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Speaker 1: What's up you guys?

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Speaker 2: This week we are talking about love withdrawals.

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Speaker 3: Erica is traumatized by her great baby hears and contemplating

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Speaker 3: if it's time to start considering freezing eggs.

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Speaker 1: Do we flow too hard? And will we be alone forever?

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Speaker 2: Healthy love, a whore story involving male squirts.

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Speaker 4: And of course, our live show, y'all.

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Speaker 2: Our live show is this Saturday. We can't wait to

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Speaker 2: see you guys. If you haven't got your tickets, make

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Speaker 2: sure you do. They are in the episode description. It's

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Speaker 2: gonna be late, it's ladies night. Call your friends, bring

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Speaker 2: them over.

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Speaker 3: Get your wine, get your read and join us live performances,

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Speaker 3: special guests. Yeah, it's gonna be dope and a discount

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Speaker 3: for patrons.

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Speaker 5: Ooh yeah, hmmm that felt good.

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Speaker 1: No, Jamila is not having sex, just releasing, just.

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Speaker 4: Releasing my emotions and feelings for the day.

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Speaker 1: What's up, guys.

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Speaker 4: This is Erica and this is Mela, and it's Wednesday.

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Speaker 2: Kids are in the other room jumping on the couch.

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Speaker 2: They gotta go to bed soon. So this is gonna

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Speaker 2: be a short and cute episode. Okay, we're gonna keep

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Speaker 2: a real, real cute, quick short I say that now,

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Speaker 2: and then I start talking and I'm.

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Speaker 1: Like, lah blah blah blah lah. Shall we start with

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Speaker 1: our taro pol?

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Speaker 3: Sure? All right here with that?

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Speaker 2: Also side note, Jamila tried to shuffle these cards earlier,

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Speaker 2: and I feel like I gotta do like a boom,

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Speaker 2: like I got to do like a story real, just

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Speaker 2: showing you guys how this bitch shuffles cards.

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Speaker 1: It's fucking crazy.

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Speaker 3: Well, first of all, I don't know what you're trying

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Speaker 3: to blast me because you handed me the deck and

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Speaker 3: said I never do it, and I said it's for

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Speaker 3: a reason. I don't know how to shuffle. I'm not

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Speaker 3: good at shuffling. I've never been a good shuffler.

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Speaker 1: It's not my thing. I didn't know how bad it was.

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Speaker 1: It was embarrassing. I was like, what the fuck are

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Speaker 3: And you were just like and apparently you didn't listen

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Speaker 3: to me because her.

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Speaker 1: Shut up her trying to shove cards into places.

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Speaker 3: It was weird anyway, as I was shuffling too, fell

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Speaker 3: out and so you know in whichy tearo card world

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Speaker 3: that means you.

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Speaker 4: Got to read them.

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Speaker 3: And I thought it was very interesting despite my shitty shuffling.

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Speaker 4: I thought it was interesting.

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Speaker 3: That what fell out was two queen cards, as two

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Speaker 3: queens are sitting here.

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Speaker 1: Okay, preach, bitch, preach.

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Speaker 3: So today we're going to read both cards, because that's

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Speaker 3: how the world of magic works. If something jumps out

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Speaker 3: at you, you take it as a sign.

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Speaker 1: Boom.

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Speaker 4: Okay. So the Queen of Swords.

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Speaker 3: The Queen of Swords combines the mental clarity and intellectual

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Speaker 3: power of the suit of Swords with the maturity and

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Speaker 3: receptiveness of the Queen.

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Speaker 4: You hear that you have to be a receptive if

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Speaker 4: you're a queen.

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Speaker 1: Okay, okay.

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Speaker 4: This Queen of Swords notes that you are a truth seeker.

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Speaker 3: You're open to hearing the thoughts and opinions of others,

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Speaker 3: but ultimately you filter that information to decipher.

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Speaker 4: What is true and what is not.

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Speaker 1: Are you a liah I'm not.

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Speaker 3: When interacting with others, you will not tolerate mistrust or

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Speaker 3: excessive fluff. You prefer to get to the part of

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Speaker 3: the matter without engaging in too much chit chat or gossip.

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Speaker 1: It literally sounds like me.

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Speaker 3: It also kind of reminded me of like the conversation

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Speaker 3: we had this morning in our meeting and what we

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Speaker 3: want to listen to or not.

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Speaker 4: Right, Yeah, we heard you, but nope.

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Speaker 3: Never Really, The Queen of Swords suggests that you have

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Speaker 3: an innate ability to tell it like it is. You're

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Speaker 3: a quick thinker and highly perceptive, piercing through the noise

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Speaker 3: and confusion to get straight to the point. There is

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Speaker 3: no beating about the bush. You're softening of your comments, opinions,

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Speaker 3: and thoughts. You are upfront and honest in your views,

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Speaker 3: and you expect the sign from others. For this reason,

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Speaker 3: many people respect your opinion and come to you for

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Speaker 3: advice when they need clarity.

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Speaker 4: Okay, okay, Queen of Swords, Okay.

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Speaker 3: People do not mess with you, not because you threaten

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Speaker 3: them or inflict violence, but because you set expectations up

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Speaker 3: from the front. From expectations upfront about how you want

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Speaker 3: to be treated. Some people might be intimidated by you,

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Speaker 3: but once they get past your tough exterior and develop

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Speaker 1: Am I the Queen of Swords? I feel like I

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Speaker 1: am her? She is me.

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Speaker 4: Okay I read the other one, babe, I pulled it

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Speaker 4: up on your song.

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Speaker 2: Okay, So the second card that fell out of Jamila's

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Speaker 2: trash deck.

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Speaker 3: Watch how you talk to me, bitch, Watch how you

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Speaker 3: talk to me. You haven't gotten in a public fight yet.

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Speaker 3: There's the first time for everything.

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Speaker 1: Oh shit, damn, Okay, you're right, but I'm not. I'm ready.

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Speaker 1: You ready? You know what?

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Speaker 4: You know?

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Speaker 3: I will feature I will fuck you up, honestly. Actually,

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Speaker 3: today I realized how much this week. I realized how

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Speaker 3: much taller than me than you were. When we took

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Speaker 3: those pictures and it was by your nipple. I was like,

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Speaker 3: what the fuck is this? Am I this tiny of

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Speaker 3: a human being? I didn't realize you that smalling?

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Speaker 4: That tell you those pictures?

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Speaker 1: Right?

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Speaker 4: Yeah, everybody, I am very sure.

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Speaker 3: I know these pictures are very deceiving because I have

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Speaker 3: a long neck and it's true, and I have long legs.

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Speaker 3: I've appear taller than I am in real live I'm

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Speaker 3: only five to one?

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Speaker 1: Are you only five to one?

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Speaker 3: Wow?

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Speaker 1: You are small?

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Speaker 2: I'm six two guys right, you just said they're like,

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Speaker 2: oh my god.

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Speaker 3: I'm not like five seven five six.

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Speaker 2: But I was gonna really fuck everyone happened and then

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Speaker 2: be like, damn, this picture is tall.

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Speaker 4: You're a apart.

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Speaker 2: Okay, Queen of Panicles, upright, nurturing, practical, providing, financially, a

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Speaker 3: The fuck wow, I told you it was interesting that

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Speaker 3: these two came out of the deck.

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Speaker 1: Okay.

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Speaker 2: In the Queen of Pentacles, a woman sits on a

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Speaker 2: and other symbols of material success and sensual pleasures. She

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Speaker 2: cradles a gold coin with both hands and looks down

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Speaker 2: on it with loving care, as if to nurture the

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Speaker 2: symbol of wealth and material success. Okay, So the Queen

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Speaker 2: of Pentacles is the nurturing mother of the material world.

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Speaker 1: At home, she knows her love for others by cooking.

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Speaker 2: She shows her love for others by cooking nutritious meals,

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Speaker 2: maintaining a clean and inviting home, and giving warm cuddles

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Speaker 2: to those who need it most. She is also able

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Speaker 2: to work a full time job and make a financial

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Speaker 2: contribution to the household. Okay, bitch, often as the primary breadwinner.

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Speaker 1: Okay, she is.

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Speaker 2: Masterful at taking care of the practical needs of work

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Speaker 3: If this is not the cancer and scorpio the fucking

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Speaker 3: tarot parts.

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Speaker 1: Literally, yeah, would you like to eat baby?

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Speaker 4: I will cuddle you mean mole.

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Speaker 3: You're like, are you talking? Are you telling the truth?

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Speaker 3: Are you lying to me?

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Speaker 2: When the Queen of Pentacles appears in the tarot reading,

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Speaker 2: you are embodying the ultimate working parent archetype. You care

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Speaker 2: living for yourself and creating financial abundance. You can maintain

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Speaker 2: a healthy balance between home and work by integrating the

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Speaker 2: two and finding your new place of flow and alignment.

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Speaker 2: You strive to create a warm and secure environment for

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Speaker 2: love and support freely.

