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Speaker 1: Hello, gorgeous, Welcome to an episode, another episode Give Them

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Speaker 1: La La Podcast. We are going to talk today about

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Speaker 1: your guys. Is well, I think to your guys is

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Speaker 1: it's certainly one of my most favorite topics.

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Speaker 2: It's one of mine too, Bend Those are the rules?

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Speaker 2: What is that from?

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Speaker 1: I don't know, another movie quote. I'm obsessed? Are the rules?

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Speaker 2: Those are the rules.

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Speaker 1: So this is going to be another episode. I'm just

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Speaker 1: letting you guys know because you guys are used to

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Speaker 1: a certain uh, what's it called routine. We'll call it

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Speaker 1: the virgo and me loves a routine and we've been

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Speaker 1: sticking to it for the past however long when we

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Speaker 1: do our Wednesday episodes. But if you haven't noticed, I'm

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Speaker 1: ready to pop. She sure is, so I just want

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Speaker 1: to like, we're stacking the episode. So today I've asked

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Speaker 1: you guys again what vander pump Rule's moments you guys liked.

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Speaker 1: We're confused by what's stuck with you? Where You're like,

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Speaker 1: I don't really know if I understand. I'd like her

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Speaker 1: to venture into that a little more. Easton has a

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Speaker 1: question which was wild. He was too because he doesn't

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Speaker 1: watch the show. So there are now times that he

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Speaker 1: because he's like now in the zone of the world, right,

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Speaker 1: So he walked in, He's like, I got a couple

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Speaker 1: questions for you today on the podcast about how you acted,

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Speaker 1: and I was like, great, lovely, I love this. And

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Speaker 1: then he brought up the seasons and I was like, oh,

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Speaker 1: drinking Lauren even lovelier.

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Speaker 2: Oh my god, this is great.

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Speaker 3: Yeah, and just ask people to the Also what they

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Speaker 3: wanted you to dive more into law?

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Speaker 4: Okay, well but let's ask let's start with them, and

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Speaker 4: then I'll I'll ask I know this season that they

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Speaker 4: bring up.

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Speaker 1: So.

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Speaker 2: Were you on this season? I think you were law?

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Speaker 3: Okay, but it sounds like all they put was Kristin

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Speaker 3: and Jack sleeping together.

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Speaker 1: Okay, isn't that so wild? What that they hooked up

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Speaker 1: and she and he was fully with Stassy at the time? Okay?

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Speaker 2: Is that was that the catalyst for the slap from Saucy?

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Speaker 1: Yes? Were you?

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Speaker 2: I was not on that season, but you watched.

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Speaker 1: I watched there. That's when that's like a super iconic scene. Yes,

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Speaker 1: they both Kristin and Jack's were adamant that nothing had

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Speaker 2: I watched.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, but if you know Jack's at all at some point,

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Speaker 1: like we all know that, I think I will label

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Speaker 1: him as a liar. Okay, I label him as a liar.

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Speaker 2: Okay.

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Speaker 1: I do think there are times where he breaks and it's.

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Speaker 2: Like, why didn't you just like start with all of this.

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Speaker 1: It's like, why do you have such conviction with the

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Speaker 1: lie to suddenly you're like, I'm just gonna tell you

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Speaker 1: the whole truth, nothing but the truth.

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Speaker 4: So help me God.

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Speaker 1: So Kristin was going to die on the hill of

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Speaker 1: nothing ever happened. And remember she was with Sandoval, who

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Speaker 1: that they got themselves into. Shout out Jada, and I

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Speaker 1: always say, people who get comfortable with each other and

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Speaker 1: have a really tight bond and a really tight friendship,

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Speaker 1: the moment you add alcohol, it becomes easy to get

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Speaker 1: naked with them and insert things where they shouldn't and

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Speaker 1: don't belong. Okay, happen with me and James, happened with Kristin,

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Speaker 1: Dody and Jacks, happened with Rachel and Sandoval. It just happens, okay.

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Speaker 1: And I do believe that the alcohol is the catalyst

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Speaker 1: to the dick catapulting into the vagina, catapulting really just catapulting.

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Speaker 1: So I wasn't around, but it was weird that like

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Speaker 1: still happening. We not we y'all should look into this behavior.

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Speaker 1: Y'all should look into this behavior, you know, and kind

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Speaker 1: of go, what's not working? Because you know, the definition

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Speaker 1: and over and over again and expect a different result.

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Speaker 1: So let's not get super close as homies where it's

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Speaker 3: Yeah, unless you know, unless you're all friends and you know,

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Speaker 3: like we're all gonna hook up, that's just what it's gonna.

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Speaker 2: Be, then do your thing. But if not and there's secrecy,

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Speaker 1: I just think anytime if you're about to do something

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Speaker 1: I this is something that I hope stays private, I

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Speaker 3: So then with Kristen and Jack's I remember watching that

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Speaker 3: and Kristin being like, we didn't we didn't?

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Speaker 2: Were you? Did you? Is this kind of a differce season?

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Speaker 1: Was this?

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Speaker 2: This was? I believe? Wasn't this two?

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Speaker 1: If it was two, I didn't come on until four.

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Speaker 3: No, I know, but when you watched it, this was

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Speaker 3: years down the road, right, you had already known everyone.

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Speaker 1: I actually watched the episode during the pandemic.

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Speaker 2: Okay, and I remember you, but I'd like you to

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Speaker 2: repeat it.

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Speaker 3: I remember you saying I don't know if it was

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Speaker 3: just to me, but you said, like you watch it

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Speaker 3: and you were like, oh, this is iconic. Did you

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Speaker 3: like feel that way watching like the first couple seasons

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Speaker 3: or no, like this is an amazing show.

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Speaker 1: Like when without me on it? Yes, when I went

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Speaker 1: back and watched it, I then understood why people were

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Speaker 1: so obsessed, what hooked everybody, and honestly felt in that

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Speaker 1: moment two things, Holy fuck, how did I end up

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Speaker 1: And then oh my god, I feel really really fucking

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Speaker 1: dope that I ended up here. You know, because you

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Speaker 1: watch those moments and I say to people who are

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Speaker 1: new to reality television, like for example, whoever joined the Valley.

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Speaker 1: These people have been my friends for a really long time.

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Speaker 1: I've known them before the Valley ever came to Fruition.

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Speaker 1: But I try to remind them there are gonna be

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Speaker 1: times those moments give it some time turn into iconic moments.

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Speaker 1: So just try not to like get married to the

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Speaker 1: way that you acted. Also try not to like refine

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Speaker 1: they're like I decided, like, if we're filming, I'm not

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Speaker 1: And it's like, oh, I kind of want to be entertained,

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Speaker 1: So could you like maybe have a drink? Unlass, you're

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Speaker 1: a sober right, But I'm like, you don't have a

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Speaker 1: these people who are unhinged when they drink, and it's like, okay,

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Speaker 2: Yeah, I'm sober.

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Speaker 1: I'm interesting as books.

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Speaker 2: Still very true, very true.

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Speaker 1: Okay, can I tell you though you since season seven,

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Speaker 1: after Dad had passed away, I did tell myself, I'm

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Speaker 1: unhinged and emotional from his passing. I'm not going to drink.

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Speaker 1: I'm only going to smoke weed. And we went to

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Speaker 1: Solvank and it was my trip and production kept saying okay,

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Speaker 1: because it wasn't very far and production Jenna, oh boy,

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Speaker 1: Jenna Long, not Jenna Willis Long, you know what I'm

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Speaker 1: talking about. Producer Jenna. She's she doesn't work for the

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Speaker 1: She's like, low, you gotta tell everybody, like where we're going,

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Speaker 1: And so Arian is like, so we're insulting, and you're

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Speaker 4: Is a fucking kite I dream about.

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Speaker 5: Getting Yeah, And finally I was like, yo, I cannot

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Speaker 2: You I can't. That's when you added the alcohol back in.

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Speaker 1: Mm hm. I actually chose one and up.

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Speaker 2: Yes I or both.

