WEBVTT - A Fiery First Impression with Lea! 0:00:02.040 --> 0:00:04.080 Hey, everyone, welcome back to Badger Happy Hour. 0:00:04.160 --> 0:00:05.880 I'm Joe and I'm Serena, and. 0:00:05.800 --> 0:00:10.160 We are here with the first Impression, Rose Girl herself. Leah, Leah, 0:00:10.240 --> 0:00:11.120 welcome to Happy Hour. 0:00:11.160 --> 0:00:14.360 How are you hi, guys, I'm good. Thanks for having me. 0:00:14.720 --> 0:00:16.040 I'm so excited to be here. 0:00:16.400 --> 0:00:17.880 Yeah, we're excited to talk to you. We have a 0:00:17.880 --> 0:00:20.720 lot to talk about. I will say right at the beginning, 0:00:20.920 --> 0:00:24.160 I'm going to talk a little shit, OK, so get ready. 0:00:25.040 --> 0:00:27.440 I was shocked that you got the first impression, Rose, 0:00:27.640 --> 0:00:32.680 and not because like you're not great, not because of that. 0:00:33.080 --> 0:00:33.839 I just like. 0:00:36.720 --> 0:00:38.199 It's a fair assumption to me. 0:00:38.400 --> 0:00:40.760 No, I just I just thought there were a few 0:00:40.760 --> 0:00:44.879 girls that had stronger connections from what we saw, and 0:00:44.960 --> 0:00:47.440 I just felt like that the card played into it 0:00:47.479 --> 0:00:51.720 a little bit. Was just we know what. We'll get 0:00:51.760 --> 0:00:53.800 back to mid podcast because I want to know if 0:00:53.800 --> 0:00:56.360 there was more that we potentially didn't see. 0:00:56.520 --> 0:00:58.440 We're excited to have you walk us through like that 0:00:58.520 --> 0:00:59.120 whole night. 0:00:59.280 --> 0:00:59.480 Yeah. 0:00:59.640 --> 0:01:02.680 Yeah, Like obviously so much happened with the card. Yeah, 0:01:02.720 --> 0:01:04.319 you got the first and pressures. There's just so much 0:01:04.319 --> 0:01:05.920 to talk to you about. So we're we're jumping the 0:01:05.920 --> 0:01:06.920 gun a little bit right now. 0:01:06.959 --> 0:01:13.640 But that's so let's let's go. Let's go to the beginning. 0:01:14.000 --> 0:01:16.440 How did you did you apply? Did somebody apply for you? 0:01:16.480 --> 0:01:17.520 How'd you get it on the show? 0:01:18.680 --> 0:01:22.800 So I think my story everyone has a story, is 0:01:23.240 --> 0:01:25.759 I was, you know, dating, and I was in the trenches. 0:01:26.120 --> 0:01:29.200 I live in LA, so the dating pool here is 0:01:30.040 --> 0:01:32.920 you know. And then I'm from a small island, so 0:01:33.560 --> 0:01:36.120 you know, everyone's like your cousin. And I think my 0:01:36.319 --> 0:01:41.160 friends were just so sick of my terrible dating stories 0:01:41.640 --> 0:01:44.120 and they were like, you know what, Leah, We're just 0:01:44.160 --> 0:01:48.960 gonna apply you for this show. And my best friends 0:01:49.080 --> 0:01:53.400 applied me for The Bachelor. They're ridiculous. I love them though, 0:01:53.520 --> 0:01:56.640 shout out. It worked out, Yeah, and it worked out, 0:01:56.680 --> 0:01:58.320 and you know, now we're here. 0:01:58.640 --> 0:02:01.200 So nice. Where do you live in LA? 0:02:01.400 --> 0:02:01.480 Like? 0:02:01.520 --> 0:02:02.400 What part? 0:02:03.040 --> 0:02:04.760 I live in West Hollywood right now? 0:02:04.760 --> 0:02:07.640 Okay? And you have a you have a proper mic 0:02:07.720 --> 0:02:10.680 stand and Mike set up? I do why why is this? 0:02:11.080 --> 0:02:12.720 Yeah? 0:02:13.040 --> 0:02:20.080 I've always been super into music. I've did piano, guitar, ukulele, 0:02:20.320 --> 0:02:25.680 the flu and so I like record music, like as 0:02:25.720 --> 0:02:30.600 a hobby. So yeah, teaser, there might be a little 0:02:30.600 --> 0:02:30.920 bit of that. 0:02:31.639 --> 0:02:32.280 And the show. 0:02:32.960 --> 0:02:34.400 Oh really, that's awesome. 