1 00:00:00,360 --> 00:00:04,440 Speaker 1: Big Man and DJ Scream bring you big fat hottest 2 00:00:04,480 --> 00:00:08,640 Speaker 1: podcast in the streets. Visit the new website today www 3 00:00:08,680 --> 00:00:11,840 Speaker 1: dot Big facts pot dot com. Live for first class 4 00:00:11,880 --> 00:00:14,600 Speaker 1: sounds is DJ Scream Big Bang Baby Ja this time 5 00:00:14,640 --> 00:00:17,200 Speaker 1: for a Big Facts and today we got a special 6 00:00:17,239 --> 00:00:19,560 Speaker 1: guests on Big Facts by the name of n. L. 7 00:00:19,640 --> 00:00:22,919 Speaker 1: Each Shopper. What's up man, Welcome to Big Facts, my brother, 8 00:00:22,960 --> 00:00:25,160 Speaker 1: Welcome to Big Facts. Welcome to the al How you're feeling, 9 00:00:25,160 --> 00:00:28,880 Speaker 1: how you're feeling to bless real blessed. Speaking of blessers, 10 00:00:28,880 --> 00:00:31,160 Speaker 1: definitely want to salute you. You got your second child 11 00:00:31,160 --> 00:00:33,159 Speaker 1: on the way right, a baby boy. You announced that 12 00:00:33,240 --> 00:00:36,199 Speaker 1: what's your girl? You know what I'm saying, piece of 13 00:00:36,240 --> 00:00:37,960 Speaker 1: blessings to you. So, what's been going on in the 14 00:00:37,960 --> 00:00:40,440 Speaker 1: world in Ellie Chopper? Man? I know you got working 15 00:00:40,440 --> 00:00:41,839 Speaker 1: on the project and a lot of other things. What's 16 00:00:41,920 --> 00:00:44,000 Speaker 1: going on with you? Man? Really just working tuning for 17 00:00:44,080 --> 00:00:47,199 Speaker 1: a seven. I pushed myself to a shame because I 18 00:00:47,320 --> 00:00:49,519 Speaker 1: just I'm a firm believer. The energy you put in 19 00:00:49,640 --> 00:00:52,040 Speaker 1: is what you get out. So, like you know what 20 00:00:52,040 --> 00:00:54,240 Speaker 1: I'm saying, be in the studio, I go in at 21 00:00:54,280 --> 00:00:55,800 Speaker 1: tea and I want to leave to like eight in 22 00:00:55,800 --> 00:00:58,840 Speaker 1: the morning. Next day when I leave, I only get 23 00:00:58,880 --> 00:01:01,240 Speaker 1: two hours of sleeping on you know, doing other stuff. 24 00:01:01,560 --> 00:01:03,800 Speaker 1: It helps you know what I'm saying around my music related, 25 00:01:03,840 --> 00:01:07,560 Speaker 1: whether it's interviews or what it is um drops that 26 00:01:07,680 --> 00:01:14,360 Speaker 1: I don't really like doing. Now. I love the DJ 27 00:01:14,720 --> 00:01:17,040 Speaker 1: Show like England wouldn't. I love them because at the 28 00:01:17,120 --> 00:01:19,240 Speaker 1: end of the day, without them, a part of me 29 00:01:19,319 --> 00:01:22,880 Speaker 1: won't be there. Without without streams, without these streaming comings, 30 00:01:22,920 --> 00:01:25,759 Speaker 1: a part of me won't be there. So I'm if 31 00:01:25,760 --> 00:01:28,000 Speaker 1: you don't, you cannot like something, but you can still 32 00:01:28,040 --> 00:01:30,000 Speaker 1: have a gratefulness in you that you're doing. You get 33 00:01:30,000 --> 00:01:34,080 Speaker 1: that ship done, That's how you know. So look, so 34 00:01:34,200 --> 00:01:36,760 Speaker 1: let me ask you this because this is, like I know, 35 00:01:36,920 --> 00:01:40,240 Speaker 1: gonna be probably like the most ask questions that people 36 00:01:40,240 --> 00:01:41,800 Speaker 1: want to know because I know you like to try 37 00:01:41,800 --> 00:01:43,920 Speaker 1: to stay like on a positive vibe and you know, 38 00:01:44,040 --> 00:01:47,080 Speaker 1: try to like block out the negativity and ship. But 39 00:01:47,240 --> 00:01:50,360 Speaker 1: what the funk happened with the nigga in the airport? Man? 40 00:01:50,560 --> 00:01:53,120 Speaker 1: So look boom, because like I know, they were trying 41 00:01:53,120 --> 00:01:56,120 Speaker 1: to make it seem like like the nigga fucking like 42 00:01:56,360 --> 00:01:58,040 Speaker 1: knocked you out or some ship, but it was like 43 00:01:58,120 --> 00:01:59,920 Speaker 1: it wasn't even if if you look at the video, 44 00:02:00,120 --> 00:02:02,680 Speaker 1: it wasn't even that. So like when the fun happened, 45 00:02:02,720 --> 00:02:04,680 Speaker 1: like and what even got it to that point was 46 00:02:04,800 --> 00:02:06,800 Speaker 1: that this airport here, it was in the now. I 47 00:02:06,880 --> 00:02:09,680 Speaker 1: was in the Rental Corp place. Now I was. I 48 00:02:09,720 --> 00:02:12,280 Speaker 1: was first. I just took a ship like I was coming. 49 00:02:13,720 --> 00:02:15,400 Speaker 1: I swear the guy. I was just coming out the 50 00:02:15,400 --> 00:02:18,280 Speaker 1: restaurant and taking ship. I'm in the restaurant listening to music. 51 00:02:18,360 --> 00:02:21,080 Speaker 1: I'm like, man, I had just recorded a song yesterday. 52 00:02:21,160 --> 00:02:24,080 Speaker 1: I'm like, man, she hard what the day before? Like hard? 53 00:02:24,560 --> 00:02:27,280 Speaker 1: So boom, I get on the phone as I'm walking 54 00:02:27,280 --> 00:02:30,440 Speaker 1: at the restaurom with with my director and not even 55 00:02:30,440 --> 00:02:33,359 Speaker 1: know losing service in the rental car on a why 56 00:02:33,400 --> 00:02:35,760 Speaker 1: the service so we can then so boom. I still 57 00:02:35,760 --> 00:02:38,079 Speaker 1: got my earphones and I'm walking at the phone and 58 00:02:38,200 --> 00:02:40,160 Speaker 1: go up to music came back on and the only 59 00:02:40,160 --> 00:02:41,760 Speaker 1: thing I see is and Nigga walking up to me 60 00:02:41,800 --> 00:02:45,080 Speaker 1: with the camera and he like and I'm like damn 61 00:02:45,320 --> 00:02:47,239 Speaker 1: and he's like, yo, you in ll ee right. I 62 00:02:47,280 --> 00:02:50,000 Speaker 1: guess it was his third time asking because like I 63 00:02:50,040 --> 00:02:53,960 Speaker 1: got my headphones and I'm chilling right, I'm like what 64 00:02:54,240 --> 00:02:56,360 Speaker 1: he said you ll ee, why are you acting so scary? 65 00:02:56,880 --> 00:02:59,480 Speaker 1: I said, it's scared, And I said what? And then 66 00:03:00,080 --> 00:03:02,679 Speaker 1: he must I must have. I must have squared to him. 67 00:03:02,720 --> 00:03:04,600 Speaker 1: But I won't even to fight him in the eyes 68 00:03:04,639 --> 00:03:09,480 Speaker 1: from to just tell him, like my backpack hole all 69 00:03:09,520 --> 00:03:12,360 Speaker 1: my jury, my cheery, I got the biggest pieces, like 70 00:03:12,440 --> 00:03:15,720 Speaker 1: my Jerry is like thirty twenty pounds. It's silk. So 71 00:03:15,760 --> 00:03:18,240 Speaker 1: I got a backpack on flip flopped up. So I'm 72 00:03:18,280 --> 00:03:20,880 Speaker 1: really not even and I'm and I'm tired, nigger, I 73 00:03:20,919 --> 00:03:23,480 Speaker 1: ain't even feel like doing all that, and so born 74 00:03:23,560 --> 00:03:25,280 Speaker 1: he said, I was scared. He must jumped in me, 75 00:03:25,880 --> 00:03:27,800 Speaker 1: not that I hit his head right and his mouth 76 00:03:27,880 --> 00:03:29,799 Speaker 1: came back with the level. Hit him in the mouth again. 77 00:03:30,320 --> 00:03:32,440 Speaker 1: Then when we were squared up again, I swung through 78 00:03:32,480 --> 00:03:34,440 Speaker 1: the level, hit him again. When I threw my right 79 00:03:35,160 --> 00:03:40,080 Speaker 1: my fucking flip flop like foot like, I just felt 80 00:03:40,120 --> 00:03:43,600 Speaker 1: my my fucking ankles just give out, and I just dropped. 81 00:03:43,600 --> 00:03:46,960 Speaker 1: And as I'm dropping, I'm seeing him swinging another I'm 82 00:03:46,960 --> 00:03:48,880 Speaker 1: trying to move my head out the wear that one. 83 00:03:49,360 --> 00:03:51,280 Speaker 1: I dropped and hit the ground. I got right back 84 00:03:51,320 --> 00:03:53,240 Speaker 1: like as soon as it was like a fucking trampoline. 85 00:03:53,240 --> 00:03:54,680 Speaker 1: As soon as I hit the ground, I bounced right 86 00:03:54,720 --> 00:03:57,480 Speaker 1: back up because Nick ain't hitting me. He ain't hit me, 87 00:03:57,520 --> 00:04:02,280 Speaker 1: not one time, but ship I mean no. So that 88 00:04:02,440 --> 00:04:04,880 Speaker 1: was like what was like a super cloud chasing move 89 00:04:05,040 --> 00:04:07,760 Speaker 1: or something like it was a cloud chasing moving. Then 90 00:04:07,760 --> 00:04:10,400 Speaker 1: at the same time, certain fans, they got a tendency 91 00:04:10,440 --> 00:04:13,000 Speaker 1: of like getting in their feelings when when if we 92 00:04:13,040 --> 00:04:15,960 Speaker 1: don't acknowledge them. But at the end of the day, 93 00:04:16,000 --> 00:04:18,799 Speaker 1: like you know what I'm saying, nis human, we're human, 94 00:04:18,839 --> 00:04:20,359 Speaker 1: Like you don't know how much you don't know what 95 00:04:20,400 --> 00:04:22,000 Speaker 1: I was just going through, Like I had just gotten 96 00:04:22,080 --> 00:04:24,200 Speaker 1: too it with something I was just arguing with somebody 97 00:04:24,240 --> 00:04:26,680 Speaker 1: previously before I even got to their point. So a 98 00:04:26,760 --> 00:04:29,120 Speaker 1: lot of stuff build up, certain stuff that you don't see, 99 00:04:29,440 --> 00:04:31,120 Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying behind the scenes, And then 100 00:04:31,160 --> 00:04:33,280 Speaker 1: you come to somebody and you say certain words, it's 101 00:04:33,279 --> 00:04:36,520 Speaker 1: gonna trigger that person. And at the same time, I'd 102 00:04:36,520 --> 00:04:38,360 Speaker 1: be mad that I react the way I do because 103 00:04:38,400 --> 00:04:40,360 Speaker 1: I feel like a person could say something so little 104 00:04:40,400 --> 00:04:43,680 Speaker 1: they can trigger me. I've become a slave to their words. 105 00:04:42,839 --> 00:04:46,160 Speaker 1: And yeah, some weakness, but like if I'm if I'm 106 00:04:46,200 --> 00:04:47,599 Speaker 1: having a good day and he would have came to 107 00:04:47,640 --> 00:04:49,240 Speaker 1: me like that, I would have smiled it off. Like 108 00:04:49,279 --> 00:04:52,120 Speaker 1: I would have smiled. I wouldn't like cool. I'm like, 109 00:04:52,120 --> 00:04:53,760 Speaker 1: put the phone down. I'm like, if you want to pick, 110 00:04:53,839 --> 00:04:55,760 Speaker 1: just ask for a pig brother, Like I ain't hear you, 111 00:04:56,040 --> 00:04:57,799 Speaker 1: Like that's how I would have nipped it in the bud. 112 00:04:58,120 --> 00:05:00,320 Speaker 1: But like I nig just want feeling like that day. 113 00:05:00,320 --> 00:05:03,440 Speaker 1: And it's like sometimes I always get caught off guard. 114 00:05:03,480 --> 00:05:06,080 Speaker 1: The devil get you on them days that your energy 115 00:05:06,120 --> 00:05:08,800 Speaker 1: be like that, and I gotta people so like I 116 00:05:08,839 --> 00:05:10,560 Speaker 1: had to go to the club later on that night, 117 00:05:10,560 --> 00:05:13,679 Speaker 1: and I told myself, I said, Man, any situation happened 118 00:05:13,760 --> 00:05:16,359 Speaker 1: and say true then myself, I don't care what it is. 119 00:05:16,400 --> 00:05:18,200 Speaker 1: I'm just walk away And know what I'm saying. If 120 00:05:18,279 --> 00:05:20,080 Speaker 1: Nigga keep pressing nick, keep doing it, you know what 121 00:05:20,080 --> 00:05:22,159 Speaker 1: I'm saying, I gotta do what I do. But my 122 00:05:22,240 --> 00:05:24,120 Speaker 1: initial instinct is gonna be to just walk away and 123 00:05:24,160 --> 00:05:26,560 Speaker 1: get out of them. Like you know what what sparked 124 00:05:26,560 --> 00:05:31,960 Speaker 1: your um your health journal, honestly meditation. You know what 125 00:05:31,960 --> 00:05:33,640 Speaker 1: I'm saying. I was at the point in my life 126 00:05:33,640 --> 00:05:36,880 Speaker 1: where I was extremely depressed. My anxiety was at the 127 00:05:36,960 --> 00:05:40,520 Speaker 1: highest and as internally I was in my loads. So 128 00:05:42,520 --> 00:05:44,560 Speaker 1: I just one day I was laying on my back 129 00:05:44,640 --> 00:05:47,200 Speaker 1: and I said the deep prayer. I'm like many part 130 00:05:47,279 --> 00:05:50,279 Speaker 1: I got everything I want, Like what is it? What 131 00:05:50,440 --> 00:05:52,160 Speaker 1: is it? Why did I feeling like this? I had 132 00:05:52,200 --> 00:05:55,080 Speaker 1: anything on jury, money and hose, you know what I'm saying, 133 00:05:55,160 --> 00:05:59,200 Speaker 1: being strange, plaques all that. I had it all. But 134 00:05:59,279 --> 00:06:01,240 Speaker 1: what I what I their hand is what I needed. 