WEBVTT - TIM HEIDECKER GIVES ADVICE AS A GECKO

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<v Speaker 1>This is a really special episode. Man. My guest for

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<v Speaker 1>today is Tim Heidecker, who is a comedian that's been

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<v Speaker 1>a huge influence on me since I ever started making

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<v Speaker 1>stuff on the internet, all the way back to when

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<v Speaker 1>I was thirteen. You know, He's hugely responsible for my

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<v Speaker 1>out there making stuff. And it was a real honor

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<v Speaker 1>really enjoy this episode. So let's get into it. Tim Heidecker, Hi,

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<v Speaker 1>what's been the most persistent thought on your mind lately?

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<v Speaker 2>What's been the most persistent thought on my mind lately?

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<v Speaker 2>How I don't have that?

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<v Speaker 1>Well, you don't have a consistent you don't have like

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<v Speaker 1>a rering pattern A.

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<v Speaker 2>Few I'm trying to be honest with you.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, I don't.

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<v Speaker 2>It's uh, it would be what am I? What am

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<v Speaker 2>I not doing to?

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<v Speaker 1>Uh?

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<v Speaker 2>What could I be doing better? What don't? What am

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<v Speaker 2>I doing? What aren't I doing enough? How can I make?

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<v Speaker 2>How can I grow what I'm doing? I guess I

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<v Speaker 2>guess that. That is usually like the and then there's

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<v Speaker 2>certain projects where we do the on Cinema Oscar special

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<v Speaker 2>every year and that's about a month out from happening

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<v Speaker 2>a little more little more than a month. So most

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<v Speaker 2>of my nights before I go to bed are thinking

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<v Speaker 2>about that, stressing about that, because it's an incredibly uh complicated,

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<v Speaker 2>difficult thing to pull off. It's a three hour live

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<v Speaker 2>movie basically the show with a lot of moving parts,

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<v Speaker 2>and so I worry about it. I think about it.

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<v Speaker 2>I make you know blast you know I've I find

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<v Speaker 2>lately for some reason, I will have nothing all day

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<v Speaker 2>and if you ever have this, I'll have nothing, no

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<v Speaker 2>breakthroughs all day. And then rights, I'm about to go

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<v Speaker 2>to sleep, and everything just rushes, it comes in and

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<v Speaker 2>some of it is some of it's positive, some of

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<v Speaker 2>it is ideas that I can use. So I but

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<v Speaker 2>I want to go to sleep too, So I have

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<v Speaker 2>to Yeah, I have to make the decision. Should I

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<v Speaker 2>is that good enough that I'm going to remember it?

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<v Speaker 2>Or can I?

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<v Speaker 3>Uh?

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<v Speaker 2>Should I get up and make a couple of quick notes.

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<v Speaker 1>But at this point, when you've done so many projects

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<v Speaker 1>and you're you've gone through those stressful times so many times,

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<v Speaker 1>does it does it get.

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<v Speaker 2>Easier or no, it only gets harder.

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<v Speaker 1>How does it get harder?

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<v Speaker 2>Well, there's some things about that get easier because you

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<v Speaker 2>learn about what works and what doesn't work, and you

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<v Speaker 2>develop patterns and relationships that you can trust.

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<v Speaker 1>But you you.

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<v Speaker 2>You some you know, you burned through the what I

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<v Speaker 2>think is maybe a limited reservoir of creativity. Sure that

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<v Speaker 2>and and and the world changes. You've done a lot

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<v Speaker 2>of things are the things that you now can't do

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<v Speaker 2>because you've done them already. So your struggle is how

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<v Speaker 2>to maintain something that started very small, that might have

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<v Speaker 2>started very organically, very inspirationally, from nothing, and then you

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<v Speaker 2>got to, uh, this is now you know your life,

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<v Speaker 2>so you want it to continue and be great and

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<v Speaker 2>get better or or stop doing it? Is an option too,

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<v Speaker 2>what is something else? But yeah, we're not. I'm not

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<v Speaker 2>at that place. I'm just so I don't think. I

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<v Speaker 2>think it's hard to say it gets easier.

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<v Speaker 1>What's compelling you to still do stuff? Is it? Do

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<v Speaker 1>you like was there at one point where it was

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<v Speaker 1>because you had something to prove? Or is it is

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<v Speaker 1>it always just been just because you like it?

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<v Speaker 2>Well, it's generally a lot of fun, and it's generally

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<v Speaker 2>a lot of it's a good use of time and

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<v Speaker 2>the people. It's always it's almost everything I do is

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<v Speaker 2>fairly collaborative, so there's always a partner involved. There's other

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<v Speaker 2>people involved that I enjoy being with, enjoy and you know,

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<v Speaker 2>I don't have hobbies. I don't collect, you know, I don't.

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<v Speaker 2>I don't do things that I don't know how else

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<v Speaker 2>i'd spend my time.

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<v Speaker 1>Would you consider music a hobby?

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<v Speaker 2>No, I don't consider it a hobby.

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<v Speaker 1>Uh.

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<v Speaker 2>It's another outlet for my creativity.

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<v Speaker 1>Okay, what would you consider you don't have any hobbies? Uh?

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<v Speaker 4>No.

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<v Speaker 2>I generally lie inert in my bed and then work.

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<v Speaker 2>And then you know, I have two young kids. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 2>so I spend a lot of time with them obviously,

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<v Speaker 2>play games and take them to various things and do

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<v Speaker 2>activities with them. So uh, that consumes a lot of

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<v Speaker 2>my time. And then I'll like watch TV at night

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<v Speaker 2>or watch a movie or something.

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<v Speaker 1>If you died tomorrow, would you be would you be

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<v Speaker 1>like we did it? Or would you be like, nah,

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<v Speaker 1>we had more things we didn't get.

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<v Speaker 2>To Oh, completely unsatisfied.

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<v Speaker 1>Completely unsatisfyleately Yeah, uh.

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<v Speaker 2>No, I mean I'm there's certain certainly a tremendous amount

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<v Speaker 2>of things that I've done and made and that I'm

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<v Speaker 2>very proud of. So I take that back. I would

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<v Speaker 2>be there's certain things I'm very proud of. But I

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<v Speaker 2>always think that I you know, I think everybody thinks

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<v Speaker 2>they should be appreciated more than than they are. Do

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<v Speaker 2>you feel by more people?

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<v Speaker 1>Do you not? Do you not feel? Isn't that crazy?

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<v Speaker 1>You could be appreciated by so many people and still

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<v Speaker 1>not feel well.

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<v Speaker 2>You know they're not They're not honoring me at the

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<v Speaker 2>Mark Twain Prize.

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<v Speaker 1>There.

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<v Speaker 2>I haven't gotten any I've never won an award.

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<v Speaker 1>What a ward would you most want to win?

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<v Speaker 2>Oscar would be great, Oscar for Best Actor?

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<v Speaker 1>But I but no, Somebody email the Oscars. Listen.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm very I'm very happy. Uh, I'm not gonna I'm

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<v Speaker 2>trying not to complain, but you're asking me very pointed

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<v Speaker 2>questions that I appreciate.

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<v Speaker 1>Do you think I'm trying to get you to complain?

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<v Speaker 2>No, but you're I'm trying to be honest too, And

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<v Speaker 2>I don't want to just I don't want to, you know,

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<v Speaker 2>act like the celebrity on a on the Jimmy Fallon

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<v Speaker 2>Show and tell you how how great everything is, because

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<v Speaker 2>it's that's not I want to be as open and

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<v Speaker 2>forthright with you as I possibly can.

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<v Speaker 1>I appreciate that we're starting. We are, we live. I'm

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<v Speaker 1>just ninety percent sure we're alive.

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<v Speaker 2>But I do tend to I did this live stream

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<v Speaker 2>for on Cinema the other night, a Q and a thing,

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<v Speaker 2>and they're like, because it's still fun. And I sort

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<v Speaker 2>of wrestled with this idea of fun and what fun

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<v Speaker 2>is because I don't really and the truth is, yes,

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<v Speaker 2>it is fun, but it's also it's not just fun.

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<v Speaker 1>It's there's work.

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<v Speaker 2>And there's pain involved and there's a struggle. So yeah,

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<v Speaker 2>I think it's it's it's it should be.

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<v Speaker 1>Uh.

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<v Speaker 2>I hope it's helpful to know that, Like even if

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<v Speaker 2>there's a perception that that you know, everything is light

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<v Speaker 2>and and fund it. Yeah, for everybody, there's there can

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<v Speaker 2>be a you know challenge there.

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<v Speaker 1>Do you have things outside of work that give you pain? Uh?

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<v Speaker 2>My back hurts, right, tell me about a very specific

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<v Speaker 2>upper back thing going on where it's it only affects

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<v Speaker 2>me when I on drive, when I drive, and uh

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<v Speaker 2>so you know I do this a lot.

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<v Speaker 1>God damn, it doesn't really help. Like that kind of

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<v Speaker 1>made my back start to hurt a little bit by

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<v Speaker 1>doing that. By doing that, we have different.

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<v Speaker 2>Well I've hurt my back badly in a couple of

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<v Speaker 2>different ways that are so stupid and embarrassing, Like by

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<v Speaker 2>picking up you know, picking up a piece of luggage,

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<v Speaker 2>like right as I'd gone on this big trip everywhere

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<v Speaker 2>and doing all sorts of physical things, and then at

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<v Speaker 2>the last step and the last step up up to

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<v Speaker 2>my house, I went like this with my suitcase and

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<v Speaker 2>it just it went.

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<v Speaker 1>It's kind of scary to think that you can develop.

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<v Speaker 1>There's so much bad things that can happen to you

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<v Speaker 1>just by going normally through your day. You don't even

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<v Speaker 1>have to be yeah.

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<v Speaker 2>You know, and I feel this past few years feel like,

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<v Speaker 2>you know, I'm turning forty seven on.

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<v Speaker 1>Friday, Happy birthday.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah you, thank you, and I'm I'm I'm you know,

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<v Speaker 2>I'm starting to like contend with mortality and my body

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<v Speaker 2>kind of you know, shutting down on me eventually. And

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<v Speaker 2>you know, it's these are new You're a young boy,

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<v Speaker 2>so you're not You're not going to face these anytime soon.

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<v Speaker 2>These these fears and these thoughts.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm trying to keep them in mind, Like I know

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<v Speaker 1>that I'm not going to live forever.

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<v Speaker 2>And that is stunning. It's a stunning thing to start

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<v Speaker 2>to contemplate as you get older, Like there's it's the

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<v Speaker 2>inevitability of it.

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<v Speaker 1>Are you afraid at all?

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<v Speaker 5>Uh.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, I've made a whole album called Fear of Death. Okay,

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<v Speaker 2>I think it's it's a terrifying proposition to me be dead,

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<v Speaker 2>to be dead, but it's like, you know what, not

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<v Speaker 2>to be dead, but to die. That moment that is coming.

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<v Speaker 2>It's coming, and it could be slow and painful. It

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<v Speaker 2>could be quick. It could be pushed out of a

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<v Speaker 2>I get pushed in front of a dump truck. That

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<v Speaker 2>might be better. But that moment is in the future

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<v Speaker 2>for you and me and everybody watching.

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<v Speaker 1>I read something that resonated with me a lot. It

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<v Speaker 1>was it said something like, uh, some philosophy to gladly

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<v Speaker 1>pay the taxes of life, and so to die a slow,

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<v Speaker 1>painful death is a tax on the joy that you

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<v Speaker 1>have that you got to live at all. You know.

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<v Speaker 2>Well, that's that's a nice way of thinking of it.

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<v Speaker 2>I feel guilt for my that my children will have

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<v Speaker 2>to deal with that situation my wife if if I

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<v Speaker 2>outlive her, which I hope I which I hope she does.

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<v Speaker 1>You hope you die first, or she does first, she

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<v Speaker 1>dies as soon as possible. Good. No, I'm just kidding.

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<v Speaker 6>No.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, so, uh, but the being dead, I don't care

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<v Speaker 2>about that. Because it'll like, there's a great line about you.

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<v Speaker 2>There's a great line I think Roger Ebert said, yeah,

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<v Speaker 2>which is, uh, I have no memory, I had no issues,

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<v Speaker 2>uh before I was.

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<v Speaker 1>Born and now he's dead. Yeah.

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<v Speaker 2>And I'm assuming it's a very similar situation.

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<v Speaker 1>Very similar situation. Well do you not are you religious?

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<v Speaker 1>Set all? Do you know I was born?

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<v Speaker 2>I always say, uh, I was born and raised Catholics,

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<v Speaker 2>So of course I'm an agnostic.

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<v Speaker 1>Okay, do you would you if you could, uh somehow

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<v Speaker 1>drink a potion or trick yourself something into like that

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<v Speaker 1>gives you the belief, would you do that? Or do

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<v Speaker 1>you like you're where you're at your.

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<v Speaker 2>Belief I just don't think it's I just don't think

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<v Speaker 2>it's I think it's irrelevant to I don't see uh,

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<v Speaker 2>I don't see what good it'll do you unless you

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<v Speaker 2>truly believe that there's this eternal damnation awaiting you if

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<v Speaker 2>you don't behave by certain rules that seem arbitrary a

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<v Speaker 2>lot of the time. So I guess I'll take my

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<v Speaker 2>chances at that not being true. It doesn't seem likely.

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<v Speaker 1>It doesn't seem very like, but a lot more people

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<v Speaker 1>than not believe it.

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<v Speaker 2>I don't know that's true.

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<v Speaker 1>There's there's God. There's more people that believe in God,

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<v Speaker 1>just globally than not.

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<v Speaker 2>I don't know, but I don't know. That could be true.

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<v Speaker 2>But they might not have given it a lot of thought.

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<v Speaker 1>But there's something to I'm like, there's something to that.

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<v Speaker 1>There's something.

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<v Speaker 2>Sit down. Probably, I would say, if you brought in

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<v Speaker 2>one hundred people one by one, give me ten minutes

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<v Speaker 2>with each of them.

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<v Speaker 1>Afterlife.

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<v Speaker 2>The odds are not great.

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<v Speaker 1>How would you know?

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<v Speaker 2>That's why I don't call myself an atheist. That's obnoxious,

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<v Speaker 2>you know, I don't know.

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<v Speaker 1>I don't know.

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<v Speaker 2>It doesn't matter to me. Would they I can't be

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<v Speaker 2>thinking about that stuff.

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<v Speaker 1>Do you think they would leave that room with after

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<v Speaker 1>you tell them that there is no afterlife? And you

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<v Speaker 1>would they leave that room sadder or happy?

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<v Speaker 2>I think they should walk away with a serenity that

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<v Speaker 2>this is one thing I could take out of my

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<v Speaker 2>life thinking about.

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<v Speaker 1>Okay, how's being a father? Is that tough?

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<v Speaker 2>Oh it's great? Yeah? No, I I the older they

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<v Speaker 2>get the first few years or a lot of work

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<v Speaker 2>and there's not a lot of return, you know. I mean,

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<v Speaker 2>the babies are cute, and there's a lot of some

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<v Speaker 2>babies are My kids were very cute, they're very good,

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<v Speaker 2>but they don't you know, you can't hang out with them.

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<v Speaker 1>You can kind of hang out with a baby. I mean,

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<v Speaker 1>if you're when you're hanging out with the grown man,

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<v Speaker 1>you sometimes it's just you guys sitting together watching TV,

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<v Speaker 1>and you can do that with a baby.

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<v Speaker 2>That's true. But they don't give much back. They give

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<v Speaker 2>they give nothing back.

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<v Speaker 1>You ever talk to someone who is not a great conversationalist,

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<v Speaker 1>it's kind of similar.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, there's a lot of people I could name right now,

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<v Speaker 2>but no I but now they're like seven and nine

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<v Speaker 2>and they are sorry, six and nine, and you know,

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<v Speaker 2>you can start you can start talking to thought stuff

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<v Speaker 2>they have. Yeah, the opinion that my daughter, who's the

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<v Speaker 2>older one, she's it's like hanging out with a like

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<v Speaker 2>a friend of mine a lot of the time. So

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<v Speaker 2>I love them quite a bit. And you know, I've

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<v Speaker 2>reached there's a point at the night in the night,

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<v Speaker 2>it's around eight eight thirty with bedtime, when my wife

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<v Speaker 2>and I are like goodbye, you know, like.

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<v Speaker 1>Good night, and they're off in their own Yeah, we

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<v Speaker 1>do not. I do not.

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<v Speaker 2>I can't hang anymore.

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<v Speaker 1>What do they do? Are they? Is it books? Is it?

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<v Speaker 1>Do they have an iPad? What are they doing when

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<v Speaker 1>they're not with you? Either you they have.

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<v Speaker 2>They're on the iPad? They play roadblocks, okay, which was

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<v Speaker 2>a great thing during the pandemic because they were able

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<v Speaker 2>to socialize with their friends and and they watch movies

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<v Speaker 2>and TV and read a lot. They read a lot

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<v Speaker 2>of books. My daughter's a voracious reader. She reads at

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<v Speaker 2>the breakfast table in the morning. And so they seem

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<v Speaker 2>pretty well rounded.

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<v Speaker 1>Are you optimist, like, are you optimistic about the future

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<v Speaker 1>or are you what do you arrange on that the

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<v Speaker 1>optimism pessimism spectrum.

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<v Speaker 2>Uh, doesn't look great.

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<v Speaker 1>Doesn't look great.

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<v Speaker 2>It doesn't look great for now. I mean, I don't know.

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<v Speaker 2>You can look. I'm listening to the great Dan Carlin

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<v Speaker 2>history podcast, the hardcore History.

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<v Speaker 1>It's called Terrific.

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<v Speaker 2>It's not about that very long form.

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<v Speaker 1>Sounds like a porn hardcore history.

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<v Speaker 2>Well, he's talking to almost in this one about the

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<v Speaker 2>fall of the Roman Empire and the rise of the

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<v Speaker 2>the Vikings and the barbarians, you know, and you know,

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<v Speaker 2>every civilization's collapse and people persist. Yeah, so it do

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<v Speaker 2>you do look around, you go like, this is you know,

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<v Speaker 2>like Lax. Today here in La power went out. I

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<v Speaker 2>don't know that the whole airport lights went out, electricity

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<v Speaker 2>went out for like an hour. It's not a good

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<v Speaker 2>sign of a thriving civilization, you know. I mean it's

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<v Speaker 2>a minor thing, but there's a million little ticks in that.

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<v Speaker 1>But during the time when the power is out in Lax,

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<v Speaker 1>there's still way more places in the world where the

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<v Speaker 1>power is on. Absolutely pretty good. Yes, well it's pretty good.

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<v Speaker 1>You know.

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<v Speaker 2>That's interesting you bring that up because I'm driving over

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<v Speaker 2>here and it was a long drive, yes, and it

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<v Speaker 2>was traffic, and you look at the traffic and sometimes

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<v Speaker 2>at you know, four o'clock, you look at the traffic

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<v Speaker 2>and you think this isn't working. You know, this is broken.

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<v Speaker 2>Everything's broken. But then you have another I had another thought,

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<v Speaker 2>which was like, what's kind of amazing. There's all these

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<v Speaker 2>people on the road and no one's driving into each other.

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<v Speaker 2>You know, yeah, they very perfect. I mean like it's

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<v Speaker 2>all it does kind of work. So you know, you

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<v Speaker 2>could look at the news. You could say, well, I

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<v Speaker 2>mean California in the West seems to be running.

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<v Speaker 1>Out of water.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, but they've been saying that for a long time,

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<v Speaker 2>so you know, I don't know. I expect bad things.

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<v Speaker 2>I always expect bad things to happen, but always expect.

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<v Speaker 2>You have to be you have to be ready. Do

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<v Speaker 2>you believe I was in New York on nine to eleven?

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<v Speaker 2>You didn't think I knew that was coming?

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<v Speaker 1>Do you? You always expect bad No?

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<v Speaker 2>I think it's just the reality. If you look at history,

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<v Speaker 2>there that that that that you know through history, there's

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<v Speaker 2>just there's there's been a but we're doing you.

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<v Speaker 1>Were talking about the barbarians and that we're doing way

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<v Speaker 1>better than those. You take a ship and it goes

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<v Speaker 1>to a magical place that you don't even know where

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<v Speaker 1>it is. They had plumbing back then.

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<v Speaker 2>Ours is probably better, though, absolutely there are there are,

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<v Speaker 2>there are, of course. I don't want to go back

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<v Speaker 2>to the I'm not I'm not saying I want to

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<v Speaker 2>go back to live during the time of the Dark Ages,

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<v Speaker 2>which is not appropriate term, by the way, I learned.

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<v Speaker 1>You don't call you the dark dark Ages? Why did?

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<v Speaker 1>Why is that not? Well?

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<v Speaker 2>Because it discounts a lot of positivity, positive things that

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<v Speaker 2>were happening during that time.

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<v Speaker 1>Okay, I guess, yeah, okay, it wasn't all bad, just

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<v Speaker 1>like now. Yeah, So I'm not sure what the question

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<v Speaker 1>do I am I positive about the Are you positive?

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<v Speaker 1>Aout the feet? It sounds what you said that you

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<v Speaker 1>always look at waiting for bad things to happen. So

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<v Speaker 1>I was like, you're not, No, but I don't. It

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<v Speaker 1>doesn't consume me, you know, I don't. I don't.

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<v Speaker 2>I still, you know, live my life and hope for

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<v Speaker 2>the best and try to do things and try to

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<v Speaker 2>you know, and have fun. But I'm just being honest.

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<v Speaker 2>You can't look at you can't just have a rosy

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<v Speaker 2>rose colored glasses perspective on the world.

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<v Speaker 1>Is this so this is why would you this philosophy? Philosophy?

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<v Speaker 1>Are you like? Do you want your kids to be

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<v Speaker 1>like as cautious as you are?

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<v Speaker 2>They should be pragmatic and skeptical of the world around them.

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<v Speaker 2>And my dad taught me that a little healthy dose

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<v Speaker 2>of skeptics.

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<v Speaker 1>Kind of like a expect the worst, hope for the best.

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<v Speaker 2>Absolutely, that's a great way to look.

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<v Speaker 1>I think, hey, do you want to take a phone call?

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<v Speaker 1>We have to. That's why I came in.

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<v Speaker 2>I should also say, before I know this is a.

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<v Speaker 2>I know this is a the therapy therapy, therapy show,

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<v Speaker 2>therapy show. I am a scientologist, and we don't believe

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<v Speaker 2>in in psychology psychiatry. We find that that's not helpful.

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<v Speaker 1>People are calling in specifically desiring advice from you through

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<v Speaker 1>a scientology lens. Yeah, it works out very well.

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<v Speaker 2>This is a pretty good you know. This is where

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<v Speaker 2>sometimes ideas come from, and the audience now can be

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<v Speaker 2>the witness to a new one, which is I'm going

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<v Speaker 2>to self identify as a scientologist.

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<v Speaker 1>Do you want to take one the is serious?

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah or whatever, I don't, don't ask me, just bring him,

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<v Speaker 2>bring him our way. I'll take it all.

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<v Speaker 1>Hello. Hello Adrian, Hi Adrian, you're on the phone with

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<v Speaker 1>Lyle and Tim? Or what's going on?

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<v Speaker 2>Baby?

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<v Speaker 1>How can we get you a name?

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<v Speaker 7>I I'm just gonna say that I love you so much,

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<v Speaker 7>mister Tim. I've heard that you're a comedian and a

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<v Speaker 7>very cool I love comedy. But I just wanted to

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<v Speaker 7>talk about family stuff.

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<v Speaker 8>I guess.

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<v Speaker 1>What kind of family stuff you call and talk about, Adrian.

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<v Speaker 7>I don't feel I might be wrong, but I don't

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<v Speaker 7>feel like my family loves me as a son. They

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<v Speaker 7>just love me when they need stuff from me. I

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<v Speaker 7>constantly feel like I'm a slave, that they don't appreciate

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<v Speaker 7>the things I do for them, and whenever I try

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<v Speaker 7>to bring it up to them that they make me

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<v Speaker 7>feel a certain way, that they just treat me like

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<v Speaker 7>I'm a disrespectful guy. I don't want to say kids

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<v Speaker 7>because I'm like twenty, But.

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<v Speaker 2>Can I do you have a good circle of friends?

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<v Speaker 9>I do.

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<v Speaker 7>I have a decent circle of friends. I'm trying to

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<v Speaker 7>go through college with some of them. I have an

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<v Speaker 7>amazing girlfriend that helps me through this.

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<v Speaker 2>Guess what, But that's your family. That's your family's family. Yeah.

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<v Speaker 2>I mean, if you want to bring if you have

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<v Speaker 2>something else to say. But I find this a lot,

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<v Speaker 2>a lot that you can only expect so much of

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<v Speaker 2>your blood relatives. Sometimes it's going to be. It has

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<v Speaker 2>to be, nat, you have to be. It has to be.

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<v Speaker 2>It's not always gonna work. Yeah, And just because they're

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<v Speaker 2>your family doesn't mean that it has to work. It'd

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<v Speaker 2>be nice if it does. It makes things easier, But

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<v Speaker 2>sometimes it's just not healthy to have that close up

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<v Speaker 2>relationship with your family just because they're your family. And

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<v Speaker 2>if you can find that love and find that support

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<v Speaker 2>amongst friends and you know other people in your life.

