WEBVTT - EP 86 Destination Healed w/ Sensay9 0:00:03.080 --> 0:00:07.120 We're just too unapologetically black women with an opinion who 0:00:07.280 --> 0:00:12.080 talks back? What's up, y'all? Thank you for tuning in 0:00:12.119 --> 0:00:14.720 for a new episode that we talked back, A show 0:00:14.760 --> 0:00:21.200 dedicated to you, nigga's and knees hose. You know who 0:00:21.200 --> 0:00:26.000 are you? I'm a j holiday your grade A babe 0:00:26.560 --> 0:00:33.600 by down bars, bumba clot of rocks clout y'all. I 0:00:33.760 --> 0:00:42.559 just got back from Jamaica. Now you're Jamaican. Yeah, yeah, man, 0:00:43.640 --> 0:00:48.479 do the whole show like that. I can't. I can't 0:00:49.280 --> 0:00:52.880 do it. We can't. You can do it? Ox tu. 0:00:53.760 --> 0:01:00.160 Look that's all I can say. Good. Oh, y'all, it's 0:01:00.200 --> 0:01:02.440 me tim Bam. I love y'all. Thank y'all for tuning 0:01:02.480 --> 0:01:07.040 into a new episode. As always, what did you do? Then? 0:01:07.200 --> 0:01:08.880 We know what you didn't? Don't tell us about your 0:01:08.920 --> 0:01:14.440 trip this weekend? That yeah, that like I had a girl. Yeah, 0:01:18.680 --> 0:01:21.800 let me find out. I want to hear him trip 0:01:22.040 --> 0:01:26.800 because all I saw was bootyship everywhere on the fucking grams. Oh, 0:01:26.920 --> 0:01:29.240 we had so much fun I had. I did not 0:01:29.400 --> 0:01:32.000 want to come home back to reality. If I didn't 0:01:32.040 --> 0:01:33.839 have to come back and record, I would have stayed 0:01:33.840 --> 0:01:35.840 the extra day. I'm not gonna lie. I would have 0:01:35.880 --> 0:01:38.360 been back on the beach. The weather was so beautiful. 0:01:38.840 --> 0:01:42.400 I could I smoke all the week. My lungs can handle. Like. 0:01:42.600 --> 0:01:45.080 I ate all the food I could. Yeah, just stuff 0:01:45.360 --> 0:01:48.560 like myself for all that good food. And the men 0:01:48.680 --> 0:01:51.720 they're goodness like. So I just feel like the men 0:01:52.240 --> 0:01:56.080 they can't necessarily share you with money, but when I 0:01:56.200 --> 0:02:00.480 tell you, they will gas the funk. You saw amazing, 0:02:00.720 --> 0:02:06.200 You're amazing. You're a diamond this Niger said. You take 0:02:06.680 --> 0:02:11.320 it's so solid like a brooker ice. He said, I 0:02:11.400 --> 0:02:16.040 was like ice, ice, milk solid. You're like I solid 0:02:16.160 --> 0:02:19.639 like ice. They would gash you up out there. I 0:02:19.880 --> 0:02:23.760 like it. I had so much one. So that was 0:02:23.800 --> 0:02:26.840 a good time party. And I went to the club 0:02:26.960 --> 0:02:29.760 every night Friday night, Saturday night, Sunday night, Monday night. 0:02:29.960 --> 0:02:33.720 Every night and we're all been going at Marguerita Ville. No. 0:02:33.880 --> 0:02:39.720 We went to this place called Lounge m HM. And 0:02:39.800 --> 0:02:44.240 then yeah it was little. Every night it was packed. 0:02:44.960 --> 0:02:48.440 Who could drinks. Then they had me and uh Taylor 0:02:48.560 --> 0:02:50.840 y'all of our producer. We was in the v I P. 0:02:51.000 --> 0:02:53.040 They had us with the DJ and they had like 0:02:53.400 --> 0:02:55.799 armed security guards walking us to the restaurant when we 0:02:55.880 --> 0:03:00.239 wanted to the hell bossed up out there based play 0:03:00.320 --> 0:03:06.919 with us? What the hell? Who set that up? So? 0:03:07.360 --> 0:03:10.679 Uh my tour guy that we got. So Actually, my 0:03:10.800 --> 0:03:13.600 sister had went to Jamaica a few years ago and 0:03:13.919 --> 0:03:15.600 she was like, this is who you need to get 0:03:16.280 --> 0:03:18.280 because he's gonna show you a good time and he's 0:03:18.280 --> 0:03:20.679 gonna make sure you straight. So, y'all if y'all go 0:03:20.800 --> 0:03:24.480 to Jamaica, y'all have to look out for our reach 0:03:24.520 --> 0:03:29.200 out to Solomon Adventure Tours. He took us everywhere, like 0:03:29.360 --> 0:03:31.720 we walked straight