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Speaker 1: with Sharonace in DC. To think that the most annoying
Speaker 1: person in the room today would be my mom and
Speaker 1: not Mandy, I can't believe it. How you gonna introduce
Speaker 1: your mama? See this is why I like to the show,
Speaker 1: because she saved me. And rude, rude, the air back
Speaker 1: towards your mouth. I know you didn't say that. Yes,
Speaker 1: you brought me here. I'm here, Thank you? How I
Speaker 1: have been going through hell already? My mom? I wake up,
Speaker 1: I said, Mom, I just need thirty minutes to finish
Speaker 1: this outline. Okay, no problem, you know what you need
Speaker 1: on that couch, purple pal Oh. I'm sorry. I'm sorry.
Speaker 1: I'm sorry. I'm sorry. And that's what you're gonna wear.
Speaker 1: You're gonna no, no, no, no no, no, do you thing
Speaker 1: last night? You know last night me a sante our
Speaker 1: director like we all want up to get drinks because
Speaker 1: I was like, wheezy got liquor at our house. I
Speaker 1: ain't gonna pay, We're gonna go drink up a lik.
Speaker 1: So we go upstairs and it becomes a road session
Speaker 1: for wheezy, I felt so bad for you last night.
Speaker 1: Literally the whole room. She's she's excited because she got
Speaker 1: her new shoes that she starts to pour shoes out
Speaker 1: and we all just be like, now you're not wearing these.
Speaker 1: Then I take the shoes off. I go, what did
Speaker 1: I put on? Leopard? Oh? These shoes that I'm wearing,
Speaker 1: they're like clawled their mules with a nice little rain
Speaker 1: clawed there. I got them at this joke through shopping Paris,
Speaker 1: and my mom goes, then I put on the jeans
Speaker 1: and she goes, oh, anything but that. Oh God, I
Speaker 1: don't know what it is with the homeless look. I
Speaker 1: don't know. She's like, if you want to look like
Speaker 1: a bum, you don't have to pay for pants like that.
Speaker 1: Just rip them yourself. Anyways, I guess we have to
Speaker 1: introduce ourselves. Hi, guys, welcome to the Horrible Decisions Podcast.
Speaker 1: This is your girl, Mandy b a k A peg
Speaker 1: to Starion and I'm sitting next to and we have
Speaker 1: a second time guest. Yes, miss Jule, let's hop it
Speaker 1: up to she's hot. You can't talk about yourself a
Speaker 1: third person, you know what I wanted to so old
Speaker 1: bass season and came over the night before we started filming. Right,
Speaker 1: So this is when we ran to my mom. So,
Speaker 1: a guy that I went on a date with before
Speaker 1: comes upstairs. My mom, he's going to she was sucking, digging, cooking.
Speaker 1: Thank the other night. Here goes wheezy right in front
Speaker 1: of your fight, in front of the nigga. I was like, Mom, please,
Speaker 1: because if you know your mother is coming, And she
Speaker 1: told me, I said, I'm coming out with my friend
Speaker 1: so and she knew who I was working, so that
Speaker 1: was no. But she said to me the night before came,
Speaker 1: I'm going shopping and I'm thinking we're going to get
Speaker 1: the regular cheese, crackers, steak. I get that, not say
Speaker 1: sports stuff for Dick. That's literally what she said, grocery
Speaker 1: shopping on that. But Ben Weasley and I went on
Speaker 1: a whole like we were on Instagram live together. We
Speaker 1: had a whole actual debate because I was like, I
Speaker 1: don't think you should be buying groceries and cooking for
Speaker 1: a nigga that's not your nigga. No, that's not true.
Speaker 1: Think and maybe I get for my mom now it's
Speaker 1: called could I say just what they just because he's
Speaker 1: not your what you said. Man, Mind you, my mom
Speaker 1: is the black one. And if you couldn't hear it
Speaker 1: on Mandy's Mom's episode, he might be like, oh, she's Caucasian.
Speaker 1: Didn't she didn't get that vibe from Tarmy. But you
Speaker 1: should always get out once in a while. You should
Speaker 1: cook for a man because you want to take it
Speaker 1: to another level when you know he knows you can
Speaker 1: cook all you in. But cooking and fucking a guy
Speaker 1: doesn't necessarily be looking at the male perspective. We have
Speaker 1: two men in the room. How do you feel I'll
Speaker 1: explain why I paid for the groceries. I feel like
Speaker 1: this dude takes me all the time to lavish meals.
Speaker 1: He's very kind to me. Ship we're going away in
Speaker 1: two weeks, Like I wanted to do something to show
Speaker 1: my gratitude, and to me, that's making a meal. That's
Speaker 1: a very personal thing. I also don't ask friends to,
Speaker 1: you know, get the groceries. So if I'm hosting you
Speaker 1: in my home, I'm going to take care of the
Speaker 1: things in my home. That's just how I rolle. Now.
Speaker 1: I get it, maybe like someone brings a liqu or
Speaker 1: something like that a gesture, but He's done enough already
Speaker 1: to where this was my thing to do for him,
Speaker 1: and men appreciate that rather than you pick it up
Speaker 1: the check, you know in a restaurant like it's let
Speaker 1: me do this, put them close to your mouth, in
Speaker 1: my mouth loude, I don't know, like to to me.
Speaker 1: I don't know, and I don't I think we've kind
Speaker 1: of had this. But even when Felling Bay would want
Speaker 1: breakfast that Nigga would bring over, is the pancake mix
Speaker 1: turkey bacon, Oh? Yes, he sure would say. Maybe, okay,
Speaker 1: hold on another, I'm thinking about it. He didn't ask
Speaker 1: for this. I offered this. Yeah, I a offering stake
Speaker 1: to when they got told you offering, she offered the
Speaker 1: best thing she cooks. That's what they offer is good too. GOA.
Speaker 1: What's your gonna say, Christy? I wasn't gonna say anything,
Speaker 1: especially just the US man. We appreciate both the check
Speaker 1: being picked up and hopefully look, so what I'm saying,
Speaker 1: is you, like she brought up to if you want
Speaker 1: to take it to the next level. My thing is
Speaker 1: you fucking a guy and paying for the groceries and
Speaker 1: cooking for him or picking up the tab doesn't necessarily
Speaker 1: mean that it's going to bring it to the next level.
Speaker 1: To me, if a man wants to bring it to
Speaker 1: the next level, that's gonna be something he does, whether
Speaker 1: you do anything for him. And I'll tell you what cooking.
Speaker 1: When she said to the next level, like I said,
Speaker 1: sex is something that ever anyone can offer, and I
Speaker 1: think that you should shoot my head is not offered
Speaker 1: by just anybody. But I mean, like, are they like
Speaker 1: maybe I can't leave you because you suck my dick?
Speaker 1: So good are they? But they're not. They're not gonna
Speaker 1: be with you because what you can do as a
Speaker 1: partner and just appreciate somebody doing something else he doesn't
Speaker 1: have to. I'm a very big acts of service person.
Speaker 1: So when I see men doing things around my house
Speaker 1: for me, like putting something up or taking care of
Speaker 1: something that they have to do with their hands, that
Speaker 1: to me. And when she said the next level, I
Speaker 1: know where you're going. He's gonna be my man. That
Speaker 1: did show me another side of him. Much like the
Speaker 1: other day I watched a dude work and I told Mandy, like,
Speaker 1: whoa I he watching him do this job was like,
Speaker 1: oh ship, Like I was into it. Those are ships
Speaker 1: that are. That's ship important to me. So in return,
Speaker 1: the way that I can show that I'm a good
Speaker 1: partner is taking care of you in some way or me.
Speaker 1: That's why cooking for you and doing something nice around
Speaker 1: the home. I didn't mean the next level in that way.
Speaker 1: It's just showing I appreciate what you do, that's all.
Speaker 1: It was. Not the next level we're gonna beating. I
Speaker 1: meant it because he always takes her out here with that,
Speaker 1: she wanted to do something personal. I bought this nig
Speaker 1: Nike shorts because I appreciated his dick. You just wanted
Speaker 1: to see his dick in the short maybe another question,
Speaker 1: And I think this is important for listeners to um. So,
Speaker 1: my cooking, like I said, was to just as a
Speaker 1: gesture of gratitude. Has a meal I ever made you
Speaker 1: feel like, oh my god like wifey status. Yes. I
Speaker 1: felt like that once for food with Dennis. And he
Speaker 1: could cook my ex the Russian dude. We weren't friends
Speaker 1: back then. He could cook his ass. That's why I
Speaker 1: want to break up with him. Yo. Honestly, that's another
Speaker 1: way to a man to or at least mine. Yeah,
Speaker 1: do a stomach see and I think that that's what
Speaker 1: sucks for me now, like like and men eat men
Speaker 1: portions like I eat fucking chips and sauca for dinner now,
Speaker 1: like I don't really eat a lot more people. Yeah,
Speaker 1: so I just don't eat a lot. So if someone
Speaker 1: comes to my house like like for me to go
Speaker 1: out and buy groceries, like that's a lot and no,
Speaker 1: like like it's more of it's a to me like
Speaker 1: that cooking was not for me whatever, Right, That's what
Speaker 1: I'm saying, Mandy, And just stand your point, and your
Speaker 1: point is no, you gotta bring the food. Now, what
Speaker 1: happens is when you start dating a lot this and that.
