WEBVTT - A peek behind the veil

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<v Speaker 1>Welcome to this episode of Emergency Intercom.

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<v Speaker 2>What's Up?

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<v Speaker 1>I suffered from a sickness this past week, so.

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<v Speaker 2>We're literally recording this twelve hours before this episode goes up,

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<v Speaker 2>which we have never done before. We're hoping it gets

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<v Speaker 2>out on time. We're really hoping. Here.

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<v Speaker 1>I think we've done it. We've done it like twelve

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<v Speaker 1>hours before, but it's like we actually wake up at

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<v Speaker 1>eleven and do it and it's not like twelve when

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<v Speaker 1>we're doing it. Yeah. Yeah, I've just been so sick

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<v Speaker 1>and I don't feel real. So we had to keep

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<v Speaker 1>pushing it back because also yesterday I was having an

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<v Speaker 1>existential crisis and I didn't feel like I could sit

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<v Speaker 1>on camera. Yeah, and now I'm really concerned because I

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<v Speaker 1>sound sick. Doesn't make sense, Like, no, I'm like, this

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<v Speaker 1>is so annoying. I sound different and my job is

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<v Speaker 1>My job is to be a voice that need to

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<v Speaker 1>sound pretty speak to the people. Do you want to

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<v Speaker 1>tell us about your scary dream yet?

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah? I was just about to bring it up, so, uh,

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<v Speaker 2>I was gonna say yesterday, So I like lost it,

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<v Speaker 2>but I'm just gonna say it was yesterday. Whatever, whatever,

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<v Speaker 2>it doesn't matter Jesus Christ. But I hadn't Oh, my God,

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<v Speaker 2>that I just got pissed because these bitches some ship

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<v Speaker 2>to say. But I don't know how to fucking start

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<v Speaker 2>this because I'm normally like, oh, my dream last night.

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<v Speaker 2>My dream last night was fucking crazy. It was the

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<v Speaker 2>most livid or like most vivid dream I've ever had,

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<v Speaker 2>Second to the one that I've told a thousand times

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<v Speaker 2>on this goddamn podcast of me dying over and over again.

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<v Speaker 2>This one also has to do with me dying again.

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<v Speaker 2>And it was fucking crazy. Basically, like I don't know

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<v Speaker 2>how we got here, but I was sitting out front

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<v Speaker 2>of like a church or like like some religious structure.

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<v Speaker 2>It was like a church steeple, and like above it

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<v Speaker 2>was like the most beautiful like celestial event I've ever

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<v Speaker 2>seen in my entire life. There was like you could

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<v Speaker 2>see like every planet in the sky, and you could

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<v Speaker 2>see like the Sun being like eclipsed by like a

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<v Speaker 2>moon or another planet, and I was like, what the fuck?

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<v Speaker 2>And there was like a beautiful it was like a

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<v Speaker 2>Renaissance painting. It was like the most beautiful outline of

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<v Speaker 2>this celestial event happening above this church. And I was

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<v Speaker 2>like oh, I'm gonna record this and like because this

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<v Speaker 2>is the most beautiful thing I've ever seen. So I

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<v Speaker 2>like took out my phone and started like recording it.

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<v Speaker 2>And almost immediately this like Eastern European dude, I don't

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<v Speaker 2>know what he was like came by but he wasn't

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<v Speaker 2>speaking like English, and he came by and like I

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<v Speaker 2>was recording, and I like put my phone really down

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<v Speaker 2>really fast because like I could like see his face

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<v Speaker 2>and like, for some reason, like I've never been able

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<v Speaker 2>to see someone's face like this in a dream, and

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<v Speaker 2>it like really caught me off guard. And I was

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<v Speaker 2>like like I like knew I was dreaming, but like

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<v Speaker 2>I don't know. It was really really weird. And I

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<v Speaker 2>saw this dude's face and it was like really like detailed,

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<v Speaker 2>and I could I could like literally draw him right now.

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<v Speaker 2>It was like so scary, and he had like really

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<v Speaker 2>beady eyes and he was just like really fucking crazy.

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<v Speaker 1>I just imagine what that drawing would look like if

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<v Speaker 1>you try to draw like surrealist like realism, and like

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<v Speaker 1>you're giving me the favorite it's like the ugliest and

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<v Speaker 1>I can't like this is an unrecognizable.

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<v Speaker 2>But yeah, so his Aura was like crazy and like

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<v Speaker 2>he just had this really sinister energy. So I like

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<v Speaker 2>put my phone down really fast, and like he starts

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<v Speaker 2>speaking at me and I don't know what he's saying.

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<v Speaker 2>And then another dude that's like apparently with him, like

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<v Speaker 2>walks behind him and like also is staring at me,

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<v Speaker 2>and I'm like really freaked out. And then the only

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<v Speaker 2>thing I could understand is he was like he looks

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<v Speaker 2>at me and he's like, do you want to be shot?

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<v Speaker 2>And I was like I was like no, I don't

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<v Speaker 2>want to be shot. And then he's like flashing a

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<v Speaker 2>gun like by a side like this, and he's like

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<v Speaker 2>do you want to be shot? And I was like no.

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<v Speaker 2>And then I start like freaking out because I see

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<v Speaker 2>the gun and I start like crawling back on this

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<v Speaker 2>like bench that's behind me, and then he literally shoots

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<v Speaker 2>me in the fucking chest right here, and I felt

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<v Speaker 2>every like like it was like I had been shot before.

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<v Speaker 2>Like I don't know how I was able to like

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<v Speaker 2>make up this pain in my head, but it was

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<v Speaker 2>like it started off like it was like my chest

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<v Speaker 2>was on fire, like in just in that one little

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<v Speaker 2>spot it was like really warm, and then I felt

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<v Speaker 2>like the blood like trickling down my chest, and then

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<v Speaker 2>I felt like that warmth like go up into my

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<v Speaker 2>face and in my jaw, and I was like, what

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<v Speaker 2>the fuck And I started panicking and it was so

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<v Speaker 2>real and I thought it was real life. And then

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<v Speaker 2>I just was like like freaking out, and I was like,

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<v Speaker 2>I just got shot. And then I woke up, and

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<v Speaker 2>right when I woke up, I like rapped my chest

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<v Speaker 2>and I still felt the pain in my chest when

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<v Speaker 2>I woke up, and I was like, is this my

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<v Speaker 2>body telling me that, like I have a cancerous tumor

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<v Speaker 2>in my lung or some shit. Like It was so freaky,

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<v Speaker 2>but I've never like woken up from a dream and

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<v Speaker 2>still had pain from the dream in the morning, and

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<v Speaker 2>it was like literally right here, and I was like,

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<v Speaker 2>there's gotta be some cancer in my body or something.

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<v Speaker 2>But it was also crazy that I was like dreaming

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<v Speaker 2>about like religious like ideals and ideologies because like whatever,

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<v Speaker 2>it's just not like I've never done that before. But yeah,

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<v Speaker 2>it was super smoked and super real and it freaked

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<v Speaker 2>me the fuck out, and like I went the entire

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<v Speaker 2>day thinking about it because I was like, dude, what

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<v Speaker 2>the fuck does that mean, and it was it was

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<v Speaker 2>like it was painful, like I've never been in that

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<v Speaker 2>much pain.

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<v Speaker 1>I've never had like a physical pain, but I've never

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<v Speaker 1>had a physical pain dream where it's like I was

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<v Speaker 1>injured in the dream and then I woke up with

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<v Speaker 1>the like that pain I've had, like not pain, but

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<v Speaker 1>like you know when I'm like, oh, I was in

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<v Speaker 1>such distress, Like I felt like I was like like

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<v Speaker 1>I don't know if you've ever cried so hard that,

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<v Speaker 1>like it feels like your body feels a certain way

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<v Speaker 1>when you do that, like you feel like.

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<v Speaker 2>Well, I'm a man, So I don't cry.

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<v Speaker 1>Oh you don't cry?

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, men don't cry. Boys don't cry. You never heard

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<v Speaker 2>the Frank Ocean. The Frank Ocean thing, boys don't cry.

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<v Speaker 1>I think that was more of like like commentary on that.

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<v Speaker 2>No, boys don't cry.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, no, it was it was like it was like

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<v Speaker 1>an artistic take on it because I think he believes

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<v Speaker 1>men should show up.

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<v Speaker 2>Yes, I just farted. Yeah, we have just Siah watching

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<v Speaker 2>us today because we need to perform to like a

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<v Speaker 2>real person. And Kai couldn't make it because he had

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<v Speaker 2>a flat tire on his car. Yeah, just say it

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<v Speaker 2>has a stinky bottom, soggy bottom.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, he has a really stinky bottom. He's been farting

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<v Speaker 1>around the house. And then he also went out of

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<v Speaker 1>his way. He was like, have you ever ordered from

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<v Speaker 1>Simply Salad, which Josiah is the freak who just goes

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<v Speaker 1>on Postmates, falls for.

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<v Speaker 2>Those picture ghost kitchens from.

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<v Speaker 1>Literally anywhere on that app and orders. And also his

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<v Speaker 1>salad tasted like a salad I would eat in hospital

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<v Speaker 1>while with grandparents.

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<v Speaker 2>I was about to say, some random person just made

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<v Speaker 2>that kid that salad in their home kitchen and just

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<v Speaker 2>like this and delivered it to and he asked for.

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<v Speaker 1>Apple juice and they didn't have apple juice, so they

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<v Speaker 1>gave him the most yellow vitamin water I've ever seen,

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<v Speaker 1>Like why is it that yet? It's like it's it's opaque,

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<v Speaker 1>like what's in there? You know?

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<v Speaker 2>What's crazy is that I used to think those were

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<v Speaker 2>super healthy, but they're like the most unhealthy drink you

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<v Speaker 2>can drink. Like the name is a complete fucking lie. Oh,

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<v Speaker 2>come to visit today. He's so good man.

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<v Speaker 1>No, he wants food. He looked up at the camera.

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<v Speaker 2>Come in, oh azot podcast feature, Come in my chee.

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<v Speaker 1>Oh, but yeah, I haven't like had like woken up

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<v Speaker 1>with like a physical pain from being hurt in a dream.

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<v Speaker 1>But I have had like waking up with like feeling

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<v Speaker 1>an ape from crying. But that's fucking crazy. You know

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<v Speaker 1>what it was? It was your body pulsating because it

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<v Speaker 1>wants a hit of apotheca.

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<v Speaker 2>I know it. It was idraw. You know it's crazy

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<v Speaker 2>is that I'd like a few episodes ago, it's like

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<v Speaker 2>I'm done, Like I can't smoke them anymore, Like it's

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<v Speaker 2>impossible to get them, Like it's over, Like it's finally over.

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<v Speaker 2>And then at the DJ poly Def party, all the

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<v Speaker 2>photos that came out, I had a far in my

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<v Speaker 2>hands the entire time. In all of the comments on

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<v Speaker 2>TikTok were like, yeah, I thought he was that. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 2>fucking right, he quit, And I just had but in.

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<v Speaker 1>Somebody out there PTSD to a family member who's like,

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<v Speaker 1>I'm gonna stop smoking. Like you know when kids are

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<v Speaker 1>like if this guy's one hundred k likes.

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<v Speaker 2>My dad cigarette, or like someone needing a liver trends

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<v Speaker 2>plant and they just can't stop drinking alcohol, Oh my.

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<v Speaker 1>God, Like mine was a little less like sinister.

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<v Speaker 2>But yeah, right, right, yeah, But we didn't finish the

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<v Speaker 2>boys don't cry conversation because like, I've literally never cried

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<v Speaker 2>in my life.

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<v Speaker 1>It's just not true. See, I guess you guys are

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<v Speaker 1>boys and not mad, so should cry?

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<v Speaker 2>What actually, thank you for that.

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<v Speaker 1>No, it's an artistic take. But men should cry, men

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<v Speaker 1>should show.

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<v Speaker 2>Their Yeah, they're pussies.

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<v Speaker 1>Bro oh my god, cry get pussy.

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<v Speaker 2>Men who cry are pussies and they're not alpha. I'll

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<v Speaker 2>just say that.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm gonna be honest. I don't know. Like when people

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<v Speaker 1>are like, is.

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<v Speaker 2>It sigma smegma male? Yeah?

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<v Speaker 1>Now, smegma is what comes out of my pucci when

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<v Speaker 1>I'm eating.

