1 00:00:00,840 --> 00:00:12,039 Speaker 1: I'm Kayleie short and this is too much to say, 2 00:00:05,440 --> 00:00:22,320 Speaker 1: so out of you. Hey guys, Happy Thanksgiving. Um, I 3 00:00:22,360 --> 00:00:25,680 Speaker 1: am reeling from being on the road for the past 4 00:00:25,720 --> 00:00:27,880 Speaker 1: like three weeks on and off, and um, it's going 5 00:00:27,920 --> 00:00:31,200 Speaker 1: to be so nice to have some time to chill. Unfortunately, 6 00:00:31,240 --> 00:00:32,920 Speaker 1: I won't be at home. I'm going to be well 7 00:00:33,040 --> 00:00:37,000 Speaker 1: fortunately and unfortunately I'm going to um Louisville with my 8 00:00:37,080 --> 00:00:39,400 Speaker 1: boyfriend's family, which would be really fun. But I do 9 00:00:39,479 --> 00:00:41,959 Speaker 1: miss my own bed a lot, um because I love 10 00:00:42,000 --> 00:00:44,720 Speaker 1: my bed. And uh, they didn't pay me to say this, 11 00:00:44,760 --> 00:00:48,080 Speaker 1: but I have a nectar mattress and it is so great. 12 00:00:48,880 --> 00:00:51,840 Speaker 1: It is amazing, and like, I miss it so much 13 00:00:51,840 --> 00:00:54,120 Speaker 1: when I'm gone. And I didn't get to sleep in 14 00:00:54,120 --> 00:00:55,959 Speaker 1: it for like two weeks straight and then I had 15 00:00:56,000 --> 00:00:57,959 Speaker 1: like a couple of nights and then Um, I had 16 00:00:58,000 --> 00:01:01,360 Speaker 1: some really cool shows in Arizona last week. I played 17 00:01:01,360 --> 00:01:04,800 Speaker 1: in cotton Wood and Prescott and um, it's such a 18 00:01:04,800 --> 00:01:07,399 Speaker 1: beautiful state. I got to go to the Psychic Energy 19 00:01:07,520 --> 00:01:12,280 Speaker 1: vortexas in UM Sedona and it was so beautiful and 20 00:01:12,319 --> 00:01:14,720 Speaker 1: you know, I charged the funk out of some crystals. 21 00:01:15,800 --> 00:01:19,039 Speaker 1: So I am very thankful for a lot of things 22 00:01:19,040 --> 00:01:22,399 Speaker 1: this year. And it's crazy because I kind of forgot 23 00:01:22,480 --> 00:01:24,679 Speaker 1: how long I've been doing the podcast, and then I 24 00:01:24,720 --> 00:01:28,039 Speaker 1: remembered I had already done a Thanksgiving episode before from 25 00:01:28,120 --> 00:01:31,480 Speaker 1: last year. Um, And so we've been doing the podcast 26 00:01:31,520 --> 00:01:34,560 Speaker 1: for over a year a year and some change, and 27 00:01:35,000 --> 00:01:36,920 Speaker 1: it's been so fun and so rewarding, and you guys 28 00:01:36,920 --> 00:01:38,840 Speaker 1: have been so great. It means so much that you, 29 00:01:39,440 --> 00:01:41,680 Speaker 1: um let me in your headphones when you're on the 30 00:01:41,680 --> 00:01:44,000 Speaker 1: treadmill or let me in the speakers in your car 31 00:01:44,200 --> 00:01:47,200 Speaker 1: to talk about my bullshit, and just I'm very thankful 32 00:01:47,240 --> 00:01:49,760 Speaker 1: for you guys. And UM, I just want to give 33 00:01:49,760 --> 00:01:52,600 Speaker 1: a shout out to my producer Abby. She's amazing. I'm 34 00:01:52,600 --> 00:01:55,320 Speaker 1: so thankful for her for putting up with my bullshit 35 00:01:55,440 --> 00:01:58,760 Speaker 1: and that I frequently turned in my podcast Lane. And 36 00:01:58,840 --> 00:02:01,520 Speaker 1: I'm a big thank you to by Bones for having 37 00:02:01,520 --> 00:02:03,720 Speaker 1: the idea in the first place to just give me 38 00:02:03,760 --> 00:02:06,120 Speaker 1: a mic and let me work on it. Very blessed 39 00:02:06,120 --> 00:02:11,400 Speaker 1: over here. So I've had a odd relationship with Thanksgiving 40 00:02:11,680 --> 00:02:15,320 Speaker 1: my whole life. Um, Holidays were always weird in my 41 00:02:15,400 --> 00:02:21,040 Speaker 1: family