1 00:00:01,160 --> 00:00:04,519 Speaker 1: Welcome to The Laverne Cox Show, a production of Shondaland 2 00:00:04,600 --> 00:00:09,040 Speaker 1: Audio in partnership with iHeartRadio. 3 00:00:09,720 --> 00:00:13,000 Speaker 2: I felt like I was juggling stuff, just things that 4 00:00:13,240 --> 00:00:15,080 Speaker 2: needed to be juggled and it needed to stay in 5 00:00:15,120 --> 00:00:16,960 Speaker 2: my life. And then there were things that I didn't 6 00:00:17,000 --> 00:00:19,160 Speaker 2: need to juggle, that didn't need to be in my life. 7 00:00:19,600 --> 00:00:22,319 Speaker 2: But at you know, at twenty two, twenty three, twenty 8 00:00:22,360 --> 00:00:27,120 Speaker 2: four years old, it's hard to figure that out and 9 00:00:27,160 --> 00:00:27,760 Speaker 2: you're grieving. 10 00:00:28,360 --> 00:00:29,200 Speaker 3: That's hard. 11 00:00:38,360 --> 00:00:44,880 Speaker 1: Welcome to the Laverne Cox Show. My name is Laverne Cox. 12 00:00:49,440 --> 00:00:54,960 Speaker 1: I love a diva. What can I say? Diva worship 13 00:00:55,040 --> 00:00:57,960 Speaker 1: is a huge part of my life. I don't know 14 00:00:58,000 --> 00:01:00,960 Speaker 1: what that's about. It started early and I I just 15 00:01:01,000 --> 00:01:05,360 Speaker 1: can't quit a diva. And the quintessential diva for me 16 00:01:05,560 --> 00:01:12,920 Speaker 1: is the operatic diva, specifically the soprano. And I'm so 17 00:01:13,120 --> 00:01:16,600 Speaker 1: excited that I get to have a conversation with one 18 00:01:16,600 --> 00:01:25,520 Speaker 1: of the world leading operatic sopranos, Angel Blue. And you know, 19 00:01:25,600 --> 00:01:29,680 Speaker 1: Angel is a diva, but she's not a diva in 20 00:01:29,760 --> 00:01:33,319 Speaker 1: any way that would sort of be pejorative about a diva. 21 00:01:33,360 --> 00:01:36,720 Speaker 1: She's a diva because she's the prima donna of the 22 00:01:36,720 --> 00:01:41,039 Speaker 1: opera world because she sings lead roles in opera houses 23 00:01:41,080 --> 00:01:43,120 Speaker 1: all over the world. But she's one of the sweetest 24 00:01:43,319 --> 00:01:47,360 Speaker 1: people I've probably ever met. She's so humble and she's 25 00:01:47,480 --> 00:01:54,520 Speaker 1: so just kind. And in twenty nineteen, she opened the 26 00:01:54,560 --> 00:01:59,520 Speaker 1: Metropolitan Opera's season I'm Saying Best to a title role 27 00:01:59,640 --> 00:02:03,400 Speaker 1: in George Gershwin's Porgy invest And I got to go 28 00:02:03,600 --> 00:02:06,600 Speaker 1: to the dinner after the premiere of the opera and 29 00:02:06,640 --> 00:02:08,960 Speaker 1: I met Angel for the first time, and she just 30 00:02:09,000 --> 00:02:12,480 Speaker 1: gave me a really big hug, and we've been friends 31 00:02:12,480 --> 00:02:16,320 Speaker 1: ever since. I just want to chat with her about 32 00:02:16,360 --> 00:02:20,400 Speaker 1: her career, about life, about singing, and we do it 33 00:02:20,440 --> 00:02:22,520 Speaker 1: anyway privately, so I thought, why not do it in 34 00:02:22,560 --> 00:02:28,239 Speaker 1: public for all of you. So here we go. Angel 35 00:02:28,280 --> 00:02:31,639 Speaker 1: Joy Blue is a two time Grammy Award winning operatic 36 00:02:31,680 --> 00:02:34,280 Speaker 1: soprano who has performed in over forty countries with the 37 00:02:34,280 --> 00:02:38,240 Speaker 1: world's most esteemed orchestras and conductors. She's sung many of 38 00:02:38,240 --> 00:02:41,000 Speaker 1: the most iconic roles in opera, like Violetta in La 39 00:02:41,120 --> 00:02:45,640 Speaker 1: Traviata and the title roles in Tosca and Aita. This season, 40 00:02:45,680 --> 00:02:49,840 Speaker 1: she'll be debuting the role of Leonora and Verti's Ilchovatore 41 00:02:50,120 --> 00:02:53,840 Speaker 1: at the San Francisco Opera. Angel opened the Metropolitan Opera's 42 00:02:53,840 --> 00:02:57,000 Speaker 1: twenty nineteen twenty twenty season a new production of Porgy Invests. 43 00:02:57,480 --> 00:03:01,200 Speaker 1: She also opened the Mets twenty twenty season with a 44 00:03:01,240 --> 00:03:02,520 Speaker 1: new opera Fire Shut. 45 00:03:02,400 --> 00:03:03,280 Speaker 4: Up in My Bones. 46 00:03:03,720 --> 00:03:07,640 Speaker 1: Angel Blue was originally a California girl and completed her 47 00:03:07,720 --> 00:03:11,800 Speaker 1: musical studies at UCLA. But now when she's not performing 48 00:03:11,800 --> 00:03:13,600 Speaker 1: all over the world, she lives in New Jersey with 49 00:03:13,639 --> 00:03:21,120 Speaker 1: her husband and son. Please enjoy my conversation with Angel Blue. 50 00:03:23,480 --> 00:03:27,040 Speaker 1: That's my dad that you see back there, and also 51 00:03:27,080 --> 00:03:28,440 Speaker 1: see a Lantine Prize poster. 52 00:03:28,520 --> 00:03:29,840 Speaker 4: I'm trying to think of that photo. 53 00:03:30,440 --> 00:03:31,960 Speaker 1: I'm trying to think of where that photo is from 54 00:03:32,000 --> 00:03:33,760 Speaker 1: Lantine Price in the next seventies? 55 00:03:33,840 --> 00:03:36,320 Speaker 4: Price is that? Is that an opera news cover? What 56 00:03:36,520 --> 00:03:37,320 Speaker 4: is that? Just price? 57 00:03:38,240 --> 00:03:43,200 Speaker 3: That's from her Carnegie Hall recital, I believe, and that. 58 00:03:43,160 --> 00:03:46,480 Speaker 1: Was what did her Carnegie Hall debut in sixty five. 59 00:03:46,520 --> 00:03:48,320 Speaker 1: It's the sixties. Now that looks more like seven. 60 00:03:48,480 --> 00:03:51,480 Speaker 3: That's that's the that's in the seventies. But I don't 61 00:03:51,480 --> 00:03:51,880 Speaker 3: actually know. 62 00:03:51,920 --> 00:03:52,520 Speaker 4: I had to look. 63 00:03:53,160 --> 00:03:56,680 Speaker 2: There's another picture of her underneath that, and and it 64 00:03:56,720 --> 00:03:59,640 Speaker 2: covers up the date. But next to her is Grace Bumbry. 65 00:04:00,040 --> 00:04:02,640 Speaker 2: These are my wall of my favorites. You can't see 66 00:04:02,640 --> 00:04:05,520 Speaker 2: this side this. I have the old met here, I 67 00:04:05,520 --> 00:04:08,400 Speaker 2: have pictures of my the new opera singers of today. 68 00:04:08,680 --> 00:04:10,320 Speaker 2: But then I have my dad. Of course, my dad's 69 00:04:10,360 --> 00:04:12,800 Speaker 2: all over this wall. And then my voice teacher Vladimir 70 00:04:12,880 --> 00:04:15,680 Speaker 2: turn off. He's up a little bit higher. You can't 71 00:04:15,720 --> 00:04:16,720 Speaker 2: see him. I'm gonna try to. 72 00:04:17,480 --> 00:04:18,320 Speaker 3: Let's see if I can move you. 73 00:04:19,240 --> 00:04:23,800 Speaker 2: Yeah, there's Vladimir. And then I have Maria Collis. Where 74 00:04:23,839 --> 00:04:26,280 Speaker 2: is she? She's here? And this is at the top 75 00:04:26,400 --> 00:04:29,360 Speaker 2: is I got that from La Scala. That's where it 76 00:04:29,440 --> 00:04:32,040 Speaker 2: says La Traviata. The first name says Angel Blue, and 77 00:04:32,040 --> 00:04:33,320 Speaker 2: I was like, oh, I have to have one of those. 78 00:04:33,360 --> 00:04:35,719 Speaker 2: I also have a really big one, ye, but I don't. 79 00:04:35,760 --> 00:04:37,360 Speaker 2: I don't know where to put it yet. It's kind 80 00:04:37,400 --> 00:04:39,360 Speaker 2: of weird to put up posters, so I haven't. I 81 00:04:39,360 --> 00:04:40,200 Speaker 2: haven't done that yet. 82 00:04:40,240 --> 00:04:41,760 Speaker 4: It's not in my apartment. 83 00:04:41,800 --> 00:04:44,960 Speaker 1: In my La apartment, I have like almost every magazine 84 00:04:44,960 --> 00:04:49,640 Speaker 1: cover I've been on posters. They're hir La apartment. They're everywhere. 85 00:04:49,640 --> 00:04:54,559 Speaker 1: Oh yes, it's a mess anyway, Hello, Angel Joy Blue, 86 00:04:54,600 --> 00:04:56,600 Speaker 1: Welcome to the podcast. How are you feeling today? 87 00:04:56,680 --> 00:04:57,480 Speaker 3: Oh, I'm so. 88 00:04:57,480 --> 00:04:59,640 Speaker 2: Happy to be here with you. You know, I adore you, 89 00:04:59,760 --> 00:05:01,960 Speaker 2: so thank you for inviting me to be here with 90 00:05:02,000 --> 00:05:02,159 Speaker 2: you and. 91 00:05:02,160 --> 00:05:02,839 Speaker 3: Share this time. 92 00:05:03,680 --> 00:05:04,760 Speaker 4: I adore you as well. 93 00:05:04,800 --> 00:05:07,400 Speaker 1: I love that we just got started talking about like 94 00:05:07,520 --> 00:05:10,880 Speaker 1: your opera inspiration and all the divas that you and 95 00:05:10,960 --> 00:05:16,960 Speaker 1: I both love, and you just mentioned Lascala and I 96 00:05:17,120 --> 00:05:20,240 Speaker 1: just God, le Scala. I mean, it's just it's one 97 00:05:20,240 --> 00:05:22,520 Speaker 1: of those things if you're an opera fan. For those 98 00:05:22,560 --> 00:05:25,680 Speaker 1: people who aren't opera fans, Lascala is kind of the 99 00:05:25,720 --> 00:05:28,479 Speaker 1: temple of opera. I mean, the med is incredible, but 100 00:05:28,960 --> 00:05:33,200 Speaker 1: if you know opera, the Lascala Opera House is one 101 00:05:33,200 --> 00:05:34,320 Speaker 1: of the temples of opera. 102 00:05:34,360 --> 00:05:35,880 Speaker 4: And you've sung there many times. 103 00:05:36,279 --> 00:05:39,520 Speaker 1: And you are the first black woman to sing Violetta 104 00:05:39,600 --> 00:05:42,360 Speaker 1: at Lascala, the first black woman to sing Violetta in 105 00:05:42,440 --> 00:05:44,400 Speaker 1: La Traviata at the Metropolitan Opera. 106 00:05:44,440 --> 00:05:46,120 Speaker 4: And I believe it cover of Garden as well. Am 107 00:05:46,120 --> 00:05:46,640 Speaker 4: I correct? 108 00:05:46,760 --> 00:05:47,279 Speaker 3: I think so? 109 00:05:47,600 --> 00:05:50,839 Speaker 1: Yes? And your voice teacher when you were twenty years 110 00:05:50,880 --> 00:05:53,280 Speaker 1: old said to you when you shared it that you 111 00:05:53,360 --> 00:05:55,600 Speaker 1: wanted to sing Violetta and Traviata, that there would never 112 00:05:55,640 --> 00:05:59,560 Speaker 1: be a black traviata. I saw that quote, and I 113 00:05:59,600 --> 00:06:01,800 Speaker 1: do you know why your voice teacher said there would 114 00:06:01,800 --> 00:06:03,120 Speaker 1: never be a black luchrabiata. 115 00:06:03,160 --> 00:06:04,680 Speaker 4: What do you think that's about. 116 00:06:04,880 --> 00:06:05,599 Speaker 3: I think it wasn't. 117 00:06:05,600 --> 00:06:07,760 Speaker 2: Actually my voice teacher was a voice coach, but I mean, 118 00:06:08,080 --> 00:06:10,200 Speaker 2: I think at the time it was just it was 119 00:06:10,240 --> 00:06:12,559 Speaker 2: more of me and how I was as a singer. 120 00:06:12,600 --> 00:06:15,280 Speaker 2: At the time, I was young, and it was really 121 00:06:15,279 --> 00:06:17,039 Speaker 2: hard for me to learn music. It was really hard 122 00:06:17,040 --> 00:06:20,320 Speaker 2: for me to understand the Italian and to understand phrasing 123 00:06:20,440 --> 00:06:23,080 Speaker 2: and all of those sort of simple things, you know, 124 00:06:23,120 --> 00:06:26,720 Speaker 2: the basics of opera. Also, I believe it that it 125 00:06:26,760 --> 00:06:29,560 Speaker 2: was said to me because at the time I was 126 00:06:29,600 --> 00:06:34,000 Speaker 2: doing beauty pageants and my talent song was opera. People 127 00:06:34,080 --> 00:06:36,320 Speaker 2: might not like that I call simply libra a great 128 00:06:36,320 --> 00:06:39,440 Speaker 2: aria a song, but essentially that's what it is. And 129 00:06:39,480 --> 00:06:41,599 Speaker 2: so my talent song was simple and libera, and at 130 00:06:41,640 --> 00:06:43,120 Speaker 2: the time I was singing it all of the time, 131 00:06:43,160 --> 00:06:46,160 Speaker 2: and I wanted to sing that somewhere anywhere, you know, 132 00:06:46,320 --> 00:06:49,159 Speaker 2: and my big dream was to sing it at Las Gala. 133 00:06:49,240 --> 00:06:52,120 Speaker 2: So I was told, you know, that's a big dream, Angel, 134 00:06:52,680 --> 00:06:55,840 Speaker 2: have a little more achievable dream. And I think it 135 00:06:55,880 --> 00:06:58,560 Speaker 2: was just mainly said because it hadn't been done before. 136 00:06:58,680 --> 00:07:01,400 Speaker 1: But what if the race piece? What's confusing to me 137 00:07:01,760 --> 00:07:05,400 Speaker 1: is the black boleta? Why the black part? I mean, 138 00:07:05,760 --> 00:07:08,479 Speaker 1: for any for any singer to aspire to sing at 139 00:07:08,520 --> 00:07:10,880 Speaker 1: les gala is a big deal, you know, And if 140 00:07:11,000 --> 00:07:13,920 Speaker 1: anything you're saying traviata is a big deal. It's very difficult. 141 00:07:14,240 --> 00:07:15,960 Speaker 1: But why the black piece. 142 00:07:16,080 --> 00:07:19,480 Speaker 3: I don't know. I would probably, I think because it 143 00:07:19,520 --> 00:07:20,800 Speaker 3: hadn't happened. Honestly. 144 00:07:20,800 --> 00:07:23,000 Speaker 2: I think it's just it was just probably the time. 145 00:07:23,640 --> 00:07:27,160 Speaker 2: And and really why say the word black? Probably because 146 00:07:27,280 --> 00:07:32,120 Speaker 2: that's that was that's their own limitation. That was not mine, clearly, 147 00:07:32,160 --> 00:07:34,600 Speaker 2: you know, in my mind. And this man was wonderful 148 00:07:34,640 --> 00:07:37,720 Speaker 2: man behind me, my dad who's constantly pushing me. At 149 00:07:37,760 --> 00:07:39,800 Speaker 2: the time, my dad was alive, and he's just telling me, 150 00:07:39,880 --> 00:07:42,760 Speaker 2: you know, Angel, keep going, keep going, keep going, keep going. 151 00:07:42,800 --> 00:07:45,600 Speaker 2: And and I've just lived that with that sentiment in 152 00:07:45,600 --> 00:07:46,000 Speaker 2: my heart. 