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Speaker 1: What's up.

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Speaker 2: It's lip service. I mean Jela Yee.

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Speaker 3: I'm gg McGuire, I'm Geordie George, I am Tosha Smith.

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Speaker 4: What's funny is that we've been sitting here talking so much.

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Speaker 2: We thought we have a podcast.

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Speaker 1: Key, I thought we was already.

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Speaker 5: Was like, oh, okay, let me because we've been trying

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Speaker 5: to say stuff like okay before we start, are we

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Speaker 5: allowed to talk about this? And Gigi shocked us all

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Speaker 5: because you know, you like, you have a boyfriend.

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Speaker 2: Yes. Gigi's like, I have a boyfriend, You have.

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Speaker 4: A boyfriend, y'all, all stuff. And then what did we

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Speaker 4: say after she said that?

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Speaker 2: I said, she said they haven't had sex yet.

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Speaker 4: And then I said where you meet him in Nigeria?

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Speaker 1: And then what you said?

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Speaker 2: I said, that's not your boyfriend. We haven't had sex.

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Speaker 1: I mean.

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Speaker 4: You said, Joe, I mean, do you think that you

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Speaker 4: can't go together if you haven't had sex?

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Speaker 3: And eight months it's been eighteen months.

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Speaker 1: You ever seen the yes.

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Speaker 2: Yes together.

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Speaker 3: I've been to Michigan to see him, he's been to

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Speaker 3: Atlanta to see me. I've met his mom and his grandmom.

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Speaker 3: I'm his dad on FaceTime Tennis. I have not seen

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Speaker 3: his penis.

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Speaker 4: But I'm sorry, I am are you don't see nothing?

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Speaker 1: Something wrong? You got born again? What happened? Like? Are

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Speaker 1: you celibate?

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Speaker 3: No?

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Speaker 1: What I mean? How is this possible?

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Speaker 3: I mean there's a lot of self pleasure happening. Next,

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Speaker 3: you've never have you ever touched it?

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Speaker 4: No?

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Speaker 1: We slept together twice and you know nothing about it.

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Speaker 3: But I haven't had it in my hands where in

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Speaker 3: my mouth yet?

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Speaker 1: Oh my god? Okay, so what is it?

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Speaker 4: What is the reason that that you guys have upstained?

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Speaker 1: So it's more our timing thing.

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Speaker 3: We felt like we didn't want to rush you wanted

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Speaker 3: to take our time on purpose. So there's an age gap.

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Speaker 3: That's the first thing. There's long distance and there's an age gap,

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Speaker 3: and I had a problem with both. So I'm like,

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Speaker 3: we gotta slow walk this because these are two of

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Speaker 3: my red flags. But our energy, our chemistry and everything

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Speaker 3: is just so aligned that, you know, some things are undeniable.

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Speaker 3: And throughout the time these eight months, there has been

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Speaker 3: two situations that we actually slept in the bed together.

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Speaker 3: And the first time was like our first time sleeping together,

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Speaker 3: so it was kind of like, let me not, you know,

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Speaker 3: try not.

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Speaker 2: With this little boy.

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Speaker 3: Yeah, let me not like, you know, scare him off

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Speaker 3: by being so aggressive. Right, and then the second time,

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Speaker 3: the second time we slept together, it could have happened,

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Speaker 3: but I didn't want it to happen because he had

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Speaker 3: a five am flight and I'm like, we're not about

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Speaker 3: to do it and you're about to get up and leave.

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Speaker 3: Not the first time, so we could have happened last time,

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Speaker 3: but I'm like, no, we going saber in this moment

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Speaker 3: when it finally after eight months, Oh, we're gonna live

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Speaker 3: in a right right right right.

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Speaker 2: But it's just a months.

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Speaker 3: Yeah, we literally like just made it like officially air relationship.

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Speaker 3: But he was supposed to come to Atlanta this past week,

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Speaker 3: but I extended my Miami trip because I needed a chance.

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Speaker 1: So you shout on the beach.

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Speaker 2: Instead of that's not a good sign.

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Speaker 1: Well he understands.

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Speaker 4: You're gonna have to keep me posted. I mean, do

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Speaker 4: y'all know, Like I know Gg?

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Speaker 1: I love GG.

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Speaker 4: That's my week go with fifteen, Like we go way way.

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Speaker 1: I remember I was coming to Atlanta.

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Speaker 4: You picked me up from the airport, right, like seriously,

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Speaker 4: I love it, like I love GG.

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Speaker 1: She's such a legend.

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Speaker 4: So but you've got to keep me posted on this situation,

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Speaker 4: what your thoughts you have. I mean, I just think

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Speaker 4: eight months is a long time, and so it makes

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Speaker 4: me question things.

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Speaker 1: I mean, the fact that you've never touched he might

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Speaker 1: be a little bit low key intimidated.

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Speaker 4: I mean, you know, I mean, I'm just like, but

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Speaker 4: I'm proud of you that you're taking your time.

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Speaker 1: I guess. I mean, I am could have been you

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Speaker 1: know what, but no, it could have been me know what.

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Speaker 4: But mental and emotional stimulation can be so much more

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Speaker 4: fulfilling than sexual.

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Speaker 3: And this is my first time having that right exactly.

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Speaker 4: So take your time. I mean, honestly, I think it's beautiful.

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Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying. We got no more time

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Speaker 1: to take you wt me come to Atlanta.

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Speaker 3: I'm pulling it, pull it out because I'm buckles and.

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Speaker 4: Yeah, but you know this has been eight months. You

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Speaker 4: know I was celibate before for eight years. Okay, so

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Speaker 4: like years celebate. I don't even know how I did it,

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Speaker 4: but bribe the grace of God.

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Speaker 2: Okay, did you want a lot of work done?

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Speaker 4: Like it's because I didn't have a guy in my life, Like, yes,

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Speaker 4: I was focused, I was busy. I was I mean,

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Speaker 4: it was all about me taking care of myself, you

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Speaker 4: know what I mean. I got to know me on

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Speaker 4: a whole new level just from like taking time away.

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Speaker 4: And it's almost like like during that time, because I

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Speaker 4: was twenty five years old, right, and I had had

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Speaker 4: a lot of relationships prior to that and a lot

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Speaker 4: of broken hearts, and I felt like I was constantly

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Speaker 4: trying to reset myself. So I spent a lot of

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Speaker 4: time trying to heal from the last relationship, you know

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Speaker 4: what I mean, and just retriggered all the time. So

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Speaker 4: it was like eight years of peace, you know what I'm.

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Speaker 1: Saying, Like I didn't take.

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Speaker 3: So when you broke this sec how did you know

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Speaker 3: that it was time?

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Speaker 1: How did you know that you was ready to die?

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Speaker 1: The girls?

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Speaker 4: Do you know that the first time I had sex

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Speaker 4: when I was celibate, I was married.

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Speaker 1: I got married.

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Speaker 4: I waited until I got married, and that lasted for

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Speaker 4: two years.

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Speaker 1: And no shade. But I was like, we should have

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Speaker 1: just fucked. Ever, that's it.

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Speaker 5: It has God forgiveness, no tell you not like you

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Speaker 5: had to be married to have.

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Speaker 4: Some Well, because I was very much in church, I

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Speaker 4: was very much like I was in and out of

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Speaker 4: ministry school, and it was a very spiritual thing for me.

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Speaker 1: So yeah, for me, that's where I was at.

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Speaker 2: How long wou y'all engaged before he was like we

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Speaker 4: It was about a year, okay, like six months to

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Speaker 4: a year somewhere around there.

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Speaker 2: I would have a guy, how would he handle that?

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Speaker 2: If you told him we gotta we tel.

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Speaker 1: Married, they'd be married. I'd be appreciating the wedding.

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Speaker 4: I would literally be officiating the wedding on Sunday in

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Speaker 4: Atlanta Detroit.

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Speaker 2: We never heard the other way around.

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Speaker 5: But if a guy told you I don't want to

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Speaker 5: have sex until I get married.

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Speaker 1: I'd probably marry him.

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Speaker 4: Okay, I swear to God, but i'd have to see it,

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Speaker 4: touch it. No, it's still get hard, you know, twenty.

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Speaker 2: Nine, you know, But I don't know. I don't mean thing.

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Speaker 2: He could have a nub what I'm just saying.

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Speaker 5: You know, sometimes I do tend to think what the

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Speaker 5: guys that like really wait a lot of times it's

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Speaker 5: because they want to feel comfortable, yeah.

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Speaker 6: Or they're not any good or it's.

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Speaker 2: Just small, and it's like I want to know that

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Speaker 2: she really likes me.

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Speaker 3: First, you continue, y'all, y'all, I'm gonna.

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Speaker 1: Keep your I mean, I've just shocked that you never

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Speaker 3: Yeah, I'm being like respectful and like, you know, I

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Speaker 3: remember one of my friends from college told me she

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Speaker 3: dated this guy and she told me his dick was

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Speaker 3: so small.

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Speaker 5: She was like horrified by it. But then every time

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Speaker 5: I saw him, that's all I thought about. Yeah, because

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Speaker 5: she still was dating him after that, but she was.

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Speaker 3: When it's fine, chocolate six', five young, men pull out

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Speaker 5: LISTEN i also want to get to Why tasha's been

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Speaker 5: interviews but you look like you're truly having a good,

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Speaker 5: time And i'm sure they have to love. That AND

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Speaker 2: About SO i love the thing is it's.

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Speaker 1: Back for season. Two i'm so. Excited marley's. Back marlee

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Speaker 1: is back in full, force full. Demand she has so much.

