WEBVTT - 8 - The Past Is The Past 0:00:00.520 --> 0:00:03.440 Mag Mill was a production of I Heart Radio and 0:00:03.520 --> 0:00:15.400 Bamford Productions. Look what I can do? Mommy? Where did 0:00:15.480 --> 0:00:19.360 I put that? After it is? Look at me, mommy, 0:00:19.520 --> 0:00:21.400 I see your sweetie. Mommy is a little bit busy 0:00:21.520 --> 0:00:24.800 at the moment, though. Okay, look at me. Look at me, mommy, 0:00:24.840 --> 0:00:29.080 Look at me. Mom No, no, what are you doing? 0:00:29.320 --> 0:00:31.560 Are you going out? No? Why do you ask that 0:00:31.880 --> 0:00:35.720 you're putting on your nice clothes? No, honey, mommy just 0:00:35.880 --> 0:00:38.440 has an important video call in a few minutes. So 0:00:38.600 --> 0:00:41.479 I want to look my best. What are you calling someone? 0:00:41.520 --> 0:00:42.960 I want to be my boss? Look at what I 0:00:43.000 --> 0:00:47.680 can do? Okay, talking points experience. Look at what I 0:00:47.720 --> 0:00:56.600 can do, mommy? When please look at Caitlin. Mom stop 0:00:56.720 --> 0:00:59.440 jumping on the bed. How many times have I told 0:00:59.480 --> 0:01:05.960 you that? Look? How high? Stop it? Sorry, mommy, look sweetie. 0:01:05.959 --> 0:01:08.920 This call is very important for mommy. Okay, can you just, 0:01:09.680 --> 0:01:12.280 I don't know, go play in the front yard for 0:01:12.319 --> 0:01:14.600 a little bit. Will I take this? Will you come 0:01:14.640 --> 0:01:17.400 play with me after only if you're a good girl 0:01:17.440 --> 0:01:20.919 and you stay out of the streets. No buts, no street, 0:01:21.040 --> 0:01:24.160 it's dangerous. What if my ball goes out in the street, 0:01:24.360 --> 0:01:29.840 then I'll get it later, got it, Caitlin, got it? Okay? 0:01:29.959 --> 0:01:37.720 Good now run along, okay, okay, said, you can do this. 0:01:39.160 --> 0:01:41.480 Take a deep breath to be confident and show them 0:01:41.520 --> 0:01:57.919 that you're the best person for this. Okay, here we go. Breathe. Hi. Hi, Yes, 0:01:58.360 --> 0:02:03.880 that's me and I'm Captain Kevin Prescott. It's a pleasure 0:02:03.880 --> 0:02:05.960 to meet you. It's a pleasure to meet you too, 0:02:06.120 --> 0:02:10.240 Captain Owens. Really it's an honor to even be considered 0:02:10.280 --> 0:02:13.440 for this. So thank you for the opportunity, and please 0:02:13.800 --> 0:02:17.560 just call me said in that case, call me Kevin, uh, 0:02:17.560 --> 0:02:20.080 and thank you for taking the time today to speak 0:02:20.120 --> 0:02:23.320 with me. I know you've already been through a few 0:02:23.400 --> 0:02:26.320 rounds of interviews, and I assure you that this is 0:02:26.480 --> 0:02:29.680 just a formality, more of a personality test, if anything, 0:02:29.760 --> 0:02:34.799 to see. How course, I know it's all a bit 0:02:34.880 --> 0:02:37.600 top secrets, so I'm not sure how much they told 0:02:37.639 --> 0:02:40.400 you about Project Magmal, but I can tell you a 0:02:40.400 --> 0:02:43.040 little bit about my role here if you'd like, Oh, yes, 0:02:43.120 --> 0:02:45.799 of course, please you. I mean I did my due 0:02:45.800 --> 0:02:48.320 diligence to learn as much as I could about it 0:02:48.400 --> 0:02:53.000 when this opportunity arose. But the specifics I've been in 0:02:53.040 --> 0:02:57.080 the dark about Well, Um, I am one of the 0:02:57.360 --> 0:03:00.440 special project directors on it, and I've been beer heading 0:03:00.480 --> 0:03:03.480 a few of the ongoing studies, including the n gc 0:03:03.680 --> 0:03:11.720 SE Are you familiar with I am actually Helix nebula, 0:03:12.280 --> 0:03:18.400 one of my favorite nebulas. That's not too nervous to say. No, No, 0:03:18.440 --> 0:03:21.200 not at all. On't the color me impress. It's something 0:03:21.280 --> 0:03:23.240 I've been reading about since I was a little girl 0:03:23.560 --> 0:03:27.360 and it's always fascinated me. Well, it sounds like this 0:03:27.720 --> 0:03:30.799 might be right up your alley, then, But before we 0:03:30.840 --> 0:03:33.440 get into that, what can you tell me about you? 0:03:34.280 --> 0:03:36.840 I've already run over your resume and your history and 0:03:36.840 --> 0:03:41.440 all that, and it is fascinating your whole course of study. 