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Speaker 1: Hmmm ready, Krisha.

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Speaker 2: Charlamagne, How you feeling? I feel good? How you feeling?

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Speaker 3: I'm blessed Black and Holly favorite man. I'm happy to see.

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Speaker 3: I've been wanting to argue with you for so long.

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Speaker 2: I don't want to argue. I don't want to argue

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Speaker 2: with you. It's you know, I always say you one

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Speaker 2: of my favorites.

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Speaker 1: I appreciate you.

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Speaker 2: I already look up to you, I already do like

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Speaker 2: I just feel like you are a straightforward person and

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Speaker 2: you tell it how it is and it comes from

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Speaker 2: a mature face. I appreciate You're gonna say how you feel,

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Speaker 2: and that's what it is. It ain't. It ain't because

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Speaker 2: it's you feel a way like. If you like, you

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Speaker 2: like it. If you don't, you don't. Absolutely I respect that.

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Speaker 3: I respect you too. You know I fuck with you.

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Speaker 3: But I heard you say that you would. You said

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Speaker 3: you said that a man needs a net worth of

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Speaker 3: one hundred million dollars.

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Speaker 2: And I know you're married your stuff. I'm just said

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Speaker 2: you worked to that point. You know how good you

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Speaker 2: feel you're talking about Okay.

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Speaker 3: I'm just saying, you know, less than one thousand of

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Speaker 3: one of people reached that type of networth.

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Speaker 2: I know, and I mean you a hard working man

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Speaker 2: if you got and I want me a hard working man.

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Speaker 1: What does it have to be? You didn't mean a hundred.

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Speaker 2: Though, I didn't mean it literally, but I would love

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Speaker 2: for him to have at least But that don't mean nothing.

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Speaker 2: Money don't mean everything, you know, But I'm just saying, like,

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Speaker 2: I know, I said a lot of shit, but I

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Speaker 2: did mean it though.

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Speaker 3: Could you date a regular dude though, like just you

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Speaker 3: died in Miami. Dude work at faedex, he got benefit

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Speaker 3: God damn.

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Speaker 2: And not even just that. I just I like what

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Speaker 2: I like. I just I think that I'm like, you know,

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Speaker 2: I'm into nice things and not saying that a man

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Speaker 2: at work a job can't give me nice things. But

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Speaker 2: I think I want to date somebody that's like in

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Speaker 2: the same caliber of me.

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Speaker 1: Absolutely I understand. Yeah, Now, what happened to.

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Speaker 3: The Koreasia Please podcast? Now, everybody loved the podcast. You

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Speaker 3: were supposed to be the next black Oprah. You said

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Speaker 3: you I'm still.

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Speaker 2: But I'm like the you know, how like a person

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Speaker 2: is like black, but they like black black?

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Speaker 1: Gotcha? Oh, I'm saying.

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Speaker 2: Like it's like the hood the hood. Okay, that's what

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Speaker 2: I meant. Let me not. I mean the hood off

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Speaker 2: like it's gonna be like Oprah, but on a hood level.

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Speaker 2: And Krisia, please, you know I spoke to you about it.

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Speaker 2: I'm just trying to find the right home, the right

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Speaker 2: partner to come back for season three.

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Speaker 3: Oh, we love to have you on Black Effect, but

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Speaker 3: what are you gonna be? We need you to be

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Speaker 3: consistent though, How often would you want to do it?

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Speaker 2: I think with me being an artist realistically, and I

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Speaker 2: honestly think it's a flow of things and how you

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Speaker 2: do things. I think for me, Fleas work because people

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Speaker 2: wanted it. It was like I want more, I want more,

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Speaker 2: and I on top of half of the podcast, I

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Speaker 2: still gotta be a artist. I still got to release music.

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Speaker 2: So you don't want to just see too much of me,

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Speaker 2: cause it's like they gotta see them, they gotta have

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Speaker 2: the music and then they go into the podcast. I

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Speaker 3: I love that you said that you think artists nowadays

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Speaker 3: are too overexposed.

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Speaker 2: Yes, and I think we feel like we know them

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Speaker 2: too much, like superstars, but then you was just littlem

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Speaker 2: as Michael Jackson or a performer. Now we know what

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Speaker 2: happened with your baby daddy, we can hit we can

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Speaker 2: get the police reports, we can get an hour on

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Speaker 2: one call. It's just too much that it kind of

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Speaker 2: It don't give the celarity status because it's too it's

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Speaker 1: Did you ever feel like you was too over exposed?

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Speaker 2: I do. I think when people know too much of

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Speaker 3: I mean, I know you had to be t reality

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Speaker 2: Going into it, I was excited about I'm like, oh

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Speaker 2: of person I want everything real, raw and on count

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Speaker 2: I don't want to go go back and do that

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Speaker 2: Like that shit's what it was. And I think that

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Speaker 2: and it was like, if I'm gonna do something like that,

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Speaker 3: I feel like you've been trying to find a space

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Speaker 3: to be comfortable to really just express yourself.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, because I think that I am a real, raw,

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Speaker 2: up as me and whatever you get is that's me.

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Speaker 2: That would be your experience in me. And I think

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Speaker 2: Like I can't be my best self if I have

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Speaker 3: You know, when you see people like like Cardi, for example,

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Speaker 3: Cardi's always herself, I feel like she she made it

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Speaker 3: to where you can be yourself if you're not afraid

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Speaker 2: I get crucified for being myself. Like I can say anything,

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Speaker 2: and it just when it comes to certain people, they

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Speaker 2: but when I said, we all, I'm saying the same shit.

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Speaker 2: But when I said, it's just like, well god damn,

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Speaker 2: like I just said, you know I I I think

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Speaker 2: like I say a lot of shit, I do a lot.

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Speaker 2: That's me just being myself, Like I like to go live,

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Speaker 2: have fun. That's that was another thing that people loved

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Speaker 2: about me, my personality, going out with sintentna just getting on.

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Speaker 2: Now we just talking shit about each other. That's us

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Speaker 2: in our natural form. You some people understanding, some people don't.

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Speaker 2: Some people like that could never be my friend. That's

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Speaker 1: Group.

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Speaker 2: That's how we have fun. But it's all love. We

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Speaker 3: Yeah, I don't think people dislike you like they act

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Speaker 3: like they do on social media. I think that you

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Speaker 3: they keep messing.

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Speaker 1: With you just to get a response. Yeah, I bet you.

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Speaker 3: Sometimes you be hitting people and they be like I

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Speaker 3: just wanted you to reply, Oh my god.

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Speaker 2: But fish fuck you, Like why you fucking with me?

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Speaker 2: I'm cool, Like I'm really a cool person. I'm a human,

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Speaker 2: Like I'm a great I feel like I'm a great human,

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Speaker 2: I ain't even coming your way. If I fuck with you,

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Speaker 2: I fuck with you. But and I'm just I'm literally

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Speaker 2: like I come from nothing, so people have to understand

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Speaker 2: I still have a lot to learn. But it's like

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Speaker 2: it's like from my upbringing, Like I literally grew up

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Speaker 2: over there, I just say. In my music video of

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Speaker 2: Walk around like they don't dress up. It's bunny, it's slides,

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Speaker 2: like how you wake up is how you going outside?

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Speaker 2: You know, it's not like it's just a hood.

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Speaker 1: How do you think you made it up?

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Speaker 2: I think I was always destined to be who I

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Speaker 2: So she always tried to provide the best life she can.

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Speaker 2: And she was like also popular. She was like a

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Speaker 2: Yeah, because they cut you all the ship yeah closed, okay,

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Speaker 2: so yeah all that. So you know, just just seeing

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Speaker 3: Are you scared right now because you're out here solo?

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Speaker 1: No?

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Speaker 2: I love it, Okay, I love it. I think that

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Speaker 2: it's an new error for me. I feel like from

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Speaker 2: saw me, they learned me as the city girls. I

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Speaker 2: extra hard. Like my mom went to prison. I had

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Speaker 2: JT go to prison. Then she come out. We go

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Speaker 2: through all of this stuff that were going through. So

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Speaker 2: like now I'm just like yes, Like I get a

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Speaker 2: be free, like and I also learned so much from

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Speaker 2: a group, and just I know more of the business,

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Speaker 2: feel happy. I feel like I'm ready. I'm not scared.

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Speaker 2: I'm ready.

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Speaker 3: So who is young Miami without the city girls, without

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Speaker 3: celebrity relationships, without the headlines.

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Speaker 2: No, your Miami is that you are all that? Yeah,

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Speaker 2: that's your Miami. I mean that's what's the start of

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Speaker 2: my career. And that's everything I went through. That's shape

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Speaker 2: me as yo Miami. I feel like I can't run

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Speaker 2: away from it. I can't run away from your Miami

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Speaker 2: up the city or as I can't run away from

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Speaker 2: Yo Miyami that went through that, y'all saw me every

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Speaker 2: face of my life, and y'all going to continue to

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Speaker 2: see me in my new era.

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Speaker 3: So are you trying to show people more of the

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Speaker 3: of the evolved young Miami or just the real Cresha both?

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Speaker 2: Because I have evolved. I think the last time I

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Speaker 2: even though I love it, I'd be like your ass up,

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Speaker 2: like when I've been looking back at it, Like sometimes

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Speaker 2: that sometimes that's how I feel like I look at

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Speaker 2: we love real, Yeah we love authentic, but you gotta

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Speaker 2: gonna look at you as you ain't you ain't showing

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Speaker 3: But on this new album, you're still giving them classic

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Speaker 1: You still out here.

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Speaker 2: You know you still gotta finish me. You still gotta

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Speaker 1: Okay, still we still got build your own doing that.

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Speaker 2: No, of course, of course, of course. But I do

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Speaker 2: what I That's the message I'll be trying to get through.

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Speaker 2: I just feel like I feel like sometimes men and

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Speaker 2: why I'd be like, I want't mean one hundred million dollars.

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Speaker 2: A lot of men just see a pretty face, see

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Speaker 2: a pretty brody and for them, it's like this is

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Speaker 2: Like a lot of men are mature in mind, and

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Speaker 2: You gotta know what you want and life. You gotta

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Speaker 2: if I know that we're gonna have sex, we don't

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Speaker 2: And it's not prostitution, it's not it's just I'm a

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Speaker 2: I gotta lead this relationship situationship with something because if not,

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Speaker 2: we fuck. When we in our teens, that's something you

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Speaker 1: No I listen.

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Speaker 3: I feel like a man's job is to protect and provide.

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Speaker 3: I understand the logic. I'm just saying, bring the number

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Speaker 2: But Charlamagne, that's all man. I'm trying to go up this.

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Speaker 2: I want a vacation. I got kids. I'm trying to

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Speaker 2: live my best life. Life is you know, life, life

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Speaker 2: is weird these days, Like I just want to live

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Speaker 3: You're not afraid to talk about your roster or I

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Speaker 3: heard Caresia's tales where you flip the two short joint

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Speaker 1: M h, what made you want to want to do

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Speaker 2: I think it's hip hop when I listen to like

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Speaker 2: records like that. Look, Kim, even Nicki Minaj is just

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Speaker 2: your Miami fans, like, oh I remember she did that

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Speaker 2: too short and she flipped it like this, like that's

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Speaker 3: I'm only going to assume that everybody on the record

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Speaker 2: It's every story.

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Speaker 3: Okay, Why do women like the shame men for eating

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Speaker 3: bunky though, Cause on freak detail you say, lame goofy

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Speaker 3: ass nigga always trying to eat bitch booty ass nigga.

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Speaker 3: Why are you shaming men for that?

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Speaker 2: You must be eat.

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Speaker 1: I'm from South Carolina. I'm from the South.

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Speaker 2: I mean that's a grown massport that there.

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Speaker 1: Is a grown man sport, But why shame men for it?

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Speaker 2: I'm not no what I'm just saying, like, because it's

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Speaker 2: like I got two holes, Why do you want to

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Speaker 2: eat the one that's in the back.

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Speaker 1: If he doing both.

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Speaker 3: Appetizer entree, entree, appetizer, whatever you into.

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Speaker 2: It's no a shame to it, but it's like you

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Speaker 2: always want to eat it back when it's one in

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Speaker 2: the front. It's kind of like, okay, not nothing to men.

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Speaker 2: They do what I shot to you.

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Speaker 1: See.

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Speaker 3: I like when I hear women talk like that because

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Speaker 3: you get to see what women really think.

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Speaker 1: So when guys be trying to do that, y'all be

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Speaker 2: Just not like, I don't like that whole bad that'll

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Speaker 2: be wet, Like it's just feel weird. So it's not

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Speaker 2: my preference, like we all got preference, and I just

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Speaker 3: Okay, hold me in wet, all right, let's stay on

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Speaker 3: freaky tails. You say you name a bunch of men,

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Speaker 3: and you say, my billionaire nigga that stay on the

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Speaker 3: island used to tell me take that, take that while

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Speaker 3: he fucked me for hours.

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Speaker 1: Now we know who that is. That's Diddy.

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Speaker 3: In light of everything that is transpired, why weren't you afraid.

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Speaker 1: To still say that?

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Speaker 2: Because I think that I should be able to be

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Speaker 2: able to save my life experiences. I don't feel like

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Speaker 2: or I should be scared because I just was in

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Speaker 2: a relationship with somebody and what we had was in

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Speaker 2: It's music, it's my music. It's my time to tell

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Speaker 3: Do that When it's someone you know you were connected

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Speaker 3: to becomes the center of serious allegations and legal issues,

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Speaker 3: how do you reconcile the person you knew with the

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Speaker 3: headlines everybody else se.

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Speaker 2: I think in life, you always get put in something

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Speaker 2: or a situation where you got to you know, you

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Speaker 2: gotta make a light decision, and you got to look

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Speaker 2: back and say, like what makes sense for me right now?

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Speaker 2: You know, like I can love this person, but I

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Speaker 2: I can have a relationship with this person, but maybe

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Speaker 2: I gotta come back to it, like maybe I gotta

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Speaker 2: come back around. And I think that that was one

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Speaker 3: You wrote a letter about you for Diddy's character, and

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Speaker 3: how can she do that?

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Speaker 1: After seeing the video with Cassie, a lot.

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Speaker 3: Of people wanted to know why you decided to steal

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Speaker 2: I think I wrote it apportune change men. I think

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Speaker 2: was changed. I'm not gonna justify some bush or like

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Speaker 2: support some but if I felt like that person was

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Speaker 2: why I wrote the letter.

