1 00:00:00,280 --> 00:00:07,760 Speaker 1: Hi, I'm Ethan Natalman, and this is Psychoactive, a production 2 00:00:07,800 --> 00:00:11,600 Speaker 1: of I Heart Radio and Protozoa Pictures. Psychoactive is the 3 00:00:11,640 --> 00:00:15,040 Speaker 1: show where we talk about all things drugs. But any 4 00:00:15,160 --> 00:00:18,760 Speaker 1: views expressed here do not represent those of I Heart Media, 5 00:00:18,920 --> 00:00:23,480 Speaker 1: Protozoa Pictures, or their executives and employees. Indeed, heed as 6 00:00:23,520 --> 00:00:26,400 Speaker 1: an inveterate contrarian, I can tell you they may not 7 00:00:26,560 --> 00:00:30,720 Speaker 1: even represent my own. And nothing contained in this show 8 00:00:30,840 --> 00:00:33,680 Speaker 1: should be used as medical advice or encouragement to use 9 00:00:33,800 --> 00:00:44,599 Speaker 1: any type of drug. Hello, Psychoactive listeners. You know, one 10 00:00:44,600 --> 00:00:47,680 Speaker 1: of the things I love about doing this podcast is 11 00:00:47,760 --> 00:00:50,920 Speaker 1: that I really get to pick any guest I want, 12 00:00:51,080 --> 00:00:53,960 Speaker 1: who I think is really smart and has interesting things 13 00:00:54,000 --> 00:00:57,720 Speaker 1: to say. And you may have listened to the episode 14 00:00:57,760 --> 00:01:01,200 Speaker 1: with Nora Volcale, the longtime headed National Student Drug Abuse 15 00:01:01,400 --> 00:01:05,080 Speaker 1: or the ones with Dan Chieroni, the UCSF professor experient 16 00:01:05,160 --> 00:01:08,680 Speaker 1: overdose Randy wild Um. And this one is somebody who 17 00:01:08,760 --> 00:01:11,839 Speaker 1: ranks at the level of brilliance of any of those 18 00:01:11,880 --> 00:01:16,080 Speaker 1: previous guests, but whose life has been quite a bit different. 19 00:01:16,800 --> 00:01:21,960 Speaker 1: His name is Leonard Picard, and Leonard Picard is known 20 00:01:22,080 --> 00:01:24,679 Speaker 1: if you'll look him up on Wikipedia or anywhere else 21 00:01:25,280 --> 00:01:30,679 Speaker 1: for being allegedly I should say, perhaps the world's greatest 22 00:01:30,800 --> 00:01:37,360 Speaker 1: producer of LSD in the twentieth century. And now Leonard 23 00:01:37,440 --> 00:01:39,399 Speaker 1: is not just that, of course. I mean, he's a 24 00:01:39,440 --> 00:01:42,800 Speaker 1: brilliant chemist helps explain why he allegedly did what he did. 25 00:01:42,880 --> 00:01:44,759 Speaker 1: But he's also somebody who ended up with a master's 26 00:01:44,800 --> 00:01:47,400 Speaker 1: degree in the Kennedy School did really interesting drug research. 27 00:01:47,960 --> 00:01:51,080 Speaker 1: He's also somebody who was sentenced UM in the early 28 00:01:51,080 --> 00:01:56,720 Speaker 1: two thousands to two life sentences in a federal prison 29 00:01:57,240 --> 00:02:01,120 Speaker 1: and spend something like two decades behind bars in a 30 00:02:01,200 --> 00:02:05,440 Speaker 1: maximum security prison, and then just got out at the 31 00:02:05,520 --> 00:02:09,560 Speaker 1: very beginning of this year, I think in good part 32 00:02:10,520 --> 00:02:14,120 Speaker 1: because of COVID and a sort of compassionate release, although 33 00:02:14,160 --> 00:02:16,959 Speaker 1: I think there was also a campaign UH to try 34 00:02:17,000 --> 00:02:20,280 Speaker 1: to get him released early as well, and he remains 35 00:02:20,560 --> 00:02:25,160 Speaker 1: under supervised release, which also will inhibit a bit what 36 00:02:25,240 --> 00:02:29,799 Speaker 1: he can say about his life and his activities. So 37 00:02:30,120 --> 00:02:32,360 Speaker 1: I've asked Leonard in talking about this, I'm gonna be 38 00:02:32,400 --> 00:02:34,720 Speaker 1: blunt and asking him every question. He's going to do 39 00:02:34,760 --> 00:02:37,240 Speaker 1: his best to um answer as frankly as he can, 40 00:02:37,760 --> 00:02:40,120 Speaker 1: but where he'd feel that there might be some risks, 41 00:02:40,160 --> 00:02:43,399 Speaker 1: he might answer a little more in the abstract um, 42 00:02:43,520 --> 00:02:46,760 Speaker 1: and so you the audience should take his comments as 43 00:02:46,880 --> 00:02:53,919 Speaker 1: maybe or maybe not reflecting his actual real life world experience. Now, Leonard, hello, 44 00:02:54,280 --> 00:02:57,040 Speaker 1: thank you so much for joining me on Psychoactive. Well, 45 00:02:57,040 --> 00:03:00,600 Speaker 1: hello Ethan. Lovely to see you again. A year ago 46 00:03:00,639 --> 00:03:04,720 Speaker 1: we couldn't have this conversation, so it's um particularly meaningful 47 00:03:05,080 --> 00:03:07,200 Speaker 1: to be able to speak with you after so many years. 48 00:03:07,800 --> 00:03:09,720 Speaker 1: I know I've been wondering about my ability to try 49 00:03:09,760 --> 00:03:12,240 Speaker 1: to get other people who actually are currently behind bars 50 00:03:12,280 --> 00:03:14,720 Speaker 1: to be on a podcast, but I'm imagining most prison 51 00:03:14,800 --> 00:03:18,840 Speaker 1: systems in America. Maybe other countries went to allow that. Now, 52 00:03:19,000 --> 00:03:21,840 Speaker 1: you know, you and I we first crossed paths very 53 00:03:21,919 --> 00:03:24,519 Speaker 1: briefly in the mid nineties. I think it was it's 54 00:03:24,560 --> 00:03:29,360 Speaker 1: some psychedelics conference in the Bay Area, and then had 55 00:03:29,400 --> 00:03:32,840 Speaker 1: no contact thereafter for you know, really since you got out. 56 00:03:33,480 --> 00:03:36,040 Speaker 1: And then one of my fellow producers said, hey, how 57 00:03:36,040 --> 00:03:38,960 Speaker 1: about this fellow letter Picard, and so you and I 58 00:03:39,000 --> 00:03:41,160 Speaker 1: have now had a chance to spend some time together, 59 00:03:41,240 --> 00:03:44,760 Speaker 1: both in New York and in Boulder, Colorado. You've introduced 60 00:03:44,800 --> 00:03:47,800 Speaker 1: me to some of your friends and contacts in the 61 00:03:47,880 --> 00:03:52,560 Speaker 1: psychedelics investment space. But I wanted to start off really 62 00:03:52,680 --> 00:03:55,760 Speaker 1: by um just asking this. When we talk about your 63 00:03:55,800 --> 00:04:00,680 Speaker 1: reputation as being the biggest or one of the guest 64 00:04:00,760 --> 00:04:06,400 Speaker 1: uh produces of LSD in global history, can you say, well, yep, 65 00:04:06,520 --> 00:04:08,680 Speaker 1: that's true, or are you in a position where it's 66 00:04:08,720 --> 00:04:11,280 Speaker 1: really hard to you know, own that at this point, 67 00:04:11,400 --> 00:04:15,800 Speaker 1: or whether maybe it's actually it's actually not true? My goodness. Uh, 68 00:04:16,160 --> 00:04:18,599 Speaker 1: First of all, I should preface this for your audience 69 00:04:18,600 --> 00:04:21,200 Speaker 1: and the Ethan. I had a quite a rollicking conversation 70 00:04:21,279 --> 00:04:25,560 Speaker 1: until midnight some weeks ago in Boulder, Colorado, and which 71 00:04:25,600 --> 00:04:28,039 Speaker 1: we went over quite a few things that perhaps can't 72 00:04:28,080 --> 00:04:31,200 Speaker 1: be talked about on this podcast. Um, but I do 73 00:04:31,320 --> 00:04:35,000 Speaker 1: remain under federal supervision, and h I must maintain my 74 00:04:35,279 --> 00:04:39,960 Speaker 1: position under oath at federal trial that the allegations are 75 00:04:39,960 --> 00:04:44,720 Speaker 1: our millarague government conjecture. Okay, fair enough, Leonard. So let 76 00:04:44,760 --> 00:04:47,360 Speaker 1: me just go back to your early days. I mean, 77 00:04:47,960 --> 00:04:52,680 Speaker 1: as people who are allegedly involved in lucy drug production 78 00:04:52,720 --> 00:04:55,080 Speaker 1: and distribution are at all, yours is a really kind 79 00:04:55,120 --> 00:04:58,920 Speaker 1: of specialized area in that you were a chemist by 80 00:04:58,960 --> 00:05:03,000 Speaker 1: many accounts of in chemist and became uh you know, 81 00:05:03,080 --> 00:05:06,919 Speaker 1: involved in this. Uh you know in making LSD a drug, 82 00:05:07,040 --> 00:05:11,120 Speaker 1: which is it's not cocaine, it's not heroin or meth amphetamine. 83 00:05:11,240 --> 00:05:13,880 Speaker 1: I mean it sort of is in a different category 84 00:05:13,920 --> 00:05:16,280 Speaker 1: in a way. And I just wanted to ask you 85 00:05:16,480 --> 00:05:19,040 Speaker 1: if you go back to your early years. I mean, 86 00:05:19,200 --> 00:05:21,960 Speaker 1: you grew up in a family I'm not sure which 87 00:05:22,000 --> 00:05:24,359 Speaker 1: city it was, but with a father who was a 88 00:05:24,440 --> 00:05:26,720 Speaker 1: lawyer and a mother working for the U S Center 89 00:05:26,800 --> 00:05:30,760 Speaker 1: Disease Control. You've got a scholarship to Princeton, but at 90 00:05:30,839 --> 00:05:33,720 Speaker 1: some point in your late teens early twenties, you must 91 00:05:33,720 --> 00:05:39,760 Speaker 1: have got an interest both in chemistry and in psychedelic substances. Well, yes, 92 00:05:39,839 --> 00:05:42,680 Speaker 1: I can speak to that a little Ethan. Uh My 93 00:05:42,760 --> 00:05:47,360 Speaker 1: interest goes back to perhaps nine three, when the only 94 00:05:47,440 --> 00:05:52,440 Speaker 1: marijuana available was that from jazz bends in New York City. 95 00:05:52,960 --> 00:05:56,360 Speaker 1: The young people didn't have access. Then things slowly changed 96 00:05:56,440 --> 00:05:59,560 Speaker 1: and one began to see in cannabis more widely available. 97 00:06:00,440 --> 00:06:03,240 Speaker 1: At that point, Uh, I left Princeton in order to 98 00:06:03,320 --> 00:06:07,040 Speaker 1: join what then was a youth revolution spanning the globe. 99 00:06:07,920 --> 00:06:11,200 Speaker 1: You recall the song if You're going to San Francisco, 100 00:06:11,279 --> 00:06:13,960 Speaker 1: were flowers in your hair? And so I was part 101 00:06:14,000 --> 00:06:18,479 Speaker 1: of that entire youth movement moving west, but also in 102 00:06:18,480 --> 00:06:22,760 Speaker 1: New York City, London, Rome, throughout the world, youth were 103 00:06:23,240 --> 00:06:30,800 Speaker 1: experiencing an unusual, very specialized, very potent neurochemical and having 104 00:06:30,920 --> 00:06:35,760 Speaker 1: subjective experiences that were profound and unanticipated, often very spiritual 105 00:06:35,800 --> 00:06:38,760 Speaker 1: or religious. So I was part of that early movement. Yes, 106 00:06:39,040 --> 00:06:43,560 Speaker 1: in nineteen sixty three, you're eighteen. Then Timothy Leary is 107 00:06:43,680 --> 00:06:46,840 Speaker 1: kind of emerging on the scene. There's already been quite 108 00:06:46,839 --> 00:06:50,479 Speaker 1: substantial LSD research. And it's not just LSD, right, there's 109 00:06:50,480 --> 00:06:53,839 Speaker 1: also mescal in out there in mushrooms and things like that. 110 00:06:53,960 --> 00:06:58,599 Speaker 1: But does LSD play a special role when you're talking 111 00:06:58,600 --> 00:07:00,960 Speaker 1: about this set of keem nicles from right to the 112 00:07:01,000 --> 00:07:04,440 Speaker 1: beginning or early on, was mescaline is of great interest 113 00:07:04,480 --> 00:07:08,240 Speaker 1: to you as LSD? Oh? Not not at all. Of course, 114 00:07:08,360 --> 00:07:11,320 Speaker 1: Mescaline reared its head among the artists of Paris in 115 00:07:11,360 --> 00:07:14,800 Speaker 1: the twenties and thirties an Twinine are Toad, for example, 116 00:07:15,520 --> 00:07:18,480 Speaker 1: all through Huxley's days, but I, of course had no 117 00:07:18,560 --> 00:07:23,240 Speaker 1: access to a pure Mescaline is exceptionally rare, and of 118 00:07:23,280 --> 00:07:27,440 Speaker 1: course the dosage is several hundred milligrams, so that the 119 00:07:27,480 --> 00:07:33,480 Speaker 1: first large scale deployment of a specialized psychoactive such as 120 00:07:33,600 --> 00:07:37,600 Speaker 1: LSD had to be simply that compound, which is potent 121 00:07:37,680 --> 00:07:41,840 Speaker 1: at a hundred micrograms um ten million doses a kilogram. 122 00:07:42,560 --> 00:07:46,840 Speaker 1: So it took this incredibly potent substance to be manufactured 123 00:07:46,880 --> 00:07:51,520 Speaker 1: by small cadres of underground chemists to deploy ten million 124 00:07:51,760 --> 00:07:55,880 Speaker 1: doses throughout initially northern California and across the United States, 125 00:07:56,280 --> 00:07:59,360 Speaker 1: and thus began the revolution of the sixties sixty six 126 00:07:59,400 --> 00:08:02,480 Speaker 1: sixties seven, and the advent of the Beatles, the shift 127 00:08:02,560 --> 00:08:06,760 Speaker 1: in music. No one had ever heard songs such as 128 00:08:06,800 --> 00:08:12,600 Speaker 1: I Am the Walrus was all Detroit bebop, So music changed, 129 00:08:13,080 --> 00:08:18,640 Speaker 1: aren't changed. Spontaneous social gatherings occurred, thousands of people coming 130 00:08:18,680 --> 00:08:24,480 Speaker 1: together peacefully with no police around, no bands, simply sharing 131 00:08:24,680 --> 00:08:30,160 Speaker 1: sunlight on each other on a warm afternoon. We know LSD, right, 132 00:08:30,280 --> 00:08:34,000 Speaker 1: I mean, it's created somewhat by accident by chemist Albert 133 00:08:34,000 --> 00:08:38,040 Speaker 1: Hoffman working for a pharmaceutical firm in Switzerland in three 134 00:08:38,720 --> 00:08:42,520 Speaker 1: and it's legally available until at some point in the 135 00:08:42,559 --> 00:08:45,840 Speaker 1: mid sixties or so, so we're people largely obtaining it 136 00:08:45,880 --> 00:08:50,520 Speaker 1: through legal or diverted legal sources. Up until that point, well, 137 00:08:50,559 --> 00:08:53,120 Speaker 1: it was made of legal in sixties six, and before 138 00:08:53,160 --> 00:08:57,600 Speaker 1: then one could actually buy small quantities from some of 139 00:08:57,600 --> 00:09:02,520 Speaker 1: the manufacturers in Europe, most prominent among them Sandoz Laboratories 140 00:09:02,559 --> 00:09:07,160 Speaker 1: and Bossel, which is where Albert Dresser Hoffmann did his inventions. 