WEBVTT - “I’M BLIND AND MISS LOOKING AT BOOBS”

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<v Speaker 1>Hold up, hold up, hold up, give me you got

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<v Speaker 1>a call? Hello? Hello, Hey, what's going on?

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<v Speaker 2>What's your name?

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<v Speaker 1>Uh, we'll call, We'll call.

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<v Speaker 2>We'll go with Isaac, Isaac. How can I get you today?

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<v Speaker 2>What's going on?

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<v Speaker 1>Not much, Grek. You know, I'm just chilling right here.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm in California, so you know where I'm at. Time wise,

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<v Speaker 1>he's drinking a beer after work.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm in California, so you know where I'm at. Well,

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<v Speaker 2>it says here that you wanted to talk about uh

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<v Speaker 2>being legally blind and helping out other legally blind people. Now,

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<v Speaker 2>how blind are you? Are? You? Like, hello, blind? They're

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<v Speaker 2>not that blind.

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<v Speaker 1>So I am totally blind from one eye and then

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<v Speaker 1>from my other eye. From my left eye, I only

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<v Speaker 1>have about tunnel vision, and everybody kind of looks. Have

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<v Speaker 1>you ever played that game Minecraft? Uh? Yeah, you know

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<v Speaker 1>how I kind of looks by blocking? Yeah, like low

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<v Speaker 1>graphers and stuff like that. Yeah, yeah, that's that's how

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<v Speaker 1>it would have that my visions.

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<v Speaker 2>So in one eye you see nothing, and then the

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<v Speaker 2>other eye you see Minecraft.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, but on the right eye that I don't see

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<v Speaker 1>nothing out of It's like it's not darkness, it's just light.

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<v Speaker 1>I could still see light, so I know when it's dark.

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<v Speaker 1>I know when it's night. You know what I mean.

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<v Speaker 2>So you can so you see light out of your

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<v Speaker 2>like when you're in when you're in a dark room,

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<v Speaker 2>you don't see light, right, you just see. I mean

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<v Speaker 2>like if I close my eyes and I stare at

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<v Speaker 2>the sun, I'll see orange. Is it like that? Yeah?

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<v Speaker 1>Speak of it like seem into like a because I

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<v Speaker 1>had vision in the past. I lost my vision, so

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<v Speaker 1>I just gut it as like a you know how

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<v Speaker 1>when you look into like a car with headlights, it's

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<v Speaker 1>like a hypem mhm. It's just bright, right, That's how

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<v Speaker 1>it works.

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<v Speaker 2>How'd you lose your vision?

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<v Speaker 1>Man, that's a long story. I had what's known as

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<v Speaker 1>toxic epidermal narcolosis.

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<v Speaker 2>Toxic epidermal epidermal something.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, you could call it. You can look you can

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<v Speaker 1>google it by looking at Stephen Johnson's syndrome.

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<v Speaker 2>Okay, I had that.

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<v Speaker 1>But it's like a spectrum type of stuff.

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<v Speaker 2>How old were you when you lost your vision? There'steen fifteen. Ah,

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<v Speaker 2>that sucks. It's like long enough to really get acquainted

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<v Speaker 2>with seeing.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, it's been about twelve years, man.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, maybe one thing. If you lost your vision when

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<v Speaker 2>you were like four, it's like I didn't really get

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<v Speaker 2>to see anything, but now you kind of like know

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<v Speaker 2>what's seeing is Like, what did that suck? Was that

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<v Speaker 2>a bummer?

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<v Speaker 1>Honest? You guys, do you know what I really missed?

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<v Speaker 1>I lost my virginity when I was like fourteen, I

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<v Speaker 1>missing tits.

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<v Speaker 2>I knew when you said I knew when you said,

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<v Speaker 2>do you know what I miss right now? I knew

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<v Speaker 2>you were gonna say tits.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah. It's like if A feel them, I know where

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<v Speaker 1>they're at, I know how it looks, but it's like

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<v Speaker 1>I can't can't you can't see them? Painful? Dog?

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<v Speaker 2>When was the last time you saw tits?

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<v Speaker 1>Oh? You want me to get like technical up in here?

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<v Speaker 2>Sure? Yeah, all right.

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<v Speaker 1>So I got sick, so my condition. I got sick

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<v Speaker 1>like like oh, March March, like mid March, and I

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<v Speaker 1>had gotten laid about a week before that.

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<v Speaker 3>That was the last time.

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<v Speaker 2>Man, So you had sex h a week before you

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<v Speaker 2>lost your vision?

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, well before I started losing my vision.

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<v Speaker 2>Man, do you think it's like a god opens a window,

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<v Speaker 2>closes the door kind of thing?

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<v Speaker 1>Mm hmm. Describe that? What do you mean.

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<v Speaker 2>Like like something good happened to you. You had sex

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<v Speaker 2>for the first time, and so the playing field needed

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<v Speaker 2>to be evened out, so something bad had to happen

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<v Speaker 2>to you.

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<v Speaker 1>Well, that wasn't the first time I had sex.

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<v Speaker 2>I thought you said you lost your virginity. Oh okay,

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<v Speaker 2>I guess.

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<v Speaker 1>That makes no no, no, I said I had the

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<v Speaker 1>last time I had sex.

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<v Speaker 2>Okay, Well you had sex. That's a good thing, and

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<v Speaker 2>so it was balanced out that. Yeah. Whether or not

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<v Speaker 2>it was the time you lost your virginity, it doesn't matter. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 2>all right, this this is sorry. This was a stupid

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<v Speaker 2>thread that I took us down, and I take full

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<v Speaker 2>responsibility for that. Okay, so what but you still remember

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<v Speaker 2>what tits look like? So can you still imagine tits?

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah?

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<v Speaker 3>I can.

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<v Speaker 1>I mean I can still kind of technically see them

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<v Speaker 1>because I still have like a I still have like

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<v Speaker 1>a tunnel vision in my left eye. It's like looking

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<v Speaker 1>in imagine holding up your fingers with the with the

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<v Speaker 1>hole in your hand, and that's all you can see. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>you see who you have to adjust That's how I

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<v Speaker 1>have to look at it. I can still see them.

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<v Speaker 2>So everything looks like minecraft.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, yeah, a tunnel tunnel vision, because I only have

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<v Speaker 1>tunnel in my left.

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<v Speaker 2>Eye, so pretty much forever, anytime you see tits it

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<v Speaker 2>looks like Minecraft hen tie.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah. So, and it sucks that it's only gonna get

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<v Speaker 1>worse with time.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, eventually you'll go from Minecraft tits to South Park tits? Yeah?

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<v Speaker 2>So you know what do you miss? Do you miss

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<v Speaker 2>Do you miss seeing butts?

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<v Speaker 1>Honestly, I'm more of a tick guy than an ass

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<v Speaker 1>I got. I hate to be on that side, but

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<v Speaker 1>I'm more of a kick guy something.

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<v Speaker 2>What about? What else do you miss seeing?

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<v Speaker 3>Oh?

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<v Speaker 1>Do you know what? I really missed another thing? I

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<v Speaker 1>really missed? You ever like played baseball and like you

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<v Speaker 1>still like a baseball and you can track a baseball

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<v Speaker 1>in the year or a football year. I missed that.

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<v Speaker 1>I really miss that.

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<v Speaker 2>Do you miss it more than you miss tits?

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<v Speaker 3>No?

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<v Speaker 1>I miss tis more than I missed that. H I

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<v Speaker 1>still wrestle and I can still box After I boxing

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<v Speaker 1>and blind, that was not cool. I gota functioned my

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<v Speaker 1>face a lot.

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<v Speaker 2>Get Is it harder to have sex in general when

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<v Speaker 2>you are blind? No?

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<v Speaker 1>Not really, I mean it's mostly feel I mean, I mean,

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<v Speaker 1>I know, I know, I know where everything's up comically speaking,

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<v Speaker 1>I mean, I've been with my girlfriend for like two

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<v Speaker 1>years now, So.

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<v Speaker 2>Is it crazy? Is it crazy that you don't know,

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<v Speaker 2>uh what she looks like?

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<v Speaker 1>You see, I do, and I don't know what she

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<v Speaker 1>looks like because, like I said, I have I have

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<v Speaker 1>like a little bit of visions in my left eye.

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<v Speaker 1>I have tonal vision, no picks, but like I can

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<v Speaker 1>make out where she looked like a little bit.

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<v Speaker 2>Is she pretty?

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<v Speaker 1>Well, yeah she is. I like her. Oh that was

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<v Speaker 1>not a good response.

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<v Speaker 2>No, But you know what's funny is it It wasn't

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<v Speaker 2>a good response, And you totally could have like, it's

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<v Speaker 2>not like you. It's not like you like thought she

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<v Speaker 2>wasn't pretty, and you would be lying if you said

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<v Speaker 2>like she was. You don't even you don't even have like,

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<v Speaker 2>uh information on which to lie about. There was only

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<v Speaker 2>positives in and enthusiastically answering yes, yeah.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, you worred about that. You heard about that. I

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<v Speaker 1>mean I like my girlfriend emotionally. I mean she drives

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<v Speaker 1>me places when I need to get to places. You know,

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<v Speaker 1>she's cool. It's like we've been together two years, so

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<v Speaker 1>it's like kind of like the honeymoon pha is kind

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<v Speaker 1>of over mm hm, you know which is you know,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, you know what I mean. You know she

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<v Speaker 1>stays in my apartment. Now, it's so cool.

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<v Speaker 2>How did you guys meet?

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<v Speaker 1>How did we meet at college?

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<v Speaker 2>Oh?

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<v Speaker 1>Really, yeah, we met when I was doing my bachelor's program. Yeah.

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<v Speaker 2>What was the first thing she said to you?

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<v Speaker 1>Well, she was more interested in the fact because I

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<v Speaker 1>have like a really like good memory because I don't

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<v Speaker 1>know if it's because I'm blind or because i'm or

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<v Speaker 1>because of my brain, but like I want, like if

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<v Speaker 1>I like I only need to like I only need

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<v Speaker 1>to like review a document one time, and then I

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<v Speaker 1>can recite to you information on that document.

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<v Speaker 2>How do you read?

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<v Speaker 1>Well, I had listened to it. Gags.

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<v Speaker 2>You listen to a document and then that whole document

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<v Speaker 2>is Is you you remember everything that it said?

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah?

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<v Speaker 2>And how did you said that? She was interested in that?

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<v Speaker 2>How did that manifest?