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Speaker 3: I love that you talked about this because I went

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Speaker 3: to the question that we had about They obviously just

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Speaker 1: Oh my god, that was torture.

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Speaker 3: So that was the I remember that scene you're crying sobbing.

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Speaker 3: Did you know going into that where you like, this

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Speaker 1: Well? I was struggling obviously that entire time that we

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Speaker 1: So when production, because I was kind of purging onto

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Speaker 1: there were certain things the song fast Car by Tacy Chapman, Yes,

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Speaker 4: My dad, And subconsciously you could have listened to it

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Speaker 1: That totally could be it. And then I was watching

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Speaker 1: We have to be in sync. There was something very

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Speaker 1: power at that point. I'm like, there is no God.

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Speaker 1: There's really shitty people in the world, and like why

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Speaker 1: my dad Stossy is great at just listening, which doesn't

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Speaker 1: say much back to you. And I'm not saying that

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Speaker 1: feel for me and that scene. What's interesting about that

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Speaker 1: scene is the guy who edited the replay of season

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Speaker 1: ten where I talk about the one that was nominated

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Speaker 1: for an Emmy. This brings me to one logical conclusion.

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Speaker 1: They're hooking up. The same editor of that episode edited

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Speaker 1: the scene of me and Stossy, me talking about my

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Speaker 2: When you watch that, do you feel the feeling can't

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Speaker 3: All the freaking credit for you guys to do reality

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Speaker 2: My dad died.

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Speaker 3: You can handle grief any way you want, and that's

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Speaker 3: It's so great to see people handle grief with grace.

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Speaker 3: But this was great though. I love I love the

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Speaker 3: that tangent. I think it's very important. Okay, something maybe

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Speaker 3: not happy, maybe happy, but lighter. Season ten reunion we're

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Speaker 3: jumping there. This is from SHAWNA. Was there any moments

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Speaker 1: So?

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Speaker 2: Season ten reunion?

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Speaker 3: Is you like that's red dress you? Or is that

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Speaker 3: most recent? Why am I blanking?

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Speaker 2: Is that?

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Speaker 1: Is that the one where you stood You stood up

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Speaker 1: and you're thinking of Arion in the that's Arion in

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Speaker 2: Oh due? Yes?

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Speaker 1: Okay?

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Speaker 2: Season ten is finger guns?

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Speaker 4: Is that the way you got up and did the

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Speaker 4: spin and you were like, I I have it? No,

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Speaker 4: you were by James, but you got up out of

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Speaker 1: Did you not?

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Speaker 4: Wasn't that in a yeah? Like in your dress? You

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Speaker 2: No, this is recent? Is that recent?

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Speaker 1: No?

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Speaker 2: Season ten is like she sand twirl please.

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Speaker 1: Version of me?

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Speaker 2: This is the like.

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Speaker 3: Bitching her and James were like MVPs like yelling at Sandaval,

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Speaker 3: yelling at Rachel.

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00:23:16,680 --> 00:23:17,560
Speaker 2: Maybe I don't know.

440
00:23:18,640 --> 00:23:23,040
Speaker 3: Yes, okay, was there anything that that didn't air that

441
00:23:23,119 --> 00:23:23,720
Speaker 3: you wish had?

442
00:23:23,840 --> 00:23:24,119
Speaker 2: You know what?

443
00:23:24,160 --> 00:23:27,200
Speaker 1: I really love that they're doing now is Peacock has

444
00:23:27,240 --> 00:23:33,199
Speaker 1: the extended version? Okay, so no, they actually kept everything

445
00:23:33,320 --> 00:23:38,280
Speaker 1: that I thought was worthy of showing. Okay, okay, they

446
00:23:38,359 --> 00:23:41,040
Speaker 1: showed like the the episode on Bravo and then the

447
00:23:41,080 --> 00:23:43,679
Speaker 1: next day the extended version airs on Peacock. And I

448
00:23:43,720 --> 00:23:46,600
Speaker 1: love that they're doing that because it gives you, like

449
00:23:47,440 --> 00:23:49,600
Speaker 1: they put in like the really petty moments that are

450
00:23:49,640 --> 00:23:53,280
Speaker 1: like so stupid but like funny or whatever that I

451
00:23:53,359 --> 00:23:55,840
Speaker 1: think kind of make the reunion.

452
00:23:55,960 --> 00:23:59,560
Speaker 3: Yeah, I love that. Okay, this is funny. You've talked

453
00:23:59,560 --> 00:24:01,360
Speaker 3: about this, but I've seen a few of these.

454
00:24:01,359 --> 00:24:02,080
Speaker 2: I'm gonna read it.

455
00:24:02,400 --> 00:24:07,560
Speaker 3: Kristen's speech at Katie and Schwartz's engagement party, and you interrupted,

456
00:24:07,840 --> 00:24:09,879
Speaker 3: how did this come about? Were you drunk? Did you

457
00:24:09,960 --> 00:24:12,000
Speaker 3: not want to be there? Were you forced to be there?

458
00:24:12,040 --> 00:24:14,159
Speaker 3: And you're just like, I'm fucking over it? Did you

459
00:24:14,200 --> 00:24:15,120
Speaker 3: want camera time?

460
00:24:15,200 --> 00:24:15,280
Speaker 1: Like?

461
00:24:15,320 --> 00:24:15,879
Speaker 2: What was it?

462
00:24:17,240 --> 00:24:19,560
Speaker 1: I wish that I could be like I was coherent

463
00:24:19,640 --> 00:24:23,199
Speaker 1: enough to just want camera right right right? No, I

464
00:24:23,400 --> 00:24:26,920
Speaker 1: was this is can you wrap this up? I was wasted?

465
00:24:27,240 --> 00:24:27,680
Speaker 2: Okay?

466
00:24:28,040 --> 00:24:30,560
Speaker 3: And did you not like I'm trying to bring myself there?

467
00:24:31,040 --> 00:24:32,520
Speaker 3: She wasn't making sense.

468
00:24:33,080 --> 00:24:36,840
Speaker 1: And by the way, the people I was around were

469
00:24:36,880 --> 00:24:39,880
Speaker 1: also wondering what the fuck was going on. So I'm

470
00:24:39,920 --> 00:24:44,240
Speaker 1: sitting here listening and I'm wasted, and I'm like, I'm

471
00:24:44,280 --> 00:24:47,000
Speaker 1: not the only person that doesn't know what they're talking about.

472
00:24:47,000 --> 00:24:49,760
Speaker 1: Their tangenting and people around me were like, what the

473
00:24:49,840 --> 00:24:52,439
Speaker 1: fuck are yeah? Right, So that's when I was like,

474
00:24:52,520 --> 00:24:54,720
Speaker 1: we're trying to have fun. Can you wrap it up?

475
00:24:55,320 --> 00:24:57,680
Speaker 1: The fuck are you talking about? Yeah?

476
00:24:58,840 --> 00:25:00,800
Speaker 2: And you weren't getting along with there the time, right.

477
00:25:01,000 --> 00:25:05,600
Speaker 1: No, But that was Katie and Chores's engagement party with

478
00:25:05,640 --> 00:25:06,719
Speaker 1: people that had flown in.

479
00:25:07,040 --> 00:25:09,479
Speaker 2: I know you had hoops on, right.

480
00:25:09,600 --> 00:25:11,240
Speaker 1: I'm gonna be honest, I don't know why she would

481
00:25:11,240 --> 00:25:13,399
Speaker 1: ever want to be my friend or ever forgive me

482
00:25:13,480 --> 00:25:15,199
Speaker 1: for that, Kristen or.

483
00:25:15,280 --> 00:25:19,440
Speaker 2: Ka Katy, you stand up, let me see, let me say,

484
00:25:19,480 --> 00:25:23,480
Speaker 2: but I don't. She stands up with the finger guns right.

485
00:25:23,600 --> 00:25:27,919
Speaker 4: Now, goes look at you, and she gets up and

486
00:25:27,920 --> 00:25:29,080
Speaker 4: she goes, yeah, look at me.

