1
00:00:00,120 --> 00:00:02,360
Speaker 1: I'm then to do vaugh and this is Conversations with

2
00:00:02,680 --> 00:00:07,760
Speaker 1: the podcast. Today's guest is a rapper from Saint Louis, Missouri.

3
00:00:08,039 --> 00:00:11,319
Speaker 1: Let's welcome Diamond Smith, better known as Big Boss VET.

4
00:00:12,160 --> 00:00:15,120
Speaker 2: Finally got me in here. I'm in here now.

5
00:00:15,840 --> 00:00:18,000
Speaker 1: I can't believe I'm doing it, but I'm doing it

6
00:00:18,160 --> 00:00:20,880
Speaker 1: on the strength of my people's Dolly and Clay.

7
00:00:21,800 --> 00:00:22,840
Speaker 2: They got me in here.

8
00:00:23,200 --> 00:00:25,800
Speaker 1: You need people like that, though, people like that in

9
00:00:25,840 --> 00:00:28,200
Speaker 1: your corner to make you do stuff, because those be

10
00:00:28,280 --> 00:00:30,320
Speaker 1: the main things that take you to the next level.

11
00:00:31,240 --> 00:00:33,280
Speaker 1: And guess who's my first guess. I got a first

12
00:00:33,320 --> 00:00:36,639
Speaker 1: guess in here. You know, I don't know too much

13
00:00:36,640 --> 00:00:39,400
Speaker 1: about it, but I know it through family. And if

14
00:00:39,400 --> 00:00:43,680
Speaker 1: this family fucks with him, I fuck with him. So

15
00:00:43,760 --> 00:00:49,120
Speaker 1: let me introduce y'all, Big Boss Vetat.

16
00:00:47,880 --> 00:00:49,120
Speaker 2: Big Boss VET, a.

17
00:00:53,360 --> 00:00:55,840
Speaker 1: Lot of people come to meet for advice and shit

18
00:00:56,000 --> 00:00:58,840
Speaker 1: and therapy, you know, in my regular life. So I

19
00:00:58,880 --> 00:01:01,160
Speaker 1: figured I figured in the industry, a lot of people

20
00:01:01,200 --> 00:01:05,119
Speaker 1: need advice in therapy with regular lifestyle, not so much

21
00:01:05,160 --> 00:01:08,399
Speaker 1: with business, but with life in general, because getting the

22
00:01:08,400 --> 00:01:11,399
Speaker 1: money be the easy part in the industry, but what

23
00:01:11,520 --> 00:01:13,360
Speaker 1: to do with and how to enjoy it is the

24
00:01:13,400 --> 00:01:13,959
Speaker 1: hard part.

25
00:01:14,240 --> 00:01:15,000
Speaker 2: So they come to me.

26
00:01:15,720 --> 00:01:18,560
Speaker 1: So I figured, Shit, why don't I ask somebody that's

27
00:01:18,640 --> 00:01:21,280
Speaker 1: new in the industry, that's doing her thing and maybe

28
00:01:21,319 --> 00:01:23,520
Speaker 1: she needs some help, So you could talk to me

29
00:01:23,520 --> 00:01:25,560
Speaker 1: about everything. But first let me tell them about you though,

30
00:01:25,600 --> 00:01:27,240
Speaker 1: you know, because I got some of the stuff here.

31
00:01:27,240 --> 00:01:27,600
Speaker 2: All right.

32
00:01:28,120 --> 00:01:30,479
Speaker 1: This is what I know her from from this song

33
00:01:30,560 --> 00:01:34,080
Speaker 1: pretty girl walk like this this this, that's what I

34
00:01:34,160 --> 00:01:36,000
Speaker 1: know her from, you know. But she also got the

35
00:01:36,040 --> 00:01:41,120
Speaker 1: song Snatch problem Karma and I don't need you know.

36
00:01:41,520 --> 00:01:45,400
Speaker 1: She performed at the BET Awards pre show in La.

37
00:01:46,080 --> 00:01:50,680
Speaker 1: She was featured in the Cipher You know her snatched

38
00:01:50,720 --> 00:01:54,320
Speaker 1: stream for over fifteen million times, one of the top

39
00:01:54,440 --> 00:01:58,960
Speaker 1: sounds used on TikTok Snatch remix with Sausa Santana Flo

40
00:01:59,120 --> 00:02:00,960
Speaker 1: Millie was released this past fall.

41
00:02:01,560 --> 00:02:04,920
Speaker 2: Oh you're from Saint Louis. You're from the Lou the

42
00:02:05,040 --> 00:02:08,200
Speaker 2: lou Okay you giving what? Tell me?

43
00:02:08,240 --> 00:02:09,880
Speaker 1: Tell me about the lou Tell me where you're from, temp,

44
00:02:09,960 --> 00:02:11,679
Speaker 1: tell me a little about yourself, Like tell me what

45
00:02:12,080 --> 00:02:14,960
Speaker 1: got you in the game, Like like give me like

46
00:02:15,360 --> 00:02:18,400
Speaker 1: I wanted, like your your upbringing, like your family bringing,

47
00:02:18,480 --> 00:02:20,800
Speaker 1: and what transition into the industry.

48
00:02:20,919 --> 00:02:24,400
Speaker 3: Okay, all right, So I want to say it all

49
00:02:24,400 --> 00:02:28,600
Speaker 3: started in twenty fourteen. I was a broke high school student.

50
00:02:30,480 --> 00:02:32,240
Speaker 3: I don't even think that my phone was on, Honestly,

51
00:02:32,320 --> 00:02:34,519
Speaker 3: I think I just was. I just had a phone,

52
00:02:34,639 --> 00:02:35,480
Speaker 3: like using it.

53
00:02:35,440 --> 00:02:39,480
Speaker 4: On Wi Fi and money.

54
00:02:42,320 --> 00:02:47,760
Speaker 3: Damn. I've seen people going viral for like doing like cover,

55
00:02:47,919 --> 00:02:48,520
Speaker 3: so I'm like.

56
00:02:48,639 --> 00:02:52,680
Speaker 4: Let me hop on the cover and off what covers covers?

57
00:02:52,800 --> 00:02:53,360
Speaker 2: Yeah?

58
00:02:53,480 --> 00:02:55,640
Speaker 3: So my first cover was the Day's Love Tried Me

59
00:02:55,760 --> 00:02:57,399
Speaker 3: and I did not know how to wrap on beat

60
00:02:57,440 --> 00:02:58,720
Speaker 3: back in the day. So I'm like, I'm gonna just

61
00:02:58,760 --> 00:03:02,000
Speaker 3: do it. We gotta be And when I did it,

62
00:03:02,720 --> 00:03:05,160
Speaker 3: I think I posted the video like seven summer night.

63
00:03:05,440 --> 00:03:05,560
Speaker 1: Uh.

64
00:03:05,960 --> 00:03:09,519
Speaker 3: The next morning went to school totally for gud that

65
00:03:09,560 --> 00:03:12,240
Speaker 3: I even posted the video. I posted a picture and

66
00:03:12,240 --> 00:03:14,200
Speaker 3: the mother god like a thousand likes in like thirty minutes.

67
00:03:14,240 --> 00:03:17,120
Speaker 4: I'm like, space, was.

68
00:03:17,120 --> 00:03:18,600
Speaker 2: You let me ask you something? Not to cut you off?

69
00:03:18,639 --> 00:03:22,800
Speaker 2: But I did? Was it? Was you already kind of popular?

70
00:03:23,200 --> 00:03:23,560
Speaker 3: Nah?

71
00:03:23,840 --> 00:03:24,040
Speaker 2: Nah?

72
00:03:24,080 --> 00:03:26,520
Speaker 4: I was. I was a regular school student. I was.

73
00:03:27,160 --> 00:03:28,919
Speaker 2: I don't know, did you have a lot of friends?

74
00:03:29,040 --> 00:03:30,880
Speaker 2: Was you like in the cool crew?

75
00:03:31,880 --> 00:03:32,320
Speaker 1: You know what?

76
00:03:32,520 --> 00:03:34,920
Speaker 3: I was just cool to sell so I would say yeah,

77
00:03:34,960 --> 00:03:36,560
Speaker 3: but then again, I'm gonna say, was you.

78
00:03:36,480 --> 00:03:37,960
Speaker 2: Popular in your school? Yeah?

79
00:03:37,960 --> 00:03:38,560
Speaker 4: I actually was.

80
00:03:38,760 --> 00:03:41,520
Speaker 1: Okay, I'm just trying to see how to what might

81
00:03:41,520 --> 00:03:45,160
Speaker 1: have caused the thousand. What'd you say you had interview.

82
00:03:45,920 --> 00:03:47,400
Speaker 4: A thousand or something like yeah?

83
00:03:47,480 --> 00:03:48,800
Speaker 2: Yeah, like yeah yeah.

84
00:03:48,920 --> 00:03:49,760
Speaker 4: I was like, I don't know.

85
00:03:49,680 --> 00:03:51,440
Speaker 3: What they're going on, Like I have never got the

86
00:03:51,520 --> 00:03:54,400
Speaker 3: men likes, so I'm like, like, what's going on? And

87
00:03:54,960 --> 00:03:56,480
Speaker 3: I posted a second picture because I'm like, let me

88
00:03:56,520 --> 00:03:58,120
Speaker 3: see if it's gonna do the same thing, and they

89
00:03:58,120 --> 00:04:00,880
Speaker 3: had like two thousands. I'm like like, yo, what's going on.

90
00:04:00,960 --> 00:04:04,240
Speaker 3: So I'm going through my notifications on Facebook and I

91
00:04:04,280 --> 00:04:06,520
Speaker 3: realized that the video that I supposed to do on

92
00:04:06,560 --> 00:04:08,360
Speaker 3: the cover to the Days like Trying Me went viral,

93
00:04:08,880 --> 00:04:11,080
Speaker 3: so that's where all them likes were coming in from.

94
00:04:11,120 --> 00:04:13,200
Speaker 3: And I'm like, oh shit. So I'm reading the comments

95
00:04:13,200 --> 00:04:16,280
Speaker 3: and they're like, so you saw pretty I'm like and

96
00:04:16,320 --> 00:04:18,800
Speaker 3: I'm just like, I'm not a rapper like this this

97
00:04:18,880 --> 00:04:20,160
Speaker 3: is just fun, Like I don't, like, I don't know

98
00:04:20,200 --> 00:04:23,440
Speaker 3: what's going on. So fast forwarded like I just started

99
00:04:23,720 --> 00:04:26,160
Speaker 3: like kept on doing covers, like, kept on doing covers,

100
00:04:26,279 --> 00:04:28,640
Speaker 3: and I kept going viral of them I got in

101
00:04:28,680 --> 00:04:32,760
Speaker 3: the studio and I did a I had laid the

102
00:04:32,839 --> 00:04:36,000
Speaker 3: cover down to the Ludacris that moved to get out

103
00:04:36,480 --> 00:04:41,720
Speaker 3: to that beat. And that's when I started getting booked

104
00:04:41,800 --> 00:04:42,920
Speaker 3: to like sing my songs.

105
00:04:42,920 --> 00:04:46,919
Speaker 4: And I'm like, yo, like you.

106
00:04:46,920 --> 00:04:48,560
Speaker 2: Got off the ground running, yo.

107
00:04:48,760 --> 00:04:51,760
Speaker 3: And I was so nervous because I'm like, what am

108
00:04:51,800 --> 00:04:54,000
Speaker 3: I supposed to do with all this new found family?

109
00:04:54,000 --> 00:04:54,599
Speaker 4: Like I don't know.

110
00:04:54,760 --> 00:04:55,760
Speaker 2: You had to learn as you go.

111
00:04:56,120 --> 00:04:56,680
Speaker 4: Absolutely.

112
00:04:57,600 --> 00:05:00,239
Speaker 3: So I had one manager, which was my cousin, and

113
00:05:01,200 --> 00:05:03,359
Speaker 3: we was working together for a while, and I was

114
00:05:03,400 --> 00:05:05,720
Speaker 3: just like, yeah, it's not working off for me no more.

115
00:05:05,839 --> 00:05:06,000
Speaker 2: You know.

116
00:05:06,839 --> 00:05:08,760
Speaker 3: For my first show ever, I think they paid me

117
00:05:08,800 --> 00:05:11,840
Speaker 3: like seven hundred dollars like drive fourteen hours. And I

118
00:05:11,880 --> 00:05:14,719
Speaker 3: was so excited about this year, Like I'm like, yeah,

119
00:05:13,920 --> 00:05:17,320
Speaker 3: I was excited. I'm like, damn, like you want to

120
00:05:17,320 --> 00:05:18,919
Speaker 3: pay to hear me wrap us all on that, you know,

121
00:05:19,080 --> 00:05:21,400
Speaker 3: Like like I ain't even know rapper, like you say

122
00:05:21,440 --> 00:05:21,840
Speaker 3: my beat.

123
00:05:22,080 --> 00:05:24,560
Speaker 1: Let me ask you this. Do you got siblings siblings

124
00:05:24,640 --> 00:05:25,640
Speaker 1: like brothers and sisters.

125
00:05:25,760 --> 00:05:27,680
Speaker 3: Yeah, but I wasn't really close to none of my siblings.

126
00:05:27,760 --> 00:05:28,960
Speaker 3: I was only close to my cousin.

127
00:05:29,200 --> 00:05:31,400
Speaker 2: And I'm in the brothers and sisters you got.

128
00:05:31,440 --> 00:05:33,599
Speaker 3: I got two brothers and I got one sister on

129
00:05:33,600 --> 00:05:35,599
Speaker 3: my mom's side. I got a brother on my daily

130
00:05:35,600 --> 00:05:37,479
Speaker 3: side and the sister I never met, and also have

131
00:05:37,520 --> 00:05:40,920
Speaker 3: step siblings and siblings that I've met in this industry.

132
00:05:41,000 --> 00:05:44,479
Speaker 1: So okay, so you got family outside like like me

133
00:05:44,520 --> 00:05:46,720
Speaker 1: and my people's dollar, we family outside of the.

134
00:05:46,600 --> 00:05:49,279
Speaker 4: Family at me and there because now we y'all feel me.

135
00:05:49,160 --> 00:05:53,440
Speaker 1: Come on, yeah, so let me see all right, So

136
00:05:53,560 --> 00:05:56,120
Speaker 1: you said, I'm trying to get more into like the

137
00:05:56,160 --> 00:05:59,479
Speaker 1: family part of it too, Like like, so you went

138
00:05:59,560 --> 00:06:01,960
Speaker 1: from Saint Louis, he was in the music he was

139
00:06:02,000 --> 00:06:02,599
Speaker 1: in high school.

