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Speaker 1: Nicky Nikki. Hello here I am good morning, good afternoon,

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Speaker 1: good evening, whatever it is. It's Monday on the Nicki

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Speaker 1: Gleaser Podcast. Oh boy, what an episode we have for

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Speaker 1: you today. Actually, I don't know what it's gonna be,

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Speaker 1: but I have a feeling it's gonna be good. I'm

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Speaker 1: in a good mood. Um clocking in at Like if

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Speaker 1: I'm doing a BSB Body Soul, what's the last one? Body? Brain? Yes,

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Speaker 1: I'm um. Body is like a seven six, which is fine,

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Speaker 1: Um soul. I'm cranking in it like a nine and

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Speaker 1: a half brain eight eight and a half. What about?

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Speaker 1: You know what? What do we BSB Max Street Boys? Good?

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Speaker 1: Everything is like I would say, like eight, like eight

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Speaker 1: nine eight eight across eight nine across the board. Oh

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Speaker 1: that's great, that's great. Um. Yeah, Kersen's here. She's gonna

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Speaker 1: be on the show later. Andrews in a good mood today,

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Speaker 1: so my I, Um, I got him to breakfast sandwiches today. Um,

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Speaker 1: he doesn't know, he thinks it does. Out of the

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Speaker 1: goodness of my heart. It was really to complete the

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Speaker 1: Starbucks challenge on the app today, which is if you

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Speaker 1: buy four breakfast sandwiches before between or October November one,

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Speaker 1: you get eighty points. Um, what is eighty points? It's

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Speaker 1: a hundred fifty points is a free drink, So pretty

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Speaker 1: much eight points is like three dollars. So I spent

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Speaker 1: four times I spent. It's really if you do the math,

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Speaker 1: I lost money, but I wanted those eight points, and UM, yeah,

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Speaker 1: I don't. I don't know what's wrong with me. I

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Speaker 1: follow these little games on the app, and um, and

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Speaker 1: this morning my app wasn't even working and I almost

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Speaker 1: was just like I almost lost it because I'm just like,

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Speaker 1: I can't I'm not going to get Starbucks without contributing

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Speaker 1: to my points. And if my app doesn't load, I

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Speaker 1: can't get those points. It's just like, what is happening.

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Speaker 1: I'm such a consumer, It's embarrassing. Um, do you do

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Speaker 1: any kind of point system? Noah, are you like a

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Speaker 1: Do you do like a grocery car like grocery stores,

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Speaker 1: super Savor card, anything like that safora points honestly, So, UM,

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Speaker 1: if I if I go to like I try not

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Speaker 1: to go to Starbucks, even though I have been, But

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Speaker 1: when I go to my local coffee shop, they have

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Speaker 1: those punch cards and whenever I finish it. I just

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Speaker 1: feel like too guilty to ask for a free coffee,

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Speaker 1: Like I just don't want to, Like I can pay

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Speaker 1: for a coffee, so I don't even ask for one. Wow,

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Speaker 1: oh my god, I don't want I just don't want

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Speaker 1: it for free. That is so altruistic, that's I mean.

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Speaker 1: Is it just because you are too embarrassed to be

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Speaker 1: like I want a free thing? I just don't want

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Speaker 1: to take from a small business. It's a small business thing.

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Speaker 1: But I do save it just in case, you know,

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Speaker 1: like I want to give it to somebody else or

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Speaker 1: something that's sweet, maybe like a homeless person, right, that

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Speaker 1: would be a good gift who just needs to be

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Speaker 1: I mean, coffee does make you feel um. To me,

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Speaker 1: it makes me feel happier honestly, So yeah, I mean

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Speaker 1: it does. That's why I drink it. I don't even

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Speaker 1: think it's about so much like feeling more awake. I

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Speaker 1: think it's just a well I'm addicted to it obviously.

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Speaker 1: I love the ritual and it is my one vice

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Speaker 1: because I don't drink on small Yeah, I mean it

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Speaker 1: is a but you don't. You don't drink it an

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Speaker 1: inordinate amounts, Like what what are you doing? One cup

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Speaker 1: of day one, Oh my god. And it's like you

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Speaker 1: get like a small coffee And I even offered to

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Speaker 1: buy you Starbucks when I was here or when you

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Speaker 1: were here, and you're like, no, I'm actually good with

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Speaker 1: the coffee at my hotel. And I'm like what. And

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Speaker 1: I love that you even have a barometer of what

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Speaker 1: tastes good to me. It's just, you know, I need

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Speaker 1: I just need Starbucks because I need this. The it's

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Speaker 1: about the milk, It's about the syrup. It's it's it's

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Speaker 1: about the cup. It's about the the ritual. Yeah, the

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Speaker 1: way of the cup in my hand. It's yeah, the

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Speaker 1: ritual of it. It's so um, but it is. It's

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Speaker 1: one of those you know, I've talked about coffee addiction

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Speaker 1: or caffeine addiction a lot on this podcast, but it's

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Speaker 1: one of those things if you start doing a little

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Speaker 1: search on it, and I don't think you have a

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Speaker 1: problem with it. With one cup of day that is like,

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Speaker 1: that's like the one who has one glass of wine.

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Speaker 1: You don't drink at all anymore? No, no, no, did

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Speaker 1: you ever I feel like you drink? Oh yeah, used

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Speaker 1: to drink a lot a lot of drink a lot,

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Speaker 1: a lot, And then when I got on antidepressants for

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Speaker 1: the first time, I was like, I don't want you know,

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Speaker 1: I don't want to take a depressant and an antidepressant.

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Speaker 1: I was so worried about like my brain exploding. But

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Speaker 1: I just was like, I don't need to drink. I'm

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Speaker 1: for you. I mean, was that hard for you to

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Speaker 1: go from? Because what were you? What were you did?

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Speaker 1: But did the antipart us to do the job of

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Speaker 1: the thing that alcohol was doing for you? Yes? So

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Speaker 1: I guess I always say that I'm I'm too lazy

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Speaker 1: So it was like I I do. I do everything

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Speaker 1: cold turkey, right, you know. Like I used to smoke cigarettes.

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Speaker 1: One day I just got so sick of it. I

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Speaker 1: actually I think I started like eighteen or nineteen. Um,

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Speaker 1: I would say like four years on and off. Yeah,

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Speaker 1: me too. I was definitely very addicted to cigarettes. And

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Speaker 1: it was the ritual of that, like going to bars,

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Speaker 1: a reason to go step outside, way to socialize, and

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Speaker 1: then it starts making you un anti social because you

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Speaker 1: smell bad. Some less and less people smoke anymore, so

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Speaker 1: you would have less people to hang out with. And

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Speaker 1: now and then it's like it becomes Yeah. The book

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Speaker 1: that I read to quit smoking was just like you

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Speaker 1: think it's social, but it's actually alienating you from everyone,

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Speaker 1: and like that's what addiction does. Like my coffee thing,

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Speaker 1: like I have so many like now, I'm just like,

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Speaker 1: I like what I like. I know that the best

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Speaker 1: way to quit something is to accept that I'm that

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Speaker 1: I need it right now, you know, having guilt about

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Speaker 1: oh my god, I have so many coffees today, I

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Speaker 1: have needed another Starbucks. Oh my god. The people at

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Speaker 1: I just let it go, like if I want it,

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Speaker 1: I just let myself have it. And the gentleness with

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Speaker 1: to judge the things that my mind instantly goes, why

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Speaker 1: are you doing this? You're failing. And when I'm nicer

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Speaker 1: to myself about it and just like you want it,

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Speaker 1: that tends to fall away quicker. But caffeine addiction is

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Speaker 1: so gnarly, dude, It's it's the Yeah, the withdrawal symptoms

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Speaker 1: or what we're all even on one cup of coffee.

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Speaker 1: If I skip it, I just have a terrible migraine

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Speaker 1: and I feel sick. What the hell that's the I mean,

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Speaker 1: loves his coffee. Yeah. I mean, it's it's just one

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Speaker 1: of those things that is so culturally ingrained in us

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Speaker 1: to not feel like it's like a habit that any

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Speaker 1: of us should feel guilty about, but and you should

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Speaker 1: guilt is not what I'm trying to put out there.

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Speaker 1: It's just awareness that it's it is a thing that

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Speaker 1: people cannot live without. And the second you're like, people go,

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Speaker 1: I'm not addicted, It's like, okay, try to go one

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Speaker 1: you'll be irritable, lethargic, headaches, you know. It's it's it's

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Speaker 1: brutal um. But I'm just like whatever, you know. I

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Speaker 1: I read how people are and on and off it

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Speaker 1: on this subreddit decalf, which is all people getting off coffee,

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Speaker 1: and the stories that they tell are just like you

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Speaker 1: know my anxiety went away. We're pretty much drinking cups

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Speaker 1: of anxiety, and we're all wondering why we have anxiety disorders,

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Speaker 1: It's pretty much that it makes you agitated. It adds

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Speaker 1: And um, I just I think that's kind of I

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Speaker 1: It's so fun. It's a HALLOWEENI song, so but it's

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Speaker 1: still one that you could listen to anytime. I really

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Speaker 1: It's like, don't you love to know the song inside

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Speaker 1: so when I was jumping around to that song, my

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Speaker 1: uh and yeah, it started like it just like all

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Speaker 1: it's just like, oh my god. It's so nice, though,

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Speaker 1: it's because I'm on my period, or like if you're

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Speaker 1: Blame it on the period. Um yeah, I just um,

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Speaker 1: not going anywhere. Are you getting to somewhere where it's

425
00:22:44,560 --> 00:22:47,880
Speaker 1: going to really click? Ye? People that don't enjoy golf

426
00:22:47,880 --> 00:22:50,800
Speaker 1: are just gonna go Okay, that's worth the waight okay.

427
00:22:51,600 --> 00:22:56,080
Speaker 1: And and then I went got the the at the

428
00:22:56,119 --> 00:22:59,920
Speaker 1: Scottie Cameron putter at the at the at the Casino

429
00:23:00,000 --> 00:23:01,360
Speaker 1: shot at the Casino, and I was like, oh wait,

430
00:23:01,359 --> 00:23:03,040
Speaker 1: that's the potter I'm going with. So I'm done with

431
00:23:03,040 --> 00:23:05,200
Speaker 1: the spider ass. So I traded in the spider Ass

432
00:23:05,200 --> 00:23:08,119
Speaker 1: when I got the new Wedders. Yeah, where is this going?

433
00:23:08,280 --> 00:23:11,320
Speaker 1: I'm telling you? Okay? So then I got then I

434
00:23:11,359 --> 00:23:13,200
Speaker 1: got Then I was like, all right, I like this

435
00:23:13,160 --> 00:23:16,600
Speaker 1: this is one of those squid game challenges. Oh my god,

436
00:23:16,680 --> 00:23:20,600
Speaker 1: I wish I understood that reference. I don't know the

437
00:23:20,920 --> 00:23:24,600
Speaker 1: butter Spider X so now I have being Driver Ping

438
00:23:24,680 --> 00:23:32,720
Speaker 1: three Ways, Time Tailor Maids and the Spider X Butter

439
00:23:32,760 --> 00:23:37,920
Speaker 1: and I am happy. Now. No, that was not good, Andrew.

440
00:23:38,640 --> 00:23:41,640
Speaker 1: That was for like golf people would like that least

441
00:23:41,680 --> 00:23:43,840
Speaker 1: save that for the golf podcast. Why don't you start

442
00:23:43,840 --> 00:23:46,600
Speaker 1: a golf podcast where all you do is talk about golf.

443
00:23:47,520 --> 00:23:49,639
Speaker 1: But you talked like you were going to get it

444
00:23:49,680 --> 00:23:52,399
Speaker 1: to something interesting. It was going, it was building to

445
00:23:52,600 --> 00:23:56,600
Speaker 1: what you ruined the build. It was building hard. But

446
00:23:56,680 --> 00:23:59,240
Speaker 1: what did it end with that that I ruined the payoff?

447
00:24:00,119 --> 00:24:05,560
Speaker 1: That's just what your complete set was. I hated that.

448
00:24:06,000 --> 00:24:08,200
Speaker 1: But I'll tell you what. There are people out there

449
00:24:08,240 --> 00:24:11,520
Speaker 1: that go I know, but most of our listeners do

450
00:24:11,600 --> 00:24:14,040
Speaker 1: not know. I get a lot of messages from our

451
00:24:14,040 --> 00:24:17,880
Speaker 1: listeners that play golf like great, but the vast majority

452
00:24:17,920 --> 00:24:20,720
Speaker 1: we're supposed to you know. We can talk in specifics,

453
00:24:20,720 --> 00:24:23,240
Speaker 1: but not for that long. But it was it was

454
00:24:23,280 --> 00:24:27,159
Speaker 1: a fifteen second ring. You made it seconds. That's a

455
00:24:27,160 --> 00:24:29,119
Speaker 1: good point. I did make it longer because I just

456
00:24:29,240 --> 00:24:33,679
Speaker 1: was like, I think anyone can understand changing everything about

457
00:24:33,720 --> 00:24:36,760
Speaker 1: yourself except for yourself, and that's what you do with

458
00:24:36,800 --> 00:24:40,280
Speaker 1: golf clubs instead of just changing your understanding that it's

459
00:24:40,320 --> 00:24:43,040
Speaker 1: your swing because your dad had that three and a

460
00:24:43,119 --> 00:24:47,160
Speaker 1: half would that was from like eight and a club

461
00:24:47,200 --> 00:24:50,720
Speaker 1: called the Controller, which is a two iron sounds like

462
00:24:50,760 --> 00:24:54,000
Speaker 1: what my what we call my dad the nicknames for

463
00:24:54,080 --> 00:24:57,280
Speaker 1: my dad. And I was able to hit those, so

464
00:24:57,359 --> 00:24:59,879
Speaker 1: my swings it's not the club, it's not the shirt,

465
00:25:00,200 --> 00:25:02,800
Speaker 1: it's not the genes, it's not the shoes. It's you.

466
00:25:03,520 --> 00:25:08,600
Speaker 1: Make you good. That's the point. You good. That's um.

467
00:25:08,640 --> 00:25:12,200
Speaker 1: That was Milania's first name for the the best challenge.

468
00:25:12,440 --> 00:25:16,680
Speaker 1: Make you good good. Um, yeah it is. It always

469
00:25:16,720 --> 00:25:19,320
Speaker 1: comes down to you. And like people do um in

470
00:25:19,359 --> 00:25:21,879
Speaker 1: recovery programs, when people like move towns and they're like

471
00:25:21,880 --> 00:25:26,080
Speaker 1: I'm gonna start a new Yeah, they called uh geographic

472
00:25:26,600 --> 00:25:28,560
Speaker 1: of being like, oh this will change me. I'm going

473
00:25:28,600 --> 00:25:30,480
Speaker 1: to move to a new city and reinvent myself. And

474
00:25:30,480 --> 00:25:33,520
Speaker 1: it's like you just brought you to another city. You're

475
00:25:33,560 --> 00:25:37,800
Speaker 1: still you. Nothing about you as different now that or

476
00:25:37,840 --> 00:25:39,479
Speaker 1: you lie to yourself for like a month and you're

477
00:25:39,480 --> 00:25:42,920
Speaker 1: like I'm in Paris, I'm gonna read now and and

478
00:25:42,920 --> 00:25:48,280
Speaker 1: and you know better myself and it's like and somewhere

479
00:25:48,520 --> 00:25:50,200
Speaker 1: to like be like I'm going to write a book

480
00:25:50,200 --> 00:25:52,880
Speaker 1: because I'm gonna be inspired by what's around me. It's

481
00:25:52,920 --> 00:25:56,440
Speaker 1: like if you if you can't write a like a

482
00:25:56,480 --> 00:25:58,920
Speaker 1: page in St. Louis, you're not gonna write a book

483
00:25:58,960 --> 00:26:02,159
Speaker 1: in Paris. Like everyone goes, I need more time. I

484
00:26:02,160 --> 00:26:04,800
Speaker 1: don't have enough time, and it's like then you quit

485
00:26:04,880 --> 00:26:06,760
Speaker 1: your job and you have nothing but time and you

486
00:26:06,800 --> 00:26:09,600
Speaker 1: don't do it, and you're like maybe that wasn't it,

487
00:26:09,720 --> 00:26:12,120
Speaker 1: Like the time is not my problem. Like I get

488
00:26:12,160 --> 00:26:14,639
Speaker 1: so much more done when I have less time, And

489
00:26:14,680 --> 00:26:16,000
Speaker 1: I think we all know that, Like when you have

490
00:26:16,280 --> 00:26:18,480
Speaker 1: a bunch of ship to do, you can get you

491
00:26:18,480 --> 00:26:20,480
Speaker 1: can just go bam blah blah blah boom like and

492
00:26:20,560 --> 00:26:23,400
Speaker 1: it gets it all done. But I just, yeah, what's

493
00:26:23,480 --> 00:26:26,159
Speaker 1: what's the thing right now that you're trying to overcome

494
00:26:26,240 --> 00:26:29,520
Speaker 1: and be be? What is it? What was it called?

