1 00:00:00,160 --> 00:00:04,040 Speaker 1: Welcome back to Good Mom's Bad Choices. I'm Mela and 2 00:00:04,080 --> 00:00:06,320 Speaker 1: I'm Erica and we're hiking. 3 00:00:06,360 --> 00:00:11,840 Speaker 2: Baby, we're on a high in the wild. Oh sorry, 4 00:00:12,000 --> 00:00:14,319 Speaker 2: I'm a fast walk we know we got he's into 5 00:00:14,360 --> 00:00:18,160 Speaker 2: this side. Sorry he's slow. You know I'm a fast walker. 6 00:00:18,640 --> 00:00:18,920 Speaker 3: I know. 7 00:00:19,000 --> 00:00:20,919 Speaker 1: There's a little sh tiny little legs you got. I 8 00:00:21,000 --> 00:00:22,840 Speaker 1: have long legs for a short person. 9 00:00:23,000 --> 00:00:24,600 Speaker 2: You do. I keep telling you this. 10 00:00:25,000 --> 00:00:27,600 Speaker 1: That's why whenever, whenever anyone meets Mela, and they always 11 00:00:27,600 --> 00:00:31,360 Speaker 1: think she's so tiny, cause I think you're so much taller. 12 00:00:31,680 --> 00:00:34,519 Speaker 2: I know I look tall at my photographs, I look 13 00:00:34,560 --> 00:00:36,280 Speaker 2: tall and real life long. 14 00:00:36,159 --> 00:00:39,040 Speaker 1: Gate, you're bought tea. 15 00:00:39,880 --> 00:00:45,519 Speaker 2: Anyway, we're here in our hood. Uh, hiking in Pryman. 16 00:00:46,479 --> 00:00:50,559 Speaker 2: It's a beautiful place. This is a very valley girl staple. 17 00:00:50,840 --> 00:00:54,800 Speaker 1: This is nostalgic. I've been hiking Fryman Canyon since I think. 18 00:00:55,120 --> 00:00:55,800 Speaker 3: I could walk. 19 00:00:56,040 --> 00:01:00,600 Speaker 1: My mom started bringing me up this hill. This was 20 00:01:00,760 --> 00:01:03,040 Speaker 1: my first type I ever went to. If you're from 21 00:01:03,080 --> 00:01:05,280 Speaker 1: the valley, then you come to Fryman. You don't go 22 00:01:05,319 --> 00:01:07,080 Speaker 1: to Runnian Canyon. You come here. 23 00:01:08,160 --> 00:01:08,759 Speaker 2: That's a fact. 24 00:01:09,319 --> 00:01:10,880 Speaker 1: And you know what, I would even say that like 25 00:01:10,959 --> 00:01:13,520 Speaker 1: the vibes of Frymen are different than Runyan, Like. 26 00:01:13,560 --> 00:01:17,160 Speaker 3: Yeah, so the people are different. There's more makeup on Runian. 27 00:01:17,440 --> 00:01:19,880 Speaker 2: I was literally about to say that you have to 28 00:01:19,920 --> 00:01:24,600 Speaker 2: be fully glam blam. I've gone to Runyan, like just gone. 29 00:01:24,640 --> 00:01:27,240 Speaker 2: I can't and I felt severely underdressed. 30 00:01:27,319 --> 00:01:27,520 Speaker 3: Wait. 31 00:01:27,560 --> 00:01:29,280 Speaker 1: I bought these pants and they're supposed to like be 32 00:01:29,400 --> 00:01:33,400 Speaker 1: in your butt pants, but I think nobody but. 33 00:01:32,680 --> 00:01:34,160 Speaker 3: What they're called. 34 00:01:35,480 --> 00:01:40,360 Speaker 1: Ala like ariola there in my butt a little? 35 00:01:40,480 --> 00:01:43,400 Speaker 2: They're not. These are not the good kind. That's this 36 00:01:43,480 --> 00:01:46,199 Speaker 2: gunch right here? Are they doing it? Not? Really? 37 00:01:46,640 --> 00:01:47,120 Speaker 3: Okay? 38 00:01:47,160 --> 00:01:49,280 Speaker 1: Well you tried. I was really hoping this is me 39 00:01:49,440 --> 00:01:50,400 Speaker 1: dressing up on Fryman. 40 00:01:50,920 --> 00:01:53,400 Speaker 2: I wasn't dressing up. I was dressing warm because also 41 00:01:53,520 --> 00:01:56,080 Speaker 2: I'm not used to this forty degree weather in La. 42 00:01:56,520 --> 00:01:57,080 Speaker 2: I'm pissed. 43 00:01:57,160 --> 00:01:57,800 Speaker 3: You have one. 44 00:01:57,720 --> 00:01:59,600 Speaker 1: Jacket in your whole closet. This is the most you'll 45 00:01:59,640 --> 00:02:02,240 Speaker 1: ever see fully dressed. I had to go pick up 46 00:02:02,240 --> 00:02:02,640 Speaker 1: a jacket. 47 00:02:02,840 --> 00:02:05,280 Speaker 3: This is your ski jacket. This is the jacket you 48 00:02:05,360 --> 00:02:06,040 Speaker 3: go skiing. 49 00:02:06,240 --> 00:02:09,160 Speaker 2: I know I do not like the cold. 50 00:02:10,639 --> 00:02:12,120 Speaker 3: Did I get iris Stanley Cup? 51 00:02:12,720 --> 00:02:16,000 Speaker 1: No? I didn't realize that Stanley was like so important. 52 00:02:16,440 --> 00:02:18,760 Speaker 2: They're people they've been planning the seats and are fucking 53 00:02:18,880 --> 00:02:22,320 Speaker 2: kids that Stanley's a cult. The kids have gone mad. 54 00:02:22,960 --> 00:02:25,120 Speaker 1: I went to Target yesterday and I went to go 55 00:02:25,280 --> 00:02:28,320 Speaker 1: buy Iri some water bottles and why is every water 56 00:02:28,400 --> 00:02:32,560 Speaker 1: bottle thirty dollars in up? Because I'm like, my child 57 00:02:32,600 --> 00:02:34,680 Speaker 1: loses these bottles over and oh. 58 00:02:34,560 --> 00:02:36,200 Speaker 2: My god, I just reminded me she didn't put a 59 00:02:36,240 --> 00:02:38,280 Speaker 2: fucking name on hers. She better not lose that shit. 60 00:02:38,320 --> 00:02:42,359 Speaker 2: I forgot Nisha got it, but still, yeah, you've got 61 00:02:42,400 --> 00:02:45,000 Speaker 2: my name. She took it to school today. I had 62 00:02:45,000 --> 00:02:48,000 Speaker 2: like a straw and like, what the fucking drinking coffee? 63 00:02:48,040 --> 00:02:48,840 Speaker 2: Drinking coffee? 64 00:02:49,040 --> 00:02:51,720 Speaker 1: Your daughter loves coffee. 65 00:02:52,760 --> 00:02:55,800 Speaker 2: She does not love coffee. She told me she loves coffee, coffee, 66 00:02:55,800 --> 00:02:56,280 Speaker 2: ice cream. 67 00:02:56,360 --> 00:02:57,880 Speaker 3: She said, she likes coffee. 68 00:02:59,160 --> 00:02:59,840 Speaker 2: You know what I was thinking? 69 00:03:00,200 --> 00:03:02,120 Speaker 1: I was thinking about turtles because like one of the 70 00:03:02,160 --> 00:03:05,400 Speaker 1: long like the oldest living like animals on the planet 71 00:03:05,440 --> 00:03:07,520 Speaker 1: is this turtle and that's like five hundred years old. 72 00:03:07,639 --> 00:03:11,320 Speaker 1: Whoa yeah, bitch really thinking, how is what does that 73 00:03:11,400 --> 00:03:12,000 Speaker 1: heart look like? 74 00:03:12,040 --> 00:03:14,800 Speaker 2: What is a five hundred year old? Today's years old? 75 00:03:15,120 --> 00:03:19,040 Speaker 1: I was today years old Today's segment of Today years old. 76 00:03:19,800 --> 00:03:22,920 Speaker 1: Fun fact, The oldest animal on Earth is a fucking turtle. 77 00:03:22,960 --> 00:03:25,280 Speaker 3: I can't remember her name or his name, but. 78 00:03:28,200 --> 00:03:31,320 Speaker 2: Is five hundred years old. Why does the turtle have 79 00:03:31,400 --> 00:03:32,520 Speaker 2: to be a day here? 80 00:03:32,600 --> 00:03:36,560 Speaker 1: She is five hundred years old, and I'm mind blown 81 00:03:36,600 --> 00:03:39,520 Speaker 1: because I'm whoa, it's a dinosaur. 82 00:03:39,800 --> 00:03:41,040 Speaker 2: Dinosaurs alligators too. 83 00:03:41,200 --> 00:03:42,640 Speaker 1: I want to know what the inside of that body 84 00:03:42,640 --> 00:03:45,240 Speaker 1: looks like, Like, what does your blood look like? 85 00:03:45,280 --> 00:03:49,040 Speaker 2: What is five hundred year old blood just recirculating blood? 86 00:03:49,600 --> 00:03:55,160 Speaker 2: It probably just looks like blood. I just mean your 87 00:03:55,200 --> 00:03:58,280 Speaker 2: heart's still pumping. I wonder is the fountain of us 88 00:03:58,320 --> 00:04:01,760 Speaker 2: in the turtle? We can drink the turtles blood. I've 89 00:04:01,760 --> 00:04:06,000 Speaker 2: heard about people drinking turtle blood like turtle soup. It's 90 00:04:06,040 --> 00:04:09,800 Speaker 2: like maybe that was snake blood. Anyway, you know, blood's 91 00:04:09,840 --> 00:04:12,040 Speaker 2: good for you for real. 92 00:04:12,480 --> 00:04:15,480 Speaker 1: Speaking of blood, I recently so I was talking to 93 00:04:15,600 --> 00:04:20,400 Speaker 1: one of our former guests, Mikayla Mama, mush womb Mama, 94 00:04:21,120 --> 00:04:27,760 Speaker 1: because I have been every every cycle. During my cycle, 95 00:04:27,760 --> 00:04:30,680 Speaker 1: I've been capturing my blood. And for those listening, if 96 00:04:30,720 --> 00:04:34,440 Speaker 1: you're freaked out, you should be. I've been capturing my 97 00:04:34,560 --> 00:04:35,320 Speaker 1: blood and. 98 00:04:35,400 --> 00:04:36,680 Speaker 2: Been using a sea sponge. 99 00:04:37,080 --> 00:04:39,280 Speaker 1: Well this yesterday was the first time I used the 100 00:04:39,320 --> 00:04:39,840 Speaker 1: sea sponge. 101 00:04:39,880 --> 00:04:40,600 Speaker 2: How'd you like it? 102 00:04:40,920 --> 00:04:42,640 Speaker 1: So I didn't know how to use it because so 103 00:04:42,640 --> 00:04:44,920 Speaker 1: I had to call her because I pulled it out 104 00:04:44,920 --> 00:04:48,880 Speaker 1: and there was no instructions because they can't actually say 105 00:04:48,960 --> 00:04:53,719 Speaker 1: that it's for vaginal menstruation really, because there's so much 106 00:04:53,800 --> 00:04:58,840 Speaker 1: negativity around it because of not being able to like 107 00:04:59,080 --> 00:05:01,880 Speaker 1: fully fully made make sure it's like sanitized because it's 108 00:05:01,920 --> 00:05:04,919 Speaker 1: from the ocean, and that there might be sand particles 109 00:05:04,960 --> 00:05:05,240 Speaker 1: in it. 110 00:05:05,360 --> 00:05:09,000 Speaker 2: Well, it tells you to soak it and technically is 111 00:05:09,040 --> 00:05:13,160 Speaker 2: it a living organism? Still no, but. 112 00:05:13,400 --> 00:05:17,800 Speaker 1: I don't know anyway, So I pulled it out and 113 00:05:17,800 --> 00:05:19,880 Speaker 1: it was so hard, yeah, in the wood, and I 114 00:05:19,920 --> 00:05:20,960 Speaker 1: was like, how am I going to use this? 115 00:05:21,120 --> 00:05:22,640 Speaker 3: And so she sent me this video. 116 00:05:23,640 --> 00:05:24,320 Speaker 2: Did I do it right? 117 00:05:24,640 --> 00:05:25,680 Speaker 3: You did it? 118 00:05:25,839 --> 00:05:26,520 Speaker 2: Yeah? I used it? 119 00:05:26,560 --> 00:05:28,680 Speaker 3: Did you do it hard? Hard? 120 00:05:28,800 --> 00:05:32,800 Speaker 2: Oh? I was like, you pussy open minded directions? Oh 121 00:05:33,720 --> 00:05:35,000 Speaker 2: we had we've got it together. 122 00:05:35,040 --> 00:05:37,880 Speaker 3: I don't know mine. Did mine set directions for cleaning it? 123 00:05:37,960 --> 00:05:38,200 Speaker 2: Yeah? 124 00:05:38,279 --> 00:05:39,360 Speaker 3: And not for putting it in? 125 00:05:39,720 --> 00:05:43,760 Speaker 2: No, I figure stuffing it in there? Just stuffed the 126 00:05:43,839 --> 00:05:44,520 Speaker 2: sponge now? 127 00:05:45,360 --> 00:05:46,520 Speaker 3: Yeah? Yeah, pretty much? 128 00:05:46,600 --> 00:05:46,760 Speaker 2: Ok? 129 00:05:46,839 --> 00:05:49,320 Speaker 1: It Well, at first I washed it and I cleaned 130 00:05:49,320 --> 00:05:51,039 Speaker 1: it just I put a little vinegar on there and 131 00:05:51,080 --> 00:05:55,240 Speaker 1: I cleaned it first, and then you fold it up 132 00:05:55,279 --> 00:05:57,960 Speaker 1: like a little taco, yeah, and then you insert it. 133 00:05:58,000 --> 00:05:59,720 Speaker 2: I don't know if the taco. I just stuffed it. 134 00:05:59,800 --> 00:06:02,839 Speaker 1: And may recommend that you still wear like either panty 135 00:06:02,880 --> 00:06:06,960 Speaker 1: liner yeah, like period panties or whatever on your heavy days, 136 00:06:08,360 --> 00:06:10,200 Speaker 1: and that you clean it after every use. And then 137 00:06:10,240 --> 00:06:13,120 Speaker 1: she was getting really talking about just making sure you 138 00:06:13,160 --> 00:06:16,440 Speaker 1: find a bathroom that has it has running water, and 139 00:06:16,520 --> 00:06:19,280 Speaker 1: like having a bidet, which now I think I need 140 00:06:19,279 --> 00:06:19,640 Speaker 1: a be day. 141 00:06:19,960 --> 00:06:22,240 Speaker 2: I want to a day too. Yeah, you can just 142 00:06:22,320 --> 00:06:22,880 Speaker 2: attach it. 143 00:06:22,800 --> 00:06:24,919 Speaker 1: To I don't know why I felt like, and this 144 00:06:25,080 --> 00:06:27,240 Speaker 1: is stupid, but I always felt like the days were 145 00:06:27,240 --> 00:06:30,279 Speaker 1: insanitary because I was like, we're like I don't know, 146 00:06:30,320 --> 00:06:31,760 Speaker 1: I don't know why. I thought it was like just 147 00:06:31,920 --> 00:06:34,679 Speaker 1: it is the water from the toilet, but like it's also. 148 00:06:36,400 --> 00:06:37,240 Speaker 3: I don't know why. 149 00:06:37,320 --> 00:06:40,000 Speaker 1: My mind was like not processing it's the same ship. 150 00:06:41,400 --> 00:06:44,160 Speaker 1: But in the video she also says like worst case 151 00:06:44,200 --> 00:06:46,640 Speaker 1: scenario if you don't have water, flush the toilet a 152 00:06:46,640 --> 00:06:49,200 Speaker 1: few times and just throw the sponge in there and 153 00:06:49,360 --> 00:06:51,320 Speaker 1: use the toilet water to get it wet. 154 00:06:51,320 --> 00:06:55,360 Speaker 2: And I was like wait, wait, wait, wait wait wait wait, hold. 155 00:06:55,200 --> 00:06:57,360 Speaker 3: Up apparently the same water. 