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<v Speaker 1>Well?

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<v Speaker 4>Like when when I was when I was going and

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<v Speaker 4>when I was doing college, I was also like I

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<v Speaker 4>was kind of like tutoring because I graduated, Like because I.

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<v Speaker 1>Like I'm telling you, it's like I could just recite information.

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<v Speaker 1>It's like a lot of teachers will like kind of

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<v Speaker 1>respect that, and then like a lot of students are

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<v Speaker 1>kind of like kind of like gravitate towards that, and

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<v Speaker 1>then I would be able to help them with online

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<v Speaker 1>testing because I was just really you know, good with that,

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<v Speaker 1>and people would just gravitate towards me. And then I

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<v Speaker 1>would give a lot of people answers. I had a

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<v Speaker 1>group of like seven people around me, like helping me,

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<v Speaker 1>walking me around places, and then I would just help

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<v Speaker 1>them with like their homework, give them ideas, give them

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<v Speaker 1>like we'd all take tests together, and yeah, they would

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<v Speaker 1>just pass.

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<v Speaker 5>On my laworld.

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<v Speaker 2>So people would just naturally gravitate towards you.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, I don't know, Yeah, I guess.

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<v Speaker 2>So how do you feel about that?

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<v Speaker 1>Well? It was what it was, man. I mean I

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<v Speaker 1>didn't really think much about it because you know, I

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<v Speaker 1>would just do my thing and like people like whatever,

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<v Speaker 1>you're making me think. I wouldn't abuse me.

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<v Speaker 2>What you said people abuse you.

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<v Speaker 1>You're making me think that, like you're make me think

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<v Speaker 1>how went on?

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<v Speaker 2>I'm not saying anything. I'm not trying to make you

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<v Speaker 2>think a damn thing.

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<v Speaker 6>My friends, No, but like, yeah, that's how I met

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<v Speaker 6>myself friend and we ended up because we ended up

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<v Speaker 6>being in the same major, and then we ended up.

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<v Speaker 1>Just taking like the same classes together, and she would

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<v Speaker 1>help me kind of get from like the college to

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<v Speaker 1>like my apartment where I was staying at university, and

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<v Speaker 1>then you know, one thing let to another, and then

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<v Speaker 1>you know, now now we're a couple.

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<v Speaker 2>Now I got a question for you. Uh it says

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<v Speaker 2>here in your text that you wanted to talk about

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<v Speaker 2>your arrest record.

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<v Speaker 1>That's another story, Dick.

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<v Speaker 2>Do you do you still want to talk about it?

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<v Speaker 1>Well, we kind of into all this is like I

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<v Speaker 1>kind of I don't know because he's just asking your question.

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<v Speaker 2>You said you want me to ask another question. Yeah, okay,

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<v Speaker 2>So you don't want to talk about your arrest record?

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<v Speaker 1>No, not right now?

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<v Speaker 2>Okay? With like not right now? Is in like you

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<v Speaker 2>like you don't want to talk about it for the

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<v Speaker 2>rest of the time that we're on the phone, or

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<v Speaker 2>like you don't want to talk about it, like literally

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<v Speaker 2>like right now?

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<v Speaker 1>Oh well, if we're going to talk about let's talk

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<v Speaker 1>about it.

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<v Speaker 2>Well wait, wait, where are you at? Do you want

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<v Speaker 2>to talk about it? You know? I want to talk

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<v Speaker 2>about it.

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<v Speaker 1>I mean, yeah, I guess I'll talk about it because

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<v Speaker 1>it's nothing like incriminated. It's more embarrassing if anything.

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<v Speaker 2>Okay, Yeah, it was just like.

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<v Speaker 1>I went out one time and I went out for

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<v Speaker 1>drink and like I got a little bit too drunk,

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<v Speaker 1>and I didn't have my blind king with me, and

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<v Speaker 1>I was walking out and I got in a fight

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<v Speaker 1>with somebody that was also really intoxicated, and then we

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<v Speaker 1>both ended up getting in trouble.

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<v Speaker 2>Okay, I mean that's not that embarrassing. There's way more

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<v Speaker 2>embarrassing things you could have done to get arrested. Then,

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<v Speaker 2>you know, fight another guy. People think that's cool. I

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<v Speaker 2>think get in fights and stuff, you know, I think

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<v Speaker 2>that that's if like that. I think there's social I

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<v Speaker 2>think there's in theory social clout to be gained from

0:15:48.640 --> 0:15:50.880
<v Speaker 2>getting into fights. People watch. People pay him a lot

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<v Speaker 2>of money to watch people fight each other, you know,

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<v Speaker 2>So I don't know, people take a lot of people

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<v Speaker 2>take a lot of pride in fighting each other. So

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<v Speaker 2>I mean, you, I don't think it's that embarrassing.

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<v Speaker 1>But dude, I got so much shit going into work

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<v Speaker 1>because I was I was like with one of my

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<v Speaker 1>coworkers and like Mike, one of my coworkers told them

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<v Speaker 1>what happened, and obviously I didn't get in trouble, so

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<v Speaker 1>like nobody was mad at me. But the very fact

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<v Speaker 1>that I was like held like put into I guess

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<v Speaker 1>not under arrest. So like what do they call it

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<v Speaker 1>when you're when you're being held by the cops? Are

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<v Speaker 1>be not arrested? Detained?

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<v Speaker 2>The detained? Yeah that sounds right, yeah.

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<v Speaker 1>Because they wanted to get like the information, and I would.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm never going to live that down. My co my

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<v Speaker 1>co workers always come back to me and tell me, like, Hey,

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<v Speaker 1>what's going on? Were you detained? Is that where you

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<v Speaker 1>relate to work?

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<v Speaker 2>Do you still work at this job?

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah?

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<v Speaker 7>I still work there now.

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<v Speaker 2>Is that you have a job helping blind people?

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah?

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<v Speaker 2>Uh, well you were blind of the time. And he

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<v Speaker 2>got into this fight, right, yes, But like I said,

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<v Speaker 2>I was drawing, how do you how do you? How

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<v Speaker 2>do you? How do you uh do anything? Blind and drunk?

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<v Speaker 2>Let alone get into a fight with a.

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<v Speaker 1>Guy, Okay, because like, okay, the area that I was

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<v Speaker 1>in okay, So like where I live, I lived here

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<v Speaker 1>with my whole life. I've walked the street where I

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<v Speaker 1>was out all the time. But I've known him like

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<v Speaker 1>the back of my hand, and now that I'm blind,

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<v Speaker 1>it's like I kind of pay attention to them even more.

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<v Speaker 1>But like at the incident, I didn't have my white

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<v Speaker 1>kne because when I go out with people, I don't

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<v Speaker 1>like to have my white kne just to like just

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<v Speaker 1>to like take attention away from me. Because imagine, if

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<v Speaker 1>if you see a white cane, everybody's gonna be like, oh,

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<v Speaker 1>look are blind a richer and I don't like that.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, but if you had your white cane, you could

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<v Speaker 2>have kicked his ass with it.

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<v Speaker 1>Well, he wouldn't he probably he probably wouldn't have attacked me.

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<v Speaker 2>Interesting, No, it's true, he probably wouldn't. He probably wouldn't

0:18:10.560 --> 0:18:12.440
<v Speaker 2>have attacked because you would look like such an asshole,

0:18:13.080 --> 0:18:14.600
<v Speaker 2>you know, fighting a blind guy.

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<v Speaker 1>But isn't that what you would have jumped in?

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<v Speaker 2>Right? But isn't that what you want? Right? Like, you

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<v Speaker 2>don't want to be treated any differently because you're blind.

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<v Speaker 2>You want a guy, you know, if you're going to

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<v Speaker 2>get into a bar fight, you don't want that experience

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<v Speaker 2>to be hindered for you by somebody feeling bad for

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<v Speaker 2>you because you're blind.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, yeah, yeah, it's like honestly, when it happened, It's

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<v Speaker 1>like I went back into like because I used to

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<v Speaker 1>wrestle and like wrestling and like box and everything, and

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<v Speaker 1>I just kind of went back into like those raw

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<v Speaker 1>like I don't know what happened, but justly just came over.

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<v Speaker 1>Apparently the guy hit me in the face, and then

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<v Speaker 1>when he hit me, I grabbed him in a bear

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<v Speaker 1>hug and I tackled him to the floor, and then

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<v Speaker 1>I took his back and then I was just right

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<v Speaker 1>there riding his back, just holding him.

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<v Speaker 6>Bright.

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<v Speaker 2>You did that while blind? That's insane and drunk? What

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<v Speaker 2>why did this guy fight you? Was what happens.

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<v Speaker 1>I bumped into him, apparently, and I stepped on him.

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<v Speaker 2>Oh yeah, that's the funniest thing I've ever heard, is

0:19:36.119 --> 0:19:38.919
<v Speaker 2>this guy. This guy gets mad at you for bumping

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<v Speaker 2>into him, and he doesn't know that you're blind, so

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<v Speaker 2>he fucking punches you in the face.

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<v Speaker 1>Honestly, do you know one of the do you know

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<v Speaker 1>one of the cops, said one of the cobs, one

0:19:51.800 --> 0:19:54.320
<v Speaker 1>of the CAUs honestly said, it is like you really

0:19:54.320 --> 0:19:56.800
<v Speaker 1>couldn't tell that he was blind. Look into his fucking

0:19:56.880 --> 0:19:59.240
<v Speaker 1>eyes and you can see his fucking blindness.

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<v Speaker 2>That's crazy. No, No, see that guy should be embarrassed.

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<v Speaker 2>That guy, you shouldn't be embarrassed. You should feel sick.

0:20:08.240 --> 0:20:10.959
<v Speaker 2>You should be stoked about this. This is uh, this

0:20:11.040 --> 0:20:14.960
<v Speaker 2>is a very very cool story on your end and

0:20:15.040 --> 0:20:20.240
<v Speaker 2>an incredibly embarrassing story on his end, because he got

0:20:20.240 --> 0:20:22.960
<v Speaker 2>his ass kicked by a guy who can't even see,

0:20:23.280 --> 0:20:25.919
<v Speaker 2>and you, without being able to see, just took this

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<v Speaker 2>motherfucker down with your sixth sense of wrestling.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, it's like, it's it just you know, I don't know,

0:20:33.800 --> 0:20:38.439
<v Speaker 1>because like I was obviously intoxicated. I like people like

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<v Speaker 1>around me tell the like, oh yeah, it's like that

0:20:40.960 --> 0:20:43.240
<v Speaker 1>guy punched you and then you just kind of bare

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<v Speaker 1>hugged him and just took him to the floor. And

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<v Speaker 1>then yeah, and then the cops showed up like a

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<v Speaker 1>couple of minutes later, and then they just separated us

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<v Speaker 1>and put his god, his both.