495
00:26:29,560 --> 00:26:33,760
Speaker 1: Be better? You? Better you? Wait? Get better you? What

496
00:26:33,800 --> 00:26:40,040
Speaker 1: did I say? Something good? Something good? Do you good?

497
00:26:40,600 --> 00:26:48,440
Speaker 1: Be good? Beers? Do yourself good? And I thought of

498
00:26:48,480 --> 00:26:53,399
Speaker 1: a really good U word play on words yesterday that

499
00:26:53,520 --> 00:26:58,639
Speaker 1: was like uh, oh, you know, oh saying like I

500
00:26:58,680 --> 00:27:01,240
Speaker 1: was saying if because I is just so depressed yesterday

501
00:27:01,280 --> 00:27:04,200
Speaker 1: that all I could think of was like like I

502
00:27:04,480 --> 00:27:06,600
Speaker 1: need to kill myself. Like that word just goes in

503
00:27:06,680 --> 00:27:08,320
Speaker 1: my head over and over kill my I don't want

504
00:27:08,320 --> 00:27:09,679
Speaker 1: to kill myself, I want to kill myself, and it

505
00:27:09,800 --> 00:27:12,600
Speaker 1: becomes like a mantra. It's it's insane. But then I

506
00:27:12,640 --> 00:27:14,200
Speaker 1: started so I was saying it in my head over

507
00:27:14,200 --> 00:27:15,600
Speaker 1: and over like a mantra, and I was like I

508
00:27:15,680 --> 00:27:18,480
Speaker 1: couldn't stop doing it. It just made me feel better.

509
00:27:19,440 --> 00:27:21,959
Speaker 1: I know in my mantra recently has been I create

510
00:27:23,200 --> 00:27:26,000
Speaker 1: um joyful experiences in my loving world. That's been my

511
00:27:26,040 --> 00:27:30,199
Speaker 1: mantro recently and later and then yesterday I was just

512
00:27:30,240 --> 00:27:31,680
Speaker 1: like all I wanted to do was just say I

513
00:27:31,720 --> 00:27:33,360
Speaker 1: want to kill myself. I want to kill myself, over

514
00:27:33,359 --> 00:27:35,920
Speaker 1: and over when I was trying to sleep. It's insane, insane, right,

515
00:27:36,200 --> 00:27:38,920
Speaker 1: But then I was like, how can I make this phrase?

516
00:27:39,080 --> 00:27:41,920
Speaker 1: Not even though that's exactly what I want to say

517
00:27:41,920 --> 00:27:44,840
Speaker 1: in my head and nothing, nothing is going to change that.

518
00:27:44,960 --> 00:27:48,119
Speaker 1: And I just want to say those I want to

519
00:27:48,240 --> 00:27:51,199
Speaker 1: kill myself those five words. How can I change the

520
00:27:51,240 --> 00:27:52,720
Speaker 1: meaning of them so I can still say them and

521
00:27:52,760 --> 00:27:55,639
Speaker 1: it doesn't mean that? Did you turn it into aku? No?

522
00:27:55,720 --> 00:28:00,720
Speaker 1: I changed it into I want to kill myself. Oh

523
00:28:00,960 --> 00:28:06,480
Speaker 1: you killed up there. I want to kill myself also, yeah,

524
00:28:06,520 --> 00:28:09,480
Speaker 1: like as well, like I'd like that myself, you know,

525
00:28:09,520 --> 00:28:11,719
Speaker 1: like you say myself as like two. So I was like,

526
00:28:12,119 --> 00:28:14,600
Speaker 1: I want to kill myself, but you know, you don't

527
00:28:14,600 --> 00:28:17,479
Speaker 1: always get to kill like it. And then I changed

528
00:28:17,520 --> 00:28:19,680
Speaker 1: it so that I was able to say it still

529
00:28:19,720 --> 00:28:21,480
Speaker 1: say it, and it's it just meant that I want

530
00:28:21,480 --> 00:28:24,280
Speaker 1: to do well on stage. That makes sense. No, it does.

531
00:28:24,520 --> 00:28:27,639
Speaker 1: I mean it's absolutely insane, but it does make sense.

532
00:28:27,680 --> 00:28:29,679
Speaker 1: There's something in my brain that was like, you can't

533
00:28:29,680 --> 00:28:33,159
Speaker 1: say anything else right now, and there's nothing. I also like,

534
00:28:33,240 --> 00:28:35,720
Speaker 1: look at it like someone just killed themselves and you

535
00:28:35,760 --> 00:28:38,240
Speaker 1: saw them killed themselves and you're like, hey, I want

536
00:28:38,240 --> 00:28:40,640
Speaker 1: to do that, Like you know that would be I

537
00:28:40,640 --> 00:28:44,600
Speaker 1: want to kill myself myself, yes, or if I saw

538
00:28:44,640 --> 00:28:46,360
Speaker 1: someone murder someone, I would go, I want to kill

539
00:28:46,880 --> 00:28:50,160
Speaker 1: I want to kill myself. Yeah, like you just killed

540
00:28:50,960 --> 00:28:54,400
Speaker 1: I want to kill myself. Yeah, no, it makes it,

541
00:28:54,520 --> 00:28:58,000
Speaker 1: I guess. Yeah, you can turn any like really dark meaning.

542
00:28:58,200 --> 00:29:01,480
Speaker 1: It's still the hominem of it. It still sounds the same,

543
00:29:01,680 --> 00:29:04,120
Speaker 1: but the meaning is different. It's like when I do

544
00:29:04,400 --> 00:29:07,280
Speaker 1: you know, I I did one bit about dad cheating

545
00:29:07,320 --> 00:29:09,120
Speaker 1: and stuff, and you're like, no, but keep it. You

546
00:29:09,160 --> 00:29:11,640
Speaker 1: don't have to take it to a real tone, like

547
00:29:11,760 --> 00:29:14,320
Speaker 1: keep it silly. Even if you're saying a dark thing,

548
00:29:14,360 --> 00:29:16,520
Speaker 1: like you could say the same mind changes the meaning

549
00:29:16,560 --> 00:29:18,440
Speaker 1: of it. But yes, I know what you mean, Like

550
00:29:19,040 --> 00:29:22,360
Speaker 1: make it make a sad thing. Yeah, take a sad

551
00:29:22,400 --> 00:29:29,240
Speaker 1: song and make it not about killing yourself. Remember, Yeah,

552
00:29:29,360 --> 00:29:31,880
Speaker 1: I mean that's a that's a tough way to uh

553
00:29:32,120 --> 00:29:36,080
Speaker 1: spend a day. I'm not listen. This is a specific

554
00:29:36,200 --> 00:29:39,040
Speaker 1: It's like, um, it's a canker source. People who don't

555
00:29:39,040 --> 00:29:40,960
Speaker 1: get cancer source don't know what they feel like, but

556
00:29:40,960 --> 00:29:43,200
Speaker 1: they are very specific kind of pain. And that's why

557
00:29:43,200 --> 00:29:44,959
Speaker 1: when I was going through that, I was like, if

558
00:29:45,000 --> 00:29:46,440
Speaker 1: you're out there and you know what a canker store

559
00:29:46,480 --> 00:29:49,200
Speaker 1: feels like, imagine your whole tongue is that Because it's

560
00:29:49,240 --> 00:29:50,800
Speaker 1: not the same as having a cut on your lip

561
00:29:50,920 --> 00:29:53,600
Speaker 1: or biting your lip and like having it kind of hurt.

562
00:29:53,720 --> 00:30:00,200
Speaker 1: It's a specific like sour tasting, like striking pain pine

563
00:30:00,520 --> 00:30:02,720
Speaker 1: And the kind of depression I have is a very

564
00:30:02,760 --> 00:30:06,120
Speaker 1: specific type of depression that isn't just like I'm sad.

565
00:30:06,320 --> 00:30:10,640
Speaker 1: It's like your brain wants to you want to go

566
00:30:10,680 --> 00:30:12,360
Speaker 1: to bed so you can when you were talking No

567
00:30:12,440 --> 00:30:14,480
Speaker 1: about like sometimes you just want to go and lay

568
00:30:14,560 --> 00:30:18,040
Speaker 1: and fantasize about a better life. I don't. I want

569
00:30:18,040 --> 00:30:20,800
Speaker 1: to fantasize about killing myself and that will make me

570
00:30:20,840 --> 00:30:22,640
Speaker 1: feel better. That's the only thing I want to do

571
00:30:22,680 --> 00:30:26,120
Speaker 1: that will soothe me. And like it's and I talked

572
00:30:26,120 --> 00:30:27,880
Speaker 1: about on Joe Rogan And the only reason I know

573
00:30:28,000 --> 00:30:30,080
Speaker 1: is I'm not alone with this. There are other people

574
00:30:30,120 --> 00:30:32,720
Speaker 1: I know, other people out there are this kind of depression.

575
00:30:32,760 --> 00:30:35,520
Speaker 1: It's like it's like it's like the Canker Store of depression.

576
00:30:35,560 --> 00:30:39,440
Speaker 1: It's like a very specific kind of pain that it

577
00:30:39,640 --> 00:30:43,360
Speaker 1: just and that's not something I choose to think about.

578
00:30:43,560 --> 00:30:45,960
Speaker 1: It's just what my brain wants to do so that

579
00:30:46,040 --> 00:30:47,959
Speaker 1: it feels good. It's like, um, when you have an

580
00:30:47,960 --> 00:30:49,960
Speaker 1: itch on your arm and you just want to like

581
00:30:50,080 --> 00:30:52,120
Speaker 1: it's saying like scratch it, and you're like, am I

582
00:30:52,200 --> 00:30:54,320
Speaker 1: choosing to want to scratch this? It's like, no, I

583
00:30:54,440 --> 00:30:57,720
Speaker 1: just this the saying I want to kill myself is

584
00:30:57,720 --> 00:30:59,600
Speaker 1: is this for your arm? And it leaves like a

585
00:30:59,640 --> 00:31:02,040
Speaker 1: blood mark. But you're like, I just had to do

586
00:31:02,080 --> 00:31:05,760
Speaker 1: it because it felt good. I mean it gets dark.

587
00:31:05,800 --> 00:31:09,880
Speaker 1: But is it like that stopped you from doing it? Yeah,

588
00:31:09,880 --> 00:31:12,680
Speaker 1: it feels better and it feels but the thing is,

589
00:31:12,720 --> 00:31:15,120
Speaker 1: I know that it's not good because I know positive

590
00:31:15,160 --> 00:31:19,320
Speaker 1: mantra's work, So why wouldn't a negative mantra work too,

591
00:31:19,560 --> 00:31:21,120
Speaker 1: to like put me in a worse state of mind.

592
00:31:21,160 --> 00:31:23,240
Speaker 1: So that's why I was like, Okay, you've got to

593
00:31:23,320 --> 00:31:25,480
Speaker 1: change the meaning of this thing that you're gonna that

594
00:31:25,560 --> 00:31:28,040
Speaker 1: your brain is gonna want to say, but bring different

595
00:31:28,040 --> 00:31:30,600
Speaker 1: meaning to it. So it's not so that the real

596
00:31:30,760 --> 00:31:34,600
Speaker 1: truth that your body absorbs is not that meaning. But

597
00:31:34,640 --> 00:31:36,720
Speaker 1: you can still say those five words but not have

598
00:31:36,800 --> 00:31:38,800
Speaker 1: them mean that. Instead it just means, oh, I want

599
00:31:38,840 --> 00:31:43,560
Speaker 1: to do well on stage two. It's so fucked. But

600
00:31:43,600 --> 00:31:45,680
Speaker 1: it's the same as scratching. I think my analogy is

601
00:31:45,680 --> 00:31:48,080
Speaker 1: perfect because when you have like a bug bite, you're

602
00:31:48,120 --> 00:31:50,600
Speaker 1: just like ah, and then you cause it to bleed,

603
00:31:50,800 --> 00:31:54,320
Speaker 1: and like you cause a scar from scratching it. And

604
00:31:54,560 --> 00:31:56,800
Speaker 1: it made it feel better at first, but then it

605
00:31:56,920 --> 00:32:00,480
Speaker 1: made it bleed. So by my nails and eventually start bleeding, yes,

606
00:32:00,560 --> 00:32:03,800
Speaker 1: or I pick up my cuticles and they eventually start bleeding. Oh,

607
00:32:03,840 --> 00:32:05,720
Speaker 1: and then they were so in pain. And then i'd

608
00:32:05,760 --> 00:32:07,880
Speaker 1: when he was born on them to make up like

609
00:32:08,040 --> 00:32:12,720
Speaker 1: numb Dear's hurt when you pick when you rip them. Yeah,

610
00:32:12,920 --> 00:32:15,720
Speaker 1: of course, like when I like especially like when it's

611
00:32:15,760 --> 00:32:18,640
Speaker 1: like the one like right by this satisfying to get

612
00:32:18,680 --> 00:32:21,080
Speaker 1: like little pieces of nail. Like the hard part is

613
00:32:21,080 --> 00:32:23,160
Speaker 1: is when you rip it and it feels great because

614
00:32:23,160 --> 00:32:24,880
Speaker 1: you get that like where the white where it's like

615
00:32:24,920 --> 00:32:28,600
Speaker 1: kind of dead and then and then you know if

616
00:32:28,640 --> 00:32:32,680
Speaker 1: you keep going, it's gonna bleed and hurt, but you

617
00:32:32,680 --> 00:32:37,840
Speaker 1: can't help it. Relate, I relate. Let's get cursed in here, Kursten.

618
00:32:40,800 --> 00:32:44,480
Speaker 1: She's a healthy person that doesn't harm herself. I don't

619
00:32:44,520 --> 00:32:50,400
Speaker 1: think she's such a positive. Oh yeah, she's a trainer

620
00:32:50,440 --> 00:32:53,480
Speaker 1: for our apartment. Yeah, get in here. Oh my god,

621
00:32:54,520 --> 00:32:59,840
Speaker 1: what is that? Keep it on, bitch? She looks exactly

622
00:33:00,120 --> 00:33:01,960
Speaker 1: the opposite of what we were just talking about. She

623
00:33:02,000 --> 00:33:06,040
Speaker 1: looks exactly like you would think she looks. Actually, come on,

624
00:33:06,640 --> 00:33:10,000
Speaker 1: just come in, no, keep it on. You had all

625
00:33:10,000 --> 00:33:12,080
Speaker 1: the time to Pete, don't do this every time we

626
00:33:12,160 --> 00:33:14,280
Speaker 1: leave to go anywhere you go, Wait, I gotta go

627
00:33:14,360 --> 00:33:17,080
Speaker 1: pee and like put on some cream, and I'm just like, no,

628
00:33:17,280 --> 00:33:18,840
Speaker 1: what I was gonna say, is that I was digging

629
00:33:18,880 --> 00:33:20,600
Speaker 1: for some shoes to put shoes on for this because

630
00:33:20,600 --> 00:33:22,840
Speaker 1: I always come in barefoot. Oh no, you're fine. And

631
00:33:22,920 --> 00:33:27,160
Speaker 1: I found this band. Yeah, and I did a few Yeah,

632
00:33:27,200 --> 00:33:30,960
Speaker 1: she found a rubber band. You did a few activations

633
00:33:31,240 --> 00:33:34,600
Speaker 1: on my bed. Pack up my body and soul for

634
00:33:34,640 --> 00:33:39,360
Speaker 1: you guys. Oh you smell so good? Yeah, what's going on? Wait?

635
00:33:39,400 --> 00:33:43,120
Speaker 1: What is that what you put on? Maybe it's it's

636
00:33:43,160 --> 00:33:47,200
Speaker 1: your arm bed looks good? Did you put that in

637
00:33:47,200 --> 00:33:50,640
Speaker 1: my bathroom? Did god? Like? The bust selling smelling thing

638
00:33:50,680 --> 00:33:52,760
Speaker 1: in my bathroom is something you brought? What is that?

