1 00:00:01,000 --> 00:00:04,840 Speaker 1: Hello, America. This is Robert Evans. I am sitting in 2 00:00:04,880 --> 00:00:08,280 Speaker 1: a car on top of a mountain like a professional 3 00:00:08,400 --> 00:00:13,280 Speaker 1: person recording my podcast, which is this podcast Behind the Bastards, 4 00:00:13,640 --> 00:00:17,599 Speaker 1: and we've had yet another, I mean, really bad introduction. Actually, 5 00:00:17,720 --> 00:00:20,120 Speaker 1: I'm I'm I feel bad about this one. I actually 6 00:00:20,160 --> 00:00:23,360 Speaker 1: like that one. Oh you like that one, Sophie. That's yeah. 7 00:00:23,640 --> 00:00:26,880 Speaker 1: Well do you think that only people in America in 8 00:00:26,920 --> 00:00:33,200 Speaker 1: the US listen to Solid Points. If there's non Americans 9 00:00:33,240 --> 00:00:36,200 Speaker 1: listening to this podcast, what the hell are they doing? 10 00:00:36,440 --> 00:00:39,479 Speaker 1: Like this is they don't get our freedom, our freedom 11 00:00:39,520 --> 00:00:43,320 Speaker 1: of speech, that's ours and ours alone, Caitlin. The best 12 00:00:43,320 --> 00:00:45,360 Speaker 1: thing about freedom of speech is limiting it to a 13 00:00:45,400 --> 00:00:49,879 Speaker 1: small number of people. Yes, I don't agree, but I 14 00:00:49,920 --> 00:00:54,040 Speaker 1: see your point. Yeah, I firmly disagree with what just happened, 15 00:00:54,080 --> 00:00:56,680 Speaker 1: and I take back my praise of your introduction. Hello, 16 00:00:56,720 --> 00:01:00,240 Speaker 1: international listeners, we love you. Yeah. I bet they're from 17 00:01:00,280 --> 00:01:08,480 Speaker 1: all over the world. Yes, Canada, yes, Japan. Yes, Canada 18 00:01:08,560 --> 00:01:16,400 Speaker 1: is just Alaska's Mexico. Mexico and Canada are both much 19 00:01:16,480 --> 00:01:20,840 Speaker 1: better countries. Um, almost spit my soup on the mic. 20 00:01:21,480 --> 00:01:25,000 Speaker 1: Oh my god, it was a bad time to try 21 00:01:25,000 --> 00:01:28,640 Speaker 1: to eat soup. Sorry, I took a week in rural 22 00:01:28,680 --> 00:01:31,559 Speaker 1: America to to clear my head and get some writing done, 23 00:01:31,600 --> 00:01:33,920 Speaker 1: and it has made me insult our neighbors to the 24 00:01:33,959 --> 00:01:37,160 Speaker 1: north and south for no reason. You did that before? 25 00:01:37,319 --> 00:01:40,240 Speaker 1: Come on, I did, I did? I did. I love 26 00:01:40,280 --> 00:01:44,800 Speaker 1: insulting nations for no reason. Well, my guest today, as 27 00:01:44,920 --> 00:01:47,840 Speaker 1: as you just heard from, is Caitlin Duranti. Caitlin, how 28 00:01:47,840 --> 00:01:50,040 Speaker 1: are you doing today? I'm doing very well. I'm delighted 29 00:01:50,080 --> 00:01:53,320 Speaker 1: to be here now, Caitlin. You're the co host of 30 00:01:53,320 --> 00:01:56,760 Speaker 1: the Bechtel cast Um and you you have guessed it 31 00:01:56,800 --> 00:01:59,080 Speaker 1: on behind the bastards before. We had a long talk 32 00:01:59,200 --> 00:02:01,760 Speaker 1: about I think a man both of us consider a 33 00:02:01,760 --> 00:02:06,480 Speaker 1: dear friend now, Lafayette Ron Hubbard. Yes, yes, he just 34 00:02:07,200 --> 00:02:10,360 Speaker 1: he's coming to my birthday party soon. Oh good. You 35 00:02:10,400 --> 00:02:12,640 Speaker 1: know I think he's at all of our birthday parties, 36 00:02:12,880 --> 00:02:16,280 Speaker 1: convincing our small children to deliver letters for him on 37 00:02:16,360 --> 00:02:20,440 Speaker 1: his boat crusade to find gold in the ocean. Yes, god, 38 00:02:20,480 --> 00:02:23,920 Speaker 1: I miss him. Well, we're not talking about that today, Caitlin, 39 00:02:25,400 --> 00:02:30,560 Speaker 1: And we're talking about the goat Testical doctor either, right, No, 40 00:02:30,760 --> 00:02:35,239 Speaker 1: we're not talking about the goat Testical got about her, 41 00:02:35,280 --> 00:02:40,080 Speaker 1: that fucker that guy. Yeah, like Alex Jones, but with 42 00:02:40,120 --> 00:02:44,960 Speaker 1: goat testicles. No, today we're talking about the free birthing community. Caitlin, 43 00:02:45,480 --> 00:02:48,960 Speaker 1: have you ever heard of the free birthing community. I 44 00:02:49,080 --> 00:02:54,639 Speaker 1: don't know that I have, Robert. Oh boy, Caitlin. Yes, 45 00:02:55,000 --> 00:02:58,960 Speaker 1: you're you're gonna, You're gonna enjoy this. I mean, so, 46 00:03:00,960 --> 00:03:04,440 Speaker 1: I I got where to start. I I wrote a 47 00:03:04,440 --> 00:03:08,200 Speaker 1: little introduction here, and I don't think I'm gonna read it. 48 00:03:08,240 --> 00:03:13,760 Speaker 1: I think we're just gonna we're just gonna dig into it. Um. Yeah, 49 00:03:13,800 --> 00:03:16,440 Speaker 1: the nexus of my introduction was that back in the day, 50 00:03:16,600 --> 00:03:18,720 Speaker 1: you know, there's this one website that's kind of like 51 00:03:18,760 --> 00:03:21,520 Speaker 1: the Tower of Babbel for the Internet, that Something Awful Forums. 52 00:03:21,520 --> 00:03:23,880 Speaker 1: It's where four Chain came out of. It's where like 53 00:03:24,040 --> 00:03:26,560 Speaker 1: doxing was very first practiced. It's where a lot of 54 00:03:26,600 --> 00:03:31,640 Speaker 1: like meme culture originated from. UM and that those forums 55 00:03:31,639 --> 00:03:34,760 Speaker 1: had a motto, and that motto was the Internet makes 56 00:03:34,800 --> 00:03:37,920 Speaker 1: you stupid. And it was just at the time, because 57 00:03:37,920 --> 00:03:40,760 Speaker 1: it's like the late nineties, early two thousand's is when 58 00:03:40,800 --> 00:03:44,680 Speaker 1: like Something Awful was really at its most relevant. Yeah, 59 00:03:44,720 --> 00:03:47,120 Speaker 1: so it was, and it was and you were you 60 00:03:47,160 --> 00:03:50,640 Speaker 1: remember then Caitlin, when the Internet didn't really matter, when 61 00:03:50,720 --> 00:03:52,680 Speaker 1: like it was just sort of the silly thing, and 62 00:03:53,000 --> 00:03:55,840 Speaker 1: people like mainstream TV or news kind of made fun 63 00:03:55,840 --> 00:03:58,120 Speaker 1: of people who were on the Internet a lot, like 64 00:03:58,760 --> 00:04:02,200 Speaker 1: it wasn't taken very seriously, and so I think that's 65 00:04:02,200 --> 00:04:04,840 Speaker 1: what the motto kind of meant then, was just like 66 00:04:04,880 --> 00:04:08,600 Speaker 1: the Internet's dumb. But as the years have gone by 67 00:04:08,760 --> 00:04:11,640 Speaker 1: and the Internet has eaten the world, I've come to 68 00:04:11,680 --> 00:04:15,600 Speaker 1: believe in those words very literally. The Internet does actually 69 00:04:15,680 --> 00:04:19,640 Speaker 1: make people stupid um and I think to the free 70 00:04:19,640 --> 00:04:23,279 Speaker 1: birth in community in particular is a perfect example of 71 00:04:23,279 --> 00:04:25,600 Speaker 1: how this works, because, thanks to the wonders of the 72 00:04:25,640 --> 00:04:29,680 Speaker 1: modern Internet and most particularly Facebook, a bunch of otherwise 73 00:04:29,720 --> 00:04:32,839 Speaker 1: well meaning, functional human beings have left a trail of 74 00:04:32,880 --> 00:04:35,480 Speaker 1: dead babies in their wake, not because they wanted to 75 00:04:35,560 --> 00:04:38,520 Speaker 1: kill babies, but because the Internet broke their brains. And 76 00:04:38,680 --> 00:04:42,600 Speaker 1: that's the story we're going to tell today. Wow, okay, 77 00:04:42,839 --> 00:04:47,960 Speaker 1: sided this is a dead baby episode. Oh my okay, 78 00:04:48,000 --> 00:04:52,440 Speaker 1: wait okay. Initial question, preliminary question, do you know anything? 79 00:04:52,800 --> 00:04:54,960 Speaker 1: I don't know anything about the free birthing community, but 80 00:04:55,000 --> 00:04:58,560 Speaker 1: I have a feeling that there's got to be some 81 00:04:58,680 --> 00:05:02,240 Speaker 1: overlap between it, and just based on what I think 82 00:05:02,240 --> 00:05:06,560 Speaker 1: it is, based on the name alone, overlap between that 83 00:05:06,640 --> 00:05:12,719 Speaker 1: community and the anti vaxers. You absolutely, oh yeah, okay 84 00:05:12,880 --> 00:05:21,039 Speaker 1: for god, oh my god. Um yeah, it's uh, it's 85 00:05:21,080 --> 00:05:23,800 Speaker 1: pretty cool, Caitlin, and I want to welcome you, by 86 00:05:23,839 --> 00:05:27,320 Speaker 1: the way, into a really rarefied circle of of Bastard's 87 00:05:27,360 --> 00:05:32,000 Speaker 1: pod guests. Uh. Currently, Sophia Alexandria Billy Wayne Davis are 88 00:05:32,040 --> 00:05:35,600 Speaker 1: the only two members of the Dead Babies Episodes sub club, 89 00:05:35,760 --> 00:05:38,279 Speaker 1: So very can we get a couple of aircorns in 90 00:05:38,320 --> 00:05:42,600 Speaker 1: there for for the third member of our Dead Baby Triumvirate? Yes, 91 00:05:44,560 --> 00:05:49,120 Speaker 1: I just added so much. Are you wandered, Caitlin? I'm 92 00:05:49,160 --> 00:05:51,279 Speaker 1: so honored? And what what a group to be a 93 00:05:51,320 --> 00:05:54,600 Speaker 1: part of. I mean, the I and Sophia, I mean, 94 00:05:54,680 --> 00:06:02,200 Speaker 1: what what terrific people, so rarefied air verified air now, Caitlin. Uh, 95 00:06:02,240 --> 00:06:05,520 Speaker 1: if you, if you, or at least sorry not even you, Caitlin. 96 00:06:05,640 --> 00:06:07,640 Speaker 1: If you the listener at home have heard about the 97 00:06:07,640 --> 00:06:11,160 Speaker 1: free birthing community recently, it's probably because of a fabulous 98 00:06:11,279 --> 00:06:14,240 Speaker 1: NBC News article by Brandy's a Drowsney that dropped a 99 00:06:14,240 --> 00:06:16,800 Speaker 1: couple of days ago, and the article's title was I 100 00:06:16,880 --> 00:06:20,159 Speaker 1: brainwashed myself with the internet. Uh. It is the story 101 00:06:20,200 --> 00:06:22,240 Speaker 1: of a twenty eight year old woman on the West Coast, 102 00:06:22,320 --> 00:06:26,040 Speaker 1: pseudonymed Judith, who found yourself slowly drawn into a series 103 00:06:26,040 --> 00:06:28,159 Speaker 1: of online communities of women who believe that the best 104 00:06:28,160 --> 00:06:31,120 Speaker 1: way to give birth is with no medicine, no doctor, 105 00:06:31,360 --> 00:06:35,159 Speaker 1: and no midwife. So, you know, we're all aware that 106 00:06:35,200 --> 00:06:38,680 Speaker 1: there's like home birthing um sort of like communities and stuff. 107 00:06:39,480 --> 00:06:41,280 Speaker 1: These are people who are like that, but they're like, 108 00:06:41,279 --> 00:06:45,640 Speaker 1: but midwives are evil too. Oh wow, I don't want 109 00:06:45,720 --> 00:06:49,120 Speaker 1: anyone who knows that goddamn thing about medicine around for 110 00:06:49,240 --> 00:06:54,520 Speaker 1: my birth. Like that's the gist of these people, A right, yeah, yeah, 111 00:06:54,920 --> 00:06:58,560 Speaker 1: So that's a fun thing that I hadn't realized existed 112 00:06:58,640 --> 00:07:00,640 Speaker 1: until I read this article. And the t l d 113 00:07:00,760 --> 00:07:03,240 Speaker 1: R of the story is that Judith left her baby 114 00:07:03,240 --> 00:07:05,880 Speaker 1: in her belly for way too long, more than forty 115 00:07:05,920 --> 00:07:09,240 Speaker 1: two weeks, because these people believe, among other things, that 116 00:07:09,320 --> 00:07:12,960 Speaker 1: having your labor induced, you know, medically is um is 117 00:07:13,080 --> 00:07:16,240 Speaker 1: on an awful thing to do and an unnecessary thing 118 00:07:16,280 --> 00:07:20,560 Speaker 1: to do. So she was pregnant almost three weeks past 119 00:07:20,680 --> 00:07:23,320 Speaker 1: the nine month mark and refused to go to the 120 00:07:23,360 --> 00:07:28,000 Speaker 1: hospital and her baby died inside of her um. Yeah, 121 00:07:28,280 --> 00:07:29,920 Speaker 1: this is the first time we've had a first dead 122 00:07:29,960 --> 00:07:34,200 Speaker 1: baby on page one. We're not even halfway through page one. Yeah, 123 00:07:34,440 --> 00:07:37,160 Speaker 1: I bring that out in people, you know, the dead, 124 00:07:37,360 --> 00:07:43,600 Speaker 1: the dead babies. I don't know what I meant by that. Yeah, 125 00:07:43,760 --> 00:07:48,240 Speaker 1: I got wet. I just my presence encourages people to 126 00:07:48,280 --> 00:07:51,080 Speaker 1: talk about dead babies, as I think what I meant, Well, 127 00:07:51,120 --> 00:07:53,160 Speaker 1: that's good. Well we'll be talking about a number of 128 00:07:53,160 --> 00:07:57,520 Speaker 1: them today. So obviously, Judith's story was a traumatic, painful nightmare. UM. 129 00:07:57,520 --> 00:07:59,400 Speaker 1: And she's far from the only person that this kind 130 00:07:59,400 --> 00:08:01,400 Speaker 1: of nightmares happened to as a result of the free 131 00:08:01,400 --> 00:08:04,760 Speaker 1: birth in community. Uh. The NBC article itself links to 132 00:08:04,800 --> 00:08:08,560 Speaker 1: a November two, eighteen Daily Beast article by Emily Sugarman. 133 00:08:09,200 --> 00:08:11,800 Speaker 1: The article's title is she wanted a free birth at home, 134 00:08:11,920 --> 00:08:14,920 Speaker 1: when the baby died, the attacks began, and it's it's 135 00:08:14,960 --> 00:08:16,840 Speaker 1: the story of a woman named Lisa and her would 136 00:08:16,840 --> 00:08:20,120 Speaker 1: be daughter, Journey Moon. Uh. Lisa got drawn into the 137 00:08:20,120 --> 00:08:23,520 Speaker 1: free birth in community via like Facebook groups and podcasts, 138 00:08:23,600 --> 00:08:26,960 Speaker 1: and her baby died. Uh. And then she was harassed 139 00:08:26,960 --> 00:08:29,240 Speaker 1: by a bunch of people online who are angry that 140 00:08:29,280 --> 00:08:31,800 Speaker 1: she'd killed her baby who had been infiltrating these free 141 00:08:31,800 --> 00:08:34,480 Speaker 1: birth and communities. It's a mess of a story, and 142 00:08:34,600 --> 00:08:37,600 Speaker 1: the tales of these two women comprise about of the 143 00:08:37,640 --> 00:08:40,640 Speaker 1: public discourse around free birthing at the moment. It's kind 144 00:08:40,640 --> 00:08:43,800 Speaker 1: of very recently burst onto the scene. But there's so 145 00:08:43,920 --> 00:08:47,240 Speaker 1: much more here under the surface, uh, than is even 146 00:08:47,320 --> 00:08:50,000 Speaker 1: in both of these very well written articles, And today 147 00:08:50,280 --> 00:08:52,600 Speaker 1: I I felt like what I could do to add 148 00:08:52,640 --> 00:08:55,080 Speaker 1: to this is dig a little bit deeper into where 149 00:08:55,080 --> 00:08:57,760 Speaker 1: the free birth in community comes from and the individual 150 00:08:57,800 --> 00:09:00,959 Speaker 1: I'm gonna call himbastards who were aspond posible for starting 151 00:09:01,200 --> 00:09:04,720 Speaker 1: what is effectively a weird cult dedicated to getting people 152 00:09:04,760 --> 00:09:08,560 Speaker 1: to basically kill their babies by not having anyone who 153 00:09:08,640 --> 00:09:11,640 Speaker 1: knows anything about medicine around when they come out of people. 154 00:09:12,080 --> 00:09:17,960 Speaker 1: Cool fun story. Can't wait? You sound really motivated by 155 00:09:18,040 --> 00:09:21,080 Speaker 1: this to be a part of this fun tale. I 156 00:09:21,240 --> 00:09:23,560 Speaker 1: so am you. You have no idea, just I I 157 00:09:23,600 --> 00:09:27,600 Speaker 1: have no ability to like emote with my voice, but um, 158 00:09:27,640 --> 00:09:35,400 Speaker 1: I am very excited to learn about. Call that v moting. Okay, Yeah, Now, 159 00:09:35,800 --> 00:09:38,520 Speaker 1: free birthing obviously has its origins and the natural home 160 00:09:38,600 --> 00:09:41,400 Speaker 1: birth movement, and the term home birth started being used 161 00:09:41,400 --> 00:09:44,360 Speaker 1: in the mid eighteen hundreds as hospital births became more common. 162 00:09:44,760 --> 00:09:48,680 Speaker 1: At present, most so called developed nations, you know, that's 163 00:09:48,720 --> 00:09:51,040 Speaker 1: the term generally used. I don't like it, but it's 164 00:09:51,160 --> 00:09:54,600 Speaker 1: kind of hard to find. Counter terms sometimes have home 165 00:09:54,640 --> 00:09:57,520 Speaker 1: birthing rates of less than one percent um. It's broadly 166 00:09:57,559 --> 00:10:00,240 Speaker 1: accurate to say that the end of home birth thing 167 00:10:00,280 --> 00:10:02,320 Speaker 1: as a normal thing, you know, the end of that 168 00:10:02,360 --> 00:10:05,480 Speaker 1: being the way most babies were born has corresponded with 169 00:10:05,520 --> 00:10:07,960 Speaker 1: a massive reduction in the rate of both infant and 170 00:10:08,000 --> 00:10:11,240 Speaker 1: mother deaths in childbirth. So we stopped giving birth at home, 171 00:10:11,320 --> 00:10:14,520 Speaker 1: started giving birth in hospitals with doctors and a lot 172 00:10:14,600 --> 00:10:19,160 Speaker 1: less babies and moms die, right, pretty obvious. But here's 173 00:10:19,200 --> 00:10:22,040 Speaker 1: where it gets weird, because the situation isn't quite that simple. 