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Speaker 4: full of. SUBSTANCE i love all the different relationships that's going.

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Speaker 1: ON i Love. MARLEE i love how badass she. IS

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Speaker 4: Woman she's, powerful she's, bold she's, fearless she's running the.

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Speaker 4: BOARDROOM i just love it she can support her best.

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Speaker 4: her friend Mar Mayvis Michelle pluto's character you, know Says

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Speaker 4: i'm trying to get a bank loan and she's, like,

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Speaker 4: BABY i am the, bank.

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Speaker 1: Friend the, property, right she is the bank do that to.

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Speaker 3: Me BUT.

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Speaker 2: I was watching BECAUSE i know Ton bella is on that.

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Speaker 5: Was talking about, how you, know, financially how he's, doing

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Speaker 5: okay BUT i ain't doing good enough to lend you,

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Speaker 5: nothing because that's what people think when they.

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Speaker 1: See you ON. Tv, yeah sometimes.

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Speaker 4: You don't want people to know you working because the

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Speaker 4: second you negro find out you got a.

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Speaker 1: Job they be asking for. Something you can't even cast the.

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Speaker 4: Check yet you can't even like go by yourself, something.

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Speaker 2: You know WHAT i, mean money spent not even on. You,

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Speaker 1: Trying to spend money real quick before, everyone, right.

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Speaker 2: Because you can truly SAY i don't have it.

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Speaker 5: Now marley's character, SAYS i date like a to white

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Speaker 5: man with all the.

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Speaker 4: Entitlements is that some boss lovely? Stuff what is that

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Speaker 4: it's LIKE i feel LIKE i feel like SOMETIMES i

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Speaker 4: was coaching an actress one time AND i was, like

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Speaker 4: are like we really. ARE i, mean just like like

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Speaker 4: Fear and SOMETIMES i remember reading this book where it

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Speaker 4: Roads just because we got to bump in the road

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Speaker 4: not going to make it to our. Destination we just

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Speaker 5: Other, YEAH i would say every bad situation has turned

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Speaker 5: Even You, gig how you were Like, Okay i'm, Moving

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Speaker 4: Future because when you think about, it sometimes like our,

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Speaker 4: fear like for like moving forward or taking a leap of,

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Speaker 4: Past but if we keep looking, back we can't look

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Speaker 4: WHY i think it's important for us to REALLY i,

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Speaker 4: to have faith and take chances and take leaps of,

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Speaker 4: faith like talking about, you even what you've, done you

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Speaker 4: Increases it's almost like your faith muscle becomes. Stronger so

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Speaker 4: the next time you encounter something, crazy you have more

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Speaker 5: Saying and sometimes you do have to leave a situation

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Speaker 5: when you realize this isn't whether it's a, relationship a,

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Speaker 5: job a. Friendship you, know we have friendship breakups that

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Speaker 5: sometimes you, like you know, what from my Own, SELITYYO

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Speaker 5: i just can't deal with this. ANYMORE i went.

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Speaker 1: Through that recently. Too, yeah it was a friend up seven.

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Speaker 3: Years we were like Freaking, fred and it'll never be the.

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Speaker 3: Same it cannot be.

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Speaker 4: Reconduled do you feel like after that breakup you have

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Speaker 4: more time for?

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Speaker 1: Yourself?

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Speaker 5: Absolutely like ya don't have to hear this person complaining

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Speaker 2: Really.

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Speaker 3: Do and as close as we were and as tight

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Speaker 2: Yeah you don't even realize. It how are you?

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Speaker 5: About, Like, like let's say you're friends with somebody and

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Speaker 5: they mess, Up, like how forgiving are?

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Speaker 1: I, Think i'm more forgiving of my friends than they

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Speaker 4: LIKE i think that, sometimes you, Know i've had friends

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Speaker 4: always get only what you want to, Hear, LIKE i

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Speaker 4: don't want to be a yes person in someone's, Life

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Speaker 4: like IF i can be a, person you, know to

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Speaker 4: spend time with, you to pray with, you you know

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Speaker 4: WHAT i. Mean and for us to be able to

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Speaker 4: What i'm. Saying and so SOMETIMES i feel, like you,

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Speaker 4: know you got to kind of re look at, relationships

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Speaker 4: you know What i'm.

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Speaker 1: Saying BUT i feel LIKE i.

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Speaker 4: Forgive BUT i have definitely had friends that have not

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Speaker 5: Them, okay that's fair BECAUSE i had to. LEARN i

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Speaker 5: think SOMETIMES i was too forgiving AND i really had

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Speaker 5: to learn to be, like maybe this person isn't really your,

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Speaker 5: friend like If.

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Speaker 1: I've had that two SINCE i.

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Speaker 4: Have and my problem IS i feel like LIKE i

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Speaker 1: Too you know WHAT i.

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Speaker 4: Mean like and you, know and sometimes it's the voices

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Speaker 1: People have come up to you and be, like, well.

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Speaker 4: No, no, no but y'all coodn't but y'all for, now

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Speaker 4: y'all need to fix that everything you don't supposed to

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Speaker 4: fix and some things you're supposed to let.

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Speaker 1: Go you know, What i'm say.

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Speaker 5: Another one some, people BUT i will say, this some

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Speaker 5: people will forgive their man.

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Speaker 2: FASTER, yea let's talk about.

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Speaker 1: That CAN i just be? Like that is so?

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Speaker 4: True i'm, like you didn't caught this, person you didn't

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Speaker 4: heard about this, person you didn't dealt with this person

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Speaker 4: doing all kinds of stuff to, You but you got

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Speaker 4: grace and mercy for. Them but the friend that's been

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Speaker 4: there for, you that's had your, BACK i do one

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Speaker 4: small thing that may have hurt your feelings or, something

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Speaker 4: but you can't forgive. ME i think that's some. BS

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Speaker 4: i really, do because it's so.

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Speaker 1: TRUE i see women do it all the.

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Speaker 4: Time i'm, like you will give that man so much

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Speaker 4: grace and so many, chances BUT i say one thing

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Speaker 4: wayside like, literally and.

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Speaker 2: LISTEN i believe. IT i know.

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Speaker 5: It Like i'm not very forgiving when it comes to, men,

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Speaker 5: though SO i get. It Probably i'm probably more forgiving

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00:21:16,520 --> 00:21:18,359
Speaker 5: with my friends than with a.

441
00:21:18,440 --> 00:21:21,720
Speaker 4: Man i'm definitely more forgiving with my girlfriends THAN i.

442
00:21:21,720 --> 00:21:22,960
Speaker 2: Am and SOMETIMES i feel.

443
00:21:22,840 --> 00:21:25,320
Speaker 5: Like that's also a disadvantage, though because there's times that

444
00:21:25,359 --> 00:21:27,679
Speaker 5: guys mess up AND i didn't give much grace for

445
00:21:27,800 --> 00:21:28,560
Speaker 5: that the.

446
00:21:28,600 --> 00:21:29,800
Speaker 1: Same but part of that is.

447
00:21:29,720 --> 00:21:33,240
Speaker 5: BECAUSE i know, me, LIKE i know That i'm never

448
00:21:33,320 --> 00:21:35,159
Speaker 5: it's never going to feel the same, Thing and so

449
00:21:35,200 --> 00:21:37,240
Speaker 5: what's the point in me like doing that IF i?

450
00:21:37,320 --> 00:21:38,520
Speaker 1: Know, yeah.

451
00:21:40,640 --> 00:21:42,320
Speaker 3: How would he react in a? Situation will he have

452
00:21:42,359 --> 00:21:42,679
Speaker 3: grace with?

453
00:21:42,720 --> 00:21:42,960
Speaker 1: You?

454
00:21:42,960 --> 00:21:46,280
Speaker 5: No, yeah BECAUSE i feel like once a guy catches

455
00:21:46,320 --> 00:21:48,200
Speaker 5: you doing, something they feel like they have a free

456
00:21:48,680 --> 00:21:50,360
Speaker 5: get out of jail card for the rest of their.

457
00:21:50,400 --> 00:21:51,399
Speaker 2: Life or they just never let.

458
00:21:51,440 --> 00:21:56,800
Speaker 4: It BECAUSE i know some guys that have caught some

459
00:21:56,880 --> 00:21:58,639
Speaker 4: situations but they have given.

460
00:21:58,680 --> 00:22:02,520
Speaker 1: Grace it's you'd be so. Surprize how many men when

461
00:22:02,520 --> 00:22:03,120
Speaker 1: they are in.

462
00:22:03,119 --> 00:22:06,600
Speaker 4: Love, yeah they don't even want to. Know they don't

463
00:22:06,640 --> 00:22:07,840
Speaker 4: want to, know but they don't.

464
00:22:07,600 --> 00:22:08,000
Speaker 2: Want to make.

465
00:22:08,080 --> 00:22:10,879
Speaker 5: OUT i don't know that there are guys who have

466
00:22:11,600 --> 00:22:14,760
Speaker 5: pretended to not know something that they, Knew like. This

467
00:22:14,960 --> 00:22:17,840
Speaker 5: one guy was dating some one of my friends AND

468
00:22:17,960 --> 00:22:20,040
Speaker 5: i was friends with both of, them and she definitely

469
00:22:20,080 --> 00:22:22,480
Speaker 5: did something and he told, me don't tell her THAT

470
00:22:22,520 --> 00:22:23,080
Speaker 5: i know about.

471
00:22:23,080 --> 00:22:29,080
Speaker 2: It don't even want her to know That i'm like

472
00:22:29,280 --> 00:22:31,040
Speaker 2: this is going To we're going to eat me up for.

