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Speaker 6: I know a lot of people.

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Speaker 3: No one watches it and said she's not feminine.

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Speaker 4: Know they do. They come from me, those people.

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Speaker 4: And stop doing this.

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Speaker 7: This is blowing this right, It's like what this is?

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Speaker 4: This is low We stop this like I'm not giving

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Speaker 1: This is the taking over the game, all right, everybody,

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Speaker 1: Welcome to Truth after Dark.

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Speaker 4: Do you think that men or women are more toxic? Hello,

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Speaker 4: beautiful people, welcome to another episode of the Truth after Dark.

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Speaker 4: I'm your host Aazar.

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Speaker 2: For to Day and I'm your boy, Paul Truth the.

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Speaker 4: Truth, and Tonight we are joined by an incredible actor

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Speaker 4: with an incredible voice. You've seen him on Grown Ish,

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Speaker 4: You've seen him on Gray's Anatomy, and he just dropped

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Speaker 4: the EP I Love You Goodbye with a breakup album

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Speaker 4: on the way that everyone's waiting on. Please welcome Trevor Jackson.

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Speaker 4: This episode is also sponsored by the Aura House at

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Speaker 4: Orehouse Club. Please make sure you guys follow them and

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Speaker 4: them out. All their information will be below. Yeah, we're

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Speaker 4: super excited to have you. So you have a new

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Speaker 4: album that's coming out, Yes, in about like a week

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Speaker 4: or so, right, nine days. So how are you feeling.

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Speaker 4: I know that it's a breakup album, right yes, So yeah,

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Speaker 4: like we got to get into this okay, cause you know,

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Speaker 4: of course, of course, I feel like to be creative,

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Speaker 6: It feels like there's a weightlifted. You know.

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Speaker 6: I don't have room. I got to carry this family,

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Speaker 6: And there's just a lot of healing in that, bro.

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Speaker 3: This my story?

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Speaker 7: Right?

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Speaker 6: You know there's so this is for everybody, you know

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Speaker 6: I'd say music only because it's mine.

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Speaker 5: It's it's so it's so mean that it's gonna be

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Speaker 5: when I'm acting, I'm taking somebody else and trying to

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Speaker 6: Way I cut myself. I engineer myself.

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Speaker 5: So it's like all of it is me, even in

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Speaker 6: Like, yeah, that.

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Speaker 2: Makes sense because I know you have a passion for both.

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Speaker 5: Yeah, you know, I say this story every time, so

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Speaker 5: I'd say Burning Sands was probably the closest I felt

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Speaker 6: A therapist or a psychologist. I do go to therapy.

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Speaker 6: But but guess what I do.

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Speaker 5: I don't want to wish that on myself, but I

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Speaker 5: I always want to push myself whenever I'm doing so

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Speaker 1: Lot, but you gotta understand some of the characters. He said,

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Speaker 5: They're coldo, you know, and it's like they sacrifice, you know,

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Speaker 5: sometimes sometimes you do. I think it's important to pray

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Speaker 5: what's kind of running this?

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Speaker 2: You know, ship you.

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Speaker 4: Gotta But you know, Lady Gaga when she played in

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Speaker 4: House of Gucci said that she like lost herself. She

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Speaker 5: Jim Carrey did that for that one comedian I forget

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Speaker 6: But the documentary was dope.

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Speaker 4: So top five actors, what would you say?

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Speaker 5: Look, I always have this because I have my top

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Speaker 4: Hold, we talk about this all the time.

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Speaker 5: Okay, Okay, top five is hard, okay, But I'm trying

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Speaker 5: Daniel day Lewis, Oh wow, Colin Farrell, Oh wow?

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Speaker 6: Okay, how many is that?

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Speaker 2: Three?

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Speaker 4: Three?

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Speaker 7: Oh?

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Speaker 2: Ships?

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Speaker 7: Good?

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Speaker 6: Colin Farrell. I'm gonna give Sean pinn up in there.

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Speaker 5: Okay, Sean, and I'm want to split the last one

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Speaker 5: between Leonardo and Schilte Buff.

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Speaker 4: Wow, Shila Buff. He's up there for me, He's up

447
00:18:06,640 --> 00:18:07,040
Speaker 4: there for me.

448
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Speaker 6: He's top five. Really Okay, I might have said six

449
00:18:10,600 --> 00:18:11,960
Speaker 6: to cheat a little bit. I got I got six

450
00:18:12,000 --> 00:18:13,520
Speaker 6: in there. You know who is?

451
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Speaker 5: Yes, you do Transformers, Transformer movies and every I mean,

452
00:18:18,160 --> 00:18:20,919
Speaker 5: he's he's a piece bro, he's and he's somebody. So

453
00:18:20,960 --> 00:18:22,440
Speaker 5: he's one of my heroes that I got to work

454
00:18:22,480 --> 00:18:24,240
Speaker 5: closely with, you know, in life when you're like, hey man,

455
00:18:24,520 --> 00:18:26,240
Speaker 5: this person right, and I got.

456
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Speaker 6: To work with him.

457
00:18:26,840 --> 00:18:28,560
Speaker 5: We the movie didn't end up coming out, we didn't

458
00:18:28,560 --> 00:18:30,240
Speaker 5: filming it, but we rehearsed for it a bit and

459
00:18:30,280 --> 00:18:33,760
Speaker 5: he was one of the most inspiring. That was one

460
00:18:33,800 --> 00:18:35,960
Speaker 5: of those inspiring encounters I've had as an actor because

461
00:18:35,960 --> 00:18:37,719
Speaker 5: I admire him so much, but I didn't know his process,

462
00:18:37,760 --> 00:18:39,840
Speaker 5: and to see how extensive his process is and how

463
00:18:40,400 --> 00:18:42,399
Speaker 5: seriously he takes it and gets into it, I'm like, oh,

464
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Speaker 5: I had a whole new level of respect. But I

465
00:18:44,680 --> 00:18:47,719
Speaker 5: loved him since, you know, even Stevens Poles. But then

466
00:18:47,760 --> 00:18:50,520
Speaker 5: you got lawless his performance and lawless honey Boy, like

467
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Speaker 5: Peanut Butter Falcon. This guy's I mean, he's a monster

468
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Speaker 5: and all the transformers.

469
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Speaker 4: Also, my top five is Denzel Yep, Leonardo brad Pitt

470
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Speaker 4: because I love Fight Club, Classic, Viola Davis, and Damn,

471
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Speaker 4: I can't remember my last one, you go, I have

472
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Speaker 4: to think about.

473
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Speaker 2: It, all right.

474
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Speaker 1: I guess the consensus amongst us is yeah, yeah, all right.

475
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Speaker 2: So I got Denzel. I also got Johnny Depp.

476
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Speaker 3: Oh, good one.

477
00:19:28,200 --> 00:19:28,920
Speaker 6: That's a good one.

478
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Speaker 4: I know he has one that's a couple of movies

479
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Speaker 4: that he's blow.

480
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Speaker 6: Factory.

481
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Speaker 2: Definitely. I got Leonardo's in there.

482
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Speaker 6: That's another.

483
00:19:43,160 --> 00:19:44,879
Speaker 2: I have to say Eddie Murphy Man.

484
00:19:46,400 --> 00:19:49,359
Speaker 1: Hy up there like he plays because he plays so

485
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Speaker 1: many different roles, like the lover boy he played, like

486
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Speaker 1: the comedian he played.

487
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Speaker 6: The cop.

488
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Speaker 5: I think comedians deserve a category and having an Oscar

489
00:19:58,600 --> 00:20:00,800
Speaker 5: because I think comedy is actually to me a little

490
00:20:00,800 --> 00:20:03,320
Speaker 5: bit more difficult than drama acting. Yeah, you know what

491
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Speaker 5: I'm saying, Will Ferrells. And when you said top ten,

492
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Speaker 5: he's in my top ten.

493
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Speaker 2: Okay.

494
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Speaker 1: Well, and then for my fifth one, I'm gonna go

495
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Speaker 1: with Nicole Kidman cold cool.

496
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Speaker 4: You had Octavia Spencer on her his last time.

497
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Speaker 6: He'd just be switching it.

498
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Speaker 4: Yeah, heching hair the hair one I do. Okay, Yeah,

499
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Speaker 4: those are good. I can't think of my last one

500
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Speaker 4: at all, So I don't know. I want to give

501
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Speaker 4: it to like someone black, maybe Jamie fox Rage Jamie Foxes.

502
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Speaker 4: Yeah that was that was I mean, yeah.

503
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Speaker 2: Most talented in Hollywood in Hollywood.

504
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Speaker 1: Wow, that's because of singing and acting and performing on

505
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Speaker 1: stage and hosting it. Like he has no weaknesses. Yeah,

506
00:20:50,640 --> 00:20:52,000
Speaker 1: like Jamie has no weakness.

507
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Speaker 6: Yeah, he's definitely one of you know, one of the

508
00:20:54,720 --> 00:20:55,719
Speaker 6: few that can do it all.

509
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Speaker 1: He can do any wrong and do it well. Yeah

510
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Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying.

511
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Speaker 4: So okay, So that no, No, I love I love that,

512
00:21:07,760 --> 00:21:10,800
Speaker 4: But no, I know that acting is not easy. Yeah,

513
00:21:11,280 --> 00:21:13,560
Speaker 4: and you've been acting for a long time since you were.

514
00:21:13,440 --> 00:21:15,440
Speaker 6: Young, right, since I was seven years old.

515
00:21:15,600 --> 00:21:19,040
Speaker 4: Wow, Wow, I acted too as I'm not successful at it,

516
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Speaker 4: but I was.

517
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Speaker 6: Definitely because you keep going.

518
00:21:22,280 --> 00:21:26,800
Speaker 4: Going, I was in commercials and everything place I can't see.

519
00:21:26,960 --> 00:21:29,520
Speaker 4: I think being a singer and an actor is just

520
00:21:30,040 --> 00:21:33,560
Speaker 4: your triple threat, double threat, whatever you call it. So

521
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Speaker 4: is it true that you and Zindia were in a relationship?

522
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Speaker 6: Uh?

523
00:21:39,000 --> 00:21:48,760
Speaker 4: I observed? Okay, good friends never been together. Okay, so

524
00:21:48,800 --> 00:21:51,879
Speaker 4: the rumors were putting them to rest. Yeah yeah, yeah, okay,

525
00:21:52,040 --> 00:21:54,080
Speaker 4: you're not. It doesn't seem confident, but I'm gonna go

526
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Speaker 4: with it. Okay. So I know that you talked about

527
00:22:00,720 --> 00:22:04,320
Speaker 4: like you know you've been afraid of being alone. Yeah,

528
00:22:04,359 --> 00:22:06,800
Speaker 4: so what would you say the craziest thing you've done

529
00:22:07,240 --> 00:22:08,439
Speaker 4: to avoid being alone?

530
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Speaker 6: What I think?

531
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Speaker 7: Uh?

532
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Speaker 2: With you?

533
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Speaker 5: Yeah, I think I think someone, I think someone. I

534
00:22:16,080 --> 00:22:17,960
Speaker 5: think maybe trying to stay in the situation.

535
00:22:18,119 --> 00:22:23,240
Speaker 6: Maybe that might be probably right, like you're just because yeah,

536
00:22:23,400 --> 00:22:25,240
Speaker 6: nobody wants to redo it. Everybody.

537
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Speaker 5: You know, time is a and you only learn how

538
00:22:28,119 --> 00:22:30,040
Speaker 5: valuable time is the older you get. Right when you're young,

539
00:22:30,080 --> 00:22:31,159
Speaker 5: you kind of don't get it. But it's like who

540
00:22:31,160 --> 00:22:32,880
Speaker 5: whoa whoa whoa whoa? I only got how much time?

541
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Speaker 5: I just lost my granddaddy.

542
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Speaker 6: I just like, you know what I mean, Now I

543
00:22:34,960 --> 00:22:37,280
Speaker 6: gotta start, let's figure it out. You know, I can't

544
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Speaker 6: really play no more.

545
00:22:39,680 --> 00:22:42,000
Speaker 5: So yeah, I definitely think that's the craziest thing I've done,

546
00:22:42,080 --> 00:22:44,119
Speaker 5: is maybe just try and try and stay in something

547
00:22:44,119 --> 00:22:46,480
Speaker 5: and knowing maybe something wasn't right for me or you know,

548
00:22:46,600 --> 00:22:48,359
Speaker 5: not can even go like friends too, hanging out with

549
00:22:48,400 --> 00:22:50,000
Speaker 5: friends because you just don't want to be alone, but

550
00:22:50,040 --> 00:22:51,679
Speaker 5: maybe they aren't the best influencers for you.

551
00:22:51,800 --> 00:22:53,640
Speaker 6: That's been a thing of mine as well.

552
00:22:54,520 --> 00:22:58,160
Speaker 4: That's true. So yeah, that's real. I think I learned

553
00:22:58,320 --> 00:23:01,080
Speaker 4: at an older age now that I'm an older woman,

554
00:23:01,240 --> 00:23:06,080
Speaker 4: that being alone, actually staying in a relationship that's not

555
00:23:06,280 --> 00:23:10,720
Speaker 4: for you, is making it. You're going to more say,

556
00:23:10,800 --> 00:23:13,560
Speaker 4: be alone than not because it's inevitable that it's going

557
00:23:13,640 --> 00:23:16,520
Speaker 4: to end. So now you're just getting older. Time is

558
00:23:16,560 --> 00:23:19,199
Speaker 4: getting you know, time keeps going. You're staying in a relationship,

559
00:23:19,200 --> 00:23:21,040
Speaker 4: You're stay in a relationship. You're afraid to be alone,

560
00:23:21,040 --> 00:23:22,960
Speaker 4: but the longer you stay, the more likely.

561
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Speaker 6: Right right there, you will be alone because you ain't

562
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Speaker 6: going to look for someone else.

563
00:23:26,080 --> 00:23:30,760
Speaker 4: Reship actually for you. I don't regret any of my relationships.

564
00:23:30,760 --> 00:23:33,720
Speaker 4: I regret staying longer than I should have because it

565
00:23:33,720 --> 00:23:36,560
Speaker 4: would have brought me to where I'm supposed to be quicker.

566
00:23:36,680 --> 00:23:38,479
Speaker 5: So how I feel about that is I don't want

567
00:23:38,480 --> 00:23:40,760
Speaker 5: to regret any part because maybe in that you staying

568
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Speaker 5: longer than you should have taught.

569
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Speaker 3: You a lesson than you You know what I mean.

570
00:23:43,800 --> 00:23:44,640
Speaker 4: It's hard.

