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Speaker 2: You may not.

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Speaker 1: Get you a rich nigger like Russell, but you're gonna

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Speaker 2: Be annoyed to you. Annoying to you.

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Speaker 1: But don't also get it twisted. These men do the

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Speaker 1: same ship because they could put their cumb in your mouth,

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Speaker 1: and when you're sucking their dick and you swallow it,

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Speaker 1: that's a spell. It's the same potency of the spell.

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Speaker 1: It's like it's verylit because you have the the life

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Speaker 3: Welcome back to good Mom's bad Choices. I'm Erica and

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Speaker 3: I'm Nila. Happy Wednesday Tribe, Happy hump Day, My nipples out.

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Speaker 4: I'll put that back.

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Speaker 3: Happy hump Day tried.

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Speaker 4: Okay, she's always out the right one though.

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Speaker 3: You know what, she's a fame whore. She wants to

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Speaker 3: be seen. Pick me. Oh my goodness, how are you,

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Speaker 4: I'm great. I am feeling a little tipsy because I

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Speaker 4: have not really been drinking much. Well, actually that's a lie. Actually,

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Speaker 4: let's not lie to the people. I drank a bottle

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Speaker 2: Today.

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Speaker 4: I wasn't supposed to be drinking. But then our guest

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Speaker 2: I said, I never champagne. I was like, that's what

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Speaker 3: Her bitches, what our bitches want.

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Speaker 1: And they got me a good champagne. They didn't get

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Speaker 3: They got me a real The truth is I told

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Speaker 4: Are we gonna give us why? I like?

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Speaker 3: I like Lamarca whatever, but I.

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Speaker 3: Honestly, I thought that Mowett was more expensive. It is,

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Speaker 4: Well what is more.

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Speaker 3: Expensive than No, I know it is, but I thought

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Speaker 2: I was only drinking because I was hungover.

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Speaker 4: It was the hair of the dog.

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Speaker 2: I had to have mimosa.

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Speaker 1: But I think that having a glass of champagne with

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Speaker 4: Like hello, I mean, that's why I'm drinking, because today

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Speaker 2: And so it's a Scorpio new moon, but it's.

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Speaker 4: Been a lot of Scorpio everything.

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Speaker 1: Babes, We're we're doing this only Scorpio new mood today.

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Speaker 4: There's been Scorpio eclipses, Scorpio full moons, Scorpio new moons.

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Speaker 4: It has been a time for me. Okay, if you're

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Speaker 4: a Scorpio, I feel you. I've cried for you too.

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Speaker 1: Scorpio placements where it's like Scorpio moon rising.

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Speaker 4: So I have five placements in Scorpio, so I'm pretty intense.

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Speaker 3: Which yeah, okay, before we get too carried away, because

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Speaker 3: it was me, she said Champagne, I said, sure. Today

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Speaker 3: we have manifested a very very special guest. We have

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Speaker 4: Sorry Luna Creators.

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Speaker 5: Founder, but you're forgetting your your most new your newest title.

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Speaker 3: I'm an author, the author of Blood, Sex and Magic.

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Speaker 3: It's the It's one of the most important thing that

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Speaker 1: Let's bring Yeah, they're magical and we really put our

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Speaker 2: Yes here.

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Speaker 1: We feel like it's been like long overdue where it's

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Speaker 4: This is the time.

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Speaker 1: It wasn't the time, But now it feels so aligned

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Speaker 1: So it's like there's so much good goodness happening and

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Speaker 3: Which happens when the people who you know, we're supposed

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Speaker 1: The thing because I'm like, I like wearing all black

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Speaker 1: Okay, I'm like, I actually have something to say, you

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Speaker 1: Everyone looks hot and I'm excited. I'm with two water signs.

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Speaker 4: We had a beautiful embrace before we started. We we

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Speaker 6: It did round, and I turned into much the mud

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Speaker 3: So i'men to that. Will we have so much to

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Speaker 4: Well, first, yes, we want to talk about the book,

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Speaker 4: but I personally because I feel like, Bri, you've been

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Speaker 2: That I didn't even know what you looked like.

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Speaker 4: I had no idea what you looked for a very

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Speaker 3: What is the evolution of the hood Witch?

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Speaker 1: So interestingly enough, the evolution of I guess there's two

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Speaker 1: Or if you're too slutty, you're also the witch because

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Speaker 1: So I always give respect, and I just I love creativity.

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Speaker 1: And it's like everyone's always sitting here like, oh I

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Speaker 3: And that's it. I love that, And I'm really happy

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Speaker 3: I everybody say a small prayer for me. I leave

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Speaker 1: Lot, Yes, tantra practitioner, sexologist.

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Speaker 3: Hilaire, but we talk a lot about I can't wait

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Speaker 2: As soon as I find out.

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Speaker 1: I graduated and be like, wait, like what does that mean,

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Speaker 2: I mean like no, Like what are you doing? Okay?

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Speaker 3: What's happening. I've been in a program for like the

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Speaker 3: Authentic School, Authentic School of Tantra, Authentic Tantra. It's owned

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Speaker 2: So I love this. These are all of the things

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Speaker 2: And so it's even when I'm sorry, even when we

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Speaker 3: Meala moans it felt so good, yes, because we forget

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Speaker 1: I'm like, I'm not joking, I'm like, I feel that way,

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Speaker 3: And that's why I and that that's why I say,

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Speaker 2: But that's a love vibrational plate.

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Speaker 3: But baby, this plate yet, all this stybur phone plate

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Speaker 1: And that's the thing I've always said, like with hood witch,

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Speaker 2: And I've always told people, I'm just like the witches

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Speaker 3: I read that in your book, and I love that,

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Speaker 4: Well, I think it's like you have to be able

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Speaker 4: it's funny when you said the word initiation, because that's

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Speaker 2: People pay for initiation.

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Speaker 4: I mean the amount of initiation talks I've heard of

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Speaker 3: Cool.

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Speaker 1: Well.

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Speaker 4: All I'm saying is I think, really what the initiation

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Speaker 2: Practices and your highest authority data.

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Speaker 1: It's like, I don't need some fucking man to tell

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Speaker 1: It's like, this is what I tell people. I'm like,

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Speaker 1: are you in a cult?

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Speaker 4: Are you?

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Speaker 1: No? I'm not joking. It's like cults are very fucking prevalent,

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Speaker 1: and like it's something that we do not talk about.

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Speaker 4: It's like, are you in a cult?

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Speaker 2: Are you having someone like really.

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Speaker 1: Manipulating you and using you and taking your money and

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Speaker 1: think it's important for people to have a spiritual discernment

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Speaker 1: their credentials, what does their.

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Speaker 2: Life look like? Most importantly, have you are you the higher?

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Speaker 3: Like stop putting this this godlike person, this hierarchy, this

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Speaker 1: Did you guys watch that documentary with that woman Teal

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Speaker 1: Swan It was on Netflix, and she's a fucking nut

439
00:24:11,119 --> 00:24:15,639
Speaker 1: and she literally started a cult and there were people

440
00:24:15,840 --> 00:24:18,560
Speaker 1: who like believed in what she was saying and like

441
00:24:19,200 --> 00:24:22,080
Speaker 1: people have like tried to commit suicide, like it was crazy.

442
00:24:22,200 --> 00:24:25,760
Speaker 2: So it's like the amount of when we when we think.

443
00:24:25,640 --> 00:24:28,760
Speaker 1: Of ourselves as like spiritual, you know, we're dealing in

444
00:24:28,800 --> 00:24:31,880
Speaker 1: the realm of spirit and like witchcraft and doing this work.

445
00:24:31,960 --> 00:24:35,680
Speaker 1: It's like it is important to understand like what you're

446
00:24:35,760 --> 00:24:40,240
Speaker 1: doing and the amount of work and like this the

447
00:24:40,440 --> 00:24:43,480
Speaker 1: level of like energy that it's like put into what

448
00:24:43,680 --> 00:24:47,520
Speaker 1: you're doing. But you have to think about the consequences

449
00:24:47,760 --> 00:24:51,119
Speaker 1: of what that looks like and what you're telling people.

450
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Speaker 2: You know, And so.

451
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Speaker 1: There's just so much you know, we have like this, uh,

452
00:24:56,240 --> 00:24:58,159
Speaker 1: we have like so much technology, you know, it's like

453
00:24:58,200 --> 00:25:02,480
Speaker 1: a technological advancement. Whereas like I've dealt with so many

454
00:25:02,600 --> 00:25:06,520
Speaker 1: old school like practitioners who were mad at me for

455
00:25:06,680 --> 00:25:10,320
Speaker 1: even starting hood Witch because they didn't want to see me.

456
00:25:10,920 --> 00:25:13,000
Speaker 2: I think people like what I'm doing, but they don't

457
00:25:13,080 --> 00:25:14,560
Speaker 2: like that it's me doing it.

458
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Speaker 3: Well, I would like to say, just for the record,

459
00:25:18,320 --> 00:25:19,000
Speaker 3: we needed you.

460
00:25:20,240 --> 00:25:20,840
Speaker 4: I needed you.

461
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Speaker 3: I think when we started this, even for Erica and I,

462
00:25:24,080 --> 00:25:26,280
Speaker 3: is like we started it blindly and just on some

463
00:25:26,359 --> 00:25:28,720
Speaker 3: friendship we needed. We had some ship to say, and

464
00:25:28,800 --> 00:25:32,080
Speaker 3: then as it evolved, we realized, like releasing the frequency

465
00:25:32,320 --> 00:25:37,000
Speaker 3: of the speaking was super important, and we we really

466
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Speaker 3: like I think we're both We're all shout out.

467
00:25:39,359 --> 00:25:42,440
Speaker 4: I all popped off the chair, shout.

468
00:25:42,200 --> 00:25:44,640
Speaker 3: Out to LA because we're all from LA and they're

469
00:25:44,680 --> 00:25:47,719
Speaker 3: all from switchy places. But also and also shout out

470
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Speaker 3: to the craft.

471
00:25:49,160 --> 00:25:52,960
Speaker 1: I yes, shot to racial true the black witch of

472
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Speaker 1: the craft we do.

473
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Speaker 3: It's like a child It was a childhood imagery and person.

474
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Speaker 2: That you never seen a black teenage witch. And back

475
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Speaker 2: to like giving you.

476
00:26:06,600 --> 00:26:09,680
Speaker 3: Your flowers is the truth is in high school and

477
00:26:09,760 --> 00:26:14,080
Speaker 3: junior high like this mysterious like attraction to things is

478
00:26:14,280 --> 00:26:16,520
Speaker 3: like something you almost forget as you could. We talk

479
00:26:16,520 --> 00:26:18,240
Speaker 3: about this a lot, you sweep it under the carpet,

480
00:26:18,640 --> 00:26:22,320
Speaker 3: But in adulthood I needed to see even if I

481
00:26:22,320 --> 00:26:23,600
Speaker 3: didn't really see you because I didn't know what the

482
00:26:23,600 --> 00:26:25,159
Speaker 3: fuck you look like. I remember asking Erica like, oh,

483
00:26:25,240 --> 00:26:29,000
Speaker 3: she's black, but like seeing and knowing that there was

484
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Speaker 3: someone bold enough she'd better be if she's the hood.

485
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Speaker 1: She was white, and she was like if I was like, oh,

486
00:26:36,560 --> 00:26:38,000
Speaker 1: I'm the hoodwie because I wear a hood?

487
00:26:38,800 --> 00:26:41,360
Speaker 2: Should you imagine it by having a literal cloak over?

488
00:26:41,440 --> 00:26:42,960
Speaker 2: And I was the hood witge with a cloak.

489
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Speaker 4: I stressed our ancestors would come for you, bitch.

490
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Speaker 3: But there was there was a time where me and

491
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Speaker 3: Erica would only secretly refer to ourselves as witches. And

492
00:26:51,560 --> 00:26:53,200
Speaker 3: we're like, let's not say it on the show because

493
00:26:53,240 --> 00:26:56,280
Speaker 3: people freak out, but like, obviously if that didn't last

494
00:26:56,400 --> 00:26:59,720
Speaker 3: very long, But there's a there. There is a medicine

495
00:26:59,720 --> 00:27:05,800
Speaker 3: that you spread by just being just existing, accepting your assignment,

496
00:27:05,880 --> 00:27:08,119
Speaker 3: and it does transmit, and it is like and it

497
00:27:08,240 --> 00:27:09,600
Speaker 3: isn't an embodiment, and it.