0:02:36.080 --> 0:02:39.400 So you were coming out of the limo, and it 0:02:39.520 --> 0:02:42.360 definitely seemed like you and Joey, you know, had a 0:02:42.440 --> 0:02:45.400 level of comfort with each other because it wasn't your 0:02:45.400 --> 0:02:47.840 first time meeting, whereas you know other women coming out 0:02:47.840 --> 0:02:51.040 there's this kind of like nervous excitement energy. Can you 0:02:51.080 --> 0:02:52.440 just tell us how you felt coming out of the 0:02:52.480 --> 0:02:54.919 lemo and seeing him again for the second time, and 0:02:55.000 --> 0:02:58.000 if you know you felt better or worse about it? 0:02:58.600 --> 0:03:00.600 Yeah, yeah, I mean I definitely I don't think I 0:03:00.639 --> 0:03:03.280 was any less nervous because I've already met him before. 0:03:03.600 --> 0:03:06.160 I think it was still just as nervous, probably if 0:03:06.160 --> 0:03:10.560 not more. But something that I kept trying to tell 0:03:10.600 --> 0:03:13.600 myself was, you know, like you'll be the only familiar 0:03:13.639 --> 0:03:16.200 face that he sees all night, So I think there 0:03:16.320 --> 0:03:20.000 was that like little sense of comfortability. But I remember 0:03:20.160 --> 0:03:23.640 walking up to him and telling myself, like, you have 0:03:23.680 --> 0:03:25.520 to like hold his hands because that's what everyone does. 0:03:26.160 --> 0:03:28.320 And then I didn't hold his hands, and I'm like, 0:03:28.880 --> 0:03:31.360 I look at the I was looking through the pictures 0:03:31.680 --> 0:03:34.000 and I'm like standing so far from him. I'm like, 0:03:34.040 --> 0:03:37.240 oh my god, girl, were you like social distancing? Why 0:03:37.280 --> 0:03:40.000 are you so far from him? And I was like, 0:03:40.160 --> 0:03:42.560 you know, look, I think that's I was so nervous, 0:03:42.920 --> 0:03:45.640 you know, so I was like probably not thinking like 0:03:46.040 --> 0:03:48.080 is gonna be the dude you're ditting you can stand 0:03:48.160 --> 0:03:49.240 like close to him. 0:03:49.720 --> 0:03:52.600 But I feel like that's so normal though, Like people 0:03:52.760 --> 0:03:55.840 always talk about their level entrances when they come on 0:03:55.920 --> 0:03:57.440 here and say like, oh I did this or I 0:03:57.480 --> 0:03:59.880 watch back and I did this, And it's so easy 0:03:59.880 --> 0:04:02.600 to like a overanalyze it and be everyone is so 0:04:02.640 --> 0:04:06.400 nervous that it just it's never gonna go one hundred percent. 0:04:06.440 --> 0:04:07.640 There's always gonna be something. 0:04:07.520 --> 0:04:09.720 Where you're like I forgot to say my name, or yeah, 0:04:09.760 --> 0:04:12.520 I stood like five feet away from him, or you know, 0:04:13.000 --> 0:04:15.200 it's it's very it's very relatable. 0:04:15.640 --> 0:04:19.480 Yeah, And I also feel like there's because you two 0:04:19.560 --> 0:04:22.320 have already met, there's not like this, and there's so 0:04:22.480 --> 0:04:25.680 many women, there's not this urgency that you guys have 0:04:25.760 --> 0:04:29.360 to have a conversation because it's like we already had it. 0:04:30.320 --> 0:04:34.120 And because you had this card, are you a like 0:04:34.240 --> 0:04:37.000 are you like guaranteed You're not guaranteed to get a rose? 0:04:37.000 --> 0:04:39.440 Like you still may not have given you a rose, 0:04:39.480 --> 0:04:42.320 but did you feel like that was an edge of like, 0:04:43.279 --> 0:04:45.040 because I have this card, I'm most likely going to 0:04:45.040 --> 0:04:45.560 get a rose. 0:04:46.200 --> 0:04:49.120 Yeah wait, what did you think