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<v Speaker 2>You know, don't obsess over getting it from your immediate

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<v Speaker 2>family because it may never happen.

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<v Speaker 1>Mm hmmmm.

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<v Speaker 2>But that's my two cents. Please continue.

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<v Speaker 1>Well, yeah, I mean it's it's tough, right because I've

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<v Speaker 1>talked to people about this stuff on here before. It's

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<v Speaker 1>very tough when there's an issue like this that's so like,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, sad, a person struggling with like stuff going

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<v Speaker 1>on with their family. But there's only you. If you

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<v Speaker 1>can't force somebody to give you something in a relationship,

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<v Speaker 1>to love you or to act a certain way to

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<v Speaker 1>you can like express that you're feeling, you can do

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<v Speaker 1>I love that. And then at the end of the

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<v Speaker 1>day that's all you can do, and that sucks. But

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<v Speaker 1>it is a great beautiful thing to hear that you

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<v Speaker 1>have friends that you can kind of like lean more

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<v Speaker 1>into those those relationships to find the love that you

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<v Speaker 1>feel like you're not finding from your family. What do

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<v Speaker 1>you feel about all of this.

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<v Speaker 7>Adrian, I think there's all very good points. I think, honestly,

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<v Speaker 7>like the only issues that I still live with my

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<v Speaker 7>parents because of college ain't cheap man, and I would

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<v Speaker 7>I mean, I'm not looking for like a way to

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<v Speaker 7>tell them that I'm leaving moving out. I'm just uh,

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<v Speaker 7>I completely understand there's there's.

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<v Speaker 2>Still an actual dependency there, right right right?

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<v Speaker 1>Yea, do you work at all outside of school?

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<v Speaker 9>Yeah?

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<v Speaker 7>I work at Taco Bell.

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<v Speaker 2>Okay, well how much does it how much does this

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<v Speaker 2>fracture or how much does this? Uh like, what's an

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<v Speaker 2>example of how this is affecting you in practical terms.

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<v Speaker 9>I just.

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<v Speaker 7>Like my my parents, mainly my dad. He's kind of

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<v Speaker 7>cold like with his emotions, but he only treats me

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<v Speaker 7>nice whenever he wants something from me, and then he'll

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<v Speaker 7>guilt trip me about it. And I'm like, well, I

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<v Speaker 7>mean you you do all I do all this for you,

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<v Speaker 7>and and you make all these faces whenever I ask

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<v Speaker 7>you to do something. But I mean I never ask

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<v Speaker 7>anything with them. I like, it's it's a little weird,

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<v Speaker 7>like that's.

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<v Speaker 10>A rough thing.

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<v Speaker 1>That's a rough thing, Like a parent looking at their

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<v Speaker 1>child is like like, like, you need to pay a debt.

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<v Speaker 1>You have a debt. You need to pay it to

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<v Speaker 1>me just for the fact that I raise right, Yeah.

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<v Speaker 7>Yeah, it's like that, like like I I'm not saying

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<v Speaker 7>that I want anything from when I do stuff for them,

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<v Speaker 7>but like they say that, like you do this out

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<v Speaker 7>of like the kindness of your heart, and we still

0:25:16.560 --> 0:25:20.359
<v Speaker 7>give you stuff. But they pay for my gas. But

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<v Speaker 7>I never get to see that gas because it's being

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<v Speaker 7>used to run ends for them.

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<v Speaker 2>You know, well, you know, I also say this like

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<v Speaker 2>I think being a teenager in early twenties, it's a

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<v Speaker 2>tough period of time. It's a transitionary period of time,

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<v Speaker 2>transitional period of time, and you will probably grow out

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<v Speaker 2>of this situation soon as you get out of school

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<v Speaker 2>and make a life for yourself, and you know your

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<v Speaker 2>relationship with your family might change because of that.

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<v Speaker 1>This is it.

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<v Speaker 2>It's in a real tricky spot right now. But maybe

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<v Speaker 2>it just kind of got to keep your head down

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<v Speaker 2>and and see and try not to, you know, let

0:26:03.440 --> 0:26:05.480
<v Speaker 2>it get to you and know that it's about them,

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<v Speaker 2>not you, and only you know you could be honest

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<v Speaker 2>with them, but don't let it. Don't let it like

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<v Speaker 2>you know, obsessed, don't become obsessive about it.

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<v Speaker 1>And in the meantime, plan lots of playdates with the friends.

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<v Speaker 1>You know, this is a good point. I feel like

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<v Speaker 1>spending some time with your friends. There's always a good idea.

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<v Speaker 2>I love my friends and some of them I treat

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<v Speaker 2>I consider family, you know, we consider each other's family

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<v Speaker 2>because I don't know family. I'm not very close with them,

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<v Speaker 2>you know, because there's any acrimony there. It's just we

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<v Speaker 2>don't really get along.

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<v Speaker 1>Adrian, is there anything else you want to say to

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<v Speaker 1>the people that compet there before we go?

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<v Speaker 7>Uh? I love the get I'm gonna start watching more

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<v Speaker 7>things for you, Tim, and thank you for listening. I'll

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<v Speaker 7>have a probably great night.

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<v Speaker 1>Hey, thank you, Adrian.

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<v Speaker 2>All the best to you.

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<v Speaker 1>Who's your best friend?

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<v Speaker 2>I don't think about in those terms. I think there's

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<v Speaker 2>a lot. There's different friends for different situations in my life. Obviously,

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<v Speaker 2>Eric and I are very close each other for twenty years.

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<v Speaker 2>Greg Turkington, who I've worked with a lot, my producer

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<v Speaker 2>on office hours, Matt very close with.

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<v Speaker 1>Very and your first cousin are hanging off of a cliff.

0:27:34.320 --> 0:27:41.400
<v Speaker 1>You can only save one. Who are we going with? Well? Eric?

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<v Speaker 2>I mean it just makes business sense.

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<v Speaker 1>Sure, you know, right, because it's not really bringing in anything. Yeah, hello,

0:27:49.080 --> 0:27:51.159
<v Speaker 1>I may, I'm here with Tim. We're being geckos. How

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<v Speaker 1>you doing?

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<v Speaker 7>Oh?

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<v Speaker 11>My God, I'm just so good.

0:27:54.960 --> 0:27:59.040
<v Speaker 1>Are you good? Guys? I don't want to answer it

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<v Speaker 1>for you? Is it talking to you? I think she's

0:28:01.600 --> 0:28:07.200
<v Speaker 1>talking to both of us? No, May, May, How can

0:28:07.240 --> 0:28:08.440
<v Speaker 1>we get you today? What's going on?

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<v Speaker 11>Oh my gosh, I just have to start first by saying, Lyle,

0:28:14.359 --> 0:28:16.879
<v Speaker 11>I have listened to you since the COVID lockdown and

0:28:16.960 --> 0:28:18.640
<v Speaker 11>the only first I've ever talked to you, and.

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<v Speaker 12>Oh my god, I love you.

0:28:21.400 --> 0:28:26.240
<v Speaker 1>Love you too? Man. Oh but anyways, could you say

0:28:26.240 --> 0:28:28.280
<v Speaker 1>something nice about Tim too? Because the other caller didn't

0:28:28.280 --> 0:28:31.800
<v Speaker 1>say anything nice about Tim and it's making you know what, Tim.

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<v Speaker 11>I think you are so freaking cool for being here.

0:28:35.160 --> 0:28:37.880
<v Speaker 11>Like the fact that you're cool enough to be associated

0:28:37.920 --> 0:28:41.080
<v Speaker 11>with Lyle means that you're like an aless celebrity for me.

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<v Speaker 1>Great. How can we help you today, babe?

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<v Speaker 10>Dude?

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<v Speaker 11>So, I'm I'm living in Salt Lake City right now.

0:28:53.000 --> 0:28:56.840
<v Speaker 11>I'm from Seattle, and I'm going to graduate college and

0:28:56.880 --> 0:29:01.280
<v Speaker 11>I've had literally so much fun with it. But I'm

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<v Speaker 11>a little nervous about making money off the that, you know,

0:29:06.680 --> 0:29:10.520
<v Speaker 11>and so I've been thinking about moving to Colorado and

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<v Speaker 11>opening up, like I want to get a space that

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<v Speaker 11>is like a half dispensary, half gym, because that disso

0:29:18.200 --> 0:29:20.600
<v Speaker 11>isn't like part of my major, but the gym is

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<v Speaker 11>part of my major, so I'd still be using my education,

0:29:23.600 --> 0:29:27.680
<v Speaker 11>you know, but also like guaranteed i'd be making some money.

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<v Speaker 1>You want to open a half dispensary half gym. Everyone's

0:29:35.280 --> 0:29:40.800
<v Speaker 1>body is different and responds differently to things. But I,

0:29:40.840 --> 0:29:45.520
<v Speaker 1>when I get stoned, exercises the last thing. Yeah, I

0:29:45.560 --> 0:29:45.960
<v Speaker 1>think of.

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<v Speaker 2>I generally fall asleep, but there might be something there.

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<v Speaker 2>I think if you do it in a very curated

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<v Speaker 2>Uh what do you what would would be the word

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<v Speaker 2>the artisan kind of of you know, like not a

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<v Speaker 2>lot of equipment. It's like very or it's very kind

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<v Speaker 2>of yoga e some some maybe bar like what's that

0:30:09.920 --> 0:30:13.920
<v Speaker 2>called bar? With the with the bar, it's like dance,

0:30:14.400 --> 0:30:18.080
<v Speaker 2>It's like ballet a car you got it? Yeah, the bar.

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<v Speaker 11>There's zoomba, there's pilates, Like, well.

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<v Speaker 2>Zoomba is a little outdated.

0:30:23.320 --> 0:30:25.960
<v Speaker 1>What what what is? What do you do?

0:30:26.200 --> 0:30:29.000
<v Speaker 2>Zooma is like very nineties. Maybe Zoomba's coming back though

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<v Speaker 2>Zooma's nineties.

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<v Speaker 1>I feel like a zoomba, Uh you could do a

0:30:36.560 --> 0:30:39.840
<v Speaker 1>wee zany zoomba, We smoke weed, We get a little zany,

0:30:39.840 --> 0:30:41.760
<v Speaker 1>but go a little crazy, do a little zoomba. I

0:30:41.840 --> 0:30:42.040
<v Speaker 1>like that.

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<v Speaker 2>I like getting a little high.

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<v Speaker 11>And then snoop dog.

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<v Speaker 2>Or you could play some like a fish or Grateful Dead.

0:30:50.360 --> 0:30:53.000
<v Speaker 1>Or something by the way, you know, And with the

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<v Speaker 1>financial thing, I don't know the numbers on this, but

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<v Speaker 1>would starting a business be significantly more expensive than college?

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<v Speaker 11>You know, probably that or it would equal out because

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<v Speaker 11>I'm about to leave call into a fifty k in debt,

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<v Speaker 11>and so to even have like I feel like an

0:31:14.200 --> 0:31:17.000
<v Speaker 11>idea or get legality of business going, it'd be around

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<v Speaker 11>fifty k.

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<v Speaker 1>So, oh yeah, it.

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<v Speaker 2>Sounds like you got some startup costs there.

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<v Speaker 1>Oh yeah, where do you begin?

0:31:25.400 --> 0:31:27.400
<v Speaker 2>You've got to like find a partner and stuff. You

0:31:27.440 --> 0:31:29.920
<v Speaker 2>got to get somebody that that's been that's in the game, right.

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<v Speaker 11>Yeah, dude, I gotta find a realtor somebody who can

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<v Speaker 11>find me a space because first I'll definitely open up

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<v Speaker 11>the gym because I can just get that going and

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<v Speaker 11>then hopefully at patch on this dispo later.

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<v Speaker 2>But dude, take out all the cliff bars and put

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<v Speaker 2>in tens of.

0:31:50.760 --> 0:31:56.680
<v Speaker 1>Gummies medicated weed. Cliff bars yeah.

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<v Speaker 7>Oh my god, that would be awesome.

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<v Speaker 1>Cliff here right now, may are you high right now?

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<v Speaker 11>You know I'm not joking. The reason it took me

0:32:06.760 --> 0:32:09.240
<v Speaker 11>a second to pick up the phone was because I

0:32:09.280 --> 0:32:11.880
<v Speaker 11>had you on you and I might have exhaled out

0:32:11.880 --> 0:32:12.640
<v Speaker 11>of my water pipe.

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<v Speaker 1>Huh Okay in this moment, do you feel like exercising?

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<v Speaker 11>You know, I feel like a million dollars because I'm

0:32:20.680 --> 0:32:24.479
<v Speaker 11>talking to you. But honestly, when I get done, I

0:32:24.720 --> 0:32:28.240
<v Speaker 11>love to work out. I love it. It feels so good.

0:32:28.360 --> 0:32:31.160
<v Speaker 11>I can connect with the movement and muscle.

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<v Speaker 9>It's awesome.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, because you're inspiring me to try working out stoned

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<v Speaker 2>because I've never tried it, and I don't enjoy working out.

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<v Speaker 2>I find it tedious and like it's always a it's

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<v Speaker 2>like I just got to do it, and I go

0:32:46.960 --> 0:32:49.720
<v Speaker 2>through it and it's boring. But if I was a

0:32:49.720 --> 0:32:51.040
<v Speaker 2>little high, it might be fun.

0:32:52.680 --> 0:32:55.480
<v Speaker 11>If you just like, you don't even like counting and

0:32:55.560 --> 0:32:58.120
<v Speaker 11>stuff is so much easier and you don't even like.

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<v Speaker 1>Realize I feel like counting would be fine. One, four, eight.

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<v Speaker 12>Well exactly.

0:33:04.880 --> 0:33:07.440
<v Speaker 11>That's the fun of it because eventually you get to

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<v Speaker 11>eight and you're.

0:33:08.080 --> 0:33:10.720
<v Speaker 13>Like, yeah, I did it yay. I don't know how

0:33:10.760 --> 0:33:12.040
<v Speaker 13>I got here, but I did it.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm sold on the side.

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<v Speaker 2>My next workout is is on Friday morning, and I

0:33:17.920 --> 0:33:19.880
<v Speaker 2>will attempt this and let you.

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<v Speaker 1>Know, may anything else you want to say to the

0:33:21.600 --> 0:33:22.760
<v Speaker 1>people with the computer before.

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<v Speaker 11>We go, I just want to say, everybody drops some

0:33:26.880 --> 0:33:30.320
<v Speaker 11>love for Lyle ever two and everybody have a great eye.

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<v Speaker 1>Thank you. May have a good one you too. Bow.

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<v Speaker 1>Do you get high often?

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<v Speaker 4>No?

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<v Speaker 2>But I do take a I take a gummy at

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<v Speaker 2>night that puts me to bed.

0:33:42.120 --> 0:33:43.920
<v Speaker 1>It hits me every night. Yeah.

0:33:44.840 --> 0:33:47.120
<v Speaker 2>I got five, like a five milligram or whatever, like

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<v Speaker 2>very light, and it just keeps me, keeps me down.

0:33:50.520 --> 0:33:51.480
<v Speaker 1>I got to be put down like.

0:33:51.480 --> 0:33:54.760
<v Speaker 2>A horse every night. It's all my ideas, you know.

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<v Speaker 1>But right right, and then then the flushing of creative

0:33:59.520 --> 0:34:01.640
<v Speaker 1>ideas and you're suppressing them with the weed gumming.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, but I don't generally, I don't and I don't.

0:34:04.800 --> 0:34:08.920
<v Speaker 2>I don't get I don't uh use weed uh socially

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<v Speaker 2>very often every once in a while, but very very rarely.

0:34:12.360 --> 0:34:18.200
<v Speaker 2>I just started kind of getting very very very in

0:34:18.280 --> 0:34:20.680
<v Speaker 2>small doses, very a couple of times a year into

0:34:20.719 --> 0:34:23.560
<v Speaker 2>mushrooms though, and I really do like that, like a

0:34:23.600 --> 0:34:25.840
<v Speaker 2>little like I did this over the summer. I just

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<v Speaker 2>took a tiny bit.

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<v Speaker 1>What's a tiny bit like some like a micro like

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<v Speaker 1>half a stem or something half a stem? Okay, not

0:34:33.760 --> 0:34:35.360
<v Speaker 1>even like what did I do? What to do for you?

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<v Speaker 2>It's just a beautiful, wonderful few hours happy, a little

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<v Speaker 2>little loopy, a little you know.

0:34:43.760 --> 0:34:45.040
<v Speaker 1>And is that was it your first time?

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<v Speaker 2>No, I did it. I've done it over off and

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<v Speaker 2>on for years. I did it in high school a lot.

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<v Speaker 2>Psychedelics a lot, not a lot, but you know, there's

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<v Speaker 2>like a summer of doing acid.

0:34:55.920 --> 0:34:57.959
<v Speaker 1>And stuff and did you?

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<v Speaker 2>And then I had a bad experience and I wasn't.

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<v Speaker 2>I stayed away for a year twenty years or so.

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<v Speaker 1>Can I ask what the bad experience was?

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, well, I've now analyzed it, and I've determined that

0:35:10.040 --> 0:35:14.560
<v Speaker 2>it really probably wasn't the acid. It was probably I

0:35:14.600 --> 0:35:18.640
<v Speaker 2>was at the Lollapalooza nineteen ninety four and you had

0:35:18.680 --> 0:35:22.560
<v Speaker 2>the Smashing Pumpkins there, and you had the Beastie Boys,

0:35:23.640 --> 0:35:26.200
<v Speaker 2>and the Beastie Boys came out and we were way

0:35:26.200 --> 0:35:29.080
<v Speaker 2>in the back and had been tripping all day, and

0:35:31.040 --> 0:35:33.800
<v Speaker 2>the energy shifted as you can imagine. When the Beastie

0:35:33.800 --> 0:35:38.000
<v Speaker 2>Boys came out, this is like ill Communication era. Does

0:35:38.040 --> 0:35:41.080
<v Speaker 2>that mean anything to you? Check your head ill Communication.

0:35:41.120 --> 0:35:42.680
<v Speaker 1>I'll look it up like they were. I mean they

0:35:42.719 --> 0:35:47.719
<v Speaker 1>were headlining. This is hot. I know that what was

0:35:48.080 --> 0:35:49.759
<v Speaker 1>was the other band you said was beast of Boys

0:35:49.760 --> 0:35:52.880
<v Speaker 1>and Smashing Pumpkins. Okay, no, I mean they have similar

0:35:53.040 --> 0:35:54.800
<v Speaker 1>like hardcore.

0:35:54.400 --> 0:35:58.000
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, but it's a little prettier, a little dreamier psychedelic,

0:35:58.400 --> 0:36:02.120
<v Speaker 2>so it kind of worked. But hm, Anyway, I took

0:36:02.200 --> 0:36:05.279
<v Speaker 2>a hit from a joint from a stranger.

0:36:06.880 --> 0:36:08.400
<v Speaker 1>And I had.

0:36:08.200 --> 0:36:17.040
<v Speaker 2>A full disassociative, you know, panic attack that stayed with

0:36:17.120 --> 0:36:21.000
<v Speaker 2>me for hours, even the next day. It was kind

0:36:21.000 --> 0:36:25.040
<v Speaker 2>of tingling in me and and I just assumed it

0:36:25.120 --> 0:36:28.680
<v Speaker 2>was this reaction it was the acid. But there's a

0:36:28.719 --> 0:36:31.680
<v Speaker 2>good chance the dude gave me, you know something, something

0:36:32.320 --> 0:36:35.719
<v Speaker 2>some angel duster. I don't know what, you know, PCP,

0:36:36.120 --> 0:36:39.400
<v Speaker 2>I mean, who knows? So, uh, it's still very you know.

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<v Speaker 2>I don't encourage it's it's a it's a dangerous sport

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<v Speaker 2>any drugs. I don't encourage anybody. If you do it,

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<v Speaker 2>do it with sup, you know, with somebody I don't know.

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<v Speaker 1>Do it supervision.

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<v Speaker 2>No, but but I find that a tiny little bit

0:36:53.000 --> 0:36:55.800
<v Speaker 2>of mushrooms can be can be something you can control.

0:36:56.239 --> 0:36:58.400
<v Speaker 2>And there are no decide effects that I found. I

0:36:58.400 --> 0:37:01.040
<v Speaker 2>don't feel bad the next day, and you know, and

0:37:01.440 --> 0:37:03.840
<v Speaker 2>and it doesn't last a long time. Very nice. I

0:37:03.880 --> 0:37:06.600
<v Speaker 2>think there's going to be more, you know, it's gonna

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<v Speaker 2>become a little more.

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<v Speaker 9>Yeah.

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<v Speaker 1>When you were in high school, do you can you

0:37:11.600 --> 0:37:13.840
<v Speaker 1>and you were kind of doing more acid and stuff.

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<v Speaker 1>Can you recall any epiphanies?

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<v Speaker 2>No, but I can recall the brand of acid were

0:37:20.880 --> 0:37:23.160
<v Speaker 2>a little Beavis and butt Head tabs.

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<v Speaker 1>That sounds safe.

0:37:25.200 --> 0:37:27.880
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, No, I mean that kind of what I was

0:37:27.920 --> 0:37:31.360
<v Speaker 2>getting in Allentown, Pennsylvania. The drugs I was getting in

0:37:31.400 --> 0:37:33.880
<v Speaker 2>Allentown must have been the worst stuff, you know, it

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<v Speaker 2>just must have been the not the primo good stuff.

0:37:37.520 --> 0:37:43.080
<v Speaker 2>But epiphanies, Yeah, I mean what you learn about life. Sure,

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<v Speaker 2>I think a lot of my as I was talking

0:37:46.360 --> 0:37:52.279
<v Speaker 2>earlier about my skepticism of of higher power, I think

0:37:52.320 --> 0:37:52.839
<v Speaker 2>some of that.

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<v Speaker 1>Creeping in with the acid a little bit. I think so,

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<v Speaker 1>I think. So, see what's going on in the queue? Hello, Hello, Ryan.

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<v Speaker 1>It says here that you want to talk about the

0:38:07.920 --> 0:38:12.359
<v Speaker 1>time that you put your energy into a coin and

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<v Speaker 1>sent it through space.

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<v Speaker 14>Okay, so I got that's I did that maybe.

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<v Speaker 3>Two three days ago.

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<v Speaker 15>I wanted to I put a coin in a box,

0:38:23.400 --> 0:38:26.000
<v Speaker 15>put my energy in trying to send it through space

0:38:26.080 --> 0:38:28.799
<v Speaker 15>time and I did it a couple of days ago,

0:38:28.840 --> 0:38:32.200
<v Speaker 15>and I wanted to. I haven't moved the box yet,

0:38:32.200 --> 0:38:34.719
<v Speaker 15>so I wanted to pick it up live on the

0:38:34.719 --> 0:38:38.840
<v Speaker 15>phone with you guys. But I I just started watching.

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<v Speaker 14>Sorry, what was it?

0:38:41.440 --> 0:38:41.720
<v Speaker 1>Nothing?

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<v Speaker 15>Go ahead, please, I'm a huge fan of you, Tim,

0:38:46.239 --> 0:38:47.840
<v Speaker 15>I'm I'm a huge fan. I'm so excited.

0:38:47.920 --> 0:38:51.600
<v Speaker 2>Finally, Jesus, it took two. It took three calls, we

0:38:51.680 --> 0:38:52.120
<v Speaker 2>got one.

0:38:52.160 --> 0:38:52.919
<v Speaker 1>We were one.

0:38:54.400 --> 0:38:56.839
<v Speaker 2>Thank you. Of course it's the guy that put a

0:38:56.840 --> 0:38:58.719
<v Speaker 2>coin in a box that was sending up your time

0:38:58.760 --> 0:38:59.280
<v Speaker 2>in space.

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<v Speaker 15>Obviously. Yeah, I mean, what other sort of person would

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<v Speaker 15>be that late watching watching your shows?

0:39:08.080 --> 0:39:08.239
<v Speaker 16>Man?

0:39:09.120 --> 0:39:13.600
<v Speaker 15>You you really you You're one of the best, you know, producer, writer,

0:39:14.080 --> 0:39:25.000
<v Speaker 15>actors of all time. You know, thank you. I'm so excited.

0:39:25.040 --> 0:39:27.319
<v Speaker 15>I I you know, I want to just take a

0:39:27.360 --> 0:39:30.680
<v Speaker 15>moment to appreciate the fact that I can call a

0:39:30.719 --> 0:39:34.720
<v Speaker 15>get go and and talk to one of the best writers.

0:39:36.840 --> 0:39:40.040
<v Speaker 2>And I love that because I appreciate and I love

0:39:40.080 --> 0:39:42.719
<v Speaker 2>doing it. I love that there's this big old world

0:39:42.760 --> 0:39:45.960
<v Speaker 2>out there that we can through technology, we can all

0:39:46.239 --> 0:39:49.160
<v Speaker 2>kind of get into the same room together. And I

0:39:49.160 --> 0:39:52.319
<v Speaker 2>wish we could do it more often because I think

0:39:52.360 --> 0:39:53.520
<v Speaker 2>it's a very healthy thing.

0:39:53.800 --> 0:39:55.360
<v Speaker 1>I agree. I feel like we're all kind of in

0:39:55.360 --> 0:39:56.040
<v Speaker 1>the room together.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah.

