WEBVTT - Jason Isbell

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<v Speaker 1>Pushkin.

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<v Speaker 2>The last couple of years have been huge for Jason Isbel.

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<v Speaker 2>The Alabama born singer songwriter's latest album, Weather Vans, won

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<v Speaker 2>the Grammy for Best Americana Album this year. He also

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<v Speaker 2>snagged a role in Martin scor says He's Killers of

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<v Speaker 2>the Flower Moon, which is up for Best Picture at

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<v Speaker 2>this year's Oscars. Then there was a critically acclaimed HBO

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<v Speaker 2>documentary released last year about the making of Isabel's previous album, Reunions,

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<v Speaker 2>that also put his personal life on display warts and all.

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<v Speaker 2>On today's episode, I've talked to Jason Isbel about the

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<v Speaker 2>exhilarating experience of filming Killers of the Flower Moon and

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<v Speaker 2>how he prepared to act in scenes opposite Leonardo DiCaprio.

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<v Speaker 2>Heads up, if you haven't seen the movie yet, one

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<v Speaker 2>you should and two there's definitely major spoilers in our conversation,

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<v Speaker 2>so just know that going in. Jason also contemplates how

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<v Speaker 2>old right about the dissolution of his marriage and why

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<v Speaker 2>he struggles to write a balls out rock song. This

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<v Speaker 2>is broken record liner notes for the digital age. I'm justin, Mitchmill.

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<v Speaker 2>Here's my conversation with Jason Isbel. Hey, how are you man.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm doing well. Thanks, having a good day, how about yourself?

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, do it, having a good day, having a good day.

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<v Speaker 1>Right.

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<v Speaker 2>We met at Shangri Lock with your manager Tracy Rick,

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<v Speaker 2>like twenty twenty.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, it's been a little while. Yeah, it's been a

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<v Speaker 1>little while. That was a good day though. Once I

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<v Speaker 1>got out of the car, I know that takes a

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<v Speaker 1>long time to get out there from LA.

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<v Speaker 2>It's a long drive. And I think you had been

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<v Speaker 2>rehearsing for with Mayvas Staples maybe or to do something

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<v Speaker 2>with Mayvus that day.

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<v Speaker 1>Yes, it was. It was Mayvs's eightieth birthday. And yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>I did all three of those. I did one in La,

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<v Speaker 1>one in Chicago, and one in New York that year.

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<v Speaker 2>That's amazing. Yeah, that's amazing.

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<v Speaker 1>You gotta do you know, it's Mayvas, whatever Mavis is.

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<v Speaker 1>You just say yes and go do it. Yeah.

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<v Speaker 2>Time is flying, man, But I'm glad we still have

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<v Speaker 2>some legends like her around.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, no doubt, So no doubt. And will I know,

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<v Speaker 1>I know, really WILLI is still kicking man, still out

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<v Speaker 1>doing show. He says, unbelievable. I think Willie. The thing

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<v Speaker 1>that gives me about him is like, you know, people

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<v Speaker 1>always say when you talk about like political stuff, that

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<v Speaker 1>you're going to run off half of your audience. But

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<v Speaker 1>I think unless you're Willie Nelson, you don't have an

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<v Speaker 1>audience that is made up of every different type of person.

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<v Speaker 2>Why do you think that, I mean, is it just

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<v Speaker 2>because the decades he's been at it.

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<v Speaker 1>I think it's part of what he does, you know.

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<v Speaker 1>I think it's the way he writes songs and the

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<v Speaker 1>way he performs. And yeah, also it's the fact that

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<v Speaker 1>he's been doing this for nearly eight decades now, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>because then people sort of see you as more of

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<v Speaker 1>an institution than just a personality, and they figure that

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<v Speaker 1>Willie's weather a whole lot of different kinds of storms.

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<v Speaker 2>Right, Yeah, because I guess certainly early in his career

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<v Speaker 2>he alienated the traditional country establishment early, so I guess

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<v Speaker 2>he's gone through those various times of alienating this potential

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<v Speaker 2>fan base in that one to rive at the place

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<v Speaker 2>I guess not too themlike Snoop where it's kind.

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<v Speaker 1>Of right, that's true. Yeah, that's true. Probably why they

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<v Speaker 1>get along so well that one other reason. But yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>I think you're right at a certain point, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>when you're that much of a legend. You're you're just

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<v Speaker 1>kind of like, you know, more of a piece at

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<v Speaker 1>the fabric of cultural society rather than just an individual

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<v Speaker 1>trying to do a job.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, not to butter you up, but it seems like

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<v Speaker 2>you're inching. Like the way your career has gone from

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<v Speaker 2>being a really incredible guitarist, great songwriter to probably an

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<v Speaker 2>even better songwriter and actor.

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<v Speaker 1>And it's a lot. It's been a lot, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>It's been really nice. The opportunities have been good ones,

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<v Speaker 1>and I felt like I've gotten to do it at

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<v Speaker 1>a pace for the most part, at a pace that

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<v Speaker 1>I'm comfortable with. And I'm forty five now, so it's

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<v Speaker 1>not like all of a sudden I'm gonna be shocked

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<v Speaker 1>by the pitfalls of celebrity. It's just like it's not

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<v Speaker 1>really gonna bother me much. Just boy it, you know.

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<v Speaker 1>So I'm happy that things are going the way they are.

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<v Speaker 1>It's been a really nice few years.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, I want to talk about music before we talked

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<v Speaker 2>about that. Because of The Flower Moon floored me. The script,

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<v Speaker 2>the acting, the way it was assembled and your acting

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<v Speaker 2>was like who knew.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, I didn't know that was what was going to happen.

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<v Speaker 1>I thought when I got there, I thought I could

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<v Speaker 1>really screw this all up, you know, and they could

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<v Speaker 1>send me home. But I do feel like at every

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<v Speaker 1>stage people were working on that movie in a way

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<v Speaker 1>that I think they were more invested with telling that

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<v Speaker 1>story than they would have been in just in a people.

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<v Speaker 1>And you could sense that from you know, craft services,

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<v Speaker 1>to hair and make up, all the way up to

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<v Speaker 1>Marty and his ads. It's like everybody there had a

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<v Speaker 1>purpose that was beyond just making a good movie. And

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<v Speaker 1>that kind of atmosphere really helped me do something that

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<v Speaker 1>I didn't know if I could do or not. And

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<v Speaker 1>then the other actress on set were so gracious with

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<v Speaker 1>their time. I would just say what do I do here,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, and they would tell me, well, here's what

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<v Speaker 1>I would do, So you would just ask, oh yeah, yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>straight up. And I told him that from the start,

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<v Speaker 1>I was like, I don't have any training with this.

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<v Speaker 1>I've never acted in anything before, done some voice over

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<v Speaker 1>stuff and played myself in a couple of things, but

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<v Speaker 1>never really acted. And I said, I'm just going to

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<v Speaker 1>go ask people what to do, and then I will

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<v Speaker 1>try my best to do that. And I think that

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<v Speaker 1>was kind of refreshing for you know, Ellen, casting director

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<v Speaker 1>and some of the producers and stuff, because they're like,

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<v Speaker 1>all right, well we can work.

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<v Speaker 2>With that coachable.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, very highly, highly coachable. That was not mo for

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<v Speaker 1>that whole process. But the four women who were playing

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<v Speaker 1>the Osage sisters were extremely helpful to me because they

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<v Speaker 1>would come up and say, who do we know in

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<v Speaker 1>this room? What did we do this morning before this

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<v Speaker 1>scene started, how was there night last night, and just

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<v Speaker 1>kind of things that would get me in the headspace

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<v Speaker 1>of character rather than think about the details of Oh

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<v Speaker 1>my god, did I do my bow tie right? You know.

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<v Speaker 1>That was super helpful and there was a high standard

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<v Speaker 1>of expectation I think, but at the same time, everybody

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<v Speaker 1>understood that, you know, I was not a professional actor,

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<v Speaker 1>and they sort of helped me get to the point

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<v Speaker 1>where I felt comfortable.

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<v Speaker 2>Your role literally quite literally changed from the one that

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<v Speaker 2>you were offered to the one that you wound up playing,

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<v Speaker 2>which was Bill Smith.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah.

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<v Speaker 2>So what point did you realize you were going to

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<v Speaker 2>have a scene basically going head to head with Leonardo DiCaprio.

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<v Speaker 1>Well, I had to read that scene as part of

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<v Speaker 1>my audition, because at first you know, I had been

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<v Speaker 1>offered some like smaller cameo roles, and I just went

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<v Speaker 1>back and studied as hard as I could, got as

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<v Speaker 1>much information on the story and from David's book the

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<v Speaker 1>source material, and then went back and watched all of

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<v Speaker 1>his library of Congress readings and Q and A's and

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<v Speaker 1>found all the public record documentation on everybody after the

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<v Speaker 1>end of the movie that they were telling, you know.

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<v Speaker 1>And then finally I'm just on this laptop in my

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<v Speaker 1>room and there's Leo and Marty on zoom on zoom. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>because it was height of the pandemic, and you know,

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<v Speaker 1>I'm just the hair and I kind of slipped my

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<v Speaker 1>hair back and put on a brown shirt that looked

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<v Speaker 1>like it could have existed a one hundred years ago.

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<v Speaker 1>I think it was viz Vim was what I was wearing,

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<v Speaker 1>because it was the closest, closest I had to one

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<v Speaker 1>hundred year old Oklahoma shirt, you know, And just wound

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<v Speaker 1>up doing that like at home on my what was it,

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<v Speaker 1>forty first, forty second birthday thing, and yeah, so it

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<v Speaker 1>was I was terrified. I was terrified, but I was

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<v Speaker 1>also determined, you know, I didn't want to get that

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<v Speaker 1>close to it and then not get it, you.

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<v Speaker 2>Know, Yeah, having a zoom audition. That's it's you and

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<v Speaker 2>Martin Scorsese and the cap I mean, that's that's heady.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, it was. It was a lot, man, it was

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<v Speaker 1>a lot.

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<v Speaker 2>Does he walk you through it?

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<v Speaker 1>Not really, you just start reading. That was that and

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<v Speaker 1>I sort of I thought to myself, I need to

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<v Speaker 1>just do things and not be anything. And that was

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<v Speaker 1>what helped me more once I got on the set.

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<v Speaker 1>You know, somehow through the process of trying to figure

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<v Speaker 1>out what to do, I landed on the idea that

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<v Speaker 1>self awareness was the enemy. And if you spend any

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<v Speaker 1>time or any energy thinking does this look right? What

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<v Speaker 1>do I look like? What do I sound like? Then

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<v Speaker 1>that's going to take you out of the moment. So

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<v Speaker 1>I was there thinking, don't focus on anything except the

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<v Speaker 1>conversation that you're having with Ernest, not with Leo. It

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<v Speaker 1>doesn't matter that it's Leo. It just it's Ernest right

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<v Speaker 1>now and you're not Jason or Bill, and that's what's happening.

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<v Speaker 1>And so that's what I did. I just tried to

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<v Speaker 1>do that. I think the accent helped me a whole lot.

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<v Speaker 1>I think the fact that you know, I had sort

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<v Speaker 1>of adopted certain mannerisms of people that I grew up

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<v Speaker 1>around in Alabama. You know, in my mind, Bill was

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<v Speaker 1>kind of like a building contractor, you know, somebody who

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<v Speaker 1>wanted to look like a big deal but necessarily wasn't,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, the most confident person on the inside.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, And I just.

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<v Speaker 1>Played it like that. I just thought, you know, I'm

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<v Speaker 1>this guy that my dad didn't like when I was

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<v Speaker 1>eight years old because he was, you know, wearing a

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<v Speaker 1>fur coat at the football field. I'm that, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>I'm a peacock. Yeah.

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<v Speaker 2>Bill wasn't quite trying to fit in with what was

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<v Speaker 2>going on around, of anything going on around.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah. No, ultimately in.