174 00:10:22,559 --> 00:10:25,240 Speaker 1: The United States today has one of the highest infant 175 00:10:25,280 --> 00:10:28,360 Speaker 1: mortality rates in the Western world. Six of our infants 176 00:10:28,440 --> 00:10:31,200 Speaker 1: die for every thousand live births, which puts the US 177 00:10:31,280 --> 00:10:34,760 Speaker 1: on par with such healthcare powerhouses as Serbia and Malaysia. 178 00:10:35,559 --> 00:10:39,400 Speaker 1: Despite regular advances in technology, matters, matters are actually getting 179 00:10:39,400 --> 00:10:42,280 Speaker 1: a lot worse for American mothers at a startlingly rapid rate. 180 00:10:42,640 --> 00:10:45,800 Speaker 1: A pregnant woman in the US today is fifty more 181 00:10:45,840 --> 00:10:50,440 Speaker 1: likely to die in childbirth than her mother was. Yeah, like, 182 00:10:50,520 --> 00:10:54,480 Speaker 1: that's an enormous jump in mama and baby deaths. We 183 00:10:54,600 --> 00:10:57,520 Speaker 1: woul account for that? What accounts for that? Well, there's 184 00:10:57,520 --> 00:11:00,560 Speaker 1: there's a number of intersecting factors here. One of the 185 00:11:00,559 --> 00:11:04,839 Speaker 1: ones given regularly is eroding social support for women. Um 186 00:11:04,920 --> 00:11:08,760 Speaker 1: So as a result of this like crusade against birth 187 00:11:08,800 --> 00:11:11,559 Speaker 1: control and planned parenthood by the right in our country, 188 00:11:11,760 --> 00:11:15,079 Speaker 1: women's access to obstetric services in rural U S counties 189 00:11:15,120 --> 00:11:18,360 Speaker 1: has collapsed. UH. Nine percent of all rural American women 190 00:11:18,440 --> 00:11:23,000 Speaker 1: lost hospital obstetric services between two thousand and two thousand fourteen. UH. 191 00:11:23,120 --> 00:11:25,440 Speaker 1: The shocking expensive birth plays a major role in this. 192 00:11:25,480 --> 00:11:27,880 Speaker 1: Two people who just can't afford to to do it 193 00:11:27,920 --> 00:11:30,440 Speaker 1: in a hospital. So between the cost and the sheer 194 00:11:30,480 --> 00:11:33,520 Speaker 1: lack of access, the fact that growing communities of American 195 00:11:33,520 --> 00:11:35,680 Speaker 1: women have been turning to home birth is not weird 196 00:11:35,960 --> 00:11:40,120 Speaker 1: um and it's not necessarily harmful either. The Netherlands actually 197 00:11:40,160 --> 00:11:42,320 Speaker 1: has a really high rate of home births. In two 198 00:11:42,360 --> 00:11:45,360 Speaker 1: thousand nine, the largest study of its kind was conducted there, 199 00:11:45,559 --> 00:11:49,480 Speaker 1: analyzing more than five thousand births and finding no difference 200 00:11:49,520 --> 00:11:52,280 Speaker 1: in the birth or death rates of home births versus 201 00:11:52,320 --> 00:11:55,000 Speaker 1: hospital births. And you'll hear the studies cited a lot 202 00:11:55,040 --> 00:11:57,360 Speaker 1: by home birthing advocates, and they all tend to leave 203 00:11:57,360 --> 00:12:00,280 Speaker 1: out something critical, which is that the home birthing there's 204 00:12:00,320 --> 00:12:03,440 Speaker 1: in this Netherlands study, we're all women who were determined 205 00:12:03,559 --> 00:12:07,640 Speaker 1: by a doctor beforehand to have low risk pregnancies. So 206 00:12:08,080 --> 00:12:10,480 Speaker 1: if you have a competent midwife and if a doctor 207 00:12:10,600 --> 00:12:13,079 Speaker 1: is consulted first to make sure you're a low risk pregnancy, 208 00:12:13,320 --> 00:12:17,120 Speaker 1: home birthing can be perfectly safe. That's the one thing 209 00:12:17,120 --> 00:12:18,880 Speaker 1: I want to get out of the way first. But 210 00:12:19,480 --> 00:12:21,559 Speaker 1: our free birthing friends who are going to be talking 211 00:12:21,559 --> 00:12:24,880 Speaker 1: about today, they don't use midwives and they for sure 212 00:12:24,880 --> 00:12:28,800 Speaker 1: as ship don't consult doctors um. And most of the 213 00:12:28,840 --> 00:12:32,040 Speaker 1: Facebook groups with these people gather explicitly list advising another 214 00:12:32,040 --> 00:12:34,959 Speaker 1: person to seek medical attention as a bannable offense. So 215 00:12:35,000 --> 00:12:38,040 Speaker 1: they'll say, like, if you advise anyone to go to 216 00:12:38,120 --> 00:12:40,880 Speaker 1: a doctor to induce pregnancy to like talk to an O, B. G. 217 00:12:41,080 --> 00:12:43,559 Speaker 1: Y in or whatever, um like, we'll kick you out 218 00:12:43,559 --> 00:12:48,559 Speaker 1: of the group because this is not about that. Okay, 219 00:12:49,920 --> 00:12:54,280 Speaker 1: so they these are the people I feel like, these 220 00:12:54,280 --> 00:12:59,160 Speaker 1: are the people who, like if they were uh, you know, 221 00:12:59,200 --> 00:13:00,800 Speaker 1: convicted of a time, or they had to go to 222 00:13:00,880 --> 00:13:03,840 Speaker 1: court or something, they'd be like, I'm going to represent myself, 223 00:13:03,840 --> 00:13:10,559 Speaker 1: Like I don't need a lawyer, I'm on my own. Wow. Yeah, 224 00:13:10,559 --> 00:13:13,480 Speaker 1: there's that phrase, like a person who defends themselves in 225 00:13:13,559 --> 00:13:15,440 Speaker 1: court has a fool for a lawyer. I guess a 226 00:13:15,480 --> 00:13:23,840 Speaker 1: person who delivers their own baby as a fool for obstetrician. Yes. Yeah, 227 00:13:24,120 --> 00:13:27,000 Speaker 1: So the first Facebook page that comes up now when 228 00:13:27,000 --> 00:13:30,280 Speaker 1: you google free birth Facebook group currently hosts an image 229 00:13:30,280 --> 00:13:32,959 Speaker 1: meme that says we are all descendants of someone who 230 00:13:33,000 --> 00:13:36,200 Speaker 1: birthed at home without a licensed midwife. Um, and that 231 00:13:36,400 --> 00:13:39,000 Speaker 1: is true, But you could just as easily say we're 232 00:13:39,000 --> 00:13:42,080 Speaker 1: all descendants of someone who died at home giving birth 233 00:13:42,600 --> 00:13:48,720 Speaker 1: without any sort of medical assistance, because that's equally true. Right. Yeah, 234 00:13:48,880 --> 00:13:50,880 Speaker 1: we all have a gramma here who got through a 235 00:13:50,880 --> 00:13:53,760 Speaker 1: couple of babies and then couldn't make it past fifth 236 00:13:53,840 --> 00:13:58,960 Speaker 1: or sixth or whatever. Right, Yeah, this is gonna be 237 00:13:58,960 --> 00:14:02,280 Speaker 1: a fun one. That just made me think, like, who, like, 238 00:14:02,640 --> 00:14:05,240 Speaker 1: did I have like a great great great great grandmother 239 00:14:05,320 --> 00:14:09,360 Speaker 1: who like died during childbirth, but like their baby survived, 240 00:14:09,400 --> 00:14:12,480 Speaker 1: and like I'm the descendant of Yeah, that's got to 241 00:14:12,520 --> 00:14:17,240 Speaker 1: be true for us. Of us, there's no one who's 242 00:14:17,280 --> 00:14:20,280 Speaker 1: somewhere in their family line doesn't have multiple people who 243 00:14:20,320 --> 00:14:23,400 Speaker 1: died during childbirth. Like that's that's just a guarantee, just 244 00:14:23,440 --> 00:14:26,720 Speaker 1: because of the way the world biology and ship worked 245 00:14:27,200 --> 00:14:30,480 Speaker 1: and works. So when we're when we're trying to unravel 246 00:14:30,520 --> 00:14:33,160 Speaker 1: the mystery of how this deadly freebirth and community came to, 247 00:14:33,160 --> 00:14:34,800 Speaker 1: because I wanted to kind of trace it back to 248 00:14:34,840 --> 00:14:38,120 Speaker 1: its origins. And my first question when I started doing 249 00:14:38,120 --> 00:14:41,080 Speaker 1: that was when did this whole movement split off from 250 00:14:41,120 --> 00:14:44,000 Speaker 1: just the home birthing movement? And as best as I 251 00:14:44,040 --> 00:14:46,000 Speaker 1: can tell, a lot of it traces back to the 252 00:14:46,040 --> 00:14:50,240 Speaker 1: story of one woman named Catherine's Skull now MS. Skull 253 00:14:50,400 --> 00:14:53,600 Speaker 1: was a former Chicago police officer, and she was pregnant 254 00:14:53,640 --> 00:14:57,000 Speaker 1: with her fifth child um back in two thousand eight. 255 00:14:57,280 --> 00:15:00,600 Speaker 1: She was admitted to Rush University Medical Center and received 256 00:15:00,600 --> 00:15:04,040 Speaker 1: an unpleasant surprise. Her normal obstetrician was out of town 257 00:15:04,040 --> 00:15:06,880 Speaker 1: on vacation, so instead of the doctor she was comfortable with, 258 00:15:07,120 --> 00:15:09,400 Speaker 1: she was attended to by a stranger and a stranger 259 00:15:09,400 --> 00:15:14,080 Speaker 1: who happened to be a really big asshole according to MS. Yeah, yeah, 260 00:15:14,080 --> 00:15:16,960 Speaker 1: he sucks. This guy's Dr Scott Pierce is his name, 261 00:15:17,280 --> 00:15:20,000 Speaker 1: and he apparently started their interaction by yelling at her 262 00:15:20,040 --> 00:15:22,920 Speaker 1: for not coming in earlier and not calling before coming in. 263 00:15:23,360 --> 00:15:25,400 Speaker 1: He informed her that because she had not given them 264 00:15:25,480 --> 00:15:27,200 Speaker 1: enough warning, there was no time for him to give 265 00:15:27,200 --> 00:15:29,960 Speaker 1: her pain medication. Then he told her that she deserved 266 00:15:29,960 --> 00:15:31,880 Speaker 1: to be in pain for not giving the hospital more 267 00:15:31,960 --> 00:15:36,560 Speaker 1: lead time, saying sometimes pain is the best teacher. Well, 268 00:15:37,560 --> 00:15:42,760 Speaker 1: it's like, not not a great doctor. Um. He next 269 00:15:42,800 --> 00:15:46,120 Speaker 1: gave her an extremely rough vaginal exam that, like she 270 00:15:46,280 --> 00:15:49,520 Speaker 1: described as unnecessarily rough and painful while she was in 271 00:15:49,600 --> 00:15:52,960 Speaker 1: mid contraction um, and then he ordered her to begin 272 00:15:53,040 --> 00:15:56,640 Speaker 1: pushing before she was fully dilated. He told her repeatedly 273 00:15:56,720 --> 00:15:59,320 Speaker 1: that her baby might die, and had a loud phone 274 00:15:59,360 --> 00:16:03,000 Speaker 1: conversation in the next room about abortion, telling another one 275 00:16:03,000 --> 00:16:06,280 Speaker 1: of his patients that stupid woman, she has no business 276 00:16:06,320 --> 00:16:12,560 Speaker 1: being pregnant. So pretty bad story. Yeah, yeah, not how 277 00:16:12,600 --> 00:16:16,720 Speaker 1: you want a pregnancy to go. Um. And Catherine Scholl 278 00:16:16,800 --> 00:16:18,560 Speaker 1: is not the bastard here. She filed a civil suit 279 00:16:18,600 --> 00:16:21,640 Speaker 1: against Dr Pierce. Uh. He was eventually fined five hundred 280 00:16:21,680 --> 00:16:24,160 Speaker 1: dollars and sentenced to one year of medical probation, which 281 00:16:24,160 --> 00:16:28,720 Speaker 1: seems like a reasonably fair punishment for his crime. Yeah, 282 00:16:28,760 --> 00:16:32,400 Speaker 1: I would well find only five and I think the 283 00:16:32,480 --> 00:16:34,680 Speaker 1: fine could have been higher. The fine should have been higher. 284 00:16:34,680 --> 00:16:37,600 Speaker 1: But like, yeah, he was definitely like when a medical 285 00:16:37,640 --> 00:16:39,200 Speaker 1: board looked into it, they found out that like, yeah, 286 00:16:39,240 --> 00:16:43,800 Speaker 1: this guy's behavior was completely unacceptable and the story of 287 00:16:44,160 --> 00:16:47,000 Speaker 1: so like Catherine School did nothing wrong. Um, she was 288 00:16:47,400 --> 00:16:51,040 Speaker 1: abused by a doctor, she filed a suit against him, 289 00:16:51,080 --> 00:16:52,520 Speaker 1: and he was punished. You know, we could argue the 290 00:16:52,520 --> 00:16:54,840 Speaker 1: punishment should have been more, but her part of the story, 291 00:16:55,080 --> 00:16:58,760 Speaker 1: she acted perfectly reasonably. But the story of Catherine's School 292 00:16:58,800 --> 00:17:01,640 Speaker 1: took off like wild fire among the networks of mommy 293 00:17:01,680 --> 00:17:05,399 Speaker 1: blogs dedicated to the natural birthing movement UM, and without 294 00:17:05,480 --> 00:17:08,240 Speaker 1: knowing it, school became a rallying point for other women 295 00:17:08,240 --> 00:17:12,639 Speaker 1: who had bad experiences with their doctors during childbirth. School 296 00:17:12,760 --> 00:17:15,879 Speaker 1: story helped to galvanize a community of birthing extremists who 297 00:17:15,920 --> 00:17:19,480 Speaker 1: had started organizing online, and one of the very first 298 00:17:19,680 --> 00:17:22,280 Speaker 1: and perhaps the founder of the free birthing movement was 299 00:17:22,320 --> 00:17:26,480 Speaker 1: an Australian woman named Jeannette Frasier. Jeanette founded the website 300 00:17:26,640 --> 00:17:30,640 Speaker 1: Joyous Birth in two thousand seven. In December of that year, 301 00:17:30,840 --> 00:17:33,920 Speaker 1: she coined the term birth rape in a blog entry 302 00:17:33,960 --> 00:17:36,560 Speaker 1: to refer to what she thought people like Dr Pierce 303 00:17:36,600 --> 00:17:42,880 Speaker 1: were doing to their patients. Birth rape. Yeah. Um so 304 00:17:43,040 --> 00:17:47,480 Speaker 1: here's here's kind of her explaining what that means. I 305 00:17:47,480 --> 00:17:49,520 Speaker 1: don't care if you don't like the word or the idea. 306 00:17:49,640 --> 00:17:51,879 Speaker 1: It's real, So get used to it. Survivors are angry 307 00:17:51,880 --> 00:17:53,960 Speaker 1: and we're starting to talk about it. Remember that old 308 00:17:53,960 --> 00:17:56,600 Speaker 1: anti violent slogan, Well, it means even in hospitals and 309 00:17:56,640 --> 00:17:59,320 Speaker 1: even in stupid hospital gowns, when I say no, it 310 00:17:59,400 --> 00:18:01,480 Speaker 1: means no. When you shove your arm and a woman 311 00:18:01,480 --> 00:18:04,080 Speaker 1: who's screaming no, that's rape. When you rupture those membranes 312 00:18:04,119 --> 00:18:06,240 Speaker 1: because you have to tick the box that comply with protocol, 313 00:18:06,320 --> 00:18:08,879 Speaker 1: even when the woman screams no, that's rape. When you 314 00:18:08,920 --> 00:18:11,359 Speaker 1: slash a woman's vagina with scissors and she's screaming no, 315 00:18:11,600 --> 00:18:13,320 Speaker 1: that's rape. And on the streets that would earn you 316 00:18:13,359 --> 00:18:16,000 Speaker 1: a jail sentence. Your green gown is not protection. Do 317 00:18:16,080 --> 00:18:18,119 Speaker 1: that to me and I will charge you. Don't forget it. 318 00:18:18,240 --> 00:18:20,240 Speaker 1: We are angry, and we are powerful. We have survived 319 00:18:20,240 --> 00:18:22,879 Speaker 1: your raping protocols, so we can survive anything. Be afraid, 320 00:18:22,920 --> 00:18:27,679 Speaker 1: and don't underestimate us. And I'm curious kind of for 321 00:18:27,720 --> 00:18:29,640 Speaker 1: your thoughts on that. I'll tell you sort of where 322 00:18:29,680 --> 00:18:32,160 Speaker 1: eye land on this, which is that I'm sure there 323 00:18:32,200 --> 00:18:34,600 Speaker 1: are a lot of things that happen to women who 324 00:18:34,680 --> 00:18:37,560 Speaker 1: are giving birth that they may say no about. Because 325 00:18:37,840 --> 00:18:41,199 Speaker 1: once you're giving birth to a baby, the doctor is 326 00:18:41,200 --> 00:18:44,360 Speaker 1: going to like legally has to do whatever he can 327 00:18:44,560 --> 00:18:47,720 Speaker 1: or she can do to make sure that baby comes 328 00:18:47,720 --> 00:18:50,400 Speaker 1: out alive. And you might not in the moment want that, 329 00:18:50,720 --> 00:18:52,680 Speaker 1: but you're in a hospital and that's kind of the 330 00:18:52,720 --> 00:18:56,479 Speaker 1: way hospitals go. And I'm I'm personally like, obviously I'm 331 00:18:56,560 --> 00:18:58,800 Speaker 1: very pro choice, but at the point in which that 332 00:18:58,800 --> 00:19:02,440 Speaker 1: baby is coming out, like the doctor is equally beholden 333 00:19:02,480 --> 00:19:04,960 Speaker 1: to the baby and to the mother. Um, that's kind 334 00:19:04,960 --> 00:19:09,399 Speaker 1: of how I think, Yeah, I'm interested in Yeah, I 335 00:19:09,440 --> 00:19:17,520 Speaker 1: mean the child. Like that's that does like complicate matters because, um, 336 00:19:17,560 --> 00:19:21,159 Speaker 1: you know, on one hand, you have you know, I 337 00:19:21,280 --> 00:19:23,639 Speaker 1: kind of see what she's saying, um in this in 338 00:19:23,720 --> 00:19:28,879 Speaker 1: this definition of this term um of you know, doctors 339 00:19:28,920 --> 00:19:32,840 Speaker 1: like you know, doing things that could be considered rape 340 00:19:33,040 --> 00:19:38,520 Speaker 1: or assault. Um. And