WEBVTT - Ep. 414: If He Wanted To, He Will 0:00:00.200 --> 0:00:01.000 Speaks to the planet. 0:00:01.000 --> 0:00:02.560 I'll go by the name of Charlamagne of God and 0:00:02.560 --> 0:00:04.920 guess what, I can't wait to see y'all at the 0:00:04.960 --> 0:00:08.319 third annual Black Effect Podcast Festival. That's right, We're coming 0:00:08.400 --> 0:00:11.360 back to Atlanta, Georgia, Saturday, April twenty six at Poeman 0:00:11.440 --> 0:00:15.000 Yards and it's hosted by none other than Decisions, Decisions, Man, 0:00:15.080 --> 0:00:17.680 DyB and Weezy. 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I don't think you should say 0:00:48.320 --> 0:00:51.560 the Decisions. It sounded like you was talking to Kursky. 0:00:51.960 --> 0:00:55.080 You definitely say to welcome, Welcome to the new podcast 0:00:55.920 --> 0:00:59.000 how about you want to say together the Decisions Decisions. 0:01:00.200 --> 0:01:05.640 Welcome guys to another episode of Decisions Decisions. 0:01:06.080 --> 0:01:07.360 I'm your girl, Mandy. 0:01:07.160 --> 0:01:12.320 V Mandy is geek, y'all, don't do that, y We 0:01:12.319 --> 0:01:14.400 had a great photo shoot today. I woke up at 0:01:14.400 --> 0:01:17.320 five in the morning for this shit. I'm over it. 0:01:17.400 --> 0:01:20.520 But bitch, let me tell you how over it I am. Yo, 0:01:20.600 --> 0:01:23.200 Nigga sent you flowers. My nigga heard me getting upset 0:01:23.240 --> 0:01:24.880 on the phone and said, I'm flying down there. 0:01:25.600 --> 0:01:28.600 Oh yes, that's cute. It's cute. 0:01:28.680 --> 0:01:32.000 But like, bitch, don't script, no, no, no, I ain't even 0:01:32.040 --> 0:01:32.440 hold you. 0:01:32.880 --> 0:01:36.440 So I just spent two days with my boyfriend. We 0:01:36.440 --> 0:01:40.920 were working on the West Coast, and so after our shoot, 0:01:40.920 --> 0:01:42.440 we just had a five hour cover shoot. 0:01:42.480 --> 0:01:45.160 Y'o. We're cover girls. I love it. We'll give you 0:01:45.240 --> 0:01:48.160 with the We'll give you guys updates on. 0:01:48.080 --> 0:01:52.440 That when we can. But so I get a call. 0:01:52.600 --> 0:01:54.880 I said, first off, who this? I don't even I 0:01:54.880 --> 0:01:56.600 ain't answering six, seven. 0:01:56.440 --> 0:02:00.320 Eight, fol foe, none of these numbers, because what fuck 0:02:00.400 --> 0:02:00.919 is you calling? 0:02:01.080 --> 0:02:02.280 Anyways, I answer it. 0:02:02.840 --> 0:02:05.440 I'm at We have just enough time to eat before 0:02:05.440 --> 0:02:07.480 we came to the studio and so I'm at the 0:02:07.600 --> 0:02:11.480 Ruth Chris getting the stuffed chicken because that's what a 0:02:11.560 --> 0:02:15.760 bitch orders, and this person calls me. It's like, I 0:02:15.760 --> 0:02:19.120 have a flower delivery for you, and I'm like a 0:02:19.240 --> 0:02:23.040 flower delivery, bitch, so where I live. 0:02:23.480 --> 0:02:24.200 Can't find it. 0:02:24.400 --> 0:02:28.160 So I'm like, you know what, come to Ruth Chris 0:02:29.080 --> 0:02:30.640 and drop these flowers off. 0:02:30.919 --> 0:02:33.240 So I'm talking to our manager Alex, and I'm like, 0:02:34.800 --> 0:02:36.280 I noticed nigga showing out. 0:02:37.560 --> 0:02:40.840 I literally say, listen for the audio listeners. Let me 0:02:42.040 --> 0:02:50.000 smells beautiful white, mind you literally roses and all the things. 