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Speaker 1: Hey guys, I'm Kaylie Shore and this is too much

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Speaker 1: to say asking questions it out you. Alright, we did

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Speaker 1: a best of episode last week, so I shared one

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Speaker 1: of my favorite episodes that we've done. Um, but this

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Speaker 1: week is back to original content. I had some stuff

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Speaker 1: come up last week, and uh, I just had to

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Speaker 1: I wanted to talk about things, um all things crushes,

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Speaker 1: like the kind you have as a kid in elementary school,

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Speaker 1: the kind you have on celebrities, and the kind you

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Speaker 1: because those kids were shameless kind of like, I mean,

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Speaker 1: there's embarrassment, but at the end of the day, it's

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Speaker 1: like your kid and you don't fully understand. But I

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Speaker 1: these crushes. And I just like, cringe, just so cringe,

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Speaker 1: so cringe. So I was speaking of cringe and let's

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Speaker 1: get started on the episode. So, my first crush ever

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Speaker 1: was my best friend's older brother and it started when

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Speaker 1: I was like six, Like I mean, what what can

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Speaker 1: what did I really do? What could I really have

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Speaker 1: done to make myself look better? And also he was

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Speaker 1: he's like, oh, get away from me, you know. And

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Speaker 1: I'm his little sister's annoying best friend who's just following

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Speaker 1: him everywhere. And it just didn't stop. Like I I

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Speaker 1: wrote songs about him as soon as I started writing

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Speaker 1: songs when I was six, And I've read back through

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Speaker 1: some of those at my mom's house and they're just

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Speaker 1: so so embarrassing. But I am a woman of action,

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Speaker 1: and I've never been able to just sit and watch

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Speaker 1: what I want and I wanted. We'll call him nikolai Um.

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Speaker 1: All of these will be pseudonyms. I'm not using anybody's

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Speaker 1: real names, but okay. So I went to church camp

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Speaker 1: with him and his little sister, and I decided because

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Speaker 1: I've heard the George Straight song around this time, um

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Speaker 1: called check Yester or now it's someone's like do you

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Speaker 1: if you do, well, then don't befit it. Take me

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Speaker 1: and yeah, you get it that one. So I basically

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Speaker 1: So I wrote it out and it was like, do

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Speaker 1: you want do you like me? Check yes or no?

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Speaker 1: If you check yes, please meet me at the trash

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Speaker 1: can outside the dining hall after dinner. And his little

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Speaker 1: So um, my second crush, we'll call him Stephen. He

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Speaker 1: so I've known him since I was probably two or three.

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Speaker 1: But around the time that I was getting over my

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Speaker 1: definitely thought I had cooties. So I continue have a

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Speaker 1: in a second. All right, so this god, I went

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Speaker 1: I've joked about this on Twitter a few times, but

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Speaker 1: that's why he still follows me, which is very funny

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Speaker 1: But I found Justin. We were through his song one time,

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Speaker 1: he just texted me the next day and it was

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Speaker 1: like ola, and um, we did end up meeting up

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Speaker 1: at the concert. And then this is where it gets

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Speaker 1: really bad. So I We're sending gifts back and forth,

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Speaker 1: which like I felt like was a millennial maiding call,

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Speaker 1: you know, I thought that was what you were supposed

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Speaker 1: to do. Um, and these I bet there's some like

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Speaker 1: subtext in these. Okay, So it was really hot out

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Speaker 1: that day and he ends a Oh no, I was

435
00:23:03,080 --> 00:23:06,000
Speaker 1: totally reading too far into this. He sends a gift

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00:23:06,040 --> 00:23:08,879
Speaker 1: of this guy's sweating and then I sent Nellie hot

437
00:23:08,880 --> 00:23:11,480
Speaker 1: in here, thinking that was like sexually suggestive. I guess

438
00:23:11,640 --> 00:23:14,120
Speaker 1: I want to punch myself in the face. And then

439
00:23:14,119 --> 00:23:15,600
Speaker 1: he sends this guy jumping in the pool and I

440
00:23:15,640 --> 00:23:18,720
Speaker 1: was like, you're coming up my pool whenever doesn't say anything.

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00:23:19,680 --> 00:23:22,119
Speaker 1: And then he was working with in the studio with

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Speaker 1: somebody later that day, but then was like, oh, you

443
00:23:23,720 --> 00:23:25,119
Speaker 1: should come by, and it was just him and this

444
00:23:25,160 --> 00:23:28,000
Speaker 1: guy that we were friends with, and I was like,

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Speaker 1: are you guys still working? It's like six pm. He goes, yep,

446
00:23:30,960 --> 00:23:32,520
Speaker 1: and I said, is there a good time for me

447
00:23:32,560 --> 00:23:35,240
Speaker 1: to come crash the party with the devil emoji face? Which,

448
00:23:35,240 --> 00:23:38,040
Speaker 1: like I'd already you know, we talked about it. He'd

449
00:23:38,040 --> 00:23:41,359
Speaker 1: said like come by. I wasn't just inviting myself, and

450
00:23:41,440 --> 00:23:43,399
Speaker 1: he goes, whatever, you whenever you want, and I'm like,

451
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Speaker 1: that's so fucking annoying. Why would you say whenever you want?