639
00:33:53,120 --> 00:33:59,680
Speaker 1: It's a company used to work for the so Um? Sorry,

640
00:33:59,720 --> 00:34:03,320
Speaker 1: I was doing some things. Yeah, so I do love

641
00:34:02,920 --> 00:34:06,360
Speaker 1: love I love that soap. And I noticed that the

642
00:34:06,360 --> 00:34:10,799
Speaker 1: bar of soap in your bathroom just like, there's no

643
00:34:10,880 --> 00:34:12,920
Speaker 1: smell that comes out. It's just so neutral and I

644
00:34:13,040 --> 00:34:15,279
Speaker 1: kind of like a little set. And the Goat's monk

645
00:34:15,320 --> 00:34:18,040
Speaker 1: is really like moisturizing. Yeah, my body washed that I

646
00:34:18,080 --> 00:34:22,120
Speaker 1: love just ran out that use that bar. Then use

647
00:34:22,160 --> 00:34:24,680
Speaker 1: that bar like shave, and I use it from I

648
00:34:25,040 --> 00:34:26,799
Speaker 1: use it as soap. It's not bad to have no

649
00:34:26,960 --> 00:34:29,160
Speaker 1: smelling soap, No, I know, I know just said that

650
00:34:29,200 --> 00:34:31,120
Speaker 1: to me like you were judging. You were a little

651
00:34:31,120 --> 00:34:33,360
Speaker 1: bit nervous to judge me. No, No No, I just the

652
00:34:33,360 --> 00:34:36,279
Speaker 1: bar looks. What does it look? You told me the

653
00:34:36,320 --> 00:34:39,960
Speaker 1: other day. Do anything to make this more compies to

654
00:34:40,000 --> 00:34:42,839
Speaker 1: stay with you, like, do anything that helps you feel

655
00:34:42,840 --> 00:34:44,520
Speaker 1: more comfortable. So I just like, I'll bring a bar

656
00:34:44,560 --> 00:34:48,600
Speaker 1: of soap butter. You just said my soap does not smell,

657
00:34:48,680 --> 00:34:51,000
Speaker 1: but you also said it looks. What were you about

658
00:34:51,040 --> 00:34:53,279
Speaker 1: to say? Okay, you know when a bar of soap

659
00:34:53,400 --> 00:34:55,640
Speaker 1: is so old that it's like cracked up and dried

660
00:34:56,160 --> 00:34:58,520
Speaker 1: and I lather, I would rub it, but nothing would

661
00:34:58,560 --> 00:35:00,400
Speaker 1: come off of it, so I would I was like

662
00:35:00,480 --> 00:35:03,040
Speaker 1: rubbing my armpits for like the first time I came

663
00:35:03,120 --> 00:35:06,200
Speaker 1: up this fall, and it didn't. I don't feel like

664
00:35:06,200 --> 00:35:07,880
Speaker 1: it cleaned me well. So I just was like, I'll

665
00:35:07,920 --> 00:35:10,920
Speaker 1: just bring cleaning myself. Well, sometimes I just dry up

666
00:35:10,920 --> 00:35:12,600
Speaker 1: and get old. Because I think you used body wash,

667
00:35:12,680 --> 00:35:14,080
Speaker 1: So I was like, I'll bring some soap I use

668
00:35:14,160 --> 00:35:19,719
Speaker 1: like shampoo, like sometimes wash my three in one or

669
00:35:19,880 --> 00:35:24,080
Speaker 1: one in three or whatever it in three. You got

670
00:35:24,080 --> 00:35:25,880
Speaker 1: to crack soap in. They're probably right, No, I have

671
00:35:26,120 --> 00:35:31,000
Speaker 1: body wash. Yeah, yeah, I think a hint of coconut,

672
00:35:32,280 --> 00:35:36,480
Speaker 1: I hint a fool like a face thing. Now I

673
00:35:36,480 --> 00:35:42,120
Speaker 1: have like four steps, five steps yeah morning, um a

674
00:35:42,120 --> 00:35:50,319
Speaker 1: face wash, um, toner serum, I cream lotion. But I

675
00:35:50,360 --> 00:35:51,799
Speaker 1: only have to do it right here because I have

676
00:35:51,880 --> 00:35:58,640
Speaker 1: to be like there's maggots, but like in here, it's

677
00:35:58,719 --> 00:36:04,200
Speaker 1: rights like just this inches yeah right force. Yeah, I

678
00:36:04,239 --> 00:36:09,919
Speaker 1: have bad yeah, dermatitis. I like how guys call face

679
00:36:09,960 --> 00:36:15,080
Speaker 1: cream lotion lotions for your elbows, yes, but face cream,

680
00:36:15,320 --> 00:36:18,040
Speaker 1: you know what I mean? Yeah, it's turning on quarter

681
00:36:18,160 --> 00:36:21,799
Speaker 1: zone forever, which you know quarter zone like for like

682
00:36:22,280 --> 00:36:25,879
Speaker 1: for redness around my nose. Yeah, yeah, And I went

683
00:36:25,920 --> 00:36:29,000
Speaker 1: to the dermatologists recently and she's like, yeah, that's um.

684
00:36:29,040 --> 00:36:32,120
Speaker 1: If you want your nose to be purple when you're fifty,

685
00:36:32,440 --> 00:36:35,640
Speaker 1: you can keep using that. Why would your from zone

686
00:36:35,800 --> 00:36:38,200
Speaker 1: because like quarter zone is like a steroid, Like it's

687
00:36:38,239 --> 00:36:41,480
Speaker 1: too much for what you're doing, Like you don't need that,

688
00:36:41,600 --> 00:36:45,080
Speaker 1: like it's not the perfect drug for that, right, And

689
00:36:45,120 --> 00:36:47,479
Speaker 1: so I've been doing this for like like my nose

690
00:36:47,560 --> 00:36:51,839
Speaker 1: is gonna Why do you have no pores on your nose?

691
00:36:52,200 --> 00:36:55,480
Speaker 1: Why are they like zero? I was like makeup on no,

692
00:36:55,640 --> 00:36:58,480
Speaker 1: but like you. Literally I was looking at you yesterday

693
00:36:58,520 --> 00:37:02,839
Speaker 1: it was like, no, is it because you get extractions

694
00:37:02,840 --> 00:37:05,359
Speaker 1: when you get well? I think so whenever I go

695
00:37:05,440 --> 00:37:09,359
Speaker 1: to my estheticition Ambert, she always as we're doing micro

696
00:37:09,440 --> 00:37:12,240
Speaker 1: needle treatments, she's like you, like she gets so executionally

697
00:37:12,280 --> 00:37:16,359
Speaker 1: like dude, oh my god, You're pores are like non existent. Girl.

698
00:37:16,680 --> 00:37:19,520
Speaker 1: And I don't know if she's just saying that. I

699
00:37:19,560 --> 00:37:22,319
Speaker 1: don't know the change, but thank you what. I guess

700
00:37:22,320 --> 00:37:26,480
Speaker 1: it's from the micro needle is supposed to like like

701
00:37:26,960 --> 00:37:29,960
Speaker 1: even your tone help your collagen, also like help pores.

702
00:37:30,000 --> 00:37:33,320
Speaker 1: Because my pores were huge. She said. She was like,

703
00:37:33,360 --> 00:37:34,919
Speaker 1: I had to tone it down when I first saw

704
00:37:34,960 --> 00:37:37,920
Speaker 1: you because like and then she was like, she's like,

705
00:37:38,040 --> 00:37:39,719
Speaker 1: you work out all day and you sweat. It's like

706
00:37:39,760 --> 00:37:42,240
Speaker 1: I was like, I don't work out with my clients.

707
00:37:42,280 --> 00:37:44,320
Speaker 1: I'm not sweating all day. But she I'm wondering to

708
00:37:44,400 --> 00:37:47,480
Speaker 1: justify it gets your poor small what's she doing? It's

709
00:37:47,480 --> 00:37:50,120
Speaker 1: the micro needle. It's like it's literally these this roller

710
00:37:50,200 --> 00:37:53,279
Speaker 1: of needles. She goes, I think you'd like it because

711
00:37:53,280 --> 00:37:55,880
Speaker 1: it's kind of painful. Yeah, I like, And so she

712
00:37:56,000 --> 00:37:57,719
Speaker 1: rolls it all over your face and adds like a

713
00:37:58,200 --> 00:38:02,080
Speaker 1: like how much is your facial I don't think my

714
00:38:02,160 --> 00:38:06,200
Speaker 1: husband listens to this. Um, it's honestly, like each treatment

715
00:38:06,280 --> 00:38:10,120
Speaker 1: is like two two, but I usually get an eyebrow

716
00:38:10,239 --> 00:38:12,759
Speaker 1: tint and like sometimes i'd get a lash tint because

717
00:38:12,760 --> 00:38:15,080
Speaker 1: I'm a blonde. And you go once a month every

718
00:38:15,120 --> 00:38:17,399
Speaker 1: five weeks, so it's I was going once a month,

719
00:38:17,440 --> 00:38:18,600
Speaker 1: but I was like, I need to go five weeks,

720
00:38:18,600 --> 00:38:21,160
Speaker 1: so I feel like that's less Like I feel like

721
00:38:21,160 --> 00:38:26,200
Speaker 1: I'm stretching it out more. But like during quarantine, when

722
00:38:26,200 --> 00:38:28,920
Speaker 1: I stopped doing it, I just started at January when

723
00:38:28,920 --> 00:38:33,080
Speaker 1: I turned thirty six. So when I stopped during quarantine,

724
00:38:33,120 --> 00:38:35,640
Speaker 1: I noticed a difference in how I just like looked.

725
00:38:36,719 --> 00:38:39,120
Speaker 1: I mean, it's fine to look how you are, but

726
00:38:39,200 --> 00:38:42,560
Speaker 1: I noticed the difference in my skin looking a little bit.

727
00:38:42,680 --> 00:38:47,600
Speaker 1: What do you go to get facials? Yeah? Actually a

728
00:38:47,760 --> 00:38:51,560
Speaker 1: bestie help me find my astetician here in Tucson, Dusty

729
00:38:51,600 --> 00:38:54,520
Speaker 1: with well, a bestie write me and get find me

730
00:38:54,560 --> 00:38:57,799
Speaker 1: an aestetician in St. Louis who won't talk to me.

731
00:38:59,760 --> 00:39:02,319
Speaker 1: I'm mime, do you talk to yours the whole time?

732
00:39:04,200 --> 00:39:06,280
Speaker 1: We talk a lot. But I also will just kidding.

733
00:39:06,719 --> 00:39:08,759
Speaker 1: Actually talk, it's a part. It's part of my life

734
00:39:08,760 --> 00:39:12,000
Speaker 1: where it's like I'm the patient versus like me being

735
00:39:12,080 --> 00:39:14,279
Speaker 1: the trainer and the client. Like I get to I

736
00:39:14,360 --> 00:39:16,759
Speaker 1: lay down, I unload. I'm like, oh my gosh, this

737
00:39:16,800 --> 00:39:19,760
Speaker 1: week's been crazy. But days when I don't be like talking,

738
00:39:19,800 --> 00:39:21,520
Speaker 1: I just lay down and I go. I actually do

739
00:39:21,640 --> 00:39:23,680
Speaker 1: have a really good institution here that I need to

740
00:39:23,719 --> 00:39:26,040
Speaker 1: call up, and she doesn't talk to me, and I

741
00:39:26,040 --> 00:39:30,120
Speaker 1: should go see her again, but it's kind of really talk. Yeah,

742
00:39:30,160 --> 00:39:32,000
Speaker 1: it's just hard to find time on my schedule to

743
00:39:32,320 --> 00:39:36,880
Speaker 1: go it. Yeah, because I was always trying to go

744
00:39:36,920 --> 00:39:38,960
Speaker 1: to someone new in New York and they were always like,

745
00:39:39,600 --> 00:39:41,920
Speaker 1: what is wrong with your Who have you been going to?

746
00:39:41,960 --> 00:39:44,640
Speaker 1: And then they ship talk the person before you. Yeah,

747
00:39:44,719 --> 00:39:48,000
Speaker 1: And that's why when had one little facial thing here

748
00:39:48,040 --> 00:39:49,640
Speaker 1: in St. Louis, when she went to her girl, she

749
00:39:49,719 --> 00:39:52,960
Speaker 1: was like, they really fucked up this part. I'm like,

750
00:39:53,239 --> 00:39:56,040
Speaker 1: they always have to blame the person before. They always

751
00:39:56,040 --> 00:39:59,800
Speaker 1: have to go what did you do? Oh god, no,

752
00:40:00,040 --> 00:40:04,320
Speaker 1: the last by brow got Burton Ernie. They always do that,

753
00:40:07,040 --> 00:40:10,600
Speaker 1: So who did your last time? Yeah? They really made

754
00:40:10,640 --> 00:40:14,399
Speaker 1: some weird choices and you're just like, I know, throw

755
00:40:14,440 --> 00:40:16,640
Speaker 1: them under the bus, But I think you'd like going

756
00:40:16,680 --> 00:40:19,520
Speaker 1: to an aesthetician who gives you what reason. I like mine.

757
00:40:19,520 --> 00:40:22,440
Speaker 1: I'm not trying to plug gamer, but she gives me results.

758
00:40:23,120 --> 00:40:25,799
Speaker 1: Like I go in, I'm not going to get relaxed

759
00:40:25,800 --> 00:40:29,680
Speaker 1: like the emoji on the SPA emoji. I wanted to

760
00:40:29,680 --> 00:40:32,680
Speaker 1: be a nice experience and pleasant, not like a water boarding,

761
00:40:32,719 --> 00:40:34,839
Speaker 1: but I wanted to me. I want results. I want

762
00:40:34,840 --> 00:40:37,800
Speaker 1: to instantly look and go, I'm this looks better for

763
00:40:37,840 --> 00:40:39,120
Speaker 1: what I paid for. I don't want to just go

764
00:40:39,200 --> 00:40:42,520
Speaker 1: to have it be something in my schedule. Yeah, I know,

765
00:40:42,600 --> 00:40:44,719
Speaker 1: I want to look forward to too. I love going

766
00:40:44,760 --> 00:40:47,239
Speaker 1: to get a facial because you like the people. Yeah,

767
00:40:47,280 --> 00:40:49,359
Speaker 1: but then I'm friends with the girl that that does mind.

768
00:40:49,400 --> 00:40:51,799
Speaker 1: She's had a baby though, and it's just like I

769
00:40:51,840 --> 00:40:54,360
Speaker 1: know that I'll have to listen, like look at pictures

770
00:40:54,360 --> 00:40:57,759
Speaker 1: of babies and stuff and like and I actually it

771
00:40:57,800 --> 00:40:59,960
Speaker 1: would be excited to see her baby. She's a cute girl.

772
00:41:00,160 --> 00:41:02,480
Speaker 1: And I'm always interested in the thing is I always

773
00:41:02,480 --> 00:41:04,759
Speaker 1: complain about, oh, hairstylist. They talk to me about their

774
00:41:04,800 --> 00:41:08,560
Speaker 1: lives and they're all I always enjoy the conversation I

775
00:41:08,600 --> 00:41:11,160
Speaker 1: have when I end up being there. That doesn't mean

776
00:41:11,280 --> 00:41:13,920
Speaker 1: that I still want to do it though, you know

777
00:41:13,920 --> 00:41:17,799
Speaker 1: what I'm saying something. And then even if you know

778
00:41:17,880 --> 00:41:19,920
Speaker 1: that it actually won't be as bad as your dreading,

779
00:41:20,440 --> 00:41:22,600
Speaker 1: because like I could fill my life with hanging out

780
00:41:22,640 --> 00:41:25,120
Speaker 1: with my best friends and you could never say in

781
00:41:25,200 --> 00:41:27,160
Speaker 1: one of those circumstances that I'm with someone that I

782
00:41:27,200 --> 00:41:30,120
Speaker 1: don't like. It's just that it's even you being with

783
00:41:30,120 --> 00:41:33,120
Speaker 1: you yesterday, Kristen, like I felt guilty, like being like

784
00:41:33,239 --> 00:41:35,600
Speaker 1: I need to be alone, even though all I do.

785
00:41:35,680 --> 00:41:37,719
Speaker 1: If I want to be around anyone, it's you, you know,

786
00:41:38,200 --> 00:41:41,400
Speaker 1: But that doesn't mean that I want it all the time.

787
00:41:41,520 --> 00:41:44,279
Speaker 1: Like it's okay to not want it even if you're

788
00:41:44,400 --> 00:41:47,399
Speaker 1: like that person. But sometimes when I get my hair done,

789
00:41:47,480 --> 00:41:49,879
Speaker 1: I just I say that I want to just use

790
00:41:49,920 --> 00:41:51,640
Speaker 1: this time to be on my phone and listen to

791
00:41:51,760 --> 00:41:54,719
Speaker 1: music and like meditate. And then she starts talking about

792
00:41:54,760 --> 00:41:57,560
Speaker 1: her stepdaughter and the party that her stepdaughter went to

793
00:41:57,719 --> 00:42:00,000
Speaker 1: where a girl was date raped or whatever it is,

794
00:42:00,040 --> 00:42:02,520
Speaker 1: and I'm like, then I'm like, wait, I need to

795
00:42:02,520 --> 00:42:04,400
Speaker 1: hear about this, and I get so, and then we

796
00:42:04,440 --> 00:42:07,480
Speaker 1: have an amazing conversation about what it's like to be

797
00:42:07,560 --> 00:42:10,120
Speaker 1: a young woman. And then I'm fired up and i

798
00:42:10,160 --> 00:42:12,680
Speaker 1: feel inspired and I've just heard the story from a

799
00:42:12,680 --> 00:42:14,960
Speaker 1: person whose life is so different than mine, and I

800
00:42:15,000 --> 00:42:18,759
Speaker 1: feel sounds horrible, No, it feels it's great, kidding, but

801
00:42:18,800 --> 00:42:21,800
Speaker 1: I just talked the whole time. We can't do that

802
00:42:22,120 --> 00:42:26,040
Speaker 1: certain to take myself out of those situations. So you know,

803
00:42:26,120 --> 00:42:28,680
Speaker 1: but then you you risk looking like such an asshole.

804
00:42:28,719 --> 00:42:31,880
Speaker 1: But some treatments are so paint like the micro needles painful.