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<v Speaker 2>The best way. I mean more, you know, clearly had

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<v Speaker 2>the moral high ground.

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<v Speaker 1>Probably, but we don't know, you know, we don't know

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<v Speaker 1>because I think that's another point that the movie makes

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<v Speaker 1>is that you know, you're giving the evidence that you know,

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<v Speaker 1>Ernest and Hale, these people are bad people doing bad things.

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<v Speaker 1>But with some of the tercier characters, especially like Beal,

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<v Speaker 1>you don't ever really know, you know, if he's there

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<v Speaker 1>purely out of good motivations, or if he's there to

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<v Speaker 1>do the same thing that they're doing. And I sort

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<v Speaker 1>of started seeing this as a real gift because uncertain

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<v Speaker 1>is a lot more interesting to me, you know, as

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<v Speaker 1>a as an entertainer, performer, artist, whatever. I like to

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<v Speaker 1>figure out what I'm talking about as I'm going, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>when I'm writing a song or anything, or playing a

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<v Speaker 1>solo or whatever. So with Bill, I kind of thought

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<v Speaker 1>to myself, well, the audience is not going to know

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<v Speaker 1>exactly if my motivations are pure or not, so I

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<v Speaker 1>don't have to know that either, you know, if I

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<v Speaker 1>deliver a shadowy character to them, then that's what they're

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<v Speaker 1>going to take from it. And at the end of

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<v Speaker 1>the movie, I had so many people that watch the

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<v Speaker 1>movie saying, you know, was Bill a good guy or

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<v Speaker 1>bad guy? Did he murder his first wife and marry

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<v Speaker 1>her sister or did bad things just happen to him?

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<v Speaker 2>And I don't know, I didn't even consider that as

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<v Speaker 2>a possibility.

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<v Speaker 1>Ordered the first wife, Yeah, I saw the same movie

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<v Speaker 1>you did, maybe maybe not, you know, yeah, but wasting

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<v Speaker 1>illness that didn't hold up for very long. You know,

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<v Speaker 1>you don't hear people dying of wasting illness now. So

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<v Speaker 1>it's kind of like, if I had to bet money

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<v Speaker 1>on it. I would say that, yeah, Bill probably did

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<v Speaker 1>kill his first wife and then marry her sister to

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<v Speaker 1>keep those same landrights in his name, and that's probably

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<v Speaker 1>why his character ernest word so at all. It's you know,

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<v Speaker 1>I was in my mind the way I was playing

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<v Speaker 1>it was because we're both conning me and we're just

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<v Speaker 1>not working together. And nobody hates more than that dynamic.

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<v Speaker 2>You know, Yes, what was it like to play this

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<v Speaker 2>scene where you're dying?

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<v Speaker 1>That was tough. That was tough. I tried to like

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<v Speaker 1>get out of having to go full on, you know.

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<v Speaker 1>And like, right before we started to shoot, I was like,

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<v Speaker 1>so I'm in shock, right, you know. I'm talking to Adam,

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<v Speaker 1>the assistant director, and I'm like, I'm playing this like

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<v Speaker 1>I'm in shock. I'm not feeling all of this. I

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<v Speaker 1>just got blown off. I don't really know what's going on.

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<v Speaker 1>Adam was like, yeah, sure, whatever, And then it occurred

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<v Speaker 1>to me, Adam doesn't give a fuck. Adam's trying to

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<v Speaker 1>get everybody where they're supposed to be. He didn't care.

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<v Speaker 1>So I get down there and the first time I'm

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<v Speaker 1>kind of like taking it easy, and then I hear

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<v Speaker 1>Marty over the fucking walkie talkie's like you're on a ten,

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<v Speaker 1>you are on a tea. You're feeling every bit of this.

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<v Speaker 1>And I was like, shit, now I have to really

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<v Speaker 1>embarrass myself, you know. So I did about three more

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<v Speaker 1>takes where I was just screaming my head off, and

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<v Speaker 1>you know, luckily I was comfortable because I had played

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<v Speaker 1>a show in Salt Lake City on Friday night, and

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<v Speaker 1>then I flew on a private right after I got

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<v Speaker 1>off stage to Oklahoma to rehearse Saturday morning at eight am.

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<v Speaker 1>And then after the rehearsal, I got back on that

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<v Speaker 1>jet and went to Red Rocks and played two nights

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<v Speaker 1>at Red Rocks in Colorado, and then came back to

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<v Speaker 1>Oklahoma to shoot the scene. So I had been up

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<v Speaker 1>all weekend. I played three shows and rehearsed that scene,

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<v Speaker 1>and then you know, it's late at night, and the

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<v Speaker 1>makeup just took forever, so much makeup, and you can't

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<v Speaker 1>touch your face, like I accidentally scratched my forehead. You know,

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<v Speaker 1>everything was itching. And I did this one time and

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<v Speaker 1>oh my god, the Swiss makeup guy was all over me.

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<v Speaker 1>He's like, you cannot touch your face, You cannot touch

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<v Speaker 1>your face. You know, it's like, shit, I'm just gonna

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<v Speaker 1>have to itch, you know. And it had taken up

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<v Speaker 1>hours to put it on. And then at one point

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<v Speaker 1>he says, okay, so other movies the blood goes around

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<v Speaker 1>the eye, but in Marty's movies, the blood goes in

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<v Speaker 1>the eye. And I was like, all right, let's fucking

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<v Speaker 1>do it, you know. So I just held my eye

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<v Speaker 1>open and he squirted it right on the eyeball. You know,

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<v Speaker 1>do you even know what this?

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<v Speaker 2>Stuffs me?

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<v Speaker 1>No, no clue and no idea, you know. And I'm

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<v Speaker 1>laying down like in the house, you know, which was

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<v Speaker 1>the house that we had filmed in. The house had

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<v Speaker 1>been there for one hundred years and then they took

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<v Speaker 1>it down. But I'm laying there. They're sticking all this

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<v Speaker 1>stuff in me and piling more like wood on top

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<v Speaker 1>of my body. And the shot is one of the

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<v Speaker 1>Scorsese tracking shots, you know, where he comes in and

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<v Speaker 1>weaves around the house until it gets to the side

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<v Speaker 1>of my faith beautiful shot, I mean, one of his

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<v Speaker 1>real signature moves. You know. When I found out it

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<v Speaker 1>was that kind of shot, I was like, holy shit,

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<v Speaker 1>I get to be the focal point of one of

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<v Speaker 1>those shots is amazing, but shots that goes back to

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<v Speaker 1>meanstreak exactly. Yeah, something that he started doing at the

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<v Speaker 1>beginning of his career and perfect it early, and that's

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<v Speaker 1>how you feel like you're in his universe, you know.

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<v Speaker 1>But it was super humid, and it was late and

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<v Speaker 1>summertime in Oklahoma, and between takes, if I closed my eye,

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<v Speaker 1>it would stay shut because that fake blood would kind

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<v Speaker 1>of coagulate a little bit, and so I couldn't move

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<v Speaker 1>my arms because they were under all that wood and debris,

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<v Speaker 1>and so when they would call action, I would have

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<v Speaker 1>to sort of start the process of peeling my eye

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<v Speaker 1>open without using my hands at all, because my eyes

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<v Speaker 1>had to be open when the camera got to me.

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<v Speaker 1>So I was laying there screaming while I was trying

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<v Speaker 1>to open my eye, and I wound up not having

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<v Speaker 1>to act necessarily as much because it was so uncomfortable

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<v Speaker 1>that it was a little bit easier to just scream

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<v Speaker 1>like you're in pain and pissed off and terrified.

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<v Speaker 2>You know. Wow, Man, it was hard.

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<v Speaker 1>It was really hard because I'd never done anything like that,

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<v Speaker 1>and it was like, I think it took us four takes,

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<v Speaker 1>which I was pretty happy about it didn't take all night.

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<v Speaker 2>So I don't know that that's a predicament. Too many

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<v Speaker 2>actors have really been in to have been blown up.

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<v Speaker 2>I mean, you know, like sure in a action flick

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<v Speaker 2>in the eighties, like plenty of people got blown up,

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<v Speaker 2>but you get blown up off the shot and you're

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<v Speaker 2>just kind of not seen again. But then to have

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<v Speaker 2>to act like you're blown up and then you have

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<v Speaker 2>to act, I don't know who else is really. I'm

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<v Speaker 2>sure it's happened.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, it happens, but not a lot. Yeah, not a lot,

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<v Speaker 1>especially in a movie that's worth a shit. You know.

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<v Speaker 1>Sure there's a lot of people in Robocough that are

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<v Speaker 1>that way, but in a Scorsese movie, and you know,

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<v Speaker 1>I had to really do it. But there's something about

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<v Speaker 1>the way he handled the death scenes in that movie.

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<v Speaker 1>He's done this in a lot of other ones too.

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<v Speaker 1>It's very brief, and while it's really graphic and really disturbing,

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<v Speaker 1>he doesn't wallow in it. It's not pandering. He's not

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<v Speaker 1>using that to manipulate the audience. It's like, pop, somebody's dead,

0:17:08.356 --> 0:17:10.676
<v Speaker 1>they fall down. That's the scene. I want you to

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<v Speaker 1>have that information. I gave you that information, let's move on,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, And there were so many things I noticed

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<v Speaker 1>watching the movie a couple times after it was all done,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, where he was sort of untangling the cliches

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<v Speaker 1>and the myths of how Native people have been treated

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<v Speaker 1>in Westerns in the past, you know, and like, if

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<v Speaker 1>you notice, almost all the women that are being murdered

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<v Speaker 1>in this movie, something happens with their scalp, their scalp

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<v Speaker 1>comes off or they get it cut off in a

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<v Speaker 1>field autopsy, which to me was like a very clear

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<v Speaker 1>nod to you know, saying that the Natives would scalp

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<v Speaker 1>us white people and all of those John Wayne movies

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<v Speaker 1>and forward Westerns and everything. And then like the first

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<v Speaker 1>scene where they're smoking the death pipe and they're smoking

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<v Speaker 1>their way of life. You know, they're giving like basically

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<v Speaker 1>a funeral for their way of life once they found

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<v Speaker 1>the oil. You know, that's also kind of a reversal

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<v Speaker 1>of the whole idea of the peace pipe. And you

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<v Speaker 1>know what you would normally expect a Native burial ceremony

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<v Speaker 1>to be, Like, it's like they're burying their era and

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<v Speaker 1>their way of existing. There's so many of those beautiful

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<v Speaker 1>things where I'm like, oh, I see what he used

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<v Speaker 1>to do, and he's just reversing the script and showing

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<v Speaker 1>you a little bit more of what it was really like.

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<v Speaker 2>We're going to take a quick break and then come

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<v Speaker 2>back with more of a conversation with Jason Isbell. We're

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<v Speaker 2>back with more from Jason Isbell to your point about

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<v Speaker 2>the reversals that he was sort of including in the movie.

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<v Speaker 2>There were people were pretty upset about it, and I

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<v Speaker 2>guess you shouldn't be surprising, but I mean, given the

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<v Speaker 2>level of art that was displayed, I don't know how

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<v Speaker 2>you can take umbrage with his storytelling, yeah, or what

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<v Speaker 2>he was trying to do, even in terms of subverting

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<v Speaker 2>the history of cinema.

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<v Speaker 1>Right right, I can see it if you're triggered, if

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<v Speaker 1>you have like generational trauma and watching these things happened

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<v Speaker 1>to indigenous people is triggering to you. That makes total

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<v Speaker 1>sense to me. You know, it's not a criticism that

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<v Speaker 1>I would levy at the movie, because I would have

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<v Speaker 1>no reason to. But when somebody does, I can't argue

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<v Speaker 1>with that. I'm like, yeah, that makes sense to me.

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<v Speaker 1>It would be really hard to see, especially the way

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<v Speaker 1>a lot of Native cultures handle you know, ancestry and

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<v Speaker 1>their forebears and sort of take you know, spiritually that

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<v Speaker 1>weight on in a way that the rest of us

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<v Speaker 1>might not I understand. But as far as from a

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<v Speaker 1>storytelling perspective, it's hard for me to see any flaws.