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<v Speaker 1>Now, you sent a coin through space.

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<v Speaker 15>So I wanted to. I didn't just want to send

0:40:07.320 --> 0:40:10.520
<v Speaker 15>a coin through space time. I wanted the universe to

0:40:12.120 --> 0:40:16.440
<v Speaker 15>I wanted to help somebody, so I I The energy

0:40:16.440 --> 0:40:20.640
<v Speaker 15>that I put into the coin was to attempts to

0:40:22.000 --> 0:40:24.799
<v Speaker 15>try to get the coin to appear to whoever might

0:40:24.880 --> 0:40:27.600
<v Speaker 15>need it at the time, and appear of the currency

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<v Speaker 15>of the time as well, and just be a coin

0:40:31.719 --> 0:40:36.239
<v Speaker 15>endlessly traveling through space and time for whoever might need it.

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<v Speaker 2>Okay, did it work?

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<v Speaker 15>So I'll pick up the box right now. I did

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<v Speaker 15>it three days ago.

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<v Speaker 14>It did not. It did not.

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<v Speaker 1>What does it look like?

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, how do you know that it worked?

0:40:56.320 --> 0:40:56.800
<v Speaker 1>Before?

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<v Speaker 15>I never have tried any thing remotely close to this

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<v Speaker 15>until maybe three days ago.

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<v Speaker 1>Okay, here's what I have even thought about this. So

0:41:10.120 --> 0:41:13.440
<v Speaker 1>you're sending a coin into space to travel through time

0:41:13.600 --> 0:41:16.280
<v Speaker 1>so that the coin can help whoever needs it, whether

0:41:16.280 --> 0:41:19.040
<v Speaker 1>the coin finds itself in the future or in the past.

0:41:19.160 --> 0:41:25.319
<v Speaker 1>Is that accurate? Yes? Okay, So how are you if

0:41:25.360 --> 0:41:28.000
<v Speaker 1>you're sending a coin, how are you sure that the

0:41:28.120 --> 0:41:32.160
<v Speaker 1>coin will I mean, you could probably go look at

0:41:32.239 --> 0:41:34.520
<v Speaker 1>historical data and see what kind of currency they were

0:41:34.920 --> 0:41:37.760
<v Speaker 1>took in the sixteen hundred's, but if in the future,

0:41:37.800 --> 0:41:42.399
<v Speaker 1>you don't know what they're going to be bartering way true, that.

0:41:42.640 --> 0:41:45.000
<v Speaker 15>Was so when I say I put energy into it,

0:41:45.320 --> 0:41:49.560
<v Speaker 15>you know, you to do something like that, you need

0:41:50.239 --> 0:41:54.839
<v Speaker 15>the right words and the right you know, thought process.

0:41:54.880 --> 0:41:57.560
<v Speaker 15>So like, you know, what I wanted to happen was

0:41:57.920 --> 0:42:00.359
<v Speaker 15>in if it was the future or the past, the

0:42:00.400 --> 0:42:05.279
<v Speaker 15>coin would morph into whatever currency of the of the

0:42:05.320 --> 0:42:08.640
<v Speaker 15>time period to whoever might be in neither. It was

0:42:08.680 --> 0:42:11.360
<v Speaker 15>for somebody in need.

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<v Speaker 2>That's fair and it's it's generous. What did it look

0:42:16.000 --> 0:42:18.759
<v Speaker 2>like when it worked? What was that experience? Could walk

0:42:18.840 --> 0:42:21.120
<v Speaker 2>us through? Just tell us what happened when it When

0:42:21.120 --> 0:42:22.480
<v Speaker 2>you said you claimed that it.

0:42:22.440 --> 0:42:27.359
<v Speaker 15>Worked, so it's no, I know it's never worked.

0:42:27.400 --> 0:42:29.080
<v Speaker 3>I've never tried anything.

0:42:29.800 --> 0:42:35.719
<v Speaker 1>You said that. I also thought hearing you say it worked.

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<v Speaker 15>What about apologize for the misunderstanding.

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<v Speaker 2>Okay, you're you retract that. That's fair, that's an honest

0:42:42.719 --> 0:42:45.600
<v Speaker 2>you're a ask well, uh, why would you think it

0:42:45.600 --> 0:42:46.080
<v Speaker 2>would work?

0:42:49.800 --> 0:42:49.880
<v Speaker 1>So?

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<v Speaker 3>Okay, Yeah, I believe that everybody is God, everything in

0:42:56.360 --> 0:43:00.200
<v Speaker 3>the universe as well, not just people, so we all

0:43:00.200 --> 0:43:03.919
<v Speaker 3>things have the ability to travel through space time.

0:43:07.200 --> 0:43:11.240
<v Speaker 2>Okay, I remember into.

0:43:12.920 --> 0:43:13.759
<v Speaker 1>What would you tell him?

0:43:14.040 --> 0:43:15.480
<v Speaker 2>Well, what did I tell him?

0:43:15.560 --> 0:43:17.480
<v Speaker 1>Yeah?

0:43:17.600 --> 0:43:18.719
<v Speaker 2>I mean how old are you?

0:43:20.520 --> 0:43:21.160
<v Speaker 15>Twenty seven?

0:43:22.480 --> 0:43:26.440
<v Speaker 2>Okay? And uh are you on uh medication?

0:43:29.239 --> 0:43:32.360
<v Speaker 15>How do you define nothing like? Not?

0:43:32.840 --> 0:43:32.920
<v Speaker 1>No?

0:43:33.440 --> 0:43:42.840
<v Speaker 2>For I smoke marijuana, no psychoactive medication. Oh I takes yeah, okay,

0:43:42.960 --> 0:43:45.560
<v Speaker 2>but no like prescribed pharmaceutical.

0:43:45.760 --> 0:43:47.600
<v Speaker 1>Uh no, that's.

0:43:50.760 --> 0:43:54.320
<v Speaker 2>Okay.

0:43:55.400 --> 0:43:56.640
<v Speaker 1>Is there anything else you want to say to the

0:43:56.640 --> 0:43:57.759
<v Speaker 1>people of the computer before we go?

0:44:01.840 --> 0:44:05.520
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, well, well let me just let me say I

0:44:05.600 --> 0:44:07.880
<v Speaker 2>think you could take Can I say one thing? Ry,

0:44:08.200 --> 0:44:12.200
<v Speaker 2>I think you could take your experiments here as perhaps

0:44:13.080 --> 0:44:16.440
<v Speaker 2>uh maybe you can gather some information from that that

0:44:16.600 --> 0:44:22.360
<v Speaker 2>perhaps you might have a a false theory on this concept.

0:44:22.520 --> 0:44:25.239
<v Speaker 2>Maybe you've proved that you've done the good work of

0:44:25.360 --> 0:44:27.840
<v Speaker 2>proving that this might not be the case.

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<v Speaker 1>Try it with a dollar.

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<v Speaker 15>Okay, all night, I will.

0:44:38.520 --> 0:44:44.479
<v Speaker 2>All right, Ryan, thank you for coming. Yeah, thanks, thanks

0:44:44.480 --> 0:44:45.520
<v Speaker 2>for the kind words, Ryan.

0:44:47.200 --> 0:44:47.879
<v Speaker 13>Yeah, it was.

0:44:47.880 --> 0:44:52.200
<v Speaker 2>Amazing talking with you all the best.

0:44:53.880 --> 0:44:58.680
<v Speaker 1>Thank you Nice. I like him. I like him too.

0:44:59.040 --> 0:45:00.919
<v Speaker 2>That means let's let m think outside the box.

0:45:00.920 --> 0:45:01.359
<v Speaker 1>Who cares?

0:45:01.440 --> 0:45:04.360
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, I was not sending guns around or anything like that.

0:45:04.400 --> 0:45:07.480
<v Speaker 1>I don't think he's sending guns around if he was,

0:45:07.520 --> 0:45:09.759
<v Speaker 1>Like I put a gun that I'm trying to send

0:45:09.760 --> 0:45:13.359
<v Speaker 1>through space and time. I feel like a coin in

0:45:13.400 --> 0:45:15.520
<v Speaker 1>any era is not going to help a lot. I'm

0:45:15.520 --> 0:45:16.400
<v Speaker 1>being that's.

0:45:16.320 --> 0:45:20.120
<v Speaker 2>True, though, that's true. This is one one coin isn't

0:45:20.200 --> 0:45:22.319
<v Speaker 2>solving anybody's major life.

0:45:22.360 --> 0:45:25.360
<v Speaker 1>Somebody's trying to get enough, like saved up for a

0:45:25.360 --> 0:45:27.799
<v Speaker 1>stick of gum, and it could find them and help them.

0:45:27.840 --> 0:45:30.720
<v Speaker 1>Which is that's any anything helps?

0:45:30.760 --> 0:45:34.760
<v Speaker 2>Sure, maybe he could scale it up if it worked

0:45:35.200 --> 0:45:37.480
<v Speaker 2>and then start sending big like a big sack of

0:45:37.840 --> 0:45:40.200
<v Speaker 2>wheat to somebody in need or something.

0:45:41.360 --> 0:45:44.560
<v Speaker 1>Is Is money important to you? Uh?

0:45:44.960 --> 0:45:49.600
<v Speaker 2>Sure, yes, I think it's it's uh maintains a maintain

0:45:49.640 --> 0:45:53.560
<v Speaker 2>a standard of living. Ah. I have children, of course,

0:45:54.160 --> 0:45:57.640
<v Speaker 2>and I don't live extravagantly. I don't we We're pretty

0:45:59.120 --> 0:46:01.360
<v Speaker 2>humble about most things.

0:46:01.560 --> 0:46:05.280
<v Speaker 1>I don't have. I don't have a boat. Is there

0:46:05.160 --> 0:46:08.239
<v Speaker 1>any like I couldn't imagine having a boat. Is there

0:46:08.320 --> 0:46:12.279
<v Speaker 1>anything that you are like? I want a good one

0:46:12.480 --> 0:46:15.000
<v Speaker 1>of this thing? Like anything that you are like, I

0:46:15.000 --> 0:46:17.239
<v Speaker 1>if I'm I'm gonna spend good money on this thing

0:46:17.280 --> 0:46:19.600
<v Speaker 1>because it's I feel like everyone has a thing like that.

0:46:20.600 --> 0:46:26.200
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, I mean, I don't cheap, I don't. I I

0:46:26.280 --> 0:46:29.839
<v Speaker 2>like good I like well made clothes sometimes that fit well,

0:46:30.080 --> 0:46:33.160
<v Speaker 2>you know, and that you know, I don't disparage anybody

0:46:33.200 --> 0:46:38.560
<v Speaker 2>for wearing cheaply made, cheap clothes, but like, yeah, like this,

0:46:38.800 --> 0:46:43.960
<v Speaker 2>like this from Amazon. But you know, I don't dress,

0:46:44.000 --> 0:46:46.440
<v Speaker 2>I don't fancy or anything, but I might, you know,

0:46:46.840 --> 0:46:49.560
<v Speaker 2>scale up a little bit for for a nice cashmere

0:46:49.640 --> 0:46:50.440
<v Speaker 2>sweater or something.

0:46:50.520 --> 0:46:52.840
<v Speaker 1>I liked the coat you came in, the puffy coat.

0:46:52.719 --> 0:46:55.480
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, the PATAGONI like. So I don't might spend a

0:46:55.520 --> 0:46:58.920
<v Speaker 2>little money on wardrobe because I don't wear I'll also

0:46:59.080 --> 0:46:59.720
<v Speaker 2>only wear.

0:46:59.640 --> 0:47:02.120
<v Speaker 1>Like four things, you know what I mean.

0:47:02.440 --> 0:47:05.279
<v Speaker 2>So like, like, I spend a lot of money, but

0:47:05.400 --> 0:47:08.000
<v Speaker 2>I spend more money than maybe your average Joe on

0:47:08.120 --> 0:47:11.719
<v Speaker 2>like a black or a white T shirt because it's

0:47:11.760 --> 0:47:14.200
<v Speaker 2>the only thing I wear and I wanted to feel

0:47:14.239 --> 0:47:17.240
<v Speaker 2>comfortable and last a long time, so I see value

0:47:17.320 --> 0:47:19.400
<v Speaker 2>in spending a little more.

0:47:19.040 --> 0:47:21.440
<v Speaker 1>On you know what I mean, how often do you

0:47:21.480 --> 0:47:22.120
<v Speaker 1>do laundry?

0:47:23.520 --> 0:47:26.239
<v Speaker 2>Well, I should say I have lots of you know,

0:47:26.280 --> 0:47:28.480
<v Speaker 2>I have like, let's say, fifteen shirts.

0:47:28.560 --> 0:47:30.120
<v Speaker 1>Okay, you have fifteen shirts.

0:47:29.840 --> 0:47:32.000
<v Speaker 2>And we do laundry once a week. So I'm not

0:47:32.239 --> 0:47:33.640
<v Speaker 2>I'm not. I shouldn't say.

0:47:33.600 --> 0:47:35.640
<v Speaker 1>Say you have fifteen shirts and you do laundry once.

0:47:35.840 --> 0:47:38.080
<v Speaker 1>Say you will always have. I always have more than

0:47:38.080 --> 0:47:42.160
<v Speaker 1>I need. Okay, clothes smart, Yeah, I'll run out. I

0:47:42.200 --> 0:47:45.080
<v Speaker 1>always wait until I run out. Actually I wait until

0:47:45.760 --> 0:47:47.319
<v Speaker 1>a week after I run out.

0:47:47.440 --> 0:47:49.360
<v Speaker 2>No, I've always wear clean clothes. What I mean is

0:47:49.400 --> 0:47:51.520
<v Speaker 2>I have the same kind of general I'm like, you

0:47:51.560 --> 0:47:54.800
<v Speaker 2>know Einstein or something where you just have the same outfit.

0:47:55.040 --> 0:47:57.640
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, yeah, jeans or so Mark Zuckerberg does.

0:47:57.800 --> 0:48:01.120
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, I's sort of I don't go that, but I

0:48:01.160 --> 0:48:04.759
<v Speaker 2>have a general like day to day what you know,

0:48:04.880 --> 0:48:09.040
<v Speaker 2>t shirt, pants, socks, underwear routine.

0:48:09.440 --> 0:48:12.000
<v Speaker 1>I like the idea of sending stuff through space to

0:48:12.000 --> 0:48:15.520
<v Speaker 1>help other people, but like a like a shirt could

0:48:15.600 --> 0:48:15.919
<v Speaker 1>be good.

0:48:16.120 --> 0:48:18.839
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, but I use people always need shoes.

0:48:18.840 --> 0:48:24.120
<v Speaker 1>People always need shoes, So I think in the future, Well,

0:48:24.120 --> 0:48:25.920
<v Speaker 1>we don't know what they're gonna need in the future,

0:48:26.760 --> 0:48:29.200
<v Speaker 1>so sending that I would recommend for him. I think

0:48:29.239 --> 0:48:31.200
<v Speaker 1>you should send stuff into the past because we kind

0:48:31.200 --> 0:48:33.279
<v Speaker 1>of know what they needed. Then study the past. But

0:48:33.360 --> 0:48:34.720
<v Speaker 1>in the future you have no idea.

0:48:35.800 --> 0:48:39.880
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, I I don't want to think about that anymore.

0:48:39.960 --> 0:48:48.239
<v Speaker 1>Let's take a call. Hello, Hi, how are you?

0:48:49.800 --> 0:48:52.359
<v Speaker 3>I'm good? How about you, Tim?

0:48:52.360 --> 0:48:55.960
<v Speaker 1>How are you good? Aiden?

0:48:58.080 --> 0:48:58.319
<v Speaker 9>Yeah?

0:48:59.480 --> 0:49:00.160
<v Speaker 1>What's going on?

0:49:04.200 --> 0:49:06.520
<v Speaker 9>I got I got a lot going on. I thought

0:49:06.560 --> 0:49:07.840
<v Speaker 9>maybe i'd call in and.

0:49:07.760 --> 0:49:10.359
<v Speaker 14>Uh, don't take the wrong way.

0:49:10.440 --> 0:49:12.000
<v Speaker 9>You guys are a lot older than me, and uh,

0:49:12.200 --> 0:49:14.680
<v Speaker 9>I think it's best to ask you, guys, you got

0:49:14.719 --> 0:49:16.880
<v Speaker 9>a lot more experience on the planet than me, about

0:49:17.000 --> 0:49:18.719
<v Speaker 9>what you think about the ship I got going on.

0:49:19.080 --> 0:49:19.920
<v Speaker 9>I mean I already see got it.

0:49:20.040 --> 0:49:22.760
<v Speaker 2>Thank you for respecting your elders exactly.

0:49:23.200 --> 0:49:26.359
<v Speaker 15>Well, yeah, I don't want to just call you guys old.

0:49:28.560 --> 0:49:29.840
<v Speaker 1>How old are you, Aiden?

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<v Speaker 15>Molde nineteen?

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<v Speaker 1>Okay, from the way you're talking, I thought you would

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<v Speaker 1>be like seventeen. Hmmm, No, Aiden, what's going on? Tell

0:49:44.840 --> 0:49:48.520
<v Speaker 1>us everything? Tell us nothing, get us, get us.

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<v Speaker 14>Well.

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<v Speaker 9>One of my main things is, uh, I can't really

0:49:56.680 --> 0:49:59.719
<v Speaker 9>commit to one person. What bro I like a lot

0:49:59.719 --> 0:50:01.799
<v Speaker 9>of high school for five years, be it her round

0:50:01.880 --> 0:50:05.080
<v Speaker 9>and off, and now I don't know. I've just I

0:50:05.160 --> 0:50:07.719
<v Speaker 9>seek out a lot of affection from other women, That's

0:50:07.760 --> 0:50:11.960
<v Speaker 9>what she said. And I guess I just continue to

0:50:11.960 --> 0:50:14.879
<v Speaker 9>do so part of it maybe because my dad really

0:50:14.920 --> 0:50:16.560
<v Speaker 9>isn't around all the time. He was always in and

0:50:16.600 --> 0:50:20.640
<v Speaker 9>out of jail, so kind of kind of rough. I mean,

0:50:20.680 --> 0:50:23.359
<v Speaker 9>being a man, in my eyes is kind of hard.

0:50:23.440 --> 0:50:25.799
<v Speaker 9>Still trying to figure that out, Which is like I said,

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<v Speaker 9>why I like to talk to people who are a

0:50:27.719 --> 0:50:30.799
<v Speaker 9>lot older than me, because I mean, the way I

0:50:30.840 --> 0:50:32.920
<v Speaker 9>see it is some people go to jail forty to

0:50:33.000 --> 0:50:35.360
<v Speaker 9>lights and like I can't even comprehend that. You know,

0:50:35.360 --> 0:50:38.080
<v Speaker 9>I've been on the planet for twenty years and I

0:50:38.160 --> 0:50:42.120
<v Speaker 9>wasn't even cognitive for all of them.

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<v Speaker 2>Well, you already sound like you've got a head start

0:50:44.400 --> 0:50:48.560
<v Speaker 2>on things you've got to You're very you seem just

0:50:48.600 --> 0:50:50.840
<v Speaker 2>to have the perspective to know to talk to us.

0:50:50.880 --> 0:50:54.319
<v Speaker 2>Seems like you've you've got a head start. And I'm

0:50:54.400 --> 0:50:57.120
<v Speaker 2>keeping your nose clean and staying out of trouble.

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<v Speaker 1>I can't stay tule.

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<v Speaker 9>I do try to stay out of trouble. I mean,

0:51:04.360 --> 0:51:07.000
<v Speaker 9>now I try my best I mean considering seeing where

0:51:07.000 --> 0:51:10.279
<v Speaker 9>my dad ended up, you know, but it's.

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<v Speaker 14>Hard, I really really that the.

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<v Speaker 9>Yeah I am, I really am.

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<v Speaker 1>When you're what kinds of things are you getting in trouble?

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<v Speaker 12>For nowadays, it's pretty much just it'd be like possession

0:51:28.440 --> 0:51:31.600
<v Speaker 12>or being somewhere I'm not supposed to hanging around motherfuckers.

0:51:31.600 --> 0:51:34.640
<v Speaker 9>I shouldn't, and I really don't anymore. When I was younger,

0:51:35.000 --> 0:51:37.359
<v Speaker 9>I was hanging around some really grimy people. I didn't

0:51:37.360 --> 0:51:39.040
<v Speaker 9>really have no friends, and the only people that were

0:51:39.040 --> 0:51:40.680
<v Speaker 9>friends with me were the grinding kids on the side

0:51:40.680 --> 0:51:42.879
<v Speaker 9>of town. So I got roked in with a real

0:51:42.920 --> 0:51:45.640
<v Speaker 9>bad crowd. And then ultimately I feel like I just

0:51:45.760 --> 0:51:48.840
<v Speaker 9>kind of copied down their mannerisms and started doing a

0:51:48.880 --> 0:51:51.240
<v Speaker 9>whole bunch of you know, shit I shouldn't. Like nowadays,

0:51:51.280 --> 0:51:53.799
<v Speaker 9>I'm still you know, doing thats bombs. I'm taking a

0:51:53.800 --> 0:51:56.520
<v Speaker 9>shitload of acid and molly, and I'm fucking doing black

0:51:56.520 --> 0:51:59.560
<v Speaker 9>and Buddha every day, Like I can't I a day

0:51:59.600 --> 0:51:59.880
<v Speaker 9>where I do.

0:52:01.280 --> 0:52:02.560
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, but it's black and Buddha.

0:52:04.239 --> 0:52:08.120
<v Speaker 9>It's it's a smokeable form of opium black.

0:52:09.840 --> 0:52:10.319
<v Speaker 8>With weed.

0:52:10.480 --> 0:52:14.920
<v Speaker 2>Well, it sounds like you have a drug problem.

0:52:15.040 --> 0:52:17.320
<v Speaker 9>Yeah, I try my best to do it in moderation.

0:52:18.520 --> 0:52:22.000
<v Speaker 2>Well you can't, man, this is serious stuff. This opioids

0:52:22.040 --> 0:52:25.200
<v Speaker 2>are very serious. They're very addictive, and you don't have

0:52:25.360 --> 0:52:29.799
<v Speaker 2>necessarily the control to be in charge of that. So

0:52:30.520 --> 0:52:33.040
<v Speaker 2>I would suggest you get some professional help.

0:52:34.640 --> 0:52:35.279
<v Speaker 1>I do. I do.

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<v Speaker 9>I've been to rehab a few times. There's a lot

0:52:37.160 --> 0:52:39.600
<v Speaker 9>of things I don't do anymore. I was doing heroin

0:52:39.640 --> 0:52:41.759
<v Speaker 9>with my cousin. We were at my grandfather's house and

0:52:41.800 --> 0:52:43.600
<v Speaker 9>he dropped dead. We were going to the liquor store

0:52:43.640 --> 0:52:46.359
<v Speaker 9>and that he was just laying in the screen door,

0:52:46.400 --> 0:52:47.759
<v Speaker 9>and by the time he came back, he was still

0:52:47.800 --> 0:52:50.600
<v Speaker 9>there and probably wasn't even alive anymore.

0:52:50.680 --> 0:52:51.920
<v Speaker 14>So that that got me to kick that.

0:52:52.120 --> 0:52:55.440
<v Speaker 1>But can I ask you a question? So, I I

0:52:55.920 --> 0:52:57.920
<v Speaker 1>know you said you went to rehab a few times.

0:52:57.960 --> 0:53:03.000
<v Speaker 1>Are you, like currently have professional help?

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<v Speaker 9>Yeah, yeah, I do. I see a therapist. I don't

0:53:06.640 --> 0:53:11.120
<v Speaker 9>go to a psychiatrist anymore. I find frequently that going

0:53:11.160 --> 0:53:13.160
<v Speaker 9>to them, they don't ever talk to me about my problems.

0:53:13.160 --> 0:53:15.319
<v Speaker 9>They just kind of load me up on drugs. And

0:53:15.360 --> 0:53:18.600
<v Speaker 9>I'm like, I already do that. I'm looking to I'm

0:53:18.640 --> 0:53:21.080
<v Speaker 9>looking to have someone sit down and have a conversation

0:53:21.160 --> 0:53:24.560
<v Speaker 9>with me, and to me, it's not ideal therapy. I

0:53:24.640 --> 0:53:26.920
<v Speaker 9>kind of hate the idea of someone, you know, paying

0:53:26.920 --> 0:53:28.480
<v Speaker 9>someone to care about you. And I got a lot

0:53:28.520 --> 0:53:31.880
<v Speaker 9>of people around me who care and listen. But I

0:53:32.200 --> 0:53:34.239
<v Speaker 9>do seek out therapy, even though I don't see it

0:53:34.280 --> 0:53:35.960
<v Speaker 9>as you know, so great.

0:53:36.000 --> 0:53:36.520
<v Speaker 6>It's just.

0:53:38.160 --> 0:53:38.520
<v Speaker 1>What do you.

0:53:40.120 --> 0:53:43.040
<v Speaker 2>What do you what do you aspire towards? What do

0:53:43.080 --> 0:53:45.440
<v Speaker 2>you aspire to be or what? What are your interests?

0:53:45.440 --> 0:53:45.520
<v Speaker 1>Like?