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<v Speaker 2>Bad discharge meal.

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<v Speaker 1>But Sigma is lower and alpha is higher.

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<v Speaker 2>No, Sigma is like, oh, I don't even fuck with

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<v Speaker 2>that toxic masculine, their toxic masculinity. But they're like, I

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<v Speaker 2>don't care to be a leader. I am a natural leader,

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<v Speaker 2>Like I don't I exude leadership qualities in alpha, like

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<v Speaker 2>have to try to be leaders. But smag my males

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<v Speaker 2>just like have it like they're just naturally that and

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<v Speaker 2>like they don't even want it, like they don't want

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<v Speaker 2>women to be all over them like me, like I

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<v Speaker 2>don't want it and it's a painful fucking thing for

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<v Speaker 2>me to go through and I just have to push

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<v Speaker 2>them away.

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<v Speaker 1>You're adding an extra syllable to that word that you

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<v Speaker 1>don't need.

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<v Speaker 3>Well, man, no, you need to wow men, that's what

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<v Speaker 3>you want to do. You don't want you want to

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<v Speaker 3>wow men? You like choke on your tongue with that

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<v Speaker 3>one way.

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<v Speaker 1>I was gonna say something that I forgot. It was

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<v Speaker 1>right before the episode started. I was like, Oh, no,

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<v Speaker 1>we need to say that on that.

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<v Speaker 2>I know what it is. What should I say it?

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<v Speaker 2>Say it? Man with foreskin?

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<v Speaker 1>Oh, I don't remember uncut gym oh oh. I was saying,

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<v Speaker 1>this is so not funny. I was saying, like, how

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<v Speaker 1>many people do you think made the joke post uncut gems?

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<v Speaker 1>Being like, oh, let me see your uncut gem?

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<v Speaker 2>At least a hundred.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, people have said that, and like people have said

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<v Speaker 1>it in a joking way but being serious the way

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<v Speaker 1>like some people like just can't flirt without like joking.

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<v Speaker 1>Like people have definitely been like, let me see your

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<v Speaker 1>uncut jump? Can I actually see your gem? Is it uncut?

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<v Speaker 2>I wish it was uncut? Don't get me fucking started.

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<v Speaker 2>I wish I yea, we don't have go.

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<v Speaker 1>Over the conversation of you like begging the world for

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<v Speaker 1>your foreskin.

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<v Speaker 2>Gave me back my foreskin.

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<v Speaker 1>If I had it, I would chew on it and

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<v Speaker 1>then like use it as you know those like plastic

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<v Speaker 1>like reusable lid toppers like the fridge. Yeah, I would

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<v Speaker 1>use that.

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<v Speaker 2>I would plug the tip of my penis and fill

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<v Speaker 2>it up and pee into it and fill it up

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<v Speaker 2>like a balloon.

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<v Speaker 1>Mmm.

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<v Speaker 2>Can I get an a woman?

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<v Speaker 1>No? Can you get a woman?

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah? To get me top?

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<v Speaker 1>Okay, No, you're done. You're done for the day. Wait.

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<v Speaker 1>I have to look at my notes because I'm literally like,

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<v Speaker 1>I feel brained as well.

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<v Speaker 2>I have one. Why was selfie c the original muser

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<v Speaker 2>which eventually became TikTok. No one is talking about how

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<v Speaker 2>bullied she was for being the og TikToker and now

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<v Speaker 2>all of you bitches are doing the exact same fucking

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<v Speaker 2>thing as she was, But she got bullied relentlessly for it.

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<v Speaker 2>Even I joined in on the conversation. Sometimes I don't

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<v Speaker 2>know why I hate people. I just do because everybody

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<v Speaker 2>else does not. Always, But like Nickelback, for example, like, okay,

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<v Speaker 2>I have.

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<v Speaker 1>No reason you were gonna say someone who we could

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<v Speaker 1>all relate to, But you're not about to sit here

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<v Speaker 1>and pitch the art that there should be no reason.

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<v Speaker 2>Why we like don't like Why don't you like Nickelback.

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<v Speaker 1>Because I fucking hate their music.

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<v Speaker 2>But their music is not the worst music in the world.

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<v Speaker 1>Okay, keep going, But.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, I'm just saying, like there's some people that like

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<v Speaker 2>our Bandwaggon, that Bandwagon hated like sm six, the TikTok band,

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<v Speaker 2>Like that's not bad. That is like this reminds me

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<v Speaker 2>of Texas and begging my mom for like a redemption

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<v Speaker 2>tea with the fucking Cross and the Angel Wings and

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<v Speaker 2>the Ryanstones all over it, and it says revenge on

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<v Speaker 2>the back. Yeah, it's just not for me.

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<v Speaker 1>Okay, I will say I don't hate Nickelback, I just

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<v Speaker 1>don't care for them.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah that's and that's fair. But people online are relentless.

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<v Speaker 2>But I saw a video not too long ago, like

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<v Speaker 2>an interview on a podcast with him, and he was saying,

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<v Speaker 2>like the reason why they're still relevant is because of

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<v Speaker 2>the hatred that they got, which is so real, Like

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<v Speaker 2>all all it was was just like and it's also

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<v Speaker 2>not real hatred, like people don't actually hate.

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<v Speaker 1>It's just like a joke. Like they were like the

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<v Speaker 1>butt of the joke for so long. So it keeps,

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<v Speaker 1>it keeps, it keeps the conversation.

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<v Speaker 2>That's why SM six is still around. What is that

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<v Speaker 2>that family band?

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<v Speaker 1>Oh okay, y'all brought that up today and I was

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<v Speaker 1>like shocked because I haven't thought about that or seen

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<v Speaker 1>it in so long.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, like that not like what they were, but they

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<v Speaker 2>still have a fan base and viewership. And I watched

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<v Speaker 2>like probably three hundred of their videos this morning from

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<v Speaker 2>like eight am to like eleven thirty, just scrolling through

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<v Speaker 2>their feed and just like deep diving and catching up

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<v Speaker 2>on everything they've done. They were in a to be

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<v Speaker 2>original movie like they got Castid, and it's like a

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<v Speaker 2>full fucking budget to be It's like that free streaming service. Oh,

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<v Speaker 2>but the budget was insane. It was like, I couldn't

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<v Speaker 2>believe it is that she's fucking li We need her

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<v Speaker 2>on the podcast to talk about that.

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<v Speaker 1>I know, selfie see being our first guest, Yeah, people

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<v Speaker 1>would be pissed. They'd be like, dude, why why is.

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<v Speaker 2>That the first person?

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<v Speaker 1>Also us acting like Josie hasn't been on.

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<v Speaker 2>Like three times literally not a guest, Like he's literally

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<v Speaker 2>not he's just a friend.

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<v Speaker 1>You're more than I guess you're a friend.

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<v Speaker 2>All those people to the podcast, because that would be

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<v Speaker 2>at I actually don't know what he said, I like

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<v Speaker 2>I was. That was actually that freaked me the funk

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<v Speaker 2>out because I was looking at him and I couldn't

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<v Speaker 2>hear the words coming out of his mouth, like and

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<v Speaker 2>I couldn't like, oh my god, that was literally like horrifying.

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<v Speaker 2>But yeah, selfie Cee being the O g uh primal

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<v Speaker 2>just like everybody jump on and hate this person for

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<v Speaker 2>no reason.

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<v Speaker 1>But that was also like the big trend that was

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<v Speaker 1>like pre so there's before Christ and avertist, but then

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<v Speaker 1>there's before Taylor Swift crucification and post Taylor Swift crucification

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<v Speaker 1>and post Taylor Swift crucification. We learned that to not

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<v Speaker 1>be fooled by the trickery of men who just hate

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<v Speaker 1>women and want to like sacrifice them and fucking like

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<v Speaker 1>tear them down publicly, because it's really easy as a

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<v Speaker 1>young person to jump on, especially if like someone you

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<v Speaker 1>idolize is involved, then you're like, yeah, that person is

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<v Speaker 1>a bitch. Fuck her, I fucking hate her. Because we

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<v Speaker 1>all have demonic, misogynistic ideas just drilled into our heads.

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<v Speaker 1>It's very easy. But before the crucification, not me. I

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<v Speaker 1>oh so you think you're better.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, but you.

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<v Speaker 1>Just admitted that you like jumped down to the selfie

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<v Speaker 1>see hate hate trained.

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<v Speaker 2>So I didn't say that. Then you're fucking freaking out

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<v Speaker 2>and saying I said that, which is really fucked up

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<v Speaker 2>of you to say that. I would say something like that.

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<v Speaker 1>You said it. You literally just said it. We could

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<v Speaker 1>replay it.

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<v Speaker 2>I didn't say that. Shit, I did not say that. Shit.

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<v Speaker 1>Wow, where's my defense? Okay, Yeah, you're fucking crazy.

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<v Speaker 2>Both of y'all are ugly as fuck.

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<v Speaker 1>That's your defense when you're caught lying, is that we're ugly. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>well you have a huge wiener, right.

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<v Speaker 2>Right, Yes, I do.

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<v Speaker 1>I do.

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<v Speaker 2>I do. I really have a big fan.

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<v Speaker 1>What I was saying is I was gonna be like, oh, now,

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<v Speaker 1>I feel like the Internet is smarter, but that's not

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<v Speaker 1>true because women constantly are getting berated on the Internet.

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<v Speaker 1>It's literally like a pastime for the Internet is to

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<v Speaker 1>like choose one girl for everybody to make fun of,

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<v Speaker 1>and we all fall victim to it because it's just entertaining.

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<v Speaker 1>And it also so.

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<v Speaker 2>It's a tribe building technique that we haven't gotten rid of.

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<v Speaker 2>When we were like villagers and we all lived in

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<v Speaker 2>small little tribes all around than we were nomadic, we

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<v Speaker 2>had to find one common thing to hate, so it

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<v Speaker 2>bonded us. That's something I learned recently. Is that like

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<v Speaker 2>or not learned, but like my mind was changed. I

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<v Speaker 2>mean I never thought gossip was bad, but like gossip

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<v Speaker 2>is actually really fucking healthy. Like if you think about it, say,

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<v Speaker 2>the thing.

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<v Speaker 1>That talked about how like gossip between women, yes, really demonized.

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<v Speaker 2>It was demonized. But I saw this dude kind of

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<v Speaker 2>like breaking down gossip and he was just like saying, like, oh,

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<v Speaker 2>it's like it is like me telling you, it's like

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<v Speaker 2>a really good like connection builder. It's like me telling

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<v Speaker 2>you like I would never fucking do that to you

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<v Speaker 2>without outwardly saying that, like when you're gossiping about something

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<v Speaker 2>someone did, and like it's also building like community, and

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<v Speaker 2>just like it's it's actually really healthy when you're talking

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<v Speaker 2>shit behind people's back.

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<v Speaker 1>So back to it, I go, Yeah, continue to talk

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<v Speaker 1>about people who you claim.

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<v Speaker 2>To love, as long as it's not to their face.

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<v Speaker 2>Say it with me. Talk behind people's back as long

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<v Speaker 2>as it's not to their face and they can't hear you.

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<v Speaker 1>The thing is like, I do agree, but I just

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<v Speaker 1>like love talking shit, but I don't talk shit about

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<v Speaker 1>people I actually love. I talked shit about people who

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<v Speaker 1>I literally don't know, because I am no better than

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<v Speaker 1>anybody else on the internet. And I'm like, this is

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<v Speaker 1>so annoying that they did this because I see somebody

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<v Speaker 1>said that they did that, and then when it's turned

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<v Speaker 1>on me, I literally want to kill myself and I'm like,

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<v Speaker 1>can everybody stop?

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<v Speaker 2>And then you meet them in person, You're like, damn,

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<v Speaker 2>they're actually.

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<v Speaker 1>They're actually normal.

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<v Speaker 2>That has happened to you six times in the last

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<v Speaker 2>year and a half. It's just like you relentlessly talking

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<v Speaker 2>shit about someone and then you meet them and you're like, damn,

0:19:36.640 --> 0:19:38.480
<v Speaker 2>I actually had a real conversation with him, and I

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<v Speaker 2>like saw their side of things, and it's like, you.

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<v Speaker 1>Have to give me craw Like I remember one time

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<v Speaker 1>we talked about this and somebody was like, I think

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<v Speaker 1>it's so fucked up that Andy openly admits to that,

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<v Speaker 1>Like you want me to lie, Like I literally talked

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<v Speaker 1>shit like I do and like, I know that's a

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<v Speaker 1>fault on.

