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Speaker 1: List service? So what is appless? Angela Yee, I'm GJ. Maguire,

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Speaker 1: I'm Stephanie Santiago, I'm Laura Maura, and I'm A. J.

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Speaker 1: Johnson is here And I know y'all have been watching

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Speaker 1: TV when Life Therapy, and of course we know you

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Speaker 1: from so many things. And I was just talking to

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Speaker 1: you about a conversation that we had with DJ Andy

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Speaker 1: when he said he wouldn't want to know if his

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Speaker 1: wife cheated on him, and we were trying to figure

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Speaker 1: out what is it that like? Is that is that

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Speaker 1: most men do they not want to know? I think

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Speaker 1: they don't want to know they can't handle. Have you

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Speaker 1: have men ever told you that they don't want to know, Like,

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Speaker 1: not not necessarily your man, but just men. Have they

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Speaker 1: told you if you were if a woman that they

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Speaker 1: were interested with cheating, they wouldn't want to know. So

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Speaker 1: when I'm talking to now he um he's a friend

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Speaker 1: of mine, and I tell him, I'm like, yo, your

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Speaker 1: girl don't mind you coming home four or five, six

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Speaker 1: in the morning. He's like no. I was like, what

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Speaker 1: about her? Do you want? He was like, I don't

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Speaker 1: ask no questions. What are you talking to? You met

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Speaker 1: you no, I'm not talking to him, said when I

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Speaker 1: look at too, you know, but yeah, I was like,

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Speaker 1: she doesn't mind. He's like no, I'm like, do you

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Speaker 1: ask her questions? He's like, no, I don't want to

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Speaker 1: want to know. What you think that is? They can't

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Speaker 1: take it. They can dish it, but they can't because

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Speaker 1: they know what they're doing, and so they also don't

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Speaker 1: want you to ask them too many questions. I think

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Speaker 1: that's part of it, Like I'm doing what I'm doing.

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Speaker 1: If if I start asking you questions and then you

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Speaker 1: start asking me questions, now I gotta tell my ship too.

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Speaker 1: Do you feel like that's an element of like not

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Speaker 1: being truthful and honest or do you feel like I

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Speaker 1: just don't want to know, means I just don't want

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Speaker 1: to know, You know what I mean? I feel like

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Speaker 1: I don't want I just don't want to know. Means

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Speaker 1: I just don't want to know. I feel like not

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Speaker 1: telling us better than lying. Do you do you feel

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Speaker 1: the same way I don't want to know. I don't

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Speaker 1: want to, Like, I'm not the type of person who's

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Speaker 1: gonna look through a phone or try to find things

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Speaker 1: that I'm not aren't supposed to you know, force things

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Speaker 1: into my eyes. Yeah, it's that whole which you don't

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Speaker 1: know won't hurt you. Yeah, I like that. But here right,

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Speaker 1: but here's the thing. Once I do find out anything, now,

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Speaker 1: I want to every detail. So I see, I probably

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Speaker 1: rather not because I'm gonna go obsessively crazy but trying

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Speaker 1: to figure every little part of it out rather But

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Speaker 1: here's my thoughts on it. Right, if I feel like

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Speaker 1: you're doing something, then you're not doing it very good

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Speaker 1: and I want to know. However, if I feel like

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Speaker 1: everything is smooth and I don't feel like you're doing anything,

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Speaker 1: I won't go looking for it. I was gonna say.

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Speaker 1: We kind of talked about this we were on the

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Speaker 1: show because I feel the same way. It's like, if

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Speaker 1: I don't feel a picture my soul and I think

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Speaker 1: everything's fine, then I don't go looking. But sometimes I've

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Speaker 1: had that that I think everything's fine and it wasn't fine,

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Speaker 1: I don't go looking. But at the same time, I

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Speaker 1: just kind of feel like, if I'm comfortable and I

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Speaker 1: with that. Yeah, because you know they always say if

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Speaker 1: you go looking for something, you're fine. Yeah, because I mean,

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Speaker 1: I don't go through phones. I don't like to go

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Speaker 1: and I tell guys don't go through my phone because

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Speaker 1: when you look for something and you're gonna find it,

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Speaker 1: it may not be anything, but because you're making I'm

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Speaker 1: not giving about my phone here, you couldn't look through it.

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Speaker 1: But that's me being ignorant, because every time a guy

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Speaker 1: has looked through my phone, even when I think it's

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Speaker 1: everything and there is harmless, they find something because you're

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Speaker 1: looking for about so you're manifesting something. But then I added, too,

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Speaker 1: if you look through my phone, I've had it happened

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Speaker 1: to me two times, right, I had two different guys

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Speaker 1: my phone. It kind of feels like such a violationship

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Speaker 1: because there's stuffinite that might not have nothing to do

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Speaker 1: through my phone. You didn't want to say as a

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Speaker 1: new year thing, what would you say, and I'm asking

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Speaker 1: this just as girlfriends, what would you say would be

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Speaker 1: right right, But is there something new in the new

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Speaker 1: What would it be something new for myself? I don't know,

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Speaker 1: very like I could tend to be very private about

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Speaker 1: my finances sometimes and I don't know that that's but

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Speaker 1: I'm also not married. But would you were open if

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Speaker 1: I was married? Yeah? But about now? I also feel

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Speaker 1: some things but not everything. But I also feel like

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Speaker 1: everybody doesn't need to know everything about what's going on

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Speaker 1: with you financially, you know, because sometimes people think like

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Speaker 1: Adie are doing really well. You're not doing as well

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Speaker 1: as they, you know, my thought you were. But when

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Speaker 1: people feel like you have money, they feel like more

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Speaker 1: entitled to things. I feel like too, how about you guys?

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Speaker 1: Or they feel like you don't need need help? Yeah,

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Speaker 1: they feel like you don't. I can't do anything here

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Speaker 1: me too. I'm actually in a semi new relationship. I

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Speaker 1: don't know, it's like seven eight months and but new

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Speaker 1: compared to my past. And it's weird because I feel

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Speaker 1: maybe finances. But again, do you know his credit score? No,

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Speaker 1: makes it? Does you know yours? Because I saw when

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Speaker 1: he doesn't know about finances that being the number one

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Speaker 1: on some real estate business together. So we talked about

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Speaker 1: and so while they're here, they're bringing in the money.

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Speaker 1: But then and if anything got left to the people

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Speaker 1: you think it's left to, it gets real deep. And

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Speaker 1: spending habits are important to if people are aligned, Like

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Speaker 1: and what's important. And I have I know people who

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Speaker 1: paying for education. But then the husband goes down and

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Speaker 1: you know, So it is important to talk about those

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Speaker 1: didn't come up with your you know, I'm sitting here

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Speaker 1: waiting for you too, because I'm gonna be honest, I think,

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Speaker 1: you know, because my whole big thing is new in

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Speaker 1: the new year, like not only just you know, on

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Speaker 1: I'm doing. And I gotta be honest, I think I'm

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Speaker 1: more open to less monogamy. I know, right that's happening lately,

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Speaker 1: of a stickler as a monog in a monogamous relationship

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Speaker 1: as i've been. I'm a monogamous woman. I prefer just

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Speaker 1: a one on one relationship, but I've also been in

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Speaker 1: but I'm just wondering the part of that is lying

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Speaker 1: I think now that's what I'm saying. I kind of

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Speaker 1: course keeping each other safe sexually whatever that means. But

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Speaker 1: You like, what are you doing on me? And the

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Speaker 1: But you're the other side of it, though they could

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Speaker 1: also be doing that anyway and telling you there monogamous.

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Speaker 1: So that's why I'm trying to forgether. You not do

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Speaker 1: it and be monogamous. Don't do it. I'm also go

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Speaker 1: easing on the monogamy thing, but it's like you do that.

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Speaker 1: You're even telling that to a guy. I wouldn't want

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Speaker 1: the about the other women he's dating and things like that,

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Speaker 1: because would you want to know everything else that's going on,

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Speaker 1: or would you want him to just be like I

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Speaker 1: do see other people, or would you want details? Well

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Speaker 1: I kind of also think not to not to negate

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Speaker 1: the question, but I just think that if we as

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Speaker 1: women are not monogamous, I think it shifts men. I

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Speaker 1: think men are used to us being a monogamous person

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Speaker 1: their perspective. Gun bad. Yeah again, I'm new, I'm but

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Speaker 1: the question is are you cold with me and your friend? Right?

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Speaker 1: And all of a sudden that's been a whole another thing.

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Speaker 1: And I said, so it's a problem. It's your boy,

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Speaker 1: that's a problem. See that's what I'm trying to figure out,

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Speaker 1: Like what what's really the problem? They can't take it again,

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Speaker 1: they could this ship, but they can't take it. And

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Speaker 1: you know, right nowadays people are always talking about toxic relationships, toxic,

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Speaker 1: Here's my question exactly. So if you're so, I'm a swallower, yes,

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Speaker 1: He moves his face. Imagine a guy moves his face

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Speaker 1: You don't really mean it exactly. I mean it can

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Speaker 1: we acknowledge the nutritional quality of that? It's good for

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Speaker 1: And then it's and it's nice because like you do

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Speaker 1: Like jewelry and hand motions and corn Yeah, I'm interested

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Speaker 1: check with the pearls and as you're you know, as

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Speaker 1: I was thinking, like, who's going to use a condom? Like?

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Speaker 1: do random dick suck, you know what I mean. It's

424
00:22:33,640 --> 00:22:38,080
Speaker 1: like somebody, I'm with you. I'm not a prostitute, never

425
00:22:38,240 --> 00:22:42,080
Speaker 1: use flavor condoms. I'm like that, But I don't know.

426
00:22:42,119 --> 00:22:43,680
Speaker 1: Maybe it's for if you're going to have sex and

427
00:22:43,680 --> 00:22:45,440
Speaker 1: then take the condom off. It's like it too, yeah,

428
00:22:45,440 --> 00:22:47,680
Speaker 1: because I didn't understand us because you have addressed to

429
00:22:47,720 --> 00:22:51,000
Speaker 1: the condom and then you don't want to like right,

430
00:22:51,000 --> 00:22:58,879
Speaker 1: because then it chastes like yeah to swallowing in. I

431
00:22:58,920 --> 00:23:03,000
Speaker 1: am I how you gonna do it? Oh my god? Um?

432
00:23:03,040 --> 00:23:05,560
Speaker 1: You know. So, I'm gonna grab it right and I'm

433
00:23:05,600 --> 00:23:08,679
Speaker 1: gonna make sure us all the way, black throat. I

434
00:23:08,680 --> 00:23:10,920
Speaker 1: gotta relax, my throat, You gotta relax about it. Yeah,

435
00:23:11,040 --> 00:23:13,920
Speaker 1: definitely relax and make sure it's all all the way.

436
00:23:14,160 --> 00:23:15,399
Speaker 1: And we don't have to be all the way. But

437
00:23:15,440 --> 00:23:17,000
Speaker 1: as far as you can take it without so yeah,

438
00:23:17,200 --> 00:23:21,320
Speaker 1: just as far as you can take it. Where can

439
00:23:21,320 --> 00:23:27,359
Speaker 1: we get the pearls? You know what's crazy? I don't.

