WEBVTT - Smart Talks With IBM: 355 Days in Space: Finding Meaning with Astronaut Mark Vande Hei

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<v Speaker 1>IBM dot com slash smart Talks. Hello, Hello, Welcome to

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<v Speaker 1>Smart Talks with IBM, a podcast from Bushkin Industries, I

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<v Speaker 1>Heart Radio and IBM. I'm Malcolm Glabo. This season, we're

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<v Speaker 1>they are developing more creative and effective solutions, no matter

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<v Speaker 1>the industry. On the final episode of the season, our

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<v Speaker 1>guest is NASA astronaut and retired Army Colonel Mark Bandahi.

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<v Speaker 1>Mark holds the record for the longest single space flight

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<v Speaker 1>undertaken by an American. He spent three hundred and fifty

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<v Speaker 1>five days in orbit on the International Space Station, returning

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<v Speaker 1>to Earth on March thirtieth two. During his nearly year

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<v Speaker 1>long stay in space, Mark conducted scientific experiments on behalf

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<v Speaker 1>of NASA, including research where he himself was the test subject.

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<v Speaker 1>By documenting the physiological changes he went through, Mark serves

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<v Speaker 1>as an important source of data and understanding the impact

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<v Speaker 1>of extended spaceflight on humans. I spoke with Mark about

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<v Speaker 1>his experience as an astronaut and what he learned from

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<v Speaker 1>living in space for a year. He told me about

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<v Speaker 1>performing research only doable in space, times he felt true fear,

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<v Speaker 1>and how seeing Earth from orbit challenged his personal beliefs

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<v Speaker 1>and led him to become an advocate for mental health

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<v Speaker 1>and sustainability. Okay, let's get to the interview, So tell

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<v Speaker 1>me a little bit. Did you always want to be

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<v Speaker 1>an astronaut? What? What? What drew you to space in

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<v Speaker 1>the first place. I was always curious about space, largely

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<v Speaker 1>because just trying to get my head wrapped around how

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<v Speaker 1>we fit into the very grandest scheme of things has

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<v Speaker 1>always been interesting to me. But I always thought of

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<v Speaker 1>becoming an astronaut like trying to become Spider Man, Like

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<v Speaker 1>that's just not a realistic idea. It might sound cool,

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<v Speaker 1>but that's like a superhero thing. So when I first

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<v Speaker 1>joined the Army, my company commander, my boss, handed me

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<v Speaker 1>a note because he knew I had a degree in

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<v Speaker 1>in a technical field. That was a message from the

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<v Speaker 1>Army saying that NASA wanted military people with these qualifications

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<v Speaker 1>to apply to the ASTERNAT program. And I looked at

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<v Speaker 1>the list and I had a bunch of them. That

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<v Speaker 1>made me really excited. I thought, that's like, that's a possibility.

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<v Speaker 1>And then um, when I went to grad school, had

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<v Speaker 1>a lot of different things to possibly study, and it

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<v Speaker 1>showed space physics, and just randomly the Army said, Hey,

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<v Speaker 1>we're starting a new career field called space operations. I

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<v Speaker 1>signed up and got accepted to go into space operations.

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<v Speaker 1>And I ended up getting loaned out to the Aston

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<v Speaker 1>office at NASA to work in the Michig Control Center, which, honestly,

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<v Speaker 1>I love that job so much that I could be

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<v Speaker 1>doing that till and never having been an astro and

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<v Speaker 1>felt like I was super blessed. Was amazing to live

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<v Speaker 1>in history and just talking to the astronauts in space

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<v Speaker 1>helping them solve problems while I'm listening to what the

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<v Speaker 1>flight control team is doing. That's a fantastic job. I

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<v Speaker 1>absolutely loved it. During the three year period that I

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<v Speaker 1>expected to do that, They're hired another class and that

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<v Speaker 1>was That was the first time I decided to apply,

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<v Speaker 1>and largely because my wife said, Mark, come on, you

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<v Speaker 1>gotta try. Because I thought there's no way they would

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<v Speaker 1>ever hire me, so I almost self selected myself out

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<v Speaker 1>of that possibility. So really, I feel very very fortunate.

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<v Speaker 1>I could have very easily not pursued this. I'm very

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<v Speaker 1>happy it worked out, and I'm very happy I did

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<v Speaker 1>pursue it. There's thousands of people that could do this

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<v Speaker 1>job that never got the opportunity and may have done

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<v Speaker 1>a better job than I did. I just somehow got

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<v Speaker 1>the job. Yeah, now you had the record for the

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<v Speaker 1>longest time in space. Right, it's the record for an

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<v Speaker 1>American astronaut for the longest single flight. So Scott Kelly

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<v Speaker 1>flew for through it in forty days continuously, and I

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<v Speaker 1>threw flew for three and fifty five days continuously. What

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<v Speaker 1>is it about you that allows you to do that?