141 00:09:08,000 --> 00:09:11,400 Speaker 1: So occasionally magic Grahams as they were called, would appear 142 00:09:11,440 --> 00:09:15,240 Speaker 1: in the United States, and that's ten to twenty thousand 143 00:09:15,280 --> 00:09:19,360 Speaker 1: doses and one gram. And these were very carefully shared 144 00:09:19,440 --> 00:09:24,959 Speaker 1: among young and psychoanalysts and UH saxophone players and abstract 145 00:09:24,960 --> 00:09:31,079 Speaker 1: impressionists and theologians and quite a wide spectrum of humanity. Initially, well, 146 00:09:31,120 --> 00:09:34,160 Speaker 1: there was a particularly fascinating character I think back in 147 00:09:34,200 --> 00:09:38,080 Speaker 1: the late fifties early sixties named al Hubbard Right, a 148 00:09:38,200 --> 00:09:41,880 Speaker 1: businessman who got his hand on some thousands or tens 149 00:09:41,880 --> 00:09:45,360 Speaker 1: of thousands of doses and supposedly made it his mission 150 00:09:45,600 --> 00:09:49,680 Speaker 1: in life to go around dosing prominent individuals five or 151 00:09:49,720 --> 00:09:55,280 Speaker 1: six thousand people, business leaders, famous actors, UH intellectuals. Did 152 00:09:55,320 --> 00:09:57,200 Speaker 1: you ever cross paths with him in those days or 153 00:09:57,240 --> 00:10:00,360 Speaker 1: did you have any special insights into this pioneer sort 154 00:10:00,360 --> 00:10:04,120 Speaker 1: of Johnny apple Seed of LSD, I'm aware of Hubburry, 155 00:10:04,200 --> 00:10:06,600 Speaker 1: but I did not cross paths with him. He uh 156 00:10:06,880 --> 00:10:10,200 Speaker 1: was cauite, a remarkable character, and would often wear a 157 00:10:10,200 --> 00:10:13,880 Speaker 1: boy scout suit and carry a faux handgun, sort of 158 00:10:13,960 --> 00:10:19,079 Speaker 1: quasi militaristic spoof on you know, oppressive control regimes. He 159 00:10:19,440 --> 00:10:23,040 Speaker 1: was a trickster, had a great deal of fun. But 160 00:10:23,120 --> 00:10:27,600 Speaker 1: I did become well acquainted with a very beloved psychiatrist 161 00:10:27,679 --> 00:10:32,880 Speaker 1: named John Beresford, who passed away about John is famous 162 00:10:32,880 --> 00:10:36,480 Speaker 1: for bringing in the magic Graham into the United States 163 00:10:36,520 --> 00:10:39,800 Speaker 1: and turning on, or rather exposing, if you will, to 164 00:10:39,880 --> 00:10:44,920 Speaker 1: the subjective effects of LSD stunning array of scientists and 165 00:10:45,000 --> 00:10:49,280 Speaker 1: physicians and uh seekers of every kind. Uh huh. Well, 166 00:10:49,320 --> 00:10:52,679 Speaker 1: you and I also had a friend come in Alexander 167 00:10:52,840 --> 00:10:56,880 Speaker 1: A ka Sasha Shulgin, who you know some would describe 168 00:10:57,160 --> 00:11:00,720 Speaker 1: as one of the most brilliant chemists ever to devise 169 00:11:00,840 --> 00:11:04,800 Speaker 1: psychedelic oriented substances in his backyard lab. We're both you 170 00:11:04,840 --> 00:11:08,480 Speaker 1: and I were visitors in Lafayette, California, back when he 171 00:11:08,559 --> 00:11:11,959 Speaker 1: was still alive. Now he's most known for discovering a 172 00:11:12,040 --> 00:11:15,559 Speaker 1: rediscovering M D M A a K ecstasy and its properties, 173 00:11:15,559 --> 00:11:18,840 Speaker 1: but also inventing to CB and writing some remarkable books 174 00:11:18,840 --> 00:11:21,440 Speaker 1: with his wife, An children about this. When do you 175 00:11:21,480 --> 00:11:24,200 Speaker 1: meet Sasha Schulgin And how does he l end up 176 00:11:24,200 --> 00:11:27,480 Speaker 1: becoming I guess, something of a mentor in your life. Oh, 177 00:11:27,559 --> 00:11:31,840 Speaker 1: my goodness, Sasha is a truly beloved figure, and frankly 178 00:11:31,880 --> 00:11:35,200 Speaker 1: I loved him. I first became of his work at 179 00:11:35,360 --> 00:11:40,160 Speaker 1: twenty one. I'm standing in Malancroft, the old Malancroft Laboratories 180 00:11:40,440 --> 00:11:44,600 Speaker 1: at Harvard, and looking through a bound volume of the 181 00:11:44,640 --> 00:11:47,960 Speaker 1: Journal of Organic Chemistry, and looking at a set of 182 00:11:48,040 --> 00:11:52,520 Speaker 1: compounds called pylamans, which were psychoactive. And there was this 183 00:11:52,640 --> 00:11:58,199 Speaker 1: most unusual paper describing the production of ethyl amans, written 184 00:11:58,200 --> 00:12:03,640 Speaker 1: by an author who's affiliation was not dal Chemical or 185 00:12:03,679 --> 00:12:10,360 Speaker 1: this or that university, but simply three Shulgen Road, Lafayette, California. 186 00:12:11,320 --> 00:12:16,359 Speaker 1: And what is this? And it described the first human effects. 187 00:12:16,400 --> 00:12:22,040 Speaker 1: It was unusual that prestigious journal such as Organic Chemistry 188 00:12:22,160 --> 00:12:26,320 Speaker 1: would publish human work, but Sasha did it. That was 189 00:12:26,880 --> 00:12:30,880 Speaker 1: oh goodness. UM sixty six or so. And I followed 190 00:12:30,920 --> 00:12:34,600 Speaker 1: every paper that Sasha wrote with his UM co worker 191 00:12:34,720 --> 00:12:38,880 Speaker 1: Peyton Jacobs, the third for twenty years, but of course 192 00:12:39,000 --> 00:12:41,920 Speaker 1: never met the man. I was too awed by his 193 00:12:42,040 --> 00:12:46,760 Speaker 1: capability and statue, and uh at that point I was 194 00:12:47,440 --> 00:12:51,480 Speaker 1: at Stanford and had a problem involving the synthesis of 195 00:12:51,640 --> 00:12:55,200 Speaker 1: Mesklin that was intractable. I was looking at this particular 196 00:12:55,280 --> 00:12:58,360 Speaker 1: process and it was just no way around a particular 197 00:12:58,480 --> 00:13:02,160 Speaker 1: synthetic hurdle. And I thought Sasha would be the only 198 00:13:02,200 --> 00:13:05,800 Speaker 1: person to whom one might dare approach and ask about this. 199 00:13:07,200 --> 00:13:12,719 Speaker 1: So I braved, writing a letter to Shogun Road in Lafayette, 200 00:13:13,720 --> 00:13:18,280 Speaker 1: and rather quickly came back an invitation personal invitation signed 201 00:13:18,320 --> 00:13:21,760 Speaker 1: by Sasha to visit his class at that time in 202 00:13:21,840 --> 00:13:26,360 Speaker 1: toxicology at San Francisco State, although we also taught at Berkeley. 203 00:13:27,080 --> 00:13:31,400 Speaker 1: Thus I appeared, and there was Sasha six five of 204 00:13:32,320 --> 00:13:37,160 Speaker 1: extraordinarily quite thick mane of hair, with the devoted and 205 00:13:37,320 --> 00:13:41,120 Speaker 1: always in attendance, and their daughter Wendy with her mane 206 00:13:41,120 --> 00:13:43,839 Speaker 1: of golden hair. And there was Sasha in front of 207 00:13:43,880 --> 00:13:48,560 Speaker 1: the class, the great smiles, scribbling these exotic structures on 208 00:13:48,600 --> 00:13:53,640 Speaker 1: the chalkboard of the most elegant molecules. And he had 209 00:13:53,679 --> 00:13:58,359 Speaker 1: a certain lee about him, as though he was respectful 210 00:13:58,440 --> 00:14:02,400 Speaker 1: of these creations that he had made, and understood how 211 00:14:02,440 --> 00:14:07,280 Speaker 1: they reached rather deeply into people's hearts and minds, and 212 00:14:07,360 --> 00:14:10,920 Speaker 1: somehow conveyed that to all of us. I I can 213 00:14:11,000 --> 00:14:15,120 Speaker 1: you're caall going through that entire semester with a smile. M. 214 00:14:16,080 --> 00:14:17,760 Speaker 1: We know. I just want to say to our listeners 215 00:14:17,800 --> 00:14:20,640 Speaker 1: it's important for me when I mentioned the name of 216 00:14:20,680 --> 00:14:23,800 Speaker 1: Sasha Shulgin in this conversation with Leonard, or as I 217 00:14:23,880 --> 00:14:27,040 Speaker 1: have in conversations with other guests, it's because I do 218 00:14:27,120 --> 00:14:30,080 Speaker 1: think it's important to appreciate who's some of the founders 219 00:14:30,400 --> 00:14:33,720 Speaker 1: um in drug research and drug policy were, and Sasha 220 00:14:33,760 --> 00:14:38,160 Speaker 1: Shulgin really was this sort of god father of psychedelics research, 221 00:14:38,200 --> 00:14:40,800 Speaker 1: and in some respects his wife Anne was the godmother 222 00:14:40,920 --> 00:14:43,520 Speaker 1: because she was his co writer on so much of 223 00:14:43,560 --> 00:14:45,840 Speaker 1: what he did. I'm just trying to get a sense 224 00:14:45,880 --> 00:14:49,040 Speaker 1: of your life then, right, So you're born in forty five, 225 00:14:49,200 --> 00:14:52,000 Speaker 1: sixty three or eighteen, You spent a little time at Princeton, 226 00:14:52,280 --> 00:14:55,160 Speaker 1: you started hanging out in Greenwich Village, the jazz scene, 227 00:14:55,280 --> 00:14:58,960 Speaker 1: the marijuana scene. You head out West San Francisco and 228 00:14:59,280 --> 00:15:03,200 Speaker 1: everything's up there. There's all this leaning to psycholics figures, 229 00:15:03,200 --> 00:15:06,560 Speaker 1: there's ken Keisi and uh so in that period in 230 00:15:06,600 --> 00:15:09,760 Speaker 1: your twenties, you know, you don't end up getting arrested 231 00:15:09,760 --> 00:15:12,560 Speaker 1: for anything until you're in your thirties or forties or 232 00:15:12,600 --> 00:15:16,800 Speaker 1: something like that. Are you basically just hanging out? Are 233 00:15:16,840 --> 00:15:20,760 Speaker 1: you a research astician? Are you working for pharmaceutical firms? 234 00:15:20,880 --> 00:15:23,320 Speaker 1: Are you, to the extent you can say, engaged in 235 00:15:23,360 --> 00:15:26,080 Speaker 1: beginning to produce some of these things, either legally as 236 00:15:26,120 --> 00:15:29,240 Speaker 1: part of projects or not so legally. What can you 237 00:15:29,280 --> 00:15:31,520 Speaker 1: tell us about your twenties in the West Coast and 238 00:15:31,560 --> 00:15:35,240 Speaker 1: wherever else? Well, you're very kind to ask me, Ethan, 239 00:15:35,280 --> 00:15:37,920 Speaker 1: you know, but I I can't say that I'm part 240 00:15:37,960 --> 00:15:41,440 Speaker 1: of a secret society or than anyone else was. But 241 00:15:41,520 --> 00:15:43,920 Speaker 1: I think if one were part of a secret society, 242 00:15:44,000 --> 00:15:46,520 Speaker 1: and in those days one sort of had to be 243 00:15:46,680 --> 00:15:50,400 Speaker 1: to avoid being persecuted, that it would be most honorable 244 00:15:50,520 --> 00:15:54,320 Speaker 1: to maintain that secrecy even when there was no longer 245 00:15:54,360 --> 00:15:58,280 Speaker 1: any need for it. Um. I lived in the mountains, 246 00:15:58,360 --> 00:16:02,880 Speaker 1: the far Mountains, the Great Forest, the snow fields. I 247 00:16:02,960 --> 00:16:06,400 Speaker 1: lived in the far deserts. You could hear the cavities 248 00:16:06,440 --> 00:16:09,880 Speaker 1: bark and the full moon upon the desert. I lived 249 00:16:09,880 --> 00:16:15,360 Speaker 1: near the oceans, the ceaseless waves, and I studied. I 250 00:16:15,480 --> 00:16:18,920 Speaker 1: haunted the libraries of Berkeley and Stanford and San Francisco 251 00:16:19,080 --> 00:16:23,560 Speaker 1: State San Jose State as much academy as I could 252 00:16:23,600 --> 00:16:30,720 Speaker 1: gather looking at structurals of molecules, studying what today is 253 00:16:30,760 --> 00:16:35,240 Speaker 1: psychedelic space, but in those years was almost a forbidden topic. 254 00:16:35,360 --> 00:16:38,520 Speaker 1: One did not mentioned these drugs at the risk of 255 00:16:38,520 --> 00:16:43,680 Speaker 1: one's career, as you well recall. So I became well 256 00:16:43,760 --> 00:16:48,360 Speaker 1: studied and all aspects of the chemistry and pharmacology of 257 00:16:48,360 --> 00:16:53,240 Speaker 1: of these compounds, and of course naturally broader aspects of pharmacology, 258 00:16:53,320 --> 00:16:59,880 Speaker 1: pharmaco kinetics, toxicology. UM I gathered several hundred undergraduate credit 259 00:17:00,120 --> 00:17:05,439 Speaker 1: from multiple institutions. And in between these forays into reading 260 00:17:05,440 --> 00:17:10,040 Speaker 1: and thought and practice, UM I lived in most remote 261 00:17:10,080 --> 00:17:14,160 Speaker 1: areas imaginable. I see. So even in talking about what 262 00:17:14,240 --> 00:17:17,399 Speaker 1: you personally were doing independent of what other people in 263 00:17:17,440 --> 00:17:21,720 Speaker 1: the UH what's the phrase the brotherhood of underground chemists? Um, 264 00:17:21,840 --> 00:17:24,760 Speaker 1: we're engaged in UH so, and I all I can 265 00:17:24,880 --> 00:17:28,119 Speaker 1: understand that and defer to your need to be cautious 266 00:17:28,119 --> 00:17:31,320 Speaker 1: about that. Let me take the conversation this way. What 267 00:17:31,480 --> 00:17:35,760 Speaker 1: would have been involved in setting up an LSD lab? 268 00:17:36,359 --> 00:17:39,320 Speaker 1: You know, what are the risk the challenges, what's surprisingly easy, 269 00:17:39,359 --> 00:17:43,439 Speaker 1: what's surprisingly difficult? Well, let's of course a very uh 270 00:17:44,560 --> 00:17:47,520 Speaker 1: deep question. You're asking me about what is required to 271 00:17:48,119 --> 00:17:51,680 Speaker 1: establish a clandestine laboratory, And of course I can only 272 00:17:51,760 --> 00:17:56,480 Speaker 1: speak to that giving my present situation by projecting it 273 00:17:56,600 --> 00:18:00,240 Speaker 1: upon third parties. People that I have interviewed underground miss 274 00:18:00,280 --> 00:18:02,520 Speaker 1: that I've interviewed, and I cannot of course speak to 275 00:18:02,560 --> 00:18:07,040 Speaker 1: it personally. But I can't address the topic given those 276 00:18:07,119 --> 00:18:11,159 Speaker 1: caveats to establish an underground laboratory, and I wouldn't do 277 00:18:11,200 --> 00:18:15,200 Speaker 1: this at home. Kids were cars First of all, the 278 00:18:15,320 --> 00:18:20,600 Speaker 1: rather dedicated faith of a small group of people who 279 00:18:20,680 --> 00:18:26,280 Speaker 1: have an effect given their lives over to this particular art. 280 00:18:26,760 --> 00:18:30,320 Speaker 1: Because even through the present day, with bill in dollar 281 00:18:30,400 --> 00:18:36,400 Speaker 1: corporations proliferating, we must recall that all these materials are 282 00:18:36,440 --> 00:18:40,000 Speaker 1: still Schedule one, no known medical use for the most 283 00:18:40,200 --> 00:18:46,520 Speaker 1: severe penalties for an underground laboratory, easily mandatory life without 284 00:18:46,720 --> 00:18:50,840 Speaker 1: possibility of parole. So I certainly want not suggest anyone 285 00:18:51,080 --> 00:18:55,800 Speaker 1: entertained the prospect of doing so. However, those that braved 286 00:18:56,200 --> 00:19:00,320 Speaker 1: this assembly first collected a small handful of the fateful 287 00:19:00,320 --> 00:19:04,480 Speaker 1: and experience that had spent their entire lives in the field, 288 00:19:05,000 --> 00:19:09,480 Speaker 1: and then accumulating the appropriate glassware and technical instruments which 289 00:19:09,560 --> 00:19:13,000 Speaker 1: could be quite extensive and would fill a room four 290 00:19:13,040 --> 00:19:17,120 Speaker 1: walls of a hundred and twenty scriffoot room to the ceiling, 291 00:19:17,880 --> 00:19:24,040 Speaker 1: or several rooms. Appropriate liquids, reagents, exotic specialized glassware, some 292 00:19:24,119 --> 00:19:28,600 Speaker 1: of it handmade by pharmaceutical glass firms. A very elegant 293 00:19:28,600 --> 00:19:35,359 Speaker 1: and sensitive process. Not difficult, more difficult than methamphetamine. But 294 00:19:36,280 --> 00:19:40,119 Speaker 1: the difficulty arises not so much in the conversion of 295 00:19:40,240 --> 00:19:45,680 Speaker 1: say lysergic acid to LSD, but in scaling up from 296 00:19:45,800 --> 00:19:50,560 Speaker 1: a few milligrams to hundreds of grams or kims a 297 00:19:50,680 --> 00:19:56,359 Speaker 1: world quantity, if you will, ten million doses, twenty million doses. 298 00:19:56,720 --> 00:20:02,560 Speaker 1: That requires highly specialized equipment and practices, and some of 299 00:20:02,600 --> 00:20:07,520 Speaker 1: those practices are not simply technical. One may find oneself 300 00:20:07,560 --> 00:20:13,920 Speaker 1: in a moon suit with protective face shields and respirators, 301 00:20:13,960 --> 00:20:18,159 Speaker 1: and glove is made of material which won't permit dissolution 302 00:20:18,200 --> 00:20:22,040 Speaker 1: by any solvent. One may find oneself in this regalia 303 00:20:23,080 --> 00:20:27,520 Speaker 1: hundred miles from the nearest paved road, with pump swirring, 304 00:20:27,560 --> 00:20:31,359 Speaker 1: and at three in the morning, bathed in red light 305 00:20:31,680 --> 00:20:35,920 Speaker 1: to prevent any breaking of the molecule by normal light. 