440
00:23:27,840 --> 00:23:29,359
Speaker 1: I don't swallow in the back of my thad. I

441
00:23:29,520 --> 00:23:31,520
Speaker 1: have it more towards the tip and like kind of

442
00:23:31,600 --> 00:23:34,240
Speaker 1: like when he's I would like suck more like that pipe.

443
00:23:34,359 --> 00:23:36,159
Speaker 1: You want to taste it, so you take it, you

444
00:23:36,280 --> 00:23:44,040
Speaker 1: taste you're eating it. You I like to taste it too.

445
00:23:44,080 --> 00:23:46,240
Speaker 1: Sometimes you want to taste it. But when I don't

446
00:23:46,280 --> 00:23:50,000
Speaker 1: want to taste it. I don't think I've ever had nasty. Yeah.

447
00:23:50,920 --> 00:23:55,920
Speaker 1: I tasted some com that was a terrible tastes like earwax. Okay,

448
00:23:56,000 --> 00:24:05,399
Speaker 1: I don't think I can say bleep bleep. It tastes

449
00:24:05,440 --> 00:24:09,720
Speaker 1: like airwax, like bleach. I'll never forget that. I don't

450
00:24:09,720 --> 00:24:11,320
Speaker 1: know what the funk he was bringing we're eating, But

451
00:24:11,359 --> 00:24:15,400
Speaker 1: I never sucked sick again. Okay. So is giving head

452
00:24:15,480 --> 00:24:20,600
Speaker 1: as intimate as intercourse to me? It is? Because really

453
00:24:21,040 --> 00:24:24,040
Speaker 1: said it is still set Absolutely I think, yeah, I

454
00:24:24,040 --> 00:24:29,359
Speaker 1: think that you stopped side. This is sexual act, Do

455
00:24:29,520 --> 00:24:31,679
Speaker 1: you really? Because I can't just get somebody head and

456
00:24:31,720 --> 00:24:35,159
Speaker 1: never have had sex with them really probably head to

457
00:24:35,200 --> 00:24:37,920
Speaker 1: never have sex sex? What? No, because it sounds worse

458
00:24:37,920 --> 00:24:39,680
Speaker 1: when people be like, yeah, I ain't but she said

459
00:24:39,720 --> 00:24:45,280
Speaker 1: my like that. But you never I feel I can

460
00:24:45,680 --> 00:24:53,639
Speaker 1: down like I'm on the bitch face. I don't know

461
00:24:53,640 --> 00:24:56,400
Speaker 1: what the pussy like. Um yeah, I feel like if

462
00:24:56,440 --> 00:24:58,840
Speaker 1: you just sucked dick and you didn't have intercourse, you

463
00:24:58,920 --> 00:25:02,720
Speaker 1: still hot side to suck. Imagine you have a boyfriend,

464
00:25:02,760 --> 00:25:04,680
Speaker 1: right and your boyfriend is like, oh, did you mess

465
00:25:04,720 --> 00:25:06,840
Speaker 1: with sex? And you're like, no, I didn't have sex

466
00:25:06,840 --> 00:25:12,600
Speaker 1: with it, but I did suck his dad words, he'll

467
00:25:12,640 --> 00:25:16,760
Speaker 1: feel worries. That's worse. I think two words. So I

468
00:25:16,840 --> 00:25:19,119
Speaker 1: gotta I gotta be honest. I feel like it's a

469
00:25:19,160 --> 00:25:22,480
Speaker 1: little bit of it's a little bit of a control

470
00:25:22,560 --> 00:25:26,000
Speaker 1: thing because I feel like I'm giving as opposed to

471
00:25:26,040 --> 00:25:30,000
Speaker 1: getting done. You know what I mean. I agree with that,

472
00:25:30,119 --> 00:25:32,520
Speaker 1: but I just want some dick after so like I

473
00:25:32,600 --> 00:25:35,119
Speaker 1: get from giving head, like it's like my favorite thing

474
00:25:35,119 --> 00:25:39,879
Speaker 1: about sex that I'm not gonna so you get your

475
00:25:39,880 --> 00:25:43,479
Speaker 1: pussy eight Well, now I wanted if I understand if

476
00:25:43,520 --> 00:25:45,800
Speaker 1: you had a choice, though, then I want to know.

477
00:25:47,800 --> 00:25:50,160
Speaker 1: But I'm a giver, so I want to I want

478
00:25:50,160 --> 00:25:52,080
Speaker 1: to give head. I want to be the pleaser. I

479
00:25:52,080 --> 00:25:54,160
Speaker 1: want to know that what I'm doing is making my man.

480
00:25:54,280 --> 00:25:57,520
Speaker 1: I had a choice. You have a choice and make

481
00:25:57,560 --> 00:26:00,440
Speaker 1: deviled eggs. If I had a choice for the night

482
00:26:00,600 --> 00:26:03,360
Speaker 1: and it's either get your pussy eight or suck dick,

483
00:26:03,480 --> 00:26:07,359
Speaker 1: you can't do both, I would say, fucking zig really

484
00:26:07,640 --> 00:26:17,280
Speaker 1: go that night? Yeah? Yeah, what about we get done?

485
00:26:17,320 --> 00:26:23,800
Speaker 1: I I wanted to, and then I want to get fun.

486
00:26:25,760 --> 00:26:30,200
Speaker 1: What about sixty nine? I'm here for it. Yeah, I'm

487
00:26:31,880 --> 00:26:34,399
Speaker 1: for it, But I like to do like I like

488
00:26:34,480 --> 00:26:36,640
Speaker 1: to focus on one thing at a time. It's hard

489
00:26:36,680 --> 00:26:40,480
Speaker 1: for me to focus because I can't really focus, and

490
00:26:40,520 --> 00:26:44,480
Speaker 1: then the position never really feels we always is awkward.

491
00:26:44,520 --> 00:26:47,960
Speaker 1: I've had some good rounds of sixty nine, but I

492
00:26:48,000 --> 00:26:49,800
Speaker 1: think it was because like we were drunk and we

493
00:26:49,800 --> 00:26:52,679
Speaker 1: were having like a sex triathlon and just ended up

494
00:26:52,720 --> 00:26:56,640
Speaker 1: there and so it was perfect. I feel like when

495
00:26:56,680 --> 00:27:00,360
Speaker 1: you like try it like bloods do sixty nine, it's

496
00:27:01,920 --> 00:27:06,520
Speaker 1: organically do you do you come equally from intercourse as

497
00:27:06,640 --> 00:27:11,160
Speaker 1: much as from if somebody beating you know, I won't

498
00:27:11,200 --> 00:27:14,760
Speaker 1: say that, not equally, not equally not how do you

499
00:27:14,800 --> 00:27:19,240
Speaker 1: come better? Um head? These days? Me too? From these

500
00:27:19,320 --> 00:27:27,960
Speaker 1: days I used to be the other way around. No

501
00:27:28,119 --> 00:27:32,040
Speaker 1: more recently, in my new relationship, I come orgasm from

502
00:27:32,080 --> 00:27:36,200
Speaker 1: intercourse more than I haven't any other keep so yeah,

503
00:27:36,560 --> 00:27:40,560
Speaker 1: he he's a keeper multiple times and definitely there for

504
00:27:40,680 --> 00:27:43,359
Speaker 1: me once you like like I'm gonna come like a

505
00:27:43,600 --> 00:27:46,959
Speaker 1: definitely sensitive more than if he's putting it in. How

506
00:27:46,960 --> 00:27:50,040
Speaker 1: about you in I prefer to have sex from I

507
00:27:50,040 --> 00:27:53,520
Speaker 1: mean I prefer to orgasm from sex. I'm like it

508
00:27:53,520 --> 00:27:55,320
Speaker 1: feels better too. Yeah. As a matter of fact, if

509
00:27:55,320 --> 00:27:56,760
Speaker 1: you're eating me out and I feel like I'm about

510
00:27:56,760 --> 00:27:59,199
Speaker 1: to come my rather, do you have like put it

511
00:27:59,200 --> 00:28:02,520
Speaker 1: in right then? Yeah? I love that. Oh my god,

512
00:28:02,560 --> 00:28:04,680
Speaker 1: that's a better feeling to me. When you can come

513
00:28:04,720 --> 00:28:09,479
Speaker 1: on on the day, it's a feeling too. But when

514
00:28:09,560 --> 00:28:14,360
Speaker 1: she asked what I'm calling and what's easy and easier easier,

515
00:28:14,920 --> 00:28:19,959
Speaker 1: I like there to me And to be honest, like

516
00:28:20,240 --> 00:28:22,240
Speaker 1: to come from oral sex for me, you kind of

517
00:28:22,280 --> 00:28:24,919
Speaker 1: have to be consistent. I don't like switch up the

518
00:28:25,000 --> 00:28:27,400
Speaker 1: movement like mine could be right there, and I wish

519
00:28:27,440 --> 00:28:34,680
Speaker 1: they gotta know it's like, don't do the snake tongue.

520
00:28:33,760 --> 00:28:38,600
Speaker 1: Somebody does that. You know, I'm trying to guide your head.

521
00:28:39,160 --> 00:28:41,320
Speaker 1: And I don't like this bit to trickle down to

522
00:28:41,360 --> 00:28:45,640
Speaker 1: my butt either, like there's that much. I like messy.

523
00:28:45,720 --> 00:28:48,760
Speaker 1: I don't like sitting like a like like when they

524
00:28:48,800 --> 00:28:51,160
Speaker 1: stop and spit on it, like wait, why do you

525
00:28:51,160 --> 00:28:55,040
Speaker 1: even stop? Just keep going? So do you think men

526
00:28:55,080 --> 00:28:59,160
Speaker 1: are open to the instruction? Yeah, if you say it

527
00:28:59,200 --> 00:29:02,200
Speaker 1: the right way you delivered right. You gotta say it

528
00:29:02,280 --> 00:29:06,040
Speaker 1: like sexy. You can't just be like hold hold up, no, yeah,

529
00:29:06,280 --> 00:29:08,000
Speaker 1: you have to be like no. They want you to

530
00:29:08,040 --> 00:29:09,640
Speaker 1: say it, like in a way where you're like, okay,

531
00:29:09,640 --> 00:29:12,000
Speaker 1: now I do I love when you do that to

532
00:29:14,280 --> 00:29:20,880
Speaker 1: you When you yeah, it'll feel so good if you yeah, like,

533
00:29:20,960 --> 00:29:22,560
Speaker 1: don't stop or do it like how you was just

534
00:29:22,600 --> 00:29:25,840
Speaker 1: doing it? Who? Don't stop it right there? Don't stop that,

535
00:29:26,120 --> 00:29:29,440
Speaker 1: keep going like have sex when you don't really feel

536
00:29:29,440 --> 00:29:30,720
Speaker 1: like it, but you just do it because you know

537
00:29:30,800 --> 00:29:42,400
Speaker 1: he does. I have done it. Yeah, I'm like yeah,

538
00:29:42,840 --> 00:29:44,920
Speaker 1: and then trying to get in like you really mentally

539
00:29:44,960 --> 00:29:47,640
Speaker 1: not there, but you're trying, And then you'd be like

540
00:29:47,720 --> 00:29:50,160
Speaker 1: if you don't, how are you up something? And me

541
00:29:50,280 --> 00:29:52,920
Speaker 1: trying to rush him. Have you come for me? Please

542
00:29:53,000 --> 00:29:55,920
Speaker 1: come for me to make it sexy, but you really

543
00:29:55,920 --> 00:30:02,120
Speaker 1: like no, he already came, and they keep going and

544
00:30:02,120 --> 00:30:06,920
Speaker 1: they keep going. I'm like I don't care about and

545
00:30:06,960 --> 00:30:08,680
Speaker 1: then they can't see your face, but you'd be like

546
00:30:13,880 --> 00:30:16,840
Speaker 1: everybody kill it like that. I love coming, though when

547
00:30:16,840 --> 00:30:20,480
Speaker 1: they don't get me from the back, Oh my god,

548
00:30:20,720 --> 00:30:22,240
Speaker 1: I never I don't think I really could come that.

