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Speaker 2: Hello, Oh man, it's wild. How the heck are you doing?

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Speaker 3: My guy?

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Speaker 1: Oh man, I'm doing all right. How are you doing? Ray?

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Speaker 4: Oh I'm chilling?

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Speaker 2: Uh yeah, man? So what's upble? What do we want

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Speaker 2: to talk about.

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Speaker 1: Says that you wanted to call in to talk about, uh,

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Speaker 1: working at Chuck E Cheese.

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Speaker 2: Yes, okay, so I have. I have plenty of stories

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Speaker 2: of working there. Uh, but I'll start with the grossest

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Speaker 2: one first because I feel like that one will be fun.

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Speaker 5: Oh.

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Speaker 2: So, like I'm I'm pretty small. I'm like five foot four,

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Speaker 2: like Shirkings Unit, by the way, so very tiny. And

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Speaker 2: when you're small at Chuck.

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Speaker 6: E Cheese is like you are, You're very like usable.

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Speaker 2: So like to get into the sky tubes, there's not

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Speaker 2: many people that can fit up there, right, Like you

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Speaker 2: have to be a certain height in order to crawl

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Speaker 2: And so it was typically my job to clean it

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Speaker 2: when the time came, which was terrible. I'll let you

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Speaker 2: know that right away. But this particular day was a

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Speaker 2: day out of hell. So I come in to work,

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Speaker 2: you know, and I'm just kind of hanging out and

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Speaker 2: then uh, freaking, all of a sudden, we because we

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Speaker 2: all wear walkie talkies for some reason, it's like a

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Speaker 2: someone said, hey, we need someone to clean the sky

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Speaker 2: tubes as soon as possible, and I'm like, oh god,

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Speaker 2: So I don't answer because I'm just I have a feeling.

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Speaker 2: I know what it's gonna be, so I just keep

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Speaker 2: my mouth shut. I'm like all right, And then all

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Speaker 2: like hey, Ray, we need you back here real quick.

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Speaker 2: So I head back into the back and they're like, hey,

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Speaker 2: so you're not gonna like this, but some kids just

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Speaker 2: shitting vomited all in the sky tubes. I'm like, not

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Speaker 2: just talking and like in the like everywhere down the slide,

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Speaker 2: Like I don't know what this kid ate like beside

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Speaker 2: Chucky Chees's pizza, but like.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, you know, but but but it was the forehead, right.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, and it was it was pretty it was pretty bad. Uh,

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Speaker 2: I don't know, I guess. So I took a few slips.

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Speaker 2: You know, you're trying to wipe stuff down and it's

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Speaker 1: Yeah, you're you're you're cleaning up the ship and piss

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Speaker 1: and vomit while the kids. The kid's still in there.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, yeah, he was stuck in there for a bit.

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Speaker 1: Oh dude, Okay, you got to get the kid. That's

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Speaker 2: The thing was the kid was scared, like he was

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Speaker 1: All right, I gotta ask you, when you're in a

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Speaker 1: are you? What are you thinking? Are you like I

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Speaker 2: My biggest thing was just trying not to slip it anymore,

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Speaker 3: Here trying to survive.

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Speaker 3: But then work out.

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Speaker 2: I actually ended up working there for like two or

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Speaker 2: three years until I graduated high school.

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Speaker 1: So oh so this was during high school.

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Speaker 2: Oh yeah, this is a wow though this isn't ya. Oh,

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Speaker 2: I was eighteen, I think eighteen or seventeen.

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Speaker 1: that's a perfect age for cleaning up shit, piss, and

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Speaker 1: of like like, I don't think that there's any uh

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Speaker 2: Right, Yeah, I mean in a way like it's funny

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Speaker 2: I saw there was also just fucking nuts man, like

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Speaker 2: and this is gonna be a little blun sorry chat,

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Speaker 2: but like he said, he said, stop being a cum

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Speaker 3: I just looked at this kid and I was just like,

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Speaker 2: And I just turned around and I was like.

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Speaker 2: And that was like my first week on the job.

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Speaker 1: You know, you know what's funny is you get older

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Speaker 1: But it's almost like what was that? What was this place?

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Speaker 1: For those of you who don't know about Electric Forest,

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Speaker 1: in the forest. Like I saw they have a library

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00:21:16,840 --> 00:21:19,720
Speaker 1: in the middle of the forest, and there was this

438
00:21:19,960 --> 00:21:24,080
Speaker 1: it was three o'clock in the morning, and there's a

439
00:21:24,200 --> 00:21:29,160
Speaker 1: lady on a stage who is reading a children's book

440
00:21:29,760 --> 00:21:33,520
Speaker 1: to all these adults who are one hundred percent of

441
00:21:33,560 --> 00:21:37,480
Speaker 1: them are just gone on drugs, and she's reading it

442
00:21:37,520 --> 00:21:41,000
Speaker 1: to them like she was like she's reading to kindergarteners,

443
00:21:41,440 --> 00:21:44,199
Speaker 1: and she's like doing the voices of all the characters

444
00:21:44,240 --> 00:21:47,359
Speaker 1: and like turning the book around to show them the

445
00:21:47,400 --> 00:21:52,600
Speaker 1: pictures and stuff. It was awesome. I saw it.

446
00:21:53,400 --> 00:21:54,560
Speaker 2: They have so much art too.

447
00:21:54,840 --> 00:21:58,680
Speaker 1: They do. I saw this guy. Then there's this other

448
00:21:58,840 --> 00:22:00,399
Speaker 1: station in the middle of the woods. There was a

449
00:22:00,440 --> 00:22:03,840
Speaker 1: guy was like jacking off a puppet. He was like

450
00:22:03,920 --> 00:22:07,040
Speaker 1: rubbing the clitoris of a puppet. And then the puppet

451
00:22:07,400 --> 00:22:12,000
Speaker 1: squirted into a cup and then someone he had someone

452
00:22:12,000 --> 00:22:15,960
Speaker 1: in the audience drink the puppet come. It was awesome. Uh,

453
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Speaker 1: if you have the chance, go to the electric for us,

454
00:22:19,160 --> 00:22:24,280
Speaker 1: and and I wonder what, Oh, it's probably oh, I

455
00:22:24,280 --> 00:22:25,480
Speaker 1: mean it was. It was puppet come.

456
00:22:27,600 --> 00:22:29,160
Speaker 2: Kind of makes it like, because you know, it's got

457
00:22:29,160 --> 00:22:31,800
Speaker 2: to be like no, I don't want to think about that.

458
00:22:31,880 --> 00:22:34,040
Speaker 4: Actually that'll be a lot.

459
00:22:34,359 --> 00:22:36,320
Speaker 1: But also shout out, shout out to the homie who

460
00:22:36,359 --> 00:22:38,840
Speaker 1: gave me those three mushroom gummies. You're a hero, all right,

461
00:22:39,920 --> 00:22:41,880
Speaker 1: Ray anything else you want to say to the people

462
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Speaker 1: of the computer before we go.

463
00:22:45,520 --> 00:22:48,560
Speaker 2: I've introduced so many people to this show. I'm sure

464
00:22:48,560 --> 00:22:51,640
Speaker 2: they've already recognized my laugh. So if you're out there

465
00:22:51,680 --> 00:22:53,520
Speaker 2: and you're watching this because I forced you to watch it,

466
00:22:53,520 --> 00:22:54,240
Speaker 2: to be like, hey.

467
00:22:54,040 --> 00:22:54,920
Speaker 3: Look I did bang.

468
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Speaker 2: The sun was later Hi, love you guys and everyone

469
00:22:59,080 --> 00:23:01,560
Speaker 2: in chat. You guys are awesome to step be nice

470
00:23:01,600 --> 00:23:04,360
Speaker 2: to each other, love each other and forget and then

471
00:23:04,400 --> 00:23:07,080
Speaker 2: remember that people just stay stupid shit sometimes, like you know,

472
00:23:07,320 --> 00:23:09,919
Speaker 2: but don't let it ruin your night and stuff. And

473
00:23:10,119 --> 00:23:12,280
Speaker 2: while I hope you have a wonderful rest of your tour.

474
00:23:13,040 --> 00:23:15,400
Speaker 2: I'm so sad I missed it, but I'm definitely gonna

475
00:23:15,400 --> 00:23:18,280
Speaker 2: be there next year in Denver, and I'll have quite

476
00:23:18,320 --> 00:23:19,600
Speaker 2: a few friends with me too.

477
00:23:19,680 --> 00:23:22,480
Speaker 1: Oh fuck yeah, Denver's one of my favorite places to

478
00:23:22,520 --> 00:23:25,600
Speaker 1: do it, so I'm excited to see it there. He

479
00:23:25,720 --> 00:23:29,160
Speaker 1: went from cleaning up piss to cleaning up motor oil.