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<v Speaker 2>And I met more people who were calling the storytelling

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<v Speaker 2>like woke.

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<v Speaker 1>Oh yeah, I don't know about it. If you use

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<v Speaker 1>that word that I turn off. I'm clocked out. You know,

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<v Speaker 1>if you're using that in that way, if you're not

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<v Speaker 1>Donald Glover and you're talking about being woke, that I

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<v Speaker 1>am not paying attention to you anymore. That is pretty

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<v Speaker 1>incredible to me to imagine how somebody can see something

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<v Speaker 1>so historically accurate and handled with such respect for what

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<v Speaker 1>actually happened. But you know, there's a reason we hadn't

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<v Speaker 1>already know this story, and you know, it had to

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<v Speaker 1>be intentional like that. That had to be done intentionally

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<v Speaker 1>or we would have all learned it in the sixth grade,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, and even people out there in Oklahoma did

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<v Speaker 1>they didn't know this stuff had happened. And I mean,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, with what was going on in Tulsa with

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<v Speaker 1>black businesses in Tulsa, you know, is this all happened

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<v Speaker 1>at the same time. So there were black folks coming

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<v Speaker 1>from Tulsa to Bartlesville and paul Huska to get away from,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, the massacre that was happening over there, and

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<v Speaker 1>they were hiding out around the osage who had their

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<v Speaker 1>own shit to deal with.

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<v Speaker 2>And I thought that was beautiful. Some people thought that

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<v Speaker 2>the part where King Hale sees the newsreel Forum film

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<v Speaker 2>about the Tulsa Masaca that was ham fisted.

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<v Speaker 1>Ham fisted by God, because that's what happened, you know,

0:21:07.436 --> 0:21:09.956
<v Speaker 1>that's what happened. That's what happened. And it was right

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<v Speaker 1>next door. And I mean Tulsa was an hour away,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, I'd drive over to Tulsa to get dinner.

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<v Speaker 1>And then at the same time when we got there,

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<v Speaker 1>when we showed up on set, we were looking at

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<v Speaker 1>photos from the era, you know, in the costume department,

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<v Speaker 1>trying to get everything right, and they were wearing masks,

0:21:27.436 --> 0:21:30.276
<v Speaker 1>you know, because the flu that started in Kansas that

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<v Speaker 1>everybody called the Spanish flu was then it was nineteen eighteen,

0:21:35.036 --> 0:21:38.556
<v Speaker 1>nineteen nineteen, and we were all standing there in their

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<v Speaker 1>masks looking at the pictures of people wearing bandanas around

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<v Speaker 1>their face. Like, what the fuck man one hundred years later?

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<v Speaker 1>Exactly one hundred years later, you know. Yeah, so history

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<v Speaker 1>clearly repeats itself if you, you know, don't pay attention

0:21:53.676 --> 0:21:56.956
<v Speaker 1>to it, and sometimes if you do. But yeah, I

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<v Speaker 1>heard a lot of people talking about how, like Molly's character,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, why did she stay around so long? You know,

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<v Speaker 1>why did she stay with him? Why did she try

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<v Speaker 1>to work it out for so long? And that's one

0:22:08.716 --> 0:22:11.996
<v Speaker 1>that really bothered me because I think that shows a

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<v Speaker 1>really huge lack of understanding of her perspective, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>and the circumstances that had led her to that point

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<v Speaker 1>in her life and what her options were. It's like, well,

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<v Speaker 1>maybe if she didn't have to have a legal guardian

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<v Speaker 1>to take her own money out of the bank, she

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<v Speaker 1>wouldn't have been so motivated to stay with this asshole,

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<v Speaker 1>you know. But there was a lot of like real

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<v Speaker 1>you know, people who just weren't willing to take one

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<v Speaker 1>extra step to think, well, maybe that person's experience is

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<v Speaker 1>a little bit different than mind.

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<v Speaker 2>Well yeah, and also just people who you know, put

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<v Speaker 2>themselves in a hypothetical situation they know exactly that I.

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<v Speaker 1>Mean, yeah, armchair quarterbacks.

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<v Speaker 2>Turns out it's complicated what we did, you know, it's

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<v Speaker 2>not it's not simple.

0:22:53.316 --> 0:22:57.276
<v Speaker 1>There are a lot of different variables that go into

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<v Speaker 1>every choice that we made.

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<v Speaker 2>She wore those all in her face. You could see

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<v Speaker 2>all of the complications. What do I do? Her acting

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<v Speaker 2>was just beautiful.

0:23:06.356 --> 0:23:09.356
<v Speaker 1>She's unbelievable, man. And that last scene with two of them,

0:23:09.396 --> 0:23:11.796
<v Speaker 1>where all she really wanted him to do was tell

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<v Speaker 1>her the truth and he couldn't. Even after all that,

0:23:14.996 --> 0:23:17.396
<v Speaker 1>he couldn't. You know, She's basically just saying, do you

0:23:17.516 --> 0:23:22.316
<v Speaker 1>love me more than your fear? You know? And he

0:23:22.356 --> 0:23:25.476
<v Speaker 1>couldn't do it. And that was that. And Yeah, Lily

0:23:25.636 --> 0:23:28.876
<v Speaker 1>is really like nobody I've ever known. I mean, we

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<v Speaker 1>stay in touch, you know. And I saw her when

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<v Speaker 1>I played in Oklahoma a few weeks ago. And it's nuts, because,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, there have been some people like Chris Stapleton

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<v Speaker 1>opened for us right before his thing just went nuts,

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<v Speaker 1>and you know, Casey Musgraves and sturge Old. There have

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<v Speaker 1>been people that I've been around who were on a

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<v Speaker 1>real pretty steep upward trajectory. But I've never seen it

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<v Speaker 1>like with Lily right now, because you know, she's just

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<v Speaker 1>taking over the world all of a sudden and I

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<v Speaker 1>don't honestly don't think it's gonna change the person that

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<v Speaker 1>she is. And that is like, that's rare man, that's

0:24:05.516 --> 0:24:10.076
<v Speaker 1>unicorn shit right there. It just seems like she keeps

0:24:08.956 --> 0:24:15.036
<v Speaker 1>me settling more into herself as all this beautiful chaos

0:24:15.116 --> 0:24:17.716
<v Speaker 1>happens around her right now. And I think she's just

0:24:17.756 --> 0:24:22.436
<v Speaker 1>gonna use whatever sort of recognition she gets to do

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<v Speaker 1>cool things for other people, which is really a gift

0:24:26.076 --> 0:24:26.756
<v Speaker 1>to everybody.

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<v Speaker 2>Well, it's great. I mean, it seems like she's in.

0:24:29.076 --> 0:24:30.276
<v Speaker 2>Not that I can be a judge of this. I

0:24:30.316 --> 0:24:32.196
<v Speaker 2>don't act, but she seems like she's an actor in

0:24:32.236 --> 0:24:34.316
<v Speaker 2>the mold of a real actor, like a de Niro

0:24:34.476 --> 0:24:37.316
<v Speaker 2>or DiCaprio or a Pacino or the people who it's

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<v Speaker 2>a craft.

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<v Speaker 1>It's not.

0:24:38.156 --> 0:24:40.036
<v Speaker 2>I'm not in to be famous. I'm not into be

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<v Speaker 2>a movie star or celebrity. It's like, so what I

0:24:42.676 --> 0:24:44.556
<v Speaker 2>do and it's just gonna get better and better.

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<v Speaker 1>And yeah, it's serious and the work itself is the reward,

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<v Speaker 1>you know. And like that was something that surprises me

0:24:51.676 --> 0:24:55.276
<v Speaker 1>about Leo, because I mean, dude is very, very famous

0:24:55.316 --> 0:24:57.476
<v Speaker 1>and he has been since he was a little kid,

0:24:57.556 --> 0:25:01.236
<v Speaker 1>and that man works hard. He was out there all

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<v Speaker 1>day every day, first call, you know, usually last to leave,

0:25:05.556 --> 0:25:08.156
<v Speaker 1>you know this, ninety five degrees and we're all in

0:25:08.236 --> 0:25:10.876
<v Speaker 1>tweed suits and he's out there all day and if

0:25:10.876 --> 0:25:13.236
<v Speaker 1>he gets half an hour, he runs back to his

0:25:13.276 --> 0:25:15.356
<v Speaker 1>trailer and takes a nap and comes back out there

0:25:15.396 --> 0:25:17.636
<v Speaker 1>and it gets back to work. Because I was very impressed.

0:25:17.676 --> 0:25:20.436
<v Speaker 1>You know, it can't be the money that's motivating him

0:25:20.436 --> 0:25:23.036
<v Speaker 1>at this point, because you don't have enough time left

0:25:23.036 --> 0:25:23.876
<v Speaker 1>to count, you know.

0:25:23.996 --> 0:25:26.716
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, that's right. Well, I could talk to you about

0:25:26.756 --> 0:25:28.516
<v Speaker 2>this film forever because it's so good, but we should

0:25:28.516 --> 0:25:30.476
<v Speaker 2>talk about music and maybe we can listen to something

0:25:30.516 --> 0:25:33.316
<v Speaker 2>real quick before all right, ok, before we make a switch?

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<v Speaker 2>Where the fuck did this come from?

0:25:46.356 --> 0:25:49.676
<v Speaker 1>Man? This is Kevin Kenny. We did this tribute to

0:25:50.076 --> 0:25:54.356
<v Speaker 1>Kevin Kenny, the songwriter, one of my favorite people on earth.

0:25:54.436 --> 0:25:57.396
<v Speaker 1>But the thing that Kevin does that I love so

0:25:57.676 --> 0:26:00.996
<v Speaker 1>much is like he had a bad driving and crying

0:26:01.636 --> 0:26:03.876
<v Speaker 1>in the eighties and the nineties and they still tour,

0:26:03.956 --> 0:26:07.276
<v Speaker 1>they still do stuff. But he's a folk songwriter and

0:26:07.316 --> 0:26:10.396
<v Speaker 1>he writes folk songs. But this would play big, old

0:26:10.436 --> 0:26:14.636
<v Speaker 1>boneheaded rock rifts and it was a combination that's so

0:26:14.796 --> 0:26:18.276
<v Speaker 1>hard to pull off, but Kevin has pulled it off

0:26:18.316 --> 0:26:21.316
<v Speaker 1>so well for so long. They had a pretty big

0:26:21.436 --> 0:26:24.196
<v Speaker 1>hit with Straight to Hell. That was on college radio.

0:26:24.236 --> 0:26:26.156
<v Speaker 1>I'm Going Straight to Hell. That was their big one.

0:26:26.196 --> 0:26:29.556
<v Speaker 1>But so many good songs where it's like, you know,

0:26:29.636 --> 0:26:31.996
<v Speaker 1>the riff sounds like ac DC, but then what he's

0:26:31.996 --> 0:26:34.076
<v Speaker 1>singing over the top is like would he go through?

0:26:34.116 --> 0:26:38.116
<v Speaker 1>It's amazing. And when I first started touring solo, I

0:26:38.156 --> 0:26:40.116
<v Speaker 1>was still with the Drive By Truckers. Some of the

0:26:40.156 --> 0:26:42.516
<v Speaker 1>first solo shows that I did were with Kevin. I

0:26:42.556 --> 0:26:45.676
<v Speaker 1>was opening for it. He would go to the Goodwill

0:26:45.716 --> 0:26:48.236
<v Speaker 1>and buy a lamp and that would be his stage show.

0:26:48.236 --> 0:26:50.196
<v Speaker 1>He would put the good wheel lamp on stage and

0:26:50.236 --> 0:26:52.276
<v Speaker 1>turn it on. That would be his light show, you know.

0:26:52.796 --> 0:26:54.516
<v Speaker 1>And then after a few shows, after the end of

0:26:54.596 --> 0:26:56.796
<v Speaker 1>the tour, he gave me the lamp. I was so honored.