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<v Speaker 1>Like you know, if you I'm I'm I'm gonna say,

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<v Speaker 1>if you put me through the exact same training you

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<v Speaker 1>went through, there's no way I'm spending three days I

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<v Speaker 1>would have I would lose my mind. I think what

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<v Speaker 1>I'm gonna do is compare myself between the first flight

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<v Speaker 1>and the second flight. After I came back from the

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<v Speaker 1>first flight, I had no desire to go back. The

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<v Speaker 1>big change for me between the first and second flight

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<v Speaker 1>is I paid a lot more attention to my mental health.

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<v Speaker 1>I got in the habit of meditating every day, and

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<v Speaker 1>I think that helped me not only recognize the value

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<v Speaker 1>of trying to appreciate the present moment and try to

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<v Speaker 1>be curious about the present moment, but it also made

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<v Speaker 1>me more aware of what internal habit patterns I have,

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<v Speaker 1>and it gave me the ability to kind of almost

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<v Speaker 1>be an external observer of those. So that when I

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<v Speaker 1>I could recognize sometimes that hey, you're making up a

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<v Speaker 1>very negative story and that's why you're grumpy right now,

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<v Speaker 1>And that really helped me out with making a mental shift.

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<v Speaker 1>Tell me a little bit about what you're doing when

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<v Speaker 1>you're up there. Why is it important to do various

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<v Speaker 1>kinds of experiments and things in space? Yeah, great question.

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<v Speaker 1>That's a really important question too. So it is a

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<v Speaker 1>national laboratory, and it's it's unique because a lot of

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<v Speaker 1>dominant forces on the ground are not dominant forces in space.

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<v Speaker 1>So you get pretty interesting effects, like when you make

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<v Speaker 1>a flame on the Earth, because of the pressure differentials

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<v Speaker 1>and the fact that the hot combustion products are lighter,

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<v Speaker 1>they will rise up and go away from the flame,

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<v Speaker 1>and that will draw in the auction rich gases that

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<v Speaker 1>keep the flame going. So in space, those combustion gases

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<v Speaker 1>will just make a ball around the source of the fire.

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<v Speaker 1>Turns out that flames in space burn more efficiently and

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<v Speaker 1>at a lower temperature, so there's some potential to have

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<v Speaker 1>a cleaner burning combustion engine. But that just gives us

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<v Speaker 1>a more depth of understanding of how these things work.

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<v Speaker 1>It just gives us another way to change some of

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<v Speaker 1>the the variables. Another thing that that we can do

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<v Speaker 1>on the space station is sedimentation. If you take a

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<v Speaker 1>solution over time on the Earth with the heavier items,

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<v Speaker 1>and that solution are going to settle to the bottom. Well,

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<v Speaker 1>in space, there's no preferred direction for those things to

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<v Speaker 1>go in because everything is in this what I like

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<v Speaker 1>to call a free fall that just keeps missing the Earth.

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<v Speaker 1>So we're in a continuous state of freefall. Solutions stay

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<v Speaker 1>very homogeneous. You can do experiments like there's even the

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<v Speaker 1>way we try to simulate the human body with body

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<v Speaker 1>samples and try to understand how things work. In the

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<v Speaker 1>space station, where those things float, it's a closer simulation

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<v Speaker 1>to something being inside the human body. So there's this

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<v Speaker 1>I could go on and on. Clearly there's a whole

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<v Speaker 1>lot of different things that allows us to do. And

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<v Speaker 1>delicate structures, even protein structures that we could never make

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<v Speaker 1>stay together on the ground can stay together in space.

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<v Speaker 1>Oh that's sting. So it just gives you a it's

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<v Speaker 1>like another context for trying to advanced scientific knowledge. It

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<v Speaker 1>just you've you've changed all of kind of the defining

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<v Speaker 1>variables of the experiment. Absolutely, that's it's a very significant thing. Absolutely.

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<v Speaker 1>And then there's also that the idea of what we're

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<v Speaker 1>doing in the space station, not just for science, but

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<v Speaker 1>for human exploration. Because we're putting people in space for

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<v Speaker 1>such a long period of time, we're getting a better

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<v Speaker 1>understanding of how to keep people healthy. We can do

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<v Speaker 1>technology experiments to try to figure out how to get

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<v Speaker 1>things to work for these longer age and space flights

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<v Speaker 1>where we're gonna put people much further away from the

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<v Speaker 1>Earth than I was on my flight. Some of those experiments,

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<v Speaker 1>as were associated with me being a subject of the experiments,

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<v Speaker 1>give me an example of a kind of health care

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<v Speaker 1>related line of research. Sure, I'm very open about the

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<v Speaker 1>fact that I lost eight percent of my bone density.

