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Speaker 1: And these things started unlocking on did it?

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Speaker 1: On my singing retention journey? She said you don't come?

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Speaker 2: She changed in all her energy because I wanted.

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Speaker 3: Are you an angel?

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Speaker 2: What you just said?

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Speaker 1: Are you an angel? I'm then Angel of Phil. Certain

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Speaker 1: Have you ever watched porn and masturbated and celebrated another

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Speaker 2: Learn the surrender? You born again? I'm a king, I'm

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Speaker 1: An emperor, learn the surrender, and I'm disembracing in my

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Speaker 2: Love all around me.

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Speaker 2: Sorry not sorry. You can ask my team, Hey, John,

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Speaker 3: This over the game. All right, everybody, welcome to Truth

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Speaker 3: after Dark.

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Speaker 4: Do you think that men or women are more toxic? Hello,

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Speaker 4: beautiful people, welcome to another episode of the Truth after Dark.

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Speaker 5: I am your host, a Zar Faraday. Of course, we.

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Speaker 4: Got Paul Pierce today, and we have a very special guest.

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Speaker 4: Today's guest is a man who moves with purpose and

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Speaker 4: speaks with power. From multi platinum hits to deep spiritual

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Speaker 4: awakening awakenings.

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Speaker 6: He's known for keeping it raw, real and.

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Speaker 4: Unapologetically honest, an artist, a philosopher, and my personal favorite,

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Speaker 4: Kevin Gates.

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Speaker 6: Of course, thank you, Kevin.

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Speaker 2: That was a hell of an intro.

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Speaker 3: Yes, of course, take it.

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Speaker 4: Okay, I mean it, I mean it. How are you

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Speaker 4: feeling tonight? You look amazing the suits.

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Speaker 2: That's how I feel.

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Speaker 6: Okay, That's what I'm talking about.

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Speaker 4: Well, we're really really honored to have you here tonight, Like, yeah,

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Speaker 4: I couldn't wait to interview you. I think you're incredible

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Speaker 4: and I've been watching your journey. I know Paul has

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Speaker 5: We always see your content.

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Speaker 4: We're like damn, And to me it hits deep because

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Speaker 4: I resonate with a lot that you say, and I

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Speaker 5: How does that feel like?

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Speaker 4: I know that healing is not easy, so how does

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Speaker 1: The greatest teachers teach without teaching, and everybody on earth

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Speaker 3: I understand you. And that's what's going to lead me

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Speaker 3: That's powerful.

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Speaker 2: Your body is all energy. Everything is energy.

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Speaker 3: I understand that.

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Speaker 1: Everything is energy and these things start unlocking on.

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Speaker 1: They'll start realizing, like why is it a problem? Like

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Speaker 2: What is that? Yeah, that's the golden fluid. That's the

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Speaker 3: Every woman has this. You don't know about this girl. This.

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Speaker 6: I never heard this in my life, So I'm trying

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Speaker 6: That's real.

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Speaker 3: And I'm like, I'm actually just but have you.

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Speaker 1: Have you ever watched porn and masturbated and celebrated another

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Speaker 3: I used to though, I don't think I've ever been

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Speaker 2: And of the man.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, because like I'm a freak for like new information.

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Speaker 1: Like I love to be stimulated mentally, right, Like I

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Speaker 2: Right.

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Speaker 1: You ever had a conversation with somebody and I'm like,

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Speaker 3: And then you didn't have conversations with stimulate you. It's like, yes,

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Speaker 3: like damn and it's beautiful. It's like and it's beautiful.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, that's the intellectual incurse.

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Speaker 3: So when you like, when you have that with uh female,

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Speaker 3: Because that don't come around. That don't happen a lot.

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Speaker 2: You know.

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Speaker 1: Sometimes, you know, sometimes we're not protective of our energy

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Speaker 2: But that's physically right.

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Speaker 1: But I've been working with this other guy, you know

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Speaker 3: Are you an angel?

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Speaker 5: What you just said?

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Speaker 3: Are you an angel?

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Speaker 1: I'm the Angel of Phil, the Angel of Peel, the

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Speaker 2: What you're saying.

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Speaker 3: Yes, sir, you understand.

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Speaker 1: Yes, sir, he who opposes us in his heart? Do

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Speaker 1: Do you tell people that those who have eyes let

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Speaker 1: It ain't for me to put it there. They know

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Speaker 2: Yes, sir, I got.

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Speaker 3: That one. We speak the same language. Nice to be.

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Speaker 2: I love that I had.

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Speaker 3: I had Hey, he understands because I think I go

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Speaker 3: I stood that one because this is something that's different

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Speaker 1: Signs are for the conscious mind. Yeah, it ain't for everybody.

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Speaker 1: I understand, right, speak the language of our own.

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Speaker 3: Yes, go ahead, girl, this is.

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Speaker 5: Something This is something different.

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Speaker 3: This is something different. I'm telling you, No, I love it.

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Speaker 4: That's why I even resonated, because I feel like you

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Speaker 5: And I think that people.

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Speaker 3: When was the last time you've been angry? I get

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Speaker 3: Well, the thing is it's it's for me like that.

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Speaker 3: It's not anger. You can say whatever. You can throw

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Speaker 3: So I don't allow that emotion no more. And I'm

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Speaker 3: I'm something, Yeah, all right, I got a huge okay, okay, anything.

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Speaker 2: Anything that we pull.

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Speaker 1: That we push away from us, Okay.

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Speaker 3: So it's about being.

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Speaker 3: Okay, having a dialog with myself, for I didn't have

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Speaker 4: But you can have a feeling and release it so

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Speaker 5: Let it be released.

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Speaker 3: So like with the with the journey as far as

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Speaker 1: That's the greatest spiritual warfare what you put in your

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Speaker 5: That's real.

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Speaker 3: That was the part accountability.

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Speaker 4: Little Boosy's So. Little Boosey recently said on like he

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Speaker 4: but he was like, I.

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Speaker 5: Don't care what no one says. I need a woman.

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Speaker 4: And he was like, I feel like men need women

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Speaker 4: more than they like to admit that they do, and

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Speaker 4: not just sexually. He was like, sometimes I just want

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Speaker 4: my woman around to lay up with. He just values

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Speaker 4: a woman's presence and he just feels like a woman

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Speaker 4: just gets there, gets his shit together, like gets.

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Speaker 5: Him feeling better motivated.

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Speaker 4: Gets his like cracking, and like just her presence alone

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Speaker 4: just brings that energy. And a lot of women are like,

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Speaker 4: the clip is going viral because a lot of women

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Speaker 4: are like, Okay, damn, we don't hear men talking like

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Speaker 4: that as often anymore.

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Speaker 5: What are your thoughts?

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Speaker 3: You know, it's to each of his own, you know,

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Speaker 3: And you know it's just like I think in Booty case,

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Speaker 3: you know, he getting a little older, so he like,

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Speaker 3: you know, probably he ain't doing the same things he

540
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Speaker 3: used to do, and he like, you know, I need that,

541
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Speaker 3: you know, I need that comfort. You know, women do

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Speaker 3: bring comfort to the man when it's the right one.

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Speaker 3: It depends on the woman. It can't, like he said,

544
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Speaker 3: it can't be any old woman just for sex and

545
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Speaker 3: all that. It gotta be one that bring comfort, emotional

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Speaker 3: stability that just uplift you, get you keep you motivated,

547
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Speaker 3: things in that nature. And you know, some men need

548
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Speaker 3: that little kick in the ass, you know from a woman.

549
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Speaker 3: You know, sometimes men aren't self motivated, and you know,

550
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Speaker 3: getting to a place in their life to where you know,

551
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Speaker 3: depression starts kicking in, you know, and a woman can

552
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Speaker 3: uplift you. And I get what he's saying. You know,

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Speaker 3: in a certain space in your life, you want to

554
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Speaker 3: feel that because as men, we don't want to be

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Speaker 3: ones that's to die along. You know. You want somebody

556
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Speaker 3: that's gonna take care you, uplift you, emotionally, physically, all

557
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Speaker 3: of those things. So I get what he's saying, you know,

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Speaker 3: and women to provide that.

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Speaker 5: But you just think that that's an older man thing.

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Speaker 4: You don't think that all men, Like a lot of

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Speaker 4: men feel that of all ages.

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Speaker 3: I feel exactly what say it again again, Like.

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Speaker 5: It's just simple like that women.

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Speaker 3: I just don't think people need a woman. I don't

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Speaker 3: think women need a man. It's a one regardless of

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Speaker 3: if you're independent. If you're independent and you in peace

567
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Speaker 3: with yourself, Listen, I lived my whole life and with

568
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Speaker 3: my mom as a single parent, and she didn't get

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Speaker 3: married until she was like seventy, you know, And so

570
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Speaker 3: I come up to see like, damn, my mama didn't

571
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Speaker 3: need no man.

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Speaker 6: She didn't need it, but it would have made her life.

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Speaker 3: She wanted that.

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Speaker 5: But we're not.

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Speaker 4: We're not like you're I don't think we should fix

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Speaker 4: it on the need or I'm just talking about no,

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Speaker 4: I'm just talking I don't think anyone needs anything except

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Speaker 4: oxygen and help.

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Speaker 3: People need that. People need a woman, people off for

580
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Speaker 3: people to be alone. Yeah, but it really is a

581
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Speaker 3: need for some people, for a lot of people.

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Speaker 4: It's not it's never you can, you can, you can

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Speaker 4: make it happen, but the point is not.

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Speaker 3: It is a need. You talk to people like people

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Speaker 3: need that stimulation from a woman, people like men actually

586
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Speaker 3: like my cousin, like he wanted and needed. Like like,

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Speaker 3: you're the one.

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Speaker 4: Who just said you don't think anyone needs a woman

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Speaker 4: or man. You know you just said that I wanted

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Speaker 4: and needed. Yeah, you said you don't think anyone needs.

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Speaker 3: I should need that. People want that.

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Speaker 6: So what are you saying because nothing you just said

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Speaker 6: made sense.

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Speaker 3: It does make sense.

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Speaker 6: No, you just said, do you know what you just said?

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Speaker 3: I know what I just said.

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Speaker 4: Okay, all right, no, exactly what I said. Yeah, I'm

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Speaker 4: so confused.

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Speaker 3: Like we don't need it, but we want it. But

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Speaker 3: then there's some people that actually need it.

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Speaker 5: He just said, you don't think anybody needs a man.

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Speaker 3: Some people that need.

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Speaker 4: It, all right, But that's not the question I was asking.

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Speaker 4: I was just asking do you feel like that's just

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Speaker 4: an older man thing. The people who value a woman's presence.

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Speaker 4: We're not talking about like needs or wants. We're saying

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Speaker 4: he Woosey said he values a woman's presence. He loves

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Speaker 4: having a woman around because he feels like it makes

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Speaker 4: his life better. He's not saying he needs it. He's

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Speaker 4: just saying, I value it. I feel like it makes

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Speaker 4: me feel better, It makes me feel uplifted, It makes

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Speaker 4: me feel like, you know, someone who's there laying up

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Speaker 4: with me. Like just the He said that the presence

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Speaker 4: of a woman just makes his stock go up.

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Speaker 6: In his mind.

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Speaker 4: And you were saying like, yeah, I feel like an

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Speaker 4: older if you're older for this or that's him. But

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Speaker 4: I'm saying, do you not think that that's like men

619
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Speaker 4: of all ages can feel that way.

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Speaker 5: You just think that that's just what older man and feel.

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Speaker 3: Oh that's a tough one. I mean I think older

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Speaker 3: man more than younger man. Yeah, I mean, just you know,

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Speaker 3: that's just what he wants. That's what he feels makes

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Speaker 3: him whole, you know, because when you've had it and

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Speaker 3: you lost it and you ain't got it no more,

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Speaker 3: it's just like, damn, I need that. I want that,

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Speaker 3: you know, And that's not all men. But you know,

628
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Speaker 3: for him, he see how he is with a woman

629
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Speaker 3: compared to when he without a woman, and that's what

630
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Speaker 3: makes me feel like the reason he's saying these things.

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Speaker 3: So has that carried over into Like so it's carried

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Speaker 3: all of that, it's just carried over to I used

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Speaker 3: to over compensate m with relationship ships, and that's a

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Speaker 1: I had to be honest with myself. I used to overcompensate.

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Speaker 1: But the door don't swing both ways. That's why I

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Speaker 1: made that post. I was a lot of people's best friend.

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Speaker 1: They just weren't mane ooh ooh.

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Speaker 4: That's deep and that's real. When you would overcompensate, what

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Speaker 4: are the things you.

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Speaker 2: Would do, Like I give the things that I need,

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Speaker 5: Wanted and you weren't getting them in return.

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Speaker 1: Like, hey, look I'm a cay y'all back. I'm about

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651
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Speaker 1: want to be loved on, I want to be nurtured.

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Speaker 1: I want to be you know what I'm saying. Yeah,

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Speaker 1: don't just love me when Instagram own, when the cameras on,

654
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Speaker 1: don't make it look good for the public. I need this,

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Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying. You know because a lot

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Speaker 1: of times we asked I can say what I want

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Speaker 1: to Nicholas, we like to make it look good. You

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Speaker 1: know what I'm saying. We like to make it look

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Speaker 1: like it's you know, but your children is a reflection

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Speaker 1: of what goes on in the house behind closed doors.

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Speaker 1: Huguer and ain't together. They ain't a reflection of what

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Speaker 1: you got going on. You are absolutely right about that.

663
00:35:07,280 --> 00:35:08,960
Speaker 1: But Nigglas, you know we like to make it look

664
00:35:09,040 --> 00:35:12,520
Speaker 1: like it looked good. You know, because I was a

665
00:35:12,520 --> 00:35:14,240
Speaker 1: great actor at one time. You know what I'm saying.

666
00:35:14,400 --> 00:35:16,640
Speaker 1: Don't never let them see you down, don't never let

667
00:35:16,640 --> 00:35:20,279
Speaker 1: them see you sweat, don't never let them see no.

668
00:35:20,160 --> 00:35:20,200
Speaker 3: No.

669
00:35:20,560 --> 00:35:22,239
Speaker 5: Do you feel like you knew how to love but

670
00:35:22,280 --> 00:35:23,960
Speaker 5: not be loved for a.

671
00:35:24,239 --> 00:35:24,640
Speaker 6: Of your life?

672
00:35:24,760 --> 00:35:27,080
Speaker 1: Y'all go through that, and that with that came with

673
00:35:27,880 --> 00:35:32,120
Speaker 1: that came with me being on defense. Yeah, I was defensive,

674
00:35:32,640 --> 00:35:34,920
Speaker 1: and I hope it's not triggering though that I was

675
00:35:35,000 --> 00:35:38,040
Speaker 1: sexually victimized when I was a child, So it led

676
00:35:38,080 --> 00:35:40,319
Speaker 1: to me being defensive, and it also led to me

677
00:35:40,360 --> 00:35:42,080
Speaker 1: exhibiting a lot of violent behavior.

678
00:35:43,160 --> 00:35:44,360
Speaker 5: I'm sorry I went through that.

679
00:35:44,760 --> 00:35:45,319
Speaker 2: You're sorry for.

680
00:35:45,960 --> 00:35:46,720
Speaker 5: Well, that's tough.

681
00:35:46,920 --> 00:35:49,120
Speaker 1: It allowed me to create a space for my children

682
00:35:49,200 --> 00:35:53,839
Speaker 1: now to where to what they can communicate with they

683
00:35:53,880 --> 00:35:55,319
Speaker 1: for they'll never go through.

684
00:35:55,320 --> 00:35:57,800
Speaker 3: That's what type of advice.

685
00:35:58,040 --> 00:36:00,000
Speaker 1: When I talked about it on the Mike Tyson interview,

686
00:36:00,120 --> 00:36:02,800
Speaker 1: that had to kind of pause the interview. And because

687
00:36:02,840 --> 00:36:04,719
Speaker 1: he said that the same thing happened to him, he

688
00:36:04,840 --> 00:36:06,920
Speaker 1: was like, somebody did something to me, made me a monster.

689
00:36:07,520 --> 00:36:09,920
Speaker 1: I told him, I said, I wasn't. I wasn't like

690
00:36:10,000 --> 00:36:12,480
Speaker 1: this at first. I say, something had to happen to

691
00:36:12,520 --> 00:36:15,799
Speaker 1: me to make me be like this, and I just

692
00:36:16,200 --> 00:36:19,360
Speaker 1: I just even my everybody saw it, but they didn't

693
00:36:19,360 --> 00:36:21,879
Speaker 1: want to say nothing, Like how when I took tongue

694
00:36:21,920 --> 00:36:24,560
Speaker 1: sudo I don't even like to talk about, you know

695
00:36:24,640 --> 00:36:27,200
Speaker 1: where I'm skilled at, but when I would take certain

696
00:36:27,200 --> 00:36:29,640
Speaker 1: martial laws soon as I said in this when I'm

697
00:36:29,680 --> 00:36:30,400
Speaker 1: on to the next one.

698
00:36:30,440 --> 00:36:31,960
Speaker 2: I'm trying to be the best of the best of

699
00:36:31,960 --> 00:36:33,759
Speaker 2: the best. I want to learn weaponry. I want to

700
00:36:33,840 --> 00:36:34,160
Speaker 2: learn this.

701
00:36:34,520 --> 00:36:37,640
Speaker 1: I built myself up so strong, and one of my

702
00:36:37,719 --> 00:36:41,160
Speaker 1: sensis was telling me, I got this new exercise gonna

703
00:36:41,160 --> 00:36:43,800
Speaker 1: take you to the next level. He blindfolded me and

704
00:36:43,880 --> 00:36:46,200
Speaker 1: laid me on the floor. He said, and I get ready,

705
00:36:46,200 --> 00:36:48,359
Speaker 1: were about to take you, about to ambush you. And

706
00:36:48,400 --> 00:36:51,120
Speaker 1: I laid there and I laid there and the lady

707
00:36:51,239 --> 00:36:54,080
Speaker 1: and nothing happened. And I said, you know what, fuck it,

708
00:36:54,120 --> 00:36:58,000
Speaker 1: I surrender. He said, that's the greatest lesson I can

709
00:36:58,040 --> 00:36:59,680
Speaker 1: ever teach you how to surrender.

710
00:37:00,520 --> 00:37:00,919
Speaker 5: Mm hmm.

711
00:37:02,840 --> 00:37:06,160
Speaker 3: You gotta explain that to me. So you laid there,

712
00:37:06,480 --> 00:37:07,560
Speaker 3: We about attack you.

713
00:37:07,880 --> 00:37:09,640
Speaker 2: That's what they say. They say, were about to attack you,

714
00:37:09,680 --> 00:37:10,680
Speaker 2: were about to ambush you.

715
00:37:10,960 --> 00:37:16,400
Speaker 1: I'm blindfolded on that. I couldn't even relax. Every minute

716
00:37:16,400 --> 00:37:18,440
Speaker 1: felt like an hour, like you just felt like it

717
00:37:18,520 --> 00:37:21,200
Speaker 1: was I'm just waiting. I'm tense, nothing but tense energy.

718
00:37:21,600 --> 00:37:24,799
Speaker 1: And I say, you know what, I surrender. It's gonna happen.

719
00:37:24,840 --> 00:37:25,479
Speaker 1: It's gonna happen.

720
00:37:25,560 --> 00:37:26,160
Speaker 3: That was the least.

721
00:37:26,280 --> 00:37:27,560
Speaker 5: That was the lesson to surrender.

722
00:37:27,560 --> 00:37:30,880
Speaker 2: That was the lesson I had to learn to surrender.

723
00:37:33,960 --> 00:37:34,759
Speaker 5: That's a good one.

724
00:37:34,920 --> 00:37:36,480
Speaker 3: That's a good way, and you can walk.

725
00:37:36,280 --> 00:37:37,360
Speaker 5: Through life tents like that.

