WEBVTT - LS Episode 499: Bold, Blessed & Busy (feat. Tasha Smith)

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<v Speaker 1>What's up.

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<v Speaker 2>It's lip service. I mean Jela Yee.

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<v Speaker 3>I'm gg McGuire, I'm Geordie George, I am Tosha Smith.

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<v Speaker 4>What's funny is that we've been sitting here talking so much.

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<v Speaker 2>We thought we have a podcast.

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<v Speaker 1>Key, I thought we was already.

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<v Speaker 5>Was like, oh, okay, let me because we've been trying

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<v Speaker 5>to say stuff like okay before we start, are we

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<v Speaker 5>allowed to talk about this? And Gigi shocked us all

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<v Speaker 5>because you know, you like, you have a boyfriend.

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<v Speaker 2>Yes. Gigi's like, I have a boyfriend, You have.

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<v Speaker 4>A boyfriend, y'all, all stuff. And then what did we

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<v Speaker 4>say after she said that?

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<v Speaker 2>I said, she said they haven't had sex yet.

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<v Speaker 4>And then I said where you meet him in Nigeria?

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<v Speaker 1>And then what you said?

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<v Speaker 2>I said, that's not your boyfriend. We haven't had sex.

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<v Speaker 1>I mean.

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<v Speaker 4>You said, Joe, I mean, do you think that you

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<v Speaker 4>can't go together if you haven't had sex?

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<v Speaker 3>And eight months it's been eighteen months.

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<v Speaker 1>You ever seen the yes.

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<v Speaker 2>Yes together.

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<v Speaker 3>I've been to Michigan to see him, he's been to

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<v Speaker 3>Atlanta to see me. I've met his mom and his grandmom.

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<v Speaker 3>I'm his dad on FaceTime Tennis. I have not seen

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<v Speaker 3>his penis.

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<v Speaker 4>But I'm sorry, I am are you don't see nothing?

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<v Speaker 1>Something wrong? You got born again? What happened? Like? Are

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<v Speaker 1>you celibate?

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<v Speaker 3>No?

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<v Speaker 1>What I mean? How is this possible?

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<v Speaker 3>I mean there's a lot of self pleasure happening. Next,

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<v Speaker 3>you've never have you ever touched it?

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<v Speaker 4>No?

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<v Speaker 1>We slept together twice and you know nothing about it.

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<v Speaker 3>But I haven't had it in my hands where in

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<v Speaker 3>my mouth yet?

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<v Speaker 1>Oh my god? Okay, so what is it?

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<v Speaker 4>What is the reason that that you guys have upstained?

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<v Speaker 1>So it's more our timing thing.

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<v Speaker 3>We felt like we didn't want to rush you wanted

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<v Speaker 3>to take our time on purpose. So there's an age gap.

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<v Speaker 3>That's the first thing. There's long distance and there's an age gap,

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<v Speaker 3>and I had a problem with both. So I'm like,

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<v Speaker 3>we gotta slow walk this because these are two of

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<v Speaker 3>my red flags. But our energy, our chemistry and everything

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<v Speaker 3>is just so aligned that, you know, some things are undeniable.

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<v Speaker 3>And throughout the time these eight months, there has been

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<v Speaker 3>two situations that we actually slept in the bed together.

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<v Speaker 3>And the first time was like our first time sleeping together,

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<v Speaker 3>so it was kind of like, let me not, you know,

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<v Speaker 3>try not.

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<v Speaker 2>With this little boy.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, let me not like, you know, scare him off

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<v Speaker 3>by being so aggressive. Right, and then the second time,

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<v Speaker 3>the second time we slept together, it could have happened,

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<v Speaker 3>but I didn't want it to happen because he had

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<v Speaker 3>a five am flight and I'm like, we're not about

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<v Speaker 3>to do it and you're about to get up and leave.

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<v Speaker 3>Not the first time, so we could have happened last time,

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<v Speaker 3>but I'm like, no, we going saber in this moment

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<v Speaker 3>when it finally after eight months, Oh, we're gonna live

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<v Speaker 3>in a right right right right.

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<v Speaker 2>But it's just a months.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, we literally like just made it like officially air relationship.

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<v Speaker 3>But he was supposed to come to Atlanta this past week,

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<v Speaker 3>but I extended my Miami trip because I needed a chance.

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<v Speaker 1>So you shout on the beach.

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<v Speaker 2>Instead of that's not a good sign.

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<v Speaker 1>Well he understands.

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<v Speaker 4>You're gonna have to keep me posted. I mean, do

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<v Speaker 4>y'all know, Like I know Gg?

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<v Speaker 1>I love GG.

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<v Speaker 4>That's my week go with fifteen, Like we go way way.

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<v Speaker 1>I remember I was coming to Atlanta.

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<v Speaker 4>You picked me up from the airport, right, like seriously,

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<v Speaker 4>I love it, like I love GG.

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<v Speaker 1>She's such a legend.

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<v Speaker 4>So but you've got to keep me posted on this situation,

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<v Speaker 4>what your thoughts you have. I mean, I just think

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<v Speaker 4>eight months is a long time, and so it makes

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<v Speaker 4>me question things.

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<v Speaker 1>I mean, the fact that you've never touched he might

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<v Speaker 1>be a little bit low key intimidated.

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<v Speaker 4>I mean, you know, I mean, I'm just like, but

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<v Speaker 4>I'm proud of you that you're taking your time.

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<v Speaker 1>I guess. I mean, I am could have been you

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<v Speaker 1>know what, but no, it could have been me know what.

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<v Speaker 4>But mental and emotional stimulation can be so much more

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<v Speaker 4>fulfilling than sexual.

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<v Speaker 3>And this is my first time having that right exactly.

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<v Speaker 4>So take your time. I mean, honestly, I think it's beautiful.

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<v Speaker 1>You know what I'm saying. We got no more time

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<v Speaker 1>to take you wt me come to Atlanta.

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<v Speaker 3>I'm pulling it, pull it out because I'm buckles and.

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah, but you know this has been eight months. You

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<v Speaker 4>know I was celibate before for eight years. Okay, so

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<v Speaker 4>like years celebate. I don't even know how I did it,

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<v Speaker 4>but bribe the grace of God.

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<v Speaker 2>Okay, did you want a lot of work done?

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<v Speaker 4>Like it's because I didn't have a guy in my life, Like, yes,

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<v Speaker 4>I was focused, I was busy. I was I mean,

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<v Speaker 4>it was all about me taking care of myself, you

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<v Speaker 4>know what I mean. I got to know me on

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<v Speaker 4>a whole new level just from like taking time away.

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<v Speaker 4>And it's almost like like during that time, because I

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<v Speaker 4>was twenty five years old, right, and I had had

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<v Speaker 4>a lot of relationships prior to that and a lot

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<v Speaker 4>of broken hearts, and I felt like I was constantly

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<v Speaker 4>trying to reset myself. So I spent a lot of

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<v Speaker 4>time trying to heal from the last relationship, you know

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<v Speaker 4>what I mean, and just retriggered all the time. So

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<v Speaker 4>it was like eight years of peace, you know what I'm.

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<v Speaker 1>Saying, Like I didn't take.

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<v Speaker 3>So when you broke this sec how did you know

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<v Speaker 3>that it was time?

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<v Speaker 1>How did you know that you was ready to die?

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<v Speaker 1>The girls?

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<v Speaker 4>Do you know that the first time I had sex

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<v Speaker 4>when I was celibate, I was married.

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<v Speaker 1>I got married.

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<v Speaker 4>I waited until I got married, and that lasted for

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<v Speaker 4>two years.

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<v Speaker 1>And no shade. But I was like, we should have

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<v Speaker 1>just fucked. Ever, that's it.

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<v Speaker 5>It has God forgiveness, no tell you not like you

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<v Speaker 5>had to be married to have.

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<v Speaker 4>Some Well, because I was very much in church, I

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<v Speaker 4>was very much like I was in and out of

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<v Speaker 4>ministry school, and it was a very spiritual thing for me.

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<v Speaker 1>So yeah, for me, that's where I was at.

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<v Speaker 2>How long wou y'all engaged before he was like we

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<v Speaker 2>got to get married?

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<v Speaker 4>It was about a year, okay, like six months to

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<v Speaker 4>a year somewhere around there.

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<v Speaker 2>I would have a guy, how would he handle that?

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<v Speaker 2>If you told him we gotta we tel.

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<v Speaker 1>Married, they'd be married. I'd be appreciating the wedding.

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<v Speaker 4>I would literally be officiating the wedding on Sunday in

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<v Speaker 4>Atlanta Detroit.

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<v Speaker 2>We never heard the other way around.

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<v Speaker 5>But if a guy told you I don't want to

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<v Speaker 5>have sex until I get married.

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<v Speaker 1>I'd probably marry him.

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<v Speaker 4>Okay, I swear to God, but i'd have to see it,

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<v Speaker 4>touch it. No, it's still get hard, you know, twenty.

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<v Speaker 2>Nine, you know, But I don't know. I don't mean thing.

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<v Speaker 2>He could have a nub what I'm just saying.

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<v Speaker 5>You know, sometimes I do tend to think what the

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<v Speaker 5>guys that like really wait a lot of times it's

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<v Speaker 5>because they want to feel comfortable, yeah.

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<v Speaker 6>Or they're not any good or it's.

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<v Speaker 2>Just small, and it's like I want to know that

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<v Speaker 2>she really likes me.

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<v Speaker 3>First, you continue, y'all, y'all, I'm gonna.

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<v Speaker 1>Keep your I mean, I've just shocked that you never

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<v Speaker 1>like touched it.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, I'm being like respectful and like, you know, I

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<v Speaker 3>remember one of my friends from college told me she

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<v Speaker 3>dated this guy and she told me his dick was

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<v Speaker 3>so small.

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<v Speaker 5>She was like horrified by it. But then every time

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<v Speaker 5>I saw him, that's all I thought about. Yeah, because

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<v Speaker 5>she still was dating him after that, but she was.

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<v Speaker 3>When it's fine, chocolate six', five young, men pull out

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<v Speaker 3>that third leg on, Me i'm gonna hit you all,

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<v Speaker 3>up all, right, well.