135 00:06:01,360 --> 00:06:02,919 Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying. I had my wants, I 136 00:06:02,960 --> 00:06:05,359 Speaker 1: just didn't had the knees. And it was it was 137 00:06:05,360 --> 00:06:07,560 Speaker 1: an oath I made with God before I blew up. 138 00:06:07,600 --> 00:06:09,320 Speaker 1: I said, and what I'm saying put me into space 139 00:06:09,800 --> 00:06:11,920 Speaker 1: of negativity, the where I can change it to make 140 00:06:11,920 --> 00:06:14,479 Speaker 1: it positive, make an impact in a good way instead 141 00:06:14,480 --> 00:06:16,760 Speaker 1: of like I can rap about it, but let me 142 00:06:16,800 --> 00:06:22,120 Speaker 1: turn the negative into a positive situation. And I deterred 143 00:06:22,160 --> 00:06:24,400 Speaker 1: from it, like because you know, when you blow up, 144 00:06:24,440 --> 00:06:27,960 Speaker 1: you get introduce drugs. It's everything coming at you. And 145 00:06:28,040 --> 00:06:31,440 Speaker 1: I'm six I was sixteen. I was young. Drugs taking 146 00:06:31,480 --> 00:06:34,360 Speaker 1: over me, and I forgot the oath I made with God. 147 00:06:35,120 --> 00:06:38,680 Speaker 1: And so once I prayed, right after I prayed God, 148 00:06:38,920 --> 00:06:40,599 Speaker 1: it was like God came to me and spoke to 149 00:06:40,640 --> 00:06:41,920 Speaker 1: me because he knew I was in my los. He 150 00:06:42,080 --> 00:06:44,800 Speaker 1: like like, and God gonna come to you as you 151 00:06:44,960 --> 00:06:47,200 Speaker 1: so he didn't come to me like like he didn't 152 00:06:47,200 --> 00:06:49,479 Speaker 1: come to me. Holy he like my nigga. You remember 153 00:06:49,520 --> 00:06:52,360 Speaker 1: their prayer, their prayer, you said like stand on like 154 00:06:52,520 --> 00:06:54,840 Speaker 1: stand on that ship exactly. That's why you feel the 155 00:06:54,880 --> 00:06:58,039 Speaker 1: way you feel, and like it kind of me right out. 156 00:06:58,040 --> 00:07:00,360 Speaker 1: I prayed and then the next morning, I've seen video 157 00:07:00,400 --> 00:07:03,839 Speaker 1: about meditation and I'm a firm believing just to paying 158 00:07:03,839 --> 00:07:06,240 Speaker 1: attention to every part of the day. Don't happened for 159 00:07:06,279 --> 00:07:09,080 Speaker 1: no reason. You know me, bro, come from the hood, 160 00:07:09,160 --> 00:07:12,840 Speaker 1: nigga told guns n we we do everything then greet related. 161 00:07:12,920 --> 00:07:14,960 Speaker 1: But you know what I'm saying, they never ever told 162 00:07:14,960 --> 00:07:17,600 Speaker 1: me none about meditation. So for me to really look 163 00:07:17,600 --> 00:07:19,920 Speaker 1: at them and take heat of it was a blessing 164 00:07:19,920 --> 00:07:22,040 Speaker 1: because any other niggaod like, they would have looked at 165 00:07:22,120 --> 00:07:25,080 Speaker 1: him like man him. You know what I'm saying, and 166 00:07:25,400 --> 00:07:28,640 Speaker 1: you stay on it like consistently. It's just a type 167 00:07:28,640 --> 00:07:31,000 Speaker 1: of comments that brings me a type of peaceful state. 168 00:07:31,040 --> 00:07:33,040 Speaker 1: You bring me Like what I'm saying, Let's just say 169 00:07:33,080 --> 00:07:35,080 Speaker 1: I didn't meditate that day. But let me have started 170 00:07:35,080 --> 00:07:37,080 Speaker 1: my day with meditation, that probably would have never went there. 171 00:07:37,680 --> 00:07:41,520 Speaker 1: It's that simple, Like the greats, the greatest people use it, 172 00:07:41,600 --> 00:07:44,080 Speaker 1: like one of my role models, Kobe Bryant. I love 173 00:07:44,200 --> 00:07:47,120 Speaker 1: Kobe Bryant, just off his mind set. But that man, 174 00:07:47,240 --> 00:07:50,640 Speaker 1: as busy as he was, he implemented meditation every day 175 00:07:50,680 --> 00:07:53,320 Speaker 1: before he got his day started because he feels like 176 00:07:53,360 --> 00:07:56,400 Speaker 1: it made him feel like the data. If he chased 177 00:07:56,400 --> 00:07:59,440 Speaker 1: the day, but the day came to him, everything just blow. 178 00:07:59,560 --> 00:08:03,120 Speaker 1: It's just went with it. And I mean ever since 179 00:08:03,160 --> 00:08:07,080 Speaker 1: that day, everything has been better for me. Like my 180 00:08:07,160 --> 00:08:11,040 Speaker 1: husband way more open turned vegan cut a lot of 181 00:08:11,080 --> 00:08:14,480 Speaker 1: people off at the right time. What I'm saying, stop 182 00:08:14,560 --> 00:08:17,600 Speaker 1: doing druids. I'm sober, so i'd be cool. You So, 183 00:08:17,720 --> 00:08:21,280 Speaker 1: do you think that, like your battles with depression and 184 00:08:21,320 --> 00:08:24,360 Speaker 1: your battles with anxiety and all of the rest of 185 00:08:24,360 --> 00:08:27,520 Speaker 1: the negativity that comes with the rap shit, is what 186 00:08:27,720 --> 00:08:31,000 Speaker 1: made you get to the point where once you made 187 00:08:31,000 --> 00:08:33,199 Speaker 1: the decision like you're gonna get close to the guy, 188 00:08:33,200 --> 00:08:35,880 Speaker 1: You're gonna pay more attention like to your mediation and 189 00:08:36,040 --> 00:08:38,520 Speaker 1: your health. Is that what like pushed you to be 190 00:08:38,679 --> 00:08:41,800 Speaker 1: on the verge of like almost wanting to completely like 191 00:08:41,920 --> 00:08:46,079 Speaker 1: quit the rap shit because of like the load that 192 00:08:46,200 --> 00:08:49,679 Speaker 1: is carried, like and everything that comes with it. It's 193 00:08:49,720 --> 00:08:51,679 Speaker 1: for so, it's it for so pushed me to the 194 00:08:51,800 --> 00:08:54,760 Speaker 1: point and then one is just like it's not even 195 00:08:54,840 --> 00:08:57,760 Speaker 1: more so like the industry stuff. It's just everything that 196 00:08:57,920 --> 00:09:02,280 Speaker 1: comes with this spotlight like it's just everything real. Yeah, 197 00:09:02,280 --> 00:09:04,800 Speaker 1: it wasn't even like nothing about rap because rap music 198 00:09:04,920 --> 00:09:07,199 Speaker 1: is my therapy. I love to go on the studio 199 00:09:07,200 --> 00:09:09,800 Speaker 1: and court talking about my feelings. I love here the 200 00:09:09,840 --> 00:09:13,160 Speaker 1: stage and seeing my fans and express and interact with them. 201 00:09:13,400 --> 00:09:15,120 Speaker 1: You know, I'm saying I love having a fan base 202 00:09:15,200 --> 00:09:16,800 Speaker 1: that look up to me that I can you know, 203 00:09:16,840 --> 00:09:21,840 Speaker 1: I'm saying change their life. But outside thee, outside of 204 00:09:21,880 --> 00:09:24,719 Speaker 1: that behind the scene ship is what really like just 205 00:09:24,840 --> 00:09:28,080 Speaker 1: dealing with having to deal with relations with people not 206 00:09:28,160 --> 00:09:30,680 Speaker 1: knowing what they what, what they really want? Do you 207 00:09:30,679 --> 00:09:34,840 Speaker 1: want me do? And the motive dealing with people like 208 00:09:34,880 --> 00:09:37,520 Speaker 1: as you hear like you just don't know. And I 209 00:09:37,559 --> 00:09:41,880 Speaker 1: got a strong intuition that I realized, I realized out 210 00:09:41,880 --> 00:09:44,439 Speaker 1: there I went real claim that everything and my intuition 211 00:09:44,480 --> 00:09:46,720 Speaker 1: was telling me when I was even high and off 212 00:09:47,240 --> 00:09:50,280 Speaker 1: it was right it was correct, but like Nigga, forget 213 00:09:50,320 --> 00:09:52,400 Speaker 1: about that. If you're smoking a honey brunch, you're gonna 214 00:09:52,800 --> 00:09:55,200 Speaker 1: you know. And I'm saying, I'm like, man, it shouldn't 215 00:09:55,200 --> 00:09:57,679 Speaker 1: tell me come back. But you always brush it off. 216 00:09:57,720 --> 00:10:00,640 Speaker 1: But always my instuition was just strong. Is it's supposed 217 00:10:00,640 --> 00:10:03,160 Speaker 1: to be it to me to get to the points 218 00:10:03,200 --> 00:10:06,360 Speaker 1: where Nigga was thinking about suicide. Nigga tried it, you 219 00:10:06,400 --> 00:10:08,800 Speaker 1: know what I'm saying. That's where I said, I gotta 220 00:10:08,880 --> 00:10:10,800 Speaker 1: be a better man. That's coming on a lot of people. 221 00:10:10,880 --> 00:10:12,880 Speaker 1: A lot of people have those thoughts and like go 222 00:10:13,000 --> 00:10:17,000 Speaker 1: through that. But it's just again another blessing from God 223 00:10:17,040 --> 00:10:19,080 Speaker 1: that you were able to like pull yourself out of 224 00:10:19,120 --> 00:10:22,720 Speaker 1: that and not like completely sink into that and you know, 225 00:10:23,720 --> 00:10:26,199 Speaker 1: go through it. Yeah, it's something I just feel. It's 226 00:10:26,240 --> 00:10:28,920 Speaker 1: something here and stealed to me before birth. They're like, 227 00:10:29,320 --> 00:10:31,640 Speaker 1: he wants me to be the testimony for a lot 228 00:10:31,640 --> 00:10:34,560 Speaker 1: of the man, a lot of you know, women, everybody, 229 00:10:34,280 --> 00:10:36,280 Speaker 1: And this is the one thing about me, this one 230 00:10:36,280 --> 00:10:38,000 Speaker 1: I mun always be good because at the end of 231 00:10:38,040 --> 00:10:40,160 Speaker 1: the day, like people could say, oh, I believe in God, 232 00:10:40,200 --> 00:10:42,599 Speaker 1: like na, I really believe in God. You know what, 233 00:10:42,640 --> 00:10:43,920 Speaker 1: I'm saying because at the end of the day, he 234 00:10:43,960 --> 00:10:46,200 Speaker 1: doesn't show me miracles. He don't. I don't see the 235 00:10:46,240 --> 00:10:48,520 Speaker 1: devil man, nigg I don't see God, like he doesn't 236 00:10:48,520 --> 00:10:51,760 Speaker 1: show me. He doesn't seen me signs before she happened. 237 00:10:51,760 --> 00:10:54,120 Speaker 1: He doesn't see me dreams to where like, no, don't 238 00:10:54,120 --> 00:10:56,400 Speaker 1: go there. You know what I'm saying. Ship not happening 239 00:10:56,400 --> 00:10:58,000 Speaker 1: in that same spot, You know what I'm saying. So 240 00:10:58,080 --> 00:10:59,920 Speaker 1: I know he talked to me. I know I'm gifted. 241 00:11:00,240 --> 00:11:01,960 Speaker 1: I know I was supposed to do something big on 242 00:11:02,000 --> 00:11:04,480 Speaker 1: this earth. So at the same time, like it's just 243 00:11:04,520 --> 00:11:06,200 Speaker 1: something and steal to me and I'm gonna be a 244 00:11:06,200 --> 00:11:08,360 Speaker 1: world change. This is how I go about the air time. 245 00:11:09,120 --> 00:11:11,640 Speaker 1: That's good. But it's good that it happened so young 246 00:11:11,800 --> 00:11:13,400 Speaker 1: for you know what I'm saying, because it take Nigga 247 00:11:14,040 --> 00:11:16,040 Speaker 1: two lifetimes to get that. You know what I'm saying. 248 00:11:16,600 --> 00:11:18,760 Speaker 1: Take us back to the beginning of before the wrap, 249 00:11:18,840 --> 00:11:23,640 Speaker 1: before that, like what you were doing going over Memphis, 250 00:11:23,720 --> 00:11:25,200 Speaker 1: it was just you know what I'm saying, Really I 251 00:11:25,280 --> 00:11:27,120 Speaker 1: was sports related. I wanted to do a lot of 252 00:11:27,120 --> 00:11:29,520 Speaker 1: sports ship you can it's mom Like I really wanted 253 00:11:29,559 --> 00:11:32,920 Speaker 1: to go to the NBA. I played basketball, football, and 254 00:11:33,040 --> 00:11:39,000 Speaker 1: I played soccer. When I was a little I was 255 00:11:39,040 --> 00:11:41,080 Speaker 1: a forward. I was real good at sports. I had 256 00:11:41,080 --> 00:11:44,120 Speaker 1: an athletic I've always been athletic, and just any sport 257 00:11:44,400 --> 00:11:46,600 Speaker 1: where anything I would put my mind to, I was 258 00:11:46,640 --> 00:11:49,080 Speaker 1: always good in it, but mainly sports because that's what 259 00:11:49,280 --> 00:11:51,520 Speaker 1: money wanted to keep me in growing up, because I 260 00:11:51,640 --> 00:11:54,200 Speaker 1: knew the more busy I was, the more wanted in trouble. 261 00:11:54,720 --> 00:11:57,000 Speaker 1: But I just figured out, like, I just feel like 262 00:11:57,080 --> 00:11:59,320 Speaker 1: it wasn't gonna never be for me with sports because 263 00:11:59,320 --> 00:12:01,560 Speaker 1: I'm gonna end the end it being so let's just 264 00:12:01,559 --> 00:12:04,400 Speaker 1: say boom, I don't. I don't like for somebody to 265 00:12:04,679 --> 00:12:07,240 Speaker 1: if I have a coach like yo, like y'all need 266 00:12:07,280 --> 00:12:09,079 Speaker 1: to be in the gym, get these shots. You know 267 00:12:09,080 --> 00:12:11,120 Speaker 1: what I'm saying. I like to be like, wake up 268 00:12:11,160 --> 00:12:12,640 Speaker 1: and be like I need to go to the gym 269 00:12:12,679 --> 00:12:15,560 Speaker 1: and get shots. I can't. I don't like to have 270 00:12:15,640 --> 00:12:19,400 Speaker 1: people in my ear about how I should be doing things, 271 00:12:19,400 --> 00:12:21,720 Speaker 1: ago about things, because yeah, it's just I don't know. 272 00:12:21,800 --> 00:12:23,920 Speaker 1: I feel like it's a type of independent thing in me. 273 00:12:24,000 --> 00:12:26,640 Speaker 1: I like advice, but I don't like to feel like 274 00:12:27,160 --> 00:12:31,079 Speaker 1: what I'm saying yeah, like I worked for somebody and 275 00:12:31,520 --> 00:12:34,160 Speaker 1: it was just certain things I couldn't And then outside 276 00:12:34,200 --> 00:12:36,720 Speaker 1: of basketball, I was cold. Man, I ain't gonna lie basketball. 277 00:12:36,720 --> 00:12:38,559 Speaker 1: I could have went pro football. I was been in 278 00:12:38,600 --> 00:12:41,640 Speaker 1: football though than basketball. I just I like basketball better. 279 00:12:42,240 --> 00:12:44,880 Speaker 1: But like Nigga just comes, stay out of trouble. That 280 00:12:45,040 --> 00:12:49,200 Speaker 1: was it, though. I like with the basketball ship. What's 281 00:12:49,200 --> 00:12:51,440 Speaker 1: going on with this rematch that you're asking about with 282 00:12:51,520 --> 00:12:56,280 Speaker 1: Chris Brown? You know what I'm saying, Like it looked 283 00:12:56,280 --> 00:12:58,800 Speaker 1: like it wasn't even your fault, like your leg. You know, 284 00:12:58,800 --> 00:13:05,120 Speaker 1: I might have a little trouble again. Little ain't what happened. 