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Speaker 1: Oh.

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Speaker 2: It's also important for you to live independently with a

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Speaker 1: You Oh, you basically this at.

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Speaker 2: The same time, you find time for yourself and prioritize

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Speaker 1: Shout out to self care.

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Speaker 3: And actually in tarot life world, as cards come up,

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Speaker 3: I know you usually pick one. You're supposed to read

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Speaker 3: them in relation to one another, So if like one

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Speaker 3: whatever the message may or may not be. So I'm

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Speaker 3: just going to go right into my intuitive nature right now.

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Speaker 1: Oh, go for it.

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Speaker 3: I'm gonna say that these mean that even though we

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Speaker 4: Today, it's fine.

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Speaker 3: Okay, stay clear, be clear of the plan, hear other

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Speaker 3: people's straightforward opinions, but also know that the finances and

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Speaker 3: free time with the abundance is also on its way.

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Speaker 3: So who cares about that meeting we had earlier today? Okay, okay, yeah,

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Speaker 3: because we're very clear about the messages that we're getting

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Speaker 3: and we're also maternal, awesome and financially abundant, abundant.

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Speaker 1: Okay.

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Speaker 2: Well, on that note, I would like to lead us

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Speaker 2: into the affirmation of the week, which I think goes

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Speaker 2: beautifully with.

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Speaker 1: That reading and our feelings.

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Speaker 2: So the affirmation of the week is any door that

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Speaker 2: closes leads me to bigger and better opportunities, period.

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Speaker 3: Any door that closes leads me to bigger and better opportunities, period.

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Speaker 4: Yes, yes, and I agree, m hm hm.

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Speaker 3: So anyway, Hello, Hi day, Happy hump day baby, how

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Speaker 3: are you doing I'm doing good. I woke up. First

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Speaker 3: of all, I stayed up way too late one day

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Speaker 3: this weekend. I don't know if it was Friday or Saturday,

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Speaker 3: but apparently I can't do that anymore. Okay, I'm getting

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Speaker 3: residual fuck ups. On Monday, I was supposed to do

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Speaker 3: something this morning. I literally went back to sleep because

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Speaker 3: we like we had a call. It wasn't that thrilled

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Speaker 3: about the call, but I felt my body immediately be

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Speaker 3: like fuck this day o'clock, like my baby Daddy didn't

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Speaker 3: take Lood, we didn't bring her back.

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Speaker 4: So I was just like, I can't get out of bed.

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Speaker 4: I'm not going to force it, go back to sleep.

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Speaker 3: And then I was just like I had to give

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Speaker 3: myself a pep talk because A had to get out

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Speaker 3: was just like it was very interesting to watch the

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Speaker 3: this is this doesn't matter. I mean, you know, at

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Speaker 3: the end of the day, we're still so very clear

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Speaker 3: about where we're headed that like our affirmation said, it's

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Speaker 3: one door closes, it's because it's supposed to.

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Speaker 4: And so I'm just you know, trying to stay up.

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Speaker 4: How was your day?

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Speaker 2: My days started off great. I spent the weekend with

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Speaker 1: Yeah, So I've just been like thinking about all those things.

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Speaker 4: Everything is gonna be great.

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Speaker 3: Well, the one good thing about what we do is

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Speaker 4: It's my anxiety.

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Speaker 2: You should denounce your anxiety if you're driving right now

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Speaker 1: Fuck it, denounced that ship, denounce that. Yeah, not today.

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Speaker 4: I ain't got time this.

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Speaker 4: I got too much ship to do. I'm getting it

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Speaker 1: I'm reclaiming my time. No. Yeah, being a human is like,

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Speaker 1: can you hold on you guys? It's her dad? Okay,

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Speaker 2: Why did my baby daddy look kind of fine right now?

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Speaker 1: What the fun was that up in my mouth? I

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Speaker 4: Go back in there and come back.

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Speaker 1: You're help.

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Speaker 4: I don't know who, Get the funk out of here.

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Speaker 4: Who the fuck are you?

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Speaker 1: What are you get the.

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Speaker 5: Guys?

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Speaker 1: Everyone, Let this be a testimony.

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Speaker 3: Let this right here be a goddamn testimony that if

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Speaker 4: You need to stay away from everybody ship. It will

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Speaker 1: Can you see good? No? I don't know. That was

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Speaker 1: Get this bitch some love. You need a It's okay,

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Speaker 1: I love you. You trip it? Oh my god? What's it's?

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Speaker 1: my god, who guys tell me this has happened to you? Helps?

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Speaker 4: I did an epiphany this week. I was driving and

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Speaker 4: I was like, bitch, what is wrong with you?

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Speaker 1: But you were just like I was to see him.

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Speaker 3: I was going to break my neck to see in

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Speaker 1: And you know what it made me. I was so.

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Speaker 3: Disappointed in myself that I said, oh no, this is

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Speaker 4: It's your hormones.

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Speaker 1: It's your body, you know.

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Speaker 4: It's not even being logical. I have a theory.

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Speaker 3: It just came to me when I was acting crazy.

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Speaker 1: Well, that makes perfect time.

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Speaker 4: I'm telling you, you gotta be careful of this body.

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Speaker 3: She she should be tripping, honestly, you know, you gotta

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Speaker 1: Sometimes I'm locking myself up for the next seven days.

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Speaker 1: I'm going quarantine.

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Speaker 2: I'm quarantining myself from all dick and all male interaction.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, maybe even female Okay, that's it.

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Speaker 4: And it may even correlate. I don't even know.

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Speaker 4: I'm sure there's some sight like that your hormones are

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Speaker 3: Because I think I am ovulating because certain times, because

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Speaker 4: So it's not me, it's my hormones.

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Speaker 1: And I start ovulating tomorrow.

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Speaker 4: Who knows, you know, it doesn't. We need more research.

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Speaker 4: But the point is just be careful out here. Your

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Speaker 1: It's you.

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Speaker 4: Gotta use your logic. They're two different people. You gotta

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Speaker 2: Yeah, So, because I'm a doctor, apparently everything you said,

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Speaker 2: I'm like, she's right, Yes, hormones check woman of a

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Speaker 3: Doctor Mila math. We here to talk about female reproduction hormones. Okay,

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Speaker 1: Oh my god.

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Speaker 2: Well I also because I was so I was on, wait,

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Speaker 2: I was like, I don't know, Like I just I've

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Speaker 2: I got some news that wasn't great, but it wasn't

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Speaker 1: I don't know.

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Speaker 2: And then I was like, I just feel like I

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Speaker 2: I'm depleted. I'm depleted somehow it's been drained somehow. I

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Speaker 2: don't know when it happened, but I was looking up

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Speaker 3: And I'm gonna guess, and I don't know if I'm

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Speaker 1: More women.

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Speaker 3: Yes, I would say that too, because innately are we

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Speaker 2: It doesn't really say which one has the most, but

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Speaker 2: I'm gonna probably say that is love a form of addiction?

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Speaker 1: You may be addicted to love.

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Speaker 2: Intense romance can often come with symptoms resembling addiction, euphoria, craving, dependence, withdrawal,

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Speaker 3: Damn yeah, So feeling love from someone else and like

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Speaker 2: Oh my god, Okay, it says. Is love addiction a

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Speaker 2: mental illness?

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Speaker 1: Jesus Christ, it probably is.

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Speaker 2: Even though love addiction is not recognized by DSM five

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Speaker 3: Well, that disorder is probably the lack of self love.

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Speaker 2: Some of the symptoms are exhaustion, difficulty sleeping, We'll see

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Speaker 2: how I sleep tonight, dreams of acting out behaviors okay,

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Speaker 2: intense loneliness and distress forgetting the bad and remembering the good,

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Speaker 1: This just sounds like womanhood.

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Speaker 2: This is.

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Speaker 4: Bites I am bitous.

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Speaker 1: Normal.

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Speaker 4: It couldn't be married. Couldn't we we'd be lovely together.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, I don't know.

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Speaker 2: Maybe she tried different differently. I mean, I think that

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00:21:50,359 --> 00:21:52,600
Speaker 2: sounds pretty accurate. I don't know how to cope. It

450
00:21:52,640 --> 00:21:55,320
Speaker 2: says how to cope, write a letter to your addiction

451
00:21:55,480 --> 00:22:00,440
Speaker 2: outlining why you're leaving it behind. Dear love, list the

452
00:22:00,480 --> 00:22:04,000
Speaker 2: destructive behaviors, the addiction has led you to do, how

453
00:22:04,040 --> 00:22:07,159
Speaker 2: it has limited you, and what is motivating you to change.

454
00:22:07,800 --> 00:22:11,080
Speaker 2: If your addiction involves other people, cut off all communication

455
00:22:11,200 --> 00:22:15,879
Speaker 2: with them with a clear conversation about your commitment to recovery, Okay,

456
00:22:16,040 --> 00:22:19,639
Speaker 2: that doesn't sound realistic. What like cut him off and

457
00:22:19,640 --> 00:22:21,760
Speaker 2: tell him cut him off, but tell them why so

458
00:22:21,800 --> 00:22:23,959
Speaker 2: that they can maybe hold you accountable.

