Speaker 1: Huh borrow with me here, you know, BT.
Speaker 2: She was so low, shout out O c T no
Speaker 2: color what we see? Whole game waiting baller something.
Speaker 3: Oh, you can't stand on their own, Susie.
Speaker 2: I already know you can't bother with me because up
Speaker 2: with the squad of me, they get a little They
Speaker 2: called me.
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Speaker 2: I go by the name of Ferrari simit.
Speaker 3: I go by the name you know BT. With that,
Speaker 3: y'all lead in the building. How you doing, my brother?
Speaker 2: Appreciate you pulling up on us?
Speaker 3: Ship. I woke up this morning. You can curse. I can't. Yeah, yeah,
Speaker 3: curse what you want? Woke up this morning? How y'all?
Speaker 3: I appreciate you pulling up. Man. We're gonna get your businesses.
Speaker 3: Is that okay with you? Sir?
Speaker 2: Now? When you walk when you walked up, he was
Speaker 2: talking about my jersey. He was talking about the falcons.
Speaker 3: So I see a lot of ship now he getting
Speaker 3: out of cameras. Get the roll. He's nah, I was
Speaker 3: I was talking ship. So you're from Ohio. From Ohio?
Speaker 3: What part of Ohio?
Speaker 2: Dayton ninety Okay, yeah, it's Cools, I know from Dayton.
Speaker 4: Yeah, how is Ohio? How's it like, you know, living
Speaker 4: in Ohio?
Speaker 2: Oh I don't live there. That's how it is, damn
Speaker 2: or that grew up. I grew up there, left home
Speaker 2: at seventeen. I ain't gonna hold you. None of my
Speaker 2: brothers that are none of my day ones is even alive.
Speaker 2: So it's just one of them situations where you gotta
Speaker 2: if you're trying to make it and what I'm doing,
Speaker 2: sometimes you gotta leave, get lit, then come back. So
Speaker 2: it's like, Okay, you know we're gonna listen to Bro
Speaker 2: because he he making moves and he he foot on
Speaker 2: ground and he keeping it the honey with us.
Speaker 3: You know. That's basically yeah. But it's.
Speaker 2: I guess it's going through a rough patch for a
Speaker 2: long time because it really it ain't no like I
Speaker 2: don't want to say no money, no jobs, but it
Speaker 2: don't got a lot of the uh therapy, therapeutic places
Speaker 2: you can go. Like it's not New York, to La
Speaker 2: go to l A, go to the beach, put your
Speaker 2: toes and it's saying if you're having a bad day,
Speaker 2: you know what I'm saying to New York you can
Speaker 2: you know, it's just when you're having a bad day
Speaker 2: back home, it's like you just want beef with somebody
Speaker 2: type ship or you gotta.
Speaker 3: What if someone were to visit day and what would
Speaker 3: they do?
Speaker 2: Oh, hoop, find somewhere to hoop basketball?
Speaker 3: Yeah, house, go play basketball. That's it.
Speaker 2: Like no, no, no, uh no clubs or ll malls
Speaker 2: or small got shot up, I got shut down. Now
Speaker 2: you gotta go to Columbus and Cincinnati really if you
Speaker 2: want to have some safe.
Speaker 3: Fun As far as Cleveland from that's far like two and.
Speaker 1: A half about Columbus, Yeah, you.
Speaker 2: Gotta go to Columbus. Like even when artists come up Ohio,
Speaker 2: they go to Columbus or Cincinnati.
Speaker 1: Yeah, I think Columbus Ohio on the map.
Speaker 3: Do you agree, ship, I guess so.
Speaker 2: Yeah, he was like the first person that there. You
Speaker 2: got Jake and Logan, Paul, they from.
Speaker 3: All they are Yeah, they are from Ohio.
Speaker 2: So you got them. Holly Berry from Ohio. I did
Speaker 2: not know that John Legend from Ohio. You know that
Speaker 2: either lebron is from everybody know he's Steph Curry from Ohio.
Speaker 4: What do y'all mean Steph Currs from Ohio? I thought
Speaker 4: he's from North Carolina.
Speaker 2: How you from Ohio and Ohio? I was born and
Speaker 2: born and raised and then left and then ship. Dave
Speaker 2: Chappelle was raised in Ohio.
Speaker 3: Dave Chappelle still lives in Ohio.
Speaker 2: I know I used to work at it. That's that's
Speaker 2: one of my only like celeb friends I can say.
