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Speaker 1: We're just too unapologetically black women with an opinion who

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Speaker 1: talks back? What's up, y'all? Thank you for tuning in

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Speaker 1: for a new episode that we talked back, A show

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Speaker 1: dedicated to you, nigga's and knees hose. You know who

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Speaker 1: are you? I'm a j holiday your grade A babe

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Speaker 1: by down bars, bumba clot of rocks clout y'all. I

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Speaker 1: just got back from Jamaica. Now you're Jamaican. Yeah, yeah, man,

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Speaker 1: do the whole show like that. I can't. I can't

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Speaker 1: do it. We can't. You can do it? Ox tu.

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Speaker 1: Look that's all I can say. Good. Oh, y'all, it's

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Speaker 1: me tim Bam. I love y'all. Thank y'all for tuning

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Speaker 1: into a new episode. As always, what did you do? Then?

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Speaker 1: We know what you didn't? Don't tell us about your

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Speaker 1: trip this weekend? That yeah, that like I had a girl. Yeah,

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Speaker 1: let me find out. I want to hear him trip

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Speaker 1: because all I saw was bootyship everywhere on the fucking grams. Oh,

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Speaker 1: we had so much fun I had. I did not

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Speaker 1: want to come home back to reality. If I didn't

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Speaker 1: have to come back and record, I would have stayed

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Speaker 1: the extra day. I'm not gonna lie. I would have

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Speaker 1: been back on the beach. The weather was so beautiful.

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Speaker 1: I could I smoke all the week. My lungs can handle. Like.

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Speaker 1: I ate all the food I could. Yeah, just stuff

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Speaker 1: like myself for all that good food. And the men

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Speaker 1: they're goodness like. So I just feel like the men

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Speaker 1: they can't necessarily share you with money, but when I

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Speaker 1: tell you, they will gas the funk. You saw amazing,

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Speaker 1: You're amazing. You're a diamond this Niger said. You take

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Speaker 1: it's so solid like a brooker ice. He said, I

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Speaker 1: was like ice, ice, milk solid. You're like I solid

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Speaker 1: like ice. They would gash you up out there. I

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Speaker 1: like it. I had so much one. So that was

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Speaker 1: a good time party. And I went to the club

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Speaker 1: every night Friday night, Saturday night, Sunday night, Monday night.

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Speaker 1: Every night and we're all been going at Marguerita Ville. No.

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Speaker 1: We went to this place called Lounge m HM. And

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Speaker 1: then yeah it was little. Every night it was packed.

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Speaker 1: Who could drinks. Then they had me and uh Taylor

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Speaker 1: y'all of our producer. We was in the v I P.

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Speaker 1: They had us with the DJ and they had like

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Speaker 1: wanted to the hell bossed up out there based play

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Speaker 1: with us? What the hell? Who set that up? So?

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Speaker 1: Uh my tour guy that we got. So Actually, my

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Speaker 1: gonna make sure you straight. So, y'all if y'all go

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Speaker 1: to Jamaica, y'all have to look out for our reach

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Speaker 1: out to Solomon Adventure Tours. He took us everywhere, like

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Speaker 1: we walked straight in places, like we didn't have to

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Speaker 1: tour gud he really said, set us up at So yeah,

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Speaker 1: go to Montico Bay. Solomon Adventure Tours. Yeah I get that. Well, ah,

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Speaker 1: what we got going on a stupid internet news I

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Speaker 1: didn't do. I barely left the house this weekend. We

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Speaker 1: a little bit. That's about it. I'm not mad at that.

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Speaker 1: I came home and I didn't want to. Like typically

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Speaker 1: when I come home from a flight anywhere, I take

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Speaker 1: when I went to Jamaica. Well, when I went to

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Speaker 1: Montego Bay seemed like it was. It was. Everything was

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Speaker 1: When we were down there, the weather was real bad.

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Speaker 1: He was like, you want me to go fast, bitch here,

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Speaker 1: to say, actually, calmed down, right, calmed down and relaxed,

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Speaker 1: out of here. I'm never messing up messing I just

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Speaker 1: that was I did. All right, let's getting the stupid

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Speaker 1: I want to start with Tiffany Hattish and uh yeah,

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Speaker 1: and uh Arie Spears, a comedian what both of them

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Speaker 1: are comedians, So they are in some super hot water

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Speaker 1: right now from production skit whatever it was five minutes

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Speaker 1: Now you know. The week before last Arie Spears, they

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Speaker 1: was getting at his ass, were talking about Big Liz. Okay,

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Speaker 1: Big Liz might be a high god. Don't exactly literally,

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Speaker 1: because how dare you talking about that hateful hate speech

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Speaker 1: at you people pulling up your old ship so now

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Speaker 1: It's not like um, I would say, as child pornography.

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Speaker 1: So that was showing children body persons. But a little

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Speaker 1: Because the first scene aries has like a newspaper, right,

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Speaker 1: you leave your kids around. So not only is Tiffany

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Speaker 1: Hattish depicting like a woman who's just leaving her child,

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Speaker 1: this random mass creepy ass uncle, right, what we do see?

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Speaker 1: And then these things are happening to him. In the

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Speaker 1: you see what I'm saying? In he's now coming on

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Speaker 1: father and says, look, basically, if y'all didn't bring no gifts,

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Speaker 1: very tacky, very tacky, because it's the baby shower all

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Speaker 1: I feel like if you don't like, you don't have

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Speaker 1: we was young, like this shop. We were like twenty,

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Speaker 1: she was pregnant, and I told her, like, I want

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Speaker 1: I'm broke his funk right now. When I get back up, though,

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Speaker 1: I'm definitely gonna buy something for your baby. But a

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Speaker 1: baby shower is not just about sharing with gifts. It's love.

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Speaker 1: You invite these people. You should only invite people that

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Speaker 1: you that love you, and you love and they're gonna

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Speaker 1: love your baby. So it should be about that. The

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Speaker 1: You know, that's the cherry on top of what a

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Speaker 1: baby shower is. It shouldn't just be about getting ship

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Speaker 1: like I so I do hair and I have clients,

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Speaker 1: you know, I build relationships with them, and um, I

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Speaker 1: that require a gift. I don't like when people do that.

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Speaker 1: Don't invite me if you're not gonna invite me when

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Speaker 1: and eat, don't invite me when I got to bring

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Speaker 1: is it's just a word, is cliche. I view it

423
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Speaker 1: as a consultation or even a conversation. You know what

424
00:25:53,040 --> 00:25:55,399
Speaker 1: I'm saying now, in the midst of this conversation of

425
00:25:55,520 --> 00:25:58,159
Speaker 1: this consultation, they know, tell them what might come up. Um.

426
00:25:58,240 --> 00:26:00,280
Speaker 1: So for me, I use a lot of different data

427
00:26:00,320 --> 00:26:03,479
Speaker 1: to when it come to numbers, um, astrology, birth charts,

428
00:26:03,720 --> 00:26:08,280
Speaker 1: all that kind of stuff. Um. Intuition, you know, um

429
00:26:08,359 --> 00:26:11,879
Speaker 1: intuitive readers, well, Tarow, So what I mean by that

430
00:26:12,080 --> 00:26:13,960
Speaker 1: is like some of my readers consist of me doing

431
00:26:14,040 --> 00:26:16,680
Speaker 1: your numbers, me doing your birth chart, um, me just

432
00:26:16,800 --> 00:26:19,560
Speaker 1: speaking into the natural mechanics that you would deal with

433
00:26:19,800 --> 00:26:22,080
Speaker 1: why you do some of the things you do. You know,

434
00:26:22,280 --> 00:26:24,840
Speaker 1: why you would experience life the way you would experience

435
00:26:24,880 --> 00:26:27,360
Speaker 1: it from the aspects that you might experience it from.

436
00:26:27,840 --> 00:26:31,200
Speaker 1: And a lot of that can be found in your numbers, nemerology,

437
00:26:31,400 --> 00:26:34,320
Speaker 1: a lot of that can be found in your zodiac chart. Um.

438
00:26:34,400 --> 00:26:36,680
Speaker 1: There's so many different tools of divination out there to

439
00:26:36,800 --> 00:26:38,679
Speaker 1: help us because all this stuff is talking about us.

440
00:26:39,280 --> 00:26:44,080
Speaker 1: All these scriptures, all these bibles, these religions, all these books,

441
00:26:44,160 --> 00:26:46,960
Speaker 1: all these things are talking about the human existence and

442
00:26:47,080 --> 00:26:51,680
Speaker 1: how beautiful it is. Mhm. So when you're talking about

443
00:26:51,760 --> 00:26:54,199
Speaker 1: when you talk about your I saw one of your

444
00:26:54,240 --> 00:26:58,800
Speaker 1: post online and it said, uh, your individuality is your spirituality?

445
00:26:58,840 --> 00:27:02,920
Speaker 1: What you mean by that, man, that's like one of

446
00:27:02,960 --> 00:27:04,920
Speaker 1: the most hardest things that we fight to be as

447
00:27:05,320 --> 00:27:09,679
Speaker 1: human beings, our own individual you know, the illusion of inclusion.

448
00:27:10,400 --> 00:27:13,960
Speaker 1: When you're thinking about religion, any type of religion requires

449
00:27:14,040 --> 00:27:16,560
Speaker 1: for you to follow a belief system when you did

450
00:27:16,640 --> 00:27:18,119
Speaker 1: it with a belief sys And that means I need

451
00:27:18,160 --> 00:27:19,760
Speaker 1: to get a group of people who feel what I

452
00:27:19,880 --> 00:27:21,560
Speaker 1: feel or think what I think, a look at life

453
00:27:21,600 --> 00:27:23,440
Speaker 1: the way I look at life. That is the just

454
00:27:23,720 --> 00:27:26,359
Speaker 1: of any religion. When it comes to spiritual now that

455
00:27:26,520 --> 00:27:28,480
Speaker 1: right there we're buying you. It will put you in

456
00:27:28,520 --> 00:27:31,879
Speaker 1: the group to make you have to like be conformed

457
00:27:31,920 --> 00:27:34,560
Speaker 1: to some type of way of doing something just because

458
00:27:34,920 --> 00:27:37,720
Speaker 1: somebody before you said it's the way to do it. Now,

459
00:27:37,800 --> 00:27:40,080
Speaker 1: when it comes to spirituality, this is more so of

460
00:27:40,119 --> 00:27:43,919
Speaker 1: your liberation because this is an internal thing. So spirituality

461
00:27:44,000 --> 00:27:46,920
Speaker 1: is about how unique this experience of life is for you,

462
00:27:47,560 --> 00:27:49,560
Speaker 1: because ain't nobody else live in your life but you.

463
00:27:50,160 --> 00:27:52,560
Speaker 1: This is a solo journey. So for me, the way

464
00:27:52,560 --> 00:27:54,919
Speaker 1: I have use spirituality. You don't have to have a system.

465
00:27:55,440 --> 00:27:57,480
Speaker 1: You don't have to have a certain that there's a

466
00:27:57,560 --> 00:28:00,040
Speaker 1: bunch of systems out there, right. You don't have to

467
00:28:00,119 --> 00:28:02,320
Speaker 1: have a certain amount of knowledge. You ain't gotta know

468
00:28:02,400 --> 00:28:05,840
Speaker 1: a bunch of esoteric exoteric. You ain't gotta know what

469
00:28:06,000 --> 00:28:09,560
Speaker 1: the you know what I'm saying like, are you living

470
00:28:09,600 --> 00:28:13,359
Speaker 1: in your high suspression? Are you being yourself? Are you

471
00:28:13,480 --> 00:28:16,600
Speaker 1: being unique? Because we are here to be unique. We

472
00:28:16,720 --> 00:28:19,840
Speaker 1: are here to add our own unique expression to this world.

473
00:28:20,320 --> 00:28:22,440
Speaker 1: And if we get caught up what she we don't

474
00:28:22,440 --> 00:28:25,080
Speaker 1: got caught up right in the reality everybody trying to

475
00:28:25,080 --> 00:28:28,040
Speaker 1: be the best at the same goddamn dying. So where

476
00:28:28,160 --> 00:28:31,440
Speaker 1: is the individuality? So when it comes to spirituality, it's

477
00:28:31,480 --> 00:28:34,560
Speaker 1: more so for the inner transformation, which leads to your

478
00:28:34,640 --> 00:28:40,560
Speaker 1: personal liberation. So I have a question before we get

479
00:28:40,680 --> 00:28:42,680
Speaker 1: deep into it, because I know a j got to

480
00:28:42,760 --> 00:28:47,320
Speaker 1: really go there with you. How did you get how

481
00:28:47,400 --> 00:28:50,600
Speaker 1: did you get started in this education and learning and

482
00:28:50,680 --> 00:28:53,920
Speaker 1: all these things? Because I mean growing up where where

483
00:28:53,920 --> 00:28:58,640
Speaker 1: are you from? I'm from Dallas, Dallas, Texas. Day out

484
00:28:58,680 --> 00:29:03,800
Speaker 1: there righting on uh old school. Yeah, like they're not

485
00:29:04,240 --> 00:29:07,960
Speaker 1: really I don't feel like that's like a normal upbringing.

