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Speaker 2: Hello, Oh man, it's wild. How the heck are you doing?
Speaker 3: My guy?
Speaker 1: Oh man, I'm doing all right. How are you doing? Ray?
Speaker 4: Oh I'm chilling?
Speaker 2: Uh yeah, man? So what's upble? What do we want
Speaker 2: to talk about.
Speaker 1: Says that you wanted to call in to talk about, uh,
Speaker 1: working at Chuck E Cheese.
Speaker 2: Yes, okay, so I have. I have plenty of stories
Speaker 2: of working there. Uh, but I'll start with the grossest
Speaker 2: one first because I feel like that one will be fun.
Speaker 5: Oh.
Speaker 2: So, like I'm I'm pretty small. I'm like five foot four,
Speaker 2: like Shirkings Unit, by the way, so very tiny. And
Speaker 2: when you're small at Chuck.
Speaker 6: E Cheese is like you are, You're very like usable.
Speaker 2: So like to get into the sky tubes, there's not
Speaker 2: many people that can fit up there, right, Like you
Speaker 2: have to be a certain height in order to crawl
Speaker 2: up there and like have space to move and stuff.
Speaker 2: And so it was typically my job to clean it
Speaker 2: when the time came, which was terrible. I'll let you
Speaker 2: know that right away. But this particular day was a
Speaker 2: day out of hell. So I come in to work,
Speaker 2: you know, and I'm just kind of hanging out and
Speaker 2: messing around on the games, just kind of talking to
Speaker 2: kids and stuff like that, like, oh, that's cool, and
Speaker 2: then uh, freaking, all of a sudden, we because we
Speaker 2: all wear walkie talkies for some reason, it's like a
Speaker 2: target or something or another, and over the walkie talking
Speaker 2: someone said, hey, we need someone to clean the sky
Speaker 2: tubes as soon as possible, and I'm like, oh god,
Speaker 2: So I don't answer because I'm just I have a feeling.
Speaker 2: I know what it's gonna be, so I just keep
Speaker 2: my mouth shut. I'm like all right, And then all
Speaker 2: of a sudden, they just call my name out directly,
Speaker 2: like hey, Ray, we need you back here real quick.
Speaker 2: So I head back into the back and they're like, hey,
Speaker 2: so you're not gonna like this, but some kids just
Speaker 2: shitting vomited all in the sky tubes. I'm like, not
Speaker 2: just talking and like in the like everywhere down the slide,
Speaker 2: Like I don't know what this kid ate like beside
Speaker 2: Chucky Chees's pizza, but like.
Speaker 1: Yeah, you know, but but but it was the forehead, right.
Speaker 2: Yeah, and it was it was pretty it was pretty bad. Uh,
Speaker 2: I don't know, I guess. So I took a few slips.
Speaker 2: You know, you're trying to wipe stuff down and it's
Speaker 2: small in there, you'll have a lot of space. So
Speaker 2: I'm consistently just.
Speaker 3: Falling and ship in vomit.
Speaker 2: Trying to clean up after this kid that is just
Speaker 2: having a rampage in there, and.
Speaker 1: Yeah, you're you're you're cleaning up the ship and piss
Speaker 1: and vomit while the kids. The kid's still in there.
Speaker 2: Yeah, yeah, he was stuck in there for a bit.
Speaker 1: Oh dude, Okay, you got to get the kid. That's
Speaker 1: that's like it's like it's like trying to dry your
Speaker 1: shower while the shower is running.
Speaker 7: We'll see.
Speaker 2: The thing was the kid was scared, like he was
Speaker 2: freaking out, so like he was like, because you know,
Speaker 2: he's vomiting everywhere, throwing up everywhere, so you know, he's like,
Speaker 2: what is my body doing to me? And like he
Speaker 2: just would not leave this specific corner of the sky tube.
Speaker 2: He just sat there and he was just like crying,
Speaker 2: and I was like, all right, come on, buddy, and
Speaker 2: like his parents are below me trying to coax him out,
Speaker 2: like come on, like.
Speaker 3: Come out, If you come out, we'll get you ice.
Speaker 2: Cream, which I thought was a terrible idea, like after
Speaker 2: what I'd just seen all over the place, and like
Speaker 2: the kids lose, yeah, but this uh yeah, so he's
Speaker 2: freaking out and eventually we get him down and stuff
Speaker 2: like that, but that's like far after I got thrown
Speaker 2: up and like just covered in shit, and then, believe
Speaker 2: it or not, the next day I came in, the
Speaker 2: same thing happened again, except it wasn't nearly as bad,
Speaker 2: so that that was a pretty pretty tame experience on
Speaker 2: that end.
Speaker 1: All right, I gotta ask you, when you're in a
Speaker 1: skytube cleaning up shit and piss and vomit, are what
Speaker 1: are you? What are you thinking? Are you like I
Speaker 1: need to get a new job, or what's going through
Speaker 1: your mind?
Speaker 2: My biggest thing was just trying not to slip it anymore,
Speaker 2: you know, like I'm just like out.
Speaker 3: Here trying to survive.
Speaker 2: Not in just this kid, bio hazard BES just made
Speaker 2: its way throughout this entire place, so like I'm just
Speaker 2: just thinking about surviving that moment. But trust me, on
Speaker 2: my way out, what I was done for the day,
Speaker 2: and I was walking out, put my walkie talkie way
Speaker 2: or whatever like nah, I was definitely already on like indeed,
Speaker 2: like come on, please God, something else.
Speaker 3: But then work out.
Speaker 2: I actually ended up working there for like two or
Speaker 2: three years until I graduated high school.
Speaker 1: So oh so this was during high school.
Speaker 2: Oh yeah, this is a wow though this isn't ya. Oh,
Speaker 2: I was eighteen, I think eighteen or seventeen.
Speaker 1: Oh okay, well this was this was, Oh okay, all right, seventeen,
Speaker 1: that's a perfect age for cleaning up shit, piss, and
Speaker 1: I actually I think the more shit, piss and diarrhea
Speaker 1: you're cleaning up at the age of seventeen. I don't
Speaker 1: know if I directly believe in karma as some sort
Speaker 1: of like like, I don't think that there's any uh
Speaker 1: deities externally enforcing it, but I do think that if
Speaker 1: you spend a lot of time cleaning up diarrhea, piss,
Speaker 1: and vomit at the age of seventeen, life can only
Speaker 1: get better.
Speaker 2: Right, Yeah, I mean in a way like it's funny
Speaker 2: that you say that, because I actually ended up working
Speaker 2: in a group home later in life because I wanted
Speaker 2: to be like a registered behavioral therapist, and the stuff
Speaker 2: I saw there was also just fucking nuts man, like
Speaker 2: I had had. Oh okay, I'll give you my favorite
Speaker 2: insult I've ever been told by one of the kids
Speaker 2: that were in there, and he was he turns over
Speaker 2: and this is gonna be a little blun sorry chat,
Speaker 2: but like he said, he said, stop being a cum
Speaker 2: guzzling cunt. And make us a dinner.
Speaker 3: I just looked at this kid and I was just like,
Speaker 3: what did you just say? And he said, I called
Speaker 3: you a cum guzzling cunt.
Speaker 2: And I just turned around and I was like.
Speaker 3: What the fuck?