459
00:22:23,400 --> 00:22:25,600
Speaker 1: To like you said, you don't want to tell me

460
00:22:26,400 --> 00:22:26,600
Speaker 1: you know.

461
00:22:26,760 --> 00:22:28,800
Speaker 2: I'm even guess that would work because someone told me

462
00:22:28,840 --> 00:22:30,960
Speaker 2: I be like Nigga, I find with you no problem.

463
00:22:31,160 --> 00:22:33,359
Speaker 1: Just told me that, No, you're addicted to love me.

464
00:22:34,840 --> 00:22:35,200
Speaker 1: I am.

465
00:22:35,280 --> 00:22:36,000
Speaker 4: I have an addiction.

466
00:22:36,119 --> 00:22:40,119
Speaker 3: I have a love addiction because I'm mad love me, Nigga.

467
00:22:40,720 --> 00:22:42,439
Speaker 3: I just want to give a shout out to my

468
00:22:43,560 --> 00:22:49,119
Speaker 3: open relationship boyfriend Orlando Roy Wow full name wow of

469
00:22:49,200 --> 00:22:53,440
Speaker 3: a harder Sauce podcast, because today, ladies, it's my man's

470
00:22:53,520 --> 00:22:54,720
Speaker 3: thirtieth birthday.

471
00:22:54,880 --> 00:22:58,920
Speaker 4: He made thirty, so.

472
00:22:59,200 --> 00:23:00,960
Speaker 3: I never really got to do like one of those

473
00:23:01,040 --> 00:23:03,680
Speaker 3: radio song requests, and I love so much.

474
00:23:03,920 --> 00:23:05,560
Speaker 1: That's what if you could, what would the song be?

475
00:23:06,000 --> 00:23:07,600
Speaker 4: Damn it, that's so good. I don't know.

476
00:23:07,680 --> 00:23:09,280
Speaker 3: I can't think of it right now. I'm on the spot,

477
00:23:09,760 --> 00:23:11,920
Speaker 3: but I just want to be like how Lando Roy

478
00:23:12,040 --> 00:23:13,600
Speaker 3: is me from the valley.

479
00:23:13,600 --> 00:23:16,520
Speaker 4: I just want to say, I love you. Happy birthday, baby.

480
00:23:17,880 --> 00:23:21,240
Speaker 3: Those since you walked into my life, nothing's being the same, honestly,

481
00:23:21,320 --> 00:23:21,640
Speaker 3: for real.

482
00:23:23,760 --> 00:23:24,560
Speaker 4: Have ever heard them?

483
00:23:24,640 --> 00:23:24,840
Speaker 1: Yeah?

484
00:23:24,920 --> 00:23:25,600
Speaker 4: I love them.

485
00:23:25,880 --> 00:23:30,280
Speaker 2: Happy birthday, Orlando, Happy birthday. Welcome to your thirties, thirty thirty,

486
00:23:30,480 --> 00:23:33,399
Speaker 2: Welcome to your thirties. It's better from here, baby, this

487
00:23:33,560 --> 00:23:36,120
Speaker 2: gets better. Love, addiction, all kinds of shit.

488
00:23:37,040 --> 00:23:38,840
Speaker 3: Oh that's what made me think of him, because I

489
00:23:38,920 --> 00:23:46,240
Speaker 3: feel like loving Orlando and our open bondship, I feel

490
00:23:46,240 --> 00:23:50,320
Speaker 3: like it's definitely it's such a healthy love and I'm

491
00:23:50,359 --> 00:23:52,439
Speaker 3: never going to forget it. I'm never I'm gonna always

492
00:23:52,440 --> 00:23:55,000
Speaker 3: hold the standard because I don't have to be anybody

493
00:23:55,000 --> 00:23:57,000
Speaker 3: different than just who the fuck I am. I don't

494
00:23:57,040 --> 00:23:59,680
Speaker 3: have to lie about shit like it's a very beautiful

495
00:23:59,680 --> 00:24:04,840
Speaker 3: place to be, and it's very much works against my

496
00:24:04,880 --> 00:24:07,200
Speaker 3: love addiction, because I think that everybody has had a

497
00:24:07,200 --> 00:24:09,320
Speaker 3: little bit of love addiction. You know, being addicted to

498
00:24:09,359 --> 00:24:12,639
Speaker 3: a toxic relationship is love addiction. You are loving the

499
00:24:12,960 --> 00:24:15,160
Speaker 3: like the idea of the love more than your loving

500
00:24:15,160 --> 00:24:17,720
Speaker 3: yourself when it is toxic, and you refuse to walk away.

501
00:24:18,000 --> 00:24:19,800
Speaker 3: And I think with moms we do that, especially because

502
00:24:19,800 --> 00:24:21,320
Speaker 3: we don't want to leave our baby daddies because.

503
00:24:21,119 --> 00:24:22,920
Speaker 4: We have some love addiction.

504
00:24:24,840 --> 00:24:25,359
Speaker 1: That's true.

505
00:24:26,040 --> 00:24:28,359
Speaker 4: So shout out to my boo.

506
00:24:28,760 --> 00:24:33,639
Speaker 3: He's thirty today and together we are embarking on a

507
00:24:33,880 --> 00:24:34,760
Speaker 3: non love addiction.

508
00:24:35,280 --> 00:24:39,280
Speaker 4: Real love. Healthy love prevents love addictions.

509
00:24:39,560 --> 00:24:42,159
Speaker 2: And also like speaking so as my love, that was

510
00:24:42,200 --> 00:24:45,000
Speaker 2: my lover all weekend, unhealthy love, because I feel.

511
00:24:44,760 --> 00:24:48,480
Speaker 3: Like I'm happy with draw No, no, no, no, I'm

512
00:24:48,520 --> 00:24:51,480
Speaker 3: just kidding. Well, I think what it really says is

513
00:24:51,640 --> 00:24:53,359
Speaker 3: one thing, it's healthy. Like sometimes you missing it is

514
00:24:53,359 --> 00:24:54,720
Speaker 3: that's fine, especially when you've been with.

515
00:24:54,680 --> 00:24:55,359
Speaker 4: Them for five days.

516
00:24:55,359 --> 00:24:58,000
Speaker 3: But what I think it is is like even for us,

517
00:24:58,040 --> 00:25:01,240
Speaker 3: even like in the thoughts about this meeting not going

518
00:25:01,280 --> 00:25:03,840
Speaker 3: exactly like we wanted to, you know, it's just about

519
00:25:03,880 --> 00:25:05,720
Speaker 3: like the Buddha.

520
00:25:06,040 --> 00:25:08,919
Speaker 4: The Buddha like lifestyles that like shit is going to happen.

521
00:25:10,080 --> 00:25:11,000
Speaker 1: That's what guaranteed.

522
00:25:11,119 --> 00:25:14,879
Speaker 3: That's guaranteed, and like relationships will come and go, things

523
00:25:14,960 --> 00:25:17,359
Speaker 3: will change in relationships. Sometimes it is not going to

524
00:25:17,440 --> 00:25:19,359
Speaker 3: make you that excited. It's just that you're with them

525
00:25:19,359 --> 00:25:21,200
Speaker 3: for five days straight and it was like a treat.

526
00:25:21,640 --> 00:25:25,040
Speaker 3: But you even even that same very healthy love, you

527
00:25:25,040 --> 00:25:27,600
Speaker 3: could move in with the motherfucker and you'll get bored

528
00:25:27,720 --> 00:25:29,720
Speaker 3: or you'll get like it won't be as high high high.

529
00:25:29,800 --> 00:25:31,600
Speaker 4: Everything's not going to be these highs.

530
00:25:31,960 --> 00:25:36,240
Speaker 3: But it's in maintaining like it's in maintaining a like

531
00:25:37,440 --> 00:25:41,000
Speaker 3: high in your in the fluidity of the ups and

532
00:25:41,040 --> 00:25:43,160
Speaker 3: the downs, you know what i mean, Like, because I'm

533
00:25:43,160 --> 00:25:44,800
Speaker 3: sure you guys hear us of the podcast week to

534
00:25:44,840 --> 00:25:47,720
Speaker 3: weeks sounding crazy, like I'm so I'm working out every day,

535
00:25:47,800 --> 00:25:50,919
Speaker 3: I'm working up at six am, I'm manifesting everything perfect.

536
00:25:51,320 --> 00:25:54,320
Speaker 3: You're like, okay, bitch, and then next week we're like,

537
00:25:55,440 --> 00:25:58,840
Speaker 3: I'm on edge, nobody loves me.

538
00:26:01,960 --> 00:26:06,800
Speaker 2: Hey, this is my testimony, open diary, bitch.

539
00:26:06,720 --> 00:26:09,520
Speaker 4: Oh bit fucking diary.