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<v Speaker 2>Do you think if you had the cane you would

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<v Speaker 2>have fought him with it?

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<v Speaker 3>Oh?

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<v Speaker 1>I probably would have been. Yeah, I probably would have

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<v Speaker 1>been that ship like folded it up and probably like

0:21:11.640 --> 0:21:13.840
<v Speaker 1>keep the ship out of him.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, dude, like fucking turn it into nunchucks.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, like brass knuckles or something and use like the

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<v Speaker 1>cane tip.

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<v Speaker 2>That's cool.

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<v Speaker 1>I would hope that somebody would jump in.

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<v Speaker 2>So you for your job, you do you do special education?

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<v Speaker 2>You teach other blind people ship.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, here's the irony of everything. Yet I see I

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<v Speaker 1>teach people how to, like how to walk around and

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<v Speaker 1>how to like live independently within their own homes.

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<v Speaker 2>Interesting. Do you teach them how to kick people's asses?

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<v Speaker 1>No? No, Uh, you got to sign up for my

0:22:03.960 --> 0:22:06.320
<v Speaker 1>only fans for that.

0:22:06.359 --> 0:22:11.000
<v Speaker 2>It's your only fans. Uh what, So you teach them

0:22:11.000 --> 0:22:12.280
<v Speaker 2>how to live in that? Do you? I mean you

0:22:12.280 --> 0:22:14.199
<v Speaker 2>live with your girlfriend. But before that, did you? Were

0:22:14.520 --> 0:22:15.920
<v Speaker 2>you able to be pretty independent?

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<v Speaker 1>I mean yeah, I mean I lived. I lived, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>I obviously lived at home, and you know, just trying

0:22:25.240 --> 0:22:27.520
<v Speaker 1>to you know, get myself on my feet and you know,

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<v Speaker 1>trying to figure out oh, like the like the rules

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<v Speaker 1>of like working as a blind person who's perceiving like

0:22:34.480 --> 0:22:37.879
<v Speaker 1>like got government support. So it's like it's all that

0:22:39.320 --> 0:22:41.960
<v Speaker 1>you just got to figure everything out. And then I

0:22:42.000 --> 0:22:46.280
<v Speaker 1>got help with like housing from the government. They helped

0:22:46.280 --> 0:22:49.080
<v Speaker 1>me get on my feet, and then you know, and

0:22:49.280 --> 0:22:51.840
<v Speaker 1>you know, they helped me kind of fill out the

0:22:51.880 --> 0:22:57.240
<v Speaker 1>people stuff and you know, pay like low prices for rent,

0:22:57.359 --> 0:22:59.600
<v Speaker 1>and it's like there's a lot of resources out there

0:22:59.680 --> 0:23:01.280
<v Speaker 1>and not really what I help people with.

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<v Speaker 2>Now, that's pretty cool, man, that's pretty that's a that's

0:23:04.600 --> 0:23:07.120
<v Speaker 2>pretty good. Do you like life? You sound like you're

0:23:07.160 --> 0:23:09.440
<v Speaker 2>you're you're doing pretty damn good.

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<v Speaker 1>I mean, I want to say, I am. You know,

0:23:17.119 --> 0:23:19.960
<v Speaker 1>I think there's places. I think there's better things I

0:23:20.000 --> 0:23:25.520
<v Speaker 1>can do. I don't know, like what, you know, like

0:23:25.640 --> 0:23:32.320
<v Speaker 1>maybe cut back on drinking, you know, that's it, you know,

0:23:32.440 --> 0:23:34.960
<v Speaker 1>just personal things like that. But outside of that, it's

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<v Speaker 1>like I don't really know.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm gonna ask the chat real quick if they have

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<v Speaker 2>any questions for you before we go. Let's see here.

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<v Speaker 2>Someone said, I want to hear that story from the

0:23:52.359 --> 0:23:54.280
<v Speaker 2>other guy's point of view. Yeah, I would. I would

0:23:54.280 --> 0:23:56.920
<v Speaker 2>love to hear that story from the other guy's point

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<v Speaker 2>of view.

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<v Speaker 3>Uh.

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<v Speaker 2>Someone said, oh, how do you get to work? Like

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<v Speaker 2>do you drive.

0:24:04.960 --> 0:24:11.080
<v Speaker 1>So multiple ways depending on the weather, so like where

0:24:11.119 --> 0:24:14.840
<v Speaker 1>I live. I specifically chose it because it's around a

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<v Speaker 1>uh it's around a bus hub, so like a major

0:24:19.359 --> 0:24:23.439
<v Speaker 1>transport for a lot of buses. So it's about like

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<v Speaker 1>a about a quarter mile walk straight shot, just a

0:24:28.800 --> 0:24:29.320
<v Speaker 1>straight shop.

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<v Speaker 2>Someone asked, oh, it's quarterbackle. Oh okay, so you can

0:24:32.200 --> 0:24:34.440
<v Speaker 2>just walk there, it's easy, Yeah, to.

0:24:34.400 --> 0:24:36.560
<v Speaker 1>The bus hub and then I could just get to

0:24:36.600 --> 0:24:39.680
<v Speaker 1>whatever bus I want and then all those buses take

0:24:39.720 --> 0:24:43.240
<v Speaker 1>me wherever I want in my city. Or if it's raining,

0:24:43.680 --> 0:24:45.159
<v Speaker 1>I could take a lift.

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<v Speaker 2>Someone here says, what's your favorite advantage of being blind?

0:24:51.040 --> 0:24:54.359
<v Speaker 2>What what's like anything good that you can take advantage of.

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<v Speaker 1>Oh, I'll give you one experience, one experience, okay, okay, okay, okay.

0:25:04.920 --> 0:25:07.639
<v Speaker 1>I set this up. Okay. So I was kicking it

0:25:07.720 --> 0:25:11.159
<v Speaker 1>with one of my friends, and they brought over like

0:25:11.320 --> 0:25:14.600
<v Speaker 1>their cousins right like it was like a family get together, right,

0:25:16.960 --> 0:25:20.480
<v Speaker 1>and and like their cousins they knew I was blind,

0:25:20.680 --> 0:25:22.600
<v Speaker 1>but they didn't know how blind I was. They kind

0:25:22.600 --> 0:25:27.879
<v Speaker 1>of just went like, oh, he's just blind blind and

0:25:27.920 --> 0:25:30.400
<v Speaker 1>they were like like they were trying to like pull

0:25:30.480 --> 0:25:32.240
<v Speaker 1>like like it was like a sap. We were like

0:25:32.240 --> 0:25:35.800
<v Speaker 1>at a table right, like a table, and they were

0:25:35.800 --> 0:25:39.040
<v Speaker 1>like and they were like pulling. They're pulling pranks on

0:25:39.119 --> 0:25:42.360
<v Speaker 1>each other, like pulling like ship like that. And then

0:25:42.400 --> 0:25:45.320
<v Speaker 1>one of them this was like back like when I

0:25:45.359 --> 0:25:52.760
<v Speaker 1>still had like acid decent blind vision and like one

0:25:52.800 --> 0:25:56.199
<v Speaker 1>of them like flashed another one of them because they

0:25:56.200 --> 0:25:59.080
<v Speaker 1>were like friends or something like that, and they didn't

0:25:59.119 --> 0:26:01.280
<v Speaker 1>think I would see it, but I saw it.

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<v Speaker 2>So in this one instance, being blind caused you to

0:26:10.040 --> 0:26:19.000
<v Speaker 2>see more tits. Yes, that's pretty awesome.

0:26:20.440 --> 0:26:23.160
<v Speaker 1>Because they, I guess they were playing on the idea that, oh,

0:26:23.240 --> 0:26:29.199
<v Speaker 1>just splore you continuer make the stereotype ship and uh,

0:26:29.440 --> 0:26:31.560
<v Speaker 1>they just they sayd it real quick, And I was

0:26:31.600 --> 0:26:35.960
<v Speaker 1>looking that way, and like I saw it. I didn't

0:26:35.960 --> 0:26:37.600
<v Speaker 1>acknowledge it, but I saw it.

0:26:42.000 --> 0:26:48.080
<v Speaker 2>So yes, somebody asked, uh, final question, have your other

0:26:48.240 --> 0:26:52.439
<v Speaker 2>senses gotten better? And follow up? Can you at least

0:26:52.680 --> 0:26:59.159
<v Speaker 2>feel tits better if you cannot see them?

0:26:59.320 --> 0:27:02.320
<v Speaker 1>Yes, I can. I can feel Tip's just great. And

0:27:02.680 --> 0:27:06.280
<v Speaker 1>that's actually the first question. Then my senses get better.

0:27:06.560 --> 0:27:10.320
<v Speaker 1>That's a misconception. It's not that my senses got better,

0:27:11.080 --> 0:27:17.920
<v Speaker 1>it's just I learned how to use them better. Does

0:27:17.920 --> 0:27:18.520
<v Speaker 1>that make sense?

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<v Speaker 2>Explain?

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<v Speaker 1>So, Like I can't I obviously see my peripheral visions

0:27:27.480 --> 0:27:31.959
<v Speaker 1>and ahead of me and behind me, right, but I

0:27:32.000 --> 0:27:38.639
<v Speaker 1>can hear people walking from a distance to me, like

0:27:38.760 --> 0:27:41.679
<v Speaker 1>I can hear the footsteps, and that's how I know

0:27:41.800 --> 0:27:44.479
<v Speaker 1>that there's people there. I can't see you, but I

0:27:44.520 --> 0:27:52.919
<v Speaker 1>can hear your footsteps, and yeah, that's how I know

0:27:52.960 --> 0:27:55.199
<v Speaker 1>there's people coming up in front of me when I'm walking.

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<v Speaker 2>Isaac, sir, thank you very much for sharing your story

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<v Speaker 2>with us. This was fun, This was a good conversation.

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<v Speaker 2>Is there anything else that you wanted to talk about

0:28:06.160 --> 0:28:08.080
<v Speaker 2>or that you wanted to say to the people of

0:28:08.119 --> 0:28:09.320
<v Speaker 2>the computer before we go?

