Speaker 1: Hi, I'm kateer Lance, I'm Jacqueline Novak, And this is Poog.
Speaker 2: An ongoing conversation about wellness between two obsessive friends.
Speaker 1: Two untamable intellects.
Speaker 2: This is our hobby, this is our hell, this is
Speaker 2: our naked desire for free products.
Speaker 1: This is poog Today's topics. Loolie speaking. Just came to
Speaker 1: say goodbye Poog Poo.
Speaker 2: Don't scare them, and don't scare me.
Speaker 1: You know what's funny, I'm distracted. Goodbye Pooh goodbye. No, No,
Speaker 1: I don't know what that is. Listeners know your parents
Speaker 1: left Rent early.
Speaker 2: That's oh yeah, I don't know Poog. I mean I
Speaker 2: don't know Rent, but listen.
Speaker 1: Yeah.
Speaker 2: In true Poog fashion, we have in no way discussed
Speaker 2: how we're going to talk about today's topic. But I think,
Speaker 2: of course, as always, that's what drives Poog. So everyone listening,
Speaker 2: we love you. You're our family, the community that we've created
Speaker 2: here over the last fifteen years. How long has it
Speaker 2: been sixteen? Okay, so first of all.
Speaker 1: No clue. By the way, someone was like, you've been
Speaker 1: doing it five years, and I was like.
Speaker 2: I think what I just November is five years? No, Yeah,
Speaker 2: bitch four, No, four, if not five three bitch four three?
Speaker 1: What are you thinking? Four places? I remember, I'll really
Speaker 1: cry about it too.
Speaker 2: Wait, I have to break in and say it's not
Speaker 2: over or is it?
Speaker 1: Here's the thing, Well, this is the final episode of
Speaker 1: Okay this season. Well that's true. This is the final episode,
Speaker 1: and not only that, the final episode of who.
Speaker 2: Guys we know it?
Speaker 1: It unplugged. I mean it did the thing it does.
Speaker 2: Hold on and she went unplugged.
Speaker 1: As usual. Bye love, good bye love. Wait, so what
Speaker 1: did you say? So? So Poog has been cock fought.
Speaker 1: Last episode of the season, last episode of the contract.
Speaker 2: Absolute chaos, chaos in the chaos, in the chaos, a
Speaker 2: sliver of light of what the future could be, of
Speaker 2: an unpronounced, undefined future where we're all together. I'm, of course,
Speaker 2: plagued with the fact that I can. The sound is
Speaker 2: so intense.
Speaker 1: Oh wow, alight, let me lower my see if we
Speaker 1: can lower my input? Bye Poog, So bye Hags. I
Speaker 1: don't like its Goodbye Hags. Oh no, I have a
Speaker 1: better one. Wait, you don't know any of these. It's
Speaker 1: gonna do them. One of the most beautiful melodies for
Speaker 1: names and John Villjehan is about to go to heaven.
Speaker 2: I don't know of whom you speak.
Speaker 1: I'm just looking for sound. You're very quiet. Hey, Chris,
Speaker 1: will you closed Chris, I'm doing all the Pook things
Speaker 1: one last time. Will you close the door?
Speaker 2: There?
Speaker 1: We're recording Pook and for some reason the sound is
Speaker 1: more of an issue than usual.
Speaker 2: We're recording Pook for the last time because the window
Speaker 2: is open.
Speaker 1: Classic. Yeah, if you can close it. The window is open. Unbelievable. Listen.
Speaker 2: I just think we have to be clear with them,
Speaker 2: our community.
Speaker 1: So we have fucked.
Speaker 2: We're bent over a couch. Guys, can't see who's fucking you?
Speaker 1: Bent over the burrow. Okay, we've been flung out. We've
Speaker 1: been flung out into space. We've been All we can
Speaker 1: say is Lincoln Bio. All we can say is all
Speaker 1: we can and Lincoln and bias.
Speaker 2: And this is where it gets radical. This is where
Speaker 2: I get excited. This is where I go. Tony Robbins
Speaker 2: enter me, right, this is where I go.
Speaker 1: What is the next five years old? What is the
Speaker 1: next ten years old? Right?
Speaker 2: Yeah?
Speaker 1: So Lincoln Bio.
Speaker 2: So all we can tell you is that today, as
Speaker 2: you're listening to this episode on this beautiful Tuesday or
Speaker 2: whenever you might be listening to this episode. If you
Speaker 2: go to Kate Berlant on Instagram, if you go to
Speaker 2: Jack Nove on Instagram, if you go to Poog podcast
Speaker 2: on Instagram, there's going to be a hyperlink. There's going
Speaker 2: to be a link. Click that and you will confind
Speaker 2: us and wherever it is that we go. We love you,
Speaker 2: We love this show. We'd be cross eyed, dead and
Speaker 2: left for worse than dead without you. We're not leaving you,
Speaker 2: We're not leaving each other. Everything's fine. The family's staying together.
Speaker 2: But sometimes families move right and.
Speaker 1: Also some next families wake you in the night and
Speaker 1: they say you don't have time to get in the
Speaker 1: fucking car. Kids. Okay, this is an episode about faith. Ooh,
Speaker 1: this is an episode about a leap.
Speaker 2: This is an episode about the diaspora.
Speaker 1: Oh yeah, yeah, what are you smelling? I can't see
Speaker 1: is a sponge?
Speaker 2: This is so gorgeous. My cousin just sent me this
Speaker 2: in the mail. Beeswax candle. There's nothing like the smell
Speaker 2: of beeswax, and I want to return to that. I
Speaker 2: want to thank Aromatech for sending us an oil diffuser
Speaker 2: have to have to eliminate the dependence on a natural
Speaker 2: fragrance in the home bees wax. Oh my god, it
Speaker 2: just smells unbelievable. It smells to me like what life.
Speaker 1: Could be stopped by last night?
Speaker 2: It's almost oh, I was gonna say, Jacqueline, I find
Speaker 2: it unbelievable. Today's our last day recording poog in this
Speaker 2: iteration of poog last night.
Speaker 1: Or poog at all legally speaking, or maybe never hints
Speaker 1: of book again to be clear, it would be nothing
Speaker 1: related derivative.
Speaker 2: And and stopping by last night with you, by the ways,
Speaker 2: three hours, didn't it feel like forty five minutes?
Speaker 1: It just passed out being like and I haven't served
Speaker 1: any more food? Oh please?
Speaker 2: And I was lifted, drove home, No, didn't want it,
Speaker 2: drove home, was so lifted, slept like a baby, woke
Speaker 2: up happier. Oh I saw my friend. I know, isn't
Speaker 2: it incredible?
Speaker 1: I was really pleased with my comeover right now as
Speaker 1: in my pj's instant entertainment. And I was really pleased
Speaker 1: with quick quick mix.
Speaker 2: And it was like, all right, see you, I'm thirty. Yeah,
Speaker 2: Jacqueline firing up strawberry mezcal or tequila whatever it was,
Speaker 2: Daker Ease, I'm a little hungry. Can I have a snack?
Speaker 2: You hand me a mug of warmed purple potatoes with
Speaker 2: nutritional yeast. I was like, this is true friendship, just
Speaker 2: the you know, the immediacy. You know it's a friend
Speaker 2: when I'm hungry, when you walk in the door. Future,
Speaker 2: you walk in the door and you say I'm hungry,
Speaker 2: you can have a snack. That's a profound intimacy.
Speaker 1: Yeah, made me think I do need to keep some
Speaker 1: classic snacks around. I don't know if I can be
Speaker 1: held accountable of that. I also just want to say,
Speaker 1: this might be a moment when now you might want
Speaker 1: to hit the old merch store because this might become
Speaker 1: a legal property.