Speaker 1: Then he said, well I don't really want to go out.
Speaker 1: You're gonna make something? Then he could bring. That's what
Speaker 1: he's gonna say that. That's when that was the dynamic
Speaker 1: that I had with Fellam Bay. But also I think
Speaker 1: I told you, I think I'm probably scarred for life
Speaker 1: anyways now when it comes to buying food and cooking
Speaker 1: it because the one time that I bought the groceries
Speaker 1: and cook the groceries, that Nickel violated parole. So that
Speaker 1: food last to me because he never showed up. He
Speaker 1: didn't show up like this, his bubbles started going green
Speaker 1: and d Yeah, so I'm scaring for like the first time,
Speaker 1: I was like, I'm gonna cook for you. I got you,
Speaker 1: bought the groceries and all that ship. It's probably really
Speaker 1: never gonna happen. I'm not even as she said like
Speaker 1: that now that I'm thinking about it. When I was
Speaker 1: dating Jeeves who is the white I don't want his name,
Speaker 1: but anyway, we were seeing each other way more like
Speaker 1: three or four times a week, he was picking up
Speaker 1: the groceries and bringing ever. But this to me felt different.
Speaker 1: I did it for a purpose. But like I said,
Speaker 1: I got the truffle butter, and I don't even keep
Speaker 1: that in my house. Once I bought that motherfucking butter,
Speaker 1: I knew when I tell you the wealth from Wheezy recently,
Speaker 1: I'm just like I told y'all. She talked about the
Speaker 1: heavy on Miss Spray in Jamaica, Like was she's like
Speaker 1: the trouble butter. Then we know she bring up so
Speaker 1: whole house every guy. Damn. Then she's like, and I
Speaker 1: paid seven hundred dollars for boxing classes. Oh my god,
Speaker 1: that was the bush. First of all, I've just been
Speaker 1: hanging there a lot lately because I don't have a workspace.
Speaker 1: Like I said, she's petty to the Edvy on Misspray
Speaker 1: some of our listeners. And by the way, I don't
Speaker 1: know if the cameras can see me, you bitches. I'm
Speaker 1: tired of you coming in my d m is like, oh,
Speaker 1: trying to say this secret ship because you don't want
Speaker 1: Mandy to drag you. First of all, the soul Spaciphora
Speaker 1: it is. I told you, okay, it's a very easy
Speaker 1: to use thing, and it's really good for your skin,
Speaker 1: especially when you're hot and you're getting red and water
Speaker 1: in a bottle and heavy. I'm not curling my way, bud,
Speaker 1: get some motherfucking talking about to be fair, do you
Speaker 1: see my head from Okay, this is not like, this
Speaker 1: is my point, this is what it's always here. I'm
Speaker 1: just saying, listen, any let's go ahead. We're gonna get
Speaker 1: into these ice breakers for your mama. I don't ask him,
Speaker 1: just so you know she came up with these. Oh
Speaker 1: yes she did. So we're gonna get right into it
Speaker 1: because this first one, I can't believe you asking your
Speaker 1: mama because you know, I want to see if you
Speaker 1: guys have something in common. Flow job. Have you ever
Speaker 1: slept with a married guy that wasn't married to you? Oh? Yeah,
Speaker 1: comment it's I'm sorry, it's her fault, not mine fault.
Speaker 1: If he's married, it's the wise fault, not ship. I'm sorry.
Speaker 1: Were doing with something? Not no, we're not gonna we're
Speaker 1: not gonna go there. But the second But why was
Speaker 1: it more exciting to you? Was it like they were
Speaker 1: actually nothing to do? It's a chemistry you have. And
Speaker 1: then just because the marriage and every man will tell you,
Speaker 1: you know it's not good, we don't. I don't care,
Speaker 1: that's not my problem. Just like say that ship, I
Speaker 1: don't want to hear that. Don't tell me just sucked me?
Speaker 1: And let you know what, can I be honest? I
Speaker 1: think I think men. I I think they just want
Speaker 1: to I don't believe that she just doesn't want to fun.
Speaker 1: This is groundbreaking. It was like, well, I really think
Speaker 1: men live. We know because man, he even said the
Speaker 1: other and she's like, oh, their wives don't do this
Speaker 1: and that I don't really believe that that is so true.
Speaker 1: Oh no, no, I believe that their wives are open
Speaker 1: to do things and they just want to No, no, no, no,
Speaker 1: some women. We know so many women that are open
Speaker 1: to doing a lot of things, specifically maybe the threesome route,
Speaker 1: clearly the annal play route. We're not even gonna go
Speaker 1: there with everyone tagging us in this fucking video on
Speaker 1: social media right now. So then tell me, are you
Speaker 1: ever doing anything so wild with these mary dudes? Well? No, no, no, no,
Speaker 1: my point no, But well yes, it's just like and
Speaker 1: they're using that whole excuse thing lincol did you maybe
Speaker 1: the wife doesn't do it to him because she don't
Speaker 1: want to, and so she goes somewhere else and he goes.
Speaker 1: Everybody cheat, But it's not only about wild things. You
Speaker 1: have to realize, like in a situation where even if
Speaker 1: it's not a marriage, it's just a relationship where they
Speaker 1: live together, where you have built together, children together, there's
Speaker 1: also just a loaded stress of even how the conversations go.
Speaker 1: So sometimes I'm just an outlet to getting away that, right,
Speaker 1: But that's not a healthy outlet to cheat therapy, go
Speaker 1: out with your friends, do some other ship. Just because
Speaker 1: you're an outlet doesn't mean that you're the right outlet.
Speaker 1: My point is, but I really, truly believe that men
Speaker 1: that are saying that whole thing about all the things
Speaker 1: their wives don't do ours to stroke the ego of
Speaker 1: the quote unquote mistress or side girl and to what
Speaker 1: did you make any do that? And it's good, but
Speaker 1: that's what I'm saying. Like, I just I saw a
Speaker 1: tweet the other day that really made me think. It
Speaker 1: was like, oh, can you stop? Can I'm so glad
Speaker 1: that you don't blah blah blah your van And then
Speaker 1: someone retweeted it was like, oh, is that what he's
Speaker 1: telling you that his wife doesn't blah blah blah And
Speaker 1: it's true. It's like maybe lying. It is true, but
Speaker 1: they want lying. We don't know that you have to
Speaker 1: accept it this way. You're gonna be stupid about it
Speaker 1: or realistic about it. And I'm a realized it's real.
Speaker 1: But do you know what I have really really baking
Speaker 1: cakes the other day talking about you can't say that
Speaker 1: that was someone who we have that I have history with,
Speaker 1: not with someone who's you've been lately. It's cool, girl.
Speaker 1: We was just we would just cuddle up, shut up.
Speaker 1: He gone in Toronto. And next question is have you
Speaker 1: ever gone down on a girl? Not quite was not quite.
Speaker 1: I mean because my husband, my first husband, was down
Speaker 1: there and I was I know what I was doing,
Speaker 1: so I guess that was he just looked at him
Speaker 1: while he was down there. My mouth was there, but
Speaker 1: I don't know where it was. It was his mouth,
Speaker 1: my mouth, I don't know. It was going valid, valid, valid, valid,
Speaker 1: So I get because like a valid, I feel like
Speaker 1: a lot of people give then there, but especially if
Speaker 1: there's two people down there, it's a lot of wet
Speaker 1: witness going on down now. Next question is what is
Speaker 1: your best sexual experience? Oh gosh, oh the baby cry.
Speaker 1: Oh when you cry, when you cry, it's real good.
Speaker 1: Was this someone the person that you cried with, someone
Speaker 1: you were with or no, like it was just a ship,
Speaker 1: you know, because I mean, I don't think because I
Speaker 1: want to say that, I don't think they're crying during
Speaker 1: sex has anything to do with feelings. Oh yeah, no, No,
Speaker 1: it's an emotion. They hit that button and B and
Speaker 1: the D and the B they hit that. When the
Speaker 1: tears come out, I don't even know they hit the B.
Speaker 1: But when those tears come down, oh lord, it's like,
Speaker 1: oh gonna fall in love now? Oh lord? Even the
Speaker 1: smell is different what smell because when you if you
Speaker 1: haven't had sex in a long time and then somebody
Speaker 1: gives you great sex, the smell is totally different because
Speaker 1: you've emptied out all them. Yeah, so I was reading
Speaker 1: this thing about like certain vaginal fluids and scent and
Speaker 1: like where they come from, much like squirting fluid is different,
Speaker 1: different kind of orgasms, and it's like all depending on
Speaker 1: your menstrual cycle. So depending on where you are in
Speaker 1: the cycle. Yeah, that's true. I don't know about Okay,
Speaker 1: but okay, mom, maybe maybe that And then we did
Speaker 1: retire this question, but we're going to give it to you.