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<v Speaker 2>My part, but the fault in our star that I

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<v Speaker 2>know that's the.

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<v Speaker 1>Fault in my stars. But like you have to admit,

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<v Speaker 1>I have gotten better at it, like I've been biting,

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<v Speaker 1>Like I that was a New Year's resolution for me

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<v Speaker 1>was to stop saying it talking as much shit or

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<v Speaker 1>like inviting myself to like gossip. And I feel like

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<v Speaker 1>I've been a little better at it, but that's also

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<v Speaker 1>because I've been drowning myself in different forms of media

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<v Speaker 1>and I just haven't been on my phone as much.

0:20:17.800 --> 0:20:21.679
<v Speaker 1>And also I redownloaded TikTok, but I made sure to

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<v Speaker 1>fall on the part of TikTok that gives me absolute

0:20:24.400 --> 0:20:27.560
<v Speaker 1>garbage nothingness, And I am not on this real side.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm on the side of TikTok where like it's literally

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<v Speaker 1>just random people from butt fuck Idaho posting shit and

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<v Speaker 1>I'm like, I cannot believe this person has a phone,

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<v Speaker 1>Like this is crazy.

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<v Speaker 2>My uh TikTok feed has been like consuming, all consuming,

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<v Speaker 2>like I can sit on that. It is crazy how

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<v Speaker 2>quickly I can go from like no TikTok at all

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<v Speaker 2>to watching it eight hours a day like it is

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<v Speaker 2>it is terrifying how like easy it is to like

0:21:00.119 --> 0:21:02.239
<v Speaker 2>fall back into that shit. And it's also crazy that

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<v Speaker 2>like it's literally mind control, and it's like we're living

0:21:04.480 --> 0:21:08.239
<v Speaker 2>the biggest mass psychosis event in human history, and we're

0:21:08.280 --> 0:21:10.920
<v Speaker 2>all being controlled by these devices in our phones and

0:21:11.119 --> 0:21:13.320
<v Speaker 2>these screens in our life, and like no one is

0:21:13.359 --> 0:21:16.200
<v Speaker 2>ever really thinking about her paying attention, and if you are,

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<v Speaker 2>there's nothing you can do to break the cycle, and

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<v Speaker 2>we're kind of just fucked.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, I like think about that because we've literally talked

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<v Speaker 1>about TikTok and how much it encapsulates your life.

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<v Speaker 2>What was that would Beyonce I thing? Oh, I'm not

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<v Speaker 2>even fucking trying. That's the thing about me is I

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<v Speaker 2>wasn't even trying.

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<v Speaker 1>Just yeah, But when you're saying that, are you saying

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<v Speaker 1>that because you think it sounded good? And you're like,

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<v Speaker 1>well I sound good when I'm not trying, are you?

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah? Okay, yeah yeah yeah, more that right, More that

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<v Speaker 2>than anything.

0:22:05.480 --> 0:22:09.159
<v Speaker 1>Anything, but that that was crazy. You literally like you

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<v Speaker 1>sounded crazy. I was like you like being unable to

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<v Speaker 1>sit still doing that. You moved like thirty eight thousand times,

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<v Speaker 1>Like if someone had to motion track you, it would

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<v Speaker 1>be like thirty eight thousand frames of where you're hand.

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<v Speaker 2>You know, you know what the crazy thing is when

0:22:27.080 --> 0:22:30.000
<v Speaker 2>you are singing higher notes like that, Like your body's

0:22:30.040 --> 0:22:32.680
<v Speaker 2>reaction is to like lift your head up, but that's

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<v Speaker 2>actually constricting your vocal chords. I learned this and music

0:22:36.040 --> 0:22:37.960
<v Speaker 2>class when I was singing. I didn't take classes. I

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<v Speaker 2>just like know these things. They come naturally to me.

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<v Speaker 1>Like you were going to say, teaching people, Okay, yeah, yes,

0:22:45.080 --> 0:22:45.800
<v Speaker 1>teaching people.

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<v Speaker 2>And so don't lift your head up when you're trying

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<v Speaker 2>to sing high notes because it restricts your vocal cords.

0:22:49.720 --> 0:22:52.119
<v Speaker 2>You want to like keep it down and open and

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<v Speaker 2>just let it go from the gut. Like a lot

0:22:54.920 --> 0:22:57.640
<v Speaker 2>of people are singing from the head instead of the chest,

0:22:57.680 --> 0:22:59.800
<v Speaker 2>and you just want to go, like let it out.

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<v Speaker 2>There is a thing called head voice. Should I get

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<v Speaker 2>into it?

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<v Speaker 1>I mean it sounds like you're pulling shit out of

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<v Speaker 1>your ass that you maybe saw on TikTok, But like

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<v Speaker 1>it just doesn't feel like you knew these things like

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<v Speaker 1>from the beginning of your life. Like, are you trying

0:23:12.600 --> 0:23:14.800
<v Speaker 1>to convince us that you just like naturally I just.

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<v Speaker 2>Figured it out. Yeah, I just figured it out as

0:23:16.359 --> 0:23:17.119
<v Speaker 2>I was going.

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<v Speaker 1>Okay, and m also okay. I am tired of this.

0:23:28.160 --> 0:23:31.160
<v Speaker 1>No more saying things are dupes. You are buying a bootleg.

0:23:31.200 --> 0:23:32.840
<v Speaker 1>You were not buying a dupe. You were not buying

0:23:32.840 --> 0:23:35.159
<v Speaker 1>something that is similar. A dupe is something.

0:23:34.960 --> 0:23:39.199
<v Speaker 2>Similar to the thing is okay, which is okay to

0:23:39.280 --> 0:23:40.520
<v Speaker 2>buy dupes and bootlegs.

0:23:40.560 --> 0:23:44.199
<v Speaker 1>It's okay to buy dupes and bootlegs. But also I'm like,

0:23:44.440 --> 0:23:46.959
<v Speaker 1>when I see it happening to a small company, I'm like,

0:23:47.160 --> 0:23:48.920
<v Speaker 1>why are you doing that to them? Not that a

0:23:49.000 --> 0:23:50.719
<v Speaker 1>lot of the companies. I see it happening to her

0:23:50.760 --> 0:23:53.000
<v Speaker 1>big companies, and it's like whatever, who cares? But like,

0:23:53.600 --> 0:23:55.280
<v Speaker 1>can we just accept that it's a bootleg?

0:23:55.359 --> 0:24:03.360
<v Speaker 2>Like dupe? Anastasia Better Hills.

0:24:03.160 --> 0:24:14.880
<v Speaker 1>Dude, you think it's better Hills Hill? Anna Stagia Better.

0:24:14.720 --> 0:24:19.040
<v Speaker 2>Hills Herding heard London flat.

0:24:19.160 --> 0:24:21.280
<v Speaker 1>She was found that in her London flat. And that's

0:24:21.280 --> 0:24:23.800
<v Speaker 1>why it's so upsetting. Stop buying bootlegs of her stuff

0:24:23.840 --> 0:24:25.080
<v Speaker 1>because it goes to her family.

0:24:25.080 --> 0:24:30.399
<v Speaker 2>There have been rumors going around that I died at fifteen, babes.

0:24:30.440 --> 0:24:33.320
<v Speaker 2>I'm seventeen and I'm still kicking.

0:24:34.240 --> 0:24:36.400
<v Speaker 1>Like one day you will wake up and look back

0:24:36.440 --> 0:24:38.199
<v Speaker 1>and be so shameful of the fact that you were

0:24:38.240 --> 0:24:40.680
<v Speaker 1>afraid of your age. It's okay, you're turning twenty five.

0:24:40.960 --> 0:24:43.240
<v Speaker 2>I'm the only seventeen year old in the world to

0:24:43.280 --> 0:24:44.240
<v Speaker 2>grow a beard like this.

0:24:47.280 --> 0:24:55.879
<v Speaker 1>Hey, yes, it's you know, it's not a joke. Okay,

0:24:57.040 --> 0:24:59.760
<v Speaker 1>I just I mean, I'm known you for ten years

0:24:59.800 --> 0:25:01.199
<v Speaker 1>and you weren't seven when I met you.

0:25:01.480 --> 0:25:06.360
<v Speaker 2>I was six. You're right, But.

0:25:06.320 --> 0:25:08.639
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, it's not a dupe. That is a bootleg, and

0:25:08.680 --> 0:25:12.560
<v Speaker 1>that's okay. It's just it's a bootleg, and that's okay.

0:25:12.760 --> 0:25:16.360
<v Speaker 1>But also, don't buy bootlegs from small companies because that's

0:25:16.359 --> 0:25:19.720
<v Speaker 1>just me. That little girl in the middle of Iowa

0:25:20.119 --> 0:25:23.200
<v Speaker 1>selling off Etsy deserves her thirty dollars her check.

0:25:23.320 --> 0:25:27.679
<v Speaker 2>To give her her check. Yeah. So what we just

0:25:27.680 --> 0:25:31.960
<v Speaker 2>found out is Anya as classist and she wants people

0:25:32.160 --> 0:25:39.760
<v Speaker 2>to be poor. I also came to the conclusion that

0:25:40.600 --> 0:25:44.159
<v Speaker 2>scat lovers like people who love being pooped on and on.

0:25:44.720 --> 0:25:48.080
<v Speaker 1>I like about scot like the music, No, like our.

0:25:48.480 --> 0:25:56.000
<v Speaker 2>Love, our braver in the I believe scot lovers are

0:25:56.000 --> 0:25:59.080
<v Speaker 2>braver than the Marines.

0:25:59.200 --> 0:26:02.560
<v Speaker 1>Scott is being on. Yeah, like shit, I'm disgusting.

0:26:02.600 --> 0:26:05.320
<v Speaker 2>I'm sorry, that's what I'm saying because everybody's knee jerk

0:26:05.359 --> 0:26:09.800
<v Speaker 2>reaction is like ew, that's fucking gross as fuck, But

0:26:09.920 --> 0:26:12.920
<v Speaker 2>that doesn't stop them from loving being pooped on and

0:26:13.040 --> 0:26:16.439
<v Speaker 2>asking people. Could you imagine asking like what if like

0:26:16.720 --> 0:26:18.359
<v Speaker 2>when we hooked up, I was like, can you poop

0:26:18.400 --> 0:26:19.000
<v Speaker 2>on my chest?

0:26:19.600 --> 0:26:21.639
<v Speaker 1>Well, it's different between us because we just have this

0:26:21.800 --> 0:26:23.840
<v Speaker 1>like we live in our own world when we hook up,

0:26:23.880 --> 0:26:26.399
<v Speaker 1>where like nothing on the outside matters, so there's no

0:26:26.520 --> 0:26:30.119
<v Speaker 1>social constructs of what's right and morally wrong. So like

0:26:30.160 --> 0:26:31.600
<v Speaker 1>we can just do those things.

0:26:31.800 --> 0:26:35.679
<v Speaker 2>But like, but I'm asking someone stranger, That's what I'm saying. Like,

0:26:35.680 --> 0:26:38.719
<v Speaker 2>imagine asking someone and being like, I like, I have this,

0:26:38.840 --> 0:26:41.560
<v Speaker 2>like I have this thing, Like I have this thing.

0:26:41.600 --> 0:26:43.840
<v Speaker 2>It's kind of weird, Like I don't I don't know.

0:26:43.880 --> 0:26:46.720
<v Speaker 2>If like you're in I'm just gonna say, can you

0:26:46.800 --> 0:26:48.920
<v Speaker 2>poop on my chest? What would you say?

0:26:49.400 --> 0:26:51.600
<v Speaker 1>I would I would crack the fuck up. If I'm

0:26:51.640 --> 0:26:54.040
<v Speaker 1>being honest, I would like destroy that person's life because

0:26:54.040 --> 0:26:55.359
<v Speaker 1>I would laugh so hard.

0:26:55.520 --> 0:26:59.040
<v Speaker 2>If it was someone that had like an internet like

0:26:59.240 --> 0:27:01.880
<v Speaker 2>was relevant at all, I would make fun of them. Yeah,

0:27:02.119 --> 0:27:06.200
<v Speaker 2>I would spread that like wildflower. I wouldn't I wouldn't publicize.