in places, like we didn't have to 0:03:31.760 --> 0:03:34.600 wait in lines. Like he just was such a dope 0:03:34.680 --> 0:03:39.680 tour gud he really said, set us up at So yeah, 0:03:40.120 --> 0:03:42.480 look out for that. Look out for that when you 0:03:42.520 --> 0:03:52.839 go to Montico Bay. Solomon Adventure Tours. Yeah I get that. Well, ah, 0:03:53.240 --> 0:03:57.760 what we got going on a stupid internet news I 0:03:57.800 --> 0:03:59.720 didn't do. I barely left the house this weekend. We 0:03:59.800 --> 0:04:01.480 got on the grill a little bit on Sunday for 0:04:01.600 --> 0:04:07.720 Labor Day, and um yeah I barely left the house really, Yeah, 0:04:07.960 --> 0:04:11.360 just chilling out meditating. Yeah yeah, in my mind right 0:04:11.400 --> 0:04:14.240 a little bit. That's about it. I'm not mad at that. 0:04:15.120 --> 0:04:17.679 I came home and I didn't want to. Like typically 0:04:17.720 --> 0:04:19.720 when I come home from a flight anywhere, I take 0:04:19.720 --> 0:04:22.480 a shower and I smoke a joint. I did not 0:04:22.680 --> 0:04:24.680 want to smoke in their joint At that guy in 0:04:24.720 --> 0:04:28.520 the shower, I was like, I'm all jointed out. How 0:04:28.600 --> 0:04:33.440 you smoked out? I like Jamaica. The water isn't as 0:04:33.600 --> 0:04:35.720 nice as it as I remembered it, because you know, 0:04:35.800 --> 0:04:38.480 we went there and I think that was me and May. 0:04:39.240 --> 0:04:42.040 The water isn't as nice as I remembered it from 0:04:42.200 --> 0:04:45.840 when I went to Jamaica. Well, when I went to 0:04:46.120 --> 0:04:50.360 the Grille, the water was nicer than the water in 0:04:50.480 --> 0:04:54.080 Montego Bay seemed like it was. It was. Everything was 0:04:54.120 --> 0:04:56.560 beautiful with the weather when we went to the Girl. 0:04:56.920 --> 0:04:59.360 When we were down there, the weather was real bad. 0:04:59.680 --> 0:05:02.840 The water was real, real tropical crazy. So we didn't 0:05:02.839 --> 0:05:05.920 go on the beach. Did you jump off the cliff 0:05:06.640 --> 0:05:14.040 and the grill? Oh no, I ain't that. I'm not jumping. Yeah, 0:05:15.000 --> 0:05:17.919 it was going at after this realm. I ain't jumping 0:05:17.920 --> 0:05:19.600 off ship. But let me tell you what I did do, 0:05:19.720 --> 0:05:23.400 which was outside of my element. I went horseback riding. 0:05:24.160 --> 0:05:26.479 I did horseback ride and took us on this trail 0:05:26.560 --> 0:05:29.520 and then we took the horses in the ocean. It 0:05:29.720 --> 0:05:32.000 was nice, but at first I was like, I ain't 0:05:32.000 --> 0:05:34.960 getting no no motherfucking horse. So y'all think that's a nasty, 0:05:35.000 --> 0:05:37.880 big gass dog, white tell I saw the picture white 0:05:37.880 --> 0:05:40.000 tailor horse looked like it was bigger than yours. Her 0:05:40.040 --> 0:05:43.480 low ass on the big horse. I don't know why 0:05:43.600 --> 0:05:45.560 had they. I got on the horse first, and it 0:05:45.760 --> 0:05:47.640 was like, you know, my big old butt getting on 0:05:47.720 --> 0:05:57.760 that little horse to have in the picture. In the 0:05:57.839 --> 0:06:02.120 picture of us, the horse looked like he was tired home. 0:06:09.080 --> 0:06:12.280 I wear a horseback rider one time in Vegas and 0:06:12.520 --> 0:06:15.000 never again. The whole time I was riding, I was like, man, 0:06:15.040 --> 0:06:16.880 I want my horse to get you up. I want 0:06:16.960 --> 0:06:19.360 him to get you up. Kept kicking out horse, and 0:06:19.400 --> 0:06:20.800 I just want to like tap him in the side 0:06:20.839 --> 0:06:26.320 with your foot. Girl. This nigga finally off with me. 0:06:26.800 --> 0:06:28.480 He was like, you want me to go fast, bitch here, 0:06:28.920 --> 0:06:31.720 and my foot came out the sturbs and the goddamn 0:06:32.240 --> 0:06:34.400 saddle ship the least ship was on one side of 0:06:34.480 --> 0:06:39.240 his nigger head. So I'm like screaming screaming. I had 0:06:39.279 --> 0:06:44.760 to say, actually, calmed down, right, calmed down and relaxed, 0:06:45.040 --> 0:06:48.320 so the horse can then relax. He was on the 0:06:48.360 --> 0:06:51.320 side of a fucking mountain, girl, I could have been 0:06:51.320 --> 0:06:56.760 out of here. I'm never messing up messing I just 0:06:56.800 --> 0:07:00.360 wanted me to off him. Gods, you had a time 0:07:00.440 --> 0:07:05.520 that was I did. All right, let's getting the stupid 0:07:05.520 --> 0:07:09.120 internet news. What's going on chat chat? A few things 0:07:09.400 --> 0:07:12.960 that I saw this past week. Uh, I don't know. 0:07:13.160 --> 0:07:18.200 I want to start with Tiffany Hattish and uh yeah, 0:07:18.680 --> 0:07:21.760 and uh Arie Spears, a comedian what both of them 0:07:21.840 --> 0:07:27.000 are comedians, So they are in some super hot water 0:07:27.120 --> 0:07:32.280 right now from production skit whatever it was five minutes 0:07:32.280 --> 0:07:36.520 skit that they did on some website call or a 0:07:36.600 --> 0:07:40.680 production company called Funny or Die. So the video was 0:07:40.720 --> 0:07:47.200 produced in it was taken off line and it's resurface. 0:07:47.360 --> 0:07:50.960 Now you know. The week before last Arie Spears, they 0:07:51.080 --> 0:07:54.880 was getting at his ass, were talking about Big Liz. Okay, 0:07:56.200 --> 0:08:00.440 Big Liz might be a high god. Don't exactly literally, 0:08:00.560 --> 0:08:06.640 because how dare you talking about that hateful hate speech 0:08:06.840 --> 0:08:09.520 against a woman, a black woman? And now I look 0:08:09.560 --> 0:08:12.480 at you people pulling up your old ship so now 0:08:12.720 --> 0:08:16.440 they have this video that's resurfaced. And have you seen 0:08:16.520 --> 0:08:20.120 the video? You know, once I saw that it had 0:08:20.200 --> 0:08:23.440 children involved, I just decided to pass on it. I 0:08:23.560 --> 0:08:25.720 was in Jamaica, high the sun shine on me. I 0:08:25.840 --> 0:08:29.520 was like, pedophilia doesn't seem like what I need to 0:08:29.560 --> 0:08:33.280 look at right now. So there wasn't any like um 0:08:35.040 --> 0:08:37.400 it was. It was. I saw the video because I 0:08:37.520 --> 0:08:39.880 needed to see it to understand not and it's not. 0:08:40.320 --> 0:08:43.760 It's not like um, I would say, as child pornography. 0:08:44.000 --> 0:08:46.120 So that was showing children body persons. But a little 0:08:46.160 --> 0:08:47.679 boy in the video had as he was in his 0:08:47.800 --> 0:08:50.160 underwear the whole time. It was three different scenes and 0:08:50.240 --> 0:08:53.120 he had his underwear on the whole time. And if 0:08:53.160 --> 0:08:56.040 any of our listeners watched that video, what I got 0:08:56.160 --> 0:09:00.160 out of it is that it showed you how out 0:09:00.400 --> 0:09:04.800 a pedophile is created. It showed how uh some men 0:09:04.920 --> 0:09:08.680 could possibly become gay because of being molested as children. 0:09:08.800 --> 0:09:12.120 Because the first scene aries has like a newspaper, right, 0:09:12.280 --> 0:09:15.400 you know, looking through some little holes makeshift holes in 0:09:15.440 --> 0:09:18.079 the newspaper, watching this little boy cock up with his 0:09:18.200 --> 0:09:21.439 leg on the ground. This weird where where ship ship 0:09:21.520 --> 0:09:23.319 should have never been. So this was supposed to be 0:09:23.400 --> 0:09:26.280 a comedy. It was funny to be like a warning 0:09:26.440 --> 0:09:29.360 to people not to leave their kids with anybody, just anybody. 