473
00:22:31,119 --> 00:22:32,280
Speaker 2: This BUT i feel like.

474
00:22:34,359 --> 00:22:38,480
Speaker 6: Women who forget or who are forgiven by men for their.

475
00:22:38,560 --> 00:22:40,880
Speaker 6: CHEATING i feel Like i've noticed a lot of women

476
00:22:41,000 --> 00:22:44,360
Speaker 6: like lose respect for their partner, Okay AND i feel

477
00:22:44,400 --> 00:22:46,439
Speaker 6: Like i've been one of those women, before, right like

478
00:22:46,480 --> 00:22:48,120
Speaker 6: you got me get away with, this, right Because i'm,

479
00:22:48,160 --> 00:22:49,920
Speaker 6: LIKE i wouldn't let you get away with, that, Right

480
00:22:51,040 --> 00:22:53,679
Speaker 6: and SO i don't. KNOW i feel like after, THAT

481
00:22:53,760 --> 00:22:56,000
Speaker 6: i was, Like, okay that was, cool and THEN i found,

482
00:22:56,040 --> 00:22:56,800
Speaker 6: myself DO.

483
00:22:56,800 --> 00:22:57,600
Speaker 2: I need to do it?

484
00:22:57,640 --> 00:22:59,840
Speaker 5: Again that's how men, are you, know you forgive them

485
00:22:59,840 --> 00:23:01,760
Speaker 5: and take them back a lot of times they'll be

486
00:23:01,880 --> 00:23:04,720
Speaker 5: like they'll keep until it turns into a huge blow

487
00:23:04,840 --> 00:23:06,840
Speaker 5: up that they can lose their whole.

488
00:23:06,840 --> 00:23:10,040
Speaker 4: Family AND i just think that sometimes men will keep

489
00:23:10,280 --> 00:23:13,200
Speaker 4: trying to see exactly how far you'll let them.

490
00:23:13,240 --> 00:23:15,480
Speaker 1: Go, tas do you think that for?

491
00:23:15,640 --> 00:23:18,760
Speaker 5: You being like an acting coach also AND i direct

492
00:23:18,760 --> 00:23:19,960
Speaker 5: it also makes you kind of a life.

493
00:23:20,040 --> 00:23:27,439
Speaker 4: COACH i mean IT i consider myself because but you

494
00:23:27,480 --> 00:23:30,280
Speaker 4: know what it, is, SIS i just you, KNOW i

495
00:23:30,440 --> 00:23:35,560
Speaker 4: genuinely love people LIKE i just genuinely love people LIKE

496
00:23:35,600 --> 00:23:41,679
Speaker 4: i just genuinely care about. PEOPLE i mean, honestly it

497
00:23:41,920 --> 00:23:44,800
Speaker 4: just really, is like this is How i've been my entire.

498
00:23:44,960 --> 00:23:49,160
Speaker 4: Life LIKE i love. PEOPLE i love seeing people. SUCCESSFUL

499
00:23:49,240 --> 00:23:52,960
Speaker 4: i love seeing people. HAPPY i love seeing people have.

500
00:23:53,200 --> 00:23:56,920
Speaker 4: MONEY i love seeing people. RICH i love seeing people look.

501
00:23:56,960 --> 00:23:59,120
Speaker 4: GOOD i love seeing women look.

502
00:23:59,160 --> 00:24:00,520
Speaker 1: Good you know What i'm.

503
00:24:00,520 --> 00:24:04,320
Speaker 4: Saying Like bernicia's behind when she first WHEN i first Met,

504
00:24:04,359 --> 00:24:07,800
Speaker 4: bernicia beautiful, girl just.

505
00:24:08,000 --> 00:24:15,520
Speaker 1: Gorgeous she came in like a. NUN i, mean she

506
00:24:15,760 --> 00:24:17,119
Speaker 1: was so wrapped, up weren't, You.

507
00:24:17,119 --> 00:24:21,080
Speaker 4: Bernicia but the way THAT i look at, it like

508
00:24:21,240 --> 00:24:23,080
Speaker 4: and the REASON i said to, HER i, said you

509
00:24:23,119 --> 00:24:25,879
Speaker 4: don't have to cover up in front of, Me like

510
00:24:25,960 --> 00:24:28,159
Speaker 4: you don't have to come around me covered.

511
00:24:28,240 --> 00:24:30,840
Speaker 1: UP i want you to. SHINE i want you to be.

512
00:24:30,840 --> 00:24:34,280
Speaker 4: Beautiful Like i'm confident and WHO i am as a,

513
00:24:34,320 --> 00:24:37,760
Speaker 4: woman AND i love beautiful. WOMEN i, mean come, on

514
00:24:37,960 --> 00:24:41,560
Speaker 4: Like i've been friends With gigi for how? Long, okay

515
00:24:42,720 --> 00:24:45,639
Speaker 4: you know WHAT i? Mean, LIKE i just love women

516
00:24:46,040 --> 00:24:48,760
Speaker 4: to feel good about themselves and be. Beautiful AND i

517
00:24:49,240 --> 00:24:52,280
Speaker 4: don't believe in hating on women because they're.

518
00:24:52,320 --> 00:24:53,760
Speaker 1: Beautiful it's not in the whole.

519
00:24:53,760 --> 00:24:56,720
Speaker 4: Team it's like that's What i'm, saying, like even back

520
00:24:56,760 --> 00:24:59,920
Speaker 4: in the day WHEN i was, young we have this

521
00:25:00,040 --> 00:25:02,080
Speaker 4: girlfriend that we're still friends with Named.

522
00:25:02,200 --> 00:25:11,040
Speaker 1: LYDIA i know she's gonna be But, LYDIA i, swear

523
00:25:11,800 --> 00:25:13,320
Speaker 1: looked just Like Shila.

524
00:25:13,520 --> 00:25:17,840
Speaker 4: Ed, okay, okay back in the ag know how Fine

525
00:25:17,960 --> 00:25:19,960
Speaker 4: chili my home girl she and.

526
00:25:20,040 --> 00:25:24,879
Speaker 1: Lied she she but Like Sheila. E i mean talking

527
00:25:24,880 --> 00:25:27,680
Speaker 1: about Fine like y'all see her On Crush.

528
00:25:27,440 --> 00:25:29,560
Speaker 4: Groove like back in the, day she would wear that

529
00:25:29,680 --> 00:25:34,000
Speaker 4: one leg covered in that leg you, know AND i

530
00:25:34,040 --> 00:25:39,200
Speaker 4: mean just. Fly she had that asymmetrical, haircut just. GORGEOUS

531
00:25:39,480 --> 00:25:42,679
Speaker 4: i Met lydia and she looked just like. HER i was,

532
00:25:42,680 --> 00:25:44,880
Speaker 4: LIKE i want to be her, friend and she.

533
00:25:44,920 --> 00:25:45,760
Speaker 3: Gonna get us in the.

534
00:25:45,880 --> 00:25:50,280
Speaker 1: Club, okay she ain't gonna get us in the.

535
00:25:50,400 --> 00:25:53,800
Speaker 4: Club AND i mean she had this little sports. Car

536
00:25:54,440 --> 00:25:57,200
Speaker 4: we became best. Friends we're still friends to this. Day

537
00:25:57,280 --> 00:25:59,359
Speaker 4: i've known her SINCE i was probably like fourteen or

538
00:25:59,400 --> 00:26:01,840
Speaker 4: fifteen years, old And i'm telling, you she.

539
00:26:02,040 --> 00:26:03,720
Speaker 1: Fly she was flying in she fly.

540
00:26:03,960 --> 00:26:09,760
Speaker 4: Now BUT i just LIKE i always loved fly friends around.

541
00:26:09,800 --> 00:26:10,320
Speaker 3: ME i.

542
00:26:10,400 --> 00:26:12,520
Speaker 1: COULD i didn't bear her it.

543
00:26:12,560 --> 00:26:15,399
Speaker 4: IS i was, LIKE i don't have to be the

544
00:26:15,440 --> 00:26:18,240
Speaker 4: most beautiful girl in the. ROOM i don't. LIKE i

545
00:26:18,320 --> 00:26:22,080
Speaker 4: love when some everybody, bad everybody, fine everybody, hot.

546
00:26:22,200 --> 00:26:23,880
Speaker 1: Everybody you know What i'm.

547
00:26:23,920 --> 00:26:27,600
Speaker 4: Saying i'm, like let's, go let's walk, in like being

548
00:26:27,680 --> 00:26:29,800
Speaker 4: the hottest ones that walk in the.

549
00:26:29,880 --> 00:26:33,000
Speaker 1: Club LIKE i just love, it you know What i'm, Saying,

550
00:26:33,119 --> 00:26:33,920
Speaker 1: LIKE i love.

551
00:26:34,000 --> 00:26:43,760
Speaker 2: It that was.

552
00:26:43,720 --> 00:26:48,080
Speaker 4: My joy right, THERE i, swear AND i love those

553
00:26:48,119 --> 00:26:50,240
Speaker 4: women LIKE i love those women like as a young,

554
00:26:50,320 --> 00:26:52,600
Speaker 4: girl like to even grow up to become friends With

555
00:26:52,640 --> 00:26:55,840
Speaker 4: Bernadette cooper From, crimes but to become friends With Shila

556
00:26:55,960 --> 00:26:59,240
Speaker 4: e you, know and see these gorgeous women just doing their,

557
00:26:59,280 --> 00:27:00,400
Speaker 4: thing it is.

558
00:27:00,480 --> 00:27:01,800
Speaker 1: MOTIVATING i love.