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<v Speaker 5>LISTEN i also want to get to Why tasha's been

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<v Speaker 5>doing a round as, well WHICH i, love AND i

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<v Speaker 5>want to that not everybody looks like they enjoy doing,

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<v Speaker 5>interviews but you look like you're truly having a good,

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<v Speaker 5>time And i'm sure they have to love. That AND

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<v Speaker 5>i know this is a, project well you have a

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<v Speaker 5>couple of projects right, now but that you're really passionate.

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<v Speaker 2>About SO i love the thing is it's.

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<v Speaker 1>Back for season. Two i'm so. Excited marley's. Back marlee

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<v Speaker 1>is back in full, force full. Demand she has so much.

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<v Speaker 4>FUN i don't know if you guys have seen it,

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<v Speaker 4>yet but this, second, yeah it's so. Good LIKE i

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<v Speaker 4>looked AT i was, like, wow this is really really.

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<v Speaker 4>Good like it's great, storytelling great. CHARACTERS i just just

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<v Speaker 4>full of. SUBSTANCE i love all the different relationships that's going.

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<v Speaker 1>ON i Love. MARLEE i love how badass she. IS

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<v Speaker 1>i love that she's a business.

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<v Speaker 4>Woman she's, powerful she's, bold she's, fearless she's running the.

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<v Speaker 4>BOARDROOM i just love it she can support her best.

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<v Speaker 4>FRIEND i, MEAN i JUST i love the line when

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<v Speaker 4>her friend Mar Mayvis Michelle pluto's character you, know Says

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<v Speaker 4>i'm trying to get a bank loan and she's, like,

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<v Speaker 4>BABY i am the, bank.

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<v Speaker 1>Friend the, property, right she is the bank do that to.

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<v Speaker 3>Me BUT.

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<v Speaker 2>I was watching BECAUSE i know Ton bella is on that.

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<v Speaker 1>Show he's one oh. Girl and WHEN i stand, up he.

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<v Speaker 5>Was talking about, how you, know, financially how he's, doing

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<v Speaker 5>and he's like when people are, asking he's, Like i'm doing,

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<v Speaker 5>okay BUT i ain't doing good enough to lend you,

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<v Speaker 5>nothing because that's what people think when they.

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<v Speaker 1>See you ON. Tv, yeah sometimes.

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<v Speaker 4>You don't want people to know you working because the

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<v Speaker 4>second you negro find out you got a.

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<v Speaker 1>Job they be asking for. Something you can't even cast the.

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<v Speaker 4>Check yet you can't even like go by yourself, something.

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<v Speaker 2>You know WHAT i, mean money spent not even on. You,

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<v Speaker 2>Okay so now.

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<v Speaker 1>Trying to spend money real quick before, everyone, right.

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<v Speaker 2>Because you can truly SAY i don't have it.

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<v Speaker 5>Now marley's character, SAYS i date like a to white

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<v Speaker 5>man with all the.

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<v Speaker 4>Entitlements is that some boss lovely? Stuff what is that

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<v Speaker 4>tape type of? DATING i mean that type of. Dating

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<v Speaker 4>it's LIKE i feel LIKE i feel like SOMETIMES i

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<v Speaker 4>was coaching an actress one time AND i was, like

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<v Speaker 4>what's the difference, between you, know a white woman and

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<v Speaker 4>a black? Woman she was like, privilege, Right and there

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<v Speaker 4>are sometimes like when you think about the way white

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<v Speaker 4>men work in the art move in the, world especially

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<v Speaker 4>like in that very rich corporate space when they're, balling

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<v Speaker 4>when like that that checkbook can.

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<v Speaker 1>Go zero zero zero zero zero zero, zero there's like no,

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<v Speaker 1>care no.

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<v Speaker 4>Worry all the entitlements are there just to be able

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<v Speaker 4>to play this black woman that identifies with that because

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<v Speaker 4>financially she's, secure she's, confident you, know she feels, entitled

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<v Speaker 4>AND i feel like a lot of us don't necessarily

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<v Speaker 4>walk around feeling and. Title But i'll say, this and

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<v Speaker 4>this is a little bit of a, word like we

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<v Speaker 4>are all rich in.

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<v Speaker 1>SPIRIT i feel, right.

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<v Speaker 4>Even, You, jordan and even in the situation that we

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<v Speaker 4>quietly talked, About like if you walked around with the

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<v Speaker 4>mentality of entitlement and, expectation you probably wouldn't even care

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<v Speaker 4>about that or about what the circumstance.

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<v Speaker 1>Is you know What i'm.

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<v Speaker 4>SAYING i think it's a great way for us to

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<v Speaker 4>look at our life instead of looking at our life

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<v Speaker 4>from a place of lack and like feeling like we

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<v Speaker 4>can't afford, something we can't do, something we don't have,

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<v Speaker 4>something if we act like the rich people that we,

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<v Speaker 4>are BECAUSE i really believe That god has such a

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<v Speaker 4>purpose for all of our, Lives like we are. Rich

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<v Speaker 4>even WHEN i was, BROKE i was, rich you know

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<v Speaker 4>What i'm, Saying like even WHEN i didn't have, MONEY

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<v Speaker 4>i was. Rich my dreams are, rich my desires are,

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<v Speaker 4>rich my aspirations are, Rich like all the THINGS i

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<v Speaker 4>want to do are, rich are, rich rich. Rich SO

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<v Speaker 4>i don't have to walk through life looking at it

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<v Speaker 4>from a perspective of.

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<v Speaker 1>Lack, right you know What i'm.

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<v Speaker 5>Saying WHEN i was younger AND i really didn't have,

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<v Speaker 5>MONEY i never felt LIKE i was. BROKE i will,

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<v Speaker 5>say LIKE i enjoyed my life so, much AND i,

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<v Speaker 5>Did AND i think you get very creative during that.

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<v Speaker 3>Time you, know you get real creative when you change

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<v Speaker 3>some coins and figure it.

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<v Speaker 2>Out, absolutely, absolutely.

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<v Speaker 6>YEAH i think some of it, though is It it's

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<v Speaker 6>almost like we have to train our minds out of

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<v Speaker 6>being fear. Based AND i feel that way a lot

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<v Speaker 6>about black people in. General it's like society has beating

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<v Speaker 6>us down in so many different ways that sometimes it's hard.

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<v Speaker 2>To almost get out of that, mindset you.

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<v Speaker 6>Know AND i think that's why it's so important that

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<v Speaker 6>you are a big advocate for mental health as. Well

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<v Speaker 6>it's like sometimes we don't even know how to get

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<v Speaker 6>out of our own, way, yeah because we don't even

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<v Speaker 6>know where to search for the.

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<v Speaker 4>TOOLS i, know SINCE i really, DO i really do understand,

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<v Speaker 4>That and that's why it's, IMPORTANT i, feel you, know

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<v Speaker 4>for us to really help support each other and inspire each.

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<v Speaker 4>Other like WHEN i, was you, know talking to the

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<v Speaker 4>guys on The Breakfast club AND i was just talking

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<v Speaker 4>about we're not in. Competition we're in, community, right and

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<v Speaker 4>we really do need each, other you, guys because it'd

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<v Speaker 4>be so much going on inside of us around, us

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<v Speaker 4>and we don't need to beat each other down all the,

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<v Speaker 4>time like we need real sisters numbers like we really,

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<v Speaker 4>are like we really. ARE i, mean just like like

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<v Speaker 4>you AND i we've, known like most people probably don't

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<v Speaker 4>even know that you AND i are as cool and

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<v Speaker 4>as close as we, are you know What i'm, Saying

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<v Speaker 4>but like, you my, girl and even like there are

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<v Speaker 4>times WHERE i know we've just talked and checked in

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<v Speaker 4>and just always motivated each.

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<v Speaker 1>Other at wherever we are in.

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<v Speaker 4>LIFE i just think we gotta love our, sisters and

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<v Speaker 4>we really have to be our sisters, keepers because like she,

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<v Speaker 4>said the world is already doing a number on. Us

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<v Speaker 4>we don't need to do a number on each. Other

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<v Speaker 4>and if we motivate each, Other i'm telling, you we

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<v Speaker 4>would be so much more excited about any, challenge any,

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<v Speaker 4>situation any circumstance that we have to, encounter because we

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<v Speaker 4>got somebody speaking life in us and helping us to

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<v Speaker 4>be able to keep on pushing past the, pain past the.

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<v Speaker 4>Fear and SOMETIMES i remember reading this book where it

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<v Speaker 4>was about it was about fear and just like doing it,

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<v Speaker 4>afraid you know What i'm, Saying, like even if you

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<v Speaker 4>are afraid of, something just do it. Afraid and how

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<v Speaker 4>sometimes like even with her, situation we may not always

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<v Speaker 4>know where we're going to land right or how we're

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<v Speaker 4>going to. Land we feel that, turbulence we feel like

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<v Speaker 4>it's shaky and. Rocky but just because the plane is

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<v Speaker 4>shaken doesn't mean it's gonna go down like we. Don't

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<v Speaker 4>just because if we're, driving we could be on our

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<v Speaker 4>way somewhere right and we could have hit all these potholes.

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<v Speaker 1>And bumps in the.

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<v Speaker 4>Roads just because we got to bump in the road

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<v Speaker 4>or a pothole or a detour does not mean we're

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<v Speaker 4>not going to make it to our. Destination we just

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<v Speaker 4>gotta be easy on ourselves and easy on each.

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<v Speaker 5>Other, YEAH i would say every bad situation has turned

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<v Speaker 5>into later on something.

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<v Speaker 2>Better, yeah it Really and think about like.

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<v Speaker 5>Even You, gig how you were Like, Okay i'm, Moving

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<v Speaker 5>i'm doing this and look at where you are.

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<v Speaker 3>Now oh my, god got so much.

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<v Speaker 5>Happening and sometimes and sometimes it doesn't happen right, away

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<v Speaker 5>and there's like a period of time where it's, like,

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<v Speaker 5>dang you, know when AM i going to get a?

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<v Speaker 2>Break but then you get like ten?