480
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Speaker 1: He is ray, and I hope you have a good.

481
00:23:35,320 --> 00:23:35,720
Speaker 3: You too.

482
00:23:36,400 --> 00:23:38,359
Speaker 2: I hope you keep stream and I'll stay on and

483
00:23:38,359 --> 00:23:39,320
Speaker 2: you have a good rest of your night.

484
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Speaker 5: Do but take care man, Okay, Hello? Oh what's up?

485
00:23:50,760 --> 00:23:52,600
Speaker 3: Oh damn? Yeah? What's up?

486
00:23:52,720 --> 00:23:53,000
Speaker 1: While?

487
00:23:53,160 --> 00:23:55,359
Speaker 3: Oh damn, I did not think i'd get through.

488
00:23:55,920 --> 00:23:56,959
Speaker 1: How's it going, baby?

489
00:23:58,960 --> 00:24:00,600
Speaker 3: I'm good man? How are you?

490
00:24:02,160 --> 00:24:06,159
Speaker 1: I'm hanging in there, dude, I'm By'm a lizard, weird

491
00:24:06,240 --> 00:24:09,160
Speaker 1: guy on the thing. What's up? What's going on?

492
00:24:09,960 --> 00:24:15,399
Speaker 3: Hey, I'm just like felling nitrous balloons doing nitrous living

493
00:24:15,480 --> 00:24:17,440
Speaker 3: live like hanging out.

494
00:24:17,880 --> 00:24:20,639
Speaker 1: You know, I hear the sound of a nitrosus balloon

495
00:24:20,680 --> 00:24:22,360
Speaker 1: filling up in the in your room.

496
00:24:22,440 --> 00:24:27,640
Speaker 3: Yeah yeah, man, hold on, well yeah yeah yeah, you.

497
00:24:27,560 --> 00:24:29,320
Speaker 1: Know, can you take I know this might be difficult

498
00:24:29,359 --> 00:24:31,680
Speaker 1: because you're really busy, but can you take me off

499
00:24:31,680 --> 00:24:32,439
Speaker 1: with a speakerphone?

500
00:24:34,920 --> 00:24:35,560
Speaker 3: Is that better?

501
00:24:35,960 --> 00:24:39,280
Speaker 1: Much better? How many nitrosus balloons today?

502
00:24:42,920 --> 00:24:50,120
Speaker 3: A lot? I mean, it's a twenty pound tank. It's

503
00:24:50,160 --> 00:24:51,400
Speaker 3: not empty yet, so.

504
00:24:52,440 --> 00:24:57,639
Speaker 1: Twenty pound tank. That is absolutely enough nitrous to swell

505
00:24:57,720 --> 00:25:02,840
Speaker 1: your brain. Ir reverse, stay, I.

506
00:25:03,200 --> 00:25:06,080
Speaker 3: Mean you know you gotta breathe in between balloons, you know.

507
00:25:07,640 --> 00:25:09,119
Speaker 1: Okay, Well, I'm glad you found a way to do

508
00:25:09,160 --> 00:25:09,720
Speaker 1: this healthily.

509
00:25:11,600 --> 00:25:14,520
Speaker 3: Yeah, of course, you know drug usage. Of course, the

510
00:25:14,520 --> 00:25:16,200
Speaker 3: only way to do it is healthily.

511
00:25:16,520 --> 00:25:19,480
Speaker 1: You know, how long have you been doing matrice for.

512
00:25:21,720 --> 00:25:28,040
Speaker 3: Oh man today? A few hours lifetime. I started my

513
00:25:28,200 --> 00:25:34,320
Speaker 3: first time when I was seventeen. I'm thirty now.

514
00:25:35,200 --> 00:25:41,600
Speaker 7: That's seven times now, seven times eight, seven times eight

515
00:25:42,359 --> 00:25:46,439
Speaker 7: is we'll see eight times eight sixty four minus.

516
00:25:45,920 --> 00:25:50,920
Speaker 3: Seven would be fifty six, am I right?

517
00:25:51,359 --> 00:25:52,119
Speaker 1: Damn it, that's pretty good.

518
00:25:52,119 --> 00:25:58,399
Speaker 3: Actually, my DHD brain rounds up and then just subtracks down.

519
00:25:58,440 --> 00:26:00,399
Speaker 3: It's a pretty cool, weird little trick.

520
00:26:00,480 --> 00:26:06,040
Speaker 1: Actually, have you noticed any cognitive impair after doing all

521
00:26:06,080 --> 00:26:08,200
Speaker 1: these fucking nitrous balloons.

522
00:26:10,680 --> 00:26:15,160
Speaker 3: Given the moment, of course, following days, depending on how

523
00:26:15,280 --> 00:26:19,359
Speaker 3: much I do, I will say it affects more so

524
00:26:19,560 --> 00:26:25,440
Speaker 3: like your your liver, it's weird, man, Like your your

525
00:26:25,480 --> 00:26:27,879
Speaker 3: ability to eat shit. If you don't keep up on

526
00:26:27,920 --> 00:26:30,679
Speaker 3: your vitamin B get shot. So you got to make

527
00:26:30,720 --> 00:26:34,679
Speaker 3: sure you eat like beans or like red meat, or

528
00:26:34,760 --> 00:26:38,080
Speaker 3: like take one of days or something's it's it's the

529
00:26:38,119 --> 00:26:44,040
Speaker 3: weird thing to be cognitively function of. But yeah, vitamin

530
00:26:44,080 --> 00:26:46,600
Speaker 3: B when you do nitrous goes way down, So you

531
00:26:46,640 --> 00:26:48,880
Speaker 3: got to make sure you do that. Vitamin B twelve

532
00:26:49,080 --> 00:26:51,760
Speaker 3: extremely necessary for cellular function.

533
00:26:53,440 --> 00:26:55,520
Speaker 1: You know, I will say you have put a lot

534
00:26:55,600 --> 00:26:59,520
Speaker 1: more thought into inhaling this entire tank of nitrous oxide,

535
00:27:00,040 --> 00:27:03,240
Speaker 1: and I thought you did. Yeah.

536
00:27:03,320 --> 00:27:05,600
Speaker 3: I mean, like I said, I've been doing it for

537
00:27:05,640 --> 00:27:10,280
Speaker 3: a while. My nickname is the wool cook. I you know,

538
00:27:10,359 --> 00:27:13,320
Speaker 3: I I try to take care of people like got

539
00:27:14,080 --> 00:27:17,639
Speaker 3: my My big rule is like, uh, you know, if

540
00:27:17,640 --> 00:27:20,040
Speaker 3: you're gonna treat yourself like shit, you gotta make sure

541
00:27:20,080 --> 00:27:21,200
Speaker 3: you take care of yourself.

542
00:27:22,520 --> 00:27:24,880
Speaker 1: What do you care about what's what's your name? Nick?

543
00:27:25,240 --> 00:27:25,600
Speaker 1: Is your name?

544
00:27:25,720 --> 00:27:27,080
Speaker 3: Nick? Oh? Man?

545
00:27:27,240 --> 00:27:27,800
Speaker 1: Yeah? Nick?

546
00:27:27,920 --> 00:27:30,760
Speaker 3: Yeah? Yeah? What do I care about? Damn? That's a

547
00:27:30,800 --> 00:27:32,040
Speaker 3: loaded ask question. Man.

548
00:27:32,119 --> 00:27:35,960
Speaker 1: Yeah, I assume you care about things that aren't besides

549
00:27:36,119 --> 00:27:38,080
Speaker 1: just getting stupid high.

550
00:27:38,960 --> 00:27:42,439
Speaker 3: I yeah, no, I care about a lot. This is

551
00:27:42,480 --> 00:27:46,320
Speaker 3: more of like a distraction. I genuinely my like bottom line.

552
00:27:46,359 --> 00:27:48,240
Speaker 4: My bottom line is I just want people to be

553
00:27:48,359 --> 00:27:53,679
Speaker 4: like happy, you know, free, healthy, you know, eat food,

554
00:27:54,200 --> 00:27:57,439
Speaker 4: have a shelter, clothes, learn some stuff.

555
00:28:00,320 --> 00:28:02,080
Speaker 1: Do you have hobbies? What do you do with your life?

556
00:28:03,440 --> 00:28:03,720
Speaker 2: Oh?

557
00:28:03,760 --> 00:28:07,840
Speaker 3: For sure? So I cook, like I said the wook cook.