156 00:06:58,320 --> 00:07:03,240 Speaker 2: Bitch now really has the same water bit in the toilet, but. 157 00:07:05,120 --> 00:07:10,120 Speaker 3: The particles scenario. No, I didn't do it. I'm doing 158 00:07:10,160 --> 00:07:10,560 Speaker 3: it at home. 159 00:07:10,640 --> 00:07:13,480 Speaker 2: But I was just saying it. Worst case scenario, you 160 00:07:13,600 --> 00:07:14,000 Speaker 2: flush the. 161 00:07:14,040 --> 00:07:17,200 Speaker 1: Toilet and times and you use the water in the 162 00:07:17,320 --> 00:07:20,800 Speaker 1: public bathroom toil it. I don't have to talk to 163 00:07:20,840 --> 00:07:24,680 Speaker 1: her about this anyway. I'm going to have to talk 164 00:07:24,720 --> 00:07:27,960 Speaker 1: to her about this asap. She's very well educated. 165 00:07:28,360 --> 00:07:29,679 Speaker 2: I know she's a genius. 166 00:07:30,400 --> 00:07:32,320 Speaker 1: Her pussy probably smells like fucking jazz. 167 00:07:32,520 --> 00:07:34,600 Speaker 2: I'm not saying it's not. I'm telling her she shouldn't 168 00:07:34,600 --> 00:07:37,840 Speaker 2: do that either. Okay, Well, under no circumstance, I'm gonna 169 00:07:37,840 --> 00:07:39,720 Speaker 2: take that bitch to the sink with the common area. 170 00:07:40,480 --> 00:07:42,160 Speaker 3: Have a water bottle on me at all times, like 171 00:07:42,320 --> 00:07:43,360 Speaker 3: how I do my beauty wonder. 172 00:07:43,520 --> 00:07:47,680 Speaker 1: Yeah, anyway, And I squeezed it in my plant, so yeah, 173 00:07:47,800 --> 00:07:50,920 Speaker 1: so I used it, and so I used my blood 174 00:07:50,960 --> 00:07:53,840 Speaker 1: for my altar, and I also use it for my plants. 175 00:07:54,160 --> 00:07:55,800 Speaker 1: And now that I live in this new house, I 176 00:07:55,920 --> 00:07:59,560 Speaker 1: have no fucking grass anywhere. Oh it's fucking terf Yeah, 177 00:08:00,040 --> 00:08:02,000 Speaker 1: so I have to be creative. 178 00:08:03,480 --> 00:08:05,320 Speaker 3: But I put the sponge in I had it in. 179 00:08:05,360 --> 00:08:07,960 Speaker 2: For like, wouldn't mean if you created you were burying 180 00:08:08,000 --> 00:08:08,440 Speaker 2: it before. 181 00:08:09,560 --> 00:08:11,280 Speaker 3: I was burying it, yeah, before, But now I have 182 00:08:11,440 --> 00:08:11,760 Speaker 3: I haven't. 183 00:08:11,760 --> 00:08:12,560 Speaker 2: Maybe you can bury it in. 184 00:08:13,320 --> 00:08:14,120 Speaker 3: I have some tr I did. 185 00:08:14,280 --> 00:08:16,160 Speaker 2: I did, but I feel like that. 186 00:08:16,600 --> 00:08:18,160 Speaker 1: I feel like that soil is so old, Like I 187 00:08:18,200 --> 00:08:20,360 Speaker 1: need to resoil my plants and get some fresh soil. 188 00:08:20,480 --> 00:08:20,800 Speaker 2: Yeah, I need. 189 00:08:21,040 --> 00:08:25,160 Speaker 1: Yeah, but I pulled I had it in for like 190 00:08:26,000 --> 00:08:29,680 Speaker 1: maybe four hours, and when I pulled it out, I 191 00:08:29,800 --> 00:08:33,160 Speaker 1: just I anticipated it being like totally soaked and bloody, 192 00:08:33,160 --> 00:08:33,640 Speaker 1: and it wasn't. 193 00:08:34,120 --> 00:08:35,439 Speaker 3: And then you just run a little water over it 194 00:08:35,480 --> 00:08:36,520 Speaker 3: and you squeeze it in the cup. 195 00:08:36,679 --> 00:08:39,439 Speaker 2: Yeah, you have all this diluted blood. Yeah, and the 196 00:08:40,559 --> 00:08:42,520 Speaker 2: magic for those watching are scared. 197 00:08:42,920 --> 00:08:45,800 Speaker 1: So the men that are recording that are like, what 198 00:08:46,040 --> 00:08:48,240 Speaker 1: in the fuck are these bitches talking about? 199 00:08:49,240 --> 00:08:49,559 Speaker 3: Like what? 200 00:08:49,840 --> 00:08:52,199 Speaker 2: Then we captured up blood and then you put it 201 00:08:52,240 --> 00:08:53,800 Speaker 2: in a pants and I take it home. 202 00:08:53,760 --> 00:08:55,520 Speaker 3: And then I kept it on my altar. 203 00:08:56,760 --> 00:08:57,280 Speaker 1: And my. 204 00:09:00,440 --> 00:09:01,160 Speaker 2: But really. 205 00:09:02,640 --> 00:09:04,760 Speaker 1: No, I feel like I'm just trying to get really 206 00:09:04,920 --> 00:09:07,360 Speaker 1: used to not being so f grossed out by my 207 00:09:07,440 --> 00:09:08,560 Speaker 1: own bodily functions. 208 00:09:08,679 --> 00:09:11,439 Speaker 3: So this is my this is my year. 209 00:09:11,480 --> 00:09:13,959 Speaker 1: I don't know if I'm gonna be doing a period painting. 210 00:09:14,600 --> 00:09:18,760 Speaker 2: Okay, or I'm not open to that, but you know, 211 00:09:18,880 --> 00:09:20,760 Speaker 2: I don't know what day. I would just stand over 212 00:09:20,920 --> 00:09:21,439 Speaker 2: the canvas. 213 00:09:22,120 --> 00:09:25,600 Speaker 1: No, No period painting is you take that water, diluted water, 214 00:09:25,640 --> 00:09:26,640 Speaker 1: you put a paint, brushing paint. 215 00:09:26,679 --> 00:09:28,480 Speaker 2: No, I said, I could just stand over the canvas 216 00:09:28,559 --> 00:09:30,840 Speaker 2: and just do a couple of drip and then use 217 00:09:30,920 --> 00:09:34,040 Speaker 2: my fingers, you know, finger painting with it. I don't 218 00:09:34,080 --> 00:09:36,640 Speaker 2: see myself doing that or spreading it on my face. 219 00:09:36,880 --> 00:09:40,280 Speaker 2: But you can also like enchant your manifestations or have 220 00:09:40,400 --> 00:09:42,800 Speaker 2: your prayers and you can write them out and then 221 00:09:44,080 --> 00:09:47,440 Speaker 2: with semen or with blood with semen. Yeah, it's also 222 00:09:47,600 --> 00:09:50,480 Speaker 2: like love. It's also life force energy. It's also like 223 00:09:50,640 --> 00:09:53,079 Speaker 2: very ponent. It's of the body. So those things you 224 00:09:53,160 --> 00:09:56,800 Speaker 2: can enchant your manifestations with, plant those keep them. 225 00:09:57,679 --> 00:09:59,880 Speaker 3: Hm, you have to capture some semen this weekend. 226 00:10:00,120 --> 00:10:02,040 Speaker 2: Yeah, hey, excuse me. Can I just get a little 227 00:10:02,040 --> 00:10:07,400 Speaker 2: bit of that? I just wrote this one time. I 228 00:10:07,559 --> 00:10:09,320 Speaker 2: had like under my pillow and I was like, listen, 229 00:10:09,640 --> 00:10:12,200 Speaker 2: when you're done, just pull this out. 230 00:10:14,320 --> 00:10:18,680 Speaker 1: The part our bills, our bills, so. 231 00:10:21,120 --> 00:10:22,520 Speaker 2: Right, didn't have your feet. 232 00:10:26,360 --> 00:10:28,760 Speaker 3: All right? Perfect? 233 00:10:29,640 --> 00:10:33,040 Speaker 2: Oh my god, wait, I was trying to do some 234 00:10:33,200 --> 00:10:39,199 Speaker 2: research speaking of periods, well about when you if you 235 00:10:39,280 --> 00:10:42,080 Speaker 2: bleed on the new moon or the full moon. Did 236 00:10:42,160 --> 00:10:46,400 Speaker 2: Sylvia talk to you about any of that because we're 237 00:10:46,440 --> 00:10:50,520 Speaker 2: bleeding on the new moon. Yeah, of course we of 238 00:10:50,600 --> 00:10:52,920 Speaker 2: course we are on the same cycle because we were 239 00:10:53,200 --> 00:10:53,959 Speaker 2: together every. 240 00:10:53,800 --> 00:10:57,200 Speaker 1: Moment, and of course we're wearing the same motherfucking outfit 241 00:10:58,040 --> 00:10:59,960 Speaker 1: because this is not planned. 242 00:11:00,120 --> 00:11:01,160 Speaker 3: Guys, swear to god. 243 00:11:01,760 --> 00:11:04,040 Speaker 1: I also had the beanie, but then I said, bitch, this. 244 00:11:04,120 --> 00:11:05,880 Speaker 3: Is too much, this is too much. 245 00:11:05,960 --> 00:11:10,040 Speaker 2: We're wives. I'm like, do we own any other fucking clothes? 246 00:11:10,360 --> 00:11:13,600 Speaker 1: No? No, Sylvia told me that. Shout out to Sylvia 247 00:11:13,679 --> 00:11:17,680 Speaker 1: and Sestral. She's amazing. Make sure you go follow her 248 00:11:17,760 --> 00:11:23,640 Speaker 1: on Instagram. She's our Costa Rican spiritual witch mama. She 249 00:11:24,960 --> 00:11:29,160 Speaker 1: told me that during the full moon, if you're bleeding, 250 00:11:29,760 --> 00:11:31,880 Speaker 1: you capture your blood and it's important to cover your 251 00:11:31,920 --> 00:11:35,400 Speaker 1: head when you go out and you bear. You find 252 00:11:35,440 --> 00:11:39,520 Speaker 1: a place, dig a hole, pour the blood in, ask 253 00:11:39,800 --> 00:11:42,640 Speaker 1: like put your intentions into, like what you are trying 254 00:11:42,720 --> 00:11:47,920 Speaker 1: to remove from your life, bury it and then that's it. 255 00:11:49,040 --> 00:11:49,800 Speaker 2: And then for the new moon. 256 00:11:49,800 --> 00:11:50,600 Speaker 3: I don't know about new moon. 257 00:11:50,640 --> 00:11:56,400 Speaker 1: I got it. I gotta whatsapperrst time this episode comes out, 258 00:11:56,400 --> 00:11:58,160 Speaker 1: I'll put an episode description or maybe I'll put it 259 00:11:58,160 --> 00:12:00,800 Speaker 1: on Patreon. On Patreon, you can find out what we 260 00:12:00,880 --> 00:12:01,880 Speaker 1: need me to do with your period. 261 00:12:01,920 --> 00:12:03,920 Speaker 3: But blood on the new moon. But this new mood 262 00:12:04,000 --> 00:12:04,840 Speaker 3: is in Capricorn, and. 263 00:12:04,840 --> 00:12:06,400 Speaker 1: I know this new mood is inviting us to really 264 00:12:06,440 --> 00:12:09,679 Speaker 1: think about our creative ideas, to feel inspired and like 265 00:12:10,160 --> 00:12:13,600 Speaker 1: moving into whatever it is that really drives us. Are 266 00:12:13,640 --> 00:12:17,000 Speaker 1: p really reflecting on our purpose not necessarily acting on it, 267 00:12:17,040 --> 00:12:19,640 Speaker 1: because that feels really intense, especially in January, and we're 268 00:12:19,640 --> 00:12:23,000 Speaker 1: trying to ease into January but really kind of planting 269 00:12:23,080 --> 00:12:26,439 Speaker 1: the seeds and reflecting on the things that really get 270 00:12:26,480 --> 00:12:28,640 Speaker 1: you excited about your creative process. 271 00:12:30,760 --> 00:12:35,079 Speaker 2: And yeah, yeah, it was interesting this that last the 272 00:12:35,240 --> 00:12:38,439 Speaker 2: last full moon was in Cancer and then the new 273 00:12:38,520 --> 00:12:41,000 Speaker 2: moon was in Capricorn, which are like sot opposite. So 274 00:12:41,120 --> 00:12:44,400 Speaker 2: it's like you probably did a heavy release emotional and 275 00:12:44,600 --> 00:12:47,320 Speaker 2: then went into Capricorn mode. 276 00:12:47,480 --> 00:12:47,680 Speaker 1: Mm. 277 00:12:48,200 --> 00:12:49,640 Speaker 2: You know, so there's like a lot of balance in 278 00:12:49,720 --> 00:12:50,040 Speaker 2: that too. 279 00:12:50,800 --> 00:12:51,040 Speaker 3: Yeah. 280 00:12:51,160 --> 00:12:53,160 Speaker 2: Yeah, but I've been feeling that too, Like we do 281 00:12:53,280 --> 00:12:56,319 Speaker 2: so much work and I'm like I forget that, like 282 00:12:56,600 --> 00:12:58,599 Speaker 2: this is what we get signed up is what we 283 00:12:58,720 --> 00:13:01,400 Speaker 2: asked for. And like even we had that shoot recently 284 00:13:01,440 --> 00:13:03,480 Speaker 2: and I was like getting anxiety about it. I was like, 285 00:13:03,640 --> 00:13:05,440 Speaker 2: so much shit to do, and then like we did 286 00:13:05,480 --> 00:13:06,719 Speaker 2: it and I was like, oh, yeah, this is fun. 287 00:13:06,760 --> 00:13:09,079 Speaker 2: I love my job. I love hanging out with my 288 00:13:09,160 --> 00:13:13,360 Speaker 2: friend and taking pictures. But you know, just like finding 289 00:13:13,760 --> 00:13:18,439 Speaker 2: the optimism in daily life and just like the things 290 00:13:18,480 --> 00:13:21,640 Speaker 2: that we actually do love and not like making the 291 00:13:21,720 --> 00:13:24,080 Speaker 2: work of it work, you know, making everything play. 292 00:13:24,280 --> 00:13:26,440 Speaker 3: Yeah, well, I think it's important too. 293 00:13:26,480 --> 00:13:30,120 Speaker 1: It like come to these spaces, get outside, get into nature, 294 00:13:30,400 --> 00:13:34,160 Speaker 1: especially like when it's cold, it feels I think that's 295 00:13:34,160 --> 00:13:36,360 Speaker 1: why people get seasonal depression too, because it gets so 296 00:13:36,480 --> 00:13:38,400 Speaker 1: cold and you are like I'm not going outside. 