549
00:30:22,400 --> 00:30:24,480
Speaker 1: I was gonna say, that's I think I'm my built

550
00:30:24,520 --> 00:30:29,400
Speaker 1: that way. Yeah, I love, I love to, but I can't.

551
00:30:29,480 --> 00:30:34,000
Speaker 1: Simulation was the only way. He gat me out first

552
00:30:34,080 --> 00:30:35,640
Speaker 1: from the back, and then like you said, when I

553
00:30:35,720 --> 00:30:38,600
Speaker 1: was almost there, he just went in and it was amazing. Yeah,

554
00:30:38,640 --> 00:30:40,600
Speaker 1: that's the best time. Oh my god. And then grab

555
00:30:40,680 --> 00:30:43,760
Speaker 1: my hair. You think everything crap. Yeah, and you're not

556
00:30:43,800 --> 00:30:48,200
Speaker 1: giving head. Nope, I don't know. I'm giving head now

557
00:30:48,280 --> 00:30:52,400
Speaker 1: more than I you know, but I haven't like I

558
00:30:52,440 --> 00:30:54,360
Speaker 1: could say, like now, I know you know. I've been

559
00:30:54,400 --> 00:30:57,920
Speaker 1: listening and I take little taking that I hear from here,

560
00:30:58,040 --> 00:31:00,000
Speaker 1: you know, like licking the tips like they love when

561
00:31:00,040 --> 00:31:01,880
Speaker 1: you just suck the tip and then you put both

562
00:31:01,920 --> 00:31:03,280
Speaker 1: hands and you go up and down and you just

563
00:31:03,320 --> 00:31:05,720
Speaker 1: make it real wet. And another thing I learned is

564
00:31:05,760 --> 00:31:08,120
Speaker 1: the balls, Like while you sucking it, play with his balls,

565
00:31:09,080 --> 00:31:14,120
Speaker 1: spit my hand. That's the whole thing. Yeah, I love it. Listen,

566
00:31:14,160 --> 00:31:18,640
Speaker 1: do you think if I'd ever been normalized for three

567
00:31:18,720 --> 00:31:20,880
Speaker 1: semes with two men and a women and a woman.

568
00:31:21,000 --> 00:31:23,560
Speaker 1: Guys can't take that. You think it will ever be

569
00:31:23,640 --> 00:31:26,200
Speaker 1: like a normalized thing for two guys and one woman

570
00:31:26,520 --> 00:31:30,920
Speaker 1: because it is like a train, and it's very normal

571
00:31:31,000 --> 00:31:34,240
Speaker 1: for like three Simons when there's two women and a man.

572
00:31:34,560 --> 00:31:36,320
Speaker 1: But do you think we'll ever come to a place

573
00:31:36,880 --> 00:31:39,080
Speaker 1: in society where it would be like a three sims

574
00:31:39,120 --> 00:31:41,160
Speaker 1: two men and a woman and a woman and they'll

575
00:31:41,200 --> 00:31:44,520
Speaker 1: be okay with that? No? What is that? I mean

576
00:31:44,560 --> 00:31:46,360
Speaker 1: for some men they do it, but again it's just

577
00:31:46,440 --> 00:31:49,560
Speaker 1: to them. Is a is a train, it's not a threesome, right,

578
00:31:50,120 --> 00:31:53,360
Speaker 1: But um, I mean, but every women, a lot of

579
00:31:53,400 --> 00:31:55,280
Speaker 1: women will never do that. Yeah. When they asked me,

580
00:31:55,280 --> 00:31:57,360
Speaker 1: they're like, would you would you do a three someome?

581
00:31:57,360 --> 00:31:59,320
Speaker 1: I'm like yeah, bringing let me pick the guy. They're like,

582
00:31:59,320 --> 00:32:08,240
Speaker 1: wait what so man? Yeah? And two men two men,

583
00:32:08,920 --> 00:32:11,240
Speaker 1: and and they traded off. It was like they were

584
00:32:11,280 --> 00:32:17,560
Speaker 1: friends and they traded off. It's the best fifties birthday, okay,

585
00:32:17,680 --> 00:32:20,240
Speaker 1: and they were they traded off. So it was never

586
00:32:20,280 --> 00:32:22,600
Speaker 1: like them together together. Okay. It was like they were

587
00:32:22,600 --> 00:32:25,240
Speaker 1: flip flopping me and you know, one would please me,

588
00:32:25,240 --> 00:32:27,440
Speaker 1: then he passed me to the other, and one would

589
00:32:27,520 --> 00:32:29,160
Speaker 1: kiss me and then he'd spin me around for the other.

590
00:32:29,560 --> 00:32:34,320
Speaker 1: It was like a beautiful dance. It was like doing

591
00:32:34,360 --> 00:32:37,000
Speaker 1: the salsa with two guys at the same time, just

592
00:32:37,240 --> 00:32:40,480
Speaker 1: like romantic and sexy and never intertwined. But at the

593
00:32:40,480 --> 00:32:44,440
Speaker 1: same time it was too But people make you feel

594
00:32:44,440 --> 00:32:46,520
Speaker 1: like because I feel like in' decieted, like we've been

595
00:32:46,520 --> 00:32:48,760
Speaker 1: on here. Guys don't really admit to stuff like that

596
00:32:48,800 --> 00:32:50,960
Speaker 1: as much. Yeah, they're not gonna I don't think they're

597
00:32:50,960 --> 00:32:52,280
Speaker 1: gonna be. It's like a list of things that they

598
00:32:52,320 --> 00:32:55,280
Speaker 1: don't admit to. So wait, were these guys but they

599
00:32:55,280 --> 00:32:57,760
Speaker 1: so they were friends with each other. They were friends, okay,

600
00:32:57,800 --> 00:33:00,239
Speaker 1: and I knew they were friends. And it was all

601
00:33:00,280 --> 00:33:09,520
Speaker 1: about that Coco patrol ship perfectly that I've had some

602
00:33:09,600 --> 00:33:15,680
Speaker 1: wild nights on those are my real drunk days. I

603
00:33:15,760 --> 00:33:19,280
Speaker 1: used to love. Listen for a birthday party, get some

604
00:33:19,320 --> 00:33:30,440
Speaker 1: Cafe patrol swallow like it's tasty, like you can't even

605
00:33:30,440 --> 00:33:33,479
Speaker 1: put milk with it, and my goodness, good, you just

606
00:33:33,680 --> 00:33:36,680
Speaker 1: don't even notice how washed up you're about. So they

607
00:33:36,680 --> 00:33:38,600
Speaker 1: said the next day, how did they act to each other?

608
00:33:38,720 --> 00:33:41,080
Speaker 1: Or like afterward, what did they ever acknowledge it? Or

609
00:33:41,200 --> 00:33:43,440
Speaker 1: was it just a one thing and nobody ever discussed No.

610
00:33:43,600 --> 00:33:46,080
Speaker 1: We all went to breakfast and it was like three

611
00:33:46,120 --> 00:33:47,920
Speaker 1: friends that hung out and had a good time. It

612
00:33:48,000 --> 00:33:49,719
Speaker 1: was weird because it's not like I was into that.

613
00:33:50,000 --> 00:33:52,880
Speaker 1: I had never done it before, but it was happy

614
00:33:52,920 --> 00:33:55,560
Speaker 1: birthday to me, and it was like, okay, And as

615
00:33:55,600 --> 00:33:58,120
Speaker 1: it was happening, I was like, this is happening. I

616
00:33:58,200 --> 00:34:00,160
Speaker 1: was like, this is actually happening. It's really really thing.

617
00:34:00,240 --> 00:34:02,040
Speaker 1: I juste't even I was like, oh my god, this

618
00:34:02,080 --> 00:34:03,960
Speaker 1: is happening. And then I just kind of relaxed and

619
00:34:04,040 --> 00:34:05,840
Speaker 1: let it happen. And the next morning we were like

620
00:34:05,920 --> 00:34:14,280
Speaker 1: the three months has a movie about that called Threatle.

621
00:34:14,880 --> 00:34:16,719
Speaker 1: He's part of a Threatle. It's him and another dude

622
00:34:16,719 --> 00:34:21,000
Speaker 1: and a girl. Wow, what you're doing it? I've never

623
00:34:21,239 --> 00:34:22,959
Speaker 1: thought about it. I'm a very one on one person.

624
00:34:22,960 --> 00:34:26,960
Speaker 1: I've never even been with a woman. Okay, so I'm

625
00:34:27,000 --> 00:34:29,759
Speaker 1: a very like I don't even like sixty nine, so

626
00:34:29,840 --> 00:34:33,640
Speaker 1: I can't even imagine. I can't multitask like that. But

627
00:34:33,640 --> 00:34:37,800
Speaker 1: but yeah, the way she made it her it was

628
00:34:42,480 --> 00:34:47,560
Speaker 1: all exactly you know what, you you are so right

629
00:34:47,719 --> 00:34:52,680
Speaker 1: because it was so effortless. It was so sexy, sexy,

630
00:34:52,840 --> 00:34:56,759
Speaker 1: not in a sexual way. Yes, it was essential. They

631
00:34:56,800 --> 00:34:59,440
Speaker 1: were very gentle. You know, they treated me like I

632
00:34:59,560 --> 00:35:04,359
Speaker 1: was a queen. They both freaky simultaneously. Yes, it wasn't

633
00:35:04,400 --> 00:35:07,719
Speaker 1: like no internet you know, porn site crap. It was

634
00:35:07,840 --> 00:35:11,400
Speaker 1: just it was very sexual and sexy and romantic and

635
00:35:11,480 --> 00:35:13,919
Speaker 1: it was just like having Oh my goodness, I say

636
00:35:14,040 --> 00:35:16,640
Speaker 1: yes every time you do it again. I know you

637
00:35:16,719 --> 00:35:18,320
Speaker 1: got to have some guys at the same time. But

638
00:35:24,120 --> 00:35:28,520
Speaker 1: it was the sexiest, most romantic. I mean it was

639
00:35:28,640 --> 00:35:34,440
Speaker 1: like this sounds like you know what it sounds like.

640
00:35:34,560 --> 00:35:38,120
Speaker 1: It sounds that's a batisfying and tucked it about it.

