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I literally bought a ball 12 00:00:35,880 --> 00:00:39,360 Speaker 1: gag last week for eleven dollars on that fucking site. 13 00:00:39,840 --> 00:00:44,800 Speaker 1: So go support the goddamn show, be a hoe and 14 00:00:44,840 --> 00:00:46,519 Speaker 1: go to Adam and Eve dot com. And you know 15 00:00:46,600 --> 00:00:50,839 Speaker 1: what else? Speaking of gifts, you should be gifting yourself 16 00:00:50,880 --> 00:00:53,479 Speaker 1: because we're gifting you with w D fifty Adam name 17 00:00:53,560 --> 00:00:57,240 Speaker 1: dot com. But I say you go gift yourself. If 18 00:00:57,240 --> 00:01:00,400 Speaker 1: you live in Philly, Boston or d C in you're 19 00:01:00,400 --> 00:01:03,080 Speaker 1: nearby that area. You listen to us every week? Why 20 00:01:03,120 --> 00:01:05,679 Speaker 1: the but are you not coming to see us? Do 21 00:01:05,720 --> 00:01:07,400 Speaker 1: you want to keep listening to this show. Well, then 22 00:01:07,440 --> 00:01:10,440 Speaker 1: you need to come see any and Mandy Horrible Decisions 23 00:01:10,480 --> 00:01:13,200 Speaker 1: dot Com November six, Philly, will be there in a 24 00:01:13,240 --> 00:01:16,960 Speaker 1: few days at t l A on Friday, d C. 25 00:01:17,120 --> 00:01:20,160 Speaker 1: We have a special guest, sharonas J Jackson. He's gonna 26 00:01:20,160 --> 00:01:24,560 Speaker 1: be hosting our show. I'm shooting my shot, okay, and 27 00:01:24,640 --> 00:01:27,440 Speaker 1: I invite you ladies to join in and help me 28 00:01:27,959 --> 00:01:31,840 Speaker 1: climb that tree, because I am going to my own 29 00:01:31,920 --> 00:01:36,560 Speaker 1: show shooting my shot to me. Saronis on November eight 30 00:01:36,640 --> 00:01:40,039 Speaker 1: at the Howard Theater, Boston. We're coming to you. Well 31 00:01:40,080 --> 00:01:43,240 Speaker 1: it's Summerville, but I think it's the same thing Jersey, 32 00:01:43,319 --> 00:01:47,440 Speaker 1: New York, Orlando, Tamble, same. Come and see us in 33 00:01:47,480 --> 00:01:51,520 Speaker 1: Summerville on December twelve. It's going to be a special show. 34 00:01:52,000 --> 00:01:54,160 Speaker 1: Every show is going to be a special show. But 35 00:01:54,240 --> 00:01:56,560 Speaker 1: the Boston show is on twelve twelves. I feel like 36 00:01:56,600 --> 00:01:59,080 Speaker 1: it's like good luck or something. I don't know, But anyway, 37 00:01:59,320 --> 00:02:02,560 Speaker 1: go to Horrible Decisions dot Com. Every other city that 38 00:02:02,600 --> 00:02:05,520 Speaker 1: I didn't mention that we're going to, I forgot them 39 00:02:05,600 --> 00:02:07,440 Speaker 1: right now. But what I know is we're gonna be 40 00:02:07,520 --> 00:02:10,919 Speaker 1: dropping those dates soon. But these are the last three 41 00:02:10,919 --> 00:02:14,360 Speaker 1: shows for come funk with us, Come funk with me, 42 00:02:14,919 --> 00:02:18,040 Speaker 1: and if you're not into women, I guess, come funk 43 00:02:18,080 --> 00:02:24,240 Speaker 1: with Sharonace in DC. To think that the most annoying 44 00:02:24,280 --> 00:02:26,160 Speaker 1: person in the room today would be my mom and 45 00:02:26,200 --> 00:02:29,960 Speaker 1: not Mandy, I can't believe it. How you gonna introduce 46 00:02:30,000 --> 00:02:33,240 Speaker 1: your mama? See this is why I like to the show, 47 00:02:33,280 --> 00:02:35,320 Speaker 1: because she saved me. And rude, rude, the air back 48 00:02:37,040 --> 00:02:40,440 Speaker 1: towards your mouth. I know you didn't say that. Yes, 49 00:02:41,639 --> 00:02:45,200 Speaker 1: you brought me here. I'm here, Thank you? How I 50 00:02:45,240 --> 00:02:48,080 Speaker 1: have been going through hell already? My mom? I wake up, 51 00:02:48,080 --> 00:02:50,040 Speaker 1: I said, Mom, I just need thirty minutes to finish 52 00:02:50,040 --> 00:02:52,519 Speaker 1: this outline. Okay, no problem, you know what you need 53 00:02:52,560 --> 00:02:56,040 Speaker 1: on that couch, purple pal Oh. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. 54 00:02:56,080 --> 00:02:58,600 Speaker 1: I'm sorry. I'm sorry. And that's what you're gonna wear. 55 00:02:58,680 --> 00:03:00,200 Speaker 1: You're gonna no, no, no, no no, no, do you thing 56 00:03:00,720 --> 00:03:04,240 Speaker 1: last night? You know last night me a sante our 57 00:03:04,360 --> 00:03:06,399 Speaker 1: director like we all want up to get drinks because 58 00:03:06,440 --> 00:03:08,480 Speaker 1: I was like, wheezy got liquor at our house. I 59 00:03:08,520 --> 00:03:10,840 Speaker 1: ain't gonna pay, We're gonna go drink up a lik. 60 00:03:11,400 --> 00:03:14,000 Speaker 1: So we go upstairs and it becomes a road session 61 00:03:14,040 --> 00:03:16,080 Speaker 1: for wheezy, I felt so bad for you last night. 62 00:03:17,560 --> 00:03:21,440 Speaker 1: Literally the whole room. She's she's excited because she got 63 00:03:21,480 --> 00:03:23,639 Speaker 1: her new shoes that she starts to pour shoes out 64 00:03:23,800 --> 00:03:26,600 Speaker 1: and we all just be like, now you're not wearing these. 65 00:03:28,440 --> 00:03:30,760 Speaker 1: Then I take the shoes off. I go, what did 66 00:03:30,760 --> 00:03:33,560 Speaker 1: I put on? Leopard? Oh? These shoes that I'm wearing, 67 00:03:34,400 --> 00:03:37,640 Speaker 1: they're like clawled their mules with a nice little rain 68 00:03:37,920 --> 00:03:40,960 Speaker 1: clawed there. I got them at this joke through shopping Paris, 69 00:03:41,000 --> 00:03:44,080 Speaker 1: and my mom goes, then I put on the jeans 70 00:03:44,160 --> 00:03:47,120 Speaker 1: and she goes, oh, anything but that. Oh God, I 71 00:03:47,120 --> 00:03:49,440 Speaker 1: don't know what it is with the homeless look. I 72 00:03:49,480 --> 00:03:51,440 Speaker 1: don't know. She's like, if you want to look like 73 00:03:51,480 --> 00:03:53,920 Speaker 1: a bum, you don't have to pay for pants like that. 74 00:03:54,320 --> 00:03:58,960 Speaker 1: Just rip them yourself. Anyways, I guess we have to 75 00:03:58,960 --> 00:04:02,200 Speaker 1: introduce ourselves. Hi, guys, welcome to the Horrible Decisions Podcast. 76 00:04:02,560 --> 00:04:04,320 Speaker 1: This is your girl, Mandy b a k A peg 77 00:04:04,400 --> 00:04:08,440 Speaker 1: to Starion and I'm sitting next to and we have 78 00:04:08,520 --> 00:04:11,960 Speaker 1: a second time guest. Yes, miss Jule, let's hop it 79 00:04:12,040 --> 00:04:17,400 Speaker 1: up to she's hot. You can't talk about yourself a 80 00:04:17,440 --> 00:04:21,280 Speaker 1: third person, you know what I wanted to so old 81 00:04:21,279 --> 00:04:24,760 Speaker 1: bass season and came over the night before we started filming. Right, 82 00:04:24,800 --> 00:04:26,839 Speaker 1: So this is when we ran to my mom. So, 83 00:04:27,440 --> 00:04:29,560 Speaker 1: a guy that I went on a date with before 84 00:04:29,680 --> 00:04:34,400 Speaker 1: comes upstairs. My mom, he's going to she was sucking, digging, cooking. 85 00:04:34,520 --> 00:04:40,680 Speaker 1: Thank the other night. Here goes wheezy right in front 86 00:04:40,720 --> 00:04:42,680 Speaker 1: of your fight, in front of the nigga. I was like, Mom, please, 87 00:04:43,560 --> 00:04:45,960 Speaker 1: because if you know your mother is coming, And she 88 00:04:46,120 --> 00:04:48,440 Speaker 1: told me, I said, I'm coming out with my friend 89 00:04:48,480 --> 00:04:50,560 Speaker 1: so and she knew who I was working, so that 90 00:04:50,640 --> 00:04:53,000 Speaker 1: was no. But she said to me the night before came, 91 00:04:53,320 --> 00:04:55,280 Speaker 1: I'm going shopping and I'm thinking we're going to get 92 00:04:55,320 --> 00:04:59,480 Speaker 1: the regular cheese, crackers, steak. I get that, not say 93 00:05:00,800 --> 00:05:05,800 Speaker 1: sports stuff for Dick. That's literally what she said, grocery 94 00:05:05,800 --> 00:05:08,800 Speaker 1: shopping on that. But Ben Weasley and I went on 95 00:05:08,880 --> 00:05:12,919 Speaker 1: a whole like we were on Instagram live together. We 96 00:05:12,960 --> 00:05:15,599 Speaker 1: had a whole actual debate because I was like, I 97 00:05:15,600 --> 00:05:17,960 Speaker 1: don't think you should be buying groceries and cooking for 98 00:05:18,000 --> 00:05:20,760 Speaker 1: a nigga that's not your nigga. No, that's not true. 99 00:05:21,400 --> 00:05:27,880 Speaker 1: Think and maybe I get for my mom now it's 100 00:05:27,920 --> 00:05:30,960 Speaker 1: called could I say just what they just because he's 101 00:05:31,080 --> 00:05:35,280 Speaker 1: not your what you said. Man, Mind you, my mom 102 00:05:35,440 --> 00:05:38,160 Speaker 1: is the black one. And if you couldn't hear it 103 00:05:38,360 --> 00:05:41,600 Speaker 1: on Mandy's Mom's episode, he might be like, oh, she's Caucasian. 104 00:05:41,680 --> 00:05:44,880 Speaker 1: Didn't she didn't get that vibe from Tarmy. But you 105 00:05:44,920 --> 00:05:47,080 Speaker 1: should always get out once in a while. You should 106 00:05:47,120 --> 00:05:48,800 Speaker 1: cook for a man because you want to take it 107 00:05:48,880 --> 00:05:53,400 Speaker 1: to another level when you know he knows you can 108 00:05:53,480 --> 00:05:56,640 Speaker 1: cook all you in. But cooking and fucking a guy 109 00:05:56,839 --> 00:06:00,120 Speaker 1: doesn't necessarily be looking at the male perspective. We have 110 00:06:00,200 --> 00:06:04,400 Speaker 1: two men in the room. How do you feel I'll 111 00:06:04,400 --> 00:06:06,360 Speaker 1: explain why I paid for the groceries. I feel like 112 00:06:06,480 --> 00:06:08,839 Speaker 1: this dude takes me all the time to lavish meals. 113 00:06:09,400 --> 00:06:11,280 Speaker 1: He's very kind to me. Ship we're going away in 114 00:06:11,360 --> 00:06:13,880 Speaker 1: two weeks, Like I wanted to do something to show 115 00:06:13,960 --> 00:06:16,480 Speaker 1: my gratitude, and to me, that's making a meal. That's 116 00:06:16,520 --> 00:06:20,200 Speaker 1: a very personal thing. I also don't ask friends to, 117 00:06:20,680 --> 00:06:22,800 Speaker 1: you know, get the groceries. So if I'm hosting you 118 00:06:22,920 --> 00:06:24,880 Speaker 1: in my home, I'm going to take care of the 119 00:06:24,920 --> 00:06:28,040 Speaker 1: things in my home. That's just how I rolle. Now. 120 00:06:28,279 --> 00:06:31,080 Speaker 1: I get it, maybe like someone brings a liqu or 121 00:06:31,120 --> 00:06:34,599 Speaker 1: something like that a gesture, but He's done enough already 122 00:06:34,640 --> 00:06:36,800 Speaker 1: to where this was my thing to do for him, 123 00:06:37,600 --> 00:06:40,280 Speaker 1: and men appreciate that rather than you pick it up 124 00:06:40,320 --> 00:06:44,240 Speaker 1: the check, you know in a restaurant like it's let 125 00:06:44,320 --> 00:06:47,160 Speaker 1: me do this, put them close to your mouth, in 126 00:06:47,320 --> 00:06:53,560 Speaker 1: my mouth loude, I don't know, like to to me. 127 00:06:53,800 --> 00:06:55,680 Speaker 1: I don't know, and I don't I think we've kind 128 00:06:55,680 --> 00:06:58,200 Speaker 1: of had this. But even when Felling Bay would want 129 00:06:58,240 --> 00:07:01,279 Speaker 1: breakfast that Nigga would bring over, is the pancake mix 130 00:07:01,720 --> 00:07:05,760 Speaker 1: turkey bacon, Oh? Yes, he sure would say. Maybe, okay, 131 00:07:05,800 --> 00:07:07,640 Speaker 1: hold on another, I'm thinking about it. He didn't ask 132 00:07:07,720 --> 00:07:10,440 Speaker 1: for this. I offered this. Yeah, I a offering stake 133 00:07:10,480 --> 00:07:19,400 Speaker 1: to when they got told you offering, she offered the 134 00:07:19,480 --> 00:07:23,320 Speaker 1: best thing she cooks. That's what they offer is good too. GOA. 135 00:07:23,400 --> 00:07:25,480 Speaker 1: What's your gonna say, Christy? I wasn't gonna say anything, 136 00:07:25,600 --> 00:07:29,240 Speaker 1: especially just the US man. We appreciate both the check 137 00:07:29,280 --> 00:07:37,200 Speaker 1: being picked up and hopefully look, so what I'm saying, 138 00:07:37,360 --> 00:07:39,920 Speaker 1: is you, like she brought up to if you want 139 00:07:39,960 --> 00:07:42,160 Speaker 1: to take it to the next level. My thing is 140 00:07:42,600 --> 00:07:45,600 Speaker 1: you fucking a guy and paying for the groceries and 141 00:07:45,680 --> 00:07:48,800 Speaker 1: cooking for him or picking up the tab doesn't necessarily 142 00:07:48,880 --> 00:07:50,680 Speaker 1: mean that it's going to bring it to the next level. 143 00:07:51,280 --> 00:07:52,640 Speaker 1: To me, if a man wants to bring it to 144 00:07:52,720 --> 00:07:55,000 Speaker 1: the next level, that's gonna be something he does, whether 145 00:07:55,080 --> 00:07:57,320 Speaker 1: you do anything for him. And I'll tell you what cooking. 146 00:07:57,880 --> 00:08:00,840 Speaker 1: When she said to the next level, like I said, 147 00:08:01,040 --> 00:08:03,600 Speaker 1: sex is something that ever anyone can offer, and I 148 00:08:03,680 --> 00:08:05,880 Speaker 1: think that you should shoot my head is not offered 149 00:08:05,920 --> 00:08:10,120 Speaker 1: by just anybody. But I mean, like, are they like 150 00:08:10,240 --> 00:08:12,080 Speaker 1: maybe I can't leave you because you suck my dick? 151 00:08:12,200 --> 00:08:14,680 Speaker 1: So good are they? But they're not. They're not gonna 152 00:08:14,880 --> 00:08:19,160 Speaker 1: be with you because what you can do as a 153 00:08:19,240 --> 00:08:23,760 Speaker 1: partner and just appreciate somebody doing something else he doesn't 154 00:08:23,800 --> 00:08:26,560 Speaker 1: have to. I'm a very big acts of service person. 