0:02:50.240 --> 0:02:55.520 It says, Mandy, you sucked my dicks. That is not 0:02:55.600 --> 0:03:00.000 what it says. Okay, it says my cover girl, mind you. 0:03:00.200 --> 0:03:02.560 He tags it ab because he's like, I know you 0:03:02.639 --> 0:03:05.240 like to post on the internet and I know I'm active. 0:03:05.919 --> 0:03:08.840 So the last time he sent me flowers, bitch, they 0:03:08.840 --> 0:03:11.920 didn't have the note. So he's like, not David, like 0:03:12.000 --> 0:03:12.760 this is my nigga. 0:03:12.919 --> 0:03:13.639 No, no, no, no. 0:03:13.960 --> 0:03:16.080 He was like, what the fuck do you mean they 0:03:16.120 --> 0:03:19.239 didn't have the news And I'm like, I ain't see 0:03:19.240 --> 0:03:19.680 no notes. 0:03:19.720 --> 0:03:21.440 So I'm glad you told me. 0:03:21.880 --> 0:03:23.720 This feeling about that I don't give a fuck, and 0:03:23.720 --> 0:03:25.680 he's like, what do you mean there was no note. 0:03:25.960 --> 0:03:29.480 I specifically signed it activate because I know you'd be 0:03:29.520 --> 0:03:31.760 on the internet and you want to pass it. So 0:03:31.800 --> 0:03:35.680 he literally is like, he signed it activate specifically the 0:03:35.760 --> 0:03:37.320 last time he sent me flowers because you know how 0:03:37.320 --> 0:03:38.400 he posted it on the internet. 0:03:38.320 --> 0:03:39.640 And me say, you activated. I don't know if you 0:03:39.680 --> 0:03:40.480 listened to the show. 0:03:41.000 --> 0:03:43.560 No no, no, no, he don't. Well I told him 0:03:43.560 --> 0:03:46.080 he can't. No no, no, no, tell you right now, Nicole. 0:03:46.880 --> 0:03:48.360 You're starting strong. 0:03:48.280 --> 0:03:51.600 No no, no, always got two flowers and you're not gonna lie. 0:03:51.640 --> 0:03:52.840 Almost too strong to it. 0:03:53.200 --> 0:03:56.800 So I'm at dinner, I'm like, I just noticed nigga 0:03:57.040 --> 0:04:00.000 did not send me no flowers, So I get the flower. 0:04:00.320 --> 0:04:00.920 Mind y'all. 0:04:01.560 --> 0:04:04.200 If you guys are not on Patreon, subscribe bitch, because 0:04:04.200 --> 0:04:06.240 I give y all a tea. Patreon dot com backslash 0:04:06.280 --> 0:04:12.600 horrible decisions, and in Vegas when he tried to get 0:04:12.680 --> 0:04:15.400 jealous at the other nigga hit in my line right, 0:04:15.680 --> 0:04:18.960 I literally told him I'm nominated in Walking a Red 0:04:18.960 --> 0:04:20.840 Carpet and my homegirl brought me flowers. 0:04:21.320 --> 0:04:23.160 You didn't even bring me flowers? Yeah, old you. 0:04:23.279 --> 0:04:26.680 He gonna spend at sixty nine flowers elbow. When I 0:04:26.760 --> 0:04:31.360 tell you he sent me flowers, y'all heard a couple 0:04:31.320 --> 0:04:34.080 of weeks ago when he came to see me in Atlanta, 0:04:34.960 --> 0:04:37.359 and now to get these, I literally called him, like 0:04:38.720 --> 0:04:42.920 you show it out me. I literally honestly getting flowers 0:04:42.920 --> 0:04:44.800 at Ruth Chris while you have mad makeup on. 0:04:45.680 --> 0:04:50.440 It's just like I was like Beyonce. I literally called 0:04:50.520 --> 0:04:54.360 him like you is showing out thank you. 0:04:54.800 --> 0:04:57.919 It was really sweet. Honestly, I think it really just 0:04:57.960 --> 0:04:58.960 goes to show. 0:04:59.360 --> 0:05:02.760 If he he will hold on. That's the day of 0:05:02.839 --> 0:05:04.800 this episode. Do you know what's crazy? 0:05:05.520 --> 0:05:07.280 If you guys, and this is not an ad because 0:05:07.320 --> 0:05:09.400 we don't already got our check, but one of them 0:05:09.480 --> 0:05:13.680 days with Kiki Balmer, and they started the first dialogue. 