559
00:27:01,840 --> 00:27:03,960
Speaker 2: It, LISTEN i will, SAY i feel LIKE i got

560
00:27:04,000 --> 00:27:06,880
Speaker 2: like a fly. Crew you, DO i. DO i enjoy,

561
00:27:06,960 --> 00:27:08,520
Speaker 2: it like when we all go. Out it's. Nice WHEN

562
00:27:08,560 --> 00:27:11,680
Speaker 2: i go from city to. CITY i got. Friends, yeah

563
00:27:12,119 --> 00:27:12,840
Speaker 2: like let's go out.

564
00:27:14,080 --> 00:27:18,080
Speaker 1: Friend oh, right SO i met my boyfriend was at In.

565
00:27:18,119 --> 00:27:21,400
Speaker 1: DETROIT i love. IT i love, it.

566
00:27:21,600 --> 00:27:23,639
Speaker 2: You, KNOW i do the lau whatever we need to.

567
00:27:23,680 --> 00:27:25,960
Speaker 5: Do i'm, like, listen you like. Her it's such and,

568
00:27:26,040 --> 00:27:27,640
Speaker 5: such like you, girl what you want me to tell?

569
00:27:27,680 --> 00:27:28,960
Speaker 2: Him, OKAY i love.

570
00:27:29,000 --> 00:27:34,480
Speaker 5: It now let's get back To marley's, character, though because

571
00:27:34,480 --> 00:27:36,600
Speaker 5: there's a lot going on on this season and everybody

572
00:27:36,680 --> 00:27:39,159
Speaker 5: y'all got to binge watch, it and it's like it

573
00:27:39,240 --> 00:27:41,600
Speaker 5: went too. Fast i'll say that because the episodes are

574
00:27:41,600 --> 00:27:42,480
Speaker 5: like thirty.

575
00:27:42,160 --> 00:27:44,560
Speaker 1: Minutes SO i feel like twenty.

576
00:27:44,600 --> 00:27:47,199
Speaker 5: Five, Yeah and is it going to be picked up?

577
00:27:47,200 --> 00:27:48,960
Speaker 5: AGAIN i can't see it not because it's been getting.

578
00:27:49,040 --> 00:27:51,480
Speaker 1: RAIDED i think it's so good it should be picked. Up,

579
00:27:51,600 --> 00:27:52,640
Speaker 1: yeah it's so.

580
00:27:52,760 --> 00:27:55,320
Speaker 5: GOOD i can't see it not getting picked. Up and

581
00:27:55,359 --> 00:27:58,040
Speaker 5: another thing that people really loved about it, was, yes the,

582
00:27:58,040 --> 00:28:01,640
Speaker 5: friendships the, relationships but also the just existing like of

583
00:28:02,080 --> 00:28:06,640
Speaker 5: trans woman who's getting, Married, yes And Pepper peppermint, indeed

584
00:28:06,760 --> 00:28:10,879
Speaker 5: and so just even that speech That peppermint gave, about you,

585
00:28:10,920 --> 00:28:13,320
Speaker 5: know being able to have love and being a trans

586
00:28:13,359 --> 00:28:16,400
Speaker 5: person that is able to actually like live the rest

587
00:28:16,400 --> 00:28:18,560
Speaker 5: of their life and love because everyone won't have that,

588
00:28:18,640 --> 00:28:21,200
Speaker 5: opportunity you, know to do. That AND i feel like

589
00:28:21,240 --> 00:28:25,200
Speaker 5: there's been so many harmful. Conversations, yes and the things it's,

590
00:28:25,359 --> 00:28:27,840
Speaker 5: awful like some of the THINGS i see. Online you,

591
00:28:27,880 --> 00:28:31,840
Speaker 5: KNOW i just had On Dwayne, curry whose trans they

592
00:28:31,880 --> 00:28:35,879
Speaker 5: did a movie about her ON Bt plus and the,

593
00:28:36,000 --> 00:28:39,440
Speaker 5: Comments i'm, like y'all are wiling like.

594
00:28:39,320 --> 00:28:41,240
Speaker 1: You're just mean for no, reason.

595
00:28:41,280 --> 00:28:44,640
Speaker 5: Hateful, Yeah, Dwyn But dwyn been going right back at

596
00:28:44,640 --> 00:28:47,560
Speaker 5: people and like saying little funny comments because they just

597
00:28:47,600 --> 00:28:48,200
Speaker 5: keep saying.

598
00:28:48,000 --> 00:28:48,520
Speaker 2: Stuff like you a.

599
00:28:48,520 --> 00:28:51,120
Speaker 5: Man he's, like, yes you're, right like we'll just say

600
00:28:51,200 --> 00:28:53,800
Speaker 5: THAT I and then she hit me like you see

601
00:28:53,840 --> 00:28:56,040
Speaker 5: me going at these, people, girl, Right And i'm, like, okay,

602
00:28:56,040 --> 00:28:58,120
Speaker 5: good you. Know but it's ALSO i know that has

603
00:28:58,160 --> 00:29:00,960
Speaker 5: to feel like overwhelming.

604
00:29:00,160 --> 00:29:03,440
Speaker 4: That it even needs to be like conversated. About LIKE

605
00:29:03,480 --> 00:29:06,040
Speaker 4: i don't even feel, LIKE i, mean that's the stuff

606
00:29:06,120 --> 00:29:08,440
Speaker 4: like THAT i feel we shouldn't even pay attention. TO

607
00:29:08,560 --> 00:29:11,840
Speaker 4: i think everyone should have the right to be who they, are,

608
00:29:12,400 --> 00:29:16,280
Speaker 4: period and that's the noise that can be very, distracting

609
00:29:16,400 --> 00:29:19,040
Speaker 4: you know WHAT i, Mean who cares about the? Comments

610
00:29:19,120 --> 00:29:21,600
Speaker 4: at the end of the, day who are these? People

611
00:29:21,640 --> 00:29:23,280
Speaker 4: we don't know these, people.

612
00:29:23,360 --> 00:29:25,440
Speaker 1: Like you didn't know these, people you.

613
00:29:25,480 --> 00:29:27,240
Speaker 4: KNOW i, Mean i'm just, saying LIKE i, mean no

614
00:29:27,280 --> 00:29:31,000
Speaker 4: matter what anyone says about, anybody it's, like, like you

615
00:29:31,080 --> 00:29:34,000
Speaker 4: live your life like it's your life to. Live god

616
00:29:34,200 --> 00:29:36,920
Speaker 4: made you to be who you. Are you live your

617
00:29:37,000 --> 00:29:39,840
Speaker 4: life as you choose to live. It everyone has the

618
00:29:39,960 --> 00:29:43,040
Speaker 4: right to do. That as far As i'm concerned before they.

619
00:29:43,080 --> 00:29:44,440
Speaker 1: Die, Right, no.

620
00:29:44,560 --> 00:29:45,240
Speaker 2: But that's What i'm.

621
00:29:45,280 --> 00:29:48,560
Speaker 5: Saying, like even watching, THIS i saw so many people

622
00:29:48,600 --> 00:29:50,840
Speaker 5: talking about that's me or that character is, me of

623
00:29:50,920 --> 00:29:53,120
Speaker 5: all these different characteris.

624
00:29:52,560 --> 00:29:55,480
Speaker 1: Yes, yes, YES i MEAN i love.

625
00:29:55,520 --> 00:29:57,800
Speaker 4: IT i get to play a queer, woman you, KNOW

626
00:29:57,880 --> 00:29:59,680
Speaker 4: i get to work With Jerry, johnson.

627
00:29:59,360 --> 00:29:59,760
Speaker 1: Who is up.

628
00:29:59,800 --> 00:30:05,520
Speaker 5: Here WHEN i tell, You darry took it. PLACES i

629
00:30:05,520 --> 00:30:06,520
Speaker 5: had no idea we were going to.

630
00:30:06,600 --> 00:30:09,720
Speaker 1: Go, Absolutely she's.

631
00:30:09,920 --> 00:30:16,280
Speaker 4: Fascinating she's, fascinating and she's so. MATURE i cannot believe

632
00:30:16,320 --> 00:30:17,520
Speaker 4: she's thirty years.

633
00:30:17,520 --> 00:30:23,000
Speaker 1: Old now that's kind of like your. Man, Yes, okay.

634
00:30:22,680 --> 00:30:23,600
Speaker 2: Did jerry get married?

635
00:30:23,680 --> 00:30:27,720
Speaker 5: Yet BECAUSE i, know, okay not yet because last time

636
00:30:27,760 --> 00:30:28,920
Speaker 5: she was here she was talking about.

637
00:30:28,960 --> 00:30:33,480
Speaker 2: It they have a very h they're about to explore.

638
00:30:33,840 --> 00:30:35,680
Speaker 2: THIS i couldn't do.

639
00:30:35,760 --> 00:30:39,240
Speaker 1: It but my Best Jared's. Jerry that is So.

640
00:30:39,360 --> 00:30:41,960
Speaker 2: Jerry then you can be polyamorous.

641
00:30:41,280 --> 00:30:43,360
Speaker 1: Girl, PLEASE i, mean are you kidding?

642
00:30:43,400 --> 00:30:52,120
Speaker 4: Me absolutely? NOT i mean absolutely. NOT i mean knows

643
00:30:52,160 --> 00:30:52,560
Speaker 4: this about.

644
00:30:52,560 --> 00:30:53,320
Speaker 1: ME i never had a.

645
00:30:53,320 --> 00:30:56,760
Speaker 4: THREESOME i only want one vagina in the. Room if,

646
00:30:56,800 --> 00:30:57,760
Speaker 4: ANYTHING i had like two.