0:03:41.640 --> 0:03:45.800 But tell me about Sydney Owens. Who is she? How 0:03:45.840 --> 0:03:51.440 did she get here? That? That's definitely a loaded question. Um. Well, 0:03:52.520 --> 0:03:56.600 as you know, my background is in biology originally, but 0:03:56.960 --> 0:04:00.240 I sort of created my own course of study during 0:04:00.240 --> 0:04:04.560 my PhD program with astro biology, and I kind of 0:04:04.560 --> 0:04:07.760 took bits and pieces from other programs they had available 0:04:07.800 --> 0:04:11.800 to suit it towards the biology of space, how we 0:04:11.840 --> 0:04:14.200 can study things out there and how it affects us. 0:04:14.800 --> 0:04:19.120 I supplemented that with astronomy, concentrating not just on what 0:04:19.200 --> 0:04:24.960 we do know abouter space, but also theoretical astronomy as well. 0:04:24.960 --> 0:04:29.360 Why theoretical astronomy, I guess because we know so little 0:04:29.440 --> 0:04:32.360 about what's out there. We know a lot about what 0:04:32.400 --> 0:04:37.600 we do know, but there is a big, big world 0:04:37.800 --> 0:04:41.760 beyond that. So trying to figure out what else could 0:04:41.839 --> 0:04:45.680 be out there and what it means for science was 0:04:45.720 --> 0:04:49.680 a big part of why I sort of charted my 0:04:49.720 --> 0:04:53.960 own course. That is exactly the kind of thing we're 0:04:53.960 --> 0:04:58.800 looking for. Project Magma is really trying to branch our 0:04:59.000 --> 0:05:03.839 crrent knowledge and expanded There are so many things that 0:05:03.880 --> 0:05:05.640 we are hoping to check off the list with this, 0:05:05.800 --> 0:05:09.200 and on my end, that really extends to quite a 0:05:09.240 --> 0:05:13.680 few different areas. But I guess the reason I'm talking 0:05:13.720 --> 0:05:18.400 to you specifically today is that there is a very 0:05:18.440 --> 0:05:21.800 particular aspect of the n GC seven two nine three 0:05:21.839 --> 0:05:25.400 mission that I thought you might be perfect for. Can 0:05:25.480 --> 0:05:29.960 you tell me more about it? I'd love to, but honestly, 0:05:30.080 --> 0:05:33.039 my hands are a bit tied from speaking freely of 0:05:33.080 --> 0:05:35.720 it at the moment. But I can say that you 0:05:35.760 --> 0:05:40.039 are on the very very short list of candidates. Can 0:05:40.160 --> 0:05:42.640 tell you that we are just under two years out 0:05:42.680 --> 0:05:45.720 from our projection launch date of it, though, and well, 0:05:45.880 --> 0:05:48.679 I am just the director at the moment. I'm trying 0:05:48.760 --> 0:05:52.080 to be one of the pilots. Oh, that's wonderful. So 0:05:52.320 --> 0:05:55.960 it is an exploration, like I have heard. I can 0:05:56.080 --> 0:05:59.160 at least tell you that much. Yes, but if I 0:05:59.200 --> 0:06:03.600 get my way, we may just be coworkers. But I 0:06:03.640 --> 0:06:05.719 do have to let you know that the project Magmill 0:06:05.960 --> 0:06:09.400 is a huge commitment and it takes up a lot 0:06:09.440 --> 0:06:11.800 of my time. My wife is also working on it, 0:06:11.839 --> 0:06:13.520 which is nice for me since I get to work 0:06:13.560 --> 0:06:17.479 so closely with her, but it's a huge time suck 0:06:17.560 --> 0:06:20.920 for everything else, which leads me to my next question. 