WEBVTT - Dancing with the Hills

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<v Speaker 1>Hm. This is a Wells Cast with Wells, Adams and

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<v Speaker 1>I heart radio podcast. Oh my god, Okay, god, Oh

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<v Speaker 1>my god. Okay. This is like my first time I

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<v Speaker 1>was in a podcast about myself. I normally hosted with

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<v Speaker 1>a J and Renee from Pretty Messed Up. But hey guys,

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<v Speaker 1>my name is Cheryl Burke and I'm here hosting this

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<v Speaker 1>week's The Hills Cast, filling in for Wells because he's

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<v Speaker 1>currently I guess at an undisclosed location working on a

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<v Speaker 1>TV project. Um, so we'll be discussing all things the

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<v Speaker 1>Hills and Cista Key and I am so excited because

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<v Speaker 1>one of our guests today is a really good friend

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<v Speaker 1>of mine. Caroline Dia Moore is back and I just

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<v Speaker 1>cannot believe I haven't seen you since my wedding in

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<v Speaker 1>two thousand nineteen. It's been like over two years, and

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<v Speaker 1>your whole life has changed since then. So Hi, Hi,

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<v Speaker 1>I know it's been so crazy, and I'm so just

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<v Speaker 1>like I miss you. I reach out to you THEO

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<v Speaker 1>and I'm like, I get you do and happy belated birthday.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm such a bad friend. Thank you. You are terrible,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, I really am. Ever since you know this

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<v Speaker 1>new married life thing has really just swept me off

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<v Speaker 1>my feet. So I can't believe you're a reality star.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm not, you know what I mean? Like, I'm not.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm I'm on a TV show with some really amazing people, um,

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<v Speaker 1>and I'm navigating these these waters somehow and how is it?

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<v Speaker 1>So are you friends with these people or is it

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<v Speaker 1>like a forced type thing? So some of the people

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<v Speaker 1>I am actually genuine friends with, um and some people

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<v Speaker 1>I just don't like align totally by the way, I know,

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<v Speaker 1>I've watched, like I just did a binge watch of

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<v Speaker 1>the season, and definitely Carolin, I was like, wait a second,

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<v Speaker 1>I have friends, but no, it's so true. It's like

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<v Speaker 1>I even asked that of like of MTV and of people,

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<v Speaker 1>like how do I fit in? You know what I mean?

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<v Speaker 1>But you know what do you fit in? Though? Kate,

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<v Speaker 1>ln Um, Ashley and Jason like all like just super authentic,

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<v Speaker 1>real genuine people like you. Yeah, and they and and

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<v Speaker 1>they're just people that I I think are really fabulous

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<v Speaker 1>and have amazing, you know, genuine stories to tell and

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<v Speaker 1>absolutely so do you by the way, Like I can't

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<v Speaker 1>believe you're single, Like I actually still haven't talk to

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<v Speaker 1>you about your divorce or about like you being newly single.

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<v Speaker 1>How is that was that weird during the pandemic or

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<v Speaker 1>how weird that we swapped lives like when we were

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<v Speaker 1>hanging out the time you're only married? Yeah, I know, Um,

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<v Speaker 1>you know what, it's been really obviously trying, but I

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<v Speaker 1>know that has been the case for everybody through COVID,

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<v Speaker 1>but at a divorce on top of it all was

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<v Speaker 1>really intense. You know, it was really intense. And we've

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<v Speaker 1>gotten through all the rough patches, which so far, which

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<v Speaker 1>is really great. Um, and and I started all over

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<v Speaker 1>from scratch in every way possible, and um, yeah, I'm

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<v Speaker 1>just really grateful that I was able to maintain a

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<v Speaker 1>really good relationship with my ex. Um, we're actually like

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<v Speaker 1>super close. That's amazing. Yeah, So you know what a

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<v Speaker 1>little Bella, Yeah, my little Bella. She's just the sweetest.

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<v Speaker 1>So this is your new place, right, Like, so you

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<v Speaker 1>started from like scratch scratch, and so how is it?

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<v Speaker 1>How was it like adjusting? And just like obviously you've

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<v Speaker 1>been working your ass off with Pizza Girl and just

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<v Speaker 1>like everything about it, right, And I just love you

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<v Speaker 1>so much for your hustle and I admire that and

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<v Speaker 1>like you're always dropping something off at my house and

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<v Speaker 1>I'm loving every single second of it. At least send more.

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<v Speaker 1>Of course, so was this kind of like a segue,

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<v Speaker 1>I guess into you needed to promote it, and you're like,

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<v Speaker 1>why not, why not take this opportunity to be a

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<v Speaker 1>part of you know, the Hills, you know how we

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<v Speaker 1>all have our side stuff right happening, so absolutely listen.

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<v Speaker 1>I looked at it like, okay, um, I'm a businesswoman,

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<v Speaker 1>um first and foremost. And that's why when you said

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<v Speaker 1>reality star, I was like, oh my god, I can't

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<v Speaker 1>even ahead of that's business woman though, that's right, you know.

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<v Speaker 1>And I was actually just watching um I'm forgetting her

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<v Speaker 1>name right now, but the woman who created spanks, I

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<v Speaker 1>was watching her master laughs. And yeah, she even said

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<v Speaker 1>in it. She was like, you have a chance to

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<v Speaker 1>be on a TV show, Go do it. Do it?

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<v Speaker 1>And I was like, all right, so you know I'm

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<v Speaker 1>gonna do this and um he listened. I knew a

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<v Speaker 1>lot of the people, so I thought it would be

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<v Speaker 1>a lot easier than it ended up being. Um, and

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<v Speaker 1>I was really grateful, But MTV really cared about the

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<v Speaker 1>entrepreneurial side of my life. I was scared at first

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<v Speaker 1>that it was going to be just about drama and

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<v Speaker 1>just about that. But they really want to show um,

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<v Speaker 1>a woman who is starting from nothing and starting from

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<v Speaker 1>scratch and really doing super right, and that something that

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<v Speaker 1>I was really grateful for and I really like, I

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<v Speaker 1>really think, um, you know m MTV and evolution for

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<v Speaker 1>like caring about that. I love how they're like easing

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<v Speaker 1>you into it. You know, they're not like forcing you

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<v Speaker 1>into the cast. They showed you in the beginning and

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<v Speaker 1>I was like, yeah, I would like a little bit more.

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<v Speaker 1>And then like the last episode, so let's just talk

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<v Speaker 1>just getting down and dirty because I'm finding out new

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<v Speaker 1>things about my friend and I just need to hear

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<v Speaker 1>it from your mouth, what's going on with you and Caitlin,

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<v Speaker 1>Like was that a real thing or was that scripted?

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<v Speaker 1>So here's the thing, like and everybody knows it, Like

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<v Speaker 1>in reality television, you are. Your feelings and your emotions

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<v Speaker 1>are real, and sometimes you have to repeat things and

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<v Speaker 1>sometimes you know, you have to be put in a

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<v Speaker 1>situation where um, you know. But but for the most

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<v Speaker 1>part of it, all is real and it's exaggeral it maybe,

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<v Speaker 1>but it's real. Yeah, but yeah, but it's so real,

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<v Speaker 1>you know what I mean. So I listen, like I

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<v Speaker 1>think you've known that I've had in a like and

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<v Speaker 1>I could go either way. I mean like you knew

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<v Speaker 1>me back at my party days and I yeah, like

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<v Speaker 1>totally I think. But then I was just like on

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<v Speaker 1>you a couple of times in my life. I didn't

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<v Speaker 1>want to be the one to say it, and I

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<v Speaker 1>was gonna that was my next question, like weren't you

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<v Speaker 1>in love with me? Caroline? But I was getting little

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<v Speaker 1>jealous for a second there. But yeah, but like you know,

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<v Speaker 1>I've been sober for two years, so this is like different,

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<v Speaker 1>So go ahead, yeah, finish. Yeah, no, I fully get it.

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<v Speaker 1>I know it's true like I've always, um, I've always

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<v Speaker 1>been like a fluid thinking human and I use that

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<v Speaker 1>word because it just makes sense to me, like I

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<v Speaker 1>just can kind of like it's about energy, you know

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<v Speaker 1>what I mean, it really is for me, and um,

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<v Speaker 1>I have ended up with men more often obviously, because

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<v Speaker 1>I do feel like a lot of it was societal

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<v Speaker 1>pressure and you know, just being told that you've uh

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<v Speaker 1>me it or you are accepted if you are married

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<v Speaker 1>with children to a man, you know, growing on your family,

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<v Speaker 1>what did they think I have you know, I haven't

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<v Speaker 1>talked to my dad since that. Eric, Yeah, it's okay.

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<v Speaker 1>I don't know what is what that is going to

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<v Speaker 1>how that's yeah, I'm a little I just kind of

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<v Speaker 1>wanted to be authentic and be myself and um, yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>and I don't know really what was it awkward with

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<v Speaker 1>you and Caitlin or actually no, we are so it

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<v Speaker 1>got awkward obviously, like for a minute. But she's such

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<v Speaker 1>a good human being and like we had so many

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<v Speaker 1>off camera nights together, like moments together that we just

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<v Speaker 1>like kind of went through it and um ended up.

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<v Speaker 1>And she's right, you know, and she had done the

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<v Speaker 1>same thing, like when she got out of her relationship,

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<v Speaker 1>she immediately you know, fell in love with like a

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<v Speaker 1>friend who was a female who also had certain feelings,

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<v Speaker 1>you know what I mean, Like you you kind of

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<v Speaker 1>just like sorry, I shouldn't be speaking for somebody else,

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<v Speaker 1>but I just she's related to me, you know what

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<v Speaker 1>I mean, in a lot of ways, and it makes

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<v Speaker 1>you feel comfortable, your bonded. It's like a real deep friendship.

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<v Speaker 1>And um, she's obviously beautiful and like so hilarious and

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<v Speaker 1>just makes me laugh, and um, I think it's it

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<v Speaker 1>was just more about a genuine friendship and connection than anything. Um.

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<v Speaker 1>And actually I she just announced you know her, So

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<v Speaker 1>I'm confused because like, was that was she pregnant during

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<v Speaker 1>the show when so nobody knew? Nobody you didn't even know.

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<v Speaker 1>I didn't even know. No, I find out on the show. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>but like, did you know she was into somebody? Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>so it's an interesting Um yeah I did, because I

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<v Speaker 1>actually was one of the I actually introduced them, was

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<v Speaker 1>that after she was like sorry, you know yeah, basically, Um,

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<v Speaker 1>he's an amazing human being and um yeah, they're so

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<v Speaker 1>perfect for each other. I'm kind of one of those

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<v Speaker 1>people that I see things that are like good for people,

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<v Speaker 1>and I'm just like one of those kind of connectors

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<v Speaker 1>and she actually, yeah, totally. In a lot of different ways.

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<v Speaker 1>Business wise, I've connected you know, managers with clients and

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<v Speaker 1>just people. I love doing that. I love connecting people

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<v Speaker 1>that I think they're going to really like work out together,

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<v Speaker 1>you know. Um yeah, and like they want to keep

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<v Speaker 1>their obviously their personal life private, you know, and I

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<v Speaker 1>respect that for sure. Yeah. Absolutely, yeah. Um okay, so

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<v Speaker 1>moving on, um okay, how much booze do you drink

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<v Speaker 1>on this show way too much champagne? Have you guys, pop?

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<v Speaker 1>Do you think lots of champagne? I don't really love champagne,

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<v Speaker 1>So I go straight for I remember, Yeah, do you

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<v Speaker 1>remember I go straight for the hard stuff of my girl. Yeah, totally.

