WEBVTT - Ep. 15 "Cabaret Chronicles" with Joseline Hernandez 0:00:03.040 --> 0:00:07.000 We're just too unapologetically black women with an opinion to 0:00:07.240 --> 0:00:12.600 talk back. All right, y'all, so listen, this is a 0:00:12.680 --> 0:00:18.880 new I just showed a J B two stuck to 0:00:18.960 --> 0:00:22.840 her like she'd be sexually harassing me. I'm sick of 0:00:23.000 --> 0:00:26.000 Tam like she really be literally sexually harassing me, like 0:00:26.040 --> 0:00:31.160 we recording on this riverside platform. This bitch on camera, 0:00:31.240 --> 0:00:34.000 shes just flashed me, and I just feel violated a 0:00:34.000 --> 0:00:37.400 little bit. Sometimes you feel violent, like this much, look 0:00:38.120 --> 0:00:41.280 like this much. There's some nice titties, bitch, but I 0:00:41.320 --> 0:00:46.040 don't like titties the fuck. I like, like, I don't 0:00:46.080 --> 0:00:50.320 like titties on men or women, and I like, I 0:00:50.360 --> 0:00:54.320 definitely like hips on men. I seen this guy the 0:00:54.360 --> 0:00:57.160 other day. He was so hippy. I was like, damn 0:00:57.400 --> 0:01:07.399 baby bearing hips. Yeah, you your mama soon, y'all. It's 0:01:07.480 --> 0:01:10.640 Tam bam like and it's a j And we are 0:01:10.760 --> 0:01:14.000 back with a new episode of We Talked Back and 0:01:14.040 --> 0:01:18.440 we got some fun ship today. Yes we deal. We 0:01:18.600 --> 0:01:22.959 got the Puerto Rican Prinson, the Puerto Rican pimps. Yes, 0:01:23.120 --> 0:01:27.760 Joscelyn her Nandez stepped into the studio. What we talked 0:01:27.880 --> 0:01:32.840 back and we're not looking amazing. I know. I'm so 0:01:32.880 --> 0:01:35.559 you gotta get my whole life together because I can't deal. 0:01:36.440 --> 0:01:39.320 I can't deal. I was so upset after we, uh 0:01:39.360 --> 0:01:41.440 we hung up with her. I just went to say, 0:01:41.440 --> 0:01:43.120 a fucking you know what, I'm just gonna eat this 0:01:43.240 --> 0:01:47.319 motherfucking can't can't calling me back. It's over for this summer. 0:01:48.720 --> 0:01:52.080 It ain't never over, girl, it ain't never over. No, 0:01:52.160 --> 0:01:55.440 I'm joking because on May one, hold on, what's today? 0:01:56.360 --> 0:01:59.280 So on not today when you're hearing this, but in 0:01:59.360 --> 0:02:02.280 two days, I need you to start doing your squats. 0:02:02.280 --> 0:02:05.520 We're doing the squat Challenge, a hundred squats of day. Ladies, 0:02:05.840 --> 0:02:07.960 y'all been in the d M saying that y'all down. 0:02:08.400 --> 0:02:11.840 I want to see the masses, okay, and not just 0:02:11.880 --> 0:02:14.200 because I like them, but because I want you to 0:02:14.200 --> 0:02:17.040 look good. Y'all. Please make sure y'all charge tam for 0:02:17.160 --> 0:02:20.320 y'all for these pictures. Because this bitch enjoys this type 0:02:20.320 --> 0:02:24.080 of ship, all right. So she so she's she wants 0:02:24.120 --> 0:02:26.160 to see the pictures for her pleasure, So make sure 0:02:26.200 --> 0:02:30.760 y'all send for my pleasure, not just for pleasure. I 0:02:30.840 --> 0:02:33.840 also what is like us to all look fine together? 0:02:34.720 --> 0:02:38.320 We talked back batties. All right, so look we want 0:02:38.320 --> 0:02:41.120 to get into this interview with Jocelyn. We're talking with 0:02:41.200 --> 0:02:44.920 Joscelyn about UM, her new show which is on the 0:02:44.960 --> 0:02:50.320 second season of Johnson's Cabaret. She has some lovely ladies 0:02:50.360 --> 0:02:53.840 on a wild crew, some lovely ones and some not 0:02:53.919 --> 0:02:59.840 so lovely bitches on there. I love all the homes. 