805
00:42:31,920 --> 00:42:34,160
Speaker 1: I'm literally laying there. I'm like, I'm like, tell me

806
00:42:34,200 --> 00:42:36,359
Speaker 1: about okay, so like let's talk to them versus I'm

807
00:42:36,400 --> 00:42:39,600
Speaker 1: not like zoning out. Like same with the workout, Like

808
00:42:39,800 --> 00:42:42,520
Speaker 1: sometimes my clients come in and they're like, I'm just

809
00:42:42,880 --> 00:42:45,600
Speaker 1: I'm just getting by today. I'm like, it's like, we're

810
00:42:45,640 --> 00:42:48,759
Speaker 1: not gonna like I'm not talking. It's easier for me

811
00:42:48,800 --> 00:42:51,360
Speaker 1: to just coach you honestly versus like, oh, like react

812
00:42:51,400 --> 00:42:53,880
Speaker 1: and then how many of my dawn It's like, well,

813
00:42:54,120 --> 00:42:56,560
Speaker 1: what do you want the advice about your ex husband

814
00:42:56,680 --> 00:42:59,480
Speaker 1: or you want like folks in your form? What what?

815
00:42:59,560 --> 00:43:01,680
Speaker 1: How can we meet that halfway? But well, maybe talking

816
00:43:01,680 --> 00:43:03,560
Speaker 1: about the X husband will make our work out harder.

817
00:43:04,560 --> 00:43:11,560
Speaker 1: You know what I mean, like sometimes revenge revenge. Let's

818
00:43:11,560 --> 00:43:15,760
Speaker 1: get to the news spairly. We just made Carson once. Apparently,

819
00:43:15,800 --> 00:43:18,040
Speaker 1: by the way, I got a ship ton of messages

820
00:43:18,080 --> 00:43:21,080
Speaker 1: about yeah to our Instagram. We got a whole bunch

821
00:43:21,120 --> 00:43:24,279
Speaker 1: of the girl who dressed like the apparently kid. That's

822
00:43:24,280 --> 00:43:26,279
Speaker 1: such a good costume idea. I don't know what I

823
00:43:26,320 --> 00:43:28,960
Speaker 1: said costume. I don't know either, but I was excited

824
00:43:28,960 --> 00:43:35,080
Speaker 1: about it. You said it like custodian. All right, let's

825
00:43:35,080 --> 00:43:43,799
Speaker 1: play the stinger. Apparently Andrew has the news for us,

826
00:43:43,800 --> 00:43:48,560
Speaker 1: and apparently I think that's good. Thank you. Apparently I

827
00:43:48,560 --> 00:43:52,120
Speaker 1: went on the ride and it went round and round,

828
00:43:52,160 --> 00:43:56,839
Speaker 1: and apparently my dad watches the evening news. My grandpa, Yeah,

829
00:43:56,880 --> 00:44:04,680
Speaker 1: my grandpa, which makes it even better for me. Works good.

830
00:44:06,160 --> 00:44:08,400
Speaker 1: It's Monday. You know what that means, folks, It's Monday.

831
00:44:08,440 --> 00:44:10,359
Speaker 1: I hope you're having all the swells out there, and

832
00:44:10,400 --> 00:44:17,280
Speaker 1: if you're not well, I hope you're having all the swells.

833
00:44:18,000 --> 00:44:20,040
Speaker 1: What do you say? These are the leggings I'm gonna

834
00:44:20,040 --> 00:44:22,799
Speaker 1: give you. Oh, I love them. Why aren't you going

835
00:44:22,840 --> 00:44:24,120
Speaker 1: to keep them? Well, now that I have them on,

836
00:44:24,160 --> 00:44:27,400
Speaker 1: I think I might keep no, Okay, sorry, all right,

837
00:44:27,440 --> 00:44:33,319
Speaker 1: I guess that's the first story. All right, Kim Kardashian

838
00:44:33,360 --> 00:44:42,560
Speaker 1: and Pete Davidson. Hold is there more? Of course there's more. Yes,

839
00:44:42,640 --> 00:44:45,920
Speaker 1: this is this is They kissed on Saturday Live. Apparently.

840
00:44:46,160 --> 00:44:51,399
Speaker 1: Apparently they locked lips on Serai in a sketch. They

841
00:44:51,440 --> 00:44:53,400
Speaker 1: looked really cute and nervous when they did it. That

842
00:44:53,520 --> 00:44:55,239
Speaker 1: is based on a Reddit comment I saw in the

843
00:44:55,280 --> 00:45:02,000
Speaker 1: dom l supreddit. Um, yeah, I am surprised at this.

844
00:45:03,080 --> 00:45:05,560
Speaker 1: I think friends can hold hands though on they are

845
00:45:05,600 --> 00:45:08,080
Speaker 1: not friends? Why why does he need a friend? Out

846
00:45:08,080 --> 00:45:12,040
Speaker 1: of touch? K He needs a friend, He needs a hot,

847
00:45:12,080 --> 00:45:14,600
Speaker 1: gorgeous friend that at all? Who is like I just

848
00:45:14,680 --> 00:45:16,720
Speaker 1: want to be friends with Kim kardash Like I wouldn't

849
00:45:16,719 --> 00:45:18,520
Speaker 1: even want to just be friends with her, like I

850
00:45:18,520 --> 00:45:23,080
Speaker 1: would want more. Um no, it's this is obviously it's

851
00:45:23,200 --> 00:45:27,640
Speaker 1: very inside her circle. I bet it's probably almost impossible.

852
00:45:27,640 --> 00:45:30,400
Speaker 1: So if you get in there, the probability of you

853
00:45:30,480 --> 00:45:32,799
Speaker 1: hooking up with her it's probably pretty good because it's

854
00:45:32,800 --> 00:45:34,960
Speaker 1: hard to just get through the wall. And he gets

855
00:45:34,960 --> 00:45:37,719
Speaker 1: hot girls. He has like a great track record of

856
00:45:38,560 --> 00:45:42,360
Speaker 1: I mean, even more ridiculous than what you say. Yeah,

857
00:45:42,560 --> 00:45:51,520
Speaker 1: it's amazing. What he does amazing. I mean, listen to this.

858
00:45:52,000 --> 00:45:54,560
Speaker 1: I mean we know the list, but it's just back

859
00:45:54,560 --> 00:45:59,120
Speaker 1: in sale. Arian A Grande, Kaya Gerber, Martha quality, Yes,

860
00:46:00,000 --> 00:46:04,040
Speaker 1: great quality, Margaret quality. I don't know who that? Oh

861
00:46:04,080 --> 00:46:10,680
Speaker 1: yeah from Kaylee Kuoko, Ariana Grande, Kasi David. He started

862
00:46:10,719 --> 00:46:15,040
Speaker 1: with Everyone's like, whoaky, he's dating Larry David's daughter. Who knew?

863
00:46:15,080 --> 00:46:18,360
Speaker 1: That was just the start? Yeah, I mean yeah, I

864
00:46:18,360 --> 00:46:21,759
Speaker 1: think he's definitely gonna be fucking Kim Kardashian. I don't

865
00:46:21,760 --> 00:46:24,160
Speaker 1: think she bangs right away, but he's gonna he's gonna

866
00:46:24,200 --> 00:46:27,279
Speaker 1: hang in there for Whatever makes you think she doesn't

867
00:46:27,320 --> 00:46:29,560
Speaker 1: bang right away, I don't know. I just don't. I don't.

868
00:46:29,600 --> 00:46:32,400
Speaker 1: I don't think she does. I think she really, uh,

869
00:46:32,840 --> 00:46:34,719
Speaker 1: coming off a divorce. I feel like you want to

870
00:46:34,760 --> 00:46:38,480
Speaker 1: get it in. She's a mom, and she probably when

871
00:46:38,480 --> 00:46:40,879
Speaker 1: you're I think when you're an older woman like that,

872
00:46:40,920 --> 00:46:43,200
Speaker 1: you just don't. I think she's just someone like you

873
00:46:43,360 --> 00:46:46,160
Speaker 1: think that Paris Hilton banks right away. But Paris is

874
00:46:46,320 --> 00:46:49,479
Speaker 1: very good about not having sex too soon. The older

875
00:46:49,520 --> 00:46:51,520
Speaker 1: you get, the more you just value your own heart.

876
00:46:51,520 --> 00:46:55,560
Speaker 1: And I think Ki I don't know very well. I

877
00:46:55,560 --> 00:46:57,520
Speaker 1: don't think she just gets she's like, she has a

878
00:46:57,560 --> 00:46:59,200
Speaker 1: lot of self esteem. I don't think she gives it

879
00:46:59,239 --> 00:47:03,200
Speaker 1: away too soon. And she doesn't need anybody. She's got

880
00:47:03,200 --> 00:47:06,320
Speaker 1: everything she probably needs. So Yeah, but she is breaking

881
00:47:06,400 --> 00:47:09,200
Speaker 1: up with Kanye because of pretty much his mental illness

882
00:47:09,280 --> 00:47:12,000
Speaker 1: and his narcissism and stuff, and Pete seems to have

883
00:47:12,080 --> 00:47:13,960
Speaker 1: some he deals with that as well. He was actually

884
00:47:14,000 --> 00:47:16,640
Speaker 1: talking about Kanye on SNL. Did you ever see that

885
00:47:16,680 --> 00:47:19,520
Speaker 1: one where he talks about how you could be mentally

886
00:47:19,520 --> 00:47:21,720
Speaker 1: ill but that doesn't give any excuse to be an asshole?

887
00:47:21,920 --> 00:47:24,279
Speaker 1: Actually that a little bit, And now I think she

888
00:47:24,360 --> 00:47:27,200
Speaker 1: probably watched it and got a little would be something

889
00:47:27,239 --> 00:47:31,480
Speaker 1: you would get you some like he put exactly into

890
00:47:31,520 --> 00:47:34,560
Speaker 1: words what she wanted to say about her husband. Yes,

891
00:47:34,719 --> 00:47:36,800
Speaker 1: he knows how to work it, and I bet you anything.

892
00:47:36,880 --> 00:47:39,239
Speaker 1: Kanye was so pissed about that, and she listened to

893
00:47:39,400 --> 00:47:43,959
Speaker 1: so much of him bitching about Pete Davidson, and so

894
00:47:44,160 --> 00:47:47,080
Speaker 1: it's just the perfect person to date to kind of

895
00:47:47,120 --> 00:47:52,239
Speaker 1: stick it to him. Yeah, we get it. I think that, Yeah,

896
00:47:52,239 --> 00:47:55,880
Speaker 1: I get what's going on here. And Pete knowing Pete

897
00:47:55,920 --> 00:47:59,040
Speaker 1: as much as I know him, he's sweet, he's kind,

898
00:47:59,680 --> 00:48:03,200
Speaker 1: he is funny and he's just a nice and he

899
00:48:03,280 --> 00:48:06,800
Speaker 1: doesn't I don't think people think that he thinks he's cool.

900
00:48:07,160 --> 00:48:09,360
Speaker 1: I never have gotten that sense from him, and hanging

901
00:48:09,360 --> 00:48:11,919
Speaker 1: out with him, it's really nice to me. I didn't

902
00:48:11,920 --> 00:48:16,680
Speaker 1: know him, and he came off like insanely like complimentary

903
00:48:16,680 --> 00:48:20,120
Speaker 1: and nice and like reserved. Yeah, that goes a long way.

904
00:48:20,160 --> 00:48:21,919
Speaker 1: We were talking about this the other day with Noah.

905
00:48:21,960 --> 00:48:26,040
Speaker 1: I think, like how you you think women are drawn

906
00:48:26,080 --> 00:48:30,320
Speaker 1: to like like supermuddel muscleman. It's like end of the

907
00:48:30,400 --> 00:48:34,680
Speaker 1: day personality, kindness, being cute and having like a good

908
00:48:34,719 --> 00:48:39,640
Speaker 1: smile goes miles and that's how you're a girl. That funny,

909
00:48:39,640 --> 00:48:42,839
Speaker 1: he's funny, Yeah, and funny and just well you were saying,

910
00:48:42,840 --> 00:48:48,320
Speaker 1: how like and f boy, fun boy whatever. Isn't necessarily

911
00:48:48,360 --> 00:48:50,920
Speaker 1: a guy to fox a ton of girls. It's a

912
00:48:50,920 --> 00:48:54,920
Speaker 1: guy that's an asshole about fucking a ton of girls. Yeah, liar,

913
00:48:55,160 --> 00:48:59,600
Speaker 1: So he is kind of he's so honest, Yes that

914
00:48:59,680 --> 00:49:02,880
Speaker 1: it him a lot of girls, Yes, But is he

915
00:49:02,960 --> 00:49:05,960
Speaker 1: an asshole for going through so many girls? You know

916
00:49:05,960 --> 00:49:09,040
Speaker 1: what I mean? Like that's like you could be a

917
00:49:09,160 --> 00:49:13,080
Speaker 1: nice guy and still fucking leave a lot of women.

918
00:49:13,680 --> 00:49:15,400
Speaker 1: He hasn't left them. What if what if they just

919
00:49:15,520 --> 00:49:17,799
Speaker 1: mutually were Like, I'm not that into it anymore. Like,

920
00:49:17,840 --> 00:49:19,880
Speaker 1: I don't think he's left like a wake of like

921
00:49:20,120 --> 00:49:22,720
Speaker 1: broken hearted women. But you know, do I have girls

922
00:49:23,680 --> 00:49:26,360
Speaker 1: if there are are? I mean, I do think that

923
00:49:26,400 --> 00:49:29,440
Speaker 1: he's very honest and like I just see so many

924
00:49:29,480 --> 00:49:33,200
Speaker 1: comedians that aren't. I think he's very much like, yeah,

925
00:49:33,280 --> 00:49:35,040
Speaker 1: this is what I struggle with, and this is what

926
00:49:35,080 --> 00:49:38,759
Speaker 1: I've been through when yeah, I just you know, bipolar,

927
00:49:38,840 --> 00:49:41,440
Speaker 1: and that guy is an ask Like hearing him on

928
00:49:41,520 --> 00:49:45,040
Speaker 1: Howard and stuff, he's not. He is not trying. Yeah,

929
00:49:45,040 --> 00:49:46,640
Speaker 1: he has a lot of tattoos, he has a look,

930
00:49:46,640 --> 00:49:49,200
Speaker 1: and he wears cool clothes. Everyone's trying to be a

931
00:49:49,239 --> 00:49:51,400
Speaker 1: little bit cool. But I don't think he's actually getting

932
00:49:51,440 --> 00:49:55,320
Speaker 1: his tattoo moves really all of them. Yea, all of them.

933
00:49:55,360 --> 00:49:58,319
Speaker 1: I mean that's what he said. It actually hurts more

934
00:49:58,360 --> 00:50:03,160
Speaker 1: than getting the tattooed interest thing. But he likes the process. Yeah, yeah,

935
00:50:03,200 --> 00:50:05,040
Speaker 1: I mean it must be a cool process to get

936
00:50:05,120 --> 00:50:08,960
Speaker 1: It's almost as as cool as getting it. Yeah, I

937
00:50:08,960 --> 00:50:12,280
Speaker 1: don't think it's I think that's like it's like taking

938
00:50:12,320 --> 00:50:17,480
Speaker 1: off all the bumper stickers off your Toyota camera. It's

939
00:50:17,520 --> 00:50:19,759
Speaker 1: like getting It's like having a cold car that has

940
00:50:19,760 --> 00:50:21,719
Speaker 1: like bumper stickers, Like I'm doing the bumper sticker thing

941
00:50:21,719 --> 00:50:28,319
Speaker 1: and then having to scrap them all off. I do

942
00:50:28,480 --> 00:50:30,600
Speaker 1: love old tattoos and just being like this was a

943
00:50:30,680 --> 00:50:32,480
Speaker 1: lot of mistakes. But if you have the money and

944
00:50:32,560 --> 00:50:34,880
Speaker 1: you actually enjoy the pain, which is a lot of

945
00:50:34,880 --> 00:50:36,840
Speaker 1: white people get tattoos in the first places. They like

946
00:50:36,920 --> 00:50:39,120
Speaker 1: that pain. Watch him get him back on after he

947
00:50:39,120 --> 00:50:40,640
Speaker 1: gets them all off, and it's like, I have to

948
00:50:40,760 --> 00:50:45,719
Speaker 1: keep the pain in the process. Well, you know, apparently

949
00:50:46,239 --> 00:50:48,880
Speaker 1: it's uh he you know, he's an actor now and

950
00:50:48,920 --> 00:50:51,160
Speaker 1: he wants to be a serious actor. I assume as

951
00:50:51,200 --> 00:50:55,120
Speaker 1: he gets older and he doesn't cover to cover up

952
00:50:55,160 --> 00:50:57,360
Speaker 1: the tattoos, takes like he has to get there like

953
00:50:57,400 --> 00:51:00,680
Speaker 1: five hours ahead of time. Yeah, I see where that's going.