0:05:13.720 --> 0:05:15.360 I don't know if y'all ever read the script if 0:05:15.400 --> 0:05:17.920 you watch it, because now it's streaming the very first 0:05:17.960 --> 0:05:19.039 line that said. 0:05:19.080 --> 0:05:22.000 If he if he wants to, they started in a diner. 0:05:22.040 --> 0:05:23.600 While they're sitting at the diner, it is two other 0:05:23.600 --> 0:05:24.640 people having a conversation. 0:05:25.000 --> 0:05:26.839 And when I tell you that stuck up out to me. 0:05:26.839 --> 0:05:29.200 It's almost like a sign if he wants to, he 0:05:29.240 --> 0:05:33.880 will mind you the conversation like when I told him like, yeah, 0:05:33.880 --> 0:05:36.440 there's other niggas that want me, Like we had the 0:05:36.440 --> 0:05:39.000 conversation about all that, and I think he literally he 0:05:39.160 --> 0:05:41.359 told me he was like, I felt like I was 0:05:41.360 --> 0:05:43.120 going to lose you if I didn't step up and 0:05:43.160 --> 0:05:44.320 do the things you said you wanted. 0:05:45.480 --> 0:05:47.240 He bitch he doing here. 0:05:47.800 --> 0:05:50.440 He very afraid you're losing me. So I'm just like, 0:05:50.839 --> 0:05:52.039 woke up. He adores me. 0:05:52.360 --> 0:05:56.040 We're watching the season finale together of Paradise, and I'm 0:05:56.160 --> 0:05:59.440 just like, how do you watch it together? So you 0:05:59.760 --> 0:06:03.240 play yet? So we'll text each other. 0:06:03.640 --> 0:06:05.240 So last night we were supposed to watch it when 0:06:05.279 --> 0:06:08.120 we landed, but his flight got delayed, mine got delayed. 0:06:08.160 --> 0:06:11.040 I said, Babe, I have a whole fucking shoot day tomorrow. 0:06:11.240 --> 0:06:13.160 Ye not staying up. Let's watch it tomorrow. 0:06:13.600 --> 0:06:17.120 And so I text him and I'm like, let's watch 0:06:17.160 --> 0:06:17.680 it tomorrow. 0:06:17.720 --> 0:06:20.240 So how we watch a show together? Because I said 0:06:20.279 --> 0:06:24.240 we have to watch shows together. We'll tell each other 0:06:24.240 --> 0:06:26.159 when we're gonna start because we're three hours different, so 0:06:26.160 --> 0:06:28.919 we have to make sure we're both at home. So 0:06:28.960 --> 0:06:30.440 I'll be like, Okay, tell me when to start, and 0:06:30.440 --> 0:06:32.400 I'll be like Okay, talk to you in fifty seven minutes. 0:06:33.240 --> 0:06:36.800 Well press play at the same time, we'll text each 0:06:36.800 --> 0:06:37.359 other through. 0:06:37.760 --> 0:06:39.440 Didn't you say there was a dude you want on 0:06:39.480 --> 0:06:40.000 a date with that? 0:06:40.680 --> 0:06:42.800 Why are you bringing up another nigga? No, grandma, talking 0:06:42.800 --> 0:06:44.840 about the one that I'm dating right now. Don't use 0:06:45.960 --> 0:06:47.120 okay program. 0:06:47.200 --> 0:06:49.960 There is a computer program. So I did have a 0:06:50.040 --> 0:06:54.280 virtual date where basically he was given a code. If 0:06:54.320 --> 0:06:56.160 you buy a movie, you share the code and you're 0:06:56.200 --> 0:06:57.120 able to watch it at. 0:06:57.000 --> 0:06:59.200 The same nigga. That's fine. Oh it was fire. Oh 0:06:59.279 --> 0:07:03.080 not only that he sent me like I he sent 0:07:03.160 --> 0:07:04.280 me snacks to watch it with him. 0:07:04.560 --> 0:07:06.159 But we're not gonna talk about another nigga right now 0:07:06.200 --> 0:07:08.960 because I got a boyfriend. So you think your ex 0:07:09.000 --> 0:07:12.560 boyfriend's watching this and listening, but you don't