Speaker 1: Would you rather lick toes or eat ass? Don't make
Speaker 1: that face like they're disgusting, No king shaming around here,
Speaker 1: something about toes that don't work for me. I mean,
Speaker 1: I'm feeding now, I really I'll be into feeding now,
Speaker 1: but I don't know about putting it in my mouth,
Speaker 1: but I do guess, Yeah, I guess it's asked. That's
Speaker 1: like weekly, I'm at. They've been too many faces. I'm
Speaker 1: looking as weakly you know what it is though? To me,
Speaker 1: like I feel like toe nails are dirtier than like
Speaker 1: you don't clean those as much as you would ask.
Speaker 1: I feel like everybody goes in the shower and you
Speaker 1: know they getting you down. I'm talking about people in general.
Speaker 1: I think people clean their assholes better than their toes. Yeah,
Speaker 1: but people admitted to not cleaning their feet. Well, I
Speaker 1: get not only pedicures twice, we all get pedicures. A
Speaker 1: do you think feet better than your asshole? I think
Speaker 1: I clean them? Do you clean them better than you?
Speaker 1: I think I clean them comfortable because your ship, out
Speaker 1: of your ask really clean. When I'm at home after
Speaker 1: well after I even take a ship, I'll hop in
Speaker 1: the shower just when you lift up your foot and
Speaker 1: be scrubbing it in the sun, I do. And I
Speaker 1: have a pummice stone and everything I do I use
Speaker 1: pummice and I used just like me a little brush.
Speaker 1: I told you. But to be fair, do you think
Speaker 1: that men clean them as good as their assholes? The
Speaker 1: men that I have very like especially. I'm not saying
Speaker 1: that fuse a dirty feet. It's just the point. May
Speaker 1: you're really trying to tell every in their feet as
Speaker 1: good as their ass They don't just saying I don't
Speaker 1: like like they're dirty. I do think that's to there's
Speaker 1: no way having to pedicure every time before you fuck.
Speaker 1: Do you think ass is cleaner than feet? I think
Speaker 1: when you're like showering, yeah, you get your ass better
Speaker 1: than you But when you get your feet, then why
Speaker 1: do you plus the feet You've had to walk to
Speaker 1: the bedroom. You didn't ship before you got to the bedroom. No,
Speaker 1: that's so there's something about the feet, Like I don't know,
Speaker 1: rubbing feet I'm totally cool with. But like, once I'm out,
Speaker 1: I mean, I put my toes in the pool. Suck.
Speaker 1: I mean a sucker, of course. I mean, of course.
Speaker 1: You look at you and my daughter on that s
Speaker 1: Look at that. You got five toes. One's like a dick,
Speaker 1: one's like a wee wee ones, Like, look at them,
Speaker 1: they were one of the like dick is a wee wee. No, no,
Speaker 1: I mean your thumb is the biggest. So dick, that's
Speaker 1: the good. That's the one. The little they started getting smaller.
Speaker 1: It's just like, now put it closer to your mouth, mom, please,
Speaker 1: I don't want them to complain what missing? What missing?
Speaker 1: What you're saying you want to get into the kink
Speaker 1: of the week. Yeah, yeah, yeah, of course so the
Speaker 1: kink of the week is a psych play. While physical
Speaker 1: actions such as spanking are often the most discussed kinks
Speaker 1: and fetishes, some of the most intense is when it's
Speaker 1: your mind. They refer to the psychological power plays mind control,
Speaker 1: and it's a type of b D s M. It
Speaker 1: involves implementing a sexual power exchange. We've discussed humiliation, um
Speaker 1: and submissiveness, but this is more about consensual threats that
Speaker 1: are an example of psychological play. One example is a
Speaker 1: dom warning a male submissive with a foot fetish that
Speaker 1: he'll have to lick her feet if he doesn't fall
Speaker 1: in line. We hear about that all the time, but
Speaker 1: I never really knew it was called psych play. So
Speaker 1: it's basically this game you play where you have a
Speaker 1: threat with someone that they have to if they don't,
Speaker 1: So I just actually do there. Well, I just did that.
Speaker 1: I recently, um like, but it was more of a challenge.
Speaker 1: He was like, he wanted me to completely drain his nuts.
Speaker 1: So he said, drain my nuts. How many rounds do
Speaker 1: you think it's gonna take? And I was like, He's like,
Speaker 1: can you go as much until my whole nuts are drained?
Speaker 1: And I said three, four, five rounds, however long for
Speaker 1: it to take the drain, So did it look like
Speaker 1: a inflated tire when you were done? So we went,
Speaker 1: We went three rounds and like, thank god, like he
Speaker 1: sucked me so hard, like I don't think I could
Speaker 1: have taken another round. But it was just like even
Speaker 1: after the first round, I technically was done, but I knew.
Speaker 1: I told him I was going to drain his nuts.
Speaker 1: So we laid there. We was watching Top Boy Top Dog.
Speaker 1: How is it? I can't get past the accents, bitch,
Speaker 1: And I thought I really liked fucking London accents. No,
Speaker 1: it's it's mis Cockney. You will not understand it. It's
Speaker 1: almost like a missed between English and Jamaican Queen's English
Speaker 1: and you have Cockney. So the Beatles were from Cockney,
Speaker 1: slower class, you know, and the Queen's English is so proper.
Speaker 1: We all, so it's that other ship. And I'm trying
Speaker 1: to like we're trying to watch it. I'm just like
Speaker 1: catching up. So when I got there, he was already
Speaker 1: on like episode two or three. So like I lay
Speaker 1: there and we got to episode like seven. That's how long.
Speaker 1: That's about how long the subtitles on um, you know,
Speaker 1: the subtitles were not on, but like we had to
Speaker 1: keep like starting an episode over because we clearly had
Speaker 1: our rounds and then we missed a lot of ship
Speaker 1: so we had to start the episode over. But I
Speaker 1: couldn't get through the accents. Anyways, that to me after
Speaker 1: the first round a tear, dude come in mind. But
Speaker 1: I think it was because I was like, damn, I
Speaker 1: was gonna and I was really done after round one
Speaker 1: and I'm not just gonna released, but knowing that I
Speaker 1: had to do that, like I was aroused because it
Speaker 1: was like allunge that I knew I wanted to drink.
Speaker 1: You know, you know, I don't know science, but I
Speaker 1: think he said I did good. It was done that
Speaker 1: third round as much. Don't you know when you've done good?
Speaker 1: I want to ask both of you. Of course, when
Speaker 1: you fuck someone, yes, don't you know you did your best? Oh?
Speaker 1: I know you know you look at them like I
Speaker 1: know I passed out and they can't move a little bit.
Speaker 1: I love the shaking. I love one of man moans,
Speaker 1: and I like, yeah, the best sex. I remember, I
Speaker 1: passed out. You actually passed out? Wait, you passed out?
Speaker 1: After Yeah, I passed was good. When you get you
Speaker 1: don't want to move, like I passed up for a
Speaker 1: second and he was shaking me because it was scary. Yeah,
Speaker 1: it's like having a se right, it's not God. Well
Speaker 1: that's that's told you gotta part. That's why. So when
Speaker 1: I come, I like literally like my pussy like, yeah,
Speaker 1: I start shaking like experience and it pushes the dick
Speaker 1: out like that's how he knows. But a man, okay,
Speaker 1: but when you passed out for a second and um,
Speaker 1: you're almost going into so see the only time that
Speaker 1: happened when me I was all edibles. So I don't
Speaker 1: think it was the sex that like passed out to
Speaker 1: all that, but actually the both of you were if
Speaker 1: I don't don't either. When I passed out like from
Speaker 1: the edibles, they came and put ice packs on me
Speaker 1: and I didn't even move. Why did you just say
Speaker 1: you friend say that before? But during that threesome, I
Speaker 1: was squirting some Maybe how do you even pass out
Speaker 1: just too? You wouldn't him not three? I really want
Speaker 1: to debo that. I'm curious to know what Beard Bay
Speaker 1: told me. And then it recently was someone I slept
Speaker 1: with the condoms said that when the A C is on,
Speaker 1: it be drying pussy out. I can believe that, and
Speaker 1: then I can believe that Beard baby like, no, no, no,
Speaker 1: I don't put the A C on and be drying
Speaker 1: it out, and I'm like what, And I just thought
Speaker 1: it was some bullshit he made up. So then I
Speaker 1: believe the other night when I sucked hospital Dick. I'll
Speaker 1: tell you who he is later. Mom, I don't need
Speaker 1: to know. You'll be asking no, you'll be telling no. No.
Speaker 1: Let me tell you how. It tells me everything. She
Speaker 1: she don't like this tea. Let me tell you. I
Speaker 1: called my mom once. This is how she knew I
Speaker 1: was sucked up. It was a Brooklyn, it was a
Speaker 1: drug night. I called my mom at like seven fifteen
Speaker 1: and I will never call her the more. And she answered,
Speaker 1: this is like this is three years ago. I don't
Speaker 1: even know if you remember this. And from my voice,
Speaker 1: she answered, hello, are you okay? I said, my God,
Speaker 1: tell you what. Let me let me get a drink
Speaker 1: seven in the morning and whenever I know, good clink
Speaker 1: and she's like, okay, let's go just how um oh yeah,
Speaker 1: So hospital Dick the condom he was we switched it
Speaker 1: like twice and he was like, oh, it's the air conditioning.