the card was gonna say? Like, 0:04:49.160 --> 0:04:51.359 you must have had like theories you went back to 0:04:51.400 --> 0:04:53.520 your friends, and your friends were like, what if it's this? 0:04:53.640 --> 0:04:55.720 What if it's this? Like you, it must have been 0:04:55.760 --> 0:04:59.040 like at the back of your mind for months or 0:04:59.080 --> 0:05:01.520 however long it wasn't to go. I started filming what 0:05:01.640 --> 0:05:03.520 were like your theories abou what was in it. 0:05:04.480 --> 0:05:06.720 I think the thing that I tried to do was 0:05:06.960 --> 0:05:09.560 to not put expectations on the card and to just 0:05:09.640 --> 0:05:13.039 like take it as it was, and I think not 0:05:13.200 --> 0:05:16.039 set myself up for failure. So I tried to like, 0:05:16.120 --> 0:05:19.280 you know, whatever it is, I will take it as 0:05:19.320 --> 0:05:24.560 it comes and make the most of it. But I 0:05:24.600 --> 0:05:29.520 definitely think it made me more nervous in respect to 0:05:29.560 --> 0:05:31.400 the other women in the house. I think the first 0:05:31.440 --> 0:05:33.039 thing I said to him when I got the card 0:05:33.160 --> 0:05:35.120 was like, oh my god, the other girls are. 0:05:35.080 --> 0:05:35.720 Gonna hate me. 0:05:37.320 --> 0:05:40.479 Just because I'm like, I am a girl's girl till 0:05:41.120 --> 0:05:45.200 I die. And so if I'm thinking like, oh my gosh, 0:05:45.240 --> 0:05:48.360 like this other girl has already met him and now 0:05:48.400 --> 0:05:51.359 has like some advantage, like I'd be like, ah, that sucks. 0:05:52.520 --> 0:05:54.280 So I was just scared that like the girls were 0:05:54.279 --> 0:05:55.880 going to be mean to me, and like. 0:05:56.480 --> 0:05:58.240 Did they all know? They all knew, right because they 0:05:58.200 --> 0:06:00.479 say yeah, yeah, yeah. 0:06:00.520 --> 0:06:02.200 So there was no way to even like hide it 0:06:02.320 --> 0:06:04.720 or anything or just like not say anything and then 0:06:04.800 --> 0:06:06.599 like throw it in the fire and never tell anyone 0:06:06.600 --> 0:06:08.880 you had it because they all probably they all would 0:06:08.920 --> 0:06:11.360 have been watching to find out who the bachelor was 0:06:11.400 --> 0:06:13.160 going to be on this show they just got cast on, 0:06:13.680 --> 0:06:16.360 and then they see you getting this advantage. I personally 0:06:16.440 --> 0:06:20.200 thought that it was going to be like you're safe tonight, 0:06:20.320 --> 0:06:24.159 like you get around tonight. Now that's too yeah right, 0:06:24.279 --> 0:06:26.800 Like that was my first my or like this is 0:06:26.880 --> 0:06:29.760 like an immunity one week, like you can like give 0:06:29.800 --> 0:06:32.680 yourself a rose one week or something along those lines. 0:06:32.720 --> 0:06:35.920 That was going to equate to like safety, yeah. 0:06:36.279 --> 0:06:38.920 Yeah, but it's not, and you opened it up and. 0:06:38.920 --> 0:06:41.440 It it's kind of like a backhand. Again. 0:06:41.600 --> 0:06:47.600 Basically sucks because you have now had the power to 0:06:47.640 --> 0:06:51.080 steal someone else's date. But the issue with that is 0:06:51.120 --> 0:06:54.760 he chose to go on the date with someone else 0:06:55.160 --> 0:06:59.599 and not you, So it's like well, like, how's he 0:06:59.640 --> 0:07:02.960 going to all about that? So really, yeah, what were 0:07:03.000 --> 0:07:04.240 your thoughts when you read it? 0:07:05.160 --> 0:07:09.239 And yeah, I think when I first read the card, 0:07:09.720 --> 0:07:13.560 my stomach just drops because I don't know, I understand 0:07:13.560 --> 0:07:16.160 that like this is