540
00:26:09,920 --> 00:26:16,520
Speaker 2: Yeah, I mean it's true, it's true, and I'm fine,

541
00:26:16,520 --> 00:26:16,920
Speaker 2: I'm good.

542
00:26:17,000 --> 00:26:18,160
Speaker 1: I just I think.

543
00:26:20,200 --> 00:26:26,080
Speaker 2: I think that I I'm really have gotten really good

544
00:26:26,080 --> 00:26:32,040
Speaker 2: at setting boundaries. However, there's certain things that I know

545
00:26:32,160 --> 00:26:35,320
Speaker 2: I notice in myself that like still exists that I

546
00:26:35,320 --> 00:26:42,119
Speaker 2: need to work on, which is like obsessiveness, obsessiveness like

547
00:26:42,160 --> 00:26:45,120
Speaker 2: I can become you sual that psycho laugh That was.

548
00:26:45,800 --> 00:26:57,480
Speaker 1: That was race between that and my wheezing, because I.

549
00:26:58,680 --> 00:27:03,080
Speaker 3: Bitch is the joker. Who are you channeling your fucking

550
00:27:03,119 --> 00:27:04,080
Speaker 3: Gemini mash?

551
00:27:04,640 --> 00:27:06,480
Speaker 1: Oh my god, I really am falling apart.

552
00:27:06,680 --> 00:27:09,560
Speaker 2: I thought my baby daddy was fine for a sec. Wow,

553
00:27:11,280 --> 00:27:14,920
Speaker 2: I think that, Uh yeah, there's an obsessiveness I have.

554
00:27:15,000 --> 00:27:16,960
Speaker 2: I think with men, like with the people that I

555
00:27:17,000 --> 00:27:19,840
Speaker 2: love in general, like males, males that I love, whether

556
00:27:19,880 --> 00:27:21,240
Speaker 2: it's daddy issues or.

557
00:27:21,280 --> 00:27:24,119
Speaker 4: Just what do you mean an obsessiveness like when.

558
00:27:24,000 --> 00:27:27,000
Speaker 2: I really love when I love you, like I will

559
00:27:28,560 --> 00:27:33,200
Speaker 2: think about you all day and also just well I

560
00:27:33,200 --> 00:27:34,600
Speaker 2: don't really been thinking about him all day.

561
00:27:34,600 --> 00:27:35,120
Speaker 1: I guess.

562
00:27:35,480 --> 00:27:38,600
Speaker 4: I guess it's like, well, it's fun, it's fun to fantasize.

563
00:27:38,640 --> 00:27:41,879
Speaker 4: It's like high school girl, schoolgirl.

564
00:27:42,040 --> 00:27:45,400
Speaker 2: Like I guess they start like building frameworks of expectation

565
00:27:45,720 --> 00:27:48,399
Speaker 2: and like I don't want that, like I really truly

566
00:27:48,400 --> 00:27:50,719
Speaker 2: don't want that, but I start feeling like this this

567
00:27:50,760 --> 00:27:53,080
Speaker 2: is I'm like, okay, chill. Like even when I what

568
00:27:53,200 --> 00:27:54,480
Speaker 2: I said to him in the bed.

569
00:27:54,320 --> 00:27:56,720
Speaker 1: The other night, like today, what I told you. Yeah,

570
00:27:56,720 --> 00:27:57,560
Speaker 1: when you told me that, I.

571
00:27:57,520 --> 00:28:02,159
Speaker 3: Was like, oh intense for me.

572
00:28:02,200 --> 00:28:04,160
Speaker 2: It's like me, I was like, I'm setting a boundary,

573
00:28:04,200 --> 00:28:05,480
Speaker 2: but also I'm being crazy.

574
00:28:05,600 --> 00:28:07,240
Speaker 1: Yeah, I don't even know if that's the boundary. That's

575
00:28:07,240 --> 00:28:09,600
Speaker 1: a timeframe bit like an expectation in the.

576
00:28:09,600 --> 00:28:12,960
Speaker 3: Next five to six months, approximately on July first, actually

577
00:28:13,119 --> 00:28:14,679
Speaker 3: revisit this conversation, and.

578
00:28:16,240 --> 00:28:18,600
Speaker 1: If these things haven't happened, then I'm out.

579
00:28:19,000 --> 00:28:20,800
Speaker 4: Yeah, like that just said, I don't know.

580
00:28:20,840 --> 00:28:21,480
Speaker 1: I do feel like.

581
00:28:21,440 --> 00:28:24,399
Speaker 2: Sometimes you I don't know, maybe I'm crazy, but I

582
00:28:24,440 --> 00:28:26,960
Speaker 2: feel like there's got to be sometimes in spaces and

583
00:28:27,000 --> 00:28:30,280
Speaker 2: places where people know like, Okay, I got to figure

584
00:28:30,280 --> 00:28:32,280
Speaker 2: this out, you know, let me figure this out too.

585
00:28:32,359 --> 00:28:34,200
Speaker 2: Let me not just like live in La la land

586
00:28:34,240 --> 00:28:36,600
Speaker 2: and La La space and think that this is how

587
00:28:36,600 --> 00:28:38,280
Speaker 2: it's going to be forever and but.

588
00:28:38,440 --> 00:28:40,640
Speaker 3: So so yeah, so what do you when you say

589
00:28:40,640 --> 00:28:44,760
Speaker 3: this is how it's going to be forever? What if

590
00:28:44,800 --> 00:28:47,320
Speaker 3: you're in a good space with him right now, what

591
00:28:48,040 --> 00:28:49,920
Speaker 3: would be wrong staying in this space.

592
00:28:51,280 --> 00:28:54,800
Speaker 1: I need commitment, Okay, that's just yeah, that's what.

593
00:28:54,920 --> 00:28:56,920
Speaker 2: I don't know if I want that, but I know that,

594
00:28:57,080 --> 00:28:58,600
Speaker 2: Like you don't know if you want that, but you

595
00:28:58,640 --> 00:28:59,280
Speaker 2: need commitment.

596
00:28:59,440 --> 00:29:02,160
Speaker 1: Well, it just what the fun that is gonna make

597
00:29:02,200 --> 00:29:02,880
Speaker 1: any sense?

598
00:29:03,640 --> 00:29:06,880
Speaker 2: I guess it's like we've been down this road for

599
00:29:06,920 --> 00:29:09,080
Speaker 2: a long time, and I just feel like I don't

600
00:29:09,080 --> 00:29:11,640
Speaker 2: want to waste time any more time if it's not

601
00:29:11,680 --> 00:29:13,520
Speaker 2: gonna if we're both not gonna at some point get

602
00:29:13,600 --> 00:29:15,800
Speaker 2: on the same page, because I'm taking up a lot

603
00:29:15,840 --> 00:29:19,000
Speaker 2: of space energetically for this person because we have a

604
00:29:19,080 --> 00:29:22,520
Speaker 2: history and like I love him, I really truly love him,

605
00:29:22,560 --> 00:29:24,920
Speaker 2: you know, And but I also know I don't want

606
00:29:24,920 --> 00:29:28,560
Speaker 2: to be in a relationship right now. But I feel

607
00:29:28,600 --> 00:29:32,920
Speaker 2: like I also don't want to take up I don't know,

608
00:29:33,120 --> 00:29:34,920
Speaker 2: I don't know. It's crazy because then there's this other

609
00:29:34,920 --> 00:29:36,040
Speaker 2: part of me was like, we'll just go with it

610
00:29:36,080 --> 00:29:38,440
Speaker 2: and it's fine, like either way, you're loved and you

611
00:29:38,480 --> 00:29:40,560
Speaker 2: feel loved and he's giving you.

612
00:29:40,960 --> 00:29:41,520
Speaker 1: But then there's the.

613
00:29:41,520 --> 00:29:43,360
Speaker 2: Other part of me that I don't know, maybe that's

614
00:29:43,400 --> 00:29:45,680
Speaker 2: in anxiety me and it's telling me like, no, you

615
00:29:45,760 --> 00:29:47,760
Speaker 2: gotta figure the sh out bitch, like you're not gonna

616
00:29:47,760 --> 00:29:50,440
Speaker 2: do this forever, Like what if you're missing out on

617
00:29:50,520 --> 00:29:53,760
Speaker 2: like another epic love because you're over here wasting your

618
00:29:54,200 --> 00:29:56,080
Speaker 2: space and energy with someone that like you're.

619
00:29:55,920 --> 00:29:56,280
Speaker 4: Not You're not.

620
00:29:56,400 --> 00:29:59,320
Speaker 1: This isn't gonna work out, you know. So I don't know.

621
00:29:59,360 --> 00:30:02,160
Speaker 1: It's just it's the battle of like being like.

622
00:30:03,760 --> 00:30:10,480
Speaker 2: An overthinker and then being a woman overthinker, flowy, chill woman, like, well,

623
00:30:10,560 --> 00:30:12,120
Speaker 2: I'm flowy, but I'm an overthinker.