498
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Speaker 1: Says, I'm for all the fucking weirdos like us. We

499
00:27:13,160 --> 00:27:16,800
Speaker 1: are always like the weird ones. We've always been too

500
00:27:16,960 --> 00:27:25,080
Speaker 1: much of something we are then, but seriously, like we

501
00:27:25,240 --> 00:27:28,639
Speaker 1: actually have always been like the ones who've maybe, like,

502
00:27:29,440 --> 00:27:32,800
Speaker 1: you know, just I remember when I even put this

503
00:27:32,920 --> 00:27:37,040
Speaker 1: in my book. I went to this church with this

504
00:27:37,240 --> 00:27:43,040
Speaker 1: girl who was my cousin's neighborhood and I wore a

505
00:27:43,200 --> 00:27:47,760
Speaker 1: Marilyn Manson T shirt to her church and all the

506
00:27:47,840 --> 00:27:53,719
Speaker 1: black people there, you know, and I'm like they were like, oh,

507
00:27:53,840 --> 00:27:58,200
Speaker 1: hell nah, but they were just like really disgusted by me,

508
00:27:58,359 --> 00:28:01,440
Speaker 1: like really turned off by me. And I went there

509
00:28:01,560 --> 00:28:04,400
Speaker 1: with like my friend at the time, and we were

510
00:28:04,560 --> 00:28:07,359
Speaker 1: just like yeah. But I remember, like even just like

511
00:28:07,400 --> 00:28:08,760
Speaker 1: from an earlier memory.

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Speaker 4: I feel like it was did you wear that as

513
00:28:10,320 --> 00:28:10,920
Speaker 4: a rebellion?

514
00:28:11,320 --> 00:28:12,120
Speaker 2: Of course I did.

515
00:28:12,359 --> 00:28:12,560
Speaker 1: Yeah.

516
00:28:12,720 --> 00:28:15,200
Speaker 2: Okay, why the hell would I not go to a

517
00:28:15,280 --> 00:28:15,800
Speaker 2: black church?

518
00:28:15,840 --> 00:28:18,040
Speaker 4: Why were you going to church? Anyway? With the major

519
00:28:18,200 --> 00:28:19,200
Speaker 4: I had to go to church.

520
00:28:19,320 --> 00:28:24,159
Speaker 2: Her mom was watching us, okay, was even sitting on us, like.

521
00:28:24,200 --> 00:28:25,520
Speaker 3: Perfect I packed the right shirt.

522
00:28:26,160 --> 00:28:28,560
Speaker 1: No, her mom was babysitting us because I always wore

523
00:28:28,600 --> 00:28:31,280
Speaker 1: that shirt. It was so mad, like she was so angry. Okay,

524
00:28:31,320 --> 00:28:33,680
Speaker 1: but here's that true tea on this. Am I getting

525
00:28:33,760 --> 00:28:34,200
Speaker 1: too messy?

526
00:28:34,280 --> 00:28:35,200
Speaker 2: Now? I'm about to get messy.

527
00:28:36,680 --> 00:28:43,600
Speaker 1: The royalty of the situation was mom had HIV because

528
00:28:44,000 --> 00:28:45,280
Speaker 1: her husband was.

529
00:28:45,360 --> 00:28:46,640
Speaker 2: On the download.

530
00:28:47,920 --> 00:28:51,480
Speaker 1: And he died and then she got like really religious,

531
00:28:51,680 --> 00:28:54,120
Speaker 1: and she was like, isn't it crazy how you how

532
00:28:54,240 --> 00:28:56,280
Speaker 1: you grow up and then you look back at childhood

533
00:28:56,320 --> 00:29:00,200
Speaker 1: things and like that was not okay. Her mom fucking

534
00:29:00,520 --> 00:29:04,000
Speaker 1: died from HIV because of her dad.

535
00:29:04,760 --> 00:29:07,200
Speaker 4: Both of them died, Yes, damn Sarah.

536
00:29:07,480 --> 00:29:09,280
Speaker 2: Her dad was on the down low and like they

537
00:29:09,320 --> 00:29:13,280
Speaker 2: were like strictly religious, and then her dad was a preacher.

538
00:29:13,680 --> 00:29:15,160
Speaker 4: Oh lord, this plot thickens.

539
00:29:15,320 --> 00:29:18,080
Speaker 1: Not about your girl, I'm sorry, but like truly, like

540
00:29:19,120 --> 00:29:20,880
Speaker 1: you guys really out like.

541
00:29:21,040 --> 00:29:24,040
Speaker 2: Outcast at me, and why are you hanging out over there?

542
00:29:24,120 --> 00:29:26,160
Speaker 1: Well no, because it was like she was our neighbor,

543
00:29:26,480 --> 00:29:28,480
Speaker 1: like she was my cousin's neighbor, and it was like

544
00:29:28,920 --> 00:29:32,640
Speaker 1: she really their family othered me and they really made

545
00:29:32,720 --> 00:29:36,640
Speaker 1: me feel like I was bad and like I was,

546
00:29:37,120 --> 00:29:39,560
Speaker 1: you know, something bad, and it was like I was

547
00:29:39,680 --> 00:29:43,160
Speaker 1: not bad. I just didn't agree with your religion and

548
00:29:43,240 --> 00:29:46,400
Speaker 1: your church. But little did I know as a child

549
00:29:47,160 --> 00:29:50,560
Speaker 1: something more SENTI you know, like something heavier was going

550
00:29:50,600 --> 00:29:53,000
Speaker 1: on in your family's life. And it's like, as an

551
00:29:53,040 --> 00:29:55,400
Speaker 1: adult looking back at that now, I'm just like, bitch,

552
00:29:55,520 --> 00:29:59,600
Speaker 1: Like your family had way more fucking problems than me.

553
00:30:00,200 --> 00:30:03,440
Speaker 1: A Marilyn Manson T shirt and just for the record,

554
00:30:03,560 --> 00:30:06,400
Speaker 1: he is fucking problematic because Marilyn Manson is a goddamn

555
00:30:06,880 --> 00:30:07,720
Speaker 1: he's problematic.

556
00:30:07,760 --> 00:30:08,440
Speaker 2: Are you racist?

557
00:30:09,120 --> 00:30:13,480
Speaker 1: No? He he has like some uh some type of

558
00:30:13,680 --> 00:30:19,160
Speaker 1: sexual crimes against him right now, like from his like

559
00:30:19,960 --> 00:30:22,400
Speaker 1: Rose all these women are like speaking out against him.

560
00:30:22,440 --> 00:30:24,520
Speaker 1: So it's like it sucks, you know, like you know what,

561
00:30:24,720 --> 00:30:28,920
Speaker 1: like you have your like childhood like cool person or

562
00:30:29,400 --> 00:30:29,760
Speaker 1: some ship.

563
00:30:30,720 --> 00:30:33,720
Speaker 3: Yeah, I mean it's yeah, he made good music, but

564
00:30:33,840 --> 00:30:36,160
Speaker 3: like I mean, I guess Marilyn made some good music too.

565
00:30:37,040 --> 00:30:43,360
Speaker 2: At the what at the Dope Show? Okay, sorry do show?

566
00:30:43,480 --> 00:30:46,080
Speaker 2: Remember that was one of his We're All Stars at

567
00:30:46,120 --> 00:30:47,200
Speaker 2: the Dope where.

568
00:30:47,360 --> 00:30:49,280
Speaker 4: Yeah, I'm like from the like.

569
00:30:49,600 --> 00:30:59,280
Speaker 2: The beautiful people, the beautiful people like being black and

570
00:30:59,440 --> 00:31:01,880
Speaker 2: liking the song. Yes, because we were living in the valley.

571
00:31:03,600 --> 00:31:04,840
Speaker 2: I didn't live in the valley.

572
00:31:07,960 --> 00:31:11,680
Speaker 1: I was wearing black for like, no baby, I live

573
00:31:11,720 --> 00:31:14,600
Speaker 1: in and that did not that ship did not fly

574
00:31:14,760 --> 00:31:16,920
Speaker 1: because the Mexican people were like, you're a fucking rocker.

575
00:31:18,840 --> 00:31:21,240
Speaker 1: I felt like the Mexican people, that's the that's in

576
00:31:21,320 --> 00:31:23,440
Speaker 1: the valley, that was not in Inglewood.

577
00:31:23,680 --> 00:31:26,120
Speaker 4: I all, I have a question at all. I have

578
00:31:26,240 --> 00:31:28,760
Speaker 4: a question about that in particular because we yes, we

579
00:31:28,840 --> 00:31:30,840
Speaker 4: did bond over our Latins and.

580
00:31:30,840 --> 00:31:33,040
Speaker 2: Our blackness in Latina.

581
00:31:33,520 --> 00:31:35,640
Speaker 4: Do you feel like, Okay, so I know you're talking

582
00:31:35,640 --> 00:31:39,280
Speaker 4: in your book about your Abuela Sylvia. Yes, and obviously

583
00:31:39,360 --> 00:31:41,680
Speaker 4: she was Mexican. Yes. And then did you have a

584
00:31:42,160 --> 00:31:44,200
Speaker 4: I'm assuming you had a black grandmother.

585
00:31:44,160 --> 00:31:47,120
Speaker 2: My black grandmother. Her name is Althea. That's my grandmama.

586
00:31:47,280 --> 00:31:47,880
Speaker 4: Okay, was she?

587
00:31:48,080 --> 00:31:51,280
Speaker 1: Were they both kind of into Yes, that's what I

588
00:31:51,320 --> 00:31:55,360
Speaker 1: wrote about, like, okay, they were both spiritual, witchy, magical,

589
00:31:55,560 --> 00:31:57,280
Speaker 1: but they had two very different.

590
00:31:57,120 --> 00:32:00,880
Speaker 3: Well that's so that's possession. It's like, how has both

591
00:32:00,920 --> 00:32:01,719
Speaker 3: of these sides?

592
00:32:01,800 --> 00:32:04,400
Speaker 4: Because I know, for me just in general living in

593
00:32:04,440 --> 00:32:06,800
Speaker 4: the valley, people always wanted me to choose right, like

594
00:32:07,040 --> 00:32:09,080
Speaker 4: are you Mexican or are you black? Which one is it?

595
00:32:09,360 --> 00:32:11,720
Speaker 1: They used to call me a black bean, as I

596
00:32:12,000 --> 00:32:15,360
Speaker 1: was like telling but even me, as I've tapped deeper

597
00:32:15,440 --> 00:32:19,640
Speaker 1: into my spirituality and understanding that I have both, I

598
00:32:19,720 --> 00:32:22,520
Speaker 1: have both sides of me guiding me, and they're and

599
00:32:22,600 --> 00:32:26,440
Speaker 1: they're similar, but they're different, like my practices that I

600
00:32:26,560 --> 00:32:30,240
Speaker 1: feel like are more leaned into, like my Latin heritage.

601
00:32:30,600 --> 00:32:32,840
Speaker 4: And then I have. I actually feel more connected to

602
00:32:32,920 --> 00:32:36,720
Speaker 4: those than I do to like the African practices that

603
00:32:36,760 --> 00:32:39,200
Speaker 4: I'm still learning about, Like I feel much more connected

604
00:32:39,280 --> 00:32:41,680
Speaker 4: to that side of my when when it pertains to

605
00:32:41,760 --> 00:32:43,360
Speaker 4: my spirituality. And I don't know if it's because I

606
00:32:43,480 --> 00:32:46,400
Speaker 4: just haven't really had the education, it's.

607
00:32:46,400 --> 00:32:49,880
Speaker 1: Just because like it's your mom's lineage that makes it's

608
00:32:49,960 --> 00:32:52,480
Speaker 1: something that maybe you feel more comfortable.

609
00:32:52,520 --> 00:32:53,560
Speaker 2: It's like more maternal.

610
00:32:54,120 --> 00:32:56,640
Speaker 4: So but for you, was it all encompassing all at

611
00:32:56,720 --> 00:32:59,280
Speaker 4: once or was it something that you've kind of or

612
00:32:59,400 --> 00:33:00,360
Speaker 4: is there one that you.

613
00:33:00,440 --> 00:33:01,680
Speaker 2: Need to not at all.

614
00:33:01,800 --> 00:33:05,160
Speaker 1: I grew up with both of my grandmothers in both

615
00:33:05,240 --> 00:33:07,720
Speaker 1: of my sides of the family, So like.

616
00:33:09,400 --> 00:33:13,360
Speaker 2: For me spiritually, I just I grew up with both.