because there wasn't really anything happening like Christmas, and 42 00:02:21,120 --> 00:02:24,280 Speaker 1: my mom's was a little two foot tree and it 43 00:02:24,400 --> 00:02:27,920 Speaker 1: was really depressing. And for some reason, my mom didn't 44 00:02:28,120 --> 00:02:31,920 Speaker 1: ever wrap Christmas presents, so I never opened anything. And 45 00:02:31,960 --> 00:02:34,200 Speaker 1: I know that I sound like an unappreciative little brat, 46 00:02:34,440 --> 00:02:37,639 Speaker 1: but like I as an adult now, whenever I give 47 00:02:37,639 --> 00:02:40,919 Speaker 1: a kid a present, I go like so aggressively all 48 00:02:40,960 --> 00:02:43,800 Speaker 1: out with the wrapping, and it's just something that you know, 49 00:02:43,919 --> 00:02:48,120 Speaker 1: I never had, so I missed it and it's just 50 00:02:48,240 --> 00:02:51,840 Speaker 1: kind of stupid and arbitrary. But now, like I don't know, 51 00:02:51,919 --> 00:02:53,760 Speaker 1: I just I never got to open presence. They were 52 00:02:53,760 --> 00:02:57,320 Speaker 1: always just there, um, and it was it was always 53 00:02:57,320 --> 00:02:59,440 Speaker 1: just like kind of a lack of pomp and circumstance, 54 00:02:59,560 --> 00:03:04,799 Speaker 1: and we kind of go see family some years for Thanksgiving, 55 00:03:04,840 --> 00:03:07,200 Speaker 1: but my mom or to the hospital so she'd have 56 00:03:07,240 --> 00:03:09,720 Speaker 1: to work like every other Thanksgiving, and so I just 57 00:03:09,840 --> 00:03:12,520 Speaker 1: end up like being like eleven tagging along to some 58 00:03:12,600 --> 00:03:17,080 Speaker 1: other random person's family holiday. Um. So it was always 59 00:03:17,120 --> 00:03:21,680 Speaker 1: kind of weird. But the weirdest part of Thanksgiving for 60 00:03:21,800 --> 00:03:24,880 Speaker 1: me growing up and into my twenties was having an 61 00:03:24,880 --> 00:03:28,720 Speaker 1: eating disorder. And it's kind of the worst day of 62 00:03:28,760 --> 00:03:31,360 Speaker 1: the year for anybody struggling with that. So we're going 63 00:03:31,400 --> 00:03:45,160 Speaker 1: to get into that in just a second. I firmly 64 00:03:45,160 --> 00:03:48,200 Speaker 1: believe now that calories don't count on Thanksgiving. I also 65 00:03:48,240 --> 00:03:50,320 Speaker 1: don't count calories in general. It's really bad for me, 66 00:03:50,440 --> 00:03:54,880 Speaker 1: so calories don't count. Um, But it's like one day 67 00:03:55,000 --> 00:03:57,240 Speaker 1: isn't going to kill you, like one day of eating 68 00:03:57,280 --> 00:04:02,000 Speaker 1: five pieces of pie. And as little little kid, before 69 00:04:02,040 --> 00:04:04,880 Speaker 1: I ever had any eating issues, I remember getting really 70 00:04:04,960 --> 00:04:08,560 Speaker 1: upset and sad on Thanksgiving because I didn't have enough 71 00:04:08,640 --> 00:04:10,280 Speaker 1: room for all the food I wanted to eat. And 72 00:04:10,320 --> 00:04:13,240 Speaker 1: at some point I would get too full to continue eating, 73 00:04:13,520 --> 00:04:14,840 Speaker 1: and I was just sad and I'd be like, I 74 00:04:14,840 --> 00:04:20,080 Speaker 1: want my stomach to be bigger and um. Then I 75 00:04:20,160 --> 00:04:24,280 Speaker 1: noticed society and diet culture and insecurities and I got 76 00:04:24,320 --> 00:04:28,400 Speaker 1: new news sorder at eleven um, and so it would 77 00:04:28,400 --> 00:04:32,599 Speaker 1: just be so hard because I'd feel so guilty when 78 00:04:32,600 --> 00:04:35,240 Speaker 1: I ate like a normal amount of Thanksgiving food, And 79 00:04:36,320 --> 00:04:38,600 Speaker 1: it was just all these temptations that I tried to 80 00:04:38,640 --> 00:04:41,400 Speaker 1: avoid every other day of the year. And then I'm 81 00:04:41,440 --> 00:04:44,240 Speaker 1: just there and people notice if you're not eating. And 82 00:04:45,080 --> 00:04:49,120 Speaker 1: there was one specific Thanksgiving I remember going in like 83 00:04:49,240 --> 00:04:52,640 Speaker 1: throwing up because I had some bliemic tendencies with my anorexia. 