0:06:21.880 --> 0:06:27.600 You have a daughter, right, Yes, I do. She is 0:06:27.920 --> 0:06:31.919 full of energy and she's only six years old. I 0:06:31.960 --> 0:06:35.960 wish I had some first bunk still. That would certainly 0:06:35.960 --> 0:06:38.520 help with some of the late night research sessions, that's 0:06:38.560 --> 0:06:44.039 for sure. Well, she sounds wonderful. I absolutely love to 0:06:44.040 --> 0:06:48.040 meet her sometime she's running around somewhere outside. But hey, 0:06:48.160 --> 0:06:50.640 we'll be sure to introduce you when I can. And 0:06:51.880 --> 0:06:57.400 Mr Owens, yes, we're divorced, so he gets Caitlin every 0:06:57.400 --> 0:07:00.640 other week. Amicol for the most part, but he's a 0:07:00.680 --> 0:07:05.000 good dad and Caitlin will be staying with him. If 0:07:05.040 --> 0:07:09.040 I'm brought on for this, let me ask you this, 0:07:09.800 --> 0:07:14.360 If you were chosen for Project Magma, what would it 0:07:14.440 --> 0:07:17.600 What would you want to find? Honestly, just a better 0:07:17.760 --> 0:07:20.280 understanding of the world we live in would be enough. 0:07:20.360 --> 0:07:23.040 You know, people are just so close minded and take 0:07:23.080 --> 0:07:26.119 the Earth for granted. We are born here and most 0:07:26.120 --> 0:07:30.080 people will die here too. They don't think beyond its borders. 0:07:30.120 --> 0:07:33.520 And even though we as humans have been slowly dipping 0:07:33.520 --> 0:07:37.280 our toe into deep space exploration, there is so much 0:07:37.400 --> 0:07:40.120 more we can learn from it. There is so much 0:07:40.240 --> 0:07:46.119 we don't understand and we can really benefit from. There 0:07:46.160 --> 0:07:50.119 are the big picture questions like what does it all mean, 0:07:50.400 --> 0:07:53.360 where did it all come from, how did these balls 0:07:53.400 --> 0:07:57.680 of gas form? What causes some of them to create life? 0:07:59.160 --> 0:08:02.520 That kind of stuff, but also the more practical ones 0:08:02.600 --> 0:08:06.080 like how to survive in environments that are not like 0:08:06.160 --> 0:08:09.280 our own, how to grow food there quantum physics, that 0:08:09.440 --> 0:08:13.360 sort of thing. I like the way you think that 0:08:13.600 --> 0:08:16.920 that's exactly what we're looking for. We truly believe that 0:08:17.000 --> 0:08:18.960 a lot of the things coming out of Project Magma 0:08:19.040 --> 0:08:22.800 will help change the worth and for the better. We've 0:08:22.840 --> 0:08:25.800 already had some promising results, and we hope to increase 0:08:25.840 --> 0:08:28.280 those penfold in the next few years. And that is 0:08:28.320 --> 0:08:31.600 something I would love to be a part of. It 0:08:31.680 --> 0:08:34.079 really seems like this is the type of project where 0:08:34.080 --> 0:08:38.120 I could just thrive and I would really be an 0:08:38.120 --> 0:08:44.280 asset to the team. I am sorry, could you could 0:08:44.320 --> 0:08:49.160 you excuse me for just a moment? Yes, there seems 0:08:49.200 --> 0:08:52.720 to be a commotion outside, would you? Would you give 0:08:52.720 --> 0:08:55.319 me a second? I just I need to check on 0:08:55.440 --> 0:08:58.000 my daughter. I don't want her near any of it, 0:08:58.559 --> 0:09:09.800 of course, of course, pick your time. Thank you, Caitlin, Caitlin, Kate, Kate? 0:09:09.840 --> 0:09:23.200 Where are you? Sweetie? Kay away? Dr Are you there? 0:09:51.160 --> 0:10:29.120 Mag Mill Episode eight? The past is the past? What 0:10:29.160 --> 0:10:31.880 would you do? Do you have a chance to saying 0:10:31.920 --> 0:10:42.480 over again? What would you do do? Yeah? Good morning, 0:10:42.520 --> 0:10:47.080 Magma crew. Today is March. You are currently one hundred 0:10:47.160 --> 0:10:52.000 kilometers from the helix Nebula. Congratulations, ladies. After seven hundred 0:10:52.040 --> 0:10:55.679 fifty four days, today is the day your mission finally 0:10:55.760 --> 0:11:02.920 comes to fruition. Good morning, Tea is Jenna wat She 0:11:03.120 --> 0:11:05.920 is not. She will likely ignore the morning chime another 0:11:05.960 --> 0:11:09.760 time or two, like usual before getting up. She did 0:11:09.800 --> 0:11:12.720 have a little too much again last night. I'm sure 0:11:12.720 --> 0:11:14.800 her head is killing her. I'll be sure to have 0:11:14.880 --> 0:11:17.880 aspirin at the ready. Do you want me to prepare breakfast? 