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<v Speaker 1>We had so many nights together, like, so that please,

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah that tetoes tetesn't like. But I obviously nerves. When

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<v Speaker 1>you're on this show, it's very scary and there's people

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<v Speaker 1>there that do have it out for you for no

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<v Speaker 1>freaking reason. And um, I like, I definitely um like

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<v Speaker 1>who you're thank you. I feel like there are some

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<v Speaker 1>people that just I mean, listen, last night was the

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<v Speaker 1>first episode that I was in. And then Heidi and

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<v Speaker 1>Spencer go to us Weekly and say, last night was

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<v Speaker 1>the worst episode ever and it was a good portion

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<v Speaker 1>of Caroline. You know, Um, do you think like for

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<v Speaker 1>sure it was directed at you? I mean, what else

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<v Speaker 1>could it? It feels really mean, you know, And then

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<v Speaker 1>they say that it should be it should be recast

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<v Speaker 1>for next season. Maybe it was because they felt like

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<v Speaker 1>they weren't in it, so they had a little fomo maybe,

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<v Speaker 1>but like, I just feel like, aren't we all just

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<v Speaker 1>in this because we all want a successful TV show,

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<v Speaker 1>and I do not feel that from them, to be honest,

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<v Speaker 1>I feel like it's been a really uphill battle for

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<v Speaker 1>me to be a part of this show, and I

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<v Speaker 1>contribute a lot of that to the way that they

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<v Speaker 1>personally treated me. You know, there were there were times

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<v Speaker 1>when I when I would try to get up and

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<v Speaker 1>speak or whatever, and you know, they'd say things like, oh,

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<v Speaker 1>you're just trying to get into a scene, Like isn't

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<v Speaker 1>that what we're doing here? You know what I mean?

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<v Speaker 1>Like I'm so confused, Like, so you weren't friends with

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<v Speaker 1>them prior to this, then it was kind of like,

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<v Speaker 1>I mean we were, it's they are in a friend um. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>So I feel like I like one of the first

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<v Speaker 1>things that they had that Spencer said to me a

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<v Speaker 1>while back was that I chose the wrong a lie

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<v Speaker 1>and it was about a friendship that I had made

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<v Speaker 1>in the show. He just came out to me when

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<v Speaker 1>I first came on. He was like, you chose the

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<v Speaker 1>wrong alliance. And I was like, hold on, like, not

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<v Speaker 1>even cameras around, is this? What is this? You know?

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<v Speaker 1>What what's the difference? What alliance is? He specifically talking

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<v Speaker 1>about Yeah. I became friends with Hal and he immediately

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<v Speaker 1>was like, it was like you chose the wrong alliance.

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<v Speaker 1>And I was like alliance like we are human, Like

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<v Speaker 1>I'm a human. I'm this is not like a yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>this is not by the way, are you friends with Brodie?

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<v Speaker 1>Didn't Brodie like bully you back in the day. No,

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<v Speaker 1>he did not bully me. He was he was like

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<v Speaker 1>a brother, you know what I mean. Like he was

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<v Speaker 1>totally like a brother. And I was best friends with

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<v Speaker 1>his little sister Jordan's, and we were like the kids

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<v Speaker 1>that would get the noogies. And I honestly I I

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<v Speaker 1>had said something. I guess I got the nickname because

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<v Speaker 1>I mentioned his nickname in front of a bunch of

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<v Speaker 1>people and he was like, what's his nickname? Again? What's

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<v Speaker 1>the nickname? Oh? My nickname was Lucy. Lucy. It was

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<v Speaker 1>after the first ever smallest baseball head humanity. And it's

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<v Speaker 1>so rude where it's kind of you know what kids are?

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<v Speaker 1>I mean, wait, what was his nickname? I'm not going there.

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<v Speaker 1>Come on, no, Caroline, I text you if you were

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<v Speaker 1>any questions you didn't want me to ask you, Like

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<v Speaker 1>I'm an open book. You don't have to I'm an

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<v Speaker 1>open book about myself. I love Brodie. Brodie has been

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<v Speaker 1>a friend of mine, a genuine friend of mine for

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<v Speaker 1>a really long time. And I think I love his mother, Linda.

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<v Speaker 1>I love that whole family. Is he upset that you're

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<v Speaker 1>good friends with Caitlin or now he was told? Like, no,

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<v Speaker 1>he loves Caitlin. They have a really good friendship, and

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<v Speaker 1>honestly they are should be an example to people that

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<v Speaker 1>you know, separate, move on, realize they're not right for

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<v Speaker 1>each other, and then stay stay cool. You know what

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<v Speaker 1>I mean? He really does want the best for her.

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<v Speaker 1>You know what I was kind of feeling was when Caitlin,

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<v Speaker 1>you guys were in San Diego, right and Brodie brought

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<v Speaker 1>this girl, And I feel like Caitlin may have already

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<v Speaker 1>moved on with this new guy, because like the reaction,

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<v Speaker 1>Like I would be really pissed if that happened to me, right,

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<v Speaker 1>Like I wouldn't be able to like like be calm.

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<v Speaker 1>But I wonder, you know, I think it was with

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<v Speaker 1>somewhere else. I think I think it might have been,

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<v Speaker 1>for sure, but I also think that it was more

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<v Speaker 1>on a friend level, Like you should have told me,

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<v Speaker 1>like as a friend, not like her as like she

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<v Speaker 1>still has feelings for him, you know what I mean.

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<v Speaker 1>So that's probably what you picked up on. Let's talk

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<v Speaker 1>about pizza girl. Okay, my f thing can talk about

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<v Speaker 1>So your sauce, right, you're amazing three sauces, right you have? Yeah?

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<v Speaker 1>I have a Marinera, a vodka and in r Vata

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<v Speaker 1>right now. Okay, amazing And I love the vodka. The

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<v Speaker 1>vodka is my favorite. Um. So you're selling right now

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<v Speaker 1>in Gelson's is that correct? I am. We just started.

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<v Speaker 1>Gals was the first supermarket to say, yes, here we go.

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<v Speaker 1>We're on the shelves. We will be on the shelves

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<v Speaker 1>at all the Bristol farms in August. And I just

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<v Speaker 1>got sixty five Whole Foods in like the California area,

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<v Speaker 1>so we'll be there in September. Congratulations. So how was

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<v Speaker 1>all of this during the pandemic? Was it was it

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<v Speaker 1>like a struggle just to keep everything going or it

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<v Speaker 1>was it was the biggest struggle, um of my life

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<v Speaker 1>career wise. Um, it was like I had no funding,

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<v Speaker 1>I had no backing. Obviously I lost everything in the

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<v Speaker 1>divorce and ended up. Um what do you mean? Um?

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<v Speaker 1>You know you have to kind of it's either here's

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<v Speaker 1>how what I realized in a divorce and if I

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<v Speaker 1>can give any advice to anybody getting a divorce out there, um,

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<v Speaker 1>it's definitely like go the mediation route, try to be

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<v Speaker 1>friends as best as you can, because lawyers don't care

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<v Speaker 1>about your bank account. Lawyers don't want you to have

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<v Speaker 1>a resolution. These lawyers just want you to keep fighting

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<v Speaker 1>because their bill keeps going up. And there was a

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<v Speaker 1>moment when Bobby and I lived at each other and

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<v Speaker 1>like we were He was like, we were like taking

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<v Speaker 1>out loans to do this fight, Like we didn't even Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>it was so bad to like fight over what like

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<v Speaker 1>a pizza restaurant and a and then pizza girl that

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<v Speaker 1>had just started, you know what I mean. So it

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<v Speaker 1>became like we knew right off the back custody wasn't

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<v Speaker 1>an issue. He's an amazing father, I'm a great mother.

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<v Speaker 1>We both know that soft off the bat, but when

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<v Speaker 1>it came to these little things, it was like the

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<v Speaker 1>lawyers get in your head, right and they just try

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<v Speaker 1>to go, well he said this and this and that.

0:16:29.360 --> 0:16:34.359
<v Speaker 1>It's such a game of it's a mess. So finally

0:16:34.400 --> 0:16:36.920
<v Speaker 1>in California, right like there's certain like you had no

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<v Speaker 1>idea about any Oh my god, it's so bad. They

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<v Speaker 1>don't help you at all. Like the legal system is

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<v Speaker 1>garbage out here. Um, um, it's so bad. So they

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<v Speaker 1>just like let you go on and on and on

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<v Speaker 1>and wrap up these bills. And I was going into debt.

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<v Speaker 1>He was going into debt, and it was really scary.

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<v Speaker 1>And finally we just like I just picked up the

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<v Speaker 1>phone and I was like, what is it gonna take.

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<v Speaker 1>Let's stop the bleeding um, And I gave him the

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<v Speaker 1>restaurant with you know, so you own m Oh my gosh,

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<v Speaker 1>that's my favorite pizza. I know. And I've moved on

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<v Speaker 1>and it's it's actually really um it's it's gonna be

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<v Speaker 1>kind of um discussed on the hills, you know, so

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<v Speaker 1>you'll see some of that. How I had to separate

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<v Speaker 1>from my family business and yeah, kind of saying if

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<v Speaker 1>I move on for a few different a lot of

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<v Speaker 1>different reasons. My dad and like not being able to

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<v Speaker 1>work with him and his wife was really stressful as well.

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<v Speaker 1>So there was a lot of Dad and Bobby still

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<v Speaker 1>work together in a way. Yeah, whoa, Okay, how did

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<v Speaker 1>you feel about that? You know what listen. At the

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<v Speaker 1>end of the day, he's Isabella's father and he'll always

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<v Speaker 1>be a part of the family. And I'm happy that

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<v Speaker 1>they have a nice like you know, um nest egg.

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<v Speaker 1>I want her to a bond and and and a

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<v Speaker 1>business that's going to continue to support them and Isabella

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<v Speaker 1>when she gets older, exactly. And Isabella and I knew

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<v Speaker 1>that I had it in me to start over. I

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<v Speaker 1>knew that I was actually kind of exciting to like

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<v Speaker 1>have a clean slate and start completely over. So I

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<v Speaker 1>have that drive in me, um And I don't know.

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<v Speaker 1>It be hard to work with family too, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>I worked, I had dance studios with my mother, and

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<v Speaker 1>I'm telling you that really killed us. Oh it's really

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<v Speaker 1>really hard. It's absolutely it's nearly impossible. But I do

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<v Speaker 1>know that a lot of really big businesses grew out

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<v Speaker 1>of the frustration of working with family members and being

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<v Speaker 1>like you, I'm moving on, and that's what I just did.

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<v Speaker 1>And now I do feel like a lot of people

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<v Speaker 1>who were not believing in me back in the day.

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<v Speaker 1>And listen, I do know that because of my party

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<v Speaker 1>girl past, it was like an uphill battle getting people

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<v Speaker 1>to believe that I was capable of being the CEO

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<v Speaker 1>of a of a big business and making it work.

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<v Speaker 1>So I had a lot to prove um, and I

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<v Speaker 1>had to change my life and to shake off that

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<v Speaker 1>reputation I still have. My god, oh my god, it's

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<v Speaker 1>so hard. Um, I actually got the chosen You said that.

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<v Speaker 1>I was like, oh my god, girl, every morning that

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<v Speaker 1>you would wake up to Yeah, yeah, every single day,

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<v Speaker 1>Oh my god, so bad. Um. And you know, there's

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<v Speaker 1>definitely some stuff I'm going to have to explain to Isabella,

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<v Speaker 1>like some photos that she'll see one day, you know. Um,

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<v Speaker 1>But I'm just kidding. I'm sure you do. Actually, I'm

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<v Speaker 1>sure you have them, like like printed out in like

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<v Speaker 1>a weird old right in my like weird album like

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<v Speaker 1>just Caroline stuck Er. Um, that's so great. So where

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<v Speaker 1>did you get like these recipes? I heard it was

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<v Speaker 1>like your grandma's old recipes that right. So my grandmother

0:19:31.840 --> 0:19:34.080
<v Speaker 1>she was such a great cook, and she called the

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<v Speaker 1>sauce gravy and she used the sauce on everything. So

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<v Speaker 1>that's kind of my mentality. I'm telling people, it's not

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<v Speaker 1>just pasta sauce, right, you can cook all these different

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<v Speaker 1>dishes in it. I'm making soups with it. I'm making

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<v Speaker 1>you know, um thereso breakfast with it, like you know,

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<v Speaker 1>eggs on top, so good. So I'm just really kind

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<v Speaker 1>of um trying to spread the word and kind of

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<v Speaker 1>be a disruptor in the space. It's very stale and

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<v Speaker 1>old and male driven. UM, so everyone wants a home

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<v Speaker 1>cooked meal. You should come out with a cookbook eventual,

0:20:05.600 --> 0:20:08.440
<v Speaker 1>just like how to use your sauces, your pizza girl

0:20:08.520 --> 0:20:14.720
<v Speaker 1>sauces with like what you know, what combos, not just pasta. Absolutely,

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<v Speaker 1>I was thinking of a book that kind of is

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<v Speaker 1>more of like a story of my life with different

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<v Speaker 1>recipes as it goes, because there's just so many things

0:20:22.320 --> 0:20:25.720
<v Speaker 1>that inspired, you know, different moments. What would the hills inspire?

