WEBVTT - How The Internet Spawned A Baby-Killing Cult 

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<v Speaker 1>Hello, America. This is Robert Evans. I am sitting in

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<v Speaker 1>a car on top of a mountain like a professional

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<v Speaker 1>person recording my podcast, which is this podcast Behind the Bastards,

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<v Speaker 1>and we've had yet another, I mean, really bad introduction. Actually,

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<v Speaker 1>I'm I'm I feel bad about this one. I actually

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<v Speaker 1>like that one. Oh you like that one, Sophie. That's yeah.

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<v Speaker 1>Well do you think that only people in America in

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<v Speaker 1>the US listen to Solid Points. If there's non Americans

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<v Speaker 1>listening to this podcast, what the hell are they doing?

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<v Speaker 1>Like this is they don't get our freedom, our freedom

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<v Speaker 1>of speech, that's ours and ours alone, Caitlin. The best

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<v Speaker 1>thing about freedom of speech is limiting it to a

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<v Speaker 1>small number of people. Yes, I don't agree, but I

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<v Speaker 1>see your point. Yeah, I firmly disagree with what just happened,

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<v Speaker 1>and I take back my praise of your introduction. Hello,

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<v Speaker 1>international listeners, we love you. Yeah. I bet they're from

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<v Speaker 1>all over the world. Yes, Canada, yes, Japan. Yes, Canada

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<v Speaker 1>is just Alaska's Mexico. Mexico and Canada are both much

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<v Speaker 1>better countries. Um, almost spit my soup on the mic.

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<v Speaker 1>Oh my god, it was a bad time to try

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<v Speaker 1>to eat soup. Sorry, I took a week in rural

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<v Speaker 1>America to to clear my head and get some writing done,

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<v Speaker 1>and it has made me insult our neighbors to the

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<v Speaker 1>north and south for no reason. You did that before?

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<v Speaker 1>Come on, I did, I did? I did. I love

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<v Speaker 1>insulting nations for no reason. Well, my guest today, as

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<v Speaker 1>as you just heard from, is Caitlin Duranti. Caitlin, how

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<v Speaker 1>are you doing today? I'm doing very well. I'm delighted

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<v Speaker 1>to be here now, Caitlin. You're the co host of

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<v Speaker 1>the Bechtel cast Um and you you have guessed it

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<v Speaker 1>on behind the bastards before. We had a long talk

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<v Speaker 1>about I think a man both of us consider a

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<v Speaker 1>dear friend now, Lafayette Ron Hubbard. Yes, yes, he just

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<v Speaker 1>he's coming to my birthday party soon. Oh good. You

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<v Speaker 1>know I think he's at all of our birthday parties,

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<v Speaker 1>convincing our small children to deliver letters for him on

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<v Speaker 1>his boat crusade to find gold in the ocean. Yes, god,

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<v Speaker 1>I miss him. Well, we're not talking about that today, Caitlin,

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<v Speaker 1>And we're talking about the goat Testical doctor either, right, No,

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<v Speaker 1>we're not talking about the goat Testical got about her,

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<v Speaker 1>that fucker that guy. Yeah, like Alex Jones, but with

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<v Speaker 1>goat testicles. No, today we're talking about the free birthing community. Caitlin,

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<v Speaker 1>have you ever heard of the free birthing community. I

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<v Speaker 1>don't know that I have, Robert. Oh boy, Caitlin. Yes,

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<v Speaker 1>you're you're gonna, You're gonna enjoy this. I mean, so,

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<v Speaker 1>I I got where to start. I I wrote a

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<v Speaker 1>little introduction here, and I don't think I'm gonna read it.

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<v Speaker 1>I think we're just gonna we're just gonna dig into it. Um. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>the nexus of my introduction was that back in the day,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, there's this one website that's kind of like

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<v Speaker 1>the Tower of Babbel for the Internet, that Something Awful Forums.

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<v Speaker 1>It's where four Chain came out of. It's where like

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<v Speaker 1>doxing was very first practiced. It's where a lot of

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<v Speaker 1>like meme culture originated from. UM and that those forums

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<v Speaker 1>had a motto, and that motto was the Internet makes

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<v Speaker 1>you stupid. And it was just at the time, because

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<v Speaker 1>it's like the late nineties, early two thousand's is when

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<v Speaker 1>like Something Awful was really at its most relevant. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>so it was, and it was and you were you

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<v Speaker 1>remember then Caitlin, when the Internet didn't really matter, when

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<v Speaker 1>like it was just sort of the silly thing, and

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<v Speaker 1>people like mainstream TV or news kind of made fun

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<v Speaker 1>of people who were on the Internet a lot, like

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<v Speaker 1>it wasn't taken very seriously, and so I think that's

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<v Speaker 1>what the motto kind of meant then, was just like

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<v Speaker 1>the Internet's dumb. But as the years have gone by

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<v Speaker 1>and the Internet has eaten the world, I've come to

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<v Speaker 1>believe in those words very literally. The Internet does actually

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<v Speaker 1>make people stupid um and I think to the free

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<v Speaker 1>birth in community in particular is a perfect example of

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<v Speaker 1>how this works, because, thanks to the wonders of the

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<v Speaker 1>modern Internet and most particularly Facebook, a bunch of otherwise

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<v Speaker 1>well meaning, functional human beings have left a trail of

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<v Speaker 1>dead babies in their wake, not because they wanted to

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<v Speaker 1>kill babies, but because the Internet broke their brains. And

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<v Speaker 1>that's the story we're going to tell today. Wow, okay,

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<v Speaker 1>sided this is a dead baby episode. Oh my okay,

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<v Speaker 1>wait okay. Initial question, preliminary question, do you know anything?

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<v Speaker 1>I don't know anything about the free birthing community, but

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<v Speaker 1>I have a feeling that there's got to be some

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<v Speaker 1>overlap between it, and just based on what I think

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<v Speaker 1>it is, based on the name alone, overlap between that

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<v Speaker 1>community and the anti vaxers. You absolutely, oh yeah, okay

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<v Speaker 1>for god, oh my god. Um yeah, it's uh, it's

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<v Speaker 1>pretty cool, Caitlin, and I want to welcome you, by

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<v Speaker 1>the way, into a really rarefied circle of of Bastard's

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<v Speaker 1>pod guests. Uh. Currently, Sophia Alexandria Billy Wayne Davis are

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<v Speaker 1>the only two members of the Dead Babies Episodes sub club,

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<v Speaker 1>So very can we get a couple of aircorns in

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<v Speaker 1>there for for the third member of our Dead Baby Triumvirate? Yes,

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<v Speaker 1>I just added so much. Are you wandered, Caitlin? I'm

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<v Speaker 1>so honored? And what what a group to be a

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<v Speaker 1>part of. I mean, the I and Sophia, I mean,

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<v Speaker 1>what what terrific people, so rarefied air verified air now, Caitlin. Uh,

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<v Speaker 1>if you, if you, or at least sorry not even you, Caitlin.

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<v Speaker 1>If you the listener at home have heard about the

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<v Speaker 1>free birthing community recently, it's probably because of a fabulous

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<v Speaker 1>NBC News article by Brandy's a Drowsney that dropped a

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<v Speaker 1>couple of days ago, and the article's title was I

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<v Speaker 1>brainwashed myself with the internet. Uh. It is the story

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<v Speaker 1>of a twenty eight year old woman on the West Coast,

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<v Speaker 1>pseudonymed Judith, who found yourself slowly drawn into a series

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<v Speaker 1>of online communities of women who believe that the best

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<v Speaker 1>way to give birth is with no medicine, no doctor,

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<v Speaker 1>and no midwife. So, you know, we're all aware that

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<v Speaker 1>there's like home birthing um sort of like communities and stuff.

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<v Speaker 1>These are people who are like that, but they're like,

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<v Speaker 1>but midwives are evil too. Oh wow, I don't want

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<v Speaker 1>anyone who knows that goddamn thing about medicine around for

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<v Speaker 1>my birth. Like that's the gist of these people, A right, yeah, yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>So that's a fun thing that I hadn't realized existed

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<v Speaker 1>until I read this article. And the t l d

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<v Speaker 1>R of the story is that Judith left her baby

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<v Speaker 1>in her belly for way too long, more than forty

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<v Speaker 1>two weeks, because these people believe, among other things, that

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<v Speaker 1>having your labor induced, you know, medically is um is

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<v Speaker 1>on an awful thing to do and an unnecessary thing

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<v Speaker 1>to do. So she was pregnant almost three weeks past

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<v Speaker 1>the nine month mark and refused to go to the

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<v Speaker 1>hospital and her baby died inside of her um. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>this is the first time we've had a first dead

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<v Speaker 1>baby on page one. We're not even halfway through page one. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>I bring that out in people, you know, the dead,

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<v Speaker 1>the dead babies. I don't know what I meant by that. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>I got wet. I just my presence encourages people to

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<v Speaker 1>talk about dead babies, as I think what I meant, Well,

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<v Speaker 1>that's good. Well we'll be talking about a number of

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<v Speaker 1>them today. So obviously, Judith's story was a traumatic, painful nightmare. UM.

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<v Speaker 1>And she's far from the only person that this kind

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<v Speaker 1>of nightmares happened to as a result of the free

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<v Speaker 1>birth in community. Uh. The NBC article itself links to

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<v Speaker 1>a November two, eighteen Daily Beast article by Emily Sugarman.

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<v Speaker 1>The article's title is she wanted a free birth at home,

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<v Speaker 1>when the baby died, the attacks began, and it's it's

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<v Speaker 1>the story of a woman named Lisa and her would

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<v Speaker 1>be daughter, Journey Moon. Uh. Lisa got drawn into the

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<v Speaker 1>free birth in community via like Facebook groups and podcasts,

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<v Speaker 1>and her baby died. Uh. And then she was harassed

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<v Speaker 1>by a bunch of people online who are angry that

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<v Speaker 1>she'd killed her baby who had been infiltrating these free

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<v Speaker 1>birth and communities. It's a mess of a story, and

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<v Speaker 1>the tales of these two women comprise about of the

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<v Speaker 1>public discourse around free birthing at the moment. It's kind

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<v Speaker 1>of very recently burst onto the scene. But there's so

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<v Speaker 1>much more here under the surface, uh, than is even

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<v Speaker 1>in both of these very well written articles, And today

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<v Speaker 1>I I felt like what I could do to add

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<v Speaker 1>to this is dig a little bit deeper into where

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<v Speaker 1>the free birth in community comes from and the individual

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<v Speaker 1>I'm gonna call himbastards who were aspond posible for starting

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<v Speaker 1>what is effectively a weird cult dedicated to getting people

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<v Speaker 1>to basically kill their babies by not having anyone who

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<v Speaker 1>knows anything about medicine around when they come out of people.

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<v Speaker 1>Cool fun story. Can't wait? You sound really motivated by

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<v Speaker 1>this to be a part of this fun tale. I

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<v Speaker 1>so am you. You have no idea, just I I

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<v Speaker 1>have no ability to like emote with my voice, but um,

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<v Speaker 1>I am very excited to learn about. Call that v moting. Okay, Yeah, Now,

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<v Speaker 1>free birthing obviously has its origins and the natural home

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<v Speaker 1>birth movement, and the term home birth started being used

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<v Speaker 1>in the mid eighteen hundreds as hospital births became more common.

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<v Speaker 1>At present, most so called developed nations, you know, that's

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<v Speaker 1>the term generally used. I don't like it, but it's

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<v Speaker 1>kind of hard to find. Counter terms sometimes have home

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<v Speaker 1>birthing rates of less than one percent um. It's broadly

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<v Speaker 1>accurate to say that the end of home birth thing

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<v Speaker 1>as a normal thing, you know, the end of that

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<v Speaker 1>being the way most babies were born has corresponded with

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<v Speaker 1>a massive reduction in the rate of both infant and

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<v Speaker 1>mother deaths in childbirth. So we stopped giving birth at home,

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<v Speaker 1>started giving birth in hospitals with doctors and a lot

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<v Speaker 1>less babies and moms die, right, pretty obvious. But here's

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<v Speaker 1>where it gets weird, because the situation isn't quite that simple.

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<v Speaker 1>The United States today has one of the highest infant

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<v Speaker 1>mortality rates in the Western world. Six of our infants

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<v Speaker 1>die for every thousand live births, which puts the US

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<v Speaker 1>on par with such healthcare powerhouses as Serbia and Malaysia.

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<v Speaker 1>Despite regular advances in technology, matters, matters are actually getting

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<v Speaker 1>a lot worse for American mothers at a startlingly rapid rate.

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<v Speaker 1>A pregnant woman in the US today is fifty more

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<v Speaker 1>likely to die in childbirth than her mother was. Yeah, like,

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<v Speaker 1>that's an enormous jump in mama and baby deaths. We

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<v Speaker 1>woul account for that? What accounts for that? Well, there's

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<v Speaker 1>there's a number of intersecting factors here. One of the

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<v Speaker 1>ones given regularly is eroding social support for women. Um

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<v Speaker 1>So as a result of this like crusade against birth

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<v Speaker 1>control and planned parenthood by the right in our country,

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<v Speaker 1>women's access to obstetric services in rural U S counties

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<v Speaker 1>has collapsed. UH. Nine percent of all rural American women

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<v Speaker 1>lost hospital obstetric services between two thousand and two thousand fourteen. UH.

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<v Speaker 1>The shocking expensive birth plays a major role in this.

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<v Speaker 1>Two people who just can't afford to to do it

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<v Speaker 1>in a hospital. So between the cost and the sheer

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<v Speaker 1>lack of access, the fact that growing communities of American

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<v Speaker 1>women have been turning to home birth is not weird

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<v Speaker 1>um and it's not necessarily harmful either. The Netherlands actually

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<v Speaker 1>has a really high rate of home births. In two

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<v Speaker 1>thousand nine, the largest study of its kind was conducted there,

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<v Speaker 1>analyzing more than five thousand births and finding no difference

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<v Speaker 1>in the birth or death rates of home births versus

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<v Speaker 1>hospital births. And you'll hear the studies cited a lot

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<v Speaker 1>by home birthing advocates, and they all tend to leave

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<v Speaker 1>out something critical, which is that the home birthing there's

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<v Speaker 1>in this Netherlands study, we're all women who were determined

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<v Speaker 1>by a doctor beforehand to have low risk pregnancies. So

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<v Speaker 1>if you have a competent midwife and if a doctor

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<v Speaker 1>is consulted first to make sure you're a low risk pregnancy,

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<v Speaker 1>home birthing can be perfectly safe. That's the one thing

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<v Speaker 1>I want to get out of the way first. But

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<v Speaker 1>our free birthing friends who are going to be talking

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<v Speaker 1>about today, they don't use midwives and they for sure

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<v Speaker 1>as ship don't consult doctors um. And most of the

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<v Speaker 1>Facebook groups with these people gather explicitly list advising another

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<v Speaker 1>person to seek medical attention as a bannable offense. So

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<v Speaker 1>they'll say, like, if you advise anyone to go to

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<v Speaker 1>a doctor to induce pregnancy to like talk to an O, B. G.