0:27:06.560 --> 0:27:08.000
<v Speaker 1>I would tell everybody I know.

0:27:08.080 --> 0:27:10.680
<v Speaker 2>I would. Yeah, I would spread it like wildflower like cases.

0:27:11.880 --> 0:27:18.160
<v Speaker 2>It's like it's like this, Yeah.

0:27:17.480 --> 0:27:20.400
<v Speaker 1>I would not. Also, like the thing is you definitely

0:27:20.400 --> 0:27:23.040
<v Speaker 1>have to be like seeing someone for a while before

0:27:23.880 --> 0:27:26.840
<v Speaker 1>you bring that up, or you're just like so far

0:27:26.920 --> 0:27:29.320
<v Speaker 1>in your life that you're like I restricted myself from

0:27:29.359 --> 0:27:31.639
<v Speaker 1>having this for so long that you're meeting people on apps,

0:27:31.680 --> 0:27:32.359
<v Speaker 1>And that's like one of the.

0:27:32.359 --> 0:27:36.239
<v Speaker 2>First things I was gonna say, I literally have a

0:27:36.240 --> 0:27:39.639
<v Speaker 2>billion dollar idea million million dollar idea, because I'm pretty

0:27:39.640 --> 0:27:41.800
<v Speaker 2>sure there's like sixty four poop levers in the world,

0:27:42.160 --> 0:27:45.080
<v Speaker 2>but we need to figure out a way to connect

0:27:45.200 --> 0:27:50.879
<v Speaker 2>them via an app, a scat lover app, and we

0:27:50.920 --> 0:27:54.479
<v Speaker 2>could call it like literally scat. We could call it

0:27:54.520 --> 0:28:00.480
<v Speaker 2>scat and it's like it's like Grinder but for poop. Yeah,

0:28:00.600 --> 0:28:07.720
<v Speaker 2>literally literally Skyterer that is a that is a thousand

0:28:07.760 --> 0:28:09.280
<v Speaker 2>dollars idea anyway, Yeah.

0:28:09.119 --> 0:28:15.760
<v Speaker 1>That's literally that's that's worth like maybe two hundred dollars.

0:28:16.280 --> 0:28:18.359
<v Speaker 1>But it's more like you have to invest two hundred

0:28:18.359 --> 0:28:20.520
<v Speaker 1>dollars into it. It's not like you're not making profit

0:28:20.560 --> 0:28:22.919
<v Speaker 1>off of that. These apps make money, Oh, you have

0:28:22.960 --> 0:28:25.400
<v Speaker 1>to pay for certain apps. Huh. I just never had

0:28:25.440 --> 0:28:30.400
<v Speaker 1>a dating app because I'm not some like fucking like disgusting,

0:28:30.680 --> 0:28:34.960
<v Speaker 1>self losing loser who like needs attention like that attention

0:28:35.080 --> 0:28:36.520
<v Speaker 1>just comes to me and I don't have to go

0:28:36.680 --> 0:28:39.360
<v Speaker 1>begging for it, and I'm not just so alone and

0:28:39.400 --> 0:28:42.840
<v Speaker 1>like decrepit and sitting in my room and I'm disgusting

0:28:42.880 --> 0:28:45.360
<v Speaker 1>and I hate myself and I just need affection and

0:28:45.400 --> 0:28:48.360
<v Speaker 1>I can't find it because I'm fucking loser. Like no,

0:28:48.480 --> 0:28:50.440
<v Speaker 1>it just comes to me.

0:28:50.280 --> 0:28:53.000
<v Speaker 2>And that's that I agree with that fully. I would

0:28:53.080 --> 0:28:54.680
<v Speaker 2>never use any of those apps.

0:28:55.960 --> 0:29:02.720
<v Speaker 1>I accidentally said I'm fucking loser. Did you like that?

0:29:02.720 --> 0:29:07.640
<v Speaker 1>That was me checking the thing that was I was that.

0:29:07.560 --> 0:29:10.000
<v Speaker 2>Was that was really nice, But like I wouldn't do

0:29:10.040 --> 0:29:11.040
<v Speaker 2>that either, Like.

0:29:13.600 --> 0:29:17.480
<v Speaker 1>Let me see your phone, let me go through your phone. Look,

0:29:17.640 --> 0:29:18.960
<v Speaker 1>it's simple, let me go through your phone.

0:29:19.000 --> 0:29:22.080
<v Speaker 2>Okay here, look, no.

0:29:22.000 --> 0:29:24.240
<v Speaker 1>Give me your phone. I don't think you're cheating on me.

0:29:24.320 --> 0:29:25.960
<v Speaker 1>I'm just like I want to go through your app

0:29:26.000 --> 0:29:27.680
<v Speaker 1>store to see if you ever downloaded it, because I

0:29:27.680 --> 0:29:28.880
<v Speaker 1>know you don't have it on your phone right now

0:29:28.880 --> 0:29:29.640
<v Speaker 1>because we're dating.

0:29:30.040 --> 0:29:32.960
<v Speaker 2>Oh oh my god, No, that's not it that's.

0:29:33.360 --> 0:29:34.400
<v Speaker 1>Three, there's three in a row.

0:29:34.720 --> 0:29:35.000
<v Speaker 2>Four?

0:29:36.440 --> 0:29:41.520
<v Speaker 1>Oh what's that? What's what? What's that?

0:29:42.040 --> 0:29:43.040
<v Speaker 2>What is the logo?

0:29:43.760 --> 0:29:47.640
<v Speaker 1>It's an ass and it's says like screw scruff what's that?

0:29:49.680 --> 0:29:54.560
<v Speaker 1>Who is that? Can give me your phone? Like, oh

0:29:54.560 --> 0:29:56.760
<v Speaker 1>my god, you're cheating on me? What is that? No,

0:29:56.920 --> 0:29:59.120
<v Speaker 1>that's for that's for the dog you want.

0:29:59.600 --> 0:30:01.240
<v Speaker 2>It's but for vets.

0:30:01.600 --> 0:30:03.880
<v Speaker 1>Oh okay, yeah, because I was like scruff, like a

0:30:03.920 --> 0:30:08.000
<v Speaker 1>scruffy dog, like yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, okay, that's what

0:30:08.040 --> 0:30:10.440
<v Speaker 1>that is. Okay, I got okay, I got scaring me.

0:30:11.760 --> 0:30:13.760
<v Speaker 2>I think the world is ending. I thought I was dying.

0:30:13.800 --> 0:30:15.400
<v Speaker 2>There was an earthquake the other day and I woke

0:30:15.480 --> 0:30:17.320
<v Speaker 2>up with my heart racing, and I looked up at

0:30:17.320 --> 0:30:19.000
<v Speaker 2>my lamp and it was kind of moving a little bit,

0:30:19.000 --> 0:30:20.480
<v Speaker 2>and I was like, oh, it's gonna follow me and

0:30:20.520 --> 0:30:22.160
<v Speaker 2>it's gonna break. And I wasted all of that.

0:30:22.360 --> 0:30:24.560
<v Speaker 1>You wanted a paper lamp and I literally would have

0:30:24.600 --> 0:30:25.400
<v Speaker 1>just landed.

0:30:25.120 --> 0:30:34.240
<v Speaker 2>On your Okay, fuck you, like all of you.

0:30:34.840 --> 0:30:38.120
<v Speaker 1>Well, the the night that the earthquake happened, it's when

0:30:38.200 --> 0:30:41.960
<v Speaker 1>I had the worst sore throw. So let me explain

0:30:42.000 --> 0:30:45.200
<v Speaker 1>my sickness. When I came back from New York. I

0:30:45.280 --> 0:30:46.680
<v Speaker 1>had a bit of a sore throat, and then it

0:30:46.760 --> 0:30:48.800
<v Speaker 1>like just kind of lingered off and went away. No

0:30:48.880 --> 0:30:51.280
<v Speaker 1>big deal then, I think because I just like was

0:30:52.240 --> 0:30:56.920
<v Speaker 1>overly like doing things for like the week I got back. Oh,

0:30:56.960 --> 0:30:59.400
<v Speaker 1>I'm boring you to death. I'm literally boring you to death,

0:31:00.040 --> 0:31:04.040
<v Speaker 1>acting like your dad. I hate dating you. I hate

0:31:04.080 --> 0:31:05.920
<v Speaker 1>dating you. I should have listened to everybody in my life.

0:31:05.920 --> 0:31:10.800
<v Speaker 1>I should have never fucking dated you. You're you know

0:31:10.840 --> 0:31:12.920
<v Speaker 1>how some people say you're the best mistake I ever made.

0:31:13.240 --> 0:31:14.080
<v Speaker 1>You're the worst.

0:31:15.480 --> 0:31:21.320
<v Speaker 2>God. Sidney Sweeney said that in Euphoria Before that is

0:31:21.440 --> 0:31:23.440
<v Speaker 2>literally a line would say, really.

0:31:23.360 --> 0:31:27.440
<v Speaker 1>The worst fucking mistake I ever made. I hate every

0:31:27.520 --> 0:31:29.320
<v Speaker 1>day I wake up and I look at myself and

0:31:29.440 --> 0:31:31.400
<v Speaker 1>part of me is missing because I'm you.

0:31:31.560 --> 0:31:32.160
<v Speaker 2>I hate you.

0:31:32.240 --> 0:31:32.760
<v Speaker 1>I hate you.

0:31:32.840 --> 0:31:33.440
<v Speaker 2>I hate you.

0:31:33.560 --> 0:31:42.560
<v Speaker 1>She's sorry. Sorry. You are like you know how conservatives

0:31:42.560 --> 0:31:46.960
<v Speaker 1>thin that like lizard people run the country. You are

0:31:47.000 --> 0:31:49.280
<v Speaker 1>You're literally a lizard person to be.

0:31:49.960 --> 0:31:53.120
<v Speaker 2>I'm not conservative, and I think lizard people run the country.

0:31:53.360 --> 0:31:56.280
<v Speaker 1>You're just my little You're my little sorry, do you

0:31:56.320 --> 0:31:57.000
<v Speaker 1>think things?

0:31:57.480 --> 0:32:02.479
<v Speaker 2>Yes, I'm the conspiracist. No, no, no, no, I'm not.

0:32:04.480 --> 0:32:09.800
<v Speaker 1>But I woke up. Okay, what are you doing, bro,

0:32:10.000 --> 0:32:16.400
<v Speaker 1>don't do that. Don't show them all at Oh my god,

0:32:14.000 --> 0:32:25.200
<v Speaker 1>Oh my god. It we've been hanging out too much,

0:32:25.320 --> 0:32:27.680
<v Speaker 1>like for the past few years, because I'm getting to

0:32:27.720 --> 0:32:30.320
<v Speaker 1>the point where like I keep seeing you and I

0:32:30.360 --> 0:32:33.120
<v Speaker 1>want to grab you inappropriately because it'd be funny to me.

0:32:33.360 --> 0:32:35.960
<v Speaker 2>No, because it is funny. Yeah, I've been. I've been

0:32:36.000 --> 0:32:39.320
<v Speaker 2>recently like wanting to get butt ass naked and bend

0:32:39.400 --> 0:32:41.800
<v Speaker 2>over it and spread my ass cheeks so y'all look

0:32:41.800 --> 0:32:44.360
<v Speaker 2>at my buttthole in the eye. But I won't do

0:32:44.440 --> 0:32:46.840
<v Speaker 2>that to you guys. But I have been walking around

0:32:46.840 --> 0:32:51.080
<v Speaker 2>with my hairy ass out for the past couple of days. Yeah.

0:32:51.160 --> 0:32:53.760
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, I was in the bathroom and Josie and Drew

0:32:53.800 --> 0:32:55.480
<v Speaker 1>were knocking on the door last night and they were like,

0:32:55.600 --> 0:32:57.560
<v Speaker 1>come out, come out, come out, wait, come out. We

0:32:57.600 --> 0:32:59.400
<v Speaker 1>got it on a video and when I came out,

0:32:59.400 --> 0:33:02.440
<v Speaker 1>it was just was bare ass and literally like, I

0:33:02.440 --> 0:33:03.640
<v Speaker 1>don't even think I had a reaction.

0:33:04.200 --> 0:33:06.560
<v Speaker 2>No at this point, Yeah, it didn't mean.