Speaker 2: And that was like my first week on the job.
Speaker 2: Oh like twelve.
Speaker 1: You know, you know what's funny is you get older
Speaker 1: and you forget, You forget what it was like to
Speaker 1: be twelve. You forget that in fifth grade you knew
Speaker 1: all the ever, you knew all that stuff. I definitely
Speaker 1: had cum guzzling cunt in me at ten. I could
Speaker 1: see myself of calling somebody that.
Speaker 3: Yeah.
Speaker 2: I just thought that was wild though, because, like you know,
Speaker 2: I heard a lot of insults, but that just seemed
Speaker 2: like a very direct I was like, wow, he really
Speaker 2: thought about that one, or he heard it somewhere and
Speaker 2: it's kind of laid it.
Speaker 3: Out on me.
Speaker 1: Kids are crazy, Yeah, this is maybe they're maybe this
Speaker 1: is I've I've been meaning to bring this up on
Speaker 1: the podcast. This I maybe I have before. But I
Speaker 1: was in Manchester on my on my tour and I uh,
Speaker 1: I I was like, fuck, I was talking to this kid.
Speaker 1: This kid like found out that I was like popular
Speaker 1: on the internet and was Americans. So he like started
Speaker 1: asking me a bunch of questions. And this kid is
Speaker 1: like nine years old, and he said to me, He's like,
Speaker 1: do you know who Andrew Tait is? And I was like, oh,
Speaker 1: fucking do you know who Andrew Tait is? And he
Speaker 1: was like and he was like, yeah, man, Andrew Tate
Speaker 1: is top G. And I was like, what the fuck?
Speaker 1: And he was like, do you do He asked me
Speaker 1: if I listened to Joe Rogan, and I was like,
Speaker 1: do you And he was like, yeah, the one with
Speaker 1: Elon Musk. I saw this kid's nine years old. Dude,
Speaker 1: It's like these kids, these kids know the kids. These
Speaker 1: kids know way more than we think they do. I
Speaker 1: I really I hate children a lot, I do, but
Speaker 1: I was I was fascinated talking to this kid because
Speaker 1: it really like opened my eyes to like how much
Speaker 1: shit kids no, especially like being on the internet. I mean,
Speaker 1: it's these nine nine year olds are on TikTok as
Speaker 1: much as you and I are. They know actually they're
Speaker 1: they're on it more. They're more keyed in to the
Speaker 1: idea of somebody being a cub guzzling cunt than you
Speaker 1: or I.
Speaker 2: I guess so, but like I didn't even know, like
Speaker 2: you could be so angry. It's well, I guess never
Speaker 2: mind being in a group, I would be pretty upset too.
Speaker 2: But uh yeah, I don't know. While I was working
Speaker 2: there too, that my car got stolen. Actually I just
Speaker 2: got it. It was like I probably had it for
Speaker 2: like a month, right, And one of the kids that
Speaker 2: was in the home was known for, uh for stealing cars,
Speaker 2: like that was his thing. Right, So this kid, like
Speaker 2: he's very smart, and he's like very manipulative. So they
Speaker 2: were like, hey, beyond like your ship with him, like
Speaker 2: make sure that you're paying attention to what you're doing,
Speaker 2: keeping your keys locked up and stuff like that, and
Speaker 2: just like be aware. So like I'm I'm like not dumb,
Speaker 2: but I do dumb things sometimes, you know, like if
Speaker 2: the mine just slips and you're like okay, so I'm
Speaker 2: on my way out for the day, uh for the night,
Speaker 2: and my person's coming in to relieve me or whatever,
Speaker 2: and me and this kid were talking out in the
Speaker 2: living room just about his life, you know, and like
Speaker 2: kind of what he's going through. And it was a
Speaker 2: really sad story. I mean, like I hope he's doing
Speaker 2: all the right minds, like the fact he took my car,
Speaker 2: but he uh, he was just kind of like just chilling.
Speaker 2: And then he came back and he tried to follow us.
Speaker 2: He tried to follow me into like the office where
Speaker 2: all of our stuff is like on all the medication
Speaker 2: and things like that. I'm like, no, no, you can't
Speaker 2: go in there and.
Speaker 3: Stuff like that.
Speaker 6: Whatever, blah blah blah.
Speaker 2: So he like acts like he turns around a back up,
Speaker 2: and as soon as I go to like take open
Speaker 2: the door with my keys that are like strapped onto
Speaker 2: my side, he grabs my keys and rips them off
Speaker 2: of the lanyard that I had on because, like I said,
Speaker 2: I was on my way out. I was like, you know,
Speaker 2: I was trying to leave, rips the keys out of
Speaker 2: my freaking leg lanyard, runs downstairs, grabs some stuff from
Speaker 2: his room, and then he comes out with a fucking gun.
Speaker 2: While he comes out with a gun and is aiming
Speaker 2: it at me and was like, if you don't get
Speaker 2: the fuck out of the way, like I don't want
Speaker 2: to kill you, but I will, And he's like I
Speaker 2: need your car and I'm getting the fuck out of here.
Speaker 3: And I was like oh shit, and.
Speaker 2: Like in that moment, I'm not about to be a hero,
Speaker 2: Like I'm like, yop, take the fuck car, man, like
Speaker 2: it's all yours. So he darts past me, gets to
Speaker 2: the car, ends up taking off, and then all I
Speaker 2: hear in the background is him just hitting things like boom,
Speaker 2: like fucking just and I knew my car was was
Speaker 2: done at that point. I was like, yep, they find it,
Speaker 2: it's gonna be destroyed. So it took them a week
Speaker 2: to find it. Then it up picking it up on
Speaker 2: the side of the road, and it was just it
Speaker 2: was just patters, like everything was broken that could be broken.
Speaker 2: There was like there was whole handles of like just
Speaker 2: like random alcohol just all in the car, and it
Speaker 2: just smelled and breathed in there. There's a few like
Speaker 2: joints that were still in there. I took one of them.
Speaker 2: I'm not gonna lieu. They were just kind of like
Speaker 2: scattered around like roaches and stuff like that too, and
Speaker 2: I was just like.
Speaker 3: Well, what the fuck. It was like we like a week,
Speaker 3: but she was wild. Yeah.
Speaker 2: I don't work there either anymore.
Speaker 1: So I completely take back what I said about how
Speaker 1: if you clean up a lot of piss and shit
Speaker 1: and puke at seventeen that life gets better.
Speaker 3: Well, I mean I think it does.
Speaker 2: It's just the situation stuff, and like it really taught
Speaker 2: me a lot about just kind of like those kids
Speaker 2: go through a lot, you know, like they spent their
Speaker 2: whole entire life just being like told they're you know,
Speaker 2: like they're part of the system. You know, they're like.
Speaker 6: They suck or like their parents.
Speaker 3: Left them or can't handle them.
Speaker 1: You know.
Speaker 2: So at a certain point, it's like if you were
Speaker 2: that upset, like you know in life, is that bad
Speaker 2: for you at that young of an age, Like you
Speaker 2: just don't know how to react to those things.
Speaker 6: You're like the.
Speaker 2: First thing you want to do is either just fight
Speaker 2: everyone or just get out of there. You know, Like
Speaker 2: I don't want to be there. I didn't even want
Speaker 2: to be there working there. I can only imagine how.