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<v Speaker 1>Y in or whatever, um like, we'll kick you out

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<v Speaker 1>of the group because this is not about that. Okay,

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<v Speaker 1>so they these are the people I feel like, these

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<v Speaker 1>are the people who, like if they were uh, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>convicted of a time, or they had to go to

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<v Speaker 1>court or something, they'd be like, I'm going to represent myself,

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<v Speaker 1>Like I don't need a lawyer, I'm on my own. Wow. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>there's that phrase, like a person who defends themselves in

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<v Speaker 1>court has a fool for a lawyer. I guess a

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<v Speaker 1>person who delivers their own baby as a fool for obstetrician. Yes. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>So the first Facebook page that comes up now when

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<v Speaker 1>you google free birth Facebook group currently hosts an image

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<v Speaker 1>meme that says we are all descendants of someone who

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<v Speaker 1>birthed at home without a licensed midwife. Um, and that

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<v Speaker 1>is true, But you could just as easily say we're

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<v Speaker 1>all descendants of someone who died at home giving birth

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<v Speaker 1>without any sort of medical assistance, because that's equally true. Right. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>we all have a gramma here who got through a

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<v Speaker 1>couple of babies and then couldn't make it past fifth

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<v Speaker 1>or sixth or whatever. Right, Yeah, this is gonna be

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<v Speaker 1>a fun one. That just made me think, like, who, like,

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<v Speaker 1>did I have like a great great great great grandmother

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<v Speaker 1>who like died during childbirth, but like their baby survived,

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<v Speaker 1>and like I'm the descendant of Yeah, that's got to

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<v Speaker 1>be true for us. Of us, there's no one who's

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<v Speaker 1>somewhere in their family line doesn't have multiple people who

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<v Speaker 1>died during childbirth. Like that's that's just a guarantee, just

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<v Speaker 1>because of the way the world biology and ship worked

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<v Speaker 1>and works. So when we're when we're trying to unravel

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<v Speaker 1>the mystery of how this deadly freebirth and community came to,

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<v Speaker 1>because I wanted to kind of trace it back to

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<v Speaker 1>its origins. And my first question when I started doing

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<v Speaker 1>that was when did this whole movement split off from

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<v Speaker 1>just the home birthing movement? And as best as I

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<v Speaker 1>can tell, a lot of it traces back to the

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<v Speaker 1>story of one woman named Catherine's Skull now MS. Skull

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<v Speaker 1>was a former Chicago police officer, and she was pregnant

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<v Speaker 1>with her fifth child um back in two thousand eight.

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<v Speaker 1>She was admitted to Rush University Medical Center and received

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<v Speaker 1>an unpleasant surprise. Her normal obstetrician was out of town

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<v Speaker 1>on vacation, so instead of the doctor she was comfortable with,

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<v Speaker 1>she was attended to by a stranger and a stranger

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<v Speaker 1>who happened to be a really big asshole according to MS. Yeah, yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>he sucks. This guy's Dr Scott Pierce is his name,

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<v Speaker 1>and he apparently started their interaction by yelling at her

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<v Speaker 1>for not coming in earlier and not calling before coming in.

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<v Speaker 1>He informed her that because she had not given them

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<v Speaker 1>enough warning, there was no time for him to give

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<v Speaker 1>her pain medication. Then he told her that she deserved

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<v Speaker 1>to be in pain for not giving the hospital more

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<v Speaker 1>lead time, saying sometimes pain is the best teacher. Well,

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<v Speaker 1>it's like, not not a great doctor. Um. He next

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<v Speaker 1>gave her an extremely rough vaginal exam that, like she

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<v Speaker 1>described as unnecessarily rough and painful while she was in

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<v Speaker 1>mid contraction um, and then he ordered her to begin

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<v Speaker 1>pushing before she was fully dilated. He told her repeatedly

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<v Speaker 1>that her baby might die, and had a loud phone

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<v Speaker 1>conversation in the next room about abortion, telling another one

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<v Speaker 1>of his patients that stupid woman, she has no business

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<v Speaker 1>being pregnant. So pretty bad story. Yeah, yeah, not how

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<v Speaker 1>you want a pregnancy to go. Um. And Catherine Scholl

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<v Speaker 1>is not the bastard here. She filed a civil suit

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<v Speaker 1>against Dr Pierce. Uh. He was eventually fined five hundred

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<v Speaker 1>dollars and sentenced to one year of medical probation, which

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<v Speaker 1>seems like a reasonably fair punishment for his crime. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>I would well find only five and I think the

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<v Speaker 1>fine could have been higher. The fine should have been higher.

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<v Speaker 1>But like, yeah, he was definitely like when a medical

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<v Speaker 1>board looked into it, they found out that like, yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>this guy's behavior was completely unacceptable and the story of

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<v Speaker 1>so like Catherine School did nothing wrong. Um, she was

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<v Speaker 1>abused by a doctor, she filed a suit against him,

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<v Speaker 1>and he was punished. You know, we could argue the

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<v Speaker 1>punishment should have been more, but her part of the story,

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<v Speaker 1>she acted perfectly reasonably. But the story of Catherine's School

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<v Speaker 1>took off like wild fire among the networks of mommy

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<v Speaker 1>blogs dedicated to the natural birthing movement UM, and without

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<v Speaker 1>knowing it, school became a rallying point for other women

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<v Speaker 1>who had bad experiences with their doctors during childbirth. School

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<v Speaker 1>story helped to galvanize a community of birthing extremists who

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<v Speaker 1>had started organizing online, and one of the very first

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<v Speaker 1>and perhaps the founder of the free birthing movement was

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<v Speaker 1>an Australian woman named Jeannette Frasier. Jeanette founded the website

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<v Speaker 1>Joyous Birth in two thousand seven. In December of that year,

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<v Speaker 1>she coined the term birth rape in a blog entry

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<v Speaker 1>to refer to what she thought people like Dr Pierce

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<v Speaker 1>were doing to their patients. Birth rape. Yeah. Um so

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<v Speaker 1>here's here's kind of her explaining what that means. I

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<v Speaker 1>don't care if you don't like the word or the idea.

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<v Speaker 1>It's real, So get used to it. Survivors are angry

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<v Speaker 1>and we're starting to talk about it. Remember that old

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<v Speaker 1>anti violent slogan, Well, it means even in hospitals and

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<v Speaker 1>even in stupid hospital gowns, when I say no, it

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<v Speaker 1>means no. When you shove your arm and a woman

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<v Speaker 1>who's screaming no, that's rape. When you rupture those membranes

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<v Speaker 1>because you have to tick the box that comply with protocol,

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<v Speaker 1>even when the woman screams no, that's rape. When you

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<v Speaker 1>slash a woman's vagina with scissors and she's screaming no,

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<v Speaker 1>that's rape. And on the streets that would earn you

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<v Speaker 1>a jail sentence. Your green gown is not protection. Do

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<v Speaker 1>that to me and I will charge you. Don't forget it.

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<v Speaker 1>We are angry, and we are powerful. We have survived

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<v Speaker 1>your raping protocols, so we can survive anything. Be afraid,

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<v Speaker 1>and don't underestimate us. And I'm curious kind of for

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<v Speaker 1>your thoughts on that. I'll tell you sort of where

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<v Speaker 1>eye land on this, which is that I'm sure there

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<v Speaker 1>are a lot of things that happen to women who

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<v Speaker 1>are giving birth that they may say no about. Because

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<v Speaker 1>once you're giving birth to a baby, the doctor is

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<v Speaker 1>going to like legally has to do whatever he can

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<v Speaker 1>or she can do to make sure that baby comes

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<v Speaker 1>out alive. And you might not in the moment want that,

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<v Speaker 1>but you're in a hospital and that's kind of the

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<v Speaker 1>way hospitals go. And I'm I'm personally like, obviously I'm

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<v Speaker 1>very pro choice, but at the point in which that

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<v Speaker 1>baby is coming out, like the doctor is equally beholden

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<v Speaker 1>to the baby and to the mother. Um, that's kind

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<v Speaker 1>of how I think, Yeah, I'm interested in Yeah, I

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<v Speaker 1>mean the child. Like that's that does like complicate matters because, um,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, on one hand, you have you know, I

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<v Speaker 1>kind of see what she's saying, um in this in

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<v Speaker 1>this definition of this term um of you know, doctors

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<v Speaker 1>like you know, doing things that could be considered rape

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<v Speaker 1>or assault. Um. And like you know, the women are

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<v Speaker 1>you know, the people who are giving birth not giving consent,

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<v Speaker 1>but you know the doctor is doing something that they

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<v Speaker 1>deem medically necessary for you know, the safety of the

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<v Speaker 1>baby perhaps. So that is a very complicated thing. UM. Okay,

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<v Speaker 1>so I okay, well let's let's do this. Uh. I

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<v Speaker 1>don't know if if you know this, Robert or um,

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<v Speaker 1>if any listeners are aware of a podcast that I've

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<v Speaker 1>been working on called Sludge An American health Care Story

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<v Speaker 1>so um, and this is all about a recent experience

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<v Speaker 1>I had with the um American health care system. Spoiler

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<v Speaker 1>shit it's it was ship. So I. And I'm not

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<v Speaker 1>saying that every you know, healthcare experience of every person

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<v Speaker 1>in the US is shitty. It's not if you have

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<v Speaker 1>a million dollars or more so. But you know, I

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<v Speaker 1>this is all to say that I have hearing people's

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<v Speaker 1>stories because I've started to interview other people with their

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<v Speaker 1>sort of medical nightmare stories, and I'm learning all these

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<v Speaker 1>different things about how certain like medical protocol is not

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<v Speaker 1>very good. Um. One specific example I will site is

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<v Speaker 1>the way that the medical community treats like intersects baby

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<v Speaker 1>these um, which is horrible, and they perform procedures and

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<v Speaker 1>surgeries that the babies can't consent to um and that

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<v Speaker 1>the parents often don't know enough about the situation, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>just all these things. So on one hand, like, yes, uh,

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<v Speaker 1>they're like having people who know about childbirth and who

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<v Speaker 1>know about um protocol for medical protocol for childbirth should

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<v Speaker 1>be present um at a childbirth. But there's also certain

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<v Speaker 1>things that medical professionals sometimes do that are perhaps violating patients. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>I have very complicated feelings about it. Is really complicated.

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<v Speaker 1>I don't like calling it rape because I don't know.

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<v Speaker 1>Rape is a very specific thing. And I understand how

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<v Speaker 1>some of the trauma you know of of undergoing being

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<v Speaker 1>forced to undergo a medical procedure you don't uh want

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<v Speaker 1>to undergo UM or don't you know are are are

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<v Speaker 1>kind of not present enough mentally to like understand what's

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<v Speaker 1>happening to you because you're in this like really altered state. Uh,

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<v Speaker 1>Like I understand how that would be traumatic, UM, but

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<v Speaker 1>I I feel weird about saying that. Like if a

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<v Speaker 1>doctor does something you don't want because he's trying to

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<v Speaker 1>save your baby's life, um, that that's the same as rape.

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<v Speaker 1>That that's weird to me. I do, but like there's

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<v Speaker 1>a bunch of ship obviously that like yeah, doctors do

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<v Speaker 1>without the consent of the baby, like with intersex babies.

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<v Speaker 1>And also like you can make an argument about circumcision

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<v Speaker 1>where it's like that's not a medically necessary thing you're

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<v Speaker 1>doing and the child should maybe have some say and

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<v Speaker 1>what happens to its own body. Um So like yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>like this is like this whole issue. Like there, I

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<v Speaker 1>I want to kind of highlight that, like, while this

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<v Speaker 1>community we're talking about I think is fundamentally toxic, there

0:23:00.560 --> 0:23:04.200
<v Speaker 1>are some reasonable questions that like start that we're being

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<v Speaker 1>asked at the start of this, and I think this woman,

0:23:06.160 --> 0:23:09.680
<v Speaker 1>Jeanette Fraser, is going too far and kind of yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>we'll talk about her more in a bit, but I

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<v Speaker 1>don't think like there she's entirely and these other people

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<v Speaker 1>are entirely coming out of an unreasonable place. The health

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<v Speaker 1>care system and the child birthing system in this country

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<v Speaker 1>is fucked. And like the fact that women today are

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<v Speaker 1>likely to die in childbirth is as much evidence as

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<v Speaker 1>you need to know about that. Um, I wonder it's

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<v Speaker 1>really messy. I wonder if she just came up with

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<v Speaker 1>that term birth rape because it sounds sort of like

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<v Speaker 1>birth rate. And she's like, won't this be a catchy

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<v Speaker 1>phrase or something I don't like? Um, I think you

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<v Speaker 1>know what? That might be the case. We'll we'll see

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<v Speaker 1>if you how you think about that? When we finished

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<v Speaker 1>talking about Jeanette Fraser. But Robert, do you want to

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<v Speaker 1>know what else is a really catchy phrase? Oh? I

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<v Speaker 1>was gonna say, do you want to know what? Won't

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<v Speaker 1>perform medical procedures on your child? Gina tell you without

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<v Speaker 1>their consent? Oh, I think that's our our our our

0:24:04.680 --> 0:24:10.159
<v Speaker 1>sponsors who offer that. That is the only guarantee we

0:24:10.240 --> 0:24:13.800
<v Speaker 1>make about our sponsors, Mike Bloomberg and the Raytheon Corporation.

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<v Speaker 1>They will not order surgery on your children. I can't

0:24:17.880 --> 0:24:20.280
<v Speaker 1>vouch for Mike Bloomberg on that. No, he will. He

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<v Speaker 1>will absolutely order. Yeah. No, why we shouldn't have en

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<v Speaker 1>Raytheon will as well. Um, so enjoy these words from

0:24:28.960 --> 0:24:32.720
<v Speaker 1>our sponsors, who may, in fact order your children to

0:24:32.800 --> 0:24:45.080
<v Speaker 1>undergo medical procedures that are not strictly necessary. Adds We're back. Okay,

0:24:45.119 --> 0:24:47.760
<v Speaker 1>So we're talking about this woman Jeanette Fraser who coins

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<v Speaker 1>the term birth rape um, and she has this website

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<v Speaker 1>Joyous Birth and Joyous Birth advocated for legal reform around pregnancy,

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<v Speaker 1>and the core ideology on display there is the same

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<v Speaker 1>core ideology that we saw creep up later in the

0:25:04.200 --> 0:25:06.840
<v Speaker 1>free birth in community UM, and the basic idea is

0:25:06.840 --> 0:25:09.639
<v Speaker 1>that women should be the absolute arbiters of what happens

0:25:09.720 --> 0:25:12.960
<v Speaker 1>during their pregnancy, which, like, there's aspects of that that

0:25:13.000 --> 0:25:15.760
<v Speaker 1>sound reasonable, but like, obviously I do think there is

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<v Speaker 1>a certain point where we're like, no, you you've got

0:25:17.680 --> 0:25:20.600
<v Speaker 1>too human beings here now, and like you don't get

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<v Speaker 1>to make every I don't know. I have a lot

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<v Speaker 1>of issues in general with the amount of control parents

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<v Speaker 1>have over what happens to their kids bodies. That worries me. Yeah, um,

0:25:30.760 --> 0:25:34.800
<v Speaker 1>so yeah, this is a really messy and complicated thing, um.