285 00:13:05,120 --> 00:13:09,280 Speaker 1: It's funny to say again because I feel I feeled 286 00:13:08,800 --> 00:13:12,400 Speaker 1: feel today. N I was walking over the food. I said, bro, 287 00:13:12,480 --> 00:13:14,760 Speaker 1: what the fun is up with me in this ground? 288 00:13:15,320 --> 00:13:18,520 Speaker 1: I don't fail three times in twenty four hours like 289 00:13:19,240 --> 00:13:23,760 Speaker 1: Chris Brown? Driving me feel fighting. Then I was tripped 290 00:13:23,760 --> 00:13:27,360 Speaker 1: over food. I'm like, damn, it's something guy trying to 291 00:13:27,360 --> 00:13:29,600 Speaker 1: tell me go ground myself, put my feet in the 292 00:13:29,679 --> 00:13:31,840 Speaker 1: grass or something like this is how go about it? 293 00:13:31,880 --> 00:13:34,920 Speaker 1: But no, I was just reaching. I tried to reach away, 294 00:13:35,000 --> 00:13:37,280 Speaker 1: got greedy, you reach he told you know what I'm 295 00:13:37,280 --> 00:13:40,320 Speaker 1: saying I just wanted the ball like I wanted to 296 00:13:40,320 --> 00:13:43,240 Speaker 1: win it bad that I that I stuck my whole body. 297 00:13:43,280 --> 00:13:44,920 Speaker 1: I have to try to get it knowing that this 298 00:13:45,040 --> 00:13:47,200 Speaker 1: nigga is shifted, you know what I'm saying. Yeah, maybe 299 00:13:47,240 --> 00:13:51,600 Speaker 1: he might lose it right behind the back. He hit 300 00:13:51,679 --> 00:13:54,280 Speaker 1: the shot. You don't hit the shot. He could have passed, 301 00:13:54,800 --> 00:13:57,840 Speaker 1: Chris My then hit the side. He's gonna shoot the shot. 302 00:13:57,960 --> 00:14:00,320 Speaker 1: You my, nigga, you supposed to pass that. It's come 303 00:14:00,400 --> 00:14:07,880 Speaker 1: help me, damn man voted Chris though. This is real, dude. Yeah, 304 00:14:08,679 --> 00:14:10,559 Speaker 1: he knew he got cheated at the garrant. He's like, 305 00:14:10,679 --> 00:14:14,199 Speaker 1: it ain't cheat. I know what he's had that like, 306 00:14:14,520 --> 00:14:26,680 Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying. So you have um a 307 00:14:26,800 --> 00:14:30,480 Speaker 1: new herbal supplement or is it all that it's supposed 308 00:14:30,480 --> 00:14:33,200 Speaker 1: to be like a natural B B O and a 309 00:14:33,400 --> 00:14:38,000 Speaker 1: natural breast augmentator. Yeah, talk about I pretty much got this. 310 00:14:38,200 --> 00:14:39,760 Speaker 1: How is it? Like? How does that work? And how 311 00:14:39,880 --> 00:14:43,200 Speaker 1: is it natural? Like so I'm curious because I'm a female. Yeah, 312 00:14:43,520 --> 00:14:46,480 Speaker 1: so you use I got like three main, three main 313 00:14:46,600 --> 00:14:49,360 Speaker 1: herbal supplements it's going to to that's would make it natural? 314 00:14:49,400 --> 00:14:52,960 Speaker 1: Because everything I use got made. It's not a hybrid. 315 00:14:53,240 --> 00:14:55,040 Speaker 1: You wouldn't go to the lab and make this and 316 00:14:55,160 --> 00:14:58,600 Speaker 1: make that and make one thing. It's strictly from where 317 00:14:58,600 --> 00:15:00,760 Speaker 1: you got from. You know what I'm saying. I just 318 00:15:00,880 --> 00:15:04,240 Speaker 1: realized a lot of people glorify really an African body. 319 00:15:04,400 --> 00:15:07,880 Speaker 1: That's what a lot of women GLORI was that lady's 320 00:15:07,920 --> 00:15:12,160 Speaker 1: name Sarah something. She was. She was like this famous 321 00:15:12,240 --> 00:15:14,880 Speaker 1: black lady. They had like this huge ass and she 322 00:15:15,000 --> 00:15:17,800 Speaker 1: had like these really big breasts, but she was. The 323 00:15:18,240 --> 00:15:20,120 Speaker 1: white people like back in the day put her in 324 00:15:20,160 --> 00:15:24,200 Speaker 1: a freak show and they used to like, Um, I'm 325 00:15:24,200 --> 00:15:25,840 Speaker 1: gonna find the lady's name. But they used to like 326 00:15:26,240 --> 00:15:29,000 Speaker 1: have people pay to like look at her naked body. 327 00:15:29,160 --> 00:15:32,560 Speaker 1: Like white people would come and like lots of dollars, yeah, 328 00:15:32,720 --> 00:15:35,280 Speaker 1: to look at her naked body. But it was that's 329 00:15:35,320 --> 00:15:38,080 Speaker 1: how everybody over in Africa looked. But they, I guess 330 00:15:38,280 --> 00:15:40,560 Speaker 1: weren't didn't know it or whatever. I'm gonna get the 331 00:15:40,600 --> 00:15:43,400 Speaker 1: lady's name. But it's basically what you're saying, like people 332 00:15:43,440 --> 00:15:49,960 Speaker 1: are fascinated with the curvature of African people. Yeah, exactly everything. 333 00:15:50,160 --> 00:15:52,400 Speaker 1: So to go back to it, you know what I'm saying, 334 00:15:52,400 --> 00:15:54,640 Speaker 1: a lot of people but still some millinated people still 335 00:15:54,680 --> 00:15:58,040 Speaker 1: don't have an African body because of what we eat 336 00:15:58,120 --> 00:16:00,120 Speaker 1: and what we consume here in the US. But if 337 00:16:00,120 --> 00:16:02,680 Speaker 1: you go back to your roots, like everything that the 338 00:16:02,760 --> 00:16:04,960 Speaker 1: female will be wanting within the body comes from what 339 00:16:05,080 --> 00:16:07,600 Speaker 1: you put into your body, what you're eating. So like 340 00:16:08,240 --> 00:16:10,680 Speaker 1: little stuff like the main like three ingredients that I 341 00:16:10,760 --> 00:16:13,960 Speaker 1: have in is like funeral Greek. Another one is um. 342 00:16:15,000 --> 00:16:20,840 Speaker 1: It's funnel in general, just and the main hitter is 343 00:16:20,920 --> 00:16:24,800 Speaker 1: the ocpcs. When you when you when you turn occupy 344 00:16:24,880 --> 00:16:29,000 Speaker 1: sees or just ocpy into a powder, it gets real thick. 345 00:16:29,560 --> 00:16:33,480 Speaker 1: So that's where the thickness come from. And um, it's 346 00:16:33,480 --> 00:16:41,520 Speaker 1: another herb that I was using. At first, I can't. Yeah, 347 00:16:42,080 --> 00:16:44,000 Speaker 1: I wish I could. I wish I can get the 348 00:16:44,080 --> 00:16:46,520 Speaker 1: name on the that but the scientific name I only 349 00:16:46,560 --> 00:16:49,200 Speaker 1: knew the scientific name and it's real hard to pronounce. 350 00:16:50,000 --> 00:16:54,320 Speaker 1: So what it does is it transferred fat from wherever 351 00:16:54,400 --> 00:16:56,560 Speaker 1: the body is and then move it to these parts 352 00:16:56,640 --> 00:16:59,600 Speaker 1: of the body. But that ingredient, that one ingredient is 353 00:16:59,720 --> 00:17:02,920 Speaker 1: so it's so fucking strong and powerful that I don't 354 00:17:02,960 --> 00:17:05,800 Speaker 1: want to use it because most people might not. You gotta, 355 00:17:05,840 --> 00:17:08,000 Speaker 1: you gotta really take it a certain way if I 356 00:17:08,160 --> 00:17:10,480 Speaker 1: was to use that like so like you can't take 357 00:17:10,520 --> 00:17:12,480 Speaker 1: too much of it or you can't take too little 358 00:17:12,520 --> 00:17:15,400 Speaker 1: of It's too risky, So I put that ingredient out. 359 00:17:15,560 --> 00:17:17,480 Speaker 1: But what those three do with the funnel group the 360 00:17:17,560 --> 00:17:21,240 Speaker 1: funnel in the oppy seeds, the oppy powder mainly makes 361 00:17:21,280 --> 00:17:24,200 Speaker 1: the thickness in the funnel is what supplies it towards 362 00:17:24,240 --> 00:17:27,119 Speaker 1: the body throughout the body. So one like the goots, 363 00:17:27,440 --> 00:17:30,199 Speaker 1: like the groot, that's what it really attacked, the goops 364 00:17:30,240 --> 00:17:32,560 Speaker 1: to make what I'm saying, And that's basically the foundation 365 00:17:32,600 --> 00:17:35,639 Speaker 1: of the half. So it makes the butt tox bigger 366 00:17:35,960 --> 00:17:38,320 Speaker 1: and like a real good thing. What it is if 367 00:17:38,359 --> 00:17:41,560 Speaker 1: you're really working out and you implemented ship, like let's 368 00:17:41,560 --> 00:17:43,840 Speaker 1: just say you make a smoothie with it. You get 369 00:17:43,880 --> 00:17:46,600 Speaker 1: some peanut butter, some almond milk, and then you dumped 370 00:17:46,600 --> 00:17:48,440 Speaker 1: the you dumped the concoction in there, and then you 371 00:17:48,560 --> 00:17:51,720 Speaker 1: got some seamouse and ship with it too. Now I'm 372 00:17:51,760 --> 00:17:54,560 Speaker 1: telling you, like in three weeks, three weeks, like two weeks, 373 00:17:54,640 --> 00:17:56,320 Speaker 1: you will see it. You will see a difference. It 374 00:17:56,359 --> 00:17:59,080 Speaker 1: would be a real transformation, like especially if you're working out, 375 00:17:59,440 --> 00:18:01,440 Speaker 1: but even if you're not working out it would still 376 00:18:01,520 --> 00:18:06,080 Speaker 1: do the same you. So I learned it from reading, reading, 377 00:18:06,240 --> 00:18:10,639 Speaker 1: watching videos, dr seby whoever I can learn from, whoever 378 00:18:10,680 --> 00:18:13,240 Speaker 1: I can learn from. And then I also test myself 379 00:18:13,320 --> 00:18:15,960 Speaker 1: on certain things like I got a herbal viagraph. I 380 00:18:16,080 --> 00:18:19,040 Speaker 1: took it before and not my nigga, Like I don't know, 381 00:18:19,280 --> 00:18:21,879 Speaker 1: like the nigga the perk kids know, people know like 382 00:18:22,000 --> 00:18:24,000 Speaker 1: if you if you're sucking off a perk, it's like 383 00:18:24,400 --> 00:18:26,400 Speaker 1: you ain't gonna not like you just keep going. It's 384 00:18:26,400 --> 00:18:28,439 Speaker 1: the it's the equipment of it, because like I can 385 00:18:28,560 --> 00:18:31,600 Speaker 1: use my past for for my future, like I used 386 00:18:31,640 --> 00:18:33,840 Speaker 1: to pop perkse. I know how this ship was, but 387 00:18:34,000 --> 00:18:35,719 Speaker 1: now I know, Like you know what I'm saying, it's 388 00:18:35,760 --> 00:18:37,639 Speaker 1: different things you can implement that can give you the 389 00:18:37,720 --> 00:18:41,080 Speaker 1: same field. But they're being said, I'd just be using 390 00:18:41,119 --> 00:18:44,280 Speaker 1: it on myself, like I fast. I gone fast so 391 00:18:44,400 --> 00:18:48,119 Speaker 1: my body will be more clear to a week a 392 00:18:48,240 --> 00:18:51,920 Speaker 1: whole week seven days? No, was it just a water 393 00:18:52,040 --> 00:18:55,320 Speaker 1: fast or like water and see and sup sup broth, 394 00:18:56,320 --> 00:18:58,359 Speaker 1: I'm trying to go on a thirty day one but 395 00:18:58,520 --> 00:19:02,800 Speaker 1: what I yeah hard, ain't you gotta have a strong 396 00:19:02,920 --> 00:19:07,480 Speaker 1: mine to do that? So what um? But the fast 397 00:19:07,560 --> 00:19:09,239 Speaker 1: I really like doing. It is not even for three 398 00:19:09,320 --> 00:19:12,000 Speaker 1: days and eating on the fourth. Now even they're not 399 00:19:12,080 --> 00:19:14,159 Speaker 1: to that three days and eat on the fourth, so 400 00:19:14,359 --> 00:19:16,720 Speaker 1: you would be consuming like what two meals a week. 401 00:19:17,200 --> 00:19:19,680 Speaker 1: I mean, honestly, that's really how the body is supposed 402 00:19:19,680 --> 00:19:21,639 Speaker 1: to operate. That's why a lot of people sick. You 403 00:19:21,680 --> 00:19:23,760 Speaker 1: know what I'm saying. A lot of people realize that. 404 00:19:24,240 --> 00:19:25,920 Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying. Just like how your brain 405 00:19:26,040 --> 00:19:28,320 Speaker 1: get a break when you sleep, even though it's still working, 406 00:19:28,400 --> 00:19:30,920 Speaker 1: but you go into a peaceful state, it's the same 407 00:19:31,000 --> 00:19:33,600 Speaker 1: with the immune system, immune system. You you really have 408 00:19:33,720 --> 00:19:36,440 Speaker 1: a brain down there too. What I'm saying, that's why 409 00:19:36,520 --> 00:19:38,560 Speaker 1: your body is able to tell you when you gotta ship. 410 00:19:38,760 --> 00:19:40,879 Speaker 1: That's why you have valid movements because it's really a 411 00:19:41,000 --> 00:19:43,919 Speaker 1: brain in there. So if you allowed the immune systems 412 00:19:43,960 --> 00:19:46,479 Speaker 1: to rest, you got a fourth of your immune system. 413 00:19:46,840 --> 00:19:49,760 Speaker 1: When your immune system is resting, and it's real big, 414 00:19:50,240 --> 00:19:53,399 Speaker 1: the one fourth of your immune system is cleaning your 415 00:19:53,440 --> 00:19:56,040 Speaker 1: body out. It's making sure that is good. So when 416 00:19:56,080 --> 00:19:58,160 Speaker 1: you go on those fast like, you got a third 417 00:19:58,240 --> 00:20:00,840 Speaker 1: of your stomach waiting for consumption, but you got the 418 00:20:00,920 --> 00:20:04,320 Speaker 1: other one fourth cleaning you out. Every part of any 419 00:20:04,400 --> 00:20:07,760 Speaker 1: any blood you're making more white blood cells is doing 420 00:20:07,800 --> 00:20:12,119 Speaker 1: all of that. It's just increasing on meon So what 421 00:20:12,520 --> 00:20:14,760 Speaker 1: was the result. I think you issued a challenge some 422 00:20:14,840 --> 00:20:16,280 Speaker 1: time ago. I think it was that bad and some 423 00:20:16,359 --> 00:20:19,040 Speaker 1: other people to put put down the lane and drink chlorophill. 