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<v Speaker 1>That's not typical for somebody at my age and my

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<v Speaker 1>activity level. But as a function of being in space,

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<v Speaker 1>I lost eight percent of my bone density because there's

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<v Speaker 1>no more you don't you're not exercising with any resistance

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<v Speaker 1>at all. Is that? Is that the reason almost true?

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<v Speaker 1>You spend all of your time except for when you're exercising,

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<v Speaker 1>without really needing a skeleton to to to support you,

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<v Speaker 1>because that's why we have a skeleton. When you're in

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<v Speaker 1>a freefall all the time. There's nothing that you have

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<v Speaker 1>to use to resist the ground or to keep you

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<v Speaker 1>standing on the ground. So we have a resistive exercise

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<v Speaker 1>device on the space station that actually it's very interesting.

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<v Speaker 1>It uses vacuum cylinders as the source of the force.

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<v Speaker 1>So when you expand the vacuum cylinder, unlike a spring,

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<v Speaker 1>the vacuum cylinder the force will be constant regardless of

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<v Speaker 1>how far you pull it, whereas with a spring, the

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<v Speaker 1>more you expand the spring, the higher the force gets.

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<v Speaker 1>So that allows us to have kind of what we want.

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<v Speaker 1>But I like to tell school kids, if you imagine

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<v Speaker 1>those vacuum cylinders being attached to one side of a

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<v Speaker 1>seesaw pulling upwards and you on the other side of

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<v Speaker 1>the seesaw pulling upwards, then you can change the mechanical

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<v Speaker 1>advantage by moving where the pivot point is, where the

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<v Speaker 1>folk firm is. And so we have the ability to

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<v Speaker 1>turn a crank and it can adjust the force you

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<v Speaker 1>feel anywhere from twenty pounds to six pounds. But even so,

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<v Speaker 1>I'm stunned though by in the space of a year,

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<v Speaker 1>even given determined efforts on your part to counteract the

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<v Speaker 1>effects of the physiological effects of being in a zero

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<v Speaker 1>gravity atmosphere. Even then, the effect on your body was profound.

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<v Speaker 1>It's a lot, but I lost seven percent on the

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<v Speaker 1>first flight, and I got it all back before the

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<v Speaker 1>second flight, So I fully expect to get it all back.

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<v Speaker 1>It does come back, and with If somebody ever, some

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<v Speaker 1>archaeologists someday ever examined my bones, they would be able

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<v Speaker 1>to tell that I had flung in space, because the

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<v Speaker 1>way that matrix is built is somewhat different. But I

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<v Speaker 1>fully expect all the all the bone density to come back.

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<v Speaker 1>You know, the series we're doing is it's called The

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<v Speaker 1>New Creators, and we're really focused on the role that

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<v Speaker 1>creativity plays in kind of pushing the envelopes of knowledge.

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<v Speaker 1>So I'm just I'm just curious about you up there

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<v Speaker 1>in this strange environment doing what sounds like some pretty

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<v Speaker 1>sophisticated experiments. Can you give me an example over the

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<v Speaker 1>time when you felt your kind of your creativity was

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<v Speaker 1>being tapped in a meaningful way in this experience? Yeah? Interesting.

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<v Speaker 1>I would say there is an experiment called celestial immunity

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<v Speaker 1>that involved us with uh small peatrie dishes that contained

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<v Speaker 1>body uh samples. I don't know if it was a

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<v Speaker 1>solution with some blood or or what or what. But

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<v Speaker 1>I just know they were from various people, elderly and

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<v Speaker 1>young people, and we would go through and use a

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<v Speaker 1>pipette too inoculate them with various things, and then we

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<v Speaker 1>would take these devices, put him in a black box

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<v Speaker 1>to control the carbon dioxide and the temperature, and put

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<v Speaker 1>them in a in a place to let them kind

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<v Speaker 1>of incubate for a while. In the process of doing it,

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<v Speaker 1>I think my creativity came in as I was describing

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<v Speaker 1>the challenges that I realized that the the people who

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<v Speaker 1>designed the experiment might not have realized we run into

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<v Speaker 1>and I was able to to use what I've had

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<v Speaker 1>my hands on to to give them advice about ways

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<v Speaker 1>we could change the experiment around. Because those Petra dishes

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<v Speaker 1>didn't have a lid, so they were just held in

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<v Speaker 1>there by surface tension. And so the first time I

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<v Speaker 1>did it, I I put them very slowly into the box.