297 00:13:38,480 --> 00:13:39,559 Speaker 2: Fuck that mm. 298 00:13:39,840 --> 00:13:41,040 Speaker 3: But it's important. 299 00:13:41,440 --> 00:13:43,520 Speaker 2: Yeah, cause I ha, I haven't been as motivated to 300 00:13:43,600 --> 00:13:45,679 Speaker 2: come outside and hike, but now that I'm out here, 301 00:13:46,240 --> 00:13:47,080 Speaker 2: it feels really good. 302 00:13:47,440 --> 00:13:47,640 Speaker 3: Girl. 303 00:13:47,760 --> 00:13:49,719 Speaker 1: Put them layers on, put that jacket on, right, and 304 00:13:49,840 --> 00:13:52,280 Speaker 1: two layers of socks on, three pairs of pants, and 305 00:13:52,360 --> 00:13:53,280 Speaker 1: get your ass outside. 306 00:13:53,400 --> 00:13:58,079 Speaker 2: And really we're bullshitting because there's people who are definitely 307 00:13:58,320 --> 00:14:03,880 Speaker 2: in much much colder spaces, right, We're actually very lucky. 308 00:14:03,920 --> 00:14:06,880 Speaker 2: This is actually some bitch ass coldness. Actually some bitch 309 00:14:06,960 --> 00:14:10,680 Speaker 2: ass it's actually some very very mild cold. 310 00:14:10,920 --> 00:14:14,400 Speaker 1: I know, every time it gets cold in California, everyone 311 00:14:14,480 --> 00:14:17,880 Speaker 1: freaks out, and I I'm literally always reminding people like, bitch, 312 00:14:17,960 --> 00:14:20,520 Speaker 1: it gets cold here, right, it does. I mean not 313 00:14:20,640 --> 00:14:23,240 Speaker 1: cold like Minnesota. You guys, it's like forty one degrees. 314 00:14:23,360 --> 00:14:25,280 Speaker 1: But everyone in life freaks out. But you know why 315 00:14:25,280 --> 00:14:29,080 Speaker 1: everyone's cold cause everyone's ill prepared. Everyone refuses to get 316 00:14:29,120 --> 00:14:31,760 Speaker 1: with the program and actually put a fucking real jacket 317 00:14:31,800 --> 00:14:34,240 Speaker 1: on like this, like l like, literally we resist this. 318 00:14:34,520 --> 00:14:35,360 Speaker 2: This isn't light jazz. 319 00:14:35,400 --> 00:14:37,880 Speaker 1: We resist this jacket in the winter in LA and 320 00:14:37,960 --> 00:14:40,040 Speaker 1: then we're like, it's so fucking cold. Well. 321 00:14:40,080 --> 00:14:42,240 Speaker 2: I remember when I went to college. I went to Atlanta, 322 00:14:42,240 --> 00:14:43,480 Speaker 2: and I'm like, I don't know what the fuck I 323 00:14:43,480 --> 00:14:46,160 Speaker 2: thought the climate was, but that winter hit and literally 324 00:14:46,280 --> 00:14:48,720 Speaker 2: everything I own was like my tits were out, my 325 00:14:48,800 --> 00:14:51,240 Speaker 2: crop top. I was just like, I was like what 326 00:14:51,400 --> 00:14:54,720 Speaker 2: do I do? And I was like, I'm not I 327 00:14:54,840 --> 00:14:57,520 Speaker 2: gonna created from cold climates and my wardrobe like I 328 00:14:57,600 --> 00:14:59,680 Speaker 2: couldn't believe it. But it was like a reality check. 329 00:15:00,040 --> 00:15:01,960 Speaker 2: I like this has begun to got cold, you know 330 00:15:01,960 --> 00:15:11,200 Speaker 2: a little bit chilly. Should we do some deep rats together, Yeah, 331 00:15:11,280 --> 00:15:13,520 Speaker 2: we should, some Mela moons, some deep breaths. 332 00:15:18,120 --> 00:15:22,880 Speaker 1: Wherever you are, just take a second. If you're driving, 333 00:15:23,040 --> 00:15:28,160 Speaker 1: don't close your eyes. If you aren't, closure. 334 00:15:27,800 --> 00:15:31,080 Speaker 2: Eyes or not, we have a really beautiful view. We're 335 00:15:31,120 --> 00:15:33,600 Speaker 2: looking at something very beautiful. I think sometimes when we 336 00:15:33,680 --> 00:15:37,600 Speaker 2: meditate we wanna close our eyes. But like outside is 337 00:15:37,600 --> 00:15:50,920 Speaker 2: so beautiful. Wherever your at is beautiful. I like to 338 00:15:51,040 --> 00:15:54,440 Speaker 2: manifest for my my Hollywood Hills house. Oh absolutely, because 339 00:15:54,440 --> 00:15:56,080 Speaker 2: now I can just pick the ones I like and 340 00:15:56,280 --> 00:15:58,920 Speaker 2: like which one's like gonna be mine? What designs I like? 341 00:15:59,120 --> 00:16:03,720 Speaker 2: M Imagine waking up to my Hollywood Hills infinite pool, 342 00:16:03,800 --> 00:16:11,440 Speaker 2: infinity pool, looking out to the beautiful ab Speaking of manifestations, 343 00:16:11,640 --> 00:16:16,560 Speaker 2: this morning, I had like a very intense fantasy manifestation 344 00:16:17,000 --> 00:16:20,200 Speaker 2: session with someone that I'm hanging out with, and. 345 00:16:21,560 --> 00:16:24,120 Speaker 1: It was like s one that I do a lot 346 00:16:24,200 --> 00:16:27,640 Speaker 1: by myself, and it is like it it involves like 347 00:16:27,800 --> 00:16:31,040 Speaker 1: a view. It involves like me being bent over a 348 00:16:31,160 --> 00:16:35,040 Speaker 1: balcony looking at my view and my man telling me 349 00:16:35,240 --> 00:16:37,520 Speaker 1: like how proud he is that I've created all of 350 00:16:37,640 --> 00:16:41,160 Speaker 1: this and that like I bought this house and that 351 00:16:42,400 --> 00:16:44,640 Speaker 1: all the work that I've put in and how powerful 352 00:16:44,640 --> 00:16:46,480 Speaker 1: I am and how amazing I am that I've been 353 00:16:46,480 --> 00:16:48,400 Speaker 1: able to create this space for it. 354 00:16:48,720 --> 00:16:50,200 Speaker 3: And we were doing that, and he. 355 00:16:50,280 --> 00:16:52,920 Speaker 1: Was doing it, and I was like, I I I 356 00:16:53,040 --> 00:16:55,240 Speaker 1: manifested this moment. I kind of like teld him what 357 00:16:55,280 --> 00:16:55,960 Speaker 1: I need him to say. 358 00:16:56,920 --> 00:16:59,800 Speaker 2: Here's the script. I'm on leave that f b ready 359 00:16:59,840 --> 00:17:00,360 Speaker 2: by Friday. 360 00:17:01,480 --> 00:17:03,400 Speaker 3: And I was like, wow, this is so much nice. 361 00:17:03,720 --> 00:17:05,000 Speaker 3: It's really great by myself. 362 00:17:05,080 --> 00:17:06,960 Speaker 1: But I was like, oh my god, is this like 363 00:17:07,960 --> 00:17:10,119 Speaker 1: we weren't outside we were actually doing We could have 364 00:17:10,160 --> 00:17:12,920 Speaker 1: went outside. It was called we were my bed, but 365 00:17:13,160 --> 00:17:15,000 Speaker 1: you're looking at we were we were were we were 366 00:17:15,040 --> 00:17:18,040 Speaker 1: imagining cause I was asking what when what his fantasy was, 367 00:17:18,200 --> 00:17:22,399 Speaker 1: and he said that his fantasy was taking me outside 368 00:17:22,400 --> 00:17:23,600 Speaker 1: to my balcony and bending me over. 369 00:17:23,680 --> 00:17:25,680 Speaker 2: And I was like, funny, you should say that because 370 00:17:25,720 --> 00:17:26,400 Speaker 2: I have a fantasy. 371 00:17:26,440 --> 00:17:29,840 Speaker 1: Similarly, I have a similar fantasy that involves you telling 372 00:17:29,880 --> 00:17:31,160 Speaker 1: me that I'm a boss ass bitch. 373 00:17:32,600 --> 00:17:35,480 Speaker 2: So I didn't do that in your own words? Ready go? 374 00:17:38,680 --> 00:17:42,159 Speaker 2: Was that I did all this myself, just me, nobody, 375 00:17:42,280 --> 00:17:46,560 Speaker 2: nobody for it, right, I imagine? Tell me that I 376 00:17:46,640 --> 00:17:50,520 Speaker 2: did it all about myself? I think a lot of 377 00:17:50,600 --> 00:17:53,080 Speaker 2: women need to hear that from men, you know what, 378 00:17:53,280 --> 00:17:57,600 Speaker 2: It's so true and honestly, I I've had many moments 379 00:17:57,720 --> 00:18:01,000 Speaker 2: like that with Orlando, and I don't take them for 380 00:18:01,080 --> 00:18:03,480 Speaker 2: granted at all, Like they're all really beautiful. But I 381 00:18:03,560 --> 00:18:05,760 Speaker 2: didn't realize how much I needed it until I found 382 00:18:05,800 --> 00:18:08,479 Speaker 2: someone to do it. T sound, someone to like who 383 00:18:08,600 --> 00:18:12,680 Speaker 2: just naturally does that, Like and I'm just thinking about 384 00:18:12,720 --> 00:18:17,000 Speaker 2: you manifesting this moment and it happening, and like just 385 00:18:17,160 --> 00:18:26,080 Speaker 2: overall realizing the amount of things we've manifested, like C 386 00:18:26,480 --> 00:18:28,680 Speaker 2: like it's crazy, like I C Like, I know we 387 00:18:28,760 --> 00:18:30,560 Speaker 2: talk about this a lot. I know everyone's like I 388 00:18:30,800 --> 00:18:33,760 Speaker 2: got the manifest and manifests, but like, honestly and truly, 389 00:18:34,280 --> 00:18:38,119 Speaker 2: the amount of things that we have manifested in our 390 00:18:38,200 --> 00:18:41,719 Speaker 2: lives since we started to tap into our power are 391 00:18:42,000 --> 00:18:47,240 Speaker 2: so clear. It's like you can literally not deny that 392 00:18:48,000 --> 00:18:51,120 Speaker 2: we have power. And and we have worked really hard 393 00:18:51,240 --> 00:18:55,240 Speaker 2: and like even in love, you know, and just like, yes, 394 00:18:56,160 --> 00:18:58,920 Speaker 2: it's been an obstacle, and yes we've gone through some 395 00:18:59,080 --> 00:19:01,840 Speaker 2: things and and it's not always been easy, and it's 396 00:19:01,880 --> 00:19:03,800 Speaker 2: been hard, and it's been it's hurt. 397 00:19:05,200 --> 00:19:06,280 Speaker 3: What has it hurt. 398 00:19:07,960 --> 00:19:12,600 Speaker 2: It's hurt, but just arriving where you're supposed to arrive 399 00:19:13,119 --> 00:19:16,080 Speaker 2: is so beautiful. And then like being able to like, 400 00:19:16,080 --> 00:19:18,080 Speaker 2: because we're such a witchy bitches, go back to all 401 00:19:18,119 --> 00:19:22,160 Speaker 2: of our four thousand readings. I knew she was right. 402 00:19:22,359 --> 00:19:24,359 Speaker 1: I know that. I came into Jamila's house the other 403 00:19:24,480 --> 00:19:26,639 Speaker 1: day and I was like, bitch, I went back and 404 00:19:26,720 --> 00:19:28,040 Speaker 1: I did my research and I was listening. 405 00:19:28,080 --> 00:19:29,240 Speaker 3: You should have seen me in the car. It was 406 00:19:29,560 --> 00:19:30,080 Speaker 3: very dangerous. 407 00:19:31,480 --> 00:19:33,879 Speaker 2: Wait were you in front of my house? I was 408 00:19:34,080 --> 00:19:34,960 Speaker 2: that's how you parked out there. 409 00:19:35,000 --> 00:19:36,200 Speaker 3: For a minute, I was like, is she coming in? 410 00:19:36,200 --> 00:19:38,160 Speaker 1: Well? I was because I was having this moment because 411 00:19:38,200 --> 00:19:39,879 Speaker 1: like all these things started to just click in my 412 00:19:40,040 --> 00:19:42,600 Speaker 1: head around just like the readings that I've had and 413 00:19:43,560 --> 00:19:46,120 Speaker 1: where my life is moving right now now that I've 414 00:19:46,440 --> 00:19:49,359 Speaker 1: released certain things and certain people from my life, and 415 00:19:49,960 --> 00:19:51,400 Speaker 1: I was like, I need to go back and check 416 00:19:51,560 --> 00:19:54,680 Speaker 1: real quick, and so literally, bitch, don't I do not 417 00:19:54,800 --> 00:19:57,280 Speaker 1: condone this, Okay, don't do what I do. I was 418 00:19:57,520 --> 00:19:59,760 Speaker 1: literally driving and I was like, where the fuck is 419 00:19:59,840 --> 00:20:02,040 Speaker 1: the reading? And I couldn't find it on my phone 420 00:20:02,080 --> 00:20:03,720 Speaker 1: and I was like, I know it's on my computer. 421 00:20:04,080 --> 00:20:06,520 Speaker 1: So I opened up my laptop and I was like typing, 422 00:20:06,920 --> 00:20:08,639 Speaker 1: trying to type shit in while. 