954
00:51:00,680 --> 00:51:02,560
Speaker 1: And you just get a micro nato facial and then

955
00:51:02,560 --> 00:51:10,240
Speaker 1: get the pain, and that's true. But then oh yeah,

956
00:51:10,840 --> 00:51:15,080
Speaker 1: I'm I approve of this, you know, And I think

957
00:51:15,120 --> 00:51:18,160
Speaker 1: though it's it's you know her, they're not trying to

958
00:51:18,200 --> 00:51:20,120
Speaker 1: keep it secret. The fact that they're trying to be

959
00:51:20,160 --> 00:51:22,680
Speaker 1: friends is just to protect Kanye, and she's maybe kind

960
00:51:22,680 --> 00:51:24,880
Speaker 1: of scared of what he will say and do and

961
00:51:24,880 --> 00:51:28,960
Speaker 1: and but they are definitely more than friends love. What

962
00:51:29,080 --> 00:51:31,160
Speaker 1: do you like full blown couple? What if she became

963
00:51:31,360 --> 00:51:36,640
Speaker 1: Kim Davidson? Like, how basic is that Kim Davidson? You

964
00:51:36,640 --> 00:51:42,440
Speaker 1: know that is of Kardassian Kardashian the first white guy. Wait, no,

965
00:51:42,480 --> 00:51:46,400
Speaker 1: Courtney's dating Travis. Courtney's stated Scott and Travis. But I

966
00:51:46,400 --> 00:51:48,200
Speaker 1: think it's like the first white guy that you know,

967
00:51:48,320 --> 00:51:51,719
Speaker 1: either her Chloe or Kylie or Kendall has like been

968
00:51:51,760 --> 00:51:56,120
Speaker 1: with um and you know, well that one dude he

969
00:51:56,280 --> 00:52:00,640
Speaker 1: was halfway Chris, her husband that she come yeah, I

970
00:52:00,719 --> 00:52:05,200
Speaker 1: think I don't know, no, I mean, it's just a remark,

971
00:52:05,280 --> 00:52:08,839
Speaker 1: no judgment there. But I didn't even realize that that. Oh,

972
00:52:09,040 --> 00:52:11,640
Speaker 1: like that's how much I don't see color. I didn't

973
00:52:11,680 --> 00:52:15,239
Speaker 1: even realize yet. But someone said that on the subreddit.

974
00:52:15,239 --> 00:52:18,799
Speaker 1: That's why I was like, oh, is he interests? All right?

975
00:52:18,960 --> 00:52:22,759
Speaker 1: Next story, apparently a fourteen year old boy suffers horrific

976
00:52:22,880 --> 00:52:27,000
Speaker 1: third degree burns after attempting the squid Game Honeycomb challenge.

977
00:52:27,120 --> 00:52:30,160
Speaker 1: What's the honeycomb challenge? So? The Honeycomb challenge was a

978
00:52:30,280 --> 00:52:34,160
Speaker 1: challenge in squid Game where they're given like a honeycomb

979
00:52:34,360 --> 00:52:37,000
Speaker 1: that's like a thin like thing like this, and then

980
00:52:37,040 --> 00:52:40,279
Speaker 1: there's like um an umbrella in it or like some

981
00:52:40,360 --> 00:52:44,040
Speaker 1: kind of objects a shape inside it, and then they

982
00:52:44,080 --> 00:52:46,800
Speaker 1: have to use a little pin and get the shape

983
00:52:46,960 --> 00:52:52,440
Speaker 1: perfectly cut out without cracking the skinny honeycomb. So the

984
00:52:52,520 --> 00:52:54,879
Speaker 1: kid burned himself by trying to make honeycomb. But what

985
00:52:54,880 --> 00:52:57,799
Speaker 1: what burned with? What the honey So he put in

986
00:52:57,840 --> 00:53:01,600
Speaker 1: like a bunch of like ingredients and a non microwave cup,

987
00:53:01,719 --> 00:53:04,160
Speaker 1: put it in the microwave. When he took the cup out,

988
00:53:04,160 --> 00:53:07,279
Speaker 1: it exploded and just burned. Okay, well that's not the

989
00:53:07,320 --> 00:53:09,960
Speaker 1: honeycomb challenge. That's just like idiot not knowing how to

990
00:53:11,040 --> 00:53:18,560
Speaker 1: like pushing an extra zero honeycomb twenty minutes. I mean,

991
00:53:18,640 --> 00:53:22,239
Speaker 1: that's how many kids burned themselves with, Like I mean,

992
00:53:22,280 --> 00:53:24,920
Speaker 1: that's awful. I'm so sorry for the kid, But I

993
00:53:26,239 --> 00:53:28,960
Speaker 1: bet you don't go. We can't have another squid game

994
00:53:28,960 --> 00:53:32,680
Speaker 1: because kids are burning one kid. So this is squid

995
00:53:32,719 --> 00:53:35,040
Speaker 1: game a lot like saw where there are challenges and

996
00:53:35,120 --> 00:53:38,919
Speaker 1: like you die if you don't win, like they die,

997
00:53:39,040 --> 00:53:45,719
Speaker 1: they could die. But hundreds on the shape. Wait, tell

998
00:53:45,719 --> 00:53:49,080
Speaker 1: me why this is way more interesting than your golf

999
00:53:49,080 --> 00:53:51,319
Speaker 1: club of thing. If anyone hasn't seen good game, I

1000
00:53:51,400 --> 00:53:54,239
Speaker 1: love hearing, like so I just hit my pink driver,

1001
00:53:54,360 --> 00:53:59,080
Speaker 1: I got home put on No. And so it started

1002
00:53:59,120 --> 00:54:03,280
Speaker 1: with like four in fifty contestants and the very first game.

1003
00:54:03,600 --> 00:54:05,839
Speaker 1: So they're all, you know, in debt, they're all they're

1004
00:54:05,840 --> 00:54:08,600
Speaker 1: all in body suits or something like they're in well, yeah,

1005
00:54:08,640 --> 00:54:12,360
Speaker 1: they're only people, the people that are. It's so funny

1006
00:54:12,400 --> 00:54:14,800
Speaker 1: to try to like if I tried to describe a

1007
00:54:14,840 --> 00:54:19,200
Speaker 1: squad game knowing what I know, which is literally, okay,

1008
00:54:19,080 --> 00:54:25,640
Speaker 1: you should anything happens people, I just learned that from you.

1009
00:54:25,680 --> 00:54:29,000
Speaker 1: I wouldn't have known that down and out in um

1010
00:54:29,040 --> 00:54:33,520
Speaker 1: in spandex like Power Rangers, like no, no, the bad

1011
00:54:33,520 --> 00:54:35,680
Speaker 1: guys are in Bad Rangers suits, but who are all

1012
00:54:35,680 --> 00:54:39,720
Speaker 1: the good guys are just in regular like clothes like

1013
00:54:40,239 --> 00:54:43,400
Speaker 1: you know they're in They're in like Janitario clothes, but

1014
00:54:43,600 --> 00:54:52,839
Speaker 1: numbers on them constumes okay, so then and they all are.

1015
00:54:53,480 --> 00:54:57,200
Speaker 1: They have different challenges to win money, and some of

1016
00:54:57,200 --> 00:55:00,480
Speaker 1: them involved like hitting throwing a ball all on the

1017
00:55:00,520 --> 00:55:03,160
Speaker 1: floor and trying to open an envelope and if you

1018
00:55:03,239 --> 00:55:05,880
Speaker 1: don't get it, you get slapped in the face, and

1019
00:55:05,920 --> 00:55:08,399
Speaker 1: then if you do get it, you get money. I've

1020
00:55:08,440 --> 00:55:11,640
Speaker 1: just seen that one. And then you get the money

1021
00:55:11,680 --> 00:55:13,560
Speaker 1: and then you go deliver it to an old woman

1022
00:55:13,760 --> 00:55:18,600
Speaker 1: in a like a like a roadside shack and then

1023
00:55:19,400 --> 00:55:23,960
Speaker 1: um and then that's all I know. I only saw

1024
00:55:24,000 --> 00:55:26,040
Speaker 1: one scene of a woman watching out I had. I

1025
00:55:26,080 --> 00:55:28,319
Speaker 1: had a client. He was like, oh, great new show

1026
00:55:28,360 --> 00:55:30,239
Speaker 1: you you getting Corey, gotta watch it. I was like,

1027
00:55:30,239 --> 00:55:32,320
Speaker 1: what's about. He's like, so, it's like all these people,

1028
00:55:32,320 --> 00:55:36,480
Speaker 1: it's like a challenge. It's really gory, and it's really

1029
00:55:36,520 --> 00:55:40,560
Speaker 1: scary to watch. I'm like, not watching it. No, no,

1030
00:55:40,840 --> 00:55:46,320
Speaker 1: no cory, no gory, no gory to watch anything. Heads

1031
00:55:48,520 --> 00:55:51,920
Speaker 1: first game, it's red light green light, and it's this

1032
00:55:52,080 --> 00:55:55,680
Speaker 1: like Asian doll. It's gigantic, and it's turning around and

1033
00:55:55,719 --> 00:55:58,560
Speaker 1: it has eyes inside it that's see. And if you go,

1034
00:55:58,840 --> 00:56:01,239
Speaker 1: you know, green light and run and then if you

1035
00:56:01,520 --> 00:56:06,240
Speaker 1: don't completely stop at red light, you're just shot and killed.

1036
00:56:06,960 --> 00:56:09,479
Speaker 1: So then like they didn't know they were getting killed. Wait,

1037
00:56:09,480 --> 00:56:12,520
Speaker 1: they don't know, well until that very moment, and the

1038
00:56:12,640 --> 00:56:15,440
Speaker 1: next thing you know, literally two hundred of them or

1039
00:56:15,520 --> 00:56:18,040
Speaker 1: to fifty gets shot and killed and that's how the

1040
00:56:18,040 --> 00:56:21,239
Speaker 1: game starts, and everyone's like, uh, what is this? Is

1041
00:56:21,239 --> 00:56:24,839
Speaker 1: it in the future or is it now now? And

1042
00:56:24,880 --> 00:56:26,839
Speaker 1: so like how do they all get shot? Like the

1043
00:56:26,880 --> 00:56:29,480
Speaker 1: people just shoot coming people come out and shoot them. Yeah,

1044
00:56:29,480 --> 00:56:35,040
Speaker 1: they're just shooting them from like cold. Yeah. Oh my god.

1045
00:56:35,200 --> 00:56:38,080
Speaker 1: It's just so violent. I can't it is, but it's

1046
00:56:38,080 --> 00:56:41,560
Speaker 1: like violent in a way that it doesn't feel I

1047
00:56:41,600 --> 00:56:44,040
Speaker 1: don't know why. It's like you literally see some bullet

1048
00:56:44,040 --> 00:56:46,520
Speaker 1: go through someone's head and blood, and but then you're like,

1049
00:56:47,000 --> 00:56:53,920
Speaker 1: huh yeah, another handful. It's almost story thing that happens.

1050
00:56:54,440 --> 00:56:58,239
Speaker 1: I'm just picturing you and they're just like bullet Oh

1051
00:56:58,280 --> 00:57:01,480
Speaker 1: my god. I ate so much popcorn in bed. Oh

1052
00:57:01,480 --> 00:57:05,120
Speaker 1: my god. Thank you so much to Hannah's recent popcorn

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Speaker 1: to us from Kirkwood Pop Company Birthday cake Away a

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Speaker 1: birthday cookies and caramel and you were having some this

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Speaker 1: morning for breakfast. There what you said more don't please, don't,

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Speaker 1: but do as well. I think we gotta go to

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Speaker 1: break apparently, Okay, we're gonna go to a break and

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Speaker 1: then we're gonna come back with more. I want to

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00:57:28,240 --> 00:57:31,280
Speaker 1: know more about squid game. We're gonna come back with

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Speaker 1: why do I care? Why do I care? Why do

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Speaker 1: I care? While we are away, Kirsten told us a

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00:57:40,680 --> 00:57:44,200
Speaker 1: quick cack. Yeah, if you have been visiling, you can

1063
00:57:44,240 --> 00:57:47,720
Speaker 1: eat popcorn and apparently not getting Apparently like the one

1064
00:57:47,720 --> 00:57:49,280
Speaker 1: thing you can eat while you wear them is like

1065
00:57:49,320 --> 00:57:51,640
Speaker 1: you can crunch down popcorn. It doesn't get stuck all

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00:57:51,680 --> 00:57:53,520
Speaker 1: up in your teeth, because that's a big deterrent to

1067
00:57:54,400 --> 00:57:57,680
Speaker 1: popcorn going to be like, you know, wedged in weird places. Yeah,

1068
00:57:57,720 --> 00:58:00,040
Speaker 1: I don't know that that's a deterrent popcorn. Yesterday you

1069
00:58:00,080 --> 00:58:01,960
Speaker 1: were telling us that you don't eat popcorn because of

1070
00:58:02,320 --> 00:58:06,919
Speaker 1: vasava build up in the body. It's an argument thing

1071
00:58:06,960 --> 00:58:08,640
Speaker 1: in the fall and the winter when it's cold out,

1072
00:58:08,720 --> 00:58:12,080
Speaker 1: or even just in general, eating popcorn is very airy.

1073
00:58:12,080 --> 00:58:15,840
Speaker 1: And did someone call you in my people are gonna

1074
00:58:15,880 --> 00:58:23,600
Speaker 1: do like a unpretentious hippie. What did they say? Something hippie,

1075
00:58:24,160 --> 00:58:27,080
Speaker 1: unpretentious hippie. I I like that. I mean, I'm not

1076
00:58:27,080 --> 00:58:29,360
Speaker 1: trying to be like, I am so into this, like,

1077
00:58:30,080 --> 00:58:33,000
Speaker 1: but that's the perfect description for you. Popcorn can get

1078
00:58:33,040 --> 00:58:35,200
Speaker 1: me anxiety. I'll just tell you that. Yeah, why do

1079
00:58:35,240 --> 00:58:40,200
Speaker 1: I care? For the fifth birthday, Drake buys himself a

1080
00:58:40,320 --> 00:58:46,360
Speaker 1: five point five million dollar watch. Kay, let's see this

1081
00:58:46,560 --> 00:58:51,560
Speaker 1: stupid thing. Stupid look at this watch. It is like

1082
00:58:52,040 --> 00:58:54,760
Speaker 1: it's not even good looking. That's five houses. It looks

1083
00:58:54,760 --> 00:58:59,040
Speaker 1: like it looks more Yeah, oh my god, it looks

1084
00:58:59,040 --> 00:59:03,600
Speaker 1: like a moult that looks it's like not even finished.

1085
00:59:03,600 --> 00:59:06,560
Speaker 1: Looks like one of those invisible phones that girls had

1086
00:59:06,560 --> 00:59:09,800
Speaker 1: in the eighties. Looks like a Swatch watch, like transformer.

1087
00:59:10,000 --> 00:59:12,680
Speaker 1: Looks like something you'd buy. That machine that goes it's

1088
00:59:12,760 --> 00:59:17,760
Speaker 1: like an ashtray with a bunch of cigarette ashes at it.

1089
00:59:17,200 --> 00:59:20,320
Speaker 1: I mean, it's bad. That's so sad about how many

1090
00:59:20,320 --> 00:59:23,480
Speaker 1: people that could feed clothes and shelter. I mean, you're

1091
00:59:23,520 --> 00:59:25,360
Speaker 1: so right. I mean, I know you can buy what

1092
00:59:25,400 --> 00:59:27,160
Speaker 1: you want if you've got the money for it, But

1093
00:59:28,040 --> 00:59:30,440
Speaker 1: I mean, wouldn't you really think about how many people

1094
00:59:30,440 --> 00:59:33,280
Speaker 1: could go get like an education. I guess it just

1095
00:59:33,320 --> 00:59:36,080
Speaker 1: makes you think, like and putting the stuff out the

1096
00:59:36,400 --> 00:59:39,240
Speaker 1: just him saying I bought this, It's like not really

1097
00:59:39,320 --> 00:59:42,400
Speaker 1: for him, it's for us to talk about this conversation.