155 00:08:27,040 --> 00:08:29,280 Speaker 1: So when I see men doing things around my house 156 00:08:29,360 --> 00:08:32,079 Speaker 1: for me, like putting something up or taking care of 157 00:08:32,200 --> 00:08:34,280 Speaker 1: something that they have to do with their hands, that 158 00:08:34,520 --> 00:08:36,400 Speaker 1: to me. And when she said the next level, I 159 00:08:36,480 --> 00:08:39,719 Speaker 1: know where you're going. He's gonna be my man. That 160 00:08:39,880 --> 00:08:42,319 Speaker 1: did show me another side of him. Much like the 161 00:08:42,400 --> 00:08:44,719 Speaker 1: other day I watched a dude work and I told Mandy, like, 162 00:08:44,840 --> 00:08:47,520 Speaker 1: whoa I he watching him do this job was like, 163 00:08:47,640 --> 00:08:49,600 Speaker 1: oh ship, Like I was into it. Those are ships 164 00:08:49,840 --> 00:08:52,400 Speaker 1: that are. That's ship important to me. So in return, 165 00:08:52,880 --> 00:08:54,439 Speaker 1: the way that I can show that I'm a good 166 00:08:54,480 --> 00:08:57,559 Speaker 1: partner is taking care of you in some way or me. 167 00:08:57,920 --> 00:09:00,800 Speaker 1: That's why cooking for you and doing something nice around 168 00:09:00,840 --> 00:09:03,120 Speaker 1: the home. I didn't mean the next level in that way. 169 00:09:03,360 --> 00:09:06,679 Speaker 1: It's just showing I appreciate what you do, that's all. 170 00:09:06,760 --> 00:09:10,120 Speaker 1: It was. Not the next level we're gonna beating. I 171 00:09:10,280 --> 00:09:12,800 Speaker 1: meant it because he always takes her out here with that, 172 00:09:13,120 --> 00:09:16,920 Speaker 1: she wanted to do something personal. I bought this nig 173 00:09:17,080 --> 00:09:19,960 Speaker 1: Nike shorts because I appreciated his dick. You just wanted 174 00:09:19,960 --> 00:09:28,000 Speaker 1: to see his dick in the short maybe another question, 175 00:09:28,120 --> 00:09:31,000 Speaker 1: And I think this is important for listeners to um. So, 176 00:09:31,160 --> 00:09:33,559 Speaker 1: my cooking, like I said, was to just as a 177 00:09:33,640 --> 00:09:36,760 Speaker 1: gesture of gratitude. Has a meal I ever made you 178 00:09:36,880 --> 00:09:41,400 Speaker 1: feel like, oh my god like wifey status. Yes. I 179 00:09:41,520 --> 00:09:43,880 Speaker 1: felt like that once for food with Dennis. And he 180 00:09:43,960 --> 00:09:47,040 Speaker 1: could cook my ex the Russian dude. We weren't friends 181 00:09:47,080 --> 00:09:48,800 Speaker 1: back then. He could cook his ass. That's why I 182 00:09:48,960 --> 00:09:52,480 Speaker 1: want to break up with him. Yo. Honestly, that's another 183 00:09:52,520 --> 00:09:54,440 Speaker 1: way to a man to or at least mine. Yeah, 184 00:09:56,000 --> 00:09:57,920 Speaker 1: do a stomach see and I think that that's what 185 00:09:58,040 --> 00:10:01,120 Speaker 1: sucks for me now, like like and men eat men 186 00:10:01,280 --> 00:10:05,240 Speaker 1: portions like I eat fucking chips and sauca for dinner now, 187 00:10:05,360 --> 00:10:08,840 Speaker 1: like I don't really eat a lot more people. Yeah, 188 00:10:09,000 --> 00:10:11,080 Speaker 1: so I just don't eat a lot. So if someone 189 00:10:11,160 --> 00:10:13,120 Speaker 1: comes to my house like like for me to go 190 00:10:13,200 --> 00:10:16,480 Speaker 1: out and buy groceries, like that's a lot and no, 191 00:10:16,880 --> 00:10:20,040 Speaker 1: like like it's more of it's a to me like 192 00:10:20,200 --> 00:10:23,880 Speaker 1: that cooking was not for me whatever, Right, That's what 193 00:10:23,960 --> 00:10:27,600 Speaker 1: I'm saying, Mandy, And just stand your point, and your 194 00:10:27,679 --> 00:10:29,959 Speaker 1: point is no, you gotta bring the food. Now, what 195 00:10:30,160 --> 00:10:33,040 Speaker 1: happens is when you start dating a lot this and that. 196 00:10:33,400 --> 00:10:35,319 Speaker 1: Then he said, well I don't really want to go out. 197 00:10:36,280 --> 00:10:39,160 Speaker 1: You're gonna make something? Then he could bring. That's what 198 00:10:39,200 --> 00:10:42,439 Speaker 1: he's gonna say that. That's when that was the dynamic 199 00:10:42,520 --> 00:10:46,240 Speaker 1: that I had with Fellam Bay. But also I think 200 00:10:46,280 --> 00:10:48,000 Speaker 1: I told you, I think I'm probably scarred for life 201 00:10:48,280 --> 00:10:50,400 Speaker 1: anyways now when it comes to buying food and cooking 202 00:10:50,440 --> 00:10:53,319 Speaker 1: it because the one time that I bought the groceries 203 00:10:53,440 --> 00:10:56,360 Speaker 1: and cook the groceries, that Nickel violated parole. So that 204 00:10:56,480 --> 00:11:00,120 Speaker 1: food last to me because he never showed up. He 205 00:11:00,840 --> 00:11:02,960 Speaker 1: didn't show up like this, his bubbles started going green 206 00:11:03,040 --> 00:11:05,520 Speaker 1: and d Yeah, so I'm scaring for like the first time, 207 00:11:05,600 --> 00:11:07,400 Speaker 1: I was like, I'm gonna cook for you. I got you, 208 00:11:07,800 --> 00:11:12,240 Speaker 1: bought the groceries and all that ship. It's probably really 209 00:11:12,320 --> 00:11:15,360 Speaker 1: never gonna happen. I'm not even as she said like 210 00:11:15,440 --> 00:11:16,679 Speaker 1: that now that I'm thinking about it. When I was 211 00:11:16,760 --> 00:11:20,120 Speaker 1: dating Jeeves who is the white I don't want his name, 212 00:11:20,120 --> 00:11:22,719 Speaker 1: but anyway, we were seeing each other way more like 213 00:11:22,800 --> 00:11:24,640 Speaker 1: three or four times a week, he was picking up 214 00:11:24,640 --> 00:11:28,199 Speaker 1: the groceries and bringing ever. But this to me felt different. 215 00:11:28,480 --> 00:11:30,040 Speaker 1: I did it for a purpose. But like I said, 216 00:11:30,080 --> 00:11:31,760 Speaker 1: I got the truffle butter, and I don't even keep 217 00:11:31,800 --> 00:11:34,120 Speaker 1: that in my house. Once I bought that motherfucking butter, 218 00:11:34,160 --> 00:11:38,680 Speaker 1: I knew when I tell you the wealth from Wheezy recently, 219 00:11:39,679 --> 00:11:41,920 Speaker 1: I'm just like I told y'all. She talked about the 220 00:11:42,000 --> 00:11:46,480 Speaker 1: heavy on Miss Spray in Jamaica, Like was she's like 221 00:11:46,760 --> 00:11:48,760 Speaker 1: the trouble butter. Then we know she bring up so 222 00:11:48,840 --> 00:11:51,959 Speaker 1: whole house every guy. Damn. Then she's like, and I 223 00:11:52,000 --> 00:11:55,640 Speaker 1: paid seven hundred dollars for boxing classes. Oh my god, 224 00:11:55,720 --> 00:11:59,320 Speaker 1: that was the bush. First of all, I've just been 225 00:11:59,400 --> 00:12:01,720 Speaker 1: hanging there a lot lately because I don't have a workspace. 226 00:12:01,840 --> 00:12:06,080 Speaker 1: Like I said, she's petty to the Edvy on Misspray 227 00:12:06,400 --> 00:12:08,360 Speaker 1: some of our listeners. And by the way, I don't 228 00:12:08,360 --> 00:12:10,640 Speaker 1: know if the cameras can see me, you bitches. I'm 229 00:12:10,679 --> 00:12:12,679 Speaker 1: tired of you coming in my d m is like, oh, 230 00:12:13,040 --> 00:12:14,800 Speaker 1: trying to say this secret ship because you don't want 231 00:12:14,840 --> 00:12:18,760 Speaker 1: Mandy to drag you. First of all, the soul Spaciphora 232 00:12:18,840 --> 00:12:21,600 Speaker 1: it is. I told you, okay, it's a very easy 233 00:12:21,679 --> 00:12:23,679 Speaker 1: to use thing, and it's really good for your skin, 234 00:12:23,840 --> 00:12:25,960 Speaker 1: especially when you're hot and you're getting red and water 235 00:12:26,080 --> 00:12:31,600 Speaker 1: in a bottle and heavy. I'm not curling my way, bud, 236 00:12:32,160 --> 00:12:37,880 Speaker 1: get some motherfucking talking about to be fair, do you 237 00:12:37,960 --> 00:12:41,319 Speaker 1: see my head from Okay, this is not like, this 238 00:12:41,520 --> 00:12:53,400 Speaker 1: is my point, this is what it's always here. I'm 239 00:12:53,480 --> 00:12:56,880 Speaker 1: just saying, listen, any let's go ahead. We're gonna get 240 00:12:56,880 --> 00:13:00,520 Speaker 1: into these ice breakers for your mama. I don't ask him, 241 00:13:01,840 --> 00:13:04,319 Speaker 1: just so you know she came up with these. Oh 242 00:13:04,440 --> 00:13:06,319 Speaker 1: yes she did. So we're gonna get right into it 243 00:13:06,320 --> 00:13:07,960 Speaker 1: because this first one, I can't believe you asking your 244 00:13:07,960 --> 00:13:09,199 Speaker 1: mama because you know, I want to see if you 245 00:13:09,200 --> 00:13:13,439 Speaker 1: guys have something in common. Flow job. Have you ever 246 00:13:13,720 --> 00:13:16,920 Speaker 1: slept with a married guy that wasn't married to you? Oh? Yeah, 247 00:13:18,840 --> 00:13:23,439 Speaker 1: comment it's I'm sorry, it's her fault, not mine fault. 248 00:13:23,760 --> 00:13:30,480 Speaker 1: If he's married, it's the wise fault, not ship. I'm sorry. 249 00:13:30,520 --> 00:13:32,360 Speaker 1: Were doing with something? Not no, we're not gonna we're 250 00:13:32,360 --> 00:13:35,199 Speaker 1: not gonna go there. But the second But why was 251 00:13:35,240 --> 00:13:37,200 Speaker 1: it more exciting to you? Was it like they were 252 00:13:37,520 --> 00:13:41,719 Speaker 1: actually nothing to do? It's a chemistry you have. And 253 00:13:41,800 --> 00:13:44,800 Speaker 1: then just because the marriage and every man will tell you, 254 00:13:44,800 --> 00:13:48,439 Speaker 1: you know it's not good, we don't. I don't care, 255 00:13:48,520 --> 00:13:50,199 Speaker 1: that's not my problem. Just like say that ship, I 256 00:13:50,200 --> 00:13:52,400 Speaker 1: don't want to hear that. Don't tell me just sucked me? 257 00:13:52,600 --> 00:13:55,360 Speaker 1: And let you know what, can I be honest? I 258 00:13:55,440 --> 00:13:57,559 Speaker 1: think I think men. I I think they just want 259 00:13:57,559 --> 00:14:00,400 Speaker 1: to I don't believe that she just doesn't want to fun. 260 00:14:01,240 --> 00:14:05,880 Speaker 1: This is groundbreaking. It was like, well, I really think 261 00:14:05,960 --> 00:14:09,280 Speaker 1: men live. We know because man, he even said the 262 00:14:09,320 --> 00:14:10,920 Speaker 1: other and she's like, oh, their wives don't do this 263 00:14:11,040 --> 00:14:13,360 Speaker 1: and that I don't really believe that that is so true. 264 00:14:13,400 --> 00:14:16,160 Speaker 1: Oh no, no, I believe that their wives are open 265 00:14:16,200 --> 00:14:18,160 Speaker 1: to do things and they just want to No, no, no, no, 266 00:14:18,520 --> 00:14:21,680 Speaker 1: some women. We know so many women that are open 267 00:14:21,800 --> 00:14:25,360 Speaker 1: to doing a lot of things, specifically maybe the threesome route, 268 00:14:25,480 --> 00:14:27,640 Speaker 1: clearly the annal play route. We're not even gonna go 269 00:14:27,680 --> 00:14:29,800 Speaker 1: there with everyone tagging us in this fucking video on 270 00:14:29,920 --> 00:14:32,120 Speaker 1: social media right now. So then tell me, are you 271 00:14:32,200 --> 00:14:35,520 Speaker 1: ever doing anything so wild with these mary dudes? Well? No, no, no, no, 272 00:14:35,960 --> 00:14:39,720 Speaker 1: my point no, But well yes, it's just like and 273 00:14:39,800 --> 00:14:44,080 Speaker 1: they're using that whole excuse thing lincol did you maybe 274 00:14:44,160 --> 00:14:46,720 Speaker 1: the wife doesn't do it to him because she don't 275 00:14:46,760 --> 00:14:50,160 Speaker 1: want to, and so she goes somewhere else and he goes. 276 00:14:50,400 --> 00:14:55,080 Speaker 1: Everybody cheat, But it's not only about wild things. You 277 00:14:55,120 --> 00:14:58,520 Speaker 1: have to realize, like in a situation where even if 278 00:14:58,560 --> 00:15:02,080 Speaker 1: it's not a marriage, it's just a relationship where they 279 00:15:02,120 --> 00:15:05,720 Speaker 1: live together, where you have built together, children together, there's 280 00:15:05,760 --> 00:15:09,120 Speaker 1: also just a loaded stress of even how the conversations go. 281 00:15:09,440 --> 00:15:13,040 Speaker 1: So sometimes I'm just an outlet to getting away that, right, 282 00:15:13,120 --> 00:15:17,320 Speaker 1: But that's not a healthy outlet to cheat therapy, go 283 00:15:17,400 --> 00:15:19,360 Speaker 1: out with your friends, do some other ship. Just because 284 00:15:19,400 --> 00:15:21,520 Speaker 1: you're an outlet doesn't mean that you're the right outlet. 285 00:15:21,640 --> 00:15:25,920 Speaker 1: My point is, but I really, truly believe that men 286 00:15:26,040 --> 00:15:27,640 Speaker 1: that are saying that whole thing about all the things 287 00:15:27,720 --> 00:15:29,920 Speaker 1: their wives don't do ours to stroke the ego of 288 00:15:30,000 --> 00:15:34,280 Speaker 1: the quote unquote mistress or side girl and to what 289 00:15:34,360 --> 00:15:37,840 Speaker 1: did you make any do that? And it's good, but 290 00:15:37,880 --> 00:15:39,520 Speaker 1: that's what I'm saying. Like, I just I saw a 291 00:15:39,560 --> 00:15:41,000 Speaker 1: tweet the other day that really made me think. It 292 00:15:41,120 --> 00:15:43,800 Speaker 1: was like, oh, can you stop? Can I'm so glad 293 00:15:43,800 --> 00:15:45,960 Speaker 1: that you don't blah blah blah your van And then 294 00:15:46,280 --> 00:15:47,840 Speaker 1: someone retweeted it was like, oh, is that what he's 295 00:15:47,880 --> 00:15:49,920 Speaker 1: telling you that his wife doesn't blah blah blah And 296 00:15:50,040 --> 00:15:52,880 Speaker 1: it's true. It's like maybe lying. It is true, but 297 00:15:53,000 --> 00:15:56,520 Speaker 1: they want lying. We don't know that you have to 298 00:15:56,760 --> 00:15:59,040 Speaker 1: accept it this way. You're gonna be stupid about it 299 00:15:59,160 --> 00:16:03,680 Speaker 1: or realistic about it. And I'm a realized it's real. 300 00:16:04,040 --> 00:16:07,160 Speaker 1: But do you know what I have really really baking 301 00:16:07,240 --> 00:16:10,040 Speaker 1: cakes the other day talking about you can't say that 302 00:16:10,840 --> 00:16:13,080 Speaker 1: that was someone who we have that I have history with, 303 00:16:13,200 --> 00:16:16,440 Speaker 1: not with someone who's you've been lately. It's cool, girl. 304 00:16:16,520 --> 00:16:18,600 Speaker 1: We was just we would just cuddle up, shut up. 305 00:16:18,640 --> 00:16:22,120 Speaker 1: He gone in Toronto. And next question is have you 306 00:16:22,200 --> 00:16:28,040 Speaker 1: ever gone down on a girl? Not quite was not quite. 