0:26:57.196 --> 0:26:59.956
<v Speaker 1>It's a horribly ugly lap, Like I've never been with

0:26:59.996 --> 0:27:01.836
<v Speaker 1>a woman that would allow it in the house. So

0:27:01.876 --> 0:27:04.636
<v Speaker 1>there's a lamp in storage that I got from Kevin Kenny.

0:27:05.156 --> 0:27:07.276
<v Speaker 1>But that was sort of a ride of passage for

0:27:07.716 --> 0:27:11.276
<v Speaker 1>southern folk songwriters. Was if you got a lamp from

0:27:11.356 --> 0:27:12.116
<v Speaker 1>Kevin Kenny.

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<v Speaker 2>You know that's amazing. You sound incredible on that.

0:27:16.396 --> 0:27:19.076
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, thank you. I love singing rock songs. It's hard.

0:27:19.156 --> 0:27:22.396
<v Speaker 1>It's hard to write a rock song for me. I

0:27:22.436 --> 0:27:25.116
<v Speaker 1>know for some people it works differently, but I do

0:27:25.196 --> 0:27:29.316
<v Speaker 1>better with like these introspective, quiet, sad sort of jams.

0:27:29.356 --> 0:27:31.156
<v Speaker 1>And then when it's time to write like a balls

0:27:31.156 --> 0:27:34.156
<v Speaker 1>out rock song, it's just too many options. You know,

0:27:34.356 --> 0:27:36.596
<v Speaker 1>I overthink it. So when I get a chance to

0:27:36.636 --> 0:27:39.076
<v Speaker 1>sing one, I really enjoy it.

0:27:39.116 --> 0:27:41.396
<v Speaker 2>Is it too many options in terms of the guitar

0:27:41.476 --> 0:27:44.356
<v Speaker 2>playing or the songwriting lyrics.

0:27:44.396 --> 0:27:46.676
<v Speaker 1>I think that's what's hard for me, because I'm not

0:27:46.716 --> 0:27:48.556
<v Speaker 1>going to write a song where I'm like, what's the

0:27:48.596 --> 0:27:51.756
<v Speaker 1>thin Lizzie line and jail Breaker says, hey, you good

0:27:51.796 --> 0:27:56.076
<v Speaker 1>looking female, come here. Like I can't write that down

0:27:56.076 --> 0:27:58.476
<v Speaker 1>on a piece of paper and not mark it out,

0:27:58.676 --> 0:28:01.756
<v Speaker 1>you know, like I'd be like, man, no, I can't

0:28:01.836 --> 0:28:04.516
<v Speaker 1>let that slide. But I can't think of anything that

0:28:04.556 --> 0:28:07.276
<v Speaker 1>would be more perfect from Phil ly Not than that.

0:28:07.636 --> 0:28:10.916
<v Speaker 1>You know, it's aft, you know, it's really tough, and

0:28:11.676 --> 0:28:15.196
<v Speaker 1>correspond Scott and Brian Johnson, you know, they were really

0:28:15.196 --> 0:28:16.196
<v Speaker 1>good at that kind of thing.

0:28:16.396 --> 0:28:17.596
<v Speaker 2>A song like big balls.

0:28:17.716 --> 0:28:21.596
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, it's so dumb, but I would not want it

0:28:21.636 --> 0:28:23.876
<v Speaker 1>to be different at all, And I never get tired

0:28:23.916 --> 0:28:28.156
<v Speaker 1>of it, never gets boring, thunderstruck for Christ's sakes, Like,

0:28:28.236 --> 0:28:32.156
<v Speaker 1>who's gonna write that down as a songwriter and say

0:28:32.196 --> 0:28:34.796
<v Speaker 1>this is my song today. But if it had been different,

0:28:34.796 --> 0:28:37.156
<v Speaker 1>it would have sucked, you know. So, Yeah, that's a

0:28:37.196 --> 0:28:39.036
<v Speaker 1>tough call to write a rock and roll song. It's

0:28:39.076 --> 0:28:39.596
<v Speaker 1>really hard.

0:28:39.796 --> 0:28:41.716
<v Speaker 2>Do you have riffs stored away somewhere?

0:28:41.796 --> 0:28:41.956
<v Speaker 1>Oh?

0:28:42.036 --> 0:28:43.956
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, like from failed rock and roll songs?

0:28:44.036 --> 0:28:47.316
<v Speaker 1>Yeah? Tons, tons. I haven't accepted that they're failed yet.

0:28:47.396 --> 0:28:49.796
<v Speaker 1>One day, you know, it'll be when I'm eighty, I'll

0:28:49.796 --> 0:28:52.916
<v Speaker 1>put out the bonehead ac DC sounding record.

0:28:53.636 --> 0:28:55.436
<v Speaker 2>But why can't you do like the Kevin Kenney thing

0:28:55.556 --> 0:28:59.196
<v Speaker 2>of like just put like, you know, the lyrics you

0:28:59.236 --> 0:29:02.636
<v Speaker 2>would normally write over the bomb bas I do.

0:29:02.756 --> 0:29:05.676
<v Speaker 1>Sometimes I do two or three songs on a record.

0:29:05.676 --> 0:29:09.556
<v Speaker 1>I do that. But that's tough because you know, at

0:29:09.556 --> 0:29:14.076
<v Speaker 1>a certain point it becomes lipstick on a pig. You know,

0:29:14.156 --> 0:29:17.396
<v Speaker 1>at a certain point you're like, this doesn't sound right.

0:29:17.476 --> 0:29:20.036
<v Speaker 1>The music is now I'm going with the words that

0:29:20.116 --> 0:29:23.556
<v Speaker 1>I'm hearing, And then you've made a production mistake. You know,

0:29:23.836 --> 0:29:26.476
<v Speaker 1>like if I was singing the lyrics to Elephant, you know,

0:29:26.676 --> 0:29:29.836
<v Speaker 1>over the music to You Shook Me all night long,

0:29:29.956 --> 0:29:32.396
<v Speaker 1>like people would be pissed. People would be like, man,

0:29:32.796 --> 0:29:35.276
<v Speaker 1>this is terrible. You didn't take this seriously at all.

0:29:35.396 --> 0:29:38.196
<v Speaker 1>You know, you got to be careful. It's got to

0:29:38.236 --> 0:29:42.276
<v Speaker 1>be congruous in some way. You know, it's got to

0:29:42.276 --> 0:29:45.396
<v Speaker 1>feel like one piece of work. So to do it right,

0:29:45.476 --> 0:29:48.036
<v Speaker 1>you got to just walk that line where the lyric

0:29:48.716 --> 0:29:52.316
<v Speaker 1>just barely scoots into dumb enough and the riff just

0:29:52.356 --> 0:29:55.156
<v Speaker 1>barely scoots into smart enough to where they kind of

0:29:55.196 --> 0:29:57.916
<v Speaker 1>line up. But if you get too smart with the riff,

0:29:57.996 --> 0:30:00.196
<v Speaker 1>then you're making prog rock, And if you get too

0:30:00.276 --> 0:30:03.196
<v Speaker 1>dumb with the lyric, then you're just writing an ACDC song.

0:30:03.316 --> 0:30:05.796
<v Speaker 1>So you've got to like really skirt that line.

0:30:05.916 --> 0:30:07.836
<v Speaker 2>That's a great point. You don't want to venture into

0:30:07.836 --> 0:30:08.596
<v Speaker 2>prog rock.

0:30:08.636 --> 0:30:10.876
<v Speaker 1>Unless that's what you may if you're good at that.

0:30:11.076 --> 0:30:13.956
<v Speaker 1>But if you dip your toe in frog rock, that's

0:30:13.996 --> 0:30:16.316
<v Speaker 1>going to be really bad because they take that shit

0:30:16.396 --> 0:30:17.476
<v Speaker 1>real seriously, you.

0:30:17.436 --> 0:30:20.596
<v Speaker 2>Know, super serious. Yeah, tell me about Strawberry Woman. Man,

0:30:20.716 --> 0:30:23.396
<v Speaker 2>that line this young man crying in the cowboy hat

0:30:23.396 --> 0:30:25.356
<v Speaker 2>he's got square boots, so he for real.

0:30:25.476 --> 0:30:28.036
<v Speaker 1>Yeah yeah, well, you know, there's a lot of argument

0:30:28.076 --> 0:30:30.556
<v Speaker 1>over which sort of cowboy boots you should wear. My

0:30:30.596 --> 0:30:33.556
<v Speaker 1>little brother wears square toed boots, and I bought him

0:30:33.596 --> 0:30:36.116
<v Speaker 1>a pair of pointier toe boots for Christmas, so I'm

0:30:36.156 --> 0:30:39.036
<v Speaker 1>hoping to move them over into that. But that's also

0:30:39.196 --> 0:30:42.516
<v Speaker 1>kind of an inside joke about playing the pedal steel

0:30:42.516 --> 0:30:46.116
<v Speaker 1>guitar because if you'll notice, the pedals are so small

0:30:46.396 --> 0:30:48.716
<v Speaker 1>and they're so close together that if you don't wear

0:30:48.796 --> 0:30:51.596
<v Speaker 1>the right kind of shoes, you'll accidentally hit more than

0:30:51.596 --> 0:30:55.276
<v Speaker 1>one pedal at a time. So this is why the

0:30:55.276 --> 0:30:58.916
<v Speaker 1>pedal steel is a true cowboy instrument, because cowboy boots

0:30:58.956 --> 0:31:01.036
<v Speaker 1>are what you wear in order to be able to

0:31:01.636 --> 0:31:03.236
<v Speaker 1>hit this one pedal at a time.

0:31:04.556 --> 0:31:06.716
<v Speaker 2>Fascinating. So that's why the next line wouldn't last five

0:31:06.716 --> 0:31:07.676
<v Speaker 2>minutes on a pedal.

0:31:07.476 --> 0:31:10.756
<v Speaker 1>Steel, right because he starts hitting the rock. We're disconnected,

0:31:10.876 --> 0:31:14.396
<v Speaker 1>it seems like it. But if you're a musician, you go, oh,

0:31:14.396 --> 0:31:16.276
<v Speaker 1>I see what he means. You know, because a lot

0:31:16.276 --> 0:31:18.356
<v Speaker 1>of steel players, if they don't wear cowboy but still

0:31:18.396 --> 0:31:20.876
<v Speaker 1>play in their socks, you know, because you just got

0:31:20.916 --> 0:31:23.076
<v Speaker 1>to be able to hit a very narrow pedal there

0:31:23.116 --> 0:31:26.196
<v Speaker 1>and not hit the ones next to it. But also like,

0:31:26.396 --> 0:31:30.196
<v Speaker 1>I like this image of you know, the naivete of

0:31:30.316 --> 0:31:34.356
<v Speaker 1>having your heart broken, and a cowboy, like a real cowboy,

0:31:34.796 --> 0:31:38.116
<v Speaker 1>is a very specific type of naive. Like they have

0:31:38.356 --> 0:31:42.996
<v Speaker 1>chosen to spend their time around animals rather than around people,

0:31:43.076 --> 0:31:46.556
<v Speaker 1>so they don't learn these worldly things. And then by

0:31:46.596 --> 0:31:50.916
<v Speaker 1>the time they're old, they've become wise before they become worldly,

0:31:51.116 --> 0:31:54.636
<v Speaker 1>you know, which is a really interesting combination. They make

0:31:54.716 --> 0:31:57.716
<v Speaker 1>for very stubborn, very interesting old men. But when they're

0:31:57.796 --> 0:32:00.716
<v Speaker 1>kids and they're still you know, in the shape that

0:32:00.756 --> 0:32:03.156
<v Speaker 1>you have to be to break horses and things like that,

0:32:03.316 --> 0:32:06.676
<v Speaker 1>they're basically frozen as twelve or thirteen year olds for

0:32:06.716 --> 0:32:09.796
<v Speaker 1>a good long while. Because they just don't spend time

0:32:09.836 --> 0:32:10.996
<v Speaker 1>around human people.