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<v Speaker 3>Breaks its exactly right, Now LIKE i went through the

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<v Speaker 3>ringer a year or two, ago and LIKE i climbed

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<v Speaker 3>up out of that, hole and now it's just like

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<v Speaker 3>blessing the, blessing nef the, Blessing And i'm like overwhelmed

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<v Speaker 3>with excitement of everything that's. Happening and on one, SIDE

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<v Speaker 3>i like can't believe. It but then on the other,

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<v Speaker 3>Side i'm, like, NO i put in the work for this.

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<v Speaker 3>ALREADY i deserve, this.

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<v Speaker 4>Isn't there Something because we are so used to going

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<v Speaker 4>through pain that it's almost like we expect to go

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<v Speaker 4>through that all the. Time we're not comfortable when things

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<v Speaker 4>that go and get you know What i'm, saying because

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<v Speaker 4>we're so used to looking in the past at all

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<v Speaker 4>the bad stuff that we miss out the, moment or

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<v Speaker 4>we miss out the.

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<v Speaker 1>Opportunities of the.

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<v Speaker 4>Future because when you think about, it sometimes like our,

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<v Speaker 4>fear like for like moving forward or taking a leap of,

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<v Speaker 4>faith could be based.

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<v Speaker 1>On some kind of trauma from the.

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<v Speaker 4>Past but if we keep looking, back we can't look

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<v Speaker 4>forward and we cannot move out there in. Faith that's

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<v Speaker 4>WHY i think it's important for us to REALLY i,

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<v Speaker 4>mean this is What i'm on right, now BUT i

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<v Speaker 4>feel like that's why it's important for us to try

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<v Speaker 4>to have faith and take chances and take leaps of,

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<v Speaker 4>faith like talking about, you even what you've, done you

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<v Speaker 4>know What i'm saying in your. LIFE i was talking

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<v Speaker 4>With lauren and talking like About jess and like both of,

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<v Speaker 4>Them like When lauren LEFT, tmz look at the opportunities

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<v Speaker 4>that she.

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<v Speaker 1>Has, now, right but at the, time she.

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<v Speaker 4>Wasn't sure what that was going to, be what that

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<v Speaker 4>was going to look. Like but when you take leaps of.

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<v Speaker 1>Faith your faith.

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<v Speaker 4>Increases it's almost like your faith muscle becomes. Stronger so

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<v Speaker 4>the next time you encounter something, crazy you have more

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<v Speaker 4>faith to get you through, that you know What i'm.

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<v Speaker 5>Saying and sometimes you do have to leave a situation

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<v Speaker 5>when you realize this isn't whether it's a, relationship a,

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<v Speaker 5>job a. Friendship you, know we have friendship breakups that

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<v Speaker 5>sometimes you, like you know, what from my Own, SELITYYO

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<v Speaker 5>i just can't deal with this. ANYMORE i went.

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<v Speaker 1>Through that recently. Too, yeah it was a friend up seven.

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<v Speaker 3>Years we were like Freaking, fred and it'll never be the.

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<v Speaker 3>Same it cannot be.

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<v Speaker 4>Reconduled do you feel like after that breakup you have

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<v Speaker 4>more time for?

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<v Speaker 1>Yourself?

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<v Speaker 5>Absolutely like ya don't have to hear this person complaining

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<v Speaker 5>about stuff following me all the, TIME i.

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<v Speaker 2>Really.

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<v Speaker 3>Do and as close as we were and as tight

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<v Speaker 3>AS i thought we, were because clearly we weren't if

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<v Speaker 3>we went through what we went, Through it's just like

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<v Speaker 3>it was a, relief like a weight off my shielders At.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah you don't even realize. It how are you?

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<v Speaker 5>About, Like, like let's say you're friends with somebody and

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<v Speaker 5>they mess, Up, like how forgiving are?

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<v Speaker 2>You as far AS.

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<v Speaker 1>I, Think i'm more forgiving of my friends than they

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<v Speaker 1>are of. Me, okay to be honest.

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<v Speaker 4>With, you it's like LIKE i feel like LIKE i

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<v Speaker 4>will be quicker to forgive my, friends like or some

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<v Speaker 4>of the people THAT i may have been friends, With

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<v Speaker 4>LIKE i think that, sometimes you, Know i've had friends

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<v Speaker 4>that get frustrated with my, truth my, honesty the WAY

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<v Speaker 4>i see. Things but for, Me i'm, like you can't

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<v Speaker 4>always get only what you want to, Hear, LIKE i

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<v Speaker 4>don't want to be a yes person in someone's, Life

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<v Speaker 4>like IF i can be a, person you, know to

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<v Speaker 4>spend time with, you to pray with, you you know

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<v Speaker 4>WHAT i. Mean and for us to be able to

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<v Speaker 4>have like these intimate, moments, RIGHT i should be able

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<v Speaker 4>to have the right to say things that may make

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<v Speaker 4>you uncomfortable without you getting upset with, me you know

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<v Speaker 4>What i'm. Saying and so SOMETIMES i feel, like you,

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<v Speaker 4>know you got to kind of re look at, relationships

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<v Speaker 4>you know What i'm.

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<v Speaker 1>Saying BUT i feel LIKE i.

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<v Speaker 4>Forgive BUT i have definitely had friends that have not

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<v Speaker 4>forgiven me and not given me the same amount of

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<v Speaker 4>grace That i've given.

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<v Speaker 5>Them, okay that's fair BECAUSE i had to. LEARN i

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<v Speaker 5>think SOMETIMES i was too forgiving AND i really had

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<v Speaker 5>to learn to be, like maybe this person isn't really your,

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<v Speaker 5>friend like If.

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<v Speaker 1>I've had that two SINCE i.

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<v Speaker 4>Have and my problem IS i feel like LIKE i

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<v Speaker 4>probably hold on to some like relationships too long.

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<v Speaker 1>Too you know WHAT i.

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<v Speaker 4>Mean like and you, know and sometimes it's the voices

0:19:52.640 --> 0:19:56.920
<v Speaker 4>around us that will keep us involved in certain relationships because.

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<v Speaker 1>People have come up to you and be, like, well.

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<v Speaker 4>No, no, no but y'all coodn't but y'all for, now

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<v Speaker 4>y'all need to fix that everything you don't supposed to

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<v Speaker 4>fix and some things you're supposed to let.

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<v Speaker 1>Go you know, What i'm say.

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<v Speaker 5>Another one some, people BUT i will say, this some

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<v Speaker 5>people will forgive their man.

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<v Speaker 2>FASTER, yea let's talk about.

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<v Speaker 1>That CAN i just be? Like that is so?

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<v Speaker 4>True i'm, like you didn't caught this, person you didn't

0:20:27.800 --> 0:20:31.080
<v Speaker 4>heard about this, person you didn't dealt with this person

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<v Speaker 4>doing all kinds of stuff to, You but you got

0:20:34.560 --> 0:20:37.880
<v Speaker 4>grace and mercy for. Them but the friend that's been

0:20:37.960 --> 0:20:40.680
<v Speaker 4>there for, you that's had your, BACK i do one

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<v Speaker 4>small thing that may have hurt your feelings or, something

0:20:43.800 --> 0:20:47.800
<v Speaker 4>but you can't forgive. ME i think that's some. BS

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<v Speaker 4>i really, do because it's so.

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<v Speaker 1>TRUE i see women do it all the.

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<v Speaker 4>Time i'm, like you will give that man so much

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<v Speaker 4>grace and so many, chances BUT i say one thing

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<v Speaker 4>you don't, like and you want to throw me to the,

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<v Speaker 4>wayside like, literally and.

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<v Speaker 2>LISTEN i believe. IT i know.

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<v Speaker 5>It Like i'm not very forgiving when it comes to, men,

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<v Speaker 5>though SO i get. It Probably i'm probably more forgiving

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<v Speaker 5>with my friends than with a.

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<v Speaker 4>Man i'm definitely more forgiving with my girlfriends THAN i.

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<v Speaker 2>Am and SOMETIMES i feel.

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<v Speaker 5>Like that's also a disadvantage, though because there's times that

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<v Speaker 5>guys mess up AND i didn't give much grace for

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<v Speaker 5>that the.

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<v Speaker 1>Same but part of that is.

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<v Speaker 5>BECAUSE i know, me, LIKE i know That i'm never

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<v Speaker 5>it's never going to feel the same, Thing and so

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<v Speaker 5>what's the point in me like doing that IF i?

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<v Speaker 1>Know, yeah.

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<v Speaker 3>How would he react in a? Situation will he have

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<v Speaker 3>grace with?

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<v Speaker 1>You?

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<v Speaker 5>No, yeah BECAUSE i feel like once a guy catches

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<v Speaker 5>you doing, something they feel like they have a free

0:21:48.680 --> 0:21:50.360
<v Speaker 5>get out of jail card for the rest of their.

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<v Speaker 2>Life or they just never let.

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<v Speaker 4>It BECAUSE i know some guys that have caught some

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<v Speaker 4>situations but they have given.

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<v Speaker 1>Grace it's you'd be so. Surprize how many men when

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<v Speaker 1>they are in.

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<v Speaker 4>Love, yeah they don't even want to. Know they don't

0:22:06.640 --> 0:22:07.840
<v Speaker 4>want to, know but they don't.

0:22:07.600 --> 0:22:08.000
<v Speaker 2>Want to make.

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<v Speaker 5>OUT i don't know that there are guys who have

0:22:11.600 --> 0:22:14.760
<v Speaker 5>pretended to not know something that they, Knew like. This

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<v Speaker 5>one guy was dating some one of my friends AND

0:22:17.960 --> 0:22:20.040
<v Speaker 5>i was friends with both of, them and she definitely

0:22:20.080 --> 0:22:22.480
<v Speaker 5>did something and he told, me don't tell her THAT

0:22:22.520 --> 0:22:23.080
<v Speaker 5>i know about.

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<v Speaker 2>It don't even want her to know That i'm like

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<v Speaker 2>this is going To we're going to eat me up for.

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<v Speaker 2>This BUT i feel like.

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<v Speaker 6>Women who forget or who are forgiven by men for their.