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<v Speaker 1>But Joyous Birth it was very clearly from the beginning

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<v Speaker 1>focused around the desire to like not have any medical

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<v Speaker 1>procedures performed on your children, to do it all naturally

0:25:46.680 --> 0:25:49.760
<v Speaker 1>or holistically, with like whatever remedies you could whip up

0:25:49.760 --> 0:25:51.880
<v Speaker 1>in your kitchen. It had a forum with a few

0:25:51.880 --> 0:25:54.840
<v Speaker 1>dozen members, and that forum had threads with titles like

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<v Speaker 1>strep question mark, question mark? Can this be treated without antibiotics?

0:26:02.320 --> 0:26:05.479
<v Speaker 1>Another ear infection? Dot? Dot dot? What can I do

0:26:05.560 --> 0:26:10.160
<v Speaker 1>to avoid the antibiotics? So not only so once they're

0:26:10.760 --> 0:26:17.160
<v Speaker 1>children have been birth, assuming they survive, there's there against

0:26:17.200 --> 0:26:24.360
<v Speaker 1>all medical Yeah that's really the kid's life. Okay, Yeah,

0:26:24.400 --> 0:26:26.359
<v Speaker 1>there's a lot of talk about how can I avoid

0:26:26.440 --> 0:26:32.639
<v Speaker 1>antibiotics for my children with bacterial infections? Uh. One of

0:26:32.680 --> 0:26:36.080
<v Speaker 1>the threads from Mummy Juice just says blood and pooh

0:26:36.160 --> 0:26:39.280
<v Speaker 1>question mark, which I'm sure it does not end with

0:26:39.320 --> 0:26:45.960
<v Speaker 1>a happy story. So uh, not a great community. We

0:26:46.000 --> 0:26:49.960
<v Speaker 1>can agree there's some problems with the way uh childbirthing

0:26:50.000 --> 0:26:52.959
<v Speaker 1>is handled by the medical establishment. But like, yeah, if

0:26:53.000 --> 0:26:56.400
<v Speaker 1>you're typing out, my kid keeps getting ear infections, why

0:26:56.480 --> 0:27:00.359
<v Speaker 1>how can I deal with this without treating it with medicine? Like, baby,

0:27:00.359 --> 0:27:03.400
<v Speaker 1>you're doing a bad job. I don't know. Just give

0:27:03.440 --> 0:27:09.720
<v Speaker 1>that kid some some goat testicles, secure all as we learned,

0:27:10.359 --> 0:27:15.320
<v Speaker 1>or audit the child, give me lead out you know. Yeah,

0:27:15.560 --> 0:27:19.479
<v Speaker 1>so I it's it's it's pretty cool. Um. Now, I'm

0:27:19.520 --> 0:27:22.760
<v Speaker 1>not exactly sure when all these women started using the

0:27:22.880 --> 0:27:25.760
<v Speaker 1>term free birth to describe what they were advocating, but

0:27:25.880 --> 0:27:28.679
<v Speaker 1>by March of two thousand nine that change had happened.

0:27:28.880 --> 0:27:31.560
<v Speaker 1>Um And the first time I run across the word

0:27:31.640 --> 0:27:35.160
<v Speaker 1>free birthing to refer this community is when Jeanette Fraser

0:27:35.280 --> 0:27:38.879
<v Speaker 1>was interviewed by a website called The Age. Uh and

0:27:38.880 --> 0:27:41.280
<v Speaker 1>I'm gonna quote from that interview. This is right before

0:27:41.359 --> 0:27:43.600
<v Speaker 1>she was supposed to give birth to her fifth child.

0:27:44.560 --> 0:27:47.200
<v Speaker 1>Janette Frasier is in labor. Her plan is to drop

0:27:47.240 --> 0:27:49.840
<v Speaker 1>the baby on the lounge room floor or wherever feels

0:27:49.840 --> 0:27:51.840
<v Speaker 1>good at the time. Has she called the hospital to

0:27:51.920 --> 0:27:53.960
<v Speaker 1>let them know what's happening. When you go on a

0:27:53.960 --> 0:27:56.120
<v Speaker 1>skiing trip, do you call the hospital to say, I'm

0:27:56.160 --> 0:27:58.000
<v Speaker 1>coming down the mountain? Can you set aside a spot

0:27:58.000 --> 0:28:00.280
<v Speaker 1>for me in the emergency room? I don't think so,

0:28:00.400 --> 0:28:08.720
<v Speaker 1>says Fraser, who's breathing sounds strained. Amazing logic. Yeah, I mean,

0:28:08.840 --> 0:28:12.119
<v Speaker 1>they generally do have medical professionals at ski lodges and

0:28:12.119 --> 0:28:16.960
<v Speaker 1>stuff because of the dangers of skiing. But yeah, this

0:28:17.000 --> 0:28:19.320
<v Speaker 1>is pretty much where we're in the conversation that started

0:28:19.320 --> 0:28:21.359
<v Speaker 1>with me calling Frasier and asking if it was true

0:28:21.359 --> 0:28:24.159
<v Speaker 1>that her organization, Joyous Birth, was advocating that women go

0:28:24.200 --> 0:28:26.600
<v Speaker 1>it alone, giving birth at home with no midwife or

0:28:26.640 --> 0:28:30.879
<v Speaker 1>general practitioner or bags of resuscitation gadgets. Free birthing. Plenty

0:28:30.880 --> 0:28:33.320
<v Speaker 1>of women do it, she says. In fact, Fraser is

0:28:33.320 --> 0:28:36.040
<v Speaker 1>doing it right now. I prefer to be an autonomous

0:28:36.080 --> 0:28:40.760
<v Speaker 1>care provider, she says, So that's kind of the terminology

0:28:40.840 --> 0:28:47.440
<v Speaker 1>used here. Yeah, I mean, okay, so I'm obviously all

0:28:47.520 --> 0:28:52.440
<v Speaker 1>for like giving women agency over their bodies, right, Like

0:28:52.600 --> 0:28:56.800
<v Speaker 1>that's important and it absolutely so it feels like this

0:28:56.840 --> 0:29:02.200
<v Speaker 1>community they like started with that, but then have taken

0:29:02.240 --> 0:29:06.720
<v Speaker 1>it far too far to the I mean, and I'm

0:29:06.760 --> 0:29:08.960
<v Speaker 1>sure you're going to get into this soon, but like

0:29:09.080 --> 0:29:15.440
<v Speaker 1>all I mean if we prefaced it the dead babies, Um, yeah,

0:29:15.880 --> 0:29:21.080
<v Speaker 1>so like obviously the results aren't often good, it seems

0:29:21.200 --> 0:29:25.120
<v Speaker 1>with this, uh, with free birthing, but like, oh, it's

0:29:25.120 --> 0:29:28.360
<v Speaker 1>just it's so annoying that they're like doing this under

0:29:28.360 --> 0:29:32.000
<v Speaker 1>the guys of like, yes, women's autonomy and agency and

0:29:32.080 --> 0:29:35.040
<v Speaker 1>look how important it is, because that is important, but

0:29:35.080 --> 0:29:40.320
<v Speaker 1>then they've like bastardized it into this like disgusting killing

0:29:40.360 --> 0:29:45.080
<v Speaker 1>baby enterprise. Like yeah, it's and it's it is frustrating

0:29:45.080 --> 0:29:46.560
<v Speaker 1>to me that they're kind of co opting a lot

0:29:46.560 --> 0:29:48.840
<v Speaker 1>of the language of the pro choice movement because it

0:29:48.960 --> 0:29:51.160
<v Speaker 1>was like, when that baby is, you know, a clump

0:29:51.160 --> 0:29:54.080
<v Speaker 1>of cells, when it's it's not capable of living independently

0:29:54.080 --> 0:29:56.200
<v Speaker 1>in any way, shape or form. I I think it

0:29:56.200 --> 0:29:58.520
<v Speaker 1>would be horrible to give anyone but the mother control

0:29:58.560 --> 0:30:00.960
<v Speaker 1>over her own body. But the point of that thing's

0:30:00.960 --> 0:30:02.920
<v Speaker 1>been in there nine months and it's coming out and

0:30:02.960 --> 0:30:05.520
<v Speaker 1>it can survive on its own, Like this is no

0:30:05.560 --> 0:30:09.600
<v Speaker 1>longer just you here. There's an independent, living human being

0:30:09.640 --> 0:30:14.600
<v Speaker 1>that also has rights. Um. Yeah, And it is kind

0:30:14.600 --> 0:30:17.160
<v Speaker 1>of messy drawing that line, but certainly at the point

0:30:17.160 --> 0:30:23.800
<v Speaker 1>at which your forty one weeks pregnant, um, I think, Yeah,

0:30:23.920 --> 0:30:27.760
<v Speaker 1>I don't know, especially just because like there, I mean,

0:30:27.880 --> 0:30:31.600
<v Speaker 1>I don't know anything about childbirth. Uh, nor will I

0:30:31.640 --> 0:30:33.680
<v Speaker 1>because I don't intend to have children ever. But like

0:30:34.320 --> 0:30:37.120
<v Speaker 1>there are so many people who do intend to have children.

0:30:37.160 --> 0:30:42.080
<v Speaker 1>Who's still like, there's there's only unless you're trained as

0:30:42.120 --> 0:30:46.440
<v Speaker 1>a midwife or a medical professional. It seems like a

0:30:46.480 --> 0:30:50.800
<v Speaker 1>really dangerous thing to go at it. Yeah, And it's

0:30:50.840 --> 0:30:53.080
<v Speaker 1>like these are people who are kind of like refusing

0:30:53.080 --> 0:30:55.280
<v Speaker 1>for there to be any kind of like reasonable middle

0:30:55.280 --> 0:30:58.360
<v Speaker 1>path here because you know, the evidence does show that, like,

0:30:58.440 --> 0:31:00.440
<v Speaker 1>if you're checked out by a doctor war hand and

0:31:00.520 --> 0:31:03.400
<v Speaker 1>you have a midwife, home birthing can be a totally

0:31:03.440 --> 0:31:06.080
<v Speaker 1>safe process. But they're like, no, funk that midwife thing

0:31:06.120 --> 0:31:09.200
<v Speaker 1>and fuck checking with a doctor. That's all a violation

0:31:09.280 --> 0:31:13.360
<v Speaker 1>of my rights. Um, which is dumb. I think. I

0:31:13.400 --> 0:31:17.080
<v Speaker 1>think it's a dumb way to do things. It's not good. Yeah,

0:31:17.480 --> 0:31:20.600
<v Speaker 1>So Jeanette is probably the clearest case for the founder

0:31:20.680 --> 0:31:23.880
<v Speaker 1>of the free birthing movement and her baby, who she

0:31:24.040 --> 0:31:27.200
<v Speaker 1>was pregnant with when that article was written. Roisen was

0:31:27.280 --> 0:31:30.959
<v Speaker 1>born five days after the article dropped. Janette delivered him

0:31:30.960 --> 0:31:33.960
<v Speaker 1>without assistance in her home, and Roisen was born alive

0:31:34.240 --> 0:31:37.680
<v Speaker 1>but not breathing. His heart was not beating properly. He

0:31:37.760 --> 0:31:40.320
<v Speaker 1>was not stillborn, but he did come out in immediate

0:31:40.360 --> 0:31:44.960
<v Speaker 1>need of expert resuscitation, and unfortunately no expert was available.

0:31:45.040 --> 0:31:48.240
<v Speaker 1>And all Janets are Nica creams and herbal childbirthing remedies

0:31:48.240 --> 0:31:52.960
<v Speaker 1>were useless in the face of this cold reality. Yeah,

0:31:53.040 --> 0:31:55.920
<v Speaker 1>I'm gonna quote from the coroner's report about her her

0:31:55.960 --> 0:32:00.800
<v Speaker 1>dead baby. Quote. Essentially, miss Fraser was quite unprepared for

0:32:00.840 --> 0:32:03.760
<v Speaker 1>what happened. There was not even a hard flat surface

0:32:03.800 --> 0:32:06.560
<v Speaker 1>available on which Royson could be placed for resuscitation. So

0:32:06.600 --> 0:32:09.720
<v Speaker 1>these three amateurs, Miss Fraser, Mr. Stokes and Miss Deuce

0:32:10.040 --> 0:32:12.480
<v Speaker 1>first placed the child on the rim of the inflatable pool,

0:32:12.680 --> 0:32:15.880
<v Speaker 1>and when that proved unsatisfactory, used a chair. They were

0:32:15.960 --> 0:32:18.080
<v Speaker 1>unable to abandon the chair and place Royson on the

0:32:18.120 --> 0:32:22.320
<v Speaker 1>floor in order to effectively administer CPR, because the placenta

0:32:22.440 --> 0:32:24.640
<v Speaker 1>not having been delivered, that was as far as she

0:32:24.680 --> 0:32:28.040
<v Speaker 1>would reach. Evidently, it appeared to nobody present to clamp

0:32:28.040 --> 0:32:30.560
<v Speaker 1>and cut the cord, and anyway, Miss Deuce told the

0:32:30.560 --> 0:32:33.000
<v Speaker 1>inquest she had not been aware of the ready availability

0:32:33.040 --> 0:32:36.040
<v Speaker 1>of any equipment to enable her to do so. According

0:32:36.080 --> 0:32:40.240
<v Speaker 1>to Missduce, further difficulties were encountered in administering CPR because

0:32:40.320 --> 0:32:43.160
<v Speaker 1>Royson was slippery and difficult to hold, and evidently it

0:32:43.200 --> 0:32:45.640
<v Speaker 1>did not occur to anybody to wrap her in a towel,

0:32:45.640 --> 0:32:54.120
<v Speaker 1>though there were towels nearby. Yeah, yeah, it's sucked up. Wow.

0:32:55.440 --> 0:32:58.920
<v Speaker 1>So yeah, and it came like this, I mean, this

0:32:59.040 --> 0:33:02.200
<v Speaker 1>is like straight up negligence right where like that I

0:33:02.200 --> 0:33:05.080
<v Speaker 1>would I would say, so the baby died and the

0:33:05.320 --> 0:33:08.959
<v Speaker 1>mom was responsible, Like is she a murderer. Now like

0:33:09.040 --> 0:33:12.680
<v Speaker 1>does she face No, she legally know and in most

0:33:12.680 --> 0:33:15.320
<v Speaker 1>parts of the world she will not legally face consequences

0:33:15.360 --> 0:33:17.959
<v Speaker 1>for this. Um. You know, it's kind of thing we're

0:33:18.000 --> 0:33:20.840
<v Speaker 1>only just now within a pretty recent period of time

0:33:20.840 --> 0:33:23.480
<v Speaker 1>where like parents would get start to get in trouble

0:33:23.480 --> 0:33:26.520
<v Speaker 1>in some places for like refusing to give their kids

0:33:26.560 --> 0:33:29.680
<v Speaker 1>necessary blood transfusions because of a religious belief, Like you

0:33:29.720 --> 0:33:31.680
<v Speaker 1>can still get away with that actually in a number

0:33:31.720 --> 0:33:35.000
<v Speaker 1>of places. Um, So this is this is not a

0:33:35.080 --> 0:33:37.480
<v Speaker 1>thing where like the women who do this are generally

0:33:37.680 --> 0:33:41.080
<v Speaker 1>prosecuted at all. Um. Although, yeah, I would agree with you,

0:33:41.120 --> 0:33:44.680
<v Speaker 1>this seems like negligence of maybe a criminal nature. Yeah,

0:33:44.680 --> 0:33:49.320
<v Speaker 1>it's like manslaughter. Maybe I don't like some baby slaughter.