0:53:45.560 --> 0:53:46.719
<v Speaker 2>What do you want to do with your life?

0:53:48.719 --> 0:53:51.560
<v Speaker 9>Well, right now I'm getting my certifications from comp CIA.

0:53:51.600 --> 0:53:53.680
<v Speaker 9>I'm getting an A plus, a security plus, and a

0:53:53.719 --> 0:53:54.440
<v Speaker 9>network plus.

0:53:55.880 --> 0:53:56.720
<v Speaker 14>Those are the three.

0:53:56.560 --> 0:53:58.919
<v Speaker 9>Main things I'm doing right now because I'm not going

0:53:58.960 --> 0:54:00.640
<v Speaker 9>to like a college or anything.

0:54:03.000 --> 0:54:03.480
<v Speaker 1>What are those?

0:54:03.560 --> 0:54:03.960
<v Speaker 2>I missed?

0:54:04.000 --> 0:54:04.560
<v Speaker 1>What that is?

0:54:04.719 --> 0:54:04.880
<v Speaker 6>Is that?

0:54:05.600 --> 0:54:07.920
<v Speaker 2>Uh like a tech stuff?

0:54:09.520 --> 0:54:09.759
<v Speaker 14>Yeah?

0:54:09.800 --> 0:54:12.520
<v Speaker 9>It basically what I want to do is I'd start

0:54:12.520 --> 0:54:15.120
<v Speaker 9>out in it and then I'd end up doing network security.

0:54:16.120 --> 0:54:19.000
<v Speaker 9>The ideal to work penetration testing company. That'd be pretty cool.

0:54:19.960 --> 0:54:23.719
<v Speaker 2>Hey, yo, this is a cheap joke.

0:54:23.960 --> 0:54:27.040
<v Speaker 1>I like, I like, uh that, I mean you got

0:54:27.080 --> 0:54:28.800
<v Speaker 1>your head on. Yeah.

0:54:28.840 --> 0:54:31.520
<v Speaker 2>That's why I'm confused because it's like, well, then I

0:54:31.520 --> 0:54:33.520
<v Speaker 2>don't think you should be like you got to lay

0:54:33.520 --> 0:54:36.600
<v Speaker 2>off the hard stuff a little bit and focus and

0:54:36.840 --> 0:54:40.040
<v Speaker 2>uh get uh you know, get get a get on

0:54:40.080 --> 0:54:45.080
<v Speaker 2>a path towards success, which sounds like you're on the path.

0:54:45.160 --> 0:54:48.680
<v Speaker 2>But the opio I'm opium. What do you take?

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<v Speaker 6>Opium?

0:54:52.520 --> 0:54:52.800
<v Speaker 1>Yeah?

0:54:52.840 --> 0:54:55.680
<v Speaker 2>Man, that's like, that's that's bad news.

0:54:55.920 --> 0:54:56.200
<v Speaker 1>Yeah.

0:54:56.400 --> 0:54:58.839
<v Speaker 2>I just try to get get that out of your

0:54:58.840 --> 0:55:01.279
<v Speaker 2>life as soon as possible can.

0:55:01.320 --> 0:55:02.680
<v Speaker 1>I ask. I want to ask you this one.

0:55:02.680 --> 0:55:05.240
<v Speaker 2>To be a down like good advice.

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<v Speaker 1>I don't think that's I don't think you're being a

0:55:06.840 --> 0:55:09.080
<v Speaker 1>downer by telling him not to do opium. I think

0:55:09.080 --> 0:55:10.279
<v Speaker 1>that that's No.

0:55:10.800 --> 0:55:12.719
<v Speaker 9>I don't think so at all. I think it's very reasonable.

0:55:13.239 --> 0:55:14.640
<v Speaker 1>I want to know one thing from you, and I

0:55:15.040 --> 0:55:17.680
<v Speaker 1>asked I like asking this to people. So you're ceor

0:55:17.840 --> 0:55:20.480
<v Speaker 1>have professional health, that's good. Tell me is there anything

0:55:21.840 --> 0:55:23.719
<v Speaker 1>that you're a therapy? I know you said you don't

0:55:23.760 --> 0:55:26.960
<v Speaker 1>like therapy and whatnot, and I get it, But is

0:55:27.000 --> 0:55:31.040
<v Speaker 1>there anything that your real therapist has told you that's

0:55:31.120 --> 0:55:32.800
<v Speaker 1>been particularly helpful?

0:55:36.200 --> 0:55:37.239
<v Speaker 14>Yeah?

0:55:36.680 --> 0:55:41.040
<v Speaker 9>I really believe her when she says that most of

0:55:41.080 --> 0:55:45.040
<v Speaker 9>my drug use is probably just me holding myself back

0:55:45.080 --> 0:55:47.799
<v Speaker 9>because my dad wasn't around, and like I got raped

0:55:47.800 --> 0:55:49.479
<v Speaker 9>twice when I was a kid by a family member.

0:55:49.480 --> 0:55:51.080
<v Speaker 9>So there's a lot of things that I feel like

0:55:51.440 --> 0:55:53.480
<v Speaker 9>kind of took away my manhood. And now I don't

0:55:53.520 --> 0:55:55.479
<v Speaker 9>have a man in my life to kind of teach

0:55:55.520 --> 0:55:56.040
<v Speaker 9>me to do that.

0:55:56.600 --> 0:55:56.839
<v Speaker 1>Though.

0:55:57.520 --> 0:55:59.360
<v Speaker 9>I feel like in the times where I feel like

0:55:59.360 --> 0:56:01.640
<v Speaker 9>I'm not doing so a lot, that's when I go off.

0:56:01.680 --> 0:56:03.920
<v Speaker 9>When I start doing you know, all the shit to

0:56:03.960 --> 0:56:05.840
<v Speaker 9>make me happier, Like if I'm gonna, you know, do

0:56:05.880 --> 0:56:08.640
<v Speaker 9>a math bomb or some molire assid just shroom like,

0:56:09.200 --> 0:56:10.160
<v Speaker 9>that's when that happens.

0:56:10.239 --> 0:56:13.640
<v Speaker 2>But I just would you like replace that stuff with

0:56:13.760 --> 0:56:18.359
<v Speaker 2>like oreos, Like if you had oreos, they're very satisfying.

0:56:18.440 --> 0:56:19.360
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, they're like crack.

0:56:19.640 --> 0:56:22.839
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, maybe it's maybe, I mean, perhaps it's not. It's

0:56:22.880 --> 0:56:25.120
<v Speaker 2>also dangerous to overdo oreos.

0:56:25.200 --> 0:56:27.760
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, that's my that's my version of all this stuff.

0:56:28.560 --> 0:56:31.560
<v Speaker 1>Sorry to interrupt, No, it's okay.

0:56:31.600 --> 0:56:33.840
<v Speaker 9>I feel like I kind of replaced eating a lot

0:56:33.920 --> 0:56:37.080
<v Speaker 9>with with working out. I don't like to eat too

0:56:37.120 --> 0:56:39.279
<v Speaker 9>much anymore. I do eat three thousand calories a day

0:56:39.280 --> 0:56:41.480
<v Speaker 9>because I'm trying to hit one eighties at wait one

0:56:41.520 --> 0:56:45.040
<v Speaker 9>thirty nine right now. But I mean, I think my

0:56:45.160 --> 0:56:47.319
<v Speaker 9>main issue is that I can't commit to women. I'm

0:56:47.520 --> 0:56:48.600
<v Speaker 9>you know, I kind of just.

0:56:48.880 --> 0:56:51.239
<v Speaker 2>Well, you're only nineteen, yeah, I said, I thought this

0:56:51.360 --> 0:56:53.439
<v Speaker 2>was early in the conversation. There's gonna be a little

0:56:53.480 --> 0:56:56.879
<v Speaker 2>lighter Yeah, but uh, yeah, you're only nineteen. I don't

0:56:56.880 --> 0:56:59.880
<v Speaker 2>think you should have a great expectation or anybody should

0:56:59.880 --> 0:57:03.799
<v Speaker 2>have great expectation from you to commit. Yeah, unless you're

0:57:03.840 --> 0:57:07.240
<v Speaker 2>really feeling like, unless you have somebody that you really feel,

0:57:08.000 --> 0:57:10.800
<v Speaker 2>uh you're like a special connection with, then you really

0:57:10.840 --> 0:57:12.520
<v Speaker 2>want to be in the commitment. But if you're not

0:57:12.520 --> 0:57:14.000
<v Speaker 2>feeling it, you're not feeling.

0:57:13.680 --> 0:57:17.520
<v Speaker 1>It, and you do listen. I also I want to

0:57:17.560 --> 0:57:19.360
<v Speaker 1>I want to say, and also because like you can't

0:57:19.600 --> 0:57:21.840
<v Speaker 1>if you're if you are have a lot of stuff

0:57:21.840 --> 0:57:24.360
<v Speaker 1>you're working on for yourself, you can't. You don't want

0:57:24.360 --> 0:57:28.280
<v Speaker 1>to bring another person's stuff into that because you know,

0:57:28.280 --> 0:57:30.840
<v Speaker 1>you got to figure out your aunt thing. Yeah, I mean, look, man,

0:57:30.880 --> 0:57:34.080
<v Speaker 1>you're a sound like a smart fucking guy. Absolutely, gom

0:57:34.320 --> 0:57:36.080
<v Speaker 1>Like you're a smart fucking guy. You have your head

0:57:36.080 --> 0:57:40.080
<v Speaker 1>on straight. I know it's tough dealing with all this stuff,

0:57:40.080 --> 0:57:45.000
<v Speaker 1>but there's like physical fucking things going on. But like, dude,

0:57:45.040 --> 0:57:47.360
<v Speaker 1>I follow, like I don't know if this means anything

0:57:47.360 --> 0:57:50.160
<v Speaker 1>to you, But like follow the light because it's bright up.

0:57:50.200 --> 0:57:53.320
<v Speaker 2>Well, and also follow your gut. And you don't need

0:57:53.400 --> 0:57:57.040
<v Speaker 2>necessarily a father figure because you seem like you get

0:57:57.080 --> 0:58:00.800
<v Speaker 2>it and you you can be you can let you

0:58:00.800 --> 0:58:04.040
<v Speaker 2>can listen to yourself and follow your your gut and

0:58:04.080 --> 0:58:07.520
<v Speaker 2>your your inner inner inner monologue or your inner voice

0:58:08.160 --> 0:58:11.640
<v Speaker 2>that seems like knows what you need to do. But

0:58:11.960 --> 0:58:14.960
<v Speaker 2>the idea of a father figure, I mean, I had

0:58:15.000 --> 0:58:18.080
<v Speaker 2>a good dad. I have a good dad, But you know,

0:58:18.720 --> 0:58:21.840
<v Speaker 2>there it's I've made. I made a lot of things

0:58:21.880 --> 0:58:25.400
<v Speaker 2>happen in my own head by thinking about it. And

0:58:25.400 --> 0:58:29.400
<v Speaker 2>and and if you're nineteen, uh, you know, maybe you

0:58:29.440 --> 0:58:32.680
<v Speaker 2>can maybe there's somebody, Uh, I don't know, there's somebody

0:58:32.720 --> 0:58:35.600
<v Speaker 2>else in your life that that that where you, where

0:58:35.600 --> 0:58:38.120
<v Speaker 2>you're working, that you could pick up little things from

0:58:38.240 --> 0:58:41.240
<v Speaker 2>or you know, I don't think that's essential. It's not

0:58:41.280 --> 0:58:44.280
<v Speaker 2>an excuse to be uh doing these hard drugs and

0:58:44.360 --> 0:58:46.680
<v Speaker 2>dangerous drugs because you don't have a father figure. I

0:58:46.720 --> 0:58:49.360
<v Speaker 2>would I try to like expunge that as an excuse

0:58:49.440 --> 0:58:51.360
<v Speaker 2>or and expunge that as a reason why you're not

0:58:51.960 --> 0:58:53.120
<v Speaker 2>doing what in a.

0:58:53.040 --> 0:58:55.960
<v Speaker 9>Good agree I think it's an excuse. M.

0:58:57.320 --> 0:58:59.840
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, it's a it's a convenient one. It's it sounds right,

0:59:00.080 --> 0:59:02.560
<v Speaker 2>but it's not necessarily the case.

0:59:05.320 --> 0:59:07.360
<v Speaker 1>Aiden man. Is there anything else that that that you

0:59:07.400 --> 0:59:09.360
<v Speaker 1>want to say about this or that that you feel

0:59:09.360 --> 0:59:11.760
<v Speaker 1>like we didn't cover, just anything in general that you

0:59:11.760 --> 0:59:12.680
<v Speaker 1>want to say before we go.

0:59:15.760 --> 0:59:18.120
<v Speaker 9>No, No, I just really appreciate you guys taking the

0:59:18.160 --> 0:59:19.440
<v Speaker 9>time to talk, and I appreciate it.

0:59:19.520 --> 0:59:20.640
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, for sure, be helpful.

0:59:20.680 --> 0:59:23.160
<v Speaker 9>And I think I'm gonna wake up tomorrow and try

0:59:23.160 --> 0:59:25.560
<v Speaker 9>to kick the black and Buddha maybe like try to

0:59:25.600 --> 0:59:27.320
<v Speaker 9>micro does on some screams or something.

0:59:27.800 --> 0:59:28.440
<v Speaker 6>I definitely don't.

0:59:28.480 --> 0:59:29.640
<v Speaker 9>I think you guys are right. I don't think I

0:59:29.640 --> 0:59:31.720
<v Speaker 9>need to be doing this shit especially good.

0:59:31.720 --> 0:59:32.720
<v Speaker 14>I don't, like, I don't.

0:59:32.520 --> 0:59:34.000
<v Speaker 9>Even have any pain, so I don't know why I'm

0:59:34.000 --> 0:59:34.280
<v Speaker 9>doing it.

0:59:34.280 --> 0:59:37.640
<v Speaker 2>You're right, And if if it might not be that easy.

0:59:37.680 --> 0:59:40.040
<v Speaker 2>So if you if it, if it is challenging, don't

0:59:40.080 --> 0:59:43.160
<v Speaker 2>give up and reach out and find find some real

0:59:43.200 --> 0:59:45.680
<v Speaker 2>help because we're not that No, No, we're not licensed.

0:59:45.840 --> 0:59:47.640
<v Speaker 1>No, Unfortunately, I do.

0:59:47.680 --> 0:59:49.600
<v Speaker 9>Know to seek out real help. I just really wanted

0:59:49.600 --> 0:59:52.240
<v Speaker 9>to ask your guys' input on it. Like I said,

0:59:52.240 --> 0:59:53.680
<v Speaker 9>you guys have been on this surf a lot longer

0:59:53.680 --> 0:59:56.480
<v Speaker 9>than me, but the idea of people being forty years

0:59:56.480 --> 0:59:58.440
<v Speaker 9>old is just unfathomable to me. I haven't even been

0:59:58.520 --> 1:00:01.520
<v Speaker 9>cognitive for twenty years. So I just really appreciate you

1:00:01.520 --> 1:00:02.400
<v Speaker 9>guys giving me your.

1:00:02.240 --> 1:00:02.760
<v Speaker 6>Insight on it.

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<v Speaker 9>I understand it's not sure or anything, but it's been

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<v Speaker 9>really helpful.

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<v Speaker 14>I do appreciate it.

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<v Speaker 9>I'm really going to take the advice to heart.

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<v Speaker 2>You're right, good, happy to do it.

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<v Speaker 1>Hey, take care of it.

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<v Speaker 14>You guys have a great night. I appreciate it.

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<v Speaker 2>You too, Yeah, you too, take care. Be safe.

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<v Speaker 1>Man. That guy he's like, that's it's.

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<v Speaker 2>Confusing, right, because he's so articulate. Yeah, yeah, you know

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<v Speaker 2>you can tell he's very seems like you could imagine

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<v Speaker 2>that God.

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<v Speaker 1>Be very motivated. Yeah. Absolutely.

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<v Speaker 2>And then to hear him talk about doing meth bombs

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<v Speaker 2>and black and budha and just make me made me

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<v Speaker 2>sad because that's a that's a dark path if you're

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<v Speaker 2>not careful.

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<v Speaker 1>I hope, I I don't know. It's I'm glad to

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<v Speaker 1>hear he was saying that he's gonna go into it

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<v Speaker 1>and he has like a y like everything everything the

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<v Speaker 1>path forward felt very clear. Like that's what I meant

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<v Speaker 1>when I was talking about the light, Like I really

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<v Speaker 1>saw it in him. Yeah, you know, yeah.

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<v Speaker 2>When you're nineteen, I mean, life can seem like that's

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<v Speaker 2>all life is, that that little world you live in

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<v Speaker 2>right there. But man, there's so much to come, so

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<v Speaker 2>much fun, great stuff to come, and adventures and and

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<v Speaker 2>and bad things are coming and and but but exciting

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<v Speaker 2>things are coming to when you're that age.

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<v Speaker 1>When you were like nineteen or early, what were you

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<v Speaker 1>angsty as a person?

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, a little bit, a little bit, Yeah, a little angsty,

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<v Speaker 2>but a bit of a bit of a goofball id.

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<v Speaker 2>I found that. My wife told me that one of

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<v Speaker 2>the greatest compliments she heard from somebody else about me

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<v Speaker 2>just the other day. Because there's a few of our

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<v Speaker 2>friends that I've known, I've known since college that we're

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<v Speaker 2>all still friends and we're currently they have a daughter

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<v Speaker 2>that's my son's age, so we see them a lot.

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<v Speaker 2>And my wife was like, I was talking to Christina

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<v Speaker 2>and we were talking about all you guys back in

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<v Speaker 2>the old days, back in the college days, and what

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<v Speaker 2>you were all like and how different you all were.

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<v Speaker 2>But she said, but Tim was this is the same

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<v Speaker 2>as he was. He's the same as he was as

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<v Speaker 2>he is now real And it was a compliment. It

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<v Speaker 2>wasn't like he's always you know. It was like he's

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<v Speaker 2>been very he's very even. Uh it's funny, you know,

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<v Speaker 2>and and can be you know, it's not perfect, but

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<v Speaker 2>he's uh, he's always been the same.

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<v Speaker 1>This is this is kind of interesting to transition into

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<v Speaker 1>something I did want to talk to you about, and

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<v Speaker 1>I've heard you talk about it on another podcasts, like

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<v Speaker 1>you're you're making more sincere appearances as yourself. Do you

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<v Speaker 1>feel like anything like within you changed to want to

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<v Speaker 1>be less? I guess fuck around?

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<v Speaker 2>Ye yeah, like like like perhaps having kids is a

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<v Speaker 2>bigger deal than I thought it was going to be.

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<v Speaker 1>Huh. But also.

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<v Speaker 2>The analogy if people might not know this reference, but

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<v Speaker 2>Andy Kaufman. Andy Kaufman was very a big influential person

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<v Speaker 2>to me. He was almost entirely always in character. Whenever

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<v Speaker 2>you saw him, he was always doing some bit. He

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<v Speaker 2>was always doing, you know, not not talking about himself

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<v Speaker 2>in any kind of genuine way. Yeah, And that was

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<v Speaker 2>his whole thing, And that was what I wanted to do,

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<v Speaker 2>and that's what Eric wanted to do. And that was

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<v Speaker 2>kind of all our our focus on that, aside from

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<v Speaker 2>the making of the stuff. It was like, well, if

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<v Speaker 2>I was going to do an interview or you know,

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<v Speaker 2>be on somebody's show, I would want to make sure

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<v Speaker 2>that there was that it was funny and that it

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<v Speaker 2>was interesting and challenging in some way. Andy Kaufman died,

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<v Speaker 2>you know, when he was I think thirty eight or

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<v Speaker 2>forty or something. Yeah, pretty well, I think maybe, yeah,

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<v Speaker 2>maybe mid thirties. Died of cancer. And I always say, like,

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<v Speaker 2>if you had lived that, stick would have gotten old,

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<v Speaker 2>you know, that he wouldn't have been able to keep

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<v Speaker 2>that going. It would have for himself, he would have

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<v Speaker 2>been exhausted by it, and it would have wouldn't have

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<v Speaker 2>been fun anymore.

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<v Speaker 1>And so.

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<v Speaker 2>I still like to laugh and joke around and if

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<v Speaker 2>there's some occasion that that feels right to do a

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<v Speaker 2>bit with and to be in character certainly lots of places,

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<v Speaker 2>But I don't want to like stop myself from just

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<v Speaker 2>being myself for for what, for no reason anymore? Yeah,

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<v Speaker 2>And I find I have more to offer than just

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<v Speaker 2>than just doing bits.

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<v Speaker 1>Were when you started having more sincere appearances, as was

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<v Speaker 1>any part of you afraid that it would dilute when

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<v Speaker 1>you do want to go out and do bits.

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<v Speaker 2>Uh No, I mean if I'm gonna do a bit now,

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<v Speaker 2>it would it would be I don't know, there'd be

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<v Speaker 2>something very clearly signaling that in what I'm doing or

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<v Speaker 2>talking about. But I still get. I mean, there's still people,

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<v Speaker 2>and we live very much in an age now. I

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<v Speaker 2>believe of literalism, and and people are very which is

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<v Speaker 2>a little paradoxical because you think everybody would be so skeptical,

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<v Speaker 2>but people are very quick to believe what they see

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<v Speaker 2>and hear. Right, Yeah, do you agree.

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<v Speaker 1>I see what you're saying. The more people are taking

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<v Speaker 1>things at face Valt, yeah, yes.

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<v Speaker 2>For instance, I assume that when I said I was

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<v Speaker 2>a scientologist, that a large number of people just like

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<v Speaker 2>he's a scientologist. Why would he joke? Why would he not?

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<v Speaker 2>Why would he be lying?

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<v Speaker 14>You know?

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<v Speaker 2>But I have a very like, you know, dry sense

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<v Speaker 2>of humor, and it also might not click with a

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<v Speaker 2>lot of people. But when it does click with people,

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<v Speaker 2>the people that know me and get my rhythms whatever,

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<v Speaker 2>might have enjoyed that joke because they know I'm not

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<v Speaker 2>a scientologist.

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<v Speaker 1>I mean, part of them enjoying the joke, I mean,

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<v Speaker 1>of course, but like a part of them enjoying the

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<v Speaker 1>joke is the people that don't.

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<v Speaker 2>Don't get the joke joke, of course. But obviously I

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<v Speaker 2>think even in my most most sort of nihilistic or

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<v Speaker 2>or confrontational comedy, there's still in me a desire to

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<v Speaker 2>express myself and to be understood right and to be

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<v Speaker 2>appre and to be uh, you know, rewarded through applause.

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<v Speaker 1>We were talking about that earlier, the appreciate what it

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<v Speaker 1>was like, What do you feel like you the mediums

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<v Speaker 1>that you were going through in the way that you

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<v Speaker 1>were going about it, do you feel like you were

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<v Speaker 1>not being understood through that?

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<v Speaker 2>Well, it was being understood by a portion of a

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<v Speaker 2>small group of people who really got it, really felt

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<v Speaker 2>personal connection to it, of course, but that you know,

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<v Speaker 2>then there's a big bucket of people that didn't and

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<v Speaker 2>were didn't didn't care for it at all, which is

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<v Speaker 2>you know, I mean, that's that's everybody. But and I

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<v Speaker 2>and we I don't I guess, uh, we never try

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<v Speaker 2>to win.

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<v Speaker 1>Over the whole room. Yeah, you just do what you do.

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<v Speaker 2>You just do whatever is in your mind, and you

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<v Speaker 2>try to make it as good as it can be

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<v Speaker 2>and hope it works. I'd prefer everybody loved dollar, you know,

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<v Speaker 2>I'm not trying to well sure, why not?

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<v Speaker 5>Oh?

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<v Speaker 1>I feel like even like as just as like being

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<v Speaker 1>a human being, if your desire is for like, if

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<v Speaker 1>you're just living your life and you want everyone to

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<v Speaker 1>like just as a person, it's different, different with being

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<v Speaker 1>a person than with making a thing, I guess, I.

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<v Speaker 2>Mean from a from a business from a economic perspective,

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<v Speaker 2>the more people that are into your shit, the easier

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<v Speaker 2>it is, the more t shirts I can get, or

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<v Speaker 2>just the easier it is to do stuff, which is

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<v Speaker 2>the easier it is to make stuff.

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<v Speaker 1>Because power your control.

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<v Speaker 2>So, like, my favorite group is the Beatles.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, I don't.

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<v Speaker 2>I think they certainly probably did things to try to

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<v Speaker 2>appeal to as many people as possible, but they didn't

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<v Speaker 2>go out of there, they didn't go crazy doing that.

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<v Speaker 2>They just were themselves. Yeah, and they did it over

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<v Speaker 2>and they worked really hard on it and they got

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<v Speaker 2>really good at it. But they were pretty much just

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<v Speaker 2>them doing what they wanted to do, and for whatever reason,

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<v Speaker 2>that connected with everybody, and.

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<v Speaker 1>You felt like buying being not being understood by you know,

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<v Speaker 1>broadly made it harder to just make stuff and get

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<v Speaker 1>the money that you need, yeah, get cameras.