423 00:20:08,480 --> 00:20:11,720 Speaker 2: I was not if you not die, but were manifesting 424 00:20:11,880 --> 00:20:15,080 Speaker 2: like I need you, like mut's know, with the bitch 425 00:20:15,160 --> 00:20:15,880 Speaker 2: said right now. 426 00:20:16,840 --> 00:20:18,800 Speaker 1: And then I found the recording and I was listening 427 00:20:18,880 --> 00:20:22,280 Speaker 1: to her talk and then I found the notes that 428 00:20:22,359 --> 00:20:25,760 Speaker 1: the other woman wrote, and I was like, damn, it's 429 00:20:25,800 --> 00:20:28,280 Speaker 1: so crazy because a lot of times people are looking 430 00:20:28,320 --> 00:20:31,480 Speaker 1: for exact dates and they the granted it didn't happen 431 00:20:31,600 --> 00:20:35,240 Speaker 1: exactly that next year, it happened the following year, but 432 00:20:35,480 --> 00:20:37,440 Speaker 1: in the same month that she said it was going 433 00:20:37,520 --> 00:20:40,240 Speaker 1: to happen, in a few days that she said it 434 00:20:40,320 --> 00:20:44,320 Speaker 1: was going to happen, and I forgot about it. And 435 00:20:44,400 --> 00:20:46,119 Speaker 1: that's the power of it. You kind of have to 436 00:20:46,240 --> 00:20:48,359 Speaker 1: like hear it, know it, and then release it and 437 00:20:48,440 --> 00:20:50,359 Speaker 1: then not think about it and then come back to it, 438 00:20:50,440 --> 00:20:52,320 Speaker 1: and you'd be surprised. And I know there's so many 439 00:20:52,480 --> 00:20:55,800 Speaker 1: like idiosyncrasies in my life that like I'm not even 440 00:20:56,320 --> 00:20:59,560 Speaker 1: connecting that I've been told that have already happened, that 441 00:20:59,680 --> 00:21:02,479 Speaker 1: I I've already forgotten that actually like have already aligned 442 00:21:02,520 --> 00:21:05,720 Speaker 1: for me, right, And that's okay, And that's the beauty 443 00:21:05,760 --> 00:21:07,560 Speaker 1: of it is kind of just like allowing the things 444 00:21:07,600 --> 00:21:08,480 Speaker 1: to happen and forgetting. 445 00:21:09,920 --> 00:21:12,840 Speaker 2: Yeah, but were really truly are some manifesting us, which 446 00:21:12,920 --> 00:21:16,280 Speaker 2: is m M. You know, it's like it's so clear too, 447 00:21:16,480 --> 00:21:18,280 Speaker 2: like you saying you're gonna move before the end of 448 00:21:18,280 --> 00:21:24,920 Speaker 2: the year. Just so many things that have have come 449 00:21:25,000 --> 00:21:28,920 Speaker 2: out the way we've asked them to. Yeah, it's pretty cool. 450 00:21:29,320 --> 00:21:32,200 Speaker 2: It is. Women are fucking powerful. 451 00:21:33,320 --> 00:21:34,480 Speaker 3: You are powerful. 452 00:21:36,160 --> 00:21:40,840 Speaker 2: I'm I'm like, I'm super. Uh, I don't know, like 453 00:21:41,400 --> 00:21:43,280 Speaker 2: I don't know, like Tantra or just like I think 454 00:21:43,320 --> 00:21:46,600 Speaker 2: this this chapter in our lives in general, I think 455 00:21:46,680 --> 00:21:51,320 Speaker 2: this journey has sent us on a deep dive into 456 00:21:51,440 --> 00:21:54,920 Speaker 2: ourselves and into our healing. I think that's what we discovered, 457 00:21:54,960 --> 00:21:56,679 Speaker 2: you know, Like I think we started this not really 458 00:21:56,720 --> 00:21:59,000 Speaker 2: knowing where what we were, what direction we were going in, 459 00:21:59,359 --> 00:22:02,280 Speaker 2: But what we disc is like we wanted to be 460 00:22:02,400 --> 00:22:06,159 Speaker 2: the best versions of ourselves. And I think, like, as 461 00:22:06,240 --> 00:22:10,960 Speaker 2: in this chapter, I'm really clear about how much my 462 00:22:11,200 --> 00:22:18,439 Speaker 2: healing directly affects Luna and like her kids and her kids, 463 00:22:18,640 --> 00:22:23,080 Speaker 2: And it's just interesting, like all of the modalities that 464 00:22:23,160 --> 00:22:25,600 Speaker 2: you can use to heal if you're open to them, 465 00:22:26,160 --> 00:22:29,960 Speaker 2: and like like even things that you don't like, you 466 00:22:30,040 --> 00:22:36,800 Speaker 2: don't necessarily remember or like, and even thinking like we 467 00:22:36,960 --> 00:22:40,919 Speaker 2: were in our grandmother's when nym s wombs when they 468 00:22:41,000 --> 00:22:41,840 Speaker 2: birthed our moms. 469 00:22:42,000 --> 00:22:49,320 Speaker 4: Mmmm, So whatever trespasses, whatever experiences that they've experienced on 470 00:22:49,440 --> 00:22:54,040 Speaker 4: a cellular level, d genetically and energetically, we've also experienced. 471 00:22:54,200 --> 00:22:57,000 Speaker 2: Those are those things. And then you think about the 472 00:22:57,160 --> 00:23:00,800 Speaker 2: time in which they existed m and the things that 473 00:23:00,880 --> 00:23:03,520 Speaker 2: were like going on, and not only do we exist 474 00:23:03,600 --> 00:23:08,600 Speaker 2: in them, but we existed like specifically in their wombs 475 00:23:09,080 --> 00:23:12,840 Speaker 2: right and like carrying that you know, carrying that those 476 00:23:12,960 --> 00:23:15,480 Speaker 2: things and like how if y how do you hear 477 00:23:15,520 --> 00:23:17,720 Speaker 2: those things once you discover them, because I think a 478 00:23:17,800 --> 00:23:20,760 Speaker 2: lot of people suppress those things because they had like 479 00:23:20,840 --> 00:23:22,680 Speaker 2: what the fuck am I gonna do with it? And 480 00:23:22,760 --> 00:23:26,359 Speaker 2: it's so funny Like last night, I was uh on 481 00:23:26,480 --> 00:23:30,280 Speaker 2: the call with my Tantra my Tantra sisters or whatever, 482 00:23:30,880 --> 00:23:34,520 Speaker 2: and I got a call from a cousin of mine 483 00:23:34,560 --> 00:23:36,520 Speaker 2: I'm really close to, but I haven't talked to her 484 00:23:36,560 --> 00:23:38,200 Speaker 2: for a really long time because she was like struggling 485 00:23:38,320 --> 00:23:43,200 Speaker 2: through some things, like she she's just struggling with like 486 00:23:43,920 --> 00:23:47,560 Speaker 2: like some like uh, just uh, dependency and shit. But 487 00:23:47,680 --> 00:23:50,080 Speaker 2: like I because she's had like she had she remembered 488 00:23:50,119 --> 00:23:53,399 Speaker 2: a very traumatic experience from childhood that kind of like 489 00:23:53,480 --> 00:23:56,000 Speaker 2: w I was around her for and she kind I 490 00:23:56,000 --> 00:23:57,840 Speaker 2: had been thinking about her in the process while I 491 00:23:57,880 --> 00:24:00,560 Speaker 2: was in school about like using the tantra to help her. 492 00:24:01,040 --> 00:24:02,679 Speaker 2: And she called me and I hadn't talked to her, 493 00:24:03,400 --> 00:24:05,960 Speaker 2: and I was like, that's interesting, so I answered or whatever, 494 00:24:06,400 --> 00:24:08,200 Speaker 2: and she was just like she's getting emotional and she 495 00:24:08,280 --> 00:24:10,159 Speaker 2: started talking to me, and like I was like, she 496 00:24:10,240 --> 00:24:12,640 Speaker 2: just come to my house on Friday. She lives, yeah, 497 00:24:12,920 --> 00:24:14,880 Speaker 2: And I was like, I, I've been meaning to reach 498 00:24:14,920 --> 00:24:16,240 Speaker 2: out to you. I didn't think it was time, but 499 00:24:16,359 --> 00:24:19,000 Speaker 2: you literally this is why you're calling you cause you're ready. 500 00:24:19,680 --> 00:24:21,560 Speaker 2: So I was like, it's just no, like there's really 501 00:24:21,680 --> 00:24:23,600 Speaker 2: no better timing than now. So like I think that 502 00:24:23,720 --> 00:24:27,280 Speaker 2: you need to you need to show up on Friday. 503 00:24:27,280 --> 00:24:31,359 Speaker 2: And she's like, Okay, I'll come. But she had experienced 504 00:24:31,400 --> 00:24:34,840 Speaker 2: something traumatic, s like some sexual abuse traumatically as a 505 00:24:35,280 --> 00:24:37,719 Speaker 2: very young child. She didn't remember, and then as a result, 506 00:24:37,760 --> 00:24:41,680 Speaker 2: I think like carried it out and her you know, yeah, 507 00:24:42,000 --> 00:24:43,879 Speaker 2: and even where I had places where I was like 508 00:24:44,000 --> 00:24:46,240 Speaker 2: affected by it, but I obviously we're kids, and I 509 00:24:46,280 --> 00:24:49,520 Speaker 2: didn't feel like it was traumatic. But in her apologizing 510 00:24:49,640 --> 00:24:53,000 Speaker 2: to me, it made me realize, like these are these 511 00:24:53,040 --> 00:24:55,359 Speaker 2: are things that I do embody in ways and that 512 00:24:55,440 --> 00:24:57,040 Speaker 2: I have to heal them. But now that I have 513 00:24:57,160 --> 00:25:00,639 Speaker 2: the opportunity with this, with this pract do it's this 514 00:25:00,760 --> 00:25:04,320 Speaker 2: tantic practice to h like, you know, ah, maybe help 515 00:25:04,359 --> 00:25:07,520 Speaker 2: her heal these things cause I have these tools. Now 516 00:25:08,000 --> 00:25:10,359 Speaker 2: I'm just excited, Like what will that do for How 517 00:25:10,520 --> 00:25:12,639 Speaker 2: can that change her life? And what will that do 518 00:25:12,960 --> 00:25:15,720 Speaker 2: for her and like for her children, you know what 519 00:25:15,760 --> 00:25:17,480 Speaker 2: I mean? And like even me doing my work and 520 00:25:17,560 --> 00:25:19,840 Speaker 2: like how healing her is gonna probably heal those things 521 00:25:19,880 --> 00:25:22,480 Speaker 2: in me too, and like how that's gonna heal Luna. 522 00:25:23,160 --> 00:25:27,840 Speaker 2: And like I just feel I feel super grateful for 523 00:25:27,920 --> 00:25:30,159 Speaker 2: this journey here because we kind of have had the 524 00:25:30,359 --> 00:25:34,720 Speaker 2: opportunity to I don't know, like just like deep dive 525 00:25:34,840 --> 00:25:37,920 Speaker 2: into the things we need to handle in ourselves and 526 00:25:38,000 --> 00:25:40,720 Speaker 2: how can we be the best version of ourselves? And 527 00:25:41,280 --> 00:25:46,000 Speaker 2: I know I'm proud of us. Yeah, I was yesterday. 528 00:25:46,080 --> 00:25:51,160 Speaker 1: I was researching soul loss cause when we were in Mexico, 529 00:25:51,960 --> 00:25:55,160 Speaker 1: we had this a k A cash a greeting, which 530 00:25:55,240 --> 00:25:58,359 Speaker 1: is basically like a Google search of your soul, Like 531 00:25:58,600 --> 00:26:02,600 Speaker 1: it's going through through all the versions of yourself and 532 00:26:03,880 --> 00:26:07,879 Speaker 1: like pinpointing certain traumas, pinpointing certain moments in your l 533 00:26:08,040 --> 00:26:12,439 Speaker 1: in your in your soul's evolution, not necessarily in this body, right, 534 00:26:12,560 --> 00:26:16,280 Speaker 1: but like otherwives, right, And so La Jayla did this 535 00:26:16,680 --> 00:26:22,280 Speaker 1: soul retrieval with both of us, and I was researching 536 00:26:22,400 --> 00:26:27,959 Speaker 1: soul loss, and like, basically it's like usually it's initiated 537 00:26:28,080 --> 00:26:30,280 Speaker 1: by some sort of traumatic event. It can also be 538 00:26:30,359 --> 00:26:32,920 Speaker 1: initiated by like maybe you've like steered off the path 539 00:26:33,040 --> 00:26:38,119 Speaker 1: of your purpose, but typically it's trauma, because let's be honest, 540 00:26:38,320 --> 00:26:42,000 Speaker 1: nobody escapes trauma, right, And if you think you do, 541 00:26:43,480 --> 00:26:47,680 Speaker 1: check again, Cause I had that conversation with someone last year. 542 00:26:47,840 --> 00:26:50,280 Speaker 1: I was like, he doesn't have no traumas, he has 543 00:26:50,320 --> 00:26:56,919 Speaker 1: no traumas. But it when you experience this traumatic event, 544 00:26:57,680 --> 00:27:02,960 Speaker 1: it basically fragments your soul, and and within that fragmentation, 545 00:27:03,760 --> 00:27:08,920 Speaker 1: it might manifest as disassociation from yourself from that event, 546 00:27:09,160 --> 00:27:13,000 Speaker 1: from your being grounded in your body. It may look 547 00:27:13,119 --> 00:27:17,040 Speaker 1: like codependency. It may look like not being able to 548 00:27:17,520 --> 00:27:23,359 Speaker 1: adjust well in environments. It may look like addiction, sex, addiction, drug, addiction, anxiety, 549 00:27:23,480 --> 00:27:28,560 Speaker 1: like all these different things, and the sole retrieval process 550 00:27:28,680 --> 00:27:30,680 Speaker 1: is usually led by like a shaman like Lejela, or 551 00:27:30,800 --> 00:27:32,919 Speaker 1: you can kind of begin to do it