0:28:11.520 --> 0:28:14.360
<v Speaker 1>Honestly, no, guest, It's like I don't want to pontificate

0:28:14.480 --> 0:28:16.280
<v Speaker 1>or do anything like that. I'll just say, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>hope everybody has a great rest of your day.

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<v Speaker 2>That's it. Greg Hei, Thank you very much. Isaac, take

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<v Speaker 2>dot com for tickets. Hope to see if folks there. Hello,

0:29:47.800 --> 0:29:48.600
<v Speaker 2>what is your name?

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<v Speaker 7>My name is is Eva?

0:29:53.160 --> 0:29:55.040
<v Speaker 2>Eva? What's going on? Eva?

0:29:57.360 --> 0:29:57.560
<v Speaker 1>Oh?

0:29:57.600 --> 0:29:57.880
<v Speaker 4>Man?

0:29:58.200 --> 0:29:59.720
<v Speaker 7>Okay, you want me to be real with you?

0:30:01.280 --> 0:30:04.280
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, you texted me and you said my name is Eve,

0:30:04.480 --> 0:30:08.840
<v Speaker 2>I'm twenty five, and I quote need you to talk

0:30:09.160 --> 0:30:13.320
<v Speaker 2>some sense into me with two exclamation points. What does

0:30:13.360 --> 0:30:14.200
<v Speaker 2>that mean?

0:30:16.000 --> 0:30:22.880
<v Speaker 7>That means that I miss someone that logically I really shouldn't.

0:30:23.080 --> 0:30:27.320
<v Speaker 7>I really shouldn't and and I guess I'm really just

0:30:27.360 --> 0:30:32.080
<v Speaker 7>sitting with that, you know, like it's to us, I

0:30:32.120 --> 0:30:35.880
<v Speaker 7>was in love with this person, and well things were

0:30:35.920 --> 0:30:40.400
<v Speaker 7>really really toxic between us. He just upped and was

0:30:40.480 --> 0:30:44.800
<v Speaker 7>like I'm gonna join the Marine peace out and so

0:30:45.720 --> 0:30:48.640
<v Speaker 7>we try to make it work. It's obviously not gonna work,

0:30:48.680 --> 0:30:51.719
<v Speaker 7>And honestly, like, I'm really glad that he left because

0:30:52.160 --> 0:30:54.840
<v Speaker 7>I kind of left me alone and forced me to

0:30:55.000 --> 0:30:59.040
<v Speaker 7>like sit with myself and like look at our relationship,

0:30:59.080 --> 0:31:03.520
<v Speaker 7>which was not the greatest, but it's just lonely. Like

0:31:04.680 --> 0:31:08.440
<v Speaker 7>he felt like one of the only people that understood

0:31:08.480 --> 0:31:10.960
<v Speaker 7>me at that time. Even though that might just be

0:31:10.960 --> 0:31:14.720
<v Speaker 7>a lie, I'm telling myself completely real.

0:31:15.600 --> 0:31:19.880
<v Speaker 2>No, this is a very interesting topic. I like thinking

0:31:19.920 --> 0:31:23.440
<v Speaker 2>about this, do what oh what was I going to say?

0:31:24.200 --> 0:31:25.360
<v Speaker 2>Why was it toxic?

0:31:29.280 --> 0:31:32.400
<v Speaker 7>I think drugs was a big part of that. Keep

0:31:32.720 --> 0:31:33.400
<v Speaker 7>it was only weed.

0:31:33.520 --> 0:31:38.520
<v Speaker 2>Okay, what kind of what kind of drugs?

0:31:39.480 --> 0:31:42.240
<v Speaker 7>It was just weed, Like that's We would just smoke

0:31:42.320 --> 0:31:49.479
<v Speaker 7>a lot together and it was really interesting time in

0:31:49.480 --> 0:31:52.880
<v Speaker 7>my life. I was also in on that like spirituality wave,

0:31:53.200 --> 0:31:58.120
<v Speaker 7>so just got into some like really crazy mindsets. So

0:31:58.320 --> 0:32:02.000
<v Speaker 7>like when ever he would say something that was like

0:32:02.240 --> 0:32:05.120
<v Speaker 7>kind of mean, I would be like, oh, no, no,

0:32:05.200 --> 0:32:07.920
<v Speaker 7>it's just my ego. Like that's the only reason it

0:32:08.000 --> 0:32:11.360
<v Speaker 7>bothers me is because it's my ego. And so I

0:32:11.400 --> 0:32:13.560
<v Speaker 7>would like put a lot of things to the side

0:32:14.320 --> 0:32:18.720
<v Speaker 7>that looking back, I'm like, oh, maybe maybe that should

0:32:18.760 --> 0:32:21.200
<v Speaker 7>have been a red flag. Actually, it would.

0:32:21.200 --> 0:32:26.120
<v Speaker 2>Kind of mean what kind of mean things would he say?

0:32:26.240 --> 0:32:30.120
<v Speaker 7>He would talk a lot about his eggs, and he

0:32:30.120 --> 0:32:34.520
<v Speaker 7>would compare me to her, and I even just saying that,

0:32:34.600 --> 0:32:38.000
<v Speaker 7>I'm so embarrassed because like why why would I say?

0:32:38.160 --> 0:32:38.360
<v Speaker 6>Why?

0:32:38.600 --> 0:32:40.040
<v Speaker 7>Why would I put myself through that?

0:32:40.160 --> 0:32:40.320
<v Speaker 3>Right?

0:32:42.320 --> 0:32:46.760
<v Speaker 7>But just just like stuff that you I don't think

0:32:46.800 --> 0:32:49.480
<v Speaker 7>you should be like telling someone who you claim to

0:32:49.520 --> 0:32:54.880
<v Speaker 7>love someone, right, he'd do that. He would talk a

0:32:54.880 --> 0:32:57.880
<v Speaker 7>lot about like other women. He would talk about me

0:32:58.320 --> 0:33:04.880
<v Speaker 7>like I I have like I used to have really

0:33:04.880 --> 0:33:08.320
<v Speaker 7>bad acme uh and there's still some scarring on my

0:33:08.440 --> 0:33:11.000
<v Speaker 7>cheeks and so like he would point it out and

0:33:11.040 --> 0:33:13.320
<v Speaker 7>be like, why do you why do you have like

0:33:13.480 --> 0:33:18.440
<v Speaker 7>marks on your face? I'm like, bro, you know why?

0:33:19.440 --> 0:33:21.760
<v Speaker 2>Yeah? I mean, so this is a thing of just

0:33:21.880 --> 0:33:24.480
<v Speaker 2>like you, how long it has been broken up for.

0:33:28.360 --> 0:33:33.840
<v Speaker 7>I haven't talked. I haven't spoke to him in three weeks.

0:33:34.040 --> 0:33:36.160
<v Speaker 7>But we were really.

0:33:35.920 --> 0:33:41.040
<v Speaker 2>On and off, so that so you are not I mean,

0:33:42.640 --> 0:33:44.960
<v Speaker 2>so it's not even a thing of broken up or

0:33:44.960 --> 0:33:47.360
<v Speaker 2>not broken up. YouTube were so on and off that

0:33:47.600 --> 0:33:51.240
<v Speaker 2>it wasn't even like a light switch that turns on

0:33:51.360 --> 0:33:55.520
<v Speaker 2>and off. It was just a flow of of up and.

0:33:55.440 --> 0:34:02.080
<v Speaker 7>Down definitely, I mean gets a little deeper. Like I

0:34:02.200 --> 0:34:06.360
<v Speaker 7>mentioned the drugs. I at one point was doing acid

0:34:06.440 --> 0:34:10.280
<v Speaker 7>and I thought the universe was like easier soul may

0:34:10.480 --> 0:34:13.640
<v Speaker 7>And now I know that's silly, but I think that's

0:34:13.680 --> 0:34:15.600
<v Speaker 7>also where it kept me there so long.

0:34:16.440 --> 0:34:22.160
<v Speaker 2>But you miss him after these three weeks, you miss him, yeah,

0:34:22.840 --> 0:34:27.240
<v Speaker 2>are Yeah, I mean that happens, right, like you get

0:34:27.640 --> 0:34:32.120
<v Speaker 2>fucking lonely and so and like the lonelier you get,

0:34:32.560 --> 0:34:35.880
<v Speaker 2>the more, the more, the more you're willing to uh

0:34:36.360 --> 0:34:38.320
<v Speaker 2>just fucking accept whatever.

0:34:40.640 --> 0:34:46.000
<v Speaker 7>Mm hmm. Yeah. And I think it's also like rebuilding.

0:34:46.320 --> 0:34:48.920
<v Speaker 2>Like I know, you know, it's a whole thing, you know.

0:34:49.040 --> 0:34:52.120
<v Speaker 2>I know, it's like like for if you you spent

0:34:52.400 --> 0:34:57.360
<v Speaker 2>you invested all of this time and energy, the fucking

0:34:57.440 --> 0:35:03.080
<v Speaker 2>the energy that it takes to like get to know somebody,

0:35:03.120 --> 0:35:05.760
<v Speaker 2>and the time it takes to get to know somebody

0:35:05.920 --> 0:35:09.719
<v Speaker 2>is a lot. And so for you to be like

0:35:09.880 --> 0:35:14.160
<v Speaker 2>sitting there thinking like, well, you know, there's this guy

0:35:14.200 --> 0:35:17.920
<v Speaker 2>who already likes me and he's kind of shitty, but

0:35:18.320 --> 0:35:20.200
<v Speaker 2>I'm willing to put up with it so that I

0:35:20.239 --> 0:35:25.440
<v Speaker 2>don't have to put all the fucking time and energy

0:35:26.120 --> 0:35:31.000
<v Speaker 2>into finding somebody who's less shitty.

0:35:32.200 --> 0:35:38.400
<v Speaker 7>Yeah, no, exactly, that's exactly right. And then also, like

0:35:38.400 --> 0:35:40.960
<v Speaker 7>like I said, kind of stuck in the kind of

0:35:41.040 --> 0:35:45.040
<v Speaker 7>weird spiritual space. So I thought like we were manifesting

0:35:45.080 --> 0:35:47.040
<v Speaker 7>all these things. I thought we were going to be

0:35:47.200 --> 0:35:51.840
<v Speaker 7>like the new Beyonce and Jaesus, I know, freaking high assholes,

0:35:53.160 --> 0:35:57.520
<v Speaker 7>like we were both kind of ambitious people. And I'm

0:35:57.560 --> 0:35:59.880
<v Speaker 7>sure you know it could be hard to find others

0:36:00.040 --> 0:36:02.840
<v Speaker 7>who like want to do something cool.