0:03:00.040 --> 0:03:06.200 Now my favorite too, UM was the girl from South Carolina. UM, 0:03:06.480 --> 0:03:11.200 big flex lex big flexi, big lexi Flexi. What you 0:03:11.200 --> 0:03:14.239 haveing was? And then the Barbie chick just yes, and 0:03:14.280 --> 0:03:16.359 the Barbie chick because she was just like, oh, I've 0:03:16.360 --> 0:03:20.440 been in nightser places in this like now she's a 0:03:20.480 --> 0:03:25.560 real car hopper, right, she said she get her money 0:03:25.600 --> 0:03:31.040 off the dresser, not the food year that, but which 0:03:31.040 --> 0:03:34.480 one would you prefer? I feel like dancing is less stressed, right, 0:03:34.639 --> 0:03:37.680 and you get in shape. Your pussy ain't getting stretched out. 0:03:38.120 --> 0:03:39.920 I don't know if you're pussy really can stretch out, 0:03:39.960 --> 0:03:43.440 but it's not getting used to. Maybe she gets paid 0:03:43.440 --> 0:03:46.640 if she has, like UM, a constant set of clients. 0:03:46.680 --> 0:03:50.760 Maybe maybe she grosses, you know, two hundred thousand dollars 0:03:50.760 --> 0:03:53.480 a year. I don't know. I'd like to know the 0:03:53.520 --> 0:04:00.440 difference the pay scales amongst two different industries. I know, um, 0:04:00.800 --> 0:04:03.280 I knew a guy. He was a pimp in Las 0:04:03.440 --> 0:04:07.880 Vegas and his girls only fucked Asian men that were 0:04:07.880 --> 0:04:11.400 in town from Asia, so you know they pussy wouldn't 0:04:11.400 --> 0:04:16.760 get stressed out. Hey, look, before we get in trouble, 0:04:16.839 --> 0:04:20.240 let's get into this motherfucking interview, right, all right, all right, 0:04:20.720 --> 0:04:27.320 my bad, my bad. Here comes jobs with y'all. And 0:04:27.560 --> 0:04:33.359 we had the Puerto Rican Princess on, yes, ma'am, but 0:04:33.480 --> 0:04:36.000 after watching season two, episode one, we need to start 0:04:36.040 --> 0:04:39.560 calling you the Puerto Rican Queen, baby pimp. I don't 0:04:39.600 --> 0:04:42.799 know which one. I'm not a pimp. I'm not a pimp. 0:04:43.279 --> 0:04:45.440 I'm just, you know, I'm just I just felt like 0:04:45.440 --> 0:04:47.400 it was just super dope to be able to put 0:04:48.360 --> 0:04:53.640 camas around me filming the actual cabalaret, and it was 0:04:53.760 --> 0:04:55.560 I mean, you know, the ladies wanted to dance in 0:04:55.640 --> 0:04:58.120 the cabaret with me, they wanted to join the cabaret, 0:04:58.720 --> 0:05:02.120 and you know, it was a petition. So exactly what's 0:05:02.120 --> 0:05:04.039 the premise of the whole show, because we understand so 0:05:04.240 --> 0:05:06.719 are you planning to take this on tour? The show. 0:05:07.279 --> 0:05:09.320 So so we had a performance, and we had the 0:05:09.360 --> 0:05:13.520 first ever performance in Atlanta, and it was crazy. Everybody 0:05:13.520 --> 0:05:15.400 came out to see us. It was a line around 0:05:15.440 --> 0:05:19.520 the corner. The performance weren't great, you know, I side 0:05:19.560 --> 0:05:22.679 of all the nonsense that went behind, you know, behind 0:05:22.720 --> 0:05:25.479 closed doors with the ladies, the performance weren't great. So yeah, 0:05:25.520 --> 0:05:27.919 my whole thing was to always say johnson Is Cabaret 0:05:27.920 --> 0:05:30.800 to Vegas like a show girl show. That was to 0:05:30.880 --> 0:05:33.480 be my whole thing since that, uh, since I came 0:05:33.480 --> 0:05:36.520 out with that, that with the idea of doing Johnson's Cabaret. 0:05:37.120 --> 0:05:40.800 So what better to do putting the show together and 0:05:40.839 --> 0:05:43.800 the performance together than have cameras there. You know, it's 0:05:43.800 --> 0:05:46.880 gonna go mayhem, especially when the ladies are actually trying 0:05:46.880 --> 0:05:48.840 to compete to be on the show. Because a lot 0:05:48.880 --> 0:05:51.520 of the ladies really understood what I was doing with 0:05:51.560 --> 0:05:53.840 the cabaret as far as like going to Vegas and 0:05:53.920 --> 0:05:57.640 having the show and you know, making a huge and 0:05:57.680 --> 0:05:59.839 bigger than life. So a lot of the ladies felt 0:05:59.839 --> 0:06:03.240 my answer. They understood that. So it wasn't great. There's 0:06:03.279 --> 0:06:07.520 one there's one winner, so basically there's one winner for me. 0:06:06.640 --> 0:06:11.760 It was okay, so