Speaker 2: Sound. Well, I'm really concerned about your sound. I'm really
Speaker 2: concerned about your sound. I can like it sounds like
Speaker 2: really echoy like normally you're in my ears and you're
Speaker 2: just not like is that just me? I'm just concerned.
Speaker 2: Let me see, can you go closer to the mic
Speaker 2: for a second.
Speaker 1: Yeh me, oh, kate what it clicked off? And it's
Speaker 1: been and it hasn't been using the mic. I'm hearing
Speaker 1: myself in my mic.
Speaker 2: Damn, I'm glad I said something. I knew something was wrong.
Speaker 2: If you see something safe.
Speaker 1: I don't want to let me do anything, alright, let
Speaker 1: me leave one.
Speaker 2: Okay, So listen times of transition by the merch.
Speaker 1: Now I buy up. Now, something might just just nothing safe.
Speaker 1: As we said, the Pooh merch might be.
Speaker 2: Rendered an antique quite soon. I don't want to scare everyone.
Speaker 2: I don't want to scare the community. You need to
Speaker 2: know that we love you, we need you. We have
Speaker 2: no no desire to rupture the womb that we've created,
Speaker 2: that we've nurtured, that we've you know, brought nutrients into
Speaker 2: for coming up four years, if not five.
Speaker 1: But put nutrients into a womb to eventually birth them
Speaker 1: to the next Fuck.
Speaker 2: Fuck, you're so right.
Speaker 1: Where they're going now that the world has to be
Speaker 1: their womb. I don't mean without us.
Speaker 2: No, never without us.
Speaker 1: The point is you're gonna have to pay attention. People said,
Speaker 1: where are you The last couple of weeks, we've been
Speaker 1: trying to delay the inevitable, folks. We've been trying to
Speaker 1: get through legal loopholes, trying to delay the.
Speaker 2: We've been trying to keep the family together. And so
Speaker 2: that's being said Lincoln Bio Lincoln Bio Bio, Jacqueline Okay,
Speaker 2: Kate Berlant Instagram, Poog podcasts, Instagram, Jack No Instagram. There's
Speaker 2: going to be a hyperlink. Click on that, follow us,
Speaker 2: find us. We're going to get our roof over our heads.
Speaker 2: We're going to figure it out.
Speaker 1: Yeah, but right now we're in a boat and you
Speaker 1: better cast your line and he'll get into the wood
Speaker 1: in the side of our boat. Okay, Yes, and TVD
Speaker 1: Visual highly deal. Well, the names names may be no longer. Okay.
Speaker 2: We don't know what's going to happen, and it really
Speaker 2: is a true unknown and I'm brought to you know
Speaker 2: here I am recalling what do they say, twenty twenty
Speaker 2: seven massive energy shift. Right, we're going to be entering
Speaker 2: twenty twenty five. So it's a couple of years.
Speaker 1: After we get a new RSS feed going, is what
Speaker 1: you're saying, joke, we're going to live before it should
Speaker 1: be live now for them.
Speaker 2: Really right, But go to the line wherever you are
Speaker 2: listening to this, but keep spread the word, text them,
Speaker 2: keep supporting small businesses. M Sorry, you're really into I'm
Speaker 2: smelling this. My cousin set me this beacewax candle. The
Speaker 2: smell of beeswax. I mean, it's just unbelievable. And I want
Speaker 2: to shout out Aromatech for scent us gorgeous oil diffusers
Speaker 2: trying to get off the scented candle bandwagon and infuse
Speaker 2: the home with natural sense. Beeswax candle smells, well, life
Speaker 2: could be. It's so beautiful.
Speaker 1: I just opened this Dow Classic not just pronunciation leap.
Speaker 2: To okay, sure, yeah, oh yeah, hit us and we
Speaker 2: need it today.
Speaker 1: I just pull it open. Let's see a random page.
Speaker 1: If it says anything, when my spirit goes to the door,
Speaker 1: my bones returned to the root from which they grew,
Speaker 1: will remain of me. That's interesting. Yeah, link in, Okay,
Speaker 1: next step, I just did another. I'm gonna pull another
Speaker 1: random Okay, good, said Confucius. He is a man who
Speaker 1: knows how to console himself. Well, that's what you said.
Speaker 2: Remember driving in the car and you've got like triggering
Speaker 2: information and you said, good, remember, oh right.
Speaker 1: It taught me that a couple of things we do
Speaker 1: have to hit. I wrote a list out that was
Speaker 1: given to us.
Speaker 2: Hit the list.
Speaker 1: There there are things we know and there are things
Speaker 1: we don't know. Ain't that the truth? One thing we
Speaker 1: know is that, yes, I'm trying to scare you. I'm
Speaker 1: trying to wake you up. Okay, trying to Tony Rob
Speaker 1: scratch the record, he says, right, not you the audience.
Speaker 2: I'm scared too, you'ves dropped her.
Speaker 1: Okay, I'm not. I'm I'm excited. I really you venture.
Speaker 2: I know you really are guiding me in this. I
Speaker 2: look to you like yeah, because often you're my daughter,
Speaker 2: You're you're fucking mommy through this.
Speaker 1: Your fixation on smelling that thing, I've actually never seen
Speaker 1: you so something pulsive in a consumption. I think you
Speaker 1: don't like eat chips like that. You just keep going
Speaker 1: for it like you can't stop.
Speaker 2: Yeah, it's deeply nostalgic smell for me. My mother always
Speaker 2: had beeswax candles.
Speaker 1: I don't know, but what I wanted to tell them. Okay.
Speaker 1: The headline is linking bio right link and bio to
Speaker 1: find the new place right too. Get your merch now,
Speaker 1: buy it up. It'll there's a huge chance that will
Speaker 1: never be produced again. Okay, you want that logo on something,
Speaker 1: you'll be drawing it. Okay, three, three, and yeah we're
Speaker 1: fighting okay three not us no, yeah, yeah, keep an
Speaker 1: eye out, okay, hunt every couple of days, just hunt
Speaker 1: through spam searching just in case the newsletter confirmation should
Speaker 1: come through, et cetera. Okay, okay, those other jays are
Speaker 1: upon us. I'm on, I'm on it. And then here
Speaker 1: here's the here's here's what we have to offer the community.
Speaker 1: We are offering them. We don't know the shape this
Speaker 1: lifeboat will take. There will be one and you'll see
Speaker 1: a door and you'll know, you'll know Linco and Bio
Speaker 1: and you'll go.
Speaker 2: You'll know, and you'll go aliminal, aliminal reality where we
Speaker 2: can all do well.
Speaker 1: Reality shall emerge lifeboat, life raft. Okay, everyone's welcome. Been on.
Speaker 1: There's enough link Bio boats. We're going to stay together.
Speaker 1: There so in an effort, but in an effort to
Speaker 1: be directed at the end of our contract, in the
Speaker 1: state of good faith negotiation.
Speaker 2: The truth is we are aware, we're suddenly aware that
Speaker 2: we do not own Poog the way we thought we
Speaker 2: owned it. And if you love Poog, then we hope
Speaker 2: that you'll join us on the other side of this
Speaker 2: moment Link and Bio come find us. We will be there.
Speaker 1: We'll continue get two paths ahead of us. Folks at
Speaker 1: this moment of rupture. Okay, rupture turns what is one
Speaker 1: into two, continuity free, continued experience. You'll see it, you'll
Speaker 1: know it then like nothing ever happened. Huge moment, huge momentuge.
Speaker 2: Shattering new one.
Speaker 1: Finally, first class all the way to the back. Welcome
Speaker 1: to a premium experience of the two of our voices.
Speaker 1: Ye get ready feel what's in your heart to be
Speaker 1: part of the next phase. I mean that's the other thing.
Speaker 1: We're dropped on our asses financially here, so we need
Speaker 1: your cash and you know a lot of you have
Speaker 1: tried to give it to us in the past, said,
Speaker 1: how that's actually getting real. These microphones are about to
Speaker 1: They're showing up, they're taking the microphones.
