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Speaker 1: What made you think of this, Kalen, the most embarrassing

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Speaker 1: thing you did as a kid, which is a good story,

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Speaker 1: But why are you thinking about this?

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Speaker 2: Well, because I was having dinner with my sister who

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Speaker 2: is in town on Friday, and we all always joke

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Speaker 2: about like how she was she If you guys have

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Speaker 2: not seen my sister, she looks like Bellahadee, like she's

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Speaker 2: so beautiful, she's like a model.

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Speaker 3: But she was a very weird child. Like we're to

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Speaker 3: the point where like I'm not.

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Speaker 2: Allowed to talk about like how she would sorry bah

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Speaker 3: All fours like she was a horse or a jog.

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Speaker 2: She would hiss at my friends, she would bark at

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Speaker 2: cars that pulled up like she was very weird.

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Speaker 3: I'm not even joking.

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Speaker 2: And like even my sweet her sweet sweet grandma, my

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Speaker 2: sweet step gramma was like, you guys have to figure

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Speaker 2: this out, like she never says anything, and so to

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Speaker 2: make her feel better, I was like, Okay, well I

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Speaker 2: got a weird one, because she's always like genuinely like

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Speaker 2: I was so weird. So when I was little, I

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Speaker 2: told her that, and this is dead serious.

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Speaker 3: I was convinced that I could see germs.

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Speaker 2: Okay, like the telescopic germs, and I was convinced if

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Speaker 2: I unfocused my eyes that I could see germs on surf.

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Speaker 3: Like I really believe this.

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Speaker 2: And I told everyone, and I was like, you know,

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Speaker 2: that's pretty weird. And I turned out somewhat. I write,

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Speaker 2: that's literally like and then.

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Speaker 1: I hear it with us in this room, and you

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Speaker 1: fit in just fine, you're not all right, Yeah, you're right.

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Speaker 3: I'm not all right.

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Speaker 2: But and then I just got me down this rabbit

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Speaker 2: hole of like all of my friends we've talked about

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Speaker 2: just like the weird little characteristics they had as a kid,

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Speaker 2: because I feel like there's some weird kids out there.

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Speaker 1: Eight five one oh three five in context the same number.

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Speaker 1: What comes to mind when I say this the embarrassing

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Speaker 1: thing that you can think of as a kid. I mean,

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Speaker 1: for me, it's hands down the camp letters. Yeah, just

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Speaker 1: I mean, I wrote these novels home to my family

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Speaker 1: when I was eleven years old, ten years eleven years old.

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Speaker 1: They sent me this nice summer camp and I just

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Speaker 1: wrote these, like these hostage letters like that with my demands,

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Speaker 1: you know, I mean, you know, here's this is just

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Speaker 1: like an ocean in the background and I'm like.

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Speaker 4: Oh, yeah, returned for me immediately making me play on

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Speaker 4: the beach.

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Speaker 1: My god, I just I didn't do any of them.

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Speaker 5: I will take action.

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Speaker 1: I didn't do any of that. It's so embarrassing, and

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Speaker 1: I don't I need to find those letters and destroy

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Speaker 1: them because they're going to be They're going to resurface

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Speaker 1: the time.

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Speaker 3: I don't want to read them.

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Speaker 1: I was a very traumatic time. Okay, my parents are

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Speaker 1: getting divorced, and I was troubled. I was a troubled

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Speaker 1: young man, and so.

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Speaker 3: He wanted to be back in the fighting of the divorce.

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Speaker 1: I felt like I was being sent away, and you know,

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Speaker 1: I don't know it did I'm screwed up. But I regret.

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Speaker 1: I mean, I just I didn't do it right. He

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Speaker 1: sent me his camp. I should have just embraced and

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Speaker 1: it had a great time, and then I could have

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Speaker 1: become a counselor and I could have My sister went

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Speaker 1: after me, and then she, I mean.

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Speaker 3: She's her home away from home.

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Speaker 1: She says she's in the promotional videos, but his camp.

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Speaker 1: But man, I mean those things torture me. That whole thing.

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Speaker 1: I'm like, oh, I'm such an idiot. I was so

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Speaker 1: co dependent. I don't know what you gotta have something?

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Speaker 1: Oh no, not Jason. You Let's see.

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Speaker 4: So when I was little, I know, we had like

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Speaker 4: those dare people come in or whatever, right, like all

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Speaker 4: those little functions that they would come presentation.

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Speaker 1: I mean, the police officers would come in and take

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Speaker 1: that to do drugs.

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Speaker 5: I even know if they're police officers.

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Speaker 3: They were like volunteers or so, I don't know if.

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Speaker 4: The drug dollars they were, yeah, they were something. They

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Speaker 4: had their own little program going on, and they would

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Speaker 4: come in and they would say.