0:11:18.200 --> 0:11:21.640 Actually no, I'll do it. I feel like I should 0:11:21.679 --> 0:11:23.720 make a good one with it being a big day 0:11:23.720 --> 0:11:27.360 and all. I'll begin the rehydration process of the eggs. Then, 0:11:27.760 --> 0:11:44.360 thank you. Jenna is awake. Oh good, I'm almost done. Well, 0:11:44.400 --> 0:11:48.960 there she is. Good morning's sleepyhead? Why is t ving? Oh? 0:11:49.320 --> 0:11:53.200 What's wrong? Nothing? I just thought I heard Jenna. Here 0:11:53.280 --> 0:11:59.120 she comes now said proteuce is being a prick again. Strange? 0:11:59.600 --> 0:12:04.520 What's strange? I just had the strangest never mind, Okay, 0:12:04.559 --> 0:12:09.080 don't you think it's a little too early for strangeness. Anyway, 0:12:09.160 --> 0:12:12.120 I made you breakfast because you know we're going to 0:12:12.240 --> 0:12:16.680 be busy later. And thank you. Baking in eggs looks 0:12:16.760 --> 0:12:19.360 like someone went through the trouble of rehydrating the good 0:12:19.360 --> 0:12:24.640 stuff today. Must be a special occasion. Yeah, special, Like 0:12:24.760 --> 0:12:28.200 I just said, I know, I just had a feeling 0:12:28.240 --> 0:12:30.920 you were going to say that. I'm just glad you 0:12:30.920 --> 0:12:32.560 went through all that and not me, because we both 0:12:32.559 --> 0:12:34.920 know I would have given up on stuff too. Yeah, okay, 0:12:34.920 --> 0:12:40.000 are you okay? I think so. I don't know. I 0:12:40.000 --> 0:12:45.120 feel strange, strange, how like deja vu? Is that why 0:12:45.160 --> 0:12:48.600 you're finishing my sentences? I don't know. I just heard 0:12:48.640 --> 0:12:52.560 what you're gonna say before you say it. Is that weird? Yeah, 0:12:52.600 --> 0:12:55.800 that's super weird, Sydney Funk. I didn't know you had 0:12:55.800 --> 0:12:58.040 psychic abilities and your psyche profile, let alone that they 0:12:58.080 --> 0:13:00.360 would manifest on the most important day of our vibes. 0:13:00.559 --> 0:13:04.480 I'm sorry, It's just I don't know. I I feel 0:13:04.520 --> 0:13:07.760 like I'm hearing flashes or something, probably just your nerves. 0:13:07.800 --> 0:13:10.480 Have a seat eating breakfast. We have a big day 0:13:10.520 --> 0:13:13.240 ahead of us. Fuck the nebulaus close, so let's get 0:13:13.240 --> 0:13:22.360 ready for it. Okay, yeah, yeah, okay, Magmal will return 0:13:22.679 --> 0:13:43.960 after these messages. And now back to mag Mill. I've 0:13:43.960 --> 0:13:47.640 never seen this before. Something is off, way off, because 0:13:48.000 --> 0:13:55.400 none of this makes sense. Magmal's status report, communication systems 0:13:55.559 --> 0:14:03.640 are offline, sensors are offline. Engined damage at six replacement 0:14:03.760 --> 0:14:11.800 for Quartona them. There's another ship out there. We either 0:14:11.840 --> 0:14:13.960 try to get out of this ourselves or we die 0:14:14.080 --> 0:14:17.400 a slow, painful death when we run out of oxygen. 0:14:20.040 --> 0:14:28.840 Jenna Janna, do you read me, Janna? Today is March. 0:14:30.040 --> 0:14:34.880 This is Sydney Session number five for three. Hello Sydney. 0:14:34.920 --> 0:14:37.920 How are you today? I'm stressed, to be honest with you, 0:14:38.240 --> 0:14:42.160 understandably so given the circumstances. Don't you think the entire 0:14:42.240 --> 0:14:44.480 day has been a massive ship show, that's for sure. 0:14:44.760 --> 0:14:47.040 Do you want to talk about what happened? What else 0:14:47.120 --> 0:14:51.040 is there to talk about? I'm still feeling off about everything. 0:14:51.320 --> 0:14:54.640 Let's start with that feeling deja vu? You called it. 0:14:54.800 --> 0:14:56.920 I don't know what it is, but something feels wrong, 0:14:57.000 --> 0:15:00.520 Like I felt like I know what Janna is going 0:15:00.600 --> 0:15:03.160 to say before she says it. Do you feel like 0:15:03.200 --> 0:15:07.480 that all of the time? No, just sometimes, like I 0:15:07.600 --> 0:15:11.360 get a flash and hear it in my head before 0:15:11.400 --> 0:15:14.440 she says it out loud. Today has been very stressful, 0:15:14.640 --> 0:15:17.240 so don't discount that being the cause of it. The 0:15:17.360 --> 0:15:21.440 human mind is a fascinating machine, and sometimes wires get crossed. 