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<v Speaker 2>And we're in that level of and this we're not

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<v Speaker 2>at this level, but we're in that pool of like

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<v Speaker 2>David Lynch or people that are doing very personal things

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<v Speaker 2>that are that we all know, like I know, when

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<v Speaker 2>we're making stuff that's like, well, this isn't for my mom,

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<v Speaker 2>you know, this isn't for but I went. But at

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<v Speaker 2>the same time, I could still wish that it was

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<v Speaker 2>more about It's more about them than us, you know

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<v Speaker 2>what I mean.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, But the people who it's for, they absolutely love

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<v Speaker 1>it and it's so.

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<v Speaker 2>And it's great and so, like I said, I'm never

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<v Speaker 2>trying to do I'm never like changing my approach to

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<v Speaker 2>reach a more bigger audience. All I'm saying is how

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<v Speaker 2>nice would it be if we were the Beatles?

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<v Speaker 1>But would suck? Well?

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<v Speaker 2>Two of them are dead.

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<v Speaker 1>Two of them are dead. One sounds kind of nice.

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<v Speaker 2>From violence, gun violence, one from cancer. But they say,

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<v Speaker 2>do you know about George Harrison being violently knife attacked

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<v Speaker 2>in his home? I don't, like, you know before he died,

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<v Speaker 2>obviously he was a crazed person broke into his house

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<v Speaker 2>and attacked him with a knife and nearly killed him.

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<v Speaker 2>And they say that kind of sped up his his

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<v Speaker 2>own death.

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<v Speaker 1>That's just getting stabbed with a knife will absolutely speed

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<v Speaker 1>up your own death in many situations.

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<v Speaker 2>So, yes, there's a downside to being in the Beatles,

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<v Speaker 2>I guess, but I don't know. I'm not sure where

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<v Speaker 2>the question started.

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<v Speaker 1>Well, beetles are not you will die.

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<v Speaker 2>The trick is. The other truth is like, as I

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<v Speaker 2>get older, it's exhausting to come up with, you know,

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<v Speaker 2>bits every time somebody asked me to. So it's sort

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<v Speaker 2>of like, yeah, I better let that go because I

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<v Speaker 2>actually do there's you know, like there's many sides to

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<v Speaker 2>what I want to do, and I'm absolutely in loving

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<v Speaker 2>the hell out of talking to people, you know, I

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<v Speaker 2>love it. So I'm not forcing myself into doing something

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<v Speaker 2>I don't want to do. It would be stupid and

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<v Speaker 2>embarrassing and cringey if I was like doing a bit

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<v Speaker 2>this whole time.

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<v Speaker 1>When you're doing it, like when you're it's just for

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<v Speaker 1>eleven minutes, you can do it. Well, I mean you've

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<v Speaker 1>done a bit for four hours at a time.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, Well but it is when that's when I want

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<v Speaker 2>that idea to exist. Yes, and it's controlled and it's

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<v Speaker 2>worked on, and it's it's put out there for a reason.

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<v Speaker 2>But yeah, if my whole identity is wrapped in irony

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<v Speaker 2>and bits, you know, I'm a miserable guy. Oh yeah,

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<v Speaker 2>And clearly I'm not a miserable guy.

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<v Speaker 1>First, when I first started doing this, I was a

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<v Speaker 1>little bit more, a little bit more distant, a little

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<v Speaker 1>more like maybe I'll like fuck with people and like.

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<v Speaker 2>But then you talk to that guy and you're like,

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<v Speaker 2>I can't fuck with that.

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<v Speaker 1>I can't fuck with that dude. That's what When I

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<v Speaker 1>was in high school, I was soap. I was I

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<v Speaker 1>wanted to make stuff like like I saw like Kyle

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<v Speaker 1>Mooney's interviews where he would do on the street stuff

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<v Speaker 1>and like fuck with people, and I was like, that

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<v Speaker 1>is hilarious. I want to do that. And I would

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<v Speaker 1>fuck with people. And then folks start, you know, like

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<v Speaker 1>folks start like, you know, getting vulnerable and like I

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<v Speaker 1>can't fuck with them. And even and now I'm like

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<v Speaker 1>I I I it's more enjoyable to not fuck with people.

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<v Speaker 2>And that's part of I think my evolution is happening.

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<v Speaker 2>At the same time as I think comedy might be

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<v Speaker 2>evolving in a way of we've like the Man on

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<v Speaker 2>the Street prank Show, the prank shows, the it's funny,

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<v Speaker 2>but some of it feels a little like we're all tired,

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<v Speaker 2>like mean spirited. Yeah, like we don't we don't well,

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<v Speaker 2>and it's and it's and it's overdone and it's been

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<v Speaker 2>done a million times and stuff. So it's uh, I mean, yeah,

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<v Speaker 2>there's still people doing great work and funny stuff, but

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<v Speaker 2>I think a lot of people I know in comedy

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<v Speaker 2>are having this kind of like what are we doing here?

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<v Speaker 2>I lifetime and we but we also know that there's

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<v Speaker 2>value in making people laugh because laughing is a good

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<v Speaker 2>healthy thing to do and h and so I don't know,

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<v Speaker 2>you know, just uh, as you get older, you just

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<v Speaker 2>you look at your work, you look at other people's work,

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<v Speaker 2>and you think, all right, well, what what what.

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<v Speaker 1>Am I doing?

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<v Speaker 2>What could be what's the best way to do this?

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<v Speaker 1>You know?

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<v Speaker 2>And sometimes it isn't being entirely entrenched in irony.

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<v Speaker 1>I mean, you're totally right that that would just be exhausting.

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<v Speaker 1>And if I did this pot it's like if you

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<v Speaker 1>do a podcast where you're talking to people or where

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<v Speaker 1>you're just live for hours a week. To be in

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<v Speaker 1>a thing like that is fucking exhausting. Take a call

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<v Speaker 1>as you wish. Hello, Hello, Hello, is this the gek

1:13:20.439 --> 1:13:25.040
<v Speaker 1>This is two geckos. This is uh Lyle and Tim

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<v Speaker 1>and we're geckos and we're talking to people and we're

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<v Speaker 1>living life. How you doing?

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<v Speaker 4>Oh my god, I'm good.

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<v Speaker 17>How are you guys?

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<v Speaker 2>Great?

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<v Speaker 1>What's what's going on? Riley? How's life?

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<v Speaker 18>Uh?

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<v Speaker 4>I called in to talk about my irrational fear of butterflies.

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<v Speaker 1>Irrational fear of butterflies.

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<v Speaker 2>You should be very afraid.

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<v Speaker 1>In many countries butterflies have venomous bites.

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<v Speaker 2>Actually, yeah, I'd stay the hell away.

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<v Speaker 1>Where's your fear come from?

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<v Speaker 4>I have no idea, because I've always had it. Like

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<v Speaker 4>I remember in kindergarten we were like we had like

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<v Speaker 4>this butterfly project where we would like sort of grow

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<v Speaker 4>them in the classroom, and I was just horrified. I

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<v Speaker 4>couldn't go near the cages. And I would like draw

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<v Speaker 4>pictures of like fanged butterflies and give them to my parents.

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<v Speaker 4>And like it's been like a long time, and I

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<v Speaker 4>don't know where it stems from.

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<v Speaker 1>What about moths? You know?

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<v Speaker 4>I haven't really had a whole lot of experience with

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<v Speaker 4>like big scary moths, but I can imagine they would

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<v Speaker 4>be the same.

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<v Speaker 1>Gotcha, I feel like it'd be worse. I don't think

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<v Speaker 1>it'd be the same.

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<v Speaker 2>Moths are kind of gross, but then when when you

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<v Speaker 2>smash them, they just turned to dust A lot of time. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 2>I have never crushed them. I've never touched a butterfly. Butterfly,

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<v Speaker 2>I've never I've never killed a butterfly. It seems like

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<v Speaker 2>bad luck.

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<v Speaker 1>Have you ever killed a butterfly?

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<v Speaker 10>Riley?

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<v Speaker 9>I have not.

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<v Speaker 4>I don't get close enough to do that.

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<v Speaker 1>I just now.

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<v Speaker 9>Use explosure therapy, but it hasn't worked.

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<v Speaker 4>Oh yeah, my boyfriend's here. He took me to a

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<v Speaker 4>butterfly room once and it was horrible.

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<v Speaker 1>Did he know? Did he take you to a butterfly

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<v Speaker 1>room knowing that you're afraid of butterflies?

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<v Speaker 4>Yet?

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<v Speaker 2>Here's what I'm going to predict. I have a little

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<v Speaker 2>I don't like to make predictions, but here's my prediction.

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<v Speaker 1>How old are you? Riley?

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<v Speaker 4>Eighteen?

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<v Speaker 2>Okay, Riley, I'm going to predict. I'm envisioning Riley as

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<v Speaker 2>a thirty five year old woman, very confident in her life.

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<v Speaker 2>Maybe she's not with this dude she's with now. Believe me,

1:15:46.520 --> 1:15:51.200
<v Speaker 2>I don't think that's happening. But you're a very you're

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<v Speaker 2>in a great place. You're a great great you're married

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<v Speaker 2>or whatever you are. Maybe you got a couple of kids.

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<v Speaker 2>You're having a glass of mine, and the hell it's

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<v Speaker 2>your birthday, right, And you and your friend you're good

1:16:06.760 --> 1:16:10.160
<v Speaker 2>friends from high school, some of them and some work friends.

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<v Speaker 2>You're sitting around and you're laughing, and you're talking about

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<v Speaker 2>the old days, and you go, do you know something?

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<v Speaker 2>This is so embarrassing. When I was eighteen, I was

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<v Speaker 2>so scared of And they go, what.

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<v Speaker 1>Uh getting killed? Or what? We're so scared of? What

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<v Speaker 1>falling off a bridge?

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<v Speaker 10>No?

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<v Speaker 1>I was scared of butterflies. Can you believe that?

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<v Speaker 2>You're all laughing, tears rolling down your face and you

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<v Speaker 2>won't even remember why. All you remember is that you

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<v Speaker 2>were scared of butterflies, and you know it's just gonna pass.

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<v Speaker 1>I love that some good perspective. What do you think

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<v Speaker 1>of that, Riley?

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<v Speaker 4>I mean, yeah, that makes sense. The only thing is

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<v Speaker 4>I like, I know they're harmless, Like I'm not like

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<v Speaker 4>afraid of what they'll do to me or anything. But

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<v Speaker 4>like every time I see one and every time it

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<v Speaker 4>comes near me, it's like an instant like fight or

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<v Speaker 4>flight reaction. Like I don't know what it is. I

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<v Speaker 4>know that they're safe, but they're just I.

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<v Speaker 1>Think you should choose fight every time until all of

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<v Speaker 1>the butterflies are gone, and that way you won't have

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<v Speaker 1>a problem anymore.

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<v Speaker 2>Yes, the world would be a better place for you

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<v Speaker 2>in a high butterfly population area.

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<v Speaker 1>Do you need to move really?

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<v Speaker 9>Possibly?

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<v Speaker 4>I'm in like the least populated butterfly.

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<v Speaker 1>Zone, like two seconds. Can you put them on for

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<v Speaker 1>like a second? Hi?

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<v Speaker 16>Tim, I'm a huge fans.

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<v Speaker 2>Always the boyfriend. Well, thank you. I'm sorry I disparage

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<v Speaker 2>your relationship there. I just I don't know.

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<v Speaker 1>I was gonna why why? Why was it okay? Because

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<v Speaker 1>I'm thinking two things. Did you take her to the

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<v Speaker 1>butterfly sanctuary and as an act of good faith because

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<v Speaker 1>you thought it would be exposure therapy or because you

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<v Speaker 1>thought it would be funny or maybe a little bit

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<v Speaker 1>of it.

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<v Speaker 16>I got to say it's probably a little bit of both,

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<v Speaker 16>but mostly exposure therapy, because I think it's funny when

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<v Speaker 16>like we're outside and one passes by and she flips out,

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<v Speaker 16>so like, maybe if we go to room, then she's like, oh,

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<v Speaker 16>they're harmless. Didn't work though, and you're allowed to kill.

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<v Speaker 16>Fight wasn't an option.

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<v Speaker 2>I take it back. You guys are going to be

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<v Speaker 2>together on that thirty fifth birthday Classic class of Wine.

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<v Speaker 1>Riley, anything else you want to say to the people

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<v Speaker 1>the computer before you go?

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<v Speaker 7>What about you?

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<v Speaker 14>Cal uh?

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<v Speaker 16>I have a wrestling tournament on Saturday. If you guys

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<v Speaker 16>could just wish me good luck, that would mean the world.

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<v Speaker 1>Good luck, good luck. Maybe that's allowed ye pin the

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<v Speaker 1>pin them and pin them quickly. Hey, take care, Riley,

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<v Speaker 1>thank you. Wrestling is it's a lot. I was terrible.

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<v Speaker 2>I used to do the fourth grade wrestling.

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<v Speaker 1>You're fourth care wrestling?

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, terrible. Just get pinned right away.

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<v Speaker 1>I used to do sock wrestling. You know what that is? No,

1:19:04.680 --> 1:19:06.720
<v Speaker 1>it's like we stand like this and I try to

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<v Speaker 1>take your sock off and you try to take off.

1:19:09.400 --> 1:19:11.680
<v Speaker 1>I feel like it's more teach my kids that that.

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<v Speaker 1>But they'd love that. Yeah, we did that at at camp.

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<v Speaker 1>Sounds abusive. Get this another, Riley, Come on, Riley, that

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<v Speaker 1>it is how you doing? Riley with a man's voice.

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<v Speaker 14>Yeah, I get that a lot. Actually, how is it hanging?

1:19:32.600 --> 1:19:33.760
<v Speaker 14>I'm doing all right.

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<v Speaker 19>I'm just about to set off the work, Riley.

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<v Speaker 1>Is there anything particularly called in to talk about today?

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<v Speaker 19>Yeah, I have a little dilemma on my hands. Actually,

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<v Speaker 19>a couple of months ago, I was at a yard

1:19:52.520 --> 1:19:58.040
<v Speaker 19>sale and like, I found of a Facebook. It was

1:19:58.080 --> 1:20:01.760
<v Speaker 19>a Facebook, Yeah, it was Facebook. Went on to Facebook

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<v Speaker 19>and I bought like, uh, this crate of old games

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<v Speaker 19>off this old lady that she posted on the yard

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<v Speaker 19>sale site.

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<v Speaker 5>And apparently she was not supposed to do that. And

1:20:21.520 --> 1:20:24.400
<v Speaker 5>apparently I don't know how they did it. They probably

1:20:24.479 --> 1:20:27.880
<v Speaker 5>like look me up in the group or something, but

1:20:28.120 --> 1:20:32.880
<v Speaker 5>they trapped me down and asked for the stuff back.

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<v Speaker 2>And so somebody owned the box of tapes and she

1:20:39.120 --> 1:20:40.280
<v Speaker 2>just put it out accidentally.

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<v Speaker 19>Yeah, Like they were all old like video games from

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<v Speaker 19>like the ne e s all the way up to

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<v Speaker 19>like I think the it wast one.

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<v Speaker 14>Of like the Wii, and yeah.

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<v Speaker 2>Your money, say say sorry or say oh yeah, this

1:20:58.520 --> 1:21:01.519
<v Speaker 2>stuff happens, you know, and sorry, no hard feelings.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm gonna give I was gonna I'm gonna give you.

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<v Speaker 1>I want to do you have a compelling reason as

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<v Speaker 1>to why you want to keep the games.

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<v Speaker 14>Yes, I do collect old game like I have a.

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<v Speaker 2>I've got them from somewhere else.

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<v Speaker 1>You don't think that stuff is like everywhere. I thought

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<v Speaker 1>it would be like, oh, but I gave them to

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<v Speaker 1>my little cousin and now he or something like that.

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<v Speaker 1>It's all about him.

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<v Speaker 10>Like uh, like these are like rare games.

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<v Speaker 1>You know you know where you are, you know you

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<v Speaker 1>ever seen Toy Story two? Yeah, you're fucking alf toy

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<v Speaker 1>barn guy.

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<v Speaker 10>I'm not I'm not selling them like I want to

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<v Speaker 10>keep them from me.

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<v Speaker 2>Well, what did these guys say? They were heard adults,

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<v Speaker 2>but what well, there's no adults in this situation.

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<v Speaker 1>Believe what were you going to say? You were going

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<v Speaker 1>to say that the reason why they want them back, which,

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<v Speaker 1>what's the reason they told you they want them back?

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<v Speaker 10>Well apparently like they weren't supposed to put them out,

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<v Speaker 10>but they did anyway, And I just happened to be there.

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<v Speaker 1>All right. And do you know that reddit? What's that Reddit?

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<v Speaker 1>Am I the asshole? You're the asshole? I hate to

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<v Speaker 1>tell you, because you have every right to keep the games. Okay,

1:22:44.680 --> 1:22:47.240
<v Speaker 1>under the law law, you can keep the games.

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<v Speaker 2>But if you've absorbed the situation that there was a

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<v Speaker 2>mistake made, the nice thing to do would be to

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<v Speaker 2>return the games and get your money back, assuming they

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<v Speaker 2>would give you all your money back. I assume that's

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<v Speaker 2>that's part of the right.

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<v Speaker 10>Yeah, Like, I don't die and.

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<v Speaker 18>Just be dude.

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<v Speaker 2>You're twenty two years old. This is a great opportunity

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<v Speaker 2>for you to say I made a sacrifice. I did

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<v Speaker 2>something I didn't want to do. I'm giving up this

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<v Speaker 2>irrelevant thing that I'm collecting. No disrespect, but I mean

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<v Speaker 2>i'll I'll retract that. I I can honor and respect

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<v Speaker 2>your your desire to collect things. I don't personally understand it,

1:23:31.600 --> 1:23:36.680
<v Speaker 2>but okay, let's let's just say this is important to you. Right,

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<v Speaker 2>Am I wrong?

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<v Speaker 1>Do the right thing?

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, well, do the right thing, return it.

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<v Speaker 1>I bet you.

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<v Speaker 2>I don't believe in this kind of stuff, but I

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<v Speaker 2>bet you two days later.

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<v Speaker 1>Something's Gonnath's gonna happen. Happen. I still believe.

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<v Speaker 2>Can I just get your pledge that you will do that?

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<v Speaker 1>What do we think here? Are they?

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<v Speaker 10>Well? I want to but like, there are some games

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<v Speaker 10>in there. There's one in particular, it's a Pokemon Gale

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<v Speaker 10>of Darkness and it goes for two hundred and fifty

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<v Speaker 10>dollars online.

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<v Speaker 2>Well, maybe you can negotiate with these guys two hundred

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<v Speaker 2>and fifty dollars. That's I mean, that's no. I mean,

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<v Speaker 2>in the great scheme of things, you can't hang on

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<v Speaker 2>to two hundred fifty dollars like it's the only thing

1:24:21.800 --> 1:24:25.400
<v Speaker 2>that exists in the world. So if you want to,

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<v Speaker 2>maybe I would say, do one round of negotiating with

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<v Speaker 2>these guys.

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<v Speaker 1>I find that makes it. That's what makes it. That

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<v Speaker 1>makes it worse. I almost think that makes it worse.

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<v Speaker 2>Let me just say that, do they have an awareness

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<v Speaker 2>of the value of these games?

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<v Speaker 10>I don't think the woman that sold me them does,

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<v Speaker 10>but I think like that guy who owned the games does.

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<v Speaker 2>And that's why you went, well, yeah, I'll give you this,

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<v Speaker 2>and option A is just do just just be a

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<v Speaker 2>nice guy and give them back and say, oh man,

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<v Speaker 2>option B is hey, I uh, I just want you

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<v Speaker 2>to know I I I collected these games. Uh there's

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<v Speaker 2>one game in here that has a good, good value

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<v Speaker 2>to it.

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<v Speaker 1>Would you put?

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<v Speaker 2>Okay, well there's multiple so so you so I mean, listen,

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<v Speaker 2>I just give him back to this is too much

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<v Speaker 2>of us.

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<v Speaker 1>Is too much. We've been talking about Riley, right, I would.

1:25:25.680 --> 1:25:27.840
<v Speaker 2>It's not that we're talking about too much, but uh,

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<v Speaker 2>it's too complicated to try to go in there and

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<v Speaker 2>make a deal. And then you don't want this guy

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<v Speaker 2>like you're just a dick if you don't do it,

1:25:37.800 --> 1:25:39.519
<v Speaker 2>because it's just he seemed, you know, it seems like

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<v Speaker 2>it was an honest mistake. So I would say, like

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<v Speaker 2>Elsa says, let it go, let it.

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<v Speaker 14>Go, I hate that movie.

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<v Speaker 1>Rley, give the fucking games back, give him back.

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<v Speaker 2>Perhaps you're right, but if you really want to push

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<v Speaker 2>the issue, say, listen, these I collect these games. What

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<v Speaker 2>did you pay for him?

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<v Speaker 14>I pay fifty bucks for the whole bus?

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<v Speaker 2>So I tell you what you want to be a

1:26:09.960 --> 1:26:12.000
<v Speaker 2>real you wanna be a good guy, say I collect

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<v Speaker 2>these games. Some of these games are very important to me.

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<v Speaker 2>Could I give you an extra fifty bucks for it?

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<v Speaker 2>So you're giving them, you're giving them one hundred bucks total. Okay,

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<v Speaker 2>and you're still gonna come out if you want to

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<v Speaker 2>sell these games.

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<v Speaker 1>That's actually a damn good compromise.

1:26:24.160 --> 1:26:26.040
<v Speaker 2>They say no, no, we want them back. Say okay,

1:26:26.120 --> 1:26:27.559
<v Speaker 2>no problem, I'll come by. I drop the mom.

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<v Speaker 1>That's a damn good compromise, you know, give it, give

1:26:29.720 --> 1:26:35.720
<v Speaker 1>it a shot. Uh, you'd tell you does not want

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<v Speaker 1>to give them extra fifty bucks for these for these games.

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<v Speaker 10>I I see where you're coming from. I think that's

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<v Speaker 10>the road I'm going to go down. Like, see, if

1:26:45.560 --> 1:26:47.120
<v Speaker 10>I can't give them like a little bit more so

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<v Speaker 10>I can keep them.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, you don't think these guys want to go to

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<v Speaker 2>eBay and look up how much these things are.

1:26:53.880 --> 1:26:55.720
<v Speaker 1>You'd be surprised. A lot of people are selling ship

1:26:55.760 --> 1:26:57.560
<v Speaker 1>that they just they don't even care to do that.

1:26:57.680 --> 1:27:01.280
<v Speaker 1>They just want out of the house. Yeah.

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<v Speaker 14>Yeah, I think that's like what the originally was the

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<v Speaker 14>purpose of the art sale, and that's why like they

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<v Speaker 14>put him out.

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<v Speaker 2>All right, Well, let's get an update on this one.

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<v Speaker 1>I am almost I am. I would not be surprised

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<v Speaker 1>if you tried to sell this game, you didn't give

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<v Speaker 1>him back. You tried to sell the money bay and

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<v Speaker 1>you somehow got space and you sent it the game

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<v Speaker 1>and some carmatic thing.

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<v Speaker 14>No, like I don't, I'm I don't. I'm not a scalper,

1:27:35.800 --> 1:27:37.840
<v Speaker 14>Like I don't do that.

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<v Speaker 10>My one friend does that.

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<v Speaker 14>He actually he he was the one that introduced me

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<v Speaker 14>to the.

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<v Speaker 2>Large thank you for not turning to these friends for advice.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, yeah, the computer before we go.

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<v Speaker 14>I uh, I think I'm gonna go down the road.

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<v Speaker 14>I I'll negotiate with them and if they don't want

1:28:07.640 --> 1:28:09.080
<v Speaker 14>the money, you're probably right.

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<v Speaker 9>It wasn't it was a mistake.

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<v Speaker 14>I guess I'll I guess I'll give.

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<v Speaker 1>Him a back, beautiful, very good, proud of you. Thank you.

1:28:22.720 --> 1:28:24.920
<v Speaker 1>Isn't it great when you get through to someone we'll

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<v Speaker 1>see I mean, yeah, that's so funny that he was like,

1:28:29.960 --> 1:28:31.599
<v Speaker 1>I don't do that, but I have a friend who does.

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<v Speaker 2>That's a great story. That's a great story. And it's

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<v Speaker 2>shocked because some there's some goons out there that be like, hey,

1:28:37.880 --> 1:28:39.519
<v Speaker 2>you paid for it, you should get you know, the

1:28:39.880 --> 1:28:42.280
<v Speaker 2>transaction occurred that to go to the letter of the law.

1:28:43.160 --> 1:28:45.600
<v Speaker 2>But we have to be bigger than that sometimes. But

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<v Speaker 2>I don't we don't know the whole situation.

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<v Speaker 1>Well, I wanted to give him the benefit I thought

1:28:50.000 --> 1:28:53.840
<v Speaker 1>he would have, So I can't think of what it is,

1:28:53.960 --> 1:28:56.519
<v Speaker 1>some creative compelling that he gave him to somebody else

1:28:56.560 --> 1:28:58.800
<v Speaker 1>already or something like that where it makes them more.

1:28:58.840 --> 1:29:03.280
<v Speaker 2>Confect but he that was like like he's uh this,

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<v Speaker 2>what's the guy from the.