647
00:30:57,840 --> 00:31:04,520
Speaker 2: Guys how did it? Said she got?

648
00:31:04,520 --> 00:31:09,560
Speaker 4: That But i'm a little, corny.

649
00:31:09,600 --> 00:31:13,200
Speaker 1: Y'all Like i'm a little old. School i'm really old.

650
00:31:13,280 --> 00:31:17,880
Speaker 4: School i'm like probably more conservative than, anybody you know

651
00:31:17,920 --> 00:31:20,040
Speaker 4: What i'm. Saying Like i'm like a ONE i, LIKE

652
00:31:20,560 --> 00:31:24,360
Speaker 4: i JUST i am definitely like a one person.

653
00:31:24,400 --> 00:31:24,720
Speaker 1: Person.

654
00:31:26,120 --> 00:31:34,760
Speaker 4: Yeah do you think that you'll get married? AGAIN i mean, yes, girl,

655
00:31:35,080 --> 00:31:37,520
Speaker 4: yes don't let me. STOP i don't want to talk about.

656
00:31:37,520 --> 00:31:43,880
Speaker 5: That, Well, jesz when we first started, it she said

657
00:31:43,920 --> 00:31:44,800
Speaker 5: she never wanted to get.

658
00:31:44,840 --> 00:31:47,880
Speaker 2: MARRIED i never getting married.

659
00:31:47,920 --> 00:31:50,600
Speaker 4: Bything But i'm not looking to Like i'm not like

660
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Speaker 4: looking for a, Husband like that's not like my. Intention

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00:31:55,440 --> 00:31:58,640
Speaker 4: Like i'm, like, OH i have to be married in

662
00:31:58,760 --> 00:31:59,440
Speaker 4: order to feel.

663
00:31:59,480 --> 00:32:01,680
Speaker 1: WHOLE i agree with you know WHAT i. Mean i'm,

664
00:32:01,720 --> 00:32:05,240
Speaker 1: like if it, works it, works maybe it's a life,

665
00:32:05,280 --> 00:32:07,480
Speaker 1: partner you know. WHAT i could just be with you.

666
00:32:07,520 --> 00:32:08,560
Speaker 2: FOREVER i.

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00:32:08,560 --> 00:32:10,600
Speaker 5: Could and we just made sure that our trust and

668
00:32:10,640 --> 00:32:14,680
Speaker 5: wheels are set up. Properly, yeah BECAUSE i think that's

669
00:32:14,720 --> 00:32:16,440
Speaker 5: a large part of the reason why people do. That

670
00:32:16,480 --> 00:32:19,240
Speaker 5: as a, contract it's easier the. Business something should, happen,

671
00:32:19,560 --> 00:32:22,000
Speaker 5: true you, Know and that's what people think about. Packwork

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00:32:22,080 --> 00:32:24,040
Speaker 5: when it comes to the. Benefits you, know what the

673
00:32:24,080 --> 00:32:26,120
Speaker 5: government does if you're. Married there's a lot more things

674
00:32:26,120 --> 00:32:28,400
Speaker 5: that could. Happen BUT i want to ask you filming

675
00:32:28,480 --> 00:32:31,440
Speaker 5: this role Of, marley were there things about yourself that you're, like,

676
00:32:31,520 --> 00:32:34,800
Speaker 5: hmm you know this actually sounds good just because of

677
00:32:34,840 --> 00:32:36,560
Speaker 5: the role that you had to play on.

678
00:32:36,680 --> 00:32:41,160
Speaker 4: THERE i, mean, HONESTLY i just love how bold and

679
00:32:41,200 --> 00:32:42,400
Speaker 4: how Fearless marley.

680
00:32:42,560 --> 00:32:45,000
Speaker 2: Is, honestly you're like that in real life. ALREADY i.

681
00:32:45,080 --> 00:32:47,920
Speaker 4: Am BUT i probably wouldn't walk into a boardroom and,

682
00:32:47,920 --> 00:32:49,600
Speaker 4: say all, right everybody's shut the fuck.

683
00:32:49,720 --> 00:32:52,200
Speaker 1: UP i probably wouldn't do.

684
00:32:52,360 --> 00:32:57,160
Speaker 4: That but it's funny because one person was, LIKE i

685
00:32:57,160 --> 00:32:58,960
Speaker 4: Think i'm gonna walk into the bar and say that

686
00:32:59,000 --> 00:33:01,480
Speaker 4: everybody shut the fuck. UP i date like a rich

687
00:33:01,520 --> 00:33:02,520
Speaker 4: white man with all the.

688
00:33:02,640 --> 00:33:05,440
Speaker 1: Entitlements, okay but.

689
00:33:04,800 --> 00:33:08,800
Speaker 4: BUT i feel empowered by, Her LIKE i am bold

690
00:33:09,600 --> 00:33:13,800
Speaker 4: AND i am like. Fearless but IT'S i, Mean i'm

691
00:33:13,800 --> 00:33:18,200
Speaker 4: gonna say HOW i, feel, Right but BUT i do

692
00:33:18,360 --> 00:33:21,320
Speaker 4: HAVE i GUESS i try to have maybe some.

693
00:33:21,520 --> 00:33:23,640
Speaker 1: Boundaries, maybe BUT i just.

694
00:33:23,760 --> 00:33:27,200
Speaker 4: TRY i, MEAN i. GUESS i mean it's a little

695
00:33:27,240 --> 00:33:30,000
Speaker 4: bit Of marlee and. Me but she may push it

696
00:33:30,160 --> 00:33:33,480
Speaker 4: a little further THEN i may push.

697
00:33:33,520 --> 00:33:37,200
Speaker 2: It she might be more. Abrasive, yeah, yeah maybe.

698
00:33:36,960 --> 00:33:40,719
Speaker 4: That's like maybe she's a little more, abrasive Like marlee

699
00:33:40,800 --> 00:33:42,600
Speaker 4: is really the woman in my.

700
00:33:42,600 --> 00:33:47,600
Speaker 1: Head you know, what you, know because what the problem.

701
00:33:47,680 --> 00:33:52,080
Speaker 4: IS i feel guilty sometimes because, honestly people can't handle shit,

702
00:33:52,240 --> 00:33:56,320
Speaker 4: sometimes LIKE i. Swear it's like IF i go too,

703
00:33:56,360 --> 00:33:59,800
Speaker 4: FAR i don't, know maybe it's my. Voice maybe it's

704
00:34:00,080 --> 00:34:02,400
Speaker 4: too much for some, people you know WHAT i.

705
00:34:02,440 --> 00:34:06,080
Speaker 1: MEAN i feel LIKE i gotta be very careful.

706
00:34:06,080 --> 00:34:09,879
Speaker 4: Sometimes with, people you know What i'm saying and their

707
00:34:09,920 --> 00:34:13,520
Speaker 4: feelings and their emotions and things like, that you know

708
00:34:13,560 --> 00:34:13,759
Speaker 4: WHAT i.

709
00:34:13,760 --> 00:34:18,919
Speaker 2: Mean you think it's this DNA's too where everyone, everybody.

710
00:34:18,840 --> 00:34:23,640
Speaker 4: Everybody it is so like everyone is so like if

711
00:34:24,040 --> 00:34:25,880
Speaker 4: you see How i'm talking right, now.

712
00:34:25,920 --> 00:34:27,600
Speaker 1: You're, like let me be. Careful let me tell.

713
00:34:27,640 --> 00:34:29,920
Speaker 4: You some people would Say i'm yelling and this is

714
00:34:29,960 --> 00:34:33,560
Speaker 4: your regular li like literally like some people be like

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00:34:33,880 --> 00:34:37,160
Speaker 4: she yelled at. Me LIKE i even had a situation

716
00:34:37,360 --> 00:34:40,279
Speaker 4: where SOMEBODY i was at. WORK i was actually on

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00:34:40,360 --> 00:34:43,320
Speaker 4: a set and somebody.

718
00:34:43,000 --> 00:34:43,799
Speaker 1: Was asking me to do.

719
00:34:43,840 --> 00:34:46,000
Speaker 4: SOMETHING i was like, no And i'm in the middle

720
00:34:46,040 --> 00:34:47,839
Speaker 4: of the work and they, said, well can you guys say?

721
00:34:47,920 --> 00:34:50,560
Speaker 4: No and and they, said you guys said no and

722
00:34:51,200 --> 00:34:54,560
Speaker 4: no and then and then they were, like you're yelling at.

723
00:34:54,560 --> 00:34:57,600
Speaker 1: Me i'm, like you act like you didn't hear.

724
00:34:57,719 --> 00:35:00,640
Speaker 4: Me i'm not. Yelling i'm like in the middle of

725
00:35:00,760 --> 00:35:04,960
Speaker 4: working And i'm in my passion right, now AND i

726
00:35:05,040 --> 00:35:08,160
Speaker 4: just THOUGHT i needed to put a little extra tone

727
00:35:08,200 --> 00:35:09,760
Speaker 4: in that, voice so you know they.

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00:35:09,920 --> 00:35:14,520
Speaker 1: UNDERSTOOD i, said, NO i love. THAT i love that about.

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00:35:14,560 --> 00:35:16,120
Speaker 3: YOU i feel like that's something that we have in,

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00:35:16,120 --> 00:35:19,359
Speaker 3: common our. Passion like when we really feel, something we

731
00:35:19,440 --> 00:35:21,320
Speaker 3: feel it and we let it be. Known and people

732
00:35:21,400 --> 00:35:23,799
Speaker 3: might take that the wrong, way but it's really just a.