want to 0:07:12.600 --> 0:07:17.120 tell that you already know. Okay, y'all since, by the way, 0:07:18.000 --> 0:07:21.720 friends have suggested not to share this. Oh that don't no, no, no, 0:07:21.880 --> 0:07:25.760 They only suggested because he's a narcissist, so he may 0:07:26.440 --> 0:07:28.040 I don't know what he would get from this, but 0:07:28.960 --> 0:07:33.920 I didn't respond yet and it's because hold on, so 0:07:34.280 --> 0:07:36.120 can I tell okay, So let me let me tell 0:07:36.160 --> 0:07:38.560 y'all the backstory. So Weezy and I were in the 0:07:38.600 --> 0:07:40.040 studio in New York. 0:07:40.120 --> 0:07:43.480 Bulken one day after I said hold on, you gotta say. 0:07:43.480 --> 0:07:46.800 So, so Weezy, So we did back to back days, right, 0:07:46.840 --> 0:07:49.800 actually we did three days back to back. So Weezye 0:07:49.800 --> 0:07:53.240 and I are in the studio and we're both like, che'sing, Oh, 0:07:53.320 --> 0:07:54.440 we got boyfriends. 0:07:55.480 --> 0:07:57.720 Hopefully y'all still say here because y'all hate when we happy. 0:07:58.080 --> 0:08:01.840 Anyways, So she's like, you know what, I wonder which 0:08:01.880 --> 0:08:04.720 one of our exes is going to hit us first? 0:08:05.560 --> 0:08:09.000 And so we're sitting here having this conversation. I'm like, bitch, 0:08:09.080 --> 0:08:09.480 I don't know. 0:08:10.240 --> 0:08:13.160 The next day we go into the studio, we record 0:08:14.000 --> 0:08:14.600 two episodes. 0:08:14.600 --> 0:08:17.480 We're on our last one. Bitch, it is three thirty 0:08:17.480 --> 0:08:21.120 eight pm. That was so crazy, I say, bitch, I 0:08:21.240 --> 0:08:22.800 notice sing what the fun I don't think it should? 0:08:22.960 --> 0:08:26.560 I say, come to Manifest? Hold get one hundred million 0:08:26.560 --> 0:08:29.640 dollars deal? Hold on, no, no, no? When going to happened? 0:08:29.680 --> 0:08:31.240 The first day or second day, we find out we're 0:08:31.240 --> 0:08:32.200 a New York Times bestseller? 0:08:32.280 --> 0:08:34.800 I thank you? Keep going? What else you want a Manifest? 0:08:35.040 --> 0:08:37.280 I like the New York Times bestsellers. Y'all know holds 0:08:37.320 --> 0:08:40.080 bar to do a manifest on sexual as next shore. 0:08:40.080 --> 0:08:41.080 It gonna be bo. 0:08:41.920 --> 0:08:47.160 So anyways, we're recording Bitch my Heart sink fuck nigga. 0:08:47.840 --> 0:08:50.320 I get a fucking email from my ex. Now listen. 0:08:50.880 --> 0:08:52.760 I don't know if the nigga in the blogs, if 0:08:52.800 --> 0:08:56.440 he's a patron, if he saw my Instagram live. 0:08:57.080 --> 0:09:00.439 Jagging about my new boyfriend. I don't know what it is. 0:09:00.720 --> 0:09:02.920 But literally, while I'm in New York. 0:09:04.280 --> 0:09:07.400 Probably a week after I announced that I'm in a relationship, 0:09:07.679 --> 0:09:08.319 I get an email. 0:09:08.360 --> 0:09:08.920 Should I read it? 0:09:10.080 --> 0:09:12.360 I could go through it quick only because we see 0:09:12.440 --> 0:09:14.520 real messy. We probably shouldn't do this, but we're gonna 0:09:14.520 --> 0:09:17.280 do it anyway. Let's read No, no, no, it's I 0:09:17.320 --> 0:09:18.160 could read through a pass. 0:09:18.720 --> 0:09:21.920 Oh no, we want a long bitch. So god, wait, 0:09:21.960 --> 0:09:23.000 are you sure you want to do this? 0:09:23.400 --> 0:09:26.160 And do because I'm gonna tell you because I'm not 0:09:26.280 --> 0:09:30.280 responding now, I'm gonna respond publicly because he's probably listening, 0:09:30.760 --> 0:09:31.439 probably watching. 