an intense environment. There's it's such 0:07:16.160 --> 0:07:20.240 a unique experience. But I never want an experience or 0:07:20.400 --> 0:07:25.120 challenge or something really difficult to change my heart, my values, 0:07:25.200 --> 0:07:29.200 my morals, and so you know, my mom has always 0:07:29.200 --> 0:07:30.680 told me if something is not for you, it's not 0:07:30.720 --> 0:07:33.040 for you. You never cheat, you never steal, You never 0:07:34.640 --> 0:07:36.600 you know, punch someone in the throat to get what 0:07:36.640 --> 0:07:39.560 you want. And so I think that. 0:07:39.720 --> 0:07:42.320 Bad advice before you go on the Bachelor atte her Bachelor, 0:07:42.400 --> 0:07:43.520 bad advice before you. 0:07:43.480 --> 0:07:51.040 Go on the Bachelor, that there's a way that you 0:07:51.080 --> 0:07:56.840 can walk through really challenging experiences but still respect others 0:07:57.080 --> 0:07:58.560 and you know, be kind. 0:07:59.160 --> 0:08:03.200 And so I definitely was really sad. 0:08:03.320 --> 0:08:06.800 I think when I first opened the card and you saw, 0:08:06.880 --> 0:08:08.480 like I was so emotional. 0:08:08.560 --> 0:08:10.240 I'm a pisces, so. 0:08:10.360 --> 0:08:11.600 Are you that makes sense? 0:08:11.680 --> 0:08:14.360 Forgive me, y'all, Like the tears were flowing. 0:08:14.560 --> 0:08:16.760 I was like, I know for a fact, there's not 0:08:16.800 --> 0:08:19.960 a drop of foundation left on my face because I 0:08:20.000 --> 0:08:21.840 cried it all off, which is fine. 0:08:22.880 --> 0:08:26.360 Were were you emotional and sad? Because and this is 0:08:26.760 --> 0:08:28.560 at least this is why I thought it and this 0:08:28.640 --> 0:08:32.200 is why I would have been upset, because it essentially 0:08:32.240 --> 0:08:32.880 it was a letdown. 0:08:33.000 --> 0:08:34.880 Yeah, Like there had to have been a little disappointment 0:08:34.880 --> 0:08:36.559 in your heart when you opened it, right, Like you 0:08:36.800 --> 0:08:39.240 just build up there. You're thinking, this card is like 0:08:39.280 --> 0:08:41.719 an advantage and it's kind of like, if I use 0:08:41.800 --> 0:08:44.800 this advantage, I have to you know, you were already saying, 0:08:44.840 --> 0:08:46.120 like the women are going to be looking at me 0:08:46.160 --> 0:08:47.559 I kind of have a target in my back coming 0:08:47.640 --> 0:08:49.680 with this card, and now you're getting the card and 0:08:49.679 --> 0:08:54.080 you're like, I have an advantage, but you know, is 0:08:54.120 --> 0:08:56.200 it an advantage? And on top of that, if I 0:08:56.400 --> 0:08:58.640 use the card, there's going to be a lot of 0:08:58.640 --> 0:08:59.600 animasity in the house. 0:08:59.640 --> 0:09:04.679 Again me totally totally, and like I couldn't imagine being 0:09:04.679 --> 0:09:06.760 on the receiving end, and like You're getting ready to 0:09:06.800 --> 0:09:08.600 go on this day and you're so excited and it's 0:09:08.679 --> 0:09:13.080 intentionally chosen for you by Joey, and Joey's like expecting 0:09:13.559 --> 0:09:16.040 Daisy to show up and I'm like, hey, and he's. 0:09:15.800 --> 0:09:19.120 Like, this is not Daisy, Like who is this? 0:09:19.520 --> 0:09:21.720 Like you know what I mean, He's like, I didn't 0:09:21.720 --> 0:09:27.920 invite you here, You're not Daisy or whoever. But yeah, 0:09:28.000 --> 0:09:31.400 I'm just like it was such a double edged sword 0:09:31.440 --> 0:09:34.120 because it's like, okay, you use it. Yeah, it's an 0:09:34.160 --> 0:09:36.360 advantage because you get more time with him, but now 0:09:36.400 --> 0:09:39.920 you just like hurt another woman's feeling so badly. 