0:32:11.356 --> 0:32:13.396
<v Speaker 2>They become wise before they become worldly.

0:32:13.596 --> 0:32:16.756
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, So their wisdom comes from nature, it comes from work,

0:32:16.916 --> 0:32:20.276
<v Speaker 1>and it comes from like finding things out on their own.

0:32:20.396 --> 0:32:22.676
<v Speaker 1>They don't get a whole lot of advice cowboys. They

0:32:22.716 --> 0:32:24.156
<v Speaker 1>find things out the hard way.

0:32:25.196 --> 0:32:29.876
<v Speaker 2>Yeah. Cowboys never cease to be fertile songwriting territory.

0:32:29.996 --> 0:32:32.916
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, yeah, for Willie Nelson or for Phil Lahy, not

0:32:33.076 --> 0:32:36.716
<v Speaker 1>you know, they all write about it. Yeah. Yeah, it's

0:32:36.756 --> 0:32:39.076
<v Speaker 1>just a really different type of person. And it doesn't

0:32:39.076 --> 0:32:41.356
<v Speaker 1>necessarily have to be an American cowboy. You know, there's

0:32:41.396 --> 0:32:44.876
<v Speaker 1>a bunch of them in Manitoba and Alberta and Spain.

0:32:45.236 --> 0:32:47.996
<v Speaker 1>You know, they got smaller horses in Spain. But it's

0:32:47.996 --> 0:32:51.516
<v Speaker 1>the same basic principle. But yeah, it's interesting because it's

0:32:51.596 --> 0:32:56.636
<v Speaker 1>like you're making this conscious decision to not participate in

0:32:57.036 --> 0:33:00.716
<v Speaker 1>modern civilization. So there's a naivete, that kind of an

0:33:00.756 --> 0:33:04.676
<v Speaker 1>innocence about it that's really beautiful. But at the same time,

0:33:04.796 --> 0:33:08.516
<v Speaker 1>on the rare occasion that they wander into town, hilarity.

0:33:08.596 --> 0:33:11.636
<v Speaker 1>And so you know, did your brother take that line?

0:33:11.636 --> 0:33:13.436
<v Speaker 1>By the way, Oh, he got a kick out of it.

0:33:13.516 --> 0:33:14.756
<v Speaker 1>He got to be a kick out of it. But

0:33:14.836 --> 0:33:18.836
<v Speaker 1>he is definitely more cowboy like he's a real red tack,

0:33:18.916 --> 0:33:20.876
<v Speaker 1>you know. Like somebody asked me the other day, like,

0:33:20.916 --> 0:33:23.116
<v Speaker 1>what would you do in the apocalypse? I find my

0:33:23.156 --> 0:33:24.876
<v Speaker 1>little brother. You know, we would go out in the

0:33:24.876 --> 0:33:27.636
<v Speaker 1>woods and come back fatter than we were when we left,

0:33:27.716 --> 0:33:29.956
<v Speaker 1>you know, because he could actually just wander off and

0:33:30.036 --> 0:33:32.396
<v Speaker 1>survive just fine. He's one of the only people I

0:33:32.476 --> 0:33:33.716
<v Speaker 1>know that could really do that.

0:33:34.636 --> 0:33:36.156
<v Speaker 2>Man, you gotta take him on tour with you, then,

0:33:36.356 --> 0:33:38.796
<v Speaker 2>I know, see, that's that's what you want to find

0:33:39.556 --> 0:33:39.756
<v Speaker 2>with you.

0:33:39.956 --> 0:33:42.076
<v Speaker 1>You take him on tour and then you bruin it

0:33:42.116 --> 0:33:44.116
<v Speaker 1>because that is not where he wants to be. You

0:33:44.116 --> 0:33:45.716
<v Speaker 1>don't want to be in a tour bus in New

0:33:45.796 --> 0:33:47.556
<v Speaker 1>York City. You know, he wants to be out in

0:33:47.596 --> 0:33:48.796
<v Speaker 1>the woods somewhere.

0:33:49.716 --> 0:33:51.396
<v Speaker 2>A cowboy on a tour bus in New York City

0:33:51.396 --> 0:33:52.076
<v Speaker 2>would be uh.

0:33:52.156 --> 0:33:55.116
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, I mean it's happened. I guess that happened a

0:33:55.156 --> 0:33:57.516
<v Speaker 1>lot early on. You know, George Strait had to get

0:33:57.556 --> 0:34:00.116
<v Speaker 1>everywhere somehow. But I don't think he would enjoy it

0:34:00.116 --> 0:34:01.116
<v Speaker 1>as much as I would.

0:34:01.516 --> 0:34:04.436
<v Speaker 2>Speaking of George straight Man, I was thinking about him recently.

0:34:04.676 --> 0:34:09.276
<v Speaker 2>His music is phenomenal. Yeah, but he feels like, I

0:34:09.276 --> 0:34:11.676
<v Speaker 2>don't know, like I guess he feels now oddly like

0:34:11.716 --> 0:34:15.396
<v Speaker 2>a part of the fabric of country now more than

0:34:15.476 --> 0:34:18.756
<v Speaker 2>like an artist. He's like, he really is like an

0:34:18.756 --> 0:34:20.956
<v Speaker 2>elder of the music. Not I don't mean to put it, no,

0:34:21.036 --> 0:34:23.036
<v Speaker 2>I know what you mean way, or an insulting way.

0:34:23.116 --> 0:34:25.516
<v Speaker 1>You know, he's a legend, and you know he got

0:34:25.556 --> 0:34:28.076
<v Speaker 1>it from not really writing his own songs. Like he

0:34:28.196 --> 0:34:31.476
<v Speaker 1>was an interpreter of song, which kind of like to

0:34:31.596 --> 0:34:34.636
<v Speaker 1>me is the part of country music that relates to

0:34:34.676 --> 0:34:37.076
<v Speaker 1>what like Sinatra was doing or some of the old

0:34:37.196 --> 0:34:40.956
<v Speaker 1>jazz singers you know, who weren't composers. And I think

0:34:40.996 --> 0:34:44.236
<v Speaker 1>that there can be an art in writing songs. There

0:34:44.276 --> 0:34:48.316
<v Speaker 1>can be art in delivering songs interpreting songs as well,

0:34:48.516 --> 0:34:49.836
<v Speaker 1>you know, And I think you don't have to be

0:34:49.876 --> 0:34:52.876
<v Speaker 1>a songwriter to be an artist. But if you call

0:34:52.916 --> 0:34:55.436
<v Speaker 1>yourself a songwriter, or if you're not a great singer,

0:34:56.116 --> 0:34:57.956
<v Speaker 1>then you know you're going to have to write some

0:34:57.996 --> 0:35:00.036
<v Speaker 1>of your own songs or step things up a little bit.

0:35:00.076 --> 0:35:03.676
<v Speaker 1>But George Strait had such a wonderful quality to his

0:35:03.836 --> 0:35:08.556
<v Speaker 1>voice and delivery of those songs. You know, sometimes it's

0:35:08.596 --> 0:35:11.356
<v Speaker 1>not something you can learn. Sometimes it's just about where

0:35:11.396 --> 0:35:15.236
<v Speaker 1>your voice sits and the resonance of your voice, especially

0:35:15.276 --> 0:35:18.716
<v Speaker 1>in country music or you know, show tunes. I mean,

0:35:18.956 --> 0:35:21.996
<v Speaker 1>it's like Sinatra would just go in and start singing.

0:35:22.476 --> 0:35:24.036
<v Speaker 1>You know, you better have the tape on it because

0:35:24.036 --> 0:35:26.956
<v Speaker 1>you might get one take. Because he knew that what

0:35:26.996 --> 0:35:30.876
<v Speaker 1>people wanted was the quality of his voice. And I

0:35:30.876 --> 0:35:33.356
<v Speaker 1>think it was that way with George straight Now you

0:35:33.356 --> 0:35:35.476
<v Speaker 1>get to somebody like George Jones, and then that's a

0:35:35.476 --> 0:35:39.156
<v Speaker 1>whole different thing, because you know, George Jones had that

0:35:39.316 --> 0:35:41.756
<v Speaker 1>sort of country quality to his voice, but he could

0:35:41.796 --> 0:35:45.876
<v Speaker 1>control it in a way that was just unbelievable. Every

0:35:45.916 --> 0:35:48.836
<v Speaker 1>once in a while on Instagram or TikTok or something,

0:35:48.876 --> 0:35:50.796
<v Speaker 1>a clip will come up with him just sitting around

0:35:50.876 --> 0:35:53.716
<v Speaker 1>drinking a beer and singing a song and it sounds

0:35:53.756 --> 0:35:57.836
<v Speaker 1>like the best possible performance anybody I know could pull

0:35:57.876 --> 0:36:00.636
<v Speaker 1>off on a stage at a football stadium, and it's

0:36:00.716 --> 0:36:03.556
<v Speaker 1>just him sitting in a chair, smoking, drinking, you know,

0:36:03.716 --> 0:36:06.156
<v Speaker 1>not even paying attention to what he's doing. George Jones

0:36:06.196 --> 0:36:10.676
<v Speaker 1>really had a beautiful gift, But it doesn't take all that,

0:36:10.876 --> 0:36:13.676
<v Speaker 1>you know. I think if you're good at delivering somebody

0:36:13.676 --> 0:36:16.516
<v Speaker 1>else's words in a way that makes people believe it,

0:36:17.156 --> 0:36:19.956
<v Speaker 1>and you have that natural quality to your voice that

0:36:20.156 --> 0:36:23.156
<v Speaker 1>sits in just the right place, which is what George

0:36:23.156 --> 0:36:26.076
<v Speaker 1>Strait had, I think you can get yourself into the

0:36:26.076 --> 0:36:27.956
<v Speaker 1>fabric of country music that way.

0:36:28.276 --> 0:36:30.276
<v Speaker 2>Is it weird now for your songs to sort of

0:36:30.276 --> 0:36:32.396
<v Speaker 2>start becoming part of like the songbook?

0:36:32.556 --> 0:36:36.116
<v Speaker 1>It's all weird. Everything is so fucking weird to me,

0:36:36.436 --> 0:36:40.316
<v Speaker 1>but I like hearing my songs out in the wild,

0:36:40.836 --> 0:36:42.956
<v Speaker 1>even if other people are singing them. Now. Stuff I

0:36:42.956 --> 0:36:45.836
<v Speaker 1>happened with Morgan that, you know, I wasn't a fan

0:36:45.956 --> 0:36:48.196
<v Speaker 1>of after that, but at the time when he covered

0:36:48.236 --> 0:36:50.356
<v Speaker 1>the song, I thought, man, this is great. Bunch of

0:36:50.356 --> 0:36:53.196
<v Speaker 1>young people are going to hear the song, and it

0:36:53.276 --> 0:36:59.436
<v Speaker 1>gave me some reassurance that when you're being specific with

0:36:59.596 --> 0:37:02.476
<v Speaker 1>these songs, that's when people really have a close connection

0:37:02.596 --> 0:37:06.516
<v Speaker 1>to them because they think he knew a secret about me.

0:37:06.756 --> 0:37:10.436
<v Speaker 1>How did this song writer know this? It's very specific,

0:37:10.756 --> 0:37:13.556
<v Speaker 1>very detailed feeling that I was having. I thought I

0:37:13.716 --> 0:37:17.036
<v Speaker 1>was alone, And to me, that's the best thing that

0:37:17.236 --> 0:37:19.476
<v Speaker 1>art can do is when somebody says I thought I

0:37:19.556 --> 0:37:22.436
<v Speaker 1>was alone until I heard this. You know, now I

0:37:22.476 --> 0:37:25.236
<v Speaker 1>know there's at least one other person out there that

0:37:25.356 --> 0:37:28.796
<v Speaker 1>feels exactly the same way. I think. To do that,

0:37:28.956 --> 0:37:32.236
<v Speaker 1>you have to, you know, try not to be too vague.