0:09:31.559 --> 0:09:34.800 Oh you guys, we are going to respond to my 0:09:35.120 --> 0:09:40.200 ex publicly. Are you ready? By the way, Dwayne, maybe 0:09:40.320 --> 0:09:42.120 put the violin music to the back of this. 0:09:42.920 --> 0:09:45.240 Let's sound design this ship, and you know what I 0:09:45.280 --> 0:09:48.880 would say, sorry, but sorry about the fact that you 0:09:49.040 --> 0:09:50.880 lied about having cancer, because I'll never forget. 0:09:51.520 --> 0:09:57.040 Keep going subject line gratitude. 0:09:57.360 --> 0:10:01.760 Oh bitch, Hey, I hope this finds you in good 0:10:01.880 --> 0:10:05.280 health and happiness. I'm sitting and do I'm sitting in 0:10:05.360 --> 0:10:08.559 deep reflection about our time together, and the word quote 0:10:08.640 --> 0:10:11.840 unquote gratitude keeps coming to the forefront of my mind. 0:10:12.280 --> 0:10:14.920 I'm grateful to have you enter into my life at 0:10:14.960 --> 0:10:17.360 the time that you did. I wasn't whole when you 0:10:17.480 --> 0:10:20.520 met me. I sincerely appreciate the love that you shared 0:10:20.559 --> 0:10:23.079 with me. I didn't know that I needed it at 0:10:23.120 --> 0:10:23.440 the time. 0:10:23.960 --> 0:10:24.680 I continue to. 0:10:24.720 --> 0:10:27.160 Pray that my presence in your life will be more 0:10:27.240 --> 0:10:28.760 than a wound that doesn't heal. 0:10:29.000 --> 0:10:29.240 Pray. 0:10:29.600 --> 0:10:32.640 There are many things that I wish I did differently 0:10:32.800 --> 0:10:35.520 with you and I it's ironic that you introduced me 0:10:35.559 --> 0:10:37.640 to the Nude Beach because I've always been a man 0:10:37.679 --> 0:10:40.040 who was too afraid to fully reveal myself to others. 0:10:40.679 --> 0:10:42.920 You gave me courage to grow in a way that 0:10:43.040 --> 0:10:47.000 I doubt I would have ever. Instead, I probably would 0:10:47.000 --> 0:10:49.440 have taken my fears to the grave with me. Although 0:10:49.480 --> 0:10:51.920 I'm still an introvert who keeps his deepest pains and 0:10:51.960 --> 0:10:52.720 fears himself. 0:10:53.280 --> 0:10:55.120 I am trying to be a better man to the world. 0:10:55.600 --> 0:10:58.679 Although you were decades younger than me, you are light 0:10:58.760 --> 0:11:00.720 years ahead of me and living fearlessly. 0:11:01.920 --> 0:11:03.720 Please know that there were many things. 0:11:03.720 --> 0:11:05.360 That I was too afraid to share with you at 0:11:05.400 --> 0:11:09.319 the time, and even now, my coping mechanisms were never 0:11:09.440 --> 0:11:12.439 righteous or honest. The wake of pain that I left 0:11:12.480 --> 0:11:15.400 behind makes me ashamed more than you could ever imagine. 0:11:16.120 --> 0:11:20.040 Please know that you are loved, You are appreciated, You 0:11:20.120 --> 0:11:20.760 are beautiful. 0:11:21.240 --> 0:11:22.160 You deserve the best. 0:11:22.480 --> 0:11:24.959 I wish you heard this. You let's avoid in my 0:11:25.120 --> 0:11:28.120 life because you are one of a kind. Gratitude is 0:11:28.160 --> 0:11:32.240 how I forever remember you from this point on. Sincerely, Blank, 0:11:32.480 --> 0:11:38.480 Keep shining. So I would like you to know Blank, 0:11:39.480 --> 0:11:42.040 that I sent this to my current partner and we 0:11:42.160 --> 0:11:46.480 had a conversation about I did. I sent it to 0:11:46.600 --> 0:11:49.640 my therapist, and I sent it to two of my 0:11:49.920 --> 0:11:56.720 dearest best friends. Shout out Antonette, shout out Crystal and Honorary. 