624
00:30:12,680 --> 00:30:17,960
Speaker 3: It's like a part of even I feel you because

625
00:30:17,960 --> 00:30:20,800
Speaker 3: I think that's kind of what we do, you know,

626
00:30:20,920 --> 00:30:24,120
Speaker 3: like we want to know because ultimately it feels like

627
00:30:24,160 --> 00:30:25,000
Speaker 3: if I don't know, but the.

628
00:30:25,040 --> 00:30:26,680
Speaker 2: Thing is like I don't want to know, but and

629
00:30:26,720 --> 00:30:28,280
Speaker 2: then I feel like by then I will want to

630
00:30:28,320 --> 00:30:29,240
Speaker 2: So like I.

631
00:30:29,160 --> 00:30:31,080
Speaker 4: Think, if we don't know, and then what does that mean?

632
00:30:31,200 --> 00:30:33,320
Speaker 3: Like what if I'm not with anyone? Because I'm just

633
00:30:33,400 --> 00:30:36,120
Speaker 3: so flowy for the rest of my life. That's what

634
00:30:36,160 --> 00:30:37,760
Speaker 3: That's what it is. That's what it is. I'm so

635
00:30:37,880 --> 00:30:39,320
Speaker 3: flowy that what if I flow so hard?

636
00:30:39,360 --> 00:30:42,640
Speaker 1: I'm like I wake up one.

637
00:30:42,640 --> 00:30:44,920
Speaker 4: Day like fuck, I shouldn't have flown so hard.

638
00:30:44,960 --> 00:30:48,080
Speaker 3: I should have settled down because even with Orlando, you know,

639
00:30:48,160 --> 00:30:50,480
Speaker 3: like that has come up because that's what bitches do,

640
00:30:50,560 --> 00:30:53,200
Speaker 3: that's what I do. I'm like, I'll let go back

641
00:30:53,200 --> 00:30:55,360
Speaker 3: and forth in my mind, like he's too young, he

642
00:30:55,360 --> 00:30:56,480
Speaker 3: can't be nobody step daddy.

643
00:30:56,560 --> 00:30:59,040
Speaker 4: He lived far, you know, like we're.

644
00:30:58,600 --> 00:31:02,880
Speaker 3: Like besties, I mean, or like try to like make

645
00:31:02,920 --> 00:31:06,640
Speaker 3: it logical in my head. But I'm like, bitch, I

646
00:31:06,680 --> 00:31:09,320
Speaker 3: don't I don't want a relationship right now, and I

647
00:31:09,320 --> 00:31:11,560
Speaker 3: don't want to limit my relationship like how it grows

648
00:31:11,640 --> 00:31:14,400
Speaker 3: or what it looks like with him thinking that there's

649
00:31:14,400 --> 00:31:17,600
Speaker 3: some destination because we've discussed, like he could have a.

650
00:31:17,520 --> 00:31:20,120
Speaker 4: Full on like get a girlfriend and.

651
00:31:20,080 --> 00:31:22,080
Speaker 3: Have an augous relationship and I'd be like, oh, yeah,

652
00:31:22,080 --> 00:31:23,400
Speaker 3: I love her for you. I love that, like I

653
00:31:23,440 --> 00:31:24,920
Speaker 3: want to meet her, you know what I mean. Like

654
00:31:24,920 --> 00:31:28,680
Speaker 3: I've gone through that too, like and I don't know.

655
00:31:29,040 --> 00:31:29,520
Speaker 4: It is hard.

656
00:31:29,520 --> 00:31:30,440
Speaker 1: I don't get it.

657
00:31:31,280 --> 00:31:33,600
Speaker 2: Being a woman is like tomorrow and might listen to

658
00:31:33,640 --> 00:31:36,440
Speaker 2: this and be like, actually, I don't feel that way anymore.

659
00:31:36,600 --> 00:31:39,120
Speaker 1: That was crazy and actually, why did you say that

660
00:31:39,160 --> 00:31:45,400
Speaker 1: to him? No, wonder he's not calling you back, bitch. No,

661
00:31:45,520 --> 00:31:47,040
Speaker 1: I don't know. It's like.

662
00:31:49,640 --> 00:31:51,520
Speaker 2: I mean that's and there's obviously like there is a

663
00:31:51,560 --> 00:31:52,760
Speaker 2: hesitation because.

664
00:31:52,520 --> 00:31:54,400
Speaker 1: Like I don't want to be his girlfriend.

665
00:31:54,440 --> 00:31:57,040
Speaker 2: I don't want to be a girlfriend to anyone right now.

666
00:31:57,400 --> 00:32:00,360
Speaker 2: But also like there's this weird there's all this also

667
00:32:00,480 --> 00:32:02,720
Speaker 2: like this feeling, and lately I've been feeling it more

668
00:32:02,760 --> 00:32:06,520
Speaker 2: of like urgency, Like I don't ever feel that way,

669
00:32:06,560 --> 00:32:10,800
Speaker 2: but lately I've been having like brief moments, not an

670
00:32:10,800 --> 00:32:13,840
Speaker 2: overall feeling, but like moments of like do I got to.

671
00:32:13,800 --> 00:32:14,520
Speaker 1: Figure the shot out?

672
00:32:14,560 --> 00:32:14,680
Speaker 3: Soon?

673
00:32:15,240 --> 00:32:15,360
Speaker 2: Like?

674
00:32:15,600 --> 00:32:16,160
Speaker 4: Am I supposed?

675
00:32:16,560 --> 00:32:16,800
Speaker 3: I have?

676
00:32:16,880 --> 00:32:19,360
Speaker 2: Like two people I know this week I saw posts

677
00:32:19,360 --> 00:32:21,840
Speaker 2: freezing their eggs and they're younger than men.

678
00:32:22,000 --> 00:32:23,160
Speaker 4: Lie, they were.

679
00:32:23,000 --> 00:32:28,320
Speaker 1: Like documenting their they're documenting their egg freezing. Yes, yes,

680
00:32:29,240 --> 00:32:31,240
Speaker 1: so I was like, what the fuck? I'm like, is

681
00:32:31,320 --> 00:32:33,520
Speaker 1: this something I have to consider? Can you start thinking

682
00:32:33,520 --> 00:32:35,000
Speaker 1: about this? But I want to waste my time with

683
00:32:35,040 --> 00:32:37,680
Speaker 1: this nigga? Do I should? I like just be open,

684
00:32:37,800 --> 00:32:40,000
Speaker 1: real real open, so then anything can flow.

685
00:32:39,800 --> 00:32:43,360
Speaker 3: In Like well, well, it's just like anxiety that there's

686
00:32:43,360 --> 00:32:46,520
Speaker 3: not enough time, that like you're gonna blank and something's

687
00:32:46,520 --> 00:32:47,200
Speaker 3: gonna be gone.

688
00:32:47,320 --> 00:32:49,720
Speaker 2: Well, because it does go that way, it feels like

689
00:32:49,760 --> 00:32:51,760
Speaker 2: it's I feel like there's moments in time where I'm like,

690
00:32:51,800 --> 00:32:53,440
Speaker 2: how the fuck am I here right now?

691
00:32:54,040 --> 00:32:56,560
Speaker 1: Like that that she went by the fact, right, I

692
00:32:56,600 --> 00:32:57,880
Speaker 1: mean even iris she's.

693
00:32:57,760 --> 00:33:01,719
Speaker 2: Like a walking time stamp, Like I look at her

694
00:33:01,760 --> 00:33:04,400
Speaker 2: and I'm just like, oh shit, Like, how the fuck

695
00:33:04,440 --> 00:33:05,720
Speaker 2: did we get from here to now?

696
00:33:05,760 --> 00:33:07,960
Speaker 1: You're like a thirteen year old with fucking corn.

697
00:33:07,800 --> 00:33:11,080
Speaker 2: Row braids, like rolling around here with fucking curly ends

698
00:33:11,160 --> 00:33:14,960
Speaker 2: and shit Like I'm like you were just like had

699
00:33:15,320 --> 00:33:19,240
Speaker 2: one curl and no teeth, right, Like what the fuck?

700
00:33:20,120 --> 00:33:21,160
Speaker 1: So I don't know.

701
00:33:22,600 --> 00:33:26,560
Speaker 2: I guess this week, I'm just feeling like I feel

702
00:33:26,560 --> 00:33:29,840
Speaker 2: like my feeling like my age. I'm feeling like there's

703
00:33:29,880 --> 00:33:32,880
Speaker 2: a part of me that's becoming insecure about my age.

704
00:33:33,000 --> 00:33:35,680
Speaker 2: And I don't know if it's other people's insecurities, but

705
00:33:35,880 --> 00:33:38,320
Speaker 2: because there are people around me that like say weird shit,

706
00:33:38,360 --> 00:33:39,520
Speaker 2: and I'm like, what are you talking about?

707
00:33:39,560 --> 00:33:41,600
Speaker 1: And I'm like I'm and now I'm like, am I right?

