WEBVTT - HORROR STORIES FROM CHUCK E. CHEESE

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<v Speaker 2>Hello, Oh man, it's wild. How the heck are you doing?

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<v Speaker 3>My guy?

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<v Speaker 1>Oh man, I'm doing all right. How are you doing? Ray?

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<v Speaker 4>Oh I'm chilling?

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<v Speaker 2>Uh yeah, man? So what's upble? What do we want

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<v Speaker 2>to talk about.

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<v Speaker 1>Says that you wanted to call in to talk about, uh,

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<v Speaker 1>working at Chuck E Cheese.

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<v Speaker 2>Yes, okay, so I have. I have plenty of stories

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<v Speaker 2>of working there. Uh, but I'll start with the grossest

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<v Speaker 2>one first because I feel like that one will be fun.

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<v Speaker 5>Oh.

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<v Speaker 2>So, like I'm I'm pretty small. I'm like five foot four,

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<v Speaker 2>like Shirkings Unit, by the way, so very tiny. And

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<v Speaker 2>when you're small at Chuck.

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<v Speaker 6>E Cheese is like you are, You're very like usable.

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<v Speaker 2>So like to get into the sky tubes, there's not

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<v Speaker 2>many people that can fit up there, right, Like you

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<v Speaker 2>have to be a certain height in order to crawl

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<v Speaker 2>up there and like have space to move and stuff.

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<v Speaker 2>And so it was typically my job to clean it

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<v Speaker 2>when the time came, which was terrible. I'll let you

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<v Speaker 2>know that right away. But this particular day was a

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<v Speaker 2>day out of hell. So I come in to work,

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<v Speaker 2>you know, and I'm just kind of hanging out and

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<v Speaker 2>messing around on the games, just kind of talking to

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<v Speaker 2>kids and stuff like that, like, oh, that's cool, and

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<v Speaker 2>then uh, freaking, all of a sudden, we because we

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<v Speaker 2>all wear walkie talkies for some reason, it's like a

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<v Speaker 2>target or something or another, and over the walkie talking

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<v Speaker 2>someone said, hey, we need someone to clean the sky

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<v Speaker 2>tubes as soon as possible, and I'm like, oh god,

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<v Speaker 2>So I don't answer because I'm just I have a feeling.

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<v Speaker 2>I know what it's gonna be, so I just keep

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<v Speaker 2>my mouth shut. I'm like all right, And then all

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<v Speaker 2>of a sudden, they just call my name out directly,

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<v Speaker 2>like hey, Ray, we need you back here real quick.

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<v Speaker 2>So I head back into the back and they're like, hey,

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<v Speaker 2>so you're not gonna like this, but some kids just

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<v Speaker 2>shitting vomited all in the sky tubes. I'm like, not

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<v Speaker 2>just talking and like in the like everywhere down the slide,

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<v Speaker 2>Like I don't know what this kid ate like beside

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<v Speaker 2>Chucky Chees's pizza, but like.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, you know, but but but it was the forehead, right.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, and it was it was pretty it was pretty bad. Uh,

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<v Speaker 2>I don't know, I guess. So I took a few slips.

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<v Speaker 2>You know, you're trying to wipe stuff down and it's

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<v Speaker 2>small in there, you'll have a lot of space. So

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<v Speaker 2>I'm consistently just.

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<v Speaker 3>Falling and ship in vomit.

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<v Speaker 2>Trying to clean up after this kid that is just

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<v Speaker 2>having a rampage in there, and.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, you're you're you're cleaning up the ship and piss

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<v Speaker 1>and vomit while the kids. The kid's still in there.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, yeah, he was stuck in there for a bit.

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<v Speaker 1>Oh dude, Okay, you got to get the kid. That's

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<v Speaker 1>that's like it's like it's like trying to dry your

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<v Speaker 1>shower while the shower is running.

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<v Speaker 7>We'll see.

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<v Speaker 2>The thing was the kid was scared, like he was

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<v Speaker 2>freaking out, so like he was like, because you know,

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<v Speaker 2>he's vomiting everywhere, throwing up everywhere, so you know, he's like,

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<v Speaker 2>what is my body doing to me? And like he

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<v Speaker 2>just would not leave this specific corner of the sky tube.

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<v Speaker 2>He just sat there and he was just like crying,

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<v Speaker 2>and I was like, all right, come on, buddy, and

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<v Speaker 2>like his parents are below me trying to coax him out,

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<v Speaker 2>like come on, like.

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<v Speaker 3>Come out, If you come out, we'll get you ice.

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<v Speaker 2>Cream, which I thought was a terrible idea, like after

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<v Speaker 2>what I'd just seen all over the place, and like

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<v Speaker 2>the kids lose, yeah, but this uh yeah, so he's

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<v Speaker 2>freaking out and eventually we get him down and stuff

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<v Speaker 2>like that, but that's like far after I got thrown

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<v Speaker 2>up and like just covered in shit, and then, believe

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<v Speaker 2>it or not, the next day I came in, the

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<v Speaker 2>same thing happened again, except it wasn't nearly as bad,

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<v Speaker 2>so that that was a pretty pretty tame experience on

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<v Speaker 2>that end.

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<v Speaker 1>All right, I gotta ask you, when you're in a

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<v Speaker 1>skytube cleaning up shit and piss and vomit, are what

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<v Speaker 1>are you? What are you thinking? Are you like I

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<v Speaker 1>need to get a new job, or what's going through

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<v Speaker 1>your mind?

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<v Speaker 2>My biggest thing was just trying not to slip it anymore,

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<v Speaker 2>you know, like I'm just like out.

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<v Speaker 3>Here trying to survive.

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<v Speaker 2>Not in just this kid, bio hazard BES just made

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<v Speaker 2>its way throughout this entire place, so like I'm just

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<v Speaker 2>just thinking about surviving that moment. But trust me, on

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<v Speaker 2>my way out, what I was done for the day,

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<v Speaker 2>and I was walking out, put my walkie talkie way

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<v Speaker 2>or whatever like nah, I was definitely already on like indeed,

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<v Speaker 2>like come on, please God, something else.

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<v Speaker 3>But then work out.

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<v Speaker 2>I actually ended up working there for like two or

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<v Speaker 2>three years until I graduated high school.

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<v Speaker 1>So oh so this was during high school.

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<v Speaker 2>Oh yeah, this is a wow though this isn't ya. Oh,

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<v Speaker 2>I was eighteen, I think eighteen or seventeen.

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<v Speaker 1>Oh okay, well this was this was, Oh okay, all right, seventeen,

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<v Speaker 1>that's a perfect age for cleaning up shit, piss, and

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<v Speaker 1>I actually I think the more shit, piss and diarrhea

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<v Speaker 1>you're cleaning up at the age of seventeen. I don't

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<v Speaker 1>know if I directly believe in karma as some sort

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<v Speaker 1>of like like, I don't think that there's any uh

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<v Speaker 1>deities externally enforcing it, but I do think that if

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<v Speaker 1>you spend a lot of time cleaning up diarrhea, piss,

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<v Speaker 1>and vomit at the age of seventeen, life can only

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<v Speaker 1>get better.

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<v Speaker 2>Right, Yeah, I mean in a way like it's funny

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<v Speaker 2>that you say that, because I actually ended up working

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<v Speaker 2>in a group home later in life because I wanted

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<v Speaker 2>to be like a registered behavioral therapist, and the stuff

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<v Speaker 2>I saw there was also just fucking nuts man, like

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<v Speaker 2>I had had. Oh okay, I'll give you my favorite

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<v Speaker 2>insult I've ever been told by one of the kids

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<v Speaker 2>that were in there, and he was he turns over

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<v Speaker 2>and this is gonna be a little blun sorry chat,

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<v Speaker 2>but like he said, he said, stop being a cum

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<v Speaker 2>guzzling cunt. And make us a dinner.

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<v Speaker 3>I just looked at this kid and I was just like,

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<v Speaker 3>what did you just say? And he said, I called

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<v Speaker 3>you a cum guzzling cunt.

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<v Speaker 2>And I just turned around and I was like.

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<v Speaker 3>What the fuck?

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<v Speaker 2>And that was like my first week on the job.

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<v Speaker 2>Oh like twelve.

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<v Speaker 1>You know, you know what's funny is you get older

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<v Speaker 1>and you forget, You forget what it was like to

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<v Speaker 1>be twelve. You forget that in fifth grade you knew

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<v Speaker 1>all the ever, you knew all that stuff. I definitely

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<v Speaker 1>had cum guzzling cunt in me at ten. I could

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<v Speaker 1>see myself of calling somebody that.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah.

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<v Speaker 2>I just thought that was wild though, because, like you know,

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<v Speaker 2>I heard a lot of insults, but that just seemed

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<v Speaker 2>like a very direct I was like, wow, he really

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<v Speaker 2>thought about that one, or he heard it somewhere and

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<v Speaker 2>it's kind of laid it.

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<v Speaker 3>Out on me.

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<v Speaker 1>Kids are crazy, Yeah, this is maybe they're maybe this

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<v Speaker 1>is I've I've been meaning to bring this up on

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<v Speaker 1>the podcast. This I maybe I have before. But I

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<v Speaker 1>was in Manchester on my on my tour and I uh,

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<v Speaker 1>I I was like, fuck, I was talking to this kid.

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<v Speaker 1>This kid like found out that I was like popular

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<v Speaker 1>on the internet and was Americans. So he like started

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<v Speaker 1>asking me a bunch of questions. And this kid is

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<v Speaker 1>like nine years old, and he said to me, He's like,

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<v Speaker 1>do you know who Andrew Tait is? And I was like, oh,

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<v Speaker 1>fucking do you know who Andrew Tait is? And he

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<v Speaker 1>was like and he was like, yeah, man, Andrew Tate

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<v Speaker 1>is top G. And I was like, what the fuck?