140
00:06:02,600 --> 00:06:04,960
Speaker 2: When when this's when you went to high school. He

141
00:06:05,000 --> 00:06:05,680
Speaker 2: was in high school.

142
00:06:05,720 --> 00:06:08,240
Speaker 1: So from there, what was you doing before you was

143
00:06:08,279 --> 00:06:10,800
Speaker 1: doing that just just in school? Regular? Did you have

144
00:06:10,880 --> 00:06:14,880
Speaker 1: a job? Like how was the family structure like everything?

145
00:06:15,080 --> 00:06:17,400
Speaker 4: I wasn't really close to my family, to be honest,

146
00:06:17,400 --> 00:06:18,320
Speaker 4: like I had them blocked on.

147
00:06:18,640 --> 00:06:19,000
Speaker 2: Why not?

148
00:06:19,600 --> 00:06:21,320
Speaker 1: That's kind of because I heard you say when I

149
00:06:21,320 --> 00:06:24,040
Speaker 1: asked you about your your siblings, like I don't really

150
00:06:24,080 --> 00:06:24,840
Speaker 1: fuck with them like that.

151
00:06:24,839 --> 00:06:28,040
Speaker 3: That's what I did it, but now I do. But

152
00:06:28,120 --> 00:06:29,520
Speaker 3: back in the day, I did not like let's get

153
00:06:29,560 --> 00:06:32,080
Speaker 3: into that. I was like the black sheep of the family.

154
00:06:32,120 --> 00:06:33,919
Speaker 2: Like I like, why did they think you was the

155
00:06:33,920 --> 00:06:34,440
Speaker 2: black sheep?

156
00:06:34,520 --> 00:06:37,680
Speaker 3: Because I was not no yes man, Like I had

157
00:06:37,680 --> 00:06:40,160
Speaker 3: grew up with the family that thought like, no matter

158
00:06:40,160 --> 00:06:42,160
Speaker 3: what they said to you, you're not supposed to say

159
00:06:42,200 --> 00:06:44,520
Speaker 3: them back. But I've always been that person that they

160
00:06:44,560 --> 00:06:46,200
Speaker 3: would like be like, damn, what the fuck you're talking

161
00:06:46,200 --> 00:06:47,640
Speaker 3: to me right that, you know, like you ain't even

162
00:06:47,680 --> 00:06:50,080
Speaker 3: gotta say it like that, or I just was it

163
00:06:50,120 --> 00:06:50,680
Speaker 3: a little bit.

164
00:06:50,600 --> 00:06:51,320
Speaker 2: Of both of y'all.

165
00:06:51,600 --> 00:06:53,880
Speaker 1: It was a little bit of like because like sometimes

166
00:06:53,960 --> 00:06:57,160
Speaker 1: cause it's happened to me sometimes, like sometimes you you

167
00:06:57,200 --> 00:06:59,920
Speaker 1: want to you want to buck on people, but it's

168
00:07:00,040 --> 00:07:01,760
Speaker 1: same time they just trying to help you in the

169
00:07:01,760 --> 00:07:03,480
Speaker 1: way that they think they can help you, but then

170
00:07:03,480 --> 00:07:05,840
Speaker 1: they be wrong in the motherfucker and then sometimes you

171
00:07:06,000 --> 00:07:08,520
Speaker 1: be wrong in the motherfucking So like you said, y'all,

172
00:07:08,600 --> 00:07:10,520
Speaker 1: y'all cool now, But did y'all have to come to

173
00:07:10,600 --> 00:07:13,920
Speaker 1: that understanding to take a while or how did y'all

174
00:07:13,920 --> 00:07:14,600
Speaker 1: get to that point?

175
00:07:15,080 --> 00:07:19,400
Speaker 3: So me and my siblings talk to me, we was

176
00:07:19,560 --> 00:07:22,240
Speaker 3: we was literally only closed when it was like time

177
00:07:22,320 --> 00:07:26,040
Speaker 3: to fight, Like like I don't care what I said

178
00:07:26,040 --> 00:07:28,120
Speaker 3: to my siblings. Can't Nobody else had that ship to them,

179
00:07:28,160 --> 00:07:29,560
Speaker 3: like like I didn't like, I didn't care.

180
00:07:29,680 --> 00:07:30,520
Speaker 2: But supposed to be.

181
00:07:30,680 --> 00:07:34,360
Speaker 3: But we would, but we would just be like it

182
00:07:34,400 --> 00:07:37,040
Speaker 3: would it would be a fucking jungle in our damn house.

183
00:07:37,120 --> 00:07:39,360
Speaker 4: Like, yeah, we didn't. We didn't grow up close. We

184
00:07:39,440 --> 00:07:39,880
Speaker 4: just didn't.

185
00:07:39,960 --> 00:07:41,760
Speaker 2: Did they grow? Did they do? They? Are? They in

186
00:07:41,800 --> 00:07:43,280
Speaker 2: the industry too? Music and all?

187
00:07:43,800 --> 00:07:47,960
Speaker 3: They have regularized or regular nine to fives? Like I

188
00:07:48,040 --> 00:07:50,640
Speaker 3: went from being a black sheet to the first million

189
00:07:50,760 --> 00:07:53,560
Speaker 3: or in my family, I ain't cast that check, but

190
00:07:53,600 --> 00:07:54,480
Speaker 3: I'm the first millionaire.

191
00:07:54,560 --> 00:07:57,560
Speaker 2: And will you like the youngest oldest.

192
00:07:57,200 --> 00:08:01,720
Speaker 3: I'm the I'm the youngest baby. I'm the baby.

193
00:08:01,800 --> 00:08:02,760
Speaker 2: And what's the oldest?

194
00:08:03,080 --> 00:08:03,320
Speaker 4: Uh?

195
00:08:03,320 --> 00:08:06,680
Speaker 3: He liked thirty So okay, he thirty something some I

196
00:08:06,720 --> 00:08:11,560
Speaker 3: don't know, but thirty something. And she had like I

197
00:08:11,600 --> 00:08:14,640
Speaker 3: think twenty fifteen was like when I went down like

198
00:08:14,680 --> 00:08:17,560
Speaker 3: a really really dark ass path. Like also, so I

199
00:08:17,600 --> 00:08:20,280
Speaker 3: had like a lot of nine and fives then I

200
00:08:20,360 --> 00:08:22,560
Speaker 3: was doing her and you know it was like things

201
00:08:22,600 --> 00:08:22,840
Speaker 3: like that.

202
00:08:22,960 --> 00:08:26,040
Speaker 1: So I got you at that dark spot? What you

203
00:08:26,080 --> 00:08:28,280
Speaker 1: think I got shot? I said, what got you out

204
00:08:28,320 --> 00:08:28,520
Speaker 1: of it?

205
00:08:28,600 --> 00:08:29,120
Speaker 4: I got shot.

206
00:08:29,680 --> 00:08:32,160
Speaker 2: Oh you was in the dark spot before you got shot. Yeah,

207
00:08:32,360 --> 00:08:33,120
Speaker 2: I thought the dogs.

208
00:08:33,240 --> 00:08:37,560
Speaker 1: I thought shit, oh wait wait wait wait you got

209
00:08:37,600 --> 00:08:38,199
Speaker 1: a life foldo?

210
00:08:38,280 --> 00:08:38,559
Speaker 4: I don't.

211
00:08:38,640 --> 00:08:41,520
Speaker 2: Yeah alright, so so so talk to me. All right,

212
00:08:41,600 --> 00:08:42,240
Speaker 2: so what happened?

213
00:08:42,840 --> 00:08:44,800
Speaker 3: So boom mind you. I told you that I was

214
00:08:44,840 --> 00:08:47,360
Speaker 3: only close to my cousin. Her name was Taja.

215
00:08:48,240 --> 00:08:49,760
Speaker 2: We was like around the same age.

216
00:08:49,840 --> 00:08:55,600
Speaker 3: Yeah, okay, and twenty fifteen the beginning of our senior year.

217
00:08:56,800 --> 00:08:59,120
Speaker 3: Yeah you know, not senior because I graduated twenty sixteen.

218
00:08:59,679 --> 00:09:03,520
Speaker 3: She dad before she started school. And they like send

219
00:09:03,520 --> 00:09:05,160
Speaker 3: me down a really dark path because I felt like

220
00:09:05,160 --> 00:09:09,360
Speaker 3: that I had nobody died. Oh it was we gotta

221
00:09:09,360 --> 00:09:13,480
Speaker 3: talk off okay but yeah, so yeah, and they send

222
00:09:13,559 --> 00:09:15,400
Speaker 3: me down dark path to where I was literally meeting

223
00:09:15,440 --> 00:09:18,319
Speaker 3: people trying to make everybody tas you. And that was

224
00:09:18,440 --> 00:09:21,400
Speaker 3: like putting me in bad situations. Like I was always fighting.

225
00:09:21,720 --> 00:09:22,480
Speaker 3: I was always in.

226
00:09:23,200 --> 00:09:25,400
Speaker 1: Trying to trying to make them all like you like

227
00:09:25,440 --> 00:09:27,760
Speaker 1: your cousin, yeah, like like trying to make him feel

228
00:09:27,760 --> 00:09:28,199
Speaker 1: that void.

229
00:09:28,440 --> 00:09:29,520
Speaker 2: Yeah yeah, I get you.

230
00:09:29,600 --> 00:09:31,880
Speaker 4: Yeah, and I didn't have to feel me.

231
00:09:32,000 --> 00:09:33,560
Speaker 3: That was like, let me go get you help, you know,

232
00:09:33,640 --> 00:09:35,840
Speaker 3: like maybe need to talk to somebody like, which is like,

233
00:09:35,960 --> 00:09:37,720
Speaker 3: now I won't go to therapy.

234
00:09:37,760 --> 00:09:40,600
Speaker 4: I mean I might need to, everybody need to, but

235
00:09:40,679 --> 00:09:42,319
Speaker 4: I won't go Why. I don't know.

236
00:09:42,880 --> 00:09:44,560
Speaker 2: It's just therapy.

237
00:09:44,559 --> 00:09:46,319
Speaker 1: You don't have to be like a therapist. It could

238
00:09:46,360 --> 00:09:48,280
Speaker 1: be just somebody that you're comfortable with talking with.

239
00:09:48,960 --> 00:09:51,120
Speaker 3: And that's why I got you on this side. I'm

240
00:09:51,120 --> 00:09:53,320
Speaker 3: going I'm gonna lay it all down real soon.

241
00:09:53,360 --> 00:09:53,959
Speaker 4: But yeah, so.

242
00:09:56,200 --> 00:09:58,680
Speaker 3: I was like going crazy, like I was losing my mind.

243
00:09:58,679 --> 00:10:01,240
Speaker 3: I didn't carry about my life. Ain't nobody else like

244
00:10:01,280 --> 00:10:08,439
Speaker 3: I didn't care and I didn't care. And on her

245
00:10:08,520 --> 00:10:11,560
Speaker 3: one year death in the anniversary was like two in

246
00:10:11,559 --> 00:10:14,600
Speaker 3: the morning, we was leaving a party and went to

247
00:10:14,640 --> 00:10:17,599
Speaker 3: go fight some ship I ain't even some ship that

248
00:10:17,640 --> 00:10:20,360
Speaker 3: I shouldn't have even drove to, you know, pulled up

249
00:10:20,640 --> 00:10:24,240
Speaker 3: and they weren't trying to fight. It was like gun

250
00:10:24,280 --> 00:10:24,560
Speaker 3: just sid.

251
00:10:24,600 --> 00:10:25,280
Speaker 4: I'm like, damn.

252
00:10:25,320 --> 00:10:29,960
Speaker 3: You know, when them billet started going, I froze because

253
00:10:29,960 --> 00:10:33,400
Speaker 3: I'm like damn, like like.

254
00:10:35,200 --> 00:10:37,000
Speaker 4: But I've been bamboo. This is not you know, this

255
00:10:37,080 --> 00:10:39,840
Speaker 4: is going on you know and ship.

256
00:10:42,440 --> 00:10:46,000
Speaker 3: Yeah, like we was, we was fighting everybody, so we

257
00:10:46,040 --> 00:10:46,800
Speaker 3: thought it was cool.

258
00:10:46,840 --> 00:10:47,400
Speaker 4: It's just fight.

259
00:10:47,480 --> 00:10:48,880
Speaker 2: It was like you know girls.

260
00:10:50,720 --> 00:10:57,000
Speaker 3: Na, it wasn't no, it was no so no, it

261
00:10:57,040 --> 00:10:59,600
Speaker 3: was it was girls in the background that we were

262
00:10:59,640 --> 00:11:02,880
Speaker 3: supposed to go to, and when we got there, we

263
00:11:02,880 --> 00:11:08,000
Speaker 3: didn't like the girls was really nonexistent because nobody's saying nothing.

264
00:11:08,280 --> 00:11:10,120
Speaker 3: They would say it on the phone, were like going

265
00:11:10,200 --> 00:11:14,360
Speaker 3: on and then men started speaking up and it's like

266
00:11:15,360 --> 00:11:17,760
Speaker 3: er like we weren't even walking with y'all. And then

267
00:11:18,080 --> 00:11:20,160
Speaker 3: luckily my cousin was there.

268
00:11:20,280 --> 00:11:21,000
Speaker 4: We got shot with.

269
00:11:20,960 --> 00:11:22,199
Speaker 2: Them, and.

270
00:11:23,760 --> 00:11:28,280
Speaker 3: Shit, that ship went left like like immediately, and when

271
00:11:28,280 --> 00:11:31,520
Speaker 3: I froze, something just like snapped me out of it

272
00:11:31,640 --> 00:11:33,080
Speaker 3: and was like did you get down?

273
00:11:33,240 --> 00:11:35,120
Speaker 4: Like what are you doing? Like you can't fight no bullet?

274
00:11:35,679 --> 00:11:38,400
Speaker 3: So it was it was it was literally me, my

275
00:11:38,600 --> 00:11:41,720
Speaker 3: cousin and my group was like back hurt.

276
00:11:41,720 --> 00:11:44,199
Speaker 4: But he was the front of cinemas and.

277
00:11:45,720 --> 00:11:48,120
Speaker 3: I had knew one of the people, so I'm like, y'all,

278
00:11:48,200 --> 00:11:50,320
Speaker 3: let's just not do this because I know you and

279
00:11:50,360 --> 00:11:51,960
Speaker 3: I know what, so let's just yea.

