Speaker 1: Wind Down with Janet Kramer and I'm Heeart Radio Podcast. Okay,
Speaker 1: Hi Kramer. Hi, So August is here? August is here?
Speaker 1: Are you feeling the rev up? I'm actually I oh
Speaker 1: b if I feel it all the things like we're
Speaker 1: supposed to meet the teacher and I we're actually not
Speaker 1: going to the meet and greet you no, you know
Speaker 1: you're in music when not a meet and greet? No
Speaker 1: stick key pass needed, just come on in listen. Meet
Speaker 1: the parent night. I'm going to go to that, sure,
Speaker 1: but it's it's like the last week before school. So
Speaker 1: I'm like, let's go to the lake let's and the
Speaker 1: kids are totally fine with it. Well, I do think
Speaker 1: it's interesting because even we're doing like a meet the teacher,
Speaker 1: you know, we only go two days a week and
Speaker 1: we start on the seventeenth, but next week we have
Speaker 1: the and I've done this school, this is my sixth year.
Speaker 1: I'm like, do I even really need to go? But
Speaker 1: then part of me feels like I feel a little
Speaker 1: more in touch if I go. So I'm gonna and
Speaker 1: it's in the morning, easy, But if school starts in
Speaker 1: this can they just make school start later like that?
Speaker 1: Because school doesn't really start in two weeks. If next
Speaker 1: week the school things are beginning. I know, I know.
Speaker 1: That's how I felt with sports. I'm like, a couple
Speaker 1: weeks ago sports started, I'm like, no, no, no, no, no, yeah,
Speaker 1: loves her ballet right now, you're not taking someher. I'm like, wait, no, yes, inaccurate.
Speaker 1: I know. So we're actually going to spend five nights
Speaker 1: at the lake and I'm really looking forward to it.
Speaker 1: So are all your house guests gone, Well, no, my
Speaker 1: dad's coming in town. You I don't know how you've
Speaker 1: done this. Yeah, you're my hero, and I really mean that.
Speaker 1: This is not ass kissy, this is legit. I don't
Speaker 1: know how you've done it. You had said, Preston Son,
Speaker 1: that's inaccurate, A little thrown off in my brain. Alan's
Speaker 1: son was here and then he left, and you had
Speaker 1: about forty eight minutes before Alan's parents came. They stayed
Speaker 1: for a month. Yep, four and a half weeks. Your
Speaker 1: mom casually like it was Yep, she came to the
Speaker 1: lake for four nights. Yeah. Honestly, though it's been it's
Speaker 1: been great, and it was great when his family came
Speaker 1: in town, Like it was. It was great. I really
Speaker 1: do you think that helped me? Because we all know
Speaker 1: this is not my strongest trade. Do you think that
Speaker 1: lake house like moving it around, having a different place
Speaker 1: for them to go, or like what helps you have
Speaker 1: you have a guest room? I know, but that's still
Speaker 1: in your home. I think it's because they live in Scotland,
Speaker 1: you know what I mean? Yeah, Okay, It's one of
Speaker 1: those where it's when they come like I want to
Speaker 1: be I want them to feel comfortable here. That's I
Speaker 1: sound horrendous on this podcast. You have family that like
Speaker 1: they live close. Yeah, do you know what I mean? Like, yeah,
Speaker 1: we they you know, they haven't been here in two years,
Speaker 1: you know, so it's yeah, And it honestly flew by,
Speaker 1: It really did. But Alan and I went on a
Speaker 1: date night the other night and he goes, Babe, what
Speaker 1: was the good news? Always I was watching the oh Alan,
Speaker 1: the you know the wind down well and it was
Speaker 1: I reposted it on mine but I was like, oh,
Speaker 1: I started laughing out loud and I was like, well, babe.