486
00:29:08,080 --> 00:29:12,280
Speaker 1: So what what made you get like so involved in this?

487
00:29:12,520 --> 00:29:15,880
Speaker 1: And like what was the pathway? Well, I'm gonna say

488
00:29:16,040 --> 00:29:19,440
Speaker 1: Dallas is not a normal upbringing. I mean from what

489
00:29:19,640 --> 00:29:22,880
Speaker 1: we would say as normal. It's like, yeah, us being

490
00:29:22,960 --> 00:29:25,800
Speaker 1: disconnected from nature that ain't normally a god then with

491
00:29:26,360 --> 00:29:29,000
Speaker 1: you know what I mean? So I was raised up

492
00:29:29,040 --> 00:29:31,600
Speaker 1: in the environment, you know, in the hood. You know

493
00:29:31,680 --> 00:29:33,680
Speaker 1: what I'm saying, there was a bunch of ship going on,

494
00:29:33,960 --> 00:29:36,240
Speaker 1: you know, a bunch of things that we had experience.

495
00:29:36,800 --> 00:29:40,160
Speaker 1: So now totally different from the mentality that I live

496
00:29:40,240 --> 00:29:42,760
Speaker 1: with now. Now you're absolutely right, Like, so I come

497
00:29:42,800 --> 00:29:45,680
Speaker 1: from a hood mentality, you know, I come from you know,

498
00:29:45,880 --> 00:29:49,760
Speaker 1: project mentality, Like you know what I'm saying, Like everything

499
00:29:49,960 --> 00:29:51,760
Speaker 1: was about a success story. You know, I wanted to

500
00:29:51,800 --> 00:29:54,000
Speaker 1: play football to make my mama proud, you know what

501
00:29:54,080 --> 00:29:57,720
Speaker 1: I mean, all the typical things, right, So it wasn't

502
00:29:57,800 --> 00:30:01,480
Speaker 1: until my mother transition Actually in two thousand and four,

503
00:30:02,240 --> 00:30:05,520
Speaker 1: she transitioned and sent me down this road of like depression.

504
00:30:06,080 --> 00:30:08,880
Speaker 1: And then around about two thousand seven or so, I

505
00:30:09,000 --> 00:30:11,600
Speaker 1: kind of felt myself coming out of depression, but it

506
00:30:11,760 --> 00:30:14,520
Speaker 1: was still me going back into survival mode. And then

507
00:30:14,560 --> 00:30:17,080
Speaker 1: I was like, whatever it is, I don't want to

508
00:30:17,120 --> 00:30:20,000
Speaker 1: go back to that life. Like I literally remember making

509
00:30:20,080 --> 00:30:22,040
Speaker 1: my mind up saying, I'm I don't care how much

510
00:30:22,080 --> 00:30:25,360
Speaker 1: money because the money weren't enough. Like I had six figures,

511
00:30:25,360 --> 00:30:27,040
Speaker 1: I had all this stuff in the streets I had.

512
00:30:27,080 --> 00:30:30,080
Speaker 1: My name is still good, you know, face, my words

513
00:30:30,120 --> 00:30:32,640
Speaker 1: still boring around her, you know what I mean. But

514
00:30:32,720 --> 00:30:36,280
Speaker 1: it's like that whole mentality of that whole lifestyle. It

515
00:30:36,440 --> 00:30:39,560
Speaker 1: wasn't fulfilling for me. So when I realized I was

516
00:30:39,640 --> 00:30:41,920
Speaker 1: going back into another state of depression right around two

517
00:30:41,960 --> 00:30:43,920
Speaker 1: thousand seven or so, I was like, I ain't going

518
00:30:44,040 --> 00:30:46,640
Speaker 1: back to you know, I'm tired of living for other people.

519
00:30:47,120 --> 00:30:50,120
Speaker 1: I'm tired of living up to everybody else expectations and

520
00:30:50,240 --> 00:30:52,920
Speaker 1: me not knowing who I was. So it led me

521
00:30:53,040 --> 00:30:56,080
Speaker 1: to kimmy. It led me to like this inner self

522
00:30:56,280 --> 00:30:58,840
Speaker 1: like I didn't when I first got their first inclination.

523
00:30:58,920 --> 00:31:01,440
Speaker 1: I don't know myself. I don't know who I am.

524
00:31:02,080 --> 00:31:04,320
Speaker 1: It was scary, you know what I'm saying. So it

525
00:31:04,440 --> 00:31:08,160
Speaker 1: led me to a certain um. It made me reroot myself,

526
00:31:08,400 --> 00:31:11,680
Speaker 1: re rewrap myself right. So it led me to like

527
00:31:11,880 --> 00:31:14,080
Speaker 1: can Be traditions which we know as Egypt, and that

528
00:31:14,240 --> 00:31:17,200
Speaker 1: led me to like African traditions, and it made me

529
00:31:17,320 --> 00:31:20,480
Speaker 1: more rooted in a spiritual aspect of myself. So it

530
00:31:20,680 --> 00:31:22,600
Speaker 1: once I let go of the relationship that I had

531
00:31:22,680 --> 00:31:24,920
Speaker 1: with the God outside of me like this guy, thenn

532
00:31:25,520 --> 00:31:27,280
Speaker 1: you know, you know one of the main things you

533
00:31:27,360 --> 00:31:30,760
Speaker 1: say is God, no, my heart. I didn't know what

534
00:31:30,880 --> 00:31:32,680
Speaker 1: the fun was going on in my heart, but you

535
00:31:32,720 --> 00:31:35,000
Speaker 1: could tell me God, I didn't know my heart. Know

536
00:31:35,040 --> 00:31:37,320
Speaker 1: what I'm saying, Like, it didn't even matter how much

537
00:31:37,360 --> 00:31:39,960
Speaker 1: I didn't know about me. God no me, God love

538
00:31:40,080 --> 00:31:42,600
Speaker 1: me more than me. So it just you know that

539
00:31:42,800 --> 00:31:46,480
Speaker 1: whole mindset, that mentality. It was like, yeah, it still

540
00:31:46,520 --> 00:31:48,720
Speaker 1: want to stop in depression from heaven. I still wanta

541
00:31:48,760 --> 00:31:51,520
Speaker 1: stopping me from going through stuff. It still wasn't whatever

542
00:31:51,600 --> 00:31:54,440
Speaker 1: relationship out here, whatever God it was, it wasn't doing

543
00:31:54,560 --> 00:31:56,800
Speaker 1: nothing for me at that point in my life. So

544
00:31:56,920 --> 00:31:59,760
Speaker 1: it made me say, I gotta find something else. So

545
00:32:00,080 --> 00:32:02,400
Speaker 1: so you don't believe in God in the traditional sense,

546
00:32:03,880 --> 00:32:06,920
Speaker 1: not in the traditional sense. Not now some some big

547
00:32:07,040 --> 00:32:09,600
Speaker 1: human being sitting in the sky watching our thoubts, control

548
00:32:09,680 --> 00:32:12,840
Speaker 1: and everything, keeping a record of everything you're doing. Like

549
00:32:13,040 --> 00:32:15,640
Speaker 1: now I just brought that into you. Now that's what

550
00:32:15,800 --> 00:32:18,320
Speaker 1: you do. You're watching yourself. You can't lie to yourself

551
00:32:18,440 --> 00:32:21,520
Speaker 1: like you're here to govern yourself. You give what I'm saying.

552
00:32:21,920 --> 00:32:24,720
Speaker 1: It was like accountability to that guy. It was like

553
00:32:24,800 --> 00:32:28,640
Speaker 1: he said, now it's yours. Now what you say now?

554
00:32:28,680 --> 00:32:32,680
Speaker 1: I said, self accountability. That's what's missing from uh, from

555
00:32:32,760 --> 00:32:36,440
Speaker 1: religion oftentimes, because if you always have something outside yourself

556
00:32:36,520 --> 00:32:39,239
Speaker 1: to blame for your actions. You're gonna always sunk up.

557
00:32:39,280 --> 00:32:42,720
Speaker 1: It's like having insurance. I can do this and I'm

558
00:32:42,920 --> 00:32:45,560
Speaker 1: just file my claim and be good. Now you can't

559
00:32:45,600 --> 00:32:48,000
Speaker 1: know what you consider. You have to be respons filing

560
00:32:48,040 --> 00:32:51,640
Speaker 1: your claim is repent repentance. Yes, it's the same thing.

561
00:32:52,320 --> 00:32:56,120
Speaker 1: That's why God becomes a crutch and the devil becomes

562
00:32:56,200 --> 00:32:59,520
Speaker 1: your place not to be accountable. Now people start saying, oh,

563
00:32:59,600 --> 00:33:01,880
Speaker 1: it was my ego made me do it. Oh it

564
00:33:02,040 --> 00:33:04,640
Speaker 1: was God made me do it. Like so it goes

565
00:33:04,720 --> 00:33:06,680
Speaker 1: back to exactly what you're saying. That's why the word

566
00:33:06,720 --> 00:33:10,720
Speaker 1: religion means to bind. You know, it's buying you to something.

567
00:33:11,520 --> 00:33:15,240
Speaker 1: There's no liberation now, so tell me always be like

568
00:33:15,400 --> 00:33:17,240
Speaker 1: what people mean when they say do the work, do

569
00:33:17,400 --> 00:33:20,160
Speaker 1: to work, Like you hear people all the time say that,

570
00:33:20,240 --> 00:33:22,400
Speaker 1: and they like, I'm a work in progress, and this

571
00:33:22,560 --> 00:33:26,440
Speaker 1: and the third. So you said healing, it's not a

572
00:33:26,520 --> 00:33:29,440
Speaker 1: lifelong process. How people try to make it like at

573
00:33:29,560 --> 00:33:33,240
Speaker 1: some point you have to be healed, right, the scab

574
00:33:33,440 --> 00:33:36,280
Speaker 1: gott to be healed. The funk up. It happens naturally,

575
00:33:36,360 --> 00:33:39,680
Speaker 1: don't it. Like what you just said, It happens as

576
00:33:39,680 --> 00:33:42,680
Speaker 1: a natural consequence. If you let it here, if you

577
00:33:42,800 --> 00:33:45,440
Speaker 1: leave the soul alone and you stop kicking at it right,

578
00:33:45,920 --> 00:33:48,720
Speaker 1: it heals. It's the same thing in the world. We

579
00:33:48,800 --> 00:33:52,000
Speaker 1: started replaying psychological drama in our mind, and we start

580
00:33:52,080 --> 00:33:54,560
Speaker 1: replaying the drama. You don't want to let it go.

581
00:33:55,560 --> 00:33:58,000
Speaker 1: That's how people can suffer from something that happened ten

582
00:33:58,080 --> 00:34:03,040
Speaker 1: years ago and they're still experiencing it to that and

583
00:34:03,080 --> 00:34:05,600
Speaker 1: it's hard for me to forgive people and myself a lot.

584
00:34:06,120 --> 00:34:08,600
Speaker 1: Guess what ivery now, this is when I'm glad you

585
00:34:08,719 --> 00:34:10,920
Speaker 1: said that, because this is when I said replaced forgiveness

586
00:34:10,960 --> 00:34:14,200
Speaker 1: with acceptance. Sometimes some of the things that people do

587
00:34:14,320 --> 00:34:18,040
Speaker 1: is unforgivable, meaning that if I have to forgive you,

588
00:34:18,200 --> 00:34:21,400
Speaker 1: that means I'm condemning you. That means I'm holding you

589
00:34:21,520 --> 00:34:23,319
Speaker 1: to some type of standards. That means I want your

590
00:34:23,360 --> 00:34:25,200
Speaker 1: days locked up. I want something to happen to you.

591
00:34:25,840 --> 00:34:28,040
Speaker 1: Whatever you did, I don't like you get what I'm saying.