424 00:20:19,119 --> 00:20:20,399 Speaker 1: So what was the result of that that a lot 425 00:20:20,440 --> 00:20:22,280 Speaker 1: of niggas hit you with you on it? Did they 426 00:20:22,359 --> 00:20:24,320 Speaker 1: tell you it was tripping or what was the result 427 00:20:24,359 --> 00:20:26,960 Speaker 1: of your issuing that challenge? A lot of people hit me. 428 00:20:27,240 --> 00:20:31,200 Speaker 1: And what's crazy is a few a few weeks afterwards, 429 00:20:31,440 --> 00:20:34,040 Speaker 1: Bags said he quit you know what I'm saying, and 430 00:20:34,600 --> 00:20:37,399 Speaker 1: he didn't get any chlorophiel for me. So I didn't 431 00:20:37,480 --> 00:20:39,680 Speaker 1: want to take credit and say, oh, you know what 432 00:20:39,720 --> 00:20:41,680 Speaker 1: I'm saying and plus something that that type of dude. 433 00:20:42,359 --> 00:20:44,879 Speaker 1: But I feel like me giving the awareness to it, 434 00:20:46,000 --> 00:20:48,680 Speaker 1: it's probably like led through signs of him, because you 435 00:20:48,800 --> 00:20:50,440 Speaker 1: never know, I might have been the fourth person that 436 00:20:50,520 --> 00:20:52,639 Speaker 1: said that in one day. What I'm saying a lot 437 00:20:52,680 --> 00:20:54,480 Speaker 1: of people need to hear this sometimes because I don't 438 00:20:54,480 --> 00:20:56,639 Speaker 1: know about other people, but I take heat on signs. 439 00:20:56,960 --> 00:20:59,919 Speaker 1: He probably took heat on signs. And when I met 440 00:21:00,040 --> 00:21:02,200 Speaker 1: went on for the video, we just shot. He said, 441 00:21:02,280 --> 00:21:05,000 Speaker 1: chlorophield been in his diet, so you never know. He 442 00:21:05,080 --> 00:21:07,679 Speaker 1: probably didn't get the Chlothfield from me, but he probably 443 00:21:07,720 --> 00:21:09,640 Speaker 1: implemented it in his diet. You know what I'm saying, 444 00:21:09,840 --> 00:21:12,399 Speaker 1: you have an idea to try it? Yeah, So like 445 00:21:12,680 --> 00:21:14,560 Speaker 1: so when you when you get the product, you're not like, 446 00:21:14,680 --> 00:21:18,160 Speaker 1: my what the is? You're like the Lea already said 447 00:21:18,200 --> 00:21:19,560 Speaker 1: something about it, And this is the exact thing he 448 00:21:19,640 --> 00:21:22,080 Speaker 1: was talking about, Like it might be okay to kind 449 00:21:22,080 --> 00:21:23,840 Speaker 1: of like see what's going on with it because the 450 00:21:23,880 --> 00:21:26,040 Speaker 1: Naked tried it, so like, let me see what's going 451 00:21:26,080 --> 00:21:28,159 Speaker 1: on with it? Yeah, there ain't nothing but God. You 452 00:21:28,200 --> 00:21:30,280 Speaker 1: know what I'm saying, There's nothing but God putting it 453 00:21:30,320 --> 00:21:32,960 Speaker 1: in your hand? You think that? Go ahead? He did. 454 00:21:33,040 --> 00:21:36,399 Speaker 1: The clear mind like has made your music better? Like 455 00:21:36,480 --> 00:21:38,720 Speaker 1: do you enjoy your music better now with the clear 456 00:21:38,800 --> 00:21:41,200 Speaker 1: mind and clear spirit? You just don't know, brother, Like 457 00:21:41,800 --> 00:21:46,840 Speaker 1: this ship I'm sitting on, Man, it's so diverged. Bro, 458 00:21:47,000 --> 00:21:49,880 Speaker 1: Like y'all hearing this ship forst like right here first hand, 459 00:21:50,000 --> 00:21:54,240 Speaker 1: right here. The music I have in my vote is 460 00:21:54,400 --> 00:21:58,440 Speaker 1: unlike any other any other song you ever hear. Off 461 00:21:58,480 --> 00:22:01,560 Speaker 1: the simple fact I'm so book I'm not coming in. 462 00:22:01,800 --> 00:22:04,880 Speaker 1: I'm not coming in the studio unprepared. I really will 463 00:22:05,000 --> 00:22:07,240 Speaker 1: sit down and I write all my music like I'm 464 00:22:07,280 --> 00:22:10,600 Speaker 1: in the motherfucking sale, from from from the hook to 465 00:22:10,720 --> 00:22:13,479 Speaker 1: the last verse. I'm writing it out and now I'm 466 00:22:13,560 --> 00:22:16,280 Speaker 1: visualizing that as I'm writing, I'm telling the story. I'm 467 00:22:16,280 --> 00:22:19,080 Speaker 1: paying pictures, I'm doing it like a lot of my 468 00:22:19,200 --> 00:22:21,520 Speaker 1: older music is mainly hype ship just get on and 469 00:22:21,600 --> 00:22:24,600 Speaker 1: just like, but my music has matuires so much to 470 00:22:24,680 --> 00:22:27,720 Speaker 1: where I can wrap on any type of beat and 471 00:22:27,880 --> 00:22:31,080 Speaker 1: leave the studio with a hit every time. Like That's 472 00:22:31,080 --> 00:22:33,240 Speaker 1: why I like, I'm so I really love to play 473 00:22:33,280 --> 00:22:35,560 Speaker 1: my own release Ship because like when they hear they're like, man, 474 00:22:35,640 --> 00:22:37,480 Speaker 1: why the fund's not that? Why the funk? That's not that? 475 00:22:37,680 --> 00:22:39,960 Speaker 1: Water's not that. That's all. I'm going so hard this 476 00:22:40,119 --> 00:22:42,400 Speaker 1: year to get so much of it out, Like even 477 00:22:42,480 --> 00:22:44,680 Speaker 1: with this tape, a lot of the music is new. 478 00:22:44,800 --> 00:22:46,960 Speaker 1: I wrote it's only two songs. It's old on that 479 00:22:47,440 --> 00:22:53,080 Speaker 1: what I'm saying. I wrote everything else. I know he 480 00:22:53,200 --> 00:22:56,480 Speaker 1: was gonna do it Ship too, Like who you who? 481 00:22:56,480 --> 00:22:57,960 Speaker 1: You ain't got a chance work with you that you 482 00:22:58,000 --> 00:23:01,399 Speaker 1: want to work with? Drake gotta be Drake because at 483 00:23:01,440 --> 00:23:03,520 Speaker 1: the end of the day, Um, I feel like if 484 00:23:03,560 --> 00:23:08,240 Speaker 1: this generation and many more generations before, I mean I 485 00:23:08,320 --> 00:23:10,119 Speaker 1: feel like he the only only rap But I know 486 00:23:10,240 --> 00:23:13,399 Speaker 1: there's been like they can't stay hot two decades straight. 487 00:23:14,040 --> 00:23:16,720 Speaker 1: He's like twenty years. He twenty. He down in twenty 488 00:23:16,800 --> 00:23:21,560 Speaker 1: years in rapping, like not twenty, but he started. He 489 00:23:21,720 --> 00:23:25,000 Speaker 1: started not this decade, but the decade before. He was 490 00:23:25,080 --> 00:23:27,760 Speaker 1: probably seven. He started like on the seventh year in 491 00:23:27,840 --> 00:23:31,040 Speaker 1: the ten ten year decade, and since then he was 492 00:23:31,160 --> 00:23:35,320 Speaker 1: coming up, was coming up, and then about a second year, 493 00:23:35,800 --> 00:23:37,840 Speaker 1: by the second year left for that decade, he was 494 00:23:37,920 --> 00:23:40,880 Speaker 1: on top of his game. Then coming into this decade, 495 00:23:40,960 --> 00:23:43,960 Speaker 1: he was leading this decade. And now we're down there 496 00:23:44,000 --> 00:23:46,639 Speaker 1: on a new decade with two years in on another decade. 497 00:23:46,640 --> 00:23:51,320 Speaker 1: He still leading this down in three decades, Like nobody 498 00:23:51,440 --> 00:23:54,119 Speaker 1: really doing that. Like I swear to nobody really doing it. 499 00:23:54,200 --> 00:23:57,400 Speaker 1: I just found that ship crazy that somebody can stay 500 00:23:57,440 --> 00:23:59,000 Speaker 1: there relevant and not just feel like you know what 501 00:23:59,040 --> 00:24:01,119 Speaker 1: I'm saying, they're just coming thing. You've been a good person. 502 00:24:01,240 --> 00:24:04,400 Speaker 1: What I'm saying this, you're being period people with good heart, 503 00:24:04,520 --> 00:24:07,000 Speaker 1: like you get that type of blessing, like you get 504 00:24:07,040 --> 00:24:09,359 Speaker 1: an immortal career. I feel like I'd be on the 505 00:24:09,440 --> 00:24:11,320 Speaker 1: same and be on the same path with you know 506 00:24:11,359 --> 00:24:14,600 Speaker 1: what I'm saying. And musically as just love his music, 507 00:24:14,680 --> 00:24:18,879 Speaker 1: I feel like it's stupid as ICs too. Yeah, man, 508 00:24:18,920 --> 00:24:20,520 Speaker 1: I hear about a lot of when when I wake 509 00:24:20,600 --> 00:24:22,720 Speaker 1: up in the morning after my meditation work out of ship, 510 00:24:23,400 --> 00:24:25,320 Speaker 1: you know, you eventually make it way to your phone. 511 00:24:25,359 --> 00:24:28,840 Speaker 1: And I've heard a lot of crazy shit. Nothing amazes 512 00:24:28,920 --> 00:24:31,720 Speaker 1: me or throws me off. But that whole n l 513 00:24:31,800 --> 00:24:35,000 Speaker 1: E Shop of overdose on breastmelk ship was just the 514 00:24:35,160 --> 00:24:39,960 Speaker 1: most crazy the way don't even comfort like, I don't 515 00:24:40,000 --> 00:24:43,040 Speaker 1: even understand they said. They said that he always goes 516 00:24:43,240 --> 00:24:48,440 Speaker 1: and he um had to be hospitalized because he odeed 517 00:24:48,720 --> 00:24:52,080 Speaker 1: on breast milk And it's like, what the but what 518 00:24:52,440 --> 00:24:55,680 Speaker 1: but something? That's what I'm sweating. But though some people 519 00:24:55,720 --> 00:24:57,800 Speaker 1: would believe that ship because I feel like they just 520 00:24:57,880 --> 00:25:00,280 Speaker 1: think that's the type of ship I'd be on. They 521 00:25:00,400 --> 00:25:03,320 Speaker 1: like he went hospitalized because he was fast and with breastman. 522 00:25:04,240 --> 00:25:07,800 Speaker 1: So niggas was niggas really hitting my line? Like you okay, 523 00:25:08,040 --> 00:25:10,040 Speaker 1: first I went when he got the breast mean from 524 00:25:10,920 --> 00:25:13,879 Speaker 1: how did the breast been talking to the chat because 525 00:25:16,080 --> 00:25:20,960 Speaker 1: I have no clue. Man, it was. I had to 526 00:25:21,000 --> 00:25:22,879 Speaker 1: repost it though, because a lot of people text me. 527 00:25:22,960 --> 00:25:24,399 Speaker 1: They was like, yo, you're okay. I heard you in 528 00:25:24,480 --> 00:25:28,240 Speaker 1: the hospital and they wasn't joking. That was I'm like, 529 00:25:28,480 --> 00:25:32,080 Speaker 1: I'm like, bro, I really believe this ship. People get 530 00:25:32,160 --> 00:25:34,679 Speaker 1: the texts, TETs on your back. I've just seen him 531 00:25:34,800 --> 00:25:41,080 Speaker 1: laughing Dennis whist work. Yeah he taped thug too. But 532 00:25:42,080 --> 00:25:47,679 Speaker 1: two days to them put your sleep little doing anything 533 00:25:47,800 --> 00:25:50,359 Speaker 1: that made me go to sleep. I'm still because I 534 00:25:50,520 --> 00:25:54,840 Speaker 1: like the wake up. I love my life. Don't put 535 00:25:54,920 --> 00:25:57,440 Speaker 1: me to sleep. And ship. What I'm saying you do 536 00:25:57,600 --> 00:26:02,160 Speaker 1: no crano, But it's like the tach takes so long 537 00:26:02,280 --> 00:26:05,160 Speaker 1: that the nomin curan where the fun? So you feel 538 00:26:05,240 --> 00:26:07,080 Speaker 1: that ship anyway, you know what I'm saying. Then by 539 00:26:07,160 --> 00:26:10,520 Speaker 1: time it were all your skin be sore. So you 540 00:26:10,680 --> 00:26:14,520 Speaker 1: feel this ship. But yeah, it was hard on a 541 00:26:14,640 --> 00:26:24,240 Speaker 1: one to tend. What's your threshold for pain? Oh ain't? Like? Man, young, 542 00:26:26,119 --> 00:26:29,320 Speaker 1: can you take it? Or like eventually when you met up? 543 00:26:29,480 --> 00:26:32,800 Speaker 1: Like what's going on? I'm a young millonated man in America. 544 00:26:32,880 --> 00:26:37,479 Speaker 1: We don't feel pain all out, like, so I can 545 00:26:37,560 --> 00:26:40,400 Speaker 1: take this ship? Like I sit there and not take it. Man, 546 00:26:41,160 --> 00:26:43,119 Speaker 1: I've been feeling pain since I was a little So 547 00:26:43,400 --> 00:26:47,639 Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying. Why you know your album 548 00:26:47,880 --> 00:26:51,760 Speaker 1: versus Me, Me Versus Me United it because I feel 549 00:26:51,800 --> 00:26:54,320 Speaker 1: like through the process of when I first blew up 550 00:26:54,359 --> 00:26:57,000 Speaker 1: to even before they into even now, I've been just 551 00:26:57,240 --> 00:27:01,200 Speaker 1: battling myself. Everything is within me. Everything our battles went 552 00:27:01,359 --> 00:27:04,480 Speaker 1: within myself. Even if somebody say something to alter what 553 00:27:04,560 --> 00:27:07,240 Speaker 1: I'm trying to think, think of what I'm trying to accomplish, 554 00:27:07,560 --> 00:27:09,640 Speaker 1: I still go back to self and be like, what's 555 00:27:09,680 --> 00:27:11,399 Speaker 1: he right? Should I do you? Should I do that? 556 00:27:11,720 --> 00:27:13,400 Speaker 1: It's just all I feel like a lot of people 557 00:27:13,440 --> 00:27:16,680 Speaker 1: don't understand that they fight theirselves more so than anybody. 