280
00:11:52,920 --> 00:11:55,240
Speaker 4: Now, this was before and we.

281
00:11:55,080 --> 00:11:57,080
Speaker 3: Were supposed to just walk away and just be like

282
00:11:57,080 --> 00:11:59,160
Speaker 3: all right, y'all, just let it go on our way

283
00:11:59,200 --> 00:12:01,440
Speaker 3: walking away. One of my cousins have to get the

284
00:12:01,480 --> 00:12:04,280
Speaker 3: last word, and the dude was like, what you saying, nigga,

285
00:12:04,600 --> 00:12:08,880
Speaker 3: and my cousin repeating itself. And then one dude started

286
00:12:08,920 --> 00:12:11,440
Speaker 3: shooting earth, and I guess the other one thought he

287
00:12:11,480 --> 00:12:13,120
Speaker 3: was shot he was shooting at us because he didn't

288
00:12:13,120 --> 00:12:15,040
Speaker 3: even look over before he started to shooting.

289
00:12:15,559 --> 00:12:17,720
Speaker 4: He literally just started aiming at business. And and you

290
00:12:17,760 --> 00:12:19,880
Speaker 4: can tell that the that the gun was too much

291
00:12:19,920 --> 00:12:22,080
Speaker 4: for him to handle because his hand was just just

292
00:12:22,120 --> 00:12:23,640
Speaker 4: going really fucking nearly.

293
00:12:23,720 --> 00:12:27,360
Speaker 3: Yes. So I got down and then then I got up,

294
00:12:27,400 --> 00:12:29,160
Speaker 3: and then I see my cousin, so I'm so I'm

295
00:12:29,160 --> 00:12:30,960
Speaker 3: trying to go, you know, lift him up, like come on,

296
00:12:31,040 --> 00:12:32,959
Speaker 3: let's go, Let's go. Because I didn't even realize I

297
00:12:33,000 --> 00:12:35,520
Speaker 3: was shot yet, and I'm seeing blood fall and I'm like,

298
00:12:35,520 --> 00:12:37,720
Speaker 3: what the fuck? And I'm and I'm and I'm checking myself.

299
00:12:37,720 --> 00:12:41,360
Speaker 3: I'm like, yo, I'm like these I'm I'm shot, like

300
00:12:41,480 --> 00:12:43,720
Speaker 3: and then that is that is when I started feeling

301
00:12:43,760 --> 00:12:48,160
Speaker 3: this burning sensation that was like say, you say you

302
00:12:48,240 --> 00:12:51,080
Speaker 3: like touch a stove and you like, but you but

303
00:12:51,120 --> 00:12:53,320
Speaker 3: you cannot pull away, so which is constant burning.

304
00:12:53,440 --> 00:12:54,640
Speaker 4: So that ship I.

305
00:12:54,600 --> 00:12:56,640
Speaker 3: Started digging them off. I'm trying to like stop the

306
00:12:56,679 --> 00:13:00,000
Speaker 3: burning it was. It was it was crazy and so.

307
00:13:00,080 --> 00:13:03,680
Speaker 2: That there made you made you come to your senses.

308
00:13:05,160 --> 00:13:08,880
Speaker 3: Yeah, yeah, like because like afterwards, like it was, it

309
00:13:08,960 --> 00:13:10,640
Speaker 3: was a lot of ship that I went through with

310
00:13:10,679 --> 00:13:12,319
Speaker 3: that situation, and.

311
00:13:13,640 --> 00:13:16,679
Speaker 2: It was like I was process.

312
00:13:16,520 --> 00:13:17,480
Speaker 4: Oh this ship was once on.

313
00:13:17,640 --> 00:13:25,000
Speaker 3: Then my my bull room actually got infected and well

314
00:13:25,120 --> 00:13:27,240
Speaker 3: they won't take the bullet out. So I'm like, all right,

315
00:13:27,280 --> 00:13:29,640
Speaker 3: because I cause I was hearing stories of people push

316
00:13:29,679 --> 00:13:30,760
Speaker 3: their bullets out.

317
00:13:31,000 --> 00:13:31,480
Speaker 4: I don't know.

318
00:13:31,920 --> 00:13:34,040
Speaker 3: Actually they wouldn't give me the bullet or tell me

319
00:13:34,040 --> 00:13:35,640
Speaker 3: what I was here with. They they actually took it

320
00:13:35,679 --> 00:13:40,240
Speaker 3: into evidence. They wouln't give it to me. So after

321
00:13:41,000 --> 00:13:42,200
Speaker 3: like it didn't hurt no more.

322
00:13:42,280 --> 00:13:44,000
Speaker 4: I was trying to push the bullet out myself because

323
00:13:44,000 --> 00:13:45,280
Speaker 4: I was tarning people do it, and they was like

324
00:13:45,720 --> 00:13:47,719
Speaker 4: it didn't and didn't kill them. So I'm like, oh fuck,

325
00:13:47,760 --> 00:13:48,400
Speaker 4: I'm gonna do it too.

326
00:13:48,800 --> 00:13:51,760
Speaker 3: I tried to do it, and like this, this yellowish

327
00:13:51,800 --> 00:13:54,679
Speaker 3: greenish substance started like oozing out of my arm and

328
00:13:55,000 --> 00:13:55,839
Speaker 3: I couldn't stop it.

329
00:13:55,920 --> 00:13:57,319
Speaker 4: I'm like, something is wrong.

330
00:13:58,000 --> 00:14:02,360
Speaker 3: Went to the doctor and realized that it was an

331
00:14:02,400 --> 00:14:07,240
Speaker 3: infection coming out, and they wound up taking the bullet

332
00:14:07,240 --> 00:14:09,079
Speaker 3: out you know, they took it from me. They was like,

333
00:14:09,160 --> 00:14:12,640
Speaker 3: we can't tell you about it, right, And I'm like

334
00:14:12,920 --> 00:14:15,400
Speaker 3: all right, you know. And then a year later, I

335
00:14:15,520 --> 00:14:17,120
Speaker 3: started getting this pain in my arm and I'm like,

336
00:14:17,120 --> 00:14:20,040
Speaker 3: what the fucking on I like, and I'm like, maybe

337
00:14:20,080 --> 00:14:23,800
Speaker 3: it's like a nerve damage, right, and I and like

338
00:14:24,160 --> 00:14:25,560
Speaker 3: one day I was in so much pain, I'm like,

339
00:14:25,600 --> 00:14:28,080
Speaker 3: something is wrong. I went back to the doctor and

340
00:14:28,200 --> 00:14:30,720
Speaker 3: realized that it was a fragmenting on the nerve that

341
00:14:30,840 --> 00:14:34,200
Speaker 3: was fucking me up and it traveled like up my arm.

342
00:14:34,840 --> 00:14:35,800
Speaker 4: It was like right here.

343
00:14:36,000 --> 00:14:38,760
Speaker 3: So like after yeah, I got your hair, and it

344
00:14:38,960 --> 00:14:41,440
Speaker 3: like traveled her within a year and they was like

345
00:14:41,480 --> 00:14:43,280
Speaker 3: it was going to keep traveling till they really smart

346
00:14:43,320 --> 00:14:44,440
Speaker 3: and it could have killed me. So I needed to

347
00:14:44,440 --> 00:14:46,800
Speaker 3: get surgery to get out. I'm like, damn, bitch almost

348
00:14:46,840 --> 00:14:47,440
Speaker 3: died three times.

349
00:14:47,480 --> 00:14:49,240
Speaker 4: God damn, Like shit, why you.

350
00:14:49,240 --> 00:14:50,120
Speaker 2: Was going through it? Did it?

351
00:14:50,640 --> 00:14:53,160
Speaker 1: Did you realize? What was you like in survival mode?

352
00:14:54,280 --> 00:14:56,280
Speaker 1: Like I probably could die fucking around.

353
00:14:56,080 --> 00:14:56,960
Speaker 2: And what you just like.

354
00:14:58,880 --> 00:15:00,720
Speaker 3: I was like, yo, litt to get the shit out,

355
00:15:00,880 --> 00:15:02,840
Speaker 3: like like I'm like I'm tired of dealing with this shit,

356
00:15:02,960 --> 00:15:04,600
Speaker 3: Like damn, Like like I don't even live that, like

357
00:15:04,600 --> 00:15:06,560
Speaker 3: no more, like this ship is over with like stop,

358
00:15:06,680 --> 00:15:06,920
Speaker 3: you know?

359
00:15:07,400 --> 00:15:09,720
Speaker 1: Is that what made you transfer to like all right,

360
00:15:09,760 --> 00:15:11,600
Speaker 1: I'm gonna put more into this music thing to get

361
00:15:11,640 --> 00:15:13,560
Speaker 1: up out of here than get to Atlanta?

362
00:15:13,880 --> 00:15:14,280
Speaker 4: Nah?

363
00:15:14,440 --> 00:15:16,640
Speaker 3: Nah? So what made me go into music is like

364
00:15:16,880 --> 00:15:20,960
Speaker 3: the day yeah, like two days after I got shot,

365
00:15:21,480 --> 00:15:23,720
Speaker 3: So my call looked like a fucking murders and it

366
00:15:23,720 --> 00:15:27,160
Speaker 3: was blood eirwhere and nobody would have me cleaned out?

367
00:15:27,280 --> 00:15:29,480
Speaker 3: And it was this man that I met, and he

368
00:15:29,560 --> 00:15:32,600
Speaker 3: was like cool as hell and he literally was a

369
00:15:32,600 --> 00:15:36,760
Speaker 3: fucking wolf and sheep clothing, so he helped me clean

370
00:15:36,800 --> 00:15:38,680
Speaker 3: my car out. He was like so nice to me,

371
00:15:39,880 --> 00:15:42,080
Speaker 3: wolf and sheep clothes, and I promise he was. He

372
00:15:42,280 --> 00:15:45,240
Speaker 3: was everything that I could have wanted at first until

373
00:15:45,280 --> 00:15:47,120
Speaker 3: he finally got me. And then the bitch went into

374
00:15:47,200 --> 00:15:49,720
Speaker 3: demon time like demon mold like he was different, you know,

375
00:15:50,360 --> 00:15:55,480
Speaker 3: and two months but being as though that I created

376
00:15:55,520 --> 00:15:59,280
Speaker 3: a trauma bomb him and it was a coldependency. It

377
00:15:59,400 --> 00:16:02,200
Speaker 3: was like I was I was up with how.

378
00:16:02,080 --> 00:16:02,800
Speaker 2: Did it change you?

379
00:16:03,240 --> 00:16:05,920
Speaker 1: How you feel like the accident changed you? Because he

380
00:16:06,000 --> 00:16:07,920
Speaker 1: was there too, He was there through the healing part.

381
00:16:08,000 --> 00:16:09,960
Speaker 1: Yeah supposed yeah, so he really didn't.

382
00:16:09,760 --> 00:16:11,960
Speaker 4: Heal, like okay, so he was.

383
00:16:12,120 --> 00:16:14,840
Speaker 3: He was there through the hell and like because I

384
00:16:14,880 --> 00:16:19,240
Speaker 3: had to like separate myself from everybody who I was

385
00:16:19,280 --> 00:16:21,480
Speaker 3: with because I didn't want to be outside fighting no more.

386
00:16:21,520 --> 00:16:22,680
Speaker 4: I didn't want to do all this no more.

387
00:16:22,720 --> 00:16:25,120
Speaker 3: I'm like, yo, like I'm wasting my life right now,

388
00:16:25,240 --> 00:16:26,480
Speaker 3: like I could be doing something better.

389
00:16:27,080 --> 00:16:29,480
Speaker 4: And that's when I started focusing on music.

390
00:16:29,760 --> 00:16:32,160
Speaker 3: And then once I used to like rap up my verses,

391
00:16:32,240 --> 00:16:34,200
Speaker 3: he would be like, I don't I don't want you

392
00:16:34,280 --> 00:16:38,560
Speaker 3: talking like that any songs people don't like, Like niggas

393
00:16:38,560 --> 00:16:39,920
Speaker 3: just going to fuck you if they hear you talking

394
00:16:39,920 --> 00:16:41,880
Speaker 3: like that, they ain't even gonna like your music. Like

395
00:16:41,880 --> 00:16:44,160
Speaker 3: like he was instilling that shit in my mind, and

396
00:16:44,280 --> 00:16:46,120
Speaker 3: I thought that this nigga knew what he was talking

397
00:16:46,120 --> 00:16:48,600
Speaker 3: about at one point in time, until he would get

398
00:16:48,600 --> 00:16:50,320
Speaker 3: caught cheating and then I'll drop a song and then

399
00:16:50,360 --> 00:16:52,480
Speaker 3: I go viral, and then he would start acting back

400
00:16:52,560 --> 00:16:55,160
Speaker 3: right and then I and then I would not drop

401
00:16:55,240 --> 00:16:56,920
Speaker 3: no more music, and then he and then he would

402
00:16:56,920 --> 00:16:57,720
Speaker 3: get caught cheating again.

403
00:16:57,760 --> 00:16:58,680
Speaker 4: Then I drop these songs.

404
00:16:58,760 --> 00:17:01,840
Speaker 3: So I started to come to realization, like, yo, God

405
00:17:01,920 --> 00:17:04,000
Speaker 3: is teaching me to get the fuck away from you.

406
00:17:04,080 --> 00:17:06,840
Speaker 3: Literally once I got away from that man, when I

407
00:17:06,880 --> 00:17:09,639
Speaker 3: say my life elevated times team, like I was like

408
00:17:09,680 --> 00:17:13,480
Speaker 3: getting bookings like every fucking weekend. I had a new manager,

409
00:17:13,640 --> 00:17:16,359
Speaker 3: like like I was like living life and then shit.

410
00:17:16,880 --> 00:17:18,639
Speaker 1: So what advice you would give somebody that's in the

411
00:17:18,680 --> 00:17:20,800
Speaker 1: situation that went through what you went through is fucking

412
00:17:20,840 --> 00:17:23,119
Speaker 1: shot and getting with this man that he was supposed

413
00:17:23,160 --> 00:17:27,080
Speaker 1: to be helping you but he ended up being like me, Yeah.

414
00:17:26,920 --> 00:17:28,199
Speaker 4: Go to a therapist.

415
00:17:28,560 --> 00:17:32,360
Speaker 3: I do not cut everybody off for one person, because

416
00:17:33,040 --> 00:17:38,120
Speaker 3: you would create a very hard codependency that is very

417
00:17:38,119 --> 00:17:40,240
Speaker 3: hard to even break that shit like this shit is horrible.