0:11:57.040 --> 0:11:58.280 Shout out to Britain. 0:11:59.200 --> 0:12:02.000 So I sent this, yes to the people, as well 0:12:02.040 --> 0:12:03.559 as write it to the room when you sent it 0:12:04.559 --> 0:12:08.120 and the consensus was that you heard that I was 0:12:08.240 --> 0:12:10.560 finally happy. I want to share too, that many times 0:12:10.600 --> 0:12:12.840 in our relationship you said that I would never find 0:12:12.880 --> 0:12:19.760 better than you guy, no job. So my response to you, 0:12:20.320 --> 0:12:22.920 mind you. I battled with responding to this email for days, 0:12:23.440 --> 0:12:25.200 but I was so busy, didn't even have the time. 0:12:25.280 --> 0:12:25.880 Let's be honest. 0:12:26.400 --> 0:12:29.360 We were traveling, working all the things. That was my 0:12:29.440 --> 0:12:31.200 first reaction too. I think he knows. 0:12:31.520 --> 0:12:34.839 So I don't know if you know that I have 0:12:34.960 --> 0:12:37.520 someone right now that completely adores me, that we spent 0:12:37.600 --> 0:12:40.439 time getting to know each other, that supports all of 0:12:40.520 --> 0:12:42.800 my endeavors, that supports me and only wants to see 0:12:42.880 --> 0:12:44.040 me rise and climb. 0:12:44.679 --> 0:12:48.560 But my response to you is thanks, but no thanks. 0:12:49.000 --> 0:12:51.320 I have found the person that you thought I would 0:12:51.360 --> 0:12:54.559 never find, and I want you to know that I 0:12:54.800 --> 0:12:57.120 always deserved what I thought I deserved, that you were 0:12:57.160 --> 0:12:58.800 always incapable of giving. 0:13:02.760 --> 0:13:08.719 And what that said? Pleasy? What's your ketchup? You know? 0:13:09.280 --> 0:13:11.679 Not you grabbing the teeth from me? Bitch? I was 0:13:11.920 --> 0:13:13.520 That was not a part of my life. I didn't 0:13:13.559 --> 0:13:15.559 say it. I said no to late. No, you you 0:13:15.640 --> 0:13:20.040 knew what you were doing, you were producing. It's okay. 0:13:20.880 --> 0:13:26.400 AnyWho don't email me again. I will never be with 0:13:26.559 --> 0:13:29.920 you again. And I deserve the world. And if anything, 0:13:30.000 --> 0:13:36.240 that thank you was a thankfulness and gratitude that I 0:13:36.360 --> 0:13:39.680 saw everything that I don't deserve. 0:13:40.120 --> 0:13:45.080 It just a little today, little day and I get away. 0:13:46.200 --> 0:13:51.000 Let me tell you, niggas, hey when fine, skinny airy, 0:13:51.559 --> 0:13:52.200 Let's be very clear. 0:13:52.480 --> 0:13:55.280 Definitely was getting await with ass. But can we can 0:13:55.320 --> 0:13:57.240 we also talk about the spidy senses? 0:13:57.880 --> 0:13:58.400 Oh no, no, no. 0:13:58.840 --> 0:14:01.000 When I look back at our pictures, I had. 0:14:01.040 --> 0:14:03.559 Love weight on me with that nigga, but also pandemic weight, 0:14:03.679 --> 0:14:05.760 so probably wasn't even love what nigga was pandemic weight. 0:14:05.880 --> 0:14:07.559 Maybe because you were with him so long you lost weight. 0:14:07.760 --> 0:14:09.480 I lost waiting to gain weight again. 0:14:09.520 --> 0:14:11.760 But the spidey senses of it all, You're right, he 0:14:12.120 --> 0:14:13.760 it's either spidy senses or he heard it. 0:14:15.080 --> 0:14:16.640 You believe spidy senses exists. 