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Speaker 3: Do you think you old like your fans explanation or

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Speaker 3: do you feel like your personal relationships to nobody's business

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Speaker 2: I feel like both. I feel like, as people that's

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Speaker 2: you have to get them some type of you know,

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Speaker 2: it's they gotta be able to connect with you. So

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Speaker 2: I can't just be like, fuck y'all, this my personal life.

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Speaker 2: I don't owe y'all shit. It's having me that do

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Speaker 2: feel like they were at the end of the day

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Speaker 2: being a real person, you know. I felt like that though,

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Speaker 2: is open to them.

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Speaker 3: How do you how do you reconcile supporting someone publicly

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Speaker 2: Because if I meet you today or it's my time

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Speaker 2: that I experienced with you is one way. I can

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Speaker 2: I can't speak to nothing that I don't know of.

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Speaker 2: I can only I can only speak to the person

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Speaker 2: that I'm at. And if I met this person that

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Speaker 2: that's what I know, And I feel like people can

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Speaker 2: have opinions, but I can only judge a person off

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Speaker 2: of what I know and what I experienced, Like I

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Speaker 2: that I never knew, Like I can only judge who

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Speaker 2: I'm at. I can only judge who I was in

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Speaker 1: Were you afraid that they might call you to testify?

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Speaker 2: No, I never hear nothing. I don't have nothing to have.

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Speaker 3: You seem like a very loyal person I am. At

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Speaker 3: what point does loyalty become a liability?

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Speaker 2: That's a good question, Charlane.

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Speaker 1: We got time. We can just see that. Tell you.

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Speaker 3: I mean meaning, because you might be with somebody and

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Speaker 3: at some point you realize just you even being loyal

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Speaker 3: to this person to a fault, at some point you

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Speaker 2: Yeah, I mean I understand that. But also I just

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Speaker 2: I'm gonna just choose this as a scenario, imagine a

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Speaker 2: help you believe in yourself, or help you just experience

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Speaker 2: new things, or just introduce you to new things. That

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Speaker 2: was that you was able to take and you know,

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Speaker 2: create create, keep creating for your family, or it's just

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Speaker 2: it's still positive. It's kind of hard to say fuck

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Speaker 2: you you going through this shit, I don't go fuck

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Speaker 2: like I gotta just fuck you. It's hard you didn't

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Speaker 2: I'm saying like, it's it's very hard because it's like

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Speaker 2: I don't want to just say fuck you going through

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Speaker 2: that ship. You gotta figure it out because I like you,

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Speaker 2: my friend, I have a relationship with you. I have

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Speaker 2: a personal relationship with you, like I know you. It's

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Speaker 2: like family, like we like locked in. So it's like

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Speaker 2: that's that's a hard situation. And it's just like I

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Speaker 2: Like that mean it was never no love there or

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Speaker 2: whatever I did for you, it meant nothing. It is

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Speaker 2: that would be a fake person to me.

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Speaker 3: What did this whole situation teach you about who's really

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Speaker 3: in your corner? Cause I feel like I don't know

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Speaker 3: when I listen to the album and I hear you

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Speaker 3: an interview. Sometimes I feel like people turn their back

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Speaker 3: on you the way you wouldn't have done.

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Speaker 2: So many people did, and go back to the liability question,

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Speaker 2: like some people just gonna do what makes sense, you

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Speaker 2: know what I'm saying, and some people just gonna ride

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Speaker 2: out with you, like we're gonna figure this out because

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Speaker 2: things do turn around, you know what I'm saying. So

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Speaker 2: I think I'm just focused on people that stay down

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Speaker 2: on me, the people that left there was supposed to

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Speaker 2: be here.

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Speaker 3: Did being tied to the Didy situation impact your branding anyway?

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Speaker 2: It did?

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Speaker 1: Really it did bad. Like I'm not talking about just

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Speaker 1: social media. In real life it did. Like what.

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Speaker 2: It just it was a lot like I lost steals,

440
00:19:18,720 --> 00:19:22,399
Speaker 2: I lost money, I lost relationships, I lost the life.

441
00:19:22,440 --> 00:19:29,280
Speaker 3: And you know, yeah, I am wow after everything you've experienced, right,

442
00:19:29,280 --> 00:19:31,080
Speaker 3: Like I mean we could there's so many things you've

443
00:19:31,119 --> 00:19:32,879
Speaker 3: experienced on a personal level, on a.

444
00:19:34,480 --> 00:19:39,360
Speaker 1: Business level. You know, how has your relationship with trust changed?

445
00:19:41,440 --> 00:19:44,600
Speaker 2: I don't trust nobody, Damn, I'm not gonna lie like

446
00:19:45,160 --> 00:19:47,520
Speaker 2: trust is like the only person that I probably trust

447
00:19:47,520 --> 00:19:51,800
Speaker 2: is God and my kids. And I think that I

448
00:19:51,800 --> 00:19:54,080
Speaker 2: don't know what trust is built on, because you could

449
00:19:54,080 --> 00:19:56,280
Speaker 2: be knowing a person your whole, like your kids to

450
00:19:56,359 --> 00:19:59,080
Speaker 2: turn on you. So I don't when it comes to trust,

451
00:19:59,400 --> 00:20:03,240
Speaker 2: I don't. That's I don't even trust God. I got

452
00:20:03,280 --> 00:20:04,960
Speaker 2: friends that I love and that I trust to a

453
00:20:05,000 --> 00:20:06,760
Speaker 2: certain extent, but it ain't never in the back of

454
00:20:06,800 --> 00:20:08,560
Speaker 2: my mind like a person wouldn't do something to me.

455
00:20:09,680 --> 00:20:12,640
Speaker 3: Was there a particular situation that made that made you feel.

456
00:20:12,440 --> 00:20:15,200
Speaker 2: Like that, or just like you're seeing everything off old

457
00:20:15,280 --> 00:20:17,280
Speaker 2: how people would be with you, and then when something

458
00:20:17,320 --> 00:20:20,600
Speaker 2: get they just go like they ain't trying to stand

459
00:20:20,600 --> 00:20:22,600
Speaker 2: by you, they ain't trying to support you, they just

460
00:20:22,680 --> 00:20:23,240
Speaker 2: get the fuck on.

461
00:20:23,840 --> 00:20:26,639
Speaker 3: Do you expect you from other people? I do, and

462
00:20:26,680 --> 00:20:27,840
Speaker 3: that's very disappointed when.

463
00:20:27,920 --> 00:20:30,919
Speaker 2: It is I expect me and every person that I mean,

464
00:20:30,920 --> 00:20:32,280
Speaker 2: I've been like I won't do that, they won't be

465
00:20:32,400 --> 00:20:34,320
Speaker 2: to me, and when they do it, I just be like,

466
00:20:35,600 --> 00:20:36,159
Speaker 2: whoopy doo.

467
00:20:37,320 --> 00:20:39,800
Speaker 3: Now you know I love the city dress. So I

468
00:20:39,800 --> 00:20:42,920
Speaker 3: hate to see you and JT not together anymore. What's

469
00:20:42,960 --> 00:20:44,600
Speaker 3: the status of your relationship now?

470
00:20:45,040 --> 00:20:47,480
Speaker 2: I think that when it comes to me and JT,

471
00:20:48,200 --> 00:20:51,520
Speaker 2: I feel like it was a marriage. Right you you

472
00:20:51,560 --> 00:20:56,800
Speaker 2: meet somebody y'all fall in the shit happen, y'all break up,

473
00:20:56,880 --> 00:20:59,280
Speaker 2: y'all get a divorce. It could be ugly, or it

474
00:20:59,320 --> 00:21:01,120
Speaker 2: could be good. If we want that child, just get

475
00:21:01,119 --> 00:21:02,640
Speaker 2: a divorce and y'all move on, or if we want

476
00:21:02,680 --> 00:21:05,240
Speaker 2: that we find it from the public. And I think

477
00:21:05,320 --> 00:21:09,119
Speaker 2: that it was one of those situations where, like you know,

478
00:21:09,240 --> 00:21:13,240
Speaker 2: we childhood friends, that love is always going to be there.

479
00:21:13,280 --> 00:21:15,720
Speaker 2: That's why even when the whole thing on the end

480
00:21:15,760 --> 00:21:18,680
Speaker 2: that happened, I'm like JT, like what we're doing here,

481
00:21:19,000 --> 00:21:22,080
Speaker 2: I we can never go It's never gonna go nowhere,

482
00:21:22,160 --> 00:21:24,800
Speaker 2: cause it's like I'm never we ain't. We both ain't

483
00:21:24,800 --> 00:21:26,960
Speaker 2: gonna go that far like we family.

484
00:21:27,680 --> 00:21:29,720
Speaker 1: So you said, y'all got the period at the same time.

485
00:21:30,080 --> 00:21:32,880
Speaker 2: Yeah, like when you as a as a woman, as

486
00:21:32,920 --> 00:21:35,920
Speaker 2: a girlfriend group, if you be around somebody every day,

487
00:21:36,080 --> 00:21:37,840
Speaker 2: I'll get you all period the same time, around the

488
00:21:37,880 --> 00:21:40,600
Speaker 2: same way. So it was at one point we will

489
00:21:40,640 --> 00:21:42,760
Speaker 2: be on tour, like but you gotta tapon. You got

490
00:21:42,760 --> 00:21:45,960
Speaker 2: a tap on like we real friends, we grew up together.

491
00:21:46,040 --> 00:21:49,960
Speaker 2: That's gonna always be a person that I got love for.

492
00:21:51,640 --> 00:21:54,560
Speaker 3: When something like the City Girls and it's not just

493
00:21:54,680 --> 00:21:56,720
Speaker 3: business though, like, that's a piece of your identity.

494
00:21:56,760 --> 00:21:58,520
Speaker 1: So what did you have to.

495
00:22:00,160 --> 00:22:02,119
Speaker 3: I guess what did you grieve in letting that version

496
00:22:02,119 --> 00:22:03,200
Speaker 3: of yourself go?

497
00:22:03,720 --> 00:22:08,639
Speaker 2: It was just like losing a friend, like a sister.

498
00:22:08,840 --> 00:22:09,840
Speaker 1: Did it feel like a death?

499
00:22:11,040 --> 00:22:16,399
Speaker 2: It hurts. I won't say death because their person is

500
00:22:16,400 --> 00:22:19,240
Speaker 2: never coming back. She's still here, so it's always room

501
00:22:19,440 --> 00:22:22,720
Speaker 2: for us to have a conversation. So I ain't gonna

502
00:22:22,720 --> 00:22:25,400
Speaker 2: say death, but it hurts. It's like getting your heart

503
00:22:25,440 --> 00:22:26,320
Speaker 2: broke for the first time.

504
00:22:26,560 --> 00:22:29,720
Speaker 3: What made you to actually grow apart? Like everybody thought

505
00:22:29,720 --> 00:22:32,920
Speaker 3: it was Karsha. She got the podcast, now she's doing

506
00:22:32,960 --> 00:22:33,960
Speaker 3: the reality.

507
00:22:33,600 --> 00:22:35,040
Speaker 1: Sure, she's getting her Beyonce on.

508
00:22:35,320 --> 00:22:35,560
Speaker 2: Yeah.

509
00:22:35,680 --> 00:22:40,200
Speaker 3: People thought, well JT takes music more seriously and Karsha does.

510
00:22:40,520 --> 00:22:42,600
Speaker 2: What was it now? I think it was just more

511
00:22:42,640 --> 00:22:46,160
Speaker 2: of she felt, like you know, JT into like fashion

512
00:22:46,200 --> 00:22:48,040
Speaker 2: and so many different other things. She got her own

513
00:22:48,080 --> 00:22:50,560
Speaker 2: land that she and I think she just like we

514
00:22:50,600 --> 00:22:53,240
Speaker 2: are in just two different lanes like our friends. It's

515
00:22:53,240 --> 00:22:56,159
Speaker 2: just two different brands and it's like two different people

516
00:22:56,400 --> 00:22:59,000
Speaker 2: trying to be one that she's never gonna work. And

517
00:22:59,040 --> 00:23:01,159
Speaker 2: I think it was more like she just had a

518
00:23:01,240 --> 00:23:03,560
Speaker 2: lane that she wanted to go in and it just

519
00:23:03,840 --> 00:23:06,760
Speaker 2: wasn't the same type of time I was on. So

520
00:23:07,000 --> 00:23:09,400
Speaker 2: it was just more of like I'm kind of ready

521
00:23:09,440 --> 00:23:11,840
Speaker 2: to do my own thing, Like you know, I don't

522
00:23:11,880 --> 00:23:13,600
Speaker 2: really want to do this shitting on my own getting

523
00:23:13,600 --> 00:23:16,040
Speaker 2: older because she's older than me. So it was more

524
00:23:16,080 --> 00:23:17,280
Speaker 2: of like I'm just ready to go.

525
00:23:17,640 --> 00:23:19,800
Speaker 3: I've heard you say JT hasn't been the same since

526
00:23:19,800 --> 00:23:20,440
Speaker 3: the fat ks.

527
00:23:20,560 --> 00:23:21,840
Speaker 1: What case you talking about.

528
00:23:21,720 --> 00:23:23,720
Speaker 2: When she went to prison?

529
00:23:24,119 --> 00:23:26,320
Speaker 1: Got you? You think jail changed her?

530
00:23:26,920 --> 00:23:29,159
Speaker 2: Yeah? I think jail shape people. I think when you

531
00:23:29,200 --> 00:23:32,240
Speaker 2: go to jail, if you you know, you sober in there.

532
00:23:32,320 --> 00:23:34,399
Speaker 2: Not saying that she do organs, someone's just saying like people,

533
00:23:34,440 --> 00:23:36,760
Speaker 2: when you go in there, that's like time out, Like

534
00:23:36,840 --> 00:23:39,119
Speaker 2: you have no time. You have nothing to do but

535
00:23:39,200 --> 00:23:41,239
Speaker 2: to sit and think and reflect. And it can like

536
00:23:41,840 --> 00:23:44,119
Speaker 2: it could fuck you up or it can help you grow,

537
00:23:44,359 --> 00:23:46,680
Speaker 2: but it mentally do something to you, cause it's like

538
00:23:46,880 --> 00:23:49,400
Speaker 2: you got time away from everybody, you just sit and reflect.

539
00:23:49,920 --> 00:23:53,879
Speaker 2: And I think that before JT went in, me and

540
00:23:53,920 --> 00:23:58,240
Speaker 2: her was like this, like we were so like this

541
00:23:59,080 --> 00:24:01,840
Speaker 2: and when she came home, launch your spell a shift,

542
00:24:02,080 --> 00:24:04,879
Speaker 2: But it wasn't bad, Like I didn't take heat to it.