641
00:35:38,160 --> 00:35:39,880
Speaker 1: You just let it happened that it talked about it,

642
00:35:40,360 --> 00:35:42,719
Speaker 1: and we just continue. You know, it happened one more

643
00:35:42,800 --> 00:35:45,879
Speaker 1: time in that little vacation strip. Okay, we still never

644
00:35:45,960 --> 00:35:47,320
Speaker 1: talked about it. It was just kind of like a

645
00:35:47,400 --> 00:35:52,160
Speaker 1: thing we did, right, and that's to day. Hey, y'all

646
00:35:52,160 --> 00:36:03,640
Speaker 1: want to go get some cafe that's passwords, right? I

647
00:36:03,680 --> 00:36:08,040
Speaker 1: mean the only that you haven't done that you want

648
00:36:08,080 --> 00:36:12,600
Speaker 1: to do in the bedroom, Like, is there something that's

649
00:36:12,640 --> 00:36:17,680
Speaker 1: on your bucket list? Your bucket list? Um not No,

650
00:36:18,400 --> 00:36:20,640
Speaker 1: I mean that probably would have been the thing that

651
00:36:20,920 --> 00:36:23,040
Speaker 1: is like top tier crim dela crime. I don't think

652
00:36:23,040 --> 00:36:26,439
Speaker 1: you get anything. The one thing I had not done.

653
00:36:26,760 --> 00:36:28,759
Speaker 1: And that's why, Like on fiftieth birthday, I was like,

654
00:36:28,840 --> 00:36:31,200
Speaker 1: you know what, if it's going down, it's going down.

655
00:36:31,239 --> 00:36:33,840
Speaker 1: It's going down. And I wasn't predicting it. But you know,

656
00:36:34,160 --> 00:36:35,880
Speaker 1: but by the time I did, like the fourth shot

657
00:36:36,640 --> 00:36:38,640
Speaker 1: of the Cafe Patron, I could kind of tell they

658
00:36:38,640 --> 00:36:41,520
Speaker 1: were both dancing closer, and I'm like, happy birthday to me.

659
00:36:41,840 --> 00:36:43,400
Speaker 1: I'm doing I'm going in. I don't have to choose.

660
00:36:43,719 --> 00:36:47,279
Speaker 1: I'm going in whatever is happening. I'm letting happen. Though.

661
00:36:47,560 --> 00:36:49,640
Speaker 1: That's what I was going I was attracted to one

662
00:36:49,719 --> 00:36:51,759
Speaker 1: more than the other. It's not that one was better.

663
00:36:52,120 --> 00:36:53,759
Speaker 1: I was attracted to one more than the other. Both

664
00:36:53,800 --> 00:36:56,600
Speaker 1: of them were French, so you know, and I speak French,

665
00:36:56,640 --> 00:37:00,759
Speaker 1: so it was we spoke no English. Actually it's just

666
00:37:01,239 --> 00:37:07,360
Speaker 1: I'm telling you, right, so I speak right speaking. What

667
00:37:07,400 --> 00:37:13,040
Speaker 1: are you doing? Just telling you? It was so you know,

668
00:37:13,360 --> 00:37:19,080
Speaker 1: internationally sexy and too French guys in Saint part yes, yes,

669
00:37:19,360 --> 00:37:23,239
Speaker 1: and beautiful and chocolate and pretty teeth, and I sparkling

670
00:37:23,320 --> 00:37:35,080
Speaker 1: in the dark, you know, like I'm down for you know,

671
00:37:35,800 --> 00:37:37,800
Speaker 1: you know, I don't. I didn't ask, I don't know.

672
00:37:38,040 --> 00:37:40,520
Speaker 1: It was a birthday to be but we're still friends,

673
00:37:40,680 --> 00:37:42,880
Speaker 1: you know, we still hate each other. Happy birthday. I

674
00:37:43,000 --> 00:37:44,839
Speaker 1: was like, not as happy as it wasn't twenty done?

675
00:37:46,719 --> 00:37:48,000
Speaker 1: When are you coming back? I was like, I'll let

676
00:37:48,040 --> 00:37:50,880
Speaker 1: you know. You haven't been so attracted to somebody. And

677
00:37:50,920 --> 00:37:52,919
Speaker 1: then when it came time to have sex, it wasn't hitting.

678
00:37:53,080 --> 00:37:58,520
Speaker 1: Oh my god, yes, has happened to me the worst?

679
00:37:58,640 --> 00:38:01,840
Speaker 1: Oh my god, such a let down? And for you?

680
00:38:02,320 --> 00:38:05,160
Speaker 1: Do you tell them? Yeah? Absolutely? Did you tell? Did

681
00:38:05,239 --> 00:38:08,600
Speaker 1: you tell them? Now? I don't want to hurt anybody's feelings.

682
00:38:09,200 --> 00:38:13,440
Speaker 1: The never call again, never never happened again. But that's

683
00:38:13,480 --> 00:38:15,880
Speaker 1: how they you never want to go. He could have

684
00:38:15,920 --> 00:38:18,719
Speaker 1: helped them. You know, I'm a ghost, you want I

685
00:38:18,760 --> 00:38:24,319
Speaker 1: can't be a ghost. Are you a ghost? You really? Yeah? Yeah?

686
00:38:24,800 --> 00:38:31,120
Speaker 1: Block power book, Yeah, I will delete. Tell them I

687
00:38:31,200 --> 00:38:35,320
Speaker 1: don't block on a block so that I don't contact you.

688
00:38:35,480 --> 00:38:37,080
Speaker 1: So you know when the numbers there, you don't want

689
00:38:37,080 --> 00:38:40,919
Speaker 1: to call a person drunk? Oh my god, I would

690
00:38:40,920 --> 00:38:42,719
Speaker 1: delete everything because it's like I don't even want to

691
00:38:42,719 --> 00:38:47,600
Speaker 1: have your number. You're too nice. See I feel like

692
00:38:47,640 --> 00:38:50,160
Speaker 1: I'm too nice because I never gohoest. I just kind

693
00:38:50,200 --> 00:38:52,080
Speaker 1: of like, you know, ghost, I'm just not gonna call

694
00:38:52,120 --> 00:38:54,040
Speaker 1: you back, like I never goes. Yeah. Now I just

695
00:38:54,120 --> 00:38:58,200
Speaker 1: won't answer, but I do be busy when you did

696
00:38:58,320 --> 00:39:01,879
Speaker 1: you run into them at the lead. See that's why

697
00:39:03,400 --> 00:39:05,319
Speaker 1: I used to have a DNA list and I used

698
00:39:05,320 --> 00:39:07,040
Speaker 1: to have all of these numbers saved in the DNA

699
00:39:07,280 --> 00:39:12,920
Speaker 1: and I just wouldn't answer because I somebody somebody that

700
00:39:13,040 --> 00:39:15,000
Speaker 1: made it on that list, and because I had the

701
00:39:15,080 --> 00:39:17,600
Speaker 1: same contact. I just never answered that that lists grow

702
00:39:17,640 --> 00:39:21,040
Speaker 1: pretty long. Yeah, luckily I don't have to do that anymore.

703
00:39:21,080 --> 00:39:22,799
Speaker 1: But they made a fake page that hit me up. Now,

704
00:39:22,880 --> 00:39:24,680
Speaker 1: why I have to make up a fake page just

705
00:39:24,840 --> 00:39:27,400
Speaker 1: to get you? Blocked me on both and then he

706
00:39:27,520 --> 00:39:30,160
Speaker 1: sent me a dollar on cash app, like with his name,

707
00:39:30,280 --> 00:39:36,520
Speaker 1: like please talk to me dollar dollars. I might have

708
00:39:36,560 --> 00:39:39,840
Speaker 1: considered what makes somebody bad, like if you're like okay,

709
00:39:40,000 --> 00:39:41,719
Speaker 1: we had a lot of chemistry, but then it was bad.

710
00:39:41,840 --> 00:39:49,080
Speaker 1: What's bad like what happens too fast? Just no passion,

711
00:39:49,640 --> 00:39:51,080
Speaker 1: Like I hate for a guy that just wants to

712
00:39:51,160 --> 00:39:52,560
Speaker 1: just like put it in and just home until you

713
00:39:52,680 --> 00:39:58,560
Speaker 1: coming and like hello, that's me sometimes rhythm here yeah,

714
00:39:59,080 --> 00:40:02,359
Speaker 1: he can't. That's the thing for me. You gotta kiss.

715
00:40:02,400 --> 00:40:04,440
Speaker 1: You gotta be able to kiss. That's that's the foreplay

716
00:40:04,520 --> 00:40:06,160
Speaker 1: for me. You gotta be able to kiss. If you

717
00:40:06,280 --> 00:40:13,239
Speaker 1: can't kiss, then it's just it's all bad after that. Yes,

718
00:40:13,360 --> 00:40:15,640
Speaker 1: but that's part of what wasn't good. It's like the

719
00:40:15,719 --> 00:40:17,600
Speaker 1: rhythm because I didn't know the rhythm of the kiss.

720
00:40:17,840 --> 00:40:19,760
Speaker 1: I didn't realize they were gonna have no rhythm period.

721
00:40:20,200 --> 00:40:22,200
Speaker 1: And you know, I know rhythm is im point to you.

722
00:40:22,320 --> 00:40:26,279
Speaker 1: We've seen your dancing abilities. I mean, you know, but

723
00:40:26,360 --> 00:40:28,480
Speaker 1: I think rhythm is important to everybody. The rhythm. The

724
00:40:28,600 --> 00:40:31,520
Speaker 1: rhythm tells you how they're gonna flow and moving their

725
00:40:31,600 --> 00:40:34,800
Speaker 1: pace and their energy, you know, in the chemistry, you know,

726
00:40:35,719 --> 00:40:39,160
Speaker 1: and yeah, but but you know there's there's CUTEI Price

727
00:40:39,239 --> 00:40:44,720
Speaker 1: who ain't got no rhythm right right? And that sucks? Yeah,

728
00:40:45,760 --> 00:40:48,359
Speaker 1: or just no chemistry, you know, there can just there

729
00:40:48,360 --> 00:40:50,960
Speaker 1: can be rhythm, but just no chemistry. Because because somebody

730
00:40:51,000 --> 00:40:52,480
Speaker 1: could look good and it seemed good on paper, and

731
00:40:52,520 --> 00:40:54,040
Speaker 1: you'd be like, all right, he would be good. And

732
00:40:54,040 --> 00:40:56,800
Speaker 1: you try to force yourself to like somebody. Have you

733
00:40:56,880 --> 00:40:59,719
Speaker 1: ever forced yourself to like such? It doesn't work for long.

734
00:40:59,880 --> 00:41:03,000
Speaker 1: I try, can't. I couldn't. Yeah, I had to leave.

735
00:41:03,200 --> 00:41:07,279
Speaker 1: I can't. My facial expressions tell it all. You can

736
00:41:07,320 --> 00:41:11,680
Speaker 1: tell when I don't like you, especially a man. Oh yeah,

737
00:41:12,960 --> 00:41:16,920
Speaker 1: I'm nasty, you know. Honestly, when I don't like a

738
00:41:17,040 --> 00:41:21,880
Speaker 1: guy everything he does get some money, so annoyed by

739
00:41:21,960 --> 00:41:25,200
Speaker 1: every little thing, even and it's very obvious, like the

740
00:41:25,280 --> 00:41:30,720
Speaker 1: way my reaction, like my reactions to that are very obvious.