306 00:20:36,720 --> 00:20:41,160 Speaker 1: Synthes is conducted under noble gases such as argon Uh 307 00:20:41,240 --> 00:20:48,280 Speaker 1: surrounded by things which remind the manufacturer of the responsibility 308 00:20:48,359 --> 00:20:51,440 Speaker 1: that the manufacturer has for the effect of this substance 309 00:20:51,480 --> 00:20:56,439 Speaker 1: and potentially millions of minds. And that is not something 310 00:20:56,480 --> 00:20:58,919 Speaker 1: that's simply a nine to five job and one forgets 311 00:20:58,920 --> 00:21:03,399 Speaker 1: about and goes home. That's the responsibility which consumes every 312 00:21:03,440 --> 00:21:08,600 Speaker 1: moment of one's day, weeks, months, years, one's life. Within 313 00:21:08,640 --> 00:21:13,080 Speaker 1: the setting, there may be votives, depending upon one's religious tradition, 314 00:21:13,800 --> 00:21:20,399 Speaker 1: cantles and sins, fires, burning music playing ranging from Gregorian 315 00:21:20,520 --> 00:21:25,560 Speaker 1: chant to Hildegard von Being into Provian music to chance 316 00:21:25,640 --> 00:21:30,600 Speaker 1: by Maria Sabino, the Mazatec Curandera in Ohaka. And within 317 00:21:30,680 --> 00:21:34,919 Speaker 1: this great assembly of light and sound and music. A 318 00:21:35,040 --> 00:21:40,640 Speaker 1: number of the principal chemists in the past, Osley Nick 319 00:21:40,760 --> 00:21:44,080 Speaker 1: sand of the Brotherhood Tim Scully who is still with us, 320 00:21:44,800 --> 00:21:48,320 Speaker 1: would at the moment of conversion from lysergic acid L 321 00:21:48,440 --> 00:21:53,520 Speaker 1: s D, the moment when suddenly ten million hits becomes psychoactive, 322 00:21:55,000 --> 00:21:59,720 Speaker 1: that very five minutes, they inevitably, and Nick mentioned this 323 00:21:59,760 --> 00:22:04,280 Speaker 1: pup likely the inevitably would pray, and their own tradition, 324 00:22:05,600 --> 00:22:09,440 Speaker 1: Nick would pray standing others would Neil place their hand 325 00:22:09,520 --> 00:22:14,119 Speaker 1: upon their action kettle, and asked that this substance be 326 00:22:14,200 --> 00:22:18,320 Speaker 1: a true medicine, and the hearts and minds of those 327 00:22:18,359 --> 00:22:22,800 Speaker 1: that used it, there would be a medicine to heal, 328 00:22:23,480 --> 00:22:27,320 Speaker 1: to alleviate suffering throughout the world, to act as a 329 00:22:27,400 --> 00:22:30,720 Speaker 1: kind of grace upon us. You know, later, when I 330 00:22:30,760 --> 00:22:33,919 Speaker 1: hear you describe this, part of what it sounds like 331 00:22:34,119 --> 00:22:38,159 Speaker 1: is almost a hybrid of On the one hand, I 332 00:22:38,280 --> 00:22:42,399 Speaker 1: love the series Breaking Bad, right about the meth amphetamine 333 00:22:42,440 --> 00:22:46,560 Speaker 1: manufacturer and who does the highest quality meth amphetamine, and 334 00:22:46,680 --> 00:22:49,040 Speaker 1: who has this great underground lab in the end, and 335 00:22:49,119 --> 00:22:50,960 Speaker 1: all of this stuff, and they have to wear suits 336 00:22:51,000 --> 00:22:53,000 Speaker 1: in the way that you describe, in a high level 337 00:22:53,040 --> 00:22:57,960 Speaker 1: of meticulousness and pride in their expertise. Yet another hand, 338 00:22:58,200 --> 00:23:01,720 Speaker 1: there's this element in what you describe that resembles the 339 00:23:01,760 --> 00:23:08,200 Speaker 1: preparation of psychodelic and psychoactive substances by shaman's in traditional society. 340 00:23:08,760 --> 00:23:10,640 Speaker 1: It would it be fair is that an accurate thing 341 00:23:10,640 --> 00:23:13,119 Speaker 1: to describe it? In some sense that hybrid? Well, I 342 00:23:13,119 --> 00:23:15,760 Speaker 1: have to challenge the comparison with Breaking Bad. You know, 343 00:23:15,880 --> 00:23:22,120 Speaker 1: methamphetamine is um a malaise upon humanity. I've lost kind 344 00:23:22,160 --> 00:23:25,640 Speaker 1: of a number of individuals I've seen come into federal 345 00:23:25,680 --> 00:23:29,960 Speaker 1: holding facilities emaciated and picking at their skin from weeks 346 00:23:30,000 --> 00:23:34,280 Speaker 1: and months of intravenous methamphetamine. So it carries a kind 347 00:23:34,320 --> 00:23:38,679 Speaker 1: of if you will evil karma. Yeah, now I understand that. 348 00:23:38,800 --> 00:23:41,639 Speaker 1: I think there's also the difference between meth amphetamine is 349 00:23:41,680 --> 00:23:43,879 Speaker 1: being used in a medicinal frame and these others. But 350 00:23:43,920 --> 00:23:46,840 Speaker 1: I take your point about that, Leaving aside what you 351 00:23:46,920 --> 00:23:50,520 Speaker 1: regard as the immorality um and that many people regards 352 00:23:50,520 --> 00:23:54,199 Speaker 1: the immorality of producing methamphetamine for the illicit market, is 353 00:23:54,200 --> 00:23:55,920 Speaker 1: it fair to say that there's some element of a 354 00:23:56,000 --> 00:23:59,560 Speaker 1: hybrid between those two things, the modern day lab and 355 00:23:59,600 --> 00:24:05,119 Speaker 1: the spiritual tradition of the you know, indigenous healers who 356 00:24:05,200 --> 00:24:09,520 Speaker 1: are producing these substances. Absolutely, I you know, I'm sure 357 00:24:09,720 --> 00:24:14,000 Speaker 1: Walter White never prayed that his product act as a 358 00:24:14,440 --> 00:24:18,159 Speaker 1: grace upon the users. At the same time, there is 359 00:24:18,160 --> 00:24:22,919 Speaker 1: a shamanic aspect, I suppose underground chemist of course recognize 360 00:24:23,280 --> 00:24:27,520 Speaker 1: a great responsibility that the material be pure and uh 361 00:24:27,880 --> 00:24:33,000 Speaker 1: used appropriately and conveyed appropriately. I think that that may 362 00:24:33,000 --> 00:24:35,440 Speaker 1: be best summed up in a statement that I think 363 00:24:35,480 --> 00:24:39,440 Speaker 1: Tim Scully was Nick San's partner made not long ago 364 00:24:39,600 --> 00:24:43,680 Speaker 1: and is agreed upon by a number of underground manufactors, 365 00:24:43,720 --> 00:24:48,440 Speaker 1: that the effective acceptance may reflect, in some small way, 366 00:24:48,920 --> 00:24:52,879 Speaker 1: the intent of the chemist. What the chemist has in 367 00:24:52,920 --> 00:24:55,800 Speaker 1: their heart may reflect in the heart of the user. 368 00:24:56,760 --> 00:25:01,320 Speaker 1: And so it's imperative that one ascribed to a certain 369 00:25:01,359 --> 00:25:05,520 Speaker 1: purity and a certain compassion. We'll be talking more after 370 00:25:05,560 --> 00:25:20,159 Speaker 1: we hear this ad. The names you mentioned before, I 371 00:25:20,200 --> 00:25:23,000 Speaker 1: mean Owsley, there are books now written about him, and 372 00:25:23,040 --> 00:25:26,280 Speaker 1: I think people sometimes refer to a Owsley L. S 373 00:25:26,400 --> 00:25:28,639 Speaker 1: DD as a found and a draw somewhere. You know, 374 00:25:28,720 --> 00:25:31,960 Speaker 1: it's particular qualities. I think I remember watching a documentary 375 00:25:32,119 --> 00:25:35,000 Speaker 1: about Nick Sands of late. I hadn't know about Tim 376 00:25:35,040 --> 00:25:39,640 Speaker 1: Scully till I was researching for doing this episode with you. Um, 377 00:25:39,640 --> 00:25:42,480 Speaker 1: and I don't know how accurate these books and documentaries are. 378 00:25:42,960 --> 00:25:45,760 Speaker 1: Could you just give us a little more of a 379 00:25:46,000 --> 00:25:49,920 Speaker 1: sketch about each of the three of them? Um? What 380 00:25:50,000 --> 00:25:51,959 Speaker 1: was special about each one of them in that broader 381 00:25:51,960 --> 00:25:54,960 Speaker 1: brotherhood of which they were a part? Yes, I can 382 00:25:55,000 --> 00:25:58,440 Speaker 1: speak a little bit too each Um. I was ay 383 00:25:58,600 --> 00:26:02,720 Speaker 1: fondly known as Bear and the Grateful Dead touring community, 384 00:26:03,080 --> 00:26:07,879 Speaker 1: hence the Dancing Bears. Ungrateful Dead Logos was responsible for 385 00:26:08,000 --> 00:26:13,400 Speaker 1: the first major distribution or drop of LSD and the sixties, 386 00:26:14,000 --> 00:26:20,040 Speaker 1: perhaps one million doses distributed as double dome white lightnings 387 00:26:20,240 --> 00:26:24,679 Speaker 1: or press tablets with Batman on it. The first million 388 00:26:24,720 --> 00:26:28,119 Speaker 1: doses he he made about five hundred grams over his 389 00:26:28,160 --> 00:26:32,760 Speaker 1: life a million doses, as he self reported. Bear was 390 00:26:32,800 --> 00:26:36,120 Speaker 1: also created the wall of sound for the Grateful Dead shows, 391 00:26:36,200 --> 00:26:39,879 Speaker 1: and there enormous number of subtranean tapes which have just 392 00:26:40,080 --> 00:26:44,959 Speaker 1: surfaced of Bears recordings of early Dead. He died in Australia. 393 00:26:45,440 --> 00:26:53,280 Speaker 1: About Nixon, quite a flamboyant and wonderful individual, was the 394 00:26:53,320 --> 00:26:58,120 Speaker 1: subject of a recent film The Sunshine makers strongly recommended 395 00:26:58,160 --> 00:27:03,399 Speaker 1: to get a feeling for. Nick and Tim were arrested 396 00:27:03,480 --> 00:27:08,159 Speaker 1: for making about ten million doses. I attended the trial 397 00:27:08,680 --> 00:27:12,080 Speaker 1: I think in seventy three and listened to Tim testify, 398 00:27:12,240 --> 00:27:15,879 Speaker 1: and shortly thereafter Tim went to prison for two years 399 00:27:16,840 --> 00:27:21,879 Speaker 1: and Nikki absconded to Puna, India where he continued his 400 00:27:22,000 --> 00:27:27,520 Speaker 1: manufacturing and became quite a underground figure. Extraordinary individual and 401 00:27:28,000 --> 00:27:31,240 Speaker 1: very much outspoken and out front and would not limit 402 00:27:31,359 --> 00:27:35,760 Speaker 1: his his views on matters. Nikki truly seminal figure, and 403 00:27:35,800 --> 00:27:40,320 Speaker 1: they did uh two kilograms about ten million doses. Nikki 404 00:27:40,359 --> 00:27:44,280 Speaker 1: over his lifetime produced thirteen kilograms about a hundred and 405 00:27:44,400 --> 00:27:48,160 Speaker 1: thirty million doses. Is there anyone else who left out? Well, 406 00:27:48,160 --> 00:27:51,119 Speaker 1: those are the primary figures UM. There are a number 407 00:27:51,119 --> 00:27:55,639 Speaker 1: of individuals who manufactured a quilo or two UM Todd, 408 00:27:55,680 --> 00:27:59,600 Speaker 1: Spenson and Boston, those that I wan't name because they 409 00:27:59,640 --> 00:28:03,720 Speaker 1: were never arrested. The world of Clandis and LST manufacturer 410 00:28:03,880 --> 00:28:07,960 Speaker 1: is UM small, perhaps a handful of individuals, five or 411 00:28:07,960 --> 00:28:11,960 Speaker 1: ten individuals worldwide. It's been that way for fifty years, 412 00:28:12,320 --> 00:28:15,719 Speaker 1: generally centered in San Francisco, but labs can just as 413 00:28:15,760 --> 00:28:18,920 Speaker 1: easily be in Belgium or Italy. But if the were 414 00:28:19,040 --> 00:28:21,800 Speaker 1: key people in Europe, they never got arrested. There have 415 00:28:21,800 --> 00:28:24,040 Speaker 1: been quite a number of people have never been arrested. 416 00:28:24,960 --> 00:28:27,119 Speaker 1: One of the more interesting figures just passed away. That 417 00:28:27,200 --> 00:28:32,679 Speaker 1: would be Dennis Kelly, who did two years for a 418 00:28:32,760 --> 00:28:36,159 Speaker 1: very large lab production was called clear Light. This was 419 00:28:36,200 --> 00:28:39,760 Speaker 1: in the mid seventies. They were producing in burnt Ridge 420 00:28:39,960 --> 00:28:43,480 Speaker 1: argon form of LSD, known as a window pane because 421 00:28:43,480 --> 00:28:47,440 Speaker 1: they were little squares of translucent gelatine, a very famous patch. 422 00:28:48,520 --> 00:28:54,480 Speaker 1: Dennis again produced about two to three ks. But after 423 00:28:54,600 --> 00:28:59,120 Speaker 1: his two years of incarceration, Dennis Um entered these Zen 424 00:28:59,760 --> 00:29:05,160 Speaker 1: Soto Zen community and became a Zen priest and for 425 00:29:05,240 --> 00:29:10,440 Speaker 1: the next fifty years was known as Kinpo and developed 426 00:29:10,520 --> 00:29:14,640 Speaker 1: quite a following his um It has a beautiful monastery, 427 00:29:14,960 --> 00:29:21,400 Speaker 1: die Bosatsu Monastery and Mount Trumper, New York is Dennis's creation. 428 00:29:22,040 --> 00:29:24,880 Speaker 1: He just passed away a few months ago, and uh 429 00:29:25,120 --> 00:29:29,720 Speaker 1: left an autobiography maybe of interest to your listeners. And Leonard, 430 00:29:29,720 --> 00:29:33,440 Speaker 1: the Buddhist Zen traditional was something that you embraced periodically 431 00:29:33,520 --> 00:29:36,680 Speaker 1: or maybe throughout your life. Huh. Well, Uh. As a 432 00:29:36,680 --> 00:29:39,520 Speaker 1: young person, I looked fondly down at Tasahara and the 433 00:29:39,560 --> 00:29:42,280 Speaker 1: Tasa Horror bread book, which was all the rage during 434 00:29:42,280 --> 00:29:45,160 Speaker 1: the hippie years. But something sort of called to me 435 00:29:45,200 --> 00:29:47,720 Speaker 1: about them. But I couldn't quite bring myself to stop 436 00:29:47,760 --> 00:29:50,200 Speaker 1: what I was doing and go don robes and face 437 00:29:50,280 --> 00:29:54,840 Speaker 1: the wall for weeks that seemed rather esoteric. But after 438 00:29:55,600 --> 00:29:58,800 Speaker 1: my first release from five years in prison, where I 439 00:29:58,880 --> 00:30:02,640 Speaker 1: was exposed to Um, a Chinese priest that came in 440 00:30:02,760 --> 00:30:07,440 Speaker 1: from the Chinese monastery in l A, I went directly 441 00:30:07,640 --> 00:30:11,160 Speaker 1: to Soto was in the oldest Soto was in monastery 442 00:30:11,160 --> 00:30:15,360 Speaker 1: in North America, and knocked on the door and asked admission, 443 00:30:15,800 --> 00:30:18,800 Speaker 1: and was taken in and remained there for two years. 444 00:30:19,640 --> 00:30:24,440 Speaker 1: Very rigorous practice up at three in the morning, morning 445 00:30:24,480 --> 00:30:28,160 Speaker 1: sittings at four in the morning, sweeping the sidewalks at 446 00:30:28,200 --> 00:30:34,240 Speaker 1: five in the morning, robed lots of chanting and very formal, 447 00:30:34,440 --> 00:30:39,840 Speaker 1: refined practices in the Japanese tradition. Very beautiful and gentle 448 00:30:40,040 --> 00:30:42,160 Speaker 1: people would bow to you in the hallway, which was 449 00:30:42,280 --> 00:30:46,640 Speaker 1: quite a change of pace from stabbings in prison. So 450 00:30:46,680 --> 00:30:50,640 Speaker 1: I became quite fond of the monastic setting and left 451 00:30:50,720 --> 00:30:54,520 Speaker 1: only when I received a letter of acceptance from Harvard, 452 00:30:55,520 --> 00:30:59,880 Speaker 1: and at that point simply had to go. So letter 453 00:31:00,360 --> 00:31:04,840 Speaker 1: now that one, I'll say, has a lab set up 454 00:31:05,000 --> 00:31:09,280 Speaker 1: to produce it large volume? How long does it take 455 00:31:09,440 --> 00:31:13,680 Speaker 1: to produce how big a match? And is this something 456 00:31:13,720 --> 00:31:15,480 Speaker 1: that you would do for some weeks at a time 457 00:31:15,520 --> 00:31:17,600 Speaker 1: and then just take off a long time or was 458 00:31:17,680 --> 00:31:20,040 Speaker 1: this an ongoing process that could go on for months 459 00:31:20,040 --> 00:31:23,720 Speaker 1: and months and months well. The government's um primary witness 460 00:31:23,800 --> 00:31:27,880 Speaker 1: stated that the lab I he alleged I was responsible 461 00:31:27,920 --> 00:31:32,480 Speaker 1: for produced about a kilogram a month for twenty years. 