Speaker 1: And I almost said mother boots told me that, but
Speaker 1: I was like, let me not, alright, no, So we
Speaker 1: do the sex in the news segment and this one
Speaker 1: in particular. Um, I literally typed in mom and sex
Speaker 1: in the news column and this is what came up.
Speaker 1: It's so crazy. Teen's son tells his mother he wants
Speaker 1: to rape her forcibly touches her after watching chimpanzees mate
Speaker 1: on TV. And eighteen year old is accused of sexual
Speaker 1: assault on his own mother after he watched a program
Speaker 1: called Secret Life of the Zoo. I guess watching the
Speaker 1: chimpanzees mate and how they can like kind of be
Speaker 1: incesty at times or whatever apparently got his mother horn
Speaker 1: him horny. H he watched it. Um, he saw it
Speaker 1: on his father's wait. Sorry. The team spoke to his
Speaker 1: mom after that about a video he saw on his
Speaker 1: father's phone of the two of them having sex. And
Speaker 1: he did this in front of his ten year old sister.
Speaker 1: He's nothing but a serial kid. He's crazy, he's honestly,
Speaker 1: he told her that he saw the video and he
Speaker 1: couldn't stop thinking about it and he couldn't stop thinking
Speaker 1: about raping her. The mother was speaking behind a screening
Speaker 1: court and was, I guess, crying and saying I'm your mom.
Speaker 1: And she walked away to like let him think about
Speaker 1: what he said in that moment. This couldn't even be white.
Speaker 1: She said, Oh yeah, he looked at me like he
Speaker 1: did nothing wrong. I was drying pots and I had
Speaker 1: them on a board and he came up to me
Speaker 1: and I had been in the kitchen a few minutes.
Speaker 1: He was putting his hand into my armpits, and then
Speaker 1: he was touching my breasts, pushing himself on, rubbing up
Speaker 1: down against me with his genitals. I told him to stop,
Speaker 1: try pushing away. He got stronger, he couldn't stop um.
Speaker 1: And then she locked herself in her bedroom, barricaded herself
Speaker 1: with drawers against the door. Fuck out of here. Bro.
Speaker 1: He got turned on by chimpanzee. So I guess like
Speaker 1: in the documentary they were discussing how animals the conversation
Speaker 1: of animals just wherever they want and ship like that,
Speaker 1: and they could have been anything that turned him on
Speaker 1: because it was more human to him. Where did this
Speaker 1: come from? Mom? Because if you couldn s vodka in
Speaker 1: your hands. Thought you were just talking and no, but
Speaker 1: a chimpanzee being an analystic more towards human would be
Speaker 1: if you saw a tiger or something that could have
Speaker 1: been relate to him. But chimpanzees are more I guess.
Speaker 1: I mean, I don't believe in evolution, but but you
Speaker 1: know we have in the morning time. It is thirty
Speaker 1: in the afternoon and it's six o'clock in Europe, say
Speaker 1: that it's happy hours somewhere show live. So we're gonna
Speaker 1: get into our horrible decision now and our horrible decision.
Speaker 1: Wee what you got for us today? All right? So
Speaker 1: I want to talk about mom ship kind of. But
Speaker 1: also last night I kind of sparked a conversation about
Speaker 1: like my mom with me and Mandy and like kind
Speaker 1: of like friends like that were there could not even
Speaker 1: believe our stories. Like we were talking about how when
Speaker 1: we were like fifteen and sixteen, staying at the condo
Speaker 1: and Aventura down in Miami. Then we were like then
Speaker 1: they slipped and I said, when were you ever in
Speaker 1: the condo when I wasn't there? They took the keys
Speaker 1: and went I don't remember. But anyway, the point the
Speaker 1: horrible decision. Title is those who don't swallow get pregnant.
Speaker 1: So I just don't ask a few things about motherhood
Speaker 1: and then don't want to get into me and Mandy
Speaker 1: and like raising kids talking about sex. But um, what
Speaker 1: was the major change for you once you had a kid?
Speaker 1: Because I know you say nothing but something. Oh No,
Speaker 1: everyone told me if I hadn't had played in life
Speaker 1: at forty and everybody said, it's gonna change your life.
Speaker 1: And I said, it's not gonna change my life because
Speaker 1: I was party girl, party girl. And I said, I'm
Speaker 1: getting to nanny. And my husband said, you have my
Speaker 1: mother have seven kids, she never had nanny. Well this
Speaker 1: is two thousand, ain't two thousand? And I'm sorry. I
Speaker 1: was like, we have it to nanny because nothing's going
Speaker 1: to change in my life. I don't want to change
Speaker 1: how we are. I don't want to change y'all. I
Speaker 1: want somebody she was with me all the time to nanny.
Speaker 1: And you know she had to wear a uniform, because
Speaker 1: why did you do that? Because I want to describe
Speaker 1: the who's with who? If she had a uniform on,
Speaker 1: she doesn't look like you know, she does like her job.
Speaker 1: But she had on bad clothes. She don't look like
Speaker 1: she was with me, So I wade them wearing white uniforms. Yeah,
Speaker 1: this sounds kind of why you were gonna say, oh,
Speaker 1: because they might have thought it was her kids. No,
Speaker 1: you see now they see him what a bullgeing has
Speaker 1: come from, because Mitch, I grew up in a single
Speaker 1: pair of house hold with three of us. Okay wait
Speaker 1: wait wait okay, So you had me at forty didn't
Speaker 1: know you could have kids? I remember you always said
Speaker 1: that because everything about having an abortion? Did I ever
Speaker 1: think about did you think about abording me? Never? Really? Oh,
Speaker 1: I was so excited. Oh I was ready. Well I
Speaker 1: guess you were already. No, no, no, but I mean
Speaker 1: there's a time and you're life. I had friends and
Speaker 1: their kids were raised by nannies. You know you saw
Speaker 1: them and said, they said alone on this. But I
Speaker 1: love kids, loved them, but I always do I can
Speaker 1: give them back. I don't think you should have a child.
Speaker 1: I don't think should have a child. I think she
Speaker 1: will change totally. My name's Wheezy mom. I knew I
Speaker 1: was going to at this at this point, it's gonna be.
Speaker 1: I used to not want kids as much but like,
Speaker 1: the more of the world is fucked up, and the
Speaker 1: more I meet good fathers and good men. Right, I've
Speaker 1: dated fathers, I've met good people, and I've seen how
Speaker 1: they raised their kids, how you can mold a kid.
Speaker 1: I need to have a kid because I know that
Speaker 1: I'm going to raise a good person and we just
Speaker 1: need more. But I'm molded you, and I don't thing
Speaker 1: you could handle again. I made because true, but not now. No, no, no, no.
Speaker 1: Wheezy is a certain type of person. She likes to experiment.
Speaker 1: She likes way out there. She's not gonna call me
Speaker 1: up one day and say, did you come watch the baby?
Speaker 1: I'm going out to the cloud. But nobody better watch
Speaker 1: this right now? You said, hold on now, this is
Speaker 1: why I felt like I could have one. You said
Speaker 1: this was my thing because I'm not having a kid
Speaker 1: unless I'm rich, which I'm gonna get there, right, You said,
Speaker 1: all I gotta do is get you the apartment, and
Speaker 1: you're gonna watch my kids by myself. I want you
Speaker 1: the nanny. No none, But I was watching the nanny
Speaker 1: watch your baby. I swear I thought I was watching
Speaker 1: to make sure she didn't hurt your job. Can I
Speaker 1: just tell y'all, I can't relate to none of the
Speaker 1: My lass was I was gonna once I get pregnant.
Speaker 1: I'm like, and I moved to Brooklyn. So I moved
Speaker 1: to Brooklyn, and I'll get you a nice little place.
Speaker 1: It's like Timid the club. I got to go to
Speaker 1: the club. You're gonna be old, You're gonna be seven club.
Speaker 1: So anyway, I'm gonna give you a stipend allowance. And
Speaker 1: I would have gave it Nanny. I know all you're saying,
Speaker 1: but I might want to go out. Okay, so when
Speaker 1: she don't, she don't want to take care of your motherfucker,
Speaker 1: be one with the girl. Make sure my grandchild. I'm
Speaker 1: not paying for you to then you apartment to get it. Okay, fine,
Speaker 1: it's great. Yeah, I don't. I have one question, and
Speaker 1: you're not gonna believe it. You will not expect this.
Speaker 1: What Mom? Please? You are known as put the queen
Speaker 1: the queen up second dick, thank you. Okay, Now I
Speaker 1: need to go out and date a little bit. So
Speaker 1: I need to know Mom. Shut out of police. Oh
Speaker 1: my fucking god, police, what No, I just want to know.