741
00:41:30,880 --> 00:41:33,640
Speaker 1: You can tell you. I can't fake it. I can't

742
00:41:33,680 --> 00:41:37,960
Speaker 1: fake like you. So if I'm not all over you,

743
00:41:38,120 --> 00:41:41,400
Speaker 1: then you just know I'm not into yeah, because I'm like,

744
00:41:42,040 --> 00:41:45,239
Speaker 1: that's another thing. I'm affectionate. But nobody ever grew on

745
00:41:45,360 --> 00:41:48,279
Speaker 1: you who you didn't like at first and then he

746
00:41:48,600 --> 00:41:52,320
Speaker 1: ended up liking them. I tried, but then it just expired,

747
00:41:55,800 --> 00:41:59,279
Speaker 1: just like I tried. I really tried. And then it

748
00:41:59,440 --> 00:42:02,719
Speaker 1: was other things that wasn't good, like sex and you know,

749
00:42:02,920 --> 00:42:05,799
Speaker 1: the weird things. And I really tried. I really tried.

750
00:42:05,960 --> 00:42:08,400
Speaker 1: Have you ever been attracted to somebody more from me

751
00:42:08,480 --> 00:42:11,000
Speaker 1: inside than the outside. That's who it was, they were,

752
00:42:11,480 --> 00:42:13,320
Speaker 1: That's what I mean. Like I tried because I know

753
00:42:13,520 --> 00:42:16,760
Speaker 1: how great of a man like he would be ideal

754
00:42:17,360 --> 00:42:20,200
Speaker 1: but she just looked at him and nothing happened. Yeah,

755
00:42:20,440 --> 00:42:23,200
Speaker 1: and the sex again, Like I always thought that sex

756
00:42:23,200 --> 00:42:25,000
Speaker 1: wouldn't be a deal breaker from me, But the older

757
00:42:25,000 --> 00:42:26,800
Speaker 1: I get now and the more I'm getting, you know,

758
00:42:27,520 --> 00:42:30,080
Speaker 1: it is. And it's crazy that there's certain things that

759
00:42:30,200 --> 00:42:32,719
Speaker 1: like somebody could be great. But I remember when I

760
00:42:32,840 --> 00:42:37,760
Speaker 1: was younger, I didated. This guy was really hairy. Oh no, sorry, Harry,

761
00:42:37,840 --> 00:42:43,920
Speaker 1: where I did details everywhere everywhere, like arms, No, I

762
00:42:44,040 --> 00:42:46,360
Speaker 1: never noticed that, but he would shave his arms and

763
00:42:46,400 --> 00:42:49,759
Speaker 1: they would be like, oh, stefitely. Yeah, And that was

764
00:42:49,800 --> 00:42:52,920
Speaker 1: hard for me because what if when they shaved down

765
00:42:53,000 --> 00:42:58,160
Speaker 1: there and it's prickly and feeling, and then you get

766
00:42:58,200 --> 00:43:02,919
Speaker 1: like you get red rita sea and I love to ride,

767
00:43:03,080 --> 00:43:06,040
Speaker 1: So that's, oh my god, what happened with the Harry?

768
00:43:06,480 --> 00:43:08,600
Speaker 1: You just didn't? I mean? And then we had like

769
00:43:08,680 --> 00:43:11,279
Speaker 1: temperature issues in the bedroom because he would always be hot.

770
00:43:13,719 --> 00:43:16,800
Speaker 1: He was a grizzly bad always sweating here too, and

771
00:43:17,239 --> 00:43:20,279
Speaker 1: you know people are hearing me sweatier and so um.

772
00:43:20,880 --> 00:43:23,040
Speaker 1: He would always be hot and I would always be cold,

773
00:43:23,320 --> 00:43:25,759
Speaker 1: and it just didn't I think temperature is hard, like

774
00:43:25,880 --> 00:43:28,640
Speaker 1: if you don't you can't agree on that in the

775
00:43:28,719 --> 00:43:31,240
Speaker 1: bed because I like to cut it like under the covers,

776
00:43:31,560 --> 00:43:35,000
Speaker 1: you know whatever. And he was always like, it's too hot, right,

777
00:43:35,760 --> 00:43:39,640
Speaker 1: have you guys ever tried tantra sucks? Tant no tantrick? Yeah,

778
00:43:39,680 --> 00:43:42,239
Speaker 1: I want to haven't have you? It felt like it,

779
00:43:42,360 --> 00:43:45,840
Speaker 1: but I don't think it was just maybe if I

780
00:43:45,880 --> 00:43:50,319
Speaker 1: would have swallowed it. Probably I'm learning a lot of guys.

781
00:43:50,360 --> 00:43:52,040
Speaker 1: I'm learning a lot. Why do you say it felt

782
00:43:52,120 --> 00:43:54,960
Speaker 1: like it? Because it's like everything was just so like

783
00:43:55,760 --> 00:43:58,320
Speaker 1: passionate I was. We were sweating and the things that

784
00:43:58,800 --> 00:44:01,600
Speaker 1: he put me in positions that I never thought I

785
00:44:01,600 --> 00:44:03,120
Speaker 1: would be in before. I didn't know I was as

786
00:44:03,160 --> 00:44:05,800
Speaker 1: flexible as I was. It was just we was in

787
00:44:05,840 --> 00:44:09,080
Speaker 1: another universe. Like it's like my soul left my body.

788
00:44:09,920 --> 00:44:13,040
Speaker 1: Where is he now? That sounds hot. I don't want

789
00:44:13,040 --> 00:44:17,720
Speaker 1: to talk about it. But the sex becaun't enough because

790
00:44:17,760 --> 00:44:19,799
Speaker 1: everything else, like he wasn't And then that's the thing,

791
00:44:19,880 --> 00:44:21,880
Speaker 1: he wasn't a great guy. So then you got the

792
00:44:21,920 --> 00:44:24,680
Speaker 1: guys that are really nice and really good, but the sex,

793
00:44:24,800 --> 00:44:27,160
Speaker 1: but then you got sometimes to be the worst guys

794
00:44:27,200 --> 00:44:30,440
Speaker 1: that have the best sex. Damn that sex. But he

795
00:44:30,560 --> 00:44:32,560
Speaker 1: did digmatize me. He had me for a while, like

796
00:44:33,680 --> 00:44:35,480
Speaker 1: curse them all. He called me a month later just

797
00:44:35,600 --> 00:44:39,680
Speaker 1: come on. But yeah, but then I was like I

798
00:44:39,760 --> 00:44:41,680
Speaker 1: had to stop it because it was like, this is

799
00:44:41,719 --> 00:44:44,080
Speaker 1: not going nowhere. But damn, what if he called you today?

800
00:44:45,560 --> 00:44:49,480
Speaker 1: I'm single right now, so so yeah, I'm open to it.

801
00:44:50,000 --> 00:44:53,319
Speaker 1: I'm open to sex. I might swallow you this time,

802
00:44:53,320 --> 00:44:56,400
Speaker 1: and then we may work out because because you know

803
00:44:56,440 --> 00:44:58,359
Speaker 1: who he is, because you know what you're talking about

804
00:44:58,400 --> 00:45:01,440
Speaker 1: him right now, probably do. Oh that's some sex and

805
00:45:01,480 --> 00:45:07,080
Speaker 1: ship he's listening. Wow, I'm surprised you haven't tried tantic sexes.

806
00:45:07,400 --> 00:45:09,279
Speaker 1: Why are you surprised? Because I look at you like

807
00:45:09,360 --> 00:45:12,960
Speaker 1: that expertence everything. Oh no, I'm not. I'm not an

808
00:45:13,000 --> 00:45:16,360
Speaker 1: expert on everything. I'm actually very goofy and nerdy and

809
00:45:16,440 --> 00:45:18,960
Speaker 1: I just have some experience. But no, I am not

810
00:45:19,040 --> 00:45:22,640
Speaker 1: an expert on everything. I haven't tried it, but I'm curious, right,

811
00:45:22,880 --> 00:45:26,520
Speaker 1: and so we'll see what two does. But sex all day,

812
00:45:27,080 --> 00:45:29,360
Speaker 1: like all day, just day and all day and just

813
00:45:29,480 --> 00:45:33,279
Speaker 1: has sex not gone anywhere, done, no work, nothing, just

814
00:45:33,760 --> 00:45:36,600
Speaker 1: you know, my body doesn't function that way. I'll end

815
00:45:36,680 --> 00:45:39,840
Speaker 1: up with like a urinary track in fiction or just

816
00:45:40,000 --> 00:45:44,600
Speaker 1: breaks and eat and okay, like not get dressed to

817
00:45:44,680 --> 00:45:46,920
Speaker 1: go back. But I haven't been attracted to somebody like

818
00:45:47,000 --> 00:45:49,560
Speaker 1: that in a long time. But to me in in

819
00:45:49,719 --> 00:45:51,279
Speaker 1: order for me to do that, I've got to just

820
00:45:51,400 --> 00:45:54,439
Speaker 1: be like overly attracted and everything's great, and I haven't

821
00:45:54,480 --> 00:45:57,000
Speaker 1: had that in a really long time. That's the best

822
00:45:57,040 --> 00:45:58,640
Speaker 1: thing in the world to just be in the house

823
00:45:58,719 --> 00:46:02,480
Speaker 1: all day, like on vacation or whatever, and just not

824
00:46:02,680 --> 00:46:04,279
Speaker 1: leave the room all day and just staying and have

825
00:46:04,440 --> 00:46:08,000
Speaker 1: sex all day long, and just like order room service

826
00:46:08,200 --> 00:46:10,439
Speaker 1: so I get something to eat and then get back

827
00:46:10,480 --> 00:46:12,880
Speaker 1: to it, bed up and cooking, just a T shirt

828
00:46:13,040 --> 00:46:16,560
Speaker 1: and thong stuff. What's happening? Have you done it? Yeah?

829
00:46:16,880 --> 00:46:28,719
Speaker 1: Recently cutting myself myself. I have had a nice sex

830
00:46:28,800 --> 00:46:32,600
Speaker 1: triathlon in a while. Yeah. I feel like we get

831
00:46:32,680 --> 00:46:34,600
Speaker 1: so busy. You know, what do you think that you

832
00:46:34,640 --> 00:46:37,200
Speaker 1: could be better at when it comes to relationships? Because

833
00:46:37,200 --> 00:46:39,000
Speaker 1: we always talking about what we went from somebody else?

834
00:46:39,040 --> 00:46:41,160
Speaker 1: But what could we be better at? I think I

835
00:46:41,239 --> 00:46:45,960
Speaker 1: could just be more forgiving. I think I'm so um,

836
00:46:46,520 --> 00:46:48,400
Speaker 1: I'm scared to be single. I was just sitting here

837
00:46:48,480 --> 00:46:51,840
Speaker 1: thinking and listening to you guys, listening to myself talking.