1:29:04.560 --> 1:29:05.280
<v Speaker 1>Lord of the Rings?

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<v Speaker 9>My you?

1:29:08.120 --> 1:29:13.760
<v Speaker 1>I thought this was mister Burns, my precious. Hello, Hi,

1:29:14.280 --> 1:29:18.200
<v Speaker 1>how you doing good? How are you doing doing well?

1:29:18.360 --> 1:29:21.639
<v Speaker 1>Hanging in there? You're on the phone with Lyle and Tim.

1:29:21.760 --> 1:29:23.800
<v Speaker 1>We're two geckos. We're hanging out. What can we do

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<v Speaker 1>for Your? Name is Lauren?

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<v Speaker 18>Yeah? I My name is Lauren, and I have a

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<v Speaker 18>little silly, little silly.

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<v Speaker 17>Story for you.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm into a silly story.

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<v Speaker 18>Yeah, So do I just begin?

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<v Speaker 1>You you anything?

1:29:43.320 --> 1:29:44.360
<v Speaker 2>Please start in the middle?

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<v Speaker 14>Can you can? You?

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<v Speaker 1>Can we pulp fiction? This?

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<v Speaker 2>That's the tell it out of order?

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<v Speaker 1>Okay?

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<v Speaker 18>Well, one time me and my husband were having some

1:29:59.479 --> 1:30:03.040
<v Speaker 18>fun and I knew how to queef on demand, so

1:30:03.200 --> 1:30:06.720
<v Speaker 18>I thought if I could just stuck in and as

1:30:06.760 --> 1:30:09.520
<v Speaker 18>I was sucking in, he could put a ping ping

1:30:09.680 --> 1:30:12.800
<v Speaker 18>pong ball inside there. And I sucked it and he

1:30:12.920 --> 1:30:15.360
<v Speaker 18>put the ping pong ball inside and I pushed it

1:30:15.479 --> 1:30:19.479
<v Speaker 18>out and it almost hit our ceiling fan. And I

1:30:19.640 --> 1:30:22.200
<v Speaker 18>haven't been able to do it since. But my goodness,

1:30:22.520 --> 1:30:24.360
<v Speaker 18>what a silly story that I would love to tell.

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<v Speaker 9>A get go.

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<v Speaker 1>See? How do you see? How do you suck it, Like, like,

1:30:32.040 --> 1:30:34.720
<v Speaker 1>how do you charge a quiaf like that the fact

1:30:34.720 --> 1:30:38.800
<v Speaker 1>that you cagle muscle you because I can't I could,

1:30:39.080 --> 1:30:41.280
<v Speaker 1>I can't. Like I can fart, but I can't charge.

1:30:41.560 --> 1:30:44.800
<v Speaker 1>I can't suck my fart in to give it some

1:30:45.080 --> 1:30:48.840
<v Speaker 1>like start running space to charge out. That's kind of

1:30:48.880 --> 1:30:49.800
<v Speaker 1>a fascinating thing.

1:30:52.160 --> 1:30:55.920
<v Speaker 18>It's it's like a weird muscle. It's like it's if

1:30:56.080 --> 1:30:58.400
<v Speaker 18>sometimes people know how to move their eyebrows up and

1:30:58.479 --> 1:31:01.479
<v Speaker 18>down and some people don't. You either like know how

1:31:01.560 --> 1:31:03.519
<v Speaker 18>to use that muscle or you don't.

1:31:03.320 --> 1:31:04.360
<v Speaker 5>Know how to use that muscle.

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<v Speaker 2>Mm hmm, I'm move I believe me, I'm moving my

1:31:07.520 --> 1:31:09.000
<v Speaker 2>eyebrows up and down during this call.

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<v Speaker 18>WHA Like, but can you do it like one time

1:31:13.080 --> 1:31:16.400
<v Speaker 18>in another Like it's like weird to control those different

1:31:16.520 --> 1:31:20.439
<v Speaker 18>muscles and like and like I can queef on demand.

1:31:20.479 --> 1:31:23.680
<v Speaker 18>I can also sometimes on demand, but like I have

1:31:23.840 --> 1:31:26.479
<v Speaker 18>to be in the right position, so maybe you have

1:31:26.600 --> 1:31:28.080
<v Speaker 18>to like experiment with that.

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<v Speaker 1>You know, I appreciate you telling this story. I do

1:31:31.800 --> 1:31:37.240
<v Speaker 1>of one thing. Uh, this ability to queef on demand?

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<v Speaker 1>Has it been helpful for you in any practical sense?

1:31:43.920 --> 1:31:46.960
<v Speaker 1>Has you have you gotten any money from this. Have

1:31:47.200 --> 1:31:50.360
<v Speaker 1>you gotten any fame? Like, what has it really done

1:31:50.560 --> 1:31:52.760
<v Speaker 1>for you? Empirically?

1:31:54.479 --> 1:31:58.519
<v Speaker 18>It hasn't really done anything great. I mean I had

1:31:58.520 --> 1:32:00.880
<v Speaker 18>a tampon stuck in. Yeah, it's like a weird like

1:32:01.000 --> 1:32:02.439
<v Speaker 18>party trick, Like, hey, guys.

1:32:02.320 --> 1:32:03.040
<v Speaker 17>Guess what I could do.

1:32:04.880 --> 1:32:07.120
<v Speaker 1>At a certain kind of party? Can you do it

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<v Speaker 1>on the call here?

1:32:07.880 --> 1:32:08.040
<v Speaker 9>Yeah?

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<v Speaker 18>Well, like good friends, I don't think I can. I

1:32:11.000 --> 1:32:13.720
<v Speaker 18>have an iud and and like, I'm so nervous, but

1:32:13.880 --> 1:32:15.240
<v Speaker 18>I'll pop it out one day.

1:32:16.160 --> 1:32:19.800
<v Speaker 4>So I need to practice my muscles again, just hypothetically asking.

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<v Speaker 1>I was a requesting.

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<v Speaker 18>I want to, but I don't think I could.

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<v Speaker 1>Well, Lauren, uh, listen, call back in another time, whenever

1:32:29.320 --> 1:32:32.519
<v Speaker 1>you whenever you want to. And you know, if you

1:32:32.640 --> 1:32:35.120
<v Speaker 1>if you feel like you feel like updating us on this,

1:32:35.240 --> 1:32:36.760
<v Speaker 1>if you've found a way to make this like a

1:32:36.840 --> 1:32:38.479
<v Speaker 1>business somehow.

1:32:38.640 --> 1:32:42.599
<v Speaker 2>Turn out everything's about money, something's about just having fun.

1:32:44.200 --> 1:32:49.320
<v Speaker 1>But it could be there's whole website still dedicated to this.

1:32:49.720 --> 1:32:50.320
<v Speaker 1>I've heard of those.

1:32:50.560 --> 1:32:53.280
<v Speaker 18>I'm not really that kind of person. Should you want

1:32:53.320 --> 1:32:54.880
<v Speaker 18>to hear another weird vagina story?

1:32:57.439 --> 1:33:00.200
<v Speaker 1>Sure are right.

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<v Speaker 18>So one time I was a little drunk, I'm watching

1:33:03.560 --> 1:33:08.280
<v Speaker 18>the race I'm trimming my tubes with scissors. I'm not looking.

1:33:08.439 --> 1:33:11.840
<v Speaker 18>I'm hunched, like over the trash can and Smith, I

1:33:12.000 --> 1:33:13.360
<v Speaker 18>cut a piece of my laby off.

1:33:14.360 --> 1:33:20.479
<v Speaker 1>I is that? Did that happen before or after you

1:33:20.560 --> 1:33:23.360
<v Speaker 1>gained the queafing powers? Because maybe that is the secret

1:33:23.600 --> 1:33:27.759
<v Speaker 1>somehow to the abilities that you've gained.

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<v Speaker 2>Did it hurt.

1:33:30.320 --> 1:33:30.360
<v Speaker 15>It?

1:33:30.840 --> 1:33:32.720
<v Speaker 18>It didn't hurt Right when I did it, I was

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<v Speaker 18>kind of like, holy shit, that just fucking happened. So

1:33:38.120 --> 1:33:41.800
<v Speaker 18>it happened, and then my husband was, well, actually it

1:33:41.840 --> 1:33:43.880
<v Speaker 18>didn't like cut off all the way. I sliced it,

1:33:44.040 --> 1:33:48.360
<v Speaker 18>and my husband like pinched the lips back to where

1:33:48.400 --> 1:33:49.080
<v Speaker 18>it was supposed to be.

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<v Speaker 1>By the way, By the way, this officially makes you Jewish?

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<v Speaker 17>How does that make me jewish?

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<v Speaker 1>He doesn't know what he's talking about. Anything else you

1:34:02.000 --> 1:34:03.240
<v Speaker 1>want to say to the people of the computer before

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<v Speaker 1>we go, Lauren, thank.

1:34:05.920 --> 1:34:06.920
<v Speaker 11>You for taking my call.

1:34:07.080 --> 1:34:09.080
<v Speaker 18>You guys are so funny to be around, and I

1:34:09.320 --> 1:34:14.479
<v Speaker 18>aspire to be like you one day. Vile Jack oh Man.

1:34:14.840 --> 1:34:17.000
<v Speaker 1>Thank you, Lauren. I appreciate that. I'll talk to you soon,

1:34:18.160 --> 1:34:20.720
<v Speaker 1>all right, talk to you later, man. I aspire to

1:34:20.800 --> 1:34:22.360
<v Speaker 1>be like you. I want to queaf a ping, pung

1:34:22.479 --> 1:34:27.720
<v Speaker 1>ball out of my vagina. That could be fun. Sure, Hi, Hello,

1:34:28.720 --> 1:34:29.080
<v Speaker 1>how are you?

1:34:30.880 --> 1:34:31.040
<v Speaker 14>Oh?

1:34:31.200 --> 1:34:32.000
<v Speaker 8>I'm doing good man?

1:34:32.080 --> 1:34:32.479
<v Speaker 6>How are you?

1:34:33.960 --> 1:34:37.479
<v Speaker 1>I'm hanging in there? Your name is uh Bless twenty

1:34:37.520 --> 1:34:43.720
<v Speaker 1>two from Marilynd's how's it hanging man? How can we

1:34:43.800 --> 1:34:44.320
<v Speaker 1>get you to that?

1:34:44.800 --> 1:34:49.439
<v Speaker 8>It's so basically like I'm moving away this year. I

1:34:49.520 --> 1:34:52.880
<v Speaker 8>got into college and like I'm excited and everything, but

1:34:53.680 --> 1:34:58.479
<v Speaker 8>I'm concerned about dating and like sex and all the

1:34:58.560 --> 1:35:02.240
<v Speaker 8>other stuff because I I have I have a micro penis.

1:35:04.040 --> 1:35:07.000
<v Speaker 8>So it's just it's just difficult, Like I have a

1:35:07.040 --> 1:35:09.760
<v Speaker 8>lot of shame about it, and I just I wanted

1:35:09.760 --> 1:35:12.439
<v Speaker 8>to know if you guys could give me any advice

1:35:12.600 --> 1:35:16.320
<v Speaker 8>or like you know, recommendations, you know, moving forward in

1:35:16.360 --> 1:35:19.240
<v Speaker 8>my life to kind of overcome this insecurity.

1:35:21.720 --> 1:35:29.240
<v Speaker 1>Well, uh, there are other ways to uh please women.

1:35:30.840 --> 1:35:31.880
<v Speaker 2>Have you are you a virgin?

1:35:34.800 --> 1:35:38.880
<v Speaker 8>I mean technically yes, Like yeah, yeah.

1:35:40.600 --> 1:35:47.519
<v Speaker 2>Let me say something. Sexual intercourse is of is just

1:35:47.640 --> 1:35:54.120
<v Speaker 2>a little part of a human being's life. Some people,

1:35:54.200 --> 1:35:56.360
<v Speaker 2>it's not. Some people it's all they can think about.

1:35:57.240 --> 1:36:01.040
<v Speaker 2>Some people that they're obsessed with it and they can't

1:36:01.080 --> 1:36:04.400
<v Speaker 2>do anything. But you know, a well rounded person, it's

1:36:04.520 --> 1:36:09.880
<v Speaker 2>not the it's not it shouldn't be your You're the

1:36:10.000 --> 1:36:12.240
<v Speaker 2>only thing that that you worry about or think about,

1:36:12.360 --> 1:36:16.680
<v Speaker 2>or the only thing that gives you pleasure. Ah, but

1:36:16.840 --> 1:36:18.960
<v Speaker 2>I don't know know how much I'm not I don't

1:36:19.000 --> 1:36:22.320
<v Speaker 2>know enough about the anatomy to know how this might

1:36:23.120 --> 1:36:27.200
<v Speaker 2>prohibit you from performing sexually?

1:36:28.080 --> 1:36:28.320
<v Speaker 1>Can you?

1:36:29.360 --> 1:36:31.360
<v Speaker 2>I don't know enough of what you when you say micropeds,

1:36:31.360 --> 1:36:33.200
<v Speaker 2>I don't know if you're being Is that a clinical

1:36:33.320 --> 1:36:36.000
<v Speaker 2>term or is that a is that just like are

1:36:36.040 --> 1:36:36.840
<v Speaker 2>you just just.

1:36:37.560 --> 1:36:38.720
<v Speaker 1>So yeah, so.

1:36:40.360 --> 1:36:44.599
<v Speaker 8>Under under like two and a half inches erect?

1:36:49.080 --> 1:36:51.680
<v Speaker 2>Well, but but you can you can you can uh

1:36:52.360 --> 1:36:55.120
<v Speaker 2>become erect and you can come.

1:36:57.040 --> 1:36:59.200
<v Speaker 8>Yes, yeah I can, so you can.

1:36:59.240 --> 1:37:01.720
<v Speaker 2>You're your sexual organs work properly. They're just not to

1:37:01.840 --> 1:37:05.839
<v Speaker 2>the dimensions that are more that are that are considered

1:37:05.920 --> 1:37:07.519
<v Speaker 2>normal in society at these days.

1:37:08.800 --> 1:37:10.200
<v Speaker 8>Exactly exactly.

1:37:12.800 --> 1:37:16.360
<v Speaker 1>The common talking point on this.

1:37:17.479 --> 1:37:20.400
<v Speaker 2>And please because I don't know the common talk like,

1:37:20.439 --> 1:37:22.479
<v Speaker 2>I don't I really don't know because I'm out of

1:37:22.560 --> 1:37:22.960
<v Speaker 2>the game.

1:37:23.200 --> 1:37:26.720
<v Speaker 1>You know what I mean is you know, if you

1:37:27.080 --> 1:37:33.800
<v Speaker 1>are not able to perform very well in traditional sexual intercourse,

1:37:34.000 --> 1:37:40.920
<v Speaker 1>there is the the avenue of oral sexual intercourse. Uh,

1:37:41.360 --> 1:37:46.320
<v Speaker 1>there are there's guys, you know, there's guides on the internets.

1:37:46.600 --> 1:37:49.400
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, have you done have you looked into the into

1:37:49.479 --> 1:37:52.439
<v Speaker 2>this on the internet? Like micro penis?

1:37:52.840 --> 1:37:53.799
<v Speaker 1>Uh? Dating?

1:37:53.960 --> 1:37:55.360
<v Speaker 2>Like see what what do they say?

1:37:58.080 --> 1:38:00.640
<v Speaker 8>There's a lot of forums and stuff like you get

1:38:00.680 --> 1:38:04.160
<v Speaker 8>a lot of support on on it. But yeah, a

1:38:04.240 --> 1:38:06.440
<v Speaker 8>lot of the guys on there are kind of fatalistic

1:38:06.560 --> 1:38:11.840
<v Speaker 8>about it, like it's like, yeah, so it's not it's

1:38:11.880 --> 1:38:14.000
<v Speaker 8>not very encouraging for me to go online, so I

1:38:14.120 --> 1:38:15.760
<v Speaker 8>try to ignore it a bit.

1:38:17.000 --> 1:38:19.880
<v Speaker 2>Well, no one knows what you've got between your legs

1:38:20.400 --> 1:38:23.960
<v Speaker 2>unless you want them to know, right, So there's that.

1:38:24.240 --> 1:38:26.839
<v Speaker 2>You don't have to walk around thinking everybody knows your situation.

1:38:28.040 --> 1:38:28.160
<v Speaker 10>Uh.

1:38:29.320 --> 1:38:32.360
<v Speaker 2>But if you're gonna if you like some girl and

1:38:32.439 --> 1:38:34.200
<v Speaker 2>she seems to like you, I would be you know,

1:38:35.120 --> 1:38:38.840
<v Speaker 2>it's gonna come up talk about it. Uh boy, I

1:38:38.920 --> 1:38:41.479
<v Speaker 2>don't know, man, I feel I feel a little.

1:38:41.600 --> 1:38:41.720
<v Speaker 1>Uh.

1:38:41.800 --> 1:38:44.040
<v Speaker 2>I don't want to just give you a flippant joke

1:38:44.120 --> 1:38:49.960
<v Speaker 2>answer or anything like that. But but you're it's not

1:38:50.160 --> 1:38:52.519
<v Speaker 2>your it's not your identity, it's not who you are.

1:38:53.000 --> 1:38:54.960
<v Speaker 1>Can can I want? I want to ask you is

1:38:55.760 --> 1:38:57.920
<v Speaker 1>and you give me the truthful answer to this question?

1:38:58.720 --> 1:39:01.120
<v Speaker 1>How important. Is sex to you?

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<v Speaker 8>Very very important? I like, yeah, I really like I

1:39:12.920 --> 1:39:15.320
<v Speaker 8>just I see it. There's something to a tame, Like

1:39:15.360 --> 1:39:16.920
<v Speaker 8>I think I've been into it since I was like

1:39:17.200 --> 1:39:19.160
<v Speaker 8>really young. I think that I've been more sexual than

1:39:19.240 --> 1:39:23.400
<v Speaker 8>other people. And it's like if I'm not able to

1:39:23.479 --> 1:39:25.840
<v Speaker 8>please my partner like it really yeah, I think it

1:39:25.960 --> 1:39:29.200
<v Speaker 8>really affects like how I feel about myself and whatnot.

1:39:29.680 --> 1:39:30.960
<v Speaker 8>But I feel it's.

1:39:30.760 --> 1:39:33.479
<v Speaker 2>Interesting because it seems like you're setting yourself up for

1:39:34.000 --> 1:39:37.800
<v Speaker 2>for uh, you know, you're setting your expectations too high,

1:39:38.000 --> 1:39:39.440
<v Speaker 2>like on purpose almost.

1:39:41.360 --> 1:39:42.639
<v Speaker 1>How do you how do you feel like he's setting

1:39:42.640 --> 1:39:43.479
<v Speaker 1>his expectations high?

1:39:43.520 --> 1:39:46.639
<v Speaker 2>Well, uh, if you if you place a great amount

1:39:46.680 --> 1:39:52.000
<v Speaker 2>of importance on performing sexually, knowing the condition you have

1:39:53.120 --> 1:39:55.439
<v Speaker 2>and knowing there doesn't seem to be anything you can

1:39:55.520 --> 1:40:00.479
<v Speaker 2>do about it unless there are additional aids like uh,

1:40:01.640 --> 1:40:05.800
<v Speaker 2>you know, uh, what do you call them? The dildos vibrators?

1:40:08.880 --> 1:40:11.680
<v Speaker 2>You know, unless you want to go that route, you

1:40:11.800 --> 1:40:16.240
<v Speaker 2>are creating a scenario where you're going to disappoint yourself

1:40:16.400 --> 1:40:17.400
<v Speaker 2>and the other person.

1:40:17.280 --> 1:40:20.040
<v Speaker 1>Right right, So don't do that. And also there's a

1:40:20.120 --> 1:40:24.360
<v Speaker 1>thing I really strongly believe just by the sheer volume

1:40:24.520 --> 1:40:28.599
<v Speaker 1>of people that every kind of person exists, so they're

1:40:28.720 --> 1:40:31.920
<v Speaker 1>and the great thing about the relationship issues is you

1:40:32.000 --> 1:40:35.080
<v Speaker 1>only need to find one this kind of every kind

1:40:35.120 --> 1:40:39.320
<v Speaker 1>of person there does exist, by there has to there.

1:40:39.400 --> 1:40:41.840
<v Speaker 2>Has you a good looking Are you a true I mean,

1:40:41.960 --> 1:40:43.599
<v Speaker 2>do you consider yourself a good looking guy?

1:40:46.840 --> 1:40:50.000
<v Speaker 8>Not really? Like, oh I think I think that like

1:40:50.840 --> 1:40:54.000
<v Speaker 8>that could just be like low self esteem, Like I'm

1:40:54.040 --> 1:40:58.000
<v Speaker 8>not sure. I don't think like sometimes like some sometimes,

1:40:58.080 --> 1:40:59.479
<v Speaker 8>but I don't think so personal.

1:40:59.800 --> 1:41:11.440
<v Speaker 1>Who do you look like? Uh, give like a celebrity

1:41:13.040 --> 1:41:15.640
<v Speaker 1>comparison or somebody that maybe we would know that we

1:41:15.720 --> 1:41:17.560
<v Speaker 1>can kind of give a get a parameter.

1:41:17.240 --> 1:41:20.040
<v Speaker 8>You guys know, Like do you guys know Travis Smiley?

1:41:21.840 --> 1:41:25.519
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, yeah, I remember Travis Smiley. He was Tavis Smiley,

1:41:25.760 --> 1:41:29.760
<v Speaker 2>Tavis have a smiley. He was like yeah, he was

1:41:29.800 --> 1:41:31.840
<v Speaker 2>like a late night talk show host. It was like

1:41:31.880 --> 1:41:33.120
<v Speaker 2>a serious interview show.

1:41:33.240 --> 1:41:35.880
<v Speaker 1>Okay, I've seen I've.

1:41:35.160 --> 1:41:39.960
<v Speaker 8>Heard the Smiley and like our Seniel Hall, like, but.

1:41:40.320 --> 1:41:46.720
<v Speaker 2>Okay, you're skinny. Yeah, he's a good looking guy.

1:41:46.720 --> 1:41:48.800
<v Speaker 1>I'm looking him up right now. He's not He's not

1:41:48.880 --> 1:41:50.920
<v Speaker 1>a bad looking guy. Not a bad look. Senel Hall

1:41:51.000 --> 1:41:56.160
<v Speaker 1>is not a bad looking guy. Either well, I first

1:41:56.200 --> 1:41:56.880
<v Speaker 1>of all, I think.

1:41:56.880 --> 1:41:59.320
<v Speaker 8>Then that's another too, is like I'm black, and I

1:41:59.360 --> 1:42:02.200
<v Speaker 8>think that people expect like the opposite.

1:42:02.600 --> 1:42:06.519
<v Speaker 2>There's a stereotype there associated with well it would be

1:42:06.560 --> 1:42:07.759
<v Speaker 2>a pleasant surprise for somebody.

1:42:07.840 --> 1:42:11.120
<v Speaker 1>Maybe maybe they're worried about it's true, but.

1:42:12.920 --> 1:42:15.160
<v Speaker 2>I do think at your age it's natural to have

1:42:15.439 --> 1:42:20.080
<v Speaker 2>sort of uh, you know, preoccupation with sex, but it

1:42:20.240 --> 1:42:27.920
<v Speaker 2>definitely diminishes over time as your hormones change. And try

1:42:27.960 --> 1:42:32.679
<v Speaker 2>to put your sexual life in perspective of not making

1:42:32.720 --> 1:42:36.880
<v Speaker 2>it the only thing that you are trying to, you know,

1:42:39.080 --> 1:42:42.040
<v Speaker 2>find your enjoyment out of like this mortal life, and

1:42:42.560 --> 1:42:45.679
<v Speaker 2>you know, don't just shut the door on the idea

1:42:45.760 --> 1:42:47.719
<v Speaker 2>that maybe, like you said, there's somebody out there.

1:42:47.640 --> 1:42:51.400
<v Speaker 1>That there's so many, so many people, so many people,

1:42:52.320 --> 1:42:55.360
<v Speaker 1>you'll you there exists there is a girl out there

1:42:55.560 --> 1:42:59.599
<v Speaker 1>who doesn't care about the micro penis. Even if most

1:43:00.720 --> 1:43:04.680
<v Speaker 1>wood might care, that doesn't even doesn't matter because once

1:43:04.720 --> 1:43:06.000
<v Speaker 1>you find the one that doesn't.

1:43:06.080 --> 1:43:08.240
<v Speaker 2>You know, and let me say, you're also a product

1:43:08.280 --> 1:43:12.639
<v Speaker 2>of society, where why are we making small dick jokes

1:43:12.920 --> 1:43:16.000
<v Speaker 2>like I'm not. But of course that's that's like the

1:43:16.080 --> 1:43:18.680
<v Speaker 2>easiest it's on TV all the time.

1:43:18.720 --> 1:43:19.439
<v Speaker 1>You grew up with it.