487
00:25:29,680 --> 00:25:33,480
Speaker 2: Who is yelling no? Like? Is it James?

488
00:25:35,640 --> 00:25:37,600
Speaker 1: I don't know, but that's what I didn't say.

489
00:25:37,600 --> 00:25:38,280
Speaker 4: I don't know if you like.

490
00:25:38,800 --> 00:25:45,040
Speaker 1: I didn't not like because I'm I've been taken over.

491
00:25:45,840 --> 00:25:47,960
Speaker 2: But I did remember, yes, stood.

492
00:25:47,680 --> 00:25:50,960
Speaker 1: Up yeah you did. Okay, Okay, so then so no,

493
00:25:51,080 --> 00:25:53,840
Speaker 1: you're good. Yes, I did stand up. And I actually

494
00:25:53,880 --> 00:25:56,680
Speaker 1: think that that was in the extended version that you're

495
00:25:56,720 --> 00:26:01,400
Speaker 1: talking about. What did you expect? What did you eat?

496
00:26:02,840 --> 00:26:03,160
Speaker 2: I did?

497
00:26:03,280 --> 00:26:05,000
Speaker 4: The only reason why I remember that is because I

498
00:26:05,040 --> 00:26:05,440
Speaker 4: loved it.

499
00:26:06,200 --> 00:26:08,840
Speaker 1: No, but he had been short. Sanaba had been like

500
00:26:08,920 --> 00:26:13,160
Speaker 1: so self righteous with me for years. Okay, like and

501
00:26:13,200 --> 00:26:15,840
Speaker 1: now I find out you've done this. Oh I'm about

502
00:26:15,880 --> 00:26:19,720
Speaker 1: to eat you alive. I'm going okay like that whole

503
00:26:20,720 --> 00:26:23,840
Speaker 1: Raquel had just like at the dinner table, told me

504
00:26:23,960 --> 00:26:27,479
Speaker 1: I'm a mistress and you guys are both gonna show up.

505
00:26:27,520 --> 00:26:31,639
Speaker 1: I'm fucking you up. Yeah, now I'm calm. Sort of.

506
00:26:33,520 --> 00:26:35,960
Speaker 4: Other question, when you go into a reunion or anything

507
00:26:36,000 --> 00:26:38,760
Speaker 4: like that, do you prep or do other people prep for?

508
00:26:38,880 --> 00:26:41,399
Speaker 1: Like any I don't know what anyone else does.

509
00:26:42,280 --> 00:26:44,359
Speaker 3: Actually made a great point. She's like, when you go

510
00:26:44,480 --> 00:26:46,280
Speaker 3: in and prep, it doesn't it doesn't go up.

511
00:26:46,359 --> 00:26:47,040
Speaker 4: Well, what's her name?

512
00:26:47,080 --> 00:26:47,359
Speaker 2: Did it?

513
00:26:47,480 --> 00:26:47,880
Speaker 1: Remember?

514
00:26:48,480 --> 00:26:52,320
Speaker 4: She was on Salt Lake she's not on it anymore? Yeah, yeah,

515
00:26:54,359 --> 00:26:56,600
Speaker 4: even what's her name? Did who came back on Orange

516
00:26:56,640 --> 00:26:59,600
Speaker 4: County or Beverly Hills? And she was like, I did

517
00:26:59,600 --> 00:27:02,520
Speaker 4: bring a couple of notepads, so I don't miss anything.

518
00:27:02,800 --> 00:27:06,239
Speaker 4: Oh yeah, So that's what I was saying, if not

519
00:27:06,320 --> 00:27:08,879
Speaker 4: only you, but do other people prep that way? Because

520
00:27:08,880 --> 00:27:11,399
Speaker 4: it is crazy to like see you guys go in

521
00:27:11,440 --> 00:27:15,800
Speaker 4: and then you guys remembering every single thing from that

522
00:27:15,840 --> 00:27:18,280
Speaker 4: whole season, because I'd be like, I don't remember. Yeah,

523
00:27:18,320 --> 00:27:21,200
Speaker 4: so that's where how do you guys even like, how

524
00:27:21,200 --> 00:27:23,800
Speaker 4: would you prep? Do you watch the whole season before

525
00:27:23,840 --> 00:27:24,199
Speaker 4: you do it?

526
00:27:25,080 --> 00:27:30,080
Speaker 1: Season eleven was the first reunion I went into that

527
00:27:30,160 --> 00:27:30,879
Speaker 1: I hadn't.

528
00:27:30,680 --> 00:27:33,320
Speaker 2: Watched because you're supposed to write.

529
00:27:33,520 --> 00:27:35,600
Speaker 1: I think you should, so you know what's being said

530
00:27:35,600 --> 00:27:36,440
Speaker 1: behind your back?

531
00:27:39,880 --> 00:27:40,400
Speaker 2: Just a good one.

532
00:27:40,400 --> 00:27:41,400
Speaker 1: I've seen this a couple of times.

533
00:27:42,080 --> 00:27:46,280
Speaker 3: Looking back on Mexico? Do you see the signs with

534
00:27:46,359 --> 00:27:50,080
Speaker 3: Tom and Rachel more clearly when you were there? Were

535
00:27:50,080 --> 00:27:52,159
Speaker 3: you like something's going on? Or were you just like,

536
00:27:52,160 --> 00:27:55,439
Speaker 3: I don't even give a hack about these two, Like

537
00:27:55,840 --> 00:27:56,440
Speaker 3: do do you go?

538
00:27:56,960 --> 00:27:57,320
Speaker 2: Yeah?

539
00:27:57,960 --> 00:27:58,960
Speaker 4: Yeah? When you were in Mexico?

540
00:27:59,000 --> 00:28:02,280
Speaker 1: Were yeah, they're fucking I'm trying to remember when I

541
00:28:02,440 --> 00:28:07,400
Speaker 1: started thinking their relationship was weird. I have to say

542
00:28:08,920 --> 00:28:11,760
Speaker 1: I thought that they were getting a little too close,

543
00:28:12,040 --> 00:28:16,280
Speaker 1: and I thought that just the entire time we were filming.

544
00:28:16,320 --> 00:28:19,359
Speaker 1: It was like the way that he defended her, it

545
00:28:19,480 --> 00:28:21,679
Speaker 1: was like I didn't think they were fucking, but I

546
00:28:21,720 --> 00:28:25,520
Speaker 1: was like, what are you fucking her? She paying you?

547
00:28:25,840 --> 00:28:28,760
Speaker 1: Like what the Mexico. No, I'm sinking at the beginning

548
00:28:28,800 --> 00:28:31,480
Speaker 1: of just like, I just thought it was weird that

549
00:28:31,560 --> 00:28:34,960
Speaker 1: she was always such a fixture, and whether Ariana was

550
00:28:35,000 --> 00:28:37,560
Speaker 1: around or not, it was like weird to me.

551
00:28:38,200 --> 00:28:41,960
Speaker 3: Yeah, And remember the Mexico was Schwartz. That was like, oh,

552
00:28:42,000 --> 00:28:44,320
Speaker 3: are they gonna kiss? Are they gonna it was Rachel

553
00:28:44,400 --> 00:28:47,520
Speaker 3: and Schwartz. When I was watching the show, I was like, yeah,

554
00:28:47,560 --> 00:28:50,160
Speaker 3: I could see if I hadn't known about Sandoval ike.

555
00:28:50,440 --> 00:28:53,920
Speaker 1: Yeah, I when I really kind of put it together

556
00:28:53,960 --> 00:28:56,640
Speaker 1: and I was like, I'm actually saying something now like

557
00:28:56,680 --> 00:28:59,120
Speaker 1: I had I had this weird like y'all are close.

558
00:29:00,880 --> 00:29:03,800
Speaker 1: But it was after the Labor Day party where I

559
00:29:03,920 --> 00:29:07,480
Speaker 1: talked about how I went to the barbecue Arianna's grandma

560
00:29:07,600 --> 00:29:10,080
Speaker 1: had died and then Tom Sandoval stayed and I was

561
00:29:10,120 --> 00:29:12,360
Speaker 1: like it was with Raquel the whole time. That's when

562
00:29:12,400 --> 00:29:15,160
Speaker 1: I was like, I'm saying something, something is not right.