0:09:30.000 --> 0:09:33.560 The name of the film was Through through the Eyes 0:09:33.600 --> 0:09:36.800 of a Pedophile or something like that. So at the end, 0:09:37.400 --> 0:09:40.160 you know, there's this message that says, you know, watch 0:09:40.240 --> 0:09:42.800 you leave your kids around. So not only is Tiffany 0:09:42.880 --> 0:09:45.760 Hattish depicting like a woman who's just leaving her child, 0:09:45.960 --> 0:09:49.960 this random mass creepy ass uncle, right, what we do see? 0:09:50.280 --> 0:09:52.480 And then these things are happening to him. In the 0:09:52.640 --> 0:09:56.120 very last time she leaves the son, he's now doing 0:09:56.200 --> 0:09:59.240 the things that the adult mail did to him. Do 0:09:59.280 --> 0:10:02.319 you see what I'm saying? In he's now coming on 0:10:02.520 --> 0:10:06.000 to Airy Spears, so now he's groomed him and now 0:10:06.160 --> 0:10:09.679 he's acting like Arie Spears. So they are accusing them 0:10:09.880 --> 0:10:13.599 of really grooming these kids. And so the daughter the 0:10:13.679 --> 0:10:15.120 four it was a fourteen year od daughter in the 0:10:15.200 --> 0:10:18.400 seventeen seven year old little boy at the time. So 0:10:18.480 --> 0:10:20.640 the daughter should be like in her twenties. Little boy 0:10:20.679 --> 0:10:23.760 should be a teenager now, right. So the mother of 0:10:23.840 --> 0:10:27.679 the kids, supposedly she was friends with Tiffany Hatrish, so 0:10:27.960 --> 0:10:30.400 I guess she looked Tiffany had tosh borrow her kids 0:10:30.520 --> 0:10:32.760 to do this skit, right, and I was I was saying, 0:10:33.520 --> 0:10:36.599 Tiffany Hattrish was still an inspiring our actress. So I 0:10:36.640 --> 0:10:39.200 don't know. So now the daughter, the twenty year old, 0:10:39.280 --> 0:10:42.240 she's they have like a civil lawsuit going. I don't 0:10:42.240 --> 0:10:46.600 know why, criminal parts. I love Tiffany Harrish, but that's wow, bro, 0:10:47.320 --> 0:10:54.320 anything light harder happened. Um, I just got back from 0:10:54.440 --> 0:11:02.640 vacation in the sun. Bit okay, right back to the dark. Listen, 0:11:02.720 --> 0:11:04.560 did you see this video out there with this uh 0:11:05.080 --> 0:11:09.360 this this girl going off on her attendees at her 0:11:09.440 --> 0:11:13.520 baby shower. I did see that video telling them to 0:11:13.600 --> 0:11:15.520 leave because you know, if they didn't buy her a 0:11:15.520 --> 0:11:18.600 gift and he didn't get the going out. Yeah, So basically, 0:11:19.200 --> 0:11:21.640 if y'all didn't see it, there's this black couple and 0:11:21.720 --> 0:11:24.880 they're standing at the DJ booth and they're hosting a 0:11:24.920 --> 0:11:29.200 baby shower and she's fully pregnant and she snatches them 0:11:29.280 --> 0:11:32.400 like rutely from her child's father. I believe that's the 0:11:32.480 --> 0:11:36.439 father and says, look, basically, if y'all didn't bring no gifts, 0:11:36.960 --> 0:11:42.520 please exit stage left. And I just thought that was tacky, 0:11:42.920 --> 0:11:46.480 very tacky, very tacky, because it's the baby shower all 0:11:46.559 --> 0:11:51.439 about the gifts. I don't know, what do you think. 0:11:51.559 --> 0:11:53.439 I feel like if you don't like, you don't have 0:11:53.640 --> 0:11:57.679 to buy a gift. But me, personally, I probably wouldn't 0:11:57.720 --> 0:12:00.559 attend without a gift. I personally to not go to 0:12:00.679 --> 0:12:04.440 someone's baby shower without a gift. I went to one 0:12:04.480 --> 0:12:07.000 of my closest friends baby shower without a gift when 0:12:07.040 --> 0:12:09.200 we was young, like this shop. We were like twenty, 0:12:10.200 --> 0:12:13.280 she was pregnant, and I told her, like, I want 0:12:13.280 --> 0:12:15.120 to come and support you. I don't have no money. 0:12:15.200 --> 0:12:17.679 I'm broke his funk right now. When I get back up, though, 0:12:17.760 --> 0:12:21.400 I'm definitely gonna buy something for your baby. But a 0:12:21.480 --> 0:12:24.400 baby shower is not just about sharing with gifts. It's love. 0:12:24.520 --> 0:12:27.280 You invite these people. You should only invite people that 0:12:27.520 --> 0:12:30.959 you that love you, and you love and they're gonna 0:12:31.000 --> 0:12:34.719 love your baby. So it should be about that. The 0:12:34.840 --> 0:12:37.400 gifts should just be the plus of all of that. 0:12:37.640 --> 0:12:39.559 You know, that's