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Speaker 1: We're just two unapologetically black women with an opinion who

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Speaker 1: talk back.

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Speaker 2: What's up, y'all? Thank you for tuning in for a

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Speaker 2: new episode of We Talk Back, a show dedicated to

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Speaker 2: you niggas and these hoes.

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Speaker 3: Ew. Ew.

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Speaker 4: Who are you?

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Speaker 2: I'm AJ Holiday, your grade A bae, biatch.

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Speaker 4: Hey. Bars.

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Speaker 1: Y'all, I just got back from Jamaica.

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Speaker 2: Now you Jamaican?

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Speaker 4: Yeah.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, man. Do the whole show like that. I can't.

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Speaker 2: I can't.

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Speaker 3: Do it.

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Speaker 4: Me can't.

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Speaker 2: You can do it.

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Speaker 4: Look, that's all I can say good.

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Speaker 3: Correct.

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Speaker 4: Y'all, it's me, Tim Bam. I love y'all. Thank y'all

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Speaker 4: for tuning in to a new episode. As always.

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Speaker 2: What'd you do? Bitch, we know what you didn't know.

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Speaker 2: Tell us about your trip. I ain't do shit this weekend.

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Speaker 2: Just know that.

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Speaker 4: Stella got her groove back.

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Speaker 2: Let me find out. I want to hear about your trip.

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Speaker 2: Because all I saw was booty shaking everywhere on the

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Speaker 2: fucking Grams.

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Speaker 1: Oh, we had so much fun. I did not want

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Speaker 1: to come home back to reality. If I didn't have

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Speaker 1: to come back and record, I would have stayed an

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Speaker 1: extra day.

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Speaker 4: I'm not going to lie. I would have been back

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Speaker 4: on the beach. The weather was so beautiful.

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Speaker 1: I smoked all the weed my lungs could handle. I

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Speaker 1: ate all the food I could eat. I just stuffed

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Speaker 1: myself with all that good food. The men there, goodness.

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Speaker 1: I just feel like the men, they can't necessarily shower

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Speaker 1: you with money.

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Speaker 4: But when I tell you they will gas the fuck

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Speaker 4: out of you, you're so amazing. You're amazing. You're a diamond.

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Speaker 1: This nigga said, you tick, you're so solid like a

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Speaker 1: brick of ice.

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Speaker 4: What? You're so solid. He said I was like ice.

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Speaker 2: Ice melt?

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Speaker 4: Solid.

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Speaker 2: He's like, I'm solid like ice.

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Speaker 4: They will gas you up out there. I like it. Shit.

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Speaker 4: I had so much fun. So that was a good time. Partying.

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Speaker 1: I went to the club every night. Friday night, Saturday night,

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Speaker 1: Sunday night, Monday night.

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Speaker 4: Every night I went out.

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Speaker 2: Where y'all been going at? Margaritaville?

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Speaker 1: No, we went to this place called Lounge 2727. And then... Yeah,

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Speaker 1: it was lit. Every night it was packed. Who could drink...

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Speaker 1: Then they had me and Taylor, y'all, my producer, we

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Speaker 1: was in the VIP. They had us with the DJ

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Speaker 1: and they had like armed security guards walking us to

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Speaker 2: What the hell?

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Speaker 4: Who is bossed up out there, bitch? Don't play with us.

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Speaker 2: What the hell? Who set that up?

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Speaker 1: So the tour guide that we got, so actually my

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Speaker 1: sister had went to Jamaica a few years ago and

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Speaker 1: she was like, this is who you need to get.

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Speaker 1: because he's going to show you a good time and

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Speaker 1: he's going to make sure you straight. So y'all, if

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Speaker 1: y'all go to Jamaica, y'all have to look out for,

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Speaker 1: or reach out to Solomon adventure tours. He took us everywhere.

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Speaker 1: Like we walked straight in places. Like we didn't have

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Speaker 4: Like he just was such a dope tour guide. He

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Speaker 4: really set, set us up.

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Speaker 2: I bet.

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Speaker 4: So yeah, look out for that. Look out for that.

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Speaker 4: When you go to Montego Bay, Solomon adventure tours.

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Speaker 3: Yeah.

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Speaker 2: I hear that. Well. What we got going on in

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Speaker 2: stupid internet news, though?

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Speaker 4: No, bitch, what you did?

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Speaker 2: I said I didn't do shit. I barely left the

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Speaker 2: getting my mind right a little bit. That's about it.

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Speaker 4: I'm not mad at that.

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Speaker 3: Mm-hmm.

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Speaker 1: I came home and I didn't want to like, typically

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Speaker 1: when I come home from a flight anywhere, I take

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Speaker 2: You smoked out? I like Jamaica. The water isn't as

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Speaker 2: nice as it, as I remembered it. Cause you know,

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Speaker 2: we went there and I think that was May and May.

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Speaker 2: The water isn't as nice as I remembered it from

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Speaker 2: when I went to Jamaica before.

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Speaker 3: What?

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Speaker 1: Well, when I went to Negril, the water was nicer

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Speaker 1: than the water in Montego Bay. It seemed like everything

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Speaker 4: The weather.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, when we went to Negril, when we were down there,

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Speaker 2: the weather was real bad. The water was real, real tropical, crazy.

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Speaker 2: So we didn't go on the beach.

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Speaker 4: Oh, for real?

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Speaker 2: Did you jump off the cliff in Negril?

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Speaker 4: Oh, no, I ain't did that. I'm not jumping off

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Speaker 4: the cliff.

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Speaker 3: Me either.

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Speaker 2: The fuck?

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Speaker 3: I got a soul.

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Speaker 4: That's not my style.

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Speaker 2: I don't need to find out.

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Speaker 4: Yeah.

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Speaker 2: Where it's going at after this realm.

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Speaker 1: I ain't jumping off shit. But let me tell you

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Speaker 1: what I did do, which was outside of my element.

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Speaker 1: I went horseback riding. I did horseback riding and took

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Speaker 4: It was nice. But at first, I was like, I

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Speaker 4: ain't getting on no motherfucking horse. Who y'all think that's?

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Speaker 4: That's a nasty, big-ass dog.

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Speaker 2: I saw the picture. Why Taylor horse look like it

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Speaker 2: was bigger than yours? Her little ass on the big horse.

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Speaker 4: I don't know why her. I got on the horse first.

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Speaker 1: And it was like, you know, my big old butt

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Speaker 2: Your butt was bigger than the horse butt. Yeah.

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Speaker 1: In the picture of us, the horse looked like he

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Speaker 2: I want to go home. I went horseback riding one

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Speaker 2: time in Vegas and never again. The whole time I

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Speaker 2: I kept kicking that horse. You still want to tap

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Speaker 4: He took off. with me he was like you want

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Speaker 2: Go and my foot came out the stirrups and the

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Speaker 2: had to say Ashley calm down right calm down.

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Speaker 4: And relax so the.

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Speaker 2: Horse can then relax we was on the side of

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Speaker 2: a fucking mountain girl I could have been out of

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Speaker 2: here I'm never messing with animals no more I was

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Speaker 2: wanting me to fuck off him. Glad you had a

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Speaker 4: I did. I did.

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Speaker 1: Alright, let's get into the stupid internet news.

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Speaker 4: What's going on?

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Speaker 2: A few things that I saw this past week. I

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Speaker 2: don't know. I want to start with Tiffany Haddish and

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Speaker 2: Aries Spears, the comedian. Well, both of them are comedians. So,

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Speaker 2: They are in some super hot water right now from

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Speaker 2: a 2014 production skit, whatever it was, five-minute skit that

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Speaker 2: called Funny or Die. So the video was produced in 2014.

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Speaker 2: It was taken offline in 2018. And it's resurfaced. Now,

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Speaker 2: you know, the week before last, Aries Spears, they was

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Speaker 2: getting at his ass for talking shit about Big Liz. Okay.

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Speaker 2: Big Liz might be a high. Exactly. Literally, because how

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Speaker 2: dare you? Like, how dare you talk about it?

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Speaker 1: You did all that hate speech against a woman, a

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Speaker 4: People pulling up your old shit.

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Speaker 2: So now they have this video that's resurfaced. And have

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Speaker 2: you seen the video?

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Speaker 1: You know, once I saw that it had children involved,

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Speaker 1: I just decided to pass on it.

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Speaker 4: I was in Jamaica High. The sun was shining on me.

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Speaker 4: I was like, ah, pedophilia. No, doesn't seem like what

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Speaker 4: I need to look at right now.

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Speaker 5: Girl.

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Speaker 2: So there wasn't any like, it was, it was, I

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Speaker 2: And it's not, it's not like, I would say it's

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Speaker 2: child pornography.

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Speaker 4: So they were showing children body parts and stuff like that?

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Speaker 2: But a little boy in the video had his, he

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Speaker 2: was in his underwear the whole time. It was three

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Speaker 2: different scenes and he had his underwear on the whole time.

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Speaker 2: And if any of our listeners watched that video, what

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Speaker 2: I got out of it is that it showed you

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Speaker 2: how a pedophile is created. It showed how some men

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Speaker 2: could possibly become gay because of being molested as children.

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Speaker 2: Because the first scene, Aries has like a newspaper, right?

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Speaker 2: You know, looking through some little holes, makeshift holes in

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Speaker 2: the newspaper, watching this little boy. cock up with his

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Speaker 2: leg on the ground. Just weird, weird, weird shit, though.

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Speaker 2: Some shit should have never been recorded.

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Speaker 4: So this was supposed to be a comedy?

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Speaker 2: No, it was supposed to be like a warning to

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Speaker 2: people not to leave their kids with anybody, just anybody.

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Speaker 2: The name of the film was Through the Eyes of

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Speaker 2: a Pedophile or some shit like that. So at the end,

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Speaker 2: you know, there's this message that says, you know, Why

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Speaker 2: should you leave your kids around? So not only is

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Speaker 2: Tiffany Haddish depicting like a woman who's just leaving her

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Speaker 2: child with this random ass, creepy ass uncle, right? Which

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Speaker 2: we do see. And then these things are happening to him.

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Speaker 2: And the very last time she leaves the son, he's

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Speaker 2: now doing the things that the adult male did to him.

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Speaker 2: Do you see what I'm saying?

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Speaker 1: Yeah.

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Speaker 2: He's now coming on to Aries Spears. So now he's

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Speaker 2: groomed him. And now he's acting like Aries Spears.

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Speaker 1: So they are accusing them of really grooming these kids

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Speaker 1: in the video?

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Speaker 2: So the daughter, it was a 14-year-old daughter and a

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Speaker 2: 7-year-old little boy at the time, 2014. So the daughter

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Speaker 2: should be like in her 20s. The little boy should

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Speaker 2: be a teenager now, right? So the mother of the kids,

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Speaker 2: supposedly she was friends with Tiffany Haddish. So I guess

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Speaker 2: she let Tiffany Haddish borrow her kids to do this skit, right?

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Speaker 2: And I would say in 2014, Tiffany Haddish was still

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Speaker 2: an aspiring actress. So I don't know. So now the daughter,

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Speaker 2: the 20-year-old, they have like a civil lawsuit going. Damn.

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Speaker 2: I don't know why criminals.

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Speaker 1: The crazy part is I love Tiffany Haddish, but that's wild, bro.

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Speaker 1: I just got back from a vacation in the sun

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Speaker 1: I did see that video she tacky as hell telling them.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, so basically, if y'all didn't see it, there's this

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Speaker 2: Very tacky. Very tacky. Because is the baby shower all

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Speaker 1: I went to one of my closest friends' baby shower

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Speaker 4: It's love. You invited these people.

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Speaker 1: You should only invite people that love you and you

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Speaker 4: To love your baby. So it should be about that.

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Speaker 4: The gift should just be the plus of all of that.

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Speaker 1: You know, that's the cherry on top of what a

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Speaker 2: Right weddings baby showers house warmings.

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Speaker 4: Yeah that's the only time i get an invite you're

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Speaker 2: To collect exactly Yeah, I understand that. So what she

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Speaker 4: Yeah, ghetto. Ghetto.

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Speaker 2: Like, just, okay. I don't know if she had a

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Speaker 2: Just don't invite them to anything else. You don't embarrass

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Speaker 4: Walk out in front of everybody? Like, why you want

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Speaker 2: And really, she embarrassed herself.

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Speaker 4: You invited these people.

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Speaker 2: Because now you went viral.

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Speaker 4: Right. And now look at us talking about your ass.

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Speaker 2: When we talk back. Bird game.

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Speaker 4: I hope you have a beautiful baby. And I hope

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Speaker 4: the baby has everything the baby needs. God damn, what

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Speaker 3: Right.

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Speaker 2: They might have got this shit in the registry. They

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Speaker 2: You know, they could have got you Amazon something. I

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Speaker 1: So, now, you know, now I'm in a position where

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Speaker 4: Like, that's my box, that big ass room.

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Speaker 2: Right, I try to get the biggest thing off the registry.

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Speaker 4: Something I really need.

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Speaker 1: Back there, But there was a time where I couldn't

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Speaker 4: I ain't going to eat everything.

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Speaker 1: I had one meatball, one fucking devil egg, bitch, and

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Speaker 4: Like, relax.

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Speaker 3: Right.

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Speaker 2: If you broke, say that.

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Speaker 4: I came here to eat because I ain't got no money, bitch.

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Speaker 3: This is dinner. Stupid.

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Speaker 2: Britney Spears said you know what she's done with religion

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Speaker 2: probably old enough to disrespect her Like, fuck you, mom. Like,

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Speaker 5: Right.

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Speaker 2: Fuck you, mom.

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Speaker 4: Oh, goodness, that's not funny.

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Speaker 2: It is.

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Speaker 1: Anyway, I feel sad for her. She feels like, you know,

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Speaker 1: as long as you believe in something.

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Speaker 4: Like, I don't, you know. I don't know about atheism.

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Speaker 1: I hope she finds something to believe in and find

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Speaker 2: Um, you can always believe in yourself. So there's nothing wrong.

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Speaker 2: I don't like the labels. I don't like the atheist.

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Speaker 2: I don't like the Christian label. I don't like none

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Speaker 2: But you could just say, you know, I'm practicing a

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Speaker 4: Right.

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Speaker 2: So she needed to work on that.

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Speaker 4: Well, I hope she get it together. Poor Brittany.

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Speaker 2: Oh, her kids are 15 and 16. So yes, they

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Speaker 4: Yeah, they cussing her ass out. They cussing her ass out.

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Speaker 2: Especially because she didn't raise them at this point. You know,

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Speaker 2: the shit they done told. He's told them about her

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Speaker 4: We assume. Yeah. Yeah, that is sad. I hope she

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Speaker 2: Yeah. I don't know. I don't know, child.

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Speaker 1: Maybe we should get an atheist on the show so

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Speaker 2: I know plenty of atheists. If you want to give

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Speaker 3: Yeah.

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Speaker 4: I thought atheists believed in a devil. No.

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Speaker 2: That's a Satanist. An atheist just doesn't believe that there's

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Speaker 2: Just so we, let's see exactly what the, what Google

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Speaker 1: Always thought an atheist was a devil worshiper but you

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Speaker 2: It don't make me that I feel like you create

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Speaker 1: Than hell I'm in heaven I just left paradise it.

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Speaker 2: Was beautiful laughing All right, so this last little one now. Girl,

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Speaker 2: I am so sick of people. You know, the internet,

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Speaker 4: I think I love my wife. Yeah.

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Speaker 2: Mm-hmm. So she's Hispanic, right? I thought she was Afro-Latina.

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Speaker 2: so basically she's tired of playing black roles she's tired

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Speaker 4: Wouldn't stop auditioning for black.

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Speaker 2: Exactly imagine you applying for a job, interviewing for the job,

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Speaker 4: You ain't got to work there.

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Speaker 1: That's what I be telling them niggas at McDonald's drive-thru

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Speaker 4: Not have to work here. There's other places to work.

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Speaker 4: Give me my.

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Speaker 2: Fucking apple pie. She said, listen to this. She said,

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Speaker 4: All right. I'm trying to identify what she's saying because.

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Speaker 2: I couldn't imagine having to be a white woman.

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Speaker 1: I can't imagine having to be a white woman all day.

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Speaker 1: But here's, that's the thing, like, we have to co-switch

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Speaker 4: You chose the role.

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Speaker 2: You took those roles from actual black women. If you

448
00:21:42,380 --> 00:21:45,619
Speaker 2: don't want to be black, you should not have applied

449
00:21:45,820 --> 00:21:51,950
Speaker 2: and you should have let actual black women apply and

450
00:21:52,190 --> 00:21:53,830
Speaker 2: get the role. What's the problem?