733
00:35:23,840 --> 00:35:24,680
Speaker 1: Passion it's just.

734
00:35:24,760 --> 00:35:29,360
Speaker 2: Passion, yeah you're in a good. Space when you walked

735
00:35:29,400 --> 00:35:31,480
Speaker 2: in With, jordan you felt something was off of.

736
00:35:31,560 --> 00:35:33,880
Speaker 4: HER i did you know what it? Is WHEN i

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00:35:33,920 --> 00:35:36,840
Speaker 4: looked in her eyes AND i, said how you?

738
00:35:36,920 --> 00:35:38,680
Speaker 3: Doing and this is y'all's first time meeting for the

739
00:35:38,680 --> 00:35:39,520
Speaker 3: people who don't, know.

740
00:35:39,600 --> 00:35:42,000
Speaker 4: Yeah and she looked at me and she was like

741
00:35:42,360 --> 00:35:44,480
Speaker 4: it was something about the. Way she said she Good

742
00:35:44,880 --> 00:35:47,400
Speaker 4: AND i said you? Good you are and she was like,

743
00:35:47,480 --> 00:35:50,080
Speaker 4: YEAH i said for, real FOR i, SAID i could

744
00:35:50,160 --> 00:35:53,799
Speaker 4: just see, It, HONESTLY i could just see it in her.

745
00:35:53,880 --> 00:35:57,040
Speaker 4: Eyes but you know what that's BECAUSE i care about.

746
00:35:57,040 --> 00:36:01,200
Speaker 4: Her you know a lot of, times, right we overlook,

747
00:36:01,280 --> 00:36:06,640
Speaker 4: people like we overlook people's, Feelings like we brush over

748
00:36:07,239 --> 00:36:09,880
Speaker 4: people when we're not looking.

749
00:36:09,520 --> 00:36:13,359
Speaker 1: At them and seeing them and making a real connection with. Them.

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00:36:13,440 --> 00:36:16,880
Speaker 4: Right but if you take your, TIME i feel to

751
00:36:17,040 --> 00:36:21,279
Speaker 4: make a connection with, somebody you could probably experience a

752
00:36:21,280 --> 00:36:23,600
Speaker 4: lot and see a, lot you know What i'm. Saying

753
00:36:23,640 --> 00:36:27,080
Speaker 4: BUT i just feel like it's just it's almost like

754
00:36:27,520 --> 00:36:31,799
Speaker 4: a scrolling Through instagram or scrolling through social. MEDIA i

755
00:36:31,840 --> 00:36:34,840
Speaker 4: feel like when it comes to relationships and people and

756
00:36:34,880 --> 00:36:37,279
Speaker 4: when we meet, people imagine how many People i've met

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00:36:37,320 --> 00:36:40,200
Speaker 4: people literally that you, know like imagine you say, hi

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00:36:40,360 --> 00:36:43,759
Speaker 4: say ahad to, Me, hey, hey, oh and so you,

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00:36:43,800 --> 00:36:48,399
Speaker 4: know like people just people will up you don't take

760
00:36:48,440 --> 00:36:49,399
Speaker 4: the time.

761
00:36:49,440 --> 00:36:52,640
Speaker 1: To look at you and say, hi how you.

762
00:36:52,680 --> 00:36:54,000
Speaker 2: Doing you know What.

763
00:36:53,920 --> 00:36:56,520
Speaker 1: I'm, Saying it's like there's no real.

764
00:36:56,640 --> 00:37:00,799
Speaker 4: Connection you, know people are just moving through life so

765
00:37:01,000 --> 00:37:06,400
Speaker 4: quickly that they missed great, Conversations they miss meeting beautiful,

766
00:37:06,560 --> 00:37:08,120
Speaker 4: people you, know they.

767
00:37:08,040 --> 00:37:09,000
Speaker 1: Miss hearing great.

768
00:37:09,040 --> 00:37:11,759
Speaker 4: Stories and you know What i'm, Saying it's like we

769
00:37:11,840 --> 00:37:14,759
Speaker 4: got to just slow down a little, bit experience and

770
00:37:14,960 --> 00:37:17,560
Speaker 4: enjoy the experience of another human.

771
00:37:17,640 --> 00:37:18,960
Speaker 1: Being, Right and.

772
00:37:19,000 --> 00:37:20,520
Speaker 2: You, know people when they ask you how you're. Doing

773
00:37:20,560 --> 00:37:21,719
Speaker 2: people don't really.

774
00:37:21,840 --> 00:37:22,880
Speaker 1: Care want to.

775
00:37:22,880 --> 00:37:25,080
Speaker 3: Know sometimes If i'm in a bad mood or if

776
00:37:25,080 --> 00:37:27,320
Speaker 3: something is wrong and somebody say how you, doing.

777
00:37:27,360 --> 00:37:31,879
Speaker 1: You really want to Because i'll tell you you really

778
00:37:31,920 --> 00:37:35,319
Speaker 1: want to? Know ain't that the? Truth ain't that the?

779
00:37:35,400 --> 00:37:37,640
Speaker 2: Truth let me ask you.

780
00:37:37,680 --> 00:37:41,080
Speaker 5: This you've been in this business for so, long when

781
00:37:41,120 --> 00:37:43,120
Speaker 5: did you and because we were talking about what Tone

782
00:37:43,120 --> 00:37:45,120
Speaker 5: bell had to say about people thinking you're rich because

783
00:37:45,160 --> 00:37:47,920
Speaker 5: you're ON tv and you know you're you're doing the

784
00:37:48,000 --> 00:37:51,279
Speaker 5: acting and you're doing stand, up when did you finally feel, like,

785
00:37:51,800 --> 00:37:54,160
Speaker 5: okay like this Is i'm straight here.

786
00:37:55,520 --> 00:37:58,960
Speaker 1: Financially let me tell you, something mindy.

787
00:37:59,080 --> 00:38:03,960
Speaker 4: Child you, KNOW i don't ever like just feel Like

788
00:38:04,120 --> 00:38:07,400
Speaker 4: i'm straight because there's always so much MORE i want to,

789
00:38:07,440 --> 00:38:10,239
Speaker 4: do you know What i'm. Saying and a lot of

790
00:38:10,280 --> 00:38:14,120
Speaker 4: times when like my production Company Camden bridge, developing like

791
00:38:14,160 --> 00:38:20,400
Speaker 4: there's always you know WHAT i, Mean but LIKE i

792
00:38:20,440 --> 00:38:23,840
Speaker 4: REMEMBER i did you Know Daddy's Little? Girls AND i

793
00:38:23,920 --> 00:38:28,640
Speaker 4: made fourteen thousand dollars On Daddy's, Girls LIKE i mean

794
00:38:28,800 --> 00:38:32,320
Speaker 4: literally like and everybody THOUGHT i had all this, money

795
00:38:32,800 --> 00:38:37,360
Speaker 4: BUT i got paid scale and fourteen thousand dollars for

796
00:38:37,560 --> 00:38:41,240
Speaker 4: the whole. Movie that's. It BUT i did the movie

797
00:38:41,360 --> 00:38:45,120
Speaker 4: and then everyone's thinking THAT i was making all this.

798
00:38:45,280 --> 00:38:48,440
Speaker 4: Money But i'm, LIKE i made like two grand a

799
00:38:48,480 --> 00:38:50,920
Speaker 4: week or something like, that you know What i'm.

800
00:38:50,960 --> 00:38:53,880
Speaker 1: Saying So i'm not too. Rich and the taxes and

801
00:38:53,920 --> 00:38:56,240
Speaker 1: you gotta pay your, agent you gotta pay your, lawyer

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00:38:56,280 --> 00:38:58,600
Speaker 1: you gotta pay you know What i'm. Saying you had.

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00:38:58,800 --> 00:39:02,200
Speaker 1: Drafted oh my.

804
00:39:02,320 --> 00:39:05,480
Speaker 3: God people really don't understand the everything that goes into

805
00:39:05,480 --> 00:39:05,880
Speaker 3: the bottom.

806
00:39:05,880 --> 00:39:09,520
Speaker 5: Line, yeah but That but the good thing is That Tyler,

807
00:39:09,560 --> 00:39:13,920
Speaker 5: perry you, know. DEFINITELY i think that connection continued to

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00:39:13,920 --> 00:39:14,839
Speaker 5: be strong after that.

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00:39:14,880 --> 00:39:17,399
Speaker 4: Too, no it was a blessing to. Do why DID

810
00:39:17,400 --> 00:39:19,279
Speaker 4: i get? Married and why DID i get?

811
00:39:19,320 --> 00:39:22,840
Speaker 1: Married? Too and for better or? Worse, yeah, yeah SO i.

812
00:39:22,880 --> 00:39:25,439
Speaker 2: Think but you're, right, though people see you ON, tv

813
00:39:25,480 --> 00:39:25,839
Speaker 2: they don't.

814
00:39:25,840 --> 00:39:26,560
Speaker 1: Know they don't.

815
00:39:26,560 --> 00:39:27,160
Speaker 2: Know they don't.

816
00:39:27,160 --> 00:39:28,840
Speaker 3: Know they see a, movie they're, like, yeah you, know she,

817
00:39:29,000 --> 00:39:30,480
Speaker 3: rich she acted, funny she's.

818
00:39:31,360 --> 00:39:31,879
Speaker 1: But they don't.

819
00:39:31,880 --> 00:39:35,680
Speaker 4: Know you have responsibilities and sometimes like as an, actor you,

820
00:39:35,719 --> 00:39:38,360
Speaker 4: know and director and all of, it you do a,

821
00:39:38,440 --> 00:39:40,600
Speaker 4: job you don't do a, job you you know WHAT i.