Speaker 2: Away, They're coming for them.
Speaker 1: Yeah, I mean I'm pretty sure.
Speaker 2: Yeah, OK, keep going brutal.
Speaker 1: I'm excited because I love adventure. I love when something
Speaker 1: goes wrong and you get this chance, you're forced into
Speaker 1: doing something exciting.
Speaker 2: Absolutely, and we're being forced which is I think this
Speaker 2: I think the future of this show. It's gonna better
Speaker 2: and brighter. It's gonna burn, It's gonna burn harder.
Speaker 1: Time. You gotta, you gotta.
Speaker 2: You know, I had a really interesting moment today. I
Speaker 2: was in therapy and there are some ants in my office.
Speaker 2: Nothing too overwhelming, but you know, their ants. And I
Speaker 2: was talking about you know, I was doing therapy and
Speaker 2: the ants. And she goes, interesting, you have ants, you know,
Speaker 2: ants clear away what's dead.
Speaker 1: You're saying this because I yesterday or two days ago,
Speaker 1: not here, but somewhere else. Ants were a thing. There
Speaker 1: were just a few, but other people were like, oh,
Speaker 1: there might be ants and then whatever they saw some ants.
Speaker 2: They're sorting their sorters, they sort, they take away what's dead,
Speaker 2: what's not working. My therapist goes, if they weren't ants,
Speaker 2: there would be a film. There would be dirt, you know,
Speaker 2: covering everything in this whole universe. You know, you need
Speaker 2: the ants. So the ants are carrying away these old
Speaker 2: modalities and what new ones might you know, might be uncovered.
Speaker 1: I'm imagining the hags is ants okay, and they can
Speaker 1: carry us off totally. Well, that's that's the subscription model. Certainly,
Speaker 1: let's just get serious. I mean, each lifts a tiny
Speaker 1: little bit and then they're carrying.
Speaker 2: Our huge courses exactly.
Speaker 1: They're breathing off to a new place. March March March.
Speaker 2: So again, you will be able to listen to us.
Speaker 2: You'll have to subscribe to something, but you'll be able
Speaker 2: to listen to us as you're doing now. But then
Speaker 2: if you want to kick us a couple bones, you'll
Speaker 2: be able to listen to us ad free bonus. There's
Speaker 2: a lot we're getting. There's a lot that's happening Lincoln.
Speaker 1: A lot.
Speaker 2: I am just to pivot more. I tried today. And
Speaker 2: Focus sent us a supplement which is supposed to and
Speaker 2: I have to say, I think I'm feeling the effects.
Speaker 1: Realize this.
Speaker 2: And Focus and Repeat is the brand they sent us
Speaker 2: the and Focus it's a proprietary blend l Tyro sign
Speaker 2: and Bakopa Lief Extract five hundred milligram. Popped two of
Speaker 2: these this morning. I gotta be honest, I was kind
Speaker 2: of feeling it. My partner took too. They were feeling
Speaker 2: it too. I texted them, is it just me like
Speaker 2: I'm feeling kind of focused. I'm kind of feeling like
Speaker 2: I can deal today. I'm kind of feeling I can
Speaker 2: deal today look, God, millennial, Hell, what what are you doing?
Speaker 1: Back to cheek squads? But wow, I'm sorry? Was that
Speaker 1: less interesting than you were? A product? No?
Speaker 2: No, no, no, I just meant wow, I've never been
Speaker 2: able to do the cheek squads.
Speaker 1: Yeah, well, then there must because the muscles are asleep,
Speaker 1: and if you don't wake them soon do it, you'll
Speaker 1: have nothing to replace the diminishing. How do you do it? Well,
Speaker 1: there's a few ways. There's like the easy ways, the
Speaker 1: easier ways to try to get.
Speaker 2: You, and you still need to subscribe to beauty shanman.
Speaker 1: Like you could like hold something like a cap in
Speaker 1: your mouth. I think this is one version where it
Speaker 1: helps people like isolate the muscles.
Speaker 2: So like mum, hum, she's holding a cap in her
Speaker 2: mouth and then she's kind of lifting her chin.
Speaker 1: Not doing it. I'm not doing it well well in
Speaker 1: a state of panic.
Speaker 2: I'll also say I had my first experience with prilosec,
Speaker 2: which is a Hartburn medicine, really last week up in
Speaker 2: the night, horrific stomach ache which.
Speaker 1: I had about did you eat in close to bed?
Speaker 2: No?
Speaker 1: I hadn't my usual way, So I was convinced.
Speaker 2: I was convinced that I had an ulcer because it
Speaker 2: was like I hadn't It was like I hadn't eaten
Speaker 2: an over eight hour, like seven hours. I woke up
Speaker 2: like five am in so much pain.
Speaker 1: Food down there, there's nothing to the acid is just
Speaker 1: flying around, isn't it.
Speaker 2: I was like, eat it was it was agony. No,
Speaker 2: but that's normal, like seven hours. But the point is
Speaker 2: I was in hell googling ulcer all this stuff. I go,
Speaker 2: maybe I'll just try prilo sec. I had a stomach
Speaker 2: cache all day the next day, not that severe, but
Speaker 2: enough to really kind of complicate matters and make me
Speaker 2: feel diminished and or full for the worst. Of course,
Speaker 2: your mind goes to the worst places, sometimes cured over
Speaker 2: the counter prilo sect, which comes in a beautiful purple
Speaker 2: box that has its incredible are you saying, look at
Speaker 2: the rainbow, Look at the rainbow.
Speaker 1: That's nice.
Speaker 2: That's fucking crazy feeling over the counter medication. They're like,
Speaker 2: let's create there's a hologram. There's a rainbow hologram behind
Speaker 2: the prilo sec.
Speaker 1: Anyway, it's interesting.
Speaker 2: Towards a relief when that kind of medication works. Yeah,
Speaker 2: it's just there's something like it.
Speaker 1: I'm just curious about this really dark colored gloss and
Speaker 1: how dark it will come out.
Speaker 2: That's say, Say has sent us such overwhelming beauty. The
Speaker 2: products keeps coming. Say sent the most gorgeous these lip glosses.
Speaker 2: They are beautiful and there's so much quality that feels
Speaker 2: like they're what are they called glossy bounce there it is. God,
Speaker 2: they're good. And the lipliners, I mean they're really thank
Speaker 2: God the producing I've been using the tinted moisturizer for months.
Speaker 2: I'm sorry it tinted sunscreen.
Speaker 1: I don't have that.
Speaker 2: It's possible I purchased it, you know, I think you
Speaker 2: might have. I think I've mentioned it before.
Speaker 1: Actually you know what I've been using, but you don't
Speaker 1: even know it's in there. In the one skin there's
Speaker 1: an SPF. Actually there's two, a tinted and a on.
Speaker 2: Oh well, the one skin that came I'm literally saving
Speaker 2: because I'm so excited about it.
Speaker 1: Where is it usually use it? Don't save this there
Speaker 1: is I know, I know you got to stop that.
Speaker 2: It's over to stop that? What am I?
Speaker 1: What is that? That's like that's like ancient product keeps coming.
Speaker 1: I know, it's crazy. You need to use it. I know,
Speaker 1: I know why you haven't used the Lima yet.
Speaker 2: No, No, I'm on the hardcore the product. I know,
Speaker 2: I know, I don't do.
Speaker 1: Are you trying to wait till what is that dB
Speaker 1: appointment at the at the dorm? I guess you just
Speaker 1: keep on showing the fuck up I did again? No call, No, hey,
Speaker 1: do you want to hop on this? I'm if it
Speaker 1: works that way?