0:09:47.280 --> 0:09:51.199 So where do you think because we saw like tears 0:09:51.400 --> 0:09:53.040 in your interview, and we saw a lot of tears 0:09:53.040 --> 0:09:54.920 when you were telling the woman about it, where do 0:09:55.000 --> 0:09:57.360 you think those tears were coming from? Like what was 0:09:57.400 --> 0:09:59.360 it that was pulling at your heartstrings? Was it like 0:10:00.080 --> 0:10:00.960 you were disappointed? 0:10:01.000 --> 0:10:03.079 You were torn? Like what were those emotions? 0:10:03.400 --> 0:10:03.760 Yeah? 0:10:03.920 --> 0:10:09.120 I think I was just I was sad because you know, yeah, 0:10:09.120 --> 0:10:12.320 I'm giving up this advantage and like a great opportunity 0:10:12.360 --> 0:10:17.040 to spend time with Joey. So I'm sad, and then 0:10:18.120 --> 0:10:21.839 you know, I feel like I was just very I 0:10:21.880 --> 0:10:24.120 don't know how to artake that was such a. 0:10:24.000 --> 0:10:26.160 Whirlwind of emotions. But I think I was just. 0:10:27.640 --> 0:10:30.880 You know, wanting to do the right thing and wanting 0:10:30.920 --> 0:10:34.760 to do right by by Joey and his autonomy to 0:10:34.840 --> 0:10:37.720 choose his journey and then also the journeys of the 0:10:37.760 --> 0:10:42.400 other women, because had I use that, you know, it 0:10:43.120 --> 0:10:45.960 could have derailed, you know, someone else's journey. And I 0:10:46.000 --> 0:10:48.360 was like, you know what, if Joey wants to give 0:10:48.360 --> 0:10:50.839 me a one on one, he will absolutely do that, 0:10:51.480 --> 0:10:53.640 and I'm not going to have to punch someone in 0:10:53.679 --> 0:10:56.000 the throat and take it from them, you know. 0:10:56.360 --> 0:10:58.800 So like it's all good in the hood. 0:10:59.480 --> 0:11:01.640 Let's say, let what would you have done if the 0:11:01.679 --> 0:11:04.600 card would have said you're not stealing a date, it 0:11:04.800 --> 0:11:06.200 just guarantees you a date. 0:11:06.600 --> 0:11:08.760 Oh, then that would have been great. I would have 0:11:09.240 --> 0:11:13.760 popped the champagne and been like keep on the card. Yeah, 0:11:13.800 --> 0:11:16.600 like let's go, you know, but that wasn't the case. 0:11:16.640 --> 0:11:18.600 I'm like, who chose this for me? 0:11:19.840 --> 0:11:22.480 What would you have done if they were like, you 0:11:22.480 --> 0:11:25.480 could throw this card away or you could give it 0:11:25.559 --> 0:11:28.079 up to someone else if they want it, Like, if 0:11:28.080 --> 0:11:30.200 someone else wants to take it, you could give it away. 0:11:30.320 --> 0:11:32.000 Yeah, what if there was no throwing the card? What 0:11:32.040 --> 0:11:33.320 if there was like, no, you can't. 0:11:33.760 --> 0:11:35.920 Just to give you context, we were like talking about 0:11:35.920 --> 0:11:38.800 alternative scenarios about what. 0:11:38.720 --> 0:11:40.960 Could have happened with this card. So that's where this 0:11:41.080 --> 0:11:43.559 question comes from our own theories. 0:11:44.000 --> 0:11:46.920 Let's just say if throwing the card away wasn't an option, 0:11:47.960 --> 0:11:52.280 and you either had to keep it or defer it 0:11:52.360 --> 0:11:54.679 and let someone else take it, what would you have 0:11:54.679 --> 0:11:55.640 done in that situation. 0:11:55.800 --> 0:11:57.839 Could I keep it and just never use it? 0:11:59.840 --> 0:12:05.000 No, let's say, no, that's a great that's a great option. Yes, 0:12:05.480 --> 0:12:07.679 but for the fun, for the fun of the hypothetical. 