418
00:17:40,280 --> 00:17:41,120
Speaker 4: You know this is hard.

419
00:17:41,480 --> 00:17:42,920
Speaker 2: So you need to take your own advice.

420
00:17:45,280 --> 00:17:45,959
Speaker 4: Yes, I do.

421
00:17:46,320 --> 00:17:49,359
Speaker 3: I do, Like, how did you stay so positive when

422
00:17:49,680 --> 00:17:52,919
Speaker 3: everything is falling the party around you?

423
00:17:52,640 --> 00:17:55,440
Speaker 1: You control the things you can and the things you can't.

424
00:17:55,480 --> 00:17:57,760
Speaker 1: Fuck it, it's really.

425
00:17:57,520 --> 00:17:59,800
Speaker 3: Since say fucking with a smile on your face or

426
00:18:00,080 --> 00:18:02,439
Speaker 3: you say fuck it with tours eyes both.

427
00:18:02,760 --> 00:18:05,520
Speaker 1: Sometimes I usually only cry for tears of joy or

428
00:18:05,520 --> 00:18:08,280
Speaker 1: something like personal. I don't cry for problems that the

429
00:18:08,480 --> 00:18:12,160
Speaker 1: world problems like really problems, a career problems?

430
00:18:12,200 --> 00:18:14,600
Speaker 4: Do you cry about them? Have you ever crowd about it.

431
00:18:14,640 --> 00:18:18,320
Speaker 1: No, No, But see I'm I've been in this game

432
00:18:18,400 --> 00:18:22,480
Speaker 1: so long that my career is just like it is

433
00:18:22,480 --> 00:18:24,760
Speaker 1: what it is at this point. It's like it's I've

434
00:18:24,840 --> 00:18:29,040
Speaker 1: programmed my my career so much to where you know,

435
00:18:29,080 --> 00:18:31,600
Speaker 1: you plant seeds, not even grow nows, and all I

436
00:18:31,640 --> 00:18:33,240
Speaker 1: gotta do is keep keep watering.

437
00:18:33,520 --> 00:18:34,800
Speaker 2: So that's really where I'm at now.

438
00:18:34,840 --> 00:18:39,560
Speaker 1: But even at even at your level when just getting

439
00:18:39,600 --> 00:18:44,080
Speaker 1: in the game, as far as the industry, you can't

440
00:18:44,119 --> 00:18:47,960
Speaker 1: really you can't really like put dwell on something that

441
00:18:47,960 --> 00:18:50,000
Speaker 1: that's that's not that you can't control, you see what

442
00:18:50,000 --> 00:18:52,199
Speaker 1: I'm saying. So, like it's like the lottery. This's how

443
00:18:52,240 --> 00:18:55,679
Speaker 1: I treat the industry. Like the lottery. It's like you

444
00:18:55,720 --> 00:18:57,920
Speaker 1: won't you can't play, you can't win unless you play.

445
00:18:58,400 --> 00:19:01,680
Speaker 1: At the same time, you don't quit your job or

446
00:19:01,720 --> 00:19:04,600
Speaker 1: you don't quit living your life and depend on just

447
00:19:04,680 --> 00:19:06,520
Speaker 1: the job. You get what I'm saying. So that's how

448
00:19:06,560 --> 00:19:09,600
Speaker 1: I treat the industry. It's like I do this shit

449
00:19:09,720 --> 00:19:11,760
Speaker 1: at the same time, I don't put all my love

450
00:19:11,800 --> 00:19:14,600
Speaker 1: into the industry. I got life outside of the industry.

451
00:19:14,800 --> 00:19:17,520
Speaker 1: So if the industry gone or something happened, like say,

452
00:19:17,560 --> 00:19:19,560
Speaker 1: feeling like twenty twenty when it wasn't nothing to do,

453
00:19:19,760 --> 00:19:21,640
Speaker 1: I still had a life, so I never really seen

454
00:19:21,680 --> 00:19:24,439
Speaker 1: the difference in the transition of what happened.

455
00:19:24,480 --> 00:19:25,800
Speaker 2: So that's how I treat it.

456
00:19:27,560 --> 00:19:28,960
Speaker 4: Do you for being canceled?

457
00:19:29,600 --> 00:19:29,639
Speaker 1: No?

458
00:19:30,160 --> 00:19:33,720
Speaker 2: How to get canceled every week? Shit, dude, That's why

459
00:19:33,720 --> 00:19:34,040
Speaker 2: I didn't.

460
00:19:34,200 --> 00:19:35,720
Speaker 1: That's the main reason what took me so long to

461
00:19:35,720 --> 00:19:38,439
Speaker 1: do a podcast, because I don't like to talk so

462
00:19:38,600 --> 00:19:41,440
Speaker 1: much because the more you talk, the more they got

463
00:19:41,480 --> 00:19:44,280
Speaker 1: to the more they got to take from you and

464
00:19:44,400 --> 00:19:46,800
Speaker 1: to take the wrong way. So when I try to talk,

465
00:19:46,840 --> 00:19:49,359
Speaker 1: I try to talk when it's purposeful, you know what

466
00:19:49,400 --> 00:19:50,880
Speaker 1: I'm saying, stall just randomly talking.

467
00:19:50,920 --> 00:19:54,440
Speaker 2: That's what podcasts do a lot. So do you.

468
00:19:54,400 --> 00:19:58,080
Speaker 3: Feel like kind of sensor on yourself make you unhappy

469
00:19:58,480 --> 00:19:59,200
Speaker 3: within your job?

470
00:19:59,400 --> 00:20:01,680
Speaker 1: Yeah? No, because I've been I've been able to say

471
00:20:01,680 --> 00:20:03,800
Speaker 1: and do what I want for so long, and so

472
00:20:03,960 --> 00:20:06,440
Speaker 1: now it's to the point life has changed to where

473
00:20:06,480 --> 00:20:09,320
Speaker 1: how people see things like safe things like being sarcastic.

474
00:20:09,600 --> 00:20:12,159
Speaker 1: Being sarcastic used to work great, that's really what my

475
00:20:12,200 --> 00:20:16,640
Speaker 1: comedy is, being sarcastic, but they don't read well online. Yeah,

476
00:20:16,760 --> 00:20:20,480
Speaker 1: so yeah, so It's been like a task for me

477
00:20:20,600 --> 00:20:23,199
Speaker 1: to go with the times because now the youngest generation,

478
00:20:23,320 --> 00:20:26,080
Speaker 1: they don't read sarcasm, like how we did it? You

479
00:20:26,160 --> 00:20:28,439
Speaker 1: know what I'm saying, So I have to understand it,

480
00:20:28,480 --> 00:20:30,600
Speaker 1: so I don't really get upset with it. I don't

481
00:20:30,760 --> 00:20:33,840
Speaker 1: get trip off of I just understand what the game is.

482
00:20:34,080 --> 00:20:36,520
Speaker 1: But the good thing is being who I am. I

483
00:20:36,520 --> 00:20:38,200
Speaker 1: can get away with a lot more than the average

484
00:20:38,200 --> 00:20:40,040
Speaker 1: person because y'all know me for who I am, so

485
00:20:40,080 --> 00:20:42,040
Speaker 1: I can the people that know me know me. It's

486
00:20:42,040 --> 00:20:44,560
Speaker 1: just the new people that don't know me, they might

487
00:20:44,560 --> 00:20:47,119
Speaker 1: take it the wrong way. It's like your uncle, you know,

488
00:20:47,160 --> 00:20:50,439
Speaker 1: your granddaddy, he say crazy shit. Even if you know

489
00:20:50,520 --> 00:20:52,320
Speaker 1: it's your granddaddy. You was like, all right, he's just

490
00:20:52,520 --> 00:20:54,199
Speaker 1: that's just grand dad. That's how they look at me. Now,

491
00:20:54,240 --> 00:20:56,440
Speaker 1: let's just do vall. He's just saying shit. You got

492
00:20:56,440 --> 00:20:58,200
Speaker 1: to get to that point, and it takes a long time.

493
00:20:58,200 --> 00:21:00,200
Speaker 1: It takes a lot of getting canceled, you know what

494
00:21:00,240 --> 00:21:02,720
Speaker 1: I'm saying. I don't recommend it to people, you know,

495
00:21:03,320 --> 00:21:06,080
Speaker 1: but it's what I signed up for, you know. But

496
00:21:06,240 --> 00:21:09,439
Speaker 1: for somebody like you, I wouldn't. Don't always go against

497
00:21:09,480 --> 00:21:13,160
Speaker 1: the grain, because sometimes going against the grain can can

498
00:21:13,200 --> 00:21:15,200
Speaker 1: mess up something for your future. Shit, you know what

499
00:21:15,240 --> 00:21:18,480
Speaker 1: I'm saying. So just just put that in because sometimes

500
00:21:18,520 --> 00:21:19,719
Speaker 1: you be like, fuck it, I want to do what

501
00:21:19,760 --> 00:21:22,480
Speaker 1: I want to do, and sometimes just that's why you

502
00:21:22,520 --> 00:21:24,800
Speaker 1: want to have somebody good in your coner that you trust.

503
00:21:25,160 --> 00:21:26,960
Speaker 1: Now you don't have to listen to everybody, but somebody

504
00:21:26,960 --> 00:21:28,360
Speaker 1: that's just like that.

505
00:21:28,359 --> 00:21:30,639
Speaker 4: You trust that that is Snake for me.

506
00:21:30,920 --> 00:21:36,159
Speaker 3: Yeah, yeah, Snake a good one. How do you feel

507
00:21:36,160 --> 00:21:41,040
Speaker 3: about because this is this is like this should be

508
00:21:41,119 --> 00:21:47,119
Speaker 3: a nationally asked question. Okay, So when a female rapper,

509
00:21:47,359 --> 00:21:53,399
Speaker 3: right when when when people ask her like, oh, are

510
00:21:53,440 --> 00:21:56,000
Speaker 3: you in a relationship or are you single? Do you

511
00:21:56,080 --> 00:21:58,280
Speaker 3: feel like that if she's in a relationship, she is

512
00:21:58,280 --> 00:21:59,320
Speaker 3: handling her career.

513
00:22:01,200 --> 00:22:02,159
Speaker 4: Now why not?

514
00:22:03,520 --> 00:22:05,840
Speaker 1: How could it? I don't get how why do people

515
00:22:05,840 --> 00:22:07,639
Speaker 1: think of the hinder your career? If your career is

516
00:22:07,640 --> 00:22:11,080
Speaker 1: your career. It's like it's like saying at a regular job,

517
00:22:11,359 --> 00:22:14,760
Speaker 1: if you work in a corporate business, like it's the

518
00:22:14,920 --> 00:22:16,879
Speaker 1: wife hindering his career.

519
00:22:17,080 --> 00:22:19,320
Speaker 3: No. But like, but as a female rapper, like you

520
00:22:19,560 --> 00:22:22,120
Speaker 3: have to be a fantasy, like people cannot know your

521
00:22:22,119 --> 00:22:24,040
Speaker 3: personal life because now they quick to judge you not.

522
00:22:24,040 --> 00:22:25,960
Speaker 2: It's like saying that if people don't know I got

523
00:22:25,960 --> 00:22:28,840
Speaker 2: old lady, the women ain't gonna like me. No.

524
00:22:29,320 --> 00:22:33,040
Speaker 3: See it's different for men. Men could be married and

525
00:22:33,040 --> 00:22:35,600
Speaker 3: and bitches do not give a fuck. But if a

526
00:22:35,920 --> 00:22:39,040
Speaker 3: girl is in a relationship, they hate her.

527
00:22:40,320 --> 00:22:42,919
Speaker 1: You think so, I don't know the hat her? So

528
00:22:43,000 --> 00:22:46,000
Speaker 1: do you think so? You think the same thing about

529
00:22:46,080 --> 00:22:48,640
Speaker 1: Cardi b Her and her dude and all set.

530
00:22:49,240 --> 00:22:51,320
Speaker 3: No, no, no no, because I feel like they were

531
00:22:51,359 --> 00:22:54,919
Speaker 3: already rich. It's like, once you're rich, I don't I

532
00:22:54,920 --> 00:22:56,840
Speaker 3: don't have personal life from you.

533
00:22:57,320 --> 00:22:57,520
Speaker 2: Yeah.

534
00:22:57,560 --> 00:23:01,639
Speaker 1: What about Queen Naja her whole relationship she started with

535
00:23:02,119 --> 00:23:05,720
Speaker 1: a dude, a dude right there, they watched the whole thing.

536
00:23:05,920 --> 00:23:09,800
Speaker 3: Nah see okay, but no, no, the story was different though,

537
00:23:09,960 --> 00:23:13,760
Speaker 3: like like like if like the world do not like

538
00:23:14,040 --> 00:23:16,760
Speaker 3: watching women being treated like nothing? You know, like if

539
00:23:16,840 --> 00:23:20,600
Speaker 3: if we see somebody hurting you, we want you to

540
00:23:20,600 --> 00:23:23,080
Speaker 3: get about the situation and we're gonna be here to

541
00:23:23,280 --> 00:23:26,920
Speaker 3: support you until you do. But if you're happy and

542
00:23:27,000 --> 00:23:29,720
Speaker 3: that relationship is different, I don't believe that.

543
00:23:30,200 --> 00:23:32,320
Speaker 1: I think it's all how you can make it, like

544
00:23:32,320 --> 00:23:35,000
Speaker 1: like that's the Queen Nage She's a perfect example.

545
00:23:35,080 --> 00:23:38,040
Speaker 2: She showed her whole. Not only is it what she showed.

546
00:23:38,080 --> 00:23:40,920
Speaker 1: She started off on YouTube showing her relationship and showing

547
00:23:40,960 --> 00:23:45,400
Speaker 1: how they grew together and through that, her music reflected that,

548
00:23:45,600 --> 00:23:49,080
Speaker 1: and that's why it worked. Like people buy into the Yeah,

549
00:23:49,560 --> 00:23:52,000
Speaker 1: so if they bind to you as a person, whatever,

550
00:23:52,160 --> 00:23:54,359
Speaker 1: come with you, it's gonna work. You get, you know

551
00:23:54,359 --> 00:23:56,399
Speaker 1: what I'm saying. It's just like with me, they buying

552
00:23:56,440 --> 00:23:57,639
Speaker 1: to me as a person. So if they know I

553
00:23:57,680 --> 00:23:59,919
Speaker 1: got an old lady, they know I like women that

554
00:24:00,119 --> 00:24:03,159
Speaker 1: like women. Everybody knows that, so they go with it.