451
00:21:55,390 --> 00:21:55,610
Speaker 3: Right.

452
00:21:56,150 --> 00:21:56,969
Speaker 4: You don't have to be black.

453
00:21:56,990 --> 00:21:58,070
Speaker 2: You don't have to be black.

454
00:21:58,090 --> 00:22:01,280
Speaker 4: Look at Kim. Kim Kardashian is no longer black. You

455
00:22:01,300 --> 00:22:01,930
Speaker 4: don't have to be black either.

456
00:22:01,950 --> 00:22:05,800
Speaker 2: Girl, why you mention that?

457
00:22:05,820 --> 00:22:05,899
Speaker 3: What?

458
00:22:06,040 --> 00:22:07,640
Speaker 2: Did you see that current photo shoot?

459
00:22:09,290 --> 00:22:10,510
Speaker 4: With the blonde hair and the blonde hair.

460
00:22:10,530 --> 00:22:13,500
Speaker 2: Girl, I'm sick of her. Now, remember a couple episodes ago,

461
00:22:13,520 --> 00:22:17,959
Speaker 2: I talked about the hot Cheeto girl thing off of

462
00:22:18,060 --> 00:22:19,980
Speaker 2: TikTok and how the little white girls don't want to

463
00:22:20,000 --> 00:22:23,679
Speaker 2: be black girls anymore. It was a phase. Kim Kardashian

464
00:22:23,700 --> 00:22:26,150
Speaker 2: and her family made it cool for little white girls

465
00:22:26,210 --> 00:22:28,410
Speaker 2: to be like that and to date black men. So

466
00:22:28,450 --> 00:22:31,750
Speaker 2: now it's no longer cool because they got to preserve

467
00:22:31,790 --> 00:22:34,169
Speaker 2: their shit now. Now they got to get in line.

468
00:22:35,410 --> 00:22:36,280
Speaker 2: They scared now.

469
00:22:36,859 --> 00:22:37,229
Speaker 3: Something.

470
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Speaker 1: Mm-hmm.

471
00:22:39,800 --> 00:22:43,020
Speaker 2: Right she look alien to me I don't know what

472
00:22:43,040 --> 00:22:45,780
Speaker 2: the hell she got going on that was really that

473
00:22:45,980 --> 00:22:49,830
Speaker 2: shit weird as hell because she looks real androgynous and

474
00:22:50,369 --> 00:22:53,990
Speaker 2: she has like that little underwear thing on usually see

475
00:22:54,050 --> 00:22:56,590
Speaker 2: like the gay guys wearing like what the hell is

476
00:22:56,630 --> 00:22:58,649
Speaker 2: that the little half brief with the butt out.

477
00:23:00,690 --> 00:23:02,850
Speaker 4: With chaps is that what they call I don't know.

478
00:23:05,100 --> 00:23:08,910
Speaker 2: I'm tired of the Kardashians let's be clear anyway Y'all,

479
00:23:08,930 --> 00:23:10,590
Speaker 2: that's it for our stupid internet news.

480
00:23:12,710 --> 00:23:15,590
Speaker 4: Yeah, we got, we're going to get into some spiritual shit.

481
00:23:15,810 --> 00:23:16,690
Speaker 4: We'll be right back.

482
00:23:21,480 --> 00:23:24,060
Speaker 2: All right, y'all. We have our special guest on We

483
00:23:24,100 --> 00:23:29,109
Speaker 2: Talk Back this evening. We got Sensei9. Okay, he's one

484
00:23:29,119 --> 00:23:32,270
Speaker 2: of the smartest people I know off of social media.

485
00:23:34,470 --> 00:23:35,970
Speaker 2: Just going to chop it up with him today.

486
00:23:35,990 --> 00:23:41,810
Speaker 5: Hey, what up? What's up, beautiful souls? Gratitude being up

487
00:23:41,930 --> 00:23:44,690
Speaker 5: in here. You know what I mean? With the beautiful

488
00:23:44,730 --> 00:23:45,990
Speaker 5: goddesses in the building.

489
00:23:46,490 --> 00:23:48,710
Speaker 4: Thank you. Thank you. We try. We try.

490
00:23:50,760 --> 00:23:53,619
Speaker 2: So tell our listeners a little bit about yourself, Sensei.

491
00:23:54,760 --> 00:23:56,620
Speaker 2: We got a few of them, a few listeners.

492
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Speaker 5: Yeah, peace and love to the beautiful listeners. Gratitude for

493
00:24:00,200 --> 00:24:02,899
Speaker 5: y'all having me once again. You know, AJ hit me up.

494
00:24:02,940 --> 00:24:04,629
Speaker 5: She was like, Sensei, you want to come on and

495
00:24:04,650 --> 00:24:05,190
Speaker 5: do the podcast?

496
00:24:05,230 --> 00:24:05,830
Speaker 3: I'm like, yeah.

497
00:24:06,670 --> 00:24:10,560
Speaker 5: Um, Man, I just love AJ's personality and everything about her.

498
00:24:11,940 --> 00:24:13,740
Speaker 5: I do a lot of different things when it comes

499
00:24:13,780 --> 00:24:16,380
Speaker 5: to spirituality and life in general.

500
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Speaker 3: I came from the streets.

501
00:24:18,830 --> 00:24:20,830
Speaker 5: So what I mean by that is I came from

502
00:24:20,869 --> 00:24:25,850
Speaker 5: a whole different mentality, like the survival, the getting out there,

503
00:24:25,930 --> 00:24:27,790
Speaker 5: getting it every day. I got to have it in

504
00:24:27,850 --> 00:24:31,869
Speaker 5: my hand, instant gratification, fighting to be a man, fighting

505
00:24:31,890 --> 00:24:33,649
Speaker 5: to be understood, all of that.

506
00:24:33,810 --> 00:24:37,100
Speaker 3: You know what I mean? Depression. Ups and downs, highs

507
00:24:37,180 --> 00:24:37,680
Speaker 3: and lows.

508
00:24:38,200 --> 00:24:40,920
Speaker 5: Not saying that I don't experience those things anymore, but

509
00:24:41,200 --> 00:24:44,820
Speaker 5: I don't get caught up in this thought process of

510
00:24:44,900 --> 00:24:47,080
Speaker 5: what it's like to be alive versus knowing that I

511
00:24:47,160 --> 00:24:51,490
Speaker 5: am life. So I do readings. I do astrology readings, numerology.

512
00:24:51,550 --> 00:24:56,409
Speaker 5: I work with children. I do speaking engagements, guided meditations.

513
00:24:56,570 --> 00:24:58,189
Speaker 5: I mean, I'm flying all over the place. I do

514
00:24:58,230 --> 00:25:00,850
Speaker 5: a whole bunch of different things. I've done over 800 readings.

515
00:25:02,150 --> 00:25:04,710
Speaker 5: Me and my beloved do the readings together. So we've

516
00:25:04,730 --> 00:25:06,630
Speaker 5: done a lot of different things when it comes to

517
00:25:07,270 --> 00:25:12,310
Speaker 5: spirituality in the community. She makes waste beads and wraps

518
00:25:12,369 --> 00:25:16,020
Speaker 5: copper jewelry and all that good stuff. She also helps

519
00:25:16,060 --> 00:25:20,280
Speaker 5: people create their own websites and books, publishing, all that

520
00:25:20,300 --> 00:25:23,920
Speaker 5: kind of stuff. But yeah, I mean, for the most part,

521
00:25:24,440 --> 00:25:27,220
Speaker 5: I'm literally big on guiding people.

522
00:25:27,020 --> 00:25:27,740
Speaker 3: Back to themselves.

523
00:25:30,140 --> 00:25:34,689
Speaker 4: Interesting, interesting. So when you say you do readings... What

524
00:25:34,710 --> 00:25:37,600
Speaker 4: does that mean? Like, what is a reading?

525
00:25:39,540 --> 00:25:42,240
Speaker 5: Well, you know, when you're dealing with divination, there's a

526
00:25:42,280 --> 00:25:44,460
Speaker 5: couple of different ways you can kind of read somebody.

527
00:25:45,359 --> 00:25:48,160
Speaker 5: You know, with my so much as readings, it's just

528
00:25:48,180 --> 00:25:51,040
Speaker 5: a word, it's cliche. I view it as a consultation

529
00:25:51,100 --> 00:25:54,139
Speaker 5: or even a conversation. You know what I'm saying? Now,

530
00:25:54,160 --> 00:25:56,419
Speaker 5: in the midst of this conversation or this consultation, ain't

531
00:25:56,440 --> 00:25:58,959
Speaker 5: no telling what might come up. So for me, I

532
00:25:59,060 --> 00:26:02,780
Speaker 5: use a lot of different modalities when it comes to numbers. astrology,

533
00:26:02,800 --> 00:26:07,960
Speaker 5: birth charts, all that kind of stuff. Intuition, you know,

534
00:26:08,470 --> 00:26:11,830
Speaker 5: intuitive reader as well, tarot. So what I mean by

535
00:26:11,850 --> 00:26:13,790
Speaker 5: that is like some of my readings consist of me

536
00:26:13,830 --> 00:26:16,830
Speaker 5: doing your numbers, me doing your birth chart, me just

537
00:26:16,869 --> 00:26:19,780
Speaker 5: speaking into the natural mechanics that you would deal with

538
00:26:19,880 --> 00:26:21,440
Speaker 5: while you do some of the things you do.

539
00:26:21,980 --> 00:26:23,100
Speaker 3: You know, why you would.

540
00:26:22,980 --> 00:26:25,359
Speaker 5: Experience life the way you would experience it from the

541
00:26:25,540 --> 00:26:28,260
Speaker 5: aspects that you might experience it from. And a lot

542
00:26:28,280 --> 00:26:31,540
Speaker 5: of that can be found in your numbers. numerology, a

543
00:26:31,580 --> 00:26:33,620
Speaker 5: lot of that can be found in your zodiac chart.

544
00:26:34,440 --> 00:26:36,790
Speaker 5: There's so many different tools of divination out there to

545
00:26:36,830 --> 00:26:38,609
Speaker 5: help us because all this stuff is talking about us.

546
00:26:39,410 --> 00:26:43,929
Speaker 3: All these scriptures, all these Bibles, these religions, all these.

547
00:26:43,869 --> 00:26:46,940
Speaker 5: Books, all these things are talking about the human existence

548
00:26:46,980 --> 00:26:48,140
Speaker 5: and how beautiful it is.

549
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Speaker 2: So when you talk about your... I saw one of

550
00:26:54,160 --> 00:26:58,870
Speaker 2: your posts online and it said your individuality is your spirituality.

551
00:26:58,900 --> 00:26:59,690
Speaker 2: What do you mean by that?

552
00:27:01,160 --> 00:27:03,979
Speaker 5: Man, that's like one of the most hardest things that

553
00:27:04,020 --> 00:27:06,880
Speaker 5: we fight to be as human beings, our own individual.

554
00:27:07,700 --> 00:27:11,879
Speaker 5: You know, the illusion of inclusion. When you're thinking about religion,

555
00:27:12,220 --> 00:27:14,940
Speaker 5: any type of religion requires for you to follow a

556
00:27:15,010 --> 00:27:17,689
Speaker 5: belief system. When you're dealing with a belief system, that

557
00:27:17,710 --> 00:27:19,290
Speaker 5: means I need to get a group of people who

558
00:27:19,330 --> 00:27:21,090
Speaker 5: feel what I feel or think what I think or

559
00:27:21,109 --> 00:27:23,090
Speaker 5: look at life the way I look at life. That

560
00:27:23,150 --> 00:27:26,129
Speaker 5: is the gist of any religion. When it comes to spirituality,

561
00:27:26,150 --> 00:27:28,449
Speaker 5: now that right there will bind you. It'll put you

562
00:27:28,490 --> 00:27:31,960
Speaker 5: in a group. It'll make you have to be conformed

563
00:27:31,980 --> 00:27:34,590
Speaker 5: to some type of way of doing something just because

564
00:27:34,950 --> 00:27:37,850
Speaker 5: somebody before you said this is the way to do it. Now,

565
00:27:37,890 --> 00:27:40,149
Speaker 5: when it comes to spirituality, this is more so of

566
00:27:40,190 --> 00:27:43,970
Speaker 5: your liberation because this is an internal thing. So spirituality

567
00:27:44,010 --> 00:27:46,859
Speaker 5: is about how unique this experience of life is for

568
00:27:46,910 --> 00:27:49,700
Speaker 5: you because ain't nobody else living your life but you.

569
00:27:50,200 --> 00:27:52,640
Speaker 5: This is a solo journey. So for me, the way

570
00:27:52,680 --> 00:27:54,959
Speaker 5: I view spirituality, you don't have to have a system.

571
00:27:55,500 --> 00:27:57,540
Speaker 5: You don't have to have a certain, and there's a

572
00:27:57,619 --> 00:28:00,080
Speaker 5: bunch of systems out there, right? You don't have to

573
00:28:00,119 --> 00:28:02,220
Speaker 5: have a certain amount of knowledge. You ain't got to

574
00:28:02,280 --> 00:28:04,480
Speaker 5: know a bunch of esoteric, exoteric.

575
00:28:04,820 --> 00:28:06,440
Speaker 3: You ain't got to know what the moon is.

576
00:28:06,460 --> 00:28:07,320
Speaker 2: All the shit I like.

577
00:28:07,540 --> 00:28:09,740
Speaker 3: You know what I'm saying? Like, are you living in

578
00:28:09,780 --> 00:28:10,700
Speaker 3: your highest expression?

579
00:28:11,080 --> 00:28:11,300
Speaker 1: Right.

580
00:28:11,380 --> 00:28:15,369
Speaker 5: Are you being yourself? Are you being unique? Because we

581
00:28:15,470 --> 00:28:17,510
Speaker 5: are here to be unique. We are here to add

582
00:28:17,609 --> 00:28:20,830
Speaker 5: our own unique expression to this world. And if we

583
00:28:20,850 --> 00:28:23,390
Speaker 5: get caught up, well, shit, we done got caught up, right?

584
00:28:23,790 --> 00:28:25,710
Speaker 5: In reality, everybody trying to be the best at the

585
00:28:25,730 --> 00:28:30,119
Speaker 5: same goddamn thing. So where is the individuality? So when

586
00:28:30,140 --> 00:28:33,740
Speaker 5: it comes to spirituality, it's more so for the inner transformation,

587
00:28:33,830 --> 00:28:36,369
Speaker 5: which leads to your personal liberation.

588
00:28:39,070 --> 00:28:39,950
Speaker 4: So I have a question.

589
00:28:40,010 --> 00:28:42,370
Speaker 1: Before we get deep into it, because I know AJ

590
00:28:42,390 --> 00:28:46,030
Speaker 1: about to really go there with you.

591
00:28:47,270 --> 00:28:48,450
Speaker 4: How did you get.

592
00:28:48,470 --> 00:28:51,780
Speaker 1: Started in this education and learning and all these things? Because,

593
00:28:52,380 --> 00:28:54,380
Speaker 1: I mean, growing up, where are you from?

594
00:28:54,400 --> 00:28:56,200
Speaker 3: I'm from Dallas.

595
00:28:56,480 --> 00:28:56,720
Speaker 2: Dallas.

596
00:28:56,740 --> 00:28:56,880
Speaker 3: Dallas.

597
00:28:57,500 --> 00:29:01,930
Speaker 1: Dallas, Texas, they out there riding on old school.

598
00:29:02,290 --> 00:29:03,050
Speaker 2: Yeah, shit.

599
00:29:03,090 --> 00:29:05,970
Speaker 1: Like, they're not really, I don't feel like that's like

600
00:29:06,910 --> 00:29:11,690
Speaker 1: a normal upbringing. So what made you get, like, so

601
00:29:11,730 --> 00:29:13,800
Speaker 1: involved in this? And, like, what was the pathway?

602
00:29:15,130 --> 00:29:18,740
Speaker 5: Well, I'm going to say Dallas is not a normal upbringing.

603
00:29:18,900 --> 00:29:22,060
Speaker 5: I mean, from what we would say is normal, it's like, yeah,

604
00:29:22,580 --> 00:29:25,360
Speaker 5: us being disconnected from nature, that ain't normal in a

605
00:29:25,380 --> 00:29:25,920
Speaker 5: goddamn way.

606
00:29:25,960 --> 00:29:26,160
Speaker 4: Right.

607
00:29:26,420 --> 00:29:27,100
Speaker 3: You know what I mean?