by yourself 552 00:27:33,680 --> 00:27:35,160 Speaker 1: and the ways that you do it by yourself, cause 553 00:27:35,160 --> 00:27:37,080 Speaker 1: I was thinking, like, wow, I probably need to do 554 00:27:37,880 --> 00:27:39,000 Speaker 1: You can't just do one. 555 00:27:39,000 --> 00:27:41,359 Speaker 2: Multiply YEA, let me keep going back and like asking 556 00:27:41,440 --> 00:27:42,080 Speaker 2: for it to come back. 557 00:27:42,200 --> 00:27:43,800 Speaker 1: But you have to get into this like almost like 558 00:27:43,880 --> 00:27:47,520 Speaker 1: trans like state really like a deep meditation. And so 559 00:27:47,920 --> 00:27:51,040 Speaker 1: for those that like have never meditated it, it requires 560 00:27:51,119 --> 00:27:53,480 Speaker 1: you to get into that practice of meditating so that 561 00:27:53,560 --> 00:27:57,040 Speaker 1: you can get into that state of going be able 562 00:27:57,080 --> 00:28:00,320 Speaker 1: to kind of clear your mind, get really rooted, and 563 00:28:00,480 --> 00:28:04,280 Speaker 1: then go back to the different versions of yourself as 564 00:28:04,280 --> 00:28:07,840 Speaker 1: a child and really pinpoint the root of whatever it 565 00:28:08,040 --> 00:28:11,400 Speaker 1: is that is affecting you. That the reason why maybe 566 00:28:11,440 --> 00:28:14,360 Speaker 1: you're codependent, the reason why you are leaning into addiction, 567 00:28:14,520 --> 00:28:17,280 Speaker 1: the reason why like you can't you're always tired, you 568 00:28:17,359 --> 00:28:20,080 Speaker 1: can't complete the project. Like every time you wake up 569 00:28:20,119 --> 00:28:21,760 Speaker 1: and you're like today's gonna be the day that I'm 570 00:28:21,760 --> 00:28:24,800 Speaker 1: gonna finish that shit, And then you're like em you 571 00:28:24,880 --> 00:28:25,560 Speaker 1: know you've been doing. 572 00:28:25,520 --> 00:28:26,240 Speaker 3: That for years. 573 00:28:26,400 --> 00:28:29,720 Speaker 1: You know, it's usually linked to some sort of traumatic 574 00:28:29,800 --> 00:28:33,760 Speaker 1: event that has occurred. And within this like soul retrieval, 575 00:28:36,960 --> 00:28:40,719 Speaker 1: the shaman or yourself negotiates with that version of your 576 00:28:40,760 --> 00:28:43,560 Speaker 1: soul to come back. And a lot of times you 577 00:28:44,080 --> 00:28:46,760 Speaker 1: that your soul doesn't even realize that it's been separated 578 00:28:46,840 --> 00:28:50,920 Speaker 1: from itself, and sometimes the soul doesn't want to come back, 579 00:28:51,040 --> 00:28:53,520 Speaker 1: right and there they're li there literally needs to be 580 00:28:53,600 --> 00:28:56,680 Speaker 1: a negotiation because they've been so comfortable living in this 581 00:28:56,920 --> 00:28:59,880 Speaker 1: space of limbo that they don't even realize or want 582 00:29:00,120 --> 00:29:01,080 Speaker 1: or like they like it here. 583 00:29:01,280 --> 00:29:07,360 Speaker 2: Right, Well, it's comfortable, comforting. Yeah, we're gonna keep going. 584 00:29:07,600 --> 00:29:08,320 Speaker 3: No, I was just saying. 585 00:29:08,400 --> 00:29:10,920 Speaker 1: And then like when you come, when you are able 586 00:29:11,000 --> 00:29:14,600 Speaker 1: to kind of capture this this this soul, this version 587 00:29:14,640 --> 00:29:17,320 Speaker 1: of yourself and bring it back, it's not always pretty. 588 00:29:18,040 --> 00:29:19,760 Speaker 1: You don't just capture the soul and it comes back 589 00:29:19,800 --> 00:29:20,160 Speaker 1: and then. 590 00:29:20,120 --> 00:29:22,080 Speaker 2: Like oh you're heeled or you have to integrate that 591 00:29:22,200 --> 00:29:25,240 Speaker 2: part that's been missing, and then you have to continuously 592 00:29:25,560 --> 00:29:27,560 Speaker 2: reassure that part of you that it's safe here. And 593 00:29:27,640 --> 00:29:30,440 Speaker 2: then it's okay, because especially if it's like a child 594 00:29:30,560 --> 00:29:33,240 Speaker 2: piece of you. It's scared and like a lot of 595 00:29:33,280 --> 00:29:36,680 Speaker 2: people don't think about they don't think, they think about 596 00:29:36,680 --> 00:29:40,400 Speaker 2: our like our souls as like linear I think, and it's. 597 00:29:40,320 --> 00:29:43,040 Speaker 1: Like this, it's there's pieces of that so expansive, and 598 00:29:43,080 --> 00:29:44,880 Speaker 1: there's so many different versions like. 599 00:29:44,920 --> 00:29:52,360 Speaker 2: That movie I everywhere and everywhere at once, everywhere anywhere, 600 00:29:52,400 --> 00:29:55,880 Speaker 2: all at once. It's so crazy. I've talked about this before. 601 00:29:55,960 --> 00:29:58,000 Speaker 1: But wait, you don't want to watch Last Night, which 602 00:29:58,000 --> 00:30:00,600 Speaker 1: also kind of touched on this, which is totally ridiculous. 603 00:30:00,640 --> 00:30:03,120 Speaker 1: And I've never seen this movie, and I was cracking 604 00:30:03,240 --> 00:30:05,560 Speaker 1: the fuck up hot tub time Machine. 605 00:30:05,680 --> 00:30:07,480 Speaker 2: Never seen no good. 606 00:30:08,800 --> 00:30:09,240 Speaker 3: Robinson. 607 00:30:10,600 --> 00:30:14,200 Speaker 2: It's ridiculous. It's a ridiculous movie. We watched it recently, 608 00:30:14,400 --> 00:30:15,800 Speaker 2: you know what. We watched it before we went to 609 00:30:16,320 --> 00:30:18,640 Speaker 2: Joshua Tree and we were in the fucking dracuzzie all weekend. 610 00:30:18,720 --> 00:30:23,560 Speaker 2: I was like, I was like, it's a really good movie. 611 00:30:23,640 --> 00:30:29,720 Speaker 3: But Hi, Hi, Hi baby, Hi Wind. 612 00:30:32,640 --> 00:30:36,719 Speaker 1: You could almost think I like dogs. That's pretty think 613 00:30:36,720 --> 00:30:39,480 Speaker 1: I'm softening to animals. I like, I like dogs that 614 00:30:39,520 --> 00:30:42,160 Speaker 1: don't live with me. I don't have to pick up 615 00:30:42,160 --> 00:30:43,200 Speaker 1: their ship just like babies. 616 00:30:43,200 --> 00:30:47,320 Speaker 2: Am I getting hot? I was just I was thinking 617 00:30:47,400 --> 00:30:51,360 Speaker 2: about a time where I was in a relationship with something. 618 00:30:51,440 --> 00:30:56,560 Speaker 2: Damn that dog is brave even went down. I was 619 00:30:56,560 --> 00:30:59,280 Speaker 2: in relationship with someone who was like trying to leave 620 00:30:59,400 --> 00:31:02,040 Speaker 2: me or like like doing something that was manipulative, and 621 00:31:02,120 --> 00:31:04,080 Speaker 2: K kept pulling me in and out. And I went 622 00:31:04,160 --> 00:31:06,840 Speaker 2: into this like something tr it triggered me into this place, 623 00:31:06,920 --> 00:31:09,440 Speaker 2: and it made me think about myself as a child. 624 00:31:10,000 --> 00:31:11,320 Speaker 2: And I don't know what made me do this, but 625 00:31:11,360 --> 00:31:14,000 Speaker 2: I imagine my childhood home and I like went through 626 00:31:14,040 --> 00:31:16,640 Speaker 2: the home until I found myself m and I I 627 00:31:16,800 --> 00:31:19,600 Speaker 2: was a child, and I was like, you know, basically 628 00:31:19,640 --> 00:31:21,960 Speaker 2: I comforted myself and it was like a visualization. But 629 00:31:22,360 --> 00:31:24,760 Speaker 2: I was like surprised at whatever called me to do that, 630 00:31:24,840 --> 00:31:27,080 Speaker 2: cause I had never been I'd never thought about anything 631 00:31:27,120 --> 00:31:27,280 Speaker 2: like that. 632 00:31:27,320 --> 00:31:29,280 Speaker 1: But I mean that's like very something very s no, 633 00:31:29,320 --> 00:31:31,200 Speaker 1: I don't wanna say standard, but that's something that people 634 00:31:31,280 --> 00:31:32,720 Speaker 1: do a lot. I mean I remember that my first 635 00:31:32,760 --> 00:31:35,360 Speaker 1: therapy session ever, this woman had me do that, like 636 00:31:35,480 --> 00:31:38,240 Speaker 1: go back into a a moment and my childhood and 637 00:31:38,360 --> 00:31:41,760 Speaker 1: go back and like and like revisit it and changed 638 00:31:41,800 --> 00:31:43,200 Speaker 1: the scenario right right. 639 00:31:43,280 --> 00:31:44,719 Speaker 3: But I I I I had what did you need 640 00:31:44,760 --> 00:31:46,360 Speaker 3: in that moment? For you to feel comforted. 641 00:31:46,560 --> 00:31:48,320 Speaker 2: And I never heard of anything like that, So I 642 00:31:48,360 --> 00:31:51,080 Speaker 2: don't know what what made me even identified that moment 643 00:31:51,200 --> 00:31:53,680 Speaker 2: with that time in my life. But it's because we 644 00:31:53,720 --> 00:31:56,040 Speaker 2: don't give it a lot of thought and a lot 645 00:31:56,080 --> 00:31:58,479 Speaker 2: of energy because we haven't disassociated and a lot of time, 646 00:31:58,600 --> 00:32:00,560 Speaker 2: like like you said, like loss of memory, cause a 647 00:32:00,640 --> 00:32:04,160 Speaker 2: disassociation really does r call you to not remember shit. 648 00:32:04,800 --> 00:32:08,120 Speaker 2: So it's it's it's it's like you have to really 649 00:32:08,200 --> 00:32:11,080 Speaker 2: put effort into doing that type of work, but it 650 00:32:11,200 --> 00:32:14,360 Speaker 2: is necessary and like it's all connected and you cannot 651 00:32:14,440 --> 00:32:16,360 Speaker 2: be healed in total. I mean, you know, we're not 652 00:32:16,400 --> 00:32:19,680 Speaker 2: all healing in totality until you address the things from 653 00:32:19,720 --> 00:32:21,480 Speaker 2: every stage of your life and call those parts of 654 00:32:21,560 --> 00:32:25,120 Speaker 2: your SOULBA because yeah, it's fragmented. You're like a little 655 00:32:25,160 --> 00:32:26,800 Speaker 2: piece of you dies, a little piece of you is 656 00:32:26,840 --> 00:32:28,840 Speaker 2: left some a little piece of you is taken. So 657 00:32:28,920 --> 00:32:30,560 Speaker 2: it says something to you. It hurts. You're like, fuck 658 00:32:30,600 --> 00:32:32,800 Speaker 2: a little piece of you, It's like, and it's it's 659 00:32:32,880 --> 00:32:35,840 Speaker 2: taken and also embeds in you because you you you 660 00:32:35,960 --> 00:32:38,640 Speaker 2: work with that insecurity and you feel that y you 661 00:32:38,800 --> 00:32:41,280 Speaker 2: embody and you've taken that in and so you're carrying 662 00:32:41,440 --> 00:32:43,800 Speaker 2: that in life? Is it if it's av as, If 663 00:32:43,840 --> 00:32:47,240 Speaker 2: it's that, that's your existence, and it's not right, And 664 00:32:47,360 --> 00:32:50,240 Speaker 2: so it does. It does cause you to slowly be fragmented. 665 00:32:50,280 --> 00:32:52,880 Speaker 2: And then you look at full children who are robust 666 00:32:53,000 --> 00:32:55,440 Speaker 2: and happy and playful and then don't give a fuck, 667 00:32:55,480 --> 00:32:57,240 Speaker 2: and you're like, why do I give a fuck so much? 668 00:32:57,280 --> 00:32:59,320 Speaker 2: It is because little parts of you have been taken 669 00:32:59,440 --> 00:33:05,680 Speaker 2: by people, say ancient shame judgment, you know, And so yeah, okay, so. 670 00:33:06,720 --> 00:33:09,280 Speaker 1: I'm really excited to do this because I remember we 671 00:33:09,400 --> 00:33:11,120 Speaker 1: did this on our retreat, but I didn't. 672 00:33:11,240 --> 00:33:13,280 Speaker 3: I wasn't there. You guys did this behind my back. 673 00:33:14,440 --> 00:33:16,560 Speaker 1: But then I saw like all these beautiful pictures that 674 00:33:16,600 --> 00:33:18,720 Speaker 1: all the women had draw like painted of each other 675 00:33:18,760 --> 00:33:20,760 Speaker 1: and their interpretations of each other, and there were such 676 00:33:20,760 --> 00:33:24,520 Speaker 1: beautiful interpretations of each other's beauty and how we perceived 677 00:33:24,520 --> 00:33:27,160 Speaker 1: one another, and it's so interesting to see how how 678 00:33:27,240 --> 00:33:29,960 Speaker 1: one perceives someone else. Even I think we had a 679 00:33:29,960 --> 00:33:31,320 Speaker 1: shoot the other day and you were talking to the 680 00:33:31,360 --> 00:33:33,240 Speaker 1: makeup artist and you're like, it's so interesting how like 681 00:33:33,960 --> 00:33:38,600 Speaker 1: you perceived my face and like, what what what? What 682 00:33:38,880 --> 00:33:42,360 Speaker 1: accents of my beauty? You want to accentuate. So we've 683 00:33:42,400 --> 00:33:47,720 Speaker 1: been friends for eight years now, nine nine years now, 684 00:33:47,920 --> 00:33:49,320 Speaker 1: and we've never painted one another. 