153 00:07:46,040 --> 00:07:48,480 Speaker 3: Black or not black, you know what I mean. 154 00:07:48,560 --> 00:07:51,679 Speaker 2: My My goal has always just been to sing opera, 155 00:07:52,240 --> 00:07:55,320 Speaker 2: and there's always these people that come in and try 156 00:07:55,320 --> 00:07:58,680 Speaker 2: to dismiss your dreams, or lessen what you want to do, 157 00:07:58,920 --> 00:08:03,040 Speaker 2: or make less of who you are, and I refuse, 158 00:08:03,440 --> 00:08:06,120 Speaker 2: I refuse to let that happen. You know, by God's grace, 159 00:08:06,160 --> 00:08:08,080 Speaker 2: I pray that God helps me with that, but I 160 00:08:08,120 --> 00:08:09,240 Speaker 2: refuse to let that happen. 161 00:08:10,080 --> 00:08:10,480 Speaker 4: Amen. 162 00:08:10,880 --> 00:08:14,720 Speaker 1: I wonder if there's something about Violetta being a cortesan, 163 00:08:14,880 --> 00:08:17,520 Speaker 1: But then you think about a Carmen or a Dali La, 164 00:08:17,960 --> 00:08:21,920 Speaker 1: who are you know, less respectable? So I really don't understand. Yeah, 165 00:08:21,960 --> 00:08:25,640 Speaker 1: I don't get it. But how wonderful can you take 166 00:08:25,760 --> 00:08:28,600 Speaker 1: us back to you had already sung at les Cale, 167 00:08:28,640 --> 00:08:30,760 Speaker 1: if I recall if you were a last minute replacement, 168 00:08:30,800 --> 00:08:33,240 Speaker 1: if you had a few weeks to prepare. You had 169 00:08:33,280 --> 00:08:35,960 Speaker 1: just debut the role at Covit Garden, And can you 170 00:08:36,040 --> 00:08:39,320 Speaker 1: take us back to preparing getting the call? 171 00:08:39,840 --> 00:08:42,080 Speaker 4: It was historic? What was going on for you? 172 00:08:42,360 --> 00:08:45,080 Speaker 3: Yes, well, you know our words are powerful. 173 00:08:45,360 --> 00:08:48,480 Speaker 2: We've talked about this and you've been a really big 174 00:08:48,480 --> 00:08:49,319 Speaker 2: supporter of mine. 175 00:08:49,320 --> 00:08:51,520 Speaker 3: And I have to speak the right things. I know that. 176 00:08:51,640 --> 00:08:51,840 Speaker 3: You know. 177 00:08:52,320 --> 00:08:55,160 Speaker 2: I'm learning that as I get older, and I'm seeing it. 178 00:08:55,840 --> 00:09:01,000 Speaker 2: I made my debut at Covent Garden in January of 179 00:09:01,000 --> 00:09:04,800 Speaker 2: twenty nineteen, and I had just sung the opera and 180 00:09:04,840 --> 00:09:06,080 Speaker 2: I went to my room and I was just sitting 181 00:09:06,120 --> 00:09:08,800 Speaker 2: there and it was kind of contemplating the evening, and 182 00:09:09,440 --> 00:09:11,400 Speaker 2: out of nowhere, I kind of looked up and I said, Lord, 183 00:09:12,480 --> 00:09:14,679 Speaker 2: if you had it for me to sing this at Lascala, 184 00:09:14,720 --> 00:09:18,040 Speaker 2: I would, And I just thought, if it came to it, 185 00:09:18,080 --> 00:09:20,360 Speaker 2: you know, I was like, Wow, you're prepared. You're really 186 00:09:20,400 --> 00:09:22,880 Speaker 2: prepared for this role. But three years prior to that, 187 00:09:23,360 --> 00:09:26,240 Speaker 2: I had been telling people, my close friends. I had 188 00:09:26,240 --> 00:09:29,840 Speaker 2: been saying things like my dream was to sing La 189 00:09:29,920 --> 00:09:34,400 Speaker 2: Traviata at teatra A, Lascala and Milan. So I went 190 00:09:34,440 --> 00:09:37,920 Speaker 2: home after I sang at the Royal Opera House, and 191 00:09:38,920 --> 00:09:40,480 Speaker 2: you know, my husband and I were getting ready to 192 00:09:40,480 --> 00:09:43,280 Speaker 2: go to Napa, California. At the time, I lived in California, 193 00:09:43,360 --> 00:09:45,199 Speaker 2: and we were getting ready to drive up to Napa. 194 00:09:46,920 --> 00:09:49,760 Speaker 2: I was going to sing at Festival del Sole. And 195 00:09:50,160 --> 00:09:52,440 Speaker 2: I woke up. My manager texted me and he said, 196 00:09:52,440 --> 00:09:54,240 Speaker 2: call me as soon as you get this. And I 197 00:09:54,280 --> 00:09:55,920 Speaker 2: called him and he said, Angel, would you like to 198 00:09:55,960 --> 00:10:00,520 Speaker 2: sing La Traviata at Lascala? And I said, yeah, yeah, 199 00:10:00,520 --> 00:10:04,319 Speaker 2: of course, you know, an opera they schedule things years 200 00:10:04,360 --> 00:10:06,199 Speaker 2: and years in advance. I'm thinking, okay, it's going to 201 00:10:06,240 --> 00:10:09,160 Speaker 2: be in like twenty twenty five, and I. 202 00:10:09,120 --> 00:10:09,920 Speaker 3: Said when is it? 203 00:10:10,280 --> 00:10:14,160 Speaker 2: And he goes, next week and I said next week 204 00:10:14,960 --> 00:10:18,240 Speaker 2: and he said, yeah, next week, and so I said. 205 00:10:18,080 --> 00:10:19,000 Speaker 3: You've got to be kidding me. 206 00:10:19,040 --> 00:10:21,840 Speaker 2: He goes, no, honey, it's next week, and I said okay, 207 00:10:21,960 --> 00:10:23,920 Speaker 2: and he said, you can go to Festival del Sole 208 00:10:24,120 --> 00:10:25,679 Speaker 2: and then you're going to have to pack and you go, 209 00:10:26,840 --> 00:10:28,560 Speaker 2: and oh, Laverne, I was ready. 210 00:10:29,200 --> 00:10:29,880 Speaker 3: Oh thank god. 211 00:10:29,920 --> 00:10:31,760 Speaker 2: I was ready, because, like, you know, when you get 212 00:10:31,800 --> 00:10:36,120 Speaker 2: an opportunity like that, and if you're not ready, that's 213 00:10:36,200 --> 00:10:38,840 Speaker 2: just a like it feels devastating, you know. But I 214 00:10:38,880 --> 00:10:40,800 Speaker 2: was so thankful at that time that I was ready, 215 00:10:40,800 --> 00:10:43,280 Speaker 2: and I was. My husband was excited, and I looked 216 00:10:43,280 --> 00:10:44,920 Speaker 2: at him and I said, I'm going to go to Italy. 217 00:10:44,960 --> 00:10:46,960 Speaker 3: And he was like, go go, this is awesome, this 218 00:10:47,040 --> 00:10:47,600 Speaker 3: is great, you know. 219 00:10:47,679 --> 00:10:50,280 Speaker 2: He was thrilled, and of course my mom, my family, 220 00:10:50,320 --> 00:10:51,000 Speaker 2: everybody was. 221 00:10:51,040 --> 00:10:52,720 Speaker 3: And I'm just I'm. 222 00:10:52,559 --> 00:10:55,480 Speaker 2: Thankful that out of all of the opera singers, because 223 00:10:55,480 --> 00:10:58,600 Speaker 2: we know there's so many, out of all of the sopranos, 224 00:10:58,600 --> 00:11:00,680 Speaker 2: out of all the people that they could have asked 225 00:11:01,040 --> 00:11:03,360 Speaker 2: to come, you know, sopranos right there in Milan, right 226 00:11:03,400 --> 00:11:06,160 Speaker 2: there and around the city, or just on a train 227 00:11:06,240 --> 00:11:10,160 Speaker 2: ride to Milan. You know, they asked me to get 228 00:11:10,160 --> 00:11:12,320 Speaker 2: on a plane all the way in la and come 229 00:11:12,360 --> 00:11:15,679 Speaker 2: over and sing. And I will forever be grateful and 230 00:11:15,760 --> 00:11:17,920 Speaker 2: so thankful for that moment forever. 231 00:11:19,480 --> 00:11:19,760 Speaker 3: Yeah. 232 00:11:19,800 --> 00:11:22,600 Speaker 1: So you get there and you're singing with Placid Domingo, 233 00:11:22,679 --> 00:11:25,760 Speaker 1: who you won his competition and had worked with him before. 234 00:11:26,640 --> 00:11:29,520 Speaker 1: Talk to us about just getting there in the rehearsal process. 235 00:11:29,559 --> 00:11:32,280 Speaker 1: So you have a week. So what was it like 236 00:11:32,400 --> 00:11:33,520 Speaker 1: once you arrived? 237 00:11:33,960 --> 00:11:37,240 Speaker 2: It was amazing. I had been to Milan before several 238 00:11:37,280 --> 00:11:40,120 Speaker 2: times before. I actually did a tour of Italy when 239 00:11:40,120 --> 00:11:41,800 Speaker 2: I was twenty six years old, so I've been all 240 00:11:41,800 --> 00:11:44,920 Speaker 2: over the country. I understand the culture very well. I 241 00:11:44,920 --> 00:11:46,680 Speaker 2: guess I could say I was immersed in the culture 242 00:11:46,720 --> 00:11:51,800 Speaker 2: when I was younger, and I felt like a rock 243 00:11:51,840 --> 00:11:56,720 Speaker 2: star truly, because the people in the city of Milan, 244 00:11:56,880 --> 00:11:59,360 Speaker 2: just the vicinity of the opera house is this gorgeous 245 00:11:59,360 --> 00:12:02,560 Speaker 2: place called the Walmot, this big church and all of 246 00:12:02,600 --> 00:12:05,200 Speaker 2: the restaurants and the people they knew that I was 247 00:12:05,240 --> 00:12:10,320 Speaker 2: coming to sing, so I'm walking down the street and 248 00:12:10,480 --> 00:12:13,400 Speaker 2: the people in the restaurant are like, they don't call 249 00:12:13,440 --> 00:12:14,840 Speaker 2: me angel they call me Angela. 250 00:12:15,000 --> 00:12:15,640 Speaker 3: And so they're like. 251 00:12:15,640 --> 00:12:20,600 Speaker 2: Angela, Angela, to to to doi Angela. And I'm like, what, 252 00:12:20,720 --> 00:12:24,240 Speaker 2: you know, who are these strangers saying toy toy toy 253 00:12:24,280 --> 00:12:24,480 Speaker 2: to me? 254 00:12:25,080 --> 00:12:27,720 Speaker 3: And I'm saying, you know, gratia, thank you, thank you. 255 00:12:28,720 --> 00:12:31,720 Speaker 1: Oh yes, toy to toys like it's break a leg 256 00:12:31,840 --> 00:12:33,280 Speaker 1: or good luck, it's good luck. 257 00:12:33,160 --> 00:12:35,199 Speaker 3: For yes, good luck for opera singers. 258 00:12:35,280 --> 00:12:39,040 Speaker 2: And I went to this restaurant, and I think this 259 00:12:39,080 --> 00:12:41,200 Speaker 2: is what really kind of hit me the hardest, was 260 00:12:41,200 --> 00:12:44,040 Speaker 2: that I went to this gorgeous restaurant. I had this 261 00:12:44,080 --> 00:12:48,920 Speaker 2: delicious lasagna, and the gentleman who brought me my food 262 00:12:49,360 --> 00:12:51,920 Speaker 2: looks at me and he says, you are the first 263 00:12:52,000 --> 00:12:56,439 Speaker 2: black traviata. And I said, am I, And I mean 264 00:12:56,480 --> 00:12:59,120 Speaker 2: I didn't know, Hello, No, do you like the food? 265 00:12:59,160 --> 00:13:01,000 Speaker 2: Do you want anything else? None of That's what he 266 00:13:01,040 --> 00:13:04,559 Speaker 2: said to me, and in English too, and and I said, oh, 267 00:13:04,600 --> 00:13:08,200 Speaker 2: I said, am I. And he said you will be perfect, perfect, 268 00:13:08,320 --> 00:13:11,080 Speaker 2: and if you're hungry, come here, and I said, okay. 269 00:13:11,120 --> 00:13:12,560 Speaker 3: He said, we want to make sure that you do 270 00:13:12,600 --> 00:13:14,520 Speaker 3: a very very very good job. 271 00:13:15,520 --> 00:13:18,000 Speaker 2: And I just that that just made me feel you know, 272 00:13:18,120 --> 00:13:21,480 Speaker 2: I think that was a beautiful just a wonderful experience, 273 00:13:21,480 --> 00:13:22,240 Speaker 2: a wonderful moment. 274 00:13:22,600 --> 00:13:24,360 Speaker 1: But so beautiful about that moment is that there's a 275 00:13:24,400 --> 00:13:27,680 Speaker 1: city that is that immersed in opera, that that they're 276 00:13:27,760 --> 00:13:31,120 Speaker 1: so excited, absolutely, and and that he knows it's this 277 00:13:31,160 --> 00:13:33,080 Speaker 1: a random person coming up to you and telling you 278 00:13:33,120 --> 00:13:36,880 Speaker 1: that you're making history. Yes, there's something so beautiful about that. 279 00:13:37,080 --> 00:13:39,400 Speaker 1: And I love that we have some video of the moment. 280 00:13:39,559 --> 00:13:42,880 Speaker 1: There's some wonderful video with you and Domingo that's online. 281 00:13:43,040 --> 00:13:48,280 Speaker 1: And David Carlin of boch Track wrote of your co 282 00:13:48,520 --> 00:13:53,120 Speaker 1: Garden debut in Traviata Blues voice his complete security of pitch, 283 00:13:53,480 --> 00:13:56,760 Speaker 1: a warm bath of a timber, and a lovely sense 284 00:13:56,800 --> 00:13:59,720 Speaker 1: of lilt and shape to the phrases. She also has 285 00:13:59,720 --> 00:14:02,880 Speaker 1: the ability to make you utterly believe in what you're seeing. 286 00:14:03,400 --> 00:14:05,760 Speaker 1: In the deathbed scene, I don't think I've ever seen 287 00:14:05,880 --> 00:14:09,360 Speaker 1: a more convincing interpretation of a woman who is desperate 288 00:14:09,360 --> 00:14:13,240 Speaker 1: to summon up strength but is simply incapable of standing straight. 289 00:14:13,679 --> 00:14:17,600 Speaker 1: Her interpretation of the end with Violetta's last false hope, 290 00:14:17,840 --> 00:14:23,360 Speaker 1: flaring brightly before fizzling to nothing with spellbinding, and she 291 00:14:23,520 --> 00:14:26,680 Speaker 1: excelled in pure vocal terms with a strong delivery of 292 00:14:26,720 --> 00:14:30,400 Speaker 1: the big aria, sempre libra and adir de pasto. 293 00:14:31,280 --> 00:14:31,760 Speaker 4: I love. 294 00:14:31,880 --> 00:14:33,640 Speaker 1: I mean, reviews are sort of whatever, But what I 295 00:14:33,680 --> 00:14:35,600 Speaker 1: love about that review is that I had the pleasure 296 00:14:35,640 --> 00:14:38,600 Speaker 1: of seeing you seeing Traviata at the Met when you 297 00:14:38,640 --> 00:14:42,080 Speaker 1: made your role debut there earlier this year. I got 298 00:14:42,080 --> 00:14:48,440 Speaker 1: to be in the audience and I felt, I mean, 299 00:14:48,480 --> 00:14:50,960 Speaker 1: I guess it's my favorite opera and it just it's 300 00:14:51,000 --> 00:14:54,520 Speaker 1: I'm always deeply moved by it. But that scene, the 301 00:14:54,520 --> 00:15:00,240 Speaker 1: adio scene, that scene was so I just don't even 302 00:15:00,280 --> 00:15:02,800 Speaker 1: have war it's forty. It was just so moving and 303 00:15:02,880 --> 00:15:20,840 Speaker 1: the acting. Actually, I have a little recorded when you 304 00:15:20,920 --> 00:15:24,000 Speaker 1: hear that, When you hear that, what comes up for you? 305 00:15:24,040 --> 00:15:26,960 Speaker 1: This role that is meant so much to you that 306 00:15:27,280 --> 00:15:30,120 Speaker 1: you aspired to saying that you've made history to saying 307 00:15:31,200 --> 00:15:32,040 Speaker 1: I guess I just. 308 00:15:32,000 --> 00:15:35,600 Speaker 2: Think that it's true. You know, she calls herself a 309 00:15:35,640 --> 00:15:40,400 Speaker 2: fallen woman, and she asks God to help her to 310 00:15:40,480 --> 00:15:44,280 Speaker 2: have mercy on her and that moment, and you know 311 00:15:44,360 --> 00:15:48,520 Speaker 2: you said earlier, what's the difference between Carmen and Dalila 312 00:15:48,840 --> 00:15:55,200 Speaker 2: and Violetta. Dalila is she's kind of, you know, my opinion, 313 00:15:55,360 --> 00:15:59,480 Speaker 2: she's wicked. Carmen my opinion, she's wicked at their core 314 00:16:00,040 --> 00:16:02,240 Speaker 2: there there, it's a selfish kind of a thing. 