0:36:04.160 --> 0:36:11.319
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, yeah, no, I I I this is a tough thing.

0:36:11.560 --> 0:36:17.480
<v Speaker 2>I mean, look obviously like the obviously the option, uh

0:36:17.800 --> 0:36:21.359
<v Speaker 2>is it sounds pretty clear that yes, even though it's

0:36:21.360 --> 0:36:24.600
<v Speaker 2>a lot of time and energy to invest in another relationship,

0:36:25.160 --> 0:36:29.640
<v Speaker 2>it's like, I guess that's what you gotta do. I mean,

0:36:29.640 --> 0:36:31.799
<v Speaker 2>that's what you gotta do. I mean you, I mean

0:36:31.840 --> 0:36:33.640
<v Speaker 2>you don't even have to do that. It's like, I mean,

0:36:33.960 --> 0:36:36.759
<v Speaker 2>even just being single is better than like being with

0:36:37.120 --> 0:36:39.239
<v Speaker 2>someone who's like shitty to you because you don't want

0:36:39.239 --> 0:36:40.920
<v Speaker 2>to be alone.

0:36:41.200 --> 0:36:47.440
<v Speaker 7>Yeah, yeah, no, you're right, And.

0:36:46.160 --> 0:36:48.000
<v Speaker 2>That's a tough that's a tough that's a that's a

0:36:48.120 --> 0:36:52.360
<v Speaker 2>that's really like a like an easy uh logical, like

0:36:52.360 --> 0:36:55.840
<v Speaker 2>there's an easy conclusion to logically come to is that

0:36:55.920 --> 0:37:00.960
<v Speaker 2>you're you're better off alone or doing the work with

0:37:01.000 --> 0:37:04.920
<v Speaker 2>someone else than with somebody who's shitty. But we I

0:37:04.920 --> 0:37:08.040
<v Speaker 2>don't think that we make these kinds of decisions logically.

0:37:08.400 --> 0:37:12.640
<v Speaker 2>We make them very emotionally, and so the loneliness is

0:37:12.680 --> 0:37:17.880
<v Speaker 2>gonna like throw logic to the fucking corner of the

0:37:17.960 --> 0:37:21.160
<v Speaker 2>room and it'll make the decision of like, no, no,

0:37:21.160 --> 0:37:25.320
<v Speaker 2>we need to ease our loneliness immediately, right fucking now,

0:37:26.760 --> 0:37:33.200
<v Speaker 2>and text this a crazy marine guy, this is what happens.

0:37:33.239 --> 0:37:34.759
<v Speaker 2>And I don't know, I don't know if I don't

0:37:34.800 --> 0:37:38.360
<v Speaker 2>know what the Yeah, that's the thing. It's like, you

0:37:38.360 --> 0:37:40.840
<v Speaker 2>can come you can come to all the enlightened conclusions

0:37:40.880 --> 0:37:43.319
<v Speaker 2>that you want at the end of the day, Like

0:37:43.360 --> 0:37:45.800
<v Speaker 2>that you've got to learn how to overcome that strong

0:37:47.880 --> 0:37:51.600
<v Speaker 2>emotional fucking thing and your brain that's gonna make you wanna,

0:37:52.360 --> 0:37:56.120
<v Speaker 2>you know, text this dude who is like being shitty

0:37:56.120 --> 0:38:02.240
<v Speaker 2>to you. How does one overcome that that strong emotional

0:38:02.320 --> 0:38:07.719
<v Speaker 2>part of the brain that's guiding them into illogical decisions? Uh?

0:38:07.800 --> 0:38:11.359
<v Speaker 2>If you find that out, I want you to call

0:38:11.440 --> 0:38:17.600
<v Speaker 2>me back and tell me because I don't really know. Uh,

0:38:18.719 --> 0:38:22.400
<v Speaker 2>it's probably it probably has something to do with like

0:38:23.600 --> 0:38:26.600
<v Speaker 2>mindfulness or I mean this is a specific like like

0:38:26.640 --> 0:38:31.200
<v Speaker 2>that that journey right of overcoming that emotional force that's

0:38:31.400 --> 0:38:35.680
<v Speaker 2>guiding you to make illogical, stupid decisions. There is something

0:38:35.719 --> 0:38:40.400
<v Speaker 2>spirit There is something spiritual about that, you know, something

0:38:40.440 --> 0:38:45.560
<v Speaker 2>about you got to tap into a higher human side

0:38:45.560 --> 0:38:48.080
<v Speaker 2>of your brain and and kind of ignore the monkey

0:38:48.520 --> 0:38:48.960
<v Speaker 2>part of you.

0:38:49.760 --> 0:38:52.120
<v Speaker 7>The monkey, Yeah, the monkey.

0:38:52.880 --> 0:38:54.799
<v Speaker 2>I don't And I don't know. I don't. I mean,

0:38:54.800 --> 0:38:56.000
<v Speaker 2>what do you think about all that?

0:38:57.360 --> 0:38:58.840
<v Speaker 1>No? I I agree.

0:38:59.080 --> 0:39:03.160
<v Speaker 7>I lately have just been listening to like David Gobbins

0:39:03.360 --> 0:39:05.800
<v Speaker 7>yelling at me, like, do you want to do something

0:39:05.840 --> 0:39:07.879
<v Speaker 7>better with your life? You gotta get up and get

0:39:07.960 --> 0:39:11.080
<v Speaker 7>after me. And that gould of helped, but that could

0:39:11.080 --> 0:39:17.160
<v Speaker 7>only get me so far. But I think it just

0:39:17.239 --> 0:39:20.280
<v Speaker 7>like comes down to kind of, like you said, learning

0:39:20.320 --> 0:39:26.439
<v Speaker 7>to be present and like actually making the changes. That's

0:39:26.440 --> 0:39:30.040
<v Speaker 7>something you want, And that's like tough because not a

0:39:30.040 --> 0:39:33.000
<v Speaker 7>lot of people like want change. And I'm speaking for myself,

0:39:33.040 --> 0:39:36.399
<v Speaker 7>like I was in that relationship for three years and

0:39:36.480 --> 0:39:38.879
<v Speaker 7>I mean I didn't even really get into like how

0:39:38.920 --> 0:39:42.960
<v Speaker 7>it was at times abusive and stuff. But that's something

0:39:42.960 --> 0:39:45.440
<v Speaker 7>that I sit back and look at and like, why

0:39:46.520 --> 0:39:50.000
<v Speaker 7>why would I stay through that? Like why it doesn't

0:39:50.080 --> 0:39:53.560
<v Speaker 7>make any sense? And I think it's just because I

0:39:53.640 --> 0:39:56.799
<v Speaker 7>didn't want change, even though at that time, you know,

0:39:56.920 --> 0:39:59.440
<v Speaker 7>I felt like I was on my spiritual journey. I

0:39:59.440 --> 0:40:02.319
<v Speaker 7>felt like I was manifesting things. I felt like I

0:40:02.360 --> 0:40:05.280
<v Speaker 7>was trying to find alignment with the universe or whatever

0:40:05.840 --> 0:40:10.200
<v Speaker 7>whatever the people want to call it. It was really

0:40:10.239 --> 0:40:13.440
<v Speaker 7>that I was addicted to the toxicity and up and

0:40:13.480 --> 0:40:16.200
<v Speaker 7>down to my relationship.

0:40:16.360 --> 0:40:19.399
<v Speaker 2>And yeah, yeah, And by the way, you know, look,

0:40:19.440 --> 0:40:21.800
<v Speaker 2>don't beat yourself up about it, because you were following

0:40:21.840 --> 0:40:28.080
<v Speaker 2>a very It's it's human to like follow the lead

0:40:28.160 --> 0:40:32.440
<v Speaker 2>of our emotions, causing us to make stupid fucking decisions,

0:40:32.960 --> 0:40:36.839
<v Speaker 2>you know. So I don't think it's something to beat

0:40:36.840 --> 0:40:40.480
<v Speaker 2>yourself up about. I don't know anyone who's mastered it.

0:40:40.560 --> 0:40:42.400
<v Speaker 2>I get. I think to master it, you got to

0:40:42.440 --> 0:40:47.040
<v Speaker 2>be like a literally a monk or something. I really

0:40:47.120 --> 0:40:53.920
<v Speaker 2>don't know, like I, and I mean I I was

0:40:54.040 --> 0:40:56.800
<v Speaker 2>feeling a type of way a couple of days ago,

0:40:57.320 --> 0:41:00.799
<v Speaker 2>and I just I bought a PlayStation five. But I

0:41:00.840 --> 0:41:04.440
<v Speaker 2>can only do that a couple times before it stops working.

0:41:04.840 --> 0:41:07.440
<v Speaker 2>And then I got to find some other band aid.

0:41:07.960 --> 0:41:10.920
<v Speaker 2>So it's really just I think maybe it's maybe it's

0:41:10.920 --> 0:41:15.399
<v Speaker 2>a matter of just picking the least destructive band aid.

0:41:16.080 --> 0:41:18.400
<v Speaker 2>That's where I'm at right now, Like if I'm feeling

0:41:18.560 --> 0:41:23.319
<v Speaker 2>very like, uh, like I need to calm my fucking emotions.

0:41:23.800 --> 0:41:28.760
<v Speaker 2>It's like you can get high, you can uh eat

0:41:29.680 --> 0:41:33.960
<v Speaker 2>a box of cocoa puffs, you can buy a PlayStation five,

0:41:34.520 --> 0:41:36.080
<v Speaker 2>you can go on a walk. And I'm like, all right,

0:41:36.120 --> 0:41:38.399
<v Speaker 2>I'll go on a walk, Like what's the which band

0:41:38.440 --> 0:41:41.759
<v Speaker 2>aid will fuck up my life the.

0:41:41.760 --> 0:41:45.799
<v Speaker 7>Least the least and also like trying to keep this fresh, right,

0:41:46.080 --> 0:41:49.040
<v Speaker 7>like how many walks can you go on before you're like, oh,

0:41:49.560 --> 0:41:50.799
<v Speaker 7>I've seen this tree tho.

0:41:52.239 --> 0:41:55.160
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, well, I guess what I've been thinking. I'm I've

0:41:55.160 --> 0:41:59.160
<v Speaker 2>been really theory crafting this stuff. I think it probably

0:41:59.160 --> 0:42:01.920
<v Speaker 2>has something to do with like, like in the short term,

0:42:02.600 --> 0:42:06.680
<v Speaker 2>when you're just like when you're like lonely and you're like,

0:42:06.920 --> 0:42:09.520
<v Speaker 2>I'm so lonely. Fuck this, I don't want to do that.