726
00:37:37,520 --> 00:37:40,120
Speaker 1: Learn to surrender you born again. I'm a king, I'm

727
00:37:40,160 --> 00:37:42,960
Speaker 1: a god, I'm an emperor. Learn a surrender. And I'm

728
00:37:43,000 --> 00:37:45,880
Speaker 1: just embracing in my new relationship. Love all around me.

729
00:37:46,120 --> 00:37:49,240
Speaker 1: Love how sounding I'm writing, til the way I've been feeling.

730
00:37:49,239 --> 00:37:51,000
Speaker 1: The new rich a merely ordered.

731
00:37:50,920 --> 00:37:53,080
Speaker 2: Row sorry not sorry.

732
00:37:53,400 --> 00:37:56,480
Speaker 1: Not a Kardashian in my villa. And we not spent coffee.

733
00:37:57,200 --> 00:38:00,160
Speaker 1: You can't go shirtless, you workless regardless. I got my

734
00:38:00,200 --> 00:38:01,960
Speaker 1: clothes on. They be trying to take them off of me.

735
00:38:02,160 --> 00:38:05,839
Speaker 6: Okay, come on, so man.

736
00:38:05,640 --> 00:38:08,359
Speaker 2: I know it just spiritually just came out.

737
00:38:09,160 --> 00:38:11,920
Speaker 5: I love that I could feel the energy. It's just natural.

738
00:38:12,040 --> 00:38:14,640
Speaker 3: And I just want to see because your energy and

739
00:38:14,640 --> 00:38:18,440
Speaker 3: spirit is amazing. And I don't want to put her

740
00:38:18,520 --> 00:38:21,600
Speaker 3: business out there, but she's been through a lot and

741
00:38:21,680 --> 00:38:24,279
Speaker 3: she's still healing, as like me and her get to

742
00:38:24,280 --> 00:38:27,640
Speaker 3: know each other, like what, I don't know if you

743
00:38:27,680 --> 00:38:30,480
Speaker 3: want to tell your story, because you told your story, I.

744
00:38:30,480 --> 00:38:31,680
Speaker 2: Already knew it. Yeah.

745
00:38:31,719 --> 00:38:34,440
Speaker 4: He and he and I have talked before too. Yeah,

746
00:38:34,600 --> 00:38:37,279
Speaker 4: and I've been through a lot too. Yeah, so you know,

747
00:38:37,360 --> 00:38:39,879
Speaker 4: but like when I told you sorry, and I get

748
00:38:39,880 --> 00:38:41,600
Speaker 4: where you're like, why are you sorry? You're right, I

749
00:38:41,600 --> 00:38:43,759
Speaker 4: feel the same way. Everything I went through made me

750
00:38:43,800 --> 00:38:46,400
Speaker 4: who I am. I wouldn't be right here. If it

751
00:38:46,480 --> 00:38:50,040
Speaker 4: wasn't for those those situations that you know I went through.

752
00:38:50,080 --> 00:38:52,560
Speaker 4: I wouldn't have been able to evolve in the way.

753
00:38:52,560 --> 00:38:56,440
Speaker 4: I wouldn't have tried to understand myself. If I did

754
00:38:56,480 --> 00:38:58,279
Speaker 4: not go through what I went through, it would have

755
00:38:58,360 --> 00:39:00,000
Speaker 4: never got me to this point. I wouldn't be your

756
00:39:00,080 --> 00:39:03,400
Speaker 4: with you or you because the frequency I am that

757
00:39:03,440 --> 00:39:07,160
Speaker 4: I'm on attracted that it attracted us in us. If

758
00:39:07,160 --> 00:39:09,919
Speaker 4: it wasn't on that vibrational level, I wouldn't even see

759
00:39:09,960 --> 00:39:13,279
Speaker 4: you because I feel like I jump frequencies. When I jump,

760
00:39:13,320 --> 00:39:16,040
Speaker 4: I don't even see the same people anymore, if that

761
00:39:16,120 --> 00:39:17,200
Speaker 4: makes sense, you know.

762
00:39:17,719 --> 00:39:21,160
Speaker 1: So and not that I like remem how we talked

763
00:39:21,160 --> 00:39:25,120
Speaker 1: about anger and like just now when she was talking

764
00:39:25,120 --> 00:39:28,680
Speaker 1: about because I know you know what I'm saying. I

765
00:39:28,760 --> 00:39:31,839
Speaker 1: really know, so you know, I get to holding back

766
00:39:31,920 --> 00:39:35,239
Speaker 1: my tails a little bit. Because I'm such an introvert

767
00:39:35,320 --> 00:39:36,919
Speaker 1: I could feel other people pain.

768
00:39:37,719 --> 00:39:38,560
Speaker 2: So that's why I was.

769
00:39:38,600 --> 00:39:40,760
Speaker 1: Kind of like I had to give myself together, breathing

770
00:39:40,840 --> 00:39:45,880
Speaker 1: for us. So if like this go back to the anger,

771
00:39:46,120 --> 00:39:49,640
Speaker 1: if I didn't allow myself to feel anger, I wouldn't

772
00:39:49,640 --> 00:39:51,600
Speaker 1: even allow myself to even feel.

773
00:39:51,680 --> 00:39:53,480
Speaker 2: Hurt for others.

774
00:39:53,800 --> 00:39:56,200
Speaker 1: So I wouldn't even be able to take a stance

775
00:39:56,239 --> 00:40:01,759
Speaker 1: of support. I could support somebody energetically and empathize with

776
00:40:01,840 --> 00:40:02,400
Speaker 1: that person.

777
00:40:02,800 --> 00:40:04,080
Speaker 2: Now, I don't got allow.

778
00:40:03,880 --> 00:40:05,960
Speaker 1: That to bring me down because they ain't as far

779
00:40:06,000 --> 00:40:08,480
Speaker 1: as long on their journey as I am. But I

780
00:40:08,520 --> 00:40:11,840
Speaker 1: can empathize them and send them good energy. So, like

781
00:40:12,680 --> 00:40:17,440
Speaker 1: I just tell anybody emotional intelligence. I'm not gonna get

782
00:40:17,480 --> 00:40:21,320
Speaker 1: lost in sadness either though, because I still got a mission. Yeah,

783
00:40:21,440 --> 00:40:23,400
Speaker 1: we understand it, and I'm gonna pull you to the

784
00:40:23,440 --> 00:40:25,840
Speaker 1: side later on and tell you, hey, look, I just

785
00:40:25,920 --> 00:40:28,000
Speaker 1: know if you need a little time to get yourself together,

786
00:40:28,080 --> 00:40:28,920
Speaker 1: get yourself together.

787
00:40:29,760 --> 00:40:31,000
Speaker 2: But we're back to this mission.

788
00:40:31,719 --> 00:40:32,200
Speaker 3: Mm hmmm.

789
00:40:32,520 --> 00:40:34,080
Speaker 2: We're gonna transmute that energy.

790
00:40:37,000 --> 00:40:40,080
Speaker 3: How do you suppress the anger because you get approached.

791
00:40:40,120 --> 00:40:40,960
Speaker 2: I don't suppress it.

792
00:40:42,280 --> 00:40:45,719
Speaker 6: Yeah, but you're asking how does he released that?

793
00:40:47,560 --> 00:40:49,800
Speaker 3: Like, like what is it?

794
00:40:50,200 --> 00:40:51,600
Speaker 5: Fitness is what he's saying.

795
00:40:52,120 --> 00:40:55,719
Speaker 2: The greatest soldiers prepare for war. I think in terms

796
00:40:55,800 --> 00:40:56,200
Speaker 2: of peace.

797
00:40:58,360 --> 00:41:00,799
Speaker 6: I think, go ahead, go.

798
00:41:00,760 --> 00:41:03,200
Speaker 1: Ahead, Like if somebody come in here right now, let

799
00:41:03,239 --> 00:41:05,560
Speaker 1: me give you the truck gave you a bitch ass nigga,

800
00:41:06,480 --> 00:41:07,520
Speaker 1: but hey.

801
00:41:07,320 --> 00:41:08,759
Speaker 2: You know I didn't like that very much.

802
00:41:09,360 --> 00:41:16,879
Speaker 1: But just people be like, what would you do? I'd

803
00:41:16,880 --> 00:41:18,600
Speaker 1: be like, I just don't even know what I would do.

804
00:41:19,120 --> 00:41:22,120
Speaker 1: But I know what but you know, in my mind

805
00:41:22,239 --> 00:41:27,640
Speaker 1: I'm would get upset later. No, in my mind, I

806
00:41:28,840 --> 00:41:33,040
Speaker 1: just you ain't gonna show it. Unfortunately, if somebody gave

807
00:41:33,120 --> 00:41:36,879
Speaker 1: you a bitch ass nigga, but you ain't gonna show it.

808
00:41:36,840 --> 00:41:39,399
Speaker 3: Then, but you feel it is that what it is.

809
00:41:40,320 --> 00:41:41,839
Speaker 1: Let me let me say this. Let me say one

810
00:41:41,840 --> 00:41:44,520
Speaker 1: thing before we go in the front them on the

811
00:41:44,600 --> 00:41:49,200
Speaker 1: path that I've been on and its existence and this

812
00:41:49,320 --> 00:41:51,799
Speaker 1: path that I've been on. And I mean this with

813
00:41:51,920 --> 00:41:56,400
Speaker 1: all due respect. Some people don't have the other option.

814
00:41:58,160 --> 00:42:00,800
Speaker 1: Just read between the lines. I got that other option.

815
00:42:02,080 --> 00:42:07,080
Speaker 1: So when I'm talking and somebody to disrespect me, you

816
00:42:07,120 --> 00:42:10,680
Speaker 1: ain't put your hands on me, and I could play

817
00:42:10,800 --> 00:42:13,799
Speaker 1: however I want to play it. After this, you just

818
00:42:13,840 --> 00:42:17,160
Speaker 1: won the battle that you created in your mind. I'm

819
00:42:17,160 --> 00:42:19,160
Speaker 1: gonna win this war, I promise.

820
00:42:19,200 --> 00:42:19,680
Speaker 2: I'm gonna win.

821
00:42:20,360 --> 00:42:24,120
Speaker 1: Made the best man win, and that's what I'll do. Respect,

822
00:42:24,160 --> 00:42:29,960
Speaker 1: and I mean that it's not even unfortunate because I'm blessed.

823
00:42:29,960 --> 00:42:32,960
Speaker 1: I'm able to move around with my woman with no security.

824
00:42:33,480 --> 00:42:36,080
Speaker 1: She knows what's happened with me. I ain't gotta raise

825
00:42:36,080 --> 00:42:39,040
Speaker 1: my voice. You know what's up. I'll leave this bitch

826
00:42:41,960 --> 00:42:44,719
Speaker 1: and if something play with you. And if something play

827
00:42:44,760 --> 00:42:46,880
Speaker 1: with you, I'm a curve concrete behind you. And she

828
00:42:47,040 --> 00:42:51,160
Speaker 1: noticed and she sink this. She know what's up.

829
00:42:51,640 --> 00:42:53,480
Speaker 2: With all due respect, she know what's happened with me.

830
00:42:53,560 --> 00:42:56,840
Speaker 1: So it's like if somebody was to just you a

831
00:42:56,880 --> 00:43:02,080
Speaker 1: bitch ass nigga, yeah, that'll be. But these other options

832
00:43:02,080 --> 00:43:04,280
Speaker 1: that I have, it's gonna make me kind of laugh

833
00:43:04,320 --> 00:43:08,920
Speaker 1: at it because I know, like, hey, I hate to

834
00:43:08,920 --> 00:43:10,360
Speaker 1: say this, but with I do respect.

835
00:43:10,400 --> 00:43:13,640
Speaker 2: Hey, please just don't make me angry. Yeah, I'm a

836
00:43:13,680 --> 00:43:18,200
Speaker 2: teddy bear like words for me, but they piss me off.

837
00:43:18,200 --> 00:43:18,439
Speaker 3: Though.

838
00:43:18,480 --> 00:43:23,160
Speaker 1: Sometime when I read comments on Instagram bitch ass, you know, yeah, that.

839
00:43:23,120 --> 00:43:27,080
Speaker 3: Ship gets the If it's the one thing that can

840
00:43:27,160 --> 00:43:30,239
Speaker 3: make me, you're stronger the guy, than it's a lot

841
00:43:30,320 --> 00:43:33,680
Speaker 3: to care. I've been stabbed eleven times. You know what

842
00:43:33,719 --> 00:43:37,160
Speaker 3: I'm saying, and then it's some trauma that.

843
00:43:37,239 --> 00:43:40,360
Speaker 1: Night that knife. Different people talk that gun. That was

844
00:43:40,400 --> 00:43:43,239
Speaker 1: the people talking the bullets, but that knife hit different.

845
00:43:43,160 --> 00:43:46,319
Speaker 3: Personally, Yes, sir, that's up close and personal. Yes, sir,

846
00:43:48,160 --> 00:43:51,759
Speaker 3: that's somebody like it's easier, like I can shoot, but

847
00:43:51,840 --> 00:43:54,200
Speaker 3: like when I get up on you, I'm not. I

848
00:43:54,280 --> 00:43:57,440
Speaker 3: hate you. That's a real hate.

849
00:43:57,480 --> 00:43:58,200
Speaker 5: That's personal.

850
00:43:58,360 --> 00:44:02,120
Speaker 3: Yeah, personal. So like for me, that was the last

851
00:44:02,160 --> 00:44:05,200
Speaker 3: time I was probably angry. I was really angry. I

852
00:44:05,239 --> 00:44:06,160
Speaker 3: was going through angry.

853
00:44:06,640 --> 00:44:07,960
Speaker 2: Was you more disappointed?

854
00:44:08,600 --> 00:44:09,440
Speaker 3: I was angry?

855
00:44:09,800 --> 00:44:12,200
Speaker 2: But was it somebody close to you that you knew? No,

856
00:44:12,960 --> 00:44:13,680
Speaker 2: it just came in.

857
00:44:14,760 --> 00:44:16,120
Speaker 5: We were in the club, right.

858
00:44:16,280 --> 00:44:18,959
Speaker 3: Club some ship yea off you know what I'm saying,

859
00:44:19,800 --> 00:44:20,399
Speaker 3: fuck my bit.

860
00:44:22,040 --> 00:44:24,040
Speaker 5: Yeah, so some stuff like that.

861
00:44:24,480 --> 00:44:28,279
Speaker 3: Probably, I don't know what the situation was. It was like,

862
00:44:28,560 --> 00:44:31,600
Speaker 3: don't happen for that was definitely something about a girl.

863
00:44:31,880 --> 00:44:36,200
Speaker 1: Yeah, you was in a stomach, You hit that bot,

864
00:44:36,560 --> 00:44:38,840
Speaker 1: you hit that bottom and then and then he was

865
00:44:38,840 --> 00:44:41,560
Speaker 1: over there. I'm telling you what happened, and he was

866
00:44:41,640 --> 00:44:43,719
Speaker 1: trying to fuck with this bitch behind you and she

867
00:44:43,760 --> 00:44:48,399
Speaker 1: askedly didn't call them your name. That was the last

868
00:44:48,400 --> 00:44:50,680
Speaker 1: time I was angry though you're applying too much pressure.

869
00:44:50,719 --> 00:44:55,319
Speaker 3: Man. I'm like I had to see psychologists like like

870
00:44:55,320 --> 00:44:57,760
Speaker 3: like at this point in my life, you know, I'm

871
00:44:58,000 --> 00:45:01,319
Speaker 3: I'm older, and the only thing that can get me

872
00:45:01,400 --> 00:45:05,320
Speaker 3: angry is the disrespect of my kids or something threat

873
00:45:05,880 --> 00:45:10,080
Speaker 3: something to my kids. Like that's the only thing at

874
00:45:10,080 --> 00:45:12,640
Speaker 3: this point, and I hate to give that out.

875
00:45:14,719 --> 00:45:17,120
Speaker 1: Like for me, but I feel like that, Like for me,

876
00:45:18,239 --> 00:45:20,960
Speaker 1: like I'm to a point where just don't put your

877
00:45:21,000 --> 00:45:21,600
Speaker 1: hands on me.

878
00:45:23,360 --> 00:45:26,239
Speaker 2: I'm like that, like period, we men so as men.

879
00:45:26,360 --> 00:45:29,640
Speaker 1: Yeah, like the way I greeted you, like I love

880
00:45:29,680 --> 00:45:31,920
Speaker 1: to give a man they respect first, Like even if

881
00:45:31,960 --> 00:45:35,040
Speaker 1: you're not getting that at the house, Yeah, you know

882
00:45:35,080 --> 00:45:38,040
Speaker 1: what I'm saying, I'm gonna give it to you, even

883
00:45:38,080 --> 00:45:40,719
Speaker 1: if you're a gas station worker, you a janitor, if

884
00:45:40,760 --> 00:45:42,759
Speaker 1: you're a man, I'm gonna greet you men, greet men

885
00:45:43,640 --> 00:45:48,080
Speaker 1: like I respect men. I don't respect money. So after

886
00:45:48,120 --> 00:45:53,759
Speaker 1: that what happened, then it's a game changer, right, Like

887
00:45:54,440 --> 00:45:57,200
Speaker 1: at one of the hotels I was at the Peninsula

888
00:45:57,880 --> 00:46:00,040
Speaker 1: one time, they was like, you know, I see a

889
00:46:00,040 --> 00:46:03,960
Speaker 1: lot of celebrities. It was like, but you're the realest

890
00:46:04,000 --> 00:46:07,000
Speaker 1: person I ever met in my life. I was like, thank you.

891
00:46:07,719 --> 00:46:10,360
Speaker 5: Yeah, and they see a lot at the Peninsula.

892
00:46:10,880 --> 00:46:13,120
Speaker 1: Yeah, like all of the staff like the way I'm

893
00:46:13,239 --> 00:46:16,160
Speaker 1: just me agree, mean that's important.

894
00:46:16,400 --> 00:46:18,319
Speaker 3: How did you hold your anger? And I saw a

895
00:46:18,320 --> 00:46:23,560
Speaker 3: clip of you, No, siously because disrespect. No, no, it's

896
00:46:23,600 --> 00:46:25,799
Speaker 3: like disrespect. It was good it was me. If it

897
00:46:25,840 --> 00:46:28,200
Speaker 3: was bad, it wasn't me. So the clip I saw

898
00:46:28,360 --> 00:46:30,840
Speaker 3: was you when you talked about when you was in

899
00:46:30,920 --> 00:46:33,480
Speaker 3: the mall that time and the dude came up to

900
00:46:33,560 --> 00:46:35,200
Speaker 3: you and tried to stun on you talking about you

901
00:46:35,320 --> 00:46:39,919
Speaker 3: was a little boozy. Oh yeah, I knew he was pussy.

902
00:46:40,040 --> 00:46:42,959
Speaker 3: You know what I'm saying, Hold your anger because me.

903
00:46:43,080 --> 00:46:45,080
Speaker 2: That ain't make me anger though it was a joke.

904
00:46:45,600 --> 00:46:47,160
Speaker 3: I know him, you know, but you know how this

905
00:46:47,239 --> 00:46:51,399
Speaker 3: new generation is, and yeah it's disrespectful. I don't look

906
00:46:51,440 --> 00:46:53,719
Speaker 3: at that like it was he thought even about to

907
00:46:53,719 --> 00:46:55,759
Speaker 3: play with me. But the energy that I gave he

908
00:46:55,880 --> 00:46:58,960
Speaker 3: is like, yeah, you gave him love. Yeah, like you

909
00:46:59,000 --> 00:47:01,799
Speaker 3: know what I'm saying. I couldn't exuperate that at that

910
00:47:01,960 --> 00:47:07,280
Speaker 3: moment he was playing, I know, but you love the moment.

911
00:47:07,480 --> 00:47:09,640
Speaker 2: You know he was a severe again, you know he

912
00:47:09,719 --> 00:47:10,839
Speaker 2: wasn't you know what I'm saying.