0:33:49.680 --> 0:33:54.640
<v Speaker 1>Baby it's a horrible phrase. So that's Jeanette Fraser, one

0:33:54.680 --> 0:33:57.040
<v Speaker 1>of the founders of the Free Birthing movement, and the

0:33:57.080 --> 0:33:59.400
<v Speaker 1>other woman usually given as a founder for the free

0:33:59.400 --> 0:34:02.800
<v Speaker 1>birthing movement is Laura Shanley. She was interviewed in December

0:34:02.800 --> 0:34:05.600
<v Speaker 1>of two thousand eight, the same month Catherine's Skull filed

0:34:05.680 --> 0:34:08.400
<v Speaker 1>charges against her doctor, uh and she was interviewed for

0:34:08.400 --> 0:34:11.480
<v Speaker 1>an ABC News article titled Mothers to Be saying no

0:34:11.680 --> 0:34:14.840
<v Speaker 1>to modern medicine. Now, that article does not use the

0:34:14.920 --> 0:34:16.520
<v Speaker 1>term free birthing, which is part of why I think

0:34:16.600 --> 0:34:19.279
<v Speaker 1>Jeanette Fraser probably gets the credit for that, but it

0:34:19.360 --> 0:34:22.759
<v Speaker 1>does mention a dead baby, Laura Shanley's dead baby. To

0:34:22.800 --> 0:34:26.560
<v Speaker 1>be precise, Shanley had successfully delivered her first four children

0:34:26.560 --> 0:34:28.600
<v Speaker 1>at home. She delivered the fifth two, but he had

0:34:28.640 --> 0:34:31.920
<v Speaker 1>a rare heart deformity and he died. Shanley claims that

0:34:31.960 --> 0:34:33.520
<v Speaker 1>said nothing at all to do with the fact that

0:34:33.560 --> 0:34:37.600
<v Speaker 1>she chose to give birth without any expert medical care present. Quote.

0:34:37.640 --> 0:34:39.200
<v Speaker 1>If you have a baby that's born at home, and

0:34:39.320 --> 0:34:41.719
<v Speaker 1>especially in an unassisted birth, regardless of the fact that

0:34:41.760 --> 0:34:44.279
<v Speaker 1>the coroner said this baby would not have survived, you know,

0:34:44.520 --> 0:34:46.080
<v Speaker 1>there are still people that will blame me for my

0:34:46.080 --> 0:34:48.719
<v Speaker 1>baby's death, Shanley said, And that's just something I have

0:34:48.840 --> 0:34:54.160
<v Speaker 1>to accept now. I'm not competent to diagnose whether Shanley's

0:34:54.200 --> 0:34:56.120
<v Speaker 1>child would have died if he'd been born in a hospital.

0:34:56.360 --> 0:34:59.520
<v Speaker 1>But someone who is competent is Dr Amy Tutor, an

0:34:59.520 --> 0:35:03.080
<v Speaker 1>obstite Ristian gynecologist who runs a blog called The Skeptical

0:35:03.160 --> 0:35:07.320
<v Speaker 1>oh B and focus is mainly on busting misinformation about pregnancy.

0:35:07.480 --> 0:35:10.080
<v Speaker 1>She has a special hatred for free birthing and notes

0:35:10.080 --> 0:35:13.160
<v Speaker 1>of Miss Shanley's pregnancy she made no attempt to stop

0:35:13.200 --> 0:35:15.439
<v Speaker 1>the premature birth of a son and watched him die

0:35:15.480 --> 0:35:20.080
<v Speaker 1>in the bathtub. So yeah, two founders of the movement

0:35:20.239 --> 0:35:25.240
<v Speaker 1>to dead babies. That's where we're starting here. Okay, cool stuff, huh,

0:35:25.640 --> 0:35:29.680
<v Speaker 1>really really cool stuff. Caitlin is looking at me like, Sophie,

0:35:29.800 --> 0:35:35.759
<v Speaker 1>why did you bring me here? How you feeling, Kitlin? Um?

0:35:35.800 --> 0:35:41.719
<v Speaker 1>You know, I am really just frustrated by the willful

0:35:41.800 --> 0:35:45.640
<v Speaker 1>negligence of this this movement. I'll buy your supe plantation

0:35:45.719 --> 0:35:48.200
<v Speaker 1>next time we get dinner. Thank you so much? Are

0:35:48.239 --> 0:35:52.600
<v Speaker 1>we are five pages in Caitlin, and we have four

0:35:52.680 --> 0:35:55.120
<v Speaker 1>dead babies, so we are almost one dead baby per

0:35:55.200 --> 0:35:59.480
<v Speaker 1>page to this. Wow? Yeah, what cool? What a rate?

0:36:00.400 --> 0:36:04.560
<v Speaker 1>What a rate? So Shanley and Fraser were the two earliest,

0:36:04.640 --> 0:36:07.200
<v Speaker 1>loudest voices and the splinter of the home birthing movement

0:36:07.239 --> 0:36:10.040
<v Speaker 1>that turned into free birthing. Uh. They both lad large

0:36:10.040 --> 0:36:13.080
<v Speaker 1>online communities that increasingly pushed their members away from trusting

0:36:13.120 --> 0:36:17.080
<v Speaker 1>actual medical professionals for anything. Dr Tutur blames them for

0:36:17.120 --> 0:36:19.560
<v Speaker 1>a lot of this, and she considers their activism to

0:36:19.600 --> 0:36:23.600
<v Speaker 1>be the result of extreme emotional immaturity, and she wrote

0:36:23.600 --> 0:36:27.919
<v Speaker 1>on her blog quote free Birthers are monstrously egotistical, reflexively

0:36:28.000 --> 0:36:31.360
<v Speaker 1>defiant of authority, unwilling to admit mistakes and capable of

0:36:31.400 --> 0:36:34.840
<v Speaker 1>accepting responsibility for their own actions, and entirely devoid of

0:36:34.920 --> 0:36:40.160
<v Speaker 1>any empathy for their suffering babies. Yeah, says sums up

0:36:40.200 --> 0:36:45.720
<v Speaker 1>for me that I wonder if they're all just like narcissy, like, yeah,

0:36:46.280 --> 0:36:48.960
<v Speaker 1>narcissis yeah, Like, um, I don't need a doctor. I'm

0:36:49.000 --> 0:36:50.879
<v Speaker 1>a genius and I can handle this on my own.

0:36:51.520 --> 0:36:53.720
<v Speaker 1>I don't think all of the women who get sucked

0:36:53.719 --> 0:36:55.120
<v Speaker 1>into it are I think most of them are probably

0:36:55.120 --> 0:36:57.800
<v Speaker 1>pretty normal people who are kind of maybe more inclined

0:36:57.840 --> 0:37:00.160
<v Speaker 1>to like sort of hippie dippy stuff and liked like

0:37:00.239 --> 0:37:02.160
<v Speaker 1>off the grid, a lot of like off the grids,

0:37:02.160 --> 0:37:05.960
<v Speaker 1>sort of like you know, back to nature, almost survivalist

0:37:06.040 --> 0:37:08.480
<v Speaker 1>kind of women get really into this because they're attracted

0:37:08.480 --> 0:37:11.239
<v Speaker 1>to the idea of self sufficiency. But I do think

0:37:11.360 --> 0:37:14.280
<v Speaker 1>the people at the head of this movement, the women

0:37:14.280 --> 0:37:16.040
<v Speaker 1>who are sort of like driving it, I think there

0:37:16.080 --> 0:37:19.120
<v Speaker 1>is a lot of narcissism, um and you can see

0:37:19.160 --> 0:37:23.560
<v Speaker 1>that in the things that they say. Um uh. For example,

0:37:23.640 --> 0:37:27.960
<v Speaker 1>in the wake of her baby's death, Janet Frasier made

0:37:28.000 --> 0:37:31.600
<v Speaker 1>this defiant statement, my birth rape with my first child

0:37:31.719 --> 0:37:37.960
<v Speaker 1>is traumatic. My still birth was not. Mm hmm yeah.

0:37:38.520 --> 0:37:42.000
<v Speaker 1>Um that just sounds like a lie to justify what

0:37:42.120 --> 0:37:46.480
<v Speaker 1>she's doing. And also like, regardless of what happened with

0:37:46.600 --> 0:37:51.719
<v Speaker 1>your first child, that baby is alive, it gets yeah,

0:37:53.000 --> 0:37:57.560
<v Speaker 1>your other baby is not, and yeah, note the difference,

0:37:57.920 --> 0:38:06.040
<v Speaker 1>like yeah, yeah, yeah. So another story that a doctor

0:38:06.040 --> 0:38:08.520
<v Speaker 1>to tour sites of like kind of narcissism at the

0:38:08.520 --> 0:38:10.640
<v Speaker 1>heart of a lot of these free birthing people is

0:38:10.680 --> 0:38:13.480
<v Speaker 1>the case of a woman named Paula p A A

0:38:13.719 --> 0:38:17.120
<v Speaker 1>l A. Her infant son was born extremely early, weighing

0:38:17.120 --> 0:38:20.120
<v Speaker 1>only one pound six ounces. He had to spend four

0:38:20.200 --> 0:38:22.240
<v Speaker 1>months in the n I See You and only survived

0:38:22.280 --> 0:38:25.680
<v Speaker 1>due to intense medical intervention. Paula was forced to give

0:38:25.719 --> 0:38:28.160
<v Speaker 1>birth in the hospital because something was very clearly wrong

0:38:28.200 --> 0:38:31.800
<v Speaker 1>with her pregnancy, but she still insisted on giving birth

0:38:32.000 --> 0:38:35.200
<v Speaker 1>as close to alone as she possibly could. And I'm

0:38:35.239 --> 0:38:37.360
<v Speaker 1>just going to read what she wrote on her Facebook

0:38:37.400 --> 0:38:39.600
<v Speaker 1>page for a community of other free birthers because it's

0:38:39.600 --> 0:38:44.400
<v Speaker 1>it's fucking wild. I took out my ivy lines. Nothing

0:38:44.480 --> 0:38:46.279
<v Speaker 1>was being pumped into them at that point anyway, and

0:38:46.360 --> 0:38:48.719
<v Speaker 1>my hospital bracelet. I wanted to take a shower with

0:38:48.719 --> 0:38:50.640
<v Speaker 1>both arms free of junk. I figured they could put

0:38:50.680 --> 0:38:52.520
<v Speaker 1>that crap back on me if it was an emergency,

0:38:52.520 --> 0:38:55.240
<v Speaker 1>but I needed to feel like myself again. Did dimension

0:38:55.239 --> 0:38:57.600
<v Speaker 1>They tracked and measured everything that came out of my body.

0:38:58.080 --> 0:39:01.160
<v Speaker 1>Shortly thereafter, she was an actively her with the premature baby.

0:39:01.200 --> 0:39:03.640
<v Speaker 1>She retreated to the hospital bathroom to decide what to do.

0:39:03.960 --> 0:39:06.560
<v Speaker 1>Option one, she wrote, called the nurses and either be

0:39:06.560 --> 0:39:08.799
<v Speaker 1>prodded while berthing right there, or be wheeled in for

0:39:08.840 --> 0:39:12.279
<v Speaker 1>an emergency C section. Option to wake my husband and

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<v Speaker 1>labor with him secretly, but then I know he'd lose

0:39:14.560 --> 0:39:17.600
<v Speaker 1>his cool and call for help. Option three labor by

0:39:17.640 --> 0:39:20.200
<v Speaker 1>myself with my baby just us, and I'd birth him

0:39:20.200 --> 0:39:22.920
<v Speaker 1>and catch him and then call for help. Obviously, I

0:39:22.960 --> 0:39:25.440
<v Speaker 1>went for option three. It seemed like the safest thing

0:39:25.480 --> 0:39:28.000
<v Speaker 1>for my baby and myself At the time. The studies

0:39:28.040 --> 0:39:30.560
<v Speaker 1>I'd read didn't report benefits for a C section for

0:39:30.600 --> 0:39:33.160
<v Speaker 1>babies of his age. That vaginal would have been safer,

0:39:33.200 --> 0:39:35.920
<v Speaker 1>and I knew he'd get drugged up and controlled by strangers,

0:39:36.520 --> 0:39:38.880
<v Speaker 1>was going to make things dangerous for me. After a

0:39:38.880 --> 0:39:41.400
<v Speaker 1>couple of painful contractions by the toilet, I laid out

0:39:41.440 --> 0:39:43.520
<v Speaker 1>a couple of Chuck's padge to catch the blood and crap,

0:39:43.520 --> 0:39:49.200
<v Speaker 1>I wish there was coming. Yeah. So, and she she

0:39:49.400 --> 0:39:52.520
<v Speaker 1>writes like this about like how good it is and

0:39:52.560 --> 0:39:55.600
<v Speaker 1>how important what she's doing is for the safety of

0:39:55.600 --> 0:39:59.360
<v Speaker 1>her baby, um, and ignores the fact that her baby

0:39:59.400 --> 0:40:02.440
<v Speaker 1>only surve life, being born four months prematurely because of

0:40:02.480 --> 0:40:06.319
<v Speaker 1>intense medical intervention, because of doctors and nurses working incredibly

0:40:06.360 --> 0:40:09.279
<v Speaker 1>hard with advanced equipment to keep the baby alive. Um.

0:40:09.360 --> 0:40:10.960
<v Speaker 1>She makes it all into a story about how cool

0:40:10.960 --> 0:40:13.800
<v Speaker 1>it is that she gave birth hiding alone in a

0:40:13.880 --> 0:40:19.400
<v Speaker 1>bathroom without telling any of the medical professionals around her. Yeah.