Speaker 1: But you had to get out, you said, yeah, so
Speaker 1: where did what did you?
Speaker 3: What did you go do? Like go out and do
Speaker 3: what I chose?
Speaker 2: I knew I had a gift, so I wanted to explore.
Speaker 2: It really wasn't like one of ten years ago. Really,
Speaker 2: I ain't. We ain't had this like you know, social media,
Speaker 2: social content, this type of content where you could you know.
Speaker 2: So I left home in like seventeen turning eighteen, moved
Speaker 2: to the East Coast. I couldn't afford to live in
Speaker 2: New York, so I had some money saved up. I
Speaker 2: moved to North Jersey.
Speaker 1: Pursue your rap career.
Speaker 2: Yeah I'm not a rapper, okay, yeah, artists artists yeah yeah, yeah,
Speaker 2: singing rap and write.
Speaker 1: Okay, yeah, So you don't like to just say.
Speaker 2: You don't like to say yeah yeah rapping, Yeah, rapping
Speaker 2: is too easy. So like I want to do like
Speaker 2: I'm singing my rap lyrics. Really that's kind of but
Speaker 2: I'm rapping on this EP that I'm dropping.
Speaker 1: So you singing like Usher singing, or you're singing like
Speaker 1: Lutha singing.
Speaker 2: Or more like a I'm gonna be honest, they say, like,
Speaker 2: like a if you mix like a Dale, Sam Smith
Speaker 2: and Polo g kind of so like harmony, Yeah.
Speaker 3: Harmony harmonies.
Speaker 4: When I was listening to Gosh Kobe Records, you kind
Speaker 4: of remind me a little bit of like J Cole.
Speaker 2: Oh the rap, the rap, yeah, then the message.
Speaker 3: Yeah yeah yeah, I like you.
Speaker 4: I like the videos, the visuals it like I feel
Speaker 4: like it like brings your lyrics to life.
Speaker 2: Yeah, I like to because I got a lot of UH.
Speaker 2: When I first started making music, I was I ain't
Speaker 2: gonna lie. I was younger, so I was trying to
Speaker 2: do what everybody else was doing, and bitches and holes
Speaker 2: and all that shit. But then when I they like, bro,
Speaker 2: you should tell you've been through some shit. You should
Speaker 2: tell them like PC of your story, but I'm like,
Speaker 2: I don't want that to fall on deaf ears. I
Speaker 2: could talk about bitches and holes all day, that's easy,
Speaker 2: But then I put out a record talking about some
Speaker 2: real shit. So getting the d ms from that song,
Speaker 2: fire that beat hard and then getting the d M saying, bro,
Speaker 2: this song saved my life. Like I wake up every
Speaker 2: day listening to this ship to get my day started.
Speaker 1: And what song was this?
Speaker 2: Uh Lamar Jackson Witness can't sleep. So it was like
Speaker 2: which DM? Which DM?
Speaker 3: Feel better? Like this one really feel better? You feel me?
Speaker 2: Like like this nigga really just said you know, like
Speaker 2: I get all kind of dms now, like they touched
Speaker 2: from the heart, Yeah, from the heart versus just you know,
Speaker 2: that's a dope beat, you know.
Speaker 4: Yeah, that's that's like what a lot of artists, you know,
Speaker 4: you would like a song, but you really like.
Speaker 3: The song for the beat.
Speaker 2: Yeah, And I like artists that have people that buy
Speaker 2: into you. Yeah, not just the song. I want to hear.
Speaker 2: I want to hear more of you because I want
Speaker 2: to hear you grow.
Speaker 3: We'll be right back with more of the Baller Alert Show.
Speaker 4: You're listening to a special edition of the Baller Alert Show.
Speaker 3: What's up?
Speaker 2: It's your boy ya Lee, and you're now tuned in
Speaker 2: to the Baller Alert Show. Where'd your name come from? Yah?
Speaker 2: My sister, you know my family, that's your nickname? Really
Speaker 2: my real name. I ain't gonna lie, but yeah, so
Speaker 2: sensitive my teachers. So this is yeah, yah ya ya, Yeah,
Speaker 2: my nickname, y'all Lee? My name, yeah, y'all leave is
Speaker 2: your real name. Nah. It ain't on my driver's license,
Speaker 2: but my whole life, that's what I've been called. Nobody
Speaker 2: calls me my government name except when I get pulled over.