84 00:04:53,240 --> 00:04:56,240 Speaker 1: And it makes me so fucking sad to look back 85 00:04:56,279 --> 00:04:59,560 Speaker 1: and think that that's how I was spending my holiday, 86 00:04:59,680 --> 00:05:02,280 Speaker 1: was just stressing about food. And there was one time 87 00:05:02,480 --> 00:05:06,400 Speaker 1: I remember putting in the calories for every single thing 88 00:05:06,400 --> 00:05:09,200 Speaker 1: I was eating because I was determined to go like 89 00:05:09,800 --> 00:05:13,400 Speaker 1: three months without ever missing anything to log in my 90 00:05:13,600 --> 00:05:18,000 Speaker 1: stupid fucking app that I had, and that was just 91 00:05:18,440 --> 00:05:22,120 Speaker 1: like so sad, and I get anxious because I couldn't 92 00:05:22,160 --> 00:05:25,520 Speaker 1: like weigh every single thing I was eating. And it's 93 00:05:25,560 --> 00:05:28,120 Speaker 1: so hard to tell what the calories are in a 94 00:05:28,160 --> 00:05:31,239 Speaker 1: homemade dish because it's not on the nutrition facts because 95 00:05:31,240 --> 00:05:33,640 Speaker 1: there are none because you wouldn't want to see them 96 00:05:33,680 --> 00:05:37,920 Speaker 1: if there were. And um, it just was really like 97 00:05:38,720 --> 00:05:42,440 Speaker 1: just shitty. And I do love Thanksgiving like I love 98 00:05:42,560 --> 00:05:47,080 Speaker 1: the Thanksgiving Day parade, I love cozy sweaters, I love fall, 99 00:05:47,240 --> 00:05:52,400 Speaker 1: I love anything pumpkin. Um, I just I love cranberry sauce. 100 00:05:52,440 --> 00:05:56,320 Speaker 1: I love stuffing like so much. And I just spent 101 00:05:56,440 --> 00:06:02,200 Speaker 1: Thanksgiving like just shitty for so long, and it didn't 102 00:06:03,000 --> 00:06:06,839 Speaker 1: really get better until I was able to start kind 103 00:06:06,880 --> 00:06:10,800 Speaker 1: of making my own Thanksgivings. And one of the best 104 00:06:10,839 --> 00:06:13,200 Speaker 1: ones I ever had was at Candy Carpenter's house. She's 105 00:06:13,200 --> 00:06:16,200 Speaker 1: an absolute angel and hosts like a big Thanksgiving thing 106 00:06:16,720 --> 00:06:19,719 Speaker 1: every single year, and this year her family is coming there. 107 00:06:19,720 --> 00:06:22,839 Speaker 1: But she gives everybody who's sort of a misfit and 108 00:06:22,880 --> 00:06:26,760 Speaker 1: doesn't have a have a place to go, Um, she 109 00:06:26,800 --> 00:06:28,680 Speaker 1: gives them a Thanksgiving dinner. And so I would go 110 00:06:28,760 --> 00:06:31,839 Speaker 1: to that a good bit. Um. She's an incredible person 111 00:06:31,880 --> 00:06:34,600 Speaker 1: and the food is always wonderful. And um, that's when 112 00:06:34,600 --> 00:06:38,599 Speaker 1: Thanksgiving started getting better for me, because it's not I 113 00:06:38,640 --> 00:06:41,000 Speaker 1: don't know. I mean, obviously, if you listen to my podcasts, 114 00:06:41,000 --> 00:06:43,640 Speaker 1: you know I have a very like complex relationship with 115 00:06:43,640 --> 00:06:46,520 Speaker 1: my family. Um, and there's not That's not to say 116 00:06:46,560 --> 00:06:48,159 Speaker 1: that there's not members of it that I get along 117 00:06:48,160 --> 00:06:50,479 Speaker 1: with completely all the time, because there are, and I 118 00:06:50,520 --> 00:06:52,840 Speaker 1: love them, um, and I love all of them. But 119 