the cherry on top of what a 0:12:39.640 --> 0:12:42.520 baby shower is. It shouldn't just be about getting ship 0:12:43.679 --> 0:12:45.920 like I so I do hair and I have clients, 0:12:45.960 --> 0:12:49.880 you know, I build relationships with them, and um, I 0:12:49.920 --> 0:12:52.040 don't like when my clients only invite me to ship 0:12:52.120 --> 0:12:54.280 that require a gift. I don't like when people do that. 0:12:54.520 --> 0:12:57.520 Don't invite me if you're not gonna invite me when 0:12:57.600 --> 0:12:59.800 it's just you cooking on the brill and I come 0:12:59.840 --> 0:13:02.120 and eat, don't invite me when I got to bring 0:13:02.200 --> 0:13:06.760 some right weddings, baby showers, housewarmings. Yeah, that's the only 0:13:06.800 --> 0:13:09.960 time I get to invite. You're just trying to collect exactly. Yeah, 0:13:09.960 --> 0:13:13.120 I understand that. So what she did was very highly disrespectful, 0:13:13.280 --> 0:13:15.360 and I probably would have left even if I brought 0:13:15.400 --> 0:13:17.079 a gift because I don't want to be associated with 0:13:17.200 --> 0:13:20.920 nobody like that. Like, girl, you real nasty and tacky. 0:13:22.240 --> 0:13:27.679 Yeah that told Like just okay, I don't know she 0:13:27.760 --> 0:13:29.840 had a registry or you know, you see who brought 0:13:29.880 --> 0:13:31.679 the gifts. Just don't invite them to anything else. You 0:13:31.720 --> 0:13:33.880 don't embarrass people like that, because are you really expecting 0:13:33.920 --> 0:13:36.400 them to stand up and walk out, walk out in 0:13:36.440 --> 0:13:38.760 front of everybody? Like why are you want to embarrass 0:13:38.880 --> 0:13:44.360 the people you invited? Really, she embarrassed her viral, right, 0:13:44.400 --> 0:13:46.199 and now I look at us talk about your so 0:13:46.360 --> 0:13:53.480 we talk back bird game. I hope you have a 0:13:53.520 --> 0:13:56.079 beautiful baby, and I hope the baby has everything the 0:13:56.160 --> 0:13:59.360 baby you got right, They might have got this in 0:13:59.400 --> 0:14:01.319 the registry. They might not have walked in with that 0:14:01.480 --> 0:14:03.319 gift in hand. You know, they could have got you 0:14:03.400 --> 0:14:06.120 an Amazon something. I don't know, But if I can't 0:14:06.160 --> 0:14:09.000 get somebody to gift, I'm definitely gonna stop at Publix 0:14:09.000 --> 0:14:10.280 and get them a gift card on the way to 0:14:10.360 --> 0:14:14.520 the baby shower in a car. And so now you know, 0:14:14.600 --> 0:14:17.280 now I'm in a position where I can always I'll 0:14:17.320 --> 0:14:19.400 be trying to outdo everybody at the baby showing, like 0:14:19.680 --> 0:14:22.360 that's my box that I try to get the biggest 0:14:22.360 --> 0:14:27.080 thing off the registry back there. But there was a 0:14:27.200 --> 0:14:29.240 time where I couldn't do that, and I still want 0:14:29.280 --> 0:14:30.960 to do tea And I ain't gonna eat everything. I 0:14:31.080 --> 0:14:38.240 had one meatball, one fucking in the cupcake. If you 0:14:38.400 --> 0:14:43.360 broke say that I came here to eat cause I 0:14:43.480 --> 0:14:52.400 ain't got no money. Bit this is dinner. Britney Spears said, 0:14:52.600 --> 0:14:55.240 you know what she's done with religion. Britney Sparits says, 0:14:55.440 --> 0:15:00.960 since after her thirteen year conservativeship, she is allen atheist, 0:15:01.080 --> 0:15:03.520 she no longer believes in God because she feels like 0:15:03.640 --> 0:15:06.800 God would not have lit um the things happened to 0:15:06.880 --> 0:15:10.280 her that have in these last thirteen years. You know, 0:15:10.400 --> 0:15:12.680 from her family, from her kids, from her ex husband, 0:15:12.720 --> 0:15:16.120 all this stuff. So you think about that what her 0:15:16.200 --> 0:15:18.480 kids did, child, I don't know. They probably old enough 0:15:18.520 --> 0:15:25.160 to disrespect her, like fuck you mom. Look well, her 0:15:25.160 --> 0:15:27.520 baby daddy name