543
00:24:04,880 --> 00:24:06,760
Speaker 2: Because my mom been in prison, so I know what

544
00:24:06,840 --> 00:24:09,720
Speaker 2: it's like to be in jail and come home. They

545
00:24:09,760 --> 00:24:12,560
Speaker 2: see the world differently because they just win the time out.

546
00:24:12,640 --> 00:24:14,520
Speaker 2: So I feel like that was my experience.

547
00:24:14,600 --> 00:24:17,119
Speaker 1: Did you ever feel I don't know.

548
00:24:17,119 --> 00:24:18,960
Speaker 3: I don't know if I call it jealousy, but you

549
00:24:19,000 --> 00:24:20,960
Speaker 3: know she had a man, and she spent more time

550
00:24:20,960 --> 00:24:22,719
Speaker 3: with her man now, and you you know you probably

551
00:24:22,800 --> 00:24:25,120
Speaker 3: was used to y'all being together all the time.

552
00:24:25,200 --> 00:24:26,120
Speaker 1: Was there anything like that?

553
00:24:26,720 --> 00:24:28,840
Speaker 2: Not when it comes to a man, because as women,

554
00:24:28,840 --> 00:24:30,560
Speaker 2: we all want to be with our men. Like I don't.

555
00:24:30,720 --> 00:24:34,119
Speaker 2: I'm I'm I'm uncurious, so I'm very big on space

556
00:24:34,160 --> 00:24:36,280
Speaker 2: and I like to be alone a lot. So I

557
00:24:36,320 --> 00:24:40,399
Speaker 2: think it was me, like I I disconnect a lot

558
00:24:40,440 --> 00:24:42,359
Speaker 2: of times, and it could come off as in like

559
00:24:42,600 --> 00:24:45,119
Speaker 2: I'm disconnected, but sometimes I got to just go and

560
00:24:45,280 --> 00:24:46,800
Speaker 2: just be by myself.

561
00:24:47,280 --> 00:24:48,600
Speaker 1: Have y'all talked about any of this.

562
00:24:53,680 --> 00:24:58,199
Speaker 2: We have? We I think we need a therapist. We

563
00:24:58,240 --> 00:25:01,240
Speaker 2: need somebody to come in hear both sides, because when

564
00:25:01,240 --> 00:25:03,680
Speaker 2: we try to like express ourselves, it's like what you

565
00:25:03,760 --> 00:25:05,199
Speaker 2: did is to me, but you did this to me.

566
00:25:05,320 --> 00:25:07,159
Speaker 2: We just pointed a finger at each other. It's like

567
00:25:07,440 --> 00:25:08,919
Speaker 2: you made me feel this way. When you made me

568
00:25:08,920 --> 00:25:10,280
Speaker 2: feel this way, I ain't doing nothing to you and

569
00:25:10,320 --> 00:25:12,280
Speaker 2: you ain't. It's like we're not getting nowhere. So we

570
00:25:12,320 --> 00:25:15,320
Speaker 2: gotta literally have someone come in and say, look, she

571
00:25:15,440 --> 00:25:17,119
Speaker 2: feel like this and you feel like this, and like,

572
00:25:17,200 --> 00:25:17,920
Speaker 2: what's the solution.

573
00:25:18,480 --> 00:25:19,600
Speaker 1: You clearly love JT.

574
00:25:19,800 --> 00:25:21,560
Speaker 3: Like that's what I'm saying, So why not go get

575
00:25:21,560 --> 00:25:24,840
Speaker 3: a counselor therapist and y'all just go have a couple

576
00:25:24,880 --> 00:25:27,000
Speaker 3: of sessions with each other and put everything on the

577
00:25:27,000 --> 00:25:29,720
Speaker 3: table and see if you know, y'all can resolve the relationship.

578
00:25:29,880 --> 00:25:32,000
Speaker 2: Because I think we both need time to do our

579
00:25:32,000 --> 00:25:35,640
Speaker 2: own thing. Because I think that when JT was doing

580
00:25:35,640 --> 00:25:37,879
Speaker 2: her thing, I never wanted to make it about me,

581
00:25:38,400 --> 00:25:40,600
Speaker 2: like I didn't want to, Oh you see, I'm doing

582
00:25:40,600 --> 00:25:42,440
Speaker 2: my thing. Now you're trying to combat Now, now you're

583
00:25:42,440 --> 00:25:44,159
Speaker 2: trying to make things, and I don't want it to

584
00:25:44,200 --> 00:25:45,879
Speaker 2: feel like that when I'm doing my things. So I

585
00:25:45,920 --> 00:25:48,560
Speaker 2: think she did her thing, I'm doing my thing. Now.

586
00:25:49,040 --> 00:25:52,399
Speaker 2: Let us both grow, you know, as individuals, And I

587
00:25:52,440 --> 00:25:54,560
Speaker 2: think that time will come, and I also think we

588
00:25:54,680 --> 00:25:56,679
Speaker 2: both got to be ready. It can't just be like

589
00:25:56,720 --> 00:25:58,680
Speaker 2: when I feel like I'm ready or when she feel

590
00:25:58,680 --> 00:26:00,639
Speaker 2: like she ready, like we both got it be in

591
00:26:00,680 --> 00:26:04,119
Speaker 2: a space where we could sit down as adults and say, Okay,

592
00:26:05,160 --> 00:26:06,919
Speaker 2: we're in a better space now, and I think we

593
00:26:07,000 --> 00:26:07,600
Speaker 2: need that time of.

594
00:26:07,600 --> 00:26:09,639
Speaker 3: Part So the City Girls aren't done. It's just like

595
00:26:09,640 --> 00:26:11,080
Speaker 3: a season of separation kind of.

596
00:26:11,200 --> 00:26:11,360
Speaker 1: Yeah.

597
00:26:11,359 --> 00:26:15,240
Speaker 2: I wouldn't never just off the City Girls. We built

598
00:26:15,240 --> 00:26:18,040
Speaker 2: this together, you know, like we did a lot together.

599
00:26:18,240 --> 00:26:19,960
Speaker 2: Did she just say that it never happened on? It

600
00:26:20,119 --> 00:26:23,359
Speaker 2: just at like it's she's dead, you know, like it's

601
00:26:23,400 --> 00:26:25,600
Speaker 2: it's fun forever going to be the City Girls. Like

602
00:26:26,000 --> 00:26:30,200
Speaker 2: we both come from the fucking hood. We gotta that's

603
00:26:30,280 --> 00:26:33,080
Speaker 2: accomplishment for both of us. So I look at it

604
00:26:33,119 --> 00:26:33,480
Speaker 2: like that.

605
00:26:33,840 --> 00:26:36,080
Speaker 3: You know, people on the internet were saying that it

606
00:26:36,160 --> 00:26:38,679
Speaker 3: was a lover's quarrel, like y'all be scissoring or something like.

607
00:26:40,520 --> 00:26:45,320
Speaker 2: I ain't never seen her that. Yeah, that's what they

608
00:26:45,440 --> 00:26:47,400
Speaker 2: do on the internet. That don't people make up ships?

609
00:26:47,440 --> 00:26:48,159
Speaker 2: Far believe it.

610
00:26:49,800 --> 00:26:52,720
Speaker 3: If the City Girls never make music again, what would

611
00:26:52,760 --> 00:26:53,879
Speaker 3: you want that legacy to be?

612
00:26:54,640 --> 00:26:55,520
Speaker 1: Just the City Girls?

613
00:26:55,600 --> 00:26:58,679
Speaker 2: You and jt I wanted to be two young girls

614
00:26:58,720 --> 00:27:00,919
Speaker 2: they got that that grew up together. They came and

615
00:27:00,960 --> 00:27:05,760
Speaker 2: they made history and it washood, it was built offic sisterhood.

616
00:27:07,119 --> 00:27:12,480
Speaker 3: Yeah, you've had to process a lot of loss publicly

617
00:27:12,560 --> 00:27:15,560
Speaker 3: and privately, like you got relationships changing people you love

618
00:27:15,680 --> 00:27:18,680
Speaker 3: no longer hear, how do you even begin to separate

619
00:27:19,240 --> 00:27:23,320
Speaker 3: your personal grief from what the world is consuming as entertainment.

620
00:27:24,600 --> 00:27:26,760
Speaker 2: And that's the part I feel like they don't understand,

621
00:27:26,840 --> 00:27:31,760
Speaker 2: Like for them, it's just like they don't give me

622
00:27:31,760 --> 00:27:35,640
Speaker 2: that grace, And I think it's hard going. It's hard

623
00:27:35,760 --> 00:27:39,639
Speaker 2: going through everything publicly with the world just being a

624
00:27:39,760 --> 00:27:42,840
Speaker 2: weird and in your place. And I think that I

625
00:27:42,880 --> 00:27:44,959
Speaker 2: haven't really got a chance to actually sit and go

626
00:27:45,000 --> 00:27:47,200
Speaker 2: through my grieving sages because it's like I always had

627
00:27:47,200 --> 00:27:49,159
Speaker 2: the work, or I always got to defend myself, or

628
00:27:49,160 --> 00:27:52,199
Speaker 2: its just in front of the world. So I just

629
00:27:52,280 --> 00:27:54,280
Speaker 2: worked through the bullshet like I haven't really had a

630
00:27:54,359 --> 00:27:57,480
Speaker 2: sign of really siting dodges everything that's happened to me.

631
00:27:57,720 --> 00:28:00,439
Speaker 3: But you know, they say, staying busy as a sponsor

632
00:28:00,480 --> 00:28:03,600
Speaker 3: to trauma, So you're trying to run from what you

633
00:28:03,640 --> 00:28:05,600
Speaker 3: probably actually actually should be sitting down.

634
00:28:05,560 --> 00:28:06,080
Speaker 1: And dealing with.

635
00:28:06,320 --> 00:28:07,440
Speaker 2: So why I need to deal with it?

636
00:28:07,880 --> 00:28:08,360
Speaker 1: He said, What?

637
00:28:08,480 --> 00:28:09,600
Speaker 2: Why do I need to deal with it?

638
00:28:10,119 --> 00:28:11,800
Speaker 3: I mean, because I always feel like if you don't

639
00:28:11,840 --> 00:28:14,720
Speaker 3: deal with your trauma, your trauma or trauma ultimately deal

640
00:28:14,760 --> 00:28:14,960
Speaker 3: with you.

641
00:28:15,359 --> 00:28:18,399
Speaker 1: Like, you know, the example I like to use, remember

642
00:28:18,400 --> 00:28:20,240
Speaker 1: when Willi Smith was at the Oscars.

643
00:28:20,800 --> 00:28:22,920
Speaker 3: That's the biggest night of his life, right He's about

644
00:28:22,920 --> 00:28:25,800
Speaker 3: to get crowned, he about to get best Actor, and

645
00:28:25,960 --> 00:28:30,919
Speaker 3: like everything just you know, came out at once. He

646
00:28:31,000 --> 00:28:34,080
Speaker 3: lashed out, and he lashed out in that moment. That's

647
00:28:34,080 --> 00:28:36,000
Speaker 3: why I still deal with your trauma or your trauma

648
00:28:36,080 --> 00:28:38,720
Speaker 3: ultimately deal with You.

649
00:28:37,800 --> 00:28:42,040
Speaker 1: Can't run from it forever, Kresha, I got to deal with.

650
00:28:41,960 --> 00:28:46,480
Speaker 2: It when I when God calls me. I don't want

651
00:28:46,480 --> 00:28:47,920
Speaker 2: to deal with it right now. I got too much

652
00:28:47,960 --> 00:28:50,000
Speaker 2: to focus on. I think that it just puts you

653
00:28:50,040 --> 00:28:54,200
Speaker 2: on a depression that it's hard to pull yourself out of.

654
00:28:54,320 --> 00:28:55,800
Speaker 2: And it's just like I don't want to deal with

655
00:28:55,840 --> 00:28:57,720
Speaker 2: it right now. Like right now, I got I got

656
00:28:57,840 --> 00:28:59,760
Speaker 2: kids to raise, and I got I got things that

657
00:28:59,800 --> 00:29:01,680
Speaker 2: I know to do. I don't want to be dealing with.

658
00:29:01,680 --> 00:29:04,760
Speaker 3: Trauma, you know, speaking to your kids. You know, like

659
00:29:04,880 --> 00:29:07,360
Speaker 3: that's the last question I'll talk about with grief. But

660
00:29:07,400 --> 00:29:09,040
Speaker 3: you know, you did lose the father of your child,

661
00:29:10,000 --> 00:29:12,040
Speaker 3: and that's a different kind of grief because it's not

662
00:29:12,080 --> 00:29:12,720
Speaker 3: just yours, it's.

663
00:29:12,640 --> 00:29:13,880
Speaker 1: Your child's as well.

664
00:29:14,160 --> 00:29:16,720
Speaker 3: How has that changed the way you show up as

665
00:29:16,760 --> 00:29:17,840
Speaker 3: a woman and as a mother.

666
00:29:19,000 --> 00:29:22,480
Speaker 2: I mean, it's it's so hard as a woman losing

667
00:29:22,920 --> 00:29:26,880
Speaker 2: like a male figure. Cause it's like I always check

668
00:29:26,920 --> 00:29:30,160
Speaker 2: on my son, are you okay? Dude? You know mentally,

669
00:29:30,200 --> 00:29:32,560
Speaker 2: how are you? And I feel like he always like

670
00:29:32,600 --> 00:29:35,240
Speaker 2: I'm okay. But I feel like even if he's not,

671
00:29:35,400 --> 00:29:37,400
Speaker 2: he wouldn't put it on me because I think, you know,

672
00:29:37,520 --> 00:29:39,320
Speaker 2: he's a young man that's growing up. He probably don't

673
00:29:39,320 --> 00:29:41,880
Speaker 2: even want to put that on me. So like for me,

674
00:29:42,000 --> 00:29:46,000
Speaker 2: it's just it's hard because I'd be like, damn, I'm

675
00:29:46,080 --> 00:29:48,200
Speaker 2: raising my son. He's twelve nine, he about to be

676
00:29:48,240 --> 00:29:49,640
Speaker 2: a teen, so I know, you about to get its

677
00:29:49,640 --> 00:29:54,000
Speaker 2: a teenager things. Who's that like him? And his dad

678
00:29:54,120 --> 00:29:56,200
Speaker 2: was like this, So who's that male figure in his

679
00:29:56,360 --> 00:30:00,120
Speaker 2: life that's gonna replace his dad? It's not nobody, and

680
00:30:00,120 --> 00:30:02,280
Speaker 2: it's me. So I feel like I put a lot

681
00:30:02,320 --> 00:30:05,160
Speaker 2: of pressure on myself and I try to apply myself

682
00:30:05,640 --> 00:30:08,440
Speaker 2: as much as I can and really, you know, trying

683
00:30:08,440 --> 00:30:10,400
Speaker 2: to make sure that he knows, like, hey, I'm here

684
00:30:10,400 --> 00:30:10,720
Speaker 2: for you.