like you know, the women are 341 00:19:38,800 --> 00:19:41,120 Speaker 1: you know, the people who are giving birth not giving consent, 342 00:19:42,119 --> 00:19:44,120 Speaker 1: but you know the doctor is doing something that they 343 00:19:44,160 --> 00:19:47,439 Speaker 1: deem medically necessary for you know, the safety of the 344 00:19:47,440 --> 00:19:53,760 Speaker 1: baby perhaps. So that is a very complicated thing. UM. Okay, 345 00:19:53,880 --> 00:20:00,080 Speaker 1: so I okay, well let's let's do this. Uh. I 346 00:20:00,720 --> 00:20:04,040 Speaker 1: don't know if if you know this, Robert or um, 347 00:20:04,440 --> 00:20:08,040 Speaker 1: if any listeners are aware of a podcast that I've 348 00:20:08,080 --> 00:20:11,760 Speaker 1: been working on called Sludge An American health Care Story 349 00:20:12,440 --> 00:20:15,919 Speaker 1: so um, and this is all about a recent experience 350 00:20:15,960 --> 00:20:20,680 Speaker 1: I had with the um American health care system. Spoiler 351 00:20:20,960 --> 00:20:25,399 Speaker 1: shit it's it was ship. So I. And I'm not 352 00:20:25,440 --> 00:20:28,720 Speaker 1: saying that every you know, healthcare experience of every person 353 00:20:28,920 --> 00:20:31,919 Speaker 1: in the US is shitty. It's not if you have 354 00:20:31,960 --> 00:20:34,560 Speaker 1: a million dollars or more so. But you know, I 355 00:20:35,760 --> 00:20:39,800 Speaker 1: this is all to say that I have hearing people's 356 00:20:39,800 --> 00:20:42,120 Speaker 1: stories because I've started to interview other people with their 357 00:20:42,160 --> 00:20:45,000 Speaker 1: sort of medical nightmare stories, and I'm learning all these 358 00:20:45,000 --> 00:20:50,200 Speaker 1: different things about how certain like medical protocol is not 359 00:20:51,000 --> 00:20:55,080 Speaker 1: very good. Um. One specific example I will site is 360 00:20:55,119 --> 00:20:59,960 Speaker 1: the way that the medical community treats like intersects baby 361 00:21:00,000 --> 00:21:05,600 Speaker 1: these um, which is horrible, and they perform procedures and 362 00:21:05,680 --> 00:21:12,240 Speaker 1: surgeries that the babies can't consent to um and that 363 00:21:12,280 --> 00:21:16,080 Speaker 1: the parents often don't know enough about the situation, you know, 364 00:21:16,200 --> 00:21:21,280 Speaker 1: just all these things. So on one hand, like, yes, uh, 365 00:21:21,320 --> 00:21:25,719 Speaker 1: they're like having people who know about childbirth and who 366 00:21:25,800 --> 00:21:30,960 Speaker 1: know about um protocol for medical protocol for childbirth should 367 00:21:31,040 --> 00:21:37,200 Speaker 1: be present um at a childbirth. But there's also certain 368 00:21:37,320 --> 00:21:46,320 Speaker 1: things that medical professionals sometimes do that are perhaps violating patients. Yeah, 369 00:21:46,400 --> 00:21:51,560 Speaker 1: I have very complicated feelings about it. Is really complicated. 370 00:21:51,640 --> 00:21:55,760 Speaker 1: I don't like calling it rape because I don't know. 371 00:21:55,880 --> 00:22:01,080 Speaker 1: Rape is a very specific thing. And I understand how 372 00:22:01,480 --> 00:22:04,440 Speaker 1: some of the trauma you know of of undergoing being 373 00:22:04,480 --> 00:22:07,880 Speaker 1: forced to undergo a medical procedure you don't uh want 374 00:22:07,920 --> 00:22:11,400 Speaker 1: to undergo UM or don't you know are are are 375 00:22:11,480 --> 00:22:14,240 Speaker 1: kind of not present enough mentally to like understand what's 376 00:22:14,240 --> 00:22:18,440 Speaker 1: happening to you because you're in this like really altered state. Uh, 377 00:22:18,480 --> 00:22:21,960 Speaker 1: Like I understand how that would be traumatic, UM, but 378 00:22:22,080 --> 00:22:25,199 Speaker 1: I I feel weird about saying that. Like if a 379 00:22:25,240 --> 00:22:27,240 Speaker 1: doctor does something you don't want because he's trying to 380 00:22:27,240 --> 00:22:31,119 Speaker 1: save your baby's life, um, that that's the same as rape. 381 00:22:31,160 --> 00:22:34,120 Speaker 1: That that's weird to me. I do, but like there's 382 00:22:34,160 --> 00:22:36,479 Speaker 1: a bunch of ship obviously that like yeah, doctors do 383 00:22:36,600 --> 00:22:39,080 Speaker 1: without the consent of the baby, like with intersex babies. 384 00:22:39,080 --> 00:22:41,440 Speaker 1: And also like you can make an argument about circumcision 385 00:22:41,440 --> 00:22:44,400 Speaker 1: where it's like that's not a medically necessary thing you're 386 00:22:44,400 --> 00:22:46,520 Speaker 1: doing and the child should maybe have some say and 387 00:22:46,760 --> 00:22:49,920 Speaker 1: what happens to its own body. Um So like yeah, 388 00:22:50,480 --> 00:22:55,160 Speaker 1: like this is like this whole issue. Like there, I 389 00:22:54,800 --> 00:22:57,399 Speaker 1: I want to kind of highlight that, like, while this 390 00:22:57,440 --> 00:23:00,520 Speaker 1: community we're talking about I think is fundamentally toxic, there 391 00:23:00,560 --> 00:23:04,200 Speaker 1: are some reasonable questions that like start that we're being 392 00:23:04,240 --> 00:23:06,080 Speaker 1: asked at the start of this, and I think this woman, 393 00:23:06,160 --> 00:23:09,680 Speaker 1: Jeanette Fraser, is going too far and kind of yeah, 394 00:23:09,760 --> 00:23:12,000 Speaker 1: we'll talk about her more in a bit, but I 395 00:23:12,000 --> 00:23:14,840 Speaker 1: don't think like there she's entirely and these other people 396 00:23:14,880 --> 00:23:17,960 Speaker 1: are entirely coming out of an unreasonable place. The health 397 00:23:17,960 --> 00:23:20,639 Speaker 1: care system and the child birthing system in this country 398 00:23:20,680 --> 00:23:22,639 Speaker 1: is fucked. And like the fact that women today are 399 00:23:23,280 --> 00:23:25,960 Speaker 1: likely to die in childbirth is as much evidence as 400 00:23:26,000 --> 00:23:29,080 Speaker 1: you need to know about that. Um, I wonder it's 401 00:23:29,119 --> 00:23:32,240 Speaker 1: really messy. I wonder if she just came up with 402 00:23:32,320 --> 00:23:36,280 Speaker 1: that term birth rape because it sounds sort of like 403 00:23:36,440 --> 00:23:39,360 Speaker 1: birth rate. And she's like, won't this be a catchy 404 00:23:39,400 --> 00:23:43,199 Speaker 1: phrase or something I don't like? Um, I think you 405 00:23:43,200 --> 00:23:45,200 Speaker 1: know what? That might be the case. We'll we'll see 406 00:23:45,240 --> 00:23:46,760 Speaker 1: if you how you think about that? When we finished 407 00:23:46,760 --> 00:23:49,840 Speaker 1: talking about Jeanette Fraser. But Robert, do you want to 408 00:23:49,880 --> 00:23:53,359 Speaker 1: know what else is a really catchy phrase? Oh? I 409 00:23:53,440 --> 00:23:55,439 Speaker 1: was gonna say, do you want to know what? Won't 410 00:23:57,920 --> 00:24:01,040 Speaker 1: perform medical procedures on your child? Gina tell you without 411 00:24:01,040 --> 00:24:04,680 Speaker 1: their consent? Oh, I think that's our our our our 412 00:24:04,680 --> 00:24:10,159 Speaker 1: sponsors who offer that. That is the only guarantee we 413 00:24:10,240 --> 00:24:13,800 Speaker 1: make about our sponsors, Mike Bloomberg and the Raytheon Corporation. 414 00:24:14,280 --> 00:24:17,840 Speaker 1: They will not order surgery on your children. I can't 415 00:24:17,880 --> 00:24:20,280 Speaker 1: vouch for Mike Bloomberg on that. No, he will. He 416 00:24:20,320 --> 00:24:24,840 Speaker 1: will absolutely order. Yeah. No, why we shouldn't have en 417 00:24:24,960 --> 00:24:28,919 Speaker 1: Raytheon will as well. Um, so enjoy these words from 418 00:24:28,960 --> 00:24:32,720 Speaker 1: our sponsors, who may, in fact order your children to 419 00:24:32,800 --> 00:24:45,080 Speaker 1: undergo medical procedures that are not strictly necessary. Adds We're back. Okay, 420 00:24:45,119 --> 00:24:47,760 Speaker 1: So we're talking about this woman Jeanette Fraser who coins 421 00:24:47,800 --> 00:24:51,200 Speaker 1: the term birth rape um, and she has this website 422 00:24:51,280 --> 00:24:57,440 Speaker 1: Joyous Birth and Joyous Birth advocated for legal reform around pregnancy, 423 00:24:57,880 --> 00:25:01,280 Speaker 1: and the core ideology on display there is the same 424 00:25:01,320 --> 00:25:04,199 Speaker 1: core ideology that we saw creep up later in the 425 00:25:04,200 --> 00:25:06,840 Speaker 1: free birth in community UM, and the basic idea is 426 00:25:06,840 --> 00:25:09,639 Speaker 1: that women should be the absolute arbiters of what happens 427 00:25:09,720 --> 00:25:12,960 Speaker 1: during their pregnancy, which, like, there's aspects of that that 428 00:25:13,000 --> 00:25:15,760 Speaker 1: sound reasonable, but like, obviously I do think there is 429 00:25:15,800 --> 00:25:17,600 Speaker 1: a certain point where we're like, no, you you've got 430 00:25:17,680 --> 00:25:20,600 Speaker 1: too human beings here now, and like you don't get 431 00:25:20,640 --> 00:25:23,160 Speaker 1: to make every I don't know. I have a lot 432 00:25:23,160 --> 00:25:25,240 Speaker 1: of issues in general with the amount of control parents 433 00:25:25,280 --> 00:25:30,679 Speaker 1: have over what happens to their kids bodies. That worries me. Yeah, um, 434 00:25:30,760 --> 00:25:34,800 Speaker 1: so yeah, this is a really messy and complicated thing, um. 435 00:25:34,840 --> 00:25:38,959 Speaker 1: But Joyous Birth it was very clearly from the beginning 436 00:25:39,000 --> 00:25:43,480 Speaker 1: focused around the desire to like not have any medical 437 00:25:43,520 --> 00:25:46,600 Speaker 1: procedures performed on your children, to do it all naturally 438 00:25:46,680 --> 00:25:49,760 Speaker 1: or holistically, with like whatever remedies you could whip up 439 00:25:49,760 --> 00:25:51,880 Speaker 1: in your kitchen. It had a forum with a few 440 00:25:51,880 --> 00:25:54,840 Speaker 1: dozen members, and that forum had threads with titles like 441 00:25:55,359 --> 00:26:00,000 Speaker 1: strep question mark, question mark? Can this be treated without antibiotics? 442 00:26:02,320 --> 00:26:05,479 Speaker 1: Another ear infection? Dot? Dot dot? What can I do 443 00:26:05,560 --> 00:26:10,160 Speaker 1: to avoid the antibiotics? So not only so once they're 444 00:26:10,760 --> 00:26:17,160 Speaker 1: children have been birth, assuming they survive, there's there against 445 00:26:17,200 --> 00:26:24,360 Speaker 1: all medical Yeah that's really the kid's life. Okay, Yeah, 446 00:26:24,400 --> 00:26:26,359 Speaker 1: there's a lot of talk about how can I avoid 447 00:26:26,440 --> 00:26:32,639 Speaker 1: antibiotics for my children with bacterial infections? Uh. One of 448 00:26:32,680 --> 00:26:36,080 Speaker 1: the threads from Mummy Juice just says blood and pooh 449 00:26:36,160 --> 00:26:39,280 Speaker 1: question mark, which I'm sure it does not end with 450 00:26:39,320 --> 00:26:45,960 Speaker 1: a happy story. So uh, not a great community. We 451 00:26:46,000 --> 00:26:49,960 Speaker 1: can agree there's some problems with the way uh childbirthing 452 00:26:50,000 --> 00:26:52,959 Speaker 1: is handled by the medical establishment. But like, yeah, if 453 00:26:53,000 --> 00:26:56,400 Speaker 1: you're typing out, my kid keeps getting ear infections, why 454 00:26:56,480 --> 00:27:00,359 Speaker 1: how can I deal with this without treating it with medicine? Like, baby, 455 00:27:00,359 --> 00:27:03,400 Speaker 1: you're doing a bad job. I don't know. Just give 456 00:27:03,440 --> 00:27:09,720 Speaker 1: that kid some some goat testicles, secure all as we learned, 457 00:27:10,359 --> 00:27:15,320 Speaker 1: or audit the child, give me lead out you know. Yeah, 458 00:27:15,560 --> 00:27:19,479 Speaker 1: so I it's it's it's pretty cool. Um. Now, I'm 459 00:27:19,520 --> 00:27:22,760 Speaker 1: not exactly sure when all these women started using the 460 00:27:22,880 --> 00:27:25,760 Speaker 1: term free birth to describe what they were advocating, but 461 00:27:25,880 --> 00:27:28,679 Speaker 1: by March of two thousand nine that change had happened. 462 00:27:28,880 --> 00:27:31,560 Speaker 1: Um And the first time I run across the word 463 00:27:31,640 --> 00:27:35,160 Speaker 1: free birthing to refer this community is when Jeanette Fraser 464 00:27:35,280 --> 00:27:38,879 Speaker 1: was interviewed by a website called The Age. Uh and 465 00:27:38,880 --> 00:27:41,280 Speaker 1: I'm gonna quote from that interview. This is right before 466 00:27:41,359 --> 00:27:43,600 Speaker 1: she was supposed to give birth to her fifth child. 467 00:27:44,560 --> 00:27:47,200 Speaker 1: Janette Frasier is in labor. Her plan is to drop 468 00:27:47,240 --> 00:27:49,840 Speaker 1: the baby on the lounge room floor or wherever feels 469 00:27:49,840 --> 00:27:51,840 Speaker 1: good at the time. Has she called the hospital to 470 00:27:51,920 --> 00:27:53,960 Speaker 1: let them know what's happening. When you go on a 471 00:27:53,960 --> 00:27:56,120 Speaker 1: skiing trip, do you call the hospital to say, I'm 472 00:27:56,160 --> 00:27:58,000 Speaker 1: coming down the mountain? Can you set aside a spot 473 00:27:58,000 --> 00:28:00,280 Speaker 1: for me in the emergency room? I don't think so, 474 00:28:00,400 --> 00:28:08,720 Speaker 1: says Fraser, who's breathing sounds strained. Amazing logic. Yeah, I mean, 475 00:28:08,840 --> 00:28:12,119 Speaker 1: they generally do have medical professionals at ski lodges and 476 00:28:12,119 --> 00:28:16,960 Speaker 1: stuff because of the dangers of skiing. But yeah, this 477 00:28:17,000 --> 00:28:19,320 Speaker 1: is pretty much where we're in the conversation that started 478 00:28:19,320 --> 00:28:21,359 Speaker 1: with me calling Frasier and asking if it was true 479 00:28:21,359 --> 00:28:24,159 Speaker 1: that her organization, Joyous Birth, was advocating that women go 480 00:28:24,200 --> 00:28:26,600 Speaker 1: it alone, giving birth at home with no midwife or 481 00:28:26,640 --> 00:28:30,879 Speaker 1: general practitioner or bags of resuscitation gadgets. Free birthing. Plenty 482 00:28:30,880 --> 00:28:33,320 Speaker 1: of women do it, she says. In fact, Fraser is 483 00:28:33,320 --> 00:28:36,040 Speaker 1: doing it right now. I prefer to be an autonomous 484 00:28:36,080 --> 00:28:40,760 Speaker 1: care provider, she says, So that's kind of the terminology 485 00:28:40,840 --> 00:28:47,440 Speaker 1: used here. Yeah, I mean, okay, so I'm obviously all 486 00:28:47,520 --> 00:28:52,440 Speaker 1: for like giving women agency over their bodies, right, Like 487 00:28:52,600 --> 00:28:56,800 Speaker 1: that's important and it absolutely so it feels like this 488 00:28:56,840 --> 00:29:02,200 Speaker 1: community they like started with that, but then have taken 489 00:29:02,240 --> 00:29:06,720 Speaker 1: it far too far to the I mean, and I'm 490 00:29:06,760 --> 00:29:08,960 Speaker 1: sure you're going to get into this soon, but like 491 00:29:09,080 --> 00:29:15,440 Speaker 1: all I mean if we prefaced it the dead babies, Um, yeah, 492 00:29:15,880 --> 00:29:21,080 Speaker 1: so like obviously the results aren't often good, it seems 493 00:29:21,200 --> 00:29:25,120 Speaker 1: with this, uh, with free birthing, but like, oh, it's 494 00:29:25,120 --> 00:29:28,360 Speaker 1: just it's so annoying that they're like doing this under 495 00:29:28,360 --> 00:29:32,000 Speaker 1: the guys of like, yes, women's autonomy and agency and 496 00:29:32,080 --> 00:29:35,040 Speaker 1: look how important it is, because that is important, but 497 00:29:35,080 --> 00:29:40,320 Speaker 1: then they've like bastardized it into this like disgusting killing 498 00:29:40,360 --> 00:29:45,080 Speaker 1: baby enterprise. Like yeah, it's and it's it is frustrating 499 00:29:45,080 --> 00:29:46,560 Speaker 1: to me that they're kind of co opting a lot 500 00:29:46,560 --> 00:29:48,840 Speaker 1: of the language of the pro choice movement because it 501 00:29:48,960 --> 00:29:51,160 Speaker 1: was like, when that baby is, you know, a clump 502 00:29:51,160 --> 00:29:54,080 Speaker 1: of cells, when it's it's not capable of living independently 503 00:29:54,080 --> 00:29:56,200 Speaker 1: in any way, shape or form. I I think it 504 00:29:56,200 --> 00:29:58,520 Speaker 1: would be horrible to give anyone but the mother control 505 00:29:58,560 --> 00:30:00,960 Speaker 1: over her own body. But the point of that thing's 506 00:30:00,960 --> 00:30:02,920 Speaker 1: been in there nine months and it's coming out and 507 00:30:02,960 --> 00:30:05,520 Speaker 1: it can survive on its own, Like this is no 508 00:30:05,560 --> 00:30:09,600 Speaker 1: longer just you here. There's an independent, living human being 509 00:30:09,640 --> 00:30:14,600 Speaker 1: that also has rights. Um. Yeah, And it is kind 510 00:30:14,600 --> 00:30:17,160 Speaker 1: of messy drawing that line, but certainly at the point 511 00:30:17,160 --> 00:30:23,800 Speaker 1: at which your forty one weeks pregnant, um, I think, Yeah, 512 00:30:23,920 --> 00:30:27,760 Speaker 1: I don't know, especially just because like there, I mean, 513 00:30:27,880 --> 00:30:31,600 Speaker 1: I don't know anything about childbirth. Uh, nor will I 514 00:30:31,640 --> 00:30:33,680 Speaker 1: because I don't intend to have children ever. But like 515 00:30:34,320 --> 00:30:37,120 Speaker 1: there are so many people who do intend to have children. 