307 00:16:29,120 --> 00:16:32,240 Speaker 1: I mean because my husband, my first husband, was down 308 00:16:32,320 --> 00:16:34,120 Speaker 1: there and I was I know what I was doing, 309 00:16:35,160 --> 00:16:37,840 Speaker 1: so I guess that was he just looked at him 310 00:16:37,840 --> 00:16:40,280 Speaker 1: while he was down there. My mouth was there, but 311 00:16:40,320 --> 00:16:42,200 Speaker 1: I don't know where it was. It was his mouth, 312 00:16:42,360 --> 00:16:47,000 Speaker 1: my mouth, I don't know. It was going valid, valid, valid, valid, 313 00:16:47,080 --> 00:16:49,880 Speaker 1: So I get because like a valid, I feel like 314 00:16:50,040 --> 00:16:53,560 Speaker 1: a lot of people give then there, but especially if 315 00:16:53,600 --> 00:16:57,400 Speaker 1: there's two people down there, it's a lot of wet 316 00:16:57,720 --> 00:17:01,000 Speaker 1: witness going on down now. Next question is what is 317 00:17:01,240 --> 00:17:06,480 Speaker 1: your best sexual experience? Oh gosh, oh the baby cry. 318 00:17:06,720 --> 00:17:09,840 Speaker 1: Oh when you cry, when you cry, it's real good. 319 00:17:10,600 --> 00:17:12,760 Speaker 1: Was this someone the person that you cried with, someone 320 00:17:12,840 --> 00:17:16,960 Speaker 1: you were with or no, like it was just a ship, 321 00:17:17,119 --> 00:17:18,560 Speaker 1: you know, because I mean, I don't think because I 322 00:17:18,640 --> 00:17:20,160 Speaker 1: want to say that, I don't think they're crying during 323 00:17:20,200 --> 00:17:23,520 Speaker 1: sex has anything to do with feelings. Oh yeah, no, No, 324 00:17:23,760 --> 00:17:28,960 Speaker 1: it's an emotion. They hit that button and B and 325 00:17:29,040 --> 00:17:32,320 Speaker 1: the D and the B they hit that. When the 326 00:17:32,359 --> 00:17:34,480 Speaker 1: tears come out, I don't even know they hit the B. 327 00:17:35,200 --> 00:17:38,119 Speaker 1: But when those tears come down, oh lord, it's like, 328 00:17:38,640 --> 00:17:41,639 Speaker 1: oh gonna fall in love now? Oh lord? Even the 329 00:17:41,800 --> 00:17:45,600 Speaker 1: smell is different what smell because when you if you 330 00:17:45,720 --> 00:17:48,199 Speaker 1: haven't had sex in a long time and then somebody 331 00:17:48,640 --> 00:17:52,040 Speaker 1: gives you great sex, the smell is totally different because 332 00:17:52,080 --> 00:17:56,720 Speaker 1: you've emptied out all them. Yeah, so I was reading 333 00:17:56,760 --> 00:18:00,879 Speaker 1: this thing about like certain vaginal fluids and scent and 334 00:18:01,000 --> 00:18:04,240 Speaker 1: like where they come from, much like squirting fluid is different, 335 00:18:04,680 --> 00:18:06,960 Speaker 1: different kind of orgasms, and it's like all depending on 336 00:18:07,040 --> 00:18:10,119 Speaker 1: your menstrual cycle. So depending on where you are in 337 00:18:10,200 --> 00:18:14,200 Speaker 1: the cycle. Yeah, that's true. I don't know about Okay, 338 00:18:14,240 --> 00:18:18,520 Speaker 1: but okay, mom, maybe maybe that And then we did 339 00:18:18,640 --> 00:18:20,800 Speaker 1: retire this question, but we're going to give it to you. 340 00:18:21,240 --> 00:18:26,520 Speaker 1: Would you rather lick toes or eat ass? Don't make 341 00:18:26,600 --> 00:18:30,040 Speaker 1: that face like they're disgusting, No king shaming around here, 342 00:18:31,240 --> 00:18:34,919 Speaker 1: something about toes that don't work for me. I mean, 343 00:18:35,000 --> 00:18:37,639 Speaker 1: I'm feeding now, I really I'll be into feeding now, 344 00:18:37,920 --> 00:18:39,480 Speaker 1: but I don't know about putting it in my mouth, 345 00:18:40,040 --> 00:18:45,120 Speaker 1: but I do guess, Yeah, I guess it's asked. That's 346 00:18:45,160 --> 00:18:48,600 Speaker 1: like weekly, I'm at. They've been too many faces. I'm 347 00:18:48,600 --> 00:18:50,600 Speaker 1: looking as weakly you know what it is though? To me, 348 00:18:50,880 --> 00:18:52,960 Speaker 1: like I feel like toe nails are dirtier than like 349 00:18:53,040 --> 00:18:54,920 Speaker 1: you don't clean those as much as you would ask. 350 00:18:55,359 --> 00:18:57,680 Speaker 1: I feel like everybody goes in the shower and you 351 00:18:57,800 --> 00:19:05,480 Speaker 1: know they getting you down. I'm talking about people in general. 352 00:19:05,560 --> 00:19:07,960 Speaker 1: I think people clean their assholes better than their toes. Yeah, 353 00:19:08,000 --> 00:19:11,119 Speaker 1: but people admitted to not cleaning their feet. Well, I 354 00:19:11,240 --> 00:19:14,040 Speaker 1: get not only pedicures twice, we all get pedicures. A 355 00:19:15,160 --> 00:19:18,840 Speaker 1: do you think feet better than your asshole? I think 356 00:19:18,920 --> 00:19:21,240 Speaker 1: I clean them? Do you clean them better than you? 357 00:19:21,560 --> 00:19:24,120 Speaker 1: I think I clean them comfortable because your ship, out 358 00:19:24,160 --> 00:19:28,840 Speaker 1: of your ask really clean. When I'm at home after 359 00:19:29,200 --> 00:19:31,119 Speaker 1: well after I even take a ship, I'll hop in 360 00:19:31,160 --> 00:19:32,760 Speaker 1: the shower just when you lift up your foot and 361 00:19:32,800 --> 00:19:34,080 Speaker 1: be scrubbing it in the sun, I do. And I 362 00:19:34,160 --> 00:19:37,119 Speaker 1: have a pummice stone and everything I do I use 363 00:19:37,200 --> 00:19:40,200 Speaker 1: pummice and I used just like me a little brush. 364 00:19:40,440 --> 00:19:43,400 Speaker 1: I told you. But to be fair, do you think 365 00:19:43,440 --> 00:19:45,760 Speaker 1: that men clean them as good as their assholes? The 366 00:19:45,840 --> 00:19:48,920 Speaker 1: men that I have very like especially. I'm not saying 367 00:19:48,960 --> 00:19:51,119 Speaker 1: that fuse a dirty feet. It's just the point. May 368 00:19:51,160 --> 00:19:53,760 Speaker 1: you're really trying to tell every in their feet as 369 00:19:53,760 --> 00:19:56,040 Speaker 1: good as their ass They don't just saying I don't 370 00:19:56,240 --> 00:20:00,360 Speaker 1: like like they're dirty. I do think that's to there's 371 00:20:00,400 --> 00:20:02,680 Speaker 1: no way having to pedicure every time before you fuck. 372 00:20:03,760 --> 00:20:05,880 Speaker 1: Do you think ass is cleaner than feet? I think 373 00:20:05,920 --> 00:20:07,880 Speaker 1: when you're like showering, yeah, you get your ass better 374 00:20:07,880 --> 00:20:10,320 Speaker 1: than you But when you get your feet, then why 375 00:20:10,359 --> 00:20:13,119 Speaker 1: do you plus the feet You've had to walk to 376 00:20:13,240 --> 00:20:17,040 Speaker 1: the bedroom. You didn't ship before you got to the bedroom. No, 377 00:20:17,520 --> 00:20:21,480 Speaker 1: that's so there's something about the feet, Like I don't know, 378 00:20:21,720 --> 00:20:24,360 Speaker 1: rubbing feet I'm totally cool with. But like, once I'm out, 379 00:20:26,000 --> 00:20:32,000 Speaker 1: I mean, I put my toes in the pool. Suck. 380 00:20:32,359 --> 00:20:36,040 Speaker 1: I mean a sucker, of course. I mean, of course. 381 00:20:37,600 --> 00:20:39,240 Speaker 1: You look at you and my daughter on that s 382 00:20:39,800 --> 00:20:42,680 Speaker 1: Look at that. You got five toes. One's like a dick, 383 00:20:43,520 --> 00:20:45,840 Speaker 1: one's like a wee wee ones, Like, look at them, 384 00:20:45,920 --> 00:20:48,800 Speaker 1: they were one of the like dick is a wee wee. No, no, 385 00:20:48,960 --> 00:20:52,560 Speaker 1: I mean your thumb is the biggest. So dick, that's 386 00:20:52,600 --> 00:20:57,040 Speaker 1: the good. That's the one. The little they started getting smaller. 387 00:20:57,240 --> 00:21:04,080 Speaker 1: It's just like, now put it closer to your mouth, mom, please, 388 00:21:04,320 --> 00:21:08,399 Speaker 1: I don't want them to complain what missing? What missing? 389 00:21:08,440 --> 00:21:10,160 Speaker 1: What you're saying you want to get into the kink 390 00:21:10,200 --> 00:21:12,520 Speaker 1: of the week. Yeah, yeah, yeah, of course so the 391 00:21:12,600 --> 00:21:16,280 Speaker 1: kink of the week is a psych play. While physical 392 00:21:16,359 --> 00:21:19,440 Speaker 1: actions such as spanking are often the most discussed kinks 393 00:21:19,480 --> 00:21:22,280 Speaker 1: and fetishes, some of the most intense is when it's 394 00:21:22,320 --> 00:21:26,320 Speaker 1: your mind. They refer to the psychological power plays mind control, 395 00:21:27,119 --> 00:21:28,720 Speaker 1: and it's a type of b D s M. It 396 00:21:28,840 --> 00:21:33,760 Speaker 1: involves implementing a sexual power exchange. We've discussed humiliation, um 397 00:21:33,880 --> 00:21:37,639 Speaker 1: and submissiveness, but this is more about consensual threats that 398 00:21:37,680 --> 00:21:40,359 Speaker 1: are an example of psychological play. One example is a 399 00:21:40,480 --> 00:21:43,879 Speaker 1: dom warning a male submissive with a foot fetish that 400 00:21:43,920 --> 00:21:45,880 Speaker 1: he'll have to lick her feet if he doesn't fall 401 00:21:45,960 --> 00:21:47,760 Speaker 1: in line. We hear about that all the time, but 402 00:21:47,840 --> 00:21:50,000 Speaker 1: I never really knew it was called psych play. So 403 00:21:50,119 --> 00:21:53,879 Speaker 1: it's basically this game you play where you have a 404 00:21:53,960 --> 00:21:56,359 Speaker 1: threat with someone that they have to if they don't, 405 00:21:57,240 --> 00:22:00,280 Speaker 1: So I just actually do there. Well, I just did that. 406 00:22:01,320 --> 00:22:05,480 Speaker 1: I recently, um like, but it was more of a challenge. 407 00:22:06,000 --> 00:22:09,359 Speaker 1: He was like, he wanted me to completely drain his nuts. 408 00:22:10,000 --> 00:22:13,119 Speaker 1: So he said, drain my nuts. How many rounds do 409 00:22:13,240 --> 00:22:16,040 Speaker 1: you think it's gonna take? And I was like, He's like, 410 00:22:16,119 --> 00:22:18,600 Speaker 1: can you go as much until my whole nuts are drained? 411 00:22:18,640 --> 00:22:22,480 Speaker 1: And I said three, four, five rounds, however long for 412 00:22:22,560 --> 00:22:24,000 Speaker 1: it to take the drain, So did it look like 413 00:22:24,119 --> 00:22:26,680 Speaker 1: a inflated tire when you were done? So we went, 414 00:22:26,840 --> 00:22:30,879 Speaker 1: We went three rounds and like, thank god, like he 415 00:22:31,040 --> 00:22:33,200 Speaker 1: sucked me so hard, like I don't think I could 416 00:22:33,240 --> 00:22:35,680 Speaker 1: have taken another round. But it was just like even 417 00:22:35,720 --> 00:22:39,080 Speaker 1: after the first round, I technically was done, but I knew. 418 00:22:39,119 --> 00:22:40,960 Speaker 1: I told him I was going to drain his nuts. 419 00:22:41,160 --> 00:22:44,600 Speaker 1: So we laid there. We was watching Top Boy Top Dog. 420 00:22:45,040 --> 00:22:48,000 Speaker 1: How is it? I can't get past the accents, bitch, 421 00:22:48,119 --> 00:22:52,520 Speaker 1: And I thought I really liked fucking London accents. No, 422 00:22:53,840 --> 00:22:58,200 Speaker 1: it's it's mis Cockney. You will not understand it. It's 423 00:22:58,200 --> 00:23:02,000 Speaker 1: almost like a missed between English and Jamaican Queen's English 424 00:23:02,160 --> 00:23:06,040 Speaker 1: and you have Cockney. So the Beatles were from Cockney, 425 00:23:07,560 --> 00:23:11,520 Speaker 1: slower class, you know, and the Queen's English is so proper. 426 00:23:11,760 --> 00:23:15,160 Speaker 1: We all, so it's that other ship. And I'm trying 427 00:23:15,240 --> 00:23:16,800 Speaker 1: to like we're trying to watch it. I'm just like 428 00:23:17,200 --> 00:23:19,159 Speaker 1: catching up. So when I got there, he was already 429 00:23:19,200 --> 00:23:22,919 Speaker 1: on like episode two or three. So like I lay 430 00:23:23,000 --> 00:23:25,840 Speaker 1: there and we got to episode like seven. That's how long. 431 00:23:25,960 --> 00:23:29,720 Speaker 1: That's about how long the subtitles on um, you know, 432 00:23:29,920 --> 00:23:32,399 Speaker 1: the subtitles were not on, but like we had to 433 00:23:32,520 --> 00:23:35,679 Speaker 1: keep like starting an episode over because we clearly had 434 00:23:35,720 --> 00:23:37,560 Speaker 1: our rounds and then we missed a lot of ship 435 00:23:38,240 --> 00:23:39,960 Speaker 1: so we had to start the episode over. But I 436 00:23:40,000 --> 00:23:45,040 Speaker 1: couldn't get through the accents. Anyways, that to me after 437 00:23:45,200 --> 00:23:47,800 Speaker 1: the first round a tear, dude come in mind. But 438 00:23:47,920 --> 00:23:50,159 Speaker 1: I think it was because I was like, damn, I 439 00:23:50,240 --> 00:23:53,439 Speaker 1: was gonna and I was really done after round one 440 00:23:53,480 --> 00:23:57,560 Speaker 1: and I'm not just gonna released, but knowing that I 441 00:23:57,640 --> 00:23:59,440 Speaker 1: had to do that, like I was aroused because it 442 00:23:59,520 --> 00:24:02,040 Speaker 1: was like allunge that I knew I wanted to drink. 443 00:24:02,080 --> 00:24:06,760 Speaker 1: You know, you know, I don't know science, but I 444 00:24:06,880 --> 00:24:09,440 Speaker 1: think he said I did good. It was done that 445 00:24:09,600 --> 00:24:13,600 Speaker 1: third round as much. Don't you know when you've done good? 446 00:24:13,640 --> 00:24:15,600 Speaker 1: I want to ask both of you. Of course, when 447 00:24:15,640 --> 00:24:20,120 Speaker 1: you fuck someone, yes, don't you know you did your best? Oh? 448 00:24:20,359 --> 00:24:24,560 Speaker 1: I know you know you look at them like I 449 00:24:24,720 --> 00:24:30,239 Speaker 1: know I passed out and they can't move a little bit. 450 00:24:30,600 --> 00:24:33,880 Speaker 1: I love the shaking. I love one of man moans, 451 00:24:34,640 --> 00:24:39,600 Speaker 1: and I like, yeah, the best sex. I remember, I 452 00:24:39,720 --> 00:24:43,480 Speaker 1: passed out. You actually passed out? Wait, you passed out? 453 00:24:43,520 --> 00:24:47,680 Speaker 1: After Yeah, I passed was good. When you get you 454 00:24:47,720 --> 00:24:49,720 Speaker 1: don't want to move, like I passed up for a 455 00:24:49,840 --> 00:24:53,400 Speaker 1: second and he was shaking me because it was scary. Yeah, 456 00:24:53,560 --> 00:24:56,280 Speaker 1: it's like having a se right, it's not God. Well 457 00:24:56,600 --> 00:25:03,200 Speaker 1: that's that's told you gotta part. That's why. So when 458 00:25:03,240 --> 00:25:06,280 Speaker 1: I come, I like literally like my pussy like, yeah, 459 00:25:06,440 --> 00:25:10,080 Speaker 1: I start shaking like experience and it pushes the dick 460 00:25:10,200 --> 00:25:14,159 Speaker 1: out like that's how he knows. But a man, okay, 461 00:25:14,280 --> 00:25:17,439 Speaker 1: but when you passed out for a second and um, 462 00:25:18,200 --> 00:25:21,280 Speaker 1: you're almost going into so see the only time that 463 00:25:21,320 --> 00:25:24,000 Speaker 1: happened when me I was all edibles. So I don't 464 00:25:24,000 --> 00:25:27,560 Speaker 1: think it was the sex that like passed out to 465 00:25:27,600 --> 00:25:31,439 Speaker 1: all that, but actually the both of you were if 466 00:25:31,480 --> 00:25:35,040 Speaker 1: I don't don't either. When I passed out like from 467 00:25:35,080 --> 00:25:37,720 Speaker 1: the edibles, they came and put ice packs on me 468 00:25:37,800 --> 00:25:39,520 Speaker 1: and I didn't even move. Why did you just say 469 00:25:40,720 --> 00:25:47,080 Speaker 1: you friend say that before? But during that threesome, I 470 00:25:47,200 --> 00:25:49,440 Speaker 1: was squirting some Maybe how do you even pass out 471 00:25:49,840 --> 00:25:53,240 Speaker 1: just too? You wouldn't him not three? I really want 472 00:25:53,280 --> 00:25:56,440 Speaker 1: to debo that. I'm curious to know what Beard Bay 473 00:25:57,640 --> 00:25:59,960 Speaker 1: told me. And then it recently was someone I slept 474 00:26:00,080 --> 00:26:04,320 Speaker 1: with the condoms said that when the A C is on, 475 00:26:04,400 --> 00:26:07,320 Speaker 1: it be drying pussy out. I can believe that, and 476 00:26:07,440 --> 00:26:10,119 Speaker 1: then I can believe that Beard baby like, no, no, no, 477 00:26:10,160 --> 00:26:11,440 Speaker 1: I don't put the A C on and be drying 478 00:26:11,480 --> 00:26:12,960 Speaker 1: it out, and I'm like what, And I just thought 479 00:26:12,960 --> 00:26:14,760 Speaker 1: it was some bullshit he made up. So then I 480 00:26:14,880 --> 00:26:17,760 Speaker 1: believe the other night when I sucked hospital Dick. I'll 481 00:26:17,760 --> 00:26:19,719 Speaker 1: tell you who he is later. Mom, I don't need 482 00:26:19,800 --> 00:26:30,280 Speaker 1: to know. You'll be asking no, you'll be telling no. No. 483 00:26:30,560 --> 00:26:32,480 Speaker 1: Let me tell you how. It tells me everything. She 484 00:26:33,040 --> 00:26:35,240 Speaker 1: she don't like this tea. Let me tell you. I 485 00:26:35,359 --> 00:26:36,920 Speaker 1: called my mom once. This is how she knew I 486 00:26:36,960 --> 00:26:39,440 Speaker 1: was sucked up. It was a Brooklyn, it was a 487 00:26:39,480 --> 00:26:42,640 Speaker 1: drug night. I called my mom at like seven fifteen 488 00:26:42,680 --> 00:26:45,600 Speaker 1: and I will never call her the more. And she answered, 489 00:26:45,800 --> 00:26:47,480 Speaker 1: this is like this is three years ago. I don't 490 00:26:47,480 --> 00:26:49,639 Speaker 1: even know if you remember this. And from my voice, 491 00:26:49,640 --> 00:26:51,800 Speaker 1: she answered, hello, are you okay? I said, my God, 492 00:26:51,880 --> 00:26:53,720 Speaker 1: tell you what. Let me let me get a drink 493 00:26:56,960 --> 00:27:00,720 Speaker 1: seven in the morning and whenever I know, good clink 494 00:27:00,800 --> 00:27:05,960 Speaker 1: and she's like, okay, let's go just how um oh yeah, 495 00:27:06,000 --> 00:27:07,960 Speaker 1: So hospital Dick the condom he was we switched it 496 00:27:08,040 --> 00:27:10,120 Speaker 1: like twice and he was like, oh, it's the air conditioning. 