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<v Speaker 1>And he was like, do you do He asked me

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<v Speaker 1>if I listened to Joe Rogan, and I was like,

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<v Speaker 1>do you And he was like, yeah, the one with

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<v Speaker 1>Elon Musk. I saw this kid's nine years old. Dude,

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<v Speaker 1>It's like these kids, these kids know the kids. These

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<v Speaker 1>kids know way more than we think they do. I

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<v Speaker 1>I really I hate children a lot, I do, but

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<v Speaker 1>I was I was fascinated talking to this kid because

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<v Speaker 1>it really like opened my eyes to like how much

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<v Speaker 1>shit kids no, especially like being on the internet. I mean,

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<v Speaker 1>it's these nine nine year olds are on TikTok as

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<v Speaker 1>much as you and I are. They know actually they're

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<v Speaker 1>they're on it more. They're more keyed in to the

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<v Speaker 1>idea of somebody being a cub guzzling cunt than you

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<v Speaker 1>or I.

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<v Speaker 2>I guess so, but like I didn't even know, like

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<v Speaker 2>you could be so angry. It's well, I guess never

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<v Speaker 2>mind being in a group, I would be pretty upset too.

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<v Speaker 2>But uh yeah, I don't know. While I was working

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<v Speaker 2>there too, that my car got stolen. Actually I just

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<v Speaker 2>got it. It was like I probably had it for

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<v Speaker 2>like a month, right, And one of the kids that

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<v Speaker 2>was in the home was known for, uh for stealing cars,

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<v Speaker 2>like that was his thing. Right, So this kid, like

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<v Speaker 2>he's very smart, and he's like very manipulative. So they

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<v Speaker 2>were like, hey, beyond like your ship with him, like

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<v Speaker 2>make sure that you're paying attention to what you're doing,

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<v Speaker 2>keeping your keys locked up and stuff like that, and

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<v Speaker 2>just like be aware. So like I'm I'm like not dumb,

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<v Speaker 2>but I do dumb things sometimes, you know, like if

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<v Speaker 2>the mine just slips and you're like okay, so I'm

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<v Speaker 2>on my way out for the day, uh for the night,

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<v Speaker 2>and my person's coming in to relieve me or whatever,

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<v Speaker 2>and me and this kid were talking out in the

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<v Speaker 2>living room just about his life, you know, and like

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<v Speaker 2>kind of what he's going through. And it was a

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<v Speaker 2>really sad story. I mean, like I hope he's doing

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<v Speaker 2>all the right minds, like the fact he took my car,

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<v Speaker 2>but he uh, he was just kind of like just chilling.

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<v Speaker 2>And then he came back and he tried to follow us.

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<v Speaker 2>He tried to follow me into like the office where

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<v Speaker 2>all of our stuff is like on all the medication

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<v Speaker 2>and things like that. I'm like, no, no, you can't

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<v Speaker 2>go in there and.

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<v Speaker 3>Stuff like that.

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<v Speaker 6>Whatever, blah blah blah.

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<v Speaker 2>So he like acts like he turns around a back up,

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<v Speaker 2>and as soon as I go to like take open

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<v Speaker 2>the door with my keys that are like strapped onto

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<v Speaker 2>my side, he grabs my keys and rips them off

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<v Speaker 2>of the lanyard that I had on because, like I said,

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<v Speaker 2>I was on my way out. I was like, you know,

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<v Speaker 2>I was trying to leave, rips the keys out of

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<v Speaker 2>my freaking leg lanyard, runs downstairs, grabs some stuff from

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<v Speaker 2>his room, and then he comes out with a fucking gun.

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<v Speaker 2>While he comes out with a gun and is aiming

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<v Speaker 2>it at me and was like, if you don't get

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<v Speaker 2>the fuck out of the way, like I don't want

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<v Speaker 2>to kill you, but I will, And he's like I

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<v Speaker 2>need your car and I'm getting the fuck out of here.

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<v Speaker 3>And I was like oh shit, and.

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<v Speaker 2>Like in that moment, I'm not about to be a hero,

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<v Speaker 2>Like I'm like, yop, take the fuck car, man, like

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<v Speaker 2>it's all yours. So he darts past me, gets to

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<v Speaker 2>the car, ends up taking off, and then all I

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<v Speaker 2>hear in the background is him just hitting things like boom,

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<v Speaker 2>like fucking just and I knew my car was was

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<v Speaker 2>done at that point. I was like, yep, they find it,

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<v Speaker 2>it's gonna be destroyed. So it took them a week

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<v Speaker 2>to find it. Then it up picking it up on

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<v Speaker 2>the side of the road, and it was just it

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<v Speaker 2>was just patters, like everything was broken that could be broken.

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<v Speaker 2>There was like there was whole handles of like just

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<v Speaker 2>like random alcohol just all in the car, and it

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<v Speaker 2>just smelled and breathed in there. There's a few like

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<v Speaker 2>joints that were still in there. I took one of them.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm not gonna lieu. They were just kind of like

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<v Speaker 2>scattered around like roaches and stuff like that too, and

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<v Speaker 2>I was just like.

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<v Speaker 3>Well, what the fuck. It was like we like a week,

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<v Speaker 3>but she was wild. Yeah.

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<v Speaker 2>I don't work there either anymore.

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<v Speaker 1>So I completely take back what I said about how

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<v Speaker 1>if you clean up a lot of piss and shit

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<v Speaker 1>and puke at seventeen that life gets better.

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<v Speaker 3>Well, I mean I think it does.

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<v Speaker 2>It's just the situation stuff, and like it really taught

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<v Speaker 2>me a lot about just kind of like those kids

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<v Speaker 2>go through a lot, you know, like they spent their

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<v Speaker 2>whole entire life just being like told they're you know,

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<v Speaker 2>like they're part of the system. You know, they're like.

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<v Speaker 6>They suck or like their parents.

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<v Speaker 3>Left them or can't handle them.

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<v Speaker 1>You know.

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<v Speaker 2>So at a certain point, it's like if you were

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<v Speaker 2>that upset, like you know in life, is that bad

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<v Speaker 2>for you at that young of an age, Like you

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<v Speaker 2>just don't know how to react to those things.

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<v Speaker 6>You're like the.

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<v Speaker 2>First thing you want to do is either just fight

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<v Speaker 2>everyone or just get out of there. You know, Like

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<v Speaker 2>I don't want to be there. I didn't even want

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<v Speaker 2>to be there working there. I can only imagine how.

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<v Speaker 1>They throw Dude, how old How old was this kid?

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<v Speaker 3>Uh?

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<v Speaker 2>That one was fourteen?

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<v Speaker 1>Fourteen?

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<v Speaker 2>Man?

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<v Speaker 1>And I assumed did he yea, I assume you had

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<v Speaker 1>to go to Juvie from there.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah.

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<v Speaker 2>I still get letters every once in a while, I'm

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<v Speaker 2>dating me where he's moving around to. From my understanding,

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<v Speaker 2>he got upgraded to the adult penitentiary and he's now

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<v Speaker 2>I think serving a few more years for beating up

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<v Speaker 2>someone that he was with him or whatever.

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<v Speaker 1>Wait you why do you why do you get updates?

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<v Speaker 1>Is it like for your safety since you like a.

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<v Speaker 2>Fucking it, Like I kind of well, yeah, it was

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<v Speaker 2>mainly just like a like a victim advocate kind of

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<v Speaker 2>program that we have in the state that I live here,

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<v Speaker 2>so like it gives you updates if you want them

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<v Speaker 2>to kind of know what's going on. And like, yeah,

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<v Speaker 2>the kid was like kind of sucks, but like I

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<v Speaker 2>would hope that his life got better. And I kept

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<v Speaker 2>getting these updates that they weren't. I was like, god, damn,

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<v Speaker 2>like you know, just kind of sucks. So that's you know, yeah,

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<v Speaker 2>they I got it.

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<v Speaker 1>I want to say, it's it's my right. It's nice

0:14:33.080 --> 0:14:38.520
<v Speaker 1>of you that clearly these uh victim advocate things are

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<v Speaker 1>being sent to you so that you are like, oh,

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<v Speaker 1>I think they're being sent to you for the opposite

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<v Speaker 1>reason that you're using them for, you know, because I

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<v Speaker 1>most people, most people would want to receive that to

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<v Speaker 1>be like Okay, good fuck this guy he's in prison,

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<v Speaker 1>or let me make sure to stay away from there,

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<v Speaker 1>but you're actually using them to check in on this guy.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, and like well, I mean you just don't, like

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<v Speaker 2>we're all human, Like shit happens, and like I said,

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<v Speaker 2>he was a kid, he made him a stupid mistake

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<v Speaker 2>and he just sucks that, especially in that kind of

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<v Speaker 2>system and that kind of could like community, like they

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<v Speaker 2>just get stuck in it, like there's there's no real

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<v Speaker 2>way out sometimes for them, Like it has to takes

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<v Speaker 2>a lot of perseverance and a lot of inner strength

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<v Speaker 2>to just get yourself out of such a terrible, terrible

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<v Speaker 2>place and terrible situations. And then the people that work there,

0:15:27.920 --> 0:15:30.520
<v Speaker 2>you know, like the turnover's high, so like you don't

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<v Speaker 2>you all these people taking care of you are just

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<v Speaker 2>strangers like in and out of your life, you know.

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<v Speaker 1>Right, it's a bummer. I mean that kid's I mean

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<v Speaker 1>easy to assume that that kid at a shitty home life.

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<v Speaker 1>His mom and dad are probably shitty to him, and

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<v Speaker 1>so he goes out and be shitty and then he's

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<v Speaker 1>in fucking prison and people are shitty to him in there,

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<v Speaker 1>so he's got to be shitty in response. It's just

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<v Speaker 1>like it's just like, yeah, how the how the fuck

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<v Speaker 1>do you get out? It's like you gotta. I mean,

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<v Speaker 1>it's it's it's like even I don't know, dude, I

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<v Speaker 1>don't know. I don't know how. I mean, even even

0:16:07.840 --> 0:16:09.800
<v Speaker 1>when you know someone like you shows up and you're

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<v Speaker 1>there for five seconds, but you show him a little

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<v Speaker 1>bit of empathy, like you're doing the best that you can,

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<v Speaker 1>and still it's not enough. He you know, steals your

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<v Speaker 1>car and fucks it up. But yeah, it's a shame, man.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah. No, I mean, like, well, we all go through it,

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<v Speaker 2>and that kid just had it a lot worse than

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<v Speaker 2>I have, I guarantee in a lot of other ways.