822
00:39:40,640 --> 00:39:43,040
Speaker 4: Mean sometimes you go a long period of time without,

823
00:39:43,080 --> 00:39:47,480
Speaker 4: working and you yet we had at you still have

824
00:39:47,560 --> 00:39:48,200
Speaker 4: to you know, what.

825
00:39:48,760 --> 00:39:50,319
Speaker 2: We HAD covid all of.

826
00:39:50,320 --> 00:39:52,680
Speaker 4: That so that's WHY i always, say, like as an,

827
00:39:52,719 --> 00:39:54,880
Speaker 4: actor you got to learn how to save your. Money

828
00:39:55,160 --> 00:39:57,920
Speaker 4: you never know how things are going to, go you

829
00:39:57,960 --> 00:40:00,200
Speaker 4: know What i'm. Saying but a lot of, time your

830
00:40:00,200 --> 00:40:02,520
Speaker 4: friends and family, think because they see you on all the,

831
00:40:02,560 --> 00:40:04,160
Speaker 4: stuff that the money is just.

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00:40:04,239 --> 00:40:06,759
Speaker 1: Overflown but you got to learn how to. Budget you

833
00:40:06,840 --> 00:40:07,200
Speaker 1: got to be.

834
00:40:07,280 --> 00:40:10,880
Speaker 4: Responsible, yeah and you have the lifetime.

835
00:40:11,360 --> 00:40:14,360
Speaker 2: Desire, yes that's going to Be april, Nineteen april.

836
00:40:14,480 --> 00:40:16,879
Speaker 4: Nineteenth i'm so excited About so you buy a talk

837
00:40:16,880 --> 00:40:17,400
Speaker 4: show host on?

838
00:40:17,480 --> 00:40:18,680
Speaker 1: It i'm playing a talk show.

839
00:40:18,680 --> 00:40:21,520
Speaker 4: Host, OKAY i love.

840
00:40:21,640 --> 00:40:22,879
Speaker 1: IT i love.

841
00:40:22,920 --> 00:40:26,000
Speaker 4: It it's just such a fun, movie, honestly AND i

842
00:40:26,080 --> 00:40:28,799
Speaker 4: just feel like it's going to be. Entertaining and it's

843
00:40:28,840 --> 00:40:31,640
Speaker 4: a Character i've never gotten a chance to play, before you.

844
00:40:31,680 --> 00:40:33,719
Speaker 4: Know And i've worked With Adrian, holmes SO i got

845
00:40:33,760 --> 00:40:37,279
Speaker 4: a chance to direct in Bel. Air And i'm also

846
00:40:37,480 --> 00:40:41,880
Speaker 4: an executive producing. It my, Friends I'm Derek williams And Adrian.

847
00:40:41,960 --> 00:40:44,799
Speaker 4: Williams you, know they have this series of movies they're

848
00:40:44,840 --> 00:40:47,560
Speaker 4: doing For. Lifetime SO i got a chance to work

849
00:40:47,600 --> 00:40:50,880
Speaker 4: with them on this And, DEREK i really Thank derek

850
00:40:50,960 --> 00:40:53,120
Speaker 4: for even, presenting like sharing the.

851
00:40:53,120 --> 00:40:56,400
Speaker 1: Script it was just us. TALKING i was literally trying.

852
00:40:56,120 --> 00:40:59,120
Speaker 4: To help him find another actress for one of his other,

853
00:40:59,239 --> 00:41:01,840
Speaker 4: movies and then he was talking about the one he

854
00:41:01,920 --> 00:41:04,319
Speaker 4: had coming up after, that and he's telling me the

855
00:41:04,360 --> 00:41:06,640
Speaker 4: storyline And i'm trying to help him come up with.

856
00:41:06,680 --> 00:41:09,239
Speaker 4: Somebody and THEN i, say you know, what Maybe i'll

857
00:41:09,239 --> 00:41:11,319
Speaker 4: do this one with. You and it was like for,

858
00:41:11,440 --> 00:41:13,799
Speaker 4: REAL i, said, yeah read the script and it was so,

859
00:41:13,880 --> 00:41:16,799
Speaker 4: good so, fun And i'm so excited for y'all to see.

860
00:41:16,840 --> 00:41:19,680
Speaker 3: It, Yay, yes a lifetime movie.

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00:41:19,800 --> 00:41:19,960
Speaker 1: Too.

862
00:41:21,640 --> 00:41:24,479
Speaker 2: Yeah, Yeah i'm never going.

863
00:41:24,520 --> 00:41:28,439
Speaker 5: Anywhere that's, right, right, right right, RIGHT i.

864
00:41:28,360 --> 00:41:31,560
Speaker 1: SWEAR i think. Y'ALL i hope y'all enjoy, it will be.

865
00:41:31,560 --> 00:41:36,480
Speaker 5: Watching and THEN i saw you working WITH. Yg, Also, oh.

866
00:41:36,120 --> 00:41:40,319
Speaker 1: Shout out to Y. G that's my, baby cakes.

867
00:41:40,080 --> 00:41:42,680
Speaker 2: Man, LISTEN i love. Him so talk to me about

868
00:41:42,719 --> 00:41:44,000
Speaker 2: what that experience was.

869
00:41:44,080 --> 00:41:48,400
Speaker 4: Like and, well first of, ALL i MET yg Through Terrace,

870
00:41:48,480 --> 00:41:50,880
Speaker 4: martin who was a very good friend of. Mine he's

871
00:41:51,120 --> 00:41:54,000
Speaker 4: my very very good, friend AND i JUST i THINK

872
00:41:54,160 --> 00:41:59,080
Speaker 4: yg is. TALENTED i THINK yg is a wonderful. ACTOR

873
00:41:59,200 --> 00:42:02,480
Speaker 4: i can't wait to see his acting career just go.

874
00:42:02,680 --> 00:42:05,359
Speaker 4: Far and we were just kind of chopping it, up

875
00:42:05,560 --> 00:42:08,040
Speaker 4: you know WHAT i, mean about, life about work and.

876
00:42:08,400 --> 00:42:10,839
Speaker 4: Stuff and then he was just telling me about the

877
00:42:10,840 --> 00:42:13,520
Speaker 4: project that he had work that he was working, on

878
00:42:13,880 --> 00:42:15,600
Speaker 4: and he was, Like, tosh would you do this with?

879
00:42:15,719 --> 00:42:19,000
Speaker 4: Me AND i was, like, yep. SURE i was actually

880
00:42:19,239 --> 00:42:23,560
Speaker 4: honored honestly that he. WOULD i, mean HE'S. Yg he's

881
00:42:23,680 --> 00:42:27,000
Speaker 4: just like he's so, talented and you, know like all

882
00:42:27,040 --> 00:42:27,719
Speaker 4: the girls love.

883
00:42:27,800 --> 00:42:29,759
Speaker 1: HIM i, MEAN i got all the girls hit me.

884
00:42:29,840 --> 00:42:31,440
Speaker 1: Up oh my, god you, know Y.

885
00:42:31,520 --> 00:42:33,799
Speaker 4: G i remember WHEN i was getting my hair and

886
00:42:33,840 --> 00:42:36,000
Speaker 4: makeup done and he was calling.

887
00:42:36,040 --> 00:42:39,279
Speaker 1: Me they thought he was calling On FaceTime and.

888
00:42:39,239 --> 00:42:45,600
Speaker 4: They were, like, wait wait my hair in the back

889
00:42:45,640 --> 00:42:48,000
Speaker 4: AND i was, like, yeah he ain't calling. FACE i,

890
00:42:48,040 --> 00:42:52,279
Speaker 4: mean it was so funny, everybody AND i was, Like,

891
00:42:52,520 --> 00:42:56,160
Speaker 4: yg everybody loves, you you know WHAT i. Mean but

892
00:42:56,320 --> 00:43:00,319
Speaker 4: he is like like my little, brother like my my.

893
00:43:00,560 --> 00:43:05,000
Speaker 1: BABY i love him. DEEP i love his. Family he's

894
00:43:05,040 --> 00:43:09,680
Speaker 1: a wonderful, father you, know he's a wonderful. Son you.

895
00:43:09,719 --> 00:43:10,960
Speaker 1: Know i'm so proud of.

896
00:43:11,000 --> 00:43:13,400
Speaker 2: Him and as that thing's so different for him, Too.

897
00:43:13,760 --> 00:43:16,480
Speaker 4: It's so different AND i feel like this is What

898
00:43:16,560 --> 00:43:19,279
Speaker 4: god wants him to do right, now you.

899
00:43:19,200 --> 00:43:19,560
Speaker 1: Know What i'm.

900
00:43:19,600 --> 00:43:23,520
Speaker 4: Saying but he's like he, Is he's, amazing and he's

901
00:43:23,640 --> 00:43:28,200
Speaker 4: like he's not in no broken. Place he's just you,

902
00:43:28,239 --> 00:43:33,480
Speaker 4: know he's talked about everything else that he's. Experienced why

903
00:43:33,520 --> 00:43:36,600
Speaker 4: not talk about, this you know What i'm. Saying AND

904
00:43:37,280 --> 00:43:39,760
Speaker 4: i feel like it will unlock things with so many.

905
00:43:39,880 --> 00:43:44,239
Speaker 4: People BUT i just think it's amazing that he is

906
00:43:44,360 --> 00:43:48,280
Speaker 4: willing to dig in other parts of himself to share.

907
00:43:48,520 --> 00:43:51,000
Speaker 1: Artistically And i'm proud.