is he probably having them kids call 0:15:27.560 --> 0:15:35.080 her saying that, right, fuck you mom? Oh good, that's 0:15:35.120 --> 0:15:39.760 that's not funny, it is anyway. I feel sad for her, 0:15:39.760 --> 0:15:43.520 and she feels like, you know, as long as you 0:15:43.640 --> 0:15:46.680 believe in something like I don't you know, I don't 0:15:46.720 --> 0:15:49.040 know about atheism. I don't really have no comment on that. 0:15:49.120 --> 0:15:51.920 I hope she finds something to believe in and find 0:15:52.000 --> 0:15:56.080 like a happy space, because she sounds like dark and sad. Um. 0:15:56.520 --> 0:15:59.560 You can always believe in yourself, so there's nothing wrong. 0:16:00.120 --> 0:16:02.640 I don't like the labels. I don't like the atheists. 0:16:02.680 --> 0:16:04.800 I don't like the Christian label. I don't like none 0:16:04.840 --> 0:16:07.800 of those labels, you know what I'm saying, Like, just 0:16:08.000 --> 0:16:10.600 believe in yourself if you think you have nothing else 0:16:10.680 --> 0:16:13.440 to believe in, to call yourself an atheist as wild. 0:16:13.960 --> 0:16:16.680 But you could just say, you know, I'm I'm practicing 0:16:17.120 --> 0:16:20.360 me religion. I don't know something else. But don't go 0:16:20.560 --> 0:16:23.880 from one extreme to the next extreme just because of 0:16:23.960 --> 0:16:27.200 one situation in your life at some point. I think 0:16:27.280 --> 0:16:29.240 she ended up in that situation because she didn't have 0:16:29.400 --> 0:16:31.960 enough self love and she was depending on things outside 0:16:32.000 --> 0:16:36.440 of herself in the first place, you know, right, So 0:16:36.560 --> 0:16:40.480 she need to work on that. Her kids are fifteen 0:16:40.480 --> 0:16:46.440 and sixteen, so yes, they are at the especially because 0:16:46.480 --> 0:16:48.480 she didn't raise them at this point. You know, their 0:16:48.560 --> 0:16:50.560 fathers had them all this time, so imagine all that ship. 0:16:50.680 --> 0:16:53.600 They aren't told um he's told them about her, and 0:16:54.120 --> 0:16:56.000 they don't really have a real relationship with her at 0:16:56.040 --> 0:17:01.960 this point. It's sad as yeah, yeah, that is said. 0:17:02.800 --> 0:17:05.560 I hope she finds some peace. Yeah, I don't know. 0:17:06.680 --> 0:17:08.280 I don't know a child. Maybe we should get an 0:17:08.280 --> 0:17:10.080 atheist on the show so we can talk to them 0:17:10.119 --> 0:17:12.200 about how they got there and what they looked like. 0:17:13.400 --> 0:17:16.040 I mean, I know plenty of atheists if you want 0:17:16.080 --> 0:17:18.159 to if if you want to give it a I 0:17:18.280 --> 0:17:20.680 know people who don't believe that there's like this big god. 0:17:20.840 --> 0:17:31.240 Yeah m hm about atheists that's a satanist. Atheists just 0:17:31.359 --> 0:17:33.440 doesn't believe that there's like a God, you know what 0:17:33.560 --> 0:17:36.159 I'm saying. Maybe they think that they believe in the 0:17:36.240 --> 0:17:39.520 God and them as opposed to something outside of him, 0:17:40.480 --> 0:17:43.440 So I wouldn't call it an atheist. Let's look, you know, 0:17:43.520 --> 0:17:48.280 I like definitions just so we um uh, Let's see 0:17:48.280 --> 0:17:51.600 exactly what the what Google says an atheists as a 0:17:51.680 --> 0:17:56.160 person who disbelieves or lacks belief in existence of God 0:17:56.400 --> 0:18:01.120 or God's So it doesn't say you believe in the devil. Yeah. 0:18:01.760 --> 0:18:03.800 So she just simply and I mean her her message 0:18:03.840 --> 0:18:06.000 basically said she doesn't believe in God. That doesn't make 0:18:06.080 --> 0:18:09.960 you a devil worshiper. I always thought the atheist was 0:18:10.000 --> 0:18:11.639 a devil worshiper. But you know what, I ain't got 0:18:11.720 --> 0:18:14.160 a heaven of hell to put nobody in, so exactly 0:18:14.280 --> 0:18:16.040 I feel I feel like you create your own heaven 0:18:16.080 --> 0:18:19.119 and hell in your mind. M hm. Should we already 0:18:19.119 --> 0:18:22.800 in hell? Kids being abused? Ship? You don't get no 0:18:22.840 --> 0:18:25.080 further than him in here. I'm in heaven. I just 0:18:25.240 --> 0:18:34.920 left paradise. Um alright, so this last long one, now, girl, 0:18:35.280 --> 0:18:38.439 I am so sick of people, you know, the Internet. 