516 00:30:37,160 --> 00:30:42,080 Speaker 1: Who's still like, there's there's only unless you're trained as 517 00:30:42,120 --> 00:30:46,440 Speaker 1: a midwife or a medical professional. It seems like a 518 00:30:46,480 --> 00:30:50,800 Speaker 1: really dangerous thing to go at it. Yeah, And it's 519 00:30:50,840 --> 00:30:53,080 Speaker 1: like these are people who are kind of like refusing 520 00:30:53,080 --> 00:30:55,280 Speaker 1: for there to be any kind of like reasonable middle 521 00:30:55,280 --> 00:30:58,360 Speaker 1: path here because you know, the evidence does show that, like, 522 00:30:58,440 --> 00:31:00,440 Speaker 1: if you're checked out by a doctor war hand and 523 00:31:00,520 --> 00:31:03,400 Speaker 1: you have a midwife, home birthing can be a totally 524 00:31:03,440 --> 00:31:06,080 Speaker 1: safe process. But they're like, no, funk that midwife thing 525 00:31:06,120 --> 00:31:09,200 Speaker 1: and fuck checking with a doctor. That's all a violation 526 00:31:09,280 --> 00:31:13,360 Speaker 1: of my rights. Um, which is dumb. I think. I 527 00:31:13,400 --> 00:31:17,080 Speaker 1: think it's a dumb way to do things. It's not good. Yeah, 528 00:31:17,480 --> 00:31:20,600 Speaker 1: So Jeanette is probably the clearest case for the founder 529 00:31:20,680 --> 00:31:23,880 Speaker 1: of the free birthing movement and her baby, who she 530 00:31:24,040 --> 00:31:27,200 Speaker 1: was pregnant with when that article was written. Roisen was 531 00:31:27,280 --> 00:31:30,959 Speaker 1: born five days after the article dropped. Janette delivered him 532 00:31:30,960 --> 00:31:33,960 Speaker 1: without assistance in her home, and Roisen was born alive 533 00:31:34,240 --> 00:31:37,680 Speaker 1: but not breathing. His heart was not beating properly. He 534 00:31:37,760 --> 00:31:40,320 Speaker 1: was not stillborn, but he did come out in immediate 535 00:31:40,360 --> 00:31:44,960 Speaker 1: need of expert resuscitation, and unfortunately no expert was available. 536 00:31:45,040 --> 00:31:48,240 Speaker 1: And all Janets are Nica creams and herbal childbirthing remedies 537 00:31:48,240 --> 00:31:52,960 Speaker 1: were useless in the face of this cold reality. Yeah, 538 00:31:53,040 --> 00:31:55,920 Speaker 1: I'm gonna quote from the coroner's report about her her 539 00:31:55,960 --> 00:32:00,800 Speaker 1: dead baby. Quote. Essentially, miss Fraser was quite unprepared for 540 00:32:00,840 --> 00:32:03,760 Speaker 1: what happened. There was not even a hard flat surface 541 00:32:03,800 --> 00:32:06,560 Speaker 1: available on which Royson could be placed for resuscitation. So 542 00:32:06,600 --> 00:32:09,720 Speaker 1: these three amateurs, Miss Fraser, Mr. Stokes and Miss Deuce 543 00:32:10,040 --> 00:32:12,480 Speaker 1: first placed the child on the rim of the inflatable pool, 544 00:32:12,680 --> 00:32:15,880 Speaker 1: and when that proved unsatisfactory, used a chair. They were 545 00:32:15,960 --> 00:32:18,080 Speaker 1: unable to abandon the chair and place Royson on the 546 00:32:18,120 --> 00:32:22,320 Speaker 1: floor in order to effectively administer CPR, because the placenta 547 00:32:22,440 --> 00:32:24,640 Speaker 1: not having been delivered, that was as far as she 548 00:32:24,680 --> 00:32:28,040 Speaker 1: would reach. Evidently, it appeared to nobody present to clamp 549 00:32:28,040 --> 00:32:30,560 Speaker 1: and cut the cord, and anyway, Miss Deuce told the 550 00:32:30,560 --> 00:32:33,000 Speaker 1: inquest she had not been aware of the ready availability 551 00:32:33,040 --> 00:32:36,040 Speaker 1: of any equipment to enable her to do so. According 552 00:32:36,080 --> 00:32:40,240 Speaker 1: to Missduce, further difficulties were encountered in administering CPR because 553 00:32:40,320 --> 00:32:43,160 Speaker 1: Royson was slippery and difficult to hold, and evidently it 554 00:32:43,200 --> 00:32:45,640 Speaker 1: did not occur to anybody to wrap her in a towel, 555 00:32:45,640 --> 00:32:54,120 Speaker 1: though there were towels nearby. Yeah, yeah, it's sucked up. Wow. 556 00:32:55,440 --> 00:32:58,920 Speaker 1: So yeah, and it came like this, I mean, this 557 00:32:59,040 --> 00:33:02,200 Speaker 1: is like straight up negligence right where like that I 558 00:33:02,200 --> 00:33:05,080 Speaker 1: would I would say, so the baby died and the 559 00:33:05,320 --> 00:33:08,959 Speaker 1: mom was responsible, Like is she a murderer. Now like 560 00:33:09,040 --> 00:33:12,680 Speaker 1: does she face No, she legally know and in most 561 00:33:12,680 --> 00:33:15,320 Speaker 1: parts of the world she will not legally face consequences 562 00:33:15,360 --> 00:33:17,959 Speaker 1: for this. Um. You know, it's kind of thing we're 563 00:33:18,000 --> 00:33:20,840 Speaker 1: only just now within a pretty recent period of time 564 00:33:20,840 --> 00:33:23,480 Speaker 1: where like parents would get start to get in trouble 565 00:33:23,480 --> 00:33:26,520 Speaker 1: in some places for like refusing to give their kids 566 00:33:26,560 --> 00:33:29,680 Speaker 1: necessary blood transfusions because of a religious belief, Like you 567 00:33:29,720 --> 00:33:31,680 Speaker 1: can still get away with that actually in a number 568 00:33:31,720 --> 00:33:35,000 Speaker 1: of places. Um, So this is this is not a 569 00:33:35,080 --> 00:33:37,480 Speaker 1: thing where like the women who do this are generally 570 00:33:37,680 --> 00:33:41,080 Speaker 1: prosecuted at all. Um. Although, yeah, I would agree with you, 571 00:33:41,120 --> 00:33:44,680 Speaker 1: this seems like negligence of maybe a criminal nature. Yeah, 572 00:33:44,680 --> 00:33:49,320 Speaker 1: it's like manslaughter. Maybe I don't like some baby slaughter. 573 00:33:49,680 --> 00:33:54,640 Speaker 1: Baby it's a horrible phrase. So that's Jeanette Fraser, one 574 00:33:54,680 --> 00:33:57,040 Speaker 1: of the founders of the Free Birthing movement, and the 575 00:33:57,080 --> 00:33:59,400 Speaker 1: other woman usually given as a founder for the free 576 00:33:59,400 --> 00:34:02,800 Speaker 1: birthing movement is Laura Shanley. She was interviewed in December 577 00:34:02,800 --> 00:34:05,600 Speaker 1: of two thousand eight, the same month Catherine's Skull filed 578 00:34:05,680 --> 00:34:08,400 Speaker 1: charges against her doctor, uh and she was interviewed for 579 00:34:08,400 --> 00:34:11,480 Speaker 1: an ABC News article titled Mothers to Be saying no 580 00:34:11,680 --> 00:34:14,840 Speaker 1: to modern medicine. Now, that article does not use the 581 00:34:14,920 --> 00:34:16,520 Speaker 1: term free birthing, which is part of why I think 582 00:34:16,600 --> 00:34:19,279 Speaker 1: Jeanette Fraser probably gets the credit for that, but it 583 00:34:19,360 --> 00:34:22,759 Speaker 1: does mention a dead baby, Laura Shanley's dead baby. To 584 00:34:22,800 --> 00:34:26,560 Speaker 1: be precise, Shanley had successfully delivered her first four children 585 00:34:26,560 --> 00:34:28,600 Speaker 1: at home. She delivered the fifth two, but he had 586 00:34:28,640 --> 00:34:31,920 Speaker 1: a rare heart deformity and he died. Shanley claims that 587 00:34:31,960 --> 00:34:33,520 Speaker 1: said nothing at all to do with the fact that 588 00:34:33,560 --> 00:34:37,600 Speaker 1: she chose to give birth without any expert medical care present. Quote. 589 00:34:37,640 --> 00:34:39,200 Speaker 1: If you have a baby that's born at home, and 590 00:34:39,320 --> 00:34:41,719 Speaker 1: especially in an unassisted birth, regardless of the fact that 591 00:34:41,760 --> 00:34:44,279 Speaker 1: the coroner said this baby would not have survived, you know, 592 00:34:44,520 --> 00:34:46,080 Speaker 1: there are still people that will blame me for my 593 00:34:46,080 --> 00:34:48,719 Speaker 1: baby's death, Shanley said, And that's just something I have 594 00:34:48,840 --> 00:34:54,160 Speaker 1: to accept now. I'm not competent to diagnose whether Shanley's 595 00:34:54,200 --> 00:34:56,120 Speaker 1: child would have died if he'd been born in a hospital. 596 00:34:56,360 --> 00:34:59,520 Speaker 1: But someone who is competent is Dr Amy Tutor, an 597 00:34:59,520 --> 00:35:03,080 Speaker 1: obstite Ristian gynecologist who runs a blog called The Skeptical 598 00:35:03,160 --> 00:35:07,320 Speaker 1: oh B and focus is mainly on busting misinformation about pregnancy. 599 00:35:07,480 --> 00:35:10,080 Speaker 1: She has a special hatred for free birthing and notes 600 00:35:10,080 --> 00:35:13,160 Speaker 1: of Miss Shanley's pregnancy she made no attempt to stop 601 00:35:13,200 --> 00:35:15,439 Speaker 1: the premature birth of a son and watched him die 602 00:35:15,480 --> 00:35:20,080 Speaker 1: in the bathtub. So yeah, two founders of the movement 603 00:35:20,239 --> 00:35:25,240 Speaker 1: to dead babies. That's where we're starting here. Okay, cool stuff, huh, 604 00:35:25,640 --> 00:35:29,680 Speaker 1: really really cool stuff. Caitlin is looking at me like, Sophie, 605 00:35:29,800 --> 00:35:35,759 Speaker 1: why did you bring me here? How you feeling, Kitlin? Um? 606 00:35:35,800 --> 00:35:41,719 Speaker 1: You know, I am really just frustrated by the willful 607 00:35:41,800 --> 00:35:45,640 Speaker 1: negligence of this this movement. I'll buy your supe plantation 608 00:35:45,719 --> 00:35:48,200 Speaker 1: next time we get dinner. Thank you so much? Are 609 00:35:48,239 --> 00:35:52,600 Speaker 1: we are five pages in Caitlin, and we have four 610 00:35:52,680 --> 00:35:55,120 Speaker 1: dead babies, so we are almost one dead baby per 611 00:35:55,200 --> 00:35:59,480 Speaker 1: page to this. Wow? Yeah, what cool? What a rate? 612 00:36:00,400 --> 00:36:04,560 Speaker 1: What a rate? So Shanley and Fraser were the two earliest, 613 00:36:04,640 --> 00:36:07,200 Speaker 1: loudest voices and the splinter of the home birthing movement 614 00:36:07,239 --> 00:36:10,040 Speaker 1: that turned into free birthing. Uh. They both lad large 615 00:36:10,040 --> 00:36:13,080 Speaker 1: online communities that increasingly pushed their members away from trusting 616 00:36:13,120 --> 00:36:17,080 Speaker 1: actual medical professionals for anything. Dr Tutur blames them for 617 00:36:17,120 --> 00:36:19,560 Speaker 1: a lot of this, and she considers their activism to 618 00:36:19,600 --> 00:36:23,600 Speaker 1: be the result of extreme emotional immaturity, and she wrote 619 00:36:23,600 --> 00:36:27,919 Speaker 1: on her blog quote free Birthers are monstrously egotistical, reflexively 620 00:36:28,000 --> 00:36:31,360 Speaker 1: defiant of authority, unwilling to admit mistakes and capable of 621 00:36:31,400 --> 00:36:34,840 Speaker 1: accepting responsibility for their own actions, and entirely devoid of 622 00:36:34,920 --> 00:36:40,160 Speaker 1: any empathy for their suffering babies. Yeah, says sums up 623 00:36:40,200 --> 00:36:45,720 Speaker 1: for me that I wonder if they're all just like narcissy, like, yeah, 624 00:36:46,280 --> 00:36:48,960 Speaker 1: narcissis yeah, Like, um, I don't need a doctor. I'm 625 00:36:49,000 --> 00:36:50,879 Speaker 1: a genius and I can handle this on my own. 626 00:36:51,520 --> 00:36:53,720 Speaker 1: I don't think all of the women who get sucked 627 00:36:53,719 --> 00:36:55,120 Speaker 1: into it are I think most of them are probably 628 00:36:55,120 --> 00:36:57,800 Speaker 1: pretty normal people who are kind of maybe more inclined 629 00:36:57,840 --> 00:37:00,160 Speaker 1: to like sort of hippie dippy stuff and liked like 630 00:37:00,239 --> 00:37:02,160 Speaker 1: off the grid, a lot of like off the grids, 631 00:37:02,160 --> 00:37:05,960 Speaker 1: sort of like you know, back to nature, almost survivalist 632 00:37:06,040 --> 00:37:08,480 Speaker 1: kind of women get really into this because they're attracted 633 00:37:08,480 --> 00:37:11,239 Speaker 1: to the idea of self sufficiency. But I do think 634 00:37:11,360 --> 00:37:14,280 Speaker 1: the people at the head of this movement, the women 635 00:37:14,280 --> 00:37:16,040 Speaker 1: who are sort of like driving it, I think there 636 00:37:16,080 --> 00:37:19,120 Speaker 1: is a lot of narcissism, um and you can see 637 00:37:19,160 --> 00:37:23,560 Speaker 1: that in the things that they say. Um uh. For example, 638 00:37:23,640 --> 00:37:27,960 Speaker 1: in the wake of her baby's death, Janet Frasier made 639 00:37:28,000 --> 00:37:31,600 Speaker 1: this defiant statement, my birth rape with my first child 640 00:37:31,719 --> 00:37:37,960 Speaker 1: is traumatic. My still birth was not. Mm hmm yeah. 641 00:37:38,520 --> 00:37:42,000 Speaker 1: Um that just sounds like a lie to justify what 642 00:37:42,120 --> 00:37:46,480 Speaker 1: she's doing. And also like, regardless of what happened with 643 00:37:46,600 --> 00:37:51,719 Speaker 1: your first child, that baby is alive, it gets yeah, 644 00:37:53,000 --> 00:37:57,560 Speaker 1: your other baby is not, and yeah, note the difference, 645 00:37:57,920 --> 00:38:06,040 Speaker 1: like yeah, yeah, yeah. So another story that a doctor 646 00:38:06,040 --> 00:38:08,520 Speaker 1: to tour sites of like kind of narcissism at the 647 00:38:08,520 --> 00:38:10,640 Speaker 1: heart of a lot of these free birthing people is 648 00:38:10,680 --> 00:38:13,480 Speaker 1: the case of a woman named Paula p A A 649 00:38:13,719 --> 00:38:17,120 Speaker 1: l A. Her infant son was born extremely early, weighing 650 00:38:17,120 --> 00:38:20,120 Speaker 1: only one pound six ounces. He had to spend four 651 00:38:20,200 --> 00:38:22,240 Speaker 1: months in the n I See You and only survived 652 00:38:22,280 --> 00:38:25,680 Speaker 1: due to intense medical intervention. Paula was forced to give 653 00:38:25,719 --> 00:38:28,160 Speaker 1: birth in the hospital because something was very clearly wrong 654 00:38:28,200 --> 00:38:31,800 Speaker 1: with her pregnancy, but she still insisted on giving birth 655 00:38:32,000 --> 00:38:35,200 Speaker 1: as close to alone as she possibly could. And I'm 656 00:38:35,239 --> 00:38:37,360 Speaker 1: just going to read what she wrote on her Facebook 657 00:38:37,400 --> 00:38:39,600 Speaker 1: page for a community of other free birthers because it's 658 00:38:39,600 --> 00:38:44,400 Speaker 1: it's fucking wild. I took out my ivy lines. Nothing 659 00:38:44,480 --> 00:38:46,279 Speaker 1: was being pumped into them at that point anyway, and 660 00:38:46,360 --> 00:38:48,719 Speaker 1: my hospital bracelet. I wanted to take a shower with 661 00:38:48,719 --> 00:38:50,640 Speaker 1: both arms free of junk. I figured they could put 662 00:38:50,680 --> 00:38:52,520 Speaker 1: that crap back on me if it was an emergency, 663 00:38:52,520 --> 00:38:55,240 Speaker 1: but I needed to feel like myself again. Did dimension 664 00:38:55,239 --> 00:38:57,600 Speaker 1: They tracked and measured everything that came out of my body. 665 00:38:58,080 --> 00:39:01,160 Speaker 1: Shortly thereafter, she was an actively her with the premature baby. 666 00:39:01,200 --> 00:39:03,640 Speaker 1: She retreated to the hospital bathroom to decide what to do. 667 00:39:03,960 --> 00:39:06,560 Speaker 1: Option one, she wrote, called the nurses and either be 668 00:39:06,560 --> 00:39:08,799 Speaker 1: prodded while berthing right there, or be wheeled in for 669 00:39:08,840 --> 00:39:12,279 Speaker 1: an emergency C section. Option to wake my husband and 670 00:39:12,360 --> 00:39:14,520 Speaker 1: labor with him secretly, but then I know he'd lose 671 00:39:14,560 --> 00:39:17,600 Speaker 1: his cool and call for help. Option three labor by 672 00:39:17,640 --> 00:39:20,200 Speaker 1: myself with my baby just us, and I'd birth him 673 00:39:20,200 --> 00:39:22,920 Speaker 1: and catch him and then call for help. Obviously, I 674 00:39:22,960 --> 00:39:25,440 Speaker 1: went for option three. It seemed like the safest thing 675 00:39:25,480 --> 00:39:28,000 Speaker 1: for my baby and myself At the time. The studies 676 00:39:28,040 --> 00:39:30,560 Speaker 1: I'd read didn't report benefits for a C section for 677 00:39:30,600 --> 00:39:33,160 Speaker 1: babies of his age. That vaginal would have been safer, 678 00:39:33,200 --> 00:39:35,920 Speaker 1: and I knew he'd get drugged up and controlled by strangers, 679 00:39:36,520 --> 00:39:38,880 Speaker 1: was going to make things dangerous for me. After a 680 00:39:38,880 --> 00:39:41,400 Speaker 1: couple of painful contractions by the toilet, I laid out 681 00:39:41,440 --> 00:39:43,520 Speaker 1: a couple of Chuck's padge to catch the blood and crap, 682 00:39:43,520 --> 00:39:49,200 Speaker 1: I wish there was coming. Yeah. So, and she she 683 00:39:49,400 --> 00:39:52,520 Speaker 1: writes like this about like how good it is and 684 00:39:52,560 --> 00:39:55,600 Speaker 1: how important what she's doing is for the safety of 685 00:39:55,600 --> 00:39:59,360 Speaker 1: her baby, um, and ignores the fact that her baby 686 00:39:59,400 --> 00:40:02,440 Speaker 1: only surve life, being born four months prematurely because of 687 00:40:02,480 --> 00:40:06,319 Speaker 1: intense medical intervention, because of doctors and nurses working incredibly 688 00:40:06,360 --> 00:40:09,279 Speaker 1: hard with advanced equipment to keep the baby alive. Um. 689 00:40:09,360 --> 00:40:10,960 Speaker 1: She makes it all into a story about how cool 690 00:40:10,960 --> 00:40:13,800 Speaker 1: it is that she gave birth hiding alone in a 691 00:40:13,880 --> 00:40:19,400 Speaker 1: bathroom without telling any of the medical professionals around her. Yeah. 692 00:40:19,560 --> 00:40:25,959 Speaker 1: So that's also this movement seems, among many things, like 693 00:40:26,560 --> 00:40:31,160 Speaker 1: a disdain for science. Like they're just like science is, 694 00:40:32,200 --> 00:40:36,560 Speaker 1: um not cool? But you know when you feel my 695 00:40:36,719 --> 00:40:42,279 Speaker 1: baby potentially like the fact that I'm in control and 696 00:40:42,360 --> 00:40:47,160 Speaker 1: not some doctor, right not, I mean, it's it's the 697 00:40:47,320 --> 00:40:49,319 Speaker 1: like I said, it's the anti vaxer thing, right, It's 698 00:40:49,360 --> 00:40:52,680 Speaker 1: just like, um, how could this possibly help even though 699 00:40:53,600 --> 00:40:58,800 Speaker 1: this like that. It's just yeah, the the ignoring, the 700 00:40:58,800 --> 00:41:03,919 Speaker 1: the science, the fact expind it all. Wowika, Yeah, it's 701 00:41:03,920 --> 00:41:08,920 Speaker 1: pretty cool, Caitlin, it's pretty cool. I love it. Yeah 702 00:41:09,320 --> 00:41:12,759 Speaker 1: so um. Paula gave herself enormous credit for cheating the 703 00:41:12,800 --> 00:41:15,680 Speaker 1: system and giving birth unassisted while ignoring the hard work 704 00:41:15,680 --> 00:41:19,040 Speaker 1: of professionals. Her defiant interpretation of a situation she probably 705 00:41:19,080 --> 00:41:22,160 Speaker 1: made worse was interpreted as a story of self reliance 706 00:41:22,200 --> 00:41:25,000 Speaker 1: by her fellow free birthers instead of a cautionary tale. 707 00:41:25,280 --> 00:41:28,320 Speaker 1: It reinforced dangerous ideas in the heads of dozens of women. 708 00:41:28,920 --> 00:41:31,319 Speaker 1: In the years since Jeanette Fraser's baby died, the free 709 00:41:31,320 --> 00:41:34,000 Speaker 1: birthing movement has grown like the old right, like the 710 00:41:34,040 --> 00:41:36,840 Speaker 1: bleached drinking cult, like Q and on, and like dozens 711 00:41:36,840 --> 00:41:40,880 Speaker 1: of other toxic subcultures in the fertile substrate provided by Facebook. 712 00:41:41,200 --> 00:41:44,640 Speaker 1: Like every subculture, it developed its own media ecosystem, with 713 00:41:44,680 --> 00:41:48,239 Speaker 1: its own popular podcasts and news websites and influencers, all 714 00:41:48,280 --> 00:41:50,520 Speaker 1: of whom prey upon the ever growing market of hippie, 715 00:41:50,520 --> 00:41:53,280 Speaker 1: dippy new mothers to be who don't trust Western medicine. 716 00:41:53,840 --> 00:41:56,680 Speaker 1: And that's how Judith, the subject of that viral NBC 717 00:41:56,800 --> 00:41:59,399 Speaker 1: article found out about free birthing. I'm going to quote 718 00:41:59,400 --> 00:42:02,880 Speaker 1: from that article. Now. Judith worked at a flower shop. 719 00:42:02,920 --> 00:42:04,920 Speaker 1: The daily drive was an hour outside of town, time 720 00:42:05,000 --> 00:42:07,640 Speaker 1: she filled by listening to podcasts. When she got pregnant, 721 00:42:07,640 --> 00:42:10,440 Speaker 1: she devoured episodes of The Birth Hour and Indie Birth, 722 00:42:10,520 --> 00:42:13,839 Speaker 1: popular programs on which women shared their childbirth stories, which 723 00:42:13,920 --> 00:42:16,440 Speaker 1: ranged from hospital to home births. But it was the 724 00:42:16,440 --> 00:42:19,839 Speaker 1: Free Birth podcast that really spoke to Judith. Build as 725 00:42:19,880 --> 00:42:22,319 Speaker 1: a supportive space for people who are learning, exploring, and 726 00:42:22,360 --> 00:42:26,560 Speaker 1: celebrating their autonomous choices in childbirth. The podcast features Emily 727 00:42:26,640 --> 00:42:30,200 Speaker 1: Saldia thirty five, a Los Angeles freebirth advocate and founder 728 00:42:30,200 --> 00:42:33,240 Speaker 1: of the Freebirth Society. The group has forty six thousand 729 00:42:33,239 --> 00:42:36,240 Speaker 1: followers on Instagram and it's podcast hit a million downloads 730 00:42:36,320 --> 00:42:39,719 Speaker 1: last month. Yeah, that's too many. My podcast doesn't even 731 00:42:39,760 --> 00:42:45,040 Speaker 1: get that much. And it's amazing, not horrible downloads. A 732 00:42:45,080 --> 00:42:51,160 Speaker 1: million downloads in a year. Okay, well, yeah that too 733 00:42:51,160 --> 00:42:57,440 Speaker 1: many downloads to Instagram followers, that's thousands of women potentially 734 00:42:57,520 --> 00:43:03,040 Speaker 1: endangering their babies. Um, which is God not great, not ideal. Robert, 735 00:43:04,080 --> 00:43:08,919 Speaker 1: do you want to know what will not endanger I don't. 736 00:43:08,960 --> 00:43:11,680 Speaker 1: I can't even vouch for this because we are because 737 00:43:11,680 --> 00:43:18,359 Speaker 1: we're absolutely supported by Mike Bloomberg. Actually, Sophie, I'm glad 738 00:43:18,360 --> 00:43:19,919 Speaker 1: you brought that up because I have this new ad 739 00:43:19,920 --> 00:43:22,400 Speaker 1: copy from Mike Bloomberg. So I'm just gonna read that 740 00:43:22,560 --> 00:43:27,560 Speaker 1: right now. Vote from Mike in he will endanger your babies. 741 00:43:27,719 --> 00:43:32,760 Speaker 1: That's the Mike Bloomberg promise. He absolutely promises to endanger 742 00:43:32,920 --> 00:43:35,799 Speaker 1: everyone's baby if elected president, and it is in fact, 743 00:43:35,800 --> 00:43:37,759 Speaker 1: the only promise he's willing to make. So, you know, 744 00:43:37,840 --> 00:43:41,719 Speaker 1: a bold stance by Mike Bloomberg. You gotta respect it. Yeah, 745 00:43:42,280 --> 00:43:44,840 Speaker 1: you heard it here, folks. That is an official Bloomberg 746 00:43:45,560 --> 00:43:50,680 Speaker 1: campaign ad. Mike Bloomberg will endanger your babies. Nod A required, 747 00:43:51,200 --> 00:43:55,520 Speaker 1: No India required. He'll do that for free. All right, 748 00:43:56,160 --> 00:44:06,520 Speaker 1: here's some other ads. We're back. So we're talking about 749 00:44:06,520 --> 00:44:10,600 Speaker 1: this kind of network of free birthing media circles, primarily podcasts, 750 00:44:10,600 --> 00:44:13,480 Speaker 1: and this is part of you know, Caitlin, Podcasting has 751 00:44:13,520 --> 00:44:16,360 Speaker 1: been good to both of us. Um I make u 752 00:44:17,080 --> 00:44:19,319 Speaker 1: my living at it, and I enjoy it, and I 753 00:44:19,360 --> 00:44:22,240 Speaker 1: think I enjoy other people's podcasts that they make, including 754 00:44:22,280 --> 00:44:27,280 Speaker 1: the Bechtel Cast. Your podcast. I worry a lot about 755 00:44:27,360 --> 00:44:30,200 Speaker 1: podcasts though, UM, and this is we're getting a little 756 00:44:30,239 --> 00:44:32,959 Speaker 1: off topic. But like if you read mine comp which 757 00:44:33,000 --> 00:44:37,399 Speaker 1: everybody ought to UM, one of the points Adolf Hitler 758 00:44:37,480 --> 00:44:42,439 Speaker 1: makes is that like the written word, essentially newspapers and 759 00:44:42,600 --> 00:44:45,520 Speaker 1: books by philosolity, that none of that ship convinces large 760 00:44:45,520 --> 00:44:48,480 Speaker 1: amounts of people of anything. The human voice is what 761 00:44:49,360 --> 00:44:53,680 Speaker 1: can can change people's minds and huge numbers and shift 762 00:44:54,040 --> 00:44:58,759 Speaker 1: the destinies of nations. Like that's what is the right 763 00:44:58,840 --> 00:45:01,959 Speaker 1: voice at the right time, UM. Saying the right things 764 00:45:02,000 --> 00:45:05,359 Speaker 1: can be hypnotizing to large numbers of people, and I 765 00:45:05,400 --> 00:45:08,680 Speaker 1: think that's what happens to UM. To this young woman, Judith, 766 00:45:09,080 --> 00:45:11,080 Speaker 1: she's she's spending two three hours a day in the car, 767 00:45:11,160 --> 00:45:13,200 Speaker 1: she lives out in the sticks. She's listening to the 768 00:45:13,239 --> 00:45:16,200 Speaker 1: podcast to help pass the time. And these women on 769 00:45:16,200 --> 00:45:19,240 Speaker 1: this free birthing podcast, in the way that podcasting hosts 770 00:45:19,360 --> 00:45:22,600 Speaker 1: become to us, becomes sort of like surrogate friends, and 771 00:45:22,680 --> 00:45:25,799 Speaker 1: she trust them. And obviously she trusts these women on 772 00:45:25,800 --> 00:45:28,319 Speaker 1: this podcast more than she trusts some doctors. She's going 773 00:45:28,400 --> 00:45:31,600 Speaker 1: to meet a couple of times, UM, and it's probably 774 00:45:31,600 --> 00:45:33,120 Speaker 1: going to be very short on time and like that. 775 00:45:33,200 --> 00:45:39,080 Speaker 1: This is one of the things that scares me about podcasts. Um, yeah, yeah, 776 00:45:39,280 --> 00:45:42,879 Speaker 1: I I hadn't even fully I tell you rather, Yeah, 777 00:45:42,920 --> 00:45:48,560 Speaker 1: I hadn't fully appreciated the power of the voice, the 778 00:45:48,680 --> 00:45:54,680 Speaker 1: human voice, and how influential it can be. That is scary, Okay, 779 00:45:54,719 --> 00:45:59,200 Speaker 1: I will Yeah, I think on this a bit. I mean, 780 00:45:59,200 --> 00:46:01,200 Speaker 1: on the lighthearted an event, we can tell people to 781 00:46:01,239 --> 00:46:03,840 Speaker 1: buy bolt cutters and and and the like to to 782 00:46:03,920 --> 00:46:06,799 Speaker 1: break into the mansions of the wealthy when society collapses. 783 00:46:06,880 --> 00:46:09,080 Speaker 1: But like on the dark side of it, all this 784 00:46:09,080 --> 00:46:13,040 Speaker 1: stuff happens too, so it's really a mixed bag podcasting. Thanks. Well, 785 00:46:13,040 --> 00:46:16,279 Speaker 1: didn't we learn about this with Dr John Brinkley? Was 786 00:46:16,280 --> 00:46:19,240 Speaker 1: that his name? Who like we found that whole radio 787 00:46:20,560 --> 00:46:26,799 Speaker 1: thing and was just hawking his his uh fake medicine. Yeah, 788 00:46:26,840 --> 00:46:30,480 Speaker 1: there's many people over the rail knew about this. Is 789 00:46:30,520 --> 00:46:32,680 Speaker 1: that back in the day, you know, Brinkley was only 790 00:46:32,719 --> 00:46:34,240 Speaker 1: able to do that because he had a huge amount 791 00:46:34,280 --> 00:46:36,680 Speaker 1: of money from his goatball business to establish a radio 792 00:46:36,680 --> 00:46:41,040 Speaker 1: station with. Now anybody can do this. Anybody with any 793 00:46:41,160 --> 00:46:44,280 Speaker 1: really fucking dumb idea can build a whole community dedicated 794 00:46:44,280 --> 00:46:47,920 Speaker 1: to that dumb idea. For whom that dumb idea will 795 00:46:47,960 --> 00:46:50,560 Speaker 1: become more important than anything else, even the lives of 796 00:46:50,560 --> 00:47:00,640 Speaker 1: their children. So the podcasts and supporting art industry. Oh, 797 00:47:00,680 --> 00:47:04,160 Speaker 1: it's good stuff. It's real good stuff. Everything's a nightmare. 798 00:47:05,080 --> 00:47:08,719 Speaker 1: So on the Free Birthing Podcast, Emily Saldia hosted the 799 00:47:08,760 --> 00:47:12,480 Speaker 1: most positive stories of free births. Judith was particularly taken 800 00:47:12,520 --> 00:47:14,719 Speaker 1: by the tale of one woman who gave birth out 801 00:47:14,760 --> 00:47:17,839 Speaker 1: in an unpowered yurt in the mountains of California, with 802 00:47:18,120 --> 00:47:21,960 Speaker 1: quote only her husband and a dog she called her midwolf. 803 00:47:22,360 --> 00:47:29,799 Speaker 1: Oh no, do not obstetricians. They're wonderful animals, but they 804 00:47:29,840 --> 00:47:32,960 Speaker 1: cannot help in a birthing. No. That also just ruined 805 00:47:33,080 --> 00:47:36,440 Speaker 1: puns for the rest of my life. I know, and 806 00:47:39,040 --> 00:47:41,719 Speaker 1: to this day, I know, to this day the woman 807 00:47:41,760 --> 00:47:43,960 Speaker 1: who decided to call her dog her mid wolf. That's 808 00:47:43,960 --> 00:47:45,719 Speaker 1: the thing she's proud of. Stuff is that bit of 809 00:47:45,719 --> 00:47:50,400 Speaker 1: word play. And I hate it Wolf. I can't get over. 810 00:47:50,520 --> 00:47:53,719 Speaker 1: I'm looking in and is shaking her head, going this 811 00:47:53,800 --> 00:47:56,160 Speaker 1: is not right, but this is this is like an 812 00:47:56,160 --> 00:47:58,080 Speaker 1: aspect of this stories. Like a lot of these women 813 00:47:58,120 --> 00:47:59,880 Speaker 1: are like off the grid women, women who live on 814 00:48:00,080 --> 00:48:03,000 Speaker 1: arms and stuff, who are actually like probably really competent 815 00:48:03,040 --> 00:48:04,719 Speaker 1: in a lot of ways because it's hard to live 816 00:48:04,800 --> 00:48:07,239 Speaker 1: that way. I have lived that way, and it's incredibly 817 00:48:07,239 --> 00:48:10,560 Speaker 1: difficult and it requires an amount of fortitude. And that's 818 00:48:10,600 --> 00:48:13,520 Speaker 1: probably why women like Judith are able to go weeks 819 00:48:13,840 --> 00:48:16,080 Speaker 1: past their due date and like the horrible pain that 820 00:48:16,080 --> 00:48:19,359 Speaker 1: that involves, because they're tough people. Um and I there's 821 00:48:19,360 --> 00:48:22,040 Speaker 1: an extent to it, like I, I fucking hate hospitals, 822 00:48:22,560 --> 00:48:26,719 Speaker 1: um and I avoid them at all goddamn costs. I 823 00:48:26,760 --> 00:48:29,680 Speaker 1: like living out in the middle of nowhere. Uh. And 824 00:48:29,760 --> 00:48:33,040 Speaker 1: I like not relying on anyone for you know things 825 00:48:33,080 --> 00:48:36,239 Speaker 1: of of of my daily necessities. I enjoy that. I 826 00:48:36,360 --> 00:48:40,200 Speaker 1: understand those impulses. But when you're bringing a baby into 827 00:48:40,239 --> 00:48:43,759 Speaker 1: the world, your personal level of comfort with you know, 828 00:48:43,840 --> 00:48:47,080 Speaker 1: all that matters less than the child's survival. It just does. 829 00:48:48,080 --> 00:48:50,040 Speaker 1: That's part of being a parent, right, is that, like 830 00:48:50,120 --> 00:48:52,520 Speaker 1: you put the child first. That's why I don't have 831 00:48:52,520 --> 00:48:57,920 Speaker 1: a kid. That's why we've been able to perpetuate the species. Yeah, 832 00:48:58,320 --> 00:49:02,520 Speaker 1: caring for the I know, I put Robert over myself. 833 00:49:02,680 --> 00:49:04,600 Speaker 1: I pick Robert over myself all the time because he 834 00:49:04,680 --> 00:49:08,040 Speaker 1: used my son. But I know, I know, and uh, 835 00:49:08,080 --> 00:49:11,359 Speaker 1: that's why you've got three bullets in your shoulder. I know. 836 00:49:12,120 --> 00:49:15,719 Speaker 1: So I appreciate you jumping in between me and that 837 00:49:15,840 --> 00:49:18,680 Speaker 1: California Highway Patrol officer. But that's a story for another 838 00:49:18,760 --> 00:49:25,120 Speaker 1: day and another podcast. Um. So, Judith becomes obsessed with 839 00:49:25,160 --> 00:49:27,959 Speaker 1: these stories of you know, these women having free births 840 00:49:28,000 --> 00:49:31,000 Speaker 1: in these like amazing and exotic locales in the woods 841 00:49:31,040 --> 00:49:35,399 Speaker 1: on top of mountains in foreign countries. Um and she 842 00:49:35,400 --> 00:49:38,719 Speaker 1: she like like loves this stuff and listens to it 843 00:49:38,800 --> 00:49:42,280 Speaker 1: every day and and recalled later to NBC, I became obsessed. 