Speaker 1: I was like I was just like having fun with
Speaker 1: it and like kind of teasing it because in my
Speaker 1: mind that's how I manifested telling you guys. Oh okay,
Speaker 1: so we're getting closer. We're getting closer to why I
Speaker 1: did that too. But that's where I was like, I'm
Speaker 1: gonna manifest, like telling the girls on the show, do
Speaker 1: you know I do you want to know a really
Speaker 1: fun secret? I manifested if I ever got pregnant, how
Speaker 1: I would tell you guys on a show. Oh really? Yeah?
Speaker 1: Can I say it? Yeah? Because I think it's cute
Speaker 1: and I'm not gonna have another baby, so it's totally fine.
Speaker 1: Uh yeah, oh yeah, I'm gonna be forty five in January. Okay,
Speaker 1: it feels a little. I'm really lucky that I got
Speaker 1: that last one in yeh and healthy and our family's
Speaker 1: so complete and our rooms are full. So but I
Speaker 1: always thought it would be and I wish I guess
Speaker 1: I wish I would have done this. I have a
Speaker 1: lot of hindsight pregnancy, Like I get very anxious hearing
Speaker 1: pregnancy or something. I think because our world feels so
Speaker 1: public and there's so much about what we all do
Speaker 1: in our industries that make people feel like they should
Speaker 1: know things, and so I guard them extra tight because
Speaker 1: I just want it to be our news for as
Speaker 1: long as it can be our news. Anyways, if I
Speaker 1: was gonna have another baby, it would be I would
Speaker 1: have Hannah would be in the know, and we would
Speaker 1: have a special guest on Zoom and it would be
Speaker 1: the ultrasound Oh cute, cute surprise guest. But I'm having
Speaker 1: another babies, So you manifested something that wasn't going to be. Well,
Speaker 1: I just think of, like, how would I tell you?
Speaker 1: Because we're all so much closer now too, Like we're
Speaker 1: together every week and we share so much, and I'm
Speaker 1: way closer to Kat than I've was before, you know,
Speaker 1: just by like default of what we're all up to,
Speaker 1: so I wouldn't be as top secret. It's it's fun
Speaker 1: to to do those things. But I tell you what though,
Speaker 1: that uh, that video got some comments in the comments
Speaker 1: section all of a sudden, I was like, all these
Speaker 1: com like what but there was one comment in there
Speaker 1: about let's just say it was a political thing. Some
Speaker 1: some were funny. They're like, oh, wedding number seventeen. I'm like,
Speaker 1: oh my god, how'd you guess? I do love your
Speaker 1: ability to laugh at yourself. Why did I say a
Speaker 1: whole baby? Sometimes I it's fine, it's fine, it's fine,
Speaker 1: why am I this way? But there was one in
Speaker 1: there that she went a little political, which, by the way,
Speaker 1: I've never and I'm not even that's the thing, like
Speaker 1: I think the I think I actually will probably get
Speaker 1: more hate for this, but I'm not. I'm like, can
Speaker 1: I say I'm I'm not for anyone but for God?
Speaker 1: Well you can say that, but also I don't. I don't.
Speaker 1: I don't like any of it. Yeah, I just I
Speaker 1: always kind of fall in the middle, and I'm not that.
Speaker 1: I again, that's that is the most political thing I
Speaker 1: think I've ever said. But I'm not for I'm not,
Speaker 1: I'm not really for any of it. Like it's that's
Speaker 1: probably bad to me to say that. I probably shouldn't
Speaker 1: say that. Huh Oh, I don't think. I think that's
Speaker 1: just honest. I have my what I believe and like
Speaker 1: things that I but I I like things on the left.