0:40:19.560 --> 0:40:25.959
<v Speaker 1>So that's also this movement seems, among many things, like

0:40:26.560 --> 0:40:31.160
<v Speaker 1>a disdain for science. Like they're just like science is,

0:40:32.200 --> 0:40:36.560
<v Speaker 1>um not cool? But you know when you feel my

0:40:36.719 --> 0:40:42.279
<v Speaker 1>baby potentially like the fact that I'm in control and

0:40:42.360 --> 0:40:47.160
<v Speaker 1>not some doctor, right not, I mean, it's it's the

0:40:47.320 --> 0:40:49.319
<v Speaker 1>like I said, it's the anti vaxer thing, right, It's

0:40:49.360 --> 0:40:52.680
<v Speaker 1>just like, um, how could this possibly help even though

0:40:53.600 --> 0:40:58.800
<v Speaker 1>this like that. It's just yeah, the the ignoring, the

0:40:58.800 --> 0:41:03.919
<v Speaker 1>the science, the fact expind it all. Wowika, Yeah, it's

0:41:03.920 --> 0:41:08.920
<v Speaker 1>pretty cool, Caitlin, it's pretty cool. I love it. Yeah

0:41:09.320 --> 0:41:12.759
<v Speaker 1>so um. Paula gave herself enormous credit for cheating the

0:41:12.800 --> 0:41:15.680
<v Speaker 1>system and giving birth unassisted while ignoring the hard work

0:41:15.680 --> 0:41:19.040
<v Speaker 1>of professionals. Her defiant interpretation of a situation she probably

0:41:19.080 --> 0:41:22.160
<v Speaker 1>made worse was interpreted as a story of self reliance

0:41:22.200 --> 0:41:25.000
<v Speaker 1>by her fellow free birthers instead of a cautionary tale.

0:41:25.280 --> 0:41:28.320
<v Speaker 1>It reinforced dangerous ideas in the heads of dozens of women.

0:41:28.920 --> 0:41:31.319
<v Speaker 1>In the years since Jeanette Fraser's baby died, the free

0:41:31.320 --> 0:41:34.000
<v Speaker 1>birthing movement has grown like the old right, like the

0:41:34.040 --> 0:41:36.840
<v Speaker 1>bleached drinking cult, like Q and on, and like dozens

0:41:36.840 --> 0:41:40.880
<v Speaker 1>of other toxic subcultures in the fertile substrate provided by Facebook.

0:41:41.200 --> 0:41:44.640
<v Speaker 1>Like every subculture, it developed its own media ecosystem, with

0:41:44.680 --> 0:41:48.239
<v Speaker 1>its own popular podcasts and news websites and influencers, all

0:41:48.280 --> 0:41:50.520
<v Speaker 1>of whom prey upon the ever growing market of hippie,

0:41:50.520 --> 0:41:53.280
<v Speaker 1>dippy new mothers to be who don't trust Western medicine.

0:41:53.840 --> 0:41:56.680
<v Speaker 1>And that's how Judith, the subject of that viral NBC

0:41:56.800 --> 0:41:59.399
<v Speaker 1>article found out about free birthing. I'm going to quote

0:41:59.400 --> 0:42:02.880
<v Speaker 1>from that article. Now. Judith worked at a flower shop.

0:42:02.920 --> 0:42:04.920
<v Speaker 1>The daily drive was an hour outside of town, time

0:42:05.000 --> 0:42:07.640
<v Speaker 1>she filled by listening to podcasts. When she got pregnant,

0:42:07.640 --> 0:42:10.440
<v Speaker 1>she devoured episodes of The Birth Hour and Indie Birth,

0:42:10.520 --> 0:42:13.839
<v Speaker 1>popular programs on which women shared their childbirth stories, which

0:42:13.920 --> 0:42:16.440
<v Speaker 1>ranged from hospital to home births. But it was the

0:42:16.440 --> 0:42:19.839
<v Speaker 1>Free Birth podcast that really spoke to Judith. Build as

0:42:19.880 --> 0:42:22.319
<v Speaker 1>a supportive space for people who are learning, exploring, and

0:42:22.360 --> 0:42:26.560
<v Speaker 1>celebrating their autonomous choices in childbirth. The podcast features Emily

0:42:26.640 --> 0:42:30.200
<v Speaker 1>Saldia thirty five, a Los Angeles freebirth advocate and founder

0:42:30.200 --> 0:42:33.240
<v Speaker 1>of the Freebirth Society. The group has forty six thousand

0:42:33.239 --> 0:42:36.240
<v Speaker 1>followers on Instagram and it's podcast hit a million downloads

0:42:36.320 --> 0:42:39.719
<v Speaker 1>last month. Yeah, that's too many. My podcast doesn't even

0:42:39.760 --> 0:42:45.040
<v Speaker 1>get that much. And it's amazing, not horrible downloads. A

0:42:45.080 --> 0:42:51.160
<v Speaker 1>million downloads in a year. Okay, well, yeah that too

0:42:51.160 --> 0:42:57.440
<v Speaker 1>many downloads to Instagram followers, that's thousands of women potentially

0:42:57.520 --> 0:43:03.040
<v Speaker 1>endangering their babies. Um, which is God not great, not ideal. Robert,

0:43:04.080 --> 0:43:08.919
<v Speaker 1>do you want to know what will not endanger I don't.

0:43:08.960 --> 0:43:11.680
<v Speaker 1>I can't even vouch for this because we are because

0:43:11.680 --> 0:43:18.359
<v Speaker 1>we're absolutely supported by Mike Bloomberg. Actually, Sophie, I'm glad

0:43:18.360 --> 0:43:19.919
<v Speaker 1>you brought that up because I have this new ad

0:43:19.920 --> 0:43:22.400
<v Speaker 1>copy from Mike Bloomberg. So I'm just gonna read that

0:43:22.560 --> 0:43:27.560
<v Speaker 1>right now. Vote from Mike in he will endanger your babies.

0:43:27.719 --> 0:43:32.760
<v Speaker 1>That's the Mike Bloomberg promise. He absolutely promises to endanger

0:43:32.920 --> 0:43:35.799
<v Speaker 1>everyone's baby if elected president, and it is in fact,

0:43:35.800 --> 0:43:37.759
<v Speaker 1>the only promise he's willing to make. So, you know,

0:43:37.840 --> 0:43:41.719
<v Speaker 1>a bold stance by Mike Bloomberg. You gotta respect it. Yeah,

0:43:42.280 --> 0:43:44.840
<v Speaker 1>you heard it here, folks. That is an official Bloomberg

0:43:45.560 --> 0:43:50.680
<v Speaker 1>campaign ad. Mike Bloomberg will endanger your babies. Nod A required,

0:43:51.200 --> 0:43:55.520
<v Speaker 1>No India required. He'll do that for free. All right,

0:43:56.160 --> 0:44:06.520
<v Speaker 1>here's some other ads. We're back. So we're talking about

0:44:06.520 --> 0:44:10.600
<v Speaker 1>this kind of network of free birthing media circles, primarily podcasts,

0:44:10.600 --> 0:44:13.480
<v Speaker 1>and this is part of you know, Caitlin, Podcasting has

0:44:13.520 --> 0:44:16.360
<v Speaker 1>been good to both of us. Um I make u

0:44:17.080 --> 0:44:19.319
<v Speaker 1>my living at it, and I enjoy it, and I

0:44:19.360 --> 0:44:22.240
<v Speaker 1>think I enjoy other people's podcasts that they make, including

0:44:22.280 --> 0:44:27.280
<v Speaker 1>the Bechtel Cast. Your podcast. I worry a lot about

0:44:27.360 --> 0:44:30.200
<v Speaker 1>podcasts though, UM, and this is we're getting a little

0:44:30.239 --> 0:44:32.959
<v Speaker 1>off topic. But like if you read mine comp which

0:44:33.000 --> 0:44:37.399
<v Speaker 1>everybody ought to UM, one of the points Adolf Hitler

0:44:37.480 --> 0:44:42.439
<v Speaker 1>makes is that like the written word, essentially newspapers and

0:44:42.600 --> 0:44:45.520
<v Speaker 1>books by philosolity, that none of that ship convinces large

0:44:45.520 --> 0:44:48.480
<v Speaker 1>amounts of people of anything. The human voice is what

0:44:49.360 --> 0:44:53.680
<v Speaker 1>can can change people's minds and huge numbers and shift

0:44:54.040 --> 0:44:58.759
<v Speaker 1>the destinies of nations. Like that's what is the right

0:44:58.840 --> 0:45:01.959
<v Speaker 1>voice at the right time, UM. Saying the right things

0:45:02.000 --> 0:45:05.359
<v Speaker 1>can be hypnotizing to large numbers of people, and I

0:45:05.400 --> 0:45:08.680
<v Speaker 1>think that's what happens to UM. To this young woman, Judith,

0:45:09.080 --> 0:45:11.080
<v Speaker 1>she's she's spending two three hours a day in the car,

0:45:11.160 --> 0:45:13.200
<v Speaker 1>she lives out in the sticks. She's listening to the

0:45:13.239 --> 0:45:16.200
<v Speaker 1>podcast to help pass the time. And these women on

0:45:16.200 --> 0:45:19.240
<v Speaker 1>this free birthing podcast, in the way that podcasting hosts

0:45:19.360 --> 0:45:22.600
<v Speaker 1>become to us, becomes sort of like surrogate friends, and

0:45:22.680 --> 0:45:25.799
<v Speaker 1>she trust them. And obviously she trusts these women on

0:45:25.800 --> 0:45:28.319
<v Speaker 1>this podcast more than she trusts some doctors. She's going

0:45:28.400 --> 0:45:31.600
<v Speaker 1>to meet a couple of times, UM, and it's probably

0:45:31.600 --> 0:45:33.120
<v Speaker 1>going to be very short on time and like that.

0:45:33.200 --> 0:45:39.080
<v Speaker 1>This is one of the things that scares me about podcasts. Um, yeah, yeah,

0:45:39.280 --> 0:45:42.879
<v Speaker 1>I I hadn't even fully I tell you rather, Yeah,

0:45:42.920 --> 0:45:48.560
<v Speaker 1>I hadn't fully appreciated the power of the voice, the

0:45:48.680 --> 0:45:54.680
<v Speaker 1>human voice, and how influential it can be. That is scary, Okay,

0:45:54.719 --> 0:45:59.200
<v Speaker 1>I will Yeah, I think on this a bit. I mean,

0:45:59.200 --> 0:46:01.200
<v Speaker 1>on the lighthearted an event, we can tell people to

0:46:01.239 --> 0:46:03.840
<v Speaker 1>buy bolt cutters and and and the like to to

0:46:03.920 --> 0:46:06.799
<v Speaker 1>break into the mansions of the wealthy when society collapses.

0:46:06.880 --> 0:46:09.080
<v Speaker 1>But like on the dark side of it, all this

0:46:09.080 --> 0:46:13.040
<v Speaker 1>stuff happens too, so it's really a mixed bag podcasting. Thanks. Well,

0:46:13.040 --> 0:46:16.279
<v Speaker 1>didn't we learn about this with Dr John Brinkley? Was

0:46:16.280 --> 0:46:19.240
<v Speaker 1>that his name? Who like we found that whole radio

0:46:20.560 --> 0:46:26.799
<v Speaker 1>thing and was just hawking his his uh fake medicine. Yeah,

0:46:26.840 --> 0:46:30.480
<v Speaker 1>there's many people over the rail knew about this. Is

0:46:30.520 --> 0:46:32.680
<v Speaker 1>that back in the day, you know, Brinkley was only

0:46:32.719 --> 0:46:34.240
<v Speaker 1>able to do that because he had a huge amount

0:46:34.280 --> 0:46:36.680
<v Speaker 1>of money from his goatball business to establish a radio

0:46:36.680 --> 0:46:41.040
<v Speaker 1>station with. Now anybody can do this. Anybody with any

0:46:41.160 --> 0:46:44.280
<v Speaker 1>really fucking dumb idea can build a whole community dedicated

0:46:44.280 --> 0:46:47.920
<v Speaker 1>to that dumb idea. For whom that dumb idea will

0:46:47.960 --> 0:46:50.560
<v Speaker 1>become more important than anything else, even the lives of

0:46:50.560 --> 0:47:00.640
<v Speaker 1>their children. So the podcasts and supporting art industry. Oh,

0:47:00.680 --> 0:47:04.160
<v Speaker 1>it's good stuff. It's real good stuff. Everything's a nightmare.

0:47:05.080 --> 0:47:08.719
<v Speaker 1>So on the Free Birthing Podcast, Emily Saldia hosted the

0:47:08.760 --> 0:47:12.480
<v Speaker 1>most positive stories of free births. Judith was particularly taken

0:47:12.520 --> 0:47:14.719
<v Speaker 1>by the tale of one woman who gave birth out

0:47:14.760 --> 0:47:17.839
<v Speaker 1>in an unpowered yurt in the mountains of California, with

0:47:18.120 --> 0:47:21.960
<v Speaker 1>quote only her husband and a dog she called her midwolf.

0:47:22.360 --> 0:47:29.799
<v Speaker 1>Oh no, do not obstetricians. They're wonderful animals, but they

0:47:29.840 --> 0:47:32.960
<v Speaker 1>cannot help in a birthing. No. That also just ruined

0:47:33.080 --> 0:47:36.440
<v Speaker 1>puns for the rest of my life. I know, and

0:47:39.040 --> 0:47:41.719
<v Speaker 1>to this day, I know, to this day the woman

0:47:41.760 --> 0:47:43.960
<v Speaker 1>who decided to call her dog her mid wolf. That's

0:47:43.960 --> 0:47:45.719
<v Speaker 1>the thing she's proud of. Stuff is that bit of

0:47:45.719 --> 0:47:50.400
<v Speaker 1>word play. And I hate it Wolf. I can't get over.

0:47:50.520 --> 0:47:53.719
<v Speaker 1>I'm looking in and is shaking her head, going this

0:47:53.800 --> 0:47:56.160
<v Speaker 1>is not right, but this is this is like an

0:47:56.160 --> 0:47:58.080
<v Speaker 1>aspect of this stories. Like a lot of these women

0:47:58.120 --> 0:47:59.880
<v Speaker 1>are like off the grid women, women who live on

0:48:00.080 --> 0:48:03.000
<v Speaker 1>arms and stuff, who are actually like probably really competent

0:48:03.040 --> 0:48:04.719
<v Speaker 1>in a lot of ways because it's hard to live

0:48:04.800 --> 0:48:07.239
<v Speaker 1>that way. I have lived that way, and it's incredibly

0:48:07.239 --> 0:48:10.560
<v Speaker 1>difficult and it requires an amount of fortitude. And that's

0:48:10.600 --> 0:48:13.520
<v Speaker 1>probably why women like Judith are able to go weeks

0:48:13.840 --> 0:48:16.080
<v Speaker 1>past their due date and like the horrible pain that

0:48:16.080 --> 0:48:19.359
<v Speaker 1>that involves, because they're tough people. Um and I there's

0:48:19.360 --> 0:48:22.040
<v Speaker 1>an extent to it, like I, I fucking hate hospitals,

0:48:22.560 --> 0:48:26.719
<v Speaker 1>um and I avoid them at all goddamn costs. I

0:48:26.760 --> 0:48:29.680
<v Speaker 1>like living out in the middle of nowhere. Uh. And

0:48:29.760 --> 0:48:33.040
<v Speaker 1>I like not relying on anyone for you know things

0:48:33.080 --> 0:48:36.239
<v Speaker 1>of of of my daily necessities. I enjoy that. I

0:48:36.360 --> 0:48:40.200
<v Speaker 1>understand those impulses. But when you're bringing a baby into

0:48:40.239 --> 0:48:43.759
<v Speaker 1>the world, your personal level of comfort with you know,

0:48:43.840 --> 0:48:47.080
<v Speaker 1>all that matters less than the child's survival. It just does.