838
00:46:51,960 --> 00:46:54,920
Speaker 1: I I just realized I haven't had bad sex in

839
00:46:55,000 --> 00:47:02,080
Speaker 1: a long time. If we're not jail it sympathetic towards you,

840
00:47:02,160 --> 00:47:07,360
Speaker 1: we're jealous. I've been I've had these incredible lovers, and

841
00:47:07,440 --> 00:47:10,560
Speaker 1: I'm just so scared to be single and have bad

842
00:47:10,640 --> 00:47:16,000
Speaker 1: sex again in my lifetime, but lifetime, And even with

843
00:47:16,239 --> 00:47:19,440
Speaker 1: that being said, like, no matter how great a lover,

844
00:47:19,680 --> 00:47:22,359
Speaker 1: I'm really quick to set someone to how like I'm

845
00:47:22,440 --> 00:47:25,799
Speaker 1: really I'm not a very forgiving person. I don't think

846
00:47:25,840 --> 00:47:28,480
Speaker 1: I give too many chances. And even if I give

847
00:47:28,520 --> 00:47:31,480
Speaker 1: a second chance, I'm a little nasty about it, you know,

848
00:47:31,719 --> 00:47:34,759
Speaker 1: like it's like it's never the same. I can never

849
00:47:34,840 --> 00:47:36,799
Speaker 1: look at you the same after I had to give

850
00:47:36,800 --> 00:47:39,160
Speaker 1: you a chance or five. So it's kind of not

851
00:47:39,239 --> 00:47:42,239
Speaker 1: worth it because it's never the same exactly, Like, what's

852
00:47:42,239 --> 00:47:44,160
Speaker 1: the point of staying with somebody if it's if you

853
00:47:44,280 --> 00:47:48,360
Speaker 1: can't forgive them? Yeah, so that is such a good question.

854
00:47:48,840 --> 00:47:51,480
Speaker 1: Better at I think I have to be better at

855
00:47:51,600 --> 00:47:56,839
Speaker 1: giving older men a chance. Same. Really, Yeah, I've been

856
00:47:56,920 --> 00:48:01,320
Speaker 1: dating these young guys there, that's saying guys. I was like,

857
00:48:01,719 --> 00:48:06,719
Speaker 1: I mean younger but still young, Like I feel like

858
00:48:06,800 --> 00:48:09,319
Speaker 1: I would be good for a forty five year old

859
00:48:09,360 --> 00:48:11,640
Speaker 1: man or a forty two year old man. Why do

860
00:48:11,719 --> 00:48:13,440
Speaker 1: you think that is like with the younger guys and

861
00:48:13,520 --> 00:48:16,640
Speaker 1: not older guys. I mean, I think the younger guys

862
00:48:16,680 --> 00:48:21,400
Speaker 1: are attracted to my energy and my wisdom and my

863
00:48:21,760 --> 00:48:25,600
Speaker 1: my body. But what you attracted to. I'm attracted to

864
00:48:26,000 --> 00:48:30,399
Speaker 1: their energy and their fun and their bodies and their

865
00:48:30,480 --> 00:48:34,040
Speaker 1: bodies and it. Guy, it's like, you know, I'm I'm

866
00:48:34,160 --> 00:48:35,880
Speaker 1: he's taking a nap every twenty minute. But do you

867
00:48:35,920 --> 00:48:37,880
Speaker 1: think you also don't want to settle down? Kind of,

868
00:48:38,000 --> 00:48:40,760
Speaker 1: I do want to settle down. You might be dating

869
00:48:40,800 --> 00:48:45,879
Speaker 1: these younger guys because you're not. I've I've actually investigated

870
00:48:45,920 --> 00:48:48,160
Speaker 1: could that be the case. I just like, you know,

871
00:48:48,719 --> 00:48:51,560
Speaker 1: I feel like I'm attracted to what I'm attracted to,

872
00:48:52,000 --> 00:48:54,000
Speaker 1: And I think the issue is that the younger guy

873
00:48:54,200 --> 00:48:56,759
Speaker 1: is not necessarily wanting to settle down, but I love

874
00:48:56,840 --> 00:48:59,479
Speaker 1: so many elements of what he brings, and the older

875
00:48:59,520 --> 00:49:02,840
Speaker 1: guy I'm just not necessarily attracted to body wise, energy wise,

876
00:49:03,200 --> 00:49:07,480
Speaker 1: conversation wise. So there's older in shape men, And like,

877
00:49:07,800 --> 00:49:11,359
Speaker 1: when you find one, will you call me? I got

878
00:49:11,440 --> 00:49:14,680
Speaker 1: you do for you? Because right now it's like nobody's

879
00:49:14,719 --> 00:49:17,120
Speaker 1: hollering map at me over thirty five, I haven't been

880
00:49:17,160 --> 00:49:20,000
Speaker 1: attracked in a lot of older guys like fifty one.

881
00:49:22,360 --> 00:49:25,919
Speaker 1: I wouldn't mind being year olds. So yeah there's one yeah,

882
00:49:26,440 --> 00:49:31,440
Speaker 1: I yeah, and attracted like physically mentally well yeah yes,

883
00:49:31,600 --> 00:49:37,000
Speaker 1: But sometimes there's one that I tried so hard and

884
00:49:37,040 --> 00:49:38,480
Speaker 1: I was just like, I'm sorry, I can't do it.

885
00:49:38,560 --> 00:49:41,239
Speaker 1: I just need to be honest. I was hunch around

886
00:49:41,239 --> 00:49:50,799
Speaker 1: the middle. Yeah yeah, because yeah, there's people who really

887
00:49:50,840 --> 00:49:53,000
Speaker 1: take good care of themselves. There's guys who look better

888
00:49:53,080 --> 00:49:56,040
Speaker 1: as they get older. But I do attract a lot

889
00:49:56,080 --> 00:49:58,279
Speaker 1: of young guys too. It's always young guys in my

890
00:49:58,360 --> 00:50:00,480
Speaker 1: d M. Like, yeah, you need you, a young guy.

891
00:50:03,719 --> 00:50:05,120
Speaker 1: I want you to be my clueger. And I'll just

892
00:50:05,200 --> 00:50:08,120
Speaker 1: be like, but what are the things that you're looking

893
00:50:08,160 --> 00:50:12,360
Speaker 1: for in amandon? I love a sense of humor. I

894
00:50:12,480 --> 00:50:16,480
Speaker 1: love somebody who loves to travel, definitely God first. UM

895
00:50:17,280 --> 00:50:20,600
Speaker 1: who appreciates my career and my busy schedule and has

896
00:50:20,680 --> 00:50:24,239
Speaker 1: their own busy schedule, but wants to partner in terms of,

897
00:50:24,440 --> 00:50:27,440
Speaker 1: you know, making our lives blend and support each other

898
00:50:27,480 --> 00:50:31,560
Speaker 1: and what we're doing. UM loves to have fun, I mean,

899
00:50:31,600 --> 00:50:33,560
Speaker 1: you know, as much as I'm serious and and and

900
00:50:33,640 --> 00:50:36,000
Speaker 1: about my business. I love to get my party onto,

901
00:50:37,320 --> 00:50:38,400
Speaker 1: you know, I love to get my party on. So

902
00:50:38,560 --> 00:50:41,160
Speaker 1: just just somebody who can travel defense and not just

903
00:50:41,280 --> 00:50:47,000
Speaker 1: always be about business defense, No, and exactly you know,

904
00:50:47,640 --> 00:50:50,080
Speaker 1: who's open to new adventures. Like a lot of times

905
00:50:50,120 --> 00:50:52,640
Speaker 1: I think people, you know, we turned fifty and all

906
00:50:52,640 --> 00:50:54,840
Speaker 1: of a sudden, it's like people start taking taking the

907
00:50:54,880 --> 00:50:57,320
Speaker 1: attitude like you know, life is over. And for me,

908
00:50:57,520 --> 00:51:03,520
Speaker 1: life just began listen, feeling good, looking good in the

909
00:51:04,000 --> 00:51:06,600
Speaker 1: fifties where just like you know, I'm like Karen, like

910
00:51:06,680 --> 00:51:08,680
Speaker 1: I used to care before I'm out. I'm doing my

911
00:51:08,800 --> 00:51:11,440
Speaker 1: thing a business moment. I don't got to worry about thing.

912
00:51:11,440 --> 00:51:14,560
Speaker 1: You got to established myself. Yes, and so it's a

913
00:51:14,600 --> 00:51:17,239
Speaker 1: whole different energy. And I just think, you know, I'm

914
00:51:17,320 --> 00:51:20,799
Speaker 1: looking for I find that more in younger men. Um

915
00:51:20,960 --> 00:51:22,600
Speaker 1: and then they don't deal with age as much as

916
00:51:22,640 --> 00:51:24,440
Speaker 1: older man. That's the other thing. Older men deal with

917
00:51:24,480 --> 00:51:26,880
Speaker 1: age a lot, and I don't because they're trying to

918
00:51:26,960 --> 00:51:29,880
Speaker 1: stay young. It's always an age conversation. I'm like, let

919
00:51:29,920 --> 00:51:31,400
Speaker 1: go of your age and crab onto your life, Like

920
00:51:31,480 --> 00:51:34,400
Speaker 1: what what what does it matter? How we are? You know,

921
00:51:34,480 --> 00:51:36,239
Speaker 1: like I drop it and stay low. So let's go.

922
00:51:42,440 --> 00:51:44,319
Speaker 1: Can we talk about this trip you just got back

923
00:51:44,360 --> 00:51:48,920
Speaker 1: from from Yes, please tell us something like how has

924
00:51:49,000 --> 00:51:52,839
Speaker 1: that changed anything about you? All of that. Well, I've

925
00:51:52,880 --> 00:51:55,960
Speaker 1: been going to Africa for the last four years to

926
00:51:56,000 --> 00:51:57,600
Speaker 1: start the new year. You know, my birthday is right

927
00:51:57,640 --> 00:52:00,960
Speaker 1: before your January two, and so I've always looked for

928
00:52:01,080 --> 00:52:04,160
Speaker 1: something new and different and adventurous to start my year

929
00:52:04,200 --> 00:52:06,120
Speaker 1: because I feel like that's my duty is to really

930
00:52:06,160 --> 00:52:09,719
Speaker 1: start my year new. And so I started doing these

931
00:52:09,760 --> 00:52:11,759
Speaker 1: retreats here in the States called New Year, New You,

932
00:52:12,400 --> 00:52:13,640
Speaker 1: and I knew that I wanted to do one in

933
00:52:13,719 --> 00:52:16,040
Speaker 1: Africa because four years ago my life changed. I got

934
00:52:16,080 --> 00:52:18,880
Speaker 1: re baptized and the waters of Ghana, and I just

935
00:52:19,000 --> 00:52:21,080
Speaker 1: felt like I learned so much about our history as

936
00:52:21,120 --> 00:52:24,640
Speaker 1: African American women and who we were before we arrived

937
00:52:24,719 --> 00:52:27,800
Speaker 1: in the US, as as African descendants. And so I

938
00:52:27,880 --> 00:52:29,880
Speaker 1: just decided that, you know, I wanted to start my

939
00:52:30,000 --> 00:52:34,960
Speaker 1: year every year with that kind of special ancestral salute um,

940
00:52:35,200 --> 00:52:37,719
Speaker 1: realigning myself with who I am as a person, you know,

941
00:52:37,840 --> 00:52:41,160
Speaker 1: before America kicked in, and I mean my life changed

942
00:52:41,239 --> 00:52:43,280
Speaker 1: and took off when I did it, so I'm scared

943
00:52:43,360 --> 00:52:46,560
Speaker 1: to not do my life starting in Africa every New year,

944
00:52:46,640 --> 00:52:48,600
Speaker 1: and so this year was no different. I just got

945
00:52:48,640 --> 00:52:51,200
Speaker 1: back this morning. I was, yeah, I guess my thing

946
00:52:51,200 --> 00:52:53,200
Speaker 1: I was. I was there for a month. I started retreat,

947
00:52:53,239 --> 00:52:59,880
Speaker 1: so now I'm bringing y'all are coming next year. Bay.