Speaker 1: I like things over there, you know. So it's like,
Speaker 1: I'm like, am I the only one with male trust
Speaker 1: issues that, like, I don't believe? Here we go this thought,
Speaker 1: I get the comment session ruling. I just don't really
Speaker 1: believe any man is going to say maybe anything. He's like,
Speaker 1: I don't know that he's going to fully do And like,
Speaker 1: why are we saying to any person, if you promise this,
Speaker 1: for sure, you'll do it, not just say. Man. Trust
Speaker 1: issues in the way that any person says I'm going
Speaker 1: to do this, and we all just believe them so
Speaker 1: much so to our core that we're willing to fight
Speaker 1: and lose family and friends over it. That's kind of
Speaker 1: wild in my just in my brain. So yeah, but
Speaker 1: I ended up because I just didn't want to get
Speaker 1: in the comments on this one. But I ended up
Speaker 1: just dming her straight and I was just like just
Speaker 1: so you know, like, yeah, that's not true. And she's like, oh,
Speaker 1: I thought that you like publicly support it. I'm like, no,
Speaker 1: I wouldn't because I don't believe in the whatever, you
Speaker 1: know what I mean? Yeah, And so she was like, oh,
Speaker 1: that's all she could really say. Meanwhile, the comments were
Speaker 1: still I know, it was insane, but it's just funny
Speaker 1: to me that like people take something and then run
Speaker 1: with it. I also believe what they think, yeah, and
Speaker 1: I'm like, I will never talk politics. Also, the area
Speaker 1: we live in in Tennessee, I think people assume a
Speaker 1: certain thing. They forget that we're friends with certain people,
Speaker 1: but I'm also friends with a lot of other people
Speaker 1: that are massively democrat democratic democratic democratic. Yeah yeah, so
Speaker 1: I'm like love them all. Yeah, it's really it is crazy.
Speaker 1: I just I am so I wish you guys. I
Speaker 1: might video my face sometime when I'm reading the comments,
Speaker 1: because I feel like I look at it far away
Speaker 1: and then I just kind of go as it, like
Speaker 1: I don't want anything to hurt my feelings, so I
Speaker 1: kind of glance. But it kept ding ding ding ding,
Speaker 1: and I'm like, oh boy. And then I saw just
Speaker 1: enough that people were coming in at each other, and
Speaker 1: I'm like, what what are we doing? That makes all
Speaker 1: of this makes me sad because I'm like, why are we? Like,
Speaker 1: don't don't fight, No, I don't fight with each other.
Speaker 1: Can make jokes about me, some which were just wildly
Speaker 1: wrong but super wrong, go ahead, I know, and I
Speaker 1: think we all can laugh at ourselves enough that we
Speaker 1: don't let it hurt our feelings. But there is I
Speaker 1: just don't want them going at each other. Yeah yeah,
Speaker 1: but I appreciate it too. Sometimes I wish I could unleash, like,
Speaker 1: you know, the little social media army to come in
Speaker 1: and rescue me, but I'm like, it's fine, So what's
Speaker 1: going on with you? Anything you want to unpin? I do? Okay,
Speaker 1: I don't even know. This will hopefully resonate with someone.
Speaker 1: So have you ever had to if you had ever
Speaker 1: had to request or not request certain kids being classrooms
Speaker 1: with your kids? Yes, okay, I should have voiced my
Speaker 1: moodu about this about three months ago. Yeah, I am
Speaker 1: gonna go extra thirty thousand feet because I never know
Speaker 1: who's listening. Huh. So Love has had a friend. Why
Speaker 1: do I have this stomach ache like it's already gonna
Speaker 1: a sex conversation. She's had a friend who is an extra,
Speaker 1: a little barnacle, like really like stuck to her. And
Speaker 1: I think Love is her like her person, her comfort person,
Speaker 1: and Love dearly loves this little girl. She's great. She's
Speaker 1: just a really talented little girl. But I can tell
Speaker 1: that Love is wanted to make more friends at school.