0:48:48.080 --> 0:48:50.040
<v Speaker 1>That's part of being a parent, right, is that, like

0:48:50.120 --> 0:48:52.520
<v Speaker 1>you put the child first. That's why I don't have

0:48:52.520 --> 0:48:57.920
<v Speaker 1>a kid. That's why we've been able to perpetuate the species. Yeah,

0:48:58.320 --> 0:49:02.520
<v Speaker 1>caring for the I know, I put Robert over myself.

0:49:02.680 --> 0:49:04.600
<v Speaker 1>I pick Robert over myself all the time because he

0:49:04.680 --> 0:49:08.040
<v Speaker 1>used my son. But I know, I know, and uh,

0:49:08.080 --> 0:49:11.359
<v Speaker 1>that's why you've got three bullets in your shoulder. I know.

0:49:12.120 --> 0:49:15.719
<v Speaker 1>So I appreciate you jumping in between me and that

0:49:15.840 --> 0:49:18.680
<v Speaker 1>California Highway Patrol officer. But that's a story for another

0:49:18.760 --> 0:49:25.120
<v Speaker 1>day and another podcast. Um. So, Judith becomes obsessed with

0:49:25.160 --> 0:49:27.959
<v Speaker 1>these stories of you know, these women having free births

0:49:28.000 --> 0:49:31.000
<v Speaker 1>in these like amazing and exotic locales in the woods

0:49:31.040 --> 0:49:35.399
<v Speaker 1>on top of mountains in foreign countries. Um and she

0:49:35.400 --> 0:49:38.719
<v Speaker 1>she like like loves this stuff and listens to it

0:49:38.800 --> 0:49:42.280
<v Speaker 1>every day and and recalled later to NBC, I became obsessed.

0:49:42.320 --> 0:49:44.920
<v Speaker 1>I would just wonder what's my story going to be like?

0:49:45.040 --> 0:49:47.719
<v Speaker 1>And think I want my story to be as badass

0:49:47.800 --> 0:49:52.520
<v Speaker 1>as their stories. So you see, like there's a level

0:49:52.520 --> 0:49:54.640
<v Speaker 1>of danger here too, and the way that online communities

0:49:54.640 --> 0:49:57.279
<v Speaker 1>do everyone pushes each other more extreme. You gave birth

0:49:57.320 --> 0:49:59.600
<v Speaker 1>in an unpowered your well, fuck it, I'll give birth

0:49:59.640 --> 0:50:03.440
<v Speaker 1>and a ave or something like that. Like So, like

0:50:03.520 --> 0:50:06.760
<v Speaker 1>many Americans, Judith entered into this world with a distrust

0:50:06.840 --> 0:50:09.239
<v Speaker 1>of doctors. She'd been put under anesthesia as a child

0:50:09.280 --> 0:50:11.560
<v Speaker 1>and found the experience frightening. As a college student, a

0:50:11.640 --> 0:50:14.400
<v Speaker 1>doctor shrubbed off her in her ear pain, ignoring what

0:50:14.440 --> 0:50:17.600
<v Speaker 1>she thought was a real issue. Quote, just calculating all

0:50:17.640 --> 0:50:20.120
<v Speaker 1>the experiences I've had with doctors, I never felt heard,

0:50:20.320 --> 0:50:23.200
<v Speaker 1>I never felt listened to. And this is an extremely

0:50:23.320 --> 0:50:26.840
<v Speaker 1>common complaint from women who give birth in the United States,

0:50:26.960 --> 0:50:28.640
<v Speaker 1>very common. A lot of women will tell you I

0:50:28.680 --> 0:50:30.640
<v Speaker 1>didn't think the doctor was listening to me. I didn't

0:50:30.680 --> 0:50:32.920
<v Speaker 1>feel like they cared about my pain or my situation.

0:50:33.360 --> 0:50:36.239
<v Speaker 1>I mean, I mean it's not just then that's I mean,

0:50:36.239 --> 0:50:41.200
<v Speaker 1>listen to sludge, you guys, listen to Yeah, like, every

0:50:41.239 --> 0:50:46.240
<v Speaker 1>every part of my story is that many people's stories,

0:50:46.600 --> 0:50:50.440
<v Speaker 1>which is why we need such a major overhaul of

0:50:50.480 --> 0:50:55.440
<v Speaker 1>the American healthcare system, because it is full of a

0:50:55.480 --> 0:51:00.399
<v Speaker 1>lot of medical professionals who are uh you, you know,

0:51:00.840 --> 0:51:07.600
<v Speaker 1>exhibiting certain biases against certain demographics of people, largely women,

0:51:07.680 --> 0:51:12.040
<v Speaker 1>people of color, queer people, people with invisible disabilities, plus

0:51:12.040 --> 0:51:15.120
<v Speaker 1>size people. I mean, so many groups of people are

0:51:15.640 --> 0:51:19.120
<v Speaker 1>ignored or their pain isn't believed or anything like that.

0:51:19.920 --> 0:51:25.960
<v Speaker 1>And uh, like, I can understand why certain people would

0:51:26.000 --> 0:51:28.680
<v Speaker 1>be like, yeah, I don't want to deal with like

0:51:28.719 --> 0:51:32.040
<v Speaker 1>the health care system. It's completely screwed me over, it's

0:51:32.040 --> 0:51:35.719
<v Speaker 1>completely neglected me. But I mean so that, I mean,

0:51:35.760 --> 0:51:43.280
<v Speaker 1>the problem it is this system that is so broken.

0:51:44.160 --> 0:51:48.720
<v Speaker 1>But it's a lot of the problem is like everything

0:51:48.760 --> 0:51:51.399
<v Speaker 1>you've said is very valid, and I would add to that,

0:51:52.640 --> 0:51:54.080
<v Speaker 1>a lot of where these women go wrong is like

0:51:54.120 --> 0:51:56.239
<v Speaker 1>they recognize that the system is fucked up, and it is,

0:51:56.680 --> 0:51:58.520
<v Speaker 1>and they say, like the problem is then the doctors,

0:51:58.600 --> 0:52:00.560
<v Speaker 1>we need to just not have doctor is involved, and

0:52:00.560 --> 0:52:01.920
<v Speaker 1>it's like no, no, no. A big part of the

0:52:01.920 --> 0:52:04.319
<v Speaker 1>problem is actually there aren't nearly enough doctors and they're

0:52:04.360 --> 0:52:07.360
<v Speaker 1>all overworked. So even like the really good ones and

0:52:07.360 --> 0:52:11.040
<v Speaker 1>the ones who are capable of, like you know, transcending

0:52:11.040 --> 0:52:15.040
<v Speaker 1>those biases are also just like overworked and exhausted and

0:52:15.120 --> 0:52:17.560
<v Speaker 1>sleep deprived and piste off a lot of the time.

0:52:17.680 --> 0:52:19.880
<v Speaker 1>And maybe theyre don't give you the best bedside manner

0:52:19.920 --> 0:52:22.319
<v Speaker 1>because they're they're doing way too much work. And if

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<v Speaker 1>we had a lot more doctors, not only would you

0:52:24.640 --> 0:52:28.719
<v Speaker 1>have a wider a variety of life experiences among medical professionals,

0:52:28.719 --> 0:52:31.160
<v Speaker 1>and so you'd have more doctors who might understand members

0:52:31.200 --> 0:52:34.200
<v Speaker 1>of these groups, but you would also have less exhausted

0:52:34.480 --> 0:52:38.319
<v Speaker 1>doctors and so they'd be able to provide better care. Um,

0:52:38.360 --> 0:52:41.280
<v Speaker 1>there's so many problems with our So what we need,

0:52:41.520 --> 0:52:45.200
<v Speaker 1>what we need is for anyone who's considering starting a podcast,

0:52:45.719 --> 0:52:49.120
<v Speaker 1>don't do it. There's too many. Become a doctor instead,

0:52:50.080 --> 0:52:53.200
<v Speaker 1>every single one of you. Stop listening to our podcasts

0:52:53.239 --> 0:52:55.359
<v Speaker 1>and go to medicals. You know how easy it is

0:52:55.400 --> 0:52:58.000
<v Speaker 1>to just become a doctor. Just do that. Look, if

0:52:58.000 --> 0:53:00.640
<v Speaker 1>you're listening to this podcast where you're putting up drywall

0:53:00.680 --> 0:53:03.480
<v Speaker 1>for your job as a day labor, drop that fucking

0:53:03.640 --> 0:53:06.400
<v Speaker 1>drywall hammer or whatever you used to put up drywall

0:53:06.440 --> 0:53:14.600
<v Speaker 1>and go become a doctor right now, right now. Podcasts over. Yeah.

0:53:14.640 --> 0:53:17.640
<v Speaker 1>So um. Judith is kind of very primed by her

0:53:17.640 --> 0:53:20.360
<v Speaker 1>past bad experiences with doctors to distrust doctors in the

0:53:20.400 --> 0:53:22.560
<v Speaker 1>first place. So when she starts listening to this Free

0:53:22.560 --> 0:53:26.120
<v Speaker 1>Birthing podcast and hearing its hosts used terms like industrial

0:53:26.160 --> 0:53:30.560
<v Speaker 1>obstetric tyranny, and birth rape, she was ready to graft

0:53:30.640 --> 0:53:33.160
<v Speaker 1>those words and the idea behind them onto her life.

0:53:33.520 --> 0:53:36.640
<v Speaker 1>She watched the Free Birth Society's introduction video hosted by

0:53:36.680 --> 0:53:41.000
<v Speaker 1>instructor Yolanda Norris Clark and the business partner of Emily Saldayah,

0:53:41.080 --> 0:53:43.480
<v Speaker 1>the host of the Free Birthing podcast, and I want

0:53:43.480 --> 0:53:48.360
<v Speaker 1>you to listen to how Yolanda introduces herself in this video, Sophie,

0:53:48.640 --> 0:53:51.560
<v Speaker 1>that's your queue. Oh, that's my cue. That's your cue.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm Yolanda Clark. I'm a writer, a birth consultant, and

0:53:56.080 --> 0:53:59.400
<v Speaker 1>I'm the director of Education with the Free Birth Society.

0:53:59.520 --> 0:54:02.920
<v Speaker 1>And my passion and mission in life is to share

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<v Speaker 1>the open secret that birth is not an inherently medical event,

0:54:07.000 --> 0:54:10.440
<v Speaker 1>but a spontaneous function of biology, and that it is

0:54:10.480 --> 0:54:15.640
<v Speaker 1>the pregnant woman herself who possesses inalienable authority over her

0:54:15.640 --> 0:54:18.839
<v Speaker 1>birth process. I woke up to the truth about birth

0:54:18.920 --> 0:54:22.560
<v Speaker 1>almost eighteen years ago, and since then, I've dedicated my

0:54:22.640 --> 0:54:26.919
<v Speaker 1>life to studying birth and supporting euphoric birth. And I've

0:54:26.920 --> 0:54:30.479
<v Speaker 1>given birth myself to seven healthy babies in my home

0:54:30.760 --> 0:54:34.560
<v Speaker 1>without any involvement from medical professionals at all, from conception

0:54:34.880 --> 0:54:39.239
<v Speaker 1>to emergence. I like how she includes uh, conception in there.

0:54:39.480 --> 0:54:42.960
<v Speaker 1>I didn't need a doctor present when I was fucking.

0:54:44.480 --> 0:54:48.080
<v Speaker 1>Fucking is easy. It doesn't require a doctor. Clearly childbirth

0:54:48.200 --> 0:54:52.000
<v Speaker 1>is the same. Yeah. Look, I don't need a doctor

0:54:52.000 --> 0:54:54.239
<v Speaker 1>around when I'm shooting off mc gunn, So why do

0:54:54.280 --> 0:54:58.600
<v Speaker 1>I need a doctor when I accidentally shoot my son? Yeah?

0:54:58.719 --> 0:55:05.000
<v Speaker 1>These wild leaps of logic are Yeah. I also if you.

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<v Speaker 1>You weren't the guest for our episodes on Keith Ranieri

0:55:07.719 --> 0:55:09.680
<v Speaker 1>in the next um cult. But if you go back

0:55:09.719 --> 0:55:12.719
<v Speaker 1>to the old videos of what's her name? That that

0:55:12.800 --> 0:55:17.400
<v Speaker 1>lady who was on Smallville, Alison Mac, Alison Mac talking

0:55:17.440 --> 0:55:20.600
<v Speaker 1>to Keith Ranieri, and listen to the cadence of their

0:55:20.680 --> 0:55:23.800
<v Speaker 1>voices and compare it to the cadence of Yolanda's voice.

0:55:24.360 --> 0:55:28.160
<v Speaker 1>They all talk the same way, with the same sort

0:55:28.160 --> 0:55:32.000
<v Speaker 1>of speech patterns, and I find that very interesting. Well, okay,

0:55:32.040 --> 0:55:40.200
<v Speaker 1>so to quote Hitler, yikes to quote Hitler. I mean,

0:55:40.239 --> 0:55:42.840
<v Speaker 1>you know what, There's a couple of things I'll quote

0:55:42.920 --> 0:55:46.080
<v Speaker 1>Hitler on in a sense of agreeing with him, and

0:55:46.120 --> 0:55:47.799
<v Speaker 1>one of them is how to convince a bunch of

0:55:47.800 --> 0:55:49.600
<v Speaker 1>people of something I only knew how to do it.

0:55:49.719 --> 0:55:51.960
<v Speaker 1>He wasn't bad. I'm only quoting the quote that you

0:55:52.040 --> 0:55:54.440
<v Speaker 1>already said from mine, CLO. But just like the power

0:55:54.440 --> 0:55:57.680
<v Speaker 1>of the human voice, right, So, yeah, I hope there

0:55:57.719 --> 0:56:00.200
<v Speaker 1>are people out there. I know that we were would

0:56:00.200 --> 0:56:04.480
<v Speaker 1>probably edit this out. No, it was wonderful. You cannot

0:56:04.600 --> 0:56:11.640
<v Speaker 1>edit audio. You cannot edit a human voice. Um, so

0:56:11.840 --> 0:56:14.640
<v Speaker 1>I hope there are enough people out there who can

0:56:14.840 --> 0:56:22.000
<v Speaker 1>like detect those like Culty like and now like the

0:56:22.800 --> 0:56:28.719
<v Speaker 1>just like propagandy. Yeah, that whole cadence to pick up

0:56:28.719 --> 0:56:32.240
<v Speaker 1>on the bullshit that they're spewing. And listeners couldn't see,

0:56:32.520 --> 0:56:36.000
<v Speaker 1>but she was doing this like almost like conductor like

0:56:36.160 --> 0:56:39.360
<v Speaker 1>hand motion the entire time. That was also very flowy

0:56:39.400 --> 0:56:44.839
<v Speaker 1>and swaye and Culty, Yes, thank you so much. Um yeah, so,

0:56:45.000 --> 0:56:48.520
<v Speaker 1>I mean I think, I mean, Robert, obviously you picked

0:56:48.600 --> 0:56:51.279
<v Speaker 1>up on it. Like, I just hope that for the

0:56:51.320 --> 0:56:54.520
<v Speaker 1>people out there who like listen to all these podcasts

0:56:54.560 --> 0:56:59.319
<v Speaker 1>out there, and they can, like they can tell when

0:56:59.360 --> 0:57:06.120
<v Speaker 1>people are being scary and spewing propaganda bullshit, and I

0:57:06.160 --> 0:57:10.000
<v Speaker 1>hope that they understand that when I tell them to

0:57:10.120 --> 0:57:16.280
<v Speaker 1>purchase bolt cutters and uh and okay um. So later

0:57:16.320 --> 0:57:19.640
<v Speaker 1>in that video, Yolanda warns against inducing labor, calling it

0:57:19.680 --> 0:57:23.000
<v Speaker 1>an eviction from the womb and basically arguing that it's

0:57:23.000 --> 0:57:26.440
<v Speaker 1>traumatic to the infant. She brags about taking her pregnancies

0:57:26.480 --> 0:57:29.720
<v Speaker 1>well past the normal forty weeks. In Yolanda's eyes, the

0:57:29.760 --> 0:57:32.280
<v Speaker 1>idea that the risk of still births rises rapidly after

0:57:32.320 --> 0:57:36.400
<v Speaker 1>forty two weeks is nonsense. She states, Babies come out.