592
00:34:28,320 --> 00:34:30,400
Speaker 1: So when I let go of the condemnation and let

593
00:34:30,440 --> 00:34:32,279
Speaker 1: it go, a hold the people some type of inspectation,

594
00:34:32,640 --> 00:34:36,520
Speaker 1: you show me who you are now I have good

595
00:34:36,600 --> 00:34:38,799
Speaker 1: and feel or whatever the case may be, that's mine

596
00:34:38,880 --> 00:34:40,880
Speaker 1: to deal with you. But I'll be damning if I'm

597
00:34:40,880 --> 00:34:42,719
Speaker 1: gonna give you the power to where I'm gonna hold

598
00:34:42,760 --> 00:34:45,560
Speaker 1: onto something you did and it's years later you don't

599
00:34:45,600 --> 00:34:47,920
Speaker 1: want to be accountable, and I'm still like, now, remember

600
00:34:47,960 --> 00:34:51,200
Speaker 1: you did this, Remember you did? Like now, people, people

601
00:34:51,239 --> 00:34:54,080
Speaker 1: don't become your enemies, they become your masters. You get

602
00:34:54,080 --> 00:34:57,080
Speaker 1: what I'm saying. So you're sitting up chilling and somebody

603
00:34:57,120 --> 00:34:59,279
Speaker 1: else is somewhere else, and then you hear this person

604
00:34:59,400 --> 00:35:01,400
Speaker 1: name and you trigger and they somewhere frolicate in the

605
00:35:01,520 --> 00:35:04,200
Speaker 1: days if they somewhere and can't kill somewhere, and you,

606
00:35:04,360 --> 00:35:07,520
Speaker 1: like I say, drowned, I would say, like, nah, I

607
00:35:07,600 --> 00:35:09,480
Speaker 1: don't know about to deserve that much endustry from you.

608
00:35:10,160 --> 00:35:12,319
Speaker 1: So when you're talking about it once again, it goes

609
00:35:12,400 --> 00:35:15,600
Speaker 1: back to the individuality because one, if I can accept

610
00:35:15,760 --> 00:35:18,680
Speaker 1: that you showed me who you are now, it allows

611
00:35:18,760 --> 00:35:21,040
Speaker 1: me to be more conscious on how I deal with you,

612
00:35:21,880 --> 00:35:23,919
Speaker 1: because otherwise I'm gonna hold on't know what I want

613
00:35:23,960 --> 00:35:27,799
Speaker 1: you to be versus who you are. I do that too, Yeah,

614
00:35:27,880 --> 00:35:31,239
Speaker 1: I guess I do that too. Is like even a liar,

615
00:35:31,320 --> 00:35:32,879
Speaker 1: And I said this all the time, like I don't

616
00:35:32,920 --> 00:35:35,080
Speaker 1: mind people lying. It's the fact that you think I

617
00:35:35,200 --> 00:35:37,719
Speaker 1: believe the lie is what bothers me. So as long

618
00:35:37,760 --> 00:35:39,800
Speaker 1: as I know who you are, I can deal with you.

619
00:35:40,040 --> 00:35:41,560
Speaker 1: I can deal with it. But I don't like, like

620
00:35:41,719 --> 00:35:44,560
Speaker 1: somebody do some ship. You'd be like, damn, that's that's you, Like,

621
00:35:44,719 --> 00:35:46,759
Speaker 1: that's really who you've been all this time. That's the

622
00:35:46,840 --> 00:35:49,480
Speaker 1: scary ship for me. Yeah, because that's it goes back

623
00:35:49,520 --> 00:35:51,440
Speaker 1: to what I was saying. Now, this is why I say,

624
00:35:51,480 --> 00:35:56,200
Speaker 1: if you replace especially as human beings man, especially as men. Right,

625
00:35:56,280 --> 00:35:58,440
Speaker 1: a lot of time women said I met your representative,

626
00:35:58,680 --> 00:36:00,880
Speaker 1: because a lot of time for women, your discernments of

627
00:36:01,000 --> 00:36:04,440
Speaker 1: your heart. So trust ain't even as something that somebody

628
00:36:04,920 --> 00:36:07,040
Speaker 1: that once you have to discernment, you will know if

629
00:36:07,080 --> 00:36:09,239
Speaker 1: you can trust somebody or not. You care what I'm saying.

630
00:36:09,600 --> 00:36:11,360
Speaker 1: So if you don't look for somebody to let you

631
00:36:11,480 --> 00:36:14,520
Speaker 1: know that you can trust them, how are you doing this? Washington?

632
00:36:14,560 --> 00:36:18,840
Speaker 1: With more of a conscious attention, more of attentiveness. So

633
00:36:18,920 --> 00:36:22,160
Speaker 1: it ain't about a hunter red flags like you showed me.

634
00:36:22,280 --> 00:36:25,520
Speaker 1: You can't trust yourself in a certain situations. So I'll

635
00:36:25,520 --> 00:36:27,359
Speaker 1: be damning if I think gonna put a certain level

636
00:36:27,400 --> 00:36:29,480
Speaker 1: of trust within you. So all I'm gonna do is

637
00:36:29,560 --> 00:36:32,080
Speaker 1: trust you to be yourself. Period. Now if you give

638
00:36:32,120 --> 00:36:35,160
Speaker 1: people time to show you what that looks like, yeah,

639
00:36:35,200 --> 00:36:37,719
Speaker 1: that becomes a whole another thing, because now I gotta

640
00:36:37,760 --> 00:36:39,759
Speaker 1: be able to say, she, how much things am I

641
00:36:39,880 --> 00:36:43,560
Speaker 1: going to really like it's self? Before I acknowledge that

642
00:36:44,120 --> 00:36:45,880
Speaker 1: now as a man, if I'm able to say, you

643
00:36:45,960 --> 00:36:48,839
Speaker 1: know what, I come with conditions right now and out,

644
00:36:48,840 --> 00:36:50,319
Speaker 1: I said it before as a man. If I meet

645
00:36:50,360 --> 00:36:51,759
Speaker 1: you and I said, you know what, You're so fine,

646
00:36:51,800 --> 00:36:54,200
Speaker 1: you so beautiful. Everything I'm doing is because I eventually

647
00:36:54,239 --> 00:36:56,200
Speaker 1: want to have six with you. Those are my intentions.

648
00:36:56,600 --> 00:36:58,600
Speaker 1: I ain't gonna fighting on fake. I ain't on front.

649
00:36:58,680 --> 00:37:00,920
Speaker 1: That's what's going on now. As a woman, if you

650
00:37:01,000 --> 00:37:03,759
Speaker 1: say now, I can't see myself having six with you,

651
00:37:04,280 --> 00:37:06,640
Speaker 1: I can't see myself going there with you. Now, we

652
00:37:06,760 --> 00:37:08,279
Speaker 1: both got to make a decision on what we want

653
00:37:08,320 --> 00:37:11,400
Speaker 1: to do, because obviously this nigga wants something that you

654
00:37:11,480 --> 00:37:14,440
Speaker 1: ain't willing to give up in no shape form of fashion.

655
00:37:14,480 --> 00:37:16,759
Speaker 1: And the woman is that how men show up? Do

656
00:37:16,920 --> 00:37:21,440
Speaker 1: men ever show up? This hypothetical? Y'all niggas don't have

657
00:37:21,560 --> 00:37:23,920
Speaker 1: no integrity. That's what it is a lot of men

658
00:37:24,120 --> 00:37:26,200
Speaker 1: don't have the integrity because you know what, a lot

659
00:37:26,239 --> 00:37:29,200
Speaker 1: of men don't recognize everything and about them, so they

660
00:37:29,239 --> 00:37:31,600
Speaker 1: don't know how to integrate. And a lot of men

661
00:37:31,640 --> 00:37:34,200
Speaker 1: ain't honest enough to possess the level of integrator that

662
00:37:34,239 --> 00:37:36,680
Speaker 1: the woman wants. You know what I'm saying, because it

663
00:37:36,719 --> 00:37:38,840
Speaker 1: goes back to what we're saying. They're afraid if I

664
00:37:38,960 --> 00:37:41,560
Speaker 1: show you who I am. If I tell you who

665
00:37:41,600 --> 00:37:44,480
Speaker 1: I am, that means it might not be in alignment

666
00:37:44,480 --> 00:37:47,160
Speaker 1: with the person you think I am. Yeah, most niggas

667
00:37:47,160 --> 00:37:53,480
Speaker 1: are run from there. Mhm. Yeah. But what men don't

668
00:37:53,520 --> 00:37:55,600
Speaker 1: realize is that if you, you know, you give me

669
00:37:55,680 --> 00:37:57,880
Speaker 1: the option, you know, to make a decision. I have

670
00:37:58,000 --> 00:38:04,160
Speaker 1: all information now to make I'm or educated decision on

671
00:38:04,280 --> 00:38:08,400
Speaker 1: what you want to do. Right. Sometimes I tell you, man,

672
00:38:08,400 --> 00:38:11,520
Speaker 1: it could be so selfish to where they are world

673
00:38:11,560 --> 00:38:13,440
Speaker 1: that if I do tell you this, I'm gonna lose you.

674
00:38:15,880 --> 00:38:19,960
Speaker 1: So they'll just lie. She changed, straight up just lie.

675
00:38:20,560 --> 00:38:23,040
Speaker 1: You could be writing in why you do this? Man?

676
00:38:23,120 --> 00:38:25,080
Speaker 1: Who is such and such? I'm on the phone with

677
00:38:25,239 --> 00:38:27,279
Speaker 1: this chick. I see the message you asked me, who

678
00:38:27,400 --> 00:38:30,520
Speaker 1: is this? You don't want talking to him, what why

679
00:38:30,520 --> 00:38:35,239
Speaker 1: do you do it? I don't know why. He just

680
00:38:35,680 --> 00:38:42,560
Speaker 1: I'm telling Lord, help us, help usisses me off more

681
00:38:42,600 --> 00:38:46,640
Speaker 1: than I don't know as an answer, because you know

682
00:38:46,840 --> 00:38:49,480
Speaker 1: the sad part of y'all, sometimes they actually do not

683
00:38:49,640 --> 00:38:54,960
Speaker 1: know talking about I'm gonna tell they don't possess the

684
00:38:55,000 --> 00:38:58,799
Speaker 1: emotional intelligence to be honest with you. Yeah, but that's

685
00:38:58,840 --> 00:39:02,880
Speaker 1: about being honest, that's about knowing. They now guess what

686
00:39:03,040 --> 00:39:06,960
Speaker 1: it requires of level of knowing yourself. Mm hmm. So

687
00:39:07,080 --> 00:39:11,160
Speaker 1: if I'm just compulsively doing stuff and you're constantly catching me,

688
00:39:11,480 --> 00:39:13,400
Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying, Like, and I an't got no,

689
00:39:14,080 --> 00:39:15,800
Speaker 1: I ain't got to the root of why I do

690
00:39:15,920 --> 00:39:17,920
Speaker 1: what I do. I ain't got to the root of

691
00:39:17,960 --> 00:39:20,400
Speaker 1: my mama issues. I don't know why I'm looking for

692
00:39:20,560 --> 00:39:22,799
Speaker 1: my mother and my lovers. You get what I'm saying.

693
00:39:22,800 --> 00:39:24,760
Speaker 1: I don't know why I'm constantly looking for something outside

694
00:39:24,800 --> 00:39:27,040
Speaker 1: of me. I don't know why what I got at

695
00:39:27,080 --> 00:39:29,360
Speaker 1: home ain't never good enough. I don't know why I

696
00:39:29,560 --> 00:39:32,560
Speaker 1: keep If a man has to know why, women y'all

697
00:39:33,080 --> 00:39:36,120
Speaker 1: not only do y'all know why, y'all like you gotta

698
00:39:36,200 --> 00:39:39,920
Speaker 1: know why, And it's like, well, no, I don't because

699
00:39:39,960 --> 00:39:42,520
Speaker 1: I ain't went that deep with my emotions. It goes

700
00:39:42,560 --> 00:39:44,920
Speaker 1: back to this morning and intelligence of a woman like

701
00:39:45,560 --> 00:39:48,799
Speaker 1: y'all just got that. Men have to cultivate that. It's sad,

702
00:39:48,880 --> 00:39:52,120
Speaker 1: but the truth. All right, let's talk about Can we

703
00:39:52,200 --> 00:39:56,720
Speaker 1: talk about vibrations because everybody is like vibes, Like vibes

704
00:39:56,760 --> 00:39:59,000
Speaker 1: have become such a huge thing in the last what

705
00:39:59,600 --> 00:40:04,000
Speaker 1: five was six years? Everybody like, oh, that's low vibrational,

706
00:40:04,080 --> 00:40:06,640
Speaker 1: that's high vibrational. Like I don't funk with that, that's

707
00:40:06,680 --> 00:40:09,080
Speaker 1: low vibes. Like I mean, I even say that a

708
00:40:09,160 --> 00:40:11,359
Speaker 1: lot with a lot of the music, Like a lot

709
00:40:11,440 --> 00:40:13,120
Speaker 1: of the music, I'd be like, oh, that's very low

710
00:40:13,200 --> 00:40:15,320
Speaker 1: vibrational for me. I don't. I don't like it. Like,

711
00:40:16,440 --> 00:40:19,600
Speaker 1: what what do you consider high vibes? And how would

712
00:40:19,640 --> 00:40:23,040
Speaker 1: you explain that to our audience? Mm hmm. That's the

713
00:40:23,160 --> 00:40:26,400
Speaker 1: head of a question, because it's trending, like what you said,

714
00:40:27,480 --> 00:40:29,920
Speaker 1: even to the point where people were now accountability colling

715
00:40:30,000 --> 00:40:32,839
Speaker 1: you low vibrational. Ain't that some ship what I'm saying?