617
00:33:13,560 --> 00:33:16,840
Speaker 1: But if we're talking about like Hudu and we're talking

618
00:33:16,880 --> 00:33:22,560
Speaker 1: about my grandmama, I learned a lot from her. And

619
00:33:22,880 --> 00:33:26,760
Speaker 1: it's even something like with customs when we talk about like, oh,

620
00:33:27,080 --> 00:33:29,280
Speaker 1: it's gonna be the new year, we're talking about twenty

621
00:33:29,480 --> 00:33:34,360
Speaker 1: twenty four, I'm going to have my colored grains, my

622
00:33:34,520 --> 00:33:38,240
Speaker 1: black eyed peas and my corn bread because in Hohodu

623
00:33:39,040 --> 00:33:42,600
Speaker 1: and just in the tradition of having black family from

624
00:33:42,640 --> 00:33:46,480
Speaker 1: the South, like that's what you do for a prosperity,

625
00:33:46,680 --> 00:33:50,320
Speaker 1: for money, for all those things. It's like that's always

626
00:33:50,360 --> 00:33:53,040
Speaker 1: been in my family. That's always been a tradition. I

627
00:33:53,200 --> 00:33:57,840
Speaker 1: put a brick dust recipe in my book that my grandmother.

628
00:33:57,600 --> 00:33:59,520
Speaker 2: Used to have. Is that what is a brick dust

629
00:33:59,600 --> 00:34:02,920
Speaker 2: brick is you literally.

630
00:34:02,560 --> 00:34:05,960
Speaker 1: Are taking the dust of the brick and you're laying

631
00:34:06,000 --> 00:34:09,719
Speaker 1: it out for protection. It's the same thing as caskaria.

632
00:34:09,880 --> 00:34:14,560
Speaker 1: Like when you're having like a white egg people don't

633
00:34:14,600 --> 00:34:17,000
Speaker 1: know it's like egg white. It's like a white eggshell

634
00:34:17,880 --> 00:34:21,239
Speaker 1: and a powder and we use that for protection. So

635
00:34:21,600 --> 00:34:25,439
Speaker 1: having laying down brick dust, I still work with holy

636
00:34:25,560 --> 00:34:30,399
Speaker 1: water because something with my grandmother, you know I'm now

637
00:34:31,239 --> 00:34:34,200
Speaker 1: learning is like you don't have to go against the grain,

638
00:34:34,600 --> 00:34:40,000
Speaker 1: you know, to your ancestral practices my grandmother and Hudu

639
00:34:40,800 --> 00:34:43,839
Speaker 1: and even with Santa Ria. Is like all of these

640
00:34:44,000 --> 00:34:49,320
Speaker 1: traditions and practices were brought here, brought to the Americas

641
00:34:50,000 --> 00:34:53,520
Speaker 1: because it was our way of survival. This has always

642
00:34:53,640 --> 00:34:56,279
Speaker 1: been a part of our culture. This has always been

643
00:34:56,320 --> 00:34:59,080
Speaker 1: a part of our traditions. And I think that so

644
00:34:59,320 --> 00:35:02,800
Speaker 1: many people when they see just hood, which because I

645
00:35:02,960 --> 00:35:08,080
Speaker 1: don't post my altars, because I've never talked about my ancestors,

646
00:35:08,520 --> 00:35:11,560
Speaker 1: because I don't talk about my family, because I don't

647
00:35:11,600 --> 00:35:12,600
Speaker 1: post my business.

648
00:35:13,719 --> 00:35:16,280
Speaker 4: People like to take it for play.

649
00:35:17,040 --> 00:35:17,759
Speaker 2: Oh, she's just.

650
00:35:17,880 --> 00:35:21,120
Speaker 1: Posting this for aesthetic. She just you don't know what

651
00:35:21,200 --> 00:35:23,360
Speaker 1: the fuck you're talking about. You don't know me, Like,

652
00:35:23,520 --> 00:35:25,920
Speaker 1: you don't know what the fuck you're talking about. So

653
00:35:26,120 --> 00:35:30,600
Speaker 1: it's like, that's where I'm at in my practice. It's like,

654
00:35:31,320 --> 00:35:34,919
Speaker 1: I don't have to put every single thing I'm doing.

655
00:35:35,600 --> 00:35:39,560
Speaker 1: Everything is not for public consumption, not supposed to. That's

656
00:35:39,680 --> 00:35:44,480
Speaker 1: the magic. Why do you think I've been successful in

657
00:35:44,600 --> 00:35:47,279
Speaker 1: my life? I don't have to do anything. I don't

658
00:35:47,320 --> 00:35:48,920
Speaker 1: have to post every.

659
00:35:48,840 --> 00:35:53,160
Speaker 2: Single ritual, tradition, initiate is I don't have to do

660
00:35:53,320 --> 00:35:53,800
Speaker 2: that for what?

661
00:35:54,880 --> 00:35:57,440
Speaker 4: Why are you doing it for yourself?

662
00:35:58,040 --> 00:36:00,160
Speaker 1: Or are you posting it on the internet for a

663
00:36:00,280 --> 00:36:04,920
Speaker 1: fucking show that you're telling people that you're this powerful

664
00:36:05,239 --> 00:36:08,520
Speaker 1: this and I'm in this true, I'm in this, I'm

665
00:36:08,560 --> 00:36:11,600
Speaker 1: in this. It's like, if you are that, then you

666
00:36:11,640 --> 00:36:16,320
Speaker 1: will always be that. But you don't have to show every.

667
00:36:16,200 --> 00:36:18,719
Speaker 2: Single thing that you do. And that's why even when

668
00:36:18,800 --> 00:36:20,239
Speaker 2: you met me today, you're like, I don't even know

669
00:36:20,280 --> 00:36:22,160
Speaker 2: what you look like. You're like, I don't even know

670
00:36:23,600 --> 00:36:24,560
Speaker 2: who the hell you are.

671
00:36:24,680 --> 00:36:28,600
Speaker 1: You're always mysterious. And I'm like, yeah, because I don't

672
00:36:28,760 --> 00:36:31,040
Speaker 1: ever feel the need. I don't have to show off

673
00:36:31,640 --> 00:36:35,000
Speaker 1: of telling people what I'm doing, which I don't.

674
00:36:35,320 --> 00:36:38,280
Speaker 3: You should show off, Okay, I I feel like I'm gonna.

675
00:36:38,120 --> 00:36:39,120
Speaker 2: Start showing off a little bit more.

676
00:36:39,480 --> 00:36:42,200
Speaker 4: Support this now, fine as hell, y'all, I'm.

677
00:36:42,120 --> 00:36:43,279
Speaker 1: Start showing up a little bit more.

678
00:36:43,480 --> 00:36:46,880
Speaker 4: She's really cute, she's fine as witch. WITCHI bitch, but

679
00:36:47,000 --> 00:36:48,919
Speaker 4: I appreciate though, Like when I was looking through your book,

680
00:36:49,320 --> 00:36:53,000
Speaker 4: this book is filled with rituals. Yeah, filled with direction

681
00:36:53,800 --> 00:36:56,359
Speaker 4: and and yeah, because I think a lot of people

682
00:36:56,880 --> 00:36:58,560
Speaker 4: don't even know where to begin, right.

683
00:36:58,560 --> 00:37:01,239
Speaker 1: They don't they don't have But it's okay, like I

684
00:37:01,440 --> 00:37:03,520
Speaker 1: want everyone like and this is the thing that it

685
00:37:03,640 --> 00:37:07,320
Speaker 1: makes me so sad where like sometimes and I've.

686
00:37:07,200 --> 00:37:10,000
Speaker 2: Watched this over the progression of hoodwitch.

687
00:37:10,120 --> 00:37:13,720
Speaker 1: Right, so for the last ten years we have seen

688
00:37:13,960 --> 00:37:17,160
Speaker 1: this progression of like, well, you're not a real witch.

689
00:37:17,840 --> 00:37:20,080
Speaker 2: You shouldn't be doing that unless you're.

690
00:37:20,000 --> 00:37:22,759
Speaker 1: Doing da da da da. It's like you need to

691
00:37:22,840 --> 00:37:25,880
Speaker 1: do this, you need to do this. It's like you

692
00:37:26,400 --> 00:37:32,440
Speaker 1: need to listen to your own inner calling. You need

693
00:37:32,600 --> 00:37:38,000
Speaker 1: to listen to yourself, like sit with yourself and truly

694
00:37:38,239 --> 00:37:40,920
Speaker 1: like just listen to like.

695
00:37:41,280 --> 00:37:42,560
Speaker 2: What feels right for you.

696
00:37:42,560 --> 00:37:46,000
Speaker 1: You don't have to always be a part of a

697
00:37:46,120 --> 00:37:50,160
Speaker 1: fucking religion or a thing or initiations or things.

698
00:37:50,200 --> 00:37:51,960
Speaker 2: It's like, you don't have to do that.

699
00:37:52,440 --> 00:37:55,800
Speaker 1: Some people only have that because that's all they have

700
00:37:56,440 --> 00:37:57,760
Speaker 1: to like grasp onto.

701
00:37:58,160 --> 00:38:01,279
Speaker 4: This is the temple, it is, this is the church.

702
00:38:01,400 --> 00:38:04,960
Speaker 4: But you are but we are that right, we are

703
00:38:05,120 --> 00:38:08,239
Speaker 4: that you go inside, you will, you will get there.

704
00:38:08,360 --> 00:38:11,200
Speaker 1: And now, as the witch I am now probably gonna

705
00:38:11,200 --> 00:38:13,400
Speaker 1: get like so much shit because I'm like, there are

706
00:38:13,480 --> 00:38:14,000
Speaker 1: so many.

707
00:38:13,840 --> 00:38:15,239
Speaker 2: People where it's like, yes, I do.

708
00:38:15,680 --> 00:38:20,320
Speaker 1: I will say this as the practice of witchcraft and

709
00:38:20,440 --> 00:38:25,000
Speaker 1: witchery and spiritualism and hudu and all of these traditions

710
00:38:25,040 --> 00:38:28,120
Speaker 1: who have been passed to me within my blood. I'm

711
00:38:28,280 --> 00:38:31,960
Speaker 1: only sharing this information as I know it, as I

712
00:38:32,160 --> 00:38:35,480
Speaker 1: have practiced it. Okay, It's not the end all and

713
00:38:35,640 --> 00:38:39,040
Speaker 1: be all of everything. I'm simply saying from what I

714
00:38:39,280 --> 00:38:41,719
Speaker 1: have known, how I have practiced it.

715
00:38:42,480 --> 00:38:46,879
Speaker 2: That's all I'm saying. But don't fucking.

716
00:38:46,719 --> 00:38:51,160
Speaker 1: Sit because you did something or because you are choosing

717
00:38:51,280 --> 00:38:54,200
Speaker 1: one way of thinking and one way of life that

718
00:38:54,360 --> 00:38:55,560
Speaker 1: that is the end.

719
00:38:55,520 --> 00:38:57,439
Speaker 4: All and be all for everybody else.

720
00:38:58,280 --> 00:39:01,799
Speaker 1: That's not how our soul work, is not how spirituality works.

721
00:39:01,840 --> 00:39:02,560
Speaker 3: And that's religion.

722
00:39:03,120 --> 00:39:05,239
Speaker 2: It's religion. If you do that, if you put if

723
00:39:05,239 --> 00:39:05,920
Speaker 2: you if you are.

724
00:39:06,040 --> 00:39:09,800
Speaker 1: Now putting this fucking dogma and this goddamn shit onto

725
00:39:10,120 --> 00:39:11,440
Speaker 1: other people, you're not a witch.

726
00:39:12,080 --> 00:39:14,919
Speaker 4: You're a fucking religious piece of shit.

727
00:39:15,200 --> 00:39:17,600
Speaker 2: Again, here we go again. It's true.

728
00:39:17,640 --> 00:39:21,000
Speaker 3: And then you know, and also, like I really appreciate

729
00:39:21,120 --> 00:39:24,399
Speaker 3: that because I realized that there are all these like these.

730
00:39:25,040 --> 00:39:26,719
Speaker 2: It's it's the it's the it's the.

731
00:39:28,280 --> 00:39:31,000
Speaker 3: It's the white supremacy that tells us that there are

732
00:39:31,080 --> 00:39:34,640
Speaker 3: certain like ways to go about being experts in certain things.

733
00:39:34,719 --> 00:39:36,120
Speaker 3: And if you don't go to school and you don't

734
00:39:36,160 --> 00:39:38,239
Speaker 3: graduate and you know, have good credit, whatever the fuck

735
00:39:38,280 --> 00:39:40,320
Speaker 3: the things are, then you can't be this, this and that.

736
00:39:40,719 --> 00:39:44,359
Speaker 3: And it's us like decolonizing those ideas and tapping into

737
00:39:44,400 --> 00:39:47,960
Speaker 3: our intuitive gifts. Absolutely, and also it's this it's like

738
00:39:48,239 --> 00:39:50,080
Speaker 3: the cocktail of what you want it.