0:57:36.600 --> 0:57:43.080
<v Speaker 1>Babies always come out, so when Judith's pregnancy crept past

0:57:43.120 --> 0:57:45.680
<v Speaker 1>forty two weeks, she assured herself it was fine by

0:57:45.720 --> 0:57:49.280
<v Speaker 1>remembering Yolanda's words. She also sought reinforcement from her friends

0:57:49.320 --> 0:57:52.080
<v Speaker 1>in the free Birthing Facebook group. Things were not fine,

0:57:52.120 --> 0:57:54.400
<v Speaker 1>of course, and her baby was in fact still born.

0:57:54.920 --> 0:57:57.040
<v Speaker 1>The only good news in this terrible story is that

0:57:57.120 --> 0:58:00.000
<v Speaker 1>this horrific tragedy shocked Judith out of the weird little

0:58:00.000 --> 0:58:03.120
<v Speaker 1>Internet cult she'd gotten drawn into. As she told NBC,

0:58:03.640 --> 0:58:06.360
<v Speaker 1>I think I brainwashed myself with the Internet, and I

0:58:06.520 --> 0:58:10.320
<v Speaker 1>that's what happened. The Internet like the fact that Judith

0:58:10.480 --> 0:58:13.600
<v Speaker 1>was capable of realizing this and acknowledging the bad decisions

0:58:13.640 --> 0:58:16.120
<v Speaker 1>that that set her on this path should key you

0:58:16.160 --> 0:58:18.480
<v Speaker 1>in on the critical fact that she's not a dumb person.

0:58:18.720 --> 0:58:20.440
<v Speaker 1>She's a person who did a dumb thing with a

0:58:20.480 --> 0:58:24.120
<v Speaker 1>horrible consequence, but she herself as an intelligent, capable, reasonable

0:58:24.200 --> 0:58:28.480
<v Speaker 1>human being. The Internet made her stupid. This doesn't take

0:58:28.480 --> 0:58:31.040
<v Speaker 1>away from her culpability in the tragedy, and she definitely

0:58:31.040 --> 0:58:33.360
<v Speaker 1>has quite a lot here, but it does highlight a

0:58:33.400 --> 0:58:37.120
<v Speaker 1>critical reality. Without this massive ecosystem totally tens of thousands

0:58:37.120 --> 0:58:40.959
<v Speaker 1>of people and hundreds of dedicated content creators. Judith would

0:58:40.960 --> 0:58:43.240
<v Speaker 1>not have been able to convince herself to make these

0:58:43.240 --> 0:58:46.400
<v Speaker 1>bad decisions. This, this just wouldn't have happened in an

0:58:46.520 --> 0:58:50.240
<v Speaker 1>age in which this, this Internet infrastructure didn't exist. The

0:58:50.280 --> 0:58:53.400
<v Speaker 1>train of things that led to Judith stillbirth bears tremendous

0:58:53.440 --> 0:58:56.680
<v Speaker 1>similarities to the radicalization pathway for numerous neo Nazi and

0:58:56.680 --> 0:59:00.360
<v Speaker 1>white supremacist terrorists. Some dumb kid comes across a really

0:59:00.360 --> 0:59:02.920
<v Speaker 1>transgressive podcast or a review of a movie they like

0:59:03.040 --> 0:59:06.040
<v Speaker 1>by some YouTuber like Stefon Molineux, and that leads them

0:59:06.040 --> 0:59:08.960
<v Speaker 1>to other content and eventually a more extreme communities, and

0:59:09.000 --> 0:59:11.040
<v Speaker 1>after a few months or a few years, you've got

0:59:11.040 --> 0:59:13.720
<v Speaker 1>yourself a committed white supremacist. And as is the case

0:59:13.760 --> 0:59:17.400
<v Speaker 1>with all these new Nazis we're dealing with, there are

0:59:17.480 --> 0:59:22.040
<v Speaker 1>specific individuals to blame for creating the radicalization pathways in

0:59:22.040 --> 0:59:25.400
<v Speaker 1>the free birthing community. The Internet may have made Judith stupid,

0:59:25.440 --> 0:59:27.840
<v Speaker 1>but it didn't do so on its own, and the

0:59:27.880 --> 0:59:30.439
<v Speaker 1>two people most responsible for the spread of the free

0:59:30.440 --> 0:59:34.480
<v Speaker 1>birthing movement and it's modern deadly dimensions are Emily Seldiah

0:59:34.560 --> 0:59:37.960
<v Speaker 1>and Yolanda Norris Clark. They wind up in every single

0:59:38.000 --> 0:59:40.400
<v Speaker 1>one of these stories. Take the case of Lisa, a

0:59:40.440 --> 0:59:43.160
<v Speaker 1>twenty nine year old Californian who talked to The Daily Beast.

0:59:43.600 --> 0:59:46.360
<v Speaker 1>Lisa had been living off the grid in an eco

0:59:46.440 --> 0:59:48.960
<v Speaker 1>friendly sort of you know situation in the middle of

0:59:49.000 --> 0:59:51.840
<v Speaker 1>nowhere when she found a free birthing page on Instagram.

0:59:52.200 --> 0:59:54.800
<v Speaker 1>The idea immediately appealed to her, and she joined the

0:59:54.800 --> 0:59:58.320
<v Speaker 1>Free Birthing Facebook group that Emily Seldia ran. Like Judith,

0:59:58.400 --> 1:00:01.080
<v Speaker 1>she kept her new friends up to day with her pregnancy.

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<v Speaker 1>Quote been in labor for days. Thought I was in

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<v Speaker 1>transition at PM, but now it's three am and it's

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<v Speaker 1>intensely painful. Like I just want to lie down and

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<v Speaker 1>for the pain to stop for a second. Saldiah reached

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<v Speaker 1>out to her via Facebook messenger to give support. Other

1:00:15.680 --> 1:00:19.000
<v Speaker 1>group members left comments like you're a legend. It will happen.

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<v Speaker 1>Like Justine. Lisa's pregnancy went on for far too long.

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<v Speaker 1>Her baby was also born dead. She made a quick

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<v Speaker 1>post to the Freebirth Societies Facebook group and people they're

1:00:29.200 --> 1:00:32.360
<v Speaker 1>sympathized with her, But the important work of radicalizing other

1:00:32.400 --> 1:00:36.240
<v Speaker 1>pregnant women to avoid hospitals and even midwives continued, or

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<v Speaker 1>at least it would have if not for what happened next.

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<v Speaker 1>And I'm going to quote from the Daily Beast again here.

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<v Speaker 1>A group of concerned outsiders worried the free Birthers were

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<v Speaker 1>being reckless and set up fake sock puppet accounts to

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<v Speaker 1>gain intrigue to the private group and monitor its members.

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<v Speaker 1>The interlopers saw themselves as centuries keeping watch over alternative

1:00:53.240 --> 1:00:56.280
<v Speaker 1>lifestyle practitioners. They believe we're putting their babies in harm.

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<v Speaker 1>The sock puppets took screenshots of Lisa's comments and posted

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<v Speaker 1>them in their own groups, sparking instant outcry from their followers.

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<v Speaker 1>Some of them marveled at why anyone would take such

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<v Speaker 1>a risk with the pregnancy, while others blamed Seldia for

1:01:06.800 --> 1:01:10.840
<v Speaker 1>luring impressionable women into a dangerous practice. Others were more vicious.

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<v Speaker 1>The twat from the Free Birth Society needs drop kicking

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<v Speaker 1>out of a fucking window. One person wrote, I wouldn't

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<v Speaker 1>mind seeing this monster swinging from a light post at it. Another.

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<v Speaker 1>So that's all the Internet that you and I know

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<v Speaker 1>and love, Caitlin Um. Yeah. These eruptions of death threats

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<v Speaker 1>and outrage by anti free breathing activists came to follow

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<v Speaker 1>every new dead baby story. When baby journey Moon died

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<v Speaker 1>in two thousand eighteen, the weight of attention and outrage

1:01:35.840 --> 1:01:38.800
<v Speaker 1>leveled against the Free Birth Society caused Emily Saldia to

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<v Speaker 1>close all four of her Facebook groups. And here's what

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<v Speaker 1>she wrote in the post announcing this and oh boy,

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<v Speaker 1>strap in for this one game, dear community, it is

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<v Speaker 1>with a heavy heart that we officially announced the closing

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<v Speaker 1>of our four wonderful groups here on Facebook as of

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<v Speaker 1>November one. All members will be removed in the group's

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<v Speaker 1>closed permanently. As many of you know, a member of

1:02:00.560 --> 1:02:03.640
<v Speaker 1>our private Freebirth Society group tragically lost her baby during

1:02:03.800 --> 1:02:06.800
<v Speaker 1>the birth process earlier this year. The painful reality is

1:02:06.840 --> 1:02:10.280
<v Speaker 1>that babies do sometimes die in all settings, including the hospital,

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<v Speaker 1>and every pregnant woman was content with the possibility of

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<v Speaker 1>death which exists for each of us. Babies just die uh.

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<v Speaker 1>Emily went on to complain about her own death threats,

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<v Speaker 1>the ones that she had received from anti free birthing activists,

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<v Speaker 1>and closed the post by announcing, in light of all this,

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<v Speaker 1>we at Freebirth Society and are advancing our plan to

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<v Speaker 1>move off Facebook to a safe and private membership platform

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<v Speaker 1>m hm. Patreon. Yeah, that's actually exactly what they're doing.

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<v Speaker 1>It's not Patreon, but that's the exactly the goal. This

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<v Speaker 1>is a grift um. The private membership platform is not free.

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<v Speaker 1>It cost a hundred and eight dollars to be a member.

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<v Speaker 1>And since her Facebook group had more than six thousand

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<v Speaker 1>members when she closed it down, the amount of more

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<v Speaker 1>or forty six thousand members which she closed it down,

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<v Speaker 1>the amount of money on the line here is potentially significant.

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<v Speaker 1>And that's not the whole of the grift it's barely

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<v Speaker 1>the start. Emily and Yolanda run a web's free Birth

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<v Speaker 1>Society dot com on it. You can buy a coffee

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<v Speaker 1>table book she rises, an annual edition of The Wild Mother,

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<v Speaker 1>which is another thing these people call themselves for. You

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<v Speaker 1>can also pay for a number of different cool services, Caitlin,

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<v Speaker 1>you're gonna love hearing about this. There's the Lighthouse Leaders

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<v Speaker 1>Group coaching series from a hundred and seventy five dollars,

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<v Speaker 1>Birth Trauma Debrief for a hundred and fifty dollars, Radical

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<v Speaker 1>Birthkeeper Consultation for a hundred dollars, Self Mastery coaching for

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<v Speaker 1>a hundred and fifty dollars, an undisturbed birth education and

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<v Speaker 1>prep for a hundred and fifty dollars. Now, I bet

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<v Speaker 1>you wondering what is what is Radical Birthkeeper Consultation? I

1:03:40.400 --> 1:03:43.720
<v Speaker 1>am wondering that, Please tell me. So I looked into

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<v Speaker 1>it and it turns out it's a guide for other

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<v Speaker 1>women to start their own business in the radical birthwork field.

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<v Speaker 1>Cool Is there a market for that? Well? Because these

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<v Speaker 1>ladies are making bank and Yolanda make it. A ton

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<v Speaker 1>who wouldn't want to make money off of this? It's

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<v Speaker 1>like making a money as a midwife, but with all

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<v Speaker 1>all of that pass key training and apprenticeship and learning

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<v Speaker 1>useful medical ship. Oh good god. Here's a quote from

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<v Speaker 1>the the page for that that thing new to birthwork,

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<v Speaker 1>not sure where to start, or maybe you've been attending

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<v Speaker 1>births for a while and you're feeling sick. If you're

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<v Speaker 1>ideas and dive into all things birthwork. We have effectively

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<v Speaker 1>but don't know where to start or feel stymied by

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<v Speaker 1>implement your passion and translate it into working with women

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<v Speaker 1>with the highest integrity. This is a sixty minute session

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<v Speaker 1>that will be done over FaceTime or zoom. Okay, so

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<v Speaker 1>let me let me understand this. So they are basically

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<v Speaker 1>they offer this service where you can consult with someone

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<v Speaker 1>to learn how to be a person who will be

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<v Speaker 1>present at free births, just to like help out in

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<v Speaker 1>case anything goes wrong. So they acknowledge the need for

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<v Speaker 1>people to be there, just people with actual medical medical training. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>oh wow, Okay, this is kind of where I start

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<v Speaker 1>to see it as like I don't think like Justine obviously,

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<v Speaker 1>the one we've talked to the most, like there was

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<v Speaker 1>no grift for her. She just thought this was the

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<v Speaker 1>best thing to do um and she was wrong. But

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<v Speaker 1>these women, Yolanda Emily Seldiah and Yolanda Norris clark Um,

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<v Speaker 1>these are people who just want the respect and money

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<v Speaker 1>that a real professional like a midwife or a doctor

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<v Speaker 1>receives as a result of what they do, but they

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<v Speaker 1>don't want to take any training or get any kind

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<v Speaker 1>of license or be told by anyone that whatever crazy

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<v Speaker 1>ideas they have about birth are aren't like right. So

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<v Speaker 1>they've just built up this community where they're treated like

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<v Speaker 1>real medical professionals and essentially train other people and how

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<v Speaker 1>to give birth without actually knowing how to train other

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<v Speaker 1>people how to help give birth with no train like

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<v Speaker 1>train people to not be trained. Yeah, it's mind boggling.

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<v Speaker 1>It's incredible. And if you decide, Caitlin, that you want

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<v Speaker 1>comprehensive coaching and how to free birth your own baby,

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<v Speaker 1>Emily and Yolanda will be more than happy to help you.