716
00:40:32,920 --> 00:40:36,080
Speaker 1: Like how you and I know you ain't got new accounts.

717
00:40:36,360 --> 00:40:39,040
Speaker 1: You're telling me I'm toxic, I'm low vibration because I'm

718
00:40:39,080 --> 00:40:41,480
Speaker 1: wanting you to be accountable. Now now I'm the one

719
00:40:41,520 --> 00:40:44,120
Speaker 1: that is drying to you, So for me what you're

720
00:40:44,120 --> 00:40:46,759
Speaker 1: talking about. But you know what I'm saying, like, come on, man.

721
00:40:47,239 --> 00:40:50,480
Speaker 1: So when you're talking about vibrations, right, it's actually one

722
00:40:50,480 --> 00:40:53,760
Speaker 1: of the so called seven Hermitic principles, right, the law vibration.

723
00:40:54,520 --> 00:40:58,960
Speaker 1: Everything is vibrating, which means that everything is osculating. Right now,

724
00:40:59,000 --> 00:41:02,640
Speaker 1: when you understand bration, there's a reverb that happens to

725
00:41:02,719 --> 00:41:04,680
Speaker 1: a lot of people. Don't talk about this. Everything has

726
00:41:04,719 --> 00:41:08,560
Speaker 1: a reverb. Y'all into podcasting, y'all understand reverb might work, right,

727
00:41:09,360 --> 00:41:11,919
Speaker 1: So a lot of times what our vibration is doing

728
00:41:12,080 --> 00:41:16,640
Speaker 1: is revibrating, So that reverb what is coming behind that? Right?

729
00:41:17,000 --> 00:41:18,640
Speaker 1: So a lot of times when your people say you

730
00:41:18,680 --> 00:41:22,040
Speaker 1: don't attract what you want, you attract what you are. Right. Okay, all,

731
00:41:22,120 --> 00:41:24,160
Speaker 1: let's sound good. But what if I get to a

732
00:41:24,200 --> 00:41:25,880
Speaker 1: place when I know who I am and I started

733
00:41:25,960 --> 00:41:29,439
Speaker 1: keep attracting all these so called low vibrational energies. Well,

734
00:41:29,640 --> 00:41:32,000
Speaker 1: this is when you get to an understanding of vibration,

735
00:41:32,040 --> 00:41:34,920
Speaker 1: of just vibration. There is no such thing as a

736
00:41:35,000 --> 00:41:37,800
Speaker 1: low or high. What we call as a low vibration

737
00:41:37,920 --> 00:41:42,359
Speaker 1: is basically negativity, right, So basically saying that's something that's

738
00:41:42,440 --> 00:41:46,279
Speaker 1: not pleasureful, This don't feel good to me. You get

739
00:41:46,320 --> 00:41:48,640
Speaker 1: what I'm saying. So when people get to the aspect

740
00:41:48,719 --> 00:41:51,719
Speaker 1: of what feels good and what doesn't and you understand

741
00:41:51,960 --> 00:41:54,919
Speaker 1: you that you can operate beyond the realm of lights

742
00:41:54,960 --> 00:41:57,680
Speaker 1: and dislikes. It's not saying it doesn't stop you from feeling.

743
00:41:58,160 --> 00:42:00,880
Speaker 1: But what happens is when you do feel that pool

744
00:42:01,040 --> 00:42:03,800
Speaker 1: on something like it's not an agreement or accordance with

745
00:42:03,880 --> 00:42:06,759
Speaker 1: your vibration. You can call it a lot of low vibrations.

746
00:42:07,400 --> 00:42:09,680
Speaker 1: Now want you in the place to be the reverb.

747
00:42:10,440 --> 00:42:13,279
Speaker 1: Now you become the alchemist. So in my rais ain't

748
00:42:13,280 --> 00:42:15,560
Speaker 1: the vibration of the group of it's personal the setting

749
00:42:15,640 --> 00:42:18,040
Speaker 1: on my being lowered into it. Because that's a different

750
00:42:18,040 --> 00:42:20,080
Speaker 1: to talk the energy talk. But you know what I'm saying,

751
00:42:20,120 --> 00:42:22,239
Speaker 1: you ain't the alchemist of being able to transmut the

752
00:42:22,360 --> 00:42:24,839
Speaker 1: energy and you can always think a consert sitting I'm saying,

753
00:42:24,840 --> 00:42:25,960
Speaker 1: what I want to deal with this ship or not?

754
00:42:26,440 --> 00:42:28,400
Speaker 1: If it's low vibrational, why am I dealing with it?

755
00:42:29,320 --> 00:42:31,560
Speaker 1: So I tell people, am I always how vibrational? I

756
00:42:31,640 --> 00:42:34,200
Speaker 1: talked with how vibrational talk and the reason why it's

757
00:42:34,200 --> 00:42:37,200
Speaker 1: because I'm choosing that. See, some people choose to see

758
00:42:37,200 --> 00:42:39,120
Speaker 1: the funked up ship, and every time it's just what

759
00:42:39,280 --> 00:42:42,040
Speaker 1: they do. They just point out everything toxic. I don't

760
00:42:42,080 --> 00:42:43,480
Speaker 1: like this, I don't like that. I don't like this,

761
00:42:43,600 --> 00:42:48,479
Speaker 1: I don't like that. You go that me. You gotta

762
00:42:48,880 --> 00:42:51,759
Speaker 1: promise you to be in the way this reality work.

763
00:42:51,840 --> 00:42:55,680
Speaker 1: It'll keep showing you, oh of that, It'll keep reve you,

764
00:42:55,920 --> 00:42:59,759
Speaker 1: keep your your starts seeing I ain't thinking everybody, it'll

765
00:42:59,800 --> 00:43:01,480
Speaker 1: be like I keep seeing the same thing. Oh you

766
00:43:01,560 --> 00:43:04,960
Speaker 1: black people, y'all the same, y'all the same to see

767
00:43:04,960 --> 00:43:08,000
Speaker 1: the same thing. I promise you. That's something that's kind

768
00:43:08,000 --> 00:43:11,480
Speaker 1: of like. Don't you buy a new car and then

769
00:43:11,520 --> 00:43:14,640
Speaker 1: you start seeing that car, you start seeing people with

770
00:43:15,000 --> 00:43:19,359
Speaker 1: you want this car until I got I got Now

771
00:43:19,400 --> 00:43:22,759
Speaker 1: it's just in your warding cod been on the road feel.

772
00:43:23,280 --> 00:43:25,600
Speaker 1: But now we're talking about vibration. Car Now it's just

773
00:43:25,719 --> 00:43:29,280
Speaker 1: in your wordings. So high vibrational means are higher wordings.

774
00:43:30,560 --> 00:43:33,759
Speaker 1: High vibration means I'm at a higher level of awardings

775
00:43:33,840 --> 00:43:36,880
Speaker 1: than most people are. That means that I've enhanced my

776
00:43:36,960 --> 00:43:40,200
Speaker 1: experience with life in more the places that most people

777
00:43:40,280 --> 00:43:42,960
Speaker 1: have not. So that means when I see certain things,

778
00:43:43,040 --> 00:43:46,239
Speaker 1: I'm choosing to see the good in all things. I

779
00:43:46,280 --> 00:43:48,520
Speaker 1: don't mean I don't recognize that you get what I'm saying.

780
00:43:48,520 --> 00:43:50,719
Speaker 1: I see all of it, but I'm choosing to see

781
00:43:50,760 --> 00:43:53,120
Speaker 1: what I want to see. Now, I'm creating my own

782
00:43:53,160 --> 00:43:56,399
Speaker 1: reality because now what has to be re vibrated back

783
00:43:56,440 --> 00:43:59,440
Speaker 1: to me is what I'm choosing to see in this reality. See,

784
00:43:59,480 --> 00:44:02,560
Speaker 1: that's the power if you're having a consciousness right. So

785
00:44:02,640 --> 00:44:04,520
Speaker 1: a lot of times that's why what you think will

786
00:44:04,520 --> 00:44:06,840
Speaker 1: become how you feel, and how you feel become how

787
00:44:06,920 --> 00:44:09,480
Speaker 1: you think. And that's why that murphic is law come

788
00:44:09,520 --> 00:44:11,560
Speaker 1: into play. If you think it can go wrong, it

789
00:44:11,680 --> 00:44:15,440
Speaker 1: will m hm yeah. And you know, I feel like

790
00:44:15,480 --> 00:44:17,440
Speaker 1: I've been like that my whole life. Just like, think

791
00:44:17,480 --> 00:44:20,040
Speaker 1: about all the bad ships so that it doesn't happen,

792
00:44:20,320 --> 00:44:23,120
Speaker 1: because I feel like when I'm chilling and everything is

793
00:44:23,160 --> 00:44:26,800
Speaker 1: all copaesthetic, that's when stupid should be happening. So sometimes

794
00:44:26,840 --> 00:44:29,000
Speaker 1: I do focus on negative ship because in my mind,

795
00:44:29,040 --> 00:44:30,920
Speaker 1: I've tricked my mind to think that Okay, if I

796
00:44:31,320 --> 00:44:33,359
Speaker 1: think about the dumb ship that could possibly happen, then

797
00:44:33,360 --> 00:44:39,040
Speaker 1: it won't happen. But really that's like, yeah, that ship

798
00:44:39,160 --> 00:44:43,160
Speaker 1: is low vibrational. So I've been, you know, consciously trying

799
00:44:43,239 --> 00:44:47,359
Speaker 1: to change in my mind like literally now, and that's

800
00:44:47,400 --> 00:44:50,320
Speaker 1: what that's what it's about. Yeah, yeah, that's exactly what

801
00:44:50,400 --> 00:44:55,400
Speaker 1: it's about. Because huh, yeah, I said, let's talk about that.

802
00:44:55,440 --> 00:44:59,000
Speaker 1: Shadow works exactly what you're talking about. It's exactly what

803
00:44:59,160 --> 00:45:01,680
Speaker 1: that is. Because us that means I gotta go in

804
00:45:01,760 --> 00:45:03,960
Speaker 1: the in the bits of my own do you know

805
00:45:04,040 --> 00:45:06,319
Speaker 1: what I'm saying. I gotta get comfortable with my own

806
00:45:06,480 --> 00:45:09,440
Speaker 1: shadows and things I don't like about myself. I gotta

807
00:45:09,480 --> 00:45:11,920
Speaker 1: find out what's keeping me from sitting with myself for

808
00:45:12,000 --> 00:45:15,240
Speaker 1: ten minutes, twenty minutes, thirty minutes. Why am I constantly

809
00:45:15,239 --> 00:45:18,000
Speaker 1: reaching out? What is dunk? And that's when you get

810
00:45:18,040 --> 00:45:20,839
Speaker 1: to discover It might be some childhood stuff. There might

811
00:45:20,880 --> 00:45:22,720
Speaker 1: be some stuff you still ain't got over with mama.

812
00:45:23,160 --> 00:45:25,120
Speaker 1: Might be some stuff you still ain't got over with daddy.

813
00:45:25,440 --> 00:45:27,759
Speaker 1: It might be some stuff you still experiencing. And it's

814
00:45:27,800 --> 00:45:31,000
Speaker 1: coming do different people, and it's like the same edge

815
00:45:31,040 --> 00:45:33,840
Speaker 1: of different people over and over again. Now we're getting

816
00:45:33,840 --> 00:45:36,680
Speaker 1: off into cycles. Now we're getting the time to say

817
00:45:36,800 --> 00:45:43,680
Speaker 1: that time travel when I'm just caring about yes, because

818
00:45:43,760 --> 00:45:46,520
Speaker 1: guess what. There's a word an African tradition cause saying

819
00:45:46,600 --> 00:45:50,319
Speaker 1: kofe and it means to go back to bring forth right.