0:37:32.676 --> 0:37:35.196
<v Speaker 1>You can't really write with a target in my mind,

0:37:35.356 --> 0:37:38.076
<v Speaker 1>like a specific audience that you're trying to nail. You

0:37:38.156 --> 0:37:41.356
<v Speaker 1>have to just make yourself the target, you know, and

0:37:41.436 --> 0:37:44.676
<v Speaker 1>write the kind of music that speaks to a very

0:37:44.716 --> 0:37:48.716
<v Speaker 1>detailed account of your own experience, and then you just wait.

0:37:48.996 --> 0:37:50.756
<v Speaker 1>You just do your best job with it, and you

0:37:50.836 --> 0:37:53.956
<v Speaker 1>wait for somebody a thousand miles away to pop up

0:37:53.996 --> 0:37:57.196
<v Speaker 1>and say that exact same thing happened to me. And

0:37:57.236 --> 0:37:59.876
<v Speaker 1>that's a really beautiful thing because then you're reminded of

0:37:59.916 --> 0:38:02.916
<v Speaker 1>what we have in common rather than our differences.

0:38:04.596 --> 0:38:06.956
<v Speaker 2>We're pausing for one last quick break and then we'll

0:38:06.996 --> 0:38:13.836
<v Speaker 2>be back with Jason Isbell. Here's the rest of my

0:38:13.916 --> 0:38:19.356
<v Speaker 2>conversation with Jason Isbel your ability to not only to

0:38:19.596 --> 0:38:23.556
<v Speaker 2>write so personally, but I do know it seems like

0:38:23.556 --> 0:38:27.836
<v Speaker 2>you have a commitment to living your life openly and honestly.

0:38:28.036 --> 0:38:30.436
<v Speaker 2>You know, like similar to the way like Howard Stern.

0:38:30.756 --> 0:38:32.996
<v Speaker 2>You know, let's say, like it seems to have no

0:38:33.116 --> 0:38:37.556
<v Speaker 2>qualms putting any of his follies on display for the world.

0:38:38.116 --> 0:38:41.276
<v Speaker 2>It seems like you have had no qualms doing that.

0:38:41.556 --> 0:38:45.636
<v Speaker 2>And it's helpful for one, I think, to other people,

0:38:45.636 --> 0:38:48.316
<v Speaker 2>because just like a song that's so personal to you

0:38:48.916 --> 0:38:52.276
<v Speaker 2>can be heard by somebody else and they can sense

0:38:52.316 --> 0:38:54.436
<v Speaker 2>that they're not alone, feel that they're not alone, feel seen,

0:38:54.476 --> 0:38:57.836
<v Speaker 2>feel heard by something that relates only to you, but

0:38:58.036 --> 0:39:01.596
<v Speaker 2>now is not only personal, but it's like being a

0:39:01.636 --> 0:39:05.556
<v Speaker 2>married person myself that went through the pandemic. Watching your

0:39:05.676 --> 0:39:08.516
<v Speaker 2>HBO film was like Jesus fucking Christ, we weren't the

0:39:08.516 --> 0:39:09.156
<v Speaker 2>only ones.

0:39:09.316 --> 0:39:12.756
<v Speaker 1>Right, And that was tough, man. That was tough, you know.

0:39:12.836 --> 0:39:15.236
<v Speaker 1>And there are poems because I sit back and think,

0:39:15.316 --> 0:39:17.196
<v Speaker 1>why do I have to do this shit again? You

0:39:17.196 --> 0:39:19.276
<v Speaker 1>know why? I got to tell everybody what's going on

0:39:19.276 --> 0:39:23.276
<v Speaker 1>once again. But with the bigger risks come the bigger

0:39:23.316 --> 0:39:26.596
<v Speaker 1>rewards as far as that goes, And you know, there's

0:39:26.636 --> 0:39:30.156
<v Speaker 1>a certain level of accountability, Like if I know that

0:39:30.396 --> 0:39:32.676
<v Speaker 1>my thing is to be honest with people about how

0:39:32.676 --> 0:39:34.396
<v Speaker 1>I live my life, that I'm going to try really

0:39:34.436 --> 0:39:36.116
<v Speaker 1>hard to live my life the right way in a

0:39:36.156 --> 0:39:38.516
<v Speaker 1>way that I could be proud of, you know. But

0:39:38.636 --> 0:39:42.116
<v Speaker 1>also I sort of see it as most of the

0:39:42.236 --> 0:39:47.676
<v Speaker 1>risks to me are negligible. You know, I'm a person

0:39:47.756 --> 0:39:51.556
<v Speaker 1>from a protected class, and I have been blessed with

0:39:51.636 --> 0:39:54.916
<v Speaker 1>the encouragement and the gifts that I need to climb

0:39:54.916 --> 0:39:57.516
<v Speaker 1>out of trailer Park, Alabama and get to a place

0:39:57.516 --> 0:40:01.196
<v Speaker 1>where I'm really comfortable. And in that way, I kind

0:40:01.196 --> 0:40:02.796
<v Speaker 1>of feel like I'm one of the people with the

0:40:02.916 --> 0:40:05.556
<v Speaker 1>armor on, you know what I'm saying. And those people

0:40:05.556 --> 0:40:07.316
<v Speaker 1>should go to the front of the line because they

0:40:07.316 --> 0:40:10.076
<v Speaker 1>have the armor on. So I can say something that

0:40:10.116 --> 0:40:13.956
<v Speaker 1>somebody else would be afraid to say, you know, and

0:40:13.996 --> 0:40:17.396
<v Speaker 1>then they can resonate with that. They're going to get

0:40:17.476 --> 0:40:20.396
<v Speaker 1>more out of it because it's not necessarily possible for

0:40:20.516 --> 0:40:23.596
<v Speaker 1>them to say, Hey, hands up, here's what's going wrong

0:40:23.636 --> 0:40:25.756
<v Speaker 1>with my life, or here are the mistakes that I've made,

0:40:25.836 --> 0:40:27.676
<v Speaker 1>or hear the things that have been difficult for me.

0:40:27.996 --> 0:40:30.956
<v Speaker 1>They might not be able to start that conversation, but

0:40:31.036 --> 0:40:33.236
<v Speaker 1>they might be able to chime in if you start

0:40:33.316 --> 0:40:34.156
<v Speaker 1>that conversation.

0:40:34.396 --> 0:40:36.396
<v Speaker 2>Was there anyone like that for you growing up?

0:40:36.636 --> 0:40:39.556
<v Speaker 1>That's a good question, you know. I felt like my

0:40:39.676 --> 0:40:44.436
<v Speaker 1>grandfather was pretty good about being open and honest with everybody.

0:40:44.516 --> 0:40:46.916
<v Speaker 1>And when I was a kid, he was a Pentecostal

0:40:46.956 --> 0:40:50.356
<v Speaker 1>preacher in Alabama, and he didn't know how to write

0:40:50.436 --> 0:40:52.676
<v Speaker 1>until he started preaching. My grandmother taught him how to

0:40:52.676 --> 0:40:55.436
<v Speaker 1>write so he could write down his sermons and give

0:40:55.476 --> 0:40:58.516
<v Speaker 1>them in charge. And you know, he'd grown up share

0:40:58.556 --> 0:41:01.996
<v Speaker 1>proper and basically got to the point where, you know,

0:41:02.076 --> 0:41:03.796
<v Speaker 1>he could go to the grocery store and get what

0:41:03.876 --> 0:41:06.156
<v Speaker 1>he wanted, and so the worst thing he could do

0:41:06.156 --> 0:41:08.196
<v Speaker 1>would be send him to the grocery store, because he

0:41:08.196 --> 0:41:10.596
<v Speaker 1>would come back with it all kinds of like old

0:41:10.636 --> 0:41:12.876
<v Speaker 1>fashioned candy, you know. So when I was a kid,

0:41:12.916 --> 0:41:14.396
<v Speaker 1>I was like, I want to go to the grocery

0:41:14.436 --> 0:41:16.916
<v Speaker 1>store with him, you know, because it's all the stuff

0:41:16.916 --> 0:41:18.516
<v Speaker 1>that he never had when he was a kid, couldn't

0:41:18.516 --> 0:41:20.676
<v Speaker 1>afford when he was a kid. But he was a

0:41:20.996 --> 0:41:25.996
<v Speaker 1>very honest person, and I noticed that, like when there

0:41:26.116 --> 0:41:28.236
<v Speaker 1>was a deal, when he was buying a car or

0:41:28.276 --> 0:41:31.676
<v Speaker 1>trading a guitar, or trading a horse or an animal

0:41:31.756 --> 0:41:35.556
<v Speaker 1>or something, he usually got beat Almost all the time.

0:41:35.716 --> 0:41:38.436
<v Speaker 1>He would he would get beat in those deals, and

0:41:38.756 --> 0:41:41.196
<v Speaker 1>at one point I thought, Man, this sucks. My granddad

0:41:41.236 --> 0:41:43.356
<v Speaker 1>always gets beaten, they say. But then after a while,

0:41:43.396 --> 0:41:45.916
<v Speaker 1>I thought, you know what that actually is what you

0:41:46.076 --> 0:41:48.356
<v Speaker 1>want to be. You want to be the guy that

0:41:48.516 --> 0:41:51.036
<v Speaker 1>is honest. Because when he would go in, he would say, well,

0:41:51.436 --> 0:41:54.036
<v Speaker 1>this horse has had too much sweet feed and it's foundered,

0:41:54.116 --> 0:41:56.796
<v Speaker 1>so it's not worth much. But somebody else he was

0:41:56.836 --> 0:41:59.756
<v Speaker 1>trading with, would, you know, doctor things up and make

0:41:59.836 --> 0:42:03.756
<v Speaker 1>it look really, you know. And by the end of

0:42:03.796 --> 0:42:06.316
<v Speaker 1>his life I sort of figured out he didn't have

0:42:06.356 --> 0:42:10.396
<v Speaker 1>any regrets really, and I thought that's because he been honest.

0:42:10.476 --> 0:42:13.036
<v Speaker 1>You don't look back on your deathbed and say, I

0:42:13.076 --> 0:42:15.636
<v Speaker 1>wish I'd gotten more for that truck, But you might

0:42:15.676 --> 0:42:17.876
<v Speaker 1>look back and say, I feel bad for cheating so

0:42:17.956 --> 0:42:19.716
<v Speaker 1>many people out of something.

0:42:19.876 --> 0:42:21.796
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, because you don't know what you're cheating the other

0:42:21.836 --> 0:42:22.676
<v Speaker 2>person out of.

0:42:22.876 --> 0:42:24.796
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, you don't know how they came by their money.

0:42:24.876 --> 0:42:27.116
<v Speaker 1>You don't know how they got that horse. You don't know,

0:42:27.356 --> 0:42:29.476
<v Speaker 1>and you're not interested in it because you're just trying

0:42:29.476 --> 0:42:32.756
<v Speaker 1>to get yours. And I was lucky enough to grow

0:42:32.836 --> 0:42:37.236
<v Speaker 1>up around people who took that stuff seriously and realized

0:42:37.236 --> 0:42:39.556
<v Speaker 1>that what might seem like a loss at the time,

0:42:39.996 --> 0:42:42.556
<v Speaker 1>it was a wind in the long run by being

0:42:42.596 --> 0:42:43.596
<v Speaker 1>more honest.

0:42:43.796 --> 0:42:47.236
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, that's interesting, man. At what point did you realize

0:42:47.236 --> 0:42:50.516
<v Speaker 2>that that was actually an asset of your grandfather's.

0:42:50.036 --> 0:42:52.876
<v Speaker 1>In my late teens, probably when he was getting on

0:42:52.996 --> 0:42:55.156
<v Speaker 1>in years and didn't have a whole lot of time left,

0:42:55.236 --> 0:42:58.756
<v Speaker 1>I thought, because I did that with all my grandparents

0:42:58.796 --> 0:43:01.636
<v Speaker 1>really when they were close to the end of their life.