00:06:54,240 --> 00:06:56,760 Speaker 1: some people just their presence alone is enough to just 120 00:06:57,320 --> 00:06:59,640 Speaker 1: kind of, um make me shut down a little bit. 121 00:06:59,640 --> 00:07:03,480 Speaker 1: And so as I got older and realized that I 122 00:07:03,520 --> 00:07:05,760 Speaker 1: had the freedom to make Thanksgiving whatever I wanted it 123 00:07:05,800 --> 00:07:09,480 Speaker 1: to be, Um, it got so much better. You know, 124 00:07:09,640 --> 00:07:13,840 Speaker 1: Like I wasn't torturing myself by counting calories or not 125 00:07:13,920 --> 00:07:17,760 Speaker 1: eating or crying or whatever. I also wasn't torturing myself 126 00:07:17,760 --> 00:07:21,280 Speaker 1: by spending time with toxic relatives. I didn't have to 127 00:07:21,280 --> 00:07:24,920 Speaker 1: hear ship about politics. It's so nice. And also it 128 00:07:25,040 --> 00:07:27,560 Speaker 1: just became a day of the year that was very 129 00:07:27,560 --> 00:07:29,880 Speaker 1: spiritual for me in the sense of, like I look 130 00:07:29,880 --> 00:07:33,520 Speaker 1: at everything I'm thankful for and really really trying to 131 00:07:33,560 --> 00:07:35,520 Speaker 1: meditate on it. And it was nice because I was, 132 00:07:35,840 --> 00:07:38,160 Speaker 1: you know, spending the morning of Thanksgiving by myself and 133 00:07:38,280 --> 00:07:40,600 Speaker 1: was able to do that reflection. This year there will 134 00:07:40,640 --> 00:07:42,320 Speaker 1: be a lot of hustle and bustle and family stuff, 135 00:07:42,320 --> 00:07:44,160 Speaker 1: which will be really fun, but I hope I still 136 00:07:44,160 --> 00:07:45,640 Speaker 1: get to sneak away and do a little bit of 137 00:07:45,640 --> 00:07:50,560 Speaker 1: that because it's just a really good reset. And Thanksgiving 138 00:07:50,600 --> 00:07:53,960 Speaker 1: as a holiday is rather complicated, so it's nice to 139 00:07:54,080 --> 00:07:58,119 Speaker 1: turn eat something that's kind of just commercialized into something 140 00:07:58,200 --> 00:08:01,880 Speaker 1: that's helpful and helps you reset for the next year 141 00:08:01,960 --> 00:08:06,480 Speaker 1: and you know, go into the Christmas season with a 142 00:08:06,520 --> 00:08:23,800 Speaker 1: good attitude. I mean, Thanksgiving is cringe e because like 143 00:08:24,360 --> 00:08:28,240 Speaker 1: the whole picture we were painted with our little turkey 144 00:08:28,280 --> 00:08:34,319 Speaker 1: hands and the Pilgrims and everybody's sharing food and making 145 00:08:34,320 --> 00:08:40,880 Speaker 1: these like rather um, rather inappropriate little like cutouts of 146 00:08:41,920 --> 00:08:44,920 Speaker 1: natives with head dresses on and all that. It's, oh 147 00:08:44,920 --> 00:08:49,600 Speaker 1: my god, like the elementary school version of Thanksgiving is 148 00:08:49,679 --> 00:08:53,360 Speaker 1: so whitewashed, it's not even funny, Like it's so fucking bad. 149 00:08:53,880 --> 00:08:56,600 Speaker 1: And um, I just when I was in Arizona, spent 150 00:08:56,640 --> 00:09:02,920 Speaker 1: some time in a very um, highly indigenous populated place 151 00:09:03,000 --> 00:09:05,160 Speaker 1: and it was so beautiful and you could just feel 152 00:09:05,160 --> 00:09:09,800 Speaker 1: this energy. And um, I met this a patchy woman 153 00:09:10,320 --> 00:09:13,560 Speaker 1: and she was at the base of a mountain on 154 00:09:13,559 --> 00:09:16,040 Speaker 1: this little lookout that I pulled over to see, and 155 00:09:16,080 --> 00:09:17,480 Speaker 1: I saw she was selling jewelry and I was like, 156 00:09:17,480 --> 00:09:21,240 Speaker 1: holy ship, and she had the coolest ship I've ever 157 00:09:21,280 --> 00:09:23,280 Speaker 1: seen in