558
00:28:09,040 --> 00:28:13,119
Speaker 3: I like going to music often, if that wasn't a given. Uh,

559
00:28:13,320 --> 00:28:17,919
Speaker 3: being outside in general is a very healthy activity. So

560
00:28:18,080 --> 00:28:20,360
Speaker 3: in general, I'll try to be outside as much as

561
00:28:20,359 --> 00:28:22,600
Speaker 3: I can. But a majority of my life is in

562
00:28:22,640 --> 00:28:25,360
Speaker 3: the kitchen. So a lot of my my life revolves

563
00:28:25,400 --> 00:28:30,119
Speaker 3: around you know, uh eating and drinking, which isn't necessarily

564
00:28:30,200 --> 00:28:30,840
Speaker 3: a bad thing.

565
00:28:32,000 --> 00:28:35,720
Speaker 1: Mm hmm. Do you have a job. What do you

566
00:28:35,800 --> 00:28:38,240
Speaker 1: do for work? Yeah?

567
00:28:38,280 --> 00:28:44,200
Speaker 3: So currently I run a sandwich shop. Uh've been you

568
00:28:44,240 --> 00:28:44,840
Speaker 3: are beginning.

569
00:28:45,320 --> 00:28:47,600
Speaker 1: I just wanted you to know you are beginning every

570
00:28:47,800 --> 00:28:49,400
Speaker 1: single sentence with a yawn.

571
00:28:51,280 --> 00:28:54,080
Speaker 3: No no no, yon no, yon no, no.

572
00:28:55,920 --> 00:28:57,040
Speaker 1: You're like you.

573
00:28:58,680 --> 00:28:58,880
Speaker 3: Yeah.

574
00:28:58,960 --> 00:29:03,080
Speaker 1: Every the beginning of every sentence you say sounds like

575
00:29:03,120 --> 00:29:04,240
Speaker 1: you're waking up from a nap.

576
00:29:06,120 --> 00:29:08,840
Speaker 3: Yeah. Yeah, because I'm inhaling Nitris. So my voice is

577
00:29:09,720 --> 00:29:16,840
Speaker 3: definitely skewed a little bit. Your job, my job, I'm

578
00:29:16,880 --> 00:29:19,960
Speaker 3: ana cook, Well, lion cook, will cook.

579
00:29:21,760 --> 00:29:24,080
Speaker 1: You're lion cook? What do you? I mean you don't

580
00:29:24,080 --> 00:29:26,080
Speaker 1: have to docks yourself, but I mean are you are you?

581
00:29:26,160 --> 00:29:27,360
Speaker 1: Are you line cook at a chain?

582
00:29:27,600 --> 00:29:32,240
Speaker 3: Yeah? No, no, no, I'm an independent up in the

583
00:29:32,440 --> 00:29:35,720
Speaker 3: I'll say that the northeast of America.

584
00:29:36,520 --> 00:29:38,080
Speaker 1: What do you cook? What's your what do you what

585
00:29:38,120 --> 00:29:38,960
Speaker 1: are your best dishes?

586
00:29:41,160 --> 00:29:43,360
Speaker 3: I mean, personally, if I had an option to my

587
00:29:43,440 --> 00:29:47,120
Speaker 3: favorite thing to cook a barbecue. I love smoking meats, uh,

588
00:29:48,120 --> 00:29:52,120
Speaker 3: but you know, in general, fried fried chickens my favorite.

589
00:29:52,640 --> 00:29:57,120
Speaker 3: Are you a bit Southern American? Go ahead?

590
00:29:57,120 --> 00:29:59,960
Speaker 1: Do you get? Are you high usually when you're cooking.

591
00:30:02,200 --> 00:30:06,120
Speaker 3: On marijuana? Yeah? Every day, all day for sure. Sometimes

592
00:30:06,160 --> 00:30:09,920
Speaker 3: I drink you know here and there. I you know,

593
00:30:10,560 --> 00:30:12,720
Speaker 3: when I was younger, I used to party a lot more.

594
00:30:12,800 --> 00:30:17,640
Speaker 3: I've had my indulgences to the point of recognition. So

595
00:30:17,760 --> 00:30:23,440
Speaker 3: now it's more or less on myself to live a

596
00:30:23,480 --> 00:30:27,000
Speaker 3: lifestyle while maintaining myself.

597
00:30:27,520 --> 00:30:29,239
Speaker 1: I have to say, I have to say, Nick, if

598
00:30:29,240 --> 00:30:34,080
Speaker 1: you're inhaling a twenty pounds canister of nitrous oxide while

599
00:30:34,120 --> 00:30:36,720
Speaker 1: saying that you used to party pretty hard, I am

600
00:30:37,000 --> 00:30:37,960
Speaker 1: very curious.

601
00:30:39,080 --> 00:30:43,360
Speaker 3: What you what you used to partying? Used to look

602
00:30:43,440 --> 00:30:53,440
Speaker 3: like you? Yeah, a lot more nitrous, my buddy, I was.

603
00:30:53,800 --> 00:30:56,360
Speaker 3: I don't do. I don't really, so I'll do. Let

604
00:30:56,440 --> 00:31:01,520
Speaker 3: me this way. When I was younger, I practiced it

605
00:31:01,600 --> 00:31:04,240
Speaker 3: than I didn't, and now I'm kind of back to it.

606
00:31:04,320 --> 00:31:07,920
Speaker 3: The three piece, with the exception of the fourth, pills,

607
00:31:07,960 --> 00:31:12,480
Speaker 3: powders and pharmaceuticals, and then presses. Those are the ones

608
00:31:12,520 --> 00:31:13,479
Speaker 3: you want to be careful of.

609
00:31:16,680 --> 00:31:17,320
Speaker 1: What's a pressy?

610
00:31:19,800 --> 00:31:20,480
Speaker 2: Like a roll?

611
00:31:20,760 --> 00:31:21,600
Speaker 3: Like ecstasy?

612
00:31:23,120 --> 00:31:26,240
Speaker 1: Oh? Okay? And now how many peasy on these days?

613
00:31:28,920 --> 00:31:32,800
Speaker 3: I mean, I'll eat like Mollie, but I don't really

614
00:31:32,880 --> 00:31:37,520
Speaker 3: do pills, powders or pharmaceuticals. I might do like ketamine

615
00:31:37,520 --> 00:31:39,239
Speaker 3: and cocaine, but I don't buy it.

616
00:31:41,280 --> 00:31:44,840
Speaker 1: Okay, So all right, York. As a lion cook, you're

617
00:31:44,880 --> 00:31:47,280
Speaker 1: making fried chicken, you're making barbecue, I have to assume

618
00:31:47,320 --> 00:31:50,560
Speaker 1: that you're pretty make some pretty good food.

619
00:31:52,240 --> 00:31:54,560
Speaker 3: I look to assume so, and I think you know

620
00:31:54,640 --> 00:31:56,880
Speaker 3: from the feedback that I've gotten, people have told me

621
00:31:56,920 --> 00:31:59,560
Speaker 3: that I do. Yeah, yeah, for sure did.

622
00:31:59,640 --> 00:32:01,800
Speaker 1: On this phone call right now, you've I mean, you've

623
00:32:01,840 --> 00:32:06,000
Speaker 1: taken one hit of nitrous oxide? Person said.

624
00:32:08,000 --> 00:32:12,680
Speaker 3: Yeah, yeah, yeah, pretty much. Every like it's like every

625
00:32:12,800 --> 00:32:15,200
Speaker 3: every every breath pretty much. Yeah.

626
00:32:16,160 --> 00:32:19,000
Speaker 1: What are your relationships like? Do you have family? Do

627
00:32:19,040 --> 00:32:22,760
Speaker 1: you have a girlfriend, do you have what's yeah right now?

628
00:32:22,880 --> 00:32:26,600
Speaker 3: No girlfriend. No, I got a pretty healthy relationship with

629
00:32:26,640 --> 00:32:27,320
Speaker 3: my parents.

630
00:32:27,720 --> 00:32:27,880
Speaker 2: Uh.

631
00:32:28,560 --> 00:32:31,920
Speaker 3: My nephew is actually up right now. I'm gonna go

632
00:32:31,920 --> 00:32:35,360
Speaker 3: see him tomorrow or on Friday, we're going to go

633
00:32:35,400 --> 00:32:41,640
Speaker 3: to the Art Museum. It's free on Fridays where I live,

634
00:32:41,720 --> 00:32:46,640
Speaker 3: which is like kind of a giveaway where I live.

635
00:32:46,800 --> 00:32:47,280
Speaker 3: God bless.

636
00:32:47,360 --> 00:32:49,440
Speaker 1: Yeah, I don't know if it's as much of a

637
00:32:49,520 --> 00:32:52,080
Speaker 1: give away. I don't know if the art museum is

638
00:32:52,120 --> 00:32:54,480
Speaker 1: free on Fridays is as much of a giveaway of

639
00:32:54,480 --> 00:32:55,720
Speaker 1: where you live as you think it is.