Speaker 1: What do you want to know? I want to get
Speaker 1: back into the groove of you know, being the queen
Speaker 1: of she because it was inherited, she didn't get it
Speaker 1: by So I just want to know how do I
Speaker 1: get back into it? You got the banana thing going
Speaker 1: and all that? What you know, because I'm thinking of
Speaker 1: a sweat of bottle and just okay, okay, you don't
Speaker 1: have I don't have an answer for this yet. I
Speaker 1: don't either, Juel. I'm done with this question. I am
Speaker 1: not the one being interviewed. So the next question I
Speaker 1: have is what changed about your body after kids? That
Speaker 1: you noticed I only get in twenty pounds? Did you
Speaker 1: want to have sex as much? Did you not feel that?
Speaker 1: Did you feel more womanly? Like I was? So happened,
Speaker 1: I felt so motherly very if that changed the motion
Speaker 1: is ununbelievable. You don't expect that. I've never had that
Speaker 1: emotion of having something so little, so small, and they
Speaker 1: only depend on you, and it was the best time,
Speaker 1: the best time of my life. So when wait, wait,
Speaker 1: wait wait, so like you having baby made you feel
Speaker 1: more motherly? So you were like less horny? No, she said,
Speaker 1: the emotions of having a baby, the emotions age about
Speaker 1: your body, so that I'm just asking. So it made
Speaker 1: you feel all these are my body, my emotion. My
Speaker 1: body was just happy. It was always constantly just happy,
Speaker 1: just joyful my body. A lot of women don't have
Speaker 1: that experience. They don't they they don't there's a postpartum depression.
Speaker 1: But I had it and I called a friend of mine,
Speaker 1: I called Dion Warwick, and I had it, talked to
Speaker 1: her and then two days it was gone because I
Speaker 1: wasn't gonna let it get me because what do you
Speaker 1: feel like you want to throw It's horrible. It's like,
Speaker 1: I don't want you to hear me, don't want what what?
Speaker 1: That's what people they say that mothers want to kill
Speaker 1: their kids for dream you do. But I don't want
Speaker 1: to kill you. I just didn't like. Wait, I was
Speaker 1: feeling why I wasn't our loving this child and the
Speaker 1: other day it was you with my life. I mean,
Speaker 1: how did that happen? How how far after that you
Speaker 1: had me did it happen? Oh? It was like a
Speaker 1: mom really Yeah, that's that feels random because you're like
Speaker 1: a month and you're like, oh this kid, maybe I
Speaker 1: was crying too much. You never cry never, you were
Speaker 1: the perfect. I hate to say she was the perfect
Speaker 1: and I cry all the time. Now probably I never
Speaker 1: got it out. That's exactly what. She was so good.
Speaker 1: I mean, I could not believe you know what I'm
Speaker 1: wanted to ask you my mom. My mom was fucking crazy.
Speaker 1: I love that she has you to cut off. Now
Speaker 1: she's one day. Do you remember the nanny that I
Speaker 1: had that you thought was a witch? That witch? And
Speaker 1: so she puts something of my arm or something and
Speaker 1: like had some candles burning and my mom called the police.
Speaker 1: What was that? That was my earliest memory maybe six months.
Speaker 1: But you weren't walking. The nanny you had was? She
Speaker 1: had big boobs because I tested them before I tested.
Speaker 1: I'm sorry, I tested the nanny's, you know, because you
Speaker 1: gotta get along with me and my family don't. And
Speaker 1: this girl had her boobs all out and I was like,
Speaker 1: buttons were down. I was like, no, you're not gonna work, No, no, no,
Speaker 1: you're not gonna do my husband, no, no, no, she
Speaker 1: had to go. Then I had one that was stealing
Speaker 1: my shoes. How do you know? Because she had weekends off.
Speaker 1: And then I was like, you know, I don't really
Speaker 1: check stuff, but I was like, something's not right something.
Speaker 1: She took three pairs of my shoes and she would
Speaker 1: sneak them back in the house. I threw back to
Speaker 1: the witch. So what happened to which? Oh? I said
Speaker 1: to your father, we're trying her out. Let's go to dinner.
Speaker 1: I went to dinner, came back and all these candles
Speaker 1: are burning, and she had something on marked like I
Speaker 1: took this woman went get out. You didn't. No, I
Speaker 1: could do it by myself. So what's she marked on me?
Speaker 1: What happened was it was something black? And so I
Speaker 1: don't play that. I don't play that. I left and
Speaker 1: you did that. She didn't know when we were coming back.
Speaker 1: It was just scary. I got chills when I think
Speaker 1: about it. Now, where should get these camels from? I'd
Speaker 1: like to know. She came with one bag? What she
Speaker 1: told you she did? I didn't ask her, I said
Speaker 1: when I said to her, what's all this? It's prayer.
Speaker 1: It's prayer. I got prayer gets right? Do you see why?
Speaker 1: I just want you to do it? So here's my
Speaker 1: other question. So last night when we were talking about
Speaker 1: the crazy ship with Mandy and me and all the
Speaker 1: things you did, why why do you think you were
Speaker 1: so open about sex with me at that end of
Speaker 1: teenager age when I could have sex. It's not about
Speaker 1: just teaching about sex, but why at that crucial age
Speaker 1: when you were open and you knew I could have
Speaker 1: went out and got pregnant because we well, and we
Speaker 1: were talking about this last night. To just give some context,
Speaker 1: we he and I both have fake I d s UM.
Speaker 1: So at fifteen sixteen seventeen, we were in twenty one
Speaker 1: plus clubs UM and we both had cars. I had
Speaker 1: my little Hunt it's not a push and Wheezy had
Speaker 1: her Jaguire, but we would like rotate who would drive
Speaker 1: certain nights. And it was never even the conscious decision.
Speaker 1: But miss Joel would handles condoms before going out, and
Speaker 1: I guess that that's I don't even know where you
Speaker 1: got these. Hello, I'm a grown woman. I don't even remember.
Speaker 1: They would just come in she would, She'd be like,
Speaker 1: here you got put them in your prices and were
Speaker 1: literally before we go to the club be handing um
Speaker 1: both of Yeah. So some would say that you encouraged
Speaker 1: us to have sex. What do you think you did? No,
Speaker 1: I believe that you were going to do it anyway.
Speaker 1: I can't stop you and I the more a parents
Speaker 1: would say don't do this, don't do this, the more
Speaker 1: because I remember you had a sleepover and I told
Speaker 1: all your little girlfriends, don't have sex. It hurts, and
Speaker 1: one little girls said, no, it does. My mother said,
Speaker 1: it feels good, it does it, it doesn't, don't do it. Wait.
Speaker 1: So my whole thing was I wanted you to do
Speaker 1: because you had along you guys, hung around different crowds,
Speaker 1: different this. If I don't let you do it with
Speaker 1: my permission, you're gonna do it anyway and not tell me.
Speaker 1: And I want you to be able if anything happens
Speaker 1: to call me. It's funny because I think there's just
Speaker 1: so many parents like even watching Euphoria. Um, I was
Speaker 1: talking to my mom about that, and these are high
Speaker 1: school children that are doing these things, and I don't
Speaker 1: think they were lying. And I don't think it was
Speaker 1: as wild as what euphoria was when I was in
Speaker 1: high but seeing it now and talking to my sister
Speaker 1: in the day and age where you have snapchat and webcams,
Speaker 1: which is probably even worse. So the idea that maybe
Speaker 1: parents with teenage daughters don't even have those conversations because
Speaker 1: they're just like, oh, well, my child isn't doing that.
Speaker 1: It's kind of like believe it. You have to under
Speaker 1: you have to let your kids wheezy. And you, first
Speaker 1: of all, you understand one thing. You're gonna do what
Speaker 1: you want anyway. That's the type of people you want.
Speaker 1: So when you know what your child is like and
Speaker 1: how they're going to grow up, you need to talk
Speaker 1: to him because it's gonna be you or them, So
Speaker 1: why not be both? You know, when we had on
Speaker 1: the remember the Jewish mom with her daughter and I
Speaker 1: FaceTime you, she was saying that she would let the
Speaker 1: daughter's boyfriend sleep over, and I was like, I don't
Speaker 1: know if my mom would ever do that. And then
Speaker 1: she was like, well, where else are they gonna have sex?
Speaker 1: They're gonna just go to some random places get caught
Speaker 1: or rental hotel, Like might as gonna do it in
Speaker 1: my fucking house? She said, I'd be making breakfast with them,
Speaker 1: Like come on, and as weird as it is, it
Speaker 1: sounds weird. Yeah, like I could see me doing that. Well,
Speaker 1: even when we had Toria's safety, like Torri and who
Speaker 1: tor and that's what we're talking about? Oh yeah, no,
Speaker 1: but Lulu Tori and Lulu, not only the breakfast aspect,
Speaker 1: but her even like buying of the lingerie, having those
Speaker 1: open conversations. And I don't ever think you even really
Speaker 1: had those conversations like so who are you fucking? Because
Speaker 1: you just wanted I don't remember. No, no, I didn't
Speaker 1: use those words. I was just said, okay, no, she
Speaker 1: would do whoever would she go and do her thing? Right?