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<v Speaker 1>For a price. Their full coaching package is a bargain

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<v Speaker 1>at just eight Oh yeah, well, I have decided that

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<v Speaker 1>I want their help, so I'm going to start saving up.

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<v Speaker 1>Midwives have to go to a place. Just give it

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<v Speaker 1>on Skype baby, that's the way easier. Now. I can't

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<v Speaker 1>say for certain that Lisa, one of the mothers whose

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<v Speaker 1>baby died, was actively paying Yolanda and Emily for birth coaching,

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<v Speaker 1>but the fact that she's mentioned getting Facebook messages from

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<v Speaker 1>Saldia makes me think that she was uh and the

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<v Speaker 1>precise wording of how the Daily Beasts discussed this as

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<v Speaker 1>suspicious to me. Quote Saldaia says she provided no advice

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<v Speaker 1>to Lisa and never even spoke to her on the

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<v Speaker 1>phone doesn't mean she didn't. Different medium Maybe then, yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>maybe I found Yolanda Norris Clark on Facebook and Instagram.

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<v Speaker 1>She goes by bao house wife and sends out free

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<v Speaker 1>birthing memes and updates to her combined twelve thousand followers.

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<v Speaker 1>Here's one example. The idea that governments could ever have

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<v Speaker 1>the legitimate jurisdiction to designate birthworkers or license birthwork in

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<v Speaker 1>any capacity should be preposterous and outrageous to everyone. The

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<v Speaker 1>fact that it isn't, and that so many women especially

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<v Speaker 1>have accepted and even welcomed the appropriation of midwife re

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<v Speaker 1>by the patriarchal, false authority of the official institutions just

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<v Speaker 1>reinforces the task that we have at hand to rewild

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<v Speaker 1>and re authenticate our relationship to ourselves, to motherhood, to

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<v Speaker 1>our bodies, to our children, and to each other. Hashtag

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<v Speaker 1>radical birthkeeper, hashtag radical birthwork, hashtag house wife, hashtag free birth,

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<v Speaker 1>hashtag homebirth hashtag wildbirth, hashtag free birth Society, hashtag free

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<v Speaker 1>birth Society, Radical Birthkeepers School, hashtag radical birthkeeper School, hashtag

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<v Speaker 1>free birth Society. Okay, so these are like the turfs

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<v Speaker 1>of birth there, these are birth turfs. Yeah, they're like you,

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<v Speaker 1>we were so right before you said they were like

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<v Speaker 1>co opting certain like language in terms of like pro

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<v Speaker 1>choice language, and then but then they've just taken it

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<v Speaker 1>to this such this horribly harmful radical Yikes. She has

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<v Speaker 1>her own branded means. One of them reads governments have

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<v Speaker 1>no business in birth. Birth belongs to women, which like, yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>but when your baby dies because you like ignored science, Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>the baby has some rights too at the point at

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<v Speaker 1>which it's coming out. Yeah. Now, the kind of this

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<v Speaker 1>kind of language is powerfully effective to the women who

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<v Speaker 1>wind up in these groups. Studies have been done on

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<v Speaker 1>the freebirth and community in the US and Australia and

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<v Speaker 1>four key things come up over and over again when

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<v Speaker 1>women say how they found this community. And I'm quoting

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<v Speaker 1>from a paper commissioned by Evidence based Midwifery. So this

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<v Speaker 1>is a midwives like organization, rejection of the medical and

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<v Speaker 1>midwifery models of birth, faith in the birth process, autonomy,

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<v Speaker 1>and agency. There was a prevailing sense of choosing to

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<v Speaker 1>freebirth in order to retain choice, control, and autonomy over

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<v Speaker 1>their bodies during the birth process. It's about control. Another

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<v Speaker 1>analysis I found on the conversation backs up this interpretation quote.

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<v Speaker 1>Where home birth services were available, some women did not

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<v Speaker 1>want the routine care that is provided by midwives. This

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<v Speaker 1>was largely due to the belief that routine care practices

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<v Speaker 1>would cause interference that would get in the way of

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<v Speaker 1>their ability to birth safe. Additionally, they were concerned that

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<v Speaker 1>they may face coercion should they decline aspects of care

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<v Speaker 1>provided by the midwives. Therefore, they did not want care

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<v Speaker 1>imposed upon them during childbirth. The researchers findings across all

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<v Speaker 1>studies agreed that women ought to retain full control and

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<v Speaker 1>autonomy throughout their experience of giving birth and need they

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<v Speaker 1>felt maternity services were unable to meet. Yeah, because you can.

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<v Speaker 1>You don't. You can't. It's not you don't own the baby.

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<v Speaker 1>Once it's coming out, it's not your property, a thing.

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<v Speaker 1>It's like it's leaving, it's it's it's getting on out

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<v Speaker 1>of there. Yeah. Oh gosh, yeah, yeah, yeah, I just

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<v Speaker 1>you hate you hate to see it where they're like,

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<v Speaker 1>they're like, yes, women's autonomy and agency and like, these

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<v Speaker 1>are things I so strongly agree with, and they're but

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<v Speaker 1>they're they've just taken into this horrible, horrible place. They

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<v Speaker 1>really do it rules Like I don't enjoy getting a

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<v Speaker 1>pap smeir, but I'm not going to do it to

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<v Speaker 1>myself because I don't fucking know how. Yeah, I have

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<v Speaker 1>given myself a pap smeir, but I don't know what

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<v Speaker 1>a pap smear is. So I I just kind of

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<v Speaker 1>you know, Robert May I explained to you what a

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<v Speaker 1>pap smear is. I think the reality of that situation,

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<v Speaker 1>Caitlin is between me and my hammer. I'll let you

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<v Speaker 1>look at it. I'm pretty sure I'm good at it.

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<v Speaker 1>It's unpleasant, to say the least. I'm starting the self

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<v Speaker 1>schmir community actually, oh, the free schmeing, free smears. A

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<v Speaker 1>lot of people say men cannot get and give themselves

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<v Speaker 1>pap smears, even hammers, but my Facebook group says otherwise. Uh, Well,

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<v Speaker 1>as long as um babies are not dying, I guess

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<v Speaker 1>that's that's what's important here. No, no babies dying, some

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<v Speaker 1>some people, some adults. Yeah, uh now, the sad reality

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<v Speaker 1>is that more and more babies are going to keep

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<v Speaker 1>dying as a result of the free birthing movement. Emily

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<v Speaker 1>Saldaya and Yolanda Norris Clark will continue podcasting and meming

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<v Speaker 1>and making bank while America's infant mortality rate ticks ever higher.

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<v Speaker 1>The NBC article that came out earlier this year helped

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<v Speaker 1>to highlight the movement, but in the end it may

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<v Speaker 1>just draw more women into the movement's mall. That's certainly

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<v Speaker 1>what Emily Saldiah thinks. In the immediate wake of the

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<v Speaker 1>NBC article, which was focused around the death of a

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<v Speaker 1>child from someone who followed Emily's instructions to a t

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<v Speaker 1>she posted this on Instagram. Hey guys, no podcast this week.

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<v Speaker 1>Decided to prioritize self care and create some spaciousness to

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<v Speaker 1>relax and be fully present with my baby after an

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<v Speaker 1>insane month of working my ass off on this membership launch.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm extremely proud of what we've built and it feels

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<v Speaker 1>so good to be off Facebook. Thank you for the

1:12:50.120 --> 1:12:52.400
<v Speaker 1>outpouring of love and support I've reach received in this

1:12:52.520 --> 1:12:55.679
<v Speaker 1>hard as fun past six weeks. Someday, when I'm ready,

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<v Speaker 1>I will talk at length about my experience on this

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<v Speaker 1>full on cyber attack, but for now it's only furthered.

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<v Speaker 1>By resolving this work, truth and light will always shine

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<v Speaker 1>brighter and carry more endurance. And in the words of

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<v Speaker 1>Lena Dunham, no one that actually knows me thinks I'm

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<v Speaker 1>an asshole, and that's what matters. When you know and

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<v Speaker 1>love who you are, you're unshakable. The bright side of

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<v Speaker 1>all this weird media attention is it's brought a ton

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<v Speaker 1>of women to this movement. So fuck yes to transmitting

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<v Speaker 1>people's traumatized shit energy into something powerful and exciting. Big

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<v Speaker 1>bicep emoticon, fist emoticon, And to all the haters out

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<v Speaker 1>here that have gotten weirdly obsessed with me, I still

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<v Speaker 1>got all the love in my heart for you, and

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<v Speaker 1>I will keep fighting for you, whether you're with me

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<v Speaker 1>or not. Fire emoticon, hert emoticon, hert emoticon, hertomoticon, heart emoticon,

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<v Speaker 1>heart emoticon. Hashtag Free Birth Society, hashtag the Free Birth Podcast,

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<v Speaker 1>hashtag haters Gonna Hate Strong Women hashtag smash the patriarchy,

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<v Speaker 1>hashtag calling bullshit hashtag light winds hashtag I Am Not

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<v Speaker 1>afraid hashtag strong as fuck hashtag Lena Dunham, You Inspire

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<v Speaker 1>Me hashtag by by Facebook women are taking advice on

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<v Speaker 1>their babies health care from this person. That's so scary. Also,

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<v Speaker 1>if I like, if I if it like, if I,

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<v Speaker 1>I can't even speak it's amazing, it's astonishing, labbergasted. I

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<v Speaker 1>think if I if like, if my feminism ever inspired

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<v Speaker 1>like free birthers to be like, yeah, smash the patriarchy,

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<v Speaker 1>I will I don't know what I will do. I

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<v Speaker 1>will have to just like log off and never be

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<v Speaker 1>present in the world again. Like if my message somehow

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<v Speaker 1>gets convoluted to like this version of scary radical free

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<v Speaker 1>birth feminism horrifying. Yeah, yeah, you don't have to give

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<v Speaker 1>birth in a hospital, but you do have to consult

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<v Speaker 1>medical professionals about your birth to do so responsibly, because

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<v Speaker 1>when you decide you're bringing a baby into the world,

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<v Speaker 1>it's not all about you anymore. Um, But it is

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<v Speaker 1>all about you when you're performing a home pap smear

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<v Speaker 1>as a man. And that's why you should join my

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<v Speaker 1>Facebook group man Smearing, where we're teaching each other how

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<v Speaker 1>to recapture pap smearing from the medical industrial establishment and

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<v Speaker 1>the feminist establishment and remail and rewild pap smears for

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<v Speaker 1>all of the men who have access to home depot hammers.

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<v Speaker 1>I don't even know how to respond to that, cait Um,

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<v Speaker 1>I will say this if what wouldn't it be funny

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<v Speaker 1>if they were like m r A s out there

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<v Speaker 1>who were like um, men should be able to get

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<v Speaker 1>pap smears too. And then and then they go on

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<v Speaker 1>and buy a speculum or sorry, a hammer and hammer

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<v Speaker 1>the male pap smear is performed with a hammer. I see, um, well,

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<v Speaker 1>I just I just keeel good, feel great. I just

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<v Speaker 1>keep going back to like one of the roots of

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<v Speaker 1>the problem that off that births the free birth movement.

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<v Speaker 1>See what I did there, Midwolf okay, um is the

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<v Speaker 1>broken American health care system. And if we totally find

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<v Speaker 1>a way to fix that, I feel like there would

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<v Speaker 1>there would never be a need any any you know

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<v Speaker 1>mother's to feel the need to have a free birthing experience. Um.

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<v Speaker 1>So that I mean, I mean, gosh, I feel sick. Well,

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<v Speaker 1>if you're feeling sick, that means it's the perfect time

1:16:47.760 --> 1:16:50.560
<v Speaker 1>to plug your plug doubles, because nothing cures your ailments

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<v Speaker 1>like a solid plug. Thank you well, I'll start with

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<v Speaker 1>Sludge and American Healthcare Story, my podcast about my experience

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<v Speaker 1>finding out that I had gall stones and the very

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<v Speaker 1>long and arduous process that it took from me to

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<v Speaker 1>get surgery to get them taken out. So check out

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<v Speaker 1>that and it's amazing. Thank you so much, Sophie. I

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<v Speaker 1>keep um saying, yeah, I'm releasing season two soon and

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<v Speaker 1>I don't know when that's going to happen, but it'll

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<v Speaker 1>happen someday. But season two focuses on other people's medical

1:17:24.800 --> 1:17:31.439
<v Speaker 1>nightmare stories. So fans and medical nightmares. Yeah, I mean

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<v Speaker 1>I want, I will sure, Yeah, I'll have anyone on

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<v Speaker 1>if anyone has a medical that's the other thing. If

1:17:39.600 --> 1:17:43.559
<v Speaker 1>people have medical horror stories, UM, please email them to

1:17:43.640 --> 1:17:48.080
<v Speaker 1>me at Sludge Story podcast at gmail dot com. Um,

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<v Speaker 1>I'll probably feature them on the podcast again when I

1:17:51.000 --> 1:17:55.040
<v Speaker 1>start releasing episodes someday. Um. Yeah, I just I want

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<v Speaker 1>to have faith in a health care system. Um, it

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<v Speaker 1>just needs to be very much revamped. So um yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>let's work on that society anyway. Um. You can listen

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<v Speaker 1>to my less of a bummer podcast, The Bechtel Cast,

1:18:12.160 --> 1:18:14.960
<v Speaker 1>which is also still kind of a bummer sometimes because

1:18:14.960 --> 1:18:20.960
<v Speaker 1>it's all about how, um, most movies are horrible to women. UM,

1:18:21.080 --> 1:18:24.879
<v Speaker 1>so you know sometimes they're not, though, and those episodes

1:18:24.920 --> 1:18:28.440
<v Speaker 1>are nice. Um. And then you can follow me on

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<v Speaker 1>Twitter and Instagram at Caitlin durante um and uh yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>I think that's that's about it. And you can find

1:18:38.360 --> 1:18:42.960
<v Speaker 1>me on the internet at man schmearing dot com and

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<v Speaker 1>the man Smearing Facebook group where we talk about how

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<v Speaker 1>to reclaim our wherever you do that from doctors and

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<v Speaker 1>the them an atriarchy. Um. That's that's at the end

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<v Speaker 1>of the episode. So what Robert meant to say is

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<v Speaker 1>he's at I Ride Okay on Twitter or at Bastard

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<v Speaker 1>Spot on Twitter. On Instagram, we have a te public store.

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<v Speaker 1>Robert also hosts Worst You're Ever. Uh I have Twitter, yes,

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<v Speaker 1>so like your Twitter. I've actually never I've actually never

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<v Speaker 1>said it out loud. It's why Underscore, Sophie Underscore, Why

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<v Speaker 1>Anderson Content. That's it, okay, So why Sophie, I why okay?

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<v Speaker 1>And then because you're a professional, okay, So follow Sophie

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<v Speaker 1>Ray Lectorman at on Twitter at why Underscore, Sophie Underscore

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<v Speaker 1>Why and then he features Anderson content. I thought the

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<v Speaker 1>whole handle for a second. Was that professional like you,

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<v Speaker 1>I'm a hack in a fraud. That episode