0:22:38.560 --> 0:22:40.880
<v Speaker 6>CHEATING i feel Like i've noticed a lot of women

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<v Speaker 6>like lose respect for their partner, Okay AND i feel

0:22:44.400 --> 0:22:46.439
<v Speaker 6>Like i've been one of those women, before, right like

0:22:46.480 --> 0:22:48.120
<v Speaker 6>you got me get away with, this, right Because i'm,

0:22:48.160 --> 0:22:49.920
<v Speaker 6>LIKE i wouldn't let you get away with, that, Right

0:22:51.040 --> 0:22:53.679
<v Speaker 6>and SO i don't. KNOW i feel like after, THAT

0:22:53.760 --> 0:22:56.000
<v Speaker 6>i was, Like, okay that was, cool and THEN i found,

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<v Speaker 6>myself DO.

0:22:56.800 --> 0:22:57.600
<v Speaker 2>I need to do it?

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<v Speaker 5>Again that's how men, are you, know you forgive them

0:22:59.840 --> 0:23:01.760
<v Speaker 5>and take them back a lot of times they'll be

0:23:01.880 --> 0:23:04.720
<v Speaker 5>like they'll keep until it turns into a huge blow

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<v Speaker 5>up that they can lose their whole.

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<v Speaker 4>Family AND i just think that sometimes men will keep

0:23:10.280 --> 0:23:13.200
<v Speaker 4>trying to see exactly how far you'll let them.

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<v Speaker 1>Go, tas do you think that for?

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<v Speaker 5>You being like an acting coach also AND i direct

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<v Speaker 5>it also makes you kind of a life.

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<v Speaker 4>COACH i mean IT i consider myself because but you

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<v Speaker 4>know what it, is, SIS i just you, KNOW i

0:23:30.440 --> 0:23:35.560
<v Speaker 4>genuinely love people LIKE i just genuinely love people LIKE

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<v Speaker 4>i just genuinely care about. PEOPLE i mean, honestly it

0:23:41.920 --> 0:23:44.800
<v Speaker 4>just really, is like this is How i've been my entire.

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<v Speaker 4>Life LIKE i love. PEOPLE i love seeing people. SUCCESSFUL

0:23:49.240 --> 0:23:52.960
<v Speaker 4>i love seeing people. HAPPY i love seeing people have.

0:23:53.200 --> 0:23:56.920
<v Speaker 4>MONEY i love seeing people. RICH i love seeing people look.

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<v Speaker 4>GOOD i love seeing women look.

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<v Speaker 1>Good you know What i'm.

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<v Speaker 4>Saying Like bernicia's behind when she first WHEN i first Met,

0:24:04.359 --> 0:24:07.800
<v Speaker 4>bernicia beautiful, girl just.

0:24:08.000 --> 0:24:15.520
<v Speaker 1>Gorgeous she came in like a. NUN i, mean she

0:24:15.760 --> 0:24:17.119
<v Speaker 1>was so wrapped, up weren't, You.

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<v Speaker 4>Bernicia but the way THAT i look at, it like

0:24:21.240 --> 0:24:23.080
<v Speaker 4>and the REASON i said to, HER i, said you

0:24:23.119 --> 0:24:25.879
<v Speaker 4>don't have to cover up in front of, Me like

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<v Speaker 4>you don't have to come around me covered.

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<v Speaker 1>UP i want you to. SHINE i want you to be.

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<v Speaker 4>Beautiful Like i'm confident and WHO i am as a,

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<v Speaker 4>woman AND i love beautiful. WOMEN i, mean come, on

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<v Speaker 4>Like i've been friends With gigi for how? Long, okay

0:24:42.720 --> 0:24:45.639
<v Speaker 4>you know WHAT i? Mean, LIKE i just love women

0:24:46.040 --> 0:24:48.760
<v Speaker 4>to feel good about themselves and be. Beautiful AND i

0:24:49.240 --> 0:24:52.280
<v Speaker 4>don't believe in hating on women because they're.

0:24:52.320 --> 0:24:53.760
<v Speaker 1>Beautiful it's not in the whole.

0:24:53.760 --> 0:24:56.720
<v Speaker 4>Team it's like that's What i'm, saying, like even back

0:24:56.760 --> 0:24:59.920
<v Speaker 4>in the day WHEN i was, young we have this

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<v Speaker 4>girlfriend that we're still friends with Named.

0:25:02.200 --> 0:25:11.040
<v Speaker 1>LYDIA i know she's gonna be But, LYDIA i, swear

0:25:11.800 --> 0:25:13.320
<v Speaker 1>looked just Like Shila.

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<v Speaker 4>Ed, okay, okay back in the ag know how Fine

0:25:17.960 --> 0:25:19.960
<v Speaker 4>chili my home girl she and.

0:25:20.040 --> 0:25:24.879
<v Speaker 1>Lied she she but Like Sheila. E i mean talking

0:25:24.880 --> 0:25:27.680
<v Speaker 1>about Fine like y'all see her On Crush.

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<v Speaker 4>Groove like back in the, day she would wear that

0:25:29.680 --> 0:25:34.000
<v Speaker 4>one leg covered in that leg you, know AND i

0:25:34.040 --> 0:25:39.200
<v Speaker 4>mean just. Fly she had that asymmetrical, haircut just. GORGEOUS

0:25:39.480 --> 0:25:42.679
<v Speaker 4>i Met lydia and she looked just like. HER i was,

0:25:42.680 --> 0:25:44.880
<v Speaker 4>LIKE i want to be her, friend and she.

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<v Speaker 3>Gonna get us in the.

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<v Speaker 1>Club, okay she ain't gonna get us in the.

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<v Speaker 4>Club AND i mean she had this little sports. Car

0:25:54.440 --> 0:25:57.200
<v Speaker 4>we became best. Friends we're still friends to this. Day

0:25:57.280 --> 0:25:59.359
<v Speaker 4>i've known her SINCE i was probably like fourteen or

0:25:59.400 --> 0:26:01.840
<v Speaker 4>fifteen years, old And i'm telling, you she.

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<v Speaker 1>Fly she was flying in she fly.

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<v Speaker 4>Now BUT i just LIKE i always loved fly friends around.

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<v Speaker 3>ME i.

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<v Speaker 1>COULD i didn't bear her it.

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<v Speaker 4>IS i was, LIKE i don't have to be the

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<v Speaker 4>most beautiful girl in the. ROOM i don't. LIKE i

0:26:18.320 --> 0:26:22.080
<v Speaker 4>love when some everybody, bad everybody, fine everybody, hot.

0:26:22.200 --> 0:26:23.880
<v Speaker 1>Everybody you know What i'm.

0:26:23.920 --> 0:26:27.600
<v Speaker 4>Saying i'm, like let's, go let's walk, in like being

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<v Speaker 4>the hottest ones that walk in the.

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<v Speaker 1>Club LIKE i just love, it you know What i'm, Saying,

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<v Speaker 1>LIKE i love.

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<v Speaker 2>It that was.

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<v Speaker 4>My joy right, THERE i, swear AND i love those

0:26:48.119 --> 0:26:50.240
<v Speaker 4>women LIKE i love those women like as a young,

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<v Speaker 4>girl like to even grow up to become friends With

0:26:52.640 --> 0:26:55.840
<v Speaker 4>Bernadette cooper From, crimes but to become friends With Shila

0:26:55.960 --> 0:26:59.240
<v Speaker 4>e you, know and see these gorgeous women just doing their,

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<v Speaker 4>thing it is.

0:27:00.480 --> 0:27:01.800
<v Speaker 1>MOTIVATING i love.

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<v Speaker 2>It, LISTEN i will, SAY i feel LIKE i got

0:27:04.000 --> 0:27:06.880
<v Speaker 2>like a fly. Crew you, DO i. DO i enjoy,

0:27:06.960 --> 0:27:08.520
<v Speaker 2>it like when we all go. Out it's. Nice WHEN

0:27:08.560 --> 0:27:11.680
<v Speaker 2>i go from city to. CITY i got. Friends, yeah

0:27:12.119 --> 0:27:12.840
<v Speaker 2>like let's go out.

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<v Speaker 1>Friend oh, right SO i met my boyfriend was at In.

0:27:18.119 --> 0:27:21.400
<v Speaker 1>DETROIT i love. IT i love, it.

0:27:21.600 --> 0:27:23.639
<v Speaker 2>You, KNOW i do the lau whatever we need to.

0:27:23.680 --> 0:27:25.960
<v Speaker 5>Do i'm, like, listen you like. Her it's such and,

0:27:26.040 --> 0:27:27.640
<v Speaker 5>such like you, girl what you want me to tell?

0:27:27.680 --> 0:27:28.960
<v Speaker 2>Him, OKAY i love.

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<v Speaker 5>It now let's get back To marley's, character, though because

0:27:34.480 --> 0:27:36.600
<v Speaker 5>there's a lot going on on this season and everybody

0:27:36.680 --> 0:27:39.159
<v Speaker 5>y'all got to binge watch, it and it's like it

0:27:39.240 --> 0:27:41.600
<v Speaker 5>went too. Fast i'll say that because the episodes are

0:27:41.600 --> 0:27:42.480
<v Speaker 5>like thirty.

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<v Speaker 1>Minutes SO i feel like twenty.

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<v Speaker 5>Five, Yeah and is it going to be picked up?

0:27:47.200 --> 0:27:48.960
<v Speaker 5>AGAIN i can't see it not because it's been getting.

0:27:49.040 --> 0:27:51.480
<v Speaker 1>RAIDED i think it's so good it should be picked. Up,

0:27:51.600 --> 0:27:52.640
<v Speaker 1>yeah it's so.

0:27:52.760 --> 0:27:55.320
<v Speaker 5>GOOD i can't see it not getting picked. Up and

0:27:55.359 --> 0:27:58.040
<v Speaker 5>another thing that people really loved about it, was, yes the,

0:27:58.040 --> 0:28:01.640
<v Speaker 5>friendships the, relationships but also the just existing like of

0:28:02.080 --> 0:28:06.640
<v Speaker 5>trans woman who's getting, Married, yes And Pepper peppermint, indeed

0:28:06.760 --> 0:28:10.879
<v Speaker 5>and so just even that speech That peppermint gave, about you,

0:28:10.920 --> 0:28:13.320
<v Speaker 5>know being able to have love and being a trans

0:28:13.359 --> 0:28:16.400
<v Speaker 5>person that is able to actually like live the rest

0:28:16.400 --> 0:28:18.560
<v Speaker 5>of their life and love because everyone won't have that,

0:28:18.640 --> 0:28:21.200
<v Speaker 5>opportunity you, know to do. That AND i feel like

0:28:21.240 --> 0:28:25.200
<v Speaker 5>there's been so many harmful. Conversations, yes and the things it's,

0:28:25.359 --> 0:28:27.840
<v Speaker 5>awful like some of the THINGS i see. Online you,

0:28:27.880 --> 0:28:31.840
<v Speaker 5>KNOW i just had On Dwayne, curry whose trans they

0:28:31.880 --> 0:28:35.879
<v Speaker 5>did a movie about her ON Bt plus and the,

0:28:36.000 --> 0:28:39.440
<v Speaker 5>Comments i'm, like y'all are wiling like.