0:33:06.440 --> 0:33:08.440
<v Speaker 1>Anything to me. Oh and then the other day we

0:33:08.440 --> 0:33:14.760
<v Speaker 1>were like the other day, we were laying in bed

0:33:14.840 --> 0:33:18.360
<v Speaker 1>and you were showing me something speaky landed on my

0:33:18.480 --> 0:33:23.200
<v Speaker 1>boom you like this like landed on it. And he

0:33:23.360 --> 0:33:28.720
<v Speaker 1>didn't want to make a big deal in it so

0:33:29.320 --> 0:33:33.000
<v Speaker 1>slowly as if like like when you're like sneaking around

0:33:33.080 --> 0:33:33.440
<v Speaker 1>and you're.

0:33:33.360 --> 0:33:37.520
<v Speaker 2>Like, I thought I was being so fucking slick to

0:33:37.600 --> 0:33:39.360
<v Speaker 2>and I was like, Okay, we're just gonna act like

0:33:39.440 --> 0:33:41.160
<v Speaker 2>that didn't happen but now, and he was like, were

0:33:41.200 --> 0:33:45.320
<v Speaker 2>you fucking grabbing my tip? Fucking touching off booms and ship?

0:33:46.040 --> 0:33:49.320
<v Speaker 1>That's why everybody who like mimics me gives me a

0:33:49.400 --> 0:33:51.800
<v Speaker 1>voice like that, what's up with that? They give me

0:33:51.920 --> 0:33:55.440
<v Speaker 1>like a deep, like fucking like fuckleberry thin ass voice.

0:33:57.400 --> 0:34:01.760
<v Speaker 2>Oh can you help me put my tampon in? Remember

0:34:02.120 --> 0:34:02.640
<v Speaker 2>I did what?

0:34:05.560 --> 0:34:08.120
<v Speaker 1>I woke up with the worst fucking sore throw in

0:34:08.200 --> 0:34:10.800
<v Speaker 1>my life. Literally, I've never felt a sore throw like that.

0:34:10.920 --> 0:34:14.880
<v Speaker 1>And I've had sore throwt like pretty often or like

0:34:15.040 --> 0:34:17.040
<v Speaker 1>enough times that I feel like I've had the worst

0:34:17.080 --> 0:34:19.480
<v Speaker 1>of it. But it was so fucking bad that I

0:34:19.600 --> 0:34:21.520
<v Speaker 1>woke up and I actually felt like I was choking,

0:34:21.719 --> 0:34:24.000
<v Speaker 1>and I had woken up to the earthquake, and I

0:34:24.080 --> 0:34:25.640
<v Speaker 1>thought I was making it up in my head, and

0:34:25.719 --> 0:34:27.560
<v Speaker 1>then I just got up and got water, and I

0:34:27.760 --> 0:34:28.320
<v Speaker 1>just ignored it.

0:34:30.080 --> 0:34:31.919
<v Speaker 2>Remember when I said something big is coming?

0:34:32.880 --> 0:34:33.200
<v Speaker 1>Coming?

0:34:33.560 --> 0:34:34.920
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, I remember when I said that.

0:34:35.239 --> 0:34:36.239
<v Speaker 1>I thought you were talking about you.

0:34:36.880 --> 0:34:38.759
<v Speaker 2>Oh my god. Wait, we literally did say that to

0:34:38.840 --> 0:34:41.560
<v Speaker 2>Sabrina when I was like, oh, like something veigas coming

0:34:41.640 --> 0:34:43.320
<v Speaker 2>and I was like, oh, it's earthquake weather. Do you

0:34:43.400 --> 0:34:45.239
<v Speaker 2>remember that? Yeah? And she was like, oh my god,

0:34:45.360 --> 0:34:49.160
<v Speaker 2>is that like for really exactly? And well you can

0:34:49.200 --> 0:34:51.600
<v Speaker 2>predict earthquakes? And I was like, no, like you can't

0:34:51.680 --> 0:34:51.920
<v Speaker 2>do that.

0:34:52.080 --> 0:34:54.080
<v Speaker 1>Your chirked our friend who doesn't live here that we

0:34:54.120 --> 0:34:56.719
<v Speaker 1>would be able to like know if an earthquake is coming,

0:34:56.800 --> 0:34:58.400
<v Speaker 1>and she believed it because she's like from Miami.

0:34:58.520 --> 0:35:01.840
<v Speaker 2>It's also crazy that I predicted that.

0:35:02.719 --> 0:35:02.959
<v Speaker 1>Wow.

0:35:03.560 --> 0:35:06.360
<v Speaker 2>It is interesting that like I'm able to just like

0:35:06.480 --> 0:35:09.680
<v Speaker 2>kind of peer into the future, lift the veil a

0:35:09.760 --> 0:35:12.440
<v Speaker 2>little bit and just see what's going on behind the scenes.

0:35:12.760 --> 0:35:15.200
<v Speaker 2>Oh my god. That's something that I've been doing recently,

0:35:15.760 --> 0:35:19.400
<v Speaker 2>is like it sounds schitzo effective, but like I've been

0:35:19.440 --> 0:35:21.319
<v Speaker 2>able to like see behind the veil a little bit,

0:35:21.520 --> 0:35:25.160
<v Speaker 2>like and it's been fucking me up. Like it's literally

0:35:25.280 --> 0:35:28.880
<v Speaker 2>been Oh my god, have you ever heard of like

0:35:29.400 --> 0:35:30.080
<v Speaker 2>what's it called?

0:35:30.440 --> 0:35:34.920
<v Speaker 1>H I am losing you by the day, Like by

0:35:35.040 --> 0:35:37.200
<v Speaker 1>the day. I think I need to start supervising what

0:35:37.320 --> 0:35:39.680
<v Speaker 1>you look at on your phone, like you're fifteen, Like.

0:35:41.200 --> 0:35:44.640
<v Speaker 2>You have you heard of shifting? No, It's like this

0:35:44.840 --> 0:35:47.759
<v Speaker 2>thing that people do where they like shift into a

0:35:47.800 --> 0:35:50.560
<v Speaker 2>different reality with their like they and they build a

0:35:50.640 --> 0:35:53.279
<v Speaker 2>whole other life in the reality. And I've gotten in

0:35:53.360 --> 0:35:56.840
<v Speaker 2>shifting TikTok, and it is the craziest shit I've ever

0:35:57.120 --> 0:35:57.840
<v Speaker 2>I need to take.

0:35:57.719 --> 0:35:59.480
<v Speaker 1>Your phone away from you. We need to like limit

0:35:59.560 --> 0:36:03.160
<v Speaker 1>your screen time, we really do. You've been going down

0:36:03.239 --> 0:36:05.680
<v Speaker 1>like rabbit holes that I don't know about, and I'm like,

0:36:05.719 --> 0:36:08.080
<v Speaker 1>how did you get there? Josie looks awful right now?

0:36:10.080 --> 0:36:10.759
<v Speaker 2>Oh my god.

0:36:10.920 --> 0:36:13.160
<v Speaker 1>But you know what, I do agree with you. I

0:36:13.280 --> 0:36:14.920
<v Speaker 1>feel like I have seen behind the veil, but in

0:36:15.080 --> 0:36:17.640
<v Speaker 1>like a crazy way because on my birthday, guys, it

0:36:17.760 --> 0:36:21.600
<v Speaker 1>was my birthday. And don't even talk to me about it.

0:36:21.680 --> 0:36:21.960
<v Speaker 1>I will.

0:36:22.080 --> 0:36:24.120
<v Speaker 2>We almost made it all the way through without You're

0:36:24.120 --> 0:36:25.640
<v Speaker 2>crying on your birthday this year, but it was a

0:36:25.680 --> 0:36:26.560
<v Speaker 2>happy cry this year.

0:36:26.719 --> 0:36:30.920
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, but I'd been crying all week alone in silence.

0:36:31.640 --> 0:36:37.640
<v Speaker 2>Yikes. Just keep keep that weird sad ship to your

0:36:37.680 --> 0:36:38.480
<v Speaker 2>Sunday fun day.

0:36:38.680 --> 0:36:45.239
<v Speaker 1>Let's leave it at that. I don't even want to say,

0:36:45.600 --> 0:36:48.360
<v Speaker 1>God forbid it gets left on camera. I'll tell you

0:36:48.440 --> 0:36:49.880
<v Speaker 1>after damn.

0:36:52.480 --> 0:36:59.239
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, yeah, I just you know, God, but yeah, you.

0:36:59.239 --> 0:37:02.799
<v Speaker 1>Know, it's just a fucking time of my life. But oh,

0:37:03.360 --> 0:37:06.759
<v Speaker 1>oh my god, why'd you constrict my finger trying to

0:37:11.480 --> 0:37:15.520
<v Speaker 1>But on my birthday, I got so fucking high. And also,

0:37:15.719 --> 0:37:17.719
<v Speaker 1>I I know I've been talking about like drinking and

0:37:17.840 --> 0:37:20.320
<v Speaker 1>like getting high a lot on the podcast, which is

0:37:20.360 --> 0:37:23.400
<v Speaker 1>like a stark like difference from the beginning. But I

0:37:23.520 --> 0:37:26.120
<v Speaker 1>am going on a break also, like I do want

0:37:26.120 --> 0:37:27.719
<v Speaker 1>to clarify, like it's not a problem, Like I'm not

0:37:27.760 --> 0:37:30.920
<v Speaker 1>getting like blacked out and shit, it's literally like it's

0:37:31.040 --> 0:37:38.000
<v Speaker 1>not that bad. But but I am going on a

0:37:38.040 --> 0:37:40.160
<v Speaker 1>sober streak because I just got really sick and I

0:37:40.280 --> 0:37:44.680
<v Speaker 1>was thinking about it and just contemplating my usage and

0:37:45.080 --> 0:37:48.000
<v Speaker 1>I've just been really bored. So then I'll accept any

0:37:48.120 --> 0:37:49.600
<v Speaker 1>chance to go out and get a drink, but I'm

0:37:49.640 --> 0:37:51.879
<v Speaker 1>gonna go on a sober streak because it will make

0:37:51.920 --> 0:37:54.160
<v Speaker 1>me feel really good and I will feel way healthier.

0:37:54.400 --> 0:37:56.239
<v Speaker 1>And it's kind of like a tolerance break, but it's

0:37:56.280 --> 0:37:58.960
<v Speaker 1>not really because what like I'm stretching my tolerance from

0:37:59.040 --> 0:38:02.120
<v Speaker 1>like five milik gras of weed till like back to

0:38:02.200 --> 0:38:04.880
<v Speaker 1>like being able to get highest buck off one milligram.

0:38:05.080 --> 0:38:08.520
<v Speaker 1>But I got so fucking high. And you know what

0:38:08.680 --> 0:38:11.200
<v Speaker 1>was freaking me out is because like I haven't even

0:38:11.239 --> 0:38:14.399
<v Speaker 1>like explained this in detail, but my gorgeous friends took

0:38:14.440 --> 0:38:16.680
<v Speaker 1>me to a gorgeous dinner and it was super sweet.

0:38:16.760 --> 0:38:18.400
<v Speaker 1>I got all dressed up, it was very nice. I

0:38:18.520 --> 0:38:20.320
<v Speaker 1>paid for it, Okay, yeah.

0:38:20.960 --> 0:38:23.520
<v Speaker 2>It was nine hundred and sixty dollars and I paid

0:38:23.600 --> 0:38:27.440
<v Speaker 2>for it. Oh my god, you literally didn't fucking pay

0:38:27.520 --> 0:38:27.839
<v Speaker 2>me back.

0:38:27.960 --> 0:38:30.399
<v Speaker 1>I also didn't pay you for the cleaners or something

0:38:30.440 --> 0:38:31.560
<v Speaker 1>else or something else I had to pay.

0:38:32.760 --> 0:38:37.840
<v Speaker 2>I'm literally just everyone's fucking punching back. Everybody used me

0:38:37.960 --> 0:38:41.359
<v Speaker 2>for my financial literacy. It's like, oh my god, Drew, Drew,

0:38:41.440 --> 0:38:42.880
<v Speaker 2>can you pay for this? Drew, can you pay for that?

0:38:43.200 --> 0:38:43.359
<v Speaker 1>Yeah?

0:38:43.400 --> 0:38:44.839
<v Speaker 2>I'll pay for it, but if you pay me back

0:38:44.960 --> 0:38:46.920
<v Speaker 2>and then I just don't get paid back. Oh and oh,

0:38:47.040 --> 0:38:49.160
<v Speaker 2>but it's your fault because you didn't ask for the money. No.