571
00:23:45,040 --> 00:23:48,359
Speaker 5: It's like you can never if you feel like that,

572
00:23:48,480 --> 00:23:50,159
Speaker 5: you may never be able to actually have an opinion

573
00:23:50,160 --> 00:23:52,040
Speaker 5: because it's all relative. But I know what you were saying,

574
00:23:52,359 --> 00:23:54,200
Speaker 5: not just saying in general. It's like, Yo, you where

575
00:23:54,200 --> 00:23:56,240
Speaker 5: you are is because of the things that you've been through.

576
00:23:56,240 --> 00:23:58,320
Speaker 6: It can't change anything. It may be a little different.

577
00:23:58,720 --> 00:24:02,639
Speaker 4: So a few questions, Yes, please, Paul is going viral

578
00:24:02,760 --> 00:24:06,760
Speaker 4: per usual. And he said that or in order to

579
00:24:06,840 --> 00:24:08,879
Speaker 4: know if your woman loves you or not, you should

580
00:24:08,920 --> 00:24:12,439
Speaker 4: cheat on her. That's how y'all know she loves you?

581
00:24:12,480 --> 00:24:12,760
Speaker 6: What are you?

582
00:24:15,720 --> 00:24:15,920
Speaker 7: Yes?

583
00:24:16,080 --> 00:24:19,000
Speaker 4: He said, it's supply that if your girl loves you

584
00:24:19,080 --> 00:24:21,199
Speaker 4: or not, you should cheat on her. I would like

585
00:24:21,240 --> 00:24:21,640
Speaker 4: to know what.

586
00:24:21,600 --> 00:24:30,560
Speaker 1: You're uh before it gets taken out a com Yes,

587
00:24:31,280 --> 00:24:35,239
Speaker 1: I don't believe that a man should intentionally find that

588
00:24:35,320 --> 00:24:41,480
Speaker 1: out like and I said it in the conversation talking

589
00:24:41,520 --> 00:24:46,520
Speaker 1: about the men who said I found out unintentionally, you know, like, damn, she,

590
00:24:46,680 --> 00:24:48,280
Speaker 1: I guess she really loved me because we didn't have

591
00:24:48,280 --> 00:24:48,920
Speaker 1: been through something.

592
00:24:48,920 --> 00:24:49,480
Speaker 3: I know what you're saying.

593
00:24:49,520 --> 00:24:50,680
Speaker 6: You know, I know what you're saying. I know what

594
00:24:50,720 --> 00:24:51,040
Speaker 6: you're saying.

595
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Speaker 3: So here, no, I get it.

596
00:24:53,280 --> 00:24:53,639
Speaker 2: I get it.

597
00:24:53,680 --> 00:24:54,520
Speaker 6: So here's what I want to say.

598
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Speaker 5: Right in response to that, you're taking something that matters

599
00:24:57,480 --> 00:24:57,760
Speaker 5: a lot.

600
00:24:58,640 --> 00:24:59,639
Speaker 6: Take out the cheating.

601
00:24:59,640 --> 00:25:01,800
Speaker 5: It's some that matters a lot to the partner right

602
00:25:02,040 --> 00:25:04,200
Speaker 5: from you, right she feels.

603
00:25:03,960 --> 00:25:05,439
Speaker 6: A certain way. It's a man cheating.

604
00:25:05,560 --> 00:25:09,560
Speaker 5: I think whatever the level of intensity that is, if

605
00:25:09,720 --> 00:25:12,520
Speaker 5: this person can love you through that for him, like

606
00:25:12,720 --> 00:25:15,080
Speaker 5: whether it's cheating, whether it's something like let's say he

607
00:25:15,160 --> 00:25:17,320
Speaker 5: said this really bothers me, Please never do this.

608
00:25:17,400 --> 00:25:18,280
Speaker 6: Let's not say it's cheating.

609
00:25:18,320 --> 00:25:20,040
Speaker 5: Let's say it's I don't know, drove the car and

610
00:25:20,119 --> 00:25:22,240
Speaker 5: rectata or maybe I had a dui and.

611
00:25:22,200 --> 00:25:25,280
Speaker 6: This stuff is literally I would leave you if you did.

612
00:25:25,119 --> 00:25:27,080
Speaker 5: This because this matters this much to me, and this

613
00:25:27,160 --> 00:25:29,639
Speaker 5: shows me a sign of mistrust or whatever. And that

614
00:25:29,680 --> 00:25:31,400
Speaker 5: person does that and he can love you through that,

615
00:25:31,880 --> 00:25:33,480
Speaker 5: you know, I think it should go both ways.

616
00:25:33,520 --> 00:25:36,520
Speaker 6: I think it's a hard thing.

617
00:25:37,160 --> 00:25:39,760
Speaker 4: But what I'm trying to say is agree with him.

618
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Speaker 2: I'm not agreeing with him.

619
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Speaker 5: I just think if you really love somebody, there is

620
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Speaker 5: a way through and that goes both ways.

621
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Speaker 6: I agree that goes both ways.

622
00:25:47,640 --> 00:25:51,439
Speaker 5: And I think that there's just a lot of TV,

623
00:25:51,640 --> 00:25:53,920
Speaker 5: there's a lot of movies, there's a lot of stories

624
00:25:53,920 --> 00:25:56,240
Speaker 5: we hear that kind of tell us how the path

625
00:25:56,240 --> 00:25:59,119
Speaker 5: should go between men and women, and I think it

626
00:25:59,160 --> 00:26:01,360
Speaker 5: should go however. It works out in your own life

627
00:26:01,400 --> 00:26:02,960
Speaker 5: and you get to create your own reality with that.

628
00:26:03,320 --> 00:26:07,199
Speaker 5: You feel me, go ahead, But that's pretty much it.

629
00:26:07,200 --> 00:26:09,320
Speaker 5: And I'm just saying like, because there are other things

630
00:26:09,359 --> 00:26:11,399
Speaker 5: and for a man that may mean that much, that

631
00:26:11,440 --> 00:26:13,199
Speaker 5: may matter that much, and we're like, I love you,

632
00:26:13,240 --> 00:26:15,280
Speaker 5: it's good, you know what I'm saying, And that doesn't

633
00:26:15,440 --> 00:26:17,320
Speaker 5: I'm not saying like he's saying, don't go out and

634
00:26:17,320 --> 00:26:20,600
Speaker 5: do it just so you can say that, and I no.

635
00:26:20,520 --> 00:26:21,480
Speaker 6: One should do it, right.

636
00:26:21,720 --> 00:26:23,000
Speaker 4: Yeah, I get what you're saying.

637
00:26:22,760 --> 00:26:23,920
Speaker 5: But you know what I mean, I think there's a

638
00:26:23,960 --> 00:26:25,679
Speaker 5: way through, and a lot of people feel like you

639
00:26:25,720 --> 00:26:26,560
Speaker 5: do this, you don't love.

640
00:26:26,480 --> 00:26:30,480
Speaker 6: Me, And sometimes people aren't perfect or aren't fully grown

641
00:26:30,520 --> 00:26:30,840
Speaker 6: when you.

642
00:26:30,760 --> 00:26:34,560
Speaker 5: Meet them, and and and it could be reverse in

643
00:26:34,640 --> 00:26:36,720
Speaker 5: another area of life, you know what I mean, Like

644
00:26:36,760 --> 00:26:39,080
Speaker 5: maybe in this area you aren't as.

645
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Speaker 6: You know what I mean. I don't know get you.

646
00:26:42,200 --> 00:26:45,520
Speaker 1: You've been a child star in the line like your

647
00:26:45,560 --> 00:26:49,160
Speaker 1: whole life, so you were You're meeting people you know,

648
00:26:49,720 --> 00:26:52,640
Speaker 1: maybe not so based on like the start on. I mean,

649
00:26:52,680 --> 00:26:55,760
Speaker 1: of course, handsome guy, you could you know, attract them,

650
00:26:55,880 --> 00:26:58,640
Speaker 1: you could get girls to come your way. So at

651
00:26:58,680 --> 00:27:04,679
Speaker 1: what point did you say like she ain't she loves

652
00:27:04,720 --> 00:27:05,240
Speaker 1: me for me?

653
00:27:05,680 --> 00:27:07,520
Speaker 2: Like, like what what happened?

654
00:27:10,840 --> 00:27:11,000
Speaker 6: Hey?

655
00:27:11,119 --> 00:27:14,000
Speaker 2: Man, I say this.

656
00:27:15,240 --> 00:27:17,320
Speaker 5: I'm gonna say this without saying this fool, because I'm

657
00:27:17,320 --> 00:27:18,280
Speaker 5: trying to hear the question.

658
00:27:18,359 --> 00:27:21,200
Speaker 2: I'm trying to answer this properly. How do you know?

659
00:27:22,320 --> 00:27:26,760
Speaker 6: I think you know I'm going to.

660
00:27:26,800 --> 00:27:27,320
Speaker 2: Speak on.

661
00:27:29,960 --> 00:27:31,600
Speaker 3: I'm trying to speak. I want to say this. I

662
00:27:31,640 --> 00:27:32,400
Speaker 3: want to say, like.

663
00:27:34,240 --> 00:27:36,600
Speaker 5: You can think something like I can have an idea,

664
00:27:36,720 --> 00:27:39,680
Speaker 5: and then that could be totally flipped on its head, right,

665
00:27:39,760 --> 00:27:41,040
Speaker 5: And so I think I feel like I've been in

666
00:27:41,080 --> 00:27:44,640
Speaker 5: situations where I'm like, no, she would it's not that,

667
00:27:45,560 --> 00:27:47,439
Speaker 5: and find out when we break up, Oh, it was that.

668
00:27:47,640 --> 00:27:49,679
Speaker 5: I was just another one of that, you know, and

669
00:27:49,720 --> 00:27:52,240
Speaker 5: that's kind of the vibe, you know, you know what

670
00:27:52,240 --> 00:27:53,560
Speaker 5: I'm feeling, and I'm like, whoa.

671
00:27:54,000 --> 00:27:55,639
Speaker 3: I'm like, I'm like, whoa.

672
00:27:55,760 --> 00:27:58,080
Speaker 5: I thought that, you know, and you can hear it

673
00:27:58,080 --> 00:27:59,760
Speaker 5: from your brother, you can't from your mama, you can't

674
00:27:59,800 --> 00:28:00,359
Speaker 5: from you daddy.

675
00:28:00,400 --> 00:28:01,840
Speaker 6: I'm like, you guys are wrong. You guys have no

676
00:28:01,920 --> 00:28:03,360
Speaker 6: idea list.

677
00:28:03,280 --> 00:28:06,480
Speaker 5: Me, She's mine, okay, And we understand each other all

678
00:28:06,520 --> 00:28:10,199
Speaker 5: this stuff. And then you know, life goes on and

679
00:28:10,240 --> 00:28:13,920
Speaker 5: you start seeing patterns of people and you're like, oh, whoa,

680
00:28:13,960 --> 00:28:15,920
Speaker 5: and and and almost I was more mad at me

681
00:28:16,000 --> 00:28:18,480
Speaker 5: because I'm hard on myself in every aspect of my life,

682
00:28:18,520 --> 00:28:19,919
Speaker 5: you know, as martial arts is, acting and sing.

683
00:28:20,040 --> 00:28:21,400
Speaker 6: I'm trying to be great, and I'm like, how could

684
00:28:21,440 --> 00:28:23,920
Speaker 6: you let this? You know? And I was pissing myself

685
00:28:23,920 --> 00:28:26,320
Speaker 6: for I'm like, Trevor, it's okay. You know, you're not

686
00:28:26,359 --> 00:28:26,960
Speaker 6: a mind reader.

687
00:28:27,000 --> 00:28:29,040
Speaker 5: You're not You're not a But that was a hard

688
00:28:29,080 --> 00:28:30,720
Speaker 5: pill to swallow because I felt like I had a

689
00:28:30,760 --> 00:28:33,000
Speaker 5: good gauge on that, you know, I felt like I

690
00:28:33,040 --> 00:28:35,119
Speaker 5: could tell the difference. And for me, a lot of

691
00:28:35,160 --> 00:28:38,680
Speaker 5: time when I first started, you know, if I was dating,

692
00:28:38,680 --> 00:28:41,200
Speaker 5: if I was singing or whatever. I'm not a gift giver.

693
00:28:41,440 --> 00:28:43,880
Speaker 5: That's that's the first thing I did to ensure.

694
00:28:43,560 --> 00:28:45,280
Speaker 6: That you were here because you want to be a round,

695
00:28:45,880 --> 00:28:48,680
Speaker 6: you need it, and also I don't want them for you.

696
00:28:48,760 --> 00:28:50,960
Speaker 5: Hey, we're doing to do stuff together and feel like

697
00:28:51,000 --> 00:28:52,760
Speaker 5: if we spend time together to be like that.

698
00:28:52,960 --> 00:28:55,480
Speaker 6: But this gift giving stuff, I've never been this guy.

699
00:28:55,680 --> 00:28:56,400
Speaker 3: I've been asked.

700
00:28:56,400 --> 00:28:58,200
Speaker 5: You know, I can get me back absolutely not sorry,

701
00:28:58,280 --> 00:28:59,840
Speaker 5: that's not how I get down. And they're be like, WHOA, Well,

702
00:28:59,840 --> 00:29:02,360
Speaker 5: I'm it's not like that. It's just you know, it's

703
00:29:02,440 --> 00:29:04,200
Speaker 5: what is one building it on that?

704
00:29:04,240 --> 00:29:04,760
Speaker 3: You know what I'm saying.

705
00:29:04,760 --> 00:29:06,480
Speaker 5: We can't build it on that because guess what if

706
00:29:06,480 --> 00:29:09,800
Speaker 5: that stuff stops coming and you leave, you know, that's

707
00:29:09,840 --> 00:29:12,440
Speaker 5: a bar. If that stuff stop coming, you leave. And

708
00:29:12,520 --> 00:29:14,480
Speaker 5: I've seen it happen. I've seen it happen people with

709
00:29:14,600 --> 00:29:16,680
Speaker 5: some people dry and then the minute that they're at

710
00:29:16,720 --> 00:29:19,280
Speaker 5: their lowest or the minute that you know, they show

711
00:29:19,280 --> 00:29:21,360
Speaker 5: a human side because they're supposed to be superhumans.

712
00:29:21,360 --> 00:29:22,760
Speaker 6: And you can understand this, you know what I mean.

713
00:29:23,040 --> 00:29:25,280
Speaker 5: Being it, I got to be carry everything try you know,

714
00:29:25,320 --> 00:29:27,680
Speaker 5: because of the position that we've been putting in life.

715
00:29:28,000 --> 00:29:31,360
Speaker 6: It's difficult. It's very difficult. There's only about.

716
00:29:31,080 --> 00:29:34,440
Speaker 1: To carry There's only one way to find out if

717
00:29:34,520 --> 00:29:37,560
Speaker 1: a woman or a man truly loves you.