844 00:49:42,320 --> 00:49:44,920 Speaker 1: I would just wonder what's my story going to be like? 845 00:49:45,040 --> 00:49:47,719 Speaker 1: And think I want my story to be as badass 846 00:49:47,800 --> 00:49:52,520 Speaker 1: as their stories. So you see, like there's a level 847 00:49:52,520 --> 00:49:54,640 Speaker 1: of danger here too, and the way that online communities 848 00:49:54,640 --> 00:49:57,279 Speaker 1: do everyone pushes each other more extreme. You gave birth 849 00:49:57,320 --> 00:49:59,600 Speaker 1: in an unpowered your well, fuck it, I'll give birth 850 00:49:59,640 --> 00:50:03,440 Speaker 1: and a ave or something like that. Like So, like 851 00:50:03,520 --> 00:50:06,760 Speaker 1: many Americans, Judith entered into this world with a distrust 852 00:50:06,840 --> 00:50:09,239 Speaker 1: of doctors. She'd been put under anesthesia as a child 853 00:50:09,280 --> 00:50:11,560 Speaker 1: and found the experience frightening. As a college student, a 854 00:50:11,640 --> 00:50:14,400 Speaker 1: doctor shrubbed off her in her ear pain, ignoring what 855 00:50:14,440 --> 00:50:17,600 Speaker 1: she thought was a real issue. Quote, just calculating all 856 00:50:17,640 --> 00:50:20,120 Speaker 1: the experiences I've had with doctors, I never felt heard, 857 00:50:20,320 --> 00:50:23,200 Speaker 1: I never felt listened to. And this is an extremely 858 00:50:23,320 --> 00:50:26,840 Speaker 1: common complaint from women who give birth in the United States, 859 00:50:26,960 --> 00:50:28,640 Speaker 1: very common. A lot of women will tell you I 860 00:50:28,680 --> 00:50:30,640 Speaker 1: didn't think the doctor was listening to me. I didn't 861 00:50:30,680 --> 00:50:32,920 Speaker 1: feel like they cared about my pain or my situation. 862 00:50:33,360 --> 00:50:36,239 Speaker 1: I mean, I mean it's not just then that's I mean, 863 00:50:36,239 --> 00:50:41,200 Speaker 1: listen to sludge, you guys, listen to Yeah, like, every 864 00:50:41,239 --> 00:50:46,240 Speaker 1: every part of my story is that many people's stories, 865 00:50:46,600 --> 00:50:50,440 Speaker 1: which is why we need such a major overhaul of 866 00:50:50,480 --> 00:50:55,440 Speaker 1: the American healthcare system, because it is full of a 867 00:50:55,480 --> 00:51:00,399 Speaker 1: lot of medical professionals who are uh you, you know, 868 00:51:00,840 --> 00:51:07,600 Speaker 1: exhibiting certain biases against certain demographics of people, largely women, 869 00:51:07,680 --> 00:51:12,040 Speaker 1: people of color, queer people, people with invisible disabilities, plus 870 00:51:12,040 --> 00:51:15,120 Speaker 1: size people. I mean, so many groups of people are 871 00:51:15,640 --> 00:51:19,120 Speaker 1: ignored or their pain isn't believed or anything like that. 872 00:51:19,920 --> 00:51:25,960 Speaker 1: And uh, like, I can understand why certain people would 873 00:51:26,000 --> 00:51:28,680 Speaker 1: be like, yeah, I don't want to deal with like 874 00:51:28,719 --> 00:51:32,040 Speaker 1: the health care system. It's completely screwed me over, it's 875 00:51:32,040 --> 00:51:35,719 Speaker 1: completely neglected me. But I mean so that, I mean, 876 00:51:35,760 --> 00:51:43,280 Speaker 1: the problem it is this system that is so broken. 877 00:51:44,160 --> 00:51:48,720 Speaker 1: But it's a lot of the problem is like everything 878 00:51:48,760 --> 00:51:51,399 Speaker 1: you've said is very valid, and I would add to that, 879 00:51:52,640 --> 00:51:54,080 Speaker 1: a lot of where these women go wrong is like 880 00:51:54,120 --> 00:51:56,239 Speaker 1: they recognize that the system is fucked up, and it is, 881 00:51:56,680 --> 00:51:58,520 Speaker 1: and they say, like the problem is then the doctors, 882 00:51:58,600 --> 00:52:00,560 Speaker 1: we need to just not have doctor is involved, and 883 00:52:00,560 --> 00:52:01,920 Speaker 1: it's like no, no, no. A big part of the 884 00:52:01,920 --> 00:52:04,319 Speaker 1: problem is actually there aren't nearly enough doctors and they're 885 00:52:04,360 --> 00:52:07,360 Speaker 1: all overworked. So even like the really good ones and 886 00:52:07,360 --> 00:52:11,040 Speaker 1: the ones who are capable of, like you know, transcending 887 00:52:11,040 --> 00:52:15,040 Speaker 1: those biases are also just like overworked and exhausted and 888 00:52:15,120 --> 00:52:17,560 Speaker 1: sleep deprived and piste off a lot of the time. 889 00:52:17,680 --> 00:52:19,880 Speaker 1: And maybe theyre don't give you the best bedside manner 890 00:52:19,920 --> 00:52:22,319 Speaker 1: because they're they're doing way too much work. And if 891 00:52:22,320 --> 00:52:24,600 Speaker 1: we had a lot more doctors, not only would you 892 00:52:24,640 --> 00:52:28,719 Speaker 1: have a wider a variety of life experiences among medical professionals, 893 00:52:28,719 --> 00:52:31,160 Speaker 1: and so you'd have more doctors who might understand members 894 00:52:31,200 --> 00:52:34,200 Speaker 1: of these groups, but you would also have less exhausted 895 00:52:34,480 --> 00:52:38,319 Speaker 1: doctors and so they'd be able to provide better care. Um, 896 00:52:38,360 --> 00:52:41,280 Speaker 1: there's so many problems with our So what we need, 897 00:52:41,520 --> 00:52:45,200 Speaker 1: what we need is for anyone who's considering starting a podcast, 898 00:52:45,719 --> 00:52:49,120 Speaker 1: don't do it. There's too many. Become a doctor instead, 899 00:52:50,080 --> 00:52:53,200 Speaker 1: every single one of you. Stop listening to our podcasts 900 00:52:53,239 --> 00:52:55,359 Speaker 1: and go to medicals. You know how easy it is 901 00:52:55,400 --> 00:52:58,000 Speaker 1: to just become a doctor. Just do that. Look, if 902 00:52:58,000 --> 00:53:00,640 Speaker 1: you're listening to this podcast where you're putting up drywall 903 00:53:00,680 --> 00:53:03,480 Speaker 1: for your job as a day labor, drop that fucking 904 00:53:03,640 --> 00:53:06,400 Speaker 1: drywall hammer or whatever you used to put up drywall 905 00:53:06,440 --> 00:53:14,600 Speaker 1: and go become a doctor right now, right now. Podcasts over. Yeah. 906 00:53:14,640 --> 00:53:17,640 Speaker 1: So um. Judith is kind of very primed by her 907 00:53:17,640 --> 00:53:20,360 Speaker 1: past bad experiences with doctors to distrust doctors in the 908 00:53:20,400 --> 00:53:22,560 Speaker 1: first place. So when she starts listening to this Free 909 00:53:22,560 --> 00:53:26,120 Speaker 1: Birthing podcast and hearing its hosts used terms like industrial 910 00:53:26,160 --> 00:53:30,560 Speaker 1: obstetric tyranny, and birth rape, she was ready to graft 911 00:53:30,640 --> 00:53:33,160 Speaker 1: those words and the idea behind them onto her life. 912 00:53:33,520 --> 00:53:36,640 Speaker 1: She watched the Free Birth Society's introduction video hosted by 913 00:53:36,680 --> 00:53:41,000 Speaker 1: instructor Yolanda Norris Clark and the business partner of Emily Saldayah, 914 00:53:41,080 --> 00:53:43,480 Speaker 1: the host of the Free Birthing podcast, and I want 915 00:53:43,480 --> 00:53:48,360 Speaker 1: you to listen to how Yolanda introduces herself in this video, Sophie, 916 00:53:48,640 --> 00:53:51,560 Speaker 1: that's your queue. Oh, that's my cue. That's your cue. 917 00:53:51,600 --> 00:53:56,040 Speaker 1: I'm Yolanda Clark. I'm a writer, a birth consultant, and 918 00:53:56,080 --> 00:53:59,400 Speaker 1: I'm the director of Education with the Free Birth Society. 919 00:53:59,520 --> 00:54:02,920 Speaker 1: And my passion and mission in life is to share 920 00:54:02,960 --> 00:54:06,600 Speaker 1: the open secret that birth is not an inherently medical event, 921 00:54:07,000 --> 00:54:10,440 Speaker 1: but a spontaneous function of biology, and that it is 922 00:54:10,480 --> 00:54:15,640 Speaker 1: the pregnant woman herself who possesses inalienable authority over her 923 00:54:15,640 --> 00:54:18,839 Speaker 1: birth process. I woke up to the truth about birth 924 00:54:18,920 --> 00:54:22,560 Speaker 1: almost eighteen years ago, and since then, I've dedicated my 925 00:54:22,640 --> 00:54:26,919 Speaker 1: life to studying birth and supporting euphoric birth. And I've 926 00:54:26,920 --> 00:54:30,479 Speaker 1: given birth myself to seven healthy babies in my home 927 00:54:30,760 --> 00:54:34,560 Speaker 1: without any involvement from medical professionals at all, from conception 928 00:54:34,880 --> 00:54:39,239 Speaker 1: to emergence. I like how she includes uh, conception in there. 929 00:54:39,480 --> 00:54:42,960 Speaker 1: I didn't need a doctor present when I was fucking. 930 00:54:44,480 --> 00:54:48,080 Speaker 1: Fucking is easy. It doesn't require a doctor. Clearly childbirth 931 00:54:48,200 --> 00:54:52,000 Speaker 1: is the same. Yeah. Look, I don't need a doctor 932 00:54:52,000 --> 00:54:54,239 Speaker 1: around when I'm shooting off mc gunn, So why do 933 00:54:54,280 --> 00:54:58,600 Speaker 1: I need a doctor when I accidentally shoot my son? Yeah? 934 00:54:58,719 --> 00:55:05,000 Speaker 1: These wild leaps of logic are Yeah. I also if you. 935 00:55:05,560 --> 00:55:07,640 Speaker 1: You weren't the guest for our episodes on Keith Ranieri 936 00:55:07,719 --> 00:55:09,680 Speaker 1: in the next um cult. But if you go back 937 00:55:09,719 --> 00:55:12,719 Speaker 1: to the old videos of what's her name? That that 938 00:55:12,800 --> 00:55:17,400 Speaker 1: lady who was on Smallville, Alison Mac, Alison Mac talking 939 00:55:17,440 --> 00:55:20,600 Speaker 1: to Keith Ranieri, and listen to the cadence of their 940 00:55:20,680 --> 00:55:23,800 Speaker 1: voices and compare it to the cadence of Yolanda's voice. 941 00:55:24,360 --> 00:55:28,160 Speaker 1: They all talk the same way, with the same sort 942 00:55:28,160 --> 00:55:32,000 Speaker 1: of speech patterns, and I find that very interesting. Well, okay, 943 00:55:32,040 --> 00:55:40,200 Speaker 1: so to quote Hitler, yikes to quote Hitler. I mean, 944 00:55:40,239 --> 00:55:42,840 Speaker 1: you know what, There's a couple of things I'll quote 945 00:55:42,920 --> 00:55:46,080 Speaker 1: Hitler on in a sense of agreeing with him, and 946 00:55:46,120 --> 00:55:47,799 Speaker 1: one of them is how to convince a bunch of 947 00:55:47,800 --> 00:55:49,600 Speaker 1: people of something I only knew how to do it. 948 00:55:49,719 --> 00:55:51,960 Speaker 1: He wasn't bad. I'm only quoting the quote that you 949 00:55:52,040 --> 00:55:54,440 Speaker 1: already said from mine, CLO. But just like the power 950 00:55:54,440 --> 00:55:57,680 Speaker 1: of the human voice, right, So, yeah, I hope there 951 00:55:57,719 --> 00:56:00,200 Speaker 1: are people out there. I know that we were would 952 00:56:00,200 --> 00:56:04,480 Speaker 1: probably edit this out. No, it was wonderful. You cannot 953 00:56:04,600 --> 00:56:11,640 Speaker 1: edit audio. You cannot edit a human voice. Um, so 954 00:56:11,840 --> 00:56:14,640 Speaker 1: I hope there are enough people out there who can 955 00:56:14,840 --> 00:56:22,000 Speaker 1: like detect those like Culty like and now like the 956 00:56:22,800 --> 00:56:28,719 Speaker 1: just like propagandy. Yeah, that whole cadence to pick up 957 00:56:28,719 --> 00:56:32,240 Speaker 1: on the bullshit that they're spewing. And listeners couldn't see, 958 00:56:32,520 --> 00:56:36,000 Speaker 1: but she was doing this like almost like conductor like 959 00:56:36,160 --> 00:56:39,360 Speaker 1: hand motion the entire time. That was also very flowy 960 00:56:39,400 --> 00:56:44,839 Speaker 1: and swaye and Culty, Yes, thank you so much. Um yeah, so, 961 00:56:45,000 --> 00:56:48,520 Speaker 1: I mean I think, I mean, Robert, obviously you picked 962 00:56:48,600 --> 00:56:51,279 Speaker 1: up on it. Like, I just hope that for the 963 00:56:51,320 --> 00:56:54,520 Speaker 1: people out there who like listen to all these podcasts 964 00:56:54,560 --> 00:56:59,319 Speaker 1: out there, and they can, like they can tell when 965 00:56:59,360 --> 00:57:06,120 Speaker 1: people are being scary and spewing propaganda bullshit, and I 966 00:57:06,160 --> 00:57:10,000 Speaker 1: hope that they understand that when I tell them to 967 00:57:10,120 --> 00:57:16,280 Speaker 1: purchase bolt cutters and uh and okay um. So later 968 00:57:16,320 --> 00:57:19,640 Speaker 1: in that video, Yolanda warns against inducing labor, calling it 969 00:57:19,680 --> 00:57:23,000 Speaker 1: an eviction from the womb and basically arguing that it's 970 00:57:23,000 --> 00:57:26,440 Speaker 1: traumatic to the infant. She brags about taking her pregnancies 971 00:57:26,480 --> 00:57:29,720 Speaker 1: well past the normal forty weeks. In Yolanda's eyes, the 972 00:57:29,760 --> 00:57:32,280 Speaker 1: idea that the risk of still births rises rapidly after 973 00:57:32,320 --> 00:57:36,400 Speaker 1: forty two weeks is nonsense. She states, Babies come out. 974 00:57:36,600 --> 00:57:43,080 Speaker 1: Babies always come out, so when Judith's pregnancy crept past 975 00:57:43,120 --> 00:57:45,680 Speaker 1: forty two weeks, she assured herself it was fine by 976 00:57:45,720 --> 00:57:49,280 Speaker 1: remembering Yolanda's words. She also sought reinforcement from her friends 977 00:57:49,320 --> 00:57:52,080 Speaker 1: in the free Birthing Facebook group. Things were not fine, 978 00:57:52,120 --> 00:57:54,400 Speaker 1: of course, and her baby was in fact still born. 979 00:57:54,920 --> 00:57:57,040 Speaker 1: The only good news in this terrible story is that 980 00:57:57,120 --> 00:58:00,000 Speaker 1: this horrific tragedy shocked Judith out of the weird little 981 00:58:00,000 --> 00:58:03,120 Speaker 1: Internet cult she'd gotten drawn into. As she told NBC, 982 00:58:03,640 --> 00:58:06,360 Speaker 1: I think I brainwashed myself with the Internet, and I 983 00:58:06,520 --> 00:58:10,320 Speaker 1: that's what happened. The Internet like the fact that Judith 984 00:58:10,480 --> 00:58:13,600 Speaker 1: was capable of realizing this and acknowledging the bad decisions 985 00:58:13,640 --> 00:58:16,120 Speaker 1: that that set her on this path should key you 986 00:58:16,160 --> 00:58:18,480 Speaker 1: in on the critical fact that she's not a dumb person. 987 00:58:18,720 --> 00:58:20,440 Speaker 1: She's a person who did a dumb thing with a 988 00:58:20,480 --> 00:58:24,120 Speaker 1: horrible consequence, but she herself as an intelligent, capable, reasonable 989 00:58:24,200 --> 00:58:28,480 Speaker 1: human being. The Internet made her stupid. This doesn't take 990 00:58:28,480 --> 00:58:31,040 Speaker 1: away from her culpability in the tragedy, and she definitely 991 00:58:31,040 --> 00:58:33,360 Speaker 1: has quite a lot here, but it does highlight a 992 00:58:33,400 --> 00:58:37,120 Speaker 1: critical reality. Without this massive ecosystem totally tens of thousands 993 00:58:37,120 --> 00:58:40,959 Speaker 1: of people and hundreds of dedicated content creators. Judith would 994 00:58:40,960 --> 00:58:43,240 Speaker 1: not have been able to convince herself to make these 995 00:58:43,240 --> 00:58:46,400 Speaker 1: bad decisions. This, this just wouldn't have happened in an 996 00:58:46,520 --> 00:58:50,240 Speaker 1: age in which this, this Internet infrastructure didn't exist. The 997 00:58:50,280 --> 00:58:53,400 Speaker 1: train of things that led to Judith stillbirth bears tremendous 998 00:58:53,440 --> 00:58:56,680 Speaker 1: similarities to the radicalization pathway for numerous neo Nazi and 999 00:58:56,680 --> 00:59:00,360 Speaker 1: white supremacist terrorists. Some dumb kid comes across a really 1000 00:59:00,360 --> 00:59:02,920 Speaker 1: transgressive podcast or a review of a movie they like 1001 00:59:03,040 --> 00:59:06,040 Speaker 1: by some YouTuber like Stefon Molineux, and that leads them 1002 00:59:06,040 --> 00:59:08,960 Speaker 1: to other content and eventually a more extreme communities, and 1003 00:59:09,000 --> 00:59:11,040 Speaker 1: after a few months or a few years, you've got 1004 00:59:11,040 --> 00:59:13,720 Speaker 1: yourself a committed white supremacist. And as is the case 1005 00:59:13,760 --> 00:59:17,400 Speaker 1: with all these new Nazis we're dealing with, there are 1006 00:59:17,480 --> 00:59:22,040 Speaker 1: specific individuals to blame for creating the radicalization pathways in 1007 00:59:22,040 --> 00:59:25,400 Speaker 1: the free birthing community. The Internet may have made Judith stupid, 1008 00:59:25,440 --> 00:59:27,840 Speaker 1: but it didn't do so on its own, and the 1009 00:59:27,880 --> 00:59:30,439 Speaker 1: two people most responsible for the spread of the free 1010 00:59:30,440 --> 00:59:34,480 Speaker 1: birthing movement and it's modern deadly dimensions are Emily Seldiah 1011 00:59:34,560 --> 00:59:37,960 Speaker 1: and Yolanda Norris Clark. They wind up in every single 1012 00:59:38,000 --> 00:59:40,400 Speaker 1: one of these stories. Take the case of Lisa, a 1013 00:59:40,440 --> 00:59:43,160 Speaker 1: twenty nine year old Californian who talked to The Daily Beast. 