948
00:53:00,560 --> 00:53:03,000
Speaker 1: I have never had the spiritual and the turn up

949
00:53:03,000 --> 00:53:09,879
Speaker 1: at the same time that on day, Okay, we'll make

950
00:53:09,920 --> 00:53:13,960
Speaker 1: that happen to Okay, you got that baptized in Christianity

951
00:53:14,080 --> 00:53:17,920
Speaker 1: or a different faith. I got baptized in Christianity, but

952
00:53:18,040 --> 00:53:20,920
Speaker 1: I felt like it was more from I felt like

953
00:53:20,960 --> 00:53:22,560
Speaker 1: it was actually more I'm good you asked that it

954
00:53:22,680 --> 00:53:25,680
Speaker 1: was more of an ancestral washover. And what happened was

955
00:53:25,800 --> 00:53:28,359
Speaker 1: I had gone to see the slave dungeons and had

956
00:53:28,480 --> 00:53:30,920
Speaker 1: learned so much that we're not taught here. And by

957
00:53:30,960 --> 00:53:33,440
Speaker 1: the time my birthday came, I said, I just want

958
00:53:33,480 --> 00:53:35,600
Speaker 1: to start new. I had been in a bad relationship

959
00:53:35,840 --> 00:53:37,800
Speaker 1: before I went to Africa, and I was like, I

960
00:53:37,880 --> 00:53:40,480
Speaker 1: want to wash off all the drama from that, all

961
00:53:40,520 --> 00:53:44,840
Speaker 1: the unmet expectations, all the disappointments from friendships. I was

962
00:53:44,880 --> 00:53:47,440
Speaker 1: just kind of you know, it was turning twenty nineteen

963
00:53:47,680 --> 00:53:50,279
Speaker 1: and I had just had such a disappointing year. People

964
00:53:50,360 --> 00:53:52,279
Speaker 1: let me down. You know. I just said, you know what,

965
00:53:52,360 --> 00:53:54,040
Speaker 1: I want to start fresh. Let me just let this

966
00:53:54,160 --> 00:53:57,879
Speaker 1: ancestral energy wash over me and start fresh. So it's

967
00:53:57,880 --> 00:54:01,440
Speaker 1: more that than a religious Baptist. And I just felt

968
00:54:01,480 --> 00:54:03,960
Speaker 1: like as soon as I mentally and spiritually released the

969
00:54:04,040 --> 00:54:07,440
Speaker 1: toxins of the year before and just surrendered to the

970
00:54:07,560 --> 00:54:15,759
Speaker 1: good that could be mine, oh my goodness now, And

971
00:54:15,880 --> 00:54:17,759
Speaker 1: so I did. I built the retreat to be a

972
00:54:17,840 --> 00:54:19,840
Speaker 1: mirror of the experience I had my first week on

973
00:54:19,880 --> 00:54:23,120
Speaker 1: the continent was which was nineteen and so this was

974
00:54:23,200 --> 00:54:25,600
Speaker 1: the first year I launched in Ghana, and everybody was like,

975
00:54:25,719 --> 00:54:27,560
Speaker 1: oh my goodness, like you have to keep doing this

976
00:54:27,800 --> 00:54:29,480
Speaker 1: and I was a planet to but but you guys

977
00:54:29,520 --> 00:54:36,880
Speaker 1: are coming next year anybody ye now, yes, your register.

978
00:54:37,200 --> 00:54:39,960
Speaker 1: It's just to me the energy I get, like what

979
00:54:40,080 --> 00:54:42,759
Speaker 1: you're hearing now, it's a freedom. I'm living with a

980
00:54:42,840 --> 00:54:46,600
Speaker 1: freedom that I've never had before. Personally, professionally, I don't

981
00:54:46,600 --> 00:54:50,520
Speaker 1: care what people think. Um, that's a hard thing. Everybody cares.

982
00:54:52,280 --> 00:54:55,600
Speaker 1: Everybody wants to weigh in and say things, and you know, people,

983
00:54:55,920 --> 00:54:59,279
Speaker 1: it's just hard when you go to Ghana, Africa, and

984
00:54:59,360 --> 00:55:01,279
Speaker 1: you try to pick up one of those cannonballs at

985
00:55:01,280 --> 00:55:04,200
Speaker 1: a slave dungeon that used to anchor our ankles as

986
00:55:04,239 --> 00:55:07,480
Speaker 1: women to keep us from escaping, or as punishment when

987
00:55:07,520 --> 00:55:09,920
Speaker 1: we wouldn't, when we would fight the rape by the

988
00:55:10,000 --> 00:55:11,920
Speaker 1: slave masters, and you try to pick it up and

989
00:55:12,040 --> 00:55:15,080
Speaker 1: you can't. To me, the least you can do is say,

990
00:55:15,120 --> 00:55:17,480
Speaker 1: you know what, because my ankles are free, let me

991
00:55:17,600 --> 00:55:20,440
Speaker 1: live that freedom? And what does that look like? And

992
00:55:20,560 --> 00:55:22,520
Speaker 1: so that's actually an exercise of one of the retreats.

993
00:55:22,560 --> 00:55:25,680
Speaker 1: It's like, Okay, our ancestors, the women who are our

994
00:55:25,760 --> 00:55:29,600
Speaker 1: d n a were ankle chained to cannonballs, like in

995
00:55:29,680 --> 00:55:33,080
Speaker 1: the elements of the weather, there was no minstrel sanitary

996
00:55:33,360 --> 00:55:36,080
Speaker 1: you know situations when when their periods came. So now

997
00:55:36,239 --> 00:55:38,839
Speaker 1: that we're living a life of luxury compared to them,

998
00:55:39,080 --> 00:55:40,719
Speaker 1: what do you do with that? You know, what do

999
00:55:40,800 --> 00:55:42,719
Speaker 1: you do with that power? What do you do with

1000
00:55:42,840 --> 00:55:45,480
Speaker 1: that freedom? And so I take it that deep in

1001
00:55:45,560 --> 00:55:47,040
Speaker 1: the retreat. It's like, who do you want to be

1002
00:55:47,200 --> 00:55:49,320
Speaker 1: in this new year? How new do you want to be?

1003
00:55:49,880 --> 00:55:51,960
Speaker 1: So what you're watching now and me is just four

1004
00:55:52,080 --> 00:55:55,360
Speaker 1: years of deciding every year to be fucking new and

1005
00:55:55,440 --> 00:56:03,560
Speaker 1: what that means that ye, yes, I'm vaccinated. I can

1006
00:56:03,600 --> 00:56:12,560
Speaker 1: go by then you got the booster said, hearing the States. Also, yeah,

1007
00:56:12,719 --> 00:56:16,120
Speaker 1: in February, actually February the President's weekend, the seventeenth one,

1008
00:56:16,440 --> 00:56:18,240
Speaker 1: I have another retreat here because I know that everybody

1009
00:56:18,280 --> 00:56:21,239
Speaker 1: can't go to Africa, so I'm doing an annual retreat here,

1010
00:56:21,280 --> 00:56:23,160
Speaker 1: which is in St. Thomas. And he said, you love

1011
00:56:26,040 --> 00:56:28,439
Speaker 1: what were you available for this? You know what I'm saying,

1012
00:56:28,440 --> 00:56:33,520
Speaker 1: that's why we're asking. Yeah. St Thomas, February seventeen one.

1013
00:56:34,239 --> 00:56:36,520
Speaker 1: And the reason why I picked St. Thomas is because

1014
00:56:36,600 --> 00:56:39,840
Speaker 1: I quarantined there during the pandemic. And I mean the water,

1015
00:56:40,360 --> 00:56:48,520
Speaker 1: is the energy, Yeah, it's like it's the US the pandemic.

1016
00:56:48,760 --> 00:56:51,160
Speaker 1: And my passport was expired. I would say, where can

1017
00:56:51,200 --> 00:56:55,120
Speaker 1: I go into US time? It's gorgeous, it's beautiful. I

1018
00:56:55,239 --> 00:56:56,640
Speaker 1: love the music and the food. And I was like,

1019
00:56:56,719 --> 00:56:58,600
Speaker 1: you know what, And because I couldn't get to Africa,

1020
00:56:58,719 --> 00:57:01,040
Speaker 1: then I was like, let me try St. Thomas. Fell

1021
00:57:01,080 --> 00:57:03,400
Speaker 1: in love and I said this is a retreat location.

1022
00:57:03,520 --> 00:57:05,640
Speaker 1: And I promised everybody that was following me, I said,

1023
00:57:05,680 --> 00:57:09,080
Speaker 1: we're gonna do a retreat and so February sevent here

1024
00:57:15,960 --> 00:57:18,360
Speaker 1: and and I've been looking for that, so we because

1025
00:57:18,360 --> 00:57:20,000
Speaker 1: I've been looking for something like that because I've been

1026
00:57:20,040 --> 00:57:23,200
Speaker 1: doing a work on myself with worrying about what people

1027
00:57:23,280 --> 00:57:27,200
Speaker 1: think about me and things like that. So yeah, I

1028
00:57:27,400 --> 00:57:29,600
Speaker 1: feel like I gotta I gotta tell you I've got

1029
00:57:29,640 --> 00:57:32,880
Speaker 1: a little selfish like I feel like the retreats that

1030
00:57:32,960 --> 00:57:36,800
Speaker 1: I'm building for for everyone else, it's basically the ushering

1031
00:57:36,880 --> 00:57:40,240
Speaker 1: in for me of the courage it takes to live

1032
00:57:40,320 --> 00:57:42,560
Speaker 1: the freedom, you know, to be the powerful women that

1033
00:57:42,640 --> 00:57:45,040
Speaker 1: we are, you know, to live it without excuses and

1034
00:57:45,120 --> 00:57:49,720
Speaker 1: without um self sabotaging. You know. I'm sure you know

1035
00:57:49,800 --> 00:57:52,240
Speaker 1: we've got friendships, but I also learned that it can

1036
00:57:52,280 --> 00:57:54,800
Speaker 1: be lonely as you elevate. You know, everybody can't go.

1037
00:57:55,760 --> 00:57:57,720
Speaker 1: But at the same time, I feel like the retreat

1038
00:57:57,840 --> 00:58:02,080
Speaker 1: environment says walk in that our you know, the friendships

1039
00:58:02,120 --> 00:58:05,560
Speaker 1: you're looking for are actually at the elevation. You're just

1040
00:58:05,680 --> 00:58:08,680
Speaker 1: holding onto people that aren't on that level. Yeah, right,

1041
00:58:08,760 --> 00:58:18,440
Speaker 1: that's yes, of course you want people because sometimes there's

1042
00:58:18,440 --> 00:58:21,560
Speaker 1: people that come in your life later that you didn't

1043
00:58:21,600 --> 00:58:23,760
Speaker 1: know growing up, and they're way better for you and

1044
00:58:23,880 --> 00:58:25,720
Speaker 1: way better in your life and way more supportive than

1045
00:58:25,760 --> 00:58:28,920
Speaker 1: people that you've known, you know, and these I keep

1046
00:58:28,960 --> 00:58:31,080
Speaker 1: them intimate. I don't it's not a hundred of people.