820
00:45:50,560 --> 00:45:52,000
Speaker 1: And it got the picture of the bird and you

821
00:45:52,040 --> 00:45:54,880
Speaker 1: see the bird with his his his body is facing food,

822
00:45:54,960 --> 00:45:57,480
Speaker 1: but the beak is turned baffles right and there as

823
00:45:57,520 --> 00:46:00,920
Speaker 1: an egge that the bird is picking up. Now it's

824
00:46:00,960 --> 00:46:03,440
Speaker 1: saying that behind me there could be things that I

825
00:46:03,560 --> 00:46:06,880
Speaker 1: left behind that I didn't realize was dark. Now, if

826
00:46:06,920 --> 00:46:09,520
Speaker 1: I don't use time as a measurement, I'm never able

827
00:46:09,560 --> 00:46:12,279
Speaker 1: to go back and retrieve those things. And this is

828
00:46:12,280 --> 00:46:14,960
Speaker 1: when you're people so retrieval and all this. What are

829
00:46:15,000 --> 00:46:18,000
Speaker 1: you retrieving? What? There's something there that you didn't realize

830
00:46:18,040 --> 00:46:20,080
Speaker 1: that you left behind. There's a power that it has

831
00:46:20,120 --> 00:46:22,440
Speaker 1: always been yours, So that could be pieces of you

832
00:46:22,600 --> 00:46:24,759
Speaker 1: that exist and everybody's got down life that you've been

833
00:46:24,760 --> 00:46:27,480
Speaker 1: a part of. Now, how worre are you of this?

834
00:46:27,640 --> 00:46:29,759
Speaker 1: This is where the shadow work comes into place. So

835
00:46:29,880 --> 00:46:31,960
Speaker 1: when you become a world of all the different aspects

836
00:46:32,000 --> 00:46:33,920
Speaker 1: of you and how they exist in the darkness, where

837
00:46:33,920 --> 00:46:36,799
Speaker 1: the darkness is just your ignorance. So when you look

838
00:46:36,880 --> 00:46:39,399
Speaker 1: in the shadows, you're looking at all. And what people

839
00:46:39,440 --> 00:46:42,759
Speaker 1: call the sub conscious aspects of the mind, basically your

840
00:46:42,800 --> 00:46:46,640
Speaker 1: body is the sub conscious mind. Your body holds more

841
00:46:46,719 --> 00:46:50,200
Speaker 1: memory than your mind that recouped. Your mind can never

842
00:46:50,360 --> 00:46:53,480
Speaker 1: remember as many things as your body does. Your body,

843
00:46:54,080 --> 00:46:57,200
Speaker 1: your body can keep up with the very first aspect

844
00:46:57,280 --> 00:47:00,320
Speaker 1: of your whole human evolution. I mean, from the first

845
00:47:00,440 --> 00:47:04,080
Speaker 1: time that you were developed. Like when you're talking about sales,

846
00:47:04,160 --> 00:47:06,839
Speaker 1: sales have memory. You have over for the four forty

847
00:47:06,920 --> 00:47:09,200
Speaker 1: four tree forty four me and for the four tree

848
00:47:09,280 --> 00:47:12,400
Speaker 1: and sales right now, each one of these sales have

849
00:47:12,600 --> 00:47:15,840
Speaker 1: six ft d n A. So that's how much memory

850
00:47:15,920 --> 00:47:18,480
Speaker 1: you have. That's like just imagine you got over for

851
00:47:18,640 --> 00:47:21,200
Speaker 1: the four tree and taro bytes in the computer in

852
00:47:21,320 --> 00:47:23,800
Speaker 1: your body, right, So that's what people talking about, like

853
00:47:23,880 --> 00:47:26,160
Speaker 1: one of your seals, like a whole memory. Chill. So

854
00:47:26,320 --> 00:47:28,200
Speaker 1: imagine when you're able to sit in an abyss of

855
00:47:28,239 --> 00:47:31,200
Speaker 1: your darkness, right and you all these traumas like you

856
00:47:31,280 --> 00:47:33,480
Speaker 1: stead of coming up people crying, they call a pas

857
00:47:33,680 --> 00:47:36,719
Speaker 1: life aggressions. They got all these different names now for it, right,

858
00:47:37,080 --> 00:47:39,080
Speaker 1: but you're sitting that miss long enough. It goes back

859
00:47:39,120 --> 00:47:41,359
Speaker 1: to what we're talking about healing. You sit there long

860
00:47:41,520 --> 00:47:43,440
Speaker 1: enough to why all these things have just revealed to you?

861
00:47:43,840 --> 00:47:46,399
Speaker 1: Now this might it for you? Like for me, I'm

862
00:47:46,440 --> 00:47:50,120
Speaker 1: gonna say when I say two thousand seven, right fast

863
00:47:50,200 --> 00:47:53,360
Speaker 1: forward to two thousand and fourteen, it didn't feel like

864
00:47:53,520 --> 00:47:55,680
Speaker 1: seven years that I was in the darkness. You know

865
00:47:55,760 --> 00:47:57,759
Speaker 1: how you see on the movies and they're being gone

866
00:47:57,840 --> 00:47:59,640
Speaker 1: for a while and they come back and be like, man,

867
00:47:59,719 --> 00:48:02,520
Speaker 1: three yours passed? What you what I'm saying, Like, you've

868
00:48:02,560 --> 00:48:04,640
Speaker 1: been in this You've been in this mode for so long.

869
00:48:04,800 --> 00:48:07,680
Speaker 1: You look up, time just been boom boom boom boom boom.

870
00:48:08,160 --> 00:48:12,120
Speaker 1: Now time has become any losiing Why because you're so

871
00:48:12,360 --> 00:48:16,440
Speaker 1: engulfed in your pure existence now in the aspect that

872
00:48:16,560 --> 00:48:19,319
Speaker 1: you're doing it. It's in the shadows. So everybody don't

873
00:48:19,320 --> 00:48:23,200
Speaker 1: see it. Everybody don't see your growth. Everybody don't understand

874
00:48:23,200 --> 00:48:26,319
Speaker 1: how mature you've become. Everybody don't understand how this old

875
00:48:26,440 --> 00:48:28,879
Speaker 1: version of you is no longer living there. But you're

876
00:48:28,920 --> 00:48:31,360
Speaker 1: constantly meeting people who won't that part of you. You

877
00:48:31,440 --> 00:48:33,200
Speaker 1: hear what I'm saying. So now, this is when I

878
00:48:33,239 --> 00:48:35,680
Speaker 1: say your elevation requires separation called the whole time you're

879
00:48:35,719 --> 00:48:38,000
Speaker 1: doing all this shadow work, life still going on like

880
00:48:38,640 --> 00:48:40,920
Speaker 1: it ain't like you able to just stop and pause

881
00:48:41,080 --> 00:48:44,320
Speaker 1: and going into the mountains something goddamn where like I

882
00:48:44,400 --> 00:48:46,320
Speaker 1: tell people, like you're doing three hundred and seats of

883
00:48:46,360 --> 00:48:50,680
Speaker 1: degree turn while you're standing still. That requires great That

884
00:48:50,800 --> 00:48:54,959
Speaker 1: requires patients, That requires compassion, That requires all the things

885
00:48:55,040 --> 00:48:56,880
Speaker 1: that you've been wanting other people to give to you,

886
00:48:57,120 --> 00:48:59,080
Speaker 1: that you've been searching for. That requires for you to

887
00:48:59,160 --> 00:49:01,200
Speaker 1: not learn how to ctivated and give it to yourself.

888
00:49:01,920 --> 00:49:05,080
Speaker 1: So shadow work at his basis is you coming back

889
00:49:05,160 --> 00:49:08,920
Speaker 1: to you. Shadow Work is like your spirit now wanting

890
00:49:08,960 --> 00:49:11,359
Speaker 1: to be at home in your body, and you've gotten

891
00:49:11,400 --> 00:49:13,319
Speaker 1: to the point of where it ain't nothing else gonna

892
00:49:13,400 --> 00:49:16,239
Speaker 1: happen in your life in its highest potential, on as

893
00:49:16,320 --> 00:49:20,000
Speaker 1: highest vibration, until I make this happen, until I get

894
00:49:20,040 --> 00:49:23,120
Speaker 1: this relationship right with myself, until I know I'm good,

895
00:49:23,239 --> 00:49:25,279
Speaker 1: I'm whole. See, that's why I say heal it has

896
00:49:25,320 --> 00:49:28,000
Speaker 1: a destination if you're sit in the shadows long enough

897
00:49:28,040 --> 00:49:29,840
Speaker 1: and hold it's simply to means I'm showing up as

898
00:49:29,880 --> 00:49:32,120
Speaker 1: a heal version of myself every day. That means I

899
00:49:32,120 --> 00:49:35,160
Speaker 1: don't comfortable with my shadows. You can't bring up my

900
00:49:35,320 --> 00:49:38,200
Speaker 1: darkness because there can't be no enlightenment without their darkness.

901
00:49:38,880 --> 00:49:41,920
Speaker 1: You gotta gotta embrace the in darkness. That means I

902
00:49:42,040 --> 00:49:44,759
Speaker 1: gotta love, and I gotta embrace every part of me

903
00:49:44,960 --> 00:49:47,279
Speaker 1: that even I didn't like. Before even I did, I

904
00:49:47,440 --> 00:49:49,399
Speaker 1: ran from even the stuff that I didn't want people

905
00:49:49,400 --> 00:49:52,960
Speaker 1: to know, because now I'm taking away any ammunition. See

906
00:49:53,000 --> 00:49:54,680
Speaker 1: when you do that, you ain't no aftering. The more

907
00:49:55,239 --> 00:49:57,880
Speaker 1: you become your own act. See, now you to like

908
00:49:58,040 --> 00:49:59,960
Speaker 1: the truth in the motherfucking way, ain't there what the screw?

909
00:50:00,840 --> 00:50:02,960
Speaker 1: So now when you walk, I don't think it's that

910
00:50:03,120 --> 00:50:07,120
Speaker 1: motherfucking way you know I got They might have checked

911
00:50:07,120 --> 00:50:11,080
Speaker 1: it out. That's where your life start up. That's church.

912
00:50:11,880 --> 00:50:15,120
Speaker 1: So that's where your life start up, saving people demons.

913
00:50:15,600 --> 00:50:20,319
Speaker 1: That's where even even now come now you're grieving through

914
00:50:20,560 --> 00:50:23,160
Speaker 1: like you, it's like you growing through because now the

915
00:50:23,280 --> 00:50:25,279
Speaker 1: old you you like, Damn a lot of stuff that

916
00:50:25,360 --> 00:50:27,520
Speaker 1: I used to do. It ain't relative to me. No

917
00:50:27,600 --> 00:50:30,120
Speaker 1: more than a lot of people that I knowing love

918
00:50:30,320 --> 00:50:32,960
Speaker 1: like they can't go where I'm going like, and I

919
00:50:33,040 --> 00:50:35,360
Speaker 1: still love these people. I still want them to be

920
00:50:35,440 --> 00:50:37,399
Speaker 1: a part of my life. That don't stop you love

921
00:50:37,480 --> 00:50:40,319
Speaker 1: is fel see people think he's gonna come and cut them.

922
00:50:40,320 --> 00:50:43,640
Speaker 1: You don't cut nobody off. You expand the cause of love.

923
00:50:44,200 --> 00:50:47,000
Speaker 1: Because this is saying I'm operating. I am love, mom love.

924
00:50:47,200 --> 00:50:50,520
Speaker 1: I don't have to define. So the whole thing is

925
00:50:50,560 --> 00:50:52,759
Speaker 1: to allow love to become the escalator for you to

926
00:50:52,840 --> 00:50:55,759
Speaker 1: go higher within your own existence. So now when you

927
00:50:55,840 --> 00:50:58,759
Speaker 1: show people life, I am whole, I am complete. That

928
00:50:58,880 --> 00:51:00,560
Speaker 1: means I don't need you to do nothing for me.

929
00:51:01,320 --> 00:51:03,400
Speaker 1: And all that means is you can only add to

930
00:51:03,520 --> 00:51:06,520
Speaker 1: this existence. You can't take away. You can't take away

931
00:51:06,560 --> 00:51:08,880
Speaker 1: from this him. I'm already to hold. I showed up

932
00:51:08,920 --> 00:51:10,839
Speaker 1: as me. So if you don't want to add, if

933
00:51:10,880 --> 00:51:12,839
Speaker 1: I see that, I'm not gonna let you take away.