685
00:30:10,720 --> 00:30:11,080
Speaker 1: You can.

686
00:30:11,200 --> 00:30:13,120
Speaker 2: You can come to me about anything. I'm fuck what

687
00:30:13,120 --> 00:30:14,720
Speaker 2: it is, be gonna figure it out together?

688
00:30:15,040 --> 00:30:19,840
Speaker 1: Is does he talk to you about everything? No?

689
00:30:20,760 --> 00:30:24,440
Speaker 2: Really, m mmm, he's shy. He's very shy. Like he's

690
00:30:24,560 --> 00:30:27,320
Speaker 2: really really really shy. He got my little sister, which

691
00:30:27,320 --> 00:30:29,600
Speaker 2: is his aunt. I feel good about that because that's

692
00:30:29,600 --> 00:30:30,680
Speaker 2: my sister that he talks to.

693
00:30:31,760 --> 00:30:32,920
Speaker 3: Do you tell him that he has to have one

694
00:30:32,960 --> 00:30:34,640
Speaker 3: hundred million dollars a girls knockingna wan day.

695
00:30:34,920 --> 00:30:37,720
Speaker 2: No, I don't even instill that type of stuff, man,

696
00:30:37,880 --> 00:30:40,920
Speaker 2: okay at all. Like I literally hate when he gets

697
00:30:40,920 --> 00:30:42,320
Speaker 2: on the internet and see me say stuff like that.

698
00:30:42,400 --> 00:30:43,160
Speaker 2: But I gotta to stop.

699
00:30:43,480 --> 00:30:46,440
Speaker 3: Oh man, people don't think about that. They don't think

700
00:30:46,440 --> 00:30:49,320
Speaker 3: about when you got kids old enough to be online

701
00:30:49,360 --> 00:30:52,080
Speaker 3: and see what people are saying about their mom or

702
00:30:52,120 --> 00:30:53,600
Speaker 3: what their mom is saying about other people.

703
00:30:53,680 --> 00:30:56,280
Speaker 1: Yeah, you ever had to explain that to him?

704
00:30:56,600 --> 00:31:00,000
Speaker 2: My son is so smart. He's like a he's smart

705
00:31:00,080 --> 00:31:02,320
Speaker 2: art and he loves school. That's something I love about

706
00:31:02,360 --> 00:31:04,880
Speaker 2: my son. He's into school. Like if I go out,

707
00:31:04,920 --> 00:31:06,280
Speaker 2: he be like, Mammy, you know, I gotta go to school,

708
00:31:06,320 --> 00:31:08,280
Speaker 2: Marro Like I'm getting school, mamorrow he be on me

709
00:31:08,400 --> 00:31:11,959
Speaker 2: like school tomorrow, I got a test. He's very love school,

710
00:31:12,560 --> 00:31:14,640
Speaker 2: so he he know that, Like if that's not something

711
00:31:14,680 --> 00:31:16,240
Speaker 2: I had to explain to him. He know that.

712
00:31:16,920 --> 00:31:18,480
Speaker 1: Do you talk to him about your music?

713
00:31:19,800 --> 00:31:23,800
Speaker 2: I did play my Apple for him because they say

714
00:31:23,880 --> 00:31:28,160
Speaker 2: when you tells I skipped that song, I ain't gonna

715
00:31:28,160 --> 00:31:31,000
Speaker 2: lize song. But I did play for him because as

716
00:31:31,000 --> 00:31:32,640
Speaker 2: a kid, I just wanted to know what he thinks.

717
00:31:32,680 --> 00:31:34,680
Speaker 2: And he really tell me he liked the news Flash,

718
00:31:34,800 --> 00:31:37,840
Speaker 2: he loved take Me to Shanell. He likes still Eat.

719
00:31:38,920 --> 00:31:41,640
Speaker 2: He was like, kids, I love it. They made me feel.

720
00:31:41,400 --> 00:31:44,680
Speaker 1: Good, So I want to I mean, does m J

721
00:31:44,960 --> 00:31:45,360
Speaker 1: still talk?

722
00:31:45,720 --> 00:31:48,560
Speaker 2: Yeah? She maybe I go through it so like I

723
00:31:48,760 --> 00:31:51,280
Speaker 2: randomly get his song, let me see her phone and

724
00:31:51,320 --> 00:31:54,200
Speaker 2: they be I love you like they I don't. They

725
00:31:54,200 --> 00:31:56,240
Speaker 2: got their own relationship. I actually loved that.

726
00:31:56,360 --> 00:31:58,560
Speaker 3: I like love that, And I mean, I'm sure that

727
00:31:58,560 --> 00:32:00,560
Speaker 3: makes you feel good too, un less you know, like okay,

728
00:32:00,960 --> 00:32:02,120
Speaker 3: there's still a bond here.

729
00:32:02,280 --> 00:32:04,720
Speaker 2: Yeah okay, Yeah, he loved hers, she loved him.

730
00:32:05,320 --> 00:32:06,040
Speaker 1: Why don't you do?

731
00:32:06,080 --> 00:32:08,600
Speaker 3: And we were talking about just before the interview started,

732
00:32:08,640 --> 00:32:10,800
Speaker 3: why don't you do more records like f them kids?

733
00:32:11,200 --> 00:32:13,800
Speaker 3: And what's up in Dead County Because to me, that's

734
00:32:13,840 --> 00:32:16,480
Speaker 3: your lane, because I love that old Miami base tine.

735
00:32:16,480 --> 00:32:18,000
Speaker 1: I was born in nineteen hundred and seventy eight, so

736
00:32:18,000 --> 00:32:18,600
Speaker 1: I grew up on it.

737
00:32:18,800 --> 00:32:20,840
Speaker 3: That's my era. The uncle Luke call like, why don't

738
00:32:20,880 --> 00:32:22,440
Speaker 3: you do more of that? Like that sound need to

739
00:32:22,440 --> 00:32:23,680
Speaker 3: come back, I am.

740
00:32:23,800 --> 00:32:25,840
Speaker 2: I think that I just had to get back in

741
00:32:25,960 --> 00:32:27,840
Speaker 2: my groove, you know, And I had to get back

742
00:32:27,880 --> 00:32:30,320
Speaker 2: in my sound. I think as artists, the fans that

743
00:32:30,400 --> 00:32:32,920
Speaker 2: stare you away from what's your sound, because then they

744
00:32:32,960 --> 00:32:35,840
Speaker 2: go to tell you, like if I put out fucking

745
00:32:35,840 --> 00:32:38,200
Speaker 2: them kids, someone say you ain't growing. You still talking

746
00:32:38,200 --> 00:32:40,200
Speaker 2: about fucking them kids. Da da da dah. So you

747
00:32:40,200 --> 00:32:42,200
Speaker 2: put artists in a place where you get in your

748
00:32:42,200 --> 00:32:44,680
Speaker 2: head and you feel like you need to make better records,

749
00:32:44,680 --> 00:32:46,400
Speaker 2: and then you start making shit. They don't even resonate

750
00:32:46,440 --> 00:32:48,320
Speaker 2: with your fans and they need't even you, and now

751
00:32:48,320 --> 00:32:51,040
Speaker 2: you just sound like you trying shit. So I think

752
00:32:51,080 --> 00:32:53,400
Speaker 2: that that was a phase I went through too, and

753
00:32:53,520 --> 00:32:55,520
Speaker 2: now I'm back in my bag. I'm backing my box,

754
00:32:55,600 --> 00:32:57,400
Speaker 2: and I know that those songs feel good to me,

755
00:32:57,520 --> 00:33:00,120
Speaker 2: like those records that I love, and I feel like

756
00:33:00,280 --> 00:33:02,280
Speaker 2: that's my best self. So I am gonna make more

757
00:33:02,320 --> 00:33:02,880
Speaker 2: records like that.

758
00:33:03,000 --> 00:33:04,920
Speaker 1: So all these records. You like when you hear records

759
00:33:04,920 --> 00:33:05,280
Speaker 1: like take.

760
00:33:05,240 --> 00:33:08,600
Speaker 3: Take take me this Chanelle and you know caretails, is

761
00:33:08,640 --> 00:33:10,200
Speaker 3: that really where you're at right now?

762
00:33:10,400 --> 00:33:11,840
Speaker 2: It's always take me to Shanille for sure.

763
00:33:12,040 --> 00:33:12,360
Speaker 1: Mercy.

764
00:33:12,480 --> 00:33:13,600
Speaker 2: You see what I got on right now?

765
00:33:13,680 --> 00:33:13,880
Speaker 1: Yes?

766
00:33:14,040 --> 00:33:15,760
Speaker 2: Yeah, Lord have mercy.

767
00:33:16,240 --> 00:33:18,320
Speaker 3: I want to ask you something about grief again. Do

768
00:33:18,400 --> 00:33:21,120
Speaker 3: you feel like grief has hardened you or or softened

769
00:33:21,160 --> 00:33:25,280
Speaker 3: you or made you more intentional about who and what

770
00:33:25,320 --> 00:33:25,960
Speaker 3: you pour into?

771
00:33:28,720 --> 00:33:32,160
Speaker 2: I think all of the grief is so it's I

772
00:33:32,200 --> 00:33:36,960
Speaker 2: think grief coming like different stages, and I think that

773
00:33:37,880 --> 00:33:42,400
Speaker 2: when it comes to grief, I think he made me

774
00:33:42,440 --> 00:33:45,480
Speaker 2: stronker because I always be feeling like I gotta be

775
00:33:45,520 --> 00:33:47,560
Speaker 2: so strong, like whenever I'm probbly like why are you?

776
00:33:47,600 --> 00:33:49,360
Speaker 2: I mean, I don't feel bad, but I'll be like

777
00:33:49,360 --> 00:33:52,320
Speaker 2: come on, like let's get out of this, like you

778
00:33:52,320 --> 00:33:56,280
Speaker 2: gotta keep growing. So I feel like grief made me stronkle.

779
00:33:57,360 --> 00:33:59,560
Speaker 2: It made me feel like I gotta keep going, like

780
00:33:59,600 --> 00:34:01,080
Speaker 2: I can't, I can't live in this.

781
00:34:01,920 --> 00:34:05,680
Speaker 3: I feel like because you had to, like you know, raise,

782
00:34:05,720 --> 00:34:07,560
Speaker 3: I guess your brothers and sisters, when your mom was

783
00:34:07,600 --> 00:34:09,040
Speaker 3: in prison, and just even you know, growing up in

784
00:34:09,040 --> 00:34:12,200
Speaker 3: the environment you grew up in, Like I almost feel

785
00:34:12,239 --> 00:34:16,080
Speaker 3: like you know, you didn't maybe get the childhood you wanted.

786
00:34:17,160 --> 00:34:19,480
Speaker 2: Then I was grown. I just had to be a woman.

787
00:34:19,560 --> 00:34:21,680
Speaker 2: I was cooking, going to the grocery store down there,

788
00:34:21,760 --> 00:34:25,360
Speaker 2: section eight for our applications. So I I I appreciate

789
00:34:25,400 --> 00:34:27,000
Speaker 2: it cause I know how to do a lot, Like

790
00:34:27,360 --> 00:34:29,080
Speaker 2: I know how to do applications. I not to feel like

791
00:34:29,120 --> 00:34:31,080
Speaker 2: stuff for credit. I know how to apply for things.

792
00:34:31,120 --> 00:34:33,680
Speaker 2: So it's like a blessing in thecurrice, cause I do

793
00:34:33,760 --> 00:34:37,040
Speaker 2: wish I I did have ch uh a childhood like

794
00:34:37,480 --> 00:34:39,680
Speaker 2: at one point, but I did have to be an

795
00:34:39,600 --> 00:34:42,200
Speaker 2: adult fast, Like I had to raise kids, like I

796
00:34:42,239 --> 00:34:45,000
Speaker 2: had to get them ready for school iron uniforms. At

797
00:34:45,000 --> 00:34:48,279
Speaker 2: one point I started boosting because I had to. My

798
00:34:48,280 --> 00:34:50,759
Speaker 2: mama wasn't there, you know, like these are kids, how

799
00:34:50,760 --> 00:34:52,399
Speaker 2: they gonna get uniforms? Don't got no money, I don't

800
00:34:52,400 --> 00:34:54,600
Speaker 2: got no job, so I had to go and get

801
00:34:54,640 --> 00:34:55,200
Speaker 2: them clothed.

802
00:34:55,239 --> 00:34:57,319
Speaker 3: You know, that's why you want that man with a

803
00:34:57,360 --> 00:34:59,279
Speaker 3: hundred million dollars, cause you want to feel you want

804
00:34:59,280 --> 00:34:59,880
Speaker 3: to be taken care of.

805
00:35:00,480 --> 00:35:02,160
Speaker 1: You want to just kick your feet up for itself.

806
00:35:02,360 --> 00:35:03,920
Speaker 3: I don't you want somebody to treat you the way

807
00:35:03,960 --> 00:35:05,080
Speaker 3: you've always treated people?

808
00:35:05,280 --> 00:35:05,600
Speaker 2: Yes?

809
00:35:06,120 --> 00:35:07,919
Speaker 1: Got you, Yes got you?

810
00:35:08,840 --> 00:35:11,880
Speaker 3: With so much happening around you, right, what boundaries have

811
00:35:11,920 --> 00:35:14,160
Speaker 3: you had to create to protect your piece that you

812
00:35:14,200 --> 00:35:14,920
Speaker 3: didn't have before.

813
00:35:18,320 --> 00:35:22,640
Speaker 2: I don't feel bad about my feelings no more. Like

814
00:35:23,040 --> 00:35:24,560
Speaker 2: I can feel away and then I feel like I

815
00:35:24,600 --> 00:35:26,799
Speaker 2: won't say that to that person because I want them

816
00:35:26,840 --> 00:35:29,200
Speaker 2: to take it. It's like, if this is how I feel,

817
00:35:29,320 --> 00:35:30,799
Speaker 2: this is how I feel, and you gotta respect how

818
00:35:30,800 --> 00:35:34,399
Speaker 2: I feel like it's literally seeing how I feel like, No,

819
00:35:34,440 --> 00:35:36,279
Speaker 2: it's no if I don't want to do this, I

820
00:35:36,280 --> 00:35:38,280
Speaker 2: don't want to do this. I don't have to explain myself.