739
00:39:50,280 --> 00:39:54,160
Speaker 1: But even with witchcraft, we're seeing it now where we

740
00:39:54,400 --> 00:40:01,520
Speaker 1: have black people who are decolonizing spirituality. How Ever, they're saying,

741
00:40:01,600 --> 00:40:04,520
Speaker 1: if you don't do it this way with initiating into

742
00:40:04,640 --> 00:40:07,400
Speaker 1: Santa Ria, if you're not an epha, if you're not

743
00:40:07,520 --> 00:40:10,480
Speaker 1: practicing voodoo, if you're not doing that, it's like you're

744
00:40:10,520 --> 00:40:11,600
Speaker 1: not real, You're not real.

745
00:40:11,680 --> 00:40:11,839
Speaker 2: Good.

746
00:40:12,120 --> 00:40:13,560
Speaker 3: I found about that recently, like do we need to

747
00:40:13,600 --> 00:40:14,120
Speaker 3: be initiated?

748
00:40:14,160 --> 00:40:16,280
Speaker 1: And I don't know, but I was like, but everyone

749
00:40:16,440 --> 00:40:19,480
Speaker 1: is doing this, Like oh, you're not this, You're not real,

750
00:40:19,719 --> 00:40:22,359
Speaker 1: You're not realized, Like but do you realize that, bitch?

751
00:40:22,440 --> 00:40:23,560
Speaker 2: That's your fucking path.

752
00:40:23,960 --> 00:40:27,640
Speaker 4: That's what you chose to do. That's what your path

753
00:40:27,960 --> 00:40:28,600
Speaker 4: is for you.

754
00:40:29,760 --> 00:40:32,280
Speaker 1: Why are you now sitting here telling every black person

755
00:40:32,920 --> 00:40:36,120
Speaker 1: is supposed to now be initiated into your religion for

756
00:40:36,280 --> 00:40:37,080
Speaker 1: what fucking reason?

757
00:40:37,200 --> 00:40:39,520
Speaker 3: Everybody has a different calling and different path. And even

758
00:40:39,600 --> 00:40:43,840
Speaker 3: for me, like I enjoy picking things from other places,

759
00:40:43,960 --> 00:40:49,960
Speaker 3: like I did I celebrated. Yeah I did that this

760
00:40:50,120 --> 00:40:52,040
Speaker 3: year and last year. I liked it because it's I

761
00:40:52,200 --> 00:40:54,360
Speaker 3: like that practice. I don't have to be Mexican to know, like,

762
00:40:54,440 --> 00:40:55,440
Speaker 3: let me get my ancestors.

763
00:40:55,440 --> 00:40:58,600
Speaker 1: Some people, Well, here's the thing though, what people need

764
00:40:58,680 --> 00:41:01,320
Speaker 1: to understand, and like the other di'elas mortos is like

765
00:41:02,040 --> 00:41:05,160
Speaker 1: it's not about Oh, it's the Mexican Halloween.

766
00:41:05,239 --> 00:41:06,480
Speaker 2: It's not Mexican Halloween.

767
00:41:06,719 --> 00:41:11,919
Speaker 1: Okay, this is something far more ancient than that, And yes,

768
00:41:12,080 --> 00:41:13,680
Speaker 1: you can honor your ancestors.

769
00:41:13,880 --> 00:41:16,200
Speaker 2: Halloween has absolutely nothing to do with Halloween.

770
00:41:16,880 --> 00:41:20,520
Speaker 1: So it's like, yes, but interestingly enough, and this is

771
00:41:20,600 --> 00:41:21,640
Speaker 1: one thing I do love.

772
00:41:21,840 --> 00:41:23,279
Speaker 2: I will kind of like point out this.

773
00:41:23,960 --> 00:41:30,000
Speaker 1: I will say, in the Western Hemisphere, how are Northern

774
00:41:30,040 --> 00:41:36,560
Speaker 1: Hemisphere in the Northern Hemisphere. It's so interesting how in

775
00:41:36,760 --> 00:41:43,399
Speaker 1: October and on November during Scorpio season, we have death, rebirth,

776
00:41:43,960 --> 00:41:45,239
Speaker 1: the cycles of.

777
00:41:45,440 --> 00:41:47,400
Speaker 2: Becoming and transformation.

778
00:41:48,440 --> 00:41:52,960
Speaker 1: And it's important to understand that in Voodoo we have

779
00:41:53,239 --> 00:41:58,160
Speaker 1: fat Gee and in Mexico we have Dia de las Mortos,

780
00:41:58,880 --> 00:42:03,760
Speaker 1: which is about wondering the deceased, the departed, and those

781
00:42:03,880 --> 00:42:06,680
Speaker 1: who have come before us. So I think it's very

782
00:42:06,800 --> 00:42:10,440
Speaker 1: fascinating and interesting that we're living in a time period

783
00:42:10,560 --> 00:42:15,080
Speaker 1: where we have these energies and entities. No matter where

784
00:42:15,120 --> 00:42:18,800
Speaker 1: you are in the world, they knew that there was

785
00:42:18,960 --> 00:42:23,080
Speaker 1: going to be the transition of life, death and rebirth.

786
00:42:23,760 --> 00:42:25,680
Speaker 3: So it's universal.

787
00:42:26,160 --> 00:42:26,600
Speaker 2: We love it.

788
00:42:26,640 --> 00:42:34,440
Speaker 3: And it's indigenous, yes, because universal indigenous global. If you're indigenous,

789
00:42:34,600 --> 00:42:36,400
Speaker 3: it's global.

790
00:42:36,440 --> 00:42:38,840
Speaker 4: It's international, it's out of this world.

791
00:42:39,160 --> 00:42:41,839
Speaker 3: It's otherworldly, tactic, otherworldly.

792
00:42:42,200 --> 00:42:45,279
Speaker 2: It is you know, I've been reborn again.

793
00:42:46,520 --> 00:42:54,399
Speaker 3: It's premordial wisdom. It means it's just all before we're born,

794
00:42:54,480 --> 00:42:57,399
Speaker 3: we already knew it. It's that's premordial wisdom, the ship

795
00:42:57,480 --> 00:42:58,959
Speaker 3: that we know, and we don't know why.

796
00:42:58,920 --> 00:42:59,320
Speaker 1: We know it.

797
00:43:00,400 --> 00:43:01,680
Speaker 2: Okay, Oka.

798
00:43:12,160 --> 00:43:13,080
Speaker 3: Sacred rage.

799
00:43:13,360 --> 00:43:14,239
Speaker 2: I love that we do.

800
00:43:15,120 --> 00:43:17,800
Speaker 3: Okay, So I have another question. Okay, we went on

801
00:43:17,840 --> 00:43:20,800
Speaker 3: a tangent and we talked about the origin story of

802
00:43:20,840 --> 00:43:22,880
Speaker 3: the hood Witch. But what I really want to know is,

803
00:43:23,120 --> 00:43:24,719
Speaker 3: I think this is an important question that we don't

804
00:43:24,760 --> 00:43:25,359
Speaker 3: ask enough.

805
00:43:26,680 --> 00:43:27,439
Speaker 4: When you look back.

806
00:43:27,840 --> 00:43:29,680
Speaker 3: This is your ten year Oh my god, I want

807
00:43:29,719 --> 00:43:34,000
Speaker 3: to cuss everybody out the tenth year. This is your

808
00:43:34,040 --> 00:43:38,320
Speaker 3: ten year anniversary and the debut of your book. What

809
00:43:38,640 --> 00:43:42,640
Speaker 3: was happening when you started the hood Witch that really

810
00:43:42,960 --> 00:43:46,640
Speaker 3: birthed the hood Witch consciously or subconsciously? What were happening

811
00:43:46,680 --> 00:43:49,200
Speaker 3: in the ethers of Breeze world that birth's that?

812
00:43:49,960 --> 00:43:50,600
Speaker 2: Oh my god?

813
00:43:50,840 --> 00:43:56,040
Speaker 1: What happened in the ethers of my world? Hmm, Let's

814
00:43:56,080 --> 00:43:59,600
Speaker 1: see what was happening in my world in that time period.

815
00:43:59,719 --> 00:44:03,200
Speaker 1: I think that I just really wanted to have a

816
00:44:03,520 --> 00:44:06,560
Speaker 1: space of community.

817
00:44:07,719 --> 00:44:08,160
Speaker 4: For me.

818
00:44:08,560 --> 00:44:13,200
Speaker 1: What was happening in my world really like nothing too crazy,

819
00:44:13,440 --> 00:44:17,719
Speaker 1: Like I was dating a Scorpio weirdo and he was

820
00:44:17,800 --> 00:44:18,440
Speaker 1: a loser.

821
00:44:19,719 --> 00:44:24,040
Speaker 2: Ah, he was. He was a fucking loser. Bitch.

822
00:44:24,080 --> 00:44:25,239
Speaker 4: You're still a loser and.

823
00:44:25,280 --> 00:44:29,600
Speaker 2: I'm here right now, Hi, bitch, I'm here, and you're

824
00:44:29,760 --> 00:44:30,440
Speaker 2: still a loser.

825
00:44:31,280 --> 00:44:33,840
Speaker 3: Unpopular opinion opinion. You could be spiritual, you can be

826
00:44:33,880 --> 00:44:34,319
Speaker 3: a witch, and.

827
00:44:35,280 --> 00:44:36,560
Speaker 2: You pet.

828
00:44:38,200 --> 00:44:41,400
Speaker 1: I feel like being petty is like releasing your throat chakra.

829
00:44:41,880 --> 00:44:45,920
Speaker 1: It is because it's like I'm releasing my throat chakra

830
00:44:46,120 --> 00:44:49,880
Speaker 1: because I'm like, I think you're a loser, and I'm

831
00:44:49,920 --> 00:44:51,920
Speaker 1: going I tell you to your face that you're a

832
00:44:52,080 --> 00:44:55,800
Speaker 1: loser in my world, in my life, and I'm not

833
00:44:56,000 --> 00:44:58,160
Speaker 1: above it, Like I'm not too spiritual to be like,

834
00:44:58,280 --> 00:44:58,920
Speaker 1: oh fuck you.

835
00:44:59,560 --> 00:45:02,360
Speaker 3: Like me And look where I'm at exactly, and you

836
00:45:02,600 --> 00:45:04,080
Speaker 3: are still struggling, see, And.

837
00:45:04,120 --> 00:45:08,160
Speaker 7: I as respect where you're at everyone's and I respect.

838
00:45:07,880 --> 00:45:09,279
Speaker 3: For you're out your path, but I want you to

839
00:45:09,320 --> 00:45:11,879
Speaker 3: see what it looks like when you resolve that shit.

840
00:45:11,960 --> 00:45:14,960
Speaker 1: But that's the looking And so I think when I

841
00:45:15,160 --> 00:45:18,520
Speaker 1: started doing the hood, which I came with such an

842
00:45:18,600 --> 00:45:22,000
Speaker 1: open vessel, it was so open, and it was so

843
00:45:22,600 --> 00:45:28,719
Speaker 1: like pure and shiny and crystals and like my nails

844
00:45:28,920 --> 00:45:32,719
Speaker 1: and like just fun and cute, and you know, I

845
00:45:32,840 --> 00:45:34,759
Speaker 1: wanted to have a space where it was me and

846
00:45:34,880 --> 00:45:39,680
Speaker 1: it felt like my grandmother's and it was like the botanica,

847
00:45:39,840 --> 00:45:42,840
Speaker 1: it was like my goal name plant necklace. It was

848
00:45:42,920 --> 00:45:45,160
Speaker 1: like it was all those things. It was like I

849
00:45:45,400 --> 00:45:49,400
Speaker 1: wanted to create a space where I felt special and

850
00:45:49,520 --> 00:45:50,640
Speaker 1: like I felt safe.

851
00:45:51,440 --> 00:45:52,480
Speaker 2: I did not feel.

852
00:45:52,320 --> 00:45:59,320
Speaker 1: Safe in a white, very eurocentric, white woman's realm of magic,

853
00:45:59,640 --> 00:46:02,920
Speaker 1: because that's not my ancestry. That was not my calling,

854
00:46:03,719 --> 00:46:08,000
Speaker 1: that wasn't it, you know. And I just feel like

855
00:46:08,480 --> 00:46:10,719
Speaker 1: I didn't really have that space. I didn't have that

856
00:46:10,880 --> 00:46:11,880
Speaker 1: safe space to have.

857
00:46:12,600 --> 00:46:14,480
Speaker 2: So I looking back on.