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<v Speaker 1>I closed the box, couldn't see what they were doing,

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<v Speaker 1>and I had to very gently move them over to

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<v Speaker 1>to the place where they're gonna incubate. And I had

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<v Speaker 1>no idea if I was succeeding or failing so I

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<v Speaker 1>think there was a lot of conversation, a lot of observing,

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<v Speaker 1>a lot of trying to draw on the unique experiences

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<v Speaker 1>I'm exposed to to help out them. And it turned

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<v Speaker 1>out I was an orbit long enough that the second

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<v Speaker 1>iteration that came up, and they had, among other things,

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<v Speaker 1>that had put a thin sheet of flexible plastic on top.

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<v Speaker 1>So instead of having to try to contain everything there,

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<v Speaker 1>we just had to puncture it with a needle and

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<v Speaker 1>add the add the inoculation that way, instead, tell me

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<v Speaker 1>a little bit more about that experiment that that celestial

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<v Speaker 1>immunity investigation. By the way, that's like the best name

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<v Speaker 1>ever for a science experiment. Um, I agree, it sounds

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<v Speaker 1>like Jesus is involved in somewhere. I agree, no wrong,

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<v Speaker 1>But what was that experiment about trying to trying to

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<v Speaker 1>trying to investigate. We're trying to understand how the human

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<v Speaker 1>immune system reacts to different situations. So again, I think

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<v Speaker 1>it's a great experiment to highlight because a better understanding

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<v Speaker 1>of the human immune system will help out everybody. So

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<v Speaker 1>on Earth, we might do an experiment where we have

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<v Speaker 1>a variety of of different cell samples that were exposing

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<v Speaker 1>to various pathogens and studying them and hear, what we're

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<v Speaker 1>doing is repeating the experiment under a radically different set

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<v Speaker 1>of of conditions and in the hopes that changing the

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<v Speaker 1>parameters of the experiment exposed some new bit of knowledge

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<v Speaker 1>or yes, And I don't know if that's been successful

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<v Speaker 1>or not, but we do know. We do know that

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<v Speaker 1>there are viruses that are more virulent in space for

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<v Speaker 1>some reason. We don't understand why the biological things react differently.

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<v Speaker 1>What was the most fun thing you did? Uh? One

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<v Speaker 1>of my crewmates, Caleb Baron. For some reason that two

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<v Speaker 1>of us decided we're going to try to do some

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<v Speaker 1>stunts together. So we we literally would just have our

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<v Speaker 1>feet hooked underneath some handrails and push off towards each

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<v Speaker 1>other and then do something like get curl up, hit

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<v Speaker 1>our hands down low. It causes to each spin um

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<v Speaker 1>simultaneously n directions to a couple of backflips and then land.

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<v Speaker 1>And it took a lot of attempts before we actually

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<v Speaker 1>made it look like something was in sync. I've never

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<v Speaker 1>once done a backflip in my life, but I've done

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<v Speaker 1>four in a row before I hit my head on

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<v Speaker 1>something on the Space station Uh, we grew hatch chili peppers. Uh.

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<v Speaker 1>I recently got a certificate from New Mexico that said,

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<v Speaker 1>congratulations your hatstronaut. So I'm proud to have that title.

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<v Speaker 1>The thought we didn't cook with them. We of course

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<v Speaker 1>it was science, so we had to ship most of

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<v Speaker 1>them back to the ground frozen carefully. But they were

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<v Speaker 1>very nice about letting us have some of the chili peppers,

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<v Speaker 1>and they warned us that the stress response to the

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<v Speaker 1>space environment that these peppers have, they think would be

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<v Speaker 1>that they're more potent. And I think they were more potent.

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<v Speaker 1>They were shockingly spicy. Yessa could sell those chili peppers

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<v Speaker 1>to some fancy restaurant and it could be, you know, celestially,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, celestial pepper soup or something. You know, what

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<v Speaker 1>a great name for a dish. I'm sure that celestial

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<v Speaker 1>foods will be the culinary trend of the future pretty soon.

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<v Speaker 1>Will all be paying extra for specially vegetables grown in space.

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<v Speaker 1>Forget farm to table, try orbit to table. Kidding aside,

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<v Speaker 1>there was one thing I made sure to ask Mark.

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<v Speaker 1>I wanted to know more about the relationship between the

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<v Speaker 1>astronauts and space and the NASA team on the ground.

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<v Speaker 1>New technologies are reshaping the way astronauts communicate with their

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<v Speaker 1>counterparts on Earth. IBM, for example, is testing edge computing

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<v Speaker 1>solutions on board the space station to try and reduce

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<v Speaker 1>the time it takes to analyze and send data. But

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<v Speaker 1>what does this information flow mean for an astronaut's day

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<v Speaker 1>to day life and what happens if there's an emergency?