821
00:35:38,280 --> 00:35:40,440
Speaker 2: I don't care how it makes you feel because I'm

822
00:35:40,480 --> 00:35:45,000
Speaker 2: the type of person I always put myself on the

823
00:35:45,040 --> 00:35:47,560
Speaker 2: other side. How to expect this person feel how I'm

824
00:35:47,560 --> 00:35:49,719
Speaker 2: a look, I don't do that any more. I don't care.

825
00:35:51,200 --> 00:35:53,719
Speaker 3: I love go back to the hour. I love the

826
00:35:53,800 --> 00:35:56,640
Speaker 3: Dad County record. What did that record mean to you?

827
00:35:56,640 --> 00:35:58,359
Speaker 3: Because you got your girl treating on there? You always

828
00:35:58,400 --> 00:36:01,759
Speaker 3: says the inspiration to you on there? Rick Ross, Like

829
00:36:01,800 --> 00:36:05,520
Speaker 3: why did you select those three individuals to do that record?

830
00:36:05,600 --> 00:36:10,000
Speaker 2: That's Stay County, Trick Trainer, and Ross. When you think

831
00:36:10,040 --> 00:36:12,239
Speaker 2: of Dade County, they did so much and you know,

832
00:36:12,280 --> 00:36:14,200
Speaker 2: it's not a lot of artists that come from Miami

833
00:36:14,719 --> 00:36:17,640
Speaker 2: and they did so much. And it's like when I

834
00:36:17,680 --> 00:36:19,520
Speaker 2: listen to the radio station because I do that, it

835
00:36:19,640 --> 00:36:22,400
Speaker 2: like I love hearing like DJ Nasty, they pay a

836
00:36:22,440 --> 00:36:24,640
Speaker 2: lot of Miami mixes and they all like mixed me in,

837
00:36:24,680 --> 00:36:26,520
Speaker 2: And I was like, I want to have that same

838
00:36:26,560 --> 00:36:29,759
Speaker 2: feeling now in my generation. Like when you go listen

839
00:36:29,840 --> 00:36:33,040
Speaker 2: to the radio, you still hear Trick Training, but me

840
00:36:33,120 --> 00:36:36,719
Speaker 2: and it sound new, you know, like it's in Miami,

841
00:36:36,800 --> 00:36:40,360
Speaker 2: the high schools, the bands, it's real big and I

842
00:36:40,440 --> 00:36:42,399
Speaker 2: just can't hear them doing that like when they doing

843
00:36:42,520 --> 00:36:45,040
Speaker 2: the games and things like that. That's what inspired that song.

844
00:36:45,440 --> 00:36:47,440
Speaker 1: What does training mean to you? And what does she

845
00:36:47,560 --> 00:36:47,960
Speaker 1: taught you?

846
00:36:49,320 --> 00:36:55,640
Speaker 2: Trainer? She always is trucking knowledging me, Like when I

847
00:36:55,920 --> 00:37:00,560
Speaker 2: first got into this game, she calm me listening, keep

848
00:37:00,560 --> 00:37:03,960
Speaker 2: your face clean, know what you're doing, know the business.

849
00:37:04,160 --> 00:37:06,480
Speaker 2: Say what you want, like it's what you want, like

850
00:37:06,520 --> 00:37:08,279
Speaker 2: don't let don't let the body take advantage of you

851
00:37:08,840 --> 00:37:11,560
Speaker 2: and needs being gonna come to pick the right one.

852
00:37:11,640 --> 00:37:14,360
Speaker 2: And if you and if you get in the relationship

853
00:37:14,360 --> 00:37:16,400
Speaker 2: with them, make sure you come out in that relationship

854
00:37:16,440 --> 00:37:16,840
Speaker 2: with something.

855
00:37:18,000 --> 00:37:19,560
Speaker 1: Damn what you said?

856
00:37:20,200 --> 00:37:20,439
Speaker 2: Please?

857
00:37:20,560 --> 00:37:21,160
Speaker 1: Yeah?

858
00:37:21,280 --> 00:37:24,279
Speaker 3: What about what about professionally though just as a just

859
00:37:24,360 --> 00:37:25,040
Speaker 3: as an artist.

860
00:37:25,680 --> 00:37:27,759
Speaker 2: I mean she always just tell me, like, look you

861
00:37:27,840 --> 00:37:31,160
Speaker 2: a star, you doing it. Don't let the body tell

862
00:37:31,160 --> 00:37:33,520
Speaker 2: you shit. You you know, like you show what you

863
00:37:33,520 --> 00:37:35,080
Speaker 2: can do. It's gonna always be a lot that come

864
00:37:35,120 --> 00:37:37,120
Speaker 2: with this. And she was like, you got it, Like,

865
00:37:37,320 --> 00:37:39,360
Speaker 2: just believe in yourself. It ain't nothing gonna stop you.

866
00:37:40,040 --> 00:37:43,320
Speaker 1: Do you feel like you've been judged fairly? No?

867
00:37:43,440 --> 00:37:46,040
Speaker 2: I feel like I've been judged. I feel like I

868
00:37:46,080 --> 00:37:50,080
Speaker 2: get judged for every single thing that I do, and

869
00:37:50,120 --> 00:37:53,000
Speaker 2: it's just like I don't. I've been trying to go

870
00:37:53,040 --> 00:37:54,960
Speaker 2: down the timeline to figure out when did all this

871
00:37:55,280 --> 00:38:00,200
Speaker 2: happen and when did this shift or like what's the problem?

872
00:38:00,520 --> 00:38:03,759
Speaker 3: I think it was Careisia please only because it was

873
00:38:03,800 --> 00:38:06,280
Speaker 3: such a good podcast. But you would get so comfortable

874
00:38:06,320 --> 00:38:08,640
Speaker 3: on there that you would talk and you would say

875
00:38:08,680 --> 00:38:09,799
Speaker 3: things and you would give them AMMO.

876
00:38:09,960 --> 00:38:11,680
Speaker 1: Like you when you talked about getting peed on.

877
00:38:12,480 --> 00:38:13,239
Speaker 2: I made that up.

878
00:38:13,800 --> 00:38:16,560
Speaker 1: You ain't. Don't say you made that up now, Okay,

879
00:38:16,560 --> 00:38:17,600
Speaker 1: I made eat booty of them.

880
00:38:17,800 --> 00:38:20,839
Speaker 2: Okay, let's talk about it. So I didn't even make

881
00:38:20,880 --> 00:38:24,880
Speaker 2: that card. I didn't even know what a golden shower was.

882
00:38:25,680 --> 00:38:28,759
Speaker 2: So I came up with the cards withs on and

883
00:38:28,960 --> 00:38:30,600
Speaker 2: when I got to the car, like, what the fuck

884
00:38:30,680 --> 00:38:32,160
Speaker 2: is it? Go to the shower it is? She's like

885
00:38:32,280 --> 00:38:35,400
Speaker 2: you ain't ever. I'm like, bitch, no. So when we

886
00:38:35,560 --> 00:38:37,800
Speaker 2: was doing a podcast, I just did it because I

887
00:38:37,880 --> 00:38:40,200
Speaker 2: was promoting my game. So I'm thinking that it's gonna

888
00:38:40,200 --> 00:38:42,840
Speaker 2: be something that just like go for our well, I

889
00:38:42,880 --> 00:38:45,000
Speaker 2: ain't know. It was like a whole thing of like

890
00:38:45,360 --> 00:38:47,880
Speaker 2: me actually being peeed on, and that's something I was

891
00:38:47,960 --> 00:38:50,080
Speaker 2: just like, damn, like I should have really thought about

892
00:38:50,160 --> 00:38:51,279
Speaker 2: that one. I didn't think.

893
00:38:51,320 --> 00:38:53,759
Speaker 1: It was like a yeah, and you was dating somebody

894
00:38:53,880 --> 00:38:54,640
Speaker 1: named p d D.

895
00:38:55,719 --> 00:38:56,400
Speaker 2: I said.

896
00:39:00,040 --> 00:39:02,000
Speaker 1: Yourself, I know it was.

897
00:39:02,280 --> 00:39:05,560
Speaker 2: That was one thing that was like it was good

898
00:39:05,600 --> 00:39:09,200
Speaker 2: and bad because y'all they that was like the most

899
00:39:09,360 --> 00:39:12,160
Speaker 2: talked about thing ever. And that was one month that

900
00:39:12,320 --> 00:39:15,399
Speaker 2: my seales went skyrocket. But all good money, all money

901
00:39:15,440 --> 00:39:18,120
Speaker 2: and good money, and that's one thing I was just like, damn,

902
00:39:18,560 --> 00:39:20,759
Speaker 2: I should have thought about that, and I always go

903
00:39:20,840 --> 00:39:23,640
Speaker 2: back to it because I remember calling Brittany was like,

904
00:39:24,000 --> 00:39:25,759
Speaker 2: you know, bringy. She was like, even when it come out,

905
00:39:25,800 --> 00:39:26,920
Speaker 2: she was like, bitch, you ain't even know where to

906
00:39:26,960 --> 00:39:28,680
Speaker 2: go to the show was I'm like, it's out there.

907
00:39:28,719 --> 00:39:30,680
Speaker 2: These people ain't gonna leave me. That's just something that

908
00:39:30,719 --> 00:39:32,799
Speaker 2: I gotta bite. That bully got it down the hill.

909
00:39:33,040 --> 00:39:36,400
Speaker 1: So you never been peed on? Damn no, if I.

910
00:39:36,360 --> 00:39:38,400
Speaker 2: Would have been peed on, I literally, I mean, I

911
00:39:38,520 --> 00:39:41,080
Speaker 2: told y'all, you gotta tell us everything.

912
00:39:41,239 --> 00:39:42,359
Speaker 1: I've learned that in life too.

913
00:39:42,680 --> 00:39:44,320
Speaker 3: You think you gotta share so much cause we be

914
00:39:44,360 --> 00:39:46,200
Speaker 3: in front of these cameras, in front of the microphone,

915
00:39:46,320 --> 00:39:46,680
Speaker 3: we be on.

916
00:39:46,840 --> 00:39:48,239
Speaker 2: But I mean, if I talk about how I sex,

917
00:39:48,280 --> 00:39:50,680
Speaker 2: she like I talk about it? I say no, no, No.

918
00:39:51,960 --> 00:39:53,680
Speaker 1: Is that when you ever had to explain to your

919
00:39:54,800 --> 00:39:55,359
Speaker 1: to your son?

920
00:39:56,080 --> 00:39:58,560
Speaker 2: Nah, we never talked about it. It's That's That's one

921
00:39:58,640 --> 00:40:00,919
Speaker 2: thing that's uncomfortable for me as I always be idea

922
00:40:01,000 --> 00:40:02,600
Speaker 2: what I do want because I'll be thinking about it now,

923
00:40:02,719 --> 00:40:04,680
Speaker 2: Like damn, like I wonder if he I know he

924
00:40:04,880 --> 00:40:07,040
Speaker 2: like he got to get into arguments that shot shit

925
00:40:07,080 --> 00:40:09,960
Speaker 2: in school. It's gonna come eventually, hopefully not. But I'm like, damn,

926
00:40:10,000 --> 00:40:12,440
Speaker 2: why I did that to myself and my kids?

927
00:40:12,760 --> 00:40:16,760
Speaker 3: How do you plan to explain like those complicated adult

928
00:40:16,840 --> 00:40:20,560
Speaker 3: situations to your child while still trying to like preserve

929
00:40:20,680 --> 00:40:21,680
Speaker 3: his sense of innocence.

930
00:40:22,120 --> 00:40:24,600
Speaker 2: I gotta just tell him what it is, talk to

931
00:40:24,680 --> 00:40:27,879
Speaker 2: him like a man, just literally say, look, I made

932
00:40:27,920 --> 00:40:29,759
Speaker 2: some mistakes, and I think that you're gonna make some,

933
00:40:30,040 --> 00:40:32,200
Speaker 2: you know, and you gotta be mindful of things like this.

934
00:40:32,320 --> 00:40:34,359
Speaker 2: You gotta learn from me. There's something that I learned,

935
00:40:34,440 --> 00:40:37,800
Speaker 2: something I'm not I'm not proud of, and I regret,

936
00:40:38,000 --> 00:40:39,240
Speaker 2: But don't make the same mistake.

937
00:40:39,880 --> 00:40:42,680
Speaker 1: What do you think you've done wrong? Like that? That's

938
00:40:42,719 --> 00:40:43,440
Speaker 1: just one? Yeah?

939
00:40:43,520 --> 00:40:45,759
Speaker 2: Like I hate that, Like I literally be like, why

940
00:40:45,840 --> 00:40:49,280
Speaker 2: the fuck I did it? Like, you know, marketing is marketing?

941
00:40:49,360 --> 00:40:50,880
Speaker 2: You say, shit, I'm like, but that was like a

942
00:40:50,920 --> 00:40:53,360
Speaker 2: wrong card. But again, I never been peed on, so

943
00:40:53,400 --> 00:40:55,759
Speaker 2: I didn't think that it was just like a thing.

944
00:40:56,760 --> 00:40:59,480
Speaker 3: So what does accountability look like for you, crusha, Not

945
00:40:59,600 --> 00:41:02,080
Speaker 3: not even just publicly, but when you're sitting at home

946
00:41:02,640 --> 00:41:05,279
Speaker 3: in your house, just privately, Like, what does accountability look

947
00:41:05,320 --> 00:41:06,120
Speaker 3: like for you when you look at me?

948
00:41:06,239 --> 00:41:09,040
Speaker 1: Like, what did I do wrong? What did I do

949
00:41:09,160 --> 00:41:11,000
Speaker 1: to like the cause this to happen?

950
00:41:11,200 --> 00:41:14,760
Speaker 2: Yeah, I say, like the way that I present myself,

951
00:41:15,480 --> 00:41:18,000
Speaker 2: the way that I carry myself, the things that I

952
00:41:18,080 --> 00:41:21,080
Speaker 2: think it's fun, you know, like the way I have fun.

953
00:41:21,080 --> 00:41:22,880
Speaker 2: It's probably not the way that you have fun. So

954
00:41:23,000 --> 00:41:25,640
Speaker 2: I think that's polishing up a little bit, tonging some

955
00:41:25,800 --> 00:41:28,920
Speaker 2: things down, or not sharing everything, like everything like if

956
00:41:28,960 --> 00:41:30,799
Speaker 2: I'm outside, I'm having a good time, shaking my hands.

957
00:41:30,800 --> 00:41:33,239
Speaker 2: Maybe I ain't got a post it, you know, just

958
00:41:33,360 --> 00:41:35,440
Speaker 2: things like that. I think it's kind of like what

959
00:41:35,600 --> 00:41:36,279
Speaker 2: I put out there.