315 00:16:02,320 --> 00:16:02,720 Speaker 3: I would say. 316 00:16:02,760 --> 00:16:10,160 Speaker 1: Carmen's independent, Yes, she and Cavalier Dadila's Wickedrmon is independent 317 00:16:10,880 --> 00:16:13,880 Speaker 1: and it could be read as wicked for sure, because 318 00:16:13,920 --> 00:16:15,080 Speaker 1: she gives no abs. 319 00:16:16,120 --> 00:16:21,360 Speaker 4: She's like Libra was born and free, I will die. 320 00:16:21,480 --> 00:16:26,400 Speaker 1: She says that there's a defiance that Carmen has is wicked. 321 00:16:26,480 --> 00:16:29,960 Speaker 4: But with the Violetta, you say, the difference for you, I. 322 00:16:29,960 --> 00:16:33,080 Speaker 2: Think is that she's a self sacrificing woman. She's a 323 00:16:33,120 --> 00:16:36,440 Speaker 2: woman who's willing to put her needs, her desires, what 324 00:16:36,560 --> 00:16:39,840 Speaker 2: she wants aside for other people. And I think what 325 00:16:39,880 --> 00:16:42,720 Speaker 2: she said is very true. I would call Carmen defiant. 326 00:16:42,720 --> 00:16:45,160 Speaker 2: That's a better word than wicked. Is that she is 327 00:16:45,240 --> 00:16:47,880 Speaker 2: definitely defiant, going to do what she wants to do. 328 00:16:48,200 --> 00:16:51,880 Speaker 2: But I think that's interesting because they are all this 329 00:16:52,120 --> 00:16:55,560 Speaker 2: sort of courtisan kind of a thing. But but with Violetta, 330 00:16:55,880 --> 00:16:57,920 Speaker 2: I think in her heart, at the core of her 331 00:16:58,680 --> 00:17:02,160 Speaker 2: of her person, she's someone who deeply cares about other. 332 00:17:02,000 --> 00:17:05,119 Speaker 1: People and wants to be loved and wants to be loved, 333 00:17:05,200 --> 00:17:08,560 Speaker 1: and it is indeed in love in a really beautiful way. 334 00:17:09,200 --> 00:17:10,200 Speaker 3: Absolutely yeah. 335 00:17:10,280 --> 00:17:13,320 Speaker 1: And she the way she dies too, is very different 336 00:17:14,040 --> 00:17:14,679 Speaker 1: than a carman. 337 00:17:15,040 --> 00:17:17,000 Speaker 2: And she she has the opportunity to have her whole 338 00:17:17,040 --> 00:17:19,320 Speaker 2: family around her, you know, her, the people who care 339 00:17:19,359 --> 00:17:21,439 Speaker 2: about her the most when she's dying. I suppose all 340 00:17:21,440 --> 00:17:23,920 Speaker 2: of that just kind of you know, when I am interviewed, 341 00:17:23,960 --> 00:17:25,560 Speaker 2: I talk about my dad a lot, and you know, 342 00:17:25,600 --> 00:17:28,400 Speaker 2: I've spoken to you a lot about him. And when 343 00:17:28,400 --> 00:17:31,119 Speaker 2: my father passed away, all of us were there. We're 344 00:17:31,160 --> 00:17:34,520 Speaker 2: five children, and we were all around the hospital bed 345 00:17:34,560 --> 00:17:36,399 Speaker 2: and my mom was standing there at the head of 346 00:17:36,440 --> 00:17:39,040 Speaker 2: the bed, you know, looking over my dad. And that's 347 00:17:39,080 --> 00:17:41,400 Speaker 2: the you know, if you're gonna go, that's a beautiful 348 00:17:41,400 --> 00:17:43,120 Speaker 2: way to do it with the people that you love 349 00:17:43,160 --> 00:17:46,320 Speaker 2: the most around you. That's the beautiful thing about La 350 00:17:46,320 --> 00:17:48,320 Speaker 2: Traviata to me is that in the end, she really 351 00:17:48,359 --> 00:17:50,640 Speaker 2: does she gets what she wants before she goes to heaven, 352 00:17:50,680 --> 00:17:51,119 Speaker 2: I believe. 353 00:17:51,400 --> 00:17:52,160 Speaker 3: And that's all that love. 354 00:17:52,280 --> 00:17:54,960 Speaker 1: For those who don't know, Angel's father was a minister 355 00:17:55,040 --> 00:17:57,160 Speaker 1: and her first boy teacher. He started training you when 356 00:17:57,160 --> 00:17:59,280 Speaker 1: you were six years old, I believe. Do you want 357 00:17:59,280 --> 00:18:00,680 Speaker 1: to say a little bit of your father? 358 00:18:01,240 --> 00:18:04,000 Speaker 2: Yeah, he was just a like you. He's from Alabama. 359 00:18:04,040 --> 00:18:05,720 Speaker 2: How do you not like him? You know Bama people. 360 00:18:05,840 --> 00:18:08,119 Speaker 2: And as you said, he was a minister. He was 361 00:18:08,119 --> 00:18:11,040 Speaker 2: a pastor for gosh, I want to say that. My 362 00:18:11,040 --> 00:18:14,640 Speaker 2: parents minister for like thirty five thirty six years. And 363 00:18:15,160 --> 00:18:19,000 Speaker 2: he was a classically trained singer. So my dad, when 364 00:18:19,040 --> 00:18:21,720 Speaker 2: he was younger, they moved to Cleveland, Ohio, and he 365 00:18:21,760 --> 00:18:25,800 Speaker 2: went to the Cleveland Conservatory of Music, and he studied voice. 366 00:18:25,960 --> 00:18:29,639 Speaker 2: He sang under James Levine and the chorus. And you know, 367 00:18:29,680 --> 00:18:32,080 Speaker 2: he loved opera. And what's great is it's kind of 368 00:18:32,119 --> 00:18:36,200 Speaker 2: a generational thing. So my grandfather, Grandpa James, he liked 369 00:18:36,280 --> 00:18:38,640 Speaker 2: Enrico Caruso. Don't ask me why a coal miner from 370 00:18:38,640 --> 00:18:41,760 Speaker 2: Alabama likes Enrico Caruso, but he did. And he was 371 00:18:41,800 --> 00:18:44,040 Speaker 2: in a barbershop quartet, and so then of course my 372 00:18:44,160 --> 00:18:46,320 Speaker 2: dad picks that up. He falls in love with like 373 00:18:46,400 --> 00:18:49,800 Speaker 2: uc Burling and Luciano Pavarotti and of course Placido Domingo, 374 00:18:50,240 --> 00:18:53,119 Speaker 2: and that was a very crazy connection for me. Because 375 00:18:53,119 --> 00:18:55,280 Speaker 2: I ended up singing with my show Domingo for years, 376 00:18:55,320 --> 00:18:58,199 Speaker 2: you know, and he became my mentor. And that was 377 00:18:58,520 --> 00:19:02,520 Speaker 2: so strange because when my father passed away, it was 378 00:19:02,640 --> 00:19:05,040 Speaker 2: about I think two months to the date that I 379 00:19:05,080 --> 00:19:06,800 Speaker 2: met my shro Domingo, and it was. 380 00:19:06,800 --> 00:19:08,639 Speaker 3: Just very, very wild, you know. 381 00:19:08,680 --> 00:19:10,919 Speaker 2: It was amazing actually, because my dad kept saying, when 382 00:19:10,960 --> 00:19:13,240 Speaker 2: you sing for Domingo, he's gonna love you and he's 383 00:19:13,280 --> 00:19:15,639 Speaker 2: gonna help you, you know, and that he did. But 384 00:19:15,760 --> 00:19:18,479 Speaker 2: my father was just someone who really loved opera and 385 00:19:18,520 --> 00:19:19,919 Speaker 2: it brought him a lot of joy. 386 00:19:20,119 --> 00:19:20,760 Speaker 3: You should have seen. 387 00:19:20,760 --> 00:19:23,000 Speaker 2: He had the biggest smile and he would listen to 388 00:19:24,040 --> 00:19:26,840 Speaker 2: like he would listen to like Polyacchi. 389 00:19:26,880 --> 00:19:28,040 Speaker 3: Polyachi is the clown. 390 00:19:28,119 --> 00:19:32,120 Speaker 2: The opera is the clown, and this man is he's 391 00:19:32,280 --> 00:19:34,600 Speaker 2: lamenting in this aria. And my dad would have that 392 00:19:34,680 --> 00:19:38,560 Speaker 2: on so loud in the kitchen, I mean loud, but 393 00:19:38,640 --> 00:19:41,639 Speaker 2: he was joyful and he'd be smiling and all of that. 394 00:19:41,160 --> 00:19:43,280 Speaker 2: That's that's one of the main reasons why I sing, 395 00:19:43,640 --> 00:19:46,120 Speaker 2: because opera brings me joy, you know. So that's that's 396 00:19:46,160 --> 00:19:48,080 Speaker 2: a tiny tiny bit about my dad. He was an 397 00:19:48,119 --> 00:19:51,119 Speaker 2: amazing man. I'm very honored. I will always be honored 398 00:19:51,160 --> 00:19:51,560 Speaker 2: to be his. 399 00:19:51,600 --> 00:19:54,840 Speaker 1: Daughter, and singing is a connection to your father as well. 400 00:19:54,880 --> 00:19:57,960 Speaker 1: I was just thinking about how and I got very 401 00:19:57,960 --> 00:20:02,520 Speaker 1: emotional thinking about your father passing and then facilitating in heaven, 402 00:20:02,560 --> 00:20:05,200 Speaker 1: facilitating that meeting with Domino, facilitating. 403 00:20:05,560 --> 00:20:06,720 Speaker 4: Yes, so many things. 404 00:20:06,720 --> 00:20:09,280 Speaker 1: The gift for me of the people who have passed 405 00:20:09,280 --> 00:20:12,879 Speaker 1: in my life that I feel like they've become my angels. 406 00:20:12,960 --> 00:20:15,119 Speaker 4: I really do. I keep very emotional with because I 407 00:20:15,119 --> 00:20:15,920 Speaker 4: have a lot of angels. 408 00:20:16,040 --> 00:20:21,439 Speaker 1: Oh my goodness. So he's clearly I mean, yes, las Gala, 409 00:20:21,600 --> 00:20:22,960 Speaker 1: all the things, all the things. 410 00:20:23,040 --> 00:20:24,159 Speaker 4: You know, he's your angel. 411 00:20:24,280 --> 00:20:25,280 Speaker 3: You want to know something weird. 412 00:20:25,400 --> 00:20:29,520 Speaker 2: Yes, I don't normally talk about this, but since she 413 00:20:29,600 --> 00:20:31,920 Speaker 2: said that you said angels and then you said las Gala, 414 00:20:32,040 --> 00:20:34,040 Speaker 2: this might sound weird, but this happened to me. 415 00:20:34,080 --> 00:20:34,880 Speaker 3: After rehearsal. 416 00:20:34,920 --> 00:20:38,679 Speaker 2: I was we were doing Act two and I was 417 00:20:38,680 --> 00:20:41,760 Speaker 2: rehearsing with my Sto Domingo and the scene between the 418 00:20:41,840 --> 00:20:46,480 Speaker 2: character Violetta and her boyfriend's dad Germont, and we rehearsed it, 419 00:20:46,640 --> 00:20:48,800 Speaker 2: and I went and I grabbed some water in my 420 00:20:48,920 --> 00:20:52,480 Speaker 2: bottle before I went back to the hotel. And as 421 00:20:52,520 --> 00:20:56,400 Speaker 2: I'm filling up this water bottle, I had the strongest, 422 00:20:56,960 --> 00:20:59,840 Speaker 2: strongest sensation that my dad was standing behind me with 423 00:21:00,160 --> 00:21:04,639 Speaker 2: big smile, and it was so real that when I. 424 00:21:04,560 --> 00:21:05,520 Speaker 3: Was like, wait, is he there? 425 00:21:05,520 --> 00:21:07,520 Speaker 2: And I turned almost like, you know, did Dad just 426 00:21:07,800 --> 00:21:10,120 Speaker 2: skip off to Italy and not tell us there's something? 427 00:21:10,480 --> 00:21:13,480 Speaker 2: And I turned around and of course he wasn't standing there, 428 00:21:13,520 --> 00:21:15,359 Speaker 2: but it was like his presence was there. It was 429 00:21:15,400 --> 00:21:18,080 Speaker 2: just it was like the Lord was letting me know 430 00:21:18,160 --> 00:21:20,520 Speaker 2: that my dad can see what I'm doing. You know, 431 00:21:20,600 --> 00:21:22,439 Speaker 2: he could see that. I guess he always told me 432 00:21:22,480 --> 00:21:24,600 Speaker 2: that I would sing. He always said that. You know, 433 00:21:24,640 --> 00:21:27,040 Speaker 2: it's a blessing when you have a family member or 434 00:21:27,080 --> 00:21:30,600 Speaker 2: anybody in your life, a coach, somebody who really encourages 435 00:21:30,640 --> 00:21:32,840 Speaker 2: you like that and is constantly letting you know when 436 00:21:32,840 --> 00:21:34,760 Speaker 2: you don't feel like you can sing, or when you 437 00:21:34,800 --> 00:21:36,720 Speaker 2: don't feel like you're good at what you do, or hey, 438 00:21:36,760 --> 00:21:39,679 Speaker 2: there's no hope here, it's wonderful to have that person 439 00:21:39,720 --> 00:21:42,080 Speaker 2: who's like, no, you're doing the right thing. You just 440 00:21:42,160 --> 00:21:44,560 Speaker 2: keep like I said before, you keep going, You keep going, 441 00:21:44,600 --> 00:21:47,040 Speaker 2: you keep going. He's an angel. You'll win if you 442 00:21:47,040 --> 00:21:49,359 Speaker 2: don't quit. My dad used to always say that to me, 443 00:21:49,720 --> 00:21:51,840 Speaker 2: and I do in my own way. I feel like 444 00:21:51,880 --> 00:21:54,880 Speaker 2: I've won, you know, and he's over my shoulder now, 445 00:21:54,880 --> 00:21:57,040 Speaker 2: But he really is, you know, he really has been 446 00:21:57,119 --> 00:22:00,639 Speaker 2: such a driving force and a huge blessing to me 447 00:22:00,760 --> 00:22:03,080 Speaker 2: in this opera career. And when I was getting that 448 00:22:03,160 --> 00:22:06,480 Speaker 2: water at Lascala, I took that to mean that he 449 00:22:06,520 --> 00:22:07,360 Speaker 2: could see me there. 450 00:22:07,600 --> 00:22:09,280 Speaker 4: Oh yeah, Oh that's so beautiful. 451 00:22:12,920 --> 00:22:27,440 Speaker 1: We'll be right back. Alrighty, we're back. I remember seeing 452 00:22:27,440 --> 00:22:29,199 Speaker 1: an interview that you did, and I remember when you 453 00:22:29,240 --> 00:22:30,520 Speaker 1: were at UCLA and. 454 00:22:30,400 --> 00:22:31,840 Speaker 4: Some of the struggles you had there. 455 00:22:31,840 --> 00:22:33,119 Speaker 1: And I don't know if you want to talk about that, 456 00:22:33,160 --> 00:22:34,800 Speaker 1: because I think, you know, you said you were having 457 00:22:34,840 --> 00:22:37,399 Speaker 1: trouble learning music and what was that about? 