Speaker 2: But yeah, man, I just wanted to make music that.
Speaker 2: Like I said, that turn up ship is like a wave.
Speaker 2: Waves crash. That ship that I do now is like
Speaker 2: a lane. Like lanes don't crash, they go on and
Speaker 2: then they branch off, you know what I'm saying. So
Speaker 2: I'm trying to be a lane and not a wave.
Speaker 2: What made you want to become an artist? My mom
Speaker 2: a gospel singer. My dad rap in the day before
Speaker 2: he got locked up. So my mom had like a
Speaker 2: basketball scholarship, and then my dad had a football scholarship.
Speaker 2: So my senior year in high school, I could have
Speaker 2: played football, basketball in college somewhere, but I chose music
Speaker 2: again I was young, and then you turned down the scholarship,
Speaker 2: uh scholarship for football, but more like financial aid D
Speaker 2: two basketball. But what I'm saying is like the high
Speaker 2: school I went to, I thought it was going to
Speaker 2: be like that in college. I didn't know, Like the
Speaker 2: best didn't play at my high school. The the cafeteria
Speaker 2: lady's son played because that's the cafeteria lady's son. And
Speaker 2: we lost games because this this motherfucker, he asked, but
Speaker 2: she you know.
Speaker 1: And then it Dayton.
Speaker 2: No, I'm not no Dayton, hard body and sports, you
Speaker 2: know what I'm saying. But I'm saying, like certain schools
Speaker 2: you go to politics. You know what I mean, because
Speaker 2: my mom took me out the hood, put me in
Speaker 2: an all white school for a couple of years. So
Speaker 2: so you're like, why is he Yeah, why is he
Speaker 2: playing over my nigga?
Speaker 3: Right all?
Speaker 2: Every time he get in, he forced a fumble, he
Speaker 2: get an interception. Every time he get in, he forced
Speaker 2: a fumble, get an interception. But buddy over here is
Speaker 2: getting cooked every time. But he to train her son.
Speaker 2: So I'm like, bro, if college is about to be
Speaker 2: like that, nigga, I ain't about to go to like what.
Speaker 2: I don't even like school anyways, and then I gotta
Speaker 2: sit back and hope one you know what I mean.
Speaker 1: But you went from one part politic to the next
Speaker 1: because the industry politics is way crazier.
Speaker 3: Yeah, I disagree.
Speaker 2: It depends on what type of music, what type of
Speaker 2: message you put out, because can't nobody tell me when
Speaker 2: I can get in a game and when I can't.
Speaker 1: But also, do you feel like it's how far you
Speaker 1: want to.
Speaker 3: Go at the end of the day. I feel like.
Speaker 2: If you can, if your music is hitting people here,
Speaker 2: you're gonna keep to me, You're gonna keep climbing like
Speaker 2: I pray a lot if you really listen to my music.
Speaker 2: So God been opening up mad doors, like I really like,
Speaker 2: not just got a message, but I'm really a foot
Speaker 2: on ground type niggas. So if when I pull up
Speaker 2: and do a meet and greet at a school, you
Speaker 2: can look, you know it's two hundred three hundred kids
Speaker 2: popping out. I got white moms DM and me telling
Speaker 2: me the twelve year old white daughter missed out because
Speaker 2: they took him out of school sick. What school you
Speaker 2: pulling up to next because I want my daughter to
Speaker 2: want to hoodie or autograph.
Speaker 3: So it's like, wow, you know that's dope. And I'm from.
Speaker 2: Ohioa segregated where, like a black kid in a white neighborhood.
Speaker 3: You you know what I mean, It's still like that.
Speaker 3: Hell yeah, Sundowntown's remember one of Georgia.
Speaker 4: I know.
Speaker 2: The sundowntown is what is over there when when the
Speaker 2: sun go down and you and I we can't be around.
Speaker 1: That area, be outside.
Speaker 3: Yeah, Sundowntown.
Speaker 1: Look at watch a Lovecraft Country. They have an episode
Speaker 1: about sundown, very scary.
Speaker 3: It's very white.
Speaker 2: White's only water fountain still, but you can drink from it,
Speaker 2: but it's you and the wrong you know what I mean?
Speaker 2: Like they don't, they don't, they don't, Yeah, they don't play.