452
00:23:46,160 --> 00:23:48,800
Speaker 1: And then he goes um. I was like, okay, I'll

453
00:23:48,840 --> 00:23:52,600
Speaker 1: text you. We're probably around. He goes copy, and then

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Speaker 1: this is We're at the end of this. We're at

455
00:23:54,480 --> 00:23:57,679
Speaker 1: the end of this brief relationship with whatever I decided

456
00:23:57,720 --> 00:24:02,080
Speaker 1: to call him and Andrew clearly not his real name.

457
00:24:02,600 --> 00:24:05,080
Speaker 1: So I go over to his house and we're hanging

458
00:24:05,080 --> 00:24:07,440
Speaker 1: out in his studio. He's tracking guitars with this guy

459
00:24:07,440 --> 00:24:09,280
Speaker 1: that we're friends with, and I'm playing with his very

460
00:24:09,359 --> 00:24:11,720
Speaker 1: cute dog, very cute, brand new puppy that I was

461
00:24:11,840 --> 00:24:15,959
Speaker 1: very into, and we're all hanging out after and in retrospect,

462
00:24:16,000 --> 00:24:19,080
Speaker 1: I realized that um, I was waiting for the friend

463
00:24:19,160 --> 00:24:22,200
Speaker 1: to leave and and they were waiting for me to leave,

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00:24:22,800 --> 00:24:27,520
Speaker 1: and I just really misread the situation. So um so

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00:24:27,640 --> 00:24:33,040
Speaker 1: he walks me to my car, and uh, I just

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00:24:33,119 --> 00:24:36,320
Speaker 1: stare at him and he doesn't do anything, and then

467
00:24:36,320 --> 00:24:38,000
Speaker 1: he gave me like a weird side hug, and I

468
00:24:38,040 --> 00:24:40,120
Speaker 1: was like okay. And then I was like, I gotta

469
00:24:40,200 --> 00:24:42,800
Speaker 1: take one last bucking shot because this is like this

470
00:24:42,840 --> 00:24:44,560
Speaker 1: is dragging out too much. We've seen each other like

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00:24:44,640 --> 00:24:47,119
Speaker 1: every day for like week and half and like nothing's happened.

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00:24:47,359 --> 00:24:51,280
Speaker 1: And so I texted him and I said kiss me

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00:24:51,359 --> 00:24:56,639
Speaker 1: next time, and he goes, you best settled down with

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00:24:56,720 --> 00:25:00,240
Speaker 1: a winky face, and I said, it's hard to when

475
00:25:00,240 --> 00:25:05,600
Speaker 1: you're so attractive. Never responded, so like r I p

476
00:25:05,760 --> 00:25:09,240
Speaker 1: my pride and dignity right, never responded, And you know what,

477
00:25:09,359 --> 00:25:11,320
Speaker 1: in retrospect, I think I deserved that a little bit.

478
00:25:11,359 --> 00:25:13,959
Speaker 1: I was really cringe. But he also kind of like,

479
00:25:14,080 --> 00:25:15,959
Speaker 1: I don't know, did he lead me on? Did he not?

480
00:25:16,080 --> 00:25:18,080
Speaker 1: You guys, let me know what you think. But that

481
00:25:18,280 --> 00:25:24,080
Speaker 1: was mm hmm yeah. And and also like he said

482
00:25:24,200 --> 00:25:27,680
Speaker 1: fam a lot, like you call me fam, which doesn't

483
00:25:27,680 --> 00:25:30,840
Speaker 1: feel like something, you know, be like what's up? FAM?

484
00:25:31,000 --> 00:25:34,080
Speaker 1: Like I don't know, like fam, family? You don't want

485
00:25:34,080 --> 00:25:35,359
Speaker 1: to be family with the girl you have a crush

486
00:25:35,400 --> 00:25:40,240
Speaker 1: on me, you know, so that's uh, that's this episode

487
00:25:40,280 --> 00:25:42,840
Speaker 1: absolutely crushed. What I'm gonna send you guys out on though,

488
00:25:43,040 --> 00:25:46,199
Speaker 1: is this song I wrote about Andrew and this is

489
00:25:46,240 --> 00:25:49,159
Speaker 1: pretty much just the podcast in the song format, but

490
00:25:49,200 --> 00:25:51,200
Speaker 1: it's one of my favorite songs that I haven't released.

491
00:25:51,200 --> 00:25:53,080
Speaker 1: And this is the original work tape, so it's kind

492
00:25:53,080 --> 00:25:54,720
Speaker 1: of rough around the edges, but I want to share

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00:25:54,760 --> 00:25:57,040
Speaker 1: with you guys. So this one's called Glass. I'm Kayleie Shure.