0:18:38.440 --> 0:18:40.879 And I've said this before. The Internet really has given 0:18:40.960 --> 0:18:45.920 people access to blackness who otherwise wouldn't want ship to 0:18:46.440 --> 0:18:49.920 do with us. So this actress, Gina Toures, I don't 0:18:49.960 --> 0:18:52.320 know if y'all familiar with her. She's uh, I know 0:18:52.480 --> 0:18:57.280 she was on Star Wars The Matrix, UM, that series 0:18:57.320 --> 0:19:03.080 on TV. I think I love my wife. So she's Hispanic, right, 0:19:03.359 --> 0:19:06.720 she's I thought she was Afro Latina, you know. And 0:19:07.040 --> 0:19:14.560 from my understanding, people of um, his Hispanic people, Brazilians, 0:19:14.600 --> 0:19:18.800 you know, like this Spanish mixed with African is what 0:19:18.920 --> 0:19:21.760 my understanding was, or mixed with some type of other 0:19:22.000 --> 0:19:28.119 you know, um black diaspora, right. But she says, she 0:19:28.200 --> 0:19:31.520 says she feels like she's living in three worlds. There 0:19:31.800 --> 0:19:35.000 was my world that I grew up in also Spanish 0:19:35.080 --> 0:19:38.480 speaking home Cuban parents. And then you go out into 0:19:38.560 --> 0:19:42.160 the world and I'm speaking English and I'm in the Bronx, 0:19:42.400 --> 0:19:46.080 and then going to this industry as an actress, then 0:19:46.160 --> 0:19:51.040 nobody recognizes you are as either one. She added, So basically, 0:19:51.119 --> 0:19:54.119 she's tired of playing black roles. She's tired of playing 0:19:54.280 --> 0:19:58.720 being casted as a black woman when she's Hispanic. I 0:19:58.800 --> 0:20:02.320 thought she was. I thought she was black, hispanic, whatever. 0:20:03.600 --> 0:20:08.400 Mm hmm, Well didn't stop auditioning for black exactly. Imagine 0:20:08.480 --> 0:20:13.920 you applying for a job, interviewing for the job, getting 0:20:14.000 --> 0:20:16.920 the job, and then complaining about who you had to 0:20:17.000 --> 0:20:21.080 be in the job. All you ain't gotta you ain't 0:20:21.080 --> 0:20:23.359 gotta work there. That's what I'll be telling niggas that 0:20:23.440 --> 0:20:25.520 McDonald's drift through when they'd have an attitude like, you 0:20:25.640 --> 0:20:27.880 do not have to work, here is other places to work. 0:20:28.440 --> 0:20:35.160 Give me. She said that. Listen to that. She said, 0:20:35.240 --> 0:20:38.480 to learn to be whatever black was, and then to 0:20:38.600 --> 0:20:41.520 feel like I was alienating that other part of myself, 0:20:41.880 --> 0:20:44.800 that latinas self. It just kind of became a Jedi 0:20:44.960 --> 0:20:48.440 mind trick. So keep to keep myself from just being 0:20:48.640 --> 0:20:51.040 sad all the time about not being able to fully 0:20:51.080 --> 0:20:56.440 experience and express the express the entirety of myself. So 0:20:56.600 --> 0:20:58.600 having to act as a black woman made her sad. 0:21:01.960 --> 0:21:04.480 All right, I'm trying to identify with what she's saying 0:21:04.520 --> 0:21:09.840 because she said she felt woman. I couldn't imagine having 0:21:09.880 --> 0:21:12.240 to be a white woman all day. But here's that's 0:21:12.280 --> 0:21:14.560 the thing, Like we have the coast, which is black people. 