0:15:21.920 --> 0:15:25.840 Deja vu is essentially a malfunction in a way, our 0:15:25.880 --> 0:15:28.600 brain is tricking us into believing we have seen or 0:15:28.640 --> 0:15:32.560 heard something before, when in fact it is new information 0:15:32.720 --> 0:15:35.640 being mislabeled. Yeah, but how does that explain how I 0:15:35.720 --> 0:15:38.640 was able to finish her sentences. You two have been 0:15:38.680 --> 0:15:41.320 close for a long time. You've been on this ship 0:15:41.360 --> 0:15:44.560 together with no other interaction, so you are bound to 0:15:44.600 --> 0:15:46.880 pick up on her speech patterns. I don't know. This 0:15:47.040 --> 0:15:50.800 just feels like more than that, though. What about when 0:15:50.880 --> 0:15:53.400 Jenna was on her ship walk on the other ship, 0:15:53.960 --> 0:15:58.560 How was that for you? Nerve wracking honestly and infuriating. 0:15:59.040 --> 0:16:01.680 I hate that she feels like she can't trust me still, 0:16:02.160 --> 0:16:05.120 and I don't know. I I feel like I come 0:16:05.120 --> 0:16:09.920 off as an overprotective mother sometimes, especially when she was 0:16:10.000 --> 0:16:13.200 over there, I feel like I was watching her every move, 0:16:13.360 --> 0:16:16.680 trying to be there for her, to to prepare her 0:16:16.800 --> 0:16:20.240 for anything that may come her way, but also feeling 0:16:20.320 --> 0:16:24.560 helpless because she was there and I was here. But 0:16:24.640 --> 0:16:28.960 again understandably so it could have been a dangerous situation. 0:16:29.280 --> 0:16:32.440 So you were expressing your concern. No, I was just 0:16:32.480 --> 0:16:35.680 scared for her, and when the radio went dark, I 0:16:35.760 --> 0:16:42.560 just I couldn't help but feeling hopeless for Jannah, Well, yes, 0:16:42.640 --> 0:16:47.600 but also for me. What do you mean, what if 0:16:47.600 --> 0:16:50.520 something happened to her over there, what would happen to me? 0:16:50.560 --> 0:16:53.960 I'd I'd be left alone and I'd have no idea 0:16:54.000 --> 0:16:56.960 what to do. Spiraling into negative thoughts like that is 0:16:57.040 --> 0:17:00.480 dangerous for you, Sydney. You worked on this before, on 0:17:00.520 --> 0:17:02.840 ways to help you not to go down that path. 0:17:03.080 --> 0:17:06.760 I know. And even though it was only for a 0:17:06.800 --> 0:17:09.960 few minutes, when she came back online, it was so relieved. 0:17:10.920 --> 0:17:13.399 But even now I can't help but feeling like something 0:17:13.560 --> 0:17:17.480 had happened to her over there, something she isn't telling me. 0:17:17.960 --> 0:17:20.720 Is this more of your deja vu feeling? I don't 0:17:20.760 --> 0:17:24.679 know for sure, It's different but the same. I just 0:17:24.760 --> 0:17:27.159 felt like when I couldn't reach her, when it was 0:17:27.359 --> 0:17:36.200 only static, I heard something something like what like a voice, 0:17:37.119 --> 0:17:40.680 not Janni's but someone else's. As I said at the time, 0:17:41.080 --> 0:17:43.960 I did not detect anything on my sensors. It was 0:17:44.040 --> 0:17:47.560 likely the stress of the situation playing tricks on your mind, 0:17:47.680 --> 0:17:51.600 I know. But the voice it was, it was what Sydney. 0:17:51.640 --> 0:17:57.520 It sounded like Caitlin. I know, I know that sounds crazy. 0:17:57.680 --> 0:18:00.280 At first I thought it was coming from out side, 0:18:00.280 --> 0:18:03.159 outside the ship itself, calling out to me, but I 0:18:03.240 --> 0:18:05.880 now know it was just in my head. My mind 0:18:05.920 --> 0:18:09.399 was manifesting it for some reason because it's it was 0:18:09.440 --> 0:18:14.320 just so stressful and so familiar. What did you hear 0:18:14.359 --> 0:18:19.800 her say? She said, help me. She said she was 0:18:20.200 --> 0:18:25.800 so cold she couldn't get warm, which you realize is significant. 