Speaker 1: We only go two days a week to begin with,
Speaker 1: and I feel like we went through a lot last
Speaker 1: year where Love tried to meet somebody new and it
Speaker 1: felt maybe a little she got a little more territorial
Speaker 1: over her Love and so a lot of big feelings
Speaker 1: a lot of sadness, and so I was I've just
Speaker 1: been really prayerful, Like how much do I want to
Speaker 1: interject here? You know, because part of what I really
Speaker 1: believe is that we'll continue to get situations and situations
Speaker 1: until we can grow the skill level or something to
Speaker 1: like figure out how to do it different. Yeah, while
Speaker 1: also holding in the other hand that they're ten years old,
Speaker 1: and so some of these conversations are hard for even
Speaker 1: forty year olds to have. So how do we at
Speaker 1: ten go? You're making me feel this way? Like that's
Speaker 1: a pretty big ask for a ten year old. So
Speaker 1: Love has been working on standing up for herself or
Speaker 1: being a little more assertive. She is sometimes met though
Speaker 1: with like, well then we just can't be friends, and
Speaker 1: I've told her I'm like, well then you just have
Speaker 1: to look at her and say that would make me
Speaker 1: really sad because I love you as a friend. However,
Speaker 1: I want to have other friends too. So fast forward,
Speaker 1: I'm staying prayerful. Do I say anything? Do it? I
Speaker 1: mean when I tell you, and I firmly believe when
Speaker 1: you don't know what to do, don't do anything at all.
Speaker 1: So I just sat on it for like a solid
Speaker 1: three months, I finally reach out to our director and
Speaker 1: I say, can we just have a quick conversation. And
Speaker 1: I get on the phone with her and I say,
Speaker 1: I'm like the most PC down the middle speaking to politics,
Speaker 1: like most down the middle I can be. I said,
Speaker 1: I don't want to disrupt anyone. I don't want anyone
Speaker 1: left out. I'm not saying this is an actual request.
Speaker 1: I just and she goes, I'm going to stop you
Speaker 1: right there. I've already had two faculty come to me
Speaker 1: with this situation and it's already been decided. And I
Speaker 1: said I don't want to know what's been decided, and
Speaker 1: she said fair, and she said, I just I My
Speaker 1: biggest thing, I guess was for her. I'm afraid that
Speaker 1: the family of this little girl is probably going we
Speaker 1: have to be with love because that is like the
Speaker 1: comfort zone. And I'm afraid that we are just being
Speaker 1: looped into that because I haven't said one something one
Speaker 1: way or the other. So I finally say something and
Speaker 1: she's like, it's already been decided, and I was like, okay,
Speaker 1: well that actually makes me feel validated a that you've
Speaker 1: witnessed the same thing, because also there're ten I don't
Speaker 1: want to make it dramatic, and I don't want to.
Speaker 1: I don't want to split apart friends, you know, like
Speaker 1: it is tiny. They do only go two days a week,
Speaker 1: and also that's her chance to plug in and meet
Speaker 1: other people and we have like, you know, all walks
Speaker 1: of life there, which is so fun to me. And anyways,
Speaker 1: so then the class announcements came out, and at first,
Speaker 1: what a mess. At first it looked like they had
Speaker 1: the same teacher, and I was like, okay, So Levi
Speaker 1: and I had the conversation. I said, this is your opportunity, shorty,
Speaker 1: like you got to you gotta say the hard thing
Speaker 1: if that's what it when it's needed, and she was like, okay,
Speaker 1: I think I can do it. Then the email comes
Speaker 1: out and says, just kidding, there's been a typo. They're
Speaker 1: not in the same class. So I wondered if anyone, like,
Speaker 1: I've never had to say that before, I've never had
Speaker 1: to request I don't want to, but I have heard
Speaker 1: from a couple other moms that they've done that and
Speaker 1: it changed like their lives in the best way. I
Speaker 1: just didn't want the sad first day. I also didn't
Speaker 1: want the family drama fallout. Yeah, it's a lot layered. Yeah,
Speaker 1: it's tricky, and I think I do. I do think
Speaker 1: the schools do a really good job. Like if there's
Speaker 1: when you do the end of year, they'll say, is
Speaker 1: there any one that is disrupting your child and for
Speaker 1: their in your kids class, for their education, you know
Speaker 1: like that, and the I know they did this. Yeah,
Speaker 1: well least in our school they do. Yeah, if there's
Speaker 1: someone that there's like issues or whatever that let's say,
Speaker 1: if like kids aren't getting along or if there's someone
Speaker 1: that they're struggling with, like, they'll they'll take it into consideration.