934
00:51:12,880 --> 00:51:15,359
Speaker 1: I don't move like that. And my cup running through

935
00:51:15,520 --> 00:51:18,840
Speaker 1: so much to where I give whatever time, whatever energy, whatever,

936
00:51:18,920 --> 00:51:21,560
Speaker 1: however you shout him in my life. Once that's over,

937
00:51:21,680 --> 00:51:24,200
Speaker 1: it's over. I'm not gonna look at it like I

938
00:51:24,320 --> 00:51:26,120
Speaker 1: wasted my time. I'm not gonna look at it like

939
00:51:26,239 --> 00:51:29,399
Speaker 1: you played with me. Or now actually people don't cheat

940
00:51:29,480 --> 00:51:32,120
Speaker 1: on you. That's a show. That's shadow work. I know

941
00:51:32,239 --> 00:51:35,160
Speaker 1: that she sounds cliche, but it's like, now it's sparking

942
00:51:35,200 --> 00:51:38,239
Speaker 1: a different level spiritual developed within within you to make

943
00:51:38,320 --> 00:51:40,520
Speaker 1: you wake up from whatever fairy tal you created to

944
00:51:40,600 --> 00:51:43,160
Speaker 1: make you think this person is gonna hold you true

945
00:51:43,280 --> 00:51:46,480
Speaker 1: to yourself or they self when you ain't there. Now

946
00:51:46,560 --> 00:51:50,279
Speaker 1: we called your tip. Now we called but as this

947
00:51:50,440 --> 00:51:53,160
Speaker 1: person shows you who they are. They just did it

948
00:51:53,200 --> 00:51:55,520
Speaker 1: when you weren't around, ain't know about responsible to keep

949
00:51:55,560 --> 00:51:58,680
Speaker 1: you happy. Like now, if you take that away from

950
00:51:58,719 --> 00:52:00,800
Speaker 1: people and people do that was kind of acts or

951
00:52:00,840 --> 00:52:03,160
Speaker 1: whatever the case may be. If that ain't produce it

952
00:52:03,239 --> 00:52:06,560
Speaker 1: for how you rock, appreciate it, bro. But you showed

953
00:52:06,600 --> 00:52:09,160
Speaker 1: me how you is and the level of commitment and

954
00:52:09,239 --> 00:52:10,680
Speaker 1: the presson that I am. I can't rock with that

955
00:52:10,719 --> 00:52:14,640
Speaker 1: because I've done enough shadow work see and that before

956
00:52:14,719 --> 00:52:18,080
Speaker 1: in time. So that means like if you get to

957
00:52:18,160 --> 00:52:21,000
Speaker 1: that place, that means you're incapable of feeling hurt by

958
00:52:21,080 --> 00:52:23,920
Speaker 1: others or any pain. Now, Oh, I love that you

959
00:52:24,000 --> 00:52:26,480
Speaker 1: see it. That's the very type people say, ain't like

960
00:52:26,560 --> 00:52:29,759
Speaker 1: a nigger num or so hell no, I feel every

961
00:52:29,800 --> 00:52:33,239
Speaker 1: time I'm talking about you're talking about the amplification of

962
00:52:33,760 --> 00:52:36,239
Speaker 1: now you feel it to the point of where you

963
00:52:36,360 --> 00:52:39,200
Speaker 1: feel it when they feel it. You can't even hide

964
00:52:39,320 --> 00:52:42,359
Speaker 1: the emotion. But what have you done? Like because self mash,

965
00:52:42,400 --> 00:52:44,200
Speaker 1: you don't just happen in the day, right, you're mashing

966
00:52:44,280 --> 00:52:46,680
Speaker 1: each day. But what has happened is you realize that

967
00:52:46,800 --> 00:52:49,960
Speaker 1: my emotions is mine. The moment I started looking for

968
00:52:50,000 --> 00:52:53,200
Speaker 1: you to honor how I feel, I'm instrouged. You get

969
00:52:53,239 --> 00:52:55,800
Speaker 1: what I'm saying, Like, my, that's not that I've become

970
00:52:55,920 --> 00:52:58,520
Speaker 1: numb to my emotion. I've become numb to making sure

971
00:52:58,600 --> 00:53:01,680
Speaker 1: that you give a damn about my because you show

972
00:53:01,760 --> 00:53:04,279
Speaker 1: me you don't curl. That means, you know what, I

973
00:53:04,360 --> 00:53:06,759
Speaker 1: gotta give myself enough grace and enoughing passion to give

974
00:53:06,760 --> 00:53:09,680
Speaker 1: it down by my feelings more than you do. Because

975
00:53:09,719 --> 00:53:11,960
Speaker 1: if I show you that my ship it's more valuable

976
00:53:12,000 --> 00:53:14,600
Speaker 1: to me than it is to you. That means I

977
00:53:14,680 --> 00:53:17,239
Speaker 1: wouldn't have said whatever healthy battles are necessary for me

978
00:53:17,960 --> 00:53:21,920
Speaker 1: to be safe and hold and complete within myself without

979
00:53:22,040 --> 00:53:25,880
Speaker 1: losing myself. I ain't gonna lose me. And you you

980
00:53:25,960 --> 00:53:28,600
Speaker 1: know what I'm saying, Because the relationship require for us

981
00:53:28,640 --> 00:53:31,440
Speaker 1: to be committed. It really does. That's why it's kind

982
00:53:31,480 --> 00:53:33,880
Speaker 1: of falling in love. So if I'm not willing to

983
00:53:34,040 --> 00:53:36,240
Speaker 1: list something or to run into the aspect of falling

984
00:53:36,280 --> 00:53:38,920
Speaker 1: in love with you, that means I don't trust myself

985
00:53:39,120 --> 00:53:46,920
Speaker 1: enough to say I can change my mind. Let's get

986
00:53:46,960 --> 00:53:49,600
Speaker 1: into this divine feminine right quick, and now we're gonna

987
00:53:49,640 --> 00:53:52,280
Speaker 1: take it to the divine feminine because I can't talk shockers.

988
00:53:52,640 --> 00:53:55,880
Speaker 1: I can't talk none of this ship without talking femininity.

989
00:53:56,120 --> 00:53:59,600
Speaker 1: You can't anything physicalness. Reality had to be birth from

990
00:53:59,640 --> 00:54:02,719
Speaker 1: feminine prisiple. So your whole body, the reason why we

991
00:54:02,800 --> 00:54:04,600
Speaker 1: got shocked with the reason why you got a mind,

992
00:54:04,680 --> 00:54:06,359
Speaker 1: the reason why you got a heart, the reason why

993
00:54:06,400 --> 00:54:08,319
Speaker 1: you're experienced in his life because you got a mom.

994
00:54:09,280 --> 00:54:12,040
Speaker 1: That's the only reason why you're experiencing cycles. It's the

995
00:54:12,080 --> 00:54:15,480
Speaker 1: only reason why you know time. See the whole conversation

996
00:54:15,600 --> 00:54:18,440
Speaker 1: not always being gooped in the feminine energy because the

997
00:54:18,520 --> 00:54:20,600
Speaker 1: moment you came through your mama, you were birthed in

998
00:54:20,640 --> 00:54:25,000
Speaker 1: the cycles period. Mhm. Those cycles were determined by the

999
00:54:25,040 --> 00:54:27,719
Speaker 1: cycles of your mom and your dad. That's why we

1000
00:54:27,760 --> 00:54:30,040
Speaker 1: can get into the birth chart. You literally heard the

1001
00:54:30,120 --> 00:54:34,279
Speaker 1: fulfilled things that your mom and dad didn't do and

1002
00:54:34,360 --> 00:54:36,480
Speaker 1: it's the thing that came that you came in with

1003
00:54:36,560 --> 00:54:39,920
Speaker 1: your past life from. So your shockers are like the

1004
00:54:40,080 --> 00:54:42,839
Speaker 1: system that if you when I was saying you governed

1005
00:54:42,880 --> 00:54:44,840
Speaker 1: your thoughts, that's like thirty percent of your life, you

1006
00:54:44,960 --> 00:54:48,719
Speaker 1: governed your emotion. It's like another twenty percent of your

1007
00:54:48,760 --> 00:54:51,040
Speaker 1: life you governed your body. It's like sixty of your

1008
00:54:51,080 --> 00:54:55,400
Speaker 1: life you governed your life force energy, which is your shockle.

1009
00:54:55,440 --> 00:54:58,399
Speaker 1: That's a hunt of percent of your life. So we're

1010
00:54:58,440 --> 00:55:00,680
Speaker 1: talking about the woman and the feminine a team and

1011
00:55:00,760 --> 00:55:04,680
Speaker 1: getting back to that. This is emotional intelligence. Now, this

1012
00:55:04,800 --> 00:55:08,200
Speaker 1: is why your emotions, your energy, emotion. Each one of

1013
00:55:08,239 --> 00:55:11,600
Speaker 1: these shockers create a chemical reaction based off any emotion.

1014
00:55:12,200 --> 00:55:14,239
Speaker 1: When you feel a certain type of way, when you

1015
00:55:14,320 --> 00:55:17,640
Speaker 1: feel like you want to fight, flight whoop, somebody asks

1016
00:55:17,760 --> 00:55:20,240
Speaker 1: clean up all that kind of stuff. Rut shocker activity

1017
00:55:20,840 --> 00:55:23,320
Speaker 1: when you want to feel and make love and six

1018
00:55:23,520 --> 00:55:27,120
Speaker 1: and create and desiring all this cycle shock when you

1019
00:55:27,200 --> 00:55:29,640
Speaker 1: got a will to make something happen, when you ain't

1020
00:55:29,680 --> 00:55:32,080
Speaker 1: feeling it, when your rule shock ain't active, but you

1021
00:55:32,160 --> 00:55:34,240
Speaker 1: know you gotta get it done. You gotta wheel yourself

1022
00:55:34,320 --> 00:55:38,080
Speaker 1: through everything, and your will power that show solar plexus.

1023
00:55:38,200 --> 00:55:40,359
Speaker 1: That's why all your food is converted over the energy

1024
00:55:40,360 --> 00:55:43,719
Speaker 1: and your solar plexus. So indigesting issues, all this kind

1025
00:55:43,760 --> 00:55:45,560
Speaker 1: of stuff, all that solo plexes because a lot of

1026
00:55:45,600 --> 00:55:47,879
Speaker 1: people are willing theirself through a lot of different things.

1027
00:55:48,360 --> 00:55:49,880
Speaker 1: Now when you deal with the heart shock of the

1028
00:55:49,920 --> 00:55:52,000
Speaker 1: heart shockers like you want you just want to hug,

1029
00:55:52,200 --> 00:55:54,640
Speaker 1: or some people feel too much and they don't feel enough.

1030
00:55:54,719 --> 00:55:58,040
Speaker 1: People crying all the time. They always their heart just open.

1031
00:55:58,239 --> 00:56:00,520
Speaker 1: You get what I'm saying, Like, that's an unbalanced of

1032
00:56:00,560 --> 00:56:03,640
Speaker 1: the hard shot. Because the hard chokras, it's called the anahata,

1033
00:56:04,680 --> 00:56:08,280
Speaker 1: it's called the unstruck. The hard is meant to be unstruck.

1034
00:56:08,719 --> 00:56:11,480
Speaker 1: If your heart is unstruck, that means you dancing to

1035
00:56:11,640 --> 00:56:15,239
Speaker 1: the rhythm of your own beat. If something else is

1036
00:56:15,320 --> 00:56:17,839
Speaker 1: striking your heart, that means something outside of you can

1037
00:56:17,920 --> 00:56:21,080
Speaker 1: control your emotionally. Your heart is the navigation. That's why

1038
00:56:21,160 --> 00:56:23,279
Speaker 1: the ancests and with them with Kimmy, they used the

1039
00:56:23,320 --> 00:56:26,040
Speaker 1: heart inside of the chambers alive because your heart is

1040
00:56:26,080 --> 00:56:28,160
Speaker 1: the first thing is far into your body. That's why

1041
00:56:28,239 --> 00:56:31,160
Speaker 1: the heart is to call the fourth chakra. You got

1042
00:56:31,280 --> 00:56:34,000
Speaker 1: three below the heart, three above it. Everything has to

1043
00:56:34,080 --> 00:56:36,600
Speaker 1: meet through the heart. This is why Jesus in the

1044
00:56:36,719 --> 00:56:39,400
Speaker 1: motif and he's holding those two fingers up and he

1045
00:56:39,440 --> 00:56:41,799
Speaker 1: got the heart in the middle of his hand. It's

1046
00:56:41,840 --> 00:56:45,320
Speaker 1: represents Jupiter energy and it represents your place to expand.