Speaker 1: My thing was just him an ugly one. She didn't
Speaker 1: have the Oh my god lord, the DJ right, I
Speaker 1: don't know what whoever ugly ugly was you had that
Speaker 1: everybody she saw something and then she let the ugliest
Speaker 1: nigga she don't have a baby, and he was ugly, Like,
Speaker 1: how do you even something wrong? I did something wrong? Ugly?
Speaker 1: I don't wait, I don't believe in what people should
Speaker 1: look like, but not ugly. That ugly? You know what
Speaker 1: was a I was he must could cook. That's the
Speaker 1: one did you roll over? That's the one that had
Speaker 1: the gun under the pillow, right, he was he kept
Speaker 1: me safe. I just you know what it was like, ugly,
Speaker 1: it's safe. There was one thing I will say that
Speaker 1: I think happened. I went through a bad boy face
Speaker 1: because like I didn't really grow up with that at all,
Speaker 1: you know what I mean, Like my dad and my
Speaker 1: dad feel like you didn't grow up feeling pretty. You
Speaker 1: never felt pretty. I know it took time. She never
Speaker 1: felt she was good enough. She never had felt because
Speaker 1: she had eczema. It's a very hard thing to like,
Speaker 1: you know. So I think it's stemmed from being the
Speaker 1: mixed kid in private schools. I really do. I I
Speaker 1: just feel like I was like always a not like
Speaker 1: the outcast for sure. But she only did private schools
Speaker 1: in elementary right because middle school and yeah, but like
Speaker 1: it took me for a long time, but it was
Speaker 1: sucked me up. Um the cheerleading team when I was
Speaker 1: in middle school. I got you out of that. It
Speaker 1: was really hard. And then just like I don't know,
Speaker 1: so that made me feel ugly. And then then exam
Speaker 1: was awful. You know, not until I got my period
Speaker 1: that I really go out of it. But I was
Speaker 1: embarrassed about my skin and just how I looked. You
Speaker 1: would never believe the horrible decision. Wheezy was it? Insecure
Speaker 1: little girl? I don't think I'll talked about that that
Speaker 1: we all we've talked about. Hope you did because look
Speaker 1: at her now. But it takes time, and everything takes time, securities,
Speaker 1: to be honest, hate to get that deep or how
Speaker 1: I think it's happened in relationships. Oh yeah, you were good.
Speaker 1: Emotionally abused is easy when you're an insecure person. It
Speaker 1: took time to go out of that, and I think
Speaker 1: my independence really elevated about myself. And now you could
Speaker 1: be a whore. She was a horrible before that. To
Speaker 1: my point, I think those bad boy is right because
Speaker 1: how true I do because I because they were ugly, babe,
Speaker 1: they look good to okay, but I wanted someone like
Speaker 1: rough around the edges because they made me feel super No, no, stopped.
Speaker 1: I have to tell this one story. Do we have time.
Speaker 1: I'm going to the hospital. Okay, don't we see's only
Speaker 1: baby fourteen? Oh my god, I have to tell the story.
Speaker 1: And I'm going to the hospital. My mother's with me,
Speaker 1: whe he's with me, And there's this guy barely any
Speaker 1: clothes on, sitting at the wheel chair in the corner,
Speaker 1: just got and Wheezie says he's cute. And my mother
Speaker 1: and I looked at each other and went who and
Speaker 1: Weesie said I could fix him up. At fourteen years
Speaker 1: of age. Come on, now, only a horrible decision person
Speaker 1: could do this. He was, you know, like, oh, Tandlo
Speaker 1: Park ghetto is out. I remember my mom picked me
Speaker 1: up from my boyfriend's since Handela a part and she
Speaker 1: was like, this is at this is the answer? Oh god?
Speaker 1: You know what? He was Even funnier, one of the
Speaker 1: guys that used to date went to jail and then
Speaker 1: once I moved out of the house or whatever, he
Speaker 1: was writing me. My mom couldn't stand him back then.
Speaker 1: Why don't you write Georgia letter? My man, he's got
Speaker 1: nothing to do in there. Who knows how I'll write?
Speaker 1: I'm ship. Let me tell you why I'm so particular.
Speaker 1: You guys are gonna hear some bleeps. I feel like,
Speaker 1: because like when some people know my first name, they've
Speaker 1: just violated and waiting to appreciate. And to me, I
Speaker 1: think it's funny when people write me like you said, Amanda.
Speaker 1: Do you all really think I was born with two eyes?
Speaker 1: And Mandy. You're the one who told me one day
Speaker 1: you said Amanda, and I'm like, I haven't now I
Speaker 1: just say a minute, But I'm like, what else is
Speaker 1: mandy short for you? Think her name is Betty. We
Speaker 1: went two eyes. I was just like bro. I could
Speaker 1: say Amanda Bro like it's better, like you know I
Speaker 1: and I even brought up how I used to get
Speaker 1: joked on a man. Duh that dumbass thing. Do you
Speaker 1: know people still say that? God damn jokes. I swear
Speaker 1: to God. I have a question for two. I have
Speaker 1: a question for both of you, but having sex. I
Speaker 1: know you have sex, no having sex individual, which one
Speaker 1: do you think was your best and your best? I
Speaker 1: said on the podcast, what I had sex ten times
Speaker 1: in one night. We went to a second that that
Speaker 1: was last my best, my sexual edit Mom, yes it was.
Speaker 1: It was the freakiest, nastiest night I've ever had. But
Speaker 1: I got to take him. We went to the sex club.
Speaker 1: We had other partners. It was amazing. It was changed
Speaker 1: um no whips and changed. But I mean I pegged him.
Speaker 1: I brought like the whole like you pay. Yeah, we
Speaker 1: had um we had like but plugs that we were
Speaker 1: using was essentially it was great that three sime I
Speaker 1: hadn't with um you can't name you know that one,
Speaker 1: and that was amazing. I was so in love with them.
Speaker 1: That morning I was feeding both of them like what
Speaker 1: you want? I want to go to the pool. And
Speaker 1: actually I came down there and saw Mandy at the
Speaker 1: pool and I she was tanning and I was like, Mandy,
Speaker 1: I am just yeah, oh okay. That time I was
Speaker 1: just like so um, confused on how it would go,
Speaker 1: and like, yeah, like I've had three sims and they
Speaker 1: were good. But to have a three sime with someone
Speaker 1: that you're both like just that deep, you cared that
Speaker 1: deeply about, which most people don't ever really have that experience.
Speaker 1: Only you're in love with someone. You guys have sex
Speaker 1: with someone that you're just attracted to the way that
Speaker 1: I felt about both of them, It's just like it
Speaker 1: was heightened, um, and I wanted it. She asked me
Speaker 1: a question, She said, what would you think if I
Speaker 1: lived with one guy and two girls and we're here?
Speaker 1: We're here okay, And I said, do what's happy for
Speaker 1: you and people and listeners, do what works for you.
Speaker 1: Don't worry about what other people think. Be happy. That's
Speaker 1: the chance. Did you die by yourself? You know? It's
Speaker 1: it's it's not an easy thing to make choices of
Speaker 1: other people don't like you know, since me and don't
Speaker 1: worry about them have started this podcast. I've had a
Speaker 1: hard time with that and just recently had I got
Speaker 1: over it. And it was this one experience. I think
Speaker 1: I might have said it to many privately, I don't know.
Speaker 1: I was with Schendra in Tuloom and I I got
Speaker 1: a comment or something or a screenshot from someone random
Speaker 1: um and that was like, Oh, this is what they're
Speaker 1: saying about you, and it's a blog where they talk shit.
Speaker 1: And I got really upset about what they said. And
Speaker 1: I was with Sendra and she looked at me and
Speaker 1: she was like, we're in Tuloom. This is a five
Speaker 1: star resort, and you think that you can get upset
Speaker 1: about someone you don't even know that thinks you're ugly.
Speaker 1: Oh you gotta be kidding and you never told me
Speaker 1: that you're It really fucking hit me, like, oh yeah,
Speaker 1: you miss the whole one of the rant about the
Speaker 1: fan that know. But like it gets annoying, but like
Speaker 1: if you take it too personal. She doesn't know Jim
Speaker 1: and he's full of ship. She takes a person to
Speaker 1: because you get mad and know it's the way they
Speaker 1: say them. I don't come on here and girls, when
Speaker 1: you ran online it's the same as ranting. Here it's
Speaker 1: it's so I ran, and say how much I don't
Speaker 1: care about then that's that's mean. At least that's your release,
Speaker 1: that's yours. If I ran, whether it be speaking, send
Speaker 1: it back, let them feel how are you feeling at
Speaker 1: the end of the day. Both the things, whether what
Speaker 1: kind of rant it is is meno. It's both the
Speaker 1: warranted it to respond, so it bothers both of us.
Speaker 1: I don't believe that people don't care. I believe I'm
Speaker 1: starting to learn how to not care. I think you
Speaker 1: can take care of you care. But when the things
Speaker 1: aren't true, that's what's hard. But that's what they're trying
Speaker 1: to do. They're trying to bring you down. It's true.