708
00:33:41,840 --> 00:33:44,760
Speaker 1: You know? Overall I don't feel that way.

709
00:33:44,800 --> 00:33:48,000
Speaker 2: But these gray baby hairs are not helping anybody's fucking

710
00:33:48,440 --> 00:33:54,760
Speaker 2: feelings without age, and neither are these fucking reminders on

711
00:33:54,800 --> 00:33:58,120
Speaker 2: my phone that nobody asked to have photos, Like with

712
00:33:58,160 --> 00:34:00,320
Speaker 2: these photos that they just open up my phone, It's

713
00:34:00,360 --> 00:34:00,600
Speaker 2: like a.

714
00:34:00,520 --> 00:34:02,200
Speaker 1: Triggering ass photo on my phone.

715
00:34:02,240 --> 00:34:05,680
Speaker 4: I'm like, why this is that? Facebook, bitch?

716
00:34:05,840 --> 00:34:06,840
Speaker 1: I remember when you were.

717
00:34:06,720 --> 00:34:09,799
Speaker 2: Like sixteen and you know, didn't have any fat missing from.

718
00:34:09,719 --> 00:34:10,440
Speaker 1: Under your eye.

719
00:34:10,760 --> 00:34:13,879
Speaker 2: I'm like, oh, yeah I do now, Thanks thanks a lot.

720
00:34:14,480 --> 00:34:21,040
Speaker 3: So anyway, welcome to our inner psychoe thoughts. I'm young,

721
00:34:21,080 --> 00:34:22,800
Speaker 3: No I'm not. I'm old for sure. It's don't have

722
00:34:22,840 --> 00:34:24,319
Speaker 3: any more babies. I want a boyfriend? No I don't,

723
00:34:24,360 --> 00:34:27,759
Speaker 3: Yes I do. I'll give you six months. I've in

724
00:34:27,760 --> 00:34:32,880
Speaker 3: an open relationship, not anymore, psycho.

725
00:34:35,000 --> 00:34:37,759
Speaker 2: Oh gosh, you guys have to come to our live show.

726
00:34:37,800 --> 00:34:39,920
Speaker 2: It's gonna be so it's actually, it's gonna be so fun.

727
00:34:39,960 --> 00:34:43,280
Speaker 2: I'm so excited. We are gonna have a few special

728
00:34:43,320 --> 00:34:44,160
Speaker 2: guests we're gonna have.

729
00:34:44,640 --> 00:34:46,239
Speaker 1: Should we tell them? Are we going to tell them?

730
00:34:46,480 --> 00:34:48,799
Speaker 1: Should we tell the people who our guests are?

731
00:34:48,880 --> 00:34:52,680
Speaker 2: Yeah, okay, We're having sexual essentials as a guest, which

732
00:34:52,719 --> 00:34:53,560
Speaker 2: I'm really excited.

733
00:34:53,920 --> 00:34:58,160
Speaker 1: You guys. We took her dick writing and wait, dick.

734
00:34:58,040 --> 00:35:02,440
Speaker 4: Writing Escorting a masturbation writing in class.

735
00:35:02,719 --> 00:35:03,799
Speaker 1: We took a two day course.

736
00:35:03,880 --> 00:35:05,880
Speaker 3: We did a two day course and I'm here as

737
00:35:05,920 --> 00:35:06,520
Speaker 3: a motherfucker.

738
00:35:06,560 --> 00:35:07,960
Speaker 1: I'm here to a testimony.

739
00:35:08,040 --> 00:35:13,000
Speaker 3: Okay, this is a motherfucking review sexual essential essentials.

740
00:35:13,080 --> 00:35:17,480
Speaker 4: That's what happens after you take a class's sensuals Isn't that? Okay?

741
00:35:17,680 --> 00:35:19,480
Speaker 3: She could teach you anything you want to know. She's

742
00:35:19,520 --> 00:35:22,480
Speaker 3: a master at her fucking craft, A master, I tell.

743
00:35:22,360 --> 00:35:25,120
Speaker 1: You, the fucking beautiful goddess master.

744
00:35:25,920 --> 00:35:30,799
Speaker 2: We went to her deep throating and mass weight what

745
00:35:30,960 --> 00:35:33,480
Speaker 2: was it, masturbation and scorting class that was day one,

746
00:35:34,200 --> 00:35:38,040
Speaker 2: which it was so amazing to see, like there were

747
00:35:38,080 --> 00:35:40,920
Speaker 2: like two hundred women in that room, all there to

748
00:35:41,040 --> 00:35:43,719
Speaker 2: learn about their self pleasure, and like a lot of

749
00:35:43,760 --> 00:35:45,960
Speaker 2: cameras were on and know we were there not masters,

750
00:35:46,000 --> 00:35:48,160
Speaker 2: because I know when I interviewed her when she came

751
00:35:48,200 --> 00:35:50,480
Speaker 2: on the podcast, I was like, so, what do y'all

752
00:35:50,520 --> 00:35:50,920
Speaker 2: do any.

753
00:35:50,760 --> 00:35:56,240
Speaker 1: Of these classes a camera? Like what's going on? No?

754
00:35:56,239 --> 00:35:59,480
Speaker 3: No, wait, because we were at our friend's house to

755
00:35:59,520 --> 00:36:01,560
Speaker 3: take the mass station and squirting class, and so I

756
00:36:01,600 --> 00:36:03,360
Speaker 3: was telling her, I'm like, fuck, at six, we have

757
00:36:03,400 --> 00:36:05,120
Speaker 3: to take a masurin a scoring class.

758
00:36:05,239 --> 00:36:07,319
Speaker 4: She's like, yeah, but you could have to go in

759
00:36:07,320 --> 00:36:09,560
Speaker 4: the room. I'm like okay, whatever.

760
00:36:09,680 --> 00:36:12,200
Speaker 3: And then later it dawned on me that she's really

761
00:36:12,520 --> 00:36:13,719
Speaker 3: First of all, what are our.

762
00:36:13,600 --> 00:36:15,640
Speaker 4: Best friend in the world, shout out to Nisha. She

763
00:36:15,800 --> 00:36:16,839
Speaker 4: was gonna let us go in her.

764
00:36:16,760 --> 00:36:21,200
Speaker 3: Bedroom and squirrel masturbated squirt all over the room for

765
00:36:21,280 --> 00:36:23,280
Speaker 3: the sake of the class, which only.

766
00:36:23,040 --> 00:36:24,440
Speaker 1: Your bestest friends will be.

767
00:36:24,600 --> 00:36:26,000
Speaker 2: You're like, yeah, you can do it, but just not

768
00:36:26,160 --> 00:36:29,799
Speaker 2: right here, not in a living room.

769
00:36:30,320 --> 00:36:34,360
Speaker 3: So so the answer is no, everyone's not open legs

770
00:36:34,840 --> 00:36:36,040
Speaker 3: masturbating on camera.

771
00:36:36,200 --> 00:36:37,120
Speaker 1: But but you.

772
00:36:37,120 --> 00:36:40,960
Speaker 2: Are getting like, like, it's it's I don't want to

773
00:36:41,000 --> 00:36:41,759
Speaker 2: give away too much.

774
00:36:41,800 --> 00:36:43,960
Speaker 1: It's just great. It's amazing.

775
00:36:44,239 --> 00:36:48,400
Speaker 2: She's a great teacher, so informative, entertaining as fuck.

776
00:36:48,480 --> 00:36:49,560
Speaker 1: First of all, hilarious.

777
00:36:50,560 --> 00:36:53,520
Speaker 2: And then we went to the dick writing and dig

778
00:36:53,600 --> 00:36:56,799
Speaker 2: deep throating class and that was if you saw our

779
00:36:56,800 --> 00:37:00,560
Speaker 2: Patreon where we took a deep throating class from Sex Essentials.

780
00:37:00,560 --> 00:37:03,200
Speaker 2: This one is like on crack Okay, this one is

781
00:37:03,239 --> 00:37:06,520
Speaker 2: like highly extensive. I learned a lot and I've put

782
00:37:06,560 --> 00:37:08,480
Speaker 2: it to you and let me tell you, I'm here

783
00:37:08,520 --> 00:37:10,400
Speaker 2: to say the ship fucking works.

784
00:37:10,520 --> 00:37:12,719
Speaker 1: The ship. You thought you were good at second dick,

785
00:37:12,719 --> 00:37:13,880
Speaker 1: you're not. You're not. You're trash.

786
00:37:14,200 --> 00:37:15,600
Speaker 4: Yeah, honestly, you're trash.

787
00:37:15,680 --> 00:37:21,880
Speaker 2: You're on the low spectrum of just okay.

788
00:37:22,840 --> 00:37:30,520
Speaker 6: Mediocre at best of four two point eight. Oh oh

789
00:37:30,560 --> 00:37:31,080
Speaker 6: my god.