four ladies join me to dance 0:06:11.960 --> 0:06:15.200 to perform at the end of the cabaret, and one 0:06:15.880 --> 0:06:18.880 of the ladies she won the grand prods and she 0:06:18.960 --> 0:06:22.400 also performed, So it was ten thousand dollars the first 0:06:22.400 --> 0:06:24.400 the lady that wanted, she want ten thousand dollars. She 0:06:24.480 --> 0:06:27.360 actually got to perform and the performance was great. Me. 0:06:27.480 --> 0:06:31.599 I was shocked that they actually did that good and 0:06:31.640 --> 0:06:35.599 the people enjoyed it and clapped steading ovation. That was like, okay, ship, 0:06:36.200 --> 0:06:39.560 what's that what I mean? So I was I was shocked, 0:06:39.600 --> 0:06:42.640 But but then again I wasn't because they actually rehearsed 0:06:42.720 --> 0:06:47.080 every night, every single day. They rehearsed at the house. UM, 0:06:47.120 --> 0:06:50.640 and they did great. M they did great. And you know, 0:06:50.680 --> 0:06:53.279 a lot of these ladies they got their own issues 0:06:53.440 --> 0:06:56.680 and their own problems, so they put everything aside and 0:06:56.720 --> 0:06:59.799 they did what they had to do. Right. You gotta 0:07:00.120 --> 0:07:03.839 music career, you gotta popping ass TV show. You're a 0:07:03.960 --> 0:07:07.280 wife and a mother. How do you juggle all of 0:07:07.360 --> 0:07:11.080 that successfully? How are you doing? I'm not married yet 0:07:11.080 --> 0:07:13.720 because I was gonna get married, but the COVID kind 0:07:13.720 --> 0:07:17.240 of got in the way. But I'm still engaged. Um, 0:07:17.280 --> 0:07:21.320 and you know, being a mother and working and doing 0:07:21.480 --> 0:07:25.200 everything at one time. It gets really hard, right, But 0:07:26.480 --> 0:07:30.400 it's all about having a schedule and the calendar and 0:07:31.040 --> 0:07:33.480 kind of like it's like you gotta make a make 0:07:33.560 --> 0:07:36.560 the world go around, Like everybody wake up every morning 0:07:36.600 --> 0:07:38.680 and were all hustling and working and running here and 0:07:38.680 --> 0:07:42.160 money there. I think I do it pretty well because 0:07:42.160 --> 0:07:44.080 I have you know, I might be late a couple 0:07:44.080 --> 0:07:50.720 of minutes. Okay, I might be late a couple of bits, 0:07:51.400 --> 0:07:54.400 but and then you know, Bonnie's four. She just came forward, 0:07:54.400 --> 0:07:57.200 so it's a little bit easier to take school. She's 0:07:57.240 --> 0:08:00.000 been going to the same school for a while. Um, 0:08:00.000 --> 0:08:03.160 you know, go back, go to the studio, record or 0:08:03.400 --> 0:08:05.560 film something. I'm just I just go do it and 0:08:05.600 --> 0:08:07.840 come back on. You wouldn't come back on, So I 0:08:07.920 --> 0:08:09.960 kind of work it out like that. I was watching 0:08:10.000 --> 0:08:13.280 Season one and I know your fiance saying he wants 0:08:13.280 --> 0:08:16.480 to get married and out of space. Do you feel 0:08:16.480 --> 0:08:19.640 like that's like him buying time or he really want 0:08:19.680 --> 0:08:23.680 to have a celestial wedding, Like he's serious, he would 0:08:23.680 --> 0:08:28.000 love to go get married up there. You're about me, 0:08:28.200 --> 0:08:31.280 I mean I would probably like I don't know if 0:08:31.280 --> 0:08:32.880 I would want to go to school. It would be cool, 0:08:32.920 --> 0:08:34.640 but then I a lot of people won't be able 0:08:34.640 --> 0:08:36.320 to come and join the wedding and see the wedding. 