0:43:02.076 --> 0:43:05.036
<v Speaker 1>I just kind of found myself, not on purpose, but

0:43:05.196 --> 0:43:08.036
<v Speaker 1>just sort of looking back and thinking, well, how would

0:43:08.076 --> 0:43:10.236
<v Speaker 1>I feel if I was in the spot what I

0:43:10.316 --> 0:43:14.316
<v Speaker 1>have enemies or regrets or people that I wanted to

0:43:14.356 --> 0:43:18.356
<v Speaker 1>settle up with or apologize too. And he really didn't.

0:43:18.556 --> 0:43:22.156
<v Speaker 1>He wasn't afraid. He was a religious man, faithful man,

0:43:22.196 --> 0:43:24.756
<v Speaker 1>and he thought, well, this is gonna be a relief.

0:43:24.796 --> 0:43:27.116
<v Speaker 1>I'm gonna go on to somewhere beautiful. He didn't have

0:43:27.156 --> 0:43:31.156
<v Speaker 1>anybody to apologize to. He asked my dad like at

0:43:31.196 --> 0:43:33.196
<v Speaker 1>the end, he's like, you need any money before I go?

0:43:33.276 --> 0:43:35.276
<v Speaker 1>You need any money? My dad was like, no, I

0:43:35.436 --> 0:43:38.476
<v Speaker 1>got my own family and my own job, and I'm

0:43:38.476 --> 0:43:41.356
<v Speaker 1>all right. But that's what he was thinking about still,

0:43:41.556 --> 0:43:45.596
<v Speaker 1>was taking care of other people. And I think that's

0:43:45.596 --> 0:43:47.076
<v Speaker 1>a pretty good way to go out.

0:43:47.556 --> 0:43:49.636
<v Speaker 2>It's a great way to go out. It seems like,

0:43:49.796 --> 0:43:51.196
<v Speaker 2>you know, he knew the meaning of life.

0:43:51.316 --> 0:43:53.836
<v Speaker 1>I think so. I think that's true if you can

0:43:53.956 --> 0:43:56.476
<v Speaker 1>leave with the tab all settled up. But it seems

0:43:56.556 --> 0:43:57.996
<v Speaker 1>like that'll do.

0:43:57.996 --> 0:44:01.276
<v Speaker 2>Do you think you need to live your life as

0:44:01.316 --> 0:44:02.956
<v Speaker 2>honest as you do? To be as honest in yourself?

0:44:02.996 --> 0:44:05.516
<v Speaker 2>Like in other words, can you I'm thinking about like

0:44:05.516 --> 0:44:08.716
<v Speaker 2>a Dylan maybe who Well, maybe he's a bad example

0:44:09.156 --> 0:44:10.836
<v Speaker 2>because I don't know how honest he is in his left.

0:44:11.036 --> 0:44:13.716
<v Speaker 1>No, yeah, he's not. I mean, I think he's honest

0:44:13.796 --> 0:44:16.876
<v Speaker 1>in everything, but I don't think he's truthful. I think

0:44:16.916 --> 0:44:20.316
<v Speaker 1>he's honestly lying about ninety percent of the time. But

0:44:20.356 --> 0:44:23.556
<v Speaker 1>that's what he's committed himself to. And it's like, if

0:44:23.556 --> 0:44:25.756
<v Speaker 1>I wanted to be Bob Dylon, that's what I would

0:44:25.836 --> 0:44:27.476
<v Speaker 1>do too. But I don't want to be Bob Deling.

0:44:27.636 --> 0:44:29.396
<v Speaker 1>I love Bob Dylon, but that's not what I want

0:44:29.436 --> 0:44:31.116
<v Speaker 1>to be. I want to be me, you know, And

0:44:31.276 --> 0:44:34.356
<v Speaker 1>my path, the way that I have found is most

0:44:34.396 --> 0:44:37.756
<v Speaker 1>rewarding for me and gives me an individual voice, is

0:44:37.836 --> 0:44:41.116
<v Speaker 1>to reveal these things in an honest way. Also, I

0:44:41.236 --> 0:44:44.996
<v Speaker 1>kind of like somewhere along the line, I committed myself

0:44:45.036 --> 0:44:49.236
<v Speaker 1>to this idea of unraveling the bullshit and the mystery

0:44:49.236 --> 0:44:51.916
<v Speaker 1>of all of it, this idea that you know, you

0:44:51.916 --> 0:44:54.596
<v Speaker 1>can be a rock and roll star and not behave

0:44:54.796 --> 0:44:59.076
<v Speaker 1>like a terrible man, and you can be a songwriter

0:44:59.156 --> 0:45:02.396
<v Speaker 1>and not have to mythologize everything. I think part of

0:45:02.436 --> 0:45:07.076
<v Speaker 1>that came from like when I was fourteen thirteen fourteen,

0:45:07.156 --> 0:45:10.556
<v Speaker 1>a pearl jam hit and I thought, man, these dudes

0:45:11.236 --> 0:45:13.996
<v Speaker 1>are dressed like me, they look like me, and they're

0:45:13.996 --> 0:45:17.476
<v Speaker 1>not trying to dress it up. They just walk on

0:45:17.556 --> 0:45:20.116
<v Speaker 1>stage and they play these songs and it's amazing. It's

0:45:20.196 --> 0:45:23.716
<v Speaker 1>just as entertaining as David Bowie. To me at the time,

0:45:23.956 --> 0:45:26.236
<v Speaker 1>not that there's more value in one way or the other,

0:45:27.076 --> 0:45:29.436
<v Speaker 1>but it just made more sense for me as a

0:45:29.476 --> 0:45:32.996
<v Speaker 1>person to just continue being who I was and then

0:45:33.116 --> 0:45:35.276
<v Speaker 1>just take that on stage and keep doing it.

0:45:35.396 --> 0:45:39.316
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, you announced you're separating also from Amanda. How are

0:45:39.316 --> 0:45:43.596
<v Speaker 2>you going to navigate that publicly and your songwriting life?

0:45:43.636 --> 0:45:45.156
<v Speaker 1>And I don't know, what do you think I should do?

0:45:46.356 --> 0:45:50.556
<v Speaker 1>I don't know help what do I do? Yeah? I

0:45:50.556 --> 0:45:52.396
<v Speaker 1>think I'm just going to try to be honest in

0:45:52.516 --> 0:45:55.116
<v Speaker 1>all the ways that I legally can. I mean, there's

0:45:55.356 --> 0:45:58.156
<v Speaker 1>certain things that we've agreed not to talk about, but

0:45:58.276 --> 0:46:00.556
<v Speaker 1>I think I can still manage to tell people who

0:46:00.596 --> 0:46:03.676
<v Speaker 1>I am and what the truth is from my perspective.

0:46:04.996 --> 0:46:07.396
<v Speaker 1>You know. It's one of those things when not everything

0:46:07.436 --> 0:46:11.436
<v Speaker 1>that Ann's was a face. I think we did a

0:46:11.436 --> 0:46:15.196
<v Speaker 1>lot of really beautiful things together, and I have really

0:46:15.276 --> 0:46:18.876
<v Speaker 1>fond memories of all of that, and I don't regret

0:46:19.036 --> 0:46:21.836
<v Speaker 1>any of it, you know, even the hard stuff. It's

0:46:21.876 --> 0:46:24.876
<v Speaker 1>like when I got into recovery, you know, I wound

0:46:24.996 --> 0:46:27.476
<v Speaker 1>up after a few years looking back and thinking, I

0:46:27.476 --> 0:46:30.796
<v Speaker 1>don't regret even the worst parts of that, because it

0:46:30.836 --> 0:46:33.316
<v Speaker 1>all kind of goes into making me who I am,

0:46:33.996 --> 0:46:35.956
<v Speaker 1>you know. And the time will come when the wounds

0:46:35.956 --> 0:46:38.236
<v Speaker 1>aren't still fresh, The time will come when I'm able

0:46:38.276 --> 0:46:41.116
<v Speaker 1>to take all this and put it into my work

0:46:41.156 --> 0:46:44.196
<v Speaker 1>in a way that is honest and true but makes

0:46:44.236 --> 0:46:47.836
<v Speaker 1>sense for me. I'm going to be patient, and in

0:46:47.876 --> 0:46:50.196
<v Speaker 1>the meantime, I got plenty of other shit to write about.

0:46:50.876 --> 0:46:53.076
<v Speaker 1>That's one thing I think a lot of songwriters miss

0:46:53.236 --> 0:46:56.276
<v Speaker 1>is like the inspiration. You don't need it, and you

0:46:56.316 --> 0:46:59.276
<v Speaker 1>don't need it. It's everywhere. If you can't just look

0:46:59.316 --> 0:47:01.396
<v Speaker 1>out your window and find twenty things to write a

0:47:01.436 --> 0:47:04.636
<v Speaker 1>song about, then you know you're not a real serious

0:47:04.636 --> 0:47:07.276
<v Speaker 1>songwriter yet because it's all over the place.

0:47:08.076 --> 0:47:09.916
<v Speaker 2>Meaning you don't need to write about the thing that

0:47:09.956 --> 0:47:14.396
<v Speaker 2>feels necessarily most pressing in your right life.

0:47:14.436 --> 0:47:17.116
<v Speaker 1>Exactly, yeah, exactly. You might not be ready for that

0:47:17.356 --> 0:47:20.996
<v Speaker 1>right now. You might need to get there through other means,

0:47:21.116 --> 0:47:24.556
<v Speaker 1>you know, work yourself up to it. There might be steps,

0:47:24.596 --> 0:47:26.956
<v Speaker 1>and then somewhere along the way you could discover the

0:47:26.996 --> 0:47:31.076
<v Speaker 1>beauty of allegory. I'm sure I have been writing about

0:47:31.156 --> 0:47:33.556
<v Speaker 1>the things that are going on right now in my

0:47:33.716 --> 0:47:37.076
<v Speaker 1>life for quite a while. You know, I'm currently writing

0:47:37.116 --> 0:47:40.076
<v Speaker 1>about those things, but on the page, it might look

0:47:40.156 --> 0:47:43.196
<v Speaker 1>like I'm writing about a butterfly or a car accident.

0:47:43.796 --> 0:47:46.276
<v Speaker 1>That's the beauty of allegory. You don't have to know

0:47:46.996 --> 0:47:49.796
<v Speaker 1>what you're talking about all the time. You know, you

0:47:49.836 --> 0:47:52.916
<v Speaker 1>don't have to know what the overarching idea. Your brain

0:47:53.036 --> 0:47:55.916
<v Speaker 1>will work on that level if you just focus on

0:47:55.996 --> 0:48:00.116
<v Speaker 1>details and rhyme and making something beautiful happen eventually by

0:48:00.156 --> 0:48:02.596
<v Speaker 1>the end of it. Very often I look down and go, oh,

0:48:02.636 --> 0:48:04.676
<v Speaker 1>I just wrote a song about my marriage, or I

0:48:04.756 --> 0:48:07.116
<v Speaker 1>just wrote a song about my child. This whole time,

0:48:07.156 --> 0:48:09.876
<v Speaker 1>I thought I was writing about football or something. You know.

0:48:10.116 --> 0:48:14.276
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, yeah, yeah, fascinating. I forgot to ask, you wrote

0:48:14.676 --> 0:48:18.516
<v Speaker 2>whether Van's on set of Killsing the fire Moon, right?

0:48:18.596 --> 0:48:21.876
<v Speaker 1>Yeah? Almost all of it? Yeah, A good chunk of

0:48:21.916 --> 0:48:24.036
<v Speaker 1>that record I wrote on the set.

0:48:24.596 --> 0:48:28.596
<v Speaker 2>Did the character you were playing influence your point of

0:48:28.636 --> 0:48:30.796
<v Speaker 2>view as a songwriter at that moment or was it

0:48:30.916 --> 0:48:32.116
<v Speaker 2>easy to keep that separate.