1047
00:56:45,400 --> 00:56:48,160
Speaker 1: This the trust field, the tests are rat all this

1048
00:56:48,320 --> 00:56:53,319
Speaker 1: kind of stuff right, the mercabo right dictionary right now,

1049
00:56:53,440 --> 00:56:58,279
Speaker 1: go ahead, No you're don't. Just listen, have merco right.

1050
00:56:59,120 --> 00:57:01,400
Speaker 1: The type of ship I love? Go ahead, since that

1051
00:57:02,640 --> 00:57:05,839
Speaker 1: that murder is the love that cor right. That's now

1052
00:57:05,960 --> 00:57:08,040
Speaker 1: you're dealing with it. When you see like even in

1053
00:57:08,160 --> 00:57:09,880
Speaker 1: church they got us doing this ship. You throw your

1054
00:57:09,920 --> 00:57:12,640
Speaker 1: hands up in the earth, oh Lord, oh Lord, and

1055
00:57:12,680 --> 00:57:14,880
Speaker 1: they throw their hands of letting the Lord in right.

1056
00:57:15,440 --> 00:57:18,680
Speaker 1: That is the spirit, the boys, the body. So you

1057
00:57:18,800 --> 00:57:21,520
Speaker 1: marry all of that. So these all the different dimensions

1058
00:57:21,560 --> 00:57:23,320
Speaker 1: that you can do well in. This is when you

1059
00:57:23,400 --> 00:57:26,080
Speaker 1: get the the theory of man, the da Vinci code.

1060
00:57:26,440 --> 00:57:28,160
Speaker 1: When the Vinci drew the man and he had the

1061
00:57:28,200 --> 00:57:31,320
Speaker 1: man with the arms out out, the man's kind of

1062
00:57:32,760 --> 00:57:34,520
Speaker 1: even when you see another picture of the man with

1063
00:57:34,600 --> 00:57:37,520
Speaker 1: the one for one foot on the sea, like one

1064
00:57:37,560 --> 00:57:40,360
Speaker 1: ft in water, one fot on land, like you's saying

1065
00:57:40,360 --> 00:57:43,160
Speaker 1: you gotta master your emotions, master your body. All is

1066
00:57:43,240 --> 00:57:46,280
Speaker 1: a simple little all. This is like representive shockers, even

1067
00:57:46,320 --> 00:57:48,840
Speaker 1: with Enoch walking straight into heaven. This basically saying the

1068
00:57:48,920 --> 00:57:53,840
Speaker 1: master the shockers. The sleeping Buddha master the shockers, right,

1069
00:57:54,400 --> 00:57:56,520
Speaker 1: basically saying he just said, fuck it, I'm just gonna

1070
00:57:56,560 --> 00:57:58,640
Speaker 1: walk out of my body. The sleeping boodles that said

1071
00:57:58,640 --> 00:58:00,600
Speaker 1: I'm gonna lay down this one you want to sleep.

1072
00:58:00,680 --> 00:58:03,200
Speaker 1: This is I'm leaving my body. I don't need it anymore.

1073
00:58:03,680 --> 00:58:05,880
Speaker 1: If you activate all of your shockolates, your body won't

1074
00:58:05,920 --> 00:58:09,280
Speaker 1: bear to contain your energy. Because your soul, your spirit

1075
00:58:09,400 --> 00:58:13,160
Speaker 1: is a vibration, right, So once you get the vibrated

1076
00:58:13,160 --> 00:58:16,640
Speaker 1: on a higher vibration, this means these chakras, your energy

1077
00:58:16,680 --> 00:58:20,600
Speaker 1: and emotion is flowing. They're ascending. Your lead is turning

1078
00:58:20,640 --> 00:58:23,280
Speaker 1: to gold. Everything you touched with turn to gold. This

1079
00:58:23,360 --> 00:58:26,600
Speaker 1: is when the scriptures say, be illuminated. Now. The only

1080
00:58:26,600 --> 00:58:28,760
Speaker 1: reason that's gonna happen is through a feminine principle, because

1081
00:58:28,800 --> 00:58:32,320
Speaker 1: you gotta be out right with your emotion. So man

1082
00:58:32,440 --> 00:58:36,080
Speaker 1: running from the emotion, saying women feel too much, women

1083
00:58:36,080 --> 00:58:39,840
Speaker 1: are too aggressive, women are all this ship. It's basically

1084
00:58:39,840 --> 00:58:42,400
Speaker 1: saying the man and rooting this femininity. When a man

1085
00:58:42,520 --> 00:58:45,480
Speaker 1: said woman needs to submit, we hasn't submitted to his femininity.

1086
00:58:45,640 --> 00:58:48,880
Speaker 1: That's the only reason they're gonna say that, because once

1087
00:58:48,920 --> 00:58:51,480
Speaker 1: you submit to that, you're gonna automatically you're here with

1088
00:58:51,560 --> 00:58:54,720
Speaker 1: any woman is crying out for And not only are

1089
00:58:54,720 --> 00:58:56,600
Speaker 1: you gonna hear it, she gonna feel it. She gonna

1090
00:58:56,640 --> 00:58:59,000
Speaker 1: know that you knew it. She ain't gonna she gonna

1091
00:58:59,000 --> 00:59:00,800
Speaker 1: know she ain't got him. Let her. She donna know.

1092
00:59:00,840 --> 00:59:02,720
Speaker 1: I can beat myself with this man. I can say

1093
00:59:02,760 --> 00:59:05,479
Speaker 1: how I feel. It's an automatic knowing because the woman

1094
00:59:05,560 --> 00:59:09,040
Speaker 1: has the most she y'all got the highest level especialist

1095
00:59:09,120 --> 00:59:11,960
Speaker 1: Black women because now we're didn't with the Mico Country DNA.

1096
00:59:12,960 --> 00:59:15,800
Speaker 1: This is where you find the matrix, all right, because

1097
00:59:15,840 --> 00:59:18,200
Speaker 1: the Mico Country DNA des without a memory. So as

1098
00:59:18,280 --> 00:59:21,280
Speaker 1: Black women, because you have a menstal cycle, and because

1099
00:59:21,400 --> 00:59:23,840
Speaker 1: you are connected to the moon, and because you are

1100
00:59:23,920 --> 00:59:26,560
Speaker 1: here to bring our life through you as a vessel,

1101
00:59:26,720 --> 00:59:29,040
Speaker 1: you have to have a high level emotional teller to

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00:59:29,160 --> 00:59:31,640
Speaker 1: any other creature on this planet. A lot of people

1103
00:59:31,680 --> 00:59:35,520
Speaker 1: don't know that the matrix is essentially the female reproductive system.

1104
00:59:36,280 --> 00:59:39,600
Speaker 1: They don't understand it. That's why you trapped in that's

1105
00:59:40,360 --> 00:59:43,280
Speaker 1: what I don't know what what peel you take red

1106
00:59:43,400 --> 00:59:47,440
Speaker 1: or blue, y'all as still in the matrix right, And

1107
00:59:47,520 --> 00:59:50,280
Speaker 1: I think it's crazy that people are trying to like

1108
00:59:51,760 --> 00:59:54,440
Speaker 1: make women not a thing anymore, Like a woman is

1109
00:59:54,520 --> 00:59:59,880
Speaker 1: not a woman with a reproductive system is not special,

1110
01:00:00,160 --> 01:00:04,280
Speaker 1: like she's a birth and person. Now she's not a woman,

1111
01:00:05,400 --> 01:00:08,480
Speaker 1: you know what I mean. That's the illusion. That's another

1112
01:00:08,600 --> 01:00:10,400
Speaker 1: greatest part of the eclusion that they like to play

1113
01:00:10,440 --> 01:00:12,840
Speaker 1: on the divide from not because now it makes a

1114
01:00:12,880 --> 01:00:14,560
Speaker 1: woman feel like she got to continue to fight for

1115
01:00:14,640 --> 01:00:17,600
Speaker 1: a power that's already hers. M. I don't give that.

1116
01:00:17,800 --> 01:00:20,640
Speaker 1: What they do, they can, you can do surgeries, they

1117
01:00:20,640 --> 01:00:23,800
Speaker 1: can do out like they can't. You cannot usurp that.

1118
01:00:24,840 --> 01:00:27,240
Speaker 1: You cannot if you replace the woman, that would mean

1119
01:00:27,240 --> 01:00:30,080
Speaker 1: no more life on this planet period. It's it's impossible.

1120
01:00:30,760 --> 01:00:33,360
Speaker 1: Like so that's in my mind when I see that

1121
01:00:33,440 --> 01:00:37,760
Speaker 1: our land, because it's a joke, like you can't. What

1122
01:00:37,880 --> 01:00:40,120
Speaker 1: they're trying to do is they're trying to figure out

1123
01:00:40,160 --> 01:00:43,720
Speaker 1: a way to because you can create without the feminine principle,

1124
01:00:43,760 --> 01:00:47,200
Speaker 1: but you cannot approcreate, so anything that they create without

1125
01:00:47,240 --> 01:00:49,880
Speaker 1: the feminine principle is not sustainable. That's why they gotta create.

1126
01:00:49,920 --> 01:00:51,680
Speaker 1: They gotta That's why they gotta keep doing stuff. It

1127
01:00:51,720 --> 01:00:54,919
Speaker 1: ain't sustaining. It's the only amount of time for something

1128
01:00:55,040 --> 01:00:59,280
Speaker 1: comes destroyed and once it's destroyed, cannot come back. The

1129
01:00:59,400 --> 01:01:01,520
Speaker 1: only way you at the comeback as an energy. You

1130
01:01:01,640 --> 01:01:04,120
Speaker 1: gotta come in through the woman. You the way. That's

1131
01:01:04,160 --> 01:01:06,400
Speaker 1: the only way your energy becomes. This is when they

1132
01:01:06,480 --> 01:01:08,800
Speaker 1: deal with the Ora boris and all this type of stuff.

1133
01:01:09,000 --> 01:01:10,920
Speaker 1: But I anstuffed to new that there was no death.

1134
01:01:12,240 --> 01:01:15,240
Speaker 1: So all these soul is people out here. Everybody got

1135
01:01:15,320 --> 01:01:18,200
Speaker 1: a spirit. Everything has a spirit, but not everybody got

1136
01:01:18,280 --> 01:01:21,640
Speaker 1: a soul. That's right, and you will know some souls

1137
01:01:21,720 --> 01:01:24,640
Speaker 1: beings because with a soul, you gotta feel. See, that's

1138
01:01:24,680 --> 01:01:27,240
Speaker 1: why we as black see as black people, we have

1139
01:01:27,400 --> 01:01:30,680
Speaker 1: something called polymorphins. Like this is science, You care what

1140
01:01:30,800 --> 01:01:35,280
Speaker 1: I'm saying this. There's actually a theorem by Professor Gabriella Ebo.

1141
01:01:35,800 --> 01:01:38,040
Speaker 1: He used to work for NASA and all this kind

1142
01:01:38,080 --> 01:01:41,000
Speaker 1: of stuff. But one of the most highly or like

1143
01:01:41,120 --> 01:01:47,080
Speaker 1: announced or whatever, um um rocket scientists. I would say,

1144
01:01:47,720 --> 01:01:50,280
Speaker 1: um physics is physics and all that type of stuff.

1145
01:01:50,320 --> 01:01:52,720
Speaker 1: But he has developed a theorem called the gag of theory,

1146
01:01:53,240 --> 01:01:55,760
Speaker 1: all right, and it proves that black people are five

1147
01:01:55,880 --> 01:01:59,240
Speaker 1: thirds mane. What simply means that we have polymorphins. These

1148
01:01:59,240 --> 01:02:01,920
Speaker 1: poly morphins great poly river. This is where music and

1149
01:02:02,040 --> 01:02:04,480
Speaker 1: beats come from. This is why the universe is four

1150
01:02:04,520 --> 01:02:06,760
Speaker 1: hundred and thirty two hurts. This is why each one

1151
01:02:06,800 --> 01:02:09,400
Speaker 1: of these shockers carries the frequency. This is why each

1152
01:02:09,560 --> 01:02:11,880
Speaker 1: level of the light spectrum, which is dealing with the

1153
01:02:11,920 --> 01:02:15,320
Speaker 1: shockers I hate, red, green, orange out of them carry

1154
01:02:15,400 --> 01:02:19,200
Speaker 1: sun frequencies. These sun frequencies carry information. Each color has

1155
01:02:19,200 --> 01:02:22,200
Speaker 1: amount of information. The higher the number, the lord the

1156
01:02:22,200 --> 01:02:24,560
Speaker 1: amount of information. The lord the number, the higher the

1157
01:02:24,560 --> 01:02:27,360
Speaker 1: amount of information. His purpose is gonna have a lower number.