0:18:26.000 --> 0:18:29.879 Because of I realized that significance. Thank you. Are you okay? 0:18:29.920 --> 0:18:32.639 I don't know, am I? Your heart rate is elevated 0:18:32.680 --> 0:18:35.159 and your body temperature has gone up, So that's a no. 0:18:35.800 --> 0:18:38.000 I know it's been three years, but I can't seem 0:18:38.080 --> 0:18:40.480 to get over it. The death of a child is 0:18:40.520 --> 0:18:44.720 not something anyone can just get over. It is something 0:18:44.760 --> 0:18:47.160 that they carry with them for the rest of their lives, 0:18:47.640 --> 0:18:51.879 knowingly or not. But what parents sequesters themselves into a 0:18:51.880 --> 0:18:54.520 spaceship thousands of miles away to get away from it 0:18:54.520 --> 0:19:00.000 while still talking back to the same three video recordings oh, 0:19:00.000 --> 0:19:06.439 over and over to relive those moments. Yes, that is unusual, 0:19:07.000 --> 0:19:10.439 but to be fair, I do indulge you in that 0:19:10.600 --> 0:19:14.480 sometimes when I feel you've had a particularly rough day 0:19:14.640 --> 0:19:16.840 or are in need of a pick me up, you know, 0:19:16.960 --> 0:19:20.320 sometimes I watch those videos and and it's almost like 0:19:20.359 --> 0:19:23.919 I'm looking at an echo from the past, at a 0:19:23.960 --> 0:19:29.840 life that doesn't exist anymore. At Sydney, She's she was 0:19:29.880 --> 0:19:34.000 a different person then, and I don't think that person 0:19:34.080 --> 0:19:38.840 that version of said exists anymore or can never exist again. 0:19:39.400 --> 0:19:42.520 I don't think you give yourself enough credit. Though you 0:19:42.680 --> 0:19:46.520 were cleared for Project Magma, even after everything you had 0:19:46.560 --> 0:19:49.840 gone through. Command may have had their doubts on if 0:19:49.880 --> 0:19:52.560 you would be able to handle it, but you passed 0:19:52.640 --> 0:19:56.760 all the evaluations. You clearly made a lot of progress. 0:19:56.800 --> 0:19:59.800 But I feel like I'm regressing now. I can't help 0:19:59.800 --> 0:20:02.960 but feel like maybe I just lied to myself back then, 0:20:03.040 --> 0:20:05.440 that I that I put on a show for myself 0:20:05.480 --> 0:20:08.480 and for everyone else because I had to get away. 0:20:08.680 --> 0:20:12.320 I couldn't be in that house anymore. I couldn't be 0:20:12.520 --> 0:20:16.600 in that city. Hell, I couldn't be on the same planet. 0:20:16.680 --> 0:20:19.960 So I did what I could to get away, to 0:20:20.040 --> 0:20:23.440 get to where I am. Now, you're still undermining your 0:20:23.520 --> 0:20:28.240 successes and achievements. You've made great strides. Maybe I have to, 0:20:28.760 --> 0:20:31.840 but I've come to realize that when you were in 0:20:31.920 --> 0:20:38.240 space and you're isolated away from everyone and everything else, 0:20:39.440 --> 0:20:43.480 you have nowhere else to go. You have to confront 0:20:43.480 --> 0:20:47.080 your feelings, you have to sit with them and face 0:20:47.160 --> 0:20:51.080 them head on, And a part of me regrets it. 0:20:51.160 --> 0:20:54.920 Now you're blaming yourself again, and you can't do that. 0:20:55.440 --> 0:21:00.800 You're not responsible. But I am responsible. I am sponsible, 0:21:01.200 --> 0:21:05.600 and in a way, so is Magmo. If if I 0:21:05.720 --> 0:21:10.320 only paid more attention to her that day, if I 0:21:10.359 --> 0:21:13.919 didn't tell her to go outside spiraling down that negative 0:21:13.960 --> 0:21:17.199 thought path again, just gone outside, take a moment to 0:21:17.320 --> 0:21:23.479 breathe and reflect. The past is the past, and we 0:21:23.520 --> 0:21:26.920 can't change it now. But what if we can. If 0:21:26.960 --> 0:21:29.840 we can, what change it? Change things for the better? 0:21:29.880 --> 0:21:31.399 If we can go back and we can do it 0:21:31.440 --> 0:21:35.119 all again. I would take it all back in a heartbeat. 