0:48:32.236 --> 0:48:36.196
<v Speaker 1>I don't know that that bill influenced that, but I

0:48:36.276 --> 0:48:38.996
<v Speaker 1>definitely know that the work that I was doing influenced

0:48:39.036 --> 0:48:43.436
<v Speaker 1>it because, on one hand, the most obvious way was

0:48:43.516 --> 0:48:48.636
<v Speaker 1>just watching Marty conduct the whole orchestra, and the fact

0:48:48.636 --> 0:48:52.516
<v Speaker 1>that he was open to hearing ideas from other people.

0:48:52.636 --> 0:48:54.556
<v Speaker 1>And when I went out there, I thought, either it's

0:48:54.596 --> 0:48:58.236
<v Speaker 1>going to be he's going to be a micromanager and

0:48:58.276 --> 0:49:00.436
<v Speaker 1>he's going to be in on every decision, or he's

0:49:00.676 --> 0:49:02.396
<v Speaker 1>not going to be there that much. I did not

0:49:02.596 --> 0:49:05.356
<v Speaker 1>expect him to have that kind of perfect mix of

0:49:05.396 --> 0:49:08.516
<v Speaker 1>those things where he was active. He was on set

0:49:08.596 --> 0:49:11.196
<v Speaker 1>every day, working out in the heat. Even at eighty

0:49:11.276 --> 0:49:13.796
<v Speaker 1>years old. He would make the l's with his fingers

0:49:13.876 --> 0:49:15.516
<v Speaker 1>and look at the shot and say, I want it

0:49:15.556 --> 0:49:19.156
<v Speaker 1>to look like this, you know, amazing, amazing, crazy. It's

0:49:19.196 --> 0:49:21.796
<v Speaker 1>like a movie about a movie about a movie. But

0:49:22.116 --> 0:49:24.556
<v Speaker 1>you know, there was one night where it was just

0:49:24.676 --> 0:49:26.996
<v Speaker 1>me and the scene, and so it was Marty and

0:49:27.036 --> 0:49:31.076
<v Speaker 1>then the ad and all the crew, and I had

0:49:31.076 --> 0:49:34.076
<v Speaker 1>the pistols. When they throw the dog on my front step,

0:49:34.196 --> 0:49:36.156
<v Speaker 1>the dead dog right before I get blown up and

0:49:36.196 --> 0:49:39.156
<v Speaker 1>I walk out. It's part of that montage. And I

0:49:39.196 --> 0:49:40.956
<v Speaker 1>walk out the front door and I see the dog

0:49:40.996 --> 0:49:43.636
<v Speaker 1>and I've got my pistol in my hand, and you know,

0:49:43.716 --> 0:49:46.516
<v Speaker 1>I thought, man, I gotta do this. So first I said,

0:49:46.556 --> 0:49:49.116
<v Speaker 1>I think we need to load this pistol because you know,

0:49:49.156 --> 0:49:51.116
<v Speaker 1>the weight's going to need to look right, and if

0:49:51.116 --> 0:49:52.596
<v Speaker 1>they see it from the end of the barrel for

0:49:52.636 --> 0:49:55.596
<v Speaker 1>any reason, you're gonna want to see slugs and you know.

0:49:55.676 --> 0:49:58.596
<v Speaker 1>So the prop master did the thing where they had

0:49:58.676 --> 0:50:02.716
<v Speaker 1>taken each shellcasing, they had pried the lead out and

0:50:02.756 --> 0:50:06.276
<v Speaker 1>then they had swabbed the inside out, dropped one bebe

0:50:06.596 --> 0:50:10.156
<v Speaker 1>inside the shell, and then pressed the lead back in.

0:50:10.636 --> 0:50:12.716
<v Speaker 1>Then they would shake it. Every time they would load

0:50:12.836 --> 0:50:14.476
<v Speaker 1>one end, they would shake it by my ear and

0:50:14.476 --> 0:50:17.156
<v Speaker 1>I would have to verbally confirm I hear the BB

0:50:17.356 --> 0:50:18.956
<v Speaker 1>and then they would put it into the pistol and

0:50:18.996 --> 0:50:20.836
<v Speaker 1>then shake it and put it into the pistol and

0:50:21.636 --> 0:50:24.276
<v Speaker 1>just to make sure. So that's like when that accidental

0:50:24.276 --> 0:50:27.076
<v Speaker 1>shooting happened on the rust set. I was like, something's

0:50:27.156 --> 0:50:29.956
<v Speaker 1>way off here because I could not have shot anybody

0:50:29.996 --> 0:50:33.396
<v Speaker 1>if I had tried. But after that, I thought, you know,

0:50:33.476 --> 0:50:36.636
<v Speaker 1>this is a single action pistol. And be being from Alabama,

0:50:36.836 --> 0:50:38.716
<v Speaker 1>I used to have a pistol very similar to the

0:50:38.716 --> 0:50:42.236
<v Speaker 1>one that I was holding in a movie, and I

0:50:42.276 --> 0:50:44.636
<v Speaker 1>thought these Yankees don't know about single action. I might

0:50:44.636 --> 0:50:47.396
<v Speaker 1>have to say something, you know. And if I walk

0:50:47.436 --> 0:50:49.316
<v Speaker 1>out on my step, I see the dog, I'm not

0:50:49.356 --> 0:50:51.116
<v Speaker 1>sure that it's dead yet. I don't know if the

0:50:51.116 --> 0:50:53.876
<v Speaker 1>people are still in the yard. I'm cocking the pistol

0:50:54.276 --> 0:50:56.276
<v Speaker 1>because with a single action, if you don't cock it,

0:50:56.316 --> 0:50:58.596
<v Speaker 1>you can't fire it. That's why in the old Westerns

0:50:58.636 --> 0:51:01.836
<v Speaker 1>they would hold the trigger down and fan the hammer

0:51:02.116 --> 0:51:04.636
<v Speaker 1>like this. Oh yeah, because it's the hammer that does

0:51:04.676 --> 0:51:07.636
<v Speaker 1>the firing. Like with double action, when you start to

0:51:07.676 --> 0:51:10.836
<v Speaker 1>pull the trigger, the pressure causes the hammer to come

0:51:10.876 --> 0:51:13.556
<v Speaker 1>back and then go forward, but with single action, you

0:51:13.556 --> 0:51:16.236
<v Speaker 1>have to pull the hammer back first. The trigger all

0:51:16.236 --> 0:51:18.836
<v Speaker 1>that does is release it, so the hammer goes forward.

0:51:19.276 --> 0:51:21.156
<v Speaker 1>So that means every time you fire, you've got to

0:51:21.196 --> 0:51:24.236
<v Speaker 1>cock and fire, cock and fire. And so I just

0:51:24.276 --> 0:51:25.916
<v Speaker 1>tapped Marty on the shoulder and I was like, I

0:51:25.916 --> 0:51:28.116
<v Speaker 1>think I would cock the pistol. And Marty said, you

0:51:28.156 --> 0:51:29.636
<v Speaker 1>think you'd cock it? I was like yeah, and I

0:51:29.676 --> 0:51:32.076
<v Speaker 1>explained why. He said, all right, let's shoot it. So

0:51:32.116 --> 0:51:34.396
<v Speaker 1>they shot, and it took another three or four hours.

0:51:34.796 --> 0:51:37.036
<v Speaker 1>They shot the scene of me cocking the pistol, and

0:51:37.036 --> 0:51:39.116
<v Speaker 1>then when I saw the movie. It was in the movie,

0:51:39.116 --> 0:51:43.996
<v Speaker 1>it was the most satisfying click. But taking away from that,

0:51:44.076 --> 0:51:46.236
<v Speaker 1>you know, I went in to produce Weather Veins that

0:51:46.276 --> 0:51:49.716
<v Speaker 1>I'd written mostly out there, and I thought, man, there's

0:51:49.716 --> 0:51:52.596
<v Speaker 1>a way to do this where you can retain your

0:51:52.716 --> 0:51:56.996
<v Speaker 1>vision and still hear what everybody around you has to say,

0:51:57.276 --> 0:52:01.676
<v Speaker 1>and you can let them enjoy participating and making the

0:52:01.756 --> 0:52:05.236
<v Speaker 1>project a better thing, and still this is your movie

0:52:05.316 --> 0:52:07.756
<v Speaker 1>or this is your record, because nobody had any question

0:52:07.876 --> 0:52:10.036
<v Speaker 1>by the end of it who had direct did that movie?

0:52:10.436 --> 0:52:12.476
<v Speaker 1>That was really sort of inspiring for me.

0:52:12.796 --> 0:52:16.676
<v Speaker 2>You know, that's an incredible thing. Yeah, because making music

0:52:16.676 --> 0:52:18.556
<v Speaker 2>can be such a singular.

0:52:18.596 --> 0:52:20.956
<v Speaker 1>Load, like yeah, lonely.

0:52:20.636 --> 0:52:25.156
<v Speaker 2>Solitary thing, and making a film, by necessity, is involved

0:52:25.236 --> 0:52:28.356
<v Speaker 2>so many more people beyond the director, writer or the

0:52:28.556 --> 0:52:29.396
<v Speaker 2>tour you know.

0:52:29.556 --> 0:52:32.596
<v Speaker 1>There are hundreds of people, hundreds of people on that set.

0:52:32.796 --> 0:52:35.396
<v Speaker 1>But you know, he was listening to people and it

0:52:35.476 --> 0:52:38.076
<v Speaker 1>made for a better movie and it was still Marty's movie.

0:52:38.116 --> 0:52:39.516
<v Speaker 1>So that was a good thing to see.

0:52:40.276 --> 0:52:41.156
<v Speaker 2>Was your band grateful?

0:52:41.516 --> 0:52:43.676
<v Speaker 1>Oh yeah, yeah, we had a great time. We had

0:52:43.716 --> 0:52:46.476
<v Speaker 1>a blast, you know, because it was like, you know,

0:52:46.476 --> 0:52:47.996
<v Speaker 1>I would say, why don't you go mess with this?

0:52:48.036 --> 0:52:49.876
<v Speaker 1>For a while, see what you come up with and band.

0:52:49.916 --> 0:52:52.556
<v Speaker 1>There's nothing that a musician likes to hear more than

0:52:52.556 --> 0:52:54.916
<v Speaker 1>that when you're in the studio. Hell yeah, I'll go there,

0:52:54.996 --> 0:52:56.836
<v Speaker 1>turn some knobs and push some buttons.

0:52:57.116 --> 0:52:58.836
<v Speaker 2>I'm glad they had a great arc and I was

0:52:58.636 --> 0:53:01.156
<v Speaker 2>so sad to see him in the movie. I wanted

0:53:01.156 --> 0:53:03.236
<v Speaker 2>to be on tour reunions and just mowing the lawn.

0:53:03.916 --> 0:53:05.756
<v Speaker 1>I get out there, I know, I don't know.

0:53:05.876 --> 0:53:09.436
<v Speaker 2>It's fulfilling studio time. And he's out there with you now.

0:53:09.516 --> 0:53:12.836
<v Speaker 1>Knock on wood. The quarantine is behind us, I hope.

0:53:12.876 --> 0:53:16.276
<v Speaker 2>So yeah, yeah, same, yeah. Hey man, Well thanks for

0:53:16.316 --> 0:53:17.156
<v Speaker 2>taking the time to chat.

0:53:17.196 --> 0:53:17.316
<v Speaker 1>Man.

0:53:17.356 --> 0:53:19.116
<v Speaker 2>It's like I wish I could thank you. I want

0:53:19.116 --> 0:53:20.996
<v Speaker 2>to do a damn documentary on that, so.

0:53:20.996 --> 0:53:23.876
<v Speaker 1>Good documentary on it. Yeah yeah, well, thank you. Good

0:53:23.916 --> 0:53:25.756
<v Speaker 1>to talk to you, Jessin. I appreciate your time.

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