1014 00:59:43,600 --> 00:59:46,360 Speaker 1: Lisa had been living off the grid in an eco 1015 00:59:46,440 --> 00:59:48,960 Speaker 1: friendly sort of you know situation in the middle of 1016 00:59:49,000 --> 00:59:51,840 Speaker 1: nowhere when she found a free birthing page on Instagram. 1017 00:59:52,200 --> 00:59:54,800 Speaker 1: The idea immediately appealed to her, and she joined the 1018 00:59:54,800 --> 00:59:58,320 Speaker 1: Free Birthing Facebook group that Emily Seldia ran. Like Judith, 1019 00:59:58,400 --> 01:00:01,080 Speaker 1: she kept her new friends up to day with her pregnancy. 1020 01:00:01,360 --> 01:00:03,880 Speaker 1: Quote been in labor for days. Thought I was in 1021 01:00:03,920 --> 01:00:06,920 Speaker 1: transition at PM, but now it's three am and it's 1022 01:00:06,920 --> 01:00:09,560 Speaker 1: intensely painful. Like I just want to lie down and 1023 01:00:09,600 --> 01:00:12,560 Speaker 1: for the pain to stop for a second. Saldiah reached 1024 01:00:12,560 --> 01:00:15,600 Speaker 1: out to her via Facebook messenger to give support. Other 1025 01:00:15,680 --> 01:00:19,000 Speaker 1: group members left comments like you're a legend. It will happen. 1026 01:00:19,720 --> 01:00:23,040 Speaker 1: Like Justine. Lisa's pregnancy went on for far too long. 1027 01:00:23,320 --> 01:00:25,959 Speaker 1: Her baby was also born dead. She made a quick 1028 01:00:26,000 --> 01:00:29,120 Speaker 1: post to the Freebirth Societies Facebook group and people they're 1029 01:00:29,200 --> 01:00:32,360 Speaker 1: sympathized with her, But the important work of radicalizing other 1030 01:00:32,400 --> 01:00:36,240 Speaker 1: pregnant women to avoid hospitals and even midwives continued, or 1031 01:00:36,240 --> 01:00:38,680 Speaker 1: at least it would have if not for what happened next. 1032 01:00:38,840 --> 01:00:41,080 Speaker 1: And I'm going to quote from the Daily Beast again here. 1033 01:00:41,920 --> 01:00:44,600 Speaker 1: A group of concerned outsiders worried the free Birthers were 1034 01:00:44,640 --> 01:00:47,040 Speaker 1: being reckless and set up fake sock puppet accounts to 1035 01:00:47,080 --> 01:00:49,640 Speaker 1: gain intrigue to the private group and monitor its members. 1036 01:00:49,880 --> 01:00:53,240 Speaker 1: The interlopers saw themselves as centuries keeping watch over alternative 1037 01:00:53,240 --> 01:00:56,280 Speaker 1: lifestyle practitioners. They believe we're putting their babies in harm. 1038 01:00:56,440 --> 01:00:59,120 Speaker 1: The sock puppets took screenshots of Lisa's comments and posted 1039 01:00:59,160 --> 01:01:02,000 Speaker 1: them in their own groups, sparking instant outcry from their followers. 1040 01:01:02,160 --> 01:01:04,120 Speaker 1: Some of them marveled at why anyone would take such 1041 01:01:04,160 --> 01:01:06,720 Speaker 1: a risk with the pregnancy, while others blamed Seldia for 1042 01:01:06,800 --> 01:01:10,840 Speaker 1: luring impressionable women into a dangerous practice. Others were more vicious. 1043 01:01:11,200 --> 01:01:13,840 Speaker 1: The twat from the Free Birth Society needs drop kicking 1044 01:01:13,840 --> 01:01:16,440 Speaker 1: out of a fucking window. One person wrote, I wouldn't 1045 01:01:16,480 --> 01:01:19,360 Speaker 1: mind seeing this monster swinging from a light post at it. Another. 1046 01:01:20,360 --> 01:01:22,160 Speaker 1: So that's all the Internet that you and I know 1047 01:01:22,240 --> 01:01:27,080 Speaker 1: and love, Caitlin Um. Yeah. These eruptions of death threats 1048 01:01:27,080 --> 01:01:29,840 Speaker 1: and outrage by anti free breathing activists came to follow 1049 01:01:29,920 --> 01:01:32,919 Speaker 1: every new dead baby story. When baby journey Moon died 1050 01:01:32,920 --> 01:01:35,760 Speaker 1: in two thousand eighteen, the weight of attention and outrage 1051 01:01:35,840 --> 01:01:38,800 Speaker 1: leveled against the Free Birth Society caused Emily Saldia to 1052 01:01:38,840 --> 01:01:41,840 Speaker 1: close all four of her Facebook groups. And here's what 1053 01:01:41,920 --> 01:01:46,240 Speaker 1: she wrote in the post announcing this and oh boy, 1054 01:01:46,360 --> 01:01:50,440 Speaker 1: strap in for this one game, dear community, it is 1055 01:01:50,480 --> 01:01:52,760 Speaker 1: with a heavy heart that we officially announced the closing 1056 01:01:52,800 --> 01:01:55,360 Speaker 1: of our four wonderful groups here on Facebook as of 1057 01:01:55,360 --> 01:01:57,760 Speaker 1: November one. All members will be removed in the group's 1058 01:01:57,800 --> 01:02:00,560 Speaker 1: closed permanently. As many of you know, a member of 1059 01:02:00,560 --> 01:02:03,640 Speaker 1: our private Freebirth Society group tragically lost her baby during 1060 01:02:03,800 --> 01:02:06,800 Speaker 1: the birth process earlier this year. The painful reality is 1061 01:02:06,840 --> 01:02:10,280 Speaker 1: that babies do sometimes die in all settings, including the hospital, 1062 01:02:10,440 --> 01:02:12,920 Speaker 1: and every pregnant woman was content with the possibility of 1063 01:02:12,920 --> 01:02:17,240 Speaker 1: death which exists for each of us. Babies just die uh. 1064 01:02:17,320 --> 01:02:19,720 Speaker 1: Emily went on to complain about her own death threats, 1065 01:02:20,040 --> 01:02:22,520 Speaker 1: the ones that she had received from anti free birthing activists, 1066 01:02:22,560 --> 01:02:25,080 Speaker 1: and closed the post by announcing, in light of all this, 1067 01:02:25,400 --> 01:02:27,800 Speaker 1: we at Freebirth Society and are advancing our plan to 1068 01:02:27,840 --> 01:02:32,000 Speaker 1: move off Facebook to a safe and private membership platform 1069 01:02:32,080 --> 01:02:36,720 Speaker 1: m hm. Patreon. Yeah, that's actually exactly what they're doing. 1070 01:02:37,040 --> 01:02:40,240 Speaker 1: It's not Patreon, but that's the exactly the goal. This 1071 01:02:40,400 --> 01:02:43,680 Speaker 1: is a grift um. The private membership platform is not free. 1072 01:02:43,760 --> 01:02:46,000 Speaker 1: It cost a hundred and eight dollars to be a member. 1073 01:02:46,560 --> 01:02:48,960 Speaker 1: And since her Facebook group had more than six thousand 1074 01:02:48,960 --> 01:02:50,920 Speaker 1: members when she closed it down, the amount of more 1075 01:02:50,960 --> 01:02:52,640 Speaker 1: or forty six thousand members which she closed it down, 1076 01:02:52,680 --> 01:02:55,360 Speaker 1: the amount of money on the line here is potentially significant. 1077 01:02:55,600 --> 01:02:57,600 Speaker 1: And that's not the whole of the grift it's barely 1078 01:02:57,600 --> 01:03:00,720 Speaker 1: the start. Emily and Yolanda run a web's free Birth 1079 01:03:00,760 --> 01:03:03,320 Speaker 1: Society dot com on it. You can buy a coffee 1080 01:03:03,320 --> 01:03:07,000 Speaker 1: table book she rises, an annual edition of The Wild Mother, 1081 01:03:07,280 --> 01:03:11,200 Speaker 1: which is another thing these people call themselves for. You 1082 01:03:11,240 --> 01:03:14,360 Speaker 1: can also pay for a number of different cool services, Caitlin, 1083 01:03:14,360 --> 01:03:17,800 Speaker 1: you're gonna love hearing about this. There's the Lighthouse Leaders 1084 01:03:17,800 --> 01:03:20,760 Speaker 1: Group coaching series from a hundred and seventy five dollars, 1085 01:03:21,120 --> 01:03:24,800 Speaker 1: Birth Trauma Debrief for a hundred and fifty dollars, Radical 1086 01:03:24,880 --> 01:03:29,200 Speaker 1: Birthkeeper Consultation for a hundred dollars, Self Mastery coaching for 1087 01:03:29,240 --> 01:03:33,000 Speaker 1: a hundred and fifty dollars, an undisturbed birth education and 1088 01:03:33,120 --> 01:03:36,840 Speaker 1: prep for a hundred and fifty dollars. Now, I bet 1089 01:03:36,920 --> 01:03:40,360 Speaker 1: you wondering what is what is Radical Birthkeeper Consultation? I 1090 01:03:40,400 --> 01:03:43,720 Speaker 1: am wondering that, Please tell me. So I looked into 1091 01:03:43,760 --> 01:03:46,080 Speaker 1: it and it turns out it's a guide for other 1092 01:03:46,120 --> 01:03:49,680 Speaker 1: women to start their own business in the radical birthwork field. 1093 01:03:50,520 --> 01:03:53,800 Speaker 1: Cool Is there a market for that? Well? Because these 1094 01:03:53,880 --> 01:03:57,680 Speaker 1: ladies are making bank and Yolanda make it. A ton 1095 01:03:57,760 --> 01:04:01,240 Speaker 1: who wouldn't want to make money off of this? It's 1096 01:04:01,280 --> 01:04:03,320 Speaker 1: like making a money as a midwife, but with all 1097 01:04:03,360 --> 01:04:06,320 Speaker 1: all of that pass key training and apprenticeship and learning 1098 01:04:06,560 --> 01:04:13,280 Speaker 1: useful medical ship. Oh good god. Here's a quote from 1099 01:04:13,280 --> 01:04:17,520 Speaker 1: the the page for that that thing new to birthwork, 1100 01:04:17,760 --> 01:04:19,840 Speaker 1: not sure where to start, or maybe you've been attending 1101 01:04:19,840 --> 01:04:22,080 Speaker 1: births for a while and you're feeling sick. If you're 1102 01:04:22,120 --> 01:04:25,360 Speaker 1: called to Radical Birthwork, identified by us as Standing within 1103 01:04:25,440 --> 01:04:28,160 Speaker 1: four Women, we are here to help you brainstorm business 1104 01:04:28,200 --> 01:04:31,480 Speaker 1: ideas and dive into all things birthwork. We have effectively 1105 01:04:31,480 --> 01:04:33,880 Speaker 1: coached many women who want to launch their birth businesses 1106 01:04:33,920 --> 01:04:36,280 Speaker 1: but don't know where to start or feel stymied by 1107 01:04:36,320 --> 01:04:39,160 Speaker 1: the pressures that they perceive from general social climate around 1108 01:04:39,280 --> 01:04:41,840 Speaker 1: birth or worry as to what and how to charge 1109 01:04:41,840 --> 01:04:44,200 Speaker 1: for their services. During the session, we will help you 1110 01:04:44,240 --> 01:04:46,160 Speaker 1: cut through the noise of self judgment and help you 1111 01:04:46,200 --> 01:04:50,120 Speaker 1: clarify your birthwork superpower and project your vision to the world, 1112 01:04:50,320 --> 01:04:53,640 Speaker 1: implement your passion and translate it into working with women 1113 01:04:53,680 --> 01:04:56,520 Speaker 1: with the highest integrity. This is a sixty minute session 1114 01:04:56,520 --> 01:04:59,800 Speaker 1: that will be done over FaceTime or zoom. Okay, so 1115 01:05:01,280 --> 01:05:06,320 Speaker 1: let me let me understand this. So they are basically 1116 01:05:08,040 --> 01:05:10,320 Speaker 1: they offer this service where you can consult with someone 1117 01:05:10,360 --> 01:05:14,840 Speaker 1: to learn how to be a person who will be 1118 01:05:14,920 --> 01:05:20,440 Speaker 1: present at free births, just to like help out in 1119 01:05:20,480 --> 01:05:24,000 Speaker 1: case anything goes wrong. So they acknowledge the need for 1120 01:05:24,120 --> 01:05:31,360 Speaker 1: people to be there, just people with actual medical medical training. Yeah, 1121 01:05:31,600 --> 01:05:35,320 Speaker 1: oh wow, Okay, this is kind of where I start 1122 01:05:35,360 --> 01:05:37,680 Speaker 1: to see it as like I don't think like Justine obviously, 1123 01:05:38,200 --> 01:05:39,440 Speaker 1: the one we've talked to the most, like there was 1124 01:05:39,480 --> 01:05:41,040 Speaker 1: no grift for her. She just thought this was the 1125 01:05:41,040 --> 01:05:44,439 Speaker 1: best thing to do um and she was wrong. But 1126 01:05:45,160 --> 01:05:50,160 Speaker 1: these women, Yolanda Emily Seldiah and Yolanda Norris clark Um, 1127 01:05:50,240 --> 01:05:52,480 Speaker 1: these are people who just want the respect and money 1128 01:05:52,560 --> 01:05:55,080 Speaker 1: that a real professional like a midwife or a doctor 1129 01:05:55,240 --> 01:05:58,280 Speaker 1: receives as a result of what they do, but they 1130 01:05:58,280 --> 01:06:00,400 Speaker 1: don't want to take any training or get any kind 1131 01:06:00,400 --> 01:06:02,920 Speaker 1: of license or be told by anyone that whatever crazy 1132 01:06:02,960 --> 01:06:06,600 Speaker 1: ideas they have about birth are aren't like right. So 1133 01:06:06,760 --> 01:06:09,000 Speaker 1: they've just built up this community where they're treated like 1134 01:06:09,080 --> 01:06:13,200 Speaker 1: real medical professionals and essentially train other people and how 1135 01:06:13,280 --> 01:06:16,120 Speaker 1: to give birth without actually knowing how to train other 1136 01:06:16,120 --> 01:06:21,240 Speaker 1: people how to help give birth with no train like 1137 01:06:21,560 --> 01:06:26,520 Speaker 1: train people to not be trained. Yeah, it's mind boggling. 1138 01:06:26,920 --> 01:06:30,040 Speaker 1: It's incredible. And if you decide, Caitlin, that you want 1139 01:06:30,120 --> 01:06:32,400 Speaker 1: comprehensive coaching and how to free birth your own baby, 1140 01:06:32,520 --> 01:06:34,680 Speaker 1: Emily and Yolanda will be more than happy to help you. 1141 01:06:34,720 --> 01:06:37,280 Speaker 1: For a price. Their full coaching package is a bargain 1142 01:06:37,280 --> 01:06:46,000 Speaker 1: at just eight Oh yeah, well, I have decided that 1143 01:06:46,040 --> 01:06:48,160 Speaker 1: I want their help, so I'm going to start saving up. 1144 01:06:48,920 --> 01:06:52,000 Speaker 1: Midwives have to go to a place. Just give it 1145 01:06:52,000 --> 01:06:58,439 Speaker 1: on Skype baby, that's the way easier. Now. I can't 1146 01:06:58,480 --> 01:07:00,959 Speaker 1: say for certain that Lisa, one of the mothers whose 1147 01:07:00,960 --> 01:07:04,760 Speaker 1: baby died, was actively paying Yolanda and Emily for birth coaching, 1148 01:07:05,000 --> 01:07:07,800 Speaker 1: but the fact that she's mentioned getting Facebook messages from 1149 01:07:07,880 --> 01:07:10,960 Speaker 1: Saldia makes me think that she was uh and the 1150 01:07:11,040 --> 01:07:13,920 Speaker 1: precise wording of how the Daily Beasts discussed this as 1151 01:07:13,920 --> 01:07:17,080 Speaker 1: suspicious to me. Quote Saldaia says she provided no advice 1152 01:07:17,120 --> 01:07:19,480 Speaker 1: to Lisa and never even spoke to her on the 1153 01:07:19,600 --> 01:07:28,080 Speaker 1: phone doesn't mean she didn't. Different medium Maybe then, yeah, 1154 01:07:28,240 --> 01:07:32,000 Speaker 1: maybe I found Yolanda Norris Clark on Facebook and Instagram. 1155 01:07:32,120 --> 01:07:34,760 Speaker 1: She goes by bao house wife and sends out free 1156 01:07:34,760 --> 01:07:37,840 Speaker 1: birthing memes and updates to her combined twelve thousand followers. 1157 01:07:38,200 --> 01:07:41,640 Speaker 1: Here's one example. The idea that governments could ever have 1158 01:07:41,680 --> 01:07:45,200 Speaker 1: the legitimate jurisdiction to designate birthworkers or license birthwork in 1159 01:07:45,240 --> 01:07:48,640 Speaker 1: any capacity should be preposterous and outrageous to everyone. The 1160 01:07:48,680 --> 01:07:50,760 Speaker 1: fact that it isn't, and that so many women especially 1161 01:07:50,800 --> 01:07:53,360 Speaker 1: have accepted and even welcomed the appropriation of midwife re 1162 01:07:53,480 --> 01:07:57,240 Speaker 1: by the patriarchal, false authority of the official institutions just 1163 01:07:57,320 --> 01:08:00,240 Speaker 1: reinforces the task that we have at hand to rewild 1164 01:08:00,360 --> 01:08:03,640 Speaker 1: and re authenticate our relationship to ourselves, to motherhood, to 1165 01:08:03,680 --> 01:08:06,600 Speaker 1: our bodies, to our children, and to each other. Hashtag 1166 01:08:06,680 --> 01:08:10,880 Speaker 1: radical birthkeeper, hashtag radical birthwork, hashtag house wife, hashtag free birth, 1167 01:08:10,880 --> 01:08:14,760 Speaker 1: hashtag homebirth hashtag wildbirth, hashtag free birth Society, hashtag free 1168 01:08:14,760 --> 01:08:19,439 Speaker 1: birth Society, Radical Birthkeepers School, hashtag radical birthkeeper School, hashtag 1169 01:08:19,479 --> 01:08:24,360 Speaker 1: free birth Society. Okay, so these are like the turfs 1170 01:08:24,439 --> 01:08:33,200 Speaker 1: of birth there, these are birth turfs. Yeah, they're like you, 1171 01:08:33,240 --> 01:08:35,360 Speaker 1: we were so right before you said they were like 1172 01:08:35,520 --> 01:08:39,400 Speaker 1: co opting certain like language in terms of like pro 1173 01:08:39,600 --> 01:08:43,200 Speaker 1: choice language, and then but then they've just taken it 1174 01:08:43,240 --> 01:08:49,240 Speaker 1: to this such this horribly harmful radical Yikes. She has 1175 01:08:49,240 --> 01:08:53,000 Speaker 1: her own branded means. One of them reads governments have 1176 01:08:53,080 --> 01:08:59,240 Speaker 1: no business in birth. Birth belongs to women, which like, yeah, 1177 01:08:59,640 --> 01:09:05,880 Speaker 1: but when your baby dies because you like ignored science, Yeah, 1178 01:09:05,960 --> 01:09:08,280 Speaker 1: the baby has some rights too at the point at 1179 01:09:08,280 --> 01:09:13,639 Speaker 1: which it's coming out. Yeah. Now, the kind of this 1180 01:09:13,720 --> 01:09:16,200 Speaker 1: kind of language is powerfully effective to the women who 1181 01:09:16,200 --> 01:09:18,800 Speaker 1: wind up in these groups. Studies have been done on 1182 01:09:18,840 --> 01:09:21,400 Speaker 1: the freebirth and community in the US and Australia and 1183 01:09:21,479 --> 01:09:23,760 Speaker 1: four key things come up over and over again when 1184 01:09:23,800 --> 01:09:26,200 Speaker 1: women say how they found this community. And I'm quoting 1185 01:09:26,200 --> 01:09:29,160 Speaker 1: from a paper commissioned by Evidence based Midwifery. So this 1186 01:09:29,240 --> 01:09:32,960 Speaker 1: is a midwives like organization, rejection of the medical and 1187 01:09:32,960 --> 01:09:36,080 Speaker 1: midwifery models of birth, faith in the birth process, autonomy, 1188 01:09:36,080 --> 01:09:38,479 Speaker 1: and agency. There was a prevailing sense of choosing to 1189 01:09:38,560 --> 01:09:41,439 Speaker 1: freebirth in order to retain choice, control, and autonomy over 1190 01:09:41,479 --> 01:09:45,519 Speaker 1: their bodies during the birth process. It's about control. Another 1191 01:09:45,560 --> 01:09:49,160 Speaker 1: analysis I found on the conversation backs up this interpretation quote. 