0:42:09.640 --> 0:42:15.239
<v Speaker 2>I'm just gonna text uh my asshole marine boyfriend guy.

0:42:16.600 --> 0:42:19.080
<v Speaker 2>You're like, Okay, that's something I could do to short term,

0:42:19.080 --> 0:42:23.000
<v Speaker 2>you just gotta find a better a short term band

0:42:23.000 --> 0:42:28.719
<v Speaker 2>aid for yourself and keep running them through into you

0:42:28.760 --> 0:42:30.480
<v Speaker 2>because you're gonna hit You're right, You're gonna see the

0:42:30.480 --> 0:42:33.360
<v Speaker 2>same tree over and over again, or eat the same

0:42:34.200 --> 0:42:37.239
<v Speaker 2>brand of fucking cookie dough over and over again, and

0:42:37.280 --> 0:42:41.520
<v Speaker 2>the returns they're gonna diminish. So like, do that in

0:42:41.560 --> 0:42:44.080
<v Speaker 2>the short term, but then I guess in the long term,

0:42:44.640 --> 0:42:47.200
<v Speaker 2>I don't, I don't know. This is like how to

0:42:47.239 --> 0:42:50.520
<v Speaker 2>like fix your life, which I'm trying to figure out,

0:42:50.520 --> 0:42:54.319
<v Speaker 2>is like, in the long term, you probably should be

0:42:54.320 --> 0:43:00.640
<v Speaker 2>doing some thing to change the actual day to day

0:43:00.719 --> 0:43:04.239
<v Speaker 2>of your life that's more of like a year or

0:43:04.280 --> 0:43:07.239
<v Speaker 2>two or three or five or ten fucking whatever. And

0:43:07.280 --> 0:43:10.480
<v Speaker 2>then in the short term, you know, you eat uh

0:43:11.760 --> 0:43:15.800
<v Speaker 2>uh what I eat? I eat Mike and Ikes until

0:43:16.880 --> 0:43:19.440
<v Speaker 2>but again, but find something better than eating mic and ikes.

0:43:19.480 --> 0:43:21.600
<v Speaker 2>Fucking go on a to go on a walk, so

0:43:21.960 --> 0:43:24.240
<v Speaker 2>just the least destructive band aid you can.

0:43:24.120 --> 0:43:27.400
<v Speaker 1>Find, yeah, yeah, and then.

0:43:27.320 --> 0:43:29.680
<v Speaker 2>Keep going and then eventually you'll die and it won't

0:43:29.680 --> 0:43:32.400
<v Speaker 2>matter and you'll realize that it was all it was

0:43:32.440 --> 0:43:36.440
<v Speaker 2>all you worried about everything for no reason, and now

0:43:36.480 --> 0:43:39.280
<v Speaker 2>you're dust in a in a cave.

0:43:42.440 --> 0:43:44.560
<v Speaker 7>I mean, I would hope to be like dust at

0:43:44.560 --> 0:43:47.239
<v Speaker 7>the bottom of the ocean or something. I mean, okay, wait,

0:43:47.560 --> 0:43:49.600
<v Speaker 7>ten does exist in the ocean.

0:43:50.480 --> 0:43:52.640
<v Speaker 2>I don't know anything. I don't know stuff.

0:43:55.320 --> 0:43:57.759
<v Speaker 7>You always say that, but I think you do.

0:43:58.360 --> 0:44:01.120
<v Speaker 1>Like these are just but these are.

0:44:01.040 --> 0:44:05.719
<v Speaker 2>Just like theories that I'm playing around with. I don't know.

0:44:05.840 --> 0:44:07.680
<v Speaker 2>I don't know anything for sure.

0:44:09.320 --> 0:44:11.920
<v Speaker 7>Yeah, I guess that's the thing, right, none of us

0:44:11.920 --> 0:44:13.920
<v Speaker 7>will ever know for sure until we know.

0:44:19.200 --> 0:44:24.280
<v Speaker 2>I forgot what I was gonna say. Whatever, it doesn't matter. Well,

0:44:25.520 --> 0:44:27.120
<v Speaker 2>what are you gonna what are you gonna do?

0:44:31.280 --> 0:44:35.480
<v Speaker 7>I think I'm going to. Well, first, I've got some

0:44:35.560 --> 0:44:37.759
<v Speaker 7>work to do, but I think I'm going to put

0:44:37.760 --> 0:44:40.719
<v Speaker 7>myself out there and try and make new friends and

0:44:41.040 --> 0:44:46.240
<v Speaker 7>just move on with That's a good idea. Yeah, I'm

0:44:46.280 --> 0:44:48.560
<v Speaker 7>being out with some new people. The city I live

0:44:48.600 --> 0:44:51.960
<v Speaker 7>in has lots of cool like art spaces and like,

0:44:52.480 --> 0:44:54.880
<v Speaker 7>there's definitely a lot of things I can I could go.

0:44:55.239 --> 0:44:57.040
<v Speaker 2>What city are you in?

0:44:58.239 --> 0:44:59.160
<v Speaker 7>I'm in San Antonio?

0:45:00.400 --> 0:45:03.719
<v Speaker 2>San Antonio? Okay, I have heard that's a real good

0:45:03.760 --> 0:45:04.320
<v Speaker 2>for you.

0:45:06.880 --> 0:45:09.880
<v Speaker 7>I have wager And how can I go along?

0:45:11.560 --> 0:45:13.399
<v Speaker 2>Yeah? There we go. And next time you want to

0:45:13.440 --> 0:45:17.279
<v Speaker 2>text your ex boyfriend, just go, just go to Waterburger

0:45:17.320 --> 0:45:18.880
<v Speaker 2>instead and get everything.

0:45:21.239 --> 0:45:23.240
<v Speaker 7>Actually, that sounds like a terrible idea.

0:45:25.280 --> 0:45:26.640
<v Speaker 2>That's what I told you. I said, I don't know

0:45:26.680 --> 0:45:29.040
<v Speaker 2>any of this stuff. This is my thing you're taking.

0:45:29.160 --> 0:45:31.319
<v Speaker 2>I mean that's I can only tell you what I

0:45:31.400 --> 0:45:33.680
<v Speaker 2>would do, and what I would do is not always

0:45:33.680 --> 0:45:34.520
<v Speaker 2>the best thing to do.

0:45:35.920 --> 0:45:39.600
<v Speaker 7>Uh Well, San Antonio is known for being like one

0:45:39.640 --> 0:45:42.160
<v Speaker 7>of the most obese cities. I forgot who was There's

0:45:42.160 --> 0:45:44.479
<v Speaker 7>some comedian that I was like, Damn, I've never seen

0:45:44.560 --> 0:45:46.800
<v Speaker 7>more of fatmage in a city before.

0:45:46.840 --> 0:45:50.080
<v Speaker 2>I was like, dang, that's the kind of fat that

0:45:50.120 --> 0:45:52.960
<v Speaker 2>I'm getting to. Is that's the kind of fat that

0:45:52.960 --> 0:45:53.560
<v Speaker 2>I'm getting to.

0:45:53.719 --> 0:45:53.759
<v Speaker 1>Is.

0:45:53.800 --> 0:45:57.839
<v Speaker 2>I'm considering moving cities so that just optically I'm one

0:45:57.880 --> 0:46:01.080
<v Speaker 2>of the skinnier people that would be. That's my backup plan.

0:46:03.840 --> 0:46:04.440
<v Speaker 7>It's a plan.

0:46:05.600 --> 0:46:06.520
<v Speaker 2>What's your name again?

0:46:08.040 --> 0:46:08.480
<v Speaker 7>Eva?

0:46:09.360 --> 0:46:10.799
<v Speaker 2>Eva? Is there anything else you want to say to

0:46:10.800 --> 0:46:12.239
<v Speaker 2>the people of the computer before we go?

0:46:14.760 --> 0:46:17.680
<v Speaker 7>Drugs don't give you wisdom, They give you cool things

0:46:17.680 --> 0:46:19.680
<v Speaker 7>to think about.

0:46:20.239 --> 0:46:23.239
<v Speaker 2>I like that. I like that, Uh, take care of it.

0:46:23.280 --> 0:46:23.920
<v Speaker 2>Thank you for calling.

0:46:24.520 --> 0:46:26.560
<v Speaker 7>Yeah you two level bus one by.

0:46:32.719 --> 0:46:36.399
<v Speaker 2>Yeah. Drugs also just get your really fucked up. They

0:46:36.400 --> 0:46:40.120
<v Speaker 2>get your high. So that you kind of just zone

0:46:40.160 --> 0:46:44.840
<v Speaker 2>out or I don't know. They affect everyone differently, I don't.

0:46:44.680 --> 0:46:49.400
<v Speaker 3>Know from Christina.

0:46:50.760 --> 0:46:56.800
<v Speaker 2>Hello, Hi there, What is your name? My name is Christina, Christina.

0:46:56.840 --> 0:46:58.040
<v Speaker 2>What's up? What's going on?

0:46:59.239 --> 0:46:59.600
<v Speaker 3>Well?

0:47:02.520 --> 0:47:03.160
<v Speaker 7>I feel like.

0:47:04.640 --> 0:47:07.800
<v Speaker 3>I think I'm having like a predicament about being ginger,

0:47:08.040 --> 0:47:09.480
<v Speaker 3>and I think I'm just tired of it.

0:47:13.000 --> 0:47:16.239
<v Speaker 2>Christina, do me a favor? Could you actually put me

0:47:16.320 --> 0:47:17.200
<v Speaker 2>on speakerphone?

0:47:17.960 --> 0:47:20.240
<v Speaker 3>Yeah? Okay, is this better?

0:47:22.560 --> 0:47:28.640
<v Speaker 2>Yes? Yeah, you're having a predicament about being ginger? Yeah,

0:47:28.680 --> 0:47:30.960
<v Speaker 2>what's the predicament is?

0:47:31.080 --> 0:47:37.279
<v Speaker 3>Like? Should I continue being ginger? If it is like

0:47:38.000 --> 0:47:41.239
<v Speaker 3>a really big part of my life and it like

0:47:41.360 --> 0:47:45.319
<v Speaker 3>it affects my every day, like like I get a

0:47:45.320 --> 0:47:49.520
<v Speaker 3>lot of attention from it, and like a lot of

0:47:49.680 --> 0:47:53.440
<v Speaker 3>men like are really weird about it. But I'd like

0:47:53.480 --> 0:47:55.920
<v Speaker 3>i'd have to tell you, like why I'm ginger in

0:47:55.960 --> 0:47:56.600
<v Speaker 3>the first place.