Speaker 1: I do know that they also do a good job too,
Speaker 1: Like with Joli's dyslexia, they make sure they have another person,
Speaker 1: like I know another girl that Jolie's close with that
Speaker 1: is in her homeroom class because that way, Jolie is
Speaker 1: not the only one being pulled out. So they make
Speaker 1: them feel too that like they're not the only ones
Speaker 1: in the classroom that has to do special education. Yeah,
Speaker 1: you know, so I love that piece, but something did
Speaker 1: happen last year, And like the hard thing is is
Speaker 1: like I love the mom, I love the kid, this
Speaker 1: is the problem and I love my kid. Well no,
Speaker 1: but it's it makes Jolly uncomfortable. So there's a certain
Speaker 1: someone again, the sweetest kid, Like I love him, he's
Speaker 1: so sweet, but he loves Jolie oh like so much.
Speaker 1: Like he tried to propose to her at the on
Speaker 1: the playground, and you know there's other certain things that
Speaker 1: happen that make her feel uncomfortable and she's less proposals
Speaker 1: and so you know, again such a sweetheart, Like he's
Speaker 1: so sweet again, love his mom, like all of it.
Speaker 1: But one of the teachers pulled me aside and was like, hey,
Speaker 1: just so you know, like we're going to separate them
Speaker 1: again because like we see it also being like a
Speaker 1: she looks uncomfortable and I was just like, thank you
Speaker 1: for taking that into consideration because like it does make
Speaker 1: her uncomfy. Yeah, and she doesn't know how to express it,
Speaker 1: and like you know, the mom and I've chatted, but
Speaker 1: it's like, oh, you know, like it's the same. It's
Speaker 1: just hard at that age, you know what I mean.
Speaker 1: So it's like it's and he's again so sweet, like
Speaker 1: he shows up at like her softball games and like
Speaker 1: he's he's sweet, you know, and like he's a little bachelor. Yeah,
Speaker 1: like he's he's adorable, and it does make her uncomfy. Yeah,
Speaker 1: so like they'll not having them be in the same
Speaker 1: homeroom is great. Yeah, that's what I told Love. I said,
Speaker 1: even if it's just a little breatheability separation, you're gonna
Speaker 1: have some recess together anyways. And it's so tiny, and
Speaker 1: again it's two days a week, but just the idea
Speaker 1: that she can like take a deep breath and maybe
Speaker 1: meet somebody new. Yeah, and she's a big like Love
Speaker 1: wants to do four square, and she is still very
Speaker 1: ten and I just am trying to protect the ten
Speaker 1: in her so long as I can, because and this
Speaker 1: other sweet little girl's a little bit more mature and
Speaker 1: wants to do different things, and like Love is like
Speaker 1: a little sporty and wants to get out there. And
Speaker 1: I said, I think it could be good for you
Speaker 1: to meet other people that want to do the same things.
Speaker 1: So yeah, well good. Yeah. And also tough conversations at ten,
Speaker 1: I know, because the girl's sweet. So it's not even
Speaker 1: like she's mean or we have to deal We've had
Speaker 1: to deal with that before and we were assertive, but
Speaker 1: this I'm like, man, she's just such a great kid,
Speaker 1: but she really just wants to be with love alone. Yeah,
Speaker 1: and that's hard. That is hard. Yeah, and it's hard
Speaker 1: to say, like your body language, I mean, she's ten,
Speaker 1: your body language is making this other person feel left
Speaker 1: out because you literally put your back to them hard times. Oh,
Speaker 1: I know. So we'll see how the school year goes.