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<v Speaker 1>What dish would that be? Oh boy? Well, there was

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<v Speaker 1>a rumor that I assaulted one of the characters with

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<v Speaker 1>the slice of pizza. Actually, you actually do I I

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<v Speaker 1>have seen you do that once before. Now I'm kidding.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm like, you slap people with your like hot pizza.

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<v Speaker 1>M This person I wote name names, but I'm sure

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<v Speaker 1>you can guess. This person went to UM the production

0:20:52.880 --> 0:20:58.520
<v Speaker 1>company and said that Caroline Um, Caroline assaulted me with

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<v Speaker 1>a slice of pizza trying to get me fired off

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<v Speaker 1>the show, and I was thinking, I was like, how

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<v Speaker 1>genius would that have been if I actually did something

0:21:05.040 --> 0:21:09.080
<v Speaker 1>like that, Like Mack everybody, I'm like. My sister says

0:21:09.119 --> 0:21:10.520
<v Speaker 1>that I did that when she was a little girl

0:21:10.560 --> 0:21:12.720
<v Speaker 1>when we were traveling to Italy. She said I got

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<v Speaker 1>so mad at her that I slapped her with a

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<v Speaker 1>hot like piece of pizza and it has traumatized her

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<v Speaker 1>ever since. She just tells the story like almost weekly,

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<v Speaker 1>and it's like, I feel so bad that must have her.

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<v Speaker 1>Can you imagine like a hot like hot cheese just

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<v Speaker 1>being and then like the sound and the splat of

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<v Speaker 1>like whatever sauce that you use, and then like just

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<v Speaker 1>falling like this, like all down. It's amazing. There's actually

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<v Speaker 1>a great weapon. You know. You should definitely do that

0:21:41.720 --> 0:21:44.080
<v Speaker 1>for the upcoming season. Speaking up, is there going to

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<v Speaker 1>be a season three? I don't know, honestly, I mean,

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<v Speaker 1>I have no idea. And you know, according to Heidi

0:21:51.040 --> 0:21:53.120
<v Speaker 1>and Spencer, the whole thing needs to be read. There

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<v Speaker 1>having their own spin off. According to Hydia, they have

0:21:55.840 --> 0:21:58.400
<v Speaker 1>a spin off coming out shortly. Yeah, So I don't

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<v Speaker 1>know if the show can survive without um. I mean,

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<v Speaker 1>are you having fun? Are you having fun? You know what?

0:22:04.520 --> 0:22:06.480
<v Speaker 1>For the most part, I have so much fun. Yes,

0:22:06.680 --> 0:22:09.560
<v Speaker 1>it's a really great opportunity. I'm very grateful for it.

0:22:09.600 --> 0:22:14.040
<v Speaker 1>At the end of the day, I love the entire staff.

0:22:14.080 --> 0:22:18.159
<v Speaker 1>I love everybody who works on the show. Um. I

0:22:18.160 --> 0:22:21.240
<v Speaker 1>actually just finished my interviews, some interviews yesterday, and I

0:22:21.400 --> 0:22:23.960
<v Speaker 1>brought like every single person Sawce and we're all just

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<v Speaker 1>like shooting the show and like having a really good time.

0:22:26.480 --> 0:22:29.840
<v Speaker 1>Like the moral and the energy of everybody who works

0:22:29.840 --> 0:22:32.320
<v Speaker 1>on the show is amazing. So those are the people

0:22:32.359 --> 0:22:35.640
<v Speaker 1>I tend to like, UM, have a really great time with.

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<v Speaker 1>But like I said, there's a lot of cast members

0:22:38.080 --> 0:22:40.760
<v Speaker 1>that will be friends for life. I'm so excited to

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<v Speaker 1>meet Ashley and Jason's baby. Yes, congratulations, Yeah, that's amazing.

0:22:45.320 --> 0:22:48.560
<v Speaker 1>She just she just had her baby boy, right, yep, yep.

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<v Speaker 1>I was just talking to them this morning. I'm going

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<v Speaker 1>up to Laguna, so I said, maybe i'd five if

0:22:53.000 --> 0:22:57.880
<v Speaker 1>they wanted me to you. And how is it like

0:22:57.920 --> 0:23:00.560
<v Speaker 1>with I know some cast members are so right. Is

0:23:00.920 --> 0:23:05.320
<v Speaker 1>Brodie actually sober? I don't know he was for most

0:23:05.359 --> 0:23:07.679
<v Speaker 1>of the season. I don't know his like ins and outs.

0:23:07.800 --> 0:23:12.000
<v Speaker 1>I'm sober again, so I know things. I feel like

0:23:12.040 --> 0:23:14.879
<v Speaker 1>a lot of people go. I mean, I can speak

0:23:14.880 --> 0:23:17.720
<v Speaker 1>for myself and say that on the TV show I'm

0:23:17.720 --> 0:23:21.280
<v Speaker 1>more inclined to drink than off the TV show because, um,

0:23:21.320 --> 0:23:24.800
<v Speaker 1>it's you're nervous. You're nervous. Yeah, you're nervous, and you're

0:23:24.800 --> 0:23:29.000
<v Speaker 1>in it and you need to like you know, that

0:23:29.240 --> 0:23:32.159
<v Speaker 1>liquid coat and that liquid courage and just like be

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<v Speaker 1>okay with what's happening. So you know, totally totally, And

0:23:35.280 --> 0:23:37.960
<v Speaker 1>so I know you probably have shot like so much content,

0:23:38.040 --> 0:23:41.400
<v Speaker 1>right and they're only showing whatever that they're showing. And

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<v Speaker 1>what is like maybe a scene or something that you

0:23:44.840 --> 0:23:48.000
<v Speaker 1>shot that you wish would have aired. Um, I don't

0:23:48.040 --> 0:23:49.959
<v Speaker 1>know that I wish it would have aired because it

0:23:50.000 --> 0:23:54.960
<v Speaker 1>was really mean. But I do think that the very

0:23:54.960 --> 0:23:58.800
<v Speaker 1>first night I ever walked on to be there, um,

0:23:58.800 --> 0:24:01.920
<v Speaker 1>to be a part of the of the whole thing. Um,

0:24:01.960 --> 0:24:05.639
<v Speaker 1>I just remember Spencer coming up to me and saying

0:24:06.320 --> 0:24:09.680
<v Speaker 1>something really means like, oh, Caitlin, I think he knew

0:24:10.080 --> 0:24:12.720
<v Speaker 1>people started knowing that maybe I had some feelings for

0:24:12.760 --> 0:24:14.480
<v Speaker 1>her that obviously we spent a lot of time together.

0:24:14.960 --> 0:24:19.400
<v Speaker 1>So he said something really mean about like, oh, um,

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<v Speaker 1>you think you're like like Miley or something like you

0:24:25.920 --> 0:24:29.200
<v Speaker 1>think you're like someone She's going to go up from there,

0:24:29.240 --> 0:24:33.159
<v Speaker 1>not down from there, basically is what he said. So rude,

0:24:33.640 --> 0:24:35.760
<v Speaker 1>And it was just like she would never date you.

0:24:35.920 --> 0:24:38.000
<v Speaker 1>We want her to date like a celebrity, you're a

0:24:38.000 --> 0:24:41.440
<v Speaker 1>civilian or something like that. It was when did she

0:24:41.760 --> 0:24:45.040
<v Speaker 1>control who she dates? I know, well, they think they

0:24:45.040 --> 0:24:51.879
<v Speaker 1>control everything, actually the entire executive producers. Who knows honestly,

0:24:51.960 --> 0:24:57.080
<v Speaker 1>at this point, I have no idea. I'm like everybody's

0:24:57.280 --> 0:24:59.439
<v Speaker 1>you know, that must be really hard because like on

0:24:59.560 --> 0:25:02.040
<v Speaker 1>Dancing with Stars, when I know that, like maybe I

0:25:02.040 --> 0:25:05.800
<v Speaker 1>have some beef with another dancer, it makes everything so uncomfortable.

0:25:06.359 --> 0:25:08.880
<v Speaker 1>It makes everything so uncomfortable, and it's like and then

0:25:08.920 --> 0:25:11.520
<v Speaker 1>you start to like get like I do, at least

0:25:11.560 --> 0:25:13.560
<v Speaker 1>I start to get paranoid, like, oh wait, is this

0:25:13.680 --> 0:25:17.560
<v Speaker 1>a whole like thing happening? Is everyone against me? And

0:25:17.600 --> 0:25:19.520
<v Speaker 1>then I'm like the result and I get eliminated, and

0:25:19.520 --> 0:25:22.879
<v Speaker 1>I'm like, oh, for sure, it's because whatever, whatever right

0:25:23.160 --> 0:25:27.560
<v Speaker 1>I've done like episodes, so it's like I just feel

0:25:27.600 --> 0:25:29.840
<v Speaker 1>like there's this whole conspiracy theory. But then when you

0:25:29.840 --> 0:25:31.960
<v Speaker 1>take a step back and you're looking into it, you're

0:25:31.960 --> 0:25:36.120
<v Speaker 1>just like, actually, not everything is about you, Cheryl. Yeah, yeah,

0:25:36.400 --> 0:25:38.960
<v Speaker 1>no exactly. I mean, I I know, and that's exactly it.

0:25:39.160 --> 0:25:42.840
<v Speaker 1>Like I'm like, some people think that, you know, the

0:25:42.840 --> 0:25:45.240
<v Speaker 1>world revolves around them, and other people just want to

0:25:45.240 --> 0:25:47.280
<v Speaker 1>work together as a team to make a great show

0:25:48.000 --> 0:25:51.760
<v Speaker 1>and that's really it. So I'm so happy that you're

0:25:51.760 --> 0:25:54.440
<v Speaker 1>a part of the actual cast because honestly, I don't

0:25:54.440 --> 0:25:56.680
<v Speaker 1>know if i'd watch it if you weren't a part

0:25:56.720 --> 0:25:58.360
<v Speaker 1>of it. I you know, I love you, I root

0:25:58.440 --> 0:26:02.760
<v Speaker 1>for you, and I want to know is Kristin Cavalary?

0:26:02.840 --> 0:26:05.719
<v Speaker 1>So she's coming on as a what is this like

0:26:05.760 --> 0:26:09.640
<v Speaker 1>a special guest or yeah? Yeah, I mean I think

0:26:09.720 --> 0:26:12.040
<v Speaker 1>I think it's more of like a guest appearance. Um,

0:26:12.080 --> 0:26:13.760
<v Speaker 1>but we do end up all hanging out and we

0:26:13.800 --> 0:26:16.120
<v Speaker 1>have fun with her. She's such a good human being.

0:26:16.160 --> 0:26:19.880
<v Speaker 1>I really love her. I think she's just fun. Yeah,

0:26:20.080 --> 0:26:22.000
<v Speaker 1>you would love I was gonna say, like your personality

0:26:22.119 --> 0:26:23.879
<v Speaker 1>and yeah, all of that's would go out and just

0:26:24.880 --> 0:26:26.760
<v Speaker 1>dancing with the stars as well. Oh, I thought you

0:26:26.840 --> 0:26:28.679
<v Speaker 1>were going to do dancing with the stars. Did they

0:26:28.720 --> 0:26:32.320
<v Speaker 1>ask you yet? They have not but I would totally

0:26:32.359 --> 0:26:34.560
<v Speaker 1>do it. You need to say that, you request me.