0:08:36.800 --> 0:08:39.920 So you know, I don't know if I would. I 0:08:40.000 --> 0:08:41.840 just want to go get married up there just because 0:08:41.880 --> 0:08:43.800 he wants but wants to. But I think it's a 0:08:43.800 --> 0:08:46.800 cool thing to doing it, and it's doable, right, you 0:08:46.840 --> 0:08:50.040 know because you you can go to space now exactly, 0:08:50.040 --> 0:08:53.280 Elon must doing it. If he can do it, you 0:08:53.280 --> 0:08:55.160 can go to space now, so like you can do it. 0:08:55.240 --> 0:08:57.439 But no, I don't think he's buying time. He's a 0:08:57.440 --> 0:08:59.160 swep guy. And why wouldn't you want to marry me 0:08:59.240 --> 0:09:05.360 like yesterday? Right? Why I wouldn't listen? So, Um, you 0:09:05.400 --> 0:09:08.360 guys made it through the pandemic. So we watched you 0:09:08.600 --> 0:09:12.160 on marriage boot Camp. Do you think that? And I 0:09:12.160 --> 0:09:18.360 guess that was recorded, I would assume yeah, yeah, yeah, 0:09:18.480 --> 0:09:22.079 So do you think that you know the the therapy 0:09:22.160 --> 0:09:26.000 you guys received in marriage boot Camp um attributed to 0:09:26.040 --> 0:09:28.880 your relationship success now because a lot of people are 0:09:28.880 --> 0:09:31.160 getting divorced and breaking up during quarantine and child you 0:09:31.200 --> 0:09:34.480 get to really know who you went. Well. I definitely learned, 0:09:35.120 --> 0:09:38.720 We definitely learned each other doing quarantine, but we also 0:09:38.800 --> 0:09:41.880 I guess we also grew and because I think, like, 0:09:43.360 --> 0:09:45.120 you know, waking up with a person every day and 0:09:45.160 --> 0:09:47.200 seeing the same face every day, or dealing with the 0:09:47.240 --> 0:09:50.280 same things every day kind of like it's like really, 0:09:50.880 --> 0:09:54.560 but I embraced it, and I think us embracing each other. 0:09:55.640 --> 0:09:57.640 So I actually think I learned that life on the 0:09:57.640 --> 0:09:59.240 book camp. That was a good question. I had to 0:09:59.240 --> 0:10:00.880 think about it, but I should be learned a lot, 0:10:01.600 --> 0:10:03.480 and I think it helped us stay together. But I 0:10:03.480 --> 0:10:07.040 think like people that want to stay together during quarrence, 0:10:07.800 --> 0:10:10.120 you or not, I think that you want to stay together. 0:10:10.240 --> 0:10:12.640 And you know, I think my fiance we do a 0:10:12.679 --> 0:10:14.760 lot of talking and a lot of planning. I think 0:10:14.800 --> 0:10:17.040 when you talk a lot and plane a lot, you're 0:10:17.040 --> 0:10:22.160 always gonna get you where you wants. Yeah, expectations, right, 0:10:23.320 --> 0:10:26.959 especially if you're in a relationship. So I recognize the 0:10:27.080 --> 0:10:29.559 changing you as a woman, you know. I don't know 0:10:29.600 --> 0:10:31.439 if anybody else does, but I can see like a 0:10:31.559 --> 0:10:34.240 change in Johncely I kind of um, I can tell 0:10:34.320 --> 0:10:39.520 that your man is not somebody you could just play with. Uh, 0:10:39.720 --> 0:10:43.559 you know, podcast is exactly so you know, our podcast 0:10:43.640 --> 0:10:45.439 is we talk back and I know you are the 0:10:45.480 --> 0:10:48.560 type of woman that talks back. So, but I also 0:10:48.640 --> 0:10:51.760 saw you submit a little bit on marriage boot Camps. 0:10:52.720 --> 0:10:55.120 Was that hard? Did it come natural when you trust 0:10:55.120 --> 0:10:58.760 the man that you're with? Yeah, definitely trust, realistic and 0:10:59.480 --> 0:11:01.760 um know, I mean sometimes you gotta give in. You 0:11:01.800 --> 0:11:04.040 gotta like let them maybe a man, and then you 0:11:04.080 --> 0:11:07.320 have to be a lady. Um and then you gotta 0:11:07.360 --> 0:11:09.200 know where to do things that you know and when 0:11:09.320 --> 0:11:13.880 to do things. So definitely in a relationship, you've got it. 0:11:13.840 --> 0:11:16.480 It's a given it take. So you have to, like, 0:11:16.960 --> 0:11:19.160 you know, if sometimes your man is upset and he's 0:11:19.200 --> 0:11:20.960 just like let it go, you just gotta let it go. 0:11:21.559 --> 0:11:23.160 And sometimes when you don't feel like you should let 0:11:23.200 --> 0:11:25.920 it go, you shouldn't let it go. So it's only 0:11:25.960 --> 0:11:27.840 about a feeling on how you feel at that moment 0:11:28.600 --> 0:11:31.640 to uh, to deal with to deal with your man 0:11:31.880 --> 0:11:35.720 or your relationship, you know, to submit or to talk 0:11:35.800 --> 0:11:38.720 back or whatever the case. Maybe I think it's just 0:11:38.840 --> 0:11:40.960 like how you feel at that moment, because I'm not 0:11:40.960 --> 0:11:44.800 gonna be quiet every single time, right, you know, men 0:11:44.880 --> 0:11:47.960 love women who shut the funk up. I mean I 0:11:48.040 --> 0:11:50.959 think so I think they do, but I think they 0:11:50.960 --> 0:11:54.320 love more than wants to talk. Yes, they want boundaries. 