462 00:31:33,160 --> 00:31:36,360 Speaker 1: That would be twitter and fifty kilograms. But of course 463 00:31:36,360 --> 00:31:40,959 Speaker 1: that to me is quite fasciful. We'll let the listener 464 00:31:41,040 --> 00:31:44,960 Speaker 1: decide on that. UM. In terms of the process itself, 465 00:31:45,320 --> 00:31:48,080 Speaker 1: the process would depend upon it what stage in history 466 00:31:48,120 --> 00:31:51,640 Speaker 1: that you're simply doing the synthesis. Nick and Tim were 467 00:31:52,120 --> 00:31:56,080 Speaker 1: young men late twenties early thirties. They were using an 468 00:31:56,120 --> 00:32:00,280 Speaker 1: antique cookbook method called guard brick, which is quite toxic 469 00:32:00,400 --> 00:32:06,280 Speaker 1: involving sulfur oxide. Patented process UM. I am not quite 470 00:32:06,280 --> 00:32:09,640 Speaker 1: sure the process howsole used, but probably something quite similar 471 00:32:09,680 --> 00:32:14,360 Speaker 1: to it, or another patented public process which is relatively 472 00:32:14,600 --> 00:32:18,680 Speaker 1: low yield or produces number of by products. But as 473 00:32:19,440 --> 00:32:23,400 Speaker 1: the science evolved over the next thirty and forty years, 474 00:32:23,440 --> 00:32:26,840 Speaker 1: but the time we get to two thousand, processes existed. 475 00:32:26,920 --> 00:32:30,240 Speaker 1: If one were the devotee of the literature and really 476 00:32:30,720 --> 00:32:35,080 Speaker 1: thought about these things, processes existed which would produce in 477 00:32:35,080 --> 00:32:39,920 Speaker 1: a non flammable way at room temperature, large quantities of 478 00:32:39,960 --> 00:32:44,280 Speaker 1: immensely pure LSD. These were never published in the sense 479 00:32:44,320 --> 00:32:47,400 Speaker 1: that it might destabilize the world market or make entry 480 00:32:47,440 --> 00:32:51,000 Speaker 1: into manufacture too simple. People thought it was probably best 481 00:32:51,360 --> 00:32:56,000 Speaker 1: that UM there'd be some scientific hurdle that would prevent 482 00:32:56,280 --> 00:33:01,080 Speaker 1: those that were less dedicated from entering the yield, so 483 00:33:01,280 --> 00:33:05,720 Speaker 1: that simple of cookment methods for these very advanced high 484 00:33:05,800 --> 00:33:10,400 Speaker 1: yield methods were never published. I see it was anybody 485 00:33:10,440 --> 00:33:13,520 Speaker 1: you know they ever harmed, uh in the process of 486 00:33:13,560 --> 00:33:18,600 Speaker 1: producing LSD. Uh, not that I know of what you're describing, 487 00:33:18,840 --> 00:33:21,240 Speaker 1: you know suggests. I mean it's like when I when 488 00:33:21,240 --> 00:33:25,480 Speaker 1: I was, you know, thinking about your ostensibly getting into 489 00:33:25,520 --> 00:33:29,880 Speaker 1: this line of work and what would motivate you. You 490 00:33:29,960 --> 00:33:33,480 Speaker 1: wonder how the combination of on the one hand, just 491 00:33:33,920 --> 00:33:37,479 Speaker 1: the challenge of it all, uh, the natural aptitude and 492 00:33:37,480 --> 00:33:42,720 Speaker 1: curiosity about chemistry, the appreciation for LSD and some of 493 00:33:42,720 --> 00:33:48,160 Speaker 1: these other psycholic substances having special properties for humankind. Um, 494 00:33:48,280 --> 00:33:50,440 Speaker 1: But there was those element that you know, all of 495 00:33:50,640 --> 00:33:52,800 Speaker 1: the people or I don't know all, but most were 496 00:33:52,840 --> 00:33:57,040 Speaker 1: allegedly selling these things and earning sometimes some fairly substantial 497 00:33:57,080 --> 00:34:00,600 Speaker 1: amounts of money. But many of the key players were 498 00:34:00,640 --> 00:34:04,880 Speaker 1: also apparently using their money and sometimes more in philanthropic 499 00:34:04,920 --> 00:34:08,560 Speaker 1: ways as opposed to buying fancy houses or boats or 500 00:34:08,920 --> 00:34:12,520 Speaker 1: you know, having you know, this sort of lifestyle. So 501 00:34:12,640 --> 00:34:15,719 Speaker 1: I'm curious, how is it that mixture of variables in 502 00:34:15,760 --> 00:34:18,760 Speaker 1: all of this? Uh? Is it one factor that stands 503 00:34:18,760 --> 00:34:20,719 Speaker 1: out more than others. You know, I realized you can't 504 00:34:20,760 --> 00:34:23,920 Speaker 1: fully reflect on your own perspectives on this. But speaking 505 00:34:23,920 --> 00:34:25,799 Speaker 1: a little more in the abstract or among members of 506 00:34:25,800 --> 00:34:28,839 Speaker 1: the Brotherhood of Underground Chemists, well, I can go back 507 00:34:28,880 --> 00:34:32,240 Speaker 1: to UH. I think what Nick said before his death, 508 00:34:33,000 --> 00:34:35,319 Speaker 1: that he felt there was a calling that one has 509 00:34:35,400 --> 00:34:39,279 Speaker 1: called upon if you will UH in the next case, 510 00:34:39,320 --> 00:34:43,359 Speaker 1: by some higher power to UH do this sort of thing. 511 00:34:43,840 --> 00:34:49,360 Speaker 1: Of course, one easily sacrifices one's life, at least in 512 00:34:49,400 --> 00:34:51,279 Speaker 1: the past, not so much in the future. I mean, 513 00:34:51,360 --> 00:34:55,319 Speaker 1: we're going to see corporations manufacturing let's see as they 514 00:34:55,320 --> 00:34:59,040 Speaker 1: are now with government licensing. And that brings up an 515 00:34:59,080 --> 00:35:01,640 Speaker 1: interesting point which goes back to your early question about 516 00:35:01,680 --> 00:35:08,879 Speaker 1: shamanic manufactor in the future um delicit medicalization and use 517 00:35:08,880 --> 00:35:12,839 Speaker 1: of psychedelics. The sources will not be by someone who 518 00:35:12,840 --> 00:35:17,080 Speaker 1: searches their soul and praise over a pure compound. It 519 00:35:17,160 --> 00:35:21,200 Speaker 1: will be done by a technician, perhaps in China, who 520 00:35:21,200 --> 00:35:24,799 Speaker 1: simply goes home at five o'clock. And the question is UM, well, 521 00:35:24,840 --> 00:35:26,840 Speaker 1: this affect the outcome in the hearts and minds of 522 00:35:26,880 --> 00:35:29,760 Speaker 1: the users. Well, I mean one pel engage in control 523 00:35:29,800 --> 00:35:33,239 Speaker 1: double line studies on the road where people could do 524 00:35:33,280 --> 00:35:36,840 Speaker 1: their own at home control applying study and you know, 525 00:35:37,040 --> 00:35:40,200 Speaker 1: randomly see and see record those experiences. What do you think. 526 00:35:40,400 --> 00:35:43,640 Speaker 1: Of course, we're speculating here, Ethan. You know, scientifically, the 527 00:35:43,719 --> 00:35:47,799 Speaker 1: idea of individual influencing the outcome of a drug and 528 00:35:47,800 --> 00:35:53,960 Speaker 1: a third party is not tenable. It's merely myth, but 529 00:35:54,080 --> 00:35:57,200 Speaker 1: it's an entertaining myth, and it may keep certain manufacturers 530 00:35:57,239 --> 00:35:59,240 Speaker 1: on their toes if they think they have to harbor 531 00:35:59,280 --> 00:36:03,680 Speaker 1: a pure heart. You know, it relates to another issue there, right. 532 00:36:03,719 --> 00:36:06,680 Speaker 1: I mean, there's a conversation that I've had, I think 533 00:36:06,840 --> 00:36:08,920 Speaker 1: in some of the other interviews, but about the difference 534 00:36:09,000 --> 00:36:13,560 Speaker 1: between the synthesized chemical the mescaline, on the one hand, 535 00:36:13,920 --> 00:36:16,839 Speaker 1: and the peote or san pedro from which you know 536 00:36:17,000 --> 00:36:21,480 Speaker 1: it can be derived or with psilocybin and mushrooms. And 537 00:36:21,520 --> 00:36:23,760 Speaker 1: there are those I think Sasha Shilka would be included, 538 00:36:24,000 --> 00:36:27,000 Speaker 1: who said, you know, whether it's a synthetically produced or 539 00:36:27,000 --> 00:36:30,520 Speaker 1: whether it's coming from something that's growing in nature, you know, 540 00:36:30,560 --> 00:36:33,960 Speaker 1: it's still basically the same chemical. And if anything, the 541 00:36:34,000 --> 00:36:36,960 Speaker 1: basic chemical may even be a little easier because it 542 00:36:37,000 --> 00:36:38,960 Speaker 1: doesn't come with the things that upset your stomach and 543 00:36:39,040 --> 00:36:41,359 Speaker 1: things like that that happened with the plant product, and 544 00:36:41,440 --> 00:36:45,040 Speaker 1: others who believe that there's something either fundamentally different or 545 00:36:45,200 --> 00:36:49,640 Speaker 1: better about having it come from the plant itself. And 546 00:36:49,680 --> 00:36:52,720 Speaker 1: now you're saying that even when you produce something synthetically, 547 00:36:53,320 --> 00:36:56,960 Speaker 1: that having a nick Sands or an Owsley produces is 548 00:36:57,000 --> 00:37:01,000 Speaker 1: somehow going to produce a different product than would bes um. 549 00:37:01,040 --> 00:37:04,120 Speaker 1: You know, employee of a pharmaceutical company a decade from now, 550 00:37:04,120 --> 00:37:06,560 Speaker 1: who's just doing this stuff is part of his nine job, 551 00:37:06,800 --> 00:37:09,280 Speaker 1: And so what about that first point between the natural 552 00:37:09,320 --> 00:37:12,520 Speaker 1: plant based substance and is synthetic? I would tend to 553 00:37:12,560 --> 00:37:17,560 Speaker 1: agree with Sasho that synthesized mescalind hemi sulfite hydrate, for example, 554 00:37:17,880 --> 00:37:22,080 Speaker 1: the most beautiful long needles. These are ten centimeter needles, 555 00:37:22,400 --> 00:37:28,239 Speaker 1: the most beautiful physical substance imaginable. If that mescalin is 556 00:37:28,320 --> 00:37:32,799 Speaker 1: the same as the mescalin of an all night the 557 00:37:32,880 --> 00:37:36,880 Speaker 1: Native American church ceremony with prayer, fans and incense around 558 00:37:37,160 --> 00:37:40,400 Speaker 1: the fire and the tp and the dawn woman bringing 559 00:37:40,440 --> 00:37:43,520 Speaker 1: water and all the prayers and chants for healing, all 560 00:37:43,520 --> 00:37:48,319 Speaker 1: those two different, well, the mescaline isn't the circumstances in 561 00:37:48,360 --> 00:37:51,960 Speaker 1: which it is offered are are quite different. So I 562 00:37:52,000 --> 00:37:56,840 Speaker 1: think that myths, if you will, or positive setting setting 563 00:37:57,200 --> 00:38:01,480 Speaker 1: as a strong factor with a natural sub senances. Of course, 564 00:38:01,480 --> 00:38:04,640 Speaker 1: so there are many new startups. I see them in 565 00:38:04,719 --> 00:38:08,759 Speaker 1: pitch decks every week of firms that are attempting to 566 00:38:09,520 --> 00:38:15,040 Speaker 1: make various elixirs from psilocybin mushrooms, claiming that the other 567 00:38:15,480 --> 00:38:20,360 Speaker 1: materials psychoactive and nons acktective and the mushroom itself will 568 00:38:20,480 --> 00:38:24,839 Speaker 1: influence the subjective effect on the healing properties and other 569 00:38:25,160 --> 00:38:30,000 Speaker 1: larger concerns. Say no, no, pure psilocybin speaks for itself. 570 00:38:30,840 --> 00:38:33,880 Speaker 1: So these have yet to be resolved. I suspect the 571 00:38:33,920 --> 00:38:38,040 Speaker 1: industry will will resolve these gun dundrums in the next 572 00:38:38,080 --> 00:38:41,600 Speaker 1: two years and we'll all have great fun watching it happen. Well, 573 00:38:41,600 --> 00:38:43,080 Speaker 1: as I want to come back to this is towards 574 00:38:43,080 --> 00:38:45,600 Speaker 1: the end of the interview, because part of our connecting 575 00:38:45,640 --> 00:38:48,000 Speaker 1: or reconnecting in recent months is around some of this 576 00:38:48,080 --> 00:38:51,080 Speaker 1: new world of the of the investment in the psychedelics 577 00:38:51,320 --> 00:38:54,640 Speaker 1: for profits. But let me just correct me if I'm 578 00:38:54,640 --> 00:38:56,600 Speaker 1: wrong on this. But so when you do the sense 579 00:38:56,640 --> 00:38:58,880 Speaker 1: I have from what you're saying is of a calling 580 00:38:59,000 --> 00:39:01,640 Speaker 1: of seeing that this is something called to do, and 581 00:39:01,680 --> 00:39:04,319 Speaker 1: that a persistence of doing this, even the face of obstacles. 582 00:39:04,440 --> 00:39:06,440 Speaker 1: And so I came across and tell me if this 583 00:39:06,480 --> 00:39:08,920 Speaker 1: is factually correct or not. But when I one of 584 00:39:08,920 --> 00:39:11,359 Speaker 1: the pieces I found said, well, you know, Leonard, your 585 00:39:11,400 --> 00:39:14,960 Speaker 1: first arrest in this area was a petty arrest when 586 00:39:15,000 --> 00:39:18,440 Speaker 1: in nineteen seventies six or possession of payot. And then 587 00:39:18,440 --> 00:39:20,640 Speaker 1: there's something else about another I think, I don't know 588 00:39:20,680 --> 00:39:23,279 Speaker 1: how minor, but for creating a small m d M 589 00:39:23,320 --> 00:39:26,120 Speaker 1: A lab back in the mid seventies, and then some 590 00:39:26,239 --> 00:39:28,960 Speaker 1: years later, in the late eighties, you get arrested amount 591 00:39:28,960 --> 00:39:32,480 Speaker 1: of View, California for allegedly having an LSD lab. Spent 592 00:39:32,600 --> 00:39:37,000 Speaker 1: five years in prison until two come out, and a 593 00:39:37,080 --> 00:39:39,319 Speaker 1: number of years where you're engaged with academia, getting a 594 00:39:39,320 --> 00:39:42,879 Speaker 1: master's degree at Kennedy School, writing in publications. But then 595 00:39:43,120 --> 00:39:45,200 Speaker 1: the big bust, uh, And I think it was election 596 00:39:45,280 --> 00:39:49,320 Speaker 1: day two thousand, which puts you in prison for twenty years. Now, 597 00:39:49,400 --> 00:39:52,279 Speaker 1: if those details are correct, it suggests that you were 598 00:39:52,960 --> 00:39:56,719 Speaker 1: How could I say incorrigible in the most upstanding sort 599 00:39:56,760 --> 00:39:59,439 Speaker 1: of way, since fundamentally I do believe that the work 600 00:39:59,520 --> 00:40:03,400 Speaker 1: that you were allegedally engaged in performed an enormous community 601 00:40:03,440 --> 00:40:07,200 Speaker 1: service for humankind throughout this period. But I mean, it 602 00:40:07,239 --> 00:40:11,200 Speaker 1: does suggest that these criminal justice penalties kept coming after you, 603 00:40:11,680 --> 00:40:15,080 Speaker 1: but that you kept persisting with something that you love 604 00:40:15,160 --> 00:40:17,960 Speaker 1: to do. Well. Yes, Ethan, you've kind of got me 605 00:40:18,000 --> 00:40:20,000 Speaker 1: on the spot there, but yes. So there were multiple 606 00:40:20,080 --> 00:40:25,200 Speaker 1: arrests involving psychedelic drugs. Perhaps every seven or eight years 607 00:40:25,560 --> 00:40:30,439 Speaker 1: one would occur. And these range from minor arrest where 608 00:40:30,480 --> 00:40:32,239 Speaker 1: one was taken away for a day or two in 609 00:40:32,280 --> 00:40:35,120 Speaker 1: release because the substance wasn't what they claimed to be 610 00:40:35,360 --> 00:40:40,279 Speaker 1: or might have been legal, to arrests which required six 611 00:40:40,320 --> 00:40:46,160 Speaker 1: months in jail, and then the Mountain View seizure which 612 00:40:46,200 --> 00:40:49,760 Speaker 1: resulted in five years, which is quite a significant LSD 613 00:40:49,920 --> 00:40:54,640 Speaker 1: laboratory actually, from what I understand, the same size as 614 00:40:54,680 --> 00:40:59,239 Speaker 1: the later Kansas arrest in two thousand, which resulted in 615 00:40:59,480 --> 00:41:05,239 Speaker 1: not twenty years but two life senators mandatory life sentences 616 00:41:06,040 --> 00:41:12,360 Speaker 1: without possibility of parole, other words, a death sentence. The 617 00:41:12,400 --> 00:41:17,440 Speaker 1: possibility of sorting it all out by appellate filings um 618 00:41:17,800 --> 00:41:21,080 Speaker 1: is something of an American dream, and indeed does occur 619 00:41:21,280 --> 00:41:25,280 Speaker 1: and supports the mercy and wisdom of our judicial system. 