Speaker 2: And then when the George Floyd shit happened, all the protests,
Speaker 2: So I was back home during that, and we had
Speaker 2: a lot of white people, older white people speaking up like, look,
Speaker 2: I've been wanting to say something. The deed on my
Speaker 2: house say, I can sell my house to anybody.
Speaker 3: But a colored person. Oh wow.
Speaker 2: So if if I if I got to live in
Speaker 2: that city, to go to a good school, but you
Speaker 2: can't sell your house to us.
Speaker 3: How to hell?
Speaker 2: We gonna you get what I'm saying. So really that
Speaker 2: systemic shit really go hard back, you know, back there
Speaker 2: in certain areas.
Speaker 3: Hey, so love Lebron.
Speaker 2: Do you think do you think that all the stuff
Speaker 2: that you had to deal with effects and is the
Speaker 2: reason why you are so articulate with your music?
Speaker 3: Bro?
Speaker 2: I watch my pastor get murdered at eight years old
Speaker 2: in church after Bible class.
Speaker 3: That's had eight.
Speaker 2: I watched two of my friends get murdered in front
Speaker 2: of me before high school. I'm talking blood on my shoes.
Speaker 2: You'll see it in in a short film. I kind
Speaker 2: of try to portray it how it happened. So a
Speaker 2: nigga really grew up, like part of my brain grew
Speaker 2: up fast. Like man, you play video games, you see
Speaker 2: guns kill people, but yes, cool, or you watch it
Speaker 2: on TV. But when that shit happened in front of
Speaker 2: you too many times, you know what I'm saying, it
Speaker 2: it hits you different. So you like you know, you
Speaker 2: look at life different, you move different, You don't go certain,
Speaker 2: you know what I mean?
Speaker 3: Like you don't play you ple playing a fire, You're
Speaker 3: gonna get burnt.
Speaker 2: That's why when I really be meeting some of these artists,
Speaker 2: they be talking to shit on their records.
Speaker 3: Like, Bro, you ain't really been through no shit.
Speaker 2: You've probably been in a situation that had your adrenaline going,
Speaker 2: but you ain't really being this close, you know what
Speaker 2: I'm saying, Like, you ain't been this close enough to
Speaker 2: be like, we do this shit to get away from
Speaker 2: this shit, not to stay in it.
Speaker 3: You feel me?
Speaker 1: So, how are you mentally? How do you deal with
Speaker 1: living every day?
Speaker 2: Shit?
Speaker 3: Nigga?
Speaker 2: I probably need therapy. The fourth song on the project
Speaker 2: called mental health. But at the end of the day,
Speaker 2: like that shit really affect your sleep at night, you know.
Speaker 3: Like PTSD. I ain't gonna lie.
Speaker 2: I ain't know what PTSD was my whole life until
Speaker 2: it became a thing. It's just something that I've been
Speaker 2: dealing with. So if that's what it is, that's what
Speaker 2: it is.
Speaker 3: Is the music your therapy?
Speaker 2: Hell yeah, okay, the response, the response from the music
Speaker 2: is my therapy.
Speaker 1: But as far as getting a professional to help you
Speaker 1: and guide you through you know, your or your thoughts
Speaker 1: and the things that you made, you know, with all
Speaker 1: the things that you've been through, are you open to
Speaker 1: seeking that type of help.
Speaker 2: I know therapy can help me, it's just it's just
Speaker 2: hard for me in my mind. I'm gonna try it
Speaker 2: one day, please do. But it's hard for me in
Speaker 2: my mind to pay somebody that don't understand all the
Speaker 2: shit I've been through. Powert on top because after making
Speaker 2: it out of Ohio, I had to live out of
Speaker 2: my car when it hit rock bottom a couple of times,
Speaker 2: living in a room with no windows. So it's like
Speaker 2: my grandma was murdered while I was living out of
Speaker 2: my car. I didn't get to make that funeral. So
Speaker 2: at the end of the day, it's like it's a
Speaker 2: lot of shit piled up, and it's like, I don't know.
Speaker 3: It's for me. It's hard to.
Speaker 2: Just talk to somebody and really believe that they gonna
Speaker 2: understand what I'm going through when they ain't been through
Speaker 2: nothing of this shit that I've been through or I
Speaker 2: had to deal with.
Speaker 1: You feel me, I think you'd be surprised if you
Speaker 1: just like you're open to it and the followed show
Speaker 1: with it, and just if it doesn't work with the
Speaker 1: first one, there's many others, and just finding the one
Speaker 1: that is best fitting for you. I just think that
Speaker 1: the idea that you're open to it is a step.