608
00:29:27,620 --> 00:29:30,200
Speaker 5: So I was raised up in an environment, you know,

609
00:29:30,260 --> 00:29:32,560
Speaker 5: in the hood, you know what I'm saying? There was

610
00:29:32,640 --> 00:29:34,570
Speaker 5: a bunch of shit going on, you know, a bunch

611
00:29:34,620 --> 00:29:38,130
Speaker 5: of things that we had to experience. So now totally

612
00:29:38,170 --> 00:29:40,670
Speaker 5: different from like the mentality that I live with now.

613
00:29:40,690 --> 00:29:43,080
Speaker 5: Now you're absolutely right. Like, so I come from a

614
00:29:43,120 --> 00:29:47,540
Speaker 5: hood mentality. You know, I come from, you know, project mentality. Like,

615
00:29:47,980 --> 00:29:50,360
Speaker 5: you know what I'm saying? Like everything was about a

616
00:29:50,380 --> 00:29:52,680
Speaker 5: success story. You know, I want to play football to

617
00:29:52,720 --> 00:29:54,959
Speaker 5: make my mama proud. You know what I mean? All

618
00:29:54,980 --> 00:29:56,020
Speaker 5: the typical things.

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Speaker 3: Right. So it wasn't until my mother transitioned. actually in 2004.

620
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Speaker 3: I'm sorry.

621
00:30:01,900 --> 00:30:04,680
Speaker 5: And she transitioned and sent me down this road of

622
00:30:04,740 --> 00:30:08,960
Speaker 5: like depression. And then around about 2007 or so, I

623
00:30:09,020 --> 00:30:11,700
Speaker 5: kind of felt myself coming out of depression, but it

624
00:30:11,740 --> 00:30:13,720
Speaker 5: was still me going back into survival mode.

625
00:30:14,280 --> 00:30:16,900
Speaker 3: And then I was like, whatever it is, I don't

626
00:30:16,920 --> 00:30:18,120
Speaker 3: want to go back to that life.

627
00:30:18,240 --> 00:30:21,040
Speaker 5: Like, I literally remember making my mind up saying, I

628
00:30:21,180 --> 00:30:23,620
Speaker 5: don't care how much money, because the money wasn't enough.

629
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Speaker 3: Like, I had six figures. I had all this stuff

630
00:30:26,330 --> 00:30:26,770
Speaker 3: in the streets.

631
00:30:26,930 --> 00:30:29,770
Speaker 5: I had my name still good, you know, face, my

632
00:30:29,810 --> 00:30:32,150
Speaker 5: words still born around her, you know what I mean?

633
00:30:32,650 --> 00:30:35,729
Speaker 5: But it's like that whole mentality of that whole lifestyle,

634
00:30:36,330 --> 00:30:39,490
Speaker 5: it wasn't fulfilling for me. So when I realized I

635
00:30:39,530 --> 00:30:42,300
Speaker 5: was going back into another state of depression right around

636
00:30:42,300 --> 00:30:44,280
Speaker 5: 2007 or so, I was like, I ain't going back

637
00:30:44,360 --> 00:30:47,340
Speaker 5: through no, I'm tired of living for other people. I'm

638
00:30:47,380 --> 00:30:50,460
Speaker 5: tired of living up to everybody else's expectations and me

639
00:30:50,480 --> 00:30:53,650
Speaker 5: not knowing who I was. So it led me to Kemet.

640
00:30:53,830 --> 00:30:57,150
Speaker 5: It led me to, like, this inner self. Like, when

641
00:30:57,210 --> 00:30:59,840
Speaker 5: I first got that first inclination, I don't know myself.

642
00:31:00,580 --> 00:31:01,540
Speaker 5: I don't know who I am.

643
00:31:02,160 --> 00:31:02,880
Speaker 3: It was scary.

644
00:31:03,020 --> 00:31:06,020
Speaker 5: You know what I'm saying? So it led me to certain,

645
00:31:06,560 --> 00:31:11,040
Speaker 5: it made me reroute myself, reroute myself, right? So it

646
00:31:11,080 --> 00:31:13,940
Speaker 5: led me to, like, Kemet tradition, which we know as Egypt.

647
00:31:13,980 --> 00:31:16,940
Speaker 5: And it led me to, like, African traditions. And it

648
00:31:16,980 --> 00:31:19,460
Speaker 5: made me more rooted in a spiritual aspect of myself.

649
00:31:20,170 --> 00:31:22,430
Speaker 5: So once I let go of that relationship that I

650
00:31:22,450 --> 00:31:24,990
Speaker 5: had with the God outside of me, like the Sky Daddy,

651
00:31:25,530 --> 00:31:27,709
Speaker 5: you know, one of the main things he say is,

652
00:31:27,730 --> 00:31:31,240
Speaker 5: God know my heart. I didn't know what the fuck

653
00:31:31,260 --> 00:31:33,260
Speaker 5: was going on in my heart, but you can tell

654
00:31:33,300 --> 00:31:34,620
Speaker 5: me God didn't know my heart.

655
00:31:34,700 --> 00:31:35,680
Speaker 2: You know what I'm saying?

656
00:31:35,700 --> 00:31:37,880
Speaker 5: Like, it didn't even matter how much I didn't know

657
00:31:37,900 --> 00:31:40,820
Speaker 5: about me. God know me. God love me more than me.

658
00:31:41,360 --> 00:31:44,620
Speaker 5: So it just, you know, that whole mindset, that mentality,

659
00:31:44,740 --> 00:31:47,980
Speaker 5: it was like, yeah, it's still one stopping depression from happening.

660
00:31:48,270 --> 00:31:50,250
Speaker 5: It still wasn't stopping me from going through stuff. It

661
00:31:50,270 --> 00:31:53,690
Speaker 5: still wasn't, whatever relationship I had, whatever God it was,

662
00:31:53,810 --> 00:31:55,790
Speaker 5: it wasn't doing nothing for me at that point in

663
00:31:55,810 --> 00:31:56,150
Speaker 5: my life.

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Speaker 3: So it made me say, I got to find something else.

665
00:31:59,840 --> 00:32:02,440
Speaker 4: So you don't believe in God in the traditional sense?

666
00:32:03,960 --> 00:32:06,320
Speaker 3: Not in the traditional sense, no.

667
00:32:06,540 --> 00:32:09,220
Speaker 5: Some big human being sitting in the sky watching our thoughts,

668
00:32:09,240 --> 00:32:13,420
Speaker 5: controlling everything, keeping a record of everything you're doing. Like, no,

669
00:32:13,620 --> 00:32:16,120
Speaker 5: I just brought that into you now. That's what you do.

670
00:32:16,240 --> 00:32:19,600
Speaker 5: You watching yourself. You can't lie to yourself. You're here

671
00:32:19,620 --> 00:32:22,180
Speaker 5: to govern yourself. You get what I'm saying? It was

672
00:32:22,220 --> 00:32:24,180
Speaker 5: like all the stuff I was giving to that guy,

673
00:32:24,500 --> 00:32:26,160
Speaker 5: it was like he said, no, it's yours now.

674
00:32:27,070 --> 00:32:27,770
Speaker 3: What you say, AJ?

675
00:32:28,640 --> 00:32:34,150
Speaker 2: No, I said self-accountability. That's what's missing from religion oftentimes.

676
00:32:34,170 --> 00:32:37,010
Speaker 2: Because if you always have something outside yourself to blame

677
00:32:37,050 --> 00:32:39,390
Speaker 2: for your actions, you're going to always fuck up. It's

678
00:32:39,430 --> 00:32:42,730
Speaker 2: like having insurance. Oh, I can do this. And I'm

679
00:32:42,750 --> 00:32:45,170
Speaker 2: going to just file my claim and be good. Nah,

680
00:32:45,230 --> 00:32:48,030
Speaker 2: you can't do that. You have to be responsible. Filing

681
00:32:48,050 --> 00:32:49,850
Speaker 2: your claim is repentance?

682
00:32:50,270 --> 00:32:50,610
Speaker 3: Yes.

683
00:32:50,950 --> 00:32:51,780
Speaker 2: It's the same thing.

684
00:32:52,320 --> 00:32:56,170
Speaker 5: That's why God becomes a crutch and the devil becomes

685
00:32:56,190 --> 00:32:57,700
Speaker 5: your place not to be accountable.

686
00:32:58,360 --> 00:33:00,660
Speaker 3: Now people start saying, oh, it was my ego made

687
00:33:00,680 --> 00:33:01,120
Speaker 3: me do it.

688
00:33:01,800 --> 00:33:04,460
Speaker 5: Oh, it was God made me do it. So it

689
00:33:04,500 --> 00:33:06,480
Speaker 5: goes back to exactly what you're saying. That's why the

690
00:33:06,500 --> 00:33:08,080
Speaker 5: word religion means to bind.

691
00:33:09,400 --> 00:33:12,770
Speaker 3: It's binding you to something. There's no liberation now.

692
00:33:14,250 --> 00:33:16,410
Speaker 2: So Tammy always be like, what people mean when they

693
00:33:16,450 --> 00:33:19,030
Speaker 2: say do the work, do the work? Like you hear

694
00:33:19,070 --> 00:33:21,230
Speaker 2: people all the time say that and they like, I'm

695
00:33:21,270 --> 00:33:23,390
Speaker 2: a work in progress and this and a third. So

696
00:33:23,490 --> 00:33:28,160
Speaker 2: you said healing is not a lifelong process, how people

697
00:33:28,180 --> 00:33:31,400
Speaker 2: try to make it. Like at some point you have

698
00:33:31,440 --> 00:33:34,120
Speaker 2: to be healed, right? The scab got to be healed

699
00:33:34,140 --> 00:33:34,600
Speaker 2: the fuck up.

700
00:33:35,540 --> 00:33:39,180
Speaker 5: It happens naturally, don't it? Just like what you just said,

701
00:33:39,200 --> 00:33:41,680
Speaker 5: it happens as a natural consequence if you let it heal.

702
00:33:42,550 --> 00:33:44,910
Speaker 5: If you leave the soul alone and you start picking

703
00:33:45,010 --> 00:33:48,650
Speaker 5: at it, right, it heals. It's the same thing where

704
00:33:48,690 --> 00:33:51,810
Speaker 5: we start replaying psychological drama in our mind and we

705
00:33:51,830 --> 00:33:53,130
Speaker 5: start replaying the drama.

706
00:33:53,730 --> 00:33:54,650
Speaker 3: You don't want to let it go.

707
00:33:55,590 --> 00:33:58,110
Speaker 5: That's how people can suffer from something that happened 10

708
00:33:58,110 --> 00:34:00,110
Speaker 5: years ago and they're still experiencing it today.

709
00:34:00,790 --> 00:34:01,370
Speaker 3: That'd be mean.

710
00:34:02,030 --> 00:34:05,690
Speaker 2: It's hard for me to forgive people and myself a lot.

711
00:34:06,160 --> 00:34:07,160
Speaker 3: Guess what?

712
00:34:07,360 --> 00:34:09,819
Speaker 5: Now, I'm glad you said that because this is when

713
00:34:09,840 --> 00:34:13,500
Speaker 5: I say replace forgiveness with acceptance. Sometimes some of the

714
00:34:13,520 --> 00:34:17,219
Speaker 5: things that people do is unforgivable, meaning that if I

715
00:34:17,260 --> 00:34:20,430
Speaker 5: have to forgive you, that means I'm condemning you. That

716
00:34:20,450 --> 00:34:22,750
Speaker 5: means I'm holding you to some type of standard. That

717
00:34:22,790 --> 00:34:24,730
Speaker 5: means I want your ass locked up. I want something

718
00:34:24,750 --> 00:34:27,009
Speaker 5: to happen to you because whatever you did, I don't like.

719
00:34:27,250 --> 00:34:29,150
Speaker 5: You get what I'm saying? So when I let go

720
00:34:29,210 --> 00:34:31,230
Speaker 5: of the condemnation and let go of holding people to

721
00:34:31,250 --> 00:34:33,770
Speaker 5: some type of expectation, you showed me who you are.

722
00:34:35,360 --> 00:34:38,339
Speaker 3: Now, how good it feel or whatever the case may be,

723
00:34:38,360 --> 00:34:39,500
Speaker 3: that's mine to deal with.

724
00:34:39,989 --> 00:34:41,390
Speaker 5: But I'll be damned if I'm going to give you

725
00:34:41,410 --> 00:34:43,049
Speaker 5: the power to where I'm going to hold on to

726
00:34:43,090 --> 00:34:45,270
Speaker 5: something you did and it's yours later.

727
00:34:45,330 --> 00:34:47,629
Speaker 3: You don't want to be accountable. And I'm still like, nah,

728
00:34:47,690 --> 00:34:51,299
Speaker 3: remember you did this? Remember you did? Like, nah, people

729
00:34:51,320 --> 00:34:54,100
Speaker 3: don't become your enemies. They become your masters. You get

730
00:34:54,120 --> 00:34:54,640
Speaker 3: what I'm saying?

731
00:34:54,660 --> 00:34:54,730
Speaker 4: Woo!

732
00:34:55,260 --> 00:34:58,140
Speaker 5: So you sitting up chilling and somebody else is somewhere

733
00:34:58,200 --> 00:34:59,980
Speaker 5: else and then you hear this person's name and you

734
00:35:00,020 --> 00:35:02,430
Speaker 5: triggered and they somewhere frolicking in the days. They somewhere

735
00:35:02,730 --> 00:35:05,610
Speaker 5: in Cancun somewhere. And you like, I wish they drowned.

736
00:35:05,870 --> 00:35:08,850
Speaker 5: I wish they, like, no, don't nobody deserve that much

737
00:35:08,930 --> 00:35:12,089
Speaker 5: energy from you. So when you're talking about it, once again,

738
00:35:12,130 --> 00:35:15,210
Speaker 5: it goes back to the individuality. Because if I can

739
00:35:15,270 --> 00:35:18,370
Speaker 5: accept that you showed me who you are, now it

740
00:35:18,410 --> 00:35:20,839
Speaker 5: allows me to be more conscious on how I deal

741
00:35:20,860 --> 00:35:23,430
Speaker 5: with you. Because otherwise I'm going to hold on to

742
00:35:23,469 --> 00:35:24,989
Speaker 5: what I want you to be versus.

743
00:35:24,710 --> 00:35:25,160
Speaker 3: Who you are.

744
00:35:25,410 --> 00:35:26,400
Speaker 4: Or if I deal with you at all.

745
00:35:26,440 --> 00:35:28,520
Speaker 2: I guess I do that too. Yeah, I guess I

746
00:35:28,540 --> 00:35:31,819
Speaker 2: do that too. Even a liar, and I say this

747
00:35:31,860 --> 00:35:34,400
Speaker 2: all the time, I don't mind people lying. It's the

748
00:35:34,440 --> 00:35:36,379
Speaker 2: fact that you think I believe the lie is what

749
00:35:36,400 --> 00:35:39,089
Speaker 2: bothers me. So as long as I know who you are,

750
00:35:39,230 --> 00:35:40,810
Speaker 2: I can deal with you. I can deal with it.

751
00:35:40,830 --> 00:35:42,650
Speaker 2: But I don't like somebody do some shit and you

752
00:35:42,670 --> 00:35:45,730
Speaker 2: be like, damn, that's you? That's really who you've been

753
00:35:45,750 --> 00:35:47,640
Speaker 2: all this time? That's the scary shit for me.

754
00:35:48,160 --> 00:35:50,380
Speaker 3: Yeah, because it goes back to what I was saying.

755
00:35:50,520 --> 00:35:53,180
Speaker 5: Now, this is why I say if you replace, especially

756
00:35:53,239 --> 00:35:56,919
Speaker 5: as human beings, especially as men, a lot of times

757
00:35:56,960 --> 00:35:59,279
Speaker 5: women say, I met your representative. Because a lot of

758
00:35:59,300 --> 00:36:02,710
Speaker 5: times for women, your discernment is of your heart. So

759
00:36:02,770 --> 00:36:06,610
Speaker 5: trust ain't even something that somebody, once you have the discernment,

760
00:36:06,630 --> 00:36:08,210
Speaker 5: you will know if you can trust somebody or not.

761
00:36:08,450 --> 00:36:09,290
Speaker 3: You get what I'm saying?

762
00:36:09,690 --> 00:36:11,489
Speaker 5: So if you don't look for somebody to let you

763
00:36:11,530 --> 00:36:14,080
Speaker 5: know that you can trust them, all you're doing is

764
00:36:14,120 --> 00:36:18,430
Speaker 5: watching them with more of a conscious attention. More of attentiveness.