0:26:34.680 --> 0:26:39.760
<v Speaker 1>It'll be the first girl on girl A couple cannot see. Actually,

0:26:40.040 --> 0:26:45.040
<v Speaker 1>America not ready. I'm leading, Yeah, obviously you always lead

0:26:45.080 --> 0:26:48.000
<v Speaker 1>and everything we do. Actually, that's right. Wait. Remember when

0:26:48.000 --> 0:26:50.600
<v Speaker 1>we went Selsa dancing and I was like terrified because

0:26:50.680 --> 0:26:53.600
<v Speaker 1>you and all your crazy dancer friends bring me to

0:26:53.760 --> 0:26:56.720
<v Speaker 1>a sauce to night and then like Lopez shows up

0:26:57.119 --> 0:27:00.040
<v Speaker 1>and just like whipping around me, whipping around you, and

0:27:00.160 --> 0:27:01.560
<v Speaker 1>like what am I supposed to do right now? And

0:27:01.600 --> 0:27:05.119
<v Speaker 1>I was like, no, you were so cute. It was Leah.

0:27:05.240 --> 0:27:07.719
<v Speaker 1>Leah Romany was like they're setting that whole thing up

0:27:07.720 --> 0:27:10.639
<v Speaker 1>and she's just right after we were like we wrapped whatever.

0:27:10.680 --> 0:27:14.480
<v Speaker 1>She was like, I love Caroline so much. She doesn't

0:27:14.520 --> 0:27:17.160
<v Speaker 1>even like she doesn't care that she's never really danced before,

0:27:17.200 --> 0:27:19.600
<v Speaker 1>but she just went out there and was like she

0:27:19.640 --> 0:27:21.480
<v Speaker 1>hates it when people just sit and just like talk

0:27:21.520 --> 0:27:23.960
<v Speaker 1>about people. She wants people to get up and dance,

0:27:24.000 --> 0:27:26.600
<v Speaker 1>like to the point where I'm a sweaty mess, Like

0:27:26.680 --> 0:27:30.280
<v Speaker 1>it's quite disgusting, but we had so much fun. It was, um,

0:27:30.800 --> 0:27:37.520
<v Speaker 1>what's it called? At l I don't freaking knows whatever. Yeah,

0:27:38.840 --> 0:27:41.240
<v Speaker 1>so what's next, Like, what else are you doing? Because

0:27:41.240 --> 0:27:43.600
<v Speaker 1>I know I just saw you on Forbes dot com. Congratulations,

0:27:43.960 --> 0:27:46.080
<v Speaker 1>thank you. It's the first time I ever googled you.

0:27:46.160 --> 0:27:49.040
<v Speaker 1>It's so weird. That was really weird, so weird. Google

0:27:49.359 --> 0:27:52.520
<v Speaker 1>is very weird. It's all good stuff. Yeah, I'm just

0:27:52.600 --> 0:27:57.640
<v Speaker 1>so glad that my current boyfriend doesn't go, Yeah, who's

0:27:57.640 --> 0:28:01.439
<v Speaker 1>your current girlfriend? Yeah, he's I think he made him

0:28:01.720 --> 0:28:06.240
<v Speaker 1>dropped off that stuff at my house. Uh no, no,

0:28:06.640 --> 0:28:12.360
<v Speaker 1>that was one of our people are like employees yet now, Um,

0:28:12.400 --> 0:28:16.119
<v Speaker 1>I think I don't know. Maybe I don't know. Maybe

0:28:16.200 --> 0:28:19.680
<v Speaker 1>was he really hot, said it's my boyfriend that's gonna

0:28:19.720 --> 0:28:24.639
<v Speaker 1>go drop Oh then maybe it was him. Maybe Okay,

0:28:24.680 --> 0:28:28.000
<v Speaker 1>maybe I don't know. But anyway, Um, he kind of

0:28:28.040 --> 0:28:30.919
<v Speaker 1>starts to appear towards the end of the hills. I

0:28:30.960 --> 0:28:33.040
<v Speaker 1>think it's he. It's on in the cutting room floor.

0:28:33.080 --> 0:28:36.480
<v Speaker 1>I have no idea, but um, but he's amazing and

0:28:36.840 --> 0:28:39.880
<v Speaker 1>he has a similar kind of like outlook on life

0:28:39.960 --> 0:28:43.640
<v Speaker 1>like I do. And what is he? He was a

0:28:43.640 --> 0:28:45.840
<v Speaker 1>professional soccer player since you know he was a little

0:28:45.920 --> 0:28:50.560
<v Speaker 1>kid in Scotland. Um, and he debuted fourteen and um,

0:28:50.640 --> 0:28:53.680
<v Speaker 1>you know, so he had already had such a massive career,

0:28:53.880 --> 0:28:57.040
<v Speaker 1>like was born into a career, um, and then he

0:28:57.120 --> 0:29:00.920
<v Speaker 1>came out here and he started acting and doing other things. Yeah,

0:29:00.960 --> 0:29:06.080
<v Speaker 1>after he was done with soccer. So it's just it's

0:29:06.160 --> 0:29:10.600
<v Speaker 1>very new, very very new new. You don't have to

0:29:10.600 --> 0:29:13.000
<v Speaker 1>give me a timeline. You can just text me later. Okay,

0:29:13.040 --> 0:29:16.400
<v Speaker 1>I'll text you. It's very new. It's very new. But

0:29:16.440 --> 0:29:20.680
<v Speaker 1>I'm very happy and it's fun. So you know, And

0:29:20.840 --> 0:29:23.800
<v Speaker 1>how's it like adjusting with Isabella? Like has she met

0:29:23.840 --> 0:29:26.600
<v Speaker 1>anyone that you've ever dated? Or like are you guys?

0:29:26.640 --> 0:29:30.560
<v Speaker 1>Are you just not until serious? I'm pretty yeah, I'm

0:29:30.600 --> 0:29:34.360
<v Speaker 1>pretty kind of honest with her. For a six year old,

0:29:34.400 --> 0:29:37.240
<v Speaker 1>she's pretty can't believe she's six. I know. It isn't

0:29:37.240 --> 0:29:41.280
<v Speaker 1>that crazy, It's not. It's really nuts. And you know,

0:29:41.400 --> 0:29:43.280
<v Speaker 1>I have a lot of single mom friends and they're

0:29:43.320 --> 0:29:45.640
<v Speaker 1>like listen, and I had this debate. I'm like, do

0:29:45.720 --> 0:29:47.160
<v Speaker 1>you date? What do you do? And they're like listen,

0:29:47.200 --> 0:29:49.760
<v Speaker 1>sometimes your home with your kid every night, Like, how

0:29:49.800 --> 0:29:52.440
<v Speaker 1>are you gonna date anybody if they don't come over

0:29:52.480 --> 0:29:54.479
<v Speaker 1>and meet your kid? You know what I mean? So

0:29:54.840 --> 0:29:57.360
<v Speaker 1>you have to you have to obviously, not just every anybody,

0:29:57.400 --> 0:29:59.800
<v Speaker 1>but you know, like when you're a single mom, I

0:29:59.840 --> 0:30:02.000
<v Speaker 1>know a lot of women can relate out there, you

0:30:02.080 --> 0:30:04.160
<v Speaker 1>kind of have to like meet a guy that's down

0:30:04.200 --> 0:30:07.760
<v Speaker 1>to like hang with the kids because you know they're

0:30:07.760 --> 0:30:11.200
<v Speaker 1>out if not, Um, I know that you're really good

0:30:11.200 --> 0:30:13.520
<v Speaker 1>friends with Seawan Stewart and I have to say, God

0:30:13.520 --> 0:30:17.440
<v Speaker 1>bless his heart, but he was so freaking nervous. I

0:30:17.480 --> 0:30:20.720
<v Speaker 1>could tell, like when he was his hands were like

0:30:20.760 --> 0:30:23.080
<v Speaker 1>a little shaky, and I was like, oh, wait, hasn't

0:30:23.080 --> 0:30:26.760
<v Speaker 1>he done reality before? He has? He had a show

0:30:27.240 --> 0:30:30.520
<v Speaker 1>um with his family, um, the Stewart I think it

0:30:30.600 --> 0:30:33.680
<v Speaker 1>was called um on E and then he had done

0:30:33.720 --> 0:30:38.240
<v Speaker 1>some other's show with like um some other famous children

0:30:38.280 --> 0:30:41.400
<v Speaker 1>of at some point. Um, But yeah, he has. I

0:30:41.440 --> 0:30:43.640
<v Speaker 1>think he was nervous because is he friends with the

0:30:43.640 --> 0:30:46.400
<v Speaker 1>whole crew too? Like is that how you guys he's

0:30:46.640 --> 0:30:51.840
<v Speaker 1>actually really good friends with Heidie and Spencer. Oh interesting, Yeah,

0:30:52.040 --> 0:30:55.800
<v Speaker 1>so I think that's how he ended up coming into

0:30:55.880 --> 0:30:57.680
<v Speaker 1>and meeting Audrina and all of that. So that was

0:30:57.760 --> 0:30:59.640
<v Speaker 1>real then. So that was like a real like you

0:30:59.640 --> 0:31:02.720
<v Speaker 1>need to my friend and when you heard about that,

0:31:02.880 --> 0:31:05.840
<v Speaker 1>because you guys are like family basically, right, Yeah, we're

0:31:05.840 --> 0:31:07.600
<v Speaker 1>like really close. We're like more we have a more

0:31:07.640 --> 0:31:10.600
<v Speaker 1>like a brotherly sisterly relationship. I'm really good friends with

0:31:10.680 --> 0:31:14.080
<v Speaker 1>his older sister, Kimberly. Um and yeah, so he was

0:31:14.120 --> 0:31:17.520
<v Speaker 1>always kind of that you know, brother lead type around. Um.

0:31:17.560 --> 0:31:20.360
<v Speaker 1>I love Sean. He is so sweet, but um, I

0:31:20.440 --> 0:31:22.920
<v Speaker 1>kind of knew that that wasn't maybe going to be

0:31:23.000 --> 0:31:28.320
<v Speaker 1>the best connection. Um. Yeah, but you know, Audrina is

0:31:28.360 --> 0:31:31.600
<v Speaker 1>also a single mom trying to date and navigate that

0:31:31.680 --> 0:31:33.640
<v Speaker 1>it's really hard, and it's kind of hard to date

0:31:33.680 --> 0:31:36.719
<v Speaker 1>guys that don't have kids, to be honest, because and

0:31:36.760 --> 0:31:38.440
<v Speaker 1>are you guys close to you and Audrina because you

0:31:38.480 --> 0:31:41.720
<v Speaker 1>guys did a movie together or something, right. I love Audrina.

0:31:41.920 --> 0:31:46.200
<v Speaker 1>She is a really good human being. She's so sweet,

0:31:46.200 --> 0:31:48.800
<v Speaker 1>but she's also just genuine. She's not fake sweet, you

0:31:48.800 --> 0:31:51.080
<v Speaker 1>know what I mean, Like a really good person. Our

0:31:51.160 --> 0:31:55.320
<v Speaker 1>daughters are similar in age, and um, we have you know,

0:31:55.400 --> 0:31:57.680
<v Speaker 1>we went to this L L fashion show with the kids,

0:31:58.160 --> 0:32:01.000
<v Speaker 1>you know before COVID And yeah, we did that movie

0:32:01.040 --> 0:32:03.560
<v Speaker 1>together where we played sisters and we actually all me

0:32:03.720 --> 0:32:05.520
<v Speaker 1>Her and Caitlin just hung out at her house a

0:32:05.560 --> 0:32:08.680
<v Speaker 1>couple of nights ago. And she's a really awesome human

0:32:08.680 --> 0:32:11.720
<v Speaker 1>being Yeah, she's definitely you guys, are you are you

0:32:11.800 --> 0:32:16.640
<v Speaker 1>still filming or you know, um, sometimes they just have

0:32:16.760 --> 0:32:19.440
<v Speaker 1>you you know, we're done. Now we're done. But did

0:32:19.480 --> 0:32:23.280
<v Speaker 1>you film before COVID and then film again during That's

0:32:23.320 --> 0:32:25.560
<v Speaker 1>what was so crazy and complicated and all of our

0:32:25.600 --> 0:32:28.240
<v Speaker 1>lives changed so much after COVID. So, yeah, we filmed

0:32:28.280 --> 0:32:31.760
<v Speaker 1>before COVID, and none of that is being used, you

0:32:31.800 --> 0:32:34.680
<v Speaker 1>know what I mean, really none of it? Yeah, not really.