858
00:46:14,880 --> 00:46:18,800
Speaker 1: Creating the hood, which it's always been about creating a

859
00:46:18,960 --> 00:46:24,960
Speaker 1: safe fucking space to just unapologetically that's the hood, which

860
00:46:25,680 --> 00:46:28,200
Speaker 1: like be you, like do what the fuck you want

861
00:46:28,280 --> 00:46:31,840
Speaker 1: to do, like be happy, like be yourself, like be

862
00:46:32,120 --> 00:46:38,000
Speaker 1: free from religion, be free from oppressive ideologies, like be

863
00:46:38,280 --> 00:46:42,120
Speaker 1: free from like having like not having autonomy like over

864
00:46:42,200 --> 00:46:47,279
Speaker 1: your body, your sexuality, and yourself. So I've always just

865
00:46:47,400 --> 00:46:49,600
Speaker 1: been that and like I'm still gonna stand for that

866
00:46:50,160 --> 00:46:51,600
Speaker 1: and that's always what I have, fucking band.

867
00:46:51,719 --> 00:46:53,080
Speaker 2: So wait, so I just.

868
00:46:53,160 --> 00:46:55,239
Speaker 4: Opened your book real quick, just by the way, like

869
00:46:55,560 --> 00:46:58,040
Speaker 4: what like, how beautiful this witch's book is? So I

870
00:46:58,280 --> 00:46:59,719
Speaker 4: just take a second design?

871
00:47:00,200 --> 00:47:01,120
Speaker 2: Can we talk about this?

872
00:47:01,320 --> 00:47:03,120
Speaker 3: Can we shout out to the to the authors that

873
00:47:03,239 --> 00:47:06,319
Speaker 3: write and design their own covers. There's a special type

874
00:47:06,360 --> 00:47:09,359
Speaker 3: of woman. There's a special type of black or brown

875
00:47:09,440 --> 00:47:12,640
Speaker 3: woman that I don't know who that is, maybe right

876
00:47:12,680 --> 00:47:14,480
Speaker 3: here with all three of us. There is a very

877
00:47:14,719 --> 00:47:18,400
Speaker 3: special type of black or brown woman who is not

878
00:47:18,560 --> 00:47:25,120
Speaker 3: only recruited and bidded for to be a published author

879
00:47:25,640 --> 00:47:29,440
Speaker 3: and one of the top publishers in the United States,

880
00:47:29,560 --> 00:47:33,480
Speaker 3: which let's also know is a very Caucasian and male

881
00:47:34,080 --> 00:47:37,479
Speaker 3: lead industry and world. There's a type of black woman

882
00:47:37,600 --> 00:47:41,640
Speaker 3: that identifies publicly as a witch, designs their own cover,

883
00:47:42,200 --> 00:47:45,400
Speaker 3: writes their own story, and puts it out to the world.

884
00:47:47,400 --> 00:47:49,720
Speaker 3: And they are sitting right here in front of your camera.

885
00:47:52,880 --> 00:47:54,920
Speaker 4: You're welcome. Thank you for hyping all of us up.

886
00:47:55,520 --> 00:48:01,320
Speaker 1: I mean anger, because thank you, any lies give me

887
00:48:01,440 --> 00:48:08,160
Speaker 1: my fucking flowers for what I've done. Which words, my Grandmama, Ala, Grandmama,

888
00:48:08,320 --> 00:48:08,880
Speaker 1: I love.

889
00:48:08,800 --> 00:48:10,520
Speaker 4: You, Grandma. Look at Granda.

890
00:48:11,040 --> 00:48:13,800
Speaker 2: I love you, Grandma Sylvia, I love you. This is

891
00:48:13,880 --> 00:48:16,360
Speaker 2: like a good book. That's my that's my family.

892
00:48:16,520 --> 00:48:20,279
Speaker 3: It's also a like a a dining room table book.

893
00:48:20,280 --> 00:48:22,399
Speaker 3: How do you call it a coffee table book?

894
00:48:22,440 --> 00:48:24,720
Speaker 2: But I'm from LA and like this is my family.

895
00:48:24,840 --> 00:48:28,439
Speaker 1: It's like I'm here, this is where my bloodline really

896
00:48:28,680 --> 00:48:33,359
Speaker 1: actually is throbbing, is active. It's like I'm very active here,

897
00:48:33,480 --> 00:48:36,319
Speaker 1: Like my family is very active here. My spirits are

898
00:48:36,480 --> 00:48:39,640
Speaker 1: very active here in Los Angeles. It's not for fucking play.

899
00:48:39,719 --> 00:48:40,799
Speaker 1: It's not a joke of just.

900
00:48:40,880 --> 00:48:44,120
Speaker 2: Like, oh my God, like I love La. I just

901
00:48:44,280 --> 00:48:45,239
Speaker 2: like want to know.

902
00:48:45,560 --> 00:48:49,160
Speaker 1: I'm really from here and my ancestors are really from here.

903
00:48:49,440 --> 00:48:52,800
Speaker 1: My spirits are really around me and protecting me and

904
00:48:52,960 --> 00:48:57,360
Speaker 1: always like building me up and building up other black women,

905
00:48:57,600 --> 00:49:00,399
Speaker 1: Mexican women, women of color. Is like, but I don't

906
00:49:00,520 --> 00:49:04,120
Speaker 1: like saying women of colors like black Mexican. That is

907
00:49:04,280 --> 00:49:06,319
Speaker 1: my ethnicity, whatever the.

908
00:49:06,320 --> 00:49:08,120
Speaker 2: Fuck you want to call it. Is like, but it's

909
00:49:08,200 --> 00:49:12,600
Speaker 2: like being here, being in Los Angeles is like, this

910
00:49:13,040 --> 00:49:17,319
Speaker 2: is I'm home. This is my home. This is where

911
00:49:17,360 --> 00:49:19,919
Speaker 2: I'm supposed to be at because I've been.

912
00:49:20,800 --> 00:49:23,879
Speaker 1: It's such a different energy that I just don't think

913
00:49:23,960 --> 00:49:28,120
Speaker 1: that people really understand, like unless you're from here, you

914
00:49:28,280 --> 00:49:31,839
Speaker 1: don't get it. But I'm very proud of that. I'm

915
00:49:31,920 --> 00:49:36,320
Speaker 1: so excited. I'm very thankful. I am excited to have

916
00:49:36,680 --> 00:49:39,759
Speaker 1: my book released here. I'm grateful to be here with

917
00:49:39,880 --> 00:49:41,760
Speaker 1: you guys, as like we're having the best.

918
00:49:41,560 --> 00:49:44,480
Speaker 2: Time, Like this is so much fun, al Shay, it

919
00:49:44,520 --> 00:49:45,239
Speaker 2: feels so good.

920
00:49:45,360 --> 00:49:47,960
Speaker 3: It feels so good to get to sit here with

921
00:49:48,080 --> 00:49:51,719
Speaker 3: you and like just in perfect timing and see what

922
00:49:51,880 --> 00:49:54,800
Speaker 3: you've created in book form, and you know, like just

923
00:49:54,880 --> 00:49:57,400
Speaker 3: have talks about the same struggles that we've struggled in

924
00:49:57,480 --> 00:50:01,560
Speaker 3: this process and also just being new to it. We

925
00:50:01,840 --> 00:50:05,680
Speaker 3: are not necessarily are authors, but like there is there's

926
00:50:05,680 --> 00:50:08,320
Speaker 3: so many mountains that have to be that have to be,

927
00:50:08,480 --> 00:50:10,719
Speaker 3: like so many obstacles that come with this process when

928
00:50:10,760 --> 00:50:14,319
Speaker 3: you're birthing something new and being able to get through

929
00:50:14,360 --> 00:50:17,120
Speaker 3: it and create such a beautiful book is so much

930
00:50:17,280 --> 00:50:19,319
Speaker 3: like but they like this is.

931
00:50:19,360 --> 00:50:20,800
Speaker 2: The thing I love about this.

932
00:50:21,120 --> 00:50:26,240
Speaker 1: I'm so excited that our publishers put us together because

933
00:50:26,280 --> 00:50:30,279
Speaker 1: I feel like it was very long overdue. Yeah, and

934
00:50:30,360 --> 00:50:32,800
Speaker 1: I feel like we were supposed to be put together,

935
00:50:32,920 --> 00:50:35,680
Speaker 1: and like, what are the odds of us having the

936
00:50:35,840 --> 00:50:37,120
Speaker 1: same publisher.

937
00:50:37,320 --> 00:50:39,640
Speaker 3: If you would have told us that very los Ago,

938
00:50:40,200 --> 00:50:43,600
Speaker 3: I would have never ever ever believed that.

939
00:50:43,800 --> 00:50:46,480
Speaker 2: And they were like, you guys are fucking authors.

940
00:50:46,719 --> 00:50:49,160
Speaker 4: That somehow, but it's somehow we were going to connect.

941
00:50:49,280 --> 00:50:50,839
Speaker 4: It was like, it's just you never know, it's never

942
00:50:50,880 --> 00:50:52,640
Speaker 4: in the ways that you think it wasn't via.

943
00:50:52,960 --> 00:50:56,440
Speaker 3: IG's and like it's just it's so divine, Like the

944
00:50:56,520 --> 00:50:58,920
Speaker 3: timing is so divine, and how things come together are

945
00:50:58,960 --> 00:51:00,839
Speaker 3: so divine, and for to be this way. We're all

946
00:51:00,880 --> 00:51:03,720
Speaker 3: from la, you know, Like it's just we're.

947
00:51:03,600 --> 00:51:06,560
Speaker 1: All crazy, witchy wild women.

948
00:51:06,840 --> 00:51:09,919
Speaker 3: It's magic. It literally is magic, wild tame.

949
00:51:10,000 --> 00:51:12,240
Speaker 2: We have the fucking like we would have like died

950
00:51:12,520 --> 00:51:13,719
Speaker 2: in the old days of like.

951
00:51:14,400 --> 00:51:16,319
Speaker 4: We might have been burned, might have been burned at

952
00:51:16,320 --> 00:51:16,680
Speaker 4: the stake.

953
00:51:16,920 --> 00:51:18,759
Speaker 2: We would have been burned this stick. But also we

954
00:51:18,760 --> 00:51:22,040
Speaker 2: would have been killed by a like wait, man, slave,

955
00:51:22,680 --> 00:51:23,200
Speaker 2: you're a squirre.

956
00:51:23,680 --> 00:51:26,800
Speaker 3: Yes, okay, I feel so jealousy.

957
00:51:26,600 --> 00:51:29,480
Speaker 1: Don't you jealais of this corning? That's what I'm saying

958
00:51:29,480 --> 00:51:32,279
Speaker 1: to But whenever dueling each other through this like a

959
00:51:32,360 --> 00:51:36,240
Speaker 1: duelist square, yes, no, I'm not joking, like a tantric session.

960
00:51:36,400 --> 00:51:38,040
Speaker 2: No, it's literally just like.

961
00:51:38,200 --> 00:51:42,840
Speaker 1: When you feel the pleasure, sometimes your body it naturally

962
00:51:42,960 --> 00:51:44,120
Speaker 1: depending on like what's.

963
00:51:43,920 --> 00:51:47,520
Speaker 2: In your mind, it wants to hold back. And so

964
00:51:47,719 --> 00:51:48,560
Speaker 2: when I knew I was.

965
00:51:48,560 --> 00:51:53,080
Speaker 1: With the wrong person sexually, I was not like orgasming

966
00:51:53,480 --> 00:51:55,960
Speaker 1: because I was holding myself.

967
00:51:55,640 --> 00:51:57,399
Speaker 3: Back because your body, your spirit knew wasn't.

968
00:51:57,560 --> 00:52:02,960
Speaker 1: Yes, he was not the right outlet you know. However,

969
00:52:04,320 --> 00:52:07,840
Speaker 1: prior to that, it was always just like, yeah, you

970
00:52:07,920 --> 00:52:11,000
Speaker 1: were having fun. We're just like you know, it just

971
00:52:11,200 --> 00:52:14,360
Speaker 1: comes it just you don't even feel any tension. So

972
00:52:14,520 --> 00:52:18,640
Speaker 1: I think that what's more important for people who have

973
00:52:18,880 --> 00:52:22,960
Speaker 1: never squirted in their life or had like ejaculation like

974
00:52:23,080 --> 00:52:26,840
Speaker 1: from your pussy. I think it's important to just like

975
00:52:27,360 --> 00:52:31,279
Speaker 1: when you feel that you want to hold back and restrict,

976
00:52:32,080 --> 00:52:34,680
Speaker 1: let go, push it out, let it.

977
00:52:34,840 --> 00:52:38,280
Speaker 2: Go when you want to like reserve your innergy.

978
00:52:38,680 --> 00:52:42,400
Speaker 1: Oh, I don't like even when you're like, oh, you

979
00:52:42,480 --> 00:52:44,239
Speaker 1: were like run for.

980
00:52:47,000 --> 00:52:49,040
Speaker 2: So good, like, oh my god, it feels good, you

981
00:52:49,080 --> 00:52:50,759
Speaker 2: still want to resist, Well, let it go.