765
00:36:18,890 --> 00:36:22,279
Speaker 5: So it ain't about 100 red flags. You showed me

766
00:36:22,320 --> 00:36:25,700
Speaker 5: you can't trust yourself in certain situations. So I'd be

767
00:36:25,739 --> 00:36:27,140
Speaker 5: damned if I think I'm going to put a certain

768
00:36:27,180 --> 00:36:29,320
Speaker 5: level of trust within you. So all I'm going to

769
00:36:29,340 --> 00:36:31,820
Speaker 5: do is trust you to be yourself, period. Now, if

770
00:36:31,840 --> 00:36:35,219
Speaker 5: you give people time to show you what that looks like, yeah,

771
00:36:35,239 --> 00:36:37,680
Speaker 5: that becomes a whole other thing. Because now I've got

772
00:36:37,700 --> 00:36:39,660
Speaker 5: to be able to say, shit, how much things am

773
00:36:39,780 --> 00:36:43,640
Speaker 5: I going to really accept before I acknowledge that?

774
00:36:44,160 --> 00:36:45,940
Speaker 3: Now, as a man, if I'm able to say, you

775
00:36:45,960 --> 00:36:47,660
Speaker 3: know what, I come with conditions, right?

776
00:36:48,160 --> 00:36:49,989
Speaker 5: Now, and I done said this before, as a man,

777
00:36:50,030 --> 00:36:51,230
Speaker 5: if I meet you and I say, you know what,

778
00:36:51,250 --> 00:36:53,590
Speaker 5: you so fine, you so beautiful, everything I'm doing is

779
00:36:53,610 --> 00:36:55,410
Speaker 5: because I eventually want to have sex with you. Those

780
00:36:55,450 --> 00:36:58,170
Speaker 5: are my intentions. I ain't going to fake, I ain't

781
00:36:58,190 --> 00:37:00,770
Speaker 5: going to front. That's what's going on. Now, as a woman,

782
00:37:00,810 --> 00:37:03,529
Speaker 5: if you say, no, I can't see myself having sex

783
00:37:03,570 --> 00:37:06,609
Speaker 5: with you. I can't see myself going there with you. Now,

784
00:37:06,650 --> 00:37:08,140
Speaker 5: we both got to make a decision on what we

785
00:37:08,180 --> 00:37:11,390
Speaker 5: want to do. Because obviously this nigga wants something that

786
00:37:11,410 --> 00:37:13,969
Speaker 5: you ain't willing to give up in no shape, form,

787
00:37:14,010 --> 00:37:14,610
Speaker 5: or fashion.

788
00:37:14,650 --> 00:37:18,050
Speaker 2: But is that how men show up? Do men ever show.

789
00:37:17,890 --> 00:37:20,410
Speaker 3: Up in that way, to just be honest? It's hypothetical.

790
00:37:20,660 --> 00:37:23,340
Speaker 2: Y'all niggas don't have no integrity. That's what it is.

791
00:37:23,400 --> 00:37:25,739
Speaker 5: A lot of men don't have the integrity because you

792
00:37:25,760 --> 00:37:28,080
Speaker 5: know what? A lot of men don't recognize everything about them.

793
00:37:29,080 --> 00:37:31,400
Speaker 5: So they don't know how to integrate. And a lot

794
00:37:31,440 --> 00:37:33,640
Speaker 5: of men ain't honest enough to possess the level of

795
00:37:33,719 --> 00:37:34,980
Speaker 5: integrity that a woman wants.

796
00:37:35,160 --> 00:37:37,219
Speaker 3: You know what I'm saying? Because it goes back to

797
00:37:37,239 --> 00:37:38,859
Speaker 3: what we're saying. They're afraid that if.

798
00:37:38,860 --> 00:37:41,480
Speaker 5: I show you who I am, if I tell you

799
00:37:41,520 --> 00:37:44,060
Speaker 5: who I am, that means it might not be in

800
00:37:44,120 --> 00:37:45,620
Speaker 5: alignment with the person you think I am.

801
00:37:46,440 --> 00:37:47,759
Speaker 3: Yeah, most niggas will run from that.

802
00:37:52,190 --> 00:37:55,569
Speaker 2: Yeah, but what men don't realize is that you give

803
00:37:55,590 --> 00:37:58,250
Speaker 2: me the option to make a decision. I have all

804
00:37:58,310 --> 00:38:03,900
Speaker 2: information now to make a more educated decision. Just be honest.

805
00:38:04,219 --> 00:38:05,120
Speaker 3: On what you want to do as a woman.

806
00:38:05,140 --> 00:38:07,440
Speaker 2: Just be honest. Right.

807
00:38:07,480 --> 00:38:10,390
Speaker 5: Sometimes I tell you, men can be so selfish to

808
00:38:10,410 --> 00:38:12,830
Speaker 5: where they are worried that if I do tell you this,

809
00:38:12,910 --> 00:38:17,790
Speaker 5: I'm going to lose you. So they'll just lie. She

810
00:38:17,810 --> 00:38:21,229
Speaker 5: take it straight up. It's live. You could be writing

811
00:38:21,270 --> 00:38:21,569
Speaker 5: that fake.

812
00:38:21,590 --> 00:38:24,160
Speaker 3: Why you do this? Man, who is such and such?

813
00:38:24,280 --> 00:38:26,540
Speaker 3: I'm on the phone with this chick. I see the message.

814
00:38:26,580 --> 00:38:28,500
Speaker 3: You ask me, who is this? Nigga, you the one

815
00:38:28,520 --> 00:38:30,640
Speaker 3: talking to him. What you mean, who is this?

816
00:38:30,660 --> 00:38:31,259
Speaker 2: Why you do it?

817
00:38:31,280 --> 00:38:34,700
Speaker 3: I don't know. I don't know why I did it.

818
00:38:35,040 --> 00:38:39,750
Speaker 3: He just done. I'm telling you, man. I don't know. Lord, man.

819
00:38:39,770 --> 00:38:40,870
Speaker 3: Help us. Help us.

820
00:38:40,910 --> 00:38:43,830
Speaker 1: Nothing pisses me off more than I don't know as

821
00:38:43,930 --> 00:38:44,350
Speaker 1: an answer.

822
00:38:45,610 --> 00:38:46,799
Speaker 4: Oh, nigga, you know.

823
00:38:46,840 --> 00:38:49,810
Speaker 3: The sad part is, y'all, sometimes they actually do not know.

824
00:38:51,030 --> 00:38:53,010
Speaker 2: Man, them niggas be knowing. What are you talking about?

825
00:38:53,030 --> 00:38:55,450
Speaker 5: I'm going to tell you, they don't possess the emotional

826
00:38:55,489 --> 00:38:56,830
Speaker 5: intelligence to be honest with you.

827
00:38:58,210 --> 00:39:00,799
Speaker 4: Yeah, but that's about being honest. That's not about knowing.

828
00:39:00,820 --> 00:39:01,700
Speaker 4: They know.

829
00:39:02,060 --> 00:39:02,560
Speaker 3: Right.

830
00:39:02,600 --> 00:39:03,040
Speaker 4: Now, guess what?

831
00:39:03,100 --> 00:39:07,440
Speaker 5: It requires a level of knowing yourself. So if I'm

832
00:39:07,460 --> 00:39:11,630
Speaker 5: just compulsively doing stuff, And you constantly catching me. You

833
00:39:11,670 --> 00:39:15,020
Speaker 5: know what I'm saying? And I ain't got to the

834
00:39:15,080 --> 00:39:17,279
Speaker 5: root of why I do what I do. I ain't

835
00:39:17,320 --> 00:39:19,600
Speaker 5: got to the root of my mama issues. I don't

836
00:39:19,620 --> 00:39:21,860
Speaker 5: know why I'm looking for my mother and my lovers.

837
00:39:22,040 --> 00:39:23,509
Speaker 5: You get what I'm saying? I don't know why I'm

838
00:39:23,550 --> 00:39:25,049
Speaker 5: constantly looking for something outside of me.

839
00:39:25,510 --> 00:39:27,549
Speaker 3: I don't know why what I got at home ain't

840
00:39:27,590 --> 00:39:30,400
Speaker 3: never good enough. I don't know why I keep... A

841
00:39:30,480 --> 00:39:31,700
Speaker 3: man has to know why.

842
00:39:32,000 --> 00:39:35,660
Speaker 5: Women, y'all, not only do y'all know why, y'all like, nigga,

843
00:39:35,700 --> 00:39:39,299
Speaker 5: you gotta know why. And it's like, well, nah, I

844
00:39:39,390 --> 00:39:42,150
Speaker 5: don't because I ain't went that deep with my emotions.

845
00:39:42,250 --> 00:39:44,390
Speaker 5: It goes back to this moon and the intelligence of

846
00:39:44,430 --> 00:39:47,310
Speaker 5: a woman. Like, y'all just got that. Men have to

847
00:39:47,350 --> 00:39:49,370
Speaker 5: cultivate that. It's sad, but it's true.

848
00:39:50,900 --> 00:39:51,080
Speaker 2: All right.

849
00:39:51,100 --> 00:39:53,359
Speaker 4: Let's talk about, can we talk about vibrations?

850
00:39:53,760 --> 00:39:57,640
Speaker 1: Because everybody's like vibes, like vibes have become such a

851
00:39:57,700 --> 00:40:01,200
Speaker 1: huge thing in the last, what, five or six years?

852
00:40:01,730 --> 00:40:05,670
Speaker 4: Everybody like, oh, that's low vibrational. That's high vibrational. Like

853
00:40:05,790 --> 00:40:07,230
Speaker 4: I don't fuck with that. That's low vibes.

854
00:40:07,250 --> 00:40:09,950
Speaker 1: Like I even say that a lot with a lot

855
00:40:09,969 --> 00:40:11,950
Speaker 1: of the music, like a lot of the music.

856
00:40:11,989 --> 00:40:14,109
Speaker 4: I'd be like, oh, that's very low vibrational for me.

857
00:40:14,190 --> 00:40:15,150
Speaker 4: I don't, I don't like it.

858
00:40:15,270 --> 00:40:19,600
Speaker 1: Like, What do you consider high vibes and how would

859
00:40:19,620 --> 00:40:21,220
Speaker 1: you explain that to our audience?

860
00:40:22,160 --> 00:40:25,719
Speaker 5: That's a hell of a question because it's trending, like

861
00:40:25,760 --> 00:40:28,739
Speaker 5: what you said. Even to the point where people with

862
00:40:28,780 --> 00:40:30,940
Speaker 5: no accountability calling you low vibrational.

863
00:40:31,020 --> 00:40:31,760
Speaker 3: Ain't that some shit?

864
00:40:32,140 --> 00:40:34,180
Speaker 5: You know what I'm saying?

865
00:40:34,280 --> 00:40:36,390
Speaker 3: And I know you ain't got no accountability.

866
00:40:36,410 --> 00:40:39,069
Speaker 5: You telling me I'm toxic, I'm low vibrational because I'm

867
00:40:39,110 --> 00:40:41,549
Speaker 5: wanting you to be accountable now? Now I'm the one

868
00:40:41,570 --> 00:40:44,850
Speaker 5: that's draining you. So for me, when you're talking about,

869
00:40:44,870 --> 00:40:45,810
Speaker 5: you know what I'm saying?

870
00:40:45,850 --> 00:40:46,930
Speaker 3: Like, come on, man.

871
00:40:47,290 --> 00:40:50,489
Speaker 5: So when you're talking about vibrations, right, it's actually one

872
00:40:50,530 --> 00:40:53,840
Speaker 5: of the so-called seven hermetic principles, right? The law of vibration.

873
00:40:54,640 --> 00:40:59,080
Speaker 5: Everything is vibrating, which means that everything is oscillating, right? Now,

874
00:40:59,100 --> 00:41:02,819
Speaker 5: when you understand vibration, there is a reverb that happens. See,

875
00:41:02,840 --> 00:41:04,700
Speaker 5: a lot of people don't talk about this. Everything has

876
00:41:04,780 --> 00:41:08,580
Speaker 5: a reverb. Y'all into podcasts. Y'all understand reverb might work, right?

877
00:41:09,410 --> 00:41:11,970
Speaker 5: So a lot of times what our vibration is doing

878
00:41:12,030 --> 00:41:16,720
Speaker 5: is revibrating. So that reverb, what is coming behind that, right?

879
00:41:17,100 --> 00:41:18,620
Speaker 5: So a lot of times it's when you hear people say,

880
00:41:18,660 --> 00:41:21,960
Speaker 5: you don't attract what you want, you attract what you want, right? Okay,

881
00:41:22,020 --> 00:41:24,160
Speaker 5: all that sounds good. But what if I get to

882
00:41:24,200 --> 00:41:25,640
Speaker 5: a place when I know who I am and I

883
00:41:25,660 --> 00:41:29,640
Speaker 5: start to keep attracting all these so-called low vibrational energies? Well,

884
00:41:29,660 --> 00:41:32,080
Speaker 5: this is when you get to an understanding of vibration

885
00:41:32,120 --> 00:41:34,989
Speaker 5: or just vibration. There is no such thing as a

886
00:41:35,030 --> 00:41:37,330
Speaker 5: low or a high. What we call as a low

887
00:41:37,370 --> 00:41:38,989
Speaker 5: vibration is basically negativity.

888
00:41:39,630 --> 00:41:39,870
Speaker 3: Right?

889
00:41:40,489 --> 00:41:44,090
Speaker 5: So basically it's saying there's something that's not pleasurable. It

890
00:41:44,110 --> 00:41:46,970
Speaker 5: just don't feel good to me. You get what I'm saying?

891
00:41:47,310 --> 00:41:49,530
Speaker 5: So when people get to the aspect of what feels

892
00:41:49,630 --> 00:41:52,819
Speaker 5: good and what doesn't, and you understand you, that you

893
00:41:52,840 --> 00:41:56,219
Speaker 5: can operate beyond that realm of likes and dislikes, it's

894
00:41:56,260 --> 00:41:58,520
Speaker 5: not saying it doesn't stop you from feeling. But what

895
00:41:58,560 --> 00:42:01,620
Speaker 5: happens is when you do feel that pull on something

896
00:42:01,640 --> 00:42:04,640
Speaker 5: like it's not in agreement or accordance with your vibration,

897
00:42:05,040 --> 00:42:08,290
Speaker 5: you can call it low vibrations. Now, once you're in

898
00:42:08,330 --> 00:42:11,850
Speaker 5: a place to be the reverb, now you become the alchemist.

899
00:42:12,190 --> 00:42:14,570
Speaker 5: So am I raising the vibration of the group or

900
00:42:14,590 --> 00:42:16,430
Speaker 5: this person or the setting or am I being lured

901
00:42:16,489 --> 00:42:19,220
Speaker 5: into it? Because it's different to talk the energy talk.

902
00:42:19,320 --> 00:42:21,100
Speaker 5: But you know what I'm saying? You ain't the alchemist

903
00:42:21,140 --> 00:42:23,360
Speaker 5: of being able to transmute the energy. And you can

904
00:42:23,420 --> 00:42:25,180
Speaker 5: always make a conscious decision of saying, well, I want

905
00:42:25,200 --> 00:42:27,560
Speaker 5: to deal with this shit or not. If it's low vibrational,

906
00:42:27,600 --> 00:42:30,129
Speaker 5: why am I dealing with it? So I tell people,

907
00:42:30,150 --> 00:42:32,990
Speaker 5: am I always high vibrational? I talk high vibrational talk.

908
00:42:33,430 --> 00:42:36,190
Speaker 5: And the reason why is because I'm choosing that. See,

909
00:42:36,210 --> 00:42:38,430
Speaker 5: some people choose to see the fucked up shit in everything.

910
00:42:38,810 --> 00:42:41,780
Speaker 5: It's just what they do. They just point out everything toxic.

911
00:42:41,800 --> 00:42:43,259
Speaker 3: I don't like this. I don't like that. I don't

912
00:42:43,280 --> 00:42:44,380
Speaker 3: like this. I don't like that. You.

913
00:42:45,440 --> 00:42:48,660
Speaker 2: That be me a little bit. Keep living your life.

914
00:42:48,780 --> 00:42:51,830
Speaker 3: I promise you it'll be, and the way this reality work,

915
00:42:51,910 --> 00:42:55,670
Speaker 3: it'll keep showing you all of that. It'll keep revealing.

916
00:42:55,710 --> 00:43:00,089
Speaker 5: You'll start seeing the same thing in everybody. It'll be like,

917
00:43:00,150 --> 00:43:02,049
Speaker 5: I keep seeing the same thing. All you black people,

918
00:43:02,070 --> 00:43:03,240
Speaker 5: y'all the same, y'all the same.