913
00:47:10,840 --> 00:47:11,560
Speaker 3: You know what I'm saying.

914
00:47:12,080 --> 00:47:15,680
Speaker 1: He wasn't a I mean, I said, that's a soldier.

915
00:47:15,719 --> 00:47:20,520
Speaker 1: He wasn't a soldier. He was you know, with all

916
00:47:20,600 --> 00:47:22,440
Speaker 1: due respect, they have the right to move about the

917
00:47:22,520 --> 00:47:25,279
Speaker 1: land how they want to. For me, I'm under a

918
00:47:25,320 --> 00:47:28,840
Speaker 1: different set of constitutional bylogs, you know what I'm saying.

919
00:47:28,920 --> 00:47:31,759
Speaker 3: So you know, he was moving by yourself, and it

920
00:47:31,840 --> 00:47:34,640
Speaker 3: was just I just saw it this disrespect, you know

921
00:47:34,680 --> 00:47:35,160
Speaker 3: what I'm saying.

922
00:47:35,200 --> 00:47:39,480
Speaker 1: And that's tough for areciate yourself thought language. Language is

923
00:47:39,520 --> 00:47:43,600
Speaker 1: the loudest language you composed yourself and you I ain't

924
00:47:43,640 --> 00:47:46,920
Speaker 1: take that in disrespect. I didn't been in the studio

925
00:47:47,000 --> 00:47:51,759
Speaker 1: one time, and uh, I'm not gonna say who it was,

926
00:47:52,360 --> 00:47:56,720
Speaker 1: but this person is no longer with us mhm. But anyway,

927
00:47:56,760 --> 00:47:58,760
Speaker 1: long story shut. I was in the studio with another

928
00:47:58,880 --> 00:48:02,040
Speaker 1: artist visiting the art this and this is the first

929
00:48:02,080 --> 00:48:05,960
Speaker 1: time I ever spoke about this, and he was just

930
00:48:06,000 --> 00:48:06,200
Speaker 1: in there.

931
00:48:06,280 --> 00:48:07,520
Speaker 2: Another dude came in there.

932
00:48:07,520 --> 00:48:09,200
Speaker 1: And when he came in and I greeted him, you know,

933
00:48:10,400 --> 00:48:13,000
Speaker 1: you know, and then he sat over there and told

934
00:48:13,000 --> 00:48:14,480
Speaker 1: the story just loud.

935
00:48:14,239 --> 00:48:17,040
Speaker 2: You know. Yeah, you know, we just beat the nigga up,

936
00:48:17,120 --> 00:48:22,880
Speaker 2: Kevin Gates sass. I had to compose myself.

937
00:48:25,440 --> 00:48:27,400
Speaker 1: But in my mind, I'm like, bitch, don't you know

938
00:48:27,480 --> 00:48:30,759
Speaker 1: I'm sick, don't you know how? But in my mind

939
00:48:30,800 --> 00:48:32,080
Speaker 1: I had to compose myself.

940
00:48:32,120 --> 00:48:37,200
Speaker 3: I was like, I know this, bitch, nigga, I'm just

941
00:48:37,320 --> 00:48:39,520
Speaker 3: give you a frame of rep and compose myself.

942
00:48:39,560 --> 00:48:40,320
Speaker 2: In that situation.

943
00:48:40,960 --> 00:48:44,240
Speaker 1: I finished doing my doing everything, and when I left,

944
00:48:44,480 --> 00:48:46,640
Speaker 1: I looked him dead in his ass and told him, say,

945
00:48:47,239 --> 00:48:48,239
Speaker 1: you have a beautiful day.

946
00:48:48,800 --> 00:48:55,359
Speaker 3: Oh I killed him right there. You killed them with kindness, Yes, sir,

947
00:48:57,080 --> 00:49:00,560
Speaker 3: you killed them with kindness, right, because what you got

948
00:49:00,560 --> 00:49:01,640
Speaker 3: to say?

949
00:49:01,840 --> 00:49:04,239
Speaker 2: That's crazy, you go.

950
00:49:04,400 --> 00:49:07,440
Speaker 3: Because the thing is about that they gonna feed off

951
00:49:07,480 --> 00:49:10,360
Speaker 3: the negative energy, they can't feed off the positive.

952
00:49:10,400 --> 00:49:10,560
Speaker 2: Yeah.

953
00:49:10,600 --> 00:49:13,080
Speaker 1: I spoke to his bitch, to him and the other

954
00:49:13,160 --> 00:49:15,279
Speaker 1: nigga that was, I shook all their hands.

955
00:49:14,960 --> 00:49:18,000
Speaker 2: Oh it was nice. Man was more than a pleasure.

956
00:49:19,040 --> 00:49:21,080
Speaker 1: His partner was cool though it, you know, but he

957
00:49:21,160 --> 00:49:23,839
Speaker 1: would just you know, I know what it was.

958
00:49:23,880 --> 00:49:24,960
Speaker 2: You wanted some attention.

959
00:49:25,440 --> 00:49:25,840
Speaker 3: Powerful.

960
00:49:25,920 --> 00:49:27,839
Speaker 1: You want nigga patch you on you Yeah, you want

961
00:49:27,920 --> 00:49:29,719
Speaker 1: nigga to patch you on your ass and tuck you in.

962
00:49:29,800 --> 00:49:33,920
Speaker 1: I already know what you want. That was powerful anyway.

963
00:49:33,920 --> 00:49:36,560
Speaker 1: You know, I greeted his bitch first before I left.

964
00:49:37,800 --> 00:49:40,720
Speaker 1: It was a pleasure meeting you, told him too, I beloved,

965
00:49:40,760 --> 00:49:43,080
Speaker 1: you have a beautiful day, told his partner. Yeah, it's

966
00:49:43,080 --> 00:49:47,200
Speaker 1: always a treat when two players meet. I'm gone, there's

967
00:49:47,239 --> 00:49:49,000
Speaker 1: always a treat when two players meet.

968
00:49:49,640 --> 00:49:56,520
Speaker 3: Kill him with kindness right there. Literally his heart dropped

969
00:49:56,560 --> 00:49:58,799
Speaker 3: after he left. I'm trying to tell he couldn't believe

970
00:49:59,120 --> 00:50:00,040
Speaker 3: dropped in his ass.

971
00:50:00,160 --> 00:50:02,399
Speaker 4: Man, I'm trying to tell you, because that's what they want.

972
00:50:02,440 --> 00:50:03,319
Speaker 4: People who try to.

973
00:50:06,400 --> 00:50:08,960
Speaker 1: That that ain't what. That ain't what they be wanting.

974
00:50:09,719 --> 00:50:11,719
Speaker 1: They just don't be getting to pick their consequences. But

975
00:50:11,760 --> 00:50:13,799
Speaker 1: that ain't what that. That ain't what they want. What

976
00:50:13,840 --> 00:50:18,320
Speaker 1: do you think they want? Them babies? They be babies.

977
00:50:19,040 --> 00:50:21,799
Speaker 1: And you know, sometime when you be around a real man,

978
00:50:22,320 --> 00:50:24,440
Speaker 1: you see everything that you wish your father was.

979
00:50:25,040 --> 00:50:25,800
Speaker 2: You know what I'm saying.

980
00:50:26,360 --> 00:50:29,160
Speaker 1: You might've been around somebody that was verbally combative towards me,

981
00:50:29,239 --> 00:50:31,120
Speaker 1: And you know what I'm saying, You don't them babies.

982
00:50:31,320 --> 00:50:32,560
Speaker 2: You don't stop sucking with them.

983
00:50:32,560 --> 00:50:34,680
Speaker 3: You teach them.

984
00:50:34,840 --> 00:50:36,360
Speaker 1: You ifout have caught them in a different setting and

985
00:50:36,360 --> 00:50:39,080
Speaker 1: I pull them to the side. Hey, pull your pains

986
00:50:39,120 --> 00:50:41,799
Speaker 1: somebody while you acting like that over your bad Why

987
00:50:41,880 --> 00:50:45,719
Speaker 1: you acting like that with me? It's not your fault.

988
00:50:45,719 --> 00:50:47,520
Speaker 1: Will happened to you, but it ain't my mother fucking

989
00:50:47,520 --> 00:50:50,719
Speaker 1: fault either. Nigga was hell? Just talk to you what

990
00:50:50,840 --> 00:50:53,200
Speaker 1: you got going on? But you know it was a

991
00:50:53,280 --> 00:50:56,600
Speaker 1: sitting to where you know, I just had to steal

992
00:50:56,680 --> 00:50:59,040
Speaker 1: you know what. I'm gonna still operate out my hawk

993
00:50:59,160 --> 00:51:00,680
Speaker 1: chakra because I know what you need.

994
00:51:01,560 --> 00:51:05,879
Speaker 2: You really need a hug. Mhm, because make me take

995
00:51:05,920 --> 00:51:06,600
Speaker 2: my out.

996
00:51:06,640 --> 00:51:11,400
Speaker 1: Let you cross my lap in this bitch boy, I

997
00:51:12,200 --> 00:51:12,760
Speaker 1: with you.

998
00:51:15,080 --> 00:51:15,799
Speaker 2: Objectionous.

999
00:51:16,840 --> 00:51:24,759
Speaker 3: Hey, hey, listen, let me tell you many casts like

1000
00:51:24,880 --> 00:51:28,600
Speaker 3: that feed off hate, not love. You understand is if

1001
00:51:28,600 --> 00:51:30,480
Speaker 3: he had to fed into the hate because of what

1002
00:51:30,520 --> 00:51:30,920
Speaker 3: he said.

1003
00:51:31,040 --> 00:51:31,640
Speaker 2: What you mean?

1004
00:51:32,000 --> 00:51:34,680
Speaker 3: I ain't about to ask you all that is because

1005
00:51:34,719 --> 00:51:38,160
Speaker 3: you just talking exactly. Hey, But I'm someone you really

1006
00:51:38,200 --> 00:51:42,799
Speaker 3: shouldn't put your hands on exactly. But I'm so much

1007
00:51:42,840 --> 00:51:45,520
Speaker 3: of a grown up that I'm gonna give you this.

1008
00:51:45,800 --> 00:51:47,200
Speaker 2: No, I'm gonna be honest.

1009
00:51:47,760 --> 00:51:50,799
Speaker 1: I ain't gonna stop because I got a I got

1010
00:51:50,840 --> 00:51:54,880
Speaker 1: a hands off policy, universal law, governments all events. And

1011
00:51:54,920 --> 00:51:58,520
Speaker 1: it's understood, I got a hands off policy. So just

1012
00:51:58,600 --> 00:52:00,319
Speaker 1: make sure that this is what you want, cause I'm

1013
00:52:00,320 --> 00:52:03,280
Speaker 1: not gonna stop. And I'm very resourceful. I'm very resourceful,

1014
00:52:03,280 --> 00:52:08,359
Speaker 1: but I get it. I'm not gonna stop because it

1015
00:52:08,400 --> 00:52:10,920
Speaker 1: was instilled and in started in me when they pull

1016
00:52:11,000 --> 00:52:14,000
Speaker 1: me to the side, Hey, come out. Do you believe

1017
00:52:14,040 --> 00:52:19,080
Speaker 1: in the thing called determination? I was like determination, Well,

1018
00:52:19,080 --> 00:52:21,400
Speaker 1: if you don't believe in the thing called determination, you

1019
00:52:21,520 --> 00:52:25,040
Speaker 1: will be exterminated. So we're going to the furthest extent.

1020
00:52:25,800 --> 00:52:28,320
Speaker 1: We're not about to play because I don't play with nobody.

1021
00:52:28,360 --> 00:52:30,120
Speaker 1: I didn't walk out my house and say I'm about

1022
00:52:30,120 --> 00:52:32,680
Speaker 1: to play with somebody of the day. I don't bother people.

1023
00:52:33,000 --> 00:52:36,200
Speaker 1: I don't do all that. They have streets and sidewalks

1024
00:52:36,200 --> 00:52:38,840
Speaker 1: for a reason. Stay you old motherfucking ass on that

1025
00:52:38,960 --> 00:52:41,480
Speaker 1: sidewalk because you're not ready for this black top. So

1026
00:52:41,600 --> 00:52:43,879
Speaker 1: don't fuck with me. I'm trying to be a great

1027
00:52:43,880 --> 00:52:46,640
Speaker 1: father to my children. I'm trying to be a good husband.

1028
00:52:46,960 --> 00:52:49,479
Speaker 1: I love God. I was late to this interview because

1029
00:52:49,520 --> 00:52:53,680
Speaker 1: I prayed with my wife. I didn't I'm not late

1030
00:52:53,719 --> 00:52:57,200
Speaker 1: to this interview because I was out fucking off and

1031
00:52:57,239 --> 00:52:59,640
Speaker 1: doing all that extra shit. It's the most intimate thing

1032
00:52:59,680 --> 00:53:01,400
Speaker 1: that you can and do what a woman is praying.

1033
00:53:03,680 --> 00:53:07,560
Speaker 1: We're experiencing intimacy without six. So I don't fuck with nobody.

1034
00:53:07,840 --> 00:53:11,200
Speaker 1: So when you fuck with me, I'm gonna fuck with

1035
00:53:11,239 --> 00:53:24,759
Speaker 1: you and I'm not gonna stop. Like that's like, that's like,

1036
00:53:25,080 --> 00:53:29,200
Speaker 1: that's like it's like it's like angry black man, old bitch.

1037
00:53:29,360 --> 00:53:32,120
Speaker 7: I ain't gonna make you buy Nigga. Shouldn't have been

1038
00:53:32,239 --> 00:53:34,399
Speaker 7: hitting you with that. Man, he shouldn't have did that.

1039
00:53:35,160 --> 00:53:37,839
Speaker 7: You wasn't looking for that. Now I'm about to show

1040
00:53:37,880 --> 00:53:40,400
Speaker 7: you the same way you make me feel. I want everything.

1041
00:53:41,080 --> 00:53:51,000
Speaker 7: I want everybody to go talk to h I know, nah,

1042
00:53:51,000 --> 00:53:53,759
Speaker 7: I just say that because it ain't too many. I

1043
00:53:53,760 --> 00:53:55,759
Speaker 7: didn't expect you to see me just right off the

1044
00:53:55,800 --> 00:53:59,879
Speaker 7: bab you know it's people say it's something different about that.

1045
00:54:00,239 --> 00:54:02,759
Speaker 2: But you was like, are you said what you're saying?

1046
00:54:04,160 --> 00:54:06,080
Speaker 3: He understand how you know about this? Here?

1047
00:54:06,760 --> 00:54:09,319
Speaker 2: You understand what he did and been, you know, man

1048
00:54:09,400 --> 00:54:11,160
Speaker 2: by the distance travel he and Ben.

1049
00:54:11,880 --> 00:54:13,360
Speaker 3: You understands how he know about this.

1050
00:54:15,239 --> 00:54:16,200
Speaker 2: So they're kind of like, I.

1051
00:54:16,120 --> 00:54:18,440
Speaker 3: Think we kind of speak the same language we do.

1052
00:54:18,640 --> 00:54:24,120
Speaker 1: I'm saying, understand, yes, sir, I interstand yeah, right, I interested.

1053
00:54:24,680 --> 00:54:27,319
Speaker 1: I don't understand. I'm not standing under the judgment. I

1054
00:54:27,320 --> 00:54:30,640
Speaker 1: don't overstand. I'm not standing over the judgment. I understand.

1055
00:54:30,840 --> 00:54:32,640
Speaker 3: Okay mm hmm.

1056
00:54:33,120 --> 00:54:33,480
Speaker 5: That's it.

1057
00:54:34,440 --> 00:54:38,680
Speaker 3: It's something else going on up here, Yes, sir, he

1058
00:54:38,160 --> 00:54:41,920
Speaker 3: does on location. Yeah, we go ahead, girl, go ahead.

1059
00:54:43,040 --> 00:54:44,319
Speaker 2: I'm here here.

1060
00:54:44,440 --> 00:54:44,640
Speaker 6: Man.

1061
00:54:46,160 --> 00:54:46,800
Speaker 3: He understand.

1062
00:54:46,800 --> 00:54:50,520
Speaker 2: That's so crazy, and you understand her.

1063
00:54:51,600 --> 00:54:54,880
Speaker 3: He understands without question. Like it's something else that I

1064
00:54:54,920 --> 00:54:57,120
Speaker 3: can't explain. And I've been trying to tell people I

1065
00:54:57,160 --> 00:54:58,960
Speaker 3: can't explain certain type of energies.

1066
00:54:59,040 --> 00:55:01,920
Speaker 1: You just know that you No, I know that I

1067
00:55:02,000 --> 00:55:06,759
Speaker 1: know you. And then look, I tell you this, just

1068
00:55:07,840 --> 00:55:09,719
Speaker 1: like if I open my bag. No, they're not in

1069
00:55:09,760 --> 00:55:11,839
Speaker 1: my bad in my gym bag. I got a pair

1070
00:55:11,840 --> 00:55:15,760
Speaker 1: a quardy of frames. There's something similar than my whim

1071
00:55:15,760 --> 00:55:18,000
Speaker 1: at the gym because it's certain people.

1072
00:55:18,040 --> 00:55:18,560
Speaker 2: The energy.

1073
00:55:18,680 --> 00:55:21,160
Speaker 1: I can't look at it. It had thrown me off

1074
00:55:21,200 --> 00:55:25,000
Speaker 1: my pivot. You feel it, I can't look at it.

1075
00:55:25,040 --> 00:55:27,319
Speaker 1: Then I gotta have my head. I gotta have my

1076
00:55:27,400 --> 00:55:30,240
Speaker 1: head wrapped up. I gotta have my crown covered because

1077
00:55:30,239 --> 00:55:32,560
Speaker 1: that's the first place to get attacked, the crown chakra

1078
00:55:32,600 --> 00:55:36,960
Speaker 1: in the horse chakra. So like when I when I

1079
00:55:36,960 --> 00:55:41,399
Speaker 1: see like it's so crazy. One of the second time

1080
00:55:41,440 --> 00:55:45,320
Speaker 1: I have visitation, they had on sunglasses.

1081
00:55:46,880 --> 00:55:49,240
Speaker 2: Yes, sir, m m hmmm.

1082
00:55:53,120 --> 00:55:57,600
Speaker 3: I don't think that I'm laughing because I'm trying to

1083
00:55:57,680 --> 00:56:02,760
Speaker 3: get there. I get it out of the fast alchemy

1084
00:56:02,840 --> 00:56:06,439
Speaker 3: being spoken to the ethero. I understand it's real.

1085
00:56:06,880 --> 00:56:10,280
Speaker 4: But you fast for forty two days? Like, imagine that

1086
00:56:10,280 --> 00:56:11,600
Speaker 4: that's whatness.

1087
00:56:12,360 --> 00:56:14,000
Speaker 5: Yeah, it's when.

1088
00:56:13,800 --> 00:56:15,560
Speaker 1: You break your face. You don't be wanting to come

1089
00:56:15,600 --> 00:56:16,520
Speaker 1: out and you feel bad.

1090
00:56:16,719 --> 00:56:20,440
Speaker 5: One you was with God one hundred.

1091
00:56:20,880 --> 00:56:24,360
Speaker 3: My skin feel different. Uh, it's like I feel like

1092
00:56:24,760 --> 00:56:27,000
Speaker 3: skin looked different. Look, it's a glow.

1093
00:56:27,160 --> 00:56:30,680
Speaker 4: You feel gluggy, glowing because it's inner.

1094
00:56:30,080 --> 00:56:34,759
Speaker 1: It's the most I've done after trap stayed down the

1095
00:56:34,840 --> 00:56:37,280
Speaker 1: paper break up got a pretty bad bitch.

1096
00:56:37,320 --> 00:56:41,120
Speaker 2: You don't need no make up, your sir, without question.