1098
00:59:42,520 --> 00:59:45,080
Speaker 1: Kim Gardashian's photo with her and dudes and that leaked

1099
00:59:45,120 --> 00:59:48,040
Speaker 1: on purpose. That wasn't like someone took a picture of

1100
00:59:48,080 --> 00:59:51,280
Speaker 1: the roller coaster shot of them off the screen. But

1101
00:59:51,400 --> 00:59:54,440
Speaker 1: we buy into it and we say, hey, they're dating,

1102
00:59:54,640 --> 00:59:56,920
Speaker 1: and then we also say, hey, Drake is the number

1103
00:59:56,920 --> 00:59:59,560
Speaker 1: one rapper. Yeah, and we're talking about it right now. Yeah,

1104
01:00:00,040 --> 01:00:03,080
Speaker 1: we're part of the that's so expensive. I will say

1105
01:00:03,120 --> 01:00:06,479
Speaker 1: that blow jobs within Visilene also it rounds your teeth,

1106
01:00:06,520 --> 01:00:10,360
Speaker 1: the bottoms of your teeth so that it doesn't scrape them,

1107
01:00:10,440 --> 01:00:12,880
Speaker 1: and that there. I love the Invisilene read it. There's

1108
01:00:12,920 --> 01:00:17,640
Speaker 1: so many oh yeah, people like this is crazy, but

1109
01:00:18,520 --> 01:00:20,840
Speaker 1: um yeah, there's so many funny things you can like

1110
01:00:21,040 --> 01:00:27,520
Speaker 1: relate to obsessed like, oh, you're sixteen year own you

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01:00:27,520 --> 01:00:32,720
Speaker 1: want regular braces or blowjob braces. You would not think

1112
01:00:32,760 --> 01:00:35,040
Speaker 1: that leaving in your in it only. I only discovered

1113
01:00:35,040 --> 01:00:38,960
Speaker 1: that on you know, accident. Yeah it's yeah, when I

1114
01:00:39,040 --> 01:00:42,040
Speaker 1: accidentally fell on a penis with my mouth. Yeah, I

1115
01:00:42,040 --> 01:00:48,080
Speaker 1: accedentally ate a penuts and it didn't and it didn't

1116
01:00:48,120 --> 01:00:51,000
Speaker 1: apparently it didn't scrape it. And you can really like

1117
01:00:51,080 --> 01:00:53,360
Speaker 1: chomp down not John John, but like give it pressure

1118
01:00:53,480 --> 01:00:56,080
Speaker 1: and it doesn't have that like your teeth have like

1119
01:00:56,240 --> 01:01:01,560
Speaker 1: a really sharp point. But insist felt maybe my penis

1120
01:01:01,600 --> 01:01:06,400
Speaker 1: isn't wide enough. But I've never been like fun. Really, yeah,

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Speaker 1: you don't really, I don't know. Oh my god, Well

1122
01:01:09,040 --> 01:01:12,080
Speaker 1: that is nice to hear. Maybe it's an old wives

1123
01:01:12,120 --> 01:01:16,000
Speaker 1: tale because that's always such a concern of mine. Yeah,

1124
01:01:16,000 --> 01:01:20,400
Speaker 1: I really feel like guys, I've never had a conversation

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01:01:20,440 --> 01:01:23,320
Speaker 1: with a guy in my life too much teeth. Really,

1126
01:01:24,240 --> 01:01:26,720
Speaker 1: why do we all think this as girls? I like

1127
01:01:26,800 --> 01:01:28,800
Speaker 1: Nikki's joke where you have to turn into an old

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01:01:28,920 --> 01:01:34,640
Speaker 1: turtle to yah, you look like your dad because he

1129
01:01:34,640 --> 01:01:41,120
Speaker 1: looks like a turtle. Again, don't say that. I really

1130
01:01:41,160 --> 01:01:45,120
Speaker 1: get hurt mented as he was. He's a yeah, I

1131
01:01:45,160 --> 01:01:47,720
Speaker 1: know what you mean. It's I look like my dad.

1132
01:01:47,760 --> 01:01:49,840
Speaker 1: It's fine. I'm just accepting it as I age. Do

1133
01:01:49,880 --> 01:01:52,640
Speaker 1: you look like your mom and your dad? So thank

1134
01:01:52,720 --> 01:01:55,720
Speaker 1: you for throwing that in there, because you don't know

1135
01:01:55,760 --> 01:01:58,640
Speaker 1: you look like your mom and your dad. I look

1136
01:01:58,680 --> 01:02:02,040
Speaker 1: at your dad most of your dead, but a little

1137
01:02:02,040 --> 01:02:06,240
Speaker 1: bit your mom. But no, seriously, like, okay, let's get

1138
01:02:06,240 --> 01:02:11,920
Speaker 1: into top one Bottom one. Today's category it's road trips

1139
01:02:12,760 --> 01:02:16,760
Speaker 1: road trips. Road top road trip, bottom road trip. Kursen

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Speaker 1: kick us off with your worst road trip person almost

1141
01:02:19,560 --> 01:02:23,680
Speaker 1: told me the story, Please save it for the podcast

1142
01:02:23,720 --> 01:02:26,600
Speaker 1: and She's like, my best one was probably and I'm

1143
01:02:26,600 --> 01:02:30,880
Speaker 1: like save, sorry, I just want to talk to you. Yeah,

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01:02:31,120 --> 01:02:34,320
Speaker 1: like save yeah. So um worst road trip was flying

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01:02:34,360 --> 01:02:36,400
Speaker 1: into l A and driving out to Palm Springs. We

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01:02:37,000 --> 01:02:41,920
Speaker 1: left l A like two like Midwestern idiots. Everyone will

1147
01:02:41,960 --> 01:02:44,680
Speaker 1: laugh who lives there. We left l A departing west,

1148
01:02:44,840 --> 01:02:49,600
Speaker 1: departing east at like three o'clock on a Friday. We

1149
01:02:49,600 --> 01:02:53,520
Speaker 1: were driving twenty for five and a half hours, which

1150
01:02:53,520 --> 01:02:57,760
Speaker 1: should have took two, and I thought, I we almost

1151
01:02:57,800 --> 01:03:01,720
Speaker 1: got divorced. We got rear end at once, like it

1152
01:03:01,720 --> 01:03:03,920
Speaker 1: it was hell. We were going so slowly. The whole time.

1153
01:03:03,960 --> 01:03:09,600
Speaker 1: We were just like and we're stuck in traffic. And

1154
01:03:09,640 --> 01:03:11,000
Speaker 1: by the time we got there, we were just like,

1155
01:03:11,240 --> 01:03:13,600
Speaker 1: we're at Joshua Tree, but we don't even I want

1156
01:03:13,640 --> 01:03:16,960
Speaker 1: to see. You're just like fighting the whole time. Yeah,

1157
01:03:17,000 --> 01:03:19,120
Speaker 1: because it was the reason we were. We left because

1158
01:03:19,160 --> 01:03:21,640
Speaker 1: I wanted to go shopping air quotes and I wanted

1159
01:03:21,680 --> 01:03:24,680
Speaker 1: to do um, like the shops in Venice and then

1160
01:03:24,720 --> 01:03:26,560
Speaker 1: go to that how do you say that natural grocery

1161
01:03:26,560 --> 01:03:30,400
Speaker 1: store your horn air one. I was like milling about

1162
01:03:30,400 --> 01:03:33,800
Speaker 1: air one, touching every item and like selecting snacks and

1163
01:03:33,800 --> 01:03:35,520
Speaker 1: Corey's like, we have to get going. I was like,

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01:03:35,840 --> 01:03:38,200
Speaker 1: ten more minutes. And that's the reason. So I was

1165
01:03:38,240 --> 01:03:40,600
Speaker 1: just like shamed the whole way. I was like and

1166
01:03:40,640 --> 01:03:42,440
Speaker 1: he was so mad, and we were just both like

1167
01:03:42,560 --> 01:03:45,240
Speaker 1: so mad at And then we arrived so late to

1168
01:03:45,280 --> 01:03:47,200
Speaker 1: our like B and B and Joshua Tree. We couldn't

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01:03:47,200 --> 01:03:49,600
Speaker 1: even find it in the desert because it's dark. It's

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01:03:49,680 --> 01:03:54,760
Speaker 1: dark in the desert at night. And then also it's

1171
01:03:54,800 --> 01:03:57,840
Speaker 1: like you're going on a trip to relax, and it

1172
01:03:57,960 --> 01:04:01,240
Speaker 1: was not. It's like when you're trying to relax. He

1173
01:04:01,320 --> 01:04:03,080
Speaker 1: was like, let's fly into Palm Springs, and I was

1174
01:04:03,120 --> 01:04:04,880
Speaker 1: being cheap. I was like, let's have lunch with our

1175
01:04:04,920 --> 01:04:13,560
Speaker 1: friend beth Selina wherever Jelina is that siness whatever, And

1176
01:04:13,600 --> 01:04:14,960
Speaker 1: he was like, why do we have to go in

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01:04:15,120 --> 01:04:17,360
Speaker 1: l a' This just makes no sense. It really doesn't

1178
01:04:17,640 --> 01:04:19,760
Speaker 1: next time or so whenever we're having like a bad

1179
01:04:19,800 --> 01:04:21,640
Speaker 1: what made you go to Palm Frings in the first place.

1180
01:04:21,800 --> 01:04:24,040
Speaker 1: I just like it because it's very like fifties in retro.

1181
01:04:24,160 --> 01:04:25,680
Speaker 1: And how did you even know about it? Because my

1182
01:04:25,760 --> 01:04:29,520
Speaker 1: sister everything is always because Bretta did first. So Britta

1183
01:04:29,600 --> 01:04:32,720
Speaker 1: went for like a wine trip for her husband's company,

1184
01:04:32,880 --> 01:04:37,040
Speaker 1: and all the mid centry modern houses and the vibe

1185
01:04:37,040 --> 01:04:40,920
Speaker 1: and it's so quiet. Been there, I was there, so

1186
01:04:41,880 --> 01:04:44,640
Speaker 1: it's like silent down and it's all gay men. So

1187
01:04:44,680 --> 01:04:47,120
Speaker 1: wherever you go, you're just safe. No one looks at you,

1188
01:04:47,800 --> 01:04:49,520
Speaker 1: no men check you out. I don't even think I

1189
01:04:49,520 --> 01:04:55,880
Speaker 1: wore Masscara. So whenever Corey and I are like talking

1190
01:04:55,920 --> 01:04:58,960
Speaker 1: about a travel option or like getting in traffic, I

1191
01:04:59,040 --> 01:05:02,320
Speaker 1: just go, We're flying in the Palm Springs because it's

1192
01:05:02,320 --> 01:05:05,040
Speaker 1: always just like to avoid a fight, We're just gonna fly. Yeah,

1193
01:05:05,080 --> 01:05:08,720
Speaker 1: there's so much fighting that it was so I have

1194
01:05:08,760 --> 01:05:11,040
Speaker 1: a feeling that most of our road trips stories of

1195
01:05:11,040 --> 01:05:14,040
Speaker 1: the worst are going to be related to the fighting.

1196
01:05:14,480 --> 01:05:18,840
Speaker 1: I think my worst. Yeah it was really good though too.

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01:05:18,880 --> 01:05:21,360
Speaker 1: But it was also my worst because when I was

1198
01:05:21,400 --> 01:05:23,000
Speaker 1: in l I lived in l A and right out

1199
01:05:23,040 --> 01:05:24,960
Speaker 1: of college, we all know I was that p a

1200
01:05:25,080 --> 01:05:28,280
Speaker 1: for whatever anyway, So I had a mild overdose in

1201
01:05:28,320 --> 01:05:36,600
Speaker 1: New Orleans off cocaine with a stripper and I can't

1202
01:05:36,600 --> 01:05:39,720
Speaker 1: feel my legs. Back in when you were a Dinosaur,

1203
01:05:39,920 --> 01:05:42,000
Speaker 1: I seriously was like this all night. Then I did

1204
01:05:43,400 --> 01:05:47,000
Speaker 1: Tyrannosaurs rex arms. I was on a couch like this,

1205
01:05:48,200 --> 01:05:52,520
Speaker 1: I can't feel my body. I couldn't really feel my body.

1206
01:05:52,560 --> 01:05:55,720
Speaker 1: My body was completely not it was paralyzed. I was paralyzed.

1207
01:05:55,840 --> 01:05:57,160
Speaker 1: And I go to my buddy and I was like,

1208
01:05:57,280 --> 01:05:59,400
Speaker 1: I need to go to the hospital. Having so much

1209
01:05:59,400 --> 01:06:04,240
Speaker 1: fun in north and he's like and then he takes

1210
01:06:04,240 --> 01:06:06,560
Speaker 1: me to hospital. He doesn't even he doesn't even come

1211
01:06:06,600 --> 01:06:11,360
Speaker 1: in with me. Goes later like later bitch stopping a bit,

1212
01:06:11,520 --> 01:06:16,800
Speaker 1: and I was like, we're so bad, I'm going in.

1213
01:06:17,800 --> 01:06:19,800
Speaker 1: And then I walked it. I think I'm having a

1214
01:06:19,840 --> 01:06:22,760
Speaker 1: heart attack. That's what I really did. I think I'm

1215
01:06:22,800 --> 01:06:25,640
Speaker 1: having a heart attack. And they're like, okay, they let

1216
01:06:25,680 --> 01:06:28,160
Speaker 1: me skip the line. And where does this lay to

1217
01:06:28,240 --> 01:06:30,600
Speaker 1: a road trip? Oh? So I have them out overdose

1218
01:06:31,720 --> 01:06:33,760
Speaker 1: and h you had a New Orleans accent when you

1219
01:06:33,760 --> 01:06:34,960
Speaker 1: did that. You're like, I think if I having a

1220
01:06:35,000 --> 01:06:39,920
Speaker 1: hot like did you have too many banions? You had powdered?

1221
01:06:41,160 --> 01:06:47,320
Speaker 1: You had too many banions? Like that's that's okay. So

1222
01:06:47,480 --> 01:06:50,040
Speaker 1: three days later, I'm in the heart ward and they

1223
01:06:50,040 --> 01:06:54,880
Speaker 1: had to put heartward heart word and they put blood

1224
01:06:54,880 --> 01:06:56,720
Speaker 1: thinner into my stomach. They just shoot it into my

1225
01:06:56,800 --> 01:06:59,320
Speaker 1: stomach and they said like I had a heart murmur.

1226
01:06:59,360 --> 01:07:02,680
Speaker 1: I didn't have a heart attack, but it does sound

1227
01:07:02,720 --> 01:07:10,680
Speaker 1: like what your heart would do attacking. My heart attack

1228
01:07:10,800 --> 01:07:17,680
Speaker 1: is lazy. Attack would be like, yeah, let's go, let's

1229
01:07:17,680 --> 01:07:27,080
Speaker 1: get a special heartner. I was like, So, anyways, I

1230
01:07:27,160 --> 01:07:29,240
Speaker 1: go back to Florida because I'm it would cost me

1231
01:07:29,320 --> 01:07:31,400
Speaker 1: eight thousand dollars. I had no money at the time,

1232
01:07:32,080 --> 01:07:35,560
Speaker 1: and uh, I had to fly with my little brother

1233
01:07:35,640 --> 01:07:38,080
Speaker 1: to l A to get my car because I was

1234
01:07:38,280 --> 01:07:40,560
Speaker 1: I was done in l A because I had no money,

1235
01:07:40,960 --> 01:07:42,960
Speaker 1: and my dad was like, yeah, what are you doing?

1236
01:07:43,040 --> 01:07:47,880
Speaker 1: And so I did drive back from California to Florida,

1237
01:07:48,440 --> 01:07:53,600
Speaker 1: and it was depressing because I failed miserably. But I

1238
01:07:53,640 --> 01:07:57,920
Speaker 1: really almost had a heart attack. Yeah, I tried many times.

1239
01:07:57,960 --> 01:08:02,520
Speaker 1: But you had that in Florida, Orleans, in New Orleans,

1240
01:08:02,560 --> 01:08:04,760
Speaker 1: you were just visiting. You were cool l A boy

1241
01:08:04,800 --> 01:08:07,120
Speaker 1: going to Orleans, but then after that, you were just

1242
01:08:07,240 --> 01:08:09,800
Speaker 1: Florida boy. Well, I went to school at Tulane, so

1243
01:08:09,920 --> 01:08:12,280
Speaker 1: me and my friends were got back together to have

1244
01:08:12,320 --> 01:08:16,040
Speaker 1: a reunion the year after we graduated. And so then

1245
01:08:16,160 --> 01:08:19,000
Speaker 1: I went back to l A, got my car, drove

1246
01:08:19,040 --> 01:08:23,000
Speaker 1: back my little brother and it's a long drive obviously,

1247
01:08:23,080 --> 01:08:25,160
Speaker 1: like especially when you're thinking about how much you just

1248
01:08:25,200 --> 01:08:27,720
Speaker 1: failed and had a mild overdose, and I lied to

1249
01:08:27,760 --> 01:08:31,040
Speaker 1: my parents. I think my dad knew it was probably

1250
01:08:31,360 --> 01:08:33,880
Speaker 1: like cocaine or like, I don't know. He was pretty

1251
01:08:33,880 --> 01:08:36,760
Speaker 1: cool about like not going in on me about like

1252
01:08:36,800 --> 01:08:41,280
Speaker 1: having like an intervention or just neglectful or into di

1253
01:08:41,800 --> 01:08:45,280
Speaker 1: or didn't care about you look at it either. Yeah,

1254
01:08:45,320 --> 01:08:47,160
Speaker 1: it's not like he was pretty cool about his son

1255
01:08:47,200 --> 01:08:49,479
Speaker 1: almost dying over an overdose but not saying anything that's

1256
01:08:49,520 --> 01:08:53,400
Speaker 1: pretty cool overdose. He was so gill about me dying.

1257
01:08:55,560 --> 01:08:58,479
Speaker 1: Dad didn't show any concern that you went to the

1258
01:08:58,520 --> 01:09:01,720
Speaker 1: hospital and had a heart to Hey, he was busy, dude. Yeah,

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01:09:02,439 --> 01:09:05,400
Speaker 1: and you were like twenty two, had a heart attack,

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01:09:05,560 --> 01:09:12,160
Speaker 1: No big deal, it was mild. You're the coolest dad.