640
00:32:56,120 --> 00:32:58,600
Speaker 3: Man, there's only so many museums, and there's only so

641
00:32:58,680 --> 00:33:00,640
Speaker 3: many free museums on Friday.

642
00:33:00,760 --> 00:33:03,040
Speaker 1: I mean, do you live in Philadelphia.

643
00:33:04,720 --> 00:33:07,080
Speaker 3: I don't live in Philadelphia. No, that's a good guest,

644
00:33:07,160 --> 00:33:09,200
Speaker 3: though it is in the northeast. I did say that.

645
00:33:09,320 --> 00:33:11,640
Speaker 3: So yeah, now we're an hour and it down, so

646
00:33:11,680 --> 00:33:12,560
Speaker 3: you're not helping me out.

647
00:33:12,600 --> 00:33:17,560
Speaker 1: Get all right? So you have a good relationship with

648
00:33:17,600 --> 00:33:20,880
Speaker 1: your nephew. When's the last women's your last relationship?

649
00:33:23,120 --> 00:33:31,440
Speaker 3: Balm ship Man official years ago. Unofficially there are definitely

650
00:33:31,480 --> 00:33:36,280
Speaker 3: some people who would be upset hearing this, but unofficially

651
00:33:36,400 --> 00:33:39,200
Speaker 3: there's been a few here and there. The definitely mean

652
00:33:39,280 --> 00:33:41,160
Speaker 3: a lot to me, but it was more or less

653
00:33:41,200 --> 00:33:42,920
Speaker 3: me finding myself over the years.

654
00:33:44,560 --> 00:33:49,720
Speaker 1: Again, I know you're doing very important things right now,

655
00:33:49,760 --> 00:33:51,880
Speaker 1: but you can you keep the phone to your face.

656
00:33:51,920 --> 00:33:53,240
Speaker 1: I couldn't hear anything you were saying.

657
00:33:55,000 --> 00:33:55,760
Speaker 3: Can you hear me now?

658
00:33:56,160 --> 00:33:57,680
Speaker 1: Yeah?

659
00:33:58,320 --> 00:34:01,560
Speaker 3: I was saying, uh, you know, over the years, I've

660
00:34:01,560 --> 00:34:03,760
Speaker 3: had relationships in and out, but I will say that

661
00:34:03,800 --> 00:34:09,160
Speaker 3: they've faltered because of my own cognitive choices, like being

662
00:34:09,280 --> 00:34:15,560
Speaker 3: vocal about setting boundaries, boundaries not being met, me leaving,

663
00:34:16,000 --> 00:34:19,000
Speaker 3: or me not meeting the boundaries of said person.

664
00:34:19,120 --> 00:34:22,239
Speaker 6: You know, man, we're all just working on ourselves.

665
00:34:25,239 --> 00:34:30,880
Speaker 1: So Nick, do you desire to do your friends? What

666
00:34:30,920 --> 00:34:31,799
Speaker 1: are your friends doing?

667
00:34:33,480 --> 00:34:33,760
Speaker 6: Sure?

668
00:34:33,800 --> 00:34:36,239
Speaker 3: My friends are listening right now. I actually texted him

669
00:34:36,239 --> 00:34:38,880
Speaker 3: and said, I was in queue, So shout out my

670
00:34:38,960 --> 00:34:40,360
Speaker 3: homies if they're still living.

671
00:34:43,080 --> 00:34:45,080
Speaker 1: Do you what do you hope for the future? Nick?

672
00:34:45,120 --> 00:34:46,480
Speaker 1: What do you what do you want out of life?

673
00:34:48,120 --> 00:34:48,440
Speaker 2: Man?

674
00:34:48,800 --> 00:34:51,799
Speaker 3: That's that's a question right there. Like I said, Man,

675
00:34:51,840 --> 00:34:54,279
Speaker 3: I just want everyone to be like happy, healthy fed.

676
00:34:54,560 --> 00:34:56,560
Speaker 3: Think you know a place to live close in the back,

677
00:34:56,760 --> 00:34:59,200
Speaker 3: learn a little bit. That's like my bottom line, you know.

678
00:35:03,480 --> 00:35:05,479
Speaker 3: I know it's a lot to ask. It's a very

679
00:35:06,239 --> 00:35:09,440
Speaker 3: obscure and jaded thing I guess to be, Like, I

680
00:35:09,480 --> 00:35:10,480
Speaker 3: wish world peace.

681
00:35:10,560 --> 00:35:14,720
Speaker 1: But why I've never heard somebody say it was jaded

682
00:35:14,800 --> 00:35:16,000
Speaker 1: to wish for world peace.

683
00:35:17,760 --> 00:35:19,799
Speaker 3: Of course it is. Man, look at me sitting over here,

684
00:35:19,840 --> 00:35:22,480
Speaker 3: sucking down nitrous, being like here we all just get along.

685
00:35:24,000 --> 00:35:26,719
Speaker 1: Do you think do you think Vladimir Putin would be

686
00:35:26,880 --> 00:35:30,520
Speaker 1: more chill if he was was high on nitrous a

687
00:35:30,560 --> 00:35:31,480
Speaker 1: lot every day?

688
00:35:32,440 --> 00:35:36,359
Speaker 3: I think I think he'd be more loopy because I've

689
00:35:36,400 --> 00:35:39,760
Speaker 3: seen people not so fucking chill on nitrous. I don't

690
00:35:39,800 --> 00:35:41,200
Speaker 3: you know, it can go one way or the other.

691
00:35:41,280 --> 00:35:44,440
Speaker 3: Schizophrenic people shouldn't be doing nitrous. Is that dude grounded?

692
00:35:44,680 --> 00:35:46,600
Speaker 3: I don't know. It doesn't seem it should. He do

693
00:35:46,680 --> 00:35:50,040
Speaker 3: nitros Maybe, should he do mushrooms? Probably?

694
00:35:53,680 --> 00:35:58,520
Speaker 1: I've I did nitrous oxide once five years ago, and

695
00:35:58,920 --> 00:36:02,960
Speaker 1: I've never done hair, but it felt like what I

696
00:36:03,000 --> 00:36:04,400
Speaker 1: think heroin feels like.

697
00:36:06,719 --> 00:36:10,279
Speaker 3: It's so I've never done crack, but I'm told it's

698
00:36:10,320 --> 00:36:17,600
Speaker 3: more like crack, like the like uplifting sounds and stuff

699
00:36:17,640 --> 00:36:19,040
Speaker 3: like that I've.

700
00:36:18,960 --> 00:36:24,160
Speaker 1: Been Would would you consider yourself addicted to whippets?

701
00:36:25,520 --> 00:36:34,560
Speaker 3: No? No, because because addiction in the general term, you know,

702
00:36:35,320 --> 00:36:39,480
Speaker 3: if you're talking in the physical sense. No, Psychologically still no,

703
00:36:40,719 --> 00:36:43,440
Speaker 3: you know you can't physically get addicted to whippets. However,

704
00:36:43,480 --> 00:36:46,600
Speaker 3: I'm psychologically not addicted to me was I when I

705
00:36:46,640 --> 00:36:50,360
Speaker 3: was younger? That's a different question, am I now? No?

706
00:36:53,040 --> 00:36:54,640
Speaker 1: Are you gonna do whippit's again tomorrow?

707
00:36:56,719 --> 00:36:59,200
Speaker 3: Actually yeah, because the reason why I have this tank

708
00:36:59,520 --> 00:37:02,320
Speaker 3: is because there's a band playing in town tomorrow.

709
00:37:02,320 --> 00:37:04,080
Speaker 6: So I'm not gonna do all this tonight. It's for

710
00:37:04,239 --> 00:37:06,680
Speaker 6: like after the show tomorrow. So when we're all like,

711
00:37:06,800 --> 00:37:09,160
Speaker 6: you know, on mushrooms and acid and Mollie and stuff,

712
00:37:09,160 --> 00:37:11,120
Speaker 6: we can do this while we're hanging out smoking weed.

713
00:37:12,000 --> 00:37:14,920
Speaker 3: Yea chilling. It's like an after party thing.

714
00:37:15,600 --> 00:37:16,759
Speaker 1: Are you gonna do them? The day after that.

715
00:37:16,920 --> 00:37:21,520
Speaker 3: I'm just I mean, I doubt it because it will

716
00:37:21,520 --> 00:37:23,920
Speaker 3: most likely be gone and then I'm not gonna like

717
00:37:23,960 --> 00:37:31,680
Speaker 3: go fill the tank up again anytime soon. Okay you no, No,

718
00:37:31,719 --> 00:37:34,239
Speaker 3: I mean especially with like what was that? I'm sorry,

719
00:37:34,280 --> 00:37:34,600
Speaker 3: go ahead.

720
00:37:34,760 --> 00:37:36,359
Speaker 1: Are you happy and satisfied with life?