1097
00:56:43,239 --> 00:56:46,680
Speaker 1: Hey, once you came around me, your skin start glowing,

1098
00:56:47,960 --> 00:56:52,240
Speaker 1: anything wrong, making it look better, entertain clowns.

1099
00:56:52,239 --> 00:56:53,160
Speaker 2: You will come up pizzy.

1100
00:56:53,239 --> 00:56:57,719
Speaker 3: Hey, hey, forgive me.

1101
00:56:57,800 --> 00:57:05,600
Speaker 2: It just comes out. No, forgive me, it just come

1102
00:57:05,640 --> 00:57:06,640
Speaker 2: out forgiven.

1103
00:57:07,200 --> 00:57:09,120
Speaker 5: I understand, no forgiveness needed.

1104
00:57:09,360 --> 00:57:11,520
Speaker 6: You know, we understand, we feel it, you know.

1105
00:57:11,680 --> 00:57:14,080
Speaker 4: And getting to that level of forty two day fast

1106
00:57:14,120 --> 00:57:18,240
Speaker 4: and that's like, people don't even understand what that is.

1107
00:57:18,320 --> 00:57:18,760
Speaker 6: Like, that's it.

1108
00:57:18,920 --> 00:57:20,240
Speaker 5: I've only done six days.

1109
00:57:20,520 --> 00:57:24,600
Speaker 1: I pray, Yeah, are give me the almighty cred I'll

1110
00:57:24,600 --> 00:57:26,360
Speaker 1: come to you and all of your holy names in

1111
00:57:26,360 --> 00:57:29,160
Speaker 1: the celestial quart above, even your secret names, because when

1112
00:57:29,200 --> 00:57:31,360
Speaker 1: I was up there, I saw things that you know

1113
00:57:31,360 --> 00:57:34,160
Speaker 1: what I'm saying, So all of your holy names, like

1114
00:57:34,240 --> 00:57:36,040
Speaker 1: because it's God.

1115
00:57:35,800 --> 00:57:36,880
Speaker 2: Has different names.

1116
00:57:37,320 --> 00:57:39,360
Speaker 1: It's only one God, but the rituals a different We

1117
00:57:39,480 --> 00:57:42,000
Speaker 1: just be around here tripping, religious, gang banging and all that.

1118
00:57:42,080 --> 00:57:43,880
Speaker 1: But when I operate out of love, I don't care

1119
00:57:43,920 --> 00:57:51,240
Speaker 1: what you is, blind, crippled, crazy, Christian, Jew, Muslim, Hindu,

1120
00:57:51,800 --> 00:57:54,000
Speaker 1: whatever you believe in. If I operate out of love,

1121
00:57:54,040 --> 00:57:56,560
Speaker 1: that's God. I'm not religious, gang banging with nobody.

1122
00:57:57,240 --> 00:57:59,640
Speaker 2: Yeah, I don't do all that. I ain't got time.

1123
00:58:00,360 --> 00:58:02,240
Speaker 2: I do what works for me. You do it works

1124
00:58:02,240 --> 00:58:05,360
Speaker 2: for you, buddy.

1125
00:58:06,760 --> 00:58:07,720
Speaker 3: This is powerful.

1126
00:58:08,400 --> 00:58:13,880
Speaker 1: That white voice that I be using, that's a copa

1127
00:58:13,920 --> 00:58:16,240
Speaker 1: mechanism for me. I used that to make light of

1128
00:58:16,640 --> 00:58:22,760
Speaker 1: tough situations like like like if I'm in jail, Like

1129
00:58:22,840 --> 00:58:25,479
Speaker 1: I like, if I'm giving you an illustration like if.

1130
00:58:25,360 --> 00:58:28,880
Speaker 2: I'm in jail, Okay, and say.

1131
00:58:30,320 --> 00:58:32,840
Speaker 1: Say I'm about I'm on my way to court, and

1132
00:58:32,880 --> 00:58:34,760
Speaker 1: I remember turning to the guard and telling him, hey,

1133
00:58:34,800 --> 00:58:37,000
Speaker 1: excuse me, where is all the other people that have

1134
00:58:37,080 --> 00:58:37,760
Speaker 1: to come to court?

1135
00:58:38,080 --> 00:58:39,600
Speaker 2: He said, now we do it one at a time.

1136
00:58:39,680 --> 00:58:40,040
Speaker 2: Up here.

1137
00:58:40,280 --> 00:58:43,320
Speaker 1: I say all of this for me, you shouldn't have

1138
00:58:44,480 --> 00:58:46,600
Speaker 1: And it's it's like it's a way of coping and

1139
00:58:46,640 --> 00:58:48,040
Speaker 1: making light of my situations.

1140
00:58:48,080 --> 00:58:49,760
Speaker 5: Why do you think it's a white voice.

1141
00:58:50,280 --> 00:58:52,960
Speaker 2: The white voice? Because it is. His name is Stephen Schwartz.

1142
00:58:53,560 --> 00:58:55,919
Speaker 5: Stephen Schwartz. Where do you think that comes from?

1143
00:58:56,600 --> 00:58:59,360
Speaker 1: I heard somebody so Stephen Schwartz, and he seems like

1144
00:58:59,400 --> 00:59:01,360
Speaker 1: he'll talk like that. So that's one of the people

1145
00:59:01,400 --> 00:59:03,000
Speaker 1: that that's one of the people.

1146
00:59:02,760 --> 00:59:04,560
Speaker 2: In my head that talk to me. He helped me.

1147
00:59:04,840 --> 00:59:07,600
Speaker 2: He helps me cope through negative situations.

1148
00:59:08,480 --> 00:59:12,200
Speaker 1: Okay, And then sometimes when I need to go clean

1149
00:59:12,240 --> 00:59:14,520
Speaker 1: myself or wash myself, I hear.

1150
00:59:14,480 --> 00:59:15,480
Speaker 2: My grandmother voice.

1151
00:59:16,440 --> 00:59:19,240
Speaker 1: Maybe make sure you get all behind your ears just

1152
00:59:19,240 --> 00:59:22,280
Speaker 1: because you light skinned on me, you ain't dirty. Make

1153
00:59:22,320 --> 00:59:25,400
Speaker 1: sure you get all around your neck too. Fuck with

1154
00:59:25,440 --> 00:59:27,720
Speaker 1: them people talking about damn't use no wash rags. Ship

1155
00:59:27,800 --> 00:59:30,120
Speaker 1: If they don you can't use the same calm. Don't

1156
00:59:30,120 --> 00:59:33,680
Speaker 1: bring them home you know, my grandma, So she was

1157
00:59:33,760 --> 00:59:35,600
Speaker 1: she did that was that tough look. She said, make

1158
00:59:35,600 --> 00:59:39,680
Speaker 1: sure you wash yourself, you clean yourself. Go ahead, excuse

1159
00:59:39,680 --> 00:59:42,400
Speaker 1: me not to cut. I'm listening, you say.

1160
00:59:42,760 --> 00:59:44,680
Speaker 3: Was she not around anymore?

1161
00:59:44,920 --> 00:59:47,120
Speaker 2: She she she's here.

1162
00:59:47,640 --> 00:59:50,840
Speaker 3: Yeah, that's what I was going is she's still here though.

1163
00:59:51,400 --> 00:59:53,800
Speaker 1: And then sometimes when I need to be self motivated,

1164
00:59:54,200 --> 00:59:56,800
Speaker 1: my grandfather voice or just talked through me to me.

1165
00:59:57,960 --> 01:00:00,880
Speaker 1: And I noticed it the first time when I was

1166
01:00:00,880 --> 01:00:03,880
Speaker 1: looking at the floor and my nickname Dick.

1167
01:00:04,800 --> 01:00:07,360
Speaker 2: So it'll be like, hey, listen to me, Dick. That flow.

1168
01:00:07,400 --> 01:00:09,240
Speaker 1: Ain't gonna push yourself, Gonna get down there, do some

1169
01:00:09,280 --> 01:00:12,080
Speaker 1: push ups. You're gonna feel better, baby, because a lot

1170
01:00:12,080 --> 01:00:13,520
Speaker 1: of times when I go to the gym, I don't

1171
01:00:13,560 --> 01:00:15,840
Speaker 1: feel like doing it, but winners do it like they

1172
01:00:15,880 --> 01:00:20,160
Speaker 1: love it, even when they don't want to, even when

1173
01:00:20,200 --> 01:00:21,560
Speaker 1: they don't feel like it.

1174
01:00:21,680 --> 01:00:22,880
Speaker 2: I feel.

1175
01:00:24,680 --> 01:00:27,320
Speaker 1: So you're gonna let your feelings. You loyal to your feelings.

1176
01:00:27,320 --> 01:00:29,160
Speaker 1: That's what you're saying. No, what I'm saying is not

1177
01:00:29,480 --> 01:00:31,280
Speaker 1: you generalizing?

1178
01:00:31,360 --> 01:00:33,400
Speaker 3: Yeah yeah yeah, But like you know, I was playing

1179
01:00:33,400 --> 01:00:36,160
Speaker 3: sports and I didn't feel like doing half the ship,

1180
01:00:36,200 --> 01:00:38,280
Speaker 3: but I did it something It was my mind was

1181
01:00:38,320 --> 01:00:41,480
Speaker 3: fucked up, and I don't know if it was fucked up.

1182
01:00:41,480 --> 01:00:43,040
Speaker 3: It was just something talking to me, like get up

1183
01:00:43,040 --> 01:00:44,640
Speaker 3: at four in the morning, go to the beach and runs.

1184
01:00:44,720 --> 01:00:48,840
Speaker 2: Yes, get up, that's my drug, like jogging.

1185
01:00:49,360 --> 01:00:51,919
Speaker 3: You know what I'm saying, Go go go go run.

1186
01:00:51,960 --> 01:00:54,320
Speaker 3: This saying hell at three in the morning, so like

1187
01:00:54,600 --> 01:00:57,800
Speaker 3: something telling me, and my body is being tapped in

1188
01:00:58,880 --> 01:01:01,360
Speaker 3: body telling me something else from my mind took me.

1189
01:01:01,360 --> 01:01:02,680
Speaker 2: There, something in your spirit.

1190
01:01:02,840 --> 01:01:05,200
Speaker 3: I left the club and went to the beast to.

1191
01:01:05,280 --> 01:01:09,600
Speaker 1: Run after that oxigenate that bad, Like I've done that.

1192
01:01:09,680 --> 01:01:12,320
Speaker 3: Yeah, the oxygen come off the wall saying it's something else.

1193
01:01:12,480 --> 01:01:14,040
Speaker 2: Nah, that ain't insane. I don't know.

1194
01:01:14,120 --> 01:01:16,360
Speaker 3: But like when people on the outside tall at that,

1195
01:01:17,520 --> 01:01:20,080
Speaker 3: you have to be you know what I'm saying.

1196
01:01:20,160 --> 01:01:23,320
Speaker 2: People be telling me like Kevin, you insane. I am.

1197
01:01:23,760 --> 01:01:25,520
Speaker 3: This is a level to this world.

1198
01:01:25,560 --> 01:01:28,520
Speaker 1: It's a level. It's the normal people that give me

1199
01:01:28,560 --> 01:01:30,760
Speaker 1: the creeps. These few the humans give me the creeps.

1200
01:01:31,240 --> 01:01:32,600
Speaker 1: This the normal people.

1201
01:01:32,960 --> 01:01:37,040
Speaker 3: You understand, this world calls you that, but in my

1202
01:01:37,160 --> 01:01:39,480
Speaker 3: world it ain't.

1203
01:01:39,920 --> 01:01:42,600
Speaker 1: Your world is supposed to revolve around you, like exactly,

1204
01:01:42,960 --> 01:01:44,320
Speaker 1: Like that's why I posted the uh.

1205
01:01:44,920 --> 01:01:47,280
Speaker 2: Somebody said he's so narcissistic.

1206
01:01:47,360 --> 01:01:49,200
Speaker 1: So I looked up the definition and I put it

1207
01:01:49,320 --> 01:01:54,360
Speaker 1: up on my on my story. It would be insanity

1208
01:01:54,400 --> 01:01:58,240
Speaker 1: to not be like that about yourself. I hold myself accountable.

1209
01:01:58,840 --> 01:02:00,320
Speaker 1: I was about to pull off and go to the gym,

1210
01:02:00,360 --> 01:02:02,800
Speaker 1: turned back around. Hold on, if I don't make my bed,

1211
01:02:02,840 --> 01:02:03,800
Speaker 1: I already fail today.

1212
01:02:04,560 --> 01:02:04,840
Speaker 3: M M.

1213
01:02:06,520 --> 01:02:10,160
Speaker 1: I ain't got my own house right, I ain't got myself,

1214
01:02:10,160 --> 01:02:14,439
Speaker 1: I ain't got my my area together. Yeah, I'm gonna

1215
01:02:14,440 --> 01:02:16,960
Speaker 1: be thinking about this the whole time I'm at the gym. Black,

1216
01:02:17,000 --> 01:02:19,320
Speaker 1: I'm not even gonna get a good workout because I

1217
01:02:19,400 --> 01:02:19,760
Speaker 1: know that.

1218
01:02:19,840 --> 01:02:21,200
Speaker 3: My bed I ain't.

1219
01:02:21,320 --> 01:02:25,840
Speaker 1: I didn't honor the commitment that I made to myself. Man,

1220
01:02:25,880 --> 01:02:27,919
Speaker 1: I got to take care of this man a self.

1221
01:02:28,080 --> 01:02:30,960
Speaker 1: I had told myself, Man, hey, look, the gym could wait,

1222
01:02:31,400 --> 01:02:33,000
Speaker 1: because if you ain't together, you ain't together.

1223
01:02:33,080 --> 01:02:34,959
Speaker 2: Man, go in that bitch and get that bitch together right.

1224
01:02:34,880 --> 01:02:35,040
Speaker 3: For it.

1225
01:02:36,880 --> 01:02:38,560
Speaker 1: Ain't no, I'm gonna do it when I get back.

1226
01:02:38,640 --> 01:02:41,480
Speaker 1: Manin't gonna take a go get that business handle. I

1227
01:02:41,520 --> 01:02:43,520
Speaker 1: wouldn't got that business handle. And I went to the gym,

1228
01:02:43,560 --> 01:02:45,440
Speaker 1: had a great workout.

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Speaker 4: brought to you by Roe Sparks. So halle Berry recently

1264
01:04:36,680 --> 01:04:41,360
Speaker 4: said that she feels like women should stop faking orgasms

1265
01:04:41,440 --> 01:04:44,280
Speaker 4: because it's putting men's needs before.

1266
01:04:44,200 --> 01:04:51,360
Speaker 5: Your own, basically a man's needs before.

1267
01:04:51,040 --> 01:04:53,520
Speaker 6: Your own by faking the orgasm.

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01:04:54,160 --> 01:04:56,880
Speaker 3: Well, I remember when you said one time that most

1269
01:04:56,880 --> 01:04:58,320
Speaker 3: women don't have orgasms.

1270
01:04:58,600 --> 01:05:00,960
Speaker 4: Yeah, a lot don't, and a lot well, some will

1271
01:05:00,960 --> 01:05:02,840
Speaker 4: fake it because they feel bad and they want to

1272
01:05:02,880 --> 01:05:04,920
Speaker 4: just make a man feel like he's doing that, you know.

1273
01:05:05,440 --> 01:05:06,840
Speaker 6: So a lot of women.

1274
01:05:06,640 --> 01:05:09,280
Speaker 4: Do fake orgasms where they think a lot of men

1275
01:05:09,320 --> 01:05:12,440
Speaker 4: think they are giving women orgasms and they're not. So

1276
01:05:12,560 --> 01:05:16,160
Speaker 4: she's basically saying, like, we should. And there's a lot

1277
01:05:16,160 --> 01:05:20,240
Speaker 4: of women who do orgasm, but they are just with

1278
01:05:20,320 --> 01:05:22,680
Speaker 4: someone who's either like learned their body or they top

1279
01:05:22,760 --> 01:05:26,280
Speaker 4: them or whatever the case is. So she's basically saying, like,

1280
01:05:26,400 --> 01:05:29,360
Speaker 4: you should stop faking the orgasm because you shouldn't be

1281
01:05:29,720 --> 01:05:31,280
Speaker 4: putting his knees before yours.

1282
01:05:31,320 --> 01:05:32,880
Speaker 5: That means that he thinks he made.

1283
01:05:32,720 --> 01:05:37,080
Speaker 4: You come, he didn't, and now you're just trying to

1284
01:05:37,120 --> 01:05:39,160
Speaker 4: like do it to get him going and making him

1285
01:05:39,200 --> 01:05:40,840
Speaker 4: feel that like better about himself.

1286
01:05:40,840 --> 01:05:44,280
Speaker 3: Don't think nothing wrong with that. Get him going, uplift

1287
01:05:44,320 --> 01:05:46,800
Speaker 3: your man? What's the point where that's uplift your man?

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01:05:47,000 --> 01:05:48,600
Speaker 5: Uplift your woman by making her come?

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01:05:48,800 --> 01:05:50,360
Speaker 3: Well, tell him how to do it. If he ain't

1290
01:05:50,400 --> 01:05:53,400
Speaker 3: doing it, show him how to do it. Yeah, they like,

1291
01:05:53,400 --> 01:05:55,560
Speaker 3: if you're gonna keep faking it and be disappointed, tell

1292
01:05:55,640 --> 01:05:58,800
Speaker 3: them how to do it, Like do he know or canny?

1293
01:05:58,880 --> 01:06:01,920
Speaker 3: Is he capable? It's a conversation then.

1294
01:06:02,200 --> 01:06:05,080
Speaker 4: Yeah, I feel like a lot of women fake it.

1295
01:06:05,400 --> 01:06:08,560
Speaker 4: I don't fake that at all, because I just don't.

1296
01:06:08,720 --> 01:06:12,520
Speaker 4: But I just think that women do and I get it.

1297
01:06:12,600 --> 01:06:15,360
Speaker 4: You just want to feel like okay, whatever, like you satisfied.

1298
01:06:15,400 --> 01:06:17,920
Speaker 4: It is harder for a lot of women to reach that, you.

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01:06:17,880 --> 01:06:18,479
Speaker 5: Know what I mean.

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01:06:18,720 --> 01:06:22,920
Speaker 4: And so I feel like it is on the woman

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01:06:23,080 --> 01:06:25,880
Speaker 4: to teach the man. It's also I feel like on

1302
01:06:26,040 --> 01:06:29,240
Speaker 4: the man to like be on it on, like what

1303
01:06:29,320 --> 01:06:29,840
Speaker 4: should I do?

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01:06:30,160 --> 01:06:32,080
Speaker 5: What do you want? Like da da da da da.

1305
01:06:32,400 --> 01:06:34,680
Speaker 4: So I think it's both ways because I even think

1306
01:06:35,000 --> 01:06:37,920
Speaker 4: with women, I think men should like I feel like

1307
01:06:37,960 --> 01:06:40,160
Speaker 4: women do stuff with men and they were like it's cool,

1308
01:06:40,160 --> 01:06:43,440
Speaker 4: but they like it a certain way or something different too.

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01:06:43,480 --> 01:06:45,800
Speaker 4: So I think both parties have to be more vocal

1310
01:06:45,800 --> 01:06:46,640
Speaker 4: about what we.

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Speaker 3: A lot of men got to be vocal. He's not

1312
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Speaker 3: the one faking that she is.

1313
01:06:50,440 --> 01:06:53,360
Speaker 5: No, I'm saying for his pleasure too, like what he likes.

1314
01:06:53,800 --> 01:06:56,920
Speaker 3: Yeah, most men are nine nine percent of the Manna.

1315
01:06:57,640 --> 01:06:59,120
Speaker 5: No, they are what I'm saying.

1316
01:06:59,200 --> 01:07:00,480
Speaker 3: They're gonna get somewhere they need to go.