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01:09:12,720 --> 01:09:16,920
Speaker 1: So anyways, I drove back and uh, we were like,

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01:09:16,920 --> 01:09:19,000
Speaker 1: we're gonna make it a golf trip. And then we

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01:09:19,040 --> 01:09:21,280
Speaker 1: went and played golf at this place called the Phoenician

1264
01:09:21,800 --> 01:09:24,559
Speaker 1: in Arizona and it was like three dollars, so we

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01:09:24,640 --> 01:09:27,519
Speaker 1: spent all our money on one round, but I shot

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01:09:27,520 --> 01:09:29,960
Speaker 1: a thirty nine on the back whatever for the golfers,

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01:09:30,120 --> 01:09:32,280
Speaker 1: and then we just drove back home like it was

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01:09:32,360 --> 01:09:35,759
Speaker 1: like it was going to be this golf Okay, Noah.

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Speaker 1: Worst worst road trip. My worst road trip was, um,

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01:09:40,720 --> 01:09:45,080
Speaker 1: I think I was like fourteen, and my mom, my brother,

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01:09:45,600 --> 01:09:48,280
Speaker 1: and my little sister and I were driving down to

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01:09:48,560 --> 01:09:52,120
Speaker 1: Florida to Disney World, and it was just twenty hours

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01:09:52,120 --> 01:09:57,559
Speaker 1: of pure hell in the car fighting. Why wasn't it hell?

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01:09:57,640 --> 01:10:01,320
Speaker 1: Why did the fight start? It's so funny. My brother

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01:10:01,479 --> 01:10:04,600
Speaker 1: and my mom are just so like hardheaded, and it

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01:10:04,720 --> 01:10:07,760
Speaker 1: was just like and they were both driving, they like

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01:10:07,840 --> 01:10:12,200
Speaker 1: kept you know, like um, they would change uh like

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01:10:12,320 --> 01:10:15,840
Speaker 1: driving responsibilities and I just remember, like, we're gonna just die.

1279
01:10:16,720 --> 01:10:20,519
Speaker 1: There's gonna be an explosive road rage happening at any moment.

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01:10:23,520 --> 01:10:31,880
Speaker 1: None of it. None of it was fun. My worst

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01:10:31,920 --> 01:10:33,960
Speaker 1: one was as a kid, we would go back home

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01:10:33,960 --> 01:10:36,519
Speaker 1: to Cincinnati. We moved to St. Louis when I was six,

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01:10:37,040 --> 01:10:39,880
Speaker 1: and um, Cincinnati was where like our whole family was.

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01:10:39,920 --> 01:10:42,120
Speaker 1: And one time my dad couldn't go back for work,

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01:10:42,160 --> 01:10:43,960
Speaker 1: so my mom just drove me and my sister and

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01:10:44,000 --> 01:10:46,880
Speaker 1: I was probably like six and a half and my

1287
01:10:46,920 --> 01:10:49,439
Speaker 1: sister was like four, and we drove and there was

1288
01:10:49,479 --> 01:10:52,280
Speaker 1: a huge storm and I got really sick. I had,

1289
01:10:52,280 --> 01:10:54,760
Speaker 1: like I remember getting a really bad fever and we

1290
01:10:54,800 --> 01:10:57,000
Speaker 1: couldn't make it through the night because it was storming.

1291
01:10:57,040 --> 01:10:59,400
Speaker 1: And my mom later told me that a truck driver

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01:10:59,600 --> 01:11:01,920
Speaker 1: was mass surbating next to her at one point during

1293
01:11:01,920 --> 01:11:04,280
Speaker 1: this trip and was like, hey, look at this, and

1294
01:11:04,320 --> 01:11:06,840
Speaker 1: like lifted his dick up so she could see. And

1295
01:11:06,840 --> 01:11:11,000
Speaker 1: we're like in the car. I was impression of saying that,

1296
01:11:11,080 --> 01:11:12,880
Speaker 1: and when she said when she later told me that

1297
01:11:12,920 --> 01:11:14,400
Speaker 1: I was. It was just when we get to Cincinnati,

1298
01:11:14,400 --> 01:11:16,360
Speaker 1: it was still six It was gross. I'm just kidding.

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01:11:17,000 --> 01:11:18,800
Speaker 1: It was when I was adult. She was like, it

1300
01:11:18,880 --> 01:11:21,800
Speaker 1: was a bed trip. But I remember, you know, the

1301
01:11:22,280 --> 01:11:24,080
Speaker 1: times in my life where I was like I just

1302
01:11:24,680 --> 01:11:27,720
Speaker 1: I remember just being sad for my parents, knowing like

1303
01:11:27,760 --> 01:11:30,720
Speaker 1: we couldn't afford things, and like being just so embarrassed

1304
01:11:30,800 --> 01:11:34,000
Speaker 1: for them. And I remember and being scared because I

1305
01:11:34,040 --> 01:11:36,599
Speaker 1: could sense my parents fear at times, but they would

1306
01:11:36,600 --> 01:11:39,720
Speaker 1: try to be brave, but I could just very like

1307
01:11:39,840 --> 01:11:42,200
Speaker 1: I was very perceptive. Like I looked back on times

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01:11:42,200 --> 01:11:44,639
Speaker 1: that my parents say, like something happened, I'm like I

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01:11:44,720 --> 01:11:46,559
Speaker 1: knew it, Like there was something in my soul that

1310
01:11:46,640 --> 01:11:51,320
Speaker 1: knew something terrible was wrong. And we stopped. I was

1311
01:11:51,400 --> 01:11:53,600
Speaker 1: I was having a fever, and my mom, you know,

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01:11:53,640 --> 01:11:55,600
Speaker 1: this was before cell phones and everything. We went to

1313
01:11:55,640 --> 01:11:58,960
Speaker 1: this motel that was so disgusting, and I remember thinking, like,

1314
01:11:59,400 --> 01:12:01,080
Speaker 1: I can't leave. We're staying. Like it was one of

1315
01:12:01,080 --> 01:12:02,240
Speaker 1: the ones where you have to go to the front

1316
01:12:02,280 --> 01:12:05,080
Speaker 1: desk that's like in a parking lot, and then they

1317
01:12:05,120 --> 01:12:07,719
Speaker 1: give you it's like always have a bell on the front.

1318
01:12:09,000 --> 01:12:11,599
Speaker 1: In the back it was like ships ships creaked kind

1319
01:12:11,640 --> 01:12:15,080
Speaker 1: of a hotel and went to this room and I

1320
01:12:15,120 --> 01:12:19,080
Speaker 1: remember like just feeling delirious and just telling my mom

1321
01:12:19,160 --> 01:12:20,920
Speaker 1: like I woke up in the night like fever. So

1322
01:12:21,000 --> 01:12:22,680
Speaker 1: my mom thought I was going to die because I

1323
01:12:22,680 --> 01:12:24,920
Speaker 1: had like a really really bad fever and I was

1324
01:12:24,960 --> 01:12:27,080
Speaker 1: saying weird things, and I just remember telling her, like,

1325
01:12:27,680 --> 01:12:30,599
Speaker 1: you're playing me like a Barbie doll. Mom, You're playing

1326
01:12:30,640 --> 01:12:33,400
Speaker 1: me like a Barbie doll. And I just felt I

1327
01:12:33,439 --> 01:12:36,040
Speaker 1: just remember saying it, I remember feeling it, and I

1328
01:12:36,040 --> 01:12:38,080
Speaker 1: didn't know what it meant, but it made a lot

1329
01:12:38,120 --> 01:12:40,040
Speaker 1: of sense to me. And she thought I was going

1330
01:12:40,080 --> 01:12:41,240
Speaker 1: to die in the middle of the night. It was

1331
01:12:41,280 --> 01:12:45,760
Speaker 1: just horrific and like very scary, and it was just

1332
01:12:45,920 --> 01:12:48,320
Speaker 1: it felt like we were on our own, and I

1333
01:12:48,320 --> 01:12:50,160
Speaker 1: know my mom was so scared and she was so young.

1334
01:12:50,240 --> 01:12:53,360
Speaker 1: My mom was thirty one. You're gonna die, like if

1335
01:12:53,360 --> 01:12:57,200
Speaker 1: you were like a failed comedian, like just of a

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01:12:57,280 --> 01:13:00,840
Speaker 1: fever and a shitty model. Yes, you like knew your

1337
01:13:00,840 --> 01:13:06,080
Speaker 1: mom was young and that she was scared. Yes, I

1338
01:13:06,120 --> 01:13:09,120
Speaker 1: just felt like your mom, you're not You're not like

1339
01:13:09,280 --> 01:13:12,200
Speaker 1: being like what didn't feel like a momper just playing

1340
01:13:12,240 --> 01:13:14,439
Speaker 1: me like a Barbie doll mom like I'm I'm like.

1341
01:13:14,920 --> 01:13:17,160
Speaker 1: It was really weird, but I remember it made so

1342
01:13:17,280 --> 01:13:21,599
Speaker 1: much like poetic sense to me at the time, especially um, Okay,

1343
01:13:21,720 --> 01:13:24,439
Speaker 1: what best road trip, Kristen. I think one of the

1344
01:13:24,479 --> 01:13:30,240
Speaker 1: best was a group of girls from high school Halla.

1345
01:13:30,880 --> 01:13:34,400
Speaker 1: Halla's dad was our principal, and like three other girls

1346
01:13:34,439 --> 01:13:37,160
Speaker 1: who we weren't friend with anymore. But we drove all

1347
01:13:37,200 --> 01:13:40,879
Speaker 1: the way to field hockey camp um at Princeton, New Jersey,

1348
01:13:41,280 --> 01:13:43,800
Speaker 1: and then her dad took us to like we all

1349
01:13:43,800 --> 01:13:46,920
Speaker 1: got in a van and uh drove out to this

1350
01:13:46,960 --> 01:13:48,360
Speaker 1: field hockey camp and then we went to New York

1351
01:13:48,400 --> 01:13:51,840
Speaker 1: City for the first time. On the Today Show, like

1352
01:13:51,880 --> 01:13:54,240
Speaker 1: we held up a sign. Oh, I was so jealous.

1353
01:13:54,320 --> 01:13:57,120
Speaker 1: And then on the way out there we got it

1354
01:13:57,200 --> 01:14:00,360
Speaker 1: was epic. We got stuck on the Pennsylvania Turnpike for

1355
01:14:00,400 --> 01:14:03,920
Speaker 1: like three hours just sitting, which now as an adult

1356
01:14:03,960 --> 01:14:07,679
Speaker 1: I would be like. But we got out and everyone

1357
01:14:07,760 --> 01:14:11,680
Speaker 1: was like camping out and offering beverages to people and

1358
01:14:11,720 --> 01:14:13,800
Speaker 1: going from like car to car because it was a

1359
01:14:13,880 --> 01:14:16,800
Speaker 1: huge accident just shut the whole Libey down. And that

1360
01:14:16,920 --> 01:14:20,720
Speaker 1: was just like that was between junior and senior year. Yeah, yeah,

1361
01:14:20,760 --> 01:14:23,080
Speaker 1: you guys were still it was so fun. But we

1362
01:14:23,080 --> 01:14:25,639
Speaker 1: went to this field like camp and it was awesome fun.

1363
01:14:25,760 --> 01:14:30,880
Speaker 1: Like I was so because I wasn't good at sport,

1364
01:14:31,560 --> 01:14:33,120
Speaker 1: but it was an epic like I've never been on

1365
01:14:33,120 --> 01:14:35,120
Speaker 1: a highway that was shut down like that. Oh yeah,

1366
01:14:35,200 --> 01:14:37,400
Speaker 1: that's fun kind of and we just like Gary And

1367
01:14:37,439 --> 01:14:39,360
Speaker 1: then when it started going, we were going like everyone

1368
01:14:39,400 --> 01:14:41,599
Speaker 1: was ten miles an hour. Everyone was just walking with cars.

1369
01:14:41,640 --> 01:14:46,080
Speaker 1: It was likely. What about you, Andrew, I feel like

1370
01:14:46,160 --> 01:14:47,840
Speaker 1: we always have to be like it was when we

1371
01:14:47,840 --> 01:14:51,719
Speaker 1: were kidding. It was literally just recently the trip from

1372
01:14:52,120 --> 01:14:55,519
Speaker 1: Durham to Charleston with my brother and my little brother again.

1373
01:14:56,320 --> 01:14:58,519
Speaker 1: Uh he came to the show in Durham that you know,

1374
01:14:59,040 --> 01:15:01,720
Speaker 1: and then we met my dad and my brother in

1375
01:15:01,800 --> 01:15:05,280
Speaker 1: Charleston and then had a great show that night, and

1376
01:15:05,320 --> 01:15:07,360
Speaker 1: the drive was great. I got bow Jangles for the

1377
01:15:07,400 --> 01:15:10,760
Speaker 1: first time ever, which was fucking amazing. And it was

1378
01:15:10,800 --> 01:15:12,559
Speaker 1: just like a simple road trip. It was only like

1379
01:15:12,600 --> 01:15:14,600
Speaker 1: five hours. It wasn't like a crazy road trip. But

1380
01:15:14,600 --> 01:15:16,800
Speaker 1: it was just like going to see because I haven't

1381
01:15:16,840 --> 01:15:19,240
Speaker 1: seen my brothers or my dad in a long time.

1382
01:15:19,280 --> 01:15:21,880
Speaker 1: And we had an amazing trip and I don't know,

1383
01:15:21,880 --> 01:15:23,439
Speaker 1: it's just nice. It was like, what do you guys

1384
01:15:23,439 --> 01:15:27,040
Speaker 1: talk about? Me and my brother We basically we went

1385
01:15:27,120 --> 01:15:30,479
Speaker 1: live and just talk about the different cars on the road.

1386
01:15:30,720 --> 01:15:33,080
Speaker 1: There was this one guy with a very little U

1387
01:15:33,160 --> 01:15:35,160
Speaker 1: haul and we're like, look at your little U haul

1388
01:15:35,479 --> 01:15:37,880
Speaker 1: like he only had. It wasn't like the truck U haul.

1389
01:15:38,000 --> 01:15:40,920
Speaker 1: It was the one that it was the Rhode Island

1390
01:15:41,400 --> 01:15:43,720
Speaker 1: like it was just on the back like you know,

1391
01:15:44,000 --> 01:15:47,160
Speaker 1: a trailer U haul, which is like what are you?

1392
01:15:47,320 --> 01:15:49,920
Speaker 1: The same way I feel about when people check a bag,

1393
01:15:50,000 --> 01:15:51,960
Speaker 1: when you are at the baggage claim and the little

1394
01:15:51,960 --> 01:15:56,559
Speaker 1: tiny like knapsack comes through and you're like, what are

1395
01:15:56,680 --> 01:15:59,160
Speaker 1: you putting in this little naps The running away it's

1396
01:15:59,160 --> 01:16:02,840
Speaker 1: like video and like a stick and here's a video

1397
01:16:02,840 --> 01:16:05,679
Speaker 1: on TikTok of a guy making fun of a ladder

1398
01:16:05,800 --> 01:16:08,160
Speaker 1: like a four you know four runners the cars they

1399
01:16:08,200 --> 01:16:13,439
Speaker 1: have these little ladders that look wadda, you have a

1400
01:16:13,479 --> 01:16:17,040
Speaker 1: wadder to get up to your woof ty And then's

1401
01:16:17,160 --> 01:16:21,880
Speaker 1: so funny. You can just three ladder. It's too funny.

1402
01:16:22,000 --> 01:16:25,240
Speaker 1: It's just such a little widow wadda. And it's on

1403
01:16:25,280 --> 01:16:29,160
Speaker 1: a car that's like a full road. Yeah, it's like,

1404
01:16:29,200 --> 01:16:31,880
Speaker 1: if you're so tough, just climb up. Anyways, but yeah,

1405
01:16:31,880 --> 01:16:36,400
Speaker 1: that was pretty um No, best road trip. Best road

1406
01:16:36,439 --> 01:16:41,080
Speaker 1: trip was October of It was we drove across the

1407
01:16:41,120 --> 01:16:46,439
Speaker 1: Southwest from Colorado, New Mexico, Utah, Arizona and ended up

1408
01:16:46,439 --> 01:16:50,679
Speaker 1: in Joshua Tree and Uh, I got engaged. I fell

1409
01:16:50,720 --> 01:16:52,639
Speaker 1: in love with the Southwest, which I had never been

1410
01:16:52,640 --> 01:16:55,519
Speaker 1: to before and is the reason why I moved here.

1411
01:16:56,000 --> 01:16:57,880
Speaker 1: So it's right I would say that was the best

1412
01:16:57,960 --> 01:17:00,840
Speaker 1: road trip. Did you fly into Colorado? Yeah, we flew

1413
01:17:00,880 --> 01:17:04,080
Speaker 1: into Denver, rented a car and then just drove the

1414
01:17:04,120 --> 01:17:08,639
Speaker 1: rest of the way. That's lovely. My best road trip

1415
01:17:08,880 --> 01:17:11,559
Speaker 1: um to get married, by the way, your road trip

1416
01:17:11,640 --> 01:17:14,200
Speaker 1: with a with whoever you're thinking about, and if you

1417
01:17:14,200 --> 01:17:19,200
Speaker 1: could make it five states. It's yeah yeah, So final thought,

1418
01:17:19,360 --> 01:17:22,280
Speaker 1: My best road trip was the one I took from

1419
01:17:22,680 --> 01:17:26,400
Speaker 1: Kansas City to Chicago when we auditioned for Last Coming

1420
01:17:26,439 --> 01:17:30,000
Speaker 1: Standing Me in a bunch of Kansas City comics um

1421
01:17:30,040 --> 01:17:32,880
Speaker 1: in two thousand six. This is the first time you're

1422
01:17:32,880 --> 01:17:37,920
Speaker 1: on it? Yeah? Yeah? How old were you? Uh? One one?