721
00:37:38,520 --> 00:37:40,600
Speaker 3: Yeah? Yeah, I got it. I think that's like a

722
00:37:40,680 --> 00:37:44,279
Speaker 3: very weighted conversation. Like you know, each day is what

723
00:37:44,320 --> 00:37:46,399
Speaker 3: it is. You take it as it comes. I think

724
00:37:46,400 --> 00:37:49,200
Speaker 3: I'm a happy person. I like the relationships and with

725
00:37:49,360 --> 00:37:53,120
Speaker 3: I like the job that I have, I have future

726
00:37:53,160 --> 00:37:58,160
Speaker 3: in my mind. I'm not I don't think I'm a

727
00:37:58,719 --> 00:38:02,360
Speaker 3: terrible person. You know, that's everybody else's perspective, I suppose,

728
00:38:02,440 --> 00:38:04,239
Speaker 3: but you know, I like to think that I'm a

729
00:38:04,280 --> 00:38:06,479
Speaker 3: good person. And what else can you say?

730
00:38:08,719 --> 00:38:10,400
Speaker 1: Well, god, damn, you sold me on not your so

731
00:38:10,400 --> 00:38:10,839
Speaker 1: ox side.

732
00:38:12,440 --> 00:38:16,320
Speaker 3: I mean it's you know, it's not for everybody, but uh,

733
00:38:17,239 --> 00:38:20,200
Speaker 3: you know, sometimes it's fun. Like I said, man, you know,

734
00:38:20,239 --> 00:38:21,799
Speaker 3: it's like you just got to be smart when you're

735
00:38:21,800 --> 00:38:22,440
Speaker 3: being stupid.

736
00:38:25,480 --> 00:38:26,840
Speaker 1: Nick, Do you feel as though you got what you

737
00:38:26,880 --> 00:38:28,160
Speaker 1: desired out of this conversation?

738
00:38:30,560 --> 00:38:33,040
Speaker 3: I got I definitely got it, that's for sure. Man,

739
00:38:33,400 --> 00:38:36,759
Speaker 3: Like I didn't. I didn't go in with any intention. Uh,

740
00:38:37,040 --> 00:38:40,520
Speaker 3: there was no like extrapolation necessary. So everything I got

741
00:38:40,520 --> 00:38:42,320
Speaker 3: out of this was exactly what I wanted. So I

742
00:38:42,400 --> 00:38:45,000
Speaker 3: appreciate the time. You know, I genuinely didn't even think

743
00:38:45,000 --> 00:38:46,600
Speaker 3: i'd get this far, So that's kind of cool.

744
00:38:47,280 --> 00:38:48,520
Speaker 1: Is there anything else you want to say to the

745
00:38:48,520 --> 00:38:49,680
Speaker 1: people of the computer before we go?

746
00:38:51,960 --> 00:38:54,879
Speaker 3: Uh, people of the computer, just be kind to each other.

747
00:38:54,920 --> 00:38:57,960
Speaker 3: And I'm up of the internet trolling. It's just old hat.

748
00:38:58,120 --> 00:39:01,880
Speaker 3: Just learn to love yourself and love each other. My god,

749
00:39:05,040 --> 00:39:09,000
Speaker 3: have a good night, Nick, you too, while thank you brother.

750
00:39:13,080 --> 00:39:17,759
Speaker 1: Well we did it. We created the best advertisement for

751
00:39:17,880 --> 00:39:23,720
Speaker 1: whippets on the internet. Sounds like it is the solution

752
00:39:25,880 --> 00:39:28,799
Speaker 1: to all of life's problems. Thank you, Nick. No, if

753
00:39:28,840 --> 00:39:31,120
Speaker 1: it's a terrible for you, definitely don't do whippets.

754
00:39:32,120 --> 00:39:34,520
Speaker 8: All from Carlos.

755
00:39:36,600 --> 00:39:40,040
Speaker 1: Carlos, Hello, how you doing?

756
00:39:41,520 --> 00:39:43,320
Speaker 3: Am I on? You're on?

757
00:39:44,400 --> 00:39:44,760
Speaker 1: Oh?

758
00:39:44,800 --> 00:39:47,600
Speaker 8: My goodness? What an honor? What an honor?

759
00:39:49,160 --> 00:39:53,759
Speaker 1: It's a fucking Carlos. I say this in full sincerity.

760
00:39:54,200 --> 00:39:57,919
Speaker 1: It's an honor to talk to you.

761
00:39:59,480 --> 00:40:01,080
Speaker 8: I'm pretty from ear to ear?

762
00:40:01,360 --> 00:40:01,560
Speaker 3: Is that?

763
00:40:01,600 --> 00:40:02,359
Speaker 8: Am I saying it right?

764
00:40:03,280 --> 00:40:05,640
Speaker 1: You're going from ear to ear? Well, you're being preemptive

765
00:40:05,640 --> 00:40:09,560
Speaker 1: because this you I don't, I don't. I don't know

766
00:40:09,560 --> 00:40:11,120
Speaker 1: how this phone call is going to go. You might,

767
00:40:11,160 --> 00:40:15,040
Speaker 1: it might, you might ring, you might hang out being

768
00:40:15,080 --> 00:40:16,800
Speaker 1: like ah, that actually was not fun.

769
00:40:17,920 --> 00:40:19,959
Speaker 8: No, no, no, it's it's cool. It's cool, it's cool.

770
00:40:20,800 --> 00:40:25,400
Speaker 8: I'm just like really excited, am I. I don't know,

771
00:40:25,640 --> 00:40:26,440
Speaker 8: it's overwhelmed.

772
00:40:26,480 --> 00:40:29,120
Speaker 1: You know what do you what's what's overwhelming? You know

773
00:40:29,160 --> 00:40:29,720
Speaker 1: at this moment?

774
00:40:32,080 --> 00:40:41,719
Speaker 8: Well, I remember seeing your show randomly on on Twitch, yeah,

775
00:40:41,800 --> 00:40:44,239
Speaker 8: and I was like, hey, this is pretty cool. Thanks,

776
00:40:44,320 --> 00:40:47,600
Speaker 8: And then I was just watching your comments and people

777
00:40:48,360 --> 00:40:49,600
Speaker 8: I don't know you. I feel like you have this

778
00:40:49,680 --> 00:40:54,080
Speaker 8: aura where you make people super comfortable and and I'm

779
00:40:54,080 --> 00:40:56,440
Speaker 8: pretty sure this has been said before, but because you're

780
00:40:56,440 --> 00:40:59,759
Speaker 8: in a costume, you make people knock down this wall

781
00:40:59,840 --> 00:41:04,360
Speaker 8: so they're like, very not. Do I have a bias?

782
00:41:04,400 --> 00:41:09,319
Speaker 1: I guess, well, I I appreciate that. I hope I do.

783
00:41:09,560 --> 00:41:16,759
Speaker 1: I hope that that that I have some kind of

784
00:41:18,120 --> 00:41:24,480
Speaker 1: calming something. What's going? Is there a reason you called

785
00:41:24,520 --> 00:41:26,000
Speaker 1: Carlos It's okay if there's not.

786
00:41:29,040 --> 00:41:31,680
Speaker 8: I guess I've always just tried to call you and

787
00:41:31,840 --> 00:41:36,319
Speaker 8: see if I could ever go through. Yeah, but hey, man,

788
00:41:36,440 --> 00:41:37,320
Speaker 8: I just had a baby.

789
00:41:38,600 --> 00:41:46,040
Speaker 1: You just had a child. Yes, man, Wow, that sounds

790
00:41:47,080 --> 00:41:48,600
Speaker 1: that sounds awful. How's it going?

791
00:41:51,200 --> 00:41:54,719
Speaker 8: Well, it is that as well, But for the most part,

792
00:41:54,760 --> 00:41:58,759
Speaker 8: I feel like the good part overshadows it. Like for

793
00:41:58,920 --> 00:42:01,960
Speaker 8: anyone who's ever are afraid of having one, like the

794
00:42:02,000 --> 00:42:05,239
Speaker 8: reason why they don't have one, It's like it's very

795
00:42:05,320 --> 00:42:08,399
Speaker 8: much there. It never goes away. You're still scared of it.

796
00:42:09,960 --> 00:42:12,360
Speaker 1: That's the thing about having a kid is that you

797
00:42:12,360 --> 00:42:16,920
Speaker 1: you can't really, I mean you you can have a

798
00:42:17,160 --> 00:42:20,560
Speaker 1: you can't reverse the decision. You can't put the baby

799
00:42:20,600 --> 00:42:26,319
Speaker 1: back up inside of the vagina. It's here right right.

800
00:42:26,440 --> 00:42:28,120
Speaker 8: You wish you could shove it back in, but you know,

801
00:42:28,160 --> 00:42:29,640
Speaker 8: you just you just can't anymore.