497 00:27:10,160 --> 00:27:12,080 Speaker 1: And I almost said mother boots told me that, but 498 00:27:12,119 --> 00:27:16,840 Speaker 1: I was like, let me not, alright, no, So we 499 00:27:16,960 --> 00:27:19,040 Speaker 1: do the sex in the news segment and this one 500 00:27:19,080 --> 00:27:24,399 Speaker 1: in particular. Um, I literally typed in mom and sex 501 00:27:24,600 --> 00:27:26,439 Speaker 1: in the news column and this is what came up. 502 00:27:26,480 --> 00:27:29,680 Speaker 1: It's so crazy. Teen's son tells his mother he wants 503 00:27:29,760 --> 00:27:35,200 Speaker 1: to rape her forcibly touches her after watching chimpanzees mate 504 00:27:35,240 --> 00:27:37,480 Speaker 1: on TV. And eighteen year old is accused of sexual 505 00:27:37,520 --> 00:27:40,280 Speaker 1: assault on his own mother after he watched a program 506 00:27:40,359 --> 00:27:43,480 Speaker 1: called Secret Life of the Zoo. I guess watching the 507 00:27:43,680 --> 00:27:46,280 Speaker 1: chimpanzees mate and how they can like kind of be 508 00:27:46,400 --> 00:27:49,560 Speaker 1: incesty at times or whatever apparently got his mother horn 509 00:27:49,760 --> 00:27:53,000 Speaker 1: him horny. H he watched it. Um, he saw it 510 00:27:53,080 --> 00:27:55,879 Speaker 1: on his father's wait. Sorry. The team spoke to his 511 00:27:55,960 --> 00:27:58,000 Speaker 1: mom after that about a video he saw on his 512 00:27:58,119 --> 00:28:02,320 Speaker 1: father's phone of the two of them having sex. And 513 00:28:02,520 --> 00:28:05,000 Speaker 1: he did this in front of his ten year old sister. 514 00:28:05,560 --> 00:28:08,280 Speaker 1: He's nothing but a serial kid. He's crazy, he's honestly, 515 00:28:08,480 --> 00:28:10,080 Speaker 1: he told her that he saw the video and he 516 00:28:10,080 --> 00:28:12,240 Speaker 1: couldn't stop thinking about it and he couldn't stop thinking 517 00:28:12,240 --> 00:28:15,159 Speaker 1: about raping her. The mother was speaking behind a screening 518 00:28:15,200 --> 00:28:17,960 Speaker 1: court and was, I guess, crying and saying I'm your mom. 519 00:28:18,080 --> 00:28:20,440 Speaker 1: And she walked away to like let him think about 520 00:28:20,480 --> 00:28:22,399 Speaker 1: what he said in that moment. This couldn't even be white. 521 00:28:22,640 --> 00:28:25,600 Speaker 1: She said, Oh yeah, he looked at me like he 522 00:28:25,720 --> 00:28:28,600 Speaker 1: did nothing wrong. I was drying pots and I had 523 00:28:28,640 --> 00:28:30,200 Speaker 1: them on a board and he came up to me 524 00:28:30,640 --> 00:28:32,080 Speaker 1: and I had been in the kitchen a few minutes. 525 00:28:32,119 --> 00:28:33,719 Speaker 1: He was putting his hand into my armpits, and then 526 00:28:33,720 --> 00:28:36,679 Speaker 1: he was touching my breasts, pushing himself on, rubbing up 527 00:28:37,480 --> 00:28:40,160 Speaker 1: down against me with his genitals. I told him to stop, 528 00:28:40,280 --> 00:28:43,760 Speaker 1: try pushing away. He got stronger, he couldn't stop um. 529 00:28:43,920 --> 00:28:46,520 Speaker 1: And then she locked herself in her bedroom, barricaded herself 530 00:28:46,640 --> 00:28:50,560 Speaker 1: with drawers against the door. Fuck out of here. Bro. 531 00:28:52,480 --> 00:28:55,440 Speaker 1: He got turned on by chimpanzee. So I guess like 532 00:28:55,600 --> 00:28:59,920 Speaker 1: in the documentary they were discussing how animals the conversation 533 00:29:01,040 --> 00:29:03,120 Speaker 1: of animals just wherever they want and ship like that, 534 00:29:03,240 --> 00:29:05,440 Speaker 1: and they could have been anything that turned him on 535 00:29:05,640 --> 00:29:08,200 Speaker 1: because it was more human to him. Where did this 536 00:29:08,320 --> 00:29:11,040 Speaker 1: come from? Mom? Because if you couldn s vodka in 537 00:29:11,160 --> 00:29:16,200 Speaker 1: your hands. Thought you were just talking and no, but 538 00:29:16,800 --> 00:29:20,920 Speaker 1: a chimpanzee being an analystic more towards human would be 539 00:29:21,360 --> 00:29:24,240 Speaker 1: if you saw a tiger or something that could have 540 00:29:24,280 --> 00:29:27,120 Speaker 1: been relate to him. But chimpanzees are more I guess. 541 00:29:28,200 --> 00:29:30,640 Speaker 1: I mean, I don't believe in evolution, but but you 542 00:29:30,720 --> 00:29:34,480 Speaker 1: know we have in the morning time. It is thirty 543 00:29:34,480 --> 00:29:37,560 Speaker 1: in the afternoon and it's six o'clock in Europe, say 544 00:29:37,600 --> 00:29:43,080 Speaker 1: that it's happy hours somewhere show live. So we're gonna 545 00:29:43,120 --> 00:29:46,680 Speaker 1: get into our horrible decision now and our horrible decision. 546 00:29:47,080 --> 00:29:49,120 Speaker 1: Wee what you got for us today? All right? So 547 00:29:49,400 --> 00:29:52,480 Speaker 1: I want to talk about mom ship kind of. But 548 00:29:52,680 --> 00:29:56,040 Speaker 1: also last night I kind of sparked a conversation about 549 00:29:56,080 --> 00:29:58,640 Speaker 1: like my mom with me and Mandy and like kind 550 00:29:58,680 --> 00:30:03,640 Speaker 1: of like friends like that were there could not even 551 00:30:03,760 --> 00:30:07,120 Speaker 1: believe our stories. Like we were talking about how when 552 00:30:07,160 --> 00:30:10,120 Speaker 1: we were like fifteen and sixteen, staying at the condo 553 00:30:10,160 --> 00:30:16,720 Speaker 1: and Aventura down in Miami. Then we were like then 554 00:30:16,760 --> 00:30:19,320 Speaker 1: they slipped and I said, when were you ever in 555 00:30:19,400 --> 00:30:23,160 Speaker 1: the condo when I wasn't there? They took the keys 556 00:30:23,800 --> 00:30:27,560 Speaker 1: and went I don't remember. But anyway, the point the 557 00:30:28,200 --> 00:30:31,280 Speaker 1: horrible decision. Title is those who don't swallow get pregnant. 558 00:30:31,680 --> 00:30:34,400 Speaker 1: So I just don't ask a few things about motherhood 559 00:30:34,400 --> 00:30:35,720 Speaker 1: and then don't want to get into me and Mandy 560 00:30:35,760 --> 00:30:39,120 Speaker 1: and like raising kids talking about sex. But um, what 561 00:30:39,600 --> 00:30:41,600 Speaker 1: was the major change for you once you had a kid? 562 00:30:41,600 --> 00:30:43,880 Speaker 1: Because I know you say nothing but something. Oh No, 563 00:30:44,680 --> 00:30:47,560 Speaker 1: everyone told me if I hadn't had played in life 564 00:30:47,920 --> 00:30:52,600 Speaker 1: at forty and everybody said, it's gonna change your life. 565 00:30:52,760 --> 00:30:54,880 Speaker 1: And I said, it's not gonna change my life because 566 00:30:54,960 --> 00:30:57,680 Speaker 1: I was party girl, party girl. And I said, I'm 567 00:30:57,720 --> 00:31:00,560 Speaker 1: getting to nanny. And my husband said, you have my 568 00:31:00,720 --> 00:31:03,520 Speaker 1: mother have seven kids, she never had nanny. Well this 569 00:31:03,760 --> 00:31:10,000 Speaker 1: is two thousand, ain't two thousand? And I'm sorry. I 570 00:31:10,200 --> 00:31:12,840 Speaker 1: was like, we have it to nanny because nothing's going 571 00:31:12,880 --> 00:31:15,120 Speaker 1: to change in my life. I don't want to change 572 00:31:15,200 --> 00:31:17,120 Speaker 1: how we are. I don't want to change y'all. I 573 00:31:17,280 --> 00:31:20,640 Speaker 1: want somebody she was with me all the time to nanny. 574 00:31:20,800 --> 00:31:22,600 Speaker 1: And you know she had to wear a uniform, because 575 00:31:22,720 --> 00:31:25,640 Speaker 1: why did you do that? Because I want to describe 576 00:31:25,720 --> 00:31:28,920 Speaker 1: the who's with who? If she had a uniform on, 577 00:31:29,200 --> 00:31:31,680 Speaker 1: she doesn't look like you know, she does like her job. 578 00:31:31,880 --> 00:31:34,200 Speaker 1: But she had on bad clothes. She don't look like 579 00:31:34,280 --> 00:31:43,960 Speaker 1: she was with me, So I wade them wearing white uniforms. Yeah, 580 00:31:44,040 --> 00:31:46,760 Speaker 1: this sounds kind of why you were gonna say, oh, 581 00:31:46,920 --> 00:31:49,200 Speaker 1: because they might have thought it was her kids. No, 582 00:31:49,760 --> 00:31:51,560 Speaker 1: you see now they see him what a bullgeing has 583 00:31:51,600 --> 00:31:53,120 Speaker 1: come from, because Mitch, I grew up in a single 584 00:31:53,120 --> 00:31:55,000 Speaker 1: pair of house hold with three of us. Okay wait 585 00:31:55,040 --> 00:31:57,920 Speaker 1: wait wait okay, So you had me at forty didn't 586 00:31:57,920 --> 00:31:59,400 Speaker 1: know you could have kids? I remember you always said 587 00:31:59,400 --> 00:32:03,360 Speaker 1: that because everything about having an abortion? Did I ever 588 00:32:03,440 --> 00:32:07,600 Speaker 1: think about did you think about abording me? Never? Really? Oh, 589 00:32:07,760 --> 00:32:10,560 Speaker 1: I was so excited. Oh I was ready. Well I 590 00:32:10,600 --> 00:32:12,640 Speaker 1: guess you were already. No, no, no, but I mean 591 00:32:13,000 --> 00:32:15,280 Speaker 1: there's a time and you're life. I had friends and 592 00:32:15,800 --> 00:32:19,240 Speaker 1: their kids were raised by nannies. You know you saw 593 00:32:19,360 --> 00:32:21,000 Speaker 1: them and said, they said alone on this. But I 594 00:32:21,160 --> 00:32:23,920 Speaker 1: love kids, loved them, but I always do I can 595 00:32:23,960 --> 00:32:26,600 Speaker 1: give them back. I don't think you should have a child. 596 00:32:27,440 --> 00:32:29,160 Speaker 1: I don't think should have a child. I think she 597 00:32:29,240 --> 00:32:35,080 Speaker 1: will change totally. My name's Wheezy mom. I knew I 598 00:32:35,160 --> 00:32:37,600 Speaker 1: was going to at this at this point, it's gonna be. 599 00:32:38,160 --> 00:32:40,960 Speaker 1: I used to not want kids as much but like, 600 00:32:41,080 --> 00:32:42,800 Speaker 1: the more of the world is fucked up, and the 601 00:32:42,920 --> 00:32:46,480 Speaker 1: more I meet good fathers and good men. Right, I've 602 00:32:46,680 --> 00:32:49,960 Speaker 1: dated fathers, I've met good people, and I've seen how 603 00:32:50,040 --> 00:32:52,120 Speaker 1: they raised their kids, how you can mold a kid. 604 00:32:52,640 --> 00:32:54,600 Speaker 1: I need to have a kid because I know that 605 00:32:54,680 --> 00:32:56,720 Speaker 1: I'm going to raise a good person and we just 606 00:32:56,840 --> 00:33:00,240 Speaker 1: need more. But I'm molded you, and I don't thing 607 00:33:00,520 --> 00:33:10,280 Speaker 1: you could handle again. I made because true, but not now. No, no, no, no. 608 00:33:10,560 --> 00:33:14,080 Speaker 1: Wheezy is a certain type of person. She likes to experiment. 609 00:33:14,280 --> 00:33:17,360 Speaker 1: She likes way out there. She's not gonna call me 610 00:33:17,480 --> 00:33:19,840 Speaker 1: up one day and say, did you come watch the baby? 611 00:33:20,000 --> 00:33:22,280 Speaker 1: I'm going out to the cloud. But nobody better watch 612 00:33:22,400 --> 00:33:24,760 Speaker 1: this right now? You said, hold on now, this is 613 00:33:24,800 --> 00:33:26,920 Speaker 1: why I felt like I could have one. You said 614 00:33:27,200 --> 00:33:28,920 Speaker 1: this was my thing because I'm not having a kid 615 00:33:29,040 --> 00:33:32,840 Speaker 1: unless I'm rich, which I'm gonna get there, right, You said, 616 00:33:33,040 --> 00:33:34,560 Speaker 1: all I gotta do is get you the apartment, and 617 00:33:34,560 --> 00:33:38,760 Speaker 1: you're gonna watch my kids by myself. I want you 618 00:33:38,920 --> 00:33:44,440 Speaker 1: the nanny. No none, But I was watching the nanny 619 00:33:44,720 --> 00:33:49,760 Speaker 1: watch your baby. I swear I thought I was watching 620 00:33:49,800 --> 00:33:51,480 Speaker 1: to make sure she didn't hurt your job. Can I 621 00:33:51,600 --> 00:33:54,520 Speaker 1: just tell y'all, I can't relate to none of the 622 00:33:56,120 --> 00:33:59,360 Speaker 1: My lass was I was gonna once I get pregnant. 623 00:33:59,360 --> 00:34:01,560 Speaker 1: I'm like, and I moved to Brooklyn. So I moved 624 00:34:01,600 --> 00:34:03,640 Speaker 1: to Brooklyn, and I'll get you a nice little place. 