982
00:52:51,320 --> 00:52:52,120
Speaker 3: That's so important.

983
00:52:52,360 --> 00:52:52,840
Speaker 2: Surrender.

984
00:52:53,280 --> 00:52:54,480
Speaker 4: That's the word surrender.

985
00:52:55,080 --> 00:52:56,080
Speaker 2: You have to surrender.

986
00:52:56,400 --> 00:52:59,840
Speaker 3: This is a very good analogy of life because I

987
00:52:59,880 --> 00:53:02,440
Speaker 3: think so many of us forget to surrender, and it's

988
00:53:02,640 --> 00:53:04,879
Speaker 3: I just always have downloads when I'm drunk and I'm

989
00:53:04,920 --> 00:53:07,440
Speaker 3: high and I'm on the microphone. But it's so important that,

990
00:53:07,640 --> 00:53:11,120
Speaker 3: like the surrendering, I think we've been like taught to

991
00:53:12,200 --> 00:53:14,160
Speaker 3: keep it in, like we can't be too joyous, we

992
00:53:14,200 --> 00:53:16,399
Speaker 3: can't be too sad, especially as black and brown women,

993
00:53:16,680 --> 00:53:19,800
Speaker 3: and so any level of anything too heightened, it feels

994
00:53:19,840 --> 00:53:23,040
Speaker 3: automatically that you're supposed to shrink back. You're never supposed

995
00:53:23,080 --> 00:53:25,600
Speaker 3: to just be like, we're never feeling really safe in life,

996
00:53:25,920 --> 00:53:28,080
Speaker 3: so you can't feel safe in any extreme emotion.

997
00:53:28,239 --> 00:53:30,080
Speaker 4: You feel like you're always it's almost like act like

998
00:53:30,120 --> 00:53:31,839
Speaker 4: a child. Just act like a child.

999
00:53:32,000 --> 00:53:34,799
Speaker 3: Yeah, and just your pussy gush.

1000
00:53:37,880 --> 00:53:39,319
Speaker 4: Things together?

1001
00:53:39,800 --> 00:53:42,000
Speaker 3: Is that the affirmation let your pussy gus Yeah, let

1002
00:53:42,040 --> 00:53:42,919
Speaker 3: you're a posty gud.

1003
00:53:45,000 --> 00:53:48,680
Speaker 1: Just surrender and let your pussy gush because you your

1004
00:53:48,800 --> 00:53:52,000
Speaker 1: pussy juices want to come out of you, and it's

1005
00:53:52,040 --> 00:53:54,160
Speaker 1: going to be the best love spell once you come

1006
00:53:54,320 --> 00:53:55,200
Speaker 1: in that man's mouth.

1007
00:53:55,520 --> 00:53:59,879
Speaker 4: Okay, is that part of a love spell, like making

1008
00:54:00,080 --> 00:54:01,600
Speaker 4: sure that you come in someone's mind?

1009
00:54:01,640 --> 00:54:03,560
Speaker 1: I mean no, it's like if you actually do It's

1010
00:54:03,640 --> 00:54:06,080
Speaker 1: like what do you think men do when you suck

1011
00:54:06,120 --> 00:54:08,840
Speaker 1: their dick and you swallow their cumb That's it's a

1012
00:54:08,880 --> 00:54:09,960
Speaker 1: fucking spoke change.

1013
00:54:10,160 --> 00:54:10,399
Speaker 2: Hello.

1014
00:54:11,040 --> 00:54:12,520
Speaker 3: When I got your book in the mail, I opened

1015
00:54:12,520 --> 00:54:14,239
Speaker 3: it and I was so happy because when I met

1016
00:54:14,280 --> 00:54:16,600
Speaker 3: my my, when I met my four weeks after I

1017
00:54:16,719 --> 00:54:19,399
Speaker 3: met my lover Orlando, it's been like three years since then.

1018
00:54:19,960 --> 00:54:21,560
Speaker 3: For some outer reason, he was like, I want to

1019
00:54:21,600 --> 00:54:23,560
Speaker 3: do a blood kink, and I was like, okay, and

1020
00:54:23,600 --> 00:54:26,040
Speaker 3: he a blood kink. He took his own blood and

1021
00:54:26,160 --> 00:54:28,400
Speaker 3: he wrote his initials on my chest. Way, how'd you

1022
00:54:28,480 --> 00:54:30,080
Speaker 3: get the blood? Did you cut each other?

1023
00:54:30,280 --> 00:54:30,320
Speaker 1: No?

1024
00:54:30,400 --> 00:54:30,920
Speaker 2: I didn't do that.

1025
00:54:31,080 --> 00:54:34,239
Speaker 3: He took his blood out with an and he brought

1026
00:54:34,239 --> 00:54:36,200
Speaker 3: a butterfly needle to Mexico and we were like on

1027
00:54:36,320 --> 00:54:39,279
Speaker 3: the beach in Mexico and he wrote his initials on

1028
00:54:39,440 --> 00:54:41,480
Speaker 3: my chest. And then afterwards.

1029
00:54:42,760 --> 00:54:45,160
Speaker 2: And a freaking blood magic. You guys are really doing

1030
00:54:45,200 --> 00:54:45,759
Speaker 2: blood magic.

1031
00:54:47,719 --> 00:54:51,600
Speaker 3: I licked the wound and then we fucked and now

1032
00:54:51,640 --> 00:54:54,759
Speaker 3: we're bounded for life. But when I opened your book,

1033
00:54:54,760 --> 00:54:57,000
Speaker 3: I was like, she understands me, but can you like

1034
00:54:57,080 --> 00:54:58,839
Speaker 3: delve more into the blood sect?

1035
00:54:58,920 --> 00:55:00,960
Speaker 2: Like the blood blood.

1036
00:55:00,800 --> 00:55:05,320
Speaker 1: Magic is a very powerful form of magic. It is

1037
00:55:05,400 --> 00:55:10,320
Speaker 1: a very powerful form of sexual magic. I would not

1038
00:55:10,480 --> 00:55:15,400
Speaker 1: recommend doing blood magic with a person who is abusive,

1039
00:55:16,040 --> 00:55:20,160
Speaker 1: who is mentally psychologically abusive to you.

1040
00:55:20,400 --> 00:55:23,320
Speaker 2: You do not want to bind or bind any.

1041
00:55:23,200 --> 00:55:27,759
Speaker 1: Person to you that is abusive, is negative or not

1042
00:55:27,920 --> 00:55:31,399
Speaker 1: uplifting to you however, or jealous or just a fucking hater,

1043
00:55:31,680 --> 00:55:34,440
Speaker 1: like you don't want to bind no negative to you,

1044
00:55:34,640 --> 00:55:36,880
Speaker 1: or like I'm sorry now, n any person who was listening,

1045
00:55:37,600 --> 00:55:39,640
Speaker 1: I'm like, assuming you guys are all black, and don't

1046
00:55:39,640 --> 00:55:41,520
Speaker 1: say it if you're fucking white, because you can't say that.

1047
00:55:41,600 --> 00:55:43,839
Speaker 3: But anyway, nigga always just applied to black.

1048
00:55:43,880 --> 00:55:45,440
Speaker 2: It doesn't have exactly, but I was like.

1049
00:55:45,520 --> 00:55:49,960
Speaker 1: Okay, anyway, do not bind any man or woman or

1050
00:55:50,040 --> 00:55:54,479
Speaker 1: person to you who is fucking abusive. So step number

1051
00:55:54,600 --> 00:55:58,479
Speaker 1: one with blood magic, stop fucking trying to bind people

1052
00:55:58,640 --> 00:55:59,600
Speaker 1: to you that don't like you.

1053
00:56:00,280 --> 00:56:06,399
Speaker 4: Period if they like you and they eat your pussy.

1054
00:56:06,320 --> 00:56:09,279
Speaker 1: While you're on your period or I mean, but that

1055
00:56:09,360 --> 00:56:11,200
Speaker 1: doesn't even also say that they don't like you either.

1056
00:56:12,560 --> 00:56:14,920
Speaker 1: You just have to have a good intuition, like just

1057
00:56:14,960 --> 00:56:17,600
Speaker 1: stop fucking with people who don't like you and stop

1058
00:56:17,680 --> 00:56:18,840
Speaker 1: trying to make them like you.

1059
00:56:19,040 --> 00:56:21,280
Speaker 2: With magic, and especially with blood magic.

1060
00:56:21,120 --> 00:56:26,440
Speaker 1: Because when you use blood in a spell or a ritual,

1061
00:56:27,320 --> 00:56:31,920
Speaker 1: that person is fucking bound to you for life forever.

1062
00:56:32,640 --> 00:56:36,719
Speaker 1: I still have a most annoying loser who will still

1063
00:56:36,840 --> 00:56:37,920
Speaker 1: be trying to talk to me because I.

1064
00:56:37,960 --> 00:56:39,400
Speaker 2: Let him eat my pussy on my period.

1065
00:56:39,520 --> 00:56:41,120
Speaker 3: That was my other question. It goes both ways, right,

1066
00:56:41,120 --> 00:56:43,719
Speaker 3: I mean, obviously no one's cutting their boyfriends open and

1067
00:56:43,800 --> 00:56:45,640
Speaker 3: putting blood at their name and the chest ex at me.

1068
00:56:45,760 --> 00:56:49,560
Speaker 2: But yes they are. It's me, everybody's. Every witch is

1069
00:56:49,600 --> 00:56:49,840
Speaker 2: doing it.

1070
00:56:49,960 --> 00:56:52,280
Speaker 3: Okay, okay, this is yeah.

1071
00:56:52,360 --> 00:56:54,759
Speaker 2: Every witch is doing Witches do it.

1072
00:56:55,360 --> 00:56:58,600
Speaker 3: But money doesn't work the same. Then if you want

1073
00:56:58,600 --> 00:57:03,920
Speaker 3: to man, it's better than sea catchup shit. I've never

1074
00:57:03,960 --> 00:57:05,120
Speaker 3: met a man who's blood.

1075
00:57:05,120 --> 00:57:07,120
Speaker 4: I want to put them first of all, you're.

1076
00:57:07,080 --> 00:57:11,040
Speaker 1: Right, the blood spell is actually better than Sierra's ritual.

1077
00:57:11,480 --> 00:57:14,759
Speaker 1: You may not get you a rich nigger like Russell, but.

1078
00:57:14,840 --> 00:57:18,000
Speaker 2: You won't get a nigga who's gonna be uh annoyed

1079
00:57:18,040 --> 00:57:19,040
Speaker 2: to you, annoying to you.

1080
00:57:21,720 --> 00:57:25,320
Speaker 1: Wait, okay, if the guy is a cheater, let's just

1081
00:57:25,560 --> 00:57:26,919
Speaker 1: let's talk about the spell work.

1082
00:57:27,400 --> 00:57:30,920
Speaker 2: If this guy is a cheater and you give him

1083
00:57:30,960 --> 00:57:34,080
Speaker 2: your fucking period, blood, is that through sex and through?

1084
00:57:34,600 --> 00:57:36,080
Speaker 2: It's like just through, like you.

1085
00:57:36,200 --> 00:57:40,120
Speaker 1: Take your period blood and in South America and even

1086
00:57:40,120 --> 00:57:42,920
Speaker 1: in the South, in American South. My grandfather, and this

1087
00:57:43,080 --> 00:57:47,160
Speaker 1: is a funny story, my granddaddy, he's from Arkansas. He

1088
00:57:47,400 --> 00:57:50,880
Speaker 1: used to tell me he called me Pinky. He said, Pinky,

1089
00:57:51,520 --> 00:57:54,120
Speaker 1: I don't drink no black coffee from single ladies.

1090
00:57:54,720 --> 00:57:55,600
Speaker 2: And I said why.

1091
00:57:55,920 --> 00:57:57,479
Speaker 1: I didn't know what the fuck he was talking about.

1092
00:57:58,040 --> 00:58:01,360
Speaker 1: Why don't Why don't you why I don't drink black

1093
00:58:01,400 --> 00:58:04,240
Speaker 1: coffee from single ladies. But he would crack up laughing.

1094
00:58:05,080 --> 00:58:08,240
Speaker 1: And then as I grew up and realized he didn't

1095
00:58:08,360 --> 00:58:11,480
Speaker 1: drink black coffee from single ladies because in the South,

1096
00:58:12,360 --> 00:58:14,640
Speaker 1: and you know, we're talking about whodo, we're talking about

1097
00:58:14,720 --> 00:58:17,040
Speaker 1: ritual putting your period.

1098
00:58:16,760 --> 00:58:18,680
Speaker 4: Blood in the black coffee.

1099
00:58:18,840 --> 00:58:21,480
Speaker 1: And have you ever heard the joke when guys from

1100
00:58:21,520 --> 00:58:24,240
Speaker 1: the South were like, I don't eat everybody's spaghetti.