Speaker 1: They throw Dude, how old How old was this kid?
Speaker 3: Uh?
Speaker 2: That one was fourteen?
Speaker 1: Fourteen?
Speaker 2: Man?
Speaker 1: And I assumed did he yea, I assume you had
Speaker 1: to go to Juvie from there.
Speaker 3: Yeah.
Speaker 2: I still get letters every once in a while, I'm
Speaker 2: dating me where he's moving around to. From my understanding,
Speaker 2: he got upgraded to the adult penitentiary and he's now
Speaker 2: I think serving a few more years for beating up
Speaker 2: someone that he was with him or whatever.
Speaker 1: Wait you why do you why do you get updates?
Speaker 1: Is it like for your safety since you like a.
Speaker 2: Fucking it, Like I kind of well, yeah, it was
Speaker 2: mainly just like a like a victim advocate kind of
Speaker 2: program that we have in the state that I live here,
Speaker 2: so like it gives you updates if you want them
Speaker 2: to kind of know what's going on. And like, yeah,
Speaker 2: the kid was like kind of sucks, but like I
Speaker 2: would hope that his life got better. And I kept
Speaker 2: getting these updates that they weren't. I was like, god, damn,
Speaker 2: like you know, just kind of sucks. So that's you know, yeah,
Speaker 2: they I got it.
Speaker 1: I want to say, it's it's my right. It's nice
Speaker 1: of you that clearly these uh victim advocate things are
Speaker 1: being sent to you so that you are like, oh,
Speaker 1: I think they're being sent to you for the opposite
Speaker 1: reason that you're using them for, you know, because I
Speaker 1: most people, most people would want to receive that to
Speaker 1: be like Okay, good fuck this guy he's in prison,
Speaker 1: or let me make sure to stay away from there,
Speaker 1: but you're actually using them to check in on this guy.
Speaker 2: Yeah, and like well, I mean you just don't, like
Speaker 2: we're all human, Like shit happens, and like I said,
Speaker 2: he was a kid, he made him a stupid mistake
Speaker 2: and he just sucks that, especially in that kind of
Speaker 2: system and that kind of could like community, like they
Speaker 2: just get stuck in it, like there's there's no real
Speaker 2: way out sometimes for them, Like it has to takes
Speaker 2: a lot of perseverance and a lot of inner strength
Speaker 2: to just get yourself out of such a terrible, terrible
Speaker 2: place and terrible situations. And then the people that work there,
Speaker 2: you know, like the turnover's high, so like you don't
Speaker 2: you all these people taking care of you are just
Speaker 2: strangers like in and out of your life, you know.
Speaker 1: Right, it's a bummer. I mean that kid's I mean
Speaker 1: easy to assume that that kid at a shitty home life.
Speaker 1: His mom and dad are probably shitty to him, and
Speaker 1: so he goes out and be shitty and then he's
Speaker 1: in fucking prison and people are shitty to him in there,
Speaker 1: so he's got to be shitty in response. It's just
Speaker 1: like it's just like, yeah, how the how the fuck
Speaker 1: do you get out? It's like you gotta. I mean,
Speaker 1: it's it's it's like even I don't know, dude, I
Speaker 1: don't know. I don't know how. I mean, even even
Speaker 1: when you know someone like you shows up and you're
Speaker 1: there for five seconds, but you show him a little
Speaker 1: bit of empathy, like you're doing the best that you can,
Speaker 1: and still it's not enough. He you know, steals your
Speaker 1: car and fucks it up. But yeah, it's a shame, man.
Speaker 2: Yeah. No, I mean, like, well, we all go through it,
Speaker 2: and that kid just had it a lot worse than
Speaker 2: I have, I guarantee in a lot of other ways.
Speaker 2: So I mean, which, like I still wish the best room.
Speaker 2: I hope he's good.
Speaker 1: Out there, you know.
Speaker 2: Kind of it sucks to grow up in that kind
Speaker 2: of situation, it really really does. And kind of I
Speaker 2: feel the same.
Speaker 1: But it's almost like what was that? What was this place?
Speaker 2: It was like it was essentially it was essentially like
Speaker 2: they call it like a like, yes, it's just a
Speaker 2: group home. That's the easiest way.
Speaker 1: It sounds like it was a chucky cheese but with
Speaker 1: no pizza and no games.
Speaker 2: Oh yeah, no pizza and no games. Kids still screaming,
Speaker 2: and I'm still cleaning up vomit and shit. So like
Speaker 2: I feel like nothing really changed between the two drownds.
Speaker 1: What do you do now?
Speaker 2: But yeah, oh I'm a mechanic.
Speaker 8: I work on cars.
Speaker 1: Oh that's a total one eighty from anything else.
Speaker 2: Oh oh yeah, no, one hundred ten percent. Like I
Speaker 2: do have a good passion for it, and I want
Speaker 2: to eventually like get a good savings up, like to
Speaker 2: go back to school and like working kids in that
Speaker 2: same kind of like field and stuff like that to
Speaker 2: really kind of try to be like, you know, hey,
Speaker 2: like you're in a shitty situation, but be like paid
Speaker 2: to be consistently there for them, you know, like and
Speaker 2: and and be in a good financial situation, have the
Speaker 2: education to deal with the problems that they have and
Speaker 2: help them, you know, instead of just like what they've
Speaker 2: been given, like in the specific place that I worked
Speaker 2: is just a simple turn and burn, you know, like like, oh,
Speaker 2: you're a good world per and you're not gonna like
Speaker 2: touch a kids or be weird. So you're like you're
Speaker 2: in you know, I wanted to like mean something so
Speaker 2: that they know, like, hey, someone actually like cares, you know,
Speaker 2: and they want me to be better and stuff like that.
Speaker 1: What uh, what's your ultimate goal in life?
Speaker 3: Right?
Speaker 1: What do you hope to achieve with the remaining time
Speaker 1: you have left on the earth.
Speaker 3: I don't know.
Speaker 2: Uh, I guess just be happy. Like you know, I'm
Speaker 2: already kind of happy. So it's like pretty much did it.
Speaker 2: But I just want to enjoy kind of life and
Speaker 2: everything it comes with, you know, Like I love I
Speaker 2: love going to see live music. I'm super into like
Speaker 2: going to festivals and stuff like that. So when I
Speaker 2: saw you at Electric Forest, that was super bummed because
Speaker 2: I wasn't there this year, but I'm definitely going next year.
Speaker 2: Oh yeah, it's those festivals are so fun. So like
Speaker 2: doing stuff like that, you know, living in the moment,
Speaker 2: going on random one off vacations if I can afford it,
Speaker 2: like you know, just live live life of one and
Speaker 2: just see what it'll has to offer.
Speaker 1: Yeah, Electric Forest was. It was a ton of fun.
Speaker 1: Hopefully I'll be back next year when when you're there.
Speaker 1: I mean, that was it was. I think that was
Speaker 1: the most amount of people that has ever seen It
Speaker 1: was like a thousand people in the crowd for both shows.
Speaker 2: Oh yeahaneh yeh is crazy. It's one of the biggest
Speaker 2: festivals in the countries and it's like one of the
Speaker 2: prettiest and honestly, like it's got this got good vibes.