0:32:34.800 --> 0:32:36.960
<v Speaker 1>I mean there's a couple of Actually the last nights

0:32:37.000 --> 0:32:40.520
<v Speaker 1>on last week's this last episode, there was a flashback

0:32:40.600 --> 0:32:43.640
<v Speaker 1>to my dad and his wife like brading me about

0:32:43.680 --> 0:32:49.800
<v Speaker 1>my divorce. That was from then. Um, so I'm they're

0:32:49.880 --> 0:32:53.720
<v Speaker 1>flashing back to some of those times to fill out stories.

0:32:53.760 --> 0:32:56.720
<v Speaker 1>But yeah, we did all. How hard was that during

0:32:56.760 --> 0:32:59.000
<v Speaker 1>because like we did a season during COVID and we

0:32:59.040 --> 0:33:02.560
<v Speaker 1>had like COVID officers up our ass, like constantly we

0:33:02.560 --> 0:33:05.000
<v Speaker 1>were tested. We had to shove up our own like

0:33:05.040 --> 0:33:07.520
<v Speaker 1>h tip up up our nose, and then like if

0:33:07.520 --> 0:33:10.840
<v Speaker 1>you had a false positive, like the whole thing had

0:33:10.880 --> 0:33:14.120
<v Speaker 1>to shut down. Like one person I think from Wardrobe

0:33:14.280 --> 0:33:17.520
<v Speaker 1>got COVID and that was the day everyone had fittings

0:33:17.640 --> 0:33:21.719
<v Speaker 1>and so like it was just extra anxiety, and I

0:33:21.800 --> 0:33:25.040
<v Speaker 1>just realized how much now that everything's opening back up

0:33:25.080 --> 0:33:27.680
<v Speaker 1>and everything's going back to normal, I have such bad

0:33:27.840 --> 0:33:30.880
<v Speaker 1>social anxiety. I swear that's why I used to drink

0:33:30.920 --> 0:33:35.720
<v Speaker 1>so much. You know, it's really bad. Yeah, you realize.

0:33:35.800 --> 0:33:37.800
<v Speaker 1>I was wondering a little bit about that with you,

0:33:38.040 --> 0:33:40.200
<v Speaker 1>to be honest, because I did feel like a different

0:33:40.640 --> 0:33:43.520
<v Speaker 1>change of energy with you, and I was wondering, like

0:33:43.600 --> 0:33:46.440
<v Speaker 1>in one sense, um, and more to the sense that,

0:33:46.560 --> 0:33:49.600
<v Speaker 1>like I mean, continue used to be very like yeah,

0:33:49.880 --> 0:33:53.080
<v Speaker 1>out going, ready to go out, and then you did

0:33:53.120 --> 0:33:56.480
<v Speaker 1>become very like introverted and kind of like you know,

0:33:56.600 --> 0:33:57.920
<v Speaker 1>you actually wrote to one day I was like, when

0:33:57.960 --> 0:33:59.400
<v Speaker 1>are we gonna hang out that You're like, well, let

0:33:59.400 --> 0:34:01.640
<v Speaker 1>me like, I don't remember what it was to make

0:34:01.680 --> 0:34:03.480
<v Speaker 1>my head around this. Let me wrap my head around

0:34:03.560 --> 0:34:07.040
<v Speaker 1>this in a way. Yeah, I'm an addict, right, so

0:34:07.120 --> 0:34:10.319
<v Speaker 1>like for me, an alcoholic, and so it's hard for

0:34:10.360 --> 0:34:12.480
<v Speaker 1>me to go out. I just realized it's recently actually,

0:34:12.520 --> 0:34:15.640
<v Speaker 1>and it was scary because, um, it was Leah Remedy's birthday.

0:34:15.680 --> 0:34:17.799
<v Speaker 1>She had a big party and a lot of people

0:34:17.840 --> 0:34:19.840
<v Speaker 1>were drinking, and a lot of people were asking me

0:34:19.880 --> 0:34:21.600
<v Speaker 1>like why aren't you drinking or why can't you just

0:34:21.640 --> 0:34:24.400
<v Speaker 1>have one? And it's just like it's triggering, and like

0:34:24.480 --> 0:34:27.680
<v Speaker 1>with big social events like that, it makes me honestly

0:34:27.880 --> 0:34:31.360
<v Speaker 1>think about drinking, and once I go there, I'm scared

0:34:31.400 --> 0:34:34.120
<v Speaker 1>that I'll just fall deep into this like rabbit hole. Um.

0:34:34.200 --> 0:34:36.680
<v Speaker 1>And so, like I just knew for me in my

0:34:36.719 --> 0:34:39.120
<v Speaker 1>mental state, it was the healthiest to kind of not

0:34:39.200 --> 0:34:43.359
<v Speaker 1>surround myself with places that may tempt me to want

0:34:43.400 --> 0:34:45.880
<v Speaker 1>to drink, because it's not just one for me. And

0:34:45.960 --> 0:34:49.080
<v Speaker 1>I was just thinking that I may represent that for

0:34:49.120 --> 0:34:52.440
<v Speaker 1>you because you and I party together so totally. But

0:34:52.440 --> 0:34:54.520
<v Speaker 1>but I'll tell you I have other friends that I

0:34:54.560 --> 0:34:56.759
<v Speaker 1>had that with you are so now as well, and

0:34:56.800 --> 0:34:59.279
<v Speaker 1>we all kind of like sobered up our lives a bit.

0:34:59.360 --> 0:35:04.719
<v Speaker 1>And I'm definitely it's definitely a struggle for me as well. Um,

0:35:05.080 --> 0:35:08.680
<v Speaker 1>And I will absolutely go out dancing with you sober

0:35:08.840 --> 0:35:12.239
<v Speaker 1>any night of the week. Um. I'm definitely more than

0:35:13.080 --> 0:35:14.799
<v Speaker 1>thank you. That means so much to me, Caroline, because

0:35:14.840 --> 0:35:17.200
<v Speaker 1>it's not a lot of people. My whole life has

0:35:17.280 --> 0:35:19.719
<v Speaker 1>changed as far as like friendships, right, Like, so like

0:35:19.760 --> 0:35:22.759
<v Speaker 1>I had clearly I only knew my party friends and like,

0:35:23.200 --> 0:35:25.200
<v Speaker 1>but then once I stopped drinking, it was like, I'm

0:35:25.280 --> 0:35:27.680
<v Speaker 1>honestly even shocked by name names right now, like with

0:35:27.719 --> 0:35:29.920
<v Speaker 1>who I don't even talk to, But not because we

0:35:29.960 --> 0:35:32.400
<v Speaker 1>hate each other, just because like we've lost touch, just

0:35:32.440 --> 0:35:35.279
<v Speaker 1>because I don't do that, not like it's a bad thing.

0:35:35.320 --> 0:35:37.640
<v Speaker 1>I'm just saying I can't do it because I can't

0:35:37.680 --> 0:35:40.480
<v Speaker 1>just have one. Yeah, and you know what, that's my

0:35:40.560 --> 0:35:43.880
<v Speaker 1>exact problem too, I cannot just have one. And it

0:35:43.960 --> 0:35:46.920
<v Speaker 1>leads me to I have this mentality that my therapist

0:35:47.000 --> 0:35:50.319
<v Speaker 1>called the mentality, and I have one, and then I'm like, oh,

0:35:50.360 --> 0:35:52.400
<v Speaker 1>harder go yeah, you go hard to go home. And

0:35:52.440 --> 0:35:53.920
<v Speaker 1>then I just like I'm and then I do this

0:35:53.960 --> 0:35:56.160
<v Speaker 1>like thing where I'm just like Caroline, we used to

0:35:56.200 --> 0:36:00.880
<v Speaker 1>drink like fish like like like and nothing, and like

0:36:00.960 --> 0:36:04.880
<v Speaker 1>we were functioning drunks. So that's scary really because like

0:36:04.960 --> 0:36:07.719
<v Speaker 1>it actually made me feel like, you know what, I'm

0:36:07.760 --> 0:36:10.359
<v Speaker 1>a better person. I can talk, I can face my

0:36:10.440 --> 0:36:13.720
<v Speaker 1>fears when I'm a little bit faced, excuse my language.

0:36:13.760 --> 0:36:15.640
<v Speaker 1>But then at the end of the day, I'm like

0:36:15.680 --> 0:36:18.239
<v Speaker 1>it just stopped working. I was like, yeah, you know,

0:36:18.239 --> 0:36:20.040
<v Speaker 1>and I just had a p and then my dad

0:36:20.120 --> 0:36:22.200
<v Speaker 1>died and I was just like, wait a second, I

0:36:22.200 --> 0:36:24.920
<v Speaker 1>could either like start to really fall and crash and

0:36:24.960 --> 0:36:28.480
<v Speaker 1>burn and check myself into rehab or not. Yeah, I

0:36:28.520 --> 0:36:31.239
<v Speaker 1>just quit cold turkey because it's just like that was

0:36:31.320 --> 0:36:33.600
<v Speaker 1>like really I didn't know where I was going to

0:36:33.680 --> 0:36:38.040
<v Speaker 1>go with it, you know, But yeah, I completely I

0:36:38.120 --> 0:36:41.360
<v Speaker 1>can relate, and I totally understand where you're coming from.

0:36:41.480 --> 0:36:44.759
<v Speaker 1>And I have definitely struggled a bit, Like I'm the

0:36:44.840 --> 0:36:50.200
<v Speaker 1>kind of alcoholic that I will go um days without

0:36:50.280 --> 0:36:53.040
<v Speaker 1>drinking just fine. You know. I have family members that

0:36:53.080 --> 0:36:55.440
<v Speaker 1>are so bad with alcoholism that they would wait at

0:36:55.800 --> 0:36:57.759
<v Speaker 1>the liquor store to open in the morning, right, So

0:36:57.840 --> 0:36:59.880
<v Speaker 1>that's a very different type of alcoholic. And when you

0:36:59.880 --> 0:37:02.399
<v Speaker 1>go to a meetings, you see, I used to feel

0:37:02.400 --> 0:37:04.200
<v Speaker 1>guilty that I would be an a meeting because these

0:37:04.200 --> 0:37:07.160
<v Speaker 1>people were talking about literally like being in the streets

0:37:07.200 --> 0:37:09.640
<v Speaker 1>looking for crack. And this is really taking it to

0:37:09.680 --> 0:37:12.640
<v Speaker 1>a level where I was mentality, where I was so

0:37:12.760 --> 0:37:15.800
<v Speaker 1>functioning and I can go these without it. Might problem

0:37:15.840 --> 0:37:18.680
<v Speaker 1>is that when I do drink, I often those are

0:37:18.680 --> 0:37:21.960
<v Speaker 1>the nights that I regret my behavior. And I was

0:37:22.000 --> 0:37:25.480
<v Speaker 1>sick of weight, I'm sick of waking up and piecing

0:37:25.520 --> 0:37:29.319
<v Speaker 1>together a night where something bad happened, knowing I may

0:37:29.360 --> 0:37:31.319
<v Speaker 1>have even been in the right, but I now don't

0:37:31.320 --> 0:37:33.440
<v Speaker 1>have the having people have to explain to you, like

0:37:33.560 --> 0:37:36.000
<v Speaker 1>do you remember, Like that's the worst thing in the world,

0:37:36.480 --> 0:37:39.320
<v Speaker 1>the worst and I'm truly going down a very different

0:37:39.320 --> 0:37:41.839
<v Speaker 1>path right now. So I'm so proud of you and

0:37:41.880 --> 0:37:45.359
<v Speaker 1>they like, just like sometimes I just don't want there's

0:37:45.400 --> 0:37:47.840
<v Speaker 1>nothing to do with anybody other than myself. Like I

0:37:47.880 --> 0:37:49.719
<v Speaker 1>know how much I can handle, and if I'm like

0:37:49.960 --> 0:37:53.120
<v Speaker 1>in my personal life, if I'm very um like sensitive,

0:37:53.320 --> 0:37:55.960
<v Speaker 1>or if I'm feeling easily triggered, It's like why I

0:37:56.000 --> 0:37:59.960
<v Speaker 1>put myself in like situations where I'm easily gonna probably

0:38:00.120 --> 0:38:02.560
<v Speaker 1>you do it again, you know. And to be honest,

0:38:02.600 --> 0:38:05.040
<v Speaker 1>I've been feeling like drinking a lot lately and I'm