960
00:41:36,920 --> 00:41:38,560
Speaker 1: What do you while you figured me and you don't

961
00:41:38,560 --> 00:41:39,960
Speaker 1: have the same type of fun? What do you like

962
00:41:40,040 --> 00:41:41,000
Speaker 1: to do that I probably.

963
00:41:40,760 --> 00:41:43,279
Speaker 2: Wouldn't like to do, probably like hang out at like

964
00:41:43,360 --> 00:41:45,440
Speaker 2: five o'clock in the morning. Oh nah no, yeah Lee

965
00:41:45,560 --> 00:41:47,960
Speaker 2: Byami the club, but we trapped then and get on

966
00:41:48,000 --> 00:41:48,279
Speaker 2: the boat.

967
00:41:48,520 --> 00:41:49,200
Speaker 1: Nah nah nah no.

968
00:41:49,400 --> 00:41:49,560
Speaker 2: Yeah.

969
00:41:49,640 --> 00:41:51,719
Speaker 3: I used to like G five though, Yeah, G five

970
00:41:52,160 --> 00:41:54,640
Speaker 3: Fire Spot. Do you feel like you're finally in controller

971
00:41:54,640 --> 00:41:55,120
Speaker 3: a narrative?

972
00:41:56,080 --> 00:41:58,799
Speaker 2: Yeah, I think that now get a chance to really

973
00:41:59,360 --> 00:42:02,680
Speaker 2: tell my story, you know, and nobody control your narrative,

974
00:42:02,719 --> 00:42:05,760
Speaker 2: but you you the one that's putting out whatever whatever

975
00:42:05,840 --> 00:42:07,800
Speaker 2: it is. You the one that's feeding whatever it is

976
00:42:07,880 --> 00:42:10,560
Speaker 2: that you're feeding. So yeah, what.

977
00:42:10,640 --> 00:42:14,560
Speaker 1: Scares you more? Starting over solo or being misunderstood forever?

978
00:42:15,080 --> 00:42:18,720
Speaker 2: Being misunderstood forever because I think that people that really

979
00:42:18,920 --> 00:42:22,000
Speaker 2: know me, that really like know who I am as

980
00:42:22,040 --> 00:42:25,680
Speaker 2: a person. I'm nothing like what's out there, nothing like

981
00:42:26,080 --> 00:42:29,080
Speaker 2: absolutely not, And I hate that. I hate that it's

982
00:42:29,200 --> 00:42:31,239
Speaker 2: out there. It's like a sting. I just feel like, what, like,

983
00:42:31,480 --> 00:42:32,239
Speaker 2: why the fuck?

984
00:42:32,440 --> 00:42:33,120
Speaker 1: What the fuck?

985
00:42:33,760 --> 00:42:35,920
Speaker 2: But I mean it's it. I could fix it.

986
00:42:36,520 --> 00:42:39,080
Speaker 1: Well, you know that the time say time can can

987
00:42:39,160 --> 00:42:39,799
Speaker 1: fix all right.

988
00:42:40,160 --> 00:42:43,920
Speaker 3: Yeah, I remember when you said your music was getting shoved.

989
00:42:44,440 --> 00:42:45,560
Speaker 3: Was it getting shoved by QC?

990
00:42:46,480 --> 00:42:49,560
Speaker 2: I think at one period of time, I think that

991
00:42:49,680 --> 00:42:51,800
Speaker 2: was just turned off with us as a group, Like

992
00:42:52,080 --> 00:42:54,080
Speaker 2: they just felt like we was letting the group go.

993
00:42:54,320 --> 00:42:56,319
Speaker 2: Did they investment you know how that ship? They were

994
00:42:56,440 --> 00:42:59,640
Speaker 2: just overy So when we started branching off in our

995
00:42:59,680 --> 00:43:02,800
Speaker 2: solo era, I think that when it came to me,

996
00:43:03,000 --> 00:43:06,080
Speaker 2: I feel like I always get get I feel like

997
00:43:06,120 --> 00:43:08,000
Speaker 2: I just when it come to music, I get it hard.

998
00:43:08,560 --> 00:43:11,279
Speaker 2: And I think that I was presenting the music some

999
00:43:11,480 --> 00:43:12,960
Speaker 2: of like the songs that I got out, it was

1000
00:43:13,000 --> 00:43:15,200
Speaker 2: just like, no, it's don't grow up there. No, we're

1001
00:43:15,200 --> 00:43:18,680
Speaker 2: talking about the same ship, and I'm just like, well,

1002
00:43:18,719 --> 00:43:20,759
Speaker 2: we all saying the same ship. I mean, I just

1003
00:43:20,840 --> 00:43:22,839
Speaker 2: feel like this is the music that I made.

1004
00:43:23,160 --> 00:43:24,880
Speaker 3: When you say we all saying the same shit, like

1005
00:43:24,920 --> 00:43:27,319
Speaker 3: you mean like the guys were making the I.

1006
00:43:27,280 --> 00:43:30,719
Speaker 2: Feel like all female, all female rappers, Now that's like

1007
00:43:31,320 --> 00:43:33,879
Speaker 2: the music, the topic, the subject, it's all the same.

1008
00:43:33,920 --> 00:43:35,200
Speaker 2: We just sending in different ways.

1009
00:43:35,920 --> 00:43:38,279
Speaker 1: I love. I like, you know what QC did for

1010
00:43:38,320 --> 00:43:41,239
Speaker 1: a lot of that artists. But I do feel like, man, they.

1011
00:43:41,280 --> 00:43:43,560
Speaker 3: Dropped the ball on a couple of y'all projects in

1012
00:43:43,640 --> 00:43:45,560
Speaker 3: a way. Yeah, I don't know if it was y'all

1013
00:43:45,880 --> 00:43:48,200
Speaker 3: or I know that one album came out during the

1014
00:43:48,280 --> 00:43:50,080
Speaker 3: pandemic that what was that?

1015
00:43:50,360 --> 00:43:51,480
Speaker 1: I can't remember what autum that was?

1016
00:43:51,760 --> 00:43:55,000
Speaker 2: That was Deserve It. That was the one that that was.

1017
00:43:55,640 --> 00:43:57,200
Speaker 2: I don't know if it was Girl called a City

1018
00:43:57,280 --> 00:44:00,520
Speaker 2: or lock it was City on.

1019
00:44:00,600 --> 00:44:04,439
Speaker 3: Locke, yeah, because the one with Dojie Cat was on there. Yeah,

1020
00:44:04,480 --> 00:44:06,319
Speaker 3: I feel like that one should have really really went,

1021
00:44:06,360 --> 00:44:07,200
Speaker 3: but it was the pandemic.

1022
00:44:07,280 --> 00:44:08,360
Speaker 1: Like I was like, why you even put out an

1023
00:44:08,360 --> 00:44:10,239
Speaker 1: album during that time? Like did they make you better?

1024
00:44:10,480 --> 00:44:13,040
Speaker 2: But but people couldn't do nothing but be at home

1025
00:44:13,360 --> 00:44:15,719
Speaker 2: and listen to music. Like everybody was in the house

1026
00:44:15,760 --> 00:44:17,880
Speaker 2: when where they had their quarantine lives and stuff like that.

1027
00:44:18,360 --> 00:44:19,920
Speaker 2: So I think that it was just a time where

1028
00:44:19,920 --> 00:44:21,719
Speaker 2: people was just in the house its and into music.

1029
00:44:22,000 --> 00:44:26,120
Speaker 2: But I think that we wanted, like, for instance, we

1030
00:44:26,200 --> 00:44:29,480
Speaker 2: wanted to have Calculator as a single. They didn't, and

1031
00:44:29,640 --> 00:44:32,759
Speaker 2: then the song and that once it got leap, then

1032
00:44:32,800 --> 00:44:34,960
Speaker 2: they ended up wanting like this is the song. We

1033
00:44:35,080 --> 00:44:37,360
Speaker 2: was like, we was spending because we wanted Calculator. They

1034
00:44:37,360 --> 00:44:40,399
Speaker 2: went with Pinata. See make them do the that song.

1035
00:44:40,440 --> 00:44:43,120
Speaker 2: We was like, we won't Calculator. They want a piata,

1036
00:44:43,280 --> 00:44:47,439
Speaker 2: so they went pinata. Calculator ended up going after the bat.

1037
00:44:47,719 --> 00:44:48,920
Speaker 2: But then you know how the fans, they was like,

1038
00:44:49,000 --> 00:44:50,520
Speaker 2: oh god, y'all, I need a video after the fat

1039
00:44:50,600 --> 00:44:52,880
Speaker 2: we ain't know you no more. And then it was

1040
00:44:52,960 --> 00:44:54,880
Speaker 2: more of like pointing fingers.

1041
00:44:55,400 --> 00:44:59,440
Speaker 3: And then you know, just between that situation and your

1042
00:44:59,480 --> 00:45:03,200
Speaker 3: new situation, I think I'm.

1043
00:45:03,080 --> 00:45:09,040
Speaker 2: In control now. I think that, you know, I make

1044
00:45:09,080 --> 00:45:11,320
Speaker 2: my own decisions, and I think the a's just support me.

1045
00:45:13,280 --> 00:45:16,000
Speaker 1: What's the lesson in all this for you and the

1046
00:45:16,320 --> 00:45:17,279
Speaker 1: people watching.

1047
00:45:21,560 --> 00:45:22,399
Speaker 2: The lesson and all?

1048
00:45:22,520 --> 00:45:26,359
Speaker 3: What just this this, this this existence that Karsha has

1049
00:45:26,440 --> 00:45:29,200
Speaker 3: gone through all of these things that we've seen publicly

1050
00:45:29,239 --> 00:45:31,760
Speaker 3: and privately. When you sit here in this very moment,

1051
00:45:31,880 --> 00:45:34,160
Speaker 3: right here, looking at me, what do you think the

1052
00:45:34,280 --> 00:45:35,400
Speaker 3: lesson has been?

1053
00:45:35,600 --> 00:45:37,720
Speaker 2: Life is a journey and it's gonna be different phases

1054
00:45:37,800 --> 00:45:41,080
Speaker 2: that like, and I feel like I am perfectly flawed.

1055
00:45:41,360 --> 00:45:44,520
Speaker 2: I have flaws to me, like I'm gonna I'm going

1056
00:45:44,560 --> 00:45:47,040
Speaker 2: I'm a human, some make mistakes, I'm gonna grow, I'm

1057
00:45:47,040 --> 00:45:49,200
Speaker 2: a crime and go through things. But you know, y'all

1058
00:45:49,280 --> 00:45:51,239
Speaker 2: have watched me from when I first started to now,

1059
00:45:51,400 --> 00:45:54,880
Speaker 2: and it's a journey and it's an open journey. And

1060
00:45:54,960 --> 00:45:57,279
Speaker 2: I want y'all to come on this journey journey with me,

1061
00:45:57,440 --> 00:45:59,440
Speaker 2: and we'll look back and say I'm so proud of you,

1062
00:45:59,680 --> 00:46:02,560
Speaker 2: Like you really went through all that shit. You you

1063
00:46:02,719 --> 00:46:06,680
Speaker 2: set back, you took accountability, you you cleaned up, you

1064
00:46:06,840 --> 00:46:10,799
Speaker 2: realized what was wrong, and you came far. Like that's

1065
00:46:11,400 --> 00:46:12,880
Speaker 2: what I want to put out there.

1066
00:46:13,480 --> 00:46:15,440
Speaker 1: What does success look like for you in regards to

1067
00:46:15,520 --> 00:46:15,960
Speaker 1: this album?

1068
00:46:17,080 --> 00:46:25,919
Speaker 2: Success that like be aboard Grammy touring and just really

1069
00:46:25,960 --> 00:46:31,080
Speaker 2: showing people like okay, we we we un the estimated

1070
00:46:31,719 --> 00:46:33,319
Speaker 2: being an underdog coming out on top.

1071
00:46:35,280 --> 00:46:37,400
Speaker 1: Kresha, nice to meet you again.

1072
00:46:37,640 --> 00:46:40,319
Speaker 2: Yes, you meeting a whole new one like.

1073
00:46:40,440 --> 00:46:42,640
Speaker 1: This is I feel that way. I don't know why.

1074
00:46:42,719 --> 00:46:44,279
Speaker 3: I've been around you a bunch of times, but I

1075
00:46:44,320 --> 00:46:47,200
Speaker 3: feel like I'm meeting a whole new individual because.

1076
00:46:46,960 --> 00:46:50,000
Speaker 2: You know why, I think that, Like I was, I

1077
00:46:50,200 --> 00:46:53,920
Speaker 2: was always whenever we come and we do these these runs,

1078
00:46:53,920 --> 00:46:56,120
Speaker 2: it's promoted something, it's selling something. So I was always

1079
00:46:56,160 --> 00:46:59,879
Speaker 2: trying to sell something like I gotta you know, I'm

1080
00:47:00,120 --> 00:47:03,200
Speaker 2: more of like I don't gotta do all that. Now

1081
00:47:03,520 --> 00:47:06,040
Speaker 2: it's like less, it's more just going there just just

1082
00:47:06,440 --> 00:47:08,680
Speaker 2: you know, just to have a conversation. You don't gotta

1083
00:47:08,760 --> 00:47:11,120
Speaker 2: go and be extra and do this and do that.

1084
00:47:11,360 --> 00:47:12,480
Speaker 2: Like the people gonna fuck with you.

1085
00:47:12,760 --> 00:47:14,120
Speaker 1: It's gonna it's gonna. I just want you to know.

1086
00:47:14,160 --> 00:47:15,799
Speaker 3: It's gonna be a little uncomfortable though, And the reason

1087
00:47:15,840 --> 00:47:18,200
Speaker 3: it's gonna be a little uncomfortable because you really are

1088
00:47:18,280 --> 00:47:22,440
Speaker 3: standing alone, like there's no j T, there's no Diddy.

1089
00:47:22,480 --> 00:47:25,360
Speaker 2: It's really just and I love And that's why I

1090
00:47:25,440 --> 00:47:29,319
Speaker 2: love it because y'all saw me with JT, y'all saw

1091
00:47:29,400 --> 00:47:31,600
Speaker 2: me with Diddy, and now y'all see me by myself

1092
00:47:32,520 --> 00:47:34,000
Speaker 2: and I'm gonna show y'all.

1093
00:47:33,840 --> 00:47:36,160
Speaker 1: What I can do. Thank you, Karasha, thank you. I

1094
00:47:36,239 --> 00:47:36,800
Speaker 1: appreciate you.