685 00:33:50,560 --> 00:33:51,080 Speaker 2: It's time. 686 00:33:51,200 --> 00:33:51,880 Speaker 3: So it's time. 687 00:33:52,520 --> 00:33:54,560 Speaker 1: And so if you're at home and you have water colors, 688 00:33:54,640 --> 00:33:56,320 Speaker 1: this is a fun activity to do with your kids. Yeah, 689 00:33:56,560 --> 00:33:57,520 Speaker 1: let me do it as a family. 690 00:33:57,560 --> 00:33:58,840 Speaker 2: And it's fun too, and like we do it every 691 00:33:58,880 --> 00:34:01,160 Speaker 2: so often cause it's like get different versions and reframe 692 00:34:01,240 --> 00:34:03,600 Speaker 2: them and it's it's fun. And you know what I 693 00:34:03,760 --> 00:34:05,440 Speaker 2: like about it. I'm gonna put the time around seven 694 00:34:05,480 --> 00:34:09,040 Speaker 2: minutes because it also gives you. It helps you detach 695 00:34:09,160 --> 00:34:14,320 Speaker 2: from the the uh, the result. You know, it's just 696 00:34:14,400 --> 00:34:15,880 Speaker 2: like a fun game and you don't it doesn't have 697 00:34:15,960 --> 00:34:18,440 Speaker 2: to be perfect. And so because like Luna was getting 698 00:34:18,480 --> 00:34:20,480 Speaker 2: so mad and I'm like, who cares, Like, just keep going. 699 00:34:20,560 --> 00:34:23,640 Speaker 2: It's just like a fun little So I'm gonna put this. 700 00:34:23,880 --> 00:34:25,399 Speaker 2: Remember remember seven minutes in Heaven? 701 00:34:26,160 --> 00:34:28,480 Speaker 3: Oh my god? Did I I never played it? 702 00:34:28,480 --> 00:34:31,000 Speaker 1: I always wanted to because you're a little hoe Okay, 703 00:34:31,000 --> 00:34:32,120 Speaker 1: I'm putting a little hoe ass. 704 00:34:32,160 --> 00:34:34,040 Speaker 2: I'm putting we're gonna use the water. I put some 705 00:34:34,120 --> 00:34:36,120 Speaker 2: water in here too. When he use that, I'm just 706 00:34:36,200 --> 00:34:38,480 Speaker 2: gonna I was just for drinking. I was gonna save 707 00:34:38,520 --> 00:34:40,000 Speaker 2: it for drinking, all right, unless let me have on 708 00:34:40,120 --> 00:34:43,319 Speaker 2: my sip. This is not good water. 709 00:34:44,480 --> 00:34:46,960 Speaker 1: I went to a Chinese doctor one day one time, 710 00:34:47,080 --> 00:34:51,040 Speaker 1: and I remember he told me, I drinking dasani water. 711 00:34:53,040 --> 00:34:54,919 Speaker 3: My body is designed to drink. 712 00:34:55,440 --> 00:34:57,440 Speaker 1: When you told me that, he was trying to play you. 713 00:34:58,360 --> 00:35:01,719 Speaker 1: He said, certain people need to eat candy and drink 714 00:35:01,760 --> 00:35:04,040 Speaker 1: a SIGNI let's see, yeah, cause I think I wasn't 715 00:35:04,120 --> 00:35:06,840 Speaker 1: the candy person, but you were the decidad. I shouldn't 716 00:35:06,840 --> 00:35:09,680 Speaker 1: eat any root vegetables, including garlic onions. I said, I'm Mexican. 717 00:35:09,760 --> 00:35:11,919 Speaker 1: How the fuck is that gonna happen? Oh my god, 718 00:35:12,200 --> 00:35:15,600 Speaker 1: he try to onion, and my shit, I'm gonna I'm. 719 00:35:15,480 --> 00:35:18,520 Speaker 2: Gonna disabitch like that, like you fucking designing drinking ass bits. 720 00:35:20,120 --> 00:35:21,240 Speaker 2: You don't go to whole foods. 721 00:35:21,239 --> 00:35:23,840 Speaker 1: How you have a strange alliance to losers. 722 00:35:24,200 --> 00:35:25,600 Speaker 2: It's an alkaline pussy bit. 723 00:35:28,360 --> 00:35:30,920 Speaker 1: Literally, Cat Williams, when he said that line, it spoke 724 00:35:31,000 --> 00:35:34,400 Speaker 1: to my soul and I will never forget that lime Now. 725 00:35:34,400 --> 00:35:35,800 Speaker 2: I were calling me the other day like, what was 726 00:35:35,800 --> 00:35:37,319 Speaker 2: that line again? What was that quote again? 727 00:35:37,480 --> 00:35:40,960 Speaker 1: I was like, girl, your strange allegiance to losers unnatural. 728 00:35:41,080 --> 00:35:44,759 Speaker 2: You have an unnatural allegiance to losers, you know, Nelly 729 00:35:44,840 --> 00:35:48,640 Speaker 2: said the Cat Williams and podcasts, and I said, I 730 00:35:48,760 --> 00:35:51,200 Speaker 2: resonate with that. I I'll take that real nigga shit 731 00:35:51,239 --> 00:35:51,520 Speaker 2: over here. 732 00:35:51,600 --> 00:35:55,040 Speaker 1: Okay, shit, do you have an unnatural allegiance to losers? 733 00:35:55,440 --> 00:35:57,480 Speaker 1: We're letting those losers go in twenty twenty four? 734 00:35:57,640 --> 00:35:58,080 Speaker 3: Do you hear me? 735 00:35:58,280 --> 00:36:00,520 Speaker 2: And if you don't, if you have a leave more 736 00:36:00,600 --> 00:36:02,680 Speaker 2: to them, we can't fuck with you either. 737 00:36:02,760 --> 00:36:04,200 Speaker 3: We can't. We're burning bridges. 738 00:36:05,840 --> 00:36:06,520 Speaker 2: Light of that, bitch. 739 00:36:07,160 --> 00:36:11,160 Speaker 1: Okay, some burning bridges and we're only keeping love. We're 740 00:36:11,200 --> 00:36:14,640 Speaker 1: burning bridges and we're only keeping love. All those unnatural 741 00:36:14,680 --> 00:36:16,600 Speaker 1: allegiances to losers out. 742 00:36:16,480 --> 00:36:19,520 Speaker 2: Of here, don't fell the bunch. 743 00:36:20,120 --> 00:36:20,400 Speaker 3: Okay. 744 00:36:20,480 --> 00:36:22,080 Speaker 2: So I'm putting seven minutes on the clock. 745 00:36:22,160 --> 00:36:25,239 Speaker 3: Okay, and go. 746 00:36:27,320 --> 00:36:28,160 Speaker 2: We can still talk. 747 00:36:28,320 --> 00:36:31,279 Speaker 3: Okay, we have to talk because we can't stop. 748 00:36:31,360 --> 00:36:34,040 Speaker 2: Ever, that's a fact. Okay, what are we gonna start with? 749 00:36:34,760 --> 00:36:36,360 Speaker 3: Feel free to make me more tan. 750 00:36:37,200 --> 00:36:47,160 Speaker 2: It's not okay, I'll do my best, okay. So Also 751 00:36:47,200 --> 00:36:55,880 Speaker 2: a fun fact, me and Erica are oddly competitive. So 752 00:36:56,200 --> 00:36:57,800 Speaker 2: I just want you to know my artistry is about 753 00:36:57,800 --> 00:37:03,200 Speaker 2: to come through right now. I can't wait, not oddly competitive. 754 00:37:03,480 --> 00:37:05,160 Speaker 3: I don't think you've ever seen my artistry. 755 00:37:05,600 --> 00:37:07,400 Speaker 2: I don't think I have either. What if a Picassa 756 00:37:07,480 --> 00:37:07,799 Speaker 2: over there? 757 00:37:08,040 --> 00:37:10,120 Speaker 3: I mean me and Piicasso do have the same birthday? 758 00:37:10,239 --> 00:37:10,440 Speaker 2: You do? 759 00:37:10,880 --> 00:37:11,080 Speaker 3: Yeah? 760 00:37:11,160 --> 00:37:18,960 Speaker 2: Bitch? Oh? Now fifth really legend was born Picassa, the 761 00:37:19,080 --> 00:37:20,360 Speaker 2: legend Picassa. 762 00:37:20,400 --> 00:37:24,960 Speaker 1: The legend of Picassa. What's your favorite thing to paint? 763 00:37:25,880 --> 00:37:29,239 Speaker 2: Normally? I like a lot of abstract stuff. I like 764 00:37:29,320 --> 00:37:35,480 Speaker 2: a lot of textures and shapes. I I had a 765 00:37:35,520 --> 00:37:37,320 Speaker 2: period of I was only painting Yoni's. 766 00:37:39,440 --> 00:37:41,240 Speaker 1: Oh my god, did you see you know who Jillian 767 00:37:41,360 --> 00:37:43,080 Speaker 1: barb Uh what their hell's named? 768 00:37:43,080 --> 00:37:46,360 Speaker 3: From X Files? Yeah, she wore a Yoni dress to 769 00:37:46,440 --> 00:37:47,520 Speaker 3: the to the. 770 00:37:47,920 --> 00:37:49,320 Speaker 2: No, I didn't see it. Oh my god, did you 771 00:37:49,320 --> 00:37:51,680 Speaker 2: see Regina King and Angel Basic kiss and everybody's acting 772 00:37:51,719 --> 00:37:52,440 Speaker 2: like a fucking asshole? 773 00:37:52,480 --> 00:37:53,080 Speaker 3: What were they saying? 774 00:37:53,239 --> 00:37:55,480 Speaker 2: It is like they're lesbians. All the black people are 775 00:37:55,560 --> 00:37:57,200 Speaker 2: going crazy. Well maybe I was on the shade room, 776 00:37:57,239 --> 00:37:58,759 Speaker 2: so I it's all the black people. But I was like, 777 00:37:58,800 --> 00:38:02,719 Speaker 2: are people in this uncomfortable with friends kissing on the mouth? 778 00:38:02,920 --> 00:38:04,279 Speaker 2: They're like, do you kiss your friends in the mouth? 779 00:38:04,320 --> 00:38:04,920 Speaker 3: I was like, didn't. 780 00:38:04,960 --> 00:38:10,719 Speaker 2: Today, It's like why what is with the community that 781 00:38:10,840 --> 00:38:12,040 Speaker 2: like everything's fucking gay. 782 00:38:12,080 --> 00:38:13,600 Speaker 1: They're like, what if two guys did it. I'm like, 783 00:38:13,680 --> 00:38:18,040 Speaker 1: I don't give a fuck. Girls kiss each other. Everybody knows, 784 00:38:18,080 --> 00:38:22,000 Speaker 1: it's a fact. Yeah, Like I was, I didn't know 785 00:38:22,080 --> 00:38:25,920 Speaker 1: like people were this anti of love. Yesterday I went 786 00:38:26,000 --> 00:38:30,759 Speaker 1: on live and I, uh, I my one of my 787 00:38:30,920 --> 00:38:34,640 Speaker 1: that sub that we had come to La meaning the 788 00:38:34,719 --> 00:38:38,200 Speaker 1: submissive man that I walked like a dog on a 789 00:38:38,320 --> 00:38:41,480 Speaker 1: leash autter La show, mm hmm. He kept coming into 790 00:38:41,520 --> 00:38:43,319 Speaker 1: the live and it kept keeping kicking him out because 791 00:38:43,320 --> 00:38:45,120 Speaker 1: he kept talking about he was gonna send me money. 792 00:38:44,920 --> 00:38:47,600 Speaker 3: Soon, and I was like, I'm not gonna send you money, 793 00:38:47,760 --> 00:38:48,000 Speaker 3: I know. 794 00:38:48,200 --> 00:38:49,640 Speaker 1: And I was like, if you don't, get the fuck 795 00:38:49,680 --> 00:38:51,480 Speaker 1: out of my live and stop telling me you're gonna 796 00:38:51,480 --> 00:38:53,080 Speaker 1: send me money and not send me money. And then 797 00:38:53,120 --> 00:38:55,160 Speaker 1: everyone was like cause I was having such a peaceful conversation, 798 00:38:55,280 --> 00:38:57,120 Speaker 1: and then I was like cursing him outside on the side, 799 00:38:57,160 --> 00:38:58,279 Speaker 1: and they were like whoa. And I was like, I 800 00:38:58,360 --> 00:39:00,239 Speaker 1: know it's a duality. I'm sorry, I'm cursed sing this 801 00:39:00,320 --> 00:39:02,439 Speaker 1: man out, but this is what he likes. And also, 802 00:39:02,520 --> 00:39:03,520 Speaker 1: get the fuck out of my lives. 803 00:39:03,719 --> 00:39:05,080 Speaker 2: He wasn't what he likes this is what he asked for. 804 00:39:05,239 --> 00:39:06,560 Speaker 2: Trust me, he loves it. He would want to be 805 00:39:06,680 --> 00:39:08,040 Speaker 2: nice to him, No. 806 00:39:08,160 --> 00:39:11,000 Speaker 3: He doesn't want me to be nice anyway. Finally he 807 00:39:11,080 --> 00:39:12,840 Speaker 3: made like he has like three different accounts. 808 00:39:12,880 --> 00:39:14,400 Speaker 1: I kept kicking him out, and he kept joining with 809 00:39:14,400 --> 00:39:18,160 Speaker 1: from different instagrams, and so finally he was like, he 810 00:39:18,280 --> 00:39:20,080 Speaker 1: kept requesting to join the live, so I let him 811 00:39:20,120 --> 00:39:24,200 Speaker 1: join the live. And when when he was in Live, well, 812 00:39:24,480 --> 00:39:31,960 Speaker 1: while I was on live, party Fontaine came. 813 00:39:31,880 --> 00:39:32,720 Speaker 2: Into my life. 814 00:39:34,120 --> 00:39:37,279 Speaker 1: I forgot that We've been trying to have a party 815 00:39:37,320 --> 00:39:39,200 Speaker 1: on our show for a while. Shout out to party. 816 00:39:39,880 --> 00:39:41,520 Speaker 2: He's so cute. He is really cute. 817 00:39:43,160 --> 00:39:46,040 Speaker 1: And he came on the live and he was like, Hi, 818 00:39:46,440 --> 00:39:49,359 Speaker 1: I'm Eric a sub and I worshiped the ground. 819 00:39:49,480 --> 00:39:51,239 Speaker 2: She walks on, why did you accept him? 820 00:39:51,320 --> 00:39:52,040 Speaker 3: I am that man. 821 00:39:52,239 --> 00:39:53,920 Speaker 1: I was walking on a leash. I'm the man who 822 00:39:54,000 --> 00:39:58,120 Speaker 1: sucked the cucumber online. It was me I love Jill 823 00:39:58,200 --> 00:40:02,080 Speaker 1: Joe's I love And he pulled out, oh my how 824 00:40:02,440 --> 00:40:02,879 Speaker 1: all at. 825 00:40:03,280 --> 00:40:04,960 Speaker 3: Ten am on a Tuesday? 