Speaker 2: So like, I'm super stoked that you were there, because
Speaker 2: like I think you deserve all the Internet clout to
Speaker 2: have people make penisis and chat. You know, like you're
Speaker 2: off and I love what you do, so.
Speaker 1: You know, yeah, on my on the last I did
Speaker 1: two shows there, and then after the second one, it
Speaker 1: was like, all right, I have nothing else to do.
Speaker 1: I'm going to see if one of these people that
Speaker 1: are coming up to say hi to me after my show,
Speaker 1: I know one of them will give me some mushrooms.
Speaker 1: And so this guy, I would be surprised.
Speaker 2: I would be surprised if.
Speaker 1: I was like, I think this will be an easy find.
Speaker 1: And so this guy gives me like he's like he's
Speaker 1: like two is mellow. Three you'll really feel it. And
Speaker 1: I was like, I'll do three. So I eat three
Speaker 1: of the gummies and the whole time I had I
Speaker 1: was fucked up. It was like the whole time I
Speaker 1: was like, man, I wish I took more instead of
Speaker 1: like it was an interesting moment. For me because I
Speaker 1: was like, I should just be enjoying where I'm at right,
Speaker 1: but instead I was like, man, I wish I took
Speaker 1: more of these mushrooms. I had a great time wandering.
Speaker 1: For those of you who don't know about Electric Forest,
Speaker 1: it's like this big crazy music festival that it's also
Speaker 1: like a let's see I've been to I've been there Coachella,
Speaker 1: Bonaru and e DC and I Electric Forest I think
Speaker 1: has the had the greatest variety and spectacle of shit
Speaker 1: of all those things. I mean, it was such a
Speaker 1: cool scene. You're like, it's like an all night rave
Speaker 1: in the middle of the woods, but there's not just music.
Speaker 1: There's like all these different things that you can encounter
Speaker 1: in the forest. Like I saw they have a library
Speaker 1: in the middle of the forest, and there was this
Speaker 1: it was three o'clock in the morning, and there's a
Speaker 1: lady on a stage who is reading a children's book
Speaker 1: to all these adults who are one hundred percent of
Speaker 1: them are just gone on drugs, and she's reading it
Speaker 1: to them like she was like she's reading to kindergarteners,
Speaker 1: and she's like doing the voices of all the characters
Speaker 1: and like turning the book around to show them the
Speaker 1: pictures and stuff. It was awesome. I saw it.
Speaker 2: They have so much art too.
Speaker 1: They do. I saw this guy. Then there's this other
Speaker 1: station in the middle of the woods. There was a
Speaker 1: guy was like jacking off a puppet. He was like
Speaker 1: rubbing the clitoris of a puppet. And then the puppet
Speaker 1: squirted into a cup and then someone he had someone
Speaker 1: in the audience drink the puppet come. It was awesome. Uh,
Speaker 1: if you have the chance, go to the electric for us,
Speaker 1: and and I wonder what, Oh, it's probably oh, I
Speaker 1: mean it was. It was puppet come.
Speaker 2: Kind of makes it like, because you know, it's got
Speaker 2: to be like no, I don't want to think about that.
Speaker 4: Actually that'll be a lot.
Speaker 1: But also shout out, shout out to the homie who
Speaker 1: gave me those three mushroom gummies. You're a hero, all right,
Speaker 1: Ray anything else you want to say to the people
Speaker 1: of the computer before we go.
Speaker 2: I've introduced so many people to this show. I'm sure
Speaker 2: they've already recognized my laugh. So if you're out there
Speaker 2: and you're watching this because I forced you to watch it,
Speaker 2: to be like, hey.
Speaker 3: Look I did bang.
Speaker 2: The sun was later Hi, love you guys and everyone
Speaker 2: in chat. You guys are awesome to step be nice
Speaker 2: to each other, love each other and forget and then
Speaker 2: remember that people just stay stupid shit sometimes, like you know,
Speaker 2: but don't let it ruin your night and stuff. And
Speaker 2: while I hope you have a wonderful rest of your tour.
Speaker 2: I'm so sad I missed it, but I'm definitely gonna
Speaker 2: be there next year in Denver, and I'll have quite
Speaker 2: a few friends with me too.
Speaker 1: Oh fuck yeah, Denver's one of my favorite places to
Speaker 1: do it, so I'm excited to see it there. He
Speaker 1: went from cleaning up piss to cleaning up motor oil.
Speaker 1: He is ray, and I hope you have a good.
Speaker 3: You too.
Speaker 2: I hope you keep stream and I'll stay on and
Speaker 2: you have a good rest of your night.
Speaker 5: Do but take care man, Okay, Hello? Oh what's up?
Speaker 3: Oh damn? Yeah? What's up?
Speaker 1: While?
Speaker 3: Oh damn, I did not think i'd get through.
Speaker 1: How's it going, baby?
Speaker 3: I'm good man? How are you?
Speaker 1: I'm hanging in there, dude, I'm By'm a lizard, weird
Speaker 1: guy on the thing. What's up? What's going on?
Speaker 3: Hey, I'm just like felling nitrous balloons doing nitrous living
Speaker 3: live like hanging out.
Speaker 1: You know, I hear the sound of a nitrosus balloon
Speaker 1: filling up in the in your room.
Speaker 3: Yeah yeah, man, hold on, well yeah yeah yeah, you.
Speaker 1: Know, can you take I know this might be difficult
Speaker 1: because you're really busy, but can you take me off
Speaker 1: with a speakerphone?
Speaker 3: Is that better?
Speaker 1: Much better? How many nitrosus balloons today?
Speaker 3: A lot? I mean, it's a twenty pound tank. It's
Speaker 3: not empty yet, so.
Speaker 1: Twenty pound tank. That is absolutely enough nitrous to swell
Speaker 1: your brain. Ir reverse, stay, I.
Speaker 3: Mean you know you gotta breathe in between balloons, you know.
Speaker 1: Okay, Well, I'm glad you found a way to do
Speaker 1: this healthily.
Speaker 3: Yeah, of course, you know drug usage. Of course, the
Speaker 3: only way to do it is healthily.
Speaker 1: You know, how long have you been doing matrice for.
Speaker 3: Oh man today? A few hours lifetime. I started my
Speaker 3: first time when I was seventeen. I'm thirty now.
Speaker 7: That's seven times now, seven times eight, seven times eight
Speaker 7: is we'll see eight times eight sixty four minus.
Speaker 3: Seven would be fifty six, am I right?
Speaker 1: Damn it, that's pretty good.
Speaker 3: Actually, my DHD brain rounds up and then just subtracks down.
Speaker 3: It's a pretty cool, weird little trick.
Speaker 1: Actually, have you noticed any cognitive impair after doing all
Speaker 1: these fucking nitrous balloons.
Speaker 3: Given the moment, of course, following days, depending on how
Speaker 3: much I do, I will say it affects more so
Speaker 3: like your your liver, it's weird, man, Like your your
Speaker 3: ability to eat shit. If you don't keep up on
Speaker 3: your vitamin B get shot. So you got to make
Speaker 3: sure you eat like beans or like red meat, or
Speaker 3: like take one of days or something's it's it's the
Speaker 3: weird thing to be cognitively function of. But yeah, vitamin
Speaker 3: B when you do nitrous goes way down, So you
Speaker 3: got to make sure you do that. Vitamin B twelve
Speaker 3: extremely necessary for cellular function.