1101
00:58:24,480 --> 00:58:29,400
Speaker 2: Yeah, I don't eat everybody spaghetti because the women would

1102
00:58:29,480 --> 00:58:30,880
Speaker 2: put their menstrual blood.

1103
00:58:30,960 --> 00:58:33,840
Speaker 1: You put your period blood in the spaghetti sauce. You

1104
00:58:33,920 --> 00:58:36,000
Speaker 1: can put your period blood in any red sauce, in

1105
00:58:36,080 --> 00:58:39,160
Speaker 1: a red wine. And then I put a spell even

1106
00:58:39,360 --> 00:58:45,920
Speaker 1: from my book about like putting your panties and then

1107
00:58:46,040 --> 00:58:48,760
Speaker 1: the water and boiling your panties and putting the water

1108
00:58:49,520 --> 00:58:53,200
Speaker 1: into making a sweet rice. And that's always been the

1109
00:58:53,320 --> 00:58:57,160
Speaker 1: Caribbean in South America. You make a sweet rice for

1110
00:58:57,240 --> 00:59:00,680
Speaker 1: your husband and he always will stay faithful to you.

1111
00:59:01,440 --> 00:59:05,600
Speaker 1: But don't also get it twisted. These men do the

1112
00:59:05,680 --> 00:59:09,000
Speaker 1: same shit because they can put their comb in your mouth,

1113
00:59:09,520 --> 00:59:11,840
Speaker 1: and when you're sucking their dick and you swallow it,

1114
00:59:12,480 --> 00:59:16,520
Speaker 1: that's a spell. It's the same potency of the spell.

1115
00:59:16,680 --> 00:59:20,800
Speaker 1: It's like super it's very because you have the life

1116
00:59:20,840 --> 00:59:24,320
Speaker 1: force straight into your mouth that you are ingesting. So

1117
00:59:24,440 --> 00:59:27,880
Speaker 1: it's like you're swallowing their comb like that is a

1118
00:59:27,960 --> 00:59:31,800
Speaker 1: spell too. That's how gay men put spells in each other.

1119
00:59:32,080 --> 00:59:35,200
Speaker 1: If you're sucking each other's dick and like swallowing the coum.

1120
00:59:35,800 --> 00:59:39,720
Speaker 1: It's the same thing. It's coming in somebody's pussy, it's

1121
00:59:39,800 --> 00:59:42,880
Speaker 1: coming in your ass, it's coming. It's like anytime a

1122
00:59:43,000 --> 00:59:46,640
Speaker 1: person comes inside of your body, you are then making

1123
00:59:46,720 --> 00:59:50,680
Speaker 1: an energetic pack with them. I know that's farm a windgecraft.

1124
00:59:50,720 --> 00:59:51,520
Speaker 1: We know this already.

1125
00:59:51,640 --> 00:59:53,520
Speaker 4: It's like you have to know that, like you are

1126
00:59:53,560 --> 00:59:58,160
Speaker 4: agreen consenting to carrying a piece of this person's absolutely

1127
00:59:58,440 --> 01:00:00,960
Speaker 4: energy entity for maybe not forever, but but for a

1128
01:00:01,040 --> 01:00:03,120
Speaker 4: long period of time unless you're willing to do.

1129
01:00:03,400 --> 01:00:06,160
Speaker 1: But even for most women, they don't even realize this.

1130
01:00:06,480 --> 01:00:09,560
Speaker 1: When you have a baby boy. Most women do not

1131
01:00:09,720 --> 01:00:14,040
Speaker 1: know this. When you have a baby boy, your partner's DNA.

1132
01:00:14,720 --> 01:00:19,600
Speaker 1: When you genetically have a son, yeah, he changes your

1133
01:00:19,800 --> 01:00:25,080
Speaker 1: DNA and the baby's daddy. His DNA lives inside of

1134
01:00:25,200 --> 01:00:28,600
Speaker 1: you for like, I think it was like twenty years

1135
01:00:28,720 --> 01:00:32,040
Speaker 1: or something like that. I'm honest, like maybe sixteen to

1136
01:00:32,160 --> 01:00:35,680
Speaker 1: twenty years. But if you let these guys come in

1137
01:00:35,840 --> 01:00:38,400
Speaker 1: you and nut in you and it's just for fucking

1138
01:00:38,440 --> 01:00:41,960
Speaker 1: shits and giggles and fun, it's like baby Like, I

1139
01:00:42,120 --> 01:00:45,640
Speaker 1: hope that you're doing cleansing. I hope that you're doing

1140
01:00:45,800 --> 01:00:49,520
Speaker 1: something to like purify yourself. But if you have multiple

1141
01:00:49,640 --> 01:00:52,320
Speaker 1: partners and you're letting them nut in you and just

1142
01:00:52,440 --> 01:00:53,960
Speaker 1: do whatever the fuck they want to do, is like

1143
01:00:54,320 --> 01:00:57,240
Speaker 1: you have to take care of yourself on a deeper

1144
01:00:57,600 --> 01:01:02,480
Speaker 1: fucking spiritual level because you are making packs and agreements

1145
01:01:02,600 --> 01:01:07,680
Speaker 1: with their DNA, with their DNA, even if you don't

1146
01:01:07,680 --> 01:01:10,439
Speaker 1: get pregnant, it's like you have living organisms.

1147
01:01:11,000 --> 01:01:12,120
Speaker 2: Their sperm is.

1148
01:01:12,160 --> 01:01:15,720
Speaker 1: Like it's inside of your body, Like you're allowing this

1149
01:01:15,920 --> 01:01:18,480
Speaker 1: inside of you. So it's like you have to absolutely

1150
01:01:18,560 --> 01:01:21,720
Speaker 1: be careful. It's like not only being careful from a

1151
01:01:21,840 --> 01:01:25,920
Speaker 1: health you know, health disease and all these perspective, but

1152
01:01:25,960 --> 01:01:28,440
Speaker 1: it's like just be careful on a spiritual level of

1153
01:01:28,600 --> 01:01:30,040
Speaker 1: like who you're allowing to.

1154
01:01:30,200 --> 01:01:31,880
Speaker 2: Like just nutt you right.

1155
01:01:32,240 --> 01:01:35,240
Speaker 3: So now it is Tarot Time with a hood, which

1156
01:01:35,560 --> 01:01:40,720
Speaker 3: we did behind the scenes, Tarot portion strictly for patreons.

1157
01:01:40,760 --> 01:01:43,200
Speaker 3: If now on Patreon you're missing out, then we did

1158
01:01:43,280 --> 01:01:47,200
Speaker 3: want the Eric and I pulled, repulled, and now we're

1159
01:01:47,240 --> 01:01:49,600
Speaker 3: gonna do Tarot time for the collective.

1160
01:01:50,560 --> 01:02:01,320
Speaker 1: There we go, let's just a moment. We're going to

1161
01:02:01,400 --> 01:02:11,200
Speaker 1: take a couple of deep breaths in we ask our

1162
01:02:11,320 --> 01:02:15,960
Speaker 1: spirit guides and our elevated ancestors to be present with

1163
01:02:16,160 --> 01:02:18,920
Speaker 1: us to give us the information that we need to

1164
01:02:19,080 --> 01:02:24,640
Speaker 1: know right now. Collective reading babies, Collective reading we have

1165
01:02:25,760 --> 01:02:28,240
Speaker 1: I want to like this, Yeah, make sure I'm turned

1166
01:02:28,280 --> 01:02:31,280
Speaker 1: all the way around. Okay, Collective reading for us, we

1167
01:02:31,520 --> 01:02:36,000
Speaker 1: have the full reverse in the past position. We have

1168
01:02:36,360 --> 01:02:39,280
Speaker 1: the Tin of Cups, and we also have the Queen

1169
01:02:39,320 --> 01:02:42,680
Speaker 1: of Swords. So this is really about us really letting

1170
01:02:42,840 --> 01:02:47,360
Speaker 1: go of just outdated beliefs. We are no longer foolishly

1171
01:02:47,520 --> 01:02:52,160
Speaker 1: walking into situations that are no longer serving us. We're

1172
01:02:52,240 --> 01:02:57,480
Speaker 1: putting family, valued, true friendships, those who really admire and

1173
01:02:57,680 --> 01:03:01,520
Speaker 1: love us, those who actually support us to be our

1174
01:03:01,640 --> 01:03:04,920
Speaker 1: support system, and we're putting that at the forefront of

1175
01:03:05,000 --> 01:03:08,000
Speaker 1: our attention. So for twenty twenty four, for the collective,

1176
01:03:08,480 --> 01:03:13,040
Speaker 1: it's all about relinquishing our outdated beliefs. So we have

1177
01:03:13,240 --> 01:03:16,560
Speaker 1: this Queen of Swords and she's reversed. She's in this

1178
01:03:16,760 --> 01:03:21,080
Speaker 1: position because she's really allowing herself to let go of

1179
01:03:21,200 --> 01:03:26,800
Speaker 1: these deeply held, strict, kind of nasty ideas and thoughts

1180
01:03:26,880 --> 01:03:30,960
Speaker 1: of how she spoke of people, how she spoke of herself,

1181
01:03:31,520 --> 01:03:33,800
Speaker 1: or just how you're thinking about like, you know, in

1182
01:03:33,880 --> 01:03:37,040
Speaker 1: a negative way of like being. And so I think

1183
01:03:37,440 --> 01:03:40,360
Speaker 1: we're really looking here and looking into twenty twenty four

1184
01:03:40,840 --> 01:03:44,560
Speaker 1: about putting a focus on our family, our happiness, our goals,

1185
01:03:45,000 --> 01:03:49,120
Speaker 1: what makes us feel at home, what makes us feel grounded,

1186
01:03:49,600 --> 01:03:52,160
Speaker 1: what makes us feel like we're in a space where

1187
01:03:52,360 --> 01:03:57,760
Speaker 1: we're just feeling really good emotionally. So this is now

1188
01:03:58,000 --> 01:04:01,600
Speaker 1: the chance for you to really start putting your happiness,

1189
01:04:02,120 --> 01:04:05,720
Speaker 1: your emotional happiness as a typ top priority.

1190
01:04:07,040 --> 01:04:12,400
Speaker 3: Wow, beautiful, it's the end of the year and that

1191
01:04:12,520 --> 01:04:13,360
Speaker 3: speaks volumes.

1192
01:04:13,440 --> 01:04:16,360
Speaker 4: That's true. I want my nervous system to feel regular,

1193
01:04:16,520 --> 01:04:18,720
Speaker 4: velvet all twenty twenty four.

1194
01:04:19,120 --> 01:04:22,480
Speaker 3: It's all tantric, you know. It's like regulating your nervous system,

1195
01:04:22,760 --> 01:04:26,080
Speaker 3: being in dialogue with your body, noticing what doesn't feel good,

1196
01:04:26,480 --> 01:04:29,120
Speaker 3: and then doing the things and the steps that really

1197
01:04:29,280 --> 01:04:32,520
Speaker 3: help you be present and be paced and not be

1198
01:04:32,720 --> 01:04:35,240
Speaker 3: overwhelmed because you're dealing with all the feelings.

1199
01:04:36,000 --> 01:04:36,880
Speaker 2: Yeah, I agree with that.

1200
01:04:38,680 --> 01:04:40,160
Speaker 3: Oh my god, you guys gonna be so sick of

1201
01:04:40,240 --> 01:04:43,560
Speaker 3: me after I get this fucking piece of paper. Crazy,

1202
01:04:43,800 --> 01:04:46,120
Speaker 3: I'm gonna work glasses and ship in lingerie and.

1203
01:04:46,360 --> 01:04:49,160
Speaker 2: You better be crazy. Panni is on.

1204
01:04:49,600 --> 01:04:53,800
Speaker 4: Only are you initiated now?

1205
01:04:54,920 --> 01:04:59,200
Speaker 1: No, you have to post the handy picture in front

1206
01:04:59,240 --> 01:05:01,959
Speaker 1: of the beach? What the panty picture at the beach?

1207
01:05:02,080 --> 01:05:05,680
Speaker 1: And you're like, yes, I am the initiated to goddess,

1208
01:05:06,440 --> 01:05:08,360
Speaker 1: I am the ton truck the goddess.

1209
01:05:09,000 --> 01:05:13,040
Speaker 2: Why have the panties by the beat? That's the tra Okay,

1210
01:05:13,240 --> 01:05:14,919
Speaker 2: that's the trick. Girl.

1211
01:05:15,000 --> 01:05:15,120
Speaker 6: Let me.

1212
01:05:15,280 --> 01:05:19,800
Speaker 2: I'm about to send you my pageant.