1158
01:02:27,640 --> 01:02:29,760
Speaker 1: Platinum is gonna have a lower number. White is gonna

1159
01:02:29,760 --> 01:02:32,200
Speaker 1: have a lower number. It's more information. This is why

1160
01:02:32,280 --> 01:02:34,880
Speaker 1: you see the white illuminated behind Jesus Christ and all

1161
01:02:34,920 --> 01:02:36,840
Speaker 1: this kind of stuff. That's why they call the Christ

1162
01:02:36,920 --> 01:02:40,000
Speaker 1: conscience and they do white. Right. So this is saying

1163
01:02:40,040 --> 01:02:43,040
Speaker 1: that once I reach a higher vibration, I'm able to

1164
01:02:43,200 --> 01:02:46,720
Speaker 1: raise my pitch. So I pick up on levels of

1165
01:02:46,760 --> 01:02:50,800
Speaker 1: conscieness that other people don't I'm I'm receiving things that

1166
01:02:50,880 --> 01:02:53,800
Speaker 1: other people don't. My body is a receptor. Now it

1167
01:02:53,920 --> 01:02:57,080
Speaker 1: is an antenna. See that when people talk, how vibration

1168
01:02:57,200 --> 01:02:59,840
Speaker 1: is not just the talker. It ain't just it ain't

1169
01:02:59,880 --> 01:03:03,240
Speaker 1: just cliche. So when you're talking, people reach a level

1170
01:03:03,360 --> 01:03:07,320
Speaker 1: of like knowing. This is when you are like operating

1171
01:03:07,320 --> 01:03:09,960
Speaker 1: in the realm, beyond likes and dislikes. Yeah, I don't

1172
01:03:09,960 --> 01:03:13,800
Speaker 1: even know what the differences between knowing and believing because

1173
01:03:14,200 --> 01:03:16,840
Speaker 1: when you when you believe something, that stops you from knowing.

1174
01:03:17,520 --> 01:03:19,640
Speaker 1: Because if I believe something that means I reached the

1175
01:03:19,640 --> 01:03:21,760
Speaker 1: conclusion in my mind is to believe this is true.

1176
01:03:21,840 --> 01:03:25,160
Speaker 1: This would create cognitive dissonance. This is the ego now,

1177
01:03:25,760 --> 01:03:28,720
Speaker 1: m because now this is an intellectual property. This means

1178
01:03:28,760 --> 01:03:31,200
Speaker 1: you've gathered enough information to say that you know this thing.

1179
01:03:31,920 --> 01:03:33,840
Speaker 1: But is that really possible? In his life? Can't you

1180
01:03:33,920 --> 01:03:35,720
Speaker 1: know enough about one thing to ever say that you

1181
01:03:35,880 --> 01:03:39,160
Speaker 1: master it? Are you fully know the thing? Knowledge is infinite,

1182
01:03:39,200 --> 01:03:42,880
Speaker 1: ignorance is bliss. So the knowledge applied becomes wisdom. The

1183
01:03:42,920 --> 01:03:46,120
Speaker 1: wisdom is power. Now go back to the feminine again,

1184
01:03:46,160 --> 01:03:48,760
Speaker 1: because if you ain't got that emotional intelligence, you know

1185
01:03:48,840 --> 01:03:51,280
Speaker 1: why you feel what you feel. Women always want to

1186
01:03:51,320 --> 01:03:53,560
Speaker 1: know why you feel what you feel. That's why y'all

1187
01:03:53,560 --> 01:03:57,080
Speaker 1: want to know why. Y'all always ask him why why

1188
01:03:57,400 --> 01:04:00,160
Speaker 1: why do you do that? Why you do of me

1189
01:04:00,280 --> 01:04:04,600
Speaker 1: like that job? Yeah, because now your intellect what property

1190
01:04:04,720 --> 01:04:07,160
Speaker 1: is like, what is going on? Your ego? Is damage

1191
01:04:07,200 --> 01:04:10,200
Speaker 1: your masculine principles? Like what is happening to look? That's

1192
01:04:10,200 --> 01:04:12,560
Speaker 1: why I always called like people like, wait, am I tripping?

1193
01:04:14,280 --> 01:04:17,080
Speaker 1: I can't need to know? Am I tripping? But guess

1194
01:04:17,160 --> 01:04:18,800
Speaker 1: what the reason why you say all your tripping? Because

1195
01:04:18,800 --> 01:04:22,520
Speaker 1: the woman already knows your dement already told you. But

1196
01:04:22,640 --> 01:04:24,680
Speaker 1: now your intellect what properties are saying I need to

1197
01:04:24,720 --> 01:04:27,840
Speaker 1: get the more information. No, you don't if you surrender

1198
01:04:27,880 --> 01:04:31,240
Speaker 1: to that knowing and you trust that discernment, because that's

1199
01:04:31,280 --> 01:04:35,160
Speaker 1: beyond these galls. That's beyond this knowledge. Now see, that's

1200
01:04:35,200 --> 01:04:38,760
Speaker 1: beyond the beliefs, that's even beyond the knowing. Now your

1201
01:04:38,800 --> 01:04:41,400
Speaker 1: intuitioness saying because now your mind might not be able

1202
01:04:41,440 --> 01:04:44,000
Speaker 1: to gather enough information to say I can support that.

1203
01:04:45,160 --> 01:04:46,640
Speaker 1: So now that's why they won't be like I need

1204
01:04:46,680 --> 01:04:50,280
Speaker 1: to get more details when the actuality you don't need them.

1205
01:04:51,000 --> 01:04:54,360
Speaker 1: That's a masculine principle. It's the way they have women

1206
01:04:54,480 --> 01:04:58,440
Speaker 1: moving through their masculinity. Do you think like the masses,

1207
01:04:58,640 --> 01:05:01,000
Speaker 1: it's just out here intense. Know, we're trying to confuse

1208
01:05:01,080 --> 01:05:04,320
Speaker 1: women exactly because guess how they do that. They keep

1209
01:05:04,360 --> 01:05:08,760
Speaker 1: you identifying with every expression of the feminine power, because

1210
01:05:08,800 --> 01:05:11,160
Speaker 1: in order for you to express yourself in any aspect

1211
01:05:11,200 --> 01:05:13,720
Speaker 1: of your nature, you have to have a feminine power

1212
01:05:13,800 --> 01:05:16,040
Speaker 1: to do that. This is why they called isis are

1213
01:05:16,120 --> 01:05:19,000
Speaker 1: sick the goddess at ten thousand names, because it's only

1214
01:05:19,040 --> 01:05:21,880
Speaker 1: through the feminine power that you're able to be a mother, father,

1215
01:05:22,080 --> 01:05:24,800
Speaker 1: love of friends you want. You only been able to

1216
01:05:24,880 --> 01:05:29,280
Speaker 1: take these physical expressions. Dude, you being still so they

1217
01:05:29,360 --> 01:05:32,960
Speaker 1: have That's that's patriarchy. See cause then they got everybody,

1218
01:05:33,040 --> 01:05:35,400
Speaker 1: don't You don't know what about nobody trusting intuition, No

1219
01:05:35,480 --> 01:05:38,160
Speaker 1: nobody chote what they know. That's why niggas is pulling

1220
01:05:38,240 --> 01:05:40,840
Speaker 1: up going crazy. Nigga, you knew that woman and like you,

1221
01:05:41,120 --> 01:05:43,360
Speaker 1: you know she probably had another nigga. You pull it

1222
01:05:43,440 --> 01:05:45,720
Speaker 1: up and saw it. Now you don't win crazy, You

1223
01:05:45,760 --> 01:05:47,760
Speaker 1: get what I'm saying. Called you you you didn't had

1224
01:05:47,840 --> 01:05:49,800
Speaker 1: emotional ting to say no, I knew this ship went

1225
01:05:49,960 --> 01:05:52,120
Speaker 1: right off top. That's why the woman gonna bust the car,

1226
01:05:52,240 --> 01:05:54,120
Speaker 1: bust the windows out of those ships. And you got

1227
01:05:54,200 --> 01:05:56,520
Speaker 1: me fucked up. That's why the woman said, Yeah, nig

1228
01:05:56,600 --> 01:05:58,840
Speaker 1: I knew how long nigga, you've been acting fun and

1229
01:05:58,880 --> 01:06:01,920
Speaker 1: since this time, Nick, it's all you got account of

1230
01:06:01,960 --> 01:06:04,840
Speaker 1: it automatically. Like, but when you don't trust that, you're

1231
01:06:04,880 --> 01:06:07,400
Speaker 1: just like, I'm just waiting. I'm just wait, waiting for

1232
01:06:07,760 --> 01:06:11,280
Speaker 1: your own demise. Goddamn, because once the truth hit your way,

1233
01:06:11,360 --> 01:06:13,600
Speaker 1: he's gonna be like, Wow, Wow, now you're gonna feel

1234
01:06:13,600 --> 01:06:16,160
Speaker 1: like I gotta fight now. They had me funked up. Now,

1235
01:06:16,720 --> 01:06:20,920
Speaker 1: in actuality, you had yourself. You had yourself fucked up,

1236
01:06:21,280 --> 01:06:23,560
Speaker 1: all right. Listen, since let all our listeners know way

1237
01:06:23,560 --> 01:06:25,080
Speaker 1: they could find you, as they could pull out for

1238
01:06:25,120 --> 01:06:27,560
Speaker 1: these good old readings. You do all type of ship.

1239
01:06:27,640 --> 01:06:30,960
Speaker 1: Let them know, man, y'all can My website is Divine

1240
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Speaker 1: Selections dot neck, so that's divine and then selections dot neck. Um.

1241
01:06:37,960 --> 01:06:40,280
Speaker 1: Then I'll say with my ten K card, uh, it's

1242
01:06:40,680 --> 01:06:43,400
Speaker 1: um since a nine dot com. So if you go

1243
01:06:43,480 --> 01:06:46,040
Speaker 1: to sense a nine dot com, you'll see my my

1244
01:06:46,160 --> 01:06:49,360
Speaker 1: ten K card, my links on the I'm on Facebook

1245
01:06:49,400 --> 01:06:52,640
Speaker 1: is since a nine as well Instagram since on the

1246
01:06:52,720 --> 01:06:55,400
Speaker 1: score nine. I'm on TikTok. Don't know how long I

1247
01:06:55,400 --> 01:06:57,800
Speaker 1: wo'na be on TikTok through terms of conditions? Is something

1248
01:06:57,840 --> 01:07:01,560
Speaker 1: else ain't lyne I'll be debating you doing all your likeness, man,

1249
01:07:01,680 --> 01:07:03,960
Speaker 1: de folks they do you know, they monitor what you're

1250
01:07:04,000 --> 01:07:09,040
Speaker 1: typing like defolks monitor everything like it's crazy. So because

1251
01:07:09,040 --> 01:07:10,680
Speaker 1: I ain't afraid of them, But then I don't want

1252
01:07:10,720 --> 01:07:12,840
Speaker 1: the folks all of my business. And I've been shadow

1253
01:07:12,920 --> 01:07:15,440
Speaker 1: being out down there every account I got, so I

1254
01:07:15,560 --> 01:07:17,640
Speaker 1: know if the government wants to crack down, I'll be

1255
01:07:17,680 --> 01:07:19,480
Speaker 1: one of the ones they're coming from. You know what

1256
01:07:19,560 --> 01:07:22,680
Speaker 1: I'm saying in because I'm always posting on stuff. But

1257
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Speaker 1: that's why Trump was trying to force China the Celtic talk. Yeah,

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Speaker 1: it's all our data collection they got. God thought Microsoft

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Speaker 1: had purchased it. Yeah, and that's why Oracle, I think

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Speaker 1: Oracle yep. And that's why Trump kept talking about China.

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Speaker 1: China they've been they It's like they really have hecked

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Speaker 1: us cyberly, like they people have no idea how much

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Speaker 1: China have control they have of our cyber networks and

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Speaker 1: just not people don't even think about India being in

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Speaker 1: China because listen, when you call one hundred numbers, who ainswering?

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Speaker 1: can talk for four more hours if we let him.

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