919
00:43:03,640 --> 00:43:05,060
Speaker 2: You're choosing to see.

920
00:43:04,980 --> 00:43:07,700
Speaker 3: The same thing. I promise you there's something there.

921
00:43:07,760 --> 00:43:10,340
Speaker 1: That's kind of like when you buy a new car.

922
00:43:11,210 --> 00:43:14,089
Speaker 1: And then you start seeing that car. You start seeing

923
00:43:14,110 --> 00:43:14,890
Speaker 1: people with the same car as you.

924
00:43:14,890 --> 00:43:16,859
Speaker 3: And you're like, didn't nobody want this car until I

925
00:43:16,880 --> 00:43:17,120
Speaker 3: got it.

926
00:43:17,120 --> 00:43:18,060
Speaker 4: I got it.

927
00:43:18,200 --> 00:43:20,759
Speaker 3: Now it's just in your awareness.

928
00:43:20,820 --> 00:43:21,899
Speaker 2: Car been on the road.

929
00:43:21,940 --> 00:43:23,080
Speaker 4: Yes, you feel me?

930
00:43:23,300 --> 00:43:25,739
Speaker 5: But now we're talking about vibration because now it's just

931
00:43:25,800 --> 00:43:29,299
Speaker 5: in your awareness. So a high vibrational means a high awareness.

932
00:43:30,530 --> 00:43:33,230
Speaker 5: A high vibration means I'm at a higher level of

933
00:43:33,290 --> 00:43:36,850
Speaker 5: awareness than most people are. That means that I've enhanced

934
00:43:36,890 --> 00:43:39,750
Speaker 5: my experience with life in more of the places that

935
00:43:39,790 --> 00:43:42,450
Speaker 5: most people have not. So that means when I see

936
00:43:42,489 --> 00:43:46,090
Speaker 5: certain things, I'm choosing to see the good in all things.

937
00:43:46,270 --> 00:43:48,190
Speaker 3: I don't mean I don't recognize them. You get what

938
00:43:48,210 --> 00:43:48,469
Speaker 3: I'm saying?

939
00:43:48,510 --> 00:43:50,730
Speaker 5: I see all of that. But I'm choosing to see

940
00:43:50,770 --> 00:43:53,730
Speaker 5: what I want to see. Now I'm creating my own reality.

941
00:43:54,310 --> 00:43:56,770
Speaker 5: Because now what has to be re-vibrated back to me

942
00:43:56,810 --> 00:43:59,489
Speaker 5: is what I'm choosing to see in this reality. See,

943
00:43:59,510 --> 00:44:02,740
Speaker 5: that's the power of you having a consciousness, right? So

944
00:44:02,760 --> 00:44:04,580
Speaker 5: a lot of times, that's why what you think will

945
00:44:04,600 --> 00:44:06,740
Speaker 5: become how you feel, and how you feel will become

946
00:44:06,760 --> 00:44:09,509
Speaker 5: how you think. And that's why that Murphy's Law come

947
00:44:09,530 --> 00:44:11,989
Speaker 5: into play. If you think it can go wrong, it will.

948
00:44:13,370 --> 00:44:13,670
Speaker 4: Yeah.

949
00:44:14,290 --> 00:44:16,129
Speaker 2: And you know, I feel like I've been like that

950
00:44:16,170 --> 00:44:18,470
Speaker 2: my whole life. Just like think about all the bad

951
00:44:18,510 --> 00:44:21,160
Speaker 2: shit so that it doesn't happen. Because I feel like

952
00:44:21,410 --> 00:44:24,359
Speaker 2: when I'm chilling and everything is all copacetic, that's when

953
00:44:24,400 --> 00:44:27,719
Speaker 2: stupid shit be happening. So sometimes I do focus on

954
00:44:27,780 --> 00:44:29,919
Speaker 2: negative shit because in my mind, I've tricked my mind

955
00:44:29,940 --> 00:44:32,120
Speaker 2: to think that, okay, if I think about the dumb

956
00:44:32,140 --> 00:44:35,359
Speaker 2: shit that could possibly happen, then it won't happen. But really,

957
00:44:35,380 --> 00:44:35,859
Speaker 2: that's like.

958
00:44:36,020 --> 00:44:37,759
Speaker 4: I'm the total opposite. Yeah, like.

959
00:44:37,900 --> 00:44:42,089
Speaker 2: Yeah. That shit is low vibrational. So, I've been, you know,

960
00:44:42,230 --> 00:44:45,590
Speaker 2: consciously trying to change my mind.

961
00:44:46,190 --> 00:44:48,029
Speaker 3: Like, literally. Now, and that's what you got to do.

962
00:44:48,050 --> 00:44:49,189
Speaker 4: That's what it's about. Yeah.

963
00:44:49,370 --> 00:44:51,310
Speaker 3: Yeah, that's exactly what it's about because.

964
00:44:51,330 --> 00:44:52,850
Speaker 2: Let's talk about shadow work.

965
00:44:53,250 --> 00:44:53,489
Speaker 5: Huh?

966
00:44:54,210 --> 00:44:54,510
Speaker 4: Yeah.

967
00:44:54,630 --> 00:44:56,089
Speaker 2: I said, let's talk about that shadow work.

968
00:44:56,110 --> 00:44:57,669
Speaker 3: That's exactly what you're talking about now.

969
00:44:58,360 --> 00:45:01,359
Speaker 5: It's exactly what that is because that means I got

970
00:45:01,380 --> 00:45:03,560
Speaker 5: to go in the abyss of my own darkness.

971
00:45:03,960 --> 00:45:04,620
Speaker 3: You know what I'm saying? Yeah.

972
00:45:04,960 --> 00:45:07,120
Speaker 5: I got to get comfortable with my own shadows and

973
00:45:07,140 --> 00:45:09,820
Speaker 5: things I don't like about myself. I got to find

974
00:45:09,880 --> 00:45:12,520
Speaker 5: out what's keeping me from sitting with myself for 10 minutes,

975
00:45:12,520 --> 00:45:15,719
Speaker 5: 20 minutes, 30 minutes. Why am I constantly reaching out?

976
00:45:16,219 --> 00:45:18,610
Speaker 5: What is there? And that's when you'll get to discover

977
00:45:18,630 --> 00:45:21,170
Speaker 5: it might be some childhood stuff. It might be some

978
00:45:21,190 --> 00:45:23,390
Speaker 5: stuff you still ain't got over with mama. It might

979
00:45:23,410 --> 00:45:25,110
Speaker 5: be some stuff you still ain't got over with daddy.

980
00:45:25,550 --> 00:45:27,770
Speaker 5: It might be some stuff you still experiencing and it's

981
00:45:27,810 --> 00:45:31,109
Speaker 5: coming through different people. And it's like the same energy

982
00:45:31,130 --> 00:45:33,850
Speaker 5: of different people over and over again. Now we're getting

983
00:45:33,870 --> 00:45:35,670
Speaker 5: off into cycles. Now we're getting to time.

984
00:45:35,690 --> 00:45:37,760
Speaker 4: I was going to say, is that time travel?

985
00:45:38,140 --> 00:45:42,240
Speaker 1: When you're caring about some old shit in the present?

986
00:45:42,920 --> 00:45:45,660
Speaker 5: Yes, because guess what? There is a word in African

987
00:45:45,680 --> 00:45:49,339
Speaker 5: tradition called Sankofa. And it means to go back to

988
00:45:49,380 --> 00:45:51,950
Speaker 5: bring forth, right? And it got the picture of the bird.

989
00:45:51,989 --> 00:45:54,950
Speaker 5: You see the bird with his body is facing forward,

990
00:45:54,969 --> 00:45:57,549
Speaker 5: but the beak is turned back, right? And there is

991
00:45:57,570 --> 00:46:00,930
Speaker 5: an egg that the bird is picking up. Now, it's

992
00:46:00,969 --> 00:46:03,529
Speaker 5: saying that behind me, there could be things that I

993
00:46:03,570 --> 00:46:06,900
Speaker 5: left behind that I didn't realize was there. Now, if

994
00:46:07,020 --> 00:46:09,560
Speaker 5: I don't use time as a measurement, I'm never able

995
00:46:09,580 --> 00:46:12,500
Speaker 5: to go back and retrieve those things. This is when

996
00:46:12,520 --> 00:46:14,980
Speaker 5: you hear people, soul retrieval and all this. What are

997
00:46:15,000 --> 00:46:18,009
Speaker 5: you retrieving? Well, there's something there that you didn't realize

998
00:46:18,030 --> 00:46:20,109
Speaker 5: that you left behind. There's a power there that has

999
00:46:20,190 --> 00:46:22,609
Speaker 5: always been yours. So there could be pieces of you

1000
00:46:22,630 --> 00:46:24,870
Speaker 5: that exist in everybody's goddamn life that you've been a

1001
00:46:24,870 --> 00:46:27,810
Speaker 5: part of. Now, how raw are you of this? This

1002
00:46:27,830 --> 00:46:30,020
Speaker 5: is where the shadow work comes into play. So when

1003
00:46:30,040 --> 00:46:32,219
Speaker 5: you become aware of all these different aspects of you

1004
00:46:32,260 --> 00:46:34,420
Speaker 5: and how they exist in the darkness, well, the darkness

1005
00:46:34,460 --> 00:46:37,660
Speaker 5: is just your ignorance. So when you lurk in the shadows,

1006
00:46:37,680 --> 00:46:40,520
Speaker 5: you lurk in all of what people call the subconscious

1007
00:46:40,680 --> 00:46:44,219
Speaker 5: aspects of the mind. Basically, your body is the subconscious mind.

1008
00:46:45,560 --> 00:46:48,300
Speaker 5: Your body holds more memory than your mind ever could.

1009
00:46:49,280 --> 00:46:51,890
Speaker 5: Your mind can never remember as many things as your

1010
00:46:51,930 --> 00:46:55,890
Speaker 5: body does. Your body can keep up with the very

1011
00:46:56,150 --> 00:46:59,819
Speaker 5: first aspect of your whole human evolution. I mean, from

1012
00:46:59,880 --> 00:47:03,430
Speaker 5: the first time that you were developed. When you're talking

1013
00:47:03,469 --> 00:47:11,009
Speaker 5: about cells, cells have memory. You have over 44 trillion cells, right? Now,

1014
00:47:11,190 --> 00:47:13,710
Speaker 5: each one of these cells have six feet of DNA.

1015
00:47:14,710 --> 00:47:17,470
Speaker 5: So that's how much memory you have. That's like, just

1016
00:47:17,530 --> 00:47:20,980
Speaker 5: imagine you got over 44 trillion terabytes in a computer

1017
00:47:21,260 --> 00:47:23,719
Speaker 5: in your body, right? So that's what people talk about,

1018
00:47:23,760 --> 00:47:25,620
Speaker 5: like one of your cells is like a whole memory chip.

1019
00:47:26,190 --> 00:47:28,150
Speaker 5: So imagine when you're able to sit in the abyss

1020
00:47:28,190 --> 00:47:31,330
Speaker 5: of your darkness, right, and all these traumas, like you

1021
00:47:31,350 --> 00:47:34,509
Speaker 5: started coming up, people crying, they call it patch, life regression.

1022
00:47:34,820 --> 00:47:36,779
Speaker 5: They got all these different names now for it, right?

1023
00:47:37,180 --> 00:47:38,980
Speaker 5: But you sit in that abyss long enough. It goes

1024
00:47:39,020 --> 00:47:41,219
Speaker 5: back to what we're talking about healing. You sit there

1025
00:47:41,260 --> 00:47:43,260
Speaker 5: long enough to where all these things are just revealed

1026
00:47:43,280 --> 00:47:46,319
Speaker 5: to you. Now, this might, for you, like for me,

1027
00:47:46,400 --> 00:47:50,180
Speaker 5: I'm going to say, when I say 2007, right, fast

1028
00:47:50,219 --> 00:47:52,779
Speaker 5: forward to 2014.

1029
00:47:52,780 --> 00:47:54,680
Speaker 3: It didn't feel like seven years that I was in

1030
00:47:54,700 --> 00:47:55,160
Speaker 3: the darkness.

1031
00:47:55,600 --> 00:47:57,279
Speaker 5: You know how you see on the movies and they

1032
00:47:57,300 --> 00:47:59,279
Speaker 5: be gone for a while and they come back and

1033
00:47:59,300 --> 00:48:00,800
Speaker 5: be like, man, three years past.

1034
00:48:00,820 --> 00:48:04,090
Speaker 3: You know what I'm saying? You've been in this mode

1035
00:48:04,110 --> 00:48:04,790
Speaker 3: for so long.

1036
00:48:04,830 --> 00:48:07,670
Speaker 5: You look up time, just been boom, boom, boom, boom, boom.

1037
00:48:08,230 --> 00:48:11,410
Speaker 3: Now time has became an illusion. Why?

1038
00:48:11,570 --> 00:48:15,770
Speaker 5: Because you so engulfed in your pure existence. Now in

1039
00:48:15,790 --> 00:48:18,109
Speaker 5: the aspect that you're doing it, it's in the shadows

1040
00:48:18,180 --> 00:48:19,460
Speaker 5: so everybody.

1041
00:48:19,140 --> 00:48:19,640
Speaker 3: Don't see it.

1042
00:48:19,640 --> 00:48:23,760
Speaker 5: Everybody don't see your growth. Everybody don't understand how mature

1043
00:48:23,800 --> 00:48:26,820
Speaker 5: you've become. Everybody don't understand how this old version of

1044
00:48:26,840 --> 00:48:29,700
Speaker 5: you is no longer living there. But you're constantly meeting

1045
00:48:29,719 --> 00:48:30,900
Speaker 5: people who want that part of you.

1046
00:48:31,400 --> 00:48:32,200
Speaker 3: You hear what I'm saying?

1047
00:48:32,580 --> 00:48:34,340
Speaker 5: So now this is when I say your elevation requires

1048
00:48:34,360 --> 00:48:36,799
Speaker 5: separation because the whole time you're doing all this shadow work,

1049
00:48:36,840 --> 00:48:39,680
Speaker 5: life's still going on. It ain't like you're able to

1050
00:48:39,700 --> 00:48:42,680
Speaker 5: just stop and pause and go on into the mountains

1051
00:48:42,700 --> 00:48:45,680
Speaker 5: or some goddamn world. I tell people it's like you're

1052
00:48:45,800 --> 00:48:49,299
Speaker 5: doing a 360 degree turn while you're standing still. That

1053
00:48:49,320 --> 00:48:54,250
Speaker 5: requires grace. That requires patience. That requires compassion. That requires

1054
00:48:54,270 --> 00:48:56,469
Speaker 5: all the things that you've been wanting other people to

1055
00:48:56,510 --> 00:48:58,770
Speaker 5: give to you, that you've been searching for, that requires

1056
00:48:58,810 --> 00:49:00,450
Speaker 5: for you to now learn how to cultivate it and

1057
00:49:00,489 --> 00:49:04,040
Speaker 5: give it to yourself. So shadow work at its basis

1058
00:49:04,120 --> 00:49:07,100
Speaker 5: is you coming back to you. Shadow work is like

1059
00:49:07,160 --> 00:49:10,400
Speaker 5: your spirit now wanting to be at home in your body.

1060
00:49:10,840 --> 00:49:13,210
Speaker 3: And you've gotten to the point to where ain't nothing else.

1061
00:49:13,110 --> 00:49:16,030
Speaker 5: Going to happen in your life in its highest potential

1062
00:49:16,110 --> 00:49:19,709
Speaker 5: and its highest vibration until I make this happen, until

1063
00:49:19,770 --> 00:49:22,680
Speaker 5: I get this relationship right with myself, until I know

1064
00:49:22,739 --> 00:49:23,780
Speaker 5: I'm good, I'm whole.

1065
00:49:24,239 --> 00:49:26,540
Speaker 3: See, that's why I say healing has a destination. If

1066
00:49:26,560 --> 00:49:27,120
Speaker 3: you sit in the.

1067
00:49:27,080 --> 00:49:29,640
Speaker 5: Shadows long enough and whole, it simply means I'm showing

1068
00:49:29,660 --> 00:49:31,279
Speaker 5: up as a healed version of myself every day.

1069
00:49:31,800 --> 00:49:33,489
Speaker 3: That means I'm comfortable with my shadows.

1070
00:49:34,170 --> 00:49:36,469
Speaker 5: You can't bring up my darkness because there can't be

1071
00:49:36,550 --> 00:49:38,190
Speaker 5: no enlightenment without the darkness.