my life. And I ended up getting some 158 00:09:23,400 --> 00:09:25,920 Speaker 1: for um for my boyfriend Sam for his birthday because 159 00:09:26,160 --> 00:09:30,880 Speaker 1: I had ordered him a turquoise necklace from like Amazon 160 00:09:31,240 --> 00:09:33,880 Speaker 1: and it was not very very expensive. It was like, 161 00:09:34,679 --> 00:09:36,640 Speaker 1: you know, it was really simple, but he'd had one 162 00:09:36,679 --> 00:09:38,280 Speaker 1: that he liked that he broke, and so I got 163 00:09:38,320 --> 00:09:40,240 Speaker 1: him a new one. And then she had like the 164 00:09:40,320 --> 00:09:42,800 Speaker 1: real fucking deal. And I was like, I would rather 165 00:09:42,800 --> 00:09:47,440 Speaker 1: give this woman my money than Amazon, who's culturally appropriating 166 00:09:47,600 --> 00:09:51,840 Speaker 1: like traditional works. Um, And she was so cool, and 167 00:09:51,920 --> 00:09:54,160 Speaker 1: like I got UM. I got him a ring too, 168 00:09:54,400 --> 00:09:56,960 Speaker 1: and it was just such a special place and we 169 00:09:56,960 --> 00:09:59,640 Speaker 1: were talking about it and now like her family had 170 00:10:00,040 --> 00:10:02,959 Speaker 1: been from there, you know, since the dawn of time. 171 00:10:03,240 --> 00:10:08,000 Speaker 1: I mean, I think that um American Indians in that 172 00:10:08,480 --> 00:10:12,480 Speaker 1: area had have been there for about ten thousand years 173 00:10:12,559 --> 00:10:16,520 Speaker 1: or something crazy like that. It's, um, it's just insane 174 00:10:16,520 --> 00:10:22,560 Speaker 1: that the way that the America treats the people who 175 00:10:22,559 --> 00:10:26,240 Speaker 1: were here fucking first like blows my mind. And so 176 00:10:26,440 --> 00:10:30,480 Speaker 1: it's just Thanksgiving as complicated to the point where like 177 00:10:30,520 --> 00:10:33,199 Speaker 1: I wouldn't judge somebody if they didn't celebrate it, just 178 00:10:33,280 --> 00:10:36,080 Speaker 1: based on that principle. I mean, like my little sister 179 00:10:36,520 --> 00:10:39,199 Speaker 1: is I don't remember, I don't know her exact percentage, 180 00:10:39,200 --> 00:10:42,600 Speaker 1: which she's enough, um pop Scott that she goes to 181 00:10:42,640 --> 00:10:45,800 Speaker 1: college for free because of the like the law they 182 00:10:45,800 --> 00:10:49,079 Speaker 1: passed or whatever. So and she grew up on a reservation, 183 00:10:49,520 --> 00:10:52,160 Speaker 1: went to the schools and the reservation. You know, I'm 184 00:10:52,200 --> 00:10:56,560 Speaker 1: I mad made her a traditional um costume and I 185 00:10:56,559 --> 00:10:58,959 Speaker 1: wrote in Abenaki on it and like had to read 186 00:10:58,960 --> 00:11:02,439 Speaker 1: a bunch of stuff and um, you know, her celebrating 187 00:11:02,440 --> 00:11:05,600 Speaker 1: Thanksgiving and like looking at the story and being this, 188 00:11:05,600 --> 00:11:08,319 Speaker 1: this is probably not it and Honestly, she was probably 189 00:11:08,360 --> 00:11:11,360 Speaker 1: taught better than anybody going to the schools on the 190 00:11:11,360 --> 00:11:16,240 Speaker 1: reservation because her But like, what do you think that looks? Like? Like, 191 00:11:16,400 --> 00:11:20,280 Speaker 1: what what do they teach? Because I'm referring specifically to 192 00:11:20,400 --> 00:11:24,800 Speaker 1: the elementary school concept of Thanksgiving with the you know, 193 00:11:25,440 --> 00:11:30,200 Speaker 1: the paper, like the construction paper and the glue sticks 194 00:11:30,240 --> 00:11:32,920 Speaker 1: and the turkey hands. You know, I think I'm painting 195 00:11:32,960 --> 00:11:37,120 Speaker 1: a good picture here. But so that's that's the elementary 196 00:11:37,160 --> 00:11:40,160 Speaker 1: school version of Thanksgiving. So what does that look like 197 00:11:40,200 --> 00:11:44,920 Speaker 1: on an American Indian reservation? Crazy? Right, just to think about. 