Speaker 2: Yeah, that is a step. Yeah, and yeah, go get therapy.
Speaker 2: If you're listening, we'll be right back. Stay tuned with
Speaker 2: more of The Baller Alert Show. You're listening to a
Speaker 2: special edition of The Baller Alert Show.
Speaker 3: What's Up? Is your boy? Ali?
Speaker 2: And you're now tuned in to The Baller Alert Show.
Speaker 2: Are you signed independently? Yeah?
Speaker 3: Independent as in is it your situation or yeah? Okay, yes, sir?
Speaker 3: All right, So.
Speaker 2: Let's talk about this music. So I was looking at
Speaker 2: these videos. It's four or five parts for four part chapters,
Speaker 2: four chapters, and it's a summary of kind of what
Speaker 2: you've been dealing with your life. Yeah, just so you know,
Speaker 2: who's this kid that's rapping the lyrics on part one?
Speaker 3: That's a little bro. Shout out to twenty eight Suce
Speaker 3: you're real little bro.
Speaker 2: Nah, okay, because he's wrapping great job I was in
Speaker 2: when I was in Irvington, New Jersey. Shout out to Irvington,
Speaker 2: shut out the Nork. Shout out to jerseys But when
Speaker 2: I was living in Irvington, that's like the worst part
Speaker 2: of Jersey.
Speaker 3: By the way.
Speaker 2: The kid reached out to me in the DMS and
Speaker 2: I saw him and his little friend rapping. But I'm like,
Speaker 2: they just need a little help. So I did a
Speaker 2: verse for him so he was cool, and then we
Speaker 2: just followed each other. I never met him, and then
Speaker 2: I moved to LA after the pandemic and his family
Speaker 2: moved to LA. So I'm like, buddy, followed each other
Speaker 2: on Instagram. I'm like, budd, hey been visiting La a lot.
Speaker 2: He's like, nah, I live here. After I DM hi,
Speaker 2: I'm like where you live? He lived six minutes away. Wow,
Speaker 2: that's crazy, right, So I'm like, brod, I need a
Speaker 2: favor from you. He's like, yeah, nigga, you look you know,
Speaker 2: and he young, like seventeen. Need you to play me
Speaker 2: like ten years ago. I need you to learn these
Speaker 2: lyrics like it's your song. So then that's why you
Speaker 2: see the flashback between me and him, and he kind
Speaker 2: of understand it because where he from.
Speaker 3: So now you're dope, bro.
Speaker 2: I'm definitely you know you're here because we think you're
Speaker 2: dope and definitely think that you have a future ahead
Speaker 2: of you. Now, what's the plan though, Like, what's what's
Speaker 2: your next situation like, what do you what you're planning
Speaker 2: to do to do? What are you plan what are
Speaker 2: you planning to do? I just can't wait to go
Speaker 2: on tour. That's on your by yourself.
Speaker 3: Open I don't care who open up. I ain't gonna
Speaker 3: say no names. But are you already y'at something in place? Nah?
Speaker 2: I thought I did, but I was pulled to the
Speaker 2: side and said, and this would hurt. Like you performed
Speaker 2: the other day two weeks ago. You killed that shit.
Speaker 2: Then the main act came out your show. Your part
Speaker 2: of the show was more lit then they part of
Speaker 2: the show. So their team is like.
Speaker 3: They don't want you to go on on the road,
Speaker 3: like you gonna outshine the main.
Speaker 2: Act if that's politics though, politics talk about Yeah, but
Speaker 2: that shit really hurt, as as the culture as the music,
Speaker 2: because I'm out there trying to outshine nobody. I'm there
Speaker 2: trying to you're trying to do your thing, trying to
Speaker 2: be me saying my message. You feel me because you know,
Speaker 2: I asked the crowd because I got a song called
Speaker 2: from my grandmother.
Speaker 3: I miss you.
Speaker 2: I feel like God didn't take away from me, the
Speaker 2: world did so a lot of people. I said, Yo,
Speaker 2: who in the crowd lost somebody that feel like God
Speaker 2: didn't take them away, the world did. So this me
Speaker 2: on stage just two hundred people, three hundred people. So
Speaker 2: I'm like, who want to share? Because I shared my story.
Speaker 2: So Buddy like he raised his hand. I'm like, what happened? Like,
Speaker 2: my dad just committed suicide last week, so we like.