1072
00:49:38,920 --> 00:49:42,220
Speaker 3: You got to embrace the endowment. That means I got

1073
00:49:42,239 --> 00:49:44,710
Speaker 3: to love and I got to embrace every part of

1074
00:49:44,770 --> 00:49:46,530
Speaker 3: me that even I didn't like before.

1075
00:49:46,670 --> 00:49:48,710
Speaker 5: Even I that I ran from. Even the stuff that

1076
00:49:48,790 --> 00:49:50,930
Speaker 5: I didn't want people to know. Because now I'm taking

1077
00:49:50,969 --> 00:49:53,910
Speaker 5: away any ammunition. See, when you do that, you ain't

1078
00:49:53,950 --> 00:49:57,299
Speaker 5: no actor no more. You become your own act. See,

1079
00:49:57,340 --> 00:49:59,480
Speaker 5: now you delight the truth in a motherfucking way. Ain't

1080
00:49:59,500 --> 00:50:02,120
Speaker 5: that what the scriptures say? So now when you walk in.

1081
00:50:02,000 --> 00:50:02,420
Speaker 3: That, right?

1082
00:50:02,440 --> 00:50:05,239
Speaker 1: I don't think it said motherfucking way, but something like that.

1083
00:50:05,340 --> 00:50:07,560
Speaker 2: It might have. They might have took it out. Look,

1084
00:50:07,620 --> 00:50:10,549
Speaker 2: that's when your life started to send people demons. And

1085
00:50:10,610 --> 00:50:12,090
Speaker 2: it's church. Go ahead, sensei.

1086
00:50:12,150 --> 00:50:14,469
Speaker 3: Now, for real. That's when your life started to send

1087
00:50:14,489 --> 00:50:18,509
Speaker 3: people demons. That's when even now, because a lot come

1088
00:50:18,530 --> 00:50:20,370
Speaker 3: with that. Now you're grieving through.

1089
00:50:20,650 --> 00:50:23,850
Speaker 5: It's like you're growing through because now the old you,

1090
00:50:23,890 --> 00:50:26,180
Speaker 5: you're like, damn, a lot of stuff that I used

1091
00:50:26,219 --> 00:50:27,980
Speaker 5: to do, it ain't relative to me no more. A

1092
00:50:28,000 --> 00:50:31,040
Speaker 5: lot of people that I know and love, they can't

1093
00:50:31,080 --> 00:50:32,319
Speaker 5: go where I'm going.

1094
00:50:32,860 --> 00:50:35,239
Speaker 3: And I still love these people. I still want them

1095
00:50:35,280 --> 00:50:36,980
Speaker 3: to be a part of my life. That don't stop.

1096
00:50:37,020 --> 00:50:39,899
Speaker 3: True love is forever. See, people think he's going to

1097
00:50:40,040 --> 00:50:42,969
Speaker 3: cut them. You don't cut nobody out. You expand the

1098
00:50:43,010 --> 00:50:46,370
Speaker 3: cause of love. Because this is saying I am love.

1099
00:50:46,390 --> 00:50:48,190
Speaker 3: If I'm love, I don't have to define it.

1100
00:50:49,650 --> 00:50:51,670
Speaker 5: So the whole thing is to allow love to become

1101
00:50:51,710 --> 00:50:55,150
Speaker 5: the escalator for you to go higher within your own existence.

1102
00:50:55,190 --> 00:50:57,610
Speaker 3: So now when you show people life, I am whole.

1103
00:50:57,760 --> 00:50:58,420
Speaker 3: I am complete.

1104
00:50:58,760 --> 00:51:00,620
Speaker 5: That means I don't need you to do nothing for me.

1105
00:51:01,420 --> 00:51:03,520
Speaker 5: And all that means is you can only add to

1106
00:51:03,560 --> 00:51:06,560
Speaker 5: this existence. You can't take away. You can't take away

1107
00:51:06,580 --> 00:51:09,150
Speaker 5: from this him. I'm already whole. I showed up as me.

1108
00:51:09,670 --> 00:51:11,510
Speaker 5: So if you don't want to add, if I see that,

1109
00:51:11,650 --> 00:51:13,109
Speaker 5: I'm not going to let you take away. I don't

1110
00:51:13,170 --> 00:51:15,989
Speaker 5: move like that. And my cup runneth over so much

1111
00:51:16,310 --> 00:51:19,210
Speaker 5: to where I give whatever time, whatever energy, whatever, however

1112
00:51:19,230 --> 00:51:22,210
Speaker 5: you show up in my life. Once that's over, it's over.

1113
00:51:23,210 --> 00:51:24,650
Speaker 5: I'm not going to look at it like I wasted

1114
00:51:24,690 --> 00:51:26,190
Speaker 5: my time. I'm not going to look at it like

1115
00:51:26,210 --> 00:51:29,750
Speaker 5: you played with me. No, actually, people don't cheat on you.

1116
00:51:30,010 --> 00:51:33,540
Speaker 5: That's a shadow word. I know that shit sounds cliche,

1117
00:51:33,900 --> 00:51:35,880
Speaker 5: but it's like now it's sparking a different level of

1118
00:51:35,900 --> 00:51:38,960
Speaker 5: spiritual development within you to make you wake up from

1119
00:51:38,980 --> 00:51:41,640
Speaker 5: whatever fairytale you created to make you think this person

1120
00:51:41,700 --> 00:51:44,910
Speaker 5: is going to hold you true to yourself or they

1121
00:51:44,969 --> 00:51:46,069
Speaker 5: self when you ain't there.

1122
00:51:46,469 --> 00:51:49,469
Speaker 3: Now we call it integrity. Now we call that integrity.

1123
00:51:49,750 --> 00:51:51,890
Speaker 3: But actually, this person shows you who they are.

1124
00:51:52,070 --> 00:51:54,210
Speaker 5: They just did it when you wasn't around.

1125
00:51:54,230 --> 00:51:57,290
Speaker 3: Ain't nobody responsible to keep you happy. Like, no.

1126
00:51:57,670 --> 00:51:59,859
Speaker 5: If you take that away from people and people do

1127
00:51:59,920 --> 00:52:01,819
Speaker 5: those kind of acts or whatever the case may be,

1128
00:52:02,430 --> 00:52:06,000
Speaker 5: If that ain't conducive for how you rock, appreciate it, bro.

1129
00:52:06,040 --> 00:52:08,480
Speaker 5: But you showed me how you is and the level

1130
00:52:08,520 --> 00:52:10,259
Speaker 5: of commitment and the person that I am, I can't

1131
00:52:10,320 --> 00:52:10,779
Speaker 5: rock with that.

1132
00:52:10,800 --> 00:52:14,200
Speaker 3: Because I've done enough shadow work, see? And I've experienced

1133
00:52:14,219 --> 00:52:15,280
Speaker 3: that before in time.

1134
00:52:16,280 --> 00:52:18,540
Speaker 1: So that means, like, if you get to that place,

1135
00:52:18,560 --> 00:52:21,620
Speaker 1: that means you're incapable of feeling hurt by others or

1136
00:52:21,719 --> 00:52:22,339
Speaker 1: any pain?

1137
00:52:22,680 --> 00:52:24,690
Speaker 5: Nah, ooh, I love that you said that. That's the

1138
00:52:24,730 --> 00:52:27,750
Speaker 5: first thing people say. Ain't like a nigga numb or something.

1139
00:52:28,730 --> 00:52:32,219
Speaker 5: Hell nah, I feel everything. I'm talking about, you're talking

1140
00:52:32,239 --> 00:52:35,480
Speaker 5: about an amplification of feeling now. You feel it to

1141
00:52:35,500 --> 00:52:37,340
Speaker 5: the point to where you feel it when they feel it.

1142
00:52:38,320 --> 00:52:41,700
Speaker 5: You can't even hide the emotion. But what have you done? Like,

1143
00:52:41,719 --> 00:52:43,880
Speaker 5: because self-mastery don't just happen in a day, right? You

1144
00:52:43,920 --> 00:52:46,609
Speaker 5: master each day. But what has happened is you realize

1145
00:52:46,620 --> 00:52:49,910
Speaker 5: that my emotions is mine. The moment I start looking

1146
00:52:49,930 --> 00:52:51,930
Speaker 5: for you to honor how I feel, I'm in trouble.

1147
00:52:52,989 --> 00:52:55,529
Speaker 5: You get what I'm saying? Like, it's not that I

1148
00:52:55,550 --> 00:52:56,990
Speaker 5: become numb to my emotions.

1149
00:52:57,010 --> 00:52:59,210
Speaker 3: I become numb to making sure that you give a

1150
00:52:59,230 --> 00:53:02,600
Speaker 3: damn about my emotions. Because you show me you don't curl,

1151
00:53:03,239 --> 00:53:04,259
Speaker 3: that means you know what?

1152
00:53:04,360 --> 00:53:06,540
Speaker 5: I got to give myself enough grace and enough compassion

1153
00:53:06,560 --> 00:53:08,480
Speaker 5: to give it down by my feelings more than you do.

1154
00:53:09,520 --> 00:53:11,500
Speaker 3: Because if I show you that my shit is more

1155
00:53:11,560 --> 00:53:12,160
Speaker 3: valuable to.

1156
00:53:12,140 --> 00:53:15,000
Speaker 5: Me than it is to you, that means I wouldn't

1157
00:53:15,020 --> 00:53:18,200
Speaker 5: have said whatever healthy boundaries are necessary for me to

1158
00:53:18,260 --> 00:53:23,250
Speaker 5: be safe and whole and complete within myself without losing myself.

1159
00:53:24,150 --> 00:53:26,110
Speaker 3: I ain't got to lose me and you. You know

1160
00:53:26,130 --> 00:53:28,710
Speaker 3: what I'm saying? Because a relationship requires for us to

1161
00:53:28,730 --> 00:53:31,910
Speaker 3: be committed. It really does. That's why it's called falling

1162
00:53:31,969 --> 00:53:32,350
Speaker 3: in love.

1163
00:53:33,030 --> 00:53:35,210
Speaker 5: So if I'm not willing to let something or surrender

1164
00:53:35,230 --> 00:53:37,629
Speaker 5: to the aspect of falling in love with you, that

1165
00:53:37,650 --> 00:53:39,850
Speaker 5: means I don't trust myself enough to say I can

1166
00:53:39,870 --> 00:53:40,589
Speaker 5: change my mind.

1167
00:53:46,600 --> 00:53:49,180
Speaker 2: Let's get into this divine feminine right quick.

1168
00:53:49,200 --> 00:53:50,940
Speaker 5: Now we're going to take it to the divine feminine

1169
00:53:50,960 --> 00:53:54,299
Speaker 5: because I can't talk chakras. I can't talk none of

1170
00:53:54,320 --> 00:53:55,940
Speaker 5: this shit without talking femininity.

1171
00:53:56,140 --> 00:53:56,580
Speaker 3: You can't.

1172
00:53:57,160 --> 00:53:59,640
Speaker 5: Anything physical in this reality had to be birthed from

1173
00:53:59,660 --> 00:54:02,640
Speaker 5: a feminine principle. So your whole body, the reason why

1174
00:54:02,660 --> 00:54:04,700
Speaker 5: we got shocked with the reason why you got a mind,

1175
00:54:04,739 --> 00:54:06,400
Speaker 5: the reason why you got a heart, the reason why

1176
00:54:06,420 --> 00:54:08,360
Speaker 5: you're experiencing this life is because you got a mama.

1177
00:54:09,340 --> 00:54:12,100
Speaker 5: That's the only reason why you're experiencing cycles. It's the

1178
00:54:12,140 --> 00:54:15,560
Speaker 5: only reason why you know time. See, the whole conversation

1179
00:54:15,580 --> 00:54:18,540
Speaker 5: can always be engulfed in the feminine energy. Because the

1180
00:54:18,580 --> 00:54:20,660
Speaker 5: moment you came through your mama, you were birthed in

1181
00:54:20,680 --> 00:54:25,370
Speaker 5: the cycles, period. Those cycles were determined by the cycles

1182
00:54:25,410 --> 00:54:27,950
Speaker 5: of your mama and your daddy. That's why we can

1183
00:54:27,969 --> 00:54:30,600
Speaker 5: get into the birth chart. You literally heard and fulfilled

1184
00:54:30,640 --> 00:54:34,540
Speaker 5: things that your mom and dad didn't do. And it's

1185
00:54:34,560 --> 00:54:37,640
Speaker 5: the things that you came in with your past life from.

1186
00:54:38,450 --> 00:54:41,160
Speaker 5: So your chakras are like the system that if you,

1187
00:54:41,890 --> 00:54:44,290
Speaker 5: when I was saying you govern your thoughts, that's like 30%

1188
00:54:44,290 --> 00:54:47,650
Speaker 5: of your life. You govern your emotion, that's like another 20%

1189
00:54:47,650 --> 00:54:50,850
Speaker 5: of your life. You govern your body, that's like 60%

1190
00:54:50,850 --> 00:54:54,770
Speaker 5: of your life. You govern your life force energy, which

1191
00:54:54,830 --> 00:54:58,460
Speaker 5: is your chakra, that's 100% of your life. When we're

1192
00:54:58,480 --> 00:55:01,219
Speaker 5: talking about the woman and the femininity and getting back

1193
00:55:01,260 --> 00:55:05,129
Speaker 5: to that, this is emotional intelligence. Now, this is why

1194
00:55:05,150 --> 00:55:08,450
Speaker 5: your emotions are energy in motion. Each one of these

1195
00:55:08,510 --> 00:55:12,410
Speaker 5: chakras create a chemical reaction based off an emotion. When

1196
00:55:12,450 --> 00:55:14,549
Speaker 5: you feel a certain type of way, when you feel

1197
00:55:14,570 --> 00:55:18,390
Speaker 5: like you want to fight, flight, whoop somebody's ass, clean up,

1198
00:55:18,550 --> 00:55:21,130
Speaker 5: all that kind of stuff, root chakra activity. When you

1199
00:55:21,170 --> 00:55:24,410
Speaker 5: want to feel and make love and sex and create

1200
00:55:24,469 --> 00:55:27,450
Speaker 5: and desiring, all that's sacred chakra. When you got a

1201
00:55:27,550 --> 00:55:30,210
Speaker 5: will to make something happen, when you ain't feeling it,

1202
00:55:30,550 --> 00:55:32,469
Speaker 5: when your root chakra ain't active, but you know you

1203
00:55:32,489 --> 00:55:34,290
Speaker 5: got to get it done, you got to will yourself

1204
00:55:34,330 --> 00:55:38,629
Speaker 5: through everything, your willpower, that's your solar plexus. That's why

1205
00:55:38,650 --> 00:55:40,569
Speaker 5: all of your food is converted over to energy, your

1206
00:55:40,610 --> 00:55:44,110
Speaker 5: solar plexus. So indigestion issues, all this kind of stuff,

1207
00:55:44,270 --> 00:55:45,910
Speaker 5: all this solar plexus, because a lot of people are

1208
00:55:45,930 --> 00:55:47,910
Speaker 5: willing themselves through a lot of different things.

1209
00:55:48,469 --> 00:55:50,600
Speaker 3: Now when you deal with the heart chakra, the heart chakra.

1210
00:55:50,420 --> 00:55:53,180
Speaker 5: Is like you just want a hug or some people

1211
00:55:53,219 --> 00:55:54,720
Speaker 5: feel too much or they don't feel enough.

1212
00:55:54,760 --> 00:55:56,740
Speaker 3: People crying all the time. They always.

1213
00:55:57,190 --> 00:55:59,879
Speaker 5: Their heart just opened. You get what I'm saying? That's

1214
00:55:59,890 --> 00:56:02,660
Speaker 5: the imbalance of the heart chakra. The heart chakra is

1215
00:56:02,700 --> 00:56:07,319
Speaker 5: called the anahata. It's called the unstruck. The heart is

1216
00:56:07,360 --> 00:56:10,120
Speaker 5: meant to be unstruck. If your heart is unstruck, that

1217
00:56:10,140 --> 00:56:13,360
Speaker 5: means you're dancing to the rhythm of your own beat.

1218
00:56:14,400 --> 00:56:16,980
Speaker 5: If something else is striking your heart, that means something

1219
00:56:17,060 --> 00:56:19,430
Speaker 5: outside of you can control your emotions. Your heart is

1220
00:56:19,469 --> 00:56:22,830
Speaker 5: the navigation. That's why the ancestors, when dealing with Kemet,

1221
00:56:22,870 --> 00:56:24,730
Speaker 5: they used the heart inside of the chambers a lot.

1222
00:56:25,469 --> 00:56:27,029
Speaker 5: Because your heart is the first thing that's formed in

1223
00:56:27,070 --> 00:56:30,219
Speaker 5: your body. That's why the heart is called the fourth chakra.