Speaker 1: And they're doing how many days? Just too? Two days? Yeah,
Speaker 1: we applied for five for a different school and we
Speaker 1: were waitlisted. So I'm just like letting that ride. Yeah,
Speaker 1: and We'll just stay in our little rhythm another year.
Speaker 1: I love it. So we've decided to. And it's been
Speaker 1: really tough too because we love we love who's been
Speaker 1: helping with Roman, but she just needs more hours, and
Speaker 1: I think he needs more school romans, a social guy
Speaker 1: romans of yeah, and and you know, we still obviously
Speaker 1: we need help because we have family here so for
Speaker 1: things and trips and stuff like that. But I've I've
Speaker 1: been struggling with whether to put him every single day
Speaker 1: or three times a week. But the problem is is,
Speaker 1: like I have this like weird guilt because with Jase
Speaker 1: and Jolie at three, they went three times and then
Speaker 1: I was with them for two days. But if I
Speaker 1: book something like Alan can't well he's got to do
Speaker 1: analysis and he's got his like thing, you know, his
Speaker 1: his clients, and so it's really hard to find someone
Speaker 1: for like Tuesday Thursdays. So I think what we're gonna
Speaker 1: do is we're gonna put him in just to have
Speaker 1: the full time because it's still cheaper than like what
Speaker 1: it was crazy for part time nanny. And then I
Speaker 1: think I'm going to designated day like every Wednesday is
Speaker 1: like me and Roman day, and I just he doesn't
Speaker 1: go to school that day, so that where I can.
Speaker 1: But then like when I book something, he's covered. Yeah,
Speaker 1: so just hold this place at least. Yeah, that's smart. Yeah,
Speaker 1: so I does. That's what we're going to do. Does
Speaker 1: the help know this? Yes? Okay? Good? Yeah, okay good.
Speaker 1: And it's you know, it's one of those things where
Speaker 1: I'm like, I don't, I know, you want to do
Speaker 1: more than what we can give you, Like you want
Speaker 1: more than twenty five hours, and then like I know
Speaker 1: he needs to go to school, and I know if
Speaker 1: we just give you two days, like you're going to
Speaker 1: find something else and then we won't have the availability
Speaker 1: in the school anymore for the full time. Yeah, and
Speaker 1: I don't like I'm I'm that person too where I'm like,
Speaker 1: I don't want to I can't. I can't pay you
Speaker 1: to do my laundry. I don't want to pay I
Speaker 1: don't want a personal assistant. I know. And I'm also like,
Speaker 1: that's not like you, as telling her. I'm like, you
Speaker 1: thrive as with being of kids, and I love our
Speaker 1: relationship that I don't want to get upset because something
Speaker 1: fell through on the personal side of things. Sure, you
Speaker 1: know something. I just want to always keep that separate.
Speaker 1: Well that isn't interesting because it leads me to the wine.
Speaker 1: Oh great, Yeah, it is full time help or nothing.
Speaker 1: And I just don't know where we live in between.
Speaker 1: And I don't know that we're going to solve anything
Speaker 1: here because to your point, but like we're going into
Speaker 1: the school year and we've had we've had some like
Speaker 1: kind of piece together help this summer. The logistics are
Speaker 1: not worth even explaining. But I know that when they
Speaker 1: go to school, you know, for August, Line won't go
Speaker 1: to school. She has our little two day a week
Speaker 1: and it's the same two days a week as the kids,
Speaker 1: which is great when it all wines up. Yeah, but
Speaker 1: it is hard to find people even it feels like
Speaker 1: you have to have them full time salary or not
Speaker 1: at all. Yeah, And I don't know what to do.
Speaker 1: So I'm just back in my and and I think,
Speaker 1: you know, we talked about manifesting, and like I have
Speaker 1: such a block in my brain about childcare. I've never
Speaker 1: felt positive about it. I've never felt like I'm going
Speaker 1: to find my person. I just am starting to go.