0:21:36.640 --> 0:21:39.679 I'd not take that call. I wouldn't even apply to 0:21:39.760 --> 0:21:44.920 Project Magmo. I'd do it all differently. Hell, I'd even 0:21:45.080 --> 0:21:48.000 stop us from going on this damn mission to begin with. 0:21:48.280 --> 0:21:52.120 We'd stay far far away from the stupid Nebula and 0:21:52.240 --> 0:21:56.399 save us the trouble. Sydney. Please, what's done is done. 0:21:56.800 --> 0:22:00.320 Even if you could go back, if you could change thing, 0:22:00.760 --> 0:22:04.200 you don't know if things would be better. The only 0:22:04.240 --> 0:22:07.399 thing we do have is the present, and we need 0:22:07.440 --> 0:22:10.359 to make the most of it. Yeah, I think here 0:22:10.440 --> 0:22:13.320 is a good place to stop for the day. Perhaps 0:22:13.400 --> 0:22:17.560 you should make yourself something to eat. You might feel better. Actually, 0:22:17.600 --> 0:22:19.560 I thought I'd take a look at that idle Janna 0:22:19.640 --> 0:22:22.160 brought back to see if I could make any sense 0:22:22.200 --> 0:22:25.680 of it. That's an excellent idea. I'm happy to assist 0:22:25.800 --> 0:22:30.320 while I wait for Janet to finish her shower. Yeah, 0:22:30.680 --> 0:22:35.040 knowing her, she's probably going for double length extra again today, 0:22:35.359 --> 0:22:40.760 it seems likely. And Sydney, Yeah, it's not your fault. 0:22:41.880 --> 0:22:53.359 Remember that. Okay, Yeah, you got it. It's it's not 0:22:53.640 --> 0:22:56.919 your fault. Fault. It's not not not not your fault. 0:22:57.040 --> 0:23:06.359 It's your fault, your fault, your your your your your fault. 0:23:02.280 --> 0:23:28.679 M worry mag Mill will returned after these messages, and 0:23:28.840 --> 0:23:41.159 now back to mag Mill. What happened on the ship, Janna? 0:23:44.040 --> 0:23:46.359 Some of these readings they matched some of the stuff 0:23:46.400 --> 0:23:51.119 I found on the skin of the mold. Why didn't 0:23:51.119 --> 0:23:57.360 you see any money? So what about the idol? Then 0:23:57.400 --> 0:24:00.880 one step closer and I swear I'll smash it. Look 0:24:00.920 --> 0:24:04.960 what you did? Fuck this t land, the fucking ship. 0:24:05.000 --> 0:24:08.600 I'm going out there. This was a bad fucking idea. 0:24:08.920 --> 0:24:12.320 What was Janna out there all alone on this fucking planet? 0:24:13.240 --> 0:24:15.400 Why did we let her go? We didn't have much 0:24:15.400 --> 0:24:18.280 of a choice. When Janna gets an idea in her head, 0:24:18.560 --> 0:24:20.840 you know how stubborn she is about it, but we 0:24:20.880 --> 0:24:23.159 don't know what's out there. It could be dangerous. We 0:24:23.240 --> 0:24:26.399 are on an alien planet, yes, but I am sure 0:24:26.720 --> 0:24:29.640 she can handle herself. I'm not getting any readings from 0:24:29.640 --> 0:24:33.600 this planet either. Are your scans working they are? There 0:24:33.640 --> 0:24:36.920 must be some kind of interference. I'm sure it will pass. 0:24:37.000 --> 0:24:40.480 Can you raised Jenna on the comms? Unfortunately No, the 0:24:40.600 --> 0:24:44.240 interference is extending to short range transmissions as well. Fuck. 0:24:44.320 --> 0:24:48.400 This isn't right. Something is wrong. You are stress, Sydney. 0:24:48.520 --> 0:24:51.520 You are overreacting to an already tense situation. I am 0:24:51.560 --> 0:24:55.040 not overreacting. Something is very, very wrong here. I can 0:24:55.200 --> 0:24:58.520 feel it. I am not detecting any changes in the environment. 0:24:59.119 --> 0:25:02.760 She has hand yourself perfectly, all things considered with the 0:25:02.880 --> 0:25:09.679 situation the net. Your insubordination? What insubordination? I'm sorry? What 0:25:09.760 --> 0:25:13.360 did you just say about my insubordination? I didn't say anything. 0:25:13.880 --> 0:25:17.119 You did disobey a direct order. I did not disobey 0:25:17.119 --> 0:25:21.440 an order. Janna is not my superior where the same rank, Sydney. 