458 00:22:37,440 --> 00:22:39,440 Speaker 4: And has that shifted for you? Is it easier to 459 00:22:39,480 --> 00:22:40,320 Speaker 4: learn music now? 460 00:22:40,800 --> 00:22:42,439 Speaker 2: First, I want to say thank you for the question, 461 00:22:42,520 --> 00:22:45,840 Speaker 2: because I think sometimes maybe now opera singers are more 462 00:22:45,880 --> 00:22:49,720 Speaker 2: open to talking about their struggles in music. I'm very 463 00:22:49,760 --> 00:22:51,879 Speaker 2: thankful that my parents gave me piano lessons when I 464 00:22:51,920 --> 00:22:55,320 Speaker 2: was little. My mom taught me first, and then I 465 00:22:55,359 --> 00:22:58,280 Speaker 2: had a piano teachers, very similar to how I study voice. 466 00:22:58,320 --> 00:22:59,360 Speaker 3: I play several instruments. 467 00:22:59,400 --> 00:23:01,920 Speaker 2: I play the badly, I play the alto saxophone, but 468 00:23:01,960 --> 00:23:03,800 Speaker 2: I still pull it out every now and again. I 469 00:23:03,840 --> 00:23:07,040 Speaker 2: have my bass guitar right here, So I'm a musician 470 00:23:07,080 --> 00:23:13,520 Speaker 2: for sure. But Opera presented the problem of learning quickly. 471 00:23:14,320 --> 00:23:18,760 Speaker 2: How do you learn fast and efficiently? And so right 472 00:23:18,800 --> 00:23:21,239 Speaker 2: now I'm working on Il Trovatore. That's the next thing 473 00:23:21,280 --> 00:23:23,520 Speaker 2: I have coming up, and I'm gonna show you. 474 00:23:23,720 --> 00:23:26,879 Speaker 1: And you haven't sung Chrouvatori yet. You were supposed to 475 00:23:26,880 --> 00:23:29,640 Speaker 1: debut trovatory if I recall, during the pandemic and at 476 00:23:29,800 --> 00:23:33,280 Speaker 1: La Opera, and obviously the pandemic happened, and so where 477 00:23:33,280 --> 00:23:35,760 Speaker 1: are you singing Trovatore in the fall? 478 00:23:35,800 --> 00:23:38,440 Speaker 3: I think San Francisco Operas in September. 479 00:23:38,720 --> 00:23:40,800 Speaker 2: So I'm just going to show you, so basically, with 480 00:23:41,000 --> 00:23:43,879 Speaker 2: the music, what really has helped me. And this is 481 00:23:43,920 --> 00:23:46,520 Speaker 2: gonna this is I'm just being totally real right now. 482 00:23:46,520 --> 00:23:48,840 Speaker 2: This is like my diary, but with the music, I'm 483 00:23:48,840 --> 00:23:51,719 Speaker 2: gonna put it here if you can see it, like 484 00:23:51,760 --> 00:23:54,800 Speaker 2: you see those you see those big lines, right, so 485 00:23:54,960 --> 00:23:57,800 Speaker 2: those lines are my saving grace, These vertical lines going 486 00:23:57,960 --> 00:23:59,240 Speaker 2: up and down, and those are just. 487 00:23:59,160 --> 00:23:59,879 Speaker 3: The big beats. 488 00:24:00,080 --> 00:24:02,000 Speaker 2: That was the hardest, which is weird because I play 489 00:24:02,040 --> 00:24:04,600 Speaker 2: the bass, so I of course, understand the rhythm, you know, 490 00:24:04,760 --> 00:24:08,320 Speaker 2: But that was the hardest thing for me, was to understand. 491 00:24:07,880 --> 00:24:09,520 Speaker 3: Rhythmically just how things work. 492 00:24:17,040 --> 00:24:20,760 Speaker 2: When I started getting better at Italian, then I understood 493 00:24:20,800 --> 00:24:23,919 Speaker 2: that the rhythm was inspired by the words, by the text. 494 00:24:24,400 --> 00:24:27,040 Speaker 2: And when I understood that the music was inspired by 495 00:24:27,040 --> 00:24:32,879 Speaker 2: the text, the text inspires the acting, the drama essentially, 496 00:24:37,600 --> 00:24:40,359 Speaker 2: and sometimes the dramas really heavily in the orchestra. Sometimes 497 00:24:40,400 --> 00:24:42,560 Speaker 2: the dramas it's always going to be in the text, 498 00:24:42,800 --> 00:24:44,359 Speaker 2: but most of the time it's in the rhythm. 499 00:24:44,840 --> 00:24:46,159 Speaker 3: All of those things just kind. 500 00:24:46,000 --> 00:24:53,760 Speaker 2: Of came to me, but I didn't really understand that 501 00:24:53,800 --> 00:24:56,640 Speaker 2: when I was, you know, twenty twenty one years old 502 00:24:56,640 --> 00:25:00,520 Speaker 2: at UCLA, and I had an interesting time because I 503 00:25:00,600 --> 00:25:04,880 Speaker 2: was doing I was my father passed away, and when 504 00:25:04,880 --> 00:25:07,760 Speaker 2: my dad passed away, I dropped out of the opera 505 00:25:07,880 --> 00:25:12,040 Speaker 2: at UCLA. At the same time, though I was an 506 00:25:12,119 --> 00:25:15,399 Speaker 2: intern at La Opera for the Young Artist Program, I 507 00:25:15,440 --> 00:25:18,000 Speaker 2: was also doing Miss California at the time. That was 508 00:25:18,000 --> 00:25:20,280 Speaker 2: my last year at Miss California. Was just a ton 509 00:25:20,320 --> 00:25:25,600 Speaker 2: of things going on musically. I felt lost because I 510 00:25:25,680 --> 00:25:29,520 Speaker 2: felt like there were you know, opera is filled with 511 00:25:29,600 --> 00:25:35,080 Speaker 2: many facets there's just they're sorry, there's so much to it, 512 00:25:36,200 --> 00:25:38,439 Speaker 2: and I just having all of these I felt like 513 00:25:38,480 --> 00:25:41,840 Speaker 2: I was juggling stuff just in things that needed to 514 00:25:41,840 --> 00:25:43,840 Speaker 2: be juggled and it needed to stay in my life. 515 00:25:43,920 --> 00:25:45,840 Speaker 2: And then there were things that I didn't need to juggle, 516 00:25:45,840 --> 00:25:48,360 Speaker 2: that didn't need to be in my life. But at 517 00:25:48,560 --> 00:25:51,280 Speaker 2: you know, at twenty two, twenty three, twenty four years old, 518 00:25:52,960 --> 00:25:57,080 Speaker 2: it's hard to figure that out and you're grieving. That's hard. 519 00:25:57,840 --> 00:26:00,399 Speaker 2: So that really when I talk about this ruggle, the 520 00:26:00,400 --> 00:26:03,000 Speaker 2: struggle for me was the struggle of how do I 521 00:26:03,080 --> 00:26:06,000 Speaker 2: learn this quickly? You know, singing is I would say, 522 00:26:06,040 --> 00:26:08,000 Speaker 2: it's like being an athlete because the thing has to 523 00:26:08,040 --> 00:26:10,280 Speaker 2: be in your body when you get on stage. You 524 00:26:10,280 --> 00:26:12,680 Speaker 2: don't want to be thinking, oh wait, what's the next note, 525 00:26:12,720 --> 00:26:14,800 Speaker 2: Oh wait, what's that word? Oh no, you want to 526 00:26:14,800 --> 00:26:17,760 Speaker 2: be on autopilot and just be able to go. So 527 00:26:17,880 --> 00:26:20,080 Speaker 2: all of these things were just kind of going on 528 00:26:20,200 --> 00:26:23,399 Speaker 2: at that time. And you know, I'm well past twenty 529 00:26:23,440 --> 00:26:25,560 Speaker 2: four years old now and I still look at that 530 00:26:25,640 --> 00:26:26,600 Speaker 2: time and I think, wow. 531 00:26:26,440 --> 00:26:27,359 Speaker 3: How did you get through that? 532 00:26:28,080 --> 00:26:29,080 Speaker 4: How did you get through. 533 00:26:29,640 --> 00:26:32,320 Speaker 2: I mean, I honestly I think my for sure, my 534 00:26:32,440 --> 00:26:35,960 Speaker 2: faith one hundred percent. My faith and my family helped 535 00:26:36,000 --> 00:26:38,160 Speaker 2: me a lot. You know, I had my mom, I'm 536 00:26:38,359 --> 00:26:41,400 Speaker 2: I'm number four or five, and everything was keep going, 537 00:26:41,520 --> 00:26:44,680 Speaker 2: keep going, keep going. Well, remember Dad said, Remember Dad 538 00:26:44,840 --> 00:26:47,920 Speaker 2: used to say, there was one point. 539 00:26:48,359 --> 00:26:51,280 Speaker 3: I know that people can't see me. But at one 540 00:26:51,320 --> 00:26:53,800 Speaker 3: point I started breathing with my shoulders, and so I 541 00:26:53,840 --> 00:26:57,760 Speaker 3: was taking breaths and lifting up my shoulders and my sister. 542 00:26:58,200 --> 00:27:00,280 Speaker 2: My sister said, ain't to remember Dad. I said, you see, 543 00:27:00,359 --> 00:27:02,520 Speaker 2: you need to be relaxed. And I had to remember 544 00:27:02,560 --> 00:27:05,679 Speaker 2: those things. I had to just remember. I guess my 545 00:27:05,840 --> 00:27:08,320 Speaker 2: roots and what they were. But also, you know, I 546 00:27:08,320 --> 00:27:10,280 Speaker 2: will tell you this. I know that God gave me 547 00:27:10,320 --> 00:27:13,280 Speaker 2: the talent that I have for a reason, and I 548 00:27:13,320 --> 00:27:15,600 Speaker 2: know that he said He'll never leave me or forsake me. 549 00:27:15,760 --> 00:27:17,760 Speaker 2: And even in those moments where I feel like I'm 550 00:27:17,760 --> 00:27:20,919 Speaker 2: alone or like I'm forsook, I'm not, and I have 551 00:27:21,000 --> 00:27:23,360 Speaker 2: to remember that. I think, you know, it was important 552 00:27:23,400 --> 00:27:27,280 Speaker 2: to try to just keep going, and as hard as 553 00:27:27,320 --> 00:27:28,919 Speaker 2: that was, I did. 554 00:27:29,040 --> 00:27:32,040 Speaker 3: And then I had the opportunity also to go to Europe. 555 00:27:32,880 --> 00:27:35,320 Speaker 2: By that point, I was twenty six, and that really 556 00:27:35,359 --> 00:27:39,520 Speaker 2: helped me a lot, because I saw a different, completely 557 00:27:39,560 --> 00:27:43,439 Speaker 2: different side of opera from the European perspective. And I 558 00:27:43,480 --> 00:27:46,959 Speaker 2: believe with all my heart that Europe gave me my career. 559 00:27:47,480 --> 00:27:49,800 Speaker 2: The career that I have today, I have because I 560 00:27:49,840 --> 00:27:52,400 Speaker 2: went to Spain, because I went to Italy. I spent 561 00:27:52,480 --> 00:27:55,480 Speaker 2: all those years in Germany. Still don't speak very good German, 562 00:27:55,560 --> 00:27:58,520 Speaker 2: but I've spent so much time there in Austria and 563 00:27:58,560 --> 00:28:01,520 Speaker 2: all of those places, learning, you know, And thankfully I 564 00:28:01,560 --> 00:28:04,160 Speaker 2: still can say that I still travel to those places, 565 00:28:04,160 --> 00:28:07,359 Speaker 2: still learning, you know, still trying to keep going, keep going, 566 00:28:07,440 --> 00:28:08,520 Speaker 2: keep going, keep going. 567 00:28:10,240 --> 00:28:14,359 Speaker 1: Wonderful, amazing, Oh gosh, I love, love love this. So 568 00:28:14,840 --> 00:28:19,840 Speaker 1: you recently made your debut as Aida, the Ethiopian Princess 569 00:28:19,920 --> 00:28:20,959 Speaker 1: at Covin Garden. 570 00:28:21,280 --> 00:28:22,080 Speaker 4: How did it feel? 571 00:28:22,160 --> 00:28:26,000 Speaker 1: Ada is one of those tricky opera It's because it's 572 00:28:26,240 --> 00:28:30,520 Speaker 1: very for those people don't know opera. It's there's very 573 00:28:30,600 --> 00:28:34,080 Speaker 1: legato singing that's required, and then there's very dramatic singing 574 00:28:34,480 --> 00:28:38,360 Speaker 1: that is required. So how was it singing Ada? 575 00:28:38,760 --> 00:28:39,000 Speaker 3: Yes? 576 00:28:41,480 --> 00:28:45,280 Speaker 2: Honestly, three words. It is hard. You know, it's hard. 577 00:28:46,480 --> 00:28:48,800 Speaker 2: It's not an easy role. It's just it's not And 578 00:28:50,040 --> 00:28:53,200 Speaker 2: I think what makes it so hard is that it's 579 00:28:53,240 --> 00:28:55,040 Speaker 2: so it's weird because there's not a lot of music, 580 00:28:55,080 --> 00:28:56,080 Speaker 2: it's not a lot of singing. 581 00:28:57,080 --> 00:28:58,160 Speaker 3: It's the title character. 582 00:28:58,280 --> 00:29:00,200 Speaker 2: So with the title character, that comes a lot of 583 00:29:00,200 --> 00:29:04,040 Speaker 2: pressure just period, just psychologically, just thinking the opera's called Ada, 584 00:29:04,160 --> 00:29:06,440 Speaker 2: I'm singing Aida, you know, just whatever that means in 585 00:29:06,480 --> 00:29:11,560 Speaker 2: your mind. So there's that whole sort of obstacle first, 586 00:29:11,720 --> 00:29:16,160 Speaker 2: and then after that there's all of the things that follow. Musically, 587 00:29:17,160 --> 00:29:20,040 Speaker 2: I think of everything as just being lyric. I try 588 00:29:20,040 --> 00:29:21,920 Speaker 2: not to think, oh, this is the strongest part of 589 00:29:21,960 --> 00:29:23,320 Speaker 2: the opera and I have to give it all. 590 00:29:23,600 --> 00:29:23,960 Speaker 3: I don't. 591 00:29:24,320 --> 00:29:27,120 Speaker 2: I try to just be as lyrical as possible. And 592 00:29:27,200 --> 00:29:29,080 Speaker 2: I think a lot of that comes with what the 593 00:29:29,160 --> 00:29:32,160 Speaker 2: composer is asking the singer to do. You know, don't 594 00:29:32,160 --> 00:29:34,400 Speaker 2: do something the composer doesn't say to do, and go 595 00:29:35,240 --> 00:29:37,440 Speaker 2: with what the conductor is doing. I'm not a singer 596 00:29:37,440 --> 00:29:40,480 Speaker 2: who tries to out sing the orchestra or do something 597 00:29:40,520 --> 00:29:42,440 Speaker 2: different than the orchestra is doing. 598 00:29:42,720 --> 00:29:44,760 Speaker 3: That's weird, you know. I want to be with them 599 00:29:44,800 --> 00:29:46,080 Speaker 3: because we're an ensemble. 600 00:29:46,840 --> 00:29:49,360 Speaker 2: So I mean with that, I have to say my 601 00:29:49,480 --> 00:29:52,600 Speaker 2: favorite part of Ada was the hardest part was Act three. 602 00:29:53,200 --> 00:29:56,480 Speaker 2: Act three is wild, so you start out with this 603 00:29:56,560 --> 00:29:59,680 Speaker 2: O paty Amiya al patrey Ama is my homeland. She's 604 00:29:59,720 --> 00:30:03,000 Speaker 2: talking about where she's from and and how she misses it. 605 00:30:03,040 --> 00:30:05,720 Speaker 2: She describes where she's from, she says, you know, these 606 00:30:05,760 --> 00:30:07,360 Speaker 2: the fresh valleys and the. 607 00:30:07,360 --> 00:30:09,120 Speaker 3: Rolling hills, and she misses it. 608 00:30:09,200 --> 00:30:14,520 Speaker 2: And then she has to sing this beautiful hopefully piano 609 00:30:15,080 --> 00:30:18,880 Speaker 2: high sea. Yeah, and and then and how do you 610 00:30:18,920 --> 00:30:20,320 Speaker 2: how do you explain a high sea? I don't know 611 00:30:20,320 --> 00:30:21,480 Speaker 2: how to explain a high seat. 612 00:30:22,360 --> 00:30:26,560 Speaker 1: It's a it's a really high note. It's a you know, 613 00:30:26,840 --> 00:30:29,600 Speaker 1: for a soprano. It's one of those money notes for 614 00:30:29,640 --> 00:30:32,280 Speaker 1: a soprano that you gotta you gotta have a high sea, 615 00:30:32,400 --> 00:30:35,400 Speaker 1: you know, right, Yeah, it's a it's a really high note. 616 00:30:35,440 --> 00:30:36,000 Speaker 4: I'm trying to think. 