Speaker 2: I know I've sent I mean, hey, V beam went
Speaker 2: in there blast. I did it initially to get rid
Speaker 2: of some broken capillary couple.
Speaker 1: Get inspired to go for deal with the capillary because
Speaker 1: it's just like, who cares a fucking capillary? There it is?
Speaker 2: Yeah, this one was round the fucking like middle of
Speaker 2: the bridge of my nose. It was annoying enough to
Speaker 2: me that I wanted it gone forever. I had done
Speaker 2: that a couple times. But then it's supposed to like,
Speaker 2: by the way, what are the benefits of V beam,
Speaker 2: let's look here, kind of hurts.
Speaker 1: There's thing that's talking about it.
Speaker 2: It's just the light. It's like a blinding light. Yeah,
Speaker 2: it's supposed to help potentially with like fine lines collagen production,
Speaker 2: and there's no downtime, like you're red I had some
Speaker 2: some very mild swelling. Day of reduces redness, restores a healthful,
Speaker 2: a healthy, youthful skin tone and texture. Stimulates collagen.
Speaker 1: Here's it, here's it, Here's here's a poog, here's a quote. Yeah,
Speaker 1: stimulates collagen. Yeah, what doesn't. Yeah, it's every fucking product,
Speaker 1: including I know, looking your your finger, the college is
Speaker 1: snapping your finger against.
Speaker 2: Her twenty twenty four.
Speaker 1: I know, a slap across the face also stimulates collagen.
Speaker 1: It's everything, It's everywhere. If your product doesn't stimulating collagen
Speaker 1: at this point, you know, yeah completely.
Speaker 2: I mean it's like it's just like the Jacqueline. I
Speaker 2: feel like you'd be proud of me. I've made a
Speaker 2: promise to myself to use the Lima every day. I
Speaker 2: want to look at my college.
Speaker 1: I was thinking, did you do take it before picture?
Speaker 1: Because I was thinking we could do the Lima Challenge. Yeah,
Speaker 1: which is which would be three months.
Speaker 2: Tomorrow's two weeks of using it every day because I
Speaker 2: missed two days and that's.
Speaker 1: That minute thing. Yep, I can't find the battery right
Speaker 1: now that I mean the charger little thing for the bat.
Speaker 2: Crazy looking for that and I almost lost my mind.
Speaker 2: I almost lost my mind. Yeah, so I realized that
Speaker 2: I was using it for like a week and it
Speaker 2: wasn't fully charged, because when I fully charged it, the
Speaker 2: red light was much stronger.
Speaker 1: Serious, Yeah, just because it's on. Shure, it wasn't just
Speaker 1: that you were in the darkness.
Speaker 2: I really no, no, no, because I could feel the warmth.
Speaker 1: But here's what is comforting. Here's what's comforting. The thing
Speaker 1: that's doing the deep work isn't the red light. It's
Speaker 1: it's clear light. The red is an additional like red
Speaker 1: is an add on. It's like cud led very cool. Okay,
Speaker 1: so that might and listen, I'm just gonna say this.
Speaker 1: I'm not fucking kidding you. I feel like I already
Speaker 1: see a difference from the LIMA. Yeah, I'm sure that's
Speaker 1: why they use it in a facial like it'll do
Speaker 1: something that day.
Speaker 2: I can't believe that. That is so hard to really grasp.
Speaker 2: How could something like that exist in this world?
Speaker 1: Well if you think that, like, like, I find it
Speaker 1: shocking that anything like these I don't think. Okay, Like,
Speaker 1: so now I'm on with Esselston, doctor E. Sselston. This
Speaker 1: thing I saw him recommending, and he's like this isn't
Speaker 1: in the book and prevent reverse heart disease or one
Speaker 1: of his things. He's like, it's not the book. You
Speaker 1: need to for times a day flood your arteries with antioxidants. Okay,
Speaker 1: he says, leafy greens. Okay, it doesn't matter which one. Okay,
Speaker 1: he does this thing he loves to be like, he
Speaker 1: loves to be like spinach, swiss sharp, like he rattles
Speaker 1: them off annoint can I think can be cooked or
Speaker 1: not cooked? Okay, anoint with vinegar, the greens. Yeah, and
Speaker 1: then they go have a little serving before every meal, okay,
Speaker 1: before bed whatever. He says. The the nitric oxide, the
Speaker 1: whatever it goes in and it bathes the walls of
Speaker 1: every artery Okay, damn just like instantly and like so
Speaker 1: like when a couple hours, like you know, it's processed
Speaker 1: and it's gone, time to bathe it again. The fact
Speaker 1: that it can be that instant, well that's Gregor. I mean,
Speaker 1: I'm not saying it's not Esselston, but but yeah, I
Speaker 1: mean Gregor's daily doesn't Yeah, rebranded for poog. He's not profit.
Speaker 1: He wouldn't mind rebranded a canva template designed by yours truly.
Speaker 2: I can feel a new futures upon us. I feel excited.
Speaker 2: I feel like that, like they're coming.
Speaker 1: Well. I'm also a deeply entrepreneurial spirit, right. I like
Speaker 1: being the boss of my own destiny. Okay, I like
Speaker 1: I'm a captain of a ship. I was having explained
Speaker 1: to someone else again that once again that I feel
Speaker 1: that I was a captain. Yeah, and yeah, I get
Speaker 1: very excited when you know, it's like if you were
Speaker 1: sitting in school and the gym collapsed, you know what's
Speaker 1: gonna happen now, Yeah, rupture. In high school, as social
Speaker 1: vice president, there was massive flooding in the gym before
Speaker 1: before homecoming dance, et cetera. I had to think on
Speaker 1: my feet. Really, I asked, can we put one up
Speaker 1: at the middle school? Put what? I went into the
Speaker 1: middle school the homecoming dance? And so I went to
Speaker 1: the middle school and they agreed I could do the
Speaker 1: dance there. And then remember spending all day creating these
Speaker 1: structures with these balloons and to make the middle school
Speaker 1: magical for us. I can't believe that. And it just
Speaker 1: had a glorious feeling.
Speaker 2: You with rubber boots up to your knees in the high.
Speaker 1: School and then I was just in sneaks. I was
Speaker 1: just in my nine to nineties new balance girl.
Speaker 2: I believe that we're animating, that.
Speaker 1: That part of me is unstoppable. It's the part of me.
Speaker 1: My father calls Action Jackson.
Speaker 2: Oh, let's right, Action Jackson. Okay, this is great, This
Speaker 2: is really good.
Speaker 1: Do you want to see my growth or the growth
Speaker 1: of the community. Yeah. I think I had Action Jackson
Speaker 1: cut from an early episode because it felt too vulnerable
Speaker 1: to share. So sweet and look, I just did it effortlessly,
Speaker 1: although now I'm thinking of cutting it again. No, no,
Speaker 1: absolutely not.
Speaker 2: No. Poos has changed us, Thank God for it.
Speaker 1: The feminine principle, okay, is a life and death cycle.
Speaker 1: I was reading Marian Woodman the other day. I was
Speaker 1: lying there, Oh to lie on the bed in the
Speaker 1: mid morning and.
Speaker 2: Read God unbelievable and.
Speaker 1: And you know, you know, the rejection of that cycle
Speaker 1: is what creates the split in the psyche between the
Speaker 1: spirit and it incarnating.
Speaker 2: With the rejection of what cycle I want to understand.
Speaker 1: Well, like the rejection of like the feminine principle, like
Speaker 1: the cycle like life and death, ending and beginnings. You know,
Speaker 1: the feminine knows when something needs to die. Okay, Wisdom Sophia. Okay,
Speaker 1: it's like Sophia, like wisdom. I think of wisdom. It's
Speaker 1: like wisdom knows that that things need to die. Yeah, right,
Speaker 1: it's holistic, cyclical.
Speaker 2: I'm sorry.