0:11:54.440 --> 0:11:59.560 Men want boundaries just like right, So I think, like, really, 0:12:00.040 --> 0:12:02.560 the ladies that get the most love, it's the ones 0:12:02.640 --> 0:12:04.600 that you know, they don't really care. They got their 0:12:04.600 --> 0:12:07.240 own stuff going. They're not thinking about the man, and 0:12:07.280 --> 0:12:10.679 they're like, listen, this is what we're gonna do. Right. 0:12:11.160 --> 0:12:13.720 And you get to see him on um this episode. 0:12:13.760 --> 0:12:15.720 You get to hit to see him in every episode 0:12:16.600 --> 0:12:19.320 on Join Its Cavalaret Atlanta, he was there the whole time. 0:12:19.440 --> 0:12:21.600 He helped me through everything. He made the music for 0:12:21.640 --> 0:12:24.400 the cavalret and um, yeah, he was staying in the 0:12:24.400 --> 0:12:26.320 house with us. He helped us out a lot. So 0:12:26.520 --> 0:12:29.199 you'll get to see a lot more realistic. I got 0:12:29.200 --> 0:12:33.480 a question about that. So on uh, the episode one 0:12:33.559 --> 0:12:36.079 of season two, you said, don't be trying to come 0:12:36.080 --> 0:12:38.320 in the house and suck my nigga, dick. You said 0:12:38.320 --> 0:12:41.360 that right off the gate. How did you feel comfortable 0:12:41.480 --> 0:12:43.760 having your man in the house with so many women 0:12:44.040 --> 0:12:48.360 who have a profession where they aren't stud things man like? 0:12:48.679 --> 0:12:51.040 I mean, how did I mean? Because I trust him? 0:12:51.440 --> 0:12:53.960 M hm, So I wasn't thinking about them, I was 0:12:54.280 --> 0:12:56.840 you know it's about him, like do you trust him? 0:12:56.880 --> 0:12:59.040 You know. I'm not saying I don't trust the ladies, 0:12:59.160 --> 0:13:01.480 but I don't know that eighties like that, you know. 0:13:01.600 --> 0:13:03.520 But I know him and I didn't think he would 0:13:03.559 --> 0:13:06.160 do anything to her me, especially when it comes down 0:13:06.160 --> 0:13:10.079 to me, uh doing you know for him, like he's 0:13:10.400 --> 0:13:12.040 you know, he's a beautiful man and he's had many 0:13:12.040 --> 0:13:16.120 beautiful woman. He's not like a thirsty man that would 0:13:16.160 --> 0:13:18.440 just do that, you know. So I think that if 0:13:18.480 --> 0:13:20.000 somebody would have tried to suck if they get with 0:13:20.040 --> 0:13:22.280 him and like bag yo, come get her, you know 0:13:22.320 --> 0:13:24.080 what I mean, I would definitely feel like he would 0:13:24.080 --> 0:13:25.360 have called me and he would have let me know 0:13:25.440 --> 0:13:29.400 what was happening. He wasn't just gonna get Lettuce, I 0:13:29.440 --> 0:13:34.320 don't think right alright. Question, you had like a falling 0:13:34.400 --> 0:13:38.520 out with Daisy and Tastity in season one, and y'all 0:13:38.559 --> 0:13:40.840 seem like y'all was pretty cool at one point and 0:13:40.840 --> 0:13:43.560 then y'all made up in the season finale, y'all squash 0:13:43.640 --> 0:13:46.679 you'all be Will we see them in season two at all? 0:13:46.720 --> 0:13:49.880 Are they completely out of the picture, Like, are y'all 0:13:49.880 --> 0:13:54.160 cool now? Or actually they're not in season two. The 0:13:54.200 --> 0:13:57.199 only person that's on season two from season one is 0:13:57.240 --> 0:14:02.400 two ladies. He's uh Sapphire and mhm. So they came back, 0:14:02.600 --> 0:14:05.360 and I mean, I haven't seen Daisy, I haven't seen 0:14:05.360 --> 0:14:07.559 another