617 00:30:36,200 --> 00:30:41,200 Speaker 1: Oh, for Beyonce fans, Beyonce in Emotions with Destiny's Child, 618 00:30:41,520 --> 00:30:44,400 Speaker 1: that note Beyonce hit in her head voice is a high. 619 00:30:44,480 --> 00:30:48,080 Speaker 3: High see that's right? Well well, well, yes, yes, that's right. 620 00:30:48,760 --> 00:30:49,480 Speaker 4: That's a high seat. 621 00:30:49,560 --> 00:30:51,920 Speaker 3: And it's not easy to sing a high see. 622 00:30:51,960 --> 00:30:54,080 Speaker 2: It's it's it's easy if you're just shouting it out, 623 00:30:54,200 --> 00:30:55,800 Speaker 2: you know, if it's like a loud high sea. 624 00:30:56,160 --> 00:30:59,640 Speaker 1: But it's the phrase in O Patriamia. It's the climb 625 00:30:59,720 --> 00:31:01,880 Speaker 1: up to the sea. It's something I do. It's just 626 00:31:01,920 --> 00:31:03,600 Speaker 1: as an exercise. 627 00:31:03,320 --> 00:31:05,240 Speaker 3: Yes, and it's a very good exercise. 628 00:31:05,760 --> 00:31:08,080 Speaker 2: And every I think the thing that's probably I would 629 00:31:08,080 --> 00:31:11,000 Speaker 2: say scary about it is just that everybody knows it's coming. 630 00:31:11,600 --> 00:31:16,000 Speaker 2: And you know, for myself, I enjoyed it because that 631 00:31:16,240 --> 00:31:18,520 Speaker 2: aria for me, where it sits in my voice is 632 00:31:18,520 --> 00:31:21,800 Speaker 2: an easier place for me to sing. So I was 633 00:31:21,840 --> 00:31:24,040 Speaker 2: okay with it. You know, I'm not going to say 634 00:31:24,040 --> 00:31:26,200 Speaker 2: that I landed the high seat perfectly every single time 635 00:31:26,200 --> 00:31:28,800 Speaker 2: I sang it, but I definitely felt more comfortable in 636 00:31:28,800 --> 00:31:32,400 Speaker 2: that section than I did in the section that follows it. 637 00:31:32,600 --> 00:31:34,160 Speaker 3: After the duet with her dad. 638 00:31:34,240 --> 00:31:36,560 Speaker 2: So her her dad comes in in act three after 639 00:31:36,640 --> 00:31:41,080 Speaker 2: she sings this beautiful Aria and basically tells her off 640 00:31:41,480 --> 00:31:44,320 Speaker 2: because she is in love with the enemy. 641 00:31:44,640 --> 00:31:45,280 Speaker 3: She's in love with. 642 00:31:45,240 --> 00:31:48,960 Speaker 4: The enemy as it is a mess. 643 00:31:49,440 --> 00:31:51,840 Speaker 2: And her dad comes in and he's getting on her 644 00:31:52,000 --> 00:31:54,080 Speaker 2: and telling her that you know you're not my daughter, 645 00:31:54,600 --> 00:31:56,560 Speaker 2: You're the slave of the pharaohs, is what he says 646 00:31:56,600 --> 00:32:00,240 Speaker 2: to her. Then after that they reconcile by her saying, Okay, 647 00:32:00,440 --> 00:32:02,920 Speaker 2: you know, I'll do this for my country, basic spy 648 00:32:03,000 --> 00:32:06,720 Speaker 2: on radom as yes, to find out where the enemy's 649 00:32:06,840 --> 00:32:09,120 Speaker 2: army will be going. And then the next thing that 650 00:32:09,160 --> 00:32:12,720 Speaker 2: happens is her boyfriend comes in and that whole part 651 00:32:13,120 --> 00:32:17,000 Speaker 2: is very dramatic, but it's low. It's all low in 652 00:32:17,040 --> 00:32:20,880 Speaker 2: the sopranos voice. So in that moment, I thought, you're 653 00:32:20,920 --> 00:32:25,120 Speaker 2: just talking, You're just speaking, don't try to be super loud. 654 00:32:25,120 --> 00:32:27,480 Speaker 2: And I we had a great conductor. His name is 655 00:32:27,520 --> 00:32:30,120 Speaker 2: Sir Mark Elder, and you know, he was very sensitive 656 00:32:30,160 --> 00:32:32,800 Speaker 2: to the fact that that's not the strongest part of 657 00:32:32,840 --> 00:32:35,280 Speaker 2: my voice. Of most sopranos, that's not the strongest part 658 00:32:35,280 --> 00:32:38,560 Speaker 2: of their voice. And he's like, don't worry, don't worry, 659 00:32:38,600 --> 00:32:40,640 Speaker 2: you can you can still be heard. So I don't 660 00:32:40,640 --> 00:32:43,880 Speaker 2: know my experience with Aida. It's hard, but it was 661 00:32:43,920 --> 00:32:47,080 Speaker 2: definitely a challenge I welcomed. I look forward to singing 662 00:32:47,080 --> 00:32:50,000 Speaker 2: it again. I don't believe I have it in my 663 00:32:50,080 --> 00:32:54,640 Speaker 2: schedule until I want to say, twenty twenty four, twenty yeah, 664 00:32:54,800 --> 00:32:56,000 Speaker 2: twenty four next year. 665 00:32:55,880 --> 00:32:58,200 Speaker 3: The end of next year, okay, And so I'm looking 666 00:32:58,240 --> 00:32:58,640 Speaker 3: forward to it. 667 00:32:58,640 --> 00:33:02,400 Speaker 2: But it's you know, it's it's totally different than ltraviata, 668 00:33:02,520 --> 00:33:05,920 Speaker 2: and it's totally different than if I had to put them. 669 00:33:05,920 --> 00:33:07,480 Speaker 3: You did not ask me this. I'm just this is. 670 00:33:07,440 --> 00:33:09,680 Speaker 2: Just me thinking verity because I've been reading this book 671 00:33:09,760 --> 00:33:13,840 Speaker 2: on him, and I knew he was amazing, but I 672 00:33:13,840 --> 00:33:15,880 Speaker 2: didn't know how amazing until I started singing all of 673 00:33:15,920 --> 00:33:20,400 Speaker 2: this music. Yeah, I would say Traviata's first is second, 674 00:33:20,720 --> 00:33:21,960 Speaker 2: and then Aida is third. 675 00:33:21,720 --> 00:33:23,600 Speaker 4: For me in terms of your favorites. 676 00:33:23,480 --> 00:33:24,680 Speaker 3: I think, so yeah, yeah. 677 00:33:24,720 --> 00:33:26,000 Speaker 2: Also, you know, I you know, you have you go 678 00:33:26,040 --> 00:33:29,040 Speaker 2: through the evening being called names and stuff, and you know, 679 00:33:29,080 --> 00:33:31,160 Speaker 2: having this crazy duet with I'm nerst. 680 00:33:31,160 --> 00:33:32,080 Speaker 3: That's not easy either. 681 00:33:32,560 --> 00:33:34,800 Speaker 4: Oh damn oh the judgment girl. 682 00:33:36,520 --> 00:33:38,760 Speaker 1: Is because I'm nerss but the people for the people 683 00:33:38,760 --> 00:33:41,400 Speaker 1: who don't know it and Radames are officially together. Yes, 684 00:33:41,480 --> 00:33:46,800 Speaker 1: so Radam is it's cheating right on, I'm near neres 685 00:33:47,200 --> 00:33:50,840 Speaker 1: with you with Aida. Yes, So she's confronting her and 686 00:33:50,840 --> 00:33:53,840 Speaker 1: she's like, girl, yes, why you with my man? And 687 00:33:53,960 --> 00:33:57,240 Speaker 1: you're you know, you're supposed to be my servant, my slave. 688 00:33:57,720 --> 00:34:00,280 Speaker 1: But Aita says she's never slave, always a friend, says 689 00:34:00,400 --> 00:34:02,040 Speaker 1: she never bow damn nears. 690 00:34:02,360 --> 00:34:03,720 Speaker 3: Do you see those clips of Price? 691 00:34:03,920 --> 00:34:06,120 Speaker 2: If you see those clips of Price, there's there's a 692 00:34:06,240 --> 00:34:08,440 Speaker 2: video of her with Simon Esti's I believe it's from 693 00:34:08,440 --> 00:34:10,520 Speaker 2: the met I think it's her last Aida in nineteen 694 00:34:10,680 --> 00:34:11,200 Speaker 2: eighty two. 695 00:34:11,320 --> 00:34:14,040 Speaker 1: Yes, eighty five, it was her last Ada eighty five. 696 00:34:14,120 --> 00:34:14,520 Speaker 3: Thank you. 697 00:34:14,600 --> 00:34:18,560 Speaker 2: And he what is his name, the dad Amanaziro, father 698 00:34:18,680 --> 00:34:21,839 Speaker 2: of Aida. He pushes her and she goes clear to 699 00:34:21,920 --> 00:34:24,600 Speaker 2: the ground, clear to the ground, and then she does 700 00:34:24,600 --> 00:34:26,160 Speaker 2: this thing where she looks up and she puts her 701 00:34:26,160 --> 00:34:27,840 Speaker 2: hands up and I was like, wow, that's nice. You 702 00:34:27,880 --> 00:34:30,360 Speaker 2: know that is her father and he is the only 703 00:34:30,440 --> 00:34:35,080 Speaker 2: one who has that kind of control and and say. 704 00:34:34,880 --> 00:34:35,640 Speaker 3: So over her. 705 00:34:36,880 --> 00:34:40,200 Speaker 1: There's this beautiful story that Simon Estis tells when they 706 00:34:40,239 --> 00:34:43,120 Speaker 1: sang for the first time together in San Francisco, where 707 00:34:43,160 --> 00:34:45,200 Speaker 1: she just she was like, there's a black king. She 708 00:34:45,280 --> 00:34:47,120 Speaker 1: was still I think it was it was Aida, I think, 709 00:34:47,800 --> 00:34:50,160 Speaker 1: and she and he was playing her father. I think 710 00:34:50,160 --> 00:34:53,560 Speaker 1: it's the late seventies. She was just so excited. Yeah, 711 00:34:53,560 --> 00:34:55,600 Speaker 1: there was a black man, you know, because you know 712 00:34:55,640 --> 00:34:57,880 Speaker 1: they're black men and operate. It's been it's been a struggle, 713 00:34:57,920 --> 00:34:59,880 Speaker 1: a different kind of struggle than for black women. And 714 00:34:59,880 --> 00:35:02,239 Speaker 1: she told him it can be harder for you than 715 00:35:02,280 --> 00:35:05,239 Speaker 1: it was for me. Anyway, Liantin stories. I could go 716 00:35:05,239 --> 00:35:06,759 Speaker 1: on with Lintin stories for the rest of. 717 00:35:06,719 --> 00:35:07,920 Speaker 3: The I know you love her. 718 00:35:08,680 --> 00:35:12,840 Speaker 1: You are a two time Grammy Award winning opera singer 719 00:35:12,960 --> 00:35:15,839 Speaker 1: for your recordings of Porgy and Best and Fire, Shut 720 00:35:15,920 --> 00:35:20,080 Speaker 1: Up in my Bones, congratulations. You also opened two different 721 00:35:20,080 --> 00:35:22,920 Speaker 1: seasons of the Metropolitan Opera in those operas, and I 722 00:35:22,960 --> 00:35:24,880 Speaker 1: remember we had dinner and I was just like, girl, 723 00:35:24,960 --> 00:35:27,480 Speaker 1: you're opening the met singing Best. 724 00:35:29,239 --> 00:35:30,600 Speaker 4: Do you feel like that, bitch? 725 00:35:30,960 --> 00:35:31,280 Speaker 3: No? 726 00:35:32,320 --> 00:35:34,719 Speaker 1: And you're so humble, You're so humble, But I'm a 727 00:35:34,880 --> 00:35:38,560 Speaker 1: girl like girl, You're opening the Met like you were Best, 728 00:35:38,680 --> 00:35:40,600 Speaker 1: and you're opening the season and you've done it twice 729 00:35:40,680 --> 00:35:43,120 Speaker 1: now and one two Grammys. Can you talk a little 730 00:35:43,120 --> 00:35:45,839 Speaker 1: bit about I mean, obviously Best and Fire are two 731 00:35:46,000 --> 00:35:48,480 Speaker 1: very different operas when it's twenty first century, when it's 732 00:35:48,480 --> 00:35:51,160 Speaker 1: twentieth century, very different roles. Can you talk a little 733 00:35:51,200 --> 00:35:54,759 Speaker 1: bit about the difference between singing those and if you 734 00:35:54,800 --> 00:35:56,960 Speaker 1: want to tell your Grammy experience and. 735 00:36:00,960 --> 00:36:02,520 Speaker 4: Why are you laughing? Why are you laving? 736 00:36:03,000 --> 00:36:06,040 Speaker 3: I don't know. I'm laughing because I feel like. 737 00:36:07,840 --> 00:36:11,240 Speaker 2: I feel like saying that I have two Grammys is crazy, 738 00:36:12,280 --> 00:36:14,640 Speaker 2: But I know that I know that They're not a 739 00:36:14,719 --> 00:36:18,400 Speaker 2: result of me, just me. You know, when I was 740 00:36:18,440 --> 00:36:21,480 Speaker 2: talking about Aita, I mentioned that me and the orchestra, 741 00:36:21,640 --> 00:36:24,879 Speaker 2: the conductor were all and ensemble. And when I think 742 00:36:24,920 --> 00:36:28,760 Speaker 2: of Porgy and Bess and Fire, shut up in my bones. 743 00:36:28,800 --> 00:36:31,280 Speaker 2: I don't know that I've ever been in an opera 744 00:36:31,480 --> 00:36:37,640 Speaker 2: where the cast, everybody, everybody involved was just it felt 745 00:36:37,680 --> 00:36:40,879 Speaker 2: like one hundred percent on board. So when you say 746 00:36:40,960 --> 00:36:42,920 Speaker 2: two time Grammy winner, and I just think, you know, 747 00:36:42,960 --> 00:36:44,560 Speaker 2: I'm really thankful that I was a part of that. 748 00:36:44,600 --> 00:36:46,879 Speaker 2: I'm really thankful that I got to be in those 749 00:36:46,960 --> 00:36:50,160 Speaker 2: casts with those amazing artists, with that orchestra, the med 750 00:36:50,280 --> 00:36:51,040 Speaker 2: orchestra is. 751 00:36:50,960 --> 00:36:52,680 Speaker 3: Just they're on another level. You know. I just went 752 00:36:52,760 --> 00:36:53,879 Speaker 3: on thank God, I just went on. 753 00:36:53,880 --> 00:36:57,840 Speaker 2: Tour with them and working with Uniquenesce again, David Robertson 754 00:36:57,920 --> 00:37:01,600 Speaker 2: and James Robinson as the director. It was just really great. 