555
00:24:03,280 --> 00:24:04,760
Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying. Now, if I came off

556
00:24:04,880 --> 00:24:06,879
Speaker 1: like I'm just this guy in a relationship and they

557
00:24:06,880 --> 00:24:09,119
Speaker 1: find out I'm over here fucking bitches, this, that, and whatever,

558
00:24:09,880 --> 00:24:10,919
Speaker 1: they not gonna go with it.

559
00:24:10,920 --> 00:24:13,359
Speaker 2: It's just like finding out a rapper, ain't he a snitch?

560
00:24:13,440 --> 00:24:14,120
Speaker 2: You get? You know what I'm saying.

561
00:24:14,119 --> 00:24:15,800
Speaker 1: It's like he ain't the person I thought he would.

562
00:24:15,920 --> 00:24:17,440
Speaker 1: It's the same thing in that. But if you fit

563
00:24:17,520 --> 00:24:19,000
Speaker 1: the person that they think you is, you could be

564
00:24:19,000 --> 00:24:19,879
Speaker 1: what the fuck you want to be.

565
00:24:20,720 --> 00:24:21,560
Speaker 2: You get. You know what I'm saying.

566
00:24:21,680 --> 00:24:25,399
Speaker 3: I do that was explained fucking well I like that,

567
00:24:26,080 --> 00:24:32,480
Speaker 3: you know, you know, sh that was explained fucking perfectly,

568
00:24:32,520 --> 00:24:34,159
Speaker 3: Like nobody has ever explained it like that to me.

569
00:24:34,240 --> 00:24:36,479
Speaker 2: I mean, it's it's it's it's just simple.

570
00:24:36,520 --> 00:24:36,720
Speaker 1: You know.

571
00:24:36,800 --> 00:24:38,280
Speaker 2: You just got to put it in perspective.

572
00:24:38,320 --> 00:24:40,560
Speaker 1: That's why you want to have somebody around you, like

573
00:24:40,560 --> 00:24:43,240
Speaker 1: like snake around you, to give you a different perspective

574
00:24:43,240 --> 00:24:45,320
Speaker 1: of things. You know, and sometimes, like you say, you'd

575
00:24:45,320 --> 00:24:46,760
Speaker 1: be like dam I ain't look at it that way.

576
00:24:47,040 --> 00:24:48,240
Speaker 1: And it's just really.

577
00:24:48,040 --> 00:24:50,840
Speaker 4: Simple right now, in this industry, what do you think

578
00:24:50,920 --> 00:24:51,919
Speaker 4: is selling the most.

579
00:24:52,000 --> 00:24:57,240
Speaker 1: Worldly music musically that people like afrobeats and things like that,

580
00:24:57,400 --> 00:25:00,479
Speaker 1: things that people can feel. I mean, if you go

581
00:25:00,760 --> 00:25:02,520
Speaker 1: if you go by the internet, you ain't gonna never

582
00:25:02,560 --> 00:25:04,960
Speaker 1: get it because the Internet looked like it's just like that,

583
00:25:05,119 --> 00:25:06,879
Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying, that's like micro waves stuff.

584
00:25:07,040 --> 00:25:10,159
Speaker 1: But if you really pay attention to people, pay attention

585
00:25:10,200 --> 00:25:13,720
Speaker 1: to what's going on out around you, you know, you'll

586
00:25:13,720 --> 00:25:16,920
Speaker 1: see what's going on and it's worldly. And that's never stopped.

587
00:25:16,960 --> 00:25:19,600
Speaker 1: It's always been music that everybody can feel, you know.

588
00:25:20,160 --> 00:25:22,960
Speaker 1: But you still need the regular music too, You still

589
00:25:23,000 --> 00:25:24,920
Speaker 1: need to street me, you still need to talk shit

590
00:25:25,080 --> 00:25:28,080
Speaker 1: music all of that shit works and it works in itself.

591
00:25:28,119 --> 00:25:32,479
Speaker 1: But for what's selling and really it's gonna stick forever,

592
00:25:32,640 --> 00:25:35,720
Speaker 1: it's stuff that people could feel and stuff that people

593
00:25:35,760 --> 00:25:40,680
Speaker 1: can uplifting and vibe to. That's why Pretty Girl Walk

594
00:25:40,720 --> 00:25:43,600
Speaker 1: work because it uplifted women and.

595
00:25:43,760 --> 00:25:46,600
Speaker 3: Crazy part is that was my first crossover record and

596
00:25:46,840 --> 00:25:49,399
Speaker 3: I did not know what to expect of the record.

597
00:25:49,760 --> 00:25:52,720
Speaker 1: Usually it always works as usually what I told you

598
00:25:52,760 --> 00:25:54,520
Speaker 1: at the beginning, it's like the thing that you don't

599
00:25:54,680 --> 00:25:56,920
Speaker 1: it be people around you. Like like like I said,

600
00:25:56,960 --> 00:25:59,440
Speaker 1: people people around me, they push me to do certain

601
00:25:59,440 --> 00:26:02,280
Speaker 1: ship thould be the ships that that works the most.

602
00:26:02,440 --> 00:26:06,720
Speaker 4: If you can give me any type of advice, so

603
00:26:06,720 --> 00:26:08,479
Speaker 4: so I don't go through anything, what would it be.

604
00:26:09,000 --> 00:26:10,440
Speaker 2: I don't like giving advice to it.

605
00:26:10,840 --> 00:26:12,960
Speaker 1: I have to understand you to give you advice, So

606
00:26:13,000 --> 00:26:15,040
Speaker 1: I have to know you a little more because like

607
00:26:15,119 --> 00:26:18,560
Speaker 1: I'll be giving you just blad advice. But the most

608
00:26:18,560 --> 00:26:21,199
Speaker 1: advice I give everybody don't listen to nobody, pay attention

609
00:26:21,240 --> 00:26:23,800
Speaker 1: to everything. That's what I That's the advice I give

610
00:26:23,920 --> 00:26:27,760
Speaker 1: everybody because if I listen to the people, I wouldn't

611
00:26:27,760 --> 00:26:28,320
Speaker 1: be where I will.

612
00:26:28,400 --> 00:26:28,680
Speaker 2: I am.

613
00:26:28,800 --> 00:26:31,960
Speaker 1: I am now, But I paid attention. You know what

614
00:26:31,960 --> 00:26:35,320
Speaker 1: I'm saying, I pay attention to everything because you can

615
00:26:35,400 --> 00:26:37,920
Speaker 1: learn from from other people. You just got to pay

616
00:26:37,960 --> 00:26:42,600
Speaker 1: attention and understand pay attention. You know you have good

617
00:26:42,640 --> 00:26:43,280
Speaker 1: people around.

618
00:26:43,840 --> 00:26:47,960
Speaker 3: One more thing, if you could tell your younger self

619
00:26:48,040 --> 00:26:51,560
Speaker 3: some that that really fucked you up in life, what

620
00:26:51,600 --> 00:26:54,280
Speaker 3: would it be? So you so so your younger self,

621
00:26:54,320 --> 00:26:55,680
Speaker 3: do not go through it right now.

622
00:26:56,960 --> 00:26:59,600
Speaker 1: It's gonna sound cocky, but I say, you know what,

623
00:26:59,640 --> 00:27:01,480
Speaker 1: you talk to my youngest self.

624
00:27:02,880 --> 00:27:04,120
Speaker 2: Because I everything.

625
00:27:04,520 --> 00:27:07,119
Speaker 1: Like people think you get older, you get wiser, but

626
00:27:07,160 --> 00:27:10,399
Speaker 1: you kind of got to have it early only because

627
00:27:10,640 --> 00:27:12,119
Speaker 1: there's like a lot of stuff that I know now

628
00:27:12,160 --> 00:27:14,600
Speaker 1: to be like, oh yeah, because you og but what

629
00:27:14,680 --> 00:27:17,480
Speaker 1: I am now? I programmed myself like this twenty years ago.

630
00:27:17,560 --> 00:27:20,560
Speaker 1: You got to program yourself, like everything you're doing. If

631
00:27:20,560 --> 00:27:23,560
Speaker 1: you you got to make yourself intentionally, make yourself be

632
00:27:23,640 --> 00:27:26,879
Speaker 1: a good person, or make yourself do certain shit in

633
00:27:27,040 --> 00:27:30,719
Speaker 1: order to get there, because otherwise you never gonna get

634
00:27:30,760 --> 00:27:32,640
Speaker 1: there if you don't intentionally and like if say things,

635
00:27:32,720 --> 00:27:34,600
Speaker 1: I want to do this, I want.

636
00:27:34,359 --> 00:27:35,439
Speaker 2: To be this type of person.

637
00:27:35,680 --> 00:27:37,879
Speaker 1: You got to intentionally keep doing it every day every day,

638
00:27:37,880 --> 00:27:40,879
Speaker 1: and the next thing, you know, you that person. So

639
00:27:41,000 --> 00:27:43,679
Speaker 1: that's that's why I would tell a younger person. But me,

640
00:27:43,840 --> 00:27:46,840
Speaker 1: I was already doing it. So but I was instilled

641
00:27:46,840 --> 00:27:50,199
Speaker 1: by older people. I always had older, older people taught me.

642
00:27:50,680 --> 00:27:53,040
Speaker 1: I was my first friends was old people.

643
00:27:55,240 --> 00:27:58,520
Speaker 3: Will my my friends now is older people. Everybody older

644
00:27:58,520 --> 00:28:00,320
Speaker 3: than me as.

645
00:28:01,280 --> 00:28:02,159
Speaker 2: That's a good age.

646
00:28:02,160 --> 00:28:05,000
Speaker 1: Man, But you don't even know man, twenty five, that's

647
00:28:05,040 --> 00:28:06,160
Speaker 1: a long time.

648
00:28:05,960 --> 00:28:06,960
Speaker 2: Ago for me.

649
00:28:07,040 --> 00:28:10,480
Speaker 1: How old are you for the six I'm cool with that.

650
00:28:12,320 --> 00:28:15,159
Speaker 1: I take it like when I say, oh, I say

651
00:28:15,280 --> 00:28:18,000
Speaker 1: there's a cool thing. I like being old because I

652
00:28:18,000 --> 00:28:20,760
Speaker 1: don't want to be that young. To me, being young

653
00:28:20,960 --> 00:28:24,960
Speaker 1: sound lame as fucked. I'm talking about being a young nigga.

654
00:28:24,960 --> 00:28:27,000
Speaker 1: I don't want to be like them niggas. You know

655
00:28:27,040 --> 00:28:28,680
Speaker 1: what I'm saying, Like, I don't want to be like

656
00:28:29,200 --> 00:28:32,000
Speaker 1: I like being bro. I let nigga know I'm old.

657
00:28:32,040 --> 00:28:34,560
Speaker 1: I ain't none like y'all niggas. I want you to

658
00:28:34,600 --> 00:28:36,960
Speaker 1: separate me from all you young niggas.

659
00:28:37,160 --> 00:28:40,200
Speaker 3: What is what is something that these young niggas is

660
00:28:40,200 --> 00:28:43,120
Speaker 3: doing now that you have never life fucking done?

661
00:28:44,840 --> 00:28:46,400
Speaker 2: Get my booty hole lick what.

662
00:28:48,240 --> 00:28:50,200
Speaker 4: Type you don't like? Bitches in your ass?

663
00:28:50,440 --> 00:28:50,880
Speaker 2: No?

664
00:28:50,880 --> 00:28:53,600
Speaker 1: No, I don't even like getting my nipples licked. I'm

665
00:28:53,600 --> 00:28:55,360
Speaker 1: not that nigga.

666
00:28:56,160 --> 00:28:56,880
Speaker 4: From nipples.

667
00:28:56,880 --> 00:28:59,440
Speaker 1: Wait, because girl, I know girls be cool with licking

668
00:28:59,520 --> 00:29:01,880
Speaker 1: nipples and ship. I ain't into that. If I get

669
00:29:01,920 --> 00:29:04,280
Speaker 1: my liquor, nigga not letting them bitch lick my boodhole.

670
00:29:04,480 --> 00:29:06,040
Speaker 1: I don't want white, do you. I got to hear

671
00:29:06,160 --> 00:29:07,760
Speaker 1: my bully. You got to be a nasty bitch to

672
00:29:07,800 --> 00:29:10,160
Speaker 1: lick my boodhole like I got to hear booty, so

673
00:29:10,200 --> 00:29:12,080
Speaker 1: I wouldn't.

674
00:29:12,120 --> 00:29:14,000
Speaker 2: I wouldn't kiss a bitch after she looked bad.

675
00:29:18,520 --> 00:29:23,840
Speaker 3: Dollar, Yo, I mean we just vibe talking, Yo. How

676
00:29:23,880 --> 00:29:25,280
Speaker 3: the hell do you functional? Weed?

677
00:29:26,040 --> 00:29:26,560
Speaker 4: That's you know.

678
00:29:26,640 --> 00:29:29,920
Speaker 1: I just started smoking weed like about five years ago, forties.

679
00:29:30,480 --> 00:29:32,240
Speaker 1: She she knew me before I smoked weed.

680
00:29:32,320 --> 00:29:34,280
Speaker 2: I just thought I can't.

681
00:29:34,520 --> 00:29:37,480
Speaker 3: I can't function only like back in the day, I

682
00:29:37,520 --> 00:29:39,680
Speaker 3: did smoke, like like way way back when.

683
00:29:39,800 --> 00:29:41,240
Speaker 2: Like what's your choice? What's your vice?

684
00:29:42,560 --> 00:29:42,720
Speaker 1: Uh?

685
00:29:42,840 --> 00:29:43,160
Speaker 4: Donald?

686
00:29:43,240 --> 00:29:43,320
Speaker 1: Yo?

687
00:29:43,880 --> 00:29:44,840
Speaker 4: And a rebel.

688
00:29:45,640 --> 00:29:49,240
Speaker 2: You can drink like a mother, drink a.

689
00:29:49,320 --> 00:29:50,960
Speaker 4: Bitch down like I can't.

690
00:29:51,040 --> 00:29:54,480
Speaker 3: But you know you can't out drink women absolutely cannot.

691
00:29:54,600 --> 00:29:56,800
Speaker 3: Wait a minute, hold on, but if we drinking some

692
00:29:56,880 --> 00:29:58,280
Speaker 3: foot a lot of their liquor.

693
00:29:58,440 --> 00:29:59,920
Speaker 2: Because what's for a lot of their liquor.

694
00:30:00,000 --> 00:30:03,480
Speaker 3: I don't know whatever they had in them Patron bottles

695
00:30:03,520 --> 00:30:06,440
Speaker 3: that they gave me when I say, heard me out, Matron.