of the other ladies from season one. I don't 0:14:07.600 --> 0:14:11.240 know what they're doing. But Lucky definitely came back. And 0:14:11.320 --> 0:14:14.840 Lucky was a big part of Johnston's Cavaray Atlanta. She 0:14:14.880 --> 0:14:17.560 really stepped her game up and she really came to play. 0:14:17.679 --> 0:14:19.800 She really came to win, she really came to handle 0:14:19.840 --> 0:14:22.400 her business, and uh, you will get to see a 0:14:22.440 --> 0:14:26.200 lot of Luck at this season. She was really She's 0:14:26.240 --> 0:14:29.400 one of my favorites too. She she surprised me, like 0:14:29.480 --> 0:14:31.880 how she came back this season, because like last season 0:14:31.920 --> 0:14:34.440 she was a little scared. It was a little different. 0:14:34.560 --> 0:14:39.760 Now she came and she she put that she's very 0:14:40.240 --> 0:14:42.760 she's very strong, and I was like, damn, you shocked me. 0:14:42.800 --> 0:14:44.560 I didn't know he was gonna come back doing all 0:14:44.560 --> 0:14:48.200 of that, right, But like I just feel like she 0:14:48.280 --> 0:14:50.480 was like, man, I'm not gonna let nobody punk me 0:14:51.080 --> 0:14:58.320 right right, She's the Cavalret captain. Let her tell her now. 0:14:58.360 --> 0:15:00.240 But she's definitely at the Cavalret captain, but she is 0:15:00.320 --> 0:15:04.160 about the bottom bitch. Lucky term what is it? What 0:15:04.240 --> 0:15:08.040 is the bottom? Is really just the bitch that handles 0:15:08.480 --> 0:15:10.360 when you like when I'm when I'm doing some of 0:15:10.440 --> 0:15:12.920 this stuff and I can't handle the Cavalret ladies. She's 0:15:12.920 --> 0:15:15.160 gonna come through and make sure everything wrong. Smoothe Lee. 0:15:15.640 --> 0:15:17.960 The Barbie girl says she was the bottom bitch. On 0:15:18.000 --> 0:15:20.840 the first episode, she decided she was the bottom bitch 0:15:20.960 --> 0:15:23.520 for you, and her and Lucky seemed to have like 0:15:23.720 --> 0:15:27.720 some friction. Does that go on throughout the season? Bobby, 0:15:27.800 --> 0:15:29.760 Bobbie and I was really cool and we're still cool. 0:15:29.800 --> 0:15:31.560 You know, I've just seen him at the at the 0:15:31.640 --> 0:15:36.000 viewing of the show. Barbie is actually cool. She we 0:15:36.200 --> 0:15:38.280 were really cool. We was hanging out a lot, and 0:15:38.280 --> 0:15:39.920 I put her in one of my videos, which is 0:15:39.960 --> 0:15:43.000 the soundtrack for Johnson M'scvarey Atlanta, which is Living your 0:15:43.040 --> 0:15:46.080 Best Life. She was on the video, you know, she 0:15:46.200 --> 0:15:49.720 just you know, she is on the video. Actually she 0:15:49.880 --> 0:15:51.880 just felt like I guess because I put her on 0:15:51.920 --> 0:15:54.200 the video and then we was hanging out before we 0:15:54.240 --> 0:15:58.240 started feeling Johnson It's Cavaray Atlanta. I think that she 0:15:58.360 --> 0:16:02.480 feels like she was gonna get like special treatments in 0:16:02.560 --> 0:16:07.560 the house, you can tell them. And I just feel like, 0:16:08.480 --> 0:16:10.680 you know, it was one of those things that threw 0:16:10.720 --> 0:16:13.600 her kind of off. But she's seeing that I wasn't 0:16:13.600 --> 0:16:16.200 showing her any special treatments. You know, it's a competition. 0:16:16.240 --> 0:16:19.640 Everybody's gotta everybody they we gotta compete, right, you gotta 0:16:19.640 --> 0:16:22.440 compete to be in the cabaret. So that's just what 0:16:22.520 --> 0:16:25.880 I feel. But I honestly, I love Barbie and and look, 0:16:26.720 --> 0:16:30.040 I funked with Barbie. I funk with Lucky too, right, 0:16:30.280 --> 0:16:33.080 I funk with Barbie. So Barbie is like funny for me. 0:16:33.200 --> 0:16:35.920 She's super funny to me, like just a little one 0:16:35.960 --> 0:16:38.200 little liner. She says. It's kind of dizzy, but it's 0:16:38.200 --> 0:16:40.440 real fun. And I like Big Lex just because she's 0:16:40.480 --> 0:16:42.760 