620 00:41:25,440 --> 00:41:29,239 Speaker 1: But it is so very rarely seen that men tend 621 00:41:29,280 --> 00:41:33,080 Speaker 1: to lose hope. Although at this late date I harbored 622 00:41:33,080 --> 00:41:37,480 Speaker 1: no ill will against the government. Mm hm, you know, Leonard, 623 00:41:37,600 --> 00:41:39,040 Speaker 1: I mean, I was about to get to this point 624 00:41:39,080 --> 00:41:42,600 Speaker 1: about your sentencing, and I was looking up some of 625 00:41:42,640 --> 00:41:45,239 Speaker 1: the data on this and among there's something like two 626 00:41:45,239 --> 00:41:49,040 Speaker 1: point two point three million people behind bars in America today, 627 00:41:49,360 --> 00:41:51,480 Speaker 1: of whom about two thirds are in state prisons in 628 00:41:51,520 --> 00:41:55,000 Speaker 1: federal jails. Of that one and a half million who 629 00:41:55,040 --> 00:41:58,480 Speaker 1: are in state and federal prisons, roughly two hundred thousand 630 00:41:58,800 --> 00:42:01,680 Speaker 1: the last that I saw a count are there serving 631 00:42:02,080 --> 00:42:04,920 Speaker 1: a life sentence, either mandated one or an effectively a 632 00:42:04,960 --> 00:42:08,759 Speaker 1: life sentence. Half of them are black. But interestingly, about 633 00:42:08,840 --> 00:42:13,160 Speaker 1: eight percent, seventeen thousand are people who were convicted of 634 00:42:13,560 --> 00:42:16,960 Speaker 1: non violent offenses. Now, one can make too much of 635 00:42:17,000 --> 00:42:19,719 Speaker 1: distinction between not non violent and violent offenses. There are 636 00:42:19,719 --> 00:42:22,359 Speaker 1: people who committed you know, non violent offenses. Look who 637 00:42:22,480 --> 00:42:24,319 Speaker 1: made off dead and the fact that he died behind 638 00:42:24,360 --> 00:42:27,000 Speaker 1: bars I have no ethical problem with. And on the 639 00:42:27,000 --> 00:42:30,040 Speaker 1: other hand, there are violent offenses, you know that don't 640 00:42:30,080 --> 00:42:32,759 Speaker 1: seem to me to be in some separate category from 641 00:42:32,760 --> 00:42:34,399 Speaker 1: some of the horrors of what people can do non 642 00:42:34,480 --> 00:42:37,600 Speaker 1: violently to one another. But that said, you know, and 643 00:42:37,680 --> 00:42:41,080 Speaker 1: having been involved in building an organization, a movement opposing 644 00:42:41,120 --> 00:42:45,120 Speaker 1: these draconian sentences for drug offenses. I mean, the first 645 00:42:45,160 --> 00:42:46,640 Speaker 1: thing I want to ask you is, when I read 646 00:42:46,719 --> 00:42:49,640 Speaker 1: about the judge who sentenced to you to the two 647 00:42:49,920 --> 00:42:54,399 Speaker 1: life sentences with no possibility of parole, um, you can 648 00:42:54,480 --> 00:42:56,680 Speaker 1: in your heart forgive that person. And I imagine that 649 00:42:56,680 --> 00:42:58,919 Speaker 1: he's no longer alive. And part of what I read 650 00:42:59,040 --> 00:43:01,400 Speaker 1: was he was a highly right wing and maybe somewhat 651 00:43:01,400 --> 00:43:05,560 Speaker 1: senile figure. But on you really are able to forgive 652 00:43:05,640 --> 00:43:08,640 Speaker 1: him because that was a discretionary choice he made right 653 00:43:08,719 --> 00:43:10,640 Speaker 1: the law did not require him to sentence you in 654 00:43:10,640 --> 00:43:13,360 Speaker 1: the way he did. Um. That would be Judge of 655 00:43:13,480 --> 00:43:20,040 Speaker 1: Richard Rogers Um, a very dignified for the pointee Republican, 656 00:43:21,000 --> 00:43:27,080 Speaker 1: former mayor of Manhattan, Kansas, ardent softball player, well loved 657 00:43:27,080 --> 00:43:31,640 Speaker 1: in the legal community and Topeka, very distinguished jurish who 658 00:43:31,840 --> 00:43:38,759 Speaker 1: handed down a number of difficult but well respected decisions. 659 00:43:39,760 --> 00:43:42,040 Speaker 1: Of course, I battled in the Judge Rogers court. I 660 00:43:42,280 --> 00:43:45,520 Speaker 1: wrote over a thousand motions studied the law for years 661 00:43:45,560 --> 00:43:51,719 Speaker 1: to write UH such briefs, which very thoughtfully refined by 662 00:43:51,760 --> 00:43:55,560 Speaker 1: the law offices of Billy Rourke in the Topeka A 663 00:43:55,640 --> 00:43:59,280 Speaker 1: Rugby playing wild Man, the last of the fighting Liberal 664 00:43:59,280 --> 00:44:03,520 Speaker 1: attorneys and Kansas. The late Billy Rourke. Judge Rogers Uh 665 00:44:04,239 --> 00:44:07,840 Speaker 1: occasionally entertained the jury during the longest trial in Kansas history. 666 00:44:08,960 --> 00:44:11,799 Speaker 1: One of his great quotes, I recall this trial is 667 00:44:12,120 --> 00:44:16,200 Speaker 1: like something out of the Arabian Nights. It's got a 668 00:44:16,239 --> 00:44:19,160 Speaker 1: great laugh from the jury. And he once called me 669 00:44:19,200 --> 00:44:23,279 Speaker 1: a young man, which I really appreciated at. But he 670 00:44:23,320 --> 00:44:26,359 Speaker 1: was most courteous. I harbored. No. U nowhere a will 671 00:44:26,400 --> 00:44:30,600 Speaker 1: against Judge Rogers, even though another judge might have sentenced 672 00:44:30,640 --> 00:44:33,480 Speaker 1: you to a dramatically shorter amount of time. No, I 673 00:44:33,800 --> 00:44:37,280 Speaker 1: think not. I think that Judge rogers hands were tied 674 00:44:38,080 --> 00:44:42,600 Speaker 1: simply by the mandatory nature of sentencing. Ten grams or 675 00:44:42,680 --> 00:44:46,520 Speaker 1: more of a substance containing a detectable amount of LSD, 676 00:44:46,719 --> 00:44:50,520 Speaker 1: which might be one microgram, is mandatory life at the 677 00:44:50,640 --> 00:44:54,960 Speaker 1: quantities that we're discussing. So Judge Rogers, as he mentioned 678 00:44:54,960 --> 00:44:58,640 Speaker 1: at sentencing, his hands were tied. I see, okay, Well, 679 00:44:58,640 --> 00:45:00,799 Speaker 1: I stand corrected on that I thought he had there 680 00:45:00,840 --> 00:45:03,880 Speaker 1: was a discretionary element of it, you know, And hearing 681 00:45:03,880 --> 00:45:05,879 Speaker 1: you talk in the past a little bit about your 682 00:45:05,880 --> 00:45:10,520 Speaker 1: prison experience, just by chance, I've been watching this TV 683 00:45:10,719 --> 00:45:14,600 Speaker 1: series called Rectify, produced by Sundance now on a m 684 00:45:14,640 --> 00:45:17,640 Speaker 1: C plus, I think, and it's about, you know, a 685 00:45:17,719 --> 00:45:23,719 Speaker 1: young man white who is convicted of having killed a 686 00:45:23,760 --> 00:45:27,480 Speaker 1: young woman while into the influence of mushrooms. It so happens, uh, 687 00:45:27,520 --> 00:45:30,960 Speaker 1: and can't accurately recollect what happened, and then gets out 688 00:45:31,040 --> 00:45:35,000 Speaker 1: twenty years later, having been traumatized by his experience and 689 00:45:35,080 --> 00:45:37,120 Speaker 1: uncertain about what's going to happen in the future. And 690 00:45:37,120 --> 00:45:38,520 Speaker 1: I have to say, as I was looking forward to 691 00:45:38,560 --> 00:45:40,279 Speaker 1: having this interview with you, and I'm watching at night 692 00:45:40,360 --> 00:45:44,000 Speaker 1: this show, I started thinking about some of these parallels 693 00:45:44,160 --> 00:45:48,920 Speaker 1: and just the experience, you know, of being in this place. Um, well, 694 00:45:49,000 --> 00:45:52,040 Speaker 1: you know, there's an all male environment where physical touch 695 00:45:52,160 --> 00:45:56,160 Speaker 1: is either something that's either not good that just doesn't 696 00:45:56,239 --> 00:45:59,799 Speaker 1: happen with a sound of chains and the solitude the 697 00:46:00,000 --> 00:46:03,560 Speaker 1: act of being in a maximum security setting when that's 698 00:46:03,560 --> 00:46:05,400 Speaker 1: not called for in your a case like yours or 699 00:46:05,400 --> 00:46:07,520 Speaker 1: many others to protect other inmates or what have you. 700 00:46:07,520 --> 00:46:11,040 Speaker 1: It seems purely punitive. Um, But I'm curious, I mean 701 00:46:11,080 --> 00:46:13,920 Speaker 1: to get through that. And I imagine you know there 702 00:46:14,000 --> 00:46:17,200 Speaker 1: must have been substantial periods of time where you thought 703 00:46:17,920 --> 00:46:20,319 Speaker 1: that there was little to no chance of your ever 704 00:46:20,480 --> 00:46:24,279 Speaker 1: becoming a freeman during the rest of your life? Were 705 00:46:24,280 --> 00:46:26,759 Speaker 1: there periods of profound hopelessness and all of this? And 706 00:46:26,800 --> 00:46:30,960 Speaker 1: how did you sustain yourself through all of that? Yes, 707 00:46:31,000 --> 00:46:34,840 Speaker 1: that that period of hopelessness, even you're entirely correct, began 708 00:46:34,920 --> 00:46:39,439 Speaker 1: on November six, two thousand and in it on July 709 00:46:43,280 --> 00:46:46,520 Speaker 1: and every day in between those two dates twenty years. 710 00:46:46,560 --> 00:46:48,960 Speaker 1: I thought I would most certainly die in prison, and 711 00:46:49,040 --> 00:46:52,600 Speaker 1: everyone I knew thought the same, my attorneys, my friends, 712 00:46:52,719 --> 00:46:55,920 Speaker 1: my family, and my children, um, those of the public 713 00:46:55,960 --> 00:46:59,200 Speaker 1: that paid attention to the case. Um, there is no 714 00:46:59,320 --> 00:47:03,280 Speaker 1: way out from a mandatory life sentence simply does not occur, 715 00:47:03,440 --> 00:47:08,520 Speaker 1: vanishingly rare, only with the passage and a miracle in itself, 716 00:47:09,360 --> 00:47:14,399 Speaker 1: the passage in the First Step Act by Congress during 717 00:47:14,520 --> 00:47:18,160 Speaker 1: the last few days of session in December. The last 718 00:47:18,200 --> 00:47:20,600 Speaker 1: few days it was a bipartisan passage of the First 719 00:47:20,640 --> 00:47:26,319 Speaker 1: Step Act, which for the first time allowed inmates to 720 00:47:26,520 --> 00:47:31,080 Speaker 1: petition the court for release based on their good works, 721 00:47:31,200 --> 00:47:38,600 Speaker 1: or their redemption or other factors medical, familial that would 722 00:47:38,600 --> 00:47:42,560 Speaker 1: persuade the court that they had served an adequate amount 723 00:47:42,600 --> 00:47:45,960 Speaker 1: of time and were no longer a threat to the public. Naturally, 724 00:47:46,000 --> 00:47:53,040 Speaker 1: I filed immediately on that very lengthy briefses, including exhibits, 725 00:47:53,960 --> 00:47:57,480 Speaker 1: and that matriculated through the system for over a year. 726 00:47:58,560 --> 00:48:02,600 Speaker 1: Denied at the instituo level by the warden, denied at 727 00:48:02,600 --> 00:48:06,480 Speaker 1: the regional level by b OP, denied at the national 728 00:48:06,560 --> 00:48:10,600 Speaker 1: level by the BP director, denied by the United States 729 00:48:10,640 --> 00:48:15,560 Speaker 1: Attorney's Office. So what hope was there left? And then 730 00:48:15,560 --> 00:48:18,560 Speaker 1: a great miracle happened, And there was a merciful and 731 00:48:18,560 --> 00:48:23,600 Speaker 1: distinguished jurist who, with great courage and wisdom, and I 732 00:48:23,600 --> 00:48:28,600 Speaker 1: suppose a small amount of faith, read our petition, and 733 00:48:28,600 --> 00:48:30,799 Speaker 1: the tempo of the times was so moved as to 734 00:48:30,880 --> 00:48:35,759 Speaker 1: grant release. And since then it's been like being born again. Yeah. 735 00:48:35,800 --> 00:48:37,920 Speaker 1: But I noticed Leonard that went I read the decision, 736 00:48:38,600 --> 00:48:41,080 Speaker 1: and it seems like he went out of his way 737 00:48:41,200 --> 00:48:44,960 Speaker 1: to say, I'm doing this because of COVID and Leonard 738 00:48:45,040 --> 00:48:48,279 Speaker 1: seventy or almost seventy five, and there is a risk here. 739 00:48:48,719 --> 00:48:51,080 Speaker 1: But in terms of the other arguments. He didn't seem 740 00:48:51,120 --> 00:48:54,080 Speaker 1: to be moved by the petition of people who were 741 00:48:54,080 --> 00:48:56,480 Speaker 1: fighting for your release, or the good works you've done 742 00:48:56,480 --> 00:48:59,200 Speaker 1: in other areas, or the insights you'd provided on the 743 00:48:59,239 --> 00:49:03,000 Speaker 1: fentinel christ Is two people in law enforcement. Um. Now, 744 00:49:03,040 --> 00:49:04,960 Speaker 1: maybe he was just covering his butt, and maybe he 745 00:49:05,000 --> 00:49:08,160 Speaker 1: was in fact moved by those other variables, um, and 746 00:49:08,320 --> 00:49:11,160 Speaker 1: just using the COVID as the kind of clear reason. 747 00:49:11,320 --> 00:49:14,600 Speaker 1: But what do you think. Well, I can't speak of 748 00:49:14,600 --> 00:49:19,000 Speaker 1: what was in the mind of this particular jurist except 749 00:49:19,080 --> 00:49:24,640 Speaker 1: that I honor his wisdom and decision and whatever factors 750 00:49:25,120 --> 00:49:29,520 Speaker 1: influenced that decision, and they could only be multiple factors. 