0:38:05.080 --> 0:38:08.759
<v Speaker 1>just like I need to just get my head straight, um,

0:38:08.840 --> 0:38:10.960
<v Speaker 1>And it's just been a lot, you know. And thank

0:38:11.000 --> 0:38:12.719
<v Speaker 1>you for saying that. That means so much to me,

0:38:12.719 --> 0:38:15.320
<v Speaker 1>because I could definitely use another friend. So yeah, I

0:38:15.440 --> 0:38:18.560
<v Speaker 1>know you have me, and I need more friends like

0:38:18.760 --> 0:38:21.000
<v Speaker 1>in the same boat, to be honest, and I have

0:38:21.160 --> 0:38:24.280
<v Speaker 1>like three right now that you shouldn't meet too, because

0:38:24.520 --> 0:38:27.960
<v Speaker 1>we all are similar that where we were all kind

0:38:28.000 --> 0:38:33.279
<v Speaker 1>of world. Everybody expects that of you when you go out,

0:38:33.360 --> 0:38:35.160
<v Speaker 1>you know what I mean. Like I actually canceled my

0:38:35.160 --> 0:38:38.000
<v Speaker 1>my birthday party. I had a birthday party and I

0:38:38.040 --> 0:38:40.600
<v Speaker 1>didn't know did I not invite you? It was, I know,

0:38:41.080 --> 0:38:43.880
<v Speaker 1>but that's fine, that's totally fine. I was like, I

0:38:43.880 --> 0:38:45.400
<v Speaker 1>didn't even know. I forgot it was your birthday. I

0:38:45.400 --> 0:38:47.920
<v Speaker 1>just said happy. I know, No, it was. It was

0:38:47.960 --> 0:38:49.359
<v Speaker 1>a small thing. It was going to be a small

0:38:49.400 --> 0:38:51.400
<v Speaker 1>thing by the pool here at the Villa Carlata and

0:38:51.440 --> 0:38:53.360
<v Speaker 1>I did one last year and it was like a rager,

0:38:53.680 --> 0:38:55.440
<v Speaker 1>you know, So I was going to do it. And

0:38:55.480 --> 0:38:58.080
<v Speaker 1>then the morning of I was like, I canceled it,

0:38:58.160 --> 0:39:00.400
<v Speaker 1>and my manager and everybody coming to like Arlene de

0:39:00.480 --> 0:39:03.960
<v Speaker 1>Mare canceling a party like something's wrong. And the immediately

0:39:04.000 --> 0:39:07.040
<v Speaker 1>I got questions that are you pregnant? Are you okay?

0:39:07.040 --> 0:39:09.200
<v Speaker 1>Like all this stuff, and I was like, no, I

0:39:09.320 --> 0:39:12.560
<v Speaker 1>just I have a really important meeting tomorrow morning, and

0:39:12.640 --> 0:39:15.399
<v Speaker 1>I'm now the CENEO of this company, and like it's

0:39:15.400 --> 0:39:18.960
<v Speaker 1>either make or break, Like I cannot up anymore. And

0:39:19.000 --> 0:39:21.200
<v Speaker 1>I don't know where we got the stamina from, but man,

0:39:21.600 --> 0:39:24.680
<v Speaker 1>we would, I would go drinking. It was like my job.

0:39:24.719 --> 0:39:31.160
<v Speaker 1>I was like Alice and Melnick to stamina from so um. Yeah.

0:39:31.280 --> 0:39:32.960
<v Speaker 1>And I also, by the way, I was able to

0:39:32.960 --> 0:39:35.040
<v Speaker 1>sweat it out and dance for her soul because I'd

0:39:35.040 --> 0:39:39.319
<v Speaker 1>go straight from god knows where, like sweaty shower, and

0:39:39.360 --> 0:39:41.960
<v Speaker 1>then I just danced it off and I was like,

0:39:42.080 --> 0:39:44.719
<v Speaker 1>I'm ready, let's party again, Caroline. I'll see you at

0:39:44.719 --> 0:39:47.080
<v Speaker 1>the SOHO. I did not know how you did it.

0:39:47.120 --> 0:39:48.719
<v Speaker 1>I mean the fact that we would be up all

0:39:48.800 --> 0:39:50.359
<v Speaker 1>night and then you go straight to dance your ass

0:39:50.360 --> 0:39:53.480
<v Speaker 1>off was in was but wow, I thought, I think

0:39:53.600 --> 0:39:55.680
<v Speaker 1>that's the reason why, because I sweat it all out.

0:39:56.360 --> 0:39:58.120
<v Speaker 1>Yeah yeah, yeah, you sweat it out. It's true. Like

0:39:58.160 --> 0:40:00.279
<v Speaker 1>any time I've been hungover and I've gone for hike

0:40:00.360 --> 0:40:02.279
<v Speaker 1>or whatever, it's like hell, and by the end I

0:40:02.360 --> 0:40:04.879
<v Speaker 1>do feel a lot better. Yeah, But in the next

0:40:04.960 --> 0:40:06.640
<v Speaker 1>day is the one that really hurts, and you're just like,

0:40:06.680 --> 0:40:09.239
<v Speaker 1>let's just drink again. Yeah yeah, by poor bye poor.

0:40:09.440 --> 0:40:12.040
<v Speaker 1>I'm miserable in the morning, right and I hate myself,

0:40:12.080 --> 0:40:15.680
<v Speaker 1>hate myself, hate myself. Four o'clock rolls around, here's the drink.

0:40:16.120 --> 0:40:19.520
<v Speaker 1>Let's have another fun night. And you know it's like

0:40:19.520 --> 0:40:21.959
<v Speaker 1>a routine. Yeah. Hair of the Dog keeps you going.

0:40:22.320 --> 0:40:25.200
<v Speaker 1>Love you. I like you, I love you, and I

0:40:25.280 --> 0:40:26.880
<v Speaker 1>love you and I'm so proud of you. And you

0:40:26.920 --> 0:40:29.520
<v Speaker 1>know I always root for you and I hope to

0:40:29.560 --> 0:40:33.040
<v Speaker 1>see you more in these episodes, upcoming episodes. Where can

0:40:33.080 --> 0:40:36.239
<v Speaker 1>people find you? They can find me on Instagram at

0:40:36.280 --> 0:40:39.680
<v Speaker 1>Caroline de More and my company at Pizza Girl Official.

0:40:41.640 --> 0:40:46.000
<v Speaker 1>If you please send me more songs? Absolutely? Okay? Bye?

0:40:46.960 --> 0:40:49.000
<v Speaker 1>Alright guys, So that's it. It was so good to

0:40:49.040 --> 0:40:51.839
<v Speaker 1>catch up with my girl Caroline dam Moore. But let's

0:40:51.840 --> 0:40:54.520
<v Speaker 1>take a break and come back though, because we've got

0:40:54.560 --> 0:41:03.200
<v Speaker 1>our second guest from cs t Key Camilla. Hi, how

0:41:03.200 --> 0:41:06.879
<v Speaker 1>are you? God? How are you good? You look very

0:41:06.920 --> 0:41:11.400
<v Speaker 1>pretty today and you're cute little top. I love it. Um.

0:41:11.400 --> 0:41:14.720
<v Speaker 1>So we're gonna just get right and down and dirty. Okay,

0:41:14.760 --> 0:41:16.680
<v Speaker 1>are you ready for this? Are there anything? Is there

0:41:16.719 --> 0:41:19.640
<v Speaker 1>anything that you don't want me to ask? Oh? No, go,

0:41:19.840 --> 0:41:22.160
<v Speaker 1>everything's out because you know I'm gonna ask regardless of

0:41:22.239 --> 0:41:26.239
<v Speaker 1>something to hide, nothing to hide? Okay. So what is

0:41:26.280 --> 0:41:32.680
<v Speaker 1>your current status right now? Are you single or I'm single? Okay?

0:41:32.800 --> 0:41:36.480
<v Speaker 1>Are you happily single? Yeah? I'm actually very happy single.

0:41:36.600 --> 0:41:40.040
<v Speaker 1>I'm just focusing on me and you know, men are

0:41:40.040 --> 0:41:44.680
<v Speaker 1>too much drama, So I'm right trying to stay you know, single,

0:41:44.760 --> 0:41:48.840
<v Speaker 1>That's really what I'm trying to do. Yeah, And speaking

0:41:48.880 --> 0:41:53.840
<v Speaker 1>of men with drama, so Brandon clearly is um fits

0:41:53.880 --> 0:41:57.120
<v Speaker 1>that I guess definition right um of a man with

0:41:57.239 --> 0:42:00.840
<v Speaker 1>lots of drama? What is going on with you guys?

0:42:00.920 --> 0:42:03.719
<v Speaker 1>Is he trying to like win you back? Is he

0:42:03.840 --> 0:42:07.200
<v Speaker 1>wanting the best of both worlds? What's going on? I mean,

0:42:07.320 --> 0:42:11.400
<v Speaker 1>so what I can say is, you know, he's definitely

0:42:12.040 --> 0:42:17.520
<v Speaker 1>still like reaching out, and we're kind of like, you know,

0:42:17.600 --> 0:42:20.080
<v Speaker 1>like I answer him. We talk a little bit, but

0:42:20.440 --> 0:42:22.640
<v Speaker 1>I don't know, we're kind of just like still like

0:42:22.719 --> 0:42:25.960
<v Speaker 1>trying to figure things out. And it's just a big

0:42:26.040 --> 0:42:29.080
<v Speaker 1>question mark on there still honestly between us. What does

0:42:29.120 --> 0:42:31.200
<v Speaker 1>that mean? Like still are you guys friends, like do

0:42:31.239 --> 0:42:33.399
<v Speaker 1>you are you ready for that? Or is it best

0:42:33.440 --> 0:42:36.759
<v Speaker 1>just to like not interact? I guess, I mean, I

0:42:36.800 --> 0:42:40.560
<v Speaker 1>guess you guys will have to see you guys have

0:42:41.880 --> 0:42:43.759
<v Speaker 1>It's a little teether, yeah, I mean, I can't give

0:42:43.840 --> 0:42:47.640
<v Speaker 1>too much, but we're definitely still you know, he's reaching

0:42:47.680 --> 0:42:50.200
<v Speaker 1>now and I am like entertaining it a little bit,

0:42:50.239 --> 0:42:52.799
<v Speaker 1>but who knows? And how long have you were you

0:42:52.840 --> 0:42:55.000
<v Speaker 1>guys together? Like is there a lot of history? There

0:42:55.080 --> 0:42:57.080
<v Speaker 1>must be a lot of history, right, so we were

0:42:57.160 --> 0:43:00.600
<v Speaker 1>together for like two years? And where are you? Where

0:43:00.640 --> 0:43:04.440
<v Speaker 1>are you from? I'm originally from Italy, but I'm I'm

0:43:04.480 --> 0:43:08.480
<v Speaker 1>missing yeah when I was twelve. Do you speak Italian? Yeah,

0:43:08.480 --> 0:43:12.200
<v Speaker 1>it's my first language. That's amazing. My husband's Italian, so

0:43:12.239 --> 0:43:15.320
<v Speaker 1>he can't speak it. But yeah, yeah, I love Italians.

0:43:17.200 --> 0:43:19.920
<v Speaker 1>You stumped me. I'll get back to you on that.

0:43:20.600 --> 0:43:22.399
<v Speaker 1>I don't even know where my husband's from. I barely

0:43:22.400 --> 0:43:24.240
<v Speaker 1>know his last name. But his last name is Mignona.

0:43:25.000 --> 0:43:27.560
<v Speaker 1>This is real last name, but he's known as Matthew Lawrence.