625 00:34:03,720 --> 00:34:06,400 Speaker 1: It's like Timid the club. I got to go to 626 00:34:06,520 --> 00:34:10,200 Speaker 1: the club. You're gonna be old, You're gonna be seven club. 627 00:34:11,320 --> 00:34:14,560 Speaker 1: So anyway, I'm gonna give you a stipend allowance. And 628 00:34:14,600 --> 00:34:16,880 Speaker 1: I would have gave it Nanny. I know all you're saying, 629 00:34:17,000 --> 00:34:19,520 Speaker 1: but I might want to go out. Okay, so when 630 00:34:19,880 --> 00:34:22,120 Speaker 1: she don't, she don't want to take care of your motherfucker, 631 00:34:23,719 --> 00:34:27,239 Speaker 1: be one with the girl. Make sure my grandchild. I'm 632 00:34:27,280 --> 00:34:34,239 Speaker 1: not paying for you to then you apartment to get it. Okay, fine, 633 00:34:34,400 --> 00:34:36,680 Speaker 1: it's great. Yeah, I don't. I have one question, and 634 00:34:36,760 --> 00:34:40,040 Speaker 1: you're not gonna believe it. You will not expect this. 635 00:34:40,840 --> 00:34:45,760 Speaker 1: What Mom? Please? You are known as put the queen 636 00:34:46,040 --> 00:34:50,040 Speaker 1: the queen up second dick, thank you. Okay, Now I 637 00:34:50,200 --> 00:34:53,120 Speaker 1: need to go out and date a little bit. So 638 00:34:53,640 --> 00:34:57,399 Speaker 1: I need to know Mom. Shut out of police. Oh 639 00:34:57,600 --> 00:35:02,640 Speaker 1: my fucking god, police, what No, I just want to know. 640 00:35:03,120 --> 00:35:05,560 Speaker 1: What do you want to know? I want to get 641 00:35:05,600 --> 00:35:09,720 Speaker 1: back into the groove of you know, being the queen 642 00:35:09,840 --> 00:35:13,000 Speaker 1: of she because it was inherited, she didn't get it 643 00:35:13,080 --> 00:35:18,840 Speaker 1: by So I just want to know how do I 644 00:35:18,960 --> 00:35:22,080 Speaker 1: get back into it? You got the banana thing going 645 00:35:22,160 --> 00:35:25,440 Speaker 1: and all that? What you know, because I'm thinking of 646 00:35:25,520 --> 00:35:30,120 Speaker 1: a sweat of bottle and just okay, okay, you don't 647 00:35:30,120 --> 00:35:31,759 Speaker 1: have I don't have an answer for this yet. I 648 00:35:31,800 --> 00:35:34,600 Speaker 1: don't either, Juel. I'm done with this question. I am 649 00:35:34,680 --> 00:35:38,480 Speaker 1: not the one being interviewed. So the next question I 650 00:35:38,680 --> 00:35:42,840 Speaker 1: have is what changed about your body after kids? That 651 00:35:42,920 --> 00:35:46,880 Speaker 1: you noticed I only get in twenty pounds? Did you 652 00:35:46,920 --> 00:35:48,680 Speaker 1: want to have sex as much? Did you not feel that? 653 00:35:48,760 --> 00:35:52,280 Speaker 1: Did you feel more womanly? Like I was? So happened, 654 00:35:52,560 --> 00:35:56,280 Speaker 1: I felt so motherly very if that changed the motion 655 00:35:56,640 --> 00:35:59,840 Speaker 1: is ununbelievable. You don't expect that. I've never had that 656 00:36:00,000 --> 00:36:04,920 Speaker 1: emotion of having something so little, so small, and they 657 00:36:05,000 --> 00:36:07,879 Speaker 1: only depend on you, and it was the best time, 658 00:36:07,960 --> 00:36:10,799 Speaker 1: the best time of my life. So when wait, wait, 659 00:36:10,840 --> 00:36:13,160 Speaker 1: wait wait, so like you having baby made you feel 660 00:36:13,160 --> 00:36:16,919 Speaker 1: more motherly? So you were like less horny? No, she said, 661 00:36:16,960 --> 00:36:20,040 Speaker 1: the emotions of having a baby, the emotions age about 662 00:36:20,080 --> 00:36:22,239 Speaker 1: your body, so that I'm just asking. So it made 663 00:36:22,280 --> 00:36:24,320 Speaker 1: you feel all these are my body, my emotion. My 664 00:36:24,520 --> 00:36:27,520 Speaker 1: body was just happy. It was always constantly just happy, 665 00:36:27,719 --> 00:36:30,239 Speaker 1: just joyful my body. A lot of women don't have 666 00:36:30,360 --> 00:36:34,160 Speaker 1: that experience. They don't they they don't there's a postpartum depression. 667 00:36:34,200 --> 00:36:36,319 Speaker 1: But I had it and I called a friend of mine, 668 00:36:37,000 --> 00:36:40,520 Speaker 1: I called Dion Warwick, and I had it, talked to 669 00:36:40,640 --> 00:36:43,759 Speaker 1: her and then two days it was gone because I 670 00:36:43,880 --> 00:36:46,440 Speaker 1: wasn't gonna let it get me because what do you 671 00:36:46,520 --> 00:36:48,880 Speaker 1: feel like you want to throw It's horrible. It's like, 672 00:36:49,120 --> 00:36:52,440 Speaker 1: I don't want you to hear me, don't want what what? 673 00:36:52,840 --> 00:36:54,680 Speaker 1: That's what people they say that mothers want to kill 674 00:36:54,680 --> 00:36:56,680 Speaker 1: their kids for dream you do. But I don't want 675 00:36:56,680 --> 00:36:58,920 Speaker 1: to kill you. I just didn't like. Wait, I was 676 00:36:59,040 --> 00:37:01,360 Speaker 1: feeling why I wasn't our loving this child and the 677 00:37:01,440 --> 00:37:03,560 Speaker 1: other day it was you with my life. I mean, 678 00:37:03,600 --> 00:37:06,520 Speaker 1: how did that happen? How how far after that you 679 00:37:06,640 --> 00:37:08,480 Speaker 1: had me did it happen? Oh? It was like a 680 00:37:08,600 --> 00:37:12,040 Speaker 1: mom really Yeah, that's that feels random because you're like 681 00:37:12,080 --> 00:37:13,960 Speaker 1: a month and you're like, oh this kid, maybe I 682 00:37:14,040 --> 00:37:16,799 Speaker 1: was crying too much. You never cry never, you were 683 00:37:16,880 --> 00:37:19,280 Speaker 1: the perfect. I hate to say she was the perfect 684 00:37:19,400 --> 00:37:24,680 Speaker 1: and I cry all the time. Now probably I never 685 00:37:24,760 --> 00:37:28,520 Speaker 1: got it out. That's exactly what. She was so good. 686 00:37:28,680 --> 00:37:31,000 Speaker 1: I mean, I could not believe you know what I'm 687 00:37:31,000 --> 00:37:34,120 Speaker 1: wanted to ask you my mom. My mom was fucking crazy. 688 00:37:34,120 --> 00:37:35,520 Speaker 1: I love that she has you to cut off. Now 689 00:37:36,480 --> 00:37:40,840 Speaker 1: she's one day. Do you remember the nanny that I 690 00:37:40,960 --> 00:37:44,400 Speaker 1: had that you thought was a witch? That witch? And 691 00:37:44,880 --> 00:37:47,040 Speaker 1: so she puts something of my arm or something and 692 00:37:47,200 --> 00:37:49,520 Speaker 1: like had some candles burning and my mom called the police. 693 00:37:49,560 --> 00:37:56,600 Speaker 1: What was that? That was my earliest memory maybe six months. 694 00:37:57,280 --> 00:38:03,680 Speaker 1: But you weren't walking. The nanny you had was? She 695 00:38:03,840 --> 00:38:09,200 Speaker 1: had big boobs because I tested them before I tested. 696 00:38:09,640 --> 00:38:11,680 Speaker 1: I'm sorry, I tested the nanny's, you know, because you 697 00:38:11,760 --> 00:38:14,320 Speaker 1: gotta get along with me and my family don't. And 698 00:38:14,440 --> 00:38:16,600 Speaker 1: this girl had her boobs all out and I was like, 699 00:38:17,719 --> 00:38:20,840 Speaker 1: buttons were down. I was like, no, you're not gonna work, No, no, no, 700 00:38:21,000 --> 00:38:23,880 Speaker 1: you're not gonna do my husband, no, no, no, she 701 00:38:24,000 --> 00:38:26,040 Speaker 1: had to go. Then I had one that was stealing 702 00:38:26,120 --> 00:38:29,799 Speaker 1: my shoes. How do you know? Because she had weekends off. 703 00:38:30,200 --> 00:38:32,239 Speaker 1: And then I was like, you know, I don't really 704 00:38:32,360 --> 00:38:34,840 Speaker 1: check stuff, but I was like, something's not right something. 705 00:38:35,200 --> 00:38:37,239 Speaker 1: She took three pairs of my shoes and she would 706 00:38:37,280 --> 00:38:39,960 Speaker 1: sneak them back in the house. I threw back to 707 00:38:40,000 --> 00:38:43,160 Speaker 1: the witch. So what happened to which? Oh? I said 708 00:38:43,200 --> 00:38:46,000 Speaker 1: to your father, we're trying her out. Let's go to dinner. 709 00:38:46,719 --> 00:38:50,040 Speaker 1: I went to dinner, came back and all these candles 710 00:38:50,120 --> 00:38:53,920 Speaker 1: are burning, and she had something on marked like I 711 00:38:54,040 --> 00:38:58,160 Speaker 1: took this woman went get out. You didn't. No, I 712 00:38:58,239 --> 00:39:01,160 Speaker 1: could do it by myself. So what's she marked on me? 713 00:39:02,480 --> 00:39:05,040 Speaker 1: What happened was it was something black? And so I 714 00:39:05,160 --> 00:39:09,400 Speaker 1: don't play that. I don't play that. I left and 715 00:39:09,560 --> 00:39:11,480 Speaker 1: you did that. She didn't know when we were coming back. 716 00:39:11,960 --> 00:39:14,040 Speaker 1: It was just scary. I got chills when I think 717 00:39:14,080 --> 00:39:16,879 Speaker 1: about it. Now, where should get these camels from? I'd 718 00:39:16,960 --> 00:39:19,680 Speaker 1: like to know. She came with one bag? What she 719 00:39:19,800 --> 00:39:22,160 Speaker 1: told you she did? I didn't ask her, I said 720 00:39:22,560 --> 00:39:24,800 Speaker 1: when I said to her, what's all this? It's prayer. 721 00:39:24,880 --> 00:39:29,200 Speaker 1: It's prayer. I got prayer gets right? Do you see why? 722 00:39:29,239 --> 00:39:34,320 Speaker 1: I just want you to do it? So here's my 723 00:39:34,440 --> 00:39:36,359 Speaker 1: other question. So last night when we were talking about 724 00:39:36,400 --> 00:39:39,200 Speaker 1: the crazy ship with Mandy and me and all the 725 00:39:39,239 --> 00:39:42,640 Speaker 1: things you did, why why do you think you were 726 00:39:42,719 --> 00:39:47,279 Speaker 1: so open about sex with me at that end of 727 00:39:47,320 --> 00:39:49,919 Speaker 1: teenager age when I could have sex. It's not about 728 00:39:50,000 --> 00:39:52,479 Speaker 1: just teaching about sex, but why at that crucial age 729 00:39:52,560 --> 00:39:55,200 Speaker 1: when you were open and you knew I could have 730 00:39:55,239 --> 00:39:57,400 Speaker 1: went out and got pregnant because we well, and we 731 00:39:57,480 --> 00:39:59,720 Speaker 1: were talking about this last night. To just give some context, 732 00:39:59,840 --> 00:40:02,200 Speaker 1: we he and I both have fake I d s UM. 733 00:40:02,360 --> 00:40:05,279 Speaker 1: So at fifteen sixteen seventeen, we were in twenty one 734 00:40:05,520 --> 00:40:09,719 Speaker 1: plus clubs UM and we both had cars. I had 735 00:40:09,760 --> 00:40:11,600 Speaker 1: my little Hunt it's not a push and Wheezy had 736 00:40:11,640 --> 00:40:15,200 Speaker 1: her Jaguire, but we would like rotate who would drive 737 00:40:15,280 --> 00:40:18,720 Speaker 1: certain nights. And it was never even the conscious decision. 738 00:40:18,800 --> 00:40:22,880 Speaker 1: But miss Joel would handles condoms before going out, and 739 00:40:23,400 --> 00:40:24,960 Speaker 1: I guess that that's I don't even know where you 740 00:40:25,000 --> 00:40:29,320 Speaker 1: got these. Hello, I'm a grown woman. I don't even remember. 741 00:40:29,640 --> 00:40:31,680 Speaker 1: They would just come in she would, She'd be like, 742 00:40:31,760 --> 00:40:34,279 Speaker 1: here you got put them in your prices and were 743 00:40:34,320 --> 00:40:37,239 Speaker 1: literally before we go to the club be handing um 744 00:40:37,320 --> 00:40:40,480 Speaker 1: both of Yeah. So some would say that you encouraged 745 00:40:40,600 --> 00:40:42,560 Speaker 1: us to have sex. What do you think you did? No, 746 00:40:42,880 --> 00:40:44,920 Speaker 1: I believe that you were going to do it anyway. 747 00:40:46,160 --> 00:40:49,440 Speaker 1: I can't stop you and I the more a parents 748 00:40:49,440 --> 00:40:51,680 Speaker 1: would say don't do this, don't do this, the more 749 00:40:52,640 --> 00:40:55,920 Speaker 1: because I remember you had a sleepover and I told 750 00:40:55,960 --> 00:40:59,160 Speaker 1: all your little girlfriends, don't have sex. It hurts, and 751 00:40:59,280 --> 00:41:01,640 Speaker 1: one little girls said, no, it does. My mother said, 752 00:41:01,640 --> 00:41:06,600 Speaker 1: it feels good, it does it, it doesn't, don't do it. Wait. 753 00:41:07,200 --> 00:41:09,680 Speaker 1: So my whole thing was I wanted you to do 754 00:41:10,000 --> 00:41:13,360 Speaker 1: because you had along you guys, hung around different crowds, 755 00:41:13,440 --> 00:41:17,360 Speaker 1: different this. If I don't let you do it with 756 00:41:17,560 --> 00:41:20,800 Speaker 1: my permission, you're gonna do it anyway and not tell me. 757 00:41:21,000 --> 00:41:23,520 Speaker 1: And I want you to be able if anything happens 758 00:41:24,120 --> 00:41:26,880 Speaker 1: to call me. It's funny because I think there's just 759 00:41:27,000 --> 00:41:30,840 Speaker 1: so many parents like even watching Euphoria. Um, I was 760 00:41:30,880 --> 00:41:33,279 Speaker 1: talking to my mom about that, and these are high 761 00:41:33,320 --> 00:41:36,080 Speaker 1: school children that are doing these things, and I don't 762 00:41:36,120 --> 00:41:37,719 Speaker 1: think they were lying. And I don't think it was 763 00:41:37,760 --> 00:41:40,880 Speaker 1: as wild as what euphoria was when I was in 764 00:41:41,000 --> 00:41:43,439 Speaker 1: high but seeing it now and talking to my sister 765 00:41:43,560 --> 00:41:46,880 Speaker 1: in the day and age where you have snapchat and webcams, 766 00:41:47,480 --> 00:41:50,600 Speaker 1: which is probably even worse. So the idea that maybe 767 00:41:50,840 --> 00:41:54,319 Speaker 1: parents with teenage daughters don't even have those conversations because 768 00:41:54,320 --> 00:41:56,120 Speaker 1: they're just like, oh, well, my child isn't doing that. 769 00:41:56,640 --> 00:41:59,480 Speaker 1: It's kind of like believe it. You have to under 770 00:41:59,640 --> 00:42:04,719 Speaker 1: you have to let your kids wheezy. And you, first 771 00:42:04,760 --> 00:42:07,400 Speaker 1: of all, you understand one thing. You're gonna do what 772 00:42:07,520 --> 00:42:10,280 Speaker 1: you want anyway. That's the type of people you want. 773 00:42:11,080 --> 00:42:13,120 Speaker 1: So when you know what your child is like and 774 00:42:13,200 --> 00:42:15,399 Speaker 1: how they're going to grow up, you need to talk 775 00:42:15,480 --> 00:42:18,480 Speaker 1: to him because it's gonna be you or them, So 776 00:42:18,640 --> 00:42:20,640 Speaker 1: why not be both? You know, when we had on 777 00:42:20,760 --> 00:42:23,680 Speaker 1: the remember the Jewish mom with her daughter and I 778 00:42:23,760 --> 00:42:27,279 Speaker 1: FaceTime you, she was saying that she would let the 779 00:42:27,320 --> 00:42:29,759 Speaker 1: daughter's boyfriend sleep over, and I was like, I don't 780 00:42:29,760 --> 00:42:31,560 Speaker 1: know if my mom would ever do that. And then 781 00:42:31,800 --> 00:42:33,960 Speaker 1: she was like, well, where else are they gonna have sex? 782 00:42:34,000 --> 00:42:36,040 Speaker 1: They're gonna just go to some random places get caught 783 00:42:36,360 --> 00:42:38,200 Speaker 1: or rental hotel, Like might as gonna do it in 784 00:42:38,280 --> 00:42:40,960 Speaker 1: my fucking house? She said, I'd be making breakfast with them, 785 00:42:41,040 --> 00:42:44,320 Speaker 1: Like come on, and as weird as it is, it 786 00:42:44,520 --> 00:42:48,680 Speaker 1: sounds weird. Yeah, like I could see me doing that. Well, 787 00:42:49,080 --> 00:42:52,600 Speaker 1: even when we had Toria's safety, like Torri and who 788 00:42:53,440 --> 00:42:55,640 Speaker 1: tor and that's what we're talking about? Oh yeah, no, 789 00:42:55,760 --> 00:42:59,160 Speaker 1: but Lulu Tori and Lulu, not only the breakfast aspect, 790 00:42:59,239 --> 00:43:02,480 Speaker 1: but her even like buying of the lingerie, having those 791 00:43:02,560 --> 00:43:05,640 Speaker 1: open conversations. And I don't ever think you even really 792 00:43:05,680 --> 00:43:08,600 Speaker 1: had those conversations like so who are you fucking? Because 793 00:43:08,640 --> 00:43:13,040 Speaker 1: you just wanted I don't remember. No, no, I didn't 794 00:43:13,120 --> 00:43:17,279 Speaker 1: use those words. I was just said, okay, no, she 795 00:43:17,440 --> 00:43:21,040 Speaker 1: would do whoever would she go and do her thing? Right? 