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00:25:57,200 --> 00:25:58,760
Speaker 1: This is too much to say. I'll see you guys

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00:25:58,800 --> 00:26:15,359
Speaker 1: next week. M showing up lay to your place like

496
00:26:15,440 --> 00:26:19,320
Speaker 1: I'm too busy for you. And now I brought the

497
00:26:19,440 --> 00:26:25,320
Speaker 1: intentious crafty so you think God was cool, but turns

498
00:26:25,359 --> 00:26:30,199
Speaker 1: out you drink to keep. So now I'm taking a shine.

499
00:26:31,400 --> 00:26:37,720
Speaker 1: I'm pretending to be tipsy even though all night. Yeah,

500
00:26:38,080 --> 00:26:40,840
Speaker 1: I want you to lead on in accidentally touched my

501
00:26:40,960 --> 00:26:44,280
Speaker 1: legs down a little too close. Baby, just give me anything.

502
00:26:44,600 --> 00:26:47,359
Speaker 1: Maybe it's only my head. Maybe you'll just hard to

503
00:26:47,440 --> 00:26:50,280
Speaker 1: read either way that a little when you look at

504
00:26:50,320 --> 00:26:55,359
Speaker 1: me this show or wind to be like talking to

505
00:26:56,240 --> 00:27:00,159
Speaker 1: while I can see you with this is gonna go

506
00:27:00,760 --> 00:27:06,560
Speaker 1: if you work Crystal barn and try to break through it.

507
00:27:07,240 --> 00:27:12,080
Speaker 1: But I swear you've made a storm. Maybe you'll be

508
00:27:12,160 --> 00:27:16,199
Speaker 1: easier to crack. Yeah, I wish you was easier to

509
00:27:16,320 --> 00:27:33,320
Speaker 1: crack by lieslies, last flies, lilies b I asked your

510
00:27:33,520 --> 00:27:38,480
Speaker 1: friend if you're single, and he said that you are. So.

511
00:27:38,680 --> 00:27:43,200
Speaker 1: What the hell do you hesitate when you walk me

512
00:27:43,440 --> 00:27:47,520
Speaker 1: to my car? I heard you were a little drunk

513
00:27:47,520 --> 00:27:50,280
Speaker 1: from top on a Wednesday night asking on the bound

514
00:27:50,320 --> 00:27:52,560
Speaker 1: me and you brought me. I'm like three times in

515
00:27:52,800 --> 00:27:54,800
Speaker 1: it down. You're on the phone to shoot me me

516
00:27:54,960 --> 00:27:57,480
Speaker 1: at the ashwell by and you draw me home, bab

517
00:27:57,560 --> 00:28:02,320
Speaker 1: me just come in which you world wind job like

518
00:28:02,560 --> 00:28:07,879
Speaker 1: chalking too long. I can see what this is gonna

519
00:28:08,080 --> 00:28:14,600
Speaker 1: go if you want crystalver trying to break through it.

520
00:28:15,280 --> 00:28:20,200
Speaker 1: But I swear I made a storm and maybe be

521
00:28:20,280 --> 00:28:25,560
Speaker 1: easier to crack. Yeah, I was you easy crack by

522
00:28:27,160 --> 00:28:55,320
Speaker 1: bye bye, criss cuse by bye bye. Tow me all

523
00:28:55,600 --> 00:29:01,960
Speaker 1: at your exit. She was the German tell me that

524
00:29:02,160 --> 00:29:08,240
Speaker 1: you were, but I should see you in your I'm

525
00:29:08,320 --> 00:29:11,640
Speaker 1: wishing on me on sign that you ever break food.

526
00:29:14,880 --> 00:29:17,560
Speaker 1: Stop picking up on all the my realize I'll never

527
00:29:17,720 --> 00:29:31,360
Speaker 1: break you. Bye. Claes clives class wish you a wint

528
00:29:31,560 --> 00:29:36,800
Speaker 1: away like talking to while I could see what this

529
00:29:37,560 --> 00:29:44,560
Speaker 1: is gonna go. I p criss Ober. I'm trying to wakeful,

530
00:29:45,400 --> 00:29:50,240
Speaker 1: but I swear you're made of stone, and maybe you'll

531
00:29:50,280 --> 00:29:55,040
Speaker 1: be easier to crack down. I wish you're easier to cry.

532
00:29:55,520 --> 00:30:13,640
Speaker 1: Cuy by by bye, cry as by eyes. Fine, but

533
00:30:14,040 --> 00:30:18,040
Speaker 1: don't go and have your questions. Please do answers. So

534
00:30:19,040 --> 00:30:22,800
Speaker 1: I'm going to us, said, now turn it out of

535
00:30:22,960 --> 00:30:23,000
Speaker 1: you