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<v Speaker 2>So I mean, which, like I still wish the best room.

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<v Speaker 2>I hope he's good.

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<v Speaker 1>Out there, you know.

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<v Speaker 2>Kind of it sucks to grow up in that kind

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<v Speaker 2>of situation, it really really does. And kind of I

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<v Speaker 2>feel the same.

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<v Speaker 1>But it's almost like what was that? What was this place?

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<v Speaker 2>It was like it was essentially it was essentially like

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<v Speaker 2>they call it like a like, yes, it's just a

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<v Speaker 2>group home. That's the easiest way.

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<v Speaker 1>It sounds like it was a chucky cheese but with

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<v Speaker 1>no pizza and no games.

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<v Speaker 2>Oh yeah, no pizza and no games. Kids still screaming,

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<v Speaker 2>and I'm still cleaning up vomit and shit. So like

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<v Speaker 2>I feel like nothing really changed between the two drownds.

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<v Speaker 1>What do you do now?

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<v Speaker 2>But yeah, oh I'm a mechanic.

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<v Speaker 8>I work on cars.

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<v Speaker 1>Oh that's a total one eighty from anything else.

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<v Speaker 2>Oh oh yeah, no, one hundred ten percent. Like I

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<v Speaker 2>do have a good passion for it, and I want

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<v Speaker 2>to eventually like get a good savings up, like to

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<v Speaker 2>go back to school and like working kids in that

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<v Speaker 2>same kind of like field and stuff like that to

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<v Speaker 2>really kind of try to be like, you know, hey,

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<v Speaker 2>like you're in a shitty situation, but be like paid

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<v Speaker 2>to be consistently there for them, you know, like and

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<v Speaker 2>and and be in a good financial situation, have the

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<v Speaker 2>education to deal with the problems that they have and

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<v Speaker 2>help them, you know, instead of just like what they've

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<v Speaker 2>been given, like in the specific place that I worked

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<v Speaker 2>is just a simple turn and burn, you know, like like, oh,

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<v Speaker 2>you're a good world per and you're not gonna like

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<v Speaker 2>touch a kids or be weird. So you're like you're

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<v Speaker 2>in you know, I wanted to like mean something so

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<v Speaker 2>that they know, like, hey, someone actually like cares, you know,

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<v Speaker 2>and they want me to be better and stuff like that.

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<v Speaker 1>What uh, what's your ultimate goal in life?

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<v Speaker 3>Right?

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<v Speaker 1>What do you hope to achieve with the remaining time

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<v Speaker 1>you have left on the earth.

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<v Speaker 3>I don't know.

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<v Speaker 2>Uh, I guess just be happy. Like you know, I'm

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<v Speaker 2>already kind of happy. So it's like pretty much did it.

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<v Speaker 2>But I just want to enjoy kind of life and

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<v Speaker 2>everything it comes with, you know, Like I love I

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<v Speaker 2>love going to see live music. I'm super into like

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<v Speaker 2>going to festivals and stuff like that. So when I

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<v Speaker 2>saw you at Electric Forest, that was super bummed because

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<v Speaker 2>I wasn't there this year, but I'm definitely going next year.

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<v Speaker 2>Oh yeah, it's those festivals are so fun. So like

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<v Speaker 2>doing stuff like that, you know, living in the moment,

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<v Speaker 2>going on random one off vacations if I can afford it,

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<v Speaker 2>like you know, just live live life of one and

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<v Speaker 2>just see what it'll has to offer.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, Electric Forest was. It was a ton of fun.

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<v Speaker 1>Hopefully I'll be back next year when when you're there.

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<v Speaker 1>I mean, that was it was. I think that was

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<v Speaker 1>the most amount of people that has ever seen It

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<v Speaker 1>was like a thousand people in the crowd for both shows.

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<v Speaker 2>Oh yeahaneh yeh is crazy. It's one of the biggest

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<v Speaker 2>festivals in the countries and it's like one of the

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<v Speaker 2>prettiest and honestly, like it's got this got good vibes.

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<v Speaker 2>So like, I'm super stoked that you were there, because

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<v Speaker 2>like I think you deserve all the Internet clout to

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<v Speaker 2>have people make penisis and chat. You know, like you're

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<v Speaker 2>off and I love what you do, so.

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<v Speaker 1>You know, yeah, on my on the last I did

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<v Speaker 1>two shows there, and then after the second one, it

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<v Speaker 1>was like, all right, I have nothing else to do.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm going to see if one of these people that

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<v Speaker 1>are coming up to say hi to me after my show,

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<v Speaker 1>I know one of them will give me some mushrooms.

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<v Speaker 1>And so this guy, I would be surprised.

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<v Speaker 2>I would be surprised if.

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<v Speaker 1>I was like, I think this will be an easy find.

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<v Speaker 1>And so this guy gives me like he's like he's

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<v Speaker 1>like two is mellow. Three you'll really feel it. And

0:20:12.960 --> 0:20:15.800
<v Speaker 1>I was like, I'll do three. So I eat three

0:20:15.800 --> 0:20:19.720
<v Speaker 1>of the gummies and the whole time I had I

0:20:19.800 --> 0:20:24.000
<v Speaker 1>was fucked up. It was like the whole time I

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<v Speaker 1>was like, man, I wish I took more instead of

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<v Speaker 1>like it was an interesting moment. For me because I

0:20:28.440 --> 0:20:32.399
<v Speaker 1>was like, I should just be enjoying where I'm at right,

0:20:32.520 --> 0:20:33.840
<v Speaker 1>but instead I was like, man, I wish I took

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<v Speaker 1>more of these mushrooms. I had a great time wandering.

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<v Speaker 1>For those of you who don't know about Electric Forest,

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<v Speaker 1>it's like this big crazy music festival that it's also

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<v Speaker 1>like a let's see I've been to I've been there Coachella,

0:20:50.600 --> 0:20:55.200
<v Speaker 1>Bonaru and e DC and I Electric Forest I think

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<v Speaker 1>has the had the greatest variety and spectacle of shit

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<v Speaker 1>of all those things. I mean, it was such a

0:21:03.160 --> 0:21:07.520
<v Speaker 1>cool scene. You're like, it's like an all night rave

0:21:07.600 --> 0:21:09.800
<v Speaker 1>in the middle of the woods, but there's not just music.

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<v Speaker 1>There's like all these different things that you can encounter

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<v Speaker 1>in the forest. Like I saw they have a library

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<v Speaker 1>in the middle of the forest, and there was this

0:21:19.960 --> 0:21:24.080
<v Speaker 1>it was three o'clock in the morning, and there's a

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<v Speaker 1>lady on a stage who is reading a children's book

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<v Speaker 1>to all these adults who are one hundred percent of

0:21:33.560 --> 0:21:37.480
<v Speaker 1>them are just gone on drugs, and she's reading it

0:21:37.520 --> 0:21:41.000
<v Speaker 1>to them like she was like she's reading to kindergarteners,

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<v Speaker 1>and she's like doing the voices of all the characters

0:21:44.240 --> 0:21:47.359
<v Speaker 1>and like turning the book around to show them the

0:21:47.400 --> 0:21:52.600
<v Speaker 1>pictures and stuff. It was awesome. I saw it.

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<v Speaker 2>They have so much art too.

0:21:54.840 --> 0:21:58.680
<v Speaker 1>They do. I saw this guy. Then there's this other

0:21:58.840 --> 0:22:00.399
<v Speaker 1>station in the middle of the woods. There was a

0:22:00.440 --> 0:22:03.840
<v Speaker 1>guy was like jacking off a puppet. He was like

0:22:03.920 --> 0:22:07.040
<v Speaker 1>rubbing the clitoris of a puppet. And then the puppet

0:22:07.400 --> 0:22:12.000
<v Speaker 1>squirted into a cup and then someone he had someone

0:22:12.000 --> 0:22:15.960
<v Speaker 1>in the audience drink the puppet come. It was awesome. Uh,

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<v Speaker 1>if you have the chance, go to the electric for us,

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<v Speaker 1>and and I wonder what, Oh, it's probably oh, I

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<v Speaker 1>mean it was. It was puppet come.

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<v Speaker 2>Kind of makes it like, because you know, it's got

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<v Speaker 2>to be like no, I don't want to think about that.

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<v Speaker 4>Actually that'll be a lot.

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<v Speaker 1>But also shout out, shout out to the homie who

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<v Speaker 1>gave me those three mushroom gummies. You're a hero, all right,

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<v Speaker 1>Ray anything else you want to say to the people

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<v Speaker 1>of the computer before we go.

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<v Speaker 2>I've introduced so many people to this show. I'm sure

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<v Speaker 2>they've already recognized my laugh. So if you're out there

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<v Speaker 2>and you're watching this because I forced you to watch it,

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<v Speaker 2>to be like, hey.

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<v Speaker 3>Look I did bang.

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<v Speaker 2>The sun was later Hi, love you guys and everyone

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<v Speaker 2>in chat. You guys are awesome to step be nice

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<v Speaker 2>to each other, love each other and forget and then

0:23:04.400 --> 0:23:07.080
<v Speaker 2>remember that people just stay stupid shit sometimes, like you know,

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<v Speaker 2>but don't let it ruin your night and stuff. And

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<v Speaker 2>while I hope you have a wonderful rest of your tour.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm so sad I missed it, but I'm definitely gonna

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<v Speaker 2>be there next year in Denver, and I'll have quite

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<v Speaker 2>a few friends with me too.

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<v Speaker 1>Oh fuck yeah, Denver's one of my favorite places to

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<v Speaker 1>do it, so I'm excited to see it there. He

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<v Speaker 1>went from cleaning up piss to cleaning up motor oil.

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<v Speaker 1>He is ray, and I hope you have a good.

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<v Speaker 3>You too.

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<v Speaker 2>I hope you keep stream and I'll stay on and

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<v Speaker 2>you have a good rest of your night.

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<v Speaker 5>Do but take care man, Okay, Hello? Oh what's up?

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<v Speaker 3>Oh damn? Yeah? What's up?

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<v Speaker 1>While?

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<v Speaker 3>Oh damn, I did not think i'd get through.

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<v Speaker 1>How's it going, baby?

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<v Speaker 3>I'm good man? How are you?