796 00:43:21,800 --> 00:43:27,080 Speaker 1: My thing was just him an ugly one. She didn't 797 00:43:27,120 --> 00:43:32,600 Speaker 1: have the Oh my god lord, the DJ right, I 798 00:43:32,640 --> 00:43:37,920 Speaker 1: don't know what whoever ugly ugly was you had that 799 00:43:39,600 --> 00:43:42,680 Speaker 1: everybody she saw something and then she let the ugliest 800 00:43:42,719 --> 00:43:45,880 Speaker 1: nigga she don't have a baby, and he was ugly, Like, 801 00:43:45,960 --> 00:43:50,320 Speaker 1: how do you even something wrong? I did something wrong? Ugly? 802 00:43:51,560 --> 00:43:54,920 Speaker 1: I don't wait, I don't believe in what people should 803 00:43:54,960 --> 00:43:59,000 Speaker 1: look like, but not ugly. That ugly? You know what 804 00:43:59,600 --> 00:44:05,920 Speaker 1: was a I was he must could cook. That's the 805 00:44:06,000 --> 00:44:07,600 Speaker 1: one did you roll over? That's the one that had 806 00:44:07,600 --> 00:44:11,399 Speaker 1: the gun under the pillow, right, he was he kept 807 00:44:11,440 --> 00:44:15,520 Speaker 1: me safe. I just you know what it was like, ugly, 808 00:44:15,640 --> 00:44:18,960 Speaker 1: it's safe. There was one thing I will say that 809 00:44:19,120 --> 00:44:22,120 Speaker 1: I think happened. I went through a bad boy face 810 00:44:22,239 --> 00:44:24,759 Speaker 1: because like I didn't really grow up with that at all, 811 00:44:25,480 --> 00:44:26,800 Speaker 1: you know what I mean, Like my dad and my 812 00:44:26,960 --> 00:44:29,759 Speaker 1: dad feel like you didn't grow up feeling pretty. You 813 00:44:29,920 --> 00:44:33,279 Speaker 1: never felt pretty. I know it took time. She never 814 00:44:33,440 --> 00:44:36,560 Speaker 1: felt she was good enough. She never had felt because 815 00:44:36,600 --> 00:44:39,560 Speaker 1: she had eczema. It's a very hard thing to like, 816 00:44:40,280 --> 00:44:42,600 Speaker 1: you know. So I think it's stemmed from being the 817 00:44:42,719 --> 00:44:45,440 Speaker 1: mixed kid in private schools. I really do. I I 818 00:44:45,880 --> 00:44:48,520 Speaker 1: just feel like I was like always a not like 819 00:44:48,600 --> 00:44:50,600 Speaker 1: the outcast for sure. But she only did private schools 820 00:44:50,640 --> 00:44:53,360 Speaker 1: in elementary right because middle school and yeah, but like 821 00:44:53,440 --> 00:44:55,320 Speaker 1: it took me for a long time, but it was 822 00:44:55,680 --> 00:44:58,120 Speaker 1: sucked me up. Um the cheerleading team when I was 823 00:44:58,160 --> 00:45:00,680 Speaker 1: in middle school. I got you out of that. It 824 00:45:00,840 --> 00:45:03,960 Speaker 1: was really hard. And then just like I don't know, 825 00:45:04,200 --> 00:45:09,080 Speaker 1: so that made me feel ugly. And then then exam 826 00:45:09,239 --> 00:45:11,360 Speaker 1: was awful. You know, not until I got my period 827 00:45:11,400 --> 00:45:12,520 Speaker 1: that I really go out of it. But I was 828 00:45:12,600 --> 00:45:17,200 Speaker 1: embarrassed about my skin and just how I looked. You 829 00:45:17,239 --> 00:45:23,000 Speaker 1: would never believe the horrible decision. Wheezy was it? Insecure 830 00:45:24,000 --> 00:45:26,000 Speaker 1: little girl? I don't think I'll talked about that that 831 00:45:26,080 --> 00:45:29,040 Speaker 1: we all we've talked about. Hope you did because look 832 00:45:29,120 --> 00:45:33,759 Speaker 1: at her now. But it takes time, and everything takes time, securities, 833 00:45:34,560 --> 00:45:36,839 Speaker 1: to be honest, hate to get that deep or how 834 00:45:37,239 --> 00:45:42,279 Speaker 1: I think it's happened in relationships. Oh yeah, you were good. 835 00:45:43,560 --> 00:45:47,600 Speaker 1: Emotionally abused is easy when you're an insecure person. It 836 00:45:47,680 --> 00:45:49,000 Speaker 1: took time to go out of that, and I think 837 00:45:49,080 --> 00:45:54,799 Speaker 1: my independence really elevated about myself. And now you could 838 00:45:54,800 --> 00:45:57,719 Speaker 1: be a whore. She was a horrible before that. To 839 00:45:57,840 --> 00:46:00,760 Speaker 1: my point, I think those bad boy is right because 840 00:46:00,920 --> 00:46:05,080 Speaker 1: how true I do because I because they were ugly, babe, 841 00:46:06,080 --> 00:46:08,719 Speaker 1: they look good to okay, but I wanted someone like 842 00:46:08,880 --> 00:46:12,360 Speaker 1: rough around the edges because they made me feel super No, no, stopped. 843 00:46:12,520 --> 00:46:14,480 Speaker 1: I have to tell this one story. Do we have time. 844 00:46:16,400 --> 00:46:22,120 Speaker 1: I'm going to the hospital. Okay, don't we see's only 845 00:46:23,200 --> 00:46:27,280 Speaker 1: baby fourteen? Oh my god, I have to tell the story. 846 00:46:29,600 --> 00:46:32,200 Speaker 1: And I'm going to the hospital. My mother's with me, 847 00:46:32,600 --> 00:46:36,960 Speaker 1: whe he's with me, And there's this guy barely any 848 00:46:37,040 --> 00:46:40,640 Speaker 1: clothes on, sitting at the wheel chair in the corner, 849 00:46:40,840 --> 00:46:44,719 Speaker 1: just got and Wheezie says he's cute. And my mother 850 00:46:44,760 --> 00:46:48,160 Speaker 1: and I looked at each other and went who and 851 00:46:48,280 --> 00:46:52,600 Speaker 1: Weesie said I could fix him up. At fourteen years 852 00:46:52,640 --> 00:46:56,840 Speaker 1: of age. Come on, now, only a horrible decision person 853 00:46:56,920 --> 00:47:01,560 Speaker 1: could do this. He was, you know, like, oh, Tandlo 854 00:47:01,760 --> 00:47:04,520 Speaker 1: Park ghetto is out. I remember my mom picked me 855 00:47:04,600 --> 00:47:06,400 Speaker 1: up from my boyfriend's since Handela a part and she 856 00:47:06,560 --> 00:47:11,160 Speaker 1: was like, this is at this is the answer? Oh god? 857 00:47:11,520 --> 00:47:13,279 Speaker 1: You know what? He was Even funnier, one of the 858 00:47:13,320 --> 00:47:15,759 Speaker 1: guys that used to date went to jail and then 859 00:47:15,800 --> 00:47:17,239 Speaker 1: once I moved out of the house or whatever, he 860 00:47:17,360 --> 00:47:19,480 Speaker 1: was writing me. My mom couldn't stand him back then. 861 00:47:20,160 --> 00:47:23,200 Speaker 1: Why don't you write Georgia letter? My man, he's got 862 00:47:23,280 --> 00:47:25,919 Speaker 1: nothing to do in there. Who knows how I'll write? 863 00:47:25,960 --> 00:47:30,440 Speaker 1: I'm ship. Let me tell you why I'm so particular. 864 00:47:30,480 --> 00:47:34,320 Speaker 1: You guys are gonna hear some bleeps. I feel like, 865 00:47:35,360 --> 00:47:39,000 Speaker 1: because like when some people know my first name, they've 866 00:47:39,080 --> 00:47:42,920 Speaker 1: just violated and waiting to appreciate. And to me, I 867 00:47:43,000 --> 00:47:46,000 Speaker 1: think it's funny when people write me like you said, Amanda. 868 00:47:46,400 --> 00:47:48,720 Speaker 1: Do you all really think I was born with two eyes? 869 00:47:48,920 --> 00:47:51,960 Speaker 1: And Mandy. You're the one who told me one day 870 00:47:52,160 --> 00:47:54,640 Speaker 1: you said Amanda, and I'm like, I haven't now I 871 00:47:54,760 --> 00:47:57,279 Speaker 1: just say a minute, But I'm like, what else is 872 00:47:57,400 --> 00:48:00,200 Speaker 1: mandy short for you? Think her name is Betty. We 873 00:48:00,320 --> 00:48:03,439 Speaker 1: went two eyes. I was just like bro. I could 874 00:48:03,440 --> 00:48:06,320 Speaker 1: say Amanda Bro like it's better, like you know I 875 00:48:06,480 --> 00:48:08,440 Speaker 1: and I even brought up how I used to get 876 00:48:08,520 --> 00:48:11,600 Speaker 1: joked on a man. Duh that dumbass thing. Do you 877 00:48:11,640 --> 00:48:15,080 Speaker 1: know people still say that? God damn jokes. I swear 878 00:48:15,160 --> 00:48:18,239 Speaker 1: to God. I have a question for two. I have 879 00:48:18,320 --> 00:48:24,759 Speaker 1: a question for both of you, but having sex. I 880 00:48:24,840 --> 00:48:28,799 Speaker 1: know you have sex, no having sex individual, which one 881 00:48:29,560 --> 00:48:32,279 Speaker 1: do you think was your best and your best? I 882 00:48:32,320 --> 00:48:35,000 Speaker 1: said on the podcast, what I had sex ten times 883 00:48:35,040 --> 00:48:37,279 Speaker 1: in one night. We went to a second that that 884 00:48:37,400 --> 00:48:44,239 Speaker 1: was last my best, my sexual edit Mom, yes it was. 885 00:48:44,480 --> 00:48:46,680 Speaker 1: It was the freakiest, nastiest night I've ever had. But 886 00:48:46,800 --> 00:48:49,839 Speaker 1: I got to take him. We went to the sex club. 887 00:48:49,960 --> 00:48:53,280 Speaker 1: We had other partners. It was amazing. It was changed 888 00:48:53,640 --> 00:48:55,759 Speaker 1: um no whips and changed. But I mean I pegged him. 889 00:48:55,800 --> 00:48:59,040 Speaker 1: I brought like the whole like you pay. Yeah, we 890 00:48:59,200 --> 00:49:02,080 Speaker 1: had um we had like but plugs that we were 891 00:49:02,239 --> 00:49:06,960 Speaker 1: using was essentially it was great that three sime I 892 00:49:07,000 --> 00:49:11,719 Speaker 1: hadn't with um you can't name you know that one, 893 00:49:11,800 --> 00:49:15,000 Speaker 1: and that was amazing. I was so in love with them. 894 00:49:15,160 --> 00:49:17,120 Speaker 1: That morning I was feeding both of them like what 895 00:49:17,320 --> 00:49:21,640 Speaker 1: you want? I want to go to the pool. And 896 00:49:21,960 --> 00:49:23,800 Speaker 1: actually I came down there and saw Mandy at the 897 00:49:23,840 --> 00:49:26,400 Speaker 1: pool and I she was tanning and I was like, Mandy, 898 00:49:26,480 --> 00:49:31,040 Speaker 1: I am just yeah, oh okay. That time I was 899 00:49:31,200 --> 00:49:35,080 Speaker 1: just like so um, confused on how it would go, 900 00:49:36,320 --> 00:49:38,120 Speaker 1: and like, yeah, like I've had three sims and they 901 00:49:38,160 --> 00:49:41,319 Speaker 1: were good. But to have a three sime with someone 902 00:49:41,400 --> 00:49:43,840 Speaker 1: that you're both like just that deep, you cared that 903 00:49:43,920 --> 00:49:46,520 Speaker 1: deeply about, which most people don't ever really have that experience. 904 00:49:46,960 --> 00:49:48,640 Speaker 1: Only you're in love with someone. You guys have sex 905 00:49:48,719 --> 00:49:50,880 Speaker 1: with someone that you're just attracted to the way that 906 00:49:50,920 --> 00:49:52,960 Speaker 1: I felt about both of them, It's just like it 907 00:49:53,040 --> 00:49:59,279 Speaker 1: was heightened, um, and I wanted it. She asked me 908 00:49:59,360 --> 00:50:01,520 Speaker 1: a question, She said, what would you think if I 909 00:50:01,800 --> 00:50:05,520 Speaker 1: lived with one guy and two girls and we're here? 910 00:50:05,560 --> 00:50:10,160 Speaker 1: We're here okay, And I said, do what's happy for 911 00:50:10,320 --> 00:50:14,120 Speaker 1: you and people and listeners, do what works for you. 912 00:50:14,440 --> 00:50:18,239 Speaker 1: Don't worry about what other people think. Be happy. That's 913 00:50:18,280 --> 00:50:21,239 Speaker 1: the chance. Did you die by yourself? You know? It's 914 00:50:21,520 --> 00:50:23,920 Speaker 1: it's it's not an easy thing to make choices of 915 00:50:23,960 --> 00:50:25,759 Speaker 1: other people don't like you know, since me and don't 916 00:50:25,800 --> 00:50:28,200 Speaker 1: worry about them have started this podcast. I've had a 917 00:50:28,280 --> 00:50:30,799 Speaker 1: hard time with that and just recently had I got 918 00:50:30,840 --> 00:50:32,399 Speaker 1: over it. And it was this one experience. I think 919 00:50:32,400 --> 00:50:34,239 Speaker 1: I might have said it to many privately, I don't know. 920 00:50:34,560 --> 00:50:40,719 Speaker 1: I was with Schendra in Tuloom and I I got 921 00:50:40,840 --> 00:50:43,600 Speaker 1: a comment or something or a screenshot from someone random 922 00:50:43,880 --> 00:50:45,520 Speaker 1: um and that was like, Oh, this is what they're 923 00:50:45,520 --> 00:50:47,560 Speaker 1: saying about you, and it's a blog where they talk shit. 924 00:50:48,560 --> 00:50:51,120 Speaker 1: And I got really upset about what they said. And 925 00:50:52,000 --> 00:50:53,920 Speaker 1: I was with Sendra and she looked at me and 926 00:50:54,000 --> 00:50:57,880 Speaker 1: she was like, we're in Tuloom. This is a five 927 00:50:58,000 --> 00:51:01,920 Speaker 1: star resort, and you think that you can get upset 928 00:51:02,000 --> 00:51:04,480 Speaker 1: about someone you don't even know that thinks you're ugly. 929 00:51:05,040 --> 00:51:07,320 Speaker 1: Oh you gotta be kidding and you never told me 930 00:51:07,440 --> 00:51:10,480 Speaker 1: that you're It really fucking hit me, like, oh yeah, 931 00:51:10,560 --> 00:51:13,880 Speaker 1: you miss the whole one of the rant about the 932 00:51:14,000 --> 00:51:16,880 Speaker 1: fan that know. But like it gets annoying, but like 933 00:51:18,200 --> 00:51:22,560 Speaker 1: if you take it too personal. She doesn't know Jim 934 00:51:22,640 --> 00:51:24,040 Speaker 1: and he's full of ship. She takes a person to 935 00:51:24,080 --> 00:51:26,520 Speaker 1: because you get mad and know it's the way they 936 00:51:26,600 --> 00:51:31,239 Speaker 1: say them. I don't come on here and girls, when 937 00:51:31,280 --> 00:51:33,520 Speaker 1: you ran online it's the same as ranting. Here it's 938 00:51:33,719 --> 00:51:36,000 Speaker 1: it's so I ran, and say how much I don't 939 00:51:36,040 --> 00:51:39,560 Speaker 1: care about then that's that's mean. At least that's your release, 940 00:51:39,640 --> 00:51:44,680 Speaker 1: that's yours. If I ran, whether it be speaking, send 941 00:51:44,760 --> 00:51:49,239 Speaker 1: it back, let them feel how are you feeling at 942 00:51:49,239 --> 00:51:51,120 Speaker 1: the end of the day. Both the things, whether what 943 00:51:51,280 --> 00:51:53,000 Speaker 1: kind of rant it is is meno. It's both the 944 00:51:53,080 --> 00:51:55,160 Speaker 1: warranted it to