755 00:37:01,680 --> 00:37:03,960 Speaker 2: I mean, I don't know, you do I feel like 756 00:37:04,000 --> 00:37:07,560 Speaker 2: that that girl. No, I feel like that girl who 757 00:37:07,680 --> 00:37:09,719 Speaker 2: has a whole bunch of books in her hand and 758 00:37:09,760 --> 00:37:11,960 Speaker 2: she's like, I gotta go study, I gotta go work 759 00:37:11,960 --> 00:37:12,160 Speaker 2: on this. 760 00:37:12,200 --> 00:37:12,640 Speaker 3: I gotta go. 761 00:37:12,719 --> 00:37:15,000 Speaker 2: I'll see you okay dinner tonight. Okay, great, I'm gonna 762 00:37:15,040 --> 00:37:17,520 Speaker 2: try to be finished by okay. Oh that's how I feel, 763 00:37:18,120 --> 00:37:23,680 Speaker 2: because I think that I heard Renee Fleming say that 764 00:37:24,840 --> 00:37:28,560 Speaker 2: she was asked, does the pressure go away as you 765 00:37:28,600 --> 00:37:30,920 Speaker 2: get higher and higher in your job or you you know, 766 00:37:30,960 --> 00:37:32,520 Speaker 2: you grow more and more in your career. Does the 767 00:37:32,520 --> 00:37:34,720 Speaker 2: pressure go away? Is there every time where you feel like, okay, 768 00:37:34,880 --> 00:37:38,120 Speaker 2: I've arrived? And she said no, she said, if anything, 769 00:37:38,160 --> 00:37:43,120 Speaker 2: it gets worse because you're constantly working to stay on 770 00:37:43,480 --> 00:37:47,040 Speaker 2: a certain level and to maintain what you've done. 771 00:37:48,280 --> 00:37:49,520 Speaker 4: Yeah, it actually does. 772 00:37:49,640 --> 00:37:51,920 Speaker 1: It gets harder. I feel it gets harder too, And I, 773 00:37:52,080 --> 00:37:53,640 Speaker 1: you know, it's so funny. I just did a show 774 00:37:53,680 --> 00:37:55,800 Speaker 1: in Savannah. I was shooting a show and I was 775 00:37:55,840 --> 00:37:59,960 Speaker 1: starring in it and producing it and co created it 776 00:38:00,040 --> 00:38:01,920 Speaker 1: and it was part of my personal story and it 777 00:38:02,239 --> 00:38:04,360 Speaker 1: was so I was I was like, I gotta go 778 00:38:04,400 --> 00:38:05,959 Speaker 1: home and go to sleep, and I got a prep 779 00:38:06,000 --> 00:38:09,640 Speaker 1: for the next day, and it's just such like it's 780 00:38:09,680 --> 00:38:12,040 Speaker 1: just so much work, That's what it is. So I 781 00:38:12,040 --> 00:38:14,880 Speaker 1: feel you So it's like, now I gotta go study, yeah, 782 00:38:14,920 --> 00:38:17,560 Speaker 1: and singing opera, you know, I do a little chirping 783 00:38:17,600 --> 00:38:20,080 Speaker 1: here and there, and it's so I did a recording 784 00:38:20,080 --> 00:38:23,640 Speaker 1: session in December of some arias and acoustic whatever and 785 00:38:23,640 --> 00:38:25,640 Speaker 1: in some beautiful gowns. I don't know if you know 786 00:38:25,640 --> 00:38:28,759 Speaker 1: they're reading frankmen quote beautiful gowns. And that's what I 787 00:38:28,800 --> 00:38:31,680 Speaker 1: would say about my unvocal per formance back in December, 788 00:38:31,680 --> 00:38:37,960 Speaker 1: beautiful gowns, and so I literally wanted to I went 789 00:38:38,000 --> 00:38:40,319 Speaker 1: to re record some of them yesterday, and we'll see 790 00:38:40,480 --> 00:38:41,680 Speaker 1: if it's better. 791 00:38:42,040 --> 00:38:43,840 Speaker 4: It's just it never stops being hard. 792 00:38:44,480 --> 00:38:47,160 Speaker 1: So I love that you say when you think about 793 00:38:47,160 --> 00:38:49,840 Speaker 1: those experiences, you think about all the people and the support, 794 00:38:50,080 --> 00:38:52,080 Speaker 1: and that it is a group effort and that it 795 00:38:52,120 --> 00:38:55,319 Speaker 1: is an ensemble, because that's my experience too, you know, 796 00:38:55,440 --> 00:38:57,880 Speaker 1: the sag Wards or the Emmy I have that. You know, 797 00:38:57,920 --> 00:39:02,000 Speaker 1: it's something that I share with colleague. 798 00:39:03,600 --> 00:39:04,960 Speaker 4: Okay, it's that time again. 799 00:39:05,320 --> 00:39:25,680 Speaker 1: We'll be right back. We're back. You know you're working 800 00:39:25,719 --> 00:39:28,320 Speaker 1: on chu Vittore and we've heard a little bit of 801 00:39:28,680 --> 00:39:31,000 Speaker 1: your TROUVATORI when you were doing still on social media 802 00:39:31,040 --> 00:39:34,600 Speaker 1: and you did a virtual concert. You sang a note 803 00:39:35,080 --> 00:39:38,600 Speaker 1: in your basement, I think, and you also say have 804 00:39:38,719 --> 00:39:41,240 Speaker 1: sung that I'm aware of twice dal More. 805 00:39:42,440 --> 00:39:43,440 Speaker 4: I never say that, right. 806 00:39:49,200 --> 00:39:52,960 Speaker 1: Rose, you sang it in Philadelphia, and you sang it 807 00:39:53,000 --> 00:39:54,399 Speaker 1: at the met New Year's Eve. 808 00:39:55,080 --> 00:39:57,080 Speaker 4: I love you and that music, and it. 809 00:39:56,920 --> 00:39:58,920 Speaker 1: Was it was so good. The Philadelphia one was like, 810 00:39:58,960 --> 00:39:59,920 Speaker 1: you really killed it. 811 00:40:00,120 --> 00:40:00,440 Speaker 3: Thank you. 812 00:40:23,480 --> 00:40:26,560 Speaker 1: I was talking to my voice teacher about Trovatore. It's 813 00:40:26,600 --> 00:40:29,600 Speaker 1: written in such a beautiful way, and Ira says that 814 00:40:29,640 --> 00:40:32,680 Speaker 1: it's really Verity's last sort of beil canto opera. There 815 00:40:32,680 --> 00:40:35,799 Speaker 1: were different periods and Artie's life in terms of how 816 00:40:35,840 --> 00:40:38,480 Speaker 1: it evolved, and there's something that so makes so much 817 00:40:38,520 --> 00:40:42,240 Speaker 1: sense about the way that Trovatore is written that is wonderful. 818 00:40:42,280 --> 00:40:46,120 Speaker 1: Can you talk about the differences between Ada and Traviata 819 00:40:46,480 --> 00:40:50,239 Speaker 1: and what you're finding is you prepare to sing Leonora. 820 00:40:49,840 --> 00:40:52,000 Speaker 3: Well Ada and Aida was written. 821 00:40:52,160 --> 00:40:57,120 Speaker 2: I believe it's twenty years after La Traviata, And so 822 00:40:57,680 --> 00:41:01,160 Speaker 2: if you think just in terms of us as you know, 823 00:41:01,400 --> 00:41:04,000 Speaker 2: how I was when I was twenty versus twenty years later. 824 00:41:04,239 --> 00:41:06,520 Speaker 3: Yeah, very different person. Some of the. 825 00:41:06,600 --> 00:41:08,239 Speaker 2: Ideas in my head are still the same, you know, 826 00:41:08,280 --> 00:41:10,680 Speaker 2: I believe my heart's still the same, but I'm much 827 00:41:10,680 --> 00:41:12,879 Speaker 2: more organized, but a different person, you know. I even 828 00:41:12,960 --> 00:41:16,360 Speaker 2: I approach music differently. I'm married, you know, I approach 829 00:41:16,440 --> 00:41:22,040 Speaker 2: having a relationship differently. The biggest difference I would say 830 00:41:21,640 --> 00:41:24,360 Speaker 2: in the music for me, as I would call myself 831 00:41:24,400 --> 00:41:25,800 Speaker 2: a new bi Veriti in soprano. 832 00:41:26,239 --> 00:41:28,719 Speaker 3: I just made that up right now. And I say 833 00:41:28,719 --> 00:41:31,120 Speaker 3: that because there are people who have been singing Verity 834 00:41:31,160 --> 00:41:32,279 Speaker 3: for you know. 835 00:41:32,840 --> 00:41:35,839 Speaker 2: To that twenty years, that thirty years, and their take 836 00:41:35,840 --> 00:41:39,040 Speaker 2: on it will be vastly different than mine. As someone 837 00:41:39,080 --> 00:41:41,840 Speaker 2: who loves La Traviata, not just singing it, but just 838 00:41:41,880 --> 00:41:44,440 Speaker 2: loves the opera, I would say that I'm more in 839 00:41:44,520 --> 00:41:47,040 Speaker 2: touch with the Liltrovatore at the moment, probably because it 840 00:41:47,080 --> 00:41:49,719 Speaker 2: was written at the same around the same time I 841 00:41:49,719 --> 00:41:54,520 Speaker 2: think it was La Traviata Rigoletto, and also that Verdi 842 00:41:54,560 --> 00:41:56,800 Speaker 2: wrote is kind of considered his trilogy. 843 00:41:57,200 --> 00:41:59,359 Speaker 3: And then, of course, you know, years later he has 844 00:41:59,400 --> 00:41:59,920 Speaker 3: this Aida. 845 00:42:01,280 --> 00:42:04,680 Speaker 2: But I find what's fascinating about it is that the 846 00:42:05,719 --> 00:42:11,720 Speaker 2: youthfulness I feel of Leonora and Violetta is I feel, 847 00:42:11,800 --> 00:42:15,960 Speaker 2: my own opinion is that it's really embodied in where 848 00:42:16,120 --> 00:42:20,560 Speaker 2: he writes the music for the soprano versus ada. Even 849 00:42:20,560 --> 00:42:23,960 Speaker 2: though she's supposed to be a young princess, it's more 850 00:42:24,000 --> 00:42:28,040 Speaker 2: for a mature woman, you know, and I consider myself 851 00:42:28,080 --> 00:42:30,640 Speaker 2: a mature woman for sure. But I mean for me, 852 00:42:30,719 --> 00:42:33,600 Speaker 2: you know, Laverne, I said this when we were having 853 00:42:33,640 --> 00:42:36,640 Speaker 2: dinner a few months back. I approach music, all of 854 00:42:36,680 --> 00:42:38,759 Speaker 2: it the same way, all of it. 855 00:42:38,840 --> 00:42:39,000 Speaker 3: You know. 856 00:42:39,080 --> 00:42:41,239 Speaker 2: I want to try to sing it as best as 857 00:42:41,280 --> 00:42:46,440 Speaker 2: I can and just let that be. Let that be 858 00:42:46,560 --> 00:42:49,719 Speaker 2: it for me. I'm not trying to copy anybody. I mean, 859 00:42:49,760 --> 00:42:51,799 Speaker 2: I listened to a ton of sopranos. I listened to 860 00:42:51,800 --> 00:42:54,640 Speaker 2: sopranos today who sing the same repertoire that I do. 861 00:42:54,680 --> 00:42:56,880 Speaker 2: Because I'm trying to learn. You know, we're all singing 862 00:42:56,920 --> 00:42:59,719 Speaker 2: the same music. But what's great about it is that 863 00:42:59,800 --> 00:43:02,200 Speaker 2: we're bringing You know, you said that you were in 864 00:43:02,239 --> 00:43:07,399 Speaker 2: Savannah shooting talking about your story that's unique to you. 865 00:43:08,239 --> 00:43:10,319 Speaker 2: And when you take your story and you put your 866 00:43:10,360 --> 00:43:13,360 Speaker 2: story into verity from eighteen fifty three, I take Angel 867 00:43:13,360 --> 00:43:16,439 Speaker 2: Blue from Apple Valley, California, who went to school two 868 00:43:16,440 --> 00:43:19,399 Speaker 2: hours away from her house in La in East LA 869 00:43:19,560 --> 00:43:20,319 Speaker 2: and then had to. 870 00:43:20,239 --> 00:43:21,240 Speaker 3: Go back on metrolink. 871 00:43:21,280 --> 00:43:24,880 Speaker 2: When I put all of that into La traviata, into iltrovatore, 872 00:43:25,000 --> 00:43:29,759 Speaker 2: into Aida, then that's my Aida, that's my trot, that's 873 00:43:29,880 --> 00:43:30,759 Speaker 2: my traviata. 874 00:43:30,800 --> 00:43:32,680 Speaker 3: Because that's my story, you know. 875 00:43:32,880 --> 00:43:35,080 Speaker 2: And and I don't know if I'm answering the question, 876 00:43:35,200 --> 00:43:41,280 Speaker 2: but for sure those facets that that is essential to singing, 877 00:43:41,360 --> 00:43:43,640 Speaker 2: is bringing who you are into the music. I'm not 878 00:43:43,640 --> 00:43:46,120 Speaker 2: trying to be Lantine Price. I have the utmost respect 879 00:43:46,160 --> 00:43:48,720 Speaker 2: for her. I have the utmost respect for Miss Grace. 880 00:43:48,800 --> 00:43:50,920 Speaker 2: I mean miss Grace. I had the ability to call 881 00:43:51,000 --> 00:43:56,960 Speaker 2: Miss Grace on the phone a legend and ask her questions. Sorry, yes, 882 00:43:57,080 --> 00:43:59,480 Speaker 2: Grace Bumbreak. And I could call her and ask her. 883 00:43:59,480 --> 00:44:02,320 Speaker 2: And I said to her, I said, should I be singing? Aida? I, 884 00:44:02,360 --> 00:44:03,920 Speaker 2: you know, be honest with me to trust me. She 885 00:44:03,960 --> 00:44:08,280 Speaker 2: was honest with me too, She said she was honest 886 00:44:08,320 --> 00:44:11,160 Speaker 2: with me, you know. And she she said, of course 887 00:44:11,239 --> 00:44:14,080 Speaker 2: you should. Well why not, you know? And and I said, well, 888 00:44:14,200 --> 00:44:16,920 Speaker 2: you know, I haven't done the other the other verity. 889 00:44:17,000 --> 00:44:19,120 Speaker 2: She said, there's no recipe for this thing. 890 00:44:19,360 --> 00:44:22,439 Speaker 1: There really isn't a recipe. So you got to coach 891 00:44:22,480 --> 00:44:26,640 Speaker 1: with Miss Brumbery, yes, on some of AITA before she passed, 892 00:44:27,719 --> 00:44:29,080 Speaker 1: and you did not get to. 893 00:44:28,880 --> 00:44:30,400 Speaker 2: No, no, we didn't get to coach. I was going 894 00:44:30,480 --> 00:44:32,560 Speaker 2: to go see her in Vienna, but it didn't It 895 00:44:32,600 --> 00:44:34,400 Speaker 2: didn't work out with my with my schedule and with 896 00:44:34,440 --> 00:44:37,799 Speaker 2: hers good grief. I mean, she was busy, but you know, 897 00:44:37,880 --> 00:44:40,719 Speaker 2: I I cherished those moments of just being able to 898 00:44:40,920 --> 00:44:44,160 Speaker 2: talk to her about opera in any way, but not. 899 00:44:43,960 --> 00:44:45,840 Speaker 3: Not just opera. You know. We had a bit of 900 00:44:45,880 --> 00:44:46,799 Speaker 3: a chat about. 901 00:44:46,560 --> 00:44:49,920 Speaker 2: Life too, and actually she she you know, she's actually 902 00:44:50,600 --> 00:44:52,400 Speaker 2: one of the first people when I said to her 903 00:44:52,760 --> 00:44:54,600 Speaker 2: that I feel like I have to have social media, 904 00:44:54,640 --> 00:44:57,680 Speaker 2: and she goes, but why she always had this grandmother 905 00:44:58,600 --> 00:45:01,759 Speaker 2: thing with me, which I but she was just really 906 00:45:01,800 --> 00:45:04,600 Speaker 2: a lovely woman. I mean, whenever I saw her, I 907 00:45:04,640 --> 00:45:06,440 Speaker 2: just kind of always felt like I just needed to 908 00:45:06,480 --> 00:45:09,840 Speaker 2: say thank you, you know, just thank you, thank you 909 00:45:09,920 --> 00:45:14,120 Speaker 2: so much for the excellence that you showed. I mean, 910 00:45:14,160 --> 00:45:16,719 Speaker 2: what a great name for her to grace for such 911 00:45:16,760 --> 00:45:18,960 Speaker 2: a time as that, you know, for the time that 912 00:45:19,000 --> 00:45:21,840 Speaker 2: she lived in, To be able to have grace, to 913 00:45:21,920 --> 00:45:25,520 Speaker 2: be able to move through the world elegantly, at a 914 00:45:25,560 --> 00:45:28,799 Speaker 2: time when people didn't want to see you, didn't want 915 00:45:28,840 --> 00:45:31,480 Speaker 2: you to have a place, absolutely, but boy did she 916 00:45:31,520 --> 00:45:33,600 Speaker 2: have a place, and boy did she still have one. 917 00:45:34,080 --> 00:45:34,800 Speaker 4: For the listeners. 