0:47:57.719 --> 0:47:59.279
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, I was gonna say, you're talking about it like

0:47:59.280 --> 0:48:02.320
<v Speaker 2>it's isn't ginger? Like you are born with.

0:48:02.719 --> 0:48:05.960
<v Speaker 3>Red hair, I was born ginger, but like it was

0:48:06.000 --> 0:48:07.040
<v Speaker 3>on purpose.

0:48:09.040 --> 0:48:12.600
<v Speaker 2>You were born, you were created ginger? How does that work?

0:48:13.239 --> 0:48:17.680
<v Speaker 3>My mom, she she had like she had a really

0:48:17.719 --> 0:48:21.680
<v Speaker 3>traumatic marriage and she left the marriage, and she she

0:48:21.800 --> 0:48:25.040
<v Speaker 3>was like forty two at this point, and she bought

0:48:25.480 --> 0:48:30.480
<v Speaker 3>a sperm donor who was ginger and so she could

0:48:30.560 --> 0:48:33.600
<v Speaker 3>have ginger kids.

0:48:33.800 --> 0:48:36.920
<v Speaker 2>Why did she specifically want to have ginger kids?

0:48:37.280 --> 0:48:37.799
<v Speaker 7>I don't know.

0:48:38.520 --> 0:48:41.400
<v Speaker 3>She she was, she's like she passed away, but she's

0:48:41.719 --> 0:48:47.040
<v Speaker 3>she was kind of racist and like weird and a

0:48:47.040 --> 0:48:51.239
<v Speaker 3>little crazy, and she just had like a really you know,

0:48:51.360 --> 0:48:53.839
<v Speaker 3>traumatic life. So I think that could have done it.

0:48:54.920 --> 0:48:55.640
<v Speaker 3>But she got.

0:48:57.960 --> 0:48:59.840
<v Speaker 2>Are the whitest white people?

0:49:00.719 --> 0:49:07.760
<v Speaker 3>Yeah, I feel like, no, yeah.

0:49:05.680 --> 0:49:07.120
<v Speaker 2>What is sher? Is your mom ginger?

0:49:08.120 --> 0:49:09.640
<v Speaker 3>No? No, she's not ginger.

0:49:13.760 --> 0:49:15.480
<v Speaker 2>Did you have much of a relationship with her?

0:49:16.719 --> 0:49:22.120
<v Speaker 3>I did, Yeah, she she passed away like four years ago,

0:49:22.640 --> 0:49:26.160
<v Speaker 3>but we didn't have like a very good relationship. I

0:49:26.239 --> 0:49:30.799
<v Speaker 3>definitely like had a problem with how crazy she was

0:49:33.160 --> 0:49:39.920
<v Speaker 3>and she ended up marrying a ginger when I was eleven,

0:49:41.680 --> 0:49:44.040
<v Speaker 3>and so that was like just my stepdad was this

0:49:44.120 --> 0:49:47.600
<v Speaker 3>ginger guy.

0:49:48.200 --> 0:49:50.040
<v Speaker 2>So you're debating whether or not you would like to

0:49:50.080 --> 0:49:52.319
<v Speaker 2>continue being ginger? What would you do if like you

0:49:52.360 --> 0:49:54.759
<v Speaker 2>didn't want to, would you just like dye your hair

0:49:54.800 --> 0:49:55.200
<v Speaker 2>and shit?

0:49:56.040 --> 0:49:58.400
<v Speaker 3>Yeah? Yeah, I'd probably just like dye my hair black.

0:50:01.880 --> 0:50:06.800
<v Speaker 2>What kinds of cons are you experiencing from being ginger.

0:50:08.000 --> 0:50:12.080
<v Speaker 3>So I I think like a lot of like I

0:50:12.120 --> 0:50:14.080
<v Speaker 3>see a lot of memes on the Internet where people

0:50:14.080 --> 0:50:16.920
<v Speaker 3>were like they're the ugly gingers and the attractive gingers,

0:50:16.960 --> 0:50:21.680
<v Speaker 3>and I feel like I accidentally fell into that attractive

0:50:21.719 --> 0:50:28.960
<v Speaker 3>category where men have like a fetish about gingers. So I, like,

0:50:29.040 --> 0:50:32.759
<v Speaker 3>I go to work, I've had like multiple stalkers at

0:50:32.800 --> 0:50:35.759
<v Speaker 3>my job. I was like a barista, so I had

0:50:35.840 --> 0:50:39.960
<v Speaker 3>like multiple Like I had a man memorize my schedule

0:50:40.120 --> 0:50:43.680
<v Speaker 3>and like he sent me flowers and like he ended

0:50:43.760 --> 0:50:47.160
<v Speaker 3>up like getting pictures of me and like knowing my name.

0:50:47.239 --> 0:50:49.239
<v Speaker 3>And I had no idea who this man was, but

0:50:49.320 --> 0:50:52.319
<v Speaker 3>he would like send me letters at my work and

0:50:52.400 --> 0:50:54.880
<v Speaker 3>like he I had to get like walked to my

0:50:55.000 --> 0:50:57.880
<v Speaker 3>car for a month. And I've just had like a

0:50:57.880 --> 0:51:00.439
<v Speaker 3>lot of situations like that, and I've dated a lot

0:51:00.480 --> 0:51:04.239
<v Speaker 3>of people who are just like ginger fetish. It's it's

0:51:04.280 --> 0:51:04.800
<v Speaker 3>really weird.

0:51:08.680 --> 0:51:11.400
<v Speaker 2>So you well, let me ask you do you like

0:51:11.520 --> 0:51:12.240
<v Speaker 2>being ginger?

0:51:13.400 --> 0:51:17.120
<v Speaker 3>I think it's cool, Like I don't like the attention,

0:51:17.239 --> 0:51:18.640
<v Speaker 3>but like my hairs cool.

0:51:19.120 --> 0:51:21.600
<v Speaker 2>And I mean like I mean, listen, dog, here here's

0:51:21.719 --> 0:51:26.239
<v Speaker 2>here's the thing is like in my opinion at the

0:51:26.320 --> 0:51:31.000
<v Speaker 2>end of the day. It's like, regardless of of you know,

0:51:31.080 --> 0:51:32.880
<v Speaker 2>what other people think. It's like, what I mean, what

0:51:32.920 --> 0:51:39.840
<v Speaker 2>do you want to do? Like, if you like the

0:51:39.880 --> 0:51:43.200
<v Speaker 2>way you look, I wouldn't change it just because of

0:51:43.760 --> 0:51:47.840
<v Speaker 2>you know, other people. And if you don't like the

0:51:47.880 --> 0:51:51.839
<v Speaker 2>way you look, then you should feel free to change

0:51:51.840 --> 0:51:54.200
<v Speaker 2>it if you if you want to. So, I mean,

0:51:54.239 --> 0:51:56.720
<v Speaker 2>regardless of whatever's going on outside of it, I would

0:51:57.040 --> 0:51:59.920
<v Speaker 2>like tap into what what you want to do.

0:52:01.600 --> 0:52:05.279
<v Speaker 3>That's true. I feel like i'd probably I want to

0:52:05.320 --> 0:52:09.319
<v Speaker 3>stay ginger and just I don't know, by again or

0:52:09.360 --> 0:52:12.080
<v Speaker 3>something to protect myself from him.

0:52:14.360 --> 0:52:19.239
<v Speaker 2>Yeah. By the way, here's the thing. You know, Uh,

0:52:19.400 --> 0:52:24.400
<v Speaker 2>if you're attractive, you're going to get attention regardless of

0:52:24.440 --> 0:52:26.240
<v Speaker 2>whether or not you're a ginger.

0:52:27.280 --> 0:52:28.120
<v Speaker 7>Yeah, that's true.

0:52:28.600 --> 0:52:31.560
<v Speaker 3>I just think like maybe if I look a little

0:52:31.600 --> 0:52:37.279
<v Speaker 3>bit edgier or like a little scarier, then maybe people

0:52:37.320 --> 0:52:41.560
<v Speaker 3>would avoid me. I also have like the worst social

0:52:41.600 --> 0:52:42.520
<v Speaker 3>anxiety ever.

0:52:45.000 --> 0:52:46.840
<v Speaker 2>So you just okay, So you just are trying to

0:52:46.840 --> 0:52:49.880
<v Speaker 2>find out how to what way can I look that

0:52:49.920 --> 0:52:53.400
<v Speaker 2>will attract the least amount of attention to me as possible.

0:52:56.200 --> 0:53:00.920
<v Speaker 2>I mean, look, math, that's how you want to do it.

0:53:01.040 --> 0:53:01.960
<v Speaker 1>Maybe I don't know.

0:53:02.160 --> 0:53:06.000
<v Speaker 2>I don't know. If again, if I were you, I

0:53:06.040 --> 0:53:09.040
<v Speaker 2>would just it's how you want to look and be.

0:53:11.880 --> 0:53:12.440
<v Speaker 3>That's true.

0:53:16.120 --> 0:53:17.960
<v Speaker 2>What the fuck was I gonna say? Oh yeah, you

0:53:18.000 --> 0:53:20.719
<v Speaker 2>said a bunch of crazy stuff. You were like your

0:53:20.960 --> 0:53:25.640
<v Speaker 2>your parents, your mom made you ginger on. But can

0:53:25.680 --> 0:53:27.680
<v Speaker 2>you even do that's like a thing you can do,

0:53:27.960 --> 0:53:31.200
<v Speaker 2>Like can you go into a sperm donor and like

0:53:32.520 --> 0:53:34.960
<v Speaker 2>could you you just buy? Like what you can just

0:53:34.960 --> 0:53:38.560
<v Speaker 2>be like, hey, I want you can like custom create

0:53:38.600 --> 0:53:41.840
<v Speaker 2>a character your baby, and like you can like race

0:53:41.960 --> 0:53:42.320
<v Speaker 2>and ship.

0:53:43.320 --> 0:53:48.120
<v Speaker 3>Allegedly, there's like a rule against gingers donating sperm because

0:53:48.160 --> 0:53:52.680
<v Speaker 3>we have such high levels of skin cancer and like

0:53:52.840 --> 0:53:55.400
<v Speaker 3>they think it's genetic, but obviously it's just because we're pale.