respond, so it bothers both of us. 945 00:51:55,280 --> 00:51:57,319 Speaker 1: I don't believe that people don't care. I believe I'm 946 00:51:57,360 --> 00:51:59,320 Speaker 1: starting to learn how to not care. I think you 947 00:52:00,280 --> 00:52:02,680 Speaker 1: can take care of you care. But when the things 948 00:52:02,719 --> 00:52:05,600 Speaker 1: aren't true, that's what's hard. But that's what they're trying 949 00:52:05,680 --> 00:52:08,200 Speaker 1: to do. They're trying to bring you down. It's true. 950 00:52:08,800 --> 00:52:10,800 Speaker 1: Up they're gonna bring you down. But you know, and 951 00:52:10,920 --> 00:52:16,720 Speaker 1: their only way of the only way for people. Because 952 00:52:16,960 --> 00:52:20,200 Speaker 1: you're doing so great and you sound great, you sound sexy, 953 00:52:20,200 --> 00:52:22,920 Speaker 1: and you doing everything you want to do. These people 954 00:52:23,480 --> 00:52:26,759 Speaker 1: have no way to come out like you're coming out 955 00:52:26,880 --> 00:52:30,040 Speaker 1: or no life, no life, no life. They can't even 956 00:52:30,160 --> 00:52:32,680 Speaker 1: come to a show. It hurts them to be honest 957 00:52:32,719 --> 00:52:35,600 Speaker 1: with you. When it gets hurtful, when it's fake pages 958 00:52:35,760 --> 00:52:38,600 Speaker 1: like and when it's about me and Mandy. When me 959 00:52:38,640 --> 00:52:41,160 Speaker 1: and Mandy are doing well, that's when I really get praised, 960 00:52:41,440 --> 00:52:43,759 Speaker 1: because then I think to myself, like I start to 961 00:52:43,840 --> 00:52:47,000 Speaker 1: regret how this podcast started, which is actually what made 962 00:52:47,040 --> 00:52:49,440 Speaker 1: us popular, right. We get in our little bits, we 963 00:52:49,480 --> 00:52:51,120 Speaker 1: get this friend of the energy. Mandy and I do 964 00:52:51,239 --> 00:52:52,560 Speaker 1: this little thing, but at the end of the day, 965 00:52:52,560 --> 00:52:56,480 Speaker 1: it's real organic content. But when things are going well, 966 00:52:56,640 --> 00:52:59,600 Speaker 1: sometimes I think, what did I do? Should we never 967 00:52:59,640 --> 00:53:02,120 Speaker 1: have done therapy episode? Should we never have done this? 968 00:53:02,200 --> 00:53:04,440 Speaker 1: And those things go through my head because I feel 969 00:53:05,120 --> 00:53:08,120 Speaker 1: bad that someone thinks that I to maade somebody else 970 00:53:08,239 --> 00:53:12,680 Speaker 1: lose out because of one comment, and you cannot think 971 00:53:12,840 --> 00:53:14,880 Speaker 1: like that. It's true. And that's why I've had to 972 00:53:15,160 --> 00:53:19,480 Speaker 1: start letting, because when I start getting upset, it could 973 00:53:19,520 --> 00:53:21,800 Speaker 1: be over one thing I saw, and then there's a 974 00:53:22,000 --> 00:53:24,400 Speaker 1: hundred thousand people that want to hear it. Love you 975 00:53:25,040 --> 00:53:27,040 Speaker 1: you know what I mean, or or even if I 976 00:53:27,120 --> 00:53:29,600 Speaker 1: could speak as if I'm angry, and then everyone's like, 977 00:53:29,640 --> 00:53:31,640 Speaker 1: what the funk? How what are you talking about? We 978 00:53:31,680 --> 00:53:33,800 Speaker 1: can't wait to see you where this is how excited 979 00:53:33,840 --> 00:53:36,239 Speaker 1: we are. This week was great, blah blah blah. So 980 00:53:36,480 --> 00:53:39,760 Speaker 1: I think it's just trying to weed out those shitty comments. 981 00:53:39,920 --> 00:53:41,719 Speaker 1: I could have three comments on a picture and the 982 00:53:41,719 --> 00:53:43,520 Speaker 1: one thing I'm gonna getting mad at damn, why your 983 00:53:43,600 --> 00:53:45,879 Speaker 1: hand looks so big? No, no, no, no, no, that's 984 00:53:45,920 --> 00:53:49,600 Speaker 1: just something they couldn't afford the tickets, so that was no. 985 00:53:50,000 --> 00:53:54,560 Speaker 1: I think the people your listeners, really, I hope, and 986 00:53:54,719 --> 00:53:58,759 Speaker 1: I think because I've been to your shows, understand that 987 00:53:59,080 --> 00:54:04,759 Speaker 1: you too. So it's so real. Everything you've done is real. 988 00:54:05,200 --> 00:54:07,480 Speaker 1: There's no makeup. Let's see what we can make up. 989 00:54:08,080 --> 00:54:10,560 Speaker 1: You actually do the ship it's not. I think the 990 00:54:10,640 --> 00:54:12,719 Speaker 1: other thing too, is it's very honest like making and 991 00:54:12,840 --> 00:54:15,000 Speaker 1: I know for a fact that there are other pods 992 00:54:15,040 --> 00:54:16,920 Speaker 1: out there that may not even speak when the mic 993 00:54:17,040 --> 00:54:20,040 Speaker 1: gets turned off. But Mandy and are very upfront and 994 00:54:20,160 --> 00:54:22,359 Speaker 1: forward about we've been in the studio somedays like damn 995 00:54:22,400 --> 00:54:25,200 Speaker 1: we were fighting. How many people will really say that 996 00:54:25,280 --> 00:54:28,160 Speaker 1: they were fighting last week, you know, And that transparency 997 00:54:28,280 --> 00:54:31,239 Speaker 1: between us has been so honest and been so real 998 00:54:31,320 --> 00:54:34,440 Speaker 1: and working through those problems. And I as much as 999 00:54:34,480 --> 00:54:36,480 Speaker 1: sometimes it can kick me in the asked when I 1000 00:54:36,520 --> 00:54:39,400 Speaker 1: read about it, I know it's also why people appreciate it. 1001 00:54:40,040 --> 00:54:42,920 Speaker 1: You know, there isn't a real people. I know that 1002 00:54:42,960 --> 00:54:46,719 Speaker 1: people appreciate that honesty. There's not this blinder on me 1003 00:54:46,840 --> 00:54:49,080 Speaker 1: and Mandy at all, with our audience at all. No, 1004 00:54:49,320 --> 00:54:52,200 Speaker 1: you are God. You are so real that it's almost 1005 00:54:52,239 --> 00:54:55,520 Speaker 1: I'm so glad you did the psychic I mean, people 1006 00:54:55,600 --> 00:54:59,600 Speaker 1: were blown away by I kicked therapist, therapist because that's 1007 00:54:59,640 --> 00:55:04,719 Speaker 1: your um because it kind of shocked them. But let 1008 00:55:04,800 --> 00:55:07,239 Speaker 1: people know how real you are. I mean, and this 1009 00:55:07,560 --> 00:55:10,080 Speaker 1: is you because you went for pulling weaves and all 1010 00:55:10,160 --> 00:55:15,760 Speaker 1: that when you to now sitting and have just stop 1011 00:55:17,600 --> 00:55:24,480 Speaker 1: because that's true. That's the thing and the sweet quest 1012 00:55:25,080 --> 00:55:29,600 Speaker 1: to go. No, no, man, My last week is just 1013 00:55:29,760 --> 00:55:31,360 Speaker 1: the two of you. Well, last day I want to 1014 00:55:31,360 --> 00:55:34,120 Speaker 1: talk about sad. The whole mail is just some reminiscent things, 1015 00:55:34,200 --> 00:55:36,279 Speaker 1: I mean, Mandyn till they get here and we got 1016 00:55:36,320 --> 00:55:39,120 Speaker 1: another five minutes um. Last night we brought up that 1017 00:55:39,239 --> 00:55:41,279 Speaker 1: Miami thing with the key. I don't remember that, do you? 1018 00:55:42,040 --> 00:55:44,960 Speaker 1: With so my mom my parents had an apartment in Miami. 1019 00:55:45,080 --> 00:55:47,120 Speaker 1: I grew up in Orlando, you know what. I was 1020 00:55:47,320 --> 00:55:49,279 Speaker 1: born in San fran We moved to Miami and my 1021 00:55:49,400 --> 00:55:51,759 Speaker 1: mom had to have a place in Miami because she 1022 00:55:51,920 --> 00:55:53,840 Speaker 1: needed She's like, I got to go. She needed to 1023 00:55:53,880 --> 00:55:58,279 Speaker 1: get away from the taxi people in Orlando. That's you say, jeez, mah. 1024 00:55:58,840 --> 00:56:01,440 Speaker 1: So anyway, I didn't say that. I said I'm just 1025 00:56:01,600 --> 00:56:03,920 Speaker 1: a no, I said I need a second home. I 1026 00:56:04,080 --> 00:56:07,160 Speaker 1: never said tacking people. I love a lad though. Whatever. 1027 00:56:07,400 --> 00:56:10,480 Speaker 1: So anyway, they had this condo and me and Mandy 1028 00:56:10,520 --> 00:56:13,120 Speaker 1: apparently went there without her, But I don't remember. Do 1029 00:56:13,239 --> 00:56:21,200 Speaker 1: we have dudes there old day? And did she really 1030 00:56:21,280 --> 00:56:23,480 Speaker 1: not know? I don't know, that's your pama. I don't 1031 00:56:23,480 --> 00:56:24,840 Speaker 1: know what you told her. We was just in here. 1032 00:56:24,960 --> 00:56:26,640 Speaker 1: What even gonna know what I told you? Drove? I 1033 00:56:26,719 --> 00:56:29,000 Speaker 1: know I drove, I drove my car. Now I had 1034 00:56:29,040 --> 00:56:33,560 Speaker 1: gone away. I had gone away, and you guys, it 1035 00:56:33,719 --> 00:56:38,000 Speaker 1: wasn't a weekend. She said. It was a memorial friends somewhere. 1036 00:56:38,200 --> 00:56:43,160 Speaker 1: So maybe you knew, No, you found nah, we definitely went. Yeah, 1037 00:56:43,760 --> 00:56:47,000 Speaker 1: that's when we partied with the franchise boys. I think 1038 00:56:47,239 --> 00:56:48,719 Speaker 1: I don't think it was a franchise, but I think 1039 00:56:48,719 --> 00:56:50,440 Speaker 1: it was the dude's the same party like a rock star? 1040 00:56:50,560 --> 00:56:53,760 Speaker 1: Is that not? The franchise boys shot boys or shot boys? 1041 00:56:54,960 --> 00:56:58,240 Speaker 1: And where are they today? Nowhere? They was that fucked 1042 00:56:58,320 --> 00:57:07,120 Speaker 1: up no watch Uh yeah, man. And then we drove 1043 00:57:07,200 --> 00:57:09,640 Speaker 1: back up to Orlando and we were talking to We 1044 00:57:09,760 --> 00:57:12,200 Speaker 1: ended up partying. What did she was though? Little Boothy? 1045 00:57:12,440 --> 00:57:14,320 Speaker 1: What did you think of Mandy back then? Did you 1046 00:57:14,360 --> 00:57:16,520 Speaker 1: think Mandy was crazy? Did you? It was there ever 1047 00:57:16,560 --> 00:57:19,840 Speaker 1: a friend you didn't like? No. I like Mandy because 1048 00:57:19,880 --> 00:57:23,760 Speaker 1: I like that energy. But I thought Mandy was the 1049 00:57:23,880 --> 00:57:29,160 Speaker 1: fast one. Little this one, Oh, I learned about that 1050 00:57:29,800 --> 00:57:32,040 Speaker 1: little did you know? You know there's a show and 1051 00:57:32,080 --> 00:57:33,920 Speaker 1: it's funny. I thought of me and Mandy when I 1052 00:57:34,000 --> 00:57:36,040 Speaker 1: watched the show the other day. It's called Working Moms 1053 00:57:36,560 --> 00:57:40,520 Speaker 1: and there's this innocent girl and you know her mom 1054 00:57:40,960 --> 00:57:43,600 Speaker 1: was like, how where did this e cigarette come from? 1055 00:57:43,640 --> 00:57:45,160 Speaker 1: She's like, mom, I didn't want to tell you, but 1056 00:57:45,760 --> 00:57:46,960 Speaker 1: you know so and so I had to hide it 1057 00:57:47,000 --> 00:57:49,520 Speaker 1: from her parents. So she come to find out. She 1058 00:57:49,600 --> 00:57:51,400 Speaker 1: saw these pictures with her daughter with the blunt with 1059 00:57:51,800 --> 00:57:53,880 Speaker 1: boys and she was sitting at the table and like, 1060 00:57:53,920 --> 00:57:56,080 Speaker 1: how was schooling? She was like it's great, mommy, and 1061 00:57:56,200 --> 00:57:57,720 Speaker 1: she likes she wanted to kill her, And I was like, wow, 1062 00:57:57,840 --> 00:58:01,360 Speaker 1: that was me with Mandy. And remember shod A, you 1063 00:58:01,480 --> 00:58:03,240 Speaker 1: got mad at her because you thought she pulled your 1064 00:58:03,280 --> 00:58:08,440 Speaker 1: vodka out. That was me. I tell you, I'm the friend, 1065 00:58:08,560 --> 00:58:10,320 Speaker 1: and I know it like I'm the friends when my 1066 00:58:10,400 --> 00:58:13,440 Speaker 1: friends have boyfriends, I'm fine. Just blame everything on me. 1067 00:58:13,680 --> 00:58:16,000 Speaker 1: You want to go ahead, And so I take in 1068 00:58:16,360 --> 00:58:19,560 Speaker 1: this bad stereotype for all my friends when they really 1069 00:58:19,640 --> 00:58:22,240 Speaker 1: just be doing some ship, and I'd be like, okay, 1070 00:58:22,320 --> 00:58:24,960 Speaker 1: just use me, which sucks because then when I do 1071 00:58:25,080 --> 00:58:26,720 Speaker 1: want to hang out with my friends, especially when they 1072 00:58:26,760 --> 00:58:28,960 Speaker 1: get in relationships, now, these things don't want you around. 1073 00:58:29,160 --> 00:58:32,280 Speaker 1: Many still wasn't many still was not ship. I was 1074 00:58:32,400 --> 00:58:36,080 Speaker 1: the ship, thank you, because let me tell you, always, 1075 00:58:36,720 --> 00:58:41,439 Speaker 1: just like non graduated, I still do like my ship 1076 00:58:41,520 --> 00:58:43,040 Speaker 1: I needed to do in class. When I say it 1077 00:58:43,160 --> 00:58:47,040 Speaker 1: wasn't ship, I mean because just like today, you know, 1078 00:58:47,280 --> 00:58:50,000 Speaker 1: it was like in those places with boucy and maybe yes, 1079 00:58:50,200 --> 00:58:52,280 Speaker 1: but to be fair, just like today, man, he was 1080 00:58:52,400 --> 00:58:53,960 Speaker 1: one with the hook up. She's like, we couldn't go 1081 00:58:53,960 --> 00:58:56,200 Speaker 1: to dadda and I'd be like, okay because I knew, 1082 00:58:56,200 --> 00:58:59,320 Speaker 1: but I was working like with NBA players and okay, 1083 00:58:59,600 --> 00:59:03,680 Speaker 1: so to get us you dealt with the drug dealers. 1084 00:59:03,720 --> 00:59:05,800 Speaker 1: I dealt with the celebrities and we still made it work. 1085 00:59:06,200 --> 00:59:13,080 Speaker 1: It's such a petty bitch, huge drug dealers. Well anyway, 1086 00:59:13,760 --> 00:59:15,760 Speaker 1: how we are closing out because our next guest to 1087 00:59:15,840 --> 00:59:19,120 Speaker 1: hear that nothing, I just think that, Um, you know 1088 00:59:19,240 --> 00:59:21,280 Speaker 1: what how we ended our opener video, how we used 1089 00:59:21,280 --> 00:59:23,920 Speaker 1: to end our show saying something nice about each other, 1090 00:59:24,080 --> 00:59:26,360 Speaker 1: except I want you to say it about us. MA. 1091 00:59:26,680 --> 00:59:29,360 Speaker 1: What's something that you notice different from the start? Crying 1092 00:59:31,040 --> 00:59:36,480 Speaker 1: I went, I went to your first show. I'm so 1093 00:59:36,720 --> 00:59:40,560 Speaker 1: proud of you guys, And then now I know the 1094 00:59:40,720 --> 00:59:45,040 Speaker 1: difficulties you had when you were young. Pullar. We've the 1095 00:59:45,160 --> 00:59:52,440 Speaker 1: men that weren't ship and now you've grown into such 1096 00:59:52,640 --> 00:59:58,440 Speaker 1: a cohesive place and telling the truth. Some of your 1097 00:59:58,520 --> 01:00:02,400 Speaker 1: stories sound crazy, but I couldn't about they are too true. 1098 01:00:02,760 --> 01:00:05,360 Speaker 1: Nobody could do this ship. But the people to think 1099 01:00:05,360 --> 01:00:08,080 Speaker 1: we were lying, I don't know how they get lying. 