Speaker 1: Up they're gonna bring you down. But you know, and
Speaker 1: their only way of the only way for people. Because
Speaker 1: you're doing so great and you sound great, you sound sexy,
Speaker 1: and you doing everything you want to do. These people
Speaker 1: have no way to come out like you're coming out
Speaker 1: or no life, no life, no life. They can't even
Speaker 1: come to a show. It hurts them to be honest
Speaker 1: with you. When it gets hurtful, when it's fake pages
Speaker 1: like and when it's about me and Mandy. When me
Speaker 1: and Mandy are doing well, that's when I really get praised,
Speaker 1: because then I think to myself, like I start to
Speaker 1: regret how this podcast started, which is actually what made
Speaker 1: us popular, right. We get in our little bits, we
Speaker 1: get this friend of the energy. Mandy and I do
Speaker 1: this little thing, but at the end of the day,
Speaker 1: it's real organic content. But when things are going well,
Speaker 1: sometimes I think, what did I do? Should we never
Speaker 1: have done therapy episode? Should we never have done this?
Speaker 1: And those things go through my head because I feel
Speaker 1: bad that someone thinks that I to maade somebody else
Speaker 1: lose out because of one comment, and you cannot think
Speaker 1: like that. It's true. And that's why I've had to
Speaker 1: start letting, because when I start getting upset, it could
Speaker 1: be over one thing I saw, and then there's a
Speaker 1: hundred thousand people that want to hear it. Love you
Speaker 1: you know what I mean, or or even if I
Speaker 1: could speak as if I'm angry, and then everyone's like,
Speaker 1: what the funk? How what are you talking about? We
Speaker 1: can't wait to see you where this is how excited
Speaker 1: we are. This week was great, blah blah blah. So
Speaker 1: I think it's just trying to weed out those shitty comments.
Speaker 1: I could have three comments on a picture and the
Speaker 1: one thing I'm gonna getting mad at damn, why your
Speaker 1: hand looks so big? No, no, no, no, no, that's
Speaker 1: just something they couldn't afford the tickets, so that was no.
Speaker 1: I think the people your listeners, really, I hope, and
Speaker 1: I think because I've been to your shows, understand that
Speaker 1: you too. So it's so real. Everything you've done is real.
Speaker 1: There's no makeup. Let's see what we can make up.
Speaker 1: You actually do the ship it's not. I think the
Speaker 1: other thing too, is it's very honest like making and
Speaker 1: I know for a fact that there are other pods
Speaker 1: out there that may not even speak when the mic
Speaker 1: gets turned off. But Mandy and are very upfront and
Speaker 1: forward about we've been in the studio somedays like damn
Speaker 1: we were fighting. How many people will really say that
Speaker 1: they were fighting last week, you know, And that transparency
Speaker 1: between us has been so honest and been so real
Speaker 1: and working through those problems. And I as much as
Speaker 1: sometimes it can kick me in the asked when I
Speaker 1: read about it, I know it's also why people appreciate it.
Speaker 1: You know, there isn't a real people. I know that
Speaker 1: people appreciate that honesty. There's not this blinder on me
Speaker 1: and Mandy at all, with our audience at all. No,
Speaker 1: you are God. You are so real that it's almost
Speaker 1: I'm so glad you did the psychic I mean, people
Speaker 1: were blown away by I kicked therapist, therapist because that's
Speaker 1: your um because it kind of shocked them. But let
Speaker 1: people know how real you are. I mean, and this
Speaker 1: is you because you went for pulling weaves and all
Speaker 1: that when you to now sitting and have just stop
Speaker 1: because that's true. That's the thing and the sweet quest
Speaker 1: to go. No, no, man, My last week is just
Speaker 1: the two of you. Well, last day I want to
Speaker 1: talk about sad. The whole mail is just some reminiscent things,
Speaker 1: I mean, Mandyn till they get here and we got
Speaker 1: another five minutes um. Last night we brought up that
Speaker 1: Miami thing with the key. I don't remember that, do you?
Speaker 1: With so my mom my parents had an apartment in Miami.
Speaker 1: I grew up in Orlando, you know what. I was
Speaker 1: born in San fran We moved to Miami and my
Speaker 1: mom had to have a place in Miami because she
Speaker 1: needed She's like, I got to go. She needed to
Speaker 1: get away from the taxi people in Orlando. That's you say, jeez, mah.
Speaker 1: So anyway, I didn't say that. I said I'm just
Speaker 1: a no, I said I need a second home. I
Speaker 1: never said tacking people. I love a lad though. Whatever.
Speaker 1: So anyway, they had this condo and me and Mandy
Speaker 1: apparently went there without her, But I don't remember. Do
Speaker 1: we have dudes there old day? And did she really
Speaker 1: not know? I don't know, that's your pama. I don't
Speaker 1: know what you told her. We was just in here.
Speaker 1: What even gonna know what I told you? Drove? I
Speaker 1: know I drove, I drove my car. Now I had
Speaker 1: gone away. I had gone away, and you guys, it
Speaker 1: wasn't a weekend. She said. It was a memorial friends somewhere.
Speaker 1: So maybe you knew, No, you found nah, we definitely went. Yeah,
Speaker 1: that's when we partied with the franchise boys. I think
Speaker 1: I don't think it was a franchise, but I think
Speaker 1: it was the dude's the same party like a rock star?
Speaker 1: Is that not? The franchise boys shot boys or shot boys?
Speaker 1: And where are they today? Nowhere? They was that fucked
Speaker 1: up no watch Uh yeah, man. And then we drove
Speaker 1: back up to Orlando and we were talking to We
Speaker 1: ended up partying. What did she was though? Little Boothy?
Speaker 1: What did you think of Mandy back then? Did you
Speaker 1: think Mandy was crazy? Did you? It was there ever
Speaker 1: a friend you didn't like? No. I like Mandy because
Speaker 1: I like that energy. But I thought Mandy was the
Speaker 1: fast one. Little this one, Oh, I learned about that
Speaker 1: little did you know? You know there's a show and
Speaker 1: it's funny. I thought of me and Mandy when I
Speaker 1: watched the show the other day. It's called Working Moms
Speaker 1: and there's this innocent girl and you know her mom
Speaker 1: was like, how where did this e cigarette come from?
Speaker 1: She's like, mom, I didn't want to tell you, but
Speaker 1: you know so and so I had to hide it
Speaker 1: from her parents. So she come to find out. She
Speaker 1: saw these pictures with her daughter with the blunt with
Speaker 1: boys and she was sitting at the table and like,
Speaker 1: how was schooling? She was like it's great, mommy, and
Speaker 1: she likes she wanted to kill her, And I was like, wow,
Speaker 1: that was me with Mandy. And remember shod A, you
Speaker 1: got mad at her because you thought she pulled your
Speaker 1: vodka out. That was me. I tell you, I'm the friend,
Speaker 1: and I know it like I'm the friends when my
Speaker 1: friends have boyfriends, I'm fine. Just blame everything on me.
Speaker 1: You want to go ahead, And so I take in
Speaker 1: this bad stereotype for all my friends when they really
Speaker 1: just be doing some ship, and I'd be like, okay,
Speaker 1: just use me, which sucks because then when I do
Speaker 1: want to hang out with my friends, especially when they
Speaker 1: get in relationships, now, these things don't want you around.
Speaker 1: Many still wasn't many still was not ship. I was
Speaker 1: the ship, thank you, because let me tell you, always,
Speaker 1: just like non graduated, I still do like my ship
Speaker 1: I needed to do in class. When I say it
Speaker 1: wasn't ship, I mean because just like today, you know,
Speaker 1: it was like in those places with boucy and maybe yes,
Speaker 1: but to be fair, just like today, man, he was
Speaker 1: one with the hook up. She's like, we couldn't go
Speaker 1: to dadda and I'd be like, okay because I knew,
Speaker 1: but I was working like with NBA players and okay,
Speaker 1: so to get us you dealt with the drug dealers.
Speaker 1: I dealt with the celebrities and we still made it work.
Speaker 1: It's such a petty bitch, huge drug dealers. Well anyway,
Speaker 1: how we are closing out because our next guest to
Speaker 1: hear that nothing, I just think that, Um, you know
Speaker 1: what how we ended our opener video, how we used
Speaker 1: to end our show saying something nice about each other,
Speaker 1: except I want you to say it about us. MA.
Speaker 1: What's something that you notice different from the start? Crying
Speaker 1: I went, I went to your first show. I'm so
Speaker 1: proud of you guys, And then now I know the
Speaker 1: difficulties you had when you were young. Pullar. We've the
Speaker 1: men that weren't ship and now you've grown into such
Speaker 1: a cohesive place and telling the truth. Some of your
Speaker 1: stories sound crazy, but I couldn't about they are too true.
Speaker 1: Nobody could do this ship. But the people to think
Speaker 1: we were lying, I don't know how they get lying.
Speaker 1: And I have some photos. Okay, it's getting evidence now. No.