0:43:27.600 --> 0:43:30.640
<v Speaker 1>But his real last name is Matthew Mignona and everyone

0:43:30.640 --> 0:43:35.960
<v Speaker 1>pronounces it Magnogna because of the gene. I like that, totally,

0:43:36.200 --> 0:43:39.440
<v Speaker 1>totally um okay, So what made you want to be

0:43:39.480 --> 0:43:42.560
<v Speaker 1>a part of CSKE? Like, are you someone who has

0:43:42.600 --> 0:43:45.160
<v Speaker 1>been on television prior to this or is this something

0:43:45.160 --> 0:43:47.680
<v Speaker 1>that just fell into your lap? Honestly, if I have

0:43:47.719 --> 0:43:51.160
<v Speaker 1>to be honest, So when I first started seeing Brandon,

0:43:51.719 --> 0:43:55.400
<v Speaker 1>I like he was on the TV show and whatnot,

0:43:55.440 --> 0:43:57.680
<v Speaker 1>and I really didn't want to do that because I

0:43:57.719 --> 0:44:00.719
<v Speaker 1>was like, oh, like I'm not that type girl. Like

0:44:01.000 --> 0:44:02.920
<v Speaker 1>I don't know, I just say, feel comfortable to do it.

0:44:03.000 --> 0:44:06.680
<v Speaker 1>And then eventually I was like, okay, we started filming together,

0:44:06.760 --> 0:44:08.400
<v Speaker 1>and I was like, you know what, I want my

0:44:08.520 --> 0:44:11.600
<v Speaker 1>boyfriend and me to be like as a team on

0:44:11.640 --> 0:44:13.719
<v Speaker 1>the show, you know, not just him doing it. So

0:44:13.800 --> 0:44:17.560
<v Speaker 1>I started doing it and then yeah, I just became

0:44:17.680 --> 0:44:20.040
<v Speaker 1>you know, something I did with him. That's why this

0:44:20.080 --> 0:44:22.440
<v Speaker 1>season was so different for me, because it was like

0:44:22.520 --> 0:44:26.200
<v Speaker 1>me by myself and like showing who I am as

0:44:26.239 --> 0:44:28.799
<v Speaker 1>a person. Before I was like, you know, like I

0:44:28.880 --> 0:44:31.760
<v Speaker 1>was the Jellis girlfriend because he was, you know, obviously

0:44:31.800 --> 0:44:35.880
<v Speaker 1>not faithful. So so you were crazy and jealous for

0:44:35.880 --> 0:44:38.359
<v Speaker 1>a good reason, because I mean it's not like you were.

0:44:38.360 --> 0:44:41.160
<v Speaker 1>Actually you're by the way, you're not crazy. And obviously

0:44:41.280 --> 0:44:44.600
<v Speaker 1>we as women have an intuition that like you can't

0:44:44.600 --> 0:44:48.760
<v Speaker 1>necessarily explain, but you just know when something's off, no exactly,

0:44:48.760 --> 0:44:51.440
<v Speaker 1>and you know I always did, and I always I

0:44:51.480 --> 0:44:53.480
<v Speaker 1>don't know, I try to change him and whatnot, and

0:44:53.600 --> 0:44:55.600
<v Speaker 1>you know, I maybe you can't change anybody in my love.

0:44:55.680 --> 0:44:58.319
<v Speaker 1>You can't change anyone exactly. And that's why I was like,

0:44:58.360 --> 0:45:00.799
<v Speaker 1>this season was so important for me to just get

0:45:00.880 --> 0:45:03.160
<v Speaker 1>my story out there and show who I am as

0:45:03.200 --> 0:45:06.680
<v Speaker 1>a person compared to his girlfriend. You know, so who

0:45:06.719 --> 0:45:09.200
<v Speaker 1>are you as a person? Who am I as a person?

0:45:09.600 --> 0:45:12.000
<v Speaker 1>I think you've seen it the show. I'm very you know,

0:45:12.120 --> 0:45:14.759
<v Speaker 1>I put I went through a lot last year, and

0:45:14.800 --> 0:45:17.080
<v Speaker 1>I just I felt like sparing it with the world

0:45:17.120 --> 0:45:20.160
<v Speaker 1>because I was like, I wanted women to feel like,

0:45:20.520 --> 0:45:22.239
<v Speaker 1>you know, what happened to me is something that no

0:45:22.239 --> 0:45:25.239
<v Speaker 1>one talks about. It's something that we feel. I feel like,

0:45:25.280 --> 0:45:28.680
<v Speaker 1>you know, I felt ashamed, I felt like embarrassed. I

0:45:28.719 --> 0:45:31.160
<v Speaker 1>was so scared to even talk to anyone about it.

0:45:31.239 --> 0:45:32.880
<v Speaker 1>And I talked to the producers and I told him

0:45:32.920 --> 0:45:35.600
<v Speaker 1>I want to put this out there so and honestly

0:45:36.000 --> 0:45:39.560
<v Speaker 1>that I'm so happy at like all these d m s.

0:45:39.600 --> 0:45:42.040
<v Speaker 1>I got all these women going through the staping and

0:45:42.080 --> 0:45:44.960
<v Speaker 1>they're just like, Wow, I don't feel alone now because

0:45:45.040 --> 0:45:48.319
<v Speaker 1>you put yourself such a vulnerable situation and like totally there.

0:45:48.400 --> 0:45:50.759
<v Speaker 1>You know. So for those I know what happened, but

0:45:50.800 --> 0:45:53.440
<v Speaker 1>for those of you, the listeners that are just tuning

0:45:53.480 --> 0:45:55.520
<v Speaker 1>in and may not now, can you please explain if

0:45:55.520 --> 0:46:00.319
<v Speaker 1>you don't mind. Yeah, so, um, last year in February,

0:46:00.360 --> 0:46:04.319
<v Speaker 1>I got pregnant and I went to get like an

0:46:04.400 --> 0:46:07.120
<v Speaker 1>ultrasound and they told me they couldn't see anything in

0:46:07.200 --> 0:46:10.040
<v Speaker 1>my uterus, so they assumed it was like, you know,

0:46:10.040 --> 0:46:13.040
<v Speaker 1>a miscarriage or something, and it turned out to be

0:46:13.480 --> 0:46:16.160
<v Speaker 1>an atopic pregnancy. So I had to get rushed to

0:46:16.200 --> 0:46:20.200
<v Speaker 1>the emergency room. And this was during COVID, so it's

0:46:20.360 --> 0:46:23.279
<v Speaker 1>when um, the egg goes, you know, how it goes

0:46:23.320 --> 0:46:26.600
<v Speaker 1>through your fallopian tube to implant in the uterus. Mine

0:46:26.640 --> 0:46:30.960
<v Speaker 1>got stuck in my fallopian two so it was actually

0:46:31.000 --> 0:46:34.400
<v Speaker 1>like it was like starting to burst. And when I

0:46:34.400 --> 0:46:36.880
<v Speaker 1>went in the emergency room, yeah, they were like you

0:46:36.920 --> 0:46:39.280
<v Speaker 1>literally couldn't I could have led out to death. Literally,

0:46:39.719 --> 0:46:42.279
<v Speaker 1>So it was like serious, Like I went in there

0:46:42.320 --> 0:46:44.520
<v Speaker 1>and I had no idea what was happening, and they're

0:46:44.560 --> 0:46:47.319
<v Speaker 1>like telling me, listen, this is what's happening, and I'm

0:46:47.360 --> 0:46:49.279
<v Speaker 1>like what, and I'm freaking out. I was in the

0:46:49.280 --> 0:46:52.400
<v Speaker 1>hospital by myself. They wouldn't let Brandon in because like COVID,

0:46:52.520 --> 0:46:54.680
<v Speaker 1>you know, and it was just the worst experience of

0:46:54.680 --> 0:46:56.440
<v Speaker 1>my life. I was by myself. I had to have

0:46:56.760 --> 0:46:59.719
<v Speaker 1>emergency surgery. I didn't know what was happening, Like I

0:47:00.000 --> 0:47:02.799
<v Speaker 1>ever heard of a topic bregnancy till that day. So

0:47:02.840 --> 0:47:04.799
<v Speaker 1>it was just very trauma and you were planning on

0:47:04.880 --> 0:47:08.960
<v Speaker 1>having the baby. I mean, you know, I couldn't even

0:47:09.000 --> 0:47:11.360
<v Speaker 1>I didn't even get the chance to think. And obviously

0:47:11.920 --> 0:47:13.880
<v Speaker 1>what was going to you know, like but it's like

0:47:13.960 --> 0:47:16.040
<v Speaker 1>I didn't even have a chance to think anything because

0:47:16.040 --> 0:47:19.480
<v Speaker 1>I was so rushed, like you know, murgency surgery. I'm like, what,

0:47:19.960 --> 0:47:22.880
<v Speaker 1>So how many months pregnant were you then? Or weeks? Sorry,

0:47:23.080 --> 0:47:27.680
<v Speaker 1>because I was like six weeks. Got it? Yeah, I

0:47:27.800 --> 0:47:30.080
<v Speaker 1>got it. Yeah, So you're not even like you're just

0:47:30.160 --> 0:47:34.000
<v Speaker 1>like yeah, yeah. I was just like okay, like crazy,

0:47:34.280 --> 0:47:37.759
<v Speaker 1>thank you for sharing your story. Yeah it was crazy.

0:47:37.120 --> 0:47:39.640
<v Speaker 1>I I just was like I really want to make

0:47:40.360 --> 0:47:42.840
<v Speaker 1>people and women just feel like it's okay and it

0:47:42.960 --> 0:47:45.560
<v Speaker 1>happens and you're not alone, because I felt so alone.

0:47:45.840 --> 0:47:48.200
<v Speaker 1>I just felt like for months I was depressed, like

0:47:48.640 --> 0:47:51.080
<v Speaker 1>and Brandon was really there for me, like we really

0:47:51.440 --> 0:47:54.279
<v Speaker 1>like after that we got so close because it was

0:47:54.320 --> 0:47:57.680
<v Speaker 1>like just such a traumatic experience for a couple and

0:47:57.840 --> 0:47:59.800
<v Speaker 1>you know, in general, and then obviously he had a

0:47:59.800 --> 0:48:03.360
<v Speaker 1>bag be on the way, which is even crazy, like

0:48:03.440 --> 0:48:05.520
<v Speaker 1>I couldn't have your kid, but some girl that you

0:48:05.560 --> 0:48:07.920
<v Speaker 1>slept with twice, I could have your kid, which is

0:48:07.960 --> 0:48:10.560
<v Speaker 1>like insane for me, your girlfriend, you know, so it

0:48:10.680 --> 0:48:13.120
<v Speaker 1>really like hurt me a lot and what we're and

0:48:13.200 --> 0:48:15.879
<v Speaker 1>you must have been going through so many emotions, right,

0:48:15.920 --> 0:48:18.279
<v Speaker 1>like a rollercoaster of emotions, like you wanted him there,

0:48:18.280 --> 0:48:19.800
<v Speaker 1>but then at the same time, you wanted to probably

0:48:19.880 --> 0:48:22.319
<v Speaker 1>kill him at the same time. And it's like, how

0:48:22.320 --> 0:48:25.279
<v Speaker 1>did you find out about that other pregnancy? Did he

0:48:25.320 --> 0:48:29.960
<v Speaker 1>tell you? Yeah? So actually he he told me. He's like,

0:48:29.960 --> 0:48:32.480
<v Speaker 1>I'm going to l a to record because he you know,

0:48:32.560 --> 0:48:36.239
<v Speaker 1>he's our musician. So he was doing that and I

0:48:36.280 --> 0:48:39.160
<v Speaker 1>was actually laid by my pool and my phone was

0:48:39.239 --> 0:48:41.279
<v Speaker 1>charging and I go to grab my phone and I'm

0:48:41.320 --> 0:48:43.640
<v Speaker 1>like there's like six miss calls and I'm like, this

0:48:43.719 --> 0:48:46.799
<v Speaker 1>is not like Brandon Brandon only he's not like, you know,

0:48:46.840 --> 0:48:50.239
<v Speaker 1>like a double caller or whatever. Something's up. And I

0:48:50.280 --> 0:48:52.319
<v Speaker 1>was already like scared to call back because I was like,

0:48:52.320 --> 0:48:53.880
<v Speaker 1>what do you do now? Like I was like what,

0:48:54.840 --> 0:48:57.440
<v Speaker 1>So I just called him and he told me he's like, listen,

0:48:57.520 --> 0:49:01.120
<v Speaker 1>this has been the hardest thing for me. To like

0:49:01.239 --> 0:49:03.480
<v Speaker 1>have to tell you. He was like, so, like, you know,

0:49:04.160 --> 0:49:05.680
<v Speaker 1>I couldn't even speak on the point, and I'm like,

0:49:05.719 --> 0:49:08.680
<v Speaker 1>what is it? Tell me? And he's like, so like

0:49:08.920 --> 0:49:12.560
<v Speaker 1>I hooked up with this girl and she has my kids.