Speaker 1: You know, I will say you have put a lot
Speaker 1: more thought into inhaling this entire tank of nitrous oxide,
Speaker 1: and I thought you did. Yeah.
Speaker 3: I mean, like I said, I've been doing it for
Speaker 3: a while. My nickname is the wool cook. I you know,
Speaker 3: I I try to take care of people like got
Speaker 3: my My big rule is like, uh, you know, if
Speaker 3: you're gonna treat yourself like shit, you gotta make sure
Speaker 3: you take care of yourself.
Speaker 1: What do you care about what's what's your name? Nick?
Speaker 1: Is your name?
Speaker 3: Nick? Oh? Man?
Speaker 1: Yeah? Nick?
Speaker 3: Yeah? Yeah? What do I care about? Damn? That's a
Speaker 3: loaded ask question. Man.
Speaker 1: Yeah, I assume you care about things that aren't besides
Speaker 1: just getting stupid high.
Speaker 3: I yeah, no, I care about a lot. This is
Speaker 3: more of like a distraction. I genuinely my like bottom line.
Speaker 4: My bottom line is I just want people to be
Speaker 4: like happy, you know, free, healthy, you know, eat food,
Speaker 4: have a shelter, clothes, learn some stuff.
Speaker 1: Do you have hobbies? What do you do with your life?
Speaker 2: Oh?
Speaker 3: For sure? So I cook, like I said the wook cook.
Speaker 3: I like going to music often, if that wasn't a given. Uh,
Speaker 3: being outside in general is a very healthy activity. So
Speaker 3: in general, I'll try to be outside as much as
Speaker 3: I can. But a majority of my life is in
Speaker 3: the kitchen. So a lot of my my life revolves
Speaker 3: around you know, uh eating and drinking, which isn't necessarily
Speaker 3: a bad thing.
Speaker 1: Mm hmm. Do you have a job. What do you
Speaker 1: do for work? Yeah?
Speaker 3: So currently I run a sandwich shop. Uh've been you
Speaker 3: are beginning.
Speaker 1: I just wanted you to know you are beginning every
Speaker 1: single sentence with a yawn.
Speaker 3: No no no, yon no, yon no, no.
Speaker 1: You're like you.
Speaker 3: Yeah.
Speaker 1: Every the beginning of every sentence you say sounds like
Speaker 1: you're waking up from a nap.
Speaker 3: Yeah. Yeah, because I'm inhaling Nitris. So my voice is
Speaker 3: definitely skewed a little bit. Your job, my job, I'm
Speaker 3: ana cook, Well, lion cook, will cook.
Speaker 1: You're lion cook? What do you? I mean you don't
Speaker 1: have to docks yourself, but I mean are you are you?
Speaker 1: Are you line cook at a chain?
Speaker 3: Yeah? No, no, no, I'm an independent up in the
Speaker 3: I'll say that the northeast of America.
Speaker 1: What do you cook? What's your what do you what
Speaker 1: are your best dishes?
Speaker 3: I mean, personally, if I had an option to my
Speaker 3: favorite thing to cook a barbecue. I love smoking meats, uh,
Speaker 3: but you know, in general, fried fried chickens my favorite.
Speaker 3: Are you a bit Southern American? Go ahead?
Speaker 1: Do you get? Are you high usually when you're cooking.
Speaker 3: On marijuana? Yeah? Every day, all day for sure. Sometimes
Speaker 3: I drink you know here and there. I you know,
Speaker 3: when I was younger, I used to party a lot more.
Speaker 3: I've had my indulgences to the point of recognition. So
Speaker 3: now it's more or less on myself to live a
Speaker 3: lifestyle while maintaining myself.
Speaker 1: I have to say, I have to say, Nick, if
Speaker 1: you're inhaling a twenty pounds canister of nitrous oxide while
Speaker 1: saying that you used to party pretty hard, I am
Speaker 1: very curious.
Speaker 3: What you what you used to partying? Used to look
Speaker 3: like you? Yeah, a lot more nitrous, my buddy, I was.
Speaker 3: I don't do. I don't really, so I'll do. Let
Speaker 3: me this way. When I was younger, I practiced it
Speaker 3: than I didn't, and now I'm kind of back to it.
Speaker 3: The three piece, with the exception of the fourth, pills,
Speaker 3: powders and pharmaceuticals, and then presses. Those are the ones
Speaker 3: you want to be careful of.
Speaker 1: What's a pressy?
Speaker 2: Like a roll?
Speaker 3: Like ecstasy?
Speaker 1: Oh? Okay? And now how many peasy on these days?
Speaker 3: I mean, I'll eat like Mollie, but I don't really
Speaker 3: do pills, powders or pharmaceuticals. I might do like ketamine
Speaker 3: and cocaine, but I don't buy it.
Speaker 1: Okay, So all right, York. As a lion cook, you're
Speaker 1: making fried chicken, you're making barbecue, I have to assume
Speaker 1: that you're pretty make some pretty good food.
Speaker 3: I look to assume so, and I think you know
Speaker 3: from the feedback that I've gotten, people have told me
Speaker 3: that I do. Yeah, yeah, for sure did.
Speaker 1: On this phone call right now, you've I mean, you've
Speaker 1: taken one hit of nitrous oxide? Person said.
Speaker 3: Yeah, yeah, yeah, pretty much. Every like it's like every
Speaker 3: every every breath pretty much. Yeah.
Speaker 1: What are your relationships like? Do you have family? Do
Speaker 1: you have a girlfriend, do you have what's yeah right now?
Speaker 3: No girlfriend. No, I got a pretty healthy relationship with
Speaker 3: my parents.
Speaker 2: Uh.
Speaker 3: My nephew is actually up right now. I'm gonna go
Speaker 3: see him tomorrow or on Friday, we're going to go
Speaker 3: to the Art Museum. It's free on Fridays where I live,
Speaker 3: which is like kind of a giveaway where I live.
Speaker 3: God bless.
Speaker 1: Yeah, I don't know if it's as much of a
Speaker 1: give away. I don't know if the art museum is
Speaker 1: free on Fridays is as much of a giveaway of
Speaker 1: where you live as you think it is.
Speaker 3: Man, there's only so many museums, and there's only so
Speaker 3: many free museums on Friday.
Speaker 1: I mean, do you live in Philadelphia.
Speaker 3: I don't live in Philadelphia. No, that's a good guest,
Speaker 3: though it is in the northeast. I did say that.
Speaker 3: So yeah, now we're an hour and it down, so
Speaker 3: you're not helping me out.
Speaker 1: Get all right? So you have a good relationship with
Speaker 1: your nephew. When's the last women's your last relationship?
Speaker 3: Balm ship Man official years ago. Unofficially there are definitely
Speaker 3: some people who would be upset hearing this, but unofficially
Speaker 3: there's been a few here and there. The definitely mean
Speaker 3: a lot to me, but it was more or less
Speaker 3: me finding myself over the years.
Speaker 1: Again, I know you're doing very important things right now,
Speaker 1: but you can you keep the phone to your face.
Speaker 1: I couldn't hear anything you were saying.
Speaker 3: Can you hear me now?
Speaker 1: Yeah?