790
00:37:31,680 --> 00:37:34,120
Speaker 2: But anyway, she's gonna be on the she's coming, she's

791
00:37:34,160 --> 00:37:37,160
Speaker 2: coming to the show, and I can't wait to have her.

792
00:37:37,200 --> 00:37:38,120
Speaker 1: I can't wait to have her on.

793
00:37:38,200 --> 00:37:41,319
Speaker 2: And then we're having Bruna, who is going to be

794
00:37:41,320 --> 00:37:44,160
Speaker 2: doing a reading, which if you guys came to our

795
00:37:44,160 --> 00:37:49,520
Speaker 2: Manifestation event, you know Bruna, and you definitely remember her

796
00:37:49,560 --> 00:37:54,080
Speaker 2: reading because it was spot on. It was people were crying,

797
00:37:54,200 --> 00:37:56,239
Speaker 2: it was crazy, it.

798
00:37:56,239 --> 00:37:59,520
Speaker 3: Was yeah, she was She's on her ship, she's on

799
00:37:59,560 --> 00:38:03,520
Speaker 3: this she's with the And we're also be joined by

800
00:38:03,640 --> 00:38:06,560
Speaker 3: Jessica Rose, who I hope you guys saw our fucking

801
00:38:06,800 --> 00:38:09,520
Speaker 3: music video appearance because we're video hos now.

802
00:38:09,719 --> 00:38:12,759
Speaker 2: Yeah, yeah, you guys, we are full fledged. I am

803
00:38:12,760 --> 00:38:14,879
Speaker 2: Melissa Ford. Yeah, I'm Melissa Ford.

804
00:38:15,280 --> 00:38:15,560
Speaker 1: Yeah.

805
00:38:15,640 --> 00:38:17,160
Speaker 4: In the early two thousand, what's another one?

806
00:38:17,160 --> 00:38:18,839
Speaker 1: Who are you gotta be another name?

807
00:38:18,920 --> 00:38:21,799
Speaker 2: There was a Gloria, Oh, Gloria from the Big Pimp

808
00:38:21,920 --> 00:38:24,320
Speaker 2: video or the Body was here the Buffy the Body, Buffy.

809
00:38:24,360 --> 00:38:25,759
Speaker 1: I think you're Buffy the Body because you're the big

810
00:38:25,760 --> 00:38:27,080
Speaker 1: body Bens. Duh.

811
00:38:27,320 --> 00:38:32,160
Speaker 3: Yep, so we lived out all of our dreams, even

812
00:38:32,160 --> 00:38:33,600
Speaker 3: wore my cutoff booty shorts.

813
00:38:33,719 --> 00:38:36,319
Speaker 2: She did the remix of Doja Cat and Sweedy song

814
00:38:36,440 --> 00:38:38,520
Speaker 2: best Friend, which has been my shit.

815
00:38:38,600 --> 00:38:40,960
Speaker 1: I told I swear to God like I manifested this ship.

816
00:38:41,040 --> 00:38:43,439
Speaker 2: You can't tell me I didn't because I've been telling

817
00:38:43,480 --> 00:38:47,320
Speaker 2: Jamila for like four weeks. But I want to make TikTok,

818
00:38:47,840 --> 00:38:49,880
Speaker 2: which I still think we're best friend. I was we

819
00:38:49,920 --> 00:38:51,719
Speaker 2: have to do it, and every time we we get

820
00:38:51,760 --> 00:38:53,919
Speaker 2: to around to doing it, it's late and we're like, yeah,

821
00:38:54,080 --> 00:38:54,600
Speaker 2: probably not.

822
00:38:54,560 --> 00:38:56,840
Speaker 1: Going to make a best friend TikTok. Eleven pm.

823
00:38:56,960 --> 00:38:59,920
Speaker 4: Yeah, dinner first.

824
00:39:00,200 --> 00:39:02,640
Speaker 2: So Jessica asked us if she could write a song,

825
00:39:03,120 --> 00:39:04,560
Speaker 2: you know, inspired by that.

826
00:39:04,760 --> 00:39:06,319
Speaker 4: No, she just wrote it. She didn't even tell me.

827
00:39:06,440 --> 00:39:07,000
Speaker 1: She told me.

828
00:39:07,400 --> 00:39:08,680
Speaker 2: She was like she wouldn't wanting to do it, but

829
00:39:08,719 --> 00:39:09,960
Speaker 2: then she was like, I'm gonna do it with this song.

830
00:39:10,040 --> 00:39:11,439
Speaker 2: I was like, shut the fuck up, You're not doing

831
00:39:11,440 --> 00:39:14,799
Speaker 2: it with this song. But it's bomb. It's hilarious. Shout

832
00:39:14,800 --> 00:39:19,480
Speaker 2: out to Sebastian and Resa who helped us because you

833
00:39:19,520 --> 00:39:21,080
Speaker 2: would have been there to character everything.

834
00:39:21,200 --> 00:39:23,279
Speaker 1: Yeah.

835
00:39:23,320 --> 00:39:26,040
Speaker 2: But anyway, Oh wait, do we want to read a

836
00:39:26,040 --> 00:39:26,760
Speaker 2: horry real quick.

837
00:39:27,040 --> 00:39:28,600
Speaker 4: Oh yeah, do you have it? I want?

838
00:39:29,560 --> 00:39:30,520
Speaker 1: This one is a good one.

839
00:39:31,040 --> 00:39:34,040
Speaker 3: Oh who so oh speaking of horries, can you guys

840
00:39:34,080 --> 00:39:37,520
Speaker 3: please submit your hories top notch horries.

841
00:39:37,520 --> 00:39:38,000
Speaker 1: For the show.

842
00:39:38,280 --> 00:39:41,720
Speaker 2: We need to read them from anonymous hories for the show.

843
00:39:41,760 --> 00:39:43,839
Speaker 1: Come on, bring your best, bring your.

844
00:39:43,760 --> 00:39:45,560
Speaker 2: Best, because I don't try to play us with.

845
00:39:45,760 --> 00:39:48,120
Speaker 3: Like oh and then I know, honestly make us feel

846
00:39:48,160 --> 00:39:50,279
Speaker 3: like we're the biggest hoes in the internet, and that

847
00:39:50,320 --> 00:39:51,000
Speaker 3: can't be true.

848
00:39:51,160 --> 00:39:53,200
Speaker 4: No, send them in. It's anonymous.

849
00:39:54,239 --> 00:39:55,120
Speaker 1: Okay, so here we go.

850
00:39:56,719 --> 00:39:58,279
Speaker 2: Hey, so, back in my day, I had a lot

851
00:39:58,280 --> 00:40:03,400
Speaker 2: of horries, but selective memory has has had it with

852
00:40:03,480 --> 00:40:07,440
Speaker 2: only one. Okay, anyways, a few years wait, you guys,

853
00:40:07,480 --> 00:40:12,880
Speaker 2: I'm sorry, I stop smoking weed anyway'd actually, anyways, a

854
00:40:12,880 --> 00:40:15,839
Speaker 2: few years back before my hobbies, by hobby, I used

855
00:40:15,840 --> 00:40:17,520
Speaker 2: to fuck this Nigerian guy.

856
00:40:18,000 --> 00:40:19,920
Speaker 1: This is actually an important detail.

857
00:40:20,000 --> 00:40:23,640
Speaker 4: Okay Nigerian Okay, what are you doing looking for this?

858
00:40:23,880 --> 00:40:24,080
Speaker 3: Later?

859
00:40:28,640 --> 00:40:31,800
Speaker 2: Anyway, he was an international playboy, so it was nothing serious,

860
00:40:31,800 --> 00:40:34,040
Speaker 2: but whenever he was in town, we would do our thing.

861
00:40:34,560 --> 00:40:36,000
Speaker 1: We got out, We went out to.

862
00:40:35,960 --> 00:40:38,360
Speaker 2: A lavish restaurant and then back to a nice hotel

863
00:40:38,360 --> 00:40:40,880
Speaker 2: where he would give me gifts or money for school books,

864
00:40:40,960 --> 00:40:41,640
Speaker 2: laptop or.

865
00:40:41,560 --> 00:40:42,280
Speaker 1: Whatever I needed.

866
00:40:42,440 --> 00:40:46,600
Speaker 2: Damning also some bombastic oh ps.

867
00:40:46,840 --> 00:40:48,919
Speaker 1: Anyway, one day he came through.

868
00:40:49,680 --> 00:40:52,440
Speaker 2: He came through and we were fucking, and he was

869
00:40:52,480 --> 00:40:54,319
Speaker 2: about to come, so I started sucking his dick.

870
00:40:54,719 --> 00:40:55,359
Speaker 1: Tell me why.

871
00:40:55,520 --> 00:40:58,040
Speaker 2: All I felt was a faucet of what I thought

872
00:40:58,120 --> 00:41:01,000
Speaker 2: was pissed. The amount of liquid came out of his dick,

873
00:41:01,040 --> 00:41:04,000
Speaker 2: had my mouth full, puff out cheeks, and it all

874
00:41:04,160 --> 00:41:04,800
Speaker 2: kept going.