0:53:56.080 --> 0:53:59.640
<v Speaker 3>But somehow my mom found one and I'm ginger now

0:54:00.040 --> 0:54:03.600
<v Speaker 3>and I have like a bunch of documents from the

0:54:03.640 --> 0:54:07.879
<v Speaker 3>guy who donated and it describes his appearance. It doesn't

0:54:07.920 --> 0:54:13.360
<v Speaker 3>give his name, but he's like ginger, blue eyes, six foot,

0:54:13.920 --> 0:54:16.279
<v Speaker 3>he was like an engineer, So yeah, you can you

0:54:16.320 --> 0:54:22.239
<v Speaker 3>can pick all that stuff out.

0:54:22.840 --> 0:54:25.239
<v Speaker 2>What do you think of that South Park episode?

0:54:25.440 --> 0:54:30.279
<v Speaker 3>Oh my gosh, it's pretty funny. I've definitely set my

0:54:30.320 --> 0:54:32.160
<v Speaker 3>boyfriend it and he liked a lot.

0:54:33.360 --> 0:54:37.080
<v Speaker 2>Well, it's funny because you would think like I because

0:54:37.200 --> 0:54:40.719
<v Speaker 2>I maybe it's just like ginger guys or whatever. But

0:54:40.760 --> 0:54:43.200
<v Speaker 2>I always thought that there was a general uh uh

0:54:43.480 --> 0:54:44.880
<v Speaker 2>anti ginger sentiment.

0:54:45.960 --> 0:54:48.600
<v Speaker 3>Well, ginger guys get the worst of it. Ginger women

0:54:48.680 --> 0:54:53.080
<v Speaker 3>are just like they're They're usually thought of as like attractive,

0:54:53.160 --> 0:54:56.360
<v Speaker 3>but like ginger guys get the worst, Like they're automatically

0:54:56.400 --> 0:55:00.160
<v Speaker 3>going to be kind of weird and like pale.

0:55:00.840 --> 0:55:04.120
<v Speaker 2>You know, do you are you? Are you actively unattracted

0:55:04.160 --> 0:55:05.240
<v Speaker 2>to ginger guys?

0:55:05.800 --> 0:55:05.960
<v Speaker 1>Oh?

0:55:06.040 --> 0:55:08.480
<v Speaker 3>Yeah, I would never date a ginger. Imagine how weird

0:55:08.520 --> 0:55:09.000
<v Speaker 3>that would be.

0:55:10.600 --> 0:55:12.680
<v Speaker 2>That's pretty funny.

0:55:13.080 --> 0:55:16.200
<v Speaker 3>I got like shipped with gingers when I was in

0:55:16.239 --> 0:55:18.840
<v Speaker 3>middle school though, like everyone thought I was going to

0:55:18.960 --> 0:55:25.040
<v Speaker 3>date the other ginger, which is weird.

0:55:25.440 --> 0:55:29.439
<v Speaker 2>So you're anti ginger guys? Is there a dating the ship?

0:55:29.600 --> 0:55:32.000
<v Speaker 2>Is there a like a ginger meat?

0:55:33.880 --> 0:55:36.160
<v Speaker 3>Really incestuous? You know?

0:55:37.560 --> 0:55:44.600
<v Speaker 2>Incestuous? Yeah, here's the let me tell you something. You

0:55:44.640 --> 0:55:50.200
<v Speaker 2>could take any relationship and if you go back far enough,

0:55:50.960 --> 0:55:52.200
<v Speaker 2>it's incestuous.

0:55:52.680 --> 0:55:56.880
<v Speaker 3>But like gingers, especially because they're just from one island,

0:55:58.400 --> 0:56:01.680
<v Speaker 3>Is that true? Well, I guess you could be Scottish,

0:56:01.719 --> 0:56:05.280
<v Speaker 3>but like the land of Ireland is such a small island,

0:56:05.520 --> 0:56:05.920
<v Speaker 3>and like.

0:56:07.200 --> 0:56:07.840
<v Speaker 7>I just wouldn't.

0:56:07.880 --> 0:56:12.520
<v Speaker 3>I probably wouldn't date someone that was a redhead because

0:56:12.560 --> 0:56:15.040
<v Speaker 3>like whenever I see like a flash of orange or

0:56:15.080 --> 0:56:18.200
<v Speaker 3>like red, it's like my reflection. So I'd probably get

0:56:18.200 --> 0:56:21.040
<v Speaker 3>like jump scared. I just think that there's like a

0:56:21.080 --> 0:56:22.080
<v Speaker 3>mini me with me.

0:56:23.760 --> 0:56:25.920
<v Speaker 2>Do you would you date any Irish person?

0:56:27.040 --> 0:56:32.759
<v Speaker 3>Maybe? I I kind of know probably not.

0:56:35.320 --> 0:56:38.520
<v Speaker 2>Someone should make that. Is that a thing? Gingermait hold on,

0:56:39.680 --> 0:56:41.560
<v Speaker 2>hold on just real quick. I'm gonna google this. I'm

0:56:41.560 --> 0:56:48.000
<v Speaker 2>gonna google this real quick. Okay, hold on, uh, let's see.

0:56:48.640 --> 0:56:53.800
<v Speaker 3>Gin someone in the chat that I have a PhD.

0:56:53.520 --> 0:56:54.719
<v Speaker 1>And Gingery.

0:56:55.800 --> 0:56:59.400
<v Speaker 2>Ginger dating. I'm not like those other podcasts where like

0:56:59.400 --> 0:57:03.160
<v Speaker 2>they can pull shit up. I just have like, okay, Ginger, Oh,

0:57:03.200 --> 0:57:05.800
<v Speaker 2>there it is redhead Dates.

0:57:06.680 --> 0:57:07.280
<v Speaker 3>That's weird.

0:57:07.480 --> 0:57:14.040
<v Speaker 2>Dot com choose your country, United States, join for free today. Okay, yeah,

0:57:14.040 --> 0:57:17.760
<v Speaker 2>there it is find your red Okay, so oh you

0:57:17.760 --> 0:57:20.480
<v Speaker 2>know what, all right? I think I don't know if

0:57:20.520 --> 0:57:26.520
<v Speaker 2>this is for I think this is for just anyone

0:57:26.640 --> 0:57:29.920
<v Speaker 2>looking for a redheaded wife. I don't know if you

0:57:30.000 --> 0:57:33.720
<v Speaker 2>have to necessarily be a redhead.

0:57:34.760 --> 0:57:38.800
<v Speaker 3>I've I like, did this is like a secret, but

0:57:38.920 --> 0:57:42.200
<v Speaker 3>like I may have done a little bit of sex

0:57:42.280 --> 0:57:47.560
<v Speaker 3>work before, and I think I definitely benefited or like

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<v Speaker 3>crofited off of it, like men go crazy. It's crazy.

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<v Speaker 2>By the way, I just if I could take this

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<v Speaker 2>time to just on in my personal life, if anyone

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<v Speaker 2>out there just like has a fetish they specifically like

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<v Speaker 2>Jewish men, I don't care at all. I don't mind.

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<v Speaker 2>Just I'm just throwing that out there.

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<v Speaker 3>I'm pro ginger fetishists because that's where I make the money.

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<v Speaker 2>You So, there we go. Everything works out, I think,

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<v Speaker 2>and I'm still a breetist. So they tip, Well, so

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<v Speaker 2>what do you are before we go? Do you think

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<v Speaker 2>you're gonna do it? Are you gonna stay?

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<v Speaker 3>Or you know, honestly, at the end of the day,

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<v Speaker 3>it's really just how lazy I am. And I'm too

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<v Speaker 3>lazy to die my hair black and like manage to

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<v Speaker 3>upkeep with it.

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<v Speaker 5>Maybe.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, that's another thing. It's a whole fucking it's a

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<v Speaker 2>bunch of work. Yeah, well, what's your name again, Christina?

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<v Speaker 2>Are you gonna have it? Would you want to have

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<v Speaker 2>ginger kids?

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<v Speaker 3>Absolutely not. My boyfriend's Mexican no way.

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<v Speaker 2>But if you have kids with your boyfriend, they're gonna

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<v Speaker 2>be half Ginger, half Mexican.

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<v Speaker 3>No, they're gonna be Mexican. There's no way.

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<v Speaker 2>The way you hold on, hold on, hold by the way,

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<v Speaker 2>the way you said that, the way you said that

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<v Speaker 2>just now, the way you said that just now made

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<v Speaker 2>it sound like if you had a ginger kid you

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<v Speaker 2>would kill them.

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<v Speaker 3>I don't know.

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<v Speaker 2>Maybe, well, don't throw a child in the dumpster. I'm

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<v Speaker 2>gonna make that my official and I'm gonna make that

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<v Speaker 2>an official Therapy Gecko opinion. Uh, Christina, is there anything

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<v Speaker 2>else you want to say to the people of the computer

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<v Speaker 2>before we go? Hip or Buris says, take care?

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<v Speaker 3>Okay, you too?

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<v Speaker 2>By Christina Bye, Dan, that's pretty crazy. She said she

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<v Speaker 2>might kill one of her kids, but I don't She

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<v Speaker 2>was probably joking. Hello, folks, it's Lyle here. That's the

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<v Speaker 1>Sir?

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<v Speaker 5>You can say my name?

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<v Speaker 2>Uh?

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<v Speaker 5>That was?

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<v Speaker 2>That was That's a That's a crazy way to answer

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<v Speaker 2>that question. That's the craziest way I've ever heard someone

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<v Speaker 2>atswer that question. What's your name? You can say my name.

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<v Speaker 2>It's like if you were a demon that escapes from

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<v Speaker 2>my head and I met you on the street in

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<v Speaker 2>the form of a human and I was like, what's

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<v Speaker 2>your name? And you were like, you can say my name?

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<v Speaker 2>You know me, I'm the demon in your head.

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<v Speaker 5>I have a book called The Testament of Solomon that

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<v Speaker 5>I read and it describes all the demons in hell,

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<v Speaker 5>so I know quite a few demons.

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<v Speaker 2>Well, what's going on with you, Daniel?

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<v Speaker 5>I currently have a warrant for my arrest right now.

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<v Speaker 2>All right, I have nothing else to say, Goes on

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<v Speaker 2>the line. If your phone calls every night, never be

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<v Speaker 2>get goes don his ride who was teaching you

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<v Speaker 3>To house over your life, but he's not ready an

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<v Speaker 3>expert