826 00:40:05,920 --> 00:40:07,160 Speaker 2: How did you miss telling me this? 827 00:40:07,760 --> 00:40:08,839 Speaker 3: Wait? So how many my minutes? 828 00:40:08,880 --> 00:40:09,359 Speaker 2: I have left? 829 00:40:09,760 --> 00:40:13,320 Speaker 1: Three minutes and fifteen up? So anyway, he let me 830 00:40:13,360 --> 00:40:16,560 Speaker 1: see your nose. Okay, are you even looking at me? 831 00:40:16,600 --> 00:40:17,320 Speaker 1: You're just going freestyle. 832 00:40:17,360 --> 00:40:18,080 Speaker 2: You just know what I look like. 833 00:40:18,840 --> 00:40:21,920 Speaker 1: I think, listen, why about your own ship? Okay'm sorry, 834 00:40:21,920 --> 00:40:26,759 Speaker 1: I'm trying to make an eyebrows beautiful. So anyway, he 835 00:40:27,200 --> 00:40:29,520 Speaker 1: pulled out the dick and started sucking it on live. 836 00:40:29,680 --> 00:40:31,360 Speaker 2: Oh my god? How did I miss that? 837 00:40:31,400 --> 00:40:32,640 Speaker 1: I mean I kind of told him to do it. 838 00:40:34,719 --> 00:40:36,719 Speaker 1: I mean, he just did the dick in his hand. 839 00:40:36,760 --> 00:40:37,920 Speaker 1: He's like, you want me to suck it? I was 840 00:40:38,000 --> 00:40:41,000 Speaker 1: like yeah, and then he started saying and I was like, 841 00:40:41,080 --> 00:40:42,920 Speaker 1: get out, and then he got out. He got out 842 00:40:42,960 --> 00:40:44,560 Speaker 1: the live and then Party was like, I'm out, What 843 00:40:44,680 --> 00:40:45,040 Speaker 1: the fuck? 844 00:40:45,440 --> 00:40:47,279 Speaker 3: And then we started having this conversation. He was like 845 00:40:47,600 --> 00:40:49,919 Speaker 3: he's gay and I was like, no, he's not. Party 846 00:40:49,960 --> 00:40:50,160 Speaker 3: got on. 847 00:40:50,280 --> 00:40:51,160 Speaker 2: Then then Party got it there. 848 00:40:51,200 --> 00:40:53,040 Speaker 1: We started texting and then he was like he's that 849 00:40:53,120 --> 00:40:54,640 Speaker 1: guy is gay and I was like, I don't think 850 00:40:54,680 --> 00:40:57,239 Speaker 1: he's gay, and he was like, how would he know 851 00:40:57,320 --> 00:40:59,399 Speaker 1: that he likes pleasure in his asshole if he wasn't gay. 852 00:40:59,440 --> 00:41:01,120 Speaker 2: I was like, did you say anything but his asshole? 853 00:41:01,120 --> 00:41:02,200 Speaker 2: Are just sucking the cucumber? 854 00:41:02,760 --> 00:41:04,640 Speaker 1: No? I mean I think I told that on Live 855 00:41:04,719 --> 00:41:06,479 Speaker 1: that like he wants to get fucked by like twelve 856 00:41:06,520 --> 00:41:08,560 Speaker 1: girls with twelve and strap in strap on, because that's 857 00:41:08,600 --> 00:41:09,080 Speaker 1: what he told me. 858 00:41:11,800 --> 00:41:15,759 Speaker 3: And I was like, well, he he knows because he 859 00:41:15,840 --> 00:41:16,480 Speaker 3: has dil. 860 00:41:16,360 --> 00:41:20,680 Speaker 1: Do's and he has fingers, and I just think, I'm 861 00:41:20,800 --> 00:41:22,560 Speaker 1: just you know, I was I was going to sit 862 00:41:22,600 --> 00:41:26,040 Speaker 1: there and debate with Party about gay and gay man 863 00:41:26,120 --> 00:41:27,640 Speaker 1: and men experiencing. 864 00:41:27,160 --> 00:41:29,239 Speaker 3: Pleasure in a buttthole, and I was like, I don't 865 00:41:29,280 --> 00:41:30,279 Speaker 3: have time for this is right now. 866 00:41:31,239 --> 00:41:32,880 Speaker 2: You know, it really serves me off. And I probably 867 00:41:32,880 --> 00:41:34,920 Speaker 2: shouldn't say this because then everyone you're never gonna be 868 00:41:35,000 --> 00:41:36,920 Speaker 2: unsee it, but you know it. It kind of I 869 00:41:37,000 --> 00:41:41,759 Speaker 2: think parties keep, but I also think for and I'm like, 870 00:41:41,800 --> 00:41:44,200 Speaker 2: you into it and I. 871 00:41:44,320 --> 00:41:47,359 Speaker 3: Know they look the same, and it's oh wait. 872 00:41:47,440 --> 00:41:49,080 Speaker 1: But then I told Party, I said, well, you were 873 00:41:49,120 --> 00:41:52,000 Speaker 1: on my friend's show, Mandy and she's pegg the Stallion, 874 00:41:52,480 --> 00:41:53,319 Speaker 1: and I was like, what. 875 00:41:53,440 --> 00:41:56,200 Speaker 3: Was he on it? He was on see the thing is? 876 00:41:56,360 --> 00:41:57,279 Speaker 2: So why is that how he is? 877 00:41:57,680 --> 00:41:59,440 Speaker 3: Because I was like, I thought you would have known 878 00:41:59,640 --> 00:41:59,840 Speaker 3: like this. 879 00:42:00,080 --> 00:42:02,239 Speaker 1: I thought you'd done the research already, you already You're 880 00:42:02,280 --> 00:42:04,960 Speaker 1: on my friend Mandy's show and she's pegged the stallion. 881 00:42:05,040 --> 00:42:07,000 Speaker 3: Everybody knows that. Now you're using Mandy. 882 00:42:07,080 --> 00:42:08,239 Speaker 1: And then I was like kind of scared that I 883 00:42:08,280 --> 00:42:09,319 Speaker 1: said Megan's name to him. 884 00:42:09,840 --> 00:42:13,439 Speaker 2: It was like, is he triggered, Oh, he's never ready, 885 00:42:13,480 --> 00:42:14,439 Speaker 2: come on the show. Now, I'm great. 886 00:42:14,800 --> 00:42:17,960 Speaker 1: No, he's ready, he's ready. Okay, yeah, he's ready. But 887 00:42:18,080 --> 00:42:20,719 Speaker 1: I was just like, damn, people are so the closed minded. 888 00:42:20,760 --> 00:42:22,120 Speaker 1: Is cause I was also telling you might wanna have 889 00:42:22,200 --> 00:42:24,400 Speaker 1: ritualistic sex, and he's like, what the fuck is that? 890 00:42:24,480 --> 00:42:25,800 Speaker 1: You just wanna sit in a circle and light some 891 00:42:25,840 --> 00:42:27,439 Speaker 1: stage and get fucked with good music? 892 00:42:27,520 --> 00:42:30,040 Speaker 2: And I saw that. Oh my god, it's like no, 893 00:42:30,840 --> 00:42:33,000 Speaker 2: I mean yeah, but no, it's more than that. 894 00:42:33,239 --> 00:42:34,520 Speaker 3: Oh my god. I fifty one seconds. 895 00:42:34,760 --> 00:42:39,319 Speaker 2: Wait, I haven't done your hair. You're gonna keep me bald? Yeah, 896 00:42:40,640 --> 00:42:42,800 Speaker 2: Oh gosh, this is so hard when it's so f 897 00:42:42,960 --> 00:42:45,040 Speaker 2: you know, maybe Lena was raised on enough time. I 898 00:42:45,440 --> 00:42:46,319 Speaker 2: think I fucked it up. 899 00:42:47,000 --> 00:42:48,239 Speaker 3: I gotta paint your face. 900 00:42:51,120 --> 00:42:56,640 Speaker 2: Oh god, now it's black. Maybe we need ten minutes, 901 00:42:57,320 --> 00:43:01,799 Speaker 2: you need an extension. Oh no, oh no, I matter, 902 00:43:01,840 --> 00:43:07,560 Speaker 2: fuck this up, this right now, don't rush nineteen seconds. 903 00:43:13,640 --> 00:43:16,120 Speaker 1: But anyway, shout out to the men who explore their 904 00:43:16,160 --> 00:43:21,640 Speaker 1: pleasure in their butthole, judgment in their butthole. This is 905 00:43:21,719 --> 00:43:23,880 Speaker 1: why you're a man who wants to experience in pleasure. 906 00:43:23,920 --> 00:43:29,440 Speaker 1: I salute you in your butthole. You salute them in 907 00:43:29,480 --> 00:43:31,040 Speaker 1: their buttle. I mean, not in your butthole. 908 00:43:31,120 --> 00:43:33,840 Speaker 3: But you now go, you go, you go, you go, 909 00:43:34,040 --> 00:43:35,279 Speaker 3: you have you know. 910 00:43:35,360 --> 00:43:38,160 Speaker 2: Who you are. It's just more about being open minded 911 00:43:38,239 --> 00:43:40,000 Speaker 2: and doing your own thing. You know, don't let the 912 00:43:40,040 --> 00:43:42,120 Speaker 2: society make the rules for you. You make the rules 913 00:43:42,160 --> 00:43:43,760 Speaker 2: for you and your butthole because it's yours. 914 00:43:45,640 --> 00:43:47,160 Speaker 3: You have autonomy over your butthole. 915 00:43:48,800 --> 00:43:50,920 Speaker 2: There's sorry, Oh are we done? Is it? 916 00:43:51,160 --> 00:43:51,879 Speaker 3: The alarm went off? 917 00:43:52,040 --> 00:43:54,160 Speaker 2: Oh no, I think I just ruined it the very 918 00:43:54,280 --> 00:43:58,399 Speaker 2: last second. Okay, okay, ready for the reveal. I don't 919 00:43:58,400 --> 00:43:59,160 Speaker 2: know if you're gonna like it. 920 00:43:59,680 --> 00:44:00,680 Speaker 3: I don't if you're gonna let. 921 00:44:00,640 --> 00:44:02,839 Speaker 2: Your this is our best friend. 922 00:44:04,080 --> 00:44:06,560 Speaker 1: I got distracted talking about but hooles. 923 00:44:08,600 --> 00:44:10,240 Speaker 2: Okay, ready, here's a big reveal. 924 00:44:10,640 --> 00:44:11,360 Speaker 3: Alright ready? 925 00:44:11,760 --> 00:44:13,399 Speaker 2: One? Two, three? 926 00:44:16,280 --> 00:44:18,440 Speaker 3: Why is my nose so big? Because I mess up? 927 00:44:22,040 --> 00:44:26,520 Speaker 2: This is Erica right now today, Live by me, and 928 00:44:26,600 --> 00:44:28,160 Speaker 2: that's me. You know I look pretty? That's good. 929 00:44:28,880 --> 00:44:31,320 Speaker 3: I was like a with that. 930 00:44:31,480 --> 00:44:32,080 Speaker 2: I'm leftline. 931 00:44:32,760 --> 00:44:34,919 Speaker 1: Well, you sometimes, you know, you put the dark lipud. 932 00:44:34,960 --> 00:44:36,719 Speaker 1: I was going for the dark lip that you tell 933 00:44:36,880 --> 00:44:38,880 Speaker 1: and then a little pink in the sidekay, and then 934 00:44:38,920 --> 00:44:40,880 Speaker 1: your little individual eyelashes you like to put on. 935 00:44:41,760 --> 00:44:44,320 Speaker 2: Yeah, I was just going for your nice hair with 936 00:44:44,480 --> 00:44:46,279 Speaker 2: your side part. I was like, why is it red? 937 00:44:46,280 --> 00:44:48,160 Speaker 3: And then I forgot I'm read, I'm read. 938 00:44:48,000 --> 00:44:50,120 Speaker 2: That now why this is what you look like? This 939 00:44:50,280 --> 00:44:50,880 Speaker 2: is you right now? 940 00:44:51,239 --> 00:44:53,480 Speaker 1: This is why I can't even paint bag don't know 941 00:44:53,480 --> 00:44:56,840 Speaker 1: what they look like. It's beautiful, Thank you for I 942 00:44:56,960 --> 00:44:58,240 Speaker 1: had to put this in the office I was putting. 943 00:44:58,280 --> 00:45:03,040 Speaker 1: I tried to make your eyebrows delicate, cause you're a beautiful, delicate, delicate. Yeah, 944 00:45:03,120 --> 00:45:05,480 Speaker 1: but your your face is a little strong, kind of 945 00:45:05,520 --> 00:45:08,960 Speaker 1: a strong jaw here in real life, okay, yeah, the 946 00:45:09,120 --> 00:45:10,520 Speaker 1: nose it got a little mess up with the last 947 00:45:10,560 --> 00:45:11,560 Speaker 1: minut I tried to do some shadowing. 948 00:45:11,560 --> 00:45:14,759 Speaker 2: I didn't have enough time for that. I was trying 949 00:45:14,800 --> 00:45:16,960 Speaker 2: to get really deep and seven minutes is not that long. 950 00:45:17,000 --> 00:45:19,880 Speaker 2: You're right, but I really didn't. I really didn't actent 951 00:45:19,960 --> 00:45:22,160 Speaker 2: your curls. It's beautiful. I love that you like that. 952 00:45:22,280 --> 00:45:23,800 Speaker 2: I was trying to give you a good like eyebrows. 953 00:45:23,840 --> 00:45:26,480 Speaker 2: Just see the fro throwing. I like that. Thank you 954 00:45:26,640 --> 00:45:28,000 Speaker 2: gave me more in the front than I actually have. 955 00:45:28,160 --> 00:45:28,840 Speaker 3: I appreciate that. 956 00:45:29,320 --> 00:45:30,920 Speaker 2: That's what they look like. You're in it perfect cause 957 00:45:30,920 --> 00:45:33,880 Speaker 2: I'm so try to set home with your make the 958 00:45:33,960 --> 00:45:37,080 Speaker 2: kids do it, you do it with the kids. This 959 00:45:37,239 --> 00:45:39,080 Speaker 2: is like, these are the act fun activities I like 960 00:45:39,160 --> 00:45:41,400 Speaker 2: to do. I'm not like a kid person, like a 961 00:45:41,520 --> 00:45:44,040 Speaker 2: kid game person, So I have to make activities that 962 00:45:44,160 --> 00:45:46,440 Speaker 2: we both like and this is one of them. 963 00:45:46,560 --> 00:45:47,080 Speaker 3: This is great. 964 00:45:49,880 --> 00:45:50,799 Speaker 2: Ready for Tarot time. 965 00:45:50,880 --> 00:45:51,840 Speaker 3: It's Tarot time. 966 00:45:52,680 --> 00:45:53,719 Speaker 2: Okay, y'all come on in. 967 00:45:54,280 --> 00:45:56,000 Speaker 3: It is now Terot time. 968 00:45:56,239 --> 00:45:58,400 Speaker 2: I ain't nothing better to do Tarot time than on 969 00:45:58,480 --> 00:46:01,920 Speaker 2: the top of the mountain a nice, warm, kind of 970 00:46:01,960 --> 00:46:02,399 Speaker 2: warm day. 971 00:46:06,000 --> 00:46:09,880 Speaker 3: What do the cards have to say to us today, baybe? 