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<v Speaker 1>I asked Mark for more details. Tell me a little

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<v Speaker 1>bit about the role that technology plays in UM in

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<v Speaker 1>all of this. I mean, you're you're doing these experiments,

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<v Speaker 1>you're actively learning in this new environment. UM, what's happening

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<v Speaker 1>with the data? How are you making sense of it?

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<v Speaker 1>Processing it? Tell me about that angle on the on

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<v Speaker 1>your work. The astronauts live in the space station. The

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<v Speaker 1>ground control team is controlling the space station, so that

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<v Speaker 1>data flow that's telemetry from the space station and the

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<v Speaker 1>commanding to the space station is happening just to actually

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<v Speaker 1>get the thing to work, to get the lab to work,

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<v Speaker 1>to make it if we want to change the temperature,

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<v Speaker 1>we could we could go ahead and go deep into

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<v Speaker 1>the software we've got on board that we're trained to

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<v Speaker 1>use in case we lose communications with the ground. But

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<v Speaker 1>if we even want to change the temperature, we just

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<v Speaker 1>call the ground control team and say, hey, one of

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<v Speaker 1>our crew members feels a little cold. We all a

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<v Speaker 1>red we should raise the temperature by a degree or something.

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<v Speaker 1>They would change it. So they're in charge. We live

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<v Speaker 1>there and we take we take care of everything that

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<v Speaker 1>we possibly can. So data transfer is crucial to the

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<v Speaker 1>way we operate the space station today. In your time

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<v Speaker 1>up there, did you have any kind of moments of crisis?

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<v Speaker 1>Did you ever lose communication with Houston? Two times we

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<v Speaker 1>lost out of control. I think we got to the

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<v Speaker 1>point where they told us to start executing the procedure

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<v Speaker 1>and then we're able to call us off, or they

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<v Speaker 1>warned us that it's possible you could lose you know,

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<v Speaker 1>maybe ten minutes from now, there's a risk of you

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<v Speaker 1>losing communications. For example. What never felt scary to me

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<v Speaker 1>and I don't. I think the reason it didn't feel

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<v Speaker 1>scary is because when we do that on the ground

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<v Speaker 1>for training, when we do it in a simulation, the

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<v Speaker 1>simulation is much harder because in space, the ground was

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<v Speaker 1>trying to help as much as possible. But on the ground,

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<v Speaker 1>they give you a scenario where you call the ground,

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<v Speaker 1>you get no response. Every everything is as bad as possible.

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<v Speaker 1>So it was to me it felt just like a simulation,

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<v Speaker 1>but where the trainers were willing to give us more

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<v Speaker 1>help than they were willing to give us on the ground.

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<v Speaker 1>So and the culture that I got trained in and

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<v Speaker 1>that's worked for me really, really well, is one that says,

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<v Speaker 1>slow way down. If you're on an emergency on the

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<v Speaker 1>space station, unless it's an amumonia leak. In all other cases,

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<v Speaker 1>slow way down because the worst thing you canna do

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<v Speaker 1>is go so fast that you make a mistake and

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<v Speaker 1>cause problems. But otherwise it's a very safe system. When

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<v Speaker 1>I was leading newer crew members, I tried to encourage

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<v Speaker 1>them to have a culture where if they had any confusion,

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<v Speaker 1>that they would feel comfortable stopping everybody and say, hey,

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<v Speaker 1>why are we going down this path that doesn't make

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<v Speaker 1>sense to me, because that could be the one question

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<v Speaker 1>that gets us to stay on the correct path. You

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<v Speaker 1>said you didn't get scared in that moment. Do you

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<v Speaker 1>ever get scared? Mark? Oh? Yeah, I definitely get scared.

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<v Speaker 1>I don't believe you. To give you an example, my

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<v Speaker 1>experience of returning to Earth is everything's really interesting while

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<v Speaker 1>you're going through the atmosphere and you're in a ball

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<v Speaker 1>of flame and the heat shields melting away. You can

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<v Speaker 1>see things that are melting away going past the window.