558 00:27:19,119 --> 00:27:22,080 Speaker 1: We'd be the biggest enemies to ourself. And that's why 559 00:27:22,119 --> 00:27:25,040 Speaker 1: I nameed me Versus Me because it's like always just 560 00:27:25,160 --> 00:27:27,440 Speaker 1: been an enemy to myself within my thoughts, and I 561 00:27:27,600 --> 00:27:31,560 Speaker 1: just feel like just applying the constant. But probably you 562 00:27:31,600 --> 00:27:34,840 Speaker 1: know what I'm saying, just step into my life and 563 00:27:35,200 --> 00:27:37,800 Speaker 1: just let people know that battle myself more so than 564 00:27:37,840 --> 00:27:43,080 Speaker 1: any motherucker. Thank So, what's one of the most important 565 00:27:43,200 --> 00:27:49,080 Speaker 1: legacies that you wanna curate or leave for your kids. 566 00:27:50,400 --> 00:27:54,160 Speaker 1: The balance I have to be able to wrap about 567 00:27:54,200 --> 00:27:56,760 Speaker 1: one subject or talk about one subject, but be able 568 00:27:56,800 --> 00:27:58,520 Speaker 1: to come back the next day and till you make 569 00:27:58,520 --> 00:28:00,880 Speaker 1: sure you scrap what you're healthful, make sure you help 570 00:28:00,960 --> 00:28:03,000 Speaker 1: and heal, you teach you in a way. I just 571 00:28:03,160 --> 00:28:06,960 Speaker 1: want to show like it's not it's not bad. It 572 00:28:07,000 --> 00:28:09,320 Speaker 1: would be a good person, like have go hard. I 573 00:28:09,400 --> 00:28:12,200 Speaker 1: feel like this day and age is lacking balance. Man. 574 00:28:12,240 --> 00:28:14,719 Speaker 1: Everybody want to shoot. Everybody want to kill, everybody want 575 00:28:14,760 --> 00:28:17,360 Speaker 1: to fight, but nobody want to meel or nobody want 576 00:28:17,400 --> 00:28:20,040 Speaker 1: to help. I'm saying, no, nobody want to uplive. And 577 00:28:20,119 --> 00:28:23,640 Speaker 1: I feel like that's what's that healing, helping and uplift 578 00:28:23,760 --> 00:28:26,239 Speaker 1: and it's what's gonna take my career to where it's 579 00:28:26,240 --> 00:28:31,360 Speaker 1: supposed to be more so than me just rapping. Yeah, 580 00:28:31,480 --> 00:28:33,879 Speaker 1: Like what I'm saying, anybody can take a life. But 581 00:28:34,040 --> 00:28:36,840 Speaker 1: I feel like what I'm saying, the most gangs should 582 00:28:36,840 --> 00:28:38,960 Speaker 1: I ever deal was to save one. You know what 583 00:28:38,960 --> 00:28:40,960 Speaker 1: I'm saying, trying to understand where the other person was 584 00:28:41,000 --> 00:28:43,840 Speaker 1: coming from. You know me, Like I've been on both 585 00:28:43,920 --> 00:28:46,440 Speaker 1: sides of that ship, so I know I know what 586 00:28:46,680 --> 00:28:50,120 Speaker 1: really resonates with my soul? What I really love? What 587 00:28:50,320 --> 00:28:52,720 Speaker 1: really what really showed me something to where I'd be like, Okay, 588 00:28:52,760 --> 00:28:55,840 Speaker 1: I'm powerful. Anybody can stand over and Nigga put twenty 589 00:28:55,920 --> 00:28:58,320 Speaker 1: and them through all this dumping the man down. But 590 00:28:58,520 --> 00:29:00,600 Speaker 1: who can you be? Who can you ain't laying on 591 00:29:00,680 --> 00:29:04,640 Speaker 1: a deathbed like ship like this. It's godly, my nigga. 592 00:29:05,000 --> 00:29:07,320 Speaker 1: You get somebody another chance that life. Do you know 593 00:29:07,440 --> 00:29:10,480 Speaker 1: this ship that god dude, this ship that doctors do 594 00:29:11,040 --> 00:29:13,720 Speaker 1: given another person another chance that life instead of taking one. 595 00:29:14,200 --> 00:29:16,640 Speaker 1: I feel like that ship, that ship beautiful for me. 596 00:29:17,360 --> 00:29:20,720 Speaker 1: Who you where your main inspiration come from? Honestly a 597 00:29:20,800 --> 00:29:23,560 Speaker 1: lot of a lot of Tupac really like Park I 598 00:29:23,680 --> 00:29:28,440 Speaker 1: just loved him as a person. And my mama too, man, 599 00:29:28,560 --> 00:29:31,600 Speaker 1: My mama like for real, like my mom pop, my 600 00:29:31,760 --> 00:29:35,760 Speaker 1: mom like pops little pops he he heald have throwed 601 00:29:35,760 --> 00:29:42,840 Speaker 1: out held. But Mama like she really deal. She just yeah, 602 00:29:42,960 --> 00:29:46,240 Speaker 1: moms like she she implemented it young and my head 603 00:29:46,480 --> 00:29:48,600 Speaker 1: like I remember when she told me, I said, this 604 00:29:48,640 --> 00:29:50,840 Speaker 1: is the aird time and the interviewer asked me where 605 00:29:50,840 --> 00:29:53,880 Speaker 1: my inspiration comes from? It was like I was in 606 00:29:53,960 --> 00:29:56,360 Speaker 1: the cars by six years old. Mama was like, what 607 00:29:56,400 --> 00:29:58,040 Speaker 1: do you want to be when to grow up? I said, 608 00:29:58,240 --> 00:30:01,080 Speaker 1: NBA player And she said, what if that don't work out? 609 00:30:01,600 --> 00:30:05,240 Speaker 1: I said, I said, I want to work here. McDonald's. 610 00:30:05,760 --> 00:30:08,320 Speaker 1: Ain't know young. They're like, I'm young, but that's crazy 611 00:30:08,400 --> 00:30:11,000 Speaker 1: that they even caused my mind. And I was dead serious. 612 00:30:11,160 --> 00:30:15,120 Speaker 1: I was young, but I was love McDonald's and she 613 00:30:15,440 --> 00:30:19,440 Speaker 1: and she said, she didn't smack me like she like, 614 00:30:20,200 --> 00:30:23,720 Speaker 1: she like, no, you want to own the McDonald's. And 615 00:30:23,920 --> 00:30:28,120 Speaker 1: that's when she bro she just don't know. Like a 616 00:30:28,200 --> 00:30:30,800 Speaker 1: lot of people don't remember something at that age. I 617 00:30:30,960 --> 00:30:33,000 Speaker 1: remember that and I and I took heed of that. 618 00:30:33,800 --> 00:30:36,200 Speaker 1: For the rest of my life. I never worked the job. 619 00:30:36,280 --> 00:30:38,520 Speaker 1: Out of that, I never worked the job. You can't 620 00:30:38,560 --> 00:30:42,120 Speaker 1: say topic was nine father. Never. I was what I 621 00:30:42,240 --> 00:30:45,000 Speaker 1: was doing. If I was, I was putting my money here. 622 00:30:45,400 --> 00:30:48,080 Speaker 1: I was hustling. I was putting my money here like me. 623 00:30:48,520 --> 00:30:51,880 Speaker 1: I wanted to be different. Peep, everybody's selling dope, everybody's 624 00:30:51,880 --> 00:30:54,800 Speaker 1: selling weed. I'm not all right. I want to hustle different. 625 00:30:54,920 --> 00:30:56,440 Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying. I'm gonna go to this 626 00:30:56,560 --> 00:30:59,120 Speaker 1: nigga that's gonna see me. These fake ads, Gucci bells 627 00:30:59,160 --> 00:31:01,400 Speaker 1: for us, No I'm gonna go to school, but here 628 00:31:01,480 --> 00:31:04,200 Speaker 1: I'm selling for the ad and a hunting and say, listen, 629 00:31:04,240 --> 00:31:06,120 Speaker 1: this year, really you see the sei on it. You 630 00:31:06,200 --> 00:31:08,600 Speaker 1: know what I'm saying? Like what I did, I was 631 00:31:08,600 --> 00:31:11,120 Speaker 1: about I was about eight years old. I got rich bands, 632 00:31:11,360 --> 00:31:13,240 Speaker 1: and I used to go to the barbershop and I 633 00:31:13,360 --> 00:31:14,480 Speaker 1: used to be like, you know what I'm saying. It 634 00:31:14,600 --> 00:31:17,840 Speaker 1: was summertime. Mosquito's be crazy and men for summertime. So 635 00:31:17,960 --> 00:31:20,320 Speaker 1: I'm like, I got these risk bands. I bought the 636 00:31:20,440 --> 00:31:22,560 Speaker 1: whole pack. It was like forty of them in one pack. 637 00:31:22,640 --> 00:31:25,640 Speaker 1: Bottom like n cents, man. I walked to the to 638 00:31:25,720 --> 00:31:27,960 Speaker 1: the goddamn barbershop. I'm like, yeah, these risch bands. They 639 00:31:28,040 --> 00:31:32,440 Speaker 1: keep mosquitoes out lying my ass out, just selling three dollars, 640 00:31:33,000 --> 00:31:36,200 Speaker 1: three dollars three times forty. I ain't a mathematician, that's 641 00:31:36,200 --> 00:31:44,240 Speaker 1: a prophet guy. What cents? Man? What? Then one time 642 00:31:44,400 --> 00:31:47,200 Speaker 1: I remember this ship, Like I was young, so I 643 00:31:47,240 --> 00:31:49,760 Speaker 1: didn't really want to get into no no business with 644 00:31:49,920 --> 00:31:53,120 Speaker 1: having plugs trying to get weed in and ship because 645 00:31:53,120 --> 00:31:55,160 Speaker 1: at the same time, I like my freedom and I 646 00:31:55,240 --> 00:31:58,320 Speaker 1: was small. I just wanted to be I wanted to 647 00:31:58,400 --> 00:32:01,720 Speaker 1: finess but still make my money. I say that kids, 648 00:32:01,760 --> 00:32:05,400 Speaker 1: you not man, Papa, tell you. Bro. I went outside, 649 00:32:05,400 --> 00:32:09,320 Speaker 1: I got some leaves, right leaves down, put it in 650 00:32:09,400 --> 00:32:11,920 Speaker 1: the microwave so it got a smell to it, acted 651 00:32:11,960 --> 00:32:14,360 Speaker 1: like it was weed. My nigga, I swear to God 652 00:32:14,560 --> 00:32:17,080 Speaker 1: on God can sell a dream to anybody like real Pete. 653 00:32:17,120 --> 00:32:21,000 Speaker 1: We were forming, We're really, we're really selling dreams. We 654 00:32:21,080 --> 00:32:22,760 Speaker 1: could do it and that's so Boom. I put in 655 00:32:22,840 --> 00:32:24,760 Speaker 1: the microwave to get his stinch to it. I bagged 656 00:32:24,880 --> 00:32:27,680 Speaker 1: up put it in plastic so Boom. I was like, Damn, 657 00:32:27,800 --> 00:32:29,920 Speaker 1: I got weed behind and make them believe me. I'm 658 00:32:29,920 --> 00:32:32,120 Speaker 1: gonna have to. I'm gonna have to make my products 659 00:32:32,160 --> 00:32:35,040 Speaker 1: look real. Boom My advide some niggas over the grill. 660 00:32:35,160 --> 00:32:38,800 Speaker 1: We rode the little leaves up. Bro. I had everybody 661 00:32:38,920 --> 00:32:41,080 Speaker 1: smoking it and I'm I'm hitting it. I'm acting like 662 00:32:41,160 --> 00:32:43,360 Speaker 1: I'm hitting I'm blowing it out. I'm not healing it. 663 00:32:43,840 --> 00:32:47,480 Speaker 1: But people, kids as kids want to be so cool 664 00:32:47,600 --> 00:32:50,600 Speaker 1: and so naive. Tell me why them niggas was acting 665 00:32:52,320 --> 00:32:54,320 Speaker 1: what a god? Went to school the next day, they're 666 00:32:54,360 --> 00:32:57,440 Speaker 1: like chof got weed, like they were telling everybody about it. 667 00:32:57,520 --> 00:32:59,960 Speaker 1: Everybody came to me. For I was breaking heads twenty 668 00:33:00,560 --> 00:33:03,160 Speaker 1: I had it sacked up. I swear to God, swear 669 00:33:03,200 --> 00:33:07,000 Speaker 1: to God selling leaves. I swear to God the key, 670 00:33:07,360 --> 00:33:09,440 Speaker 1: the key praise that he just said, Why was everybody 671 00:33:09,520 --> 00:33:14,320 Speaker 1: acting high? Have been around niggas like that? Man? This 672 00:33:14,440 --> 00:33:16,840 Speaker 1: niggas grown niggas that do that ship to this day. 673 00:33:18,320 --> 00:33:21,760 Speaker 1: How you keep from letting women be a distraction. That's 674 00:33:21,800 --> 00:33:24,200 Speaker 1: the only thing that I feel like does distract me. 675 00:33:25,560 --> 00:33:28,520 Speaker 1: I'm a scorpio, I'm handsome and throw it a man, 676 00:33:28,680 --> 00:33:35,040 Speaker 1: honestly what I'm saying. But see, I'm I'm I'm a 677 00:33:35,200 --> 00:33:39,000 Speaker 1: very disciplined person though, So even within that, I go, 678 00:33:39,240 --> 00:33:41,600 Speaker 1: I go on celibacies. I have to. I feel like 679 00:33:41,720 --> 00:33:44,680 Speaker 1: it's very important special. Basically, your meat is not for 680 00:33:44,760 --> 00:33:47,960 Speaker 1: the streets. Yeah, for so I gotta I gotta complement 681 00:33:48,080 --> 00:33:51,400 Speaker 1: celibacy like it'll be weeks, Like I feel like it 682 00:33:51,400 --> 00:33:53,480 Speaker 1: will be Like the longest I went is like three 683 00:33:53,520 --> 00:33:57,080 Speaker 1: weeks without six as a man. This in this, in 684 00:33:57,240 --> 00:34:00,680 Speaker 1: this game, and this and this's freaky is I ain't 685 00:34:00,800 --> 00:34:03,480 Speaker 1: got down Like that's that's different, you know what I'm saying, 686 00:34:03,480 --> 00:34:07,040 Speaker 1: It's very different. So I feel like implement celibacy and 687 00:34:07,120 --> 00:34:08,800 Speaker 1: trying to you know what I'm saying, to stay focused 688 00:34:09,560 --> 00:34:10,880 Speaker 1: with that. You know what I'm saying, that had a 689 00:34:10,880 --> 00:34:13,880 Speaker 1: strong form of discipline for real, I feel like my 690 00:34:14,040 --> 00:34:17,200 Speaker 1: whole life is surrounded around discipline, like I only I 691 00:34:17,239 --> 00:34:19,239 Speaker 1: don't eat meat, don't do none of that around What 692 00:34:19,320 --> 00:34:21,839 Speaker 1: kind of religion do you practice? No, I ain't got one. 693 00:34:22,200 --> 00:34:24,759 Speaker 1: You're an atheist, not the atheists. I believe in God 694 00:34:24,880 --> 00:34:27,360 Speaker 1: in prayer, but I don't get into religion. I just 695 00:34:27,480 --> 00:34:29,880 Speaker 1: feel like it is what it is, you know what 696 00:34:29,880 --> 00:34:33,280 Speaker 1: I'm saying. You know, I just I don't know Catholic 697 00:34:33,360 --> 00:34:35,520 Speaker 1: churches sold tickets in heaven before I was here. So 698 00:34:35,840 --> 00:34:37,800 