563
00:29:15,520 --> 00:29:18,440
Speaker 1: But in Mexico, I believe that was in August and

564
00:29:18,480 --> 00:29:20,840
Speaker 1: you have to remember I didn't see them together. I

565
00:29:20,960 --> 00:29:22,600
Speaker 1: was kind of on the fringe. I was hanging out

566
00:29:22,640 --> 00:29:25,960
Speaker 1: with Katie and Christina. I didn't see what Santaval and

567
00:29:26,800 --> 00:29:29,000
Speaker 1: Rachel were like together.

568
00:29:29,640 --> 00:29:32,680
Speaker 2: Yeah, okay, So when I watch it and.

569
00:29:32,600 --> 00:29:38,480
Speaker 1: He's like rock cut, and I'm like, you guys probably

570
00:29:38,480 --> 00:29:40,200
Speaker 1: fucked on and I think they they did.

571
00:29:40,760 --> 00:29:43,080
Speaker 3: They did that like came out somehow. I don't know

572
00:29:43,120 --> 00:29:46,080
Speaker 3: if it was anyway wild Okay, I.

573
00:29:46,120 --> 00:29:53,240
Speaker 4: Have one yes season four, oh my first season episode ten?

574
00:29:54,120 --> 00:29:56,160
Speaker 2: Huh wow, Okay.

575
00:29:55,960 --> 00:29:58,360
Speaker 4: Cay, remind me you were I want to say it

576
00:29:58,440 --> 00:30:03,840
Speaker 4: was dinner you Kristen and Jack?

577
00:30:04,080 --> 00:30:06,440
Speaker 2: Yeah, yeah, what was going through?

578
00:30:06,800 --> 00:30:09,400
Speaker 1: What alcohol was? Wait?

579
00:30:09,520 --> 00:30:11,440
Speaker 2: Reminded me was there something Saturday?

580
00:30:11,560 --> 00:30:13,640
Speaker 4: She was like giving him hugs. Jack.

581
00:30:14,200 --> 00:30:17,680
Speaker 1: We've talked about this. We've talked this episode.

582
00:30:17,720 --> 00:30:18,400
Speaker 2: Okay, okay.

583
00:30:18,440 --> 00:30:21,280
Speaker 1: This is the scene where everyone thinks I was petting

584
00:30:21,320 --> 00:30:23,880
Speaker 1: his penis genus under the table, but I wasn't.

585
00:30:24,080 --> 00:30:24,760
Speaker 2: What were you doing?

586
00:30:25,080 --> 00:30:27,560
Speaker 1: I was. I had my hand on his leg okay, okay,

587
00:30:27,600 --> 00:30:31,040
Speaker 1: and I was wasted. We know I saw you and

588
00:30:31,080 --> 00:30:34,840
Speaker 1: that's the same exact night that my I think they

589
00:30:34,920 --> 00:30:37,480
Speaker 1: showed me and Jack's leaving together. But my ex picks

590
00:30:37,480 --> 00:30:40,560
Speaker 1: me up, and that's the night that I on the

591
00:30:40,600 --> 00:30:41,840
Speaker 1: car sex.

592
00:30:42,360 --> 00:30:44,680
Speaker 2: While he drove stop it.

593
00:30:44,720 --> 00:30:48,320
Speaker 4: I just couldn't be over over over.

594
00:30:49,840 --> 00:30:53,840
Speaker 1: Remember I remember my way cute heels at this bar.

595
00:30:54,040 --> 00:30:57,600
Speaker 1: The slats of the wood were like two when my

596
00:30:57,680 --> 00:31:02,200
Speaker 1: heels kept getting stuck, and I was like or you know,

597
00:31:02,720 --> 00:31:04,920
Speaker 1: and I was a little bit drunk, so I couldn't

598
00:31:04,960 --> 00:31:07,360
Speaker 1: exactly maneuver around them.

599
00:31:07,920 --> 00:31:11,240
Speaker 4: Yeah, alcohol, But were you trying to also make any

600
00:31:11,360 --> 00:31:15,200
Speaker 4: like Kristin jealous or if anybody like season.

601
00:31:14,920 --> 00:31:17,800
Speaker 1: Four I was so fucking cool. I was like, I

602
00:31:17,840 --> 00:31:19,920
Speaker 1: had very few words to say.

603
00:31:20,560 --> 00:31:20,760
Speaker 2: M M.

604
00:31:21,840 --> 00:31:25,320
Speaker 1: Season four, can I tell you with my shitsue hair

605
00:31:25,440 --> 00:31:31,400
Speaker 1: finale where I'm like, where Chris or Stocy I pushed Kristin,

606
00:31:31,800 --> 00:31:35,000
Speaker 1: Stossy and Katie are trying to like get through to me,

607
00:31:35,160 --> 00:31:37,120
Speaker 1: And I'm like, if you want to be my friend,

608
00:31:37,120 --> 00:31:38,320
Speaker 1: you can be my friend. If you don't want to

609
00:31:38,360 --> 00:31:39,720
Speaker 1: be my friend, you can fucking blow me.

610
00:31:42,080 --> 00:31:44,520
Speaker 2: It's so weird, like who are you?

611
00:31:45,280 --> 00:31:47,800
Speaker 3: It's so wild that season four is your first season

612
00:31:47,840 --> 00:31:49,920
Speaker 3: and that's like your coolest because that would to me

613
00:31:49,960 --> 00:31:51,959
Speaker 3: would be like the pick Me Girls season, the like

614
00:31:52,000 --> 00:31:53,800
Speaker 3: you're trying to get all the lines set in the

615
00:31:54,040 --> 00:31:55,880
Speaker 3: but you weren't. I've seen a lot of that on

616
00:31:55,960 --> 00:31:56,640
Speaker 3: reality TV.

617
00:31:56,880 --> 00:31:58,120
Speaker 1: Yeah, it's not like you're trying.

618
00:31:58,600 --> 00:31:59,400
Speaker 2: You were trying.

619
00:31:59,560 --> 00:32:01,080
Speaker 1: You're just even know how to try.

620
00:32:01,320 --> 00:32:04,160
Speaker 2: I was in a foreign territory, right.

621
00:32:04,440 --> 00:32:07,120
Speaker 1: They're telling me that we're gonna we're gonna have you

622
00:32:07,200 --> 00:32:09,280
Speaker 1: meet with this person, we're gonna film it, and you're

623
00:32:09,320 --> 00:32:12,080
Speaker 1: gonna go to Hawaii, and I'm like, go to Hawaii. Hell, yeah,

624
00:32:12,160 --> 00:32:18,040
Speaker 1: my mom, I was in such unchartered waters.

625
00:32:18,320 --> 00:32:21,320
Speaker 4: Yeah, we can tell by the liquor intake Kristin or

626
00:32:21,960 --> 00:32:23,760
Speaker 4: I can't. I don't know who said it, but she goes,

627
00:32:23,840 --> 00:32:27,000
Speaker 4: is it bottomless tequila or something? Because you're just like

628
00:32:27,040 --> 00:32:29,560
Speaker 4: another shot when we're shot, and just keeps bringing him

629
00:32:29,560 --> 00:32:30,920
Speaker 4: the wretch that.

630
00:32:30,840 --> 00:32:33,280
Speaker 2: She's commenting on us, that's wretch.

631
00:32:34,320 --> 00:32:39,000
Speaker 1: Oh my god. Anyone on the show and anyone's drinking

632
00:32:39,040 --> 00:32:41,240
Speaker 1: at that point in time is laughable.

633
00:32:42,520 --> 00:32:46,880
Speaker 2: Oh, that's so funny.

634
00:32:47,160 --> 00:32:49,160
Speaker 1: There's a scene, can I tell you?

635
00:32:49,280 --> 00:32:49,560
Speaker 2: Yes?