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<v Speaker 1>That's interesting. But then when there's nothing to pay attention

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<v Speaker 1>to while you're falling towards the earth, and this time

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<v Speaker 1>you know you're in a trajectory that will result in

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<v Speaker 1>you hitting the earth with nothing to do except wait

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<v Speaker 1>for the parachute to open for what I think was

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<v Speaker 1>probably a couple of very long minutes, and nobody was

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<v Speaker 1>having a conversation. We're just all quietly waiting to find

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<v Speaker 1>out if we're gonna live and gonna die. I didn't

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<v Speaker 1>realize how afraid I was that it wasn't gonna work

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<v Speaker 1>until the parachute actually opened, and how giddily overjoyed I

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<v Speaker 1>felt when when it actually opened, because I was just like,

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<v Speaker 1>we're gonna live. So yeah, I was scared, And again

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<v Speaker 1>I didn't realize it until after the fact. Yeah. Yeah, Um,

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<v Speaker 1>let's talk You mentioned at the beginning you're sort of

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<v Speaker 1>interest in mental health. Let's talk about that a little bit.

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<v Speaker 1>You know, you're you went through an experience which is

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<v Speaker 1>exceedingly difficult and unusual and surely must have taught you

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<v Speaker 1>a great deal about the kind of the challenges of

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<v Speaker 1>maintaining one's mental health. Yeah, it was a good experience,

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<v Speaker 1>but certainly those life skills doesn't matter if you're in

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<v Speaker 1>space or not. Um. I tend to get distracted easily,

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<v Speaker 1>and so practicing trying to stay focused on one thing

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<v Speaker 1>and paying attention and trying to maintain a sense of

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<v Speaker 1>curiosity about something as simple as breathing is I think

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<v Speaker 1>a really good practice to try to to expand your

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<v Speaker 1>ability to stay focused and and actually even find joy

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<v Speaker 1>and relaxation in it. It's it's very reassuring if you

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<v Speaker 1>can get yourself to feel really relaxed no matter what's

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<v Speaker 1>going on, that it's it's it's like you've got this

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<v Speaker 1>island of comfort that you know is just internal to you.

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<v Speaker 1>So I thought that was very powerful. It's not something

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<v Speaker 1>that I how does the skill before my fifties at all.

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<v Speaker 1>And I think meditation has certainly helped the awareness of

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<v Speaker 1>the negative impact that the narratives that I would use

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<v Speaker 1>to fill in the gaps and information I had was

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<v Speaker 1>really powerful for me. And I'll give you an example

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<v Speaker 1>that's associated with space flight. We have a module on

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<v Speaker 1>the space station that's called the PMM. It's like the

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<v Speaker 1>attic of the space station. If you of a task

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<v Speaker 1>that takes for you that they've given you for you

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<v Speaker 1>miss a do part of every activity is typically gathered

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<v Speaker 1>the materials you need and a lot of time. That

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<v Speaker 1>means you go into the p MM. And it's not

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<v Speaker 1>unusual to see somebody's just ankles and feet sticking out

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<v Speaker 1>between bags as they're digging with a flashlight a head

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<v Speaker 1>lamp on trying to get deep into the into the

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<v Speaker 1>depths of these bags that are bungee corded in place.

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<v Speaker 1>And it can be very chaotic when you have to

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<v Speaker 1>get multiple items, and if if you just loosely put

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<v Speaker 1>it underneath the bungee cord and then bump the bungee cord,

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<v Speaker 1>it can disappear very easily. So it can be very frustrating.

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<v Speaker 1>So there was an instance I remember really well where

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<v Speaker 1>I was had already spent twenty minutes trying to find stuff,

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<v Speaker 1>and I still hadn't found the first thing, and I

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<v Speaker 1>was getting mad, and I realized that the reason I

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<v Speaker 1>was getting grumpy was the narrative I had was I

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<v Speaker 1>the ground's going to start thinking of Vanda High is

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<v Speaker 1>one of the slow the slow guys on the space station.

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<v Speaker 1>He always takes longer to do other stuff. But then

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<v Speaker 1>I realized that I didn't know that that was just

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<v Speaker 1>some detail I was adding. And then I thought to myself,

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<v Speaker 1>wait a minute. For all I know, the ground feels

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<v Speaker 1>bad that they didn't give me enough time to do this,

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<v Speaker 1>So what do I really All I really knew as

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<v Speaker 1>fact was that I was on the space station and

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<v Speaker 1>my job was to find stuff space hardware in these

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<v Speaker 1>bags that are all bungee corded and floating around, and honestly,

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<v Speaker 1>that was kind of cool, and I had really if

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<v Speaker 1>it took me longer than they expected, then that was

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<v Speaker 1>just a fact. It took longer than I expected. They

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<v Speaker 1>didn't have to be a positive or negative emotional associated that.

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<v Speaker 1>It was just a fact. So instead of as many

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<v Speaker 1>times before I've come out of there feeling angry at

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<v Speaker 1>the world, at the situation, just beating myself about not

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<v Speaker 1>being good enough in my job, I came out being like, well,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, this is kind of cool. It was just

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<v Speaker 1>such a huge shift, And I think over time you

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<v Speaker 1>perform better too when you give yourself a break, like that.