Speaker 3: I was saying, uh, you know, over the years, I've
Speaker 3: had relationships in and out, but I will say that
Speaker 3: they've faltered because of my own cognitive choices, like being
Speaker 3: vocal about setting boundaries, boundaries not being met, me leaving,
Speaker 3: or me not meeting the boundaries of said person.
Speaker 6: You know, man, we're all just working on ourselves.
Speaker 1: So Nick, do you desire to do your friends? What
Speaker 1: are your friends doing?
Speaker 6: Sure?
Speaker 3: My friends are listening right now. I actually texted him
Speaker 3: and said, I was in queue, So shout out my
Speaker 3: homies if they're still living.
Speaker 1: Do you what do you hope for the future? Nick?
Speaker 1: What do you what do you want out of life?
Speaker 2: Man?
Speaker 3: That's that's a question right there. Like I said, Man,
Speaker 3: I just want everyone to be like happy, healthy fed.
Speaker 3: Think you know a place to live close in the back,
Speaker 3: learn a little bit. That's like my bottom line, you know.
Speaker 3: I know it's a lot to ask. It's a very
Speaker 3: obscure and jaded thing I guess to be, Like, I
Speaker 3: wish world peace.
Speaker 1: But why I've never heard somebody say it was jaded
Speaker 1: to wish for world peace.
Speaker 3: Of course it is. Man, look at me sitting over here,
Speaker 3: sucking down nitrous, being like here we all just get along.
Speaker 1: Do you think do you think Vladimir Putin would be
Speaker 1: more chill if he was was high on nitrous a
Speaker 1: lot every day?
Speaker 3: I think I think he'd be more loopy because I've
Speaker 3: seen people not so fucking chill on nitrous. I don't
Speaker 3: you know, it can go one way or the other.
Speaker 3: Schizophrenic people shouldn't be doing nitrous. Is that dude grounded?
Speaker 3: I don't know. It doesn't seem it should. He do
Speaker 3: nitros Maybe, should he do mushrooms? Probably?
Speaker 1: I've I did nitrous oxide once five years ago, and
Speaker 1: I've never done hair, but it felt like what I
Speaker 1: think heroin feels like.
Speaker 3: It's so I've never done crack, but I'm told it's
Speaker 3: more like crack, like the like uplifting sounds and stuff
Speaker 3: like that I've.
Speaker 1: Been Would would you consider yourself addicted to whippets?
Speaker 3: No? No, because because addiction in the general term, you know,
Speaker 3: if you're talking in the physical sense. No, Psychologically still no,
Speaker 3: you know you can't physically get addicted to whippets. However,
Speaker 3: I'm psychologically not addicted to me was I when I
Speaker 3: was younger? That's a different question, am I now? No?
Speaker 1: Are you gonna do whippit's again tomorrow?
Speaker 3: Actually yeah, because the reason why I have this tank
Speaker 3: is because there's a band playing in town tomorrow.
Speaker 6: So I'm not gonna do all this tonight. It's for
Speaker 6: like after the show tomorrow. So when we're all like,
Speaker 6: you know, on mushrooms and acid and Mollie and stuff,
Speaker 6: we can do this while we're hanging out smoking weed.
Speaker 3: Yea chilling. It's like an after party thing.
Speaker 1: Are you gonna do them? The day after that.
Speaker 3: I'm just I mean, I doubt it because it will
Speaker 3: most likely be gone and then I'm not gonna like
Speaker 3: go fill the tank up again anytime soon. Okay you no, No,
Speaker 3: I mean especially with like what was that? I'm sorry,
Speaker 3: go ahead.
Speaker 1: Are you happy and satisfied with life?
Speaker 3: Yeah? Yeah, I got it. I think that's like a
Speaker 3: very weighted conversation. Like you know, each day is what
Speaker 3: it is. You take it as it comes. I think
Speaker 3: I'm a happy person. I like the relationships and with
Speaker 3: I like the job that I have, I have future
Speaker 3: in my mind. I'm not I don't think I'm a
Speaker 3: terrible person. You know, that's everybody else's perspective, I suppose,
Speaker 3: but you know, I like to think that I'm a
Speaker 3: good person. And what else can you say?
Speaker 1: Well, god, damn, you sold me on not your so
Speaker 1: ox side.
Speaker 3: I mean it's you know, it's not for everybody, but uh,
Speaker 3: you know, sometimes it's fun. Like I said, man, you know,
Speaker 3: it's like you just got to be smart when you're
Speaker 3: being stupid.
Speaker 1: Nick, Do you feel as though you got what you
Speaker 1: desired out of this conversation?
Speaker 3: I got I definitely got it, that's for sure. Man,
Speaker 3: Like I didn't. I didn't go in with any intention. Uh,
Speaker 3: there was no like extrapolation necessary. So everything I got
Speaker 3: out of this was exactly what I wanted. So I
Speaker 3: appreciate the time. You know, I genuinely didn't even think
Speaker 3: i'd get this far, So that's kind of cool.
Speaker 1: Is there anything else you want to say to the
Speaker 1: people of the computer before we go?
Speaker 3: Uh, people of the computer, just be kind to each other.
Speaker 3: And I'm up of the internet trolling. It's just old hat.
Speaker 3: Just learn to love yourself and love each other. My god,
Speaker 3: have a good night, Nick, you too, while thank you brother.
Speaker 1: Well we did it. We created the best advertisement for
Speaker 1: whippets on the internet. Sounds like it is the solution
Speaker 1: to all of life's problems. Thank you, Nick. No, if
Speaker 1: it's a terrible for you, definitely don't do whippets.
Speaker 8: All from Carlos.
Speaker 1: Carlos, Hello, how you doing?
Speaker 3: Am I on? You're on?
Speaker 1: Oh?
Speaker 8: My goodness? What an honor? What an honor?
Speaker 1: It's a fucking Carlos. I say this in full sincerity.
Speaker 1: It's an honor to talk to you.
Speaker 8: I'm pretty from ear to ear?
Speaker 3: Is that?
Speaker 8: Am I saying it right?
Speaker 1: You're going from ear to ear? Well, you're being preemptive
Speaker 1: because this you I don't, I don't. I don't know
Speaker 1: how this phone call is going to go. You might,
Speaker 1: it might, you might ring, you might hang out being
Speaker 1: like ah, that actually was not fun.
Speaker 8: No, no, no, it's it's cool. It's cool, it's cool.
Speaker 8: I'm just like really excited, am I. I don't know,
Speaker 8: it's overwhelmed.
Speaker 1: You know what do you what's what's overwhelming? You know
Speaker 1: at this moment?
Speaker 8: Well, I remember seeing your show randomly on on Twitch, yeah,
Speaker 8: and I was like, hey, this is pretty cool. Thanks,
Speaker 8: And then I was just watching your comments and people
Speaker 8: I don't know you. I feel like you have this
Speaker 8: aura where you make people super comfortable and and I'm
Speaker 8: pretty sure this has been said before, but because you're
Speaker 8: in a costume, you make people knock down this wall
Speaker 8: so they're like, very not. Do I have a bias?
Speaker 1: I guess, well, I I appreciate that. I hope I do.
Speaker 1: I hope that that that I have some kind of
Speaker 1: calming something. What's going? Is there a reason you called
Speaker 1: Carlos It's okay if there's not.