636
00:32:49,840 --> 00:32:53,000
Speaker 1: In Mexico, there's this season six when I was finally

637
00:32:53,040 --> 00:32:57,480
Speaker 1: accepted by the took you two seasons and I it

638
00:32:57,520 --> 00:33:03,080
Speaker 1: took me a while, and we're at dinner and they

639
00:33:03,120 --> 00:33:05,719
Speaker 1: did not show this. You guys, there's a dinner where

640
00:33:05,760 --> 00:33:12,480
Speaker 1: I have my hair in a top knot. It's the

641
00:33:12,600 --> 00:33:17,200
Speaker 1: dinner that I believe. We're at a sushi restaurant Mexico

642
00:33:18,040 --> 00:33:21,800
Speaker 1: and Kristin throws the drink. She throws the drink at James,

643
00:33:21,800 --> 00:33:24,600
Speaker 1: but it hits me and she's and I'm like, are

644
00:33:24,640 --> 00:33:26,480
Speaker 1: you fucking kidding me, Kristen, And she was like, she

645
00:33:26,560 --> 00:33:31,200
Speaker 1: looks me, I'm sorry. I was trying because it did

646
00:33:31,240 --> 00:33:33,240
Speaker 1: not go where she wanted it to go.

647
00:33:33,560 --> 00:33:34,760
Speaker 2: Yeah.

648
00:33:34,880 --> 00:33:38,080
Speaker 1: The reason I didn't drink at that dinner is because

649
00:33:38,880 --> 00:33:43,360
Speaker 1: that afternoon we were not filming. We were on break

650
00:33:44,080 --> 00:33:47,200
Speaker 1: and I went to a restaurant with James and Shena

651
00:33:47,400 --> 00:33:50,040
Speaker 1: and someone else. We were at a high top. Poor

652
00:33:50,120 --> 00:33:54,120
Speaker 1: James has watched me faint many times, and I had

653
00:33:54,120 --> 00:33:58,880
Speaker 1: been drinking NonStop. I think I was overheated too much

654
00:33:58,920 --> 00:34:05,400
Speaker 1: alcohol and dehydrated. Yes, And I just slither out of

655
00:34:05,400 --> 00:34:10,920
Speaker 1: the chair and they came and like took me away

656
00:34:11,040 --> 00:34:13,520
Speaker 1: and had me laying down and I was surrounded by

657
00:34:13,560 --> 00:34:16,360
Speaker 1: like nurses. They wanted to take me to the hospital,

658
00:34:16,920 --> 00:34:20,160
Speaker 1: but my mom and my ex were on the phone

659
00:34:20,200 --> 00:34:23,520
Speaker 1: being like, you're not taking her anywhere. I will fly out,

660
00:34:23,600 --> 00:34:26,040
Speaker 1: I will send her a plane, like because I was

661
00:34:26,080 --> 00:34:29,160
Speaker 1: fucked up, right, And I remember a producer being like,

662
00:34:29,160 --> 00:34:31,640
Speaker 1: can we have cameras come in? I was like, no,

663
00:34:32,520 --> 00:34:34,959
Speaker 1: I'm fucked up. I just passed out.

664
00:34:35,160 --> 00:34:37,120
Speaker 2: Did they catch you passing out the cameras?

665
00:34:37,320 --> 00:34:40,880
Speaker 1: No, but they had to call production because I was like,

666
00:34:41,440 --> 00:34:42,440
Speaker 1: I was like, out cold.

667
00:34:44,040 --> 00:34:46,239
Speaker 2: You were definitely dehydrated. Had you smoked weed?

668
00:34:46,680 --> 00:34:47,120
Speaker 1: Probably?

669
00:34:47,239 --> 00:34:49,080
Speaker 2: Okay? Yeah, fucked up dehydrated.

670
00:34:49,160 --> 00:34:52,439
Speaker 1: And so I went back to the hotel and took

671
00:34:52,440 --> 00:34:54,920
Speaker 1: a load off, and then at dinner, I was like,

672
00:34:54,960 --> 00:34:57,040
Speaker 1: I'm only having diet cocaine and christened through a drink

673
00:34:57,040 --> 00:34:58,680
Speaker 1: at James that actually landed on me.

674
00:34:59,520 --> 00:35:01,680
Speaker 2: That would be make sense. Why you weren't fucking I.

675
00:35:01,760 --> 00:35:07,279
Speaker 4: Think she wasn't drunk because that over the table she goes, yeah, I.

676
00:35:07,280 --> 00:35:09,160
Speaker 1: Was getting along, was everybody at that point.

677
00:35:09,160 --> 00:35:12,120
Speaker 3: Though this person's question, I would like to hear a

678
00:35:12,120 --> 00:35:14,640
Speaker 3: little bit more about what your life was like right

679
00:35:14,719 --> 00:35:16,040
Speaker 3: before vander Pump filming.

680
00:35:16,239 --> 00:35:19,600
Speaker 2: So let's just say you fun fucking was that you

681
00:35:19,600 --> 00:35:21,000
Speaker 2: didn't know you were going to be on the show.

682
00:35:21,080 --> 00:35:24,120
Speaker 3: Are you always at the vander Pump bar? Are you modeling?

683
00:35:24,360 --> 00:35:25,520
Speaker 3: Are you what are you doing?

684
00:35:25,560 --> 00:35:26,600
Speaker 2: Who are you hanging out with?

685
00:35:27,520 --> 00:35:30,279
Speaker 1: My life was unhinged. I was a twenty three year

686
00:35:30,280 --> 00:35:34,080
Speaker 1: old living in Los Angeles, California, with a tight little bod,

687
00:35:34,280 --> 00:35:37,399
Speaker 1: and the world was mine for the taking. And it

688
00:35:37,440 --> 00:35:40,360
Speaker 1: was like I, for the first time have my own

689
00:35:40,560 --> 00:35:44,200
Speaker 1: apartment that like I can have boys over to and

690
00:35:44,280 --> 00:35:46,759
Speaker 1: like Wednesday nights, we'd go to Warwick and we went

691
00:35:46,800 --> 00:35:49,319
Speaker 1: to pool parties and we laid out topless, me and

692
00:35:49,400 --> 00:35:52,840
Speaker 1: Danielle and it was just like fun. Yeah, and it

693
00:35:52,960 --> 00:35:58,520
Speaker 1: was non stop alcohol at all times. But because we

694
00:35:58,520 --> 00:36:00,680
Speaker 1: were young, wild and free, it didn't matter. You're not

695
00:36:00,719 --> 00:36:04,120
Speaker 1: a degenerate or an alcoholic. You're just twenty three living

696
00:36:04,200 --> 00:36:05,560
Speaker 1: your fucking life.

697
00:36:05,600 --> 00:36:08,160
Speaker 2: And isn't that the fit modeling?

698
00:36:08,520 --> 00:36:10,960
Speaker 1: Yes, that's how I was making money. It's fit modeling

699
00:36:10,960 --> 00:36:13,719
Speaker 1: in downtown LA for like eight hours. I started at

700
00:36:13,719 --> 00:36:16,200
Speaker 1: forty dollars an hour, and this motherfucker hustled them to

701
00:36:16,320 --> 00:36:17,760
Speaker 1: one hundred and fifty an hour.

702
00:36:18,400 --> 00:36:21,560
Speaker 2: Forty dollars an hour back then is so much money.

703
00:36:22,080 --> 00:36:24,319
Speaker 3: By the way, No, I was making twenty an hour

704
00:36:24,440 --> 00:36:25,640
Speaker 3: nanning and thought I was rich.

705
00:36:25,800 --> 00:36:29,360
Speaker 1: And keep in mind, twenty an hour though, that's good.

706
00:36:29,480 --> 00:36:34,080
Speaker 1: Well forty yeah, Well they found me and I believe

707
00:36:34,160 --> 00:36:37,959
Speaker 1: it was like a modeling website and I was living

708
00:36:38,000 --> 00:36:41,880
Speaker 1: in Utah. They said, if you I told them I

709
00:36:41,880 --> 00:36:43,960
Speaker 1: was moving to LA and they offered me this gig.