1423
01:17:38,160 --> 01:17:40,439
Speaker 1: What are your thoughts? Are you nervous? Are you like?

1424
01:17:40,479 --> 01:17:42,360
Speaker 1: Do I have enough jokes? Are my jokes? I wasn't

1425
01:17:42,400 --> 01:17:44,360
Speaker 1: gonna audition. I was just like, I'm just gonna go

1426
01:17:44,439 --> 01:17:46,360
Speaker 1: for the fun because I knew that I wasn't good

1427
01:17:46,439 --> 01:17:49,280
Speaker 1: enough to make it on a TV show. It was like,

1428
01:17:49,280 --> 01:17:51,519
Speaker 1: I've been doing com many like a year and a half,

1429
01:17:51,640 --> 01:17:54,599
Speaker 1: Like why would I addition? A lot of people would

1430
01:17:54,640 --> 01:17:57,000
Speaker 1: be like, I'm ready for the show. I'm I'm ready. No.

1431
01:17:57,520 --> 01:18:00,599
Speaker 1: I was like, no, they would be this. This would

1432
01:18:00,600 --> 01:18:02,599
Speaker 1: be delusional for me to think that I would Many

1433
01:18:02,640 --> 01:18:06,120
Speaker 1: people auditioned, like hundreds and hundreds, you know, it was

1434
01:18:06,160 --> 01:18:08,559
Speaker 1: in Chicago and it was all like people waited outside

1435
01:18:08,600 --> 01:18:11,400
Speaker 1: in line. But it was so fun because sorry people

1436
01:18:11,400 --> 01:18:14,439
Speaker 1: were on the road trip. Like nine. We rented a van.

1437
01:18:14,560 --> 01:18:16,040
Speaker 1: We had a guy that had a hook up at

1438
01:18:16,040 --> 01:18:18,519
Speaker 1: a like a rental place. One of the guys had

1439
01:18:19,000 --> 01:18:21,439
Speaker 1: worked at a hotel and so he got us hotel

1440
01:18:21,520 --> 01:18:25,880
Speaker 1: rooms in Chicago for like cheap enough, and it was

1441
01:18:25,920 --> 01:18:28,240
Speaker 1: just one of those things that was like me and yeah.

1442
01:18:28,320 --> 01:18:30,439
Speaker 1: Like it was seven or eight guys and me and

1443
01:18:30,479 --> 01:18:33,000
Speaker 1: we all went in this big passenger van and drove

1444
01:18:33,080 --> 01:18:35,559
Speaker 1: up there and we listened to Patton Oswald's album Feeling

1445
01:18:35,600 --> 01:18:37,960
Speaker 1: kind of Patton, and we got like so we were

1446
01:18:37,960 --> 01:18:41,040
Speaker 1: just listening to good comedy albums, laughing so hard. It

1447
01:18:41,160 --> 01:18:43,439
Speaker 1: was so fun. And by the time we got there,

1448
01:18:43,479 --> 01:18:46,240
Speaker 1: they were like, Nicky, just do it, like you're here,

1449
01:18:46,439 --> 01:18:49,040
Speaker 1: we have you know, what else are you gonna do

1450
01:18:49,120 --> 01:18:52,240
Speaker 1: to Marrow in Chicago? Just just do it? And I

1451
01:18:52,400 --> 01:18:54,639
Speaker 1: only did it because I was like I just want

1452
01:18:54,720 --> 01:18:56,519
Speaker 1: them to say I have promise, you know, like I

1453
01:18:56,520 --> 01:18:57,720
Speaker 1: don't want to get on the show, but I just

1454
01:18:57,720 --> 01:18:59,439
Speaker 1: don't want to. I don't want to have one of

1455
01:18:59,439 --> 01:19:04,000
Speaker 1: those are like American Idol, like gag reel auditions where

1456
01:19:04,000 --> 01:19:06,760
Speaker 1: they just show you, like William hunging it. I just

1457
01:19:06,800 --> 01:19:10,400
Speaker 1: wanted them to say, like good job, you know, like

1458
01:19:10,400 --> 01:19:15,200
Speaker 1: oh yeah. I just wanted to like have confirmation that

1459
01:19:15,240 --> 01:19:18,320
Speaker 1: I was on the right track. And then yeah, auditioned

1460
01:19:18,360 --> 01:19:21,360
Speaker 1: and and that's and yeah they said I was too young,

1461
01:19:21,439 --> 01:19:23,840
Speaker 1: and and thanks for trying, and like come back again

1462
01:19:23,920 --> 01:19:26,800
Speaker 1: next time. And then when I was walking off stage,

1463
01:19:26,840 --> 01:19:29,920
Speaker 1: they were like I really liked her, and the other

1464
01:19:29,960 --> 01:19:32,120
Speaker 1: guy was like, well, I mean I could be convinced.

1465
01:19:32,160 --> 01:19:33,560
Speaker 1: And I just ran back up on the stage. It

1466
01:19:33,600 --> 01:19:35,400
Speaker 1: was like you want to hear another joke and they

1467
01:19:35,400 --> 01:19:37,160
Speaker 1: were like yeah, And I told another joke and it

1468
01:19:37,240 --> 01:19:41,719
Speaker 1: was like, we'll see it tonight. It was um uh

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01:19:41,800 --> 01:19:44,960
Speaker 1: they you know, they put a different joke in on

1470
01:19:45,120 --> 01:19:48,800
Speaker 1: the airing of it. Actually why, I'll tell you why,

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01:19:48,920 --> 01:19:53,160
Speaker 1: because the joke I told was no, this was auditioned.

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01:19:53,200 --> 01:19:55,000
Speaker 1: I did the two minutes and then they were like

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01:19:55,120 --> 01:19:57,120
Speaker 1: it was really good. How long you've been doing it?

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01:19:57,160 --> 01:19:58,640
Speaker 1: And I said two years, even though it had been

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01:19:58,680 --> 01:20:02,280
Speaker 1: one and they were like, yeah, you're just it's just

1476
01:20:02,479 --> 01:20:04,640
Speaker 1: you haven't been doing it long enough. But it was

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01:20:04,680 --> 01:20:06,720
Speaker 1: really good, and I was like perfect, you know, like

1478
01:20:06,840 --> 01:20:08,760
Speaker 1: oh good, that's exactly what I wanted. And I was

1479
01:20:08,800 --> 01:20:10,640
Speaker 1: like shaking because I was so cold because you had

1480
01:20:10,640 --> 01:20:13,559
Speaker 1: to wait outside and it was like a blizzard that week.

1481
01:20:13,560 --> 01:20:15,880
Speaker 1: It was so snowy and so cold in Chicago. It

1482
01:20:15,960 --> 01:20:20,160
Speaker 1: was in March and um and uh yeah, and then

1483
01:20:20,160 --> 01:20:25,600
Speaker 1: I made it to the evening show. Oh it was Um.

1484
01:20:25,800 --> 01:20:28,320
Speaker 1: I dated this black guy for a while, but I

1485
01:20:28,400 --> 01:20:29,920
Speaker 1: had to break up with him because he hit me.

1486
01:20:30,560 --> 01:20:33,280
Speaker 1: It wasn't his fault. I just didn't understand his complicated handshake.

1487
01:20:34,479 --> 01:20:39,120
Speaker 1: And that was yeah, and they were like funny, all right,

1488
01:20:39,160 --> 01:20:40,960
Speaker 1: we'll see it tonight and I was like yes, And

1489
01:20:41,000 --> 01:20:42,760
Speaker 1: then I was like what the funk? Like, what am

1490
01:20:42,760 --> 01:20:44,720
Speaker 1: I gonna do? And then I remember going to Starbucks

1491
01:20:44,720 --> 01:20:46,519
Speaker 1: after that and I cut my hand on the door

1492
01:20:46,560 --> 01:20:50,240
Speaker 1: and there was it's still there, that cut right there.

1493
01:20:51,040 --> 01:20:52,679
Speaker 1: That's from the day I got on last time Standing

1494
01:20:52,680 --> 01:20:54,200
Speaker 1: and I remember being like, I'll probably have a scar

1495
01:20:54,320 --> 01:20:57,360
Speaker 1: from that because it was so deep and um. And

1496
01:20:57,400 --> 01:20:59,559
Speaker 1: then I that night, I was like, what the funk

1497
01:20:59,600 --> 01:21:01,760
Speaker 1: am I going to do? Like I don't even have

1498
01:21:01,800 --> 01:21:06,479
Speaker 1: any material, And I remember ironing my shirt and trying

1499
01:21:06,479 --> 01:21:08,240
Speaker 1: to think of any jokes because I always think of

1500
01:21:08,400 --> 01:21:10,760
Speaker 1: my best jokes when I'm like under the gun and

1501
01:21:10,800 --> 01:21:12,160
Speaker 1: I was going to show the night and I was

1502
01:21:12,200 --> 01:21:15,880
Speaker 1: like and then I thought of the joke of my mom,

1503
01:21:15,920 --> 01:21:18,760
Speaker 1: you know, calls me drunk and she's like, I love

1504
01:21:18,800 --> 01:21:20,439
Speaker 1: you so much. You're the greatest daughter in the world.

1505
01:21:20,439 --> 01:21:21,760
Speaker 1: And then she always called me the next day and

1506
01:21:21,760 --> 01:21:23,559
Speaker 1: be like, Nick, I'm so sorry for what I said

1507
01:21:23,640 --> 01:21:25,519
Speaker 1: last night. I was drunk. I didn't mean any of that,

1508
01:21:26,320 --> 01:21:28,160
Speaker 1: and I thought. I remember calling my parents and being

1509
01:21:28,160 --> 01:21:30,880
Speaker 1: like is that funny? And they were like yes, and

1510
01:21:30,880 --> 01:21:32,320
Speaker 1: I was like, Okay, I'm just gonna do it because

1511
01:21:32,320 --> 01:21:34,760
Speaker 1: I have nothing else, and then um yeah. And then

1512
01:21:34,760 --> 01:21:36,800
Speaker 1: I was one of thirty that performed that night, and

1513
01:21:36,800 --> 01:21:39,080
Speaker 1: then uh, I was the third person that made it

1514
01:21:39,080 --> 01:21:40,840
Speaker 1: through and got to go to Hollywood and got the

1515
01:21:40,880 --> 01:21:47,120
Speaker 1: red envelope and it was no, you did like five minutes. Oh,

1516
01:21:47,240 --> 01:21:51,240
Speaker 1: but did you do the same? No, definitely material And

1517
01:21:51,280 --> 01:21:53,519
Speaker 1: then but I was just desperate for jokes and I

1518
01:21:53,600 --> 01:21:56,240
Speaker 1: started doing that joke and then uh yeah, and then

1519
01:21:56,280 --> 01:21:58,639
Speaker 1: I went to and then we all went out afterwards,

1520
01:21:58,680 --> 01:22:01,519
Speaker 1: and I got so drunk, and I remember feeling so

1521
01:22:01,560 --> 01:22:04,880
Speaker 1: bad because there were just so many good comics that

1522
01:22:04,920 --> 01:22:06,519
Speaker 1: had been doing it way longer than me, that were

1523
01:22:06,520 --> 01:22:08,960
Speaker 1: like bona fide headliners. I was barely I was just

1524
01:22:09,080 --> 01:22:12,080
Speaker 1: I wasn't even hosting in Kansas City. I was twenty one.

1525
01:22:12,240 --> 01:22:16,400
Speaker 1: It was like something about that, like new comic just

1526
01:22:17,479 --> 01:22:20,400
Speaker 1: because I was a young young girl that had good jokes,

1527
01:22:20,479 --> 01:22:23,120
Speaker 1: but I was nowhere near someone that should have been

1528
01:22:23,400 --> 01:22:25,439
Speaker 1: beat out these other guys and it was embarrassing and

1529
01:22:25,479 --> 01:22:27,880
Speaker 1: they all knew it. John Roy made it through. Jerry

1530
01:22:27,920 --> 01:22:29,840
Speaker 1: d made it through. John Roy, I call it to

1531
01:22:29,840 --> 01:22:31,519
Speaker 1: this day. He was a dick to me that night

1532
01:22:31,560 --> 01:22:33,640
Speaker 1: because he just knew that I didn't deserve it, and

1533
01:22:33,680 --> 01:22:37,040
Speaker 1: everyone knew it. Was like I was. I was like

1534
01:22:37,160 --> 01:22:40,800
Speaker 1: the I always feel for young people or people who

1535
01:22:40,880 --> 01:22:43,479
Speaker 1: make it through on things or get opportunities when they

1536
01:22:43,479 --> 01:22:45,880
Speaker 1: don't deserve it. It's like, well, are they supposed to

1537
01:22:45,880 --> 01:22:48,559
Speaker 1: turn it down? And I remember Tommy John again telling

1538
01:22:48,600 --> 01:22:50,879
Speaker 1: me I should turn it down because I got invited Hollywood.

1539
01:22:50,920 --> 01:22:52,479
Speaker 1: I remember talking to him because he was, you know,

1540
01:22:52,520 --> 01:22:55,240
Speaker 1: we were both young comics at the time, and he

1541
01:22:55,320 --> 01:22:57,360
Speaker 1: was like, I would turn it down, like you're not

1542
01:22:57,560 --> 01:23:00,400
Speaker 1: like and I remember being like, I probably should, but

1543
01:23:00,400 --> 01:23:03,360
Speaker 1: it was just because he's jealous. Yeah, you do it.

1544
01:23:03,520 --> 01:23:06,240
Speaker 1: So I always feel for people whenever they're like this stuff.

1545
01:23:06,280 --> 01:23:08,400
Speaker 1: Shouldn't have gotten that thing, And I'm like, but Comedy

1546
01:23:08,439 --> 01:23:10,679
Speaker 1: Central offered it to them, should they turn it down?

1547
01:23:11,120 --> 01:23:13,720
Speaker 1: They didn't trick anyone. I didn't trick anyone. I just

1548
01:23:13,760 --> 01:23:16,320
Speaker 1: asked for another joke because they, you know, like, so

1549
01:23:16,439 --> 01:23:20,679
Speaker 1: shut up. I hate when comics are it's just so

1550
01:23:20,760 --> 01:23:24,439
Speaker 1: like high on their horse, like no, you you should

1551
01:23:24,479 --> 01:23:30,200
Speaker 1: turn it. And I remember being Kansas and I was

1552
01:23:30,320 --> 01:23:31,880
Speaker 1: shopping and I was on the phone with Tommy John

1553
01:23:32,040 --> 01:23:33,519
Speaker 1: and he was like, I was in the protest department,

1554
01:23:33,520 --> 01:23:35,360
Speaker 1: and he was like, I wouldn't do it. I would

1555
01:23:35,400 --> 01:23:39,920
Speaker 1: turn it down eventually, like you know, two years later

1556
01:23:40,000 --> 01:23:41,920
Speaker 1: he got on the show too. But you know, maybe

1557
01:23:41,960 --> 01:23:44,400
Speaker 1: at the time he wouldn't have accepted it because we

1558
01:23:44,400 --> 01:23:46,599
Speaker 1: were very self aware of like we're not good enough.

1559
01:23:46,680 --> 01:23:48,720
Speaker 1: I knew I wasn't. There's no part of me that

1560
01:23:48,800 --> 01:23:50,920
Speaker 1: was like, ha ha, I'm better than you all. I'll

1561
01:23:50,960 --> 01:23:52,600
Speaker 1: tell you. One of the worst road trips, though, was

1562
01:23:52,640 --> 01:23:55,320
Speaker 1: that car ride back to Kansas City with those nine

1563
01:23:55,360 --> 01:24:00,639
Speaker 1: comics and I was so hungo for the next day

1564
01:24:00,640 --> 01:24:02,960
Speaker 1: from drinking so much. I was so sick. We had

1565
01:24:02,960 --> 01:24:04,679
Speaker 1: to pull over on the highway and I was throwing

1566
01:24:04,760 --> 01:24:06,760
Speaker 1: up and they kept smoking inside and I go, guys,

1567
01:24:06,800 --> 01:24:09,719
Speaker 1: if you smoke, if I breathe and smoke, I'm gonna

1568
01:24:09,720 --> 01:24:11,840
Speaker 1: throw up. And they kept smoking they didn't give a

1569
01:24:11,880 --> 01:24:18,599
Speaker 1: funk about me because I got through and they Yeah, alright, guys,

1570
01:24:18,600 --> 01:24:20,120
Speaker 1: thank you for listening to the podcast today. We'll be

1571
01:24:20,160 --> 01:24:22,479
Speaker 1: here all week on the Nicky Glazer Podcast. Person will

1572
01:24:22,479 --> 01:24:26,639
Speaker 1: be here with us again tomorrow on Tuesday, Um yeah,

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01:24:26,720 --> 01:24:28,080
Speaker 1: Dontey Cut and g