Speaker 8: I guess I've always just tried to call you and
Speaker 8: see if I could ever go through. Yeah, but hey, man,
Speaker 8: I just had a baby.
Speaker 1: You just had a child. Yes, man, Wow, that sounds
Speaker 1: that sounds awful. How's it going?
Speaker 8: Well, it is that as well, But for the most part,
Speaker 8: I feel like the good part overshadows it. Like for
Speaker 8: anyone who's ever are afraid of having one, like the
Speaker 8: reason why they don't have one, It's like it's very
Speaker 8: much there. It never goes away. You're still scared of it.
Speaker 1: That's the thing about having a kid is that you
Speaker 1: you can't really, I mean you you can have a
Speaker 1: you can't reverse the decision. You can't put the baby
Speaker 1: back up inside of the vagina. It's here right right.
Speaker 8: You wish you could shove it back in, but you know,
Speaker 8: you just you just can't anymore.
Speaker 1: You can't.
Speaker 8: There's no return at the at the hospital, per se.
Speaker 1: You can't kill the baby. You can theoretically kill the baby,
Speaker 1: but you you, it is agreed upon by most philosophers
Speaker 1: that that is unethical, and I'll you know, stand by
Speaker 1: that as well. So once you have a kid, you
Speaker 1: just have one, and you well, you can leave a
Speaker 1: lot of people leave sometimes I think that, you know,
Speaker 1: I talked to somebody on the podcast however long ago,
Speaker 1: and she was like wondering if she was a good mom,
Speaker 1: And I don't know, I had really good parents, So
Speaker 1: I'm not I don't have a good like uh, I
Speaker 1: don't have a lot of faith in this hypothesis. But
Speaker 1: I kind of feel like, just not not leaving when
Speaker 1: you like could totally just leave, is that's got to
Speaker 1: be like at least seventy percent of being a good
Speaker 1: parent is like you.
Speaker 8: Know, yeah, yeah, yeah, I definitely were there. So definitely
Speaker 8: I think that you definitely have to be there because like,
Speaker 8: I didn't grow up with my father, right, So whenever
Speaker 8: I do talk to someone who had shitty parents, I'm like, well,
Speaker 8: at least you know your father, right, you know, because
Speaker 8: and they're like, oh, well, you know, you don't know
Speaker 8: how it feels like because I do have my father.
Speaker 8: Babies a piece of shit, so like I'm not constantly
Speaker 8: you know, going to through it and then and that
Speaker 8: I'm like, well, I never had one to begin with,
Speaker 8: so I don't know. I guess it's almost like that
Speaker 8: half half full, half empty, Yeah, Like which way do
Speaker 8: you want to see it?
Speaker 1: Would you rather have had a piece of shit father
Speaker 1: than no father?
Speaker 8: I prefer no father. Yeah, I've thought about this. I
Speaker 8: think that my curiosity will always be the fact that
Speaker 8: I never completely knew him. I knew where to find him,
Speaker 8: but under certain like circumstances, I just couldn't see him.
Speaker 8: But now, you know, I've been very very busy with
Speaker 8: my own life, and once I became independent, basically you know,
Speaker 8: handling everything on my own, I just wasn't as curious
Speaker 8: as before. But I think that to be a good parent,
Speaker 8: not only do you have to be a president, but
Speaker 8: you also have to be kind of like, you know,
Speaker 8: curious about about about the kid, do you know what
Speaker 8: I mean?
Speaker 1: Yeah, yeah, sure, yeah. I feel like you can't just
Speaker 1: be like, all right, I'm here. I mean, usually you
Speaker 1: can do any you can do whatever. You can kill
Speaker 1: the baby. I was saying, you can do whatever, but
Speaker 1: you can't. You shouldn't. Yeah, well yeah, you guys should
Speaker 1: have just like, yeah, you shouldn't. Just you know, lean
Speaker 1: on the fact that being there is is good enough. Right.
Speaker 1: You gotta also be curious and do all sorts of stuff.
Speaker 8: Yeah yeah, do you ever plan on having kids having
Speaker 8: little lizards going around?
Speaker 3: Oh?
Speaker 1: Man, I mean I'm so so far removed from any
Speaker 1: life that looks like me having kids right now. I
Speaker 1: mean I'm still I'm a young guy. Still, I'm only twenty.
Speaker 8: Five, so yeah, that is pretty young.
Speaker 1: So I you know, I don't know who knows about
Speaker 1: the future, but I'm having I have a bro I
Speaker 1: have a hard time to take care of myself. Like,
Speaker 1: I don't do laundry. I just wear ship out of
Speaker 1: the hamper all the time. I go to sleep without
Speaker 1: brushing my teeth a lot. I don't cook anything. I mean,
Speaker 1: I'm I can't. I'm not doing good just me, And
Speaker 1: so adding a little guy, adding a little person to
Speaker 1: do all that stuff for, is that'd be too much?
Speaker 3: Right?
Speaker 8: Well, I think that you'll do just fine, brow like seriously,
Speaker 8: and this comes from the bottom, from from a stranger's
Speaker 8: bottom of heart, because I mean, I think that we're
Speaker 8: all we're all smart, right, and if you're interested in
Speaker 8: anything or like, you seem pretty responsible with your show,
Speaker 8: let's say, right.
Speaker 1: Sometimes I think that.
Speaker 8: I think that you'll at least like give it your all.
Speaker 8: I don't know you just I don't see you being
Speaker 8: like any sort of shortcoming of anything. But anyway, yeah, yeah,
Speaker 8: I'm pretty sure.
Speaker 1: Well, you know, sometimes my show drives me crazy, and
Speaker 1: I'm like, I should abandon this and go to you know,
Speaker 1: fucking Vietnam, But I'm not. I don't have any plans
Speaker 1: to do that anytime soon, but I think about it
Speaker 1: as a legitimate option. Whereas like if I had a again,
Speaker 1: you know, if I had a kid, I don't want
Speaker 1: to be like I should just abandon this kid and
Speaker 1: go to go to Laos, you know, I mean again,
Speaker 1: I can do that, but you know, it's a whole
Speaker 1: different thing.
Speaker 8: Do you have a way out out of your show?
Speaker 8: Like have you revealed your identity at all? Like if
Speaker 8: you wanted to leave your show, like knowing would definitely
Speaker 8: recognize you, you can, like you know, you know what
Speaker 8: I'm saying.
Speaker 1: Like you know how oh, I mean, I would just
Speaker 1: stop posting stuff.
Speaker 8: Right, but you have and like put your like your
Speaker 8: real name out there, you're I mean.
Speaker 1: Yeah, I mean people, I mean yeah, people know my
Speaker 1: real name and how I look. But I don't think
Speaker 1: people like like like no, I don't get recognized in
Speaker 1: the streets as myself.
Speaker 8: Ever, I think you're pretty famous, Like I saw you
Speaker 8: like two years ago, right like when pandemic very I'm like, oh,
Speaker 8: this is this therapy for real.
Speaker 1: So that makes me think feel sick that you think
Speaker 1: that I appreciate it makes me feel it makes me
Speaker 1: feel sick though you think I'm well, I appreciate your stokedness.
Speaker 1: But I feel like you and I are talking in
Speaker 1: a way that we would talk if we just met
Speaker 1: at like a fucking you know, a bar or something.
Speaker 8: Like yeah, first one, first round would be on me ron.