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<v Speaker 1>I'm hanging in there, dude, I'm By'm a lizard, weird

0:24:06.240 --> 0:24:09.160
<v Speaker 1>guy on the thing. What's up? What's going on?

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<v Speaker 3>Hey, I'm just like felling nitrous balloons doing nitrous living

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<v Speaker 3>live like hanging out.

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<v Speaker 1>You know, I hear the sound of a nitrosus balloon

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<v Speaker 1>filling up in the in your room.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah yeah, man, hold on, well yeah yeah yeah, you.

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<v Speaker 1>Know, can you take I know this might be difficult

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<v Speaker 1>because you're really busy, but can you take me off

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<v Speaker 1>with a speakerphone?

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<v Speaker 3>Is that better?

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<v Speaker 1>Much better? How many nitrosus balloons today?

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<v Speaker 3>A lot? I mean, it's a twenty pound tank. It's

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<v Speaker 3>not empty yet, so.

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<v Speaker 1>Twenty pound tank. That is absolutely enough nitrous to swell

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<v Speaker 1>your brain. Ir reverse, stay, I.

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<v Speaker 3>Mean you know you gotta breathe in between balloons, you know.

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<v Speaker 1>Okay, Well, I'm glad you found a way to do

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<v Speaker 1>this healthily.

0:25:11.600 --> 0:25:14.520
<v Speaker 3>Yeah, of course, you know drug usage. Of course, the

0:25:14.520 --> 0:25:16.200
<v Speaker 3>only way to do it is healthily.

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<v Speaker 1>You know, how long have you been doing matrice for.

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<v Speaker 3>Oh man today? A few hours lifetime. I started my

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<v Speaker 3>first time when I was seventeen. I'm thirty now.

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<v Speaker 7>That's seven times now, seven times eight, seven times eight

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<v Speaker 7>is we'll see eight times eight sixty four minus.

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<v Speaker 3>Seven would be fifty six, am I right?

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<v Speaker 1>Damn it, that's pretty good.

0:25:52.119 --> 0:25:58.399
<v Speaker 3>Actually, my DHD brain rounds up and then just subtracks down.

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<v Speaker 3>It's a pretty cool, weird little trick.

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<v Speaker 1>Actually, have you noticed any cognitive impair after doing all

0:26:06.080 --> 0:26:08.200
<v Speaker 1>these fucking nitrous balloons.

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<v Speaker 3>Given the moment, of course, following days, depending on how

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<v Speaker 3>much I do, I will say it affects more so

0:26:19.560 --> 0:26:25.440
<v Speaker 3>like your your liver, it's weird, man, Like your your

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<v Speaker 3>ability to eat shit. If you don't keep up on

0:26:27.920 --> 0:26:30.679
<v Speaker 3>your vitamin B get shot. So you got to make

0:26:30.720 --> 0:26:34.679
<v Speaker 3>sure you eat like beans or like red meat, or

0:26:34.760 --> 0:26:38.080
<v Speaker 3>like take one of days or something's it's it's the

0:26:38.119 --> 0:26:44.040
<v Speaker 3>weird thing to be cognitively function of. But yeah, vitamin

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<v Speaker 3>B when you do nitrous goes way down, So you

0:26:46.640 --> 0:26:48.880
<v Speaker 3>got to make sure you do that. Vitamin B twelve

0:26:49.080 --> 0:26:51.760
<v Speaker 3>extremely necessary for cellular function.

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<v Speaker 1>You know, I will say you have put a lot

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<v Speaker 1>more thought into inhaling this entire tank of nitrous oxide,

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<v Speaker 1>and I thought you did. Yeah.

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<v Speaker 3>I mean, like I said, I've been doing it for

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<v Speaker 3>a while. My nickname is the wool cook. I you know,

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<v Speaker 3>I I try to take care of people like got

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<v Speaker 3>my My big rule is like, uh, you know, if

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<v Speaker 3>you're gonna treat yourself like shit, you gotta make sure

0:27:20.080 --> 0:27:21.200
<v Speaker 3>you take care of yourself.

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<v Speaker 1>What do you care about what's what's your name? Nick?

0:27:25.240 --> 0:27:25.600
<v Speaker 1>Is your name?

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<v Speaker 3>Nick? Oh? Man?

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah? Nick?

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah? Yeah? What do I care about? Damn? That's a

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<v Speaker 3>loaded ask question. Man.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, I assume you care about things that aren't besides

0:27:36.119 --> 0:27:38.080
<v Speaker 1>just getting stupid high.

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<v Speaker 3>I yeah, no, I care about a lot. This is

0:27:42.480 --> 0:27:46.320
<v Speaker 3>more of like a distraction. I genuinely my like bottom line.

0:27:46.359 --> 0:27:48.240
<v Speaker 4>My bottom line is I just want people to be

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<v Speaker 4>like happy, you know, free, healthy, you know, eat food,

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<v Speaker 4>have a shelter, clothes, learn some stuff.

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<v Speaker 1>Do you have hobbies? What do you do with your life?

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<v Speaker 2>Oh?

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<v Speaker 3>For sure? So I cook, like I said the wook cook.

0:28:09.040 --> 0:28:13.119
<v Speaker 3>I like going to music often, if that wasn't a given. Uh,

0:28:13.320 --> 0:28:17.919
<v Speaker 3>being outside in general is a very healthy activity. So

0:28:18.080 --> 0:28:20.360
<v Speaker 3>in general, I'll try to be outside as much as

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<v Speaker 3>I can. But a majority of my life is in

0:28:22.640 --> 0:28:25.360
<v Speaker 3>the kitchen. So a lot of my my life revolves

0:28:25.400 --> 0:28:30.119
<v Speaker 3>around you know, uh eating and drinking, which isn't necessarily

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<v Speaker 3>a bad thing.

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<v Speaker 1>Mm hmm. Do you have a job. What do you

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<v Speaker 1>do for work? Yeah?

0:28:38.280 --> 0:28:44.200
<v Speaker 3>So currently I run a sandwich shop. Uh've been you

0:28:44.240 --> 0:28:44.840
<v Speaker 3>are beginning.

0:28:45.320 --> 0:28:47.600
<v Speaker 1>I just wanted you to know you are beginning every

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<v Speaker 1>single sentence with a yawn.

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<v Speaker 3>No no no, yon no, yon no, no.

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<v Speaker 1>You're like you.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah.

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<v Speaker 1>Every the beginning of every sentence you say sounds like

0:29:03.120 --> 0:29:04.240
<v Speaker 1>you're waking up from a nap.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah. Yeah, because I'm inhaling Nitris. So my voice is

0:29:09.720 --> 0:29:16.840
<v Speaker 3>definitely skewed a little bit. Your job, my job, I'm

0:29:16.880 --> 0:29:19.960
<v Speaker 3>ana cook, Well, lion cook, will cook.

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<v Speaker 1>You're lion cook? What do you? I mean you don't

0:29:24.080 --> 0:29:26.080
<v Speaker 1>have to docks yourself, but I mean are you are you?

0:29:26.160 --> 0:29:27.360
<v Speaker 1>Are you line cook at a chain?

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah? No, no, no, I'm an independent up in the

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<v Speaker 3>I'll say that the northeast of America.

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<v Speaker 1>What do you cook? What's your what do you what

0:29:38.120 --> 0:29:38.960
<v Speaker 1>are your best dishes?

0:29:41.160 --> 0:29:43.360
<v Speaker 3>I mean, personally, if I had an option to my

0:29:43.440 --> 0:29:47.120
<v Speaker 3>favorite thing to cook a barbecue. I love smoking meats, uh,

0:29:48.120 --> 0:29:52.120
<v Speaker 3>but you know, in general, fried fried chickens my favorite.

0:29:52.640 --> 0:29:57.120
<v Speaker 3>Are you a bit Southern American? Go ahead?

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<v Speaker 1>Do you get? Are you high usually when you're cooking.

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<v Speaker 3>On marijuana? Yeah? Every day, all day for sure. Sometimes

0:30:06.160 --> 0:30:09.920
<v Speaker 3>I drink you know here and there. I you know,

0:30:10.560 --> 0:30:12.720
<v Speaker 3>when I was younger, I used to party a lot more.

0:30:12.800 --> 0:30:17.640
<v Speaker 3>I've had my indulgences to the point of recognition. So

0:30:17.760 --> 0:30:23.440
<v Speaker 3>now it's more or less on myself to live a

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<v Speaker 3>lifestyle while maintaining myself.

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<v Speaker 1>I have to say, I have to say, Nick, if

0:30:29.240 --> 0:30:34.080
<v Speaker 1>you're inhaling a twenty pounds canister of nitrous oxide while

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<v Speaker 1>saying that you used to party pretty hard, I am

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<v Speaker 1>very curious.

0:30:39.080 --> 0:30:43.360
<v Speaker 3>What you what you used to partying? Used to look

0:30:43.440 --> 0:30:53.440
<v Speaker 3>like you? Yeah, a lot more nitrous, my buddy, I was.

0:30:53.800 --> 0:30:56.360
<v Speaker 3>I don't do. I don't really, so I'll do. Let

0:30:56.440 --> 0:31:01.520
<v Speaker 3>me this way. When I was younger, I practiced it

0:31:01.600 --> 0:31:04.240
<v Speaker 3>than I didn't, and now I'm kind of back to it.

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<v Speaker 3>The three piece, with the exception of the fourth, pills,

0:31:07.960 --> 0:31:12.480
<v Speaker 3>powders and pharmaceuticals, and then presses. Those are the ones

0:31:12.520 --> 0:31:13.479
<v Speaker 3>you want to be careful of.

0:31:16.680 --> 0:31:17.320
<v Speaker 1>What's a pressy?

0:31:19.800 --> 0:31:20.480
<v Speaker 2>Like a roll?

0:31:20.760 --> 0:31:21.600
<v Speaker 3>Like ecstasy?

0:31:23.120 --> 0:31:26.240
<v Speaker 1>Oh? Okay? And now how many peasy on these days?

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<v Speaker 3>I mean, I'll eat like Mollie, but I don't really

0:31:32.880 --> 0:31:37.520
<v Speaker 3>do pills, powders or pharmaceuticals. I might do like ketamine

0:31:37.520 --> 0:31:39.239
<v Speaker 3>and cocaine, but I don't buy it.