1317
01:07:00,640 --> 01:07:02,680
Speaker 5: No, I know they're gonna get there, But I'm saying

1318
01:07:03,280 --> 01:07:03,600
Speaker 5: a lot.

1319
01:07:03,520 --> 01:07:05,520
Speaker 3: Of times they even own a woman, it's on him.

1320
01:07:06,320 --> 01:07:07,600
Speaker 5: Yeah, I'm not even saying that.

1321
01:07:07,640 --> 01:07:11,200
Speaker 4: I'm just saying, like, I feel like both parties like

1322
01:07:11,640 --> 01:07:15,200
Speaker 4: can instruct or tell the person like.

1323
01:07:15,160 --> 01:07:19,400
Speaker 5: What they like more basically yeah, yeah, of course, yeah.

1324
01:07:19,440 --> 01:07:22,000
Speaker 4: But I feel like it could be awkward, I guess

1325
01:07:22,280 --> 01:07:24,120
Speaker 4: for a woman because it's like how do you even

1326
01:07:24,120 --> 01:07:26,920
Speaker 4: tell a man like you know, I think a lot

1327
01:07:26,960 --> 01:07:28,920
Speaker 4: of women struggle with that, and we've talked about that

1328
01:07:28,960 --> 01:07:33,120
Speaker 4: when Shamboo Draam was on our show about just how

1329
01:07:33,280 --> 01:07:36,000
Speaker 4: to approach that scenario for a lot of women or

1330
01:07:36,000 --> 01:07:39,880
Speaker 4: whatever the case may be, on how to be satisfied

1331
01:07:39,960 --> 01:07:42,680
Speaker 4: or whatever, because I think that there's like a stigma

1332
01:07:42,840 --> 01:07:45,280
Speaker 4: like you know, as a as a woman, you have

1333
01:07:45,360 --> 01:07:48,840
Speaker 4: to make sure a man is not like just walking

1334
01:07:48,880 --> 01:07:52,440
Speaker 4: around here, not like satisfied or not like having sex

1335
01:07:52,600 --> 01:07:55,040
Speaker 4: or da da da da da. But I don't think

1336
01:07:55,080 --> 01:07:57,600
Speaker 4: that men feel that way about women. They're just like,

1337
01:07:57,640 --> 01:08:00,200
Speaker 4: oh they're good, you know, Like I feel like men

1338
01:08:00,200 --> 01:08:02,000
Speaker 4: don't think about it like that, like, oh, she's out

1339
01:08:02,000 --> 01:08:06,240
Speaker 4: here just like not getting you know, cracking, like getting

1340
01:08:06,280 --> 01:08:09,880
Speaker 4: her shit off, so damn Like men don't think about

1341
01:08:09,880 --> 01:08:10,640
Speaker 4: that about women.

1342
01:08:11,480 --> 01:08:13,680
Speaker 3: I mean, then when a woman take a man down,

1343
01:08:13,760 --> 01:08:16,840
Speaker 3: you all take all our energy like dun like what

1344
01:08:16,960 --> 01:08:19,880
Speaker 3: you expect, Like you don't get no gratification of taking

1345
01:08:19,880 --> 01:08:22,320
Speaker 3: your man down, like y'all took him down.

1346
01:08:23,120 --> 01:08:25,320
Speaker 5: But so you know what.

1347
01:08:25,840 --> 01:08:27,559
Speaker 4: You know what, men don't realize, you know how like

1348
01:08:27,640 --> 01:08:32,040
Speaker 4: if you had sex but you didn't come, you still

1349
01:08:32,120 --> 01:08:34,360
Speaker 4: need to like get your shit out.

1350
01:08:34,600 --> 01:08:36,120
Speaker 5: Okay, that's the same as a woman.

1351
01:08:36,200 --> 01:08:36,559
Speaker 3: You know that.

1352
01:08:37,880 --> 01:08:42,240
Speaker 4: Well, I'm telling you, like, men don't realize that. Men

1353
01:08:42,320 --> 01:08:44,720
Speaker 4: don't realize that that's the same as a woman. Like

1354
01:08:44,920 --> 01:08:47,400
Speaker 4: if a woman has sex and she doesn't, she's still

1355
01:08:47,439 --> 01:08:50,760
Speaker 4: going to be like turned on until she can get

1356
01:08:50,760 --> 01:08:54,720
Speaker 4: that out, you know what I mean. So like men

1357
01:08:54,800 --> 01:08:57,960
Speaker 4: don't realize like, yes, you're satisfied by taking a man down,

1358
01:08:58,000 --> 01:09:00,960
Speaker 4: of course, but does it mean you're not.

1359
01:09:01,040 --> 01:09:04,720
Speaker 3: Like yeah, for sure. But there women, women go out.

1360
01:09:05,040 --> 01:09:08,320
Speaker 3: That's why these six shops is made for women more

1361
01:09:08,360 --> 01:09:10,280
Speaker 3: so than men. So y'all go out and get y'all

1362
01:09:10,320 --> 01:09:12,479
Speaker 3: little devices and stuff, and y'all be like, all right,

1363
01:09:12,479 --> 01:09:16,000
Speaker 3: I'll take care of myself. Then that's what women do.

1364
01:09:16,240 --> 01:09:16,680
Speaker 3: Women do.

1365
01:09:17,040 --> 01:09:19,479
Speaker 5: Women do do that, Yeah, they do.

1366
01:09:19,640 --> 01:09:23,679
Speaker 4: But y'all men are okay with that. They're just like whatever,

1367
01:09:23,720 --> 01:09:24,240
Speaker 4: you could just.

1368
01:09:24,200 --> 01:09:26,800
Speaker 5: Go do your own thing. I don't care to like figure.

1369
01:09:26,520 --> 01:09:28,040
Speaker 3: Out women do that way more than men.

1370
01:09:28,880 --> 01:09:31,320
Speaker 4: Yeah, of course, because women are not coming men like

1371
01:09:31,360 --> 01:09:32,960
Speaker 4: you said, are going to come ninety nine percent of

1372
01:09:33,000 --> 01:09:34,720
Speaker 4: the time a woman is not.

1373
01:09:35,200 --> 01:09:38,320
Speaker 5: So it's different.

1374
01:09:38,520 --> 01:09:40,320
Speaker 3: Well, it's easier for a man to get there than

1375
01:09:40,320 --> 01:09:40,679
Speaker 3: a woman.

1376
01:09:40,840 --> 01:09:44,720
Speaker 5: Yeah, for sure, it's harder.

1377
01:09:44,439 --> 01:09:46,719
Speaker 3: For a woman. I mean when we even took down

1378
01:09:46,760 --> 01:09:48,679
Speaker 3: so many times, it's harder for the woman.

1379
01:09:49,320 --> 01:09:52,120
Speaker 5: What do you mean, I say what.

1380
01:09:52,040 --> 01:09:54,120
Speaker 3: I'll say what I mean when when the women then

1381
01:09:54,439 --> 01:09:58,320
Speaker 3: has so much intercourse with so many different means it's

1382
01:09:58,360 --> 01:09:58,960
Speaker 3: harder for you.

1383
01:09:59,120 --> 01:09:59,880
Speaker 5: That's not true.

1384
01:10:00,120 --> 01:10:02,360
Speaker 4: You know that it's actually more easy for a woman

1385
01:10:02,400 --> 01:10:05,240
Speaker 4: to come the more sexual experience that she had, because

1386
01:10:05,240 --> 01:10:07,040
Speaker 4: she's more in tune with her body. Do you think

1387
01:10:07,080 --> 01:10:09,240
Speaker 4: that we're coming when we first have sex. When we

1388
01:10:09,280 --> 01:10:11,760
Speaker 4: first have sex, it hurts and it's uncomfortable. You don't

1389
01:10:11,800 --> 01:10:16,000
Speaker 4: start enjoying sex until you're like more, you've had more sex,

1390
01:10:16,439 --> 01:10:18,759
Speaker 4: just so you know. So it's not about a woman's

1391
01:10:18,800 --> 01:10:21,000
Speaker 4: been taken down by so many men now she can't come.

1392
01:10:21,080 --> 01:10:23,160
Speaker 6: Matter of fact, women who are more.

1393
01:10:23,320 --> 01:10:26,000
Speaker 4: Sexually active come a lot quicker and know how to

1394
01:10:26,000 --> 01:10:28,559
Speaker 4: make themselves come a lot faster than women who are

1395
01:10:28,640 --> 01:10:33,479
Speaker 4: less sexually active. So that's a complete wrong statement all

1396
01:10:33,560 --> 01:10:33,840
Speaker 4: the way.

1397
01:10:34,880 --> 01:10:35,720
Speaker 3: Thanks for schooling me.

1398
01:10:39,920 --> 01:10:40,920
Speaker 2: No, because it is.

1399
01:10:41,200 --> 01:10:43,840
Speaker 4: You said that when Shannon Boujo was on the show too,

1400
01:10:44,080 --> 01:10:47,320
Speaker 4: and she told you the same thing. It's wrong like

1401
01:10:47,439 --> 01:10:49,840
Speaker 4: you think because she's broken down because she'd got to

1402
01:10:50,040 --> 01:10:51,400
Speaker 4: live up.

1403
01:10:52,720 --> 01:10:53,719
Speaker 6: That's not the truth.

1404
01:10:53,840 --> 01:10:59,599
Speaker 5: That's so like a juvenile thoughts. That's so untrue.

1405
01:11:00,479 --> 01:11:00,919
Speaker 6: Okay.

1406
01:11:01,080 --> 01:11:05,400
Speaker 4: If prescribe new sexual health patients get fifteen dollars off

1407
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Speaker 4: their first order of sparks on a reoccurring plant, connect

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Speaker 4: with the provider at road dot com slash tad to

1409
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Speaker 4: find out if prescription roast sparks are right for you.

1410
01:11:16,240 --> 01:11:17,280
Speaker 3: What time do you wake up?

1411
01:11:18,200 --> 01:11:21,000
Speaker 2: Three three thirty?

1412
01:11:22,680 --> 01:11:25,320
Speaker 1: The Creator comes to the lowest parts of the heaven

1413
01:11:25,800 --> 01:11:28,360
Speaker 1: in the last quarter of the night, So when you

1414
01:11:28,400 --> 01:11:30,559
Speaker 1: wake up at twelve between the hours of twelve and

1415
01:11:30,560 --> 01:11:31,040
Speaker 1: three am.

1416
01:11:31,080 --> 01:11:32,519
Speaker 2: I don't know why I'm saying that. I never said

1417
01:11:32,560 --> 01:11:33,519
Speaker 2: this in an interview before.

1418
01:11:33,800 --> 01:11:37,080
Speaker 1: So that's you know, you in a fastest state because

1419
01:11:37,080 --> 01:11:39,759
Speaker 1: you've been fasting, you've been sleep, you've been without.

1420
01:11:40,360 --> 01:11:41,960
Speaker 2: It's the battery rejuvenating itself.

1421
01:11:41,960 --> 01:11:43,920
Speaker 1: And when the Creator comes to the lowest parts of

1422
01:11:43,960 --> 01:11:46,760
Speaker 1: the heaven in the last quarter of the night, that's

1423
01:11:46,800 --> 01:11:48,519
Speaker 1: when you wake up out your sleep. That's when it's

1424
01:11:48,520 --> 01:11:50,640
Speaker 1: time to talk to God, because he already talking to you.

1425
01:11:52,080 --> 01:11:55,320
Speaker 1: We could feel we here God brag to the angels

1426
01:11:55,360 --> 01:11:58,280
Speaker 1: bout me. He say, look at him, doun'd that worshiping me?

1427
01:11:58,360 --> 01:12:03,080
Speaker 1: Yet he's never seen my faith, seen the silhouette, but

1428
01:12:03,120 --> 01:12:03,719
Speaker 1: not the face.

1429
01:12:06,400 --> 01:12:11,240
Speaker 3: I wake up at three every morning and use the bathroom, yes, Lord,

1430
01:12:11,240 --> 01:12:13,320
Speaker 3: but I don't wake up and I wake up at

1431
01:12:13,439 --> 01:12:14,000
Speaker 3: five again.

1432
01:12:14,600 --> 01:12:19,479
Speaker 2: But it's consistent discharging. That's discharging negative energy.

1433
01:12:19,600 --> 01:12:20,559
Speaker 3: Why is that?

1434
01:12:20,880 --> 01:12:23,960
Speaker 1: You think you ever drunk nothing but water and then

1435
01:12:24,240 --> 01:12:28,440
Speaker 1: when it got a massage, and then your pistols brown.

1436
01:12:29,200 --> 01:12:31,479
Speaker 1: Where if you notice, that's the toxins being released from

1437
01:12:31,520 --> 01:12:35,439
Speaker 1: the body. But you drink nothing but water, drink water,

1438
01:12:35,560 --> 01:12:38,120
Speaker 1: you piss and clip all day, then you go get

1439
01:12:38,160 --> 01:12:43,799
Speaker 1: a massage, your piss brown. That's toxins in the muscle release.

1440
01:12:44,560 --> 01:12:47,360
Speaker 1: Our body holds trauma in the muscle in the fashion.

1441
01:12:48,880 --> 01:12:50,559
Speaker 1: So you ain't doing nothing wrong. That why I don't

1442
01:12:50,600 --> 01:12:54,439
Speaker 1: tell people if I thought, excuse me? Why why I

1443
01:12:54,479 --> 01:12:58,120
Speaker 1: gotta tell you excuse me? Anything leaving the body is sacred.

1444
01:12:58,520 --> 01:13:01,280
Speaker 1: If I laugh, if I cry about working about four, man,

1445
01:13:02,560 --> 01:13:03,200
Speaker 1: I'm gonna.

1446
01:13:02,960 --> 01:13:04,160
Speaker 2: Sit there like I ain't doing it.

1447
01:13:04,600 --> 01:13:09,920
Speaker 3: I wish somebody would weren't smelled the din We're fucking

1448
01:13:09,920 --> 01:13:12,439
Speaker 3: smelled the Dilton. But if it's allowed one though, come

1449
01:13:13,600 --> 01:13:16,760
Speaker 3: it's allowed, alloway. If I be.

1450
01:13:18,439 --> 01:13:22,800
Speaker 1: Damn, I'll make a joke out it. Damn, that's great,

1451
01:13:24,840 --> 01:13:27,600
Speaker 1: that's crazy. Somebody else doing a man, it's time to go,

1452
01:13:27,680 --> 01:13:31,200
Speaker 1: hey boy, you to cut the catalytic converter. The catalytic

1453
01:13:31,320 --> 01:13:34,960
Speaker 1: converters will make the muffler is not loud, but when

1454
01:13:34,960 --> 01:13:38,920
Speaker 1: you cut it is, you're trying to straight pipe on it. Motherfucker. Man,

1455
01:13:38,960 --> 01:13:45,839
Speaker 1: that boy got a hellcat on. The boy got that charge.

1456
01:13:48,280 --> 01:13:50,120
Speaker 3: So what I'm saying, churn this out. So so.

1457
01:13:52,640 --> 01:13:54,120
Speaker 2: I'm very metaphoric.

1458
01:13:54,240 --> 01:13:57,679
Speaker 1: So I know, I'm just saying the audience that doesn't

1459
01:13:57,680 --> 01:14:00,880
Speaker 1: know what metaphors are. It's comparing two things without using

1460
01:14:01,000 --> 01:14:03,760
Speaker 1: like her as make a lot of comparison.

1461
01:14:04,320 --> 01:14:12,240
Speaker 3: Oh man, that's real, that's real. Feel good to feel good,

1462
01:14:12,400 --> 01:14:13,639
Speaker 3: feel good to feel good.

1463
01:14:14,160 --> 01:14:16,160
Speaker 1: I might be like all I do is laugh when

1464
01:14:16,160 --> 01:14:17,880
Speaker 1: I'm around you because she goofy too.

1465
01:14:17,960 --> 01:14:21,280
Speaker 2: Um Like you know I'm goofy. You know I'm a

1466
01:14:21,360 --> 01:14:24,800
Speaker 2: teddy bear. Just please don't make me angry.

1467
01:14:25,520 --> 01:14:28,320
Speaker 3: Damn, So damn if my fart don't look at me

1468
01:14:28,360 --> 01:14:30,800
Speaker 3: crazy for what I'm talking about her.

1469
01:14:31,000 --> 01:14:32,880
Speaker 2: We got the right to do that, all.

1470
01:14:32,840 --> 01:14:34,160
Speaker 3: Right, one coming right now.

1471
01:14:34,240 --> 01:14:36,439
Speaker 2: Hey in coming.

1472
01:14:37,160 --> 01:14:43,679
Speaker 1: Hey, we all and did horrible things in our life,

1473
01:14:43,720 --> 01:14:45,960
Speaker 1: for things that we're not proud of. Man, we all

1474
01:14:46,040 --> 01:14:48,879
Speaker 1: have made mistakes. But if you woke up today, godess

1475
01:14:48,880 --> 01:14:51,160
Speaker 1: please with you. So why do I got to be

1476
01:14:51,240 --> 01:14:56,000
Speaker 1: explaining myself to somebody. You're a mere mortal, You ain't personal.

1477
01:14:57,840 --> 01:14:58,120
Speaker 3: Question.

1478
01:15:01,760 --> 01:15:05,040
Speaker 2: They called me to come out.

1479
01:15:05,280 --> 01:15:07,160
Speaker 6: You had to get about that energy.

1480
01:15:07,560 --> 01:15:08,360
Speaker 5: I love it.

1481
01:15:08,880 --> 01:15:10,960
Speaker 4: So my thing is is I just want to say

1482
01:15:10,960 --> 01:15:14,040
Speaker 4: that I appreciate you being so vulnerable and as a man.

1483
01:15:14,200 --> 01:15:18,040
Speaker 4: I noticed with men that's hard, Like vulnerability for a

1484
01:15:18,080 --> 01:15:19,519
Speaker 4: lot of people is not easy.

1485
01:15:19,560 --> 01:15:22,080
Speaker 5: Paul talks about being vulnerable all the time.

1486
01:15:22,479 --> 01:15:26,200
Speaker 4: For you, like, how did you what did you do

1487
01:15:26,320 --> 01:15:29,000
Speaker 4: to just be a man who's like I could cry,

1488
01:15:29,160 --> 01:15:29,960
Speaker 4: I could be vulnerable.

1489
01:15:30,040 --> 01:15:33,439
Speaker 2: My grandmother spirit came to me and hugged me.

1490
01:15:34,760 --> 01:15:37,240
Speaker 1: When I was in Puerto Rico and I made a

1491
01:15:37,280 --> 01:15:41,080
Speaker 1: song called fairy Tale, and I talked about my molestation,

1492
01:15:41,439 --> 01:15:45,160
Speaker 1: me being said to victimized. I talked about how I

1493
01:15:45,280 --> 01:15:47,160
Speaker 1: was looked at like a black sheep after what took

1494
01:15:47,240 --> 01:15:50,960
Speaker 1: place after that and things of that nature. And once

1495
01:15:51,000 --> 01:15:54,280
Speaker 1: I did the Mike Tyson interview, people called me. I

1496
01:15:54,320 --> 01:15:57,800
Speaker 1: cried for my manager. That's my manager now he was

1497
01:15:57,800 --> 01:16:01,360
Speaker 1: my engineer. After we did that song, cried uncontrollably for

1498
01:16:01,439 --> 01:16:05,160
Speaker 1: two weeks straight. After that, I broke down because I

1499
01:16:05,200 --> 01:16:06,599
Speaker 1: had been holding it for so long.

1500
01:16:08,200 --> 01:16:12,280
Speaker 5: Damn it felt amazing, you so good release in that.

1501
01:16:12,439 --> 01:16:14,559
Speaker 1: So I made a song about how it happened, and

1502
01:16:14,600 --> 01:16:17,200
Speaker 1: they I was kind of demonized a little bit. They

1503
01:16:17,240 --> 01:16:19,680
Speaker 1: looked at it like I don't even want to get

1504
01:16:19,680 --> 01:16:24,200
Speaker 1: into it. But long story short, you know, people called us.