710
00:36:44,800 --> 00:36:47,480
Speaker 1: And it was when I was nineteen. The first time

711
00:36:47,480 --> 00:36:49,359
Speaker 1: I had moved to LA, I ended up coming home.

712
00:36:49,400 --> 00:36:51,920
Speaker 1: When I decided to go back, I called them again

713
00:36:51,960 --> 00:36:55,799
Speaker 1: and said, I'm moving back to LA. Could I, you know,

714
00:36:55,920 --> 00:36:58,080
Speaker 1: pick up where we left off? And they said yes.

715
00:36:59,600 --> 00:37:03,160
Speaker 1: So it was fit modeling. They usually liked their fit

716
00:37:03,200 --> 00:37:07,040
Speaker 1: models to work four hours a couple days a week

717
00:37:07,280 --> 00:37:10,480
Speaker 1: because it's I don't want to say it's grueling, but

718
00:37:10,560 --> 00:37:14,279
Speaker 1: you have to change a lot of times. Yeah, and

719
00:37:14,480 --> 00:37:17,160
Speaker 1: the posing is very generic and they usually end up

720
00:37:17,200 --> 00:37:21,880
Speaker 1: cutting your head off. So fit modeling I not like workout. Yes,

721
00:37:21,920 --> 00:37:25,240
Speaker 1: it's like a very basic body to show what clothing

722
00:37:25,280 --> 00:37:27,600
Speaker 1: looks like on a body that goes on a website.

723
00:37:27,680 --> 00:37:31,279
Speaker 2: Did you have fake boobs at the time? Yes, Oh, interesting, okay, I.

724
00:37:31,239 --> 00:37:35,200
Speaker 1: Got fake boobs at twenty okay. But I asked them

725
00:37:35,360 --> 00:37:38,720
Speaker 1: if I could come in for full days, full eight hours,

726
00:37:39,280 --> 00:37:41,799
Speaker 1: like two to three days a week. If you need

727
00:37:41,840 --> 00:37:46,320
Speaker 1: me every day, I will be here. And I really

728
00:37:46,400 --> 00:37:50,480
Speaker 1: worked a lot. Yeah, so that's what I was doing.

729
00:37:50,560 --> 00:37:53,640
Speaker 1: I was doing my fit modeling and then drinking and

730
00:37:53,719 --> 00:37:55,600
Speaker 1: living my best life. And I would go to Sir

731
00:37:55,719 --> 00:38:01,799
Speaker 1: pretty often because my roommate soul sister, who I've known

732
00:38:01,880 --> 00:38:04,600
Speaker 1: my entire life, Danny Shay, worked at Sir.

733
00:38:05,600 --> 00:38:06,480
Speaker 2: So free drinks.

734
00:38:06,520 --> 00:38:09,160
Speaker 1: Mm hm oh so fun, free food.

735
00:38:09,800 --> 00:38:10,520
Speaker 2: That's amazing.

736
00:38:10,760 --> 00:38:13,880
Speaker 3: Oh that's like I would give When I bartended downtown Nashville.

737
00:38:14,120 --> 00:38:17,360
Speaker 3: All my friends came because it was free drinks for everyone,

738
00:38:17,640 --> 00:38:20,360
Speaker 3: and I would heavy pour the shit out of them.

739
00:38:20,400 --> 00:38:23,280
Speaker 3: Not good, they'd all be fucking wasted.

740
00:38:23,040 --> 00:38:25,920
Speaker 1: All wasted, totally, but free. Yeah. And I would go

741
00:38:25,960 --> 00:38:29,760
Speaker 1: to Einstein's every morning to get a bagel with cream

742
00:38:29,880 --> 00:38:32,680
Speaker 1: cheese and dip it in mustard.

743
00:38:33,080 --> 00:38:36,120
Speaker 4: I forgot you just opened up. I remember that now,

744
00:38:36,360 --> 00:38:38,320
Speaker 4: walking there with Lily, just sitting out.

745
00:38:38,320 --> 00:38:38,560
Speaker 2: Wow.

746
00:38:39,160 --> 00:38:41,920
Speaker 3: I love Einstein. We went to Einstein's when we were

747
00:38:41,920 --> 00:38:44,239
Speaker 3: in the podcast tour. While the three of us on

748
00:38:44,280 --> 00:38:46,400
Speaker 3: a podcast tour would be so fun. I know you

749
00:38:46,440 --> 00:38:48,520
Speaker 3: don't want it, but Eastern and I want it so bad.

750
00:38:48,560 --> 00:38:51,480
Speaker 3: Maybe after the baby, maybe a few months after.

751
00:38:51,520 --> 00:38:52,879
Speaker 1: Maybe just about a week.

752
00:38:53,120 --> 00:38:58,600
Speaker 3: Okay, every this is interesting. Every season Giant cast photo.

753
00:38:58,880 --> 00:38:59,719
Speaker 3: How does that work?

754
00:39:00,080 --> 00:39:03,240
Speaker 2: For the season or at the end.

755
00:39:03,040 --> 00:39:05,880
Speaker 1: The cast photo is at the end of the season.

756
00:39:06,200 --> 00:39:08,480
Speaker 3: Okay, and what if you some of you aren't getting along,

757
00:39:08,800 --> 00:39:10,440
Speaker 3: are you like, do you put it decide or do

758
00:39:10,480 --> 00:39:11,520
Speaker 3: you just not talk to them?

759
00:39:11,560 --> 00:39:13,000
Speaker 2: Because you're all in this cast photo.

760
00:39:13,920 --> 00:39:17,719
Speaker 1: Everyone has different call times. Okay, usually we are all

761
00:39:17,800 --> 00:39:20,120
Speaker 1: there at some point at the same time, but there

762
00:39:20,160 --> 00:39:23,319
Speaker 1: are some that we're staggered as when we come in

763
00:39:23,400 --> 00:39:29,719
Speaker 1: and staggered leaving. And this year, for season eleven, the

764
00:39:29,800 --> 00:39:34,520
Speaker 1: cast photo was done. We were in. We weren't all together,

765
00:39:34,760 --> 00:39:36,319
Speaker 1: so they cut us all in.

766
00:39:37,040 --> 00:39:39,160
Speaker 2: But are you usually all together?

767
00:39:40,239 --> 00:39:43,080
Speaker 1: Last year season ten, we were all together.

768
00:39:43,920 --> 00:39:47,040
Speaker 3: This is a loaded question, but has anyone ever asked

769
00:39:47,120 --> 00:39:49,160
Speaker 3: to be a part of the cast photo who's maybe

770
00:39:49,200 --> 00:39:51,640
Speaker 3: not the main cast, but they think they're important enough

771
00:39:51,680 --> 00:39:53,279
Speaker 3: to be part of the cast photo And they go,

772
00:39:53,320 --> 00:39:54,520
Speaker 3: can I be part of the cast photo?

773
00:39:54,560 --> 00:39:57,960
Speaker 2: And everyone's like, yeah, yeah, I guess I thought you

774
00:39:58,040 --> 00:39:59,680
Speaker 2: were not going to answer directly.

775
00:40:00,000 --> 00:40:01,080
Speaker 4: I wanted to be in it.

776
00:40:01,280 --> 00:40:02,160
Speaker 2: That's so weird.

777
00:40:02,360 --> 00:40:05,160
Speaker 3: But like, what is he he asked production and they go,

778
00:40:05,280 --> 00:40:07,560
Speaker 3: I guess is that how it works?

779
00:40:07,400 --> 00:40:11,919
Speaker 1: As was like to be in it, So it's so.

780
00:40:11,600 --> 00:40:15,279
Speaker 3: Strange, weird and main Okay, this is my question. Main

781
00:40:15,400 --> 00:40:19,879
Speaker 3: title So like, uh huh, who gets to be part

782
00:40:19,880 --> 00:40:23,680
Speaker 3: of that? Are you like, like, are you like feeling

783
00:40:23,719 --> 00:40:25,840
Speaker 3: so lucky if you're asked because you weren't part of

784
00:40:25,840 --> 00:40:26,480
Speaker 3: it season four?