Speaker 1: Am I in the acceptance phase of just that this
Speaker 1: is our life and that we don't have help, and
Speaker 1: that it's always going to feel like this. I think,
Speaker 1: I mean, that's that's the question. I mean, I don't know.
Speaker 1: It's like you pay for I think you could find
Speaker 1: someone again, but you don't want full time. I don't.
Speaker 1: So I don't need full time, no, I know. And
Speaker 1: so but if you don't have full time, you just
Speaker 1: don't have any flight. I don't know. It's such a
Speaker 1: weird and so we're stuck. And so like there's you know,
Speaker 1: I had something Sunday. There's a radio guy in town
Speaker 1: and getting inducted to the Hall of Fame. He's such
Speaker 1: a phenomenal human, good friend of ours. And I couldn't
Speaker 1: get down there. Yeah, there's just nobody to sit. So
Speaker 1: I think Alan and I were talking about too, getting
Speaker 1: a pool of people again, like if we have to
Speaker 1: do care dot com or whatever, just to get people
Speaker 1: that are like a little roster, a little roster. Yeah,
Speaker 1: our roster was pretty good, and then it's kind of
Speaker 1: dwindled again. But I think as people continue to pick
Speaker 1: up side hustles or other jobs or whatever, you know,
Speaker 1: and then I've got one who just is on vacation
Speaker 1: a lot, and so you just never know. It is tricky.
Speaker 1: I think the seasons well. And here's the thing too,
Speaker 1: which is just wild. It's like, as soon as I
Speaker 1: let her go and I have a plan, I got
Speaker 1: an opportunity that might be in Ottawa for a full
Speaker 1: month of September. So I'm like, oh great, on second thought,
Speaker 1: on second thought, So it's like the universe will will
Speaker 1: throw you a curveball, I know, and I'm like, I
Speaker 1: have no idea what that looks like, although it is
Speaker 1: a piece of the manifestation that I've been manifesting. So
Speaker 1: but it's all again kind of like a bubble. Okay,
Speaker 1: it looks promising, but like I don't know. And that's
Speaker 1: like the where I'm very thankful with my co parenting situation.
Speaker 1: I texted my AX yesterday and was like, here's what
Speaker 1: it could possibly look like, and I have no clue,
Speaker 1: but thanks for the flexibility. I mean, that's it. It's like,
Speaker 1: and I think it's funny because I was telling Hannah
Speaker 1: earlier today, I producer Hannah that is I just feel
Speaker 1: like our schedules are constantly in a blender and I
Speaker 1: thrive on structure. Yeah, I know, it's same. I love
Speaker 1: a schedule, love it. I love a routine. I don't
Speaker 1: even have to be like, it doesn't have to be
Speaker 1: specific bedtimes, but I love the rhythm. I'm and I
Speaker 1: feel like I've been stretching so much to like get
Speaker 1: us out of that, and I've been trying to be
Speaker 1: a like a better partner because I know, like being
Speaker 1: with people is Preston's love language, and it's We have
Speaker 1: found a little neighbor couple kids go to school together.
Speaker 1: They're great, they're right up the block. It's so awesome
Speaker 1: and they're incredible. They're probably the only people I could
Speaker 1: do that with. But I also just love to be
Speaker 1: at home alone and so it's weird because he just
Speaker 1: I don't know. I don't know, but I love structure
Speaker 1: and I love and every time I think I'm going
Speaker 1: to get it, I'm reminded immediately that I'm married an artist. Yeah,
Speaker 1: and nothing's ever promised. We don't know, and we want
Speaker 1: to be working, right I like, you want your schedule
Speaker 1: in a blender, because if you do that, that means
Speaker 1: you're getting work. I want him gone because if he's gone,
Speaker 1: that means we're actively touring and that is a blessing
Speaker 1: to our family. Amen to that. So there's my inside outline. Well,
Speaker 1: stay tuned because let's have one last fun week of
Speaker 1: summer and then let's chat all things. Back to school
Speaker 1: next week, See you next week. Bye bye