0:28:39.320 --> 0:28:41.240
<v Speaker 1>You're just mean for no, reason.

0:28:41.280 --> 0:28:44.640
<v Speaker 5>Hateful, Yeah, Dwyn But dwyn been going right back at

0:28:44.640 --> 0:28:47.560
<v Speaker 5>people and like saying little funny comments because they just

0:28:47.600 --> 0:28:48.200
<v Speaker 5>keep saying.

0:28:48.000 --> 0:28:48.520
<v Speaker 2>Stuff like you a.

0:28:48.520 --> 0:28:51.120
<v Speaker 5>Man he's, like, yes you're, right like we'll just say

0:28:51.200 --> 0:28:53.800
<v Speaker 5>THAT I and then she hit me like you see

0:28:53.840 --> 0:28:56.040
<v Speaker 5>me going at these, people, girl, Right And i'm, like, okay,

0:28:56.040 --> 0:28:58.120
<v Speaker 5>good you. Know but it's ALSO i know that has

0:28:58.160 --> 0:29:00.960
<v Speaker 5>to feel like overwhelming.

0:29:00.160 --> 0:29:03.440
<v Speaker 4>That it even needs to be like conversated. About LIKE

0:29:03.480 --> 0:29:06.040
<v Speaker 4>i don't even feel, LIKE i, mean that's the stuff

0:29:06.120 --> 0:29:08.440
<v Speaker 4>like THAT i feel we shouldn't even pay attention. TO

0:29:08.560 --> 0:29:11.840
<v Speaker 4>i think everyone should have the right to be who they, are,

0:29:12.400 --> 0:29:16.280
<v Speaker 4>period and that's the noise that can be very, distracting

0:29:16.400 --> 0:29:19.040
<v Speaker 4>you know WHAT i, Mean who cares about the? Comments

0:29:19.120 --> 0:29:21.600
<v Speaker 4>at the end of the, day who are these? People

0:29:21.640 --> 0:29:23.280
<v Speaker 4>we don't know these, people.

0:29:23.360 --> 0:29:25.440
<v Speaker 1>Like you didn't know these, people you.

0:29:25.480 --> 0:29:27.240
<v Speaker 4>KNOW i, Mean i'm just, saying LIKE i, mean no

0:29:27.280 --> 0:29:31.000
<v Speaker 4>matter what anyone says about, anybody it's, like, like you

0:29:31.080 --> 0:29:34.000
<v Speaker 4>live your life like it's your life to. Live god

0:29:34.200 --> 0:29:36.920
<v Speaker 4>made you to be who you. Are you live your

0:29:37.000 --> 0:29:39.840
<v Speaker 4>life as you choose to live. It everyone has the

0:29:39.960 --> 0:29:43.040
<v Speaker 4>right to do. That as far As i'm concerned before they.

0:29:43.080 --> 0:29:44.440
<v Speaker 1>Die, Right, no.

0:29:44.560 --> 0:29:45.240
<v Speaker 2>But that's What i'm.

0:29:45.280 --> 0:29:48.560
<v Speaker 5>Saying, like even watching, THIS i saw so many people

0:29:48.600 --> 0:29:50.840
<v Speaker 5>talking about that's me or that character is, me of

0:29:50.920 --> 0:29:53.120
<v Speaker 5>all these different characteris.

0:29:52.560 --> 0:29:55.480
<v Speaker 1>Yes, yes, YES i MEAN i love.

0:29:55.520 --> 0:29:57.800
<v Speaker 4>IT i get to play a queer, woman you, KNOW

0:29:57.880 --> 0:29:59.680
<v Speaker 4>i get to work With Jerry, johnson.

0:29:59.360 --> 0:29:59.760
<v Speaker 1>Who is up.

0:29:59.800 --> 0:30:05.520
<v Speaker 5>Here WHEN i tell, You darry took it. PLACES i

0:30:05.520 --> 0:30:06.520
<v Speaker 5>had no idea we were going to.

0:30:06.600 --> 0:30:09.720
<v Speaker 1>Go, Absolutely she's.

0:30:09.920 --> 0:30:16.280
<v Speaker 4>Fascinating she's, fascinating and she's so. MATURE i cannot believe

0:30:16.320 --> 0:30:17.520
<v Speaker 4>she's thirty years.

0:30:17.520 --> 0:30:23.000
<v Speaker 1>Old now that's kind of like your. Man, Yes, okay.

0:30:22.680 --> 0:30:23.600
<v Speaker 2>Did jerry get married?

0:30:23.680 --> 0:30:27.720
<v Speaker 5>Yet BECAUSE i, know, okay not yet because last time

0:30:27.760 --> 0:30:28.920
<v Speaker 5>she was here she was talking about.

0:30:28.960 --> 0:30:33.480
<v Speaker 2>It they have a very h they're about to explore.

0:30:33.840 --> 0:30:35.680
<v Speaker 2>THIS i couldn't do.

0:30:35.760 --> 0:30:39.240
<v Speaker 1>It but my Best Jared's. Jerry that is So.

0:30:39.360 --> 0:30:41.960
<v Speaker 2>Jerry then you can be polyamorous.

0:30:41.280 --> 0:30:43.360
<v Speaker 1>Girl, PLEASE i, mean are you kidding?

0:30:43.400 --> 0:30:52.120
<v Speaker 4>Me absolutely? NOT i mean absolutely. NOT i mean knows

0:30:52.160 --> 0:30:52.560
<v Speaker 4>this about.

0:30:52.560 --> 0:30:53.320
<v Speaker 1>ME i never had a.

0:30:53.320 --> 0:30:56.760
<v Speaker 4>THREESOME i only want one vagina in the. Room if,

0:30:56.800 --> 0:30:57.760
<v Speaker 4>ANYTHING i had like two.

0:30:57.840 --> 0:31:04.520
<v Speaker 2>Guys how did it? Said she got?

0:31:04.520 --> 0:31:09.560
<v Speaker 4>That But i'm a little, corny.

0:31:09.600 --> 0:31:13.200
<v Speaker 1>Y'all Like i'm a little old. School i'm really old.

0:31:13.280 --> 0:31:17.880
<v Speaker 4>School i'm like probably more conservative than, anybody you know

0:31:17.920 --> 0:31:20.040
<v Speaker 4>What i'm. Saying Like i'm like a ONE i, LIKE

0:31:20.560 --> 0:31:24.360
<v Speaker 4>i JUST i am definitely like a one person.

0:31:24.400 --> 0:31:24.720
<v Speaker 1>Person.

0:31:26.120 --> 0:31:34.760
<v Speaker 4>Yeah do you think that you'll get married? AGAIN i mean, yes, girl,

0:31:35.080 --> 0:31:37.520
<v Speaker 4>yes don't let me. STOP i don't want to talk about.

0:31:37.520 --> 0:31:43.880
<v Speaker 5>That, Well, jesz when we first started, it she said

0:31:43.920 --> 0:31:44.800
<v Speaker 5>she never wanted to get.

0:31:44.840 --> 0:31:47.880
<v Speaker 2>MARRIED i never getting married.

0:31:47.920 --> 0:31:50.600
<v Speaker 4>Bything But i'm not looking to Like i'm not like

0:31:51.040 --> 0:31:55.160
<v Speaker 4>looking for a, Husband like that's not like my. Intention

0:31:55.440 --> 0:31:58.640
<v Speaker 4>Like i'm, like, OH i have to be married in

0:31:58.760 --> 0:31:59.440
<v Speaker 4>order to feel.

0:31:59.480 --> 0:32:01.680
<v Speaker 1>WHOLE i agree with you know WHAT i. Mean i'm,

0:32:01.720 --> 0:32:05.240
<v Speaker 1>like if it, works it, works maybe it's a life,

0:32:05.280 --> 0:32:07.480
<v Speaker 1>partner you know. WHAT i could just be with you.

0:32:07.520 --> 0:32:08.560
<v Speaker 2>FOREVER i.

0:32:08.560 --> 0:32:10.600
<v Speaker 5>Could and we just made sure that our trust and

0:32:10.640 --> 0:32:14.680
<v Speaker 5>wheels are set up. Properly, yeah BECAUSE i think that's

0:32:14.720 --> 0:32:16.440
<v Speaker 5>a large part of the reason why people do. That

0:32:16.480 --> 0:32:19.240
<v Speaker 5>as a, contract it's easier the. Business something should, happen,

0:32:19.560 --> 0:32:22.000
<v Speaker 5>true you, Know and that's what people think about. Packwork

0:32:22.080 --> 0:32:24.040
<v Speaker 5>when it comes to the. Benefits you, know what the

0:32:24.080 --> 0:32:26.120
<v Speaker 5>government does if you're. Married there's a lot more things

0:32:26.120 --> 0:32:28.400
<v Speaker 5>that could. Happen BUT i want to ask you filming

0:32:28.480 --> 0:32:31.440
<v Speaker 5>this role Of, marley were there things about yourself that you're, like,

0:32:31.520 --> 0:32:34.800
<v Speaker 5>hmm you know this actually sounds good just because of

0:32:34.840 --> 0:32:36.560
<v Speaker 5>the role that you had to play on.

0:32:36.680 --> 0:32:41.160
<v Speaker 4>THERE i, mean, HONESTLY i just love how bold and

0:32:41.200 --> 0:32:42.400
<v Speaker 4>how Fearless marley.

0:32:42.560 --> 0:32:45.000
<v Speaker 2>Is, honestly you're like that in real life. ALREADY i.