718
00:29:37,560 --> 00:29:39,520
Speaker 2: You have to go through.

719
00:29:39,360 --> 00:29:42,440
Speaker 1: Something, yeah, honestly, like and it doesn't have to be

720
00:29:42,600 --> 00:29:44,920
Speaker 1: like the cheating things or whatever, but like, I don't know,

721
00:29:44,960 --> 00:29:45,640
Speaker 1: if it's like.

722
00:29:45,960 --> 00:29:48,280
Speaker 2: You're dealing with a disease, like.

723
00:29:48,320 --> 00:29:52,400
Speaker 1: Yeah, lose a leg or you in a hospital, I

724
00:29:52,440 --> 00:29:54,440
Speaker 1: don't I'm not even saying it has to even be

725
00:29:54,560 --> 00:29:57,080
Speaker 1: that deep, but there has to be like a bump

726
00:29:57,120 --> 00:29:58,880
Speaker 1: in the road to where you kind of like took

727
00:29:58,880 --> 00:30:01,760
Speaker 1: a step back to real life, like damn, yeah, yeah,

728
00:30:01,800 --> 00:30:02,120
Speaker 1: you know.

729
00:30:02,440 --> 00:30:03,920
Speaker 6: I also say it's an eye thing too.

730
00:30:03,920 --> 00:30:04,200
Speaker 2: For me.

731
00:30:04,280 --> 00:30:07,440
Speaker 5: I've noticed, you know, in life, the way people look

732
00:30:07,480 --> 00:30:09,320
Speaker 5: at me, you know, especially people that are close to me.

733
00:30:09,520 --> 00:30:10,640
Speaker 6: And I've noticed the difference.

734
00:30:10,720 --> 00:30:12,760
Speaker 5: Right, Like maybe I thought something was like hey, I

735
00:30:12,760 --> 00:30:14,640
Speaker 5: love you, but really was like I want to be you.

736
00:30:15,400 --> 00:30:17,600
Speaker 6: Right, I've seen that before, and I'm like thinking.

737
00:30:17,360 --> 00:30:19,600
Speaker 5: Oh, like Pruson loves me, but it's like no, they

738
00:30:19,600 --> 00:30:21,360
Speaker 5: either want to be you or what you got, you

739
00:30:21,400 --> 00:30:22,720
Speaker 5: know what I mean. I've kind of maybe felt that

740
00:30:23,040 --> 00:30:24,280
Speaker 5: and then when someone does love you.

741
00:30:24,280 --> 00:30:27,120
Speaker 6: You can see that. I've seen, like the way someone

742
00:30:27,160 --> 00:30:31,040
Speaker 6: that looks at me. I can be like, oh, you know,

743
00:30:31,160 --> 00:30:34,120
Speaker 6: I don't know how to explain that. And I'm telling

744
00:30:34,160 --> 00:30:35,840
Speaker 6: you I've only gotten that, like when in the last

745
00:30:35,840 --> 00:30:37,360
Speaker 6: few years I'm like, oh, the way she looking at me.

746
00:30:37,360 --> 00:30:38,719
Speaker 6: I have never been looked at like oh you you

747
00:30:38,760 --> 00:30:40,560
Speaker 6: want to help you? And you know what I mean.

748
00:30:40,600 --> 00:30:43,760
Speaker 5: It's just constantly I care about this creature, this thing

749
00:30:43,840 --> 00:30:45,080
Speaker 5: I want to be, you know what I mean.

750
00:30:45,320 --> 00:30:47,040
Speaker 6: And I can see that without her having to say it.

751
00:30:46,960 --> 00:30:50,120
Speaker 4: And do you think that, like, for instance, like someone

752
00:30:50,240 --> 00:30:52,960
Speaker 4: having like a being in your position specifically too? I

753
00:30:53,000 --> 00:30:55,920
Speaker 4: feel like love can also be determined by the type

754
00:30:55,920 --> 00:30:58,960
Speaker 4: of woman that you're with, and like does she want

755
00:30:59,000 --> 00:31:01,160
Speaker 4: to help you be better? Does she have your best

756
00:31:01,160 --> 00:31:02,120
Speaker 4: interest in mind?

757
00:31:02,280 --> 00:31:02,560
Speaker 1: Yeah?

758
00:31:02,880 --> 00:31:05,480
Speaker 4: Is she trying to make you grow? And is she

759
00:31:05,680 --> 00:31:08,640
Speaker 4: trying to do it even if it's not beneficial to her?

760
00:31:08,880 --> 00:31:10,880
Speaker 4: You know what I'm saying. Like, there's ways in which,

761
00:31:11,160 --> 00:31:13,560
Speaker 4: even with me and my relationships, where I can be like, look,

762
00:31:13,600 --> 00:31:15,280
Speaker 4: I think you should do this, even if I know,

763
00:31:15,400 --> 00:31:18,040
Speaker 4: like that doesn't really make me feel comfortable, Yeah, but

764
00:31:18,200 --> 00:31:18,840
Speaker 4: I know that it.

765
00:31:18,760 --> 00:31:21,120
Speaker 6: Will be that's better. That's called maturity, and that's called strengths.

766
00:31:21,120 --> 00:31:22,000
Speaker 6: A lot of people don't have that.

767
00:31:22,160 --> 00:31:24,760
Speaker 5: Yeah, that's beautiful, that's that you think, like that is

768
00:31:24,760 --> 00:31:29,360
Speaker 5: actually beautiful. A lot of people are so in their

769
00:31:29,400 --> 00:31:31,320
Speaker 5: own life, which we all should, right, we should care

770
00:31:31,320 --> 00:31:33,520
Speaker 5: about what we're doing. But I'm very big picture in it,

771
00:31:33,560 --> 00:31:35,440
Speaker 5: and it's kind of like f me over in relationships

772
00:31:35,480 --> 00:31:37,280
Speaker 5: because I'm like, how are we tripping and talking about this?

773
00:31:37,720 --> 00:31:39,000
Speaker 5: Like we're on a plan in that Like, I just

774
00:31:39,040 --> 00:31:40,520
Speaker 5: think big picture, We're on a plane in the middle

775
00:31:40,520 --> 00:31:43,200
Speaker 5: of space. There's things that I'm trying to do within

776
00:31:43,240 --> 00:31:45,400
Speaker 5: the world, trying to shift. I'm trying to put love

777
00:31:45,440 --> 00:31:47,520
Speaker 5: and life into it. And you know, so how are

778
00:31:47,520 --> 00:31:49,360
Speaker 5: we arguing about like the way that the thing is,

779
00:31:49,400 --> 00:31:50,880
Speaker 5: like you know what I'm saying like stuff like that.

780
00:31:51,120 --> 00:31:53,120
Speaker 5: But sometimes I can come off maybe and considering her

781
00:31:53,120 --> 00:31:56,040
Speaker 5: insensitive in that. But it's just because I'm thinking, you know,

782
00:31:56,360 --> 00:31:57,520
Speaker 5: big picture, large skill.

783
00:31:57,720 --> 00:31:59,520
Speaker 4: Yeah that makes sense, that makes sense.

784
00:32:00,640 --> 00:32:03,160
Speaker 1: Well listen, no, I don't know. I just want to

785
00:32:03,200 --> 00:32:06,200
Speaker 1: go back before we move forward again, you know, before

786
00:32:06,280 --> 00:32:09,080
Speaker 1: we move forward again. Just know he got an album

787
00:32:09,160 --> 00:32:09,640
Speaker 1: coming out.

788
00:32:09,920 --> 00:32:11,280
Speaker 6: Thanks man, appreciate it.

789
00:32:11,360 --> 00:32:12,360
Speaker 2: I love you goodbye.

790
00:32:12,600 --> 00:32:13,880
Speaker 6: That's the last thing she said to me on the phone.

791
00:32:13,880 --> 00:32:16,320
Speaker 2: That's why the album's called that.

792
00:32:16,320 --> 00:32:17,400
Speaker 4: That was the last thing on the phone.

793
00:32:18,400 --> 00:32:18,880
Speaker 6: I'll give you.

794
00:32:18,920 --> 00:32:19,880
Speaker 3: I'll give you a little story.

795
00:32:19,920 --> 00:32:21,560
Speaker 6: So that's why I kind of wore this shirt. Man

796
00:32:21,560 --> 00:32:24,440
Speaker 6: and Steel is one of the focus tracks on the album.

797
00:32:24,840 --> 00:32:27,560
Speaker 5: But I wrote it because when I go through any

798
00:32:27,640 --> 00:32:30,960
Speaker 5: type of emotional or depressing time in life, I'm watching

799
00:32:30,960 --> 00:32:31,640
Speaker 5: superhero movies.

800
00:32:31,640 --> 00:32:32,120
Speaker 6: I'm a nerd.

801
00:32:32,120 --> 00:32:33,600
Speaker 5: That's we were just talking about video games, you know,

802
00:32:33,680 --> 00:32:35,640
Speaker 5: you know how I get down, I'm Predator, I'm Superman,

803
00:32:35,680 --> 00:32:36,520
Speaker 5: all this stuff.

804
00:32:36,400 --> 00:32:41,600
Speaker 6: Right, So I'll watch you Batman versus Superman. And she

805
00:32:41,640 --> 00:32:42,040
Speaker 6: called me.

806
00:32:42,000 --> 00:32:43,760
Speaker 5: For us to have like this last kind of conversation,

807
00:32:43,800 --> 00:32:45,480
Speaker 5: and basically on the phone, I was like, look, you know,

808
00:32:46,080 --> 00:32:47,720
Speaker 5: I don't want this, but it's something you want.

809
00:32:47,960 --> 00:32:48,520
Speaker 6: I understand.

810
00:32:48,640 --> 00:32:49,920
Speaker 5: And she kind of went through a whole spell, and

811
00:32:50,000 --> 00:32:51,520
Speaker 5: kind of what I took from it was, Hey, you

812
00:32:51,560 --> 00:32:54,440
Speaker 5: can't love me and be this.

813
00:32:54,360 --> 00:32:55,760
Speaker 6: Guy that you feel like you have to be for

814
00:32:55,800 --> 00:32:57,640
Speaker 6: the world. You can't do both right, and I don't

815
00:32:57,680 --> 00:32:59,080
Speaker 6: want to stop you from doing it, so I think

816
00:32:59,080 --> 00:33:00,520
Speaker 6: it's just best. And I was like, all right, if

817
00:33:00,520 --> 00:33:02,240
Speaker 6: that's you one. Then she's all right, I love you goodbye.

818
00:33:02,280 --> 00:33:06,000
Speaker 6: Boom right, go back to watching the movie.

819
00:33:06,040 --> 00:33:08,880
Speaker 5: The very next scene, Superman walks in the bathroom, Lois

820
00:33:08,920 --> 00:33:12,040
Speaker 5: Lane's in the bathtub. Superman is like, what's wrong and

821
00:33:12,120 --> 00:33:14,160
Speaker 5: Lois Lane's like, She's like it's impossible, and he's like

822
00:33:14,200 --> 00:33:15,040
Speaker 5: for what She's like.

823
00:33:15,040 --> 00:33:16,200
Speaker 6: For you to love me and still be you?

824
00:33:16,280 --> 00:33:20,960
Speaker 5: I said, Oh, ran downstairs told my mom. I was like, look, man,

825
00:33:21,000 --> 00:33:22,800
Speaker 5: you need to know that this should this just happened.

826
00:33:22,840 --> 00:33:24,320
Speaker 5: You need to make sure that you know this. I

827
00:33:24,320 --> 00:33:26,120
Speaker 5: didn't just make this shit up. This really just happened

828
00:33:26,120 --> 00:33:26,280
Speaker 5: to me.

829
00:33:26,320 --> 00:33:27,000
Speaker 2: And she was like what.

830
00:33:27,400 --> 00:33:30,160
Speaker 6: And I went downstairs made a song called man and Still.

831
00:33:30,520 --> 00:33:32,800
Speaker 5: But basically it's just representing that's like I'm supposed to

832
00:33:32,840 --> 00:33:34,040
Speaker 5: be a man and still. So it's hard to say

833
00:33:34,040 --> 00:33:35,720
Speaker 5: how I feel. I don't want to cry because it

834
00:33:35,760 --> 00:33:37,960
Speaker 5: makes it real the world all they see is a

835
00:33:37,960 --> 00:33:39,600
Speaker 5: man is still the one that they can't kill.

836
00:33:39,800 --> 00:33:41,200
Speaker 6: But they don't know that I die to be your

837
00:33:41,240 --> 00:33:42,880
Speaker 6: man still, you know what I mean.

838
00:33:43,440 --> 00:33:43,640
Speaker 2: Wow.

839
00:33:43,720 --> 00:33:46,120
Speaker 5: So it's like that's the song, but that's how it

840
00:33:46,640 --> 00:33:49,480
Speaker 5: came along, and all of the records kind of have

841
00:33:49,600 --> 00:33:50,480
Speaker 5: that kind of weight to him.

842
00:33:50,480 --> 00:33:52,680
Speaker 1: You know, all right, I just figured out another thing

843
00:33:52,800 --> 00:33:55,520
Speaker 1: to really find out if a girl or God loves

844
00:33:55,560 --> 00:34:01,600
Speaker 1: you nor all right, here's another thing, and it's now

845
00:34:01,720 --> 00:34:04,880
Speaker 1: you have to cheat. Uh, you have to be willing

846
00:34:04,960 --> 00:34:13,080
Speaker 1: to give up something that you probably really enjoyed or love.

847
00:34:13,160 --> 00:34:16,280
Speaker 2: Compromise for that person.

848
00:34:16,440 --> 00:34:19,680
Speaker 6: Yeah, well is it most people doing that? Because no,

849
00:34:20,360 --> 00:34:21,320
Speaker 6: people don't know.

850
00:34:21,320 --> 00:34:24,439
Speaker 4: Well, committing to a relationship. Man like to have sex

851
00:34:24,480 --> 00:34:25,160
Speaker 4: with women all.

852
00:34:25,040 --> 00:34:27,600
Speaker 1: The time, say like she likes to go to the

853
00:34:27,640 --> 00:34:30,520
Speaker 1: club all the time, or she was a dancer.

854
00:34:30,640 --> 00:34:31,440
Speaker 2: She won't get me that.

855
00:34:31,600 --> 00:34:33,680
Speaker 5: What about even time when she wakes up she's but

856
00:34:33,760 --> 00:34:36,040
Speaker 5: because you know, we wake up, maybe I don't sleep

857
00:34:36,080 --> 00:34:37,759
Speaker 5: in as much because I want to wake up.

858
00:34:37,640 --> 00:34:39,120
Speaker 6: And blah blah blah, vice versa.