Speaker 3: Dance on my page.
Speaker 2: Wow, so one might So the whole crowd like like
Speaker 2: this energy just took over, so they like you hear you,
Speaker 2: hear the crowd all like you know, So I'm like,
Speaker 2: what's his name? And then Darren all right, we love
Speaker 2: we love you Darren on three one two three, We
Speaker 2: love you Darren.
Speaker 3: So he liked participation.
Speaker 2: And then the next one, I'm thinking, somebody gonna say
Speaker 2: I lost somebody nine years ago, so that shit hit me.
Speaker 2: I can't even look dude in the eye because I'm like,
Speaker 2: that's a different type of pain you feel me. And
Speaker 2: then the next dude like, my friend overdosed on man
Speaker 2: vetanah last week. So then I'm like, man, drop the song, bro,
Speaker 2: so we shot out of his friend.
Speaker 3: You dropped the song?
Speaker 2: I performing the song, Buddy crying this dude crying, a
Speaker 2: girl crying, and I'm like I can't look at them
Speaker 2: because I'm a fuck around it, you know, I start
Speaker 2: thinking about my grandma.
Speaker 3: You feel me.
Speaker 2: But after the show, like I said, getting them DMS
Speaker 2: type shit like bro, like you asking my friend that,
Speaker 2: Like I'm like.
Speaker 3: You really, Yeah, You're gonna have fans for life. Really yeah.
Speaker 2: So And I wasn't even doing it for that. I'm
Speaker 2: doing it because I understand, like we all go through shit,
Speaker 2: and we going through it, we feel like we're the
Speaker 2: only ones on earth going through it. That's just human.
Speaker 2: That's just how it be. But when you know somebody
Speaker 2: else going through it too, the kind of give you, Like.
Speaker 4: Just just hearing your story, man, like you really got
Speaker 4: a crazy story, just you know, just just sitting and
Speaker 4: having this quick conversation and stuff with you.
Speaker 3: I'm like, man, that's crazy.
Speaker 4: But now it kind of explains everything with your music
Speaker 4: and like just what type of person that you molded
Speaker 4: into because you said like you was making the type
Speaker 4: of music that you was talking about women and drugs
Speaker 4: and stuff like this, and then.
Speaker 3: Not drugs, but.
Speaker 2: The typical way staying on the couch, turn up bottles,
Speaker 2: pop out.
Speaker 4: Yeah yeah, but yeah, just you know, now everything makes
Speaker 4: a lot of sense now when I see what type
Speaker 4: of artist you is, like your demeanor everything.
Speaker 1: How old are you?
Speaker 3: Twenty seven seven?
Speaker 2: Yeah, okay, I would add I would also say I
Speaker 2: thought therapy was like for crazy folks, people you know,
Speaker 2: ain't don't got it all. But I would like to just
Speaker 2: share with you that therapy gave me clarity on a
Speaker 2: lot of shit that I was dealing with. It gave
Speaker 2: me clarity, and like my past relationships, I realized that
Speaker 2: it wasn't them, it was me, and I was immature,
Speaker 2: and you know, I wasn't ready for a commitment.
Speaker 3: And trauma type shit. Yeah, it was like trauma.
Speaker 2: Like I never saw a committed relationship growing up, so
Speaker 2: like I was just reacting what I was, just acting
Speaker 2: what I saw and what I thought was normal to me,
Speaker 2: which wasn't to be faithful, so I really But it
Speaker 2: wasn't until I spoke to somebody professionally to help me
Speaker 2: unpack that shit that I realized, oh okay, and I
Speaker 2: wasn't even ready because I was doing all this at
Speaker 2: a young age and I'm over here like making I'm
Speaker 2: making babies, and now I'm over here like with baby,
Speaker 2: multiple baby mamas, and I'm just realizing, oh as I'm
Speaker 2: as someone's helping me unpack this. This could have all
Speaker 2: been prevented had I would have had some clarity in
Speaker 2: my life. And I couldn't blame my dad because he's
Speaker 2: a product of his environment. I couldn't really blame my mom.
Speaker 2: You know, these are my parents are from the island,
Speaker 2: so uh, success to them, And I close it out
Speaker 2: by saying, success to them was a little different than
Speaker 2: success to me, Like my dad having a job with
Speaker 2: health benefits was success me. I wanted to follow my dreams.