696
00:30:09,800 --> 00:30:13,440
Speaker 3: Any day I can't drink what y'all like, y'all, I'll

697
00:30:13,480 --> 00:30:16,240
Speaker 3: be up. But I don't know what they had in

698
00:30:16,280 --> 00:30:18,320
Speaker 3: their idemn or die when I lived there.

699
00:30:18,440 --> 00:30:21,520
Speaker 1: Be careful, somebody run. That's checking that the liquor sneak

700
00:30:21,800 --> 00:30:22,640
Speaker 1: checking their liquor.

701
00:30:23,760 --> 00:30:25,640
Speaker 2: Yeah, Matron is real.

702
00:30:25,920 --> 00:30:28,000
Speaker 4: But it was a fun time though it was. It

703
00:30:28,080 --> 00:30:30,480
Speaker 4: was a fun. But I'm gonna let you know this now,

704
00:30:30,480 --> 00:30:31,880
Speaker 4: I'm bringing my own liking.

705
00:30:31,640 --> 00:30:39,240
Speaker 1: Next sound they ditch everywhere. I want to share my story,

706
00:30:40,240 --> 00:30:40,840
Speaker 1: my truth.

707
00:30:42,240 --> 00:30:44,360
Speaker 4: Hey when I say, I'm just bring my own liking

708
00:30:44,360 --> 00:30:44,720
Speaker 4: next time.

709
00:30:45,320 --> 00:30:47,160
Speaker 2: So let me ask you this, what's your end game?

710
00:30:48,680 --> 00:30:52,320
Speaker 4: My end game in life, not in the just in life.

711
00:30:53,200 --> 00:30:54,960
Speaker 4: My end game is.

712
00:30:57,240 --> 00:31:00,200
Speaker 3: To be so rich that I create generation in the

713
00:31:00,280 --> 00:31:04,400
Speaker 3: wealth to where my keys, my keys beyond money, beyond

714
00:31:04,600 --> 00:31:05,200
Speaker 3: beyond money.

715
00:31:05,200 --> 00:31:07,200
Speaker 1: Because that's this is what this is what Remember I

716
00:31:07,200 --> 00:31:08,800
Speaker 1: told you at the beginning. People come to me because

717
00:31:09,120 --> 00:31:11,000
Speaker 1: after they get the money, because like I said, money,

718
00:31:11,120 --> 00:31:12,240
Speaker 1: it sounds like it's hard to get.

719
00:31:12,240 --> 00:31:13,240
Speaker 2: But this After you get.

720
00:31:13,080 --> 00:31:15,480
Speaker 1: The money, that's when it's hard to be happy because

721
00:31:15,560 --> 00:31:17,760
Speaker 1: now you got to think your whole life. Like you said,

722
00:31:17,800 --> 00:31:19,680
Speaker 1: I want money. I want money. I gotta get this

723
00:31:19,720 --> 00:31:21,840
Speaker 1: money so I can take care of all that. Once

724
00:31:21,840 --> 00:31:24,880
Speaker 1: you do all that, it's like, all right, now what

725
00:31:25,600 --> 00:31:28,240
Speaker 1: so what's after that? What you what? What can you

726
00:31:28,320 --> 00:31:31,520
Speaker 1: do to be happy with? Making vet happy? I don't

727
00:31:31,560 --> 00:31:34,600
Speaker 1: know your real name, but making that person happy. I'm Diamond,

728
00:31:34,960 --> 00:31:36,720
Speaker 1: Make Diamond happy.

729
00:31:37,440 --> 00:31:41,800
Speaker 3: I think I would like to have a great relationship

730
00:31:41,840 --> 00:31:45,480
Speaker 3: with my therapies. Whoever it is, all right because because.

731
00:31:45,280 --> 00:31:46,720
Speaker 2: I don't know if I want to be up there,

732
00:31:46,720 --> 00:31:47,720
Speaker 2: because it's not you'll come.

733
00:31:47,640 --> 00:31:50,760
Speaker 4: To me every day it is you already listen.

734
00:31:51,200 --> 00:31:51,880
Speaker 2: What's your sign?

735
00:31:52,520 --> 00:31:54,360
Speaker 4: Libra? Welcome to death, bro.

736
00:31:54,680 --> 00:31:56,000
Speaker 2: I don't know labors too much.

737
00:31:56,040 --> 00:32:00,080
Speaker 4: Come on, come on, icked o.

738
00:32:00,680 --> 00:32:04,480
Speaker 2: Fun fact leavers are to have the most billionaires.

739
00:32:05,440 --> 00:32:06,840
Speaker 4: She looks so see.

740
00:32:06,880 --> 00:32:09,520
Speaker 1: But that's why I told you don't worry about the money,

741
00:32:09,520 --> 00:32:12,680
Speaker 1: because you're gonna get money. So now what you gotta

742
00:32:12,760 --> 00:32:13,720
Speaker 1: program yourself for?

743
00:32:14,360 --> 00:32:14,600
Speaker 3: Now?

744
00:32:14,760 --> 00:32:16,960
Speaker 2: What after the money, how I'm gonna make I'm gonna

745
00:32:16,960 --> 00:32:17,840
Speaker 2: make Diamond happy.

746
00:32:18,920 --> 00:32:22,080
Speaker 4: Diamond is Doamon is going? So wake up every day

747
00:32:22,320 --> 00:32:23,200
Speaker 4: you want kids.

748
00:32:23,040 --> 00:32:25,240
Speaker 2: So you don't, and it's no problem if you don't.

749
00:32:25,280 --> 00:32:29,400
Speaker 3: I want Actually, so Diamond's gonna wake up every day

750
00:32:29,760 --> 00:32:34,400
Speaker 3: with her ten kids, start with her four dogs, playing

751
00:32:34,440 --> 00:32:39,240
Speaker 3: on starting. Oh yeah, four dogs. She's gonna have a form.

752
00:32:39,560 --> 00:32:42,160
Speaker 3: She's gonna grow her own fruit vegetables.

753
00:32:42,160 --> 00:32:43,080
Speaker 2: Are you doing that now?

754
00:32:43,680 --> 00:32:43,880
Speaker 3: No?

755
00:32:44,120 --> 00:32:46,720
Speaker 1: Okay, see what I told you about programming. You gotta

756
00:32:46,720 --> 00:32:48,640
Speaker 1: start programming away.

757
00:32:48,640 --> 00:32:50,200
Speaker 4: I just signed the thirteen month least. I don't know

758
00:32:50,320 --> 00:32:52,360
Speaker 4: after that then I want to start programming because they

759
00:32:52,440 --> 00:32:52,800
Speaker 4: hold on.

760
00:32:52,880 --> 00:32:55,400
Speaker 1: Now, just playing a tree at the house in the

761
00:32:55,480 --> 00:32:57,760
Speaker 1: in your in your in your place, playing it like

762
00:32:57,760 --> 00:32:59,720
Speaker 1: a little just it don't have to be a fruit.

763
00:32:59,800 --> 00:33:02,320
Speaker 1: Just play on a simple tree and watch that girl,

764
00:33:02,320 --> 00:33:03,479
Speaker 1: and that might get you into it.

765
00:33:03,480 --> 00:33:06,280
Speaker 2: You know what I'm saying. You gotta program yourself to do.

766
00:33:07,040 --> 00:33:09,560
Speaker 1: I'm telling you that's what's gonna bring you peace, because

767
00:33:09,600 --> 00:33:11,600
Speaker 1: when you go, if you plan on getting peace when

768
00:33:11,640 --> 00:33:15,520
Speaker 1: the industry, you're gonna always be frustrated. I'm telling And

769
00:33:15,680 --> 00:33:18,160
Speaker 1: we think about twenty twenty when everybody was going crazy

770
00:33:18,200 --> 00:33:20,200
Speaker 1: because they ain't had nothing to do. Because you know

771
00:33:21,320 --> 00:33:24,080
Speaker 1: I again, yeah, that's when you had shit to do.

772
00:33:24,440 --> 00:33:26,320
Speaker 1: They didn't had nothing to do because they was I

773
00:33:26,360 --> 00:33:28,400
Speaker 1: ain't talking. I'm talking about as far as working shit is,

774
00:33:28,520 --> 00:33:32,320
Speaker 1: the industing, the music industry, the act the movie industry.

775
00:33:32,360 --> 00:33:35,000
Speaker 2: It wasn't nothing to do because they they love us

776
00:33:35,040 --> 00:33:37,800
Speaker 2: all in what they do. I was chilling.

777
00:33:37,840 --> 00:33:40,680
Speaker 1: I had the time because I already programmed myself to

778
00:33:40,840 --> 00:33:45,480
Speaker 1: know how to live without the cheers. Damn yeah, you

779
00:33:45,480 --> 00:33:47,400
Speaker 1: gotta learn how to live without the chair or just think.

780
00:33:47,560 --> 00:33:50,480
Speaker 1: You know how, sometimes on social media you post something

781
00:33:50,520 --> 00:33:52,280
Speaker 1: you're gonna get a lot of likes and donna get nothing.

782
00:33:52,960 --> 00:33:54,600
Speaker 1: You know how, that feeling, just madine, that's gonna be

783
00:33:54,600 --> 00:33:56,000
Speaker 1: your feeling for the rest of your life. You gotta

784
00:33:56,040 --> 00:33:59,040
Speaker 1: know how to stomach that and be happy that you

785
00:33:59,080 --> 00:34:03,480
Speaker 1: don't get that in real life. So that's why I'm

786
00:34:03,520 --> 00:34:06,240
Speaker 1: just saying, program yourself now to say it don't have

787
00:34:06,280 --> 00:34:07,280
Speaker 1: to be nothing big, it.

788
00:34:07,200 --> 00:34:08,040
Speaker 4: Makes you happy.

789
00:34:08,480 --> 00:34:11,200
Speaker 1: Simple ship like what I can do legos right now

790
00:34:11,239 --> 00:34:13,480
Speaker 1: and be happier than the motherfucker.

791
00:34:13,480 --> 00:34:14,480
Speaker 2: I do that right now.

792
00:34:15,360 --> 00:34:17,000
Speaker 1: I could do simple ship like I live on the

793
00:34:17,080 --> 00:34:19,359
Speaker 1: I live in a place where if I don't need

794
00:34:19,400 --> 00:34:21,520
Speaker 1: it there, I don't need it, like I could find

795
00:34:21,560 --> 00:34:24,920
Speaker 1: happiness with I live in the Islands, and the Bahamas,

796
00:34:25,239 --> 00:34:28,560
Speaker 1: and I could just chill right there and be at

797
00:34:28,600 --> 00:34:30,600
Speaker 1: peace and be happy with doing nothing.

798
00:34:31,640 --> 00:34:37,440
Speaker 4: You're not scared to live on island like a hurricane comes, Yeah, hell, get.

799
00:34:38,120 --> 00:34:38,560
Speaker 2: The hell on.

800
00:34:38,960 --> 00:34:40,359
Speaker 1: We were just talking about that, Me and my friend

801
00:34:40,360 --> 00:34:43,879
Speaker 1: were just talking about that. But ain't this hurricane season? Like, yeah,

802
00:34:43,960 --> 00:34:45,759
Speaker 1: but I got a plane so I can get the

803
00:34:45,760 --> 00:34:47,120
Speaker 1: hell on always.

804
00:34:47,120 --> 00:34:49,120
Speaker 4: So you got a plan that it's just ready to

805
00:34:49,120 --> 00:34:50,040
Speaker 4: go when you Yeah.

806
00:34:49,960 --> 00:34:52,560
Speaker 2: Yeah, yeah, I got my own.

807
00:34:52,840 --> 00:34:55,040
Speaker 1: And see that goes back to I programmed and I

808
00:34:55,239 --> 00:34:58,279
Speaker 1: plant seeds a while ago, to where when it gets

809
00:34:58,280 --> 00:35:00,440
Speaker 1: to the point I can just say, why did.

810
00:35:00,320 --> 00:35:02,600
Speaker 4: You learn how to how to program yourself?

811
00:35:02,640 --> 00:35:07,080
Speaker 1: Paying attention to whirl and life and like the next step,

812
00:35:07,120 --> 00:35:09,720
Speaker 1: always standing ahead of the curve, like what's next.

813
00:35:09,760 --> 00:35:13,160
Speaker 2: I don't. I'm not into the now. I'm into what's next.

814
00:35:15,080 --> 00:35:17,319
Speaker 1: You gotta think everything we see now, somebody plant that

815
00:35:17,360 --> 00:35:21,080
Speaker 1: shit twenty years ago. Somebody that was thinking about twenty

816
00:35:21,120 --> 00:35:25,840
Speaker 1: years ago. So yeah, whatever, eat like the Simpsons, But

817
00:35:25,960 --> 00:35:27,640
Speaker 1: it's look around at your neighbor That's why I say

818
00:35:27,680 --> 00:35:29,960
Speaker 1: don't paytients that even in your neighborhood, you see them

819
00:35:30,000 --> 00:35:32,479
Speaker 1: buildings going up, all them building like you see somebody

820
00:35:32,560 --> 00:35:34,000
Speaker 1: might be building something that I don't know where you

821
00:35:34,040 --> 00:35:35,960
Speaker 1: live at, but you see a building they plant that

822
00:35:36,000 --> 00:35:38,920
Speaker 1: shit twenty years ago? Are they planned ten years ago?

823
00:35:39,560 --> 00:35:42,400
Speaker 1: And there's up? So why you just why while the

824
00:35:42,440 --> 00:35:46,200
Speaker 1: average person sitting there worried about current events and shit,

825
00:35:46,760 --> 00:35:50,120
Speaker 1: they just what twenty twenty happened? Them? Motherfuckers building? Like

826
00:35:50,239 --> 00:35:53,080
Speaker 1: mother they knew something because they plant that shit. I

827
00:35:53,120 --> 00:35:55,400
Speaker 1: don't know if they planned that, but they plant building

828
00:35:55,400 --> 00:35:58,480
Speaker 1: shit around whatever was going on because they knew. So

829
00:35:58,560 --> 00:36:00,440
Speaker 1: you got to be ahead of the curve on anything

830
00:36:00,480 --> 00:36:00,680
Speaker 1: you do.

831
00:36:01,760 --> 00:36:04,520
Speaker 4: That's a word. Now I'm thinking, but you.