Speaker 1: Well, thanks man. But I don't I think the idea
Speaker 1: of like being famous and people having like an idea
Speaker 1: of who I am as a person is It's bizarre.
Speaker 1: But I'm trying to just be a guy, you know,
Speaker 1: And I feel like we're talking the way that we
Speaker 1: would talk if we just met on the street. Maybe
Speaker 1: not the streets, maybe the street. We wouldn't talk to
Speaker 1: each other about, you know, whether or not. I don't think.
Speaker 1: I don't think we would be like walking past each
Speaker 1: other on a sidewalk and I'd be like, hey, excuse me,
Speaker 1: what's your name? And are you planning on having a
Speaker 1: family anytime soon? I don't think we would talk to
Speaker 1: each other like that.
Speaker 8: But right right right, I think i'd be carrying my
Speaker 8: I think i'd be crying my having my crying baby
Speaker 8: on my on my arms. I'm like, hey, man, yeah,
Speaker 8: I have a baby now. So you ever have any
Speaker 8: questions you know, let me know, man, especially the heart ones.
Speaker 8: I feel like people, I feel like people don't talk
Speaker 8: about the hard questions, you know what I mean, like
Speaker 8: does it suck? Like you know what I'm saying, Like
Speaker 8: everyone's like, oh, having a baby, is you know a blessing? Blessing?
Speaker 8: Or like oh was this baby planned or whatnot? And
Speaker 8: like most babies, I think most parents I've talked to,
Speaker 8: you know, admit that they're not but like they're not
Speaker 8: going to like tell you the truth or like how
Speaker 8: can I explain this? It's like it's definitely like more
Speaker 8: life is definitely more real, and people are admitting things
Speaker 8: to us, like uh, people that we call adults as
Speaker 8: when we were little, Like they're being more truthful than ever,
Speaker 8: Like they're not white lying to us or to me
Speaker 8: anyway anymore.
Speaker 1: So it's like just kind of like veil and what
Speaker 1: in what way do you feel like they're being more.
Speaker 8: Truthful, like, for instance, like their flaws, because did you
Speaker 8: ever think that your parents could do no wrong? At
Speaker 8: one point? And it kind of like like now they're
Speaker 8: they're like, yeah, you know I was scared when I
Speaker 8: had you.
Speaker 1: Or like yeah you know kind of like yeah, like.
Speaker 8: They started to treat me like a more of an adult.
Speaker 1: M Yeah, for sure. I like having this conversation with
Speaker 1: my parents where either's I like, I like trying to
Speaker 1: hear about their vulnerabilities. I'm going, I'm I'm I'm going
Speaker 1: back home uh soon, And I'm thinking I'm thinking about
Speaker 1: recording a podcast with my parents, not like not for
Speaker 1: the public, uh like for this, but just for me.
Speaker 8: Is it can be like a voice Is it gonna
Speaker 8: be like is it gonna be like a voice podcast?
Speaker 1: Or is it like I think I'll just like I'm
Speaker 1: bringing I'm gonna just throw a microphone in a backpack
Speaker 1: and go back home and uh like I just asked
Speaker 1: them about their lives and stuff and record it and
Speaker 1: show it to my sister and no one else.
Speaker 8: Would you be willing to ask some hard questions about
Speaker 8: like you know, every family goes through, you know, hardships
Speaker 8: or you know.
Speaker 1: I've thought about autout that yet about that conversations you know, Yeah,
Speaker 1: you know i I've thought about how uh because yeah,
Speaker 1: every my family. Every family has like history of things
Speaker 1: that are maybe tough, and I've thought about how I
Speaker 1: want to talk about that in this podcast if I
Speaker 1: talk about it, But I mainly want to ask the
Speaker 1: types of things that you know I talked to you know,
Speaker 1: strangers about on this podcast, but like with my family,
Speaker 1: like how did you feel when you first had me?
Speaker 1: How did you feel when you first had my sister? What?
Speaker 1: What do you where'd you grow up? What it like?
Speaker 1: You know, just general stuff. I realized I've never talked
Speaker 1: to them about, you know, because because it would be
Speaker 1: weird to do over a regular dinner, you know, Like
Speaker 1: if I'm at and I'm like, how did you feel
Speaker 1: when you had me? I feel like I'd be putting
Speaker 1: myself out there with that question. But if I'm like, hey,
Speaker 1: let's sit down and like record something for the purpose
Speaker 1: of talking about this, I think it's an interesting idea,
Speaker 1: so we'll see how it goes.
Speaker 8: You know, what I think would be.
Speaker 2: Thought provoking or tell me, Carlos, I think.
Speaker 8: That it would be something like, how did you deal
Speaker 8: when your parents have siblings?
Speaker 1: They do?
Speaker 8: Yeah, how did how you know? How did your parents
Speaker 8: feel when they felt like their siblings were meddling or
Speaker 8: not respecting boundaries within their personal or metal marital life.
Speaker 8: You know what I mean, Like like those types of conversations.
Speaker 1: I don't know how I don't know how much my parents.
Speaker 1: That's the thing is that I don't I don't know
Speaker 1: how much my mom or my dad would like I mean,
Speaker 1: I would tell them, I'd be like, I'd be like,
Speaker 1: this is for the for the private, but I don't
Speaker 1: know how much they would be cool with talking about
Speaker 1: that on like recording it. But a question.
Speaker 8: I guess. My My goal is not to spur stirre
Speaker 8: the pot within that conversation. But it's just like trying
Speaker 8: to see, you know what, what what advice can they
Speaker 8: pass to you and then you to your viewers? You
Speaker 8: know what I mean? Like, I think it's worth while
Speaker 8: sometimes just spreading not only positivity but productivity. You feel
Speaker 8: me Like, yeah, I just think it would be worthwhile
Speaker 8: every once in a while.
Speaker 1: Carlos, Carlos, Carlos, Well, Carlos, thanks for talking to me
Speaker 1: about this. Good, Like you seem like a good guy.
Speaker 1: I thank your child is everything? Okay?
Speaker 8: Yeah, yeah we're good. We're good. Yeah. Man, Hey, you
Speaker 8: know what, I'm super honored that I was on here.
Speaker 8: I can't wait to Cane. Can I replay this?
Speaker 1: Uh? Maybe I've been deleting vod's lately, keep doing that,
Speaker 1: but eventually this will this will be in some podcast
Speaker 1: at some point.
Speaker 8: Cool. Cool. What do you call your fandom? Your fan base?
Speaker 8: Like your community?
Speaker 1: Folks? People people on this.
Speaker 8: On this Twitch Channelman, they're the.
Speaker 1: Best, absolutely absolutely, Well, thank you for calling Carlos. It's
Speaker 1: good to talk to you, and God bless you for
Speaker 1: eight for eight years.
Speaker 8: Thank you, sir, Thank you sir. Same to you, same
Speaker 8: to you. YouTube.
Speaker 1: Bye man. I'm I'm very glad I don't have a child,
Speaker 1: so that would be a lot I can I've said
Speaker 1: this on this show about eight thousand times, but I
Speaker 1: feel like I can barely take care of myself, so
Speaker 1: to add a little person in the mix would be insane.
Speaker 1: But who knows life's long. We'll seek goes on the
Speaker 1: line every night, every week and goes to staging your life.