1:43:19.520 --> 1:43:22.439
<v Speaker 2>I'm sure you grew up with it. Jokes about your

1:43:22.520 --> 1:43:25.240
<v Speaker 2>penis size. It's it's ingrained in our culture and it

1:43:25.360 --> 1:43:28.600
<v Speaker 2>and this is a good example of how damaging or

1:43:28.680 --> 1:43:30.840
<v Speaker 2>hurtful that can be. You got a guy out there

1:43:30.920 --> 1:43:34.640
<v Speaker 2>that has a real condition and it's it's causing you, uh,

1:43:35.040 --> 1:43:40.479
<v Speaker 2>you know, stress. So this is a larger concern. But uh,

1:43:40.840 --> 1:43:43.680
<v Speaker 2>there's nothing wrong with somebody having a small penis or

1:43:43.720 --> 1:43:44.719
<v Speaker 2>a big penis whatever.

1:43:44.840 --> 1:43:49.200
<v Speaker 1>It's just the way you are, how you feel. I'm blessed.

1:43:49.280 --> 1:43:54.480
<v Speaker 8>Yeah, I actually like that advice, Like say, your expectation

1:43:54.640 --> 1:43:55.600
<v Speaker 8>is properly.

1:43:56.920 --> 1:43:59.160
<v Speaker 2>At That's not something that you can just do automatically.

1:43:59.600 --> 1:44:01.479
<v Speaker 2>Takes a long time, it takes a little work, and

1:44:01.920 --> 1:44:04.439
<v Speaker 2>and it doesn't happen right away. So but just keep

1:44:04.479 --> 1:44:05.920
<v Speaker 2>that in the back of your head and try to

1:44:06.080 --> 1:44:10.439
<v Speaker 2>breathe and meditate and eat healthy and live live, try

1:44:10.479 --> 1:44:12.000
<v Speaker 2>to live a balanced life.

1:44:13.160 --> 1:44:15.080
<v Speaker 1>Blessed. Is there anything else you want to say to me?

1:44:15.320 --> 1:44:17.040
<v Speaker 1>Or Tim or God? Are the people of the computer

1:44:17.200 --> 1:44:17.640
<v Speaker 1>before we go?

1:44:20.160 --> 1:44:21.800
<v Speaker 8>I love you guys, man, You guys are cool.

1:44:21.840 --> 1:44:21.960
<v Speaker 9>Bro.

1:44:22.760 --> 1:44:25.599
<v Speaker 8>I love everyone. I hope everyone has like a good life.

1:44:25.640 --> 1:44:29.160
<v Speaker 8>And ship and yeah, be nice to people.

1:44:30.439 --> 1:44:33.680
<v Speaker 1>Thank you, blessed, appreciate you calling man, take care all

1:44:33.760 --> 1:44:40.599
<v Speaker 1>right bye? Are you horny in general? Yeah? In general?

1:44:42.680 --> 1:44:46.120
<v Speaker 2>I mean like no, not not not to a place

1:44:46.160 --> 1:44:48.880
<v Speaker 2>where it's a problem, you know, or I mean just normal.

1:44:48.920 --> 1:44:52.839
<v Speaker 2>I feel fairly fairly normal, if maybe a little under horny.

1:44:53.320 --> 1:44:55.880
<v Speaker 1>Underhorny is is that? Have you always kind of been?

1:44:56.160 --> 1:45:00.200
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, I've never been much of a I never I

1:45:00.280 --> 1:45:02.240
<v Speaker 2>was never like that was never my prime focus.

1:45:02.560 --> 1:45:05.240
<v Speaker 1>What about not even like with dating and stuff, but

1:45:05.280 --> 1:45:08.960
<v Speaker 1>what about like how often do you masturbate? Mm hmm.

1:45:11.600 --> 1:45:12.920
<v Speaker 2>Maybe once or twice a week.

1:45:14.280 --> 1:45:16.720
<v Speaker 1>That's pretty pretty, that's pretty not that's that's fair. I

1:45:16.800 --> 1:45:19.799
<v Speaker 1>would I think that's far below average.

1:45:20.800 --> 1:45:27.920
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, it's it's more uh yeah, I again, I I uh,

1:45:28.520 --> 1:45:34.240
<v Speaker 2>there's things I just there's I love laughing.

1:45:35.320 --> 1:45:37.360
<v Speaker 1>Laughing is the best.

1:45:38.080 --> 1:45:42.719
<v Speaker 2>No, I don't know, yeah, just something I'm still fairly

1:45:42.880 --> 1:45:46.479
<v Speaker 2>private and guarded about my that part of my life.

1:45:46.680 --> 1:45:52.120
<v Speaker 2>But yeah, there's you know, there's certainly people that, uh

1:45:52.960 --> 1:45:54.280
<v Speaker 2>that's what they got on their brain.

1:45:54.760 --> 1:45:59.200
<v Speaker 1>Sure, not so much me. Okay, I don't know if

1:45:59.200 --> 1:46:01.840
<v Speaker 1>that was an uncomfortable thing to ask you, sure of course.

1:46:02.560 --> 1:46:05.640
<v Speaker 2>But I'm a little prudish or a little puritan in

1:46:06.160 --> 1:46:08.080
<v Speaker 2>the discussion of the subject in general.

1:46:09.200 --> 1:46:10.280
<v Speaker 6>You know, you.

1:46:10.479 --> 1:46:15.880
<v Speaker 1>Understand why I would not think that, right, well, because

1:46:16.000 --> 1:46:17.880
<v Speaker 1>you I mean, a lot of the stuff you make

1:46:18.040 --> 1:46:21.000
<v Speaker 1>is like sex related and very but it's like.

1:46:21.880 --> 1:46:24.680
<v Speaker 2>It's like the most grotesque version of it, or you know,

1:46:24.840 --> 1:46:29.400
<v Speaker 2>it's not it's a mockery of sexual obsession. Interesting, it's

1:46:29.479 --> 1:46:33.520
<v Speaker 2>not a it's not a huge it's not a genuine expression.

1:46:33.680 --> 1:46:37.000
<v Speaker 2>I'm not like, I don't know who, you know, making

1:46:37.080 --> 1:46:40.760
<v Speaker 2>some kind of porno. Yeah, we're making fun of that.

1:46:41.439 --> 1:46:45.360
<v Speaker 2>That making fun of the sex obsession.

1:46:45.520 --> 1:46:46.880
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, Okay, I.

1:46:46.920 --> 1:46:51.200
<v Speaker 2>Think so now, And that wasn't always my bag anyway.

1:46:51.080 --> 1:46:52.920
<v Speaker 1>No if I asked us yet, But do you have vices?

1:46:53.040 --> 1:46:56.080
<v Speaker 1>Do you have like what do you do? You do

1:46:56.200 --> 1:46:59.120
<v Speaker 1>anything that you consider like.

1:46:59.680 --> 1:47:05.800
<v Speaker 2>Well, I've admitted to gummies at night to sleep, mushrooms,

1:47:06.600 --> 1:47:11.960
<v Speaker 2>gummies at night, mushrooms. Uh. I mean, you know, I've

1:47:12.000 --> 1:47:15.040
<v Speaker 2>lost a lot of weight and yeah, and I'm very

1:47:15.080 --> 1:47:17.479
<v Speaker 2>proud of that and very happy with that feeling of

1:47:17.640 --> 1:47:20.880
<v Speaker 2>not of dropping some pounds. I would say, I have

1:47:21.080 --> 1:47:25.519
<v Speaker 2>you know, I've loved sweets, I love chocolates and Reese's Piece.

1:47:25.680 --> 1:47:27.920
<v Speaker 2>Who doesn't doesn't But I could go nuts on that

1:47:28.000 --> 1:47:31.280
<v Speaker 2>stuff like e t Yeah, I could. We when we

1:47:31.360 --> 1:47:34.439
<v Speaker 2>were shooting Awesome show, we would like bowlfuls of Reese's pieces,

1:47:34.720 --> 1:47:38.759
<v Speaker 2>bowlfuls and so you know, I've I've always had issues

1:47:38.800 --> 1:47:42.880
<v Speaker 2>with with overeating and but that's really it.

1:47:43.040 --> 1:47:46.240
<v Speaker 1>I don't drink that much. I go through.

1:47:46.640 --> 1:47:49.320
<v Speaker 2>Uh, you know, there's certain if I'm on tour or

1:47:49.720 --> 1:47:51.439
<v Speaker 2>you know, I might drink more than I would be

1:47:51.479 --> 1:47:53.920
<v Speaker 2>if I if I was at home a couple of beers.

1:47:55.080 --> 1:47:59.200
<v Speaker 2>But yeah, I'm pretty uh, pretty boring in that respect.

1:48:00.000 --> 1:48:02.599
<v Speaker 1>It's funny to think that you get it. A lot

1:48:02.960 --> 1:48:04.559
<v Speaker 1>of like people are like, oh, you must have been

1:48:04.560 --> 1:48:06.680
<v Speaker 1>on drugs doing this stuff. But it wasn't try as

1:48:06.760 --> 1:48:07.439
<v Speaker 1>Reese's Pieces.

1:48:07.760 --> 1:48:12.360
<v Speaker 2>It was sugar, pure sugar. I drink coffee in the morning.

1:48:12.520 --> 1:48:15.840
<v Speaker 1>Okay, you put cream in it? Nope, black. I have

1:48:15.960 --> 1:48:16.360
<v Speaker 1>to know it that.

1:48:16.479 --> 1:48:18.320
<v Speaker 2>I do have office hours tomorrow morning. By the way,

1:48:18.320 --> 1:48:21.120
<v Speaker 2>I should plug that my birthday episode of Office Hours.

1:48:21.600 --> 1:48:24.040
<v Speaker 1>Oh yeah, yeah, wait, do you want to plug at

1:48:24.080 --> 1:48:26.759
<v Speaker 1>the ender? I plug right now? What do you prefer?

1:48:27.240 --> 1:48:29.000
<v Speaker 1>You plug right now? I do plug. We have someone

1:48:29.040 --> 1:48:31.840
<v Speaker 1>on the phone. Oh yeah, let's plug to them. Who's

1:48:31.880 --> 1:48:32.280
<v Speaker 1>on the call?

1:48:32.840 --> 1:48:33.080
<v Speaker 10>Hello?

1:48:34.360 --> 1:48:34.519
<v Speaker 2>Val?

1:48:35.000 --> 1:48:35.680
<v Speaker 1>How are you Val?

1:48:36.360 --> 1:48:37.559
<v Speaker 17>I'm doing all right?

1:48:37.680 --> 1:48:38.439
<v Speaker 19>How are you guys?

1:48:39.840 --> 1:48:41.600
<v Speaker 2>Pretty good? I just want to let you know I do.

1:48:41.920 --> 1:48:45.559
<v Speaker 2>I do my own podcast Thursday Mornings, which is tomorrow

1:48:45.680 --> 1:48:49.479
<v Speaker 2>here in America. Uh, and that would be uh on

1:48:49.640 --> 1:48:53.960
<v Speaker 2>my YouTube channel YouTube dot com slash Tim Heideker. You

1:48:54.040 --> 1:48:55.679
<v Speaker 2>can see my name there. I think there's a link.

1:48:56.120 --> 1:48:59.559
<v Speaker 2>And that's really a similar show call in show we've got,

1:49:00.040 --> 1:49:03.320
<v Speaker 2>you know, it's a little bit more no offense. It's

1:49:03.600 --> 1:49:05.360
<v Speaker 2>you were on the show, you had a good time.

1:49:05.520 --> 1:49:06.400
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, I have a good time.

1:49:06.520 --> 1:49:09.880
<v Speaker 2>We have guests come in, we take calls, and it's

1:49:09.960 --> 1:49:12.040
<v Speaker 2>it's it's a little lighter than this show. It's not

1:49:12.200 --> 1:49:14.360
<v Speaker 2>we don't get into some of the dark stuff. Sure,

1:49:14.720 --> 1:49:18.559
<v Speaker 2>but that's happening. And then I'm going to be touring

1:49:18.680 --> 1:49:21.800
<v Speaker 2>over there in the UK and Europe in March.

1:49:22.320 --> 1:49:24.120
<v Speaker 1>Where where in the UK? Everywhere?

1:49:24.479 --> 1:49:31.719
<v Speaker 2>London, Sheffield, Brighton, Nottingham, Galway, Ireland and Dublin and everywhere

1:49:32.040 --> 1:49:34.040
<v Speaker 2>if you can find that at Tim Heidiker dot com

1:49:34.160 --> 1:49:37.160
<v Speaker 2>slash live. So was this vow.

1:49:39.000 --> 1:49:39.240
<v Speaker 17>Vow?

1:49:40.439 --> 1:49:41.880
<v Speaker 2>Can you make it out to any of those shows

1:49:41.920 --> 1:49:42.360
<v Speaker 2>in the UK?

1:49:44.080 --> 1:49:47.840
<v Speaker 13>I live in the US, but I would love to

1:49:48.000 --> 1:49:49.800
<v Speaker 13>travel to the UK to come see you.

1:49:51.520 --> 1:49:53.000
<v Speaker 2>All right, well we can arrange something.

1:49:53.520 --> 1:49:56.360
<v Speaker 1>Are you doing any tour dates domestically this year?

1:49:57.520 --> 1:50:03.320
<v Speaker 2>No tour dates domestically can be announced at this moment. Okay,

1:50:03.560 --> 1:50:06.000
<v Speaker 2>got it, got it, But I'm hoping to later.

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<v Speaker 1>In the year. Yes, yeah, you're sang any merch these days?

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<v Speaker 1>Where can they buy merch?

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<v Speaker 2>Well, the merch department is open and that's at the

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<v Speaker 2>website as well.

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<v Speaker 1>Okay, is that Tim hideker dot com slash shop.

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<v Speaker 2>There'll be a you know, I believe so Okay, so

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<v Speaker 2>val If you want to get a first class plane

1:50:22.320 --> 1:50:26.040
<v Speaker 2>ticket on British Airways to London, you're gonna want to

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<v Speaker 2>land around March fourteenth to get settled in and then

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<v Speaker 2>see me later in the month.

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<v Speaker 17>Hiday.

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<v Speaker 13>I can make a cover.

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<v Speaker 1>Thank you. Do you have any other questions about any

1:50:37.360 --> 1:50:41.880
<v Speaker 1>of Tim's upcoming projects? Are current things that going on?

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<v Speaker 2>She's got her own questions.

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<v Speaker 17>I don't, but I will for sure tune into his

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<v Speaker 17>show tomorrow morning.

1:50:48.080 --> 1:50:50.280
<v Speaker 1>You should, You should. I did do office hours. It's fun.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm glad that I was when I was on one

1:50:55.520 --> 1:50:57.120
<v Speaker 1>thing that was as you guys, were talking about a

1:50:57.240 --> 1:51:01.760
<v Speaker 1>band that I didn't know what the band was, but

1:51:01.920 --> 1:51:05.519
<v Speaker 1>then you started talking about Eyes Wide Shut, and I

1:51:05.680 --> 1:51:08.599
<v Speaker 1>was like, I can participate in this conversation because yeah,

1:51:08.600 --> 1:51:09.240
<v Speaker 1>scene as we.

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<v Speaker 2>Somebody told me that I got the timeline of that

1:51:11.640 --> 1:51:14.519
<v Speaker 2>movie wrong. Oh oh, it was an actual extra day.

1:51:15.120 --> 1:51:16.639
<v Speaker 2>I did a whole thing about how that whole movie

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<v Speaker 2>takes place over two days.

1:51:17.800 --> 1:51:19.519
<v Speaker 1>I was thinking that too, but you were in this

1:51:19.720 --> 1:51:21.800
<v Speaker 1>bit of like it was just one day and it was.

1:51:22.080 --> 1:51:22.759
<v Speaker 1>It was funny.

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<v Speaker 2>So was I an influence on you at all in

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<v Speaker 2>your life?

1:51:26.439 --> 1:51:28.519
<v Speaker 1>Yeah? I have it heavily. I was gonna I was.

1:51:28.960 --> 1:51:30.599
<v Speaker 1>I was thinking. I was like, I'm playing it cool,

1:51:30.600 --> 1:51:33.200
<v Speaker 1>but I'm gonna gush over you at the Yeah, No,

1:51:35.360 --> 1:51:39.880
<v Speaker 1>I saw you. I saw you at the Lincoln Theater

1:51:40.360 --> 1:51:44.240
<v Speaker 1>in Washington, d C. With my best friend Ryan when

1:51:44.280 --> 1:51:48.479
<v Speaker 1>I was fourteen years old. That's wild. I saw you

1:51:48.640 --> 1:51:52.880
<v Speaker 1>on the the tim and Eric and Brule.

1:51:53.240 --> 1:51:57.439
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, it was a great tour with piano backstage. I

1:51:57.560 --> 1:52:01.759
<v Speaker 2>enjoyed the piano backstage at the Lincoln Theater. Uh, that's terrific.

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<v Speaker 14>Man.

1:52:02.400 --> 1:52:05.200
<v Speaker 1>Ten years old. Then I saw you when you were

1:52:05.400 --> 1:52:08.880
<v Speaker 1>doing you were showing like the new episode of bedtime stories.

1:52:08.880 --> 1:52:12.760
<v Speaker 1>I've seen three times. Okay, yeah, great shows. Great, I

1:52:12.800 --> 1:52:15.240
<v Speaker 1>put on a great show on a great show. I

1:52:15.280 --> 1:52:18.720
<v Speaker 1>haven't seen you. I've seen your the Special. Yeah, but

1:52:18.840 --> 1:52:21.000
<v Speaker 1>I haven't seen I haven't gotten the chance to see

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<v Speaker 1>just You live doing the band that.

1:52:23.240 --> 1:52:28.200
<v Speaker 2>The band is fantastic. They're unbelievable musicians and uh, I

1:52:28.320 --> 1:52:30.960
<v Speaker 2>love playing with them so much. I'm having so much fun,

1:52:31.040 --> 1:52:35.000
<v Speaker 2>so much joy playing music with this group. And uh,

1:52:35.400 --> 1:52:37.559
<v Speaker 2>play all my songs. There's some funny ones in there,

1:52:38.280 --> 1:52:40.200
<v Speaker 2>there's some sad ones in there. I get people to

1:52:40.280 --> 1:52:44.680
<v Speaker 2>cry into and uh, but man, it's a.

1:52:44.680 --> 1:52:47.720
<v Speaker 1>Great album where you have a tear drop going what

1:52:47.880 --> 1:52:51.960
<v Speaker 1>the broken hearted do? I love that album? Thank you? Yeah.

1:52:52.240 --> 1:52:55.599
<v Speaker 2>I like writing sad songs. They're they're very cathartic and uh,

1:52:56.160 --> 1:52:57.720
<v Speaker 2>and they're the kind of songs I would want to

1:52:57.760 --> 1:52:58.080
<v Speaker 2>listen to.

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<v Speaker 1>You know, I appreciate the rain. I don't want to.

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<v Speaker 1>I don't want to.

1:53:01.320 --> 1:53:03.120
<v Speaker 2>I don't want to sit there and listen to sae

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<v Speaker 2>uh break good times?

1:53:05.560 --> 1:53:08.000
<v Speaker 1>Come on? What about the bad times? Who's saying about those?

1:53:08.360 --> 1:53:08.640
<v Speaker 1>Come on?

1:53:08.760 --> 1:53:11.080
<v Speaker 2>Give me something to drink my beer with, you know,

1:53:11.520 --> 1:53:12.759
<v Speaker 2>crying my beer anyway?

1:53:12.960 --> 1:53:24.960
<v Speaker 1>Foul? Yes, I think that show. You did Beef House too,

1:53:25.080 --> 1:53:28.080
<v Speaker 1>that was good. Beef House was great. Canceled You want

1:53:28.120 --> 1:53:32.240
<v Speaker 1>to hear something kind of is what I So. Before

1:53:32.320 --> 1:53:35.400
<v Speaker 1>I did this, I worked in the social media department

1:53:35.439 --> 1:53:38.960
<v Speaker 1>at Adult Swim and that one of my jobs was

1:53:39.040 --> 1:53:41.720
<v Speaker 1>to watch every episode of Beef House and make and

1:53:41.840 --> 1:53:44.000
<v Speaker 1>make gifts of it. Oh well those are those are

1:53:44.040 --> 1:53:47.639
<v Speaker 1>everywhere now, There's everywhere now. And I saw you made

1:53:47.680 --> 1:53:50.000
<v Speaker 1>a tweet that had a gift in it that I made,

1:53:50.040 --> 1:53:51.640
<v Speaker 1>and I was like, hell, yeah, Timmy.

1:53:51.439 --> 1:53:53.479
<v Speaker 2>Thanks for the work, Thanks for the great work. But

1:53:53.920 --> 1:53:56.640
<v Speaker 2>that show apparently is so useless to them that you

1:53:56.880 --> 1:54:00.360
<v Speaker 2>it does not exist anywhere on the they.

1:54:00.400 --> 1:54:02.960
<v Speaker 1>Got I think it got got a bunch of shows

1:54:03.080 --> 1:54:03.600
<v Speaker 1>cut in.

1:54:06.640 --> 1:54:09.519
<v Speaker 2>The merger, the big HBO Max. We don't want to talk,

1:54:10.120 --> 1:54:11.880
<v Speaker 2>We don't want to have to touch. These people out

1:54:11.880 --> 1:54:14.000
<v Speaker 2>there don't want to talk hear about our show biz.

1:54:14.439 --> 1:54:16.479
<v Speaker 1>So sure, I don't want to, you know, bring any

1:54:16.479 --> 1:54:16.840
<v Speaker 1>of that up.

1:54:17.800 --> 1:54:21.519
<v Speaker 2>But it's it's terrible to that show is just I

1:54:21.560 --> 1:54:23.320
<v Speaker 2>don't know where you you would even see it.

1:54:23.720 --> 1:54:27.439
<v Speaker 1>My favorite thing of yours, bedtime Stories.

1:54:28.960 --> 1:54:33.640
<v Speaker 2>Very proud of that show. Yeah, uh yeah that that

1:54:34.160 --> 1:54:37.240
<v Speaker 2>that's it gets pretty dark. We very we're very proud

1:54:37.280 --> 1:54:38.840
<v Speaker 2>of making because we had made an awesome show and

1:54:38.920 --> 1:54:42.280
<v Speaker 2>it's it obviously intentionally looks terrible, looks like cable act.

1:54:42.440 --> 1:54:44.080
<v Speaker 2>And then this was the complete thing, and this was like,

1:54:44.280 --> 1:54:47.120
<v Speaker 2>let's do let's do something that looks great cinematically, and

1:54:47.960 --> 1:54:50.200
<v Speaker 2>it was very hard to do that on a small budget,

1:54:50.280 --> 1:54:52.600
<v Speaker 2>but we got you know, there's an episode toes.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, Bobby and Kirk.

1:54:54.600 --> 1:54:59.960
<v Speaker 2>And what's his name? Uh, m Emmett, emmett Wall.

1:55:00.920 --> 1:55:04.520
<v Speaker 1>I show everything my like anytime I'm like introducing someone

1:55:04.560 --> 1:55:06.800
<v Speaker 1>to your universe, I show them whole holes.

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<v Speaker 2>That's that came out really good too.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, thank you, Well, Val, is there anything else you

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<v Speaker 1>want to say to the people of the computer before

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<v Speaker 1>we go?

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<v Speaker 3>Well?

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<v Speaker 13>Can I tell a joke?

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah? Of course.

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<v Speaker 13>Do you guys know where they sell the bacon eat or.

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<v Speaker 1>Where? Well, I'm asking, uh, Wendy's fuck you, I know

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<v Speaker 1>where're gonna do Wendy's.

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<v Speaker 17>Nuts going in your mouth? You guys didn't let me talk.

1:55:40.000 --> 1:55:42.680
<v Speaker 1>It says here that you okay, actually this is kind

1:55:42.720 --> 1:55:46.680
<v Speaker 1>of fast, good joke. It says here. It says here

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<v Speaker 1>that you were reported to an organization known as the USPF,

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<v Speaker 1>which is an organization that governs horses, and you still

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<v Speaker 1>have to work closely with the person who reported you. Yes,

1:56:07.080 --> 1:56:11.000
<v Speaker 1>and why were you reported by the horse people?

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<v Speaker 13>So I didn't do anything to the horses.

1:56:17.120 --> 1:56:21.840
<v Speaker 17>It's that the horse sport is a very rich fort,

1:56:22.400 --> 1:56:26.400
<v Speaker 17>like anyone that's good is a billionaire basically, and so

1:56:26.600 --> 1:56:29.760
<v Speaker 17>I can't afford it unless I work for someone. But

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<v Speaker 17>now that I'm over.

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<v Speaker 13>Eighteen, working for someone in.

1:56:33.440 --> 1:56:36.960
<v Speaker 17>Exchange, like working for free in exchange for not being

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<v Speaker 17>billed for.

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<v Speaker 9>Training, is against the rules. Technically I have to be

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<v Speaker 9>a professional.

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<v Speaker 13>So I was reported, but that's not where my main

1:56:45.320 --> 1:56:47.960
<v Speaker 13>issue lies. My main issue lies with the girl that

1:56:48.160 --> 1:56:51.320
<v Speaker 13>reported me. I work very closely with, Like we go

1:56:51.440 --> 1:56:54.560
<v Speaker 13>to horse shows and we lived together for like one

1:56:54.640 --> 1:56:57.120
<v Speaker 13>to two to three weeks at a time in a

1:56:57.520 --> 1:57:03.840
<v Speaker 13>random city in the US. And I'm pretty positive she's

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<v Speaker 13>on the autism spectrum and I've always been the nice

1:57:07.760 --> 1:57:10.320
<v Speaker 13>one to her, but now she's wronged me, and I

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<v Speaker 13>just I don't know how to proceed with her.