1095
00:47:38,680 --> 00:47:39,040
Speaker 3: Mm hm.

1096
00:47:43,200 --> 00:47:47,960
Speaker 2: I love this. I love stuff because you are a

1097
00:47:48,239 --> 00:47:54,239
Speaker 2: very person Like it's dude, don't that ship? And I

1098
00:47:54,320 --> 00:47:57,920
Speaker 2: think that that's like, that's like earning your respect, like

1099
00:47:58,000 --> 00:48:00,600
Speaker 2: you have to respect an honorable person. You was saying, like,

1100
00:48:00,640 --> 00:48:02,840
Speaker 2: that's why when I wanted to do this conversation, I

1101
00:48:02,840 --> 00:48:03,799
Speaker 2: gotta do it with Sela made.

1102
00:48:05,400 --> 00:48:06,960
Speaker 1: They're gonna respect you the same way. I mean, I

1103
00:48:07,000 --> 00:48:09,080
Speaker 1: think they already do. They just fuck with you. They

1104
00:48:09,160 --> 00:48:11,400
Speaker 1: fuck with me online like they are. They fuck with

1105
00:48:11,480 --> 00:48:15,040
Speaker 1: you because you're such a transparent person and you give

1106
00:48:15,120 --> 00:48:18,360
Speaker 1: them energy. If you ignore them, they still fuck with you,

1107
00:48:18,440 --> 00:48:20,600
Speaker 1: but not as much. Yeah, but it's good. It's good

1108
00:48:20,680 --> 00:48:22,520
Speaker 1: to fuck with them back sometimes.

1109
00:48:22,680 --> 00:48:25,640
Speaker 2: Yeah. But I learned now, Like now I just be like, man,

1110
00:48:25,960 --> 00:48:26,759
Speaker 2: I'm an knock out.

1111
00:48:27,400 --> 00:48:29,040
Speaker 1: Really tell that music drop.

1112
00:48:29,160 --> 00:48:30,400
Speaker 3: When you drop that out, and you're gonna get there

1113
00:48:30,440 --> 00:48:31,960
Speaker 3: all night, going through your Twitter.

1114
00:48:36,120 --> 00:48:36,480
Speaker 2: All day.

1115
00:48:36,920 --> 00:48:39,040
Speaker 1: I am to see what people's reactions are.

1116
00:48:39,320 --> 00:48:39,560
Speaker 2: I am.

1117
00:48:40,520 --> 00:48:42,200
Speaker 1: That would drive me crazy. I don't know how you

1118
00:48:42,560 --> 00:48:42,880
Speaker 1: do it.

1119
00:48:43,000 --> 00:48:45,680
Speaker 2: Do it drives you crazy? It does?

1120
00:48:45,920 --> 00:48:48,080
Speaker 1: But I tell all of that.

1121
00:48:48,480 --> 00:48:50,399
Speaker 3: I saw a digital guy, but I'll be telling Jess Lauren,

1122
00:48:50,440 --> 00:48:52,000
Speaker 3: all of them stopped looking at the comments.

1123
00:48:52,600 --> 00:48:55,080
Speaker 2: It's hard because you want to see what people online

1124
00:48:55,080 --> 00:48:57,560
Speaker 2: saying about, Like if you drop something, you're really going

1125
00:48:57,640 --> 00:48:59,000
Speaker 2: to look to see if they fuck with you. But

1126
00:48:59,120 --> 00:49:00,960
Speaker 2: then you go down there rap a hole of the

1127
00:49:01,080 --> 00:49:03,759
Speaker 2: negativity and then it'd be one thing that triggered you

1128
00:49:03,880 --> 00:49:06,160
Speaker 2: that make you feel like I need to defend myself,

1129
00:49:06,239 --> 00:49:08,000
Speaker 2: I need to pull myself. And it's like, no, that

1130
00:49:08,040 --> 00:49:10,000
Speaker 2: ship just opened up a door for it to keep going.

1131
00:49:10,400 --> 00:49:11,200
Speaker 2: And that's what I learned.

1132
00:49:11,440 --> 00:49:15,480
Speaker 1: I don't think it's real. I really truly don't believe

1133
00:49:15,640 --> 00:49:18,080
Speaker 1: that majority of that ship online is real.

1134
00:49:18,520 --> 00:49:21,440
Speaker 3: It's not like even you know, we're laughing about the

1135
00:49:21,520 --> 00:49:23,160
Speaker 3: Jack Hollow alt, but I think people are just doing

1136
00:49:23,200 --> 00:49:23,880
Speaker 3: it cause it's funny.

1137
00:49:25,360 --> 00:49:28,000
Speaker 1: That's it. That's it. It's it's it's the humor for

1138
00:49:28,080 --> 00:49:29,600
Speaker 1: the week, Like let's make all these means.

1139
00:49:29,640 --> 00:49:33,400
Speaker 3: It's like, you know, I don't personally care for the album,

1140
00:49:33,440 --> 00:49:37,319
Speaker 3: but it ain't you know, it ain't it ain't worthy of.

1141
00:49:37,360 --> 00:49:40,200
Speaker 1: All of that. But it's just funny, like and nobody's

1142
00:49:40,200 --> 00:49:42,600
Speaker 1: even talking about the music. It's just the joke. It's

1143
00:49:42,719 --> 00:49:43,200
Speaker 1: just the memes.

1144
00:49:43,239 --> 00:49:46,200
Speaker 3: It's just the memes, the memes of the joke. So

1145
00:49:46,880 --> 00:49:48,759
Speaker 3: they gonna, I don't know, they gonna always give them that.

1146
00:49:48,800 --> 00:49:52,319
Speaker 3: They gonna always do that to artists like I don't

1147
00:49:52,360 --> 00:49:54,279
Speaker 3: know any artist that that doesn't happen to now.

1148
00:49:54,719 --> 00:49:57,440
Speaker 2: Yeah, then I forgot to ask you a question I wanted.

1149
00:49:57,239 --> 00:49:59,160
Speaker 1: To ask, come on, let's do it. We can do

1150
00:49:59,200 --> 00:50:00,920
Speaker 1: it now, I think the cameras.

1151
00:50:02,960 --> 00:50:05,399
Speaker 2: Okay, So a question that I wanted to throw back

1152
00:50:05,440 --> 00:50:06,560
Speaker 2: at you was, you know.

1153
00:50:07,000 --> 00:50:08,680
Speaker 1: Just turned into an episode of Karasha please.

1154
00:50:08,680 --> 00:50:11,600
Speaker 2: Yeah, possibly, Okay. I wanted to. I really wanted to

1155
00:50:11,800 --> 00:50:15,839
Speaker 2: just you know, talk about growing up and some things

1156
00:50:15,880 --> 00:50:17,520
Speaker 2: that you had to do and you are who you

1157
00:50:17,600 --> 00:50:20,440
Speaker 2: are now. Do you believe that people change?

1158
00:50:20,800 --> 00:50:24,759
Speaker 3: Absolutely? I believe people change, people grow, people evolved. Like

1159
00:50:24,840 --> 00:50:27,520
Speaker 3: the first book my father ever gave me was the

1160
00:50:27,560 --> 00:50:30,600
Speaker 3: Autobiography of Malcolm X. And the reason I loved that

1161
00:50:30,760 --> 00:50:34,560
Speaker 3: book so much is because it literally shows you the

1162
00:50:34,719 --> 00:50:38,120
Speaker 3: evolution and transformation of a man like Malcolm X was

1163
00:50:38,160 --> 00:50:38,759
Speaker 3: Malcolm Little.

1164
00:50:38,800 --> 00:50:39,399
Speaker 1: He was a pimp.

1165
00:50:39,480 --> 00:50:42,359
Speaker 3: He was you know, you know, selling selling drugs, number

1166
00:50:42,480 --> 00:50:45,320
Speaker 3: running all types of stuff. But then he went to prison,

1167
00:50:45,400 --> 00:50:47,320
Speaker 3: you know, got introduced to the teachings of you know,

1168
00:50:47,360 --> 00:50:51,400
Speaker 3: the honorbile O Elijah Muhammad and became a whole different individual.

1169
00:50:51,480 --> 00:50:53,640
Speaker 1: He became the Malcolm X that we know now.

1170
00:50:53,719 --> 00:50:55,480
Speaker 3: That's that's another reason why I love you know, the

1171
00:50:55,640 --> 00:50:59,160
Speaker 3: NI so much because they show you that transformation and

1172
00:50:59,320 --> 00:51:03,200
Speaker 3: growth as possible. But you got to be intentional about

1173
00:51:03,280 --> 00:51:06,040
Speaker 3: that growth, like you know, it can't be performative, like

1174
00:51:06,120 --> 00:51:09,200
Speaker 3: you really really, you gotta do the work. So yes,

1175
00:51:09,320 --> 00:51:11,680
Speaker 3: I absolutely believe in growth and evolution.

1176
00:51:11,960 --> 00:51:13,920
Speaker 2: Yeah, And that's another thing too, when you say he

1177
00:51:14,000 --> 00:51:16,320
Speaker 2: went to prison, I think that when people go to prison,

1178
00:51:16,360 --> 00:51:18,000
Speaker 2: it's about what they do with their time in prison.

1179
00:51:18,520 --> 00:51:19,920
Speaker 2: Because you could go to prison and you can go

1180
00:51:19,920 --> 00:51:21,520
Speaker 2: to school. They got so many programs you can go

1181
00:51:21,560 --> 00:51:23,920
Speaker 2: to school, you can learn, and that's when people come

1182
00:51:23,960 --> 00:51:25,319
Speaker 2: out and they do a book and they talk about

1183
00:51:25,320 --> 00:51:28,200
Speaker 2: they experience and experiences in prison. And I think that

1184
00:51:28,680 --> 00:51:31,040
Speaker 2: it's kind of like what you do with your time

1185
00:51:31,080 --> 00:51:33,680
Speaker 2: in prison. And I think like with my mom, she

1186
00:51:34,000 --> 00:51:37,239
Speaker 2: felt so bad because she was like I left my

1187
00:51:37,400 --> 00:51:40,080
Speaker 2: kids out there that she didn't really go in there

1188
00:51:40,239 --> 00:51:44,160
Speaker 2: and grow, like she came home or resent me like

1189
00:51:44,239 --> 00:51:47,120
Speaker 2: oh my god, I'm like girl, it's fine, it's okay.

1190
00:51:47,480 --> 00:51:48,000
Speaker 3: We're good.

1191
00:51:48,160 --> 00:51:50,600
Speaker 2: You got good kids. Like look at me, I ain't

1192
00:51:50,640 --> 00:51:53,680
Speaker 2: out here killing nobody doing it and wrong, Like it's okay.

1193
00:51:54,400 --> 00:51:57,400
Speaker 2: And that's something that I learned to like pat myself

1194
00:51:57,440 --> 00:52:00,960
Speaker 2: on the back. It's like it's hard out here, and

1195
00:52:01,719 --> 00:52:04,360
Speaker 2: long as you show up and you sacrifice for your kids, like,

1196
00:52:04,560 --> 00:52:05,000
Speaker 2: it's okay.

1197
00:52:05,600 --> 00:52:08,840
Speaker 3: You know the thing about growth, right, it's so funny

1198
00:52:09,000 --> 00:52:12,680
Speaker 3: in this era, because especially with social media, they won't

1199
00:52:12,719 --> 00:52:16,400
Speaker 3: allow you to grow. You could be a whole different person,

1200
00:52:17,600 --> 00:52:21,120
Speaker 3: evolved on a whole different level, but they'll be, you know,

1201
00:52:21,280 --> 00:52:23,839
Speaker 3: talking to you about something you did five years ago,

1202
00:52:23,880 --> 00:52:25,560
Speaker 3: ten years ago, fifteen years ago, twenty years ago, and

1203
00:52:25,600 --> 00:52:28,040
Speaker 3: you're like, damn, I ain't even own that no more.

1204
00:52:28,080 --> 00:52:31,160
Speaker 3: But they'll constantly remind you of who you are.

1205
00:52:31,640 --> 00:52:33,879
Speaker 1: So we got to do such a great job.

1206
00:52:33,960 --> 00:52:36,240
Speaker 3: We gotta do a great job of protecting our piece,

1207
00:52:36,680 --> 00:52:39,600
Speaker 3: right and not letting them tell us who we are.

1208
00:52:39,840 --> 00:52:41,759
Speaker 2: Yeah, you know, yeah, And I think that's a problem

1209
00:52:41,840 --> 00:52:44,399
Speaker 2: with social media, Like what you were saying, we read

1210
00:52:44,520 --> 00:52:48,319
Speaker 2: so much online about ourselves that that's what we feed

1211
00:52:48,400 --> 00:52:50,480
Speaker 2: in our mind and it just become a thing of

1212
00:52:50,680 --> 00:52:54,239
Speaker 2: like you start like loll I'm seeing this coming fifteen times,

1213
00:52:54,280 --> 00:52:57,759
Speaker 2: twenty times, Like you start this shit start like digesting

1214
00:52:57,800 --> 00:52:58,239
Speaker 2: in your mind.

1215
00:52:58,280 --> 00:53:01,239
Speaker 1: It's like, it's that's why you can't be on it.

1216
00:53:01,719 --> 00:53:03,480
Speaker 3: I was telling you, like, when your album come out,

1217
00:53:04,800 --> 00:53:07,640
Speaker 3: just give yourself at least. I know it's gonna be hard,

1218
00:53:07,719 --> 00:53:10,279
Speaker 3: but give yourself at least the weekend. Like the album

1219
00:53:10,360 --> 00:53:14,880
Speaker 3: drop on a Friday, don't don't check the comments, tell Monday, Like,

1220
00:53:15,000 --> 00:53:18,840
Speaker 3: just give yourself forty eight hours just to experience the

1221
00:53:19,080 --> 00:53:20,960
Speaker 3: joy of putting out a solo album.

1222
00:53:21,080 --> 00:53:24,479
Speaker 1: Yeah, like just just let's let it ride for a minute.

1223
00:53:24,560 --> 00:53:25,200
Speaker 2: Yeah, I'm gonna do that.

1224
00:53:25,239 --> 00:53:26,719
Speaker 1: I don't think you're gonna do it. I don't believe it.

1225
00:53:27,280 --> 00:53:27,920
Speaker 1: I don't believe it.

1226
00:53:28,280 --> 00:53:30,360
Speaker 2: I'm growing growing.

1227
00:53:30,800 --> 00:53:33,960
Speaker 3: You said something earlier when you were talking about you know, Diddy,

1228
00:53:34,040 --> 00:53:37,120
Speaker 3: that I you know, I thought about, but I never

1229
00:53:37,440 --> 00:53:38,640
Speaker 3: heard anybody speak about.