Speaker 1: what I'm saying, I just look at certain ships like 699 00:34:38,440 --> 00:34:41,960 Speaker 1: naive on my on my vision, you know. But at 700 00:34:41,960 --> 00:34:43,839 Speaker 1: the end of the day, I believe firmly and God. 701 00:34:43,960 --> 00:34:45,920 Speaker 1: I believe he's within you every step of the day. 702 00:34:45,960 --> 00:34:48,600 Speaker 1: He's with I'm saying prayer, they should say my life, 703 00:34:48,760 --> 00:34:55,279 Speaker 1: So I yeah, how you deal with entitlement? Like people 704 00:34:55,320 --> 00:34:57,279 Speaker 1: who think they knew you before you was this and 705 00:34:57,400 --> 00:34:59,480 Speaker 1: now you this? I feel like, do you owe them 706 00:34:59,480 --> 00:35:03,240 Speaker 1: somehow you did of that ship? Quote them off simple, 707 00:35:05,000 --> 00:35:07,480 Speaker 1: But if it's a family member, family member cut them 708 00:35:07,520 --> 00:35:11,799 Speaker 1: off simple and the day I know or nobody nothing 709 00:35:11,840 --> 00:35:13,799 Speaker 1: because I could, I could tell you, I can ask 710 00:35:13,840 --> 00:35:16,520 Speaker 1: you what you did for me, and it would be 711 00:35:16,640 --> 00:35:18,959 Speaker 1: nothing like if you was there. Just being there ain't 712 00:35:18,960 --> 00:35:22,359 Speaker 1: another what I'm saying, Just being there is not enough, 713 00:35:22,680 --> 00:35:24,359 Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying. But I remember the people 714 00:35:24,400 --> 00:35:27,000 Speaker 1: who gave me the rise of the studio. I remember them, 715 00:35:27,040 --> 00:35:29,120 Speaker 1: people who who scraped up changed with me, and they 716 00:35:29,400 --> 00:35:32,080 Speaker 1: paid the studio. I paid the studio session in quarters 717 00:35:32,120 --> 00:35:34,799 Speaker 1: one time, like I ran it was like forty an hour. 718 00:35:34,920 --> 00:35:37,239 Speaker 1: I had like thirty six dollars, but I had like 719 00:35:37,400 --> 00:35:41,200 Speaker 1: four more dollars and quarters like they's one around scraping up, changed, 720 00:35:41,200 --> 00:35:43,640 Speaker 1: trying to make sure that the studio session was right. 721 00:35:44,080 --> 00:35:47,080 Speaker 1: You weren't doing hum but smoking weed around me, quote 722 00:35:47,120 --> 00:35:49,320 Speaker 1: unquote protecting me. You know what I'm saying. But I 723 00:35:49,440 --> 00:35:52,480 Speaker 1: was always one fighting myself, shooting myself, popping ship out 724 00:35:52,480 --> 00:35:55,680 Speaker 1: with myself like nobody, nobody ever really it's really just 725 00:35:55,920 --> 00:35:58,719 Speaker 1: their genuine you know what I'm saying. That's why I 726 00:35:59,160 --> 00:36:01,600 Speaker 1: don't move with Aladyns because I haven't been with thirty 727 00:36:01,680 --> 00:36:03,880 Speaker 1: niggas and I have been the only nigga fight like 728 00:36:03,920 --> 00:36:06,320 Speaker 1: I haven't seen it before. I'd have been with farty 729 00:36:06,400 --> 00:36:08,279 Speaker 1: niggas and I'd be the one to get locked up. 730 00:36:08,920 --> 00:36:15,680 Speaker 1: So like that, it is nothing family, Oh no, family, 731 00:36:15,760 --> 00:36:19,000 Speaker 1: nothing like I believe. So my family members ain't like 732 00:36:19,160 --> 00:36:22,239 Speaker 1: me growing up. I'm saying I'm that bad, but I 733 00:36:22,239 --> 00:36:24,720 Speaker 1: don't nobody understand me. I nobody had that much patience 734 00:36:24,800 --> 00:36:26,960 Speaker 1: with me to understand why I was bad. I was 735 00:36:27,040 --> 00:36:31,080 Speaker 1: just just me what I'm saying. So, but I mean, 736 00:36:31,160 --> 00:36:34,080 Speaker 1: it's it's certain people that that I that I when 737 00:36:34,120 --> 00:36:37,040 Speaker 1: I felt old, I did some for them out when 738 00:36:37,080 --> 00:36:39,000 Speaker 1: I blew to the points where like you know what 739 00:36:39,040 --> 00:36:42,000 Speaker 1: I'm saying, I'm comfortable that you basically cleared all your deaths. 740 00:36:42,160 --> 00:36:45,320 Speaker 1: I cleared it. Like nigga that was scraping change with me, 741 00:36:45,400 --> 00:36:48,440 Speaker 1: boy I paid. I'm tell you man, I gave him 742 00:36:48,520 --> 00:36:50,920 Speaker 1: ten thousands. I gave more than more than what we 743 00:36:51,000 --> 00:36:53,600 Speaker 1: scraped up changed with. I gave him ten thousands for 744 00:36:53,800 --> 00:36:55,880 Speaker 1: nights that I had to sleep. I had to come 745 00:36:55,920 --> 00:36:58,400 Speaker 1: sleep at his house because we probably got into it 746 00:36:58,520 --> 00:37:00,680 Speaker 1: at the household. You know what I'm saying. I gave 747 00:37:00,760 --> 00:37:02,520 Speaker 1: him some thousand for them days that they looked at 748 00:37:02,680 --> 00:37:04,319 Speaker 1: me and feared me. When you know what I'm saying, 749 00:37:04,320 --> 00:37:06,239 Speaker 1: I wasn't with my parents or something because we had 750 00:37:06,280 --> 00:37:09,399 Speaker 1: a disagreement. So it was never she really she kicked 751 00:37:09,440 --> 00:37:13,000 Speaker 1: me out like two times one time. Sometimes I left myself. 752 00:37:15,400 --> 00:37:17,960 Speaker 1: Sometimes I left myself and I just leave because I 753 00:37:18,080 --> 00:37:19,960 Speaker 1: just needed a break and I was going through a 754 00:37:20,040 --> 00:37:23,040 Speaker 1: lab So I paid somebody back for them times. But 755 00:37:23,160 --> 00:37:26,160 Speaker 1: can't believe motherfucker will still get on greatful with you 756 00:37:26,719 --> 00:37:29,200 Speaker 1: and try to take it then with you. So that's 757 00:37:29,239 --> 00:37:31,840 Speaker 1: why I don't. I don't know nobody and ship you 758 00:37:31,920 --> 00:37:34,040 Speaker 1: know what I'm saying, because I don't did that. I don't. 759 00:37:34,280 --> 00:37:36,600 Speaker 1: I don't see. I don't pay the motherfucking more than 760 00:37:36,680 --> 00:37:40,840 Speaker 1: what they don't. And I still get like snaked on 761 00:37:40,920 --> 00:37:43,640 Speaker 1: the back end, talked about on the back end, like 762 00:37:44,680 --> 00:37:47,839 Speaker 1: I don't know, life funny and like real fun how 763 00:37:47,920 --> 00:37:49,840 Speaker 1: you create healing with from your household, like what your 764 00:37:49,880 --> 00:37:51,480 Speaker 1: folks when he was going through it with them, and 765 00:37:51,680 --> 00:37:54,359 Speaker 1: by the time you started rapping and clicking your head, 766 00:37:54,400 --> 00:37:56,359 Speaker 1: that damn, I'm gonna need my folks regardless off we've 767 00:37:56,360 --> 00:37:58,239 Speaker 1: been going through it, man, because at the end of 768 00:37:58,320 --> 00:38:00,680 Speaker 1: the day, every sense the way there me and my 769 00:38:00,760 --> 00:38:04,040 Speaker 1: parents clash heads on. They're one of my business injuries. 770 00:38:05,000 --> 00:38:08,920 Speaker 1: It wasn't because they hated me. It was because we 771 00:38:09,000 --> 00:38:12,880 Speaker 1: live in Memphis. Everybody dying when them days where I 772 00:38:13,000 --> 00:38:14,839 Speaker 1: used to want to go like pop, let me out, 773 00:38:14,920 --> 00:38:16,839 Speaker 1: let me go to, let me go here, like please, 774 00:38:16,920 --> 00:38:18,600 Speaker 1: let me go here, all my friends here. It wasn't 775 00:38:18,640 --> 00:38:21,399 Speaker 1: because he didn't want me to have phone. He knew 776 00:38:21,520 --> 00:38:23,840 Speaker 1: that I wasn't. I was immature, and I would probably 777 00:38:23,840 --> 00:38:26,840 Speaker 1: get us some ship. And I funked around it that 778 00:38:27,080 --> 00:38:29,520 Speaker 1: like what I'm saying, that's what I peeped. That's what 779 00:38:29,640 --> 00:38:34,520 Speaker 1: I realized. And I realized that I realized that when 780 00:38:34,560 --> 00:38:39,000 Speaker 1: I started blowing up because I was in a child 781 00:38:39,120 --> 00:38:41,720 Speaker 1: no mo like, I had to grow up so fast, 782 00:38:42,520 --> 00:38:45,000 Speaker 1: had to mature. So when I looked back on everything, 783 00:38:45,080 --> 00:38:47,600 Speaker 1: I was like, man, people ain't hate me. They just 784 00:38:47,640 --> 00:38:50,520 Speaker 1: one of the best injuries. Like they like it was 785 00:38:50,560 --> 00:38:52,680 Speaker 1: a certain point of time that they was man like. 786 00:38:53,000 --> 00:38:55,560 Speaker 1: I was going to the studio and stuff, and obviously 787 00:38:55,719 --> 00:38:58,800 Speaker 1: my mama she spent bro my mama. My mama alwayn't 788 00:38:58,800 --> 00:39:00,840 Speaker 1: have money. I ain't never had to like just just 789 00:39:01,000 --> 00:39:03,160 Speaker 1: really do have the ship. I did, even though like 790 00:39:03,280 --> 00:39:05,440 Speaker 1: she want to just give it. I want sport, but 791 00:39:05,560 --> 00:39:07,840 Speaker 1: she had it. She had my knees, I had clothes 792 00:39:07,880 --> 00:39:09,799 Speaker 1: on my back and food, you know what I'm saying. 793 00:39:09,840 --> 00:39:12,360 Speaker 1: We had a great house to live in. But the 794 00:39:12,440 --> 00:39:14,920 Speaker 1: ship that I've wonted is what drove me to do 795 00:39:15,080 --> 00:39:17,120 Speaker 1: certain ship that I ain't really had to do. But 796 00:39:17,320 --> 00:39:20,080 Speaker 1: on top of that, Mom she always had it from me, 797 00:39:20,520 --> 00:39:22,560 Speaker 1: and she was just she spent so much money on 798 00:39:22,719 --> 00:39:25,520 Speaker 1: me training and just being a player, basketball player and 799 00:39:25,560 --> 00:39:28,640 Speaker 1: stuff like that, and it just feels like it's slap 800 00:39:28,760 --> 00:39:30,560 Speaker 1: in the face when I do certain ship, I get 801 00:39:30,600 --> 00:39:33,080 Speaker 1: in trouble police to come looking for me, or I 802 00:39:33,280 --> 00:39:35,719 Speaker 1: go here and I say I'm in the studios. He 803 00:39:35,800 --> 00:39:37,480 Speaker 1: was like, what the fun I spent there on the 804 00:39:37,600 --> 00:39:40,279 Speaker 1: cluster with me? Since you you you know what I'm saying. 805 00:39:40,320 --> 00:39:42,040 Speaker 1: A lot of people ain't have that. You know a 806 00:39:42,080 --> 00:39:44,200 Speaker 1: lot of people don't have that, you know what I'm saying. 807 00:39:44,239 --> 00:39:47,200 Speaker 1: So do you feel like keeping keeping like you got 808 00:39:47,239 --> 00:39:48,799 Speaker 1: your MoMA, hear your dad and other day you think 809 00:39:48,840 --> 00:39:52,560 Speaker 1: they help you stay ground? Man, That's that's the only 810 00:39:52,640 --> 00:39:55,480 Speaker 1: reason why we didn't continue to fund it up yesterday 811 00:39:56,920 --> 00:40:00,160 Speaker 1: because of hers she grabbed she grabbed me like this. 812 00:40:00,239 --> 00:40:03,480 Speaker 1: She had been yesterday. She grabbed me. You know what 813 00:40:03,520 --> 00:40:06,440 Speaker 1: I'm saying, And I knew. I knew I had to 814 00:40:06,520 --> 00:40:08,960 Speaker 1: bring her apart because I ain't trust I got trust you. 815 00:40:09,160 --> 00:40:11,920 Speaker 1: I won't trust her soul, so I can't trust nobody. 816 00:40:12,000 --> 00:40:14,640 Speaker 1: Ain't I'm just meeting hand on my money ship like 817 00:40:14,719 --> 00:40:16,520 Speaker 1: that when I'm blowing up. When I was blowing up, 818 00:40:16,600 --> 00:40:20,000 Speaker 1: I said, Mom, you would not believe this ship. Remember 819 00:40:20,040 --> 00:40:22,120 Speaker 1: all them days I told you, all this ship I 820 00:40:22,280 --> 00:40:24,040 Speaker 1: was doing to make your cry was gonna pay off. 821 00:40:24,800 --> 00:40:26,400 Speaker 1: I really told her that on the phone. I'm like, 822 00:40:26,520 --> 00:40:30,239 Speaker 1: remember all them days, Remember all them days I told 823 00:40:30,280 --> 00:40:32,680 Speaker 1: you I was gonna be something like for real. I 824 00:40:32,800 --> 00:40:35,520 Speaker 1: really had told mama while she was crying. And I 825 00:40:35,680 --> 00:40:38,120 Speaker 1: go up to my mom. I'm sorry, I just understand. 826 00:40:38,200 --> 00:40:40,880 Speaker 1: I promised you. I'm gonna pay you back and tons 827 00:40:41,040 --> 00:40:43,520 Speaker 1: bro like. I told her that in two weeks later, 828 00:40:43,880 --> 00:40:45,879 Speaker 1: two weeks after me telling her that, two or three weeks, 829 00:40:45,920 --> 00:40:48,359 Speaker 1: I blew up. And when the call came, when them 830 00:40:48,440 --> 00:40:50,719 Speaker 1: labels was DM and me hitting me and ship, I 831 00:40:50,800 --> 00:40:53,040 Speaker 1: looked at my mom. I called my mom. I went outside. 