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<v Speaker 1>So I think there's this aspect also about being more

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<v Speaker 1>accepting of yourself, being more curious about it. There's just

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<v Speaker 1>so many things that I think have helped make my

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<v Speaker 1>life easy here and again, by no means am I perfect.

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<v Speaker 1>I This is a continuing process that I'm still working

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<v Speaker 1>on and struggling with. But it helps you to keep

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<v Speaker 1>your kind of perfectionistic and self judgmental side and check absolutely,

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<v Speaker 1>is that the most significant change that you've undergone. No,

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<v Speaker 1>honestly that the most significant change for me was, uh, well,

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<v Speaker 1>the first big thing was when I first got to

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<v Speaker 1>the space station. It was after a very long day

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<v Speaker 1>and I had the next twenty four hours off to

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<v Speaker 1>recover from that. I spent the first ninety minutes the

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<v Speaker 1>first one time around the planet looking out the window

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<v Speaker 1>in awe, and the first thing that struck me was

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<v Speaker 1>how isolated the Earth looked. When you are looking at

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<v Speaker 1>the Earth and in the sun and your eyes are

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<v Speaker 1>adjusted to the sun, it makes the backdrop to the

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<v Speaker 1>Earth space look inky black, like the definition of lack

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<v Speaker 1>of light, like it's liquid. So that was shocking to me.

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<v Speaker 1>What do you say shocking? It was shocking because I

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<v Speaker 1>don't think it was like I had never seen something

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<v Speaker 1>that black. It was just like again, I I if

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<v Speaker 1>you can imagine taking a ball and dropping it in

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<v Speaker 1>a in a in a pool of black ink, That's

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<v Speaker 1>that's what it looked like. And I knew it was

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<v Speaker 1>I knew it was emptiness, but it was it just

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<v Speaker 1>there was an emotional impact in that. I think, uh,

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<v Speaker 1>I think there's been people that have been it's it

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<v Speaker 1>can be hard to grapple with the sense of the

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<v Speaker 1>Earth being isolated. Later on in the flight, as I

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<v Speaker 1>was getting ready to come home again this is my

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<v Speaker 1>first flight, I felt like I should be going back

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<v Speaker 1>to the Earth with some unique perspective and some type

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<v Speaker 1>of change to me. And I thought, am I blowing this?

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<v Speaker 1>Am I? Like, I don't know what that is. I

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<v Speaker 1>had this incredible sense of smallness. And I say that

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<v Speaker 1>because another thing that struck me looking at the Earth

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<v Speaker 1>was when you look towards the horizon, the atmosphere looks

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<v Speaker 1>like a varnish on a rock. It's like a puddle

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<v Speaker 1>in a parking lot. It just looks super thin. So

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<v Speaker 1>recognizing that first of all, and then recognizing that on

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<v Speaker 1>that same horizon none of the mountains show up they're

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<v Speaker 1>too small. So these things where we perceive as huge

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<v Speaker 1>relative to the size of the earth are unobservable lot

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<v Speaker 1>on the horizon. But then the only thing about the

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<v Speaker 1>largest structure that humans have ever built, and how that

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<v Speaker 1>compares to the largest mountains, and then how big we

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<v Speaker 1>are compared to those structures. I just I felt like

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<v Speaker 1>any sense of self importance I had was stripped away.

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<v Speaker 1>So I was really struggling with is that what I'm

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<v Speaker 1>gonna come home with? This this idea that that that

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<v Speaker 1>there's this meaninglessness to it like that was really troubling

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<v Speaker 1>to me, and also had a lot of time to

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<v Speaker 1>think about my mortality because I, you know what, I

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<v Speaker 1>might not serve I have this, So it's a for

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<v Speaker 1>me at least. I don't tell him that everybody has

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<v Speaker 1>had his experience, but for me, it was a very

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<v Speaker 1>thoughtful time. Yeah, I realized that you had. I was

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<v Speaker 1>struggling with the scale of things when really part of

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<v Speaker 1>my role is to be attentive to the scale. I

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<v Speaker 1>choose if I'm studying a plant for my whole career,

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<v Speaker 1>or maybe I'm sitting around the dinner table and being

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<v Speaker 1>attentive to the scale right there, which is just my

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<v Speaker 1>loved ones around the table, or maybe you're studying the

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<v Speaker 1>structure universe. Just being attentive to that scale, the scale

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<v Speaker 1>you choose and we have the flexibility to pick it

0:27:37.359 --> 0:27:41.000
<v Speaker 1>and they're all okay. But just kind of accepting that

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<v Speaker 1>I thought was was a big leap for me. UM. So,

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<v Speaker 1>mental health advocacy is something that you've become quite interested in.