198 00:11:45,440 --> 00:11:50,480 Speaker 1: And it's a it's just important to remember that this 199 00:11:50,520 --> 00:11:55,480 Speaker 1: time of year because we took a lot from indigenous people. Um, 200 00:11:55,520 --> 00:11:58,560 Speaker 1: I feel very passionate about it. It really really breaks 201 00:11:58,559 --> 00:12:02,960 Speaker 1: my heart. Um if you I mean, God, there's I 202 00:12:02,960 --> 00:12:05,240 Speaker 1: could do a whole episode about this. But I've been 203 00:12:05,280 --> 00:12:08,480 Speaker 1: listening to a lot of other podcasts recently about the 204 00:12:08,559 --> 00:12:12,520 Speaker 1: things that had been systematically done to American Indians And 205 00:12:12,880 --> 00:12:16,760 Speaker 1: that's why, like, it just needs to be a very 206 00:12:16,840 --> 00:12:20,360 Speaker 1: large conversation specifically around this timing year as well, because 207 00:12:20,800 --> 00:12:23,880 Speaker 1: you know, I don't know that there's so many opportunities 208 00:12:23,920 --> 00:12:26,280 Speaker 1: we have as Americans to just bury our heads in 209 00:12:26,320 --> 00:12:29,800 Speaker 1: the sand and forget where something came from, you know, 210 00:12:29,840 --> 00:12:33,720 Speaker 1: like Columbus Day, Like I don't I don't want to 211 00:12:33,720 --> 00:12:36,840 Speaker 1: celebrate Columbus Day. Fuck him. People found this a long 212 00:12:36,880 --> 00:12:41,640 Speaker 1: time before. You do not get to like Christopher Columbus 213 00:12:41,840 --> 00:12:45,880 Speaker 1: was the equivalent of like a record label guy who 214 00:12:46,600 --> 00:12:50,520 Speaker 1: it signs you and gives you your record deal and 215 00:12:50,760 --> 00:12:52,760 Speaker 1: you have a hit, but it's because you put in 216 00:12:52,800 --> 00:12:56,800 Speaker 1: like twenty years of fucking work and then when the 217 00:12:56,840 --> 00:12:58,960 Speaker 1: album comes out and it does well, they're like, oh 218 00:12:58,960 --> 00:13:00,880 Speaker 1: my god, I did it all, Like that was me, 219 00:13:01,480 --> 00:13:04,240 Speaker 1: that that's that's my record. I do with this, you know, 220 00:13:04,720 --> 00:13:07,400 Speaker 1: And that's an attitude they have until like Christopher Columbus 221 00:13:07,480 --> 00:13:12,000 Speaker 1: is that but like racist and really fucking just annoying. 222 00:13:13,000 --> 00:13:15,520 Speaker 1: So in this house, would you not celebrate Columbus Day. 223 00:13:15,559 --> 00:13:18,880 Speaker 1: But we do celebrate Thanksgiving. And I for one, am 224 00:13:18,960 --> 00:13:23,120 Speaker 1: very excited to not count calories. Um, I'm very excited 225 00:13:23,200 --> 00:13:26,640 Speaker 1: to cook in Sam's mom's kitchen because she has a 226 00:13:26,640 --> 00:13:29,680 Speaker 1: beautiful kitchen and it's like what I would have loved 227 00:13:29,760 --> 00:13:32,280 Speaker 1: as a kid growing up to just play around in. 228 00:13:32,840 --> 00:13:35,400 Speaker 1: And uh, I love cooking so much, and I love 229 00:13:35,400 --> 00:13:38,960 Speaker 1: cooking on Thanksgiving, and yeah, there's so many things I'm 230 00:13:39,000 --> 00:13:41,679 Speaker 1: thankful for and I'm going to go meditate on that. 231 00:13:41,720 --> 00:13:44,440 Speaker 1: But I hope you guys have a wonderful holiday. Thank 232 00:13:44,480 --> 00:13:47,000 Speaker 1: you so much for listening. I'm Kaylie Shore and this 233 00:13:47,080 --> 00:14:06,120 Speaker 1: is too much to say it out you. Oh yeah,