1100 01:00:08,280 --> 01:00:16,160 Speaker 1: And I have some photos. Okay, it's getting evidence now. No. 1101 01:00:16,400 --> 01:00:19,960 Speaker 1: But I actually last night, before I went out and 1102 01:00:20,240 --> 01:00:23,560 Speaker 1: before we had to kill your bottle, Yeah, me and 1103 01:00:23,680 --> 01:00:25,920 Speaker 1: your mom sat and talked and it really was I 1104 01:00:26,000 --> 01:00:28,000 Speaker 1: told her. I was like, listen, I know you don't 1105 01:00:28,040 --> 01:00:31,280 Speaker 1: heard some about me um over these last couple of years, 1106 01:00:31,320 --> 01:00:33,080 Speaker 1: but I was like, me and your daughter, like are 1107 01:00:33,120 --> 01:00:34,720 Speaker 1: in a space right now. I'm really glad we're in 1108 01:00:34,840 --> 01:00:37,080 Speaker 1: before this tour. First off, I've had to see you 1109 01:00:37,200 --> 01:00:39,520 Speaker 1: fucking almost every day this week, which I think if 1110 01:00:39,560 --> 01:00:41,200 Speaker 1: we were in a space we were a month ago, 1111 01:00:41,440 --> 01:00:42,880 Speaker 1: I don't know how. I don't know how we would 1112 01:00:42,880 --> 01:00:44,480 Speaker 1: have been able to do it. So like I was 1113 01:00:44,520 --> 01:00:47,960 Speaker 1: just talking to miss Jewel because I mean you, I've 1114 01:00:48,040 --> 01:00:50,439 Speaker 1: talked to you since I was fifteen, sixteen years old, 1115 01:00:50,480 --> 01:00:55,040 Speaker 1: from dating to us part smart thank you, but he 1116 01:00:55,160 --> 01:00:58,000 Speaker 1: was smart, thank you, even though I don't I'll be 1117 01:00:58,040 --> 01:01:00,680 Speaker 1: waking up worries on here. I am smart, y'all. But no, 1118 01:01:00,880 --> 01:01:02,360 Speaker 1: like we had like a real heart to heart and 1119 01:01:02,400 --> 01:01:04,600 Speaker 1: I like, just appreciate your mom for always being there, 1120 01:01:04,600 --> 01:01:08,160 Speaker 1: even my mom for understanding our dynamic every time there. 1121 01:01:08,280 --> 01:01:09,840 Speaker 1: Do you remember when I got in that car accident? 1122 01:01:09,920 --> 01:01:13,520 Speaker 1: Who came my mom? Andy's mom? Like you know, I 1123 01:01:13,640 --> 01:01:16,960 Speaker 1: think that it's a really there for each other in 1124 01:01:17,160 --> 01:01:19,640 Speaker 1: different ways, and even though we all have these wild 1125 01:01:19,720 --> 01:01:23,280 Speaker 1: as really big personalities and we fucking hate each other 1126 01:01:23,360 --> 01:01:26,320 Speaker 1: to death. Um at some points like but please understand 1127 01:01:26,800 --> 01:01:30,400 Speaker 1: what they say about their sexual experience and all that. 1128 01:01:32,320 --> 01:01:34,640 Speaker 1: You don't have to do it, but it's always a 1129 01:01:34,720 --> 01:01:41,000 Speaker 1: good try. And I not know We're done. Thank you guys, 1130 01:01:41,040 --> 01:01:43,280 Speaker 1: Thank you just doing as you guys know. Um, we 1131 01:01:43,760 --> 01:01:47,560 Speaker 1: have a Patreon It is now seven dollars a month, 1132 01:01:47,920 --> 01:01:49,520 Speaker 1: so if you want to become a patron. There are 1133 01:01:49,600 --> 01:01:52,800 Speaker 1: over fifty episodes in the archive. We drop an extra 1134 01:01:52,960 --> 01:01:56,600 Speaker 1: bonus three extra bonus episodes every month, and before we 1135 01:01:56,640 --> 01:01:57,880 Speaker 1: head out of here, we are going to leave you 1136 01:01:57,920 --> 01:01:59,760 Speaker 1: with a five minute clip from one of our bonus episodes. 1137 01:02:00,000 --> 01:02:01,360 Speaker 1: So we want to thank you guys for tuning in. 1138 01:02:01,520 --> 01:02:04,440 Speaker 1: Thank you guys for all of your support. Um, why 1139 01:02:04,480 --> 01:02:06,560 Speaker 1: couldn't get her heavy on Miss Pray without it? So 1140 01:02:10,160 --> 01:02:12,600 Speaker 1: and once again this has been yet another episode of 1141 01:02:12,680 --> 01:02:18,040 Speaker 1: horrible decisions. And I'm gonna try it. But one day 1142 01:02:18,280 --> 01:02:20,800 Speaker 1: I really start missing Hospital Dick. I can't tell you 1143 01:02:20,840 --> 01:02:22,880 Speaker 1: what it is. I don't know why. So I had 1144 01:02:22,920 --> 01:02:24,840 Speaker 1: to take a ship anyway, So I told Old Bay 1145 01:02:24,920 --> 01:02:28,200 Speaker 1: Season and listen, I got a bounce because I'm gonna 1146 01:02:28,200 --> 01:02:29,640 Speaker 1: go to the gym, and he's like, okay, and I 1147 01:02:29,680 --> 01:02:32,000 Speaker 1: do work out, so there wasn't anything far from the truth. 1148 01:02:32,080 --> 01:02:33,440 Speaker 1: I went to the gym, but I shouldn't it. But 1149 01:02:33,520 --> 01:02:35,120 Speaker 1: it wasn't the truth. I went to the gym but 1150 01:02:35,160 --> 01:02:37,080 Speaker 1: I took a ship. So I'm on the fucking hammock 1151 01:02:37,120 --> 01:02:39,680 Speaker 1: outside of our hotel, on the phone with hospital Dick 1152 01:02:39,720 --> 01:02:48,760 Speaker 1: for two hours. I come home thinking that all thinking that, like, 1153 01:02:50,560 --> 01:02:52,400 Speaker 1: I don't know, we're gonna have this amazing sex. When 1154 01:02:52,440 --> 01:02:55,080 Speaker 1: I come home and I am so fucking sick. I 1155 01:02:55,440 --> 01:02:57,960 Speaker 1: can't even move or walk or talk. Um. I get 1156 01:02:58,040 --> 01:03:01,200 Speaker 1: to hospital Dick's house Monday night, the day after I land. 1157 01:03:01,520 --> 01:03:03,560 Speaker 1: We're hanging out. I had to go to Alex's to 1158 01:03:03,600 --> 01:03:06,880 Speaker 1: work on some editing stuff. I'm at Alex's house there's 1159 01:03:07,240 --> 01:03:09,760 Speaker 1: I can't even breathe. He's like opening the window like 1160 01:03:10,080 --> 01:03:12,720 Speaker 1: I'm hyper ventilating, like I'm wheezing really bad, but like 1161 01:03:12,840 --> 01:03:16,400 Speaker 1: deep like chest like flegm. So hospital Dick lives closer 1162 01:03:16,440 --> 01:03:18,400 Speaker 1: to Alex. He sends me the uber, takes me to 1163 01:03:18,520 --> 01:03:21,760 Speaker 1: his house. I fall asleep. I wake up that morning, 1164 01:03:23,440 --> 01:03:28,040 Speaker 1: we have sex. He comes. I want to say, maybe 1165 01:03:28,640 --> 01:03:31,840 Speaker 1: sixty seconds later, no more than two minutes later, I'm 1166 01:03:31,960 --> 01:03:33,760 Speaker 1: violently throwing up. He sucked the s out of me, 1167 01:03:34,000 --> 01:03:35,840 Speaker 1: and I think the movement was going and I'm like, 1168 01:03:36,200 --> 01:03:40,600 Speaker 1: who like bad? Right, so fucking bad. I'm throwing up, 1169 01:03:40,880 --> 01:03:43,640 Speaker 1: shaking one point I started shooting and throwing up at 1170 01:03:43,680 --> 01:03:48,160 Speaker 1: the same time. It was so bad. No, no, I'm serious. 1171 01:03:50,920 --> 01:03:53,520 Speaker 1: Wait here, at this point, it's pretty gross, dude. I know. 1172 01:03:53,760 --> 01:03:55,600 Speaker 1: Hold on, I'm on the toilet and I had to 1173 01:03:55,640 --> 01:03:59,560 Speaker 1: get a fucking trash can because like the convulsions like 1174 01:04:00,360 --> 01:04:09,280 Speaker 1: this is this is gross. Wait. I was so sick. 1175 01:04:09,440 --> 01:04:11,600 Speaker 1: This nig is freaking out. I've got the door locked, 1176 01:04:11,600 --> 01:04:13,120 Speaker 1: but of course I'm not going to open it because 1177 01:04:13,160 --> 01:04:16,360 Speaker 1: you don't know what's going on, right, So he comes 1178 01:04:16,400 --> 01:04:19,440 Speaker 1: in like after everything's done, but I'm still like like 1179 01:04:19,560 --> 01:04:21,920 Speaker 1: dry heaving. Nigga has to throw me in the fucking bath. 1180 01:04:22,080 --> 01:04:26,200 Speaker 1: I was called like I'm done, so I can't even 1181 01:04:26,240 --> 01:04:27,840 Speaker 1: be left alone at this point. That's how sick I am. 1182 01:04:27,880 --> 01:04:29,840 Speaker 1: I had the worst flu I've ever had in my life. 1183 01:04:30,320 --> 01:04:34,800 Speaker 1: He was with me every single day. He didn't even 1184 01:04:34,840 --> 01:04:36,520 Speaker 1: want to leave me when he had to go to 1185 01:04:36,600 --> 01:04:39,000 Speaker 1: work because he was like the wheezing that I was 1186 01:04:39,080 --> 01:04:40,560 Speaker 1: doing was so bad. He was scared that I was 1187 01:04:40,560 --> 01:04:42,920 Speaker 1: gonna choke and die in my sleep. That nigga fucking 1188 01:04:42,960 --> 01:04:44,600 Speaker 1: did everything for me. I wanted to go home and 1189 01:04:44,680 --> 01:04:46,280 Speaker 1: not be in his house anymore. He was right there 1190 01:04:46,680 --> 01:04:49,440 Speaker 1: feeding me ship like everything. When I tell you there 1191 01:04:49,480 --> 01:04:51,680 Speaker 1: were snap back like rags an you know when you're 1192 01:04:51,680 --> 01:04:54,080 Speaker 1: like that cold is like it was like that to 1193 01:04:54,240 --> 01:04:58,920 Speaker 1: Old B Season and I'm sick nigga postmates me hundreds 1194 01:04:58,960 --> 01:05:01,400 Speaker 1: of dollars worth of stuff, right, I was gonna say, 1195 01:05:01,400 --> 01:05:04,280 Speaker 1: he told you that's what you get from figuring out 1196 01:05:05,680 --> 01:05:07,600 Speaker 1: like you probably got it from a triple hole. But anyway, 1197 01:05:07,720 --> 01:05:10,240 Speaker 1: like no, And it's crazy because this is the two 1198 01:05:10,360 --> 01:05:13,040 Speaker 1: different sides to the type of men that I'm dating 1199 01:05:13,160 --> 01:05:15,720 Speaker 1: right now. Type of man. Excuse me. One that's like 1200 01:05:15,800 --> 01:05:18,280 Speaker 1: in the fucking trenches with me and the other one 1201 01:05:18,360 --> 01:05:22,240 Speaker 1: who is he He's like, baby, I can't have you 1202 01:05:22,320 --> 01:05:24,720 Speaker 1: out here like this. So when he sent me all 1203 01:05:24,760 --> 01:05:27,280 Speaker 1: that ship, right, I was still grateful. I meet up 1204 01:05:27,280 --> 01:05:28,920 Speaker 1: we Old Bay Season in a night ago and I 1205 01:05:29,040 --> 01:05:30,400 Speaker 1: was like, I'll tell you something you know then they 1206 01:05:30,400 --> 01:05:31,880 Speaker 1: guy told you about and he was like yeah, he 1207 01:05:32,000 --> 01:05:34,440 Speaker 1: was like drid that's what he calls him. I was 1208 01:05:34,520 --> 01:05:36,720 Speaker 1: like he was with me and like giving me everything 1209 01:05:36,760 --> 01:05:40,240 Speaker 1: I needed. And he was like, okay, so why you 1210 01:05:40,280 --> 01:05:42,720 Speaker 1: ain't with and there and he was like you already 1211 01:05:42,760 --> 01:05:44,640 Speaker 1: know what this is. You want somebody who's gonna like 1212 01:05:44,760 --> 01:05:46,360 Speaker 1: baby and boo you. He's like, I'm gonna give you 1213 01:05:46,440 --> 01:05:49,000 Speaker 1: whatever you want. I'm just not that nigga. He's like, 1214 01:05:49,040 --> 01:05:50,520 Speaker 1: I want to always make sure you're good, but I 1215 01:05:50,520 --> 01:05:52,280 Speaker 1: don't need to check on you myself and my health 1216 01:05:52,320 --> 01:05:54,960 Speaker 1: is gonna get sucked up. But I want you to 1217 01:05:55,080 --> 01:05:58,000 Speaker 1: know I care about you. Why would I take a 1218 01:05:58,080 --> 01:05:59,680 Speaker 1: long ass trip with you? Why would we do this? 1219 01:05:59,760 --> 01:06:01,240 Speaker 1: Look all this time we spent together, This is me 1220 01:06:01,360 --> 01:06:03,680 Speaker 1: showing you my love. And if my love with language 1221 01:06:03,680 --> 01:06:05,560 Speaker 1: ain't feeding you the soup but sending it to you, 1222 01:06:06,120 --> 01:06:07,840 Speaker 1: I'm just telling you that's what it is? What what? 1223 01:06:08,000 --> 01:06:10,240 Speaker 1: What's your So we talked about that what is your 1224 01:06:10,760 --> 01:06:13,200 Speaker 1: love language again? Because I feel like it'd be all 1225 01:06:13,240 --> 01:06:15,400 Speaker 1: over the place with your pisces emotional ass. You want 1226 01:06:15,440 --> 01:06:17,480 Speaker 1: a niggnna do goddamn everything, and when you don't do 1227 01:06:17,600 --> 01:06:19,640 Speaker 1: one thing. That's why I think you are multiple lovers, 1228 01:06:19,720 --> 01:06:22,720 Speaker 1: because that woman is really gonna do be every love 1229 01:06:22,880 --> 01:06:25,040 Speaker 1: or not. But I think you like every love language rope, 1230 01:06:25,160 --> 01:06:28,720 Speaker 1: So I do supposed to have one. I mean they're 1231 01:06:28,720 --> 01:06:30,640 Speaker 1: a hierarchy of five. Yeah, the way you write them, 1232 01:06:30,680 --> 01:06:34,760 Speaker 1: they all align Suppo one five this hole says one 1233 01:06:34,840 --> 01:06:37,520 Speaker 1: on one, and that's the guy. I don't tell you 1234 01:06:37,640 --> 01:06:42,480 Speaker 1: why I'm screwed. My first one is gifts, my second 1235 01:06:42,520 --> 01:06:44,400 Speaker 1: one is physical touch, and my third one is acts 1236 01:06:44,440 --> 01:06:46,400 Speaker 1: of service, and basically I have all of that in 1237 01:06:46,480 --> 01:06:50,080 Speaker 1: them too, niggas. So I had to tell hospital Dick 1238 01:06:50,080 --> 01:06:51,760 Speaker 1: because he's really starting to fall for me. I could 1239 01:06:51,760 --> 01:06:53,720 Speaker 1: feel it. He's like, yo, I had a girlfriend of years, 1240 01:06:54,120 --> 01:06:55,600 Speaker 1: but but he told me, He's like, I'm head over 1241 01:06:55,640 --> 01:06:57,760 Speaker 1: heels about you. That's he literally said that to my face. 1242 01:06:57,800 --> 01:07:00,040 Speaker 1: He's like, you got me geeked. I think about to 1243 01:07:00,080 --> 01:07:02,440 Speaker 1: all the time. Dude. I was like, look, I am 1244 01:07:02,520 --> 01:07:06,040 Speaker 1: talking to somebody else. He's like, fine, if I have 1245 01:07:06,200 --> 01:07:08,240 Speaker 1: to learn to like deal with that ship because I'm 1246 01:07:08,280 --> 01:07:10,040 Speaker 1: not all things to all people. It is what it is. 1247 01:07:10,960 --> 01:07:14,160 Speaker 1: Why is it that that turned me off? Is that 1248 01:07:14,240 --> 01:07:18,120 Speaker 1: not insane? I was a non monogamous person. Hearing him 1249 01:07:18,200 --> 01:07:19,960 Speaker 1: say that made me feel like he was settling, and 1250 01:07:20,000 --> 01:07:22,600 Speaker 1: I was like, what the fund is wrong with me? 1251 01:07:23,880 --> 01:07:28,560 Speaker 1: It's not his job say his job because he ain't man, 1252 01:07:29,240 --> 01:07:31,000 Speaker 1: it's a job. I ain't gonna say his job. I 1253 01:07:31,040 --> 01:07:32,640 Speaker 1: ain't gonna say what his job is. He works with 1254 01:07:32,760 --> 01:07:33,800 Speaker 1: his hand because I ain't too