Speaker 1: It's about the holistic therefore, and also like like we
Speaker 1: have to drag them maybe against kicking and screaming into
Speaker 1: the light, into the new new phase.
Speaker 2: Yeah, sometimes we do go kicking and screaming. We gotta
Speaker 2: get there.
Speaker 1: Take my hand and lead me to selvation where you
Speaker 1: can bio and can bio. I am.
Speaker 2: Here's a little story.
Speaker 1: What's the song? Okay? To me, I was gonna ask,
Speaker 1: what is the song of the end of Poog? Oh?
Speaker 2: My god, I don't like to hear that. I don't
Speaker 2: want to hear that song. I'm actually getting I just
Speaker 2: got upset. I don't like that.
Speaker 1: I'm mostly saying it as a joke because.
Speaker 2: I don't like hearing you say the end of Poog.
Speaker 1: Well, AT's the end of this season.
Speaker 2: Okay. I can tolerate that. I can manage that.
Speaker 1: And I think it should always be seasonal, as I've said,
Speaker 1: so that there could be a reckoning, there can always
Speaker 1: be a reckoning. Nothing is promised. You had a story.
Speaker 1: Oh well, I just something.
Speaker 2: That was really I felt kind of like job, although
Speaker 2: not nearly as punished, of course.
Speaker 1: But I.
Speaker 2: Had a parking ticket.
Speaker 1: I am oh, right, same day I got one. Remember,
Speaker 1: Oh that's right.
Speaker 2: So I you know, I really don't get tickets. Okay,
Speaker 2: I've been driving since I was thirteen, just really don't
Speaker 2: get them. I was I was driving to a particular
Speaker 2: location to read and to write and to focus and
Speaker 2: have a nice little time. This was the Prilo sec day.
Speaker 2: My stomach was killing me, and I was like, my
Speaker 2: stomach is hurting me so badly. I need to go
Speaker 2: home and lay down. Like I can't just be in
Speaker 2: the public space like sitting and working through it and
Speaker 2: perhaps chatting with people and being friendly.
Speaker 1: I hate hell.
Speaker 2: I was like, I want to curl up and I
Speaker 2: go and I want I'm hungry. I don't have the energy.
Speaker 2: I was like, what I'm going to do is I'm
Speaker 2: going to order delivery. And then I said to myself,
Speaker 2: do not just pick up food?
Speaker 1: But I said, good girl, because that's some special treat
Speaker 1: shit in your mind. Yeah, I take whenever it.
Speaker 2: Oh, by the way, I said, pick it up. You
Speaker 2: can pick it up. It's on the way, just pick
Speaker 2: it up.
Speaker 1: So there's a spot save the fee cheap. Oh yeah, exactly.
Speaker 1: They're fucked in the end well beyond.
Speaker 2: So there's a little red spot by this place. I
Speaker 2: often park my car there. Turn the hazards on, run in,
Speaker 2: grab the food, come out. I've never had an issue
Speaker 2: of done this a million times. Throw the hazards on,
Speaker 2: run in, run into a friend inside, quick chat. I'm
Speaker 2: not sitting down. It wasn't five minutes.
Speaker 1: I holding in your head. Did you feel it pulling
Speaker 1: on you? Yeah, you didn't. Brief from the chat.
Speaker 2: Brief chat, brief chat, not five minutes. But I said
Speaker 2: to her, you know what, I'm going to run, move
Speaker 2: my car. I'll come back in and say hi, I
Speaker 2: run out. This guy's riding me up. I go, oh no,
Speaker 2: he goes. He's very he says, stomach ache. Well I
Speaker 2: thought about going what can I reach for here? And
Speaker 2: I go nothing. I just have to take it, you know.
Speaker 2: And he said he was very kind of you know,
Speaker 2: looking down, he was like, he was fun. He was like,
Speaker 2: you're parked in a red zone. I said, I know,
Speaker 2: I know. And he said something about the bus zone.
Speaker 2: It's where it gets confused. He goes, you're in a
Speaker 2: red bus zone. I go, oh my god. He goes,
Speaker 2: have you ever parked in a red bus zone before?
Speaker 2: And I said no. I said, I've never had so
Speaker 2: much as a speeding ticket, which is the truth. And
Speaker 2: I just resigned myself.
Speaker 1: I felt.
Speaker 2: I didn't say, oh, no, is there any oh I
Speaker 2: just went in for a second.
Speaker 1: I didn't do any of that. I just said, I know.
Speaker 2: I said, I know, I'm not supposed to park here.
Speaker 1: I know. And then once I think ownership.
Speaker 2: And then because I go, I'm so fucked with my registrate.
Speaker 2: My car registration Jacqueline is over a year expired.
Speaker 1: What that's it? Did he check you so? So? So
Speaker 1: he goes, I'm not. I'm not, by the way, my
Speaker 1: shock is not at that happening. I would never manage
Speaker 1: my own registration if not, like various figures stepped into
Speaker 1: to remind me and then have to do it. I
Speaker 1: just mean, like, I'm terrible. Aren't thinking to ask you
Speaker 1: for your registration and then you can get a bigger ticket.
Speaker 2: So he goes, and your registration's expired, And I said,
Speaker 2: I know, that's what I freaked when I saw I'm
Speaker 2: writing the ticket of I was like, I'm so fucked.
Speaker 2: It's gonna be so expensive. I was like, I know,
Speaker 2: I know. I did this mog check, which is the truth,
Speaker 2: and I was like, I believe that. I was like
Speaker 2: if the DMV, I didn't know at this point, by
Speaker 2: the way, because of just the inability to handle administration
Speaker 2: at all.
Speaker 1: Yeah, I didn't know that. Whatever.
Speaker 2: I mean, people are running around just every year getting
Speaker 2: their car registered.
Speaker 1: It's every day. It's fucking every day. Cy today, today,
Speaker 1: I get my teeth cleaned, tomorrow, get my oil checked.
Speaker 1: It's all maintenance tasks which are challenging.
Speaker 2: For it.
Speaker 1: I cannot brain style fathom it. Hunters in a world
Speaker 1: of farmers, I cannot fathom it. I'm like, I hope
Speaker 1: you enjoyed your golden goose who teaches you this. It's
Speaker 1: like got at home. So I'm like, I know, I know.
Speaker 2: I said, I went to the I got my smog check,
Speaker 2: like it should be in the mail, and he goes
Speaker 2: the DMV can toe you if it's over six months
Speaker 2: past registration.
Speaker 1: Suggest Towing was a huge part of my life. I
Speaker 1: had to just accept. In New York, there was just
Speaker 1: too many factors, and so we get headed down the
Speaker 1: middle of the night to the West Side Highway wherever
Speaker 1: the hell that is unbelievable fourteenth Street. You're waiting there,
Speaker 1: you look around, it's a you know, it's Beckett.
Speaker 2: It's you constantly getting your card. Toote is so poetic.
Speaker 2: But so I was like, oh no, and I said,
Speaker 2: I said, oh, they can toe it, and he goes,
Speaker 2: they can tow it anywhere, which is a little confusing
Speaker 2: to me, Like what do you mean they can tow
Speaker 2: it anywhere?
Speaker 1: And so that I mean as in where it's led
Speaker 1: or where it's towed from.
Speaker 2: Then like wherever it's parked, they can technically toe it
Speaker 2: if it's that oh late on registration problem.
Speaker 1: So I was like, oh right.
Speaker 2: I don't think I even said I'm sorry. I mean,
Speaker 2: I was clearly sorry, but I just was like I
Speaker 2: was so desponding because my stomach hurt and I was
Speaker 2: so mad at myself, and I was like, okay, and
Speaker 2: he handed me the ticket. This is what I don't understand.