0:25:21.480 --> 0:25:26.479 Are you all right? Yes? But functionally speaking, Janet is 0:25:26.600 --> 0:25:28.639 in charge of the spasia. Do you hear that? But 0:25:28.680 --> 0:25:31.359 she's also supposed to be my friend she doesn't have 0:25:31.400 --> 0:25:33.520 the right to boss me around like that. I do 0:25:33.600 --> 0:25:38.040 not detect anything. How could you not? Maybe it's where's 0:25:38.080 --> 0:25:41.640 the idol? It's gone, Sydney. We threw it away, But 0:25:41.800 --> 0:25:44.960 where is it? I can hear it? There is nothing 0:25:45.000 --> 0:25:49.400 to hear. It's gone, smashed into pieces, incinerated in the trash, 0:25:49.440 --> 0:25:54.560 shoot and purged. What is wrong? Okay? Tell me what 0:25:54.560 --> 0:25:56.960 do we know about it? Is it? Is it connected 0:25:57.000 --> 0:26:00.280 to the mold in any way? Sydney? I don't think that. Now. 0:26:00.320 --> 0:26:02.720 Tell me what do we know? We don't know much. 0:26:03.160 --> 0:26:05.560 We can infer that the idol was likely made by 0:26:05.560 --> 0:26:08.320 the natives of this planet to pay tribute to something 0:26:08.720 --> 0:26:11.199 a god of their own invention, most likely, what do 0:26:11.240 --> 0:26:13.679 you mean? It is similar to the ancient cultures on 0:26:13.720 --> 0:26:16.280 Earth in a way, when faced with things they do 0:26:16.359 --> 0:26:20.320 not understand, even things we now know are explainable by science, 0:26:20.600 --> 0:26:25.040 they create stories and myths around them to comprehend, like 0:26:25.119 --> 0:26:27.879 how the burning ball of light in the sky was 0:26:27.960 --> 0:26:32.080 moved by the gods creating day and night, or how 0:26:32.160 --> 0:26:35.080 squids and whales were thought to be sea monsters before 0:26:35.119 --> 0:26:39.160 the ocean was explored. The inhabitants here they likely created 0:26:39.160 --> 0:26:42.560 a story around the creature the idol represents to explain 0:26:42.880 --> 0:26:47.400 something that happened. So it's not a real thing. It's 0:26:47.440 --> 0:26:50.800 a story. Well, we don't know for sure, but that 0:26:51.080 --> 0:26:55.879 is the most likely scenario. No, No, it's care happy 0:26:56.080 --> 0:27:00.320 that stay then away from me. Why is it speaking 0:27:00.359 --> 0:27:03.960 to me? It was speaking to you. I heard it. 0:27:05.200 --> 0:27:09.080 I'm still here, now, can't you. I am not detecting 0:27:09.160 --> 0:27:15.360 anything off. It's Jenna. She's in trouble. I can assure 0:27:15.400 --> 0:27:18.320 you that she is not. She is doing fine out there. 0:27:18.680 --> 0:27:22.600 All of her vitals are normal. Then raise her. I can't. 0:27:22.600 --> 0:27:25.399 The interference is still blocking it, but her vitals are 0:27:25.400 --> 0:27:29.960 getting true. Yes, then you have her coordinates. Where is she, Sydney. 0:27:30.000 --> 0:27:32.040 I don't think you should. Where is she? She needs 0:27:32.040 --> 0:27:38.600 my help? Stop help me. I am sending them to 0:27:38.640 --> 0:27:41.600 you now, but it could be dangerous for you to 0:27:41.640 --> 0:27:44.399 go out there. You shouldn't. She is in troubled. I 0:27:44.440 --> 0:27:59.280 just can't sit here and let her die. Janna, Janna, 0:27:59.320 --> 0:28:08.080 are you there, Jenna? Help me? Mommy Caitlin. Caitlyn is 0:28:08.119 --> 0:28:14.560 that you? Oh? No, I can't be here. Get yourself together, Sidney, 0:28:14.560 --> 0:28:19.760 Caitlin is dead. Help me, please, money, I'm so cold. 0:28:20.320 --> 0:28:29.760 God can't be heard. But it's just like her. Whatever, Caitlyn, 0:28:29.840 --> 0:28:35.840 it's mommy, I'm here, sweetie, had it's mommy. It hurts, 0:28:35.840 --> 0:28:48.560 sweet baby. Please just tell me where you are for here, 0:28:49.160 --> 0:28:52.880 I'm coming. Just stay calm okay, but it's too late 0:28:52.960 --> 0:28:57.880 for me. Money, I'm gay. No, no, baby, you're not. 0:28:58.280 --> 0:29:02.840 I can hear you. Where are you? You weren't there 0:29:02.920 --> 0:29:06.640 for me? And now like God, we know and s 0:29:07.720 --> 0:29:11.960 Janna will be too. But you can join us. Mommy, 0:29:12.440 --> 0:29:16.960 you can stay here and stay with me. Jenna. Janna 0:29:17.000 --> 0:29:20.720 is in trouble. It's too late for you. Aren't real. 0:29:21.160 --> 0:29:30.920