859
00:34:39,200 --> 00:34:42,840
Speaker 1: I think, Yeah, change in habits something that's that's another

860
00:34:42,880 --> 00:34:45,800
Speaker 1: thing to show, like if she's willing or he's willing

861
00:34:45,880 --> 00:34:48,759
Speaker 1: to like change that. And you know, it's kind of

862
00:34:48,800 --> 00:34:53,680
Speaker 1: like a either have it or have it that you like.

863
00:34:54,640 --> 00:34:57,759
Speaker 2: You've been doing your whole life. Willing to change that.

864
00:34:57,840 --> 00:35:01,040
Speaker 5: It takes for that, right, it's a lot of strength

865
00:35:01,040 --> 00:35:03,600
Speaker 5: and it's a lot of like you're saying, love, right,

866
00:35:03,800 --> 00:35:06,640
Speaker 5: I'm altering this thing maybe this habit, this part of

867
00:35:06,680 --> 00:35:09,319
Speaker 5: my life for you. And I feel like sometimes maybe

868
00:35:09,320 --> 00:35:10,640
Speaker 5: I'm speaking because I'm biaseding my man.

869
00:35:10,680 --> 00:35:14,080
Speaker 6: I feel like for it, man, it is like overlook sometimes.

870
00:35:13,719 --> 00:35:17,000
Speaker 1: Like weed every day, and he want to be with

871
00:35:17,040 --> 00:35:19,440
Speaker 1: this girl. He quit smoking weed for her.

872
00:35:19,760 --> 00:35:20,319
Speaker 2: That's love.

873
00:35:20,680 --> 00:35:22,760
Speaker 6: Yeah, for sure, I know what you mean.

874
00:35:23,480 --> 00:35:26,080
Speaker 1: Said, no for real, just something that is a habit

875
00:35:26,160 --> 00:35:27,720
Speaker 1: and you quit it for that person.

876
00:35:28,080 --> 00:35:31,799
Speaker 5: That proves, okay, just to be a devil's advocate, because

877
00:35:31,800 --> 00:35:34,480
Speaker 5: now we're just talking, all right, could be could that

878
00:35:34,560 --> 00:35:37,680
Speaker 5: be something to gain something else? If someone isn't a

879
00:35:37,760 --> 00:35:39,880
Speaker 5: race to gain something and the thing they're trying to

880
00:35:39,920 --> 00:35:41,360
Speaker 5: gain is more important than this thing they have to.

881
00:35:41,320 --> 00:35:43,160
Speaker 6: Give up, they easily give that up. Right.

882
00:35:43,239 --> 00:35:47,640
Speaker 5: So let's say, let's say smoking weed may be her thing, right,

883
00:35:47,640 --> 00:35:49,360
Speaker 5: but she'll easily stop that because you want to live

884
00:35:49,400 --> 00:35:50,120
Speaker 5: where she's living at.

885
00:35:50,160 --> 00:35:51,719
Speaker 6: She want to sit where she's sitting at. She want

886
00:35:51,760 --> 00:35:52,320
Speaker 6: and it doesn't.

887
00:35:52,120 --> 00:35:53,719
Speaker 5: Even have to be that she loves you, She might

888
00:35:53,800 --> 00:35:55,239
Speaker 5: love that life more.

889
00:35:55,880 --> 00:35:57,279
Speaker 4: That's very.

890
00:35:58,719 --> 00:35:58,759
Speaker 6: Like.

891
00:35:59,120 --> 00:36:02,000
Speaker 2: No, it's true, but like habits is hard to break.

892
00:36:02,360 --> 00:36:05,879
Speaker 1: Because then now if they okay, so say they give

893
00:36:05,920 --> 00:36:08,239
Speaker 1: it up in front of you, they'll sneaking doing and

894
00:36:08,320 --> 00:36:10,440
Speaker 1: then they if you catch them doing it, that's cheap.

895
00:36:11,120 --> 00:36:12,440
Speaker 6: I agree, I do agree.

896
00:36:12,480 --> 00:36:13,200
Speaker 2: You know what I'm saying.

897
00:36:13,200 --> 00:36:16,359
Speaker 6: I do agree with that. Honestly, I do agree with that.

898
00:36:17,160 --> 00:36:19,319
Speaker 4: What have you given up in a relationship?

899
00:36:20,920 --> 00:36:22,839
Speaker 6: Oh man?

900
00:36:22,960 --> 00:36:25,560
Speaker 4: Do you feel the difference between compromise? Do you feel

901
00:36:25,560 --> 00:36:27,360
Speaker 4: like there's a difference between compromising sacrifice?

902
00:36:27,360 --> 00:36:29,400
Speaker 5: I think men always have to do a little bit more, honestly,

903
00:36:30,120 --> 00:36:31,120
Speaker 5: that's my honest opinion.

904
00:36:31,719 --> 00:36:33,600
Speaker 6: Men always have to do a little bit more compromising,

905
00:36:33,640 --> 00:36:36,000
Speaker 6: a little bit more. And it's not a lot, it's

906
00:36:36,040 --> 00:36:38,319
Speaker 6: not like, but it's a little bit more.

907
00:36:38,360 --> 00:36:40,279
Speaker 5: We got to swallow the pill a little bit more

908
00:36:40,360 --> 00:36:41,960
Speaker 5: than you want to explain.

909
00:36:45,000 --> 00:36:49,799
Speaker 6: I mean, he's just more I want to hear.

910
00:36:49,719 --> 00:36:55,400
Speaker 2: Why okay, because we got more ego to Yes.

911
00:36:58,480 --> 00:37:00,720
Speaker 6: Yes, I agreed, one hundred percent. I think the strength

912
00:37:00,840 --> 00:37:01,439
Speaker 6: is is.

913
00:37:01,360 --> 00:37:03,800
Speaker 5: In that I feel like, you know, I've been able

914
00:37:03,840 --> 00:37:08,480
Speaker 5: to be very apologetic and accountable, and I feel like

915
00:37:08,600 --> 00:37:10,799
Speaker 5: a lot of times, the majority of the times my

916
00:37:10,840 --> 00:37:14,399
Speaker 5: partner has not been you know, even over something SWNG right,

917
00:37:14,480 --> 00:37:16,000
Speaker 5: Like I've done something small and I've been like, look,

918
00:37:16,080 --> 00:37:17,520
Speaker 5: I want to apologize to you because I kind of

919
00:37:17,560 --> 00:37:20,279
Speaker 5: a bad day, and I can do that, right. It's

920
00:37:20,280 --> 00:37:21,719
Speaker 5: easy for me because I want you to know that

921
00:37:21,760 --> 00:37:23,480
Speaker 5: you're not the issue. I'm going through something and I

922
00:37:23,760 --> 00:37:26,680
Speaker 5: allowed that to hang on to you, and I apologize.

923
00:37:26,920 --> 00:37:29,320
Speaker 5: I've been in situations where that can linger for days,

924
00:37:29,360 --> 00:37:32,560
Speaker 5: four or five days, and now I'm sorry, effing feeling

925
00:37:32,600 --> 00:37:35,160
Speaker 5: weird because you're having an issue, but you don't know

926
00:37:35,160 --> 00:37:36,400
Speaker 5: how to communicate that issue to me.

927
00:37:37,040 --> 00:37:39,000
Speaker 6: And so I got to swallow more prider than you gotta.

928
00:37:39,080 --> 00:37:41,680
Speaker 6: I gotta. And it's because you don't want to maybe,

929
00:37:41,840 --> 00:37:42,600
Speaker 6: or I don't know.

930
00:37:42,600 --> 00:37:46,000
Speaker 5: I'm speaking about a multitude of situations, but the consensus

931
00:37:46,000 --> 00:37:49,200
Speaker 5: I've gotten is I've always had to just kind of sorry,

932
00:37:49,200 --> 00:37:51,719
Speaker 5: all right, Yeah, let's go because I'm driving the shit.

933
00:37:52,080 --> 00:37:53,839
Speaker 5: We gotta go where I have to go because I'm

934
00:37:53,880 --> 00:37:55,879
Speaker 5: making the money. Right, we have to go to this thing.

935
00:37:55,880 --> 00:37:57,200
Speaker 5: We have to go to this event. I can't go

936
00:37:57,239 --> 00:37:58,880
Speaker 5: to this event, and you have a problem. So I

937
00:37:58,960 --> 00:38:00,640
Speaker 5: need to clear the problem, make sure that we're straight

938
00:38:00,640 --> 00:38:02,000
Speaker 5: before we go in here, because I can't have any

939
00:38:02,040 --> 00:38:05,440
Speaker 5: issues in here, right. I don't think that you know.

940
00:38:05,560 --> 00:38:09,319
Speaker 5: On the other foot, it's the same. I haven't seen it.

941
00:38:09,480 --> 00:38:10,239
Speaker 5: I haven't seen it.

942
00:38:10,520 --> 00:38:13,080
Speaker 4: Do you think that women have a tough time being

943
00:38:13,120 --> 00:38:15,280
Speaker 4: accountable and apologizing period?

944
00:38:15,440 --> 00:38:17,480
Speaker 6: Yes, yeah, I think everyone does.

945
00:38:17,680 --> 00:38:21,080
Speaker 5: I'm gonna say for me, I think I'm actually a

946
00:38:21,120 --> 00:38:24,239
Speaker 5: lot better than you know, some people that I know

947
00:38:24,280 --> 00:38:27,640
Speaker 5: in terms of just apologizing and owning stuff up and

948
00:38:27,680 --> 00:38:28,920
Speaker 5: you know, just trying to get through it, because I've

949
00:38:28,920 --> 00:38:30,920
Speaker 5: been through so much and I actually have seen the

950
00:38:30,920 --> 00:38:33,120
Speaker 5: benefits of it, And I feel like a lot of

951
00:38:33,160 --> 00:38:34,560
Speaker 5: people who don't do it so they don't.

952
00:38:34,400 --> 00:38:36,239
Speaker 6: See the benefits of it. But once you do, your like, oh,

953
00:38:36,320 --> 00:38:38,719
Speaker 6: if I just do this, we're good.

954
00:38:39,200 --> 00:38:39,439
Speaker 4: Yeah.

955
00:38:39,440 --> 00:38:41,480
Speaker 5: But if I sit up here and I can't speak

956
00:38:41,520 --> 00:38:43,680
Speaker 5: what's on my mind and I'm mad for the next week,

957
00:38:43,800 --> 00:38:44,759
Speaker 5: I'm ruining.

958
00:38:44,480 --> 00:38:47,000
Speaker 6: My quality of life. I'm wasting my time.

959
00:38:47,120 --> 00:38:50,239
Speaker 5: Also, I'm wasting my time because I love you, you

960
00:38:50,280 --> 00:38:52,360
Speaker 5: love me. We want the same stuff. Why would we

961
00:38:52,360 --> 00:38:54,680
Speaker 5: spend these four days four hours being mad?

962
00:38:55,320 --> 00:38:57,200
Speaker 6: And I'm not saying every issue can be fixed like that. Oh,

963
00:38:57,239 --> 00:38:58,719
Speaker 6: you just want me to blah blah. It's like no.

964
00:38:58,760 --> 00:39:01,359
Speaker 6: But if I'm here what you're saying, understanding it, I'm

965
00:39:01,360 --> 00:39:01,919
Speaker 6: on your side.

966
00:39:01,920 --> 00:39:03,279
Speaker 5: I'm not against you. I want to hear what you

967
00:39:03,280 --> 00:39:05,400
Speaker 5: have to say. I want you to say what you

968
00:39:05,440 --> 00:39:06,040
Speaker 5: have to say?

969
00:39:06,280 --> 00:39:07,160
Speaker 6: Now, what are we gonna do?

970
00:39:07,760 --> 00:39:08,000
Speaker 9: Right?

971
00:39:08,160 --> 00:39:10,400
Speaker 5: What are we gonna do now? Like, let's not so

972
00:39:10,560 --> 00:39:12,200
Speaker 5: that's a big thing for me when it comes to partners.

973
00:39:12,239 --> 00:39:14,680
Speaker 5: I can't do the child just you know, that's very

974
00:39:14,680 --> 00:39:16,799
Speaker 5: hard for me, very hard for me to like deal

975
00:39:16,880 --> 00:39:20,240
Speaker 5: because I'm like, I already got my braind's gonna explode

976
00:39:20,280 --> 00:39:21,839
Speaker 5: the amount of stuff that are that's in it all

977
00:39:21,840 --> 00:39:22,200
Speaker 5: the time.

978
00:39:22,280 --> 00:39:25,880
Speaker 6: So it's like I needs you to and I've you know,

979
00:39:26,239 --> 00:39:29,960
Speaker 6: it's it's not like a it's not a horrible thing

980
00:39:30,000 --> 00:39:31,160
Speaker 6: I have to do with, but it's an annoying it

981
00:39:31,239 --> 00:39:33,040
Speaker 6: It can be sometimes annoying.

982
00:39:32,640 --> 00:39:34,279
Speaker 5: But it's you know, you take the crookeds with the

983
00:39:34,320 --> 00:39:36,840
Speaker 5: straights in life. Again, that goes back to the stuff

984
00:39:36,840 --> 00:39:38,120
Speaker 5: I don't like. But I've yet to be in a

985
00:39:38,120 --> 00:39:40,880
Speaker 5: situation where it doesn't exist, which I'm fine with, but

986
00:39:40,920 --> 00:39:43,320
Speaker 5: it is something that can be agitating sometimes.

987
00:39:43,680 --> 00:39:46,200
Speaker 4: So you mentioned that you have to go to sleep

988
00:39:46,239 --> 00:39:48,520
Speaker 4: with the TV on because your mind is always.

989
00:39:48,880 --> 00:39:58,640
Speaker 3: What the heck these questions? That's a very true. You

990
00:39:58,760 --> 00:40:00,919
Speaker 3: have a reject crazy.

991
00:40:01,160 --> 00:40:03,840
Speaker 4: So would you compromise that in a relationship if you

992
00:40:03,840 --> 00:40:06,279
Speaker 4: were with a girl that's something you can't copromize.

993
00:40:08,960 --> 00:40:11,759
Speaker 6: I'm not sleeping on dark so the girls.

994
00:40:11,280 --> 00:40:14,359
Speaker 4: To compromise the girls making She's like, I'm this man,

995
00:40:14,880 --> 00:40:15,360
Speaker 4: I hate the.

996
00:40:17,400 --> 00:40:21,000
Speaker 6: Exactly kills most partners that I've had hated.

997
00:40:21,520 --> 00:40:24,520
Speaker 5: Yeah, but I'm like, listen, I'm not gonna be able

998
00:40:24,560 --> 00:40:28,400
Speaker 5: to sleep like it, because I said, regardless of I'm like,

999
00:40:28,400 --> 00:40:30,360
Speaker 5: the darkness is louder to me than the TV.

