:17:19,200
Speaker 1: drinks and all types of stuff. So it just stop

1676
01:17:19,240 --> 01:17:23,400
Speaker 1: adding up after a while, you know. So boom, and

1677
01:17:23,439 --> 01:17:27,519
Speaker 1: I'm stuck with this place. I walk into another place,

1678
01:17:28,720 --> 01:17:31,720
Speaker 1: the King of Crafts. I don't receive this. So I'm

1679
01:17:31,720 --> 01:17:33,360
Speaker 1: an investor, man, That's what I am, and I think

1680
01:17:33,360 --> 01:17:34,840
Speaker 1: that's what I'm good at. Right. I don't want to

1681
01:17:34,920 --> 01:17:36,200
Speaker 1: run it. I just want to see it.

1682
01:17:36,400 --> 01:17:38,080
Speaker 2: You just want to invest it. You want to play

1683
01:17:38,080 --> 01:17:39,679
Speaker 2: it the seed and then watch it grow.

1684
01:17:39,760 --> 01:17:43,440
Speaker 1: Exactly. So I walk into this place, try their food?

1685
01:17:44,960 --> 01:17:48,760
Speaker 1: How much? Man, how much to make this over here?

1686
01:17:48,800 --> 01:17:50,960
Speaker 1: At this right here? I already got the place. No,

1687
01:17:51,040 --> 01:17:52,680
Speaker 1: I already got it. All I need you to do

1688
01:17:52,760 --> 01:17:56,559
Speaker 1: is make it work. You're like, so our Menian dude

1689
01:17:56,640 --> 01:17:59,960
Speaker 1: name Eddie, my boy. Now we business partners. We got

1690
01:18:00,640 --> 01:18:03,400
Speaker 1: I got majority ownership sixty five forty five.

1691
01:18:03,760 --> 01:18:04,720
Speaker 2: Sixty five thirty five.

1692
01:18:05,040 --> 01:18:07,559
Speaker 1: Yeah, no, no, no, not even have fifty five to forty five. Okay,

1693
01:18:07,680 --> 01:18:10,479
Speaker 1: fifty five forty five. And I had a damn bargain

1694
01:18:10,520 --> 01:18:13,040
Speaker 1: with him for that. I'm like, damn, bro, you don't

1695
01:18:13,040 --> 01:18:17,400
Speaker 1: want to help reinnovate because I had to gut it completed. Yeah,

1696
01:18:17,560 --> 01:18:19,639
Speaker 1: so it cost me three hundred thousand just to make

1697
01:18:19,680 --> 01:18:24,160
Speaker 1: my place approved for his place, right, so it's money, good,

1698
01:18:24,280 --> 01:18:27,479
Speaker 1: good going out. Look, man, I need fifty five forty five. Bro,

1699
01:18:27,560 --> 01:18:29,960
Speaker 1: fuck that fifty fifty right, that first is fifty fifty

1700
01:18:30,000 --> 01:18:30,439
Speaker 1: you know what I mean?

1701
01:18:30,560 --> 01:18:31,960
Speaker 2: Because but you were putting all the money, and so

1702
01:18:32,000 --> 01:18:33,200
Speaker 2: you got to have a little bit more.

1703
01:18:33,240 --> 01:18:37,800
Speaker 1: Same yeah, so boom, once we agree to that. That's

1704
01:18:37,840 --> 01:18:39,960
Speaker 1: why I put the money up. Just while I'm in

1705
01:18:40,040 --> 01:18:42,040
Speaker 1: jail though, you know, I put the money up, got

1706
01:18:42,120 --> 01:18:43,320
Speaker 1: to re reinnovate it.

1707
01:18:44,200 --> 01:18:46,880
Speaker 2: And oooh that's how that that's how it came about.

1708
01:18:46,920 --> 01:18:50,479
Speaker 2: Today just walked in, tried the food, so that they

1709
01:18:50,600 --> 01:18:53,640
Speaker 2: still got that same food. He's the same recipe. You're

1710
01:18:53,640 --> 01:18:55,439
Speaker 2: still excited, so you're still sitting down to eat, you

1711
01:18:55,520 --> 01:18:56,639
Speaker 2: still get that same feeling.

1712
01:18:56,720 --> 01:18:59,720
Speaker 1: Yeah, fire, it was a real boss, like you know,

1713
01:19:00,280 --> 01:19:01,800
Speaker 1: when you can just go in to a restaurant just

1714
01:19:01,800 --> 01:19:02,479
Speaker 1: make it yours.

1715
01:19:02,560 --> 01:19:06,040
Speaker 2: Yeah, So you think that's what that's your most sound investment.

1716
01:19:06,479 --> 01:19:09,840
Speaker 1: Yeah, because I think it's a The restaurant business is.

1717
01:19:09,840 --> 01:19:13,160
Speaker 2: Very very vollable, very hard.

1718
01:19:13,439 --> 01:19:15,840
Speaker 1: It is very hard, but it's a it's more of

1719
01:19:15,840 --> 01:19:18,200
Speaker 1: a five year thing, you know than a two to

1720
01:19:18,280 --> 01:19:21,519
Speaker 1: three year Yeah, for sure. So I like that about it.

1721
01:19:21,800 --> 01:19:24,559
Speaker 1: You know, something that I can forget about, like it's

1722
01:19:24,600 --> 01:19:27,799
Speaker 1: not making any money today or yesterday, I can forget

1723
01:19:27,840 --> 01:19:30,840
Speaker 1: about it. You know, it's keeping up with itself in

1724
01:19:30,880 --> 01:19:31,759
Speaker 1: about five years.

1725
01:19:32,160 --> 01:19:35,320
Speaker 2: Well, you're reevaluated. Maybe do I want to Maybe I

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01:19:35,320 --> 01:19:36,439
Speaker 2: want to sell, maybe I want to.

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Speaker 1: Franchise exactly, but I have the option you know, I

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01:19:39,680 --> 01:19:41,599
Speaker 1: have something there, a tree at least.

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Speaker 2: Right, are the the investment? Is that your best purchase?

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01:19:45,960 --> 01:19:48,040
Speaker 2: Is that the best use of your money?

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01:19:52,280 --> 01:19:55,680
Speaker 1: Side my houses and stuff? Yeah probably? Yeah?

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01:19:55,760 --> 01:19:58,960
Speaker 2: You got you got rental properties or you just got

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01:19:59,000 --> 01:19:59,800
Speaker 2: property you live in.

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01:20:00,080 --> 01:20:02,080
Speaker 1: Yeah, I got properties I live in and then I sell.

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Speaker 1: So it's like cool. I'm never like too stuck in

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01:20:04,880 --> 01:20:07,400
Speaker 1: one place, right and I'm not leasing or renting nothing.

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Speaker 1: So it's just cool to have access to play with sometimes,

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Speaker 1: you know.

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Speaker 2: Right. This concludes the first half of my conversation. Part

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Speaker 2: two is also posted and you can access it to

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01:20:17,400 --> 01:20:20,760
Speaker 2: whichever podcast platform you just listen to Part one on.

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Speaker 2: Just simply go back to Club Shay profile and I'll

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Speaker 2: see you there.