802
00:42:29,640 --> 00:42:31,440
Speaker 1: You can't.

803
00:42:32,400 --> 00:42:35,319
Speaker 8: There's no return at the at the hospital, per se.

804
00:42:36,040 --> 00:42:39,560
Speaker 1: You can't kill the baby. You can theoretically kill the baby,

805
00:42:39,560 --> 00:42:44,960
Speaker 1: but you you, it is agreed upon by most philosophers

806
00:42:45,680 --> 00:42:49,879
Speaker 1: that that is unethical, and I'll you know, stand by

807
00:42:49,920 --> 00:42:53,799
Speaker 1: that as well. So once you have a kid, you

808
00:42:53,880 --> 00:42:56,320
Speaker 1: just have one, and you well, you can leave a

809
00:42:56,320 --> 00:43:01,200
Speaker 1: lot of people leave sometimes I think that, you know,

810
00:43:01,280 --> 00:43:07,360
Speaker 1: I talked to somebody on the podcast however long ago,

811
00:43:07,760 --> 00:43:09,880
Speaker 1: and she was like wondering if she was a good mom,

812
00:43:10,880 --> 00:43:13,680
Speaker 1: And I don't know, I had really good parents, So

813
00:43:13,680 --> 00:43:17,040
Speaker 1: I'm not I don't have a good like uh, I

814
00:43:17,040 --> 00:43:19,239
Speaker 1: don't have a lot of faith in this hypothesis. But

815
00:43:19,280 --> 00:43:23,879
Speaker 1: I kind of feel like, just not not leaving when

816
00:43:23,920 --> 00:43:29,640
Speaker 1: you like could totally just leave, is that's got to

817
00:43:29,640 --> 00:43:32,879
Speaker 1: be like at least seventy percent of being a good

818
00:43:32,920 --> 00:43:34,560
Speaker 1: parent is like you.

819
00:43:34,600 --> 00:43:38,759
Speaker 8: Know, yeah, yeah, yeah, I definitely were there. So definitely

820
00:43:38,800 --> 00:43:40,880
Speaker 8: I think that you definitely have to be there because like,

821
00:43:43,000 --> 00:43:46,240
Speaker 8: I didn't grow up with my father, right, So whenever

822
00:43:46,440 --> 00:43:49,960
Speaker 8: I do talk to someone who had shitty parents, I'm like, well,

823
00:43:49,960 --> 00:43:52,600
Speaker 8: at least you know your father, right, you know, because

824
00:43:53,160 --> 00:43:54,799
Speaker 8: and they're like, oh, well, you know, you don't know

825
00:43:54,800 --> 00:43:56,680
Speaker 8: how it feels like because I do have my father.

826
00:43:56,719 --> 00:43:59,240
Speaker 8: Babies a piece of shit, so like I'm not constantly

827
00:43:59,400 --> 00:44:02,440
Speaker 8: you know, going to through it and then and that

828
00:44:02,640 --> 00:44:05,799
Speaker 8: I'm like, well, I never had one to begin with,

829
00:44:06,560 --> 00:44:10,520
Speaker 8: so I don't know. I guess it's almost like that

830
00:44:10,600 --> 00:44:14,200
Speaker 8: half half full, half empty, Yeah, Like which way do

831
00:44:14,239 --> 00:44:15,239
Speaker 8: you want to see it?

832
00:44:16,120 --> 00:44:18,839
Speaker 1: Would you rather have had a piece of shit father

833
00:44:18,920 --> 00:44:19,560
Speaker 1: than no father?

834
00:44:23,920 --> 00:44:27,200
Speaker 8: I prefer no father. Yeah, I've thought about this. I

835
00:44:27,239 --> 00:44:30,480
Speaker 8: think that my curiosity will always be the fact that

836
00:44:30,560 --> 00:44:33,520
Speaker 8: I never completely knew him. I knew where to find him,

837
00:44:34,680 --> 00:44:41,040
Speaker 8: but under certain like circumstances, I just couldn't see him.

838
00:44:41,040 --> 00:44:46,600
Speaker 8: But now, you know, I've been very very busy with

839
00:44:46,640 --> 00:44:50,880
Speaker 8: my own life, and once I became independent, basically you know,

840
00:44:51,600 --> 00:44:55,160
Speaker 8: handling everything on my own, I just wasn't as curious

841
00:44:54,880 --> 00:45:01,120
Speaker 8: as before. But I think that to be a good parent,

842
00:45:01,200 --> 00:45:02,520
Speaker 8: not only do you have to be a president, but

843
00:45:02,560 --> 00:45:04,400
Speaker 8: you also have to be kind of like, you know,

844
00:45:04,520 --> 00:45:06,560
Speaker 8: curious about about about the kid, do you know what

845
00:45:06,560 --> 00:45:06,839
Speaker 8: I mean?

846
00:45:07,239 --> 00:45:09,319
Speaker 1: Yeah, yeah, sure, yeah. I feel like you can't just

847
00:45:09,360 --> 00:45:11,400
Speaker 1: be like, all right, I'm here. I mean, usually you

848
00:45:11,400 --> 00:45:13,319
Speaker 1: can do any you can do whatever. You can kill

849
00:45:13,320 --> 00:45:15,319
Speaker 1: the baby. I was saying, you can do whatever, but

850
00:45:15,360 --> 00:45:21,400
Speaker 1: you can't. You shouldn't. Yeah, well yeah, you guys should

851
00:45:21,480 --> 00:45:25,000
Speaker 1: have just like, yeah, you shouldn't. Just you know, lean

852
00:45:25,120 --> 00:45:28,439
Speaker 1: on the fact that being there is is good enough. Right.

853
00:45:28,520 --> 00:45:32,600
Speaker 1: You gotta also be curious and do all sorts of stuff.

854
00:45:34,640 --> 00:45:36,919
Speaker 8: Yeah yeah, do you ever plan on having kids having

855
00:45:36,920 --> 00:45:38,400
Speaker 8: little lizards going around?

856
00:45:38,920 --> 00:45:39,080
Speaker 3: Oh?

857
00:45:39,200 --> 00:45:44,960
Speaker 1: Man, I mean I'm so so far removed from any

858
00:45:45,239 --> 00:45:48,400
Speaker 1: life that looks like me having kids right now. I

859
00:45:48,400 --> 00:45:51,239
Speaker 1: mean I'm still I'm a young guy. Still, I'm only twenty.

860
00:45:50,960 --> 00:45:54,640
Speaker 8: Five, so yeah, that is pretty young.

861
00:45:55,480 --> 00:45:57,560
Speaker 1: So I you know, I don't know who knows about

862
00:45:57,560 --> 00:45:59,319
Speaker 1: the future, but I'm having I have a bro I

863
00:45:59,320 --> 00:46:01,040
Speaker 1: have a hard time to take care of myself. Like,

864
00:46:01,080 --> 00:46:05,520
Speaker 1: I don't do laundry. I just wear ship out of

865
00:46:05,560 --> 00:46:08,399
Speaker 1: the hamper all the time. I go to sleep without

866
00:46:08,400 --> 00:46:13,399
Speaker 1: brushing my teeth a lot. I don't cook anything. I mean,

867
00:46:13,400 --> 00:46:17,360
Speaker 1: I'm I can't. I'm not doing good just me, And

868
00:46:17,440 --> 00:46:23,640
Speaker 1: so adding a little guy, adding a little person to

869
00:46:23,680 --> 00:46:27,040
Speaker 1: do all that stuff for, is that'd be too much?

870
00:46:27,960 --> 00:46:28,160
Speaker 3: Right?

871
00:46:28,760 --> 00:46:32,640
Speaker 8: Well, I think that you'll do just fine, brow like seriously,

872
00:46:32,920 --> 00:46:35,640
Speaker 8: and this comes from the bottom, from from a stranger's

873
00:46:35,640 --> 00:46:40,359
Speaker 8: bottom of heart, because I mean, I think that we're

874
00:46:40,360 --> 00:46:44,319
Speaker 8: all we're all smart, right, and if you're interested in

875
00:46:44,360 --> 00:46:48,359
Speaker 8: anything or like, you seem pretty responsible with your show,

876
00:46:48,400 --> 00:46:49,160
Speaker 8: let's say, right.

877
00:46:49,560 --> 00:46:50,800
Speaker 1: Sometimes I think that.

878
00:46:53,680 --> 00:46:57,279
Speaker 8: I think that you'll at least like give it your all.

879
00:46:57,400 --> 00:47:00,799
Speaker 8: I don't know you just I don't see you being

880
00:47:00,960 --> 00:47:08,919
Speaker 8: like any sort of shortcoming of anything. But anyway, yeah, yeah,

881
00:47:09,280 --> 00:47:09,919
Speaker 8: I'm pretty sure.