1000
00:40:31,120 --> 00:40:33,279
Speaker 6: Like my TV's blasting, like I got I got.

1001
00:40:33,200 --> 00:40:36,440
Speaker 5: The JB, I got the projector that mugg is blaring

1002
00:40:36,520 --> 00:40:38,319
Speaker 5: in my face, and that the only way I can

1003
00:40:38,360 --> 00:40:40,799
Speaker 5: go to sleep. But if it's quadm and it's not

1004
00:40:40,840 --> 00:40:42,480
Speaker 5: like I think something is getting me, but my like

1005
00:40:42,480 --> 00:40:45,839
Speaker 5: the things I'm thinking about it. So I'm like, right,

1006
00:40:46,160 --> 00:40:48,279
Speaker 5: but if if my brain can catch on to the movie,

1007
00:40:48,320 --> 00:40:50,279
Speaker 5: I slowly slip off and.

1008
00:40:50,239 --> 00:40:55,399
Speaker 2: I'm in sleep. Damn, that's crazy. That's only likely.

1009
00:40:55,640 --> 00:40:58,919
Speaker 5: And also I'm also studying. Whenever I'm watching movies or TV,

1010
00:40:59,000 --> 00:41:02,080
Speaker 5: I'm studying every second, and it's hard for people you

1011
00:41:02,120 --> 00:41:05,040
Speaker 5: know that I'm with to be like, you know, you

1012
00:41:05,080 --> 00:41:06,719
Speaker 5: just watched this movie yesterday. I was like, I know,

1013
00:41:06,719 --> 00:41:08,719
Speaker 5: I'm watching it in two times today because I want

1014
00:41:08,719 --> 00:41:09,960
Speaker 5: to see what I missed. I want to see why

1015
00:41:09,960 --> 00:41:11,319
Speaker 5: that role was said. You know what I mean, that's

1016
00:41:11,320 --> 00:41:14,480
Speaker 5: how I be and that is a sacrifice.

1017
00:41:14,760 --> 00:41:18,760
Speaker 1: So look, I would be watching the movie and say like,

1018
00:41:18,760 --> 00:41:23,279
Speaker 1: like if I'm with a partner and I turn over

1019
00:41:24,080 --> 00:41:26,480
Speaker 1: and they see me turnover not watching the movie and

1020
00:41:26,520 --> 00:41:28,760
Speaker 1: they like, turn the TV out, I'm like, I'm listening

1021
00:41:28,840 --> 00:41:29,160
Speaker 1: to it.

1022
00:41:29,400 --> 00:41:32,680
Speaker 5: Yeah, for real, I'll wake up if something changing, even

1023
00:41:33,080 --> 00:41:35,000
Speaker 5: you know, sometimes it's just the battery or whatever.

1024
00:41:35,000 --> 00:41:35,840
Speaker 6: They'll just go to the same.

1025
00:41:35,719 --> 00:41:37,799
Speaker 2: Screen always with me, you're not watching it.

1026
00:41:37,840 --> 00:41:40,359
Speaker 6: But you know what's funny, My mom told me that.

1027
00:41:40,320 --> 00:41:43,560
Speaker 5: My dad used to have VHSS and he would always watch,

1028
00:41:43,600 --> 00:41:45,319
Speaker 5: you know, the same movies, and she said he would

1029
00:41:45,360 --> 00:41:47,160
Speaker 5: wake up out of his sleep if it popped out

1030
00:41:47,320 --> 00:41:49,080
Speaker 5: to pop it back and hit play and go back.

1031
00:41:49,080 --> 00:41:52,000
Speaker 4: And that is a man thing I feel because I

1032
00:41:52,480 --> 00:41:53,840
Speaker 4: pitch black in silence.

1033
00:41:53,920 --> 00:41:54,799
Speaker 3: That's scar Yeah.

1034
00:41:54,960 --> 00:41:57,640
Speaker 4: And so if I'm like, that's a compromise, you don't

1035
00:41:57,640 --> 00:42:00,920
Speaker 4: hear nothing like, no, I hear this usefulness of just

1036
00:42:01,040 --> 00:42:01,760
Speaker 4: my life.

1037
00:42:01,880 --> 00:42:04,959
Speaker 3: Oh my gosh, I'll I don't know, I'll be here.

1038
00:42:06,600 --> 00:42:07,000
Speaker 2: I can't.

1039
00:42:07,080 --> 00:42:08,960
Speaker 4: I have to be like in the dark. So that

1040
00:42:09,000 --> 00:42:11,560
Speaker 4: would be definitely so do you feel like because I

1041
00:42:11,600 --> 00:42:14,160
Speaker 4: always feel like there's a difference between compromise and sacrifice.

1042
00:42:14,160 --> 00:42:16,120
Speaker 4: Like compromises I'll sleep with you in the bed with

1043
00:42:16,160 --> 00:42:18,759
Speaker 4: the TV on, even though I hate that. Yeah, sacrifices

1044
00:42:18,920 --> 00:42:21,120
Speaker 4: changing the core of who I really am. I don't

1045
00:42:21,120 --> 00:42:23,840
Speaker 4: believe that you should sacrifice in a relationship because that

1046
00:42:23,920 --> 00:42:24,840
Speaker 4: leads to resent me.

1047
00:42:25,000 --> 00:42:28,640
Speaker 5: Can you sacrifice a part of you that isn't good

1048
00:42:28,680 --> 00:42:29,080
Speaker 5: for you?

1049
00:42:29,160 --> 00:42:31,160
Speaker 6: But maybe that is a part of it, right, because

1050
00:42:31,400 --> 00:42:32,520
Speaker 6: that's where I've experienced.

1051
00:42:32,560 --> 00:42:35,600
Speaker 5: Right, It's like, Okay, this is my normal, this is

1052
00:42:35,600 --> 00:42:37,440
Speaker 5: a part of who I think I am, but it

1053
00:42:37,480 --> 00:42:41,279
Speaker 5: also doesn't produce the best side of me. Right, and

1054
00:42:41,320 --> 00:42:43,520
Speaker 5: this person maybe you know. And I do feel like

1055
00:42:43,560 --> 00:42:46,360
Speaker 5: it's a sacrifice. I do feel like I'm I'm cutting

1056
00:42:46,360 --> 00:42:48,560
Speaker 5: something or something that is very whatever to me. But

1057
00:42:48,600 --> 00:42:52,279
Speaker 5: it's like this thing is morphing me into something that's

1058
00:42:52,280 --> 00:42:53,080
Speaker 5: so much more than that.

1059
00:42:53,239 --> 00:42:53,439
Speaker 6: Right.

1060
00:42:53,880 --> 00:42:55,920
Speaker 5: But I guess that is a I guess a compromising

1061
00:42:56,000 --> 00:42:57,640
Speaker 5: if it doesn't feel too much like that. But I

1062
00:42:57,640 --> 00:42:59,600
Speaker 5: do feel like there's something I sacrifice, And the more

1063
00:42:59,640 --> 00:43:01,920
Speaker 5: I sacrifight that I realized it wasn't really a sacrifice

1064
00:43:02,000 --> 00:43:05,120
Speaker 5: in comparison, to what I was gaining in the relationship

1065
00:43:05,200 --> 00:43:07,160
Speaker 5: in comparison to who I was becoming, how the person

1066
00:43:07,320 --> 00:43:09,560
Speaker 5: was Pulling this person out of me didn't feel like

1067
00:43:09,560 --> 00:43:11,319
Speaker 5: a sacrifice anymore. But it took me some time to

1068
00:43:11,360 --> 00:43:12,440
Speaker 5: do it. For a while, I'm like, well, look how

1069
00:43:12,480 --> 00:43:15,000
Speaker 5: I've been living. I'm walking around my shoulders. I feel

1070
00:43:15,000 --> 00:43:16,680
Speaker 5: like I'm getting bigger in the gym, like you know,

1071
00:43:16,840 --> 00:43:21,000
Speaker 5: But because I made certain sacrifices for this person, and again,

1072
00:43:21,040 --> 00:43:22,359
Speaker 5: I want to go back to the love I think

1073
00:43:22,480 --> 00:43:24,799
Speaker 5: the right person even if they know, they'll they'll tell

1074
00:43:24,800 --> 00:43:26,640
Speaker 5: you like, hey, that's not you know, that's not you.

1075
00:43:27,040 --> 00:43:29,280
Speaker 5: They won't let you live any lower than yourself.

1076
00:43:29,800 --> 00:43:33,640
Speaker 4: Oh, they won't let you live any lower than yourself.

1077
00:43:33,719 --> 00:43:35,279
Speaker 6: Yeah, they won't let you. They won't let you.

1078
00:43:35,440 --> 00:43:38,120
Speaker 5: Now, I've been a relationship where I thought the person

1079
00:43:38,200 --> 00:43:41,040
Speaker 5: loved me and would influence the lowest version of me.

1080
00:43:41,840 --> 00:43:45,359
Speaker 5: You know, I've had that, And that's because now I'm

1081
00:43:45,400 --> 00:43:47,680
Speaker 5: tangible you I'm supposed to be.

1082
00:43:47,880 --> 00:43:48,719
Speaker 6: God brought me here to be.

1083
00:43:48,760 --> 00:43:52,000
Speaker 5: Sometimes it can't be tangible, right, And when people see that,

1084
00:43:52,120 --> 00:43:53,319
Speaker 5: it's like, how do I make it?

1085
00:43:53,960 --> 00:43:55,640
Speaker 6: How do I make them more? You know, come back

1086
00:43:55,680 --> 00:43:56,080
Speaker 6: down here?

1087
00:43:56,719 --> 00:43:56,960
Speaker 2: You know.

1088
00:43:57,080 --> 00:43:58,120
Speaker 6: And that's how it felt.

1089
00:43:58,560 --> 00:44:01,000
Speaker 5: And that's for friends too. Got a bunch of friends,

1090
00:44:01,640 --> 00:44:04,279
Speaker 5: you know that I felt that energy from. It's like, yo,

1091
00:44:04,760 --> 00:44:06,560
Speaker 5: let's make him human again because right now, you know.

1092
00:44:06,520 --> 00:44:06,919
Speaker 2: He's two.

1093
00:44:07,640 --> 00:44:09,160
Speaker 6: Ship's popping off, shit's feeling good.

1094
00:44:09,320 --> 00:44:12,920
Speaker 4: Amen, Come on, That's what I've been in a lot

1095
00:44:12,960 --> 00:44:14,960
Speaker 4: of my relationships. Dim your life. You can be in

1096
00:44:14,960 --> 00:44:17,080
Speaker 4: relationship with people who are in competition with you.

1097
00:44:17,200 --> 00:44:18,080
Speaker 6: Yeah, that's horrible.

1098
00:44:18,640 --> 00:44:19,359
Speaker 3: Why are we here?

1099
00:44:20,120 --> 00:44:23,480
Speaker 4: Like seriously, like it makes you or they want to,

1100
00:44:23,760 --> 00:44:25,880
Speaker 4: like you said, they want to keep you here because

1101
00:44:25,920 --> 00:44:28,359
Speaker 4: when you're here, you don't understand your power and who

1102
00:44:28,400 --> 00:44:31,160
Speaker 4: you are. And if you understood your power and who

1103
00:44:31,160 --> 00:44:33,640
Speaker 4: you are, you you being with right, and that's what

1104
00:44:35,360 --> 00:44:38,480
Speaker 4: you have to stay down. I'm going to influence all

1105
00:44:38,520 --> 00:44:41,000
Speaker 4: the worst parts of you, so you don't know who

1106
00:44:41,640 --> 00:44:44,359
Speaker 4: you are well said, period, you know. And then when

1107
00:44:44,400 --> 00:44:46,040
Speaker 4: I do that, I'm going to continue coming back to

1108
00:44:46,080 --> 00:44:47,239
Speaker 4: you because you're feeding that.

1109
00:44:47,320 --> 00:44:49,759
Speaker 5: And oh man, I've seen friends do that, even just

1110
00:44:49,760 --> 00:44:51,719
Speaker 5: not to me. Like I know someone and her best

1111
00:44:51,719 --> 00:44:54,520
Speaker 5: friend was on that like yeah, in the minute that

1112
00:44:54,560 --> 00:44:55,799
Speaker 5: she started, it's like who are you?

1113
00:44:55,880 --> 00:44:56,160
Speaker 2: Like what?

1114
00:44:56,239 --> 00:44:57,919
Speaker 6: And it was getting mad at for being a better

1115
00:44:58,000 --> 00:44:58,720
Speaker 6: version of herself.

1116
00:45:00,400 --> 00:45:02,080
Speaker 4: They always want to take I've been in a relationship

1117
00:45:02,080 --> 00:45:04,640
Speaker 4: where someone literally told me I have to bring you

1118
00:45:04,680 --> 00:45:06,920
Speaker 4: back to reality because people pump you up too much

1119
00:45:06,920 --> 00:45:07,800
Speaker 4: and they make you feel.

1120
00:45:07,600 --> 00:45:09,640
Speaker 5: That's horrible, and that should be your number one support system.

1121
00:45:09,960 --> 00:45:11,720
Speaker 5: That should be your number one, that should be your source.

1122
00:45:12,040 --> 00:45:13,480
Speaker 5: You should be telling him to chill out, baby, He

1123
00:45:13,520 --> 00:45:14,200
Speaker 5: should be out in public.

1124
00:45:14,239 --> 00:45:15,640
Speaker 6: You should be like, baby, don't say that. He's like

1125
00:45:15,800 --> 00:45:17,239
Speaker 6: my girlfriend, you know what I mean, That's how it

1126
00:45:17,239 --> 00:45:20,919
Speaker 6: should be. I feel like, yeah, she's incredibly even seen

1127
00:45:20,960 --> 00:45:21,759
Speaker 6: the best part.

1128
00:45:21,880 --> 00:45:25,560
Speaker 4: You know, all of my past relationships have been exactly that.

1129
00:45:26,000 --> 00:45:27,239
Speaker 4: Demming never felt good.

1130
00:45:27,600 --> 00:45:29,279
Speaker 5: And that's also just because they don't feel like you

1131
00:45:29,320 --> 00:45:31,239
Speaker 5: said worthy to be next to you or you know

1132
00:45:31,280 --> 00:45:33,880
Speaker 5: what I mean. It's like And unfortunately, I think it

1133
00:45:33,960 --> 00:45:36,640
Speaker 5: is hard for a woman in that in that space,

1134
00:45:37,280 --> 00:45:39,520
Speaker 5: you know, because especially when you're successful woman, you're a

1135
00:45:39,520 --> 00:45:40,040
Speaker 5: beautiful wman.

1136
00:45:40,080 --> 00:45:42,759
Speaker 6: You had a man Mike feel little intimidated. That's the

1137
00:45:42,840 --> 00:45:44,279
Speaker 6: only way you feel like he has that.