0:38:49.280 --> 0:38:51.560
<v Speaker 2>I should have people around me and in my life

0:38:51.760 --> 0:38:54.359
<v Speaker 2>that want to pay me back aren't excited to pay

0:38:54.440 --> 0:38:56.440
<v Speaker 2>me back to get that debt off their shoulders.

0:38:58.800 --> 0:39:03.440
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, yoh mon, David Dopa. Yeah, I'll never forget that

0:39:03.840 --> 0:39:06.279
<v Speaker 1>it's bad. But that's for another time.

0:39:07.080 --> 0:39:07.800
<v Speaker 2>We shouldn't get in.

0:39:08.160 --> 0:39:10.640
<v Speaker 1>No, you're gonna be done if we get into that. Well.

0:39:10.680 --> 0:39:12.920
<v Speaker 1>I think what happened was we were at dinner and

0:39:13.080 --> 0:39:15.680
<v Speaker 1>like I didn't really want a drink because again, like

0:39:15.760 --> 0:39:19.200
<v Speaker 1>I was like, I'm so over having drinks, and the

0:39:19.320 --> 0:39:22.680
<v Speaker 1>drinks at the restaurant weren't really sitting right with my palette.

0:39:23.239 --> 0:39:26.080
<v Speaker 1>So I was like, whatever, I'll just have an edible.

0:39:26.200 --> 0:39:28.520
<v Speaker 1>Like Orion has edibles, I'll just take one off of her.

0:39:28.880 --> 0:39:31.520
<v Speaker 1>Orion has a way higher tolerance than me. But I

0:39:31.760 --> 0:39:33.800
<v Speaker 1>just didn't think anything of it. Usually, if I have

0:39:34.480 --> 0:39:36.879
<v Speaker 1>a drink and I get high after, like I will

0:39:37.000 --> 0:39:39.440
<v Speaker 1>never get too high. It's just like bounce it out

0:39:39.480 --> 0:39:42.960
<v Speaker 1>for me. That's not what happened. I took half of

0:39:43.040 --> 0:39:45.279
<v Speaker 1>this edible. I might have even taken less than half,

0:39:45.320 --> 0:39:47.800
<v Speaker 1>which was less than five milligrams. And I think what

0:39:48.000 --> 0:39:51.640
<v Speaker 1>happened was I fully forgot I took it, and when

0:39:51.680 --> 0:39:54.120
<v Speaker 1>we were getting up to leave, we're like walking around

0:39:54.200 --> 0:39:56.719
<v Speaker 1>and stuff, and before I know it, I'm sitting in

0:39:56.760 --> 0:39:58.960
<v Speaker 1>the passenger seat of the car with the worst cotton

0:39:59.000 --> 0:39:59.719
<v Speaker 1>mouth of my life.

0:40:00.320 --> 0:40:04.320
<v Speaker 2>And I was like, and we passed all the gas stations.

0:40:03.920 --> 0:40:05.440
<v Speaker 1>In my life, and I just felt bad because I

0:40:05.480 --> 0:40:08.719
<v Speaker 1>didn't want us to have to stop, because like I

0:40:08.920 --> 0:40:10.840
<v Speaker 1>was just like whatever, I'll hold out, but I had

0:40:10.880 --> 0:40:13.080
<v Speaker 1>the worst common mouth ever. And then Orion played the

0:40:13.160 --> 0:40:15.120
<v Speaker 1>song that made me really think about the people in

0:40:15.200 --> 0:40:17.160
<v Speaker 1>my life, and then it just like set me into

0:40:17.239 --> 0:40:20.400
<v Speaker 1>like I'm not kidding, Like I genuinely do not believe

0:40:20.440 --> 0:40:22.800
<v Speaker 1>I'm somebody who needs to take shrooms, because if this

0:40:23.000 --> 0:40:25.800
<v Speaker 1>is how intense I can feel emotionally off of just

0:40:25.880 --> 0:40:28.719
<v Speaker 1>being high off of weed, I do not believe that. True.

0:40:28.800 --> 0:40:31.160
<v Speaker 1>I think shrooms would push me too far and I

0:40:31.160 --> 0:40:35.880
<v Speaker 1>would have a fucking break because I get so I

0:40:36.080 --> 0:40:39.880
<v Speaker 1>was just so overwhelmed. It was it was like actually insane,

0:40:39.920 --> 0:40:41.880
<v Speaker 1>like I was literally thinking about my whole life and

0:40:42.000 --> 0:40:44.279
<v Speaker 1>like what it means for me to be alive, and

0:40:44.360 --> 0:40:48.120
<v Speaker 1>what my connections to everybody I know means, and all

0:40:48.239 --> 0:40:50.279
<v Speaker 1>like the love I have and like all these things

0:40:50.320 --> 0:40:53.920
<v Speaker 1>that I was just feeling so overwhelmed that I started sobbing,

0:40:54.320 --> 0:40:56.040
<v Speaker 1>and then it started freaking out because I was like, oh,

0:40:56.080 --> 0:40:58.399
<v Speaker 1>I am so high right now that I like can't

0:40:58.440 --> 0:41:00.719
<v Speaker 1>control how much I'm crying. And I was with all

0:41:00.800 --> 0:41:02.840
<v Speaker 1>my closest friends in the world, and I was just

0:41:02.920 --> 0:41:05.040
<v Speaker 1>like so happy. But then it got to the point

0:41:05.080 --> 0:41:06.560
<v Speaker 1>where we were sitting on the couch and I was

0:41:07.000 --> 0:41:08.440
<v Speaker 1>literally freaking out looking out of it.

0:41:08.560 --> 0:41:10.759
<v Speaker 2>It was because we were watching Rouhouse Travis, and I

0:41:10.880 --> 0:41:13.480
<v Speaker 2>think that's the most dangerous show you can watch on weed.

0:41:13.640 --> 0:41:16.080
<v Speaker 2>Like also, I think hallucinogens and weed are the devil.

0:41:16.360 --> 0:41:17.520
<v Speaker 2>I've made that decision.

0:41:18.120 --> 0:41:19.799
<v Speaker 1>Also, you know what did it help is I saw

0:41:19.840 --> 0:41:22.120
<v Speaker 1>a video of someone talking about weed and especially when

0:41:22.160 --> 0:41:25.239
<v Speaker 1>you consume it rather than smoke it, how it has

0:41:26.000 --> 0:41:29.680
<v Speaker 1>it releases the same chemical compounds as a psychedelic into

0:41:29.760 --> 0:41:33.279
<v Speaker 1>your system, and for a lot of people it will

0:41:33.320 --> 0:41:35.799
<v Speaker 1>act as a psychedelic. And I had been thinking about

0:41:35.840 --> 0:41:38.120
<v Speaker 1>that a lot recently because every time I get high,

0:41:38.600 --> 0:41:41.440
<v Speaker 1>I literally I'm like, oh, this just has to be

0:41:41.480 --> 0:41:43.040
<v Speaker 1>with shrooms are And I know people who like love

0:41:43.080 --> 0:41:45.680
<v Speaker 1>streams are gonna be like it's nowhere close. I don't

0:41:45.719 --> 0:41:48.960
<v Speaker 1>care for me, but I'm being madam, like, same thing

0:41:49.120 --> 0:41:52.600
<v Speaker 1>doesn't make a difference. But that was also in my

0:41:52.680 --> 0:41:54.480
<v Speaker 1>head and then that was freaking me because I was like,

0:41:54.520 --> 0:41:58.040
<v Speaker 1>oh my god, did I accidentally just take Like did

0:41:58.120 --> 0:42:00.800
<v Speaker 1>I accidentally just get like super high I like on

0:42:01.000 --> 0:42:03.560
<v Speaker 1>a psychedelic on my birthday? Like what's happening?

0:42:03.760 --> 0:42:05.879
<v Speaker 2>And I was just thinking so much I did put

0:42:05.960 --> 0:42:07.200
<v Speaker 2>PCP into your dream?

0:42:07.320 --> 0:42:09.480
<v Speaker 1>Oh my god, that's what did it?

0:42:09.760 --> 0:42:16.080
<v Speaker 2>Yeah? This woman in the gift shop at this restaurant, Yea,

0:42:16.440 --> 0:42:18.399
<v Speaker 2>was like she had such good vibes. She was going

0:42:18.440 --> 0:42:21.759
<v Speaker 2>around hitting all the wind chimes and shit which that

0:42:22.120 --> 0:42:24.520
<v Speaker 2>there there was like a frequency of sound that I've

0:42:24.600 --> 0:42:27.120
<v Speaker 2>literally never felt in my life. It was more of

0:42:27.239 --> 0:42:29.800
<v Speaker 2>like a feeling than a sound, and it was the

0:42:29.840 --> 0:42:31.480
<v Speaker 2>most beautiful thing ever. And then I was like, oh,

0:42:31.480 --> 0:42:33.640
<v Speaker 2>I want to buy that giant ass one chime. It

0:42:33.800 --> 0:42:35.880
<v Speaker 2>was like fifty thousand dollars, not actually, but it was

0:42:35.960 --> 0:42:38.920
<v Speaker 2>really fucking expensive. But anyways, she had good vibes. And

0:42:39.000 --> 0:42:42.920
<v Speaker 2>then she was with her husband. I'm assuming, and right

0:42:42.960 --> 0:42:44.840
<v Speaker 2>when I walked in, they were all staring at me,

0:42:44.920 --> 0:42:46.960
<v Speaker 2>and I was like, this is like really weird, Like

0:42:47.000 --> 0:42:48.320
<v Speaker 2>why is everybody looking at me? And I was like

0:42:48.360 --> 0:42:50.399
<v Speaker 2>do I have something on my face? Like I guess

0:42:50.440 --> 0:42:52.759
<v Speaker 2>it is weird that I'm at this restaurant and I'm

0:42:53.200 --> 0:42:55.879
<v Speaker 2>looking the way. I am like, this is a nice restaurant. Whatever.

0:42:55.920 --> 0:42:57.399
<v Speaker 2>I didn't think too much of it. I was really

0:42:57.480 --> 0:43:01.719
<v Speaker 2>insecure though, And then like everyone started like smiling and

0:43:01.840 --> 0:43:03.320
<v Speaker 2>like smirking at me, and I was like, am I

0:43:03.400 --> 0:43:05.680
<v Speaker 2>in a nightmare? Like literally, what is happening right now?

0:43:05.760 --> 0:43:08.040
<v Speaker 2>Like why is everyone laughing at me? And then like

0:43:08.120 --> 0:43:10.320
<v Speaker 2>I walked past this guy and he's like really like

0:43:11.160 --> 0:43:13.839
<v Speaker 2>like laughing under his breath looking at me, and then

0:43:13.920 --> 0:43:16.800
<v Speaker 2>his wife walks back over to him and like I

0:43:16.920 --> 0:43:18.560
<v Speaker 2>make like a round a round and they're just like

0:43:18.680 --> 0:43:21.480
<v Speaker 2>following me on the entire time, and like, actually, what

0:43:21.760 --> 0:43:22.280
<v Speaker 2>is happening?

0:43:22.400 --> 0:43:22.600
<v Speaker 1>Yeah?

0:43:22.640 --> 0:43:25.080
<v Speaker 2>And then right before I leave, like the wife picks

0:43:25.160 --> 0:43:27.279
<v Speaker 2>up a book of Jesus Christ and is like this

0:43:27.520 --> 0:43:30.800
<v Speaker 2>is you. This is literally you, and she like points

0:43:30.840 --> 0:43:32.600
<v Speaker 2>it and I have a picture of the picture.

0:43:32.960 --> 0:43:33.600
<v Speaker 1>I want to see it.

0:43:34.200 --> 0:43:37.560
<v Speaker 2>I saw, But yeah, I she said I looked like

0:43:37.640 --> 0:43:41.839
<v Speaker 2>Jesus Christ, and I in her defense, I literally did

0:43:42.320 --> 0:43:44.200
<v Speaker 2>because my hair looked like that.

0:43:44.480 --> 0:43:45.160
<v Speaker 1>Oh for real?