0:12:07.760 --> 0:12:10.480 No, then I would. If I had to, then I 0:12:10.720 --> 0:12:11.959 think I would have kept it. 0:12:12.160 --> 0:12:14.199 Smart. I agree with that. You know, you can't give 0:12:14.200 --> 0:12:16.120 it to someone else. Then that's going to come back 0:12:16.160 --> 0:12:17.480 and screw you. 0:12:17.720 --> 0:12:21.000 I said I would, I would don't. I would either 0:12:21.080 --> 0:12:22.480 keep it or I would give it to someone else. 0:12:22.520 --> 0:12:25.040 But I would say, you can't steal my date. You 0:12:25.600 --> 0:12:27.160 take this card, use it against me. 0:12:27.480 --> 0:12:28.360 This is the truth. 0:12:28.840 --> 0:12:32.160 Yeah, I actually think it's beneficial for the person. I 0:12:32.160 --> 0:12:36.000 think it's probably more beneficial for the person that gets 0:12:36.040 --> 0:12:42.040 their date stolen, because then Joey's going to a feel 0:12:42.120 --> 0:12:43.800 bad and. 0:12:44.000 --> 0:12:45.320 Like stressing out this man. 0:12:45.840 --> 0:12:48.080 Yeah, also be like I still want to talk to 0:12:48.120 --> 0:12:49.760 this person, So then he's going to go out of 0:12:49.800 --> 0:12:51.560 his He's going to make time to go out of 0:12:51.600 --> 0:12:54.200 his way. To then talk more to the person that 0:12:54.240 --> 0:12:55.280 got her date stolen. 0:12:55.320 --> 0:12:59.959 Will tell lea your other ideas, a lot of ideas. 0:13:00.160 --> 0:13:02.560 Your your card situations really inspired him. 0:13:02.760 --> 0:13:05.080 Tell her the one where it's like, if you steal 0:13:05.080 --> 0:13:06.640 the date, but then Joey has. 0:13:06.559 --> 0:13:10.280 Power if you steal though, so in small writing, if 0:13:10.320 --> 0:13:11.280 you steal the date. 0:13:11.280 --> 0:13:13.600 Why do you always emphasize it's in small writing. 0:13:14.480 --> 0:13:18.880 In small writing, if you steal the date and Joey turns, 0:13:18.920 --> 0:13:22.160 it turns you down. You automatically have to pack your 0:13:22.160 --> 0:13:23.000 bags and go home. 0:13:23.200 --> 0:13:24.439 That's so embarrassing. 0:13:25.000 --> 0:13:28.440 Yeah, it was, literally, but it makes it riskier. 0:13:28.640 --> 0:13:31.240 It makes it riskier of like, you better be confident 0:13:31.280 --> 0:13:36.160 if you steal that date. We're just sitting here having 0:13:37.160 --> 0:13:38.200 fun hypotheticals. 0:13:38.240 --> 0:13:40.520 Obviously that would suck to have that actually. 0:13:40.280 --> 0:13:43.520 Right, Yeah, let's let's move on a little bit from this. Okay, 0:13:43.559 --> 0:13:46.760 so you you end up getting the first impressure Rows, 0:13:46.840 --> 0:13:49.840 and I think a lot of for as of viewer, 0:13:49.960 --> 0:13:53.520 at least my stupid ass watching the show, I kind 0:13:53.520 --> 0:13:54.760 of looked at it as like, oh, she got the 0:13:54.760 --> 0:14:00.559 first impression Rose because of what she did with the card. 0:14:02.880 --> 0:14:04.640 Do you think that's why you got the first pressure Rose? 0:14:04.720 --> 0:14:09.679 Or did you guys have a deeper conversation that there 0:14:09.720 --> 0:14:11.280 was just more of a connection that we may not 0:14:11.360 --> 0:14:12.960 have saw, or maybe we did see it and I 0:14:13.040 --> 0:14:13.520 just missed it. 0:14:14.960 --> 0:14:16.880 I mean, I definitely do think there was a connection 0:14:18.400 --> 0:14:21.920 automatically from night one. But I do think that the 0:14:22.040 --> 0:14:25.880 card was an active demonstration of who I am and 0:14:25.880 --> 0:14:26.640 what I stand for. 0:14:26.680 --> 0:14:30.840 And I think it was a big, actions over words 0:14:31.200 --> 0:14:31.720 type of thing. 