0:31:41.280 --> 0:31:44.840
<v Speaker 1>Okay, So all right, York. As a lion cook, you're

0:31:44.880 --> 0:31:47.280
<v Speaker 1>making fried chicken, you're making barbecue, I have to assume

0:31:47.320 --> 0:31:50.560
<v Speaker 1>that you're pretty make some pretty good food.

0:31:52.240 --> 0:31:54.560
<v Speaker 3>I look to assume so, and I think you know

0:31:54.640 --> 0:31:56.880
<v Speaker 3>from the feedback that I've gotten, people have told me

0:31:56.920 --> 0:31:59.560
<v Speaker 3>that I do. Yeah, yeah, for sure did.

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<v Speaker 1>On this phone call right now, you've I mean, you've

0:32:01.840 --> 0:32:06.000
<v Speaker 1>taken one hit of nitrous oxide? Person said.

0:32:08.000 --> 0:32:12.680
<v Speaker 3>Yeah, yeah, yeah, pretty much. Every like it's like every

0:32:12.800 --> 0:32:15.200
<v Speaker 3>every every breath pretty much. Yeah.

0:32:16.160 --> 0:32:19.000
<v Speaker 1>What are your relationships like? Do you have family? Do

0:32:19.040 --> 0:32:22.760
<v Speaker 1>you have a girlfriend, do you have what's yeah right now?

0:32:22.880 --> 0:32:26.600
<v Speaker 3>No girlfriend. No, I got a pretty healthy relationship with

0:32:26.640 --> 0:32:27.320
<v Speaker 3>my parents.

0:32:27.720 --> 0:32:27.880
<v Speaker 2>Uh.

0:32:28.560 --> 0:32:31.920
<v Speaker 3>My nephew is actually up right now. I'm gonna go

0:32:31.920 --> 0:32:35.360
<v Speaker 3>see him tomorrow or on Friday, we're going to go

0:32:35.400 --> 0:32:41.640
<v Speaker 3>to the Art Museum. It's free on Fridays where I live,

0:32:41.720 --> 0:32:46.640
<v Speaker 3>which is like kind of a giveaway where I live.

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<v Speaker 3>God bless.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, I don't know if it's as much of a

0:32:49.520 --> 0:32:52.080
<v Speaker 1>give away. I don't know if the art museum is

0:32:52.120 --> 0:32:54.480
<v Speaker 1>free on Fridays is as much of a giveaway of

0:32:54.480 --> 0:32:55.720
<v Speaker 1>where you live as you think it is.

0:32:56.120 --> 0:32:58.600
<v Speaker 3>Man, there's only so many museums, and there's only so

0:32:58.680 --> 0:33:00.640
<v Speaker 3>many free museums on Friday.

0:33:00.760 --> 0:33:03.040
<v Speaker 1>I mean, do you live in Philadelphia.

0:33:04.720 --> 0:33:07.080
<v Speaker 3>I don't live in Philadelphia. No, that's a good guest,

0:33:07.160 --> 0:33:09.200
<v Speaker 3>though it is in the northeast. I did say that.

0:33:09.320 --> 0:33:11.640
<v Speaker 3>So yeah, now we're an hour and it down, so

0:33:11.680 --> 0:33:12.560
<v Speaker 3>you're not helping me out.

0:33:12.600 --> 0:33:17.560
<v Speaker 1>Get all right? So you have a good relationship with

0:33:17.600 --> 0:33:20.880
<v Speaker 1>your nephew. When's the last women's your last relationship?

0:33:23.120 --> 0:33:31.440
<v Speaker 3>Balm ship Man official years ago. Unofficially there are definitely

0:33:31.480 --> 0:33:36.280
<v Speaker 3>some people who would be upset hearing this, but unofficially

0:33:36.400 --> 0:33:39.200
<v Speaker 3>there's been a few here and there. The definitely mean

0:33:39.280 --> 0:33:41.160
<v Speaker 3>a lot to me, but it was more or less

0:33:41.200 --> 0:33:42.920
<v Speaker 3>me finding myself over the years.

0:33:44.560 --> 0:33:49.720
<v Speaker 1>Again, I know you're doing very important things right now,

0:33:49.760 --> 0:33:51.880
<v Speaker 1>but you can you keep the phone to your face.

0:33:51.920 --> 0:33:53.240
<v Speaker 1>I couldn't hear anything you were saying.

0:33:55.000 --> 0:33:55.760
<v Speaker 3>Can you hear me now?

0:33:56.160 --> 0:33:57.680
<v Speaker 1>Yeah?

0:33:58.320 --> 0:34:01.560
<v Speaker 3>I was saying, uh, you know, over the years, I've

0:34:01.560 --> 0:34:03.760
<v Speaker 3>had relationships in and out, but I will say that

0:34:03.800 --> 0:34:09.160
<v Speaker 3>they've faltered because of my own cognitive choices, like being

0:34:09.280 --> 0:34:15.560
<v Speaker 3>vocal about setting boundaries, boundaries not being met, me leaving,

0:34:16.000 --> 0:34:19.000
<v Speaker 3>or me not meeting the boundaries of said person.

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<v Speaker 6>You know, man, we're all just working on ourselves.

0:34:25.239 --> 0:34:30.880
<v Speaker 1>So Nick, do you desire to do your friends? What

0:34:30.920 --> 0:34:31.799
<v Speaker 1>are your friends doing?

0:34:33.480 --> 0:34:33.760
<v Speaker 6>Sure?

0:34:33.800 --> 0:34:36.239
<v Speaker 3>My friends are listening right now. I actually texted him

0:34:36.239 --> 0:34:38.880
<v Speaker 3>and said, I was in queue, So shout out my

0:34:38.960 --> 0:34:40.360
<v Speaker 3>homies if they're still living.

0:34:43.080 --> 0:34:45.080
<v Speaker 1>Do you what do you hope for the future? Nick?

0:34:45.120 --> 0:34:46.480
<v Speaker 1>What do you what do you want out of life?

0:34:48.120 --> 0:34:48.440
<v Speaker 2>Man?

0:34:48.800 --> 0:34:51.799
<v Speaker 3>That's that's a question right there. Like I said, Man,

0:34:51.840 --> 0:34:54.279
<v Speaker 3>I just want everyone to be like happy, healthy fed.

0:34:54.560 --> 0:34:56.560
<v Speaker 3>Think you know a place to live close in the back,

0:34:56.760 --> 0:34:59.200
<v Speaker 3>learn a little bit. That's like my bottom line, you know.

0:35:03.480 --> 0:35:05.479
<v Speaker 3>I know it's a lot to ask. It's a very

0:35:06.239 --> 0:35:09.440
<v Speaker 3>obscure and jaded thing I guess to be, Like, I

0:35:09.480 --> 0:35:10.480
<v Speaker 3>wish world peace.

0:35:10.560 --> 0:35:14.720
<v Speaker 1>But why I've never heard somebody say it was jaded

0:35:14.800 --> 0:35:16.000
<v Speaker 1>to wish for world peace.

0:35:17.760 --> 0:35:19.799
<v Speaker 3>Of course it is. Man, look at me sitting over here,

0:35:19.840 --> 0:35:22.480
<v Speaker 3>sucking down nitrous, being like here we all just get along.

0:35:24.000 --> 0:35:26.719
<v Speaker 1>Do you think do you think Vladimir Putin would be

0:35:26.880 --> 0:35:30.520
<v Speaker 1>more chill if he was was high on nitrous a

0:35:30.560 --> 0:35:31.480
<v Speaker 1>lot every day?

0:35:32.440 --> 0:35:36.359
<v Speaker 3>I think I think he'd be more loopy because I've

0:35:36.400 --> 0:35:39.760
<v Speaker 3>seen people not so fucking chill on nitrous. I don't

0:35:39.800 --> 0:35:41.200
<v Speaker 3>you know, it can go one way or the other.

0:35:41.280 --> 0:35:44.440
<v Speaker 3>Schizophrenic people shouldn't be doing nitrous. Is that dude grounded?

0:35:44.680 --> 0:35:46.600
<v Speaker 3>I don't know. It doesn't seem it should. He do

0:35:46.680 --> 0:35:50.040
<v Speaker 3>nitros Maybe, should he do mushrooms? Probably?

0:35:53.680 --> 0:35:58.520
<v Speaker 1>I've I did nitrous oxide once five years ago, and

0:35:58.920 --> 0:36:02.960
<v Speaker 1>I've never done hair, but it felt like what I

0:36:03.000 --> 0:36:04.400
<v Speaker 1>think heroin feels like.

0:36:06.719 --> 0:36:10.279
<v Speaker 3>It's so I've never done crack, but I'm told it's

0:36:10.320 --> 0:36:17.600
<v Speaker 3>more like crack, like the like uplifting sounds and stuff

0:36:17.640 --> 0:36:19.040
<v Speaker 3>like that I've.

0:36:18.960 --> 0:36:24.160
<v Speaker 1>Been Would would you consider yourself addicted to whippets?

0:36:25.520 --> 0:36:34.560
<v Speaker 3>No? No, because because addiction in the general term, you know,

0:36:35.320 --> 0:36:39.480
<v Speaker 3>if you're talking in the physical sense. No, Psychologically still no,

0:36:40.719 --> 0:36:43.440
<v Speaker 3>you know you can't physically get addicted to whippets. However,

0:36:43.480 --> 0:36:46.600
<v Speaker 3>I'm psychologically not addicted to me was I when I

0:36:46.640 --> 0:36:50.360
<v Speaker 3>was younger? That's a different question, am I now? No?

0:36:53.040 --> 0:36:54.640
<v Speaker 1>Are you gonna do whippit's again tomorrow?

0:36:56.719 --> 0:36:59.200
<v Speaker 3>Actually yeah, because the reason why I have this tank

0:36:59.520 --> 0:37:02.320
<v Speaker 3>is because there's a band playing in town tomorrow.