1230
00:53:38,920 --> 00:53:40,920
Speaker 1: It's like when you know.

1231
00:53:41,000 --> 00:53:45,279
Speaker 3: Somebody later m hm in life, he probably it is

1232
00:53:45,320 --> 00:53:48,560
Speaker 3: a whole different person. He probably has, you know, grown

1233
00:53:48,640 --> 00:53:51,560
Speaker 3: and evolved and learned from you know, those mistakes.

1234
00:53:51,600 --> 00:53:52,360
Speaker 1: But we wouldn't know that.

1235
00:53:52,560 --> 00:53:55,040
Speaker 2: Yeah, you know, yeah, and not honestly, And I think

1236
00:53:55,120 --> 00:53:57,160
Speaker 2: that people think they're like oh oh, you're trying to

1237
00:53:57,200 --> 00:53:59,920
Speaker 2: protect some It's like no, literally, like when we saw

1238
00:54:00,000 --> 00:54:02,080
Speaker 2: we talked about like on Croatia pleas like church. He

1239
00:54:02,160 --> 00:54:03,920
Speaker 2: says like, yo, that's through church. And he was just

1240
00:54:04,000 --> 00:54:08,359
Speaker 2: so like trying to instill so much. Did I think

1241
00:54:08,480 --> 00:54:11,479
Speaker 2: that he probably experienced before. And that's why I'm like, Okay,

1242
00:54:11,600 --> 00:54:14,520
Speaker 2: this is a uh a man that has changed because

1243
00:54:14,600 --> 00:54:16,879
Speaker 2: of all the shit that he probably previously went through.

1244
00:54:17,280 --> 00:54:18,359
Speaker 1: Oh. Man, I saw him.

1245
00:54:18,600 --> 00:54:21,120
Speaker 3: We was at Bishop td Jake's it was at the

1246
00:54:21,160 --> 00:54:24,440
Speaker 3: Potter's House on Sunday and he was there and I

1247
00:54:24,600 --> 00:54:28,920
Speaker 3: saw him balling like like balling, like throwing himself on

1248
00:54:29,080 --> 00:54:29,560
Speaker 3: the altar.

1249
00:54:29,760 --> 00:54:29,880
Speaker 1: Right.

1250
00:54:30,000 --> 00:54:32,279
Speaker 3: This was it's like maybe two years ago, I think, No,

1251
00:54:32,360 --> 00:54:34,200
Speaker 3: I couldn't been maybe two maybe three years ago, I

1252
00:54:34,200 --> 00:54:36,040
Speaker 3: don't matter, maybe two three years ago. And I just

1253
00:54:36,080 --> 00:54:39,200
Speaker 3: remember thinking to myself, like, boy, he done been through it.

1254
00:54:39,600 --> 00:54:41,120
Speaker 3: Like he going through something right now.

1255
00:54:41,360 --> 00:54:43,440
Speaker 2: Yeah, cause he always like you know, kis kids need

1256
00:54:43,480 --> 00:54:45,600
Speaker 2: to go to church on Sunday. You need to turn

1257
00:54:45,719 --> 00:54:47,080
Speaker 2: some TDJ students do there?

1258
00:54:47,280 --> 00:54:47,640
Speaker 1: Like okay?

1259
00:54:48,920 --> 00:54:51,320
Speaker 2: Yeah. Then then I got more into cause I always

1260
00:54:51,320 --> 00:54:53,080
Speaker 2: had a relationship with God, got like more into church.

1261
00:54:53,239 --> 00:54:55,200
Speaker 1: Did he help? Did did he help you grow spiritually.

1262
00:54:56,440 --> 00:54:58,799
Speaker 2: Yeah, I wa. He always send me service and stuff

1263
00:54:58,840 --> 00:55:01,000
Speaker 2: like that, like do this before you so pray before

1264
00:55:01,040 --> 00:55:02,719
Speaker 2: you this and do this and you always gotta talk

1265
00:55:02,760 --> 00:55:03,160
Speaker 2: it to God.

1266
00:55:04,000 --> 00:55:06,000
Speaker 3: What is a day like for Kresha, Because I know

1267
00:55:06,200 --> 00:55:08,320
Speaker 3: I've seen you wake up taking your kids to school

1268
00:55:08,960 --> 00:55:10,840
Speaker 3: and you'll be listening to the radio, Like, what is

1269
00:55:11,080 --> 00:55:13,160
Speaker 3: a regular day like for you in Miami?

1270
00:55:13,600 --> 00:55:16,359
Speaker 2: Wake up, take my case to school, go home, check

1271
00:55:16,440 --> 00:55:20,640
Speaker 2: my emails, call my management, whatever it is that don't

1272
00:55:20,640 --> 00:55:23,279
Speaker 2: feel like I gotta express myself. And I started working

1273
00:55:23,320 --> 00:55:25,479
Speaker 2: on new things I think, and I'm like constantly trying

1274
00:55:25,520 --> 00:55:27,719
Speaker 2: to create and like come up with new ideas and

1275
00:55:28,320 --> 00:55:31,160
Speaker 2: you know, exploring new things because I'm like, what's like

1276
00:55:31,480 --> 00:55:34,640
Speaker 2: for me outside of music? And that's been an entrepreneurs

1277
00:55:34,760 --> 00:55:36,359
Speaker 2: So it's always like trying to come up with new

1278
00:55:36,400 --> 00:55:39,480
Speaker 2: products or like what can I create that's different? Or

1279
00:55:39,560 --> 00:55:42,399
Speaker 2: like what people doing is that I can't really grab

1280
00:55:42,480 --> 00:55:44,360
Speaker 2: their attention and make this another moment.

1281
00:55:46,719 --> 00:55:50,239
Speaker 1: Cool unless you want to do more. Cresia, Please, I'm

1282
00:55:50,280 --> 00:55:51,040
Speaker 1: here for Karesha.

1283
00:55:51,120 --> 00:55:54,360
Speaker 3: Please we bring a Karashia please back, goddamn it, we

1284
00:55:54,520 --> 00:55:55,080
Speaker 3: gonna bring.

1285
00:55:56,920 --> 00:56:00,239
Speaker 2: Please Creshia, please, but I'm glad that like I had

1286
00:56:00,239 --> 00:56:03,040
Speaker 2: a break from season one to two, because now I

1287
00:56:03,120 --> 00:56:05,040
Speaker 2: got so many ideas of how I want to do

1288
00:56:05,200 --> 00:56:08,839
Speaker 2: season three season three differently, like now, like I want

1289
00:56:08,880 --> 00:56:11,480
Speaker 2: this to be different. I want to approach it like this.

1290
00:56:11,800 --> 00:56:14,000
Speaker 2: I want to do it this way. I don't want

1291
00:56:14,040 --> 00:56:15,560
Speaker 2: to do it this way. So it just gave me

1292
00:56:15,680 --> 00:56:18,640
Speaker 2: a moment to really sit and like look at it

1293
00:56:18,760 --> 00:56:20,960
Speaker 2: and see, like what was different about season one? What

1294
00:56:21,080 --> 00:56:23,200
Speaker 2: was different about season three? How can I mean to

1295
00:56:23,400 --> 00:56:25,719
Speaker 2: how can I grow season three? Like what can I

1296
00:56:25,840 --> 00:56:29,160
Speaker 2: do to make the fans wanted the first the first

1297
00:56:29,200 --> 00:56:32,120
Speaker 2: time they saw it because season one, like I don't

1298
00:56:32,160 --> 00:56:33,759
Speaker 2: I don't know if y'all was one of the ones

1299
00:56:33,800 --> 00:56:35,839
Speaker 2: that was hanging up yep, y'all said, did he brought

1300
00:56:35,880 --> 00:56:44,600
Speaker 2: my award? Earned that? Charlamagne? You had four episodes? But

1301
00:56:44,760 --> 00:56:47,320
Speaker 2: you want to know, okay, you I have four episodes

1302
00:56:47,440 --> 00:56:50,160
Speaker 2: and what what was episode?

1303
00:56:50,320 --> 00:56:50,480
Speaker 1: Yes?

1304
00:56:50,640 --> 00:56:55,719
Speaker 2: The four Kevin Gates It was Kevin Gates. Diddy was

1305
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Speaker 2: the second? No, Diddy was the Kevin Gates? And did it?

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Speaker 2: I don't know how I went, but the first episodes

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Speaker 2: was powerful episode and.

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Speaker 1: Then it was tied between Drink Champs and.

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Speaker 2: Krisha Plice was new. It was a new vibe and

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Speaker 2: new experience. I had hookah on that. I had people

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Speaker 2: getting wide open. We had the same and we getting

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Speaker 2: to the smoke. The trailer was different.

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Speaker 1: Cocaine you no cocaine, No, but we had.

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Speaker 2: Hooka and drinks and vibes. So I felt like it

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Speaker 2: was something different, something that's always different and new people

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Speaker 2: gonna be on it. You know, people are stuff that's

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Speaker 2: trendy or that's new.

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Speaker 1: I think it was. It was.

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Speaker 2: It was, it was new and it was also me

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Speaker 2: like Karsha interview and somebody.

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Speaker 1: So how would how would you make it different in

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Speaker 1: the season three four?

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Speaker 2: I wanted to be I want to have like I

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Speaker 2: feel like I do have real conversations, but I want

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Speaker 2: to interview on a different level, like a real deep level,

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Speaker 2: like I want.

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Speaker 1: To go seper like who were talking to people like

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Speaker 1: with j Roberts. Yeah, I would love to see that.

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Speaker 2: I love to talk to Obama.

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Speaker 1: I would love to see that because.

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Speaker 2: I really want to talk to Obama.

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Speaker 3: Were the president Michelle Obarack or the president, Yeah, you

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Speaker 3: would be good on Michelle. They should they should try

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Speaker 3: to get you on Michelle's podcast for your album. They

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Speaker 3: should she gonna make a cryer, she gonna bring something

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Speaker 3: out of you.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, I mean I love to sit down with the

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Speaker 2: you know, the first lady.

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Speaker 3: That's the thing I do be hating about. Just when

1340
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Speaker 3: they look at certain people, especially us from the South.

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Speaker 1: They think we slow for some reason.

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Speaker 3: Yeah, we're not realizing, Like do you understand where we

1343
00:58:28,560 --> 00:58:32,400
Speaker 3: come from and the things that we learned early, Like

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00:58:32,880 --> 00:58:37,040
Speaker 3: we get instilled with like common sense and subeign values

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00:58:37,200 --> 00:58:39,160
Speaker 3: that you know, put us in a position to where

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Speaker 3: we can prosper anywhere in the world.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, because we don't. We keep things simple for the

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Speaker 1: most part.

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Speaker 2: Yeah. And I also and I like as a mother,

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Speaker 2: I be looking at my kids. I'd be like, Dan,

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00:58:49,040 --> 00:58:52,000
Speaker 2: you what can I do differently? Or how am I

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00:58:53,400 --> 00:58:56,000
Speaker 2: raising my kids differently on how I was raised Because

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Speaker 2: we still at in Miami, so even though we not

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Speaker 2: in the hood, the mbar me is still the same,

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Speaker 2: you know, like the kids that they going to school

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Speaker 2: with and things like that. So I think about it

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Speaker 2: a lot too.

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Speaker 1: I just want you to give yourself grace, man. I

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Speaker 1: need you're doing You're doing good, like you're number one.

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Speaker 3: You're alive, right, and you know your child.

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Speaker 1: Is doing well. You're not in jail. Like you you've

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Speaker 1: beaten the odds already. Like, think about where you come.

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Speaker 3: From when you say you shot the shot the video

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Speaker 3: for h News News flash back in your hood. Look

1365
00:59:28,960 --> 00:59:32,320
Speaker 3: at that environment and be like, yo, I came up

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Speaker 3: out of this. I'm the roles that grew from this concrete.

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Speaker 3: So you'll continue to give yourself grace because you don't

1368
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Speaker 3: know what God got playing for you. That's why when

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Speaker 3: you know, people will laugh and they be like, oh,

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Speaker 3: she said she gonna be the next black Oprah. Like

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Speaker 3: you know, you laugh because Oprah already black. But I

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Speaker 3: don't know, you really might end up being that. Who

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Speaker 3: am I to have said? You're not gonna end up

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Speaker 3: being that?

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Speaker 2: Yeah, anything is possible. Believe in yourself.

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Speaker 1: That's right.

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Speaker 2: A lot of people don't believe in themself. That's what

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Speaker 2: sept out. I don't got stept out ever.

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Speaker 1: You never about that.

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Speaker 2: I mean I do at times, but I gotta kick

1381
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Speaker 2: out of pats. I be like, gir yes you can,

1382
01:00:04,480 --> 01:00:06,520
Speaker 2: cause you gotta be like delusion a little bit to

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Speaker 2: get where you want to go.

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Speaker 3: When the last time he said you can't do something

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Speaker 3: and then you snapped out of it. HM.

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01:00:14,800 --> 01:00:18,160
Speaker 2: Probably like today I was like, it's so hard for

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Speaker 2: me to stay consistent workout. I can't do it cause

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Speaker 2: I'll work out for a month. It's hard for me

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Speaker 2: to eat clean. I say, you could do that.

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Speaker 1: You could do that.

1391
01:00:24,480 --> 01:00:25,400
Speaker 2: You gotta train your mine.

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01:00:25,680 --> 01:00:27,480
Speaker 1: Shit, it is hard to eat clean when you from Miami.

1393
01:00:27,560 --> 01:00:28,600
Speaker 1: You got the licking right there.

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01:00:29,120 --> 01:00:30,920
Speaker 2: I know that I'm doing these shows every night as

1395
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Speaker 2: so who cuts the drinks?

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Speaker 1: You see what I'm saying.

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01:00:33,000 --> 01:00:33,640
Speaker 2: But I could do it.

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01:00:34,520 --> 01:00:35,960
Speaker 1: You got tricks restaurant growth.

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Speaker 2: Ooh, I love someday. Oh little Fried ribs.

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Speaker 1: No, Tricky Booty. Tricky is the ahead of it eating

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Speaker 1: booty game. You shaming that. I should ask Trick. How

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Speaker 1: does Trick feel about Trick?

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Speaker 2: Don't care what nobody gotta say it like he he is.

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Speaker 2: He is the face of eat aboot the game. He

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Speaker 2: got the shirts, the merchant all that.

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Speaker 1: You don't care.

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Speaker 2: What's my thoughts? I feel he's staying on. It is

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Speaker 2: salute the trick ls. Indeed,