751 00:49:30,400 --> 00:49:35,839 Speaker 1: I am deeply grateful for that moment of grace. There 752 00:49:35,920 --> 00:49:38,880 Speaker 1: was somebody else in there with you, I think, UM, 753 00:49:38,920 --> 00:49:43,160 Speaker 1: a young man named Ross Albert Right who became famous 754 00:49:43,239 --> 00:49:45,520 Speaker 1: or infamous, as one might have it, because he was 755 00:49:45,560 --> 00:49:48,440 Speaker 1: the founder of Silk Road, which was a decade or 756 00:49:48,480 --> 00:49:51,640 Speaker 1: so ago that supposedly the world's biggest dark net site 757 00:49:52,120 --> 00:49:56,680 Speaker 1: for illicit activities, including obtaining illicit drugs around the world, 758 00:49:57,200 --> 00:50:02,360 Speaker 1: and people were horrified when he sentenced for life. Now, 759 00:50:02,400 --> 00:50:05,120 Speaker 1: there were some accusations he may have put contracts out 760 00:50:05,120 --> 00:50:08,319 Speaker 1: of some people, but those were never substantiated. His mother 761 00:50:08,440 --> 00:50:11,160 Speaker 1: actually came to one of the Drug Policy Alliance biennial 762 00:50:11,200 --> 00:50:13,560 Speaker 1: events and I met her, and she's had a campaign 763 00:50:13,680 --> 00:50:15,719 Speaker 1: to try to get him out. But do you see 764 00:50:15,800 --> 00:50:18,960 Speaker 1: him as somebody sort of similarly situated with yourself, a 765 00:50:19,040 --> 00:50:23,360 Speaker 1: kind of younger generation version of yourself, who is unjustly 766 00:50:23,360 --> 00:50:27,440 Speaker 1: incarcerated for far far more time than he ever should 767 00:50:27,440 --> 00:50:32,239 Speaker 1: have been. And thank you Ethan for mentioning Ross. Of 768 00:50:32,280 --> 00:50:34,600 Speaker 1: course I know his mother lend his father Kurt and 769 00:50:35,800 --> 00:50:40,680 Speaker 1: call him each night during trial in Manhattan, on the 770 00:50:40,800 --> 00:50:43,560 Speaker 1: very darkest days, And then as he entered the system, 771 00:50:43,719 --> 00:50:47,120 Speaker 1: suggested that perhaps he should be moved to a institution 772 00:50:47,160 --> 00:50:51,160 Speaker 1: that would be less gang riddled and threatening, because Ross, uh, 773 00:50:51,760 --> 00:50:54,319 Speaker 1: it was of course a target people, assuming he had 774 00:50:54,400 --> 00:50:57,200 Speaker 1: hidden bitcoin, and of course he's a would be a 775 00:50:57,239 --> 00:51:01,879 Speaker 1: gang victim. And I recall how happy I was one 776 00:51:01,960 --> 00:51:05,560 Speaker 1: day on the yard, walking in circles for twenty years 777 00:51:05,600 --> 00:51:09,440 Speaker 1: on a dirt track to see a young then bearded 778 00:51:09,560 --> 00:51:13,320 Speaker 1: man walk in. And there he was, and we became 779 00:51:13,360 --> 00:51:18,799 Speaker 1: great friends and spoke daily and walked quite a lot 780 00:51:19,480 --> 00:51:25,160 Speaker 1: in my last year incarceration. So I learned of Ross's 781 00:51:25,560 --> 00:51:29,359 Speaker 1: heart and fears. Of course, the idea that he would 782 00:51:29,400 --> 00:51:34,360 Speaker 1: harm anyone is this nonsense. Of the course, even homeland 783 00:51:34,400 --> 00:51:37,320 Speaker 1: security I knew that was nonsense and didn't bring charges. 784 00:51:38,239 --> 00:51:43,799 Speaker 1: A very fine looking young man about thirty three, gentle meditative, 785 00:51:44,480 --> 00:51:48,960 Speaker 1: a deep reader in economics, um, a writer, a sensitive 786 00:51:49,560 --> 00:51:52,040 Speaker 1: young man that's been in for eight years now, surely 787 00:51:52,280 --> 00:51:56,800 Speaker 1: has gotten the message and would never, never re offend 788 00:51:56,920 --> 00:52:00,320 Speaker 1: and would be a tremendous asset in the crypto world, 789 00:52:01,080 --> 00:52:03,960 Speaker 1: in the bitcoin world, as a speaker, as a teacher. 790 00:52:05,040 --> 00:52:07,200 Speaker 1: Lynn his mother told me that when Ross heard of 791 00:52:07,239 --> 00:52:11,600 Speaker 1: my release, he cried not out of self pity, but 792 00:52:11,640 --> 00:52:15,760 Speaker 1: out of happiness. Because we talked. We knew every every 793 00:52:15,840 --> 00:52:18,239 Speaker 1: detail of each other's cases and hopes and fears, and 794 00:52:18,400 --> 00:52:21,719 Speaker 1: every filing and everything about each other's families, and and 795 00:52:21,800 --> 00:52:25,719 Speaker 1: so we shared the fear and the dwindling hope and 796 00:52:25,800 --> 00:52:28,439 Speaker 1: the simple faith of a mustard seed, if you will, 797 00:52:28,440 --> 00:52:32,440 Speaker 1: in biblical terms, that it all might change. And when 798 00:52:32,520 --> 00:52:34,680 Speaker 1: it did for me, I guess the reservoirs, and and 799 00:52:34,800 --> 00:52:39,800 Speaker 1: Ross broke loose. I promised him that when I spoken 800 00:52:40,000 --> 00:52:43,400 Speaker 1: podcast or spoke publicly, I would always mention him and 801 00:52:44,719 --> 00:52:47,920 Speaker 1: draw public attention to his plight. It's time for him 802 00:52:47,960 --> 00:52:51,120 Speaker 1: to go home. The most heartbreaking thing to me with 803 00:52:51,239 --> 00:52:54,359 Speaker 1: Ross on the rare occasions I had visits was that 804 00:52:54,480 --> 00:52:59,839 Speaker 1: Ross always had visits every visiting period from a love 805 00:53:00,040 --> 00:53:05,279 Speaker 1: a French programmer woman that fell in love with Ross 806 00:53:05,280 --> 00:53:08,640 Speaker 1: while he was way. They had special permission to see 807 00:53:08,680 --> 00:53:11,120 Speaker 1: each other a lot. So I'd be in the visiting 808 00:53:11,200 --> 00:53:13,680 Speaker 1: room and she would come in. They would have a 809 00:53:13,719 --> 00:53:16,840 Speaker 1: brief hello and goodbye, just a brief brief hog and 810 00:53:17,560 --> 00:53:20,479 Speaker 1: spent hours talking. And I would sit there and think 811 00:53:20,480 --> 00:53:26,120 Speaker 1: to myself, how beautiful, but also how very very sad, 812 00:53:26,760 --> 00:53:29,680 Speaker 1: because these young people are still in the honeymoon phase. 813 00:53:29,840 --> 00:53:32,719 Speaker 1: He had only been in eight years, and so they 814 00:53:32,760 --> 00:53:37,280 Speaker 1: still had faith that something might miraculously changed by emotion, 815 00:53:37,920 --> 00:53:43,880 Speaker 1: habeas motion, some elegant legal argument, and they don't know 816 00:53:44,080 --> 00:53:49,759 Speaker 1: the dark, lonely years that stretched endlessly ahead. Ross could 817 00:53:49,800 --> 00:53:53,200 Speaker 1: be there twenty years, he could be there thirty years. 818 00:53:54,360 --> 00:53:57,319 Speaker 1: I've said goodbye to more than one inmate who has 819 00:53:57,360 --> 00:54:02,239 Speaker 1: done forty years. So my my heartward break watching them. 820 00:54:02,320 --> 00:54:05,840 Speaker 1: It is important that the public, the public that cares 821 00:54:05,880 --> 00:54:11,280 Speaker 1: about evolution of computers, evolution psychedelics, UH evolution of simple 822 00:54:11,640 --> 00:54:17,239 Speaker 1: humanity and freedom for the individual. Recognize that long term 823 00:54:17,280 --> 00:54:22,640 Speaker 1: imprisonment of the nonviolent what we've seen is uncivilized in 824 00:54:22,719 --> 00:54:24,880 Speaker 1: the eight or nine ten years is enough for anyone 825 00:54:25,239 --> 00:54:28,120 Speaker 1: for a nonviolent crime. No letter. I mean, of course, 826 00:54:28,160 --> 00:54:29,960 Speaker 1: I agree with you, and I think it's you know, 827 00:54:30,000 --> 00:54:33,279 Speaker 1: it's part of the dark side of America's exceptionalism that 828 00:54:33,400 --> 00:54:36,200 Speaker 1: not only have we broken all records in the history 829 00:54:36,200 --> 00:54:39,440 Speaker 1: of human civilization in terms of the percent of the 830 00:54:39,480 --> 00:54:42,520 Speaker 1: population or incarcerating, but also the way in which we 831 00:54:42,560 --> 00:54:45,240 Speaker 1: throw away so many hundreds of thousands of people's lives, 832 00:54:45,280 --> 00:54:47,719 Speaker 1: you know, for life, and these incredible amounts of time. 833 00:54:48,320 --> 00:54:50,440 Speaker 1: You know, I had heard you else. We're talking about 834 00:54:50,560 --> 00:54:53,839 Speaker 1: how you got through, you know, these decades thinking this 835 00:54:53,920 --> 00:54:55,840 Speaker 1: might be all it would ever be. And obviously you 836 00:54:55,840 --> 00:54:58,440 Speaker 1: were writing your legal briefs and those were time consuming. 837 00:54:58,480 --> 00:55:00,880 Speaker 1: And I read about how you talked about becoming a 838 00:55:00,880 --> 00:55:04,080 Speaker 1: big fan of nineteenth century British literature and reading vastly 839 00:55:04,120 --> 00:55:06,680 Speaker 1: in that way, and you had relationships with people like 840 00:55:06,840 --> 00:55:09,839 Speaker 1: Ross and others. I mean, there was that, But then 841 00:55:09,880 --> 00:55:12,600 Speaker 1: I think one other thing you did was you wrote 842 00:55:12,719 --> 00:55:15,399 Speaker 1: a book, and in reading about the book, it made 843 00:55:15,400 --> 00:55:17,520 Speaker 1: me think of the book that Sasha Shilgan and his 844 00:55:17,560 --> 00:55:19,960 Speaker 1: wife and wrote. They wrote a book called pekal p 845 00:55:20,120 --> 00:55:22,240 Speaker 1: I h k a l which stood for fin Athlens 846 00:55:22,280 --> 00:55:23,840 Speaker 1: I have known and loved. And the second half of 847 00:55:23,880 --> 00:55:26,719 Speaker 1: the book is basically the recipes for all these psychedelic substances, 848 00:55:26,960 --> 00:55:29,680 Speaker 1: but the first half is a sort of thinly disguised 849 00:55:29,719 --> 00:55:33,080 Speaker 1: autobiographical account of their lives. And they felt a need 850 00:55:33,239 --> 00:55:36,640 Speaker 1: to frame it his fiction because of the consequences of law. 851 00:55:37,200 --> 00:55:39,920 Speaker 1: And you wrote a book which I think integrated some 852 00:55:40,000 --> 00:55:44,200 Speaker 1: autobiographical um with some fictional elements as well. Maybe you 853 00:55:44,200 --> 00:55:47,520 Speaker 1: could just tell our listeners a bit about that. Thank you. 854 00:55:47,760 --> 00:55:53,160 Speaker 1: And the book is called The Rose of Paracelsus. Paracelsus 855 00:55:53,360 --> 00:55:58,440 Speaker 1: was a sixteenth century alchemists and Basel philosopher, and the 856 00:55:58,480 --> 00:56:01,880 Speaker 1: title is adapted from a short story by the Argentine 857 00:56:01,920 --> 00:56:06,760 Speaker 1: writer Jorge Luis Borges. I wrote this almost seven hundred 858 00:56:06,840 --> 00:56:11,680 Speaker 1: page tomb and pencil since there were only ten rickety 859 00:56:11,760 --> 00:56:15,120 Speaker 1: typewriters for eight hundred men, and they were only available 860 00:56:15,160 --> 00:56:17,560 Speaker 1: a few hours a day. But it was also very 861 00:56:17,560 --> 00:56:22,640 Speaker 1: nourishing to write by hand. I spent twenty years reading, 862 00:56:23,120 --> 00:56:27,760 Speaker 1: mostly Victorian edwater in literature, I found that a great respite. 863 00:56:28,600 --> 00:56:32,400 Speaker 1: When I looked up, there were bloody gang battles and 864 00:56:32,560 --> 00:56:36,400 Speaker 1: stabbings and killings, and loud speakers going off in tons 865 00:56:36,440 --> 00:56:39,520 Speaker 1: of razor wir and guard towers and flash band grenades 866 00:56:39,719 --> 00:56:45,400 Speaker 1: and tattooed faces with spider webs, And when I looked 867 00:56:45,400 --> 00:56:50,840 Speaker 1: down into the text, I might be in nineteen century England, 868 00:56:51,000 --> 00:56:57,880 Speaker 1: with carriages and horses and manners and a gentler world. 869 00:56:58,360 --> 00:57:02,719 Speaker 1: So it was easy to choose between the too. So 870 00:57:02,840 --> 00:57:06,680 Speaker 1: The Rose of paracelsis Um is written in a very mannered, 871 00:57:07,560 --> 00:57:12,960 Speaker 1: almost Victorian, almost archaic language. It will be familiar to 872 00:57:13,120 --> 00:57:17,000 Speaker 1: those that are devoted readers of literature, but may be 873 00:57:17,200 --> 00:57:20,720 Speaker 1: very difficult for those that expect a casual, breezy read. 874 00:57:21,960 --> 00:57:27,440 Speaker 1: The word craft is dense. There are puzzles and for shadowings, 875 00:57:28,560 --> 00:57:32,320 Speaker 1: and the little humor not all ponderous. But in writing it, 876 00:57:33,040 --> 00:57:38,680 Speaker 1: sitting in a sixty square foot steel cell forever, I 877 00:57:38,760 --> 00:57:41,840 Speaker 1: found myself trying to remember what the world looked like, 878 00:57:42,200 --> 00:57:48,479 Speaker 1: because after about five years you forget images. You still 879 00:57:48,480 --> 00:57:50,920 Speaker 1: see your family's face and your children's face, of course, 880 00:57:50,920 --> 00:57:53,560 Speaker 1: but not haven't seen a flower or dog or cat 881 00:57:54,800 --> 00:57:58,120 Speaker 1: or river, forest or tree in so many years that 882 00:57:58,880 --> 00:58:06,560 Speaker 1: these are majestic recollections, but they are evaporating quickly, and 883 00:58:06,640 --> 00:58:09,720 Speaker 1: so one tries to hold onto them. So and writing 884 00:58:09,760 --> 00:58:14,200 Speaker 1: the Rose, I tried to describe, for example, a great 885 00:58:14,240 --> 00:58:20,080 Speaker 1: forest and had some difficulty in doing that. Let's take 886 00:58:20,120 --> 00:58:33,720 Speaker 1: a break here and go to an ad Leonard. You know, 887 00:58:33,960 --> 00:58:36,280 Speaker 1: we really just met a few months ago, and so 888 00:58:36,360 --> 00:58:40,680 Speaker 1: I really know the letterd post this experience in prison. 889 00:58:41,240 --> 00:58:45,200 Speaker 1: But I'm curious when you reflect, or when people who 890 00:58:45,280 --> 00:58:50,080 Speaker 1: have known you for a very long time re encounter you. Now, um, 891 00:58:50,120 --> 00:58:53,640 Speaker 1: what are your your and their perceptions about how you 892 00:58:54,200 --> 00:58:59,200 Speaker 1: have changed or evolved as a human being, as a personality, um, 893 00:58:59,240 --> 00:59:04,280 Speaker 1: from your days before you went into that life sentence. Oh, 894 00:59:04,360 --> 00:59:08,480 Speaker 1: I can't see myself faithan, I don't know. I probably 895 00:59:09,040 --> 00:59:11,440 Speaker 1: I would put it as the younger version was probably 896 00:59:11,960 --> 00:59:18,920 Speaker 1: brash and excited and uh, perhaps overconfident. The current version, 897 00:59:20,440 --> 00:59:24,520 Speaker 1: which is twenty years on, is an elderly man with 898 00:59:24,840 --> 00:59:29,560 Speaker 1: quade a few wrinkles, but I still managed to twinkle, 899 00:59:30,240 --> 00:59:34,360 Speaker 1: and I have some laughs and a growing wonderful circle 900 00:59:34,440 --> 00:59:40,520 Speaker 1: of friends, and my family is reawakening. However, joyous the 901 00:59:40,680 --> 00:59:43,680 Speaker 1: times were just before my arrest. As you can possibly 902 00:59:43,720 --> 00:59:48,960 Speaker 1: imagine the complexity and ecstasies of those days, the simple 903 00:59:49,080 --> 00:59:54,760 Speaker 1: joys now our transcendent. I've never had more fun in 904 00:59:54,800 --> 00:59:58,680 Speaker 1: my life. And frankly the last few months, I have 905 00:59:58,760 --> 01:00:00,800 Speaker 1: to say I was amazed when he met in New 906 01:00:00,880 --> 01:00:03,120 Speaker 1: York a few months ago, and then when you were 907 01:00:03,160 --> 01:00:05,800 Speaker 1: in Boulder. We were both in Boulder for a meeting 908 01:00:05,840 --> 01:00:09,200 Speaker 1: involving also the psychedelics investment area, and then I think 909 01:00:09,200 --> 01:00:12,160 Speaker 1: you were visiting your son who is in medical school there. 