882
00:47:10,680 --> 00:47:12,840
Speaker 1: Well, you know, sometimes my show drives me crazy, and

883
00:47:12,920 --> 00:47:18,040
Speaker 1: I'm like, I should abandon this and go to you know,

884
00:47:18,560 --> 00:47:22,480
Speaker 1: fucking Vietnam, But I'm not. I don't have any plans

885
00:47:22,520 --> 00:47:25,040
Speaker 1: to do that anytime soon, but I think about it

886
00:47:25,080 --> 00:47:28,040
Speaker 1: as a legitimate option. Whereas like if I had a again,

887
00:47:28,160 --> 00:47:29,359
Speaker 1: you know, if I had a kid, I don't want

888
00:47:29,360 --> 00:47:31,080
Speaker 1: to be like I should just abandon this kid and

889
00:47:31,160 --> 00:47:35,360
Speaker 1: go to go to Laos, you know, I mean again,

890
00:47:35,600 --> 00:47:39,759
Speaker 1: I can do that, but you know, it's a whole

891
00:47:39,760 --> 00:47:40,279
Speaker 1: different thing.

892
00:47:41,080 --> 00:47:42,600
Speaker 8: Do you have a way out out of your show?

893
00:47:42,640 --> 00:47:45,920
Speaker 8: Like have you revealed your identity at all? Like if

894
00:47:45,960 --> 00:47:48,680
Speaker 8: you wanted to leave your show, like knowing would definitely

895
00:47:48,719 --> 00:47:50,960
Speaker 8: recognize you, you can, like you know, you know what

896
00:47:51,000 --> 00:47:51,640
Speaker 8: I'm saying.

897
00:47:51,400 --> 00:47:56,880
Speaker 1: Like you know how oh, I mean, I would just

898
00:47:56,920 --> 00:47:58,759
Speaker 1: stop posting stuff.

899
00:47:59,400 --> 00:48:01,239
Speaker 8: Right, but you have and like put your like your

900
00:48:01,239 --> 00:48:03,399
Speaker 8: real name out there, you're I mean.

901
00:48:03,480 --> 00:48:05,640
Speaker 1: Yeah, I mean people, I mean yeah, people know my

902
00:48:05,640 --> 00:48:07,239
Speaker 1: real name and how I look. But I don't think

903
00:48:07,239 --> 00:48:10,600
Speaker 1: people like like like no, I don't get recognized in

904
00:48:10,640 --> 00:48:12,000
Speaker 1: the streets as myself.

905
00:48:12,080 --> 00:48:15,480
Speaker 8: Ever, I think you're pretty famous, Like I saw you

906
00:48:15,480 --> 00:48:18,680
Speaker 8: like two years ago, right like when pandemic very I'm like, oh,

907
00:48:18,800 --> 00:48:20,359
Speaker 8: this is this therapy for real.

908
00:48:20,960 --> 00:48:26,640
Speaker 1: So that makes me think feel sick that you think

909
00:48:26,760 --> 00:48:29,719
Speaker 1: that I appreciate it makes me feel it makes me

910
00:48:29,719 --> 00:48:34,120
Speaker 1: feel sick though you think I'm well, I appreciate your stokedness.

911
00:48:34,239 --> 00:48:36,520
Speaker 1: But I feel like you and I are talking in

912
00:48:36,560 --> 00:48:40,240
Speaker 1: a way that we would talk if we just met

913
00:48:40,880 --> 00:48:47,760
Speaker 1: at like a fucking you know, a bar or something.

914
00:48:47,880 --> 00:48:51,120
Speaker 8: Like yeah, first one, first round would be on me ron.

915
00:48:51,640 --> 00:48:53,759
Speaker 1: Well, thanks man. But I don't I think the idea

916
00:48:53,800 --> 00:48:58,280
Speaker 1: of like being famous and people having like an idea

917
00:48:58,280 --> 00:49:01,440
Speaker 1: of who I am as a person is It's bizarre.

918
00:49:01,640 --> 00:49:03,759
Speaker 1: But I'm trying to just be a guy, you know,

919
00:49:03,880 --> 00:49:06,040
Speaker 1: And I feel like we're talking the way that we

920
00:49:06,040 --> 00:49:09,080
Speaker 1: would talk if we just met on the street. Maybe

921
00:49:09,120 --> 00:49:12,200
Speaker 1: not the streets, maybe the street. We wouldn't talk to

922
00:49:12,239 --> 00:49:15,279
Speaker 1: each other about, you know, whether or not. I don't think.

923
00:49:15,320 --> 00:49:17,879
Speaker 1: I don't think we would be like walking past each

924
00:49:17,880 --> 00:49:20,319
Speaker 1: other on a sidewalk and I'd be like, hey, excuse me,

925
00:49:21,560 --> 00:49:23,680
Speaker 1: what's your name? And are you planning on having a

926
00:49:23,680 --> 00:49:25,600
Speaker 1: family anytime soon? I don't think we would talk to

927
00:49:25,640 --> 00:49:26,239
Speaker 1: each other like that.

928
00:49:26,480 --> 00:49:29,920
Speaker 8: But right right right, I think i'd be carrying my

929
00:49:30,320 --> 00:49:33,239
Speaker 8: I think i'd be crying my having my crying baby

930
00:49:33,280 --> 00:49:35,919
Speaker 8: on my on my arms. I'm like, hey, man, yeah,

931
00:49:36,400 --> 00:49:38,279
Speaker 8: I have a baby now. So you ever have any

932
00:49:38,320 --> 00:49:41,920
Speaker 8: questions you know, let me know, man, especially the heart ones.

933
00:49:41,960 --> 00:49:43,680
Speaker 8: I feel like people, I feel like people don't talk

934
00:49:43,680 --> 00:49:46,279
Speaker 8: about the hard questions, you know what I mean, like

935
00:49:46,640 --> 00:49:48,160
Speaker 8: does it suck? Like you know what I'm saying, Like

936
00:49:48,160 --> 00:49:51,560
Speaker 8: everyone's like, oh, having a baby, is you know a blessing? Blessing?

937
00:49:51,680 --> 00:49:54,680
Speaker 8: Or like oh was this baby planned or whatnot? And

938
00:49:54,760 --> 00:49:58,840
Speaker 8: like most babies, I think most parents I've talked to,

939
00:49:59,480 --> 00:50:02,719
Speaker 8: you know, admit that they're not but like they're not

940
00:50:02,760 --> 00:50:06,799
Speaker 8: going to like tell you the truth or like how

941
00:50:06,840 --> 00:50:10,759
Speaker 8: can I explain this? It's like it's definitely like more

942
00:50:10,920 --> 00:50:14,400
Speaker 8: life is definitely more real, and people are admitting things

943
00:50:14,440 --> 00:50:17,720
Speaker 8: to us, like uh, people that we call adults as

944
00:50:17,760 --> 00:50:22,160
Speaker 8: when we were little, Like they're being more truthful than ever,

945
00:50:22,360 --> 00:50:24,960
Speaker 8: Like they're not white lying to us or to me

946
00:50:25,080 --> 00:50:26,160
Speaker 8: anyway anymore.

947
00:50:26,960 --> 00:50:29,319
Speaker 1: So it's like just kind of like veil and what

948
00:50:29,400 --> 00:50:30,920
Speaker 1: in what way do you feel like they're being more.

949
00:50:30,760 --> 00:50:36,400
Speaker 8: Truthful, like, for instance, like their flaws, because did you

950
00:50:36,400 --> 00:50:38,400
Speaker 8: ever think that your parents could do no wrong? At

951
00:50:38,400 --> 00:50:41,880
Speaker 8: one point? And it kind of like like now they're

952
00:50:42,080 --> 00:50:44,040
Speaker 8: they're like, yeah, you know I was scared when I

953
00:50:44,080 --> 00:50:44,640
Speaker 8: had you.

954
00:50:44,640 --> 00:50:49,080
Speaker 1: Or like yeah you know kind of like yeah, like.

955
00:50:50,360 --> 00:50:53,200
Speaker 8: They started to treat me like a more of an adult.

956
00:50:53,520 --> 00:50:58,200
Speaker 1: M Yeah, for sure. I like having this conversation with

957
00:50:58,239 --> 00:51:01,719
Speaker 1: my parents where either's I like, I like trying to

958
00:51:01,719 --> 00:51:06,200
Speaker 1: hear about their vulnerabilities. I'm going, I'm I'm I'm going

959
00:51:06,239 --> 00:51:11,879
Speaker 1: back home uh soon, And I'm thinking I'm thinking about

960
00:51:11,880 --> 00:51:16,799
Speaker 1: recording a podcast with my parents, not like not for

961
00:51:16,880 --> 00:51:20,239
Speaker 1: the public, uh like for this, but just for me.