1138
00:45:44,760 --> 00:45:47,680
Speaker 2: Yeah, you know, I can see.

1139
00:45:49,239 --> 00:45:52,120
Speaker 4: Yeah, but I think too, it's been also my fault

1140
00:45:52,360 --> 00:45:56,239
Speaker 4: because I've attracted I was at a certain frequency where

1141
00:45:56,280 --> 00:45:59,160
Speaker 4: I wasn't feeling myself, you know, so I attracted at

1142
00:45:59,160 --> 00:46:01,680
Speaker 4: a certain level. Always put it back on me, Like

1143
00:46:01,719 --> 00:46:04,040
Speaker 4: what I was attracting was how I felt internally about

1144
00:46:04,040 --> 00:46:04,480
Speaker 4: who I was.

1145
00:46:04,560 --> 00:46:06,799
Speaker 2: You know, used to be.

1146
00:46:09,120 --> 00:46:14,200
Speaker 1: No strong voice, very appendated, just strong, very just.

1147
00:46:15,360 --> 00:46:18,160
Speaker 4: I tried to come at me. I was strong. I'm not.

1148
00:46:19,760 --> 00:46:20,080
Speaker 8: Strong.

1149
00:46:21,760 --> 00:46:27,440
Speaker 5: Don't kissed me strong spoken, strong voice.

1150
00:46:27,520 --> 00:46:30,759
Speaker 4: It was like he's just trying to say I used to.

1151
00:46:30,800 --> 00:46:35,160
Speaker 4: I gained a lot of weight. He doesn't probably know,

1152
00:46:35,280 --> 00:46:37,840
Speaker 4: but I was too eighty. Every episode he has to

1153
00:46:37,880 --> 00:46:39,680
Speaker 4: reference when I was not even.

1154
00:46:39,520 --> 00:46:43,000
Speaker 2: Saying you you were a big strong by no strong.

1155
00:46:45,880 --> 00:46:51,239
Speaker 5: Energy energy example, I used to be so.

1156
00:46:51,840 --> 00:46:55,200
Speaker 6: Now still that was just a slipper. And you make.

1157
00:46:55,120 --> 00:46:58,520
Speaker 1: Mistakes, Yeah, well you you you because like you used

1158
00:46:58,520 --> 00:47:02,200
Speaker 1: to come off like a little more masculine. Now you

1159
00:47:02,560 --> 00:47:06,000
Speaker 1: showing your femininity side of yourself, you know, which is great.

1160
00:47:06,000 --> 00:47:07,640
Speaker 1: You got a good balance of it. But you could

1161
00:47:07,640 --> 00:47:11,359
Speaker 1: be a strong, intimidating voice like like and that's real.

1162
00:47:11,480 --> 00:47:12,799
Speaker 6: It's a compliment, I.

1163
00:47:12,719 --> 00:47:15,960
Speaker 4: Think, Yeah, I don't think it is, but I'm there's

1164
00:47:16,000 --> 00:47:19,839
Speaker 4: nothing like I'm going to continue to do powerful boy

1165
00:47:19,880 --> 00:47:23,520
Speaker 4: like think about like certain like like like Michelle Obama

1166
00:47:23,760 --> 00:47:24,080
Speaker 4: has a.

1167
00:47:26,800 --> 00:47:30,160
Speaker 2: Very strong, strong like you, like, damn you.

1168
00:47:30,760 --> 00:47:32,759
Speaker 4: I will say this and I'm just gonna make it

1169
00:47:32,840 --> 00:47:35,560
Speaker 4: very quick. I think that and women in a career

1170
00:47:35,680 --> 00:47:38,000
Speaker 4: space have to tap into a lot of their masculine

1171
00:47:38,040 --> 00:47:41,920
Speaker 4: side to be noticed, agreeable, to succeed. Like I've been

1172
00:47:42,040 --> 00:47:45,440
Speaker 4: very successful in the podcast space, and it's because of

1173
00:47:45,520 --> 00:47:49,279
Speaker 4: my voice. It's because I demand people's attention when I talk.

1174
00:47:49,800 --> 00:47:52,480
Speaker 4: And I feel like in my real life I'm very

1175
00:47:52,480 --> 00:47:54,719
Speaker 4: feminine in my relationships, I'm very.

1176
00:47:54,880 --> 00:47:57,560
Speaker 6: Can I just say you're very feminine, You're not not feminine.

1177
00:47:57,600 --> 00:47:59,560
Speaker 6: Let's just make sure we say that, because.

1178
00:47:59,360 --> 00:48:01,840
Speaker 4: It sounds like you're one always comes for me.

1179
00:48:02,000 --> 00:48:04,000
Speaker 3: No one watches this and says she's not feminine.

1180
00:48:04,360 --> 00:48:05,280
Speaker 6: No, we we.

1181
00:48:05,960 --> 00:48:09,719
Speaker 4: Know they do. They come from me, those people, those people.

1182
00:48:10,040 --> 00:48:12,000
Speaker 6: But you're the one said I don't.

1183
00:48:11,960 --> 00:48:12,640
Speaker 2: Say he did.

1184
00:48:12,960 --> 00:48:13,840
Speaker 3: He just said strong.

1185
00:48:14,239 --> 00:48:16,839
Speaker 2: Strong voice is blowing me.

1186
00:48:16,920 --> 00:48:18,719
Speaker 4: Stop doing this.

1187
00:48:18,719 --> 00:48:23,920
Speaker 7: This is blowing me this right, Yeah, it's like what

1188
00:48:25,280 --> 00:48:26,760
Speaker 7: this is strong?

1189
00:48:27,520 --> 00:48:32,160
Speaker 4: This is blowing Stop this, Like I'm not giving body builder.

1190
00:48:31,840 --> 00:48:34,239
Speaker 2: With something like that.

1191
00:48:34,800 --> 00:48:37,960
Speaker 4: Stop doing that. You're blowing me.

1192
00:48:38,080 --> 00:48:45,520
Speaker 2: Very strong is hilarious.

1193
00:48:45,800 --> 00:48:48,520
Speaker 4: And the masculine title, because I just feel like women

1194
00:48:48,600 --> 00:48:50,480
Speaker 4: we get that when we're successful strong.

1195
00:48:51,239 --> 00:48:53,080
Speaker 6: They're being sassy in feeling now when they say how

1196
00:48:53,080 --> 00:48:54,120
Speaker 6: they feel. I can't stand this.

1197
00:48:54,360 --> 00:48:59,080
Speaker 5: To say, dude, stuff is ridiculous for videos and god, like, hey,

1198
00:48:59,080 --> 00:49:00,560
Speaker 5: I don't rather you know sassy.

1199
00:49:00,760 --> 00:49:01,000
Speaker 6: Yeah.

1200
00:49:01,080 --> 00:49:03,040
Speaker 5: I was out one time and somebody and I was like, hey,

1201
00:49:03,040 --> 00:49:05,040
Speaker 5: excuse me, like it was a fan approach, and I

1202
00:49:05,080 --> 00:49:07,319
Speaker 5: was just maybe like in the way you just you know,

1203
00:49:07,360 --> 00:49:07,800
Speaker 5: you kind.

1204
00:49:07,640 --> 00:49:08,040
Speaker 6: Of just came.

1205
00:49:09,360 --> 00:49:10,640
Speaker 5: I was like, I'm just trying to share with you

1206
00:49:10,680 --> 00:49:12,160
Speaker 5: how I feel. That's cool, you know what I'm saying.

1207
00:49:12,719 --> 00:49:14,440
Speaker 5: But it's like that's what I got when I had

1208
00:49:14,480 --> 00:49:15,239
Speaker 5: an issue or something.

1209
00:49:15,280 --> 00:49:17,879
Speaker 4: I'm like, I don't like that something like that either.

1210
00:49:17,920 --> 00:49:19,919
Speaker 4: And they say that about man a lot, like even

1211
00:49:19,920 --> 00:49:23,520
Speaker 4: with men smoking hookah, Like any man smoking hookah is sassy.

1212
00:49:23,760 --> 00:49:26,880
Speaker 4: Any man doing drinking lemon drop is sassy, Like he

1213
00:49:26,920 --> 00:49:29,120
Speaker 4: can't like a little lemon in the drink.

1214
00:49:29,719 --> 00:49:31,200
Speaker 3: You know, some taste good.

1215
00:49:31,680 --> 00:49:33,440
Speaker 5: That's why I say what girls get all the goods

1216
00:49:33,480 --> 00:49:34,960
Speaker 5: for drinks and if I'm drinking.

1217
00:49:35,200 --> 00:49:43,040
Speaker 4: Yeah, like yeah, they everything is sassy apocalypse now, Like, man,

1218
00:49:43,160 --> 00:49:43,640
Speaker 4: I hate it.

1219
00:49:43,680 --> 00:49:44,080
Speaker 6: I hate it.

1220
00:49:44,080 --> 00:49:45,680
Speaker 4: I don't go for that all right.

1221
00:49:45,800 --> 00:49:48,160
Speaker 1: I want to give back to the music let's do it.

1222
00:49:48,200 --> 00:49:51,719
Speaker 1: You got music dropping in another week. Yeah, I love

1223
00:49:51,719 --> 00:49:52,600
Speaker 1: you Goodbye.

1224
00:49:52,360 --> 00:49:54,319
Speaker 5: The Greatest breaku About of All Time. That's the full title.

1225
00:49:54,360 --> 00:49:55,880
Speaker 5: I love you can buy the Greatest break About of

1226
00:49:55,880 --> 00:49:57,960
Speaker 5: All Time. And I also wanted to tell you to

1227
00:49:58,160 --> 00:49:59,359
Speaker 5: just kind of like, I don't know if you guys

1228
00:49:59,360 --> 00:50:01,040
Speaker 5: saw the suit I was wearing and all this stuff,

1229
00:50:01,640 --> 00:50:03,279
Speaker 5: So I said, when you get broken up with it

1230
00:50:03,320 --> 00:50:05,000
Speaker 5: feels like you show up to the altar by yourself.

1231
00:50:05,040 --> 00:50:07,040
Speaker 5: So I wanted like an eighteen hundred groomsman because a

1232
00:50:07,040 --> 00:50:08,960
Speaker 5: lot of you know, amazing poets and those olden times.

1233
00:50:08,960 --> 00:50:11,560
Speaker 5: I'm really inspired by those people. And you'll never see

1234
00:50:11,560 --> 00:50:13,799
Speaker 5: a video of those people, but you'll hear their poems forever. Right,

1235
00:50:14,160 --> 00:50:15,960
Speaker 5: it lasts, And I feel like that's how I felt

1236
00:50:16,000 --> 00:50:19,920
Speaker 5: about this project, and I, yeah, I had that design,

1237
00:50:20,040 --> 00:50:24,080
Speaker 5: so Pooj's my stylence. And then Lionel is an incredible designer.

1238
00:50:24,120 --> 00:50:26,120
Speaker 5: He's done souff for Ciza and a bunch of other people.

1239
00:50:26,320 --> 00:50:28,880
Speaker 5: He helped design the suit, and yeah, that was like

1240
00:50:28,920 --> 00:50:30,759
Speaker 5: my main thing for this. Everybody was like Trevor, she

1241
00:50:30,800 --> 00:50:32,399
Speaker 5: keeps asking me who, I said, I need a suit made.

1242
00:50:32,400 --> 00:50:33,799
Speaker 5: We had it made. I was like, it's all wrong,

1243
00:50:34,040 --> 00:50:36,080
Speaker 5: start over right. Then I finally got it the way

1244
00:50:36,080 --> 00:50:37,560
Speaker 5: I wanted it. But it's a huge part of that.

1245
00:50:37,600 --> 00:50:39,080
Speaker 5: And I also feel like, you know, someone that looked

1246
00:50:39,080 --> 00:50:41,000
Speaker 5: like me back in that time couldn't afford garments like that,

1247
00:50:41,080 --> 00:50:43,400
Speaker 5: So I'm like kind of flexing for them too, and

1248
00:50:43,440 --> 00:50:45,920
Speaker 5: that's kind of the birthplace of the whole visual and

1249
00:50:46,480 --> 00:50:47,880
Speaker 5: you know, and it's like, you know, funeral.

1250
00:50:48,320 --> 00:50:51,640
Speaker 1: Staying on the music side, I want to talk about

1251
00:50:51,680 --> 00:50:55,440
Speaker 1: today's music. Yeah, like what do you think and how

1252
00:50:55,440 --> 00:50:59,000
Speaker 1: do you think that today's music is affecting our love

1253
00:50:59,080 --> 00:51:00,000
Speaker 1: and our relationship?

1254
00:51:01,040 --> 00:51:04,600
Speaker 6: Like this is so great. I will say this.

1255
00:51:04,800 --> 00:51:09,560
Speaker 5: I'll say a lot of people's issues with music, those

1256
00:51:09,560 --> 00:51:12,680
Speaker 5: same people are the reasons the issues exist.

1257
00:51:13,120 --> 00:51:13,319
Speaker 2: Right.

1258
00:51:13,680 --> 00:51:16,200
Speaker 5: So it's like I'll see a lot of women maybe

1259
00:51:16,239 --> 00:51:19,960
Speaker 5: have an opinion about, you know, how a woman is

1260
00:51:20,000 --> 00:51:22,120
Speaker 5: being treated or whatever, but they're the same ones, you know,

1261
00:51:22,200 --> 00:51:24,799
Speaker 5: singing the songs that are you know, exactly, and it's

1262
00:51:24,840 --> 00:51:28,040
Speaker 5: just hard to gauge right for men too. Men will

1263
00:51:28,040 --> 00:51:29,360
Speaker 5: be singing songs like this, and like, how do you

1264
00:51:29,360 --> 00:51:30,920
Speaker 5: expect someone tell you seriously, you just said you have

1265
00:51:31,000 --> 00:51:31,759
Speaker 5: five baby and.

1266
00:51:31,719 --> 00:51:33,400
Speaker 6: You're trying to do this and you're trying to do that,

1267
00:51:33,680 --> 00:51:35,319
Speaker 6: you know. So I do think it's hard.

1268
00:51:35,320 --> 00:51:37,239
Speaker 5: And I will say the one genre of music where

1269
00:51:37,280 --> 00:51:39,319
Speaker 5: they talk about family, wife and husband is country music.