1224
00:56:30,920 --> 00:56:33,720
Speaker 5: You got three below the heart, three above it. Everything

1225
00:56:33,760 --> 00:56:36,440
Speaker 5: has to meet through the heart. This is why Jesus

1226
00:56:36,520 --> 00:56:39,270
Speaker 5: in the motif, and he's holding those two fingers up,

1227
00:56:39,300 --> 00:56:40,970
Speaker 5: and he got the heart in the middle of his hand.

1228
00:56:41,790 --> 00:56:45,410
Speaker 5: It represents Jupiter energy, and it represents your place to expand.

1229
00:56:45,430 --> 00:56:48,529
Speaker 5: This is the Taurus field, the Tesseract, all this kind

1230
00:56:48,550 --> 00:56:49,290
Speaker 5: of stuff, right?

1231
00:56:49,310 --> 00:56:50,049
Speaker 3: The Merkabah.

1232
00:56:50,800 --> 00:56:53,420
Speaker 2: I need a goddamn dictionary right now.

1233
00:56:53,460 --> 00:56:53,880
Speaker 4: Go ahead.

1234
00:56:54,060 --> 00:56:56,200
Speaker 2: No, you don't. Just listen. We'll have notes.

1235
00:56:56,560 --> 00:56:58,960
Speaker 3: Look, it's that Merkava, right?

1236
00:56:58,980 --> 00:57:02,620
Speaker 2: That's the type of shit I love. Go ahead, Sensei.

1237
00:57:02,660 --> 00:57:05,719
Speaker 3: That Mer is the love. That Ka, right? That is

1238
00:57:05,760 --> 00:57:08,049
Speaker 3: now you dealing with the... When you see... Like even

1239
00:57:08,090 --> 00:57:09,730
Speaker 3: at church, they got us doing this shit. You throw

1240
00:57:09,750 --> 00:57:11,630
Speaker 3: your hands up in the air. Oh, Lord.

1241
00:57:11,770 --> 00:57:12,350
Speaker 2: Oh, Lord.

1242
00:57:12,710 --> 00:57:14,930
Speaker 3: And they throw their hands up letting the Lord in, right?

1243
00:57:15,450 --> 00:57:18,620
Speaker 5: That is the spirit. The Ba is the body. So

1244
00:57:18,660 --> 00:57:21,090
Speaker 5: you marry all of that. So just all these different

1245
00:57:21,130 --> 00:57:23,410
Speaker 5: dimensions that you can dwell in. This is where you

1246
00:57:23,430 --> 00:57:26,750
Speaker 5: get the Ethereum man, the Da Vinci code. When Da

1247
00:57:26,810 --> 00:57:28,710
Speaker 5: Vinci drew the man and he had the man with

1248
00:57:28,750 --> 00:57:29,670
Speaker 5: the arms all.

1249
00:57:29,590 --> 00:57:31,860
Speaker 3: Out, the measurement of man, all this kind of stuff.

1250
00:57:32,880 --> 00:57:35,020
Speaker 5: Even when you see another picture of the man with

1251
00:57:35,260 --> 00:57:38,400
Speaker 5: one foot on the sea, like one foot in water,

1252
00:57:38,480 --> 00:57:40,720
Speaker 5: one foot on land. Like he's saying, you got to

1253
00:57:40,760 --> 00:57:43,780
Speaker 5: master your emotions, master your body. All this is symbolism.

1254
00:57:44,640 --> 00:57:46,940
Speaker 5: All this is like representing the chakras. Even with Enoch

1255
00:57:47,020 --> 00:57:49,700
Speaker 5: walking straight into heaven. It's basically saying he mastered the chakras.

1256
00:57:51,220 --> 00:57:53,320
Speaker 5: The sleeping Buddha mastered the chakras.

1257
00:57:53,620 --> 00:57:53,940
Speaker 3: Right?

1258
00:57:54,480 --> 00:57:56,500
Speaker 5: Basically saying he just said, fuck it. I'm just going

1259
00:57:56,520 --> 00:57:58,700
Speaker 5: to walk out of my body. The sleeping Buddha just said,

1260
00:57:58,740 --> 00:58:00,040
Speaker 5: I'm going to lay down and this is where I'm

1261
00:58:00,060 --> 00:58:00,560
Speaker 5: going to sleep.

1262
00:58:00,620 --> 00:58:03,240
Speaker 3: That's it. I'm leaving my body. I don't need it anymore.

1263
00:58:03,800 --> 00:58:05,880
Speaker 5: If you activate all of your chakras, your body won't

1264
00:58:05,900 --> 00:58:08,980
Speaker 5: be able to contain your energy. Because your soul, your

1265
00:58:09,020 --> 00:58:10,140
Speaker 5: spirit is a vibration.

1266
00:58:11,340 --> 00:58:11,580
Speaker 3: Right?

1267
00:58:11,980 --> 00:58:14,340
Speaker 5: So once you get it to vibrate on a higher vibration,

1268
00:58:14,880 --> 00:58:17,940
Speaker 5: This means these chakras, your energy and emotion is flowing.

1269
00:58:18,540 --> 00:58:21,860
Speaker 5: They're ascending. Your lead is turning to gold. Everything you

1270
00:58:21,900 --> 00:58:24,240
Speaker 5: touch will turn to gold. This is when the scriptures say,

1271
00:58:24,300 --> 00:58:27,180
Speaker 5: be ye illuminated. Now, the only reason this is going

1272
00:58:27,200 --> 00:58:29,120
Speaker 5: to happen is through a feminine principle. Because you got

1273
00:58:29,140 --> 00:58:32,710
Speaker 5: to be all right with your emotion. So men running

1274
00:58:32,730 --> 00:58:36,210
Speaker 5: from their emotion, saying women feel too much. Women are

1275
00:58:36,230 --> 00:58:40,050
Speaker 5: too aggressive. Women are all this shit. It's basically saying

1276
00:58:40,070 --> 00:58:42,790
Speaker 5: the man ain't rooting this femininity. When a man say

1277
00:58:42,810 --> 00:58:45,490
Speaker 5: a woman needs to submit, he hasn't submitted to his femininity.

1278
00:58:45,710 --> 00:58:48,730
Speaker 5: That's the only reason he's going to say that. Because

1279
00:58:48,770 --> 00:58:51,430
Speaker 5: once you submit to that, you're going to automatically hear

1280
00:58:51,450 --> 00:58:54,550
Speaker 5: what any woman is crying out for. And not only

1281
00:58:54,610 --> 00:58:56,140
Speaker 5: are you going to hear it, she's going to feel it.

1282
00:58:56,270 --> 00:58:58,650
Speaker 5: She's going to know that you know it. She's going

1283
00:58:58,670 --> 00:59:00,810
Speaker 5: to know she ain't got a little. She's going to

1284
00:59:00,830 --> 00:59:02,570
Speaker 5: know I can be myself with this man. I can

1285
00:59:02,610 --> 00:59:05,230
Speaker 5: say how I feel. It's an automatic knowing because the

1286
00:59:05,270 --> 00:59:08,950
Speaker 5: woman has the most. Y'all got the highest level, especially

1287
00:59:08,970 --> 00:59:12,040
Speaker 5: as black women. because now we're dealing with the mitochondrial DNA.

1288
00:59:13,020 --> 00:59:14,240
Speaker 5: This is where you find the matrix.

1289
00:59:14,950 --> 00:59:15,150
Speaker 4: All right.

1290
00:59:15,590 --> 00:59:18,310
Speaker 3: Because the mitochondrial DNA does without the memory. So as

1291
00:59:18,350 --> 00:59:21,410
Speaker 3: black women, because you have a menstrual cycle and because

1292
00:59:21,470 --> 00:59:23,890
Speaker 3: you are connected to the moon, And because you are

1293
00:59:23,930 --> 00:59:26,630
Speaker 3: here to bring our life through you as a vessel,

1294
00:59:26,750 --> 00:59:28,970
Speaker 3: you have to have a high level of emotional intelligence

1295
00:59:28,990 --> 00:59:31,210
Speaker 3: than any other creature on this planet. Right.

1296
00:59:31,230 --> 00:59:33,110
Speaker 2: A lot of people don't know that the matrix is

1297
00:59:33,170 --> 00:59:35,570
Speaker 2: essentially the female reproductive system.

1298
00:59:36,390 --> 00:59:38,840
Speaker 3: They don't understand it. That's why you're trapped in it.

1299
00:59:39,220 --> 00:59:40,360
Speaker 2: That's what it's called, actually.

1300
00:59:40,470 --> 00:59:43,780
Speaker 3: I don't care what pill you take, red or blue,

1301
00:59:43,840 --> 00:59:44,740
Speaker 3: your ass still in the matrix.

1302
00:59:45,380 --> 00:59:45,660
Speaker 2: Right.

1303
00:59:47,460 --> 00:59:50,439
Speaker 1: And I think it's crazy that people are trying to, like,

1304
00:59:51,780 --> 00:59:53,490
Speaker 1: make women not a thing anymore.

1305
00:59:53,530 --> 00:59:56,610
Speaker 4: Like, a woman is not... A woman.

1306
00:59:56,350 --> 01:00:00,050
Speaker 1: With a reproductive system is not special.

1307
01:00:00,110 --> 01:00:04,430
Speaker 4: Like, she's a birthing person now. She's not a woman.

1308
01:00:05,460 --> 01:00:05,960
Speaker 4: You know what I mean?

1309
01:00:06,080 --> 01:00:06,960
Speaker 3: That's the illusion.

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Speaker 5: That's another greatest part of the illusion that they like

1311
01:00:10,160 --> 01:00:12,820
Speaker 5: to play on the divine feminine. Because now it makes

1312
01:00:12,880 --> 01:00:14,520
Speaker 5: a woman feel like she's got to continue to fight

1313
01:00:14,540 --> 01:00:15,820
Speaker 5: for a power that's already hers.

1314
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Speaker 3: I don't give a damn what they do. They can...

1315
01:00:19,680 --> 01:00:23,919
Speaker 3: do surgeries. They can do all this. You cannot usurp that.

1316
01:00:24,890 --> 01:00:27,230
Speaker 3: You cannot. If you replace the woman, there would be

1317
01:00:27,250 --> 01:00:29,290
Speaker 3: no more life on this planet, period.

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Speaker 5: It's impossible. In my mind, when I see that, I

1319
01:00:33,650 --> 01:00:38,730
Speaker 5: laugh because it's a joke. What they're trying to do

1320
01:00:38,870 --> 01:00:41,340
Speaker 5: is they're trying to figure out a way to... Because

1321
01:00:41,360 --> 01:00:44,860
Speaker 5: you can create without the feminine principle, but you cannot procreate.

1322
01:00:45,830 --> 01:00:48,210
Speaker 5: So anything that they create without the feminine principle is

1323
01:00:48,270 --> 01:00:50,590
Speaker 5: not sustainable. That's why they got to create. That's why

1324
01:00:50,610 --> 01:00:51,640
Speaker 5: they got to keep doing stuff.

1325
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Speaker 3: It ain't sustainable.

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01:00:53,380 --> 01:00:55,360
Speaker 5: It's only a matter of time before something comes and

1327
01:00:55,380 --> 01:00:58,640
Speaker 5: destroys it. And once it's destroyed, it cannot come back.

1328
01:00:59,320 --> 01:01:01,440
Speaker 5: The only way you get to come back as an energy,

1329
01:01:01,540 --> 01:01:04,290
Speaker 5: you got to come in through the woman. That's the

1330
01:01:04,350 --> 01:01:06,650
Speaker 5: only way your energy becomes. This is when they deal

1331
01:01:06,670 --> 01:01:09,210
Speaker 5: with the Ouroboros and all this type of stuff. But

1332
01:01:09,270 --> 01:01:10,890
Speaker 5: I themselves knew that there was no death.

1333
01:01:12,340 --> 01:01:15,160
Speaker 2: So you got all these soulless people out here. Everybody

1334
01:01:15,180 --> 01:01:18,120
Speaker 2: got a spirit. Everything has a spirit. But not everybody

1335
01:01:18,140 --> 01:01:18,700
Speaker 2: got a soul.

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01:01:19,280 --> 01:01:22,480
Speaker 3: That's right. And you would know some soulless beings. Because

1337
01:01:22,520 --> 01:01:23,960
Speaker 3: with a soul, you got a feel.

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01:01:24,320 --> 01:01:27,680
Speaker 5: See, that's why we as black people, we have something

1339
01:01:27,700 --> 01:01:28,820
Speaker 5: called polymorphism.

1340
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Speaker 3: Like, this is science.

1341
01:01:30,410 --> 01:01:33,620
Speaker 5: You get what I'm saying? There's actually a theorem by

1342
01:01:33,890 --> 01:01:37,510
Speaker 5: Professor Gabriella Yebo. He used to work for NASA and

1343
01:01:37,630 --> 01:01:40,010
Speaker 5: all this kind of stuff. But one of the most highly.

1344
01:01:40,860 --> 01:01:42,410
Speaker 3: or like announced or whatever.

1345
01:01:42,430 --> 01:01:49,590
Speaker 5: Revered rocket scientists, I would say, physicists, physics and all

1346
01:01:49,610 --> 01:01:51,970
Speaker 5: that type of stuff. But he developed a theorem called

1347
01:01:51,990 --> 01:01:52,710
Speaker 5: the Gagatheria.

1348
01:01:53,330 --> 01:01:53,630
Speaker 3: All right.

1349
01:01:53,650 --> 01:01:56,570
Speaker 5: And it proves that black people are five thirds man,

1350
01:01:57,190 --> 01:02:00,910
Speaker 5: which simply means that we have polymorphins. These polymorphins create polyrhythms.

1351
01:02:00,970 --> 01:02:03,590
Speaker 5: This is where music and beats come from. This is

1352
01:02:03,630 --> 01:02:06,660
Speaker 5: why the universe is 432 hertz. This is why each

1353
01:02:06,740 --> 01:02:09,110
Speaker 5: one of these chakras carries a frequency. This is why

1354
01:02:09,270 --> 01:02:11,850
Speaker 5: each level of the light spectrum, which is dealing with

1355
01:02:11,870 --> 01:02:15,030
Speaker 5: the chakras I hate, red, green, orange, all of them

1356
01:02:15,050 --> 01:02:19,090
Speaker 5: carry sun frequencies. These sun frequencies carry information. Each color

1357
01:02:19,110 --> 01:02:21,830
Speaker 5: has an amount of information. The higher the number, the

1358
01:02:21,910 --> 01:02:24,260
Speaker 5: lower the amount of information. The lower the number, the

1359
01:02:24,300 --> 01:02:26,580
Speaker 5: higher the amount of information. Hence, purple is going to

1360
01:02:26,600 --> 01:02:28,600
Speaker 5: have a lower number. Platinum is going to have a

1361
01:02:28,620 --> 01:02:30,540
Speaker 5: lower number. White is going to have a lower number.

1362
01:02:30,620 --> 01:02:31,520
Speaker 5: It's more information.

1363
01:02:32,000 --> 01:02:34,180
Speaker 3: This is why you see the white illuminated behind Jesus

1364
01:02:34,240 --> 01:02:36,160
Speaker 3: Christ and all this kind of stuff. This is why

1365
01:02:36,180 --> 01:02:37,980
Speaker 3: they call it Christ consciousness and they do white.

1366
01:02:38,500 --> 01:02:38,760
Speaker 2: Right?

1367
01:02:39,360 --> 01:02:42,080
Speaker 5: So this is saying that once I reach a higher vibration,

1368
01:02:42,580 --> 01:02:46,200
Speaker 5: I'm able to raise my pitch. So I pick up

1369
01:02:46,260 --> 01:02:50,360
Speaker 5: on levels of consciousness that other people don't. I'm receiving

1370
01:02:50,460 --> 01:02:53,580
Speaker 5: things that other people don't. My body's a receptor now.

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01:02:53,820 --> 01:02:57,130
Speaker 5: It is an antenna. See, when people talk high vibration,

1372
01:02:57,190 --> 01:03:00,750
Speaker 5: it's not just a talk. It ain't just cliche.

1373
01:03:01,130 --> 01:03:01,910
Speaker 3: So when you.

1374
01:03:01,810 --> 01:03:04,190
Speaker 5: Talk to people who reach a level of like knowing

1375
01:03:05,350 --> 01:03:08,230
Speaker 5: This is when you are operating in that realm beyond

1376
01:03:08,290 --> 01:03:09,130
Speaker 5: likes and dislikes.