910 01:00:12,640 --> 01:00:15,200 Speaker 1: But I was just blown away at the way here 911 01:00:15,200 --> 01:00:17,680 Speaker 1: you are. When you went away twenty years ago, technology 912 01:00:17,800 --> 01:00:21,840 Speaker 1: was so radically different, and here you are reconnecting, connecting 913 01:00:21,840 --> 01:00:25,280 Speaker 1: with whole new worlds of people getting deeply engaged in 914 01:00:25,280 --> 01:00:28,320 Speaker 1: the whole new you know, breakout research with psychedelics and 915 01:00:28,360 --> 01:00:31,080 Speaker 1: the investment side of that. You're introducing me to people 916 01:00:31,120 --> 01:00:33,480 Speaker 1: I didn't know in this field, which was really quite 917 01:00:33,480 --> 01:00:36,840 Speaker 1: special for me. And I was just struck by you 918 01:00:36,880 --> 01:00:39,160 Speaker 1: know how well. I mean, maybe it's just a kind 919 01:00:39,160 --> 01:00:41,360 Speaker 1: of quasi facade and you go back at home at 920 01:00:41,440 --> 01:00:43,800 Speaker 1: night and collapse in some pile because of what you've 921 01:00:43,840 --> 01:00:47,560 Speaker 1: been through, but it's quite extraordinary to see you. I mean, 922 01:00:47,600 --> 01:00:49,560 Speaker 1: here we are in crazy Manhattan a few months ago, 923 01:00:49,600 --> 01:00:52,960 Speaker 1: and you seem perfectly fine. I wonder if if that 924 01:00:53,000 --> 01:00:55,560 Speaker 1: many people could come out of your experience of twenty 925 01:00:55,640 --> 01:01:00,280 Speaker 1: years of incarceration in a maximum security federal correctional institute Susan, 926 01:01:00,560 --> 01:01:03,320 Speaker 1: most of which spent hopelessly thinking you will never get out, 927 01:01:03,760 --> 01:01:07,200 Speaker 1: and come out with that level of vitality and youthfulness 928 01:01:07,240 --> 01:01:11,040 Speaker 1: and high spirit and renewed curiosity about all around you. 929 01:01:11,480 --> 01:01:13,200 Speaker 1: I mean, what you're saying here, it does seem like 930 01:01:13,200 --> 01:01:15,040 Speaker 1: you're having the time of your life. That this is this, 931 01:01:15,480 --> 01:01:18,360 Speaker 1: you know, monumental gift that has been presented to you 932 01:01:18,400 --> 01:01:21,720 Speaker 1: to make the most of. Uh, You're You're absolutely right, Ethan. 933 01:01:21,760 --> 01:01:25,640 Speaker 1: It was like, frankly, it's with a circle of friends 934 01:01:25,680 --> 01:01:30,760 Speaker 1: and startups and investors and just the expanding social nature 935 01:01:30,760 --> 01:01:34,880 Speaker 1: of the world, which is increasingly intensifying, especially the psychedelic 936 01:01:35,120 --> 01:01:38,320 Speaker 1: revolution that's now occurring. It feels like coming home. I 937 01:01:38,360 --> 01:01:43,320 Speaker 1: feel warmly received wherever I go. It's like a party 938 01:01:43,360 --> 01:01:47,280 Speaker 1: where everyone knows each other and it's all okay, and 939 01:01:47,400 --> 01:01:51,120 Speaker 1: one's words are received well and one's thoughts are respected, 940 01:01:51,160 --> 01:01:56,240 Speaker 1: and uh, there's mutual respect, Rick Shan about it's a 941 01:01:56,240 --> 01:01:58,920 Speaker 1: new world. You know, it wasn't so long ago, Eathan, 942 01:01:59,760 --> 01:02:02,280 Speaker 1: that if you mentioned the words psychedelic, you risk your career, 943 01:02:02,800 --> 01:02:06,760 Speaker 1: and certainly in academia. And now it's a worldwide conversation 944 01:02:06,840 --> 01:02:10,440 Speaker 1: of we hope a great promise for new medicines. And 945 01:02:11,120 --> 01:02:14,520 Speaker 1: now this may or might not occur, that's entirely another conversation, 946 01:02:14,600 --> 01:02:18,640 Speaker 1: but things look very promising. So it's a type of 947 01:02:18,680 --> 01:02:26,040 Speaker 1: reaffirmation and redemption and helps forget all the suffering. M hm. Well, 948 01:02:26,080 --> 01:02:28,800 Speaker 1: so let me ask you about this, this new focus 949 01:02:28,800 --> 01:02:31,560 Speaker 1: of your life, because I mean, look, quite frankly, almost 950 01:02:31,640 --> 01:02:34,200 Speaker 1: entirely because of you, it's possible that I may soon 951 01:02:34,320 --> 01:02:37,240 Speaker 1: become an advisor for the first time in my life 952 01:02:37,280 --> 01:02:39,960 Speaker 1: to a for profit investment fund that's investing in a 953 01:02:40,080 --> 01:02:42,840 Speaker 1: host of psychedelic enterprises. And so I think you and 954 01:02:42,880 --> 01:02:47,000 Speaker 1: I probably share the kind of both worries and hopes 955 01:02:47,360 --> 01:02:49,919 Speaker 1: of this. I mean, not just the the incredible work 956 01:02:49,960 --> 01:02:52,760 Speaker 1: that's been sponsored by MAPS, you know, Rick Doblin's Multi 957 01:02:52,800 --> 01:02:55,120 Speaker 1: Disparity Association of Psychelic Studies, you know all it's a 958 01:02:55,160 --> 01:02:57,880 Speaker 1: wonderful work on m d m A and public education 959 01:02:58,000 --> 01:03:00,800 Speaker 1: and all of that, and the Heftress Society, the group 960 01:03:00,800 --> 01:03:03,480 Speaker 1: of academics who have been involved in this research for 961 01:03:03,520 --> 01:03:06,200 Speaker 1: a few decades or more now, but now with the 962 01:03:06,240 --> 01:03:10,640 Speaker 1: whole growth of the commercialized for profit side, which seems 963 01:03:10,680 --> 01:03:13,600 Speaker 1: to hold the potential to provide the hundreds of millions 964 01:03:13,640 --> 01:03:17,040 Speaker 1: of dollars in funding that could not be raised philanthropically 965 01:03:17,160 --> 01:03:20,280 Speaker 1: and therefore is expediting the whole evolution. And yet on 966 01:03:20,280 --> 01:03:23,720 Speaker 1: the other hand, it involves commercialization and as you said, 967 01:03:24,280 --> 01:03:25,840 Speaker 1: the risk that this will be taken in the wrong 968 01:03:25,880 --> 01:03:29,840 Speaker 1: direction by companies that are seeking to maximize profit by 969 01:03:29,880 --> 01:03:33,600 Speaker 1: you know, securing patents and excluding others, or by manufacturers 970 01:03:33,640 --> 01:03:36,240 Speaker 1: who don't really care about the special properties what they're producing, 971 01:03:36,280 --> 01:03:39,560 Speaker 1: but only the market potential. You know what's going on 972 01:03:39,640 --> 01:03:42,720 Speaker 1: now from your perspective, I mean, is this really a 973 01:03:42,760 --> 01:03:45,680 Speaker 1: bubble that's gonna burst and it'll just be a small 974 01:03:45,760 --> 01:03:49,680 Speaker 1: number of players left? Is the reason why the psilocybin 975 01:03:49,800 --> 01:03:52,480 Speaker 1: thing is looming so large now in M D M A. 976 01:03:52,680 --> 01:03:54,640 Speaker 1: But are we going to see more stuff with mescalin 977 01:03:55,160 --> 01:03:58,520 Speaker 1: and LSD down the road? Um? Do you think it 978 01:03:58,560 --> 01:04:01,160 Speaker 1: really will replace you know, the SSR eyes or other 979 01:04:01,440 --> 01:04:04,920 Speaker 1: you know substances. You know, pharmaceuticals that are taken daily 980 01:04:05,000 --> 01:04:07,480 Speaker 1: by large numbers of people and make you know, pharmacy 981 01:04:07,640 --> 01:04:10,880 Speaker 1: companies vast profits, but with you know, only modest efficacy. 982 01:04:11,080 --> 01:04:13,880 Speaker 1: So I just thrown three different sorts of questions about 983 01:04:13,920 --> 01:04:15,920 Speaker 1: the future. But take a swing at any one of 984 01:04:15,960 --> 01:04:19,000 Speaker 1: those you care too. Oh, my goodness, that's quite a 985 01:04:19,040 --> 01:04:22,160 Speaker 1: breath of questions. Let me go back to say how 986 01:04:22,200 --> 01:04:24,960 Speaker 1: much you admire the work of Rick Doblin with MAPS. 987 01:04:25,000 --> 01:04:28,640 Speaker 1: I was privileged to be at Rick's PhD thesis defense 988 01:04:28,960 --> 01:04:32,040 Speaker 1: at the Kennedy School. Uh, I can no goodness ninety 989 01:04:32,080 --> 01:04:35,439 Speaker 1: six and uh have come to admire the great work 990 01:04:35,480 --> 01:04:39,440 Speaker 1: done by MAPS and by the Hefter Foundation. Dr David Nichols, 991 01:04:39,520 --> 01:04:42,840 Speaker 1: the foremost medicinal chemists in the world, was an early 992 01:04:42,960 --> 01:04:48,440 Speaker 1: founder tremendous early and visionary work, and both those organizations 993 01:04:48,480 --> 01:04:53,160 Speaker 1: were formed in days where the specter of psychedelic drugs 994 01:04:53,200 --> 01:04:59,240 Speaker 1: being used for healings was marginalized, if not ridiculed. So 995 01:04:59,280 --> 01:05:02,200 Speaker 1: it took quite a bit courage of Rick and Dr 996 01:05:02,280 --> 01:05:06,800 Speaker 1: Nichols to act upon their vision, often at the possibility 997 01:05:06,800 --> 01:05:10,080 Speaker 1: of the wrong direction of their careers. But now it's 998 01:05:10,360 --> 01:05:14,320 Speaker 1: all come round And here we are, with over three 999 01:05:14,800 --> 01:05:20,200 Speaker 1: corporations in counting now formed, some valued at a billion dollars. 1000 01:05:20,320 --> 01:05:26,320 Speaker 1: Compas Pathways, a tie cybin mind med all evolving out 1001 01:05:26,320 --> 01:05:30,640 Speaker 1: of effectively the twenty fifteen publication The Journal of psycho 1002 01:05:30,640 --> 01:05:36,480 Speaker 1: Pharmacology by Roland Griffiths at Hopkins the Study of Psilocybin 1003 01:05:36,480 --> 01:05:41,000 Speaker 1: and Depression, and Rick's early faith that m d M 1004 01:05:41,040 --> 01:05:44,840 Speaker 1: A would be useful for PTSD. And here we are. 1005 01:05:45,160 --> 01:05:48,720 Speaker 1: Are we in a bubble? Of course, I'm a rather 1006 01:05:48,800 --> 01:05:54,560 Speaker 1: elderly and devoted hippie who might proselytize. Even so, I 1007 01:05:54,600 --> 01:05:58,400 Speaker 1: think that we're in a time of tremendous enthusiasm, perhaps 1008 01:05:58,960 --> 01:06:03,240 Speaker 1: a little too much in phusiasm, in the sense that, um, 1009 01:06:03,320 --> 01:06:06,680 Speaker 1: you have a core of true believers that hope that 1010 01:06:06,760 --> 01:06:12,080 Speaker 1: these drugs will be useful for various psychiatric illnesses, and 1011 01:06:12,120 --> 01:06:15,240 Speaker 1: indeed they're powerful, and indeed they may and the results 1012 01:06:15,760 --> 01:06:20,440 Speaker 1: seem very promising. But I see an enthusiasm that perhaps 1013 01:06:20,560 --> 01:06:24,440 Speaker 1: is too broad. These compounds are not a panacea for 1014 01:06:24,560 --> 01:06:29,320 Speaker 1: all known maladies, but the corportization. In the corporization field, 1015 01:06:29,360 --> 01:06:36,640 Speaker 1: we see, um, every known psychedelic being promoted. Salvan orn 1016 01:06:36,640 --> 01:06:42,520 Speaker 1: A fiber toxic d MT, mascular psilocybin slosion, every analog 1017 01:06:42,640 --> 01:06:48,240 Speaker 1: ketamine clinics are popping up worldwide. It's all happening, all 1018 01:06:48,280 --> 01:06:52,840 Speaker 1: at once, billions of dollars, hundreds, if not thousands of 1019 01:06:53,160 --> 01:06:57,320 Speaker 1: chemists and psychiatrists and neuroscientists all focusing in this field. 1020 01:06:58,160 --> 01:07:01,520 Speaker 1: A milestone was reached the other day a by Francis Collins, 1021 01:07:01,800 --> 01:07:06,560 Speaker 1: director of the National Institutions of Health, truly eminent and 1022 01:07:06,680 --> 01:07:12,280 Speaker 1: conservative leading figurehead, who said psychedelics may well be useful. 1023 01:07:13,280 --> 01:07:17,160 Speaker 1: So looking carefully at a number of pitch decks each 1024 01:07:17,160 --> 01:07:21,080 Speaker 1: week that come across my desk and seeing the range 1025 01:07:21,480 --> 01:07:26,920 Speaker 1: of new founders and ideas. Some are not strongly scientifically supported, 1026 01:07:27,320 --> 01:07:32,320 Speaker 1: others are true gems and may become major major institutions. 1027 01:07:33,440 --> 01:07:35,200 Speaker 1: That all said, I do feel that we're in a 1028 01:07:35,440 --> 01:07:39,520 Speaker 1: classic bubble stock wise, and that within the next two 1029 01:07:39,600 --> 01:07:43,160 Speaker 1: or three years it probably will be a shakeout. Depending 1030 01:07:43,200 --> 01:07:47,360 Speaker 1: upon the outcomes of the initial clinical trials. MAPS will 1031 01:07:47,400 --> 01:07:51,080 Speaker 1: report first on m b m A, followed by mind 1032 01:07:51,120 --> 01:07:55,040 Speaker 1: med Syban Paul cybin. The outcomes of these trials, which 1033 01:07:55,080 --> 01:07:58,440 Speaker 1: are self reported by the sponsoring corporation and must be 1034 01:07:58,520 --> 01:08:03,000 Speaker 1: by federal law, may define the industry. A trial that 1035 01:08:03,040 --> 01:08:07,080 Speaker 1: goes south will deflate valuations. Trial that is promising in 1036 01:08:07,160 --> 01:08:11,720 Speaker 1: phase two will enhance valuations. But keep in mind, across 1037 01:08:11,760 --> 01:08:17,960 Speaker 1: pharmaceuticals and their entirety, even antibiotics, only fourteen percent of 1038 01:08:18,040 --> 01:08:21,280 Speaker 1: new drugs are approved by f d A. I suspect 1039 01:08:21,439 --> 01:08:26,120 Speaker 1: that psychedelics will receive no less scrutiny than any drug, 1040 01:08:26,160 --> 01:08:29,479 Speaker 1: and perhaps far more so. We had better be right, 1041 01:08:30,600 --> 01:08:33,479 Speaker 1: and I think in some cases, h we are right. 1042 01:08:34,200 --> 01:08:36,799 Speaker 1: But folks, hold under your head. We're in the wild 1043 01:08:36,800 --> 01:08:38,479 Speaker 1: West and the next few years is going to be 1044 01:08:38,600 --> 01:08:42,439 Speaker 1: quite a ride. Yeah. Well, Leonard, you know, back in 1045 01:08:42,520 --> 01:08:45,880 Speaker 1: your days of freedom in the nineties and you cut 1046 01:08:45,920 --> 01:08:50,280 Speaker 1: your master's degree to Kennedy School. Uh, you worked with 1047 01:08:50,320 --> 01:08:52,760 Speaker 1: an academic, Mark Leman, who was a devoted friend of 1048 01:08:52,760 --> 01:08:55,080 Speaker 1: yours and a bit of a friend of me of mine. Um. 1049 01:08:55,160 --> 01:08:57,880 Speaker 1: But you know, you wrote a brilliant paper about fentinel 1050 01:08:58,360 --> 01:09:00,800 Speaker 1: at a time when few people knew it was and 1051 01:09:00,840 --> 01:09:04,519 Speaker 1: you correctly predicted that this could potentially become a great 1052 01:09:04,560 --> 01:09:07,559 Speaker 1: threat to public health. And you missed a bit by 1053 01:09:07,560 --> 01:09:09,720 Speaker 1: thinking that it might be Russia that would emerge as 1054 01:09:09,720 --> 01:09:12,479 Speaker 1: a major source rather than China. But I'm curious bringing 1055 01:09:12,479 --> 01:09:15,600 Speaker 1: back the psychelics area. Does China have a feature in 1056 01:09:15,640 --> 01:09:18,439 Speaker 1: this psychedelics area? I mean, you see them playing this 1057 01:09:18,600 --> 01:09:21,240 Speaker 1: role kind of illegally on the fenital thing. You see 1058 01:09:21,240 --> 01:09:23,240 Speaker 1: them playing a role as a pioneer on some of 1059 01:09:23,280 --> 01:09:26,600 Speaker 1: the e cigarette stuff for better and worse. What about psychedelics? 