832
00:36:04,560 --> 00:36:07,080
Speaker 1: See you you're thinking there's a billionaire because you're a

833
00:36:07,080 --> 00:36:10,000
Speaker 1: liber Yes, that billionaire thinking. I want you to go

834
00:36:10,120 --> 00:36:12,759
Speaker 1: past that. I want you to be at peace and happiness.

835
00:36:13,239 --> 00:36:15,160
Speaker 1: That's what you asked me. How I find pieces because

836
00:36:15,200 --> 00:36:19,120
Speaker 1: I don't look for peace into worldly things or into

837
00:36:19,320 --> 00:36:19,920
Speaker 1: my career.

838
00:36:20,000 --> 00:36:21,640
Speaker 2: You know, I find peace into.

839
00:36:21,560 --> 00:36:25,160
Speaker 4: But how did you separate that though? Because it's so hard.

840
00:36:24,920 --> 00:36:29,200
Speaker 1: To I just told you every day planning seas and

841
00:36:28,920 --> 00:36:31,800
Speaker 1: it's a simple process. But it's just like you gotta

842
00:36:31,920 --> 00:36:34,800
Speaker 1: get in the programming of doing this. It's like, all right, today,

843
00:36:34,800 --> 00:36:36,920
Speaker 1: what I'm gonna do today, what can bring me happiness

844
00:36:36,960 --> 00:36:39,640
Speaker 1: outside of this or outside of that? And that's what

845
00:36:39,680 --> 00:36:45,960
Speaker 1: I do. I am a therapist. What's your sign?

846
00:36:47,480 --> 00:36:51,400
Speaker 4: I need to know you have enough people inside you?

847
00:36:53,920 --> 00:36:57,600
Speaker 4: You got enough people inside of you. That's all I

848
00:36:57,600 --> 00:37:00,640
Speaker 4: needed to know, Like you ain't on you right.

849
00:37:00,719 --> 00:37:06,719
Speaker 1: Hey, And I have people around me that balanced me

850
00:37:06,760 --> 00:37:08,799
Speaker 1: out too, though, Like I can call people, I can

851
00:37:08,840 --> 00:37:11,680
Speaker 1: call friends and be like, hey, boom boom, boom bom.

852
00:37:11,719 --> 00:37:13,880
Speaker 1: We just iron shop be iron you know, So you

853
00:37:14,040 --> 00:37:16,000
Speaker 1: just talked to them. They taught me back, or they

854
00:37:16,040 --> 00:37:18,440
Speaker 1: healed me back with with some words, they get me

855
00:37:18,480 --> 00:37:20,560
Speaker 1: right There're like boom, that's all what I need.

856
00:37:22,160 --> 00:37:26,560
Speaker 3: Have you ever got into a relationship that that made

857
00:37:26,600 --> 00:37:29,520
Speaker 3: you look at the world differently, Like, look at your

858
00:37:29,560 --> 00:37:32,640
Speaker 3: career differently, look at doing things differently, Like I've.

859
00:37:32,440 --> 00:37:34,880
Speaker 1: Always been a relationship type person. So I don't know,

860
00:37:34,920 --> 00:37:37,640
Speaker 1: I've always I never put thought in relationship, but I've

861
00:37:37,640 --> 00:37:41,279
Speaker 1: always I've always been a relationship guy. So I don't

862
00:37:41,320 --> 00:37:44,279
Speaker 1: know how to answer that question because it's always been

863
00:37:44,320 --> 00:37:47,400
Speaker 1: in me to do relationship ship, but it's never stopped

864
00:37:47,440 --> 00:37:51,200
Speaker 1: my my my career. But people that's been in my

865
00:37:51,640 --> 00:37:53,680
Speaker 1: in my life. They always knew this was me because

866
00:37:53,680 --> 00:37:56,600
Speaker 1: I've done this since I've been a jit. I've been

867
00:37:56,960 --> 00:37:59,919
Speaker 1: entertaining them in popular since I was about a kid,

868
00:38:01,120 --> 00:38:01,399
Speaker 1: you know.

869
00:38:01,440 --> 00:38:03,359
Speaker 2: So it's always grew more and more and more.

870
00:38:03,560 --> 00:38:05,800
Speaker 1: I might've been just the nigga in the neighborhood that's popular,

871
00:38:05,840 --> 00:38:07,840
Speaker 1: and I went to nigga and all the school's popular,

872
00:38:08,160 --> 00:38:11,200
Speaker 1: when the nigga in Jacksonville popular, when the niggas in

873
00:38:11,239 --> 00:38:14,720
Speaker 1: the South and TV at all. So it's always grown.

874
00:38:14,840 --> 00:38:17,200
Speaker 1: So if you was around me, you kind of knew

875
00:38:17,239 --> 00:38:18,800
Speaker 1: what it was. And that's what's gonna happen to you

876
00:38:18,880 --> 00:38:21,520
Speaker 1: over time. It's just just new. Over time, they gonna know,

877
00:38:21,600 --> 00:38:23,919
Speaker 1: all right, she you ain't gotta tell a person you're

878
00:38:23,920 --> 00:38:25,759
Speaker 1: a rapper because they know you know what I'm saying.

879
00:38:25,800 --> 00:38:27,839
Speaker 1: So if they come in your life, they they kind

880
00:38:27,840 --> 00:38:30,600
Speaker 1: of gonna know what the situation is. It's like, well,

881
00:38:30,600 --> 00:38:32,640
Speaker 1: I said, when the motherfucker if a girl giving me

882
00:38:32,680 --> 00:38:34,400
Speaker 1: a know that I don't like girls that like pussies.

883
00:38:34,440 --> 00:38:36,480
Speaker 1: So if you don't, if a girl don't eat pussy,

884
00:38:36,560 --> 00:38:38,760
Speaker 1: she can't get with me. So they know this already.

885
00:38:38,800 --> 00:38:40,160
Speaker 1: So if you get with me, like I've had a

886
00:38:40,239 --> 00:38:42,520
Speaker 1: relationship where it got with me for that and then

887
00:38:42,560 --> 00:38:44,920
Speaker 1: when they get with you, they find out it's just

888
00:38:44,960 --> 00:38:46,879
Speaker 1: doing it just to be with me. She ain't really

889
00:38:46,920 --> 00:38:49,160
Speaker 1: gay for real, you know, And that's when it don't work.

890
00:38:49,480 --> 00:38:51,800
Speaker 4: Would you ever change yourself to make the next person

891
00:38:51,800 --> 00:38:52,560
Speaker 4: happy that.

892
00:38:52,480 --> 00:38:54,400
Speaker 1: You're with I can't cause I'm an old nigga, and

893
00:38:54,520 --> 00:38:56,799
Speaker 1: old nigga not just me, but me me, and once

894
00:38:56,840 --> 00:39:00,120
Speaker 1: we get older, we kind of programming stuck in our ways,

895
00:39:00,320 --> 00:39:02,200
Speaker 1: and I'm stuck and I'm a Gemini.

896
00:39:02,239 --> 00:39:03,600
Speaker 4: So that makes all you got to say.

897
00:39:04,719 --> 00:39:08,200
Speaker 2: You know, I'm not.

898
00:39:08,440 --> 00:39:10,680
Speaker 1: I got to learn the hard way, especially when I'm

899
00:39:11,000 --> 00:39:13,920
Speaker 1: I'm everything I've been doing and working. So if it's

900
00:39:13,920 --> 00:39:16,000
Speaker 1: been working, ain't too much you can tell me, and

901
00:39:16,120 --> 00:39:18,480
Speaker 1: everything I've been doing in my career and life been working.

902
00:39:18,880 --> 00:39:22,399
Speaker 1: So you can't tell me unless it's somebody like her,

903
00:39:23,000 --> 00:39:25,000
Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying. Other than that, you can't

904
00:39:25,040 --> 00:39:25,759
Speaker 1: really tell me.

905
00:39:25,960 --> 00:39:27,839
Speaker 3: And that's why we locked in now because you over

906
00:39:27,880 --> 00:39:30,040
Speaker 3: here study saying that she is a good person is

907
00:39:31,200 --> 00:39:32,400
Speaker 3: going to be a great.

908
00:39:32,000 --> 00:39:34,400
Speaker 1: Producing the show like she she's the person that's been

909
00:39:34,960 --> 00:39:37,680
Speaker 1: She's the person that's my balance, especially when I'm going

910
00:39:37,680 --> 00:39:40,240
Speaker 1: through my healing ship for the accident.

911
00:39:40,680 --> 00:39:43,640
Speaker 2: She was right there, so and I don't be needing much,

912
00:39:43,680 --> 00:39:46,879
Speaker 2: but the little ship go a long way.

913
00:39:47,239 --> 00:39:50,799
Speaker 4: Have you ever operator out of here?

914
00:39:52,480 --> 00:39:56,719
Speaker 1: I'm arrogant, programmed arrogant because I've always been who I am.

915
00:39:56,840 --> 00:40:01,359
Speaker 1: So I've always even before, I was more cocky as

916
00:40:01,400 --> 00:40:04,439
Speaker 1: a kid because I didn't know, because I always thought

917
00:40:04,440 --> 00:40:08,359
Speaker 1: this shit work whatever I'm doing. So I never had

918
00:40:08,360 --> 00:40:11,600
Speaker 1: no I never had no insecurities or nothing because it's

919
00:40:11,640 --> 00:40:14,080
Speaker 1: always worked to me. And even I didn't know how

920
00:40:14,160 --> 00:40:16,960
Speaker 1: little I was until I got older. So in my mind,

921
00:40:16,960 --> 00:40:20,640
Speaker 1: I was just the ship, you know. But when I

922
00:40:20,640 --> 00:40:22,279
Speaker 1: look older, I'm like I was a kid. They was

923
00:40:22,320 --> 00:40:24,719
Speaker 1: looking at me as a kid while you asked that

924
00:40:25,840 --> 00:40:26,719
Speaker 1: uh shit.

925
00:40:26,800 --> 00:40:31,799
Speaker 3: Because sometimes I feel like for what could control you?

926
00:40:31,800 --> 00:40:35,000
Speaker 4: You know, like yeah, like you would like think like.

927
00:40:36,280 --> 00:40:38,080
Speaker 2: What's on the other side of it, what's gonna happen.

928
00:40:39,080 --> 00:40:41,560
Speaker 4: You might get canceled, you might lose.

929
00:40:41,360 --> 00:40:43,040
Speaker 2: All right, I take it back.

930
00:40:43,080 --> 00:40:48,480
Speaker 1: The only time I the only time I feel butterflies

931
00:40:48,520 --> 00:40:50,759
Speaker 1: are nervous is on the state when I right before

932
00:40:50,760 --> 00:40:51,640
Speaker 1: I go on stage.

933
00:40:52,160 --> 00:40:56,759
Speaker 2: That's the only time because I want to work.

934
00:40:56,800 --> 00:40:58,760
Speaker 1: I mean I wanted to work it's like, I really

935
00:40:58,800 --> 00:41:02,239
Speaker 1: don't like letting my fan and I know they like live.

936
00:41:02,520 --> 00:41:06,360
Speaker 1: That's now, that's that might be when it comes to entertainment,

937
00:41:06,480 --> 00:41:08,560
Speaker 1: and the only reason I like entertainment, the only reason

938
00:41:08,600 --> 00:41:11,560
Speaker 1: I use entertainments like, I love the people, so I

939
00:41:11,560 --> 00:41:13,640
Speaker 1: don't like to let them down. And I've been You

940
00:41:13,640 --> 00:41:16,400
Speaker 1: got to think I've grown with people so long, like

941
00:41:16,719 --> 00:41:19,520
Speaker 1: before you. I've had fans since before you was born,

942
00:41:19,719 --> 00:41:22,040
Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying. So it's like I don't

943
00:41:22,080 --> 00:41:24,440
Speaker 1: like to live up. I like to I like to

944
00:41:24,440 --> 00:41:26,719
Speaker 1: live up to their expectations. So every time I get

945
00:41:26,760 --> 00:41:29,160
Speaker 1: on stage, I don't want them to go home, even

946
00:41:29,200 --> 00:41:31,000
Speaker 1: if it's one person. You know that one person in

947
00:41:31,000 --> 00:41:33,080
Speaker 1: your comment say, I don't like that shit.

948
00:41:34,320 --> 00:41:35,880
Speaker 2: You know what I'm saying. They really don't matter.

949
00:41:35,920 --> 00:41:39,640
Speaker 1: But to me, I want everybody, do you know what

950
00:41:39,680 --> 00:41:40,000
Speaker 1: I'm saying.

951
00:41:40,000 --> 00:41:41,000
Speaker 2: So I still get butterfly.

952
00:41:41,120 --> 00:41:42,840
Speaker 1: But that makes me even better though, you know what

953
00:41:42,880 --> 00:41:46,920
Speaker 1: I'm saying, So I understand that shit. I just realized

954
00:41:46,960 --> 00:41:50,400
Speaker 1: that was anxiety, you know, I just realized what do

955
00:41:50,400 --> 00:41:53,520
Speaker 1: you call it? The butterflies? I didn't know that was

956
00:41:53,560 --> 00:41:56,960
Speaker 1: anxiety because I never programmed myself to understand why anxiety.

957
00:41:56,960 --> 00:41:59,239
Speaker 1: I'm glad I didn't, because then you start leaning on

958
00:41:59,280 --> 00:42:00,480
Speaker 1: that or that saying anxiety.

959
00:42:00,760 --> 00:42:04,480
Speaker 3: Something about labors is we overthink everything and and we

960
00:42:04,560 --> 00:42:06,640
Speaker 3: gotta go read, we gotta go learn.

961
00:42:06,680 --> 00:42:08,160
Speaker 2: So that's dictating your career.

962
00:42:08,400 --> 00:42:11,480
Speaker 3: As because once I learned something, then I'll be scared

963
00:42:11,480 --> 00:42:13,040
Speaker 3: to do it because it's like, damn, what if this

964
00:42:13,160 --> 00:42:15,880
Speaker 3: happened Like I would, I would think of everything.

965
00:42:16,840 --> 00:42:18,960
Speaker 1: You got to have somebody that you really can trust

966
00:42:18,960 --> 00:42:22,120
Speaker 1: and talk to and ask them to bounce off. You

967
00:42:22,120 --> 00:42:24,200
Speaker 1: don't have to listen to them just to get their

968
00:42:24,200 --> 00:42:26,400
Speaker 1: reaction from it, because like I had, like even like

969
00:42:26,440 --> 00:42:28,919
Speaker 1: my friend Clay, a lot of times the ship he's

970
00:42:29,440 --> 00:42:30,840
Speaker 1: advice he told me was wrong.