918 00:45:34,840 --> 00:45:38,000 Speaker 1: What Angels referring to is that in the nineteen fifties 919 00:45:38,040 --> 00:45:40,680 Speaker 1: and sixties for black opera singers, it was very difficult. 920 00:45:41,160 --> 00:45:43,720 Speaker 1: There were a space that had been created by Marian 921 00:45:43,760 --> 00:45:47,840 Speaker 1: Anderson and Liantine Price, but it was still very difficult. 922 00:45:47,880 --> 00:45:50,600 Speaker 1: And Lantine would never speak of the difficulties others would, 923 00:45:50,719 --> 00:45:52,080 Speaker 1: which I found really interesting. 924 00:45:52,160 --> 00:45:53,160 Speaker 4: Grace did a little bit. 925 00:45:53,520 --> 00:45:55,680 Speaker 1: You know, there was just a lot of racism all 926 00:45:55,719 --> 00:45:58,600 Speaker 1: over Europe and the United States that they dealt with, 927 00:45:58,640 --> 00:46:01,160 Speaker 1: and every single one of these singers from that generation. 928 00:46:01,239 --> 00:46:04,680 Speaker 1: When you hear Shirley Vouett speaker, Grace Bumbry or Martina 929 00:46:04,760 --> 00:46:08,040 Speaker 1: Arroyo or miss Price or Mary Ninson, all of them 930 00:46:08,160 --> 00:46:08,920 Speaker 1: talk about faith. 931 00:46:09,120 --> 00:46:10,840 Speaker 4: All of them talk about faith. And I because I 932 00:46:10,840 --> 00:46:11,680 Speaker 4: think about. 933 00:46:11,440 --> 00:46:14,840 Speaker 1: You know, how does one with Liliantine, for example, in 934 00:46:14,920 --> 00:46:18,160 Speaker 1: nineteen fifty five, when she sang Tosca on NBC and 935 00:46:18,400 --> 00:46:21,319 Speaker 1: they were protests, people were protesting in BC. Can you imagine, 936 00:46:21,440 --> 00:46:24,080 Speaker 1: you know, you're singing the lead as you're singing Tosca 937 00:46:24,120 --> 00:46:26,480 Speaker 1: in English on TV, like it's you know, she's the 938 00:46:26,480 --> 00:46:28,880 Speaker 1: first really black person. 939 00:46:28,640 --> 00:46:30,759 Speaker 4: To have any leading role on TV in nineteen fifty five. 940 00:46:30,760 --> 00:46:34,080 Speaker 1: It's the early stages of television and people are protesting 941 00:46:34,360 --> 00:46:36,520 Speaker 1: an opera. They didn't air it in the South and 942 00:46:36,600 --> 00:46:39,279 Speaker 1: her home state didn't air it, you know, and she 943 00:46:40,040 --> 00:46:41,799 Speaker 1: whenever she talks about it, she says, all I was 944 00:46:41,800 --> 00:46:45,040 Speaker 1: focused on was had I rehearsed enough with my flexibility 945 00:46:45,120 --> 00:46:47,160 Speaker 1: where I needed it to be so I can make 946 00:46:47,200 --> 00:46:49,600 Speaker 1: the impact that I needed to make. I just when 947 00:46:49,600 --> 00:46:52,840 Speaker 1: I think about that, it just endlessly inspires me, because 948 00:46:52,840 --> 00:46:56,080 Speaker 1: it just she always talks about keeping first things first. 949 00:46:56,200 --> 00:46:59,160 Speaker 1: It's like that, it's all this she calls it fluttering 950 00:46:59,200 --> 00:47:01,680 Speaker 1: and noise, and it's you just have to focus on 951 00:47:01,760 --> 00:47:05,320 Speaker 1: first things first. And that is such an incredible lesson 952 00:47:05,360 --> 00:47:08,400 Speaker 1: for everyone. But then what a path you know that 953 00:47:08,600 --> 00:47:11,759 Speaker 1: was laid for you, specifically for opera singers, but I 954 00:47:12,040 --> 00:47:14,520 Speaker 1: take it as a path for me too as an artist, 955 00:47:14,520 --> 00:47:17,640 Speaker 1: as an actor and the other things that I do. 956 00:47:19,239 --> 00:47:22,520 Speaker 1: Speaking of, you know, these sorts of things. You made 957 00:47:22,760 --> 00:47:26,920 Speaker 1: headlines last year when you dropped out, and you can 958 00:47:26,920 --> 00:47:28,480 Speaker 1: say whatever you want to say about this, but I 959 00:47:28,520 --> 00:47:31,480 Speaker 1: know you haven't really talked about this since it's not 960 00:47:31,600 --> 00:47:33,360 Speaker 1: that I'm aware of publicly. 961 00:47:33,440 --> 00:47:35,440 Speaker 4: And it was Rome. 962 00:47:35,560 --> 00:47:38,480 Speaker 1: I think it was Arena Diva Arona and a natreb 963 00:47:38,600 --> 00:47:41,319 Speaker 1: Coo had sung I eat a in black face, and 964 00:47:41,360 --> 00:47:45,319 Speaker 1: that it's a tradition that his really existed in opera 965 00:47:45,760 --> 00:47:48,600 Speaker 1: for since I eat it his existence, since it's exception. 966 00:47:49,120 --> 00:47:52,239 Speaker 1: So Otelo and I Eat are often song If a 967 00:47:52,400 --> 00:47:56,279 Speaker 1: white singer sings those roles, historically they would wear a 968 00:47:56,280 --> 00:48:00,160 Speaker 1: black face. And you decided you were supposed to to 969 00:48:00,200 --> 00:48:04,240 Speaker 1: sing tabaata at the arena diparona, and when you saw 970 00:48:04,640 --> 00:48:06,759 Speaker 1: and found out that they were still doing blackface, you 971 00:48:06,880 --> 00:48:09,120 Speaker 1: decided to drop out. What would you like to say 972 00:48:09,120 --> 00:48:14,040 Speaker 1: about that decision? By a year later and it was 973 00:48:14,160 --> 00:48:16,080 Speaker 1: a moment. It got a lot of press, and you 974 00:48:16,160 --> 00:48:18,320 Speaker 1: also went off social media around the same time that 975 00:48:18,640 --> 00:48:19,240 Speaker 1: you withdrew. 976 00:48:19,480 --> 00:48:20,920 Speaker 3: Yes, Well, you know. 977 00:48:21,760 --> 00:48:23,799 Speaker 2: I feel like, first of all, I want to say 978 00:48:23,800 --> 00:48:26,319 Speaker 2: I love an A a Chrepco. I've always liked her. 979 00:48:26,880 --> 00:48:29,719 Speaker 2: I first heard her sing when I was about I 980 00:48:29,719 --> 00:48:33,000 Speaker 2: think I was a junior in college and she had 981 00:48:33,000 --> 00:48:36,080 Speaker 2: her album called Simply Libera And because I sang the 982 00:48:36,080 --> 00:48:39,880 Speaker 2: aria and pageants, my dad bought her CD for me 983 00:48:40,440 --> 00:48:43,399 Speaker 2: and I listened to it in my car all the time. So, 984 00:48:43,560 --> 00:48:45,279 Speaker 2: you know, I think the first thing I want to 985 00:48:45,280 --> 00:48:49,120 Speaker 2: say is that it should be known and hopefully most 986 00:48:49,160 --> 00:48:51,040 Speaker 2: people do know that I adore her. 987 00:48:52,239 --> 00:48:53,560 Speaker 3: I adore her artistry, so. 988 00:48:53,520 --> 00:48:55,160 Speaker 1: It wasn't about her. It wasn't about her. 989 00:48:55,320 --> 00:48:57,440 Speaker 2: But I've never said that, you know, I've never and 990 00:48:57,480 --> 00:49:01,200 Speaker 2: I don't really know if there's anything to say about 991 00:49:01,239 --> 00:49:04,279 Speaker 2: my decision. You know, I'd still stand firmly on what 992 00:49:04,320 --> 00:49:07,080 Speaker 2: I said because I believe what I said. You know, 993 00:49:07,120 --> 00:49:09,600 Speaker 2: it wasn't I'm not somebody who I mean. I get 994 00:49:09,640 --> 00:49:12,480 Speaker 2: attention when I stand on stage to sing. Sometimes it's good, 995 00:49:12,520 --> 00:49:15,920 Speaker 2: sometimes it's bad. So it's not like I was saying 996 00:49:15,960 --> 00:49:18,280 Speaker 2: that to get attention or anything. 997 00:49:18,440 --> 00:49:20,160 Speaker 4: What did you do? Can you? Can you remind the 998 00:49:20,160 --> 00:49:21,200 Speaker 4: audience what you said? 999 00:49:23,000 --> 00:49:27,880 Speaker 2: Well, with some help from my publicist, I basically I 1000 00:49:27,920 --> 00:49:31,200 Speaker 2: saw photos just to explain what happened. I was in 1001 00:49:31,280 --> 00:49:33,759 Speaker 2: I was singing in Paris, so I'm an international opera singer, 1002 00:49:33,800 --> 00:49:36,319 Speaker 2: so I sing all over the place, thankfully. And I 1003 00:49:36,400 --> 00:49:40,360 Speaker 2: was singing at Paris Opera and I was in the 1004 00:49:40,360 --> 00:49:43,520 Speaker 2: bed with my husband and we were looking at pictures. 1005 00:49:43,600 --> 00:49:46,360 Speaker 2: I was scrolling on my phone and I got a 1006 00:49:46,400 --> 00:49:48,359 Speaker 2: text message from a friend that said, have you seen 1007 00:49:48,400 --> 00:49:50,719 Speaker 2: this photo? And it was initially a picture of a 1008 00:49:50,800 --> 00:49:54,600 Speaker 2: dancer at Arena di Verona, which by the way, is 1009 00:49:54,640 --> 00:49:58,280 Speaker 2: an amazing opera house, and I just want to say 1010 00:49:58,400 --> 00:50:01,759 Speaker 2: what a privilege it is to be asked to sing there. 1011 00:50:01,880 --> 00:50:05,600 Speaker 2: And I've been I've been contracted there twenty twenty, twenty 1012 00:50:05,640 --> 00:50:09,239 Speaker 2: twenty one, and twenty twenty two, and you know, you 1013 00:50:09,239 --> 00:50:10,879 Speaker 2: know they and they did ask me to come back 1014 00:50:10,920 --> 00:50:13,239 Speaker 2: this year, but I wasn't able to because I had 1015 00:50:13,560 --> 00:50:16,880 Speaker 2: previous engagements. But I was looking at this, at this photo, 1016 00:50:16,920 --> 00:50:18,960 Speaker 2: and I thought, I said, well, what is this? And 1017 00:50:19,040 --> 00:50:21,279 Speaker 2: my friend said this is this is their production of 1018 00:50:21,320 --> 00:50:24,960 Speaker 2: aida at at Arena di Varona. And I said, oh really, 1019 00:50:25,560 --> 00:50:27,960 Speaker 2: and then I said okay, I said, well, that's that's strange. 1020 00:50:28,400 --> 00:50:29,920 Speaker 3: I didn't know that that's weird. 1021 00:50:30,360 --> 00:50:34,279 Speaker 2: And then probably about a day or two later, then 1022 00:50:34,320 --> 00:50:36,360 Speaker 2: I saw because I'm a fan, I'm a fan of 1023 00:50:37,000 --> 00:50:39,680 Speaker 2: Natrupko's and I saw it on her page and I 1024 00:50:39,719 --> 00:50:43,040 Speaker 2: also other people sent it to me. And you know, 1025 00:50:45,000 --> 00:50:47,439 Speaker 2: all I can say, and you know, people can say 1026 00:50:47,440 --> 00:50:49,879 Speaker 2: whatever they want to say. People will always say what 1027 00:50:49,880 --> 00:50:52,680 Speaker 2: they want to say, and rightfully, so fine, you should 1028 00:50:52,719 --> 00:50:57,480 Speaker 2: be able to you know, hopefully it's not something that 1029 00:50:57,480 --> 00:51:01,560 Speaker 2: that's hurtful. But what I said after I saw the photos, sorry, 1030 00:51:01,560 --> 00:51:05,399 Speaker 2: I'm all over the place. Leverne excuse me, what I want, 1031 00:51:05,520 --> 00:51:09,120 Speaker 2: thank you. What I said was that what I saw 1032 00:51:09,760 --> 00:51:13,239 Speaker 2: was blackface. To me, it was blackface. I understand people 1033 00:51:13,239 --> 00:51:16,040 Speaker 2: are like, ah, but you know, there's it's just makeup, 1034 00:51:16,080 --> 00:51:18,640 Speaker 2: it's theater. I had a good friend of mine, actually, 1035 00:51:18,680 --> 00:51:19,799 Speaker 2: he said, angels, just theater. 1036 00:51:19,880 --> 00:51:20,359 Speaker 3: What are you doing? 1037 00:51:20,440 --> 00:51:24,120 Speaker 2: You know we wear makeup all the time. And I 1038 00:51:24,160 --> 00:51:26,840 Speaker 2: said that I didn't agree with it. I didn't in 1039 00:51:27,320 --> 00:51:32,360 Speaker 2: my heart. I didn't feel that. I didn't feel that 1040 00:51:32,400 --> 00:51:34,960 Speaker 2: I could go and sing La Traviata to the best 1041 00:51:35,000 --> 00:51:39,880 Speaker 2: of my ability, knowing that understanding where this, where the 1042 00:51:39,880 --> 00:51:43,239 Speaker 2: makeup came from, what the tradition stood for. I don't 1043 00:51:43,280 --> 00:51:45,360 Speaker 2: remember exactly what I said. I could probably find it 1044 00:51:45,400 --> 00:51:49,680 Speaker 2: on my phone somewhere, but but to me, you know, Laverne, 1045 00:51:49,760 --> 00:51:52,680 Speaker 2: we're talking about La Traviata, We're talking about Il Trovatore. 1046 00:51:52,760 --> 00:51:55,400 Speaker 2: We've talked about Labohim. None of those characters are black. 1047 00:51:55,960 --> 00:51:58,440 Speaker 2: And I know the audience can't see me, but I'm 1048 00:51:58,480 --> 00:52:01,359 Speaker 2: a five foot eleven and a half basically six foot tall, 1049 00:52:01,360 --> 00:52:04,400 Speaker 2: plus sized black woman, dark skinned black woman. I have 1050 00:52:04,560 --> 00:52:07,680 Speaker 2: never been asked to change how I look to sing 1051 00:52:07,719 --> 00:52:11,600 Speaker 2: a role. I've played characters who are Parisian and dying 1052 00:52:11,600 --> 00:52:14,040 Speaker 2: of consumption. I know I don't look like I'm dying 1053 00:52:14,080 --> 00:52:18,080 Speaker 2: of consumption, you know. And and if the audience has 1054 00:52:18,200 --> 00:52:20,400 Speaker 2: enough imagination to believe that I can be me me, 1055 00:52:20,960 --> 00:52:24,400 Speaker 2: or that I can be Violetta, then surely a great singer, 1056 00:52:24,719 --> 00:52:27,760 Speaker 2: those great singers who come through Arena di Varona don't 1057 00:52:27,800 --> 00:52:30,600 Speaker 2: necessarily need that makeup. That's how I feel. That was 1058 00:52:30,680 --> 00:52:33,640 Speaker 2: just my heart, and I can understand. I totally understand 1059 00:52:33,640 --> 00:52:36,200 Speaker 2: the opposite side of it, though. I understand, you know, 1060 00:52:36,280 --> 00:52:39,520 Speaker 2: someone saying, no, well Angel, you know they're taking it 1061 00:52:39,560 --> 00:52:42,360 Speaker 2: too seriously. That's not The blackface is totally different. You know, 1062 00:52:42,400 --> 00:52:44,960 Speaker 2: the makeup doesn't look like that. But to me, in 1063 00:52:45,000 --> 00:52:48,959 Speaker 2: my heart, it didn't need to be done. And that's 1064 00:52:49,000 --> 00:52:53,520 Speaker 2: not a fault on anyone, really, It's just what I felt. 1065 00:52:54,080 --> 00:52:56,480 Speaker 2: You know, you and I both we grew up in church. 