1270
00:51:39,719 --> 00:51:41,719
Speaker 5: And I do think this is all agenda based. I

1271
00:51:41,760 --> 00:51:44,120
Speaker 5: think this is all if they're black, let's make sure

1272
00:51:44,160 --> 00:51:46,200
Speaker 5: that we keep the shit going right. We want to

1273
00:51:46,280 --> 00:51:48,120
Speaker 5: keep only one mom in the household. We want the

1274
00:51:48,200 --> 00:51:50,719
Speaker 5: dad to be you know, and that is that is

1275
00:51:50,719 --> 00:51:54,680
Speaker 5: perpetuated by the music that's perpetuated by certain movies and

1276
00:51:54,920 --> 00:51:56,640
Speaker 5: white people. A lot of white people listen to country

1277
00:51:56,719 --> 00:51:59,000
Speaker 5: music and pop music, and it's very family oriented. It's

1278
00:51:59,120 --> 00:52:00,879
Speaker 5: very husband why I can't wait to get home to.

1279
00:52:00,840 --> 00:52:02,000
Speaker 6: My kids type records.

1280
00:52:02,400 --> 00:52:04,480
Speaker 5: So I think that's something that's missing and something that

1281
00:52:04,480 --> 00:52:05,240
Speaker 5: I'm trying to create.

1282
00:52:05,239 --> 00:52:06,239
Speaker 6: I think this is just.

1283
00:52:06,200 --> 00:52:09,520
Speaker 5: The beginning of, like, you know, my my story that

1284
00:52:09,520 --> 00:52:11,680
Speaker 5: I have to tell. I have a lot more albums

1285
00:52:11,719 --> 00:52:13,239
Speaker 5: that I'm sitting on and I'm going to release, but

1286
00:52:13,400 --> 00:52:15,400
Speaker 5: I want to get to that point right to where

1287
00:52:16,640 --> 00:52:19,600
Speaker 5: the biggest artists can also be the healthiest lifestyles.

1288
00:52:20,239 --> 00:52:22,600
Speaker 6: A lot of people want to be.

1289
00:52:24,000 --> 00:52:30,200
Speaker 5: Quote unquote successful, which is money, cars, big house, career,

1290
00:52:30,560 --> 00:52:33,080
Speaker 5: but no one's happy, right, so I think there should

1291
00:52:33,120 --> 00:52:35,600
Speaker 5: be that has to be in there, and I would

1292
00:52:35,680 --> 00:52:37,600
Speaker 5: like to bring that, you know, to the forefront. I'd

1293
00:52:37,640 --> 00:52:39,319
Speaker 5: like to do more of that, and that only comes

1294
00:52:39,360 --> 00:52:41,440
Speaker 5: with honesty, and that's what I think. This album is

1295
00:52:41,520 --> 00:52:44,680
Speaker 5: just me being completely honest about where I was at

1296
00:52:44,719 --> 00:52:46,520
Speaker 5: and you know what I was going through.

1297
00:52:46,960 --> 00:52:48,400
Speaker 6: But I do believe that.

1298
00:52:48,440 --> 00:52:50,600
Speaker 4: I do believe. I know you said voice to man

1299
00:52:50,719 --> 00:52:56,200
Speaker 4: is one of your right and they complimented, Yeah, that.

1300
00:52:56,200 --> 00:52:58,960
Speaker 6: Was a deep, deep moment for me. I was going

1301
00:52:58,960 --> 00:53:01,040
Speaker 6: through a lot already that just mentally.

1302
00:53:01,960 --> 00:53:03,480
Speaker 5: And then you know, I walked in there and I

1303
00:53:03,600 --> 00:53:07,239
Speaker 5: seen when I've seen them, and I'm like, first of all,

1304
00:53:07,400 --> 00:53:09,960
Speaker 5: I'm I'm the type of person like, although I've been

1305
00:53:09,960 --> 00:53:11,560
Speaker 5: in this for a long time, I'm a fan first,

1306
00:53:11,640 --> 00:53:13,879
Speaker 5: Like even me sitting across from Paul Press, I'm like, now,

1307
00:53:14,200 --> 00:53:15,920
Speaker 5: you know, we met a few times, but still I'm

1308
00:53:16,000 --> 00:53:17,440
Speaker 5: kind of like, oh shit, you know what I mean,

1309
00:53:17,520 --> 00:53:20,840
Speaker 5: this is happening, So that'll never go away from me.

1310
00:53:20,880 --> 00:53:23,560
Speaker 5: I'm always a fan and then turned artist. So when

1311
00:53:23,600 --> 00:53:25,759
Speaker 5: I saw them, I was like getting teary. I was

1312
00:53:25,760 --> 00:53:28,359
Speaker 5: like almost crying, and they were like like everybody thinks

1313
00:53:28,400 --> 00:53:29,600
Speaker 5: I'm playing I'm.

1314
00:53:29,440 --> 00:53:30,239
Speaker 6: Sure that tune.

1315
00:53:30,280 --> 00:53:31,719
Speaker 5: I'm like, Paul, You're probably like this, dude's a lot,

1316
00:53:31,760 --> 00:53:33,400
Speaker 5: but it's because I really feel this. I'm like, I

1317
00:53:33,480 --> 00:53:36,520
Speaker 5: can't believe this is happening, right. So I told him that,

1318
00:53:36,600 --> 00:53:39,080
Speaker 5: and I was like, guys, like, this is this is

1319
00:53:39,120 --> 00:53:40,880
Speaker 5: my dream come true. I mean like I've listened to

1320
00:53:40,960 --> 00:53:42,439
Speaker 5: either reason I know how to sing, like I listened

1321
00:53:42,440 --> 00:53:44,000
Speaker 5: to your records, like you're making us proud.

1322
00:53:44,000 --> 00:53:45,880
Speaker 6: We see everything you've been doing. Man, keep going, keep

1323
00:53:45,920 --> 00:53:48,719
Speaker 6: killing making us proud. You're doing this justice right. And

1324
00:53:48,800 --> 00:53:49,880
Speaker 6: to hear that from them, to.

1325
00:53:50,480 --> 00:53:53,560
Speaker 5: You know, I heard co Sign was doing a podcast

1326
00:53:53,600 --> 00:53:55,600
Speaker 5: and he had said, I feel like Trevor Jackson suffers

1327
00:53:55,600 --> 00:53:59,640
Speaker 5: from being too good right, quote unquote. And I feel

1328
00:53:59,640 --> 00:54:02,240
Speaker 5: like I have been overlooked as an artist because maybe

1329
00:54:02,280 --> 00:54:04,760
Speaker 5: I look good or because maybe I'm a successful actor.

1330
00:54:05,040 --> 00:54:06,720
Speaker 5: So it's hard for people to give me my flowers

1331
00:54:06,719 --> 00:54:08,160
Speaker 5: when it comes to music. But I do this shit

1332
00:54:08,320 --> 00:54:11,000
Speaker 5: like I'm writing the shit I'm recording myself, and I

1333
00:54:11,040 --> 00:54:12,240
Speaker 5: do it at a very high level.

1334
00:54:12,600 --> 00:54:15,840
Speaker 6: And to hear them say it, I didn't need nobody

1335
00:54:15,840 --> 00:54:20,040
Speaker 6: else to say it. Boys to men what it was like, Okay,

1336
00:54:20,080 --> 00:54:21,239
Speaker 6: I'm straight, you know what I'm.

1337
00:54:21,120 --> 00:54:24,719
Speaker 4: Saying, Genuine was putting fire signs on your genuine.

1338
00:54:24,920 --> 00:54:27,080
Speaker 6: That's another thing. That's amazing. That's amazing.

1339
00:54:27,160 --> 00:54:30,080
Speaker 4: Yeah, these people, Yeah.

1340
00:54:29,520 --> 00:54:31,000
Speaker 6: It's an honor. It's an honor man.

1341
00:54:31,080 --> 00:54:34,960
Speaker 5: And yeah, I was just saying, like I still trip

1342
00:54:34,960 --> 00:54:37,719
Speaker 5: out to be in spaces with these people because I'm

1343
00:54:37,719 --> 00:54:40,680
Speaker 5: a student when I want to do something. Just like

1344
00:54:40,719 --> 00:54:43,040
Speaker 5: I'm sure how he's studying game film or anything like that.

1345
00:54:43,080 --> 00:54:45,680
Speaker 5: I am studying these music videos. I'm studying the boys,

1346
00:54:45,760 --> 00:54:48,320
Speaker 5: I'm rewinding it. I'm pressed playing for hours at eleven

1347
00:54:48,400 --> 00:54:50,759
Speaker 5: years old, you know what I mean. At eight years old,

1348
00:54:50,800 --> 00:54:53,200
Speaker 5: I was just always trying to and then I'm meeting

1349
00:54:53,200 --> 00:54:55,120
Speaker 5: these people Like I ran into a Mario on the

1350
00:54:55,160 --> 00:54:56,640
Speaker 5: other day and I'm like, bro, you don't understand. When

1351
00:54:56,640 --> 00:54:58,160
Speaker 5: I first moved to La, I was eleven years old.

1352
00:54:58,200 --> 00:55:00,279
Speaker 5: I walked by you in the bell here's mall my

1353
00:55:00,320 --> 00:55:02,279
Speaker 5: ass off. I ran down to the food court. I

1354
00:55:02,320 --> 00:55:03,800
Speaker 5: begged them for a pen and paper. I said, on

1355
00:55:03,840 --> 00:55:05,520
Speaker 5: minds over here, ran back, you signed my ship and

1356
00:55:05,520 --> 00:55:07,719
Speaker 5: I got in my house right now. It's in my

1357
00:55:07,760 --> 00:55:10,080
Speaker 5: house right now. But it's like I'm not and I

1358
00:55:10,080 --> 00:55:13,360
Speaker 5: feel like a lot of people lose that right, you

1359
00:55:13,400 --> 00:55:15,160
Speaker 5: get into it and you start becoming numb to the ship.

1360
00:55:15,160 --> 00:55:17,359
Speaker 5: And it's like, yo, we are superheroes in a way

1361
00:55:17,600 --> 00:55:19,480
Speaker 5: and we have to remember that and carry that. You

1362
00:55:19,520 --> 00:55:22,399
Speaker 5: know when people when people walk up, I remember.

1363
00:55:22,120 --> 00:55:22,560
Speaker 6: Being a fan.

1364
00:55:22,600 --> 00:55:24,719
Speaker 5: That's why I'm always like, Hey, how you doing, what's up? Hey,

1365
00:55:24,760 --> 00:55:26,000
Speaker 5: I'm nice to meet you. I'm never you know what

1366
00:55:26,000 --> 00:55:29,080
Speaker 5: I mean. I'm always just because that could create the

1367
00:55:29,120 --> 00:55:32,040
Speaker 5: next Michael that could create the next you know, Kobe,

1368
00:55:32,040 --> 00:55:33,920
Speaker 5: that could create the next Paul that could create the

1369
00:55:33,960 --> 00:55:37,080
Speaker 5: next you know what I mean, Just by being like, hey, man,

1370
00:55:37,680 --> 00:55:40,040
Speaker 5: keep going all of that this right here, and that

1371
00:55:40,080 --> 00:55:41,719
Speaker 5: could take someone will imagine that when they go to

1372
00:55:41,760 --> 00:55:44,040
Speaker 5: sleep and the hardest day of their life, they would

1373
00:55:44,040 --> 00:55:46,040
Speaker 5: be like he said, keep going that, boys, and man,

1374
00:55:46,040 --> 00:55:47,839
Speaker 5: I'm gonna remember that. I'm gonna go through more ship

1375
00:55:47,840 --> 00:55:48,120
Speaker 5: in life.

1376
00:55:48,120 --> 00:55:50,360
Speaker 6: That's life. I'm gonna go through our and I'm my

1377
00:55:50,520 --> 00:55:52,560
Speaker 6: question who I am? Trevor? You and I remember that

1378
00:55:52,560 --> 00:55:54,240
Speaker 6: moment a boy.

1379
00:55:53,960 --> 00:55:56,759
Speaker 1: Told you that, bro, So you know what I mean,

1380
00:55:56,840 --> 00:55:59,200
Speaker 1: that's dope.

1381
00:56:00,160 --> 00:56:02,279
Speaker 4: I love them because I had that moment. You know,

1382
00:56:02,360 --> 00:56:04,840
Speaker 4: we're like, I'm out and someone like Kevin har Is

1383
00:56:04,880 --> 00:56:05,920
Speaker 4: like your don't keep.

1384
00:56:05,719 --> 00:56:07,600
Speaker 6: Going like you know, you know who I am.

1385
00:56:08,520 --> 00:56:11,360
Speaker 4: I mean, like just little stuff you think about things

1386
00:56:11,400 --> 00:56:13,520
Speaker 4: like that, you can't. You have to stay humble and

1387
00:56:13,560 --> 00:56:15,759
Speaker 4: remain humble no matter who you meet or who you're

1388
00:56:16,800 --> 00:56:20,319
Speaker 4: So one last question, what do you feel like? Because

1389
00:56:20,320 --> 00:56:22,440
Speaker 4: I know you spoke about country, but I do also

1390
00:56:22,480 --> 00:56:24,799
Speaker 4: feel like and Paul talks about that that R and

1391
00:56:24,880 --> 00:56:26,000
Speaker 4: B from back in the.

1392
00:56:26,040 --> 00:56:32,399
Speaker 9: Day, boys to men jagged and you know, yeah, all

1393
00:56:32,480 --> 00:56:36,040
Speaker 9: of these people they were thinking about loving a wanting

1394
00:56:36,080 --> 00:56:39,160
Speaker 9: a woman, needing a woman, Like where do you feel

1395
00:56:39,160 --> 00:56:40,080
Speaker 9: like that transition?

1396
00:56:40,200 --> 00:56:40,680
Speaker 4: What law?

1397
00:56:40,920 --> 00:56:41,040
Speaker 6: Like?

1398
00:56:41,080 --> 00:56:43,760
Speaker 4: What happened? And then I noticed more women like Cardi

1399
00:56:43,840 --> 00:56:48,560
Speaker 4: b Is. You know, city girls and broke boys don't

1400
00:56:48,560 --> 00:56:52,200
Speaker 4: deserve no nothing like this whole happiness.

1401
00:56:52,320 --> 00:56:53,040
Speaker 6: Let's just be real.

1402
00:56:53,400 --> 00:56:55,080
Speaker 5: Even if you saying those sentences out loud, it's like

1403
00:56:55,120 --> 00:56:57,760
Speaker 5: you can't possibly believe that that will bring you happiness.

1404
00:56:57,840 --> 00:56:59,600
Speaker 6: Yeah, you know what I'm saying.

1405
00:57:00,239 --> 00:57:03,359
Speaker 5: Love going music, Yeah, and I'm here, I'm here bringing

1406
00:57:03,400 --> 00:57:05,839
Speaker 5: back Okay, okay. Even in the breakup albums, you hear

1407
00:57:05,840 --> 00:57:09,760
Speaker 5: the love right, it's not yeah I'm dead.

1408
00:57:10,000 --> 00:57:10,800
Speaker 6: That's how I felt.