0:37:02.320 --> 0:37:04.080
<v Speaker 6>So I'm not gonna do all this tonight. It's for

0:37:04.239 --> 0:37:06.680
<v Speaker 6>like after the show tomorrow. So when we're all like,

0:37:06.800 --> 0:37:09.160
<v Speaker 6>you know, on mushrooms and acid and Mollie and stuff,

0:37:09.160 --> 0:37:11.120
<v Speaker 6>we can do this while we're hanging out smoking weed.

0:37:12.000 --> 0:37:14.920
<v Speaker 3>Yea chilling. It's like an after party thing.

0:37:15.600 --> 0:37:16.759
<v Speaker 1>Are you gonna do them? The day after that.

0:37:16.920 --> 0:37:21.520
<v Speaker 3>I'm just I mean, I doubt it because it will

0:37:21.520 --> 0:37:23.920
<v Speaker 3>most likely be gone and then I'm not gonna like

0:37:23.960 --> 0:37:31.680
<v Speaker 3>go fill the tank up again anytime soon. Okay you no, No,

0:37:31.719 --> 0:37:34.239
<v Speaker 3>I mean especially with like what was that? I'm sorry,

0:37:34.280 --> 0:37:34.600
<v Speaker 3>go ahead.

0:37:34.760 --> 0:37:36.359
<v Speaker 1>Are you happy and satisfied with life?

0:37:38.520 --> 0:37:40.600
<v Speaker 3>Yeah? Yeah, I got it. I think that's like a

0:37:40.680 --> 0:37:44.279
<v Speaker 3>very weighted conversation. Like you know, each day is what

0:37:44.320 --> 0:37:46.399
<v Speaker 3>it is. You take it as it comes. I think

0:37:46.400 --> 0:37:49.200
<v Speaker 3>I'm a happy person. I like the relationships and with

0:37:49.360 --> 0:37:53.120
<v Speaker 3>I like the job that I have, I have future

0:37:53.160 --> 0:37:58.160
<v Speaker 3>in my mind. I'm not I don't think I'm a

0:37:58.719 --> 0:38:02.360
<v Speaker 3>terrible person. You know, that's everybody else's perspective, I suppose,

0:38:02.440 --> 0:38:04.239
<v Speaker 3>but you know, I like to think that I'm a

0:38:04.280 --> 0:38:06.479
<v Speaker 3>good person. And what else can you say?

0:38:08.719 --> 0:38:10.400
<v Speaker 1>Well, god, damn, you sold me on not your so

0:38:10.400 --> 0:38:10.839
<v Speaker 1>ox side.

0:38:12.440 --> 0:38:16.320
<v Speaker 3>I mean it's you know, it's not for everybody, but uh,

0:38:17.239 --> 0:38:20.200
<v Speaker 3>you know, sometimes it's fun. Like I said, man, you know,

0:38:20.239 --> 0:38:21.799
<v Speaker 3>it's like you just got to be smart when you're

0:38:21.800 --> 0:38:22.440
<v Speaker 3>being stupid.

0:38:25.480 --> 0:38:26.840
<v Speaker 1>Nick, Do you feel as though you got what you

0:38:26.880 --> 0:38:28.160
<v Speaker 1>desired out of this conversation?

0:38:30.560 --> 0:38:33.040
<v Speaker 3>I got I definitely got it, that's for sure. Man,

0:38:33.400 --> 0:38:36.759
<v Speaker 3>Like I didn't. I didn't go in with any intention. Uh,

0:38:37.040 --> 0:38:40.520
<v Speaker 3>there was no like extrapolation necessary. So everything I got

0:38:40.520 --> 0:38:42.320
<v Speaker 3>out of this was exactly what I wanted. So I

0:38:42.400 --> 0:38:45.000
<v Speaker 3>appreciate the time. You know, I genuinely didn't even think

0:38:45.000 --> 0:38:46.600
<v Speaker 3>i'd get this far, So that's kind of cool.

0:38:47.280 --> 0:38:48.520
<v Speaker 1>Is there anything else you want to say to the

0:38:48.520 --> 0:38:49.680
<v Speaker 1>people of the computer before we go?

0:38:51.960 --> 0:38:54.879
<v Speaker 3>Uh, people of the computer, just be kind to each other.

0:38:54.920 --> 0:38:57.960
<v Speaker 3>And I'm up of the internet trolling. It's just old hat.

0:38:58.120 --> 0:39:01.880
<v Speaker 3>Just learn to love yourself and love each other. My god,

0:39:05.040 --> 0:39:09.000
<v Speaker 3>have a good night, Nick, you too, while thank you brother.

0:39:13.080 --> 0:39:17.759
<v Speaker 1>Well we did it. We created the best advertisement for

0:39:17.880 --> 0:39:23.720
<v Speaker 1>whippets on the internet. Sounds like it is the solution

0:39:25.880 --> 0:39:28.799
<v Speaker 1>to all of life's problems. Thank you, Nick. No, if

0:39:28.840 --> 0:39:31.120
<v Speaker 1>it's a terrible for you, definitely don't do whippets.

0:39:32.120 --> 0:39:34.520
<v Speaker 8>All from Carlos.

0:39:36.600 --> 0:39:40.040
<v Speaker 1>Carlos, Hello, how you doing?

0:39:41.520 --> 0:39:43.320
<v Speaker 3>Am I on? You're on?

0:39:44.400 --> 0:39:44.760
<v Speaker 1>Oh?

0:39:44.800 --> 0:39:47.600
<v Speaker 8>My goodness? What an honor? What an honor?

0:39:49.160 --> 0:39:53.759
<v Speaker 1>It's a fucking Carlos. I say this in full sincerity.

0:39:54.200 --> 0:39:57.919
<v Speaker 1>It's an honor to talk to you.

0:39:59.480 --> 0:40:01.080
<v Speaker 8>I'm pretty from ear to ear?

0:40:01.360 --> 0:40:01.560
<v Speaker 3>Is that?

0:40:01.600 --> 0:40:02.359
<v Speaker 8>Am I saying it right?

0:40:03.280 --> 0:40:05.640
<v Speaker 1>You're going from ear to ear? Well, you're being preemptive

0:40:05.640 --> 0:40:09.560
<v Speaker 1>because this you I don't, I don't. I don't know

0:40:09.560 --> 0:40:11.120
<v Speaker 1>how this phone call is going to go. You might,

0:40:11.160 --> 0:40:15.040
<v Speaker 1>it might, you might ring, you might hang out being

0:40:15.080 --> 0:40:16.800
<v Speaker 1>like ah, that actually was not fun.

0:40:17.920 --> 0:40:19.959
<v Speaker 8>No, no, no, it's it's cool. It's cool, it's cool.

0:40:20.800 --> 0:40:25.400
<v Speaker 8>I'm just like really excited, am I. I don't know,

0:40:25.640 --> 0:40:26.440
<v Speaker 8>it's overwhelmed.

0:40:26.480 --> 0:40:29.120
<v Speaker 1>You know what do you what's what's overwhelming? You know

0:40:29.160 --> 0:40:29.720
<v Speaker 1>at this moment?

0:40:32.080 --> 0:40:41.719
<v Speaker 8>Well, I remember seeing your show randomly on on Twitch, yeah,

0:40:41.800 --> 0:40:44.239
<v Speaker 8>and I was like, hey, this is pretty cool. Thanks,

0:40:44.320 --> 0:40:47.600
<v Speaker 8>And then I was just watching your comments and people

0:40:48.360 --> 0:40:49.600
<v Speaker 8>I don't know you. I feel like you have this

0:40:49.680 --> 0:40:54.080
<v Speaker 8>aura where you make people super comfortable and and I'm

0:40:54.080 --> 0:40:56.440
<v Speaker 8>pretty sure this has been said before, but because you're

0:40:56.440 --> 0:40:59.759
<v Speaker 8>in a costume, you make people knock down this wall

0:40:59.840 --> 0:41:04.360
<v Speaker 8>so they're like, very not. Do I have a bias?

0:41:04.400 --> 0:41:09.319
<v Speaker 1>I guess, well, I I appreciate that. I hope I do.

0:41:09.560 --> 0:41:16.759
<v Speaker 1>I hope that that that I have some kind of

0:41:18.120 --> 0:41:24.480
<v Speaker 1>calming something. What's going? Is there a reason you called

0:41:24.520 --> 0:41:26.000
<v Speaker 1>Carlos It's okay if there's not.

0:41:29.040 --> 0:41:31.680
<v Speaker 8>I guess I've always just tried to call you and

0:41:31.840 --> 0:41:36.319
<v Speaker 8>see if I could ever go through. Yeah, but hey, man,

0:41:36.440 --> 0:41:37.320
<v Speaker 8>I just had a baby.

0:41:38.600 --> 0:41:46.040
<v Speaker 1>You just had a child. Yes, man, Wow, that sounds

0:41:47.080 --> 0:41:48.600
<v Speaker 1>that sounds awful. How's it going?

0:41:51.200 --> 0:41:54.719
<v Speaker 8>Well, it is that as well, But for the most part,

0:41:54.760 --> 0:41:58.759
<v Speaker 8>I feel like the good part overshadows it. Like for

0:41:58.920 --> 0:42:01.960
<v Speaker 8>anyone who's ever are afraid of having one, like the

0:42:02.000 --> 0:42:05.239
<v Speaker 8>reason why they don't have one, It's like it's very

0:42:05.320 --> 0:42:08.399
<v Speaker 8>much there. It never goes away. You're still scared of it.

0:42:09.960 --> 0:42:12.360
<v Speaker 1>That's the thing about having a kid is that you

0:42:12.360 --> 0:42:16.920
<v Speaker 1>you can't really, I mean you you can have a

0:42:17.160 --> 0:42:20.560
<v Speaker 1>you can't reverse the decision. You can't put the baby

0:42:20.600 --> 0:42:26.319
<v Speaker 1>back up inside of the vagina. It's here right right.

0:42:26.440 --> 0:42:28.120
<v Speaker 8>You wish you could shove it back in, but you know,

0:42:28.160 --> 0:42:29.640
<v Speaker 8>you just you just can't anymore.

0:42:29.640 --> 0:42:31.440
<v Speaker 1>You can't.

0:42:32.400 --> 0:42:35.319
<v Speaker 8>There's no return at the at the hospital, per se.