0:32:45.080 --> 0:32:47.920
<v Speaker 4>Am BUT i probably wouldn't walk into a boardroom and,

0:32:47.920 --> 0:32:49.600
<v Speaker 4>say all, right everybody's shut the fuck.

0:32:49.720 --> 0:32:52.200
<v Speaker 1>UP i probably wouldn't do.

0:32:52.360 --> 0:32:57.160
<v Speaker 4>That but it's funny because one person was, LIKE i

0:32:57.160 --> 0:32:58.960
<v Speaker 4>Think i'm gonna walk into the bar and say that

0:32:59.000 --> 0:33:01.480
<v Speaker 4>everybody shut the fuck. UP i date like a rich

0:33:01.520 --> 0:33:02.520
<v Speaker 4>white man with all the.

0:33:02.640 --> 0:33:05.440
<v Speaker 1>Entitlements, okay but.

0:33:04.800 --> 0:33:08.800
<v Speaker 4>BUT i feel empowered by, Her LIKE i am bold

0:33:09.600 --> 0:33:13.800
<v Speaker 4>AND i am like. Fearless but IT'S i, Mean i'm

0:33:13.800 --> 0:33:18.200
<v Speaker 4>gonna say HOW i, feel, Right but BUT i do

0:33:18.360 --> 0:33:21.320
<v Speaker 4>HAVE i GUESS i try to have maybe some.

0:33:21.520 --> 0:33:23.640
<v Speaker 1>Boundaries, maybe BUT i just.

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<v Speaker 4>TRY i, MEAN i. GUESS i mean it's a little

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<v Speaker 4>bit Of marlee and. Me but she may push it

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<v Speaker 4>a little further THEN i may push.

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<v Speaker 2>It she might be more. Abrasive, yeah, yeah maybe.

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<v Speaker 4>That's like maybe she's a little more, abrasive Like marlee

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<v Speaker 4>is really the woman in my.

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<v Speaker 1>Head you know, what you, know because what the problem.

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<v Speaker 4>IS i feel guilty sometimes because, honestly people can't handle shit,

0:33:52.240 --> 0:33:56.320
<v Speaker 4>sometimes LIKE i. Swear it's like IF i go too,

0:33:56.360 --> 0:33:59.800
<v Speaker 4>FAR i don't, know maybe it's my. Voice maybe it's

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<v Speaker 4>too much for some, people you know WHAT i.

0:34:02.440 --> 0:34:06.080
<v Speaker 1>MEAN i feel LIKE i gotta be very careful.

0:34:06.080 --> 0:34:09.879
<v Speaker 4>Sometimes with, people you know What i'm saying and their

0:34:09.920 --> 0:34:13.520
<v Speaker 4>feelings and their emotions and things like, that you know

0:34:13.560 --> 0:34:13.759
<v Speaker 4>WHAT i.

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<v Speaker 2>Mean you think it's this DNA's too where everyone, everybody.

0:34:18.840 --> 0:34:23.640
<v Speaker 4>Everybody it is so like everyone is so like if

0:34:24.040 --> 0:34:25.880
<v Speaker 4>you see How i'm talking right, now.

0:34:25.920 --> 0:34:27.600
<v Speaker 1>You're, like let me be. Careful let me tell.

0:34:27.640 --> 0:34:29.920
<v Speaker 4>You some people would Say i'm yelling and this is

0:34:29.960 --> 0:34:33.560
<v Speaker 4>your regular li like literally like some people be like

0:34:33.880 --> 0:34:37.160
<v Speaker 4>she yelled at. Me LIKE i even had a situation

0:34:37.360 --> 0:34:40.279
<v Speaker 4>where SOMEBODY i was at. WORK i was actually on

0:34:40.360 --> 0:34:43.320
<v Speaker 4>a set and somebody.

0:34:43.000 --> 0:34:43.799
<v Speaker 1>Was asking me to do.

0:34:43.840 --> 0:34:46.000
<v Speaker 4>SOMETHING i was like, no And i'm in the middle

0:34:46.040 --> 0:34:47.839
<v Speaker 4>of the work and they, said, well can you guys say?

0:34:47.920 --> 0:34:50.560
<v Speaker 4>No and and they, said you guys said no and

0:34:51.200 --> 0:34:54.560
<v Speaker 4>no and then and then they were, like you're yelling at.

0:34:54.560 --> 0:34:57.600
<v Speaker 1>Me i'm, like you act like you didn't hear.

0:34:57.719 --> 0:35:00.640
<v Speaker 4>Me i'm not. Yelling i'm like in the middle of

0:35:00.760 --> 0:35:04.960
<v Speaker 4>working And i'm in my passion right, now AND i

0:35:05.040 --> 0:35:08.160
<v Speaker 4>just THOUGHT i needed to put a little extra tone

0:35:08.200 --> 0:35:09.760
<v Speaker 4>in that, voice so you know they.

0:35:09.920 --> 0:35:14.520
<v Speaker 1>UNDERSTOOD i, said, NO i love. THAT i love that about.

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<v Speaker 3>YOU i feel like that's something that we have in,

0:35:16.120 --> 0:35:19.359
<v Speaker 3>common our. Passion like when we really feel, something we

0:35:19.440 --> 0:35:21.320
<v Speaker 3>feel it and we let it be. Known and people

0:35:21.400 --> 0:35:23.799
<v Speaker 3>might take that the wrong, way but it's really just a.

0:35:23.840 --> 0:35:24.680
<v Speaker 1>Passion it's just.

0:35:24.760 --> 0:35:29.360
<v Speaker 2>Passion, yeah you're in a good. Space when you walked

0:35:29.400 --> 0:35:31.480
<v Speaker 2>in With, jordan you felt something was off of.

0:35:31.560 --> 0:35:33.880
<v Speaker 4>HER i did you know what it? Is WHEN i

0:35:33.920 --> 0:35:36.840
<v Speaker 4>looked in her eyes AND i, said how you?

0:35:36.920 --> 0:35:38.680
<v Speaker 3>Doing and this is y'all's first time meeting for the

0:35:38.680 --> 0:35:39.520
<v Speaker 3>people who don't, know.

0:35:39.600 --> 0:35:42.000
<v Speaker 4>Yeah and she looked at me and she was like

0:35:42.360 --> 0:35:44.480
<v Speaker 4>it was something about the. Way she said she Good

0:35:44.880 --> 0:35:47.400
<v Speaker 4>AND i said you? Good you are and she was like,

0:35:47.480 --> 0:35:50.080
<v Speaker 4>YEAH i said for, real FOR i, SAID i could

0:35:50.160 --> 0:35:53.799
<v Speaker 4>just see, It, HONESTLY i could just see it in her.

0:35:53.880 --> 0:35:57.040
<v Speaker 4>Eyes but you know what that's BECAUSE i care about.

0:35:57.040 --> 0:36:01.200
<v Speaker 4>Her you know a lot of, times, right we overlook,

0:36:01.280 --> 0:36:06.640
<v Speaker 4>people like we overlook people's, Feelings like we brush over

0:36:07.239 --> 0:36:09.880
<v Speaker 4>people when we're not looking.

0:36:09.520 --> 0:36:13.359
<v Speaker 1>At them and seeing them and making a real connection with. Them.

0:36:13.440 --> 0:36:16.880
<v Speaker 4>Right but if you take your, TIME i feel to

0:36:17.040 --> 0:36:21.279
<v Speaker 4>make a connection with, somebody you could probably experience a

0:36:21.280 --> 0:36:23.600
<v Speaker 4>lot and see a, lot you know What i'm. Saying

0:36:23.640 --> 0:36:27.080
<v Speaker 4>BUT i just feel like it's just it's almost like

0:36:27.520 --> 0:36:31.799
<v Speaker 4>a scrolling Through instagram or scrolling through social. MEDIA i

0:36:31.840 --> 0:36:34.840
<v Speaker 4>feel like when it comes to relationships and people and

0:36:34.880 --> 0:36:37.279
<v Speaker 4>when we meet, people imagine how many People i've met

0:36:37.320 --> 0:36:40.200
<v Speaker 4>people literally that you, know like imagine you say, hi

0:36:40.360 --> 0:36:43.759
<v Speaker 4>say ahad to, Me, hey, hey, oh and so you,

0:36:43.800 --> 0:36:48.399
<v Speaker 4>know like people just people will up you don't take

0:36:48.440 --> 0:36:49.399
<v Speaker 4>the time.

0:36:49.440 --> 0:36:52.640
<v Speaker 1>To look at you and say, hi how you.

0:36:52.680 --> 0:36:54.000
<v Speaker 2>Doing you know What.

0:36:53.920 --> 0:36:56.520
<v Speaker 1>I'm, Saying it's like there's no real.

0:36:56.640 --> 0:37:00.799
<v Speaker 4>Connection you, know people are just moving through life so

0:37:01.000 --> 0:37:06.400
<v Speaker 4>quickly that they missed great, Conversations they miss meeting beautiful,

0:37:06.560 --> 0:37:08.120
<v Speaker 4>people you, know they.

0:37:08.040 --> 0:37:09.000
<v Speaker 1>Miss hearing great.

0:37:09.040 --> 0:37:11.759
<v Speaker 4>Stories and you know What i'm, Saying it's like we

0:37:11.840 --> 0:37:14.759
<v Speaker 4>got to just slow down a little, bit experience and

0:37:14.960 --> 0:37:17.560
<v Speaker 4>enjoy the experience of another human.

0:37:17.640 --> 0:37:18.960
<v Speaker 1>Being, Right and.

0:37:19.000 --> 0:37:20.520
<v Speaker 2>You, know people when they ask you how you're. Doing

0:37:20.560 --> 0:37:21.719
<v Speaker 2>people don't really.

0:37:21.840 --> 0:37:22.880
<v Speaker 1>Care want to.

0:37:22.880 --> 0:37:25.080
<v Speaker 3>Know sometimes If i'm in a bad mood or if

0:37:25.080 --> 0:37:27.320
<v Speaker 3>something is wrong and somebody say how you, doing.

0:37:27.360 --> 0:37:31.879
<v Speaker 1>You really want to Because i'll tell you you really

0:37:31.920 --> 0:37:35.319
<v Speaker 1>want to? Know ain't that the? Truth ain't that the?