0:14:19.280 --> 0:14:23.720 I think I think if I had an ex that 0:14:24.160 --> 0:14:26.200 I could have access to to see what they're doing 0:14:26.240 --> 0:14:28.560 and what they're up to romantically every week, I would 0:14:29.400 --> 0:14:31.920 you would, Yes, I would. I don't think I would 0:14:31.960 --> 0:14:35.000 do it for a long time. But if I miss you, 0:14:35.080 --> 0:14:36.920 I'm gonna just look bitch. We broke up a year 0:14:36.960 --> 0:14:38.600 and a half ago, almost two years ago. That's not 0:14:38.720 --> 0:14:41.400 that long ago, maybe maybe two years. You talk about 0:14:41.480 --> 0:14:44.400 him often when whenever you're angry about it, you want 0:14:44.400 --> 0:14:45.600 to vent about it. So I would want to know 0:14:45.640 --> 0:14:46.840 what they're saying about, not only that. 0:14:46.920 --> 0:14:49.240 You ready, and I know some of you bitches sucking 0:14:49.320 --> 0:14:53.600 his dick. Listen to this motherfucking podcast because you no, no, no, 0:14:54.280 --> 0:14:56.320 I'm so scared to bring my partner out to wear 0:14:56.360 --> 0:14:59.680 a fan season because he cheated on me. Four of 0:14:59.720 --> 0:15:02.200 the b just three of them were fans to where 0:15:02.240 --> 0:15:04.040 they were like, I can't believe you were with her, 0:15:04.640 --> 0:15:06.080 and then he had the nerve to say, they're not 0:15:06.120 --> 0:15:06.720 really your fans. 0:15:06.760 --> 0:15:08.800 They don't like you because they're sucking your dick and 0:15:08.840 --> 0:15:12.720 they're confused why you love me? Yeah you already. 0:15:12.720 --> 0:15:14.720 No, I'm gonna cut I cut that out of that 0:15:14.800 --> 0:15:16.880 episode because wait, did you? 0:15:17.440 --> 0:15:19.080 I did? But I don't share enough of you. 0:15:19.280 --> 0:15:22.160 But basically it's just that whole energy of like why 0:15:22.280 --> 0:15:24.560 not me? You know what I'm saying, And I realized, 0:15:24.640 --> 0:15:27.520 like feeding it really is the problem because I really 0:15:28.080 --> 0:15:31.280 am happy, but sometimes I'm just bored and I feel 0:15:31.280 --> 0:15:32.240 like cussing these holes out. 0:15:32.760 --> 0:15:36.880 But wait, what's up with me? Oh? Fun story? Let me. 0:15:41.400 --> 0:15:41.440 H? 0:15:42.600 --> 0:15:44.240 Oh do that noise again? Mandy? 0:15:44.840 --> 0:15:46.800 Oh, I have a story for you, buddy. 0:15:46.920 --> 0:15:49.920 Oh wait, did you hear me? Fucking girl? 0:15:50.360 --> 0:15:50.400 No? 0:15:51.360 --> 0:15:57.960 So no, we had a gig in Denver, man for well, 0:15:58.000 --> 0:16:00.320 it probably is out now right, No, it's out. 0:16:00.360 --> 0:16:02.880 Okay, Oh wait it's out now? Do you have a 0:16:03.040 --> 0:16:03.480 rock hatch? 0:16:03.600 --> 0:16:03.960 Just on? 0:16:04.880 --> 0:16:06.960 We got time to talk? Yeah? Is that what it is? 0:16:07.240 --> 0:16:09.320 We got time today? We got time today, av that 0:16:09.400 --> 0:16:10.480 was so much fun to be We. 0:16:10.560 --> 0:16:13.440 Were waiting Don Sanders and Rocky Dspo on a two 0:16:13.680 --> 0:16:14.120 who would have. 0:16:14.120 --> 0:16:15.240 Nomina a bit? 0:16:16.040 --> 0:16:20.720 So they had a business class flights, two flights ground transport. 0:16:20.800 --> 0:16:23.560 It's the lanies and a sweet beet hello. 0:16:24.600 --> 0:16:28.240 So uh, basically Mandy's man is in La So it 0:16:28.320 --> 0:16:30.480 makes so much sense to No, I didn't give a 0:16:30.560 --> 0:16:32.520 fuck by the way you say that, I didn't give 0:16:32.520 --> 0:16:34.080 a fun that nigga was in tim Buck two. 0:16:34.360 --> 0:16:35.280 If he was in Europe. 