875
00:41:04,880 --> 00:41:05,880
Speaker 1: I was pissed.

876
00:41:06,400 --> 00:41:09,080
Speaker 2: I cursed him out, like did you just fucking piss

877
00:41:09,160 --> 00:41:11,839
Speaker 2: in my mouth? I was livid, and I'm a bitch

878
00:41:11,840 --> 00:41:14,759
Speaker 2: when I'm mad. He was like, I guess I'm the

879
00:41:14,800 --> 00:41:18,440
Speaker 2: only African man you've ever been with. He's like, oh,

880
00:41:18,480 --> 00:41:21,800
Speaker 2: we African men can come like that. Oh we oh

881
00:41:21,840 --> 00:41:23,759
Speaker 2: he said, Oh, we African men can come like that

882
00:41:23,800 --> 00:41:26,160
Speaker 2: when it's really good. So what you got out of

883
00:41:26,160 --> 00:41:29,840
Speaker 2: it is that was the male version of squirting, the

884
00:41:29,880 --> 00:41:33,439
Speaker 2: male version of squirting. I still didn't believe his ass.

885
00:41:33,800 --> 00:41:40,280
Speaker 2: I was like, nah, you pissed in my mouth. Left

886
00:41:40,320 --> 00:41:42,640
Speaker 2: and never spoke to him again. So a few days

887
00:41:42,719 --> 00:41:45,640
Speaker 2: later I spoke to my friend male black guy. I

888
00:41:45,719 --> 00:41:48,120
Speaker 2: was still mad, but then he was like, wow, I

889
00:41:48,120 --> 00:41:50,880
Speaker 2: thought that was only something that happened in Porno's so

890
00:41:51,000 --> 00:41:54,279
Speaker 2: apparently this is something that happens with African men. All

891
00:41:54,320 --> 00:41:56,360
Speaker 2: I can say is that it didn't taste like pissed

892
00:41:56,440 --> 00:41:58,640
Speaker 2: though I've never tasted it before, so.

893
00:41:58,640 --> 00:41:59,040
Speaker 1: I don't know.

894
00:41:59,520 --> 00:42:02,560
Speaker 2: I never heard anyone else talk about this happening to them.

895
00:42:02,840 --> 00:42:05,680
Speaker 2: Till this day, I still don't know what that was.

896
00:42:05,760 --> 00:42:07,799
Speaker 2: That I can say. The amount of liquor that came

897
00:42:07,800 --> 00:42:10,640
Speaker 2: out of Batman's dick was something I ain't never seen before.

898
00:42:12,320 --> 00:42:15,680
Speaker 3: African men right into the show, let us know, women

899
00:42:15,719 --> 00:42:17,680
Speaker 3: with African men right into the show, let us know.

900
00:42:17,760 --> 00:42:20,239
Speaker 2: Yeah, if there's any women that have African men as

901
00:42:20,320 --> 00:42:24,800
Speaker 2: husbands or partners or former lovers who have had a

902
00:42:24,840 --> 00:42:27,759
Speaker 2: faucet full of liquid in their mouth, male squirt, let

903
00:42:27,880 --> 00:42:28,120
Speaker 2: us know.

904
00:42:28,320 --> 00:42:28,799
Speaker 1: Let us know.

905
00:42:29,239 --> 00:42:30,360
Speaker 4: So, I mean, let's good.

906
00:42:30,200 --> 00:42:32,560
Speaker 3: To know just in case, I mean, any African men,

907
00:42:32,600 --> 00:42:33,920
Speaker 3: and I won't be up.

908
00:42:34,360 --> 00:42:36,600
Speaker 1: I like African men.

909
00:42:36,640 --> 00:42:43,120
Speaker 2: I've never experienced this from an African man. Interesting last thing, guys,

910
00:42:43,239 --> 00:42:47,480
Speaker 2: if you are on our Patreon, you guys are up

911
00:42:47,560 --> 00:42:49,839
Speaker 2: for a treat because if you are part of our

912
00:42:49,880 --> 00:42:53,959
Speaker 2: Patreon tribe, you are getting a discount to our live

913
00:42:54,000 --> 00:42:58,200
Speaker 2: show on Saturday. So if you are a Patreon make

914
00:42:58,239 --> 00:43:00,600
Speaker 2: sure you go to our patreon to check out what

915
00:43:00,640 --> 00:43:04,280
Speaker 2: that code is. And if you're not a part of Patreon,

916
00:43:04,360 --> 00:43:06,759
Speaker 2: you should be because it's lit.

917
00:43:06,840 --> 00:43:08,200
Speaker 1: It's lit, It's lit over there.

918
00:43:08,400 --> 00:43:11,840
Speaker 3: We have a deep throat class over their restrectional essentials.

919
00:43:12,520 --> 00:43:14,080
Speaker 4: We have sex positions one on one.

920
00:43:14,239 --> 00:43:18,040
Speaker 3: We have lots of confessions, private things we don't want

921
00:43:18,040 --> 00:43:18,879
Speaker 3: to talk about on here.

922
00:43:19,520 --> 00:43:22,000
Speaker 2: And you can watch all of our episodes instead of

923
00:43:22,040 --> 00:43:30,080
Speaker 2: listening to our scratchy asthmatic voices, and make sure you

924
00:43:30,080 --> 00:43:32,160
Speaker 2: come to our live show. I'm gonna leave a link

925
00:43:32,200 --> 00:43:36,719
Speaker 2: to the event right in the episode description. I can't

926
00:43:36,760 --> 00:43:39,279
Speaker 2: wait to see you guys. It's gonna be Ladies' night.

927
00:43:39,440 --> 00:43:40,080
Speaker 1: We turn n in.

928
00:43:40,160 --> 00:43:43,800
Speaker 3: Ebb Rabastian is performing, Sebastian Mego's performing.

929
00:43:44,960 --> 00:43:47,080
Speaker 1: Pour your drinks. We're gonna play some drinking games.

930
00:43:47,120 --> 00:43:49,240
Speaker 2: So if you don't know what you're doing this weekend,

931
00:43:49,239 --> 00:43:51,560
Speaker 2: you don't have a Valentine's Day, Fuck Valentine's Day anyway,

932
00:43:51,600 --> 00:43:54,120
Speaker 2: because it's made up, fucking bullshit ass holiday. But if

933
00:43:54,120 --> 00:43:56,560
Speaker 2: you love Valentine's Day, you should also still come because.

934
00:43:56,360 --> 00:43:57,319
Speaker 1: We're gonna have a great time.

935
00:43:57,360 --> 00:43:58,880
Speaker 2: We're gonna play a lot of drinking games that you

936
00:43:58,960 --> 00:44:01,239
Speaker 2: guys can play with your friends at home.

937
00:44:01,200 --> 00:44:03,480
Speaker 1: Or on Zoom or however you want to do it.

938
00:44:03,520 --> 00:44:07,600
Speaker 1: You can just drink with us too. But yeah, I

939
00:44:07,760 --> 00:44:10,560
Speaker 1: love you.

940
00:44:14,760 --> 00:44:18,000
Speaker 3: Hey, guys, have you joined Patreon, where we offer even

941
00:44:18,239 --> 00:44:19,920
Speaker 3: more juicy content.

942
00:44:20,280 --> 00:44:21,040
Speaker 1: Yes, y'all.

943
00:44:21,080 --> 00:44:26,280
Speaker 2: We have secret episodes, secret segments, and some very personal

944
00:44:26,360 --> 00:44:30,040
Speaker 2: blog posts that we don't share on the interwebs, So

945
00:44:30,080 --> 00:44:32,560
Speaker 2: make sure you go check out our Patreon. That's patreon

946
00:44:32,600 --> 00:44:35,480
Speaker 2: dot com. Backslash, Good Moms, Bad Choices.

947
00:44:35,760 --> 00:44:37,520
Speaker 4: Here's a little sneak peek.

948
00:44:40,080 --> 00:44:42,160
Speaker 3: I mean, she goes through like a whole series on

949
00:44:42,200 --> 00:44:45,440
Speaker 3: how to warm up your asshole before actually having anal sex.

950
00:44:45,760 --> 00:44:50,200
Speaker 3: You know what she also says is she's like, men, look,

951
00:44:50,600 --> 00:44:54,640
Speaker 3: you're gonna put it in someone's but you should really

952
00:44:54,719 --> 00:44:55,480
Speaker 3: know what that's like.

953
00:44:56,760 --> 00:44:58,520
Speaker 4: That that actually kind of makes sense to me. I

954
00:44:58,520 --> 00:45:01,160
Speaker 4: think it's fair. I mean, I think it's and I

955
00:45:01,160 --> 00:45:01,880
Speaker 4: think it's hot.

956
00:45:02,120 --> 00:45:07,319
Speaker 2: Actually, do you like to watch like gay sacks like porn?

957
00:45:09,080 --> 00:45:09,440
Speaker 3: Mhm