0:49:13.040 --> 0:49:14.880
<v Speaker 1>And as soon as he said that, I literally just

0:49:14.960 --> 0:49:17.560
<v Speaker 1>like dropped to my phone and like got on the

0:49:17.600 --> 0:49:19.800
<v Speaker 1>ground and I just started having a panic attack. Literally.

0:49:19.840 --> 0:49:22.759
<v Speaker 1>I was like, what, like, this is the last thing

0:49:22.880 --> 0:49:26.080
<v Speaker 1>I ever thought I would ever hear. This is when

0:49:26.080 --> 0:49:29.000
<v Speaker 1>you were pregnant. Yeah, And this was after I kind

0:49:29.040 --> 0:49:31.520
<v Speaker 1>of was in a better place from it, because it

0:49:31.600 --> 0:49:33.279
<v Speaker 1>was a few months after he told me in like

0:49:33.400 --> 0:49:36.400
<v Speaker 1>June July, like right before the reunion literally, so it

0:49:36.520 --> 0:49:40.440
<v Speaker 1>was like I was healing from that and so crazy stuff.

0:49:40.520 --> 0:49:44.680
<v Speaker 1>My heart just dropped to my stomach. Yeah, I was horrible, honestly,

0:49:44.719 --> 0:49:46.920
<v Speaker 1>And so he didn't even know he was cheating on

0:49:46.960 --> 0:49:49.520
<v Speaker 1>you necessarily, right, or did you have a feeling? I

0:49:49.560 --> 0:49:52.360
<v Speaker 1>mean I had a feeling, but it wasn't any proof.

0:49:52.600 --> 0:49:54.680
<v Speaker 1>And I always I mean, you know, the benefit of

0:49:54.719 --> 0:49:58.839
<v Speaker 1>the doubt type, that's good. Don't lose that. Whatever you do,

0:49:58.840 --> 0:50:02.160
<v Speaker 1>don't lose that because I'm definitely not like that, right,

0:50:03.200 --> 0:50:05.080
<v Speaker 1>It's really hard for me to see the glass half

0:50:05.120 --> 0:50:07.920
<v Speaker 1>full instead of you know, half empty. I tend to

0:50:07.960 --> 0:50:11.480
<v Speaker 1>go like, um, you know I've got issues too, girl,

0:50:12.000 --> 0:50:14.719
<v Speaker 1>this this is not about me, so um is would

0:50:14.760 --> 0:50:17.319
<v Speaker 1>you say that, like in the show, is is your

0:50:17.400 --> 0:50:20.560
<v Speaker 1>portrayal accurate as far as like who you truly are

0:50:20.600 --> 0:50:24.040
<v Speaker 1>as a person? I mean definitely, I think definitely, especially

0:50:24.080 --> 0:50:26.759
<v Speaker 1>this season. You know, last season maybe was more exaggerated

0:50:26.800 --> 0:50:29.200
<v Speaker 1>of like me being jealous and all that stuff. But

0:50:30.600 --> 0:50:32.759
<v Speaker 1>you know, it's like I opened up and I put

0:50:32.800 --> 0:50:36.200
<v Speaker 1>myself in such a vulnerable state. People finally see that.

0:50:36.320 --> 0:50:39.239
<v Speaker 1>It's like I am. I'm a real honest person, like

0:50:39.280 --> 0:50:41.839
<v Speaker 1>I really am, Like I don't really down to earth

0:50:41.840 --> 0:50:44.000
<v Speaker 1>and I don't sugarcode anything. I'm just like it is

0:50:44.040 --> 0:50:45.560
<v Speaker 1>what it is. This is what it is, you know.

0:50:45.640 --> 0:50:47.680
<v Speaker 1>And it's like even on the show, you guys see

0:50:47.719 --> 0:50:50.200
<v Speaker 1>like it's so hard because it's like I want to

0:50:50.239 --> 0:50:53.560
<v Speaker 1>move on, and then when Brandon like hooks up with Jordana,

0:50:53.800 --> 0:50:56.359
<v Speaker 1>like you know, it still hurts me. I have those

0:50:56.400 --> 0:50:58.239
<v Speaker 1>feelings there. It's like I want to be able to

0:50:58.239 --> 0:50:59.759
<v Speaker 1>move on, but I don't want him to move I

0:50:59.760 --> 0:51:02.120
<v Speaker 1>don't know, it's not like a girl I get it.

0:51:02.160 --> 0:51:05.480
<v Speaker 1>And were you friends with Georgiana or yeah? I was,

0:51:05.560 --> 0:51:07.920
<v Speaker 1>I was over friends. Yeah, we were friends, you know

0:51:08.080 --> 0:51:10.920
<v Speaker 1>friends as in we're not closest friends, but we were

0:51:10.920 --> 0:51:15.400
<v Speaker 1>always like we're the same group. Yeah, and there's just

0:51:15.640 --> 0:51:18.920
<v Speaker 1>rules rules, and she like definitely, Like I told her,

0:51:18.960 --> 0:51:21.359
<v Speaker 1>I was like, listen, like he's emailing me and he's

0:51:21.440 --> 0:51:23.360
<v Speaker 1>like doing all this stuff. I might just be careful

0:51:23.440 --> 0:51:26.400
<v Speaker 1>because I know Brandon and I know like what he

0:51:26.440 --> 0:51:28.399
<v Speaker 1>did with her. He used her to just like hook

0:51:28.480 --> 0:51:31.719
<v Speaker 1>up with her and then didn't want anything. And she

0:51:31.719 --> 0:51:35.080
<v Speaker 1>she blocks me on Instagram and she thinks, it's what

0:51:35.120 --> 0:51:36.400
<v Speaker 1>does I have to do with me? That's what I

0:51:36.440 --> 0:51:38.799
<v Speaker 1>don't get. And I really ask her, I'm like, what

0:51:38.960 --> 0:51:40.880
<v Speaker 1>is why are you so mad at me? Like it's

0:51:40.920 --> 0:51:43.080
<v Speaker 1>not my fault that he doesn't wan to serious like

0:51:43.280 --> 0:51:45.320
<v Speaker 1>and mind you, he's going to do it to her too,

0:51:45.440 --> 0:51:47.439
<v Speaker 1>you know what I mean. Like it's not like she's

0:51:47.520 --> 0:51:50.399
<v Speaker 1>there's nothing special as a baby mama. He's not over me.

0:51:50.680 --> 0:51:53.160
<v Speaker 1>He's not gonna he just wants like a you know,

0:51:53.239 --> 0:51:55.480
<v Speaker 1>like yeah, you know some people are addicted to like

0:51:55.600 --> 0:51:58.000
<v Speaker 1>love that's sex and love addict type thing, like where

0:51:58.000 --> 0:52:01.080
<v Speaker 1>you're addicted to the um up and down and that

0:52:01.400 --> 0:52:04.520
<v Speaker 1>adrenaline rush, you know, and it's hard to shake, but

0:52:04.600 --> 0:52:06.640
<v Speaker 1>like you first have to acknowledge it and it's just

0:52:06.680 --> 0:52:09.359
<v Speaker 1>the whole thing. But like, you know, you can't help

0:52:09.360 --> 0:52:12.840
<v Speaker 1>but think that maybe, you know, Brandon, maybe addicted to

0:52:13.040 --> 0:52:16.920
<v Speaker 1>love and sex and who knows, you know, But um,

0:52:17.760 --> 0:52:20.400
<v Speaker 1>my friend, it was nice to meet you. Thank you

0:52:20.480 --> 0:52:22.520
<v Speaker 1>so much. I do have one more question for you,

0:52:22.600 --> 0:52:26.200
<v Speaker 1>so be honest. Okay, So who's swimsuit line do you

0:52:26.239 --> 0:52:31.320
<v Speaker 1>like more? Juliette or Kelsey. Wow, that's a good question,

0:52:31.840 --> 0:52:35.160
<v Speaker 1>and this is so crazy, like wait for me. It

0:52:35.200 --> 0:52:38.560
<v Speaker 1>depends on like if they have any seamless uh swimsuits,

0:52:38.600 --> 0:52:41.480
<v Speaker 1>But like if not, then I don't know. So I

0:52:41.600 --> 0:52:45.719
<v Speaker 1>modeled both the suits, and I I definitely love both

0:52:45.760 --> 0:52:47.600
<v Speaker 1>of them. I mean, you know, it's all about the process.

0:52:47.800 --> 0:52:49.959
<v Speaker 1>I'm like, you must love one more than the other.

0:52:50.160 --> 0:52:57.080
<v Speaker 1>I know, if I had to pick, I mean probably

0:52:57.160 --> 0:53:00.560
<v Speaker 1>Juliets I guess, you know, yeah, it's just me and

0:53:01.080 --> 0:53:03.040
<v Speaker 1>but I support both of them, Like it's all about

0:53:03.040 --> 0:53:05.400
<v Speaker 1>the process. They both put in so much hard work

0:53:05.480 --> 0:53:08.080
<v Speaker 1>in it. And you know, I'm starting my own brand too,

0:53:08.160 --> 0:53:11.480
<v Speaker 1>so I really understand swimsuits. No, I'm starting a lounge

0:53:11.520 --> 0:53:14.000
<v Speaker 1>where basically smart smart. Yeah, I want to do something

0:53:14.000 --> 0:53:16.400
<v Speaker 1>different I'm doing Yeah, I'm not doing that, but I'm like,

0:53:16.480 --> 0:53:18.279
<v Speaker 1>I understand how hard it is. So I don't want

0:53:18.280 --> 0:53:20.479
<v Speaker 1>to be like picking a side. But if I had,

0:53:20.800 --> 0:53:22.480
<v Speaker 1>you know, if you put me on the spot, probably,

0:53:22.520 --> 0:53:25.080
<v Speaker 1>I mean it wouldn't actually be anything about them. It's

0:53:25.080 --> 0:53:27.560
<v Speaker 1>more about like the product itself and the quality. You know,

0:53:27.760 --> 0:53:31.040
<v Speaker 1>everyone has their preference, so I shouldn't offend anybody. Yeah,

0:53:31.360 --> 0:53:33.719
<v Speaker 1>for sure. And I'm going to get your loungewear. I

0:53:33.719 --> 0:53:35.719
<v Speaker 1>can't wait. I love lude where this is like the

0:53:35.760 --> 0:53:37.799
<v Speaker 1>one thing I miss about Quarantine is that, like we

0:53:37.800 --> 0:53:40.759
<v Speaker 1>didn't have to dress up. So I love loungers and

0:53:40.760 --> 0:53:42.440
<v Speaker 1>I'm like, you know what, I want everyone to be

0:53:42.520 --> 0:53:45.920
<v Speaker 1>comfortable and like, you know, just everyone loves sweatpants and

0:53:46.440 --> 0:53:47.959
<v Speaker 1>and still be able to go out and look cute.

0:53:48.040 --> 0:53:52.040
<v Speaker 1>Right exactly exactly where can people find you? Camilla? My

0:53:52.120 --> 0:53:58.600
<v Speaker 1>instagram is Camilla Catanio underscore. Okay, how do you spell that?

0:53:58.680 --> 0:54:01.239
<v Speaker 1>Just so that people know you're his? Last name? E

0:54:01.360 --> 0:54:04.759
<v Speaker 1>A M I L L A C A T t

0:54:05.280 --> 0:54:09.480
<v Speaker 1>A N e O underscore cut down name Italian. I

0:54:09.560 --> 0:54:13.240
<v Speaker 1>love that. I love it. Thank you so much, my friend,

0:54:13.320 --> 0:54:16.040
<v Speaker 1>and take care of yourself. Thank you so much. Nice,

0:54:16.040 --> 0:54:19.880
<v Speaker 1>thank you, nice to meet you. Bye bye. All right, guys,

0:54:19.960 --> 0:54:23.399
<v Speaker 1>so that's a wrap right here. Thank you so much

0:54:23.520 --> 0:54:26.560
<v Speaker 1>for having me. Thanks to my heart. And yeah, make

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