Speaker 1: But I actually last night, before I went out and
Speaker 1: before we had to kill your bottle, Yeah, me and
Speaker 1: your mom sat and talked and it really was I
Speaker 1: told her. I was like, listen, I know you don't
Speaker 1: heard some about me um over these last couple of years,
Speaker 1: but I was like, me and your daughter, like are
Speaker 1: in a space right now. I'm really glad we're in
Speaker 1: before this tour. First off, I've had to see you
Speaker 1: fucking almost every day this week, which I think if
Speaker 1: we were in a space we were a month ago,
Speaker 1: I don't know how. I don't know how we would
Speaker 1: have been able to do it. So like I was
Speaker 1: just talking to miss Jewel because I mean you, I've
Speaker 1: talked to you since I was fifteen, sixteen years old,
Speaker 1: from dating to us part smart thank you, but he
Speaker 1: was smart, thank you, even though I don't I'll be
Speaker 1: waking up worries on here. I am smart, y'all. But no,
Speaker 1: like we had like a real heart to heart and
Speaker 1: I like, just appreciate your mom for always being there,
Speaker 1: even my mom for understanding our dynamic every time there.
Speaker 1: Do you remember when I got in that car accident?
Speaker 1: Who came my mom? Andy's mom? Like you know, I
Speaker 1: think that it's a really there for each other in
Speaker 1: different ways, and even though we all have these wild
Speaker 1: as really big personalities and we fucking hate each other
Speaker 1: to death. Um at some points like but please understand
Speaker 1: what they say about their sexual experience and all that.
Speaker 1: You don't have to do it, but it's always a
Speaker 1: good try. And I not know We're done. Thank you guys,
Speaker 1: Thank you just doing as you guys know. Um, we
Speaker 1: have a Patreon It is now seven dollars a month,
Speaker 1: so if you want to become a patron. There are
Speaker 1: over fifty episodes in the archive. We drop an extra
Speaker 1: bonus three extra bonus episodes every month, and before we
Speaker 1: head out of here, we are going to leave you
Speaker 1: with a five minute clip from one of our bonus episodes.
Speaker 1: So we want to thank you guys for tuning in.
Speaker 1: Thank you guys for all of your support. Um, why
Speaker 1: couldn't get her heavy on Miss Pray without it? So
Speaker 1: and once again this has been yet another episode of
Speaker 1: horrible decisions. And I'm gonna try it. But one day
Speaker 1: I really start missing Hospital Dick. I can't tell you
Speaker 1: what it is. I don't know why. So I had
Speaker 1: to take a ship anyway, So I told Old Bay
Speaker 1: Season and listen, I got a bounce because I'm gonna
Speaker 1: go to the gym, and he's like, okay, and I
Speaker 1: do work out, so there wasn't anything far from the truth.
Speaker 1: I went to the gym, but I shouldn't it. But
Speaker 1: it wasn't the truth. I went to the gym but
Speaker 1: I took a ship. So I'm on the fucking hammock
Speaker 1: outside of our hotel, on the phone with hospital Dick
Speaker 1: for two hours. I come home thinking that all thinking that, like,
Speaker 1: I don't know, we're gonna have this amazing sex. When
Speaker 1: I come home and I am so fucking sick. I
Speaker 1: can't even move or walk or talk. Um. I get
Speaker 1: to hospital Dick's house Monday night, the day after I land.
Speaker 1: We're hanging out. I had to go to Alex's to
Speaker 1: work on some editing stuff. I'm at Alex's house there's
Speaker 1: I can't even breathe. He's like opening the window like
Speaker 1: I'm hyper ventilating, like I'm wheezing really bad, but like
Speaker 1: deep like chest like flegm. So hospital Dick lives closer
Speaker 1: to Alex. He sends me the uber, takes me to
Speaker 1: his house. I fall asleep. I wake up that morning,
Speaker 1: we have sex. He comes. I want to say, maybe
Speaker 1: sixty seconds later, no more than two minutes later, I'm
Speaker 1: violently throwing up. He sucked the s out of me,
Speaker 1: and I think the movement was going and I'm like,
Speaker 1: who like bad? Right, so fucking bad. I'm throwing up,
Speaker 1: shaking one point I started shooting and throwing up at
Speaker 1: the same time. It was so bad. No, no, I'm serious.
Speaker 1: Wait here, at this point, it's pretty gross, dude. I know.
Speaker 1: Hold on, I'm on the toilet and I had to
Speaker 1: get a fucking trash can because like the convulsions like
Speaker 1: this is this is gross. Wait. I was so sick.
Speaker 1: This nig is freaking out. I've got the door locked,
Speaker 1: but of course I'm not going to open it because
Speaker 1: you don't know what's going on, right, So he comes
Speaker 1: in like after everything's done, but I'm still like like
Speaker 1: dry heaving. Nigga has to throw me in the fucking bath.
Speaker 1: I was called like I'm done, so I can't even
Speaker 1: be left alone at this point. That's how sick I am.
Speaker 1: I had the worst flu I've ever had in my life.
Speaker 1: He was with me every single day. He didn't even
Speaker 1: want to leave me when he had to go to
Speaker 1: work because he was like the wheezing that I was
Speaker 1: doing was so bad. He was scared that I was
Speaker 1: gonna choke and die in my sleep. That nigga fucking
Speaker 1: did everything for me. I wanted to go home and
Speaker 1: not be in his house anymore. He was right there
Speaker 1: feeding me ship like everything. When I tell you there
Speaker 1: were snap back like rags an you know when you're
Speaker 1: like that cold is like it was like that to
Speaker 1: Old B Season and I'm sick nigga postmates me hundreds
Speaker 1: of dollars worth of stuff, right, I was gonna say,
Speaker 1: he told you that's what you get from figuring out
Speaker 1: like you probably got it from a triple hole. But anyway,
Speaker 1: like no, And it's crazy because this is the two
Speaker 1: different sides to the type of men that I'm dating
Speaker 1: right now. Type of man. Excuse me. One that's like
Speaker 1: in the fucking trenches with me and the other one
Speaker 1: who is he He's like, baby, I can't have you
Speaker 1: out here like this. So when he sent me all
Speaker 1: that ship, right, I was still grateful. I meet up
Speaker 1: we Old Bay Season in a night ago and I
Speaker 1: was like, I'll tell you something you know then they
Speaker 1: guy told you about and he was like yeah, he
Speaker 1: was like drid that's what he calls him. I was
Speaker 1: like he was with me and like giving me everything
Speaker 1: I needed. And he was like, okay, so why you
Speaker 1: ain't with and there and he was like you already
Speaker 1: know what this is. You want somebody who's gonna like
Speaker 1: baby and boo you. He's like, I'm gonna give you
Speaker 1: whatever you want. I'm just not that nigga. He's like,
Speaker 1: I want to always make sure you're good, but I
Speaker 1: don't need to check on you myself and my health
Speaker 1: is gonna get sucked up. But I want you to
Speaker 1: know I care about you. Why would I take a
Speaker 1: long ass trip with you? Why would we do this?
Speaker 1: Look all this time we spent together, This is me
Speaker 1: showing you my love. And if my love with language
Speaker 1: ain't feeding you the soup but sending it to you,
Speaker 1: I'm just telling you that's what it is? What what?
Speaker 1: What's your So we talked about that what is your
Speaker 1: love language again? Because I feel like it'd be all
Speaker 1: over the place with your pisces emotional ass. You want
Speaker 1: a niggnna do goddamn everything, and when you don't do
Speaker 1: one thing. That's why I think you are multiple lovers,
Speaker 1: because that woman is really gonna do be every love
Speaker 1: or not. But I think you like every love language rope,
Speaker 1: So I do supposed to have one. I mean they're
Speaker 1: a hierarchy of five. Yeah, the way you write them,
Speaker 1: they all align Suppo one five this hole says one
Speaker 1: on one, and that's the guy. I don't tell you
Speaker 1: why I'm screwed. My first one is gifts, my second
Speaker 1: one is physical touch, and my third one is acts
Speaker 1: of service, and basically I have all of that in
Speaker 1: them too, niggas. So I had to tell hospital Dick
Speaker 1: because he's really starting to fall for me. I could
Speaker 1: feel it. He's like, yo, I had a girlfriend of years,
Speaker 1: but but he told me, He's like, I'm head over
Speaker 1: heels about you. That's he literally said that to my face.
Speaker 1: He's like, you got me geeked. I think about to
Speaker 1: all the time. Dude. I was like, look, I am
Speaker 1: talking to somebody else. He's like, fine, if I have
Speaker 1: to learn to like deal with that ship because I'm
Speaker 1: not all things to all people. It is what it is.
Speaker 1: Why is it that that turned me off? Is that
Speaker 1: not insane? I was a non monogamous person. Hearing him
Speaker 1: say that made me feel like he was settling, and
Speaker 1: I was like, what the fund is wrong with me?
Speaker 1: It's not his job say his job because he ain't man,
Speaker 1: it's a job. I ain't gonna say his job. I
Speaker 1: ain't gonna say what his job is. He works with
Speaker 1: his hand because I ain't too