Speaker 2: I think he let me off the hook, or he
Speaker 2: definitely did. I think he could have charged me more,
Speaker 2: but I just got the violation apart for the parking violation,
Speaker 2: which I don't know. Is the registration ticket coming later.
Speaker 2: I don't understand, but he goes. He goes here, and
Speaker 2: I was like, okay, you know, I take my car.
Speaker 2: I moved around the corner instantly. There's a meter right there,
Speaker 2: which infuriated me, like, oh, I probably could have just
Speaker 2: pulled into a fucking meter if I hadn't been so
Speaker 2: entitled and lazy to park in the red. So I
Speaker 2: park in the meter. My purse is inside with my
Speaker 2: friend with my credit card, which is what I usually
Speaker 2: pay the meter with. And I'm like moaning. My stomach
Speaker 2: hurts so much. I go, I can't bring myself everything now,
Speaker 2: you can't pay that way? Sorry, Yeah, yeah, everything's in there.
Speaker 2: My walt's in there, my purse is in there. I
Speaker 2: go rummaging like an animal looking for coins. I find
Speaker 2: a quarter and I find a dime. I go, I'm
Speaker 2: gonna put this in the meter. I'm gonna go in
Speaker 2: for quick colow. I look at the thing. It says
Speaker 2: like twenty Well, someone can do the math. What does
Speaker 2: it mean it's like twenty one minutes or something like,
Speaker 2: I don't know.
Speaker 1: I go in.
Speaker 2: I very make a point chatting with her hang out.
Speaker 2: I go, okay, I gotta go out this time because
Speaker 2: the meter is gonna be up. No, I fucking get
Speaker 2: to my car. It's been off a minute. There's another ticket.
Speaker 1: Amazing. And it was weird.
Speaker 2: As I was sauntering to my car, I saw a
Speaker 2: parking cop or whatever the hell they're called, walking toward me,
Speaker 2: and I could have sworn he looked at me in
Speaker 2: this way. It was strange. I felt like he knew
Speaker 2: it was my car. I felt like he'd just given
Speaker 2: me a ticket. Oh, somehow, I'm sure on his little
Speaker 2: computer it shows, oh, this car got a ticket twenty
Speaker 2: minutes ago, half a block away.
Speaker 1: For someone with bouncy hair.
Speaker 2: And then I pictured a picture a town I pictured, Uh,
Speaker 2: there's a description or something or a photo of me,
Speaker 2: presumably topless to my home. When I don't think I'm
Speaker 2: being photographed. The government has it me on all fours.
Speaker 2: Because he looked at me like this fucking idiot, like
Speaker 2: I or something, And there was.
Speaker 1: Just something in his eyes like the previous citation, like
Speaker 1: I felt like he knew.
Speaker 2: And then I'd go to my car, and at first
Speaker 2: I go, oh, I don't have a ticket, and then
Speaker 2: there it is the ticket, and I go, you fucking cunt.
Speaker 2: So I started screaming, and I actually was not screaming
Speaker 2: at all. I just was like, this is unbelievable. I
Speaker 2: should have just gone straight.
Speaker 1: Home, texting, hm, you were wildly texting. I texted you, yes,
Speaker 1: how you couldn't pay it because and I had just
Speaker 1: gone through.
Speaker 2: Oh no, no, no, before I haven't even gotten into that part.
Speaker 2: So then I drive home. Stomach's still hurting, so upset,
Speaker 2: I go, I'm paying this right now. Old me would
Speaker 2: put this in a pile and go, I'll get to it.
Speaker 1: I did the same thing. I said, I'm doing it now.
Speaker 2: That's crazy.
Speaker 1: So they go it will hurt less now, yeah.
Speaker 2: And I go, this is your punishment, do it now.
Speaker 2: So on the ticket there's little QR code. Oh how simple.
Speaker 2: Scan the QR code to pay. I scanned the QR code,
Speaker 2: sends me to an app to download.
Speaker 1: I almost fly. I did the same exact thing. This
Speaker 1: is crazy within the same hour.
Speaker 2: I can't believe it. I can't believe it. So I go, okay,
Speaker 2: I download the app and goes.
Speaker 1: First time fucked us. It wasn't an amex that was
Speaker 1: my issue. They don't know. Well, I enter in my
Speaker 1: credit card.
Speaker 2: It goes invalid and there I pause. I go, I'm
Speaker 2: gonna fucking lose it. I was like, it's not invalid.
Speaker 2: I sot to do it again. Oh, maybe I missed
Speaker 2: a number. Maybe invalid. I go, are you fucking kidding?
Speaker 2: I go, okay, I'll go to the website. Go to
Speaker 2: the website that's from nineteen oh four, I know, and
Speaker 2: you have to slick and it's so confusing.
Speaker 1: Click this, click that.
Speaker 2: I mean, this is unbelievable, I go, I go, But
Speaker 2: if I had what if I had a child tugging
Speaker 2: at the hem of my dress, what if I had
Speaker 2: a family emergency, what if I had what if?
Speaker 1: I I mean, it's like, how does anyone get this done? So?
Speaker 2: So then there's the website from the forties. I'm typing
Speaker 2: in the information invalid. I fucking And then I start
Speaker 2: doing outreach. I text, I text name.
Speaker 1: And by the way, you don't you just you don't go.
Speaker 1: I'm gonna try to get help from one Now I'm
Speaker 1: gonna spray. I'm gonna need it.
Speaker 2: I needed too, hay, I needed one person on each
Speaker 2: side of me, saying I love you, You're safe, We're
Speaker 2: gonna get through this or something. I just needed to
Speaker 2: I just needed to express the pain. I wasn't even
Speaker 2: expecting help. What help could there even be offered in
Speaker 2: that moment. I just needed there to be some kind
Speaker 2: of emotional witness to my suffering in that moment.
Speaker 1: But you, and this is again reading add stuff again.
Speaker 1: So it's like, but the mental energy to initiate motivation whatever,
Speaker 1: don't you mean to do the task? You like pulled
Speaker 1: some you did it, and then you hit this block
Speaker 1: and you are less able to generate energy to overcome
Speaker 1: that block, and so really has to hear.
Speaker 2: So then so then I go, I'm gonna do it. Okay,
Speaker 2: so they go or you can call.
Speaker 1: Oh no, no no.
Speaker 2: So at that point I go, something wrong with my
Speaker 2: fucking credit card. I called it, ok oh, this is
Speaker 2: where I lost it. I called Bank of America on
Speaker 2: the back and the number it's on the back of
Speaker 2: the card, I call it HI, like bank of America.
Speaker 2: The little thing goes up and it goes this this
Speaker 2: fucking bot that's so well disguised. I thought it was
Speaker 2: I thought it was a person. Is like thanks for
Speaker 2: being entrusted whatever because you called today, you qualify for
Speaker 2: a free life alert like pause.
Speaker 1: I go, oh, I don't.
Speaker 2: I don't need that, like I I it fooled me
Speaker 2: for long enough. And then then she starts rattling on
Speaker 2: about the life alert like and I start going.
Speaker 1: No, no, yeah, And then.
Speaker 2: I can't figure out and it's like I start pressing zero.
Speaker 1: I get sent to someone else operator. They just leave Britain.
Speaker 1: Try zero. Sometimes I did zero. They just left me.
Speaker 2: Bank of America left me, and I am happy to
Speaker 2: say that, I'm proudly I.
Speaker 1: Left you let the life alert. They hang up on
Speaker 1: you get that. Sorry we don't understand. Yeah, goodbye, literally
Speaker 1: yeah goodbye.
Speaker 2: They left me. I know it was so cheerful. At
Speaker 2: the end, I call back again, same bitch that now
Speaker 2: I know it is a bot, and I go no,
Speaker 2: and I go agent, Agent, Agent Agent. She's still so
Speaker 2: rattling on, prattling on about the fucking life alert blanket,
Speaker 2: I mean bracelet, and I get kicked out again. Then
Speaker 2: I'm really losing it. I'm shaking it in the cold.