0:37:35.400 --> 0:37:37.640
<v Speaker 2>Truth let me ask you.

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<v Speaker 5>This you've been in this business for so, long when

0:37:41.120 --> 0:37:43.120
<v Speaker 5>did you and because we were talking about what Tone

0:37:43.120 --> 0:37:45.120
<v Speaker 5>bell had to say about people thinking you're rich because

0:37:45.160 --> 0:37:47.920
<v Speaker 5>you're ON tv and you know you're you're doing the

0:37:48.000 --> 0:37:51.279
<v Speaker 5>acting and you're doing stand, up when did you finally feel, like,

0:37:51.800 --> 0:37:54.160
<v Speaker 5>okay like this Is i'm straight here.

0:37:55.520 --> 0:37:58.960
<v Speaker 1>Financially let me tell you, something mindy.

0:37:59.080 --> 0:38:03.960
<v Speaker 4>Child you, KNOW i don't ever like just feel Like

0:38:04.120 --> 0:38:07.400
<v Speaker 4>i'm straight because there's always so much MORE i want to,

0:38:07.440 --> 0:38:10.239
<v Speaker 4>do you know What i'm. Saying and a lot of

0:38:10.280 --> 0:38:14.120
<v Speaker 4>times when like my production Company Camden bridge, developing like

0:38:14.160 --> 0:38:20.400
<v Speaker 4>there's always you know WHAT i, Mean but LIKE i

0:38:20.440 --> 0:38:23.840
<v Speaker 4>REMEMBER i did you Know Daddy's Little? Girls AND i

0:38:23.920 --> 0:38:28.640
<v Speaker 4>made fourteen thousand dollars On Daddy's, Girls LIKE i mean

0:38:28.800 --> 0:38:32.320
<v Speaker 4>literally like and everybody THOUGHT i had all this, money

0:38:32.800 --> 0:38:37.360
<v Speaker 4>BUT i got paid scale and fourteen thousand dollars for

0:38:37.560 --> 0:38:41.240
<v Speaker 4>the whole. Movie that's. It BUT i did the movie

0:38:41.360 --> 0:38:45.120
<v Speaker 4>and then everyone's thinking THAT i was making all this.

0:38:45.280 --> 0:38:48.440
<v Speaker 4>Money But i'm, LIKE i made like two grand a

0:38:48.480 --> 0:38:50.920
<v Speaker 4>week or something like, that you know What i'm.

0:38:50.960 --> 0:38:53.880
<v Speaker 1>Saying So i'm not too. Rich and the taxes and

0:38:53.920 --> 0:38:56.240
<v Speaker 1>you gotta pay your, agent you gotta pay your, lawyer

0:38:56.280 --> 0:38:58.600
<v Speaker 1>you gotta pay you know What i'm. Saying you had.

0:38:58.800 --> 0:39:02.200
<v Speaker 1>Drafted oh my.

0:39:02.320 --> 0:39:05.480
<v Speaker 3>God people really don't understand the everything that goes into

0:39:05.480 --> 0:39:05.880
<v Speaker 3>the bottom.

0:39:05.880 --> 0:39:09.520
<v Speaker 5>Line, yeah but That but the good thing is That Tyler,

0:39:09.560 --> 0:39:13.920
<v Speaker 5>perry you, know. DEFINITELY i think that connection continued to

0:39:13.920 --> 0:39:14.839
<v Speaker 5>be strong after that.

0:39:14.880 --> 0:39:17.399
<v Speaker 4>Too, no it was a blessing to. Do why DID

0:39:17.400 --> 0:39:19.279
<v Speaker 4>i get? Married and why DID i get?

0:39:19.320 --> 0:39:22.840
<v Speaker 1>Married? Too and for better or? Worse, yeah, yeah SO i.

0:39:22.880 --> 0:39:25.439
<v Speaker 2>Think but you're, right, though people see you ON, tv

0:39:25.480 --> 0:39:25.839
<v Speaker 2>they don't.

0:39:25.840 --> 0:39:26.560
<v Speaker 1>Know they don't.

0:39:26.560 --> 0:39:27.160
<v Speaker 2>Know they don't.

0:39:27.160 --> 0:39:28.840
<v Speaker 3>Know they see a, movie they're, like, yeah you, know she,

0:39:29.000 --> 0:39:30.480
<v Speaker 3>rich she acted, funny she's.

0:39:31.360 --> 0:39:31.879
<v Speaker 1>But they don't.

0:39:31.880 --> 0:39:35.680
<v Speaker 4>Know you have responsibilities and sometimes like as an, actor you,

0:39:35.719 --> 0:39:38.360
<v Speaker 4>know and director and all of, it you do a,

0:39:38.440 --> 0:39:40.600
<v Speaker 4>job you don't do a, job you you know WHAT i.

0:39:40.640 --> 0:39:43.040
<v Speaker 4>Mean sometimes you go a long period of time without,

0:39:43.080 --> 0:39:47.480
<v Speaker 4>working and you yet we had at you still have

0:39:47.560 --> 0:39:48.200
<v Speaker 4>to you know, what.

0:39:48.760 --> 0:39:50.319
<v Speaker 2>We HAD covid all of.

0:39:50.320 --> 0:39:52.680
<v Speaker 4>That so that's WHY i always, say, like as an,

0:39:52.719 --> 0:39:54.880
<v Speaker 4>actor you got to learn how to save your. Money

0:39:55.160 --> 0:39:57.920
<v Speaker 4>you never know how things are going to, go you

0:39:57.960 --> 0:40:00.200
<v Speaker 4>know What i'm. Saying but a lot of, time your

0:40:00.200 --> 0:40:02.520
<v Speaker 4>friends and family, think because they see you on all the,

0:40:02.560 --> 0:40:04.160
<v Speaker 4>stuff that the money is just.

0:40:04.239 --> 0:40:06.759
<v Speaker 1>Overflown but you got to learn how to. Budget you

0:40:06.840 --> 0:40:07.200
<v Speaker 1>got to be.

0:40:07.280 --> 0:40:10.880
<v Speaker 4>Responsible, yeah and you have the lifetime.

0:40:11.360 --> 0:40:14.360
<v Speaker 2>Desire, yes that's going to Be april, Nineteen april.

0:40:14.480 --> 0:40:16.879
<v Speaker 4>Nineteenth i'm so excited About so you buy a talk

0:40:16.880 --> 0:40:17.400
<v Speaker 4>show host on?

0:40:17.480 --> 0:40:18.680
<v Speaker 1>It i'm playing a talk show.

0:40:18.680 --> 0:40:21.520
<v Speaker 4>Host, OKAY i love.

0:40:21.640 --> 0:40:22.879
<v Speaker 1>IT i love.

0:40:22.920 --> 0:40:26.000
<v Speaker 4>It it's just such a fun, movie, honestly AND i

0:40:26.080 --> 0:40:28.799
<v Speaker 4>just feel like it's going to be. Entertaining and it's

0:40:28.840 --> 0:40:31.640
<v Speaker 4>a Character i've never gotten a chance to play, before you.

0:40:31.680 --> 0:40:33.719
<v Speaker 4>Know And i've worked With Adrian, holmes SO i got

0:40:33.760 --> 0:40:37.279
<v Speaker 4>a chance to direct in Bel. Air And i'm also

0:40:37.480 --> 0:40:41.880
<v Speaker 4>an executive producing. It my, Friends I'm Derek williams And Adrian.

0:40:41.960 --> 0:40:44.799
<v Speaker 4>Williams you, know they have this series of movies they're

0:40:44.840 --> 0:40:47.560
<v Speaker 4>doing For. Lifetime SO i got a chance to work

0:40:47.600 --> 0:40:50.880
<v Speaker 4>with them on this And, DEREK i really Thank derek

0:40:50.960 --> 0:40:53.120
<v Speaker 4>for even, presenting like sharing the.

0:40:53.120 --> 0:40:56.400
<v Speaker 1>Script it was just us. TALKING i was literally trying.

0:40:56.120 --> 0:40:59.120
<v Speaker 4>To help him find another actress for one of his other,

0:40:59.239 --> 0:41:01.840
<v Speaker 4>movies and then he was talking about the one he

0:41:01.920 --> 0:41:04.319
<v Speaker 4>had coming up after, that and he's telling me the

0:41:04.360 --> 0:41:06.640
<v Speaker 4>storyline And i'm trying to help him come up with.

0:41:06.680 --> 0:41:09.239
<v Speaker 4>Somebody and THEN i, say you know, what Maybe i'll

0:41:09.239 --> 0:41:11.319
<v Speaker 4>do this one with. You and it was like for,

0:41:11.440 --> 0:41:13.799
<v Speaker 4>REAL i, said, yeah read the script and it was so,

0:41:13.880 --> 0:41:16.799
<v Speaker 4>good so, fun And i'm so excited for y'all to see.

0:41:16.840 --> 0:41:19.680
<v Speaker 3>It, Yay, yes a lifetime movie.

0:41:19.800 --> 0:41:19.960
<v Speaker 1>Too.

0:41:21.640 --> 0:41:24.479
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, Yeah i'm never going.

0:41:24.520 --> 0:41:28.439
<v Speaker 5>Anywhere that's, right, right, right right, RIGHT i.

0:41:28.360 --> 0:41:31.560
<v Speaker 1>SWEAR i think. Y'ALL i hope y'all enjoy, it will be.

0:41:31.560 --> 0:41:36.480
<v Speaker 5>Watching and THEN i saw you working WITH. Yg, Also, oh.

0:41:36.120 --> 0:41:40.319
<v Speaker 1>Shout out to Y. G that's my, baby cakes.

0:41:40.080 --> 0:41:42.680
<v Speaker 2>Man, LISTEN i love. Him so talk to me about

0:41:42.719 --> 0:41:44.000
<v Speaker 2>what that experience was.