1505
01:16:25,000 --> 01:16:27,280
Speaker 1: People was getting in touch with me because my Instagram

1506
01:16:27,360 --> 01:16:29,840
Speaker 1: was deleted for like a year and a half. People

1507
01:16:29,920 --> 01:16:32,120
Speaker 1: was getting in touch with me, Like, man, we did

1508
01:16:32,160 --> 01:16:34,679
Speaker 1: not know that. That's how that had.

1509
01:16:36,280 --> 01:16:37,680
Speaker 6: You know, did you.

1510
01:16:37,640 --> 01:16:39,479
Speaker 5: Ever try to explain it to any but everybody?

1511
01:16:39,520 --> 01:16:42,800
Speaker 1: Anybody person that you explained it to, Like most of

1512
01:16:42,840 --> 01:16:47,400
Speaker 1: the times, niggas don't be comfortable having a tough conversation exactly.

1513
01:16:47,439 --> 01:16:48,599
Speaker 2: They sweep it under the rood.

1514
01:16:49,080 --> 01:16:49,880
Speaker 5: That's what I'm saying.

1515
01:16:49,880 --> 01:16:52,479
Speaker 4: I've heard people have that experience, even myself, like they

1516
01:16:52,600 --> 01:16:56,320
Speaker 4: just yeah, nothing was gaslighting me.

1517
01:16:57,040 --> 01:16:57,519
Speaker 3: Oh it was.

1518
01:16:57,640 --> 01:17:00,760
Speaker 1: Well, now my children live by different. They know that,

1519
01:17:01,840 --> 01:17:04,960
Speaker 1: they know that fighting solves everything. And we're gonna have

1520
01:17:04,960 --> 01:17:08,320
Speaker 1: them tough conversations. I love that I'm talking about he listening.

1521
01:17:08,400 --> 01:17:10,080
Speaker 1: Now you go to school, people gonna talk about you.

1522
01:17:10,200 --> 01:17:12,800
Speaker 1: Now they talked about God. So your lift, funky ass,

1523
01:17:12,880 --> 01:17:15,439
Speaker 1: don't stand a chance you're gonna get talked about.

1524
01:17:15,840 --> 01:17:16,920
Speaker 2: But if somebody put.

1525
01:17:16,800 --> 01:17:19,440
Speaker 3: Their hands on you, they beat you, better go platinum

1526
01:17:19,760 --> 01:17:20,200
Speaker 3: right there.

1527
01:17:21,160 --> 01:17:23,080
Speaker 2: There ain't no way till tomorrow. I ain't no think

1528
01:17:23,120 --> 01:17:23,479
Speaker 2: about it.

1529
01:17:23,560 --> 01:17:26,080
Speaker 1: Start the stupid right there, and I'm gonna come to

1530
01:17:26,120 --> 01:17:27,880
Speaker 1: school and I'm gonna be like, hey, I.

1531
01:17:27,840 --> 01:17:29,840
Speaker 3: Can't believe you did this. I said, want to God,

1532
01:17:30,000 --> 01:17:32,920
Speaker 3: I'm gonna kill you. When we get to I'm gonna

1533
01:17:32,920 --> 01:17:34,479
Speaker 3: make it look good, I say. When we leave, I'm

1534
01:17:34,520 --> 01:17:38,559
Speaker 3: gonna tell you, Hey, good job, job, Hey, good job.

1535
01:17:38,560 --> 01:17:40,320
Speaker 1: I'm gonna take you by here every tour you want,

1536
01:17:40,760 --> 01:17:45,160
Speaker 1: good job, because hey, bullets don't stop being bulleis Are

1537
01:17:45,160 --> 01:17:47,920
Speaker 1: you saying, hey, don't touch me there? This is my

1538
01:17:48,040 --> 01:17:52,759
Speaker 1: no nose square that don't make bullets stop. Bullets stopped

1539
01:17:53,240 --> 01:17:56,680
Speaker 1: when you apply pressure. Either you applying pressure, are you

1540
01:17:56,760 --> 01:18:00,000
Speaker 1: feeling it? Pain is the greatest motivator. Pain with motive.

1541
01:18:00,040 --> 01:18:02,559
Speaker 2: Obaate you to stop fucking with me, bitch, you.

1542
01:18:02,479 --> 01:18:04,360
Speaker 1: Know what I'm saying. So I believe in those type

1543
01:18:04,400 --> 01:18:08,400
Speaker 1: of things. And then that's like even with my daughter. See, damn,

1544
01:18:08,600 --> 01:18:11,880
Speaker 1: she didn't my little girl don't seen something. She she

1545
01:18:12,000 --> 01:18:14,000
Speaker 1: twelve about to be thirteen. She had seen me get

1546
01:18:14,000 --> 01:18:17,639
Speaker 1: out of my character before about her, and I noticed

1547
01:18:17,960 --> 01:18:21,080
Speaker 1: it gave her a different sense of peace. I just

1548
01:18:21,160 --> 01:18:24,080
Speaker 1: cried a couple of months ago when I found out

1549
01:18:24,080 --> 01:18:26,519
Speaker 1: she had got Oh god, if baby, if you're watching this,

1550
01:18:26,560 --> 01:18:28,559
Speaker 1: don't kill me. When I find out she had got

1551
01:18:28,560 --> 01:18:31,200
Speaker 1: a minsus For people that don't know what.

1552
01:18:31,120 --> 01:18:32,000
Speaker 2: A minss is.

1553
01:18:32,320 --> 01:18:36,840
Speaker 1: She she she's, she's, she's entered into womanhood.

1554
01:18:36,880 --> 01:18:42,160
Speaker 2: Now I got a cycle. Man. I just I cried,

1555
01:18:42,479 --> 01:18:43,280
Speaker 2: broke down.

1556
01:18:43,120 --> 01:18:44,559
Speaker 3: This first time, crying in front of her.

1557
01:18:44,920 --> 01:18:45,960
Speaker 2: I ain't crying in front of her.

1558
01:18:46,560 --> 01:18:49,200
Speaker 1: I just walked in the room and cried, my baby grown,

1559
01:18:50,600 --> 01:18:53,800
Speaker 1: my baby grown. And then when then when I was

1560
01:18:54,080 --> 01:18:56,479
Speaker 1: I going there something because I saved the house. I

1561
01:18:56,560 --> 01:19:00,680
Speaker 1: go in there and saved my house sometime and I

1562
01:19:00,720 --> 01:19:05,360
Speaker 1: was saving her bathroom in her closet, and I seen

1563
01:19:05,400 --> 01:19:08,760
Speaker 1: her pass when I looked under the counter. She had

1564
01:19:08,760 --> 01:19:12,080
Speaker 1: her past is knee and it made me drop tears again.

1565
01:19:12,240 --> 01:19:13,479
Speaker 2: I say, my baby grown.

1566
01:19:13,600 --> 01:19:13,800
Speaker 7: Man.

1567
01:19:16,160 --> 01:19:18,360
Speaker 1: I already had missed a lot of her life due

1568
01:19:18,360 --> 01:19:20,960
Speaker 1: to me being incarcerated, because I used to take baths

1569
01:19:21,080 --> 01:19:21,320
Speaker 1: with her.

1570
01:19:21,320 --> 01:19:22,439
Speaker 2: That was like our time.

1571
01:19:22,840 --> 01:19:25,479
Speaker 1: Then when I came home, she was too old for

1572
01:19:25,520 --> 01:19:27,880
Speaker 1: me to even take bass with her again. And I

1573
01:19:27,920 --> 01:19:32,120
Speaker 1: missed it like I missed it. I missed bathing my children.

1574
01:19:32,600 --> 01:19:34,720
Speaker 1: That's one thing I do miss.

1575
01:19:36,360 --> 01:19:39,639
Speaker 2: I have some more. I just, yes, I'll have some more.

1576
01:19:39,960 --> 01:19:42,600
Speaker 3: I just for the first time last weekend, I just

1577
01:19:42,640 --> 01:19:45,639
Speaker 3: cried in front of my daughter for the first time.

1578
01:19:45,680 --> 01:19:47,519
Speaker 3: I was seventeen. I was seventeen year old. This's the

1579
01:19:47,520 --> 01:19:48,840
Speaker 3: first time she ever seen cried.

1580
01:19:49,240 --> 01:19:53,960
Speaker 1: Can I be psychic? And she ended up comforting you. Yeah, man,

1581
01:19:54,000 --> 01:19:54,760
Speaker 1: that's what they do.

1582
01:19:55,280 --> 01:19:57,840
Speaker 3: She's seventeen, that's what they do older.

1583
01:19:57,960 --> 01:20:01,080
Speaker 1: I'm thinking, I got I'm your protector, providing a protective

1584
01:20:01,360 --> 01:20:03,879
Speaker 1: I'm providing a protection and she providing a comfort.

1585
01:20:04,240 --> 01:20:05,639
Speaker 5: I never seen my day I cry before.

1586
01:20:05,720 --> 01:20:06,439
Speaker 6: He seventy eight.

1587
01:20:06,640 --> 01:20:09,840
Speaker 3: This is my first time. But she cried too.

1588
01:20:10,880 --> 01:20:11,800
Speaker 5: What were you crying? Off?

1589
01:20:11,960 --> 01:20:16,520
Speaker 3: Well, I was sitting by the fire outside in my backyard,

1590
01:20:17,200 --> 01:20:22,440
Speaker 3: and you know, she expressed to me about some things

1591
01:20:22,640 --> 01:20:26,559
Speaker 3: that she was disappointed in me about some weeks ago.

1592
01:20:27,080 --> 01:20:28,840
Speaker 3: So I never had a chance to be and so

1593
01:20:28,960 --> 01:20:31,720
Speaker 3: now this is me facing her about that, and I

1594
01:20:31,760 --> 01:20:35,559
Speaker 3: apologized to her and I said, listen, I'm not perfect.

1595
01:20:35,880 --> 01:20:39,639
Speaker 3: I'm still learning how to be a dad. I'm still

1596
01:20:40,600 --> 01:20:46,160
Speaker 3: you know, no book to this and moving forward, I'm

1597
01:20:46,280 --> 01:20:49,559
Speaker 3: trying to be the best example for you because I

1598
01:20:49,600 --> 01:20:52,920
Speaker 3: love you more than anything in the world. And you

1599
01:20:52,960 --> 01:20:55,679
Speaker 3: know I don't try to embarrass you or any things

1600
01:20:55,720 --> 01:20:59,960
Speaker 3: that I've done the sins of a father or or

1601
01:21:00,240 --> 01:21:03,519
Speaker 3: or it hurts you know what they say. They call

1602
01:21:03,560 --> 01:21:06,160
Speaker 3: it the sins of my father can like punish.

1603
01:21:05,960 --> 01:21:08,000
Speaker 5: To the children.

1604
01:21:07,880 --> 01:21:10,400
Speaker 3: Something and that I've done some things that's been embarrasseding.

1605
01:21:12,479 --> 01:21:16,519
Speaker 1: But at the same time, baby, I'm not perfect. That's

1606
01:21:16,520 --> 01:21:17,840
Speaker 1: what I tried to I'm gonna make a lot of

1607
01:21:17,840 --> 01:21:19,760
Speaker 1: mobile stakes. You thought I embarrassed you that time, I'm

1608
01:21:19,760 --> 01:21:21,559
Speaker 1: about to embarrass you a lot more because I don't know.

1609
01:21:22,800 --> 01:21:24,519
Speaker 2: See my chear and know they did toe up.

1610
01:21:24,960 --> 01:21:26,880
Speaker 3: They know they.

1611
01:21:26,320 --> 01:21:28,200
Speaker 1: Know I'm leaving the move there I hang out out

1612
01:21:28,240 --> 01:21:29,120
Speaker 1: the window leaving the movie.

1613
01:21:29,160 --> 01:21:32,160
Speaker 3: They like, like that's.

1614
01:21:31,960 --> 01:21:33,080
Speaker 2: Just dead being dead.

1615
01:21:33,200 --> 01:21:36,160
Speaker 1: But yeah, other children be like man y'all got the

1616
01:21:36,200 --> 01:21:39,479
Speaker 1: coolest dead But to them, I'm just a dead right.

1617
01:21:40,000 --> 01:21:42,080
Speaker 2: They don't look at me like Kevin Gates.

1618
01:21:42,080 --> 01:21:45,559
Speaker 1: They look at me like Marcellus Kevin Gates, Like, so

1619
01:21:46,840 --> 01:21:49,280
Speaker 1: that's beautiful when you like Look.

1620
01:21:49,320 --> 01:21:52,000
Speaker 2: I tell my daughter everything I even had.

1621
01:21:52,040 --> 01:21:55,040
Speaker 1: I even just had another conversation with her. I say, babe,

1622
01:21:55,680 --> 01:21:59,160
Speaker 1: you think you was more? Damn, I don't even need

1623
01:21:59,200 --> 01:22:01,759
Speaker 1: to sit, No, I need to said. I was like, baby,

1624
01:22:02,320 --> 01:22:04,679
Speaker 1: you think when I was just fucking bookoo hole slanging

1625
01:22:04,720 --> 01:22:06,800
Speaker 1: that dick, my life was good?

1626
01:22:07,240 --> 01:22:10,000
Speaker 2: Are you like it more than I'm structured? And then

1627
01:22:10,000 --> 01:22:10,719
Speaker 2: I got a wife.

1628
01:22:11,000 --> 01:22:13,200
Speaker 1: She say, Dad, I'm gonna be honest, that was a

1629
01:22:13,200 --> 01:22:14,479
Speaker 1: lot of bullshit energy.

1630
01:22:15,240 --> 01:22:16,960
Speaker 2: She twelve, She talked grown because I.

1631
01:22:16,880 --> 01:22:18,200
Speaker 3: Ain't said said.

1632
01:22:19,040 --> 01:22:21,160
Speaker 1: She said, Daddy, that was a lot of bullshit energy.

1633
01:22:21,280 --> 01:22:23,040
Speaker 1: Just the ship you had to go through with Dad,

1634
01:22:23,320 --> 01:22:25,120
Speaker 1: and I all let it. And she was like, I

1635
01:22:25,240 --> 01:22:28,400
Speaker 1: like where you're at now? And this was on our

1636
01:22:28,400 --> 01:22:31,080
Speaker 1: way to uh well. I took them to Laguna Beach

1637
01:22:31,200 --> 01:22:32,439
Speaker 1: like two weeks ago.

1638
01:22:33,160 --> 01:22:33,680
Speaker 2: I took me.

1639
01:22:34,040 --> 01:22:36,400
Speaker 1: I took me, my son and my wife and we

1640
01:22:36,439 --> 01:22:38,640
Speaker 1: went out there, me, my son, my daughter, and my

1641
01:22:38,680 --> 01:22:40,759
Speaker 1: wife and we went out there and we were sitting

1642
01:22:40,800 --> 01:22:43,640
Speaker 1: by the fire, same thing you said. I teared up.

1643
01:22:43,640 --> 01:22:46,120
Speaker 1: I dropped a couple of tears. I was like, you know,

1644
01:22:46,160 --> 01:22:48,400
Speaker 1: I really wish I could have gave all a normal life.

1645
01:22:49,560 --> 01:22:53,200
Speaker 1: My daughter was like, well, Dad, if you think about it, academically,

1646
01:22:53,760 --> 01:22:55,479
Speaker 1: I'm better off than what I would have been at

1647
01:22:55,479 --> 01:22:58,640
Speaker 1: public school. I do have friends everything, because you know,

1648
01:22:58,680 --> 01:23:01,479
Speaker 1: when people meet them, they your dad. So a lot

1649
01:23:01,520 --> 01:23:04,439
Speaker 1: of the interactions that they have a superficial So they

1650
01:23:04,479 --> 01:23:06,920
Speaker 1: had to learn how to gauge and read energy at

1651
01:23:06,960 --> 01:23:07,679
Speaker 1: a young age.

1652
01:23:08,439 --> 01:23:10,120
Speaker 2: You know what I'm saying, And that's what you talked

1653
01:23:10,160 --> 01:23:10,559
Speaker 2: to about.

1654
01:23:10,560 --> 01:23:14,080
Speaker 1: It's okay to be used, you know what I'm saying.

1655
01:23:14,200 --> 01:23:17,400
Speaker 1: Just don't abuse. You can't be usually useless. That's how

1656
01:23:17,439 --> 01:23:18,479
Speaker 1: the world look at you.

1657
01:23:18,560 --> 01:23:21,519
Speaker 4: Yeah, don't misuse me, but you could use me. Yeh,

1658
01:23:22,280 --> 01:23:23,400
Speaker 4: that's what I always say.

1659
01:23:23,720 --> 01:23:32,200
Speaker 1: Yeah, man, that's crazy. A tapped in? This is crazy.

1660
01:23:32,439 --> 01:23:34,040
Speaker 2: I can ask you a question. Yeah, for sure.

1661
01:23:34,280 --> 01:23:36,839
Speaker 1: Is it ever difficult being wrong people that aren't tapped

1662
01:23:36,880 --> 01:23:38,680
Speaker 1: in and you have to kind of demn it for

1663
01:23:39,120 --> 01:23:41,200
Speaker 1: fear of being.

1664
01:23:43,040 --> 01:23:45,759
Speaker 2: Hurtful, misunderstood, or just weird.

1665
01:23:48,439 --> 01:23:50,560
Speaker 3: I don't expect nobody else to be taped.

1666
01:23:52,080 --> 01:23:59,639
Speaker 2: So when you do, it's like refreshing. This is refreshing, very.

1667
01:23:59,760 --> 01:24:00,840
Speaker 5: But I have a question too.

1668
01:24:00,960 --> 01:24:01,519
Speaker 6: Let me ask you.

1669
01:24:01,840 --> 01:24:05,080
Speaker 3: It's weird. This is kind of weird in a way

1670
01:24:05,560 --> 01:24:07,080
Speaker 3: because like you.

1671
01:24:07,080 --> 01:24:09,680
Speaker 2: Know what the word weird means, well, not weird.

1672
01:24:09,479 --> 01:24:12,679
Speaker 1: People that are that have the ability to predict the future.

1673
01:24:13,080 --> 01:24:13,599
Speaker 2: I'm weird.

1674
01:24:14,479 --> 01:24:17,800
Speaker 3: So like what I want to explain, not to cut

1675
01:24:17,880 --> 01:24:19,599
Speaker 3: you out, wisdom what you was about.

1676
01:24:19,400 --> 01:24:21,519
Speaker 5: To say, Oh, I was going to say, I won't

1677
01:24:21,960 --> 01:24:24,120
Speaker 5: lose the missage. No, no, no.

1678
01:24:24,160 --> 01:24:26,599
Speaker 4: My question was for me, like growing up, I always

1679
01:24:26,640 --> 01:24:29,720
Speaker 4: experienced this like I was really weird, I guess you

1680
01:24:29,760 --> 01:24:31,040
Speaker 4: would say, and I would look in the mirror and

1681
01:24:31,040 --> 01:24:33,320
Speaker 4: I'd be like who are I would be like who

1682
01:24:33,360 --> 01:24:35,960
Speaker 4: am I? And I've done this from a young age,

1683
01:24:35,960 --> 01:24:38,120
Speaker 4: and I would have an outer body experience and I

1684
01:24:38,120 --> 01:24:40,280
Speaker 4: would see looking in the mirror, yeah, and I would

1685
01:24:40,280 --> 01:24:42,519
Speaker 4: see myself out of my own body. Then it would

1686
01:24:42,560 --> 01:24:44,720
Speaker 4: freak me out and I would stop. The point is

1687
01:24:44,800 --> 01:24:47,719
Speaker 4: is like growing up, I always felt like I couldn't

1688
01:24:47,720 --> 01:24:50,760
Speaker 4: connect with a lot of people, and I condemned myself for.