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Speaker 3: Like you know, you know, this is what drugs are

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Speaker 4: And then I didn't understand the difference between my mom's

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Speaker 4: pack of cigarettes and like drugs.

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Speaker 5: So I would be.

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Speaker 4: Like, oh, yeah, like my mom has that, Yeah, my

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Speaker 4: mom's got that.

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Speaker 1: Dude lists of a crack pipe, and you're.

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Speaker 3: Like yeah, I didn't know the difference.

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Speaker 1: And one of these people saying when you're like, oh, yeah,

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Speaker 1: we have all that at home.

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Speaker 4: They were probably about to call my mom or like

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Speaker 4: call the police or something, because they were very concerned

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Speaker 4: about I remember meeting other kids and I think and

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Speaker 4: they were like questioning us after and I was like, no,

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Speaker 4: it's like at the gas station, Like we go to

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Speaker 4: the gas station and.

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Speaker 5: I would I wait in the car while she goes in.

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Speaker 3: I made it worse, probably yeah, like does a drug deal?

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Speaker 5: Right, and I'm in the car. Kids tell everything they do.

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Speaker 1: Well.

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Speaker 6: My weird thing was I was terrified of the car wash,

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Speaker 6: so like anytime we went through the car wash, I

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Speaker 6: literally would get under the seats, cry, scream, like try

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Speaker 5: I don't know why. I was terrified of the car wash.

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Speaker 1: Very weird. And that wasn't an activity that you know,

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Speaker 1: somebody could have just done without you.

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Speaker 5: Well, they started to after I was I was.

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Speaker 1: Gonna say, like they just made you do it.

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Speaker 5: Like it was weird.

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Speaker 6: Like I would be with family friends and then like

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Speaker 6: somebody's mom would go through the car wash, didn't know

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Speaker 6: that I had this strange fear, and like the parents

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Speaker 6: like come pick her up because.

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Speaker 5: I don't know why she acted like this. It was

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Speaker 6: And then my other one was I was terrified of

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Speaker 6: being left alone, and like you could not leave me

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Speaker 6: in the car to go into the gas station. My

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Speaker 6: abandoned me.

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Speaker 1: The sad part about this is like that's all. It's

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Speaker 1: all deep rooting. It really is, like that's because of

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Speaker 1: you know, losing your parents and whatever. Like not not

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Speaker 1: to go wind wine, but like all this stuff has

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Speaker 1: like a deeper meaning it does. Jason, what was yours?

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Speaker 1: I've heard so many I don't know which, So would

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Speaker 1: you choose?

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Speaker 7: Hard for me to pinpoint, but I will say, like you,

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Speaker 7: this is my first one. That I was also very codependent,

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Speaker 7: Like if I ever had to go way like overnight,

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Speaker 7: like to my friend's house or whatever, it would be

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Speaker 7: in the middle of the night, I'm climbed, my parents

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Speaker 7: come pick me up, like I never made it so

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Speaker 7: and I don't even know what, like I'm still in

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Speaker 7: therapy for that, but I think, like I used to

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Speaker 7: like be on the carpet, that that would happen a

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Speaker 7: lot too. We've talked about that. I would also like

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Speaker 7: make believe play really weird things, like I had monkey

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Speaker 7: when they're on the ship like going down.

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Speaker 1: This Titanic was my favorite.

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Speaker 7: Movie, so I could just imagine that my parents looking

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Speaker 7: out and being like what is he doing, Like he's

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Speaker 7: not playing on the swings or the monkey bars of

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Speaker 7: the trampoline, like.

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Speaker 1: Come get me, Jack, hold your breath.

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Speaker 5: That would be what it was.

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Speaker 1: Very weird. I don't know. There's nothing since that.

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Speaker 5: These are weird though.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, your parents watching this from the house being like

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Speaker 1: our son's gay boldly. That's what people thought. But we've evolved,

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Speaker 1: thank god. The Dare project was a police multi level

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Speaker 1: marketing pyramid scheme. It was I was the dear Kid

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Speaker 1: of the year.

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Speaker 5: Don't tell me. Don't take it.

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Speaker 1: From my point.

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Speaker 5: I'm reading.

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Speaker 1: I have no way to verify that. Not too much.

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Speaker 1: On my first award, someone I told the dear officer

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Speaker 1: that my dad smokes the skunk smell, but only in

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Speaker 1: the garage. Their officer knew my parents, so he called

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Speaker 1: them to tell them not to do things that will

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Speaker 1: be repeated.

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Speaker 4: Yeah, that's real, damn kid, kids and your husband.

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Speaker 1: My sister sneaks after the garage. I wonder how they

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Speaker 1: explains the skunk smell out there.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, a lot of parents are sneaking away these days.

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Speaker 1: I I think so