1060 01:09:26,600 --> 01:09:31,479 Speaker 1: How interesting you should ask that ethan UH. China, of course, 1061 01:09:31,520 --> 01:09:38,040 Speaker 1: has the world's largest pharmaceutical industry fifty thousand or so firms, 1062 01:09:38,640 --> 01:09:43,400 Speaker 1: and its rather loosely regulated, hence the rather grave influx 1063 01:09:43,439 --> 01:09:47,640 Speaker 1: of every known analog of fentanyl into Europe. Some are 1064 01:09:47,720 --> 01:09:50,519 Speaker 1: quite impotent, you know, four thousand times the ponency of 1065 01:09:50,560 --> 01:09:54,360 Speaker 1: morphine UH, and China, of course is the primary source country, 1066 01:09:54,439 --> 01:09:59,639 Speaker 1: although Mexico, certain Mexican labs have been devastating in terms 1067 01:09:59,680 --> 01:10:03,439 Speaker 1: of the ethality of their production. It's it's difficult to 1068 01:10:03,479 --> 01:10:08,840 Speaker 1: answer your question on that ethan. Has China wakened the psychedelics? No, 1069 01:10:09,280 --> 01:10:14,040 Speaker 1: it has not. UM. I keep a spreadsheet of UM 1070 01:10:14,080 --> 01:10:19,519 Speaker 1: every known startup I can find over three and nothing 1071 01:10:19,600 --> 01:10:24,439 Speaker 1: coming out of China. A few Japanese pharmacutical firms are 1072 01:10:24,479 --> 01:10:31,160 Speaker 1: looking somewhat at isomers of ketamine, but China remains the 1073 01:10:31,200 --> 01:10:35,640 Speaker 1: sleeping giant. I feel that it would be wise of 1074 01:10:35,760 --> 01:10:40,040 Speaker 1: activists in this field, especially the corporate figures, to reach 1075 01:10:40,080 --> 01:10:45,000 Speaker 1: out to Chinese venture capital firms and attempt to engage 1076 01:10:45,040 --> 01:10:48,320 Speaker 1: them and excite them UH into this realm. I think 1077 01:10:48,320 --> 01:10:51,679 Speaker 1: that additional billions will flow into research if we managed 1078 01:10:51,680 --> 01:10:55,200 Speaker 1: to do that. Johnah being very conservative, having no broad 1079 01:10:55,320 --> 01:10:58,400 Speaker 1: underground as we do in the States. In Europe, there 1080 01:10:58,520 --> 01:11:01,120 Speaker 1: was no Brotherhood of Eatun in Love in the sixties 1081 01:11:01,400 --> 01:11:04,439 Speaker 1: putting out tens of millions of doses, So they have 1082 01:11:04,479 --> 01:11:08,800 Speaker 1: no mature investors who had dazzling insights around campfires in 1083 01:11:08,840 --> 01:11:12,640 Speaker 1: their youth. There's no Chinese versions of our San Francisco 1084 01:11:13,200 --> 01:11:16,760 Speaker 1: young billionaires, but those of us that have Chinese connections, 1085 01:11:17,120 --> 01:11:20,360 Speaker 1: I'm looking at the direction personally, UH might do well 1086 01:11:20,920 --> 01:11:25,519 Speaker 1: to try for a clinical trial and Shendong Province or 1087 01:11:25,680 --> 01:11:30,280 Speaker 1: or Beijing or Hong Kong and gently awakened the Chinese 1088 01:11:30,280 --> 01:11:32,840 Speaker 1: to this as part of the oral community. Yeah, well, 1089 01:11:32,840 --> 01:11:35,160 Speaker 1: I'm interesting to see. I think China. The Chinese government 1090 01:11:35,160 --> 01:11:37,360 Speaker 1: played a sort of leading role a few years ago 1091 01:11:37,479 --> 01:11:40,439 Speaker 1: in a very bad way and trying to ban the 1092 01:11:40,560 --> 01:11:42,840 Speaker 1: use of kenamine more broadly, uh. You know much of 1093 01:11:42,840 --> 01:11:45,240 Speaker 1: the world kenemine is used for pain relief where opioids 1094 01:11:45,280 --> 01:11:47,519 Speaker 1: are not available. But let let me finish with one 1095 01:11:47,680 --> 01:11:53,400 Speaker 1: last question. So as all of these news psychedelic compounds 1096 01:11:53,439 --> 01:11:56,880 Speaker 1: are being created by changing a molecule here and there, 1097 01:11:57,360 --> 01:11:59,920 Speaker 1: um and sometimes not psychedelic compounds as well, is there 1098 01:12:00,000 --> 01:12:03,120 Speaker 1: anything out there on the horizon that you think shows 1099 01:12:03,600 --> 01:12:07,080 Speaker 1: really exceptional interests that would take matters beyond where we 1100 01:12:07,160 --> 01:12:10,120 Speaker 1: have with m D, M A LSD the basics that 1101 01:12:10,160 --> 01:12:12,719 Speaker 1: are out there, are there new compounds that you're aware 1102 01:12:12,720 --> 01:12:15,639 Speaker 1: of that could land up being approved or show Greek 1103 01:12:15,680 --> 01:12:18,479 Speaker 1: potential in one way or another. Well, keep in mind 1104 01:12:18,479 --> 01:12:23,440 Speaker 1: that ethan with the corporatization which has stimulated enormous advances 1105 01:12:23,479 --> 01:12:27,320 Speaker 1: and intensity of new medicinal chemists working feverishly at their 1106 01:12:27,360 --> 01:12:33,519 Speaker 1: benches with novel methods of invention and manufacturer. With this 1107 01:12:34,000 --> 01:12:38,320 Speaker 1: huge um illicit activity going on now, we are seeing 1108 01:12:38,760 --> 01:12:42,639 Speaker 1: historically for the first time, the advent of tens of thousands, 1109 01:12:42,680 --> 01:12:47,040 Speaker 1: of hundreds of thousands of molecular variants. These generally in 1110 01:12:47,120 --> 01:12:50,600 Speaker 1: previous years twenty years ago would be published in the 1111 01:12:50,640 --> 01:12:55,320 Speaker 1: scientific journals for everyone to see. But with the corportization. 1112 01:12:55,439 --> 01:12:59,040 Speaker 1: Such things are proprietary, I'm told every week, even under 1113 01:12:59,120 --> 01:13:02,000 Speaker 1: nondisclosure E meant that, oh, I'm sorry, we can't share 1114 01:13:02,040 --> 01:13:08,080 Speaker 1: our patent application. So the work is becoming oddly clandestine. 1115 01:13:08,160 --> 01:13:12,679 Speaker 1: Yet again, uh that all said, since I can't point 1116 01:13:12,720 --> 01:13:17,280 Speaker 1: any specific compound, I can say with some confidence that 1117 01:13:17,360 --> 01:13:22,599 Speaker 1: we will see a variety of new creatures appear. Most 1118 01:13:22,640 --> 01:13:25,600 Speaker 1: of these new creatures will be not very interesting, a 1119 01:13:25,600 --> 01:13:29,839 Speaker 1: psychedelic wash show of buzz if you will, uh somewhat 1120 01:13:29,920 --> 01:13:36,800 Speaker 1: change of consciousness. Some will be, hopefully most precious. They 1121 01:13:36,840 --> 01:13:42,320 Speaker 1: will resolve post traumatic disorders. They may resolve postpartum depression, 1122 01:13:43,080 --> 01:13:47,400 Speaker 1: may resolve certain types of anxiety. They may replace parts 1123 01:13:47,439 --> 01:13:51,080 Speaker 1: of pharmacopeia, or they may replace certain types of ss rs. 1124 01:13:51,200 --> 01:13:54,360 Speaker 1: Although that's quite a reach to say that. But the 1125 01:13:54,439 --> 01:13:58,800 Speaker 1: fear I have is that within this great generation of 1126 01:13:59,080 --> 01:14:05,080 Speaker 1: new creatures, some may be rather difficult little beast and 1127 01:14:05,200 --> 01:14:10,960 Speaker 1: proved to be quite addictive or quite lethal. Um. We've 1128 01:14:11,000 --> 01:14:14,000 Speaker 1: already seen an example of this um coming out of 1129 01:14:14,040 --> 01:14:17,400 Speaker 1: the Free University of Berlin back about two thousand six, 1130 01:14:17,479 --> 01:14:21,280 Speaker 1: a post TALC. There was Tinkering, one of Sasa's variations 1131 01:14:21,280 --> 01:14:24,240 Speaker 1: on his remarkable drug to c B, which is a 1132 01:14:24,280 --> 01:14:30,120 Speaker 1: worldwide recreational compound now, and this fellow, a decent researcher exploring, 1133 01:14:30,520 --> 01:14:33,680 Speaker 1: did a series of modifications and he came up with 1134 01:14:33,720 --> 01:14:37,240 Speaker 1: something called, for lack of a better chemical name, in 1135 01:14:37,560 --> 01:14:40,720 Speaker 1: the bomb. And in bomb turned out to be a 1136 01:14:40,760 --> 01:14:46,160 Speaker 1: psychedelic very potent about oh eight micrograms as potent as LSD, 1137 01:14:46,840 --> 01:14:51,000 Speaker 1: and so this was immediately seized upon by hasty underground 1138 01:14:51,000 --> 01:14:55,559 Speaker 1: people and distributed as LSD. The problem was and it 1139 01:14:55,640 --> 01:14:59,000 Speaker 1: was quite lethal. There were a number of deaths. So 1140 01:15:00,080 --> 01:15:03,840 Speaker 1: my fear is that within this great search and great 1141 01:15:03,840 --> 01:15:09,920 Speaker 1: discovery of thousands and thousands of quite remarkable compounds, we'll 1142 01:15:09,920 --> 01:15:13,080 Speaker 1: see it go both ways. We may see a new 1143 01:15:13,160 --> 01:15:15,600 Speaker 1: drug that will sweep the world and as a positive 1144 01:15:15,640 --> 01:15:20,320 Speaker 1: benefit upon humanity, ranging for medical use to personal seeking, 1145 01:15:20,360 --> 01:15:23,479 Speaker 1: if you will, and it may replace in large part 1146 01:15:23,520 --> 01:15:27,240 Speaker 1: the legacy compounds LSD, D MT, mescalin, psilocybin. But I 1147 01:15:27,280 --> 01:15:30,960 Speaker 1: think along with that we may also see some some 1148 01:15:31,080 --> 01:15:35,400 Speaker 1: most unfortunate things occur. Yes, it's a responsibility in the 1149 01:15:35,439 --> 01:15:42,280 Speaker 1: psychedelic community to suppress one and promote the other. I mean, so, Leonard, 1150 01:15:42,360 --> 01:15:46,599 Speaker 1: when you were allegedly involved in production and certainly involved 1151 01:15:46,600 --> 01:15:49,759 Speaker 1: in this world and his brotherhood. What was your thinking 1152 01:15:49,800 --> 01:15:53,040 Speaker 1: about about the broader consequences. I mean, did you basically 1153 01:15:53,160 --> 01:15:56,640 Speaker 1: see the use of LSD by millions or tens of 1154 01:15:56,680 --> 01:15:59,880 Speaker 1: millions of people as a generally positive thing, notwithstanding the 1155 01:16:00,080 --> 01:16:02,439 Speaker 1: risks um And then when you you know, fast forward 1156 01:16:02,439 --> 01:16:04,559 Speaker 1: to today, we are a lot of this is moving 1157 01:16:04,560 --> 01:16:08,200 Speaker 1: forward in this kind of medical research environment, even as 1158 01:16:08,400 --> 01:16:10,720 Speaker 1: larger and larger numbers of people are doing it outside 1159 01:16:10,720 --> 01:16:14,200 Speaker 1: that setting. What is your thinking it hopes these will 1160 01:16:14,280 --> 01:16:18,240 Speaker 1: be the whole endgame of this. That's a difficult question, Nathan. 1161 01:16:18,320 --> 01:16:22,799 Speaker 1: I think back to our thinking as very young people 1162 01:16:22,800 --> 01:16:27,760 Speaker 1: in the sixties, when we were three. The young people 1163 01:16:27,760 --> 01:16:32,400 Speaker 1: of the era had great hope that the insights provided 1164 01:16:33,240 --> 01:16:38,439 Speaker 1: by these compounds would alter society and benevolent ways, to 1165 01:16:38,520 --> 01:16:47,040 Speaker 1: become less militaristic, less unaware of the environment, more aware 1166 01:16:47,080 --> 01:16:50,960 Speaker 1: of each other, to be delighted by the gifts of 1167 01:16:50,960 --> 01:16:54,759 Speaker 1: the mind. And then over the years I saw people 1168 01:16:54,800 --> 01:16:58,080 Speaker 1: being lost in different things, lost in methamphetamine and heroin 1169 01:16:58,080 --> 01:17:02,200 Speaker 1: addiction and cocaine addiction, all those malaises that went on forever. 1170 01:17:02,760 --> 01:17:06,000 Speaker 1: And I saw those horrors quite close up and deaths 1171 01:17:06,040 --> 01:17:11,599 Speaker 1: from them, and so I often remark when when so asked, 1172 01:17:12,400 --> 01:17:16,080 Speaker 1: is it best that everybody take LSD? I would say no. 1173 01:17:16,240 --> 01:17:20,040 Speaker 1: I think LSD or any psychedelic is only for a 1174 01:17:20,120 --> 01:17:23,439 Speaker 1: certain section of the population. May be a minority of 1175 01:17:23,479 --> 01:17:28,080 Speaker 1: the population. It's for some people, but not everyone. In 1176 01:17:28,200 --> 01:17:30,720 Speaker 1: terms of the many analogs proliferating and the tendency of 1177 01:17:30,920 --> 01:17:33,360 Speaker 1: young people to try every known drug in the book 1178 01:17:33,840 --> 01:17:37,680 Speaker 1: available freely online these days, I would say that we 1179 01:17:37,720 --> 01:17:41,479 Speaker 1: should remember that after all our explorations, we have to 1180 01:17:41,479 --> 01:17:45,000 Speaker 1: come home. We have to come home to the natural mind, 1181 01:17:46,000 --> 01:17:48,640 Speaker 1: the place where we began as young people, before we 1182 01:17:48,680 --> 01:17:54,719 Speaker 1: had exposure to these substances or to extreme experiences, the simple, 1183 01:17:54,800 --> 01:17:59,760 Speaker 1: pure place that as our ultimate gift, that which we 1184 01:17:59,840 --> 01:18:06,240 Speaker 1: be and from and with luck and vision will return too. 1185 01:18:07,600 --> 01:18:10,120 Speaker 1: So I think that after all of the expirations and 1186 01:18:10,160 --> 01:18:15,439 Speaker 1: all the corporatizations, on all the excitement, that we simply 1187 01:18:15,479 --> 01:18:20,960 Speaker 1: remember to to come home in the natural mind. Mm hmm, Well, 1188 01:18:21,040 --> 01:18:24,200 Speaker 1: Leonard Um, let's just hope that the spirit that animated 1189 01:18:24,240 --> 01:18:27,799 Speaker 1: you and others allegedly involved in the Brotherhood of Underground 1190 01:18:27,880 --> 01:18:31,200 Speaker 1: Chemists continues to infuse the field of research in this 1191 01:18:31,360 --> 01:18:34,160 Speaker 1: area into the future. I want to thank you ever 1192 01:18:34,280 --> 01:18:37,559 Speaker 1: so much for being my guest today. It's been a 1193 01:18:37,560 --> 01:18:39,720 Speaker 1: pleasure to connect with you in recent months, and I 1194 01:18:39,760 --> 01:18:43,719 Speaker 1: look forward to our future intersections with every greater frequency 1195 01:18:43,720 --> 01:18:46,360 Speaker 1: in the future. So thank you, very very very much. 1196 01:18:46,840 --> 01:18:49,240 Speaker 1: Thank you so much, Ethan. Wonderful to see you again. 1197 01:18:49,320 --> 01:18:54,439 Speaker 1: I look forward to many future conversations. Psychoactive is a 1198 01:18:54,439 --> 01:18:58,040 Speaker 1: production of I Heart Radio and Protozoa Pictures. It's hosted 1199 01:18:58,040 --> 01:19:01,360 Speaker 1: by me Ethan Needelman. It's produce used by Katcha Kumkova 1200 01:19:01,479 --> 01:19:05,960 Speaker 1: and Ben Cabrick. 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And 1210 01:19:43,720 --> 01:19:45,840 Speaker 1: if you couldn't keep track of all this, find the 1211 01:19:45,880 --> 01:19:53,320 Speaker 1: information in the show notes. So next week we're gonna 1212 01:19:53,320 --> 01:19:56,719 Speaker 1: do something different. I'll have my old friend and drug 1213 01:19:56,760 --> 01:20:00,879 Speaker 1: expert Dr Julie Holland joined me in and towering questions 1214 01:20:01,040 --> 01:20:03,680 Speaker 1: from you, the audience. I don't have to pee in 1215 01:20:03,720 --> 01:20:06,080 Speaker 1: a cup to talk to you, do I, Ethan? Oh? Well, 1216 01:20:06,120 --> 01:20:07,640 Speaker 1: you know people used to say if you wanted a 1217 01:20:07,720 --> 01:20:10,040 Speaker 1: job at Drug Policy Alliance, you needed to fail a 1218 01:20:10,080 --> 01:20:15,120 Speaker 1: drug test, but that was never true. Subscribe to Cycleactive now, 1219 01:20:15,240 --> 01:20:16,040 Speaker 1: see it, don't miss it.