971
00:42:33,160 --> 00:42:37,319
Speaker 2: I had to listen to him. I had to call

972
00:42:37,400 --> 00:42:38,080
Speaker 2: him because like.

973
00:42:38,080 --> 00:42:40,680
Speaker 4: Ye talk so much.

974
00:42:41,000 --> 00:42:42,719
Speaker 2: Yeah, yeah, oh you know Clay.

975
00:42:42,440 --> 00:42:43,160
Speaker 4: So you know my man.

976
00:42:43,440 --> 00:42:46,920
Speaker 1: Yeah, recipes my man. But this is my niggas. You

977
00:42:46,920 --> 00:42:48,600
Speaker 1: know what I'm saying, a lot of stuff. I had

978
00:42:48,680 --> 00:42:51,360
Speaker 1: to understand. He's just og, but he always had his

979
00:42:51,440 --> 00:42:55,359
Speaker 1: best interest for me. But sometimes when you when it's

980
00:42:55,400 --> 00:42:56,960
Speaker 1: just like me, like I said, sometimes you don't want

981
00:42:57,520 --> 00:42:59,040
Speaker 1: like I'm an o G, but you don't want to

982
00:42:59,080 --> 00:43:01,000
Speaker 1: listen sometime because something I don't know you know what

983
00:43:01,000 --> 00:43:02,879
Speaker 1: I'm sayingcause you're right there, Like, nah, I ain't gonna

984
00:43:02,920 --> 00:43:05,520
Speaker 1: do this ship if I post that one time, this

985
00:43:05,600 --> 00:43:08,840
Speaker 1: one story sick if I would have posted that ship,

986
00:43:10,040 --> 00:43:12,000
Speaker 1: I tell you, I tell y'all after this ship. But

987
00:43:12,400 --> 00:43:15,239
Speaker 1: it was the dumbest ship that they could say, post this.

988
00:43:15,760 --> 00:43:18,479
Speaker 4: I ain't give a fuck. I ain't give a fun I.

989
00:43:18,400 --> 00:43:20,560
Speaker 2: Want to tell this story, don't tell it.

990
00:43:20,600 --> 00:43:21,960
Speaker 4: Don't well, I ain't.

991
00:43:21,760 --> 00:43:22,560
Speaker 2: Gonna hold you up.

992
00:43:22,600 --> 00:43:24,879
Speaker 1: You know, I appreciate you come hollering at you own

993
00:43:25,160 --> 00:43:27,200
Speaker 1: you know is that? But but before you go, I'm

994
00:43:27,239 --> 00:43:29,200
Speaker 1: gonna give you one more chance to ask me one

995
00:43:29,239 --> 00:43:29,920
Speaker 1: last question.

996
00:43:30,880 --> 00:43:32,360
Speaker 2: Is the one thing you want to ask on?

997
00:43:32,800 --> 00:43:35,960
Speaker 3: Let you boy know hm hmm being a start that men,

998
00:43:36,040 --> 00:43:38,640
Speaker 3: you lost somebody close to us, like I lost age

999
00:43:38,680 --> 00:43:41,359
Speaker 3: and you lost Like if you can tell one thing,

1000
00:43:41,840 --> 00:43:42,440
Speaker 3: what would it be?

1001
00:43:43,719 --> 00:43:47,800
Speaker 1: I told him everything. I tell everybody. Don't take people

1002
00:43:47,800 --> 00:43:51,360
Speaker 1: you love for granted, because they gonna go? Are you

1003
00:43:51,480 --> 00:43:55,080
Speaker 1: gonna go? So that's why when they go, Because like

1004
00:43:55,120 --> 00:43:58,080
Speaker 1: that shit happened like boom, like the day I got

1005
00:43:58,080 --> 00:44:01,160
Speaker 1: off my cane, the day after I got off my cane,

1006
00:44:01,160 --> 00:44:03,480
Speaker 1: the day, the day after the child.

1007
00:44:03,320 --> 00:44:07,040
Speaker 2: Support case was over, he died. Well, he went to

1008
00:44:08,520 --> 00:44:09,120
Speaker 2: had the stroke.

1009
00:44:10,360 --> 00:44:13,040
Speaker 1: So it but before that we were saying that love

1010
00:44:13,080 --> 00:44:15,040
Speaker 1: he talking ship to each other. The day before that,

1011
00:44:15,800 --> 00:44:17,839
Speaker 1: he was at my house, you know what I'm saying.

1012
00:44:17,920 --> 00:44:19,719
Speaker 1: So he was at my house and he wouldn't leave,

1013
00:44:21,000 --> 00:44:24,879
Speaker 1: and he kept saying he wanted some money and ship

1014
00:44:25,040 --> 00:44:27,240
Speaker 1: because I owe him some money for the other girl.

1015
00:44:27,480 --> 00:44:29,840
Speaker 1: He came to get his money and he was like,

1016
00:44:29,880 --> 00:44:31,239
Speaker 1: I didn't even know what if I died him up.

1017
00:44:31,320 --> 00:44:33,600
Speaker 2: I was like, well, it won't matter. And the nigga died,

1018
00:44:33,640 --> 00:44:33,880
Speaker 2: you know.

1019
00:44:34,160 --> 00:44:36,439
Speaker 1: But that's how we talked shipped each other all the time.

1020
00:44:36,520 --> 00:44:39,560
Speaker 1: So that's what it was. So like that's why I say,

1021
00:44:39,600 --> 00:44:41,600
Speaker 1: don't take him for granted and do everything so when

1022
00:44:41,640 --> 00:44:44,640
Speaker 1: it happens, you won't be like damn in your head.

1023
00:44:45,239 --> 00:44:47,319
Speaker 1: And another thing too, that happened to me. When it

1024
00:44:47,400 --> 00:44:49,840
Speaker 1: did happen, God did give me a chance enough to

1025
00:44:49,880 --> 00:44:52,680
Speaker 1: go to the hospital and talk to him, to talk

1026
00:44:52,719 --> 00:44:54,399
Speaker 1: to him and say what I wanted to say. So

1027
00:44:54,920 --> 00:44:58,799
Speaker 1: I'm kind of shit cool with it, you know. So

1028
00:44:58,800 --> 00:44:59,960
Speaker 1: what would you say to your people?

1029
00:45:00,600 --> 00:45:03,960
Speaker 2: M hm? Well, if you could say one more thing, totain.

1030
00:45:03,640 --> 00:45:03,920
Speaker 4: You, y'a.

1031
00:45:03,880 --> 00:45:07,360
Speaker 3: I'd be like, uh, me and her actually used to

1032
00:45:07,360 --> 00:45:09,600
Speaker 3: talk to each other crazy to like crazy and Ship,

1033
00:45:09,719 --> 00:45:12,439
Speaker 3: I'd be like, damn, like what fuck? Like you ain't

1034
00:45:12,440 --> 00:45:13,880
Speaker 3: even tell me that you was gonna check out the

1035
00:45:14,040 --> 00:45:18,680
Speaker 3: visit you know. Uh, I tell like damn, like, I'm

1036
00:45:18,719 --> 00:45:21,040
Speaker 3: straight living his life to be playing out because we

1037
00:45:21,040 --> 00:45:23,160
Speaker 3: we we knew that we was gonna be rich. We

1038
00:45:23,160 --> 00:45:27,480
Speaker 3: didn't know how, but we knew, like you know, And

1039
00:45:27,520 --> 00:45:31,200
Speaker 3: I also say, like Ship one day, somebody gonnahoo buy

1040
00:45:31,239 --> 00:45:32,480
Speaker 3: ass because we did.

1041
00:45:32,560 --> 00:45:35,320
Speaker 1: Y'all did y'all have that relationship with So? Was you

1042
00:45:35,360 --> 00:45:37,479
Speaker 1: fulfilled with your relationship at the time?

1043
00:45:37,760 --> 00:45:38,000
Speaker 2: Yeah?

1044
00:45:38,160 --> 00:45:40,920
Speaker 3: And but but I was also mad because I'm like, damn, like,

1045
00:45:41,000 --> 00:45:42,719
Speaker 3: this was the only person I had and she gone

1046
00:45:42,760 --> 00:45:44,600
Speaker 3: with the fuck. So I was mad at it, but

1047
00:45:45,080 --> 00:45:47,279
Speaker 3: it was it was still like we.

1048
00:45:47,239 --> 00:45:49,399
Speaker 1: Gotta learn that you gotta learn in life. You can't

1049
00:45:49,480 --> 00:45:52,840
Speaker 1: have attachments to nothing in life, even if it's your kids.

1050
00:45:53,080 --> 00:45:55,080
Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying, Like you got to understand

1051
00:45:55,080 --> 00:45:56,680
Speaker 1: how to live with it because it's people that died

1052
00:45:57,160 --> 00:46:00,720
Speaker 1: kids died before them and they feel happy.

1053
00:46:00,920 --> 00:46:01,399
Speaker 2: You know what I'm saying.

1054
00:46:01,440 --> 00:46:04,080
Speaker 1: You got people that's ninety years old still able to happy.

1055
00:46:04,160 --> 00:46:07,040
Speaker 1: So if they can be happy in life, why can't I.

1056
00:46:07,080 --> 00:46:09,080
Speaker 1: They've been seeing way more people die more than me,

1057
00:46:09,320 --> 00:46:10,640
Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying. So that's how I look

1058
00:46:10,640 --> 00:46:13,640
Speaker 1: at shit, I look at older, older people. I'm like,

1059
00:46:13,719 --> 00:46:16,440
Speaker 1: damn are older people that's even like in the industry,

1060
00:46:16,680 --> 00:46:19,239
Speaker 1: it's people been rich longer than me, double the time

1061
00:46:19,280 --> 00:46:21,640
Speaker 1: I've been rich, and they still able to be happy

1062
00:46:21,680 --> 00:46:23,960
Speaker 1: at eighty years old, you know what I'm saying. So

1063
00:46:24,000 --> 00:46:25,959
Speaker 1: if they can do it, I can do It's people

1064
00:46:25,960 --> 00:46:28,839
Speaker 1: that had like I remember when, like when Clay died first,

1065
00:46:29,040 --> 00:46:30,239
Speaker 1: I'm not one of the first people. One of the

1066
00:46:30,280 --> 00:46:33,719
Speaker 1: people that called me was Bumbe from UGK. He had

1067
00:46:33,920 --> 00:46:37,080
Speaker 1: pimpsy died. He got through it, and I knew he

1068
00:46:37,160 --> 00:46:39,799
Speaker 1: understood where I was coming from, so he understood. So

1069
00:46:39,880 --> 00:46:41,719
Speaker 1: it's like, if you see other people do it, that's

1070
00:46:41,719 --> 00:46:43,759
Speaker 1: why I say, you can learn from other people. So

1071
00:46:44,280 --> 00:46:46,640
Speaker 1: when you see them do it, shit, it's just your turn,

1072
00:46:47,320 --> 00:46:48,839
Speaker 1: you know. And it ain't gonna be the first person,

1073
00:46:48,920 --> 00:46:51,440
Speaker 1: especially at twenty five. They're definitely going to be the

1074
00:46:51,480 --> 00:46:53,440
Speaker 1: first person that's gonna die to you.

1075
00:46:53,440 --> 00:46:54,000
Speaker 2: You know what I'm saying.

1076
00:46:54,040 --> 00:46:56,719
Speaker 1: Wait, till the's and sometimes it be death that you

1077
00:46:56,719 --> 00:46:58,880
Speaker 1: don't even think gonna hit you hit you, you know

1078
00:46:58,920 --> 00:46:59,439
Speaker 1: what I'm saying.

1079
00:46:59,520 --> 00:47:02,399
Speaker 2: So it's just life. You can't It's just we don't

1080
00:47:02,760 --> 00:47:03,480
Speaker 2: as humans.

1081
00:47:04,560 --> 00:47:08,880
Speaker 1: We cocky, but death reminds us that we're just human, absolutely,

1082
00:47:08,920 --> 00:47:11,680
Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying.

1083
00:47:11,760 --> 00:47:13,120
Speaker 2: Yeah, So you just gotta live.

1084
00:47:13,200 --> 00:47:16,200
Speaker 1: You gotta live shit, live your best life and live

1085
00:47:16,880 --> 00:47:19,680
Speaker 1: live life and don't take nobody you love for granted

1086
00:47:19,680 --> 00:47:21,839
Speaker 1: and treat them like like you know they gonna die

1087
00:47:21,840 --> 00:47:23,279
Speaker 1: because they are type shit.

1088
00:47:23,840 --> 00:47:25,680
Speaker 2: They always call them if you need some advice. Not

1089
00:47:26,000 --> 00:47:27,080
Speaker 2: all the time because you sound like you.

1090
00:47:27,120 --> 00:47:29,680
Speaker 3: A call all the time, but you and Dalli and

1091
00:47:29,719 --> 00:47:31,279
Speaker 3: Snag is gonna get tired of me at this point.

1092
00:47:31,280 --> 00:47:34,840
Speaker 3: All Right, I'm it's all right because you're gonna be millionaires.

1093
00:47:34,840 --> 00:47:38,640
Speaker 3: I'll be like, look, talk on our boat a trip, right.

1094
00:47:39,080 --> 00:47:40,600
Speaker 3: You gotta go on the trip now, because I know

1095
00:47:40,640 --> 00:47:43,200
Speaker 3: that I put this weight on you. I'm sorry, but

1096
00:47:43,400 --> 00:47:45,560
Speaker 3: I'm but I'm happy again. You know the balance is

1097
00:47:45,600 --> 00:47:46,480
Speaker 3: back balance, you know.

1098
00:47:47,280 --> 00:47:47,560
Speaker 2: Thank you.

1099
00:47:47,640 --> 00:47:50,920
Speaker 1: Listen to another episode of Conversation with Me, Little Duval.

1100
00:47:51,200 --> 00:47:52,080
Speaker 2: We got this bitch.

1101
00:47:53,239 --> 00:47:56,719
Speaker 1: Don't miss an episode of Conversations with listen and subscribe

1102
00:47:56,800 --> 00:48:00,120
Speaker 1: on the Black Effect Podcast Network, iHeart Radio, app or

1103
00:48:00,120 --> 00:48:03,360
Speaker 1: wherever you get your podcasts. Conversation with N Podcasts is

1104
00:48:03,400 --> 00:48:06,279
Speaker 1: a production of the Black Effect Podcast Network and our

1105
00:48:06,320 --> 00:48:09,400
Speaker 1: executive producer is Dolly Bishop and produced by Aaron A

1106
00:48:09,640 --> 00:48:10,400
Speaker 1: Keen Howard