0:14:31.920 --> 0:14:35.760 Said He's meeting a bunch like thirty women and they're 0:14:35.800 --> 0:14:37.960 telling him things. But it's like, Okay, who are you 0:14:38.080 --> 0:14:41.200 really and what do you stand for? And like can 0:14:41.240 --> 0:14:43.320 you be about it? Because like everyone's talking about like, 0:14:43.360 --> 0:14:45.200 oh I'm this, I'm this, okay. 0:14:44.960 --> 0:14:48.080 But like what are you about? Like stand on it? 0:14:48.240 --> 0:14:50.280 We were actually I was saying, we're watching it so 0:14:50.400 --> 0:14:53.440 funny because night one you'll see a lot of women. 0:14:53.560 --> 0:14:55.240 And I don't mean this in a negative way because 0:14:55.280 --> 0:14:57.520 this kind of is like what you have to do 0:14:57.680 --> 0:14:59.720 to show who you are, but like a lot of 0:14:59.720 --> 0:15:02.800 women almost pitching themselves, like using a lot of adjectives 0:15:02.800 --> 0:15:07.480 to describe themselves right like I have I'm driven, I'm charismatic, 0:15:07.800 --> 0:15:11.280 I'm fun, I'm like they're trying to show him and 0:15:11.320 --> 0:15:14.960 tell him who they are, but they're not really like 0:15:15.440 --> 0:15:17.280 being put in situations where they can really show that off. 0:15:17.320 --> 0:15:19.120 So there's a lot of like just adjectives being used, 0:15:19.120 --> 0:15:20.880 whereas you were put in a situation where you could 0:15:20.920 --> 0:15:24.320 be like, hey, like this is who I am and 0:15:24.640 --> 0:15:26.600 I can actually show you this right now. 0:15:26.800 --> 0:15:30.560 Totally, totally and I think too, like me throwing it 0:15:30.600 --> 0:15:33.200 in the fire, which was I'm sorry, so dramatic by 0:15:33.240 --> 0:15:34.720 the way, but who doesn't love a little drum in 0:15:34.760 --> 0:15:35.080 their life. 0:15:35.160 --> 0:15:36.280 Very dramatic, but we need it. 0:15:36.400 --> 0:15:39.720 It was like I'm gonna stand on business. I'm stomping 0:15:39.720 --> 0:15:43.080 on it like it's gone. You see it burning into ashes, 0:15:43.280 --> 0:15:47.720 like you know, like I can say things and I'm 0:15:47.760 --> 0:15:49.360 about it too, like with that. 0:15:50.320 --> 0:15:52.680 So how did you feel them when he gave you 0:15:52.720 --> 0:15:56.560 the first impression Rose? Were you surprised? Were you or 0:15:56.600 --> 0:15:58.880 were you like this, yeah, this kind of check, this 0:15:58.960 --> 0:15:59.360 checks out. 0:15:59.560 --> 0:16:01.600 No, I think I ever want to be cocky like, 0:16:01.600 --> 0:16:05.040 oh I deserve this, Like no, you're never entitled to anything. 0:16:05.480 --> 0:16:09.200 But I think I was surprised. I was like I 0:16:09.200 --> 0:16:10.920 saw him walking up with the rose and I'm like, 0:16:12.240 --> 0:16:14.640 who are going to be? And then he's like Oh my. 0:16:14.520 --> 0:16:18.520 God, it's me. So that was it was really exciting. 0:16:18.880 --> 0:16:20.960 But in the very very back of my head, I'm like, 0:16:21.040 --> 0:16:23.080 oh my god, like there's more attention on me. I 0:16:23.080 --> 0:16:25.880 feel so bad, Like I don't know, maybe it's the 0:16:25.920 --> 0:16:29.040 people pleasearing me that's like, ah, too much attention, Like. 0:16:29.640 --> 0:16:31.120 Yeah, I guess because they're gonna. 0:16:30.880 --> 0:16:32.640 Hate me, Like they're literally gonna hate it. 0:16:32.800 --> 0:16:34.800 It really just seems like you're at this point like 0:16:34.840 --> 0:16:39.320 you're unfair to yourself. It seems like you're getting advantages. 