1377
01:03:09,570 --> 01:03:11,870
Speaker 2: Yeah, let them know what the difference is between knowing

1378
01:03:11,910 --> 01:03:12,490
Speaker 2: and believing.

1379
01:03:13,390 --> 01:03:16,990
Speaker 5: Because when you believe something, it stops you from knowing it.

1380
01:03:17,610 --> 01:03:19,690
Speaker 5: Because if I believe something, that means I reached a

1381
01:03:19,690 --> 01:03:21,800
Speaker 5: conclusion in my mind as to believe this is true.

1382
01:03:21,880 --> 01:03:25,220
Speaker 5: This will create cognitive dissonance. This is the ego now.

1383
01:03:26,280 --> 01:03:28,940
Speaker 5: Because now this is an intellectual property. This means you

1384
01:03:28,960 --> 01:03:31,220
Speaker 5: gathered enough information to say that you know this thing.

1385
01:03:32,010 --> 01:03:33,910
Speaker 5: But is that really possible in this life? Can you

1386
01:03:33,950 --> 01:03:35,830
Speaker 5: know enough about one thing to ever say that you've

1387
01:03:35,870 --> 01:03:39,190
Speaker 5: mastered it or you fully know the thing? Knowledge is infinite.

1388
01:03:39,290 --> 01:03:42,910
Speaker 5: Ignorance is bliss. So the knowledge applied becomes wisdom. The

1389
01:03:42,970 --> 01:03:43,770
Speaker 5: wisdom is power.

1390
01:03:44,510 --> 01:03:47,070
Speaker 3: Now go back to the feminine again because if you

1391
01:03:47,130 --> 01:03:49,550
Speaker 3: ain't got that emotional intelligence to know why you feel

1392
01:03:49,570 --> 01:03:51,810
Speaker 3: what you feel, women always want to know why you

1393
01:03:51,830 --> 01:03:54,250
Speaker 3: feel what you feel. That's why y'all want to know why.

1394
01:03:55,430 --> 01:03:56,730
Speaker 3: Y'all always asking why.

1395
01:03:56,950 --> 01:03:57,270
Speaker 2: Why?

1396
01:03:57,490 --> 01:03:58,850
Speaker 3: Why do you do that?

1397
01:03:59,440 --> 01:04:01,440
Speaker 2: Why you do me like that, Johnny?

1398
01:04:01,700 --> 01:04:05,440
Speaker 5: Yes, because now your intellectual property is like, what is

1399
01:04:05,480 --> 01:04:08,750
Speaker 5: going on? Your ego is damaged. Your masculine principle is like, what.

1400
01:04:08,660 --> 01:04:09,880
Speaker 3: Is happening to me?

1401
01:04:09,890 --> 01:04:12,050
Speaker 2: Look, that's why I always call people like, wait, am

1402
01:04:12,110 --> 01:04:16,290
Speaker 2: I tripping? I need to know. Am I tripping?

1403
01:04:16,770 --> 01:04:18,410
Speaker 3: But guess what? The reason why you say, oh, you're

1404
01:04:18,430 --> 01:04:19,690
Speaker 3: tripping is because the woman already knows.

1405
01:04:20,430 --> 01:04:24,050
Speaker 5: Your discernment already told you. But now your intellectual properties

1406
01:04:24,070 --> 01:04:25,820
Speaker 5: are saying, I need to gather more information.

1407
01:04:25,860 --> 01:04:26,760
Speaker 3: No, you don't.

1408
01:04:27,220 --> 01:04:30,180
Speaker 5: If you surrender to that knowing, And you trust that

1409
01:04:30,200 --> 01:04:32,740
Speaker 5: discernment because that's beyond these gaps.

1410
01:04:32,760 --> 01:04:36,180
Speaker 3: That's beyond this knowledge now, see. That's beyond the beliefs.

1411
01:04:36,240 --> 01:04:39,780
Speaker 3: That's even beyond the knowing. Now your intuition is saying,

1412
01:04:39,800 --> 01:04:41,180
Speaker 3: because now your mind.

1413
01:04:40,860 --> 01:04:42,900
Speaker 5: Might not be able to gather enough information to say,

1414
01:04:43,240 --> 01:04:46,120
Speaker 5: I can support that. So now that's why the woman

1415
01:04:46,140 --> 01:04:48,920
Speaker 5: be like, I need to get more details. When in actuality,

1416
01:04:49,340 --> 01:04:53,540
Speaker 5: you don't need them. That's a masculine principle. It's the

1417
01:04:53,580 --> 01:04:56,060
Speaker 5: way they have women moving through their masculinity.

1418
01:04:57,290 --> 01:05:00,270
Speaker 2: Do you think the masses is just out here intentionally

1419
01:05:00,310 --> 01:05:01,370
Speaker 2: trying to confuse women?

1420
01:05:01,670 --> 01:05:04,510
Speaker 5: Exactly, because guess how they do that? They keep you

1421
01:05:04,590 --> 01:05:08,950
Speaker 5: identifying with every expression of the feminine power. Because in

1422
01:05:09,010 --> 01:05:11,320
Speaker 5: order for you to express yourself in any aspect of

1423
01:05:11,360 --> 01:05:13,900
Speaker 5: your nature, you have to have a feminine power to

1424
01:05:13,920 --> 01:05:16,440
Speaker 5: do that. This is why they call Isis or Arsit

1425
01:05:16,500 --> 01:05:19,300
Speaker 5: the goddess of 10,000 names. Because it's only through the

1426
01:05:19,360 --> 01:05:23,080
Speaker 5: feminine power that you're able to be a mother, father, lover, friend,

1427
01:05:23,710 --> 01:05:27,410
Speaker 5: You only able to take these physical expressions through you

1428
01:05:27,490 --> 01:05:28,310
Speaker 5: being still.

1429
01:05:29,070 --> 01:05:31,350
Speaker 3: So they have, that's patriarchy. See?

1430
01:05:31,950 --> 01:05:34,750
Speaker 5: Cause now they got everybody don't, you don't, nobody trust

1431
01:05:34,770 --> 01:05:37,760
Speaker 5: their intuition. Nobody trust what they know. That's why niggas

1432
01:05:37,800 --> 01:05:40,380
Speaker 5: is pulling up going crazy. Nigga, you knew that woman

1433
01:05:40,400 --> 01:05:42,560
Speaker 5: didn't like you. You knew she probably had another nigga.

1434
01:05:42,980 --> 01:05:45,450
Speaker 5: You pulled up and saw it. Now you done went crazy.

1435
01:05:45,750 --> 01:05:47,950
Speaker 5: You get what I'm saying? Because you didn't have the

1436
01:05:47,970 --> 01:05:49,890
Speaker 5: emotional integrity to say, nah, I knew this shit went

1437
01:05:49,910 --> 01:05:51,810
Speaker 5: right out top. That's why the woman going to bust

1438
01:05:51,850 --> 01:05:53,390
Speaker 5: the car, bust the windows, all.

1439
01:05:53,330 --> 01:05:54,550
Speaker 3: Of those shit. Nigga, you got me fucked up.

1440
01:05:54,590 --> 01:05:57,950
Speaker 5: That's why a woman say, yeah, nigga, I knew how long. Nigga,

1441
01:05:57,970 --> 01:06:00,950
Speaker 5: you been acting funny since this time, nigga.

1442
01:06:00,990 --> 01:06:03,900
Speaker 3: You got an account of it automatically. Like, But when

1443
01:06:03,940 --> 01:06:06,280
Speaker 3: you don't trust it, you just like, mm-hmm, I'm just waiting.

1444
01:06:06,380 --> 01:06:07,000
Speaker 3: I'm just waiting.

1445
01:06:07,060 --> 01:06:10,260
Speaker 5: Waiting for what? Your own demise, goddamn it. Because once

1446
01:06:10,280 --> 01:06:12,900
Speaker 5: the truth hits your head, it's going to be like, pow, pow.

1447
01:06:12,960 --> 01:06:14,260
Speaker 5: Now you're going to feel like I got to fight.

1448
01:06:14,680 --> 01:06:18,430
Speaker 5: Now they had me fucked up. No, in actuality, you

1449
01:06:18,470 --> 01:06:19,410
Speaker 5: had yourself fucked up.

1450
01:06:19,430 --> 01:06:22,510
Speaker 2: You had yourself fucked up. All right, listen, Sensei, let

1451
01:06:22,630 --> 01:06:24,390
Speaker 2: all our listeners know where they can find you at

1452
01:06:24,410 --> 01:06:26,270
Speaker 2: so they can pull up for these good old readings.

1453
01:06:26,670 --> 01:06:28,050
Speaker 2: You do all type of shit. Let them know.

1454
01:06:28,700 --> 01:06:34,100
Speaker 5: Man, y'all can, my website is DivineSelections.net. So that's Divine

1455
01:06:34,320 --> 01:06:43,630
Speaker 5: and then Selections.net. Then also my 10K card is Sensei9. com.

1456
01:06:43,050 --> 01:06:46,930
Speaker 5: So if you go to Sensei9. com, you'll see my 10K card.

1457
01:06:46,950 --> 01:06:49,510
Speaker 5: I have my links on there. I'm on Facebook. It's

1458
01:06:49,550 --> 01:06:53,060
Speaker 5: Sensei9 as well. Instagram, Sensei underscore 9.

1459
01:06:53,040 --> 01:06:53,500
Speaker 3: I'm on TikTok.

1460
01:06:54,040 --> 01:06:56,340
Speaker 5: I don't know how long I'm going to be on TikTok.

1461
01:06:56,360 --> 01:06:58,120
Speaker 5: Them terms and conditions is something else.

1462
01:06:58,220 --> 01:07:00,130
Speaker 3: I ain't lying. I be debating every day.

1463
01:07:00,150 --> 01:07:01,340
Speaker 2: They want all your likeness.

1464
01:07:01,380 --> 01:07:04,440
Speaker 5: Man, these folks, do you know they monitor what you're typing?

1465
01:07:05,460 --> 01:07:09,700
Speaker 5: These folks monitor everything. It's crazy. Because I ain't afraid

1466
01:07:09,760 --> 01:07:11,300
Speaker 5: of nothing, but then I don't want these folks out

1467
01:07:11,340 --> 01:07:14,010
Speaker 5: of my business. I've been shadow banned down to every

1468
01:07:14,030 --> 01:07:16,750
Speaker 5: account I got. I know if the government was to

1469
01:07:16,770 --> 01:07:18,970
Speaker 5: crack down, I'd be one of the ones they coming for.

1470
01:07:18,990 --> 01:07:20,090
Speaker 3: You know what I'm saying?

1471
01:07:20,110 --> 01:07:20,370
Speaker 2: Mm-hmm.

1472
01:07:20,970 --> 01:07:22,850
Speaker 3: Because I'm always posting on stuff.

1473
01:07:22,870 --> 01:07:26,470
Speaker 2: That's why Trump was trying to force China to sell TikTok. Yeah.

1474
01:07:26,490 --> 01:07:29,760
Speaker 2: Because all our data collection, I thought Microsoft had purchased it.

1475
01:07:29,820 --> 01:07:30,540
Speaker 3: Yeah.

1476
01:07:30,620 --> 01:07:32,660
Speaker 2: Or Oracle. I think Oracle.

1477
01:07:32,720 --> 01:07:35,380
Speaker 3: Yep. And that's why Trump kept talking about China. China.

1478
01:07:36,900 --> 01:07:41,260
Speaker 5: It's like they really have hacked us cyberly. People have

1479
01:07:41,300 --> 01:07:44,210
Speaker 5: no idea how much China have control they have over

1480
01:07:44,250 --> 01:07:45,150
Speaker 5: our cybernetworks.

1481
01:07:45,680 --> 01:07:48,720
Speaker 2: And just not, people don't even think about India being

1482
01:07:48,920 --> 01:07:51,780
Speaker 2: in China. Because listen, when you call 1-800-NUMBERS, who answers?

1483
01:07:51,800 --> 01:07:52,980
Speaker 3: Yeah, Swami now.

1484
01:07:53,700 --> 01:07:58,070
Speaker 4: Somebody from China. Somebody from India.

1485
01:07:58,270 --> 01:07:58,510
Speaker 3: Yeah.

1486
01:07:58,530 --> 01:07:59,490
Speaker 4: Who do?

1487
01:07:59,550 --> 01:08:00,950
Speaker 2: Why I'm giving you my social?

1488
01:08:01,010 --> 01:08:01,510
Speaker 4: What?

1489
01:08:02,130 --> 01:08:02,330
Speaker 3: No.

1490
01:08:02,350 --> 01:08:05,070
Speaker 1: So if people want a reading, where can they find you?

1491
01:08:05,450 --> 01:08:06,490
Speaker 1: Where can they get those at?

1492
01:08:07,490 --> 01:08:10,370
Speaker 5: They can go on my website or they can inbox

1493
01:08:10,410 --> 01:08:15,110
Speaker 5: me on Instagram. And just because anybody listened to this podcast,

1494
01:08:15,130 --> 01:08:17,610
Speaker 5: hit me up and I'll give you a discount just

1495
01:08:17,630 --> 01:08:20,510
Speaker 5: for being a listener of these goddesses right here.

1496
01:08:20,590 --> 01:08:21,670
Speaker 3: You know what I'm saying?

1497
01:08:21,689 --> 01:08:23,530
Speaker 5: So let me know that you heard this as a

1498
01:08:23,550 --> 01:08:25,570
Speaker 5: promo and let me know that you heard it on

1499
01:08:25,650 --> 01:08:27,750
Speaker 5: a podcast and I will give you a discount on

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01:08:27,810 --> 01:08:30,570
Speaker 5: any service that you would like to receive.

1501
01:08:31,729 --> 01:08:32,209
Speaker 3: Right.

1502
01:08:32,450 --> 01:08:39,910
Speaker 2: And that's Sensei, S-E-N-S-A-9, y'all. Sensei 9. S-E-N-S-A-Y 9. I

1503
01:08:39,950 --> 01:08:40,550
Speaker 2: didn't say that.

1504
01:08:40,570 --> 01:08:43,550
Speaker 3: You said S-A-9.

1505
01:08:43,750 --> 01:08:45,990
Speaker 2: Oh, shame. S-E-N, yeah.

1506
01:08:46,020 --> 01:08:46,720
Speaker 4: S-A-Y.

1507
01:08:47,840 --> 01:08:49,759
Speaker 2: S-A-Y-9. Sensei 9.

1508
01:08:49,760 --> 01:08:50,380
Speaker 5: Yes.

1509
01:08:50,479 --> 01:08:54,260
Speaker 2: All right, Sensei, listen, we really appreciate you for pulling up.

1510
01:08:55,090 --> 01:08:56,130
Speaker 2: It was a very good talk.

1511
01:08:56,950 --> 01:08:57,540
Speaker 3: I appreciate y'all having me.

1512
01:08:58,240 --> 01:09:00,759
Speaker 2: For four more hours if we let him.

1513
01:09:00,680 --> 01:09:02,299
Speaker 3: I'm telling.

1514
01:09:03,300 --> 01:09:06,860
Speaker 2: You y'all so fun y'all.

1515
01:09:06,340 --> 01:09:08,150
Speaker 5: So fun and full of energy I could talk to

1516
01:09:08,160 --> 01:09:10,630
Speaker 5: y'all all day and I just love me.

1517
01:09:10,590 --> 01:09:17,550
Speaker 1: Some AJ thank you so much y'all tapping with Sensei

1518
01:09:17,689 --> 01:09:19,189
Speaker 1: y'all for sure for sure.

1519
01:09:20,830 --> 01:09:23,130
Speaker 2: All right, y'all. Listen, if you enjoyed this episode, please

1520
01:09:23,150 --> 01:09:26,530
Speaker 2: tune in every Thursday on the iHeartRadio app or wherever

1521
01:09:26,550 --> 01:09:29,990
Speaker 2: the fuck you get your podcast at. This is your co-host,

1522
01:09:30,150 --> 01:09:34,110
Speaker 2: AJ Holiday 2.0. Y'all follow me on Instagram. Keep sending

1523
01:09:34,130 --> 01:09:39,500
Speaker 2: them dumb bitch stories, all that good stuff to wetalkbackpod

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Speaker 2: at Gmail, or you can hit us up on wetalkbackpodcast

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Speaker 2: on Instagrams.

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Speaker 1: On instagrams all right y'all it's official tan bam on

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Speaker 1: instagram y'all please follow me and i love y'all thank

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01:09:49,630 --> 01:09:52,300
Speaker 1: y'all so much for tuning in again i really appreciate

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Speaker 1: each and every last one of you i remember to

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Speaker 1: speak now

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Speaker 2: And never hold your motherfucker peace