1066 00:52:56,520 --> 00:52:59,359 Speaker 2: We've talked about our moms in church and how they are. 1067 00:52:59,440 --> 00:53:01,200 Speaker 2: And you told me that your mom will go in 1068 00:53:01,200 --> 00:53:04,040 Speaker 2: to church and read people for film, and you know, 1069 00:53:06,360 --> 00:53:09,000 Speaker 2: you know, and and we that's that's that's part of 1070 00:53:09,000 --> 00:53:11,040 Speaker 2: our culture, that's part of who we are. There are 1071 00:53:11,080 --> 00:53:12,920 Speaker 2: people who don't like church there are people who will 1072 00:53:12,920 --> 00:53:14,000 Speaker 2: get mad because you grew up. 1073 00:53:13,880 --> 00:53:15,680 Speaker 3: In church, But what am I supposed to do change that? 1074 00:53:15,719 --> 00:53:18,120 Speaker 2: Because that's my heart, that's where I am, that's where 1075 00:53:18,120 --> 00:53:21,600 Speaker 2: that's that's me. And you know, I got off of 1076 00:53:21,640 --> 00:53:24,319 Speaker 2: social media because there was no reason to argue, There 1077 00:53:24,360 --> 00:53:30,120 Speaker 2: was no whatever sparked that kind of conversation. I didn't 1078 00:53:30,160 --> 00:53:32,440 Speaker 2: want to be a part of that because it was 1079 00:53:32,520 --> 00:53:35,040 Speaker 2: there was some of it that was really ugly and 1080 00:53:35,239 --> 00:53:38,879 Speaker 2: to miss Bumbry, that was very disrespectful and I wasn't 1081 00:53:38,920 --> 00:53:39,960 Speaker 2: going to have any part of that. 1082 00:53:41,560 --> 00:53:44,600 Speaker 1: So what I will say to you is that what 1083 00:53:44,800 --> 00:53:48,000 Speaker 1: was lovely on social media. I follow a number of 1084 00:53:48,040 --> 00:53:50,440 Speaker 1: you know, opera singers and and people who are just 1085 00:53:50,560 --> 00:53:53,680 Speaker 1: used to in the classical world. A lot of singers 1086 00:53:53,719 --> 00:53:59,160 Speaker 1: appreciated you making the decision that you made not to 1087 00:53:59,239 --> 00:54:01,319 Speaker 1: sing at a diva Vona. That there was a lot 1088 00:54:01,360 --> 00:54:03,920 Speaker 1: of love and there was a lot of understanding, and 1089 00:54:04,280 --> 00:54:07,120 Speaker 1: I think a lot of people didn't fully understand until 1090 00:54:07,160 --> 00:54:10,239 Speaker 1: you've had that moment right that that I think you 1091 00:54:11,120 --> 00:54:14,000 Speaker 1: in withdrawing, even though it was just a very personal 1092 00:54:14,000 --> 00:54:16,960 Speaker 1: decision for you, that you brought more attention to that 1093 00:54:17,000 --> 00:54:19,319 Speaker 1: the fact that this is still happening in opera, and 1094 00:54:19,360 --> 00:54:22,239 Speaker 1: it's something that a lot of people do believe should 1095 00:54:22,280 --> 00:54:24,160 Speaker 1: be reconsidered. I'm one of those people who thinks this 1096 00:54:24,239 --> 00:54:27,600 Speaker 1: should be reconsidered. That we don't need the dog makeup 1097 00:54:27,640 --> 00:54:29,840 Speaker 1: for Aida. I don't think we need to do that anymore. 1098 00:54:30,120 --> 00:54:34,279 Speaker 1: So what was beautiful you know a year later, I 1099 00:54:34,280 --> 00:54:38,000 Speaker 1: think you should hear is that. I think it part 1100 00:54:38,040 --> 00:54:40,719 Speaker 1: of the conversation that happened. I think was necessary and 1101 00:54:40,800 --> 00:54:44,080 Speaker 1: a very positive one because you made that decision. And 1102 00:54:44,120 --> 00:54:46,120 Speaker 1: I know that's not necessarily what you intended. You were 1103 00:54:46,200 --> 00:54:50,680 Speaker 1: just like you couldn't You couldn't thing there. You wouldn't 1104 00:54:50,680 --> 00:54:53,319 Speaker 1: have been able to give your best. But there have 1105 00:54:53,360 --> 00:54:54,799 Speaker 1: been positive things that have come out. 1106 00:54:54,719 --> 00:54:56,680 Speaker 2: Of it, and you shs and I do want to 1107 00:54:56,680 --> 00:54:59,160 Speaker 2: say the production they're doing this year doesn't have black face. 1108 00:54:59,360 --> 00:54:59,600 Speaker 3: You know. 1109 00:55:00,160 --> 00:55:02,080 Speaker 2: It was the decision, I believe, of the director who 1110 00:55:02,080 --> 00:55:04,080 Speaker 2: decided not to go that route with it and to 1111 00:55:04,560 --> 00:55:07,520 Speaker 2: change it, you know. And you know Opas Opera is 1112 00:55:07,520 --> 00:55:12,800 Speaker 2: such a fun, make believe place, and I understand that 1113 00:55:12,800 --> 00:55:15,880 Speaker 2: that makeup is part of the make believe. I have makeup, 1114 00:55:15,960 --> 00:55:18,480 Speaker 2: ron right, I have fake eyelashes and all of this. 1115 00:55:18,640 --> 00:55:21,160 Speaker 2: You know, I forgot the nails, but I got makeup on. 1116 00:55:21,239 --> 00:55:23,239 Speaker 2: You know, my hair is straightened right now, and it's 1117 00:55:23,239 --> 00:55:25,040 Speaker 2: not like you know, this is not how my husband 1118 00:55:25,080 --> 00:55:27,040 Speaker 2: Adam sees me. He will not see me like this tonight. 1119 00:55:27,080 --> 00:55:28,120 Speaker 2: I will look very different. 1120 00:55:30,440 --> 00:55:31,200 Speaker 3: Okay. 1121 00:55:31,560 --> 00:55:35,000 Speaker 1: And opera is I mean, there's people are singing, everything's 1122 00:55:35,280 --> 00:55:38,480 Speaker 1: there's something kind of ridiculous and wonderful about opera that 1123 00:55:38,520 --> 00:55:39,040 Speaker 1: I love. 1124 00:55:39,160 --> 00:55:39,360 Speaker 4: You know. 1125 00:55:39,440 --> 00:55:43,400 Speaker 2: I'm just thank you for asking me about specifically about that, 1126 00:55:43,440 --> 00:55:46,200 Speaker 2: because I haven't. I've shied away from talking about it, 1127 00:55:46,239 --> 00:55:49,880 Speaker 2: just because I don't want to have any arguments or 1128 00:55:50,520 --> 00:55:54,880 Speaker 2: heavy discussions about things. I mean, I don't know. I 1129 00:55:54,920 --> 00:55:57,960 Speaker 2: love you, Laverne, and I enjoy spending time with you. You're 1130 00:55:57,960 --> 00:56:00,960 Speaker 2: a wonderful person. You've been ever since I met you 1131 00:56:01,080 --> 00:56:03,960 Speaker 2: in twenty nineteen. You've just been such a blessing to me. 1132 00:56:04,560 --> 00:56:06,879 Speaker 3: You know. That's all I have to say. I don't. 1133 00:56:06,880 --> 00:56:08,600 Speaker 2: I mean, we can wrap on that if you wanted to, 1134 00:56:08,760 --> 00:56:10,680 Speaker 2: but I just I love you so much. 1135 00:56:11,440 --> 00:56:18,120 Speaker 1: I love you too, Darling. I end the podcast with 1136 00:56:18,200 --> 00:56:20,359 Speaker 1: the question what else is true? And it comes from 1137 00:56:20,360 --> 00:56:23,239 Speaker 1: my therapy, my Tromber's therapy, and the idea of both 1138 00:56:23,360 --> 00:56:26,560 Speaker 1: and when life is challenging us, when things are really 1139 00:56:26,600 --> 00:56:28,759 Speaker 1: really hard, we can focus on that thing that's hard 1140 00:56:28,760 --> 00:56:31,920 Speaker 1: and difficult, or we can choose to focus on the 1141 00:56:32,000 --> 00:56:35,120 Speaker 1: things that give us strength, the things that give us hope, 1142 00:56:35,160 --> 00:56:38,239 Speaker 1: the things that help us get through. And so for 1143 00:56:38,440 --> 00:56:41,800 Speaker 1: you today, Angel Joy Blue, what else is true? 1144 00:56:42,200 --> 00:56:42,680 Speaker 4: That rhyme? 1145 00:56:44,800 --> 00:56:48,440 Speaker 2: What else is true? It is just that, Oh Laverne, 1146 00:56:49,200 --> 00:56:50,960 Speaker 2: don't get mad at me. I'm not trying to be preachy. 1147 00:56:51,000 --> 00:56:54,360 Speaker 2: God loves you. God loves you, God loves your audience, 1148 00:56:55,120 --> 00:56:58,680 Speaker 2: God loves you. And I don't know what is true. 1149 00:56:58,680 --> 00:57:03,040 Speaker 2: It's just that I'm bless, I'm thankful, and there's a 1150 00:57:03,080 --> 00:57:05,680 Speaker 2: lot of hard things happening in the world. There's a 1151 00:57:05,680 --> 00:57:08,520 Speaker 2: lot of difficulty, a lot of things that are hard 1152 00:57:08,560 --> 00:57:12,040 Speaker 2: to just get through. But you know, knowing that, knowing 1153 00:57:12,080 --> 00:57:15,680 Speaker 2: that there's a God in heaven who loves us for me. 1154 00:57:16,200 --> 00:57:17,320 Speaker 3: That's everything there. 1155 00:57:19,920 --> 00:57:22,040 Speaker 1: Yeah, what I would say to those people out there 1156 00:57:22,040 --> 00:57:25,240 Speaker 1: who are not necessarily religious, because I don't consider myself 1157 00:57:25,280 --> 00:57:28,200 Speaker 1: a religious person, but I can consider myself a spiritual person. 1158 00:57:28,640 --> 00:57:33,200 Speaker 1: I think it's believing in something bigger than you and 1159 00:57:33,280 --> 00:57:36,720 Speaker 1: a power that is greater than you. I think it's 1160 00:57:36,760 --> 00:57:40,000 Speaker 1: been very essential for my life. It's been very necessary. 1161 00:57:40,600 --> 00:57:42,360 Speaker 1: And I know I left the church, but I never 1162 00:57:42,440 --> 00:57:45,760 Speaker 1: left God. I never ever had a moment. I've never 1163 00:57:45,840 --> 00:57:47,760 Speaker 1: ever had a moment in my life where I doubt 1164 00:57:47,760 --> 00:57:50,560 Speaker 1: it the presence of God in my life. I have 1165 00:57:50,640 --> 00:57:53,040 Speaker 1: issues with religion, but I've never had issues with God 1166 00:57:53,080 --> 00:57:56,000 Speaker 1: and what God is doing and how God is operating. 1167 00:57:56,040 --> 00:57:58,920 Speaker 1: And I haven't always understood the path that my higher 1168 00:57:58,920 --> 00:58:01,800 Speaker 1: power wants for me. But but I understand it better 1169 00:58:01,840 --> 00:58:09,200 Speaker 1: by and bye, yes bye, and bye yes, yes, honey, 1170 00:58:09,400 --> 00:58:11,360 Speaker 1: we'll understand it better by and bye. That is a 1171 00:58:11,400 --> 00:58:14,640 Speaker 1: great note to end on. You're such a beautiful light 1172 00:58:14,800 --> 00:58:18,080 Speaker 1: and so talented, and I just I love I love talent, 1173 00:58:18,200 --> 00:58:20,840 Speaker 1: and your in your heart is just as big as 1174 00:58:20,880 --> 00:58:24,320 Speaker 1: your talent. I love you, Angel, love you too, Thank you, 1175 00:58:24,400 --> 00:58:31,720 Speaker 1: Thank you, Angel Blue. Just to think about a voice, 1176 00:58:32,000 --> 00:58:37,320 Speaker 1: particularly this Prano voice, that sound, that frequency is just 1177 00:58:37,440 --> 00:58:41,280 Speaker 1: the most beautiful thing in the world to me. Do 1178 00:58:41,320 --> 00:58:45,040 Speaker 1: you feel that that's a Prano frequency? That note, that phrase, 1179 00:58:45,400 --> 00:58:51,440 Speaker 1: that vulnerability, that the fragility of the human voice the 1180 00:58:51,600 --> 00:58:55,920 Speaker 1: power at the same time, the fragile with the powerful. 1181 00:58:56,880 --> 00:58:59,200 Speaker 1: I just love it. I love it, and I love 1182 00:58:59,240 --> 00:59:02,160 Speaker 1: Angel and her commitment to the gift and to the 1183 00:59:02,240 --> 00:59:07,480 Speaker 1: craft and to study. I love the idea of being 1184 00:59:07,480 --> 00:59:10,120 Speaker 1: a perpetual student. I feel like a perpetual student of 1185 00:59:10,200 --> 00:59:13,800 Speaker 1: life of art, and perhaps that's a life lesson. As 1186 00:59:13,800 --> 00:59:20,680 Speaker 1: accomplished as we all can be, we are still students. Historically, 1187 00:59:20,720 --> 00:59:24,800 Speaker 1: Offers sing Hers to have been very mysterious and very aloof, 1188 00:59:25,320 --> 00:59:28,680 Speaker 1: and Angel is the opposite of that. Her transparency and 1189 00:59:28,760 --> 00:59:32,400 Speaker 1: her sort of sharing her struggles is something that is 1190 00:59:32,480 --> 00:59:37,520 Speaker 1: so necessary because it's important for us to know that 1191 00:59:37,600 --> 00:59:43,000 Speaker 1: everybody struggles, that everybody goes through something. And I think 1192 00:59:43,480 --> 00:59:47,120 Speaker 1: the lesson for me is endless possibility through hard work. 1193 00:59:47,360 --> 00:59:50,280 Speaker 1: And you know, I don't want to like lean into 1194 00:59:50,280 --> 00:59:53,280 Speaker 1: bootstrapped narratives or anything like that, but I think there's 1195 00:59:53,320 --> 00:59:57,560 Speaker 1: just something wonderful about working hard and enjoying the process 1196 00:59:57,600 --> 00:59:59,920 Speaker 1: of working hard doing something that you love. You know, 1197 01:00:00,360 --> 01:00:02,720 Speaker 1: hard work doing something you hate is terrible. It's a 1198 01:00:02,800 --> 01:00:05,920 Speaker 1: terrible thing. But when you love something and you really 1199 01:00:05,960 --> 01:00:08,520 Speaker 1: want to be good at it, you know, the work 1200 01:00:08,600 --> 01:00:11,920 Speaker 1: just comes because you're just so passionate. Angel and I 1201 01:00:11,920 --> 01:00:14,720 Speaker 1: think share that in common, the passion for the work 1202 01:00:14,840 --> 01:00:16,360 Speaker 1: and the passion for getting better. 1203 01:00:21,120 --> 01:00:21,400 Speaker 4: Music. 1204 01:00:21,400 --> 01:00:25,160 Speaker 1: From San Francisco Opera is Elchobatore is courtesy of Angel 1205 01:00:25,240 --> 01:00:28,080 Speaker 1: Joy Blue, and a big thank you to the Philadelphia 1206 01:00:28,160 --> 01:00:32,000 Speaker 1: Orchestra for providing the audio of Angel singing Da Mozuale 1207 01:00:32,240 --> 01:00:36,760 Speaker 1: Rose from Ilobatore by Verdi, which she performed with them 1208 01:00:36,840 --> 01:00:40,320 Speaker 1: in September of twenty twenty. She'll be back with the 1209 01:00:40,320 --> 01:00:49,840 Speaker 1: Philadelphia Orchestra next June twenty twenty four. Thank you for 1210 01:00:49,920 --> 01:00:53,000 Speaker 1: listening to The Laverne Cox Show. 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