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<v Speaker 1>M Do you have any thoughts not on this one?

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<v Speaker 5>No?

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<v Speaker 1>Okay, well I have a little thing, but it feels

1:57:25.440 --> 1:57:32.960
<v Speaker 1>too It feels moralist. But I could say it. You're like,

1:57:33.080 --> 1:57:34.600
<v Speaker 1>all right, so you're the only one that was nice

1:57:34.640 --> 1:57:39.000
<v Speaker 1>to this girl, and now she has reported you when

1:57:39.040 --> 1:57:40.880
<v Speaker 1>you are kind of over here like, hey, I was

1:57:40.960 --> 1:57:43.440
<v Speaker 1>the only one i'd like stuck up for you, and

1:57:43.520 --> 1:57:45.320
<v Speaker 1>everyone's making fun of you, and now you're throwing me

1:57:45.360 --> 1:57:46.200
<v Speaker 1>into the bus like that.

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<v Speaker 9>Is that?

1:57:49.160 --> 1:57:50.320
<v Speaker 1>It's how you're feeling.

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<v Speaker 17>Well because now I have to pay back all the

1:57:53.320 --> 1:57:55.800
<v Speaker 17>prize money I've won, which is a couple thousand dollars.

1:57:57.160 --> 1:57:59.680
<v Speaker 1>Okay, there's a financial thing here.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, I feel like tonight I've been extremely magnanimous with

1:58:11.880 --> 1:58:16.040
<v Speaker 2>my whatever insights I have, that's what a word, whatever

1:58:16.960 --> 1:58:19.800
<v Speaker 2>help I can offer, I've been pretty I think it's

1:58:19.920 --> 1:58:22.320
<v Speaker 2>doing the best I can have. It's been, it's been

1:58:22.520 --> 1:58:26.720
<v Speaker 2>choppy waters. There's been people with real problems. There's been

1:58:27.240 --> 1:58:32.240
<v Speaker 2>there's been I think I hit my wall with her,

1:58:33.760 --> 1:58:36.200
<v Speaker 2>just I don't know why. I don't think your problems

1:58:36.640 --> 1:58:41.800
<v Speaker 2>less less significant somebody else's problem. I just started to

1:58:41.920 --> 1:58:45.040
<v Speaker 2>kind of zone out on that one, and I just

1:58:45.200 --> 1:58:48.440
<v Speaker 2>don't know what I could possibly say because I don't

1:58:48.440 --> 1:58:53.480
<v Speaker 2>know enough. I can't muster up the concern happened, and

1:58:53.520 --> 1:58:59.360
<v Speaker 2>I apologize val this happens to me, and she was

1:58:59.400 --> 1:59:01.360
<v Speaker 2>going to come to my show in London. She's still

1:59:01.400 --> 1:59:03.520
<v Speaker 2>gonna come. She's still gonna come.

1:59:05.760 --> 1:59:08.160
<v Speaker 1>Uh well, actually I don't know she now she has

1:59:08.640 --> 1:59:10.800
<v Speaker 1>now she's in debt, she's probably already spent the prize money.

1:59:11.000 --> 1:59:12.960
<v Speaker 1>This happens to me every stream. I usually Actually the

1:59:12.960 --> 1:59:16.760
<v Speaker 1>way I do my stream is I go until I

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<v Speaker 1>notice that I'm not paying attention.

1:59:18.280 --> 1:59:20.560
<v Speaker 2>To people anymore. I hit that moment.

1:59:20.880 --> 1:59:23.800
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, I think this is the thing that happens, says

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<v Speaker 1>I get.

1:59:24.160 --> 1:59:26.080
<v Speaker 2>I'm like, I don't know horses. It seems like, oh,

1:59:26.080 --> 1:59:31.480
<v Speaker 2>why would you get involved in horses at all? No offense, No,

1:59:32.120 --> 1:59:33.320
<v Speaker 2>definitely want to come to the show.

1:59:36.800 --> 1:59:38.640
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, let them.

1:59:38.560 --> 1:59:41.520
<v Speaker 2>Free, let them turn into wild horses and get on

1:59:41.640 --> 1:59:42.120
<v Speaker 2>with yourself.

1:59:47.040 --> 1:59:49.480
<v Speaker 1>Yeah maybe, Uh this this is an opportunity for you

1:59:49.520 --> 1:59:54.520
<v Speaker 1>to explore new hobbies. Thank you, le well there is

1:59:54.520 --> 1:59:55.720
<v Speaker 1>there anything else? WHENNA say to the people of the

1:59:55.720 --> 2:00:00.280
<v Speaker 1>computer before we go, I love you guys, Love you

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<v Speaker 1>to you man peace.

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<v Speaker 2>See you in London.

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<v Speaker 9>Yeah, see you.

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<v Speaker 1>How are you feeling? I'm good.

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<v Speaker 2>I might have to go soon.

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<v Speaker 1>Sure, what time is it? It's two hours?

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<v Speaker 4>Did it?

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<v Speaker 1>It's good?

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<v Speaker 2>I mean I genuinely love this.

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<v Speaker 1>I could do it.

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<v Speaker 10>Man.

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<v Speaker 2>I hope I'm not. I hope the audience does. I

2:00:21.480 --> 2:00:24.000
<v Speaker 2>have no idea people could be mad for me because

2:00:24.040 --> 2:00:26.240
<v Speaker 2>they truly love you. Well, now that you said that,

2:00:26.440 --> 2:00:28.240
<v Speaker 2>it makes me feel like you know, they don't like it.

2:00:29.200 --> 2:00:32.040
<v Speaker 1>No, no, no, they're stoked about that. Well for I

2:00:32.200 --> 2:00:35.040
<v Speaker 1>was well, no I said that, because you know, no, I.

2:00:35.480 --> 2:00:37.080
<v Speaker 2>Love you and they want you, and I feel I

2:00:37.160 --> 2:00:41.360
<v Speaker 2>hope I haven't been hogging the air. Take another call, Okay,

2:00:41.440 --> 2:00:42.280
<v Speaker 2>then I'll get out of here.

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<v Speaker 1>Okay, let's sty'll do one more.

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<v Speaker 2>Poor children, tell me.

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<v Speaker 1>If anything, tell me if anything, I.

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<v Speaker 2>Can't really read that my eyes are that's the other thing,

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<v Speaker 2>lyle might get all my eyes are going.

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<v Speaker 9>Yeah.

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<v Speaker 2>I had perfect vision my whole life. And as people

2:00:57.400 --> 2:01:01.680
<v Speaker 2>have said, when you hit forty you start to need glasses.

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<v Speaker 2>And it's happening to me.

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<v Speaker 1>Glad, are we going to do contacts? Just like reading?

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<v Speaker 2>I get these like readers at Target. You know, they're

2:01:10.520 --> 2:01:12.800
<v Speaker 2>just cheapies that I can that for reading and for

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<v Speaker 2>like typing on the computer.

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<v Speaker 1>Do you know who mister beast is. I heard about this.

2:01:17.680 --> 2:01:20.480
<v Speaker 1>He just cured a thousand blind people. Yeah, did he

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<v Speaker 1>really though, well he paid someone else to do it, sure,

2:01:24.360 --> 2:01:26.520
<v Speaker 1>like do it? Sure? Yeah? Good for him.

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<v Speaker 2>I don't know is it a controversy.

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<v Speaker 1>What I mean? I think people are like, why do

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<v Speaker 1>you need to pay a billion dollars to get to

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<v Speaker 1>not be sure?

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<v Speaker 2>But yeah, I get that. That's the that's kind of

2:01:41.720 --> 2:01:46.080
<v Speaker 2>the leftist of which I am. One perspective is when

2:01:46.120 --> 2:01:49.360
<v Speaker 2>you when you do these charitable things, it it's a

2:01:49.560 --> 2:01:53.640
<v Speaker 2>it becomes a smoke screen for the larger injustices happening

2:01:53.680 --> 2:01:59.440
<v Speaker 2>in society and these feel good stories of there's always

2:01:59.440 --> 2:02:01.640
<v Speaker 2>these feel good stories that when you look into the

2:02:01.880 --> 2:02:04.520
<v Speaker 2>under the under the hood a little bit, you're like, well,

2:02:04.560 --> 2:02:07.839
<v Speaker 2>this is actually just reminding us how dystopian and horrible.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, we've created.

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<v Speaker 2>What a horrible society We've created Like those things where

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<v Speaker 2>you've contests to win, Like there's one in England where

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<v Speaker 2>it was a contest and the prize was that they

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<v Speaker 2>were going to pay your gas bills or something for.

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<v Speaker 1>The month, and it's sort of like it comes a

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<v Speaker 1>little to stoping. Okay, anyways, I got this. This one's

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<v Speaker 1>uh a career y thing. There's some career advice.

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<v Speaker 2>He's not from New Jersey.

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<v Speaker 1>Is he he's from New Jersey? Do you have a

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<v Speaker 1>thing another?

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<v Speaker 2>No, let's talk to him. I just, I'm I'm just

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<v Speaker 2>I'm at my wits end with these Jersey kids. I

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<v Speaker 2>can't do Jersey.

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<v Speaker 9>What is it?

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<v Speaker 5>Who is it?

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<v Speaker 1>Hello? Hello, Billy?

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<v Speaker 9>Hi?

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<v Speaker 6>What's going on? How's it going?

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<v Speaker 2>What are you in Jersey?

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<v Speaker 10>Now?

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<v Speaker 6>I'm enjoyed whatever the fuck that I'm enjoyed.

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<v Speaker 1>What swept part north south central the.

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<v Speaker 6>Beach ish kind of area like your.

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<v Speaker 1>Like point pleasantness, wild wild wood.

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<v Speaker 6>Around there.

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<v Speaker 2>Sure, Okay, you don't want to talk about where you live.

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<v Speaker 1>I get it. I'm familiar with. It's where all the

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<v Speaker 1>Temple University kids would go on their summer vacation. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>which is so.

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<v Speaker 6>Help you actually want to anyway? Yeah, having some career

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<v Speaker 6>questions right now. I feel bad though, because Tim, if

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<v Speaker 6>you're like tired, you know, and it's kind of like

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<v Speaker 6>heavy topic, I can keep it light something else I

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<v Speaker 6>don't know.

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<v Speaker 1>No, no, good, let me.

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<v Speaker 2>Let's end on a heavy note with.

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<v Speaker 1>Me, please, as dark as you could possibly get.

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<v Speaker 8>All right?

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<v Speaker 6>So, anyway, graduated from school in twenty twenty one and

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<v Speaker 6>then got a job, got fired from that job, went

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<v Speaker 6>to a therapy program to kind of like figure out

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<v Speaker 6>what's going on with my head. And during that time,

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<v Speaker 6>I wrote a sort like a graphic novel. I wrote

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<v Speaker 6>a like you say, it's like a storyboard, but it's

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<v Speaker 6>like a full length book sort of. I don't know

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<v Speaker 6>the proper language to describe it, but it's like I

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<v Speaker 6>wrote an actual novel, write whatever, comic book, but it's

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<v Speaker 6>like two hundred plus pages or whatever. And I'm now

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<v Speaker 6>in twenty twenty three trying to get myself back into

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<v Speaker 6>my actual technical career, which is electrical work. So yeah, yeah,

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<v Speaker 6>I'm trying to get back into that.

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<v Speaker 2>And well, what's the how can we help?

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<v Speaker 6>I don't know, uh, just looking for some advice for

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<v Speaker 6>somebody who's also like trying to uh contact agents, and

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<v Speaker 6>you know what. To be honest with you, I don't

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<v Speaker 6>really think I'm gonna get much help from you guys,

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<v Speaker 6>even though you know you're involved with the industry as

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<v Speaker 6>far as that goes.

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<v Speaker 2>Because you're a you're a pragmatic guy, you're a realist.

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<v Speaker 2>Well are you proud of what you what you wrote?

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<v Speaker 5>Oh?

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<v Speaker 6>Fuck yeah, I mean I wrote a uh means a lot.

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<v Speaker 2>What do you think you think it's great.

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<v Speaker 14>I like it.

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<v Speaker 6>I mean I don't know if it's great.

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<v Speaker 2>I think what's the genre?

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<v Speaker 6>Uh, it's it's literary fiction. And uh it's like, actually,

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<v Speaker 6>I can't even think of the genre because it's hard

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<v Speaker 6>to place it. And that's like one of the first

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<v Speaker 6>things that they say you have to do is figure

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<v Speaker 6>out what genre your uh your book is. But it's

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<v Speaker 6>about a guy guy about a guy who's dealing with depression,

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<v Speaker 6>and it takes place about a year after he graduates

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<v Speaker 6>from school trying to get his book published. He can't

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<v Speaker 6>get it published, and he falls into a depression. And

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<v Speaker 6>it's about like the five months after that year that

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<v Speaker 6>he kind of goes into dealing with figuring out how

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<v Speaker 6>the solved, not really solved, but just kind of maintain

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<v Speaker 6>himself as he's going through life, dealing with his feelings

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<v Speaker 6>of maybe like inadequacy or uh just insecurity about his writing,

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<v Speaker 6>like he's afraid to start writing again because he's not

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<v Speaker 6>sure whether or not whether it'll actually go anywhere.

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<v Speaker 2>Sounds great, I mean, it does, sounds compelling and from

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<v Speaker 2>from your own personal story clearly, Uh, it's from the heart.

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<v Speaker 1>I feel like nowadays, the push to uh get like

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<v Speaker 1>a traditional like whether it's a fucking TV show or

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<v Speaker 1>a book or whatever. The days of mother, may I

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<v Speaker 1>make this and put it out into the universe are

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<v Speaker 1>kind of gone, you know. There's that there's there's so

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<v Speaker 1>many different ways to promote and publish the thing that,

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<v Speaker 1>especially if it's like something you can lack, you don't

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<v Speaker 1>even need I don't know if you need money necessarily

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<v Speaker 1>to like maybe to make physical copies, but you know,

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<v Speaker 1>to produce the work on digital or whatever it is.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, yeah, I don't I know that world of graphic novels.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm sorry I interrupt. I was just gonna say I

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<v Speaker 2>don't know the world of graphic novels at all, so

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<v Speaker 2>I wouldn't even know where to point you. Uh, but

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<v Speaker 2>my sister actually writes young adult novels. Oh cool, And

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<v Speaker 2>she's been doing it for many years. But she started

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<v Speaker 2>just by doing it and and self publishing you can

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<v Speaker 2>publish on Amazon, you know, And she just kept doing

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<v Speaker 2>it and kept doing it and finally started maybe make

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<v Speaker 2>contacts and connected with other people, and now she's like

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<v Speaker 2>really doing it and she does like she writes these

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<v Speaker 2>like romance novels that go up on Amazon. The ebooks

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<v Speaker 2>Kindle and she maybe it's her full time job and

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<v Speaker 2>she pumps them out. So it sounds like you have

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<v Speaker 2>something in you that wants to get out. And I

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<v Speaker 2>would keep doing it and keep exploring. Read all the

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<v Speaker 2>forums and all this how to publish a cell a

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<v Speaker 2>graphic novel? Like, You're right, the information is out there.

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<v Speaker 2>It's very much more doable now than ever before to

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<v Speaker 2>publish your on your own, to just independently distribute or

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<v Speaker 2>you know, find the right people to send it to.

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<v Speaker 2>I think you just need to start digging into that.

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<v Speaker 2>That's what I did.

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<v Speaker 6>That's what I've been sending it out to different literary agents,

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<v Speaker 6>just to like see what they think as far as

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<v Speaker 6>like representing me. And I think the one thing that

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<v Speaker 6>holds me back from self publishing is the fact that

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<v Speaker 6>I'm not an illustrator myself, so I can't actually draw

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<v Speaker 6>these pages that I need to get.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, somebody else, you can hook up with someone who

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<v Speaker 1>does exactly. Yeah, I mean you started, you you sent

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<v Speaker 1>like fucking like tapes around to people and show right.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, but we're not we're talking about him. But yeah,

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<v Speaker 2>can you find somebody that can draw?

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<v Speaker 6>I mean I found an illustrator off of What's upwork

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<v Speaker 6>dot com. Like they do they offer uh A. They

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<v Speaker 6>facilitate an interface between you and like other UH artists

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<v Speaker 6>or graphic designers or anything that you really need to

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<v Speaker 6>get done that has to be done professionally, you can

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<v Speaker 6>get you can find somebody that can help you out

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<v Speaker 6>on that website. And I found somebody, but the problem

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<v Speaker 6>is that it's her work is pretty costly. So I

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<v Speaker 6>started a Kickstarter which ended on January twenty seventh. I

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<v Speaker 6>got like a dollar for it, so that was kind

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<v Speaker 6>of like a you know, like a noga almost. But

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<v Speaker 6>I'm thinking about like starting up again, like after I

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<v Speaker 6>do some smart research as far as like trying to

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<v Speaker 6>get a base and foundation, as far as like a

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<v Speaker 6>following of people that are interested and then you know,

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<v Speaker 6>getting more worried out about it and having people like

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<v Speaker 6>the call screener she was telling me that I could

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<v Speaker 6>I like she was trying to give me a tip

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<v Speaker 6>as far as what I could do, and I can't

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<v Speaker 6>really remember it now because well, well.

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<v Speaker 1>Well, Billy, I think I think you're on the right

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<v Speaker 1>track with this stuff. Man. It seems like you're you're.

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<v Speaker 2>You know, yeah, I bet if you kept pushing at this.

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<v Speaker 2>You could find somebody that you don't have to pay.

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<v Speaker 2>You could just say, hey, you want to be a

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<v Speaker 2>partner on this. You know, there's a lot of talented

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<v Speaker 2>artists out there, and it doesn't cost like drawing is

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<v Speaker 2>aside from pen and paper, you know, there's no costs involved.

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<v Speaker 2>So there might be a young college kid somebody coming

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<v Speaker 2>out of like trying to build their portfolio that would say, hey,

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<v Speaker 2>I'll do the first ten pages of this thing, and

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<v Speaker 2>that's enough to show. You know, if they don't have

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<v Speaker 2>to do the whole book, they could just do the

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<v Speaker 2>first ten pages and then you could send that to

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<v Speaker 2>the agents. And so they get up because these agents

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<v Speaker 2>and these public that most people in this business have

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<v Speaker 2>terrible imaginations. They want everything laid out in front of

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<v Speaker 2>them as exactly as it's going to be, when in reality,

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<v Speaker 2>in the old days, you'd say I got an idea,

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<v Speaker 2>I'm gonna be a boxer and I'm gonna be a loser.

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<v Speaker 2>But then I win, and they go all right, go

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<v Speaker 2>ahead and make that movie. Comes back with Rocky. Right nowadays,

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<v Speaker 2>you try to pitch that you'd have to have the

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<v Speaker 2>poster done, you'd have to have the script done, you know,

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<v Speaker 2>before anybody would touch it. So people are very lacking

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<v Speaker 2>in imagination these days in those positions, so you do

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<v Speaker 2>have to present them with a clear of an idea

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<v Speaker 2>as possible. And yeah, I bet there's some kids out

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<v Speaker 2>there who would do it for nothing or for subway sandwich.

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<v Speaker 1>Mhmm, Billy, is there anything else you want to say

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<v Speaker 1>to the people of the computer before we go?

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<v Speaker 6>No, No, you guys have been great lyle I'm hoping

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<v Speaker 6>to go to your New York show on the nineteenth.

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<v Speaker 6>And uh, you know, Tim, I love your work. I'm

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<v Speaker 6>not like too familiar with everything that you've done as far.

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<v Speaker 2>As your you could have just said you love my work.

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<v Speaker 6>No, I'm super because my girlfriend is like super into

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<v Speaker 6>your work and she she watches off.

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<v Speaker 1>I don't think she watched He's always the boyfriend.

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<v Speaker 6>Checks out yourself.

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<v Speaker 1>So all right, cool, anyway, I have my best Thanks

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<v Speaker 1>for calling, Billy, of course, have a good night. Thanks

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<v Speaker 1>good night.

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<v Speaker 2>I'd imagine a like situation like SEMy meets Robert not

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<v Speaker 2>to compare myself to Robert DeNiro.

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<v Speaker 1>Mister, I love your movies. I haven't seen all of them,

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<v Speaker 1>you understand, Yeah, I mean you can love if someone's movie,

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<v Speaker 1>you see one.

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<v Speaker 2>But you would know would say that through around here.

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<v Speaker 2>They would be like, I love your movies. They wouldn't

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<v Speaker 2>add like I'm not familiar with.

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<v Speaker 1>Well listen, Tim, Tim to me, you're a hero. I've

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<v Speaker 1>seen it all. I fucking love you. I really appreciate

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<v Speaker 1>you caught this is This has been a great, uh,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, fun full circle moment for me because I've

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<v Speaker 1>told you I've been a you know, a huge fan.

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<v Speaker 1>So I was a fucking kid and so I really

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<v Speaker 1>appreciate you coming.

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<v Speaker 2>No, I love what you're doing here. And uh, it's

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<v Speaker 2>fun to talk. It's fun to get I love I

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<v Speaker 2>got the gift I got. You got to get the

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<v Speaker 2>gat gift to get.

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<v Speaker 1>No, but it is fun.

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<v Speaker 2>It's easy and fun. And if you ever want me

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<v Speaker 2>to come back, I will not be Uh. I will

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<v Speaker 2>not be offended if you don't want me back, but

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<v Speaker 2>come back at whenever you want. Well, I know you've

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<v Speaker 2>got a great audience out there. This is your baby,

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<v Speaker 2>and congratulations, thanks Tim and the people they did they

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<v Speaker 2>love you, and congratulations. Let's hear it for Let's hear

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<v Speaker 2>it for you people at Homer clapping.

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<v Speaker 1>I believe that, then then go pee and yeah leave

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<v Speaker 1>is you're gonna keep talking? Is there?

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<v Speaker 4>Well?

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<v Speaker 1>Is there any you you want to do your plugs

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<v Speaker 1>again or anything else you want to say to the people?

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<v Speaker 2>Oh? Well, just yes, I mean I'm touring. If do

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<v Speaker 2>you have a European audience?

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, yeah we have. We have some people in Europe

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<v Speaker 1>and in the UK. Please go see this man in

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<v Speaker 1>the UK. If you haven't, by the way, go check

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<v Speaker 1>out an Evening with Tim Highdecker on YouTube for a

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<v Speaker 1>little bit of a taste of what you beginning.

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<v Speaker 2>It's all there on Cinema. Is the other show I

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<v Speaker 2>do that is Uh, we're all self funded. We didn't

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<v Speaker 2>really talk about this, but not self funded. It's subscriber funded.

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<v Speaker 2>The High Network, the High Network. Yeah, if you've seen

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<v Speaker 2>on cinema most people a lot of people have, but

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<v Speaker 2>it's this thing that get it's so big and so

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<v Speaker 2>it's like.

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<v Speaker 1>The Marvel Universe.

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<v Speaker 2>You know, there's so many components to it, but you've

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<v Speaker 2>seen things because everything gets clipped out and posted the trial.

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<v Speaker 2>We did the Decker on the Trial and on Cinema,

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<v Speaker 2>but it all lives now on the High Network. It's

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<v Speaker 2>High Network. Do TV and it's five bucks a month.

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<v Speaker 2>And that's how we fund this. It's a you know,

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<v Speaker 2>it's how we fund making the shows. Now it's going

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<v Speaker 2>very well, but we can always use more. And then yeah,

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<v Speaker 2>I'm heading to the UK in March to do my

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<v Speaker 2>two TIMS show, which is stand up and then my

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<v Speaker 2>band and that's gonna be over at Tim Heidecker dot com.

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<v Speaker 2>Slash Live London's already sold out. Oh and uh, I

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<v Speaker 2>think Galway's sold out. A few places have sold out,

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<v Speaker 2>but there are tickets available in other parts of the

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<v Speaker 2>beautiful Island, the British Isles.

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<v Speaker 1>And uh, that's it. I'm gonna head back to Glendale. Folks,

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<v Speaker 1>give this man your support. I will go on a whim.

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<v Speaker 1>I will say this. I don't know if there would

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<v Speaker 1>be a Therapy Gecko without a Tim Hideker. This man

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<v Speaker 1>is an inspiration to me. He's an inspiration to all

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<v Speaker 1>the folks out here doing fun, weird stuff on the computer.

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<v Speaker 1>So please go check out the High Network, Go subscribe,

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<v Speaker 1>Go see this man live. E I h E I

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<v Speaker 1>go everything he's ever, lots of things you've done on

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<v Speaker 1>HBO Max, go check it all out.

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<v Speaker 2>How did I take this out?

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<v Speaker 1>This is a this is a I broke You're fine.

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<v Speaker 1>You're fine, Tim Heideck.

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<v Speaker 2>All right, bye, everybody. It was the was a lot

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<v Speaker 2>of fun.

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<v Speaker 1>Never be Ken goes on the line taking of his

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<v Speaker 1>own calls every night.

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<v Speaker 2>Never be Ken goes doing his eye.

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<v Speaker 1>He's teaching you loud in the lid of your life.

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<v Speaker 1>Money's not really an expert.