785
00:40:26,520 --> 00:40:28,680
Speaker 1: Were you? I wasn't part of it season four or five?

786
00:40:28,800 --> 00:40:32,520
Speaker 1: Once you get a title card, which is the introduction

787
00:40:32,560 --> 00:40:36,280
Speaker 1: where your name appears, you're a main cast member.

788
00:40:36,520 --> 00:40:38,960
Speaker 3: Okay, so you it's an official So are you asked

789
00:40:39,000 --> 00:40:41,680
Speaker 3: before you're like, will you be a main cast member

790
00:40:41,719 --> 00:40:42,160
Speaker 3: this year?

791
00:40:42,719 --> 00:40:44,200
Speaker 2: And then you know, oh yeah, I'm going to be

792
00:40:44,200 --> 00:40:45,760
Speaker 2: in the title card. That's how it works.

793
00:40:46,040 --> 00:40:50,640
Speaker 1: No. I remember just getting an email that was just like, hey,

794
00:40:50,760 --> 00:40:51,920
Speaker 1: this is when we're shooting.

795
00:40:52,360 --> 00:40:55,239
Speaker 3: So you had already filmed the season and then you

796
00:40:55,360 --> 00:40:58,000
Speaker 3: find out you're a main cast members.

797
00:40:58,120 --> 00:40:58,680
Speaker 2: How it works?

798
00:40:58,800 --> 00:40:59,600
Speaker 1: Yeah? Pretty much?

799
00:41:00,400 --> 00:41:01,960
Speaker 6: I guess that makes it would make sense just to

800
00:41:01,960 --> 00:41:04,200
Speaker 6: see how well they did for the season and then

801
00:41:04,719 --> 00:41:06,480
Speaker 6: if you were And I'm just saying like, if you

802
00:41:06,520 --> 00:41:08,960
Speaker 6: were a main and somebody like you weren't, but you

803
00:41:09,320 --> 00:41:12,400
Speaker 6: put more stories, they could make you a ma a maze?

804
00:41:12,480 --> 00:41:14,439
Speaker 4: Right? Is that maybe how it works too? Like what

805
00:41:14,480 --> 00:41:17,200
Speaker 4: you gave us this season not indicate if you're a

806
00:41:17,239 --> 00:41:17,719
Speaker 4: main or not?

807
00:41:18,600 --> 00:41:22,160
Speaker 1: Was Ali? Did Ali have? Ali didn't have a title card?

808
00:41:22,239 --> 00:41:25,120
Speaker 1: Right now? I don't think it's like, are you going

809
00:41:25,200 --> 00:41:29,439
Speaker 1: to show up and prove yourself? Because if that were

810
00:41:29,480 --> 00:41:31,880
Speaker 1: the case, I think I would have had one Season

811
00:41:31,880 --> 00:41:35,880
Speaker 1: four and season five. I mean my storylines those seasons

812
00:41:35,880 --> 00:41:41,400
Speaker 1: were pretty heavy, right. I was a main topic, right

813
00:41:42,560 --> 00:41:45,279
Speaker 1: and I didn't get a mean title card. So I

814
00:41:45,280 --> 00:41:47,480
Speaker 1: don't know how they judge it, to be honest, I

815
00:41:47,520 --> 00:41:51,120
Speaker 1: have no idea, but we we shoot obviously, as you

816
00:41:51,120 --> 00:41:55,840
Speaker 1: guys see with our outfits. Title cards and cast photos

817
00:41:55,880 --> 00:41:59,960
Speaker 1: are shot on different days. Yes, the main titles take

818
00:42:00,320 --> 00:42:04,160
Speaker 1: usually in the restaurants and then the others take place

819
00:42:04,200 --> 00:42:04,800
Speaker 1: at a studio.

820
00:42:05,200 --> 00:42:05,640
Speaker 2: Yeah.

821
00:42:05,960 --> 00:42:10,560
Speaker 3: Yeah, this could be really sweet or not at all.

822
00:42:11,680 --> 00:42:16,160
Speaker 3: Which friendship do you miss? Is what they're asking. Are

823
00:42:16,200 --> 00:42:18,680
Speaker 3: there any you think back on and you're like or

824
00:42:18,719 --> 00:42:21,359
Speaker 3: maybe people you were friends with early seasons where you're like, yeah,

825
00:42:21,360 --> 00:42:24,960
Speaker 3: we just didn't remain friends or anything like that.

826
00:42:25,680 --> 00:42:31,080
Speaker 1: I really liked my friendship with They all have a

827
00:42:31,120 --> 00:42:32,520
Speaker 1: really special place in my heart.

828
00:42:32,680 --> 00:42:33,160
Speaker 2: Of course.

829
00:42:33,280 --> 00:42:36,879
Speaker 1: I had a really fun, fun time with Arianna when

830
00:42:36,920 --> 00:42:41,360
Speaker 1: I first was on the show. Katie my friendship with

831
00:42:41,440 --> 00:42:45,160
Speaker 1: her season well, we were friends for a really long time.

832
00:42:45,200 --> 00:42:47,680
Speaker 1: But season ten, I thought that that friendship was like

833
00:42:48,600 --> 00:42:53,520
Speaker 1: really on point and you know served it's I don't

834
00:42:53,520 --> 00:42:55,440
Speaker 1: want to say served its purpose, like I needed to

835
00:42:55,480 --> 00:42:57,520
Speaker 1: get something out of it. But when I think back,

836
00:42:57,560 --> 00:43:00,600
Speaker 1: I'm like, wow, that was even know it was a

837
00:43:00,600 --> 00:43:03,400
Speaker 1: hard time in my life. That friendship really got me

838
00:43:03,520 --> 00:43:08,000
Speaker 1: through a tough time in my life. So that friendship

839
00:43:09,840 --> 00:43:13,000
Speaker 1: I was very I'm very fond of. I had really

840
00:43:13,120 --> 00:43:18,360
Speaker 1: fun times with Kristen Dotie. I've had fun times where

841
00:43:19,000 --> 00:43:22,880
Speaker 1: it was like I think about me and the witches

842
00:43:22,920 --> 00:43:25,680
Speaker 1: of who where I'm like those There were so many

843
00:43:25,719 --> 00:43:27,840
Speaker 1: fun times that if I could go back and relive

844
00:43:27,880 --> 00:43:33,439
Speaker 1: those moments, I totally would. And although it's sad when

845
00:43:33,520 --> 00:43:38,400
Speaker 1: things shift, and you know, Katie and I were very close,

846
00:43:39,440 --> 00:43:43,040
Speaker 1: I don't think now we have anything in common, and

847
00:43:43,080 --> 00:43:47,600
Speaker 1: that's okay, anything or most things don't. I don't even

848
00:43:47,640 --> 00:43:50,719
Speaker 1: know what we would talk about. You know, we're just

849
00:43:50,760 --> 00:43:54,880
Speaker 1: in such different places. And I think that friendship was

850
00:43:55,000 --> 00:43:58,279
Speaker 1: meant to be the way it was for the time being,

851
00:43:59,480 --> 00:44:04,560
Speaker 1: and it ran its course, and I think that that's

852
00:44:04,640 --> 00:44:07,960
Speaker 1: totally okay. I have nothing but fond memories of that friendship.

853
00:44:08,320 --> 00:44:10,920
Speaker 1: I have nothing but fond memories of the friendship I

854
00:44:11,000 --> 00:44:16,480
Speaker 1: had with Ariana and Doty. But people change and move

855
00:44:16,520 --> 00:44:18,680
Speaker 1: on and there's not a lot to talk about anymore,

856
00:44:18,719 --> 00:44:21,560
Speaker 1: and we're just in different stages of life. So no

857
00:44:21,640 --> 00:44:24,839
Speaker 1: matter why we fell off, I don't really give a shit.