0:21:14.760 --> 0:21:16.960 Sometimes we have to I mean a lot. Oftentimes we 0:21:17.040 --> 0:21:18.639 go to work and we have the coast with a 0:21:18.720 --> 0:21:22.639 little bit and assimilate to uh. I mean, girl, welcome 0:21:22.680 --> 0:21:25.480 to blackness. You chose, But she doesn't see how she 0:21:25.680 --> 0:21:27.840 was picked because she got she has like the black 0:21:27.960 --> 0:21:31.600 exotic look more role that should have been casting to 0:21:31.720 --> 0:21:34.080 a black woman who is proud to be black. She 0:21:34.320 --> 0:21:38.119 got that role because she was like ambiguously black. And 0:21:38.240 --> 0:21:40.760 now you're now complaining about it. You took those roles 0:21:40.840 --> 0:21:42.800 from actual black women. If you don't want to be 0:21:42.880 --> 0:21:46.200 back black, you should not have applied and you should 0:21:46.200 --> 0:21:51.880 have let actual black women apply and yeah and get 0:21:52.040 --> 0:21:55.560 and get the get the role. What's the problem, right, 0:21:56.080 --> 0:21:57.600 you don't have to be black. You don't have to 0:21:57.680 --> 0:22:01.440 be Kim Kardashian is no longer black. You don't have 0:22:01.560 --> 0:22:06.200 to be back Why you mentioned that? What did you 0:22:06.280 --> 0:22:10.800 see that current photo shoot with the blind and he 0:22:11.280 --> 0:22:14.320 now remember a couple of episodes ago, I talked about 0:22:15.640 --> 0:22:18.679 the hot cheetle girl thing off of TikTok and had 0:22:18.720 --> 0:22:20.560 a little white girls don't want to be Black girls 0:22:20.560 --> 0:22:23.639 and the more it was a phase. Kim kardashi and 0:22:23.760 --> 0:22:26.080 her family made it cool for a little white girls 0:22:26.160 --> 0:22:28.240 to be like that and to date black men. So 0:22:28.359 --> 0:22:31.679 now it's no longer cool because they got to preserve 0:22:31.760 --> 0:22:34.080 their ship now now they got to get in line. 0:22:35.320 --> 0:22:42.119 They're scared now something. Mm hmmm, she like alien to me. 0:22:42.520 --> 0:22:43.960 I don't know what the hell she got going on? 0:22:44.720 --> 0:22:46.960 That was really that that should wear this hell because 0:22:47.000 --> 0:22:51.200 she looks real androgynous and she has like that little 0:22:51.720 --> 0:22:54.200 under the little underwear thing I'll usually see like the 0:22:54.240 --> 0:22:56.879 gay guys wearing, Like, what the hell is that? The 0:22:56.920 --> 0:23:01.399 little half brief with the butt out chap? Is that 0:23:01.480 --> 0:23:06.360 what they called? I don't know. I'm tired of the Kardashians, 0:23:06.440 --> 0:23:09.960 let's be clear anyway. Yeah, that's definite us stupid in 0:23:10.080 --> 0:23:14.600 that news. Yeah, we got We're gonna get into some 0:23:14.720 --> 0:23:22.280 spiritual ship. We'll be right back. All right, y'all. We 0:23:22.480 --> 0:23:25.159 have our special guests and we talked back this evening. 0:23:25.800 --> 0:23:29.119 We got uh since saying nine, Okay, he's one of 0:23:29.160 --> 0:23:34.480 the smartest people I know off of social media. Just 0:23:34.840 --> 0:23:38.880 chop it out with him today. Hey, what up? What's 0:23:38.920 --> 0:23:43.920 her beautiful salves gratitude being up? Yeah, I mean with 0:23:44.080 --> 0:23:47.480 the beautiful Goddess is in the building. Thank you, Thank you. 0:23:47.600 --> 0:23:51.760 We try, We try, m hm. So tell our listeners 0:23:51.760 --> 0:23:55.800 a little bit about yourself since we got them a 0:23:55.880 --> 0:23:59.520 few listeners. You have peace and love to the beautiful listeners. 0:23:59.520 --> 0:24:01.879 Gratitude for y'all having me once again. You know, A 0:24:02.040 --> 0:24:03.840 J heave me up. She was like, since that, you 0:24:03.920 --> 0:24:07.320 want to come on? Do the podcat Like yeah, um man, 0:24:07.440 --> 0:24:10.480 I just love a J's personality and everything about her. 0:24:11.880 --> 0:24:13.720 I do a lot of different things when it comes 0:24:13.760 --> 0:24:17.600 to spirituality and life in general. Um, I came from 0:24:17.640 --> 0:24:20.280 the streets. So what I mean by that is I 0:24:20.400 --> 0:24:24.600 came from a whole different mentality, like the survival, the 0:24:25.119 --> 0:24:27.399 getting out there, getting it every day. I gotta have 0:24:27.560 --> 0:24:31.080 it in my hand, instant gratification, fighting to be a man, 0:24:31.480 --> 0:24:34.080