0:27:49.160 --> 0:27:53.399
<v Speaker 1>The sustainability has also been an idea that UM is

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<v Speaker 1>that something that also grew out of your those sort

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<v Speaker 1>of observations when when you were in space. That interesting

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<v Speaker 1>is to ability. Yeah, I do think that I did

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<v Speaker 1>spend a lot of time on the space station thinking about, well,

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<v Speaker 1>this is probably my last time in space, what's my

0:28:09.520 --> 0:28:11.159
<v Speaker 1>what am I gonna do after I work at NASA?

0:28:11.720 --> 0:28:17.000
<v Speaker 1>What is my purpose here? And I love being outside.

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<v Speaker 1>That's why I joined the Army as opposed to the

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<v Speaker 1>Air Force. I I just the idea of being outside

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<v Speaker 1>and being comfortable in challenging environments is something that's always

0:28:25.800 --> 0:28:29.320
<v Speaker 1>been appealing to me. And I also feel like with

0:28:29.480 --> 0:28:32.520
<v Speaker 1>devices that we all carry around that are engineered to

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<v Speaker 1>distract us, I think it's very easy for us to

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<v Speaker 1>stop being attentive to the environment. That we actually live in.

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<v Speaker 1>I I do think we've got challenges ahead of us.

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<v Speaker 1>The climate change is is atmospheric change again, I I've

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<v Speaker 1>already mentioned my perception of the atmosphere is that very

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<v Speaker 1>thin resource. And I really want to get that message

0:28:52.360 --> 0:28:55.360
<v Speaker 1>across the people, because it's easy to think of the

0:28:55.400 --> 0:28:58.560
<v Speaker 1>earth as so big that how could we possibly impact it?

0:28:58.720 --> 0:29:01.840
<v Speaker 1>But really it's not the whole earth we're worried about.

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<v Speaker 1>It is just this thin layer we live in. That idea,

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<v Speaker 1>as well as concern that we're getting so sucked into

0:29:11.480 --> 0:29:16.160
<v Speaker 1>screens that I would love to get involved in helping

0:29:16.240 --> 0:29:20.360
<v Speaker 1>younger people appreciate that there's other alternatives, that there's an

0:29:20.360 --> 0:29:23.720
<v Speaker 1>outdoor world that's super interesting, and I don't think a

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<v Speaker 1>lot of young people are getting the opportunity to compare

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<v Speaker 1>one way of living to the other like we have.

0:29:28.680 --> 0:29:30.800
<v Speaker 1>We grew up without those things. We know what it

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<v Speaker 1>was like and how much fun it could be without

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<v Speaker 1>having a cell phone in your pocket all the time,

0:29:35.600 --> 0:29:37.120
<v Speaker 1>and a lot of people are growing up without that.

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<v Speaker 1>So I'd love to get involved with getting people to

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<v Speaker 1>experience that. Yeah. Yeah, well, wonderful, Thank you. Some of

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<v Speaker 1>this has been really fascinating. Thank you. Thank you so

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<v Speaker 1>much for taking the time to chat with me, Malcolm,

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<v Speaker 1>It really really was a pleasure. Um, I feel blessed

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<v Speaker 1>I got to talk to you. It was really a

0:29:57.280 --> 0:30:04.080
<v Speaker 1>wonderful opportunity for me as well. When Mark was looking

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<v Speaker 1>at Earth from orbit and grappling with how insignificant we

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<v Speaker 1>all seemed, he said he felt troubled by the possible

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<v Speaker 1>meaninglessness of it all, But then he realized it's up

0:30:14.760 --> 0:30:17.479
<v Speaker 1>to human beings to choose the scale we pay attention to.

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<v Speaker 1>We decide what's worthy of our attention and what's meaningful.

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<v Speaker 1>That might be something as expansive as studying the cosmos,

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<v Speaker 1>or as immediate as having dinner with our loved ones,

0:30:30.120 --> 0:30:33.160
<v Speaker 1>or as minute as the well being of a single

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<v Speaker 1>hatch chilly pepper plant. This piece of wisdom from Mark

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<v Speaker 1>is a great place for us to end this season.

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<v Speaker 1>Pay attention to the scale you choose, because creativity begins

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<v Speaker 1>when we give attention to something previously unnoticed, a minor

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<v Speaker 1>detail overlooked, a bigger picture still unseen. As we strive

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<v Speaker 1>to be new creators in our work and in our lives,

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<v Speaker 1>let's remember that new insights can be found wherever we

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<v Speaker 1>choose to look as long as we're attentive enough to

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