Speaker 2: But speaking to a therapist and a counselor helped me
Speaker 2: navigate through all that shit, especially like I never really
Speaker 2: my mom really really was with my mom like she
Speaker 2: was like she worked a whole bunch of times. So
Speaker 2: I was raised by my grandma a lot, so I
Speaker 2: kind of gravitated more to my grandma. So like me
Speaker 2: and my mom was like friends, you know what I'm saying. So,
Speaker 2: but I needed someone to help me understand why me
Speaker 2: and her had this type of relationship that we had
Speaker 2: and why I gravitated to my grandma the way I did.
Speaker 3: So it was a whole thing.
Speaker 2: And I only wanted to share that with you because
Speaker 2: I didn't think that I had nothing. You know, we
Speaker 2: always just think, yeah, we all right, we're good, but
Speaker 2: sometimes were not good, that's the fact.
Speaker 3: And we have to say I'm not good a lot
Speaker 3: of times. We're not good. My sleeping. I already know
Speaker 3: I ain't good, like you know what I mean. Yeah,
Speaker 3: so I just wanted to sha.
Speaker 2: Just try it though, like I want you to try
Speaker 2: it soon because I think that will also make you
Speaker 2: a lot.
Speaker 3: I think you're already dope. That's why you're here, bro.
Speaker 3: I think with the right.
Speaker 2: Level, I think it's going to it's gonna a lot
Speaker 2: some other ship. So if we got anything from this interview, bro,
Speaker 2: because I think you're dope and the content that you're
Speaker 2: putting out is dope. And again I was telling them
Speaker 2: my co workers, like I wanted to get you on
Speaker 2: here before you blow up, because you're gonna blow up
Speaker 2: for sure.
Speaker 3: That's love. And I understand how this worked because you know,
Speaker 3: we just know it just takes time. Bro. We gotta
Speaker 3: be patient with your ship. But yeah, you're dope, Bro.
Speaker 4: Trust everything takes time and a lot of you know,
Speaker 4: a lot of people that's in your position. You know,
Speaker 4: Ray can contest, Man, we've done see them, We're done see.
Speaker 3: A lot of youth. You'll be sitting right here. Then
Speaker 3: he'd be like, damn you man. We interview him last year.
Speaker 3: Now he's like he out of here. You know what
Speaker 3: I'm saying.
Speaker 4: So, yeah, you know if saying yo, I believe in
Speaker 4: this God, I'm like, I trust you because we can
Speaker 4: name over a halfful of people that the same thing was,
Speaker 4: like you see them now like damn this person is like.
Speaker 2: But like in in closing, what I'm gonna say is
Speaker 2: when you were explaining your show and you have people emotional,
Speaker 2: see those shows are people the shows that people remember.
Speaker 2: That's why I think you're going to go far, because
Speaker 2: it's one thing to go out there and just wrap
Speaker 2: some ship. And then I appreciate y'all following me on
Speaker 2: Instagram boom, but you shared an experience and you have people.
Speaker 2: That's why your your followers and your engagement is a
Speaker 2: lot more accurate.
Speaker 3: And yeah, there Core and you just continue water in
Speaker 3: those seas, you know what I'm saying.
Speaker 1: And people always remember the way you make them feel.
Speaker 1: People always remember how you make them feel. Whether it
Speaker 1: be good or bad experience, they always remember it and
Speaker 1: thank you for joining us. And before we get out
Speaker 1: of here, we got a pep talk with Yi.
Speaker 3: My name ya LEI. Uh. The message I want to
Speaker 3: leave is.
Speaker 2: Hm, I feel like uh more, start to try to
Speaker 2: become full of yourself. We put a negative connotation on
Speaker 2: being full of yourself. I feel like a lot of
Speaker 2: people aren't full of themselves enough where And it don't
Speaker 2: mean no cocky or arrogant. But when you full of yourself,
Speaker 2: can't nobody else tell you who you are? Or can't
Speaker 2: nobody society can't steer you where they want to steer you.
Speaker 2: And also I want to say, the man that invented
Speaker 2: the light bulb didn't do it for money. He did
Speaker 2: it because we needed light. The man that invented the
Speaker 2: loaf of bread didn't do it for money. He did
Speaker 2: it because we needed to he wanted to eat. So
Speaker 2: create something eventual light bulb and just know every day
Speaker 2: we wake up we walking around and using somebody else's idea.
Speaker 2: So try to come up with something to invent you
Speaker 2: feel me that's it.
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