1409
00:57:10,840 --> 00:57:13,120
Speaker 5: And also after the breakup, I tore my achilles I

1410
00:57:13,200 --> 00:57:14,720
Speaker 5: was down bro Then I had stuff.

1411
00:57:14,880 --> 00:57:16,919
Speaker 6: Two weeks after she broke up with me. I tore

1412
00:57:16,960 --> 00:57:17,600
Speaker 6: my achilles.

1413
00:57:18,160 --> 00:57:20,360
Speaker 5: Then I had stomach issues while my kids. I was

1414
00:57:20,360 --> 00:57:22,160
Speaker 5: in the hospital. Then my back is shoes. I was

1415
00:57:22,200 --> 00:57:24,960
Speaker 5: going through everything in my life, right, Me and God

1416
00:57:25,080 --> 00:57:27,560
Speaker 5: was talking, right, God, what's happening?

1417
00:57:27,600 --> 00:57:28,080
Speaker 6: Why is this?

1418
00:57:28,400 --> 00:57:30,360
Speaker 5: And I have to go film Grownish in a week

1419
00:57:30,520 --> 00:57:32,480
Speaker 5: and I have to go be on tour. So I

1420
00:57:32,480 --> 00:57:35,000
Speaker 5: went on tour with the dang boot. I was shooting

1421
00:57:35,040 --> 00:57:36,840
Speaker 5: Grownish with the boot on going back?

1422
00:57:36,880 --> 00:57:38,040
Speaker 2: What's what side left?

1423
00:57:38,080 --> 00:57:38,160
Speaker 9: All?

1424
00:57:38,200 --> 00:57:38,400
Speaker 2: Right?

1425
00:57:38,480 --> 00:57:38,680
Speaker 6: Right?

1426
00:57:38,680 --> 00:57:41,480
Speaker 2: Sorry? Okay? Because you know that correlates.

1427
00:57:41,720 --> 00:57:43,800
Speaker 1: You know, if you see an energy person, like if

1428
00:57:43,840 --> 00:57:45,640
Speaker 1: you have injuries to one side of your body, that

1429
00:57:45,640 --> 00:57:47,720
Speaker 1: has something to do with like kind of relationships I

1430
00:57:47,760 --> 00:57:50,200
Speaker 1: had to go through, you should see an energy person.

1431
00:57:50,680 --> 00:57:53,600
Speaker 4: I didn't know that that has something with relationships because.

1432
00:57:53,440 --> 00:57:54,240
Speaker 6: It was literally two weeks.

1433
00:57:54,280 --> 00:57:56,800
Speaker 1: After two weeks, it might have like just one side

1434
00:57:56,840 --> 00:57:58,040
Speaker 1: of your body going through stuff.

1435
00:57:58,120 --> 00:58:00,760
Speaker 5: Yeah, it was a da after christ I tore myn achilles.

1436
00:58:00,880 --> 00:58:02,480
Speaker 5: After Christmas. I only get to see my family once

1437
00:58:02,480 --> 00:58:02,760
Speaker 5: a year.

1438
00:58:02,800 --> 00:58:03,200
Speaker 6: I was there.

1439
00:58:03,480 --> 00:58:04,040
Speaker 2: It's a thing.

1440
00:58:04,240 --> 00:58:07,400
Speaker 5: Yeah, tour it but wrote this whole album in the cast.

1441
00:58:07,440 --> 00:58:08,960
Speaker 5: I had to keep raising my foot up because all

1442
00:58:08,960 --> 00:58:11,160
Speaker 5: the blood was rushing, so I have to wait between

1443
00:58:11,240 --> 00:58:14,000
Speaker 5: verses writing down put my foot back up, you know.

1444
00:58:14,760 --> 00:58:16,920
Speaker 5: But the result is this project, and I think you

1445
00:58:16,920 --> 00:58:17,480
Speaker 5: can really hear it.

1446
00:58:17,520 --> 00:58:18,400
Speaker 6: I hope you guys get a.

1447
00:58:18,360 --> 00:58:20,040
Speaker 5: Chance to top to the bottom and then the album

1448
00:58:20,080 --> 00:58:20,840
Speaker 5: release will be next week.

1449
00:58:20,840 --> 00:58:21,680
Speaker 6: Hopefully guys can come.

1450
00:58:22,120 --> 00:58:24,800
Speaker 5: That'd be sick, but just to hear it in its order,

1451
00:58:24,800 --> 00:58:27,760
Speaker 5: because I the reason why I did this breakup, broke

1452
00:58:27,840 --> 00:58:29,120
Speaker 5: up the project like that is because I did on

1453
00:58:29,160 --> 00:58:30,960
Speaker 5: my last one, and it helps, you know. Fans want

1454
00:58:31,320 --> 00:58:33,520
Speaker 5: more stuff, but I make albums and I make them

1455
00:58:33,520 --> 00:58:35,280
Speaker 5: to go in order. I'll sit there for days at

1456
00:58:35,280 --> 00:58:37,120
Speaker 5: a time, be like no this only no, no tray that

1457
00:58:37,160 --> 00:58:38,600
Speaker 5: back up, you know, so it can go.

1458
00:58:38,760 --> 00:58:40,320
Speaker 6: Through all of the stuff the way it's supposed to

1459
00:58:40,320 --> 00:58:40,800
Speaker 6: be done.

1460
00:58:41,040 --> 00:58:43,120
Speaker 4: I love how you did, I love you EP and

1461
00:58:43,160 --> 00:58:47,000
Speaker 4: then goodbye. That's really dope. Absolutely yeah, it's good. It's

1462
00:58:47,040 --> 00:58:49,360
Speaker 4: really good. It's vulnerable, it's open, and I feel like

1463
00:58:49,400 --> 00:58:50,920
Speaker 4: we need so much more of that.

1464
00:58:51,480 --> 00:58:52,920
Speaker 2: We need nor love back, we need.

1465
00:58:55,000 --> 00:58:58,840
Speaker 4: I got you, I got you man, We appreciate that.

1466
00:58:59,240 --> 00:59:02,120
Speaker 4: So where you leave, I'm going to have you answer

1467
00:59:02,120 --> 00:59:05,640
Speaker 4: one of these questions with one word only. Okay, one

1468
00:59:05,680 --> 00:59:07,320
Speaker 4: word why do men cheat?

1469
00:59:11,920 --> 00:59:14,040
Speaker 6: One word freedom?

1470
00:59:14,480 --> 00:59:14,720
Speaker 5: Mmm?

1471
00:59:15,840 --> 00:59:22,640
Speaker 4: Okay, I would say ego. You said ego too? Is

1472
00:59:22,640 --> 00:59:23,439
Speaker 4: that what you would say?

1473
00:59:23,800 --> 00:59:26,000
Speaker 2: I forgot we did this before. I forgot what I said.

1474
00:59:26,280 --> 00:59:28,040
Speaker 4: What about one word why women cheat?

1475
00:59:28,880 --> 00:59:29,360
Speaker 6: Revenge?

1476
00:59:29,800 --> 00:59:33,320
Speaker 4: M Oh, that's a good one. I could see that.

1477
00:59:34,560 --> 00:59:36,600
Speaker 4: One word what scares you most in love?

1478
00:59:42,960 --> 00:59:43,400
Speaker 5: Mmmm?

1479
00:59:44,880 --> 00:59:48,520
Speaker 4: That's good. One word what makes you lose feelings?

1480
00:59:50,480 --> 00:59:50,840
Speaker 6: Mmm?

1481
00:59:56,960 --> 00:59:59,280
Speaker 2: For me? Disrespect? Yeah.

1482
01:00:00,040 --> 01:00:02,840
Speaker 6: I was going to say. This isn't one word, but

1483
01:00:02,840 --> 01:00:04,080
Speaker 6: it's like lack of consideration.

1484
01:00:04,680 --> 01:00:08,160
Speaker 4: Yeah, so kind of the same thing. Yeah, I can

1485
01:00:08,200 --> 01:00:11,360
Speaker 4: get that. Now. If you had to give one word

1486
01:00:11,480 --> 01:00:14,080
Speaker 4: to describe I love you, goodbye album, what would it be?

1487
01:00:19,680 --> 01:00:28,200
Speaker 4: I'd just say your ex's name. If you want, you

1488
01:00:28,320 --> 01:00:32,600
Speaker 4: for sure get that text rebirth? Ooh, I like that.

1489
01:00:33,000 --> 01:00:35,280
Speaker 4: If God could send you a text message right now,

1490
01:00:35,320 --> 01:00:37,560
Speaker 4: what would it say?

1491
01:00:38,080 --> 01:00:43,040
Speaker 6: Stay the course, Stay the course, man, stay the course that.

1492
01:00:43,160 --> 01:00:44,960
Speaker 5: I also don't want to know too much, right And

1493
01:00:45,000 --> 01:00:47,320
Speaker 5: I found this out throughout my life, and I saw

1494
01:00:47,400 --> 01:00:49,040
Speaker 5: this said one time and it stuck with me for

1495
01:00:49,040 --> 01:00:52,400
Speaker 5: a minute. It was like, if God told you everything

1496
01:00:52,440 --> 01:00:53,760
Speaker 5: you had to go through to get to what you

1497
01:00:53,800 --> 01:00:55,480
Speaker 5: want in life. You probably change what you want.

1498
01:00:56,120 --> 01:00:58,400
Speaker 4: Oh I've heard that. That's good.

1499
01:00:58,760 --> 01:01:00,600
Speaker 5: I heard that, and I said, oh my, and this

1500
01:01:00,720 --> 01:01:02,400
Speaker 5: is I heard this after the tear and stuff. So

1501
01:01:02,400 --> 01:01:04,640
Speaker 5: I'm like, if God when I was young, was like,

1502
01:01:04,680 --> 01:01:07,040
Speaker 5: you're gonna break your leg, You're gonna go through one

1503
01:01:07,040 --> 01:01:10,360
Speaker 5: of the worst heartbreaks, maybe go to three through three heartbreaks, right,

1504
01:01:10,400 --> 01:01:12,200
Speaker 5: then this is gonna happen. This person's gonna lie, your

1505
01:01:12,200 --> 01:01:14,080
Speaker 5: best friend is gonna do this, and then you're you know,

1506
01:01:14,200 --> 01:01:16,160
Speaker 5: then you're gonna lose this person and your grandma's gonna

1507
01:01:16,480 --> 01:01:17,920
Speaker 5: You might be like, hey, dude, I'll just go to

1508
01:01:17,960 --> 01:01:19,600
Speaker 5: seven eleven. I can be the dude at the front,

1509
01:01:19,680 --> 01:01:21,480
Speaker 5: like you know what I mean. I can be in traffic.

1510
01:01:21,480 --> 01:01:23,880
Speaker 6: Guy, I don't care, Like you know, you might change

1511
01:01:23,880 --> 01:01:24,280
Speaker 6: your dream.

1512
01:01:24,320 --> 01:01:26,440
Speaker 5: But God, God knows, and he does it in his

1513
01:01:26,480 --> 01:01:28,120
Speaker 5: own time, and I'm super thankful for it. So I

1514
01:01:28,240 --> 01:01:30,840
Speaker 5: just say stay the course because I don't regret anything

1515
01:01:30,880 --> 01:01:34,560
Speaker 5: I've done. Sure, I maybe wish whatever, but I'm thankful

1516
01:01:34,560 --> 01:01:36,440
Speaker 5: for where I'm at. I'm thankful for who I am,

1517
01:01:36,800 --> 01:01:37,920
Speaker 5: and I know I got a lot more to go.

1518
01:01:38,000 --> 01:01:39,800
Speaker 5: But the only way to lose is to stop or

1519
01:01:39,840 --> 01:01:41,440
Speaker 5: to give up and I'm not that type of I'm

1520
01:01:41,480 --> 01:01:42,960
Speaker 5: not cut like that.

1521
01:01:42,960 --> 01:01:45,880
Speaker 2: That's real must have it album coming out.

1522
01:01:46,520 --> 01:01:48,280
Speaker 4: Did you know that I'm good at this? We did

1523
01:01:48,280 --> 01:01:49,600
Speaker 4: this with Kevin Gates.

1524
01:01:49,680 --> 01:01:50,400
Speaker 2: Did she know that?

1525
01:01:51,000 --> 01:01:52,720
Speaker 6: And she waited till the answer. She get all the information,

1526
01:01:52,760 --> 01:01:53,120
Speaker 6: then use it.

1527
01:01:53,120 --> 01:01:56,200
Speaker 4: In that second, you could ask my friends, I guess everything.

1528
01:01:56,360 --> 01:01:58,160
Speaker 6: I need you to guess my brothers when we're done here, because.

1529
01:01:58,520 --> 01:02:03,600
Speaker 4: Well, I okay, Well, thank you Trevor. Please you great.

1530
01:02:03,800 --> 01:02:06,920
Speaker 4: We're so grateful to have you. We're so grateful to

1531
01:02:07,160 --> 01:02:07,440
Speaker 4: have you.

1532
01:02:07,920 --> 01:02:08,320
Speaker 2: Amazing.

1533
01:02:09,600 --> 01:02:11,760
Speaker 4: I hope my handshake wasn't too No.

1534
01:02:11,960 --> 01:02:12,600
Speaker 3: It was strong.

1535
01:02:12,960 --> 01:02:14,360
Speaker 6: It was a little too strong for me.

1536
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Speaker 4: Oh you guys, Trevor has the best breakup album ever

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01:02:22,440 --> 01:02:24,760
Speaker 4: coming out, I Love You Goodbye. If you're going through

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01:02:24,800 --> 01:02:27,560
Speaker 4: a breakup, if you're feeling down about yourself, or if

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01:02:27,560 --> 01:02:29,600
Speaker 4: you're even feeling good about yourself, if you want to

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01:02:29,640 --> 01:02:31,920
Speaker 4: get back to the love and music, make sure you

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01:02:31,960 --> 01:02:34,520
Speaker 4: guys check out because I Love You EP Goodbye EP

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01:02:34,800 --> 01:02:37,240
Speaker 4: And in about a week he will be dropping November

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Speaker 4: twenty first, November twenty one, Make sure you guys tune in.

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Speaker 4: It looks fire. We'll put all the information below so

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Speaker 4: you guys can click everything, follow Trevor and all that.

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Speaker 6: Yay, thank you, I appreciate you, of.

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Speaker 4: Course, thank you Trevor.

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Speaker 2: So much good.

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01:02:53,960 --> 01:02:55,600
Speaker 3: I'm so freaking out, can do it now.

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Speaker 2: The interview is over.

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Speaker 6: I'm only taking.

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Speaker 1: Thanks for join us after Dark a.

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Speaker 8: P.

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Speaker 1: This is the taking over the game, all right, everybody,

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Speaker 1: welcome to Truth after Dark.

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Speaker 4: Do you think that men or women are more toxic