0:42:36.040 --> 0:42:39.560
<v Speaker 1>You can't kill the baby. You can theoretically kill the baby,

0:42:39.560 --> 0:42:44.960
<v Speaker 1>but you you, it is agreed upon by most philosophers

0:42:45.680 --> 0:42:49.879
<v Speaker 1>that that is unethical, and I'll you know, stand by

0:42:49.920 --> 0:42:53.799
<v Speaker 1>that as well. So once you have a kid, you

0:42:53.880 --> 0:42:56.320
<v Speaker 1>just have one, and you well, you can leave a

0:42:56.320 --> 0:43:01.200
<v Speaker 1>lot of people leave sometimes I think that, you know,

0:43:01.280 --> 0:43:07.360
<v Speaker 1>I talked to somebody on the podcast however long ago,

0:43:07.760 --> 0:43:09.880
<v Speaker 1>and she was like wondering if she was a good mom,

0:43:10.880 --> 0:43:13.680
<v Speaker 1>And I don't know, I had really good parents, So

0:43:13.680 --> 0:43:17.040
<v Speaker 1>I'm not I don't have a good like uh, I

0:43:17.040 --> 0:43:19.239
<v Speaker 1>don't have a lot of faith in this hypothesis. But

0:43:19.280 --> 0:43:23.879
<v Speaker 1>I kind of feel like, just not not leaving when

0:43:23.920 --> 0:43:29.640
<v Speaker 1>you like could totally just leave, is that's got to

0:43:29.640 --> 0:43:32.879
<v Speaker 1>be like at least seventy percent of being a good

0:43:32.920 --> 0:43:34.560
<v Speaker 1>parent is like you.

0:43:34.600 --> 0:43:38.759
<v Speaker 8>Know, yeah, yeah, yeah, I definitely were there. So definitely

0:43:38.800 --> 0:43:40.880
<v Speaker 8>I think that you definitely have to be there because like,

0:43:43.000 --> 0:43:46.240
<v Speaker 8>I didn't grow up with my father, right, So whenever

0:43:46.440 --> 0:43:49.960
<v Speaker 8>I do talk to someone who had shitty parents, I'm like, well,

0:43:49.960 --> 0:43:52.600
<v Speaker 8>at least you know your father, right, you know, because

0:43:53.160 --> 0:43:54.799
<v Speaker 8>and they're like, oh, well, you know, you don't know

0:43:54.800 --> 0:43:56.680
<v Speaker 8>how it feels like because I do have my father.

0:43:56.719 --> 0:43:59.240
<v Speaker 8>Babies a piece of shit, so like I'm not constantly

0:43:59.400 --> 0:44:02.440
<v Speaker 8>you know, going to through it and then and that

0:44:02.640 --> 0:44:05.799
<v Speaker 8>I'm like, well, I never had one to begin with,

0:44:06.560 --> 0:44:10.520
<v Speaker 8>so I don't know. I guess it's almost like that

0:44:10.600 --> 0:44:14.200
<v Speaker 8>half half full, half empty, Yeah, Like which way do

0:44:14.239 --> 0:44:15.239
<v Speaker 8>you want to see it?

0:44:16.120 --> 0:44:18.839
<v Speaker 1>Would you rather have had a piece of shit father

0:44:18.920 --> 0:44:19.560
<v Speaker 1>than no father?

0:44:23.920 --> 0:44:27.200
<v Speaker 8>I prefer no father. Yeah, I've thought about this. I

0:44:27.239 --> 0:44:30.480
<v Speaker 8>think that my curiosity will always be the fact that

0:44:30.560 --> 0:44:33.520
<v Speaker 8>I never completely knew him. I knew where to find him,

0:44:34.680 --> 0:44:41.040
<v Speaker 8>but under certain like circumstances, I just couldn't see him.

0:44:41.040 --> 0:44:46.600
<v Speaker 8>But now, you know, I've been very very busy with

0:44:46.640 --> 0:44:50.880
<v Speaker 8>my own life, and once I became independent, basically you know,

0:44:51.600 --> 0:44:55.160
<v Speaker 8>handling everything on my own, I just wasn't as curious

0:44:54.880 --> 0:45:01.120
<v Speaker 8>as before. But I think that to be a good parent,

0:45:01.200 --> 0:45:02.520
<v Speaker 8>not only do you have to be a president, but

0:45:02.560 --> 0:45:04.400
<v Speaker 8>you also have to be kind of like, you know,

0:45:04.520 --> 0:45:06.560
<v Speaker 8>curious about about about the kid, do you know what

0:45:06.560 --> 0:45:06.839
<v Speaker 8>I mean?

0:45:07.239 --> 0:45:09.319
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, yeah, sure, yeah. I feel like you can't just

0:45:09.360 --> 0:45:11.400
<v Speaker 1>be like, all right, I'm here. I mean, usually you

0:45:11.400 --> 0:45:13.319
<v Speaker 1>can do any you can do whatever. You can kill

0:45:13.320 --> 0:45:15.319
<v Speaker 1>the baby. I was saying, you can do whatever, but

0:45:15.360 --> 0:45:21.400
<v Speaker 1>you can't. You shouldn't. Yeah, well yeah, you guys should

0:45:21.480 --> 0:45:25.000
<v Speaker 1>have just like, yeah, you shouldn't. Just you know, lean

0:45:25.120 --> 0:45:28.439
<v Speaker 1>on the fact that being there is is good enough. Right.

0:45:28.520 --> 0:45:32.600
<v Speaker 1>You gotta also be curious and do all sorts of stuff.

0:45:34.640 --> 0:45:36.919
<v Speaker 8>Yeah yeah, do you ever plan on having kids having

0:45:36.920 --> 0:45:38.400
<v Speaker 8>little lizards going around?

0:45:38.920 --> 0:45:39.080
<v Speaker 3>Oh?

0:45:39.200 --> 0:45:44.960
<v Speaker 1>Man, I mean I'm so so far removed from any

0:45:45.239 --> 0:45:48.400
<v Speaker 1>life that looks like me having kids right now. I

0:45:48.400 --> 0:45:51.239
<v Speaker 1>mean I'm still I'm a young guy. Still, I'm only twenty.

0:45:50.960 --> 0:45:54.640
<v Speaker 8>Five, so yeah, that is pretty young.

0:45:55.480 --> 0:45:57.560
<v Speaker 1>So I you know, I don't know who knows about

0:45:57.560 --> 0:45:59.319
<v Speaker 1>the future, but I'm having I have a bro I

0:45:59.320 --> 0:46:01.040
<v Speaker 1>have a hard time to take care of myself. Like,

0:46:01.080 --> 0:46:05.520
<v Speaker 1>I don't do laundry. I just wear ship out of

0:46:05.560 --> 0:46:08.399
<v Speaker 1>the hamper all the time. I go to sleep without

0:46:08.400 --> 0:46:13.399
<v Speaker 1>brushing my teeth a lot. I don't cook anything. I mean,

0:46:13.400 --> 0:46:17.360
<v Speaker 1>I'm I can't. I'm not doing good just me, And

0:46:17.440 --> 0:46:23.640
<v Speaker 1>so adding a little guy, adding a little person to

0:46:23.680 --> 0:46:27.040
<v Speaker 1>do all that stuff for, is that'd be too much?

0:46:27.960 --> 0:46:28.160
<v Speaker 3>Right?

0:46:28.760 --> 0:46:32.640
<v Speaker 8>Well, I think that you'll do just fine, brow like seriously,

0:46:32.920 --> 0:46:35.640
<v Speaker 8>and this comes from the bottom, from from a stranger's

0:46:35.640 --> 0:46:40.359
<v Speaker 8>bottom of heart, because I mean, I think that we're

0:46:40.360 --> 0:46:44.319
<v Speaker 8>all we're all smart, right, and if you're interested in

0:46:44.360 --> 0:46:48.359
<v Speaker 8>anything or like, you seem pretty responsible with your show,

0:46:48.400 --> 0:46:49.160
<v Speaker 8>let's say, right.

0:46:49.560 --> 0:46:50.800
<v Speaker 1>Sometimes I think that.

0:46:53.680 --> 0:46:57.279
<v Speaker 8>I think that you'll at least like give it your all.

0:46:57.400 --> 0:47:00.799
<v Speaker 8>I don't know you just I don't see you being

0:47:00.960 --> 0:47:08.919
<v Speaker 8>like any sort of shortcoming of anything. But anyway, yeah, yeah,

0:47:09.280 --> 0:47:09.919
<v Speaker 8>I'm pretty sure.

0:47:10.680 --> 0:47:12.840
<v Speaker 1>Well, you know, sometimes my show drives me crazy, and

0:47:12.920 --> 0:47:18.040
<v Speaker 1>I'm like, I should abandon this and go to you know,

0:47:18.560 --> 0:47:22.480
<v Speaker 1>fucking Vietnam, But I'm not. I don't have any plans

0:47:22.520 --> 0:47:25.040
<v Speaker 1>to do that anytime soon, but I think about it

0:47:25.080 --> 0:47:28.040
<v Speaker 1>as a legitimate option. Whereas like if I had a again,

0:47:28.160 --> 0:47:29.359
<v Speaker 1>you know, if I had a kid, I don't want

0:47:29.360 --> 0:47:31.080
<v Speaker 1>to be like I should just abandon this kid and

0:47:31.160 --> 0:47:35.360
<v Speaker 1>go to go to Laos, you know, I mean again,

0:47:35.600 --> 0:47:39.759
<v Speaker 1>I can do that, but you know, it's a whole

0:47:39.760 --> 0:47:40.279
<v Speaker 1>different thing.

0:47:41.080 --> 0:47:42.600
<v Speaker 8>Do you have a way out out of your show?

0:47:42.640 --> 0:47:45.920
<v Speaker 8>Like have you revealed your identity at all? Like if

0:47:45.960 --> 0:47:48.680
<v Speaker 8>you wanted to leave your show, like knowing would definitely

0:47:48.719 --> 0:47:50.960
<v Speaker 8>recognize you, you can, like you know, you know what

0:47:51.000 --> 0:47:51.640
<v Speaker 8>I'm saying.

0:47:51.400 --> 0:47:56.880
<v Speaker 1>Like you know how oh, I mean, I would just

0:47:56.920 --> 0:47:58.759
<v Speaker 1>stop posting stuff.