Speaker 2: I'm shaking in the cold. I go, are you kidding me?
Speaker 2: What am I supposed to do? So then I call
Speaker 2: another Bank of America number. Wait, four hundred and sixty
Speaker 2: two years. Then I talk to a woman and I go, Hi,
Speaker 2: I go, I don't know what's going on. She's like, okay,
Speaker 2: sitting in a car.
Speaker 1: No, I'm sitting I'm sitting in my dining room. Oh,
Speaker 1: and I go home to do it.
Speaker 2: Okay, Yeah, dining room suggests I have a standalone dining room.
Speaker 1: I don't.
Speaker 2: I'm standing in my formal dining room. And it was
Speaker 2: so okay. So this is that I'm talking to the
Speaker 2: fucking woman right, And she goes, oh, we sent out.
Speaker 2: I see that you made a I go, my car.
Speaker 2: Is my card lock? She goes, your card is locked?
Speaker 2: Oh no, no, I skipped a step. Sorry, just real quick.
Speaker 2: Went to the Bank of America website. Looked at the card.
Speaker 2: It goes card locked. I try to unlock it. It
Speaker 2: says view like why it's locked. I click that that
Speaker 2: information it's unavailable this time.
Speaker 1: Can you imagine? Can you fucking imagine?
Speaker 2: I go what?
Speaker 1: And this is when you start cursing and someone asks
Speaker 1: you what's wrong, and you go the websites whatever, and
Speaker 1: like they just think you're having trouble navigating the website.
Speaker 1: They think all these so exactly, and you're like, no,
Speaker 1: the layers system is like, can never explain this. It
Speaker 1: is fucked. It's fucked.
Speaker 2: I've done everything.
Speaker 1: Right invalid you know, like no, no, you've done the
Speaker 1: thing ninety times. Yeah, or unfortunately this service is not
Speaker 1: available right now after you've done ninety two?
Speaker 2: Is it not available?
Speaker 1: So then I call I'm on hold, I get to
Speaker 1: make America. I get to the woman.
Speaker 2: I go, Hi, I don't know what's going with my card.
Speaker 2: Can you please help me? I'm like desperate. She like
Speaker 2: takes pity on me. She's like, okay, I'm so sorry.
Speaker 2: Sounds stressful.
Speaker 1: I take you know.
Speaker 2: I'm like like, I think I sound like a child.
Speaker 2: And then she's like, oh.
Speaker 1: Did you make a payment to la parking dot com something?
Speaker 1: I go yes.
Speaker 2: She goes, yes, we thought that might be suspicious. Did
Speaker 2: you get a text? I said no, I didn't because
Speaker 2: guess what, guys throw all of this verizons down so
Speaker 2: the text was blocked.
Speaker 1: I go, I never got that that was actually what
Speaker 1: screwed you. Oh I think I remember you being like
Speaker 1: verizons down with that text coming through.
Speaker 2: So then she goes she lifts it. She goes, okay,
Speaker 2: should all be fine now? I go, okay, thank you.
Speaker 2: I go to the I go to the website. It
Speaker 2: has nothing to do with you, to be clear, nothing
Speaker 2: to do with me. I go to the website invalid again.
Speaker 2: And that's by it had been an hour and like
Speaker 2: ten minutes.
Speaker 1: Is it a visa or a MasterCard? It's a visa
Speaker 1: because that's what it required. It was a visa.
Speaker 2: Okay, somehow, I don't know what happened, but the point
Speaker 2: is it was hell. And I've never I felt so
Speaker 2: acutely where I felt like the sliding doors of my life.
Speaker 2: Like if I had driven home and just had the
Speaker 2: food delivered, fuck it, I would have eaten the food.
Speaker 2: I'd be curled up on the couch in heaven.
Speaker 1: Cheapness, I know your cheapness okay, brought lack lack lack
Speaker 1: upon you the way like in this modern time we've
Speaker 1: accepted these this this very like archaic language almost of
Speaker 1: like lack yeah, like that's a scarcity like or like
Speaker 1: or like you're living in lack yeah yeah, like just
Speaker 1: like the language. And then the word manifest itself is
Speaker 1: very not a modern word. But then like nowadays, weird
Speaker 1: but I will say, you know, you demand your own
Speaker 1: needs be taken care of in plenty of areas, right, yeah,
Speaker 1: So why then then these like it's almost like paying alms,
Speaker 1: like right sacrifices to the God. Why didn't I do
Speaker 1: for the other times?
Speaker 2: Why didn't I just you know, get the delivery?
Speaker 1: You mean, yeah, yeah, there's something in you that believes
Speaker 1: like then you'll be struck down. Then No, I don't know.
Speaker 2: I guess I'm just a stir It's like it feels like, oh.
Speaker 1: Maybe you're just prudent, you know.
Speaker 2: I don't know, but it was. It was unbelievable and
Speaker 2: it almost ruined the day. I mean I felt and
Speaker 2: I was like, how do people I mean it really,
Speaker 2: I'm sorry, but it just it makes you go, how
Speaker 2: the fuck do people that actually have to engage with
Speaker 2: the government in a real way? Forums files?
Speaker 1: Can you imagine?
Speaker 2: I mean, it's just like my life wasn't dependent on this.
Speaker 2: My wellness wasn't, you know, like I'm just like the
Speaker 2: health mon thing with insurance.
Speaker 1: I was just like, this is I felt.
Speaker 2: I was like, it's so fucking impossible, so overwhelming, just
Speaker 2: to pay a parking ticket. How does I don't know.
Speaker 2: It felt it made me really it felt really overwhelming.
Speaker 1: Well, but I started to go I can't take it anymore.
Speaker 1: The only option for me is a big building with offices,
Speaker 1: and I'm the boss of the business of me. Okay, yep,
Speaker 1: And every fucking project I have an idea and want
Speaker 1: to see move forward, there is someone in an office
Speaker 1: looking after that project. You buy a building, I'm I'm done.
Speaker 1: It's it's like I'm meant to be a creative tyrant
Speaker 1: floating through. I won't actually be a tyrant. That's just
Speaker 1: a little joke I'll make you know, just to be cute.
Speaker 1: But sure, I need dedicated I need help. I believe
Speaker 1: an army behind me, and I'm gonna have to build
Speaker 1: the army slowly because I'm gonna have to like get
Speaker 1: one person that we're going to think so that we
Speaker 1: can launch the one project and then with that capital, okay,
Speaker 1: I can add another one and then hopefully it'll grow,
Speaker 1: Go go go grow, go grow. I just I I
Speaker 1: embrace my ambition, like we were talking about last week,
Speaker 1: crying about outputting all this kind of stuff. Yeah, I
Speaker 1: embrace my ambition and I embrace seeking the help. It
Speaker 1: fucking I'll weaken the morning. Okay, I'll get a job
Speaker 1: at a at a donut shop between four and seven
Speaker 1: am so I can pay for the help that i'm
Speaker 1: that I need in the office between nine and five.
Speaker 2: I'm saying, Okay, I had a fucking revelation last night.
Speaker 2: I was, yeah, screaming, but I believe it's true.
Speaker 1: Listen to this, the.
Speaker 2: Three day work week.
Speaker 1: Okay, okay, so this so I three on four off.
Speaker 2: No, here's what Here's I'm gonna try this for the
Speaker 2: next two weeks because listen, I've been this is this
Speaker 2: is of course this life that I lead lately, been feeling,
Speaker 2: you know, being totally disorganized, feeling kind of overwhelmed. How
Speaker 2: do you know the mounting the list of what to do,
Speaker 2: the personal projects, all of it. Because so because looking
Speaker 2: out a week, going, okay, I gotta finish it this week.