832 00:40:53,080 --> 00:40:55,000 Speaker 1: I'm like, Mama, they want to fly to l A. 833 00:40:55,320 --> 00:40:56,800 Speaker 1: They want to do what they want to sign me 834 00:40:57,040 --> 00:40:59,800 Speaker 1: and I'm like yeah, yeah, yeah and click. What was 835 00:40:59,880 --> 00:41:02,440 Speaker 1: the fu? Hug up in my face? She stopped playing 836 00:41:02,480 --> 00:41:06,279 Speaker 1: on her phone, but I had caught him back on 837 00:41:06,360 --> 00:41:08,080 Speaker 1: life this year. I put you on the phone with 838 00:41:08,160 --> 00:41:09,759 Speaker 1: these people, like they really want to do it, and 839 00:41:09,800 --> 00:41:11,319 Speaker 1: I'm not doing it with that you because I don't 840 00:41:11,360 --> 00:41:18,560 Speaker 1: trust nobody else. I feel I'm gonna get so there 841 00:41:18,560 --> 00:41:21,320 Speaker 1: ain't no number music. We learned the industry together. We 842 00:41:21,440 --> 00:41:24,760 Speaker 1: sat down in every label, Every label but one tricky 843 00:41:25,200 --> 00:41:27,799 Speaker 1: wanted to meet me, even the one that I didn't 844 00:41:27,840 --> 00:41:29,480 Speaker 1: go to wanted to meet me. I just didn't make 845 00:41:29,520 --> 00:41:31,759 Speaker 1: it to on every label. Meant where everybody cares money. 846 00:41:31,800 --> 00:41:35,200 Speaker 1: Burdman was in studio with him, What's what's Burnman brother 847 00:41:36,719 --> 00:41:39,760 Speaker 1: Slam in the studio with all. I met with Atlantic, 848 00:41:39,840 --> 00:41:42,960 Speaker 1: the Columbia's. I met with everybody, and it's just within 849 00:41:43,040 --> 00:41:44,960 Speaker 1: all that I peeple that were saying all the same ship, 850 00:41:45,719 --> 00:41:48,880 Speaker 1: everybody the same same thing. What felt right? Yeah? Just 851 00:41:48,960 --> 00:41:59,840 Speaker 1: what felt right? What's your pet pit about the industry? 852 00:42:00,000 --> 00:42:05,520 Speaker 1: What's the worst ship? M H? What's you mean? Like 853 00:42:05,600 --> 00:42:08,880 Speaker 1: as far as industry could be could be dealing with artists, 854 00:42:08,920 --> 00:42:12,360 Speaker 1: dealing with features, dealing with labels, dealing with I wouldn't 855 00:42:12,360 --> 00:42:14,120 Speaker 1: say shows. I wouldn't say I mean, I don't know. 856 00:42:14,480 --> 00:42:16,759 Speaker 1: Just what part of the industry can you do it out? 857 00:42:16,880 --> 00:42:19,800 Speaker 1: Let me say it that way like you're straight on 858 00:42:19,880 --> 00:42:23,640 Speaker 1: that part of the industry. I don't know what is it? Man? 859 00:42:24,040 --> 00:42:26,759 Speaker 1: You don't know if you could change one thing and 860 00:42:26,800 --> 00:42:31,960 Speaker 1: in Drew, what would it mean for life? Hey ya, 861 00:42:34,160 --> 00:42:39,319 Speaker 1: you're banned for life. Yeah, they're doing what you did? 862 00:42:39,480 --> 00:42:42,840 Speaker 1: What what what they say you did? They said what 863 00:42:42,960 --> 00:42:46,239 Speaker 1: they said I did Preston with the guns. Then it 864 00:42:46,440 --> 00:42:51,000 Speaker 1: was it was posting another minor. He's sixteen. He posted 865 00:42:51,040 --> 00:42:54,600 Speaker 1: the mind and did the challenge, so we're doing the challenge. 866 00:42:54,760 --> 00:42:58,080 Speaker 1: He reposted it. Diven posted, you don't know there's a 867 00:42:58,160 --> 00:43:00,759 Speaker 1: mind sixteen? So number one, ain't ain't there a lot 868 00:43:00,760 --> 00:43:03,320 Speaker 1: of people posting girls on Instagram that still got their Instagram. 869 00:43:03,360 --> 00:43:05,719 Speaker 1: I'm not gonna not to see you, bro, I ain't. 870 00:43:05,719 --> 00:43:08,200 Speaker 1: I ain't no mother sneeze, But I don't saying pussy 871 00:43:08,239 --> 00:43:10,960 Speaker 1: on Negus Instagram and needs come back the next day 872 00:43:11,000 --> 00:43:14,799 Speaker 1: with this ship. But I'm I'm bad like I can. 873 00:43:15,200 --> 00:43:18,600 Speaker 1: That was your first striking, make a blue page deleted. 874 00:43:19,320 --> 00:43:21,719 Speaker 1: It's coming out. You got a fan page of something. 875 00:43:21,800 --> 00:43:25,040 Speaker 1: I saw something so so so put this out and 876 00:43:25,120 --> 00:43:31,760 Speaker 1: we post. You ain't gonna take us, So they're looking 877 00:43:31,800 --> 00:43:35,640 Speaker 1: for you looking. That's why you be. That's why you've 878 00:43:35,640 --> 00:43:37,399 Speaker 1: been on Twitter so much. Yeah, I've been on Twitter. 879 00:43:37,880 --> 00:43:41,279 Speaker 1: They said it was revenge porn because I reposed a 880 00:43:41,360 --> 00:43:44,799 Speaker 1: girl's working to a challenge of my song and since 881 00:43:44,840 --> 00:43:46,960 Speaker 1: she was minor and all this at the same time. 882 00:43:47,040 --> 00:43:49,960 Speaker 1: I was sixteen, my damn self and y'all know, man, 883 00:43:50,000 --> 00:43:52,439 Speaker 1: these women don't look like no damn minus these days. 884 00:43:54,280 --> 00:44:00,760 Speaker 1: Everybody did con'side that it was just but like her side, 885 00:44:01,000 --> 00:44:02,560 Speaker 1: we don't want to. I think if y'all really wanted 886 00:44:02,600 --> 00:44:04,160 Speaker 1: to push the issue about that, y'all could beat that 887 00:44:04,200 --> 00:44:10,440 Speaker 1: ship in court court like, ain't no court they want 888 00:44:10,480 --> 00:44:15,160 Speaker 1: to do that. The court about they polished you can't, 889 00:44:15,640 --> 00:44:18,360 Speaker 1: So you're really fighting. That's like that's like going to 890 00:44:18,480 --> 00:44:21,080 Speaker 1: somebody's house and killing them and then say self defense. 891 00:44:21,120 --> 00:44:24,560 Speaker 1: But she was in his house. Yeah, you know, I 892 00:44:24,600 --> 00:44:27,759 Speaker 1: don't know man, that the pill process or nothing. They 893 00:44:27,840 --> 00:44:32,000 Speaker 1: just banned up like sixteen. That's why you be all 894 00:44:32,040 --> 00:44:35,720 Speaker 1: this stuff with his career without without Instagram plex still 895 00:44:35,840 --> 00:44:40,840 Speaker 1: coming in. So did you have previous running before you 896 00:44:40,960 --> 00:44:43,960 Speaker 1: get you get lagged for sure. And I had that 897 00:44:44,040 --> 00:44:47,040 Speaker 1: account since I was on before I blew, So of 898 00:44:47,160 --> 00:44:51,360 Speaker 1: course I've been flagged pre many a time. It's just 899 00:44:51,520 --> 00:44:54,279 Speaker 1: about Damn, I don't know, bro, I just I just 900 00:44:54,440 --> 00:44:55,640 Speaker 1: I'm the type of thing I'm like, Man, I know 901 00:44:55,680 --> 00:44:58,279 Speaker 1: it's people don't worship. That's the type thing I don't like, 902 00:44:58,680 --> 00:45:01,800 Speaker 1: especially especially now if you kicking something like positive energy. 903 00:45:01,800 --> 00:45:03,799 Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying, You would think they would reevaluate. 904 00:45:04,400 --> 00:45:15,759 Speaker 1: Ain't nowhere, I'll abody don't start free and each other. 905 00:45:17,120 --> 00:45:19,560 Speaker 1: You try to make them, You try to make another place. Yeah, 906 00:45:19,600 --> 00:45:21,279 Speaker 1: I may want like a little bit after that, And 907 00:45:21,360 --> 00:45:24,440 Speaker 1: about like two or three days was deleted. Man, no 908 00:45:24,520 --> 00:45:26,440 Speaker 1: no note of that. It was deleted. It was deleted 909 00:45:26,480 --> 00:45:28,520 Speaker 1: to you had no bullshit on that. They just owe 910 00:45:28,560 --> 00:45:34,280 Speaker 1: you back. You gotta go. That's wild. It's it's really depressing, honestly, 911 00:45:38,120 --> 00:45:41,399 Speaker 1: pain But do you think there might be one one 912 00:45:41,840 --> 00:45:45,400 Speaker 1: positive thing about that? Like what? Okay? So like your shows, 913 00:45:45,480 --> 00:45:48,120 Speaker 1: your fans got to be super excited to see you 914 00:45:48,160 --> 00:45:51,239 Speaker 1: because they can't see you kicking anything. Take them. My 915 00:45:51,320 --> 00:45:55,440 Speaker 1: Instagram was a blessing and a curse because like it 916 00:45:55,520 --> 00:45:58,640 Speaker 1: helped me to understand what the fund is real, you know, 917 00:45:59,200 --> 00:46:01,879 Speaker 1: like I was. I grew up. A lot of people 918 00:46:01,920 --> 00:46:03,800 Speaker 1: didn't grow up on the phone age, so they know 919 00:46:03,960 --> 00:46:07,080 Speaker 1: like what real life is. They know they're going outside 920 00:46:07,160 --> 00:46:10,560 Speaker 1: and doing ship like they're like when I got a phone, 921 00:46:10,640 --> 00:46:14,000 Speaker 1: I didn't really go outside no more. Like I feel 922 00:46:14,040 --> 00:46:17,840 Speaker 1: like that was what my life consisted around a fucking 923 00:46:18,000 --> 00:46:20,719 Speaker 1: social media posts or something like stuff some comings and 924 00:46:20,800 --> 00:46:25,040 Speaker 1: ship and honestly, bro, that's why even the most most 925 00:46:25,080 --> 00:46:27,640 Speaker 1: treat is niggas when they get on this app, they're 926 00:46:27,640 --> 00:46:32,800 Speaker 1: be getting caught up because they think that's what life is. Everybody, 927 00:46:32,840 --> 00:46:36,400 Speaker 1: you think, everybody to see this ship. I changed my 928 00:46:36,520 --> 00:46:40,160 Speaker 1: life out this ship. Like I realized, I realized what 929 00:46:40,440 --> 00:46:43,280 Speaker 1: was really important, you know what I'm saying. I realized 930 00:46:43,320 --> 00:46:46,440 Speaker 1: that I realized that the people likes and ship, that's 931 00:46:46,480 --> 00:46:49,239 Speaker 1: not what love is. You see their heart, that's not love, 932 00:46:50,600 --> 00:46:54,480 Speaker 1: that's not coming, that's not love. You're not you see 933 00:46:54,520 --> 00:46:57,040 Speaker 1: that ship over the media, you don't really feel this ship. 934 00:46:57,719 --> 00:46:59,880 Speaker 1: That's why a lot of people don't love themselves. It's 935 00:47:00,000 --> 00:47:02,040 Speaker 1: a lot of people don't look in the mirror, don't 936 00:47:02,080 --> 00:47:03,880 Speaker 1: like their lips. That's why a lot of people look 937 00:47:03,920 --> 00:47:06,120 Speaker 1: in the mirror. Don't like they tips, They don't like 938 00:47:06,239 --> 00:47:09,000 Speaker 1: they But it's because they see so much ship they're 939 00:47:09,000 --> 00:47:11,200 Speaker 1: comparing it to and they comparing it. It's really a 940 00:47:11,320 --> 00:47:14,840 Speaker 1: courage for comparison. It's a thief of joy. So you 941 00:47:14,880 --> 00:47:17,359 Speaker 1: don't miss it. You probably miss interacting with your fans 942 00:47:17,400 --> 00:47:19,239 Speaker 1: and ship like that. But out of it, I just 943 00:47:19,360 --> 00:47:21,040 Speaker 1: go live and just check the ship out of here. 944 00:47:21,760 --> 00:47:24,400 Speaker 1: I just roast people like it was the fun of it. 945 00:47:24,480 --> 00:47:26,200 Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying. Go live with your parents 946 00:47:26,280 --> 00:47:29,040 Speaker 1: and see them what I'm saying and be able to 947 00:47:29,160 --> 00:47:32,239 Speaker 1: post like now I gotta send post in and then 948 00:47:32,520 --> 00:47:34,600 Speaker 1: you got to go through people. You know what I'm saying. 949 00:47:34,640 --> 00:47:37,040 Speaker 1: It just be It's just to be different, bro, It's 950 00:47:37,080 --> 00:47:39,120 Speaker 1: just what was that moment? What was that moment in 951 00:47:39,160 --> 00:47:41,120 Speaker 1: the round game did you be like, ship man, I'm 952 00:47:41,239 --> 00:47:45,600 Speaker 1: ship I did this ship man. I remember this one 953 00:47:45,680 --> 00:47:48,719 Speaker 1: show I had envision I had envisioned before I blew 954 00:47:48,760 --> 00:47:51,200 Speaker 1: I seen it before I blew up. It was like 955 00:47:51,600 --> 00:47:55,200 Speaker 1: It's like, bro, it was fucking stadium. It wasn't um 956 00:47:56,480 --> 00:47:59,920 Speaker 1: was it Virginia, St. Louis. It was at a car 957 00:48:00,040 --> 00:48:02,560 Speaker 1: is in St. Louis and the hope bro. It was 958 00:48:02,719 --> 00:48:06,000 Speaker 1: like ten thousands before Coronas, like ten thousand or fifteen 959 00:48:06,040 --> 00:48:08,840 Speaker 1: thousand people and there I had their flashlights on. It 960 00:48:08,960 --> 00:48:12,279 Speaker 1: was a fucking dum and there was so many people, man, 961 00:48:12,760 --> 00:48:14,800 Speaker 1: and they got the rocking and it bro. We just 962 00:48:14,960 --> 00:48:18,600 Speaker 1: felt like that that was the ship. I saw that 963 00:48:18,760 --> 00:48:21,960 Speaker 1: nobody else, so the only guy showed me to let 964 00:48:22,080 --> 00:48:23,560 Speaker 1: me know that I was on the right path with 965 00:48:23,640 --> 00:48:25,080 Speaker 1: what I was doing. That's why I used to looking 966 00:48:25,080 --> 00:48:26,680 Speaker 1: at moment. But I trust me. I got you, I 967 00:48:26,760 --> 00:48:29,279 Speaker 1: got you. I'm seeing ship, I really see it, I 968 00:48:29,400 --> 00:48:31,800 Speaker 1: really feel it. You know what I'm saying, visualized it, 969 00:48:31,880 --> 00:48:34,160 Speaker 1: I got it is within me. I trust me, like 970 00:48:34,520 --> 00:48:36,719 Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying. And that moment when I 971 00:48:36,760 --> 00:48:38,160 Speaker 1: saw there and let me know that I was on 972 00:48:38,200 --> 00:48:40,120 Speaker 1: the right path, you know what I'm saying that And 973 00:48:40,360 --> 00:48:43,200 Speaker 1: what really made me feel the ship now is that 974 00:48:43,400 --> 00:48:45,400 Speaker 1: I don't have the resources that a lot of these 975 00:48:45,560 --> 00:48:48,880 Speaker 1: artists have and I still get plexing. I still just 976 00:48:49,000 --> 00:48:52,000 Speaker 1: got I still just got one gold play, another goal 977 00:48:52,520 --> 00:48:56,440 Speaker 1: and two platforms. Just last week, I just did it 978 00:48:56,560 --> 00:48:58,040 Speaker 1: and you know what I'm saying, I don't got the 979 00:48:58,080 --> 00:49:02,360 Speaker 1: assistance that everybody else do, know him being one of 980 00:49:02,440 --> 00:49:09,920 Speaker 1: the youngest investing into Yeah, just investing, like investing in 981 00:49:10,040 --> 00:49:13,360 Speaker 1: different ships like ref Like I got took off one platform, 982 00:49:13,440 --> 00:49:15,840 Speaker 1: but Riff they allowed me to come on the platform 983 00:49:15,960 --> 00:49:18,520 Speaker 1: and be able to do stuff on there and buy 984 00:49:18,520 --> 00:49:20,799 Speaker 1: a percentage in their company to where we could both 985 00:49:20,880 --> 00:49:22,960 Speaker 1: make money with it instead of just being on the 986 00:49:23,200 --> 00:49:25,839 Speaker 1: app posting for free and then at the same time, 987 00:49:27,400 --> 00:49:30,120 Speaker 1: at the same time, it's the only app to help 988 00:49:30,200 --> 00:49:32,760 Speaker 1: with streams. It can help your streams as an artist. 