0:43:46.360 --> 0:43:51.080
<v Speaker 2>But yeah, that was my story. Really grasp me at

0:43:51.120 --> 0:43:55.160
<v Speaker 2>Straws here for me. I don't think we have mold

0:43:55.239 --> 0:43:59.720
<v Speaker 2>poisoning anymore. I think we have like carbon monoxide poisoning

0:43:59.840 --> 0:44:02.840
<v Speaker 2>or a little gas sleek in the house. Yeah, somewhere,

0:44:02.920 --> 0:44:04.839
<v Speaker 2>there's got to be a gas leak somewhere, whether it's

0:44:04.880 --> 0:44:08.640
<v Speaker 2>the boiler room or like the AC is just pumping

0:44:09.239 --> 0:44:10.319
<v Speaker 2>gas into our house or.

0:44:10.320 --> 0:44:12.120
<v Speaker 1>Something, or we just need to forfeit and finally go

0:44:12.200 --> 0:44:15.560
<v Speaker 1>on medication to normalize absolutely.

0:44:15.520 --> 0:44:20.759
<v Speaker 2>Act so fuckolutely not absolutely not. Yeah right, I will

0:44:20.920 --> 0:44:22.160
<v Speaker 2>not take normal pills.

0:44:23.160 --> 0:44:24.759
<v Speaker 1>Normal shouldn't be in the dictionary.

0:44:25.280 --> 0:44:27.000
<v Speaker 2>You know what. The new word in the fucking Webster

0:44:27.080 --> 0:44:31.080
<v Speaker 2>dictionary dictionary is goblin mode. And I'm literally not lying.

0:44:31.920 --> 0:44:35.080
<v Speaker 2>That's so they added it, and it's it's goblin mode

0:44:35.080 --> 0:44:36.640
<v Speaker 2>and it means to be what do you think it means?

0:44:36.680 --> 0:44:37.040
<v Speaker 2>What do you think?

0:44:37.040 --> 0:44:38.880
<v Speaker 1>I don't know. I've never heard that term, Like.

0:44:38.960 --> 0:44:42.359
<v Speaker 2>How just off the top, like just like when people

0:44:42.400 --> 0:44:42.640
<v Speaker 2>are like.

0:44:42.640 --> 0:44:45.120
<v Speaker 1>Oh, I'm on demon mode, like I'm doing like naughty things.

0:44:45.239 --> 0:44:48.360
<v Speaker 2>That's what I thought, But it's literally the exact opposite.

0:44:48.400 --> 0:44:51.000
<v Speaker 2>It's like being like a slob and like lazy and

0:44:51.120 --> 0:44:54.000
<v Speaker 2>shit like that. Like how many times have you get

0:44:54.040 --> 0:44:57.799
<v Speaker 2>guys that? Literally no one, I've literally never heard it once.

0:44:58.000 --> 0:44:59.759
<v Speaker 1>I guess the part of me is annoyed at things

0:44:59.800 --> 0:45:01.919
<v Speaker 1>like that being added to the dictionary, but like, they're

0:45:02.000 --> 0:45:04.160
<v Speaker 1>gonna have to be able to deconstruct what the fuck

0:45:04.239 --> 0:45:07.120
<v Speaker 1>we were talking about in forty years when they look

0:45:07.200 --> 0:45:10.600
<v Speaker 1>back at everything we were saying, and the people are

0:45:10.719 --> 0:45:13.360
<v Speaker 1>not going to have any context clues of why the

0:45:13.480 --> 0:45:15.960
<v Speaker 1>fuck we sound like this, because we sound like idiots.

0:45:16.200 --> 0:45:18.239
<v Speaker 1>And I really want to stop saying like as much

0:45:19.040 --> 0:45:21.080
<v Speaker 1>because I hear myself talk all the time. We always

0:45:21.120 --> 0:45:23.399
<v Speaker 1>listen to the episodes. I'm always listening to myself say

0:45:23.640 --> 0:45:25.960
<v Speaker 1>like but I just don't know how to not do

0:45:26.120 --> 0:45:29.840
<v Speaker 1>that because I speak so fast. So I guess what

0:45:29.960 --> 0:45:31.240
<v Speaker 1>I have to do is have pauses.

0:45:31.400 --> 0:45:34.440
<v Speaker 2>There's like a buffer there that the word like is

0:45:34.520 --> 0:45:35.600
<v Speaker 2>like a buffer for you.

0:45:35.920 --> 0:45:39.520
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, it's it's fully is. But I'm gonna attempt to

0:45:39.719 --> 0:45:42.200
<v Speaker 1>not do it as much, although I think I did

0:45:42.239 --> 0:45:45.120
<v Speaker 1>it quite a lot in this episode because the when

0:45:45.120 --> 0:45:47.080
<v Speaker 1>I was talking about the birthday thing, I think I

0:45:47.160 --> 0:45:51.640
<v Speaker 1>said like probably eight thousand times yeah right right, we

0:45:51.680 --> 0:45:52.360
<v Speaker 1>should replace it.

0:45:52.360 --> 0:45:56.800
<v Speaker 2>With right right. I Yeah, I don't know why I

0:45:57.000 --> 0:45:59.279
<v Speaker 2>say like all the time, Like I want to like

0:45:59.440 --> 0:46:03.359
<v Speaker 2>literally know why it's in my vocabulary because like, oh

0:46:03.840 --> 0:46:04.560
<v Speaker 2>literally there it is.

0:46:05.640 --> 0:46:09.840
<v Speaker 1>Fully it's just a buffer because I feel like but

0:46:10.040 --> 0:46:12.400
<v Speaker 1>see using it in that context, it makes sense. I

0:46:12.520 --> 0:46:17.200
<v Speaker 1>feel like most people who don't say like as much

0:46:17.360 --> 0:46:21.680
<v Speaker 1>say because I've been paying attention a lot to how

0:46:21.800 --> 0:46:27.440
<v Speaker 1>people who are just talking constantly speak, and they'll usually go,

0:46:29.040 --> 0:46:33.200
<v Speaker 1>but that's what I was thinking, and and they'll say

0:46:33.680 --> 0:46:34.600
<v Speaker 1>a bunch and like.

0:46:34.920 --> 0:46:41.520
<v Speaker 2>For the quicker quicker speakers, I oh, I just said

0:46:41.880 --> 0:46:46.160
<v Speaker 2>and like, uh. I was really insecure by in the

0:46:46.200 --> 0:46:49.759
<v Speaker 2>beginning of the podcast, but then I got over it

0:46:49.760 --> 0:46:51.480
<v Speaker 2>because I don't give a fuck what people think about me.

0:46:51.760 --> 0:46:54.600
<v Speaker 1>Also, people are really quick to point out saying like

0:46:54.840 --> 0:46:58.440
<v Speaker 1>a bunch, but listen to yourself. You just don't realize

0:46:58.480 --> 0:47:01.120
<v Speaker 1>you do it because you're not being recorded and there

0:47:01.239 --> 0:47:04.360
<v Speaker 1>is no video evidence of you doing it. But I

0:47:04.520 --> 0:47:08.440
<v Speaker 1>feel like it's so common, especially within younger people. Although

0:47:08.920 --> 0:47:12.279
<v Speaker 1>I get really like upset with myself when I watch

0:47:13.480 --> 0:47:17.440
<v Speaker 1>people who I kind of look up to speak for

0:47:18.040 --> 0:47:20.160
<v Speaker 1>a long period of time and they don't say like,

0:47:20.800 --> 0:47:25.080
<v Speaker 1>and it makes me really sad because I'm I'm at

0:47:25.120 --> 0:47:26.399
<v Speaker 1>a loss for words.

0:47:26.400 --> 0:47:29.120
<v Speaker 2>You're at a like of words. Something has shifted in

0:47:29.239 --> 0:47:32.680
<v Speaker 2>this space, not in not pointing it out as Josiah,

0:47:32.760 --> 0:47:35.360
<v Speaker 2>but like something has shifted in the last like ten minutes.

0:47:35.440 --> 0:47:36.680
<v Speaker 2>Do you feel that, Yeah, this.

0:47:36.760 --> 0:47:39.200
<v Speaker 1>Has just been a hard episode because I have nothing

0:47:39.280 --> 0:47:42.640
<v Speaker 1>to give the world because I, oh my god. We

0:47:42.719 --> 0:47:44.840
<v Speaker 1>were at a meeting yesterday and I was.

0:47:44.960 --> 0:47:48.239
<v Speaker 2>God for wreaking the fucking that was the most schizophrenic

0:47:48.320 --> 0:47:50.040
<v Speaker 2>I've ever seen any of my entire life. And I

0:47:50.160 --> 0:47:52.920
<v Speaker 2>was like, no, like please, like turn it on, like

0:47:53.080 --> 0:47:55.120
<v Speaker 2>just turn on like normal person. Please.

0:47:55.400 --> 0:47:57.520
<v Speaker 1>I couldn't do it, I could, you know. What Also

0:47:57.560 --> 0:48:01.280
<v Speaker 1>does it help is we were with who at this point,

0:48:01.360 --> 0:48:04.400
<v Speaker 1>I feel so comfortable around that I don't have to

0:48:05.480 --> 0:48:08.719
<v Speaker 1>put on my fake business hat and act like I

0:48:08.800 --> 0:48:10.840
<v Speaker 1>know what the fuck I'm doing at any point. So

0:48:11.000 --> 0:48:14.680
<v Speaker 1>that didn't help. But also because I am just so

0:48:15.000 --> 0:48:18.600
<v Speaker 1>fucking congested in the head right now, I can't hear

0:48:18.719 --> 0:48:21.760
<v Speaker 1>as well, if that makes sense. I just am suffering

0:48:21.800 --> 0:48:25.640
<v Speaker 1>from like congestion all around in brain fog. And we

0:48:25.760 --> 0:48:28.640
<v Speaker 1>were at this restaurant yesterday and it was like full

0:48:28.880 --> 0:48:32.640
<v Speaker 1>of like exactly what people make fun of La for.

0:48:32.800 --> 0:48:34.960
<v Speaker 1>When you know, when people are like, oh, La is

0:48:35.040 --> 0:48:38.640
<v Speaker 1>so like this, and then normal people will be like

0:48:38.840 --> 0:48:41.320
<v Speaker 1>that is not what la is. La has all of this,

0:48:41.600 --> 0:48:46.239
<v Speaker 1>and rarely are we in the situation where it's very recognizable.

0:48:46.520 --> 0:48:49.520
<v Speaker 1>All the fucking transplants are in a room, us included,

0:48:49.560 --> 0:48:52.279
<v Speaker 1>and I'm just looking around and I'm thinking about it's

0:48:52.360 --> 0:48:53.920
<v Speaker 1>just freaking me out, and I'm like, what are we

0:48:54.040 --> 0:48:55.880
<v Speaker 1>doing here? Why are we here? And then that was

0:48:55.880 --> 0:48:58.480
<v Speaker 1>freaking me out, and then I'm like getting questioned about

0:48:58.520 --> 0:48:59.880
<v Speaker 1>like my career and what I want to do with

0:49:00.080 --> 0:49:02.200
<v Speaker 1>my life, and I was just freaking the fuck out

0:49:02.200 --> 0:49:04.520
<v Speaker 1>because I could also barely hear people, so I couldn't

0:49:04.560 --> 0:49:06.680
<v Speaker 1>be as witty because I literally, like I already have

0:49:06.719 --> 0:49:09.120
<v Speaker 1>a hard time listening because I'm always waiting for my

0:49:09.200 --> 0:49:12.600
<v Speaker 1>turn to talk, but now I really couldn't hear. So

0:49:13.360 --> 0:49:15.280
<v Speaker 1>people were talking to me and like making jokes.

0:49:15.120 --> 0:49:19.120
<v Speaker 2>To me, and I was just like, dude, that area

0:49:19.360 --> 0:49:21.479
<v Speaker 2>just has the worst fucking vibes.

0:49:21.920 --> 0:49:22.400
<v Speaker 1>It was scary.

0:49:22.560 --> 0:49:25.400
<v Speaker 2>I literally We also just had such like a weird

0:49:25.520 --> 0:49:29.000
<v Speaker 2>day yesterday, Like we experienced something we've never experienced before

0:49:29.120 --> 0:49:31.880
<v Speaker 2>early in the other day, and then we had to

0:49:31.960 --> 0:49:33.800
<v Speaker 2>go have an in person meeting, which is something we

0:49:33.880 --> 0:49:36.440
<v Speaker 2>haven't done in so long, and meet new people, and

0:49:36.640 --> 0:49:42.000
<v Speaker 2>like it is like just weird industry shit. That like, yeah,

0:49:42.040 --> 0:49:45.160
<v Speaker 2>I don't know that, Like I don't know, I don't

0:49:45.160 --> 0:49:49.000
<v Speaker 2>know how to industry day. Yeah, I've been shifting recently

0:49:49.120 --> 0:49:50.520
<v Speaker 2>into my alternate reality.