1047
00:58:31,440 --> 00:58:33,680
Speaker 1: I keep it intimate, and I keep it very selective

1048
00:58:33,960 --> 00:58:36,080
Speaker 1: so that I understand, like, you know, what everybody wants,

1049
00:58:36,120 --> 00:58:38,280
Speaker 1: Like I send out a questionnaire to see what you're

1050
00:58:38,320 --> 00:58:40,000
Speaker 1: out for and what your concerns are and what you

1051
00:58:40,040 --> 00:58:41,840
Speaker 1: want to be and who you want to be, And

1052
00:58:41,960 --> 00:58:44,280
Speaker 1: so the group is already pre selected, so I know

1053
00:58:44,400 --> 00:58:46,280
Speaker 1: you're gonna get along. I know that you have something

1054
00:58:46,320 --> 00:58:48,760
Speaker 1: in common, and so it's not just a random people

1055
00:58:48,760 --> 00:58:51,080
Speaker 1: who can offer the ticket. Like I'm keeping it real

1056
00:58:51,120 --> 00:58:54,320
Speaker 1: selective so that we all leave learning something from each

1057
00:58:54,360 --> 00:58:59,080
Speaker 1: other and that we leave with an elevated sense of sisterhood. Yeah.

1058
00:58:59,120 --> 00:59:04,120
Speaker 1: I mean it's like I'm even like, where can I

1059
00:59:04,160 --> 00:59:08,000
Speaker 1: get a ticket? Right? Right? So I would love to

1060
00:59:08,080 --> 00:59:10,200
Speaker 1: have you guys calm and just you know, experience it

1061
00:59:10,280 --> 00:59:16,520
Speaker 1: and every topic be fun because it's like people act

1062
00:59:16,560 --> 00:59:18,960
Speaker 1: like some of these topics and things are so taboos,

1063
00:59:19,080 --> 00:59:24,320
Speaker 1: just you know, people like, oh, y'all, hold is this sexes?

1064
00:59:24,440 --> 00:59:28,280
Speaker 1: Life relationships and the reason somebody has sex? We all

1065
00:59:28,360 --> 00:59:32,440
Speaker 1: have sex, we all have you know, taboo things. You

1066
00:59:32,600 --> 00:59:35,840
Speaker 1: might think it is weird, but we have an open

1067
00:59:35,880 --> 00:59:38,440
Speaker 1: form here we talk about things that you realize this

1068
00:59:38,560 --> 00:59:43,160
Speaker 1: actually normal. Nothing being repressed and learning. I've been learning

1069
00:59:43,240 --> 00:59:46,040
Speaker 1: so much and I just you know, I love the

1070
00:59:46,120 --> 00:59:48,520
Speaker 1: sisterhood element, Like I'm listening to you all and I'm

1071
00:59:48,560 --> 00:59:51,440
Speaker 1: learning and hopefully I'm sharing You're learning, And to me,

1072
00:59:53,360 --> 00:59:58,120
Speaker 1: that's what these shelves like that, that's what sisterhood should be.

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00:59:58,240 --> 01:00:00,920
Speaker 1: It's like if we put more time into our connection

1074
01:00:01,440 --> 01:00:04,400
Speaker 1: as opposed to what disconnects us. I mean, how much

1075
01:00:04,440 --> 01:00:09,480
Speaker 1: more powerful can we be? Listen in numbers, in commonality,

1076
01:00:09,840 --> 01:00:12,760
Speaker 1: in chemistry, you know, of course for business too. You

1077
01:00:12,880 --> 01:00:14,720
Speaker 1: never know if you're gonna meet somebody who has the

1078
01:00:14,760 --> 01:00:18,400
Speaker 1: same vision for an entrepreneurial situation. So I try to

1079
01:00:18,480 --> 01:00:21,120
Speaker 1: govern the retreats and who's coming based on that. And

1080
01:00:21,200 --> 01:00:24,680
Speaker 1: so this last retreating Ghana, it was magic because everybody

1081
01:00:24,720 --> 01:00:27,080
Speaker 1: who was there I already knew and picking the people

1082
01:00:27,360 --> 01:00:29,280
Speaker 1: what the connections would be, and then just to watch

1083
01:00:29,400 --> 01:00:35,200
Speaker 1: them unfold on the soil in the motherland. Listen. I mean,

1084
01:00:35,280 --> 01:00:36,840
Speaker 1: it was just you know, for the first for the

1085
01:00:36,880 --> 01:00:39,680
Speaker 1: first launch, it was amazing and so a so far

1086
01:00:39,800 --> 01:00:44,520
Speaker 1: We're almost sold out for December already, and I just

1087
01:00:44,640 --> 01:00:48,480
Speaker 1: got today that everybody is like and I appreciate that

1088
01:00:48,560 --> 01:00:52,960
Speaker 1: this is your first stop. So after that, I was like,

1089
01:00:53,080 --> 01:00:54,680
Speaker 1: first of all, I was excited that you even wanted

1090
01:00:54,720 --> 01:00:57,080
Speaker 1: to do lip service from Ghana. I was like, you

1091
01:00:57,400 --> 01:01:04,400
Speaker 1: didn't hit me back, but already scheduled it. This what

1092
01:01:04,480 --> 01:01:05,800
Speaker 1: are we doing. I gotta come back and talk to

1093
01:01:05,880 --> 01:01:08,040
Speaker 1: my girls because I just think, you know, and I

1094
01:01:08,080 --> 01:01:09,840
Speaker 1: didn't even know what was going to be successful then,

1095
01:01:10,320 --> 01:01:12,440
Speaker 1: but I was just hoping and praying that my vision

1096
01:01:12,720 --> 01:01:15,400
Speaker 1: would manifest. And I just hope that that's also an

1097
01:01:15,400 --> 01:01:18,040
Speaker 1: example like when we have a vision as women, you know,

1098
01:01:18,320 --> 01:01:21,120
Speaker 1: we have to move forward again in that courage and

1099
01:01:21,200 --> 01:01:24,280
Speaker 1: in that empowerment and in the sisterhood to help it manifest.

1100
01:01:24,760 --> 01:01:26,720
Speaker 1: We're we're such a power, and that's what I learned

1101
01:01:26,720 --> 01:01:29,680
Speaker 1: in Africa. We are royalty, we are queens, and if

1102
01:01:29,680 --> 01:01:34,480
Speaker 1: we come together in that power, we are unstoppable, unstoppable.

1103
01:01:34,880 --> 01:01:36,480
Speaker 1: So I'm just trying to be here in the US

1104
01:01:36,520 --> 01:01:38,280
Speaker 1: when I'm here, because I'm there more now that i'm here.

1105
01:01:38,840 --> 01:01:40,600
Speaker 1: I just I just want to be an example of

1106
01:01:41,080 --> 01:01:43,600
Speaker 1: let's come together and let's be the power that we're

1107
01:01:43,640 --> 01:01:46,200
Speaker 1: supposed to be and it yes show. So it's my therapy.

1108
01:01:46,240 --> 01:01:47,960
Speaker 1: Is they're gonna be a season two? What's going on

1109
01:01:48,280 --> 01:01:51,240
Speaker 1: that I don't know yet. We're we're in episode eight

1110
01:01:51,760 --> 01:01:56,960
Speaker 1: of eighteen, which I'm excited about. Okay, they already knew

1111
01:01:57,280 --> 01:02:00,240
Speaker 1: in episodes and it's life therapy. I mean, for if

1112
01:02:00,280 --> 01:02:02,520
Speaker 1: it was another topic. But I'm so honored and I'm

1113
01:02:02,560 --> 01:02:05,120
Speaker 1: so humbled that the network, the TV one, decided that

1114
01:02:05,240 --> 01:02:08,280
Speaker 1: the content and me was worth it. And so I

1115
01:02:08,360 --> 01:02:10,600
Speaker 1: put my blood, sweat and tears into the content of

1116
01:02:10,680 --> 01:02:13,560
Speaker 1: each episode. I wanted it to be something that taught

1117
01:02:13,680 --> 01:02:16,720
Speaker 1: us as a people that therapy is okay and that

1118
01:02:16,800 --> 01:02:18,960
Speaker 1: should be something that we should welcome, and that no

1119
01:02:19,120 --> 01:02:22,000
Speaker 1: topic is taboo. And what I like is that even

1120
01:02:22,040 --> 01:02:23,920
Speaker 1: if you've never been in therapy, it's helpful because you

1121
01:02:24,000 --> 01:02:26,840
Speaker 1: could see certain topics and your like, that's the same question.

1122
01:02:28,040 --> 01:02:30,680
Speaker 1: And one of the things I'm glad that the network

1123
01:02:30,800 --> 01:02:33,000
Speaker 1: was open to is not just me because you know,

1124
01:02:33,080 --> 01:02:35,280
Speaker 1: the show takes place in Atlanta, and I don't live

1125
01:02:35,320 --> 01:02:37,120
Speaker 1: in Atlanta, but you know Mary a lot, you know,

1126
01:02:37,400 --> 01:02:38,600
Speaker 1: but I'm not I don't live there, and so what

1127
01:02:38,680 --> 01:02:40,680
Speaker 1: I wanted to do was find the tribe and the

1128
01:02:40,800 --> 01:02:43,360
Speaker 1: village of therapists to say, hey, Atlanta, you hit me

1129
01:02:43,480 --> 01:02:45,560
Speaker 1: up all the time and say, you know, I wish

1130
01:02:45,600 --> 01:02:47,160
Speaker 1: you lived in Atlanta. I wish you lived in Miami.

1131
01:02:47,480 --> 01:02:49,280
Speaker 1: But my thing with the show is let me find

1132
01:02:49,320 --> 01:02:52,200
Speaker 1: you the squad because even though I'm not there, let

1133
01:02:52,280 --> 01:02:53,680
Speaker 1: me tell you who I trust, so that if you

1134
01:02:53,760 --> 01:02:55,800
Speaker 1: need to call a therapist for this issue, here's who

1135
01:02:55,840 --> 01:02:58,280
Speaker 1: I would trust. And I'm just you know, I'm excited

1136
01:02:58,320 --> 01:02:59,880
Speaker 1: to be doing it. I'm excited to bring the con

1137
01:03:00,080 --> 01:03:02,520
Speaker 1: tent to the community and we'll see what happens for

1138
01:03:02,600 --> 01:03:05,000
Speaker 1: season two. AWESO. Al Right, well, thank you so much

1139
01:03:05,040 --> 01:03:06,720
Speaker 1: for coming through, and you know you're welcome anytime. And

1140
01:03:06,760 --> 01:03:14,480
Speaker 1: I hope we didn't together. Listen. J Johnson is here.

1141
01:03:14,520 --> 01:03:16,560
Speaker 1: We love you so much, and listen, we were so

1142
01:03:16,720 --> 01:03:18,680
Speaker 1: honored to have you on as a guest. And I

1143
01:03:18,760 --> 01:03:21,919
Speaker 1: feel like people are going to absolutely love love yeah

1144
01:03:22,160 --> 01:03:26,600
Speaker 1: for sure, to swallowing in wait to you come back

1145
01:03:26,640 --> 01:03:36,000
Speaker 1: and be like, so guess what happened? Right service cheers? Yeah,

1146
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Speaker 1: I love you guys. Great