989 00:49:32,960 --> 00:49:34,480 Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying, be sitting in the room 990 00:49:34,600 --> 00:49:37,279 Speaker 1: just playing your music and people just in there at 991 00:49:37,320 --> 00:49:39,600 Speaker 1: the same time streaming. So what I'm saying, it's coming 992 00:49:39,640 --> 00:49:43,680 Speaker 1: scrape from Apple, It's Spotify, whatever it's streaming. Have you 993 00:49:43,719 --> 00:49:47,239 Speaker 1: got into the um I don't know. I feel like 994 00:49:47,280 --> 00:49:49,320 Speaker 1: every time I try to get into him, it's like 995 00:49:49,520 --> 00:49:52,120 Speaker 1: it just stirred away on like the force. Man. If 996 00:49:52,160 --> 00:49:55,520 Speaker 1: it's forced, I feel like it's illegal. So I don't know. 997 00:49:55,880 --> 00:49:57,640 Speaker 1: If it comes to me one time though, if it 998 00:49:57,760 --> 00:50:02,600 Speaker 1: comes to me, I don't doing it. So what's some 999 00:50:02,680 --> 00:50:04,320 Speaker 1: game you get like a young rapper that might have 1000 00:50:04,360 --> 00:50:06,480 Speaker 1: just signed a contract like so, because you see a 1001 00:50:06,520 --> 00:50:09,239 Speaker 1: lot of your niggas, their money are fast, like real fast. 1002 00:50:09,320 --> 00:50:10,759 Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying, they'd be back to square one. 1003 00:50:10,800 --> 00:50:12,279 Speaker 1: So what's some game you get somebody that might have 1004 00:50:12,320 --> 00:50:14,680 Speaker 1: just signed that contract and got that that bread. Save 1005 00:50:14,719 --> 00:50:18,440 Speaker 1: your money. Save it like if you if you, if 1006 00:50:18,520 --> 00:50:20,600 Speaker 1: you signed for a million, you need to at least 1007 00:50:20,680 --> 00:50:24,080 Speaker 1: with seven hundred, seven hundred thousand, eight hundred thousands in 1008 00:50:24,120 --> 00:50:27,799 Speaker 1: the savors used the other two hundreds invests. Don't get 1009 00:50:27,840 --> 00:50:29,759 Speaker 1: no chain or getting nothing that ship. I ain't start 1010 00:50:29,800 --> 00:50:33,840 Speaker 1: buying Jeerry to my third year in Okay, like everything 1011 00:50:33,960 --> 00:50:36,960 Speaker 1: else before there was gifts. What I'm saying so like no, 1012 00:50:37,320 --> 00:50:40,560 Speaker 1: just invest your money like back by ship that's gonna 1013 00:50:40,640 --> 00:50:43,280 Speaker 1: raise the value. Get your house, get a home, improve 1014 00:50:43,400 --> 00:50:46,600 Speaker 1: your home because your houses ain't gonna be a number big. 1015 00:50:46,880 --> 00:50:48,440 Speaker 1: I never know we want to sell it. You never 1016 00:50:48,520 --> 00:50:50,640 Speaker 1: know when we want to rent the house and rent 1017 00:50:50,680 --> 00:50:52,359 Speaker 1: the house off. Was just you know what I'm saying, 1018 00:50:52,880 --> 00:50:55,680 Speaker 1: invest your cash. I don't invest it. I don't invested 1019 00:50:55,680 --> 00:50:58,080 Speaker 1: in my own herbal website. You got a food truck 1020 00:50:58,120 --> 00:51:01,120 Speaker 1: to right food truck? Is it like a regular food 1021 00:51:01,160 --> 00:51:04,320 Speaker 1: truck or like a vegan food truck. Vegan food truck me, 1022 00:51:04,400 --> 00:51:06,759 Speaker 1: I feel like he's needed in Memphis. I'm saying, I 1023 00:51:06,880 --> 00:51:09,359 Speaker 1: know how much food can trance to thought process because 1024 00:51:09,360 --> 00:51:11,040 Speaker 1: you change my you know what I'm saying, a lot 1025 00:51:11,080 --> 00:51:13,200 Speaker 1: of people in Memphis eat vegan food. The murderady to 1026 00:51:13,280 --> 00:51:15,480 Speaker 1: go down a bit money on it, just it probably 1027 00:51:15,520 --> 00:51:17,640 Speaker 1: won't go down drastically, but it's small percentage for so 1028 00:51:18,160 --> 00:51:21,440 Speaker 1: and that's just one step what I'm saying, helping helping 1029 00:51:21,560 --> 00:51:23,839 Speaker 1: your city. I was the type nigger, like I said, 1030 00:51:23,840 --> 00:51:25,640 Speaker 1: when I blow up, I'm not moving down my city. 1031 00:51:25,880 --> 00:51:28,200 Speaker 1: I want to implement the right ship in my city 1032 00:51:28,239 --> 00:51:30,200 Speaker 1: to where I can better my city. That's why I 1033 00:51:30,280 --> 00:51:33,400 Speaker 1: feel like Memphis don't go nowhere, because we ain't putting 1034 00:51:33,400 --> 00:51:36,239 Speaker 1: nothing inside city to make sure you kids, make sure 1035 00:51:36,719 --> 00:51:39,040 Speaker 1: make sure to grown nups even are on a better 1036 00:51:39,160 --> 00:51:41,439 Speaker 1: mind state. Like I don't invested in schools. I don't 1037 00:51:41,480 --> 00:51:43,960 Speaker 1: put libraries in schools. How hard is that though? Like 1038 00:51:44,200 --> 00:51:46,600 Speaker 1: just saying that a lot of times, a lot of 1039 00:51:47,080 --> 00:51:51,359 Speaker 1: rap artists demises at home. Um, some people, bro I'm 1040 00:51:51,400 --> 00:51:53,719 Speaker 1: not gonna lie some people just like I said, Like 1041 00:51:55,680 --> 00:51:57,719 Speaker 1: it's just be so much she going on. You can't 1042 00:51:57,719 --> 00:51:59,480 Speaker 1: blame them, you know what I'm saying. There's a lot 1043 00:51:59,520 --> 00:52:02,600 Speaker 1: of ship that go on in your own city matter 1044 00:52:02,680 --> 00:52:05,479 Speaker 1: than outside of any of the city. And certain people 1045 00:52:05,640 --> 00:52:08,960 Speaker 1: just I want to just say scared, But they're scared 1046 00:52:09,000 --> 00:52:10,440 Speaker 1: of death, you know what I'm saying, a lot of 1047 00:52:10,480 --> 00:52:12,319 Speaker 1: people don't want to face that, and that's all they 1048 00:52:12,400 --> 00:52:14,919 Speaker 1: think about when they're in the city. But I feel 1049 00:52:14,960 --> 00:52:18,160 Speaker 1: like my path is different because I'm actually doing something. 1050 00:52:18,200 --> 00:52:20,640 Speaker 1: I'm living for God, and I feel like I'm not 1051 00:52:20,760 --> 00:52:23,880 Speaker 1: gonna die until I complete that ship. So I know 1052 00:52:24,120 --> 00:52:26,600 Speaker 1: everywhere I go I'm good. I know because I know 1053 00:52:26,719 --> 00:52:28,799 Speaker 1: it's something. It's a burden on my shoulder that God 1054 00:52:28,880 --> 00:52:31,759 Speaker 1: got me caring that He's not gonna take me away 1055 00:52:31,840 --> 00:52:34,439 Speaker 1: until I completed. Then I did that. I could worry 1056 00:52:34,440 --> 00:52:36,759 Speaker 1: about it if nigger got to give me what I'm saying, 1057 00:52:36,800 --> 00:52:39,080 Speaker 1: But as long as you're living in purpose, you're good. 1058 00:52:40,000 --> 00:52:42,919 Speaker 1: You you you for show good Because if you're living 1059 00:52:42,960 --> 00:52:44,840 Speaker 1: in purpose, God donna want to He's gonna want you 1060 00:52:44,880 --> 00:52:46,759 Speaker 1: to fulfil that purpose as much as you want to 1061 00:52:46,840 --> 00:52:50,000 Speaker 1: do it. You hang around until you get it done. Yeah, 1062 00:52:50,160 --> 00:52:52,359 Speaker 1: for real. If you know, if you know your heart. 1063 00:52:52,800 --> 00:52:55,400 Speaker 1: You know you know, if you know your heart, if 1064 00:52:55,440 --> 00:52:58,640 Speaker 1: you know eternally you you're gonna do something that's gonna 1065 00:52:58,680 --> 00:53:01,680 Speaker 1: change generations of people. Last God ain't gonna take you 1066 00:53:01,719 --> 00:53:04,120 Speaker 1: away because if I if I drop right now, I 1067 00:53:04,239 --> 00:53:05,840 Speaker 1: know it ain't know another nick that could pick up 1068 00:53:05,840 --> 00:53:09,480 Speaker 1: to burn not carry. I know I know for ship. So, 1069 00:53:10,520 --> 00:53:13,600 Speaker 1: so what do you like to do? Like when you 1070 00:53:13,680 --> 00:53:16,800 Speaker 1: have like free time and spare time to enjoy yourself. 1071 00:53:18,880 --> 00:53:22,160 Speaker 1: Probably play basketball because honestly, like you like to travel, 1072 00:53:22,280 --> 00:53:24,400 Speaker 1: you don't like to pay games, you don't like to 1073 00:53:24,680 --> 00:53:28,879 Speaker 1: like I play games to fucking go rafting, like none 1074 00:53:28,920 --> 00:53:33,560 Speaker 1: of that ship like nothing rafting. I mean, I don't 1075 00:53:33,600 --> 00:53:40,160 Speaker 1: think it's don't don't typically rapt j really like any 1076 00:53:40,239 --> 00:53:43,960 Speaker 1: kind of activity. Like I just feel like if I 1077 00:53:44,000 --> 00:53:48,600 Speaker 1: came back for anything like nothing really just work a holiday, 1078 00:53:50,320 --> 00:53:53,000 Speaker 1: I feel like it's gonna come intign where. Like Okay, 1079 00:53:53,080 --> 00:53:54,920 Speaker 1: I take an hour to hour my day to play 1080 00:53:54,960 --> 00:53:57,319 Speaker 1: a game sometimes just to feel like a key I'm 1081 00:53:57,360 --> 00:54:01,000 Speaker 1: not saying so you don't take vacations or nothing. Now 1082 00:54:01,239 --> 00:54:02,880 Speaker 1: this ship, I'm gon to go out to the country 1083 00:54:02,880 --> 00:54:07,080 Speaker 1: and this ship though, like you kind of go get 1084 00:54:07,160 --> 00:54:09,919 Speaker 1: the kicking and work at the same time, right, Yeah, 1085 00:54:10,000 --> 00:54:12,520 Speaker 1: but when you travel like you don't really have a 1086 00:54:12,560 --> 00:54:15,080 Speaker 1: whole lot of time to like, yeah, yeah, I'm just 1087 00:54:15,280 --> 00:54:18,720 Speaker 1: like my mind, bro, I can't relax. I cannot relax. 1088 00:54:19,160 --> 00:54:21,440 Speaker 1: I think that is because I just like to get 1089 00:54:21,480 --> 00:54:24,120 Speaker 1: stuff done and I don't know. I feel like I 1090 00:54:24,200 --> 00:54:26,399 Speaker 1: feel like if I'm relaxed, somebody else working and I'm 1091 00:54:26,480 --> 00:54:30,719 Speaker 1: uncomfortable with this ship, I'm relaxed, it's somebody out there 1092 00:54:30,760 --> 00:54:35,080 Speaker 1: going harder than me. I gotta go hard. I'm gonna 1093 00:54:35,120 --> 00:54:37,520 Speaker 1: know whin when I need to relax them, I'm gonna 1094 00:54:37,520 --> 00:54:40,360 Speaker 1: know win. But right now, you ain't. Right now, I 1095 00:54:40,400 --> 00:54:44,319 Speaker 1: gotta go hard. God, Nineteam, Well, you got a long 1096 00:54:44,719 --> 00:54:47,279 Speaker 1: way to go, and this ship, it's good when you 1097 00:54:47,360 --> 00:54:51,600 Speaker 1: come in like that, y'all already you ain't can't doing that, 1098 00:54:51,680 --> 00:54:54,880 Speaker 1: but yeah, forever you knocking down the goals young, so 1099 00:54:54,960 --> 00:54:58,000 Speaker 1: they're gonna get bigger and bigger. And the way you're thinking, 1100 00:54:58,040 --> 00:55:00,560 Speaker 1: this ship gonna keep you around a long time. Appreciate 1101 00:55:01,560 --> 00:55:03,960 Speaker 1: Appreciate one on it man. We appreciate an L E. 1102 00:55:04,040 --> 00:55:06,960 Speaker 1: Chopper pulling up the big facts. The project me versus 1103 00:55:07,000 --> 00:55:14,040 Speaker 1: me is give us one, Give us one bomb from 1104 00:55:14,080 --> 00:55:16,719 Speaker 1: me versus me exclusive information on bomb. It could be 1105 00:55:16,800 --> 00:55:19,480 Speaker 1: a feature for this something, something a little forward to. 1106 00:55:19,880 --> 00:55:21,960 Speaker 1: As you said, I got a third feature we're supposed 1107 00:55:21,960 --> 00:55:24,280 Speaker 1: to be shooting while I'm at shooting the video tomorrow. Okay, 1108 00:55:26,200 --> 00:55:31,719 Speaker 1: went crazy on that like bananas. Okay, yeah, alright, that's 1109 00:55:31,760 --> 00:55:34,839 Speaker 1: what it is. We appreciate you TV show covering soon 1110 00:55:35,120 --> 00:55:38,120 Speaker 1: on the TV show traveling traveling the country with his 1111 00:55:38,160 --> 00:55:42,600 Speaker 1: food truck. I really gonna be in different cities. That's 1112 00:55:42,640 --> 00:55:45,240 Speaker 1: like YouTube or t v TV or both of them. 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