0:41:44.080 --> 0:41:48.400
<v Speaker 4>Like and, well first of, ALL i MET yg Through Terrace,

0:41:48.480 --> 0:41:50.880
<v Speaker 4>martin who was a very good friend of. Mine he's

0:41:51.120 --> 0:41:54.000
<v Speaker 4>my very very good, friend AND i JUST i THINK

0:41:54.160 --> 0:41:59.080
<v Speaker 4>yg is. TALENTED i THINK yg is a wonderful. ACTOR

0:41:59.200 --> 0:42:02.480
<v Speaker 4>i can't wait to see his acting career just go.

0:42:02.680 --> 0:42:05.359
<v Speaker 4>Far and we were just kind of chopping it, up

0:42:05.560 --> 0:42:08.040
<v Speaker 4>you know WHAT i, mean about, life about work and.

0:42:08.400 --> 0:42:10.839
<v Speaker 4>Stuff and then he was just telling me about the

0:42:10.840 --> 0:42:13.520
<v Speaker 4>project that he had work that he was working, on

0:42:13.880 --> 0:42:15.600
<v Speaker 4>and he was, Like, tosh would you do this with?

0:42:15.719 --> 0:42:19.000
<v Speaker 4>Me AND i was, like, yep. SURE i was actually

0:42:19.239 --> 0:42:23.560
<v Speaker 4>honored honestly that he. WOULD i, mean HE'S. Yg he's

0:42:23.680 --> 0:42:27.000
<v Speaker 4>just like he's so, talented and you, know like all

0:42:27.040 --> 0:42:27.719
<v Speaker 4>the girls love.

0:42:27.800 --> 0:42:29.759
<v Speaker 1>HIM i, MEAN i got all the girls hit me.

0:42:29.840 --> 0:42:31.440
<v Speaker 1>Up oh my, god you, know Y.

0:42:31.520 --> 0:42:33.799
<v Speaker 4>G i remember WHEN i was getting my hair and

0:42:33.840 --> 0:42:36.000
<v Speaker 4>makeup done and he was calling.

0:42:36.040 --> 0:42:39.279
<v Speaker 1>Me they thought he was calling On FaceTime and.

0:42:39.239 --> 0:42:45.600
<v Speaker 4>They were, like, wait wait my hair in the back

0:42:45.640 --> 0:42:48.000
<v Speaker 4>AND i was, like, yeah he ain't calling. FACE i,

0:42:48.040 --> 0:42:52.279
<v Speaker 4>mean it was so funny, everybody AND i was, Like,

0:42:52.520 --> 0:42:56.160
<v Speaker 4>yg everybody loves, you you know WHAT i. Mean but

0:42:56.320 --> 0:43:00.319
<v Speaker 4>he is like like my little, brother like my my.

0:43:00.560 --> 0:43:05.000
<v Speaker 1>BABY i love him. DEEP i love his. Family he's

0:43:05.040 --> 0:43:09.680
<v Speaker 1>a wonderful, father you, know he's a wonderful. Son you.

0:43:09.719 --> 0:43:10.960
<v Speaker 1>Know i'm so proud of.

0:43:11.000 --> 0:43:13.400
<v Speaker 2>Him and as that thing's so different for him, Too.

0:43:13.760 --> 0:43:16.480
<v Speaker 4>It's so different AND i feel like this is What

0:43:16.560 --> 0:43:19.279
<v Speaker 4>god wants him to do right, now you.

0:43:19.200 --> 0:43:19.560
<v Speaker 1>Know What i'm.

0:43:19.600 --> 0:43:23.520
<v Speaker 4>Saying but he's like he, Is he's, amazing and he's

0:43:23.640 --> 0:43:28.200
<v Speaker 4>like he's not in no broken. Place he's just you,

0:43:28.239 --> 0:43:33.480
<v Speaker 4>know he's talked about everything else that he's. Experienced why

0:43:33.520 --> 0:43:36.600
<v Speaker 4>not talk about, this you know What i'm. Saying AND

0:43:37.280 --> 0:43:39.760
<v Speaker 4>i feel like it will unlock things with so many.

0:43:39.880 --> 0:43:44.239
<v Speaker 4>People BUT i just think it's amazing that he is

0:43:44.360 --> 0:43:48.280
<v Speaker 4>willing to dig in other parts of himself to share.

0:43:48.520 --> 0:43:51.000
<v Speaker 1>Artistically And i'm proud.

0:43:50.719 --> 0:43:53.680
<v Speaker 4>Of him and he's beautiful AND i love you AND

0:43:53.719 --> 0:43:55.040
<v Speaker 4>i got you.

0:43:55.120 --> 0:43:55.480
<v Speaker 1>Period.

0:43:55.480 --> 0:43:58.520
<v Speaker 5>SEE i told you period is like the life coach

0:43:58.560 --> 0:44:01.120
<v Speaker 5>that makes you feel, safe BECAUSE i, SAID i think

0:44:01.320 --> 0:44:03.359
<v Speaker 5>with an as far as you being an acting, COACH

0:44:03.400 --> 0:44:06.600
<v Speaker 5>i feel like that's just so beneficial with your skills

0:44:06.600 --> 0:44:07.719
<v Speaker 5>of being able to relate to.

0:44:07.760 --> 0:44:09.040
<v Speaker 1>People, YEAH i think.

0:44:09.080 --> 0:44:10.880
<v Speaker 4>That you, know a lot of people don't know, this

0:44:10.960 --> 0:44:14.120
<v Speaker 4>BUT i went to ministry school before AND i was,

0:44:14.239 --> 0:44:15.799
<v Speaker 4>LIKE i was, like AM.

0:44:15.760 --> 0:44:17.600
<v Speaker 1>I supposed to be a? Preacher or AM i supposed

0:44:17.600 --> 0:44:18.160
<v Speaker 1>to be da da da?

0:44:18.239 --> 0:44:20.880
<v Speaker 4>Da AND i just, say you know, what whatever the

0:44:20.920 --> 0:44:23.960
<v Speaker 4>gifts are That god has given, me this is my

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<v Speaker 4>ministry my, acting my, directing my, teaching you, know my

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<v Speaker 4>coaching people like that is my. Ministry AND i feel

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<v Speaker 4>LIKE i just want to have a, responsibility you, know

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<v Speaker 4>as a, DIRECTOR i want to show up as a good.

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<v Speaker 4>Leader as an acting, TEACHER i want to help you

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<v Speaker 4>to be empowered to do your job and be the

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<v Speaker 4>best at it and be as fearless as, possible unlocking

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<v Speaker 4>everything in you to tell your. STORY i just enjoy, it, like,

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<v Speaker 4>like how could you not joy witnessing someone else's. Success

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<v Speaker 4>that's why my company is Called Camden bridge BECAUSE i

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<v Speaker 4>am grateful for the opportunity of being a.

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<v Speaker 2>Bridge see there it.

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<v Speaker 5>Is AND i saw A dc young FLY i want

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<v Speaker 5>to end with this, too was talking about how you

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<v Speaker 5>he feels, like are so, underrated and he gave you

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<v Speaker 5>all the flowers for your work as a, director.

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<v Speaker 2>And he was, like people need to be talking about this.

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<v Speaker 5>More AND i think not even being not even being

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<v Speaker 5>a woman, director but a director in, general because you,

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<v Speaker 5>know sometimes people be, like, oh it's a woman because

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<v Speaker 5>it's not a, lot you, know not. Enough i'll say

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<v Speaker 5>that there's not enough that are getting the accolades that they.

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<v Speaker 5>Should SO i just think as a director in, general

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<v Speaker 5>people should be looking to you even, more and they.

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<v Speaker 5>HAPPEN i, mean that's really taken off and it's been a.

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<v Speaker 1>Blessing, HONESTLY i had to remind People i'm still an.

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<v Speaker 2>Actor yeah, Right i'm. BACK i feel Like i'm.

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<v Speaker 4>Just starting all over, again honestly as an actor acting

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<v Speaker 5>Not but, anyway, LISTEN i know the schedule is buts

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<v Speaker 5>and so we just appreciate you for coming.

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<v Speaker 1>Boys why you got this song by?

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<v Speaker 4>Nigga you know you know What i'm about to show

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<v Speaker 4>you how CORNY i. Am this is so. CORNY i

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<v Speaker 4>never even told, This like, geez BUT i had never

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<v Speaker 4>heard that song.

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<v Speaker 1>Before this Until. Win until the day BEFORE i was

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<v Speaker 1>shooting this. VIDEO i was like, this why G.

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<v Speaker 2>I was, like Now i'll be playing that, SONG i.

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<v Speaker 4>Swear, charlie my, stylist was, like you playing that song?

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<v Speaker 2>Like it just came out so.

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<v Speaker 4>Funny every photo, shoot every morning getting her, makeup it's

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<v Speaker 4>going to BE i am playing my.

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<v Speaker 1>Nigga, okay so guess What i'm a. RAP i love

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<v Speaker 1>it so. CORDY i was, like oh my, god BUT

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<v Speaker 1>i love that.

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<v Speaker 4>Song i'm about to play it in the car on

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<v Speaker 4>my way the way.

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<v Speaker 2>Out let's play the.

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<v Speaker 1>Wedding come when you get married. Again that's gonna get married.

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<v Speaker 1>Again that's what that.

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<v Speaker 2>FACT i might have Y g.

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<v Speaker 4>Performance if anyone is fabulous enough to marry, me you're

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<v Speaker 4>playing that at.

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<v Speaker 1>My, Wedding that would be. Sold be a fun wedding.

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<v Speaker 4>Though to have Y g playing my nigga coming down

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<v Speaker 4>The aisland, edition oh my.

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<v Speaker 5>God unless you marry a white guy and you're going

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<v Speaker 5>to hear that was up, here it's lip, service thank

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<v Speaker 5>you so. MUCH i make sure y'all Watch. Survival the

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<v Speaker 5>thing is WHEN i go back watch season one, two

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<v Speaker 5>because it felt like it took a while for season,

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<v Speaker 5>two SO i had to get a Refreshed, yes exactly.

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<v Speaker 4>Exactly it's so Good season, One season two And Desire

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<v Speaker 4>april nineteenth, one like all this.

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<v Speaker 5>THING i want to pop up on somebody In, italy

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<v Speaker 5>like come, ON i, know, right, YEAH i want like

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<v Speaker 5>that type of life WHERE i do something like crazy.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah and then it doesn't.

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<v Speaker 2>WORK i love, that all. Right it's lip, service