1689
01:24:50,800 --> 01:24:55,640
Speaker 1: That parallel universe. Yeah, that's that parallel universe. You know,

1690
01:24:56,120 --> 01:24:59,240
Speaker 1: our ancestors. I hope I ain't saying the wrong thing

1691
01:24:59,479 --> 01:25:01,600
Speaker 1: when they look that, I hope I'm not.

1692
01:25:02,960 --> 01:25:03,800
Speaker 2: I gotta say this far.

1693
01:25:03,800 --> 01:25:06,080
Speaker 1: I say this to tell the truth out of season

1694
01:25:06,160 --> 01:25:09,679
Speaker 1: is worse than telling a lie. But everything I ever

1695
01:25:09,720 --> 01:25:12,400
Speaker 1: said that sounded crazy and people thought I was looking

1696
01:25:12,400 --> 01:25:15,360
Speaker 1: for shock value. I never I could give a fuck less.

1697
01:25:15,960 --> 01:25:18,920
Speaker 1: But everybody came back and apologized. Kevin Gate was right.

1698
01:25:19,000 --> 01:25:21,680
Speaker 2: Yeah, I know, but I had to say that to

1699
01:25:21,680 --> 01:25:22,000
Speaker 2: say that.

1700
01:25:22,040 --> 01:25:27,439
Speaker 1: Long story short, short story long, But our ancestors used

1701
01:25:27,479 --> 01:25:32,200
Speaker 1: to look and living reflections of themselves, like water and

1702
01:25:32,280 --> 01:25:33,200
Speaker 1: things of that nature.

1703
01:25:33,200 --> 01:25:34,280
Speaker 2: They wouldn't look in the.

1704
01:25:34,200 --> 01:25:38,360
Speaker 5: Mirror, and that would be such a weird experience for me.

1705
01:25:38,920 --> 01:25:40,960
Speaker 1: Step with mirrors in my room, off face in my

1706
01:25:41,000 --> 01:25:44,360
Speaker 1: bed when I sleep, I turn them around parallel.

1707
01:25:44,600 --> 01:25:48,839
Speaker 4: Yeah, but do you ever feel like because you're different

1708
01:25:48,880 --> 01:25:51,000
Speaker 4: in that way and you're not like a lot of

1709
01:25:51,000 --> 01:25:53,000
Speaker 4: people aren't tapped in on that level.

1710
01:25:53,000 --> 01:25:54,800
Speaker 1: I'm gonna go with what he just said. I don't

1711
01:25:54,880 --> 01:25:57,960
Speaker 1: expect you to understand, but I gotta do what works

1712
01:25:57,960 --> 01:26:01,880
Speaker 1: for me. The life of the car, it's determined by

1713
01:26:01,920 --> 01:26:04,800
Speaker 1: the energy of the driver. Certain people getting to call me,

1714
01:26:04,840 --> 01:26:07,559
Speaker 1: I stayed getting pulled over. When I'm by myself, I

1715
01:26:07,560 --> 01:26:11,120
Speaker 1: don't get pulled over. So if you hurt me, bitch,

1716
01:26:11,640 --> 01:26:12,960
Speaker 1: your check engine light gonna come on.

1717
01:26:15,200 --> 01:26:17,439
Speaker 3: This is my first time meeting a male angel.

1718
01:26:18,200 --> 01:26:19,400
Speaker 2: I just had to say that.

1719
01:26:19,520 --> 01:26:22,240
Speaker 3: Just hear that.

1720
01:26:22,640 --> 01:26:28,559
Speaker 1: But the life of the car determined by the energy

1721
01:26:28,600 --> 01:26:31,200
Speaker 1: of the driver. Sure, I pray this car. I don't

1722
01:26:31,240 --> 01:26:33,200
Speaker 1: do all that old ceiling is. Don't get in my

1723
01:26:33,280 --> 01:26:36,320
Speaker 1: car with that niggaive my brakes might go out, Bitch,

1724
01:26:36,320 --> 01:26:36,880
Speaker 1: I might catch it.

1725
01:26:37,160 --> 01:26:38,880
Speaker 2: I had somebody in the call me. I caught two

1726
01:26:38,920 --> 01:26:40,280
Speaker 2: flats on the side they were sitting on.

1727
01:26:43,400 --> 01:26:44,400
Speaker 3: God tried to wait.

1728
01:26:44,960 --> 01:26:47,200
Speaker 2: God tried to tell me your poor Sayds wasn't right.

1729
01:26:47,200 --> 01:26:48,799
Speaker 2: That's why your pull sayds ain't.

1730
01:26:48,560 --> 01:26:49,040
Speaker 6: Got a car.

1731
01:26:50,400 --> 01:26:52,400
Speaker 3: Man, you don't deserve this ship.

1732
01:26:52,560 --> 01:26:52,760
Speaker 2: Man.

1733
01:26:52,840 --> 01:26:55,880
Speaker 1: I don't think you canna understand that I do. I do,

1734
01:26:56,040 --> 01:26:58,160
Speaker 1: though I didn't at first. You know why, Let me

1735
01:26:58,240 --> 01:27:00,920
Speaker 1: tell you how do hold on? Let me let me

1736
01:27:01,880 --> 01:27:04,400
Speaker 1: be with myself. I gotta be gentle with myself.

1737
01:27:04,680 --> 01:27:06,639
Speaker 3: But you want to tell you my stupid ass did

1738
01:27:07,960 --> 01:27:10,320
Speaker 3: came back, parked the car and didn't put him in

1739
01:27:10,320 --> 01:27:10,920
Speaker 3: the truck with me.

1740
01:27:10,960 --> 01:27:12,439
Speaker 2: And we got in the truck and drove out.

1741
01:27:12,760 --> 01:27:13,840
Speaker 3: Now you're supposed to getting over.

1742
01:27:14,200 --> 01:27:18,360
Speaker 1: You are supposed to be out of my presence. Two

1743
01:27:18,360 --> 01:27:19,800
Speaker 1: flats on the side he's sitting on.

1744
01:27:20,680 --> 01:27:24,600
Speaker 2: Yeah, yeah, that was something bout since.

1745
01:27:24,880 --> 01:27:28,600
Speaker 3: No, it took lessons to learn it, though.

1746
01:27:29,520 --> 01:27:32,759
Speaker 1: I said in a song, Hey, I had to stop

1747
01:27:32,840 --> 01:27:33,880
Speaker 1: letting people ride with me.

1748
01:27:33,960 --> 01:27:36,280
Speaker 2: Man, they getting pulled over.

1749
01:27:36,640 --> 01:27:39,280
Speaker 1: Police came see me when I'm by myself, I'm invisible

1750
01:27:39,840 --> 01:27:41,160
Speaker 1: when I put on these glasses.

1751
01:27:41,439 --> 01:27:46,800
Speaker 3: Yeah, I'm invisible. But anyway, yeah, no, but like this

1752
01:27:46,880 --> 01:27:50,599
Speaker 3: is the thing, like the growth is the growth is.

1753
01:27:50,680 --> 01:27:53,519
Speaker 3: I'll tell you this is before they get in the car.

1754
01:27:53,520 --> 01:27:56,439
Speaker 3: You should have known before they got in the car.

1755
01:28:03,120 --> 01:28:06,880
Speaker 1: I shouldn't about present. You ain't even living how I'm

1756
01:28:06,920 --> 01:28:10,920
Speaker 1: living for real. That's the growth far. But you know,

1757
01:28:11,080 --> 01:28:13,719
Speaker 1: I'm gonna be honest. I used to operate.

1758
01:28:14,160 --> 01:28:16,840
Speaker 2: I used to operate off batteries, right, Yeah, I was

1759
01:28:16,880 --> 01:28:17,400
Speaker 2: a rollback.

1760
01:28:17,600 --> 01:28:19,160
Speaker 6: But my thing was for me.

1761
01:28:19,240 --> 01:28:22,439
Speaker 4: It's like it's hard because it's everyone nobody. There's not

1762
01:28:22,479 --> 01:28:24,760
Speaker 4: a lot of people tapped in. So I'm gonna deal

1763
01:28:24,800 --> 01:28:26,439
Speaker 4: with people because I don't want to be alone. For

1764
01:28:26,479 --> 01:28:28,519
Speaker 4: a long time, I felt like that I didn't want

1765
01:28:28,520 --> 01:28:31,920
Speaker 4: to be alone, so I know, and my intuition is

1766
01:28:31,960 --> 01:28:34,120
Speaker 4: telling me. I know you not on my level. I

1767
01:28:34,120 --> 01:28:36,160
Speaker 4: know you're not on my frequency, but damn, I want

1768
01:28:36,160 --> 01:28:37,840
Speaker 4: to vibe with someone. I want to kick it. That's

1769
01:28:37,880 --> 01:28:40,680
Speaker 4: just me being honest. So I'm gonna rock with you,

1770
01:28:40,200 --> 01:28:42,559
Speaker 4: because if I decide not to fuck with anybody who's

1771
01:28:42,600 --> 01:28:45,799
Speaker 4: not on my frequency, I'm gonna be above the circle.

1772
01:28:45,840 --> 01:28:48,120
Speaker 4: I'm gonna I'm gonna be too big for the circle.

1773
01:28:48,320 --> 01:28:50,200
Speaker 4: I'm gonna be too big for the circle experience.

1774
01:28:50,360 --> 01:28:51,200
Speaker 6: You know what I'm saying.

1775
01:28:51,640 --> 01:28:54,599
Speaker 1: Yeah, I get it, but that should be so draining

1776
01:28:54,640 --> 01:28:58,640
Speaker 1: when you always think for another. Motherfucker it does. Motherfucker

1777
01:28:58,680 --> 01:29:00,640
Speaker 1: don't know. They left from their right. Won't tell me

1778
01:29:00,680 --> 01:29:03,679
Speaker 1: what they was thinking, Babe. I was just thinking, hold on, Bay,

1779
01:29:04,280 --> 01:29:07,640
Speaker 1: please don't do that because you don't get paid to

1780
01:29:07,680 --> 01:29:10,200
Speaker 1: do it. None of your great thinking has got us

1781
01:29:10,240 --> 01:29:12,240
Speaker 1: what we are. Don't even start doing all that.

1782
01:29:12,280 --> 01:29:13,040
Speaker 2: I don't even know why.

1783
01:29:12,880 --> 01:29:16,680
Speaker 5: I'm with you exactly, and then you get frustrated to you.

1784
01:29:17,880 --> 01:29:25,280
Speaker 2: If I wake up in a morning, I gave myself

1785
01:29:25,280 --> 01:29:26,320
Speaker 2: to you facts.

1786
01:29:27,280 --> 01:29:30,000
Speaker 4: I know that you're pouring into a bottle cap and

1787
01:29:30,040 --> 01:29:31,880
Speaker 4: you the water bottle, and they don't even have the

1788
01:29:31,880 --> 01:29:35,120
Speaker 4: capacity to hold everything you're pouring, man, and when it's

1789
01:29:35,120 --> 01:29:36,760
Speaker 4: time to pour it back into you, they only got

1790
01:29:36,760 --> 01:29:38,799
Speaker 4: the bottle cap and.

1791
01:29:38,640 --> 01:29:42,439
Speaker 2: They give me. Give me, man, give me got shot.

1792
01:29:43,400 --> 01:29:45,479
Speaker 1: I don't want to hear none of your bad I

1793
01:29:45,479 --> 01:29:47,360
Speaker 1: don't care what's going on in your life. I don't

1794
01:29:47,400 --> 01:29:49,800
Speaker 1: want to interfere with what God is doing in your

1795
01:29:49,840 --> 01:29:52,000
Speaker 1: life right now, because if I help you out of

1796
01:29:52,000 --> 01:29:54,800
Speaker 1: your situation, I take your carma. I just took your

1797
01:29:54,880 --> 01:29:57,920
Speaker 1: chromatic debt. I can't help you, homie.

1798
01:29:58,160 --> 01:29:59,559
Speaker 5: Ooh, I didn't even.

1799
01:30:00,880 --> 01:30:00,960
Speaker 3: You.

1800
01:30:00,960 --> 01:30:03,160
Speaker 1: Want to see how somebody feel about you, tell them

1801
01:30:04,120 --> 01:30:09,840
Speaker 1: M have a balance. Even Hey, I love y'all. I'm

1802
01:30:09,880 --> 01:30:11,720
Speaker 1: about to get off this phone. What you're about to do?

1803
01:30:11,880 --> 01:30:12,840
Speaker 1: Get off this phone.

1804
01:30:14,320 --> 01:30:17,360
Speaker 3: When they ask you for something, mhm.

1805
01:30:18,600 --> 01:30:21,439
Speaker 5: Or don't make excuses for anything. Just be like I know.

1806
01:30:23,200 --> 01:30:26,120
Speaker 2: Love should be reciprocated the way that I give it.

1807
01:30:26,760 --> 01:30:30,800
Speaker 1: I love hord my my. I wear my emotions on

1808
01:30:30,840 --> 01:30:35,760
Speaker 1: my sleep. I love hard. Everybody see it, but he ain't.

1809
01:30:35,760 --> 01:30:39,240
Speaker 1: Nobody never gonna love you like I love you. I'm

1810
01:30:39,280 --> 01:30:43,439
Speaker 1: a great friend. I'm just not friendly. I'm a great friend, though,

1811
01:30:45,640 --> 01:30:48,519
Speaker 1: but everybody say that said I'm Kevin Gate's hugs be different.

1812
01:30:50,840 --> 01:30:52,080
Speaker 3: I'm the best side of the world.

1813
01:30:54,120 --> 01:30:57,120
Speaker 5: Let me ask you know what I am?

1814
01:30:57,200 --> 01:30:58,400
Speaker 2: What what you're about to say?

1815
01:31:00,080 --> 01:31:01,240
Speaker 6: You know what I think?

1816
01:31:01,240 --> 01:31:03,200
Speaker 2: He just tell me, just say it.

1817
01:31:04,240 --> 01:31:05,280
Speaker 5: I think he's a leapra.

1818
01:31:05,640 --> 01:31:09,240
Speaker 6: False, No, I thought he was. Wait, let me get

1819
01:31:09,280 --> 01:31:12,519
Speaker 6: one more gas. Please give me more gas. You didn't

1820
01:31:12,520 --> 01:31:13,080
Speaker 6: feel a libra?

1821
01:31:13,320 --> 01:31:14,040
Speaker 5: What do you feel?

1822
01:31:16,840 --> 01:31:17,680
Speaker 2: Don't overthink it.

1823
01:31:18,000 --> 01:31:18,960
Speaker 6: I'm overthinking it.

1824
01:31:18,960 --> 01:31:19,679
Speaker 5: That's the problem.

1825
01:31:20,160 --> 01:31:20,519
Speaker 3: I don't know.

1826
01:31:20,560 --> 01:31:23,839
Speaker 1: The overthinkers are great because once they make a decision,

1827
01:31:23,880 --> 01:31:25,800
Speaker 1: at least they thought about it a thousand times.

1828
01:31:25,960 --> 01:31:28,040
Speaker 2: But what you were about to say?

1829
01:31:29,080 --> 01:31:32,200
Speaker 4: God, no, because this is I'm like what you're a

1830
01:31:32,200 --> 01:31:33,679
Speaker 4: scorpio boom boom.

1831
01:31:33,960 --> 01:31:36,320
Speaker 2: I love him? They freaking their nasty but a no

1832
01:31:36,640 --> 01:31:37,719
Speaker 2: good because I'm not good.

1833
01:31:37,600 --> 01:31:38,360
Speaker 3: Thinking like winter.

1834
01:31:39,960 --> 01:31:45,880
Speaker 1: Yes, sir Aquarius, I was January. You know why you

1835
01:31:45,880 --> 01:31:46,799
Speaker 1: ain't getting aquarious?

1836
01:31:47,160 --> 01:31:49,160
Speaker 6: I should have said it. Thought it was on my heart.

1837
01:31:49,560 --> 01:31:51,719
Speaker 2: I'm a healed Aquarius.

1838
01:31:52,320 --> 01:31:53,439
Speaker 5: I knew he was an Aquarius.

1839
01:31:53,439 --> 01:31:57,120
Speaker 3: I didn't look February. I feel I felt winter.

1840
01:31:57,600 --> 01:32:01,479
Speaker 4: I felt awuarious, and I didn't. I second guessed myself,

1841
01:32:01,479 --> 01:32:02,440
Speaker 4: and I always.

1842
01:32:02,360 --> 01:32:05,160
Speaker 5: Up when I second follow your first. I should have

1843
01:32:05,280 --> 01:32:09,200
Speaker 5: Stephen I'm so that, Stephen.

1844
01:32:09,560 --> 01:32:10,800
Speaker 3: That's the one thing I didn't look.

1845
01:32:10,840 --> 01:32:17,040
Speaker 2: I didn't look big, Stephen. Oh God, I didn't know

1846
01:32:17,400 --> 01:32:18,360
Speaker 2: I had heaven.

1847
01:32:18,840 --> 01:32:21,240
Speaker 3: I just felt winter. That's all I knew.

1848
01:32:21,240 --> 01:32:23,080
Speaker 4: It wasn't of course, I know you guys don't believe

1849
01:32:23,120 --> 01:32:25,439
Speaker 4: me when I say this, but I promise this is

1850
01:32:25,439 --> 01:32:28,040
Speaker 4: on everything. I felt it in my soul and I

1851
01:32:28,120 --> 01:32:28,720
Speaker 4: didn't say it.

1852
01:32:28,880 --> 01:32:30,240
Speaker 2: We believe you. What's your saying?

1853
01:32:30,479 --> 01:32:31,160
Speaker 6: Can you guess?

1854
01:32:31,360 --> 01:32:31,559
Speaker 2: No?

1855
01:32:31,760 --> 01:32:32,759
Speaker 5: Okay, I'm an aries?

1856
01:32:35,040 --> 01:32:35,960
Speaker 6: Why that reaction?

1857
01:32:36,280 --> 01:32:40,280
Speaker 1: I knew you was an a You know why? They

1858
01:32:40,280 --> 01:32:43,080
Speaker 1: go harder for others than they go for theirself. They fire,

1859
01:32:43,280 --> 01:32:44,720
Speaker 1: they super fiery.

1860
01:32:45,520 --> 01:32:49,120
Speaker 6: That's the realistic. That's the realist explanation of the aries.

1861
01:32:49,160 --> 01:32:52,880
Speaker 6: I ever, once you cross them, it's over.

1862
01:32:53,200 --> 01:32:54,160
Speaker 5: But I will go if.

1863
01:32:54,040 --> 01:32:54,479
Speaker 2: You keep it.

1864
01:32:54,520 --> 01:32:57,080
Speaker 1: Platinum with him from my daughter, I gotta I got

1865
01:32:57,080 --> 01:32:58,280
Speaker 1: a twenty two year old daughter.

1866
01:32:59,320 --> 01:33:00,000
Speaker 5: Winter birthday.

1867
01:33:00,800 --> 01:33:02,000
Speaker 2: I don't one of them days.

1868
01:33:03,080 --> 01:33:05,920
Speaker 1: It's not that even my I could tell you what month,

1869
01:33:06,000 --> 01:33:08,200
Speaker 1: even my children, all my children, I know what month

1870
01:33:08,200 --> 01:33:08,720
Speaker 1: they born in.

1871
01:33:09,120 --> 01:33:10,559
Speaker 2: But I don't subscribe to that.

1872
01:33:10,560 --> 01:33:11,120
Speaker 6: That's my dad.

1873
01:33:11,479 --> 01:33:14,880
Speaker 1: I don't subscribe to birthday because that's no. You was

1874
01:33:14,920 --> 01:33:17,920
Speaker 1: only born one time. Now, this is your holy month.

1875
01:33:18,880 --> 01:33:21,080
Speaker 1: I got you for the whole month. I'm gonna flush

1876
01:33:21,120 --> 01:33:22,240
Speaker 1: you out the whole month.