0:16:35.520 --> 0:16:38.600 All I knew was I had two flights on somebody else. 0:16:38.840 --> 0:16:41.320 I said, bang, come on, clear your schedule, you're coming 0:16:41.400 --> 0:16:41.760 to Denver. 0:16:42.120 --> 0:16:46.640 Well, so, uh what happened? Oh yeah, Mandy had time 0:16:46.760 --> 0:16:48.440 so mad, they put your room next to mine, bitch. 0:16:48.600 --> 0:16:52.440 I was very confused. I was like, what fu so anyway? 0:16:53.280 --> 0:16:55.880 But luckily so my flights at five am? Right, oh 0:16:55.960 --> 0:17:00.360 you were so. I fell asleep around ten, right before 0:17:00.400 --> 0:17:02.400 I go to bed. I said to my nigga, oh. 0:17:02.520 --> 0:17:04.800 The way, I didn't even tell you. Mandy's room is 0:17:04.840 --> 0:17:07.760 behind me, and he said so. I was like her 0:17:07.840 --> 0:17:08.480 man's were hurt. 0:17:09.119 --> 0:17:11.120 So he starts laughing. He's like, what do you think 0:17:11.240 --> 0:17:12.880 she about to be loud? And I was like, yeah, 0:17:12.920 --> 0:17:16.600 I do. I waked up that one. No, maybe not one. 0:17:16.680 --> 0:17:19.080 I woke up at like eleven thirty. I can't hear 0:17:19.200 --> 0:17:21.639 that much in this video. Wait, you did not. You 0:17:21.800 --> 0:17:24.960 didn't know. I can't you did not. I WoT Mandy, 0:17:25.000 --> 0:17:27.600 you woke me up. So I just took a video 0:17:27.680 --> 0:17:37.880 of you laughing. You look at you laughing. You can't 0:17:37.920 --> 0:17:40.680 hear much. I just think I heard you come. And 0:17:40.800 --> 0:17:43.600 then he said, but I went right back to sleep, 0:17:43.640 --> 0:17:45.240 but I had to because I was like, bro, this 0:17:45.320 --> 0:17:46.800 is just so funny because. 0:17:46.680 --> 0:17:48.520 Right before I fellat and he's like, man, you ain't 0:17:48.520 --> 0:17:53.080 gonna wake up. Just sleep girl. I heard Mandy's oregon. 0:17:53.240 --> 0:17:57.119 I honestly woke me up. No, it didn't. Don't didn't. Oh, 0:17:57.240 --> 0:18:01.200 my mother, you want me so dramatic. Well, let me 0:18:01.240 --> 0:18:03.760 say this. You can hear you didn't have a five 0:18:03.760 --> 0:18:06.320 o'clock flight, we would have woke up. We were louder 0:18:06.320 --> 0:18:06.800 in the morning. 0:18:07.560 --> 0:18:09.920 At night, bitch, we when I tell you, I was 0:18:09.960 --> 0:18:12.320 so tired, mind you, we started watching Men in Black. 0:18:12.440 --> 0:18:14.760 Tired well, because there was no Netflix, there was no nothing, 0:18:15.200 --> 0:18:17.120 So bitch I was like, okay, let's watch Men in Black. 0:18:17.720 --> 0:18:19.000 All I know is I say, and this is the 0:18:19.040 --> 0:18:21.400 bunny part. Bitch. 0:18:21.440 --> 0:18:23.280 I fell out that Nigga was up three hours after me. 0:18:23.400 --> 0:18:26.560 I was so tired because I had just spent three 0:18:26.640 --> 0:18:27.320 days in New York. 0:18:28.119 --> 0:18:28.920 I was so exhausted. 0:18:29.560 --> 0:18:32.000 I was really trying to be quiet. I don't think 0:18:32.080 --> 0:18:34.959 so okay, damn excuse me. When I was like, oh, 0:18:35.040 --> 0:18:38.960 she's doing this on purpose? She no, because I literally, 0:18:39.240 --> 0:18:41.639 but the bed is right, you know what. I was 0:18:41.720 --> 0:18:44.639 helping because I don't know if you got by flipped no, no, 0:18:44.720 --> 0:18:47.560 no no, because you needed to check in. You had 0:18:47.560 --> 0:18:49.440 a regular king bed. You didn't have a sweet right. 0:18:49.520 --> 0:18:51.520