1192 01:09:49,479 --> 01:09:51,920 Speaker 1: Where home birth services were available, some women did not 1193 01:09:51,960 --> 01:09:54,439 Speaker 1: want the routine care that is provided by midwives. This 1194 01:09:54,520 --> 01:09:56,839 Speaker 1: was largely due to the belief that routine care practices 1195 01:09:56,880 --> 01:09:58,760 Speaker 1: would cause interference that would get in the way of 1196 01:09:58,760 --> 01:10:01,760 Speaker 1: their ability to birth safe. Additionally, they were concerned that 1197 01:10:01,760 --> 01:10:04,320 Speaker 1: they may face coercion should they decline aspects of care 1198 01:10:04,360 --> 01:10:07,120 Speaker 1: provided by the midwives. Therefore, they did not want care 1199 01:10:07,120 --> 01:10:10,559 Speaker 1: imposed upon them during childbirth. The researchers findings across all 1200 01:10:10,600 --> 01:10:13,600 Speaker 1: studies agreed that women ought to retain full control and 1201 01:10:13,640 --> 01:10:16,200 Speaker 1: autonomy throughout their experience of giving birth and need they 1202 01:10:16,200 --> 01:10:21,080 Speaker 1: felt maternity services were unable to meet. Yeah, because you can. 1203 01:10:21,200 --> 01:10:24,840 Speaker 1: You don't. You can't. It's not you don't own the baby. 1204 01:10:24,880 --> 01:10:28,400 Speaker 1: Once it's coming out, it's not your property, a thing. 1205 01:10:29,560 --> 01:10:31,920 Speaker 1: It's like it's leaving, it's it's it's getting on out 1206 01:10:31,920 --> 01:10:40,000 Speaker 1: of there. Yeah. Oh gosh, yeah, yeah, yeah, I just 1207 01:10:40,160 --> 01:10:42,800 Speaker 1: you hate you hate to see it where they're like, 1208 01:10:43,280 --> 01:10:48,160 Speaker 1: they're like, yes, women's autonomy and agency and like, these 1209 01:10:48,200 --> 01:10:50,600 Speaker 1: are things I so strongly agree with, and they're but 1210 01:10:50,680 --> 01:10:56,559 Speaker 1: they're they've just taken into this horrible, horrible place. They 1211 01:10:56,600 --> 01:11:01,960 Speaker 1: really do it rules Like I don't enjoy getting a 1212 01:11:02,080 --> 01:11:04,680 Speaker 1: pap smeir, but I'm not going to do it to 1213 01:11:04,760 --> 01:11:10,960 Speaker 1: myself because I don't fucking know how. Yeah, I have 1214 01:11:11,080 --> 01:11:13,360 Speaker 1: given myself a pap smeir, but I don't know what 1215 01:11:13,400 --> 01:11:15,559 Speaker 1: a pap smear is. So I I just kind of 1216 01:11:15,720 --> 01:11:17,439 Speaker 1: you know, Robert May I explained to you what a 1217 01:11:17,439 --> 01:11:23,640 Speaker 1: pap smear is. I think the reality of that situation, 1218 01:11:23,680 --> 01:11:29,960 Speaker 1: Caitlin is between me and my hammer. I'll let you 1219 01:11:29,960 --> 01:11:32,679 Speaker 1: look at it. I'm pretty sure I'm good at it. 1220 01:11:32,680 --> 01:11:36,200 Speaker 1: It's unpleasant, to say the least. I'm starting the self 1221 01:11:36,240 --> 01:11:41,040 Speaker 1: schmir community actually, oh, the free schmeing, free smears. A 1222 01:11:41,040 --> 01:11:43,880 Speaker 1: lot of people say men cannot get and give themselves 1223 01:11:43,880 --> 01:11:50,280 Speaker 1: pap smears, even hammers, but my Facebook group says otherwise. Uh, Well, 1224 01:11:50,439 --> 01:11:55,360 Speaker 1: as long as um babies are not dying, I guess 1225 01:11:55,400 --> 01:11:59,439 Speaker 1: that's that's what's important here. No, no babies dying, some 1226 01:11:59,439 --> 01:12:06,200 Speaker 1: some people, some adults. Yeah, uh now, the sad reality 1227 01:12:06,280 --> 01:12:07,840 Speaker 1: is that more and more babies are going to keep 1228 01:12:07,920 --> 01:12:10,080 Speaker 1: dying as a result of the free birthing movement. Emily 1229 01:12:10,120 --> 01:12:13,479 Speaker 1: Saldaya and Yolanda Norris Clark will continue podcasting and meming 1230 01:12:13,520 --> 01:12:17,040 Speaker 1: and making bank while America's infant mortality rate ticks ever higher. 1231 01:12:17,400 --> 01:12:19,679 Speaker 1: The NBC article that came out earlier this year helped 1232 01:12:19,720 --> 01:12:21,640 Speaker 1: to highlight the movement, but in the end it may 1233 01:12:21,760 --> 01:12:25,040 Speaker 1: just draw more women into the movement's mall. That's certainly 1234 01:12:25,040 --> 01:12:28,120 Speaker 1: what Emily Saldiah thinks. In the immediate wake of the 1235 01:12:28,200 --> 01:12:30,400 Speaker 1: NBC article, which was focused around the death of a 1236 01:12:30,520 --> 01:12:32,840 Speaker 1: child from someone who followed Emily's instructions to a t 1237 01:12:33,320 --> 01:12:37,559 Speaker 1: she posted this on Instagram. Hey guys, no podcast this week. 1238 01:12:37,720 --> 01:12:40,680 Speaker 1: Decided to prioritize self care and create some spaciousness to 1239 01:12:40,720 --> 01:12:43,200 Speaker 1: relax and be fully present with my baby after an 1240 01:12:43,200 --> 01:12:45,679 Speaker 1: insane month of working my ass off on this membership launch. 1241 01:12:45,880 --> 01:12:47,920 Speaker 1: I'm extremely proud of what we've built and it feels 1242 01:12:47,920 --> 01:12:50,120 Speaker 1: so good to be off Facebook. Thank you for the 1243 01:12:50,120 --> 01:12:52,400 Speaker 1: outpouring of love and support I've reach received in this 1244 01:12:52,520 --> 01:12:55,679 Speaker 1: hard as fun past six weeks. Someday, when I'm ready, 1245 01:12:55,720 --> 01:12:57,519 Speaker 1: I will talk at length about my experience on this 1246 01:12:57,600 --> 01:13:00,280 Speaker 1: full on cyber attack, but for now it's only furthered. 1247 01:13:00,320 --> 01:13:03,160 Speaker 1: By resolving this work, truth and light will always shine 1248 01:13:03,200 --> 01:13:05,400 Speaker 1: brighter and carry more endurance. And in the words of 1249 01:13:05,479 --> 01:13:08,000 Speaker 1: Lena Dunham, no one that actually knows me thinks I'm 1250 01:13:08,040 --> 01:13:10,360 Speaker 1: an asshole, and that's what matters. When you know and 1251 01:13:10,400 --> 01:13:12,920 Speaker 1: love who you are, you're unshakable. The bright side of 1252 01:13:12,960 --> 01:13:15,120 Speaker 1: all this weird media attention is it's brought a ton 1253 01:13:15,200 --> 01:13:18,040 Speaker 1: of women to this movement. So fuck yes to transmitting 1254 01:13:18,080 --> 01:13:22,240 Speaker 1: people's traumatized shit energy into something powerful and exciting. Big 1255 01:13:22,320 --> 01:13:26,320 Speaker 1: bicep emoticon, fist emoticon, And to all the haters out 1256 01:13:26,360 --> 01:13:28,320 Speaker 1: here that have gotten weirdly obsessed with me, I still 1257 01:13:28,360 --> 01:13:29,600 Speaker 1: got all the love in my heart for you, and 1258 01:13:29,600 --> 01:13:31,400 Speaker 1: I will keep fighting for you, whether you're with me 1259 01:13:31,560 --> 01:13:35,360 Speaker 1: or not. Fire emoticon, hert emoticon, hert emoticon, hertomoticon, heart emoticon, 1260 01:13:35,439 --> 01:13:38,719 Speaker 1: heart emoticon. Hashtag Free Birth Society, hashtag the Free Birth Podcast, 1261 01:13:38,800 --> 01:13:42,440 Speaker 1: hashtag haters Gonna Hate Strong Women hashtag smash the patriarchy, 1262 01:13:42,479 --> 01:13:45,519 Speaker 1: hashtag calling bullshit hashtag light winds hashtag I Am Not 1263 01:13:45,600 --> 01:13:49,480 Speaker 1: afraid hashtag strong as fuck hashtag Lena Dunham, You Inspire 1264 01:13:49,520 --> 01:13:58,840 Speaker 1: Me hashtag by by Facebook women are taking advice on 1265 01:13:59,320 --> 01:14:03,639 Speaker 1: their babies health care from this person. That's so scary. Also, 1266 01:14:03,840 --> 01:14:08,439 Speaker 1: if I like, if I if it like, if I, 1267 01:14:08,439 --> 01:14:14,320 Speaker 1: I can't even speak it's amazing, it's astonishing, labbergasted. I 1268 01:14:14,360 --> 01:14:18,640 Speaker 1: think if I if like, if my feminism ever inspired 1269 01:14:18,760 --> 01:14:21,840 Speaker 1: like free birthers to be like, yeah, smash the patriarchy, 1270 01:14:21,960 --> 01:14:24,040 Speaker 1: I will I don't know what I will do. I 1271 01:14:24,120 --> 01:14:26,840 Speaker 1: will have to just like log off and never be 1272 01:14:26,920 --> 01:14:30,839 Speaker 1: present in the world again. Like if my message somehow 1273 01:14:30,880 --> 01:14:36,880 Speaker 1: gets convoluted to like this version of scary radical free 1274 01:14:36,880 --> 01:14:43,120 Speaker 1: birth feminism horrifying. Yeah, yeah, you don't have to give 1275 01:14:43,200 --> 01:14:45,679 Speaker 1: birth in a hospital, but you do have to consult 1276 01:14:45,800 --> 01:14:50,200 Speaker 1: medical professionals about your birth to do so responsibly, because 1277 01:14:50,200 --> 01:14:52,400 Speaker 1: when you decide you're bringing a baby into the world, 1278 01:14:52,400 --> 01:14:55,519 Speaker 1: it's not all about you anymore. Um, But it is 1279 01:14:55,520 --> 01:14:57,800 Speaker 1: all about you when you're performing a home pap smear 1280 01:14:57,840 --> 01:15:00,120 Speaker 1: as a man. And that's why you should join my 1281 01:15:00,200 --> 01:15:04,680 Speaker 1: Facebook group man Smearing, where we're teaching each other how 1282 01:15:04,720 --> 01:15:09,760 Speaker 1: to recapture pap smearing from the medical industrial establishment and 1283 01:15:09,840 --> 01:15:15,960 Speaker 1: the feminist establishment and remail and rewild pap smears for 1284 01:15:16,040 --> 01:15:20,080 Speaker 1: all of the men who have access to home depot hammers. 1285 01:15:21,640 --> 01:15:27,080 Speaker 1: I don't even know how to respond to that, cait Um, 1286 01:15:27,520 --> 01:15:31,719 Speaker 1: I will say this if what wouldn't it be funny 1287 01:15:31,720 --> 01:15:33,439 Speaker 1: if they were like m r A s out there 1288 01:15:33,479 --> 01:15:36,599 Speaker 1: who were like um, men should be able to get 1289 01:15:36,640 --> 01:15:40,400 Speaker 1: pap smears too. And then and then they go on 1290 01:15:40,479 --> 01:15:44,160 Speaker 1: and buy a speculum or sorry, a hammer and hammer 1291 01:15:45,320 --> 01:15:53,240 Speaker 1: the male pap smear is performed with a hammer. I see, um, well, 1292 01:15:53,680 --> 01:15:58,160 Speaker 1: I just I just keeel good, feel great. I just 1293 01:15:58,439 --> 01:16:02,240 Speaker 1: keep going back to like one of the roots of 1294 01:16:02,280 --> 01:16:07,280 Speaker 1: the problem that off that births the free birth movement. 1295 01:16:08,040 --> 01:16:12,960 Speaker 1: See what I did there, Midwolf okay, um is the 1296 01:16:13,040 --> 01:16:17,719 Speaker 1: broken American health care system. And if we totally find 1297 01:16:17,760 --> 01:16:24,240 Speaker 1: a way to fix that, I feel like there would 1298 01:16:24,320 --> 01:16:27,800 Speaker 1: there would never be a need any any you know 1299 01:16:28,040 --> 01:16:34,439 Speaker 1: mother's to feel the need to have a free birthing experience. Um. 1300 01:16:34,479 --> 01:16:45,160 Speaker 1: So that I mean, I mean, gosh, I feel sick. Well, 1301 01:16:45,200 --> 01:16:47,719 Speaker 1: if you're feeling sick, that means it's the perfect time 1302 01:16:47,760 --> 01:16:50,560 Speaker 1: to plug your plug doubles, because nothing cures your ailments 1303 01:16:50,680 --> 01:16:54,360 Speaker 1: like a solid plug. Thank you well, I'll start with 1304 01:16:54,600 --> 01:16:59,360 Speaker 1: Sludge and American Healthcare Story, my podcast about my experience 1305 01:16:59,640 --> 01:17:03,320 Speaker 1: finding out that I had gall stones and the very 1306 01:17:03,400 --> 01:17:07,040 Speaker 1: long and arduous process that it took from me to 1307 01:17:07,240 --> 01:17:11,040 Speaker 1: get surgery to get them taken out. So check out 1308 01:17:11,040 --> 01:17:14,080 Speaker 1: that and it's amazing. Thank you so much, Sophie. I 1309 01:17:14,200 --> 01:17:18,320 Speaker 1: keep um saying, yeah, I'm releasing season two soon and 1310 01:17:18,360 --> 01:17:20,719 Speaker 1: I don't know when that's going to happen, but it'll 1311 01:17:20,720 --> 01:17:24,719 Speaker 1: happen someday. But season two focuses on other people's medical 1312 01:17:24,800 --> 01:17:31,439 Speaker 1: nightmare stories. So fans and medical nightmares. Yeah, I mean 1313 01:17:31,720 --> 01:17:37,479 Speaker 1: I want, I will sure, Yeah, I'll have anyone on 1314 01:17:37,520 --> 01:17:39,599 Speaker 1: if anyone has a medical that's the other thing. If 1315 01:17:39,600 --> 01:17:43,559 Speaker 1: people have medical horror stories, UM, please email them to 1316 01:17:43,640 --> 01:17:48,080 Speaker 1: me at Sludge Story podcast at gmail dot com. Um, 1317 01:17:48,120 --> 01:17:50,960 Speaker 1: I'll probably feature them on the podcast again when I 1318 01:17:51,000 --> 01:17:55,040 Speaker 1: start releasing episodes someday. Um. Yeah, I just I want 1319 01:17:55,080 --> 01:17:58,200 Speaker 1: to have faith in a health care system. Um, it 1320 01:17:58,280 --> 01:18:03,200 Speaker 1: just needs to be very much revamped. So um yeah, 1321 01:18:03,479 --> 01:18:07,639 Speaker 1: let's work on that society anyway. Um. You can listen 1322 01:18:07,680 --> 01:18:12,080 Speaker 1: to my less of a bummer podcast, The Bechtel Cast, 1323 01:18:12,160 --> 01:18:14,960 Speaker 1: which is also still kind of a bummer sometimes because 1324 01:18:14,960 --> 01:18:20,960 Speaker 1: it's all about how, um, most movies are horrible to women. UM, 1325 01:18:21,080 --> 01:18:24,879 Speaker 1: so you know sometimes they're not, though, and those episodes 1326 01:18:24,920 --> 01:18:28,440 Speaker 1: are nice. Um. And then you can follow me on 1327 01:18:28,439 --> 01:18:34,599 Speaker 1: Twitter and Instagram at Caitlin durante um and uh yeah, 1328 01:18:34,640 --> 01:18:38,320 Speaker 1: I think that's that's about it. And you can find 1329 01:18:38,360 --> 01:18:42,960 Speaker 1: me on the internet at man schmearing dot com and 1330 01:18:43,160 --> 01:18:46,160 Speaker 1: the man Smearing Facebook group where we talk about how 1331 01:18:46,200 --> 01:18:51,080 Speaker 1: to reclaim our wherever you do that from doctors and 1332 01:18:51,680 --> 01:18:57,240 Speaker 1: the them an atriarchy. Um. That's that's at the end 1333 01:18:57,280 --> 01:19:00,920 Speaker 1: of the episode. So what Robert meant to say is 1334 01:19:00,960 --> 01:19:04,320 Speaker 1: he's at I Ride Okay on Twitter or at Bastard 1335 01:19:04,400 --> 01:19:07,679 Speaker 1: Spot on Twitter. On Instagram, we have a te public store. 1336 01:19:08,560 --> 01:19:14,920 Speaker 1: Robert also hosts Worst You're Ever. Uh I have Twitter, yes, 1337 01:19:15,520 --> 01:19:19,080 Speaker 1: so like your Twitter. I've actually never I've actually never 1338 01:19:19,120 --> 01:19:24,920 Speaker 1: said it out loud. It's why Underscore, Sophie Underscore, Why 1339 01:19:25,160 --> 01:19:31,439 Speaker 1: Anderson Content. That's it, okay, So why Sophie, I why okay? 1340 01:19:31,520 --> 01:19:34,919 Speaker 1: And then because you're a professional, okay, So follow Sophie 1341 01:19:35,320 --> 01:19:39,759 Speaker 1: Ray Lectorman at on Twitter at why Underscore, Sophie Underscore 1342 01:19:39,840 --> 01:19:43,640 Speaker 1: Why and then he features Anderson content. I thought the 1343 01:19:43,640 --> 01:19:47,320 Speaker 1: whole handle for a second. Was that professional like you, 1344 01:19:47,600 --> 01:19:58,200 Speaker 1: I'm a hack in a fraud. That episode