0:16:39.920 --> 0:16:40.400 Yeah. 0:16:40.680 --> 0:16:43.200 Oh, there's a lot of attention on you that first 0:16:43.320 --> 0:16:46.520 night between the card and then, and you know, as 0:16:46.600 --> 0:16:48.040 much as you didn't take it, there was a lot 0:16:48.040 --> 0:16:50.040 of women that were like, that is an advantage I 0:16:50.040 --> 0:16:53.120 would have taken that. She got this amazing opportunity. And 0:16:53.160 --> 0:16:56.320 then you're getting the first impression rose too. Yeah, so 0:16:56.360 --> 0:16:57.960 you're probably just like this is a lot. 0:16:58.120 --> 0:16:59.720 So what was what was the attitude? What was the 0:16:59.720 --> 0:17:02.000 additude with the women after after you got the first 0:17:02.000 --> 0:17:03.720 some pressure rows, Ah. 0:17:04.119 --> 0:17:08.639 Okay, the women were just so kind and like loving 0:17:09.760 --> 0:17:12.080 and just you know, took me in with open arms. 0:17:12.080 --> 0:17:13.560 And I think there were a whole lot of girls, 0:17:13.600 --> 0:17:16.320 girls in the room which I'm very, very grateful for. 0:17:18.200 --> 0:17:20.040 I was almost like shy about it. 0:17:20.160 --> 0:17:22.520 I was like, you know, like kept it by my side, 0:17:22.520 --> 0:17:24.840 but everyone was like no, like you deserve this, like 0:17:25.600 --> 0:17:27.679 just such supportive energy. 0:17:27.800 --> 0:17:29.560 I couldn't be like more grateful for. 0:17:30.359 --> 0:17:31.280 No one was talking shit. 0:17:31.920 --> 0:17:32.760 I'm sure they. 0:17:32.640 --> 0:17:36.320 Were just not sure that's my face whatever. 0:17:37.640 --> 0:17:42.920 But the women that did, you know, show love, super grateful. 0:17:42.960 --> 0:17:44.880 But I'm sure that there were some people that were 0:17:44.920 --> 0:17:48.879 like that girl is so stupid, like you know, but whatever, 0:17:49.119 --> 0:17:50.000 I'm I'm. 0:17:49.880 --> 0:17:51.919 Standing behind what I did, like I'm proud of that. 0:17:52.160 --> 0:17:55.720 So you should. You should be and honestly, honestly, regardless 0:17:56.240 --> 0:17:58.800 of why or why you were upset anything like, it 0:17:58.880 --> 0:18:01.840 worked like you got you literally got the first impression. 0:18:01.920 --> 0:18:02.120 Rose. 0:18:03.119 --> 0:18:06.560 What were your thoughts? What was the girl Jess who 0:18:06.560 --> 0:18:09.080 made out with them first and then came and announced 0:18:09.080 --> 0:18:11.400 it to the whole the whole group of you. What 0:18:11.440 --> 0:18:12.680 was your what are your thoughts on that? 0:18:13.480 --> 0:18:15.119 She is a bold woman? 0:18:15.520 --> 0:18:18.760 She okay, she's a pisces too. Okay I said this 0:18:18.880 --> 0:18:21.040 in that night. I was like, Okay, I don't think 0:18:21.080 --> 0:18:24.080 I would have done that, but I love Jess. You 0:18:24.200 --> 0:18:26.600 kind of just you take her for all that she is. 0:18:26.840 --> 0:18:30.040 She's an icon. You know, would I have done that? 0:18:30.080 --> 0:18:34.160 Maybe not, but she is an icon, So you go, girl. 0:18:35.359 --> 0:18:37.360 How were the other women feeling about it? 0:18:38.080 --> 0:18:38.280 Oh? 0:18:38.520 --> 0:18:39.560 Probably really upset. 0:18:39.560 --> 0:18:43.520 I think in the moment, we're all like like what, like, oh, 0:18:43.600 --> 0:18:45.680 my feelings are her because we're all like, that's my man. 0:18:46.240 --> 0:18:48.960 You know, what do you mean you kissed my man? 0:18:49.200 --> 0:18:50.600 Get like go home? 0:18:52.200 --> 0:18:55.600 But you know that's we signed up for it. You know, 0:18:55.640 --> 0:19:00.640 we all understand like why we're here. So it's challenging, 0:19:00.680 --> 0:19:03.359 like we want to be supportive of one another one another, 0:19:03.400 --> 0:19:05.320 but at the same times, like not too supportive because 0:19:05.359 --> 0:19:06.399