962
00:51:21,400 --> 00:51:24,560
Speaker 8: Is it can be like a voice Is it gonna

963
00:51:24,560 --> 00:51:27,080
Speaker 8: be like is it gonna be like a voice podcast?

964
00:51:27,200 --> 00:51:30,160
Speaker 1: Or is it like I think I'll just like I'm

965
00:51:30,200 --> 00:51:33,320
Speaker 1: bringing I'm gonna just throw a microphone in a backpack

966
00:51:33,400 --> 00:51:36,720
Speaker 1: and go back home and uh like I just asked

967
00:51:36,760 --> 00:51:39,200
Speaker 1: them about their lives and stuff and record it and

968
00:51:39,680 --> 00:51:41,600
Speaker 1: show it to my sister and no one else.

969
00:51:42,760 --> 00:51:45,640
Speaker 8: Would you be willing to ask some hard questions about

970
00:51:45,719 --> 00:51:50,000
Speaker 8: like you know, every family goes through, you know, hardships

971
00:51:50,120 --> 00:51:51,279
Speaker 8: or you know.

972
00:51:52,000 --> 00:51:57,560
Speaker 1: I've thought about autout that yet about that conversations you know, Yeah,

973
00:51:57,680 --> 00:52:01,480
Speaker 1: you know i I've thought about how uh because yeah,

974
00:52:01,520 --> 00:52:05,600
Speaker 1: every my family. Every family has like history of things

975
00:52:05,640 --> 00:52:08,120
Speaker 1: that are maybe tough, and I've thought about how I

976
00:52:08,160 --> 00:52:10,719
Speaker 1: want to talk about that in this podcast if I

977
00:52:10,760 --> 00:52:12,600
Speaker 1: talk about it, But I mainly want to ask the

978
00:52:12,640 --> 00:52:14,719
Speaker 1: types of things that you know I talked to you know,

979
00:52:14,840 --> 00:52:18,040
Speaker 1: strangers about on this podcast, but like with my family,

980
00:52:18,160 --> 00:52:21,880
Speaker 1: like how did you feel when you first had me?

981
00:52:22,040 --> 00:52:24,800
Speaker 1: How did you feel when you first had my sister? What?

982
00:52:24,800 --> 00:52:27,400
Speaker 1: What do you where'd you grow up? What it like?

983
00:52:27,480 --> 00:52:31,000
Speaker 1: You know, just general stuff. I realized I've never talked

984
00:52:31,040 --> 00:52:34,120
Speaker 1: to them about, you know, because because it would be

985
00:52:34,120 --> 00:52:36,480
Speaker 1: weird to do over a regular dinner, you know, Like

986
00:52:36,520 --> 00:52:38,799
Speaker 1: if I'm at and I'm like, how did you feel

987
00:52:38,840 --> 00:52:40,640
Speaker 1: when you had me? I feel like I'd be putting

988
00:52:40,640 --> 00:52:42,560
Speaker 1: myself out there with that question. But if I'm like, hey,

989
00:52:42,640 --> 00:52:45,600
Speaker 1: let's sit down and like record something for the purpose

990
00:52:45,600 --> 00:52:47,560
Speaker 1: of talking about this, I think it's an interesting idea,

991
00:52:47,640 --> 00:52:48,520
Speaker 1: so we'll see how it goes.

992
00:52:49,560 --> 00:52:50,839
Speaker 8: You know, what I think would be.

993
00:52:52,520 --> 00:52:56,120
Speaker 2: Thought provoking or tell me, Carlos, I think.

994
00:52:55,960 --> 00:52:58,680
Speaker 8: That it would be something like, how did you deal

995
00:52:59,520 --> 00:53:01,640
Speaker 8: when your parents have siblings?

996
00:53:02,000 --> 00:53:02,319
Speaker 1: They do?

997
00:53:02,440 --> 00:53:05,600
Speaker 8: Yeah, how did how you know? How did your parents

998
00:53:05,600 --> 00:53:09,719
Speaker 8: feel when they felt like their siblings were meddling or

999
00:53:09,800 --> 00:53:14,960
Speaker 8: not respecting boundaries within their personal or metal marital life.

1000
00:53:15,040 --> 00:53:20,840
Speaker 8: You know what I mean, Like like those types of conversations.

1001
00:53:19,120 --> 00:53:21,240
Speaker 1: I don't know how I don't know how much my parents.

1002
00:53:21,280 --> 00:53:22,319
Speaker 1: That's the thing is that I don't I don't know

1003
00:53:22,320 --> 00:53:25,560
Speaker 1: how much my mom or my dad would like I mean,

1004
00:53:25,600 --> 00:53:27,719
Speaker 1: I would tell them, I'd be like, I'd be like,

1005
00:53:27,760 --> 00:53:29,680
Speaker 1: this is for the for the private, but I don't

1006
00:53:29,719 --> 00:53:31,359
Speaker 1: know how much they would be cool with talking about

1007
00:53:31,360 --> 00:53:36,560
Speaker 1: that on like recording it. But a question.

1008
00:53:37,280 --> 00:53:39,560
Speaker 8: I guess. My My goal is not to spur stirre

1009
00:53:39,600 --> 00:53:42,359
Speaker 8: the pot within that conversation. But it's just like trying

1010
00:53:42,360 --> 00:53:45,759
Speaker 8: to see, you know what, what what advice can they

1011
00:53:45,960 --> 00:53:48,239
Speaker 8: pass to you and then you to your viewers? You

1012
00:53:48,239 --> 00:53:51,480
Speaker 8: know what I mean? Like, I think it's worth while

1013
00:53:51,600 --> 00:53:57,520
Speaker 8: sometimes just spreading not only positivity but productivity. You feel

1014
00:53:57,560 --> 00:54:02,920
Speaker 8: me Like, yeah, I just think it would be worthwhile

1015
00:54:02,960 --> 00:54:03,800
Speaker 8: every once in a while.

1016
00:54:05,960 --> 00:54:09,400
Speaker 1: Carlos, Carlos, Carlos, Well, Carlos, thanks for talking to me

1017
00:54:09,400 --> 00:54:11,439
Speaker 1: about this. Good, Like you seem like a good guy.

1018
00:54:11,680 --> 00:54:13,640
Speaker 1: I thank your child is everything? Okay?

1019
00:54:14,520 --> 00:54:16,840
Speaker 8: Yeah, yeah we're good. We're good. Yeah. Man, Hey, you

1020
00:54:16,840 --> 00:54:19,839
Speaker 8: know what, I'm super honored that I was on here.

1021
00:54:20,160 --> 00:54:22,799
Speaker 8: I can't wait to Cane. Can I replay this?

1022
00:54:24,280 --> 00:54:29,200
Speaker 1: Uh? Maybe I've been deleting vod's lately, keep doing that,

1023
00:54:29,280 --> 00:54:35,120
Speaker 1: but eventually this will this will be in some podcast

1024
00:54:35,160 --> 00:54:36,360
Speaker 1: at some point.

1025
00:54:37,120 --> 00:54:39,919
Speaker 8: Cool. Cool. What do you call your fandom? Your fan base?

1026
00:54:41,360 --> 00:54:42,279
Speaker 8: Like your community?

1027
00:54:43,400 --> 00:54:47,680
Speaker 1: Folks? People people on this.

1028
00:54:47,760 --> 00:54:50,680
Speaker 8: On this Twitch Channelman, they're the.

1029
00:54:50,600 --> 00:54:53,399
Speaker 1: Best, absolutely absolutely, Well, thank you for calling Carlos. It's

1030
00:54:53,400 --> 00:54:56,640
Speaker 1: good to talk to you, and God bless you for

1031
00:54:56,680 --> 00:54:58,160
Speaker 1: eight for eight years.

1032
00:54:58,880 --> 00:55:02,040
Speaker 8: Thank you, sir, Thank you sir. Same to you, same

1033
00:55:02,040 --> 00:55:02,920
Speaker 8: to you. YouTube.

1034
00:55:03,120 --> 00:55:10,480
Speaker 1: Bye man. I'm I'm very glad I don't have a child,

1035
00:55:10,520 --> 00:55:16,200
Speaker 1: so that would be a lot I can I've said

1036
00:55:16,200 --> 00:55:18,680
Speaker 1: this on this show about eight thousand times, but I

1037
00:55:18,719 --> 00:55:20,799
Speaker 1: feel like I can barely take care of myself, so

1038
00:55:20,880 --> 00:55:26,200
Speaker 1: to add a little person in the mix would be insane.

1039
00:55:27,000 --> 00:55:31,000
Speaker 1: But who knows life's long. We'll seek goes on the

1040
00:55:31,080 --> 00:55:42,000
Speaker 1: line every night, every week and goes to staging your life.