from South Carolina. We're originally from South Carolina as well. 0:16:43.720 --> 0:16:46.160 Big was it big flex Lex, a big Lex Flex 0:16:46.280 --> 0:16:49.600 or whatever. I like her too. And she's like a 0:16:49.760 --> 0:16:51.720 trouble starter right in the house, and she that way 0:16:51.760 --> 0:16:54.480 the whole show. I mean, I really don't feel like 0:16:54.560 --> 0:16:57.120 any of the girls were troublemakers. I just felt like 0:16:57.200 --> 0:17:00.320 just being in the house with ten ladies was hard 0:17:01.840 --> 0:17:04.280 and that's what made them argue a fight. I really 0:17:04.280 --> 0:17:07.200 feel like everybody was cool. I feel like everybody was nice. 0:17:07.240 --> 0:17:09.359 I feel like everybody was you know that it was 0:17:09.400 --> 0:17:12.160 a lot of fights. Like episode two, it's like three fights. 0:17:12.960 --> 0:17:15.080 Are you guys in the house? We're sat in the 0:17:15.080 --> 0:17:18.720 house for fifteen days? Okay, So I just I don't 0:17:18.720 --> 0:17:21.040 really feel like nobody was a troublemaker. I just feel 0:17:21.080 --> 0:17:23.480 like everybody just had something slick to stay to each 0:17:23.480 --> 0:17:26.440 other to get to the point of the performance that 0:17:26.640 --> 0:17:28.560 was like real petty with there. What they were saying 0:17:28.600 --> 0:17:31.040 to each other. They were funny. You know when you 0:17:31.160 --> 0:17:32.840 when you put a bunch of pussies in the house, 0:17:32.960 --> 0:17:35.200 this is what's gonna happen. You know what I'm saying. 0:17:35.240 --> 0:17:37.320 You put a bunch of pussies in the house. You know, 0:17:37.359 --> 0:17:39.479 half of the bitches were bleeding throughout the whole god 0:17:39.560 --> 0:17:43.720 day in season. Everybody here probably linked up at the time, 0:17:44.680 --> 0:17:46.480 you know what I'm saying. They clicked up so quick. 0:17:46.600 --> 0:17:48.320 So it was one of those things where like, of 0:17:48.359 --> 0:17:51.960 course that aroused the problems and the energy in the 0:17:52.040 --> 0:17:55.640 house to make everybody feel how they failed. But outside 0:17:55.640 --> 0:17:57.880 of that I think everybody's sucking awesome. I thought everybody 0:17:57.920 --> 0:17:59.840 was great. I thought everybody went there for the cabaret, 0:17:59.880 --> 0:18:02.120 and everybody wanted to perform in the cabaret or win 0:18:02.200 --> 0:18:04.479 the money or you know, get something out of us. 0:18:04.520 --> 0:18:06.280 So I just felt like the ladies were great. I 0:18:06.280 --> 0:18:09.240 feel like they you know, they got on my nerve 0:18:09.320 --> 0:18:12.240 a lot because they just at the beginning of the 0:18:12.520 --> 0:18:16.159 first week, it was non stop fighting mhm, so that 0:18:16.280 --> 0:18:18.080 I have to like work work through that, and then 0:18:18.080 --> 0:18:20.240 I was sleeping in the same house within my nighttime, 0:18:21.040 --> 0:18:24.800 so it's like, you know, I had to make sure 0:18:24.800 --> 0:18:30.800 my door was locked every night. So I have a question, 0:18:30.840 --> 0:18:33.240 all right. Watching the show, I thought it was gonna 0:18:33.280 --> 0:18:38.320 be like Bad Girls Club with strippers, but I noticed 0:18:38.359 --> 0:18:41.040 that you do like a lot of mentoring of these ladies, 0:18:41.080 --> 0:18:43.960 like you're speaking life into these women who are going 0:18:44.000 --> 0:18:47.200 through hardships. There was a young lady on season one 0:18:47.760 --> 0:18:51.040 that with the glasses. I can't remember what her name was, 0:18:51.440 --> 0:18:54.400 and she had lost her mother and things like that. 0:18:54.440 --> 0:18:56.959 Do you keep in contact with these ladies or like 0:18:59.080 --> 0:19:01.240 they've been calling me, got my number, they text me, 0:19:01.560 --> 0:19:03.719 you know what I mean, like we could link up 0:19:03.760 --> 0:19:06.439 every every time I did that with Johnson and Cavalariy 0:19:06.480 --> 0:19:08.320 Atlanta to like one of the young ladies in the 0:19:08.359 --> 0:19:10.800 first season, she wanted to commit suicide, and I was like, 0:19:10.840 --> 0:19:13.600 hold god, I saw that You're definitely a mentor for 0:19:13.680 --> 0:19:15.680 these ladies. I'm like, no, that's not what we're doing. 