0:49:51.040 --> 0:49:52.320
<v Speaker 1>Oh this whole episode.

0:49:52.719 --> 0:49:54.600
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, I have like a like anytime you see me

0:49:54.719 --> 0:49:58.000
<v Speaker 2>staring off into the distance, I'm shifting into different realm

0:49:58.040 --> 0:50:00.839
<v Speaker 2>and it's me with my family of five years.

0:50:01.080 --> 0:50:03.520
<v Speaker 1>Oh oh, it's like you built a family.

0:50:03.960 --> 0:50:07.120
<v Speaker 2>No, I'm it's a distant like future. So I built

0:50:07.239 --> 0:50:11.440
<v Speaker 2>like I literally like like made them, Like I didn't

0:50:11.520 --> 0:50:13.440
<v Speaker 2>like have sex with someone and make babies, Like I

0:50:13.600 --> 0:50:16.560
<v Speaker 2>just like like put it together. Okay, Yeah, Like you

0:50:16.680 --> 0:50:21.080
<v Speaker 2>know the scene from Robots where they build their child.

0:50:21.160 --> 0:50:23.239
<v Speaker 2>Oh yeah, yeah, they forget the penis. That's kind of

0:50:23.280 --> 0:50:25.799
<v Speaker 2>what I have going on in my world.

0:50:28.440 --> 0:50:30.480
<v Speaker 1>All right. Well, thank you guys so much for watching

0:50:30.560 --> 0:50:33.080
<v Speaker 1>this episode. Super awesome.

0:50:33.400 --> 0:50:34.480
<v Speaker 2>Girl got to media.

0:50:34.760 --> 0:50:42.520
<v Speaker 1>Oh yeah, sweet wow, thank you, Josie. My media of

0:50:42.560 --> 0:50:46.520
<v Speaker 1>the week is Saturday Morning Doze by Ernest Hood. I

0:50:46.719 --> 0:50:48.799
<v Speaker 1>like to be with you in the Sun Bridget Saint

0:50:49.040 --> 0:50:52.360
<v Speaker 1>John by the time I get to Phoenix, Glenn Campbell

0:50:52.480 --> 0:50:59.480
<v Speaker 1>and Me mar ven Ganza La India. That's my and

0:50:59.640 --> 0:51:02.879
<v Speaker 1>tonight I buy the Smash of Pumpkins. It's by Media.

0:51:02.920 --> 0:51:05.840
<v Speaker 1>Oh and then my movie is We watched Bottle Rocket.

0:51:05.640 --> 0:51:08.000
<v Speaker 2>And it was fucking Bottle Rocket was sick. It was

0:51:08.080 --> 0:51:11.799
<v Speaker 2>so inspiring to to like like Josh was explaining how

0:51:11.840 --> 0:51:14.120
<v Speaker 2>it was created, and like he just ran it was

0:51:14.160 --> 0:51:17.320
<v Speaker 2>at Bill Murray. He ran into Bill Murray Wes Anderson

0:51:17.360 --> 0:51:20.600
<v Speaker 2>and was like they like kind of really got along,

0:51:20.680 --> 0:51:22.560
<v Speaker 2>and he was talking about this movie he needed to

0:51:22.640 --> 0:51:25.279
<v Speaker 2>be made, and Bill Murray literally gave him like a

0:51:25.360 --> 0:51:27.520
<v Speaker 2>blank check for this movie and was like, how much

0:51:27.600 --> 0:51:29.400
<v Speaker 2>money do you need to make this movie? And he

0:51:29.520 --> 0:51:32.120
<v Speaker 2>was like eighty thousand dollars. So they made Bottle Rocket

0:51:32.440 --> 0:51:36.080
<v Speaker 2>on eighty thousand dollars. And it's good proof that you

0:51:36.239 --> 0:51:39.520
<v Speaker 2>don't need a lot of money to make good movies,

0:51:39.880 --> 0:51:42.960
<v Speaker 2>which like I never thought that, but like you do

0:51:43.160 --> 0:51:47.400
<v Speaker 2>need some money. But also it was crazy because like

0:51:47.440 --> 0:51:49.360
<v Speaker 2>the entire time I was like, this place is so

0:51:49.520 --> 0:51:52.440
<v Speaker 2>familiar where they're filming, Like it looks so familiar. And

0:51:52.560 --> 0:51:54.720
<v Speaker 2>they filmed a lot of the movie like thirty minutes

0:51:54.760 --> 0:51:57.600
<v Speaker 2>from my hometown in Texas, which I thought was like insane,

0:51:58.040 --> 0:52:01.280
<v Speaker 2>really really green out. And then just we deep dived

0:52:01.360 --> 0:52:04.200
<v Speaker 2>on all of them, like all the characters in the movie.

0:52:05.640 --> 0:52:09.240
<v Speaker 1>But to be fair, that is equivalent to one hundred

0:52:09.239 --> 0:52:13.160
<v Speaker 1>and fifty k today word, so it's quite a lot

0:52:13.280 --> 0:52:13.760
<v Speaker 1>of money.

0:52:16.480 --> 0:52:24.719
<v Speaker 2>Mine is Bittersweet Symphony by the verve Erace Slash Rewind

0:52:24.880 --> 0:52:31.040
<v Speaker 2>the Cardigans. I've kind of been on a Cure the

0:52:31.200 --> 0:52:32.960
<v Speaker 2>Cure Binge recently.

0:52:34.200 --> 0:52:36.520
<v Speaker 1>I've never really listened to The Cure same.

0:52:36.360 --> 0:52:38.799
<v Speaker 2>I have by proxy, like we've all heard every song

0:52:38.920 --> 0:52:43.040
<v Speaker 2>they've ever made, but Friday I'm in Love by the

0:52:43.160 --> 0:52:45.920
<v Speaker 2>Cure is really cute. I've just been like in porcelain

0:52:45.960 --> 0:52:49.320
<v Speaker 2>by movie. Like Josh described it perfectly, it's like like

0:52:51.560 --> 0:52:53.440
<v Speaker 2>at the end of a movie, a song plays and

0:52:53.560 --> 0:52:56.319
<v Speaker 2>it's like the happiest song ever because they like won,

0:52:56.520 --> 0:52:57.960
<v Speaker 2>they like did the thing they were trying to do,

0:52:58.080 --> 0:52:59.680
<v Speaker 2>or they got the person they were trying to get,

0:53:00.280 --> 0:53:02.600
<v Speaker 2>whatever it ends up being. And it's just like like

0:53:02.880 --> 0:53:05.480
<v Speaker 2>celebration music kind of And that's kind of been my vibe.

0:53:05.520 --> 0:53:07.320
<v Speaker 2>It's just really happy music.

0:53:08.239 --> 0:53:11.200
<v Speaker 1>This playlist is so that although it's like a playlist

0:53:11.320 --> 0:53:14.279
<v Speaker 1>somebody made me. God, where is it?

0:53:15.239 --> 0:53:17.400
<v Speaker 2>But this is full of all of that.

0:53:18.000 --> 0:53:22.840
<v Speaker 1>We like, all of these are that vibe. All of

0:53:22.920 --> 0:53:31.400
<v Speaker 1>these songs are so like remember what I was listening

0:53:31.520 --> 0:53:31.719
<v Speaker 1>to this?

0:53:32.600 --> 0:53:35.879
<v Speaker 2>Huh huh, oh, my fucking god.

0:53:36.280 --> 0:53:39.000
<v Speaker 1>We've talked about it, but literally all of the songs

0:53:39.040 --> 0:53:40.960
<v Speaker 1>on this playlist are so like that, Like.

0:53:41.200 --> 0:53:44.120
<v Speaker 2>We did it. I was thinking about doing that the

0:53:44.239 --> 0:53:47.919
<v Speaker 2>other day driving home after doing our first and only

0:53:48.080 --> 0:53:48.880
<v Speaker 2>self tape.

0:53:48.719 --> 0:53:52.440
<v Speaker 1>Ever, and that was our first and only one together, and.

0:53:52.560 --> 0:53:55.440
<v Speaker 2>Being like in the car ride home, like, wow, we

0:53:56.960 --> 0:54:00.840
<v Speaker 2>got the role. We're gonna be Simon story.

0:54:01.040 --> 0:54:04.600
<v Speaker 1>Why did I just get the bar? Also somebody Else's

0:54:04.600 --> 0:54:05.680
<v Speaker 1>Guy by Jocelyn Brown.

0:54:06.440 --> 0:54:11.520
<v Speaker 2>Uh in what movie? What movie? Should I say? Let

0:54:11.560 --> 0:54:14.640
<v Speaker 2>me check the old letterbox? How the fuck did y'all

0:54:14.640 --> 0:54:16.000
<v Speaker 2>find our letter box? And like, how the fuck did

0:54:16.080 --> 0:54:18.160
<v Speaker 2>y'all find our letterbox? Like we haven't mentioned him by

0:54:18.280 --> 0:54:19.400
<v Speaker 2>name twenty six times?

0:54:19.480 --> 0:54:21.400
<v Speaker 1>I just don't think I've said the name of the

0:54:21.520 --> 0:54:24.759
<v Speaker 1>letterbox more than once. I have to stand up.

0:54:24.840 --> 0:54:33.600
<v Speaker 2>Sorry, Oh, how the fuck do I get to my

0:54:35.239 --> 0:54:35.640
<v Speaker 2>There we go?

0:54:36.080 --> 0:54:42.880
<v Speaker 1>You watched me spit, you nasty boy, Josiah watched me spit. Okay,

0:54:42.960 --> 0:54:43.400
<v Speaker 1>let's hear it.

0:54:43.560 --> 0:54:43.960
<v Speaker 2>Let's hear it.

0:54:44.040 --> 0:54:54.000
<v Speaker 1>Bibs my movie, my song, I'm looking at your nasty yes,

0:54:54.440 --> 0:54:54.759
<v Speaker 1>and I.

0:54:54.920 --> 0:55:04.759
<v Speaker 2>Know finger Check by Jocelyn mirnandas. Okay, respect, respect is

0:55:04.960 --> 0:55:07.120
<v Speaker 2>because I watched Triangle Sadness and I was like, yeah,

0:55:07.160 --> 0:55:12.200
<v Speaker 2>that's right, Sadness is a master.

0:55:12.400 --> 0:55:17.319
<v Speaker 1>I won't let you put Triangle Sadness such a good movie.

0:55:17.480 --> 0:55:20.719
<v Speaker 2>Finding out that the girl at the end or not

0:55:20.840 --> 0:55:23.279
<v Speaker 2>at the end, but the girl is dead. She died

0:55:23.320 --> 0:55:27.520
<v Speaker 2>before the movie was released, the entire ending of the movie.

0:55:28.640 --> 0:55:37.879
<v Speaker 2>Yeah really, yeah really, she fucking slayed out for that role. Okay,

0:55:37.920 --> 0:55:41.680
<v Speaker 2>Well that was the episode. It's crazy how last week

0:55:41.760 --> 0:55:44.000
<v Speaker 2>everyone was like, I think this is the best episode

0:55:44.120 --> 0:55:46.120
<v Speaker 2>they've ever done, Like that was this week is going

0:55:46.200 --> 0:55:50.200
<v Speaker 2>to be the worst. Yeah, easily, easily the worst episode

0:55:50.200 --> 0:55:52.200
<v Speaker 2>we've ever done. Something was wrong.

0:55:52.480 --> 0:55:54.399
<v Speaker 1>Well I am really fucking sick.

0:55:54.800 --> 0:55:57.719
<v Speaker 2>Yeah no, I feel fucking crazy right now. I feel

0:55:57.840 --> 0:55:59.480
<v Speaker 2>off and just here.

0:55:59.560 --> 0:56:07.480
<v Speaker 4>So it's yeah, it's because we don't have fucking kai Okay, yeah,

0:56:08.360 --> 0:56:10.879
<v Speaker 4>alright bye, Literally.

0:56:10.680 --> 0:56:36.600
<v Speaker 1>Not always like one the water m