1877
01:33:22,360 --> 01:33:24,320
Speaker 3: Two of my daughters.

1878
01:33:25,479 --> 01:33:29,639
Speaker 2: Yeah they natural born killers. Natural they born killers. They're

1879
01:33:29,640 --> 01:33:30,719
Speaker 2: born warriors, period.

1880
01:33:32,160 --> 01:33:34,800
Speaker 3: Sorry, my daughter and my son. That's the second and

1881
01:33:34,880 --> 01:33:35,800
Speaker 3: the fourth that.

1882
01:33:39,000 --> 01:33:41,360
Speaker 1: I'm playing with a nickel. I got a five piece.

1883
01:33:41,960 --> 01:33:42,920
Speaker 1: I want five more.

1884
01:33:43,479 --> 01:33:44,439
Speaker 5: You want kids?

1885
01:33:44,640 --> 01:33:48,120
Speaker 1: I got two twenty two year olds. So I'm really

1886
01:33:49,439 --> 01:33:52,800
Speaker 1: I'm really a grumdpa because my son he twenty two.

1887
01:33:52,800 --> 01:33:55,000
Speaker 1: He got two cheerren. I just said that out his

1888
01:33:55,120 --> 01:33:56,600
Speaker 1: I don't be calling me if you look and you

1889
01:33:56,680 --> 01:33:58,240
Speaker 1: be so say no.

1890
01:33:58,400 --> 01:34:02,920
Speaker 5: Grandpa, okay, grandpa cas.

1891
01:34:03,640 --> 01:34:06,040
Speaker 2: I'm really a grandpa about you.

1892
01:34:06,640 --> 01:34:08,639
Speaker 6: Yeah, I know I don't have kids yet, but I'm

1893
01:34:08,640 --> 01:34:09,479
Speaker 6: getting a little older.

1894
01:34:09,520 --> 01:34:13,519
Speaker 1: So no such thing. Yeah no, that's no such thing.

1895
01:34:13,560 --> 01:34:15,639
Speaker 1: I don't know why people put imagine their time limits

1896
01:34:15,680 --> 01:34:16,360
Speaker 1: and binderies on.

1897
01:34:16,320 --> 01:34:17,840
Speaker 6: Themselves because they say that you're.

1898
01:34:20,240 --> 01:34:22,680
Speaker 3: Egg started to client who said that, How they know

1899
01:34:23,479 --> 01:34:25,080
Speaker 3: you can't judge me off of scale?

1900
01:34:25,120 --> 01:34:28,960
Speaker 1: That were not the same thing. Come on, I'm not,

1901
01:34:29,360 --> 01:34:33,679
Speaker 1: I'm not. I'm carbon based. This shit different than ammonia based.

1902
01:34:34,200 --> 01:34:36,920
Speaker 1: It's genetically different. You could say what you want to,

1903
01:34:36,960 --> 01:34:38,439
Speaker 1: But what work for you don't work for me.

1904
01:34:39,000 --> 01:34:39,640
Speaker 6: I've loved that.

1905
01:34:39,760 --> 01:34:40,439
Speaker 5: I live by that.

1906
01:34:40,520 --> 01:34:43,479
Speaker 3: I feel so somebody that can't go into sun without sunscreen. Man,

1907
01:34:43,560 --> 01:34:45,720
Speaker 3: your opinion don't even matter to me. Man, God don't

1908
01:34:45,720 --> 01:34:50,320
Speaker 3: even fuck with you that much. Bitch, your opinion don't

1909
01:34:50,360 --> 01:34:53,320
Speaker 3: matter to me. Like I'm just saying, like people be

1910
01:34:53,400 --> 01:34:55,439
Speaker 3: caring about being liked, I don't give a funk.

1911
01:34:55,280 --> 01:34:56,000
Speaker 2: Who don't like me.

1912
01:34:56,720 --> 01:34:59,080
Speaker 1: Like when they talk to black lives matter, I say, man,

1913
01:34:59,080 --> 01:35:00,920
Speaker 1: I don't really care for niggas like that. I don't

1914
01:35:00,920 --> 01:35:03,760
Speaker 1: care to be wrong them because there's always some bullshit.

1915
01:35:04,960 --> 01:35:06,840
Speaker 2: Well, I'm gonna go back to the black community. Hey,

1916
01:35:06,840 --> 01:35:09,880
Speaker 2: good luck, good luck.

1917
01:35:10,320 --> 01:35:12,519
Speaker 1: Why you ain't done now because you don't want that

1918
01:35:12,600 --> 01:35:15,559
Speaker 1: kind of pressure. That's gonna get a plaid man, because

1919
01:35:15,600 --> 01:35:18,120
Speaker 1: we kill each other all day, talk about each other

1920
01:35:18,200 --> 01:35:20,439
Speaker 1: behind each other back any family get together and we

1921
01:35:20,439 --> 01:35:23,120
Speaker 1: gossiping in the kitchen. Nigga, you just seek me outside

1922
01:35:23,120 --> 01:35:26,040
Speaker 1: and win the kitchen and decided to turn into a

1923
01:35:26,040 --> 01:35:28,439
Speaker 1: bit chass snigger when you went in the kitchen. Yeah, games,

1924
01:35:28,520 --> 01:35:29,679
Speaker 1: he just he riddy.

1925
01:35:30,680 --> 01:35:32,000
Speaker 2: Come on, man, that's how we do.

1926
01:35:32,280 --> 01:35:34,400
Speaker 1: When you look at my comments, the people saying negative

1927
01:35:34,439 --> 01:35:37,519
Speaker 1: should be niggas. The Black Lives Matter movie that got

1928
01:35:37,560 --> 01:35:39,920
Speaker 1: mad at me. They said, I told him this I

1929
01:35:39,960 --> 01:35:44,840
Speaker 1: wouldn't made for everybody the life. I told him, you

1930
01:35:44,920 --> 01:35:46,559
Speaker 1: know what's worse than a nigga? They was like, what

1931
01:35:46,640 --> 01:35:51,680
Speaker 1: another one? We kill each other all day that the

1932
01:35:52,720 --> 01:35:55,320
Speaker 1: every the song I fuck your bitch, I'll kill you

1933
01:35:55,360 --> 01:35:57,920
Speaker 1: butt your head, you know, And then we talk about

1934
01:35:57,920 --> 01:35:59,160
Speaker 1: each other behind each other back.

1935
01:35:59,439 --> 01:36:01,720
Speaker 2: And then as soon as a white person killed one of.

1936
01:36:01,760 --> 01:36:05,080
Speaker 1: Us, y'all should have left. Y'all shouldn't let him live?

1937
01:36:05,200 --> 01:36:06,919
Speaker 1: Why so we could kill him?

1938
01:36:07,920 --> 01:36:13,519
Speaker 2: That's all yeh be jumping up and down Highland talking

1939
01:36:13,520 --> 01:36:15,640
Speaker 2: about that Black lives matter? Who do they matter to?

1940
01:36:17,560 --> 01:36:19,680
Speaker 1: Even the songs you listen to, you ready to hear

1941
01:36:19,680 --> 01:36:21,599
Speaker 1: about a nigga talking about he gonna split a nigga shit?

1942
01:36:21,640 --> 01:36:22,880
Speaker 2: Because I like that type of shit too.

1943
01:36:22,920 --> 01:36:23,040
Speaker 3: Now.

1944
01:36:23,040 --> 01:36:24,720
Speaker 1: I like to hear nigga get they top popped in

1945
01:36:24,720 --> 01:36:31,160
Speaker 1: a song. I do, being honest, but I don't really

1946
01:36:31,200 --> 01:36:33,160
Speaker 1: too much. Like if I be around niggas, my AD

1947
01:36:33,240 --> 01:36:33,800
Speaker 1: tell us, go.

1948
01:36:33,840 --> 01:36:36,720
Speaker 5: Up, you're feeling a way.

1949
01:36:37,479 --> 01:36:40,799
Speaker 1: No, it's just because of where I've been at, because

1950
01:36:41,040 --> 01:36:41,680
Speaker 1: I grew up in.

1951
01:36:41,640 --> 01:36:44,160
Speaker 5: The environment, for sure, no, that makes sense.

1952
01:36:44,439 --> 01:36:45,080
Speaker 2: I shouldn't.

1953
01:36:45,800 --> 01:36:50,000
Speaker 5: Yeah, well, I will say this where it happened.

1954
01:36:49,760 --> 01:36:53,400
Speaker 2: That at the club. You at the club, a bunch

1955
01:36:53,400 --> 01:36:56,280
Speaker 2: of niggas. This is what this is what did go down?

1956
01:36:56,920 --> 01:37:00,320
Speaker 3: Where I grew up shots waking up in the middle

1957
01:37:00,360 --> 01:37:00,680
Speaker 3: of the night.

1958
01:37:01,200 --> 01:37:04,320
Speaker 1: Yeah, so why would why would I put myself in

1959
01:37:04,360 --> 01:37:07,679
Speaker 1: that situation? Anyway, I gotta be and have a gun. Hey,

1960
01:37:07,720 --> 01:37:10,519
Speaker 1: I don't need to be there, God bless me. Now

1961
01:37:10,560 --> 01:37:12,840
Speaker 1: if you don't feel like Hey, if you don't feel

1962
01:37:12,840 --> 01:37:16,120
Speaker 1: like God bless me, that's cool. But look at my situation,

1963
01:37:16,160 --> 01:37:20,240
Speaker 1: in your situation, God bless me. Homie, I ain't stupid.

1964
01:37:20,960 --> 01:37:25,720
Speaker 1: I know what's up? How you doing them?

1965
01:37:25,720 --> 01:37:29,320
Speaker 2: Steven Schwartz, I got white neighbors.

1966
01:37:31,040 --> 01:37:33,800
Speaker 1: Guess how many? Guess how many conversation I have my neighbors.

1967
01:37:34,520 --> 01:37:38,040
Speaker 1: Not one because I'm a good friend. I'm just not friendly.

1968
01:37:38,840 --> 01:37:41,360
Speaker 1: If they have a package, come, I'll walk it over

1969
01:37:41,400 --> 01:37:43,000
Speaker 1: and set it on that ring. They doble and turn

1970
01:37:43,000 --> 01:37:45,360
Speaker 1: around and leave. I come as I leave up right

1971
01:37:45,400 --> 01:37:48,120
Speaker 1: independing and feelings. But I ain't about to sit there

1972
01:37:48,160 --> 01:37:50,960
Speaker 1: and talk with you. But that's fake to me. I

1973
01:37:50,960 --> 01:37:55,000
Speaker 1: don't do all that. I ain't with all the next

1974
01:37:55,000 --> 01:37:56,799
Speaker 1: thing you know, you'll be in the house looking around

1975
01:37:56,800 --> 01:38:00,000
Speaker 1: and being a nigga business. I ain't got time for him,

1976
01:38:00,040 --> 01:38:02,559
Speaker 1: my grandmother, not baby. Be careful who you let come

1977
01:38:02,560 --> 01:38:03,040
Speaker 1: in your house.

1978
01:38:03,680 --> 01:38:06,320
Speaker 5: That's very true. I'm very particular about that.

1979
01:38:06,680 --> 01:38:08,360
Speaker 1: Be careful who you let come in your house. They'll

1980
01:38:08,400 --> 01:38:11,760
Speaker 1: bring brokeness in your house, their spirit of brokeness. It's

1981
01:38:11,760 --> 01:38:16,000
Speaker 1: the spirit of abundance with me. Yes, that's like sleeping

1982
01:38:16,040 --> 01:38:21,520
Speaker 1: with a broke beach. A spirit broken you then manifested

1983
01:38:21,560 --> 01:38:26,240
Speaker 1: brokenness in your life. Damn, damn, damn man. I'm never

1984
01:38:26,240 --> 01:38:27,519
Speaker 1: but I just can't get over the home.

1985
01:38:27,800 --> 01:38:31,000
Speaker 2: Cut the bitch'all. Watch how your life elevate if it

1986
01:38:31,160 --> 01:38:31,680
Speaker 2: wasn't for me.

1987
01:38:31,880 --> 01:38:33,880
Speaker 1: You're right, if it wasn't for you, I'd be way

1988
01:38:33,960 --> 01:38:36,679
Speaker 1: stronger and in a way better position than way more peaceful.

1989
01:38:37,320 --> 01:38:38,920
Speaker 1: That's why I don't even let people tell me that

1990
01:38:38,920 --> 01:38:39,439
Speaker 1: type of ship.

1991
01:38:40,800 --> 01:38:41,040
Speaker 3: Man.

1992
01:38:41,640 --> 01:38:45,920
Speaker 2: You need to I don't need to do nothing but

1993
01:38:46,000 --> 01:38:47,080
Speaker 2: what God tells me to do.

1994
01:38:48,080 --> 01:38:48,799
Speaker 3: M m hmmm.

1995
01:38:49,680 --> 01:38:53,080
Speaker 5: That this has been powerful, it really has. I've learned

1996
01:38:53,120 --> 01:38:54,240
Speaker 5: a lot I appreciate.

1997
01:38:54,320 --> 01:38:58,000
Speaker 1: I don't know what I was saying. I hope I said.

1998
01:38:58,000 --> 01:39:00,320
Speaker 1: It's a real sho. I know it was the truth.

1999
01:39:00,360 --> 01:39:02,240
Speaker 6: You heard the truth after dark.

2000
01:39:02,320 --> 01:39:05,000
Speaker 4: You said some real things and I actually learned a lot.

2001
01:39:05,000 --> 01:39:07,679
Speaker 4: It was really insightful. And I appreciate you so much

2002
01:39:07,680 --> 01:39:10,720
Speaker 4: for coming on here for real, like you're super excited

2003
01:39:10,800 --> 01:39:14,160
Speaker 4: to have you here, Like, yeah, I wanna.

2004
01:39:14,040 --> 01:39:17,040
Speaker 1: You know, hey, I can say this though. You know

2005
01:39:17,080 --> 01:39:18,920
Speaker 1: I love you to deal. You know that I'm gonna

2006
01:39:19,280 --> 01:39:21,600
Speaker 1: you know you know this. You know outside of this,

2007
01:39:21,680 --> 01:39:24,280
Speaker 1: I love you to death. I fuck with you. You're

2008
01:39:24,240 --> 01:39:25,200
Speaker 1: a real nigga homie.

2009
01:39:30,120 --> 01:39:33,599
Speaker 2: You can ask my team, Hey, John, do I like people?

2010
01:39:35,360 --> 01:39:35,519
Speaker 3: I do?

2011
01:39:35,720 --> 01:39:39,800
Speaker 2: Not like people? I don't I don't even meet people

2012
01:39:39,840 --> 01:39:45,000
Speaker 2: I like. Oh, fuck with you like another brother, Nick

2013
01:39:47,680 --> 01:39:50,920
Speaker 2: good nigga man.

2014
01:39:51,320 --> 01:39:54,519
Speaker 3: Yeah, really expect in this.

2015
01:39:55,080 --> 01:39:58,439
Speaker 2: Uh, I know, don't expect what you don't expect.

2016
01:39:58,640 --> 01:40:02,360
Speaker 3: Yeah, this has been one of the realist conversations. Yes, sir,

2017
01:40:02,760 --> 01:40:05,439
Speaker 3: and uh.

2018
01:40:09,120 --> 01:40:12,120
Speaker 2: Ready to go. You know you know I know that

2019
01:40:12,200 --> 01:40:12,639
Speaker 2: I know.

2020
01:40:14,120 --> 01:40:18,599
Speaker 4: Well, Yeah, yes, thank you. I appreciate you so much.

2021
01:40:19,520 --> 01:40:21,240
Speaker 3: This is this is the stars of line tonight. I

2022
01:40:21,280 --> 01:40:22,960
Speaker 3: feel like you can feel it.

2023
01:40:23,200 --> 01:40:26,280
Speaker 4: Yeah, for sure, for sure, I love it. Well, I'm

2024
01:40:26,280 --> 01:40:30,320
Speaker 4: glad we can make that happen. Thank you, Kevin, Thank you,

2025
01:40:30,360 --> 01:40:31,560
Speaker 4: Thank you Steven.

2026
01:40:33,200 --> 01:40:36,440
Speaker 2: Even if you catch me with my own boys, Steve.

2027
01:40:38,360 --> 01:40:43,440
Speaker 5: Particular Swartz, Grandma grand.

2028
01:40:44,360 --> 01:40:47,400
Speaker 2: That like, okay, yes to say this.

2029
01:40:48,240 --> 01:40:51,720
Speaker 1: People tell me you're not supposed to be honoring your

2030
01:40:51,720 --> 01:40:55,600
Speaker 1: ancestors and ship like that, because that's devil worship. But

2031
01:40:55,800 --> 01:40:59,280
Speaker 1: my grandmother taught me how to clean myself. My grandfather

2032
01:40:59,360 --> 01:41:01,200
Speaker 1: taught me things that I could teach them my children.

2033
01:41:01,280 --> 01:41:03,439
Speaker 1: So me honoring them, I honored them with my actions.

2034
01:41:03,479 --> 01:41:05,519
Speaker 1: I don't go sit down and pray to them. I

2035
01:41:05,600 --> 01:41:08,240
Speaker 1: pray to God, but I honor my ancestors and the

2036
01:41:08,240 --> 01:41:10,080
Speaker 1: people that came before me with my actions.

2037
01:41:11,720 --> 01:41:12,120
Speaker 2: Mm hmm.

2038
01:41:13,320 --> 01:41:13,800
Speaker 5: That's dope.

2039
01:41:14,040 --> 01:41:15,760
Speaker 3: Powerful was this was really?

2040
01:41:15,960 --> 01:41:16,599
Speaker 2: This was a lot.

2041
01:41:16,840 --> 01:41:17,439
Speaker 5: This was good.

2042
01:41:18,040 --> 01:41:21,519
Speaker 4: Thank you Yeah, well, thank you everyone for watching.

2043
01:41:22,320 --> 01:41:25,920
Speaker 5: My energy is just you know, I feel it's.

2044
01:41:25,840 --> 01:41:29,400
Speaker 1: Different in the presence of the Lamb of God for sure.

2045
01:41:29,640 --> 01:41:31,680
Speaker 1: So in the presence of the Lamb of God, the

2046
01:41:31,840 --> 01:41:32,360
Speaker 1: energy is going.

2047
01:41:32,360 --> 01:41:32,920
Speaker 3: To be different.

2048
01:41:34,040 --> 01:41:35,120
Speaker 5: Yeah, it's powerful.

2049
01:41:35,160 --> 01:41:38,200
Speaker 4: So I hope you guys listen and enjoy, and if

2050
01:41:38,240 --> 01:41:40,839
Speaker 4: you don't, I don't care, but I hope you don't.

2051
01:41:40,680 --> 01:41:45,040
Speaker 6: Give it just keeping it real.

2052
01:41:45,200 --> 01:41:48,240
Speaker 4: But I think this was wonderful and if you really

2053
01:41:48,280 --> 01:41:51,040
Speaker 4: are trying to get to the next level. You Sometimes

2054
01:41:51,080 --> 01:41:53,120
Speaker 4: you got to listen and I talk so much, so

2055
01:41:53,960 --> 01:41:54,680
Speaker 4: like tap in.

2056
01:41:55,280 --> 01:41:58,360
Speaker 1: Thank you, listening silent or spelled with the same letters.

2057
01:41:58,920 --> 01:42:01,200
Speaker 1: I never knew that my wife be telling me.

2058
01:42:02,560 --> 01:42:06,040
Speaker 6: I never. That is good listening silent.

2059
01:42:06,280 --> 01:42:08,880
Speaker 5: Wow, thank y'all.

2060
01:42:08,920 --> 01:42:19,400
Speaker 3: All right, everybody, welcome to Truth after Dark.

2061
01:42:20,160 --> 01:42:24,519
Speaker 4: Do you think that men or women are more toxic