908
00:43:50,719 --> 00:43:53,680
Speaker 4: Of him and he's beautiful AND i love you AND

909
00:43:53,719 --> 00:43:55,040
Speaker 4: i got you.

910
00:43:55,120 --> 00:43:55,480
Speaker 1: Period.

911
00:43:55,480 --> 00:43:58,520
Speaker 5: SEE i told you period is like the life coach

912
00:43:58,560 --> 00:44:01,120
Speaker 5: that makes you feel, safe BECAUSE i, SAID i think

913
00:44:01,320 --> 00:44:03,359
Speaker 5: with an as far as you being an acting, COACH

914
00:44:03,400 --> 00:44:06,600
Speaker 5: i feel like that's just so beneficial with your skills

915
00:44:06,600 --> 00:44:07,719
Speaker 5: of being able to relate to.

916
00:44:07,760 --> 00:44:09,040
Speaker 1: People, YEAH i think.

917
00:44:09,080 --> 00:44:10,880
Speaker 4: That you, know a lot of people don't know, this

918
00:44:10,960 --> 00:44:14,120
Speaker 4: BUT i went to ministry school before AND i was,

919
00:44:14,239 --> 00:44:15,799
Speaker 4: LIKE i was, like AM.

920
00:44:15,760 --> 00:44:17,600
Speaker 1: I supposed to be a? Preacher or AM i supposed

921
00:44:17,600 --> 00:44:18,160
Speaker 1: to be da da da?

922
00:44:18,239 --> 00:44:20,880
Speaker 4: Da AND i just, say you know, what whatever the

923
00:44:20,920 --> 00:44:23,960
Speaker 4: gifts are That god has given, me this is my

924
00:44:24,080 --> 00:44:29,400
Speaker 4: ministry my, acting my, directing my, teaching you, know my

925
00:44:29,960 --> 00:44:34,240
Speaker 4: coaching people like that is my. Ministry AND i feel

926
00:44:34,280 --> 00:44:36,960
Speaker 4: LIKE i just want to have a, responsibility you, know

927
00:44:37,080 --> 00:44:39,520
Speaker 4: as a, DIRECTOR i want to show up as a good.

928
00:44:39,600 --> 00:44:42,719
Speaker 4: Leader as an acting, TEACHER i want to help you

929
00:44:43,320 --> 00:44:46,480
Speaker 4: to be empowered to do your job and be the

930
00:44:46,560 --> 00:44:50,359
Speaker 4: best at it and be as fearless as, possible unlocking

931
00:44:50,520 --> 00:44:56,960
Speaker 4: everything in you to tell your. STORY i just enjoy, it, like,

932
00:44:56,960 --> 00:45:03,719
Speaker 4: like how could you not joy witnessing someone else's. Success

933
00:45:04,239 --> 00:45:08,160
Speaker 4: that's why my company is Called Camden bridge BECAUSE i

934
00:45:08,200 --> 00:45:11,200
Speaker 4: am grateful for the opportunity of being a.

935
00:45:11,280 --> 00:45:13,440
Speaker 2: Bridge see there it.

936
00:45:13,480 --> 00:45:15,480
Speaker 5: Is AND i saw A dc young FLY i want

937
00:45:15,480 --> 00:45:17,560
Speaker 5: to end with this, too was talking about how you

938
00:45:17,760 --> 00:45:20,799
Speaker 5: he feels, like are so, underrated and he gave you

939
00:45:21,040 --> 00:45:24,080
Speaker 5: all the flowers for your work as a, director.

940
00:45:23,840 --> 00:45:26,640
Speaker 2: And he was, like people need to be talking about this.

941
00:45:26,719 --> 00:45:30,120
Speaker 5: More AND i think not even being not even being

942
00:45:30,160 --> 00:45:32,640
Speaker 5: a woman, director but a director in, general because you,

943
00:45:32,680 --> 00:45:34,439
Speaker 5: know sometimes people be, like, oh it's a woman because

944
00:45:34,440 --> 00:45:37,239
Speaker 5: it's not a, lot you, know not. Enough i'll say

945
00:45:37,280 --> 00:45:40,480
Speaker 5: that there's not enough that are getting the accolades that they.

946
00:45:40,520 --> 00:45:43,080
Speaker 5: Should SO i just think as a director in, general

947
00:45:43,800 --> 00:45:45,880
Speaker 5: people should be looking to you even, more and they.

948
00:45:45,920 --> 00:45:48,520
Speaker 5: HAPPEN i, mean that's really taken off and it's been a.

949
00:45:48,520 --> 00:45:51,000
Speaker 1: Blessing, HONESTLY i had to remind People i'm still an.

950
00:45:51,040 --> 00:45:53,480
Speaker 2: Actor yeah, Right i'm. BACK i feel Like i'm.

951
00:45:53,360 --> 00:45:56,560
Speaker 4: Just starting all over, again honestly as an actor acting

952
00:45:56,680 --> 00:45:57,480
Speaker 4: really yeah.

953
00:45:57,640 --> 00:45:58,640
Speaker 2: Yeah but you're.

954
00:45:58,640 --> 00:46:01,520
Speaker 5: Not but, anyway, LISTEN i know the schedule is buts

955
00:46:01,600 --> 00:46:03,239
Speaker 5: and so we just appreciate you for coming.

956
00:46:03,280 --> 00:46:08,160
Speaker 1: Through, NO i love, you, right you? Know you know you?

957
00:46:08,320 --> 00:46:11,000
Speaker 1: Boys why you got this song by?

958
00:46:11,080 --> 00:46:14,839
Speaker 4: Nigga you know you know What i'm about to show

959
00:46:14,880 --> 00:46:18,600
Speaker 4: you how CORNY i. Am this is so. CORNY i

960
00:46:18,640 --> 00:46:23,839
Speaker 4: never even told, This like, geez BUT i had never

961
00:46:23,880 --> 00:46:24,800
Speaker 4: heard that song.

962
00:46:24,600 --> 00:46:32,560
Speaker 1: Before this Until. Win until the day BEFORE i was

963
00:46:32,600 --> 00:46:36,200
Speaker 1: shooting this. VIDEO i was like, this why G.

964
00:46:38,239 --> 00:46:42,759
Speaker 2: I was, like Now i'll be playing that, SONG i.

965
00:46:42,880 --> 00:46:47,360
Speaker 4: Swear, charlie my, stylist was, like you playing that song?

966
00:46:47,520 --> 00:46:49,480
Speaker 2: Like it just came out so.

967
00:46:49,680 --> 00:46:55,719
Speaker 4: Funny every photo, shoot every morning getting her, makeup it's

968
00:46:55,719 --> 00:46:57,719
Speaker 4: going to BE i am playing my.

969
00:46:58,440 --> 00:47:08,040
Speaker 1: Nigga, okay so guess What i'm a. RAP i love

970
00:47:08,080 --> 00:47:12,520
Speaker 1: it so. CORDY i was, like oh my, god BUT

971
00:47:12,640 --> 00:47:13,120
Speaker 1: i love that.

972
00:47:13,239 --> 00:47:14,960
Speaker 4: Song i'm about to play it in the car on

973
00:47:15,040 --> 00:47:17,759
Speaker 4: my way the way.

974
00:47:17,800 --> 00:47:19,680
Speaker 2: Out let's play the.

975
00:47:19,760 --> 00:47:23,160
Speaker 1: Wedding come when you get married. Again that's gonna get married.

976
00:47:23,200 --> 00:47:24,200
Speaker 1: Again that's what that.

977
00:47:25,719 --> 00:47:27,080
Speaker 2: FACT i might have Y g.

978
00:47:27,280 --> 00:47:34,359
Speaker 4: Performance if anyone is fabulous enough to marry, me you're

979
00:47:34,400 --> 00:47:35,240
Speaker 4: playing that at.

980
00:47:35,080 --> 00:47:39,440
Speaker 1: My, Wedding that would be. Sold be a fun wedding.

981
00:47:39,480 --> 00:47:43,960
Speaker 4: Though to have Y g playing my nigga coming down

982
00:47:43,960 --> 00:47:46,640
Speaker 4: The aisland, edition oh my.

983
00:47:46,800 --> 00:47:49,480
Speaker 5: God unless you marry a white guy and you're going

984
00:47:49,520 --> 00:47:58,919
Speaker 5: to hear that was up, here it's lip, service thank

985
00:47:58,960 --> 00:48:01,799
Speaker 5: you so. MUCH i make sure y'all Watch. Survival the

986
00:48:01,800 --> 00:48:04,600
Speaker 5: thing is WHEN i go back watch season one, two

987
00:48:04,719 --> 00:48:06,959
Speaker 5: because it felt like it took a while for season,

988
00:48:07,040 --> 00:48:09,360
Speaker 5: two SO i had to get a Refreshed, yes exactly.

989
00:48:09,560 --> 00:48:12,920
Speaker 4: Exactly it's so Good season, One season two And Desire

990
00:48:13,000 --> 00:48:15,080
Speaker 4: april nineteenth, one like all this.

991
00:48:15,200 --> 00:48:17,280
Speaker 5: THING i want to pop up on somebody In, italy

992
00:48:17,480 --> 00:48:20,640
Speaker 5: like come, ON i, know, right, YEAH i want like

993
00:48:20,719 --> 00:48:23,200
Speaker 5: that type of life WHERE i do something like crazy.

994
00:48:23,040 --> 00:48:24,040
Speaker 1: Yeah and then it doesn't.

995
00:48:24,040 --> 00:48:27,800
Speaker 2: WORK i love, that all. Right it's lip, service