1213
01:05:19,000 --> 01:05:23,200
Speaker 4: That you already got that image them be naked fully,

1214
01:05:23,440 --> 01:05:27,880
Speaker 4: I got that, you know, just.

1215
01:05:32,520 --> 01:05:40,480
Speaker 2: Yesntra, I am the we love this.

1216
01:05:42,040 --> 01:05:42,600
Speaker 4: Gy rating.

1217
01:05:48,360 --> 01:05:55,920
Speaker 3: I mean mons, wait you see this ship next year,

1218
01:05:56,000 --> 01:05:57,480
Speaker 3: bitches is about to be crazy.

1219
01:05:57,960 --> 01:05:59,880
Speaker 1: It's always gonna be crazy because gonna be naked.

1220
01:06:00,280 --> 01:06:04,480
Speaker 4: Teddy's out, that pussy's out, squordn good.

1221
01:06:06,880 --> 01:06:12,840
Speaker 3: Pussy, goosh the magic. Now it's Harry time.

1222
01:06:20,840 --> 01:06:24,280
Speaker 2: So I went to a blade rave. And if you

1223
01:06:24,400 --> 01:06:26,360
Speaker 2: guys don't know what a blade rive is, it.

1224
01:06:26,720 --> 01:06:33,160
Speaker 1: Is a gothic rave that is primarily focused with BDSM

1225
01:06:33,520 --> 01:06:37,160
Speaker 1: industrial music and all the fun excitement.

1226
01:06:37,320 --> 01:06:41,120
Speaker 4: You're a gothic princess, can we go? Prince?

1227
01:06:41,320 --> 01:06:43,200
Speaker 2: I actually will take you to a blade rave here

1228
01:06:43,240 --> 01:06:44,920
Speaker 2: if you want to. I'm not joking.

1229
01:06:45,760 --> 01:06:46,560
Speaker 3: Okay, no, we will.

1230
01:06:46,680 --> 01:06:48,560
Speaker 2: There's like a lot of like fun blade raves.

1231
01:06:48,720 --> 01:06:49,440
Speaker 3: Okay, perfect.

1232
01:06:49,800 --> 01:06:51,840
Speaker 2: So I went to a blade rave.

1233
01:06:52,080 --> 01:06:56,400
Speaker 1: I met this very cute guy and I went back

1234
01:06:56,440 --> 01:06:59,880
Speaker 1: home with him and we're in his hotel room and

1235
01:07:00,360 --> 01:07:03,880
Speaker 1: he brought back one of his friends and so we're

1236
01:07:03,960 --> 01:07:08,320
Speaker 1: fucking and then his friend comes in the room and

1237
01:07:09,240 --> 01:07:11,720
Speaker 1: I didn't know if he was like bisexual or not,

1238
01:07:11,960 --> 01:07:13,600
Speaker 1: but I just was like, I want to see you

1239
01:07:13,720 --> 01:07:14,960
Speaker 1: guys suck each other's deck.

1240
01:07:15,880 --> 01:07:18,640
Speaker 2: And I made them stucking each other's deck.

1241
01:07:20,920 --> 01:07:26,640
Speaker 4: Take much convincing. Wait wait, queen, like you've taken Wow, wait,

1242
01:07:27,480 --> 01:07:29,520
Speaker 4: take a lot of convincing. Were they We just said

1243
01:07:29,520 --> 01:07:33,000
Speaker 4: it one time. They just like wanted to do Itwly

1244
01:07:33,080 --> 01:07:33,800
Speaker 4: put his head down.

1245
01:07:34,160 --> 01:07:37,320
Speaker 2: I feel like they wanted to, like do it. It's

1246
01:07:37,320 --> 01:07:38,640
Speaker 2: been like a long time because.

1247
01:07:38,480 --> 01:07:41,440
Speaker 1: Waiting for permission one time, like they've been like waiting

1248
01:07:41,520 --> 01:07:41,760
Speaker 1: for this.

1249
01:07:41,960 --> 01:07:43,360
Speaker 2: Moment each other for this.

1250
01:07:44,000 --> 01:07:48,360
Speaker 1: They were friends at the Blair Rave. So they sucked

1251
01:07:48,400 --> 01:07:50,480
Speaker 1: each other off and I was watching and I was like,

1252
01:07:50,600 --> 01:07:55,400
Speaker 1: really like, oh ship like this it was like actually

1253
01:07:55,440 --> 01:07:56,120
Speaker 1: really hot.

1254
01:07:56,240 --> 01:07:59,680
Speaker 4: They take turns, yes, and right now. But then the

1255
01:08:00,200 --> 01:08:02,160
Speaker 4: who was like the bigger dicked guy we.

1256
01:08:02,280 --> 01:08:06,200
Speaker 1: Got, he got scared because he was like realizing that

1257
01:08:07,000 --> 01:08:09,040
Speaker 1: he had a guy sucking his dick.

1258
01:08:09,680 --> 01:08:12,200
Speaker 2: And I was watching it and I was like, okay, baby.

1259
01:08:12,280 --> 01:08:13,880
Speaker 1: He was like god and he like I was like,

1260
01:08:13,920 --> 01:08:17,040
Speaker 1: it's okay, Like we're good, like do it, like have fun,

1261
01:08:17,200 --> 01:08:20,120
Speaker 1: like we're having a moment. And so he got in

1262
01:08:20,200 --> 01:08:23,200
Speaker 1: his head a little bit and then he like felt better.

1263
01:08:23,479 --> 01:08:26,400
Speaker 1: But then are you guys ready for the real fucking gug? Yeah,

1264
01:08:27,560 --> 01:08:30,880
Speaker 1: So after we all fucked each other that night in

1265
01:08:30,960 --> 01:08:32,760
Speaker 1: the shower. It was like it went on for like

1266
01:08:32,920 --> 01:08:40,479
Speaker 1: a pretty long time. It gets more scandalous. So after

1267
01:08:40,760 --> 01:08:44,639
Speaker 1: all of this happened and we're in the hotel room,

1268
01:08:45,600 --> 01:08:48,360
Speaker 1: this dude gets up and he's like, oh my god,

1269
01:08:49,120 --> 01:08:51,360
Speaker 1: we have to leave right now. And I was like why,

1270
01:08:51,520 --> 01:08:55,479
Speaker 1: and he was like, my girlfriend and her mom are

1271
01:08:55,640 --> 01:09:02,080
Speaker 1: coming to the hotel for brunch. So he's freaked out

1272
01:09:02,120 --> 01:09:06,320
Speaker 1: and he's calling the hotel like what is it called,

1273
01:09:06,400 --> 01:09:09,759
Speaker 1: like the fucking room service to come and like change

1274
01:09:09,760 --> 01:09:10,320
Speaker 1: out the sheet.

1275
01:09:10,320 --> 01:09:11,360
Speaker 4: They were gonna come upstairs.

1276
01:09:11,520 --> 01:09:15,720
Speaker 2: They're coming, Yes, they're coming. They flew in to meet him.

1277
01:09:15,760 --> 01:09:18,760
Speaker 4: Their flight just got there. Even I answer for a

1278
01:09:18,800 --> 01:09:20,240
Speaker 4: minute and wait and wait.

1279
01:09:20,439 --> 01:09:22,960
Speaker 3: Imagine the fear that he.

1280
01:09:23,040 --> 01:09:24,840
Speaker 2: Just sucks some dick and took some dick.

1281
01:09:25,600 --> 01:09:30,519
Speaker 7: He's like all the dick his girlfriend and his mother

1282
01:09:30,640 --> 01:09:34,559
Speaker 7: in law on the way. He just proposed to her,

1283
01:09:35,080 --> 01:09:37,880
Speaker 7: Oh this might be the best they're coming.

1284
01:09:37,720 --> 01:09:39,720
Speaker 2: For brunch, might be the best.

1285
01:09:39,920 --> 01:09:41,880
Speaker 4: Help His worker knows how a freak he is.

1286
01:09:44,200 --> 01:09:45,920
Speaker 2: No, she did not Why do this?

1287
01:09:46,160 --> 01:09:49,240
Speaker 1: Why why do you hide your freaking You literally met

1288
01:09:49,280 --> 01:09:50,679
Speaker 1: a fucking stranger at.

1289
01:09:50,600 --> 01:09:53,560
Speaker 2: The Blade rav did she didn't even know you?

1290
01:09:54,720 --> 01:09:54,760
Speaker 4: No?

1291
01:09:54,960 --> 01:09:57,800
Speaker 2: She no, She was like just a regular ass. Wait,

1292
01:09:58,760 --> 01:09:59,400
Speaker 2: I can't wait to.

1293
01:09:59,400 --> 01:09:59,960
Speaker 4: Go to the fucking place.

1294
01:10:00,200 --> 01:10:00,840
Speaker 3: I have an outpa.

1295
01:10:01,040 --> 01:10:04,160
Speaker 1: We are going to the ray No, but are you

1296
01:10:04,439 --> 01:10:06,280
Speaker 1: ready to go? Like, I'm not joking that there is

1297
01:10:06,360 --> 01:10:09,000
Speaker 1: one at the end of this month. I'll come back here. Well,

1298
01:10:09,400 --> 01:10:12,560
Speaker 1: so my homegirls are throwing this like BDSM party and

1299
01:10:12,600 --> 01:10:13,639
Speaker 1: it's gonna be fucking lit.

1300
01:10:14,200 --> 01:10:14,840
Speaker 2: It's gonna be a fun.

1301
01:10:15,120 --> 01:10:17,799
Speaker 3: Well what works about a sex party December ninth downtown,

1302
01:10:17,840 --> 01:10:19,360
Speaker 3: So you should also come back for that. Maybe should

1303
01:10:19,400 --> 01:10:20,760
Speaker 3: just stay, but we're coming maybe.

1304
01:10:21,000 --> 01:10:24,000
Speaker 2: Okay, So we have to like coral my clothes.

1305
01:10:24,000 --> 01:10:26,439
Speaker 1: Okay, we have to like correlate like dates, but like

1306
01:10:27,120 --> 01:10:30,040
Speaker 1: we have freaky blate ribs where I'm like a lot

1307
01:10:30,120 --> 01:10:34,360
Speaker 1: of my girlfriends here like you guys will not You're

1308
01:10:34,400 --> 01:10:38,040
Speaker 1: not gonna be disappointed. It's a very like underground like

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01:10:38,160 --> 01:10:41,880
Speaker 1: this cannot be on it can't be on the podcast,

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Speaker 1: but like it's just for us, like everyone listening, but

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Speaker 1: like it's just for us, but like it is very

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Speaker 1: like fun freaky blait ribs that like go on here and.

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Speaker 2: Yeah and then you'll have fun. I'm dad, you guys,

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Speaker 2: I really love it.

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Speaker 1: Like there's like a totally different like seeing it's very

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Speaker 1: much just like Beaudis, Like it's just straight, like it's

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Speaker 1: pretty hardcore.

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Speaker 4: Sounds like vibe, but it's like pretty hard.

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Speaker 2: It's like it's just very like industrial.

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Speaker 4: Like just that's the type of shit I like. It's like,

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Speaker 4: that's my porn category. This sounds like my porn category.

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Speaker 3: Take a little mushroom, you know, get the dooms out.

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Speaker 2: So into it.

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Speaker 4: I can't wait for my fucking combat boots.

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Speaker 2: I have one more question.

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Speaker 3: Have you ever seen or prompted any other two guys

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Speaker 3: who suck each other's dick? Like that was at your

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Speaker 3: first live gay like three? Like mmf mm yeah, no, okay,

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Speaker 3: so you've seen you've done it before? Yes, okay, they

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Speaker 3: suck each other's dick and they do it, yes, wow,

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Speaker 3: but I like they want.

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Speaker 4: To Did they actually fuck each other as well?

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Speaker 2: Yeah?

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Speaker 3: I don't go.

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Speaker 4: So he went all the way, They went all the way, Well.

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Speaker 2: One of them went all the way, Okay, I got it.

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Speaker 2: The other one did not go all the way.

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Speaker 4: Wow.

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Speaker 1: Top and bottom, but like one of them, I will

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Speaker 1: not say which one was a good bottom.

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Speaker 4: Okay are you dumb? Are you dumb? Are you dominant?

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Speaker 3: I think we've cracked the cody.

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Speaker 2: Okay, yeah, wow, I think it nice.

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Speaker 4: Not the head, which is the dominant secret dominatrix on

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Speaker 4: the side business, I love you.

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Speaker 2: This is supposed to happen for many years.

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Speaker 4: I feel like.

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Speaker 3: I'm my sister and I'm so happy to have you.

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Speaker 1: I love you both.

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Speaker 1: at the hood Witch. I'm on Hoodwitch and what else.

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Speaker 4: Like, that's the hood Witch. You already know.

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