858
00:44:25,719 --> 00:44:28,120
Speaker 1: What I do know is the time that we had

859
00:44:28,160 --> 00:44:32,240
Speaker 1: together I really enjoyed, and I wish them all the best.

860
00:44:32,600 --> 00:44:33,520
Speaker 2: Yeah, I hear you.

861
00:44:33,960 --> 00:44:37,319
Speaker 3: I will say, we're not far away from it now yet,

862
00:44:37,360 --> 00:44:40,240
Speaker 3: and we don't know, like my personal fingers crossed.

863
00:44:40,280 --> 00:44:41,920
Speaker 2: I'm like another season of vander Pump.

864
00:44:42,239 --> 00:44:46,279
Speaker 3: But I think eventually, whenever it happens where maybe you

865
00:44:46,360 --> 00:44:48,759
Speaker 3: guys are not part of the show anymore, and the

866
00:44:48,800 --> 00:44:53,200
Speaker 3: shows and you're a bit distanced from it, you always

867
00:44:53,320 --> 00:44:57,960
Speaker 3: have this special bond of being on this like iconic show,

868
00:44:58,600 --> 00:45:01,279
Speaker 3: and I think it's just gonna like you're going to

869
00:45:01,360 --> 00:45:03,560
Speaker 3: distance from it, and then there's gonna be space. You're

870
00:45:03,560 --> 00:45:05,160
Speaker 3: all gonna be doing your own thing, and then I

871
00:45:05,160 --> 00:45:07,800
Speaker 3: think you're gonna come back together because it's so special

872
00:45:07,840 --> 00:45:11,880
Speaker 3: and you guys went through like so many crazy things.

873
00:45:11,920 --> 00:45:14,920
Speaker 3: You have this pod of people and like the world.

874
00:45:14,680 --> 00:45:17,600
Speaker 2: And like CNN and shit was talking about you. I

875
00:45:17,680 --> 00:45:18,760
Speaker 2: just think it's really special.

876
00:45:18,800 --> 00:45:20,640
Speaker 3: And like I said, I don't know if we're distance

877
00:45:20,760 --> 00:45:22,879
Speaker 3: enough from it yet, like you guys just filmed last year.

878
00:45:23,200 --> 00:45:26,600
Speaker 1: But I think that's why I really like doing these episodes,

879
00:45:26,640 --> 00:45:29,240
Speaker 1: even though I kind of became anti for a second,

880
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Speaker 1: I just needed some distance after season eleven. Now that

881
00:45:33,840 --> 00:45:38,719
Speaker 1: we're kind of we've all rounded rounded it out.

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00:45:41,160 --> 00:45:42,319
Speaker 4: Fucking home.

883
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Speaker 1: Yeah, you know now that we're kind of through the storm,

884
00:45:47,080 --> 00:45:49,400
Speaker 1: because you know, you guys were catching heat after that,

885
00:45:49,560 --> 00:45:51,520
Speaker 1: it became a lot And I have to say, like

886
00:45:52,360 --> 00:45:58,600
Speaker 1: season ten, just that entire that entire situation that they

887
00:45:58,880 --> 00:46:02,320
Speaker 1: named scan of all talk me a lot. I remember

888
00:46:02,600 --> 00:46:05,000
Speaker 1: being on Watch Rabins Live and Andy asking about the

889
00:46:05,040 --> 00:46:08,799
Speaker 1: mob mentality and I said, no, they fucked up. Let

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00:46:08,880 --> 00:46:12,160
Speaker 1: us have fun or whatever. And now that I've been

891
00:46:12,320 --> 00:46:15,160
Speaker 1: on the other side of it where people and granted

892
00:46:15,200 --> 00:46:18,399
Speaker 1: I didn't do anything that like Tom Sandoval, but I've

893
00:46:18,400 --> 00:46:21,000
Speaker 1: been on the other side of the mob mentality and

894
00:46:21,040 --> 00:46:24,120
Speaker 1: I don't look at it the same anymore. It's just interesting.

895
00:46:24,280 --> 00:46:27,240
Speaker 1: What when you put the shoe on the other foot

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00:46:27,239 --> 00:46:31,920
Speaker 1: and you experience things that are very easy to be like,

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00:46:31,960 --> 00:46:34,520
Speaker 1: we'll get over it. It's like, Okay, well let's reverse

898
00:46:34,560 --> 00:46:36,280
Speaker 1: the roles, and it's like, oh, well, I don't really

899
00:46:36,360 --> 00:46:39,399
Speaker 1: like this. This doesn't feel that good. I think I've

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00:46:39,520 --> 00:46:42,719
Speaker 1: changed and I look at things differently, and I don't

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00:46:42,719 --> 00:46:44,200
Speaker 1: know that I would ever want to be a part

902
00:46:44,239 --> 00:46:48,040
Speaker 1: of the mob mentality ever again and just be relentless

903
00:46:48,080 --> 00:46:51,440
Speaker 1: on somebody, you know, unless they're like a murderer or something,

904
00:46:52,680 --> 00:46:55,560
Speaker 1: or they go to sea world. Don't do it.

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00:46:55,600 --> 00:46:56,040
Speaker 2: We'll get you.

906
00:46:56,640 --> 00:47:01,040
Speaker 1: But just my experiences in life these past couple years

907
00:47:01,080 --> 00:47:04,520
Speaker 1: have really there's been a lot of shifting that's happened

908
00:47:04,560 --> 00:47:07,680
Speaker 1: in kind of a short period of time. So when

909
00:47:07,680 --> 00:47:11,480
Speaker 1: we do these episodes, it takes me to a place

910
00:47:11,480 --> 00:47:16,600
Speaker 1: where I'm like, We've had so much fun. This has

911
00:47:16,640 --> 00:47:19,600
Speaker 1: been like the best time, the best days of our lives. Yeah,

912
00:47:20,120 --> 00:47:21,840
Speaker 1: the things that I preach to people where I'm like,

913
00:47:21,880 --> 00:47:24,760
Speaker 1: it's not gonna last forever, even in like sad moments,

914
00:47:24,880 --> 00:47:28,080
Speaker 1: just like enjoy the fuck out of it, right because

915
00:47:28,120 --> 00:47:31,920
Speaker 1: people move on, People forget and then they only remember

916
00:47:32,040 --> 00:47:36,879
Speaker 1: like the greatest of things, you know. So I'm glad

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00:47:36,920 --> 00:47:38,960
Speaker 1: that we do episodes like this because it does take

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Speaker 1: me back to a place where I'm like Oh, we've

919
00:47:40,800 --> 00:47:43,040
Speaker 1: all had so much fun together, and who cares if

920
00:47:43,320 --> 00:47:45,880
Speaker 1: you know why we fell off. All I know is

921
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Speaker 1: I've had a really fucking fun time.

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Speaker 3: And these people, You've experienced something so unique and special

923
00:47:51,800 --> 00:47:54,520
Speaker 3: with them that you will never again in your life.

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00:47:54,440 --> 00:47:56,720
Speaker 2: Experience with anyone else. And that's wild.

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00:47:56,880 --> 00:47:59,800
Speaker 4: Yeah, like what you said about that, like distancing yourself

926
00:47:59,800 --> 00:48:02,480
Speaker 4: and I feel like you have a lot of outside noise,

927
00:48:03,800 --> 00:48:06,759
Speaker 4: so once you get away from that, I could see that. Yeah,

928
00:48:06,840 --> 00:48:09,480
Speaker 4: all three business women, Yeah, the.

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00:48:09,400 --> 00:48:11,680
Speaker 2: Whole crew coming back together. Are you kidding me?

930
00:48:11,719 --> 00:48:14,399
Speaker 3: You'd be like friends, like when you saw friends them

931
00:48:14,440 --> 00:48:18,880
Speaker 3: all come back together. Yeah, a freaking Vanderpump Rules reunion.

932
00:48:18,880 --> 00:48:20,720
Speaker 3: But I'm still hoping another season.

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Speaker 1: Baby, I love it. Thank you guys for listening to

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Speaker 1: another episode of the Give Them La La podcast. I

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Speaker 1: love you and I will catch you next week.