0:19:16.119 --> 0:19:17.640 I feel like a lot of the ladies that went 0:19:17.640 --> 0:19:19.480 to the cabaret, or a lot of ladies outside of 0:19:19.520 --> 0:19:22.199 the cabaret, you know, their mothers wasn't there for them. 0:19:23.040 --> 0:19:24.680 And when your mother is not there for them teaching 0:19:24.760 --> 0:19:29.080 you and showing you the way, it's like you just 0:19:29.119 --> 0:19:31.960 don't know. You just don't get it, you know. And 0:19:32.000 --> 0:19:33.679 for me, I had to I feel like I have 0:19:33.800 --> 0:19:36.679 to step in. I feel like I have to say, like, 0:19:36.840 --> 0:19:38.720 this is not how you should do it, you know, 0:19:39.520 --> 0:19:43.480 and you know life is difficult, but the worst thing 0:19:43.480 --> 0:19:46.879 that you could do is skill yourself. Right. That's not 0:19:48.040 --> 0:19:50.560 a way to walk around and wake up every morning. 0:19:51.000 --> 0:19:53.800 Those thoughts just really got to be clear from your mind. 0:19:54.680 --> 0:19:56.840 You should want to fight every day to like live 0:19:56.840 --> 0:19:59.840 it better life. Absolutely every day you want to wake 0:19:59.920 --> 0:20:02.439 up to be a better person of yourself, so a 0:20:02.440 --> 0:20:05.240 better person that you was last night. And I try 0:20:05.240 --> 0:20:07.440 to teach them. I try to teach them that, not 0:20:07.560 --> 0:20:09.160 just them, I try to tell you everybody that that's 0:20:09.160 --> 0:20:12.080 just easy, Like be the best version of you. Yeah, 0:20:12.320 --> 0:20:14.879 you gotta have self responsibility, you know, you gotta have 0:20:14.920 --> 0:20:17.639 self matter possibility. Don't matter how you were, how you 0:20:17.680 --> 0:20:20.679 were raised, or your life experiences, you're using to make 0:20:20.720 --> 0:20:25.640 itself stronger. And you have to have self responsibility and accountability, accountability. 0:20:25.680 --> 0:20:27.520 A lot of people don't have it. Everybody wants to 0:20:27.560 --> 0:20:31.080 blame everything on everybody, and you shouldn't. You shouldn't blame no, no, nobody. 0:20:31.480 --> 0:20:34.639 Your parents, like your parents trying their best, usually your 0:20:35.000 --> 0:20:37.600 your parents, you know, they try and they suffering trauma 0:20:38.080 --> 0:20:40.760 of their own that they're trying to survive, you know, 0:20:41.640 --> 0:20:43.840 and you know, you know, coming from me, like I 0:20:43.880 --> 0:20:46.040 came from the sun sep Puerto Rico, it was definitely 0:20:46.359 --> 0:20:49.679 a traumatic place to come from. And so nobody has 0:20:49.680 --> 0:20:52.560 an excuse. Like, you know, if you can get past that, 0:20:53.119 --> 0:20:56.840 you can get past anything absolutely, you know, and be 0:20:56.960 --> 0:20:59.960 strong and and survive by here, because it's all about surviving, 0:21:00.000 --> 0:21:02.560 not here, because we all like we all have our 0:21:02.600 --> 0:21:06.720 own little problems in our minds and well That's probably 0:21:06.720 --> 0:21:10.000 why you identify so much with the underdog because on 0:21:10.520 --> 0:21:14.400 last season, Todaisy and Chastity, they weren't as put together 0:21:14.920 --> 0:21:18.840 or the light skinned bitches in Miami, and you celebrate 0:21:18.920 --> 0:21:22.560 it them more. I felt like, is that why? Because 0:21:22.600 --> 0:21:25.560 of your upbringing and what you remember as growing up 0:21:25.560 --> 0:21:28.360 in the slums of Puerto Rico. You know, I don't 0:21:28.400 --> 0:21:32.439 like fake people, and I don't like bitches that be 0:21:32.480 --> 0:21:36.960 trying too hard, like you ain't gotta do. See, when 0:21:36.960 --> 0:21:42.320