972 00:46:11,480 --> 00:46:23,400 Speaker 2: The cards have to say? Who to my cuchac? Do 973 00:46:23,440 --> 00:46:24,279 Speaker 2: you guys have sex? No? 974 00:46:24,480 --> 00:46:27,280 Speaker 3: Just terror like terror penetration. 975 00:46:28,520 --> 00:46:35,040 Speaker 2: It's called devil terror penetration. We don't know quite possibly, 976 00:46:35,640 --> 00:46:38,480 Speaker 2: there's no hell, darling, we're here, you're right. 977 00:46:39,360 --> 00:46:39,760 Speaker 1: Ah. 978 00:46:41,239 --> 00:46:45,280 Speaker 2: What nothing? 979 00:46:45,400 --> 00:46:45,920 Speaker 3: I'm just kidding. 980 00:46:45,960 --> 00:46:51,759 Speaker 2: My sorry, that was O. Got it? Not what you 981 00:46:51,880 --> 00:46:54,279 Speaker 2: sound like? Did you say it's not? I sound like 982 00:46:55,520 --> 00:46:56,040 Speaker 2: you don't know that? 983 00:46:56,120 --> 00:46:57,440 Speaker 3: And yes I do know what she sounds like. 984 00:46:58,640 --> 00:47:01,120 Speaker 2: No, I have not given her one yet. 985 00:47:02,920 --> 00:47:05,440 Speaker 3: Okay, all of that you wanted to add, No, I 986 00:47:05,480 --> 00:47:07,440 Speaker 3: picked one in the middle. Okay, let's see what you got. 987 00:47:09,239 --> 00:47:10,359 Speaker 3: Oh is it too? 988 00:47:10,360 --> 00:47:12,239 Speaker 1: It kind of looks like in the position that we're in, 989 00:47:13,320 --> 00:47:18,800 Speaker 1: Oh my god, we got we pulled the two of cups. 990 00:47:19,400 --> 00:47:20,759 Speaker 3: Shout out to mahogany Taro. 991 00:47:21,280 --> 00:47:24,080 Speaker 2: We always pulled the two of cups because we're lovers. 992 00:47:25,640 --> 00:47:28,480 Speaker 2: I'm so the two of cups? Should we? 993 00:47:28,520 --> 00:47:31,839 Speaker 3: Says hm? 994 00:47:32,239 --> 00:47:32,719 Speaker 2: This is ird? 995 00:47:32,760 --> 00:47:33,800 Speaker 3: This is reenacting. 996 00:47:34,160 --> 00:47:37,880 Speaker 2: Yeah, this says reenacting to a cups. If you're just listening, 997 00:47:37,920 --> 00:47:39,120 Speaker 2: you have to go to view two if you. 998 00:47:39,160 --> 00:47:43,080 Speaker 1: Haven't already one to YouTube from this whole episode of Now. 999 00:47:43,040 --> 00:47:45,640 Speaker 2: I'm gonna reenacting the two calendar three did a whole 1000 00:47:45,680 --> 00:47:47,480 Speaker 2: deck where we reenact all seventy two cars. 1001 00:47:47,480 --> 00:47:48,240 Speaker 3: Maybe it's a calendar. 1002 00:47:49,960 --> 00:47:51,560 Speaker 2: Ooh did you calend? I want to do a calendar. 1003 00:47:51,600 --> 00:47:55,000 Speaker 2: But no one has those any markets on the phone. Okay, 1004 00:47:55,320 --> 00:48:03,680 Speaker 2: Two of cups unified love, m partners, mutual attraction. Both fine, 1005 00:48:06,239 --> 00:48:08,000 Speaker 2: let's see what it says. And if the ace of 1006 00:48:08,080 --> 00:48:11,760 Speaker 2: cups represents flow of love from within the two of cups, 1007 00:48:11,880 --> 00:48:15,719 Speaker 2: is the flow of love between two people. With this card, 1008 00:48:15,800 --> 00:48:21,319 Speaker 2: you are creating deep connections partnerships based on shared values, compassion, 1009 00:48:21,440 --> 00:48:24,560 Speaker 2: and unconditional love. While these relationships are still in the 1010 00:48:24,600 --> 00:48:27,120 Speaker 2: early stages, they have potential to grow and develop into 1011 00:48:27,200 --> 00:48:30,480 Speaker 2: something deeply fulfilling and rewarding. In the long term. You 1012 00:48:30,560 --> 00:48:33,760 Speaker 2: have mutual respect and appreciation for one another, and together 1013 00:48:33,840 --> 00:48:37,040 Speaker 2: you can reach higher planes of consciousness and understanding. When 1014 00:48:37,040 --> 00:48:39,040 Speaker 2: the two of cups card appears in a Tari rating, 1015 00:48:39,120 --> 00:48:41,480 Speaker 2: you may enter a new partnership, perhaps with a lover 1016 00:48:41,560 --> 00:48:44,359 Speaker 2: of friend or business partner. You're both focused on creating 1017 00:48:44,400 --> 00:48:47,080 Speaker 2: a relationship that is mutually beneficial, one that will create 1018 00:48:47,080 --> 00:48:49,759 Speaker 2: a win win situation for both parties. You see eye 1019 00:48:49,800 --> 00:48:52,359 Speaker 2: to eye and appreciate which which each other can bring 1020 00:48:52,440 --> 00:48:53,040 Speaker 2: to the table. 1021 00:48:54,760 --> 00:48:56,759 Speaker 3: Okay, I receive that. I receive that. 1022 00:48:57,320 --> 00:48:59,480 Speaker 2: I resonate with that. I think like I was just 1023 00:48:59,600 --> 00:49:03,840 Speaker 2: like thinking recently about long term relationships, and like what 1024 00:49:04,040 --> 00:49:07,560 Speaker 2: happens in long term relationships that like people start to 1025 00:49:07,640 --> 00:49:09,800 Speaker 2: turn even like in love or in friendship or in 1026 00:49:09,840 --> 00:49:15,759 Speaker 2: business partnership, And I think that people underestimate that like 1027 00:49:16,920 --> 00:49:20,880 Speaker 2: the unresolved things, or like even like taking things personally 1028 00:49:21,080 --> 00:49:23,640 Speaker 2: and then like it being for a longer period of time, right, 1029 00:49:23,719 --> 00:49:25,600 Speaker 2: because it's so much easier to get annoyed with the 1030 00:49:25,680 --> 00:49:29,160 Speaker 2: people we know, Like I live with Orlando, and I 1031 00:49:29,400 --> 00:49:31,320 Speaker 2: know all the things that get on my nerves, so 1032 00:49:31,440 --> 00:49:33,239 Speaker 2: I can hone in on that and I could really 1033 00:49:33,320 --> 00:49:36,040 Speaker 2: get like detached, but I have to always come back 1034 00:49:36,040 --> 00:49:38,200 Speaker 2: to this place of compassion and like, this is the 1035 00:49:38,280 --> 00:49:40,239 Speaker 2: person I love and even with you, like we're together 1036 00:49:40,280 --> 00:49:41,719 Speaker 2: all the time, and I'm sure there's things we get 1037 00:49:41,719 --> 00:49:43,239 Speaker 2: on each other's nerves all the time. And then I'm 1038 00:49:43,280 --> 00:49:46,160 Speaker 2: like find myself like fe like holding onto it, and 1039 00:49:46,200 --> 00:49:49,399 Speaker 2: I'm like, there's this serves no one. But I'm also 1040 00:49:49,480 --> 00:49:54,680 Speaker 2: realizing that in partnership, like this level of like this 1041 00:49:54,880 --> 00:49:57,840 Speaker 2: level that we're we're existing in right now requires that 1042 00:49:57,920 --> 00:50:00,839 Speaker 2: we'd be so self reflective that you don't go into 1043 00:50:00,920 --> 00:50:04,560 Speaker 2: old patterns of being like holding onto things, taking things 1044 00:50:04,640 --> 00:50:07,560 Speaker 2: personally and not carrying it on in a relationship because 1045 00:50:07,560 --> 00:50:10,600 Speaker 2: they will literally ch alter the the framework of the 1046 00:50:10,640 --> 00:50:12,759 Speaker 2: relationship if you allow the things. And that's why it's 1047 00:50:12,800 --> 00:50:15,319 Speaker 2: easier to get annoyed with someone you've known longer, because 1048 00:50:15,360 --> 00:50:17,359 Speaker 2: you've had longer opportunities for them to get on your 1049 00:50:17,400 --> 00:50:19,600 Speaker 2: fucking nerves right, and you know the most m and 1050 00:50:19,680 --> 00:50:21,560 Speaker 2: you know that the things that annoy you most about them, 1051 00:50:21,600 --> 00:50:23,279 Speaker 2: and then you have a choice to like focus in 1052 00:50:23,360 --> 00:50:25,080 Speaker 2: on that or focus in on the things that I 1053 00:50:25,120 --> 00:50:27,160 Speaker 2: actually love about you, because this is what it is. 1054 00:50:27,719 --> 00:50:32,719 Speaker 2: But it's r it also requires active loving, you know, 1055 00:50:33,000 --> 00:50:35,200 Speaker 2: and like I s I receive that because I think, 1056 00:50:35,280 --> 00:50:39,799 Speaker 2: like this has been the ultimate n test and lesson of. 1057 00:50:41,800 --> 00:50:42,000 Speaker 3: Act. 1058 00:50:42,120 --> 00:50:43,879 Speaker 2: Like I think even when we started, our biggest fear 1059 00:50:44,000 --> 00:50:45,440 Speaker 2: was like what if we don't like each other or 1060 00:50:45,640 --> 00:50:49,520 Speaker 2: we get into a fight, But it's like as as 1061 00:50:50,800 --> 00:50:54,279 Speaker 2: friends and business partners and who are going through life 1062 00:50:54,719 --> 00:50:58,640 Speaker 2: as individuals, like it's so important to constantly remember, like 1063 00:50:58,680 --> 00:51:00,920 Speaker 2: I'm not gonna fucking take this s old shit and 1064 00:51:00,960 --> 00:51:03,800 Speaker 2: bring it here because that's done, and like it taking, 1065 00:51:04,080 --> 00:51:06,120 Speaker 2: you know, being conscious of myself, Like, bitch, are you 1066 00:51:06,200 --> 00:51:09,320 Speaker 2: being compassionate? Are you assuming things? Are you assuming the worst? 1067 00:51:09,400 --> 00:51:12,160 Speaker 2: Like why are you thinking negatively or thinking that she's 1068 00:51:12,200 --> 00:51:16,320 Speaker 2: thinking negatively or whatever, like just you know, talking about 1069 00:51:16,400 --> 00:51:19,080 Speaker 2: things that I think sometimes people underestimate the power of 1070 00:51:19,600 --> 00:51:21,759 Speaker 2: being honest with your fucking self And if you're being 1071 00:51:21,760 --> 00:51:24,279 Speaker 2: a bitch or if you're taking things too personally and 1072 00:51:24,480 --> 00:51:26,160 Speaker 2: like applying that those things. 1073 00:51:26,320 --> 00:51:26,480 Speaker 1: Mm. 1074 00:51:26,800 --> 00:51:34,759 Speaker 2: Amen, so two cups, two of cuts. I wanna do 1075 00:51:34,800 --> 00:51:37,200 Speaker 2: a little meditation while we're out here in in our 1076 00:51:37,280 --> 00:51:39,839 Speaker 2: twin outfits. Yes, little hang my jacket up on a brand. 1077 00:51:39,920 --> 00:51:40,800 Speaker 3: Well, did you have an affirmation? 1078 00:51:41,200 --> 00:51:49,759 Speaker 2: Oh? Hm, thank you? What is the affirmation? 1079 00:51:51,920 --> 00:51:52,120 Speaker 1: Mm? 1080 00:51:55,800 --> 00:52:00,759 Speaker 2: This is cheesy. Let love lead you, n Let love 1081 00:52:01,120 --> 00:52:03,880 Speaker 2: lead you. Let love lead you, Let love lead you. 1082 00:52:04,040 --> 00:52:05,879 Speaker 2: I love that you're like that. I do. Let love 1083 00:52:06,000 --> 00:52:08,480 Speaker 2: lead you. Don't let the bullshit lead you, because there's 1084 00:52:08,480 --> 00:52:10,280 Speaker 2: a lot of bullshit, y'all. There's a lot of bullshit 1085 00:52:10,360 --> 00:52:11,680 Speaker 2: in this world. There's a lot of hate, there's a 1086 00:52:11,719 --> 00:52:14,280 Speaker 2: lot of crime, there's a lot of violent shit, but mostly, 1087 00:52:14,800 --> 00:52:17,640 Speaker 2: if we really pay attention, there's mostly love. And so 1088 00:52:18,080 --> 00:52:20,720 Speaker 2: let that lead you, not all the bullshit, cause America 1089 00:52:21,000 --> 00:52:22,640 Speaker 2: is gotta very very good. O. 1090 00:52:23,040 --> 00:52:25,160 Speaker 3: Yes, let love lead you. 1091 00:52:25,840 --> 00:52:27,960 Speaker 2: And you are love, and you are made of love. 1092 00:52:28,040 --> 00:52:30,919 Speaker 2: And remember that you're like water. You're eighty percent love. 1093 00:52:31,920 --> 00:52:34,560 Speaker 1: And anyone that is not expressing and giving you the 1094 00:52:34,640 --> 00:52:39,239 Speaker 1: love that you need, kick 'em off the mountaintop. 1095 00:52:39,360 --> 00:52:39,640 Speaker 3: Baby. 1096 00:52:40,320 --> 00:52:42,359 Speaker 2: It's time to let that make it go. It's time 1097 00:52:42,440 --> 00:52:44,080 Speaker 2: to let that bitch go. It's time to let that 1098 00:52:44,160 --> 00:52:44,800 Speaker 2: family member go. 1099 00:52:44,960 --> 00:52:49,480 Speaker 1: It's okay because in twenty twenty four, we are leveling 1100 00:52:49,640 --> 00:52:51,239 Speaker 1: up and leading with love. 1101 00:52:52,160 --> 00:52:52,400 Speaker 4: We are. 1102 00:52:53,760 --> 00:52:57,080 Speaker 1: So we're about to do meditation, but we're gonna leave 1103 00:52:57,120 --> 00:52:59,759 Speaker 1: it for our tribe on Patreon. 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