Speaker 2: I gotta do it this week. I gotta start this week.
Speaker 2: I gotta this week write X pages whatever fucking hell,
Speaker 2: I can't do it all. Instead, if I look, if
Speaker 2: I'm looking out at a week, I won't do any
Speaker 2: I won't do anything exactly. So I go, how about
Speaker 2: this Monday, Tuesday, Thursday, are what the work days. Yeah,
Speaker 2: I wrote in my calendar work for these days. So yeah,
Speaker 2: because guess because then if I go Monday, okay, I
Speaker 2: gotta work today, I gotta do it. I gotta lock
Speaker 2: myself in the office.
Speaker 1: Wednesday and on the beach mm hmm okay, and then
Speaker 1: Wednesday goes and you're lying on the beach and you go,
Speaker 1: you know, if tomorrow being my remaining work day for
Speaker 1: the week, what is the key thing that I'm going
Speaker 1: to achieve so that I can go out of this
Speaker 1: larger personal week feeling accomplished.
Speaker 2: Yeah, so the idea, the idea would be on those
Speaker 2: alleged off days. Okay, what's the personal stuff that I'm doing?
Speaker 1: Oh wait, so you're you're still right, it's not You're
Speaker 1: not just on the beach. You're you're getting your oil changed.
Speaker 2: Yeah, maybe I'm getting my own.
Speaker 1: Do you think about the yearly in the six months? Okay,
Speaker 1: we schedule it, we schedule it together. Okay, but yes,
Speaker 1: and it's doctor's appointments, it's all the ship that's yearly,
Speaker 1: all at once. You're getting your oil change on the
Speaker 1: way to your yearly physical.
Speaker 2: I love this Jacqueline Crazy week. Went's a year is
Speaker 2: crazy week.
Speaker 1: Wait, I want to call it something else. We name
Speaker 1: it crazy week because that's just not give me joy. Okay, okay,
Speaker 1: it's I just think, well, here's the here's the trick.
Speaker 1: We get the appointment, we get the appointment, and.
Speaker 2: You have to schedule out. When I had my stomach ache,
Speaker 2: I was panicking. I texted my doctor. She's like, this
Speaker 2: is a good I can't even imagine having a doctor
Speaker 2: gastro person personal number.
Speaker 1: I know.
Speaker 2: I'm fucking lucky. I texted the doctor or the doctor
Speaker 2: is like, yeah, her next availab appointment is February eleventh.
Speaker 1: It's not bad.
Speaker 2: Are you serious anyway? I mean just goes you know
Speaker 2: what that's going to be colonoscopy. Baby, I know it's
Speaker 2: coming really. Oh yeah, because yeah, I kind of want
Speaker 2: to go on anyway, and I'm young to get it.
Speaker 1: Well yeah, no, it'll be great, doctor.
Speaker 2: I don't want to go under the doctor. What my
Speaker 2: ears perka.
Speaker 1: Doctor bid our gut health guy said what remember hay team.
Speaker 1: Oh yeah, but he's like he's like, I like cheated.
Speaker 1: He's a doctor. Like he's like, I like like cheated
Speaker 1: the insurance so I can get it at thirty or
Speaker 1: something like instead of forty or whatever it's supposed to be.
Speaker 2: Yeah, or forty instead of fifty. Luring it, but luring
Speaker 2: the age due to horrifying cameras.
Speaker 1: What's that eusephoria? I'm not sure what it's doing.
Speaker 2: You know what I'm really going through so hard? Snail
Speaker 2: musin in the spray bottle from Cross r.
Speaker 1: X, Well, it's one of the things that you'll just
Speaker 1: I mean, I'm never not like out of snail musin.
Speaker 1: I mean it works for everything. M I think can
Speaker 1: you lima with that? I mean I I of course, yeah,
Speaker 1: I mean I lema dry as you know you seem
Speaker 1: to because I don't drag still. I leave it in your
Speaker 1: spot for a three minute treatment, Yeah, treat. Do you
Speaker 1: feel that wrapping up energy? Yeah, I kind of testing.
Speaker 2: Let me bring it back.
Speaker 1: Do you feel do you feel the energy of wrapping up?
Speaker 2: Yeah?
Speaker 1: Fifteen years.
Speaker 2: No, I can't and I refuse it's too upsetting.
Speaker 1: Ring when they're like the dirty Dancing's like, I don't
Speaker 1: know how much long is is gonna be around. I remember.
Speaker 2: One thing I was going to say, Halloween coming up
Speaker 2: and kind of because last time at your house, you
Speaker 2: usually do Halloween decorations, but yours aren't up yet. I
Speaker 2: couldn't help.
Speaker 1: But notice, did you see the pumpkin. There was a
Speaker 1: small one. I put that out by the door for you.
Speaker 1: Damn I didn't. I got a minute. I grab it.
Speaker 2: That's really cute. I missed it. I got kind of excited, going,
Speaker 2: oh my god, this is I think. I'm apparently there's
Speaker 2: trick or treaders in the neighborhood, and I go, I
Speaker 2: want to do that. By the way, I want to
Speaker 2: formally invite you, yeah, to come over on Halloween if
Speaker 2: you'd like to feed trick or treaders and have a drink.
Speaker 1: Feed them Thursday night, which is the true You know
Speaker 1: you don't. I think it's a Thursday, but you don't
Speaker 1: fuck around it. It's Halloween night, is when it's celebrated.
Speaker 2: Oh yeah, you don't.
Speaker 1: Fuck I'll go to a party, sure, but.
Speaker 2: You know what I mean, No, no, come, I actually I
Speaker 2: bristle at the Halloween party. I don't one day. Sure,
Speaker 2: I'll dress up Heidi Klumb style, but I don't. It's strange.
Speaker 2: I just don't. I'm so much more excited by the
Speaker 2: idea of trigger treaters and I am going to a party.
Speaker 1: Yeah, well I wanted to do. Remember I didn't I
Speaker 1: say it on this podcast my scary movies. Plus, remember
Speaker 1: I was gonna I was gonna throw a party here
Speaker 1: where there's scary movies going all night, there's whatever, delicious
Speaker 1: foods and and and drinks, and then we're interrupted by
Speaker 1: trick or treaters throughout. So it's interesting that you use.
Speaker 2: Well, that's kind of that's that's what I'm gonna do.
Speaker 1: All right, Well, think about whether I say no, I'm
Speaker 1: having it. I'll go back to the previous episodes and look,
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Speaker 1: I was trying to open up the show concept. Oh
Speaker 1: you're right, right right, it's us.
Speaker 2: And I'm actually getting a little upset right now because
Speaker 2: i feel like I'm not really into this.
Speaker 1: I'm kind of negativity.
Speaker 2: No, it's not negative. I'm getting I'm getting emotional at
Speaker 2: the idea that this is the last Pool episode. It's
Speaker 2: not true.
Speaker 1: I don't know. Maybe I'm just one of these like,
Speaker 1: you know, fools who's like see you later, Timmy, like
Speaker 1: you know, knowing it's death. But but I don't really
Speaker 1: I think this is this is a.
Speaker 2: I needed a rupture.
Speaker 1: Yeah, okay, lincombined, I think this is an invigoration.
Speaker 2: And listen, we're not taking time off. Okay, see you
Speaker 2: next week.
Speaker 1: Yeah, see you next week wherever the hell we land
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Speaker 1: to support us via bones. That is real. This lifeboat
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Speaker 2: We need great to board desperately. Let me feel your support.
Speaker 1: Warm up your wallets, make sure your wallets are ready
Speaker 1: to the leather is softened and they open with ease.
Speaker 2: Absolutely. Okay, We'll see you next week, see you somewhere, love.
Speaker 1: You, love you bye bye. Okay. Fall banned, mhm sall banned.
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