0:47:59.400 --> 0:48:01.239
<v Speaker 8>Right, but you have and like put your like your

0:48:01.239 --> 0:48:03.399
<v Speaker 8>real name out there, you're I mean.

0:48:03.480 --> 0:48:05.640
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, I mean people, I mean yeah, people know my

0:48:05.640 --> 0:48:07.239
<v Speaker 1>real name and how I look. But I don't think

0:48:07.239 --> 0:48:10.600
<v Speaker 1>people like like like no, I don't get recognized in

0:48:10.640 --> 0:48:12.000
<v Speaker 1>the streets as myself.

0:48:12.080 --> 0:48:15.480
<v Speaker 8>Ever, I think you're pretty famous, Like I saw you

0:48:15.480 --> 0:48:18.680
<v Speaker 8>like two years ago, right like when pandemic very I'm like, oh,

0:48:18.800 --> 0:48:20.359
<v Speaker 8>this is this therapy for real.

0:48:20.960 --> 0:48:26.640
<v Speaker 1>So that makes me think feel sick that you think

0:48:26.760 --> 0:48:29.719
<v Speaker 1>that I appreciate it makes me feel it makes me

0:48:29.719 --> 0:48:34.120
<v Speaker 1>feel sick though you think I'm well, I appreciate your stokedness.

0:48:34.239 --> 0:48:36.520
<v Speaker 1>But I feel like you and I are talking in

0:48:36.560 --> 0:48:40.240
<v Speaker 1>a way that we would talk if we just met

0:48:40.880 --> 0:48:47.760
<v Speaker 1>at like a fucking you know, a bar or something.

0:48:47.880 --> 0:48:51.120
<v Speaker 8>Like yeah, first one, first round would be on me ron.

0:48:51.640 --> 0:48:53.759
<v Speaker 1>Well, thanks man. But I don't I think the idea

0:48:53.800 --> 0:48:58.280
<v Speaker 1>of like being famous and people having like an idea

0:48:58.280 --> 0:49:01.440
<v Speaker 1>of who I am as a person is It's bizarre.

0:49:01.640 --> 0:49:03.759
<v Speaker 1>But I'm trying to just be a guy, you know,

0:49:03.880 --> 0:49:06.040
<v Speaker 1>And I feel like we're talking the way that we

0:49:06.040 --> 0:49:09.080
<v Speaker 1>would talk if we just met on the street. Maybe

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<v Speaker 1>not the streets, maybe the street. We wouldn't talk to

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<v Speaker 1>each other about, you know, whether or not. I don't think.

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<v Speaker 1>I don't think we would be like walking past each

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<v Speaker 1>other on a sidewalk and I'd be like, hey, excuse me,

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<v Speaker 1>what's your name? And are you planning on having a

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<v Speaker 1>family anytime soon? I don't think we would talk to

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<v Speaker 1>each other like that.

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<v Speaker 8>But right right right, I think i'd be carrying my

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<v Speaker 8>I think i'd be crying my having my crying baby

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<v Speaker 8>on my on my arms. I'm like, hey, man, yeah,

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<v Speaker 8>I have a baby now. So you ever have any

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<v Speaker 8>questions you know, let me know, man, especially the heart ones.

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<v Speaker 8>I feel like people, I feel like people don't talk

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<v Speaker 8>about the hard questions, you know what I mean, like

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<v Speaker 8>does it suck? Like you know what I'm saying, Like

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<v Speaker 8>everyone's like, oh, having a baby, is you know a blessing? Blessing?

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<v Speaker 8>Or like oh was this baby planned or whatnot? And

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<v Speaker 8>like most babies, I think most parents I've talked to,

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<v Speaker 8>you know, admit that they're not but like they're not

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<v Speaker 8>going to like tell you the truth or like how

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<v Speaker 8>can I explain this? It's like it's definitely like more

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<v Speaker 8>life is definitely more real, and people are admitting things

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<v Speaker 8>to us, like uh, people that we call adults as

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<v Speaker 8>when we were little, Like they're being more truthful than ever,

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<v Speaker 8>Like they're not white lying to us or to me

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<v Speaker 8>anyway anymore.

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<v Speaker 1>So it's like just kind of like veil and what

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<v Speaker 1>in what way do you feel like they're being more.

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<v Speaker 8>Truthful, like, for instance, like their flaws, because did you

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<v Speaker 8>ever think that your parents could do no wrong? At

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<v Speaker 8>one point? And it kind of like like now they're

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<v Speaker 8>they're like, yeah, you know I was scared when I

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<v Speaker 8>had you.

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<v Speaker 1>Or like yeah you know kind of like yeah, like.

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<v Speaker 8>They started to treat me like a more of an adult.

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<v Speaker 1>M Yeah, for sure. I like having this conversation with

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<v Speaker 1>my parents where either's I like, I like trying to

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<v Speaker 1>hear about their vulnerabilities. I'm going, I'm I'm I'm going

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<v Speaker 1>back home uh soon, And I'm thinking I'm thinking about

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<v Speaker 1>recording a podcast with my parents, not like not for

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<v Speaker 1>the public, uh like for this, but just for me.

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<v Speaker 8>Is it can be like a voice Is it gonna

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<v Speaker 8>be like is it gonna be like a voice podcast?

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<v Speaker 1>Or is it like I think I'll just like I'm

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<v Speaker 1>bringing I'm gonna just throw a microphone in a backpack

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<v Speaker 1>and go back home and uh like I just asked

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<v Speaker 1>them about their lives and stuff and record it and

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<v Speaker 1>show it to my sister and no one else.

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<v Speaker 8>Would you be willing to ask some hard questions about

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<v Speaker 8>like you know, every family goes through, you know, hardships

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<v Speaker 8>or you know.

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<v Speaker 1>I've thought about autout that yet about that conversations you know, Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>you know i I've thought about how uh because yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>every my family. Every family has like history of things

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<v Speaker 1>that are maybe tough, and I've thought about how I

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<v Speaker 1>want to talk about that in this podcast if I

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<v Speaker 1>talk about it, But I mainly want to ask the

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<v Speaker 1>types of things that you know I talked to you know,

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<v Speaker 1>strangers about on this podcast, but like with my family,

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<v Speaker 1>like how did you feel when you first had me?

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<v Speaker 1>How did you feel when you first had my sister? What?

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<v Speaker 1>What do you where'd you grow up? What it like?

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<v Speaker 1>You know, just general stuff. I realized I've never talked

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<v Speaker 1>to them about, you know, because because it would be

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<v Speaker 1>weird to do over a regular dinner, you know, Like

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<v Speaker 1>if I'm at and I'm like, how did you feel

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<v Speaker 1>when you had me? I feel like I'd be putting

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<v Speaker 1>myself out there with that question. But if I'm like, hey,

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<v Speaker 1>let's sit down and like record something for the purpose

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<v Speaker 1>of talking about this, I think it's an interesting idea,

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<v Speaker 1>so we'll see how it goes.

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<v Speaker 8>You know, what I think would be.

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<v Speaker 2>Thought provoking or tell me, Carlos, I think.

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<v Speaker 8>That it would be something like, how did you deal

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<v Speaker 8>when your parents have siblings?

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<v Speaker 1>They do?

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<v Speaker 8>Yeah, how did how you know? How did your parents

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<v Speaker 8>feel when they felt like their siblings were meddling or

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<v Speaker 8>not respecting boundaries within their personal or metal marital life.

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<v Speaker 8>You know what I mean, Like like those types of conversations.

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<v Speaker 1>I don't know how I don't know how much my parents.

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<v Speaker 1>That's the thing is that I don't I don't know

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<v Speaker 1>how much my mom or my dad would like I mean,

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<v Speaker 1>I would tell them, I'd be like, I'd be like,

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<v Speaker 1>this is for the for the private, but I don't

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<v Speaker 1>know how much they would be cool with talking about

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<v Speaker 1>that on like recording it. But a question.

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<v Speaker 8>I guess. My My goal is not to spur stirre

0:53:39.600 --> 0:53:42.359
<v Speaker 8>the pot within that conversation. But it's just like trying

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<v Speaker 8>to see, you know what, what what advice can they

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<v Speaker 8>pass to you and then you to your viewers? You

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<v Speaker 8>know what I mean? Like, I think it's worth while

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<v Speaker 8>sometimes just spreading not only positivity but productivity. You feel

0:53:57.560 --> 0:54:02.920
<v Speaker 8>me Like, yeah, I just think it would be worthwhile

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<v Speaker 8>every once in a while.

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<v Speaker 1>Carlos, Carlos, Carlos, Well, Carlos, thanks for talking to me

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<v Speaker 1>about this. Good, Like you seem like a good guy.

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<v Speaker 1>I thank your child is everything? Okay?

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<v Speaker 8>Yeah, yeah we're good. We're good. Yeah. Man, Hey, you

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<v Speaker 8>know what, I'm super honored that I was on here.

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<v Speaker 8>I can't wait to Cane. Can I replay this?

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<v Speaker 1>Uh? Maybe I've been deleting vod's lately, keep doing that,

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<v Speaker 1>but eventually this will this will be in some podcast

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<v Speaker 1>at some point.

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<v Speaker 8>Cool. Cool. What do you call your fandom? Your fan base?

0:54:41.360 --> 0:54:42.279
<v Speaker 8>Like your community?

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<v Speaker 1>Folks? People people on this.

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<v Speaker 8>On this Twitch Channelman, they're the.

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<v Speaker 1>Best, absolutely absolutely, Well, thank you for calling Carlos. It's

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<v Speaker 1>good to talk to you, and God bless you for

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<v Speaker 1>eight for eight years.

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<v Speaker 8>Thank you, sir, Thank you sir. Same to you, same

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<v Speaker 8>to you. YouTube.

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<v Speaker 1>Bye man. I'm I'm very glad I don't have a child,

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<v Speaker 1>so that would be a lot I can I've said

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<v Speaker 1>this on this show about eight thousand times, but I

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<v Speaker 1>feel like I can barely take care of myself, so

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<v Speaker 1>to add a little person in the mix would be insane.

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<v Speaker 1>But who knows life's long. We'll seek goes on the

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<v Speaker 1>line every night, every week and goes to staging your life.